Chapter 219


    #Chapter 219 – Stolen Moments


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    It isn’t easy to extract Sinir from the nursery, not after he delighted the children with confessions of


    his soft side and got roped into endless games of tag and hide and seek. When he eventually shifted


    into his wolf and started giving the pups rides on his back, I thought Isabel was going to have a


    conniption. Only naptime brought an end to the fun, though I wasn’t thrilled when he suggested we go


    back to our suite rather than snoozing with the pups. Of course… that was before I realized he


    intended to nap with me – or not nap, as it were.


    I waved goodbye to the children as Sinir carted me out of the nursery in his arms, a delightfully


    rumblyugh vibrating in his chest. “Couldn’t we adopt some of them?” I inquire, kissing his neck. “Just


    a couple dozen?”


    Sinir gazes down at me indulgently, “Baby when this war is over we can adopt as many pups as you


    want, but I think we should hold off on giving our enemies more targets for the time being.”


    “Fine.” I groan, throwing my head back dramatically. I hear an appreciative purr, and btedly realize


    the movement has given the wolf an excellent view down my dress. I giggle, attempting to pull the


    fabric together to cover myself, but my mate arches a threatening brow.


    “Don’t you dare.” Sinir warns, “We’ve got limited time and much to do little wolf.”


    I can guess he’s referring to the summit’s kick off in the morning, but I’m surprised to see him so early


    in the afternoon. “Does this mean you finished working?” I ask, licking my lips.


    “It wasn’t easy, but I made it happen. We’ve got to steal whatever time together we can.”


    He kicks the door to our suite closed, and I hear Philippe and the other guards disperse to give us


    privacy. “Aren’t there things we should talk about before tomorrow?” I inquire, not wanting to deal with


    business but also feeling unprepared for the politics awaiting us.


    “As far as I’m concerned, that bomb upended half the work I did on this trip and we’ll be entering


    unchartered territory in the morning whether we talk about it or not.” Sinir replies, tossing me onto


    the bed. “I would much rather spend our evening this way.”


    “But


    “Ah ah,” He scolds, eyes zing as he strips off my clothes, “I’ve made my decision trouble.”


    I shudder as a low growl fills my ears, calling my own wolf out to y. ” Bossy alpha.” I use,


    wondering when exactly I became so short of breath.


    ‘You have no idea.” Sinir confirms with a lethal grin, “I seem to remember telling you that I’d be


    keeping a list of all your bad behavior while I was away, but I have to admit I underestimated the extent


    of the mischief you’d make.”


    He towers over me, still naked following his wolf’s antics with the children. His long, thick cock is


    already standing at attention, and any hints of the civilized, bubble bath-taking politician are gone. He’s


    pure animal now, and my instincts are driving me to see just how far I can push him.


    “I’m sure I don’t have any idea what you’re talking about.” I quip, pouting my fully lips. “I only did what I


    thought was best for the pack.”


    Sinir’s corded muscles tense and flex, and he cocks his head to the side. His entire demeanor


    changes as the yfulness seeps away, reced only with dark foreboding. “Is that really the tactic


    you want to choose, little wolf? Because I was going to focus on the small stuff -leave the serious


    things forter.” He pulls in a deep breath, rolling his neck as he considers my prone form. “But maybe


    it’s better we deal with everything now – that way we can put it behind us and start the summit on a


    clean te.”


    I grimace, understanding him at once. I’d chosen the wrong words for our game and cut too close to


    home. Now Sinir wasn’t merely going to concoct sensual payments for made-up infractions like


    wearing clothes in his bed, he was going to address the greatest conflicts in our time apart – things that


    were part and parcel my fault. It isn’t a prospect to which I’m looking forward, but I’d be lying if I said I


    don’t feel desperate to heal the rifts between us.


    I nod in agreement, dropping my gaze submissively. “I think you’re right.”


    He leans over me, sliding his hand around my nape and pulling my lips up to his. “Good girl.” He


    praises, “I’d thought to wait until things calmed down, but these things don’t go away, baby. Best to get


    it out of the way.” I nod again, because I agree. My mate almost dying was certainly a huge distraction,


    as is my lineage and the war, but the disagreements and fights we had along the way will only fester if


    left unresolved. No amount of distraction can change that.


    ‘You know I love you with everything I am, and everything I ever will be?” Sinir inquires, searing me


    with his emerald gaze.


    ‘You know you’re my whole world, and I’d be lost without you?” I counter, blinking back tears.


    Sinir answers me with a ferocious kiss, and then it starts: Every lie, every betrayal of his trust, every


    scheme and act of neglect for my well being. At times we go around in circles, ‘You were dead!” I cry,


    about half an hour into the debate. “I needed to find you, I can be held ountable for a lot, but you


    can’t expect me to have lost you without grieving, or not to fight when I knew you were out there


    somewhere!”


    “Of course I know you would grieve, but I need you to know that killing yourself or our child is the


    absolutelyst thing I would want. I would hope you would move on and


    “And what, forget you?!” I interrupt, “because I have to say if the tables were turned I would be pretty


    offended if you got over my demise in a couple of days!” I can see Sinir getting ready to jump in, so I


    add, ” Besides it wasn’t that serious! I would have been fine!”


    ‘That’s not what the doctor said!” Sinir thunders.


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    ‘You went to the doctor about me!” I demand hotly, my cheeks flushing.


    “Of course I did – you’re my mate and I’m worried about you.” He bites back, “So help me E, if I do


    die and you stress yourself into aa, I wille back from the dead just to spank your impossible


    behind!”


    ‘Then I would dly do it if that’s what it takes to bring you back!” I explode, throwing my hands up.


    “That’s not the point!” Sinir rages, pacing back and forth, any signs of arousal long gone. “Don’t you


    get it, I’m not the one who has to survive this war – you are the one who was chosen by the Goddess,


    Rafe is my heir. You two have to live, not me!”


    A little whileter, we’ve moved onto my hypnosis sessions, a subject which devastates me more than


    anything else. Tm sorry, I’ve said I’m sorry and I know it cost me your trust.” I cry, “I don’t know what


    else to do, Dominic. I can’t take it back, nor would I!”


    ‘You could have told me, even if you knew I wouldn’t agree, you could have been honest and told me


    you needed to do it whether I like it or not!” Hebats.


    “And risk you issuing one of your Alpha orders?” I use, “you and I both know you would have used


    your power to make me promise against my will – which isn’t fair, by the way.”


    “And we also know that you would have found a way around it because you’re too clever for your own


    damned good!” Sinir replies gruffly.


    “Well that’s not the point.” I throw his own words back in his face. “The point is not exerting your


    dominance over me when I don’t want you to! Forcing me to follow your orders when I don’t agree with


    them!”


    He throws back his head andughs. “I’ve got news for you, little wolf – that’s my job. If I only did it


    when you liked it, it wouldn’t be real.”


    “Well maybe I don’t want it to be real!” Ish out, snarling and baring my fangs.


    Sinir is on me in an instant, his hands course and wonderful on my body. “Is that so?” He growls,


    daring me to test him.


    ‘Yes!” I insist, notching my chin up as I finally see a light at the end of the tunnel. I know if I provoke him


    now, he won’t be able to resist taking me in hand, and in my experience this is the only thing that will


    help me feel better. When there’s no solution to our conflicts, we have to find a way toe back


    together as mates and put the past behind us, and he’s the one who showed me how.


    ‘Well then maybe we should put that to the test.” Sinir answers, bending me over the bed. “Get


    ready, trouble. You’re in for a rough ride.”