Chapter 61 - Hopefully a little girl
He looked so peaceful—
andid back.
Ignacio heaved a sigh watching Spencery on the bed mostly unconscious due to benzo that they put
in his cocktail; when he refused to drink any alcohol. He still had all his clothes on but Ignacio nned
on changing that. He was still afraid of touching Spencer just Incase if he woke up. He didn''t fully trust
Abhay''s stuff.. what if it only worked for a mere hour. This gave Ignacio some sort of anxiety. He
checked if the door was locked. This was his little cozy apartment just on the third floor of the bar
downstairs. He could hear the vibrating sound as they sted ''Thoatiana'' by blueface. They had been
repeating this song on a constant. It was annoying and getting on his nerves but people loved it and
people were good business.
The noise didn''t get to him, he was used to it. Ignacio needed a distraction. He couldn''t do this sanely.
He removed his shirt, showing of his skinny frame. He seemed somewhat anorexic not as athletic as
Spencer. You could clearly make out his ribs whenever he stretched. His corbones on the edge of
popping out every time he moved, his hip bones sticking out on his skinny jeans. He looked like a
young kid, he could be mistaken for a twenty-one year old. Ignacio was a heavy party animal, not
because it was his job to make sure people came around and had fun but only because it''s what he did
best. His weight was as a result of the morphine that him and Abhay tend to indulge in from time to
time. When you start to take the heavier stuff, weed seems like a waste of time.
Spencer wasn''t aware of Ignacio''s drug use. Yes, he was aware of him smoking cigars and weed but
not injecting morphine in his body every other night. Ignacio never had a problem with his drug use
because he was never ever short of money to have a daily dose. It would be a problem if he suddenly
couldn''t afford it anymore. If morphine is used consistently, the user tends to be both physically
and psychologically dependent on it. Morphine dependence means that the user must take morphine
only for them to function properly as a whole. People who use Morphine usually go for doctor shopping
just to acquire prescriptions. Changing doctors constantly just to be diagnosed with the same problem
only to get a prescription. This wasn''t a problem for Ignacio as he had Abhay who worked as a doctors
assistant so that worked well for his nightlife business.
Examining some of Ignacio''s behavior. Sometimes it wasn''t entirely him acting. Morphine side effects
do include, personality change, dramatic changes in priorities, poor mental performance, poor
judgement,ck of will power, irregr depression, drastic change in body weight as well as heavy and
forced breathing. An addict never admits that they''re an addict even if it bothers them and they can''t
seem to stop. Ignacio was convinced it wasn''t affecting him but it was. He had no one to look out for
him, except Spencer who was now giving all his attention to De. Ignacio only had friends who wanted
to party with him and get high with euphoria from morphine but never friends to suggest he get help or
tell him to stop.
After pushing the syringe down as the venomous liquid entered his veins. Ignacio let out a sigh of relief,
nothing could feel better than this he thought as he removed the injection and wiped the bits of blood
with a KFC tissue that was justying around probably from hisst meal from a few days back. He felt
his right mental state of mind before the morphine had started to take full effect. He cleaned up his
mess and stripped off his clothes. He always wanted toy in Spencer''s arms bare. He always
wondered what it felt like to have Spencer''s strong frame spoon him and protect him from all the evil
that existed in this world.
As he unbuttoned Spencer''s blue dress shirt that matched his tie. Ignacioughed, his vision was
bing slightly blurry but it still didn''t bother him, he let his bony fingers trace Spencer''s appetizing
body. Ignacio even bent down to lick Spencer''s chest. The morphine gave him the confidence and
strength to not fear Spencer waking up. Heid soft kisses on Spencer''s bare chest. It was a struggle
getting to remove Spencer''s arms from his clothes but he managed. The pants were of course much
easier.
Now that they were both naked, Ignacio grabbed the nkets and covered them as he brought
Spencer''s arms to wrap around his straight rigid structure. Spencer made him feel warm. Ignacio felt
protected as he could feel Spencer''s light breathing on his neck. He entwined his fingers with
Spencer''s and felt utterly at peace. The room seemed to be spinning but that was the feel of ecstasy.
He could hear far distance phone ringing but he ignored it as he closed his eyes. He turned to give
Spencer a kiss, this was his only chance. Spencer''s lips were soft and somber.
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"D-De.." Spencer breathed, his eyes seemingly half open. They looked dead and insensible. This
bothered Ignacio, how could she manage to creep into his thoughts even at a time like this. What was
so special about her? Ignacio thought to himself. He decided to ignore it all as he turned around loving
the feel of Spencer''s limp dick on his behind.?
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De felt anxious.
Spencer had somewhat disappeared, he wasn''t bothering her. Yes, he called and texted her but he had
note anywhere near her threatening to hurt her. She checked her phone once more thinking
maybe he had texted her. It paranoid her, him being this quiet gave her the idea that he was surely
nning something. He wouldn''t just allow her to be with Andre without hell breaking loose. She also
checked her phone thinking maybe M had replied to the message she had sent earlier hoping they
could rekindle. De found it funny because this was a life long friendship and they couldn''t just fight
then it ends within a mere proximity of an hour''s argument.
She shook her thoughts away as she saw Andre entering their bedroom. She was sitter on the bed with
the sheets covering her lower half.
"They''re asleep." Andre said softly as he approached his side of the bed.
"Leo is always the problem.." De said with a heartyugh.
"He must have been really tired.." Andre added, he could tell she was sad but didn''t want to force her
to talk about whatever that was bothering her. It was probably her mom being in a vegetativea or
M breaking their friendship off.
"Did you talk to Lyle?" She asked, knowing it must have been really hard for her half brother. There was
probably a reason why Marc''s husband wasn''t visiting or checking up on her. There must have been
a valid reason as to why he had not bothered to check up on his son. There must have been a good
reason as to why Lyle didn''t want to be alone with his father.
"Yeah, he is really afraid of his father apparently he once hit Marc so hard that she was in hospital
for a while... it has happened too many times that''s why he is convinced every time she goes to the
hospital... she alwayses back."
De didn''t know to respond to that. Marc always seemed happy with her life and all the money that
she had acquired. Maybe the reason why she was afraid of even telling her husband about De was
because he wouldn''t have taken it too well. So many times De had asked Marc how she was
doing and she always seemed fine. Marc posted a lot of Facebook updates, vacations from
Cambodia to Paris.. it seemed her life was perfect.
"He must be traumatized.." De said in deep thought.
"For his sake, I hope she makes it out of this one." Andre replied.
"What about my sake?" De added clearly joking.
"You''re the strongest woman, I know and you have never needed her. It wouldn''t change anything. You
hardly talked anyways but for your sake, I hope she wakes up with a clear mindset and wants to
rekindle your rtionship as mother and daughter."
De shifted closer toy in Andre''s arms. He was very weing as he pulled her close, she could
feel his heart beating. It was one of her favorite things, it soothes her.
"My father has decided to move back to Lyon, France.." Andre said abruptly when they had a brief
moment of silence.
"Why?" De questioned.
"The divorce was finalized much quicker than I thought it would be.." Andre expressed.
Like ours, De wanted to say.
"You must check up on your mom, she must be feeling horrible." De said sympathetically for this
woman who had just left her marriage of thirty-three years.
"She will be fine, she is always fine."
"How does Luc feel?" She asked clearly concerned.
"He has decided to move back to Lyon as well, he feels this isn''t his scenery. He wants to start over.."
"How does that make you feel?" Andre missed De''s quizzical questions. He always felt he could
share anything with her, she was very open andforting.
"It''s good for him and his well-being. No one forced him, so clearly he is doing this for himself.. I will
miss him though.." Andre chuckled lightly. "I won''t be too lonely with you and the boys around.. and
hopefully a little girl.." He caressed De''s stomach with his hand.
"Who told you it will be a girl?" De teased.
"I''m aiming for a girl, it will be a good addition to our little family.." Andre replied a bit cheerful.
"Your mom had two boys though, it''s not always like that." De said a bit skeptical although she loved
the idea of having a little girl. Leo having a little sister. "I''m not even pregnant so we shouldn''t jump into
conclusions.."
"You will be in a few weeks." Andre said pulling her close. For the first time in a long time, they both felt
at peace. They spent so time wishing they had been together or reminiscing on old memories but now
they were making many more.?