Chapter 73: Past
After I was released from the hospital me and chrissy went out to go shopping for my birthday and for
my date tonight with Brenda or can I say with her inner beast. She is scary but I really don''t understand
why all of sudden she had take control over brenda and now i can''t see that beautiful blue eyes of
hers.Me and chrissy just got home and it look likes here was no one home it was just too quietly and I
was tired from all the walking one shop and then another one in and out. But I''m happy that me and my
best friend could have some time alone since she has been here for months now.
"Where''s everyone? I asked looking around.
" Uh.. Mm maybe doin..g their own things", chrissy stutter behind me with many bags in her hands.I
smiled at my friend she really had a good time and I''m d that we could have spend it together, "you
really did go over board today it looks like you have shop the hole shops empty, I didn''t even have so
many bags", I told her walking down the hall as i pass the TV room and the kitchen finding everything
so strange why it was so quiet.
"Is not like we got this chance of luxurious my darling to go out so while we get the chance let''s grab it
and enjoy while itst because with you we really don''t know." She said winking at me.
"What''s that suppose to mean? I aksed her with raise brows.
" Your rtionship is like the weather", she said making me look at her with a frown.
"So what huh? , I asked her and walk off towards my room.
"I didn''t mean it in a bad way", chrissy shout behind me as she followed.
"I don''t care okay so can you just leave it and be happy that yours is okay. I turn myself to look at her
making her stop.
"Whatever", she said and walk off towards her room leaving me standing in front of my door sighting. I
really don''t like to talk about my rtionship and I hate it when someone trying to talk bad about it its
no one''s business really whether it is like the weather it doesn''t matter. And that was very wrong of
chrissy to say that but I''m not angry at her at all. I open the door of my room and went in.
I wipe off the make up and undress myself when I heard a small knock on the door as I sight I''m really
not in the mood I''m having a date tonight and I''m still not even done yet. Brenda didn''t told me where
we going and what time I need to be ready.
"Come in", I said while wrapping the robe around my small naked body.
A dark skin old looking woman maybe in herte 50ths of soing in as my brows raise not knowing
this face as I see it for the first time seeing her smile at me."Uh mm good afternoon miss riet, I was just
instructed to brought your bags", she said looking down to the bags in her hands as I look her up and
down seeing her wear her work clothes maybe she is new here that''s why I don''t know her.
"HI and thank you so much", i said taking the bag from her and tell her to put the others on the
bed,"you new here? I asked her.
" Uhm no ma''am I just got from my holidays", she said still looking down to the ground which I find
strange.
" Please call me Lucia okay and is everything fine? I asked her.
" Mm yes ma.. I mean Lucia", she stutter making me smile at her.
"You seem a little scared off me why''s that for you not looking at me when you speak I''m not that bad
okay and you seems like a nicedy." I told her siting down on my bed, tell me your name please?
"It''s Martha MA.. Lucia and it''s the rules not to look at your work givers." she said making me frown.
" Why is that and who''s rules is this? I asked her.
"Please ma''am it''s fine really and I''am fine, is just that it''s new for me Now that miss swartz has her
mate. I''m uhm Exa..ctly happy for her after what she been thro.. ugh", she said stuttering on her words
making me raise my brows by what she just said.
"What do you mean what''s she been through? I asked looking at Martha who seems like she has said
something she shouldn''t.
" I''m sorry mama I need to go", she said running out of my room leaving me speechless. I run my
hands through my hair sighting. It seems like I really don''t know my Mate like I have to but I really don''t
care about her past and if it is so a big deal like Martha made it then she will tell me in time what
happened back then.I also have questions to asked her but we never got the chance to really talk to
each other about our life. I really need to asked her this one question that was bothering me for
sometime and it just feels like I''m going to open up very hard pieces. I will like to know who is LJ''s
father.
"Can my beautifuldy share what''s bothering her so much." i heard a deep sweet voice startled me as
I run my hand through my hair looking up into the most beautiful eyes.
"Uh.. Uhm no nothing much Brenda , I''m d you back you know", I smile at her.
"If you speak about your Brenda then you must mistaken." she told looking at me, "Brenda is sleeping I
just kind of use her beautiful eyes you seems not to get your eyes from it." she spoke kissing down on
my forehead making me flinch.
" How the hell! I breathe out hearing herugh. I didn''t see her move but how did she got so close to
me that fast.
"It look likes you going to get yourself killed", she said making me roll my eyes at her.
"When will you let her have control, I''m notfortable speaking to you", I said standing up from the
bed and wrapped the robe tigther around my body seeing her look at me with lust in her eyes making
me blush.
"Not now my love and I''m sorry making you feel that way, you need to get use having me around", she
said smiling at me with a smile I really don''t like.
"You not nice", I spoke pouting at her.
"I know that, but you love me so much", she said winking at me, "I''m not here to talk I''m just d you
doing okay", she said moving towards me, "our date will be here at the pool and it''s around seven, I will
wait for you there please don''t make me wait", she said caressing my my arms that was crossed
around my breaths as I hold my own breathe feeling her cold fingers on my skin giving me
goosebumps.
She kiss me as I felt how she try to shove her tongue in my mouth as I figth not letting her win so fast
until I felt her sharp teeths biting down on my lip making me moan and that''s when I lost it feeling her
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cold tongue running down my mouth and exploring my mouth feeling her smile into the kiss. My legs
was about to give in when I was surprised with hands going down to my ass making my heart to beat
fast as I felt how she pick me up as I wrapped my legs around her waits feeling her hands grabbed my
ass so hard making me flinch and moan. I enjoy every moment of having her tongue down my mouth I
try to fight the shed of her kissing that woman but this wasn''t Brenda, but her inner animal. I wonder
how did she felt when Brenda and that woman kiss making me stop as I pushed her down her chest to
stop kissing me as I sight with our forehead touching. I press my eyes close tight trying not think about
that but I couldn''t as I felt how my eyes start to get wet. I was surprised but how cool and calm she was
feeling her hands on my back holding me tight.
"What''s wrong talk to me, why you crying? she asked me in a soft tone given me butterflies and make
my heart flutter by her kindness. She wipe the tear that had roll down my cheeks as I open my eyes
finding beautiful ones looking back at me with so much love.
"I''m sorry, I''m sorry", I said not looking down at her face for feeling so embarrassed she don''t deserve
this.
"Are you okay to stand on you legs? She asked as I look at her seeing her grin at me making me roll
my eyes and struggle to get out of her grip.
"Why do you think I won''t be able to stand on my legs? I aksed her with a smirk on my face.
" You know mos why my sweet love", she said in a seductive tone biting down on my earlobe
" Ouch", I screench.
"Sorry baby will you tell me why you cry? she ask taking my hand and lead us to the bed to sit down.
Okay, okay now." she spoke "you going to tell me what''s going on in your head? she said asked looking
at me.
"And If I don''t? i asked furrowing my brows at her seeing her doing the same.
"You will be sorry why you didn''t", she said making meugh but stop seeing her feature change.
"Is that so", I try to pull her leg seeing she is not so intimidating like she use to look.
No no no not so fast my sweet love now you going to begg me to stop when I felt her starting to tickling
me as I start tough and trying to get out of her hold but I couldn''t as she still tickling me so hard as I
couldn''t stopughing.
"Okay okay, please Brenda , please stop I''m going to tell you, I promise my love! I scream at her but
she still keep going on.She finally stop with her tickling leaving me to get my breathe as she help me up
to sit straight as she look at me with a nk expression making me look at her. I started coughing by all
theughs as she use her power by moving so fast to get me a ss of water.
"Yo...u alright", I asked her still seeing that expression on her face.
"Yes I''m fine, is just you trigger something down in my heart", she spoke moving her hand up to my
face and caresing my cheek.
"You know how I felt when I heard youughhearing that beautifulugh of you bring so much joy into
my life just like the time when I held LJ for the first time", she said with her beautiful smile on her face
as she look down into my eyes making me smile.
"I want you to know that I love you and I''m always going to be here for you no matter what going to
happen or will happen, I will protect you with my life even if it has to kill myself just to keep you safe I
will." she told me kissing down on my forehead. I grabbed her into a hug and hug her tight into my arms
"I know you will and I''m also sorry for making things so hard okay", I said taking her face into my hands
and kiss down on her forhead as I felt guilty.
"Okay now I''m going to leave you to get ready and I''m going to get myself ready at LJ''s room okay",
she said given me a quick kiss on the lips.
"Okay then see you soon", I said watching her walk out of the room.
"Love you too Brenda ", I whisper just when the door closes.