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I don’t know… what really happened to me, I think I overdid it too much and I shouldn’t have said all that, surely now he must be hating me because I’m too much the opposite of what he’s looking for in a girl, although that doesn’t really matter to me but I think I owe him an apology “I guess it’s the hormones.”
I haven’t seen him all day,st night much less so and I think it’s because I’ve already crossed the line of his patience and I get it, no man would want to tolerate a woman with pregnancy hormones he doesn’t love.
When I heard the door open I thought it was Eros’ mother’sdy-in-waiting, but when I heard his voice I looked up immediately, it was him, he just came home from work, I wanted to apologize and tell him sorry but I thought he was also at fault.
-Are you ok?
-Yes,” I answered in a whisper, “And you? Tired I guess.
He doesn’t answer and walks to the edge of the bed quietly, sits down and stares at me seriously.
-I’m sorry aboutst night. I just wanted to have fun… but I guess I’m not good with jokes.
“Did this proud man just apologize to me?”
I was surprised and I couldn’t hide it, I smiled in happiness because it felt good to hear those words.
-I’m sorry too, I think I was very cruel and… that’s not me. -I guess the hormones didn’t help much. -he repeats hormones confused -It’s what makes women more sensitive and sentimental, mood swings drastically during pregnancy.
-I didn’t know pregnancy had so manyplications.
-And that’s nothing.
We both smiled at the same time, a short but nice conversation indeed, I didn’t expect this to happen but I like it.? 2024 N?v/el/Dram/a.Org.
-I wanted to ask you out but I remembered that in your condition you can’t stand for long so… -the door opens and thedy who prepares the food enters with a big banquet, I was astonished really I was. -I hope you like lobster.
I was so shocked that I couldn’t stop watching him, I never expected a detail like this and even less from him, maybe it’s part of his apology, I really didn’t expect it, the fact that he apologized surprised me, this left me speechless.
-Eros… really… this is…
-It’s a more concrete way of apologizing to you. I went too far with that joke and now I hope you’ll ept it by having dinner with me tonight. What do you say?
-Eros… seriously because… -he raises both eyebrows for me to give him an answer.
How could I say no to such a charmingly good apology. We both sat looking at each other as we enjoyed a wonderful dinner, it was the first time we both had dinner together as he never came for dinner he was alwayste but now, he is here in front of me.
I was so full and happy that I ended up lying down again, I look at the ceiling with a huge smile, I hear him stand up and leave the tray away from the bed, and suddenly, I feel him on the side of the bed, when I look to the right side, there he was, looking at the ceiling too. I closed my eyes for a moment and without realizing it, I fell asleep.
I woke up yawning as I felt a small glow on my face, blinking a couple of times I felt a breath on my head, looking up I saw him sound asleep, I was petrified because he was here and I was on his chestfortably as if we were something, “but it’s nice to wake up like this”.
He stirs ufortably so I pretended to still be sleeping and groan when he tries to get up, my heart is racing as I thought he would wake me up or yell at me to get me off him, but he didn’t, he stayed still and I felt him start to touch my hair subtly.
-Bianca… Bianca.
-Mmm… -I mumble without wanting to get up. He asks me to wake up making meugh inside -A few more minutes.
I wanted to see if he would wait or shake me off, I wanted to know what he would do so I clung to him to see how he would react and even though I kept pretending to fall asleep for a while longer, he didn’t wake me up, I couldn’t stand tough any longer so I got up yawning again and went straight to the bathroom where Iughed subtly so he wouldn’t hear me, I washed my face and then came out with the brush in my mouth pretending not to remember anything and when I saw him I frowned confused and asked him what he was doing in my room in the early hours of the morning as if he didn’t know he slept with me.
-Well,st night you fell asleep after you closed your eyes and… you used me as your pillow all night.
-What? -this time I was really surprised-Really all night?
He stretches and makes moving as if he was exercising, and leaves my room without saying anything else, I was with a huge o in my mouth without believing it,
-I really didn’t let go all night. No,… that’s impossible.
I wanted to ignore what happenedst night and the fact that we both spent the night together but I couldn’t do that it was like it was our first date and it was actually great, I loved the detail he had in apologizing. That dinner was enough to calm me down, I was no longer angry, on the contrary, I feel happy.
When I was ready to leave, when I saw himing out of his room he looked at me and asked me if I didn’t sleep ufortably so Iughed because he knows very well that I slept better than ever. He notices my happiness because he doesn’t stop watching me carefully.
-Well,st night I had an unforgettable dinner and we slept amazing because… we felt protected. -He caresses my belly with a smile. -Thank you, he smiled.
-All right. -He waved a smile. -Then, let’s go.
-Go… where to?
-Where are we going?
-You forget that there’s a marriage pending. Let’s go.
-What, what?… Wait, are you talking about it?. -You forgot it’s part of the marriage.
-You forget it’s part of the contract. Nowe on, we have to prepare everything.