Chapter 85 Tell Marlon How I Feel About Him


    I was so dizzy, so I could only bury my face in Kieran''s arms. I couldn''t help but burst into tears,


    "Kieran, you don''t know. You are noble and have a high status. You''ll never know how hard I''ve been.


    You don''t know how much torture and humiliation my mother has suffered in her life. However, even if


    she died, her soul couldn''t find peace. They keep cursing her, Davidson, and me. You don''t know that,


    though you are so powerful and so smart. You know nothing about that. However, I appreciate what


    you have done. I thank you from the bottom of my heart, even though I am very afraid of you!" I raised


    my head and looked up at Kieran, shedding tears quietly.


    Armand red at Kieran with widened eyes. He was no longer calm and dispassionate. He watched


    me in disbelief when I grasped Kieran''s hand andined.


    Kieran stared at me. There seemed to be something surging in his red eyes. However, before I could


    see it clearly, I cked out and didn''t know what happened afterwards.


    When I woke up, I felt light-headed. And I felt bad as if I had been crushed by a truck. I forced myself


    up and found myself lying on my bed.


    I had a headache and I pressed my fingertips against my temples. I recalled what happened after I got


    drunk. I couldn''t help but freeze. I was astonished that I cried at Kieran in drunkenness.


    I was dumbfounded.


    I couldn''t even breathe. I felt that I was done. Not only I cried at Kieran in drunkenness, but I held onto


    his hand to thank him andin to him so ... affectionately.


    "No, no, Kieran won''t kill me. If he wanted to kill me, he wouldn''t have sent me back!" I shook my head


    andforted myself.


    Someone knocked on the door.


    Suddenly, there was a rough knock on the door. I was so frightened that I was sober from the alcohol.


    Kieran!


    It must be Kieraning to pick with me!


    My first thought was that Kieran wasing. I hurriedly looked around to see where I could hide. But


    this bachelor pad was so small. It was hard to hide a book, not to mention hiding a person!


    I took a deep breath. Whatever would be, would be. However, when I got out of bed, I fell to the


    ground. My eyes grew heavy and my vision became blurred. l felt like l was floating on air. I suddenly


    regretted it. Why did I drink so much beer? I drank nearly a box of beer, more than ten bottles.


    I crawled out to open the door with difficulty. My rationality told me that I should get up and apologize to


    Kieran. However, my body was heavy and my rationality was getting further away from me. After I


    opened the door, Iy on my back on the ground, feeling so bad that I couldn''t move at all.


    Time slowly passed. The anger and punishment from Kieran did note to me as I expected. I


    forcefully open my eyes withst bit of rationality. I vaguely saw Marlon standing in front of me. His


    expression was exceptionally gloomy.


    Marlon stared down at me and his ck eyes were filled with anger. He squatted down and pull me up.


    "Rachael, you''re getting more and more shameless. You went to drink with Kieran and let him carry you


    up!" Marlon''s voice was filled with rage. And what he said was sharp and harsh.


    I couldn''t hear clearly what he was saying. I could only vaguely see Marlon open his mouth as he


    spoke. He seemed to have called my name. I thought I must be in a nice dream because I got


    hammered. Actually, I hadn''t seen Marlon in a dream for a long time, not even a nightmare.


    So, I was d now!


    I held onto Marlon''s hand tightly to stand still. And then I wrapped my hands around Marlon''s neck. As I


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    hugged him intimately and gently, I reached out to gently caress his face. It had been too long since I


    had touched Marlon''s face. It had been so long that I almost forgot him. Even if I could see him every


    day, I still missed him very much.


    "Marlon!" I stared at him and called him with all my affection.


    "Rachael, stop ying tricks on me. You are a woman of easy virtue!" Marlon furiously scolded. The


    rage in his eyes could burn me to death.


    However, I couldn''t notice his rage since I was wasted. I only knew that Marlon was also looking at me


    affectionately. I gently stroked Marlon''s eyes, his nose, his cheek, and the corner of his mouth.


    "Marlon!"


    "Marlon!" I called out softly over and over again.


    I had wanted to call him without hiding my love. Just called him affectionately.


    "Marlon!" As I shouted, tears gently flowed down my cheeks and dropped onto Marlon''s hand. Marlon


    was shocked. His eyes became serious and he was silent.


    I buried my face in Marlon''s chest, pulled his arms closer so that he could hug me tight. I had wanted to


    do this long time ago. I wanted to be his spoiled girl. I fantasized again and again. I fantasized that


    Marlon''s embrace must befortable and gentle. I was surprised that it would be sofortable and


    gentle!


    "Marlon, I love you!" I whispered. The dark room was very quiet and only my voice could be heard. The


    room was filled with moonlight.


    "Marlon, I love you!"


    "Marlon, I love you. Do you know that?" I buried my face in his embrace and whispered again and


    again. My tears gushed forth in floods, soaking Marlon''s shirt and slowly seeping into his chest.


    Under the dim light, Marlon''s expression could not be seen at all.


    "Marlon, I''ve been deeply in love with you since the first time I saw you. However, I am afraid to tell


    you. Because you said that if I fell in love with you, you would be done with me. Therefore, I can''t tell


    you!"


    "I don''t dare to tell you! But, I love you. I''ve loved you for four years!" I hugged Marlon tightly. He felt


    warm.


    I woke up from my nightmare at midnight many times. In my nightmare, I professed my love for Marlon,


    and then Marlon ruthlessly ended our rtionship.


    And now, I could tell him my feelings, which had been hidden for four years. However, in four torturous


    years, the one thousand four hundred and sixty days, all I wanted to say turned into "I love you!"


    ''I love you!''


    ''I love you so much. Do you know that?''


    ''Yes, you know that. You knew that a long time ago, but I would rather that you don''t know!''


    I couldn''t hold back and I wept with tears. My years wet Marlon''s shirt. I hugged Marlon tightly and said,


    "Marlon, I know you don''t love me, but I still love you!"


    "I love you!"


    I was out of my mind and didn''t know what exactly I said. I just cried and then fell asleep.