I think one could be at Hotel K, get blindfolded, taken to the Stock, and believe they’d been driven around and dropped in the same ce they started: same pool, same chairs, same couches, same music, and same assholes clutching the same drinks and passing off the same tips. What was different was that there was no Freddie. The Stock had Debbie, a tall Asiandy who wore mandarin cor embroidered shirts and ck trousers. She knew every superstar from just their face, and they loved her as much as she loved them. She could tell a movie mogul from an actress and sat them where they’d have the most professional friction. She coordinated the waitresses’ tables ording to the patron’s taste and coddled the girls until they worked like a machine.


    She was the nicest person I’d ever worked for.


    “Smile, girl,” Debbie said. I’d been there a week and she knew exactly how many tables I could handle, how fast I waspared to the others, and my strong suit, which appeared to be my maic personality. “People look


    at you,” she said. “They can’t help it. Be smiling.”


    It was hard to smile. We’d had three good shows in a row, then Vinny disappeared into thin air. We’d banged on his office door in Thai Town, went to his house in East Hollywood, and called four hundred times. No Vinny. Every gig he had lined up for us fell through. My momentum was slowing and I didn’t like it.


    “What’s your freaking problem?” said one dude as he threw a dor bill and three dimes on my tray. “You need a st of coke or something?” He’d looked like every other spikey-haired, fake-blonde, Hugo Bosswearing douchenozzle who namedropped from zero to sixty in three beers. But Debbie had put his name on the ticket, probably as a favor to me. His name was Eugene Testarossa, the one guy at WDE I’d wanted to meet for months. In my depression over stupid Vinny, I hadn’t recognized him.


    I stalked toward the bathroom on my break and bumped into a hard chest that smelled of sage green and fog.All content ? N/.?vel/Dr/ama.Org.


    “Monica,” Jonathan said. “Hey. Sam told me he hired you.” His green eyes looked down at me and I wanted to break apart under the weight of them. As he looked at me, his face went from amused to concerned. “Are you okay?”


    “Fine, just a bad day. Whatever.” I stepped toward the bathroom, but he seemed disinclined to let me go so easily.


    “I got your report. Thanks. It was very professional.”


    “You assumed a waitress couldn’t put together a sentence?” His nce down told me I’d been a bitch. He didn’t deserve my worst side. I tried to think fast; I didn’t want a barrage of questions about my life right then. “The Dodgers lost and I’m from Echo Park and all, so I got a little down.”


    “The Dodgers won tonight.” His pressed lips and bemused eyes told me he understood I was half joking.


    I shuffled my feet, feeling like a kid caught lying about kissing behind the gym. “Yeah. Fucking Jesus Renaldo pulling it out in the ninth like that.”


    “He’s got five good pitches in him per game.”


    “He tends to throw them in the bullpen.”


    “Or trying to pick a guy off.” He shook his head. He looked normal just then, not like the guy behind the desk undressing me with his eyes.


    “I’m sorry I was such a bitch just now.”


    “I’m used to it.”


    “No, you’re not. Come on. People are nice to you all day.”


    He shrugged. “You lied about why you were upset. I get to lie about how people treat me.”


    “I’ll keep that in mind.”


    “Yeah,” he said, clearing his throat. “I have season tickets on the first base line.”


    I felt my eyes light up a little, and getting so excited over something someone else had embarrassed me.


    “I could bring you sometime,” he said.


    “You haven’t seen a Dodger game until you’ve seen it from the bleachers. Six do seats, yo.”


    Heughed, and Iughed too. Then Debbie showed up at the end of the hall.


    “Monica!” she called out, tapping her wrist.


    “Shit!” I cried out and ran back to my station, turning to give Jonathan a wave before rounding the corner.


    I put on a smile and made myself as intensely personable as I could. I saw Jonathan at the head of the bar, talking to Sam and Debbie,ughing at some joke I couldn’t hear. When I went to the station to pick up my tray, he looked at me and I felt his sight. He was gorgeous, no doubt. I could write songs about that face, those cheekbones, those eyes, that dry scent.


    I wished he’d go away. I tried not to look at him, but he and Sam were still talking at one in the morning. Debbie stood at the end of the service bar, counting receipts, when I came by with a ticket, and I couldn’t take it anymore.


    “I’m sorry I was talking to Mister Drazen in the hall,” I said. “I used to work for him.”


    “I know.”


    “How often does hee around here?”


    “He and Sam have been close since they went to Stanford together, so… once a week? Should I arrange for him to be here more often?”


    My cheeks got hot. To Debbie, who read people like neon street signs, the blushing was visible even in the dim lights. I nced at him across the bar. He was looking at Debbie and me. He lifted his rocks ss, a bunch of melting ice in the bottom. Sam had gone to take care of somete-night hotel business, and Jonathan was alone.


    “Perfect,” Debbie said to me. “You will bring him his refill.” She hailed the bartender, a buffed out model who worked his body more than his mind. “Robert, give Mister Drazen’s drink to Monica.” “Debbie, really,” I said.


    “Why?” asked Robert, pouring a ss of single malt from a shelf so high I would have needed a cherry picker to reach it. “I’m not pretty enough?”


    “You’re plenty pretty,” Debbie said. “Now do it.” She put her hand on my forearm and spoke quietly. “You need more practice dealing with his social ss. For you, as a person. Getting used to it will only benefit you. Now go.”


    Being mothered was nice, I guess. My mother had been more or less absent since I went to high school, which was about when she and Dad moved to Castaic. I never felt abandoned, but I could have used a hand with the day to day bullshit.


    Drazen watched mee around the bar with his scotch. I wondered if he knew that made me ufortable or if he even gave it a thought. I wondered if the difference in our rtive positions bothered him or turned him on. He was a bazillionaire and a customer. I was a waitress with two nickels making heat. This had to be a turn on.


    “Thanks,” he said when I ced the napkin and drink on the bar, a job Robert could have done in half the time.


    “You’re wee.”


    We looked at each other for a second or ten. I had nothing to add to the conversation, but his maic pull made words irrelevant. I was stepping away to leave when he said, “I meant it, about seeing a game.”


    “I meant it about the bleachers.”


    “I like to get to know someone before they drag me out past centerfield.” He clinked his ice against the sides of his ss. “Thepany has to be pretty engaging that far from the te.”


    I wanted to mention the stunning color of his eyes. I wanted to touch his hand as it rested on the edges of the bar. Instead I said, “Your fellow fans keep you on your toes, especially if you wear red.”


    “Can I see you after work?”


    The ttering noise in my chest must have been audible. It wasn’t that I hadn’t been asked out or the object of a proposition in thest year and a half; all of the men who wanted me were simply too easy to politely reject. If I had a brain in my head, I would reject Jonathan Drazen right out of hand. Politely.


    “Maybe,” I said. “Company’s got to be pretty engaging at two thirty in the morning.”


    Sam showed up, and since I didn’t want to be seen talking up my exboss, I walked away without confirming that he’d feel engaging at that ungodly hour.