The psed time feels short because we enjoy it too much. It’s so leisurely that twenty-four hours in a day don’t seem enough.
via and dwin’s routine is always the same. Working,ing home, and enjoying the rest of the day together. Two months passed by just like that. via has begun to manage the café again and started working on reports with the help of her stepmother, ire. Meanwhile, her studies had to be temporarily postponed. It’s a pity, but what can be done? Her current condition doesn’t allow it. Besides, dwin also asked her not to worry too much. Excessive stress is not good for her head.
Apart from the café, via once again only spends time with her cousins. Since thest meeting with her mother-inw, via hasn’t seen her again. And dwin hasn’t visited her either.
Cruel? Some people might judge dwin’s action of not meeting his mother as cruel. But dwin does all of this to avoid confrontation with his mother. And also for via’s mental health. So far, Abigail has been the mediator, and dwin thinks that’s enough.
They always spend the weekend together. As much as possible, Abigail never disturbs them in the apartment. The girl chooses to spend her time at ire’s ce or at via’s house-something dwin still doesn’t know about.
Abigail refuses to go home to her parents’ house. Because besides not wanting to face Julie who always sneers at Abigail for siding more with via and dwin, she’s also tired of being asked ‘when are you bringing a potential husband’ and simr questions.
Even via heard rumors from ire that Abigail’s mother intended to set Abigail up with the son of her old friend. And that conversation clearly made Abigail furious.
via herself didn’t dare to question it orment on it. Her memory gave her no clue about Abigail’s personal life or romantic life.
Sometimes, though, she wondered in her heart if her friend had someone she loved. I mean, did her friend have her own choice and couldn’t introduce him to her family? Because via often saw Abigail lost in thought with the TV on. But when via asked what was wrong, she only replied, ‘we’ll talk about it when your memory returns.’ It’s always like that.
Months passed by. So far, there were no signs of pregnancy in via’s body. Was she suffering? Of course. As a woman, via also wanted to get pregnant and have children so that she could feel like aplete woman. But dwin always said ‘we’ve tried, the rest is up to a higher power’ every time via brought it up.
She also often received positive affirmations from dwin, ire, and also Adaline. But still, via felt increasingly restless day by day.
“My mother got pregnant with Abigail’s father after a year of marriage. And my second brother could have a child after five years of marriage. So don’t think ill of God. If He hasn’t given you a child yet, it doesn’t mean you won’t be given one. We just have to be patient and keep trying.” ire said soothingly. At that moment, via responded to herment with a nod, pondering it in her heart.
via also didn’t want to taint her mind with negative thoughts. Every person has their own time, including herself. Fate hasn’t given her the chance to have a child yet. She should enjoy it to get to know each other better. Because no matter what, for her, dwin and his family are still strangers.
But still, when remembering the time given by her mother-inw, via’s desire to conceive peaked again. And finally, she spent the night in silence, unable to close her eyes in dwin’s embrace.
Divorce or allowing dwin to marry Phoebe. These two options always made via imagine the worst possibilities in the future. She’sfortable with dwin. Her love for him grows stronger over time. She also knows that Phoebe isn’t a woman who captures her husband’s attention. Even hearing her name makes her husband appear reluctant. Especially if they end up living together.
Is it possible for via to offer another option to her husband? Maybe she could find another woman for dwin who could give him a child without him having to love her. But who? Where could she find a woman willing to rent out her womb? Even if there is one, what if dwin and the woman end up like Uncle Altezza and Aunty Adaline?
God is the Owner of Hearts. What seems impossible can be possible in the blink of an eye. In one snap of a finger. So what if that happens to dwin and another woman? Would she ept it?
Actually, just imagining dwin touching another woman is something she can’t bear. Her chest feels like it’s being squeezed by invisible hands. Even her whole body aches with fear.
Every night, via cries without dwin knowing. Or at least that’s what she thinks because in reality, dwin knows his wife’s sadness, and which husband could bear to see his beloved wife in such distress.
dwin doesn’t fail to understand or want tofort via, but every word of constion thates out of his mouth doesn’t soothe her; instead, it only makes via feel sadder. So, thest resort dwin has is to stay silent and let his wife cry, and afterward, he will spend the rest of the night holding her.
Nine months passed. via now fully understands her job at the café. There’s no more ire to help her. She even started using her MacBook again, beginning to design some tasks given by her father and uncle. Her time is no longer wasted.
dwin would go to the café when lunchtime arrives. Either he would invite via to have lunch elsewhere or bring food from outside and eat it at the café. Or sometimes, dwin would ask via to cook something. But that afternoon, dwin said he couldn’te to the café because of an unexpected matter at the hospital, and via just nodded.RêAdt??St chapters at Novel(D)ra/ma.Org Only