sorry for the absent. so funny story I was eating food and a hour later I felt like I was going to die. I was throwing up and in a lot of pain. also got a fever and my throat was hurting. I was thinking I had covid so I went to the hospital to get treatment but turned out it wasn''t covid. I learned I was allergic to clams ( I never ate them before) but for some reason I was still sick a couple days at the hospital ...turns out I had kidney stones ...luckily I was in the hospital otherwise...well I just had surgery and I am a lot better now...but it is painful ...anyway I''ll try to write again when I''m bette