Chapter 90


    I was at one of the café in the airport since my flight got dyed because it was snowy heavily


    outside. I was all alone here while Grayson said he want to go to somewhere to buy something.


    "Here''s your coffee, sir." The bartender gave me a cup of hot Americano to me with a smile curving


    on her face.


    "Thanks." I smiled back to her then walked towards an unupied round table at the corner of the


    cafe.


    The boarding board showed that my flight will be dyed for an hour so I think I’ll wait here.


    is this the right decision for me?


    I didn''t do something stupid again, right?


    Or...


    I sighed. "Should I just cancel my n to leave LA?" I murmured to myself. “While looking at the


    ss of hot Americano in front of me.”


    Oh god, I miss her so much.....


    But Dn....I...I was the caused of his death....so I deserved this kind of punishment. I have to


    ept that Be and I would not be together again.


    My phone buzzed in my pocket and it was from my best friend, Grayson as his caller id appeared


    on my phone screen.


    Me: ''sup?


    Grayson: Where are you, dude?


    Me: Umm....*takes a look at the coffee cup* I''m at the Starbucks.


    Grayson: Alright then....I just want you to know that I''m at the gate now.


    Me: Already??


    Grayson: Yup, but don''t worry, we still have time though. So, just finish your coffee or whatsoever,


    I''ll wait for you here.


    Me: *grins* Oh okay, thanks dude.


    I hung up the call with my tears began to fill both of my eyes as I saw my phone background


    wallpaper. It was my wife picture and my son, smiling happily as if they were looking at me right now.


    Be.....


    I arrived at the LAX at noon and was running to look for the boarding board to take a look for


    Nathan’s flight which been dyed until 12.30 ording to Grayson’s text. The people around the


    airport seemed to watch me as I was running around the airport like a crazy person. But I don’t care


    though, as long as that silly guy wouldn’t depart yet.


    I was searching for the gate which Nathan should take it after read the boarding board a couple of


    minutes ago.


    Oh god, it''s almost the departure time...I hope I could make it.


    Another 10 minutes...


    The Gate 7, LAX Airport - Venezu (La Chinita International Airport) is now in front of me...but it''s


    already closed.


    I was gasping for the air when I approached the guard of the gate. "E-excuse me sir, please open


    the gate, I...I need to see somebody?"


    "I''m sorry miss, I can''t do that for you. The ne already took off a few minutes ago."


    "No.....no....I have to stop him." I insisted.


    "I''m sorry, miss."


    I was on my knees now, begging the guard to open the gate for me. The tears keep pouring on my


    cheeks and Nathan''s face keeps shing on my mind.


    How could he leaves me....


    "Please....I need to stop my husband...."


    "I''m so sorry, miss." The guard replied. "It''s already toote and it also against our airportws."


    Nathan....


    I''m still kneeling on my knees while sobbing really hard in front of the gate.


    Why did you leave me?


    I heard the footstepsing closer to me along with the suitcase being pulled. My heart was


    racing when saw a tall guy figure wearing a ck trench coat walking straight towards me. I quickly


    wiped my eyes as I saw the guy''s familiar face. He has blond hair styled with short side with long top


    hairstyle.


    He was holding the red scarf the one that I kept it for his birthday 4 years ago. But I could not give


    it to him since he was missing after the ne crash.


    He''s just a metre away from me and my heart is now pounds so hard.


    N-Nathan.....


    I slowly stand again on my feet then took big paces towards him.


    "Why did you this to me???" I was now in his hug, crying once again.


    I feel so d that it was not a dream but a bit mad because of his stupid action.


    He hugs tightly. "I''m so sorry for being so stupid...." Then rest his chin on my shoulder.


    I broke the hug. "Yes, you are really stupid. How could you nning to leave me with Danish." I hit


    him hard on his chest while crying. "How could you...."


    "I''m so sorry, Be...." He wipes my tears then slid some of my hair that cover my face. "I really


    didn''t mean to....and I feel so guilty what happened to Dn. I was the o-n....." He didn''t make an eye


    contact with me.


    I touched his lips with my index finger to cut him in. "Don''t you say like that ever again....it''s not


    your fault, it''s Drake....please don''t think about it...don''t me yourself..."


    "B-but...."


    "No buts..."


    "Okay...I''m sorry."


    "Hey, look at me...." I lift his chin a bit so I could look him in the eyes. "Promise me you''ll never talk


    about it again?"


    His beautiful blue ocean eyes are now looking into my pales greyeyes.


    "Nathan...."


    "U-uhmm....I don''t know...."


    "Promise that, please..." I begged for him.


    "Alright....alright....I promise." He wiped the tears that are still on my cheeks. "But please, stop


    crying will you? I promise too, that I won''t leave you again."


    "Don''t you dare break that promise again..." I warned him with an angry face.


    He gulped once. "I promise, I won''t and never did that again..." Then he gave me his trademark


    grin that I love so much.


    I touched the tip of his nose. "Attaboy"


    "I really missed that word, you know...."


    "Then, don''t you ever leave me again, or you will never hear that word again...." I teased him.


    He sighed. "Okay....okayy....I promise."


    "Good...." I gave him a smile.


    "Oh, I almost forgot about it. Here...." He then gently wraps the red scarf around my neck, the scarf


    that I knitted myself as a birthday gift 4 years ago.


    "Where did you find it?"


    He smiled. "Well, ummm.....I found it in your drawer while I was packing my luggage. And I read


    your note too...."


    I feel a sudden heat on my cheeks and I bet my face is so red as a tomato.


    "Thanks for knitted me the scarf. I will cherish it with all my heart..." he was now caressing my right


    cheek. "But I want you to wear it today, since the weather is so cold now."


    "Yes I''m cold and it was because of your silly action, I couldn''t wear the proper outfits." I pretended


    to mad at him so he couldn''t see I was blushing now.


    He looks down to the floor. "Oh, I''m sorry about that too."


    Silly....


    I pulled him closer to me by grabbing his cor and whispered." But, I still love you, Nathan..." then


    nt a kiss on his lips that he dly kisses me back.


    "I love you too, Be Dawson."


    At the Dawson Mansion....


    "Mommy!!!" Danish greeted me as I opened the front door. "I miss you so much...." He then gave


    me a tight hug.


    I giggled a bit while hugging my baby back. "I miss you too, Danish."


    "Where you went to, mommy?"


    "Ummmm.....to bring someone back to us." I touched his pointy nose.


    "Who?"


    "Me..."Nathan then appeared behind me with a smile on his lips.


    "Daddy!!!" Danish jumps when saw his daddy. "Pwease don''t go to work again...."


    Nathan was now carrying Danish on his arms. "Why is that?"


    "Cebause...I don''t want daddy leave me and mommy again..." he rests his head on Nathan''s


    shoulder.


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    "I promise I will never leave you both again..." Nathan pulls me into his hug with Danish on his


    arm.