Chapter 88: Girlfriend


    I was suddenly shaken awake, as i yawned feeling a headache running down my brains making me cry


    out. I hold  my head as i try to lift up my sore body which i couldn''t understand why everything was so


    sore as shes of yesterday running through my mind giving me another pain in my head, i grabbed my


    hair holding it tight between my fingers waiting for the pain to go away.


    "My love are you okay, should i call the doctor?" jacky''s sweet voice ask me out in concern.


    I try to look up at her, i move my head slowly towards her direction seeing her sweet soft beautiful face


    with her beautiful blue eyes looking at me making my heart skip a beat so fast.


    " yes I''m fine thank you." i smile looking away feeling the heat rise on my cheeks, "is just everything


    hurts thats all" i told her.


    "Its fine dear, is just the after effect but im d you fine, you scared me yesterday", she told me


    caressing my cheek as she turns my face to look at her.


    I didn''t know i would felt for her so soon and so hard. feeling  this way towards her my heart just


    couldn''t stop beating every time i look at her. It''s like she takes k my breath away just like that. My


    brown eyes met blue ones as we both just stare at each other saying nothing as i can''t wipe away this


    burning feeling on my cheeks as i blink my eyes a few times seeing her smile making me look away


    from her again....


    "You beautiful", she spoke in the most beautiful angelic voice turning my face again to look at her, "i


    really care for you chrissy and i want you to be my girlfriend", she asked a gasped escape through my


    lips as i look at her with widening eyes.


    I blink my eyes still staring down at her to make sure that''s she is not high or anything and that''s she is


    talking the true and not trying to take me for a fool but nothing. All i see was concern and love sparkling


    down in her beautiful eyes. A beautiful smile crossed on her lips feeling her cold hands taking mine in


    hers feeling goosebumps rising on my arms.My eyesnd on our hands as she holds tightly on it,


    "Chrissy do you mind being my girlfriend?" she asked me this time sounding so serious.


    A lump trap down in my throat making it impossible for me to swallow as i try to get out the right words.


    I''m sure what I''m feeling and what i felt for this beautiful creature in front of me but who will really want


    so a destroyed, damaged girl as me. I can''t let my past hold me back to be happy and everything. I


    look back up at jacky as she looks at me with more love and more concerned...as i try to get out the


    words, "yes", i said... "yes it will be an honor to be your girlfriend", i told her when i was caught off


    guard with a hard hug making me giggle.


    Happiness and all funny tingels running through my hole body, my head feels so heavy my heart was


    beating so fast. i can even feel  some movements just under my left breast making me swallow down


    the lump i have been holding back so long as i take slowly breaths to calm down my heart.


    "You need to calm down my love, i can hear your heart beat", she saidughing down at me. As she


    kissed me all over my face as giggles running out of my mouth.


    "Im trying but its just impossible while you so close to me", i told her while i take the nkets off me to


    get ready for fir the day.


    "Is that so?" she asked looking at me with her left brow raised.


    "Yes my darling love, whats happening today?" i asked,


    "oh yes your beauty almost make me Forget why i was here in your room at the first ce", i heard her


    making me furrowed my brows.


    "So you not here because you want to check on me?" i asked her looking sad.


    "Uh oh no no, i didn''t mean it like that baby, i was here earlier but you look so beautiful when you sleep


    i didn''t want to wake you. You see we all needed down there right away and you still need to go and


    wash that stingy sleepy breath of yours", she said making me gaspe she close her noise making me


    "hey, I do not stink", i yell at her.


    "All humans does and this is one of the things I hate being a vampire, we smell everything and its so


    disgusting", she said making me throw my pillow at her.


    "You so nasty and since we do stink, no more touching and kissing me for this hole year", i told her and


    walk of towards the bathroom and lock the door behind me hearing her scream at me.


    "You mad you know and it was a just joke", she said banging down on the bathroom door. I really didn''t


    mean it baby girle on I''m sorry. "she pleaded at the door making me smile.


    I brush my teeth waiting for the shower''s water to warm up I''m really in the mood for a hot shower to


    calm me down.


    " Chrissy open up this door, please baby im really sorry", i heard  jacky.


    I undress my self and throw my clothes in theundry busket walking to the door and open it just a little


    and peek through it seeing her her sit down on my bed just before i could close the door she use her


    speed and m the door open holding me up the wall with my arms above my head looking at me. I


    really sometimes forget that I''m inlove with a vampire. I feel her breath on my neck as she kiss down


    on my soft spot as i try to get out of her hold.


    Having her this close to me was having a huge effect on me and she is enjoying it so much. My eyes


    close as i fell her soft cold lips running down my neck and on my cor bone smeling her honey scent. I


    gaspe feeling her cold fingers strailing up and down my naked body feeling how the coldness and the


    goosebumps rising on my body.


    I calm down and rx into her touch trying to forget about everything. Just the two of us hearing the


    water running of the shower, feeling the hotness down there making me moan as her lips got in contact


    with mine, she kiss me slow taking in my lips biting and sucking on them.


    "Jackie! i call through the kiss.


    "Umm",


    "I ha..ve to go get ready",


    "Okay then", she said as i felt a gust of wind making me scream when i feel the warm water running


    down my face and body. My eyes widen in shock Jacky was naked but i didn''t see her undressing.


    I wiped the water from my face and throwing my already wet hair back not knowing should i look at her


    of not. She grabbed my dove coconut wash and pour some on her hands.


    "Its okay baby girl everything is yours now, you can look as you want", she told me feeling the heat rise


    again on my cheeks.


    "I didn''t look at you", i said rolling my eyes at her as she washed me which i really don''t have a problem


    with me and lucia we always bathing or showering together. Something painful caught up in my heart,


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    feeling a huge pain raining through my head as i think about her.


    My heart starts to beat as i try to rx, i turn around not wanting jacky to see me like that but she


    already did.


    "Baby Girl you alright? She asked feeling her cold hands moving up and down my back tears streaming


    out of my eyes. My body already felt better all my muscles has rx, but i couldn''t get rid of this lump in


    my throat.


    " Will we ever fi..nd her, som..etimes it doesn''t even feel like she is gone, who would have take her and


    why, why her? i asked, my voice cracking as so many emotions running through my mind, what she


    must going through while I''m having fine with someone i love.


    "Darling, baby girl look at me", she spoke turning me around as i try to look at her through the water


    running down my face. I''m not sure is it the water or my tears but I don''t care i need lucia, i need her to


    be safe.


    "We will find her, hopefully she is alive and as you can see how Brenda has break down already, hell


    will be pay to those  who has her. We will kill everyone who we came across having a link with her


    disappearances, that i promise you." she told mevhugging me tight as I holding her too.


    "We all need to be strong and be there for Brenda and Cathy, is not easy for them we can''t break down


    like that. Lucia needs a family toe back home to", she said holding me tightly feeling a cold wind


    running down my body.


    I open my eyes and see we back in the room making me jump seeing me sit down on the bed..."please


    tell me when you do this", i ask her looking at jacky smiling and blushing as i look down at her sexy


    strong body.


    "What? she asked going through my wardrobe.


    ", This. "i said still looking at her. Is all vampires so sexy? i asked looking down on the floor as she


    walks up to me with clothes in her hands.


    "Am i sexy? she asked with a smirk on her face drying my body.,"thank you for this but i could have


    done it myself", i told her, getting from the bed and dress the clothes that was taking out for me.


    "Yes you are", i said, smiling at her.


    "Thank you, but So are you my beautiful baby girl." she said kissing me hard on the lips. When you


    done can we go"? she asked holding out her hand for me to Take making me smile at her.


    "You so kind, thank you", i said taking her and walk out of the room.


    We walk down the hall while i stop outside the room of my sister feeling sadness overwhelmed me as i


    look at the door hearing a soft melody y in the inside of the room, as i look at jacky seeing her


    shrugged her shoulders also not knowing what''s going on.


    "Brenda and LJ is in there", she whisper close to my ears making it possible for me to feel her cold


    breath against my face.


    "I hope they okay" , i spoke feeling jacky''s cold fingers stroke down on mine.


    "They will darling", she convinced me as she kiss me on my right cheek, "aslong as LJ is next to her


    she will not lose control like that again",


    "But they also need to be downstairs, isn''t it? i asked looking at her.


    "Brenda is not supposed to leave the room on what happened nor the house because we really not


    sure what her inner animal can do since yesterday. We not save around her, when Brenda her self is


    not in control babe", she told me as she dragged me on so that we can go.


    "I don''t understand, who''s in control then if is not Brenda ? , i ask.


    We will talk about that another time my sweet girl, but for now just know that the person you see as


    Brenda is not my sister", she whisper again as we walk down the steps while my mind trying to think


    what Jacky talk about.


    "We will never know when ites to you guys", i said as i stop half way on the stairs as shes of


    yesterday flooding through my head like someone is inprinting it into my head giving me huge pain


    making me Scream as i hold down on my head. Blood is all see peopleying down on the floor


    screams and cries.


    "Darling", jacky call feeling her try to make me look at her, as i just couldn''t stop the pain as more


    shes of my pasting in sight too, oh no its not happening to me again.


    "It hurts", i cry out still holding tight on my head as i can''t get rid of the pain.


    "Someone please get the doctor now! i hear jacky growl as i flinch by how hard she sounds."Baby girl


    you going to be okay", she spoke as she lift me up feeling a cold wind giving me a dizzy feeling in my


    stomach.


    "Oh my God chrissy, what happen to her"? i heard someone asked but it sounds so far away.


    "Don''t." i heard another growling from Jacky as she puts me down on something soft as i still holds


    tight on my hair.


    "She getting shes", i heard someone said wait let me see if i can help",


    "No." I said another''s growling from the person i love.


    "jacky there''s no time for you ying bodyguard and all, we know you care for her but let Kat help her,


    she is in pain look at her, i remember the voice as Catherine.


    " It hurts, it hurts", i scream as the shes still flooding, seeing how my parents been killed in front of


    me, the men walking slowly and slowly with a huge smirk on his face looking at me closer to me as i cry


    out for help.


    Can their just stop with the growling and yelling, "please help me", i cry out.


    "You not hurting her",


    My hands was pull away from my head by struggle as i give up, "chrissy you need to rx, its going to


    hurt a little but it will help", i heard someone said.


    I wasn''t ready for another pain but if its going to help then its fine and its not like I''m not use to feeling


    pain.


    "What shes could she see thats making her like this poor girl",


    "Will you be able to see her shes, her memories!? Uncle Godfrey asked as I try to remember the


    voice in my head but it hurt every time I  wanna try, why does this voice sound so close to me like i


    have heard it before. Is not because he is Lucia''s father, the voice i know it from somewhere is just hurt


    to much thinking about it.


    " Yes so that i can change it with her good ones", Kat spoke


    "No isn''t it wrong going into her someone''s mind without their knowing or against their will? he asked.


    "Ahhh no, nooo, it hurts, it hurts please", i cry seeing the men who kill my parents riping my beautiful


    dress from my body I''m so going to have fun with you. "he said hearing them Laugh at me my parents


    wasying there as i cried out for them m to help me to save me from all of this pain.


    "Mr Maasdorp if she going to ck out, i won''t be able to save her from the darkness of her bad


    memories i need to help her",


    "Kat doing it now", i heard Jackie growl but it was sounding so far away, all i could see was darkness


    trying to take over my body the pain of the men hurting me so badly. The pain was all over my body i


    try to open my eyes slowly but all i see was darkness


    "Chrissy baby you will be okay." I feeling my heavy head being  lift up and cold hands stroking through


    my hair as tears roll out of my eyes. My body was weak. I couldn''t fight the darkness the pain was just


    to heavy, i try to rx into the cold touch stroking on my hair.


    "I''m not letting you going into your her head without her consent, is not right! i heard a growl.


    " But darling don''t you see this poor girl is in much pain, what''s wrong with you why do exactly care....


    "shut up grace, she is like a child to me and i know what''s she going through. she grow up in my house


    and imand you not to look into her mind since cathy is not here",


    "Cathy cathy, is always her you not married to her anymore, so you have no say in this girl life",


    "Mom and dad is not the time okay", norma speak.


    "What''s wrong I came as soon as i heard you want me", a women spoke.


    "Kat can you just rx the pain? jacky asked still feeling her hand stroking my hair helping the pain.


    "Okay then", i felt hands on both side of my head as another pain ripped through my head making me


    scream.


    "I didn''t say hurt her", i heard jacky growl i could feel the pain down there like it happened just all over


    again. I was tired, i just Want to sleep, i just want lucia here. I want her to hold me.


    "Chrissy darling", i heard jacky voice feeling her stroking my hair.


    "I think she needs rest", i heard a women said.


    "Chrissy baby, if you hear us open your eyes? Catherine asked. I wasn''t going to open my eyes can


    jacky just take me to the room already.


    " Baby girl please", jacky pleaded as i lift my right arm touching my head, "I''m fine thanks just tired.


    " Okay then baby, jacky you can take her to her room and stay with her, i will asked the maids to take


    your food up", jacky''s mother said as i felt relieved knowing I''m going to my room.


    I still can''t shake this feeling off that i know Godfrey his voice. I suddenly stop thinking of it when i felt


    another pain. It felt like the pain is trying me not to remember, is like someone is not letting me to


    remember where i know this voice from by giving me this pain everytime i try to remember.


    "You can open your eyes now", i heard jacky spoke. I try to open it as it hurts seeing that I''m back in my


    room looking at Jacky a ugly look as she just smiles her beautiful smile.


    "Sorry but you really look tired down there, so i really didn''t wanna waste time", she said shrugging her


    shoulders.


    "Its okay, thank you and im sorry", i spoke ying with my fingers.


    "No,no darling dont be sorry", she said.   Its okay bit I really wanna know what trigger you to go out like


    that, everything was fine just moments ago, please are you really okay?, she askedying on the bed


    opening her arms for me.


    I move into her arms andy my head down on her chest, "i really don''t wanna talk about it", i said


    feeling bad to hide this things from her.


    "Okay then but please when ever you wanna talk don''t push me away, i wanma be here for you always


    okay? she told me kissing down on my head as i put my arms around her body hugging her.


    "Thank you so much for being here, i really don''t know what would have happen", i spoke feeling her


    hands running through my hair down on my scalp.


    "Oh no darling i will always be here for you and i  should thank you for being here",


    "Where''s the food? i asked hearing how my stomach growling hearing herugh at me.