Chapter Forty - Nine


    Danica''s heart rate increased, sounding in her ears as Loney walked closely behind her. Before she


    reached the door, he had gone ahead to open it for her. Danica should be ttered but she wasn''t.


    Perhaps, Loney cared because of his baby which she carried in her womb.


    Beads of sweat began to form on her forehead when she heard the door close. She turned abruptly to


    a stony Loney.


    "You have a very scheming way of dealing with me ha?" His tone was cold, a deep frown overrunning


    his features.


    "I don''t understand," Danica didn''t hide her confusion. Her stomach tinged with grief.


    "Starving yourself when you are carrying my child, don''t ever try it again," Loney''s groaned and


    beckoned to the sofa.


    Danica ambled towards it and sat, tears lined her cheeks. "I''m sorry," she muttered. If Loney saw her


    tears, he didn''t show any remorse.


    He sat in front of her, his legs crossed, "you have five minutes. Tell me what you want to say," he


    groaned.


    A billow of adrenaline cruised through Danica, recalling her sisters'' words. If Loney has epted her


    sister without listening to her even after all they shared, then it wasn''t worth it. "I''d rather not because


    five minutes is too little," she calmly said, looking everywhere except meeting Loney''s gaze.


    Loney was taken aback. He didn''t expect her to hit back. However, his amazement was in the way she


    did it so calmly, he couldn''t take offence. Either way, since he had no intention of returning to the


    mansion after he left, he had nothing to lose.  "I will make it twenty then," he fastened his gaze on her.


    Danica felt uneasy. The effect he had on her was just enormous.


    "Thank you," she mumbled.


    "She is my only family," she added. Her gaze clutched Loney''s. Confusion clouded him.


    "I mean Danie." She muttered in rification.


    "Mmm," Loney groaned, edging her to proceed.


    "Since we were young, she always med me for taking the spotlight so I had to sacrifice my chances


    of going to college, for our parents to fulfil her dreams but she couldn''t graduate. I loved cooking so I


    went to a culinary school."


    "Danie disappeared after dropping out of college. We prayed and prayed that she would return but


    she only did after our parents died a few months ago," Danica paused, her eyes ssy. Loney''s gaze


    softened but he didn''t try tofort her.


    "She is my only family so I wanted us to be close but she didn''t want that." She sharply brushed a tear


    from her cheek. "Then, she asked me to apany her to the club and in return, she woulde to


    church with me. I did and I woke up beside you."


    Loney''s expression darkened. He recalled Carlos telling him that Danica was to be sent to a different


    room. She wasn''t the girl they arranged for him so what would have happened if she had been sent to


    the right room?


    "When I got home, she was angry at me and used me of not caring for her. She said that she


    needed money to pay off some mafias she owed. It was a lot of money. We couldn''t get it anywhere so


    she gave me the advertisement for surrogacy. I didn''t want to do it but I wanted her to know that I loved


    her and would do anything to help her. That is why I epted to be your surrogate. I never touched the


    money you sent. My phone, bank details are all with her because I did it for her"


    Loney felt a lump in his throat. There was something about how Danica spoke. It made everything


    believable but Loney hid his expressions well. Danica continued to speak when she realized that Loney


    hadn''t uttered a word. Neither could she read his expressions. As to whether or not he believed her,


    she couldn''t tell.


    "So that is what happened. I never meant to lie to you but if I have to do it again to protect someone I


    love, I will." She wiped her tears swiftly with the back of her hand. Silence poured, it lingered a while.


    Loney''s expression was unreadable.


    "So, are you still lying to me?" He growled.


    "No," she expressed with shock, disheartened that Loney didn''t believe her.


    "Does it mean you don''t love your sister anymore?" Loney asked, his gaze pinned on her like he was


    searching through her soul.


    "I still love her but I''m not God. I realized my mistake that I tried to y the role of God, taking her


    problems away so she would change but it didn''t work. I might be naive, but I''m not God and neither


    am I an angel to be used to answer prayers. She has been using me because I choose not to care but


    now, all I can do is pray that she will change because I still love her so much. Perhaps, she is my cross.


    I''m sorry for not being the person you thought I was. My twenty minutes should be up now. Thanks for


    hearing me out."


    She stood up to leave but felt a strong hand grab her wrist. If anyone could understand Danica better, it


    was Loney because he knew too well, that feeling of longingness to be with someone rted by blood.


    It was something that almost drove him insane but he wasn''t ready to admit it.  "I''ll tell you when to go.


    Sit," he curtly said.


    She sat back like an obedient child, as she wondered why he would make her stay. He didn''t want to


    see her earlier andter gave her five minutes before mercifully making it twenty so what now? "So


    everything you said is the truth?" Loney creased his brow as he asked. He had mixed feelings.


    "The whole truth. I understand that the two of you are getting back together and I am not telling you this


    to spoil her image before you. You asked for the truth and here it is."


    Loney frowned, thinking deeply about Danica''s words. "Who said that?" His voice was deliberately


    lethal, Danica stuttered.


    "She...she told me the two of you used to date and you want her back. You..you don''t have to deny it, I


    can understand. Love ca-"


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    "Stop!" Loney growled, Danica''s hair stood straight in fright as he spoke,


    "Let me make one thing clear. The fact that I was obsessed with Danie in the past, doesn''t mean my


    brains have been cooked. I can''t believe you still allow your sister to manipte you," hisst words


    spat disappointment.


    Danica didn''t know whether tough or cry but she chose neither. She pursed her lips from betraying


    her emotions, as Loney threw an unexpected question at her.


    "So, who is Jones?" The question startled her but she instantly guessed what Danie had done. She


    destroyed her to Loney and lied to her. The realization burned faster than fire.


    "A good friend. We went to the same church and took part in so many activities together. I thought he


    would propose but he never did," Danica said matter of factly. Loney froze at herst words.


    "So you never dated him or did anything with him?" Loney''s voice was raw, his possessive side


    controlling his utterances.


    "You were my first and you know that very well. Jones Akurst is a good person. He never takes


    advantage of anyone," Loney''s heart broke at how Danica spoke about Jones. However, the name


    sounded familiar. Too familiar. Then it hit home. Jones was one of his managers in a different branch.


    His jealousy outweighed his bitterness but it was quickly washed with warmth when Danica finished


    speaking.


    "And so are you. You are a good person because you treated me better than I deserved. You even let


    me in and almost dated me. I didn''t ept you because I didn''t know what Danie was to you. That is


    what I wanted to tell you when we get home but we bumped into her at the mall coincidentally," she


    Loney sighed, "do you love him?"


    Danica thought carefully. "As a friend, yes."


    The corner of Loney''s lip curled. "Is it the same way you feel or felt about me?"


    Danica swallowed a lump. She didn''t know how to say it and wasn''t sure if she should. She facepalmed


    shyly. Silence descended.


    "No. I feel safe with him and I feel like I can tell him so many things but he doesn''t make my heart jump


    the way you do. I don''t shiver under his touch the way I do with you. I don''t dream of having him


    intimately but.."


    "Thank you for telling me." Loney cut her off. He needn''t hear the rest. Danie''s words about his past


    image rang in his mind. Therefore, he couldn''t be ahead of himself or risk being ttered.


    He opened his briefcase and brought out the pictures he had shown Danie. He had packed them


    back because he didn''t know he would be needing them. Now that he had hope again, he said,


    "Onest thing. Look at the pictures on the table. What do you see?" This time, his voice was gentle.


    Danica nced at the pictures. The corners of her lips curling into a smile, "a cute guy but the sses


    make him look like a nerd," she shrugged. "Well, I like nerds because they are intelligent. They aren''t


    shallow like most guys who look so good on the outside with great social skills butck intellectual


    abilities, most certainly having mashed potatoes as brains."


    Danica could swear that she saw Loneyugh but he glinted and it was gone. "If he wants to be your


    friend or boyfriend, will you ept him? His clothes are tattered, you know?" Danica was about to


    speak when Loney warned, "Think carefully before you speak."


    "Many people seem moved by things on the outside but I''m more attracted to what drives a man than


    what makes him. I would have never put on these designer clothes if I had my own way but it''s all I see


    in the closet so I wear them yet, it doesn''t change who I am," she calmly said.


    Loney sighed relieved but also swayed in guilt. How could he evenpare Danica with her sister?


    "Look at the picture carefully, what do you see?" He asked again.


    Danica red seriously at the pictures, taking in the tiny details. "Those grey eyes look familiar," she


    muttered to herself, then it clicked. "Is that you?"


    Loney nodded, "Yes."


    Danica frowned, "Why have you changed so much? I think I prefer your nerdy look better," she


    shrugged.


    "What?" Loney eximed, immersed in series of emotions.


    "If you still had that look, Jasmine wouldn''t have been after you and your secretary wouldn''t have been


    casting sideways nces your way," Danica divulged. It was the first time she spoke quickly.


    Loney eximed in shock, "you saw that?"


    "Hmmm and it makes me wonder how many other women out there want you because of your looks


    but I thank God you have the brain to match with it if not, it would have been a disaster," she


    ascertained.


    Loney stared at her tentatively, she felt uneasy. "I''m sorry for not believing you earlier," the words shot


    from his throat.


    Danica''s heart did a flip. "It was my fault. I should have told you when I had the chance but I was


    scared," she confessed.


    "Come here," Loney beckoned. Danica lifted herself and ambled to him. She stood beside him with


    written confusion. In a blink, Loney swung her by the waist, shended on hisp.


    His eyes held hers, his hand holding her waist firmly, Danica''s cheeks turned pink. "I hope you can tell


    me anything in the future Danica, don''t ever be scared," Loney''s voice was so gentle, it sent shivers


    down her spine.


    "I will remember that. Can I go to sleep now?" She asked, the fatigue suddenly flooding in as a yawn


    escaped her.


    Loney felt slightly guilty. She hadn''t eaten nor slept because of him. "Sleep on the bed. I have a few


    things to do but I will be back," he said. Danica''s eyes widened.


    "Are you sure you want me to sleep in your room?"


    "Do you want me to change my mind?" Loney smirked. Even if she wanted to leave, he was sure he


    won''t let her go. Seeing her reluctance, he slipped his right arm under her slender thighs, while his left


    hand supported her back. Gently, he lifted her to the bed andy by her side.


    When he was sure she was asleep, he lifted himself from the bed. He went out of the room to the


    garage. As soon as he sat in his car, he made a call...