Chapter 119: Cold
She just left me here all alone I thought we will go through this together but she left me again I guess
I''m not part of her life anymore but she just wants the best for me. I sight feeling a little cold as I was
sweating so much which I don''t understand what''s going on with me now but I''m use to it now I''m
craving some and she just took it but I''m d so that I can make up my mind what I want. She cares
for me an di just don''t worry here I''am back going through this feeling.
I wrapped my dust covers around my shaking body making groan out. It smell so much dust thanks
Norma for not cleaning my room but where are you I thought. Could something happen with her but
Naomi would have told us. I miss Brenda now my baby and LJ I miss the hole family things was just
going great this morning until the stupid sh making me think where it all started as my mind recall
bumping in someone as our eyes lock with each other. I look into the most beautiful blue ocean and sky
eyes. She was so beautiful and the sparks running down my body.
Brenda was the best thing that ever happened to me this year and I''m so grateful having her in my life
but someday things just needed to change my life destroyed my dignity my dreams they decided take
everything away from me. I couldn''t even give Brenda love I can''t even kiss her without having another
intrude who also want me to kiss them my memories of that night. I wish you die where ever you are
may you rot to dead. I wasn''t feeling any well and I want joan now to make me feel okay I need to go
back home where my family is and my love. Will she talk to me because she asked me to thing about
doing the abortion and I haven''t think. I wrapped my arms around my small belly feeling how she kicks
ma making me gasp ls as I caressing down on where I felt her kicks.
She really didn''t asked to be here I couldn''t me her for everything. I''m sorry I''m so sorry I shouldn''t
have hurt you I''m a monster. If Brenda could have came over her past if she could have kept LJ the
baby girl whom I love to dead then I will keep my baby I will keep my child smile down at my stomach
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with tears rolling down my face.
"I''m sorry baby girl mommy is sorry I will never harm you again and no one will every a hand on you
okay I''m sorry. " I roll myself into a ball not buying my tights hard on my stomach I was getting very cold
now as I wipe he sweat from my face. I flinch suddenly seeing a light above me as I peek through over
the covers looking at my beautiful angel as she smiles at me.
"What''s wrong lu are you okay? she asked walking up to and climb in under the covers next to me.
" I''m fine is just I''m having cravings now I''m feeling cold and sweating to much. " I told her feeling her
arms around me as she grabbed me against her warm body.
"Okay you will be okay." she told me, but why did you use it again lu we have talk about it then." she
said kissing down on my forehead.
" I''m sorry. "I saidying with my head on her chest.
" It''s okay I understand sweety, when you going home? She asked me.
"I don''t know but I miss Brenda ." I told her.
"She also miss you Lucia and hows the baby? she asked making me tens up.
" She is fine she just kick me few minutes ago but I hopes fine uriel." I told spoke.
" Why so? she asked moving my head to Face her.
"I have hurt her Uriel I have hit her I hit myself hard on my stomach." I told her with tears in my eyes as
she just look at me with my face in her hands.
"It''s okay, it''s okay love." she spoke kissing me on the forehead, mind if I just checked? she asked
making me confused.
"Check what? I asked her making her Laugh.
" If you haven''t hurt her somwhere. "she said looking at me.
Okay but you won''t hurt her? I asked with raise eye brows.
" I can''t. "she said moving my hands away from my belly putting hers on it as I saw her close her eyes
feeling something moves into my stomach making me gaspe. I look down at my belly seeing a beautiful
light form on her hand making me gaspe. I watch her wondering how she could see through my
stomach but I guess power because she told me that angels were really strong creatures.
"Okay."she sight moving her hand away and open her eyes looking at me with a frown on her face.
"what? I asked
"She looks fine is just that she is strong. I can tell if she is vampire or wolve. It''s like she know how to
protect herself even in your belly." she spoke making me confused.
"I don''t understand." I said looking at her.
"She had a shield around her so when you hit her at the time she didn''t get hurt because she is
shielding herself from danger."
"So you mean she knew I would harm her that''s why she put it over her? i ask feeling a tears form in
my eyes as I felt bad.
" I can say exactly but I don''t think d....
"What uriel? I asked when she stops finishing her sentence.
" I don''t think anyone can harm her lu that''s all and I think we need to go back home Lucia you still
shaking and sweatinge one. "she said.
" Okay. "I said climbing out under the covers.
" Give me your hands. "she said as I out it out for her looking at her.
" Close your eyes and hold tight. "she said as I do what she told me feeling like I was floating in the sky
when it was all gone again. I peek through my eyesshes to see what''s going on hearingughter. My
hand suddenly felt cold so I open my eyes to call for uriel but I stop still looking into the most beautiful
eyes which I have miss so much throwing myself at her hugging her so tight hearing her giggle.
"Lucia you wet and you shakinge on." she said as she speed us towards the bed and put me
under the covers and speed back towards my closet taking out some clothes for me as I admire her
looking so peaceful.She walk up to me while I put the dress above my head as she took it from me. I
suddenly felt a gust of wind making me gaspe when I saw I was Drew''s with new Clean clothes feeling
Brenda grabbed me against her body holding me close her.
"I''m d you back."I told her.