I''m a doctor, I was a few months ago.


    A well-regulated medical graduate student is not a lot of success, nor is it a lot of failure. I am an ordinary person.


    以前 I used to think that I was the protagonist of my life, but later I found myself a supporting role.


    I do n’t say this today because of others, but because the update is tomorrow.


    Everyone in the group knew that I was unemployed and left the original unit. During this period, I prepared a new book and saved 60,000 or 70,000 copies.


    Then took an exam at a new hospital, and as expected, the written test was the first.


    In order to prepare for the interview, I gritted my teeth and spent 3700 yuan to report to the sailing interview class and practice every day.


    I have run out of archives, but I dare not write for reading.


    知道 I know that this opportunity did not come easily. I tried to recite every day, and a book was completely memorized.


    练习 Practice every day.


    I believe that my efforts will be rewarded.


    But just before today''s exam results came out, I felt that there would be delivery after paying.


    Yeah


    I have something to gain.


    I played at the test room today.


    I waited until eight o''clock in the evening, when the results came out, I was the second place, the second place in the test room.


    Originally very good results.


    But!


    I was eliminated.


    Our department recruits one person, and three of them will be interviewed. The ratio of one to three will be three before the written test.


    I was the first in the written test and the second in the interview. I was eliminated.


    Because the first interview and I compete for the same position.


    I''m bullied.


    I think I performed very well today, but second.


    80 people participated in the interview. I was the second and the written test was the first. Well, I was eliminated.


    I failed too.


    I don''t believe it, but I can''t be the master. Life is too coincidental.


    刚刚 I just knew that someone''s home is a hospital. The family lives near the hospital, locals.


    I''m right, I''m a stranger.


    I ca n’t compete with locals. How hard I work, the written test will never be first.


    I was eliminated.


    I don''t know who to talk to.


    I want to blame God, but this matter does not belong to God.


    My overall strength is not as good as others. If you lose, you lose.


    I lost my job.


    Ugh.


    I smoked a pack of cigarettes all night and didn''t like to smoke, but I didn''t want to sore my nose and wanted to cry.


    I can not be reconciled.


    I tried hard in vain. I led the audience and lost to one person.


    I''m a spicy chicken. .


    Alas, I just want to speak up and vent.


    I''m sorry, I spread negative energy.


    I do n’t know who to tell, I can only tell you.


    可能 I may send it out tomorrow and delete it.


    I lost my job.


    I will write this book well.


    I will look for a good job.


    I will work hard.


    相信 I believe in heaven.


    I. . . .


    I''m so reconciled. . .


    努力 I worked so hard for so long that I defeated everyone and lost to one person.


    Sorry. .


    I plan the plot tomorrow.


    Sorry.


    更新 Update it tomorrow.