Chapter 1 He’s So Handsome that I Couldn’t Stop My Legs from Spreading


    Marlon and I had been sex partner for a whole four years, and in the same period of time I had been


    loving him too. Nheless, I was very careful and never let him know about my secret longing,


    because Marlon had mentioned that had I fallen in love with him, he would immediately end our


    rtionship!


    That was why despite falling head over heels for him, I never nned to let him know about my


    feelings.


    When I first knew Marlon, I was only twenty. That day when we met was the day my mother’s funeral


    had been held. I have drunk myself into oblivion and hugged Marlon and cried my hearts out. I had also


    forced him to have sex with me. Apparently, I had been told of such happenings by Marlon personally


    However, when I woke up to the sight of Marlon that day, I realized that he was so handsome to the


    point that I couldn’t stop my legs from spreading.


    My love towards Marlon had descended to a maniacal state. As long as I could get a glimpse of him, I


    would feel extremely happy that whole day.


    This perfectly described my mood currently as I was heading to meet Marlonter on although I had to


    endure a three-hour bus journey with uneven roads. It would be the first time I was meeting him in two


    months, and finally I had a legitimate reason to see him. Today was the convocation of my university


    years, and I wanted to bring this good news to him.


    By the time I reached Marlon’s house, it was already elevente at night. Just as I was going to press


    on his doorbell excitedly, I suddenly remembered that I had been out on the roads for a great deal of


    time, starting from the moment I had organized my luggage to this moment after just experiencing three


    hours of bus ride. I would look haggard most probably. Marlon always liked his apaniment to look


    crisply clean, and with the way I was looking now, there was no way he would be happy to see me. I


    hurriedly tidied up my attire and touched up on my make-up.


    In fact, I was never a fan of putting on make-ups, but for Marlon’s sake, I was willing to do it.


    I put on my brightest smile before finally pressing his doorbell. My heart pace increased as feelings of


    nervousness, excitement and fear merged into a new emotion! I looked at the luggage being carried by


    me and wondered if Marlon would take me in, considering the fact that I had been his sex partner for


    four years.


    The door suddenly swung open and the insides of the house reeked of alcohol. Before I could even get


    a good look of what was going on inside, I was suddenly getting pulled as my whole body lurched


    forward. I couldn’t even grasp my luggage as the door was being mmed shut by a kick.


    “Mar…” The moment I began to speak, my lips were immediately blocked by Marlon’s as he ruthlessly


    kissed me and pressed me against the cold chilly wall. In the stark darkness, I couldn’t make out


    Marlon’s features at all. All I could feel was him rudely peeling off my clothes and it felt like they were


    going to tear at any moment.


    I struggled slightly, wanting to push him away. It was not that I didn’t want to give in to his lust; it was


    just that I was having my period currently and it was slightly painful down there.


    Marlon abruptly flipped me around and grabbed my hair while shoving my face into the wall.


    “No!” I anxiously called out, and the throbbing pain in my belly had been amplified greatly due to his


    aggressive movements. If we really had sex now, I would probably die due to the immense pain.


    Without stopping, Marlon pulled off my pants and his sudden movement sent yet a new jolt of pain


    through my body. I protested loudly, “M...Marlon, we can’t do this today. I am having my period now!” I


    tried my best to suppress the pain, but it felt like Marlon was deaf. He was tossing me around as if I


    was his worst nemesis. The painful sensation in my belly got more and more intense with every of


    Marlon’s sharp movements. I could feel my strength draining out of me. Despite having the intention to


    put up a resistance, Marlon’s beastly strength had rendered me immobile. In the end, I gave up on


    struggling. Thinking back, Marlon had never been so rude in the four years we had sex together. He


    always handled me with care, so there must be reason he had made himself so drunk today. He must


    have some grievances in his heart, and in the end I decided it was best if he could vent his pent-up


    frustrations. At worst, I just had to continue enduring the pain.


    In the darkness, I could faintly heard Marlon’s hoarse breathing sound. It was a kind of sound that


    would encapste me, but with the assault of paining from all parts of my body, I could feel all


    traces of warmth slowly dissipating from my body. My legs were so wobbly that I couldn’t even stand


    properly anymore, and the worst of all was my nausea threatening to make me puke. Despite


    everything that was going on, I couldn’t let any of that happen. I couldn’t spoil Marlon’s mood at this


    point. I could only clench my fists hard and gnash my teeth.


    After what felt like a century, Marlon was finally done. I slumped to the floor powerlessly.


    With a loud flick, Marlon suddenly switched on the light, and my head naturally raised itself to meet his


    eyes. To my surprise, there was an immense hatred concentrated in those depthless pupils. I was


    startled, but Marlon simply turned around and disappeared into the bathroom without even ncing at


    me.


    I watched his perfectly sculpted back but my heart felt like it had just been stabbed. I imagine him


    caressing my head like the good old days. Otherwise, he would nt a kiss on me.


    No, it must be because he was drunk today. He must have been in a muddled state of mind.


    I tried to console myself and helped myself up, but the numbing pain in my lower body made me wish


    that I was dead instead of suffering endlessly. I could only curl up in the corner and wait for this


    sensation to fade.


    “Why are you still here?” Marlon reappeared with a towel wrapped around him. Droplets of water were


    dripping after tracing the outline of his muscles. There was an unspeakable beauty to the sight of him,


    but the moment I met Marlon’s eyes, I found myself not being able to utter a word at all.


    Marlon frowned and barked impatiently, “Wear your clothes and get lost now! I am going to sleep now.”


    I studied Marlon’s face and discovered that there was actually no sign of him getting drunk in the first


    ce. I felt my heart wrenched up in pain and warmed myself up to the realization that he just simply


    chose to ignore my screams. He was conscious all along.


    Marlon turned around and began to walk towards his bedroom, seemingly nning to really abandon


    me here. However, he stopped short at the door and suddenly said, “Nevere here anymore!”


    “What do you mean?” Marlon’s words caused me to stand up despite the pain, and I was staring at him


    wide-eyed in disbelief.


    He turned around and swiped some of his hair to the back of his head and dered casually, “We are


    done here!”


    Endless fear instantly enveloped me while I tried to jot towards him, only to realize that my pants were


    still stuck around my ankles, and visible blood had dyed part of my legs red. At the same time, Marlon


    was just looking at me as if he was a noble prince watching a freak circus show. I hastily pulled up my


    pants but I couldn’t stop my hands from shaking so much.


    I stopped in front of Marlon while clenching my fists hard, trying to calm myself down. I wanted to save


    all that remained between us, and my thoughts were crazily solid, “Why? I never love you in the first


    ce, so why are you ending our rtionship?”


    Marlon lifted the corners of his mouth, “I am bored of you!”


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    Marlon’s words were like thousands of arrows prating through the defences in my heart. I could


    only stare at him, and for a long time I didn’t know what to say.


    Marlon swept his gaze over me and said, “Rachael, why do you look like you are on the verge of tears?


    Have you fallen for me?”


    “That is impossible!” I refuted him without thinking. If he sensed that I had feelings for him, it would


    really spell the end of us.


    Marlon then let out a cold snort and said with an ambiguous smile on his face, “So, you are aiming for


    money all along? I can understand that fully though. You have been sticking to me for so many years;


    it’s only natural that Ipensate you in some way!” Marlon took out a bank card and handed it to me,


    “There is a bnce of one million yuan in this card!”


    I stared at the bank card dangling just in front of my eyes, but my heart seemed to be in tatters as if it


    had been sliced and diced into an unrecognizable state.


    “If you think that’s not enough, I’ll give you another million!” Marlon produced another bank card and


    dered with an indifferent face, “Rachael, you should be grateful for this, knowing that you aren’t that


    great anyway. You must not be too greedy!”


    I felt like I couldn’t feel any more pain at that point. However, I still looked up at him and forced a smile,


    “Mr. Redford, I never know that you are this rich. However, I am not a prostitute. I slept with you


    because that is always my intention. Since you are bored of me, let’s leave it at this!” I couldn’t bear to


    nce at Marlon’s face anymore as I turned around and headed towards the door. The stter of


    blood that had dyed the corner of the wall red was really standing out way too conspicuously. It made


    me feel painful just by looking at it.