Chapter 15: Things Has Changed


    Lucia pov


    It''s two months and one week since we move to South Africa . It''s Friday today and school went out


    earlier because the teacher is going to a workshop. I''m tired today, things is not so nice at home so I


    didn''t have some sleepst night.


    I haven''t seen Norma in days and she hasn''t been at work, we got close since that day on and we have


    a good Friendship understanding.


    She slept with me that night when mom was at work and she had shared some off her past with me. It


    got me speechless, but still she don''t wanna tell what she meant by she is a monster.


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    I told her mother about what she told me thinking she would have told me somethings, but she didn''t


    clear up for me. "We are who we are and we can''t change that" , that''s what her mother told me. I still


    thing about what she meant by that, but I can''t put my head on it. What is going on with this family.


    I don''t want to think so much about others I''m having my own problems with my mom, she going


    through somethings and I know she misses dad and it''s killing her. It hurts me because she had


    promised me that this divorce won''t came between us and Wil not have an effect on her, but it does.


    I found her drunk few times andst night she just came home drunk screaming trowing things around


    like a mad woman. I''ve e never seen her like that, it break me that moment to her in so much pain and


    here I was not knowing how to help her.


    I would listen to her cries and sobbing. I didn''t know when did I fall asleep. I haven''t saw her this


    morning, so I didn''t bother to go check on her. I waste for school anyways and it was her fault.


    School was getting much better for me now. LJ came around to visit me at lunch time at school, me


    and her mother eat together everyday. I got close to them and things is still a little urred between


    me and miss swartz.


    This time I had fall very hard for her. I couldn''t get her out of my mind, I get sleepless nights, dreaming


    about her. Sometimes good ones and sometimes bad ones seeing her turn into a monster but a


    beautiful one.


    She did asked me out a few times which I declined feeling embarrassed. I didn''t want her to lose her


    job because of me of our feelings we had for each other.


    When I''m away from them, I felt, lonely but the moment I''m with her in her ss, I felt like I could just


    stay here and never leave. I feel so safe just to be in her presence, long to look into her beautiful eyes


    seeing her smiling at me.


    I can''t help smiling thinking about that ck suit she wears today, she was looking so sexy in it. I came


    my table when I heard her call for me. My breath got up with when my eyesnded on her.


    I didn''t know I was drooling until I heard her smooth voice in my head, "I know you love it when I''m


    wearing a suit stop drooling, you in ss", she told me in seductive voice I was so embarrassed when I


    look around the I see the hole ss was looking at me making me blush in embarrassment.


    I know it''s strange for someone to speaks in some else head, but she just does that, I find it sexy. I still


    wanted to asked her how she do it, but it slipped my mind every time we together.


    I want to try to speak in her mind also teasing her lik she did to me. I failed and see how she smirk at


    me every time I try. She would just giggled.


    " It''s in our blood," she would say in my mind making me pout at her.


    Miss maasdorp wasn''t sitting with us anymore at lunch and miss swartz told me not to worried about


    her. When I saw her I would always see how she looks at me in a ugly way she is very ugly with me


    also in her ss, she would always want me to do something and scream at me with no any reasons. I


    don''t know what I''ve done to be in her back books.


    I''m on my way to work driving in my car from school hearing one of my favorite songs ying on the


    radio,e a little closer by brandy making me smile and sing with the radio.


    I know that iste


    and maybe I shouldn''t


    Be so into you


    Is just that tonight


    I''am so taken, I''m falling for you


    When I look Into your eyes


    I can see a millions possibilities


    And I know you will be leaving me soon


    But tonight, I scream into the songs as I park in front of my work ce.


    Come a little closer


    Can I hold you


    I will be good to.


    I move my body with the rhythm of the song, pping my hands and singing. I see my friend Monique


    smiling at me while she served the customers.


    It is very busy today, I see as got out of my car after switching off the radio. I walking into the shop


    greeting my colleagues not seeing Norma around.Monique walk up to me smiling.


    "You in a good mood", she said moving her body in a dance mood "wish others Could also be", she


    said rolling eyes.


    Iugh at her "why you say that? I asked her.


    "Your boss is very moody today, I don''t know who got her so worked up, you better go get ready before


    she''s on your Case", she told me making me furrowed my brows


    "Huh, did you see Norma today?


    " No I didn''t see her", she said helping another customer.


    "Okay", I said and left her to get myself ready.


    I''m working today with Norma I hope she going to came in today, I miss her so much.