Chapter 1
When I woke up I felt that my stomach was starving already, without a second thought I stood up and
looked at the wall clock it''s already 10 in the evening. It seems like I overslept.
I looked outside to see if Thunder was home already and to my disappointment I found nothing, his car
is not in the garage so that means that he''s not home yet.
I can''t help but to think about him. Perhaps he''s noting home and I know by now he was with
another woman.
My eyes started to get blurry again by just thinking of it, tears starting to flow again. Honestly, I don''t
know what I should do to him just to hear me out. I had done nothing from the mistakes that he keeps
on ming me for. All I want is that he would listen to me.
Yes, we''re married, we''re together, we''re living under one roof but nothing more. He treats me like
nothing and what''s worse is we keep on arguing, which always leads him to hurt me emotionally and
physically.
Since we got married he never treated me right . All he did was loathe me and felt abhorrence towards
me. He keeps himself drunk to get wasted and enjoy being with his woman.
"You''ll regret marrying me" until now it''s clear like a camera megapixel in my memory as he spoke
those words. Nheless being together for years I never regret every second of it eventhough I was
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just a mere nothing to him but maybe because I just love him this much.
I just went to the kitchen and prepared something to eat. I''m sure he won''te home so I''ll be eating
alone again. I took some rice from the rice cooker and put in the microwave the dish I cooked earlier to
preheat it.I finish my food quickly. As I was soaking the dishes I heard the sound of a car. I immediately
wipe my wet hands and walk towards the main door to open it for him.
As soon as I opened the door, a beautiful and sexy woman was there assisting my drunk husband
Thunder. I felt a sudden pain in my chest as I watched them together. It hurts seeing the one you love
being held by someone, being hugged by someone and being together with someone and you witness
it.
"Babe,e in or maybe you''ll stay here just for tonight," Thunder said.
"Oh my gosh babe, aren''t you feeling tired? We''ve done it the whole day and now you still want it here
in your house? Hahahaha! But even though I want to be with you for too long, I can''t because I need to
go home" his woman responded as she clung to my husband.
While me, standing here like a statue and watching my husband with someone else.
"Even though we''ve been doing it the whole day I still want you, to be with you and taste you all over
again." Thunder whispered to his woman but I could still hear it clearly.
I can''t take it anymore, " Miss? Maybe I should take care of him? " I called out the woman''s attention.
As her eyes gazed upon me she raised her eyebrow right away "Yes? You''re saying what? Babe do
you know her?" he asked Thunder, not minding my presence.
"Yes babe, she''s my personal maid." Thunder responded dryly.
"Oh I see, she''s lucky to be your personal maid and I hope nothing beyond that because I know you too
well babe. '''' she replied.
There was this urge inside me wanting to tell this woman that I was Thunder''s wife but I tried not to
because I knew it would make Thunder mad.
"Don''t worry about it babe. Be careful on your way home, I love you" Thunders sweetly responded and
put his arm around her.
"Okay, I''ll see you again next time babe. Thank you for this day, I really enjoyed it. I love you too." she
replied and gave my husband a kiss on the lips.
I saw Thunder how he responded to the kiss before his woman bid goodbye. My chest tightened on
what I saw, I felt like a thousand stabs in my heart. Why do they have to do it in front of me?It''s way
more painful than being introduced as his personal maid.
I approach him and help him to get inside the house but he shoves my hands away."Let me help you
Thunder." I tried to hold him again but he pushed me.
"Why did youe home thiste? And you drink too much." I said calmly.
"Why do you care? I enjoyed spending my time with her. Can you stop minding someone''s business
and don''t you dare touch me!" he replied coldly and walked past me.
I followed him "I care Thunder, because I''m your wife! Is this how a married man is supposed to be
He stopped and stared at me coldly. "Don''t act like a good-fine wife, it doesn''t suit you." Then he went
up the stairs.
I was left again with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart. It hurts knowing that my husband is happy
with someone else and I can''t be that someone. Never be.
I did everything for him to love me but I think it''s still not enough. I dried my tears and went up to my
room as I''m about to enter my room I found myself looking at the halfway open door of Thunders room.
Since then we never slept together. I walked towards his room and found him sleeping peacefully. I
came near him and sat beside him and carefully stroked those hair trying to cover his handsome face.
"Maybe everyone thinks that I am this stupid and martyr enough for staying even if all you did was
hurtingme emotionally and physically but I don''t mind it at all, its fine with me I can take it, I can endure
all the pain because I love you and I''m still hoping that one day you''ll love me back the way how I love
you and you''llchange as a loving husband. I''m willing to wait for that day toe but for now I''ll just
ept all the pain Thunder but please don''t leave me cause that''s the only thing I can''t bear to take."
My tears flowed like a waterfall as I spoke those words into him even if he couldn''t hear me.
I wipe my tears and give him a soft kiss on his cheeks before leaving his room. I love you Thunder and
I am always well even though it''s tearing me apart.