Chapter 9: chap8


    Chap 8


    Sarah


    She can smell the fresh air... it so blue ...never in her life she saw this much clear water...but where she


    is, it looks like a beach ... she start walking towards the water..like it''s calling her to be there...but then


    she felt someone is shaking her... she can hear voices but they are so unclear...then she heard


    someone yelled ''Sarah open your eyes...somebody''s fucking call the doctor now''


    she follows the order of the person and opened her eyes and saw him but Sarah was so in pain that


    her eyes drop ...she needs water first. Oh god that was a dream now he is back..she didn''t die...why


    ...she should be happy but she is feeling nothing just numb, then she heard someone say gently ''Sarah


    open your eyes ..'' then she felt herself to beying on soft mattress it was so soft andfy that all


    she wants to do is sleep ... she is afraid this moment will go again and she has to sleep on the hard


    floor ... after a year and so much torture in her marriage she needs this kind offortable sleep.


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    But then she felt the sprinkle of water on her face. She groaned & open her eyes.. saw Mrs Brickson


    soft eyes first then Mrs grey emotionless eyes n then she saw the devil ...Theo eyes were strange &


    she doesn''t know why he was looking at her like he is concerned.. hees closer and said ''Sarah are


    you ok... the doctor ising '' for the first time in her marriage Sarah felt Theo tone to be hesitant and


    sort of less harsh.


    By habit, she looked down and said weakly ''water'' ...Mrs. Bricksone to her and she put the ss


    on Sarah''s mouth, she then felt the first drop of heaven... oh god for 5 days she had been starving but


    the real craving for water was so strong that Sarah was ready to be dead than living like this... in her


    small glimpses she saw Theo be really concerned about her but this is fake..Sarah knows he is only


    worried if something happens to her, he might go to jail...then she heard the doctor came, after


    checking her and looking at her bruises doctor raised an eyebrow but do not say anything... of course


    she was paid in advance to keep her mouth shut. she asked Sarah some questions like where she is


    hurting the most, is she hungry or not. but Sarah didn''t say a word she just nodes or shakes her head..


    Theo didn''t tell her what to say anything in front of the doctor so she is confused... he always tells her


    what to say to strangers or anyone ...if she says something he will put her in that room again... The


    doctor looks at her vitals ...but all Sarah want her to be gone and she needs good food and lots of good


    sleep...When she will be gone...stupid tears wereing because of her condition... Sarah closed her


    eyes in frustration


    Theo said ''is she ok''


    ''Mr grey your wife is dehydrated and extremely weak...she has lost like 10 pounds in five day which is


    very fatal in some cases... it looks like she has some panic attack during the starvation period which


    disturbs her whole body system if I say in simple terms... and I note down some vitamins and medicine


    for her pain and you can give her light food but in a good quantity. Feed her good for next few days''


    Doctor said in professional tone


    Theo said '' thank you... Mrs Brickson get something for Sarah now''


    Yes sir'' Mrs Brickson run to the kitchen


    Theo said in a hush voice '' are you sure she will ok ''


    The doctor said ''physically she will be but mentally it depends on the trauma she is in but I note down


    some anti-depression too...give her some of these...I felt she really need it''


    Sarah doesn''t know how doctor felt about that because all she felt is numbness, not depression maybe


    this is the symptoms but she doesn''t feel anything ..which making her more insane..she should block


    their voices but then she smell something so delicious that with great effort she opened her eyes and


    saw Mrs Brickson holding a warm chicken soup with an orange juice ...looking at that tears were falling


    and she realized she can feel her hunger and now she was crying without sound and then she saw


    everyone was looking at her with a disturbing expression... Mrs Brickson sit with Sarah n pat my hand


    like she can understand her pain and then she settles her body in a sitting position and with her hands


    she fed her .. Sarah saw Theo and eyes were so blue and ghostly like he remembered something else


    he looked at her and open his mouth but then he closed n walked from there with the doctor...she took


    a relief breath thank god he is gone...Mrs. Brickson said '' my child, my beautiful child I''m so sorry I


    can''t help you''


    Sarah shakes her head and gives her shaky smile '' it''s ok .. not your fault'' Sarah just said the longest


    sentence since she is wake...maybe more food will make her more vocal.


    After food she falls asleep immediately in thefy bed, she doesn''t know how long she slept but she


    felt someone was shaking her. Sarah opened her eyes n saw the soft blue eyes staring at her that


    gives her nightmares for a year..fuck... she makes a fear sound and put the arm on her face in


    defense... she heard theo took a deep breath and said in his authoritative voice '' Sarah I brought dinner


    for you then you need to eat medicine ..e on get up ''


    she rxed a little but still tense he holds her body and she can feel his finger digging on my


    body...although he is not hard on her still it hurts...maybe she lost a lot of weight


    He put her in a sitting position & put a small table on herb with a warm te of pasta with a ss of


    milk and a juice


    she saw his te next to the coffee table he picks his te and starts eating his dinner while watching


    Tv. Sarah was confused should she eat now. She always eat after everyone in the house has eaten the


    food...but he is having the food in front of her, so should she wait and eat when he is done with his


    dinner?... then she heard '' Sarah eat ...it will get cold..it''s just a food ..don''t think too much'' he said in a


    authoritative but soft voice


    she did what he said because that''s her role... after food and medicine ... she wanted to go to the toilet


    ... she stands but failed and sit on the bed to stable herself.. she try again this time holding the wall for


    support but then Theo came from nowhere and said '' where you are going...do you want to go to


    washroom? Need my help?''


    Sarah looked strangely at Theo he said help...he wants to help her but what''s the catch for him..there


    always something...she shakes her head in a scared manner ...theo looks at her like he was seeing her


    for the first time and nodes and give her space.


    After the washroom, she wants to lie down but she saw theoying on the bed ... shit now she has to


    sleep on the floor ...she was so tired she doesn''t want to even put the mattress on the floor but what


    choice she has ..she softly walked and opened the cupboards and was taking out the mattress when


    theo said '' leave it, Sarah, you can sleep in the bed... no need for that anymoree on '' he took her


    by arm and settle her on the bed and said '' now sleep ''


    Sarah was so confused and scared what the hell is happening here.