Chapter 65: Sing for on your knees.


    She was happy.


    Happy that she had a stronger rtionship with Andre and there was progress... sad that her mom.


    Yes, Marc was bitchy but it would have been nice to have her around still. De doubted Marc


    would approve of Andre infact knowing her mother very well, Marc would call her stupid.


    A week after missing period, she immediately bought a pregnancy test.


    It said she wasn''t pregnant.


    She was very disappointed but it''s not as if Andre had stopped making love to her. It had to happen


    eventually. They didn''t call it baby-making, Andre thought of it as him just enjoying every moment with


    her. It wasn''t just Leo that he had missed in six years. De had started to be worried that what if she


    was now barren? What if she couldn''t conceive? She just had so many questions. Was she now too


    old? She was only in herte twenties. It also surprised her how she had not been to her apartment for


    two full months, the exact time her mother had been in aa.


    "Is Darren me?" Andre said very suspiciously at De as he held her manuscript. Yes, they had went


    back to their habit of reading together. De always feltfortable giving Andre her work unlike when


    she gave Leith. Andre had always managed to give her a none-biased opinion.


    De didn''t know how to respond to that.


    "...not exactly." De said embarrassed, she knew Andre was smarter than that.


    "I think Darren ke is me." He said, his expression was unreadable.


    "Did you hate me that much?" He questioned.


    De felt bad as she looked out the balcony sliding door, the rain was pouring heavily.


    "I wrote most of it when I was pregnant and angry.." She paused. "I just took it all out on paper."


    "Mhm, you wished me a painful death.." He teased but it was true. When De was pregnant she wrote


    all the horrible things she wished would happen to Andre but those were the first few chapters after Leo


    was born.. that hate sort of dissolved. She suddenly only cared about her new bundle of joy now and


    she didn''t have as much time to write anymore. Thanks to the Nana she met at themunity Centre.


    She had agreed to take care of little infant Leo. De had to go back to work immediately if she


    nned on not being homeless again. It hurt that every time she got home from her shift at around


    midnight, Leo would be asleep. She didn''t have time to sit and be angry anymore. She didn''t have time


    to write about Darren ke the evil male lead.


    Her big break was when they renovated a new building and it waster called the Ritz-Carlton hotel.


    They were looking for employees from ountants to cooks to maids to managers. Things started to


    look up, she remembered her first pay.. she spent it all on Leo.? The greatest thing about this was it


    was very close to where she stayed, meaning instead of her money finishing as transport, she was able


    to save a little.


    "I was just angry.. besides it''s not like I could go to a therapist." De defended herself. "I also think the


    old Ad would hate me for being with you right now and allowing you to make me pregnant for the


    second time."


    Andreughed at her snidement.


    "I mean, I can sense anger but there is love hidden." He said softly. "This is actually the most realistic


    book you have ever written or maybe I just haven''t read your writings in a long time. I guess it hurts that


    Darren who is me dies a tragic death but.. I love it. This would be a Best New York Seller."


    De smiled.


    "I hope you aren''t just saying that."


    "No.." he chuckled. "Personally, this is something I would buy and thoroughly enjoy reading." He said


    "Mr Levetté are you trying to seduce me." She giggled at Andre who was now hovering over her.


    "I mean your book was pretty shit but maybe you could change my mind.." Andre teased, his blue eyes


    had a shade darker. That always happened when—


    "How? Do you want to read my other manuscript?" De acted innocent which Andre absolutely loved.


    "No.. maybe I will understand it all better when I''m in the depths of you." He smirked, De was going


    absolutely crazy, Andre was always such a dirty talker. With the rain in the background, this seemed


    like the perfect time to allow Andre to be in her depths.


    He puckered her lips, as sheid on the soft pillow. He couldn''t wait to devour her. Leaning in for


    another kiss, she let her hand wrap around his neck. Andre pressed his huge bulge on the front of her


    panties. She wore a dress and it had hiked up. She could feel how iron rigid his member was. It gave


    her immense pleasure thinking about how he would stretch her out leaving absolutely no space to


    breath. He would unmercifully clog her until she gives in. Andre was the best love maker.


    "That''s so unprofessional." She yed along in between the kisses they had shared.


    "It could be worse Mrs McCarthy." He said in a husky tone, nuzzling her earlobe and giving her a lick


    here and there. That made her vulva release an unimaginable amount of Lava. Her breasts both pointy,


    she was ready to take it all in.


    "Do I have to beg you on my knees for you to like my manuscript?" She questioned as they joined for


    another soft kiss.


    "... depends maybe you could sing for me on your knees, I have a mic."


    This made De burst outughing.


    "You''re so dirty Andre.." She yfully hit his chest. He just smirked.


    "Do you still want to sing? Or you want me to y the flute."


    "Stop being ridiculous, who even taught you that?" Deughed wholeheartedly making Andreugh


    as well.


    "It was in magazine.. that I read during a boring flight." He said defensively.


    Andre noticed how De tensed as she push him off her. With her hand on her mouth, she sprinted for


    the bathroom. Andre immediately went to be of aid as she threw up. He held her hair and rubbed


    circles on her back. They both knew what this meant, Andre couldn''t stop the grin that formed on his


    lips.


    He was going to be a father again.


    Or De was just feeling sick.


    -


    M felt self conscious, her little belly bump had formed and she didn''t know how to feel. She wore


    Alfredo''s grey hoodie and tights. It covered up well considering she wasn''t that big.


    "Are you ready?" He asked her, she was just merely standing on the mirror, just staring at herself.


    "Fredo.." she called him with the new nickname she had given him.


    It made him smile.


    "Yeah?" He answered.


    "Am I fat?" She said observing herself.


    "No M.." he assured her then she smiled taking her handbag and phone so they could leave. After


    fighting in front of the doctor a week ago. When it was time to make a decision. The doctor suggested


    they needed couple therapy and he immediately signed them up. They had only went for four sessions


    and it was of great help.


    -


    "Now... Ms Rivera how did it make you feel when your family said you needed to get an abortion..?"


    The therapist asked holding her notebook and a pen. Alfredo squeezed M''s hand telling her that it


    would be okay. The both sat on the couch opposite the therapists chair.


    "Sad.." M answered.


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    "You really didn''t want to do it?" Mrs. Norman questioned softly. M was on the verge of crying.


    "No." M answered, atleast she had actually been answering unlike most sessions.


    "Did you talk to someone about this?"


    "No." She tantly replied. "People started to distance themselves from me.. they said I had been


    cursed. It just got so bad that my parents decide it was best I leave.."


    This was the first time she had actually talked.


    "Does this pregnancy remind you of that?"


    "...being with Alfredo reminds of that. I feel as if just being with him makes me a much bigger


    disappointment to my family and people from my vige would surely shun me for this.. even more that


    I''m pregnant with his first child, his potential heir."


    Alfredo felt remorseful for putting her through all that.


    "So it seems it has been instilled within you that being with Alfredo or even being merely touched by


    him is wrong correct?"


    She nodded.


    Alfredo rubbed circles on her hand with his thumb. It was soothing.


    "Let''s have a lighter conversation now.. Mr Molinero what are the qualities that you love about her?"


    Alfredo smiled.


    "She is fierce and bold. She always speaks her mind and mostly puts me in my ce because no one


    ever does that."


    M felt butterflies all inside her stomach.


    "Did you know that Ms Rivera?" Dr. Norman said with a smile.


    M shook her head.


    "I just always thought he loved the way I look and the sex.." she confessed.


    "What are the qualities that you love about him?" Dr. Norman asked.


    "He looks scary but he is actually the most sweet and generous being. He is very caring.."


    "Is he like that with everyone or just you?"


    M realized, Alfredo only acted this way with her because he head over heels inlove with her.


    "What qualities would you love your child to inherit from the father.. if you decide to keep the child.."


    I''m keeping my baby.?- M''s heart said almost immediately. She couldn''t think about giving her baby


    up.


    "Can I start with looks?" M smiles this made Alfredo and Dr Norman have a heartyugh as well.


    "Ofcourse.."


    "I want my baby to have Alfredo''s nose, lips, grey eyes and—"


    "It seems you love a lot about him." The doctor said thoughtfully.


    Without thinking, M said.


    "I love him."


    Alfredo''s heart steadily skipped a beat.


    "How does that feel to say out loud?"


    "Good." M replied.


    The session ended within the next thirty minutes. There was progress..


    M entwined her hands with Alfredo, she felt at peace with him. Close to forgiving him. Letting it all


    go.. the hatred she had kept for so long.


    "Can we go pick cute little clothes..?" M said excitedly when Alfredo asked what she wanted to do.


    "We''re keeping the baby?" He asked a feeling of euphoria bracing his whole body.


    "Yes, our baby." She hugged him and still a bit confused and shocked he hugged her back. It started


    drizzling making themugh as Felipe opened the door to the ck SUV open for them.


    The puzzle seemed to be getting together.