Alpha’s Possession By Jessica Hall Chapter 89


    Read Alphas Possession by Jessica Hall Chapter 89 – Thane POV


    Every morning I awoke to find myself in the den, savoring thest remnants of her scent. The past four


    days I had spent living alone, working alone, and just being on my own. Not one of them would take my


    calls, I did however notice numerous calls going to Alpha Jake’s phone. I could feel their anxiousness


    and the way they craved her. Which was the same way I did.


    I pushed them too far, and in turn, pushed her to leave us. Yet locked in my depression I couldn’t bring


    myself to face them. Felt their disappointment in me, crushed parts I refused for so long to allow to be


    broken. Or so I thought because now I realized they were never whole, to begin with. Some facade of


    which I thought was whole. But I was just kidding myself, hiding behind my guilt, behind my anger. My


    mother would be cursing my name for what I have done. I knew I should have gone with her, I shouldn’t


    have let her go on her own and that is a mistake I will have to live with for the rest of my life.


    Climbing the stairs from the den, I moved toward the kitchen counter where I had left my phone hoping


    by some miracle they had called, or I would find a message saying she had returned to us. We had lost


    so much, but this time it wasn’t someone else that took from my mates, it was me and that guilt killed


    me the most.


    Staring down at the screen I see no messages or missed calls and sigh. Dialing Raidon’s number the


    phone rings out. Setting it down I filled the jug before I pushed the button down on the kettle. Just as I


    reach for my phone to try again; a messagees through from him.


    Raidon: She is safe


    Three words and the relief they caused me was immense.


    Me: You spoke with her? I send in return.


    This was the first contact I had with any of them and I didn’t want to risk ringing and having him not


    answer.


    Raidon: Yes, but you need to leave her alone, Thane. I know you are watching our calls and I know you


    know where she is.


    Me Come home Tell her to ring me then.


    Raidon It’s not home without her.


    That is all he replies, it angers me and I set the phone down, Knowing better than to reply while angry


    Raidon is hot-headed and it is why we sh the most, I would get nowhere with him by arguing But he


    was right, I knew she was with Jake, I also knew as much as we don’t get along, he knows better than


    to hurt her


    Our families are all connected. We may not see eye to eye, but there are some boundaries he will


    push, like at work when he was pestering me about Harlow. Yet ultimately he knows better than to


    cross me Alphas arepetitive by nature, he does it for the challenge but we both know who would


    win that one despite him having more mates than me.


    Technically he should be stronger, yet I was one thing he isn’t. I was Alpha of Alpha born. My mother


    was never just my father’s mate but their equal, my mate’s submission only enhanced that ten-fold.


    Making my coffee the phone vibrates on the counter and I nce at it before reaching for it.


    Raidon: She wants toe home but she is too scared to I stare at the screen pondering on what to


    reply. Yet every time I see Harlow that blistering anger returns. All I see is her drenched in my mother’s


    blood, see Tara and the way she manipted us all until we were too blind to see the possibilities she


    took from us. I never loved Tara, I thought I did. Zara, I fell in love with only to learn she was Harlow,


    and just like Tara she lied. She manipted us into believing she was someone else and I wanted to


    punish her for it. Instead, I see punished all of US.


    Me: Then tell her toe home.


    Raidon: And what is sheing home to, Thane? She believes you want to kill her, or believes you


    want to put her in rotation.


    I sighed now regretting the words I told her. Not even I would be cruel enough to go through with it, nor


    would l subject my mates or myself to a broken mate bond by rejecting her. Or deprive my own


    daughter of a mother. I needed her to fear me because her fear made my anger for her somehow seem


    usible.


    A minute or so passes when my phone vibrates again, only this time it is a picture message. One of


    Harlow and her twin.The caption attached read. Her sister is alive, Jake faked her death.


    My brows furrowed in confusion as I thought back to everything I knew, how was her sister alive? Why


    would Jake lie about that? But that exins why he never joined the auctions again. Not once had I


    seen his name listed in the monthly listings. I assumed he found an Omega within his city or one on


    rotation, and that’s why he was pestering me about Harlow. He had tried to cover his scent but I smelt


    the underlying hidden scent of an Omega on him. That’s why it angered me so much when he asked


    about her. That and her fear of him when he came to work that day.


    Raidon: That is why he wanted her, Thane. Not for her, but for her sister.


    Me You believe him? I asked.


    Raidon I believe our mate, she is safe, but she wants toe home and I am not going to get her if


    you are going to lock her in that den or n on hurting her after our daughter is born.


    I swallow trying to wrap my head around this piece of information, it did exin Jake’s unrelenting help


    after my mother died. I thought it was for his mother but now I questioned those intentions.


    Raidon: Thane, are you going to give me an answer? What will you do if shees back?


    Me I don’t know


    I answer honestly, knowing he would feel any deception. I didn’t know, yet without her, my pack would


    fall apart. Without her, I would go f****king insane with constant worry.


    Yet would she evene back? I knew I would drag her back kicking and screaming if needed but


    they would hate me more for it. Getting dressed, I move about the house, ignoring my housekeeper’s


    vacuuming before grabbing my keys off the dresser.


    Picking them up, I spot the old photo of my parents. Guilt gnaws at me, seeing their once happy faces.


    Guilt for letting her go alone that day.


    Yet the longer i stared the more I felt her eyes scolding me, and the more I felt the disapproval I knew


    she would feel over this situation. Growling, I stalk out of my room, intent to go to ine’s and speak


    with them.


    Their nervous energy and unease bit at me as I drove down my street, I needed to see them. Speak


    with them and convince them toe home. Driving across town I am distracted as headed toward


    ine’s new house where they were.


    So distracted by my thoughts I hadn’t realized I was leaving the city until I saw the sign saying so.


    Cursing, I pulled over stopping on the side of the road about to rip a U-turn and head back yet that


    tugging feeling inside and the longing from the bond had me gripping the steering wheel.


    My knuckles pressed tight beneath my skin and before I realized what was happening or I could stop it.


    I was having a panic attack.


    I felt like I was dying, that my heart would stop at any second, as sweat beaded and rolled down my


    neck when my phone started ringing. My mates panic bleeding into me, enforcing my own. Solidifying it


    in ce and I found myself frozen staring at the screen’s dash of their names popping up. I was losing


    my damn mind, losing myself in grief, anger, and guilt.


    Never in my life had I suffered a panic attack, yet my life was so chaotic and falling apart. The very


    seams I had been trying to hold together tossed me blindly into the new experience. Names kept


    popping up as Raidon, Leon and ine tried calling me. I knew they could feel it and knew it would be


    a foreign feeling for them from me. Yet my hands were locked on the steering wheel as I tried to break


    the course of the adrenaline pumping through my veins. I could hear them in my head trying to talk to


    me, hear the mind link open yet I was muted, stunned, and embarrassed by what was happening. I felt


    weak, yet just as it would feel like it was easing another surge would rush through me.


    The Bluetooth speaker started ringing again, a private number popped up while they kept telling me to


    answer their calls, telling me to pick up and calm down. With great force, my finger slides over the


    button on the steering wheel.


    “Thane? “You‘re scaring everyone, please speak,”


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    The moment I heard her voice I broke. The panic attack broke and was reced with the grief of what I


    lost I lost the family I created, I tried to hurt her, and yet here she was calling me despite fearing me.


    Whether it was because she cared or she was calling for them or because they asked her to, I didn’t


    care. Just relieved and destroyed at the same time hearing her voice.


    You’re okay, Thane. I’m right here,” she tells me as I press my head against the steering wheel.


    Sucking in a huge lung full of air feeling as if my lungs hadpressed.


    “Breathe, Thane, it will pass. Just listen to my voice, and breathe,” she says and I nod, focusing on her


    voice as she said while I cried stupidly into my steering wheel. I felt ridiculous, I didn’t even cry at my


    parent’s funeral. I didn’t cry when Tara turned up dead. I never cried, I always saw it as weakness, and


    here I was crying over Harlow leaving us, crying over the shame I felt knowing I let my mother down.


    Crying over the woman I wanted nothing more than to protect but hurt beyond belief because I was too


    stubborn to see what was right in front of my face. She wasn’t capable of hurting anyone. I med her


    so I didn’t have to me myself for not going with my mother that day to get her. Rhen was right, I


    med her because I needed to believe I hadn’t wasted the past couple of years hating the one


    woman I now loved.