Chapter 111


    Chapter 111 Switzend


    the window when I was high up in the sky, looking at the small buildings, getting tinier and tinier. My


    heart crumbled into a small piece too, like a piece of crumbled paper.


    I was feeling bitter, I had no choice but to go to apletely different country to start a life. I wasn’t


    excited, so I cried silently.


    “Hi, gorgeous! Tissue?” a handsome young guy beside me handed me a tissue. He looked like he was


    younger than me.


    I thanked him.


    I wiped my tears and didn’t look out of the window anymore. It would only upset me further.


    “Gorgeous, you look familiar! Have we met?” my heart sank, I was the hot topic a few days ago, he


    must have seen me on social medias.


    I looked down, embarrassed. I didn’t answer him.


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    After a short moment, the guy mumbled to himself, “Sigh, seems like my pick-up line didn’t work on


    you.”


    I didn’t say anything, yet the guy started chit-chatting to me. He was the one speaking all the time, I


    listened. He said he’s half Spanish half Asian, he came to California to visit his rtive, then now he’s


    heading to Switzend for a short trip. He would fly back to Spain after a week or so.


    It must be because I was bored in the ne, so I started to talk to him., to kill time.


    Arriving in Switzend, I didn’t stay


    at the house Lance bought for me, it would make me feel like I was still his mistress.


    I may looked like I didn’t care that people called me mistress, whore or third wheeler, but I know it deep


    in my heart that I cared more than anyone else? Who doesn’t want a normal life? Who wanted to be a


    secret lover and not the main soulmate?


    Trented a small condo myself. I was able to find a job in a restaurant. I nned to continue my studies


    in Masters here, continue in the interior designing part


    I didn’t want to be a cashier all my life, but the money Lance gave me? | donated to a few orphanages.


    I must have gone mad……


    But never mind, I needed to do some good deeds, so that God can give


    standing out there waiting for me already.


    | smiled at him, “Are you that hungry?”


    My hands were holding food and dishes for hotpot. I nned to make him home-made hotpot at my


    condo. The cost of living in Switzend is not low, ! didn’t have too much money to spend.


    Javieres from a middle-ss family, I could see it from the way he dressed, not rich or not poor,


    just normal. He wasn’t a picky eater too, so he said okay to my hotpot suggestion.


    Thelped me take the bags of food and walked beside me.


    We walked back, chatting the whole way. He asked me, “Didn’t you say you want to go for Masters in


    Interior Designing?”


    I said yeah, but the requirement


    here is very high, plus the fees were expensive too. I needed to make sure secured a schrship first.


    Javier said, “Why not follow me to Germany?”


    “Germany? For what?” I asked, confused.


    “The cost of living there is lower,


    It would be easier for us to work part time and study at the same time there. And I heard if you stay


    there long enough you will get the permanent residency of Germany. Didn’t you say you won’t go back


    to Cali or Denmark ever again?”


    Javier was right. Although Switzend is rich and all, but we as foreigners don’t get too much benefit or


    welfare here. On the other hand, Germany is more cost-friendly.


    me a better life in the future.


    I nned to marry a guy here in Switzend, live a good life. I even wanted a child, but I didn’t know if I


    still have the ability or not…… I didn’t have much expectation for the future, I just wanted a simple and


    easy life. Even if I couldn’t marry someone, I don’t mind living the rest of my life alone, peacefully.


    I didn’t want anything much. The handsome guy I met on the ne is called Javier Santiago


    (pronounced as Havier). He came back to Switzend after a few months from Spain.


    We kept in touch, perhaps I was too lonely, so I didn’t mind making new friends.


    He came to Switzend and wanted to me to bring him out for a meal. When I finished work, I saw him


    I thought for a while and asked, “Then do we need to go back to our own hometowns for the process


    and visa?”


    “No, I know you don’t want to go back to either ce, I have a friend in Denmark, I’ll help you.” Javier


    said.


    The first time Javier met me, he already said that I’m someone with a past, but he wasn’t the type to


    pry or ask. This was also why I was willing to be friends with him, I could rx and be myself around


    him. I could forget about


    my past.   nickname. No doubt this made us seemed closer.


    I said, “No, you are all grown adults, this is normal. But one day you are going to get married, you


    should also stop f*cking around too much. Your future wife might now like it.”


    Javier chuckled and said, “It’s too soon to talk about marriage, I’m just 22!”


    I’m 3 years older than him.


    The sky got dark and Javier prepared to go back. It was snowing.


    Before he left, patted on the back of my head, and even pinched my face. He gave me a warm smile, I


    really liked his smile. It was warm like the sun.


    “Alright, go in, it’s cold out here. Although it’s very safe here, but remember to lock the doors when you


    go to bed.”