Chapter 57


    "It''s time to wake up, my baby."


    "Mmm....I''m still sleepy, Nathan." My voice sounded a bit raspy, and my eyes were still heavy to be


    open.


    Wait….Nathan....? You are already home?


    I quickly opened my eyes, examining around my bedroom, but there was no one here beside me


    instead of Max who was sleeping on the couch beside of my bed. I looked at the other side of my bed,


    where Nathan always slept, and it was emptied.


    A month past already and I still couldn’t move on with the news. It was so hard for me to handle


    and I always dreamed about him telling me to wake up everyday.


    I moved a bit from my position so I could sleep on Nathan''s spot, smelling his pillow sheet, with the


    tears formed on both of my eyes.


    I miss you so much, Nathan.....


    As usual, Nick sent me to the campus with his car since he worried about my condition which


    became worsen time to time, He even said that I lose so much weight and even my face was paler. To


    be honest, I do not feel like to attend the sses for today, but Sasha said my lecturers want to bar me


    from this semester’s final exam if I keep absent their sses.


    "Are you okay, Be?" Cecilia was worried about me, examining my condition. "You look so pale


    and thin too."


    I faked a smile to her. "I''m fine, Cecilia. Don''t worry about me."


    “But…”


    I cut her in, “I’m fine, believe me.”


    She gave up then replied me with a nod.


    But I lied to her, to be honest I felt so uneasy this morning. My head was all dizzy, and I feel like


    want to vomit anytime. Maybe because I didn''t eatst night and also the breakfast this morning. It was


    just, I have no appetitetely.


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    "Be, lets grab some meal,” Sasha suggested while tapping my shoulder gently while I was


    packing my books into my backpack after the ss ended. “I''m starving."


    I nodded. "Okay..."


    We walked out from the ss and headed to the cafeteria which required as to walk along the


    hallway. Unfortunately, we bumped into Sierra and her friend Kailyn. I thought they were only walking


    pass by us, but I was wrong.


    She purposely tripped my feet that made me almost fall. Luckily, Cecilia who was walking beside


    me managed to catch me with her quick reflection.


    Arghhh.....I really hate her so much.


    "What do you want Sierra?" Sasha rudely asked her.


    She gave a smirk while crossing her arms. "Nothing....actually."


    "So, why did you trip her? That''s rude, you know!!!" Cecilia yelled at her.


    "Oh...sorry, I didn''t see you actually, Be." Sierra said annoyingly.


    I looked at her, seriously, I was so mad at her. But my head felt so dizzy and I was too weak to


    fight back against her. Moreover, my throat felt uneasy too and I will vomit in any time sooner.


    "I''m a bit sad for Nathan''s death,” Siera said. “But I''ll never feel sorry for you, Be. If your dad


    doesn''t send him to that stupid business trip, he might be still alive. You and your family are the main


    cause of his death....you guys are the killer!!"


    "Sierra!!!!" Sasha yelled her name and started to fight with her by pulling her hair. Cecilia too, was


    fighting with the Kailyn meanwhile for me, my knees were both wobbly and the pain insde of my head


    was killing me.


    Sierra has really crossed her line this time, so she deserved to be treat like that by both of my


    friend. Anyway, I agreed with their words deep inside, if my father didn''t send Nathan to New York, he


    might be still with me….alive.


    Wait a minute, how did she knew about all of this?


    "You bitch!!!" Sasha grabbed Sierra by her shirt cor, but I stopped her.


    "Wait, Sahsa." I grabbed her arm. "How did you knew about this, Sierra?"


    She scoffed. "Of course I knew it, nerdy. My father told me...he also joined the trip, but luckily he


    departed to the New York one day earlier."


    "By the way, Sierra." Kailyn interrupted. "Don''t you feel a bit strange about Seth?" Kailyn suddenly


    mentioned Seth’s name that made my friend walked closer to her with a death re after pushed


    Sierra away.


    I saw Sasha tightened her fists as she will punch her in the face in no time.


    "Seth? Yeah...of course I do,” Sierra said sarcastically. “I wonder how he was the only who safe


    from that incident,” she crossed her arms while looking at me and back to Sasha. “Did he involved too,


    don''t you think, Kailyn?" She purposely said that to make Sasha went mad.


    "YOU BITCHES!!!" Sasha yelled loudly as she grabbed Sierra back with her fist was ready to hit


    her face.


    I tried to stop her from doing that reckless thing, but I could not as I just can''t endure the pain


    anymore. My head felt so heavy with my eyesight slowly turned dark.


    "Be!!!!" I heard Sasha and Cecilia called my name as I felt my body was falling hard on the


    ground.


    "Be....." I could even heard his husky voice again, calling my name and his worried face


    suddenly shing in my mind right before I finally lost my conscious.


    *


    I woke up at the unfamiliar ce, a clean room with an IV’s tube attached on my left hand. The


    room was not my bedroom but it was the hospital room with the tv hanging on the wall right in front of


    me.


    Wait....how long I have been out?


    "Be....oh god, Be....you''re finally awake." Sasha said in relieved as saw me waking up and


    she looked so worried than before. "We are so worried about you, you know,” the held my right hand


    firmly.


    Why I was here?


    Cecilia who was standing beside Sasha held my arm too, with her tears filled on both of her eyes.


    "Be..... seriously, you made us all worried about you!"


    "What happened to me?" I curiously asked them.


    "Be....don''t you know about that?" Sasha pointed her finger towards my stomach.


    I knitted my eyebrow while looking confused at both of them.


    "About what?" Seriously, I do not get it what she was trying to say to me by pointing her finger on


    my stomach.


    "Oh Be, why are you so slow???" Cecilia stressed out.


    "What??" I asked them again, totally confused with my friends.


    They sighed heavily in unison.


    "Don''t you know that you''re carrying a baby now, Be?" Sasha finally gave up from hinting


    something that I really do not get it.


    "Wait, what??" Both of my eyes were widened. "I......I...I''m..."


    Cecilia cut me in, "Yes Be, you''re pregnant." She said excitedly.


    Pregnant??


    I''m currently carrying a baby, here....*touches my stomach*, in my tummy?


    "Congrats, Be," Sasha gave me a hug as saw me started to cry. "I bet he must be happy too."


    My....I mean, our precious baby.


    My baby with Nathan.


    "Is he alright?" I asked them.


    "He''s fine...don''t worry." Cecilia quickly replied. "Ehh...wait a minute. How did you know the baby


    will be a boy?"


    I smiled while touching my tummy. "My instinct." I moved my gaze to my two best friends. "How


    month is he?"


    Sasha smiled at me. "He''s currently a month now."


    Nathan.....


    I don''t know if you can hear me or not. But we are going to have a baby. And my instinct strongly


    said that the baby is a he..... Our little baby boy.


    As we discussed long ago, I will name him Danish, since you pick it by yourself. And the most


    important is, whenever I mention his name, he will be always reminded me of you.... Nathan.


    Nathan....Danish.


    I promise that I will take a good care of him, and always tell stories about you, so he''ll know you as


    his father, and I''ll make sure that he''ll adore and always remember about you.