Chapter 8: 08


    "Here." Hans handed me a ss of water.


    I epted that but did not drink. I just put it on my thigh and slid down my fingers on the body of the


    ss. I was dumbfounded while doing that.


    I was shocked by what happenedst night. I was just on the side of the road for an hour and crying.


    Releasing all the frustration inside me.


    Reysa called me but I was not able to answer. I just cried and cried until I could drive again.


    I drove straight to Man. I didn''t even go through the house to say goodbye and pick up my


    belongings, I just texted Mama that I had returned to Man because there was an emergency at work.


    And now, I am here at Hans’ pad, still shock from what happened earlier.


    I immediately went straight to cry andin. As well as ming him for forcing me to leave work.


    "Are you okay?" He asked.


    I shook. I also can''t lie that I''m okay with the state I look like now.


    I''m a mess.


    My eyes are fluffy and my voice is also crack from crying. With that, he knew right away that I wasn''t


    okay.


    I sighed.


    "We met," I said instead.


    A tear rolled down on my cheeks. I can''t seem to get my eyes tired of crying.


    I thought I was done with this situation, not yet.


    Fuck! Just one Jia made my heart disappear immediately. Just one approach to me makes my brain


    stop working immediately; my whole system was immediately in turmoil even though it was his voice


    and I hadn''t seen his face yet.


    "What happened?" He asked.


    Concern is evident in his voice.


    "I was with Reysa at Resto Grillst night; we were catching up and then suddenly he came. He said


    he wanted to talk to me, Reysa didn''t agree so they lost. But before it got worse, I left. I ran away. " I


    said.


    Reminiscing my bad dispositionst night makes me cry even more.


    I can''t understand myself why I still react like this. That after more than a year that person still has the


    same effect on me.


    "And?"


    I shook my head. "I drove here after I cried on the side of the road."


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    That was not the first encounter I imagined. I visualized myself to be strong when that timees, I


    want him to see that I am no longer the weak woman he yed with just a year ago. I want him to see


    how what he has done has affected me.


    I wanted him to see how I stood from that fall.


    Not yours likest night. I just want to bury myself underground, because until now I still have the gaga


    to make that person cry like this.


    "I''m sorry. I should have believed you when you said you are not ready to be home yet. Sorry, Ja, if I


    forced you to do what you don''t want." He said, embracing me.