It''s also because of Suqi. I stepped into the karaoke room for the first time in my life. On the night of Dongyu''s birthday, I went there for the second time.


    Compared with the tension of the first time, Suqi and I sat in the karaoke room and had a sense of aging.


    I ordered many songs, most of which were popular at that time.


    At that time, the songs of Jay Chou and JJ Lin were popular. I ordered a song "I still miss her". Holding the microphone, I sang it.


    "Tears drown me


    who should be sad in the end


    who should let go of this relationship


    I finally understand that the promise that


    can''t be made


    becomes a shackle


    in reality, happiness will never be out of stock


    please tell her that


    I don''t love her


    laugh and feel sad


    self punishment


    want to end all these struggles


    cross my heart


    say sincerely Lie


    don''t tell her


    I also think she


    hate is easier to put down than love


    when tears block the chest


    let silence


    replace all answers... "


    This song, MP3 in Dongyu, has existed for a long time.


    At that time, I didn''t understand why he liked this song. At the beginning of the song, the melody was good and the lyrics were sad. I also became addicted to it. I collected many songs of Lin Junjie and became a little fan of Lin Junjie.


    Can listen to so many songs, after all, only this one, listen to endless.


    "I don''t love I don''t hurt I don''t understand


    my heart has been hollowed out


    just saying something insincerely


    please tell her


    I don''t love her


    smile sad


    self punishment


    want to end all the struggle


    cross heart


    telling a true lie


    don''t tell her


    I also think she is easier to let go of hate than love


    when tears block the chest Let silence take the place of all answers when you speak


    When I finished singing this song, I suddenly felt that every word in every lyric was about to kill my heart. My heart was stabbing. I took a can of beer, pulled open the pull ring and poured one by one.


    Suqi looked at me silently, maybe he could see that my mood today was not right, but he could not understand. I was sad and sad. For a while, she just sat beside me silently and hugged my shoulder.


    "Leave them alone!"


    I said to him, "let''s sing our song!"


    Su Qi said, "Xia Chun, what''s the matter with you? You drink so much, are you ok? "


    "What is this wine?"


    When I was talking, he opened the water again. He couldn''t see it. He put his hand on my hand and blocked me.


    "Stop drinking! Are you here to sing or to drink? "


    "It''s not a waste if you order so much wine and don''t drink it?"


    "You don''t have to drink it all!"


    But I couldn''t help but hug his shoulder. At that time, because of alcohol, my brain began to faint gradually. I was close to him, close to his face. I smiled and said, "sing with me, OK?"


    “…… Good. "


    "I heard that you sing very well. Sing one for me!"


    As soon as Su Qi smiled, she went to the song machine and ordered a song. Maybe she guessed that I like Lin Junjie''s song. He ordered "I want to love her very much".


    "It''s raining in the sky


    he''s holding an umbrella beside you


    but I''m not happy


    because it''s very difficult to see the smile on his face Can you give me a good answer


    if you don''t give up


    then we are all victims


    I would like to love her


    but it''s easier to hide when my eyes are lying


    so that my feelings will not become responsible


    I really want to love her


    but my mind is fighting


    can I get out of the way and get out of the way


    who can give me a good answer?