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So time passed quickly
Missions here and there have taken over our daily lives
My plan was going well
Louise''s presence here became significant.
She started training and helping with housework, now she takes care of Remi''lin for me with Laka.
He doesn''t always stay here, he usually returns to Teiron to fulfill some obligations.
Meanwhile, everyone has evolved and progressed.
Now we are one step closer to this great war.
In recent months I have made some agreements with leaders of revolutionary factions.
I offered them resources
Joe also started to respect me more...
Maxkron still doesn''t accept me well but I try to give my best and convey a good image!!
Some fighting developed with Maxkron, which I managed to stabilize!!
Lizin, Giot''re and Soutre carry out a rich man''s mission
ITARON is very busy with a project.
Now we have some scores to settle.
In short, what happens from now on is what will completely decide my life forever.
In the end I have to be the King.....
At the moment......
19:00
Remi''lin''s room.
Remi''lin is alone in her room.
Immersed in his thoughts, the poor child is pessimistic.
Questions begin to arise
Why do I exist!??
Do I deserve to exist!??
Why exist?
Oh yes, I exist because Kir''ou said it is good to live!!
But I''m trash!!!
I''m dirty!!
I''m so dirty!!
I hate that bastard so much for doing that to me!!
Damn, no matter how hard I try, I''ll never forget it!!
Lishi always told me to have faith in Prometheus...
But why did he never come?
If he protects me and protects everyone...
Why isn''t he here?
Why didn''t you protect Lishi and me!??
Why did you let him do those things...?
Why did he do it to her too!!?
He went broke with Lishi.....
wow...why!!??
Why do you keep coming back!??
Why are you here!??
Go away!!, demons!!
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Damn it, why does he insist on humiliating me even though he''s far away!??
Crap!!!
I just want to die...
I just want to disappear....
This way no one will scare me anymore and Kir''ou won''t worry either.
Remi''lin''s negativity intensifies!!
This makes it easier....
Easier for everyone.....
Nobody needs to know how dirty I am!!!
I think that''s what happens with trash....
They are ruled out.....
I wanted to see him die...
But I don''t feel that I have that right.....
Am I evil?!
Damn, why can''t I feel the touch of the person I love!??
Suddenly !!
Someone comes into the room ....
It was Louisi′e
Louisi′e says
Remi''lin!??
What was up!??
It''s shaking....
Why are you crying?
Remi''lin
It''s nothing, it''s just me crying for nothing, I''m always like this... like this...
Louisi′e
You know, I cry sometimes too, it''s normal hahaha
Remi''lin responds sadly as she wipes away her tears.
Well, I''m crying... because my wrist broke...
Then Louise interrupts
And he says firmly
Remi''lin, don''t lie, tell me!!
I''m here for you
What happened!??
I''m here for you
I will help you
I want to support you
Remi....
Trust me!!
Anxious Remi''lin responds
No, you don''t need it!!
You must be busy!!
Louisi''e sits on Remi''lin''s bed
Louisi''e puts her hand on Remi''lin''s shoulder.
Remi''lin quickly slaps Louisi''e''s hands away.
Louisi′e looked closely
And he said it with a smile!!
Hey Remi, don''t worry, I won''t "touch" you, I''m here to support you, you can tell me, okay!?
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Remi''lin
Miss Louisi′e.......
Everything''s fine....
I only said this to Kir''ou.
5 years ago, when I was 3 years old.
They took my parents away from me, covered my face and when I woke up
took me to a dark place
I was separated from my mom and dad.
There they hurt me in many ways!!
Louisi′e
Very sorry....
Could you tell me...?
what did they do!??
Remi''lin
They hurt me a lot
I don''t remember how long I was there.
They took what I was wearing and touched me!!
It was a bad feeling!!
I wanted this.....
Remi''lin said through tears.
But it was all my fault, I accepted it, right!??
Louisi′e
Remi, no....
It wasn''t your fault...
Don''t blame yourself my little one!!
Remi''lin
He has.....
How can I not use that word!??
It''s just.....
They used this.....
They called me that....
I''m so sorry, I know it''s a simple word, but it hurts so much just hearing it.
Every time they touched me and put those things inside me...
They called me pretty, beautiful, small, slave, trash..........
In further distress Remi''lin drowned
Louisi′e
Oh, forgive me Remi....
I didn''t know that..... I''m sorry.....
If it makes you feel bad, tell me, it''s okay.
I can imagine what you went through, don''t blame yourself like that...
you are strong!!
It will pass, okay?
I''ll help you relieve this!!
You can let it out, we''re friends here!!
Remi''lin says sadly!!
No, it''s okay, it''s not your fault, it''s more mine.
But continuing....
I was tied up in a dark room for a long time....
It only had a small round window and very little light!
Every day men came and forced me to wear tight or uncomfortable clothes!!
or the clothes they wanted!!
There were times when I had to go to a hearing, it was a kind of show.
There I go... better leave that part alone.
But there was one in particular that, every time it appeared,
he always hit me...
If I screamed, he would hit me in the face. If I cried, he would suffocate me.
If I spoke, he would tie me up and whip me in various places, especially on the back!!!
I have a lot of marks on my back because of this!!!
After that, I was always bleeding, there were times when it was hard to move because it hurt so much!!
To this day I bleed in some places like my nose and you know...
This bastard''s name was Trao , at least from what I heard from the other kids!!
Louisi′e
I''m sorry Remi, I''m so sorry!!
and with fury and conviction he exclaimed!!
You know I''m with you, I''ll protect you, I''ll take down anyone who dares to touch you again!!
You are a warrior, you are strong, Remi!!
Did you say other children?
Remi''lin crying said!!
Yes, there were other children.....
They were all the same age as me and they all suffered from this...
But in particular, Lishi and I were his favorites!!
They forced her and me to do things.......
She and I....
Damn... Why did Lishi have to go through that!??
Louisi′e
Lishi was your friend!?? Isn''t that Lizin''s sister!??
Remi''lin said in distress
Yes, herself
I treated her like she was my sister.....
When I needed it, she held me, when I cried she calmed me down.
She was so good and always kept that hope and that happy face.
He told me to have faith in Prometheus, to dream that one day we would get out of this!!!
She was my age (8) at the time.
I kept hoping, maybe they would free us , maybe they would get tired of us and let us go!!
But it didn''t work.....
Prometheus never arrived....
I prayed a lot and he never came....
One day... The TRAO worm , next to that garbage...
They entered the room, took Lishi, saw....
They did it all to me again, all in front of me!!
Then they hanged her in front of me..., then they forced me to...
Do something with that.....
something that... damn...
CURSE!!
In agony, Remi''lin screamed.
DAMN YOU!!!!
CAN''T!!!
I CAN''T SAY!!
I CAN''T SAY!!
I CAN''T SAY!!
I CAN''T REMEMBER!!
HE''S GOING TO KILL ME!!
Panting, Remi''lin cried and screamed.
DAMN IT''S ALL MY FAULT!!!This text was taken from Royal Road. Help the author by reading the original version there.
I WOULD HAVE LET THIS HAPPEN IF I HAD DONE EVERYTHING RIGHT!!!
SHE WOULD NOT DIE!!!
IF I HAD OBEYED MORE.....
DAMN !!!
WHY LOUI!?
WHY DID THEY HURT US!??
in an intense crisis, Remi''lin said
Why couldn''t I do anything?
I want to die....
You know, I just wish I could wear a dress again, feel like a little girl, like I see in magazines, they''re so pretty...
You know, I don''t feel like I''m a...
I''m dirty Loui.....
I wanted that.......
I liked that.....
Isn''t it!?
I liked it, didn''t I?
Crying while giving an agonizing smile.
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Yes... I liked that... didn''t I?!
Regarding what Remi''lin went through, it is the reality of many children.
Guilt is one of the feelings!!!
Physical or sexual abuse....
Child trafficking is a topic that is rarely addressed.....
Separated from their parents...
Sold by his parents...
Abused by himself...
or even offered in some Religious Ritual...
It''s a recurring problem!!
Treating this with ignorance is not the key to solving this problem.
Certain countries around the world cover this up or hide this....
This was the case with Remi''lin.
Due to the country of Teiron turning a blind eye to certain crimes,
Rates such as kidnappings and abuses increased dramatically, causing a cataclysm
More children separated from their parents!!
More children who couldn''t live their lives!!
More children with psychological shock!!
Sometimes this becomes a cycle!!
In more savage words!!
The prey becomes the predator and so on.....
If there is any being that does not deserve any kind of evil
These beings are children!!
Whoever dares to hurt a pure being is not worthy of forgiveness!!!
Pain is difficult but it can be relieved....
it is necessary.....
Trust!!!
Because who suffers the most in this world.....
They are the children......
Remi''lin said
Continuous....
After a while, I ran away
get out of that prison
I ran as far as I could
I just wanted to get away from him!!
I just wanted to get away from them
But... But I...
Louisi''e said as she placed her hands on Remi''lin''s head.
Louisi''e hugged Remi''lin tightly as she pondered.
Lishi is Lizin''s sister.....
Remi and Lishi
These children were abused
They suffered the worst kind of torture.
People are so rotten inside, deep down, they hide so much perversity.
Those who openly display this are the real villains.....
This child needs support and protection, he needs protection, I will fulfill this role, I will fulfill this mission!!
I feel responsible
Louisi′e said
Know that you are safe with me, everyone will protect you!!
Be it Kir''ou, Laka, Begn, Bakim, Bantro, Lizin, sof''hiria, Yakk''ei, Abarmesh!!
What you suffered will be avenged!!!
Know that we will not give up and we will find who did this to you!
I know you have a new family now, we all support you!!
We are here, you can cry, let it out.....
Feel.....
Remi′lin
HE
But it hurts a lot...
I just wanted to go back to the way I was!!
Louisi′e
Have you ever heard of the tale of the butterfly and the flower!??
remi
No, I don''t know!!!
Louisi′e
My mother used to tell me to put myself to sleep many years ago.
There are 2 versions
I''ll tell you the butterfly
so....
There was a little caterpillar, he crawled and ate, but he didn''t feel free, he was scared and cried.
He hid in the leaves to escape from it all!!
She feared the world.....
She knew that if she changed and became a butterfly, she would no longer be the same...
One day, while walking through the leaves, a bird attacked her!!!
And a small part was torn off
I don''t feel complete!!
She knew she wasn''t fast.
He only felt pain!!
Then she ran away and hid in the leaves!!
Remi''lin
What happened!??
Louisi′e
The caterpillar, wounded and frightened, locked itself in a cocoon, not to change but to escape!!
There was protection inside!!
Inside I was safe!!
Inside nothing else mattered!!
It was just a matter of waiting for what was to come or staying there forever .
Then asked a little flower planted under the bud!!
"Hey, hey, why are you there!??"
The caterpillar responded
"I don''t know, I just want to sleep, leave me alone"
the flower said
"Okay, I''ll come back another day"
The other day
The same thing was repeated but now a little different!!
The flower asked
"Hey, hey, what are you afraid of!??"
The caterpillar responded
"I''m afraid of the world, I''m afraid of the sky, I''m afraid of the leaves, now leave me alone"
The caterpillar was stubborn and fearful.
And the flower always insisted!!
The flower knew what it was like to be afraid of change
The flower understood what it was to be chained
The flower knew what it was like to suffer.
The flower knew what it was like to be afraid of the world!!
Designed to help
The little flower always bothered the caterpillar.
One day
The caterpillar expressed its wish.
"You know flower, I wanted to fly, fly free, without fear of the world, without fear of judgment, I wanted to be different, but the world is cruel, I don''t want to see that."
"I just wanted to be me, without having to fear anything, I wanted to be strong like you, always out there, facing the hardest rain and the hottest sun."
remi''lin
She flew!??
Luis
Yes, she would fly soon.....
the flower said
"Look, why don''t you get out of there? You''re scared, but so what!? You''ll never know what''s good if you don''t get out of there, there''s so much to see out there, isn''t there?" can turn into a beautiful butterfly and fly free.
You can see the world and fly free.
Accept change, accept your origins, be proud because you survived,
I admire you, you know?
I wish I could have this ability, I live here, standing, I have already accepted my fate,
but you can do different, be free, fly like a butterfly,
fly, fly to your freedom,
all the good and bad that makes you up,
You can change, you can improve because you are free!!
I love you just the way you are!!
Just keep going!!
Never give up, I''ll be here for you
Giving up on living is unrealistic.
There is so much to see and do!!
No matter how hard it is, keep going!!
changing is part of it, don''t be afraid, change!!
Never forget what he did to you!!
Good or bad, what you''ve been through shapes you.
Don''t forget what you hate, don''t forget what you like
be you
Goodbye, my butterfly friend"
remi''lin
Wow, that''s incredible...
What happens next!??
Is she still alive!!?
Luis
The caterpillar turns into a beautiful butterfly.
He follows his path and has adventures!!
She accepts your change!!
accept to face the world!!
and move on
She is not afraid of what happened, no matter how difficult it is.
she will continue living!!
She will always be her, no matter if she is a caterpillar or a butterfly!!
The bird hurt her but she found protection in the flower!!
Change is a matter of time, Remi!!
Know that.....
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You can be like this butterfly....
Fragile and delicate....
But qualified to face the world!!
Know that everything that happened will be alleviated, I will help you with that!!
Remi''lin snuggles up next to Louisi''e and says
Seriously!?? Can I just forget all this?
Can I be normal again?
Can I really have a normal life!??
Dress like a normal girl and not feel bad about it!??
Louisi''e with a soft smile said.
Yes, with time all this will disappear, this pain will ease and you will be able to forget everything, I promise you!!
Don''t forget to rate yourself!!
You can be amazing, you know?
Find your place Remi, what would you like to do!??
You''ll get better, let''s try it together, how about that!!?
remi''lin
Alright, let''s try it!!
I would like to write a story, Loui.
Luis
What kind of story!??
remi''lin
I don''t know, I wanted it to be a story of magic, I wanted to be able to share it with others!!
I want to write a book
Being able to tell you what I went through.....
This eases my guilt...
This eases my pain...
Remi''lin starts crying and with a slight smile said
This way I can show what I''m capable of!!
even if it is so useless.....
Louisi''e
You can do this, just put it between the lines...
Everything''s fine!??
I''ll help you!!
Come here
remi''lin
Hey.....
Louisi''e places Remi''lin on her lap and says
and then use a technique
Mir''ka: The calm of nature
Hi Remi, you are my butterfly.
Don''t cry anymore
Calm your heart, you are strong!!
None of this was your fault!
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You can close your eyes
You can be assured that your pain will be relieved.
One day she won''t come back.
Feel free
Remi''lin then closes her eyes.
Immersed in thoughts
Remi''lin reflects
I always felt broken
A nothing, immersed in emptiness
Trao always tormented me
But now it''s different
I don''t feel like I''m sinking deeper and deeper
It''s like me....
It''s like...
If I had recovered a part of me, I still feel it in me but it hurts less, it hurts much less, it''s like I''m alive again!!
as if a goddess had come to save me....
This heat.....
That feeling....
It''s like Kir''ou''s hug.
Cozy.......
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It''s like a goddess touched me
Louisi''e put her hand on Remi''lin''s face.
while Remi''lin asked
You are a goddess!??
A saint!??
Louisi′e
No, I''m just silly Louisie
These titles are not for me!!
Just know that you don''t have to cry anymore now!!
Let''s move on
Together, even if I''m far away
I''ll stay with you!!
come here rest
remi''lin
Thank you!!!
Thank you so much!!
Louisi′e , I.....
YO....
Louisie said with a smile.
Don''t say anything else!!
You can calm down!!!
You''ve been through enough today!!
Rem......
Now I''ll be like your older sister!!!
Remi''lin then closes her eyes.
He then falls asleep hugging Louisi''e.
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Remi''lin thought
What a soft sensation....
It''s cozy!!!
It''s like a hug from mommy!!
Excellent.......
I have never felt this....
What will become of me?...
I don''t know, but I promise...
I will get better and better, until the day when
It could totally be me
Trust yourself Remi''lin, there are people here who love me!!
and if I didn''t, I could count on myself!!
I have to be strong!!
I won''t cry anymore!!
It''s not over yet, but I can fight!!
I promise.....
I will fight!!
thanks lui
I hope you stay here..........
With one more step it regains its color.
Next chapter:
Flame No. 13: Revelation
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