Second Tragedy


    “Please excuse me, ma’am. I’m not sure what you want to say.” I’ve already taken out the card that


    Andrius gave me. In addition, I left the ck card he had given me in the room. I handed her the


    card Andrius had given me while we were still in the building and ced it on the woman’sp. I


    can’t use it since I also want to break ties with him. I will not be able to move forward unless I


    discard what he has left me. The woman took a peek at what I was doing.


    “It was given to me by Adonis before we parted ways.” I don’t think I’ll be able to use it. Please


    notify him that I will no longer be using the things he has offered, and please thank him for all of his


    help. So, I also can’t take what you’re offering, other than the fact that it’s arge sum for which I


    have no idea what it’s for." I didn’t wait for her to respond before pulling out my luggage. I don’t have


    any money, and I’m not sure where I’m going.


    The driver walked over to me to take my suitcase, but I avoided him and then scratched my head


    because it was embarrassing to order him even though I had no right. “Mister, can the suitcase in


    the carpartment be taken out? I will not go to the condominium where I am supposed to stay ”


    I proceeded because he simply gazed at me. “Don’t tell him before I finally leave this house,” I


    murmured as if there was still a little hope in my heart that what he said about marriage wasn’t real.


    I’m still hoping he’ll stop me from going. Even if he doesn’t apologize to me anymore, I will find a


    way and I will be the one who would do it.


    “Ma’am, I might get fired if I do that.” He is still not leaving his post. He remained standing. What will


    I do? It looks like he won’t agree and I also don’t want him to get fired.


    I bit my lower lip, since I had no idea what to do next. I don’t want to walk around every day thinking


    exclusively about Andrius. I should have known that if I continue to dwell in the shadows of his


    memory, I might drown. That every time I stepped in and used the thing that reminded me of him, I’ll


    be just struggling from pain. I figured I’d just do what he instructed and go to the condominium, but


    someone spoke behind me.


    “Let her leave. I will take care of Andrius. Take out her suitcase and take her to the front gate.” We


    both looked at the woman who spoke. I stared intently at the woman as the driver walked quickly


    and opened thepartment. When he took out the suitcase, he returned to where I am standing,


    but he still did not let go of the suitcase as if waiting for the next instruction of the woman in front of


    me.


    “Take her to the front gate. I’ll just tell Andrius the reason.” She was the one who turned back to us


    and went straight into the house where I once lived. Until she entered the house, I just watched her.


    This is the end.


    The driver touched me but I didn’t look up immediately; I looked up to stop my tears from falling. I


    feel like it will fall any time I face him. When I felt well, I breathed again and released a heavy puff.


    My every step was hefty before the driver left with my big suitcase, and I was holding the small one


    that I didn’t know what was inside.


    When I was at the gate, the driver handed me the suitcase. “Are you sure, ma’am, that you won’t


    take the condominium again? Turkey is dangerous now so something can happen to you along the


    way.”


    I smiled at him because I was so thankful that he worried about me. I don’t know where the card


    Stanley gave me is. I just hope I hold it and maybe I can ask him for help. “Don’t worry, when


    Andrius asks where I am, just say that I’m with my friend and I’ll stay there from now on.” I poked


    fun at it even though Andrius wasn’t going to ask.


    I have already started walking. I looked at the whole house that was once filled with memories of


    me. It became my second home. I was filled and replenished with the fantasy, but as they say,


    everything has an end. It all ends ... Even the life you thought you had is sometimes imed and


    taken away. The fun you thought would stay will be blown away. The smiles you thought were


    forever will be taken away. There is nothing you can do to prevent them. All you can do is be


    prepared.


    I don’t know where I am anymore. I just walked where the wind would blow me. I followed my feet


    where they were going, but they were going to nothing. They had no destination, so I just sat on the


    side of the road where many cars were passing by. If I could just get hit by the car, I might have


    done it.


    I walked until nightfall. I have been to too many houses, but I can see no one. There are also many


    alleys. I see only men drinking alcohol outside of their homes. I hugged myself as the man whistled


    at me. I quickened my pace as two men stood up and followed me. I’m scared. I don’t know where


    I’m going.


    I turned into an alley, but that was probably the biggest mistake I had ever made in my life. I thought


    I could get through my day without any problems, but I was wrong.


    I regret that I did not take the condominium Randall gave me. If I hadn’t struggled with myself, I


    wouldn’t havee to the point in my life that I had to experience the second tragedy of my life.


    I only heard the loudughter before they shared me ...


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