Chapter 98: Drowning


    Lucia POV


    My mother pushed me away from the door like she knew what I was thinking about seeing brenda in


    front of me. For a moment I just couldn''t stand  seeing her in front of me. I just wanted to ripped her


    head of for leaving me all alone to face my dreams my darkness memories.


    I felt really sorry and guilty for the way I treated her but a few of me hate her. I sat down on my bed


    watching my mother went and switch on the lights feeling her stare at me.


    I know what she thinks and I''m not in the mood right now. Tears prick out of my eyes feeling bad that I


    didn''t hug her tightly close to me but I just couldn''t. My mind was screaming to kill her for leaving me


    Drowning in my pain my fearfully moments.


    When looking into her beautiful blue eyes my hole world stops for awhile, I swear I felt my heart beat


    for a moment a feeling I thought I would never feel anymore but here she was and she made me


    experience it again.


    I have missed her so much I just wanted to grabbed her and give her a hug but I couldn''t really, I


    couldn''t, everything just shed back the pain I went through when I needed her the most and she


    wasn''t even here to help me.


    I''m in this pain because of her, she was the one they wanted but I just couldn''t understand why Jerome


    did it to me, what did I done to Him that he was so cruel to me. Is it because I was human and know I''m


    not any more. It felt like I was Drowning in a deep pool of dark waters.


    I just couldn''t remember everything when I wake up but something was different, my senses and my


    hearing was so strange. I could sense things from far and I could hear so many things at one time and


    so loudy. It made me worried.


    I felt more stronger but what struck me really was my thirst I was really thirsty so much thirsty which I


    don''t know where it came from. It shocked me that I was thirsty for something I really never dream of to


    drink I know brenda and her family were the only people drinking that but I have was craving it so much


    so many blood.


    It was hard I couldn''t control it but my mother inw helped me she was there for me through my


    painful change she help me to control my thirsty.


    Sometimes I find it so strange when I look at mom and chrissy when they told me they were lock up in


    a safe ce for me to get my thirst under control. So I didn''t see them for almost a week.


    Jacky and LJ was mostly with me and she brought me videos of mom and chrissy been in a room. I


    wipe my tears smiling at my beautiful mom sitting down in front of me with my hands in hers.


    "It''s okay darling", she told me, "wanna talk about it? she asked me.


    My mind was all over the ce the exactly reason I was out of my bed wasn''t just because I felt and


    sens Joan at the door was because of the soft and best beautiful heart beat I heard and it wasing


    from my stomach. I just couldn''t understand what it was and I was trying not think about it because


    mother Catherine told me she give me the morning after pile so what is this I''m hearing.


    Before I could answer mom the door of my room go open and mother Catherine walk in looking at me


    strangely seeing her eyes widen in shock as she look down to my stomach as she holds her hand on


    her mouth with so much shockness on her face.


    I need you to follow me now to nursery room she said and left us in blink if an eye. Mom look at me and


    then at the door seeing as confusness spread across face.


    I took her face with both of my hands on her cheeks looking at her. "Everything is okay mom", I told her


    kissing her on the forehead and rise from the bed


    I walk to the door and look back at still sitting down in the floor looking at me. "Can I be alone tonight? I


    asked her with a smile on my face.


    I know what I''m going to hear and it will be kind of shocking because I''m not all over the fact that I''ve


    been rape and the person guilty for this is just down here in dungeon.


    I''m not ready for what I think this is, not this way it were conceived. "If that is what you want", she said


    walking up to me and kiss me on my forhead.


    "As long as you happy my baby", she told me.


    "Thank you mom", I told her as we both walk out of my room down the hall.


    "You will have to talk to her some other time, I won''t be here to save you every time", she said as we


    walk down the stairs but I was so concentrated on Brenda and what they were talking about in chrissy''s


    room.


    My heart melt knowing that I''m the only one she thinks of and that she is so concerned about me being


    pregnant. I stop walking touching my stomach as I embrace having this fetus in my womb. Am I ready


    for this, for this little thing growing inside of me.


    I blink my eyes close trying to mindlink her to join me with her mother hearing this news I wanted her to


    be next to me but I don''t know how I will control my mix emotions. I want her next to me but the next


    moment I want to kill her.


    "Darling", I heard my mom''s soft voice calling for me, "are you alright? she asked me touching the hand


    that lies on my stomach making me flince and snarled out a little growl feeling bad about it already.


    I''m so overprotective already about this thing. As I look down at my mind feeling very bad seeing her


    look at me like that.


    "I''m sorry I didn''t mean...


    " It''s okay I understand ", she stop me from saying anything, walking away from me leaving me


    heartbroken.


    " Mom please... I''m sorry ",I  said in a low voice she couldn''t hear.


    " Lucia I''m waiting for you", my mother iw said through the mindlink.


    The door of chrissy room open and close again as I start to walk down the stairs knowing who it was.


    We will have to talk soon of any other time you not going to ignore me for every I heard Brenda a said


    next to me.


    I stop and look at her, but freez when I was to close to her our noise touched and the sparks running


    through my veins and body almost make me moan. It was her sweet vani breath that got my stuck as


    it flew right into my noise. My eyes got lost to her lips seeing her bit on her lower lipe giving me


    goosebumps all over my body but what got my attention was the trobbing down there it was trobbing so


    fast and so hard.


    My eyes met hers again as hers met mine red to red. I was so lost by the way she looked at me but this


    wasn''t the time for this love dovey nonsense. So I push her away from and walk down the stairs


    hearing her giggle after me.


    "Vampireness suits you, you know", she said making me roll my eyes as I walk through the hall and


    passed the sit room and pass the room where Mr swartz held all his meetings straight to nursery room


    still with Brenda next to me.


    I stop and look at her, why you following me? I asked her.


    "Uh mm... But before she could answer the door of the nursery room opens making me loop at mother


    Catherine.


    " I invited her", she said moving away from the door for me to enter with Brenda following after me.


    "I would like to know why she is invited here because she has no business in been  her thest time I


    checked", looking at her seeing her roll her eyes at me.


    "Thest time I checked you are my Mate and what concerns you I have all the right in the world to be


    here", she said with grin on her face. I was about to smack that off from her face and her mother saw it


    "U should have left me she deserved it" , I said snarling at Brenda .


    You can kill her when you two are alone not here and not now she said walking away from and gesture


    for me toy down on the bed.


    I really am rattle you know I give you the morning after pile but this is so shocking really. Why didn''t you


    tell me she asked me.


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    "Would she have told you as sturbon as  she is", Brenda said making me growl at her.


    "You should talkst, where were you for this horrible two weeks I have been through and now you


    wanna y the best person, I hate you", I scream at her but it was tote for her mother to block me


    this time as I held Brenda down on the wall with my hand on her neck pressing my ws into her neck


    as the blood pool out of her dripping down my fingers.


    "Where were you huh mmm tell me brenda ", the more she didn''t say anything to me she didn''t even try


    to fight me and that make me sure more angry and angry.


    "Lucia you need to calm down is not good for the baby",Catherine said as I just shake my head and


    focus on Joan doing nothing


    "What baby huh wat baby, Jerome''s of that man''s mmm Brenda a tell me? I asked her but she just look


    at me with her blue eyes with tears flowing out of it.


    She wasn''t going to answer me so I throw her at the wall just opposite us hearing the things that was


    on the wall fall down on the floor with a yelling mother.


    "I hate you, stay away from me, you a bad mate and if you can''t tell me where you were, don''t dare to


    talk to me I don''t wanna see you.!i yell at her.


    I look at Catherine but she was just so sad as I was. I mindlink her," I''m sorry and  I just can''t be here


    right now", . She just nobbed her telling me that is okay.


    I look at Brenda as she stillys on the floor with chrissy and Jack by her side helping her up.


    I jump out of the window and run fast through the forest to my one and only special friend.