《100 years before Divorce》


 Chapter 1 - Prologue

    Xia Sha knew that something big was going to happen at Elder Wang''s birthday party. It was the very night when she will meet her cheating scum fiancee for the first time in public after his infidelity.


    She had been so lost these past few days, crying all day and night because of his betrayal. His fiancee had an affair with the secretary that she chose with her own eyes.


    Pitiful, very!


    But she didn''t cry because of their betrayal. She cried for her herself.


    Why did she always surround herself with the cheaters?!


    His father had cheated on her mom years ago, it was not even a secret anymore.


    Her mom might have or not cheated back on her father.


    Her first boyfriend cheated on her in high school.


    She thought that the problem must have laid on a man with money. The more money and power they had, the greater was their tendency to cheat. So, she carefully wanted to choose an ordinary man, who would prove to be loyal.


    For a while.


    After pulling herself together these few days, she was finally ready to face the reality. No matter how they looked, how much money they had, what positions they held, it was not a measuring cup for a man to cheat at all.


    MEN CHEAT BECAUSE THEY CAN!


    So, she chose to forgive herself for failing and forget his betrayal. But baby, forget didn''t mean she wanted to forgive him. For that cheating scum, she will set out the best way to teach him a lesson.


    So, she decided to show up at elder Wang''s party where every society and social climbers would attend to roof their standing in Capital city.


    The drama she expected to happen was about to happen. *Rolls eyes* Of course, the mistress wanted to tarnish her reputation even further.


    Not surprised, duh.


    A slap for the white lotus bitch and a sweet farewell present, check!


    Those two cheating couples wouldn''t dare to show up their face, at least for a while.


    But she never thought that she would invite another trouble while making trouble, Guan Xian!


    "Hei! I think I like you, want to be my wife?" he casually asked with hand tugging in his expensive pants. Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrows and decided to ignore his nonsense question.


    "Running away so fast? Wait." Guan Xian held her hand to prevent her from walking any further. With a dangerous devilish smile, he asked again.


    "What do you want?" Xia Sha asked with a bored face.


    "Marry you, didn''t I say that earlier?"


    "Nope. I did not hear anything." She decided to play deaf.


    "Okay, I will ask again later." he winked before he patted her head gently.


    "Aiya! Look at you, so pitiful. Just to your luck, lately, my little sister rarely bothers me anymore since she has another protector now, that ungrateful little sister!"


    "Anyway, you woman, is so fragile and pitiful. So, I''ve decided to protect you from now on!"


    D*rn! What kind of devil did she lure?


    Young Master Guan, the infamous heir from the prestigious Guan Family in Capital City. One of the big four-family that runs the whole city, even the nation? She doesn''t know.


    But one thing she knew for sure that she did not want anything to do with this man.  At all! He was everything that Xia Sha avoided in men.


    Notorious playboy reputation, check!


    Brother of her forever frenemies, check!


    Arrogant, cocky, and devilishly charming, check!


    He was the type of man that never wanted to settle down and commit to one woman. So what should she say when he told her that he wanted a serious relationship with her?


    "Xia Sha, do you trust me that I won''t give up until you are mine?" He suddenly asked. There was not even the slightest tone of joke on his speech. It was like he was not asking her question; but declaring something.


    "Our differences; my reputation, your stone-cold heart, I''ll break them all. And when I do, I''ll make sure that you will be mine."


    Xia Sha almost wanted to disappear from the world after he had confessed to her.


    You like me, Am I supposed to believe that?!

 Chapter 2 - Here Comes Trouble

    @Bright Electronic company


    Xia Sha was walking in the lobby confidently.


    All eyes in the lobby fell on her perfect figure wrapped around in a white office dress. Her brown hair was moving in sync, creating the image of an enchanting goddess.


    If not for her cold, arrogant face she showed to everybody and spreading terror, all of the men in the room would have probably run over to fawn over her right now.


    However, those who knew what happened behind the CEO''s office door pursed their lips in a line. They looked at the perfect figure with a mock gaze.


    Everybody knew that the CEO, Xia Sha''s fianc¨¦, fancies his secretary more than his fianc¨¦.


    Their CEO, Ling Guang, was a capable man.


    After working hard for five years to build the company with his bare hand, he managed to make their company on par with other big companies that dominated the market first.


    He also appeared to be very gentle and warm towards his workers, never stingy to raise their wages or give them year-end bonuses.


    A kind and generous boss like Ling Guang was not suitable for an iron lady like Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha was used to get everything she wanted in her hand. She didn''t care how she got it. She was strong-headed. Strict. Xia Sha always knew what she wanted and was never afraid to speak about it.


    Her strong personality was the exact opposite to Meng Ran''s sweet nature.


    Who is Meng Ran? She is the third person in Xia Sha and Ling Guang''s relationships. The secretary she chose because she was incompetent but willing to work hard. Meng Ran had a positive and cheerful aura around her.


    At first, Xia Sha thought Meng Ran could be one of her trusted aides. So, she put her next to Ling Guang to keep an eye on his actions. Who knew Meng Ran would be so good at pretense.


    Every move and words coming from her was gentle and graceful. She never scolded people like Xia Sha did.


    In the employee''s eyes, she was like an angel. She even tried to help them in sorting and hiding their mistakes to prevent Ling Guang from getting angry.


    Every time Meng Ran appeared beside Ling Guang, people who saw them would feel that the world was finally in peace.


    Xia Sha, on the other hand, was like a chaotic, unending war. She was cunning, sly, scheming and a strong prosecutor that never showed any mercy. The rumors said that she had killed a person just because that person did something to offend her.


    Whenever she found some mistakes, she did not hesitate to yell at them. Or worse, toss their CV at the Human Resource Department and have them fired.


    In any way, everybody could see that she was not compatible with Ling Guang.


    Xia Sha''s personality was too strong that she looked more like a boss than a girlfriend for CEO Ling. She also has hurt many of the employee''s hearts.


    So, when Ling Guang and Meng Ran slowly showed their closeness in front of the company employees, nobody bothered to report it to Xia Sha.


    Everybody thought that their unspeakable relationship was something that should have happened a long time ago.


    Xia Sha was not blind or stupid either.


    She knew that his beloved had a change in his heart. But it was too painful to think that she was the problem, and she refused to believe that the problem laid in Ling Guang. She was determined on thinking that Meng Ran must be the who seduced Ling Guang.


    Her blood-red stilettoes pumped against the floor creating rhythmical sound.


    She was a strong woman. She is.


    She was too good at looking perfect to the point where she still managed to appear strong and confident after witnessing something that crumbled her whole soul.


    "Meng Ran, I love you."


    "Brother Ling!", Meng Ran sounded surprised by his sudden confession.


    "I love you, I do," He said while trailing kisses down her neck.


    "But, You and Sister Xia..."


    "I don''t love her anymore. I couldn''t love her the moment you appeared beside me." His hand moved to the zipper on Meng Ran''s dress.


    "But you are going to get engaged soon! You said you wanted to propose!"


    "I didn''t say I want to propose to her. I did buy the ring, but it was not her size." He stopped kissing her and took out a velvet box from his pocket. Meng Ran widened her eyes when he took out the ring and put it on her finger.


    "It''s yours."


    BAM!


    With a swift motion, Xia Sha slammed close her car''s door.


    The tears that she had hidden for so long finally dropped on her white cheeks. Gripping into the steering wheels, she tried to vent the pain in her heart to her whole hand.


    The images were still vivid in her mind. Their love confession, their kisses, the shine reflecting from the diamond ring.


    "Impossible¡­" she mumbled as she wiped away her tears.


    "No, it''s not true¡­ It must be that bitch!" she hit her steering wheel, creating a big ''Bang!'' sound.


    The image of them kissing so intimately in the office made her sick. The way he wrapped his arms around her like he never wanted to be separated from her made her nauseous.


    How could Ling Guang do this to her after all they''ve been through together?


    She looked at her ugly crying face that was reflecting from the transparent glass. She looked like the pathetic image she hated the most. It was like her face was slowly merging with her mom''s crying face when her father took his mistress back to the manor.


    "Mom..." She subconsciously mumbled before anger flamed on her heart.


    No! No! She is Xia Sha. She can go through anything. She is the mastermind behind Bright Electronic company that could beat Xia Corporation''s sales for past three months.


    In other words, she could even beat her own biological father and family company.


    She did not need a man like Ling Guang. To be damned with those cheating couple! They dared to mess with Xia Sha, they will get what they deserve!


    Her eyes moved sharply to her phone and her eyes turned dark and cold.


    She desperately took out her phone and decided to call someone over her phone. The moment the person on the other line picked up her call, she directly made her offer.


    "5 million, Ling Guang''s secretary. Short black hair, 155 cm, CA 1876 LG, Revenue residence number 587, passcode to her apartment is 1407, 2 days."


    "Hei, Hei, Hei, do you consider me an assassin?" The masculine voice complained.


    "Just say, are you in or out?" she snapped.


    The man behind the phone let out a long sigh. Yes, he knew the reason behind her sudden orders. He was one of the people who wanted to make Xia Sha realize that Ling Guang is a scum.


    "Xia Sha, stop it, you know it takes two to tango. It''s not completely her wrongdoings, just admit that Ling Guang is a bastard."


    "I''m hanging up." She threatened him, knowing well that he will accept her offer after she threatens him.


    "Damn it! Fine! I better get my best friend back after this!"


    ***


    Xia Sha was too busy with her thoughts that she did not realize two pairs of exceptional eyes had been watching her from the moment she walked out of the lift.


    Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi, the two men who wanted to stay lowkey behind the newspaper they spread out wide, were whispering to each other while she walked past them.


    Guan Xian raised his straight eyebrow, his sight following Xia Sha''s figure as he asked Ji Cun Xi. "That girl looks familiar, don''t you think?"


    Ji Cun Xi raised his eyes from the newspaper and nodded his head. "That is Xia Sha, you remember? Your sister''s biggest enemy at school. Daughter of the Xia family."


    "No wonder I found her familiar. You say, what is she doing in a small company like this?" Guan Xian mumbled after he had a blurry memory of her in high school.


    Ji Cun Xi''s lips twitch. "You don''t know the news about the Xia family?"


    Guan Xian shook his head casually. Ji Cun Xin pursed his lips when he saw that Guan Xian''s sight never left Xia Sha, who was slamming her car''s door right now.


    "Ah, you know that uncle Qi Feng has one stepdaughter now, don''t you?"


    Of course, Guan Xian knew, he had his lovely mother, Guan Qian Si, the gossip queen of the century!


    Moreover, it seemed like everybody always liked the scandalous life of the cheating husband. The affair of Xia Qi Feng was a public secret in the Capital city.


    Some even praised how bold he was to offend the Shen family just for an ordinary woman.


    "It''s has been a while, hasn''t it?" Guan Xian remembered the gossip started leaking out when he almost graduated from high school. Ji Cun Xi nodded.


    "Anyway, Xia Sha chose to help her dear fianc¨¦ rather than helping her father in their company to vent out her anger at her father. The result is clear because both of us right now are sitting on Bright Electric company. But the gossip I heard is that Xia Sha''s fianc¨¦ is having an affair with his secretary."


    "Ckckck, as expected. The more money the man gets, the naughtier they become. The naughtier woman becomes, the more money they get." Guan Xian shook his head.


    "Aren''t you talking about yourself?" Ji Cun Xi rolled his eyes at his best friend. Guan Xian retracted his gaze from Xia Sha and grinned at Ji Cun Xi.


    "I might be a player, but I never cheat."


    "Uh-huh. Whatever you say," Ji Cun Xi said indifferently. Apparently, he was too lazy to deal with his crazy brother.


    The Xia family company was also engaged in the electronic field. Logically it would be hard for a new start-up to flourish under the Xia Corporation''s influence in the market.


    So Bright Electronic Company has left a deep impression on some investors. It was also one of the reasons why Guan Xian was considering investing in Bright Electronic.


    He thought that the CEO of Bright Electronic was rare and brilliant. Turns out just a loser that reaped from the woman he cheated on.


    "Thankfully, my little sister ended up with Wang Kai, the Shan mountain monk." At least he knew Wang Kai would never cheat on her sister.


    Ji Cun Xi clapped his hand once and closed his eyes in peace. "Amitabha."


    Guan Xian closed the newspaper he held and stood up from his seat. Ji Cun Xi looked at him with wonder, didn''t understand why his best friend stood up when they should be waiting for the CEO of the bright electronic.


    Guan Xian looked down at Cun Xi, gesturing him to stand up too.


    "Let''s go. There is no need to consider the contract with Bright Electronic anymore." He slyly looked at the lift as it split open.


    In the next two-second, a man wearing an Armani silver suit came along with his pretty secretary.


    "Ah, why? You finished inspecting them?" Ji Cun Xi was at a loss. Do they just need to sit in the lobby to decide whether he will sign the proposal? How the hell did this man manage his company?


    Cun Xi began to doubt Guan Xian''s ability.


    Guan Xian had a big grin on his handsome face as Ling Guang and his secretary was only a few steps away from them. "Lipstick stain on his neck, the same shade as his secretary lips. No need to consider it anymore. There is no way the unprofessional character of them managed to write the proposal."


    It was his luck to arrive 7 minutes earlier. This way, he could use this as an excuse to refuse the cheating scum and his bitch.


    He smirked before he turned around to look at the spot where Xia Sha car had been parked initially.


    Here comes trouble~

 Chapter 3 - Sunny Day

    Ling Guang and Meng Ran have the same dark purple professional suits on them. Walking in sync, they do be look like a couple made in heaven.


    Guan Xian straightens his suit and wears his usual smiley mask on her handsome face. His attractive traits immediately get many appreciations from the woman surround him, including Meng Ran.


    No one knew he has been cursing behind his smile. "Just a little bit too late. Now we have to deal with this scum bag," he gives an eye to Ji Cun Xi.


    "I''ve called Tang Yu Bin to prepare the car." Ji Cun Xi said nonchalantly.


    His eyes travel to Guan Xian, silently are asking, ''should we just left them or should we show a little bit manner?''


    Meng Ran''s eyes brighten when she saw Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi. The aura they emitted was very different from other successful guys she used to see. Wearing her mainstay expression, she walks with a shy blush beside Ling Guang, openly attracting Guan Xian in front of Ling Guang.


    But maybe Ling Guang is that type of dense man. Not only he didn''t realize how his woman put on her flirtatious face, but he also fails to notice the disinterested look at Guan Xian''s face.


    "Mr.Guan, sorry to keep you waiting." He said politely, makes a gesture to invite Guan Xian to his office.


    Guan Xian grinned and directly shaking his head. Refusing Ling Guang''s offers blatantly. Ji Cun Xi pressed his lips and decided to open his mouth before Guan Xian say something.


    "Mr. Ling, you want me to sit on that tainted sofa that you probably used to f*ck your secretary? sorry." He could hear Guan Xian''s voice shouting at Ling Guang without mercy in his head.


    Now, we don''t want that to happen, don''t we?


    Although it''s probably true (that Ling Guang screws his secretary before meeting them), there is still a lot of ears in this lobby. They have a reputation to maintain as young masters of a prominent family.


    And he suddenly has trust issues at Guan Xian in these last 5 minutes.


    "No, we came early. We have a meeting nearby." Cun Xi said with a fake courtesy.


    What he and Guan Xian wanted to say is, Sorry, we don''t want to taint ourselves from the sin you''ve made at that office. Ew!


    He was lucky, the person who deals with him today is Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi. If Wang Kai or Jian Jun is the one who stands here in this office, he wouldn''t even say one word and walk away. They will leave you with no face at all.


    "Still, we deeply apologized to make both of you wait. Please give us a chance to redeem ourselves," Meng Ran said with her soft voices, a voice that would make one heart turns soft and do whatever she said.


    Meng Ran has that innocent vibes like a white lily.


    She, indeed, is beautiful. However, as much as both of the boys want to enjoy God''s pretty creation, the love mark Ling Guang has made in her neck ruins all her pure images.


    Guan Xian shakes his head casually. He did not want anything to do with adulterers, for his interest has been stolen away by the other woman with sharp eyeliners.


    "That is right, no worries. We are the ones who should apologize. There is an emergency, so we could not stay." Guan Xian said with a monotonous tone, still a faint fake smile hanging on his lips.


    Ling Guang''s expression change in a split of a second, but replaced with a calm face immediately. A great actor, but he still needs to learn more, Guan Xian commented silently on his heart.


    "That also right, we can''t hold Mr. Guan and Mr.Ji for too long then. What about a reschedule?" Ling Guang proceeds to composed himself.


    Out of politeness, Ji Cun Xi answers indifferently, "Well, just inform my secretary."


    Guan Xian smiles but says nothing. He doesn''t want to create false hopes for this poor man. So blind that he can''t even differentiate between stone and diamond.


    "Then we will take our leave." Meng Ran, on the other hand, prepared to say something. She wanted to leave a good impression on Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi.


    One would immediately know Cun Xi and Guan Xian were on a different level from Ling Guang.


    Ling Guang was a great start off, but her end goal would be a nobleman like Cun Xi and Guan Xian.


    But when she opened her mouth, Guan Xian has shut her off.


    "No need to walk us out," He smiled before he turns his back to face the door.


    Cun Xi nods his head indifferently before he follows Guan Xian, prepared to leave the nasty nest. However, two steps from the door suddenly Guan Xian turns his back again.


    Guan Xian smirk. He observes everyone in the lobby before his calm voice calmly causes chaos in the office. As fast as Ling Guang''s could change his expression, Guan Xian still can see the trace of a frown on his face for a split of a second.


    "Mr. Ling and¡­" Ling Guang hanged his sentence as his gaze fall on Meng Ran.


    He forgot, he didn''t know that secretary''s name. Oops, his bad. Guan Xian raised his eyebrow sincerely wanted to ask the secretary''s name.


    However, Meng Ran''s response was too slow. Guan Xian''s patience has run out as he decides to shrug his hand and wave it randomly.


    "Ms secretary, both of you have something on your neck. I suggest you reread professional work ethics. And If you ever got a chance to meet me again, I want to see the person who writes the proposal, not you two." With that, he turns his back and leaves.


    At that moment Ling Guang knew, He would never have the chance to work with the cooperation he had working for this past year. His face deteriorated to a certain point where no one dares to look at him.


    Xia Sha again!


    He is the CEO, but everybody wants to seal the deal only if Xia Sha appears! What the hell wrong with people? Why nobody respects his position as the CEO and went to Xia Sha instead?


    His eyes turn somber as he watched two tall men walk away from his company and get inside their expensive car.


    "Brother Ling, should we call their secretary now?" Meng Ran asked because she is nervous and impatient to meet Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi again.


    Ling Guang''s short glance falls on her beautiful face, forced smiles to appear on his face. "No need. Forget this deal. We can contact them when we broke the sale records again," this time he would personally step into their project.


    He needs to shows people he, Ling Guang, is also a capable person.


    ***


    Outside the company, Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi look at each other, sharing the same understanding.


    "Hah, what a waste of good talent, should have joined an acting agency." Cun Xi commented, clearly pointing at Meng Ran.


    Guan Xian narrowed his eyes and let a little frown on his handsome face. "Xia Sha can''t deal with her, so you wanted to see how my sister will deal with her?"


    Xia Sha and Xiao Ni squabbling are well known to all the students at the Imperial high school. They bring the whole Queen Bee VS The It girl fought to the new levels. It reminds Guan Xian of Blair and Serena in Gossip Girl, but they weren''t exactly a friend.


    This time, they watched Queen B defeated by a green tea bitch, so Ji Cun Xi wonder could Meng Ran defeated Xiao Ni, too?


    Ji Cun Xi was exposed just like that. With silly grins on his face, he walks over to enter his car. "That would be fantastic! high school all over again!"


    Guan Xian rolls his eyes, hand slipping on his pocket he followed Ji Cun Xi lazily. "That wouldn''t be fair. My sister has Wang Kai as her backup. She only has that dumb man."


    Ji Cun Xi laughs, thinking about the possessive monster behind Xiao Ni.


    "Indeed, but that Xia young mistress is even more stupid. What did she see in this kind of man? With one glance, you can tell that he was good for nothing. Even Yan Xi is far more quality."


    Guan Xian silently agreed with Cun Xi. No matter how he hated that man Yan Xi, Ling Guang was far worse than him. He looks up and looks at the sunny days.


    A smirk hung on her handsome face. The sun is so hot today. Look like it''s going to rain soon.


    Xia Sha, she seems interesting.

 Chapter 4 - Father, I Inherit That Gene From You!

    @Xia Family House


    "Young mistress, you finally back!" Aunty Bai said with excitement.


    One can tell that Aunty Bai misses her a lot by the smile on her face. Xia Sha''s face softens, she pulls Aunty Bai into a tight hug.


    "Aunty Bai, how are you?" she asked with great care.


    Aunty Bai is her mother''s loyal servant. At the age of forty, she still remains loyal to Xia Sha''s mother. When Xia Sha''s mom leaves the Xia Manor, Father Xia used Little Xia Sha to threaten her. That''s why aunty Bai promises to say on the manor to watch little Xia Sha and let her mistress pursue her happiness.


    Xia Sha loves aunty Bai like she loves her biological mother.


    "I am good. I am good. How is your mother?" Aunty Bai asked. A glimpse of pain in her eyes crossed when she asked about Xia Sha''s mother.


    No doubt, Aunt Bai is Xia Qi Feng''s haters.


    How can you stand the man who hurt someone you cherish and love? To Aunty Bai, her mistress is not only her master but also a family.


    When Mother Xia discovered Xia Qi Feng''s infidelity, Aunty Bai is the only person who strides forward to bet Xia Qi Feng''s. She is so fearless that Xia Sha thinks her father is secretly scared of Aunty Bai.


    Shen Xia Fei never says it out loud, but Xia Sha knew that her mother holds into the broken marriage to give her a complete family. Status is significant in their society, and Shen Xia Fei didn''t want any ridicule thrown upon her dear daughter.


    Mother Shen keeps blind eyes to Xia Qi Feng''s betrayal for sake of Xia Sha. But when Xia Qi Feng bought his mistress home, Shen Xia Fei has enough and finally let go of him. She left just like that, leaving Xia Sha under that man''s care.


    Does Xia Sha hate her mother?


    At first, she did hate her mother. How could she leave her in that jerk hand? Why did she abandon her? Does she not love her anymore?


    At that time, Xia Sha was already in her senior year, yet she is too foolish to understand Mother Shen. All she knew is that her life turns into a disaster in one night.


    She needs to maintain her reputation in school and fight the wicked pair of mother and daughter in her house. She is too stubborn to accept that her mother has left, and it''s the rightest thing to do.


    Just watching his father has a new family enough to shatter her heart. Every time she saw her father buy extra toys for her new stepsister, she wanted to pack up all her stuff and leave this hell.


    Nevertheless, Xia Sha decided to stay in the Xia manor. She stayed in this hell to protect her mother''s position. Even when her mother does not have the slightest interest to return. Xia Sha thinks that she must be strong because her mother couldn''t.


    After graduating from high school, her life slowly got better. She met Ling Guang and finally move out with him from the Xia Manor even though his father tries to threaten her several times.


    Cutting her credit card, hiring a bodyguard, even locked her up in Xia Manor. Xia Qi Feng has tried everything to stop Xia Sha, yet she manages to run away every time.


    Ling Guang is there throughout her fight with Xia Qi Feng. Building the company is one of her vocal protests against Xia Qi Feng. Although her life drastically downgraded, she felt blissful at that time.


    Aunty Bai stays in the manor, even though Xia Sha has walked away. Because of her persistence, That witch on Xia Manor cannot even touch Shen Xia Fei''s portrait in the Xia''s family manor.


    "Mom is good. She is happy now, aunty rest assured." Xia Sha has a gentle smile, appearing like an exquisite painting.


    She has a nice little reunion with aunty Bai before a fake high-pitched voice greeted her. "Xia Sha! you finally come home! Your father and I have missed you so much!"


    Xia Sha smirked and turned her body dramatically at the voice. There stand her great father, stepmother, and so-called step-sister.


    The harmonic, little family she hates.


    Xia Sha couldn''t wait to ruin that warm smile on their face.


    She forces a smile and greets them, "Father, aunty Pang."


    Xia Qi Feng frown before his low voice fills the entire house, "Still remember to go home? didn''t you run away already with that Ling something!"


    Ah, of course, he holds grudges. His flesh and blood, the legitimate heir of Xia Corporation, choose to help other companies to compete with her own company.


    What a mess!


    "Father didn''t remind me to call aunty Pang''s stepmother again, eh?" She answers as she looks up to her father, challenging him in the broad light. She remembers the last time they fought is because Pang Ze Tian wanted to make her call her mother.


    Of course, Xia Sha was never willing to disrespect her mother by calling Pang Ze Tian her mother. She remembers smiling mockingly at Pang Ze Tian and said, "With an ugly face like that, you want me to call you my mother? Go and buy some mirrors first. Only my father would find you interesting!"


    Ah, good time~


    Xia Qi Feng holds his breath. The anger once again rose and filled his chest. "You ungrateful child! Come home only to pick a fight with me."


    Xia Sha smiles, moving her eyes to Xia Xiang. Now, this is the right time to play your dumb filial daughter role, she thought.


    And Xia Sha is right. When Pang Xe Tian poked Xia Xiang''s waist, she started to use her fake concerned look and deliberately put oil into the fire.


    "Sister, don''t make father angry again. His health is not good these days. It''s good that you are back. But if you care about dad, please stop making him worried about you."


    Ah, her skill improved.


    In one breathe, she manages to say that it''s better when she is away from home. Hah, so turn, out her stepmother has trained her child to welcome her.


    Xia Sha smirk. Good thing that she only came to create trouble.


    Xia Sha turns her expression into a deeply concerned look. She runs a little like a little girl to her father and touches her father''s arms.


    "Dad, you are sick? How can you fall sick?"


    "If my mother learns about this, she might scold aunty Bai for not taking good care of you!" Xia Sha acts like she was worried sick about Xia Qi Feng, and she was a far more good actress than Xia Xiang. She did not forget to mention her mother''s name to make Xia Qi Feng''s anger dispute a little bit.


    She sees Xia Qi Feng''s face soften as he let her hug her arms.


    After all, she is Xia Qi Feng''s biological flesh and blood. Xia Xiang is only his daughter in a name. Towards Xia Sha, he can never really get angry.


    "Your mother, is she alright?" His face turns rigid and cold, but Xia Sha can tell with one look at he was faking his expression. His voice was shaky when he called her mother.


    Father, for whom did you fake it?


    Hah, these old, stubborn people. Xia Sha just found out a few years ago that his father still cares about Shen Xia Fei a lot. And to be honest, she could never understand their relationship. But since she could use her mother''s name to soften her father''s heart, then she should make use of it wisely.


    "She is fine. She just held another exhibition in Paris." Xia Sha smiles as she slowly bought his father to her side and leaves the Pang Ze Tian side.


    "Father, I always angered you in the past, but don''t worry. My mother has knocked some sense into me." Xia Sha brings her father further away from the poisonous par of mother and daughter.


    Xia Qi Feng can''t hide the happiness in his eyes, although his mouth still answers Xia Sha coldly. "Hmph, then it''s good. Did your mother didn''t tell you to break up with that stupid boy?"


    Xia Qi Feng dislikes Ling Guang. He always thought that he was good for nothing, but Xia Sha was too blind to see. Ling Guang is one of the root causes of straining their relationship.


    Alas, she probably didn''t inherit his father''s ''good'' sight.


    Just like his father also can''t see the rotten side of Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang. So he is not the one to talk about this matter to her.


    "Father, please, he is a good man." In the past, she added inside her heart, did not dare to break out the news yet. "Let''s not talk about that. I''m officially back in the manor today. Why do you welcome me with scolding?" She pouted and acted coy.


    Seeing Xia Sha''s poor and pale face right now, Xia Qi Feng did not have the heart to scold her again. In the end, he took a deep breath and let matters go.


    "I can''t understand why you like that worthless man very much! You and Xiao Ni, One can tell that you are far smarter than that spoiled young missy, but in terms to love, she has far exceeded you!"


    "..."


    Father, I inherit that gene from you!


    ***


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 Chapter 5 - Just Like How You Cheated On My Mother

    After hearing his father somewhat scolding, Xia Sha went back to her room. She needs a little time to calm herself from what she sees in the office today.


    She sees the reflection of herself. She looks beautiful, hot, and unquestionably smart. What did she lack that Meng Ran''s had?


    "It must be an understanding," She repeats it to herself over and over again. She tries to cheer herself when her common sense knew the hurtful truth.


    She knew she looks so stupid right now for doubting what her eyes seen. However, to keep functioning and sane, she could only lie to herself.


    Xia Qi Feng out for golfing with Pang Ze Tian at 2 pm the noon. The time when Xia Sha wanted to enjoy her leisure day in her family library. She remembers Shen Xia Feng will accompany Xia Qi Feng to read while she paints in the library sometime.


    The memory keeps her happy, and she felt she should feel that today. Happy. Before she faces the cruel reality. But as soon as when she saw a glimpse of Xia Xiang, she stopped her step and changed her plan.


    Xia Xiang holds a phone in her hand, obviously talking to somebody. Xia Sha arched her lips and silently followed her, who is not aware of Xia Sha''s presence.


    "I envy you! seriously." She talks to the phone.


    "He never even send a flower to Xia Sha, but he bought you a brand new Porsche and a ring! It proves how important you are towards him. Brother Ling wants to propose to you," she adds. Xia Sha squinted her eyes when she heard Xia Xiang mention her name.


    "Hahaha, then you should repay my kindness. I am the cupid between you two." She laughs lightly, as light as the bulb on Xia Sha''s mind when she correctly guesses who is on the other line.


    No need to guess. It was sky clear that Xia Xiang is talking to her best friend right now. That slut, Meng Ran!


    Xia Sha fist clenches into a ball, resisting the pain on her heart and the urge to rampage. So Ling Guang''s affair with Meng Ran has something to do with Xia Xiang, and probably Pang Ze Tian too.


    Hah, now she is glad she comes home today. Heaven has shown her everyone that grouping up to knock her down. Great.


    It''s no fair if she only punishes the adulters and let the real culprit live a happy life, right?


    "That slut over the phone?" she raised one of her eyebrows.


    Xia Xiang turns her back with a surprised face. Standing there proudly behind Xia Xiang, she folds her arms like a boss.


    "Xia- Xia Sha," Xia Xiang''s face turn pale when she see Xia Sha. Indignant by Xia Xiang''s slow response, Xia Sha snatched the phone in her hand.


    "Well, well, mistress cooperating with a fake daughter. What a deadly combo!" she sneers before personally attacks Meng Ran verbally over the phone.


    "What are you bragging about just now? You don''t have any abilities and accomplishments other than stealing other woman fiance. What makes you so proud of yourself? A daughter of a slut, of course, make a good pair with another slut."


    Her words were sharp, like a dagger creating a big hole on Xia Xiang and Meng Ran. Hearing no answer from the other line, she looks sharply at Xia Xiang, who looks nervous.


    Her knuckles turn white as she gripped her phone hard.


    "You wanted to play with fire, don''t you? Just wait and see, you are going to regret messing up with me." Xia Sha glance at Xia Xiang coldly.


    Xia Xiang open and close her mouth a few times, trying to get herself out of trouble. But before she could say anything, Xia Sha has thrown her phone from the balcony to the ground.


    It crushed into pieces.


    Xia Sha looks at Xia Xiang''s agony expression. Finally, a little smile appears on her delicate features. "Ah, I broke your brand new phone, what a pity."


    She fakes a concern and shows her pretty nails by closing her mouth in shock. "Oh no, to take my foster father''s heart, I have to act frugally. There is no way I could afford that brand new phone again. after all, I need to act pitiful in front of my stepdad."


    Xia Sha follows how Xia Xiang always acted. She happy when she saw Xia Xiang''s dark face. What a pity her stepmother isn''t here to witness this great drama.


    Xia Sha smirked and left Xia Xiang alone. She didn''t want to see Xia Xiang''s ugly crying face.


    ***


    Dinner time, another great time to cause trouble in these peaceful home. Xia Sha has a good mood. She even hums a song while she walks down the stairs.


    Ah, she wonders what card Pang Ze Tian will play tonight after what she has done to Xia Xiang.


    Just like what she expected, Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang both lower their head. With a suitcase near the door, Xia Sha instantly understands what trick they have played.


    "Ah, wanted to leave the house because the real daughter of the Xia family didn''t accept your existence?" Xia Sha chuckles and sits on the dining chair.


    The food is set nicely on the dining table. As usual, whenever Xia Sha is back, the kitchen will only serve her favorite food. Of course, it''s under aunty Bai''s command.


    Father has no comment about this. But his face is very dark right now.


    Xia Sha shrugged her shoulder and calmly poured soup for herself. Pang Ze Tian''s head almost exploded when she see how nonchalant Xia Sha was. She turns to Xia Qi Feng with aggrieved looks.


    "See? Qi Feng, your house will be peaceful if only I leave. Your daughter never accepted my presence here." she complained.


    Xia Xiang is still lowering her head, apparently holding her tears. These two pair of mother and daughter favorite weapon to use is still waterworks. Boring.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes. She indifferently grabs the spoon and chopstick on the table, and she peacefully started to eat.


    "For once, I agree with you," murmured to answer Pang Ze Tian''s drama dialogue.


    "Xia Sha!" Xia Qi Feng scolds her. He looks dissatisfied with Xia Sha''s answers but is not surprised.


    Xia Sha didn''t show her displeasure and keep eating her dinner.


    "XIA SHA!" He yells at her once again, apparently angry at her indifferent attitude. Xia Sha closes her eyes before putting her cutters nicely at the little plate.


    Her pretty hand takes a glass and sips water inside. "It just a handphone. why cause such big trouble out of it?"


    "Your sister has save for months to buy the phone herself." Pang Ze Tian apparently can''t hold her mouth and want to seek justice for her daughter.


    "So what you want me to do? Buy a new one for her?"


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and leaned her back at the chair. "Why doesn''t she sell her brand new LV to buy her phone. After all, it''s my family money anyway."


    "This LV is present from Meng Ran!" Xia Xiang finally spoke up. Xia Sha''s grins grew wider when she spoke up. She moves her eyes back to her father.


    "Father, do you know who Meng Ran is?" The excitement in Xia Sha''s eyes was never a good sign. But Xia Qi Feng wanted to know what trouble she wants to create again, thus shake his head.


    "Hubby, how is this related to Xia Xiang''s phone? The trouble here is that she has no respect for me and her sister at all. What that got to do with-" Pang Ze Tian stop talking when Xia Sha glare at her coldly.


    After Pang Ze Tian closes her mouth, Xia Sha looks back at her father with sweet smiles and bright eyes. Completely different from the icy glare she gives to Pang Ze Tian.


    "She is Ling Guang''s secretary. She is in the middle of seducing my fiancee. Father, how can an undergraduate student suddenly have the position of secretary in a big company?" She smirked.


    As his father keeps quiet about it, she continues her story. "Your stepdaughter here is the initiator of their meeting. Cliche, now they were having something behind my back, thanks to your stepdaughter!" Xia Sha stands up, pointing at Xia Xiang.


    "You can''t blame it all on Xia Xiang. I''ve told you a million times. Ling Guang is not good for you!" Xia Qi Feng snapped with his deep voice.


    Xia Sha subconsciously releases too many emotions right now. Her eyes were red, but she manages to hold back her tears. She bites her lower lips and finishes her story.


    "Does grandfather Shen said that about you too in the past?" She makes Xia Qi Feng completely shut in one sentence.


    "Just like how you cheated on my mother with this slut, I''ve been cheated on by this slut''s daughter''s friends. If you never bought them here, this won''t happen to me! Have you satisfied now?"


    "Why did you blame me for that?"


    Xia Qi Feng''s face turns dark when she heard her accusation. He did not like Ling Guang and always wanted them to split up. But he did not want her daughter to experience being cheated on by him before they split up!


    Xia Sha slowly looks up at Xia Qi Feng. She quietly replied, "Isn''t this the karma you caused me?"


    Her little question stabs his fatherly heart with a sharp knifes so deep that Xia Qi Feng felt frustrated. His nose flares as he averted his gaze from her.


    No wonder she comes back. She comeback home brokenhearted!


    He felt his heart turns into a hot fury. Hearing your only daughter point your nose for ruining her life is something hard to takes. Affected by that, he could felt his boiling blood across the body.


    With a heavy breath, he yells at the pair of daughter and mother. "Go! Go out of my house if you wanted!" They could be d*mned for all they want!


    PRANK!


    Xia Qi Feng throw his plate, breaking it to the ground.


    Xia Xiang and Pang Ze Tian hold their breath. No one dares to say a thing.. Xia Sha looks at her father''s angry face one last time before she left the dining room.

 Chapter 6 - Your New Daughter Is Not Good Enough?

    Xia Sha thought she would cry out loud after escaping from the battlefield in the dining room. Turn out she is much stronger than she thought. Standing at one of the balconies, she shares her sorrow with the cold evening.


    When lonely suddenly crept in, she found her phone ringing.


    Mother.


    It''s written on the display screen. She hesitantly pressed the green button after pondering for a while.


    "Xia Sha?" Her mother''s gentle voice calls out her name gently.


    "Mom." Her mother could hear the sadness in her voice instantly. She paused for a moment before asking her what happened to her. Xia Sha ignores her mother''s question and instead, answering her mother another question.


    "Mom, why can''t you move back into this house? I''m so tired to watch that old witch and her daughter here." Wind breeze felt tickles when it blew over Xia Sha''s delicate skin.


    Tugging her hair to her right ears, she leans on the balcony''s trail. "Xia Sha, what are you saying? Your father and I divorced. How can I move back to your father''s house?"


    Xia Sha frowns like a little child and whines to her mother. "Mom, you don''t know what that pair of shameless mom and daughter did to me. That Xia Xiang only a daughter-in-law paper, but she dares to provoke the real daughter. Must be that Pang Ze Tian''s evils blood runs through her."


    "Hm? what did she did to you? How dare she bullies my daughter? Tell mom what did she does. Even if your father is too blind to see, there is Shen family behind your back!" Xia Sha''s heart warmed a little when she heard her mother''s voice. It might be just words, but it gives her the strength to go on.


    She wanted to complain about Ling Guang to her mom but afraid it would make Ling Guang''s names worsen on her mother''s heart. Mother and father have a different opinion and always fight, but weirdly they agreed on didn''t like Ling Guang at first sight.


    Maybe that is the first sign already. No wonder people say you should listen to your parent''s words.


    "Xia Sha? Xia Sha? are you there?" Shen Xia Fei''s worried voice bring Xia Sha''s back from her thought. She grips her phone and quickly answers her mom.


    "Mom, it''s okay. I can handle it myself for now. There is no need for a high hand like you to intervene yet." Xia Sha side-eyes caught someone was watching her. It was Xia Qi Feng standing not far from the balcony, looking awkward.


    Xia Sha is surprised to see him but quickly gains her composure back. How can she forget? Every time she throws a tantrum or is scolded by her father, he will come to her after calming himself.


    It''s Xia Qi Feng''s and her little tradition of daddy talk. A sweet, little custom with her father that she almost forgot.


    "Ah? Tell mom if they dare to bully you. Your father is a muddle-head. He can''t even see which one is sincere, which one is bad. With only a little coaxing from a girl with a beautiful face, he turns into a stupid man."


    Shen Xia Fei''s voice was loud when she mentions Xia Qi Feng.


    She also didn''t hide her resentment at her voice.


    Xia Sha bite her tongue secretly when she saw Xia Qi Feng turns darker and darker the more her mother speaks, "Mom is not there to help you. For this, mom apologizes to you."


    "Ah, mom, you don''t have to apologize. Father takes care of me. Blame me for making him always angry." She looks at Xia Qi Feng with an innocent face.


    "You don''t need to speak for your father, mom know, all that man know is just shouting, get angry, scold people. Hmph, good thing I finally divorce him!"


    "Mom, he is still my daddy no matter what. Alright, I need to work, talk to you later. Bye, mom. Love you!" She closes her phone in a split second and grins at her father.


    "Dad, what are you doing here?" she asks with bright eyes, radically different from the sad, pitiful girl Xia Qi Feng sees in the dining room.


    "Not crying anymore?" He said with a harsh voice, if Xia Sha didn''t know her father well, she would go from not wanting to cry to crying loudly in front of him.


    Xia Sha makes bubbles inside her mouth, like an innocent face, turns her head away to avoid her father''s gaze. "No, crying won''t solve anything. That what you''ve thought me."


    Xia Qi Feng didn''t say anything but Xia Sha can see that her dad is secretly proud of her. She can saw a smile on those frowning lips.


    "It''s good if you know. That guy cheated on you, didn''t he?"


    Xia Qi Feng sneers. He clearly shows her dislike for Ling Guang. "Since you already know that he is scum, then break up with him. Come back to our Xia''s company."


    Xia Sha smiles coldly, remembering a fun fact she recently hears.


    "What? your new daughter isn''t good enough?"


    She might be stupid in love, but she never idle and ashamed of her works. When she moved from Xia''s company to Ling Guan''s bright electronic company, the frustrated father wanted to pull her back by placing Xia Xiang in her previous position.


    She could not even stay for more than three days.


    It was a mess from the start, one of the reasons why the bright company can easily defeat them.


    "What are you talking about?"


    "You are my only daughter."


    Mainly because he still angry with Xia Xiang, or maybe because his fatherly love magically has taken his body over. Xia Sha can hear that unexpected sentence from Xia Qi Feng.


    "Ah, the father, can you grant your only daughter little wish." Xia Sha smiles wickedly. Her smart brains as maliciously planning this step by step.


    When everything is ready, she only needs to sit still in the back and watch the downfall of trio fake-plastic. Her father nodded his head without any hesitation.


    His daughter, why he wouldn''t help?


    Xia Sia smiles and comes to kiss her father''s cheeks.


    "Best father in the world."


    She even faked her voice to make it sweeter in his father''s voice.


    "So, what do you want?" Xia Qi Feng askes with slightly curious eyes.


    The pair of daughter and father sat on the cold balcony floor. Facing the dark night, Xia Qi Feng can see the reflection of the shy moons in his daughter''s eyes.


    "First of all, Bright Electronic just get IPO a few months ago. I need to borrow the investment team on monday~"


    Xia Qi Feng shrugs his shoulder and frowns a little bit, "Just that?"


    He expected more from his only daughter. Xia Sha giggles but shook her head.


    "Dad, you really led me astray. If mom hears this, she will scold you for sure."


    "Doesn''t matter. At least my princess is happy, I wouldn''t mind getting scold by your mother."


    Xia Sha shook her head, creating silent moments between them.


    "Xia Sha, I''m sorry that you have to go through this. You are right it''s probably my Karma." Xia Qi Feng sounds broken-hearted as he apologized to Xia Sha. Xia Sha is stunned at her father''s words. She blinks and proceeds it over and over again.


    "Daddy, you know I''m spouting nonsense because I was angry." Xia Sha felt guilty for talking so harshly at her father just now.


    "Alright, stop being melancholic. Tell me, what do we need to make the boy learn his lesson. Hmph! he dares to play with my daughter!"


    Xia Sha laughed. "No. Crashing their stock value is enough for now."


    "So did they really move from the manor?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and slightly glancing at the entrance door. Xia Qi Feng shook his head and chuckles.


    "No, they did not go."


    "Well, that''s too bad." Xia Sha said lazily and stared at the dark sky again.


    "You don''t like them that much?" Father Xia suddenly asked.


    Xia Sha did not understand why does his question make her defensive all of sudden. She remembers that day when Xia Qi Feng asks the same question. She pours out all of her opinions, but Xia Qi Feng asked her to try instead.


    "Yes, and if you wanted to ask me to try liking them, you should give up now. I will never accept them as my family." She said icily at her father.


    Xia Qi Feng sighed and nod his head. He looks like he wanted to say something is holding her back.


    "Let''s get inside it''s getting cold.." In the end, the pair of father and daughter did fails to shares the secret both keep in each other hearts.

 Chapter 7 - Queen B Lost Her Bees

    The next day arrived. Xia Sha was still recuperating from the harsh world outside. It''s had been two days since she went to work or talked to Ling Guang. Xia Sha did not cry because she refused to think about them. But she wasn''t feeling happy either. Her heart was just like an empty box right now. Useless.


    Xia Sha was sipping her bubble tea when she spots a car stop in front of Xia''s residence. Thanks to her sharp eyesight, she could see two figures of pretty women coming down from the car.


    ''It''s about time,'' Xia Sha chuckled as she blew her tea gently.


    That pair of mother and daughter must have spent a lot of effort and coaxes to stay inside the house. Her father had been in a bad mood these few days and refused to talk with Pang Ze Tian and her beloved daughter.


    The house finally felt like a breeze of heaven for Xia Sha.


    Sure enough, they would plan something to come back to her. Xia Qi Feng had gone to the company while Pang Ze Tian could go to hell for all she cares.


    She did not do anything, so her life was very peaceful that morning. She did not even bother checking the news and emails. She did not even pick up phone calls from Ling Guang.


    She wanted to show Ling Guang that the company needed her to survive. No matter how good that secretary of him was, he still needed her. But look like the dumb secretary was too idle, coming to her house in the middle of the day.


    "Oh, You are here, Xia Sha-Jie."


    Meng Ran wore that flawless smile and greeted Xia Sha like they were close friends. Xia Sha put down the bubble teacup with a big ''Bang'' and looked at them arrogantly.


    "Of course I am here, this is my house," Xia Sha answer indifferently.


    She looked down at Xia Xiang with a proud smile. Meng Ran spared a secret glance at Xia Xiang awkwardly. Xia Xiang looked grim, and her beautiful hand turned into a fist.


    Meng Ran wanted to deliver a message from Ling Guang but get cut by Xia Sha''s sharp mouth.


    "Ah! And don''t call me Ms. Xia. I am not even your friends, let alone your sister."


    Xia Sha looked annoyed as she sipped her bubble tea. Meng Ran smiled awkwardly, hiding her fist behind her back.


    "Ms. Xia, Director Ling has been asking for your absence from work. He said that even though you have shares in the company, as long as you are an employee under Bright Electronic, you must follow the rules."


    Xia Sha''s lips curled up cruelly. She stood up and walked towards the stairs casually.


    "I thought he was my fiancee? Why did he need another person as a messenger between us, director of Bring electronic didn''t have his phone to call his fiancee?"


    Meng Ran gasped like she accidentally has done something horrible. She looked at Xia Sha, who had gone upstairs. She turned her head towards Xia Xiang and asked, "What to do? Your sister must be mad at me."


    Xia Xiang patted Meng Ran''s shoulder, encouraging her.


    "It''s okay. She was just being sarcastic. She knows that you and Ling Guang have a sweeter relationship than her. Don''t worry, you have Ling Guang to protect you. She can''t do anything to you."


    Meng Ran bite her lips and stared at Xia Xiang hiding her happiness inside. "She knows?" she acted surprised and upset.


    "Xia Xiang, your sister must be sad. I knew I shouldn''t have done this but I love Ling Guang too much to the point that I am willing to die for him." Meng Ran lowered her head.


    Meng Ran was bewitching. Even Xia Xiang''s heart ached for her when she saw Meng Ran''s upset face.


    "It''s okay, it''s okay. In the end, Ling Guang chose you, doesn''t matter if you came later than her. Ling Guang loves you more than he loves her. She is the wrecker in your relationship."


    Meng Ran nodded her head gently before she looked up to the second floor of the house. Her sight stayed on the place where Xia Sha stood earlier.


    ''The first step is done.'', Meng Ran thought. ''Xia Sha has confirmed that she has an affair with Ling Guang. The second trap is ready. She just needs a few more moves to make Xia Sha react and do something to break them apart.''


    After Xia Sha''s action, she would react and ask for a breakup from Ling Guang. This way, she can reach for Guan Xian without offending Ling Guang and ruin Xia Sha''s reputation on the way.


    ***


    Xia Sha held her phone in her hand and scolded someone on the other line. That crazy monkey sure has the guts to ignore her request. It''s been two days, and Meng Ran was still lingering freely in this world.


    "Wait for the right moment, you said? She came to my house today!" Xia Sha made a big movement, standing up and opening the door to the balcony in her bedroom.


    "Calm down my ass. I don''t care, do it today!" Her sight caught two women wearing bikini near her pool. ''Such an eyesore! What is wrong with these two girls, the winter is near, and they choose to sunbathe.'', she thought.


    "Crazy Monkey!" Xia Sha warned him once again before she finally heard the answer she wanted. Xia Sha smiled and closed her phone afterward. She walked away from the balcony, afraid that she would injure her eyes if she kept looking at the two dumb girls.


    As she walked to her bed, she passed through a few photos on the frame decorating her wall. Suddenly she felt empty.


    When she decided to be with Ling Guang, she sacrificed a lot of things; family, friends, money, she gave it up all for a man. She used to be at the top of society.


    Although she always knew that she only got merely followers and fake friends, it was still better than being all alone like this. At least she got someone to accompany her.


    Now the Queen Bee has lost her bees.


    Suddenly she felt jealous of Xia Xiang and Meng Ran. Two women become friends because they had the same purpose, that is to crush her down.


    Xia Sha racked her brains. She didn''t have a friend but she got plenty of enemies. What the hell has she done in this life?


    Very well, enough of the pity party. Since the sight of them made her sick and ruined her day, she decided to ruin their days too. She thought of something and then called aunty Bai.


    Xia Xiang and Meng Ran were faking their endurance. Today was such a cold day yet Meng Ran suggested for them to sunbathe. Meng Ran always wanted to try how it felt to sunbathe near the pool as actresses did in the movie.


    But she forgot that it was almost winter. She silently blamed Xia Xiang for being too stupid and not warning her when she suggested sunbathing.


    Xia Xiang, on the other hand, was calling Meng Ran country bumpkin for insisting on sunbathing near the pool. She even went as far as buying a bikini and looking super excited.


    No one spoke a word as they were busy standing in the cold and scolding each other for being stupid inside their heart. The maidservant, who watched them sunbathing on a cold day, silently laughed inside.


    Someone said the truth that money can''t buy class. Even if they had plenty of money, they still did not act like a lady at all.


    One of the maidservants walked down the stairs and whispered something to 3 maidservants who were in charge of serving Xia Xiang. After hearing the orders from their superiors, they had a quite shocked face but nodded their head obediently.


    With a bottle in her hand, the maidservant swallowed hard before taking a step towards Xia Xiang and Meng Ran.


    "Miss, do you want to apply sunblock? Miss Xia Sha usually applies these sunblocks when she goes sunbathing."


    Xia Sha was observing them from her balcony and couldn''t stop her giggling anymore.


    "So stupid," she commented when she saw Xia Xiang nodding her head and turning her body around.


    Her eyes turned cold when she saw how excited Meng Ran looked when she heard that it was the sunblock Xia Sha liked to use when she went sunbathing.


    She observed the sunblock before turning her body around. Sure enough, the mistress always wanted to surpass the legal wife.


    It looks like there is no exception for Meng Ran too.

 Chapter 8 - Troublesome Guest

    It''s been 3 hours long, and they haven''t stop sunbathing on a cold day. Xia Sha needs to approve them for endurance. Slowly approaching them on the pool Xia Sha fold her hand.


    "Never seen someone stupid enough to sunbathing without a sun," Xia Sha commented as she sits on the chair near them.


    Meng Ran didn''t dare to turn her head and look at Xia Sha. She felt embarrassed. Xia Xiang, on the other hand, pretended to be deaf. She has given up to put on the nice act after almost being driven away from the house.


    Like a proud peacock, she lifted her branded sunglasses and glare at Xia Sha. As if that could intimidate Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha didn''t let the two of them speak as she continued her monologue.


    "Not only stupid enough to go sunbathing, you even used my expired sunblock, ckckck. I meant, I understand your frugality."


    Xia Sha leans her back at the chair then looks at them with cold eyes.


    "Can''t afford your own house with a pool, so you must leech on someone just for a mere sunbathing. I''m more privileged than the two of you. I understand the urges and excitement to new things, you know?"


    Xia Sha blinks innocently to mock two of them. She moves her gaze to the sunblock containers. An intrigued smirked makes her face looks more attractive than it''s already been before.


    "But must both of you wear my expired sunblock too? Don''t you know how dangerous it is to use expired products?" Xia Sha tilted her head and asked them with feigning confusion.


    Meng Ran and Xia Xiang started to get itchy when Xia Sha keeps mentioning expired sunblocks. Maybe because of the psychological effect that they felt uncomfortable in their skin now.


    "Moreover, Meng Ran, You are Ling Guang''s secretary. You depend on your look to survive, right? Don''t you know what effect might happen if you use expired products?" Xia Sha pressed her lips into a tight line, but it could not hold back her snigger.


    Meng Ran face turn grim as she felt her pride. As if it had been trampled on the ground and walked over by Xia Sha. However, Xia Sha didn''t plan to stop that fast. Her fun did not stop there.


    "But I must say, your sunbathing is somewhat successful. Look at that brownie, healthy skin! Aye, I would be dying to have that," She praised them with sincerity.


    Xia Sha is expecting to watch their dumb expression. Both Meng Ran and Xia Xiang had a stupified face that makes Xia Sha satisfied.  Xia Sha has a sarcastic smiled on her face before suddenly stand up in between both of them.


    "Look at yourself at the water reflection," she suggested.


    Meng Ran is still hesitating to follow Xia Sha''s suggestion or not. But Xia Xiang went immediately without thinking.


    Xia Sha laughs when she saw Xia Xiang has panicky runs to saw her reflection in the pool. Her laugh grew even louder when Meng Ran stands up and follows Xia Xiang.


    "AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Xia Xiang''s scream, followed by Meng Ran''s screams after. The dark cloud that surrounds Xia Sha in the before is gone, replaced by a bright sun.


    But the dark cloud moves into their skin instead. Meng Ran and Xia Xiang''s skins turn into grey colors now. But grey. She meant it literally.


    "HAHAHAHA!" Xia Sha laughs until her stomach hurts. She subconsciously touches the sunbathing bed to sit but realized that the grey color was all over the bed.


    "Xia Sha! you! how dare you!" Xia Xiang''s expression was horrific. She looks like she wants to tear Xia Sha''s pretty face into two. Meng Ran, on the other hand, is ready to cry at any minute.


    Xia Xiang has long known that Xia Sha has many tricks behind her sleeves. Xia Sha is well known for her reputation as the Queen Bee from her high school. Up until today. But she did not know Xia Sha would do this to her!


    In three days there will be a party! How can she attend if she looks like a lump of coal now?


    Xia Sha stands up and looks at her hand, disgusted. Then she looks up at them and asks them casually, "It looks like the two of you don''t like the sunbathing after effect. Then...."


    "Wash yourself then!" Xia Sha laughed as she pushes both of them to the pool, creating a loud sound of splashing water all over the house. She had a lot of fun, watching them struggling and yelping.


    Xia Sha squatted down to clean her hand from the grey sunblock. Then she looks at both of them, "Don''t worry. The color won''t tear down for a week. Your three hours of sunbathing won''t go to waste!"


    She looks at them smugly.


    It is just childish revenge. Xia Sha hasn''t even started her comeback yet. But today, she pretty much entertained herself with a comedy show. That''s enough for now. She coldly stands up and leaves them in the pool.


    "Xia Sha! Fuck you!" Xia Xiang cursed her as she comes out from the water. Xia Sha stops walking and pulls out her middle finger up to Xia Xiang.


    Xia Sha wished to provoke Xia Xiang even more. She wanted her to be agitated that she would cry. And, ah, Xia Sha hasn''t heard Meng Ran''s cry! Does she love to wail very much?


    She remembers Meng Ran crying just because someone bumped into her.


    Ugh, that acting is so horrible!


    "Help! Help! I can''t swim!"


    Xia Sha stops in slow motion and watches Meng Ran tried to save herself from drowning. Xia Xiang only stood there and panicking but did nothing to help Meng Ran. She smiles sadistically and turns her body back.


    How great if she never exists. How great if she can die from drowning. It such a pity she would not die here. The maidservant also panicked like Xia Xiang, but no one dares to moves as Xia Sha still stood there.


    "Go help her. What a troublesome guest," Xia Sha ordered as she walked inside the room. However, before she locked the room from inside, she turned her back and looked at them blankly.


    Ah, she forgot something. Watching how her pool has to turn into a mess, Xia Sha furrow her eyebrow.


    She looks at the senior servant who stands near her. She thought something before she calls her.


    "Make sure they clean up the pool themself, fire anyone who dares to help them," Xia Sha ordered.


    The senior maidservant looks unsure. However, when looked at Xia Sha''s cold expression, she dares not to refute it.


    "Understood, Miss," she replied and nodded her head politely.

 Chapter 9 - Brother Ling Guang Is In Downstair!

    Xia Sha guessed that Meng Ran would report everything to Ling Guang just as Xia Xiang tell her mischievousness to Pang Ze Tian. And probably Xia Qi Feng later on.


    But watching two grey women with red and blue bikini perspectively crying while brushing the pool was worth it. Every time Xia Xiang threw a fit at the servant, none of them would say a word but replied-


    "I''m sorry, miss. Miss Xia Sha ordered that no one can help you clean the mess."


    Then Xia Xiang would throw a dirty glare towards Xia Sha''s balcony direction. Xia Sha hides behind the curtains for the first ten minutes, then finally stepped up and replied Xia Xiang''s glare with a smug face.


    She deliberately leaned on the balcony and took a picture of them.


    "Make sure it''s clean! My pool is expensive. Even if you two sold all of your branded goods, you still could not afford it," Xia Sha yelled from the balcony.


    Meng Ran felt very much wrong. She hasn''t stopped crying since she almost drowned. Now that she had to brush a pool of 25 meters long while watching her grey skin, she started to feel depressed.


    Xia Xiang felt so stressed out as she needs to clean the pool and heard Meng Ran''s cried at the same time.


    "Ah! Don''t worry about your skin. It will go after one week!" Xia Sha laughed from the balcony. She enjoys the fun entertainment show until her phone rang.


    Ling Guang calling.


    Xia Sha''s expression turned cold in a split second. She put on a fake smile and answered the call.


    "Hello dear," she talked in her usual voice. Trying to surpassed her urges to puke upon hearing his voice.


    "Xia Sha, where are you? Why didn''t you come to the office?" Xia Sha was stunned and almost fooled. If she hadn''t known the truth, she would have felt touched by Ling Guang''s fake concerns.


    "I''m sick," Xia Sha made an excuse, her sight falling on Meng Ran''s body in a red bikini.


    "What happened to you? Are you okay? Have you seen the doctor? That can''t do. I will pick you up, and we will go to the hospital now," Ling Guang sounded worried and in distress.


    Xia Sha lowered her head, her lips turning into a mocking smile.


    "Okay, then I''ll wait for you at my house," Xia Sha replied in a low tone.


    ''I''ll let you see what I can do to save your new lover'', she thought.


    After several wishy-washy chats, Ling Guang ended the call claiming that he will immediately go to fetch her. Xia Sha looked at the clock on the wall.


    ''Just right in the time'', she thought. Father Xia would come home soon. She once again looked at Xia Xiang and Meng Ran.


    "Stop brushing! I''m not content with your works. I''m afraid that the pool will be dirtier if you keep brushing like that."


    ***


    Xia Xiang and Meng Ran took a long time to wash their body clean, but the grey color stubbornly stuck on their fair skin. Meng Ran wanted to kill Xia Sha when she saw her reflection in the mirror.


    Biting her lips hard, she swore that she would have revenge on her. However, right when she stepped out from the door, she was greeted by Xia Xiang''s worried grey face.


    "Meng Ran! Quick! Brother Ling Guang is downstairs!" Meng Ran turned into stone after listening to the information from Xia Xiang.


    She looked at her grey skin, and suddenly her eyes were filled with water once again.


    Just right, she could complain to Ling Guang. Ling Guang would bring justice to her. Moreover, now that Xia Sha has known their unspoken relationship, there was no reason for her to hide anymore.


    Without thinking any further, she stepped out of the room to find Ling Guang sitting proudly in the living room. Her eyes lighted up when she sees Ling Guang. She is so happy that she did not notice other people in the living room.


    "Brother Ling Guang!" she called out for help rushing from the stairs to the living room. Ling Guang looked at her and got surprised when he saw her grey skin.


    He frowned and wanted to ask what happened to her, but when he felt the cold gaze from Xia Sha, he held his tongue.


    Ling Guang asked nothing, even acted as a stranger towards Meng Ran. Tears started to well up in her eyes. She about to say something when Xia Qi Feng''s stern gaze met her eyes. Meng Ran gets dumbfounded for a moment. She lowered her gaze when Pang Ze Tian give her a hint.


    Meng Ran felt even more wronged by Xia Sha. But she knew she could not do anything when Xia Qi Feng is sitting like a big boss on the couch while Pang Ze Tian sat obediently beside him.


    Xia Xiang, who was catching her up, stopped her step when she realized that father Xia had come back from work. She started her fake drama play and weakly walked to the couch near Xia Qi Feng.


    Xia Qi Feng was clueless about Xia Xiang, but Pang Ze Tian was her biological mother. She got worried when she saw her appearance.


    "Xiang Xiang, what happened to your skin?" She sounded panicky as she walked to approach Xia Xiang.


    Xia Qi Feng only realized his daughter had pulled another teenager prank when Pang Ze Tian pointed it out loudly. He looked at Xia Sha with a stern look, prepared to scold her.


    "You are a grown-up. Stop playing those teenage pranks!" Xia Qi Feng''s frowned at Xia Sha. But his scolding does not affect Xia Sha even a bit. She grinned at her father and looked at Pang Ze Tian.


    "Aunty, your daughter, and her friend were sunbathing. I thought they wanted to get healthy tanned skin, and as a loving sister I am, I decided to help them." She looked at Pang Ze Tian mockingly.


    "Ah, father, do you remember Meng Ran? She is Xia Xiang''s best friend. She is also the secretary of Ling Guang," She dropped a clue for Xia Qi Feng and smiled.


    Ling Guang, who was silently lowering his head, received a sharp glance from father Xia and sweat started to form on his body. Damn it! Don''t tell me Xia Qi Feng has known about Meng Ran.


    Xia Qi Feng said nothing but turned his sharp glance towards Meng Ran instead. He was looking at her as if examining a good. He furrowed his eyebrows, looking at Meng Rang then at his daughter.


    Xia Sha, who received such a look from her father chuckled. He must be comparing her to Meng Ran. Xia Sha guessed it right.


    Father Xia was complaining that Xia Sha was better in any aspect than that grey girl. Ling Guang is blind!

 Chapter 10 - Xia Sha Is That Bitch

    "Seems like Bright Electronic has flexible working hours. Even the main secretary can go out to hang with a friend in the middle of the day," Father Xia clears his throat and acts nonchalantly.


    Xia Sha smiled when she heard her father''s lowkey sarcastic comment.


    Pang Ze Tian learned the situation and knew that they would be on the unfavorable side if Xia Qi Feng still focused on Meng Ran. She let out a loud cry to bring attention to herself and Xia Xiang.


    "Hubby, what about Xia Xiang? Look at her now. We don''t know what substance is so hideous that it can turn people''s skin into grey. What if Xia Xiang gets skin cancer because of the toxic substances?"


    Meng Ran and Xia Xiang''s face turned into a horror face when they heard Pang Ze Tian''s words. That''s true. What if they got the disease because of the expired sunblock?


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes at Pang Ze Tian''s exaggerations.


    "Aunty, society will be a mess if you keep making hoax, especially to those who blindly believe hoax news," She glanced at Xia Xiang and Meng Ran. She laid back to the couch, smiling lazily.


    "Moreover, they brought it to themselves. Everybody knows that you should first check the expiry date before using something. Especially, when it belongs to someone else. Even kindergarten kids these days are well aware of this," Xia Sha sneered.


    Meng Rna had a pitiful look and kept glancing at Ling Guang, who ignored her because of Xia Qi Feng''s sharp gaze. Xia Sha hides her cruel smile, then deliberately spoke sweetly to Ling Guang.


    "Dear, I don''t think your secretary can go to work tomorrow, you don''t have anyone to help you, how about I take her work temporarily?"


    Ling Guang looked at Meng Ran and felt his heart aching for her, but as long as Xia Qi Feng was in the room, there was nothing he could do.


    "No need. You''ve fallen sick because you have too much working load. How can I add another burden for you," He found the perfect reason.


    Xia Sha smiled and nodded her head, deliberately raising one of her eyebrows to Meng Ran.


    "Meng Ran, why do you keep standing there? Come sit beside me," Xia Sha said in a questionable friendly manner.


    Meng Ran felt so wronged and bullied by Xia Sha. She looked like trash right now. Her hair was still wet from the bath. Although she wore a nice dress, her skin still looked awful right now. Most of all, she didn''t wear any makeup when she rushed to Ling Guang.


    If she sat next to Xia Sha, who looked like a decent rich young lady right now, what would Ling Guang think of her?


    She shook her head, her hand gripping tightly into her expensive bag. "I- I still have work left at home, excuse me, she painfully opened her mouth.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow into a beautiful arc. "Ah, you still have work but spent your time sunbathing in my house?" she kept repeating those points to make Ling Guang guilty.


    Don''t want to seat beside her? Fine, she can stand beside her.


    "Ling Guang dear, with Meng, Ran looking like this, I don''t think she can accompany you to Grandfather Wang''s birthday celebration," She was hinting for him to ask her to grandfather Wang''s banquet.


    He has been avoiding bringing her to several occasions claiming that he didn''t want to let her drink so much wine. She always thought it was sweet of him.


    Ling Guang looked grim as his face darkened.


    "It''s okay, I can go by myself."


    Xia Sha''s hands clenched. Even after she made Meng Ran unpresentable, he still refused to take her as his partner.


    Just how much this Meng Ran has bewitched Ling Guang ?!


    Her face turned ugly as she looked at Meng Ran with hatred. Xia Qi Feng had enough of the drama. He furrowed his eyebrow and gnashed his teeth, snapping at Ling Guang.


    "Why would my daughter go out with you to such an important event?"


    Are you kidding me? If Xia Sha brought you as her partner, I would lose my face, and you will get all the gain. Xia Sha looked at Ling Guang. She admired his audacity to get into her father''s nerve.


    Xia Qi Feng didn''t want to look at Ling Guang''s face anymore, so he left the living room in fury. Pang Ze Tian stayed in the living room.


    When she was sure that Xia Qi Feng can''t hear them again, she screamed "Xia Sha! How could you do this to your sister?"


    Pang Ze Tian questioned her with an angry face. Xia Sha folded her hand as she looked down on her.


    "Hah, without my father you are nothing. Now my father is gone, you also lost the right to talk to me." She arrogantly smiled defeating Pang Ze Tian with one sentence.


    Xia Sha could never know how thick Pang Ze Tian''s face. Don''t she remember that time when Xia Xiang pushed her into the pool and still played the victim card in front of Xia Qi Feng?


    She did not even bother when Xia Qi Feng scolds her. What makes Pang Ze Tian thinks she would be afraid of her?


    Ignoring Pang Ze Tian, She turned her head to Ling Guang.


    "Dear I have a headache, let''s go to the hospital," Xia Sha said and pulled Guan Xian''s hand.


    Ling Guang looked at Meng Ran with an unbearable look before he nodded his head. Xia Sha weakly walked to Ling Guang''s side and hugged his arm, throwing a provocative look at Meng Ran.


    Meng Ran hung her head low trying her best not to cry in front of Xia Sha but acting pitiful enough for Ling Guang to feel his heartache for her.


    Subconsciously, Meng Ran followed them behind still hanging her head low. Inside her head, she was cursing at Xia Sha for being such a bitch!


    Ling Guang holds Xia Sha''s shoulder and opens the door for her, meanwhile leaving Meng Ran with an apologizing gaze. Xia Sha''s heart ripped apart once again when he saw such a look from Ling Guang.


    She gripped the seat below her to prevent herself from ruining everything she has planned.. After Ling Guang got inside the car, he threw a fake smile towards Xia Sha before driving to the hospital eventually.

 Chapter 11 - Xia Sha Is That Bitch 2

    On the way to the hospital, Ling Guang several times tried to make a conversation, asking about her health condition. Xia Sha answers him indifferently, treating him like a stranger, even more, colder than before they meet.


    Because she didn''t cooperate with Ling Guang, the conversation quickly dried out. Silence feels the car once again. They arrived at the hospital eventually.


    Ling Guang is getting ready to usher her out from the car when Xia Sha suddenly grabs his hand. "What happens?" Ling Guang tightens the grip on the doorknob.


    Xia Sha smiles sweetly with a soft tone. "Suddenly I don''t feel sick anymore. Let''s go to other places, I want to show you something." she coaxes him.


    Ling Guang looks at Xia Sha for a second before he nods his head and grants her wish. On the way to the place Xia Sha''s put on the mobile GPS, Ling Guang started a conversation again.


    "Xia Sha, why did you do that to Meng Ran and Xia Xiang? If it''s about the windering gossip at the company, I can guarantee that nothing happens with me and her. You shouldn''t do that to them." he said with a serious face.


    Xia Sha smirked and look at the outside scenery, "I just miss playing my old tricks. Relax, I won''t be blinded by unreasonable jealousy."


    Ling Guang let a relieved laugh. "I know you are the best, you are the only one who trusts me that I can build my own company. When my other friends aiming for work at a big company, you inspire me to build my own."


    His eyes turn nostalgic, bring more disgust on Xia Sha. "Yeah, I know you have the potential to be big. Thank you for staying with me too," she whispers sweet nothing to his ears.


    Ling Guang follows the direction from the screen on the car and ends up in an abandoned building. He has a wary look as he questioning Xia Sha. "Are you sure this is the right place?"


    Xia Sha nods her head, come out from the car with confidence. She turns around her body slightly, inviting Ling Guang to join her. Ling Guang furrows his eyebrow but follows Xia Sha in the end.


    It was dark, and they were alone in the abandoned building. He would be lying if he said he didn''t scared. But look at Xia Sha who already climb up with unfinished stairs so bravely, he hides his cowardness and follows her.


    "Ling Guang how long we''ve been together?" Xia Sha suddenly asks Ling Guang who stood behind her. Ling Guang thought for a second before he answers, "5 years have passed."


    Xia Sha nod her head, "yeah, it''s been so long, so if you cheated on me..." she turns her body and sharply glares at him. Ling Guang''s body froze from Xia Sha sudden confrontation.


    "What do you mean?" He still tries to act like didn''t understand a thing. Xia Sha lifted up the left corner of her mouth. "If you cheat, I can forgive you, after all, we''ve been together for so long."


    They Xia Sha continue her steps and Ling Guang gets even more scared. What does she want to do? She knows about his affair with Meng Ran, thus bring him this place? Want to kill him?


    Ling Guang spines shuddered in horror. No way, Xia Sha although sometimes can be very mean and have a sharp tongue, she loves him very much and would never do something to harm him.


    He set his mind on the positive think, clung unto the little faith about Xia Sha. Then he heard a faint crying woman sound. She sounds so familiar that he immediately runs toward to the crying sources.


    "Meng Ran? It that you?" He shouted, leaving Xia Sha alone on the building. Xia Sha walks at a slow pace, enjoying the drama unfolds. "Xia Sha! how could you do this to Meng Ran!"


    "Do what?" Xia Sha asks with an innocent face. Ling Guang''s face was red from all the boiling blood inside his veins.


    Meng Ran''s eyes were blindfolded, her hand and legs were tightly bound with rope. Tears make her blindfold wet, she sobs loudly. "HU... HU... HU..." she cried miserably.


    "Xia Sha! you are too much! Even if you jealous of her you shouldn''t do this, it''s a crime!" Ling Guang shouted and find a way to open the rope, his heartaches terribly for Meng Ran.


    "Me, jealous of her? her what? for her ability to ruin someone else''s relationship?" Xia Sha sneers coldly. The more concern Ling Guang show for Meng Ran the more she felt like dying.


    "Then why did you do this to her?" Ling Guang shouted at Xia Sha, he barks like an angry husky. Xia Sha laughed at his scream. Never in 5 years, he uses a high tone on her, but now for his mistress, he actually screams at her.


    "To show you, what will happen if you cheat on me again. Who do you think you are to cheat on me? Do you think you can be this successful if you weren''t with me?" Xia Sha laughs sarcastically, she looks very confidence but tears started to fall. Which ke quietly wipes when no body looking at her.


    "ARE YOU CRAZY? WHY WOULD I STAY WITH YOU AFTER THE AWFUL THINGS YOU DID TO MENG RAN? DO YOU THINK I CHEATED FOR NO REASON?" Ling Guang losed it all when he saw the pitiful Meng Ran''s body trembling while she wailed.


    "WHY? WHY DID YOU CHEAT ON ME?" Suddenly she falls into the deep sea of emotions, losing her self restrains and screams at the pair of adulters.


    "I AM XIA SHA, I AM THE ONE WHO trusts YOU WHEN NO ONE DID. I SUPPORTED YOU! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME? WHAT WRONG DID I DO?" She hold her sob, pointing at Meng Ran.


    With a fury, she walks to Meng Ran. Ling Guang is ready to protect the vulnerable Meng Ran. Standing in front of Meng Ran. Xia Sha didn''t daunt at all, she approaches Ling Guang before she slaps him.


    PLAK!


    The loud sound echoes on the empty building.. Ling Guang shocked before he can do anything, Xia Sha pushes him away and approaching Meng Ran.

 Chapter 12 - I Am Guan Xian! Not A Ghost!

    A wicked smile appears on Xia Sha''s beautiful face. "You... are a bitch you know?" Meng Ran as move back as she was terrified with Xia Sha''s current states.


    "Who are you, dreaming to replace my place?" In one move, Xia Sha''s grab her little chin. Without mercy, she ''accidentally'' scarp her chin with sharp nails.


    "Xia Sha! Don''t be crazy, Meng Ran did nothing, it was me! I didn''t love you anymore." Xia Sha was prepared to slap Meng Ran when she heard Ling Guang''s voice from behind.


    Hearing Ling Guang''s confession the grip on Meng Ran''s face turns even tighter. Xia Sha didn''t look back, her nail piercing Meng Ran''s chin even deeper. She laughs like a retarded girl.


    PLAK! she slapped Meng Ran''s right cheeks


    PLAK! she slapped Meng Ran''s left cheeks


    PLAK! PLAK! PLAK! PLAK! PLAK! Meng Ran cried like there won''t be tomorrow.


    Ling Guang froze when he saw how easy for Xia Sha to slap Meng Ran like it was nothing. When he realized that she didn''t plan on stoping, he runs to approach them and push Xia Sha away.


    "Aw!" she yelled, fell headlong on the rough floor that made of cement. She let her tears fall down from her high nose. She should feel pain all over her body, but she felt nothing.


    The only thing that ache in her heart. It''s bleeding to the point she wants to die just to stop the pain.


    "Xia Sha! you are lunatic! this is why I can''t love you anymore. You are cruel and ruthless! You can do anything to achieve what you want, even if you have to murder people. How can you be a person?" Ling Guang has hug Meng Ran, supporting her from behind. He hugs her so tightly to protect her.


    Xia Sha looks up, watching how he wipe away her tears gently. Meng Rang looks so pitiful, her cheeks were red almost blue. With the grey skin and bluish bruised, she can be a clown.


    However, it didn''t make Xia Sha less pitiful at all. She thought she will be happy, but now she felt a terrible pain instead.


    Ling Guang''s eyes look cold and disgusted at Xia Sha. "You always look high and almighty, looking down on people born with normal statues like me and Meng Ran. You think that people should be jealous of you, but look now you are the one who jealous of Meng Ran."


    Ling Guang''s gaze turns gentle and soft at the mention of Meng Ran. Xia Sha refuses to look at them and cried without making any sound. She hates, she hates, she hates that what he said might be true!


    How can a girl like Meng Ran dethrone her? how can she lose to an ordinary girl like that? how can she lose with such a lowly scheme?


    It''s funny, she used to be the on in Ling Guang position. Looking down on someone, but the role has been reversed now. She looks at their shoes from the corner of her eyes.


    Her delicate hand has bled from the rough cement. Cutting some part of her veins, opening a wound in her fine as a jade wrist.


    "Since you have known our affair, then let''s broke up! this way I won''t be wronging Ran Ran again." Ling Guang said coldly before he helps Meng Ran get out of that place.


    Xia Sha panicked when she was him walking away with Meng Ran. She stands up abruptly but hurting her ankle at the process. "No, wait! Wait!" she screams and cries echo through the empty building.


    "No... I''m sorry, come back... come back..." she cried and cried and cried, but he was gone, embracing another girl intimately in his arm. Xia Sha squeezed her heart in pain.


    Why did he cheat on her? what did is the problem with her?


    No! No! she shouldn''t directly confront them like this. She only pushing him to death end by doing this. She should''ve just gave Meng Ran money to leave Ling Guang.


    There are so many other ways to broke them off, why she becomes so stupid like this?


    No! there is no way she gonna let Ling Guang left her alone. She only has him! If he leaves she will be left alone again.


    She has to talk to him tomorrow, there must be a way to fix this! Yes, she should apologize and coax him! Like a little depressed little child offered candy from a stranger she smiles and wipe her tears away.


    Slowly, ignoring the pain on her hand and feet she stood up. Dragging her feet she walks out from the building. It was getting darker and colder, the longer she stays there.


    Shivering in cold, her eyes lifted up when she saw a flash of light at the weeds at the building entrance.


    Ling Guang''s car! he didn''t leave her alone! He still cares! Suddenly she forgot her sprained ankle and run towards Ling Guang. "Ling Guang!" she shouted, a smile appears on her face.


    But the closer she looks the weirder Ling Guang''s cars become. How the hell Ling Guang change his car from commercial Ferarri to a costumed order Lamborghini.


    She blinks and froze for a second. It''s not Ling Guang then who comes to an abandoned building in the night?


    When she saw a shadow behind the car, perfectly she screams in horror. "AAAAA!!!!!! GHOST!!!!!!!!!!"


    "GHOST? WHERE? AAAAHHHH HELP!!! GHOST!!!!!" The shadows turn into a handsome and tall man running towards her direction and hug her. The ghost is frightened too.


    "AHHH!! THE GHOST CAN HUG ME!!!!" She screams in horror, pushing him away from the ghost with her hand. The man jumped and widen his eyes. "THE GHOST CAN HUG ME!" He repeated in a distressed scream.


    They look at each other, in horror expression. Both of them have lost their wits and frozen in their place.


    "You are not a ghost?" Xia Sha asked in warry. She was damned scared! Who the hell come to the abandoned building alone! in the night time!


    "You thought I am a ghost?" The man look offended, placing his hand on his hips. The light flashing from the car was too flashy, Xia Sha can''t saw the man face feature clearly.


    "You are not?" she is not convinced, raised her index finger to poke the man''s body. The man rolls his eyes and raised his index finger too.


    "I am not," he said lazily the moment their index finger touched, causing a different sensation for both of them. "I am Guan Xian! not a ghost!"

 Chapter 13 - Who The Hell Want To Suicide!

    Xia Sha shudders for a moment before she pops another question. "You are really not a ghost?" Guan Xian lowers his neck and makes a weird expression. "Have you ever seen such a handsome ghost?" he asked in wonder. Seriously, even if he died and become a ghost, he would never choose an abandoned building as his home.


    He will at least haunting Xiao Ni''s house to annoyed her or haunt Cun Xi to play with him. Stealing confidential information about the military from Jian Jun or spying on Wang Kai''s bunker.


    Why would he haunt an abandoned building?


    "The light is too flashy, I can''t see your face, I''m sorry." Xia Sha apologized. Guan Xian was not pleased, he jumped around, pulling his own hair, making so many extra moves to show that he is a human.


    "See! See! I am a human!" he complained and finally get tired after jumping around with his loafers. Xia Sha nods her head finally convinced.


    Guan Xian didn''t stop, he makes walk one step closer to her to make her believe. That is when her features got clearer and clearer.


    "Xia Sha from Xia''s group?"


    "Xiao Ni''s brother, brother Guan Xian?"


    Both of them were dumbfounded, looking at each other in sync. Then their eyes and head turn into the abandoned building, before slowly looking at each other again.


    "What are you doing here!" both of them asked at the same time. Guan Xian''s brain works fast when he saw Xia Sha swollen eyes.


    Did she found out about that Ling Guy affair with his secretary and want to suicide here? He widens his eyes.


    No! the building is almost ready, there is no way he gonna let his Guan construction get another pile of troubles and work. He shook his head and grab Xia Sha''s hand.


    Xia Sha reflects refuse to be touch by him and flung his hand away. Guan Xian froze at his state and frowns. "Don''t tou.. ouch!" the wound on her wristed makes her hand full of blood.


    Guan Xian looks at her wound, face turns ugly. "I beg you don''t suicide here! there is enough problem in Guan corporation!" He coldly grabs her another hand to dress in the wound in the car.


    But she didn''t move, keep whimpering in pain. Biting her lips, Xia Sha tried to ignore the pain. "Who the hell want to suicide!" she snapped.


    Guan Xian scan all over her body finds that her legs have swollen. "Sprain your leg too? are you kidnaped?"


    How can you died from a sprained ankle, now he believes she didn''t want to suicide. Xia Sha refuses to answer him, but he also didn''t wait for her answer.


    Guan Xian sighed before he carried her princess style to his car. "Sigh, thanks to God I have strong arms." He just keeps being narcissistic, it makes Xia Sha feels chills in her bones.


    Guan Xian sigh makes her remember Xiao Ni infamous sigh.


    "Sigh, I''m so pretty what should I do?"


    "Sigh, thank God I have my brother to help me."


    "Sigh, I''m so clever, I put Xia Sha ashamed."


    "Sigh! Why did I stick to this school theater? Fine looking at you pathetic people lack the talent for acting, I sacrifice myself." Xia Sha didn''t understand why people find it funny and cute when Xiao Ni said something like that.


    Isn''t she is just bragging about herself, what so funny and cute about it?


    Now that she heard that infamous line, indirectly again, she felt weird. Did everyone come from Guan family is this narcissistic?


    She was too busy at her thought until she heard Guan Xian''s honest comment. "You are so heavy," his complain make her realized that he was carrying her now!


    !!! Xia Sha wiggles to release herself. "Put me down! Put me down!" She makes him almost stumble and fall. Guan Xian tightens his grip and runs to his car.


    The moment Xia Sha blinked her eyes, she arrived safely at the car in one piece. Guan Xian has gone to the back of his car, seems busy with something. Xia Sha grimacing in pain once again when she moved her legs.


    "Damn it hurts like hell," she mutters in an agony. Guan Xian appears the second later with the first aid kit on his hand. Xia Sha extended her hand to take the first aid kid. But to her shock, Guan Xian has squatted down instead.


    "How can you walk like this? It looks like an elephant leg." Guan Xian rubs some alcohol to clean the wound around Xia Sha''s ankle. Xia Sha froze in his place, bewitched by Guan Xian''s movement.


    She blinks and the second later Guan Xian has stood up pulling her hand to his side. "How can you put so much dirt and even a stone on your wound?" he looks displeased and distressed.


    What to be stressed about? It''s not your hand that injured, Xia Sha wanted to ask, but remain silent as she watches him bandage her arms with white gauze.


    "Thank you," she said in the end when Guan Xian his grip. Guan Xian looks at him and smiles charmingly. "Don''t ever tell my sister I am helping her enemy instead of buying her the bubble tea she wanted now."


    Xia Sha nods her head, it''s not like she planned to reunite and talk with Xiao Ni anyway. "What are you doing here?" Xia Sha open another topic for conversation.


    When Xia Sha asked that, Guan Xian pat his forehead. "Damn it, I forgot!" then he panicked and run to the wild weeds again. Leaving Xia Sha sitting on the car with an unclosed door.


    "Do you need help?" Xia Sha asked out of politeness. Guan Xian looks at her and shakes his head. "No need! I got this!" he yells back.


    "At least bring a flashlight with you?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow as she watches Guan Xian searching for something in the weed. Guan Xian stops his movement before he runs back to the car.


    "Good idea!" he said cheerfully, take out his phone and open the flashlight features. "Oh, there is some food behind if you want to eat, it''s getting colder and Xiao Ni might not want it anymore."


    "Sigh, that girl is too spoiled, why did I even still listen to her words. ckckck why did I ask for little sister in the first place? Must be that old geezer whispering me nonsense." Guan Xian keeps chattering although he had no one to answers.


    Xia Sha subconsciously smiles when she heard he complains. She looks back and found a bucket of famous brand fried chicken. The smells are too delicious and she hasn''t had any dinner.


    Swallowing her own saliva, she extended her left hand to take the bucket. If Xiao Ni knows that she has eaten her chicken, what will she do?


    Suddenly Xia Sha chuckles while taking out one drumstick. The Guan family siblings are so funny, she subconsciously forgot about Ling Guang and Meng Ran as she takes a bite on the chicken tender meat.


    If only she has a brother, maybe she will be less lonely....

 Chapter 14 - Cheating And Man Ego

    "Did you find what you want?" Xia Sha asked with curios voice when Guan Xian hop inside his car.


    Guan Xian happily nod his eyes, showing off a flower in his hand. A flower? he came to an abandoned building for a mere flower?


    Xia Sha smiles awkwardly, but enough to give that ''you-are-weird-we-better-stop-talking'' vibes. Guan Xian watch Xia Sha face then look at the wild orchard in his hand. She must thought that he is a weirdo.


    Guan Xian can only defended himself. "This is because Xiao Ni that cheeky little brad, she dare to say I never give her a flower. I once saw a wild orchard here, so I..."


    Guan Xian strach his own hair. The more he speak, the more he felt it''s unnecessary. why did he bother to explain in the first place.


    Thankfully Xia Sha is a smart girl, she didn''t want to prolong the conversation about the flower. "Ah I see..." she said with a weak voice.


    Guan Xian nod his head, he carefully put the orchard inside a big jar he bought. He sure come with a preparation. Turning his head to Xia Sha, he drop a question. "Hospital or house? but I suggest the former."


    Xia Sha lower her lashes and look at her bleeding hand and sprained ankle. She didn''t have another energy to face that pair of stepmother and sister, and also didn''t want to worry her mother.


    Staying at her apartment with Ling Guang isn''t an option too. She weakly decided to stay at hospital, better to smell disinfectant all night long rather than dealing with human bacteria.


    "hospital."


    Guan Xian nod his head, and drove the car. Xia Sha subconsiouscly attract to his serious face while driving. No need to say about his face, just his sharp jaw is enough to distract her.


    Guan Xian grins when he saw Xia Sha glace for him. Ego starts to filled his heart when he heard Xia Sha cold comment. "Your face is so oily."


    "!!!" Guan Xian widen his eyes and immediately look at the Rearviewing mirror.


    "Can''t you differentiate between glowing and oily?" he brush his hair with hand after saying so. Xia Sha pursed her lips and hold her laughter.


    Guan Xian annoyedly glace at her before he focus on the road again. Xia Sha warm smile only stayed for a mere second before her expression turns cold again.


    Guan Xian who always sensitive to people feelings catch her flat face from the corner of his eyes. "Suddenly unhappy?" he casually ask.


    Xia Sha nod her head, didn''t deny Guan Xian guess. "Problem in work? family? relationship?" he deliberately lower his tone at the last word.


    Xia Sha pursed her lips, might have problem in everything he mention, she let a low laugh. Guan Xian glance at her again. "No matter what happen, you shouldn''t hurt yourself like this. Moreover using Guan family building as a place for suicide."


    "That''s your building?" she asked randomly, just want to divert the topic. Guan Xian nod his head casually. Xia Sha lean her head on the car window as she watch the rain slowly fall down.


    "Why man like to cheat on their partner?" Xia Sha subconsciously let out the thought inside her head. What exactly the problem with her? she tried her best, why he still cheated on her?


    Guan Xian the legendary playboy were dumbfounded. She ask him why man like to cheat?


    He lost in thought after hearing her question. Yes-ah, why he like to cheat?


    He told his head every now and then everytime he think of a reason. Finally come up with an answer. "It''s partly because of ego."


    Xia Sha move her head to his direction, waiting for a further explanation. She look up to Guan Xian deep eyes. Guan Xian felt like he was under the eyes of judge in a law court for his wrong doing.


    "ego?" Xia Sha asked curiously.


    "Yeah, it''s kind of, cough.. jerk.. cough. But yeah, sometime we cheat because because of our pride. Well, back again it''s depand on people view of life." Guan Xian want to hit his head to the string wheel. Big sister, this question is too heavy for me to answer.


    Xia Sha beautifully lay her head on her hand now. "Then what about you? why you like to cheat on woman?"


    "..." Woman can you be more brutal.


    Yes his reputation is bad, he is well aware. But how can you casually shot him in the head like this?


    "Bored, I was bored." he answers honestly. "not because of your man ego?" Xia Sha asked again now starts so smile wickedly.


    Guan Xian push on the pedal and accelerated his car. Damn this is too intense, help!


    With a dark face he answer again. "Yeah, it also play a part of it." he didn''t even understand why he must give her the honest reply.


    Xia Sha played with her finger, a mocking smile formed in her little face. "So it''s statified your ego when you can change woman everyday?" she asked again.


    Guan Xian wanted to cried now. "Alright! Alright! I know I''m a scumbag, I will repent right now!" please don''t asked me again, I beg you!


    Finally Xia Sha stop and chuckles, chuckles turn into a laughter, laughter turn into a cry. Guan Xian froze when he saw her crying. He slowly stop on the hospital parking lot.


    "Don''t cry! Don''t cry! I know I''m wrong, I won''t cheat again, I''ll stop being a womanizer. Please don''t cry." Xia Sha cry turn even louder after he finished coaxing her.


    That moment Guan Xian learn that, apart from Guan Qian Si and Guan Xiao Ni tears he also afraid of Xia Sha''s tear.

 Chapter 15 - "Yes! Im A Bastard! Cheating Man Is Lower Than Dog!"

    Xia Sha cried for half hours and successfully make Guan Xian headache. "Huhuhu, they... they they cheat and everyone on the company knew..."


    "Huhuhu that bastard, I I am the one who stood with him. Huhuhu how can he become successful so fast without connection. Huaaaa" She starts to hit Guan Xian arm with all her strength.


    Guan Xian spirits has left his body. He felt like he can go to alysium if he keep stay there. "I even Huhuhu... even... huhuhu... give my father client to him... huaaa" Xia Sha wipe her tears and nose with Guan Xian sleeves and he didn''t even complained.


    Guan Xian hesitantly move his arms to patted Xia Sha shoulder several times. He has play around with so many girls heart. He also has make and see many girls crying. But no one  make him head and heart ache like Xia Sha did.


    "Oh my God, when will this end." Guan Xian groans inside his head. Xia Sha tell even more story complete set of how he starts to appear suspicious from the event just happen.


    "Look at my leg and hand! My father never even hit me and he dare to hurt me for that wrench!" Xia Sha cried and cursed Ling Guang afterwards.


    Guan Xian narrowed his eyes and stare at her wounded hand and legs. "So you confront him at the building just now and he hurt you?" He didn''t know why he felt angry at Ling Guang.


    Xia Sha sobbed and nod her head, she looks like a wounded little puppy who need protection. The more Guan xian look at Xia Sha pitiful states the more uncomfortable he felt. "Bastard," He cursed under his breath.


    Xia Sha heard him cursing and agree with him. "Right, cheating man is a Bastard. They are lower than dog!" She scolded and wipes her tears. "Same like you, you also a Bastard! Jerk!" She added.


    Guan Xian were dumbfounded and stunned. He furrow his eyebrow and wave his index finger. "Nonono, I didn''t cheat. I play with girls but never committed to them." No string attached, he never cheat.


    His father and mother has set several Standart of relationship for him and Xiao Ni. This whole time he play around with girl, he must admit. But it''s purely business.


    He wanted to satisfied his man need and ego, they wanted his power and money in returned. Mutual relationship and he make sure the girl understand this point before they have fun.


    Otherwise his lovely Guan Qian Si might have erase his name from family household card.


    Xia Sha looked up at him with tearful eyes, looks like she prepared to cry another round. Guan Xian turns horror and raised both of his hand. Surrender. "Yes! I''m a Bastard! Cheating man is lower than dog!" He nod his head several times to assuring Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha pouted and then becomes silent. She move her neck and stare at the hospital building in front of her.


    Guan Xian finally at ease when he heard no sobbing. Calling himself a Bastard totally worth the pain. He patted his own chest before he stare at Xia Sha face again.


    Her face still red because the sudden mental breakdown. At her laps, Xiao Ni''s bucket of chicken somewhat become her comforting pillow. "Are you okay?"


    Guan Xian heard himself asking. His voice were hoarse and appear careful. Xia Sha wipe her tears and nod her head slowly. He heard him answering him, "I''m fine now."


    Guan Xian pursed his lips and blink a few times, turning away. He think that Xia Sha must''ve felt uncomfortable after she realized what she has done. He didn''t want that thus give her time to adjust her feeling.


    "Thank you senior, I''m sorry for today trouble." Xia Sha said with a flat weak voice. Guan Xian subconsciously look at her and nod his head. "You feeling alright now?" He carefully ask once again.


    "Yes, thank you senior for helping me. I can take care of myself now. Once again thank you so much. I hope you will keep everything secret."


    Xia Sha nod her head, suddenly gaining back her old self. She bow at Guan Xian before she open the door. She didn''t even wait for Guan Xian''s answer.


    Guan Xian blink and when he open his eyes Xia Sha has walk with her sprained ankle to the hospital. He quickly move and chase her. "I have to finish what I started. Otherwise my mother will scold me again."


    He look determined and accept no refusal. Xia Sha has no energy left to argue, honestly she even felt no energy to walk. The pain she felt suddenly stop when she find Guan Xian carry her from the back.


    She didn''t refuse, but silently cling her arms around her enemy''s brother neck.


    ***


    The next morning, she woke up late. It was almost dinner when she woke up.


    A strong headache comes when she remember what just happen last night. She remember kidnapping Meng Ran, fight with Ling Guang then sprain her ankle.


    She hissed a little when she move her legs. It looks less swollen than last night. Thanks god.


    Afterward Guan Xian''s handsome face appear in her mind.


    Her delicate face frowns when she remember how she cried at Guan Xian''s car. "Must apologized and thank him." Xia Sha murmured and make a note inside her head.


    Xia Sha were just getting up from the bed when she heard her mom''s voice from outside.


    "Xia Qi Feng, forget it if you wronged me. But how can you let our daughter bullied by outsider!"


    "Shen Xia Fei, are you insane. Xia Sha is my only daughter,  how can I let other bully her?" Xia Sha heard his father voice soaring.


    She forget pain in her ankle and walk to see what happen. Her room is on the second floor, so it took effort for her to reach the second floor.


    "Hah! Then you explain, why Guan Qian Si call my in the morning asking about Xia Sha''s condition?" Shen Xia Fei never rarely got angry, but when she does no one can stop her.


    Xia Qi Feng frowned and narrowed his eyes. "Guan Qian Si? How can she know about Xia Sha?" Father Guan asked suspiciously.


    It''s true, Xia Sha never even talk to Guan Xiao Ni''s mother. Not to mention knowing her condition if it''s not Guan Xian!


    Xia Sha guessed answered when her mother open her mouth. "Huh! Xia Qi Feng, you don''t even know. That is right, someone make Xia Sha hit her head and hand, sprained her ankle and other people know first before me."


    Hit her head? When did she hit her head? Where does that story come from?


    "Mom, Dad, I''m fine." Xia Sha called after she arrived halfway at the stairs. When Shen Xia Fei heard her daughter voice she immidietly  looked up and run to her daugther.


    "Precious daughter, look at you!" Mother Shen almost cried when she saw Xia Sha''s swollen ankle. "Who did this to you, tell mom!"


    Xia Sha hug her distressed mom and patted her shoulder. "Mom, I''m fine." She calm her down.


    Shen Xia Fei suddenly look fierce and hit Xia Sha butt. "Fine you say? Look at your leg swollen like elephant leg!" Xia Sha grins and lifted up her leg, even wiggle it a little.


    "Really? It''s that bad?" Xia Sha asked innocently.


    Shen Xia Fei look even worried and hit her leg. Xia Sha frown but obediently put down her leg. "Xia Sha, someone bully you and you tell no one. Do you know it''s wrong?" Father Xia furrow his eyebrow.


    Shen Xia Fei were on Xia Qi Feng side this time. Once again hit Xia Sha''s butt. "Right! How can you keep matter like this to yourself. What happen If Guan Xian didn''t save you and his mother tell me? You want to die alone huh?"


    Guan Xian that busy body! Didn''t he promise not to tell anyone? Xia Sha has no answer at mother Xia''s question. She quickly play her hurt card. "Aiya, It''s hurt!"


    She successfully divert her mother attention. Shen Xia Fei help Xia Sha walk through the stair when they see father Xia has approach them.


    He look dissatisfied before he carry Xia Sha himself, leaving Shen Xia Fei alone on the stairs with fury. "Xia Qi Feng, you also need to steal my job to help my daughter? Aren''t you being too petty?"


    Shen Xia Fei face turns dark as she follow them from behind.


    "What stealing job are you saying. You are old and careless. If you keep helping Xia Sha like that, I''m afraid not only Xia Sha will be hurt. I don''t want another accident on my house."


    Father Xia said coldly as he explaining himself. But Xia Sha swear she just saw his father hiding a smile just now.


    Her mood become better instantly. His father gently put her to seat on sofa when Shen Xia Fei push father Xia away. "Xia Qi Feng, you you are too busy to take care of my daughter you can send her to me. After all I''m idle, I have no family to take care." Xia Sha glance at Pang Ze Tian who sit like an outsider when mother Xia said this.


    "You don''t need to abandoned my daugther like this. My shen family have more than enough place for my baby Sha Sha." Mother Shen put her hand on her hips as she scold father Xia.


    "Shen Xia Fei, what rubbish are you uttering. Xia Sha is my daugther, she belong to my Xia family!" Xia Qi Feng absolutely won''t let Xia Sha move from Xia residence.


    "Then you better give me explanation why this can happen?" Shen Xia Fei raised her beautiful eyebrow, challenging her ex-husband.


    Xia Qi Feng rims of eyes flared up then he look at Xia Sha. "Tell father, who hurt you? It''s that Ling guy right? Hasn''t father tell you to break up with him?"


    Xia Sha inwardly sigh when her father starts to move her mother attention to her again.


    "Aiya, old Xia, sister Shen please calm down first, don''t be so agitated in the morning." Pang Ze Tian said with soft voice. She secretly kick Xia Xiang''s leg to give a hint.


    Xia Xiang nod her head, ready to find a stage when Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei shout together. "You shut up!"


    "..." Xia Sha were amused and amazed. This two people always fighting agaisnt each other and only come in sync when they scold her.


    "Wah! it''s hurt! hurt! my leg hurt!" Xia Sha fake hurt to divert the attention again. Mother Shen almost took the bait if Xia Qi Feng didn''t exposed her. "She is pretending, can''t you see?"


    She were doomed to be scolded today.

 Chapter 16 - But I Dont Want To Be Guan Xians Date.

    Shen Xia Fei humped and fold her hand at her chest. "Xia Sha, mom won''t go before you tell mommy everything."


    Pang Ze Tian looks panicked now. The hell? She is already divorced and still wants to stay at her ex-husband''s house. How shameless!


    Xia Sha''s facelifted up, almost cheering. "That is great! Then you stay mom." Xia Sha was happy beyond words.


    Father Xia has no commented too, he looks like he didn''t mind his ex-wife staying at all. Shen Xia Fei widens her eyes. "You! How can you do that!" She scolds Xia Sha and give a sharp glance at her ex husband.


    At the sight of her frown, Xia Qi Feng narrowed his eyes. Unhappy. "What problem with staying here? Don''t you want to take care of your daughter?"


    Pang Ze Tian jaw dropped perfectly.


    "Husband!" She called out of frustration. How could he treat her like a passerby like this? Her eyes bulging out with disbelief.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes at her stepmother. "Aunty, don''t worry my mother has a thin face."


    She looked at Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang at the same time before adding, "She didn''t have skin as thick at you two." She smiles wickedly.


    Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang has moved to father Xia''s place before her parents divorced. But mother Shen has moved away at that time.


    Xia Qi Feng wanted to reprimand Xia Sha but Shen Xia Fei has overtaken his role. "Xia Sha, if you don''t tell mother that''s fine. But don''t ever show your face in front of me again."


    Xia Sha pulls out a pillow and hides her face underneath. "Mom, that is way too extreme!" She groans full with sarcasm. She only seen her mom once or twice in a year. Her threath is not threatening at all.


    "Shen Xia Fei, how could you cut the relationship between daughter and mother like that?" Father Xia fiercely answering mother Shen empty threath.


    Xia Sha silently laughs at her father innocent mind. "Xia Qi Feng you shut up, apart from being my daughter''s father you have no right to talk to me." Mother Shen gives him a furious look and stares at Xia Sha again.


    "What did aunty Guan tell you?" Xia Sha asked. If Guan Xian tells his mother the right information then she didn''t need to explain much.


    "She tells me that Guan Xian founded you in the middle of nowhere, almost jumped from an abandoned building. That night is so chilly and you didn''t even bring a coat. As a gentleman, he offered you help. Assuring you that life is important." Xia Sha cannot believe shat she just heard.


    Guan Xian that fart is worsened than her little sister!


    The nonsense didn''t stop because Xia Sha''s mother keeps talking. "He said you wanted to end your life because no one loves you. Your parent divorce and the father marry an evil stepmother. The little sister likes to bullies her and makes no one wanted to be her friends."


    Xia Sha cheered for Guan Xian''s story when she saw Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang''s face darken. "Her step-sister," mother Shen steal a sharp glance at Xia Xiang.


    "Arrange her best friend to steal her boyfriend. They broke off in the building, he pushes her for the other woman. But luckily he walks passed that area and found her." Mother Shen has a very rich expression. Her face changes as her moods. This time she let out a big smile all over her face.


    "Guan Xian then promised that Xia Sha a bucket of KFC he bring for his little sister. Only then Xia Sha agreed." What the hell? He makes it sound she willing to live only for KFC!


    Xia Qi Feng''s face we''re as red as tomatoes now. He flares up at Xia Xiang and hits the table. "Unruly child! Dare to hurt my daughter!"


    Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang''s body trembles. They know it was there end once Xia Qi Feng as flared up. Mother Shen spare a hateful look at three of them and hit the table too.


    "I haven''t finished!" She scold. And father Xia palm-faced instantly, like a scared puppy. Xia Sha clapped her hand in secret.


    Mom is great! Mom is really great!


    "Then he knocks some sense for Xia Sha. He tells her that cheating man is a bastard and scum. She should just leave her boyfriend and move on. No need to shed tears for cheating bastard." What a great story Mr.Guan Xian.


    Xia Sha didn''t even know whether to laugh or cry. But sure she will go insane when she heard the ending. "Guan Xian promised to show Xia Sha the man she should marry. That''s why he willing to take Xia Sha to Grandpa Wang''s birthday as his date!" Mother Sheng cheered and even clapped her hands.


    Xia Xiang bite her lips in jealousy. Darn it! Darn it! Why Xia Sha always gets the best and she can only take something she didn''t want.


    She grips her mother''s hand, almost make her mother yelps. Her eyes turn even more hateful when she heard Xia Sha''s answers.


    "That is more likely what happens." Xia Sha shrugs her shoulders nonchalantly. "I broke up with Ling Guang, she chooses that slut. But I don''t want to be Guan Xian''s date. So mom, spare me with this one!"


    ***


    "Mom, this is so unfair." She cried in her mother''s arms so pitifully. Pang Ze Tian looked down and gritted her teeth. "I want to be Guan Xian''s date."


    Imagine coming as Guan Xian''s date. Even though Guan Xian is not the host of the event but he is still one of the admirable men in the society.


    She can imagine the girl''s envious look when she walks beside Guan Xian. Then she can befriend with Guan Xiao Ni, the highest socialite. The top of the pyramid.


    "Xia Xiang, mother wants the best for you. But I can''t make him take you as his date." Pang Ze Tian starts to get annoyed at her daughter.


    She spoiled her too much! She has tried her best to join Guan Qian Si and Wang Mei Cia''s circle of friends. But they didn''t even want to acknowledge her.


    They clearly stand on Shen Xia Fei''s team.


    "Huhuhu... Huhuhu... But I want him mom." She cries once again. Pang Ze Tian sighed before she moves her hand to brush Xia Xiang''s hair.


    "Mommy knows, we will find a way okay? For now we need to coax your father first. After the mother deal with your father, we can make a plan to catch Guan Xian''s attention. Okay?" She compromised, to Xia Xiang.


    Xia Xiang still sobbed but nod her head. "Then can I have that dress from Charlotte Braun?" There is one grey dress by Charlotte Braun she likes. However, using 800.000 yuan from her own pocket for a mere dress.


    Moreover, she always maintained a simple and frugal daughter image in front of Xia Qi Feng.


    Pang Ze Tiang''s head turns dizzy. In the end, she helplessly agreed to buy that dress for Xia Xiang.


    "Mom, you also need to help me book a makeup actress. I have to be as beautiful as Xiao Ni to grab her brother''s attention." Xia Xiang''s spirit starts to lift up when her mother agreed to but her the dress.


    "Of course, anything for my baby." She smiles and gigs Xia Xiang. "Now stop crying and help mommy think. Your father is really angry this time. I don''t think you should continue to befriend that secretary."


    Xia Xiang look at her mom and pouted. "But, she is my source of money. Ever since he get together with Ling Guang she keeps buying me things as a gift." Half of her shelves filled with a present from Meng Ran.


    Pang Ze Tian rolls her eyes. "Then do you want to lose your Xia surname?" It was hard enough to make Xia Qi Feng believe Xia Xiang has nothing to do with Meng Ran and Ling Guang.


    If she keeps hanging out with Meng Ran, Pang Ze Tian don''t know how to explain to Qi Feng anymore.


    "Alright I understand.." Xia Xiang mourns but agrees to stay out of Meng Ran.

 Chapter 17 - Bitchy Lady Boss

    Xia Qi Feng is stubborn. Shen Xia Fei is also stubborn. No one surprised that Xia Sha is even more stubborn.


    No matter how hard Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei tell her to go as Guan Xian date, she is unwilling to agree.


    "Forget it, mom, I won''t come." Xia Sha frowns and pointed at her leg. "This leg can''t be used for standing in the party." She added.


    "I say you need to come. How could you let that bastard gain more from leeching our family name?" She Xia Fei almost reaches her limits she glares at father Xia.


    Father Xia narrowed his eyes and look at his daughter. "Your mom is right, you need to tell others that we have no relation is Ling guy again."


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes and took out her phone. "Then I just need to post it on Wei Xian wall. Telling all my friends I''ve been dumped by that jerk."


    "Forget it, your child never understand how to grab an opportunity." Xia Qi Fei murmured with dissatisfaction.


    "Xia Qi Fei! What did you say? Dare say it once again?"


    Xia Sha shook her head and ignore her parent''s arguments. She opens her Wei Xian and clicks the home page menu.


    A post with a picture appears instantly. He felt her heart ripped open once again.


    Ling Guang posts a selfie with Meng Ran.


    Hello friends, this is your new first lady~ @MengRan


    Below, so many people congratulate them. Saying they look good together.


    The post below is Meng Ran wearing a hospital dress. Smiling weakly as she rests on Ling Guang''s chest.


    Finally together, even if I have to wear this hospital dress. I declare that this man is mine~


    This time it''s Meng Ran posts. Most of her friends are asking her well being and why she ended up in the hospital.


    One of her friends, named Qi Qing to post an explanation. Needless to say, she hinted that it''s because of Ling Guang''s vicious ex-girlfriend.


    Xia Sha felt suffocated that she almost forgot to breathe. On the verge of crying, she quickly closes her phone. "Mom, Dad, I want to continue my rest."


    She quickly walks away with her injured ankle. Leaving her parent in worry. "Xia Sha, wait, mother, help you go upstairs."


    Shen Xia Fei is her mother, after all. Her heartbreak along with Xia Sha when she saw her holding back tears.


    Returning to her room, they both seat on the bed. Xia Sha rests under her mother''s warm embrace while her back.


    "Xia Sha, don''t hold back the cry. Cry if it makes you relieved." Her mother soft voice is soothing. Xia Sha hugs her mom tighter.


    "I just don''t understand. Where did I do wrong?" Xia Sha heard her own voice trembles. That is how hard she is been trying to hold her tears.


    "You''ve done nothing wrong. Cheating in your own choice. Man cheats because they can." Shen Xia Fei kisses Xia Sha''s head and smiles gently.


    "Hera, the goddess of marriage herself has been cheated by her husband too many times. Turn her into a bitter and vengeful woman."


    "Even Hades the most loyal between his brother, cheated twice. Not to mention humans."


    "Don''t mention your jerk father. Let just look at the Bai family. Your aunty Wen Xi. Such a one package woman and her husband still cheated on her."


    Wen Xi is Bai Jing''s stepmother. Yes, Bai Jing is an illegitimate daughter from one of Bai Yan''s mistress.


    Xia Sha remembers aunty Wen Xi. She was as beautiful as a flower. Her face, her voice, her body gesture, and even her step is graceful.


    The perfect image of a good housewife. But yet, uncle Bai Yan still cheated on her.


    Xia Sha raised her head and stare into her mother''s deep hazel eyes. "How can you go through the heartbreak?" She asked in a small voice, almost whispering.


    Mother Shen stunned for a second. Then she smiles gently. "Daughter, you should be merry. At least you know the truth before marriage. It''s heaven blessing for you."


    Xia Sha snuggles for more warmth before she closes her eyes and rests under her mom''s warm embrace.


    "Blame that Pang Ze Tian and her wicked daughter! Xia Xiang is the one who introduces Meng Ran to Ling Guang." Xia Sha frown and blink rapidly.


    Mother Shen shook her head. "What so good about Ling Guang. He can''t even succeed without your help. Listen to mother, forget that useless guy, and renew your life."


    Xia Sha stunned for a second as she keeps listening to her mother. "Look at you, you are Xia Sha! Shen Xia Fei''s daughter. You don''t need a man. You are the Queen Bee!" Shen mother says it out loud.


    Xia Sha catch the glimpse of the picture from the corner of her eyes. She won the prom, she has everyone''s attention. She breaks the heart.


    A smug smile appeared on her face. That Ling Guang is damned lucky I love him.


    "Alright mom, I know what to do. But I won''t go as Guan Xian date." She quickly added before her mom rejoice. Mother Shen nose scrunched but she nods her head.


    "As long as you are happy." She grins and hub her baby girl again. "Aiya, such a pity...." She mumbles while thinking about Guan Xian.


    "Mom!" Xia Sha cried.


    ***


    The next day, Xia Sha''s leg is almost healed. Look at her reflection in the mirror she was determined to finish everything today.


    "Xia Sha, you can do it!" She stares at her own brown eyes and nods firmly.


    Today she deliberately uses bloody red lipstick and flawless makeup. Wearing Irishe black suit dress she looks professional, bold, and sexy at the same time.


    Jimmy Cho''s newest black heels and Valentino studded shoulder bag. Pair that would make every girl cry for.


    She humming classical Ludwig piece as she peeks at her house lobby. Eye-catching orange 2018 Acura NSX park there. She calls someone through the phone.


    "Wassap babe, do you like my baby Acura?" He asks with confidence. Xia Sha can picture the man wearing a floral shirt and short khaki pants sipping martini on malibu beach.


    "Ruan Jing Tian can you be tackier than this?" She rolls her eyes but processing to walk downstair.


    Damn, she felt powerful wearing 7 cm Valentino after spraining her ankle.


    "Did I hear thank you for helping me? The answer is your welcome." Ruan Jing Tian shamelessly ignores her sarcasm.


    "Never thought you will borrow one of my bad boys that you used to look down." He added then let a happy chuckle.


    Xia Sha gets inside the car and put on her Bluetooth. "Alright, thank your highness Ruan for his help. How can I repay your kindness?"


    She starts her engine and drives the car. "How about two dates and one clubbing night with my pretty Xia Sha. Can I get that?" He asked with his usual flirty tone.


    Xia Sha frown then quickly snaps. "Ruan Jing Tian, quickly make your wish when I''m still asking."


    "I really want a date with you. Hell woman, I even kidnap a girl for you and you won''t even grant my wish." He sounds grumpy. Xia Sha can hear the faint sound of loud EDM music and bass from the car speaker.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, it''s 8 in the morning and you haven''t stepped out from the club?" She asked with an amused tone. As expected from the party boy Ruan Jing Tian.


    "Cut if of Sha Sha, you know my schedule." He sounds lazy and a bit unhappy. "Don''t divert the topic. I want a date!"


    Xia Sha pursed her lips and roll her eyes. "Ruan Jing Tian, you finally give up on Xiao Ni and try to hit me instead. Are you crazy?"


    She sounds a bit offended. This crazy man is one of Xiao Ni''s hard-line fanboy. Even after rejected, beaten by Guan Xian, and blocked from Wei Xian. He still unable to move on.


    Ruan Jing Tian let a lough sigh, dispirited. "Sigh. That is the past, we can have a bright future why should we dwell on the past." He reasons out.


    Xia Sha knows he must be sad when he found out Xiao Ni officially Wang Kai''s girlfriend.


    In the past, no matter how good the man Xiao Ni''s date Ruan Jing Tian sill stand a chance. Even when Chen Luo rumored to date Xiao Ni.


    But Wang Kai? That man is a wholly different level. Like the last Boss on survival games.


    Ruan Jing Tian dare not to provoke him.


    "So after being dumped, I become your side chick?" Xia Sha said sarcastically. Her nice eyebrow arched high.


    "Thank you, but no."


    Ruan Jing Tian groaned then sulked. "Xia Sha you heartless woman. You just break my vulnerable heart again!"


    Xia Sha laughed then finally agree to compromise. "I''ll treat you to fancy dinner twice. But no date."


    "Deal, two dinner treat and one clubbing night. I''ll see you tomorrow, bye!" He quickly cut the call before Xia Sha makes another offer that makes him lose even more benefit.


    Xia Sha smiles and removes the Bluetooth earpiece. Thankfully she knew Ruan Jing Tian.


    When everybody looks down on her for choosing Ling Guang as her boyfriend. Ruan Jing Tian didn''t look down on her. She lost friends but Ruan Jing Tian remains there.


    Alongside with Zheng Shuang and Lee Kai Xin. But she drove them away when they only tell her the truth about Ling Guang.


    Hah, she needs to apologize to her girls later.


    She droves to a bright electronic company with a faint smile. Enough sulking, break up is a blessing.


    She arrived at 08.45 sharp.


    The orange sports car look very eye-catching on the road. She deliberately stops on the lobby entry.


    Xia Sha gathered all the courage and energy to step down from the car with a confident smile.


    She simply enchanted every pair of eyes to look and envy her. Hanging a little smirk she enters the lobby.


    "Wah, thank you for your surprise." She commented sarcastically as she sees Ling Guang carrying a bouquet of rose.


    Her Jimmy Cho clicking and echoing on the cold marble floor. Ling Guang''s eyes never leave her body since she enters.


    She glances at Meng Ran who looks pathetic standing beside her. But she must praise her make up skill.


    There is not even a trace of a bruise on her pretty face. However, the amount of power in her face makes Xia Sha worried. Too much that her face might falk to the ground.


    Forget it, forget it. That is not a problem.


    Without any doubt, she approaches the couple who looks like celebrating their love in the office lobby.


    Staring at Ling Guang confused face and Meng Ran little fake innocent eyes she sneers. With a swift move, she grabs the bouquet from Ling Guang''s hand.


    People who watching them gasp, some of them can''t close their mouths. Xia Sha smiles.


    Yes, that is exactly what I expect. She comes to give this office a lot of fun.


    "Xia Sha that bouquet is not..." Ling Guang hasn''t finished his sentence when he heard Xia Sha said thank you.


    He frowns. He thought he has made it clear. They break up and he wanted to date Meng Ran openly.


    Meng Ran looks sad and weak. The only thing that white lotus can do. Xia Sha''s mouth quirks up as she smells the rose.


    "Ling Guang this rose is clearly not fresh from the soil." Her forehead shows a line as she distances herself from the rose.


    She looks at Meng Ran who now looks down upon the floor. "Since it can''t reach my standard then..."


    She glances at Meng Ran, who subconsciously looked up after feeling Xia Sha''s piercing gaze. "Since the rose didn''t worth me, I''ll kindly give it to you."


    She throws the rose on Meng Ran''s feet and smiles. Meng Ran clench her teeth, her hand curled into a fist. She is so angry that her knuckles turn white.


    "Xia Sha! You are too much. Didn''t we make it clear that night? You and I were over." Ling Guang flare-up.


    Dare she humiliates him and Meng Ran at their employer''s eyes. He is the Founder and Owner, where''s dignity Xia Sha left for him?


    Xia Sha smile wryly, she indifferently tucks her lose baby hair behind her ears. She looks gamine and gorgeous. "Ah, that night when you hurt me for this bitch."


    "Xia Sha! You are too much. You know along Guang love me and not you. Don''t blame me why, please reflect why he chooses me over you." This is the first time Xia Sha see Meng Ran talk back to her.


    Xia Sha shows a scornful smile before she starts to chuckles. "Me, reflect?"


    Meng Ran bites her lips before she nods her head. Just before Xia Sha answer Meng Ran, Ling Guang protects her princess.


    "Meng Ran is right. She did nothing apart from doing her job. I fell out of love from you a long time ago." Ling Guang said with a deep hoarse voice. Big enough for everyone to learn.


    Xia Sha slightly nods her head. She looked at timid Meng Ran then walk to her.


    They look bewildered. Ling Guang instantly grabs Meng Ran''s hand and hide her from Xia Sha. He was treating her like she is a dangerous beast.


    Xia Sha''s heart turns cold. But his heart turns colder plus with losing her face when he saw Xia Sha sitting on the sofa near the receptionist table.


    Perfectly in the middle of the foyer.


    "Care to tell me what makes you fall out of love?" Her red lips grab too much attention. Even Ling Guang starts to lose his focus for staring too much at her lips.


    Ling Guang felt Xia Sha has trampled his pride and dignity. "Because you are too arrogant. Look down at others just because you born in a rich family."


    Needless to say, he felt inferior standing beside her. That time, he turns to Meng Ran who is weak and needs help. Hearing this cheater said honest thing for once in awhile it''s quite refreshing.


    Xia Sha red lips pressed together in a thin line. "Acceptable. Indeed it was difficult for a man who always wants to be superior from a woman."


    This is fucking 20 centuries. Women stand beside men, not behind. With Ling Guang life value, they will clash for sure.


    Xia Sha smile hiding the unspeakable pain on her hollow chest. "Alright, everybody heard what your chairman Ling said."


    She slowly stares at the employee who secretly supports Meng Ran and bad-mouthing her.


    She laughs at herself. Xia Sha, what are you doing here? Nurturing this ungrateful company.


    "Frankly speaking Mr.Ling, I can''t work here anymore since we broke up. Watching you choose this slut over me is the biggest humiliation." She spares a cold glare at the infidelity couple.


    Ling Guang of course agrees with Xia Sha. He also has enough of her. No one will see his real talent if Xia Sha reminds in Bright Electronic.


    Xia Sha pulls out something from her bag. A white envelope with a letter written outside. She waves it in the air to show everyone. She places it on the receptionist table show a graceful smile.


    "Please accept my resignation letter, Chairman Ling."


    Ling Guang almost didn''t believe his own eyes. He thought she would still throw a fuss and grab a chance to work here. So she can gran his attention again.


    But with her pride, of course, she won''t do that. Ling Guang smirks.


    This is the best way. Since she won''t work here anymore, he didn''t have to hide their plan for the acquisition of Xia''s company anymore.


    This time he will show people how the Xia family destroyed under his hand.


    "Resignation accepted. Xia Sha is no longer working under Bright Electronic Company, starting from today." Ling Guang informs with a smile blossom from her face.


    The little white lotus Meng Ran also can''t hold back her smile. Finally, finally, she becomes the official lady of this company.


    Ling Guang probably felt a bit guilty let a low cough twice. "Your shares, I will buy it at the highest price. Sell it to me."


    Xia Sha must be blind. How the hell this man can felt guilty for tarnishing their years of relationship.


    A cheating man is a dog. She suddenly chuckles as she remembers Guan Xian''s dumb face.


    Xia Sha spares no glance at Ling Guang and Meng Ran. She indifferently looks at her letter as she answers. "No need, just like you say. I came from a rich family. I don''t need your money."


    She invests not only money but also blood, sweat, and tears here. She accompanied him to the glory and he tossed her away just like this.


    Xia Sha looks at the cruel couple in front of her. She almost breaks and wants to cry. She looks down to the floor, stares at her blurry reflection.


    She is Xia Sha. She is Xia Sha.


    No one can bully her, not even herself. In elegant movement, she looked up at the couple. "Then thank you for your efficiency Mr.Ling. Everyone, please clap for the new couple." She said with a cold stiff face.


    Everybody could not believe there eyes and ears.


    What? She wants them to clap for Meng Ran and Ling Guang?


    The forever vengeful Xia Sha that always find a way to hurt Meng Ran, gives her blessing to her?


    They must be dreaming. Might as well believe money grows on a tree.


    "Please congratulate Ms.Meng too. To successfully become a third party. With that everyone, I''m off from this hell." Xia Sha stood up and take her shades out from her bag.


    She walks away like a bitch lady boss she is.


    ***


    All ber present and mask broke when she is alone. Her eyes were red as she holds on to the steering wheel tightly.


    No crying. No crying. You promised yourself not to cry for that man.


    She drives the car away from the damned place without destination. She just wants to drive her sorrow away.


    Totally unaware that she has her cheeks all over again.


    She only stops driving when her phone ring. Wipe away the tears she parks and reach her cellphone.


    6 miss call from Ruan Jing Tian


    5 miss call from Zheng Shuang


    7 miss call from Lee Kai Xin


    Her eyebrow quickly raised when once again Zheng Shuang call her. Her slim delicate finger move to answer her call.


    "Hell..."


    "XIA SHA! Are you okay?" Zheng Shuang''s panic voice almost turns her deaf. Xia Sha distance her phone, waiting for Zheng Shuang to finish her line.


    "I''m okay. You know already?" She asked with an awkward voice. Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin have numerous times tell her to dump Ling Guang.


    Last time, they even go as far as sending her picture of Meng Ran and Ling Guang hugging.


    That time, she refuses to believe. "I believe Ling Guang would never cheat on me. Moreover with Meng Ran. Must be some misunderstanding behind."


    Even after Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin frustrated confrontation. She decided to deceive herself. Believing Ling Guang''s bullshit.


    "Meng Ran almost fall. I''m just helping. Your friend just doesn''t like me and want you to leave me."


    The fool Xia Sha believes him and leaves her closest friend. Xia Sha wakes up from her thought when she heard Zheng Shuang worried voice.


    "It''s all over Weibo, how could we don''t know."


    "Weibo? But I''m not a public figure..." Xia Sha hear felt uneasy.


    "Xia Sha... There is an article and picture bullying Meng Ran. They even post a video claiming you kidnap Meng Ran to kill her."


    "What? Video?"

 Chapter 18 - Its Feel Good To Be Back

    On the 45th floor of the Guan Corporations office, Guan Xian clicked his tongue when he watches the video his assistant give.


    "Aiya, what a mess." He commented after the video ended.


    In the video, it shows several times Xia Sha harm Meng Ran. They show list, time, and place and what Xia Sha did. They also attach picture evidence.


    Guan Xian lips twitched when he saw Meng Ran on grey skin.


    In the last few minutes of the video, they show how Xia Sha slaps her while turn hysterical.


    "Boss, what to do?" His PA, Tang Yu Bin asked with a calm demeanor.


    There are several reasons why she shows the video to Guan Xian.


    First, Xia Sha is the heir of their company opponents. Guan Xian can use this video to ruin their company reputation further.


    Second, the video took place in their newly built building. They can use it to sue Ms.Xia as a trespassing property.


    In any means, as a smart PA of Guan Xian. Tang Yu Bin sees a great opportunity to crush their opponent.


    "Let it be, don''t do anything." Guan Xian said as he lingers his eyes on a woman on the video.


    Tang Yu Bin shows a surprising look at Guan Xian. But nothing comes out from her mouth.


    "Ms.Xia although an heiress is not working under Xia Company." He reasons out a little under Tang Yu Bin''s suspicious glance.


    "Okay, Mr.Guan. There is a meeting for new product development at 2 PM." She said before walking away from the office.


    Guan Xian nods her head and smiles. "No need to accompany me later, go take my suit from the tailor." He commands in a polite manner.


    Therefore he left alone in the office again. Guan Xian opens his personal phone and opens his we chat circle.


    Sure enough, there are several female friends who repost Xia Sha''s video. Guan Xian clicked his tongue.


    "New money." He chuckles and puts down his phone.


    Such a shame, he has tried to help her by making her his date tomorrow night. But she rejected it.


    He is looking forward to seeing what she will do tomorrow night. However, mentioning tomorrow night he becomes gloomy.


    ***


    Xia Sha bites her dried lips to swallow her fury. She doesn''t understand how dirty Ling Guang trick is.


    He actually cut the video and only show people she tortures the green tea bitch. But he left the part where he pushes her with no empathy at all.


    She put her phone aside and grip on the steering wheel. Fine, fine they want to play ruthlessly. She Xia Sha will show them her wrath.


    Heh, this is just as stupid. She is so blinded by love that she never saw Ling Guang big flaw before her eyes.


    She still holds 15 percent of the company shares and he dares to treat her like this. So let a low chuckle.


    She really saw her as a fool. But who to blame, she is indeed a fool.


    Just witnessing how tenderly he look at Meng Ran making her sick. The more she remembers it, the more disgusted she becomes.


    "Ling Guang you bring this upon yourself." She said coldly as she starts the engine.


    She drove to her law office with a better mood. Waiting for another person to arrive, Xia Sha sip her americano.


    "Xia Sha, I was wondering what wind bought you to call me today." A man wearing a leather jacket opens the door without knocking.


    "I will become your fortune goddess today." Xia Sha lifted out the corner of her mouth and knock the file with her index finger.


    "This is 15 percent of my shares in Bright Electronic Company. Your uncle has been eyeing for this for quite sometimes."


    The man''s eyes lifted up, his features become bright. "Aiya, no need to give me such a big gift. We are a high school friend. But thank you anyway."


    He smirks and stretches his hand to take the contract. When he wanted to take the contract, Xia Sha holds the contract with her right hand.


    The man hissed then complained. "Indeed there is no free lunch in this world. Tell me how much you want."


    Her offer is really tempting. He is in a secret battle with his uncle and this piece of paper can make him win the battle.


    Xia Sha smirked when she heard how much. Her red lips quirk up. "Give you a discount, 3.5 million, and help me hack Ling Guang''s phone."


    "Yo! Really fall out of love. Is this lover turn into an enemy?" He commented and lean back to his seat.


    "Alright, consider it done. I''ll give you everything inside his phone in 2 hours." Xiao Zhan pulls his jacket collar. Acting cool.


    Xia Sha frown. "So long? She wants to destroy him as soon as possible."


    "Big missy, my home is far from here. It took me 45 minutes with a motorcycle." He complained and narrow his eyes.


    Xia Sha chuckles when she remembers Xiao Zhan''s life with his grandparents. Their family house is on the hill.


    "Aiyo, so that smile is so sweet. Forget it, I''ll do it now but you must take be back." Xia Sha almost forgets Xiao Zhan is her ex-boyfriend.


    Dating Ling Guang really downgraded herself. Even her IQ reduce.


    "2 hours, I''ll wait for you." Xia Sha stood up and take her purse on the left chair. Xiao Zhan looks at her body and shakes his head.


    "That dress is unfair." He comments and stands up too. Xia Sha smiles, nobody loves praise.


    She patted Xiao Zhan''s shoulder a few times before she gives her the contract. "Your welcome Chairman Xiao."


    Xiao Zhan smiles and looks down at his black boots. Then he sincerely looks at Xia Sha. "It feels really good now you are back."


    Xia Sha was stunned after hearing his words. Xiao Zhan hit her head gently with the file before he walks away. "Call me if you need help!"


    Xia Sha smiles and nods her head. She stands there and looks at her reflection through the mirror.. Indeed, it feels go to be back.

 Chapter 19 - Hotel Pass

    Xia Sha steals a glance at the ongoing party below the ballroom hotel from the balcony. Her gaze falls on Meng Ran, who clutched Ling Guang''s arm tightly as if he is the treasure she cherishes the most.


    The air surrounds her slowly suffocating her as she glared at them coldly. Suddenly her lips curled into a wicked line. Her sigh darkened along with her thought.


    ''AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!''


    Those dolphins-like a scream diverted her thought. Just when she tried to find the source of the voice, the whole room turns dark. She becomes alert, clenching her clutch, she grabs her pepper spray inside. Assassination often happens at this kind of party.


    She was waiting for movement when a video play on the big screen instead. She hissed, this...


    Senior Wang Kai has gotten excellent in feeding dog food.


    The video play is little Xiao Ni chatting with Mrs.Wang about marrying Wang Kai. The chatters go on until one child comes wearing green hulk boxers.


    A giggle escaped from her mouth when the images of Guan Xian wearing hulk underwear filled the screen.


    "Don''t you guys want to swim?" little Guan Xian asked with high pitched voice. Ah, he hasn''t hit puberty yet. Xia Sha subconsciously smiles. Little Guan Xian is cute.


    "HEY! CENSOR, CENSOR. MY CHASITY!" Someone yells from the audience, making everybody laughed. Those voices were familiar. That voice also yelled at her nights before.


    Xia Sha didn''t realize that she is laughing. Her first real laugh after breaking up with Ling Guang. She stopped laughing upon the realization, but a faint, gentle smile lingers still on her beautiful face.


    There stand Wang Kai, Guan Xiao Ni, and two puppies on the stage. Xia Sha look at the harmonious picture, can''t help but feel envious toward Xiao Ni.


    She remembers she once said hurtful words to Xiao Ni.


    "Are you a fool? Senior Wang Kai only saw you as a sister. Wake up! Guan Xiao Ni, don''t be so naive."


    Xiao Ni cried and pushed her to the pond. Now that she recalled that moment, she must thank Xiao Ni for being generous. She should''ve slapped her foul mouth.


    Ah, but she did. Looking at Xiao Ni finally be together with the man of her dream is the biggest slap she put on Xia Sha''s face.


    Xia Sha subconsciously smiles at their silly memories.


    "Xiao Ni, Will you laugh at me when you know how naive I am now?" she entertains herself with lame jokes.


    Maybe this is her karma. Now she is bitterly betrayed by someone she loves, while Xiao Ni finally got what she always wanted. She saw Wang Kai and Xiao Ni dance together like a princess and her prince. Like a dream come true.


    She once also dreams she can be like that with Ling Guang. But that ungrateful bastard throws a diamond for a pebble, What a shame.


    She stayed on the balcony for a long time. Long enough to watched a stranger ruined Xiao Ni''s engagement night. She followed Xiao Ni''s body disappears behind the closed door before she spotted Meng Ran.


    She smirks as she locks her gaze on her target tonight. Meng Ran still clutching to Ling Guang tightly. A fool man that make Xia Sha felt nauseous and disgusted.


    What is he wearing tonight?


    Observing from his outfit, he really tried to elevate his worth by dressing up like Wang Kai. Stupid move that only a newbie would make. She thought she has told him about this?


    At every official Wang''s family party, Wang Kai would wear a pin of The Wang family''s crest. The proud little pin combined with his noble aura makes him look even more extraordinary.


    But Ling Guang, what is he meant by making his family crest? To be looked like a clown?


    Xia Sha suddenly felt a lot better and thankful to parted way from that guy. Her mood is a lot better when she sees how silly Ling Guang is.


    Did he aware that she has sold her shares to his biggest rival?


    Ah, it''s her time to mess with them, she smirked.


    She tucks her hair behind her ear and checked her make up for the last time. After making sure she looks perfect, she is prepared to make her way downstairs.


    Her beautiful fair hand wrapped around the door handle. She was about to turn the handle when she felt someone has open the door before her.


    ''Clack''


    A man wearing a navy blue suit with a red tie comes into her vision. He looks as stunned as she was. An intense eye stare is unavoidable between them.


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare up for a moment before she regains her composure. Ah, don''t worry, he is not a suspicious stranger or an assassin. In fact, Xia Sha knew this guy.


    He is the person who shouted a moment ago.


    "Oh! You are here."


    The guy said after recovering from his surprise. Ignoring Xia Sha, who is blocking his way, he slipped from a little gap the door make and enter the balcony leisurely.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow. This man always successful in stealing her interest and focus. His face was as dark as pot bottom, and he pouted his lips slightly.


    He looks depressed but handsome. Handsomely depressed? Xia Sha scold her brain for being so stupid.


    What the hell is she thinking?


    "Are you drunk?" Xia Sha asked carefully.


    Xia Sha assumes he must have drunk for entertaining so many curious guests with his expensive wine.


    Guan Xian shook his head before he pulls his tie. He didn''t even spare a glance at her. He blatantly shows his bad mood.


    "Is Xiao Ni okay?" she asked again, with a softer voice than before. Judging from what happened a few moment ago, it must be Xiao Ni''s trouble that bothering him.


    Guan Xian raised both of his eyebrows and narrowed his eyes. He stares at her for a few seconds before he mumbles.


    "I don''t know. But Wang Kai is with her. She must be alright."


    "Then why you look so..." Xia Sha tried to find an inoffensive word to describe his state.


    Guan Xian let a low chuckle and help her to complete her sentence.


    "I am indeed depressed."


    He let a heavy sigh after that.


    "Sigh. When I see how calm and well Xiao Ni handles the situation, I''m feeling so... Old."


    Nani?


    Is he sulking because he feels old? Suffering a middle life crisis before even reach his middle life...


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched, but she decided to seat and accompany the pitiful man for a while.


    "Xiao Ni is capable of a lot of things. She is also very independent." Xia Sha gives her thought about Xiao Ni.


    It''s a very rare event for her to praise Xiao Ni. Guan Xian glances at her even with a more depressed face. Fifty shades are darker than before.


    Xia Sha bite her tongue. Did she say something wrong?


    "That is exactly what makes me sad. She used to depend on me, even when she can do it herself. I know it''s spoiling her bad, but isn''t that what brother for?"


    Guan Xian''s grieving becomes even more absurd as he continued.


    "Little sister is already has a fiancee. Who is my own best friend." He sighed.


    Well, she could understand he must felt betrayed. Wang Kai breaks the brother code after all.


    "They are getting married soon. I don''t even have a girlfriend. You! You are luckier. At least you have fallen once!" Guan Xian said with a sullen face.


    "Pitt, you mean it''s better to get cheat and humiliated in front of everyone than never fall in love?" Xia Sha blurted out and show a mocking smile. Of course, it''s meant to be directed at herself.


    "I will always choose the latter if someone gives me that choice." She answered her own question. Fall in love blindly with Ling Guang is the stupidest thing she ever does.


    "Oh, I forgot. Your boyfriend is a jerk." Guan Xian suddenly laughs then completely pull his tie.


    See? Even this man with a worse reputation agreed.


    If he says those sentences a few months ago, she will fight him to take back his words with all her might.


    No one can look down on Ling Guang, not even a soul can. She even breaks her relationship with several friends who kindly remind her. She devoted her life to Ling Guang.


    But today, she can''t believe she nods her head to Guan Xian''s remark herself.


    "That''s right, he is a jerk," she said with her melodious voice.


    Her proclamation got Guan Xian smirked. He looked at Xia Sha, who is glaring at her sharply as if she hasn''t finished her sentence.


    "Like you."


    "..."


    You had a beautiful voice if only I don''t understand your language :)


    "Hah, that is on your perspective. In my "victims" perspective I''m not a jerk. You see, I didn''t bring them to my bed. I''m just flirty with words and give them so many resources in the end. Guess how many girls I ever kiss?"


    He looks passionate about explaining this matter to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha doesn''t want to know but since he wants her to guess...


    "30?" Xia Sha asked, making 3 sign with her hand. Guan Xian shook his head slowly, he leans over Xia Sha side.


    Minimizing distances between them. He stares deep into her foxy eyes as his hand pushes her ring finger. Making a peace sign from her slender finger.


    Xia Sha almost forgot to breathe when their skin meets. She could feel her heart is beating uncontrollably as his masculine smells filled her nose. This feeling, how can he make her feel like this?


    She tried to concentrate on their conversation. She looked at her hand and stupidly answers, "20?"


    Guan Xian''s smile froze and his face fell. How bad had the gossip deteriorated his reputation?


    "2! Only 2. I..." He was speechless as he leans back to the sofa. His brown eyes turn somber as he waves his hand nonchalantly.


    "Forget it, forget it."


    He is too lazy to change this girl''s mind. Moreover, they might become the enemy next time they meet. Guan Corporations has his sight eyeing for Xia Company for quite some time now.


    However, Xia Sha felt guilty to leave Guan Xian alone. She kind of making his mood worsen after all.


    "I knew you are not that bad. You and Xiao Ni probably the only ones left without facade in this society," She looks at the eye-blinding big chandelier in front of her.


    Guan Xian saw her soft and pretty features, feeling somewhat better than before. Smiles appear on the top of his frustrated face.


    "Alright, since you make my mood lifted a little. Let me give you a present." Guan Xian then takes something out of his pocket.


    Xia Sha looks puzzled when the men give her a grey card with the hotel logo in the middle.


    "Hotel pass?"


    Her peach eyes show the reflection of the chandelier. Bright and Alive.


    Guan Xian almost lost in her eyes if the people downstairs didn''t play a song. He quickly gathers himself and explains.


    "Multimedia room, you can enter with this card.." He smirks and decided to leave the stunned Xia Sha to think for herself.

 Chapter 20 - Disgusting.

    Xia Sha went to the restroom before she gathers up her courage to face slap Ling Guang dog and Meng Ran bitch.


    She is all prepared to go when she heard a high pitched woman enter the restroom.


    "Do you see that big miss Xia Sha? Did her fianc¨¦e really bring his secretary rather than escort her?" A high pitch voice said. Xia Sha hand clenched into a fist.


    "Yeah, it''s true the rumors said she was dumped by his fianc¨¦e because she is too fierce. I meant just look at her, acting so proud and high." A fake cute nasal voice throwing a lot of air pollute for the world.


    Xia Sha has an urge to give them mute poison so they''ll stop talking like a mouse in a trap.


    "I heard she often humiliate her fianc¨¦e mistress on public, try to harm her over and over again. Aiya, his father is also cheating on her mother, she shares her mother''s faith hahaha."


    Xia Sha lips turn into a thin line hearing her mockery.


    "You guys, stop gossiping about my step-sister, my father has always loved my mom. Actually, her mom snatches my father from my mother. Aiya the luckiest is still Guan Xiao Ni, she does nothing but gets anything in life." Another high pitched girl said again.


    Oh great, that is her dear step sister and their friends. Good. Very good. The devil has working so hard to ruin her reputation.


    He must report well to her father, how talented Xia Xiang in making up stories.


    "Yeah, even after disgracing Guan family by becoming a clown rock star she still tries so hard to be relevant. Please, we all know she won''t succeed without backing." The cute voice answer.


    "Hahaha, do you remember how many scandals she made last year? My father said if I follow that big Ms.Guan attitude he might as well died earlier."


    Xia Sha pinched the bridge of her nose. She even dares to bad-mouthing Xiao Ni.


    Heh, no need to guess. They must be the daughter of a new money family.


    "Hahaha, my father also said the same thing. Wang Kai deserves so much better, it just her luck to born into Guan manor. There are so many other decent and suitable women for Wang Kai, yet he wants to be with a clown." The cute voice answer.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes. Dear God, where did they put their brain?


    She touches the handle, ready to handle them when she heard the sound of someone open the door harshly.


    BRAK!


    "Hey, what''s up why you look scared? This clown personally comes to entertain you." Xia Sha froze when heard the familiar voice.


    "What is your name?" Her voice is powerful and full of confidence. Xia Sha who ready to go out takes a step back.


    "Whatever, just call you¡­.


    Rooster, do they have a rooster in the circus?" Xia Sha grins, she can imagine Xiao Ni''s fame innocent face while traping them under her feet.


    "You don''t know your own name? or you are deaf?" Xiao Ni urging the girl to answer.


    "Aw¡­ m.. my.. name is Li Lin, I''m sorry¡­" she said with tremble voice. Xia Sha smile coldly.


    Li Lin? Noted.


    Terrified now? where does your smart mouth go?


    "Why suddenly so silent, are you guys mute? How about you¡­?" NiNi said playfully. Xia Sha folds her hand on her chest. Feeling proud of Xiao Ni.


    "My name is Xia Xiang." Xia Sha heard her pretentious white lotus step sister voice. She has an urge to go out and slap her with Xiao Ni.


    "You are the illegitimate daughter of the Xia family? Daughter of a homewrecker? Da Xiang (Elephant) suits you better than Xia Xiang. You know right? That''s why you wear this grey dress. You must have realized this earlier than me."


    She didn''t remember what Xia Xiang use, but she remembers Pang Ze Tian''s stressful look when a delivery arrived from Charlotte Braun.


    She wants to congratulate Xiao Ni for finally making use of her brilliant brain. What a good nickname, elephant.


    "Y... You don''t think just because you are a Guan, I am scared of you!" Xia Xiang talkback with a trembling voice. She is clearly scared if Xiao Ni.


    Xia Sha wanted to laugh. There fly the opportunity to befriend Xiao Ni.


    "Aiya, I am not gonna talk about you anymore just because you have big ears like a dumbo. Dumbo is cute, so I let it go."


    "Ms.Guan my name is Xiao Xing¡­ I didn''t join the conversation, please don''t miscomprehend, I only wash my hand here."


    Ah, it''s the girl with an annoying fake high pitched voice.


    Xia Sha has taken special notice for her annoying voice and trashy mouth.


    "Xiao family, Whose Xiao? The steel company Xiao or night club Xiao?"


    Xia Sha let out a little "potty..." Behind the cubicle. Guan Xiao Ni is indeed amazing. She will be proud to mention her name as on par rival.


    She completely destroys that bitch pretentious face. Xia Sha delt satisfied.


    Xiao Le from Xiao Company is their high school friend. Her voice is okay, not annoying at all.


    "Nevermind, I know already. Eh, you also go to Xiaye''s salon right?"


    "Hm¡­ you have a good taste, come to the same salon as me. However, did you waste all your money paying the salon, so you¡­" the hang her sentence.


    "Have no choice but to wear Wessling dress from 5 years ago."


    "Never mind, not everybody has the luck to born at Guan family." NiNi avenges her with her own words.


    "Disgrace? I think your name is a disgrace, you are not a little star (Xiao Xing). At least not on my world, in my world, you are a¡­" NiNi hangs her sentence again.


    Her high heels make a sound as she slowly walks to the door again. "Non-existence. Why don''t we call you¡­."


    "Chick¡­? Duck¡­?" she runs out of ideas. Alright, Xia Sha is proud enough Xiao Ni''s brain has developed so far from the last time they fight.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes snd finally push the door handle. Showtime.


    Revealing a girl on a fit fitting blue dress, she had the royal aura that intimidates other people in the room.


    Xia Sha look at them slowly, observing the do called Rooster, Elephant, and one unidentified species.


    She looks st girl in a red dress who trembling now. Then look at the stupid elephant her father bought home. Lastly, her gaze falls on a girl wearing a yellow dress.


    "Are you stupid? Chick is too cute, she is at least¡­" she smirks, raising one of her eyebrows. Xiao Ni shot a thin smile at her.


    "Phyllobates terribilis." Xia Sha said, making NiNi pout, NiNi raises her finger to Xia Sha.


    "Wei, I know you are smart, but not everyone spends their time to remember animals binomial name." Xiao Ni protested.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes lazily, walking to wash her hand again.


    "It''s a yellow poisoned frog, you won''t like it." Xia Sha said to NiNi after washing her hand and walk pass NiNi. On the way, her gaze swap to Xia Xiang, let out a little sneer.


    "Disgusting."

 Chapter 21 - But Our Love Is Genuine, I Wish You Could Give Us Your Blessing

    Meeting Xiao Ni before starting the big battle really boosts Xia Sha''s confidence. That is right, she didn''t even listen to Guan Xiao Ni.


    Who is Ling Guang and Meng Ran?


    Merely bug in this world. She raised the grey card Guan Xian''s has given for her on her left hand and flash disk on her right hand.


    Talking about him, Xia Sha actually felt a little scared of him. She didn''t understand how Guan Xian found out about her plan today.


    But his gift really helps her a lot.


    Slowly her smile raised as her heels brings her to the multimedia room.


    In the hotel ballroom, Meng Ran clung herself to Ling Guang''s sturdy arm. She looks like pure beauty every time she shows her smiles.


    "Mr.Sun, let me introduce you to Mr.Ling Guang and his secretary. He is the founder and owner of Bright Electronic Company." Director Qi, one of their client happily introduce Ling Guang to other business personnel.


    "Mr.Ling, I''ve heard a lot about you." Mr.Sun raises his glass of wine and smiles at Ling Guang.


    "Mr.Sun, it''s my honor." Ling Guang answer confidently and they cling their glass.


    "Your new proposal about Hotel serviced by a robot is very futuristic, it left a deep impression for me." Mr.Sun praised make Ling Guang''s expression froze.


    Sensing how stiff Ling Guang''s face become, Meng Ran took her chance to speak. "Mr.Sun speaks too highly of us. It''s still a long way to go for our IT to reach the standard we want. But we are working hard to achieve it."


    The modern hotel is a proposal idea from Xia Sha. Meng Ran wants to erase every trace of Xia Sha in Bright Electronic Company.


    Mr.Sun merely nods his head and smiles at Meng Ran. He can''t understand what Ling Guang secretary is doing.


    He is interested in the project, shouldn''t she talk about their development so he will invest?


    Wasn''t this secretary supposed to be bright?


    "Where is Ms.Xia? Her presentation is very persuasive. Indeed a rare gem." Mr.Sun shows a cryptic smile, he glances at Meng Ran with a hint of ridicule.


    Meng Ran stupefied, did she make a bad impression to Mr.Sun?


    The news travel really fast. Mr.Sun probably has heard about it too.


    Ever since the Bring Electronic proceeds Xia Sha registration officially, Xia Qi Feng has informed his close friend that her daughter has decided to work for him again.


    Nonetheless, to say, Ling Guang''s company starts to face serious problems.


    Many investor want to withdraw their funds. This is why today''s event is very important to him.


    "Ah, Ms.Xia has decided to help his father company." Ling Guang tapped gently at the glass holder and smiles meaningfully.


    Mr.Sun did not look surprised but choose to silent. "Ms.Sha comes from a wealthy family, moreover Xia family has only her as heir. This is also expected from her." Meng Ran tried to salvage her mistakes.


    Mr.Sun gives a knowing look and excuse himself. Ling Guang did not look too happy at Meng Ran.


    "You make us lose such a good opportunity." Ling Guang looms irritated but conceals it with a thin smile.


    Meng Ran opens her mouth, wanted to defend herself. But she closes it right away. "I''m sorry, I just don''t like people praising Xia Sha''s work. It''s like we can''t do anything without her."


    She reminds him of his sore spot.


    One of the biggest reasons why Ling Guang despite Xia Sha is because people see her as the brain of Bring Electronic. Even if he is the CEO, people have been praising her and her work more than him.


    Ling Guang look at Meng Ran suddenly felt more hostile towards Xia Sha and pity her. That is right, only Meng Ran gives him enough recognition.


    "It''s okay, the night still young." He patted her shoulder. They could approach other investors tonight. It''s best if they could approach someone from the ring one.


    Mr.Sun''s company although big is still on ring two levels. Ling Guang believes they could find a bigger investor.


    Just when they want to mingle, the room went dark once again.


    A video play in the middle of the busy ballroom. Ling Guang and Meng Ran froze when they see the familiar figures on the big screen.


    "Ah... Mr.Ling, you are so strong...." The girl''s body shudder and trembles. She closes her eyes, enjoying the man on top of her.


    "Really? I think your body is too fragile. So soft, so delicate." The man spoke as the camera shot the woman face.


    "Mr.Ling I don''t think we should be doing this. You have a fiancee." The girl said but biting her lower lips. Making the man more eager to bully her.


    "You seduce me first then still worrying about my fiancee. You are too pretentious." Ling Guang on the video brushes her flawless cheeks.


    Ling Guang''s face was grim, his ears turn red. Either because he is angry or embarrassed. One could not tell.


    But he is not happy, it was clear on his face.


    Meng Ran, on the other hand, wanted to kill herself. There are so many important people right here and she clearly has no reputation left.


    She doesn''t even know where to put her face anymore.


    "Not me... Not me..." Her face pale to the point is almost as white as paper.


    There is silence in the room for a second. People start to look at Ling Guang and Meng Ran in disgust.


    Xia Sha looks at them from the corner of the dark before they slowly turn on the light.


    She slowly walks to the entrance of the room. Gaining attention from everyone. There is no doubt in her visual attractiveness, she was shining in the middle of the room.


    "Ah, so this his how it feels to attend the business party. It''s been so long that I forget the feeling." She smiles, enough to make a few men bobbed their throat.


    The one who knew Xia Sha smiles, expecting a nice show.


    Ling Guang narrowed his eyes unhappy. He steps forward, gritting his teeth he says. "Xia Sha! You crossed the line!"


    How she expects him and Meng Ran walk in society after receiving such humiliation.


    Xia Sha who did not look at her the whole time finally look at him. Her corner of lips quirks up, revealing a cruel smile.


    "Yo, the adulters couple is here. Mr.Ling that kind of video is personal, even though you were crazy in love with Ms.Meng''s body you should not let everyone see it." She said it bluntly, without a trace of shame.


    "Aiya, Xia big missy, that is people''s personal taste. Some like to keep their business private some likes to share happiness with others." Ruan Jing Tian especially on fire today.


    It''s been a long time since Xia Sha hides her ruthless side to the world. Now the empress dowager is back, her supporter slowly gathers in the little crowd.


    Since the older generation has gone home first, there only younger on stay.


    Xia Sha''s eyes lifted up, she gives a glance at Ruan Jing Tian and chuckles. Ling Guang becomes more agitated at her ridicule.


    "Hah, you are so pathetic. Just for revenge, you choose to put a green hat on your own head." Ling Guang smirk, his eyes were sharp looking at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha touches the top of her head. "Green hat? Where?" She frowns then she looks at someone she knew from the crowd. Luckily she sees Kai Xin.


    "Kai Xin, do you ever saw me wearing a green hat?" She raised her both eyebrow in a fake surprised face.


    Kai Xin looms dumbfounded for a second when Xia Sha calls her name. But when their eyes meet she curled up a smile.


    Kai Xin folds her arm in her chest. "Xia Sha is the queen of our Imperial High School, she only wears a crown on her head."


    Xia Sha gives her a thank you glance at Kai Xin. Kai Xin avoids her stare, looking shy at the moment.


    Xia Sha understands they''ve fought for a long period. It''s normal to felt a little strange when she suddenly asks for moral support.


    Luckily she still wants to help her.


    Xia Sha shifts her eyes at Ling Guang again. "Even if you wanted to put something green on my head, it''s better a green emerald crown." She smirks then turns her focus to Meng Ran.


    "The one beside you is clearly not an Emerald." Meng Ran look down the whole time, dare not to look at others.


    "Ridiculous." She added.


    She felt every eye is looking at her, judging and ridiculing her. She felt so naked in the crowd.


    Her eyes filled with grief and humiliation.


    Ling Guang clenches his fist, he looks at Meng Ran''s state and felt sorry for her.


    "Xia Sha stop this madness. This is why I rather choose Meng Ran than you. Even if she did not fave a powerful family but she has a kind and good heart. Not like yours." He did not raise his tone, but every word piercing Xia Sha''s heart.


    "Your heart is rotten! You look down on others. Do you really think you are better than other humans, just because what? Because you are rich?" Ling Guang let out a low chuckle.


    "The point you show everyone that video is to show that I cheated on. Yes, I admit, I did cheat on you. But have you ever think why?" Ling Guang raised his eyebrow as he questioning her.


    Xia Sha hold her breathe, she felt suffocated the more he speaks.


    "Must be wondering. You felt you are prettier than her, you have a better family background, you are smarter. But I chose her over you. I hurt your pride doesn''t I?" Ling Guang said with his arrogant face.


    Even if she is the queen in everybody''s eyes, so what? For him, Meng Ran is hundreds of times better than her.


    "You should reflect, she is nothing but I choose her. There is something wrong with your personality."


    The water on Xia Sha''s eyes almost drop. But she holds it with all her strength. Instead, she laughs.


    She looks at Ling Guang and Meng Ran with her icy glance. "Mr.Ling Guang, are you done? Your mouth is stinky."


    She smirks. "There is nothing wrong with my personality. Instead, you are the sick one."


    "You know me and all my merits when you choose to date me. 5 years, we''ve been together for so many years do you know how much I hold myself not to hurt your pride?"


    "None of my parents like you. You have an ordinary family background and relying on a woman for success." She smiles.


    She takes a step closer to Ling Guang, intimidating him in several ways with her heigh and coldness.


    In the past, she rarely uses high heels more than 3 cm because Ling Guang is only 175 cm. While she is 170 cm heigh.


    She sacrifices so many things to protect his pride. So much that she broke her own wing.


    Stupid.


    Staring straight at Ling Guang she unfolds the truth he has been hiding deep down in his heart. "Admit it, you felt inferior because you won''t be this successful without me."


    Ling Guang jaw tighten. He felt all his blood boils and his mind almost explode.


    "You cheat with this slut because she completes your ego. A useless and weak woman who can''t do anything without you. Ling Guang, I''ve seen through you."


    Xia Sha stops and calmly stare at Ling Guang grim face. "You are a man who can''t see a woman more capable of you. I''m sorry you can''t accept that I, Xia Sha, is better than you."


    Xia Sha has touched his most sour spot. The next thing he remembers is how big his hand made when he slaps Xia Sha''s delicate face.


    Xia Sha face sting and she is stunned. It''s not the first time he attacks her physically. She isn''t surprised anymore.


    Her eyes wet because it''s really hurt. Damn this bastard.


    "F*ck you dare to hit a woman!" Her ears buzzed but she can hear Ruan Jing Tian scream from afar.


    Ruan Jing Tian is ready to punch him when another voice silence everyone.


    "Big brother, why did you hit my sister¡­" Xia Xiang cried out from the crowd. Then she walks to Xia Sha with her big grey ball gown.


    "Big sister, are you okay?" she tried to touch Xia Sha cheeks. Xia Sha push her hand away, unwilling to be touch by Xia Xiang.


    What a fake woman, she wants to gather attention from people.


    However, that elephant is acting like an ant, stumbling to the floor just because of a small push. Xia Sha was dumbfounded.


    Hah, this girl uses the same trick over and over again.


    "Xia Sha you are too much!" Ling Guang said and help Xia Xiang to stand up.


    "Aw¡­ sister why did you hate me so much?" Xia Xiang said with a grievance, she drops tears on her face.


    People start to murmured how vengeful Xia Sha is. Ling Guang and Meng Ran are the ones who provoke her, but Xia Xiang is her sister after all. Does she need to be that harsh?


    Meng Ran learn the situation quickly. Since people start blaming Xia Sha, she understands the trick she needs to use. "Xia Xiang, are you okay?"


    She approaches Xia Xiang too.


    "I''m okay Ran-Jie, it only hurt a little." Xia Xiang answer with a weak voice as the dog and bitch help her to stand up.


    "Miss. Xia, it''s okay if you several times plan to harm me. However, this is your own little sister!" Meng Ran scold her.


    "Xia Sha''s little sister? Xia Sha is the only child of the Xia family, never heard she had a little sister now. Aunty Xia is such a beauty, how could she give birth to an elephant?"


    This time Xia Sha did not answer, she still amused by the drama three people play for the crowd. But another woman''s voice stands up for her.


    It''s Guan Xiao Ni.


    No one dares to talk when NiNi opens her mouth. But all of them are dying inside because NiNi just calls Xia Xiang an elephant.


    Take a step closer to the main stage, NiNi folds her hand. She comes with a noble aura that screams superiority. Even Xia Sha aura covered by her''s.


    Xia Xiang''s face turns red, NiNi had humiliated her twice in just 2 hours. Now she can''t even talk back since there are many people watching them.


    "Oh by the way you don''t have to worry, this elephant likes to fall by herself. She also falls when she tried to push me earlier at the toilets." NiNi said nonchalantly, ignoring Meng Ran and walk to Xia Sha side.


    NiNi deliberately mentions the toilet''s accidents to hint that this elephant is not that good.


    She dares to push the young mistress of Guan, however to her shame she fell instead. Now she dares to act so fragile fall again just because of a little push from a girl whose body smaller than her.


    Frowning, NiNi turns her head to Xia Sha. "Wei, I am very disappointed with you. Crying because this type of people¡­" shaking her head.


    "I don''t need your sympathy." Xia Sha stubbornly said, wiping tears from her soft cheeks. NiNi frowns even became deeper as if she is saying, ''who sympathize you?''


    "Heh, did you even worthy of my sympathy? Even if you are Xia and Shen family ''only heir'' I am still Guan Xiao Ni." NiNi said like she was mocking Xia Sha, but the smart people can see what the real meaning of her sentence is.


    She was saying that Xia Sha is the legitimate heir of Xia and Shen family, who are them to bully her, even dare to slap her.


    "Ms.Guan just ignore her, she was always this rude and mean." Ling Guang thinks that because this Ms.Guan look like she hates Xia Sha, she will take their side.


    NiNi throw a ''You-like-this-stupid-man-? Seriously-?'' Looks at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha ignores her eyes. She also ashamed of herself, okay!


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes and Xiao Ni looks at Ling Guang again.


    "You shut up, I don''t even know your name." NiNi snapped, she was irritated enough tonight.


    She already tired that she needs to talk with a bunch of animals in the toilet. Then she needs to take care of her fiancee''s ex. Then she still needs to protect her enemy.


    This party suck, I''m sorry Grandpa Wang.


    "Ms. Guan this is Mr.Ling Guang, the owner of the Bright electronic company." Xia Sha smiles at Meng Ran, does she really think this is a good opportunity to find an investor?


    So stupid.


    Both Ling Guang and Meng Ran is stupid. Now she is sure why Ling Guang very insecure and felt inferior towards her.


    She can proudly admit the Bright Electronic won''t stand without her.


    "¡­"


    NiNi was speechless, she doesn''t know what to say or do anymore. She can''t believe that Ling Guang actually cheats on Xia Sha with this kind of woman. Shrugging her shoulder, NiNi decides to ignore the dumb secretary.


    Meng Ran let an awkward smile as she tucks her right hair, appearing like an innocent girl.


    In front of her are many girl''s idols. The infamous Guan Xiao Ni. She looked up to her every day. She just leaves a good impression on Xiao Ni.


    "Miss Xia, I am so sorry if my relationship with Ling Guang hurts your feeling. But our love is genuine, I wish you could give us your blessing."


    Xiao Ni puffed her cheek, looks very annoyed. People think she will scold Menu Ran, but she turns her body to Xia Sha instead.


    "Wei, what''s wrong with your brain? you let this kind of people bully you, while you always counter my bully. Xia Sha let me warn you if you let these people bully you it means they can bully me too! As you mortal enemies at least you have to give me some face!"


    NiNi glare at Xia Sha then let out a frustrated groan. "I hate you even more now!"


    Xia Sha want to cry after she heard NiNi speech. She wanted to tell her she did not cry because her heart hurt.


    But the ungrateful dog uses too much force she is not prepared yet.


    When NiNi first stands up for her, she was already surprised. After all, they had a long history of being a rival. But today none of her friends stand up for her.


    The girl who had no friends, her enemies since elementary is the one who helps her.


    She finds the confidence she lost. She must admit that after she found out that her fiancee would rather be with his secretary than her, her self-esteem broke.


    She lost her confidence.. But facing Xiao Ni with all her mockery, she felt touched and warm inside.

 Chapter 22 - The Silly Guan Xian Can Also Become Cool

    NiNi glare at Xia Sha then let out a frustrated groan. "I hate you even more now!"


    Xia Sha wants to cry after she heard NiNi speech. She wanted to tell her she did not cry because her heart hurt.


    But the ungrateful dog uses too much force she is not prepared yet.


    When NiNi first stands up for her, she was already surprised. After all, they had a long history of being a rival. But today none of her friends stand up for her.


    The girl who had no friends, her enemies since elementary is the one who helps her.


    She finds the confidence she lost. She must admit that after she found out that her fiancee would rather be with his secretary than her, her self-esteem broke.


    She lost her confidence. But facing Xiao Ni with all her mockery, she felt touched and warm inside.


    Just as much as she wanted to hug Xiao Ni right now, she felt her back is attacked by a cold glare.


    The human instinct for a living is very strong. Slightly glancing at the source of cold murderous stare, she gulped.


    "Calm down, I hate you too." She said to Xiao Ni. Just so she wouldn''t be so agitated and Wang Kai won''t glare at her again.


    She stops looking at Xiao Ni and wants to finish her problem right here.


    "As for you three¡­ I don''t even want to see your face. Especially an adultery couple, watching you two make irritated my eyes." Xia Sha glance at Meng Ran coldly.


    She smiles, confidently takes a step closer to the three of them. Meng Ran looks scared when she stood in front of her.


    Eyes to eyes. Wait, she is a lot taller, so she has to look down at Meng Ran. A wicked smile is written on her face then.


    Slap her face hard, twice.


    ''PRAK¡­ PRAK¡­"


    Xia Sha was really good as slapping a b*tch, even the waitress on the other room can hear the slapping sound.


    Satisfied with the marks she made on the secretary''s face, Xia Sha raised her lips even wider.


    "Aw! It hurts¡­ huhuhu¡­. Huhuhu¡­ Ling Guang¡­. Huhuhu." Meng Ran tears fall immediately, it was really hurt.


    Gritting her teeth as she covers both of her cheeks. She has to bear with it, this would make people sympathize. By then they would take her side than Xia Sha''s.


    She had to bear with stinging cheeks right now.


    Meng Ran cursed Xia Sha inside her heart.


    This damned b*tch dare to slap her! She will make her pay it twice! She promised.


    Ling Guang quickly goes to check over his beloved Meng Ran, when he saw the handprint on Meng Ran''s face his whole body was trembling with anger.


    "Xia Sha! You are going overboard!" the moment later happens really fast, Ling Guang raises his hand to slap Xia Sha again, but another man appears on the scene.


    Preventing Ling Guang''s hand to protect Xia Sha. Xia Sha gasped. Never expecting Guan Xian''s appear on the scene.


    "Mr.Ling, a man hit a woman is very¡­ low of you." That man hoarse voice was captivating. He calmly holds Ling Guang arm with one hand while sliding another hand on the pocket.


    The silly Guan Xian can also become cool. As expected from NiNi''s brother. NiNi almost wants to clap her hand from behind.


    Xia Sha did not know why her heartbeat fast when she saw the figure with a wide shoulder and long leg appear.


    Standing in front of her in protecting manner.


    "Let''s go, being near a woman beater is very dangerous." Wang Kai finally makes his debut on the screen, pulling Xiao Ni''s hand.


    "Stop it! Stop! I don''t want to go with you." Xiao Ni''s loud screams become lighter and lighter. Before she gradually disappears from the ballroom.


    Xia Sha wants to giggles when she saw Wang Kai and Xiao Ni, but manages to hold it well. God knows how many headaches Senior Wang Kai will suffer this time.


    Guan Xian look at them and sighed. Xiao Ni must be very sad right now. Damn Wang Kai, he knows he shouldn''t let him get his way with Xiao Ni.


    All man is a dog.


    He whom heart already unhappy glance at the social trash in front of him and frown.


    "Mr.Guan, she is not a woman at all. Just look at her doing. She is a witch!" Ling Guang''s eyes were bloodshot red as he glared at Xia Sha.


    Well, there is the reason why he believes Guan Xian won''t do much to him. He heard from some people that Guan and Wang were fighting against the government. The Xia family was specially chosen to side with the government.


    Simply to say, the Xia family did not get along with Guan.


    But why this young master grabs his collar?


    Young Master Guan fist clench. He has met a lot of scumbags. Talking with them is just a waste of time because they got no brain.


    He raised his fist and aimed for the bastard face real face. But at 2 mm distance, he stops, and smirk instead.


    Tilting his head, he put on a mockery smile. "Are you afraid? Why?" He asked. Ling Guang froze in his place.


    Guan Xian stares at his pale face and hit his cheek gently a few times. "Afraid because you just realized how fucked up you are?"


    Ling Guang was scared shit but in front of so many people and Meng Ran he has to appear strong.


    Right, even if Guan Xian has more power, but he is not that powerless boy anymore. He is the founder and owner of Bright Electronic, a raising company.


    The Guan Corporation even wanted to cooperate last time.


    Guan Xian should give him some face, and not protecting his enemy.


    "Mr.Guan, you misunderstood..."


    He never finishes his sentence because a powerful raw punch has thrown over his face.


    Guan Xian punches him until he lay on the cold marble floor, defenseless. Blood coming out from his broken nose.


    Guan Xian stood to talk, disgusted to look at him. He pulls out a handkerchief from his pocket and wipes his hand.


    "I wonder what your parent thought you at home. Cheating and hitting women, you are lower than dogs and trash." He said coldly, gaining more woman fans from the crowd.


    Young master Guan is very cool! Too handsome! Too strong! Too powerful!


    Young Master Wang is taken now, but watching this scene makes them realized. One flower died but a thousand more flower bloom.


    Young Master Guan, become the target of many girls. Even Meng Ran who screams the loudest when he punches Ling Guang sees him in a new light.


    ***


    Did the party end because of Ling Guang?


    Hahaha, of course not. Who is Ling Guang, their company and money are more important than the sick man.


    10 Ling Guang can lay on the floor and they will still continue the party.


    Xia Sha sat on the balcony once again, compressing her cheeks with ice. Kai Xin looks worried next to her and keeps checking her face in two minutes.


    "He must be a pig! A dog! Where is his manner? A cheater and dare to hit a woman! Senior Guan is right, he is lower than trash." Kai Xin cursed Ling Guang. Her heart hurt when she saw Xia Sha''s pretty face become swollen.


    How delicate her skin and how strong man''s power.


    "Xia Sha, don''t worry there is no hospital would dare to save him." Ruan Jing Tian was so angry that he goes to beg his father for help.


    The rivalry between him and his father is well known. But today, he swallows his ego to ask help from his father.


    Xia Sha is lying if she said her heart didn''t become soft and warm.


    "Thank you, guys." She said slowly. Dang, it even hurt to speaks. Ling Guang that scum.


    "Just go to the hospital, look at your state. My heart bleeds for you. Look what happens when you did not listen to me. I''ve long told you that man is not a jerk." Kai Xin looks worried but angry at Xia Sha at the same time.


    "You... You even choose to cut our relationship for him. I don''t even know how stupid you are." Kai Xin lost her words as she stares at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha lowered her head, her eyelash trembled. She knows her so stupid and realized her wrongdoings. She dare not to talk back.


    Ruan Jing Tian looks at Xia Sha pitiful states, began to panic. "Hey hey, don''t scold the pitiful girl anymore. Swollen cheek is ugly enough, don''t make her eyes swollen too."


    He tried to lift up the mood with jokes, but he heard Xia Sha cried instead.


    Kai Xin shot him a death glare and Ruan Jing Tian face paled. Kai Xin patted Xia Sha''s shoulders as she consoles her. "Don''t cry, don''t cry. Ruan Jing Tian is also a scum, don''t listen to him."


    In normal condition, Ruan Jing Tian would throw a fit after been called a scum. But he nods his head this time. "Yes, yes, I''m scum. How could I dare to mock your highness face? I deserve to die."


    "Ruan Jing Tian, you..." Kai Xin almost spitted out blood. She can''t understand how a man like Ruan Jing Tian is breathing this world.


    "Just shut up." She snapped and hug Xia Sha''s trembling shoulder from beside. Ruan Jing Tian widens his eyes.


    "Li Kai Xin, you are well aware that you see the one who makes her cry, don''t you?" Ruan Jing Tian put on his smug face.


    Kai Xin who always felt Ruan Jing Tian''s presence is irritating didn''t bother him anymore. Making Ruan Jing Tian scoffed at her.


    Xia Sha looked up and stare at Kai Xin and Ruan Jing Tian. She slowly explains why she cries.


    "I''m crying... Because... You guy.... Were right." She bites her lips and slowly wipes away her tears. "I shouldn''t abandon my friend for man..."


    Kai Xin felt a bit guilty now she patted Xia Sha''s back. "Alright, don''t think about it anymore. It just a bad past."


    "Yeah, don''t worry Xia Sha, you''ve got us." Ruan Jing Tian nods his head in affirmative action.


    Xia Sha broke smiles then wipe her tears. "Stop crying, people will laugh at you for crying over nothing. Even Xiao Ni steps out ckckck." Kai Xin said.


    Ruan Jing Tian''s eyes lighted up when he heard Xiao Ni''s name. "Ah! My goddess is so cool today. No wonder she can make me fall in love for so long~"


    Kai Xin and Xia Sha wanted to vomit. "Hey, the cool one is senior Guan Xian. Look at his strong grip, no wonder I have a crush on him in the past."


    Xia Sha pouted. "Hey, you should think about me right now. I can''t go home like this. Yesterday I broke my ankle and my mom is ready to tear Xia''s manor into two pieces."


    Kai Xin and Ruan Jing Tian furrow their eyebrow. "You? Broke your ankle? How can?"


    She did not even fall wearing 15 cm heels.


    Xia Sha looks smug. "I''ll tell you the complete story later."


    "Alright, you stay at my house. However, you can''t really hide this matter from your mom and dad forever, you know right?"Ruan Jing Tian said ignorantly, before be felt pain on his head.


    "Kai Xin, you never learn manner?" Ruan Jing Tian felt wronged when Kai Xin hit his head with he small bag.


    "That bag worth 2 million, you should be happy." Kai Xin said arrogantly and take her bag forcefully from Ruan Jing Tian.


    Ruan Jing Tian looks sours. Xia Sha Laugh then naturally commented. "You two look cute together, ever thought of dating?" She wiggles her eyebrow.


    This time Kai Xin throws his small bag to Xia Sha. Xia Sha frowns. "I think this bag is fake, how can you throw 2 billion carelessly."


    Ruan Jing Tian nods his head frantically, totally agree with Xia Sha. Kai Xin puffed her cheeks then swallow his anger.


    "You two, stop spouting nonsense. I''m the daugh daughter family, how can I buy fake goods. Anyway, Xia Sha is a girl, even if she didn''t want to go back to her house she had to stay with me."


    Naturally, no one refutes Kai Xin''s arrangement. That day, Xia Sha made up with her friend with happy heart.


    But things getting messy at Ling Guang''s end.

 Chapter 23 - Surround By A Cheater

    Since Xia Sha ruins his reputation in front of so many important figures, Ling Guang did not have the same confidence as he had in the past.


    Meng Ran did not dare to go out of the apartment and has been hiding for one week long.


    At this crucial time, Ling Guang felt the obligation to stay beside her. After all, it''s his idea to take the video. He felt guilty and sorry for Meng Ran.


    Today he finally tries to forget the embarrassment and go to the office. Only to find out that Xia Sha has to give all of her shares to Xiao Zhong Da.


    He initially has 20¨G of Bright Electronic Shares, while Xia Sha has 15¨G and He himself got 35¨G.


    The other 30 percent scattered by 4 other shares holders and public.


    These past few months, Xiao Zhong Da has tried to buy shares from other shareholders. Everyone is not stupid, the company is flourishing and promising.


    Added with Xia Sha''s new project, if they succeed they might escalate to a bigger company scales.


    Now Xiao Zhong Da held 35¨G from Xia Sha and an extra 2¨G from a shareholder surname Yee.


    He gritted his teeth and try to reach Xia Sha. But she never answers. Now he needs to attend the shareholders meeting without Meng Ran''s help.


    In the end, they agree to keep his position as CEO if he can surpass the last month''s sales by 200%.


    "Boss, even with Ms.Xia''s good plan we can only reach surpass last month sale by 50%. This is because another small company has started to make the same product at a lower price." The plan manager said, fixing his glasses.


    Ling Guang shot a fierce glare than throw the file to the floor. "That''s why I hire you! To make a plan that could achieve our target."


    He didn''t want to hear the name Xia Sha. That bitch should wait for her time to pay.


    The manager is scared. Only a week after Ms.Xia is away and the company starts to become a mess.


    Ling Guang calls someone through the office telephone with a dark face. "Call the project manager for the smart speaker project." He said to his other secretary outside.


    Not longer than 5 minutes, the project manager for the Bright smart speaker has entered Ling Guang''s office.


    "How''s the development of our smart speaker?" He asked with a headache. Everything is in a rush, he needs to finish the new project to make an increase in sales.


    "85% boss, maybe this week we can see the result." The project manager said. It makes Ling Guang much relieve, for that day he finally has good news.


    He looks at the plan manager and decided. "Then this month, our focus is to starts promote our new Smart Speaker."


    The plan manager nods his head then walks away with the project manager. Discussing several matters.


    Finally, Ling Guang breathes the air as he slumped on his boss''s chair.


    Damn it, he won''t be like this if Xia Sha did not do this to him. He clenches his fist and calls somebody through the phone.


    "Hello, reporter X?..."


    ***


    After staying at Kai Xin''s house for 3 days, Xia Sha finally went back to Xia''s manor. She went straight to her bedroom and type something on her laptop.


    After that, she printed it out and bring it to his father''s office. Xia Qi Feng look at the file Xia Sha put on his desk and asks, "What is this?"


    "My CV." She smiles proudly. His father raised his eyebrow then did not bother to read her CV. Instead, he pulls out a stack of files from his desk and pushes it to Xia Sha.


    "It''s about time you come back to Xia Corporation. This is our current state, it was bad. In front of us, there''s Guan and Wang behind we were chased by Bright Electronic." He glances at Xia Sha sharply at mention of Bright Electronic.


    Xia Sha grins and took the heavy stacks of paper. "Don''t worry, leave it to me. I roughly understand the company stated. Don''t worry about Bright Electronic, they are nothing without me."


    Say she is arrogant, that that is the fact. Ling Guang is the only CEO by name. She has the whole control of the company.


    And if she could make Bring Electronic almost chasing Xia Corporation, she also can make them crumble to nothing.


    Xia Qi Feng nods his head, he did not doubt his daughter''s abilities. Now that her daughter is back, he can be more at ease.


    Xia Sha is ready to walk away when Xia Qi Feng stops her leg from walking. "What is your mother doing these days? He didn''t come to grandpa Wang''s birthday." He asked acting indifferent and did not care.


    Xia Sha clicked her tongue. Inside her heard she was complaining why this father of her did not ask her mother himself?


    To answer it frankly, she afraid his father might goes nut. "Mother is busy with blind date these past days."


    Xia Qi Feng hand clenched. "You didn''t mind getting yourself a stepfather? Why don''t you stop her?" Father Xia eating vinegar said through his gritted teeth.


    Xia Sha sat down again then look at her father''s angry face. "Everybody has their right to pursue happiness. Just like you."


    Hehehe, Xia Sha really likes the dark face of Xia Qi Feng. Bring her satisfaction.


    "Honestly dad, why did you cheat on mom if you still want to be with her?" Xia Sha never fully understands his father.


    He is so stubborn and prideful to the point that he rather destroy his own marriage than let down his pride.


    Xia Qi Feng look at Xia Sha fiercely. Her question makes him recall the memories he hated the most. It drove him crazy every time he remembers about it.


    "Your mother who insisted on divorce. She despite me so much that she decided to sleep with another man. Forcing me to divorce her."


    Xia Qi Feng answers throw Xia Sha off the cliff. She was stunned. No way Shen Xia Fei will betray Xia Qi Feng.


    There must be a misunderstanding between them. She did not believe that Shen Xia Fei can betray her marriage.


    Xia Sha chuckles. She suddenly felt his father is disgusting.


    She wonders why she is surrounded by a cheater?


    "Dad, don''t lie to me. You are the one who cheats on mother first with that filthy woman. I witness mom cry every night because you cheated on her." Xia Sha''s eyes turn dark as she stood up. She can''t stay in this room with Xia Qi Feng right now.


    No matter how he loves her, she couldn''t forgive him for cheating her mom. Not to mention blaming it on her mother.


    "You don''t believe me? Look at this picture." Xia Qi Feng looks gloomy as he pulls out something from his desk and a letter.


    A picture of her mom sleeping with a wild man and letter that say,


    Xia Qi Feng, let''s divorce!


    "If she didn''t cheat on me, I will never drunk and met Pang Ze Tian at the bar.. I would never cheat on your mother."

 Chapter 24 - How I Wish We Did Not Go

    Never ever she will believe the picture and letter just like that.


    Xia Sha looks at the picture then look at her father with frosty looks, "Even if it''s true, your betrayal has completely paid off mother''s sin. I''m not taking sides, but since mother owns you nothing you should at least make let her have her happy ending."


    Xia Qi Feng stunned while Xia Sha turns her body and walk away. This won''t be true, her mother will never cheat and stupid enough to get caught like that.


    Clearly, she divorces her father because of her health issues. That''s what she told her. But, there is no way his father did not investigate the picture.


    She felt very tired, walking slowly to enter her room, greeted by a big sized picture of her family portrait. Her eyes brim with tears.


    "If you don''t love each other, why get married? Why deliver me into this world?" She murmured and keep looking at the portrait.


    She felt as if the dark cloud that used to follow her when her parent''s divorce coming back again. She has tried hard to chase away the clouds but it still haunting her until today.


    She thought she has a deal with the pain, she thought she finally chase the dark shadow away from her. Ling Guang used to chase that shadow away!


    He is the only person who could make her forget, but he is gone now...


    She is alone again.


    At the sudden realization, she froze, her body becomes weak as it slowly slides to the floor.


    ***


    Rendezvous.


    01.00 A.M


    The blazing light play around the darkroom and over the loud sound system did not make four people on the VIP ward excited.


    The gloominess of Wang Kai is too strong that it''s started to affect Guan Xian. Guan Xian sighed, "I thought we want to have fun here!"


    Ji Cun Xi look at him with naughty gleam and asked, "define the definition of fun."


    Jian Jun give them a disgusted look and drink his wine. "What? Wang Kai right here can''t have our definition of fun, right Guan Xian?" Ji Cun Xi looked up to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian''s face turns gloomy as he nods, "He has violated the brother code and still dare to cheat? I''ll castrate her little brother!"


    "How boring," Jian Jun in a simple sentence. Ji Cun Xi totally agree and nod in agreement.


    "Let''s go to the dancing floor!" He suggested cheerfully. They are sitting on the VIP ward with one way mirror as their wall. While everybody did not realize 4 most influential young master is on the same place with them, the could see everybody going wild there.


    Jian Jun did not say anything but show his disinterest in his void face. Guan Xian rolls his eyes, "Dare to say people are boring, you are the most boring person in this world!"


    "I''m sure that is not my child." Wang Kai finally moves from his stoic expression. Guan Xian give him a glance and said with an unsatisfied tone.


    He looks like trying to convince himself.


    "Of course that is could not be your child, do you think I''ll let Xiao Ni become someone else''s stepmother?" Guan Xian scowls.


    Ji Cun Xi tried to be the water and solemnly added. "I''m sure it''s not. Old Wang is classified as a demisexual person."


    "???" Guan Xian shot him a question looks.


    "He only developed a sexual attraction until he has a strong emotional feeling to someone, we undergo this test when were 17!" Ji Cun Xi said with a serious face.


    "I refuse to believe it! All man is a bad wolf!" Guan Xian looking very distressful apparently.


    Wang Kai ignores him and thinks again, "Do you think this got to do with Gu Yi Zhen?" Jian Jun asked.


    "Maybe, but I''m sure it got to do something with Wang Ru." Wang Kai answer lazily. Under the heavy chandelier, he looks very frustrated.


    "Hah, why they need to come when everything started to be great?" Wang Kai looks depressed, but still emitting that noble aura.


    Ji Cun Xi really had enough with this depressing mood he stood up and look down at the dance floor. "Okay, okay, I''m sure it''s not your child. I believe young master Wang still a virgin until today!"


    Wang Kai looks at him icily and drinks his favorite Old Fashion. "You don''t want a project with SCIC anymore?"


    Wang Kai''s threat makes Ji Cun Xi remove his mischievous face into a big grin. "Old Wang, don''t be too petty. Even if you still virgin no one has ever doubted your ability."


    "He never tried it before, how could you know his ability?" Jian Jun raised his eyebrow at Ji Cun Xi. Cun Xi wanted to laugh but Wang Kai''s frosty gaze with killing intent is too intimidating.


    Guan Xian hisses and looks at Jian Jun and Wang Kai respectively. He narrowed his eyes but two of them have averted their gaze. "Damn you two animals! Don''t you know brother code? Brother code!"


    He couldn''t believe two good brothers of him is eyeing for his sister!


    "At least I clean the air for you." Wang Kai slightly throws a glance at Jian Jun.


    "I did not break the brother code..." Jian Jun said with a nonchalant attitude, bring more headaches to Guan Xian.


    "Either way, since both of you want to have my sister and broke the brother code, give me some compensation!" He shamelessly asked with an indifferent face.


    If Xiao Ni were there, she would hit him for sure. Enough to say, Guan Xian finds opportunity in every way.


    This time Ji Cun Xi cut him off by restlessly his Guan Xian''s shoulder. "Bro! Bro! Look at that girl, so freaking hot!"


    Guan Xian was a little bit intrigued by Cun Xi''s comment but he''s more irritated by Wang Kai right now.


    "Damn, looks at that body, she''s totally rocking that Alexander Vauthier''s dress that Bella Hadid wear!" Ji Cun Xi getting more excited.


    Guan Xian eyebrow starts to twitch while Wang Kai and Jian Jun looking not interested at all.


    "Hair? Eyes? Height?"


    "Long, peach, probably 165 or 167 without heels." Ji Cun Xi answer it quickly. This time, Guan Xian stood up to look at the girl.


    "Bro, This is totally your type but I spot her first." Ji Cun Xi looks proud as he patted Guan Xian''s chest several times.


    Guan Xian sneers but curiosity got over him, so he searches for the girl Ji Cun XI''s talking about from the crowd.


    "Where?" He couldn''t find the girl attractive enough for him. Ji Cun Xi clicked his tongue and pointed at the crowd.


    "There! There! On your 2 O''clock." He said with excitement. With Cun Xi''s guidement Guan Xian finally looks at the girl below.


    Ji Cun Xi did not lie when he said the girl is his type. A slender leg with a rocking body has won some point on his eyes. But that hair and face...


    "I think I have seen this girl somewhere..." Cun Xi said not long after Guan Xian has a clearer view of that sweet face.


    "Ji Cun Xi, don''t be a coward, go down and take your chance." Wang Kai said without looking at Cun Xi, instead he glance at Jian Jun.


    Jian Jun smirked, he did not afraid and finally answer Wang Kai. "Sure, just don''t back down and run away when you faced a problem."


    Both man jaws tightened, they look like they could break down this beautiful room in any second. Ji Cun Xi sighed, "You two, stop fighting, just lend me those old fashion and wish me luck!"


    Guan Xian did not move but watching the girl intensely. His nose almost wrinkles when her body started to move along to the beat. Sure enough, sweet and beautiful flowers quickly gathered insects around them.


    Ji Cun Xi almost walked out when Guan Xian grabs his shoulder and stop his step. "You are late."


    He shows Cun Xi a man wearing a black suit has brought her to the bar, both of them are having a good time. Cun Xi frowned but then spirited got high all over again, "Isn''t it Xiao Zhan from Xiao family? Great I know him, he could be my stepping stone."


    He wanted to walk again when once again Guan Xian stop him, this time grabbing his collar from behind. "Hey, it''s Sha girl from Xia family. She''s Xiao Ni enemy, how could you betray Xiao Ni-like that?" Guan Xian giving Cun Xi a cold gaze.


    At the mention of Xiao Ni''s name, Wang Kai looked up, getting a little bit more interested. Ji Cun Ci who is bitter right now throws him a dirty look, "Absolutely out of your league! Just go and coax Xiao Ni, don''t bother another woman!"


    "The one play her ex''s sex tape on my grandfather''s birthday party?" Wang Kai frown and furrows his eyebrow.


    Ji Cun Xi starts to remember things right now and his jaw started to drop. "What a shame, she''s really hot!"


    She''s really attractive but her character is like a wounded Tiger. The past rivalry of Xiao No and Xia Sha was very clear on Ji Cun Xi''s mind right now.


    "Forget it, my type is a cute and foolish girl, a wild tiger-like her, I''ll give this opportunity for Jian Jun to tame!" He gladly adds another fire since he could not get the beauty.


    Jian Jun who eyes glued to the phone all the time finally looked up and raised his eyebrow. He did not speak anything but look at Guan Xian who still looking at the crowd right now.


    A faint smile shows on his handsome face before he said, "Not interested in another internal fight."


    Ji Cun Xi did not understand what Jian Jun meant by that, but he has quickly moved to another topic.


    Guan Xian stayed on his place, eyes fixed completely on a girl wearing a blue metallic mini dress. His nonchalant expression slowly turns into a frown when she laughs with another man.


    ***


    Downstairs totally did not notice the penetrating gaze someone has been giving her from the VIP ward, Xia Sha has the time of her life with Xiao Zhan.


    "Wait, What, we did that?" Her beautiful eyes flaws up as little chuckles coming out from her mouth.


    Xiao Zhan looks speechless and tells her more detail to show how he did not lie. "I still have the ticket we use in Bangkok!"


    Just like how Xia Sha''s father cheated, Xiao Zhan''s father is far worst. He had another full family living in Bangkok. That time, Xiao Zhan and Xia Sha, who still a couple, skip school to catch Xiao Zhan''s father red-handed.


    "Wait, I remember we ride a tuk-tuk to race your father''s mistress." Xia Sha laugh, the tuk-tuk race is wild, her heart almost jumps out.


    "Yeah, I suffer such mental destruction afterward." Xiao Zhan said in a low tone, almost as he is talking to himself.


    "Hah, how I wish we did not go, then maybe we still together until now...."

 Chapter 25 - Loved, Not Love

    "Okay, Quit it, melodrama did not suit you." Xia Sha sips her red wine elegantly, ignoring Xiao Zhan''s helpless face.


    Xiao Zhan shook his head and hissed, "Forget it, I forgot how heartless you can be sometimes."


    Xia Sha laughed and Xiao Zhan followed. Some matters were unspeakable just because people did not want to appear weak. That''s exactly what happens to Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan.


    Both are a product from a broken home family, with a cheater father. At that time, they might share a mutual feeling of love. But both have completely no confidence in trusting each other.


    It was a love that they bound to miss.


    Rather than adding a list of heartache and headache, Xia Sha rather not to mention it at all.


    "I heard you are finally back to your family company?" Xiao Zhan long finger tapping on the glass as he looks at Xia Sha. Xia Sha nodded and replied, "I should never leave in the first place."


    Looking back to the thing she has done, she utterly felt stupid. She once has vowed not to be blinded by man, abandoned her throne to be a tool. What a fool she has been?


    Xiao Zhan agreed with Xia Sha''s word. She shouldn''t have left the Xia family in the first place, for now, Xia Family is facing a big setback. "I could never understand what you see in that Ling guy."


    Xiao Zhan would be a great pretender if he could completely hide his hostility towards Ling Guang.


    Xia Sha lips turn into a soft smile as she looked down, it''s a long paused of silence before she finally opens up to Xiao Zhan. "If not for him, I might become a drug addict today..."


    Xiao Zhan''s finger stop tapping, he looks at Xia Sha with disbelief. He tried to smiles and said, "It just a drug, trying once or twice won''t make you an addict."


    Upper social circle if after all is the messiest of all. Many of them are an addict, they just hide it too well behind the pile of money.


    Xia Sha stayed on her position, but her lips turn into a wider smile, she shook her head gently. "Yeah, but still he is that moon appears on my long scary night."


    Xiao Zhan''s body stiffens, Xia Sha''s little helpless smile actually looks like a mockery in his eyes. His eyelash moves slowly as he blinked.


    He can be that moon, he used to be that moon for Xia Sha. Both of them have a similar family condition. Around the time Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei divorced, he is still Xia Sha''s boyfriend.


    He proudly stands there beside her, claiming that she could rely on him. He wouldn''t leave her even if everyone leaves.


    Yet, when he finally faces the same problem with Xia Sha, he crumbles down and shuts everyone off. Even pushing away the woman that wanted to help him.


    He even fake cheat to broke up with her.


    It was hard for the words to roll out of his mouth, he realized it was 6 years late but he finally did it. "Xia Sha, I''m sorry."


    Guilt and shame were written all over his immaculate and handsome face. He couldn''t even bring himself to look back at Xia Sha who happily laughing right now.


    "What are you apologizing for? We are just stupid teenagers back then. We don''t even understand our own feeling." Xia Sha grinned and playfully hit Xiao Zhan''s arm with her small fist.


    Xiao Zhan smile wryly.


    "You don''t? Because I did." He shows his boyish grin and sips his drink again. The bitter drink did not felt bitter at all, in fact, it was incomparable to the bitterness in his heart.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes and shows her row of white teeth. She shrugged and nonchalantly answer, "Liar! The only reason why you date me is that I''m the cheerleader leader."


    "Right, that because you tried so hard to date me I finally give you the chance," he jokes and points at Xia Sha. "Just admit it!"


    Xia Sha whacked those fingers and pursed her lips. "Sorry, this Queen never even try to steal the playboy heart."


    Xiao Zhan is the captain of the Imperial Highschool Basketball team, while Xia Sha is the cheerleader captain. As shallow as how it heard, they felt like they just meant to date, meant to be the power couple, meant to be the object of another student envious gaze.


    No one thought they also meant to share the same fate.


    Xiao Zhan nodded and simply answer, "She stole and never give it back."


    Xia Sha giggles and elbowed his elbow. "I gave it away since he is such an asshole."


    "Awe, why? I thought cheater man is your personal preference." He said. Xia Sha might felt offended if anyone else said that to her, but coming from Xiao Zhan''s mouth she did not.


    Xia Sha let a small chuckle and earnestly look at her finger, there lay the cold, hard precious metal she always cherishes in the past.


    "I swear he is a good man in the past."


    Xiao Zhan followed her trace of gaze and look at the beautiful ring embracing her slender fair finger. His eye turns bleak but still penitent.


    If he did not mess up, he should be the one who chooses the ring and give it to her. They won''t be sitting in Rendezvous with a depressed face.


    "You must really love him huh?" Xiao Zhan asked bitterly. Xia Sha nods once but correcting him.


    "Loved, not love. Xiao Zhan, I would be lying if I said I did not love him in the past. He is there when everyone left." She smiles wryly.


    Xiao Zhan looks at her, his lips were pressed against each other.


    "Xia Sha..." he called her out slowly. Can you give me a second chance? he desperately wanted to asked.


    "Xiao Zhan, I''ve decided to never fall in love again. I don''t think I could gather myself once again after this. I could not bear the consequence of loving someone anymore." her voice was incredibly soothing, gentle but powerful at the same time.


    Xiao Zhan felt as if they were alone, despite sitting in the middle of people.


    She gives him a last smile before she stood up and walk away. Xiao Zhan''s grip on the glass tightens, he almost losing all his control to not smash it into the ground.


    He''s not angry at anyone but himself. Alas, he could not go back to the past. In the end, he could only whisper to Xia Sha''s small back that slowly disappeared.


    ***


    Xia Sha felt her head starts to spin as she knew the alcohol starts to get into her system. She clearly knew she needs to get out of this club.


    She walks slowly with her 7 cm heels, gathering attention from the people on the corridor. She shows a faint smile, almost like a monkey and a mixture of a smirk.


    "Xia Sha, you really useless..." She stops at the end of the corridor, one last step before she walks out of the club room. There are even more smoke and people''s gaze, but she did not care.


    Like an ice queen, she did not look approachable.


    She raised her finger slowly, once again looking at the ring with a wry expression. It could be said that the ring did not really have good quality.


    If a prong hadn''t broken, the shank bent or the stone had fallen out. Nevertheless, to say, it''s a very bad quality engagement ring.


    Ling Guang has bought it as his commitment to her second year of dating. It''s definitely not something Xia Sha would ever wear, heck she wouldn''t even look at this ring if she walks passed the street. But it''s something that Ling Guang bought after save up for half a year.


    She cherished incredibly with all her heart. Even when Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin claimed that they would rather break up than wear her ring.


    Suddenly it''s become so funny in Xia Sha''s mind. She downgraded that much just for a man that and up being a cheater.


    "Hah..." She sighs a cryptic sadness form in her eyes.


    "That''s a very interesting ring..." Someone commented, a masculine voice with ridiculous bad breath.


    Xia Sha immediately walks away from him but failed in the attempt as the man grabbed her wrist forcefully.


    "Aw, a savage, we man love this time the most." He tried to pull Xia Sha into his embrace. Imagine her body touch the man is another form of nightmare. She tried hard to fight back.


    "Let me go!" She yelled, trying to pull her hand from his grasp.


    As beauty responded, the man''s face lighten up. "You are such a babe, even your voice is arousing me right now. Wait until you screaming my name."


    He said it with such a weird Chinese, Xia Sha almost couldn''t understand him.


    This time, a man comes from the entrance his face was dark and furious. He looks like he''s in rush but stops anyway when he caught Xia Sha''s petite figure.


    He looks surprised, raising his eyebrow at the scene appear in front of him. His eyes meet Xia Sha''s and both stunned at the same time.


    The man gained his self-control and finally face change into a bright smile. "Xia Sha, so you''ve arrived. Director Tan Kun, this is my fiancee, Xia Sha!"


    Xia Sha''s eyes traveling from Ling Guang to Director Tan Kun''s. She understands what Ling Guang wanted to do immediately.


    "Xia Sha this is Director Tan Kun from Thailand, He''s interested in Bright Electronic new project and planned to invest 500 million." Ling Guang looking smug. He wanted to show her that he is capable even after the mess she creates for him.


    Xia Sha chuckles.


    "Hah, Ling Guang I don''t know you are this low." She looked down on Ling Guang, while quickly seize the opportunity to release her hand from Director Tan Kun''s grasp.


    Ling Guang jaw clenched in anger after hearing Xia Sha''s mockery. But he quickly naturalized his face for Director Tan Kun.


    The fat man did loosen up his hand, but eyes still traveling widely all over Xia Sha''s body. "Mr.Ling you are one lucky man," He commented.


    "Ms.Xia it''s turn out a fiancee of Mr.Ling! I''m so sorry for just now." He said, smiling wide after hearing Ling Guang answers.


    "Ah, it''s okay, in fact since you have a good impression of Xia Sha, She can accompany you on tonight dinner."


    Director Tan Kun almost jumped out of excitement.. Imagining this girl under his embrace has satisfied both his ego and needs.

 Chapter 26 - Im Going To Destroy That Motherf*cker!

    Xia Sha chuckles lowly, "I''m sorry, but I think Mr.Ling right here forget that he had cheated on me with his secretary. Now he''s planning to use me for his own private gain. I won''t join you two disgusting humans."


    She looks sharply at Ling Guang.


    Ling Guang looks grim, he nervously looks back at Director Tan Kun that faces become confused and ugly.


    "Mr.Ling is Ms.Xia is your fiancee or not?" He said with a frown. He thought since Mr.Ling really need capital from him, he could as a night with his fiancee. After all, Ling Guang looks like a man who priorities business over a woman.


    But if they''ve broken up, it will be a little tricky to get Xia Sha.


    To answer Director Tan Kun''s question Ling Guang raised Xia Sha''s hand and said, "Xia Sha what are you spouting? Look at the finger at your hand, have you forgot our engagement? What''s gotten into your head?"


    Xia Sha jaw almost drops as she looks disbelief at Ling Guang. Just how shameless he could be?


    "Alright, Alright, don''t throw a fuss!" He drags Xia Sha to a room while Xia Sha keeps rejecting him. Gritting his teeth, Ling Guang lean in and whisper to Xia Sha.


    "I''ll give you back your project, Just sit there for 5 minutes."


    Xia Sha widens her eyes, that''s why her robot hotel project went missing. Ling Guang takes it from her while she''s the one who makes everything from the start.


    She gives Ling Guang a glare before stomping her foot and enters the room. Director Tan Kun''s face turns bright instantly when Xia Sha sat down on the sofa. It''s far away from him, but she has entered the trap.


    "Ms.Xia, would you like some drink?" He attempts to stand up and pour Xia Sha a drink. Xia Sha shows a cold smile didn''t answer his question, instead, she talks about something else.


    "Director Tan Kun is quite generous, Burning 500 million yuan just like that." She smirks and gives a challenging look to Ling Guang that just get in the room.


    Woman and money is the only interest in Director Tan Kun''s life, he causally sips some beer and said, "500 million yuan for a beauty like Ms.Xia is worth it."


    He''s being so straightforward that Xia Sha suddenly becomes more alert.


    But right now the fury and hatred for Ling Guang are bigger than her fear, she coldly looks at Ling Guang and said. "Hah, the self-made success you said? Even when we broke up you still need me for your business. Why? Can''t you find a decent investor and not this good for nothing old guy?"


    She is talking so fast that Director Tan Kun did not understand her. However, he knew that she said something that successfully provokes Ling Guang.


    Ling Guang faces turn as black as the bottom of the pot. He scoffed away and focusing on making Director Tan Kun happy instead.


    "Director Tan Kun, Rendezvous is the most exclusive club in the city, they even sell the rare 1796 Lenox Madeira!" Ling Guang excitedly orders on the bottle from the touch screen tab on the table.


    Director Tan Kun can be careless, he''s more interested in the ice queen sat on the edge of the sofa. "Ms.Xia, do you like wine too?"


    "Nonono, she prefers a beer over classic wine. I know it''s strange but it just what she is." Ling Guang chuckles as he looks down at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha composed herself and curved her lips, smiling beautifully. Good thing he at least remembers her past charity from the past. That time, Ling Guang finally succeeded in convincing a big investor. He bought her to a fancy restaurant.


    "800 000 Yuan just for a bottle of wine!" She still remembers his shocked face upon seeing the bill.


    Xia Sha wanted to say that 800 000 Yuan for a bottle of good wine it''s worth it when she was him frowning with displeasure. "Is this how you rich people burn your money?"


    "What are you saying? Stop spouting nonsense I prefer those cheap beers rather than the wine. All wine taste the same in my tongue, I don''t know what''s so good about fermented grapes." She said with a nonchalant face.


    If only he knew she said that just not to crush his confidence. She literally spends every summer holiday on her grandfather''s winery, how could she not love wine?


    Xia Sha cocks her head to one side and folds her arms in front of her chest. "I was lying just to protect your pride. Director Tan Kun, this CEO in front of you still needs my member card to treat you something. Do you really believe your investment won''t fail?"


    Director Tan Kun laughs earnestly and claps his hand with excitement. "To be honest, I''m not interested in his project too. However, if I could sleep with Ms.Xia even just for one time, I believe 500 million will be worth it."


    Both Xia Sha and Ling Guang color changed.


    Director Tan Kun stand up and approaching Xia Sha, sensing the danger, she quickly stands up and wanted to walk away. She already anticipated this to happen, that''s why she seat near to the door.


    "Don''t you dare come any closer to me!" Xia Sha glares at Director Tan Kun.


    Perceiving that Xia Sha almost runs away, Director Tan Kun yelled at Ling Guang. "Mr.Ling! If I did not get her tonight, you can forget about the 500 Million yuan!"


    Ling Guang''s look incomparably ghastly white. He gritted his jaw and hand clenching harder at the control tab he held.


    "Ling Guang! What kind of man are you if you don''t let her escape now?"


    "But you need those 500 million yuan. If you missed this chance won''t she look down on you even more?"


    "But does that mean you still need her to achieve the contract? Remember your purpose! you wanted to show her that you don''t need her to succeed!"


    As he dwells in his monologue, time is ticking. Director Tan Kun''s loud voice woke him up and he accidentally pressed lock the door button.


    Xia Sha who almost escape looks frustrated when the doorknob is locked, she gasps slowly and looks at Ling Guang with disbelief face. Director Tan seize this opportunity to pull Xia Sha into his embrace.


    Without any fuss, he tried to kiss her.


    Xia Sha''s reflects is of course rebel violently. His bad breath and disgusting smell make her nauseous that she wanted to puke right now. Director Tan Kun''s hand has traveled all over the body.


    "Let me Go! Please!" Xia Sha almost cried when he sniffs near her neck. She looks at Ling Guang who just frozen there with the remote on his hand.


    "HELP! HELP!" She screams, still trying very hard to push the heavy body. Her recusance makes Director Tan Kun even more excited. He pushes Xia Sha unto the sofa and quickly pressed her underneath.


    She looks desperately at Ling Guang, but after sometimes she gave up and began to cry. "Help..." she yelp and turn her head to the door.


    "Shut up bitch! You come to the club wearing a dress like this. What acting all cocky for, I knew just a slut looking for man pinning you below!" Director Tan Kun getting more excited as Xia Sha shook her head vigorously.


    "HELP!" Xia Sha screams as she tried to kick Director Tan Kun from her body.


    At this time, Guan Xian and his gang have finish drinking. When he wanted to go home, he suddenly felt an urge to pee. He usually goes to the VIP restroom upstairs, he didn''t know why he decided to go restroom downstairs tonight.


    However, even years later he always grateful he did.


    He was passing casually when his heartfelt agitated and uneasy. He frowns.


    The corridor has a minimum light, looks like a low budget VIP room in comparison to their VIP room upstairs. Also, the room soundproof is not really good.


    "You must be kidding me!" Guan Xian cursed as he keeps hearing something he shouldn''t hear. He almost turns back when he heard someone calling for help.


    "HELP!" It was coming from the corner room. Guan Xian frown, he shouldn''t be meddling in other people''s business, but his heart grows even more restless.


    "Ms.Xia, don''t be shy! We all know you wanted it too~" A vain disgusting laugh van be heard after the girl scream.


    Ms.Xia? Guan Xian did not like this already.


    "Ling Guang you bastard!"


    Ms.Xia, Ling Guang, Don''t be shy!


    Guan Xian did not like any of those words. Without thinking any further, he approaches the room and kicks it roughly. His kick was so loud and strong that the door hinge broke down.


    The aluminum door pry open, three human inside paused and surprised.


    Like seeing a hero, Xia Sha''s eyes turn moist as her mouth crying for help. "Guan Xian! Help me!"


    Guan Xian flies his fist to Director Tan Kun''s chubby cheeks. Stumble, he falls as Guan Cian did not wait for his reaction and kick his stomach hard.


    "What a lowly bastard!" He cursed and beat him to a plump. Director Tan Kun was beaten down until he couldn''t speak. He did not even have a chance to look at his beater.


    He then glances at the useless man in the corner of the room, still in his shock. Guan Xian looks disgusted as he steps over the director Tan Kun''s body.


    "As expected from a man with no ability but leeching on a woman." He remarks coldly before giving his coat to Xia Sha and brings her out from the room.


    ***


    Guan Xian felt that his blood still boiling from the past event. The picture of a man forcing a woman disgusted him.


    He turns his head to the woman beside him. Funny how he remember she also seated there, having the same blank expression just a two weeks ago.


    However, he really not in a mood for a joke. It appears the same case for Xia Sha too.


    He started his engine and join the traffic jam on the road. The night is cold but Xia Sha felt her heart is colder right now.


    After tonight, there is nothing left for Ling Guang except for hatred and disgust. Her eyes suddenly fall on the cold metal on her hand. Without another thought, she pulls it out from her hand and opens the car window and throw it out.


    Her movement is so fast that Guan Xian only witnesses half of her action.


    "What are you doing?" A crease formed on his forehead.


    Xia Sha look nonchalant as she rubs her finger. "Throwing away the trash that I should never wear."


    Guan Xian notices the ring on her promise finger is gone. He nods slightly, tapping the steering wheel, creating her own rhythm.


    "f*ck! I will never wear fake and cheap jewelry again. Tonight is an eye-opener." She continued, looking irritated but cute at the same time.


    "Thank you, by the way, you save me, again." She said it to Guan Xian, looking less arrogant but did not show her vulnerability at all.


    "Well..." Guan Xian fury dissipated a little after looking at her ''weird'' reaction after almost become a rape victim.


    Instead of crying, she holds all her shock and sadness into powerful self-defense. It''s intriguing.


    "Are you really okay?" He asked with concern.


    "After stupidly falling for Ling Guang''s foolish plan again? No! I''m going to destroy that motherf*cker!"


    She looks like bloody murder.


    Guan Xian wanted to chuckle. He usually prefers those cotton candy girls but he won''t lie that Xia Sha''s powerful remakes have a tug something in his heart.


    "I''m going to personally send that ungrateful bastard to hell!" She gritted her teeth.


    Under one moment''s situation, Guan Xian decided something that changes his whole life.. He laughs and said, "And if you let me, I''ll gladly help you."

 Chapter 27 - Best If He Loses Everything

    An ordinary morning on Xia Manor includes a lavish breakfast by the private chef their hire looking busy in the kitchen.


    Xia Qi Feng seated on the house head chair while ignoring Pang Ze Tian who seat diagonally across of him.


    Their family butler, Old Mr.Tu stand on the room corner busy with his smartphone.


    "Well, Good morning Father and Mr.Tu!" Xia Sha greets them with the usual sarcastic smile.


    "I''m very happy to welcome you back to the Xia company and manor young mistress Xia." Old Mr.Tu said with a smile of approval.


    "Likewise Mr.Tu, how is your daughter? I believe a trip to the Bahamas improves your family quality time?" Xia Sha seated on across of Pang Ze Tian did not bother to greet her at all.


    "Yes, It''s a wonderful vacation." Old Mr.Tu replied with a dignified gesture.


    Pang Ze Tian''s face darkened but maintain her smile outside. "Xia Sha, I''m so glad that you finally join the company again."


    Xia Qi Feng did not hide his proud smile too, he patted Xia Sha''s back and said, "You are seeing the Xia''s corporation new COO."


    "Oh please, I believe being the COO of almost went bankrupt Xia Corporation is not that glorious seat." Xia Sha takes an apple from the middle of the table. Chewing it with style as she looks at Pang Ze Tian in provocative manners.


    Xia Qi Feng did not take Xia Sha''s sarcasm to heart for a long time ago. It helps his heart healthier and lives longer.


    "Nearly bankrupt thanks to you and now I''m dragging you back to clean your own mess." Xia Qi Feng ate his french toast happily.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes. "Please, don''t blame me that you did not have any innovation and stubbornly think golf session with your old buddies is the only way to get that million contracts signed."


    Xia Qi Feng raised his eyebrow and smirk. He still thinks that way even if Xia Sha clearly beat him at his own game.


    Pang Ze Tian on the other side racked her brain to make them change the topic. Seeing Xia Qi Feng and Xia Sha talking about work makes her feel like an outsider.


    Xia Sha savviness and gesture a hundred percent the same as Xia Qi Feng''s. It makes her heart cold and wary.


    "Husband! Xia Xiang is on his third year already, maybe you could pull some string so she could have her internship in XC? You know the richer experience the better?" She tried to play it cool and shrug her shoulder.


    Xia Sha laughs, she playfully raised her eyelids to Pang Ze Tian and Xia Qi Feng. "I see what you are doing there. Daddy someone feels threatened I come back to the company."


    Xia Qi Feng pretends he heard of nothing and continue his meal. Pang Ze Tian was rendered speechless.


    When she caught Xia Xiang coming down to the dining room nicely dressed she couldn''t help but comment. "Ah, finally someone learns to dress up for breakfast, I''m actually quite proud."


    Xia Xiang cheek flushes and clearly offended with Xia Sha''s word. She is reminding her about her silly action in the past, wearing pajamas for breakfast on her first-day move to Xia manor.


    "Good morning Father, Mother," She greets Xia Qi Feng and Pang Ze Tian, who gives her a sweet smile back before looking at Xia Sha with a sour face, "sister," she called.


    Xia Sha raised her hand and stop Xia Xiang there. "Ugh! It''s hard enough having breakfast with your mother cheat whore like perfume, don''t make me puke in the morning."


    She pretends to be nausea and stands up from her seat when Xia Xiang took a seat next to her. "Daddy, as long as I love breakfast in Xia manor, I could not stand these." She did not directly point at Pang Zhe Tian and Xia Xiang.


    "Excuse me," she smiles and walks away.


    Xia Qi Feng pretends nothing happens and gestures for mother and daughter to continue their breakfast.


    Pang Ze Tian is so angry that her whole face turns red. "Husband! I felt your daughter need some etiquette lesson from the best teacher."


    Xia Qi Feng looks like he just heard a joke. "HoHoHo, don''t you think she did not take the etiquette lesson?" He tilted his head and lips quirks up.


    Be actually look quite proud.


    But realizing Xia Xiang''s moisten eyes and Pang Ze Tian fury, he stops laughing and straighten his back.


    "Don''t mind her, it just how Xia family is."


    ***


    Xia Corporation COO''s office.


    Walking in Wellesley Double Breasted Wool Coat Dress by Ralph Lauren, Xia Sha did not even introduce herself to her assistants.


    "Good morning Ms.Xia, My name is Fu Qun, I''m your appointed personal assistant." The male in 173 cm wearing professional work attire that satisfied Xia Sha enough.


    "Good, because I deadly need americano, less ice, no sugar, and meet with the Financial, Marketing, Developing, and Research team. I''m expecting you to work until 10 P.M but you could have your free time from 5 to 7 if you succeed in arranging a meeting with Mr.Lemiere that just arrived half hour ago from NYC." She took paused as she opens the door to her office.


    Fu Qun quickly records Xia Sha''s every word. It took Xia Sha''s too surprised but she quickly winked, "smart" she praised.


    Fu Qun grins and said thanking her for her praise but face quickly went dark when Xia Sha said the complete explanation.


    "Yeah, you might need to hurry now because apart from Ling Bright Electronic, Xiao Family Holding and the Guan group is also pouching him. He''s having lunch with Mr.Xiao Zhan in Sky Longue, you can pouch him there. It''s okay to be a little bit shameless. Don''t be afraid to offend Mr.Xiao, he''s a good friend of mine. We can sort it out later, business comes first."


    Fu Qun nodded planning to search Mr.Lemiere background and likeness after ordering coffee for Ms.Xia.


    Xia Sha sat on the expensive suit and make herself comfortable. She opens the computer and remembers something. She looks at Fu Qun again and smiles creepily, "Please send top IT team from our department, someone with hacking background to my office, black or white hacker did not matter, now."


    Shivers down Fu Qun''s spine but he quickly nods his head and makes it the top priority. He felt like this new boss of him going to rock this company.


    Running away, well kind of, from Xia Sha he diligently writes his to-do list and starts working.


    Xia Sha did not waste any time too, starting when the IT personal come to her office she sends her command to hack into Ling Bright company servers.


    Luckily Ling Guang is stupid enough to only have 5 walls of protection in his personal server and did not change his password!


    Such a perfect opportunity might miss if Xia Sha did not work hard. She looks at the man who seats on her desk right now, "Got it?"


    The man nodded his head and smiles. Xia Sha''s whole expression lifted up she claps her hand together.


    "Good job! Now can you attack this server with a virus?" She raised her right eyebrow, expecting a good answer from the IT Personel.


    The IT boy nods his head, looking a little bit wicked he asked, "How much damage did we expect here?"


    Xia Sha immediately taking the liking of this man, her face lifted up. "Ho! Best if he loses everything."


    The boy nodded and quickly do his thing when Xia Sha''s vacant phone on the desk rang.


    "COO of Xia Corporation, Xia Sha is talking. Considering you manage to convince my Secretary to channel your phone means you are quite capable of I need to fire someone." She shows a little mean smile and waits for the other person to talk.


    "Xia Sha, It''s me, Ling Guang." The baritone voice enough to make Xia Sha disgusted.


    "Ew, she needs to be fired." Xia Sha wanted to hang up immediately, but Ling Guang stop her move when he said,


    "I wanted to apologize!"


    Xia Sha''s hand and the phone were still in the mid-air.


    "I should have helped you but I''m so surprised that I froze in my place. I''m sorry..." He sounds sincere that Xia Sha willing to hear him out.


    "I could be raped by that disgusting man, you realized that, right?" Xia Sha said in a low voice, only realizing the IT boy stare at her.


    She nudges the phone, moves it a little bit farther away, and whisper. "Woman needs to be cautious every day."


    She went back to hear Ling Guang and ignore the IT boy''s weird expression.


    "I know Xia Sha, that''s why I''m sending your project file right now to you. I notice that you changed your email, where should I send it to?" Ling Guang let out a heavy breathe at the end.


    Xia Sha glance at the computer that is filled with binomial numbers. She smirks, "Yeah, sure, my new email is XiaSha@XiaCorp.com, please send it before 12."


    "Okay," Ling Guang answer and end the call.


    Xia Sha pursed her lips, almost couldn''t hide her big smile. She really hopes she installed CCTV on Ling Guang''s office and see how hilarious his face when he found out someone hacked his server.


    "Who told you to mess with me."


    ***


    Global World Mall, Capital City, C Nation.


    Two women wearing expensive designer clothes walk side by side. Two of them wearing black shades, adding the exclusive look they aim to achieve.


    "Xia Xiang, that is not your fault at all. Xia Sha''s heart is full of heart, reflecting her ugly words and action." Meng Ran console Xia Xiang, trying to cheer her up.


    "Yes, I know that. I just can''t stand her looking down at me anymore!" Xia Xiang sulks.


    Meng Ran rolls her eyes. Lucky you send only attack you with words. That crazy bitch is beating me to black and blue for godsakes, what did you have to look like she bullied you more than she bullies me?


    Meng Ran got tired of Xia Xiang recently. Instead of complaining and asking her to buy things, this girl did not have any use anymore.


    She quickly replaces her nasty face with a warm smile to Xia Xiang. "Come on, don''t be sad. You are not lower than her anymore, you could be higher than her instead, you have a good heart and a beautiful face."


    Xia Xiang feels a lot better right now. After the breakfast insult from Xia Sha, she is having a major bad mood. That''s why she ignores her mother''s words and went to contact Meng Ran.


    "I''m so glad I have a friend like you." Xia Xiang spread her arm to hug Meng Ran. Both of them laugh, which the author doesn''t know whether it''s real or fake.


    They settle for a restaurant in the mall because Xia Xiang is hungry.


    "I''ll just have a salad, I''m on my diet program," Meng Ran said to the waitress. Xia Xiang on the other hand, stunned when Meng Ran only order a salad and juice.


    She''s so thin but still dieting, is she mocking on her whose size is bigger but ordering so many oily foods?


    Xia Xiang over sensitive personally makes her in a bad mood again. "Oh yeah, you need to keep your body in shapes. Brother Ling Guang is so lucky to have you."


    Meng Ran cheeks flushed and wave her hand shyly. "Aiya, what are you spouting about."


    "I''m not kidding. Xia Sha eats so much and never work out, she couldn''t be compared to your determination and hard work."


    it''s actually a sarcasm in Meng Ran''s ears. Xia Sha has a killer body, never work out and eat whatever she wanted. That''s every girl''s dream!


    In the end, both of them laugh dryly while waiting for their food to arrived. At this time, a man with a noble aura and charming smile enter the restaurant.


    "Mr.Guan, you usual private table?" Xia Xiang and Meng Ran could hear how careful and polite the waitress talking.


    The man wanted to nod but caught sight of two woman seating on the public chair. Hesitating a bit, he nods his head to the waitress but he revealing such a playful smile afterward.


    His a long leg walk to approach the two young women. Meng Ran and Xia Xiang heart almost burst out when Guan Xian walking with his long leg.


    The man is handsome, powerful, and wealthy. A man who could make any woman fall in love the second he talks to them. His movement is casual but sensual at the same time.


    It tugs every woman''s heart, especially Meng Ran and Xia Xiang when he stops at the table. "Two beautiful ladies are having a nice time, mind if this man has the opportunity of inviting them to his private table?"


    He smirk.


    Xia Xiang and Meng Ran were left dumbstruck.. Without realizing it, they nod their head earnestly and follow the bewitching man to his table.

 Chapter 28 - Hes Totally Seducing Her...

    "What is the product we developed recently? In five minutes I want to know the market needs, how deep your research, lackness, a problem arose." Xia Sha did not waste any time with the development team.


    The big meeting room was filled with serious-looking people.


    Her glance is sharp and cold, a little frown formed when one of the development crew stumble and almost fall. In short, she showing no mood to play around and wasting time.


    The tension is high, as well as the stress level in the room keep arising. Xia Sha''s beautiful face is even scarier than the usually frowning Mr.Xia.


    After finishing the whole presentation, three creases appear on her forehead. She sighs and gently taps the wood table. She tilted her head while standing up.


    "I hate to break this news to you, but we might fight head to head with the Ling Bright Electronic again if we wanted to launch this product at the end of the month." She looked at the screen with the speaker''s picture.


    "I think we should hold back on this speaker, do more research." Xia Sha needs to face reality, in comparison to Ling Guang''s research team, Xia Corp research team is quite falling behind.


    Xia Corp still standing right now despite the lack of innovation solely because of its brand value.


    Most of them gasp. But few of them lower their head and play with a pen. Xia Sha especially took more notice on people that lowering their heads.


    She calls out one of them and asks, "Mr.Khoo penny of your thought?"


    Mr.Khoo is not surprised she calls out his name. A faint smile appears on his face, "Ms.Xia, you know the things I''d say might offend you..." He paused then looked up.


    "Do you really want to hear it?"


    Xia Sha smile aroused and she nods her head, firmly. She opens wide her arms and said, "I respect the human rights to speak."


    Mr.Khoo stop and think for a second before he said, "You''ve betrayed us once for your fiancee, why should we listen to you now?"


    Another man spoke up too and make Mr.Khoo''s opinion stronger. "That''s right, how could we know you are not stopping this into production to help the enemy side?"


    "I believe our research team has done the best."


    Xia Sha nods her head slowly, she did not take those doubts directed instead she looked at Fu Qun who seat beside her, typing something on the notebook.


    In the next second, few names appear on the screen and left everyone speechless.


    "This is the mole I planted on my father''s company. These people also did not attend this meeting, until I make sure they are on my side." Xia Sha walked to the screen and gesture Fu Qun to move to the other slides.


    The screen change into a picture of the speaker the Bright Electric wanted to launch along with the spect they have.


    The people in the room immediately felt their speaker is a lack in comparison to the nicely designed speaker.


    Xia Sha smiles wickedly, "Take this as a cheat, we know their product, and they don''t know us. Also why I want to pending this project and rush you to make a new one instead."


    The finance people speak up, saying that they''ve wasted a lot for the new speaker and if they did not launch anything this month, the financial book might be marked as read this month.


    "I understand and have found the solution for that." Xia Sha spares a glance at Fu Qun and indirectly said, ''that is your job to get the investors time.''


    "I also need to have a meeting with the CEO, CFO, and the higher-ups tomorrow. Today, I just wanted to inform you to stop this production and instead, produce a wireless earphone."


    Fu Qun clicks the next slides and shows the 3D design of the product Xia Sha talking about.


    "No, we can''t use this, it''s our fail product last year!"


    "The surveys show that only 10% of citizen wanted to buy this, 8% of them is the YouTuber who create a review content."


    The meeting room becomes crowded and Xia Sha is totally satisfied with it.


    ****


    Right after the ruckus in the meeting room, Xia Sha did not have her lunch, instead, go back to her office and work again.


    Xia Qi Feng really meant it when he said he will make Xia Sha clean up the mess she makes. He did not even bother to show up at the meeting.


    2 P.M and she wonders did Fu Qun got the appointment with Mr.Lemiere.


    It''s a crucial time for Xia Corp right now. They need capital right now when their company name still selling. Otherwise, it will be hard for Xia Corp to stand up again.


    Just as she gets a little bit jitters and nervous, a call from Fu Qun rang out. Swapping the green button she calm herself before asking, "How''s going?"


    "Err...Boss, when you said you can make up to Mr.Xiao, does it includes Mr.Xiao Yu?"


    Xia Sha massage her temple immediately. Damn it, she should inform Xiao Zhan first. Xiao Yu is his older brother who famous for being vicious and business savvy.


    "Did you got the deal though?"


    "That... I was going to approached Mr.Lemiere but Mr.Xiao bought so many people with him."


    "So, you didn''t get it?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and reconfirm. Fu Qun silenced and Xia Sha did not need another way of confirmation.


    "Come back to the office first, I''ll figure out the other way."


    ***


    Global World Mall


    Laugher felt the whole private floor followed by the sound of glass clinking against each other.


    "I can sleep tight tonight after clarifying the misunderstanding with Mr.Guan." Meng Ran said with a beautiful smile.


    Guan Xian grins eat his steak elegantly.


    Xia Xiang blushed, just watching Guan Xian''s gesture is enough to make her stomach felt with butterfly. She''s glad she took Meng Ran out today.


    "Oh, it''s totally nothing. I just don''t like Director Ling to use hand against a woman. It won''t affect my judgment on the collaboration ahead."


    "Brother Ling Guang is just too furious at that time. Well, it''s not every day your ex leaked your sex tapes, right?" Xia Xiang saw the opportunity to join the conversation.


    Meng Ran throws a slightly annoyed look at Xia Xiang. Thinking how stupid this girl can be? Why would she mention such an embarrassing story about her?


    Xia Xiang''s lips turn into a faint smirk. Don''t blame her for being vicious and deliberately mentioning the taboo topic.


    In her opinion, Meng Ran should be a good friend right now. She already has brother Ling Guang, which she helps her steal from her stepsister. The guy in front of them should be hers!


    Guan Xian did not fail to see the small conflict he has created. He was dying to laugh inside but proceed to carry on his plan.


    "Well, that makes sense. How about another meeting with bright electronic? Since I misunderstood you?" Guan Xian showers his attention to Meng Ran.


    Meng Ran''s facelifted up she nods her head earnestly. "I''ll tell Ling Guang later, he must be very happy."


    Guan Xian chuckles and picks up his wine. Sipping it slowly as he gives Meng Ran those sexy looks.


    "Nonono, I want the meeting with you, you only, Secretary Meng."


    The tension in the room arises that even stupid Xia Xiang notices it. Her hand turns into a ball.


    "You... You are kidding right Mr.Guan?" Meng Ran''s meeting as a white lotus is very convincing.


    Guan Xian shook his head and then give hee a charming smile again. "I''m more interested in your work Secretary Meng. In fact, If I sign the contract with Bright Electronic later, it''s all because of you."


    He''s totally seducing her...


    Meng Ran lower her head. Her beautiful hand slowly tuck the naughty strains and bring it to the back of her ears.


    Guan Xian smiles. He would totally fall for her if a certain woman keeps bothering his mind.


    "I''ll... I''ll think about it later." She said with a low voice.


    Xia Xiang couldn''t hide her unhappy face anymore. She fakes a cough and wants to remind Meng Ran of her position.


    "Mr.Guan, help me to congratulate your sister on the engagement. I might not leave a good impression on her, so trouble you to help me." She smiles and wipes her mouth elegantly.


    At the mention of a sister, Guan Xian look away from Meng Ran and began to converse with Xia Xiang.


    They talking about Imperial High School which make Meng Ran felt left out right now.


    "I heard Senior Xiao Ni is the one to broke the rule of coloring hair." Xia Xiang laugh and Guan Xian chuckles.


    "Yes, she did. We need to sort things out with the principle afterward." Guan Xian looks more sincere like now. He looks happy when he talks about his sister.


    "Well, thanks to senior that now we are free to color our hair." Xia Xiang titled her head.


    Guan Xian shook his head. "My sister is my only source of headache. Don''t talk about her anymore. Let''s talk about your friendship."


    Guan Xian shifted his sight to Meng Ran and Xia Xiang back and forth.


    "It absolutely amazes me that you two stand on rival companies and still manage to be a friend."


    Xia Xiang and Meng Ran look at each other and make a fake smile.


    Hahaha, friend? Really?

 Chapter 29 - Maybe I Could Help You Move On From... Voldemort.

    "Ms.Xia, are you sure you are going to do this?" Fu Qun glance nervously at his female boss right now.


    Wearing a quite provocative but still looking professional red suit dress, he must agree that Mrs.Xia is a very beautiful maiden.


    Xia Sha ignores Fu Qun''s stare at her face and makes sure her face is looking perfect right now. She grins, showing a row of white teeth.


    "Okay, grace under pressure. Grace under pressure."


    She repeated those sentences as it was a mantra. Fu Qun subconsciously repeated those words inside his mind. Both of them waited on the Xia family''s luxurious car, waiting for their target to come.


    "Boss! I spotted Mr.Guan already." Fu Qun point on a good looking man wearing a dark grey suit, looking charming as he has always been.


    Typical a man whom all-woman found irresistible.


    Next beside him was a blonde-haired man. The target Xia Sha aimed for tonight.


    She holds her breath before nodding her head to Fu Qun. Fu Qun replied with a firm nod and said, "Add oil, Boss!"


    With that, she confidently gathering all attention at the exclusive looking fancy restaurant. The silver clutch on her hand, she shows a surprising look as she approaches Guan Xian and Mr.Lemiere.


    "Senior brother Guan? You are dining her too tonight?" She walks past Mr.Lemiere, giving Guan Xian unexpected cheek to cheek ''greeting''.


    Guan Xian was stunned but quickly calm his head down. He chuckles lowly and merely replied with a "Yeah."


    Xia Sha let him go and then looks even more surprised as she looks at the western man. "Oh my god! The legendary investor Mr.Lemiere? I... I... Are you real?"


    Mr.Lemiere grins and politely replied, "I am very much real...?" He has given his hint of intrigued to know her name.


    Xia Sha take the chance to stretch her hand and said, "I''m Xia Sha, a very big fan of yours. In fact, I attend your lecture at Standford last month."


    Mr.Lemiere looks pleased as he receives Xia Sha''s handshake. "Old people like me always delighted to carry on the torch to young people."


    "Old people, where?" Guan Xian pretends to look confused, causing laughter cracked from Mr.Lemiere''s side.


    "Mr.Guan really knows how to make a joke. I''m 47 now, with 5 grandchildren, maybe 7 at the end of the year." The old man''s eyes suddenly turn the warm at the mention of his grandchild.


    "Don''t blame Senior Guan Xian, Mr.Lemiere grow as fine as wine." Xia Sha smiles.


    "Are we going to keep standing here and chat or what?" Guan Xian looks mischievously at Xia Sha. He clearly knows what she is doing right now but did not intend to help at all.


    Xia Sha turns a little bit depressed but conceals it with a bright smile.


    "Oh, sorry for holding you two back, I did not realize..." She looks embarrassed and gives a little smile to both men. Guan Xian grinned, he raised his eyebrow.


    "Well, couldn''t help it. Mr.Lemiere is very famous. We met his fan at every stop." Guan Xian said leisurely, not giving any hint of inviting Xia Sha at all.


    Xia Sha looks composed with a smile on her face but Guan Xian could see her eyes turn somber.


    Mr.Lemiere is not soo short-sighted either. Personally, he wouldn''t mind inviting Xia Sha to the dinner. It''s not a formal business meeting after all.


    Guan Xian is entertaining him for tonight because Guan Lin Yi is still on his private jet from Washington DC. They agreed to golf before his flight back to New York. It''s the main agenda of coming to C Nation.


    He knew several companies are competing over his investment, and he did not lose any opportunity to gain more cash. However, since this remarkable young man does not invite the girl to dinner, she must be not worth their time.


    "Well, I''m still waiting for my dinner companion. You guys can go first." Xia Sha said, touching her VBH earing as a code to Fu Qun.


    Guan Xian almost couldn''t contain his laugh. What is she doing? Playing the pitiful card or testing his gentleman manner? Such a perfect plan, he really admires her brain right now.


    Either way, he was entertained and planned to go easy on her now. He opens his jaw, prepared to invite her to join them when her phone suddenly rang.


    "Hello?"


    "What, you can''t come?"


    "But I already on the foyer..." She shot an uncomfortable look to Guan Xian and Mr.Lemiere.


    Her voice is clear on the faint voice of jazzy music. Every word is palpable carrying images of a pitiful woman who has just been stood up by his date.


    After witnessing this, if they leave her alone aren''t they being too cold and ungentlemanly?


    Mr.Lemiere shot Guan Xian looks. Guan Xian raised his eyebrow back to Mr.Lemiere, with one hand inside his pocket and the other hand finger stroking his lips. Suddenly both man shares an understanding.


    Back at the stage, Xia Sha lower her lashes. Both cheeks colored reddish-pink as she shyly wants to bid her goodbye. "Well, looks like I''ve been stood up, however, I meet Senior Brother Guan and Mr.Lemiere it''s still considered my luck. I''m heading home first~"


    She smiles wryly.


    She really walks towards the entrance door. Every step becoming heavier and heavier. She wanted to look back and smack those two wealthy men and said, "Hey! Is this how your mom teach you to treat a woman?"


    Unbelievable, she''s one step closer to really going home frustrated.


    "Wait! Mrs.Xia, our table is more than enough to feed 3 people, if you don''t mind." Mr.Lemiere said in perfect English.


    Xia Sha stopped and broke a grin as she looks back at them.


    ***


    The dinner turns out really well and Mr.Lemiere is generally impressed by Xia Sha''s negotiation skills. Guan Xian on the other side of the table almost couldn''t stop smiling as he gives the opportunity for the woman to shine.


    In the end, two youngsters send off the old man at the main entrance.


    "Desperate enough for investment?" Guan Xian is the first one to open the conversation. However, his playful tone is misinterpreted by Xia Sha as a mockery.


    She scoffed, "Yes, will you invest in Xia Corporation? Because if you aren''t going to I won''t waste my breath on you."


    She has always been like that from the start, high and arrogant. What she hates the most is people looking down on her.


    But she indeed needs investment.


    Guan Xian smiles brightly as he licks his dry lips with his own tongue. "After the indirect presentation and persuasion, I''m in serious consideration of investing."


    Xia Sha face changed into a friendlier smile instantly. She looked up to meet the 187 cm man. Almost regretting her action in impulsed the exact moment.


    He''s handsome and smells good is a deathly combo already. But those boyish smile...


    Xia Sha averted her gaze and hide her flushed cheeks. "Well, you are lucky to meet me tonight."


    Guan Xian smiles, he just didn''t want to blow her cover so quickly even though he''s itching to reply to her with, "Is that why you are greeting me with perfect English the moment you saw me?"


    "Yeah, also lucky you got stood up by your date..." He said it carefully, hinting that he has a double meaning behind. Xia Sha refuses to believe the man has discovered her trick so quickly. Putting on a confident smile she nods her head.


    "It was such a gentlemanly gesture from Mr.Lemiere to invite me to the dinner." Xia Sha raised her eyebrow. Clearly poking the ''ungentlemanly gesture of Mr.Guan Xian''.


    "It''s quite the opposite I think. I am the one who''s paying when he''s the one who invites you." Guan Xian rubs his tongue against his left cheeks, raising his eyebrow as he looks at Xia Sha intensely.


    Xia Sha hold breath, her mind is working in ultra-speed. Guan Xian is the one who''s paying, therefore even if Mr.Lemiere wanted to invite her, he still needs to take Guan Xian''s opinion as consideration.


    She successfully gains Mr.Lemiere interest peacefully too, the young man even help her a little bit.


    So, is he helping her again right now?


    She becomes absentminded, subconsciously following Guan Xian''s steps to his car. Guan Xian did not stop her from entering the passage seat beside him too.


    So when she realized she''s on a car right now, she was surprised as her eyes meet Guan Xian''s. His eyes were alight with some wicked thought. His mouth quirks up and stares appraisingly at her.


    "Now that I think about it, It''s been several times you seat on my car. Ms. Xia, are you getting used to it by now?" He smirked.


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare-up. She could felt her face is burning right now.


    "Nonsense! I was just..." No matter how she comes up with crafty excuses, in the end, she willingly took this comfortable seat right now...


    She wanted to eat her own brain!


    "Just what?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow, his finger is tapping gently on the steering wheels, patiently waiting for her upcoming suck excuses.


    Xia Sha''s brilliant brain shut down for the first time after breaking up with Ling Guang...


    "Just wanted to try this car, it''s a limited edition, right? I''m quite a car collector. Why don''t you sell it to me?!"


    Xia Sha wanted to bury her head inside a hole forever after hearing her trashy excuses. Xia Sha, just how much that cheap couple has degenerated your IQ?


    Guan Xian couldn''t stop himself from laughing right now. Like a free laugh, Xia Sha rarely hears after getting her life fucked up.


    Ever since Ling Guang open the company, their relationship changes into such a serious thriller movie. It occurs to her that most of their conversation is about work. She never acted so foolishly like this when she''s with Ling Guang.


    The Guan brother and sister can really bring out your hidden personality...


    After being laugh at, Xia Sha''s face turn ugly and did not plan to talk to him anymore. Guan Xian slowly gains control of himself again, but a trace of silliness still linger on his face.


    "Well, this is my family car, the most ordinary type. In fact, I saw you using this car to grandpa Wang''s banquet." Guan Xian cocks his head to one side, stealing a glance at the girl who started to looks irritated. A hint of a smile playing on his lips.


    He felt like Xia Sha is really intriguing to him right now. Out of impulse, he blurted out his inner thought.


    "Hey, do you want to go on dates with me? Just casual and fun dates, no string attached."


    When he realized what damage he has made, he quickly wanted to justify himself. "Well, maybe I could help you move on from... Voldemort."


    Xia Sha mention she did not want to hear Ling Guang''s name last time they met. Thus he shall not be named is Ling Guang''s new pseudonym.


    His jokes did not crack even a smile on Xia Sha''s pretty face. Instead, she is emoting cold aura right now. Without any emotion, she answers Guan Xian bravely.


    "No."


    What?! Someone is actually rejecting Young master Guan right now....

 Chapter 30 - I Just Dont Like You

    Maybe hurt by her direct rejection, Guan Xian tried to play his card. "Young miss, could you not be so cold-hearted? I save you 3 times and save your company just now, aren''t you going to pay me back by any meant?"


    Xia Sha shooks her head firmly, without any hesitation.


    Guan Xian was dumbstruck that he almost hit the car in front of them. He hissed and decided to pull over. After confirming it was safe, he then turns his body to deal with this cold-hearted girl.


    Under Guan Xian''s questioning and somewhat ''hot'' looks, Xia Sha finally looked up to him. Xia Sha''s unperturbed arrogant gaze make Guan Xian even more irritated.


    "Why not?" He asked and frown.


    Under the dim light, he looks exceptionally breathtaking. A cool gleam on his eyes, he doesn''t look pleased by her answers.


    Creased formed on Xia Sha forehead. "I don''t date someone lower than a dog..."


    Guan Xian recalled something and looks horrified. "Yes I am a bastard, cheating man is lower than a dog!"


    It''s odd how he could hear his own voice saying this mental crushing sentence. His face turns red, ghastly white to purple before green.


    He''s boiling with silent wrath inside his souls. He wanted to redeem himself but every reason crossing his mind is just... Pathetic...


    Guan Xian you stupid man! Did your grandfather did not beat you enough? How could you stomp so lowly in front of women?!


    It was Xia Sha''s cold voice that woke him up.


    "Are you driving or not? Because I still have work to finish."


    Guan Xian took the temporary loss and start up the engine once again with a bleeding heart. It such bad luck that suddenly every car on Capital decided to go out and created massive traffic.


    Xia Sha is unhappy either, but nothing she could to at such an event. So she calmly plays with her phone, ignoring the almost dying man beside her.


    Couldn''t stand his pitiful states anymore, Guam Xian decided fo defend his good name. "Xia Sha, I''ve told you that I never actually cheated right? Heck! I even only have one serious relationship."


    He sounds desperate.


    Xia Sha shrug her shoulder and said, "Still not interested."


    "..."


    "Hey! You are being so impolite, I''m still your senior brother and life savior, is this how you repay me?" He sounds very mad right now.


    Very good~ she called him senior brother Guan so intimately when she used him. Now she got what she wanted she just throw him away like that.


    Traffic+Rejection has to make Guan Xian went nuts.


    Someone like Ling Guang can win her off, why he couldn''t? He felt like the biggest jokes in the town, and well as much as his little heart unwilling to confess, it''s kind of hurt.


    Hurt and tarnishing his reputation as the most desirable bachelor in the Nation!


    "Well, give me a reason why you won''t even consider it." Guan Xian was adamant to bring back his ''most wanted man'' title.


    Xia Sha shot him a weird look and actually look loss. "Is there any reason I should consider it?"


    Guan Xian looks at Xia Sha disbelief, his hand moving wildly before come up with silly reasons.


    "Don''t you think I''m good looking?"


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow sarcastically. "I especially hate the man that realized the are good looking."


    "Well, I''m a smart and good businessman."


    "Hmm, most of the man from our school is smart and a good businessman."


    Guan Xian gagged. Yes, there are so many rich men in Capital city but how many as rich as him? He''s the heir of a conglomerate group for God-sake!


    "... I''ll invest in your company if you go on a date with me." This is not about heart anymore, it''s about pride.


    Xia Sha shows a wicked smile. He really did not have anything to offer rather than face and money. She tapped her chin slowly before look at the desperate man beside her.


    "I''m very tempted by the offer. But..."


    Guan Xian stops breathing, he is actually more nervous waiting for her answer rather than signing a million-dollar deal.


    "I just don''t like you."


    "..."


    ***


    "What? Mr.Lemiere sign with Xia Corporation?" Ling Guang faces turn ugly when he heard the news. Not even Meng Ran seating on his seat could calm his furiousness.


    Frankly, he did not expect much after finding out Xiao and Guan Family are aiming for Mr.Lemiere investment too. But somehow Xia Sha manages to steal the deal from a tiger and the sly fox.


    "But I thought be''s interested in our company!" Ling Guang''s mind wanted to explode. Xia Sha has only gone for 2 weeks and his company starts to become a mess. No to mention he has to bear the embarrassment after Xia Sha leaking the video.


    Everything she has done is like a slap to his face.


    Not to mention someone hacked and mess up their data and system server.


    Deep down he believes it''s a mess since Xia Sha leaves the company. Xia Sha usually the one who controls the whole operation of the company. She also has a wide connection with influential people. A reluctant part of him actually admires her for that.


    But she is just too strong and confident. She stands alone like he was not needed in here when this is his company. However, in this situation, he would rather have Xia Sha next to him than Meng Ran.


    He frowned and close up call, gently pushing Meng Ran from his lap.


    "Brother, what happens?" She asked carefully in a lovely manner.


    Her soft voice soothes Ling Guang''s heart, he didn''t vent his anger on her so.


    "We just need funds to promote our new release speaker. The development and research almost run out of the fund too." He wipes his face roughly and stretches his hand to pull Meng Ran.


    Meng Ran squeal when she falls into Ling Guang''s embrace. Her body was close to Ling Guang but mind darted on Guan Xian.


    She couldn''t hide her excitement and fluttering heart upon Guan Xian''s professional flirtation. At this moment Ling Guang needs help...


    Maybe Guan Xian can help her. But she can''t tell Ling Guang just yet, Guan Xian said he only wants to meet her. She will just tell Ling Guang after she got the deal, that''s the way she could aim for Guan Xian but have Ling Guang as a backup.


    Her face suddenly lights up.


    "Sigh, Everything is a mess." Ling Guang''s eyes look somber as he buried his face to Meng Ran''s neck. Meng Ran shows a faint smile and gently touched Ling Guang''s cheeks.


    "It''s okay, everything will be alright. I''m here to help you."


    Ling Guang looked up and melted when he saw Meng Ran''s sweet smiles. She is so gentle and could always calm him down.


    Although she is not as smart as Xia Sha, so what?


    She could bring the best of him. It''s also a way to work things up. He knew she couldn''t help him but he appreciates the consoles.


    "Yeah, I know you will."


    "Hey, I just remember something. We could sell Xia Sha''s project idea to another company." She proposed.


    Ling Guang was taken to a surprise of her idea but quickly shook his head. "No, it''s her idea. Since we''ve kicked her out to prove I''m capable without her, we should not take advantage of her anymore."


    The night with Director Tan Kun is quite traumatic for him, he dis not want to tell Meng Ran about it. Also, remember how Guan Xian looks at him as a savage lion, he didn''t want to mess with them again.


    Meng Ran frowns. "But we need money, right?"


    At this time, Guan Xian''s voice filled Meng Ran''s head.


    ''I don''t think you should be under Ling Guang, you are far smarter and decisive. Ling Guang is someone who only believes in himself, trusts me he will only slow your pace. He''s a type of man that thinks women belong to the kitchen.''


    "Honey, you shouldn''t be burdened about this thing. A woman should be pampered, you just need to be there for me. I''ll handle the rest." He cupped her cheek with his warm hand.


    Meng Ran eyelash fluttered, she forced a smile and conceal her dissatisfaction.


    "Let''s not mention Xia Sha again in our lives, okay?" He asked with a gentle voice.


    "Okay, I''ll find another way to help you." She murmured.


    He doesn''t understand that she meant it literally. Ling Guang went back to work after feeling better. Since he couldn''t find any investors, he plans to get a loan from Bank.


    Bidding his goodbye with one last kiss to his lover, he tidied his suit and walk away. Meng Ran still smiling, but it quickly turns into a wicked smile once the door closed.


    She hissed and wipe away the part where Ling Guang kissed her before starts to open the last drawer on Ling Guang''s working desk.


    "Let''s not mention her again because you are secretly meeting up with her? Do you think I''m so gullible?" Meng Ran said to the empty air coldly.


    Two days ago, before she shops with Xia Xiang, she attended a high school reunion. No one from her senior high school come from an elite family like Xia Xiang. Thus she assumed they won''t know about her sex tapes with Ling Guang.


    It went pleasantly from the start when they look at her with envious looks. She did not have a degree, but she is the most successful among them. She becomes the center of attention.


    It all good until someone mentioning about Ling Guang went to a famous club. The classmate notices him standing next to a goddess, he claims. He even takes a picture to prove that Ling Guang.


    To her surprised, it was Xia Sha!


    Unlucky her, a girl that always been jealous of her remember Xia Sha:s face from her previous We Chat moment.


    "Isn''t this your boyfriend ex? The rich heiress that torture you?"


    Everything when downhill from that. She could recall how ugly her expression at that time.


    Why is every time someone mentioned Xia Sha, she always end up in humiliation? That''d when she realized, even if she had taken Ling Guang from her, she will never win against Xia Sha.


    Because Ling Guang is nothing without Xia Sha. She needs someone who stands is higher than Xia Sha''s background. Just like fate, she meets Guan Xian for the next two days.


    "Hah, Guan Xian is true. Ling Guang is too short-sighted to see things clearly. As long as Xia Sha breaths in these worlds, I won''t live in peace. That''s why I need to destroy her, starting by crushing her dream!"


    There should be Xia Sha''s Hotel Robot project there, on the drawer, a red flash disk. But the flash disk box is empty!


    "Shit! Where is it?" She bites her lower lips and searches every drawer on the Ling Guang office.


    "Not here, not here, not here!" She mumbles why looking more desperate. Sweat starts to form on Meng Ran''s forehead despite the cold room.


    "Mr.Ling?" A baritone voice from outside almost made Meng Ran''s heart jumped out from her body. Her chest is rising up and down as she looks at the man on the door.


    "Don''t you know how to knock?" She furrows her eyebrow and asks fiercely.


    The man was surprised and quickly lower his head. "I''m sorry Ms.Meng, Mr.Ling is expecting me just now, so I thought..."


    Meng Ran stares at him coldly. "Mr.Ling has gone to attend important meetings."


    "Ah. He actually just need me to copy files to hard disk. I''m here to deliver the hard disk now." The man approached Meng Ran and politely put the hard disk on the table.


    Meng Ran face change instantly, she even smiles.


    "Is there any missing data or something? Don''t we have file copies on the company server?" She


    The employee was quite surprised by how fast Meng Ran change her mood. But he heard the new lady boss is delicate and kind, thus he replied happily to curry some favor.


    "Well, a few days ago someone hacked our server and we end up losing all the important files. Thankfully Mr.Ling has every copy of the upcoming project. To prevent this thing happened again, Mr.Ling decided to save all the files personally."


    "Okay..." Meng Ran paused, unsure what to say. She didn''t know such big things happen lately. Ling Guang did not tell her anything too. She was annoyed.


    Turns out Guan Xian words are true...


    Ling Guang did not believe she could help him handling problems, that''s why he did not say anything. Her eyes turn somber as she takes the hard disk with her hand.


    Why?


    Did he think she is still the same old stupid girl who will follow him blindly?


    She looks up to the man and said, "You can go out first, I''ll inform him later."

 Chapter 31 - Could You At Least Fake It A Little Bit?

    As Shen Mu Qing''s cousin, she should be on up stair right now, joining the other family members. But no, she couldn''t bring herself to see her mother. One that she always thought to be the victim from Xia Qi Feng''s adultery.


    Her eyes travel across the room slowly, when she saw Zheng Shuang waving at her at the door her face lifted up. Her long hand clutches her long draped gown, preparing to walk her way to Zheng Shuang. However, just when she about to take her first step, a sturdy body blocking her view.


    "Have you fall in love at first sight with me, or should I walk by again?" The unknowingly familiar voice rang out to her ear.


    Xia Sha looked up and look grim as he said to the man wearing a big checkered dark blue suit. "Move, you are blocking my view!"


    "Excuse me, I am the view." Guan Xian tilted his head, faking offended expression. Xia Sha ignore him and took one step to the right. Guan Xian follows her every move without any hesitation. Xia Sha''s face darkens as she finally stops and took a deep breath.


    "What do you want?" she asked with a chilly voice and expression.


    Guan Xian chuckles and rubbed his square jaw. "Whoa, you got irritated so easily, this is fun more than I thought!"


    Xia Sha says nothing but her sharp-pointed looks say make it clear that how annoyed she was right now. Guan Xian clears his throat did not forget to show his smile in the end.


    "I don''t want anything, I came here alone, felt a little bit depressed and lonely. When I spotted you looking like a lost child in the crowd my heart hurt for you. So I decided to be your hero and make you appear less lonely."


    Xia Sha scoffed. Yeah, of course, he would felt pity towards her. They always meet in an undesirable situation where she always looks pathetic and pitiful. It could be said that he''s there at her most vulnerable.


    "I am not your charity case Mr.Guan Xian. Now could you stop annoying me and move the hell away!" she pushes him to the side and take steady steps to Zheng Shuang. To her disappointment, Guan Xian is not someone who will let something he wants so easily.


    He held her wrist gently but enough to stop her to take another step away.


    "I know you are someone who burns the bridge after crossing over it, but could you at least fake it a little bit?" He musing out loudly, staring innocently at Xia Sha. Xia Sha lower her gaze to look at the hand that holding her hand right now, she frowned.


    Guan Xian realized and quickly let go of her hand.


    "At this rate, people will misunderstand us having a feud if you keep pushing me away. I''m sure you don''t people to think you are enemy of Guan Corporation." He said casually, acting it all logic when both of them know he is pressuring her to stay with him.


    Xia Sha gritted her teeth, mildly throw him a cold glance.


    She forgot this annoyingly handsome man that keep testing her patience is the young master of Guan. The face of the mighty Guan Corporation. Making enemies with him is equally as making enemies with Guan Corporation. Even a fool knows no to make such an idiotic move.


    People want to curry favor with him everywhere he goes, so without any saying, he''s the last person who will feel depressed and lonely just because he comes alone.


    Upon Xia Sha''s sudden calmness, Guan Xian lips curled into a smile. He takes a two glass of champagne from the wandering around waitress, smoothly offering one to Xia Sha. Unexpectedly she takes the glass without throwing a fuss and even sips it gently.


    Guan Xian could not stop himself from asking a cheesy question.


    "Aren''t you afraid I''ll spike your drink?"


    "Been there, done that. What''re the big matters about it? It will be just another one-night mistake." Xia Sha answers nonchalantly as if she did not care about that. Making an impression that she has done it a lot of times before.


    Guan Xian looks surprised, but quickly hold his chuckles when he saw her stop drinking from the glass.


    "Interesting. So you don''t mind spending your night with me?" he playfully asks her, raising one of his thick eyebrows.


    Xia Sha smirked and make a small circular motion with the champagne glass. "Of course not. Not when I will get another billion of investment. However, won''t Mr.Guan Xian''s current girlfriend accuse me of being a third party?"


    "I am single, I have no girlfriend." He answers lightly without any pressure at all when he has dated half of the woman in this ballroom alone. "But you don''t have to worry, I won''t get so low just for my pants."


    "Unbelievable! But thank you, I prefer wine over champagne." Xia Sha answer sarcastically before put her champagne of glass to the busy waitress tray and changed it with red wine. Guan Xian looked down, his tonged rolling inside his cheek, effortlessly looking hot.


    "I heard you have signed a contract with Mr.Lemiere?" he tried to open another topic discussion.


    "Is this the other way for remind me that I owe you?" Xia Sca scoffed icily after hearing Guan Xian chuckling beside her.


    "How could you know me so well?" he asked.


    "I might have stalked you several times." She did not bother to answer him seriously, keeping them walking in circles.


    Guan Xian clicked his tongue. Instead of thinking Xia Sha is a weird woman, he plays along with her. Even go as far as put his hand around her shoulder. Xia Sha jolted by his sudden action, goosebumps all over her hand and nape, she tried to push him away.


    "You are one lucky stalker you know." He teases her as she let go of Xia Sha. They just did not realize how many pairs of eyes look at them with mixed looks. Xia Sha sneers at Guan Xian which he replied with a devilish smirk.


    He didn''t know how she needs to calm her heart that thumping so wildly right now.


    They don''t talk again afterward because the room darkens and the spotlight lamp was showing off a dazzling man walking down the stair. He stops in the middle of the stair and smiles, with a clear loud voice he said, "C Nation, I am back!"


    A loud cheer and clapping coming from the crowd. Shen Mu Qing, the dazzling main protagonist tonight raised his glass of wine before drink it in one go, making the crowd go wider than before. Xia Sha has a faint smile as he looks at the man in the stair.


    How fast time goes? His most mischievous cousin has graduated. Everyone seems to achieve something big in their life. Even the slow thinker Zheng Shuang has opened a new branch of her bookstores. She is the one who stays in one spot, even moving backward.


    It''s laughable, really.


    How much time and energy she invested in Bright Electronic Company and Ling Guang. At that time, she was certain she choose the right thing, the right person, the right place to be. Without any slight hesitation, she threw away her family, friends, privileges, even her status at Queen of society for a scumbag.


    She holds her breath and looks mellow as she dazes off. Her beautiful face, shadowed by the dim light right now has to make Guan Xian stop moving. His eyes grew tender subconsciously. Out of the blue, he has the impulse to take her to the dance.


    The music surrounds the place, building up the sweet atmosphere around the couple swarming around in the center of the crowd. Suddenly Xia Sha felt someone pull her hand with enough force to make her fall. She closed her eyes, thinking she might have humiliated herself in the public, again.


    But she froze when a hint of masculine man perfume and warmness hit her face. Her eyelash quivered, when she looked up and realized Guan Xian has pulled her to dance. None of them spoke, but it was clear the tension between them began to heat up.


    Xia Sha tried to avert her gaze, but Guan Xian has something under his eyes that locked her gaze. As if he was trying to connect their soul. What nonsense she is talking about. Xia Sha just admits it, this dangerous man indeed has charmed you.


    ***


    Xia Sha quickly runs away from Guan Xian after the dance. She walks so quickly and never look back.


    "Oh My God! You are dancing with senior Guan Xian!" Zheng Shuang''s squeals almost broke Xia Sha''s ear. Xia Sha quickly covers Zheng Shuang''s lips with her hand, as if her little action could make people stop talking about her dance with Guan Xian.


    "Shh¡­ It''s no big deal, just¡­" Xia Sha tried to find a perfect alibi. "Business things," She continued. The more she looks panic the more Zheng Shuang sees through her mind.


    Zheng Shuang pretended to yawn and said, "Yayaya, These days, business partner looks so intimate. Pretend they have ''boundaries'' when everybody witnesses how they almost eat each other."


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare-up, she glares at Zheng Shuang. "I did not!" she proclaims.


    "Pfft, relax I''m not talking about you. There is a lot of business partner here..." Zheng Shuang is holding back her laugh so bad. She needs to walk to the food bar to contain herself. Xia Sha trails her from behind, pursing her lips slightly.


    "Sister Sha Sha! Sister Shuang! I''m glad you came, where is Sister Kai Xin?" Shen Mu Qing approaches them with a big grin.


    "Of course we come. Anything for my favorite cousins." Xia Sha smiles and hugs Shen Mu Qing dearly.


    Kai Xin couldn''t come, she drags Ruan Jing Tian to Ting City, finding some antiques for her new collections." Zheng Shuang explains as it''s her turn to hug the handsome young man.


    "Oh¡­" Shen Mu Qing murmured, almost sounds disappointed. But he quickly hides it with a happy smile.


    "Sister, Aunty still getting ready in her room." He said to Xia Sha, thinking she will be wondering why she hasn''t seen her mother around. Xia Sha shows a faint smile and nodded, did not reveal the chilliness on her heart at the mention of her mother.


    "So, what''s your plan after graduating?" Zheng Shuang asked Shen Mu Qing. Shen Mu Qing graduated from medical school, so he should work at the hospital after settling some procedures.


    "The reason I come back is to study traditional medic in C nation. But I''m considering working at Su Zhen public hospital." Mu Qing answers casually, enough to satisfied Zheng Shuang''s curiosity.


    "Ckckck, people could do anything for love~" Zheng Shuang murmured with a low voice, give Shen Mu Qing a look full of meaning. Xia Sha frowned and hit Zheng Shuang''s arm lightly.


    "Are you drunk? You keep spouting nonsense."


    "Hey! I haven''t even forgiven you for choosing a man over your friend. You dare to hit me already!"


    Zheng Shuang gasp and brush her arm lightly, she furrowed and look pointedly at Xia Sha. Xia Sha ignores her and instead talks about Shen Mu Qing''s future plans.. Zheng Shuang sighs, this friend of hers is really insensitive sometimes.

 Chapter 32 - Someone Wanted To Pursue You...

    After talking with Shen Mu Qing and Zheng Shuang, Xia Sha went to a quieter place alone. Zheng Shuang''s boyfriend has come to fetch her, so she left early. Shen Mu Qing has to entertain more of his guest. So Xia Sha chooses to walk alone in a small flower garden.


    Grandmother Shen loves flowers when she still alive. Granny Shen in Xia Sha''s eye was ever loving and gentlewoman. She spends a lot of time helping grandma Shen on her childhood days. Xia Sha stands near the rose bushes and closes her eyes.


    This garden might be one of the few places that could make her feel peaceful.


    She honestly would love to live on the Shen family residence than the Xia family''s manor. It just so peaceful here, completely the opposite of her little hell called home. Her paternal grandmother and grandfather love her, they did, but they prefer boys over girl traditional grandparent type.


    It was understandable because Xia Qi Feng is their only child, they want someone to carry on their name. Another reason why Pang Ze Tian could be madam Xia so easily. Grandmother Xia hopes she could be the one who gives Xia family a man descendent.


    "Grandmother loves this garden." A mature man''s voice spoke behind her. Xia Sha turns back and recognizes a man wearing grey suit seating on the garden bench. She shows a faint smile and greets him.


    "Second brother."


    "En." He spoke gently, turning his head to admire the beautiful flower their grandmother planted. Xia Sha chooses to approach and seats next to him. As if he already knew what happens to Xia Sha he said something that makes Xia Sha stunned.


    "Your father said something about your mother already?" he asked.


    "You knew?" Xia Sha stared at Shen Ao Tian with a disbelief look. Shen Ao Tian did not reveal too much expression on his face. He merely lowered his head and murmured, "No one can trust from Xia family."


    Xia Sha gasp, "So you knew? How else knew? Am I the only one who doesn''t know about this?" She felt overwhelmed right now. Her expression changed several times.


    "We didn''t want to hurt you." He said gently.


    "By hiding things from me?" her forehead creased with displeasure. Shen Ao Tian shows a faint smile than pointed at the white flower in the garden.


    "Do you remember how hard our grandmother grew that flower?" he asked.


    It''s completely out of topic but Xia Sha nodded her head nonetheless.


    "She gives the best vitamin and fertilizer but it did not grow. Turns out the flower needs special care, listen to music every afternoon. But after the roots grow, it just needs to take care of the usual flower. The flower is you. When your parent''s divorce you did not take it well, do everything on you might to show your disappointment to them."


    Xia Sha averted her gaze, but after several minutes she finally said, "I understand."


    "Good girl." Shen Ao Tian ruffled Xia Sha''s hair gently. The seat next to each other, he waited for her to calm down a bit before dropping another bomb.


    "I see you are getting cozy with young master Guan?" he asked with casualties. Xia Sha shook her head slowly and pursed her lips.


    "I''m not, and it was just a dance. It''s nothing special." She tried to hide her red cheeks with a pout. A wind breeze makes her perfectly styled hair becomes messy. Her bang split into two because of it.


    Shen Ao Tian smiles and genty helps her arranging her bangs. "Really? but I don''t see that''s what young master Guan thinks." He hinted upon something Xia Sha hasn''t aware of.


    Xia Sha raised her left eyebrow and furrowed her head. Did second brother hit his head lately? Or maybe Guan Xian has been up to mischief again?


    Shen Ao Tian looks through the big glass window over her house, he suddenly chuckles widely.


    Xia Sha subconsciously follows his sight and immediately stands up. She pointed at the man and a middle-aged woman with a distressed look. "What is my mother doing with that man?!" she screams.


    Through the glass, they could clearly see Guan Xiao laughing with Shen Xia Fei. She Xia Fei even blushing after Guan Xian said several things.


    Shen Ao Tian laughs and pointed out something for Xia Sha. "Looks like someone wanted to pursue you..."


    ***


    "Aiyoyo, your mouth is so sweet!" Shen Xia Fei said after her laugh. Guan Xian grins and shamelessly said, "Aiya, aunty, I don''t know is this a blessing or a curse. But whenever I see a beautiful woman my mouth just itching to spill out the truth."


    Shen Xia Fei waves her hand with a gracious smile on her face. "Are you sure you just lying to get my daughter?"


    This time Guan Xian laughs merrily. "No, ah! Aunty, you are prettier than your daughter. When I first saw you I thought you are Xia Sha''s sister."


    He then paused and lean into Shen Xia Fei''s ear, whispering, "Although I''m not going to refuse if you give your daughter to me."


    Shen Xia Fei''s face lightens up, they giggles together until sarcastic remarks travel to their ears. "You even flirted with an old woman."


    "Xia Sha..." Shen Xia Fei smiles and took steps to approach her. Xia Sha gave her a cold glance before look back at Guan Xian. Guan Xian who realized Xia Sha just misinterpreted his action smirked.


    With on hand on his pocket and another hand still playing with the champagne glass he answers Xia Sha''s accusations. "Are you jealous?"


    Xia Sha looks like she could murder Guan Xian in any second. Guan Xian smiles and mother Shen giggles beside Xia Sha. Xia Sha opens her mouth several times but ends up closing it again.


    "Aright, alright, don''t be jealous. I haven''t ask your mother out, yet."


    Xia Sha stares at him with a disbelief look, she pointed at Guan Xian''s nose as her lips twitched.


    "You!..."


    Guan Xian makes his index finger pointed at his self and followed Xia Sha. "Me...?"


    "You are too much!" Xia Sha said in the end after struggling to find the perfect words to describe her pique. She felt like choking him to death.


    "How? I only talk to your beautiful mom." Guan Xian pretends to be innocent and tapped his own chin. Guan Xian stops and stares momentarily before finishing his sentence.


    "I see! Did you regret rejecting my offer to date? Now that I see your beautiful mother you felt threatened?"


    That is the most ridiculous conspiracy theory Xia Sha ever heard. She hissed and quickly refute his words. "Nonsenses! You are spouting your ridiculous assumptions. Mom, you couldn''t really take a liking into him right?" Xia Sha asked her mother.


    If this before seeing the ''evidence'' on Xia Qi Feng''s hand, she would totally believe her mother is not someone who likes young meat. However, after those pictures, she felt like she couldn''t believe her common sense anymore.


    Shen Xia Fei look shocked Xia Sha asking that kind of question to her. What is she thinking?


    "Of course not! I''m his mother''s friend." Shen Xia Fei laughs it off under Xia Sha''s accusing looks. It makes her comfortable and a little bit hurt...


    "Hah, good thing you are well aware." Xia Sha murmured than look at Guan Xian again.


    "You heard my mother? Don''t try to take a step closer to my mother again, or else, you will have me as your enemy." Xia Sha said with all seriousness.


    "XIA SHA! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" This time Shen Xia Fei almost screams. She looks at Xia Sha as if she doesn''t recognize her own daughter.


    Xia Sha whose heart is in a bad mood stare coldly at her own mother. "I''m saying it literally. Aren''t you the one who keeps young meat behind me and my father?"


    "gasp!"


    Guan Xian felt awkward right now. His throat bobbed up and down as he tries to find a way to excuse himself.


    "Xia Sha, it''s not like how you and your father think..." Panic takes over aunty Shen''s face. She quickly grabs unto Xia Sha''s arm. Xia Sha furrowed his eyebrow.


    She pushes away her mother''s hand with mild energy. Not too harsh but enough to show she doesn''t want to be touched by her. "I don''t care, it''s not like it still matters to me. Stop thinking you are still relevant."


    Guan Xian was speechless. He just joking around with aunty Xia, who know Xia Sha would take it so personally and believe it too bluntly. Does he go too far this time?


    But took pity at Shen aunty, he tried to clear things up to Xia Sha. "Xia Sha is not real. I still have some common sense and lines. However, I do think the way you talk to your mother is very disrespectful."


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow at Guan Xian. She stares at him from up to down, making him felt he is unworthy of her. Wait, what?


    "Get a life! The way you keep meddling in my problem is so pathetic!" She gives him a cold glance before Strom off angrily from the room.

 Chapter 33 - So Much For Man Gotta Do What Man Gotta Do....

    Xia Sha''s leg moves very quickly. She tried to hold the tears that have been hanging on her eyes. She did not even care how many people she has bumped into. The big door was right before her eyes when she once again bumped into people.


    This time it''s actually hurt that she stopped walking. "Are you blind?" she snapped.


    "Whoa, Whoa, calm down!" The man put his hand in front of his chest.


    Xia Sha holds her tongue when she saw who bumped into her, or the other way around. Xia Sha merely nod her head slightly before pulling her long skirt and wanted to walk away again.


    The man did not look surprised upon facing Xia Sha''s vicious face. He casually follows her from behind, whistles a song along the way. Xia Sha stopped and turn her back. "Why are you following me?" she looks annoyed.


    "Why are you following me?" The man faked an annoyed face.


    Xia Sha furrow her eyebrow and turn around. She began to walk faster, but the man still following her steps. Xia Sha stomps her legs and turns her head around.


    "Can you stop?" she scowls.


    "Can you stop?" He mimicked her.


    "It''s not funny!" she narrowed her eyes and glare at him.


    "It''s not funny!" He follows her narrowing his eyes.


    "Stardenburdenhardenbart" Xia Sha open wide her eyes, almost as if she was challenging him to follow him.


    "Stardenburden¡­ wait! Are you calling me a cat?" He pressed his lips in dissastification.


    "I thought the CEO of a big corporation is very busy. But I see you still have times watching some TikTok videos huh?" Xia Sha sneers and walks away again, however this time it was slower than before.


    "Um? I think you are messing me with another CEO. The only CEO you can name me is CEO of being snapped by beauty." He winked. Xia Sha knew she was playing with her so she gives him a side smiles.


    "So CEO of being snapped by beauty, why are you following me around like a sick boy?" She said after collecting herself.


    "Ah, so I''m a sick boy in your eyes. My images are so pitiful and you still treat me so badly. Are you even a human?" He raised his eyebrow cryptically.


    Xia Sha hit his side body with an elbow. "Indeed a human, but not the ordinary one."


    "Ah, yeah I forgot. You and your Queen Bee syndrome." The man tilted his head as he mocked Xia Sha. Xia Sha could not hold back her sniggers. Her shoulder finally relaxed afterward.


    "Don''t act like you did not enjoy dating with the Queen Bee in Imperial High School." Xia Sha flick her hair. Xiao Zhan laughed and patted her head.


    "Don''t act like you did not enjoy being with the hottest boy in the school." Xiao Zhan pretends to look smug too. Xia Sha sneer and slap him with some facts.


    "You can only be the hottest when the Imperial four heavenly god graduated."


    Xiao Zhan looks flabbergasted and stuttering replied to Xia Sha. "Can your blunt word hurt me more?"


    "Ooops" Xia Sha close her mouth with her hand. They walked until they reached Xia Sha''s car. Stopping on the midway, Xiao Zhan reaches out something from his pocket. Xia Sha look at him with curiosity but stop breathing when she saw what he was going to give her.


    A sparkly necklace comes to her view. A very familiar one. She gasped.


    "How could you find this?" She takes the necklace from Xiao Zhan''s hand and examines it with her own eyes. Still looking disbelief. Xiao Zhan smiles mysteriously, throwing an open-ended sentence.


    "You guess."


    Xia Sha closed her mouth and carefully placed the necklace on her bag. Only then she squinted her eyes at Xiao Zhan. "Don''t tell me after breaking up with me, you actually regret and jumped into the school pond to find this necklace?"


    Xiao Zhan''s eyes rounded perfectly, he crossed his arm on his chest. "I really admire your confidence in yourself."


    "Thank you, I admire me too." Xia Sha replied shamelessly. She still could not believe the necklace from Shen grandmother come back to her possession today. Back then, whatever accessories and jewelry on-trend, she would buy it and wear it to school. However, never once she took of this necklace from her neck.


    But that time, she caught Xiao Zhan hugging a girl near the pond. They were on a break, as she would call it, but Xiao Zhan insists he has made it clear to cut it off with her. Of course, she was furious beyond control!


    How could her boyfriend make her lose face like this?


    Without any warning, she storms to approach them and especially aiming for that girl Xiao Zhan hangs out with. It was perfectly planned. They were talking very near to the pond and she only needs a little energy to push her.


    What happened next is the girl panicked and grab everything near her. She grabbed Xia Sha collar and accidentally pull the necklace into the pond.


    Xia Sha remembers how to enrage she was at that time. Even after being the victim, the girl apologized to her in soaked wet clothes. Now that she remembers about it, she has gone a little bit overdramatic in high school.


    "Actually, your guess is not wrong. I did regret and went to search it on the pond." Xiao Zhan smiles and moves his hand inside his pocket.


    "I knew you are going to regret leaving me." Xia Sha wiggles her eyebrows.


    Xiao Zhan laughs and nods his head slightly. "I remember how important it was to you. However every time I want to return it you always avoiding me. Now tell me, is it really impossible for you girls to befriend your ex?"


    Xia Sha paused, she croaked and clear her throat. "At that time, no¡­"


    "How about at this time, can you befriend with your ex?" he asked.


    The first thought that comes to Xia Sha''s mind after hearing his question is that can she forgive Ling Guang and be an ordinary friend with him?


    Well, she is sure the answer is no.


    So she pouted and shook her head. She did not see the flash of disappointment that Xiao Zhan quickly hides with a playful grin. "So we couldn''t befriend anymore? Then what about getting back together, is that possible?"


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes and lazily show him the series of her white teeth. "Come on, our relationship did not base on love. Mostly attracted to each other merits and all that Queen Bee and basket Captain clich¨¦. Our relationship did not count, you are still my friend."


    Xiao Zhan was stunned at his place.


    Wait, what? Did not base on love? He certainly invests real feelings even tho part of him date her for ego.


    Xia Sha smiles and friendly patted his chest a few times. "Xiao Zhan, it was nice to have you around. With more friends, I did not feel this world is ending after break up¡­ Thank you." She said with a soothing voice.


    He was still in a daze. But his subconscious self has shown a fake smile on his face as he watches her walk away. He has heard these familiar situations a few times from his close friend. It was a dangerous stage for man, something they called friendzone.


    As much as he knew and learn, he needs to break this circle quickly before he falls too deep into this wicked relationship. Right! He should tell and show his real intention. He did not want just to be a ''friend'' what kind of twisted mind is that?


    When he realized, Xia Sha has started her engine and wave goodbye at him.


    "Wait!" he screams, stopping Xia Sha from going away.


    Xia Sha looks at him with a confused look, she lowering the window and pop out her head. Xiao Zhan felt his heart might bursting right now.


    But a man gotta do what man gotta do!


    It''s now or stuck in a nasty place called friend zone forever.


    "Xia Sha, actually¡­ actually I¡­ I¡­"


    Damn it! Why it so hard to tell her?


    Come to one Xiao Zhan, you can be a certified womanizer. You just need to tell her your real intentions. It''s not like you are confessing that you love her. It just telling her that you are still interested in her.


    And if you are lucky, she might still have those old feelings.


    "I¡­ I¡­" His whole body is just not synchronized right now. There is a chaotic war on her brain and heart. The word stacked on his throat and Xia Sha starting to look impatient.


    "I think I," might still have feelings for you!


    The words were already on his tongue when another board shoulder appear and block his view. Xiao Zhan was dumbstruck, especially after hearing the man''s words.


    "Hey! I''ve decided that I took fancy on you. Since I''ve asked and you''ve refused, I don''t have any more choice but to convince you to go on dates with me. Don''t worry about your mom, I''m just gathering information about you from her. She also has given me her blessing, so girl, you wait for me!"


    The next thing he knew is Xia Sha car speed up while the man keeps screaming words to the car.


    "¡­"


    So much for man gotta do what man gotta do.....

 Chapter 34 - I Heard You Are Getting Married Today?

    Coming home at 9 PM is early for Guan Xian. Ever since his sister throws a fit at father Guan and moves out from the Guan manor, her darling mother Quan Si keeps bugging him to stay on the manor. Thus he stays on the manor every weekend, starting from Friday night.


    However, Xiao Ni and his father have made up and he stayed to spend more time with his family.


    Like usual, the living room was still lively as her mother likes to watch the drama with the house assistant. He casually parked the car outside. "Mom, I''m home."


    Usually, her mother would reply with an, "Oh, you are home." Or "Have you eaten yet?" or just straightly ignore him is she was too invested in the drama she is watching.


    But today Guan Xian almost has a heart attack when he saw her mother standing on the door side with a big grin on her face.


    "My son, you finally home!" She said with a cheerful face, then the next second she pulled Guan Xian into a big hug.


    Guan Xian is not so stupid. He sniffed and glance suspiciously at his mother.


    "Mom, what are you planning this time, I swear I will pay people to attend the next blind date you arranged."


    Mother Guan did not look offended, instead she grins wider than before. Guan Xian hold his breath and took a step back. He did not like this.


    "Mom, I haven''t slept around these past months. Also, I always wear the best protection. So whoever child it is, it''s not mine. You are not a grandmother yet."


    "Son! What child are you talking about? You are just going out today, how could there is a child already. Aiyo, this naughty boy." Mother Guan sniggers and use her hand to cover her lips. Guan Xian''s eyes flare-up.


    Three weird responses from her mother and he hasn''t got any beating! Holy cow, it was equivalent to a miracle. Guan Xian finally leans in and puts his long arm around her mother''s shoulder.


    "My beautiful Quan Si, what is it this time? You are not arranging a blind date but an engagement party instead? Let me tell you, even if grandfather Guan told me to rewrite all the old poems he had, I will not settle down!" He smiles and happily wanted to walks away.


    Her mother finally becomes herself again after he felt someone hit his back. "Mom, it''s hurt!" he groaned.


    "You said it again! Come on! Say it to my face you will never settle down!" Mother Guan viciously roll her long sleeve and prepared to hit her son again.


    Guan Xian swallows his own saliva before he runs away as he screams. "I WILL NEVER SETTLE DOWN!!!!!!!!!!"


    "STINKY BOY YOU COME HERE! I WILL HIT YOUR BUTT UNTIL YOU CAN''T SIT PROPERLY TOMORROW!!!!"


    Father Guan is reading some documents in his office. When he heard Guan Xian screaming he knew her wife scream will come next. He slurped his juiced slowly as he enjoys the chaotic sound outside his office.


    "YOU SAID IT AGAIN!"


    "AW MOM! I TOLD YOU ALREADY, I DON''T WANT TO GET MARRIED!"


    "YOU STINKY BOY!"


    "AW! AW! AW! AW! MOM! MOM! DON''T HIT ME WITH THE BRUSH! GUAN XIAO NI COME OUT AND HELP ME!"


    "MOM! MOM! MOM! I AM YOUR ONLY SON! MOM GUAN XIAO NI KISS WANG KAI YESTERDAY NIGHT!"


    "SON? I DON''T HAVE A SON! I ONLY GIVE BIRTH TO XIAO NI, WHO ARE YOU FREE LOADING ON MY HOUSE? WHY DID YOU BRING YOUR LITTLE SISTER INTO THIS? SHE HAS A FIANCEE IT''S OKAY FOR HER TO KISS HIM!"


    "WHAT ABOUT YOU? YOU DON''T HAVE ANY GIRLFRIEND BUT SLEEP AROUND. DO YOU TAKE YOUR SELF AS A FREE SPERM DONOR? HUH?"


    "AW! MOM! I GET MARRIED TOMORROW! I''LL GET MARRIED TOMORROW!"


    Father Guan shook his head slowly and continue reading his document as if he heard nothing.


    ***


    The next day, Guan Xian woke up with stinging pain on his butt. He frowned and sighed, why on earth her mother still treats him like a 5 years old boy. Maybe it''s true, on mother''s eyes he would forever be his little boy.


    After getting ready, he walked to the dining room, prepared to have breakfast with them. On the dining table, there''s only her mother and father. Like usual his little sister hasn''t yet to wake up. Guan Xian groaned when he sat on the chair.


    Mother Guan still holding grudges to him, so she ignores Guan Xian''s pained expression and went to taking soup for father Guan. "I heard you are getting married today?"


    Guan Xian jaw dropped at his father''s words. This! This! How could the father and mother bully their son like this? He starting to believe that they found him on the garbage¡­


    "What married, turn out your son has been rejected by that girl!" Mother Guan looks bitter and hateful.


    Guan Xian did not understand what is she talking about, he elegantly pouts out soup for himself and acts deaf. It''s the only way for him to stay one piece when his mother is picking him up.


    Father Guan like usual, is interested in stories that make Guan Xian miserable. "Rejected? Someone actually rejected our son?" he pretends to look like he was concerned.


    "Yes ah! I was talking to that girl''s mother again last night. Sigh! She actually said her daughter just got out from a toxic relationship and did not plan to have another heartbreak¡­" Mother Guan explained.


    "Hmm¡­ turns out like that. That girl is pitiful too, we cannot blame her. Look at your son and his notorious images. I will be surprised if there''s a decent girl left want to be with him. He''s just lucky to have my good genes from us. That girl is not tempted by his money and face, it proves she is a good woman."


    "Hmm, If I were a single maiden, I wouldn''t choose someone like your son too. Actually refusing him is a wise choice."


    "¡­"


    Can he change parents now? Please?


    At this time, another voice appears in the spacious dining room. Xiao Ni, wearing a mickey pajamas yawning while saying, "Who refusing who?"


    Guan Xian eyes light up when she sees Xiao Ni! Xiao Ni is the only personnel on this house that would take his side when their parents gang up against him. However, the light quickly dimmed and turn into a depressed sad light.


    How could this little girl betrayed him with his own best friend! Do they even know brother code?


    Xiao Ni and Wang Kai is the cruelest person right now. He sulked.


    "It''s your brother, he took a fancy into this girl and she rejected him! How embarrassing." Her mother pinched her temple as she shares a glare at Guan Xian who eating his rice mindlessly.


    Xiao Ni took a seat next to Guan Xian and immediately defend his brother. "The girl must be blind! It''s lucky enough for her to have my brother sat eyes on her, she dares to turn him out! Tell me who is she, I will make sure she will regret this for the rest of her life!"


    Her mother rolls her eyes while Guan Xian couldn''t hold his grin. "Still my little sister treat me the best!"


    Xiao Ni gives him a thumbs up while taking some soup to her bowl.


    "What''s so good about your brother that she will regret it for her life? I don''t remember he has an outstanding achievement whatsoever.." Mother Guan said indifferently.


    Guan Xian was speechless. He is the youngest list of Asian forbus and it was not an achievement in her mother''s eyes. Should he join some mathematic olympiads to make his mother proud?


    Sigh, so typical Asian mother...


    "Mom, that''s why you need to starts watching the news instead of just watching drama every day." Guan Xian with a pout. Xiao Ni likes his little loyal supported nod her head.


    "Yeah, my brother is very famous against my friend. Even if Wang Kai is more has taken his first seat, but he is still very famous."


    "Guan Xiao Ni! You little traitor!" Guan Xian glared at Xiao Ni while she grinned innocently.


    "Brother, I''m only stating the truth. Oh yeah, who is that girl''s name again?" she asked her mother and father.


    Father Guan obviously has no clue. He shrugged his shoulder and look at mother Guan, demanding for a name too. Guan Xian also shared the same looks. Apparently, he did not remember ever being rejected.


    Mother Guan put down her chopstick and pressed her lips. "It''s a daughter from Xia family, Xia Sha! her mother is Shen Xia Fei, one of my good sisters."


    That moment Xiao Ni''s eyes flares up and she glares at his brother.


    "WHAT?! XIA SHA? BROTHER YOU WERE REJECTED BY MY ENEMY?! WHERE WILL I PUT MY FACE NEXT TIME I SEE HER?!"

 Chapter 35 - I Don’t Know I’ve Affected Your Life To That Point

    "No, No, No, No! How could you do this to me?" Xiao Ni groaned and furrowed her eyebrow at Guan Xian.


    "Are you are the one to complain? You freaking engaged to my best friend." He sneers and raised one of his eyebrows as a challenge.


    "I..I..." Xiao Ni gagged. In the end, she scoffed her mouth and pursed her lips. Guan Xian went back to his breakfast.


    "But rejected? really?" Xiao Ni just couldn''t accept this happened. It''s hard to accept that your brother likes your enemy, what worst than that? She rejected your brother!


    Her face hurt from the slap.


    "Hmm, That''s right, Guan Xian how could you took fancy from someone from the Xia family?" Father Guan narrowed his eyes at him. Guan Xian stops chewing and wipe the crumble on the corner of his lips.


    "What''s the big deal? It was just a fun date, it''s not like I''m marrying her. And for your information, Nobody can reject me. So three of you calm down, I got this." He said with much confidence.


    Xiao Ni gives him a look full of suspiciousness. Though he knew his brother is capable, Xia Sha is not an ordinary girl. She has the burden to help him, she decided and take it as her mission.


    This also helps her forgetting the problem with Wang Kai, who might have become somebody else father right now. At least for temporary, she could divert her attention.


    "Xiao Ni, when are you going to the set today?" Mother Guan asked suddenly.


    "Oh, I''m not going to the set today. But I have got an appointment with someone." She glances at his brother and grinned happily.


    "Okay, Mom and Dad will fly to New York on Sunday afternoon. Guan Xian, you take care of your sister. Even if she''s engaged now." His father put on a serious tone while he said this.


    "Like I would let him step into this house again." Guan Xian answered sourly.


    ***


    "Ruan Jing Tian! you might be idle, but I am a COO of a big company. I need to work!" Xia Sha stares at him with a hateful glare.


    After almost raped by a fat ugly man on a club, Xia Sha can''t even stand hearing the world club. Yet this stupid friend of her dragging her to the club today.


    "Come one, loose a little! You are Xia Sha, how could you enjoy a boring office life. I''m afraid if I did not save you right now, you will end up like our spinster headmaster!" Ruan Jing Tian brushes his arms that got goosebumps just mentioning their headmaster.


    Xia Sha gives Ruan Jing Tian a sharp glance. "You expected me to settle down with a man that I found in a club. Just how worse could it be?"


    "..."


    Xia Sha left Ruan Jing Tian speechless. Looking at how fast her logic work, he always wonder how could Ling Guang fooled her for so long. Must be black magic!


    He doesn''t believe Ling Guang could win over her logic.


    "Okay! I''m going, to be honest with you. I heard Xiao Ni is coming with her movie crew today. Wait, before you judge me, I just want to live without regret. At least she needs to know how my feelings toward her."


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes sarcastically. Ruan Jing Tian makes a pitiful face and rubbing his hand against each other. Mouthing ''please'' every now and then.


    Xia Sha sighs and tightens her clutch on her bag. "You''ve dragged me here, how can I run away." She scoffed and make their first step to the building.


    A handsome grin broke on Ruan Jing Tian''s face instantly. He fastens his pace and walks beside Xia Sha.


    "You are my kindest fairy godmother!" He excitedly almost kissed Xia Sha cheeks. Xia Sha dodges and pushes his pouty lips away.


    "Ew!"


    "Hehehe."


    It was easy to spot Xiao Ni''s crew since they technically reserved the whole second floor of the club. The problem was they need permission to get there. Two masculine men stand near the lift door. Xia Sha glance at Ruan Jing Tian, eyeing him.


    Ruan Jing Tian quickly got what is Xia Sha thinking. He winked and confidently pull out a card from his suit pocket. "I''m the VIP member of this club."


    Xia Sha wanted to smack his head at this right moment. She felt stupid for thinking he could arrange things other than showing his VIP membership card! It is a freaking private party, who would care about your club membership?


    "I''m sorry sir, but we couldn''t let you enter. This is a private party."


    Ruan Jing Tian look gagged. His sight falls on the card and Xia Sha contentiously.


    "I pay a million yuan a year to be a VIP member and I couldn''t even enjoy my favorite spot in this club? What kind of nonsense is this?" He titled his head, looking disbelief.


    Xia Sha wanted to bury her face inside a hole. After tonight, she has vowed to never step into any club again. The embarrassment in her stomach couldn''t be held any longer. She was prepared to walk away when the lift door open. Revealing a man wearing a black shirt with a tedium expression.


    She blinked while the man looked up. Their gaze met in a moment of a heartbeat.


    When he recognized it was really the girl he wanted to meet. It was fate! Definity a heaven arrangement. The lazy expression on his face broke into a wide grin.


    "Xia Sha! I knew you would be here!"


    Xia Sha''s face fell. What does that mean? He knew she would be here, in a club?


    Her mood has deteriorated to the point where she could not even show a fake polite smile. Instead, she shows a visible frown and answer to that man snappily.


    "Get out, I want to go home. You are blocking my way."


    "Ckckck, it''s not good for a girl to be continuously grumpy. You could age faster than girls of your age. Beware of the wrinkles!"


    Just how annoying this man can be? Xia Sha scoffed icily, clearly infuriated by him.


    "Then you should stop appearing in my life. That would make me have a long happy life."


    The man looks shocked. He stares blankly at Xia Sha before shook his head in a dramatic way. "Xia Sha, I don''t know I''ve affected your life to that point."


    Xia Sha could not believe this man did not felt hurt at all. She has used the most hurtful words, but he still beautifully reply back.


    "Anyway, what are you doing here? Oh¡­ You and your friend." Guan Xian paused when he saw Ruan Jing Tian.


    Ruan Jing Tian has not been afraid of anything, he did not even felt a nervous while back ago despite almost losing face. However, the same confidence man has lowered his head with trembling shoulders.


    Xia Sha was a loss of words.


    Who doesn''t know this annoying man is an overly protective brother. There''s even a formal rule written to get his permission to be with Xiao Ni. Once again, Xia Sha felt her high school is overly dramatic.


    "Senior¡­" Ruan Jing Tian said it low, insecure voice.


    Xia Sha glances unhappily at him. "Why are you lowering your head. He is not your grandfather."


    Guan Xian actually agreed with Xia Sha''s. He nodded and approach Ruan Jing Tian, even placing his arm on his shoulder in a brotherly manner.


    "Yeah, I am not so scary. Even if you want to steal my sister from Wang Kai, I wouldn''t object!" He actually grins and takes them to enter the party with his pass. Xia Sha unwillingly follows that two-irritating man from behind.


    Ruan Jing Tian lifts her head, but still wearing those stiff smile. Guan Xian could felt his rigidness, those telling a few jokes to soothe the atmosphere. In no time, Xia Sha could hear Ruan Jing Tian''s loud laugh.


    "I''m going to find Xiao Ni first, two of you can wait here." Guan Xian said before walking away from two of them. Ruan Jing Tian was grinning from ears to ears. He sat on the opposite of Xia Sha.


    "I can''t believe I made friends with Guan Xian!" he almost squeals out of excitement. Xia Sha lips twitched as she sips the mojito she took when she passed the bar.


    "Congratulation. Finally an achievement other than club VIP membership." She said sarcastically, raising her glass to Ruan Jing Tian lazily.


    "Hey! They said I have the same authority as the owner if I become a VIP member. I will definitely cancel my membership here." Ruan Jing Tian grumbled.


    Xia Sha was too lazy to be bothered. Instead, she shot him a suspecting gaze and asked, "Ruan Jing Tian, have you prepared your confession?"


    The exact moment Ruan Jing Tian paused. His face turns morbid as he smacked his own forehead like an idiot. "OMG! I totally forgot about it! You are right, I haven''t prepared anything!"


    A low sigh escapes from Xia Sha mouth, carrying her aggravation. She closed her eyes and wave her hand. "Forget it, I''m going to leave you alone with her later. Just said whatever inside your heart."


    Ruan Jing Tian nodded, but panic was written all over his face. Xia Sha leans closer to him and takes his hand. Warmth travel and calmness travel from her to Ruan Jing Tian.


    Like she is hypnotizing him to relax.


    "Calm down, you got this. It''s not like you don''t know her answers towards your confession. You just wanted to live with no regrets." She quickly reassuring Ruan Jing Tian when she saw Xiao Ni and Guan Xian''s from afar.


    Ruan Jing Tian nodded. Right, he only wanted to live without regrets. Even if he knew his confession today will change nothing, it won''t hurt him. Because he has no expectation from the start.


    When Guan Xian and Xiao Ni arrived at their table, Ruan Jing Tian has calm down and could act normally. But what unexpected is Xiao Ni pull Ruan Jing Tian''s hand and said, "I''ve something to say to you. Brother, help me entertain Xia Sha here okay! Don''t leave before we come back!"


    The next second later, Xiao Ni and Ruan Jing Tian have disappeared from the room.


    Xia Sha and Guan Xian look at each other, both mouth slightly open. However, Guan Xian quickly understands Xiao Ni''s move and now smiling instead.


    With a slightly deep, hoarse voice he looked at Xia Sha and said, "So, what would you like for the first date?"

 Chapter 36 - Can I Use My Veto Right?

    "So, what do you like for the first date?"


    Xia Sha''s head was filled with a Bang of dizziness instantly.


    She stares at the impeccable face in front of him. He is wearing such an innocent smile while planning a lot of despicable things behind.


    Truly a devil in disguise.


    She let a soft sigh and said, "Mr.Guan, I''m thankful for your help several times. I did. I can do anything you wanted me to do, but I can''t go to date with you."


    Guan Xian''s face lighted up, his playful eyes were captivating alight with a wicked thought. "Anything except dating?"


    Xia Sha began to regret her choice of the word right now. She should have realized a top capitalist like him was very good at playing with a word game.


    "Yeah, as long as it doesn''t break the law and my moral line." She said carefully. Guan Xian smirked, praised Xia Sha for being smart inside his heart. He was about to ask a form of the relationship if she didn''t clarify herself.


    "Sell me 5 percent of your shares in Xia Corporation then. I''ll buy it with the highest price in the market?" He tilted his head and lean to the soft sofa.


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow, a complicated creased form as a sign of refusal. "Mr.Guan, don''t push your luck!"


    "You are the one who starts the negotiation here." He seated crossed leg. His posture and expression were not intimidating at all. However, it does make Xia Sha tongue-tied.


    "That''s because you keep demanding for payment!" She snapped.


    "When?" he asked short and calm. Xia Sha was stunned for the second time. She blinks and tried to recall memories.


    Damn it! He never directly asked for ''payment'' for helping her. He was just complaining about how bad she treated him despite the fact he has to help her several times¡­


    Guan Xian seems to be seen through Xia Sha''s realization. It was hard to maintain his calm posture when he wanted to grin so badly. The satisfaction when he saw Xia Sha''s dumbfounded face was priceless. It''s too bad he couldn''t take a camera and took a video every time her face change.


    "Why? Cat got your tongue?" he teased, still in his calm demeanor.


    Xia Sha''s face went from flushed red to green before it turns black. She gritted her teeth together before took a deep breath and composing herself.


    "Okay, but still, I don''t want to go on date with you." She said in a serious face. Guan Xian did not look disappointed, instead, he calmly took a wine bottle and pour it on two empty glasses. The smell of good wine was relaxing. Unknowingly, Xia Sha has watched every move he made.


    It was terrifying how someone could affect you. She felt as if she was under spell when she saw him replacing her mojito with glass wine but do nothing to stop him. The magic seems to last a little bit longer as she watches him lean in so close to her ears.


    "What to do, you are stuck with me now." His hoarse, deep voice rang out. Chills run down through her bones. His hot breath was still lingering on her ears. It was ticklish. Only then she flinched and moves.


    But it was too late. As she looks at Guan Xian''s annoying grins before turn her head around to see the strangely too silent surrounding, she realized she has been tricked!


    There is no one in the club VIP room.


    Not a single person there except for two of them.


    He was stealing all of her attention while tricking her into this date night. Wait, is that little traitor Ruan Jing Tian involved in this? because if he does, we all know he will be dead after this!


    Her jaw dropped when she notice the background music that is playing in the room. Someone freaking played Can''t help falling in Love by Elvis Presley. Whoever behind this just turn a loud clubhouse into a five-star restaurant for a romantic date night.


    Xia Sha shifted her gaze from Guan Xian''s attractive face to the wine on the table. She needs to regain her composure. The composure she has ingrained since the day she was born. But it so damn hard to do that under his hot gaze that never leaves her.


    The silence felt uncomfortable, and Guan Xian seems has no intention to open a topic. Thankfully or not, two waitresses come bringing a tray with them.


    "We have Salmon Tartar and Caviar Tapas for the appetizer, would you like Champagne or Vodka?" The waiters slightly bow ask he asked Guan Xian and Xia Sha respectively.


    "Vodka."


    "Champagne."


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare up at Guan Xian with an offended look. "Excuse me, you won''t eating caviar with vodka in front of me." She furrows her eyebrow.


    Guan Xian tilted his head and pressed his lips together. "Caviar was first served with Vodka, it''s a venerable Russian tradition." He ignores Xia Sha''s disgusted look and turns to the waitress. "Petrossian Vodka served in a frozen glass, please."


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes and requested her favorite champagne to go with caviar. "Vilmart & Cie Ros¨¦ please."


    Their eyes meet, both somewhat dissatisfied with each other choice. Xia Sha squinted her eyes before scoffing icily. Guan Xian shrugged his shoulder look at the dish indifferently.


    The atmosphere becomes cold from their sudden argument.


    They did not realize Xiao Ni and Ruan Jing Tian''s helpless face behind the thick red curtain. Xiao Ni wanted to hit her brother''s head so bad. She never saw him as idiotic as today.


    "How could senior Guan become a womanizer with his skill?" Ruan Jing Tian subconsciously blurted out. He doesn''t show any sincerity at all. Fighting over a drink with the girl you courted, is it worth it...?


    Xiao Ni nodded her head, feeling the same frustration. When the waitress walk passed her, she stops him and snapped with a low voice. "Next time, don''t ask them anything. Just give them the menu I''ve prepared, okay?"


    The waitress has not recovered yet by Xiao Ni''s sudden appearance subconsciously nod his head. Then he a blush colored his cheeks as he asked for a photograph.


    Xiao Ni quickly signs on the paper he holds while Ruan Jing Tian told her to be quick before Xia Sha notices them together.


    The watched two of the main character still sparing an icy glare towards each other as they finished their appetizer. Xiao Ni takes a deep breath and cheers herself.


    "Don''t worry, It just an appetizer. We still have a main course and dessert."


    Xiao Ni self-encouragement proved to fail when the waitress asked them the wine they would like to go with the main course.


    "You bring such a disgrace to the food!" Xia Sha''s chest rose up and down after hearing Guan Xian''s statement.


    "I don''t feel drinking red wine right now, how is that''s a disgrace!" Xia Sha would never back up in defending herself.


    Guan Xian looks like almost wanted to walked away from the room when she deliberately drinks the champagne and eats the steak. He scoffed and chew the meat roughly.


    Xia Sha smiles subconsciously. This is the first time she finds a person that picky about savoring food with good alcohol. It was amusing and refreshing at the same time.


    "Hey, about last time... I was just talking with your mother. Don''t take it so seriously." Guan Xian''s voice suddenly rang out.


    Xia Sha has her eyes set on the food the whole time did not lookup. She paused for a second before nodding her head.


    "I know," she replies curtly.


    "Good, I keep feeling guilty these past few days. Moreover, I want our relationship to start with good memories instead of bad ones."


    Xia Sha looks up in a confused face. How could their relationship start with good memories? He was there every time something bad happens to her.


    She feels something strange and not right from his sentence...


    There is a lot of question pop out from her mind, but she before she could choose what should she asked, Guan Xian has strike again. "Before you misinterpreted my sentence and use it to go against me, I will clarify the definition of the relationship that I was thinking."


    Xia Sha lips twitched.


    "What I meant is, we became friends but I might have potential feelings for you in the future. But don''t worry, it''s not there yet."


    "..."


    She was speechless. Never did she ever find a guy that acts so bluntly like this guy before her eyes. Her eyelash flustered as she blinks several times and slowly proceeds what he wanted.


    So he was saying he might be interested in her in the future. But for now, he wanted to befriend her. The feeling is not there yet, so it might be there in the future?!


    "Can I use my veto right?" she asked with a stupified face.

 Chapter 37 - Just Offer Yourself To Him And Hell Leave You Alone. Noted.

    "I veto to your veto!" Guan Xian replies almost instantly. His forehead creased as he furrowed his eyebrow. He looks grim.


    Has he done something so embarrassing that she doesn''t even want to be his friend?


    Xia Sha scowls, "I don''t want to be your friends. I bet your ego can''t take that, huh?"


    "Why? Are you afraid of catching feeling for me?"


    Xia Sha almost couldn''t imagine just how confident this man can be. He said it out loud without any trace of embarrassment. Instead, Guan Xian says it in such a rapid face. As if he was asking what she wants to have for lunch.


    Xia Sha look to the side and pursed her lips. She takes her moments before she stares back at Guan Xian''s pitch-black eyes that intensely watching her every move.


    The atmosphere turns intense after no one speaking for 10 seconds. Xia Sha felt her heart beats so fast. Something she did not want to admit, but she knows the answers to Guan Xian''s questions.


    Honestly, yes.


    She was afraid she would have the feeling she shouldn''t have towards Guan Xian. It''s not hard to fall in love with someone like him. In fact, he made it too easy for everyone to fall in love with him.


    Forget about his god-like appearance and body like a washing board. His personality is like an ecstasy, he will make you forgot your trouble and laugh away with him.


    Seems like a good plan for her broken heart, right?


    But like addictive drugs, what will happen to her once he walks away from her life. Even someone like Ling Guang, who has a good nature could derail, let alone the infamous playboy like him.


    "Tell me something, what do you aim for exactly? Do you suffer from a hero complex? Because if you did, I need to tell you after all the bad things happen to me, even though you witness it, those are not your responsibility to help me heals. The only person who can help me is myself."


    "Hmm... I know. I''m not trying to help you. I''m trying to help myself." He replied curtly. Xia Sha lazily raised her eyebrow. Making Guan Xian couldn''t hold his sniffle.


    "I am trying to help myself. I keep thinking about you every day, it''s really weird. Sometimes I subconsciously replay the images of your trying to suicide on the building. Maybe you had me traumatize."


    Xia Sha: "..."


    "I''m not lying. Sometimes I can see you smiling, sometimes I could see your crying when I close my eyes. You appear so frequently that it starts to disturb my work. I feel there might be something bad happen to you and I don''t want you to face it alone."


    He said everything in a no-worried tone like it''s very casual for him to think and worried about her frequently. Xia Sha almost couldn''t believe what she just heard.


    Is he dumb, dense, or a professional in womanizer fields? She couldn''t classify him. Must be the later. That must be it!


    Xia Sha stop your heart beating so fast! He''s just too sly that he pretends to be clueless. Look, he has almost fooled you right now.


    "It''s weird, right? maybe I should make an appointment with my psychologist now."


    Xia Sha quickly nodded her head after she gains her sense. "Yeah, you should seek a professional. I can''t help you with that one."


    Xiao Ni and Ruan Jingtian, who stills hiding behind the curtain were dumbstruck when they watched Xia Sha stood up and run away like deer who realized the lioness is aiming for her.


    "What did my brother did again?" Xiao Ni said with a dumbfounded face.


    Ruan Jing Tian shakes his head, unsure what just happens too. "Errr... I don''t know. Xia Sha usually takes her action with logic. Maybe she can''t believe your brother...?"


    After all, he was a playboy. Trying to use the ''innocent boy''s I don''t understand love'' trick is an outdone.


    Xiao Ni storms off from her hiding place to catch Xia Sha. She was so intrigued by her brother''s low EQ. Nevermind, she''ll just use the direct way.


    "Xia Sha! wait!" She yells from behind where she could see Xia Sha turn around and stop walking away.


    Xia Sha''s face was aristocratic cold. If Xiao Ni were not used to be her mean face she might felt she was scary. Xiao Ni stops running when she saw Xia Sha stopped with an impatient face, walking at a slow pace instead.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes and pursue her lips. "Where is that traitor? Tell him I''m so going to mutilate his body when I saw him!"


    "Emm, It''s my plan solely. Ruan Jingtian doesn''t know anything. I lure him out." Xiao Ni said after clearing her throat. She feels the obligation to explains before homicide news appears on the TV.


    Xia Sha looks at Xiao Ni''s small impeccable face before she an idea pops out of her mind. Five steps away from Xiao Ni, she suddenly let out a sarcastic laugh. "Oh, I see what is happening. Are you so bored and wanted to continue our fight?"


    Xiao Ni clicked her tongue and folded her arms in front of her chest. "I am not so idle now. And why would I use my brother to fight with you? Do you think I couldn''t bring you down on my own?"


    She raised her eyebrow in the face that says ''are you stupid?''


    Xia Sha''s face turn conflicted. "So your brother wants to have a war with me now?"


    Xiao Ni''s face fell. Suddenly she felt there is no opportunity for these two people to be together. "Xia Sha, I think your brain suffers a tremendous setback after being cheated." She frowns and ignores Xia Sha''s furious face.


    "Sigh... I don''t know how to explain this to you and you might don''t get it. But my brother is a womanizer by circumstances not by nature."


    Xia Sha narrowed her eyes, doesn''t seems to understand what Xiao Ni is talking about. There are even types of causes for being a womanizer?


    What''s on earth is happening in this world?


    Xiao Ni was familiar with people''s confused face when she explains something. She takes a long breathe in before exhales out. "Let just say my brother is at the kindergarten level in this whole ''relationship'' thingy." She uses her hand to quote and quote when she mentions a relationship.


    Xia Sha was stunned, still doesn''t understand Xiao Ni''s explanation. Xiao Ni shooks her head to ask if she doesn''t get it and Xia Sha replied with a silent head shooks.


    Xiao Ni pressed her lips all together and hold her breath. "Erm... Actually, it''s like this..." Xiao Ni''s hand gesture was gentle as if she was calming and explaining to herself.


    "My brother never pursues a girl, it''s safe to say he never fall in love or even a crush." Xiao Ni raised her index finger when she saw Xia Sha was opening her mouth. "No, before you deny it with his horrible womanizer reputation. I can guarantee you the truth of what I said because first of all, I''m a sister and I knew him better than you."


    Xiao Ni shows a gentle smile before continuing. Xia Sha raised both of her eyebrows, giving Xiao Ni all the time she needs. "Second of all, he never actually pursue woman because he never really ''genuinely like'' them."


    Xia Sha nods her head. She understands Xiao Ni''s explanation and she also gave her enough time to think and clear her mind. Although she was slightly confused and felt overwhelmed by Guan Xian, she was back with her priority list.


    Thus whatever Xiao Ni said, she has the same answers. "Okay. I understand. But still, I can not go on date with him. He''s wasting my time and I''m just not into him." She made it really clear now. Xiao Ni should understand and let her go now, right?


    However, she saw Xiao Ni rolling her eyes instead. She sighs very loudly this times. "I''m not dumb like my brother, I can see clearly you are not into him."


    Xia Sha was wondering how funny Guan Xian will act if he heard his beloved sister calling him dumb.


    "Let me tell you, you pushing him away like this will only make him wanted to chase you. It just how a man works. The more you push them away the more clingy they become." She talks as if she was an expert. Xia Sha thought for a second. Well maybe she is, after all, she has been chasing Senior Wang Kai for so long but only when she moves on he wanted her.


    It''s logically correct.


    Just when Xia Sha wanted to say something to Xiao Ni, both of them hear a deep hoarse voice reverberated to every corner of the rooms. It gives chills and a domineering aura, but yet, loving and tender.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, I see your plans now. But are you complaining be being clingy...?" He came from the end of hallways, shadows covering half of his profile.


    Xia Sha can heard Xiao Ni gasp before she quickly regains her composure. "Ah, I was just saying it casually."


    Wang Kai''s legs were very long so in no time he has shortened the big distance between them. He was smiling but it rathers look terrifying. Not only for her who not used to be around him, but even Xiao Ni also starts to make a few steps back.


    "Still doesn''t save you for being in a club so late at night." He fastens his step as Xiao Ni has move 2 meters away from her original spot. But she still has guts to frown and complained.


    "It''s only 10!" She screams before completely running on the long hallway.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, don''t run!"


    "Bweeh! Catch me if you can!"


    "You think you can run away from me with that short leg of yours?"


    Wang Kai has run passed Xia Sha, like a wind. Xia Sha was speechless watching two adults play chasing on the hallway of a club. But when she heard Xiao Ni''s faint scream for a far she was far more dumbfounded.


    "Xia Sha! this is what I meant! If you don''t want him to chase you, just completely offer yourself to him, he will definitely leave you alone!!!!"


    "Guan Xiao Ni are you leaving me after I offer myself to you?!" Boss Wang''s angry voice can be heard too, even more clearly than Xiao Ni''s faint screams.


    "Wahh!!!"


    It was definitely not a normal conversation, but Xia Sha has noted the important lesson from Xiao Ni. Just offer yourself to him and he''ll leave you alone. Noted.


    With a new brand new mindset and plans, Xia Sha walkout from the club with light steps.. Did not realize it might be one of the most misleading advice she ever heard.

 Chapter 38 - Sparks

    Several days after the weird accident in the club, Xia Sha has calmed down a lot and been busy working on her new project. Tomorrow they finally will launch their Xpods to the market.


    The soft launching was today, where she choose Edison center to launch it and she will present the product herself. Looking at her maroon lips on the mirror she put on her cool face.


    "You got this." She said to herself.


    "I got this." She asserted it again to herself.


    Fu Qun knocks the door and emerges from the little gap. "Boss, It''s time," he said. Xia Sha nodded and bring her heels to come out from the room.


    Standing backstage, she could listen to everyone clapping their hand. "Now we are going to invite the new COO of Xia Corporation to the stages. Please welcome, Ms.Xia Sha!"


    A round clapping rang out as Xia Sha walk to the center of the stage. She could see his father proud face, Pang Ze Tian''s sour smile, it arouses the confidence inside of her.


    Then she saw Ruan Jing Tian, Zheng Shuang, and Kai Xin waving their hand to her. Xia Sha gives them a wide smile and keeps walking. The stages were wide, very wide that she started to see some stranges faces that shouldn''t appear today.


    It starts with Xiao Zhan grinning face, she could understand that he wanted to support her.


    Then she saw Ling Guang''s rigid face on the middle chair and starts to get a weird feeling inside his heart.


    Then she saw several young masters on the chair, like a young master from the Ji family to the youngest and promising candidates of C city new mayor. Then she could spot someone that keep trying to make a scene these past few days.


    Guan Xian sitting on the middle and front of the seats, clapping vigorously as their eyes meet and she stopped in the middle of the stage. She tried to ignore him and starts orating and explaining the features of her products.


    Guan Xian knows how much the launching means to Xia Sha, so he quietly sat there supporting her from the audience seat. But something about Xia Sha makes his heart jumping excitedly.


    Maybe it just the way how smart and capable her little mouth. Maybe how her eyes sparkle every time she mentioned the features of her products. The way she stands. Her perfect posture. Or maybe just the way she laughs at her own jokes.


    He never knew a woman could be this interesting, yet beautiful to see.


    "To conclude everything I''ve said, It''s time for you to leave the tangled, ugly wires and replaced it with our futuristic Xpods."


    The audience claps again.


    Xia Sha''s public speaking skill is greats. First of all, she created a ''needs'' on her costumer''s head before matching the need with her product. This way, she has win half of the audience money.


    Xia Sha stood beside the emcee who has started the QnA session. Usually, when a company arranged a QnA session, it has prepared several people to ask a question that would enchant and highlight more of the special features from the products.


    First, second, the third question has passed and Xia Sha can answers every question perfectly. However, Xia Sha''s face instantly changed when one of the fair hands of the audience was raised.


    "Um, Miss Xia, my name is Meng Ran. I am the senior secretary from Ling Bright Company. As well as we know, your previous company. Today I''m not going to ask about the product.." She said with resistances but a determination on her beautiful eyes.


    "Then don''t ask." Xia Sha cut her off quickly.


    She felt much better when Meng Ran''s face turns ugly and Ling Guang frowning beside of her. Panic-stricken on the emcee face but he proceeds to let a nervous laugh. "Hahaha, Miss Men, we only will provide an answer to the product."


    Meng Ran wanted to cover her embarrassed face, but she stood still. With a gentle smile covering her ugly frowns she nods her head elegantly. "I use the wrongs words. Of course, my question is about your new product."


    Ling Guang beside her has covered his head and tug her hand to cancel her stupid plan. "Sit down!" he hissed.


    Xia Sha looks at Meng Ran with one eyebrow raised. Meng Ran gently tug her hair to her ears and ask, "I don''t want to tell this in public eyes, but how can you do this to your old company. This Xpods is the next product of Ling Bright Company. Aren''t you being too vicious right now?"


    Everybody stunned while slowly the audience starts to create a bee sounds.


    Xia Sha stood tall on the stage without moving, she still shows a glorious smile to Meng Ran.


    Father Xia wanted to stand up and throw a fit. But under everyone''s gaze, he needed to stay calm. In the end, he only can show how ugly his face right now. Pang Ze Tian tug his hand and brush it softly to calm his down.


    Xia Qi Feng did not even care about her and keep looking straight at Xia Sha.


    "To answer Ms.Meng''s question, we legally have the patent right of Xpods but If it''s not enough to satisfy your curiosity I must tell you and all my friends inside this Edison Center one fun facts." She gives signals to the multimedia people and the big screen changes into the picture of their old Bluetooth devices.


    "Any of you still remember our product that launched in 2005? Yes, this is the first Bluetooth connected devices in the whole C nation. Designed by Shen Xia Fei, my mother and strung together by my father, now the CEO of Xia corporation Xia Qi Feng." She explained and pointed out the product with a red laser pointer.


    "It was a failed product, only sales for 9800 pieces at that time simply because the product is ahead of times. Who did not know how this legendary product has bought this big company right now? This piece is the first generation of our Xpods. It is the inspiration for our products. So Ms.Meng, to say I ''steals'' project from your company..." She paused and smirked, "It''s an overstatement from you guys."


    With that, she told people to snatch the mic from Meng Ran''s hand and quickly move on to other questions. However, her action and statement have ignited the anger flames on Ling Guang''s heart. He stood up and quickly left Meng Ran with an embarrassed face there.


    Xia Sha smiles and looks happier as she watches them leave the room. Upon watching what happen, Guan Xian felt an urge to tease her. Ji Cun Xi has leaning closer to Guan Xian as he said, "How could your sister win against this girl? she''s so smart!"


    Guan Xian gives him a cool gleam before he ignores him. Right, she''s smart but her little sister is not that dumb either. Moreover, she has so many people protecting her...


    The truth is he has been trying to recall has he ever help Xiao Ni bullying this pitiful girl on the stage. If he did... Sigh, he could only hope she will forgive or forget about it.


    Xia Sha has answer Meng Ran''s accusation perfectly. But still, there are a lot of people who start to think that she stole Ling Bright''s company project.


    People have this weird mindset of big always bullying the small. In the same case as when there is an accident involves a car and motorcycle, no matter who is the wrong side, people would blame the car driver.


    The Xia Corporation is so big, while Ling Bright company is a new rising startup. It was very common for a company in the technology fields to steals and copying.


    Guan Xian knew Xia Sha would facing big trouble if he did not help her right now. Her life is almost in a brick of destruction, Guan Xian has no heart to ruin her career. So he stood up, his legs make his own way to the big stages, steals the emcee mic, and announced.


    "Xpods is a great innovative product coming from Xia Corporation. I was greatly interested in this piece. It looks so well produced and planned. So coming from Guan Corporation''s sincere heart, we wanted to invite Xia Company to join our Global Mart." He smiles and looks charming as he glances at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha look stupified in front of everyone. She couldn''t stop her heart beating very fast with excitement. To join the Global Mart, it means it would give Xpods much bigger exposure and recognition. Xpods will be global.


    Moreover, it''s a big help for her company as Global Mart will only include the original product with a clean background. As for the stolen project, they could forget about entering the Global Mart.


    In another hand, he was saying he believes she never stole Ling Bright company''s project.


    He raised his hand and tilted his head. "I hope we can have good teamwork."


    Xia Sha swallowed her saliva and nod. Stretching her hand forcefully to shakes his hand. When their hands brush each other, in front of so many pairs of eyes below.. Xia Sha felt a beautiful fireworks sparks.

 Chapter 39 - He Should Capable Of Conquering Her Right?

    "Meng Ran! are you crazy? You don''t want any face anymore?" Ling Guang snapped at so loud that Meng Ran''s body jolted.


    Meng Ran wanted to sneer. What face did he need? their naked body has been exposed, do they still need a face?


    "Brother Ling, It was indeed our company''s next project! She was stealing it from us!" She said with little voice. If a stranger look at this scene, they will think Ling Guang is bullying a girl.


    Ling Guang looks at her disbelief. But upon watching her lowering her head as if someone has wronged her, he sighs. "Meng Ran, half of the project is Xia Sha''s idea. Moreover, in technology, there are no such things as copying, there is only innovation. She simply faster than us, but it doesn''t mean we can''t make a better product than her."


    Meng Ran lowered her head. Her mind was filled with Xia Sha''s arrogant smiles as she standing on the big stage with eyes focusing on her. The more Ling Guang scold her, the more clear Xia Sha''s face imprinted on her mind.


    She''s so charming, so great, so mesmerizing...


    Her heart was burning with jealousy when she saw how Ling Guang subconsciously smiles proudly. He did not even battle his eyelids. At that moment, she realized, Xia Sha was never lost to her. Instead, Ling Guang is losing from Xia Sha. Xia Sha simply did not want to lower her level to theirs.


    And she, Meng Ran, just the tool Ling Guang used to please his ego.


    How can she be so naive?


    How can she beat Xia Sha if she keeps staying with Ling Guang? Ling Guang is just lucky to have Xia Sha''s love. He was nothing without her. And now that she slowly moving on and care none about him, he started to crumble again. She could see is so close. Soon, Ling Guang will return to his place.


    From the lucky hero to zero. If that happens, what the used to satisfied his ego and making him happy?


    Her steps were all messed up!


    But it not too late, she could start climbing a higher branch before the titanic sinks. With her beautiful face and smart brain, she believes she could overcome any challenge in front of her.


    Guan Xian''s handsome face formed on her mind now. Background and money did not lie. Ling Guang couldn''t see the big talent inside of her and keep worshiping the sole Xia Sha''s walk on. But he was different. He could see how much her worth within 2 times of meets.


    She needs to rearranged her plan!


    But first, she needs to coax this old hawk.


    "Darling, I know I''m wrong, don''t be scold me again..." Slightly pouting her lips she uses her fingertips to knocked Ling Guang''s hand.


    "You know I was just worried. People in the company start saying that our new speaker isn''t selling well because Xia Sha left the company. I was so furious. Clearly, she did not do anything to make our product selling well in the past. If someone deserves the praise, it''s you."


    "Hah, silly girl. The market is not good right now, that''s the only reason why ours did not sell well." Ling Guang explained a little.


    Meng Ran nods her head cutely and pouched her body to his sidearms. "My heartache for you, but you have the heart so scold me. Did you really love me?"


    Ling Guang shook his head, but a gentle smile has appeared on a stern face. "Okay, it''s my fault. I won''t scold you anymore~"


    Ling Guang could appear collected and calm in front of Meng Ran is because although his speaker did not go viral like the product under Xia Sha''s development, it still sells well.


    He also marked up the price because he needs to complete the 200% profits as the board directors targeted.


    Moreover, he had the next ready launched product after the speaker. His old college classmate who now opening a game company approached him to collaborate.


    The Ling Bright company will soon be launching a gaming laptop with a capable CPU but lightweight. He was very optimistic about this project, thus the little disappointing stats about their smart speaker did not affect him much.


    The problem he was facing right now is the only investor. Since he lost the opportunity with Director Tan Kun and Mr.Lemiere he has been using his save up money to keep the project running.


    "Mr.Xiao, nice to meet you." Ling Guang shows a bright smile as he shakes hand with the famous guy. Xiao Yu nodded curtly and seat on the Tatami seating in a noble manner.


    "Mr.Xiao, Let me introduce myself, my name is..."


    "Ling Guang, I know. You are the person who cheated on Xia Sha."


    Ling Guang was flabbergasted. That moment, under Xiao Yu cold, glaze his mind went into a blank. He tried to smile to ease the heavy atmosphere but it looks awkward.


    Xiao Yu clearly knows his interlocutors would felt awkward. The truth is he only wanted to test how capable this person is. But looking at his dumb expression right now, he suddenly felt skeptic.


    "That..."


    "It''s okay, I came here for business. I don''t care about your personal affairs."


    Ling Guang was relieved, he regains his composure and starts talking about the new project to Xiao Yu. But who would know Xiao Yu will stop him on the second sentence with a hand in the mid-air.


    "It''s enough, 25 million of investment. I don''t care much about your new project." He said coldly before raising his right hand to his assistant. The assistant gives him a black file while Ling Guang watching it quietly.


    "This is the Xia Corporation''s next project. I want you to make a better product and launched it before them." Xiao Yu''s voice was ever flat with no other tone.


    Ling Guang froze in his seat. A clear face of disappointment and hesitance swept over him. Xiao Yu almost sneer when he saw those faces.


    Ck, a typical start-up businessman that thinks their ''creative'' product is enough for the market. The old city has long been monopolized with old players. Ling Guang should have known this earlier.


    With his mentality, how could his company grow so significantly? Must be someone with a smarter brain behind the company.


    No wonder that little monkey on his house was head over heels with a young miss from the Xia family. However, he still needs this pitiful man, so he willing to compromise.


    "I can invest another 10 million on your gaming laptop if you agree."


    Ling Guang''s eyes brighten up instantly. Without thinking, he grabs the file and pretends to have a second thought on his offers. Xiao Yu almost roll his eyes lazily.


    "Great teamwork ahead."


    The deal was sealed. Xiao Yu only spend 5 minutes on the room after the deal was a seal. Maintaining a polite attitude, he excuses himself from Ling Guang and walks away with his assistant.


    "A-Du, send our people to Ling Bright Company. This man is not reliable. Judging from his characteristic, send a bootlicker, best if it''s a woman."


    "Noted."


    "What''s happening on the Xia Corp team?"


    "We managed to convince Mr.Ross to sell his shares on us. Accumulating with total shares we have right now, we only need 4% to own the Xia Corporation. Xia Qi Fei seems to not realized because we are using our supplementary company''s name."


    "Good, keep it that way. Is there any move from Guan Xian?"


    "Directly? No. Indirectly, yes. Young Master Guan seems to taken interest in Ms.Xia, She did not seem to take a liking to him."


    Xiao Yu raised his eyebrows as they keep walking at a fast pace. "That stubborn? No wonder Xiao Zhan looks so desperate."


    "On the grand launching of Xpods, Mr.Ling''s secretary and lovers almost destroy the events. Mr.Guan help Ms.Xia to salvage the situations by letting Xpods to the Global market. He also helped Ms.Xia win the deal with Mr.Lemiere."


    Xiao Yu stop walking and processing something on his brain. He frowned. "So difficult?" he tilted his head.


    The assistant nods his head before adding more information. "Even Mr.Guan''s little sister is helping her brother right now."


    Xiao Yu was in doubt to move his chest piece right now. He couldn''t make him keep chasing her, or else it will strengthen bonds between them as Guan Xian keeps helping Xia Sha. But so many people helping him added with his reputation as a womanizer, he should capable of conquering her right?


    Let just watch the situations for now.


    "Okay, let them be for now. If you can, cancel the deal between Guan Corp and Xia Corp. Just keep on the eye. We couldn''t let Xia Corporation slip from our hands. This is our only chance to defeat Guan Corporation."


    "Yes Sir."


    "Anything left to report?" Xiao Yu put on his black glasses and pull out his car key.


    "Oh, Ms.Zheng is calling while you are on a meeting just now." This information managed to make Xiao Yu stopped and looked at A-Du.


    He paused for some time before a faint smile appears on his cold face. "Push my schedule today for tomorrow."


    A-Du was quite happy watching his boss smiles. He nodded his head and give him a thumbs up. Xiao Yu enter the car with a little grin.. A-Du wanted to drive his own car back to the office when Xiao Yu coming out from the car again.

 Chapter 40 - But No One Say I Couldnt Punch Her.

    Xia Sha stretched her tense neck muscle as she gets up from her cars to the Xia mansion. It was tiring but she did not complain. Work is hectic and she loves it that way.


    The response from the market keeps rising, especially after social media stars and few celebrities spotted wearing Xpods. The increased sale was significant. That''s what makes she could smiling while entering the house slash war zone.


    "I''m home." She said while opening the magnificent door before she freezes and frowns. In the living room, Xia Qi Feng and Pang Ze Tian are looking at Xia Xiang happily while she twirling in the big living room.


    Xia Xiang was smiling blissfully as she touches the gown she was wearing. A very familiar dusty pink dressed with an elegant and simple ruffle around the way. The beading was very delicate and especially pretty every time she moves. She knew it was a fine Swarovski on one glance.


    Her voice seems to alert the whole people in the room. Everything was cold and silence before Xia Sha clenched her hand into a fist. She focused and pointed an angry gaze fall on Xia Xiang''s innocent and scared face.


    "HOW DARE YOU TOUCH MY STUFF?" She screams and storms savagely to Xia Xiang.


    In one blink, the could heard Xia Xiang''s loud pained cry, while Xia Sha pulls her hair like a madwoman. "F*cking thieve! How dare you touch my stuff with your filthy hand? Disgusting!"


    Xia Xiang mewled as she felt Xia Sha has pushed her down to the floor and sat on her stomach. She was merciless and Xia Xiang could hardly move, moreover dodging.


    "Mom! Dad! help! help!" She wailed and moving her hand widely to defense herself from Xia Sha''s wide attack. Xia Sha laughed and sneers. "Help? Help you say? You have dirtied my clothes and you dare to act pitiful?"


    "Sis! I just..."


    "Shut up! You know whatever excuses you have it doesn''t matter!"


    "Xia Sha! stop!"


    "Xia Sha!"


    Pang Ze Tian was hysterical, she joined the war and starts attacking Xia Sha. Two against one but Xia Sha is not a newbie in these games. She pushes Pang Ze Tian away right before she could touch her.


    "Don''t touch me with your flighty hand!" she spat coldly.


    "No! Don''t hurt my child!" Pang Ze Tian fretted and panicky turn to Xia Qi Feng. "Hubby, help me, help us!"


    "Does someone remind you that you are bound to death when you go through my stuff?" Xia Sha has enough of all her lies and cries. The more Xia Xiang and Pang Ze Tian cry, the more infuriated she becomes.


    "I''m sorry! I''m sorry!" Xia Xiang stuttered while Xia Sha keeps attacking her.


    "Xia Sha! stop this madness! It just a dress, what''s wrong with you?" Xia Qi Feng finally gains his consciousness and try to stop Xia Sha. Xia Sha looks at her father''s disbelief. The clutch on Xia Xiang''s hand becomes tighter, causing Xia Xiang to groaned in pain.


    "Just a dress you say?" Xia Sha asked loudly, not even bother calling him with father emblem again. Xia Qi Feng frowned, he looks at Xia Sha sternly.


    "I know you hate when someone touches your stuff, but Xia Xiang has actually a good reason behind. Calm down and try to listen!" Xia Qi Feng scolded. He did not know what happen to his sweet Xia Sha. Looking at her solving problem with violence he was deeply sad.


    "I ASLO HAVE A GOOD REASON TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HER FOR TOUCHING MY STUFF!" Xia Sha screams savagely, pulling Xia Xiang to stand up with her, facing her dear father.


    "XIA SHA! DID I EVER TEACH YOU TO SOLVE PROBLEM WITH A FIST? DON''T YOU EVER LEARN ETIQUETTE?" Xia Qi Feng exploded too when Xia Sha yelled at him. "DON''T PICK UP THIS BAD HABITS FROM YOUR MOTHER!"


    Xia Sha gasped and gritted her teeth. "DON''T YOU DARE BRING MY MOTHER INTO THIS!"


    "But you are acting the same as your mother every time she fought!" Pang Ze Tian chimed in. Hearing her provocation, Xia Sha look at her coldly and once again grab Xia Xiang''s hair.


    "Your dirty daughter is in my hand and you still using this opportunity to strengthen your place in my father''s heart? why? insecure enough or you actually did not care about your daughter at all?"


    Xia Sha really beat her black and blue. She even forced her to kneel while grabbing her hair forcefully. Xia Xiang felt deeply wronged, moreover when she heard Xia Sha''s words.


    That''s right, she almost dying in front of Xia Sha''s hand, and her mother still using this chance to anger Xia Sha. Just to make sure Shen Xia Fei''s image remains ruined in Xia Qi Feng''s eyes.


    Xia Sha did not care about the internal fight between Xia Xiang and her mother. She turned her focus to her father and raised her eyebrow.


    "You want me to hear her reason right?" she asked with a much calmer voice, but still, everyone can felt her silent wrath. Xia Qi Feng did not answer, but Xia Sha took his silence as a yes.


    "Fine! now you tell me, is her reason worth her to went through my room and stole a gown from me? And it was my freaking prom dress!" She holds the water that wanted to fall like a waterfall from her eyes.


    Xia Qi Feng did not answer. In fact, he was regretting enough to make Xia Sha upset and went beserk like this. He was going to scold Xia Xiang and Pang Ze Tian when he realized she was wearing Xia Sha''s prom dress when Xia Sha witnesses everything.


    He just doesn''t like his only daughter acting like a madman like this.


    But Xia Xiang thought Xia Qi Feng is defending her. She uses her pitiful face to look at Xia Qi Feng and started to explain. "Sis..."


    "I am not your sister! My mom is Shen Xia Fei and my father is Xia Qi Feng! You are Pang Ze Tian and some man whore''s daughter! Don''t you dare call me sister!"


    Xia Sha ignores Xia Xiang''s hurtful face when she said that. She coldly stares at Xia Qi Fei with hatred.


    "Xia Sha, don''t go overboard!" Xia Qi Feng frowned. When Xia Xiang heard Father Xia is protecting her once again, she felt warm, like someone loves her. So she sobbed while trying to explain things to Xia Sha.


    "Xia Sha... Everyone in school keeps talking about your dress when you won the prom night! They said it was so pretty that it outshines sister Xiao Ni''s dress. I was curious, I want to see..."


    "When you see it was so pretty that you can''t keep your hand to yourself?" Xia Sha cut her off with sarcastic remarks. "Is that reason good enough for you to touch my stuff?"


    Xia Sha was boiling with anger. She raised her hand high, prepared to slap Xia Sha''s hard.


    "STOP! DON''T YOU DARE SLAP HER!" Xia Qi Feng thundered. His anger was palpable and it effective to make Xia Sha stops, for a while. "Don''t use violence in this house!" he added coldly.


    Xia Sha stoped and suddenly laugh, making Xia Qi Feng''s anger rose again.


    "No violence? are you the one who talking about violence? Go to the f*cking mirror and look at your ugly reflection! How many years have you abused me and my mother mentally?" She sneers and left Xia Qi Feng speechless.


    Xia Sha really had enough of her father right now. In no whatsoever way she will forgive him for letting this dirty to maggots touching her stuff. Moreover, such sentimental things like this gown.


    This gown...


    The first things she bought with her mother after they divorce. The first time she ever saw her mother again after she went missing for months. It''s also her lucky dress. She felt like a Queen when she saw this dress and now it''s all ruined by Xia Qi Feng.


    Just because he couldn''t keep his pants.


    "Fine, you won''t let me slap her." Xia Sha removes her grasp of Xia Xiang''s hair and lowering her hand. Her face suddenly showing a cold smirk as she looks at Xia Qi Feng with provocation.


    "But no one say I couldn''t punch her." She bellowed and throw a hard fist to Xia Xiang''s face.


    Xia Xiang who has lower her guards and felt like Xia Qi Feng has protected her starts to cry louder. Trying to make people heartache for her. So when Xia Sha''s fist fell on her face, she was left off guard.


    She falls to the cold marble floor pathetically. Xia Qi Feng jaw dropped and Pang Ze Tian almost fainted. Xia Sha finally felt calm. Her heels make a rhythmic sound as she steps over Xia Xiang''s body.


    "Xia Sha I vowed that I''ll beat you down someday. I''m going to send you to hell personally." Xia Xiang hissed, making Xia Sha roll her eyes.


    "This is hell and as far as I remember, I am the host of this hell.." With that, she walks away like the bad boss she really is.

 Chapter 41 - Hey Third Party, You Should Teach Your Daughter To Be More Classy.

    Xia Sha sat on the corner of her bed. Her chest rose and fall as she looks at her prom dress on the ground. She gritted her teeth and clenched her fist.


    Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang get more and more brazen each day. They even dare to take out the prom dress that she stores nicely in her dressing room. She has two separate closets, the one in her bedroom is for her everyday use, while the one next to her room is a dressing bedroom for formal events.


    But still, invading her personal space was equivalent to challenging her standing in Xia Manor.


    She took out the phone from her bag, calling her mother straight away. Wait, she can''t. She makes her mother upset at the last meeting and it''s will hurt mommy Shen more if she knew about this. So in the end, she called Kai Xin and Zheng Shuang.


    "What the hell? She dares?" Kai Xin fumed angrily.


    "She''s lucky we''ve graduated from Imperial." Zheng Shuang scoffed.


    Both of them naturally make Xia Sha felt better, but after a while, she becomes sad instead. "I don''t even know what''s left for me in this house. Should I consider moving out?"


    "No! If you move out you are just going to give the cruel de vile and her ugly daughter more power and privilege. They will control your father completely! Definitely can''t move out." Zheng Shuang said almost instantly.


    Xia Sha look at the family portrait on the wall and sighs. After a few moments of silence Kai Xin utter her opinions. "What makes you stay on that manor for the first place anyway?"


    "I..." She did not want to say it out loud. But three of them knew why Xia Sha painfully holding in Xia Manor even though she felt suffocated there. She is hoping for Xia Qi Feng to reconcile with Shen Xia Fei.


    She wanted the fairytales. Impossible Relationship according to Edward Lewis on Pretty Woman, starred by Julia Roberts and Richard Gere. But in the movie, Edward climbs out through the white limousine. Ascended the fire escape to be with Vivian anyway.


    "I don''t know." She mutters at the end.


    "I''m sorry if what I said might hurt your feelings. But you have experienced it yourself, Xia Sha. Just like Ling Guang, your father is the same hopeless case. Moreover, even though they are your parents, you don''t own their lives."


    Xia Sha lowered her head and took a deep breath before she falls into a daze. She knew she is tricking her mind, thinking that her father and mother still love each other. Maybe another reason why she considering forgiving Ling Guang after what he did.


    Because unconsciously, she believes in those fairy tales.


    "I understand," She whispers and scrambling a random circle on her pillow.


    "You are welcome to say at my house, you know that." Kai Xin said in the end. Cracking a small smile on Xia Sha''s beautiful face.


    "If Xia Sha''s coming, I''m coming too! We can have a sleepover like we used to have in the past!" Zheng Shuang chimed in excitedly. Xia Sha smiles and ends the call. Maybe she really to clam herself for now.


    She brings her suitcase and business attire for tomorrow as she locks her bedroom door and dressing room. Father Xia is on the way to his office when he saw his daughter dragging her suitcase with her. He frowned, "What are you doing?"


    Xia Sha turns her head and looks at him nonchalantly before she said, "Oh, I''m locking my door, there are thieves everywhere in this house."


    Xia Qi Feng calms his fury inside and tries to be gentler. "Okay, I know you are angry. But where are you going? Did I teach you to run away from the problem?"


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes. "I''m going to Kai Xin''s house."


    Xia Qi Feng throws a rough breath and nods his head. "Fine, but I need to discuss something with you."


    Xia Sha has finish locking her door and put it on her bag. She looks at her father Xia with a cold face. "Personal or business matters? Because If it''s business let''s discuss tomorrow in the office. But if it''s personal I don''t feel like talking to you after what just happened downstairs."


    Father Xia exactly wanted to discuss something personal with her. He pitched his bridge of the nose and look tired. "I know you are stubborn, but I don''t know you are unreasonable. Just like your mother."


    "Unreasonable? Do you think I could talk to you like an obedient good daughter after you let that fake daughter of yours destroying my dress?" She scoffed and prepared to walk away.


    Father Xia stop her by coughing her wrist, look at her with a dissatisfied face. "Xia Sha! Is this how to talk to your father? you have no politeness at all! even Xia Xiang knows better than you! and how you act downstairs? I haven''t scolded you for that!"


    "Of course, she needs to act politely. She is after all only a fake daughter," she answers savagely. Xia Qi Feng paused and try to gain his composure. But before he could talk, Xia Sha has free her hand and walk away.


    She did not give him any face at all.


    "You know dad? I''ll give you time to enjoy this house with your new happy family. But just tell your dear wife and daughter, when I came back, I''ll make sure they regret stepping their feet here."


    Xia Qi Feng just watching his daughter angry back silently. That time, he thought she was throwing a tantrum. He never thought three days after Xia Sha moves out from the Xia Manor.


    He was so angry that he is almost faint!


    ***


    Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang were naturally very happy that Xia Sha moves out from the manor. Apart from facing grumpy Xia Qi Feng at night time, they did not have any threat at home anymore.


    They finally can rule the Xia Manor because Xia Sha has left!


    The first thing Pang Ze Tian did was changing the kitchen menu. This whole time, the kitchen prepared food according to Xia Sha''s likeness. And that weird rich brat likes to eat Chinese food. What a waste of personal chef!


    They should be eating more expensive and classy food, like french!


    The next thing she changed was pictures, she removes all picture that contains Shen Xia Fei''s. She did not dare to throw it away, just in case, she told the maid to store it on a storage room instead.


    It''s always been a sensitive thing for Xia Qi Feng.


    The last thing she always wanted to do is enter the famous ''secret room'' of the Xia family. She did not know about this and Xia Qi Feng did not tell it her either. But she had heard it from his rich friend.


    Xia manor has this secret room where they store all their treasure things inside. The most legendary things are the rare blood jade that Shen Xia Fei wore the day Xia Sha born.


    Xia Xiang was standing next to her when Pang Zhe Tian interrogate Aunty Bai. Pang Ze Tian really wanted to fire this old woman when she acts so arrogantly in front of her.


    Who is she? She is the madam of Xia Manor! but this maid did not even want to listen to her words when she asked, "Where is the secret room?"


    Xia Xiang who desperately wanted to replace Xia Sha place, try to copy her style whenever she talks. "Hah, you dare to ignore my mother? Do don''t want to work here anymore?"


    Aunty Bai chuckles. She did not even want to look at them as she jeered. "Do you think I wanted to work for you? Dream on!"


    Pang Ze Tian was so furious that she laughed. "Xia Xiang, look at these lowlifes looking down on us."


    "Mom, since she doesn''t want to work for us, then just fire her already!"


    Pang Ze Tian knew she couldn''t do that. Because one, there will be time Xia Sha come back, two Xia Qi Feng would ask for aunty Bai and three only she knew where the secret room is apart from Xia Sha and Xia Qi Feng!


    Aunty Bai is not stupid. She knew what Pang Ze Tian is thinking and laugh. "Fire me then! I won''t mind. I would never be working for someone as shameless as you!"


    "What did you say? Do you think your beautiful Ms.Shen is not shameless too? She sleeps with young meat when she''s still married. How dare to look down on me?" Pang Ze Tian ignited.


    "Uh-huh, do you really think it was the truth? Oh yeah, you probably will think that too because you are stupid!" Aunty Bai did not even try to soften her choice of words.


    Xia Xiang roll her eyes lazily at her stupid mother before she called someone because she was bored. "Hello? Brother Guan. It''s me Xia Xiang...." her fake tones make aunty Bai wanted to puke out.


    "Yeah, em it was like this... sister Xia moves out from the manor and my mom wanted to... ah? I think she goes to her friend''s house."


    "Yeh.. wait! brother, I haven''t finished..."


    It doesn''t take a bright mind to know the other person has hung her up. Her face was bleak and was not in a happy mood. Aunty Bai look at her and shook her head.


    "Hah, my miss Xia Sha will never lower her level to chase a man. Hey third party, you should teach your daughter to be more classy. Sign up for a class if it''s needed."


    And with that, aunty Bai is officially fired from the house.


    But before she completely comes out, she has left them (Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang) a present. When father Xia come home and find out, he exploded.


    Aunty Bai had push Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang to the depth of hell.. Oh wait, Aunty Bai under Xia Sha''s commend was the exact word.

 Chapter 42 - This Woman Is Hopeless

    While Xia Manor was in a mess, Xia Sha stayed in the company late at night. She was preparing her dream project proposal for tomorrow''s board meeting.


    When she first has this vision, she was helping Ling Guang to nurture his startup, which was the Ling Bright Company. They did not have much capital. Although she put this proposal as her long term project, It''s hard for a small company like Ling Bright Company to fulfill her ambition.


    Now she finally has the capital, opportunity and all the time in the world, she was ready to build her robotic hotel. She smiles proudly at herself after reviewing her presentation for the third time tonight.


    Only after that, she realized it''s already 1 am in the morning. There is no way she could bother Kai Xin''s at this time. Fatigue starts to crawl all over her body. The situations leave her not other options than staying at a hotel.


    She browsed through the internet and book the nearest hotel. Did not even cared about the price she drove to the Halt Hotel carefully.


    "Reservation under Ms.Xia Sha." She said before the receptionist could greet her.


    The Hotel ambiance was nice, giving the visitors ''safe and private'' vibes all over. Xia Sha was glad she could finally have some sleep when the receptionist gives her the key.


    She said thank you and walk to the lift in no time. She waited for a few minutes as the lift make the ''Ding!'' sound. Xia Sha could see her tired face from the elevator door reflection.


    She was frowning a bit when she saw the dark circle that starts to get visible on her face. She touched her face, carefully observing her flaws when the door split into two automatically.


    Bless the Lord!


    Why did she have to meet this man again? She really has no energy left for another mouth fight.


    "Xia Sha?" The deep voice called her name with an excited tone. But when he realized what time is this, he frowned and asked with a more flat tone. "It''s so late, why are you in a hotel?"


    Xia Sha shut her mouth. What answer did she could give him anyway? I fought with my dad so I move out of the house?


    "It''s not your business." She icily replied.


    Ling Guang frowned. He has not responded to Xia Sha''s rudeness but did not move from his legs too.


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and give him a weird look. "What are you doing? Get out of my way!"


    "I''ll send you to your room."


    Xia Sha scoffed upon hearing a worried tone coming out from Ling Guang''s mouth. "Why? you still need me to curry favor with another investor?"


    Ling Guang''s eyes turn bleak and dark. He knew she still holds grudges from the last accident with Director Tan Kun. But he really worried about her right now.


    "Xia Sha..." he called out to apologized but Xia Sha has waved her hand and give him a bored face. "Just forget it, I don''t want to see you again."


    This was the case of the ex''s relationship. Since it''s done, what putting on courtesy and fake smile again. It will only be a waste of time.


    Ling Guang watches the petite figure walk to the other elevator without even spare him a last glance. He doesn''t understand how watching her cold back disappear from his sight could give him such a weird feeling.


    ''No, I love Meng Ran!'' he ignores the pain and forces his heart to agree with his mind.


    He had enough of that arrogant woman, why would he like her again? Actually, he had heard Xia Sha''s family problem from Meng Ran who chatted with Xia Xiang all day long. It''s not that he wanted to eavesdrop but they ere so loud that he could understand everything clearly.


    He pities her, but he can''t do anything to help her. Sigh, forget it, it''s not his problem anymore. With that, he walked out and leave Xia Sha alone.


    ***


    During this time, Guan Xian has too much fun on the billiard service the Halts Hotel provided. He has a good laugh and game, his mood is good and he did not realize it was 1.30 am in the morning.


    Without thinking much, he had open a room for himself to rest. His room was across the billiard room. There is an ultra-long corridor with a lift in the middle. Lazily he walks slowly with one hand inside his pocket.


    Maybe heaven really loves him or it''s his pure luck. Before he passed the lift, he saw the lift door open, revealing a woman wearing loose business attire. She was walking with half eyes open, looking very tired and even soulless as she walks.


    A corner of his lips lifted up as he watched her walk like a drunk woman. Despite so many questions engraved on his brain, he just quietly taking care of her from behind.


    Xia Sha''s lips were really heavy. She needs to sleep so badly and the corridor is so long. "Damn it, what is the architect thinking making such a long corridor." she cursed with a low voice.


    She walks and walks and walks. She looks at the key in her hand and frowned. "8718, 8718..." she mumbles as she walks passed few rooms.


    On the door with 8718 numbers, she stopped and finally grin!


    "Finally arrived!" she giggles and smiles. Guan Xian holds his chuckles from behind. This woman is hopeless, she couldn''t stay up late at night why did she work so late?


    The door number is 8713!


    He shook his head and quickly stop her from tapping her card. "It''s 8713, your room is still ahead."


    "Oh, thanks." Xia Sha thanking him without even caring to look at the person. Guan Xian lips twitched. He watches her continue walking and almost hit the trash can.


    Hurriedly he caught up and stop her from hurting herself.


    "Who put trashcan in the middle of the way? Crazy hotel!" she scolds the hotel and kicked the trashcan with no energy.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    Clearly, you are the one who walks half awake.


    So he can only walk behind her and directing her from stumbling upon something. Until they reached her room, he helps her tap the card and make sure she is safe.


    Guan Xian stood in front of the door and foolishly smile at the door.


    Why did his gut say there will be a much more interesting encounter with this interesting girl? and why he suddenly looking forward to it?

 Chapter 43 - Ah! That Angry Face…

    Xia Sha always woke up at precisely 5.45 in the morning, no matter how tired her body is. She was greeted by the darkness and a frown formed almost instantly. She could never turn off the light before sleep. she couldn''t sleep with a closed lamp.


    Ignoring the question on her mind, she went to the bathroom and clean herself. It''s the moment she realized she did not have a cloth to wear and asking help from Kai Xin is too troublesome. Never mind, she could drove to the nearest boutique later.


    Temporary, she could only use the kimono the hotel provided as she dried her hair. Halfway through blowing her hair, the doorbell rang. Xia Sha look confused, she peeks from the tom hole and got more confused.


    "I did not order room service." She said the moment she opens the door. Before the hotelier reply, a man appears behind the wall and chimed in.


    "I did." He grins and shamelessly enters her room. When he passed Xia Sha, who stands near the door, he put down something he bought on her hand. A fresh bouquet best quality pink roses, tree peonies, sweet peas, mock oranges, foxgloves wrapped with hand-dyed silk ribbons.


    "!!!"


    Xia Sha''s brain could not proceed with the fact that this man just let the hotelier enter with his tray and sat in her living room. Her feet remain rooted in her standing place with jaw slightly dropped. Guan Xian felt satisfied when he saw her face changed from surprise to anger.


    Ah! That angry face¡­


    Just look at those oblivious disgusted looks. It shot right through my heart. Guan Xian''s heart pounded the more he looks at Xia Sha. He eventually averted his gaze and hide his blush.


    "Come, let''s eat."


    "¡­" Last time I checked, you are the guess.


    "Excuse me, Mr.Guan. But I believe I did not give you access to enter my room." Xia Sha said the moment she regains her consciousness.


    "You open the door." He said with his usual laconic manner.


    "I open the door to inform the hotelier, not to let you dominating my room like this."


    "I bought you some fresh daises too! To brighten up your day. Xiao Ni said you especially like a daisy."


    "¡­" Does she need to thank him for that?


    Great, he only wants to hear what he wants to hear. Xia Sha could not tolerate this level of shamelessness. He''s even more shameless than Pang Ze Tian and Xia Sha when she thought they are the most shameless person in the world.


    "Mr.Guan how did you know I am here and why are you here?"


    "Oh, you forgot? I was saving you from the possibilities of hitting your head to the wall. I did now know you could sleepwalking. It was so funny last night."


    Xia Sha tilted her head, he tried to recall her memories with the keyword ''last night'' and come out with nothing. She just remembers her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn''t open it again.


    "So, you help me?" Is help the right word though?


    Guan Xian shows a charming smile and waves his hand swiftly.


    "No need to thank me. It''s a pure coincidence. Now come and eat your breakfast before it gets cold." Guan Xian said before thanking the hotelier who just opens a bottle of sparkling water.


    "Do you need another service, sir?" The hotelier is extremely polite. Xia Sha was dumbstruck as she watches him shook his head and gave the hotelier tips. Tips for helping him barging into her room. Is this consider as trespassing?


    "No, you may go now, and on the way, can you told that beautiful miss on the door to sat down and eat this appetizing breakfast with me?" He said confidently.


    The Hotelier nodded and slightly bow to him before he walks to the door direction and stops in his midway. "Miss, Mr. Guan told you to sit down and enjoy breakfast with him. Good morning and have a nice day." He said before leaving them two.


    Xia Sha tried to surpass the anger that fuming inside her and collecting her compose self. Guan Xian leans on the sofa like he owned the room staring at her. "If you did not want to seat, at least close the door. You barely wear anything. What is some stranger sees you?"


    The thought of somebody watching the beautiful view he wanted to possed (If he could) did not make him comfortable. She only wears the hotel towel kimono with dump wet hair. Possibly with nothing underneath, or only undergarments.


    So no, he did not want others to see her like this.


    His act of ''care'' sounds like ridicule on Xia Sha''s ear. She clenched her fist and slightly close the door and tighten her kimono. "Thank you for your reminder, Mr. Guan. But I almost must remind you that you are in my room and I did not invite you here."


    Guan Xian smirked and did not reply, just bluntly stare at her with a playful eye. "You wanted me to leave but close the door. Should I listen to your lips or your action? Ah forget it, they said woman body is honest."


    Xia Sha: "!!!" This sly man! She has fallen for his dirty trick!


    She gritted her teeth and open wide her door. "Mr. Guan, I beg you to come out of my room right now. Please respect my boundaries." She looks more serious and angry right now. Guan Xian is amused when he saw her glaring at him like an angry little kitten.


    He stood up and walk to the door direction. Xia Sha shows a fake smile as she gesturing him to go out, politely.


    "This way Mr. Guan."


    Guan Xian chuckle and nodded his head slightly. He seems to have a word he wanted to say. But upon seeing her impatient expression, he swallows his words and walks out with a happy face. "I''ll see you around Ms. Xia," he said in the end.


    If she did not remember the man just giving her a chance to sell a product on the global market, she would like to answer him with ''I hope not.'' But unlucky her, she still needs the deal.


    Xia Sha gives him a forced crescent eye smile and slams the door on his nose.


    Way to ruin her sunny morning!


    She put her hand on her hip and glared at the black door. What karma did she make in the past, so she keeps bumping into a weird man? It''s so infuriating.


    She turns her body around as she lazily wanted to continue her blowing hair session. The breakfast smells good, her hungry stomach can''t resist the temptation. Standing on the coffee table where the breakfast was placed she is wondering to eat it or not.


    In the end, she chooses not to waste good food and sat on the sofa. The moment her leg kicked something bellows the table.


    A paper bag.


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and look at the paper bag a few seconds. The line on her forehead deepens as she reaches for the paper bag and looks at what it contains.


    To her surprised, ''someone'' bought her the latest working suit from Prada.


    Xia Sha was in dazed for a few minutes before she realized, Guan Xian has helped her again. Suddenly her heart pounded and the sweetness starts to take over her cells. Unknowingly, she blushes as she shoved the clothes back to the paper bag.


    Pressing her lips together, she tried hard not to smile.


    Xia Sha''s logic: Heart! Stop jumping around! Remember who is he, he is the biggest man whore in the nation. A certified playboy and brother of your enemy.


    Xia Sha''s Heart: But, he always there when you need help. He might have some feelings for us¡­


    Xia Sha''s brain: Don''t be stupid. Even the upright Ling Guang can cheat. He is Guan Xian! How many ex and girlfriends he has right now? You know he will never have a genuine feeling for us.


    Xia Sha''s logic: Uh-huh, it''s always the same old, same old game. A man just wants you when you don''t want them.


    Xia Sha''s heart: But look at this breakfast, The bouquet, The daisy, and Prada!


    Xia Sha''s logic: Yeah, it was very considerate of him. But, so what? You can always buy all of it for yourself! It''s not worth being hurt again.


    Xia Sha''s heart: But¡­


    Xia Sha''s Brain: Not but! Now quickly finish your preparation and get ready because we are going to work in one hour. Rather than being confused about some other disgusting things called love, we should concentrate on our presentation today.


    As the meeting between Her heart, logic, and brain end up with Logic coming out as the winner. Xia Sha stops eating and walks to the vanity again.. She gets ready to make her dream came true today.

 Chapter 44 - Her Biggest Supporter

    Xia Sha was grateful. Apart from the annoyance in the morning, the rest of her day went pretty well. The sales report of the X-pod keeps raising, reaching its target in the first place. The inspection of every department also goes without any disturbance.


    Board Direction Meeting will be held at 2, after lunch.


    She uses spare of her time to practice her presentation until the meeting eventually starts. To her surprised, she saw a familiar face in the meeting room. Taking the chance of nobody arrives yet, Xia Sha takes the seat across that person and narrowed her eyes.


    "Why are you here? If you don''t know this meeting is private." Xia Sha said coldly.


    Pang Ze Tian keeps her ''graciousness'' and smiles. "I''m one of the board director members now." She smiles before, gasps exaggeratingly. "Oh, I forgot to tell you. Your father decided to transfer 2% of his share to me. That''s why I''m attending today meeting."


    Father Xia has threatened to give Pang Ze Tian shares in Xia Corporation if Xia Sha remains staying outside the house. To his surprise, his stubborn daughter did not care!


    Xia Sha''s blood rushes to her brain immediately. But remember who will come today, she surpassed her urge to fight with Pang Ze Tian and show him a lowering smile. "Sure, even stray dogs and monkey could have inheritances."


    Pang Ze Tian''s vein on her neck popping, she pointed at Xia Sha looking furious. "You!"


    "Oh, since you only have five percent on your hand, don''t seat on the front seat. Don''t provoke others who have more shares than you." Xia Sha looks around the empty table and claps her hand when she finds the perfect spot for Pang Ze Tian. "There, you should seat there."


    She pointing the end seat of the long table. Making Pang Ze Tian clenched her fist tightly.


    "I''m legally your father''s wife. I own as much as he owns!"


    Xia Sha remains stoic before she shrugs her shoulder. "I''m just don''t want to make you look like a clown and delay the meeting."


    Provocation succeeds.


    Xia Sha growled before push back the chair with fuming anger.


    "Grr¡­ Xia Sha let just watch who will win today."


    Xia Sha did not want to waste another breath on Pang Ze Tian. She leisurely leans back to the chair and watches Pang Ze Tian sat on the last table while she sat on the very front. What to be a winner, you can see who is the winner just by their seat.


    Moreover, her biggest supporter is coming today.


    She buried herself reading her proposal and ignore Pang Ze Tian''s hateful glares at her. Not more than ten minutes, People start to fill the big meeting room and the adrenaline starts to kick into Xia Sha''s system.


    In the last minutes, Father Xia came with a calm expression, taking the seat across Xia Sha while the head seat remains empty. Most of the board director did not surprised, however, this deeply makes Pang Ze Tian realized she shouldn''t come here in the first place.


    Father Xia did not even notice his wife seating at the end of the table.


    All his attention is on Xia Sha before he gradually moves his gaze to the door direction when an old man with incredible aura comes with his personal butler.


    Xia Sha smiling brightly, Xia Qi Feng''s face turns somber and Pang Ze Tian went pale.


    Xia Sha smiles quickly turns into a confused face when she sees another man standing behind her grandfather Xia. She furrowed her eyebrow but speak of nothing. However, she was deeply disappointed when grandfather Xia told her to move the seat.


    She gasps but quickly moves her seat to the empty seat next to her. Grandfather Xia sat on the head chair while the familiar young man occupies Xia Sha''s seat.


    Something is amiss.


    But Xia Sha gains back her composure and forced her lips to smile as the meeting moderator starts the meeting.


    Xia Qi Fei''s face looking very dark as he almost glaring with hatred at grandfather Xia. It was until Xia Sha''s turn to present her project; father Xia''s face turns a little bit better.


    The man who ''steal'' her seat body posture was extremely stiff. He, who tried his best not to look at Xia Sha couldn''t help but turning his head slightly when Xia Sha confidently presenting her project.


    "Good morning Ladies and gentlemen. My name is Xia Sha, I''m the current COO of Xia Corporation and I will share my proposal regarding the next Xia Corporation''s project. However, instead of calling it a project, I will call it a breakthrough. Because it is." She smiles confidently as the slides change, showing the title of her project.


    FUTURIA HOTEL


    Grandfather Xia looks interested while father Xia did not hide his proud face at all. He even smirked a little at grandfather Xia, who seems to act like he did not catch his little gesture.


    "The Xia Corporation is well known for its several breakthroughs in the nation, even in the world. More than a product, we deliver an idea to solve and simplify human needs. These several years, although every product we sell is popular. We could not hide the fact that Xia Corporation has finally reached its stagnation stages." She smiles and the slides change into a chart of Xia Corporation''s product sale report.


    She went on explaining the numbers before poking to her main idea.


    "This is why I feel we need to bring back our spirit to be that impressive and leading company. Futuria is the answer to that. Futuria is a breakthrough that will bring lift Xia Corporation to a whole next level."


    Futuria Hotel is basically a hotel that provided a five-star service, but instead of using human resources, it uses a robot. The proposal was detailed and very well written that most of the board directors take an interest in the project.


    Added with Xia Sha''s good public speaking, she really makes father and grandfather Xia proud. After she ends her presentation, grandfather Xia clapped his hand the loudest and smiles warmly to her. Xia Sha returned the smiles and went back to her seat.


    "I really like the fresh idea from Ms.Xia, it''s indeed the breakthrough that we need for today''s society." One of the directors said.


    Xia Sha gives him a polite ''thank you'' nod and look at her grandfather. Grandfather Xia knew Xia Sha was asking for his feedback. He clears his throat before playing with his classic fountain pen.


    "Not bad, we can work on this project."


    Xia Sha smiles rose instantly. Before, her face was beautiful enough that the man beside her couldn''t resist the temptation to keep looking. But now that she smiles and her eyes sparkle, he was mesmerized.


    Suddenly he regretted coming with grandfather Xia. He knew the moment grandfather Xia reveals the reason for his attendance today, he would never have that beautiful smiles again.


    The director discussed and asked Xia Sha several other matters and Xia Sha could give them an answer that satisfied them. They quickly agreed to make the project as Xia Corporation''s next prioritized project.


    "Alright, it settles then. The Futuria Hotel will be Xia Corporation''s top prioritized project for next year. Next, we will move on to the next topic." The moderator said and gestures to change the slides. But grandfather Xia raised his hand to stop him.


    "Wait, I have got a little request." He said with his usual deep voice.


    "Mr. Xia¡­" Father Xia called him out, coming more like a warning to Xia Sha''s ear. Grandfather Xia looks hesitant. He looks at Xia Sha with a conflicted gaze before moving his sight to the young man beside her, Xiao Zhan.


    He looks determined afterward as he said, "I want the person in charge to lead the Futuria project is Mr.Xiao Zhan."


    Xia Sha gasped and look at her grandfather with a shocked face. She almost shouts out "Grandfather!" when grandfather Xia shot her the warning gaze. She holds his breath and clenched her hand.


    The board director looks confused, but no one dares to refute grandfather Xia''s word. Except for Father Xia who looks angry.


    "I''m afraid we could not fulfill your request, Mr. Xia. The person who arranges the proposal is Ms. Xia and I believe she is the most suitable person to lead the project."


    Father Xia''s word did not affect Grandfather Xia at all. Looking all professional he smiles and turns to the line of board director, furrowed his eyebrow a little when he caught Pang Ze Tian''s face.


    "Well since there''s disagreement, let''s do the voting."


    Disagree on the biggest shareholder, former CEO, and the founder of the company felt like an unwise decision. Moreover, it just choosing the Lead of a project. And since the proposal maker''s grandfather decided not to side on his own granddaughter, why would them?


    Only father Xia remains standing on Xia Sha''s back.


    Xia Sha lowered her head, holding back the tears on her eyes. Grandfather Xia looks at her in a complicated mood before showing a fake smile to everyone.


    "Continue the meeting," he ends the discussion.

 Chapter 45 - He Almost Went Nuts Again

    Family plus Xiao Zhan''s secret meeting after the scandalous BOD meeting was inevitable. Those directors did not even waste time to dilly dally with grandfather Xia who rarely come. When the moderator closed the conference, they flung away.


    Grandfather Xia pointedly look at Xia Sha, who hangs her head low. Her disappointment was palpable. Did not dare to face more disappointment look from Xia Sha, grandfather Xia turn his head to his son.


    "Why is she here? Can a dog and cat be part of my company board director now? What kind of joke is this?" he frowned at Xia Qi Feng.


    Xia Qi Feng did not really understand what grandfather Xia is talking about until he caught Pang Ze Tian timidly seat at the end of the table. His forehead wrinkles, "What are you doing here?"


    Acting like this, Xia Qi Feng is not giving his dear wife face at all. Usually, Xia Sha will be delighted, but this time she does not even care.


    Pang Ze Tian is shuttering. In the end, she lowered her head and did not answer. Grandfather Xia still humped while father Xia looks at his father with the same fierce look.


    "She has a little share and, Pang Zetian is lawfully my wife. What about you? I don''t remember someone from the Xiao family has rights to appear on Xia''s corporation board director meetings." Father Xia turns his icy cold glare at Xiao Zhan afterward.


    Will, he ever forgot this boy who sneaks inside Xia Manor at night, broke his bedroom''s window glass, and kiss his dear daughter under his nose?


    Every time he saw this Xiao''s family boy, he will remember that night when he realized his daughter has grown up. He hated it!


    "Well, his grandfather asked me to teach him several things. Hence I bought him here." Grandfather Xia steals a glance at Xia Sha who hasn''t move from her positions. Probably feeling guilty.


    "Teaching him is one thing, robbing my daughter''s hard work is another thing." Father Xia was so blunt in protecting Xia Sha.


    Grandfather Xia scoffed then glare inwardly at Pang Zetian. "Giving my share without my consent is also robbing my hard work." Father Xia wanted to refute but Grandfather Xia has stopped him.


    "My decision is absolute, all of you can go now. Xia Sha stay."


    Xiao Zhan is the first one to move, along with him, Grandfather Xia''s butler joined. Soon, Pang Zetian and Xia Qifeng gave Xia Sha and grandfather Xia their time.


    It was so silencing that they can hear the air conditioner voice. After quite some time, grandfather Xia finally opens his mouth. Right at that moment, Xia Sha cut him.


    "Is it because I''m a girl?"


    Her sharp question almost makes grandfather Xia surprised, but what''s more, he was amused.


    "What are you talking about? have I ever treat you any differently because you are a girl?"


    Xia Sha finally looked up after hearing his chuckles. She furrowed her eyebrow and shrug. "Grandmother prefer boys."


    "Well, that is her. You are my only granddaughter. I only have you to dote on." His wrinkles show when he smiles and lean back to the chair. Xia Sha watches his movement calmly, interwinding her fingers together.


    "Then why bought a man to rain on my parade?" she asked without showing her anger at all. Facing this question grandfather Xia finally shows some stress in his eyes.


    "The tiger and the lion has decided to climb back to their mountain. This whole time, our family business was helped by the government. In return, we become their weapons to suppress the tiger and the lion."


    The Lion undoubtedly is the Wang family while the tiger must be The Guan family. With Wang Kai and Xiao Ni''s engagement, the power both parties hold will overrule the government.


    "I must confess, those two families produce an outstanding descendant. These half years, they almost wrapped the government around their finger. Our family is in dangerous situations."


    "And working with the Xiao is the only way to save us? what a cliche." Xia Sha let out a cold laugh.


    "Sadly, yes, it''s the only way."


    "I see, we are in the 21st centuries but I guess something will never change. However, grandfather, If you want to sell your daughter, can you at least aim for a higher branch?"


    "Xia Sha!" Grandfather Xia hit the table, creating a big sound. However, Xia Sha did not even blink and move. She stares at grandfather Xia soullessly before provoking him even more.


    "Why am I only worth the Xiao family? Grandfather, don''t worry I know what am I worth. If you about to sell me for the company might as well sell me to the Guan''s!" with that Xia Sha storm off the meeting room furiously.


    "Xia Sha, stop!"


    "Xia Sha, comeback this instant!!!"


    Grandfather Xia scream could be heard by all the people standing near the meeting room. Xia Sha did not even flinch as she walks away with a chin up.


    Xia Qi Feng, Pang Ze Tian, Xiao Zhan, and grandfather''s Xia trusted men are naturally still waiting for them to finish their chat. When they saw Xia Sha walking past them without even sparing a glance, Xiao Zhan instantly stands up to talk to her.


    "Xia Sha, wait!" he jogged to catch up with her.


    Xia Sha forehead clenched, she turns around and stops Xiao Zhan. "Stop. Whatever you are doing, just stop." She said with cold finality.


    Xiao Zhan stops when that disdainful gaze falls upon him.


    Xia Qi Feng strengthen up his suit and approached Xiao Zhan. Both men looked at Xia Sha''s angry back with a different expression. One fills with sadness the other filled with adoration.


    "Well, young boy. Wrong moves." Father Xia give him a kind smile before walking away.


    ***


    Xia Sha was so furious and frustrated at the same time that she ends up driving to somewhere she doesn''t know. Her car gas is low and she did not dare to drive further away.


    Her surrounding was unexpectedly green and beautiful. Well, pardon her, it was breathtaking. There''s tree everywhere and beside her there just a land filled with white dandelions. She gets out of her car to enjoy the view, clearing her states of mind.


    The air was fresh, it makes her felt peaceful.


    Her beautiful finger running through one of the dandelions in front of her. She leans her face to take a closer look. The flower is pretty and it smells nice. Unknowingly a smile appears on her face.


    "It''s okay to see, but don''t pull out the flower." a warning rang out, before,


    Blitz!


    A blinding flash jolted Xia Sha from where she stood. She is in the middle of nowhere, who knows what danger she might meet. Moreover, there is not a single human being here. If someone kills her here...


    She did not dare to continue her thought and readily run for her life when she saw a tall guy with his intoxicated smiles staring at her.


    "You!" Xia Sha glare at him with an unhappy face.


    Why is she keep meeting this guy, no stretch that! Why is this guy everywhere?


    "Hey, we meet again!" he grins before averting his gaze back to his phone. Xia Sha just realized that this man has the audacity to take a picture of her. She frowns and furrowed her eyebrow.


    "Erase it." She orders coldly.


    "Erase what?" he acted dumb. Xia Sha gritted her teeth and take a deep breath.


    "My picture on your phone! erase it!" A vein popped on her forehead while watching the man played with his phone happily. Instead of answering Xia Sha, he turns his eyes to the dandelion fields.


    "My father made this dandelions field for my mother. Do you like it?"


    Xia Sha lost of words. He bluntly trying to change the subject here.


    "Erase my picture first!" she demanded.


    Guan Xian shoves his phone deep into his pocket-deliberately. He then shows Xia Sha a haughty answer. "You''ve trespassing Guan''s family private property. But I won''t be too petty. I''ll just take the picture as the tax you paid."


    He walks away like a stranger afterward.


    Xia Sha was dumbfounded. Fine, it just a picture, just treat him like a pathetic fan that yearns for his idol. Such a weird man, she would turn crazy if she keeps fighting words with him.


    Xia Sha decided to look at the beautiful dandelions again. Feeling her spirit actually healed a little bit. The way the flower moved gracefully when the wind softly blows is just like hypnotherapy to her.


    She secretly felt the picture are worth the view.


    She just did not realize how many pictures she has taken without her knowing. Guan Xian smiles when he saw so many treasures stored in his phone gallery right now.


    In fact, he did not know why he took her picture in the first place. It just, when she leans her porcelain face to enjoy the flowers the scenery appears very beautiful. It tugs his heart deeply. A sweet and gentle sensation keeps erupting when the images are created on his mind.


    He almost went nuts again.

 Chapter 46 - Im Also Hungry. Feed Me

    Guan Xian secretly takes more pictures of Xia Sha without her knowing. Feeling satisfied with the result, he put back his phone and approached the cold princess again.


    "Feeling blue?" he asked casually, putting one of his hand in the pocket as he stares at the greats view. Xia Sha did not want to answers, but Guan Xian is not so clueless either.


    Guan Xian let out a low chuckle.


    "Is there something to laugh about?" perhaps her dark face, she asked sarcastically.


    "Well, I don''t know. Maybe losing the head project of your project is funny." he grins.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes. Sure enough, words travel really fast in the Capital city.


    "Hahaha, so funny, laugh all you want," she answers saltily. Guan Xian was amused by this girl who always answers back with an attitude. The more she acts difficult, the more he felt challenged to tame her.


    "You should know it will happen sooner or later," he shrugged his shoulder. "You guys, the government puppet should have known these days will come around the future."


    "Well, the great Mr.Guan who can even defeat the government. That''s war is between your big people. I just want to do my project, is that hard to understand?" her hand subconsciously plucked a wild long grassed and tied it into a knot.


    "Shh... watch out, that grass could hurt you." he hissed.


    Right after he said those words, he jinxed. Xia Sha''s fair finger was cut by the wild grass who turn out to be sharp. Xia Sha watched her blood coming out from the cutting indifferently.


    She felt numb from all the pains. Even someone she always relies upon couldn''t rely on from now. People in this world are born to hurt each other.


    "See!" Guan Xian is the panicked instead. He pulls her hand and sucked on the blood before hissed with pain as he watched the blood still forming. "Such a klutz," he scolds.


    Xia Sha turns into a statue as her eyelash trembling. She could feel the wet and soft sensation coming from her opponent. She watches how his eyebrow furrowed and his lips touching her fingertips.


    The weird tingling sensation from her fingertips makes her unable to retracted her hand as he took care of it. Instead, she was letting him do whatever he wanted with her hand dumbfoundedly. Those weird tingling sensation that travels all across her body.


    Her stomached felt funny in a way she never felt before.


    She did not understand how he does that. He makes her mind erupted into beautiful fireworks while leaving a 150 different language of chaos.


    Her eyes, nose, lips felt the same sweet taste of flower blooming in spring when he hissed like he was the one in pain.


    Her heart was screaming danger sign and SOS in all the way she could remember. It hits into her mind who then forcefully pulls her hand from him.


    "Stop it," she said, but her cheeks flushed.


    Guan Xian looked worried but did not pressure her. Instead, he craftily plucks one flower and gave it to her. "Here, I''ll give you flowers as compensation."


    Xia Sha stares at the beautiful flowers than his brown light eyes. Under the friendly sunlight and beautiful blue skies, his eyes popped out.


    She stayed staring at those eyes, unmoved for almost a whole minutes.


    Gosh, he was gorgeous and it makes her mad!


    She frowned and put the dandelions back in his hand. She smugly said, "I don''t want this!"


    She did not want to catch feeling for someone that she knew would break her heart. Potentially. She forbid it to happens! and this man, doing whatever he thinks he was doing is not going to help her.


    She knew he was dangerous, so she is unwilling to take the risk. She has been cheated on twice by the man she thinks could never cheat on her.


    What is she doing now, catching feelings for a slight playboy coming out from a drama?


    Is she insane?!


    No, No, she shouldn''t be staying here anymore. She didn''t want to be somewhere near Guan Xian. With the sudden realization and panicked aroused, she stepback and eventually run to her car.


    Leaving Guan Xian stood on the footpath like an idiot.


    She shook her head and quickly open her car engine. Thank god she invested in the right car who knew she needs to run away this instant. She makes a U-turn and steps on her accelerating pedals.


    She could see Guan Xian''s expressionless face when their eyes meet.


    The car has driven 5 meters away when it suddenly forced stopping. Xia Sha widens her eyes and presses the starting button again. She heard the machine working, but the car did not move an inch.


    She tried and tried and tried, but the only thing she got is an unmoved car and a knocked on her windows. Guan Xian''s black sports car is next to her''s right now. He knocked on her window.


    Xia Sha pretends to be deaf for a second before she heard his logical thought. "I''ll send you back, you don''t want to be left alone here, don''t you?" he asked with a serious face.


    Xia Sha holds her breath and looks start in a long way. She sighs, indeed that''s the only option left for her.


    Funny how the world keeps pulling a prank on her. Heaven must hate her so much.


    ***


    Guan Xian was humming to the song on the radio while Xia Sha forced her eyelids to close. She felt sleepy but how can she sleep when the person next to her singing so loudly and off pitched most of the time.


    "Your voice is nice." She half opens her eyes to look at Guan Xian. Guan Xian looks surprised hearing praise coming out from Xia Sha''s mouth. He sincerely wanted to reply with thankyou when Xia Sha finishes her sentence.


    "But''s it''s better for you to shut up."


    A paused second of silence before Guan Xian titled his head at Xia Sha.


    "You know your life depends on me right now, right?" He asked.


    Xia Sha blinked twice before answer him with a flat face. "A fool believes in humans. We can only solely believe in God."


    "Well God told me to help you, but you are not helping me helping you!" Guan Xian''s exasperation was clear. Xia Sha observes her surroundings and finds it''s better not to provoke him if she didn''t want to be eaten by the tiger today.


    Seeing she did not answer him, Guan Xian''s anger slowly dissipate. He''s just the same as his mother and his sister. They got angry really quick then sometimes forget about it the next minutes.


    The sky is getting darker and they still half of their way. Guan Xian has turned off the radio and the car was extremely silent, and because of that, when Xia Sha''s stomach rumbles, everyone in the car can hear it.


    GRRR.... GRORLLL....


    Xia Sha holds her stomach and her eyes flares up. Guan Xian''s laughter erupted instantly as he heard it.


    "WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" He laughs so pleasedly with the sound.


    Xia Sha glare at him with hatred, but said nothing since she was too embarrassed. Even to defend herself.


    "HAHAHAHA! YOU ARE SO FUNNY!" Guan Xian still laughing and enjoying his life while Xia Sha has frowned and look away from him. His laughter stays for ten more minutes before he stopped.


    Xia Sha has been grateful when he stops laughing. But he starts teasing her instead. "Are you hungry?" he asked.


    "No!" Xia Sha snapped and cover her stomach with both of her hands.


    "If you are hungry you just need to tell me, I have a lot of food here." He shows a small smile.


    Xia Sha did not answer, but Guan Xian did not want her to torture her stomach even more. He opens the dashboard with his long hand and revealing so many snacks inside.


    "You can eat whatever you want, but don''t eat my pork jerky." He said one second. Xia Sha ignores him and tries to close her eyes and forget her hunger.


    She hasn''t even had lunch, she only at the breakfast from this annoying man call in the morning. She is indeed hungry, but her ego did not let her give in to this guy.


    Seeing the woman has no responsibility, Guan Xian pulls over and stops the car. Xia Sha was surprised her stopped, turning her face she frowned.


    "Why did you stop? I want to go home!" She remarks. Guan Xian ignores his glare and busying himself open a snack from his dashboard.


    "I''m hungry, I want to eat." He opens a snack that Xia Sha liked and put it on her laps. Xia Sha was stunned but her forehead wrinkles. Before she could refuse, he had domineeringly said, "eat, or I won''t drive!"


    The driver and car owner did not want to move and the day is getting darker. Also, the potato chips smell so good and she is hungry. Xia Sha hesitantly reaches the chip and eat it slowly.


    Guan Xian looks like he was content when she eats. He opened some more snacks and put in on her laps again. Xia Sha frowned, "I can''t finish this much."


    Guan Xian has pressed the starter again and drove. When he heard her question he simply answers, "Ah, that is not for you. It''s for me."


    "???"


    Guan Xian saw the confused face of Xia Sha right now. He felt that she is very cute. He shamelessly said, "I''m also hungry. Feed me."


    "!!!"

 Chapter 47 - Damn, Ive Fallen In Love

    Xia Sha did not know when did it start. But as soon as she feeds him, she felt a weird sense of harmony between them. It was strange. She wanted to kill him a few seconds ago and talking to him like a buddy a second later.


    "Ever since Xiao Ni god engaged, my mother is in this frenzy mode where she forced me to find a wife. She said it would be nice if I got married before my sister." He signed.


    "Well, I could understand why." Xia Sha replied, slightly turn her face to feed him a piece of biscuit. Guan Xian leans closer to Xia Sha while opening his mouth, but his eyes never leave the road while he does so.


    "Hmm. Every time the pressure is too big in the house, I went to visit the dandelion fields." Guan Xian said while chewing the biscuit. This square-shaped sharp jaw where flexing whenever he chews. After a while, his adam apple bobbed.


    Subconsciously she followed.


    It is quite a show for Xia Sha, who then tried to hide her blush and panicky mentioning random topic.


    "No matter how big your pressure in the house, It won''t be as hellish at my house." She murmured while turning her head, facing the window. Guan Xian looks toward her and suddenly felt quiet.


    He is giving Xia Sha time to compose herself. He has failed to notice she was hiding her red cheeks from him. And his quietness only makes her even more baffled.


    Oh my god, did he realized I was googling on him just now?- Her heart pounds fast, forcing her brain to do something to ease her nervousness.


    "I meant at least you did not have to face two ugly witches when all you want to do is take a rest after working hard." Xia Sha quickly added.


    Guan Xian glanced at her and suddenly feeling uncomfortable feeling inside his heart. Her beautiful face was cold and rigid, but he could see all her vulnerability in her eyes right now. He felt as if he shares the same pain with her.


    "That two witches at my house dare to touch my belonging now. Sadly, my father let them do that. He even takes on their side. I was so angry that I moved out that night. They could play a perfect family role for all I care." She lowered her gaze.


    "Ah, that''s explained why the heir of the Xia family is living in a hotel right now. By the way, don''t stop feeding me."


    Xia Sha huffed and half-heartedly fed him again. While he chuckles and chews, his left hand patted her head.


    "Good girl," he smiled in a boyish way. Xia Sha raised her eyes before scoffed and nudge his hand away. Guan Xian continues to chuckle.


    "I''m sure your father did not mean that way. You are, after all, his only flesh and blood." Guan Xian comments based on his evaluation of Xia Qi Feng.


    Everyone in the circle has known how well he doted on his only heir. The poor man has his daughter betrayed the family to help her dear fiancee, who turns out to be a scumbag. Then without even looking at the past, he happily promoted her to be the COO of the company.


    It shows how Xia Sha is significant in his eyes.


    "Well, now that I recall the fight, I understand my father. I punched that whore''s daughter right on the nose. She might need to go to Korea to fix it." She shrugged her shoulders.


    Guan Xian "..." don''t anger Xia Sha, duly noted.


    Xia Sha realized Guan Xian is giving her a weird look right now. A mixture of amusement and frightened. Her lips twitched. Oops, She speaks too much.


    "To be fair, so you don''t give me that judgy face again. That elephant is wearing my prom dress. The dress that beat Xiao Ni at the Prom night."


    "No way!" Guan Xian widens his eyes and looks at Xia Sha. Xia Sha grin when she saw his surprised look. It was definitely better than his expression before.


    "I still remember Xiao Ni calling me at 3 A.M, Cambridge time, to cry because she lost the prom queen title. Turn out it was you, no wonder-" Guan Xian shooked his head and clicked his tongue.


    Xia Sha giggles right now, she raised her right eyebrows and guess his next sentence. "No wonder she is so devastated that night?"


    "Devastated is the right word. Yes, Xiao Ni is devastated, and she blames me for chasing away all the boys, so she has no prom date. I was like, hello? Was it''s me who been chasing away all the boys? It''s was Wang Kai from the start." Guan Xian rolls his eyes exaggeratedly.


    "Yes, it was you." Xia Sha smiled, her eyes twinkle remembering the good old day in school.


    Guan Xian let out a loud gasp like he was being slandered for something he did not do. He open and closed his mouth more than three times before letting out a heavy breath.


    "Fine, I might be hunting for cockroaches once or twice. But Wang Kai is the culprit behind everything. He was manipulating me for his gain! Then when my sister cries, she only knew to blame me! How could I take that backstabber as my brother for so many years?" He looks genuinely furious right now.


    "Everyone can see Senior Wang has special care of Xiao Ni. You are the only blind person in the whole school. Even the teacher knew!"


    "No! He was too sly at a very young age. I was too gullible back then."


    Xia Sha laughed and did not patch up with his words Even though he was more emotional than gullible. He was young and a powerful heir of the Guan family, a combo combination do to reckless and foolish things in highschool.


    There was another silenced in the car after Xia Sha laughs dried out. She suddenly shows a little smile as her fingertips scrambling something on the car window.


    "Xiao Ni is adorable."


    "She is more silly than adorable. But yes, I adore her so much." He grinned while he thinks of Xiao Ni. Xiao Ni is like everybody knows, the ball of sunshine in the Guan family.


    "Xiao Ni is so lucky to have a complete family, plus a good brother, like you." she murmured, the light on her eyes dimmed, and she looks more melancholic than before.


    Guan Xian was shifting his eyes to the road and Xia Sha back and forth. Her sudden sentence erases all the mischievous idea on his mind. Instead, he feels the urge to protect her right now. He did not want her to felt wrong again.


    "Hm, people might saw us like one perfect family. But who doesn''t have a flaw? We are human, after all. My family is just good at hiding our flaws. Well, my mom is good at hiding our flaws."


    "Don''t say something just to make me feel better." She wrinkles her nose. Who doesn''t know Guan Lin Yi and Guan Qian Si''s legendary love story in the Capital city? It was like a fairytale.


    Even their daughter, going to have her own fairytale soon. too. It makes sense, a good family would create the perfect condition for their children to achieve the same things.


    "I am not," Guan Xian tone is serious right now.


    Xia Sha scoffed, "Look at your family and look at Xiao Ni. Look at my family and look at me? See? Everything makes sense." she rolls her eyes.


    Guan Xian silences for about three heart beat before he said something that makes Xia Sha almost forget breathing.


    "Xiao Ni''s father cheated in the past. Hence the perfect family almost fell apart. Xiao Ni is a primary student when all of it happen." Guan Xian smiles coldly when the images of his home broken apart cross his mind.


    Xia Sha was dumbstruck, she couldn''t utter a word. Not even moving her lips to gasp.


    "Hm. He was drunk, it was beyond his control when that happens, sort of other''s trap for him too. My mother was so depressed that she needs to eat sleeping pills to sleep. House feels like feel that time." He said.


    "I can relate," Xia Sha chimed in quietly.


    Guan Xian lips lifted up into a smile, which he tried to hide. "I know," he replied. Xia Sha did not say anything again but look at him with eyes so big that he almost thought she was a cute little rabbit filled with big curiosity.


    "You look like you are really interested in my family..." he paused and she glared.


    "Just tell me the story!" she snapped.


    Guan Xian laughs and looks at her from sideways, "If you want to know the full version, you need to be my best friend at least! You don''t even want to be my friend but digging so deep into my family matters."


    Xia Sha wanted to groan but quickly pressed her lips soon as she realized he was right.


    "But I''ll give you a spoiler. The dandelion field is the place they fall in love again, nobody family is perfect, you see?" He stares at Xia Sha while showing the smile that makes Xia Sha''s stomached filled with butterfly. It was so hard to not returned his smiles.


    At that very moment where their eyes collied, both of them realized.


    "Damn, I''ve fallen in love."

 Chapter 48 - Its Not Him, Its Guan Xian.

    The first reaction coming from Xia Sha''s brain is RUN!


    You can''t fall for this man.


    Sure he was charming, captivating, and stuff, but he is someone she could never trust if they are going to be in a relationship. Even if her stupid heart wins and somehow go on date with this man, her consciousness is just going to go mental.


    Dating Guan Xian is akin to un-ending misery.


    She will never, ever, going to let this dangerous man ruin her life. She promises not to be a fool like her mother. She promised herself to lives well and happy.


    She could not even handle Ling Guang. How the hell she could tame the number one womanizer of the Capital city?


    Sigh~ Heart, why are you so stupid?


    The car is moving steadily, but two of them who just share a very deep emotional story with each other decided it was the best to press their lips altogether rather than pressing each other.


    Xia Sha couldn''t lie that she felt a little bit of disappointment when she saw the hotel bright logo from far. And she also knew she shouldn''t feel that way. It''s almost 8 P.M when Guan Xian parked his car in the hotel lobby.


    Xia Sha composed herself and thanked him briefly.


    She could see Guan Xian raising his eyebrow, probably confused as she turns back to her old icy treatment with him. Xia Sha quickly averted her gaze and turn around to open the door.


    Guan Xian watched her back and did not stop her step. Xia Sha felt a weird pang of sadness. She lowered her head and planned to walk faster. She just needs to be alone and kick him out of her system.


    Yes, what does she expecting him to do?


    She picks up her chin and walking straight to the hotel lobby. The hotelier greets her with a smile, she replied curtly while rumbling through her bag to find her keys.


    She is looking at her bag the whole time that she did not realize a man seating on the hotel lobby sofa. He looks really relieved when he saw her. He excitedly calls out her name.


    "Xia Sha." Two male voice rang out at the hotel.


    Xia Sha could recognize the voice coming from her back. Simply because she spends half a day hearing his voice. She excitedly turns around and found Guan Xian standing there with a smile. Subconsciously her smile rose when she saw him.


    They stare at each other, sharing the same pleasant feeling.


    The other man on the sofa''s face darkened when he saw this. Man''s intuition was strong, he felt like he would suffer a great loss if he did not do something quickly.


    "Xia Sha," he repeated himself and stand in front of Xia Sha.


    Waves of surprised washing over Xia Sha again. She blinked before processing this man in front of her. "Xiao Zhan? what are you doing here?" she frowns.


    "I want to explain about the project matter." He said with a worried face. Guan Xian squinted his eyes and grin when he saw the scene in front of him. What is this boy doing, using this beginner trick on him?


    He smirked and approached them. Once he patted Xiao Zhan''s shoulder, the pressure is on.


    "Bro, it''s passed the working hour."


    Xiao Zhan looks at him with slight annoyance. But quickly look at Xia Sha again. Xia Sha looks at two-man in front of her with a confused face. However, because of Xiao Zhan''s presence, she could control her expression and words in front of Guan Xian.


    "What are you two doing here?" she asked, furrowing both of her eyebrows. Wait, Xiao Zian has told his purpose of coming. She thought for a moment before correcting her sentence, "No, why haven''t you go?" she asked Guan Xian.


    "Is that how you thank me after driving almost for 4 hours and feed you when you were angry?" He rounds his eyes and tilted his head. His reaction makes Xia Sha wanted to giggle, but since Xiao Zhan is there, her brain has defeated her stupid heart.


    "Well, what did you expect?" Her lips twitched.


    Guan Xian paused for a second. A light glimpse of playfulness crosses his eyes. Xia Sha has seen those look a few times, she''s highly anticipated this time.


    "No date!" she snapped the moment he opens his mouth. Guan Xian jaw dropped. He quickly closed his mouth and look somber, but still keeping his cool because Xiao Zhan is there.


    "Xia Sha, I did not know you are close to senior Guan." he gave a half-hearted smile to Guan Xian.


    "Well, I''m a very friendly senior brother. I even still have your picture on the past, do you want me to send it to you?" He reaches into his phone in his pocket.


    Xiao Zhan fell into silence and his face turns pale. Guan Xian and his group have albums filled with their junior embarrassing picture. Sounds like bullying, but it was purely made for entertainment for them. The gossip he heard is they used it to a scared man from chasing Xiao Ni.


    Xia Sha also knew about this.


    "..."


    Guan Xian laughs when he sees Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan''s dreadful face. His laughter sounds like music to Xia Sha''s ears. She once again hides her blush with an unnatural gesture, playing with her handbag now.


    "Well, Junior classmate, it''s late, do you want to join me at Rendevous?" Guan Xian turns to Xiao Zhan, he lay his hand on his shoulder, slowly forcing him to walk out.


    "Come on, I''ll introduced you to more influential people in Capital City."


    "But, I need to talk to-"


    "No need to thank me! we go to the same school. Treat this as senior takiing care of his junior."


    Xia Sha looks at their back with a blank face. She thought they want to talk to her???


    Unsure what to do, she hesitantly turns around to entering the lift on her right. Also at that precise moment, Guan Xian turns around his neck to look at her. Their eyes collided once more, sparks fly between them and it was something Xia Sha couldn''t deny.


    She holds her breath and forces herself to walk away and not look back. Her hand clutched her handbag tighter as her heart pounded so hard.


    When the elevator door open, she quickly got into it, as if it was her safe place. She could see the glimpsed of Guan Xian and Xiao Zhan''s back from where Xia Sha is standing.


    When the elevator door finally closed, she could see his smile from afar, his eyes directed to her.


    Her knees went weak. Her body leans to the mirror behind her to support her weight. Her slightly trembling hand touch her rapidly jumping heart as she forced her mind to stop thinking.


    ***


    Laying down on the soft bed in her hotel room, Xia Sha forced herself to sleep. To be honest she was drained, physically, and mentally.


    Today was chaotic, yet it was beautiful and memorable.


    And no, she was not talking about her messy office life. Sure she was so pissed at her grandfather and father right now with Xiao Zhan and everything.


    But what actually hanging on her mind and refused to go is the time she spends with Guan Xian tonight. The sudden realization and confession just hit her hard. The moment she closed her eyes, all she could see is that annoying man and his charming smile.


    She is scared right now.


    She falls in love so fast with someone she knew could never fulfill her expectation of her future lover. What should she do with herself now?


    She helplessly looks at the ceiling with a heavy heart.


    No, she mustn''t relent and give up to her heart. She should break her heart now before it develops into something out of her control. She needs to break her heart before he breaks it for her.


    But How?


    She groaned frustratedly upon facing her non-stop questioning brain. Her leg is kicking widely on the bed. "No, No, No." She sat up suddenly and talk to herself.


    "You are not falling in love with him. It just a stupid crush." She blinks and smiles, ensuring herself.


    "It''s like you like being with him because he helps you out several times. Just like you like being with Xiao Zhan because your reputation matched in the past. That''s it! You like him, it does certainly not love." She laughs and slaps the bed.


    She nodded and quickly grab her phone from her bag. She wanted to talk with Kai Xin and Zheng Shuang on their group.


    Xia Sha: Girls, I need your advice.


    Zheng Shuang: No need to say, wait I''ll send you something.


    Kai Xin: For someone who has a date night, you are replying like an online abused single dog.


    Xia Sha: She''s on a date? why is she playing with her phone?


    Xia Sha: Zheng Shuang, are you okay there?


    Kai Xin: Oh, she is more than okay.


    Zheng Shuang: *Zheng Shuang sends you a pdf file. ''1000 Way to kill your cheating Ex''*


    Zheng Shuang: *Zheng Shuang sends you a pdf file. ''Easy way to move on"*


    Kai Xin: Seriously? *thumb*


    Zheng Shuang: Thank me later.


    Kai Xin: I''m sure it would be useless to our ice princess who never has a problem moving on from a guy.


    Kai Xin: Moreover it''s just a lousy guy. I don''t even remember his name anymore.


    Xia Sha: Thank you Zheng Shuang, it is what I needed the most right now!


    Kai Xin: ...


    Zheng Shuang: Your welcome!


    After that, Kai Xin calls Xia Sha just to lecture her about Ling Guang and how he''s not worth any of her heart.. Imagine how surprised Kai Xin''s face was when Xia Sha said, "It''s not him, it''s Guan Xian."

 Chapter 49 - I Am Also Pursuing Her

    Xia Sha tried to force sleeping herself by reading the book Zheng Shuang share. But her damned heart just wouldn''t stop pounding as images start creeping into her mind once again.


    After tossing around a few times, she gives up.


    "Might as well working till I fall asleep." She mumbles, dragging her feet to the hotel''s minimalist desk. She grabs the hotel''s paper and starts staring at the paper.


    But her mind couldn''t think at all.


    She furrowed her eyebrow and forced to concentrate to write something. It works, she starts scribbling something on the paper just to stare at his name (she subconsciously has written) in a daze.


    She stares at her pathetic self across the mirror who just happens to be on the desk wall. She frowned at her silly smiles.


    She grabs her phone out of anxiousness. Flipping here and there before she got a notification message from Guan Xian. Her heart almost falls that very moment.


    Her trembling fingertips move to click on the notification. It only takes a second for the screen to change into a chat room. She bites her lower lips while her heart reading his text out loud.


    Guan Xian: It''s nice, spending time with you. I hope you do, too. :)


    Guan Xian: Good night.


    At the same time, Xiao Zhan send her another message too. She reluctantly leaves her chat room with Guan Xian to see what Xiao Zhan has to send her.


    Xiao Zhan: I''m back at the hotel, can we talk?


    Xiao Zhan: Please?


    Xia Sha thought for a second before typing her decision. She sighed at the reply she makes.


    Xia Sha: 5 minutes.


    Within that, she stands up, grabs her phone and oversized working suit, and went to the lobby.


    On her way to the lobby, she thought about all the things that happen in the office. She should feel angry and irritated at Xiao Zhan right now, but strangely, she did not.


    Why did she felt that way? Maybe because she knew there''s a bigger problem than her stolen project, even though the project is her dream.


    With the strength left, she sat on the sofa across Xiao Zhan. Wrapping her little body with her coat she looks at him with a flat expression.


    "What do you want to say?" She queried.


    "It''s about the project, just to be clear I did not want to steal it from you. Like heck, you knew me, I hate working in an office." His voice was raspy. Xiao Zhan is nervous. she can see it by the way his leg won''t stop moving and the pleading look he has right now.


    "Well, I never really has good eyes and judgment." She surged carelessly. It was true, she failed to find someone she could trust over and over again.


    And to add more bad decisions to her portfolio, she had a crush on the biggest womanizer in Capital City right now. Cheers to her stupid heart :)


    "Oh come on, my grandpa just said your family need helps. That''s why I agree with the first place." He said.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow, did not buy his excuses at all. "You gotta be kidding me." She let out a forced laugh, a sarcastic one to be exact. "You knew what they are planning. This is not even about the project at all. Don''t bullshit me by saying you did not see it through."


    She is fuming.


    "I see what are they doing, that''s why I agree!" He said with a half-risen tone.


    "And why did you?" She wonders with disbelief face.


    "I don''t see any problem with this at all. At some point in our lives, we are once a thing. What''s wrong with trying again? They only wanted us to try Xia Sha, they aren''t forcing us to get married!"


    Xia Sha is so angry that she wanted to laugh at him. She looked up to the ceiling before staring at him with a gaze that colder than the winter night.


    "You don''t understand. They are looking down on me, on my identity as a female. Will they do this if I was a boy?" Xia Sha bravely glares at Xiao Zhan and answers her question. "No, they won''t."


    "Political relationships happen all the time. look at Guan Xiao Ni and senior Wang Kai. They are turning this city upside down with their engagement." Xiao Zhan frowned, he did like how Xia Sha blaming him and why is she so angry. He just wanted to help.


    "Cut it off, Xiao Zhan. You never have a slight interest in helping your family business. Why bother now?" her eyes were piercing into his heart. like a blade. Facing her rage, he frustratedly finds the word to answer her question without spilling all the beans.


    She was pressuring him with her looks. Looking all cocky as if she has known the answer. Xiao Zhan runs his finger through his well-styled hair before throwing it up in the air. "Fine, you got me. I still have to feel for you, that''s why I suddenly care about the company. You are right, I''m using this moment as an opportunity to chase you again. Because the last time we meet, you act like you did not have the slightest love for me. Not in the past, moreover now. You are right, you are always right."


    Xia Sha looks at Xiao Zhan''s eyes which revealing all his frustration and hurt inside. Her heart weavers for a moment as she realized she might have hurt his heart when she said she never had feelings for him at all.


    It was all for the show.


    "But you cheated on me." she wanted to say she is sorry, but a defensive sentence coming out from her mouth instead.


    Xiao Zhan lowered his head and glower. "I know, I know I did and you know why," he mumbles almost sound like he was on the verge of crying.


    Xia Sha''s heart sank, she did not know what to do right now. A long silence between them just makes things more awkward each second. For a moment, Xia Sha regretted coming down to meet him.


    "Xia Sha, I just want another chance. Even though-" he can''t finish his sentence as another voice rang out and interrupted them.


    "That is not a way to chase a woman, junior." Another familiar pat on his shoulder. The same hand which has patted him a few hours ago. He turns around and was speechless when he sees his senior brother standing next to him again.


    Xia Sha has the same dumbfounded expression as a little O formed on her lips. Cute.


    "Come back when I see you left your laptop in my car. Hope I did interrupt your discussion. it sounds pretty interesting though." Guan Xian leaving Xiao Zhan''s side and approached Xia Sha. Putting the laptop bag in her left hand on her lap.


    She mouthed thank you to him while he walked past her and sat on the sofa next to her.


    Xiao Zhan and Xia Sha have the same stupified expression while the intruders shamelessly fold his legs and lean his back to the sofa. "I think both of you might need my sight as a senior. Come on, you can continue your discussion." He looks at Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan back and forth.


    Xiao Zhan looks at two people seating next to each other across him. He clenched his hand and look at Guan Xian with anger emitted from his eyes. "I don''t think we need a senior''s sight. Xia Sha and I can figure this out ourselves."


    Little rude remarks from Xiao Zhan did not affect anything for Guan Xian. He still smiling lazily and even shook his head as if he was looking at a hopeless case.


    "Well, you don''t need my advice but need to hear my conclusion." He said confidently.


    Xia Sha turns her head, facing Guan Xian, frowning. But she did not stop him from talking. To be honest, she is curious about his insight.


    She is looking at Guan Xian, but Guan Xian has his sight focused on Xiao Zhan. His playful eyes slowly turning dull and icy. It''s even more intimidating since he rarely showing his cold side to anyone.


    But it was too late for Xiao Zhan to back off. He can only sit there and fake his calmness when he hears him say, "The conclusion is you fucked up your chance."


    He used his cold face for two seconds before his lips curled into a wide smile, a mocking one but filled with intimidation. Xiao Zhan honestly shudders to face this scary Guan Xian. But he stayed there for Xia Sha.


    He frowned and bravely replied, "It''s up to Xia Sha to give me a second chance."


    Guan Xian''s smile grew even wider, but he moves his gaze to Xia Sha. Xia Sha is staggered by these two men to surround her. She looks at Guan Xian first, saying, "Xiao Zhan is right. It''s up to my choice to decide."


    Xiao Zhan''s heart harrumphed when he heard her reply. His pupils reflect how hopeful he is right now.


    "But I''ve decided not to try this with you anymore. You cheated on me, that is my most low line," she said after taking a breath.


    Xiao Zhan''s heart sank and shattered into a pieces. He did mot wanted to give up, thus say, "It''s not fair, we are so young back then. I was immature!"


    Xia Sha shooked her head. "I gave you chances to explain, remember?"


    Xiao Zhan cracked, he looks at Xia Sha painfully. "At least give me a chance to pursue you." he pleaded.


    "I''m tired, can I head back first?" she asked.


    "Of course you can, go, take a good sleep." Guan Xian said as if he has the right to say those things. He received a glare from Xia Sha but did not mind it at all. Instead, he patted her head like a child.


    Xiao Zhan looks at two of them with unspeakable feelings. Xia Sha runs away very quickly because Guan Xian irritates her. After she is gone, the tension between Xiao Zhan and Guan Xian tensed once again.


    Guan Xian clears his throat first before standing up and flatten his coat. He is leaving the hotel. But before he leaves makes it clear to Xiao Zhan to listen to his words.


    "You can pursue her. But just to let you know, I''m also pursuing her.. And I think, I have a better chance than you."

 Chapter 50 - So, Lets Go On Date

    Xia Sha did not remember how she manages to sleep last night after yesterday. All she knew is she wakes up with slight dizziness. She pinched the little space between her eyebrow before she drags her feet to the bathroom.


    Took her a while to sober up in the bathroom.


    It was Saturday, the day when she usually working on her hotel project in her room, accompanied by a random playlist she found. But since she is homeless and might be jobless soon, she is lost.


    Waisting her time watching some drama aired on the television did not help much. Instead, it makes her felt more pathetic than before. Kai Xin has gone to Marocco. She insisted on learning pottery there. Zheng Shuang, that girl hasn''t reply to her text.


    Avoiding feeling lonely in the hotel room, Xia Sha decided to dress up and go to GW Mall. Shopping is a great stress reliever, sometimes. But she got even more depressed when nothing good coming out from this season.


    After exploring the whole store on the second floor, she gave up and went to the ice cream parlor instead. She sits in the corner, where she observes everyone in the store. Which makes her even sick when she realized most of them are couples.


    In the end, she buried her head into her almond delight ice cream. It''s all calm until a pair of a young man and middle age woman bickering on the cashier.


    "Stinky boy, are you calling me too old for ice cream?!" The middle-aged woman said. She looks beautiful and high maintenance. Xia Sha recognizes the rare blood jade she wears.


    "What? that is ridiculous! I did not say that." The young man answers almost instantly. He sounds like a professional liar with how fast he replies and how relaxed his face while telling lies.


    "Then, what do you mean by I should be eating Nyonya cake rather than eating ice cream here?" The middle-aged woman raised her eyebrow, the young man lips twitched before he leans in closer to the middle-aged woman.


    The young man clears his throat after whispering something and the middle-aged woman wandering her sight all over the tables in the store. Her cheeks slightly flushed red afterward, averting her gaze before murmuring something to the young man.


    "Xiao Ni said the ice cream here is tasty. But I''m going lose my face if someone caught me sits here." The middle-aged woman said with a low voice. The man''s eyes travel to every corner of the store before he caught someone familiar on the corner.


    Yep, their eyes meet. Xia Sha quickly averted her gaze from him. But the man''s eyes filled with a delightful surprise right now. He put his arm around the middle-aged woman''s shoulder and grin. "Don''t worry. I got a plan. Just take your order." he assures the middle-aged woman.


    "Don''t play one of your games with me." The middle-aged woman furrows her eyebrow. The young man''s eyes flares open. He took a step back from the woman and shook his head in a fake hurt expression.


    "Mom, you are hurting my feelings."


    "Sorry, I thought you did not have one." His mother answers savagely. The young man is at a loss of words before rushing his mother to take his order.


    Xia Sha wanted to mind her own business, but the pair of mother and son attracted her. Moreover, both of them are someone she knew. As much as she knew what the young man is planning, she did not prevent his plan to happen.


    So when the young man and mother look surprised when they spotted her, she has prepared a sweet smile for them. She even called the middle-aged woman first.


    "Aunty," she greeted politely.


    "Oh! Xia Sha, right?" The middle-aged woman said excitedly, approaching Xia Sha with blue ice cream in her hand. An unusual flavor for older age to pick. Xia Sha nodded her head slightly as an answer.


    "Can we sit with you? You are alone, right?" The young man asked. His eyes filled with lively mischievous glints. As if he wanted to tease her for sitting alone in the middle of couples.


    "Of course." She manages to squeeze out her answer, surpassing the urge to strangled the young man. The man pulls a chair for his mother before taking sit next to Xia Sha.


    His mother looks surprised and almost gasping loudly. She looks at her son and Xia Sha before a small smile appears. She shares the same understanding with the grinning young man right now.


    "Xia Sha, It''s been a very long time. You are all grown up now." The woman smiles kindly. Xia Sha laugh awkwardly. She and Xiao Ni relationship are quite famous. She is sure this aunty knew about it.


    "Hmm, old enough to eat ice cream alone." His remarks sound more offending than he intends to. His mother is giving him a warning glare. "Without a group of nosy girls," he added.


    "Hmph, childish." His mother hissed and smiling at Xia Sha again. The contrast of how she treats her son and Xia Sha is too palpable. Her sons did not mind. Instead, he gave her a playful wink.


    Giggles almost roll out of Xia Sha''s tongue.


    "Xia Sha, I heard you refuse his offer to be his date? It''s so wise of you. You don''t know how annoying he can be most of the time." His mother said while Guan Xian''s face darken.


    Xia Sha smiles and enjoys insulting Guan Xian party. It only takes a cone of ice cream to tell that Guan Xian and his mother are a barrel of a laugh. Her shoulder felt lighter after a row of a good laugh.


    "Mom, now you can see that I did not play a game with you. We look like a cute little family enjoying ice cream. You don''t lose your face if one of that noisy aunty sees you." Guan Xian said, scooping the last ice cream on his cup.


    At this rate, Xia Sha is used to his shameless remarks. But her cheeks felt hot while the pool of pink appears.


    "Hmm, I do enjoy chatting with Xia Sha. Thank you again, Xia Sha, to accompany this old lady."


    "Aunty, you are not old at all." Xia Sha quickly shook his head frantically. Guan Xian laugh and gave mother Guan a handkerchief to wipe the corner of his mother''s lips.


    "Don''t lie," A glee in his eyes is amusing. Xia Sha could stare at those pairs all day if mother Guan is not here.


    "This stinky boy!" Mother Guan glare at him. "But he is right, I''m too old to seat alone in an ice cream shop. But you, Xia Sha, you are too young and beautiful to spend this Saturday alone."


    Xia Sha wrinkles her nose and shows small smiles. "Shopping alone is my stress reliever," she lied.


    "Of course, it is. But it''s Saturday." Mother Guan said before hinting at something beside Xia Sha. Xia Sha almost chokes her own ice cream facing mother Guan directness.


    "Mom, are you actually handing over your date to someone else? I thought you love me?" He said in wonders mixed with fake pain.


    "Uh-huh, I couldn''t stand your love-sick face no more. I''ll let you pass today, of course, only if Xia Sha willing to," she said.


    Suddenly Xia Sha makes the call for a mother and son date. She looks at mother Guan and Guan Xian back and forth did not know what to answer. Guan Xian deliberately did not look at her. He did not want to give her the pressure to agree.


    Xia Sha has an inner battle with her heart. Her mind told her to stop making things more complicated, but her heart did not even think before agreeing. It is complete chaos inside her.


    Mother Guan is more direct. She said, "It''s okay if you don''t want to. My son can be a real pain in the ass sometimes." She shrugs her shoulder.


    "Mom, you shouldn''t make me looks bad in front of a girl." Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow. Especially in front of a girl he likes, he added inside his heart.


    Mother Guan has funny eyes directed to Guan Xian before she holds Xia Sha''s hand that lay on the table. Before mother Guan said something, Guan Xian has cut her off first.


    "Mom, let the poor girl alone. I''ll drive you home. Dad is waiting for your date night." He said, vying with his mother to talk.


    Her mother looks at him with a dissatisfied look before clicking her tongue. "Fine," she mumbles, stood up from her seat. Guan Xian helps her stand up, standing right beside her.


    Guan Xian and aunty Guan are bidding her goodbye, while Xia Sha still sits on her chair. At the sight of them leaving them alone, her heart suddenly panic.


    "Wait!" she blurts out when they are only two-step away from her. Her voice coming out louder than she expected. She was embarrassed but there is no turning back when Guan Xian and mother Guan has turned their back to her.


    "I..." she suddenly has a sore throat. Mother Guan smiles at her gently, she walks to Xia Sha side and touches her hand with her soft hand. It was warm and soft. It could chase away the loneliness, which she did not realize has eaten her slowly.


    "Do you need a ride? Guan Xian could lift you after he drops me." She said as if she knows everything on her mind. Xia Sha blushed and shyly nodding her head.


    The three of them walk together. The ride to a fancy restaurant near GW Mall is also pleasant. Xia Sha only realized the consequences of acting implausibly when Guan Xian escorted her mother to find father Guan.


    Her heart practically jumping from her body when she sees the tall figure wearing a white shirt coming out of the restaurant and slides inside the car.


    "Need a ride, really?" he smirks, clearly knows Xia Sha''s pathetic lies and what is she wants right now. Xia Sha averted her gaze, her heart suddenly shirked, she wanted to back out.


    She clears her throat, trying to find a perfect alibies. "Well, my feet hurt-"


    "So?" he smiles, a charming smile that tug Xia Sha''s heart once again.


    It was he had his influence on her body. He could make her stop breathing and irrational. Xia Sha watched herself look at Guan Xian in the driver seat beside her with a nervous gaze. She could hear herself said, "So, let''s go on date."


    His smile rose even wider than before.

 Chapter 51 - Its A Party Celebrating The Beginning Of Our Date Tonight!

    "Date, You want to go date with me?" Guan Xian tried to keep his mouth to grin wider. He acted like he''s surprised. Xia Sha rolled her eyes and pressed her lips.


    "Forget it. it''s stu-"


    "Whoa, I don''t give back. You throw something at me, you do not expect me to give it back to you. Even words. Uh-huh." He shook his head in a serious face. Too serious that Xia Sha rolls her eyes for the second time. But a thin smile plastering her face now.


    She lay her head on the car window as she glanced at driving Guan Xian. The same question has chanting on her mind over and over again. Why did she want to go date with Guan Xian?


    She even turns into the initiator this time.


    Something tugs her heart when she saw how he treated his mother. Maybe it was the little thing he did for her. He pulled a chair for her. Provides a handkerchief after she finishes her ice cream. Or maybe, just the fact he went date with her mother on Saturday.


    A strange idea just playing with her mind right now. Like maybe, Guan Xian is not that bad. Perhaps he''s one of those people that become a victim of social judgment views of a handsome and rich man.


    Maybe.


    "I''ve too much pressure right now. I simply want to relax." She blurted out. Making some random excuses, so he did not pursue this topic again. Guan Xian gave her a side glance, then pressed her lips together. He seems to buy her cheap reason, great :)


    "You are lucky missy because you are going to experience the most amazing first date in your life." He guarantees. A hint of playfulness playing in his beautiful brown eyes.


    Xia Sha wrinkles her nose. Averting her gaze from Guan Xian. "Sounds like a disaster already."


    Guan Xian laughed away with her sarcastic comment, which makes Xia Sha smile, secretly.


    They drove for 10 minutes and Guan Xian parked her car in front of a Thailand cuisine restaurant. Xia Sha turns her head to him, which he gladly replied with a wiggle eyebrow.


    "Hey, don''t judge the book by the cover." Guan Xian copied Joey Tribbiani talking style, completed with his little nod along the way. Xia Sha raised both of her eyebrows, lips curled up depreciatingly.


    "I am not judging," she said.


    "Haha, I believe you," Guan Xian huffed and turn off the car engined. It almost makes Xia Sha giggles.


    The restaurant is quite packed because it was Saturday night. A time where all couple went out for a date because they are too busy working from Monday to Friday. Guan Xian walks his way to a middle-aged guy, possibly the owner of the lovely restaurant too.


    Xia Sha trail behind him with short steps. Guan Xian''s appearance seems to affect the whole busy restaurant. He just drawing attention without doing anything.


    Xia Sha lips twitched, she''s so busy becoming one of the audience who watched Guan Xian''s every move intently. And surprised when he turned around and put his arm on her back.


    "-Upstairs," She manages to catch the end of his words only because she''s too busy with her mind.


    Ugh, she sounds like a hopeless romantic and felt stupid.


    They end up in an extra table upstairs with two sheets of menus. Xia Sha ordered a Kai Med Ma Muang. According to Guan Xian''s little food encyclopedia, it was a spicy stir-fried chicken with cashew.


    "Good choice," he praised.


    "Well, it looks good on the picture." Xia Sha answer while running her eyes all over the corner of the room, and find that she likes the decoration. It''s homey and cozy.


    Guan Xian seems to follow her movement because when she turned her head back to the table. This means she is looking at Guan Xian since he seat across from her. He was observing the picture hanging on the wall.


    "So, why Thailand?" she tried to start a conversation.


    "Why not? Each year, about 6,000,000 tourists visit Thailand. A lot of potentials." He tilted his head. "And the food is great, especially here."


    "Oh, any particular way to eat this dish. You know, you could only drink Red bull and not wine?"


    Guan Xian grins, completely loves her sarcastic remarks every now and then. It was amusing and annoying at the same time. He ends up chuckling, staring at her with his dreamy eyes.


    Damn those eyes! Xia Sha cursed.


    "Well, apart from lead an astray to the right path, It''s longer my duration talking with you." He admitted, shortly.


    Xia Sha blushed but quickly hidden it with a witty comment. "As expected from dating expert."


    "Blame you for being cold and grumpy. You frown all day, I suspect you will suffer from early aging." Guan Xian mocked and laugh when he saw Xia Sha''s face darkens.


    "Jerk," she scolded, subconsciously tapping her outer corner eyelids. Does she have wrinkles though?


    Wait, she is only 22!


    Guan Xian laughs louder when he sees all the changes on Xia Sha face. As if he could read his mind and know how he got her fooled. Xia Sha wants to bicker, but the food is served in front of her.


    Distracted by the heavenly smell, she paused her urge to strangled him to death. Instead, she picked up her spoon and dig into her food.


    "Ugh, it''s so good." She groans as she chews the chicken. Her tummy is so happy that she is not aware every time she chews, she makes a little dance.


    Guan Xian''s smile spread wide when she saw her enjoying her food. Although the Thai pad he once obsessed with seducing him with its smell, he did not bother to flinch. His eyes were locked unto her.


    "You are cute," Guan Xian subconsciously blurt out. He is only aware that he has spoken his mind when he saw Xia Sha frozen on her little dancing.


    "What?" She blinks, couldn''t believe what she just heard.


    Well damn, the damage is already done. He might as well play cool with it. "I said you are cute," he relaunched his words. Xia Sha was stunned, her heart leaped from its place.


    She blushed, even when he makes her annoyed again by adding his words.


    "Don''t you worry, you did not have any wrinkles, yet." Then he laughed again. Xia Sha pretended to sulk and chew her chicken harshly. But she inside butterflies fills her stomach.


    They finished their food and Xia Sha looking up for his next arrangement. Well, the food is excellent, but she does expect more from the flamboyant boy.


    When the car started again, Xia Sha silently playing games with Guan Xian. She observed every building and shop, guessing where is their next stop.


    "Don''t say you want to take me to a pub?" Xia Sha''s eyes flare-up. Guan Xian chuckles and silently asked, "My images is that bad?"


    "Uh, well..." Xia Sha searching for a softer vocabulary so she won''t hurt his heart. She gives up in the midway, an honest answer will do.


    "Yes."


    "Hmm, then maybe we should start over. Hello, my name is Guan Xian, I''m a Genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist." He grins. "I am Iron man," he added.


    "Pfft, Then I am Pepper Potts?" Xia Sha plays along, causing a surprise in Guan Xian''s eyes. The moment it comes out from her mouth, she regretted it. It sounds weird.


    "I won''t object."


    But Guan Xian laughs it off, making Xia Sha felt more relaxed. The drives take only 10 minutes, they stopped inside a building with mic neon sign in front. Xia Sha looked at the building and turn to Guan Xian with doubtful looks.


    "Karaoke, really?"


    "You want a stress reliever right? What''s more relieving than singing F4''s song, pretending you are San Cai?" His right eyebrow arched up.


    "Hey, I prefer Bei Wei Wei than San Cai." Xia Sha mumble while slipping out from the car?


    "Oh, so you like the cool type like Xiao Nai, huh?"


    "You watched new drama too? Do you even go to work?" Xia Sha looks at him with suspicious eyes. He seems to be everywhere. When did he ever go to work?


    Guan Xian murmuring something about Xiao Ni and Mother Guan forcing him to watch the drama with a darkening face. Xia Sha tried her best not to laugh at him.


    When they entered the ward, Xia Sha threw herself to the sofa. "Is this your idea of the most amazing first date? because I felt it''s like a party after a business deal instead." Her eyes traveling all over the room.


    Guan Xian looks at her slightly amused. He thought after becoming a friend (they are friends now, right?) he would hear less sarcasm. Seems like that not going to happen. He ignores her and takes the mic on the table instead.


    "It''s a party celebrating the beginning of our date tonight! Come on, let''s curse that f*cker away," His voice revibrate on the sound system.


    "F*cker?" Xia Dha laughed at his choice of words.


    "Uh-huh, f*cker." He winked and tossed the other mic to Xia Sha. He chooses a song and forced Xia Sha to stand up, saying, "Is this the right attitude when you go to karaoke?"


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes but stand up anyway. Acting disinterested while the fact, he really makes her stress go away.. Far, Far, Far, Far away while he makes her felt comfortable around him.

 Chapter 52 - Thank God She Is Not So Dense.

    It''s a little far from you. Something''s blocking the view.


    I had to tiptoe and pretend to be closer.


    You can''t act. You have to make faces.


    Carefully see what you do across the way.


    Air between us


    The sparks are spreading.


    I''m waiting for you to show up.


    The easy-going music rang throughout the room as Guan Xian sang with silly faces. Xia Sha is standing beside him while preparing to sing the next lines.


    I think it''s the law of gravity.


    Finding you and want to say,


    Together I and you, slowly become closer.


    I want to go to the South Pole with you.


    I want to see the meteor with you.


    Strange how I can still think to go with you.


    They looked at each other while singing the sweet song together.


    To get your attention so I can tell you.


    I love you. This sweet happiness quickly suffocates.


    To gather my heart and hear my voice.


    I will follow your tracks in four, three, two, one.


    The program makes a clapping sound while Guan Xian grinned after singing. He looks at the television, which still portraying Jolin Tsai''s face.


    "You like Jolin?" she asked, suddenly curious.


    Guan Xian nodded his head almost instantly.


    "She is my goddess! That is why I despite Xiao Ni liking Jay Chou." He proclaimed, still staring straight at the screen. "How can you cheat on this angel?" he asked.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes. Ignoring little sour flavor on her heart when he looks at Jolin with so much affection.


    "Why did you badmouthing your own species?" She remarks. Guan Xian caught the little smug smirk on her lips. He raised his eyebrow and confidently reply.


    "What kind? Handsome, rich, and smart? Gee, thanks."


    "..." Sure.


    Xia Sha went to the little monitor, choosing another song to see. She deliberately chooses Jay Chou since he said he did not like him. Guan Xian almost groans when he saw what Xia Sha chooses.


    "Really?" He threw his hand on the air exaggeratedly.


    Xia Sha grins and nods her head excitedly. She sang failure at love because she always has like the MV. Guan Xian decided to sit on the sofa now, watching Xia Sha soothing voice from behind.


    A touch of sadness is so beautiful.


    The storylines are written by you, a little confusing between us.


    ...


    The winter without you


    I can only keep singing


    Till you appear


    Sealing the Mic, only singing what you love.


    Goodbye, do not Cry, cry it all out.


    People will leave when the song ended. You left too.


    I admit I''m a failure at love.


    You left too quickly,


    and I''m still relying on you.


    The tears in my eyes, I can''t keep them back in


    Your smile is beautiful as always...


    She finishes the song beautifully, gaining a clap from the program. They even gave her a 98 score. Xia Sha turns her back with a smug face, she pointed at the screen and boasted.


    "I got 98, higher than every score you got before."


    "Hmph, your song is so depressing. I almost fall asleep now." He complained. "No wonder you always look frustrated. Even your song is depressing."


    "..." Thank you :)


    He ends up singing another TF Boy song, the manual of youth, and adore. At this second, Xia Sha has confirmed that Guan Xian is a TF Boy''s fans.


    He hides under the ''The song make me feel younger'' passage. His favorite sentence is still, I am the sun of the world. Truly, describing her narcissistic personality.


    Follow my left hand and the right in slow motion


    Right hand, left hand, slow motion reply


    The song makes you happy


    Have you fallen in love with me?


    He playfully pointed at Xia Sha and winked his eyes, make Xia Sha laughed along the way when he danced along with three teenagers on the screen.


    "Come on! Don''t sulk alone there, sing with me!" He pulls Xia Sha up from her seat. Forcing her to sing with him, again.


    I just want to adore you.


    Is it love or not?


    I still don''t understand


    Happy things I want to share with you.


    I want to give you a shoulder when you are sad


    For the first time feel nervous for a person


    Although it''s only singing, Xia Sha has to admit, it does make her felt younger. Especially after dancing and jumping to Manual of Youth. One of the things she thought she can''t do because it is just too childish for her images.


    But Guan Xian has thought her something tonight, it is, "F*ck reputation! If I want to sing, I will sing! If I don''t want to wear pants, I won''t wear pants!"


    The night has liberating, she felt satisfied with tonight''s date. She has prepared the whole thank you for today''s date speech when she sees the sign of her hotel.


    "Thank you for-"


    Swish~


    Guan Xian sports car just walk past the hotel, who now getting smaller and smaller from the reviewing mirror.


    "?"


    Xia Sha is dumbstruck, she pointed at the hotel and look at Guan Xian with a confused face.


    "My Hotel is..." She stuttered. Looking back and forth to the back and front. Guan Xian frowns at her and shook his head slightly.


    "Who said our date has ended." He sighed and patiently talk to her slowly as if he is explaining something complicated to a kid. "I said, the karaoke is just the beginning of our dates."


    "But, it''s almost midnight." She frowned.


    "And so?"


    "I should go home...?" Xia Sha sounds unsure herself.


    "Even if you cinderella and need to go home before 12, I won''t return you to your fairy godmother now." He chuckles, glancing at her with adoring eyes. Xia Sha rolled her eyes when he called her honey.


    Thank God it was dark and he could not see clearly her heated cheeks right now.


    "That is not a good idea. What if my stepmother comes back and finds me disappear?" She asked with a thin smile.


    She always god irritated every time she heard ''stepmother'' that word. Weirdly it doesn''t happen this time. She even jokes about it.


    "Hohoho, then I''ll need to hide your from your stepmother forever." He replies.


    "Prince Charming much?" She swears she has no intention to tease him or anything. He does appear like a prince charming in her eyes.


    Oh God, please help her. Why did she turn into this pathetic girl around him?


    "I am no prince charming. I''m more into the dark knight role," he thought after a second. Xia Sha nodded her head and let him got what he wanted. Guan Xian bought her to watch the midnight movie next.


    Xia Sha''s heart starts to pound as she remembers what couples likely do in a dark cinema. Moreover, it''s midnight, nobody will be around. Will he kiss her...?


    She shook her head frantically. No way, why did she has such a dirty mind now? Guan Xian just messing up with her whole thinking system. She sighed and trail him to enter the cinema.


    The movie starts at 1.15 A.M


    And just for reader information, Xia Sha completely guesses it wrongly. They almost run out of the good seat because so many lovers watching the midnight movie together.


    Xia Sha strictly scolds herself when Guan Xian excuses himself to the toilet. To make up for her embarrassment (because if she keeps waiting for Guan Xian and doing nothing, her mind might drive her crazy) she queued for popcorn and snack.


    Guan Xian comes back in the middle. He smoothly makes his way beside her, ignoring people almost yell at him for cutting the line. Xia Sha lips twitched, Guan Xian this guy, keep attracting people with his grand entrance.


    She needs to adjust herself to get attention if she wants to continue this date. She successfully handed the two bottles of coke to Guan Xian while she holding the big popcorn herself.


    They waited for the movie to starts while eating the popcorn. Talking about random stuff then laughed. It is always happy and comfortable around Guan Xian.


    After entering the dark and cold studio, Xia Sha makes herself comfortable in her seat. When the cold air conditioner starts to make her shiver when she adjusted her seat, she felt a piece of clothes has fallen on her body.


    She blinks and the fresh fragrance black suit Guan Xian wears for the whole day had her body wrapped underneath. She turns her head slowly to Guan Xian, staring at him who seems focused on the big screen already.


    She chuckled suddenly, leaning her body closer to him.


    "We are on the premium seat you know. They store the blanket underneath the seat." She whispered, giggling inside her heart when she observes Guan Xian nose wrinkles slightly.


    He pulls back her body and sipped the coke on the drink holder. Pretended that he never heard a thing from her. Xia Sha''s eyes crease into half-moon shapes. However, she did not return his suit, no, or take the blanket out.


    Guan Xian seems relief as she could hear his relief sigh. She even caught him murmured, "Thank god she is not so dense."


    :)

 Chapter 53 - Welcome To My Very Own Charlie Tango.

    Xia Sha could not remember how she falls asleep. But she does have the impression that the movie is so bad that Guan Xian almost left a comment on how illogical it was every minute.


    "Xia Sha, wake up, we are here," She heard familiar voices faintly, waking her up from her deep sleep.


    Her eyelash flutters as she felt blinding light. A big hand in helping her cover her eyes from the light but her eyes still felt uncomfortable. She turns away from the light, slightly snuggling to her right side.


    Soft and warm cotton meet her cheeks as she heard a chuckle. "Are you that sleepy?" he asked after he stops chuckling.


    Xia Sha slowly gains her consciousness. She squinted her eyes to see the person next to him. Several questions pop into her mind before a glimpse of memories filled in those blanks for her.


    Right, she falls asleep at the cinema on a date with Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian. Her heart whispered silently. She looked up and found the man''s dark brown eyes fall on her eyes.


    asdfghjkl!


    Her mind could not proceed with what happened to her right now. Her heart must be tired of beating so intensely after just waking up. Forget the butterflies, she felt the entire zoo is having a party at her ticklish stomach right now.


    She forgot to breathe for three heartbeats, realizing she needs to say something as he asked, "Are you okay?"


    Okay? Okay?


    She is not okay right now. She is out of her mind!


    "I''m okay," instead, she said.


    "Can we continue our date now, or you want to head back?" He raised his eyes, which twinkle so bright. The more she looks at those dark brown iris, the more she realized he has a pitch-black ring on his outer iris.


    She was so busy with his eyes that she did not realize she is ignoring his question. Guan Xian looks like he is unfazed with her ignorance. Thinking that she would likely choose to head back, he added, "I promised you, you will regret heading back if you do."


    Slightly flinched, Xia Sha quickly controls her face and expression. She uses her tongue to wet her dried lips.


    "We are still on a date?" She looks dumbfounded. Guan Xian lips stretched up. Mischievous smiles appear on his attractive face.


    "Honey, the real date just started." He shot his eyes at one big object in front of their car. Xia Sha followed his gaze, finding the same blinding light that disturbs her sleep.


    Is it a helicopter she saw?


    She gasps, looking at Guan Xian with unbelievable eyes. Guan Xian screened her expression and could not stop himself from looking proud. He is very confident she is so impressed with his effort.


    He should consider buying Cun Xi something for replying so fast when he need help. Wang Kai and Jian Jun, he should consider kicking their out from their group chat.


    The surprise in Xia Sha''s eyes only lasts for a moment. When he was not aware, her face turned into a questioning look. She almost gagged when she said, "Do you plan to awe me with Christian Grey''s moves?"


    "Do you like him?" He tilted his head. His lips still quill into a smile, but he could felt it twitching.


    "er..., maybe?" Xia Sha did not know what to answer. She hides her blush while attacking him with other questions. But Guan Xian, who had seen the perfect opportunity, did not want to let it go.


    "So, what are we doing?"


    "Well, sorry to disappoint you, but we are not going with Mr.Grey style this time." He said with his annoying smirk.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and instantly look away from him. She could feel her cheeks heated up.


    "I never said-" She wanted to clarify herself, but the sound of the door closing has shut her off. Guan Xian has stepped out of the door, and she could saw him going to open the door for her.


    "..."


    The door opens with a soft crack voice. Guan Xian reaches out his hand, inviting Xia Sha to join him. "Let''s go. I''ll take you somewhere that makes all your stress fly away."


    "I don''t do drugs." Xia Sha wanted to hit her own head after hearing her lame jokes. Xia Sha, hadn''t you embarrassed yourself enough?


    "Pfft..." Guan Xian could not hold his laughter. Xia Sha rolled her eyes, pretend to be nonchalant when in fact, she is so embarrassed that she wanted to die right now.


    Guan Xian escorted her to the helicopter after assuring her that it''s not a drug. Xia Sha never lay her eyes on him again, afraid that something stupid will come out of her mouth again.


    The closer they are to the helicopter, the noisier it gets. Guan Xian proudly stood in front of the shiny black helicopter, smirking at Xia Sha.


    "Welcome to my very own Charlie Tango."


    Xia Sha pressed her lips and lowered her gaze. Her blood rushing to her palm as she gritted her teeth, "I did not like-"


    "Get in!" He touched her hand, half forcing her to get into the passenger seat. Her eyes widen once again. She spontaneously asked, "You will drive yourself?"


    "I got my license, baby." He said proudly.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow, trying not to look very impressed with him. This guy although looks not reliable has more lots of merit he could brag about other than his bad reputation. Although, she might be the only one who refuses to believe his brilliance.


    He quickly crawls to the driver seat. The first thing he does is turning his head to her side, ensure Xia Sha is safe. He takes the headphone, helps Xia Sha put it on her ear.


    "Comfortable?" he asked quietly.


    Xia Sha nodded her head, trying to compose herself in the middle of a heart crisis. What''s more when he leaned in and securing her seatback. Her eyes circle perfectly as she blinks her eyes forcefully.


    When he felt the rigid and somewhat weird rhythm of her breath, he looked up, and his voice echoes at her headphones, "Are you okay?"


    She nodded her head once again. Even though she is felt far away from okay right now.


    SHE IS NOT OKAY!


    Guan Xian said something in a mix of numbers to the navigator while Xia Sha observing him quietly. "..., over and out." His deep voice rang out.


    Her hand grips tightly on her belt when the helicopter starts flying to the sky. She watched him turning some switched and grasping the stick neatly. He has his boyish grin all the time, bring her rises from above.


    An incredible amount of words stuck on her tongue. She looked through the clear window, beautiful light from the polluted city become her views.


    The view is incredible, she felt a different sense of wonder rushing on her body.


    "That is the Guan Corporation building," he pointed out one of the tallest and brightest buildings from his seat. Xia Sha followed the tip of his finger.


    "Hmm," She nodded her head, now busying herself to see her company building. Guan Xian smiled and pointed in another direction, "That''s yours." he said.


    Xia Sha was initially very excited about his help. But after witnessing how pathetic her building to the Guans. Her eyes naturally turn a bit somber, before it burning with another flame.


    "Don''t be too cocky, I''ll build my company bigger than yours." She said smugly, obtaining Guan Xian''s chuckles beside her.


    "I''m sure you will," he said.


    On normal days, Xia Sha would think he is looking down on her. But tonight is too special for her to ruins with unimportant bickering. Capital City at midnight is a whole new level of breathtaking.


    "Beautiful, isn''t it?" he suddenly murmured, glancing at her with a grin.


    "Beautiful? Guan Xian this is more than beautiful. This is breathtaking!" She gapes at him before admiring the view again.


    "Oh, well, I''ll take you somewhere even more breathtaking than this." He said with a little cockiness that she could still accept.


    "Impossible." She answers almost instantly, while he just shrugged her shoulder as his answer. He pointed at the other building, grinning when he said, "That is the Skylar Tower. foods and views are amazing there."


    "Whatever it overs, it does not worth its ridiculous prices."


    "I can guarantee it very much worth the price."


    "Come on, fifty thousand for one dining?" She said with ''are you kidding me'' looks.


    Guan Xian laughed and pressed her lips. "You sound like you are one of those women who fight at a clearance sale when we both know your dress cost more than that dinner."


    Xia Sha stunned upon hearing his answer. That''s actually enlightening how much Ling Guang''s has affected her life. She once remembers Skylar''s first opening.


    Zheng Shuang was obsessed with going there. Kai Xin is slowly persuaded by Zheng Shuang''s words and went to Skylar.


    Surprisingly, Kai Xin likes the food there, claiming it was heavenly.


    She saw their post and suddenly felt the urge to try the restaurant with Ling Guang. Ling Guang, as the good boyfriend he is at that time agrees with her. However, when both of them wanted to reserve a table for two there, he stopped.


    "fifty thousand for two meals! Xia Sha, is the right price?" He is shocked upon seeing the price. And please, it''s only the cheapest package they had.


    Xia Sha is not that surprised, but facing Ling Guang''s shocked face. She decided to her hold her tongue for saying,


    "It''s not that expensive..."


    Instead, she nodded her head while giving him a reassuring smile.


    "Come on, fifty thousand for one dining? It''s ridiculous!"


    "Come on, don''t say you never been to Skylar before because of the price?" Guan Xian''s voice snaps her back from her daydream. She flinched and did not have time to answer his question. He make it sound like her reason is ridiculous.


    "You know what, I''ll give you a free coupon if it''s because of the price. But promised me to try it, once at least." He demanded.


    "You sound so offended, chill." Xia Sha smiles.


    Guan Xian shook his head and look at Xia Sha with a serious face. "Xia Sha, I owned the place."


    "..."


    Well, that''s awkward.

 Chapter 54 - Starry Mood

    Guan Xian''s mood seems to be a little bit off after Xia Sha''s confession. The more Xia Sha thinks about it, the more awful she felt. She could see a flash of hurt in Guan Xian''s eyes in a split of moments. He gives the impression that the restaurant is something significant in his heart.


    So she squeezes out an apology above the beautiful skyline of Capital City. "I''m sorry. It was rude of me. I promised you to give it a try."


    Guan Xian look surprised to hear an apology coming out from her mouth. He shows a bright smile that lightens the weigh on Xia Sha''s heart significantly.


    "Nah, I was getting a little bit butthurt earlier." He surprisingly expresses his feeling frankly. But instead of making Xia Sha felt she is a terrible person, his response makes her impressed with him somehow.


    "Well, I''m sorry again." She raised her eyebrow then turn her eyes to look at the view ahead of them.


    "Do you think I''m that generous?"


    "You are," Xia Sha answer nonchalantly.


    "...Well, I''m not." He said after getting speechless for a few seconds. Xia Sha rolls her eyes, but her lips are pressing into a smile. Guan Xian did not realize how he could like someone to smile.


    Noiselessly, Guan Xian enjoying his view while she watched her''s.


    The ride by private helicopter only takes a half-hour to reach their destination. It was cold and dark when they land in an old building. Xia Sha unbuckled her seatbelt and took a deep breath.


    She could feel the change in the atmosphere, the air, the surrounding around her. It was very dark and slightly noisy right now. Guan Xian has open the door for her and helps her step out of the helicopter.


    That is when she felt the air is colder than she thought. She glances at Guan Xian, who only wears a black shirt. Then she realized his suit is covering her body along the way.


    She has been too comfortable that she did not realize this sooner.


    "Wait here," Guan Xian said before jumped inside the helicopter again. From his point of view, Xia Sha could see the bursting muscle contracting whenever Guan Xian moves.


    She blushes unknowingly.


    Guan Xian comeback holding a bag jacket in his hand. "Here, wear this." He said excitedly, passing on of the Jacket to Xia Sha. Xia Sha take the soft clothing and stunned.


    Perhaps zoning out for too long, Guan Xian tapped her forehead with his index finger and shook his head. "What are you thinking? Put on the hoodie before you catch a cold."


    Xia Sha lowered her gaze at the hoodie before staring back at Guan Xian. "Your hoodie?" she asked, like asking for a confirmation. So Guan Xian gives her the confirmation she needed, with a smirk plastering on his face.


    "Yes, my hoddie."


    "But-"


    "But, what but? You already wear my suit all night long." He said smugly, clearly enjoying her vulnerability right now. Xia Sha bites her cheeks inside and scoffed.


    "Fine!" She agreed and put on the hoodie.


    Guan Xian watched his hoodie turn into an oversized dress for Xia Sha and find it adorable. There are no words to express how he feels right now. He just happy beyond words right now.


    Xia Sha is well aware of the way Guan Xian looks at her right now. But she did not dare to look at his eyes right now, even though she wanted to. He just turns her into this shy little girl who forgot the man in front of her is a great player.


    God knows how many girls he has made feeling this way.


    The sudden realization is unpleasurable. Xia Sha takes a deep breath and turns her gaze around her surrounding. Try to find her states of mind. She was about to remind herself not to make stupid decisions again for the fifth time when she felt someone had held her hand.


    Surprised by the sudden warm hand that covered her small fingers, as if it was protecting her, she gasps. Her little voice makes Guan Xian turn around to her, showing her a charming smile that one could not resist.


    "Come on. We only have one hour to do this!" He leads her passing a few men wearing a black suit that Xia Sha just realized was standing there. Ah, sure enough, young master has a bodyguard everywhere he goes.


    Guan Xian took her to a jeep, ready set with the driver. Guan Xian seems to be very familiar with the old uncle.


    "Yo, Bro! Long time no see!" The uncle raised his hand to do a high-five with Guan Xian. They do the high five and end up bumping chest against each other.


    "Yo, Old Man. I''m glad you are still alive." Guan Xian said as if the old uncle has the same age as him. The old uncle chuckles and pushes Guan Xian aside from his sight.


    "Little girl, does this man kidnapped you?" He cracked a joke to Xia Sha, who has been observing them from behind. Xia Sha smiled and shook her head slowly.


    "Exactly, Uncle, can you report this man to the police?"


    The uncle laughed and pointed at Xia Sha, elbowing Guan Xian afterward. "A good catch this time," he chuckles.


    Xia Sha smiles but her little heart stops pounding for a moment. Like an overworked machine, it has been working hard all night long and suddenly someone decided to turn off the switch.


    Good catch this time? This time?


    That''s meant there is the other time right? He has come here with another woman?


    Well Xia Sha, what are you thinking. Of course, he does this before. What a fool you''ve been, you thought you are so special?


    She is busy arguing with her demon when old uncle laughter bought her back to reality. "Do you know who he bought last time?"


    Xia Sha forced a smile, she answered. "His date?"


    The old uncle''s laughter erupted louder while Guan Xian shows a sour smile. "My date is stealing my sister right now, dammit!"


    "HAHAHAHA! Who even bought a man to stargazing?" The uncle''s laughter just got louder and louder. Hearing their conversation, Xia Sha''s heart slowly beating again. Her eyes reflecting her good mood as she started to laugh with the old uncle.


    "Laugh! Laugh! Laugh! My mother said if you laugh too much you will cry at the end of the day." He hissed and gave the old uncle a dirty look.


    The old uncle still laughing, but gradually it stops. The old uncle drives the jeep like a professional driver. They went through some rough road and sometimes mud along the way before they arrived at a little flat surface on the top of a hill.


    There lay a furry carpet, snacks, and a little lamp in the corner of the carpet. Xia Sha has lost count of how many times she gasp today. She turns her head to look at Guan Xian who surprisingly is looking at her too.


    When their eyes meet, Guan Xian touched her hand slowly, leading her to the carpet. "We''ve watched a thousand lamps beneath use, now let''s see a thousand stars above us."


    Bewitched. He had her bewitched that she foolishly does whatever he told her with a willingly with a grin. He pulls out a pillow and blanket, making Xia Sha''s comfortable in every way. Seeing the blanket and pillow, Xia Sha joked, "Sleeping in the wild, really?"


    Guan Xian chuckled, looking young and free as the wind messing up his hair. Xia Sha was struck at the moment for a while. Not realizing, Guan Xian has the same soft and tender looks as her.


    They stare at each other for a lot of time today, Xia Sha felt she has become the Bella Swan and Guan Xian is the Edward. Despite hating how half of the movie basically about staring at each other with heavy breathing, Xia Sha needs to admit she loves doing so.


    She could not help but become Bella Swan who irrationally giving up all her lives for the sparkling skin creatures. The man is just so charming, so mesmerizing. He had her forget her sanity every time his dark brown eyes staring at her.


    "Lay down?" he asked while patting the pillow.


    "Sure," Xia Sha smiles, slowly leaning her back to the soft furry carpet.


    They lay down on the sofa and immediately welcomed by the dark skies, filled with so many little diamonds. Xia Sha is dumbstruck for the second time.


    "Am I still on the earth?" She murmured, causing Guan Xian to chuckles while he put both of his hand on his back head.


    "I also said the same thing when I come here with Wang Kai."


    "You really go on star gazing with Wang Kai?" Xia Sha finds it hard to believe. Two adults laying next to each other while lining the stars.


    "Well, it''s true. But don''t image two adult men choose to stargaze together randomly okay?" Guan Xian defended himself. "Xiao Ni has us tricked, saying she wanted to go on stargazing. When everything she lay down, she forgot everything and sleep. Damn, she even snores."


    Xia Sha laughs and turns her head to look at Guan Xian. Who has always look at her.. "This setting makes me wanted to sleep too!" Xia Sha and Guan Xian laughed roared into the night.

 Chapter 55 - Ill Catch You If You Fall.

    Xia Sha thought the stargazing is the biggest surprised Guan Xian planned for their date. Who knows, just when she wanted to thank him for the great date and experience, he dragged her to another place again.


    "We are not finished yet?" Xia Sha asked with a surprised voice. Guan Xian smiles perks up as he shook his head slowly. He once again held her and shoved her into the Jeep again.


    This guy goes to a certain length to impressed her. Xia Sha could not help but feel appreciated by his considerations.


    The old uncle did not chatty this time. He focuses on riding the Jeep at high speed. Xia Sha also notices Guan Xian starring at his wristband several times. Interest and high expectations formed in her heart almost instantly.


    "Why are we rushing?" She peeks at Guan Xian. Guan Xian slightly turns his body and look at her.


    "You can guess." He said gently. He knew Xia Sha has several ideas formed on her mind but afraid to bring it up to him. Xia Sha ponders for a moment before opening her mouth.


    "We are rushing back because you have a meeting?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow.


    "Come on," Guan Xian said with ''i expect more from you'' looks. Xia Sha giggles and suddenly turn tilted her head to the skies who still looks dark.


    "Chasing the sunrise?" She tweeted in a very small voice, almost gone unheard by Guan Xian. Guan Xian shows his gummy smiles and playfully close his eyes. Xia Sha clapped her hand when he slowly nods his head helplessly.


    "Really?"


    The Jeep suddenly stops moving. The old unable to clear his throat and proclaimed, "We are here!"


    Guan Xian looks proud when he jumped out from the jeep and spread out his hand. He glances at Xia Sha and proudly presents his utmost hiding place.


    Xia Sha glanced around before she locked his gaze with him. The dark sky slowly disperses into a warm orange color. He stares at her and felt the images in front of him is really beautiful. Beautiful that he hopes he bought his camera and snap the moment.


    The light intensity just perfect, emerging with her beautiful face. The sun has yet to rise, but he felt her smiles have blooms the sun in his heart.


    Yet, he did not know Xia Sha has the same thought at him. His messy hair and charming smiles on his golden face when he said, "Xia Sha, welcome to my favorite place in the world."


    He then runs and pulls her out from the Jeep. Xia Sha squeals when he makes her run against the winds. He stopped in front of a big rattan basket. Xia Sha gasp, the basket looks small from the Jepp, but when she sees the real size, she is stunned.


    Guan Xian turns around enthusiastically. Without asking for permission, he carried her small body inside the basket, making her squealed. She felt her cheeks and ears turn hot once again.


    Guan Xian ignores her squeals and climbs inside himself. After they got inside, Xia Sha realized there is another man inside the basket. Guan Xian walks to him, saying, "Bro, we can go now."


    The man nodded his head while showing a cheeky smile at both of them.


    Xia Sha becomes shy all suddenly. She thought there only two of them. But thinking about it more throughout, professional skill is needed if she wanted to work on Monday.


    The man pulls long strings that cause a fire on the mechanism to get bigger and bigger. The basket starts getting wobbly as they started to float.


    The feeling is totally different from riding a helicopter or airplane. A helicopter or plane has a security guarantee. But who can guarantee your safeness in a hot air balloon?


    Her heart suddenly shrank at the possibility of falling and died.


    Her shoulder slightly trembles as she looks at the ground that getting smaller. Guan Xian stands beside Xia Sha, holding his hand when he saw her pale face. He smiled and said, "Don''t be afraid."


    His voice drew her to look at him. The irrational and unreliable words have no effect on the logical Xia Sha. However, she is being illogical the moment she asked him to go on dates. His words could calm her down somehow as she nods her head slowly.


    She stops thinking about other thing and enjoy the unique view from karst landforms below. Xia Sha is speechless once again as they fly higher.


    "This..." She did not even have a word to describe how beautiful the scenery was. At a certain height, she could see rows of mountain tops covered by the thin clouds.


    "Am I in heaven?" She looked at Guan Xian with disbelief eyes. Guan Xian smiles and did not answer her question, instead, he let go of her hand and stretch it out from the basket.


    He gives Xia Sha the encouragement to do what is he doing. Xia Sha long eyelash flutters when she sees him nodding to push away her hesitation. She slowly stretched her hand while looking at his face.


    Her soft hand touching something soft, fluffy, and wet at the same time. Something she never feels before, it just like cotton candy but more airy.


    She looks at her hand and gasp when she realized what she had touched. "Clouds!" She remarks, forgets all he worried about, and stretches her hand further to touch the soft things.


    "Oh my God!" She exclaims when she successfully touches it again.


    Guan Xian grin when he saw her get all excited like a little girl. Her giggles sound like music to his ears as his hand slowly reaches for his phone in the pocket.


    "I touched the clouds!" Xia Sha cheered. She is so happy that she did not realize he has perpetuated her images on his phone.


    "Guan Xian! I touched the clouds!" She smiles once again.


    "I know!" He chuckles, couldn''t stop his hand from ruffling her head like a little child. Xia Sha forced and stop giggling, perhaps stunned as she turns his head toward him slowly.


    The current situation is prone to becoming awkward. But instead of retracting his hand, Guan Xian lets the situations turns that way. Xia Sha felt her lips is very dried that she subconsciously wet it with her tongue.


    She shot him a nervous questionable look. Guan Xian catch her confusion and did not intend to ignore it. He lowered her head and stare at her intently, patting her head again as he said, "You are adorable, I could not help myself."


    Xia Sha felt like she has stopped breathing.


    She pleaded to her heart and herself to not do something stupid and ruin the moments. He just makes the whole date escalated to a whole new level. It was just fair for her to be weak on her knees right now.


    As much as her brain warned her to stop catching feelings for him, she could not stop her heart to fall.


    "What if I fall?" She suddenly pops a strange question. She must be crazy to catapult her innermost thoughts. But she needs to know the answer coming out from his mouth, right now.


    She somehow felt that he needed that insurance.


    Guan Xian felt the burning gaze she gave him. Like she just once again busts into his layers of principles. He is not stupid, he knows he could not play around when he gives her the answers.


    So what''s about his promise to his friend?


    What''s about the ideal life he wanted to live?


    He probably should have said ''I''m sorry, I don''t want to commit to the marriage bond.'' and breaks of cleanly with her. It''s something he would do whenever he saw that kind of gaze.


    But yet, she has entered into his life deeper than any girl has ever been. Moreover, the thought of breaking her heart makes his heartache.


    No, he is sure the feeling of wanting to protect her is not the same as the brotherly love he had for Xiao Ni. He also felt it''s not a hero complex shit she said to him. The feeling is a new thing for him.


    He doesn''t know who the hell playing with his mind right now. Someone just whispering things in his ear right now. It goes like ''You fall in love you dummy!''


    Sometimes it sounds like Wang Kai, sometimes it sounds like Ji Cun Xi, sometimes it sounds like Jian Jun''s annoying voice and sounds harsher when he heard Xiao Ni''s voice.


    "What if I fall?" His mind replayed her question again. Waking him up from his deep thought. She is still there, waiting for his answers. She looks afraid and prepared for the worst that might come to her.


    But he did not want her to felt any grievance at all.


    He moves his hand, now laying on the edge of the basket. He suddenly felt his cheeks burning hot.


    "What if I fall?"


    "I''ll catch you if you fall." He said, but then he completed his sentence before Xia Sha could react.. "But you can''t fly unless you let yourself to fall."

 Chapter 56 - She Falls In Love With Me!

    Guan Xian did not go back to his apartment after driving Xia Sha back to her hotel. Instead, his panicked heart let him drove to Serenity Club while rushing his friends to be there.


    Wang Kai, Ji Cun Xi, and Jian Jun put on a frown when they see him coming with a confused face. When he harshly open the door, walk to the table, and finished Jian Jun''s glass of vodka.


    "I could not believe what I just did," He shook his head with disbelief face.


    "I also could not believe you asked me to come at 2 a.m. after you went on dates." Ji Cun Xi sneers, moving forward to fill his drink.


    "You tell them already?" Guan Xian glared at Wang Kai.


    He only tells Wang Kai he goes on dates with Xia Sha because Xiao Ni''s help to impress Xia Sha. And like the good friend Wang Kai is, he monopolized Xiao Ni''s all the time. Thus he needs to call him to reach Xiao Ni.


    Nevertheless, he did not know Wang Kai will deliver this news to the other so quickly! Hmph, why did he choose this man to be his best friend in the past?!


    He felt Wang Kai is a form of Karma for him.


    Being glared at, Wang Kai raised his eyebrow at him. "You want to ride the helicopter without a schedule. We could only push Jian Jun''s schedule for you."


    He nodded his head slightly after Wang Kai explained. Feels betrayed no more. But when he remembers that beautiful smiles in the helicopter, he got all frustrated again.


    The boy''s eyes perks in interest when he sees him running his hand through his head. Back and forth.


    "What happens?" Surprisingly, Jian Jun is the first one to ask him. He landed his bottom at the black leather sofa. He wandered his eyes to his friends one by one before it landed on the empty glass.


    He frowns and took a deep breath. Wang Kai, Ji Cun Xi, and Jian Jun have prepared the ear to hear his story. "You just won''t believe what I just did," He shook his head once again, slowly like he is seriously depressed.


    "What happen exactly?" Ji Cun Xi''s repeated Jian Jun''s question once again. Guan Xian''s poor face has made him restless to know what bothers him.


    "Did she rejected you again?" he asked carefully. After all, Xia Sha has rejected him several times that it''s starting to become the concern of the group too.


    Guan Xian shook his head slowly. He dumped his hand and wipes his face harshly. "No, it''s even scarier than that!"


    "What did you do? You did sleep with her on the first date, right?" Wang Kai furrowed his eyebrow.


    "I thought she could be different." Jian Jun added his comment on Wang Kai''s suspicion.


    Guan Xian''s face went black. He narrowed his eyes between Jian Jun and Wang Kai and growl, "We did not! She is not like that."


    Wang Kai smirked. Rather than open his card too early, he decided not to speak again.


    "So, what is so unbelievable?" Jian Jun starts to get irritated.


    Guan Xian grabs a glass full of vodka and finished it again before he opens his mouth. "I, I think I just made a commitment with her."


    Ji Cun Xi gasps loudly, exaggerating even for Guan Xian''s rate.


    "You did what?" Jian Jun turns to him with disbelief looks. Only Wang Kai calm enough to smirk and enjoy his drink again.


    Guan Xian runs through his hand from the back of his head to the front again. "I, I don''t know. We are in the hot air balloon, I see that she''s scared, so I taught her to touch the clouds. You should see how beautiful she looks." Guan Xian smiles without realizing it.


    Ji Cun Xi roll his eyes and look at Jian Jun. He shook his head and waves his hand like he wanted to chop his neck. "Whipped, so whipped." He mouthed at Jian Jun.


    "Anyway, at that moment, she asked me a question. She asked, What if I fall. I don''t understand what is she thinking at that time, I thought she''s afraid of the height." Guan Xian rose from his seat and began to walk aimlessly.


    "But she looks at me as if I was the only person left in the world. That''s when I realized, she is asking what if she falls but not from the hot air balloon," He paused and look at three of his friend with hidden happiness.


    "She falls in love with me!!!"


    Ji Cun Xi sprayed his vodka hearing Guan Xian''s overconfidence proclamation gagged while Jian Jun''s mouth is slightly open. Guan Xian clicked his tongue watching his friend''s reaction.


    "Wrong interpretation, definitely you misinterpret things." Ji Cun Xi has a full doubt on Guan Xian''s proclamation.


    Boy! He sees that man left with no tears after she witnesses her almost fiancee derailment. Also, those videos of her beat up his fiance''s hidden lovers had greatly affected his judgment on Xia Sha.


    Simply put, he could not imagine Xia Sha said those things to Guan Xian.


    "I refuse to believe it too." Jian Jun raised his hand before wrapped it around his chest. Guan Xian''s eyes move to Wang Kai, the only person who can understand him right now.


    Realizing Guan Xian is waiting for his opinion, Wang Kai tilted his head. Instead of answering his question, he jumped at another point and asked Guan Xian. "Well, what about you, are you falling for her?"


    Wang Kai''s sharp and dark eyes follow every little gesture Guan Xian made. Guan Xian looked up to the big chandelier in the room and let out a heavy sigh, a frustrated frown, and a big confession.


    "I think, I am." He said silently, almost unheard, but it sure caused a huge blow for his best friends. Ji Cun Xi almost jumped out from his sit.


    "You said you''ll never settle down." Jian Jun looks calmer than before. He had his back on the sofa as he smirks at Guan Xian.


    "It''s one stupid scream at Dubai," Guan Xian makes an excuse to protect himself.


    "So you do want to settle down." Wang Kai said this time, raising his eyebrow at Jian Jun.


    Damn, he falls for their tricks.


    "Come on, it''s not like I''m getting married or sh*t" Guan Xian rolls his eyes and slumped on the couch again. He intertwined his hand together and put it on his stomach.


    "It just, this girl make me wanted to protect her all the time. She looks fierce and sarcastic. But we all know why she needs to hide behind her appearance. Everyone just god damns like to bully her!" He pissed off when he remembers all the trouble she has gone through.


    "You know what''s funny? I somehow always around when she needed help. Do you think we are fated by heaven?" Guan Xian turns his head towards his friends.


    "I think you are whipped." Jian Jun answered curtly. Guan Xian groaned and close his eyes desperately.


    "She likes you. You like her. It''s all good then, why are you pretending to be frustrated?" Wang Kai put down his glass and fold his hand in front of his chest.


    Guan Xian opens two buttons of his shirt and gulps away another glass away. Ignoring the devil that keeps whispering things to him. "The problem is, I don''t believe I can do commitment."


    He just firmly said, ''No devil, not today!'' and shares his doubt with his best friend. There go the burden that makes him wavering to fights.


    The room turns quieter than before after he let out his worry. Jian Jun and Ji Cun Xi both stayed silent this time. After all, they did not have experience with a commitment. The only one how to have a saying in this matter is Wang Kai.


    So three of them look at Wang Kai with a deadpan expression, as if they were asking ''how the hell you could do that?''


    Smug smiles appear on Wang Kai''s face almost instantly. He shrugged his shoulder and hissed. "Well, How can I explain this, I just born with loyal traits."


    "Says the one who stole your best friend sister." Jian Jun right after Wang Kai finished his sentence.


    Wang Kai scowls at him while he grinned. Ji Cun Xi rolled his eyes at these two grown-up men. For once, his mind is clear and normal. "Why do you think you can''t do it?" he turns to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian''s still give Wang Kai that hatred looks after Jian Jun''s provocation. But when he heard Ji Cun Xi''s question he is at a loss.


    "Because..." He could not answer his questions.


    "Because you never tried it before," Wang Kai answer the question for Guan Xian.


    "You are scared to come out from your comfort zone."


    He looks more serious this time, probably did not want his brother-in-law to hate him more than he already has. Guan Xian is stunned and began to think further this time.


    "You don''t want to lose her if you mess this up."


    Wang Kai hit the bullet.

 Chapter 57 - Well, You Cant Have It All Without Risk It All. Risk Is All It Is

    "You don''t want to lose her if you mess this up."


    Wang Kai hit the bullet.


    Deep down, Guan Xian knew Xia Sha has a different effect on him. He knew it from the first time he helped her. She is one stubborn woman who keeps pushing him away, despite his effort.


    It was apparent that he lost control over himself when he saw her tears and unhappy face. He felt the urge to protect her from all her bullies.


    He also grew up in a home filled with love. His parents make sure to feed him dog food every day, so he has no phobia of commitment whatsoever.


    But what makes him scared is, what if he tried and fail. He tried and fail and messed everything up. Then he will lose Xia Sha, and he refuses to think about that hurtful thoughts.


    The ache in his heart is even worse than the hollows he feels when his father and mother almost divorce. Or when he found out his best friend is coveting his sister :)


    "So, what should I do?" He finally gives up thinking on his own and ask for help. He sighs and earnestly looks at the man he hates yet love.


    "At this point, what can you do? It''s not like you could back out either. I said, risk it all." Wang Kai claps his hand and smiles at him.


    "Not everyone is so whipped like you." Jian Jun disagreed. "Your case is different from Wang Kai. We don''t know Xia Sha''s like we knew Xiao Ni. Who knows she has a hidden agenda behind?"


    "Right, don''t Xia Corporation stands on the government side?" Ji Cun Xi added.


    Jian Jun has always been this logical and rationals. But it''s hard to think Xia Sha is the same with the type of girls he usually hangs out with. But again, if she does, he doesn''t mind it too.


    After all, Nobody can take advantage of him if he did not let them.


    "Ah yeah, I forgot the Xia family wanted to collaborate with the Xiao family," Wang Kai mentions it indifferently. Guan Xian did not reply. He just sat there looking deadpan.


    The three of them gradually let him have his moment to think. They have Laying out all the pros and cons. But in the end, only Guan Xian could decide what he wanted to do with his life. As his brother, they only want to best for him.


    Guan Xian stood up and refilled his empty glass.


    When Wang Kai mentions about Xiao family, it was clear on his mind. He raised his glass and shot his brothers a giving up face.


    "Well, you can''t have it all without risk it all. Risk is all it is," He said before emptying his glass in one go.


    Wang Kai, Jian Jun, and Ji Cun Xi shot each other looks before they raised their glasses and drinks it with Guan Xian. The tension in the room gradually becomes relaxed after Guan Xian makes his choices.


    They started to talk about business and other things. The room filled with laughter when Ji Cun Xi suddenly remembers something. His curiosity just once again rose when he see Guan Xian''s happy face.


    "Hey, We haven''t heard Guan Xian''s answer to Xia Sha''s confession! Come on, what is your answer when she asked, what if I fall?" Ji Cun Xin pretends to slip her long hair behind his back.


    Guan Xian furrows his eyebrow at Ji Cun Xi''s lousy re-invention of Xia Sha''s confession. He wanted to say something, but Jian Jun has cut him off first, "He left out the embarrassing thing."


    Guan Xian wanted to refute, but his red ears have been discovered by Wang Kai. "Looks, his ears turn red. Jian Jun must be right."


    Afterward, he avoids the three probing gaze from them. Three against one, it''s not difficult to defeat Guan Xian. So under Wang Kai, Jian Jun, and Ji Cun Xi''s he lowered his gaze and repeat his answer to Xia Sha.


    "I said, I will catch you if you fall." He blushed, remembering the sweet moment with Xia Sha on the hot air balloon.


    Jian Jun, Wang Kai, Ji Cun Xi: "..."


    Ji Cun Xi regretted ever asking him that.


    ***


    Monday


    08.30 A.M.


    Xia Corporation Building


    Fu Qun takes a deep breath when he sees Xia Sha''s car parked outside the company. He raised his hand as a warning to the employee on that floor and turning his head. Everyone holds their breath as they waited for the lift door to open.


    Everybody in the building knew the Board Director Meeting last time did not go well.


    Their COO, Mrs. Xia, walked out furiously and did not come back again. There is a word circulated that she cried and wanted to resign from her position.


    Mr. Xia, their CEO, locked himself in the office. He only left the office after everybody went home.


    The old CEO went home with frowns plastering on his voice. The handsome man beside him is likely his bastard grandson. That''s why Mrs. Xia''s face looks awful when she goes home with the chauffeur.


    The company might be big, but it still Xia''s family business in the end. An internal fight is inevitable. Moreover, Xia Sha is Xia Qi Feng''s only heir, and she is a female.


    The good thing from this wild circulated gossip is nobody dares to come late to the office today. Everyone did not dare to slack off when the company atmosphere is so tense.


    Particularly everyone on Xia Sha''s floor.


    They''ve been working under Xia Sha for almost one month, and everybody can see how decisive she is. She has sent three people to the HRD, saying, "I could not tolerate these people on my floor anymore. Either fire them or mutate them to other teams."


    The Human Resources Director will always remember her cold eyes and her words before she left those three people there. "If there is more than ten incapable of human resources on my floor, I will considerate it''s your failure to do your job."


    Today, the COO mood is bad nobody dares to challenge the death. What they never imagine is, the COO comes offering to treat everyone tonight with a silly smile.


    Her face just has a different glow that she did not get from her expensive skincare and good skin before.


    Of course, when she disappears behind her office, people start talking about her extraordinary changes. There are several theories they concluded.


    She successfully snatches back her right as a project leader.


    She wanted to resign and left the corporation, so it''s doesn''t matter to her anymore.


    The CEO has decided to give her his seat.


    This three-point is the most logical reason to explain Xia Sha''s good mood despite the disaster happening in the last meeting. There is only one intern can see through Xia Sha, she looks at her door office and said, "She looks like someone who falls in love."


    Everyone: "..." The iron lady? fall in love?


    "Impossible, she just had her heartbroken."


    "Right, I heard her fiancee cheated on her."


    "With his secretary!" someone added.


    "What a pity, she has given him everything. Even give him such a promising company."


    "But Ms. Xia is pretty, it won''t be difficult for her to find another man."


    "Pretty is one thing, but his vicious tongue and temper?"


    "You are right. Intern, that''s likely impossible."


    Fu Qun gagged and waves his hand instantly, he sternly looks at all the busy worker bee. "Stop gossiping and starts working!"


    Don''t they know Xia Sha could hear everything from her office?


    They did not have to deal with the Xia Sha directly, but he has to! Moreover, he needs to inform her about meeting with Xiao Zhan today.


    Fu Qun thought Xia Sha merely maintaining her mood and composure in front of everyone. So he is still shaking when he notifies her the meeting with Xiao Zhan after lunch.


    Who could have wonder, she only smiles at him and nods her head. There are no things thrown or breaks. Fu Qun felt it was a miracle for someone so easily agitated like Xia Sha could act this calm.


    "How long the meeting will last?" She asked casually, playing with her pens.


    "Approximately at three if we start at one."


    "Okay, arrange a meeting with Mr. Guan from Guan Corporation at four then."


    Xia Sha looked up to Fu Qun when he did not move from his place. The warm smile on her face slowly dried as she tilted her head, giving Fu Qun the ''what''s again?'' look.


    Fu Qun quickly gained his senses back and pointed out at the door. Xia Sha continued working with a smile when he''s gone. Looking at the document she had on her hand, she smiles.


    Leaning back to his leather chair, she sighs, "Want to use me as your winning tools? I''ll let you taste the sweet victory."

 Chapter 58 - Meeting With Mr.Guan Xian From Guan Corporation In Half-hour

    Notifying is one thing, but attending is another thing.


    The meeting for Xia Sha''s hotel project starts sharply at one. Not a single person dares to be tardy, not even the project leader. Everybody attending knew the meeting would not running smoothly.


    Not when Xia Sha is not the project leader.


    "The name and logo are important! We can not choose it over a vote." Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow at Xiao Zhan on the lead seat.


    "We can develop it over time. It''s only a trivial matter against the hotel''s vision and mission. We should not waste time debating logos or names anymore." Xiao Zhan answer calmly.


    "Well, we don''t have to debate things if we just use what''s written inside the proposal." Xia Sha pointed out in her well-written proposal.


    "Well, the name is okay, but I just feel we should finalize our fundamentals first before choosing the logo," Xiao Zhan answered. Xia Sha rolls her eyes and stares at the logo choices.


    "I like the middle logo," Xia Sha declares. She looks at Xiao Zhan with settled looks. Pretty sure everyone there knew what does she meant.


    "You like it, so we need to choose it?" Xiao Zhan rebuke with a ''are you joking?'' tone.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips and set her face to looks flat. They stare at each other for three seconds. It''s not a staring competition that could cause one heart thump. It makes her gritted her teeth while his lips twitched.


    To Xia Sha, his long silence and raising eyebrows means like she is pushing her to answer his question. Which is not necessary because all of them must have known the answer to that now.


    "Don''t you guys agree?" She turns around her leather chair to look at everyone at the meeting table. They compactly averted their gaze and avoiding Xia Sha''s eyes.


    "No objection, there, one problem settled! Thanks to me," Xia Sha give Xiao Zhan a wide grin. To everyone else''s understanding, Xia Sha is openly sending a war invitation to Xiao Zhan. Which he likely accepted by smiling back at her.


    "No Xia Sha, you are not the leader of the project that could use that right to decided things all on your own." Xiao Zhan said calmly, before adding, "Moreover, what''s the point of this meeting if we all just going to listen to your decision?"


    "You are absolutely right. There is no point in this meeting but proving you are a lousy leader who could not even choose a logo." She smirks at Xiao Zhan. The surprised gasp coming from other people just make her felt more energized.


    Xiao Xhan looks at her smug face, surpassing the shame of losing a fan but amused with her. Her snarky comment always gets the best of her enemies.


    But not on him, because he is not her enemy.


    "So, you think dictatorship is the only way to run your company?" His eyebrow arched as he put his index finger on his lips. He stokes it while waiting for Xia Sha''s answer.


    "Uh-no, but it sure the best way to deal with a wishy-washy leader like you." She snapped once again. She sees Xiao Zhan open his mouth, appearing to say something. She stretched her arms and looked at her wrist.


    "Oh, looks, it''s three already! So much for deciding on one logos. I''m exhausted after hard carrying this project alone. Fu Qun, what is my next schedule?" She looks at Fu Qun with a triumphant smile.


    "Meeting with Mr.Guan Xian from Guan Corporation in half-hour," Fu Qun notified with his regular voice, loud enough for everyone in the room to hear. Especially Xiao Zhan, who sits near Xia Sha.


    "Very well, at least it will be less boring than this meeting." She said before glancing at Xiao Zhan with a smirk as she walks away from the meeting room. Fu Qun quickly walks behind her.


    Xiao Zhan could hear the sound of her heels fading, leaving him in this room with a bunch of useless people. Clenching his jaw, he said, "Meeting adjourned." before slamming the door open.


    ***


    "Xia Sha! Wait!" Xiao Zhan''s voice revibrates along the hallway full of employe. His long leg is moving fast to chase the girl wearing a red dress suit.


    No doubt, she looks fantastic. Xiao Zhan wouldn''t have any objection in telling her that, even when she had pissed him off. But Xiao just giving him the cold back as she walks faster. Giving him zero chances.


    "Wait!" He said, slightly lowering his voice when he caught her wrist. Xia Sha is forced to turn around and look at him. Wearing her everyday disinterested face, she asked him harshly.


    "What?!" Her voice gathered everybody''s attention.


    "Let''s find a place to talk," He pleaded in a low voice, pointing his gaze at an empty office. Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow, she frowned unhappily. Xiao Zhan narrowed his eyes and gesturing for her to go.


    She groaned and move her feet to enter the empty office, snapping him the moment he closed the door, "What do you want to talk again?"


    "You are meeting Guan Xian again? Xia Sha, you are better than this!" Xiao Zhan looks at her and tries to look composed but Xia Sha could see the poor expression he hides.


    "Geez, thanks for the obvious but liking me give you no rights to show your jealousy at me." She said with a flat tone, looking slightly care-less about him.


    Xiao Zhan shook his head slowly, giving her the ''you don''t understand'' looks she hates the most.


    "It''s not about jealousy, Xia Sha. You know you should never trust that guy. First of all, never once he had a decent girlfriend before. His reputation for being no good is top notched. Second of all, his our company competitor for God-sake!"


    Xiao Zhan sounds very frustrated that Xia Sha felt bad for him. She takes one step close to him and patted his chest out of pity. "Well, at least he is not stealing my projects, instead he gives me one."


    A smile rose after her fakes solemn face.


    Xiao Zhan is stunned by her reaction. Xia Sha is like a black rose with loads of thorn. Beautiful but wanting her just hurting yourself. Xiao Zhan''s lips were tightly pressed as he watched her walk away from him, again.


    "It''s about the project, isn''t it? How hard it is to tell you that I come here to help you!" Xiao Zhan almost shouted when he said this. The anger in his voice surprised Xia Sha who turning her back to look at him now.


    "Help me? Really? Taking credits for my hard work going to help me? Xiao Zhan, I''ve been working so hard on this project that it almost becomes my dream. I was so close, so close to this then you came and swoops everything away!" She glares at him with hatred.


    "I-"


    "Stop! Stop spouting bullshit at me. How can you, being the leader of this project is going to help me? You never even go to the office before today!"


    Xiao Zhan gritted his teeth and clenched his jaw. "So, it''s because you look down on me."


    "Me? look down on you, a man? How can I dare?," Xia Sha shrugs her shoulder angrily, taking another step closer to him with sharp piercing eyes. "Right because all of you look down on a woman and thought they could never seat on the CEO positions I got even more excited!"


    It''s so obvious she is shorter than him in height. But it''s even more obvious that she is more intimidating than him right now. Xiao Zhan utterly has no words left when she fifteen centimeters from him.


    Her strong fragrance perfume smells so strong, complement the sharp eyes she got right now. Xiao Zhan felt she could shredding people with her gaze alone.


    "Don''t worry, I''ll prove each one of you, man who look down on woman could go to hell!" She gnash her teeth, almost scaring Xiao Zhan.


    "Now excuse me, I have a meeting with Mr. Guan." She smiles at Xiao Zhan before slamming the door open and disappears behind the closed door.


    BLAM!


    Xiao Zhan closed his eyes when felt a throbbing pain in his head. Failing to calm down, he takes out his phone and calls someone. "It''s not working! I''ve told you this method won''t work on Xia Sha!"


    Xiao Yu, the man on the other side took a brief moment to proceed with Xiao Zhan''s word. "It''s so soon and you already giving up?"


    "F*ck you Xiao Yu! I''m not giving up, I merely said your plan sucks and not working. I''m such an idiot, why would I listen to you in the first place?" Xiao Zhan is tempted to kick the table right now.


    "Because I''m your brother and I care for you?"


    Both of them turn silent after Xiao Yu''s shocking confession. Although somewhat awkward, but it''s working on calming the fury inside Xiao Zhan''s chest right now.


    "Well, good brother, your plan did not work and she is meeting Guan Xian right now." Xiao Zhan pressed his hot temple. Xiao Yu has silenced once again after hearing the brand new information.


    "Don''t worry. Go back to your office first, we will sort this thing out tonight at father''s house." Xiao Yu sound decisive. Xiao Zhan sighed before agreeing to Xiao Yu''s arrangement.


    After Xiao Yu hung up, he began to frown as he taps the corner of his phone to his palm, murmuring, "Should not have listened to Xiao Yu. How could I force Xia Sha to be with me this way."


    Realizing his big mistakes, he walks back to his office with somber eyes.

 Chapter 59 - You Wanted To Play This Game, Didnt You? Very Well

    On the way to the 43rd-floor meeting room, Xia Sha catches a glimpse of Xia Qi Feng rushing out from her office towards her.


    "Xia Sha, wait, I need to talk to you." He stopped in front of Xia Sha.


    "Can I not? Because if you did not notice, I''m busy, you know saving this whole company after several years of stagnation." Xia Sha shows a fake smile at her dad.


    "I heard you have a meeting with Guan Xian today, Are you crazy?" Xia Qi Feng completely disregards her attitude, whisper angrily at her.


    "Geez dad, thank you. As if my therapist hasn''t told me that." Xia Sha rolled her eyes. Xia Qi Feng takes a deep breath, trying hard to surpass the urge to scream at her face.


    "You know the internal battle between the Government and the big four aren''t you? How could you invited one of them to our company, how can we explain to the government?"


    "Calm down old man." Xia Sha did not panic at all being yelled at. Instead, she pointed out the white strands on Xia Qi Feng''s neat hair with an oblivious grin.


    "First of all, you are old." She picked up the white hair shoving it away to the ground.


    "Second of all, you are old." She shows the report on her hand in front of Xia Qi Feng''s face. "Why let the government control and surpass you when you can climb higher than this?"


    Xia Qi Feng''s face is deadpan, he stares at Xia Sha with a serious look. "Xia Sha, don''t play with fire. Do you think that four families will be on our side? Moreover, this is a country with the law! and the government is the law! and what did I heard about you go on date with Guan Xian? Is it true?"


    "Who tell you? Your mistress at home or your step daughter?" Xia Sha fireback and question and then pressed her lips. "Oh no, the question is why did you even care about me?"


    "Xia Sha, how can I tell you that-"


    "Come on Dad, don''t act as if befriending Guan Xian is loss. It''s clearly a gain for us."


    Xia Sha did not get scared or intimidated at all, instead, her smiles got wider. She turns her back and chooses not to answer her father. But Xia Qi Feng catch the little smirk and murmured she said before she walks away.


    "And, Oh father, I am the fire."


    ***


    Fu Qun gets Guan Xian, who comes with Tang Yu Bin. He escorted Guan Xian to the meeting room first since Xia Sha being held by Xiao Zhan at the moment.


    "Where is Ms. Xia?" Guan Xian did not waste any time to ask when he saw Xia Sha is not in the room.


    Although he looks more approachable than his other high profile friends, Fu Qun still felt intimidated by him. Fu Qun did not realize this until he hears his voice trembles.


    "Miss Xia will be here soon. Mr. Guan, please let me serve you something. Coffee or tea?" Fu Qun asked politely.


    Tang Yu Bin raised his hand this time, showing a faint smile as he said, "Thank you, Mr. Fu, but our president just finishes his cup of coffee before this." It''s pretty clear that Tang Yu Bin wanted to draw professional lines between them.


    Guan Xian smiles and looks at Tang Yu Bin, "We will be meeting Fu Qun and Miss Xia often in the future. A coffee would be nice." He looks at Fu Qin. It was like a signal for Tang Yu Bin to treat Fu Qun as a friend.


    Tang Yu Bin looks confused and hesitating, but he is indeed a professional PA. With a split of second changes, he shows friendly smiles and adds Fu Qun to his Weixian friend list.


    "Miss Xia can be very fierce sometimes, but she is the most business-savvy woman I''ve ever work with." Fu Qun did not realize he has been tricked by Guan Xian right now.


    "I''m sure of that, especially after the bad decisions the old Mr. Xia made." Guan Xian raised his cup and shook his head slightly.


    "Yes. It''s a very unwise decision. Before this, Ms. Xia had Mr. Xiao completely defeated at the meeting. God knows there will be no peaceful days before this project finish. Ms. Xia is like a ticking bomb right now."


    Fu Qun said in a low voice, afraid to be heard by other people.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow with interest at Fu Qun. "She is in bad mood right now?"


    Fu Qun did not dare to answer his question but, it''s doesn''t matter. Guan Xian got his answer when Xia Sha flung open the meeting room.


    "I am. So I hope this meeting result could make up for it." The woman in the red suit caught Guan Xian''s attention in no time. She is alluring like a burning flame. One amusing view that makes people dare only to watch from the sideline.


    Guan Xian face lifted up when he saw the woman standing at the door. She steps confidently into the room and took a seat across from Guan Xian. Guan Xian''s lips curled up slightly while maintaining his calm face.


    Fu Qun''s face is pale, but Xia Sha wastes no time sparing him an angry glare for revealing too much information about her. Instead, she calmly asked for a tea from him.


    "Well, I hope both of us will be." Guan Xian said with a low voice. His eyes follow her every movement and expression. Guessing what treatment he will get from her after yesterday.


    Xia Sha did not even look at him and open the stack of papers in front of her in a modest way. After finding the pages she wanted, she politely slides it to Guan Xian''s side.


    "This is our market planning for Xpods 2.0. I''m sure Mr. Guan could find out about Xpods first-generation revenue in these three months-"


    Guan Xian lowered his head and intend to let out a chuckle when she called him Mr.Guan. It''s only several hours after their romantic first date and she starts calling him Mr.Guan again. Is this the game she wanted to play?


    Professional? sure he could play professionally.


    "You meant the profits and sale increase after joining Global Mart?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow, did not bother to look at her proposal at all.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips and forced a smile. She lowered her ego and nodded her head. "Yes, the profits and sale increase our both company enjoys these three months. I believe Mr. Guan is interested in prolonging our cooperation, right? After all, it''s a win-win solution for both of us."


    Guan Xian leans his back to the leather chair and looks at her calmly. "Ms. Xia, based on what do you ask me for this privilege?" His dark brown eyes piercing her stoic face. A cryptic smile hangs on his handsome face.


    Xia Sha looks like she is unfazed by his question, but the person inside the room can felt it just from the cold aura she emits on the air right now.


    "Based on your promise to me last time, you said you will catch me if I fall, right? Mr. Guan, I''m sure you will not break your promise." Her sharp winged liner makes her eyes look sharper when she smiles.


    Guan Xian is taken back when he heard her answer. His head suddenly turn blanks before anger slowly burn his heart.


    Is his answer is too blurry or she is very dense?


    He was saying, He will catch her if she falls in love! Not catch her if she is fallen from her grace! Does she has falsely take his intention to pursue her into her benefactor?


    He is so angry that he laughed. Xia Sha remains calm even though she could feel his pique. He nodded his head slightly before pulling his hand in front of his chest.


    He opens his mouth only to close it again several times. Facing Xia Sha''s calm and somewhat sly smile, he could not retaliate. "Getting you inside Global Mart is one thing. Making your product stay there need more than my order. So, Miss Xia, tell me what did you have on to offer?"


    "I waste two days to go on a date with you, it''s not enough to satisfy you?" She raised her eyebrow. Guan Xian''s eyes shifted into bleak and cold eyes that Xia Sha never saw before.


    Does she take their dates as a transaction? Guan Xian could not believe this! He thought their dates were based on feelings, not on business.


    Guan Xian, Tang Yu Bin, Fu Qun: "..."


    Guan Xian averted his gaze for the first time away from Xia Sha. She gives a signal for Tang Yu Bin to leave them alone in the room. Tang Yu Bin sees this and immediately drag Fu Qun out with him.


    "You two don''t have to leave! there is nothing confidential in this meeting. Both of us need a witness when we reached our goals." She did not even blink as her gaze carried away with Guan Xian''s unfathomed eyes.


    Guan Xian draws his chair closer to the table and claps his hand in front of his mouth. "Are you being watched by someone? Blink twice if it''s true." Guan Xian whispered.


    He looks confused and a little bit lost at her attitude right now.


    He thought their relationship has gotten better after the first date? Why is this porcupine aiming her quills at him again?


    Her alluring lips keep forming a wide smile. "Nothing happens. I''ve always been like this from the start. But if you notice something changed within me, it''s my hatred for men. I just got sick and tired of being used by men."


    "Wow, that''s is not fair, young lady. When did I ever use you before? In our case, it''s the other way around." Guan Xian coldly answers. Guan Xian stares at her intently, creating a tense atmosphere that could make the big room felt stuffy.


    "Are you sure you never use me before? what about-"


    "No, I never." He raised his hand to stop her from talking. There is no Mister good guy in the meeting room left. In front of Xia Sha, Guan Xian has peeled off his mask of kindness.


    "You wanted to play this game, didn''t you? Very well." His cold voice makes a deep cut on Xia Sha''s heart.


    Xia Sha, you could not give up halfway like this. Stand up for yourself! Don''t let man took control over your life. Not again. Only when she repeated those words to her head, she gathered enough courage to answer him back.


    But before she could speak he has stood off and pointed at her. "The more you push me away, the more I will be plastering you!"

 Chapter 60 - I Dont Understand Your Psychological Plays

    But before she could speak he has stood off and pointed at her. "The more you push me away, the more I will be plastering you!"


    Xia Sha, Tang Yu Bin, Fu Qun: "..."


    How is this business meeting has become a battlefield of love?


    Xia Sha is rendered speechless at him that she could not come up with a better comeback. In the end, facing the furious man, she could only say, "You are mad."


    Mad, definitely mad! She has deliberately acted as their date exists only for business matters. She has a hidden agenda behind it. Why is this guy so stubborn?


    Guan Xian''s eyes filled with an excitement which Xia Sha could not find the reason for it. His frown has turn upside down into a smirk. "Finally, we have something in common."


    He picked up Xia Sha''s report and skims read everything. Obliviously only an act to support his ''cool benefactor'' images. "You know what to do if you want this in," Guan Xian slides the report back to her, smiling at her charmingly before he walks away from the meeting room.


    Xia Sha gasp and laughed in disbelief. "Did he just-" she could not finish her sentence because she knew she started this.


    Guan Xian''s smiles radically changed when he reached the door. Tang Yun Bin slate glances and gets nervous when he saw Guan Xian''s cold face.


    His boss rarely frowns or show a flat expression. He is not like Wang Kai, who directly shows his fondness or hatred at people. Guan Xian is a smiling tiger than would play with his prey slowly before he swallowed them.


    Initially, they should fly to X city at four. But when Fu Qun called and made a sudden appointment, Guan Xian pushed his schedule just to fit Miss Xia in. He looks so happy and cheerful. Who would have known this meeting is simply a trap for him.


    "Boss, Helicopter is waiting at R building two blocks from here." Tang Yu Bin diverted his attention from the infuriating woman inside the meeting room.


    Guan Xian lowered his head and slightly glance at the meeting room door before he nods his head and walks away from Xia company building.


    In the car, he lay out all the information about Xia Sha. He hated being like this. Based on his past understanding, he should felt unbothered when the woman he hit on takes a little advantage of him. But Xia Sha doing this to him just make him pissed off.


    "I must be insane," he murmured to himself. He felt so stupid to think he could have a normal relationship and committed to a girl. He starts to think of canceling his flight and go to a nearby bar. Drinking his sorrow and make his heart numb.


    But a call from his little sister save him from the thought. "Brother! How is it going?" she asked with full excitement. Her question make his eyes turn bleaks once again, but he could never reveal what really happens to Xiao Ni.


    He doesn''t want another war erupted between these two women.


    "It''s a meeting, a formal business meeting. What did you expect to happen?" He fake scolding her.


    "Well, I don''t know? a kiss, maybe?" He could hear Xiao Ni''s giggles before a sigh comes into his ears. "I still could not believe you did not kiss her under such beautiful scenery!"


    "Well, your brother is not a jerk as your fiancee." Guan Xian said with his usual laconic manners. Xiao Ni scoffed, and Guan Xian has to guess she would defend Wang Kai in the next sentence.


    "I need to fly now. I''ll see you on Sunday, breakfast?" Guan Xian said before Xiao Ni could say something about Wang Kai and worsen the mood.


    "Okay, I''ll see you on Sunday brunch at grandfather''s house." Xiao Ni answers hesitantly, catching Wang Kai''s staring at her from his working desk. Xiao Ni pouted her lips before stood up and seat in front of him.


    "My brother sounds upset. But he did not want to talk it with me. Do you think he got rejected by Xia Sha again?" Xiao Ni asked Wang Kai.


    "I''m sure he will be alright. At least he won''t have a son knocking on his door out of the blue." Wang Kai shrugs his shoulder and smiles innocently at Xiao Ni, who is glaring at him.


    "You still dare to mention it? do you want to die?" Xiao Ni curled her finger into a fist. Wang Kai chuckle lightly and ruffled her hair from across the seat.


    "Guan Xian is not as lucky as me." He sighs and looks at Xiao Ni with a tender smile. His wife''s slave expression is a hundred and eighty degrees from his usual cold appearance.


    "You are right. Xia Sha would not tolerate a fiancee like you. Much more, my notorious womanizer brother. Sigh, I''m so worried about him." Xiao Ni sigh for the second time as she put her right cheek on the desk.


    "Why are you so worried. You should worry about yourself than your brother." Wang Kai''s finger reaches for her long hair and plays with it gently. It''s like he found his new entertainment and amused by it.


    "You know my brother is an emotional blockhead. Apart from that short affair with Kiara in Cambridge, God knew how he hasn''t turned gay right now." Xiao Ni straightens up his back and rolls her eyes at Wang Kai.


    Wang Kai wrinkles his nose, looking cute in Xiao Ni''s eyes. "You knew about Kiara?" he tried his best not to laugh.


    "I accidentally found their love letters and email." Xiao Ni said in a small voice, sound suspicious to Wang Kai. Before Wang Kai opens his mouth to shot her with his correct guess, she soft slam the table with determination.


    "My point is, he lacks experience and sounds upset right now. Can you talk to him later?" Xiao Ni turns to Wang Kai. Wang Kai smirks and slowly nods his head. "Fine, one kiss. I''ll consider it done."


    Xiao Ni: "..." You need a fee to help your best friend? No wonder my brother is so angry at you :)


    ***


    Just as he promised Xiao Ni, Wang Kai called Guan Xian after dinner with his sister. When Guan Xian picks up his phone, Wang Kai is surprised because he heard no nosy background.


    "You are in X city and did not go to the bunker? I suddenly believe in miracles." Wang Kai smirked as he walks to his balcony.


    "Shut it. why do you call?" Guan Xian did not bother to hide his bad mood in front of Wang Kai. Different from Xiao Ni, he wanted to troublesome Wang Kai ever since hatred joined their friendships.


    "I''m afraid you will kill yourself for a broken heart. What happen?"


    Guan Xian looks at the dark sky above him as he sits in front of the pool. The quiet atmosphere makes him felt more melancholic and depressed but for the first time, he prefers being this way rather than spending ''fun'' night at the bunker.


    He took a deep sigh and finally talk to Wang Kai. "I don''t know, it''s very confusing. She keeps playing this pull and push game with me. I don''t even know anymore."


    "It''s called woman, they like to keep you chasing them. They wanted to put you on a test, how willing this man sacrifices for me? how deep is his love for me? which more important, his friends or me, and a load of it."


    Wang Kai did not have any difficulties in explaining the push and pull game. After all, he and Xiao Ni play this game for more than ten years. But he understands for a direct person like Guan Xian, this game might be confusing.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    "My sister did that to you? Brother, you suffer a lot." Wang Kai earns another respect from Guan Xian.


    "Well, you might found it troublesome." Wang Kai guesses and he''s right as usual. Guan Xian finds this game too time-consuming. He likes her and she clearly attracted to him, why do they need to go in a circle?


    "But this push and pull game is crucial, and not only girl can does this. We, men, should have these tricks too. This way we can keep the fire in your relationship burning."


    "Bro, Bro, Bro, stop right there. I don''t understand your psychological plays. We are supposed to be confusing too?" Guan Xian is so serious that he stood up from the pool chair.


    Wang Kau went silent for a few seconds before he finds the perfect analogy Guan Xian could possibly understand. "When you are racing, you can''t possibly push accelerator whole the time. You need the perfect timing to accelerate and brakes if you want to win."


    "Ohhh..." Guan Xian takes a note on his head.


    "Of course, you should learn the circuit before you arrange your strategies. Do you understand?" Wang Kai questions his friend carefully. He hopes he does because he wanted to call Xiao Ni after this.


    "I think, I am. Thank you, bro!" Guan Xian nods his head slightly. His heart is filled with new hope after listening to Wang Kai.


    "Welcome. But-"


    Tut. Tut. Tut.


    Wang Kai pulls his phone from his ears and found Guan Xian has cut off the call before he finishes his sentence.


    "Be careful, don''t fall into that circle..."


    Alas, the phone has died and Guan Xian has arranged his new strategies.

 Chapter 61 - Guan Xian Always Finds A Way To Talk And Annoyed Xia Sha

    "Uh, there is your prince charming," Zheng Shuang said while pointing at a man wearing a grey checkered suit with her eyes. Xia Sha, who subconsciously follow Zheng Shuang''s gaze, gritted her teeth at the sight of him.


    "Of course he would be here," Xia Sha rolled her eyes before sipping her champagne.


    "You don''t look happy," Kai Xin teased, titled her head and steal another glance at the man again. She wiggles her eyebrow at Xia Sha.


    "I am." Xia Sha did not hesitate to admit it frankly.


    Guan Xian did not lie when he said he would plastering Xia Sha more persistent than before. He created the so-called accidental meeting almost every day for the whole week.


    Whether it was morning, afternoon, or night, social gathering, brunch, or whatever event he could pop out, he would.


    Guan Xian always finds a way to talk and annoyed Xia Sha. What''s more infuriating is that he refuses to help her. He added another paperwork for Xia Sha to maintain Xpods staying on Global Mart.


    "Well, his presence is better than your ex," Zheng Shuang chimed it, sipping her champagne nonchalantly. Xia Sha lips twitched when she caught Meng Ran coming with Ling Guang from the west door.


    "Or your another ex," Kai Xin raised her crystal glass, which Zheng Shuang replied with a clink. Both of them are mentioning to the handsomely just arrived Xiao Zhan, who is approaching them right now.


    "Enough drinking lady," A baritone voice said before they watched Zheng Shuang''s glass is taken away by a man. After ignoring Zheng Shuang glare at him, he turns to Kai Xin and Xia Sha and greets them.


    "Ladies-" Xiao Yu, Xiao Zhan''s brother and Zheng Shuang fiancee said with a faint smile. This man has always look callous and cold, Kai Xin and Xia Sha always felt he is incompatible with the sunshiny Zheng Shuang.


    "Bro! I''ve been searching for you everywhere."


    Just like that, Xiao Zhan found the perfect alibi to join the group of ladies. Xia Sha turns her body sideways indifferently. She successfully avoids Xiao Zhan''s stares but stumbles into the dark brown eyes across the room instead.


    He raised his glass from afar, smiling gloriously at her. Xia Sha rolled her eyes. She chooses to ignore his antics by acting dumb. "I''m going to use the ladies room," she announces to the group, preparing to distance herself.


    "Come on, Xia Sha. what are you? twelve?" Xiao Zhan titled his head with the eyes that says ''I know you are avoiding me."


    Xia Sha turns her head slightly to look at him with a smirk. "On the scale from one to ten, yeah, I am twelve." She said before walking away for good.


    "You can''t always ignore me like this, you know?" He said again, took another step closer to her.


    "I can, and that is what I''ll be doing right now." She answers nonchalantly, making her leg moving faster. Can see get to the ladies'' room already? she did not want to speak with this man again.


    Finally, he caught her wrist to stop her. But smart for Xiao Zhan, he let her hand go before she flung his hand away and cause a huge scene.


    "Xia Sha, you should know your grandfather did this for your own good." Xiao Zhan lowered his voice and look at Xia Sha with his pleading eyes. Xia Sha furrowed her eyes at him, causing her long-curled eyelashes to cast a beautiful shadow under the beautiful chandelier lights.


    "You mean, forcing us to be together to save the company is for good. When it''s all for business, really. Thank you for that, hero." She replied sarcastically. She sipped her drinks and turn her sight, not wanting to look at Xiao Zhan.


    Xiao Zhan sigh and look depressed for a moment. It''s like he has an internal battle with himself before. "Okay, I lied. It''s not you that your grandfather tried to save."


    Now with this declaration, Xia Sha suddenly felt Xiao Zhan is less nauseating. She turns her body slightly and waited for him to finish his sentence. "Go on, tell me that I''m right, again."


    "It''s not for the company too. It''s your father. He-"


    "Xia Sha, Mr. Xiao, it''s good to see you here," Ling Guang and Meng Ran come unnaturally from the side. Receive a glare from Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan, respectively.


    Ling Guang looks a little tense watching Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan together. He knew they had a history before. The fact it''s Xiao Zhan''s uncle that bought the shares is not helping either.


    If only he did not has to lend Xia Sha''s name to mingle with these elites.


    "Can''t say the same to you," Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and look at him fiercely. Meng Ran clear her throat and tried to show her best smile to Xia Sha.


    "Hahaha, you are still the same. Sarcastic as ever. But we know you don''t mean to hurt us with your words." Meng Ran blabbered.


    "Un-oh, I don''t say things I don''t mean. Unless it was sorry. Now, while I ask you nicely, can you get out of my sight? It''s getting unpleasant." Xia Sha faked a nice, friendly smile and waited for them to walk away from her.


    Meng Ran and Ling Guang''s face turn dark almost instantly. But a smile still plastering their face. "Well, it''s nice to-"


    "Sho," Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and waving her hand. Ignore her etiquette lesson rule number twenty-something. Not be rude to people. But when did she ever stick to the rules anyway.


    Completely defeated, Ling Guang and Meng Ran walk away in shames. It makes her heartfelt better, watching their dejected back with a victorious smile. She turns her head and watched Xiao Zhan still standing beside her.


    Xiao Zhan opens his mouth, prepared to finish his information when he felt a heavy hand on his shoulder. This expensive fragrance smells stronger as the man in grey checker suits open his mouth.


    "Hello to two of you again," he smiles at Xiao Zhan before shifting his gaze at Xia Sha. Xia Sha changed her empty champagne glass with a new one. She needs a lot of it to deal with this devil.


    "What do you want?" she practically snaps at Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian chuckles at her fierce responses as if he is watching a baby tiger roaring at him. So cute. "I see you''ve been gathering your ex here," he looked at Ling Guang briefly before smiling at Xiao Zhan.


    "Shut up, you probably has slept with more than half woman in this room," Xia Sha replied losing her interest to talk with Guan Xian afterwards. She really need to tell this to herself everytime she see Guan Xian. This way, she could prevent herself from doing something stupid. Like prolong her crush on Guan Xian which could lead to a total disaster.


    "Don''t be so pissy. You don''t look this furious when you asked me to catch you if you fall on a hot air balloon."


    "What?" Xiao Zhan turns to them with confused looks.


    "Oh, Xia Sha did not tell you she has a blast night with me?" Guan Xian turns to Xiao Zhan, faking his surprised look. When Xiao Zhan''s pressed his lips and jaw tighten, Guan Xian lowered his head and fake whispering to him, "It''s my most memorable first date. I bet it''s hers too since she never really go on date before."


    "First of all, I did not ask you to catch me if I fall. You said it yourself. Secondly, I''ve been on several amazing dates!" Xia Sha look pressed at Guan Xian.


    "Uh, you should at least make your lie believable. The only man you date is this man over here for your high school reputations, which happen so young and I doubt he could arrange impressive dates without searching it up on Pinterest. The other man is too poor to arrange a real date for you, really."


    Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan: "..."


    Guan Xian smiles innocently at their deadpan faces. Realizing Xia Sha is surpassing the urge to kill him right now, he down to convey his wish. "Did I pissed you enough to be my girlfriend?"


    Xia Sha glare at him wider than before. He chuckles and tilted his head, "A date at least? you know I won''t stop pestering tonight before you say yes."


    He looks so confident and playful. A dangerous combination that makes every girl hard to refuse their charm. It''s obliviously working on Xia Sha, who''s heart secretly just admits she would like a date with him again.


    ''But no! No Xia Sha, you can''t do this again! Don''t be stupid!'' she scolds herself.


    "Fine! One hour only, I''m busy!" She heard herself betraying her mind. She really appears powerless when Guan Xian is around. Guan Xian smiles rose widely and his face just lights up.


    He nodded his head and removes his hand that burdening Xiao Zhan''s shoulder this whole time. "Great, I''ll ask you for a dance later. Take care of my date Xiao family boy." he patted Xiao Zhan''s shoulder before sliding away and greet his several business acquaintances.


    Xiao Zhan''s expression is so poor that Xia Sha has not enough hard to treat him so coldly again. So she tried to smiles and asked him quietly.


    "What do you want to tell me?" Xia Sha is willing to listen to him this time. These make Xiao Zhan relieved because apparently, she did not hate him as much as he thinks.


    Xiao Zhan looks at their surrounding before he decided to lean closer and whisper to Xia Sha. "Your father is under watch for murdering and stealing patents from Michael Buchanan."


    Xia Sha''s body froze over when he finished whispering. She looks at Xiao Zhan''s handsome face before she erupted into a laugh. "Who is in this room never steal patents and under police watch?"


    Xiao Zhan look at her with a serious face and shook his head. "No Xia Sha, if the situations are not dire, your grandfather would not desperately want to tie our family together."


    Xia Sha smiles starts to turn into a scowling face. Her knuckles on the glass start to get white as she listens to the party hostess starts their greeting speech.


    "The government wanted to make your company as the black sheep. You know, with the big four almost winning against the government all the time. They suffer a lot of losses. Billions. Your company hasn''t profited them much these past few years." Xiao Zhan paused to touched her arms with both of his hands. He stopped talking but Xia Sha knew what he wanted to say next.


    "With me, seeing around Guan Xian, they targeted the Xia family even more." Xia Sha choked when she finished his sentence.. Her face completely loses color when she sees Xiao Zhan''s sorry looks.

 Chapter 62 - They Dont Know How To Cope With These Frightening Feelings

    Xia Sha looked at Xiao Zhan tensely. From afar, they look like they about to rekindle their old flames. Guan Xian''s grip on his crystal glass just got tighter and tighter even though the smile still plastering his face.


    "I admire that boy from Xiao family, really," Wang Kai raised his eyebrow. The sight of Xiao Zhan whispering something to Xia Sha''s ear intimately before she laughs is far from them. But clearly, Guan Xian witnesses it all with a dark face.


    Damn it, where is the part of ''I am interested in this girl so stay away from here'' this Xiao family did not get?


    Wang Kai''s strategy of push and pull is killing him right now. Why can''t he push pull her to his side and never let Xiao Zhan talk to Xia Sha again? Watching them from afar and acting cool is really tortorous.


    "So, risk it all, huh." Ji Cun Xi stare at Xia Sha''s bold moves amusingly. Not everyone dares to trick Guan Xian so bluntly like this. Guan Xian narrowed his eyes at Cun Xi, the first time since forever he has shown his anger.


    Jian Jun see this and patted his back several times. "Calm down. You look like an angry bull."


    Guan Xian clicks his tongue and sips his anger away. But the fire inside his heart won''t go away. Instead, he feels more agitated than before.


    He turns to Wang Kai, bluntly asks, "How could you deal with this feeling?"


    "What feeling? The need to kill another man nears your woman? Oh, I''m familiar with that thrilling feeling." Wang Kai raised his eyebrow and smiles.


    He is thankful that Xiao Ni is too lazy to go to a party like this. Because if she comes, he will be busy all night glare at those hungry wolves.


    "You ask this guy how to deal with jealousy?" Ji Cun Xi laughed and put his arm around Wang Kai''s shoulder. "He is the worst man. Do you remember who come with the rules of selecting man that took a liking at Xiao Ni?"


    Guan Xian: "..." Right, he forgot just because he knocked some sense on him several days ago on the X city.


    Guan Xian looks at his three outstanding brothers one by one and felt they are too useless this time. He shook his head helplessly.


    "For the first time, I felt our group consisted of stupid people."


    Wang Kai''s eyebrow raised up. But none of them took his words seriously. Everyone in their group knew, who look the most stupid out from their group this time.


    It just the right time when Meng Ran spotted Guan Xian standing with his outstanding group. Like a rare diamond, his group becomes the sole attention of the show. Compared to Ling Guang''s small group right now, they stand out like the only light in the dark.


    Meng Ran is hesitant to approach the great god, but when she sees Xiao Xing on the west door, her eyes brighten up. "Honey, I''m going to greet the daughter of Xiao family,"


    Ling Guang furrowed her eyebrow, "Xiao Le, from the steel company?" he asked, but when he followed Meng Ran''s eyes he realized it''s the illegitimate daughter of Xiao Corporation.


    "Sure," he said before joining the conversation with three other men in his little group. Since Xiao Yu is investing in Bright Electronic company, there is no harm for Meng Ran to accompany Xiao Xing. Meng Ran walks toward Xiao Xing''s direction with a warm smile.


    Xiao Xing, who starts to felt anxious and lonely at this big party were glad when she spotted Meng Ran. "Meng Ran, I''m glad you are here."


    "Me too. Did you come alone here?" Meng Ran asked, actually want to find out about Xia Xiang who never calls her again after their last meeting.


    "Well, Xia Xiang did not come today." She smiles awkwardly. There is no need to explain further.


    The news of Xia Sha moving out from the Xia manor again has spread. Xia Xiang must be the reason behind this, so Xia Qi Feng did not let the mother and daughter pair to join today''s important party.


    "Ah, I see. So who are you vying tonight?" Meng Ran asked with fake excitement. While there is no secret this young girl is head over heels with Wang Kai. That also not a secret her mom wanted to match her with Guan Xian.


    So she might find an opportunity by staying beside Xiao Xing tonight.


    "Well, my mom said she will sort something to make Guan Xian dance with me tonight. We''ll wait and see." She said while blushing.


    "You are so lucky! so envious!" Meng Ran did not hide her jealousy this time, she even makes a joke out of her envious heart. Xiao Xing giggles and cover her mouth with her hand.


    "Well, since your mother has planned things out for you, why don''t you approach him first? We can use my work affairs as your alibies." Meng Ran slyly makes this her opportunity.


    This way, Ling Guang wouldn''t know she takes the initiative to approach Guan Xian and Xiao Xing could be her cover when he talks to Guan Xian later.


    "We can, right now?" Xiao Xing''s eyes flare up in surprise.


    Right now, Guan Xian is standing with Ji Cun Xi, Jian Jun and her forever crush, Wang Kai. They attracted so many eyes, yet no one dares to bother them. How could she waisted a golden opportunity like this?


    Standing close to Wang Kai...


    She nods her head in no time. Meng Ran''s smile graciously before the two of them walks to the center of the event.


    "Mr. Guan, Mr. Wang, Mr. Ji, Mr. Jian," Meng Ran politely greet them one by one while Xiao Xing lowering her head shyly. Seeing these two-woman bravely approaching the four great god, everyone looks at them curiously.


    "Oh, Mr. Ling''s secretary," Guan Xian forced a smile while replying to Meng Ran''s greeting nonchalantly. He is not in a mood to chat with her right now, but he realized this girl could still be used to help Xia Sha in the future.


    "Hello, my name is Xiao Xing." Xiao Xing said shyly in an adorable and silent way. She silently glances at Wang Kai who had averted his gaze to another direction. Did not even spare his energy to look at the two women.


    "Mr. Guan, I''ve been trying to contact you after our meeting in the global world last time. I''m so amazed by how busy you are." Meng Ran said to Guan Xian with a polite smile.


    Guan Xian smiles quietly at this question while Ji Cun Xi has to press his lips to hold his laughter. "Well, it''s still manageable." Guan Xian replied curtly.


    ''4 times golfing a week, billiard games every night, going on dates every Saturday night until Sunday morning. Mr. Guan is really busy.'' Ji Cun Xi whisper among them, which only Guan Xian and Jian Jun beside him could hear.


    "I''ve been thinking about your words the last time. I''m greatly motivated by your words and I want to thank you." Meng Ran said, wearing the best smiles she had.


    To be honest, Guan Xian did not remember what rainbow fart he has said to Meng Ran. Thus he just nods his head with a faint smile. "Also, about the investment, you wanted to make at Bright-"


    "Damn it! Why did she come?" Wang Kai who never spoke suddenly cursing. Surprising their little group. Following the direction Wang Kai is facing, Meng Ran and Xiao Xing''s face went pale.


    Standing there, wearing a black leather jacket in minidress form and black heels, revealing her white and slender legs. As if her dress is not eyecatching enough, she had a bold red lipstick on her alluring lips and suddenly turn blonde for tonight.


    Xiao Ni stole the spotlight in no time.


    Her beautiful big eyes landed on their little group but she did not walk in their direction. Instead, she walks toward the girl wearing a strapless red dress with Swarovski all over the top and tugs her hand.


    "Come with me," she said to the woman in a red dress in a cold manner. The woman turned to Xiao Ni with a frown, she did not felt intimidated at all and refuse to come with her.


    "No," she answered.


    Xiao Ni pulled her hand anyway, ignoring her rejection like it never happened. Walking towards their little group right now, Meng Ran and Xiao Xing almost wet their pants.


    If someone they adore and scared at the same time it''s Guan Xiao Ni. Now Guan Xiao Ni holding Xia Sha''s hand while glaring at them...


    They don''t know how to cope with these frightening feelings.


    Awkwardness filled the whole ballroom when Xiao Ni stop in front of Xiao Xing and Meng Ran. Xia Sha is one step behind Xiao Ni who comes looking like she wants to start a fight.


    In everybody''s eyes, they knew Xiao Ni is about to do something to this little Xiao family illegitimate daughter. Everyone is witnessing her shy glance at Wang Kai all the time while hearing her mother''s ambition to match her with Guan Xian.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, what are you doing here?"

 Chapter 63 - Seem Like Miss Meng Knows Mr. Guan Really Well?

    "Guan Xiao Ni, what are you doing here?"


    Surprisingly the first one to broke the silence is Jian Jun, the man who rarely speaks. Xiao Ni who eyes landed on Meng Ran and Xiao Xing the whole time finally looked away and stare at Jian Jun.


    "I came to support you. Brother Jun, congratulations." She smiles at Jian Jun. Jian Jun''s smile perks upon his cold face. It''s only a faint smile but priceless since the man rarely even moved any muscles on his face.


    Xia Sha smiles at him too. After all, Jian Jun is the host of today''s charity party. Jian Jun catch this and return a polite nod.


    "Thank You," he said, sightly raised his crystal cup.


    Xia Sha sees Wang Kai''s cold glare at Jian Jun and Xiao Ni. Along with Xiao Ni scoffing beside her. Her guts told her not to stand between these two ''might be fighting'' couple.


    Slowly but sure, she sipped her drink and trying to slip away.


    "Where are you going, going to that boy again?" Guan Xian spoke up with his usual charming smile when she is about to walk away. Everybody eyes fall on Xia Sha''s now, forcing her to stay.


    Damn Guan Xian! Xia Sha slightly glares at him.


    "I..." She glances at the almost empty glass and quickly said, "I want to refill my drink."


    "Don''t worry about that, Champagne, right?" Ji Cun Xi shows his kindness slash ''helping my brother'' moves. He Calls the waitress to refill Xia Sha''s champagne.


    "Thank You." Xia Sha replied shortly behind her gritting teeth. After calmly sipping her glass, she looks at Xiao Ni with a fake smile spread wide across her face.


    "Why did you bought me here?"


    "Well, you are going to watch these secretaries climbing on my brother''s tight after putting a green hat on your head? You might have a big heart, but I don''t." Xiao Ni said smugly, lowering her lashes as she examines Meng Ran''s outfits.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    "Are you sure you aren''t just jealous?" Wang Kai''s face has been dark this whole time lightens. He looks at Xiao Ni with a mischievous smile.


    Xiao Xing: "..."


    So he does aware of her eyes on him this whole time.


    "Isn''t it always the other way around?" She sneers at him, then ignores his frowns. Xiao Ni then shifts her attention to Xia Sha again.


    "You said, do you want to tell this person to snatch my brother from you." She asked directly, pointing her gaze at Meng Ran.


    "Your brother is not mine." Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, Am I that easy?" Guan Xian said with an offended tone.


    They spoke in perfect harmony at the same time. Both raised their voices half octaves higher. Xiao Ni covers her ears with her hand. She hissed and slightly look annoyed.


    "Do you have to shout?" Wang Kai asked with his chilly voice to Xia Sha and Guan Xian. Xia Sha lowered her faze because she always has been afraid of Wang Kai. It makes Guan Xian felt unhappy.


    "I wanted to. Why? Is there any rule that prohibits to shout?" Guan Xian answers nonchalantly. When she sees Xia Sha is afraid of Wang Kai, his mood got worsens.


    "There is no rule here, but there is Guan Qian Si at home." Xiao Ni shot a sharp glare at Guan Xian. She is threatening him with their mother, very well.


    "Oh, you want to be a telltale now? Do you want mom know your fight with him, huh?" Guan Xian replied savagely, pointing at Wang Kai. Xiao Ni glare at her brother and frowns.


    "I thought you have a good brother," Xia Sha murmured at Xiao Ni with a doubtful face. Her gaze falls on Guan Xian''s, filled with judgment.


    Guan Xian choked, Wang Kai smirked, and Xiao Ni hmphed.


    "Only when he needs to maintain his image as a ''family man." Jian Jun said flatly, while he looks at them sideways and sipping his wine. In Xia Sha''s eyes, Jian Jun is very cool looking like this.


    "He does this to chase woman," Ji Cun Xi quickly added.


    "I don''t believe that. Mr.Guan looks like a loyal and good man." Meng Ran jumped into the opportunity to join the conversation and did not waste it.


    For the first time, Xia Sha looks at Meng Ran with a vicious glare. No one spoke when two women entangled in past feuds stare at each other. Meng Ran strict to her pitiful and dainty looks, one that could easily fool man.


    "Oh, I did not know you two are friends. Seem like Miss Meng knows Mr.Guan really well?" Xia Sha turn to look at Guan Xian for a moment before smiling icily at Meng Ran again.


    Meng Ran merely smile and did not answer her question. She gives an impression of ''I am, but I won''t brag it to you,'' One that could cause a big misunderstanding.


    One that would cause Guan Xian''s pursue of Xia Sha.


    The whole group looks at her badly in their own ways.


    Ji Cun Xi prayed that Xia Sha would beat her again as she did at Grandfather Wang''s birthday. In Ji Cun Xi''s eyes, Xia Sha is a savage.


    Wang Kai looks at her with a disgusted look and moves closer to Xiao Ni. He is afraid his woman would jump on this disgusting lady and ruined Jian Jun''s charity party today.


    Jian Jun has been lowering his head and ordering the person in charge of the invitation to come to his office the very next morning.


    Meng Ran did not felt frightened at all. For her, she has once defeated Xia Sha. She has great confidence that she could do it again. It''s the same competition but with higher stacks. She wouldn''t mind all-in her bargain for Guan Xian.


    Xia Sha looks at Guan Xian''s flat face after observing Meng Ran''s silence. She raised her eyebrow at him with a little grimace. As if she has expected this to come.


    Xiao Ni tried everything she could to warn Guan Xian. Blink, glare, moving her hand widely behind Xia Sha and even fake cough. But this stupid brother of her reminds silence while he stares at Xia Sha with a deadpan look.


    "Xiao Ni," Xia Sha called Xiao Ni, who give her sweetest smile to Xia Sha. As if they are good friends. Xia Sha wanted to choke when she sees how good Xiao Ni''s acting is.


    "Yes, did your foot hurt? let''s go seat first. Wearing heels is exhausting." Xiao Ni wanted to pull Xia Sha''s hands but Xia Sha cleverly refutes and glances at Meng Ran and Guan Xian who are standing next to her.


    "No. You said something about snatching your brother before. But you are wrong. My relationship with Mr. Guan is not even fitted a friend category. Our relationship is not even as close as a friend like Miss Meng. At most, he is my benefactor after helping me so many times." She glances shortly at Guan Xian after hearing this.


    There is a lot of government people today. With this, she could clear off her name from being close to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian''s face is in darker shades than before. Xia Sha could even see his furrows and jaw tightening. Her heart pound slightly, but her common sense is stronger this time.


    She can''t. Even though Guan Xian makes her heart pounds, she can''t lose anymore part of herself for a man. His reputation, the business silent war, and their background did not match. There is too much to sacrifice just for another stupid love.


    She doesn''t dare to do it again.


    "I''m sorry, I-" Need to go...


    "I got it. Don''t worry." Xiao Ni said before Xia Sha could continue her words. Xiao Ni is staring at Guan Xian with ''are you crazy'' eyes. She did not know what''s inside Guan Xian''s brain right now, really. Wang Kai told her that Guan Xian is confused.


    Confused is alright. You just need to make things clear. But from where she stands today, not only Xia Sha making him confused, he also makes Xia Sha confused. What''s more, these two make her confuse!


    Xiao Ni turns her slim body towards Guan Xian. Wang Kai touches her arm slightly, warns her not to do something that would cause too much attention, and ruin her family name reputation.


    Guan Xian looks at his sister with a complex face. He knew Xiao Ni never care about reputation and does everything she wanted. But he hopes she won''t point her finger at him today.


    "This is a family matter. Can you two know your place and go away?" Xiao Ni manages to say this calmly without shouting because Wang Kai is gently warning her silently from his touch.


    Xiao Xing who wanted to flee from the moment Xiao Ni arrived gratefully take this moment to walk away. She only takes one last secret glance at Wang Kai before she picks her long dress and walks fast.


    Meng Ran however remains on her spot.


    Xia Sha almost pukes out blood watching how shameless Meng Ran a person can be. Does she speak the same language as them? Di d something lost in translation?


    "Miss Xia is not a family either. I don''t see why I should go," Meng Ran said gently. Flaunting her white lotus hello at them.


    "She is right. I am not." Xia Sha gladly took this opportunity to walk away from this somewhat weird situation where Guan Xian keep looking at her with a complicated look.


    She picks her dress to walk away, but Xiao Ni once again catches her wrist.


    "Stop acting stupid. You know you are my family." She scolds Xia Sha. Xia Sha is dumbfounded hearing Xiao Ni''s domineering words. Xiao Ni''s protective way to crush Meng Ran''s overconfidence self-assessment manages to make his heartfelt warm.


    These last four years, she used to stand up for herself. Tonight, Xiao Ni once again standing up for her, felt like a sweet deja-vu. Facing Meng Ran, this shameless woman suddenly feels more fun.


    But how can she explain things to the government now?


    Forget it, this time Xiao Ni has clutch her hand so tightly, she bares not to lose one more friend.

 Chapter 64 - This Stubborn And Confusing Girl Im Pursuing

    Xiao Ni has directly shown her support for Xia Sha. At this rate, if someone is not mentally ill, no matter how thick their face, they would walk away.


    But Meng Ran merely stood there. She did not even flinch when Xiao Ni scowls at her.


    "This girl is impossible." Xiao Ni murmured lowly that only Xia Sha could hear her.


    "Hm, I know," Xia Sha replied curtly, raising her left eyebrow at Meng Ran. If she is not desperate to walk away right now, she would happily help Xiao Ni chasing away this green tea bitch.


    "You deal with her," Xiao Ni whisper to her and secretly nudge Xia Sha''s elbow.


    Xia Sha narrowed her eyes at Xiao Ni and furrowed her eyebrow. "Ask your brother. She is your brother''s friend after all."


    "Che! Is simply a self-proclaiming! She wishes she could be my brother''s friend!" Xiao Ni throws a dirty look at Meng Ran.


    Xia Sha shrugs her shoulder lightly. She looks at Guan Xian indifferently as she said, "He did not refute."


    "He won''t dare to be her friend. I will beat him if he does." Xiao Ni said as she gave her brother a sharp glance.


    Everyone: "..."


    Ji Cun Xi could not stand these two great women anymore. They make her wanted to clap his hand so badly!


    They are whispering at each other about how to chase Meng Ran away. But what kind of whispering could be heard by everyone in their little circle?


    He needed to give them an oscar or a noble prize.


    Xiao Ni is astounding, but Xia Sha is a little bit more. With a few words, she manages to attack Meng Ran and Guan Xian at the same time. But the most wondrous of them is Meng Ran.


    Ji Cun Xi did not watch her face changes at all. She keeps her clean face smiling and did not even move one step from her place. It''s like her foot is deeply rooted there, beside Guan Xian, and she couldn''t move forever.


    "I never saw someone as shameless as this girl. Should we hire her as a salesgirl? I believe she could be an employee of the months with her thick face." Ji Cun Xi whispers this to Jian Jun.


    Jian Jun pressed her lips and placed his hand into his pockets. "Insurance sales." He agreed.


    Their intense fight is the center of everyone''s attention right now. Although it felt a little bit overwhelming for Meng Ran, she did not want to take a defeated move and let Xia Sha win.


    She moves her gaze from Xia Sha''s smug face to Guan Xian''s flat face. With a little blush, she shyly talks to him. With these moves, Meng Ran could easily win, even against Xiao Ni this time.


    Judging from their conversation, Guan Xian is not too content with Xia Sha right now. Or else, why would he frown at his little sister when Xiao Ni defended Xia Sha?


    "Mr. Guan, I have the file mention last time. Can we talk somewhere private?" Meng Ran slips the little messy hair behind her ears with her beautiful finger. Her soft and harmless appearance like an innocent high school student could move people''s hearts with no trouble.


    Even a few men in the crowd shifted their gaze from Xiao Ni and Xia Sha to Meng Ran for a moment.


    Every eye falls on Guan Xian right now. A few come with warning eyes not to agree with Meng Ran. But mostly, they wanted Guan Xian to nod his head. If he did, the guest might be served by a bigger drama later.


    Everyone is dying to know Guan Xian''s response, while the man simply sips his wine and look at Meng Ran. There is no trace of expression on his face. It is like he has turned into Jian Jun or Wang Kai 2.0.


    "Miss Meng, Mr. Ling is looking at your right now. Please don''t cause a misunderstanding," Guan Xian answer nonchalantly, deliberately smiling at Ling Guan in the crowd.


    Ling Guang''s smile is stiff, but he did not say anything. He did ask Meng Ran to stay close with Xia Sha tonight. He hopes if Xia Sha could do some pitching to future clients tonight, Meng Ran could hear a glimpse of it.


    This way, he could accomplish the task from Xiao Yu.


    But he did not tell Meng Ran to stick with Guan Xian and eventually cause a big scene like this. Even Xiao Ni and Xia Sha have directly shooed her away, Meng Ran clung to their group like a leech.


    Even if she did not has a face to lose, he still has!


    Right now, he just hopes Meng Ran could give up and get lost from this party. But that girl did not even turn around and look at him. He watched her shamelessly shook her head and smile.


    "This is business stuff. Ling Guan won''t misunderstand us."


    Her answer is too brave for someone with no name like her. Even Xia Sha felt amused and embarrassed for her at one point. But this girl is so firm in getting what she wants.


    Wang Kai tapped Xiao Ni''s shoulder, ask her to leave Guan Xian to deal with Meng Ran on his own. He didn''t want Xiao Ni to get more agitated when her rivals are so shameless this time.


    Xia Sha turns her gaze at Jian Jun and Ji Cun Xi that have disappeared from their standing. She could use this excuse to leave with Xiao Ni too.


    So, When Wang Kai pulls Xiao Ni''s arm, she wants to trail her from behind. Only to find that someone catches her wrist and pulls her unready body when she takes her first step.


    "Ah!" she cried out in panic.


    Her body flung in the air, and she predicted herself to fall. She closed her eyes and prepared for the pain. But instead of a dead, cold floor, her body falls on someone''s warm and hard chest.


    It''s not as comfortable as a mattress, but the hard chest is definitely better than the floor.


    Her ears fall right on the man''s right chest. She could hear his fast, pounding heart with practically no distance between them. She froze under the man''s strong arm.


    "..."


    No one wants to broke the silence between them. In everybody''s eyes, Guan Xian and Xia Sha look like they just come out of a romance novel. True, their outstanding look is a big part of making them look so compatible together.


    But how can one ignore the eyes they have on each other. Guan Xian looks at Xia Sha in a way every woman wanted to be looked at. It''s the eyes filled with passion and love.


    Meng Ran''s face turns green when she realized this. No! She has set her eyes on Guan Xian. She won''t let Xia Sha win this again! She could not let Guan Xian fall in love with Xia Sha. That''s the only way for her to win!


    She took a step closer to them, stretching her hand to help Xia Sha''s stand up on her own. "Miss Xia, Let me help you."


    This might sound like a nice offer, but no one in the room is stupid enough to let Meng Ran''s pathetic acting fool them this time.


    Meng Ran''s voice makes Xia Sha gain back her common sense. She places her energy on her foot and tried to escape from Guan Xian''s embrace.


    She did not know why do these cliche moves could make her turn stupid for a moment again.


    Depressed and frustrated, she just wants to walk away and go home right now. Also, where are her other friends in a time like this? where is Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin?


    She pushes Guan Xian''s hand away, but the man stubbornly keeps her inside his embrace. She looked up and found he was looking down at her.


    "Let me go!" she ordered. Her eyes alight with some anger inside. Guan Xian is way more used to her temper and did not felt any rush to grant her wish at all. Instead, she fell he tighten his arm around her wrist.


    This b*stard!


    "No," He simply said to Xia Sha before ignoring her. Averting his gaze on Meng Ran''s direction right now. "Miss Meng, you misunderstood me. Your relationship with Ling Guang did not bother me, however, this stubborn and confusing girl over here might get the wrong idea about us."


    Meng Ran''s smile looks weird now. She lowered her gaze and hug herself with her own arm. Looking petite and weak.


    "Oh, I''m sorry, I thought you two-" She paused to look at Xia Sha''s visible eyes filled with hatred.


    "Just now she said..." She pretended to look confused and shited their conversation to the time where Xia Sha said he only looks at Guan Xian as her benefactor. They are not even as close to friendly relations.


    Guan Xian smile at this, he did not refute Meng Ran''s word at all. However, in front of everybody else in the room, he smiles and calmly confesses something that makes the whole room went dumbfounded.


    "It''s up to her to look at me as her benefactor. But I look at her as a beautiful woman I wanted to pursue."


    He then turns to Meng Ran and shows his friendly smiles. "I don''t want her to misunderstand this since she hasn''t been very happy with me this past day. Miss Meng, you can just give me the file I asked you. No need to discuss, I trust you."


    He stretches out his hand in front of everyone.

 Chapter 65 - This Is The Only Way You Could Have Her

    "I don''t want her to misunderstand this since she hasn''t been pleased with me this past day. Miss Meng, you can give me the file I asked you for, no need to discuss. I trust you."


    He stretches out his hand in front of everyone.


    Meng Ran eyes flares up. She did not know Guan Xian would pressure her to hand over the file he wanted like this. She thought at least she could get something in return


    Xia Sha turns her head to look at her now, just like every other person in this room does. Under such overwhelming pressure, Meng Ran has no choice but to open her clutch and pretend she is taking out the flash disk.


    After quite some second, she looked up with an embarrassed face. "Ah, Mr. Guan, I''m sorry, I think the flash disk-" is gone, she wanted to say. But she has gained a lot of haters this time.


    She is messing with the one she could not mess with at all tonight.


    Initially, She could easily walk away from the scene with simple lies. Guan Xian won''t force her to the extreme anyway. What she never consider is Guan Xiao Ni is not that kind. In front of everyone, Xiao Ni pulls her hand and reveals the flash disk. She snatches the flash disk when she is caught unprepared.


    "Heh, what is this?" Xiao Ni put the flash disk in front of her eyes and to every pair in this room too.


    Meng Ran is stunned. She nervously wandered her glance at everybody eyes and wanted to dig a hole to hide. It''s almost as embarrassing as everyone watching her sex tapes on Grandfather Wang''s after-party.


    But this time, it''s worst since even the elders are here today.


    "You are so sick," Xia Sha look at her with a smug smile on her face. Xiao Ni simply turns her back to Guan Xian and throws the flash disk to him. Guan Xian handsomely catches it in the high air.


    "Thank, sis," he happily said while Xiao Ni raises her thumb in the air.


    She then walks out from the ballroom with Wang Kai''s hand over her shoulder. Xia Sha watched her eyecatching blond hair sway as she moves. She did not know why it makes her forget to push this man away from her.


    When she realized, it was all too late. Guan Xian once again has put his arm around her as he smiles. "I said, I will catch you if you fall. I did not lie,"


    Xia Sha''s eyelashes quivered when she look at his handsome face so close. Last time it was his dark brown eyes that bewitching her. This time she saw a rare dimple on his cheek when he smiles.


    She wanted to kill herself when she heard his mind drooling over Guan Xian again. But damn! that is the sweetest smiles she ever has seen from him.


    "You, you are the one that makes me fall." She complained, but no matter how one hears it, it sounds more like grumbling and wants to be coax. She accidentally tugs something sweet into Guan Xian''s heart.


    "I only promised to catch you. We never discussed the term ''how you fall'' Thus, I never promised not to make you fall." Guan Xian tried to make his tone colder, so he could appear cool. However, everybody could hear his gentle intonation with no difficulties.


    Kao, these two are forcing them to eat dog food!!!


    "Despicable!" Xia Sha murmured. She felt her hot cheeks against his firm chest and began to wiggling her body to put some distance between them.


    Guan Xian wanted to say something as he opens his mouth again. But when he sees Ji Cun Xi signaling them from afar, he decided to close his mouth and coerce Xia Sha to move.


    "Come on, Jian Jun is about to start the event. We have wasted too much time." He whispers right at her ears since they stood so close. Xia Sha felt her body shivers down to her spine.


    Guan Xian could felt the little reaction he caused to her body. His mouth curved into a smile instantly. He is more than glad to knew he has some effect on her as much as she had an effect on him.


    "Let, Let me go. I can walk by myself." Xia Sha said, she looks more imposing this time. Guan Xian then decided to pull his arm around her waist and hold her wrist instead.


    The formal shows start when the drama ended. Tonight is the charity gala night hosted by the Jian family, represented by Jian Jun.


    Guan Xian brings Xia Sha to the VIP balcony upstairs. They watched the emcee open the event after a spectacular live performance of a renowned Chinese ink painter.


    Xia Sha stands before the trail of the balcony and observing the painting. The performance has helped her calm down a lot. Admiring the masterpiece she could not help added ''noble'' to her impression of Jian Jun.


    "You like it? They will auction it later," Guan Xian asked suddenly, looking in the same direction as her.


    Xia Sha did not reply but make a note on her mind to keep her eye on that painting later. Guan Xian smiles secretly when he sees the determination in her eyes once again.


    "If I ask you something, can you answer it honestly?" Guan Xian suddenly rubbers his chin in wonder as he turns his body towards her.


    "You know I won''t, but ask anyway." She answers indifferently. Xia Sha takes a half step back to keep their safe distance. It makes Guan Xian roll his eyes.


    "There is one thing that bothers me and only you could answer this for me." His hot gaze connected to her sparkly one. Xia Sha has to avert her gaze from him to control herself. But Guan Xian did not move at all, he stubbornly searching for her eyes as he asked,


    "Did I do something that makes you upset at and after our date?" He asked carefully. The confident eyes now shifted into a strangely shy soft gaze. He waited at Xia Sha''s answer patiently warily.


    Xia Sha is stunned. His gaze at her is too intense that her mind and tongue is paralyzed. In the end, she shook her head slightly while turning her eyes at the painting.


    "Then why?" he asked gently, did not want to pressure her at all (even though he did).


    "Well..."


    She is too immersed in the painting that she did not realize Xiao Zhan is looking at her from downstairs.


    "Xia Sha!" Xiao Zhan looked up and murmured to himself. He is about to walk up to her when he saw another shadow standing beside Xia Sha. An outstanding figure with an impressive aura coming out of him.


    His leg stops moving on its own.


    He blinks as he watches Xia Sha''s huffed and puffed as if she is furious about something. But then, he also saw those pair of shining eyes. It''s always been beautiful as it''s ever been, but what''s more, is he could see aliveness inside.


    It''s killing him inside. He almost loses his sense of awareness when Xiao Yu standing next to him in a black suit, offers him a glass of wine. He quickly averting his gaze from the balcony to him. Without saying anything, he accepted the glass and sip it mindlessly.


    "Don''t worry, grandfather has planned it out for you." Xiao Yu said in his usual serious face, making Xiao Zhan chuckle coldly.


    "What is he going to do? Forcing on arrange marriage?" He asked sarcastically while raising his eyebrow at Xiao Yu. Xiao Yu pressed his lips and speak nothing. It''s when Xiao Zhan snorts and finishes his wine in one gulp.


    "Forget it. I''m not that pathetic."


    Xiao Zhan is ready to walk away when Xiao Yu caught his arm and furrow his eyebrow. "You don''t understand. You won''t stand a chance beside Guan Xian. This is the only way you could have her."


    Xiao Yu staring at his stupid and stubborn little brother. Xiao Yu had always feel protective towards Xiao Zhan since their mother left. He remembers Xiao Zhan is very destructive when their parents finally divorce.


    He does everything that could ruin his life. Almost died of overdosing once. It''s a bad memory that he wants to erase from his mind forever. He did not want his brother to live like that again.


    His father is useless; their mother is clueless. None of them genuinely love and care for them, only Xiao Zhan has shared the familial love with him, even though they share it in a weird way, Xiao Yu did not want to lose his only brother.


    "What makes you think I would stand a chance if I force her to marry me? I only took a little step into her world and she has directed all her swords towards me." Xiao Zhan said coldly and his gaze falls on Zheng Shuang that stood not far from them.


    "You might get what you want with your forcing method. But I know it won''t work on me, or Xia Sha.. So tell grandfather to forget about that silly idea."

 Chapter 66 - Should I Eat The Poison And Die Here, Now?

    Guan Xian walks to Jian Jun''s waiting room with a devastated face. The words ''Brokenhearted'' is written clearly on his forehead as he slumped to the couch.


    There are Xiao Ni, Wang Kai, and Ji Cun Xi chatting in the room when Guan Xian appears and draw their attention to him. They watched him vent his anger on a cushion where he buried his face and groan loudly.


    They looked at each other while raising their eyebrow. Xiao Ni is the first one to approach Guan Xian and pull the cushion from his brother. She looks at him fiercely as she asked, "What happen to you?"


    Guan Xian snatched back his cushion and did not answer her question. Xiao Ni is surprised when she saw his tensed jawline and awful expression. If Xiao Ni knew Guan Xian did not dote her so much, she wouldn''t dare to snatch back the cushion and hit his arm with it.


    "Don''t be a jerk and tell me what''ve you done?" She furrowed her eyebrow. Guan Xian''s eyes were bleak when their eyes meet. The two siblings look at each other fiercely.


    "How can you conclude it''s me?" He looks upset and angry at the same time. Xiao Ni''s heart went soft for her brother, but she toughs up her face.


    How can she know it''s him? It''s simple. She just asked what did Wang Kai said to Guan Xian, so he did not even stand from himself when Meng Ran claimed they have a close relationship.


    Wang Kai went on telling her about the push and pull nonsense that she could not understand.


    "You two liken chasing a woman with a car race! How right can you be?" Xiao Ni''s nose wrinkles up as she shot Wang Kai a glare.


    Wang Kai shrugged his shoulder and defended himself. "It works for me."


    Xiao Ni: "..." Fine, you win...


    Xiao Ni gave up scolding Wang Kai because it''s impossible. She sat beside Guan Xian and look at him with a serious face. "Do you like her that much?" she asked.


    Guan Xian stares at Xiao Ni''s clear eyes. Xiao Ni sounds very serious that Guan Xian starts to find her words convincing. He fakes a cough and nods his head slightly.


    "Then why don''t you clear your statues with Meng Ran just now?" She still pissed off at Guan Xian for not said anything when Meng Ran shamelessly claim he is close with her.


    "He still needs that file on Meng Ran''s hand. The Xiao family wanted to used Xia Sha against us. Thus asked Ling Guang to sabotage Xia Corporation''s next product. Inside is the evidence." Wang Kai helps Guan Xian answering Xiao Ni''s question.


    "One who stands straight doesn''t fear a crooked shadow." Guan Xian murmured.


    Xiao Ni is quite surprised her brother has gone to help Xia Sha to that length. She sighed and took a deep breath. "Okay, it''s one clear point you have. Good starts. The next things you want to figure out if her feelings for you, do you think she likes you too?"


    "Sometimes, I think she likes me. Sometimes, I think she hates me. Sometimes I think she only uses me." Guan Xian answer Xiao Ni''s question with no doubt. The emotional roller coaster Xia Sha makes him rides are overwhelming.


    Xiao Ni rolls her eyes at the last sentence. "You let her uses you?" Wang Kai raised his eyebrow in disapproval this time.


    "I told you, he is so whipped," Ji Cun Xi commented.


    "Don''t be a jerk and shut up!" Xiao Ni snapped at the two-man sitting on her opponent. Xiao Ni turns to Guan Xian again and raised her index finger. Guan Xian looks and listens to his sister intently.


    "First of all, you need to understand her situation. She just got out from a toxic relationship where her almost fiancee cheated on her with such a stupid woman. If I were her, I would want to kill myself too." Xiao Ni went silent after, giving time for Guan Xian to proceed with her words.


    Ji Cun Xi, on the other hand, trying hard to surpass his laughter when he watched Wang Kai''s face went dark. Sure enough, she is consoling his brother and still manages to insinuate Wang Kai indirectly.


    "Well, she agreed to go on a date with me. I thought she is ready to open her heart? Also, didn''t she just wanted to test me like what Wang Kai said. That is why she pushes and pulls this relationship." Guan Xian frowned. Don''t tell her she wanted to use him as a rebound. The thought makes his stomach boils.


    Xiao Ni rolled her eyes and clicked her tongue. "You listen to him?"


    Wang Kai look lost and once again said, "It works for me."


    Guan Xian''s nose flares up and he looked at Wang Kai with a sulking face. "I should have known. Why would I listen to someone with lower EQ than me."


    Ji Cun Xi''s laugh and Wang Kai''s scoffing could be heard from behind. "At least Xiao Ni likes me back." Wang Kai said nonchalantly.


    "Hey, Xia Sha likes me too!" Guan Xian got unconfidence at the end of his words. Thus he adds, "A little bit."


    Xiao Ni thinks her brother is abducted by an alien right now. God knows what Xia Sha said to his pitiful brother, who went from narcissistic to insecure like this. She decided to moves on to the second point to help her brother.


    "Okay. Forget to Wang Kai''s heresy and listen to me, the second point." Xiao Ni makes two signs with her slender finger and patted Guan Xian''s shoulder.


    "From what I observe is she did like you, or else, knowing Xia Sha, she won''t even look at you." A wide smile spread across Guan Xian.


    "I knew it! She must-"


    "Eits! She might have a crush on you... are quite handsome and charming." Xiao Ni said the sweet before the bitter words for Guan Xian to hear.


    "But did she likes you enough to be with you against all the odds? I don''t think so." Xiao Ni flung her blonde hair to the back. Wang Kai leaned into Ji Cun Xi and whisper to him.


    "Take some notes," he said.


    "I won''t settle down!" Ji Cun Xi scoffed hard.


    "I see you are next," Wang Kai smirked while Ji Cun Xi''s eyes twitched.


    Guan Xian is sitting on the couch, replaying and thinking about Xiao Ni''s words. He slowly picks his spirit up after Xia Sha crushed it with her venomous tongue.


    "Well, What if I tell you I only use you for business?" He knew she is clearly lying. But he just doesn''t understand why she didn''t want to be honest with him. But he does understand her a little bit right now.


    You might like someone, but do you like her/him enough to fight the world to be with them?


    For him, he did like her more than he ever like another woman before. But again, he had nothing to lose to be with her. But it''s not the same with Xia Sha. Guan Xian went silence in his thinking chair.


    "Okay google, tell Wang Kai 11 Things That Are More Important Than Dating, Love and Marriage," Ji Cun Xi''s voice rang through the room alongside with Xiao Ni''s anger and Wang Kai''s cold, piercing cursing at Ji Cun Xi.


    ***


    Xia Sha lowered her gaze to the ongoing show downstairs. The cold temperature from the central air conditioner did not bother her even though she is wearing a strapless gown. Her face is cold, colder than her surrounding.


    There is nothing change on her beautiful face except her little swollen lips and red palm.


    She bottled all these tormenting feelings to herself. She ignores the emptiness when Guan Xian walks away from the balcony.


    ''It''s okay. It''s only a stupid crush. You will get over it soon.'' She repeated those magic words to herself. Hoping it could at least ease the hollowness raising on her heart.


    "Xia Sha?" A soothing voice surprised her from behind. Xia Sha turns her body around and found Zheng Shuang standing on the door alone.


    Xia Sha shows a faint smile as Zheng Shuang slowly walks to approach her. "I see Senior Guan Xian coming out furiously. You two fought?" She asked carefully.


    "He was furious?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow. Xia Sha did not know why she needs to listen to a confirmation from Zheng Shuang when she already knew he will be furious after what she said to him.


    "Furious, frustrated, brokenhearted?" Zheng Shuang grin and nudge Xia Sha with her elbow gently. Xia Sha pressed her lips and sighed silently.


    "Are you two trying to recreate Romeo and Juliet, modern version?" Zheng Shuang teases Xia Sha, who broke into a grin this time.


    "Should I eat the poison and die here, now?"


    "Whoa, I don''t know you two are that seriously in love." Zheng Shuang faked a surprised look and covered her mouth with her hand. Xia Sha snorted and pursued her lips.


    "I just rejected the guy, don''t I? Is this face full of love?" Xia Sha asks sarcastically.


    "You look callous and cold as usual. I can''t even see what are you scheming right now. Wait! Is making Senior Guan Xian attracted to you is also a scheme??" Zheng Shuang did not even breathe as she asks.


    "No, I haven''t make a scheme in these two years." She answers and decided to avoid the latter questions. Xia Sha brushes her perfectly drawn eyebrow gently. She could not bring herself to said she really had a crush on Guan Xian to Zheng Shuang.


    "So you do like him." Zheng Shuang said casually. "Well, that''s sad. I thought we could be sisters-in-law."


    "Let''s not talk about that. The future is pretty unclear. There''s a lot of cases where people did not marry their fiancee. Or he might cheated on you." Xia Sha wiggles her eyebrow as she teased Zheng Shuang. She cleverly shifted the attention to Zheng Shuang.


    "That is mean.." Zheng Shuang makes a duck face, while Xia Sha laughed at her.

 Chapter 67 - Please Take A Good Care Of Our Family Legacy

    When the emcee starts to announce the auction will starts in ten minutes, Xia Sha and Zheng Shuang intertwined their arm and walked together back to the ballroom.


    They walk past series of doors in the long hallway, only to hear shouting voices from one of the doors. Xia Sha lifted her eyebrow a glance at Zheng Shuang.


    Zheng Shuang tilted her head. "The Tang priest said that I should keep myself far from other people''s business for these three weeks." She calmly chimed in with a smile.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes point at the door with her thumb. "I think that is Ling bastard''s voice and his mistress."


    Zheng Shuang gasped and picked up her long dress. "Why don''t you say from the start? let''s go!" She shouted lowly and dragged Xia Sha''s wrist.


    Xia Sha is stunned when she sees Zheng Shuang starts running with her heels 16 cm heels. She broke into a grin before running with her. The two women pressed their ears against the door at the same time as the two of them carefully trying to steal information from the conversation inside.


    "Meng Ran, what did you do again this time?" Ling Guang sounds enraged as he shouted at her frustratedly.


    "I did not do anything!"


    "Did not do anything? What did you give to young master Guan? Do you think I''m so stupid? That is the file about Xia''s Corporation''s new product, right?"


    Xia Sha''s heart stops beating for a moment. Her face fell when she heard Ling Guang''s words. What is this? Ling Guang has the file about her new product, and Meng Ran gives it to Guan Xian?


    Is this the flash disk Guan Xian forced her to hand out before?


    "It''s not-"


    "Scr*w you! Do you think I don''t know what you had done behind my back? You had been flirting with Guan Xian below my nose."


    "I don''t!"


    "You don''t? I have every copy of the text you send him. Are you blindly stupid or what? Can''t you see he only use you to get Xia Sha?"


    "Xia Sha again, Xia Sha again! It''s always been Xia Sha in your mind.


    If you love her that much, why did you cheat with me? Do you think every man is like you, so bewitched by Xia Sha?"


    "Oh, so you don''t think Guan Xian like Xia Sha? Then you must be blind. I don''t care what you want to do, but you better stop Guan Xian from giving the flash disk from Xia Sha. If she knew we are sabotaging her product, everyone in this country would see your sex tapes!"


    Loud gaps come from Meng Ran. Followed by low gasps from Zheng Shuang. Xia Sha is so speechless that she could not utter any words. Her fist clenched that her knuckles turn white.


    ***


    Xia Sha did not remember how she manages to walk into the ballroom without killing Meng Ran or Guan Xian inside the room. Zheng Shuang must have worked hard to help her gain back her composure and not shredding Ling Guang''s face right now.


    He is lucky that he sits behind Xia Sha. So Xia Sha could not see his jerk face and eventually vent out all of her anger at him.


    How dare they collude to trick her again. The last time that b*stard bought Meng Ran at her Xpods product launch, she hasn''t yet made them pay for it!


    Just how long this man planned to mess with her. He has cheated on her, hurting her psychically, Humiliating her at Grandfather Wang''s party, Threatening her, almost make her rapped, and now he wanted to sabotage her hard work?


    She had enough of Ling Guang and Meng Ran! She thought when everything end, they could live well separately. Whether she wants to forget it or not, he had given her a beautiful time at one point.


    A grateful dog has more worth than an ungrateful man.


    She couldn''t stand the sight of Ling Guang and Meng Ran anymore. This time, she will make sure Ling Guang, Meng Ran, and Bright Electronic Company disappear from this city forever!


    The first step. Xia Sha needs to get the flash disk from Guan Xian''s hand. She is not sure about asking for his help after turning him down. Feeling a little bit nervous, she steals a quick glance at Guan Xian, who sits at the front table.


    "What do you want to get tonight?" Xiao Zhan catch Xia Sha''s little movement tried to show a warm smile while diverting her mind. Xia Sha turned at him and shook her head decisively.


    "Oh, come one. This is Jian''s family auction. Everything on the list is priceless. We are lucky they arrange a public auction and not a private one this time," Xiao Zhan murmured while handling Xia Sha the little booklet.


    The little booklet consists of the things they were auction today, along with a description and starting price. The design was very thoughtful and beautiful. Xia Sha could see Jian Jun''s taking care of the details carefully.


    "That''s is why I am here. There is no way the Jian family suddenly wants to hold a public auction for no reason. There must be something important they want to announce today."


    The big four-family especially likes being lowkey and exclusive. Elites members like them held a tradition and selective of their social circle. They choose to throw a party at their own gigantic house rather than a hotel ballroom like this.


    While the older generation is stricter, the younger generation is not too loose either. It''s rare for Wang Kai, Guan Xian, Ji Cun Xi, Jian Jun, and even Xiao Ni to attend a party. So today''s event must be important.


    "I see that. But you really fancy nothing?" Xiao Zhan slides closer to Xia Sha. His little action is caught by the dark brown eyes from the front row. Scowling, he averted his gaze angrily.


    Xia Sha is not aware of this as her gaze falls on the last picture at the little booklet. The painting from an earlier performance. She actually planned to bid on it and give it to Shen Ao Tian. She felt the painting really suit his temper.


    "Let just see first," She decides and closes the little booklet.


    At first, the auction went peacefully. However, when the legendary rose pin comes out, Meng Ran excitedly raised her bid on it. Xia Sha almost picks up her stick to fight her, but Xiao Ni has raised her first.


    "I won''t let her win," She even said with a loud enough voice for everyone to hear. It''s clear she wanted to mess up with Meng Ran.


    Xia Sha is glad she shares the same nausea feelings on the same person with Xiao Ni this time. It just makes things easier since Xiao Ni always get everything she wanted. It''s like she herself is the fortune goddess.


    Of course, Meng Ran couldn''t bid out Xiao Ni, who walk to the podium with a victorious grin on her beautiful face. Xia Sha caught Wang Kai silently messaging his temple but chuckling. Guan Xian is shaking his head but clapping his hand. Ji Cun Xi smiles proudly while Jian Jun is smiling.


    Their table is just too eyecatching.


    When a golden phoenix hairpin appears on the stages, Meng Ran tried to bid it once again. This time she cleverly asks Ling Guang helps to bid for her. Ling Guang looks reluctant, but for the loving images he wanted to show, he helped her bid anyway.


    "two million." Ling Guang bids. Xia Sha glanced sharply at him and picked up her board.


    "So lame, ten million." She said smugly, provoking Ling Guang and Meng Ran on the back seat.


    "Eleven million," Ling Guang call while gritting his teeth. It''s a bid amount for him, but he did not want to lose from Xia Sha.


    "Twenty." Xia Sha raised two times from her bids once again.


    "Twenty-five." Ling Guang said painfully. Xia Sha smirked and raised her board again.


    "Forty." She said without looking at Ling Guang. But her arrogant and soothing voices are enough to trample on his pride.


    "Forty going one, Going two. Going three..." The moderator counted and Ling Guang did not raise his board again. Even Meng Ran did not dare to ask for more since forty million is way over her budget.


    "The Red Ruby golden phoenix hairpin, donated by the beautiful Mrs.Guan Qian Si from Guan family is sold to Ms. Xia Sha from the Xia family for forty million. Please welcome Ms. Xia Sha on the stages." Round applause rang throughout the big ballroom as the moderator announce Xia Sha as the winner.


    Xia Sha is stupified, she did not know it was donated by Guan Xian''s mother. No wonder Meng Ran desperately wants to win the golden hairpin. She tried to calm herself and walk to the stages while chanting ''grace under pressure'' along the way.


    Upon the stage, she could see every one eye on her clearly. Xiao Zhan''s complicated looks, Xiao Ni, Zheng Shuang, and Kai Zin''s teasing smiles, and those dark brown eyes'' meaningful gaze fall on her.


    She tried to ignore all the piling up feelings that bursting our inside and calmly take the golden hairpin from the moderator''s hand. Despite everything, she really does like the exquisite and luxurious design of the hairpin.


    She doesn''t regret spending forty million for the hairpin and Ling Guang''s humiliation at all. What she regrets is hearing the short thank you speech from Guan Xian.


    "Thank you for your generous donation, Ms. Xia. I''m glad you like something from our Guan family. I''m glad The Red Ruby Golden Phoniex Hairpin is now your hand, please take a good care of our family legacy." He smirked while staring at her from his seat, a mic on his mouth.


    "..."


    Your family legacy you said? If it''s a legacy, why did you auction it?! The hairpin on her hand suddenly felt heavier than before. Xia Sha look at the hairpin on her hand with horror.


    No matter who hears Guan Xian, they felt like there is a deeper meaning under his short speech. For the one who is clever, they could catch his hidden confession for Xia Sha!


    Young Master Guan is indeed crafty!

 Chapter 68 - She Hasnt Yet To Fall, But He Had Caught Her.

    Meng Ran looks grim on her seat as she listens to Guan Xian''s speech. Ling Guang notices this, but he practically did not care about her anymore. He''s more concerned about the flash disk on Guan Xian''s hand right now.


    If that flash disk falls on Xia Sha''s hand or she knew about the things he has done behind her. He knew death is just a matter of time.


    Forget about Xia Sha''s revenge that is coming. He should face the wrath of the shareholders and Xiao Yu, his biggest investor right now. Meng Ran has placed him between the deep sea and hell. How is he supposed to escape from this death trap?


    He keeps eyeing Guan Xian nervously.


    "Meng Ran, you need to find a way to get that flash disk. You will be dead if you fail this!" He whispers with a tone full of threatening. He leans inward his body so nobody could hear his voice. Meng Ran forced a smile in front of the public as she nods her head like an obedient little wife.


    If she is not surrounded by important people today, that could be one of her future. She wanted to push Ling Guang''s body away from her, desperately!


    Hmph! Ever since Ling Guang lost control over the Bright Electronic shares, he just changed to a different man. He no longer coaxes or buys her gift. His focus was solely on the company and his new product.


    He has been dissatisfying for a long while now that she meets the perfect man of her dream. Guan Xian.


    But damn Xia Sha! Why does Guan Xian fall for that witch instead?


    She is so callous and cold. She did not even look interested in Guan Xian, but he confessed that he is pursuing her. Not once, but twice in two hours!


    Why Xia Sha gets everything so easily while she needs to work hard? She could not even get the rose pin she wanted and lose the golden hairpin from the Guan family to Xia Sha!


    The auctions become so dull and boring in Meng Ran''s eyes afterward. Every time the moderator said something, he would remind her of the things Xia Sha snatch from her.


    "Our last piece is something freshly bake from the oven," The moderator said before two people wearing white gloves and black suit carrying a painting.


    "Isn''t this the painting Master Mao paint in the beginning? Young Master Jian convince Master Mao to auction his painting? Unbelievable!" She heard the girl from the right table talking so enthusiastic.


    She narrowed her eyes at the Chinese ink painting and furrowed her eyebrow. It just a painting, she could not see what so valuable and special about it. Thinking that the auction will be even more boring, she takes a glass of wine and takes a little sip.


    "Starting price is 5 million!" The moderator announced. More than five boards raised in the air at the same time.


    Meng Ran could never understand these rich people burning money for something they couldn''t brag to their friends? What for?!


    "10 Million," Xia Sha''s perfect voice makes her heart perks up. She looked up almost instantly and looked in Xia Sha''s direction. The bold woman wearing a red dress is smiling enchantingly.


    Out of habit, she observed Ling Guang''s face whenever something related to Xia Sha comes out. Just like what she had expected, Ling Guang is staring at Xia Sha with those pathetic looks again.


    She gritted her teeth before her gaze landed on the board with her number. Without thinking, she raised her board when the moderator raises the price again.


    "15 Million to number 63."


    Xia Sha looked at Meng Ran with an unhappy face. Meng Ran isn''t interested in something she could not wears. She only joins the bid to beat her.


    Huh, does she think because she snatches Ling Guang once, she could win over her?


    "20," She calls.


    "21." Meng Ran sounds she has no fear in spending Ling Guang''s money.


    "25."


    "26." Meng Ran shamelessly call.


    "30!" There is no turning back in humiliating Meng Ran. Although she will overpay for the painting, at least the money would go to the cancer foundation.


    The fierce competition between Xia Sha and Meng Ran is something refreshing to watch. Especially in Guan Xian''s eyes, Xia Sha looks so beautiful when she put on her ''I will win so you better give up'' face.


    He loves to see her win. But he has a plan made with the painting involved. Sadly, he had to let the beauty be disappointed for a while. So when Ling Guang forcefully held Meng Ran''s hand to stop her bidding and Xia Sha almost win, he raised his board.


    "143 Million," Guan Xian bid indifferently.


    Ji Cun Xi choked his wine. He almost spurting out blood when his best friend confidently shouted the words. He glares at Guan Xian angrily as he cracked the pistachio nuts with his thumb and index finger, squeezing it open.


    Damn Guan Xian! He has shoved dog food down everybody''s throat three times in two hours! 143! I love you! I like you! I miss you! Or whatever sweet nothing he wanted to say to Xia Sha.


    He is pursuing Xia Sha. Could he be any more clear now?!


    Different from Ji Cun Xi, Xia Sha is very much stunned when he saw the man had outbid her in a hidden confession. She watched him button up his suit while walking to the stage with a smirked on his face.


    From the moment he stood on the stage, his gaze has fallen on Xia Sha the whole time. Xia Sha felt her heart began to pound widely again. This time it''s even faster and louder than before.


    "Well, Master Mao, thank you for giving me chances of acquiring your work. It''s always been a masterpiece, always." Mao Bu Yi is sitting next to Jian Jun nod his head slightly, giving Guan Xian a thumbs up.


    "You know, because of you, I got one more opportunity to burden the woman I like with another date." Guan Xian''s honest words make several people laugh and steal glances at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha keeps her cold face and flat lips but finding she is failing miserably when her cheeks burn hot.


    "Stop staring at her. She will get uncomfortable and run away from me again. Do you know how many times she has run away from me?" Guan Xian protested and pretend to frowns. The crowd cheers and gave Guan Xian a sudden round of applause for no reason.


    "Okay, Okay, enough of clapping. Let me just get this straight. I bought this painting because of her. So I''ll be giving this to the rightful owner." He gives back the mic to the moderator and walks down with a painting in his hand.


    Xia Sha watches him approaching her. Every step closer, her heart will pound louder and louder. Her whole body turns hot as his unfailing mischievous dark brown eyes collide with her''s.


    Contrast red and black formed when Guan Xian stood in front of Xia Sha and handing the painting to her. Xia Sha received the painting with a shaky hand. Not because the painting is so valuable that she got nervous. But by his sudden action makes her inner goddess dancing wildly inside.


    Tell her that she can''t fall in love with him. Her common-sense speaks again. But this time, the whole-cell inside of her just doesn''t want to listen to common sense. They decided to make her blush and smile like a girl in love.


    "Here, you don''t have to accept my feelings. I just want you to know that I''m meant every word I said to you before." He winked before walking back to his seat as if nothing has happened.


    Xia Sha stood there like a stupid statue, looking at the painting on her hand and another small black flash-disk rested on her palm. Only when Xiao Zhan calls her name, she manages to move her body and sit on her chair.


    Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure! Grace under pressure!


    She actually needs twelve times chanting Grace under pressure to gain back her composure. Guan Xian is chuckling secretly when he watched her acting like a confused little girl.


    Xiao Ni leans into Wang Kai while looking at her brother. "Does this mean I would lose my brother to my enemy soon?" Xiao Ni whispers with a slightly sad tone.


    Wang Kai pokes her cheeks and nonchalantly replied. "You have me,"


    Ji Cun Xin almost spurt out blood for a second time. His single souls are so tormented here on the table full of whipped people. For the first time, he actually wishes he has a stable girlfriend.


    Meng Ran''s focus is on Guan Xian''s handsome face when he smiles. It''s so infuriating that Xia Sha is the one who makes him smiles like that and not her!


    "Don''t forget the flash disk!" Ling Guang whispered while failing to notice Guan Xian has perfectly given the flash disk in Xia Sha''s hand.


    Xiao Zhan''s face is really dark when he found Xia Sha starts smiling. His lips twitched as he enviously asked, "Do you like that painting that much?"


    He should have joined the bid, but Guan Xian had the moderator stops at him. Dang, it!


    "Hm, I really like it." Xia Sha murmured while her eyes glued at the black flash disk. Looks like Guan Xian is not lying when he said he will catch her if she falls.


    She hasn''t yet to fall, but he had caught her.

 Chapter 69 - He Doesnt Even Let Me Touched The Flash Disk

    Xia Sha carefully places the flash disk inside the golden hairpin box. Her movement was swift. As if she is only opening the box because she cherishes what''s inside. Only Xiao Zhan, who is sitting next to her, could see what she is doing.


    "You better copy the file in your phone if it''s important." Xiao Zhan said inwardly with a faint smile. Since Guan Xian acts so secretly to pass the flash disk to Xia Sha, it must be something important.


    "I can help you copy it in the bathroom."


    Xia Sha looked at him with a cools gleam in her eyes for a mere second before tugging a smirk on her face. "And let you know about it? No, thank you."


    "Hah, so you can believe Guan Xian and not me?" Xiao Zhan pressed his lips into a thin line. He got a flat glance from Xia Sha.


    "That man gives me an investor and a great platform to sell my products. While you, you stole my project and cheated on me before. Tell me, which should I believe in more?" She said indifferently.


    "..."


    Xiao Zhan wants to sulk, but he knew she wouldn''t care. In the end, he only scoffed and muttering, "A known mistake is better than an unknown truth."


    "And what is the truth I did not know again?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow towards him. She knew he was talking about Guan Xian in general. Guan Xian''s bad reputation as a womanizer is well known to everyone in the social circle.


    "When I found out, I''ll tell you." Xiao Zhan averted his gaze from Xia Sha restlessly. Xia Sha rolls her eyes at him before hitting his arm.


    "Stop focusing on unimportant matters and do your job well. I''ll kill you if you dare to mess up my project." Although her tone sounds cold, Xiao Zhan is sure he caught a smile in her eyes.


    It''s the first time she talks to Xiao Zhan as friends after the feud between them. Xiao Zhan could not hold his bright smile anymore.


    "How could I? there is this nitpicking woman in our group."


    "I''m not nitpicking. I''m just showing you the right way to do it," Xiao Zhan chuckle at her snappy answers. Xia Sha pursues her lips and looks away from Xiao Zhan to two people on the back table.


    She accidentally met Ling Guang''s gaze directed to her. Xia Sha lifted her lips right corner and raised a glass of wine to him. Ling Guang looks surprised and hurriedly raises his glass of wine to Xia Sha.


    There are two dark faces in the ballroom after that short interaction between Xia Sha and Ling Guang. Guan Xian throws a glare at Xia Sha, but Xiao Zhan is the lucky one to ask her personally.


    "What are you doing?!" He said in disbelief.


    "Celebrating his downfall." Xia Sha cherry lips curled into a cruel smirk. Then, she clinks her glass to Xiao Zhan''s empty glass.


    "You are terrifying," Xiao Zhan shook his head. Xia Sha titled her head and grin.


    "I''ve been so good for too long. It''s time to wake up and be bad."


    Ling Guang has rope enough advantage over her. This time, she won''t even give him a grain of rice.


    ***


    They serve dinner after the auction. In the first twenty-five minutes, those opportunity grabbers chat among themselves at their table. However, when one man stood up to walk to another table, they began to swarms all over the place.


    Among the four families descendant, Ji Cun Xi and Guan Xian are slightly more approachable than Wang Kai or Jian Jun. So several men went to greet Ji Cun Xi or Guan Xian as an alibies to talk to all of them.


    However, today, young master Guan is not in a good mood, and he is not afraid to show it to everyone. His face is dark, while he keeps furrowing his eyebrow at certain someone. There is no trace of a warm smile on his face. Only a forced faked one.


    He blatantly looks disinterested when people talk to him. He sometimes did not even bother to answer. This situation has put Ji Cun Xi as the only communicate-able person. Eventually, Ji Cun Xi got tired and gave up putting on friendly facades too. In the end, no one dares to come to their table again.


    "This table is filled with iceberg and statue today. I shouldn''t have sit here," Ji Cun Xi complained under his breath, looking at his brothers helplessly.


    Everybody at that table could hear his complaint. But no one wanted to open their mouth to console him. Ji Cun Xi exhale angrily and looked at Guan Xian.


    "What''s wrong with you today? Why you become one of them?" This group could be a group because of his and Guan Xian''s existence. The two of them have been carrying this group consisted of two icebergs. Now Guan Xian is leaving the job to stick the group alone to him! He might as well disband this group!


    "It''s useless to talk to him right now. He can''t hear you," Xiao Ni answer to pitiful Ji Cun Xi. Ji Cun Xi is too glad someone is responding to him. However, just when he smiles at Xiao Ni, Wang Kai has been eying for him sharply.


    "..."


    Xiao Ni has been ignoring Wang Kai''s effects on people''s mental health for a long time. She casually pointed at Xia Sha, who seems talking to a man with a seducing smile.


    "Damn, that girl seriously talking to his cheating ex again? amazing." Ji Cun Xi shook his head in wonder. Xia Sha gets additional points in Ji Cun Xi''s valuation of her.


    "Brother Ji, don''t underestimate her like that. That girl is even more scheming than me. I bet she has another plan right now," Xiao Ni said while observing Xia Sha''s beautiful movement.


    "You can scheme?" Wang Kai shouted in with teasing looks. Ji Cun Xi, Jian Jun, and even Guan Xian shot him a dirty look this time.


    I got fed up with your Public Display Affections!!!


    "There is no use to sulk here. If you don''t like what your woman is doing, go there and take care of your girl." Wang Kai said with his low voice.


    Guan Xian looks at him and raises his eyebrow. A smirk slowly rose on his handsome face. "You think I''m sulking here?"


    "If not, then what? You get pissed because she keeps talking to other guys," Jian Jun chimed in, direct and stabbing right on Guan Xian''s heart.


    Guan Xian pursued his lips and bitterly swallowed Jian Jun''s word. "Fine, I''m sulking. But I''m also thinking while sulking,"


    "What are you thinking?" Xiao Ni smells trouble from his brother. Guan Xian looks at Xiao Ni and only smiles meaningfully at her.


    Not far from their table, Xia Sha wittily starts a conversation with Ling Guang. Ling Guang is surprised by her sudden friendliness after shooing him earlier. He even almost got stress out by her.


    Xia Sha could see this and deliberately make him comfortable before carrying out her plans.


    "I''m sure our companies could work together some days in the future," she lies with a very kind face.


    Ling Guang is awkward when he heard this. Although slowly declining, he could not underestimate the Xia Corporation''s brand. Also, ever since he lost the deal with Guan Corporation, no local investor is bold enough to invest in Bright Electronic.


    Except for Xiao Yu. But in the process of that, he needs to ruin the Xia corporation. Now Xia Sha is offering a hand, what should he do?


    "I presume it would be a great help," He smiles politely, and Xia Sha smiles. People said a smile could bring a thousand memories back. Ling Guang finally knew what does it means.


    When she smiles, her eyes turned into a beautiful half-moon. A natural blush colors her pales cheek while sweetness crawling on the onlooker''s heart.


    Ling Guang felt she had become the girl he meets in college again. The sweet, witty, and sweet caroline of man''s dream.


    This thought has made him sighed inside his heart. Sourness fills the hollow he avoids with working late every day. Forget it. He has chosen this path and couldn''t turn back.


    "I see you are getting close with young master Guan," He smiles and moves on to another topic. It''s also his attempt to checked if Xia Sha knew about the flash disk yet.


    Xia Sha hides her mocking smiles with her shy blush. "I also can see Meng Ran is trying to get close to young master Guan, too,"


    "Well, what can I say. Young master Guan is a great investor," Ling Guang lowering his gaze at his glass. Covering up for Meng Ran is needed if he didn''t want to end up as a loser in Xia Sha''s eyes.


    "Ah, I see. That''s why Guan Xian needs some files from Meng Ran. Why does he need to be all secretive about it? He doesn''t even let me touched the flash disk." Xia Sha murmured, but make sure it''s loud enough for Ling Guang''s to hear.


    Ling Guang''s ears instantly perk up when he heard this. Great! Young master Guan did not give it to Xia Sha. Meng Ran better moves now.


    "I need to find Meng Ran now. Great time talking to you, Xia Sha," He touches Xia Sha''s hand warmly before he bids his goodbye.


    "Yeah, great time talking to you too," Xia Sha mutters as Ling Guang''s back disappear at the crowd.

 Chapter 70 - Ill Make Sure You Will Be Mine

    Ling Guang could easily find Meng Ran between the illegitimate daughter''s assemble. They are so loud when they chat, but they are probably the least complicated crowd in the room.


    "It''s okay, sister Meng. Losing to Xiao Ni is not embarrassing at all. She never loses," one girl said. A sour smile formed on Meng Ran''s innocent face.


    "I know. It just a shame Ling Guang lose the golden hairpin to Xia Sha too." Meng Ran pursed her lips, looking like a pitiful white rabbit.


    If Ling Guang heard this in the past, he will felt guilty and sorry for losing. However, now he has known Meng Ran''s real motive, he had no feeling left for her, except for regrets.


    How stupid is he, losing Xia Sha for Meng Ran?


    Alas, he usually ignores the thoughts because he hates admitting he is wrong. However, Xia Sha smiles just now has made changes in his heart right now.


    Thus, when he looks at Meng Ran''s fake pitiful expression, he felt nothing but hatred. When Ling Guang approaches the group, he merely smiles politely before pulling Meng Ran''s wrist.


    "Meng Ran, I need to talk to you," He said with a flat tone and minimal smiles. Meng Ran knew Ling Guang is about to scold her again, so she tries to avoid him. But seeing the impatient look from his eyes, she swallows her idea and quietly follows him.


    "Guan Xian did not give the flash disk to Xia Sha." Ling Guang informs as soon as they got to the quiet place. Meng Ran''s face lightens up as her eyes curled into a smile.


    "Ah! I knew it."


    "Now is your chance to take it back from him." Ling Guang almost did not listen to Meng Ran and immediately say his point. Meng Ran rolls her eyes and looks at Guan Xian, who is sitting far from where they stand.


    "How? I don''t even know where did he put the flash disk." Meng Ran said reluctantly.


    "That is not my problem to solve. I don''t care. If Xia Sha got the file, you are doomed." Ling Guang cruelly turns his back to Meng Rang and left her alone. In his opinion, he is kind-hearted enough to give Meng Ran this information.


    Meng Ran shot a gaze full of hatred at Ling Guang''s back before averting her gaze to Xia Sha.


    "You witch! If you still want Ling Guang, why don''t you take him back? Why did you need to bewitch Guan Xian''s too?" She murmured before stomping her feet back to her crowd while finding the opportunity to take the flash disk back.


    ***


    The boring chattering stopped when slow music starts to play in the background. A couple of couples is enjoying themselves on the dance floor. The atmosphere they created is sweet, while the onlookers felt the sourness by watching them.


    Xia Sha is one of those onlookers. But she hides her pathetic sides behind a beautiful smile and a glass of champagne in her hand. Xia Sha has forgotten how many glasses she had emptied. But her mind is still as clear as the bright chandelier.


    "I''m going to refill my drink," Xia Sha said before stepping away from Xiao Zhan, who is standing next to her.


    "Stop drinking. You''ve finished the fourth glass now. it''s enough." Xiao Zhan took the glass from Xia Sha''s hand. Xia Sha narrowed her sight at him and frowned.


    "You are not my dad," She sassily said before forcefully take back her glass.


    "Yeah, I''m not. But I care for you probably more than your dad does. So listen to me and stop drinking." Xiao Zhan raised his eyebrow and smiles. He stretches his hand to take back the empty glass.


    Xiao Zhan attempts to take the glass almost succeeds if another hand didn''t meddle. Just like the other day in the hotel, Guan Xian tapped Xiao Zhan''s shoulder and interrupted them.


    "She wanted to drink, let her drink," The ever-enigmatic voices get the attention of Xiao Zhan and Xia Sha.


    Facing the curious, big eyes, Guan Xian looks at the nearest waitress, and he immediately takes a new glass of champagne and approaches them.


    Xiao Zhan''s face darkens as he said, "Senior, I''m thankful for your concern for us. But-"


    "Oh, you don''t have to worry. I''m not concerned about you," Guan Xian answer, while his hand leisurely give newly filled champagne to Xia Sha.


    Xiao Zhan: "..." I''m not talking about me either.


    Xia Sha takes the glass hesitantly as she lowered her gaze to the hand, which holds the crystal glass. There is a teeth mark there. Xia Sha''s lips twitched when she saw it. She quickly retracted her gaze before Guan Xian''s caught her.


    "It still stings. For your information."


    Yup, he did catch her staring at the mark.


    Guan Xian is standing between her and Xiao Zhan right now. Xiao Zhan could easily see the mark too. He lifted his head and turned to Xia Sha with questioning looks.


    "Well, my pride is still stinging too," Xia Sha tried to sound nonchalant, but her red cheeks betrayed her. God knows how hard for her to forget about his ''indecent'' acts at the balcony.


    Moreover, the trace he left every much remind her every second.


    "Well, I hope it stings for a long time. So you''ll keep thinking of me," Guan Xian grinned and kissed the top of her hand.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and looks at him in disbelief. Guan Xian''s sudden acts had gain attention from more people instantly. Xia Sha quickly pulls her hand and glares at him.


    "What are you doing ?!" She snapped at him.


    "You promise me to dance, so I come to collect it," Guan Xian didn''t mind her respectful answer. Instead, his tone got even gentler than before.


    Xia Sha gritted her teeth while surpassing the bursting feeling on her stomach. Why can''t he give up already have? She has done everything to push him away. Why did he keep coming around?


    "You wouldn''t go away until I agree, right?" She scoffed. Try to calm the butterfly on her stomach and tingling heart.


    "You know the answer to that, beautiful." Guan Xian tilted his head. He pointed at the dancing floor with his chin, showing his gummy smiles.


    Xia Sha''s common sense lose from her heart once again as soon as he sees his smiles. Her inner goddess scream when she heard her says, "Fine. A promise is a promise."


    Guan Xian stretches out his hand once again to lead her to the dance floor. However, Xia Sha ignores his hand and walk on her own. Guan Xian wrinkled his nose and shook his head silently.


    Before she walks too far, he left Xiao Zhan and chased her steps.


    A smug face hides her shyness, Xia Sha dance under the luxurious chandelier. Guan Xian''s hand cover almost half of her back. While their chest almost touches, she keeps avoiding looking at him.


    "So, about what happened on the balcony," He whispers slowly.


    Guan Xian starts a conversation while putting her head close to his chest. His fast heart rate rang out at Xia Sha''s ears once again. She felt familiar.


    "There is nothing to discuss that. I don''t like you, and we can''t date." Xia Sha cut him off before he starts to mention the topic she avoids.


    Guan Xian''s reflects is to pull his upper body to the back and look at Xia Sha with a fake surprised look. "You don''t like me, but you kiss me back. Xia Sha, who thought you to spout out terrible lies like this."


    Xia Sha felt her ears and back is burning. She could felt his hand caress her back slowly and gently in a circular motion. His eyes alighted with hidden desires pointedly look at her.


    "I guess your skin is so thick that my slap doesn''t leave an impression," Xia Sha''s eyes travel all over the room, only to avoid looking back at those deep, brown eyes.


    Guan Xian got annoyed, but he could not use his hand to stop her from moving around. So he cleverly widens his eyes, and when her guard slack off for a bit, he brings his head closer to her in a quick movement.


    "The slaps don''t, but the kiss certainly does." His sudden movement makes Xia Sha look at him in surprise. Their eyes finally met, and it makes Guan Xian smiles.


    Xia Sha stunned for a moment as her brain froze. Her body sways along with him and the rhythms. The ballroom is crowded with people, but for Xia Sha, it seems like there is only the two of them there.


    "Xia Sha, do you trust me that I won''t give up until you be mine?" He suddenly asked. There are not even the slightest jokes on her tone. It''s like he is not asking her question but declaring something.


    "Our differences, my reputation, your stone-cold heart. I''ll break them all.. And when I did, I''ll make sure you will be mine."

 Chapter 71 - If You Still Like Me After This, Tomorrow Is Day One

    It took Xia Sha almost one song long to collect herself from Guan Xian''s aggressive words. When she realized, another etude has played, which mean they need to finish another round of dancing.


    She clears her throat nervously before talking to him without looking at his eyes. "What exactly makes you interested in me. My appearance can fool you. I''m not a good person, seriously."


    It is the first time Guan Xian ever heard someone claimed themselves as a bad woman to their pursuer. He tightens his hand on her back and waist, bringing her body closer to him. Xia Sha hears his low chuckles and turns at him with a raised eyebrow.


    "What?" she snaps.


    "You are funny," He replies with a grin.


    "Do I look like a clown in your eyes?" Xia Sha snarls and rolls her eyes.


    "No, you look beautiful and cute and funny and lovely," Guan Xian did not hesitate in praising Xia Sha. He is not bluffing at all. His feeling towards Xia Sha is something he never felt with another girl.


    Her face, her heart is so different than another girl he ever met. He adores her. From the moment he has helped her in the grandfather''s Wang birthday, he has known this one will be different.


    Why? Because he usually stands in Ling Guang''s place, the bastard jerk who plays a woman. But his heartache and he felt hidden anger when he sees Ling Guang and Meng Ran.


    She drives him crazy by lingering on his mind all day. He never wanted someone this bad, and a constant rejection makes him want her more.


    "Uh-huh. Shame on me if I believe your honeyed words. God knew how many women have heard that from your mouth." Xia Sha hates how rational her mind and irrational mind mixed inside of her.


    "It''s partly your responsibility. You should come earlier and stop me wasting time on those girls." Guan Xian answer wittily. Xia Sha must admit that this guy is good with words.


    "If. I said if. If I agree to try this relationship." Xia Sha is stressing the world IF to the grinning man. "Can you guarantee to commit and never cheat with me," she asked.


    "So you do be lying when you said you don''t have any feelings for me," he smirked. Xia Sha crossed and bitten her tongue for saying nonsense.


    "Forget it. I drank too much," Xia Sha said coldly. Didn''t want to miss the golden opportunity, Guan Xian mention back the question she asked.


    "There is some point I needed to clarify. First of all, I never cheat, honey, because I never committed to anyone. You know about this, I''ve told you once. You know the reason why I don''t want to commit to anyone," Huan Xian smiles weakly at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha suddenly got reminded of the story he told when they accidentally met at the dandelion fields. Guan Xian''s care and love of mother Guan is very palpable. His father''s infidelity must have somehow left a scar on him.


    "We are all broken. But we deal with the pain in different ways." They subconsciously stop moving in the middle of the floor, right below the chandelier.


    Xia Sha holds her breath and lowering her head. She couldn''t lie to herself that she did like him and part of her wanted to try this relationship with him badly.


    With Guan Xian, she felt this spark and chemistry between them. His smiles, his voice, his body, even his body slowly turn her into an addict. It''s even stronger than the feeling she used to have for Ling Guang in the past.


    However, part of her did not want to face the consequences she has to bear if they failed this again. She cannot let herself fall into another pit, which she might never overcome this time.


    But then, he smiles. A smile with sweet dimples on his cheeks that Xia Sha found irresistible. In a blink of eyes, she found herself biting her lips and compromising to him.


    "You will see how I''m not a good person tonight, and-" She takes a long inhale as she straightens up her back. Guan Xian is still waiting for her answer patiently. Gentle smiles remain there as Xia Sha exhales slowly.


    "And If you still like me after this, tomorrow is day one."


    Guan Xian looks surprised. But rather than running away as Xia Sha think he would, he smirked and huskily said, "Deal."


    A beautiful smile marked on Xia Sha''s face, and three seconds after Guan Xian agrees, horrific screams filled the entire ballroom. Guan Xian raised his eyebrow and looked at Xia Sha with a shocked face.


    Xia Sha enchanting beauty filled more un-real when she looked at him with a crafty smile. Her sharp, bold eyeliner is highlighting the wicked lights on her eyes right now.


    Before Guan Xian could ask her what did she did, she put her slender index finger in the middle of her blood-red lips. She raised her chin and pointed at the west balcony, where another bone-chilling scream audible to the guess.


    "Let me go! AHHHHH! HELP!"


    "NO! DON''T TOUCH ME! DON''T TOUCH ME! LET ME GO!"


    Another voice comes from the corner of the ballroom. Xia Sha''s smiles got even lovely when the familiar clamor distracts them from the balcony.


    "LET ME GO!"


    "LET ME GO!"


    Two different screams merge into one. The whole ballroom is expecting a big drama they will watch in anticipation.


    What will happen this time?


    Whose family going to fall?


    Who did these people offend tonight?


    Guan Xian gives his people a look, ordering them to find out the ruckus this little woman might create behind. Xia Sha turns her body towards him in slow motion. A seductive smile hanging on her little face as she asked, "Young master Guan, do you still like me?"


    ***


    Someone broke off to Jian Jun''s private room beside the ballroom, and the stepdaughter from the Xiao family almost experience a sexual assault. What horrible things these two-woman has done tonight.


    Guan Xian instantly got a headache after listening to Tang Yu Bin''s explanation.


    He can see the silent wrath Jian Jun is dealing with and the calm smiles Xia Sha shows at the same time but in different positions.


    "So, that guy is raping someone up there while his lover is snooping and stealing around. What kind of person you''ve invited." Ji Cun Xi couldn''t overcome his amusement to Ling Guang and Meng Ran.


    "From what we found, Mr. Ling Guang is under the influence of an aphrodisiac which coming from the drink Miss Xiao Xing get from her mother. While Miss Meng Ran wanted to take something from Mr. Guan." Bryant, Jian Jun''s people, explain what he found in five minutes of investigations.


    Jian Jun massage his temple. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath before he finally said, "Bryant, help me deal with them. The party must go on."


    Bryant nods his head with no hesitation.


    "I''ll come with you," Guan Xian decided after pondering for a while. If this is Xia Sha''s doing, he wanted to know everything she has done throughout.


    He wanted to know immoral is her schemes that she could be sure he wouldn''t like her anymore after he knew.


    Ji Cun Xi clicked her tongue and sniggers, "Don''t tell me this has something to do with your new girl," he raised his eyebrow.


    He didn''t like the fact that Guan Xian choosing a girl over Jian Jun. Jian Jun is announcing something important tonight, that''s why they came in the first place. But now, Guan Xian wanted to miss the big moment just to fawn over a girl?


    Guan Xian glances at him coldly before raising his chin. "I see you have some problems with me liking her. What is it exactly, brother?" Guan Xian adequately emphasizes the last word.


    Ji Cun Xi averted his gaze, did not want to answer Guan Xian''s question, or starts a fight with him. Jian Jun stood up between Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi and coldly glace at them.


    "Forget it. I come here to support Jian Jun, not to fight. You can do whatever you wanted." Ji Cun Xi walk away from the room with a straight face.


    Jian Jun turn at Guan Xian with his usual emotionless face. He shot a glance at the ballroom and said, "Come on."


    Guan Xian nods his head slightly, slowly but firmly trailing behind Jian Jun. In the end, he comes back to the ballroom where everyone is chattering like busy bees once again.


    In the middle of them, Xia Sha is still standing there. Alone. Sipping her champagne as nothing happen before.


    Jian Jun emotionlessly leave him to prepare his announcement when Xiao Ni approached Guan Xian from afar.


    "Brother, do you know what happens?" She asked with her adorable big eyes. It makes Guan Xian''s sullen mood from almost fighting with Cun Xi get betters.


    "Hm, I know," he replied curtly.


    "Hah. I can''t believe it. Do you know who almost drink that glass?" Xiao Ni shook her head in disbelief. Guan Xian actually did not know about this, so he waited for Xiao Ni to answer her own question.


    "Your stupid best friend and me!"

 Chapter 72 - You Said You Are A Bad Person?

    Guan Xian shot his little sister a confused face when Wang Kai appears beside Xiao Ni.


    "She meant she almost got fooled by those cheap tricks." Wang Kai explained with his cold face. He is slightly glancing at the balcony.


    "That yellow-poisoned frog is asking for death today. No wonder she suddenly has the guts to offer us a drink. Turn out she wanted to do unspeakable things to you!" Xiao Ni glare at Wang Kai with eyes full of hatred.


    Wang Kai''s shoulder slumped down with aggrieved looks. They just made up after he cheats on her, IN HER DREAM. Now this stupid accident happens, he didn''t know what else should he do to coax her.


    Xiao Ni certainly did not want to use her logic right now. It''s written all over her face, ''It''s your fault!'' to Wang Kai. Guan Xian shook his head slowly as they start to bicker.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, let me ask you. Do you see how the glass ends up in Ling Guang''s hand?"


    Xiao Ni and Wang Kai stop fighting and turn their focus to Guan Xian. "Xia Sha suddenly come and seize the glass from Xiao Xing''s hand." Xiao Ni answers with an innocent face while Wang Kai smirks.


    Guan Xian opens his mouth and closed it the very next second. These three people...


    "Do you have fun?" Guan Xian asked in disbelief. But he is happy.


    He knew it. There is no way Xia Sha could create such a clean crime by herself. She manages to formulate such a precise trap for each of them in a short time. He almost thought she is a genius or something.


    However, with Xiao Ni and Wang Kai ''accidentally'' helping. There is nothing impossible.


    "I''ll fill out the blank later. Now get your woman before another man vying for her again!" Xiao Ni narrowed her eyes at Guan Xian and hinting at Xia Sha''s direction.


    Guan Xian followed Xiao Ni''s word and found Xiao Zhan figure is approaching Xia Sha again. "Darn it! that boy again," he cursed before walking at a fast pace.


    Xiao Ni looks at her silly brother while crossing her arms in front of her chest. "Hmph, consider this is his good karma for having such a kind sister."


    "Hmm, it would be even nicer if she didn''t blame me for something I don''t do."


    "Well, consider it''s your bad karma for having a reasonable fiancee!" Xiao Ni shrugs her shoulder before walking away from Wang Kai. Wang Kai groaned inwardly before pulling the back collar of Xiao Ni''s dress.


    "Stay here. It''s almost time for Jian Jun''s announcement." Wang Kai said with her deep voice as he pulls Xiao Ni to sit on the newly arranged chair. Xiao Ni huffed but obeying his words.


    Not far behind Xiao Ni and Wang Kai, Guan Xian is once again facing Xiao Zhan''s frown as he tried to steal Xia Sha for the third time tonight.


    "Sigh, Xiao family''s child. Give up already. You have missed your chance." Guan Xian''s voice is a mixture of arrogant, tired, and bragging tone all into one.


    "Senior, your family''s mighty seat is there, in front of us. Our seat is here, behind you. So with all due respect, please," Xiao Zhan trying to repel Guan Xian back to his seat.


    "Oh, you don''t have to worry about that. I''m not going to steal your seat," Guan Xian said with a friendly smile but pressuring words.


    I only want to steal your date :)


    "Oh, then why are you here, senior? Don''t tell me you wanted to honor our humble table with your presence." Xiao Zhan did not give up on stopping Guan Xian from stealing Xia Sha away, again.


    Guan Xian chuckles and glances at Xiao Zhan. "You are funny," he said with unkind smiles.


    Xia Sha could feel the thick atmosphere these two men start emitting. Her lips twitched when both of them eyeing her with a meaningful look.


    ''You''ve agreed to be with me. We are together now! Don''t you dare to stay with this stinky boy!'' Guan Xian glared at her with a forceful smile.


    "Xia Sha, you come here as my date. I will destroy your project if you leave me alone here'' Xiao Zhan''s visible frown and bulging eyes are practically screaming at her.


    Xia Sha scoffed and shook her head towards both of them. "You two can sit together. I''m going with my friend there."


    Guan Xian is left dumbfounded when Xia Sha has walked a few steps away from them. He had no other choice but to caught her wrist and whisper something in her ears.


    Xiao Zhan could see Xia Sha''s body turn tense after Guan Xian finish talking to her. He had taken one step forward to help her out when he sees she has gained back her composure, replying Guan Xian in low voices.


    Xia Sha, then leisurely walking towards Kai Xin''s table, which only has one chair left. Xia Sha fit in perfectly and ignore two grown-up men who are standing near her chair.


    Seeing that Xia Sha give no face to both of them, Guan Xian scoffed and sourly looked away, walking back to his seat. Xiao Zhan straightens his suit and peacefully pulls his chair.


    However, there is still a silent war going between Guan Xian and Xiao Zhan throughout the event.


    Guan Xian finds Ji Cun Xi is sitting next to him with a chilly aura around him. Feeling slightly guilty, he decides to talk to him first.


    "Apology accepted, Bro." It is Guan Xian''s way of apologizing to his brother.


    When Ji Cun Xi heard this, a grin broke out on his expressionless face. Guan Xian pulls him into a brotherly hug immediately.


    "Don''t hug me, you moron." Cun Xi punched his shoulder. They laughed after that, leaving people near them in wonder. Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi share the same understanding and ignore people''s gaze on them.


    The event finally continued when the emcee appears and invites Jian Jun as the host to has his moment on the stages. Everyone welcome him with a round of applause.


    Jian Jun nod and immediately starts his speech. The usual thank you for coming and appreciating everyone involved in today''s event has been carried out, and finally, they come to what everyone is waiting tonight.


    Xia Sha listens to every word Jian Jun said carefully. She just knew something is about to happen when Guan Xian whisper those words to her ears.


    "You said you are a bad person? Baby, you should watch and learn how to be bad before proclaiming yourself as a bad person," that was the words he whispers to her ears.


    She pretends to comprehend what he means and replied snappily to him. However, now that Jian Jun is finally announcing the news, she suddenly got nervous.


    "As all of you might have known. I took an interest in politics since my early year. Building a career since I''m 18 years old, I felt the calling to serve this city that we love with the time that I have. After pondering about it for a long time, I finally decided this is the time to directly jumped into the dirty pond. So tonight, in front of my fellows family and friends, I would like to announce my candidature as Capital City 2018 mayor."


    A shocking gasp filled the entire room. Nobody remembers to clap their hand after hearing the sudden announcement. Only when Ji Cun Xi, Guan Xian, Wang Kai, and Xiao Ni clap their hands, people began to follow.


    "Great!" Ji Cun Xi shouted from his seat, smiling brightly as if Jian Jun is his idol.


    Xia Sha sees the whole room erupted into silent chaos. There is a happy, confused, and pale face come to her visions. But everyone has the same response right now, to clap and fake cheers.


    "Damn, they make people choose sides when they actually on one side this whole time," Kai Xin shook her head while clapping her hand.


    "What do you know about politics? Do you think they are on one side just because Young Master Jian choose to run for mayor?" Kai Xin''s father looks calmer than the rest of the people.


    "But-" Kai Xin pointed at Jian Jun and said in low voices. "He will definitely win the election. He will be on the government side eventually."


    "You silly goose! Why do you think Young Master Jian will definitely win the election?" Kai Xin''s father pressed his lips into a thin line.


    "Because he is the perfect candidate. People will love him! Just look at his face, he will at least win all the votes from those who just got their identity card." Kai Xin got a gently knocked at her forehead for her


    inconsequential answers.


    "Handsome is all you know! Xia Sha, tell your friend why Jian Jun will definitely win the election." Father Kai seems to lose hope in teaching his daughter a lesson.


    Xia Sha blankly turns at Kai Xia as she swallows hard her saliva down to her throat. Jian Jun running for election with the big four families behind his back means, "The government has lost to the big four families."


    Her Xia Corporation is doomed.

 Chapter 73 - Ah Yeah, Who Knew We Have That Kind Of Fate

    "The government has lost to the big four families." Xia Sha murmured to herself as she watched Jian Jun walking down from the stage elegantly. She slowly shifted her eyes to where Guan Xian stand, clapping with his dignified manner for Jian Jun.


    Who knows that he has been looking at her the whole time with a fainted smile on his face.


    The four families have won the war with the government. Jian Jun runs for the mayor, but what does this mean?


    Is Jian Jun''s position is given by the government as a peace offer? Or he runs for mayor because the four families wanted to control the government?


    Did it place her company in a favorable position?


    No, scratch that. How does this going to affect the Xia family now that the giant behind them loses?


    What action does her family need to takes?


    There are so many questions running on her mind that she needs to take another glass of champagne and finish it down in one gulp.


    "Are you thirsty?" Kai Xin is surprised.


    "I''m drowning." Xia Sha answer after put down her glass harshly.


    ***


    The party carries on, but nothing interesting is left since the ''main dish'' is out.


    Xia Sha''s sharp eyes move from the champagne on her hand to the man sitting at the front table. She watches the capable man stood up with his annoying smirk, making his way toward her direction.


    Xia Sha remain seated while waiting for her, either knight in shining armor or executioner showing his intention.


    "Are you and friend or a foe," She sharply asked with a direct manner when he takes over Kai Xin''s seat.


    "Easy there, ice princess." He chuckles lowly and leans over the chair lazily. "I thought we agree on lovers'' term?"


    "Changed my mind." Xia Sha said nonchalantly.


    "Why?"


    "Because you are eviler than me."


    Guan Xian: "..." do you have some a villain syndrome or something?


    "Do you think you can use me if I didn''t let you?" He smirks. He put his elbow on the table, resting his head on his hand and smiling at Xia Sha teasingly.


    Xia Sha did not answer his question.


    Indeed, she is using him right now to get rid of Ling Guang and Meng Ran. She makes Ling Guang thought the flash disk was still on Guan Xian''s hand, hinting that he might put it in Jian Jun''s hidden room.


    And while Ling Guang forced Meng Ran to take the flash disk, she sees Xiao Xing''s mother putting something into the wine she gave to Xiao Xing. Xiao Xing tried to offer the wine to Wang Kai, but Wang Kai is too smart to be fooled.


    Xia Sha glance at Xiao Ni, and she quickly looks back at her. She smirked and gesture balcony. Xiao Ni thought it''s fun to join Xia Sha''s game, so she make Wang Kai fake drink the wine.


    As Xiao Xing waited for Wang Kai to get tipsy, Xia Sha told Ling Guang that Xiao Zhan wanted to talk to him on the balcony. Later, Xiao Ni once again makes Wang Kai walkout from the ballroom.


    "Where is Brother Wang?"


    "Oh, he said he''s feeling tipsy. So I told him to wait for me at the balcony."


    They chatted while walking past Xiao Xing. Thus the scream from the balcony and the secret room.


    That is how ladies and gentleman Xia Sha make Guan Xian and Jian Jun kill her enemy for her. So if someone smugly asked her, "Do you think you can use me if I didn''t let you?"


    Her answer will be, "Yes, I am."


    Guan Xian looks at her as if he is facing a fascinating five years old. He pulls out something from his pocket and plays a video for Xia Sha. "You call this scheming?"


    Xia Sha watches the phone, which now displaying Ling Guang and Meng Ran sorry states after Bryant kicks them out from the party. Xia Sha smirked and put her phone on the table too.


    "Sorry, but this is the real scheme," she proudly shows him the new article in a famous business online newspaper.


    ''THE QUESTIONABLE ATTITUDE OF BRIGHT ELECTRONIC CEO AND HER SECRETARY.''


    ''THE BIG FOUR FAMILY WILL BLOCK THE BRIGHT ELECTRONIC''


    ''MESSY PRIVATES LIFE OF BRIGHT ELECTRONIC CEO AND HIS SECRETARY''


    Guan Xian laughed when he sees the news. Xia Sha indeed working very past, she had led the public opinion to believe Bright Electronic had offended the big four-family.


    The HD picture of Guan''s family bodyguard kicks the CEO and secretary of Bright Electronic is proof that she has come well prepared.


    Guan Xian patted her head while praising her. "Smart girl, I like you even more now."


    "Don''t touch my hair!" Xia Sha smacks his hand away from her hair with a glare. Guan- Xian chuckles and but retracted his hand from her head.


    "You are not my boyfriend," She growls inwardly. But facing Guan Xian''s disapproving expression, she lowly added, "yet."


    Guan Xian finally smiles with a satisfied expression. Just when he wanted to ruffles her hair again, she hissed then hesitate.


    "I don''t think this is right. Let''s start with a friend." She shows a grin at Guan Xian. Guan Xian pressed his lips together while raising both of his eyebrows.


    "No?" Xia Sha said with a stiff smile, still showing her white teeth. Guan Xian shook his head sternly, Xia Sha subconsciously followed his movement.


    She looks like a silly puppy instead of the fierce images she likes to put out.


    "You are quickwitted. I like it. But baby, that isn''t how you scheme. This is how you do it," Guan Xian took Xia Sha''s phone to add his private number.


    In a mere second, Xia Sha heard a text notification from Guan Xian. Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow when Guan Xian waves the phone playfully in front of her face.


    Xia Sha seizes her phone from his hand with a frown.


    "A contract?" She gives a suspicious look at Guan Xian. Guan Xian shrugs his shoulder while smiling happily.


    "I told you, I''ll catch you if you fall. You got my number now, call me tonight. Girlfriend." Guan Xian left her with a wink as she still pondering on the file he just sends.


    Working contract of Williams Chan. A programmer. Bright Electronic.


    Xia Sha read the whole clause then close her phone. She looks in the direction where Guan Xian just left with a disbelief smile.


    When she prepared to go home, she found out that he has sent her another text.


    My Handsome Boyfriend: Do you like my gift?


    My Handsome Boyfriend: Don''t forget, tomorrow is our first day.


    Xia Sha could help smiling when she read his narcissistic name over and over again.


    Xia Sha: Well...


    Xia Sha: It''s okay.


    My Handsome Boyfriend: I knew you were lying~


    My Handsome Boyfriend: But that''s okay, I''ll prepare more surprises for you. Just wait for me ^^


    Xia Sha smile subconsciously rose. She didn''t realize this, but Xiao Zhan did.


    "What makes you so happy?" he asked with an enthusiastic face.


    Xia Sha is stunned for a moment when she sees Xiao Zhan''s genuine smile. Her heartfelt tingle of pity. It''s not like she didn''t aware of his feeling for her. But she has no way to return his feeling. Now that she somewhat in a relationship with Guan Xian, she should at least, tell him first, right?


    "Ready to go home?" he asks.


    Xia Sha nodded her head and followed him to his car. The road to her hotel only takes twenty minutes without traffic. Before going down, she takes a deep breath and looks toward Xiao Zhan with a serious face.


    "Xiao Zhan," she called his name with a heavy heart.


    "Hm?" Xiao Zhan hasn''t aware she is going to shot his heart to death.


    "I want to tell you something." She lowered her gaze. Xiao Zhan, who still busy turning off the car engine, slowly looked up to her. Xiao Zhan''s felt her


    "Is this about work? we can talk tomorrow." Xiao Zhan cut her off before she could say something. No, he didn''t want to hear this yet. Please, he needs more time...


    "Xiao Zhan, I think, I want to try a relationship with Guan Xian." Her soothing voice felt like a sharp knife that hurting his eardrums before it travels right to his heart.


    His throat bobbed up and down as he tries to surpass the excruciating pain in his chest. He tries to smile even though his lips couldn''t curl up anymore.


    "Why?" he asked under his breath.


    "What do you meant by why?" She furrowed her eyebrow.


    "Yeah, why you choose to date him? Is it to save the company? Because you need his power or money? His influence? There must be something you need from him, right?"


    Xia Sha let out a surprised gasp when she heard his long train of question. She blinks several times in disbelief as she let out a cold chuckle.


    "Wow, I don''t know that I''m that opportunist in your eyes," Xia Sha throws her hand in the air. Disappointment starts to take over the anger she obtain in her eyes.


    "Xia Sha-" Xiao Zhan regrets saying those unimportant words. Xia Sha waves her hand in front of him. She shook her head, gesturing him to stop trying to comfort her.


    "You are right. I might be an opportunist, scheming, and sometimes a bitch. I won''t get offended because I realized, I have those traits in me. I''m not ashamed of it either." She shrugs her shoulder lightly.


    "You asked me why I wanted to do this, right? You wanted to know why I choose him over you?" She is so direct that Xiao Zhan felt she is suffocating him with her straightforwardness.


    "I''ll tell you why. I like him, and the fact that he could provide the power that I need makes me like him more.. There you have it."

 Chapter 74 - A Sudden Reunion

    The reason why the government''s defeat is such a big deal for the Xia Corporation is that the government has a lot of say in Xia Corporation. It partly because the government sees Xia Corporation as a profitable company they (the government) provide them the seat to dominate the market.


    There is a lot of hidden agreement she did not know. However, one thing her grandfather once said to Xia Sha is that the government is one of the reasons why Xia Corporation is still standing tall.


    The sudden change in the government put Xia Corporation in ambiguous standing.


    Just like what Xia Sha has expected, the next morning, her father holds an impromptu meeting with the board of directors. Xia Sha attended as one of the shareholders of Xia Corporations.


    The meeting is ten hours long, from morning to evening. It drained a lot of emotion and energy from Xia Sha. She is tired, but when her grandfather called everyone to gather in the old Xia Manor, she still needs to carry on.


    In the big house with the classic colonial theme, the whole Xia family has arrived and taken their seat in the big dining room. It looks like a family reunion minus the festive atmosphere and smiles on each face.


    Grandfather Xia sits on the head chair, while on the first row, her father and grandmother are sitting across each other. Pang Ze Tian takes a seat beside Xia Qi Feng, while across from her, Xia Sha''s mother sipping her tea elegantly, paying no attention to Pang Ze Tian''s scornful looks at all.


    Xia Sha blood boils that instant second. How dare they let her Pang Ze Tian sat at the same table with her mother?


    "What is this, a sudden reunion?" Xia Sha makes herself visible to everyone in the silent dining room. She takes a seat beside her mother after greeting grandfather Xia and grandmother Xia.


    "Xia Sha, you''ve come." Shen Xia Fei warmly hugs her.


    "Have you eaten?" Grandmother Xia looks at Xia Sha with a worried look because of how pale she looks right now.


    "I''ve eaten, but I''m not hungry," Xia Sha answers curtly.


    It''s not that Xia Sha did not love her grandmother, but her grandmother is the old fashion type despite her working in the company. She didn''t want to talk too much to her grandmother because...


    "What did I tell you before. A woman shouldn''t be working so hard. You should have to take care of your body and face. Working more on improving cooking skills," Her grandmother sighs.


    Well, that is why.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes and avoided looking at her grandma.


    Instead, she vents her unhappiness at Pang Ze Tian. "Grandmother, do you meant I should look up to Aunty Pang. She does nothing all day in the manor. Should I be like her?"


    "Hah, like her? I don''t even know her. Who are you talking about?" Her grandmother answer with a visible frown on her face. "I''m talking about you, Xia Sha. You are my granddaughter who never even listens to me once."


    "My mother went to work." Xia Xiang tried to defend her mother.


    "Oh, you mean the saloon that keeps losing every month?" Xia Sha replies nonchalantly but adding more fuel to their bickering.


    "Xia Sha, don''t talk like that to your sister," Xia Qi Feng warned.


    "Oh, I don''t realize my mother pregnant again after me." She smirked at her father.


    "Xia Sha, that is not the way to talk to your father! where are your manner?" Grandmother Xia scold her.


    "Lost in the kitchen." Xia Sha said, raising her eyebrow indifferently. Her grandmother gasp.


    "That is enough, all of you." Grandfather looks at grandmother with a warning look as soon as he sees she is about to scold Xia Sha again. Xia Sha''s grandmother scoff as she averted her un-kind gaze to somewhere else.


    Shen Xia Fei pours the warm tea into her used to be mother-in-law''s cup as she gently chimed in. "Carrier woman is everywhere right now. But your grandmother is right. Xia Sha, you shouldn''t overwork yourself that you skip eating for work."


    Shen Xia Fei''s calm demeanor make grandmother Xia felt better. She took a deep breath and regained back her composure. Indeed, her ex-daughter-in-law could always make her heart light.


    She did not know why doesn''t Xia Sha got this trait for her ex-daughter-in-law. She chooses to act like her son, who always makes her angry.


    The only person who is not happy when she saw the interaction between Shen Xia Fei and Xia Sha''s grandmother is Pang Ze Tian. She secretly scoffed and roll her eyes.


    Bad luck, she has been discovered by Xia Sha, who got more agitated because she is not in a good mood.


    "What are you scoffing and rolling eyes for?" Xia Sha did not hesitate to pick on her. She wouldn''t even let Pang Ze Tian has a minute of calm tonight.


    Pang Ze Tian froze on her seats. "I-, I..."


    "Xia Sha, stop making trouble." Xia Qi Feng helped his wife out when he realized she had done another stupid thing. It''s not that he dotes on Pang Ze Tian, but he didn''t want to lose face in front of his ex-wife.


    "Oh, I thought that must be what you wanted since you bought this slut on the same table with my mother." Xia Sha said with a fake, clown smile to her frowning father.


    "Xia Sha, that is enough." Shen Xi Fei murmured bellow the table.


    "No. I won''t be silent watching you get disrespected like this." Xia Sha did not bother to lower her voice and glared at her father openly.


    "Xia Sha, is this how a daughter from Xia Family act? Should I send you back to the etiquette class? Disrespect? You asked people to respect your mother when you show no respect for your father at all?" Her grandmother said in a disbelief tone.


    No matter how she hates her son for acting so stupid, she didn''t want Xia Sha to disrespect her son like this. In front of everyone, especially his ex-wife.


    "Grandmother, If you want to send me back to etiquette class, you should go back to elementary school. This is the twenty-one century, everybody has the right to say whatever they wanted."


    "XIA SHA!" Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei scold her at the same time.


    "ENOUGH!" Grandfather Xia hit the wooden table, silencing everyone on the table. Xia Sha''s chest rose and fall so quickly as she looks away from everyone.


    Throwing a rough exhale, she stood up and wanted to excuse herself.


    "Where are you going?" Her grandfather asked her with a still angry tone.


    "I''m going to the restroom." Xia Sha scoffed, refuse to look at anyone at all as she walks away without her grandfather''s permission. However, just three steps away from her seat, she heard other people chattering from outside the dining room.


    Moving her sight to the open arch and found a familiar figure there. But that person is not alone. He brings a group of elders with him. Realizing what this dinner is about, Xia Sha throws a sharp glance at her grandfather.


    "Oh! Xia Sha! You are here. Do you still remember me?" A voice rang past Xia Sha''s ear. The bald man behind the familiar figure smiling brightly at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha forced a smile and turned her body towards that man. "Of course I do, grandpa Xiao." She walks back to her seat behind her mother calmly, letting the Xiao family fills the rest empty chair on the big dining table.


    "Oldman, how are you doing?" Grandfather Xiao is smiling warmly at Grandfather Xia.


    "I''m good, more than good now that I could see you again." Grandfather Xia is welcoming them warmly.


    "Well, you can see me more often now that we are going to be a family." Grandfather Xiao easefully said as he glances at the familiar figure that takes a seat next to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha surpasses her urges to flip this table back as she sees her grandfather smiling so happily. "Ah yeah, who knew we have that kind of fate."


    "Oh, I thought the two of you could control fate now." Xia Sha said sarcastically while glancing at Xiao Zhan beside her. His tongue was extremely sour, as sour as her face right now.


    Grandfather Xia''s face darkened when he heard Xia Sha''s remark. He shot her another warning looks, which she gladly reciprocate with a defiant gaze.


    "Hahaha, Xia Sha has a good sense of humor now. I remember how shy and timid she was back in the days. Eh, I remember Xia Sha extremely likes karaoke in the past. Do you still like singing now?" Father Xiao said with a friendly smile. But underneath those flatterings words, he wanted to remind Xia Sha past relationship with Xiao Zhan before.


    "Right, Xiao Zhan even turn his drum studio into a karaoke room for Xia Sha. Ah, They are the sweetest couple in my eyes." Mother Xiao, who usually did not get along with father Xiao has actually helped her ex-husband this time.


    Xia Sha shot a cold glance at the man beside her. "Well, Xiao Zhan help me answer the question. You are my best friend, you knew me better than I knew myself."


    She makes sure everyone at this table felt uncomfortable.


    Xiao Zhan look at her calmly as she heard him answer, "Yes, you still love karaoke."


    Xia Sha shows a kind smiles to him, which looks more terrifying than her angry glare. "Well, no. I hate karaoke almost as I hate my past. I leave all the bad stuff and did not plan to pick it up again. Same goes as people.. Once it walks away, I would never let them enter again."

 Chapter 75 - Tell Me How Much Your Family Pays For Me?

    An awkward silence filled the whole table, and Xia Sha enjoys every second of it.


    "Well, It''s good to put the bad memories behind. What did young people like to say these days? Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery." Grandfather Xiao said the quotes in fluent English.


    "Yeah, there is absolutely nothing to revisit in the past." Xia Sha said lazily, looking slightly sideways.


    "It''s true you shouldn''t live in the past. But you should learn from it." Xiao Zhan said tight smiles to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha tilted her head. "Oh, Mr. Xiao, care to tell me what should I learn from my past?"


    "Well, for example, you shouldn''t easily trust someone and let them enter your life so easily." Xiao Zhan has turned her body and directly looked at Xia Sha with irritated looks.


    "It''s like how I trusted you and you-"


    "Alright, Alright, I know the two of you have a lot in common, don''t say something that only the two of you understand." Grandfather Xia laughed, followed by everyone else in the room.


    Grandfather Xia stop Xia Sha from turning the atmosphere awkward for the second time. Xia Sha glare at her grandfather. For how long he wanted to push her into this forced matchmaking.


    "How is Xiao Zhan in the company? I hope he didn''t give you too much trouble." Father Xiao suddenly asked father Xia, who tends to look fed up at this table.


    "He is doing pretty well. Xia Sha is a good mentor, don''t worry, Xiao-Jun." Xia Qi Feng makes Xiao Jun smile froze in one sentence.


    Not only indicating Xiao Zhan didn''t have outstanding talent in management, but, He also bragging that his daughter is more capable than Xiao Zhan.


    Xia Sha pursed her lips to hold her laughter when she sees how fast uncle Xiao Jun''s face fall and fake a smile again.


    "Aiya, A-Feng pampered on his daughter very much. His judgment is biased. How can a girl do better than a man at work?" Grandmother Xia said with embarrassed looks.


    She secretly glares at his son. ''What are you doing? We are trying to get help from the Xiao family!''


    "I believe the two of them could make a dynamic duo. Xia Sha, Xiao Zhan, our family future will be rest on your shoulder now." Grandfather Xiao said in a joking manner. But just like that, he has pressure Xia Sha who keeps showing resistance in her words.


    His wrinkled eyes are vying at Xia Sha with kind looks, which hiding lots of meaning underneath.


    Everyone from the Xiao family is so blatant with their two meaning sentences. It''s written so clearly on their faces the intention for coming tonight.


    They come here with a generous offer because of Xiao Zhan''s heart for Xia Sha.


    "Okay. Let''s cheer these two with a toast, To Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan!" Xiao Jun (Xiao Zhan''s father) raised his glass of wine.


    "To Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan!" Everyone followed him, including Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang, who are just happy that someone could silence Xia Sha.


    The only person who did not raise her glass is Shen Xia Fei. She calmly sits on her seat while glaring at Xia Qi Feng across from her. Xia Qi Feng has wiped his face roughly than lean inwardly to his father.


    "Father, what is this?" He whispers with a jaw clenching.


    Xia Sha could see the anger in her father''s eyes. It makes her felt a little bit better while she tried to surpass the demon, who just wanted to destroy everything in this dining room.


    "Xia Sha, don''t you say you wanted to go to the restroom?" Grandfather Xia asked in a gentle tone while ignoring his son, which makes Xia Sha''s stomach wanted to pour out everything right now.


    She coldly glanced at him and shook her head.


    "No, I didn''t want to miss anything at the dinner table. Who knew you guys going to send me to human trafficker directly after this." Xia Sha said in between her forced smiles.


    "Xia Sha..." Xiao Zhan calls out her name with a begging tone.


    "What?!" Xia Sha didn''t hesitate to snap at him in front of his family.


    Grandfather Xia massage his temple. He always knew Xia Sha has a bet temper, but he thought she could save some face for him, at least. But what is this? She looks like someone who didn''t receive an education at all.


    "Xiao Wu, So sorry, I have something to discuss with Xia Sha for a while. You guys should start dinner first without us." He smiles apologetically to his old friend and gestures for Xia Sha to follow him.


    Xiao Wu, Xiao Zhan''s grandfather, nods his head with a knowing look. He has come prepared for the worst. Xiao Zhan has told him the whole situation about him and Xia Sha in the past, and how young master Guan is involved in this affair now.


    He didn''t felt offended by how harsh Xia Sha reacted tonight. Instead, he appreciated that she stands up for herself rather than faking her smiles.


    "It''s late. We should be going now." Father Xiao felt the situation is not conducive right now. By suggesting this, he is helping everyone to get out of these difficult situations.


    Xia Sha upfront told him that they couldn''t discuss things with her right now. It''s pointless for them to keep pushing Xia Sha to the corner like this.


    Grandmother Xia felt embarrassed and apologized to the Xiao family several times. Grandfather Xiao didn''t want to make things harder and promised he would come again for a chess game tomorrow.


    Xiao Zhan is the last person to stand from his seat. He keeps looking at Xia Sha with an unreadable expression. In Xia Xiang''s opinion, this handsome brother is so pitiful, and Xia Sha is very ungrateful.


    She should be happy someone wanted to help them with their current situations. Xia Sha is overreacting like usual.


    "There is nothing to discuss between the two of us. You should discuss things with the Xiao family right now. Should you two negotiating price right now?" Xia Sha plays dumb, looking back and forth at her grandfather and Grandfather Xiao. In the end, she turns to Xiao Zhan and shot him a question.


    "Xiao Zhan, while you are still in her, tell me how much your family pays for me?"


    "XIA SHA!" Grandfather Xia, for the first time, slam a glass into the wall behind Xia Sha. Everyone gasp and Xiao Zhan tried to push Xia Sha''s body away.


    However, Xia Sha did not even flinch. Instead, she smiles mockingly at her grandfather and hisses.


    "Awe, Grandfather, you should check your eyes. You miss!" She ridicule.


    Grandfather Xia gritted his teeth. He felt his blood is boiling whenever he heard Xia Sha''s voice. "You! You! You-!" He is so angry that he fell in his chair.


    "How could I have a granddaughter like you?" Grandfather Xia frowned, glaring at Xia Sha coldly.


    "How can you sell your granddaughter for a mere fortune?" Xia Sha''s jaw tightened. No more fake smile on her lips. The ridiculing she has on her eyes now turned into hatred.


    "Nobody thinks about money or the company. We all wanted the best for you. Why are you so stubborn?" Grandmother Xia speaks up for her husband.


    "The best for me? Do you think marrying a powerful family will be the best for me? Let me tell you what you think the best for me. You wanted me to marry the Xiao family and has Xiao Zhan managing the company since grandfather and grandmother look down on a woman!"


    She screams fearlessly. Her chest rise and fall as she tried to control the demon inside her. Five seconds of quietness and her grandfather nor her grandmother hasn''t refuted her words.


    Xia Sha felt every breath she takes, little sharp needles pricked her. The pain starts to get unbearable and her body almost couldn''t take it anymore.


    "I work so hard," she whispered, moving her gaze toward her grandfather.


    "I work so hard to prove I am capable of becoming your heir. I work so damn hard every day in the hope you someday could believe in me. I thought I finally earn your respect, I thought you are my biggest support system." Xia Sha paused when her grandfather opens his mouth slightly with a sad look.


    She waited for him to speaks. She hope. No, she begs him to say something, yells at her. Tell her that she is wrong, that this is just her rubbish assumptions. That he isn''t like what she thinks he is doing now.


    But no, he didn''t refute any of her words.


    "Xia Sha, grandfather is sorry."


    Her eyes look at all of the people in the room she calls family with hidden pain that starts resurrecting in the forms of tears.


    "Why, Why you treat me like this?" She murmured.


    Surpassing the anger and disappointment on her heart make her body physically trembled.


    "Xia Sha, you are tired. Let''s go home." Shen Xia Fei couldn''t stand her daughter crying, directly pull Xia Sha into her embrace and escort her out.


    Xia Sha''s weak body follows her mother''s step slowly as tears couldn''t stop falling down.


    "Mom, I want to sleep with you tonight." she pleased.


    "Of course you are coming with me. I wouldn''t let you get bullied by these people again.." Shen Xia Fei said coldly.

 Chapter 76 - Human Is So Cruel

    Xia Sha felt relief when she sees the warm, bright light from the Shen family residence. Still resting her head on the window, she looked at her mother with a tired look.


    "Mom..." She called out with a little voice. She sounds weak, nothing like her fierce performance an hour ago.


    "Hm?" Her mother looked at Xia Sha with her usual elegant demeanor.


    "How can you keep your cool like that?" Xia Sha smile warily.


    Calmness is one of the best traits from her mother that she didn''t have. Sure, she can be very chatty sometimes and fought a lot with Xia Qi Feng. But most of the time, she is calm and preserves.


    "I knew them sooner than you. I shouted until I lose my voice already." Her mother holds her breath before sighing heavily. "Xia Sha, Mommy apologized to you. I didn''t give you the option to choose back then. I was a wreck."


    The most thing Shen Xia Fei regretted in her life is didn''t fight for Xia Sha. Xia Qi Feng said they could divorce, but Xia Sha needs to stay with him because Xia Sha is his only heir.


    Although Xia Qi Feng is a jerk as her mother-in-law sometimes could be difficult, all of them dotes on Xia Sha. So Shen Xia Fei reluctantly agrees with them. Thus, leaving Xia Sha in the Xia manor.


    Who would have known her daughter has been treat like this?


    Xia Sha caught her mother''s red eyes before she could hide it from her. Xia Sha smiles weakly at her mother. "It''s the first time grandfather get so angry at me. I never suffer any injustice before. At least not on Grandpa''s watch," she explains.


    Shen Xia Fei looked at her with a sad eye. Silent felt the car once again.


    "Mom, is it true that you cheated on father? Is that why you divorce?" Xia Sha said slowly, almost goes unheard. Shen Xia Fei''s expression changed into a shocked face.


    "You believe your father?"


    Xia Sha choked and averted her gaze. She didn''t dare to see the disappointment in her mother''s eyes.


    "I don''t, but he shows me pictures." Xia Sha bites her tongue, regretting her stupidness to discuss this topic right now.


    "Mom, say something. I will believe whatever you said," Xia Sha said with hopeful eyes.


    Shen Xia Fei lowered her lashes and patted Xia Sha''s tight beside her gently.


    "Why would I ruin my own family?"


    Relieved smiles appear on Xia Sha''s face, and she went to hug her mother. Her mother gently brushes her hair and now questions her back. "Now, enough about me and my past. What about you, you have no feeling for Xiao Zhan anymore?"


    "No," Xia Sha didn''t even have to think twice to answer. Before, she might think for a while about Xiao Zhan, but after what he did today, she officially places him on her hate list.


    "No wonder he looks so desperate," Shen Xia Fei mumbles make Xia Sha giggles.


    "We''ve ended up for so long. I have no planning to jump into the same boat again."


    "So you are hopping on the Guan''s family big boat, I see." Her mother put on a teasing expression. Xia Sha sat up from her mother hug and blush.


    "Mom!"


    "What? Your cousin told me this morning at about Jian Jun''s party. Hm, Although he has quite a reputation, he doesn''t look that bad. Instead, I can feel very positives vibes emitting from him." Her mother commented with a delighted smile.


    Xia Sha pursued her lips and shook her head.


    "What positives vibes? Every time I come near him, all I can smell is trouble," Xia Sha lips twitched because she tries to hide her smiles.


    "Are you sure you aren''t talking about yourself? Look at how you didn''t even flinch when your grandfather slams a glass on you. I bet you have got a rich experience." Her mother''s face turns sours.


    It could have hit her face for the love of God! And this girl didn''t even blink. Instead, she went to anger the old-man even more.


    Xia Sha wanted to refute her mother''s words, but then she remembers her action at Jian Jun''s party. Well, nevermind.


    Talking about Guan Xian, she suddenly remembers he told her to text him yesterday night. However, she is too angry to check her phone because of Xiao Zhan that night, continued by the long ass meeting.


    She just realized she hasn''t checked her phone at all today.


    So after arrive at the Shen residence and take a bath to refreshen herself, she finally takes out her phone from his bag. Her heart pounded when her pitch-black phone lit.


    62 miss-call from My handsome Boyfriend.


    119 chat from My handsome Boyfriend.


    5 emails from GuanXian@GuanCorporation.Grp


    Her heart beating heart suddenly sank. The feeling of happiness, along with guilt, strangely could drift her tired heart away.


    She is going to call him back when his name pops up on her call log. She cleared her throat and straightened her back before answering his call.


    "Hello?" She greets him first with a nervous voice.


    "Finally! Where have you been?" Guan Xian''s irritation is palpable through his tone. Xia Sha''s lips corner slightly lifted.


    "I''m sorry, because of your unpredictable moves, I have to sit on ten hours-long meetings."


    Right on the top floor of the Grand Palais Apartment, Guan Xian''s angry face turn into a worried. "You didn''t eat for the whole day? Had you eaten now? Where are you?"


    "I''ve eaten." Xia Sha bites her lowers lips. Listening to his series of questions make her felt jittery. She couldn''t explain the explosions of feeling inside her right now.


    Hearing his worried tone sounds so strange, but it''s addicting.


    "Of course, you better be!" He sounds irritated again.


    "Hmph, I still couldn''t believe you ignored me on our first day as a couple. Xia Sha, do you have a heart? How could you be this cruel to your new boyfriend?!" He wanted to show her that he is angry, but his voice comes out as complaining and sounds like he wants to coaxed instead.


    Xia Sha unbelievably laughed at him.


    He scoffed and rolled his eyes. "Fine, Laugh! Laugh for all you want. It''s true what people say. Those who love more get hurt more."


    "Sorry," Xia Sha tried to stop her laughter, but she can''t. He finally gives her time to laugh for all she wanted. Without knowing, it is something that she needs right now.


    She laughs until she starts to sob. Surprising Guan Xian that he instantly stood up from his seat with eyes wide open.


    "Why are you crying? Xia Sha, what happens?" His forehead clenched, forming a few lines on his smooth skins.


    What the actual-? Why is this woman crying?


    He is sure the Xia Corporation is not in danger position anymore after he went to negotiate with the Secretary of Commerce.


    He also listens to Xiao Ni and stops letting other women take advantage of his name, as it would anger Xia Sha, Xiao Ni said. What the hell has done and make her upset?


    Because he calls her heartless? Oh no!


    "Nonono, My foul mouth like to say nonsense. You are not heartless! I''m a heartless one! Please don''t cry," He begged.


    She suddenly remembers that time when Guan Xian denying himself when she cried in his car after Ling Guang cheated on her.


    "I''m so sad right now," sob and frown. "Why I always cry like this in front of you. I''m so ashamed of myself!!" She sobs even louder.


    Guan Xian frowned. "Then, don''t cry, please? You tell me what should I do to make you happy. Do you want food delivery? I could buy food and send it to your hotel now," he asked carefully.


    Xia Sha does feel hungry right now. But she is going to bed with her mom, what reason she should say to her mom?


    "No, I don''t want food." She said after calming herself.


    "Really? You don''t want KFC. You like KFC! It safe you from hurting yourself once." He said in an earnest tone.


    He makes her feeling touched to angry real quick!


    "Guan Xian, I think we need to straighten out your twisted mind before we could be in a relationship. I didn''t want to hurt myself at that time. You. didn''t. save. me. nor. the. Fried. Chicken!"


    "Okay. Okay. Listen to you," Guan Xian agreed without throwing a fuss. Xia Sha hmph then wipes away the tears left on her cheek.


    "Not crying anymore?" he asks quietly, before adding, "Want to tell me about it?"


    Xia Sha snot. It would be pathetic if she said she didn''t cry before. So she made up some excuse.


    "The Yangtze finless porpoise and the Baiji dolphin are critically endangered because of humans. Human is so cruel."


    "You cry because of dolphin?" His flat voice sounds funny when Xia Sha imagines his flat face. Her cheek flushed, then reply with a soft "hm."


    "You almost make my heart stop beating! I thought it''s because of me!" He let out a relief exhales exaggeratedly. "So, what is this dolphin did? His family wanted to enter the same genus? family? order? class? with your species?"


    Xia Sha closes and opens her mouth in amusement. He didn''t just equalize Xiao and Xia''s family by the Animal Kingdom order, didn''t he?


    "How could you know?" She mumbles.


    Guan Xian sits on his working desk as he is facing the beautiful night view of the Capital City from his penthouse.


    "Check the flash disk, honey.." He smirks.

 Chapter 77 - Guan Xian, My Name Is Guan Xian.

    frXia Sha felt Guan Xian make her starring in a detective movie when she inserted the flash disk into her laptop. There are several data and contract pop up on her screen.


    The more she read the file one by one, the angrier she got! The new smart television they wanted to make, how can the model look exactly like the one her company made?


    "Fu Qun, send me the product design and structure for STV no 985," She called Fu Qun instantly.


    She scrolls through out the Bright Electronic report one by one. Halfway, she got really furious that her whole body is trembling. She takes her phone once again, finding Fu Qun has sent her the file Xia Sha needs.


    She bites her lower lips when she put the picture side by side. In comparison, there is no difference between the two pictures. Every measurement, design, and button is the same.


    There is not even a different thing because it''s the same picture!


    Ling Guang has her company''s new product design, and she isn''t aware of this at all. If Guan Xian didn''t help her this time, the company would suffer an extreme loss!


    She massages her temple and closes her eyelids. No, she couldn''t let this matters prolong any longer. She needs to moves before it''s all too late.


    She packed up her bag and changed her clothes. She heard the door open when she tidied up her hair. Shen Xia Fei enters with a glass of chocolate milk.


    "Where are you going?" Shen Xia Fei furrowed her eyebrow.


    "Mom, I''m going to the office again. There is something I need to take care of," She muffles because she is biting her hairband while answering her mother.


    "Hah? you are going. But this, I''ve made chocolate milk for you." Her mother glance at her with disappointed looks.


    "I''ll be back in the morning," she takes the glass from her mother''s hand and drinks it. In a swift motion, she has a reach the door.


    "Eh-" Her mother confused with her.


    Xia Sha turns back and stares at Shen Xia Fei for a while. She took a deep breath before running towards her mom tightly.


    "Sorry," She mumbles with a low voice. She Xia Fei froze before her lips turn into a gentle smile. She hugs Xia Sha back, fulfilling the hollowness in Xia Sha''s heart with warmth.


    She is apologizing for her manner at the Shen family party.


    "It''s alright," she patted her daughter''s back. Their height is strikingly different without wearing heels. For a moment, Shen Xia Fei felt her little girl in for of the adult Xia Sha.


    Time flies in the blink of a second. She felt it was only yesterday she left the Xia manor and left Xia Sha there. Xia Sha''s wails and cry is still fresh on her mind, haunting her every night when she sleeps.


    Every time she gets into trouble, she blames herself for being a bad mother for her. No, even worse, Xia Sha might felt she has no mother from that moment.


    But Xia Sha is Xia Sha. She has a hardcover like Xia Qi Feng, but inside she is like silk tofu. She might think she is very savage and fierce, but everyone around her knew she is a big softie.


    Xia Sha felt a lot better after apologizing. A grin formed on her beautiful face as she kisses her mother''s cheek.


    "Bye mom, I love you!" She said proclaimed before running to Shen Mu Qing''s room to borrow his car. Inrush, she arrived at the Xia''s company building in forty-five minutes only with little traffic.


    There is no one in the building. There is only the security guarding the company that opens the door for Xia Sha. He looks surprised when Xia Sha comes to the company so late at night.


    "Miss Xia?"


    Xia Sha nods her head and smiles at him.


    "Thank you for your hard work," Xia Sha said to the security. The security smiles earnestly. Half of his sleepiness is gone.


    Xia Sha stopped at the nearest Starbuck before she arrived at the company. She bought herself a cup of americano and random bread for her to pull an all-nighter. But when she saw the tired look the security had, she decides to give him to him.


    "Miss? For me? Thank you," His voice slightly trembles as Shock took over his face. He holds the paper bag in disbelief.


    Xia Sha nods her head and thanks him for his hard work once again before she walks to the lift.


    Wasting no time, she starts to work alone in her office as she writes plans to attack back the Bright Electronic company legally.


    She starts to get immersed in her work that she failed to notice the lift light brighten up and slides open. Revealing the dark figure approaching her with a smirk on his face.


    The moon shone shyly, as it''s almost time for the sun to replace its places. But it didn''t fail to shine its light upon the figure that clutched into something hot in his hand. Ready to ambush the woman in the office.


    Only when the man stands right in front of Xia Sha''s door, she finally realized someone is watching her instantly. The door creaks open, and Xia Sha''s eyes flare up widely.


    "AHHH!" She screams when the man flung the door open and walk in her direction quickly. She knew she should run and save her life right now, but her mind is too surprised to proceed with what is happening to her.


    The man standing on her back, his strong, muscled arms covering her mouth to stop her shouting.


    "AHHHHHmphhhhh," she panicked and bit the man''s hand.


    "AHHHHHHH!" The man pulled out his hand from her mouth and glared at her.


    "AHHHH!" She yells at him.


    "Why are you shouting?! It''s me! Guan Xian!" He hissed and shouted. That man wags his hand in the air, trying to surpass the pain.


    "AAHhhh...." Xia Sha shouted fades into nonexistence when the moon''s light, revealing the man''s face.


    "Y..you? What are you going here?" She snapped at him while leans on her back, covering from her shock states.


    "I come here because you aren''t answering your phone again! Here I bought food for you!" He places the hot package on her table roughly.


    "???" Xia Sha shot him questioning looks.


    What she meant is, What is he doing here four A.M in the morning with food on his hand?


    ***


    An hour before.


    Three A.M in the morning and she didn''t realize someone got anxious because she didn''t answer her phone again. Sitting on the driver''s seat, he put on his hands-free and starts his engine.


    "Okay, I got it. Thank You, Cody, sorry to bother you this late."


    "Anytime Boss, Do you need anything else?" Cody, The Guan''s family safety team leader, asked.


    "N-" Guan Xian almost said no when he passed a noodle shop that still opens this late. After pondering a while, he finally gives his answer to Cody.


    "No, That''s all. Thank you, baby!" He playfully said to Cody witch rewarded with a cold sound of a hanging-up tone. He chuckles lowly as he makes a U-turn to the noodle shop.


    So with two cups of coffee and two bowls of noodles, he drove to his destination with a faint smile. His black ghost arrived at the big company in no time. Sliding out from his car to the company, he got intercepted by the security man.


    "Who are you? What are you doing here this late?" He remains fierce. The man in front of him emitting a different aura than usual people. If it''s day time, he won''t stop him from entering. However, Miss Xia is alone in the building.


    No matter who comes, he has to make sure the safeness of miss Xia!


    "I... wanted to meet someone upstairs." Guan Xian politely replies.


    "There is no one upstairs. You are forbidden to enter this building without any permission, and I didn''t get notes someone will visiting the company at three-thirty in the morning, Mr...?" He looks at Guan Xian suspiciously.


    "Guan Xian, My name is Guan Xian." Guan Xian took out his wallet from his suit pocket and showed his ID to the security. The security took his ID and her business card and checked it.


    When the man realized who has he just offended, his hand trembles, and looked up to him with fake courage.


    "Cough, Mr. Guan. Sorry, I didn''t know, it''s you," he said nervously.


    Guan Xian smiled and patted his shoulder in a friendly manner. "It doesn''t matter. Thank you for doing a great job protecting my girlfriend," he said instead.


    The security is surprised. Girlfriend?


    The only person left in the building is Miss Xia. Mr. Guan comes so late, no scratch that, early in the morning to visit his girlfriend.


    Does this meant... Miss Xia is Mr. Guan''s girlfriend?


    "Ah, well, you can go in," he took a step to the left to let him in.


    "Thank you," Guan Xian thanked him happily, didn''t forget to let a cup of coffee for him.


    "No, there is no need Mr.Guan. Miss Xia has given me one, but thank you," The security refused. Guan Xian raised his eyebrow. His gaze falls on the Starbuck coffee cup on the little table. He frowned.


    "Did she has another paper bag when she come?" His questions sound very random for security. But he dares not to say it out loud and answer him instantly with a shaking head.


    "Ck! Not eating the whole day.." His eyes turn bleak as he fastens his large pace to the lift.

 Chapter 78 - So, What Do You Take Me As?

    Xia Sha watch Guan Xian suits himself in the chair in front of her desk. He took out the noodle bowls one by one while lecturing Xia Sha about eating.


    "No matter how important your work is, you should eat." Guan Xian said while he opens the noodle bowl lid. The tempting smells of broth spread all over Xia Sha''s office in no time. It calls all the hungry caterpillar in Xia Sha''s stomach to go wild.


    Xia Sha''s gaze falls on the looking-delicious noodle. She gulped her saliva as her mouth filled with drool.


    "Do you know that the ability to eat itself is a blessing?" He shook his head when he sees Xia Sha''s hungry looks while breaking apart the wooden chopstick into two.


    "I said, Why are you working so hard? To feed yourself so you won''t starve. That is simple logic, but it got twisted the other way around in your mind," Guan Xian babbles. He rubs the chopstick together to removes the splinters.


    "Life and work are not as simple as eating food. Moreover, who said I hadn''t eaten anything. I''ve my dinner at my grandpa''s house." Xia Sha chimed in as she pulls the other noodle bowls to her side.


    Guan Xian scoffed and pulled back Xia Sha''s noodle bowl to his side. "Ck! I''m worried about you for nothing! Since you''ve eaten, then don''t eat my noodle again."


    Xia Sha''s jaw dropped to the ground. The worms in her stomach protest even wilder inside. "You have two! You will gain fat and indigestion for eating two bowls of noodles in the morning!"


    ''I want the noodle! I want a noodle!''


    "I''m a guy. I''m not worried about gaining fat. Shouldn''t you be worried?" He tilted his head innocently at Xia Sha.


    She shot him a sharp glare and snapped, "Then bring your noodles out from my office!"


    So petty! It''s only a noodle. She can make a takeaway order anytime. She hopes he gets indigestion afterward!


    Guan Xian pretended to be deaf and ignore Xia Sha. Instead, he deliberately sniffed the noodle smells and said, "Hmmm... Do you smell that? That is a thirty hour-long processed broth. It''s rich and savory. Japan people called it UMAMI."


    Xia Sha''s face darkened upon his exaggerated expressions.


    She knew it! She could smell the savory taste of the broth the moment he opens the lids. But now she couldn''t taste the broth, the more she wanted to try it! Damn it!


    "This noodle is freshly handmade. It''s thin and chewy, a perfect fit for the broth. Ah, What did I do in my past lives to ever find this noodle? I''m so thankful." Guan Xian pressed his lips together while looking at the noddle with passion.


    Xia Sha holds her breath and forces herself to look away. She won''t lose to Guan Xian''s cruel temptation. No, Xia Sha is fine. She has work to finish, and the noodle is not that delicious. It''s only his exaggerated form of expression that make the broth smells so good.


    So good, she felt her tongue melt when she slurped the soup...


    ASDFGHJK!


    Damn it! She couldn''t concentrate!


    Guan Xian pressed his lips to hide the amused smile when he caught Xia Sha stealing glances at the noodle bowl. She bites her nails to hold the urge to steal from him.


    Giving in, Guan Xian put down his chopstick and push the untouched noodle bowl to Xia Sha''s side. Xia Sha widens her eyes but quickly changes her surprised face to her smug face. "I don''t want your noodle."


    "You don''t need to play hard to get. I knew you are stealing glances a few times already. Here, eat while it''s hot." He pulls her hand and places the chopstick he prepared before in her palm.


    "I-" Xia Sha wanted to save her face.


    "Eat!" He orders with a threatening look that says, ''say something, and I''ll take your noodles, again.''


    Xia Sha dares not to refutes no more. She buried her head low and started to eat the noodle. When the broth she keeps thinking about entering her mouth, she felt her mind almost exploded.


    "It tastes even better than what I imagine in my mind," She subconsciously praised while shaking her head in disbelief. Guan Xian laughed at her reaction. He snaps his left finger and makes a ''gun-like finger.''


    "This is how you should eat your food! With gratitude and happiness!"


    It''s so delicious that Xia Sha groaned and do her little happy dance when she eats.


    "Where do they sell this? I need to know." Xia Sha said when she slurps the last drop of her broth. Guan Xian, who has finished his noodle for quite some time and now enjoying Xia Sha''s eat show, is smiling mischievously.


    "I''m not telling you."


    Xia Sha hissed at him after she drinks. "Stingy," she murmured with an ugly face.


    Guan Xian dimples show as he deliberately poses like a beautiful flower on the table. "What to do now? Every time you crave this delicious noodle, you need to come to me. Alas, it''s a good thing I''m your boyfriend now."


    Xia Sha: ''..."


    "Hm, I''ve eaten now. You can go and take a rest," Xia Sha tried to sound cold although Guan Xian has seen her cheek flushed. He chuckles lowly at her.


    "Do you take mistake me as the food delivery man?"


    "What kind of delivery man arrogantly eat their costumer''s food like this?" Xia Sha rolls her eyes.


    "So, what do you take me as?" His dark, brown eyes brighten up as he stares at her with a smirk.


    It''s a trap!


    It''s a trap question!


    Sh*t she should have known He is crafty with his words!


    Xia Sha averted her gaze back to her computer to avoid his burning eyes. "My benefactor told you already," she said.


    Guan Xian pointed his index finger at her and pressed his lips, dissatisfied. "Look at you trying to get back on your words."


    Xia Sha acts indifferently, typing random words on her computer only to looks busy, although her ears and mind solely on Guan Xian. Guan Xian lean back to his seat, dispirited, but he also didn''t complain anymore. However, she does hear him murmured, "Next time, I''ll make you sign an agreement on black and white."


    Xia Sha holds the laughter on the tip of her tongue.


    Guan Xian glance at her and smiles.


    "Okay! It is the last time I''ll let you fool me." He said to her proudly, with attracting dimples on his cheeks. "Next time, you can''t run away anymore. I''ll make you say yes, with a witness."


    Ah, he agreed, just like that?


    She thought she needs to plan something to escape from the effect her foul mouth caused.


    Xia Sha didn''t respond to him. She tried to make her mind concentrated on the work in front of her. She needs to finish this before seven in the morning, so she can call an emergency meeting and discuss the overview of this problem.


    However, with Guan Xian''s eyes glued to her face, she finds it''s impossible to think!


    Guan Xian holds his laughter when he sees her eyebrow twitching several times because she forces herself to concentrate. After the fourth twitch, he couldn''t endure himself anymore. He stands up and walks in her direction.


    "What are you doing? I''ll help you." He surprised Xia Sha.


    He encompassed Xia Sha between his arm. He leans forward, aligning his head with Xia Sha''s head. Xia Sha froze when her back head hit his shoulder.


    "It''s the legal move we wanted to take," Xia Sha explains nervously, trying to find a way to escape from him.


    Guan Xian places his right hand on the top of her dainty hand. Scrolling up the text as he skims read.


    "Hm, I think you should call your lawyer to be sure. But this is actually really good." He stops on one mind map Xia Sha just made.


    "Really?" Xia Sha looks at the screen and turns to him. Her heart almost stops because she forgot how little their distance right now.


    "Yeah. I''m surprised you are really smart. I thought you only look smart." He averted his gaze back to the monitor, before the urge to kiss her soft cheeks consume his mind.


    Guan Xian, remember what Xiao Ni told you. Control yourself! You can only do something to the girl you like when she allow you. Respect! You need to respect her and yourself!


    "..." Way to go. She should have learned by now to only listen to half of his sentence to avoid heartache caused by his sharp tongue.


    "Hm. You don''t need to write this part. Since it''s a big problem, fewer people should know the detail. Avoids words getting out, and mole found out. Oh, has you found out the mole?" He asked.


    "I have several names on the list," Xia Sha eyes turn bleak when she recalls those name on her mind.


    "Good. I hope you add your best friend''s name there," He said casually, continue reading her works.


    "My best friend, who?" Xia Sha didn''t think either Ruan Jing Tian, Zheng Shuang, or Kai Xin involved in this. They haven''t even visited her office once.


    "The one who bought his family to tied you into marriage," He added, making Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow.


    "Xiao Zhan? No way, he wouldn''t do that to me."


    Although Xiao Zhan is irritated her tonight, she knew he would playing dirty tricks just for money. Moreover, he hates Ling Guang so much that he didn''t want to look at him.


    How can he work together with Ling Guang.


    "People keep their friend close and their enemy closer. You should add him to the list, despite your beautiful past." He sounds petty.


    "No way. I knew Xiao Zhan too well. He can''t even stand the sight of Ling Guang.


    "Oh? You haven''t finished reading the file I gave you?" Guan Xian pulls his hand and crosses it over his chest. Xia Sha didn''t answer but look at him with a confused expression.


    Guan Xian took a deep breath and finally said something, "You should read and find out yourself."

 Chapter 79 - Next Time, Lets Catch The Sunset

    "The file you got from Meng Ran?" Xia Sha murmured.


    Guan Xian nodded and back to his seat in front of Xia Sha. He said nothing but wearing a mysterious face. Xia Sha reluctantly pulls out the flash disk from her purse and put it on the CPU.


    "Wait, how can you manage to get this file from Meng Ran? Do you seduce her?!" Xia Sha raised her voice and glared at him with an upset look.


    "Whoa, easy there, baby. I didn''t do anything." He defended himself. But upon facing Xia Sha''s deadpan, serious face, he confessed.


    "I might have tricked her into thinking she is smarter than she is," Guan Xian mumbles while rubbing his chin.


    Xia Sha clicked her tongue. She averted her gaze and felt uncomfortable. Xia Sha, what are you doing? You aren''t in a relationship yet. You sound so possessive right now. So embarrassing!


    Guan Xian smiles when he saw her eyes avoiding his. He grinned and look at her more intently than before, "Awe, are you jealous?"


    "Nonsense!" Xia Sha quickly snaps.


    "Awe! You are jealous! My heart is bursting right now, can you feel it?" Guan Xian pulls her hand over the table and puts it on his chest. Xia Sha''s hand meet his warm chest, but she felt her cheeks is warmer.


    She looks at him with disbelief when she starts to felt his heartbeat over her hand.


    His heart,


    it''s pounding really fast. It might even beat faster than her right now.


    Xia Sha pulls her jittery hand with the last energy she had. She might have fallen into the ground if she didn''t sit on the chair right now. Guan Xian smiles and casually whisper to her, "I knew right, It keeps jumping around whenever I met you,"


    "Crazy!" Xia Sha scold while hiding her blushing face away. She continues reading the files until the last file, where the investor list pages appear.


    Mr. Xiao Yu. 25 million dollars.


    Xia Sha''s eyes changed from shock to anger before it a mist covers her disappointment. Guan Xian look at her and carefully asked, "Still think your ex-boyfriend is not a suspect?"


    "But what for?" She massages her temple.


    She couldn''t believe this. The Xiao family has always been their close friends. Xiao Yu is like her own brother in the past,.Why did they do this to the Xia family?


    "Well, do you read the call of the wild?" Guan Xian suddenly asked something very out of the topic.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes but nods her head. "I did," she answers even though she couldn''t fathom, yet, what he wanted to imply.


    "NOW this is the law of the jungle, as old and as true as the sky, And the wolf that shall keep it may prosper, but the ''Wolf'' that shall break it must die. As the creeper that girdles the tree trunk, the law runneth forward and back; For the strength of the pack is the wolf, and the strength of the wolf is the pack." He quotes the call of the wild so specifically.


    He tilted his head to Xia Sha and raised his eyebrow, taunting, "Understand? It''s the power struggle for those below the chain."


    Xia Sha scoffed at his smug face right now, trying to surpass the urge to throw a thing at his arrogant face.


    "Is it our fault to be less capitalist than you and your ''great'' friend?" She said with a denouncing face. Guan Xian chuckled and replies in low tones, "Capitalist helps run the world honey, the government would collapse without our support."


    "Still sounds like capitalist suck blood to me," Xia Sha answers nonchalantly. She turns her focus back to the computer.


    "Xiao Yu is sly. He has handed over the Liu family. If he could somehow combine the Xiao and Xia group, he could join the positions just one seat below the four families." Guan Xian starts to drop hints for Xia Sha.


    It''s not like he wanted to show the ugly truth about the family she believes in so blatantly like this. That boy, Xiao Zhan, might say he is cheating in this fair competition if he did. However, he needs to warn her about the hungry wolf around her.


    Xia Sha look at him with a cautious look then fell into a deep silence. The Xiao family can achieve their desire if she marries Xiao Zhan as she is the sole heir to Xia Corporation. But they calculate the probabilities if she refuses, like last night.


    Thus, they use this trick.


    "All is fair in love and war, just saying." Guan Xian shrugs his shoulder.


    "So you think Xiao Zhan is the one who gives my product design to Ling Guang?" She asked in a flat tone, eyes sharp fall on him.


    "I said he could be a suspect." Guan Xian said indifferently.


    Seeing Xia Sha fall into a silent mode again, Guan Xian stretches out his hand before yawning. Something interesting caught his eyes as playful smiles rose on his face.


    Xia Sha is still pondering on these issues when she felt someone is pulling her up from her seat. Caught unprepared, she becomes limp and falls into his broad chest.


    "Wh-What are you doing again?!" She pursed her lips at him.


    "Follow me!" He said enthusiastically, ignoring her frowns and drag her out from her office.


    "I need to work!" She yells and moving her wrist widely to escape from his grip. Guan Xian pretends to be deaf and open the emergency stairs door.


    He forced her to climb the stairs. Xia Sha almost wanted to throw a fit-out of tiredness. But she closes her lips when the windy breeze from the rooftop.


    Guan Xian runs to the center of the rooftops, which means she also needs to run if she didn''t want to fall. "Come on, baby! We almost miss it!"


    Xia Sha''s lungs filled with free air as they run on the big rooftops. Her heart pounds fast. She isn''t sure it is because of running or because he called her baby. Again.


    Finally stopping, Guan Xian laughs brightly ad lets go of her wrist.


    "Look! Sunrise!" He pointed at the orange sun with a happy face.


    Xia Sha shot him a look that scold him with ''Childish!'' words. Guan Xian chuckles and helps her patted her back as she controls her inspiratory systems.


    He gently smiles at her, who looks furious. He also didn''t know what makes him so happy right now. It''s almost felt like her soul is jumping around, bursting with happiness.


    The fresh air, sunrise, and Xia Sha felt liberating in his mind.


    And, oh boy, he is right.


    Xia Sha finally gained her breath. Guan Xian invites her to stand on the rails, watching the sun appearing from his hidden places. Xia Sha stands beside him, and her annoyed face slowly changes.


    "Look, that clouds look like a rabbit!" She suddenly squeals, pointing at one cloud. Guan Xian laughed and nodded his head, even though he couldn''t see where the heck is the rabbit.


    "That looks like a shit!" He pointed at another cloud and laugh. Xia Sha laughed with him and shook her head.


    "Shouldn''t young master speaks proper words only?" She asked, enjoying the wind and the view. Guan Xian hissed and lean-to her ears, "Keep this a secret from my beloved Guan Qian Si," he whispers.


    Xia Sha wrinkles her nose and slightly chuckles.


    "Hey, why do I get the same feeling like Jack and Rose in Titanic right now? You jumped, I jump?" He stands on the lower rails.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and pulls him back instantly. "Are you crazy? You would''ve fallen!" she scolds. If he slips, he might die silly in such a young year.


    "Will you be sad if I died? Does that mean you have a feeling for me? A tiny, whiney. bit?" He asked with hopeful looks.


    "You are board insane," Xia Sha averted her gaze, refusing to give him the answer he wanted.


    "What if I jump?" He asked with almost the same tone as she uses in the hot air balloon. Xia Sha realized this, and she blushes again.


    She tried to ignore him and dodge the questions, but he repeated his question. Only with a deep voice this time, pulling her chin towards him.


    "What if I jump?" His hot gaze is breaking all the fort she builds inside. She blinks slowly, trying hard not to get bewitched by him.


    Xia Sha rack her brain to answer his question. Guan Xian''s eyes never leave her pupils. Instead, it intensifies that Xia Sha gets intimidated by him.


    "If you jump, I jump." She said slowly with playful looks to hide her nervousness inside.


    Guan Xian falls into silence for five heartbeats before a wide smile breaking him apart. "Are you seriously quoting Titatinc right now? Way to go to ruin the mood." He sniffed.


    Xia Sha smiles quietly and returns her gaze back to the sun rising. Guan Xian secretly observing her face without her knowing. Once again, she becomes the mesmerizing views he adores.


    How many beautiful places he has visited, and how many pictures he has taken? He almost felt proud of her photography skills and brag about it. But it turns out, what his lens capture could never beat what his eyes see when Xia Sha is in the view.


    She is, breathtaking. The view he wanted to see every day if he can.


    Xia Sha turns at him slowly, maybe after she realized his gaze on her. "What?" She raised her eyebrow.


    Guan Xian smiles faintly, turn his head to the beautiful view in front of him. "We''ve caught the sunrise twice, next time, let''s catch the sunset."


    He is expecting her to refuse like she usually would. But who knew he would her agreeing instead.


    "Will waiting for that," she smiles at the sun.

 Chapter 80 - They Wanted To Steal His Xia Sha Right Under His Nose!

    Guan Xian went away after make Xia Sha do some simple stretching, eating the vitamins he makes Tang Yu Bin bought and checked Xia Sha''s schedule when Fu Qun came.


    It''s relatively deserted when he leaves, but he is too eye-catching that it''s spread widely between the employee. At lunchtime, everyone knew Young Master Guan has a close relationship with Miss Xia Sha.


    The only gets into a bad mood is Xiao Zhan. The opposite of Xiao Zhan, Guan Xian felt recharged even though he didn''t sleep the whole night. He didn''t even bother changing clothes and go straight to the company.


    Guan Xian has always been a charming boss in everybody''s eyes. He spreads positive vibes with his smile whenever he walks. However, today his smiles lifted wider than usual.


    Although he looks kind, he is strict when it comes to working. If his employee makes mistakes, first, he will warn you with a legal letter. The second time, he will smiles while ordering Tang Yu Bin to send you to HRD.


    His detailed, working system can easily detect who is lacking in work. He hates people doing anything other than work in working time, even eating.


    There are at least one or two people got fired every month. Nonetheless, he wanted everybody to give the best result as he has created the best working environment for them.


    However, today, the big Boss is so kind that he buys every department a pizza, and he opens the gaming and recreation room all day for today. And It''s only ten A.M.!


    They don''t know what makes Big Boss so happy today! But they hope this lasts forever!


    "Boss, pizza has been delivered to all departments. They said thank you and hope you can be happy every day," Tang Yun Bin informed him.


    Guan Xian nods his head. If he could be with Xia Sha every day, he will be happy every day. Praying for him to be happy everyday equalized to pray for him to succeed in winning her heart.


    "Good! Good!" He laughed and smiles at the file he is reading.


    "Boss, scheduled meeting with Minister of Trade at two-thirty. Rumors said, His wife just received a box of jade jewels from Mrs. Xiao," Tang Yu Bin continued in a controlled tone.


    Guan Xian''s eyebrow raised, and he swirls his pen around. "Xiao family working very hard lately. What is their aim?" He murmured. Few speculations pop at his mind. He hissed before look at Tang Yu Bin with a conjecturing look.


    "Tell Jian Jun''s assistant about this, see if he need this information. If he didn''t need it, I''m going to use it for today," He decides lightly with a smile.


    "Oh, tell the investment department to be ready, this end of the month, we will acquiring a big company. Cash-out from two until three percent of our long term investment in blue-chip stock is allowed if it''s needed."


    "Will be on it after this." Tang Yu Bin excused himself and left Guan Xian alone in his office.


    Guan Xian starts working on his documents when his phone screen lit up. He foolishly smiles because he thought it''s a text from Xia Sha.


    "He!" He grinned and took his phone.


    But when it''s his stupid group of four''s group chat notification that greets him, he pouted and reluctantly opened the group chat.


    Jian Jun: Selling information about Minister of Trade.


    Jian Jun: only for five million.


    Jian Jun: Cash.


    Guan Xian''s nose wrinkles as he type. If Xia Sha read this group chat, he bet she will scoff at them, saying capitalist suck blood.


    Ji Cun Xi: *Yawn* *Yawn* *Yawn*


    Guan Xian: Are you short of money, or what?


    Guan Xian: Either way, since you won''t use it, I will.


    Jian Jun: 1222 5556


    Ji Cun Xi: ???


    Wang Kai: Are you guys so idle?


    Wang Kai: Shouldn''t you work hard to catch up with me?


    Ji Cun Xi: QAQ


    Ji Cun Xi: Bible said For all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.


    Ji Cun Xi: Just saying...


    Jian Jun: My account number.


    Guan Xian: *Sigh*


    Guan Xian: I''ve told you to run for Mayor cost a lot of money.


    Guan Xian: Look at you now...


    Ji Cun Xi: *nod* *nod* *nod*


    Ji Cun Xi: Pitiful...


    Jian Jun: I heard the Minister of Trading wanted to rule out Xia Corporation.


    Wang Kai: Oh... I see...


    Ji Cun Xi: Oh... I see...


    Guan Xian''s lip twitches when he see his stupid friends. He shook his head and type furiously.


    Guan Xian: Yes! I indeed wanted to save her and her company, so what?


    Ji Cun Xi: I hope you remember your punishment.


    Wang Kai: You bought this upon yourself.


    Jian Jun: Is it a gold bar or a sports car?


    Ji Cun Xi: It''s that gwiyomi, gwiyomi video that little kid sing with a ukelele.


    Ji Cun Xi: Awe! Cute!


    Guan Xian''s face darkens. It''s his foul, drooling mouth after watching too many ''melons'' on Dubai''s beach. He decided to be a forever bachelor and never settle down after that.


    Who knows...


    Sigh, he is so whipped right now that he didn''t dare to answer his friends.


    Wang Kai: Ji Cun Xi, you are not in doubt with Guan Xian anymore?


    Ji Cun Xi: Nope, We have a good fight and discussion that night.


    Wang Kai: Good. Because I head wedding bells already.


    Ji Cun Xi: QAQ


    Ji Cun Xi: I couldn''t believe this. He is the one who makes the ''never settle down'' rules.


    Jian Jun: Next is you!


    Wang Kai: Next, it will be me!


    Guan Xian wide his eyes when he saw Wang Kai''s text. Hell Nah! These two just broke up, and her sister is crying all day long in the manor.


    Guan Xian: In your dream!


    Guan Xian: My sister better not be stupid enough to forgive you!


    Ji Cun Xi: *LORTL* *LORTL* *LORTL*


    Jian Jun: agree.


    Wang Kai: I''m going to support your rival.


    Ji Cun Xi: Don''t worry Brother Jian! Guan Family will support you!


    Ji Cun Xi: HAHAHAHA


    Jian Jun: It''s not like I lack money...


    Ji Cun Xi: Damn! None of my friends knew how to be humble!


    Ji Cun Xi: BE HUMBLE GUYS! BE HUMBLE!


    Guan Xian: Capitalist suck blood.


    Jian Jun: @Wang Kai he is talking about you.


    Ji Cun Xi: @Wang Kai he is talking about you (2)


    Wang Kai: Shouldn''t all of you busy making money or something? No wonder I''m still the richest. *smirk*


    Guan Xian: I''m telling Xiao Ni you reject all the script with kissing scene, that''s why she only two option of scrip.


    Jian Jun: I''ll take the screenshot.


    Wang Kai: I''ll tell Xia Sha all the list that girl you''ve dated just for fun.


    Guan Xian huffed and glare at his phone screen.


    Guan Xian: Damn you!


    Guan Xian: No need to bother! I''ll tell her myself!


    Guan Xian: !!!


    Guan Xian: You are so not welcome into my family!


    Guan Xian: I''ll never accept you as my brother in law!


    Wang Kai: Want the bid in Yang Tze Land?


    Wang Kai: I''ll let you win.


    Wang Kai: Brother in law...


    "!!!"


    Guan Xian''s blood is rushing, and his veins popped out. He grunted angrily and threw his phone to the table carelessly.


    "Don''t know what Xiao Ni see in that man," He murmured.


    The screen keeps lit up, but he is too lazy to be bothered. He ignores the nosy group and forces his brain to remember the good memories in the morning.


    Ah~ He felt peace every time his mind replay her sooting voices said, "Will waiting for that."


    The more he recalled the moment he has passed with her, the more he felt salty to the Xiao family. Xiao Yu has great ambition. This time he might thwart his plan to steal the Xia''s Corporation. As he notifies Xia Sha before he could do anything.


    However, looking at the older generation''s relation, Grandfather Xia looks like he is more than willing to give his company to the Xiao family because he didn''t have a male heir.


    He thought Xia Sha would be happy in the Xiao''s family.


    It''s not completely a blind decision. Xia Sha is, indeed, once has a happy relationship with Xiao Zhan. It''s probably what the old man thinks.


    But the Xiao family, he knew they are not that simple and kind-hearted.


    Now they wanted to steal his Xia Sha right under his nose!


    Hmph, If he ever let that happen, He will change his name to Guan Xiao Mi and become Xiao Ni''s little sister!


    Guan Xian''s unhappy mood last until his meeting with the minister of Trade. He looks so somber that the minister got scared of him. Guan Xian pursed his lips and directly said what he wants without a fuss.


    "I heard your wife gets rare jade jewel from the Xiao''s family? Is this for the lot in R city? I heard they wanted to build a supermarket there? Is this a bribery?"


    Minister of Trade turns pale in one breath. He knew this Young Master has something to hold against him from the moment he received his invitation.


    He also understands he needs something from him. That''s why he hadn''t reported anything to the Corruption Board yet.


    But he didn''t think he wouldn''t leave him any face at all!


    "Let the RY Company under Xiao''s family group replace the Xia Corporation. I''ll let you go after that." He said with a cold gleam in his eyes. Merciless as ever.


    "This," Guan Xian raised the blue map on his hand before smacked it on the table. "This is all the reason why RY Company should be dismissed. Also, all the money you''ve received from Xiao Yu."


    He has caught his money laundering!


    The minister''s body is trembling when he nodded his head frantically. "Yes! That''s a small matter! No need to worry about it."


    Guan Xian is still giving him the cold looks, dissatisfied with him. Knowing what his expression mean, The minister of Trade fall into his knee and beg him.


    "I can''t resign now. Please-"


    "I''ll be watching you. If you repeat your mistake once again, I''ll make sure you will be in the walk of fame," Guan Xian stood up and lowered his gaze to the minister.


    "Of Corruptor," he added and walked away.

 Chapter 81 - She Didnt Dare.

    While Guan Xian secretly protecting Xia Corporation, Xia Sha publically defend it from who wanted to bring them down.


    Starting from meeting with her beloved father and several higher-ups in the company.


    All of them is shocked when they heard this bad news. They haven''t figure out how to deal with the government, and yet, they need to face these types of dirty schemes.


    "Mr. Xia, what should we do? We this product can''t be launched now the design is in our enemy''s hands. From development to experiment, how much money we''ve burned?" One of the board directors slams the table angrily.


    "Miss Xia, how can you get this information?"


    "Isn''t the Bright Electronic is Miss Xia''s old company? Wouldn''t it put her as the biggest suspect then?"


    "Don''t you think she notifies us beforehand only to make us cancel our product launching? Who knew that she is the mole because she wants to help her former company flourish?" A director with a bald head said.


    "She gives out fake information to spread fears then?" Another person murmured loudly.


    Xia Qi Feng and Xia Sha''s face darkened to the same shades when they heard their doubt in Xia Sha''s loyalty. Xia Sha clenched her fist, prepared to slap these old directors with words. But Xia Qi Feng has raced her.


    "Why would she do that? She is the rightful heir of Xia Corporation!" Xia Qi Feng snaps at all of those old snakes.


    "She once betrayed us," the old director said blatantly, causing Xia Sha to feel a cold foot standing in front of them. She felt like a suspect in the supreme court with all those sly gazes falls on her.


    "Betrayed? I pardon Mr. Wu''s word." She glances sharply at the old director.


    "A few years ago, I''m only a marketing team of Xia Corporation. I didn''t have any company secret in my hand at that time. Professionally, I''m just switching jobs like a usual employee. How can you call this is a betrayal?"


    "You left your family company and became your family competitor. What is it call if it''s not a betrayal?" Another middle-aged woman director snaps at her.


    " I''m sure this isn''t the important topic we should be discussing right now. But in my opinion, Miss Xia is young. She has the freedom to pursue her dream. End discussion about my COO past, let''s carry on to how will we face these issues." Xia Qi Feng clears his throat and pressures everyone to stop talking about his daughter.


    "No, I''m fully aware I''m not trustable in everybody''s eyes. Though I have left my old start-up company and gave a 20% rise in sales this month." Xia Sha keeps her calm appearance and tried to show smiles at the middle-aged woman.


    "Mrs. Su, and every other director, how about an offer?"


    Everyone raised their eyebrow and looked at each other with a mixed expression. There is a surprise, doubt, excitement, and suspicion on their faces.


    Xia Qi Feng look at Xia Sha with a disapproving face and frowned. On his forehead, Xia Sha could read the words ''Don''t make trouble! Just do your job well!''


    Xia Sha smirked. As usual, she will ignore her father''s word of wisdom and carried on her bet.


    "The only reason why I hold this emergency meeting today is to get approval for my plan to destroy this parasite. How about this, gave me your rights to decide, let me carry on my plan, and I''ll promise you the Bright Electronic acquisitions in three months."


    It''s sure a very tempting option. Bright Electronic, despite the bad management, has a very bright future with so many talented developers they hire. This is what their Xia''s Corporation lacks the most. A fresh, young idea to innovate.


    Acquisitions will solve this big problem of Xia''s Corporation.


    "Well, let''s say we agreed to give you the privilege, but you fail. By what can you compensate us?" Another director asked with a broken Chinese since he is an Australian.


    "Hm, right. We couldn''t give her so many second chances just because she is the heir of Xia Corporation." The other director says.


    Xia Qi Feng wanted to help Xia Sha out, but Xia Sha has stopped him from talking and stand up for herself.


    "I will gladly step out from the heir line and sell my shares to everyone in this room." Xia Sha said without the slightest of hesitation in her voice.


    Xia Qi Feng looks at her in disbelief while the other gasp before happily agreed with her. Xia Sha owns the second biggest shares with her''s and grandfather''s Xiao combined.


    If She fails, there will be a big opportunity for them to own the Xia Corporation. If she wins, she will bring more cash for them. Either way, it''s a win-win solution for them. They couldn''t resist this temptation.


    "Let''s proceed to vote? The one who disagrees can vote their hand." Xia Sha proclaims, still ignoring his father''s glare at her.


    Of course, none of those old snakes raise their hand. They happily gave Xia Sha the right to deal with these matters and ended the meeting with a delightful heart.


    The only one left in the meeting room is her father, who felt he could get angry to death by his daughter.


    "Are you insane? Sell your shares if you fail?" His father wide his eyes and shook his head. "Do you think your shares is chocolate you can share with everybody? This is our family legacy. When will you understand this is something you should protect, not a game you can toss around as your heart likes."


    Xia Sha takes a seat in front of her father calmly. Her calf is hurting after standing too long with heels, and probably because that crazy Guan Xian makes her run and do stretching in the morning.


    Yeah, she ran and stretched with heels.


    "Father, as much as I will win this case, I need to say a few things to you. First, this won''t be our family legacy any more if we lose." She takes out the files she has printed out to her father.


    "Ling Guang might be the prosecutors, but he isn''t the initiators. You can see who is the biggest investor there," Xia Sha knocked the text where Xiao Yu''s name is highlighted.


    Xia Qi Feng frowned.


    "He might be interested in their gaming laptop? The Xiao family is our old-"


    "Old friend, I knew. But none of us know who will be the black sheep for the government right now. Xiao Zhan told me it''s us, but Guan Xian said the Xiao family wanted to acquire us. That explains the forced dating situations and why they make Ling Guang sabotage us." Xia Sha tilted her head to his father is a serious face.


    "Guan Xian? So it''s true that he come here this morning? Are you two a thing now?" Xia Qi Feng furrowed his eyebrow with an upset face.


    Xia Sha: "..." Dad, that is your sole focus, really?


    "That doesn''t matter. But if you want the truth, yes. Guan Xian comes this morning and gives me all this information before we are trapped and fall. Are we a thing? No."


    "But why, why would he help you?" Xia Qi Feng raised his eyebrow at Xia Sha. "Don''t tell me that it because he likes you. Because I know he wouldn''t be this good without no reason," he added.


    Xia Sha got silenced by her father''s words.


    "Have you ever thought about these possibilities?"


    Xia Sha''s head throbbed. The confidence she has inside her suddenly vanished. Replaced with panicked feeling, and she hates it.


    "No," she whispers to her father.


    "Remember, there is no one you can trust in business. Everyone wears a mask. And sometimes, it''s hard for us to differentiate between a real face and a mask. I''m not saying that Young Master wanted to harm you or something, but I''m telling you to be careful." Xia Qi Feng takes the blue map with him as he stood up.


    "I''ll help you to win this case. Meanwhile, please, don''t take care of yourself and be happy. For me and your mother."


    Xia Qi Feng left Xia Sha pondering alone in the big meeting room.


    Right, from the first day until today, Guan Xian has helped her a lot of time. No, it''s every time she is in trouble, he is there for her. To say he helps her because he has feelings for her...


    She didn''t dare.


    To even picked up the pieces of her heart, she has sacrificed so much courage. She didn''t have any more courage to believes he does everything purely because he loves her.


    There must be something, something she didn''t know.


    What does he need from her? Why he keeps helping her without asking for another thing, expect from a date? How can he always appear when she needs helps?


    Who is hiding behind those charming smiles?

 Chapter 82 - She Felt Her Heart Is A Big Hallow Right Now.

    Xia Sha tried to work after the meeting. But her father''s words keep disturbing her mind. She keeps losing her concentration and temper. Added with the lack of sleep, she ends up getting a headache.


    When Xia Sha felt her stress is getting uncontrollable, she used to go to a solo karaoke and screams from the top of her lung. But because the Xiao family mention karaoke about her at that dinner, she suddenly didn''t want to do that.


    "Boss, you should take a rest. You haven''t slept since yesterday," Fu Qun reminded Xia Sha while making the fourth glass of coffee today.


    Xia Sha massage her temples take the coffee he made.


    "Can you make an appointment with our company lawyer?" She asked him another question instead of listening to him.


    Fu Qun nodded his head.


    "Okay, Then I''ll head home early today," She takes her purse and stands up. Xia Sha felt her head spinning once she. She stops and leans to his desk, stabilizing her body.


    "I''ll arrange the driver," He suggested with a worried face.


    Xia Sha nods her head weakly, then pondering about going back to her mother''s home. However, glancing at the heavy workload she has to finish, she hesitates.


    "Please inform my mother that I can''t come back today. I''ll go home tomorrow night. I might have to pull another all-nighter today." She murmured.


    In the end, she decides to sleep in a hotel near her office. Such a foolish decision because she ends up thinking more about her father''s words rather than falling asleep.


    Does he also use her for something?


    The pain she feels just by imagining this is too much to bear. And he hasn''t even done anything to her. Just imagine if she let him enter her heart even more profound than this.


    "What should I do," she mumbles while looking up to the bright ceiling.


    There is no way she can refuse him with all his charisma inside of him. He is like the Mr. Big to Carrie Bradshaw, Mr. Rhett to Scarlet O''Hara when he''s gone with the wind, Daisy Buchanan to Jay Gatsby.


    Something unreachable that her souls yearn.


    To walk away from him, she needs to shut him off completely from her life. Thus, she takes her phone and goes over to his contact. There is a message from him on the notification list.


    She took a deep breath and peeked at what he wrote.


    My Handsome Boyfriend: Don''t forget to take a rest.


    My Handsome Boyfriend: :)


    She felt a big hand is squeezing her heart. Hard and merciless. Waters filled eyes socket when she brings her finger to block him.


    "Goodbye," She whispers to the wind.


    ***


    One month.


    One month has passed, and she is still ignoring Guan Xian.


    She works like a robot for a whole month.


    When Guan Xian found out he has been blocked, he tries to reach her out in several ways. She logs out from all her social media.


    The only way to reach her now is via email. When Guan Xian realized this, he starts bombarding her emails on the second day she logs out from her Wei Xian. She orders Fu Qun to shift all his emails to the trash file.


    Fu Qun thought she is so cold, treating Young Master Guan like this when he has helped her a lot of time. Especially when they win this case with Bright Electronic.


    What he didn''t know is how she fight herself to stop checking that trash file every night. She sees him trying to contact her every day, every hour, every minute before he gives up.


    She felt her heart is a big hallow right now. And to fill that hollowness, she dedicates all her time, energy, and mind to her work.


    She makes immense progress in her work portfolio and carrier.


    Yes, The Xia Corporation finally acquired Bright Electronic.


    She wins the lawsuit for the smart TV and sues Bright Electronic for plagiarism.


    The Government chooses to accuse RY of Xiao''s group.


    She gains back the respect and trust of the higher-ups, and her grandfather never mentions Xiao Zhan''s matter again.


    In the meantime, she can''t do anything to Xiao''s family, yet. But she has a precise plan on her mind. The only trouble she needs to go through now is Xiao Zhan. He still stubbornly hanging on to the company even though she tries all her best to kick him out.


    "This is my initial mood board. The images we need to create is this futuristic, clean, and modern feel that we offer to our guest. With your Boho-Chic styles, no one will believe this is a hotel with robotic service," Xia Sha snarls at Xiao Zhan on the head meeting chair.


    "It''s too plain. We need something unique to enchanted our customer." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.


    "Do you even understand this project? It''s all about experiencing the modern world. You, what? Want to take them back to the past? Fix your twisted mind!"


    "Well, we can offer them beyond their expectation. We will let them experience a modern Boho-Chic, robotic hotel. I think this is a great idea," He said with confidence.


    Xia Sha felt Xiao Zhan is being impossible to discuss right now, and she didn''t have enough patience to deal with him. She furiously walks out of the room and slams the door at everyone.


    Unprofessional. Xia Sha knew she is unprofessional in reacting to Xiao Zhan in this way. But every time she sees him, she just can''t stop her blood boiling from anger.


    She felt frustrated in her office afterward.


    Fu Qun enter her office with a tab in his hand. "Miss Xia, Christmas is coming soon, what should I prepare for your family present? Should we make a list?" He asked.


    Xia Sha turns her head around to the big windows from her office. Winter and Christmas are coming soon. Usually, she will spend Christmas day with Ling Guang and his family at U city.


    This is the first time in five years she will celebrate Christmas with her own family. Present List? She probably should get the Christmas gift herself, right?


    In the end, she strolls around the mall mindlessly while trying to forget about her problems. She asked Kai Xin to companied her. That is when they bumped into Xiao Ni, who claims she is under therapy to mend a broken heart.


    "Good thing you are here. Quick choose whatever you like. I''ll treat you today," Xiao said, raising a black metal credit card in her right hand.


    Xia Sha and Kai Xin: "..."


    What kind of God of Wealth is blessing them this morning?


    She drags Xia Sha and Kai Xin into one of the most expensive brands in the mall and starts to shop like crazy. Kai Xin''s jaw almost dropped as she directly bought two colors of dress because she can''t choose what she likes better.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, you always shop like this? Why did I decide to be your enemy back then?" Xia Sha shook her head.


    Xiao Ni pouted and pulled other clothes from the rack. "I''m shopping to mend my broken heart. Consider this as my mental health treatment," she murmured.


    "Still, you almost emptied this whole store. Wouldn''t your mother scold you for being so wasteful?" Xia Sha asked again.


    She remembers aunty Guan scolding Guan Xian for spoiling Xiao Ni at the ice cream parlor. Thus she knew mother Guan is opposing Xiao Ni''s extravagant attitude.


    "Oh, you do know a lot about my mother," Xiao Ni teased while Xia Sha averted her gaze quickly from her. Xiao Ni smiles when she saw Xia Sha''s cheek turn into shades of pink.


    "My mother wouldn''t know because it''s not my dad''s money." Xiao Ni smirked and waved the black card in front of Xia Sha. "Tonight, even if this card is limitless, I''ll drain all the money inside!"


    "Don''t tell me it''s Senior Wang Kai''s card? Is this your broken heart revenge?" Kai Xin gasps before clapping her hand with satisfied looks.


    Just a week ago, Wang Kai call of their engagement. Xiao Ni going crazing in a shopping mall is not too surprising. But who would have guessed she planned to make Wang Kai''s bankrupt?


    Xiao Ni nodded and went back to her shopping spree, didn''t even think when she said, "All this tie, packed them up for me."


    "Xiao Ni, if you want to burn money, you shouldn''t use the black card. It will be hard to reach the transaction alert," Xia Sha, the daughter of a famous banker, though she needs to tell her wealthy friends about this.


    Xiao Ni gaps and freeze in the spot. She looked at Kai Xin in disbelief and asked her, "Are you kidding me? So even though I emptied this shop, he wouldn''t know?"


    Her aggrieved looks make Xia Sha confused.


    "Wouldn''t it be better? He wouldn''t notice, and he won''t ask for his card back. You can continue to make him bankrupt while he works hard to get money."


    Xiao Ni pouted and murmured, "What is the point of that."


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow at Kai Xin in a puzzled expression. Kai Xin took a deep breath and rolls her eyes. Aiya, this hopeless friend of hers, when did her EQ grow? She is so stupid.


    "She wanted to make him come after her. That is why she is diligently burning his money. Aiya, emotional blockhead like you won''t understand," Kai Xin and Xiao Ni snorted at the same time.


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched.


    "Does a woman has to work very hard to be noticeable?" She mumbles in a low voice.

 Chapter 83 - Caught You

    "Does a woman has to work very hard to be noticeable?" Xiao Ni repeated Xia Sha''s words with a cool gleam on her eyes.


    "Do you think every woman is so lucky as you? I''ve used my whole life until today to make myself noticeable for him. When I thought I finally got him, he dumped me!" Xiao Ni scoffed angrily.


    "You consider me luckier than you, Xiao Ni, are you kidding me?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow at her. Both look dissatisfied with each other as the dark aura emitting from their body.


    "You are not lucky? Let me tell you, consider you haven''t died after you dumped my brother is lucky!" Xiao Ni snorted and looked away from Xia Sha.


    Of course, she knew about Guan Xian''s frustration. Even though it''s hard enough to pace with the kidnapping and mending a broken heart, she can see through Guan Xian as if he is a piece of paper.


    Xia Sha was silent for a few moments before she defended herself. "We never officially going out. I didn''t dump him."


    "Uh-huh, you didn''t dump him. Fine. Tell me, why did you block him? did he do something that you don''t like?" Xiao Ni glares at her.


    Knowing her brother, when he cares about somebody, he would be very meticulous with things regarding that person. Xiao Ni also can see he no longer wasting his time on those bimbos. He cut everything out of his life, for what?


    Getting drunk in the house bar in the middle of the night, while mumbling, "Why did she block me?" To Ji Cun Xi?


    Xia Sha squinting her eyes and furrowed her eyebrow at Xiao Ni. "I can''t bring our relationship further. Thus I stop it before it turns into something that might hurt both of us," Xia Sha answers. She scowled at Xiao Ni and asked.


    "Perhaps you really want to call me sister-in-law?"


    She gets agitated by Xia Sha''s words that her whole face turns red. Xiao Ni''s eyes flare-up. She opens and closes her mouth a few times before she yells, "As long as my brother happy, even if I have to call a dog sister-in-law, I will!"


    The rim of her eyes turns red after she yells at Xia Sha. She quickly turns away to hides. But she could hear still her murmured slowly, "Sigh... our family is too kind that we let us hurt us like this."


    Xia Sha almost choked her own saliva listening to Xiao Ni. However, her last expression does make her felt awful. Kai Xin looks at the little scene before her and takes a position in the middle of their fights. She gave Xia Sha assuring looks before a walk towards Xiao Ni.


    "Aiya, No matter the two of you is luckier than me! I''m an abused single dog right here!" Kai Xin pretends to be pitiful to cheer Xiao Ni up.


    Kai Xin slowly leads Xiao Ni to an empty corner, away from Xia Sha. Xiao Ni quickly understands Kai Xin wanted to say something to her. She pretends to choose to try on sunglasses while preparing her eats.


    "What is it?" She wiggles her left eyebrow at Kai Xin. There is no sadness can be a trace on her face. Kai Xin''s face almost fall.


    "That... Weren''t you? You are acting back then?!" She blabbers in disbelief.


    Xiao Ni shrugged her shoulder and took black framed


    sunglasses. "You think I will show her my real tears? We aren''t that close yet," She hissed.


    Kai Xin: "..." Sure, you can do whatever you want. You are a great actress!


    Kai Xin clears her throat and steals a glance at Xia Sha from afar, "Ehkem, so, before you get mad for Xia Sha for pushing your brother away, you should know her reasons."


    Xiao Ni raised both of her eyebrows and wrinkles her nose. She looks unconvinced but looks at Kai Xin with ''go on'' eyes.


    "Xia Sha is fragile. She is in the states where she can''t blindly fall in love and trust everyone. You do know what happens to her parents and Xiao Zhan at that time."


    Xiao Ni nodded her head but say, "Still not a reason to block my brother. My brother is loveable and trustable! I guarantee him with my life."


    "Yes, for you, because he is your brother. But not for Xia Sha. Two months ago, Senior Guan Xian is an ordinary senior in school, who she thought won''t have anything to do with her because he is her enemy''s brother," Kai Xin narrated.


    "Moreover, you can''t put all the blame on Xia Sha. Senior Guan so easily backs off and gives up when she blocked her. How can she believe his feeling is genuine if he gives up so easily?"


    Xiao Ni raised three of her fingers with a fake smile at Kai Xin.


    "I was kidnapped, hospitalized, and dumped. Do you think my brother is so idle to coax her when her sister almost died?" Xiao Ni rolls her eyes at Kai Xin.


    Kai Xin: "..."


    Xiao Ni curled her hand into a fist and turned back to the glasses counter. Point one to take out to the attendee there. The worker gives Xiao Ni the glasses she wanted, and she tried it on.


    "Huff. I knew. I knew she is broken and scared of falling in love. But who didn''t?" Xiao Ni pressed her lips together with a slight depression after pondering for a while.


    Isn''t it the same problem she is facing right now? No, she has walked too far from Xia Sha''s position right now. She takes that leap of faith and ends up dumped on national news.


    Well, she should have to act like Xia Sha. Blocked him out from the moment he returns to the Capital City.


    "Damned that man!" She growls with hatred and looks viciously at Kai Xin. "You! Bought everything you like here, make sure you bought many that I drain that bastard''s bank account!"


    Kai Xin shook her head at Xiao Ni. She turns her head to Xia Sha to check on her. Hmm. She is still there, safe and sound. But she looks furious right now. Her cheeks are flustered.


    Wait, who is that guy?!


    Kai Xin''s eyes rounded up. She pokes at Xiao Ni without looking away from Xia Sha. Xiao Ni gets annoyed and looks at her with irritated looks, "What?" she snarls.


    Kai Xin choked and look at Xiao Ni with a dumbfounded face.


    "Isn''t that your brother?" She gapes.


    Xiao Ni glances at the tall man beside Xia Sha, a smirk appear on her pretty face.


    "See, my brother didn''t give up. The Guan family is not one to give up," she said proudly.


    ***


    Xia Sha in the middle of selecting a scarf when a tall man appeared beside her with a pretentious kind smile.


    "There you are! I thought you''ve moved to Atlantic City, the lost paradise." He stressed the word lost.


    Xia Sha gagged and wanted to run away from him immediately. But her ego forced her to stay and face him.


    "I didn''t move. I''m just avoiding you. Can''t you see?" She said blatantly.


    "I can see you blocked me, don''t worry. I''m not technologically backward." He answered calmly.


    "Oh, so you do know I blocked you. Which meant I don''t want to talk to you. Do you?" She rolls her eyes and walks away from the scarf rack.


    "Uh-huh, keep rolling your eyes. You might find your brain somewhere." He savagely answers and trails behind her.


    Xia Sha''s jaw dropped at his insult. She turns around and looks at him with an angry, disbelief face. Did he really just call her stupid?


    "Well, If you want to be a smartass, first you need to be smart. Else, you are only an ass!" She glares at him, which makes him cracked into a chuckle.


    "Do you knew you look cute when you get angry?" He wrinkles his nose and gets excited by himself. He looks like a drug addictive person, wanting to hug her but stop in the middle of the air with a big grin.


    Xia Sha blinks and scowls at him.


    "Do you know you look like a zombie?" She eschews from him.


    "I''ll get normal if you hug me once. Hug me?" He titled his head and asked with a sincere smile.


    Xia Sha growls at him and forces her leg to walk away quickly. She could felt her heart starts to get active while pounding really hard.


    Nononono, don''t do this again!


    She has been torturing herself for a month. Did it all just go to waste when he appears in front of her?!


    "Come on, don''t be stingy. It just a hug!" He shouted from the back, clearly laughing at her. "I didn''t even get mad when you block and ignore me for a whole month."


    "You can get mad and block me too!" Xia Sha runs away quickly as if he is a plaque.


    "But I did not get mad. Where are you going to escape?" He chuckles lowly, grabbing her wrist with his long arms. Xia Sha stop and froze. She felt his hot breath behind her as he whispers.


    "Caught you."

 Chapter 84 - What Is Done In Love Is Done Well

    Xia Sha felt her whole body heated up when her back touch his body. His muscular arm circled her tiny waist protectively as if he is reluctant to let her go ever again from him.


    In such an intimate position, Xia Sha subconsciously held her breath and didn''t move. It was until Guan Xian murmured something, she realized and revolt against his embrace.


    "Wh- What are you doing? Let me Go!" Xia Sha put on her angry expression on the top of her shy face.


    He changed his hair cute, she thought. It makes him look even more handsome and clean. However, it somehow reminds her of someone.


    "Shireo!" He pouted and tightened his arms.


    "What did you say?" Xia Sha''s eyes almost roll out from their socket.


    "I said Shireo. I don''t want to let you go," He said shamelessly. Xia Sha''s jaw almost dropped to the ground as she turns her neck to him. She blinks several times and thought he is really out of the box.


    "Shireo, Kajimayeo, nan neoleul joh-ahae." He said with a silly grin printed on his face.


    Xia Sha got speechless. She didn''t respond to any of his speeches. Facing her silence and disbelief face, Guan Xian suddenly got nervous. He retracted his arm and pressed his lips together.


    "You don''t understand what I meant? I said that I don''t want, Don''t leave me, and I l-" Xia Sha covers his mouth before he has the opportunity to continue his sentence.


    Guan Xian looks at Xia Sha''s wild eyes with wonder. What is wrong with this girl, doesn''t woman like those Korean''s Oppa so much these days?


    Also! She is the reason why he learns Korean!


    When she blocked him at that time, he is just celebrating what he calls ''First love luck'' in Wang Kai''s penthouse, playing games. He is having so much fun with his brother. However, her smiles under the light of sunrise keep lingering on his mind.


    Missing her, he decided to step away from his game for a while to call her.


    He sent her a message ten minutes ago, remind her to take a rest because she stays up all night. She left him on a read, which didn''t bother him because she rarely replies to him.


    So he calls her.


    But who had known his call would never reach her because she has blocked him!


    "Bro, I think you should repair your connection. I tried to call Xia Sha several times, but it always gets sidetracked." He said to Wang Kai.


    Wang Kai squinted his look at him and stretched his arm. "Give me your phone," he ordered.


    Guan Xian does as what he told and gives Wang Kai his phone. He thought Wang Kai is going to changes his phone setting, but who had to know he will only call Xia Sha one more time.


    It goes directly to her voice mail.


    Wang Kai ended the call and indifferently sent a random word to Xia Sha. It got an undelivered. Wang Kai looks at Guan Xian with a smirk as he tossed his phone back into his hand.


    "You''ve been blocked." Wang Kai looks very confident with his conclusion. All of us knew he had experienced this before. That is why he is so sure with his answer.


    "No way! It''s your ugly connection. We spend a lovely morning together. How can she blocked me at night?!"


    "Hm, deny it for all you want. But don''t blame my connection," Wang Kai said while waving his phone, which screens filled with Xiao Ni''s face and number.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    Wang Kai got a call from Xiao Ni. Meant there is nothing wrong with the connection, and Wang Kai''s prediction is probably accurate.


    Ji Cun Xi and Jian Jun''s laughter become his stupified background before he realized and cursed loudly!


    "*censor* *censor* *censor* What the hell?" He shouted angrily at his phone. His friend''s laughter grew even louder by that.


    "Bro, she blocked you. That means she is not into you. I suggest giving up, don''t bother her again. She might end up hating you if you keep persisting. At least you can watch her be happy in silence," Jian Jun said with an unusually gentle expression.


    "Hm, you listen to him, and you will end up like him while another Wang Kai swoop in and take your girl." Ji Cun Xin murmured with an innocent face when Jian Jun glance at him coldly.


    "What? I''m only stating the truth..." Ji Cun Xi added.


    Guan Xian clicked his tongue and snapped his finger at the two of them. "Can you two help me find a solution and don''t talk about my sister? Do you need to remind me every time of how I invited two wolves into my little cottage? I''m such a stupid grandma."


    He can images Xiao Ni as a cute little riding hood while Wang Kai and Jian Jun are the big, bad wolf. He gets more irritated with the fact he needs to watch it folds before his eyes.


    He sends a dirty glance at Wang Kai, who is laughing on the balcony.


    "Okay. Let''s rewind for a moment. Did you talk to Xia Sha after the sunrise? Maybe you did say or do something that annoys her?" Ji Cun Xi show his smart brains for the first time.


    Guan Xian pulls out his phone and reread all the messages he sent to her. There is nothing out of the ordinary there. It''s the same have you eaten? Don''t forget to eat and the last to message her send.


    He shook his head desperately before let his body fall into Wang Kai''s sofa like a beached whale.


    "No? Maybe she heard about your scandal, or from the girl you used to date?" Jian Jun added.


    Guan Xian stares at the ceiling blankly before shaking his head. "If told Tang Yu Bin to remind everyone. Well, every girl. To shut their mouth if they still want to live here," He mumbles.


    "Then maybe it''s because you are not charming enough, or you aren''t her type." Ji Cun Xi said.


    "type? What kind of type does she like?" Guan Xian''s forehead wrinkles when Xiao Zhan and Ling Guang''s face pop up in his mind. He can''t find similarities between the two except for they are both annoying to him.


    "Why don''t you check her Weibo or Wei Xian. A woman usually hinted at their favorites actor there. You can see their types from the actor they like," Jian Jun suggested.


    "Ohhh...." Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi both formed an O with their mouth, slightly nodding at each other. They aren''t aware that Jian Jun is the one with less experience in chasing a woman than them.


    "Quick, go check her posting wall," Ji Cun Xi suggested with excitement. Guan Xian nodded and took his phone. He checked her Wei Xian, where it''s written,


    Sorry, You''ve been blocked by this user.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    Ji Cun Xi wanted to laugh again when he peeks at his phone. However, facing Guan Xian''s frustrated face, he didn''t dare to laugh. Instead, he said good suggestions.


    "Weibo, I follow her Weibo. We can check with my account."


    Thus they look into Xia Sha''s Weibo account and examine every post she made carefully. There are nothing too personal there, only a few working related stuff and food pictures.


    "Hm, I think food is her type. You should turn yourself into a pig. She might want to accept you then." Ji Cun Xi tease Guan Xian, who looks sours when post ''In this world, Crispy Roast Pork is the best food I ever ate!''


    Only when they almost reach her first post, a picture of a handsome man appear before them.


    Silly Xia: LEE MIN HO IS THE HANDSOMEST MAN EVER ALIVE! #BoyCrush #CityHunter #BoysBefore Flower


    P.s I think he looks more handsome in City Hunter, but I like his character better in Boys Before Flower.


    "This guy does look handsome. Bro, you should watch this Boys Before Flower to have the character she likes!" Ji Cun Xi encourage him with a pat on his back.


    "Lee Min Ho?" Guan Xian frowned and typed his name on the searching machine. In no second, all of his achievements and photos appear on his phone screen.


    Jian Jun walk to Guan Xian''s side and peek at his phone too. "His hair cut looks good," he commented on his latest picture.


    "Bro, You should get a makeover! Turn into a Korean style''s Oppa and make Xia Sha fall for you!" Ji Cun Xi snaps his finger and nods his head reassuringly.


    "Should I...?" Guan Xian hissed and titled his head to look at the handsome Lee Min Ho on his phone.


    So, she like this type of man?


    Lee Min Ho is 1,87 meters. He is taller by two centimeters. Body-wise, they look the same.


    Face...? He does feel this Lee Min Ho guy has a similar jawline and nose like him. As for his mother''s world, he is more handsome than any guy in this world, and apparently, he believes that.


    Turning himself to look like him shouldn''t be big trouble, right?


    "You should pick up Korean language along the way!" Wang Kai, who just come back, chimed in. Everyone turns around at him. He raised his eyebrow and shrugged his shoulder, "What? I listen to everything outside."


    "Do you think I should do a makeover as this guy?" Guan Xian put Lee Min Ho''s face next to his face.


    "What is done in love is done well.." He replied.

 Chapter 85 - I Wont Bothering You Again

    Xia Sha glares at Guan Xian heavily when she starts to feel a hot and wet sensation on her palm. When she realized he might have licked her palm, she retracted her hand with a disgusted face.


    "Ew!" She groaned and wiped his saliva on his coat.


    Guan Xian''s magnetic laughter rang all over her ears once again. He looks like he is enjoying himself while Xia Sha puts on her annoyed look.


    "Gross!" She snarls once again, wiping her hand on his sleeve.


    "Sorry, but not really," Guan Xian bites his lower lips to hold his chuckle while let her wipe her hand on his coat. Xia Sha gritted her teeth and rolled her eyes.


    "Childish!" she told him.


    Guan Xian replied with a silly grin.


    "I''m going now. Don''t follow me," Xia Sha said coldly. She turned her body around in no time. She wandered her eyes around to find Kai Xin, but that friend of hers has run away with Xiao Ni.


    That little betrayer...


    She huffed and took her first step to leave the store. But upon getting trailed by Guan Xian, her temper starts to get triggered.


    "Stop following me!" She snaps and quickly went to the right.


    "This is a public place. I have every right to take every step that I want," Guan Xian said with a mocking tone as if he deliberately want to anger Xia Sha.


    Guan Xian casually follows her every step. If she moves one step to the right, he will step to the right. If she moves to the left, he will also move to the left.


    Xia Sha turns to him furiously, clenching her fist, she said, "What do-?"


    "What do I want? I want you to unblock me. How is that?" Guan Xian said with his million-dollar smiles. He is so direct that Xia Sha couldn''t even use the ''My phone broke'' excuse.


    "No, I don''t want to do that." Xia Sha''s eyes turn bleak.


    "Why? I thought we are getting along just great," he asked calmly.


    "Because-" Xia Sha couldn''t finish her sentence when she realized her reason is unreasonable. The truth was, She couldn''t control her feeling for him.


    Thus, she blocks him.


    But how can she say that to him? Where should she put her face?


    Guan Xian is still waiting for her answer patiently. His face is as calm as the dead sea. The words ''Go on, lie to my face'' is written on his forehead.


    Xia Sha moistens her lips that suddenly felt dry. She lowered her lashes before lying. "Because I want to. I don''t need a reason to block someone I don''t like, right?"


    "You don''t like me?" He asked with a verifying tone.


    "Yes, I don''t like you," she repeated almost instantly.


    "Why?"


    "I just don''t. You don''t need a reason to don''t like someone." She glares at him. In his eyes, her fierce appearance looks the same as the angry little cub.


    "But, I like you!" He said without any hesitation.


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare up as if someone just pours a bucket of cold water into the top of her head.


    "Everyone can hear you!" She exclaims. However, Guan Xian seems like he doesn''t care at all. He doesn''t even glance at his surrounding before repeating his words.


    "I like you, I meant it." He said with all seriousness he had. "So it''s hurt me a little when you said you didn''t like me."


    Her honest words throw Xia Sha under the bus. She has nothing to words to utter when she sees the pain in his eyes. Stunned, she slowly mumbles out of her control.


    "Why? Why do you like me? How?"


    Guan Xian is silenced. Why? Why did he like her?


    He has asked him himself the same questions before. When she blocked and avoid him, he felt so hurt by her rejection. He said to himself, why did you let this woman step all over you like this? and why did you still want to be associated with her.


    Why did you like her so much?


    Is it her beautiful face? beautiful smiles? Her smart, sarcastic little mouth? Or because he pitied her?


    He doesn''t know, every time he thought about this, he gets so confused that it almost makes him mad.


    He is going crazy.


    "I... I don''t have any reason to like you. But I do. I like you." There are too many words on his mind, but he could only say these sentences out. He mocks himself for being so stupid.


    "But I don''t like you," She mumbles with great difficulties. How can you speak with so many butterflies on your stomach?


    Guan Xian chuckles at Xia Sha. A wicked smile plastering his handsome face as he lifted up her chin with his finger. "You can''t even look at me directly when you say those words. How can I believe your words, hm?"


    Xia Sha is forced to look straight at those dark brown eyes. That eyes, which always tempting her every time. The fort she hardly builds slowly starts to crumbles when he takes one step closer to her.


    Their body almost touched and only separated by centimeters in between. Xia Sha felt and smell his minty cold breath when he opens his mouth.


    "Look at my eyes and tell me that you don''t like me," He demands, showing his domineering side that he rarely shows. His kind smiles slowly disperse into a shallow hollow inside his heart.


    Getting intimidated by him, she averted her gaze once again. But his finger and her chin is a strong stonewall. She gathers her courage and finally stares deep into those brown eyes.


    She almost gets lost if her rationality didn''t persist in telling her that they are impossible. She took a deep breath and look at his iris, almost swayed away by the fascinating fact it''s getting larger when she looks at him.


    But what should be done, should be done.


    "I don''t like you."


    Her calm voice pierces through his heart. As calm as she slowly stole his heart and turn around the next second. Guan Xian has never been this confused for his whole life.


    "You are terrifying," He suddenly said, a faint smile on his face.


    Xia Sha felt empty when he took a step back. She lowered her head, looking at her black heels calming her inner goddess, who starts speculating what they both can be if she just is honest with him about her feelings.


    She watches his shoes disappear from her sight. The fear of losing start creeping inside her heart.


    "Tell me once again, you don''t like me at all?" His voice is still audible even though his shoes are out of her sight.


    "???"


    He hasn''t gone yet?


    Xia Sha looked up and find he is smiling smugly with his finger rubbing his chin. "Impossible, I''ve dressed up like the man you like. I''ve even become more handsome than that Lee Min Ho guy. Don''t tell me I''ve to downgrade like that Ling guy."


    Xia Sha: "..."


    "What Lee Min Ho?" She furrowed her eyebrow and narrow her gaze at him.


    Although his word somehow irritating her, that sense of relief secretly hiding in the corner of her heart.


    He didn''t leave. Her inner goddess cheered.


    "Is this because I once living the fullest of my youth?" He asked carefully, raising his right eyebrow. He didn''t even bother to answer Xia Sha''s questions.


    He was hinting about his dark past with a lot of women. Xia Sha''s eyes darken. When he sees her shift of expression, he claps his hand loudly and points at her face.


    "See! Your face darkens when I mention my past. You are jealous! Means you like me. HA! I caught you red-handed! You are a terrible liar," Guan Xian smirked.


    "Non-Nonsense! What are you bluffing about?!" Xia Sha blabbered. "Where is Kai Xin that girl? Why did she leave me alone," she tried to divert her attention to something else to stop her cheeks from blushing.


    Guan Xian chuckled and decided to tease her anymore. "Xiao Ni and your friend are in the store next door. Let''s go! my mother told me to accompany Xiao Ni. You don''t know how crazy she is these days.."


    Oh, so he came for his little sister.


    Xia Sha frowned and glared at him.


    "I don''t want to go with you. I''ll call Kai Xin and wait for her here," She stubbornly said. However, Guan Xian is more than dare to step on her bottom line. He pulls her arm and drags her to the store next door.


    "I also need to buy a Christmas present for my father." He said calmly, before adding, "I won''t bothering you again there."


    Xia Sha felt he has thrown a heavy rock on his toes when he promised her that. Her heart is hurt and confused, just like how she felt every night when he stops sending her emails.. But her lips curled into a thin smile as she said, "good."

 Chapter 86 - Because You Have A Crush On Him?

    Guan Xian does what he said to Xia Sha. In the vintage store next door, he goes straight to Xiao Ni without even glance at Xia Sha again.


    She keeps reminding herself that he come here not for her but for his little sister. She shouldn''t felt bad for not talking to him even though they are in the same room.


    But the gloomy mood still wins over her.


    A weird mixture of irritate and sad feelings ruined Xia Sha''s mood to shop today. With a frown, she walks to Kai Xin like a sulking kid. "Let''s go home," she said flatly.


    "Whew, what''s wrong with that face? Talking with your prince charming makes you angry?"


    Kai Xin put down the Santa''s hat back to the rack, Guan Xian and Xiao Ni''s laughter become their background. It''s not like Xia Sha is jealous of them together, not at all.


    She is just annoyed by how Guan Xian act.


    He just told her that he likes her, then the next minutes'' Guan Xian can ignore her completely when they are still breathing the same air.


    Lie.


    He must be lying when he said he likes her.


    "Heh, Why should I waste my energy and emotion on him?" She sneered and averted her gaze to the crystalized ball on the rack. She picks one up and shakes it.


    "Because you have a crush on him?" Kai Xin raised her eyebrow.


    "Who don''t?" Xia Sha insinuated, then added, "But no more. As Zheng Shuang said, One month is enough time to banish your felling for crush."


    There is no need to cover up her conflicted feeling to Kai Xin and Zheng Shuang because she tells them all. Well, only the main story.


    "And if it''s longer than one month... it means it''s not a crush anymore. Judging by your grumpy look right now, I think..." Kai Xin didn''t continue her words because she didn''t want to get killed.


    "I don''t!" Xia Sha affirmed with a glare.


    Kai Xin didn''t say anything, but distrust written all over her face. She pursues her mouth and steps in front of Xia Sha. Xia Sha look at her with a confused face and a frown.


    "What are y- Ah!!" She squalled in pain when Kai Xin pinch both of her cheeks. She pulled it in an upward movement as she complained.


    "Xia Sha, you''ve changed. Nowadays, you frowned 24/7. Don''t you afraid of getting wrinkles?"


    Xia Sha wrinkled his nose and scoffed, "What did you say?"


    "See, you frowned again. You shouldn''t live your life like this, you know?" Kai Xin releases her cheek and secretly directed her sight at Guan Xian and Xiao Ni.


    Both of them is raising their eyebrow with the same confused face. Kai Xin almost choked when she witnesses how unison is their movement.


    "Kai Xin, what are you saying? I don''t understand. Of course, I''m changing. We are not the same reckless high school girl we used to be. I''m not the Imperial High School queen bees anymore." She said with all seriousness.


    "Yes, we are growing up. But that doesn''t mean we need to look depressed all the time. You, how many times you genuinely laugh after you associated yourself with Ling Guang?" Kai Xin let out a little sigh. Her shoulder dropped as she touches both of Xia Sha''s arms in a caring way.


    "You still unhappy because I choose Ling Guang over you at that time? I told you, I''m sorry for being a fool," Xia Sha lamented.


    "No, It''s not about him. Because if it''s because of him. You are free from him now, but you still look miserable."


    "Isn''t that''s how everybody is? We grew up, we learn how to act in public. We restrict ourselves at work. But that doesn''t mean I''m miserable. I love my job."


    "Honey, See, You used to have that beautiful sparks on you when you are happy. Growing up doesn''t mean you need to lose that spark." She said.


    Xia Sha is stunned and silenced after hearing Kai Xin''s words.


    She didn''t realize how much she has changed throughout the year. She only felt something is missing from the soul but never bother to care about it.


    Her parents divorce, welcoming a stepmother and a stepsister, Xiao Zhan, Ling Guang, Meng Ran, Her mother, and all her problem flowing into her mind like a flood.


    As she grew up, she becomes Less thankful, Less content with her life. She felt a big hallow of emptiness inside her, which she tried to fill with work.


    "Bad things happen to us all the time. But nothing can define our happiness, not even our imperfection. Growing up doesn''t mean giving up on being happy." Kai Xin whispered and pulled her into a hug.


    Xia Sha didn''t know how she manages her tears right now. But hearing Kai Xin stripped her naked like that, she honestly felt grateful. She hugs her back tightly.


    "I only hope you to be happy," she added.


    "Thank you," she whispered to Kai Xin, still hugging each other. She felt Kai Xin patted her back as she steals a glance at Guan Xian''s direction.


    She sees Guan Xian chuckling at Xiao Ni as he ruffled her hair. They look so happy that another speculation starts to pounding inside her. Did she have enough courage to try?


    "Brother, they are hugging each other." Xiao Ni reported at Guan Xian, who lowered her head to the rack. She lowered her body to hides from Xia Sha''s sight.


    "What is her expression? Did she look sad?" He sounds anxious as he glances at Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni steals another glance at Xia Sha and Kai Xin''s direction. She looks back at her brother and nods her head. "Hm, What did you ask Kai Xin to tell her anyway?"


    Guan Xian let out a relieved sigh and put back the book he touches on the seeling racks.


    "What exactly are you planning?" A faint frowns plastering her face.


    She had asked this question for them the tenth time from hours ago when her brother forced her to go to the mall. But Guan Xian never bothered to explain and only told her to keep Xia Sha busy until he arrives.


    "An amazing plan to win her!" He said confidently. He looks so happy and whipped. Xiao Ni''s lips twitched.


    "Hmph! Brother, aren''t you being too inconsiderate right now? I just get dumped, and you drag me here to watch you get all lovely Dovey?" she satirized.


    She finally understands what Guan Xian always felt when she and Wang Kai showing off their affections in public. The sour feelings of being feed dog food!


    If she didn''t love her brother so much, she wouldn''t even take one step away from her house right now.


    "Thank you, baby sis, for helping your brother out!" He pulled Xiao Ni into a brotherly hug and ruffled her hair. Xiao Ni still let out an annoyed huffed under his embrace, but after some time, she finally is smiles for him.


    "Brother, I still like you should tell me your plan before executing it beforehand," Xiao Ni didn''t know why she gets a pretty bad feeling about this.


    "Don''t worry, Ji Cun Xi and Jian Jun are helping me arranging things downstairs," He replied.


    Xiao Ni''s forehead gets more wrinkles than before.


    "You asked the two of them?"


    Guan Xian nods his head, full of confidence.


    "But they never even had a-"


    "Shh... don''t jinx it. Don''t worry, I''ve done the research and even rehearse before today."


    Rehearse??! Xiao Ni got even more confused. What actually is her brother doing? However, upon watching Guan Xian''s confident face, she tried to surpass the restlessness inside of her.


    "So, there is brother Cun Xi and Jian Jun here. What about him? Do you invite him as well?" Xiao Ni clears her throat with an unkind look.


    "Of course not! Why would I collude with that guy? He is unworthy of being my friend anymore!" He shook his head, a fire on his eyes as he gritted his teeth.


    Xiao Ni felt better after hearing that. She patted her brother''s shoulder and smiled brightly at him. "I hope you succeed in conquering your first love!" she cheers him up.


    "Oh, course I will. Cun Xi just notice me the dancer has come, and the flower has been spread around. It will be a great success! It''s even more extravagant than the video we watched."


    "Ah? What dancer and flower for?" Xiao Ni rounded her eyes at her brother. Why does this sound like a disaster already?


    Guan Xian opens his mouth to say something when his phone ring. "What a minute. It''s Jian Jun. It might be something important," she excused herself after Xiao Ni nodded.


    "Hm, okay. Did you get the black rose from Tang Yu Bin? I told him to get it from my grandmother''s garden in Germany."


    "Okay, where is her position right now?"


    "Okay. I''ll get prepared now."


    Guan Xian ended his call and turned to dumbfounded Xiao Ni. Her mouth formed a big O. Guan Xian close her mouth with his hand and asked her in an excited voice.


    "Did you bring my pink suit?"


    Xiao Ni opens and closes her mouth, still can''t believe what her brother did. "I-I-In- In the Car," she stuttered.


    Guan Xian put his hand on her shoulder as he thanked her. "Thank you, baby sis. I love you!"


    "Oh, Wait! Where are you going?" She yells when he run back to the previous store. Xiao Ni statued there on the vintage store with a deep frown.


    She is so not optimistic about her brother''s plans....

 Chapter 87 - Aunty, Dont You Learn Mannerism Before?

    Xia Sha sat on the public bench while waiting for Kai Xin, who is using the restroom right now. The pouring water from the grand fountain behind her created a relaxing sound that soothes her mood.


    Her mind replays all the things Kai Xin just said to her in the vintage shop before.


    "Bad things happen to us all the time. But nothing can define our happiness, not even our imperfection. Growing up doesn''t mean giving up on being happy."


    Although her mind tries so hard to deny Kai Xin''s truthful words, her heart couldn''t help but nod along with Kai Xin.


    Yes, Xia Sha, you are unhappy.


    She always blames her parent''s divorce that ruining her life. She felt like a series of unfortunate events happen to her after they did. Then Ling Guang''s betrayal happens.


    She thought she could never believe in love again.


    But here she is, falling in love with a well-known womanizer. She is afraid, but she also couldn''t deny that she is happy having him around.


    Her heart is such a headache.


    She looked up to the high ceiling and sigh.


    "What should I do?" she mumbles in frustration. When she moved her head to normal position again, a boy wearing a little suit has appeared before her.


    "Aunty, what is your name?" He asked with a serious face. The little boy''s cheek is very chubby that it make Xia Sha wanted to pinch it. Approached by such a cute little boy, Xia Sha doesn''t have the heart to ignore him.


    "My surname is Xia. What about you, what is your name, little friend?" She said gently, bowing slightly to the boy''s body height.


    "Are your last name is Sha? My name is Hu Che." The little boy walks with his short leg and climbs the bench beside Xia Sha. Xia Sha''s heart couldn''t help but melt in adoration when she watched the cute scene.


    She put her hand behind his back to guard him against falling.


    "How can you know?" She smiles at him.


    "Hm, you are indeed pretty," He murmured after taking a closer look at Xia Sha. Xia Sha is stunned by his short remarks.


    "You are also handsome yourself," She praised him.


    "Of course, I have the best gene running in my blood," That little boy answers indifferently, fixing his pocket square.


    His level of confidence and aura, she seems familiar with this. She titled her head, wanted to ask about his parents when he raised his little index finger with a cold gleam.


    "Not yet, wait for five more minutes," he stops her.


    Xia Sha: "???"


    "Little Friend, what do you mean? Where are your parents?"


    "They are not here. I come here with my uncle," He pouted, looking irritated when he thinks about his uncle.


    "Oh, where is your uncle? Do you want me to help you find him?"


    "Hmph, I''m not lost. Let''s not talk about my uncle, he is annoying today," Little Hu Che sighed and lean his back on the bench. Then, he looked up to Xia Sha with a curious gaze.


    "Aunty, although beautiful, you look tired. Do you, somehow doesn''t felt unhappy these days?" He said carefully after pondering for a while.


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare up at little Hu Che. She was surprised, how this little boy can see through her so fast. Does her face really look that unhappy? She felt her expression is normal though.


    "Well, there is no need to deny it," Hu Che continued without waiting for Xia Sha''s answer. "Sigh, what to do, this is my pretty aunty beauty secret. But you look so pitiful. As a gentleman, I felt obligated to help you out."


    This tone again! She is extremely familiar with this tone.


    If she guesses right, then the reason why this boy knew her name is not a mystery anymore.


    Her lips twitched as she looks at Hu Che with suspicious faces. "You want to give out your aunty beautiful secret to me, won''t she got mad at you?"


    Hu Che thinks for a while before he shook his head.


    "I don''t think so. My uncle said you are aunty''s friend too. My aunty is generous, she wouldn''t mind sharing her secret to her friend."


    "Oh, so your uncle and aunty know me. Are your uncle and aunty is here too?" She raised her eyebrow.


    Hu Che''s round eyes flare up and he closes his mouth with her little hand. He looks panicked for a moment but after he gulped, he looks calm and dignified again.


    "Yes, they are here. Aunty, can you help me find them?" He suddenly said with a sweet smile. A hundred and eighty degrees different from his indifferent face before.


    "Wait, I''ll call them-"


    "Aunty! Before you call them, can you buy me ice cream?" He looks at Xia Sha with her puppy looks. Xia Sha glance at the ice cream store not far away from their seat right now. Lowering back her sight to Hu Che she gives him a probing stare.


    "Why should I buy you the ice-cream? How can I knew either you are allowed to eat it or not?"


    Hu Che: "..." What kind of aunty did his uncle choose?! So difficult to deal with!


    "Hmph! Fine, I''ll buy it myself then," He jumped from his seat and walk with his short leg. Only five steps away from Xia Sha, he turned around and glanced at her using his poker face.


    He looks like he wanted to say something but deceitfully didn''t do that. He made Xia Sha''s level of curiousness topped up as she observed his little movement from behind.


    He does everything so naturally, like a seven years old boy buying ice cream from himself. Not even his little fancy suit looks weird at all on him. The only thing that Xia Sha doesn''t understand is why he brings two ice cream back.


    "Aunty, don''t you learn mannerism before? You let this little boy hold two ice creams without offering any help. What a cruel woman," He comments fiercely while handing one of the ice creams for Xia Sha.


    The cruel woman who just got Ice cream from seven years old boy: "..."


    "Well, thank you for your courtesy little gentleman," Xia Sha teased him.


    Hu Che huffed and sat down next to Xia Sha again. Xia Sha look at the vanilla cone in her hand with an amused feeling. She steals a glance at Hu Che, who is eating his ice-cream happily, and couldn''t stop herself from digging up more secrets from him.


    "Did you get separated from your uncle and aunty? Why they haven''t report your loss to the information center?"


    The fact that those two siblings could shop carefreely without worrying the slightest bit about their nephew wandering around alone on this big mall actually terrifies her.


    Hu Che glanced at her with complex eyes and decided to keep his mouth shut. He licked his ice-cream indifferently as he secretly looks down at the digital wristband on his hand.


    Hmm, it should be time to act.


    "Aunty, my shirt felt itchy on the neck part. Can you help me with it?" Hu Che said with an uncomfortable look. His cheeks turn red as he tries to stretch his back.


    Xia Sha leans her body closer to help Hu Che. But who would had known that boy''s ice cream cone fall on her lap the next second.


    "..."


    Xia Sha''s eyes meet Hu Che''s adorable face. She took a deep breath as her thigh starts to get cold. Hu Che pouted and exaggeratedly apologized to Xia Sha.


    "Aunty, I''m so sorry! My hand slipped!" His voice raised as he pulls the handkerchief from his pocket square.


    "No, It''s okay. Aunty just going to the restroom and clean this up. Hu Che, wait for aunty here, okay?" Xia Sha pull out tissued from her bag to wipe the ice cream.


    "No! No Aunty, My mother will scold me if I didn''t take responsibility for my mistakes."


    You are only seven, did you really had to be responsible for this...


    Hu Che amazed Xia Sha once again with his actions and words. His little eyes actively travel around the mall. Then, he gently pulls Xia Sha''s hand towards a shop.


    "Aunty, I''ll buy your clothes as my responsibilities."


    "Hu Che, it''s an accident. It''s not a big deal, your goodwill for wanted to be responsible is enough. Aunty didn''t need you to do this." Xia Sha rejected Hu Che offers.


    What a joke? Why does she need these seven years old boy to compensate her like this? Isn''t this a little bit too much?


    "Absolutely can''t do that. Don''t worry Aunty, my uncle said I could buy anything I have with the global world card," The little boy actively pull her and make a shopping assistant help her change her clothes.


    "Aunty, this pink dress is very pretty. You''ll look more beautiful than my aunty if you wear this!" He cheerfully makes Xia Sha changed into the dress.


    Xia Sha''s face darkens when she felt how push over is this little fellow and how stupid she is for doing whatever he said. She got enough when Hu Che pulled his card to pay. With an angry face, she threatened him not to do that.


    So Hu Che let her pay for herself. Xia Sha is quite content with that. While she pays, she missed the scene where Hu Che calls someone over his smart wrist.


    "Uncle, I''ve made her change. Don''t forget my PS 6, okay?"

 Chapter 88 - Black Little Box

    Xia Sha smiled at the cashier and thanked her as she wrapped up her dirty clothes for her. "Hu Che, let''s find your uncle and aunty after-"


    Empty.


    The little boy has to disappear when she turned her back. Her jaw dropped slightly. She raised her eyebrow to the shop attendee that helps her from the start, questioning her with her looks.


    The shop attendee has a shy smile as she shrugs her shoulder. Xia Sha blinked and look at the space he stands before. This boy didn''t get kidnapped, didn''t he?


    "Miss, the little boy left this for you." The shop helper hand a thick paper to her. Xia Sha knew who is behind everything when she sees a family logo on the paper''s bottom.


    Dear Aunty Xia Sha,


    My uncle is here to fetch me,


    I''m going home now.


    Please don''t miss me too much,


    you will meet me soon^^


    Hu Che.


    "The writing is so good, there is no way it''s how to own writing," Xia Sha murmured while observing the paper front and back. When she didn''t realize it, the shop attendee has stood beside her and put a blindfold on her eyes.


    "Ah!" She squeals and tried to pull the blindfolds. Realizing she is going to break free soon, she asked for help from her friends. Who knew when she almost opens her blindfolds, two-man wearing a pink suit come.


    It''s such a weird combination of scary faces and pink suits in bulging muscle entering a clothing shop. However, the man''s power and woman are very different. Moreover, they are a special bodyguard from the Wang family.


    "AHH! WHAT IS THIS?" Xia Sha screams when she felt two big forces picked up her arms left and right. They also very tall, it makes her legs hanging up in the air.


    "LET ME GO!"


    "LET ME GO!


    "I HAVE A BLACK BELT IN TAEKWONDO! I WILL BEAT YOU UP IF YOU DARE TO KIDNAP ME!" She screams wildly, forgetting her calm and cold images of Xia''s family ice princess.


    "AHHH! SOMEONE HELP ME! HELP!" She keeps calling out for help when her intuitive said they are dragging her to a smaller space. There are so many people roaming around the mall, but no one steps out to help her.


    Xia Sha gets desperate and stops kicking her leg in the air. She waits for the right moment to run away, peeking through the little gap below her eyes.


    The lift door opened, the two bodyguards pull her body up again. The gap on the blindfolds is small. Although she tried several ways to make her sight wider, she can only see the shiny ceramic below her.


    She can see people''s reflections from there. Watching her being carried by two big men wearing army shoes with a pink suit, but no one steps out to help her.


    She is calmer than before. Since there is a lot of people watching, it''s probably not a kidnapping. From Kai Xin who stays too long, Hu Che''s sudden appearance and disappearance, and the fact that Guan Xian and Xiao Ni are here, it''s pretty clear they wanted to trick her.


    But what are they planning?


    That is the biggest question now.


    "Can you put me down? I can walk by myself," She growls at the two bodyguards on her side.


    "Apologies, Miss, Xia, Our leader especially told us to carry you so you can''t run away,"


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Xiao Ni from the balcony: This image is pretty familiar...


    "I won''t run away, but you are hurting my arm," Xia Sha said behind her gritting teeth.


    "Don''t worry, we almost there," they said monotonously. They didn''t want to listen to her.


    They aren''t lying. In the next two minutes, they let her go. Xia Sha scoffed and harshly pull her blindfold to see where they put her.


    When the light gets reflected and create a clear image in her eyes, her body froze like a statue. First, she is in the middle of the human sea, circling her.


    Everyone has a kind smile that is directed to her. It makes her shiver and confuses her at the same time. Still trying to fathom what happened to her, she hears a melodious play from the grand piano on the stages.


    "Err??" She smiles back awkwardly.


    When the music is on, those people start to dance in unison. Almost like Gangnam style''s flashmob but only with other music. Xia Sha''s eyes flare up as she tried to run away from this bunch of weird groups that wear pink shirts.


    "Whoops, excuse me. I need to go," she tried to take away.


    "Uh okay, don''t touch me," she protected her body from people push her back.


    But no matter how hard she tries, they draw her back to her position before. Right in the middle of the dance floor.


    She frowned and stand there awkwardly.


    Then the music change to a very famous song in K-Dramas


    Stand by me,


    look towards me


    even though I don''t know love yet


    stand by me


    guard over me


    because I am still clumsy at love


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare wide open, she wandered her eyes all over the places once again to find that guy. That guy! He must be someone behind everything.


    When she still searching for his presence, people start to strides forward one by one. They hand Xia Sha the black flower they hide behind their back.


    my feelings get better as I look at you


    I find myself randomly singing


    I even want to buy a single rose


    The side of myself is so new


    As my heart becomes closer to you


    The world becomes more beautiful


    If you feel my nervousness


    Will you wait just a little bit?


    The song is too familiar for Xia Sha. It''s one of her favorites songs. In high school! It''s been years since she heard this song again.


    "What exactly happening here?" She asked but no one answered.


    The more I get to know you, my heart quivers


    All I can do is smile


    Shall I try to kiss you?


    Will it get me a little closer to your heart?


    Could this feeling be love


    I''m still shy


    I haven''t even taken a single step to you


    So please wait for my love


    "Where is that guy?" Xia Sha murmured with jaw clenched.


    Together with making love


    Forever making you smile


    Filled with your bright smile


    Together with making love


    forever making you smile


    I will slowly heat towards you step by step


    Stand by me


    Look at me


    Somehow, I want to be closer to you


    Stand by me


    Guard over me


    I want to seem a bit cooler to you


    Wait, why is the singer sounds a little bit off the chord? He doesn''t sound professional at all. Her eyes travel to the stages, where a man wearing a peachy colored suit waving to her.


    I don''t know at first


    How to begin to love


    I still don''t know my heart


    But I love you.


    "Saranghaeeee, ohhhhh~~," he says the high key and makes Xia Sha speechless.


    When he finished singing, he walks toward her. People make a way for him as if he is the male character of a novel. Microphone still on his hand as he offers a hand to her,


    Tang Yu Bin rush to give him a bouquet of black roses, freshly handpicked from Grandmother''s Guan garden in Germany.


    Xia Sha glares at him and covers her face with her hand. "What are you doing?" She whispers angrily. Her hand carries so many rose that it covered her upper body.


    Guan Xian smiles and didn''t answer. Instead, he drags her to the stage and clears his throat.


    "After you block me, this whole month. I do a lot of thinking about relationships. Sure I want to give up at first because you are so damn difficult to get. And I know why you''ve been hurt before that you will never believe that love will treat you right. My reputation in the past is not much help either."


    His eyes shone brightly, reflecting the charming personality he has. He smiled and continued his narrations.


    "I was once a playboy. But I have never been in a committed relationship before because no girl has ever made me wanted to have them as much as I want you."


    "When you blocked me, I seek helps from a lot of people. I need to figure out how to make his things work because I''m going crazy spending the day without making you annoyed." His mischievous smiles make Xia Sha lifted her lips subconsciously.


    "I just want to tell you, I never give up on you. I''ll try to win your heart no matter how hard. But I also know, what you need is concrete action, not a mere empty word," He looks at Xia Sha intently, igniting something more inside Xia Sha''s heart.


    "To me, the best way to show you how serious am I about commenting on a relationship with you is by this," he stops in the mid-air, taking something out from his pocket.


    Xia Sha gasp when he reveals what he takes! A Little Black Box.


    "No way," she mumbles, taking one step to the back.


    "Yes way," He learned playfully, and open the box in front of her.


    "Xia Sha, will you-"

 Chapter 89 - All That I Ask

    Xia Sha froze on the spot as blinding light reflected from the thing inside the box enter her eyes.


    All of her life, this probably the most surprising thing other than her parents getting divorced.


    Staring at Guan Xian with a confused and disbelief, she seems to be lost in words. It''s so mindblowing that her brain went blank completely.


    The enjoyment Guan Xian gets while observing Xia Sha''s expression is palpable to everyone. Xiao Ni, standing beside Ji Cun Xi and Jian Jun on the balcony, has wary smiles on their face.


    "Who''s the idea is this?" She asked with a low voice, still can''t believe what her brother has done in public space.


    Jian Jun raised his eyebrow and averted his gaze to somewhere else, but he secretly point at Ji Cun Xi with his finger. Xiao Ni turned her cold glare at Ji Cun Xi, who is smiling innocently.


    Xiao Ni glared even harder when Ji Cun Xi tried to avert his gaze. Finally, under a heavy breath, he mumbles, "I don''t know it would be like this. It looks so good in my mind."


    Xiao Ni strides forward to hit his arms when Wang Kai appears from the corner of the mall.


    "What is he doing here?" She frowned.


    "He is in charge of security today. Also, we need him to be f4!"


    "I''m going!" Xiao Ni decided when Wang Kai is approaching. Ji Cun Xi instantly hold her back, and panicky said, "You can''t, how can you leave before witnessing your brother''s happiest moment?"


    "Fine, just make sure he didn''t talk to me." She said after pondering for a while.


    Xiao Ni''s eyebrow twitched when he said the happiest moment. She glares at Wang Kai with hatred before Averted her gaze back on Xia Sha and Guan Xian, who still in the position as she sees them before.


    But when Guan Xian open the little box, all the color on her face drained. She gasps and covers her mouth with her hand.


    "Xia Sha, will you marry me?"


    Guan Xian pulls out the jewelry from the little black box and reveals it for everyone to see. Xia Sha looked at the sparkling diamond on that white gold as her knee went weak.


    She felt her body just went paralyzed for a moment. Everything is so overwhelming to her. Guan Xian''s gentle voice, charming face, that beautiful ring,


    How can a girl say no to that kind of diamond ring? But what did he said, marry?


    The only thing she manages to push out from her throat was, "What?"


    "I said, will you marry me?" He repeated patience and love overflowing from his eyes went straight to Xia Sha''s heart. She would blindly nod her head and accept if her common sense didn''t control her right now.


    "Are you crazy?" she asked, slightly yelling at him.


    "I''m not," he replied calmly, leaving Xia Sha with an even more confused feeling.


    "You want me to marry you?" She almost choked and burst out laughing at the same time.


    Guan Xian shows his row of white teeth and nods his head without any slight hesitation.


    "I do."


    Xia Sha stares at the ring on his hand, then back to his dark brown eyes, where his souls reveal all the secrets hidden before those beautiful irises.


    "How can- What? Why? How?" She can''t catch up with his train of thoughts. She hasn''t even unblocked him on Wei Xian, and he is standing in front of her, asking for marriage?


    Did she send the wrong signal to him, or what?


    Guan Xian smiles when he saw her puzzled look.


    "Xia Sha, Neither of us can deny the sparks and connection between us. It is so strong that a dense like me can notice this. I knew it won''t happen to my life again, not with anyone else but you. Not in this lifetime. But I do understand you can''t trust me," His melodic voice felt so soothing in her ears.


    "However, by marriage, it can show all my seriousness for you. By marriage, It means I bond myself to you. That you will be the only person that I cherish forever, for the rest of my life."


    He shows the diamond ring in front of her eyes, making it the only focused Xia Sha had on her eyes right now.


    "This ring, Is my promise to you. That from right now on, I will be committed to you."


    The whole mall is silent by his confession. Xia Sha could felt a heavy wave of hopes and expectations coming from all the gaze on her body.


    "Say Yes!" One person shouted from the balcony, leading everyone to chant the same thing.


    "Say Yes!"


    "Say Yes!"


    "Say Yes!"


    "Say Yes!"


    "Say Yes!"


    "Say Yes!"


    She felt a heavy pressure fall upon her by hearing all the loud chanting. But what makes her heart heavy is that look she got from Guan Xian. It''s patience and readiness he shows.


    Xia Sha''s breath hitched when she opens her mouth.


    "I''m sorry, I-"


    The whole crowd gasp and hold their breath. Oh no! She is going to reject him. How can you decline such a find specimens in the whole C nation?


    Girl, are you insane?


    "You can''t, right?" he said the answer right before she spat it out. Xia Sha lowered her head, indicating his guess is correct. The crowd went silenced once again.


    There is no trace of any emotion on his face. A smile still lingering on his face as if he had everything under control.


    "Can you tell me why?" He asked, still with a smile on his face.


    Xia Sha felt so awful that she rejected him in front of so many people. Thus she didn''t have the heart to make a cruel, fabricated reason like she always did when they are alone.


    Her long eyelashes quiver as she blinks. Finally, after the rate of three heartbeats, Guan Xian can hear the real reason why she keeps pushing him away.


    "You are right about everything. Even my feeling for you, you''ve got it right." She mumbles in a low voice, staring at his beautiful eyes with fazed emotion.


    Her answer makes Guan Xian smiles even broader. But he didn''t cut her off. He gives her the time to reveal her thoughts.


    "However, the issues I''m dealing with is something bigger than marriage. Not even a ring can solve that problem for me. It deeply rooted in my heart."


    The un-ending war between her heart and common sense starts again. Her damn heart wanted to shut her mouth and say yes to him. That will be the end of her misery because he does make her happy.


    But her common sense keeps reminding her of every painful experience of falling in love and then the betrayal.


    ''Xia Sha, it''s always like this. The beginning is always sweet before the bitter betrayal came. What makes you think Guan Xian will be different from Ling Guang? Even a man like Ling Guang could cheat on you, moreover someone who is far, far, far away from Ling Guang.'' Her common sense said.


    ''But what if he comes off different? What if you miss the only chance for you to be happy?''


    "Don''t be stupid. He can''t even show his persistence in courting you. How can he be different?''


    "I know you feel his sincerity and those eyes! Can you see there is not even a glimpse of bad thought there?''


    ''How can you see it? you are blind!''


    ''You just feel it. No need to be shy, just say yes and take that ring!''


    ''No! you are far from ready for marriage! You are not stable, you need more time to think. a LONG time to think."


    "Well, how about this? Tell him to wait, if he willing to wait, we will give him a chance. A real chance this time!''


    ''Hmm, fair enough. But we tricked him once, will he believe us again?''


    "Let''s discuss after we got a reaction from him," her heart is fixed on testing Guan Xian, again. This time, she swears to herself that she will work very hard to put back her heart and give it to him if he willing to wait for her.


    "I don''t think I can accept your proposal right now." She said the last words slowly, emphasizing the meaning of right now.


    Guan Xian licked his dried lips and nodded his head. He doesn''t reveal any emotion instead of the usual playful and kind aura he emitted around her.


    "I know. I know you won''t," Guan Xian hides the ring on his fingertips inside his clenched palm. Their eyes meet each other. Xia Sha felt his hot, burning look is burning her heart.


    Somehow, his little change of emotion makes her heartbeat so fast than before. Her instinct is telling her that he is about to reveal something big.


    Guan Xian pulls her hand gently and made her palm open for him. In a swift movement, he has placed the ring on her. Then he covered his hand outside her hand, making Xia Sha clenching the ring now.


    "I knew you need time, and I''m willing to give you all the time. I just need you to open your heart and try.. It''s all that I ask."

 Chapter 90 - Im Gu Jun Pyo Of The Day

    "I knew you need time, and I''m willing to give you all the time. I just need you to open your heart and try. It''s all that I ask." His voice rang out throughout the entire mall.


    Xia Sha looks at him with an unreadable expression.


    Xiao Ni is biting her thumbnail on the balcony. She got anxious for her brother as she mumbles, "Please say yes! Please,"


    Wang Kai and Jian Jun both look at her the averted their gaze at the same time. Ji Cun Xi hissed when he noticed this. He nudges Jian Jun''s elbow beside him.


    "You are good at reading micro expression. Tell us the percentage of rejection," Cun Xi asked.


    Jian Jun lowered his lashes and focused his gaze at Xia Sha.


    He took a deep breath, and everybody is waiting for his answer. He then shook his head slowly, like it''s impossible. Xiao Ni puffed her cheek and instantly felt sorry for her brother.


    Wang Kai glance at his shiny black shoes coldly.


    Ji Cun Xi shook his head in despair.


    Jian Jun took another deep breath and finally said, "I think my myopia is getting worse. I can''t see her expression from here."


    "CHEEE!" The tree of them said in unison with the same annoyed face. Jian Jun smirked and pointed at Guan Xian.


    "Look at his bright smile. Xia Sha''s answers are all shown there. What are we getting nervous for?" Jian Jun said casually, pointing at Guan Xian''s confident face.


    "When did he ever lose his confidence?" Wang Kai pressed his thin lips into one line.


    Xiao Ni glared sharply at him and snorted.


    "He looks fine outside, but who knows what he feels inside. A human with no heart like you won''t understand."


    Ji Cun Xi and Jian Jun both pretend they heard nothing, although the burning flames from both sides have made their back wet. Wang Kai wanted to reply to her hurtful words but swallow his words midway.


    He merely turns his focus back on his best friend and notified them. "Look, she is going to answer."


    Xiao Ni''s irritation was replaced with nervousness when Xia Sha slowly unclenched her hand. The sparkly diamond looks good in her palms, but everyone wished to see that ring on her finger instead.


    They stare at each other for a long time that Xia Sha began to blush. Guan Xian looks at her long curly eyelashes that cast a shadow to bellow her eyes. He didn''t know why the more he looks at her, the more attractive she looks in his eyes.


    It''s a pleasant feeling, but he can''t enjoy it while his heart pounded so fast for a long time. This long waiting for Xia Sha''s answer is more tiring than a long marathon run.


    He tried to look calm as best as he can''t because he didn''t want to look defeated just yet. Guan Xian knew how big the probability to get rejected, yet he still does this whole show just because he wanted to show Xia Sha how serious he is. Even if he gets rejected in front of everyone, he won''t give up on chasing her.


    But if she agreed, that is a bonus for him.


    He waited patiently for her answers as she opens her mouth.


    "I... I''ll unblock you," she mumbles with a low voice.


    "Really?" He needs assurance in this.


    Guan Xian gasps and rounded his eyes. His heart burst with happiness as he began to jump in the stages.


    "I did it!" He shouted and informed everyone.


    The crowd began to cheer while Xiao Ni covers her mouth with her hand. She felt so happy that she hugs Ji Cun Xi beside her. "Brother Ji, she accepted him!"


    "I knew it! I knew it! Who can reject such a grand and sincere proposal like this?"


    "Oh no, Does this mean I have a sister-in-law now? I don''t have to hear my mother monotonous nagging about my brother''s love life again?" She grinned like a little child.


    Ji Cun Xi nodded his head and added, "I don''t have to become his wingman in the club again!"


    Ji Cun Xi is just as excited as she is, he hugs her back, and they jumped together like a little kid. Jian Jun has a faint proud smile on his lips while Wang Kai squinted his gaze.


    "Why are you guys get so excited? She only promises him to unblock his account. I read her mouth," Wang Kai murmured and tilted his head in wonder.


    "??? What?!" Xiao Ni and Ji Cun Xi shouted at the same time.


    Jian Jun rubs his chin, then nods his head to Wang Kai. "The exact word she said was, I''ll unblock you," Jian Jun said.


    Xiao Ni and Ji Cun Xi lost all the excitement they had before instantly. They look at each other and sighed desperately.


    "Why do we need to have these two-party poopers in our group?" Ji Cun Xi wonders.


    "You don''t have to be such a killjoy!" Xiao Ni glare at Wang Kai angrily. It was as clear as the day that she only wanted to scold Wang Kai.


    Wang Kai clasped his hand together and faked a rigid smile to her.


    "I apologized for speaking the truth, your highest."


    "Hmph!" Xiao Ni is still angry but can''t find another reason to scold Wang Kai. She looked back at her brother and gets more frustrated.


    "I don''t believe his ability in reading lips. Xia Sha must have agreed to be my brother''s girlfriend," Xiao Ni speculated.


    "Hm, good point. Guan Xian''s reaction is too big for something so small. Guan Xian is an opportunist. He won''t get satisfied so easily." Cun Xi added with a slightly optimistic tone.


    "Really?" Wang Kai and Jian Jun didn''t get convinced.


    "You two capitalists always expecting the worst possibilities. You two need to learn how to be optimistic like me!" Cun Xi boosted his chest. That''s when Guan Xian holds his microphone near his mouth and shouted,


    "She agreed to unblock me!!!"


    Cun Xi''s jaw dropped to the floor while Jian Jun smirked.


    "H-How? What?" Xiao Ni still couldn''t believe what she just witnesses.


    "So? All of this just to get unblocked? What should he do when he wanted to propose? Make the whole world dance to melt her heart?" Xiao Ni got a headache instantly.


    She looked at Guan Xian with the ''come on Bro! You can do better'' look from afar.


    "At least, he is happy. Shouldn''t we be too? For him?" Wang Kai murmured and turned his back to everyone.


    Ji Cun Xi looked at him with a curious look.


    "Aish," Jian Jun complained and trail behind Wang Kai.


    Ji Cun Xi erupted into laughter when he realized what Jian Jun and Wang Kai are doing. Xiao Ni is the one with a confused face. She looks at Ji Cun Xi with a big question mark draw on her face.


    "What is it?" she asked.


    Ji Cun Xi tried to stop his laughter and answer Xiao Ni, but he couldn''t. Holding his aching stomach from laughing too hard, he pulls Xiao Ni''s arm and follows Wang Kai and Jian Jun from behind.


    "Just follow, and you will see."


    Without any saying, all of them come down to the grand floor, where Guan Xian is still grinning like an idiot. Ji Cun Xi had controlled his laughter, now has a friendly smile on his face.


    Only Xiao Ni remain confused when Ji Cun Xi told her to wait under the stage. Xiao Ni is closely observing Wang Kai''s sour face as he walks with his noble aura to the stage direction, along with Jian Jun and Ji Cun Xi.


    Guan Xian is welcoming his friends with joy. He waves his hand and makes them stand slightly behind him.


    Xia Sha is not far confused from Xiao Ni when Wang Kai, Ji Cun Xi, and Jian Jun, all of those big names in Capital City, is standing behind Guan Xian.


    She throws Guan Xian a questioning look. Guan Xian merely replied to her question with a smile and gesture for Tang Yu Bin to come.


    Tang Yu Bin comes with a piece of paper and a pen in his hand. He respectfully handed it to Guan Xian, who then give it to Xia Sha. Xia Sha raised her eyebrow as she looks at the paper.


    ''AGREEMENT LETTER''


    Signed below, I, Miss Xia Sha, born in Capital City, 22 December 19XX agree to give Mr. Guan Xian, born in New York, 21 December 19XY, a fair chance to be my boyfriend and maybe Husband in the future.


    Capital City, 17 December 20XX


    Xia Sha


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare up when she read the whole narrative. Somehow, she felt that he is trapping her right now. One month ago, He said he would make her agree in white and black evidence in her office.


    He really meant his word.


    Guan Xian smiles as he gives Xia Sha the pen from Tang Yu Bin. He excitedly pointed at her name and said, "Sign here~"


    Xia Sha gritted her teeth and signed on the place he pointed out. He retracted the paper and gave it to his three best friends behind him.


    Without saying a word, Xiao Ni understands he wanted to make his friend his background while he becomes the main character. QAQ. But Xia Sha didn''t.


    With a darkened face, she asked him, "Do you need three witness while making me sign the paper?"


    Guan Xian brush the tip of his nose and glance slightly at his three noble bestfriend. He grinned when he saw Jian Jun and Wang Kai''s cold face along with Ji Cun Xi''s fake grumpy expression.


    "Well, what to do, I''m Gu Jun Pyo of the day," He said smugly, brushing his hair.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    His bestfriend behind him swear, they wanted to kill him right now.

 Chapter 91 - Look My Mother-in-law Is Already On My Side

    "I''m going to make everyone watching sign a Non-disclosure agreement," Wang Kai murmured to Jian Jun beside him.


    "Isn''t it a little bit too late? People are taking a picture right now," Ji Cun Xi smile and pose for the camera. "Come on! smile!" He put his arm around Wang Kai and Jian Ju as he looks at a random camera.


    Wang Kai glared at Cun Xi coldly, but he didn''t remove Cun Xi''s hand from his shoulder.


    "Shouldn''t you manage your images as mayor candidates?" He asked Jian Jun, want to find allies to kick Guan Xian''s ass.


    "Shouldn''t you be wary? He is your soon to be brother-in-law," Jian Jun said in a monotonous voice, cracking Ji Cun Xi once again when Wang Kai shut his mouth instantly.


    "Three of you, the witness of this agreement," Guan Xian turned his back with a bright smile. He put his hand on Xia Sha''s back while he brags the piece of paper.


    "I don''t think we need a formal introduction, don''t we?" Guan Xian smiles.


    "No, this city is small," Wang Kai said with a faint smile while Jian Jun nods his head along.


    "Welcome to the family, if he passed the test," Ji Cun Xi strode forward to hug Xia Sha. However, Guan Xian pushes his chest and frowned, "Watch out, boy, don''t touch my girl." ''


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and looks at him with disbelief face.


    "Possessive much?" Ji Cun Xi smirked with no hard feelings at all.


    "I''m failing as a boyfriend if I let you touch her," Guan Xian joked and punched Cun Xi''s chest playfully.


    Cun Xi snorted at him then quickly changed into a smile.


    Among the four of them, Ji Cun Xi looks the nicest. He is extremely protective of his brother. Losing his mother and father at such an early age makes him cherish his family the most. And for him, His brother is his family.


    When Guan Xian starts to fall for Xia Sha, he just felt he is losing his closest brother among the three.


    At first, he thought she is pitiful, but then she used Guan Xian several times so clearly that he starts questioning her morals.


    That night after Jian Jun''s party, Guan Xian explained everything, and he finally comes around with the fact that his brother is madly in love.


    "Still, Xia Sha from Xia''s family and I haven''t become your girlfriend, by the way. I only agreed to unblocked your account," Xia Sha raised her eyebrow at Guan Xian.


    "Same thing," Guan Xian, Jian Jun, Wang Kai, and Cun Xi said in unison.


    Xia Sha look at them with amusement as she clicked her tongue.


    "It''s not the same," She complained to Guan Xian with a cute frown.


    "You will be, baby, sooner or later." Guan Xian smirked and wittily answered.


    Talking about that, Xia Sha remembers the ring on her palm. She lowered her gaze and take a closer look at the ring once again. The princess cut stone did awe her heart for a moment.


    Guan Xian notice her little movement, asked, "Do you like it?"


    Xia Sha looks up to him and finds him with a faint smile. A trace of nervousness he failed to conceal shows on his dark brown eyes.


    "You need to resize the ring. It''s too big, hmph!" Xia Sha forced Guan Xian to take back the ring.


    "Lying again, why you always lying to me? I asked your mother for your finger size. I couldn''t be wrong!" Guan Xian clicked his tongue.


    "My mom...?" Her mom is working together with Guan Xian? She never sees this coming.


    "Didn''t see it coming, don''t you? Look my mother-in-law is already on my side. The only thing left to do is deal with you, stubborn woman," He bragged.


    Xia Sha roll her eyes and snorted, but blush is visible on her cheek.


    "Okay, Ew. I cannot stand this. Where is Xiao Ni? I need to bitterness from her heartbreak," Ji Cun Xi turns his back, didn''t dare to look at Wang Kai, who emitting his deathly frosty aura from his body.


    Xia Sha blushed even more and realized they are still the center of attention from everyone. She averted her gaze from the crowd quickly and tug Guan Xian''s shirt. "Can''t we go down? I''m about to throw up from too much loving gaze directed to me."


    "Not the loving type?" Jian Jun asked with an interested tone.


    "Well¡­" Xia Sha shrugged her shoulder, "I''m into the bloody path of hating others," she answered.


    "That explained all the headline news you make this month," Guan Xian said when he remembers the news he read this morning.


    This lady of her slowly shows her sharp pawn as Xia Corporation is suing Bright Electronic for patents. In the span of one month, she almost makes the Bright Electronic crumble down to dust.


    Some people said she is too cruel. She didn''t hesitate to destroy the company she made before. Another called Bright Electronic is a mere experimental company for Xia Sha.


    No matter what they said, it''s clear that she is going to defeat Ling Guang until he left with nothing. She said it herself in one of her interviews.


    "Great, Wang Kai found his match," Ji Cun Xi chimed in.


    Wang Kai blinks slowly and licks his thin lips. He turned to Cun Xi in slow motion with a poker smiles.


    "What is with you and hating me today?"


    Ji Cun Xi grinned to save himself from Wang Kai''s wrath.


    "I might spend too much time with Xiao Ni," Ji Cun Xi hissed and mumbles to himself. When Guan Xian heard Cun Xi mentions Xiao Ni''s name, he notices his sister is nowhere to found.


    "Where is she?" Guan Xian turns around to find Xiao Ni. He wanted to brag his new girlfriend to his sister.


    "She is home, we can''t endanger her mental health by showing up in public eyes." Wang Kai answered with a flat face.


    "The only thing that endangers her mental health right now, it''s you," Xia Sha said in a low tone. She doesn''t even realize she is spouting her usual sarcastic remarks to Wang Kai.


    Guan Xian looks extremely proud while Jian Jun and Ji Cun Xi look like they almost wanted to give her a standing ovation. Wang Kai looks somber but he said nothing to Xia Sha.


    It honestly makes her relief.


    "Quite a catch," Jian Jun commented. Guan Xian proudly takes the praise while Xia Sha smirked.


    "You haven''t heard about the Bright Electronic acquisitions next week." Xia Sha humbly brag. She gets more confidence when she talks about her works, it helps the atmosphere builds up quickly.


    "I always think Xia Corporation is a mere shell before, but I can see it''s growing in your hand," Wang Kai said.


    Xia Sha has a proud smile on her face.


    "Although I''m not a fan of a family business, I need to admit you''ve got several interesting projects. Call me when you need one," Wang Kai won''t miss the opportunity of good business.


    Guan Xian rolls his eyes before claiming, "That is why he will always be richer than us. Look at him thinking about earning money when it''s such a good day to praise the Lord."


    "Great to knew I catch the eyes of a golden investor," She praised Wang Kai then averted her gaze to all the other three.


    "The only investor you need is that man beside you." Ji Cun Xi pointed Guan Xian with his mouth.


    Xia Sha turned to Guan Xian, who is smiling smugly with one hand in his pocket. "Enough talking about business. Where is your phone?" He said to Xia Sha.


    "I''ll un-block you later!" Xia Sha narrowed her eyes at him.


    Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow and shook his head slowly.


    "I don''t believe you," he murmured while putting up the ''You cheated me before, I can''t easily trust your word again''


    Xia Sha scoffed and pulled her phone from her bag. She clicked on his profile and chose the unblock option in front of Guan Xian. Guan Xian pressed his lips together, hiding his smile of satisfaction.


    "Alright, the agreement has been signed and I''ve been unblocked. Because you are being so lovely today, I''ll present you my last gift," Guan Xian cheered and clap his hand twice.


    Jian Jun''s breath stiffed while Ji Cun Xi looks amused.


    "There is an emergency in the office. I need to run now," Wang Kai quickly make an excuse when he realized what is his best friend going to do.


    "I''ll drive you there!" Jian Jun added.


    Both of them ready to run away from the stage when Guan Xian shot them a cold glare.


    "Don''t even think of coming to my house this Christmas if you go right now," He said coldly, threatening them with his ultimate attack. "Do you still want to see Xiao Ni?"


    Wang Kai cursed under his breath and turn his back again. Jian Jun raised his eyebrow and shrugs his shoulder.


    "I need to maintain my reputation," Jian Jun walk away without looking back.


    "No, you stay here. We are all in this together!" Ji Cun Xi dragged Jian Jun back, standing on his side while Xia Sha looks at them with questioning looks.


    "I might want to run away if I were you," Wang Kai said in a very low voice that cannot be heard from Guan Xian because he is busy gesturing something to someone.


    Xia Sha''s upper lips twitched as she observed Guan Xian again. He proudly picked up his microphone again after removing his pink suit, revealing his unbuttoned upper white shirt.


    "This is for you!" His voice vibrates all over the corner of the big mall.


    That is the moment Xia Sha knew, she is about to lose face.

 Chapter 92 - Ill Be Standing Beside Her Back.

    "Err... You don''t have to do anything. I have to go soon. I have a meeting," Xia Sha waves her hand and takes a lot of steps back to the exit ladder of the stage.


    "Eh... wait up!" Guan Xian''s eyes flare-up.


    "Bro! She has important work to do. Let her go. You can meet her again after work" Wang Kai quickly approached Guan Xian to stop him from chasing Xia Sha.


    "But-"


    "Byeee!" Xia Sha runs away like a little white rabbit jumping to a wonderland hole.


    Guan Xian looks at her dumbfounded before he lowered his head. He chuckled and shook his head slightly. Wang Kai looks at him as if he is holding a crazy man.


    "He''s going cray-cray," Wang Kai mouthed to Jian Jun and Cun Xi.


    The truth is, he didn''t have anything prepared to perform, but he is not ready to talk to her. He never felt so shy before. It''s so strange, awkward, yet felt like an explosion of happiness inside of him.


    She knew she would run away.


    "I''m going crazy..." he mumbles himself.


    "He is so whipped. I cannot stand him," Ji Cun Xi jeered.


    "I''ve foreseen this coming," Wang Kai said.


    "Come on, let''s go out of here," Jian Jun patted Ji Cun Xi''s back. The four of them walked away from the public attention and, end up in one of their base camps.


    As their tradition is the winner buys the drink, Guan Xian treats everyone generously with 1796 Lenox Madeira. He popped the wine bottle''s cork with a huge grin.


    "I wonder what would be getting if they got married, she only unblocked, and we got Lenox on our glass," Jian Jun take the crystal glass in the table and swirl it elegantly.


    "He is going to do his punishment for sure," Ji Cun Xi said, crossed his leg together.


    A trace of resignation is displayed in Guan Xian''s eyebrow. He takes a little sip of his wine and leans over the shamelessly luxurious overpriced couch.


    "I''ll gladly carry the punishment if I ever get married," He said slowly as Xia Sha''s faces start to filled his mind again.


    Jian Jun and Ji Cun Xi are not surprised by his words. Guan Xian drags them into a one-day long meeting discussing his probabilities to be with Xia Sha.


    The conclusion for that depressing meeting is the probability of him getting married to Xia Sha is almost impossible. Precisely 0,2% according to Jian Jun.


    "Getting a hard time understanding a woman?" Wang Kai raised his eyebrow with cryptic looks. His frown shows he has the same difficulties yet giving up to think about it.


    "No, it''s because I understand her too much that I''ve got difficulties. Do you think she could ever trust a man again?" Guan Xian pressed his lips together, rubbing the mouth of his glass.


    "Well, as long as you are willing to fight for it, there won''t be a regret," Wang Kai said. Ji Cun Xi gave a sideways glance to Jian Jun when he did.


    Guan Xian agreed with Wang Kai''s words. He nods his head slightly, raising his glass of wine to the three of his buddy. "Anyway, I wanted to thank everyone for keeping up with me this one hellish month. For a new start of my lives, and hopefully yours too, soon,"


    "I''m glad you realized you are the pain in the ass," Ji Cun Xi laughed.


    Soon after the toast, Wang Kai excuse himself back to work. Ji Cun Xi followed him after, leaving Guan Xian with Jian Jun in the cozy room. With a game of chess between them, the two grown-up men share a drop of their thought about each other.


    "What do you think about Wang Kai''s words?" Guan Xian asked, moving his bishop forward.


    "What?" Jian Jun''s face remains calm and unchanged while he put his soldier one step forward.


    Guan Xian pursued his lips and smiled faintly. "Things with my sister. I don''t know why don''t you try right now? They broke up."


    "So?" Jian Jun has a pressed smile on his face, didn''t even look back at Guan Xian.


    "Just wondering," Guan Xian said, placing both of his hands on his knee.


    "Well, have you ever see her crying over Wang Kai? or have you ever see him staying thee days studying, just to deny he is in love with her? Why would I came across their well-built relationship?" Jian Jun answer his usual laconic manner.


    "Hah, that bastard," Guan Xian snorted and move his queen and eat Jian Jun''s bishop.


    "Indeed, he is," Jian Jun smiles coldly. He moves his queen and kills one of Guan Xian''s knight.


    "Out of girls in this world, you two had to fall for my sister, what a bummer. But then I fall in love with my sister''s enemy, which never even crossed my mind before," Guan Xian laughed at himself while moving his other knight to protect his king.


    "Hm, I''m also quite surprised by your choice," Jian Jun said.


    Guan Xian lifted his head and looked at Jian Jun indifferently even though he is interested in hearing Jian Jun''s opinion.


    "Why?"


    "Because you know you wouldn''t be the first in her world. You knew she is work driven, and she will put you aside for her works. Yet, you are still choosing her," Jian Jun didn''t hide the amusement he felt for Guan Xian when he states his opinion.


    "I respect your fighting spirit man, I always do," Jian Jun added.


    Guan Xian gives him a short smile as he moves his queen in front of Jian Jun''s king.


    There are questions he likes to keep inside his heart and just let natural course do everything. Like how Xiao Ni and Wang Kai''s story will end, how long Ji Cun Xi plays around, how long can Guan Xian fight for Xia Sha, especially if he is fighting alone for their relationship.


    It''s all in his mind and no one can fantom it.


    "Checkmate," Guan Xian declares.


    Jian Jun calmly smiles and moves his king away. "The more she cried for someone, the more she loved about them. After all, only people you love can hurt you," he stood up and straightened up the lines on his suit.


    "Where are you going?" Guan Xian frowned, standing up along with Jian Jun as he asked.


    "I have dinner with my grandfather now. You can stay here alone, or you might as well start to deal with your girlfriend''s fiancee," He smirked while showing his phone to Guan Xian.


    Is another rich family tying a knot?


    It''s always interesting to talk about the powerful and rich family in this city, especially when it comes to our new hottest businesswoman in this world. Spotted, another family meeting between the Xia family and the Xiao family.


    Are the wedding bell is ringing soon in the capital city?


    Guan Xian gives back Jian Jun''s phone with a somber face. "Don''t worry, Xia Sha has known the evil deeds they planned behind the Xia family. At worse, if she can''t deal with them, I''ll kidnap her to my house,"


    "Kidnap? You sound more and more like Wang Kai right now. Is this what love to turn a man into?" Jian Jun raised his eyebrow.


    "Hmm, love to turn you into a better man," Guan Xian chimed in.


    Jian Jun chuckles and shook his head, "Love turns you into a criminal."


    "Damn You," Guan Xian laughed. Guan Xian walks with Jian Jun to his car, bidding him goodbye with a cheerful smile. When Jian Jun''s car disappears from his sight, Tang Yu Bin comes forward to his side.


    "Boss, Miss Xia is on the news," he informed with a serious face.


    "I know," he said shortly, walking his way to his own car.


    Tang Yu Bin''s body becomes stiff when Guan Xian told him to drive his favorite car. Seating on the driver''s seat, he keeps stealing glances at his boss.


    He steals too many glances that Guan Xian notice and clicked his tongue.


    "Don''t worry, I won''t cut your wedges because I''m in a bad mood," He scoffed and rolled his sleeve to his arm length.


    "It''s not about that boss. I''m just worried. You''ve done so much for miss Xia," he said in a low tone carefully, didn''t want to agitate his boss.


    Guan Xian leaned back in his seat. A mocking smile pestering his face as he asked Tang Yu Bin.


    "Imagine you found a hurt animal somewhere. Let say


    there was a thorn stuck in its leg. If you aggressively move to save it, what response will be put?"


    "It would try to attack me back," Tang Yu Bin answered after pondering for a moment. Guan Xian snaps his finger and looks at Tang Yu Bin confidently.


    "You need to earn trust to approach someone who got hurt before. Pushing them to the corner, like what Xiao family did, won''t get them anywhere." He explained and patted Tang Yu Bin''s shoulder.


    "What if they use force?"


    "Tang Yu Bin, I''ll be standing beside her back. Who could force her to do something she didn''t want? I''m sure Xia Sha can handle this.. I''ve got a lot of faith in her."

 Chapter 93 - I Guarantee She Will Agree To Marry You !

    As much as Xia Sha would be happy if she ever heard Guan Xian''s faith in him, she began to doubt herself.


    "Your grandfather is admitted to the hospital. He wanted to see you."


    Xia Qi Feng''s ponderous voice rang out from the moment Xia Sha open his door. Fu Qun, who beside Xia Sha, froze like a statue for two seconds before took a step back as if he heard nothing and exit from the room.


    Xia Sha closes the door with a flat face before showing her face in front of her father.


    "What is it this time?" she rolls her eyes and carelessly sat on the leathered couched in front of his father''s fumed-oak working desk. Cross her legs while staring at his father in a slacking manner.


    "Hypertension, after her granddaughter refuses to answer his call," his father said shortly. His gaze is sharp and his lips dropped, forming a frown on his face.


    "Care to explain?"


    Xia Sha averted her gaze from his continuously probing eyes. She clasped her plump lips before guiltily stuck her tongue out to moisten her lips.


    "I fall asleep early, missed his call."


    "Can''t you call the old man back? He is still your grandfather, after all. Or you''ve forgotten are the granddaughter of Xia''s family because you are staying at the Shen''s residence right now?"


    Unlike usual, Xia Qi Feng maintains his emotion in check today. He didn''t even raise his voice at Xia Sha. But something about his calmness makes Xia Sha''s body tensed and scared.


    "I didn''t call back because I don''t want to talk about the ridiculous idea of forced marriage with the Xiao family," Xia Sha answered straightforwardly.


    "I understand. But you can''t keep avoiding the problem like this-,"


    "I''ve made it clear from the start. I, We don''t need this marriage to keep Xia Corporation keep standing in the Capital City. Can''t you analyze the sale reports? We are doing great!" Xia Sha said behind gritted teeth.


    Xia Qi Feng took a deep breath and looked at his dear daughter as if he is unfazed by her words before. Xia Sha knew Xia Qi Feng has his own decision in his mind right now.


    She becomes wary and alerted inside. Her heart pounds slowly, but she can felt her blood rushing to her brain. A mocking smile is her first tool from the defense system in her mind.


    "You are siding with him right now, right?"


    Xia Qi Feng''s eyes dropped slightly. He looks sideways to the big window. He didn''t deny Xia Sha''s words but uttering the fact that Xia Sha has known before.


    "He''s old. I''ve been a disappointment in his eyes for a long time, but you, he cherished you more than he cherishes me, Xia Sha."


    Xia Sha looked at her father''s back with an incomprehensible looked while mumbling, "You don''t have to call yourself a disappointment. I knew it already."


    Usually, after hearing Xia Sha''s sarcastic, impolite words toward him, Xia Qi Feng would turn his back and glared at her sharply. She will shrug her shoulder and innocently saying, "What?" and he will let her go.


    But this time, his father remained standstill, giving her the view of his back. He didn''t show any emotion but calmness on his body gesture.


    Xia Sha blinked. Her throat starts to choke while her mind traveled wildly to all the worst possibilities that could be happening right now.


    No, Xia Qi Feng couldn''t act like this. He should be showing his temperamental-self facing, not cold and unfazed calmness like this.


    Xia Sha bite her lowers lips and swallowed all her bitter words. She looks at her father with a nervous gaze.


    "Grandfather... he...,"


    "No, he didn''t die," Xia Qi Feng quickly cut her words before she can finish. Xia Sha sees his frown through the reflection in the glass wall.


    "So why you act like this? You know I wouldn''t change my decision no matter how you coax me. Not even throwing Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang from the manor could worth this negotiation."


    ''I''m impossible, try me'' is written clearly on her forehead as she picked up his father''s coffee cup and made a weird face after she smells the strong bitter smell.


    Xia Qi Feng look at his daughter with mixed feelings.


    From the day she is born, up till today, Xia Sha has always been the center of his worlds, along with Shen Xia Fei. But when he divorced Shen Xia Fei, Xia Sha is the only one left in his heart.


    How can he say the words he needs to tell her?


    "Xia Sha, between identity and personal life, which one you prioritized?" Xia Qi Feng asked suddenly, walking back to his seat with a serious face. But no matter what tone he used while asking, it still sounds awkward in Xia Sha''s ears.


    Xia Sha was stunned the moment Xia Qi Feng asked this question.


    Is this a weird question to ask?


    Between identity and personal life, which is more important? Your identity formed your whole life, professional and personal. How can you choose between one, when it''s an un-separable thing?


    Xia Qi Feng''s words sound confusing and make no sense at all for normal people. But not for her daughter. Xia Sha could immediately understand what Xia Qi Feng''s tried to imply by asking her these questions.


    "Grandfather threaten me with my shares?" Xia Sha asked carefully. She corrects her seating position, suddenly appears like a princess from an ancient kingdom.


    Xia Qi Feng lowered his gaze before he looks at Xia Sha with an unfathomed gaze, lowly mumbling, "He will take Xiao Zhan as his grandson, so he will inherit the Xia Corporation."


    ***


    "Grandfather! I don''t want this! I don''t want Xia Sha to be my sister!" Xiao Zhan''s thunderous voice rang throughout his grandfather''s study room.


    Grandfather Xiao looked at his youngest grandson calmly. His wrinkled hand reaching out for the cup of coffee while he moves his gaze back to the thick book he is reading before.


    Xiao Yu is the one who welcomed his younger brother with a frown.


    "Where is your manner?"


    "Cut it, Xiao Yu! You don''t have a say in this. I thought you two are helping me in getting Xia Sha back. Turned out each of you had your own hidden agenda behind me!"


    "You blame me for your stupidity?" Xiao Yu said indifferently.


    Xiao Zhan furiously grabbed Xiao Yu''s collar and lifted him.


    "Xiao Yu! You are my brother. How could you do this to me just for power?"


    "You think I could help you compete against Guan Xian? Are you out of your mind?"


    Xiao Zhan''s fist has flown in midway when Xiao Yu finish his sentence.


    Grandfather Xiao''s eyes flare-up. He ripped and crumbled the pages from the book in his hand and hit them angrily.


    "You dare to fight in front of me? Do you think I won''t break your arm just because you are my grandson?" His angry words directed at Xiao Zhan, whose knuckle has turned white only to hold all his impulsive fist.


    Xiao Zhan pushes Xiao Yu, and lets go of his grip on his collar. He faced his grandfather with jaw clenched.


    "I told you to stop! I don''t need your help anymore! Why are you pushing this farther!" He shouted, emphasizing every word coming out of his mouth.


    Grandfather Xiao could see all the veins showing in his neck. He averted his gaze and calmly picked up the book he dropped on the floor.


    "You don''t need help? Do you even see that girl is madly in love with Guan Xian right now?" Xiao Yu answered coldly. He has climbed back to his seat after composing his self. Xiao Yu''s directed his frosty gaze to Xiao Zhan as he added, "Do we always have to be the loser?"


    "What made you think we can win this way? How the hell this going to help me win her over?" Xiao Zhan groaned frustratedly, running his hand over his head.


    "Xia Sha is very determined to be her father''s heir. We only put it this way so she will agree to marry you. I believe she is smart enough to understand this. Only you, fool, to eat this information wholly without thinking," Grandfather Xiao snapped at Xiao Zhan.


    "Hah! Do you think Xia Sha will buy this bullshit? Do you even know her?" Xiao Zhan is full of regret right now.


    He shouldn''t act so impulsive like this. That night when he saw Xia Sha''s gaze for Guan Xian, he is felt so insecure and jealous. He didn''t want to lose Xia Sha, those like a boy, he runs for help to his grandfather.


    How stupid is he, he knew Xia Sha hates being forced by someone. Now they pushed her into the corner like this, he can see the worst thing happen in the future.


    "I guarantee she will agree to marry you!" His grandfather answer firmly.


    Xiao Zhan scoffed and turned his back away from his grandfather.


    "I guarantee she will not."

 Chapter 94 - Not When The First Snow Is Falling Right Now.

    BANG!


    Xiao Zhan didn''t hesitate to slam the heavy, wooden door and broke the ancient doorknob that has been there for a century of Xiao''s family existence.


    "Grandpa, I told you, we can''t rely upon Xiao Zhan." Xiao Yu''s frosty glance stays on the cold doorknob at the well-polished marble floor.


    Grandfather Xiao took another sip of his coffee and cleared his throat.


    "Are you the one to talk? I told you to pursue Guan Xiao Ni. You didn''t dare," Grandfather Xiao said plainly, didn''t bother to look at Xiao Yu.


    Xiao Yu''s face darkened. He averted his gaze away from the floor to the rows of books on his grandfather''s shelves.


    Right from the start, they both knew Xiao Zhan is the hardest to control among the Xiao family. Xiao Zhan is the free-spirited bird that does and goes as what his heart told.


    He always does the opposite of what the family needs and wants.


    They told him to continue his study abroad. He enrolls in a private university after failing the entrance test to the same university as Xia Sha.


    They wanted him to starts working in the company. He opens a chain of bar and nightclub, just because he like drinking and partying.


    Before Xia Sha contacted him to meet, he hires himself as a photographer and underground bike racer. God knows how tortured his soul was while working at the Xia Corporation right now.


    He is the source of headache for the family, yet he is the most adored for having extra bravery. That''s why when he said he still wants to be with Xia Sha, Everyone is so worked up to help him.


    "Grandpa, we missed our chance because we keep prolong it for Xiao Zhan. Guan Xian has either chase or fired everyone our people in the government now. Even if Xiao Zhan marries Xia Sha, our way wouldn''t be as smooth as before."


    Xiao Yu finally shows some surge of anger after staying stoic for a long time. They planned this for a long time, yet just because his spoiled younger brother wanted to be with this girl, everything fell apart.


    "Xiao Yu, I can understand you felt insecure since Guan Xian and our family eyeing at the same prey. See the bigger picture. Schism is the start of a dynasty''s destruction. We set our eyes on the prize, but keep our family united."


    "Schism? We won''t be arguing like this if one person felt obligated to contributed something to this family."


    Xiao Yu scowled, walking away from his grandfather''s working room with burning flames on his heart.


    "Have some little faith for your brother, won''t you?" his grandfather rebuked, looking at Xiao Yu''s cold shoulder intently.


    "Faith? He doesn''t even believe in himself, how funny."


    Xiao Yu''s cold mumbles vibrate on the empty room as he walked away with gloom on his face. He didn''t frown or smile, but it''s clear his mood to go on a date with Zheng Shuang is ruined now.


    But it''s not like Zheng Shuang cares about him when she is in the middle of a conversation with her poor best friend.


    "How can your grandfather threatened you like that?!"


    Zheng Shuang sound so pissed, which make Xia Sha felt a lot better in many ways. A low ''hmm'' comes as her response since she didn''t know what to say to her best friend.


    "I don''t understand why your family didn''t like my family? No offense, but my brother is way better than Xiao Zhan in every way."


    Xiao Ni said. Don''t even ask why Xiao Ni end up in their group call. Naturally, after colluding with Zheng Shuang, Zheng Shuang found the big potential inside Xiao Ni and decided to add her to their gossip group.


    Although Xiao Ni sounds like she is bragging, everyone could hear the hidden distress in her voice.


    Xia Sha''s felt slightly suffocate when she heard Xiao Ni''s complaint. First of all, it''s not that her family won''t like Guan Xian courting her. But she didn''t want her family to know about it.


    Well, maybe for her mother, who had known about Guan Xian''s interest before the whole flash mob things.


    "Your grandfather is still in the hospital?" Kai Xin asked this time.


    "Hmm."


    "Will you visit him, or not?" Zheng Shuang high pitched voice rang out this time.


    "Of course, she needs to visit her grandfather. It''s still his grandfather after all," Xiao Ni answered before Xia Sha.


    "But coming without an answer is like coming to the devil liar without preparation," Kai Xin said.


    "Well, Xia Sha could ask Guan Xian''s a company," Zheng Shuang voicing her brilliant idea. Xiao Ni claps her hand from her place, while excitedly remarked.


    "Brother, Mother, Father, even my grandfather will go along with you. Xia Sha, don''t worry, the Guan family got your back!"


    "That''s more like it. By the way, why can''t I find news about Guan Xian''s flashmob in the mall? Did my phone broke?" Kai Xin mumbles to herself but loud enough for everyone to hear.


    Zheng Shuang and Xiao Ni pursed their mouth and went silent. They also questioned why it hadn''t reached the news yet. Instead, the article about Xiao and Xia''s family entanglement rose to the third top rank.


    They are talking really fast that Xia Sha almost fails to cope with them. Finally, after a moment of silence, she got her chance to speak.


    "I asked it to be removed," Xia Sha notified, getting up from her leathered seat and walk to the big glass behind her desk.


    "Why?!" Thay gasped and asked in unison.


    "Oh well, I do know it''s embarrassing, but it could help to stop the news about you and Xiao Zhan," Xiao Ni added afterward.


    Xia Sha lowered her gaze to the busy street. Her fingertips trail the street lamps from one to another, a boring game she invented for herself.


    "Well, I don''t want my name to be entangled by him. Yet. Not before I''m sure..." She is hesitating to give out her honest answer since Xiao Ni is listening.


    "I do understand that feeling," Xiao Ni imparted with a low voice.


    A faint smile appeared on Xia Sha''s face when she heard Xiao Ni''s answer.


    The other two girls are quiet since it might be offensive to say something about Guan Xian in front of her sister. But who would''ve expected Xiao Ni could be so warm and understanding.


    "Must be suck, huh, being an heiress. People keep underestimating us, women. When you succeed, they would say it''s because of your family. When you fail, they will say you are a disappointment." Xia Sha joked, the confidence in herself slowly debilitating.


    "At the end of the day, they will insist on giving up the throne for a man. Am I the weird one for having an obsession to seat on my father''s seat one day?" Xia Sha mused out her thought.


    "Absolutely no! This is the twenty-one century!" Kai Xin seethed.


    "Agree to that! Why do we need a man? Especially the one who dumped you on national television." Xiao Ni voice out her stressful mind. Xia Sha and the other laughed at her.


    "At least you don''t have to ever worry about money."


    "Yeah, the only thing I have and would never betray me," Xiao Ni rolls her eyes.


    "Well, better than have nothing at all, trust me," Zheng Shuang said.


    A smile cracked on Xia Sha''s face finally.


    "I told you, I trust nothing and no one but trust fund."


    "You and Wang Kai can be a really great friend," Xiao Ni hissed, and Xia Sha laughed at that, glancing at the workload she needs to finish.


    She sighed lowly and painfully mocked herself.


    Look at you, you knew they would never appreciate your work, yet you still hanging to that thin string of hope that they would. You are so pathetic. She tells herself when she bid goodbye to the group.


    She is about to turn her body back to her desk when she notices a white particle starts falling from the sky.


    A wondrous excitement slowly crept into her heart as she watches people cheering downstairs and outside her office.


    "Look! It''s the first snow!"


    "The first snow is falling!"


    The joyful voice could move the muscle around her lips to move into a beautiful smile. She watched people starts to hug, kissed, or pull out their phone one by one.


    As a winter child, she always felt happy to see snow. It''s probably her favorite weather since she could choose her favorite things. But the first snow always makes her felt peaceful somehow.


    It''s a shame she couldn''t touch the real snow since she is inside the building. Her envious gaze falls on the people downstairs for a few seconds until someone knocked on her door from outside.


    "What is it?" Xia Sha answered, walking back to her seat without looking up to the door. She is expecting Fu Qun behind the closed door.


    The door is being pushed by Fu Qun, wearing the tailored suit in Italy, made only for him under his grey coat. With his ever-charming smiles and shiny black, leathered shoes, he approached Xia Sha''s desk with a gentle smile.


    "I knew we only met, but I can''t let you stay in this pathetic place. Not when the first snow is falling right now."


    That voice...


    Xia Sha is so surprised when she looked up and find Fu Qun has been replaced by the man wearing a grey coat.. He has a kind smile and some snowmelt on his board shoulder, and neat hair.

 Chapter 95 - You And Your Thorny Acting

    "Wh- What are you doing here?" Xia Sha asked after she recovered from waves of shock.


    Guan Xian wrinkles his nose. A question flashed in his brain every time Xia Sha look surprised when he sees her. Does he look like a ghost-like the first time they met? or what? Is it his face? Should he consider tanning?


    But he put those silly questions aside and focus on the beautiful scene behind Xia Sha. This silly girl, how could she turn her back to something so beautiful outside.


    Averting his gaze to the coat hanger near the door, he smiled.


    "Is this how you spend first snow every time?" He clicked his tongue as he walks beside her chair.


    "You are wasting your youth like this, so pitiful," he added, pulling her arm up. She falls into his chest without a hitch. Xia Sha felt his coat is doing its job well in keeping his owner warm. Her cheek that falls into his board chest is the definite evidence.


    Guan Xian lowered his head, his gaze filled with the up view of her coal-black, beautiful hair. For a moment, he felt tempted to kiss the top of her head. But remember what she has gone through today, he stops himself.


    "We are going somewhere?" She suddenly tilted up and looked at his eyes with her curious eyes.


    "You bet!" He said and dragged her out from her office, taking her coat from the hanger in a swift motion. Sorry, he needs to move fast and averted his focus before he fails to surpass his need.


    "But where?" she squeals, to which Guan Xian replied with a mere smirk.


    They leave their problem, Fu Qun, and the other employee behind with jaw dropped. Is that the real Young master Guan? They aren''t going to hide their relationship again? Are they go public and abusing single dogs now?


    No way, Boss Xia has been ignoring young master Guan for quite some time now. He thought the love flame has died. Who knew it starts burning again?


    He only let Miss Xia out of his sight once, and it seems like so many things have happened. He felt left out.


    Hah! He could not believe this! He must ask Tang Yu Bin.


    ***


    "Are you going to fascinate me with your fancy date again? If you do, then forget it. It''s getting old."


    Xia Sha narrowed her eyes at Guan Xian while scoffing.


    "No matter what you say, You know it ain''t working on me," Guan Xian smirked and casually added, "I won''t tell you where are we going."


    Xia Sha puffed her cheek, feeling annoyed by him. In Guan Xian''s eyes, she looks so adorable. Especially those cheeks, he felt like he could squeeze water from them.


    "I refuse to go without knowing the destination."


    Xia Sha didn''t lose away. She keeps trying to squeeze out the information she wanted from his mouth. If irking didn''t work, threatening it is.


    "That''s because..." Guan Xian arched his eyebrow. He leans closer to Xia Sha. Too close that she moved one step back and bumped to the cold mirror on the lift.


    She suddenly had some difficulties breathe normally.


    "Who knows if you are serial killers, and I''m your next victim," She blabbered.


    Xia Sha looks straight at his eyes before taking a big step to the right. Make quite some distance with him. Guan Xian watches his little lady running away from him with an amused smile.


    "With your temper, I should''ve cut you into pieces by now," He teased with his usual playful manners.


    Tracing back to all past, Xia Sha did treat him a little bit unfair. Minus the time when Guan Xian charm bewitched her. Xia Sha won''t count that part because she isn''t herself at that time.


    Lying, hitting, shouting, scolding, even somehow using him to get rid of her opponent, she has done it all. And after that, she blocked him.


    If he really a psycho and wanted to mutilate her body, he should''ve done it by now.


    "Well, since the first snow is falling and I''ve unblocked you, let just take this as a new start!"


    Xia Sha suggested smugly. She didn''t even glance at Guan Xian. Guan Xian shook his head at her manners and find out that Xia Sha''s cheek is more honest than her mouth.


    "No, thank you, I won''t need a new start because I won''t ever end anything with you. Well, except for your competitiveness. We might have to end it right now because I still won''t tell you where are we going."


    "..." Well damn, he found her secret nature that started so many troubles in her life, the cause of her insomnia at night.


    Xia Sha is speechless by the moment the elevator door slides open.


    The tall man with the straight posture is humming a let it snow while dragging her as he pleased. As if he understands her hardship following his big strode with her killer stilettos, he keeps his step in a mid-speed.


    It was until the cold, winter breeze flying her thin bangs into half he stops and let her hand go. The naughty snow flies over Xia Sha''s head, and when she realized, her lips have curled up into a silly smile. Guan Xian seems to witnessed everything as he chuckles lowly and commented.


    "Silly."


    "The snow is annoying!" She hides her blush with a complaint, knowing well she is failing miserably.


    "You and your thorny acting. These are the only time I see a daisy tried to disguise as a cactus," Guan Xian mumbles while grabbing her left shoulder with his left hand.


    Guan Xian has cut all the spaces she creates by sticking their bodies side by side.


    "Come, Daisy. Let''s walk and enjoy the snow." He grinned.


    "Who is Daisy? Again, where you got the idea that my favorite flower is daisy?"


    Guan Xian ignores the little girl who starts twisting her sentence to confused him and casually continues humming his Christmas song. His whole body emitting the ''Don''t ruin my Christmas mood'' while Xia Sha starts to get tired.


    In the end, he makes her humming the Christmas song along and eventually starts singing together in the busy streets.


    Something that arrogant Xia Sha would never do because she is very particular in showing her images to strangers. She looked up to the charming man beside her and started to wonder.


    What kind of magic does this man play?


    Why he got so much control over her?


    She wonders and wonders that she did not realize that they had stopped walking, and she has been staring at his handsome face for quite some time.


    "You are not angry because I make you walk with those foot-killing shoes, are you? I''m sorry, I was inconsiderate."


    His guilty voice draws her back to reality. She blinks a few times to understand his words before shaking her head.


    "Nah, I''m glad we can walk," she smiles genuinely.


    She is honestly glad she could feel the snow and walk with him. But Guan Xian''s head might pop out if she tells him the whole truth. So she''ll keep it this way.


    "You sure?" He sounds unconvinced.


    "Even though I''m not, you''ve made me walk. So let''s say I''m fine and tell me where we are going."


    Her kind smiles have turned into a sarcastic smile in a spun of a second. Guan Xian wrinkles his nose at her, either too honest or too impatient trait.


    He leads her inside a tall building that Xia Sha has never been through before. Wait, it does seem familiar in her memory. She might have come to this lobby once, with another man in the past.


    Guan Xian looks at her and shows a meaningful smile after he makes some friendly gestures to some of the workers in the lobby. Xia Sha turned to him after observing the whole place.


    "Another building of yours? Why am I not surprised?" she murmured as she watched him pasting a black card to the lift screen.


    "It''s actually Jian Jun''s building. I''m only a tenant this time."


    He put back the black card to his pocket and excitedly pressed the R button.


    "Rooftop?" Xia Sha murmured to herself. Her mind began to place the puzzle one by one. Guan Xian keeps patiently waiting for her to solve the question with his meaningful smile.


    It only took a minute for Xia Sha to solve the puzzle, but it''s also the time when the cold winter-breeze greeting her face again. Her eyes travel to loads of table that looks fancy and fun at the same time.


    She gapes and slowly turns her head to him.


    "This is..."


    "The Skylar Tower which you ridicule," he faked a pouted.


    "..."


    Well, fine, she did.


    "We are having dinner on the rooftop while it''s snowing?"


    "The whole tables are fully booked, and the waiting list is very long." He sounds confident.


    "Well..."


    "If I let you win this argument, will you take a seat on our table?" He cut her before she says something only to win the argument.


    Xia Sha tilted her head slowly as they stare at each other. She pressed her lips into a thin line to hold her lips from curling into a smile. It''s always a pleasant feeling knowing someone knew you so well that they prevent you do something stupid just because you wanted to.


    Guan Xian rolls his eyes but a gentleness flowing from his warm, brown eyes. He raised his eyebrow and eyeing for the empty table that was supposed to be theirs if she is willing.


    Xia Sha pursed her lips before turning her head to avoid his gaze.


    "Fine, I''ll be nice since it''s the first snow tonight."

 Chapter 96 - Right, That Is Why You Need To Agree On This Marriage

    The ''Who eating outside when it''s so snowy'' excuse is invalid because every table has it owns crystal-dome to keep people warm inside.


    The only effect the falling snow had on the rooftop is adding the beautiful azure scene while people dine.


    Xia Sha and Guan Xian step into the very end dome, the only vacant seat between the other forty-nine.


    "Since it''s the last minute, I couldn''t get you the best table. But this will do," Guan Xian smirked while helping her remove her coat and hang it on the coat stand.


    Xia Sha averted her gaze to every corner of the well-decorated dome and the sight outside. Once again, he brought her to a beautiful place and made it felt surreal.


    Xia Sha barely wants to take off her gaze from the view when she felt he had pulled the chair for her.


    Guan Xian must be mocking when he said this isn''t the best table in the whole restaurant. Judging from the decor and the size only, she could tell that this dome is the prettiest among the rest.


    "Any specific craving?" He asked, sharing the black leathered menu with Xia Sha.


    "No," She answers decisively, lowering her gaze to stare at the menu. One menu catches her attention as she read the description.


    Jakarta beef coconut milk soups/Soto Betawi


    A tender soup beef boiled with coconut milk and fresh milk simmered with aromatic herbs and spices from Jakarta, Indonesia.


    "Need recommendation?"


    His excited voice subconsciously makes Xia Sha draw her eyes from the menu and look at him. He grins while waiting for her answer like a patient little boy in front of a marshmallow.


    "I''ll go with the restaurant specialties," She closed her menu and put it neatly on the table.


    "Here in Skylar Tower, we serve food from all over the world. I edited the menu and hired their famous local chef to cook."


    He looks confident when he ordered their food. Xia Sha has a faint smile as she listens to his every word to the waitress. She didn''t understand why watching him talking it such a relaxing thing to do.


    It makes her felt comfortable naturally.


    After thanking the waitress, he stands up and walks to the little box on his right. Xia Sha is waiting to see what surprise he hide and is quite fascinated when he turns toward her with a boyish grin and a bottle of champagne.


    "Last minute, you said? Must be a long minute," Xia Sha mumbles while watching him opening the bottle like a professional. She has caught him lying red-handed.


    Guan Xian chuckles lowly while he pours champagne down to Xia Sha''s glass. Raise the heating atmosphere between the two of them. Xia Sha took her glass as soon as she averted her gaze from him.


    "Don''t you wanted to ask me about something?"


    She asked, then sipping her champagne elegantly. Guan Xian enjoys her beautiful side profile with a thin smile.


    "No. Do you want to tell me something?" He directed the question back to Xia Sha. Xia Sha straightened her back and corrected her seating posture.


    "My grandfather is in the hospital. He threatened me to marry Xiao Zhan or else he will make Xiao Zhan his heir. o


    She said all she needs to say in one breath with a flat face. Guan Xian''s jaw almost dropped to the ground for the way she breaking a piece of bad news with no sentiment feeling at all. She even appears careless by spouting the suspect''s name.


    If he didn''t observe how she swallowed her saliva nervously a few seconds after talking, he might think she is dumping him again.


    Guan Xian wanted to answer, but the cold breeze and delicious smell from outside steal their attention. The waitress opens the dome door with the tray of food in their hand.


    The waitresses professionally placing their appetizers dish for them before saying, "Enjoy the meal," with a warm smile.


    "Thank you," both Xia Sha and Guan Xian said at the same time. The waitress politely bows and excuse himself from their dome.


    The atmosphere starts to get awkward when the waitress is gone. Xia Sha picked up her spoon and ate her food silently. Avoiding his eyes and keep her best not to steal glances at him.


    She could understand if he got mad and didn''t want to talk to her again. After all, he had prepared such a big show to move her heart, and this happens right after she agreed to try a relationship with him. Xia Sha herself felt she is cruel to put it this way.


    It''s only a shame that she needs to ruin their first snow Christmas dinner.


    "It''s good, isn''t it?"


    Guan Xian''s question got her looked at him, unprepared. His gaze falls on the dish with a glimmer of hopeful look.


    "Ah? The food?"


    Xia Sha felt like a fool when she heard herself. Suddenly she felt the need to treat him politely.


    "It''s good."


    She answers curtly with a little smile, digging more into her dish. She can see that Guan Xian is grinning proudly while watching her eating her meal.


    "See, not everything about me is bad. It''s the first proof that I''m not so bad as my reputation in your mind," he said.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips and said nothing, but her eyebrow is twitching. Guan Xian did his research this time. His understanding of Xia Sha has deepened to a certain length that he knew the best way to irritated her is to prove that she is wrong.


    Guan Xian holds his laughter when he notices her face is darkening. Lowering her head, he began to take a bite of the appetizer.


    "I''m not that shallows to get mad over a decision you haven''t made. And I believe you wouldn''t make a decision that would disappoint me. So don''t distance yourself from me because of this."


    He is looking nonchalant while he shows his thought on her matters. But his words leave a deep impression inside Xia Sha''s heart. Hiding something that bursting inside her, Xia Sha frowned and look at Guan Xian with probing eyes.


    "I''ll disappoint you. There is no way I could let my family''s legacy slip from my hand. The company is my dream, and I''ve worked very hard for it. There is no way I''ll choose this unsettle relationship over my inheritance."


    Guan Xian almost choked on his food because of her straightforwardness.  He saw this coming, but clearly, he is using less direct words in his head. This girl, she didn''t even bother sugar-coating her words...


    She is looking at him intently, waiting for his explanation for his illogical decision. How could he believe that she wouldn''t sacrifice him for her company? That is ridiculous.


    Guan Xian put down his spoon and fork before reaching for his champagne. He narrowed his eyes on Xia Sha as he answered.


    "Because I knew you love flaunting your girl boss''s carrier so much that I trust you wouldn''t disappoint me. Getting married just for a company, wouldn''t it contradict your principle as an independent woman?"


    His words got Xia Sha shocked, then relaxed, before she eventually smiles. Guan Xian grin when he watched her stiff shoulder has got relaxed. He sips his champagne with a smirk without removing his gaze from her.


    "It''s between the devil and the deep sea. But I can''t lose my company to the Xiao family. Not after knowing they are trying to sabotage my company," Xia Sha scoffed.


    "Right, that is why you need to agree on this marriage. I would if I were you."


    Guan Xian''s answer got Xia Sha stunned for the second time. She laughed sarcastically at him to hide the disappointment inside her heart.


    "So you do know I would rather choose the company than my principle."


    Every breath she takes from the same air she shares with him felt useless now. What did she expect from him?


    Guan Xian is still smiling charmingly, but it isn''t powerful enough to overcome Xia Sha''s common sense this time. She put down her cutlery in its supposed row and wipe her mouth with a clean napkin on her side.


    "Well, I hope you save my wedding date and honor it with your present."


    No matter how calm she tried to be, Guan Xian could hear the angry tone. He swirls around his glass in a composed manner, looking at her as if he knew what she was thinking.


    "There, you misjudge me again. Shouldn''t you take a lesson from Mr.Darcy and Elizabeth about pride and prejudice?"


    "Oh, I certainly didn''t. I''m Daisy Buchanan, who had to deal with a coward simps that use his family power to force a marriage. And, oh! a jerk acting like a gentleman. At least Jay Gatsby knew how to decide like a gentleman," She snarls at him.


    "Are you angry because I told you to marry him?" He asked as if he is missing the obvious.


    Xia Sha seethe. She gritted her teeth and refused to answer him. She arrogantly averted her gaze to the azure view. She needs to see something beautiful before she throws a meal out from her stomach.


    "But I didn''t say that you need to register your marriage with him," He said with a fake confused tone.


    Xia Sha slowly turns to look back at him with both eyebrows raised.. Guan Xian shows a thousand hidden meaning behind his calm smiles.

 Chapter 97 - Now We Understand The Meaning Behind Those Smiles :)

    "But I didn''t say that you need to register your marriage with him," He said with a fake confused tone.


    Xia Sha slowly turns to look back at him with both eyebrows raised. Guan Xian shows a thousand hidden meaning behind his calm smiles.


    What?


    How?


    She is more confused than thinking of How do human knew heaven and hell is real at night? Or how could you have an inner dialogue with your brain when you are your brain?


    "What do you mean?" she asked.


    Guan Xian smiling mysteriously and didn''t have any intention of explaining his sentence. Xia Sha hissed at him and furrowed her eyebrow so hard that three lines appear on her forehead.


    Guan Xian is trying his hardest not to laugh.


    Xia Sha is about to force him to explain when two waitresses interrupted with another bowl and plates. Not that Xia Sha could get mat at them since the dish smells so heavenly.


    "Jakarta Coconut Milk soup with fragrance rice," The waitress announced with a polite smile.


    Xia Sha looks at the heavy soup in her bowl with astonishment. One because the soup makes her stomach grumble. Secondly, it''s so coincidental for Guan Xian to choose the menu that catches her attention.


    "The rich spice the soup contains would make your body warm after eating it. It''s always great to drink soup on snowy days, right?" He asked playfully.


    Xia Sha picked up her spoon and wasted no time to taste the soup first. When the hot soup melted on her tongue, she almost lost her mind and started to takes another mouthful of the soup.


    "This soup is so creamy and savory. How can someone come up with this recipe?" She groaned.


    Guan Xian laughed happily at her response. He is more than delighted to see her eating so well.


    "You like it?"


    "Like it? I love it!" She shook her head in disbelief. She would regret not ever tasting this dish before because of her pride. Thankfully Guan Xian picked the right menu.


    Guan Xian smiles a little bit more when he watched her subconsciously dance when she scoops another soup into her mouth. Alas, good food and a warm atmosphere could cheer people up. He hopes she could always be happy and cheerful like this.


    In the midway of finishing her dessert, the candle decorations inside each dome lit up. She averted her gaze to the boarded sky to find the sun is setting down. Xia Sha moves her gazed from the beautiful view to the man seated in front of them.


    They share a smile before he pulls the Xia Sha''s napkin and leans inwardly to her side. Stunned, she froze on her seating posture. Guan Xian''s face is getting big as the distance between them keeps shortening.


    Before Guan Xian could hear her lame blabbering of ''Wh-what are you doing?'' He had shown her what is he doing. He gently uses the tip of the napkin to wipe the messy buttercream on the corner of her lips.


    Xia Sha is too busy handling her own jumpy heart to blabber. Their face was only centimeters, and she felt her whole body heating up. Familiar images of Jian Jun''s party flash before her eyes.


    That night.


    He kissed her, and she slaps him.


    If he kissed her right now, would she slap him again? She didn''t blink for a long time as if they were in the middle of an eye staring contest.


    Xia Sha found herself confused when the answer is right in front of her.


    Silly Xia Sha, if you plan to slap him if he kissed you this time, you wouldn''t be this confused! Her cheek blushed at the realization.


    "What are you doing on Christmas day? My family usually invites my friends over on Christmas day, Xiao Ni will be there too."


    Guan Xian looks content as he pulls his body back to his chair. An annoying smirked surface on his face when he sees Xia Sha''s confused face.


    "I have Christmas tradition with my family," she answers swiftly.


    Embarrassment hiding in her eyes as she lowered her head to her unfinished dessert.


    "It''s a shame then," he answers, surprisingly he is acting politely now.


    "Is that why you went to present shopping today?"


    He recalls the event before he sabotages her shopping time. Yeah, he might hear her mumbling calling out names one by one while sorting out her shopping bags.


    "Yeah. The Shen family has a tradition of exchanging gifts every Christmas."


    "You are not spending Christmas with your father?" he turns curious.


    "Only If I get to set the manor on fire."


    They both felt better once Xia Sha has come up with her sarcastic words again. Guan Xian shook his head and refilled their glass with an enigmatic smile.


    "Last round ?" Xia Sha asked, taking her filled glasses now.


    Guan Xian didn''t reply, but he raised his glass and clinking their glasses elegantly. The exact moment when the decorative light surrounded the dome lightens up, creating a romantic atmosphere between them.


    He sighed before standing up from his chair.


    Such a waste of a sweet moment, but he needs to respect her boundaries. He didn''t want to get slapped again even though kissing her under falling snow and gentle light looks so good in his head.


    He approached Xia Sha with a wary smile, looks a little bit sour and compliant at the same time. Xia Sha raised her eyebrow, anticipating the unexpected from him.


    "Let''s go. I''ll drive you home."


    "Go home?" she asked.


    "Uh-huh, what else do you want? I''ve proven that your poor judgment and expensive-shaming my restaurant," he joked.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes and swallowed her pride. Since he has given her delicious food, her tongue wouldn''t say something mean to him.


    "Tsk. Fine, It was indeed good," she said quickly, pulling her coat and exited the dome almost instantly. Guan Xian chuckles lowly behind before following after her.


    Since both of them drink, it''s only right to have a driver drive for them. Guan Xian is well prepared and had his driver downstairs. He also seems to know she is living in The Shen manor now. But what surprised her is he prepared sneakers and a sour patch for her.


    She is taken back for a moment. How does Guan Xian know she often craves for sour patch after eating something sweet?


    "I couldn''t find the watermelon flavor that you like, but I hope this will do."


    "How do you know I like the watermelon flavor?" she frowned and look at him suspiciously.


    "I hire a professional investigator to dig up the skeletons you hide in your closet. I plan to threaten you to stop treating me like a joke."


    His face is all serious as if he meant what he said. He looks away to the window and seems to enjoy the falling snow afterward. Xia Sha looks rather hopeless right now, but she didn''t give up until she finds the truth.


    "How can you know so much about me? You asked my friend?"


    It''s actually sweet if he really did.


    Guan Xian averted his gaze from the window and stared at the door of Xia Sha''s door again. He shook his head with a pressed smile on his adonis''s face.


    "Xiao Ni?" she tried again.


    He shook his head.


    "Fu Qun?"


    He shook his head.


    "No way!" She shouted with perfectly round eyes. Guan Xian smiles at her with a look that says, ''You think you got it?''


    "Ling Guang?" she whispered with a disbelief face. Guan Xian''s smiles dropped.


    Guan Xian''s longhand crossed the distance between them and landed perfectly on her glass-like forehead.


    ''Clock''


    He flickered her forehead. Xia Sha wail because of the pain he caused her.


    "Only a crazy dog would do that?" He sounds offended.


    Xia Sha glared at him while rubbing her forehead, praying he would get his retribution soon.


    "I''m a well-educated person. The first trait of educated humans is they will do their research based on a reliable resource. Do you think your stupid ex is reliable?"


    Ling Guang is all the bad things but reliable. Xia Sha shook her head quickly. How could she think of something so stupid?


    "Sorry," she didn''t know why she needs to apologize, but she did.


    Guan Xian secretly felt thankful for Jian Jun and Wang Kai''s boring lecture this time. He sounds so cool just now! Look, even Xia Sha looks amazed.


    He nodded, now helping her rub her forehead since he felt heartache when she wailed just now.


    Xia Sha felt his touch was ticklish but reluctant to show his hand away. In the end, she pressed her lips to stop words from coming out and let him coax her for a while.


    -Just a while, she wanted to felt doted on for awhile.


    He only stopped when the driver notified him they had arrived at the Shen''s residence. The disappointment and reluctance come again when he retracts her hand.


    Guan Xian has gone out to open the door for Xia Sha. When he sees her tiny foot wearing sneakers stand on the ground, he smiles sweetly at her.


    "What?" she asked suspiciously.


    He shook his head frantically. He still looks suspicious in Xia Sha''s eyes. But since she had arrived at home, he wouldn''t possibly go too far in his action. So she let him be.


    "Thank you for the meal and drive," she said.


    "My pleasure," he answered.


    "I''m going now," she excuses herself, taking steps away from him. Guan Xian keeps smiling as if he had something planned and she wouldn''t like it.


    Xia Sha felt skeptical about him now. But, she is in front of her door, and he didn''t stop her at all. If he does have something, shouldn''t he hold her or something?


    What Xia Sha didn''t expect is the door to burst open when she is prepared to push it. A warm smile coming from the beautiful maiden that looks prepared to welcome a guest.


    "Ah! Guan Xian is driving Xia Sha home!"


    The familiar''s cheerful voice owner kissed her cheek, left and right, before pushing her aside.


    "Aunty," Guan Xian greet with the same sweet smiles.


    "Good kid, you must be tired after driving so far. Come inside, I''ve made hot chocolate for both of you,"


    Now we understand the meaning behind those smiles :)

 Chapter 98 - What Exactly Is Your Motive?

    "Aiya Aunty, it''s too much trouble."


    Guan Xian''s mouth keeps saying those words, but he willingly gets pulled by the considerably weaker woman than him.


    "Aish, what trouble? Your mother is a good friend. Come in, Come in," Shen Xia Fei, the beautiful mother of Xia Sha, shoved Guan Xian inside their big house.


    Guan Xian is more than obligate to sit in Shen''s family living room, where Shen Ao Tian and Uncle Shen were playing chess quietly. He greeted the two of them with his cheerful smiles.


    "Aiyo Second Shen, you are going to lose," he said after observing their chess piece for a second. Shen Ao Tian rolled his eyes at him and merely continue his strategy.


    He blended into her family so naturally that Xia Sha slightly felt like she is the outsider instead.


    "Guan Xian!" Uncle Shen exclaims, looking surprised at the honorable young master, who sat on his sofa with a wide grin over his face. Uncle Shen then glances slightly at Xia Sha with an ''understanding'' smile.


    "Boyfriend duty?" He asked in a teasing tone.


    Guan Xian laughed at Uncle Shen''s jokes and but didn''t refute them. Instead, he looks quite satisfied to be called Xia Sha''s boyfriend.


    "Dad, you are giving in too easy. He is still in the middle of pursuing," Shen Ao Tian joined the fun while smiling at Xia Sha slyly. Xia Sha replied to him with a sharp glare.


    "Second Shen is right, but uncle Shen is not wrong either. I''m Xia Sha''s boyfriend."


    His proclamation got Xia Sha to widen her eyes and wanted to smack his back. Not only Xia Sha, but everybody who heads Guan Xian would felt great waves of shock.


    "You wish!"


    Xia Sha instantly walks over to him, her hand on her hips, indicating that she is angry got Guan Xian scared.


    "I meant boyfriend with space between boy and friend. You misunderstand me!" He quickly corrected his words.


    Uncle Shen laughed, Shen Ao Tian smiled, Xia Sha face fell. She hissed at Guan Xian with a sign of warning. Guan Xian gives her an innocent smile as if he is saying, ''What? I didn''t say anything wrong.''


    "Be careful of that little space," Shen Ao Tian warned the crafty Guan Xian. Guan Xian turned to Shen Ao Tian with a wary face.


    "That little space is call, friendzone."


    Shen Ao Tian got Guan Xian eyes flares up and went on denial phase.


    "Impossible," he claimed and turned to Xia Sha with a fake smile.


    "You wouldn''t do that. You can''t be that cruel, right?" He asked Xia Sha warily.


    Xia Sha, who felt their conversation is stupid, didn''t want to answer him. She rolled her eyes and walked away from the living room. Guan Xian looks at her back in disbelief.


    "Xia Sha! you are too much if you do that to me!" he half-shouted in despair. He genuinely sounds worried when everybody knew he is merely joking. Xia Sha is secretly giggling while Uncle Shen and Shen Ao Tian laugh erupted in the living room.


    After changing into comfortable wear, Xia Sha went downstairs again with a mission. It is to send him home. Or using direct words, she wanted to kick him out.


    She has prepared a few reasons as she walks to the living room. But everything vanished into thin air when she sees Guan Xian sit in one of the chairs in the dining room. He is talking business with uncle Shen while drinking her mother''s black sesame soup.


    "Xia Sha, mom made a black sesame soup to warm your body. Have some," Shen Xia Fei appears from the kitchen door and spotted Xia Sha at the dining room entrance.


    "I''m still full," Xia Sha answer her mother while walking to the chair across Guan Xian. His attention falls on the bowl the whole time. He didn''t even bother Xia Sha''s presence at the moment.


    Xia Sha was rendered speechless.


    "Aunty, this is the best black sesame soup I''ve ever drink in my life. Are you sure you don''t want to open a dessert shop?"


    Shen Xia Fei laughed at Guan Xian''s flattering words. She shook her head with big smiles, clicking her tongue at Guan Xian as she unmasks Guan Xian''s word.


    "You are trying to please me to steal information about my daughter again. Ckckck."


    "Aunty! It''s a secret between us." Guan Xian protested then playfully pointed at Xia Sha with his pointed mouth. Another round of laughter comes from her mother and uncle Shen.


    "Mom? Are you selling your daughter too now?" Xia Sha said coldly. Guan Xian could see that she gets pissed off at him by the way she glares.


    "Oops, I better get going. Auntie will pack some black sesame soup for you and your family."


    Shen Xia Fei saves her life from her daughter.


    "Don''t blame your mother. Look at the way your pursuer steals your mother''s heart with his honeyed words," Uncle Shen glance at Guan Xian then raised his hand as if he is telling Xia Sha a secret.


    "You should be careful."


    "Uncle, you let this dangerous man sit at your dining room. You are the one who is more careless than me." Xia Sha playfully answers her uncle.


    "Ay, he has no motive for me. But he does have a clear motive for you."


    Uncle Shen answer and Guan Xian shamelessly nod his head.


    "I do have a motive for you. You should be careful."


    Guan Xian nods his head slightly, slurping his bowl after talking. It seems like the food is more important than her right now. Xia Sha didn''t know how to react to this. Should she be happy or sad?


    "But we don''t have to worry for too long. Because I''ll get myself a husband to protect me soon, right Guan Xian?"


    Xia Sha curled her lips into a fake smile as she kicked Guan Xian''s leg below the table. Guan Xian jolted from the kick and her word. He put down his bowl dramatically and look at her with amusement.


    "Xia Sha, you are amazing," he praised.


    She didn''t need more explanation from his ambiguous words and directly found the meaning he hinted behind. Marvelous! His son and daughter are guaranteed to have a high IQ like their mother.


    "Of course I am," Xia Sha felt her face paralyzed for faking a smile too long when her blood began to boils.


    What? Why does he look so happy? Don''t tell me he wanted to shove her to the wedding altar with Xiao Zhan?! This bastard!


    She should have known all his sweet words and action were a facade!


    "You agreed?" he asks for a measurement.


    "Of course, do I have a choice?" she said in a ''duh'' tone. A clear frown is pestering her face right now.


    But Guan Xian couldn''t be bothered by her grumpy mask. He keeps smiling like a fool as if he just won a lottery. He couldn''t believe it, she actually agreed with his plan!


    Uncle Shen and Shen Mu Qing, who accidentally hear the noise in the dining room watched Guan Xian jumped from his chair run to hug Xia Sha. He pulled her into a half-arm length hug and jumped in a circle.


    Confused and didn''t expect his response, Xia Sha let him move her body around.


    "Dad, what happens to them?" Shen Mu Qing mutters lowly, didn''t want to get dragged into whatever Guan Xian and Xia Sha is doing.


    "Xia Sha said she got herself a husband to protect her. Judging from Guan Xian''s response, I think he is the future husband of your cousin." Uncle Shen observes quietly from his seat.


    "What? But it''s too fast!" Shen Mu Qin said.


    "I can''t believe this! It''s happening too fast!" Guan Xian said.


    Both Guan Xian and Shen Mu Qing exclaim at the same time. They stare at each other with the same amused expression.


    Xia Sha''s face darkened. She couldn''t take this anymore.


    "STOP!!!" She shouted and stopped him from jumping around.


    Guan Xian eventually stopped with a grin and blinked at her innocently.


    "Tell me what deal you made with the Xiao family? Huh? How can you do this to me? I tried to trust you!" She got furious at him.


    "Deal with the Xiao family?" Guan Xian tilted his head, doesn''t quite understand her words.


    "Did they send you over to persuade me to marry Xiao Zhan?!" Xia Sha snaps.


    She could hear everyone gasp after she stripped off Guan Xian from his lie. Guan Xian''s silly grin slowly washed off into a flat face.


    "What?! You are marrying Xiao Zhan?" he sounds devastated.


    Silence filled the Shen''s family dining room for three seconds before Guan Xian erupted into laughter.


    "What did you said? the Xiao family send me to persuade you? That is the dumbest thing I''ve ever heard this year!"


    Xia Sha frowned at his mockery, but more concerned about the meaning behind his words. She scoffed at him and harshly asked, "Then, what is it about? You told me to marry Xiao Zhan, what exactly is your motive?"


    Guan Xian rests both of his hand on his shoulder, drawing her closer so nobody could steal her gaze away from him. With a sign of hopelessness, he took a deep breath and finally told Xia Sha about his hidden plan.


    "I asked you to marry him, but register your name under my marriage certificate book."


    "...."

 Chapter 99 - Im Very Dissatisfied With Your Choice.

    "I asked you to marry him, but register your name under my marriage certificate book."


    Xia Sha is utterly dumbfounded that she went speechless for the first minutes. She furrowed her eyebrow and patted Guan Xian''s right cheek gently.


    "Did you take the wrong medicine?" She mumbles to herself.


    Guan Xian clicked his tongue and released Xia Sha''s hand from his cheek. His eyes wandered to everyone in the dining hall, and unexpectedly a burst of shyness spread on his cheek.


    This man, did he blush?


    It''s quite amusing and refreshing for Xia Sha to witness him blushing since it''s usually her to show that kind of reaction.


    "Tsk, you lack the creativity to understand the art of scheming," he said arrogantly, turning his back to Xia Sha so she wouldn''t see him blush.


    "Well, no matter what scheme you are playing, it sounds absurd."


    Xia Sha smiles and teasingly trail on his back while Guan Xian keeps trying to avoid her. They are fooling around like two good friends in kindergarten.


    Uncle Shen let out a fake cough to remind them that the world is not owned only by the two of them.


    "Err, Guan Xian, although I knew you meant good by helping Xia Sha. But I can''t seem to understand it. Can you explain it to me?"


    Shen Mu Qing nodded along to his father''s question. Although they would look desperate by considering Guan Xian''s crazy idea, they had no choice. The Xia and Xiao family is pushing them to the corner right now.


    None of them would possibly stand-alone doing nothing when Xia Sha is is facing such a big problem. However, they do realize they can''t win against Xia and Xiao family combined.


    But if they had the Guan family as Xia Sha''s backing, it''s crystal clear they own the victory on their hand.


    "Well, our country does not allow polyandry, polygamy, polygyny. Means if Xia Sha becomes my wife, Xiao Zhan couldn''t marry her."


    Guan Xian all smiles as he glances at Xia Sha from where he stands. He could see Xia Sha''s face lose color and gapes at him several times. She looked disbelief and infuriated at the same time.


    "That, that is not a bad idea," Shen Mu Qing said to his father in low volume.


    "Hmm..."


    Xia Sha widened her eyes and glared at Shen Mu Qing with a fierce expression.


    "That sounds like selling me to yet, another man. Can we please put this ridiculous plan behind?"


    She scoffed at Shen Mu Qing and her uncle before turned to Guan Xian angrily. A smile still plastering Guan Xian''s handsome face. To an onlooker, his smile looks genuine. But to Xia Sha, his smile looks like a hidden mocking smirk right now.


    "You! Don''t think about it!" she warned.


    Her lips are pressed together into an unsatisfied thin line.


    Guan Xian is standing right in front of her. He raised both of his eyebrows. The look on his eyes right now is the same look he had when he found an interesting new game.


    "I can''t help it, pfft," he whispers, trying so hard not to laugh upon facing her cute angry face.


    Laugh! He dares to laugh! Her blood has boiled to the state where it may evaporate now, and he dares to take her anger as a joke!


    "YOU! FOLLOW ME!"


    She forcefully pulled his hand to follow her.


    "Eh? Where are you two going?"


    Mother Shen looked perplexed when Xia Sha is aggressively pulling Young master Guan''s hand. She put down the food container she holds as she watched their back disappear behind the tall wall.


    "What with those two?" she asked Shen Mu Qing and her brother.


    "Sigh, young people love trouble. Shen Mu Qing, you should be prepared from now. Look how hard it is to coax a woman. Be prepared."


    Uncle Shen sighed and shook his head as if it''s a helpless case. He walked away after patting his son''s shoulder a few times. Shen Xia Fei raised his eyebrow at Seng Mu Qing, who gives her a shrug and smile.


    "Auntie looks like it''s going to be a long journey before you welcome a son-in-law," Sheng Mu Qing followed his father''s step, patting her auntie''s shoulder gently as he walked away.


    On the contradictory to the peace inside Shen''s residence, it''s much lively in their backyard. Xia Sha, who pulled Guan Xian''s (that happily followed her), has put him to sit at the bench.


    "Ah, I knew you love spending time alone with me, but it''s cold outside. Let''s go back in," Guan Xian smiles sweet is trying to persuade the angry Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha grunted and completely ignored him. Instead of getting bewitched by his fake angelic smile, she interrogated him.


    "You put a spy on me?" She asked.


    Guan Xian wrinkled his nose and shook his head frantically. He made a big cross with his arm as he said, "I didn''t. I''m not Wang Kai."


    Xia Sha frowned and crossed her arm together in front of her chest.


    "Then how can you know?"


    "About what?" Guan Xian pretends to play the ''I don''t know anything'' card and keeps showing his white teeth to Xia Sha. It''s was so obvious that he wanted to make her exposed herself.


    Xia Sha took a deep breath while closing her eyes frustratedly. Patience, Patience, don''t let him got you. The more irritated you got, the happier he will be.


    "You know, that plan of marrying someone so Xiao Zhan couldn''t marry me."


    Finally, she let the cat out of the bag. The truth is, she has considered this plan with Fu Qun after a brief chat with her father.


    She will agree to marry Xiao Zhan and asked shares exchanges as the wedding gift. While they would likely ask for the Xia Corporation''s shares, too, she will modify her contract. Her transfer of shares could only happen after the marriage. However, she will secretly register her marriage with Fu Qun. So on the other hand, she will get Xiao''s corporation shares without sacrificing herself.


    It''s such a perfect plan to revenge on the greedy Xiao family.


    But how can this annoying man with his perfect smile know about it?


    "You have the same idea? Wow, a couple does think alike. Amazing."


    He sounds amused as he stares at Xia Sha''s with his round eyes. Xia Sha rolls her eyes and pressures him to tell the truth with her ferocious glare. Guan Xian stops talking for a while as his smiles disappear.


    "How do you think your assistant could get such a throughout idea?"


    "..."


    So it was him. No wonder Fu Qun could be so sly in one night. Xia Sha hissed and blamed herself for being so naive. So should''ve known from the moment Fu Qun said he had an idea. Rubbing the spaces between her eyebrow, she pursed her lips.


    Fu Qun, that little traitor, must have been hanging out with Tang Yu Bin a lot nowadays. No wonder Guan Xian could suddenly appear in the mall where she shopped.


    Oh no, don''t tell me he is keeping tabs on her the whole time she blocked him from Fu Qun...


    "Fu Qun, you are so dead," she murmured to herself.


    "Still, I''m very dissatisfied with your choice. You have me. I''m a perfect gentleman, willing to be used. You don''t even have to pay me," his sentence stop in the midway.


    Guan Xian suddenly stands up and presents himself. Xia Sha subconsciously followed his hand movement, which mainly focused on his well-built stomach.


    Hah, she knew a lot about those great abs he had. Well, not only her but probably every girl in the imperial high school has seen it on the school''s wall magazine. So many years have passed, she wonders did he still had those great packs?


    Ahhh! What is she thinking right now? Xia Sha, concentrate! You should talk to him now!


    "I''m far more handsome than the average man. I''m definitely richer. I also cared about you a lot, from the bottom of my heart. I''m also a funny man. I never hit a woman. I stopped my car when old granny walks across the street."


    He keeps praising and mentioning his strength as if he is in the middle of a work interview.


    "Has you ever see good people claiming that they are good people?" Xia Sha casually cut his bragging time with a question. He stopped and pondered for a while, then hissed, "I think,"


    "Well, whoever you think they are not entirely good."


    Well, he is thinking about Xiao Ni and his three other friends. Guess Xia Sha is right.


    "Okay, you''ve made a good point there," he stops mentioning his strength and qualities.


    "Hmm, you should stop sighing and praised yourself."


    "Well, I can''t. That is our family''s specialty. This is a secret, but this is what my mother told me, if nobody is praising you for doing a good job, you should praise yourself. This way, you will gain the confidence to do a great job," Guan Xian spills.


    Xia Sha nods her head slightly. That would probably work for growing confidence.


    "Xiao Ni and I usually do this when we got insecure of ourselve- WAIT! I HAVEN''T MADE MY POINT!" He suddenly remembers why is he boasting in the first place.


    Xia Sha tilted her head, a big question mark appear on her face.


    "What is your point?" she asked and regretted asking as soon as she heard his answer.


    "My point is, I have a perfect condition to added your name on my household card. WHY DID YOU CHOOSE TO MARRY FU QUN INSTEAD?"

 Chapter 100 - Its The First Snow After All

    "My point is, I have a perfect condition to added your name on my household card. WHY DID YOU CHOOSE TO MARRY FU QUN INSTEAD?"


    He was bothered and irritated by her decision indeed. He carefully prepared this plan ever since he heard about old Xia wanted Xiao Zhan to be his grandson-in-law.


    He even called Fu Qun, personally, to explains this plan.


    But something still lost in translation :(


    "That is not your business," She scoffed angrily.


    "Well, it is my business. I tried to hint at you at the dinner, but you act like you don''t understand a thing. Why did you need to cover it for me? I thought you agree on trying to trust me?" he sounds frustrated at Xia Sha.


    "I''m trying doesn''t mean I have trusted you. And, Fu Qun, is he one of your people now?" Xia Sha retaliated angrily.


    "He is loyal to you, don''t worry. However, Xia Sha, you force him to marry you in a blink of eyes without considering his decision. Don''t you think you''ve scared that poor assistant of yours?"


    Guan Xian''s question got Xia Sha silenced.


    "We have a discussion, and he agreed," Xia Sha proudly answers, defending herself from Guan Xian''s defamation.


    "Discussion? Are you sure it''s not a one-way communication?" He fake ponders, take a step closer to Xia Sha.


    "Are you sure he agreed?"


    "I-"


    She honestly doesn''t know how to answer Guan Xian. She admitted it. She didn''t consider Fu Qun''s willingness because she would get the marriage annulled after she got the shares.


    "Still, even if he unwilling. Why don''t he voice it out when they discussed it?" She furrowed her eyebrow.


    "Maybe because you are scary when you are angry, like this," he smiled and stretched out his hand to poke on her cheek. His dark brown eyes are starring straight at her, igniting something in her heart.


    "I thought you agreed to give me a chance. Why you keep fighting so hard to push me away?" His deep voice rang out so hoarse on her ears. He sounds disappointed, although he had tried to say it as flat as possible.


    Xia Sha got stunned by the sudden contact. She felt electrocuted when his fingertips brush her soft cheeks. Knowing that her mind wouldn''t work under this kind of pressure and situations with Guan Xian, she moves a step back.


    "It''s alright. I could find another willing man if he is unwilling. The two of you shouldn''t conspire behind me."


    She scoffed, turning her body around to leave him alone.


    Guan Xian retracted his hand and smiled grimly.


    "No matter who, as long as it''s not me, you are okay with him?" He asked, lowering his head and stare at the rocky ground. Xia Sha felt suffocated when she sees his expression from the glass reflection.


    "Yes," she answers softly.


    "Why?" he asked without lifting his head.


    Xia Sha is hesitant to answer, but facing his face, she couldn''t bear to ignore him. She lowered her head and glance at him secretly.


    "I can''t make you go through a fake marriage with me because it''s you. Because I don''t want things to fall apart after that," Xia Sha mumbles before running away and leave him alone in the backyard.


    Guan Xian blankly stares at the place where Xia Sha stands before. What did he just hear?


    She didn''t want things to fall apart between them since it''s a fake relationship. Does that mean she willing to do it for real?


    "Aish! Guan Xian, what are you thinking?" He scolds himself but grinning widely.


    That is not the point at all, don''t you understand the meaning behind her words? She is hinting- not. She is stating that she likes you!


    Xia Sha likes you! You lucky b*stard!


    Under the bright moonlight in a cold backyard, Guan Xian jumped like he just won a lottery without caring that someone might see him. He wanted to shout but realized he is still in other people''s house.


    To express his sudden bursting excitement inside his chest, he hurriedly goes home after bidding his goodbye to the house resident. Carry a big bowl of black sesame soup in the process.


    Slipping into his car, he smiled at the driver and kindly asked him.


    "Mr. Qin, do you believe miracle in December? First snow blessing?"


    Mr.Qin got dumbfounded for a moment since he never even heard that phrase before. But the boss is such an excellent and smart man, it must be a real thing that he didn''t know before. So he happily nodded his head and looked at Guan Xian from the reviewing mirror.


    "I believe sir!" he replied decisively.


    Guan Xian looks satisfied with his answer. He snaps his finger and smiles broadly.


    "You are a wise man. Ah~ tonight is so beautiful, you should go home and spend time with your family after this."


    He moves his gaze and watches the snow falling gently outside his car. Mr. Qin looks at his boss in disbelief. He glances at the digital clock on the car dashboard.


    It''s only 8.


    "A-Are, are you sure, boss?" he shuttered.


    "Of course, it''s the first snow after all," he answers with a smile.


    ***


    Xia Sha watched the black car drive away from the Shen residence from her room. Her hand is covering her hot cheek as she tries to compose herself.


    Oh My God, what she did? She says such an embarrassing statement just because she doesn''t want him to be sad. Crazy, she has turned into a crazy lady.


    She keeps making impulsive decisions whenever Guan Xian is around.


    "I must be crazy," she bites her lips and pulls her curtain to cover the window. Biting her lips anxiously, she sat on the corner of the bed.


    There is a dozen of question on her mind. It''s like a tangled wire which she couldn''t solve. What has she done? She just indirectly confessed that she does take him as someone special. He is dear to her, so she didn''t want to ruin their fragile relationship over a business matter.


    There is another aspect of her mind, such as she didn''t want people to think she succeeds because Guan Xian is her backing. But what terrifies her is the fact she might lose him once he gets what he wanted.


    She is afraid she is making this game too easy for him. He might get bored and left her eventually. But what she has done tonight as screw everything over. Quoting Carried Bradshaw in sex and the city series, she is emotionally slutty in front of him.


    She felt so vulnerable after revealing her inner thought to Guan Xian. She took a deep sigh and flung her body to the bed.


    "I''m mentally f*cked up. I even felt so afraid to show my true feeling."


    She whispered and mocked herself. A burst of cold laughter and a long groan followed after when her phone rang. She pulls her body to reach for her phone.


    Fu Qun.


    Hmph, about time to handle this little traitor.


    "Fu Qun, whose side did you take? Why did you set up a camp at the enemy''s land? What makes you think you can stand on two boats, and I won''t kick you, so you fall to the deep sea and death?!" She spat out every word coldly.


    Remembering how Guan Xian could know every detail of her plans make her blooth boils again. Xia Sha could hear Fu Qun''s nervous breath and awkward laugh from the other side before he explains.


    "That, Boss, of course, I''m on your side. When you said you didn''t want to meet young master Guan, I do everything to keep him out of your sight."


    "That''s so? Then why don''t you tell me yourself if you are unwilling to marry me? Let me asked you who paid your check?" her voice is much colder than before. Fu Qun anxiously swallowed his own saliva before answering.


    "You did."


    "Hm, then if you have trouble, who should hear your grievance?


    "You, boss."


    "Then why did you tell Tang Yu Bin''s boss instead?" she asked the million-dollar questions, throbbing Fu Qun with a thousand sword of ice. Fu Qun trembles and subconsciously shook his head even though Xia Sha couldn''t see him.


    "Boss, I didn''t tell him because I was unwilling to marry you. Instead, I informed him that we don''t have to trouble him since we can take care of it ourselves. You are so rich and beautiful. Why wouldn''t I marry you?"


    "..." That actually makes sense. Working with Fu Qun for quite some time now, she knew this young man is all about making money. As long he has the opportunity to gain more, he won''t be hesitant to go all out.


    Xia Sha is quiet for more than one minute now. Fu Qun can feel her coldness has dropped. Still, he carefully composes the next sentence as he is afraid she will fire him tomorrow.


    "Boss, I''m calling you this late because I have something important to tell you."


    "Hm, speak."


    "Mr. Xiao Zhan requested a meeting at one tomorrow. He said it''s an urgent discussion. However, I asked around the other department and found he only requested a meeting with you. Should I-"


    "No," Xia Sha cut Fu Qun before he finished.


    Xiao Zhan has been trying to talk, again, to her ever since the whole crazy marriage thing happened. She keeps avoid him by all means. Aside from the working project, she wouldn''t talk to him. He must be desperate to use meeting excuses to steal time with her.


    Hah, she couldn''t avoid him again. Forget it. She also needs to talk to him, so she shouldn''t act childish and solve things like a grown-up.


    "Tell him that I could spare lunchtime with him to discuss those matters. I hate mixing work with personal affairs."

 Chapter 101 - You Propose ?!

    "So, does this emperor love you or not?"


    Guan Xian could hear his father dissatisfied voices and Xiao Ni''s groan at the same time. He greeted the housekeeper that opened the door for him and immediately went to the family room.


    "He did, but they don''t trust each other since the emperor is her family''s opposition," Xiao Ni''s voice getting louder as he approached them.


    "Aiya, can you two stop talking?" Mother''s Guan complaint rang out next, the exact time when he stands in front of the television.


    "HEY!"


    "GO AWAY!"


    "MOVE YOUR ASS!"


    Complaints and cursed words (mainly coming from Xiao Ni''s mouth) filled Guan Xian''s eardrums. As if he felt pleased to be scolded, he grins wide and deliberately spread out his arm to cover the television''s screen.


    "Guan Xian! Move before I pull you back to my stomach!"


    O.O


    Mother Guan''s words have shaken Guan Xian''s souls slightly. His jaw dropped as he steps aside and accepts his defeat.


    "Oh, you bought something home? Wah, brother, you''ve changed," Xiao Ni''s gaze falls on the paper bag he holds.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, what do you mean? Half of my salary went to your stomach," Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow at her sister, who seems didn''t care and take the paper bag from his hand instead.


    "Wah, it smells good," Xiao Ni praised.


    "This is not for you," Guan Xian faked a smile at his sister while smacking her disrespectful hand. His glaring eyes are warning Xiao Ni to keep her hand to herself.


    Xiao Ni was dumbfounded.


    "Mom, Aunty Shen give this for you," Guan Xian present the paper bag to his mother instead.


    "What?! How can you," Mother Guan look confused as she took out the food container, "You go to her house?" she asked.


    Guan Xian is wearing an angelic smile on his face. Weirdly, he looks brighter than 25 years of his life.


    "Yes, I send Xia Sha home today after having a delicious dinner at Sky Longue," Guan Xian glance at Xiao Ni as he flaunts his date today.


    "What''s the special occasion?" Father Guan asked. His gaze falls on the container box on her wife''s lap.


    "Nothing, it''s just the first snow is falling tonight," he answers.


    Guan Xian chuckles lowly when Xiao Ni started to pout and sulk.


    Xiao Ni excitement draws their mother and father''s interest in what he bought. Mother Guan opens the container lid, and a delicious scented black sesame soup reveals.


    "Wah, that looks good," Xiao Ni drooled.


    "Nah, Guan Xiao Ni, you won''t get shares in this. Do you remember all the times when you bullied aunty Shen''s daughter? Where is your self-conscience?"


    Disbelief was written all over Xiao Ni''s face. She knew her brother is annoying but never knew he could irritate people to this extend. Is this how he wants to treat his only little sister right now?


    Xia Sha hasn''t even agreed to date him, and he has started picked aside. Tsk, Xiao Ni never felt this betrayed before.


    "Dad Brother is bullying me," she pits to her savior.


    "Guan Xian, stop making your sister remember her bad memories."


    Father Guan looks annoyed when one figure practically popped out in his mind.


    Hmph! Did he think himself too highly? Dumping his precious princess, he''ll make sure that cocky young fellow won''t ever see her daughter again!


    "Aish, stop it, you two. We shouldn''t let people steal our family''s peace and happiness," Mother Guan scolded the pair of father and daughter.


    "My handsome son, did you finally set your heart on one girl now?" she asked. Mother Guan has Guan Xian''s back this time. She turned to her son with a sweet smile.


    "Ah, Mom, how could you ask me like this," he pretended to be shy and cover his face with his hand. Xiao Ni hissed and threw a cushion to her brother.


    "Of course, mom, you don''t know what he has done in the mall today. I''m amused, proud, but embarrassed for him," Xiao Ni shook her head and took out her phone from the table.


    Guan Xian widens as he lost his face''s color.


    "Do you want to watch the video?" Xiao Ni asked playfully.


    "What video?"


    "YOU HAVE THE VIDEO?"


    Three people on the couch asked in unison but with a completely different tone. Xiao Ni raised her eyebrow at her brother and smirked.


    "How can you get the video?" Guan Xian gets wary.


    He knew some people taken videos with their phones, and he has no problem with that. However, Xia Sha first text after she unblocked her is,


    ''I''m gonna blocked you again if the news got spread.''


    Along with Wang Kai''s demand and Jian Jun''s carrier consideration, he had his people delete every evidence the public had. There is no way Xiao Ni could get the video.


    "I recorded it."


    Xiao Ni''s straightforward answer got Guan Xian dumbstruck. He silently gives two thumbs up to Xiao Ni. Of course, the only person who can get away from Wang Kai, Jian Jun, and his people is Xiao Ni.


    "You are great (ni zh¨¥n b¨¤ng)," Guan Xian admits.


    "What is it?" Mother Guan got curious and wanted to see the video.


    "No! That video is confidential! This family embraces democracy. I claim the right to keep my privacy," Guan Xian stood up and seized Xiao Ni''s phone.


    "I claim my right to have my phone back!" Xiao Ni didn''t want to lose it and tried to take her phone back from Guan Xian''s hand.


    "Since your phone had my privacy content, I''ll confiscate this for now."


    "NOOOO!"


    Guan Xian raised Xiao Ni''s phone high. Xiao Ni jumped and stretched her body to reach his hand. But Guan Xian is six feet one-inch while Xiao Ni embraces her mini size body.


    Since it''s unfair competition from the start, Xiao Ni didn''t bother to play by the rule and try everything she can to get her phone. She bites, tickled, climbs, hangs unto him. It''s total chaos in the family room.


    Father Guan look at his wife and shook his head helplessly. They have used to watch this kind of view ever since Xiao Ni can talk. Guan Xian has this weird tendency to tease her sister until she cries and Xiao Ni just likes to bicker with him.


    They are the perfect brother and sister to fill the Guan''s family''s big manor. House will never felt lonely if Xiao Ni and Guan Xian are living together.


    "Guan Xian! Give me back my phone!" Xiao Ni gnashes her teeth and glare at him.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, I can''t let you have the video. Xia Sha didn''t want people to spread it, and since it''s failed, I don''t want any people to have it too. I''ll keep it as my personal collection," Guan Xian said calmly, but give Xiao Ni a tongue out after she jumps and fails to reach her phone.


    "Hmph, you actually admit that it hurt your ego to get rejected. Again. That is why you don''t want me to keep the video!" Xiao Ni provoke him even further.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, you!"


    "What? How many rings will you waste before she agrees?" she tilted her head and put her hand on her hips.


    "Why do you care? I''ll buy a thousand ring if I had to. I have the money!" Guan Xian scoffed angrily.


    Although he said to Xia Sha to keep the ring until she agrees to marry him, there is a tradition in the Guan family he wanted to follow. His father once told him that when you find the right girl and the right ring, your proposal will definitely succeed.


    If you are certain that you''ve found the right girl and you fail your proposal, then the big problem must be the ring. You haven''t found the perfect ring to move that girl''s heart.


    The ring is the key to a woman''s heart. Finding the ring that they loves shows how much effort you made to get to know your girl. Guan Xian likes the meaning and logic behind his father''s story.


    So that''s what Father Guans did when he proposed to mother Guan. He got rejected six times before he succeeds the seventh time. Every time he got rejected, he would change the ring at the next proposal.


    Guan Xian wanted to follow this tradition. As he keeps working hard to get her heart, he hopes he also could find the right key to her heart.


    Father Guan never give up on his girl and ring, thus why he had a happy family with two grown-up rascals in his house. However, he might not believe his ear when he heard his children bickering.


    "Father tried seven-time, I''m afraid you will set up a very high record for your son."


    "Guan Xiao Ni! Say that once again?"


    "I said, You will surpass far from father record-"


    "Even if I need to propose a hundred times before she agrees, I will keep proposing!" Guan Xian yells out loud.


    Mother Guan''s eyes flare up when she heard Guan Xian''s remarks. She almost dropped the black sesame soup if she hasn''t closed the lid well. She put the container on the coffee table before she turns to his son with disbelief.


    She opened her mouth to say something, but before she did, she heard a surprised exclamation from someone besides her.


    "GUAN XIAN? YOU PROPOSE?!"

 Chapter 102 - Brother Is Having A Public Affair.

    "GUAN XIAN? YOU PROPOSE?!"


    Guan Xian froze and touched his lousy lips. Oops, he blabbers out too soon. Both mother and father Guan look at him as if he wasn''t their son.


    "Guan Xian, you propose to a girl without telling your family in advance?" His father sounds stern. But rather than concerning his father''s angry voice, Guan Xian felt more terrified as he watches displeasure on his mother''s face.


    At this critical moment, his pride completely vanished, replaced with a pitiful face. Turning to Xiao Ni, he sends a secret signal through their siblings'' telepathy.


    ''Guan Xiao Ni, help me out!'' he begged.


    ''Hmph, I won''t.'' Xiao Ni''s voice vibrates inside Guan Xian''s head.


    "Come on, don''t be petty. I said those words because your relationship with your ''ex'' hurt my self-esteem so deeply. You are my precious baby sister," he blinks several times in an attempt to coax Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni makes a vomiting gesture without making a sound.


    ''Then, give me a bowl of black sesame soup!'' she makes an offer.


    ''No! my mother-in-law didn''t mention to share with you.'' He planned to eat the black sesame soup for three-night straight. But if Xiao Ni has tasted the soup, he guarantees she will finish the whole bowl to herself.


    Xiao Ni scoffed and angrily glare at him.


    "Not only propose. My handsome brother proposed and got rejected," Xiao Ni put oil to the burning fire.


    "Xiao Ni! you hold a gruesome over a bowl of soup!" Guan Xian snaps.


    "WHAT?!" Mother Guan is practically screaming this time.


    Guan Xian holds his breath and averted his gaze from his mother. Sigh, what sin he had done to have a sister like Guan Xiao Ni. No one holds grudges better than her.


    "He proposed in public?" Father Guan asked Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni nodded her head and check at her brother. She could imagine a little stormy cloud above his head as his face darkened.


    "Husband, should we call Doctor Felix? I think your son got depressed after Xia Sha rejected him," Mother Guan touched his husband''s arm, sounds worried.


    Hearing the word depression, the anger on father Guan''s face vanished away. He looks at his wife before confusedly asked, "Xia Sha?"


    Mother Guan face fall. She rolls her eyes at his husband before lazily explained Xia Sha''s identity.


    "She is the only daughter of Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei. Your son took a liking to her, but she declines him."


    "Ahh, that girl."


    Father Guan seems to recall his memories about Xia Sha and slightly nods his head. He had heard the news about Xiao and Xia''s family.


    "Son, you shouldn''t decide to get married for revenge. Let father tell you something, living the best of your life is the most painful slap. Don''t be devastated. I''m sure you will find another girl soon. Else, it would be a waste of your handsome face."


    "Right, your father is right. I understand you wanted to show Xia Sha you can marry well too. But trust mother, rushing is not a wise answer to this. Let time heal you, okay?"


    Guan Xian''s jaw dropped to the ground. Who feed his parents such a twisted story? Weren''t they are talking about Xia Sha before?


    "Mom, Dad, Aside from Xia Sha, I wouldn''t marry anyone," Guan Xian felt he need to straighten up this point to his parents.


    "Ah???" Mother and father Guan got confused.


    Guan Xian shrugged his shoulder and decided to leave them confused on their own. He quietly sat on the couch and asked for a bowl from the nearby maids.


    "Mom, Dad, the woman he proposed to is Xia Sha," Xiao Ni said lazily and quickly complete her sentence before they asked again.


    "Yes, it''s the same girl who will marry Xiao''s family. Brother is a relationship-wrecker. But don''t worry, when I said she rejected him, she only refuses to marry him. They are having a public affair."


    Her mother''s loud gasp and Xiao Ni''s explanation got Guan Xian speechless.


    "That is slandering! How can I have an affair when Xia Sha is single?"


    "Guan Xian, has you lose your mind? She is going to marry the Xiao family soon."


    "Weren''t we talking about Xia Sha before? How can you thought I propose to another girl? Mom, you seem not to have any problem when I said I went to a date with her today."


    "I thought you would at least have your common sense. The Xiao family is telling everybody about their marriage. How could you openly propose to her? Also, Dating secretly and proposing is a night and day difference!"


    "That is why I say brother is having a public affair."


    "Guan Xiao Ni, the only couple who betrayed me publicly is you and Wang Kai!"


    "You pursue my enemy in school. I didn''t make any fuss about it."


    "Mom, Xia Sha hasn''t even agreed on the wedding. Their family is forcing her into this. She clearly likes me. she just confessed a few hours ago."


    "But people are going to see you as her lovers! Moreover, their family always had a good relationship. Our Guan family has always stood on Shen''s family side. Naturally, our relationship with the Xia family is estranged."


    "Right, mother might have bullied the mistress at Xia Sha''s house. They must''ve hated us now."


    "..."


    The three of them stare at each other while Father Guan seems thinking hard as he watched Xiao Ni''s drama aired on the television.


    If they are having an affair, that means the girl has some feeling for his son. The only problem between them is her familial background. Just like Xiao Ni''s family in the drama, they are troublesome.


    While his wife, son, and daughter are bickering beside him, he calmly thinks until a bulb above his head lit up. He stoops up and stands in front of Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian is surprised and can''t understand what his father''s doing. He only knew his father put his hand on his shoulder with a determined expression.


    "You and that girl, did you love each other?" he suddenly asked.


    O.O


    Well, he might have loved her, but did she?


    Father, that is one tricky question. Guan Xian couldn''t roll out the word from his tongue end up nodding his head at his sudden peculiar father.


    "Good! Then don''t worry. Our family will support you. I wouldn''t let my child suffer because of business matters," He said.


    "D-Dad? Is that you?"


    Guan Xian is touch by his father''s word. He spread his arm to hug his father and rest his head on his shoulder.


    "Dad! I love you!"


    "I love you too, son."


    Xiao Ni and Mother Guan look at the male species at their house with wonder. But no matter how cringy they were, it makes everyone''s heart warm.


    "Ahhh! why are you two getting a hug without me?" Xiao Ni whines and pulls her mother to join the hug. Guan Xian and his father pull into a hug as they end up in laughter.


    They let go of each other after father Guan patted Guan Xian''s back.


    "We got your back," father Guan said to Guan Xian.


    "Thank you, dad-" but you don''t have to do anything. I''ve planed it out, he wanted to say when his father pulls his phone from his pocket. He smiled and called someone over the phone.


    Guan Xian, Xiao Ni, and mother Guan let father Guan get busy on his own and started to eat the black sesame soup. Xiao Ni ended up tasting two spoons from Guan Xian after she whines at him but Guan Xian is determined to not fall for his little sister''s trick today.


    "This is from my mother-in-law. Find your own mother-in-law if you wanted it!" he said smugly.


    "Stingy!" Xiao Ni jeered.


    "Alright, stop it, you two." Mother Guan said before focusing his gaze on her son.


    "Guan Xian, so what is your plan? The Xiao family looks quite determined."


    Guan Xian tells briefly their plan to her mother since she has asked. Xiao Ni quietly listening and sometimes give her input on their plan.


    "Well, I always hate dealing with the Xia family. It such a pity Shen Xia Fei give up Xia Sha custody to the Xia family in the past," her mother said with a dull face.


    "Give up? why would aunty Shen give up on Xia Sha''s custody?" Xiao Ni asked.


    Mother Guan looked at Guan Xian, who has a confused face. She titled and took a deep breath. As if she is pondering to tell them the reason, she went quiet for a moment.


    "Your aunt Shen was diagnosed with lupus at that time. Her kidney is shutting off. Death is haunting her that time, it was such a dark time for her, it such a pity I couldn''t be there for her personally."


    Mother Guan sighed and lowered her gaze.


    "Every mother in this world wanted the best for their child. She probably thinks Xia Sha would suffer with her, thus give the full custody to Xia Qi Feng."


    The tree of them falls into a deep silence afterward. The running drama on the television is the only voice that filled the room now. This is when Father Guan suddenly laughed and thanking the person he is calling.


    "Thank you, brother, I owe you this time," he said before closing his phone call.


    Unaware of the strange atmosphere his wife and children said, he smiles brightly while announcing his big news.


    "Guan Xian, I''ve bought and transferred 30 percent of Xia corporation shares to you. It''s a pity I could only buy 17 percent of Xiao Corporation. Use it well," he patted Guan Xian back.


    "..."


    Right, scheming is too troublesome for Guan Lin Yi''s personalities. Bought everything and slaps enemy face with money is more his style. QAQ.


    ***


    Father Guan: "Son, watch and learn."


    Guan Xian: "..."


    No wonder Wang Kai always looked up to his father as a role model.. Now we all knew where Wang Kai get his solving problem method from.

 Chapter 103 - I Bicker With Everyone, Dont Take It Too Personally

    Xia Sha would be mad if she knew Guan Xian possessed so many shares of her company in his pocket. Lucky for Guan Xian, neither Xia Qi Feng nor Xia Sha aware of his father''s doing.


    Rather than being alerted, she is getting furious from five minutes ago. Tapping the porcelain glass of her coffee, she scoffed lowly.


    Is Xiao Zhan tried to annoy her to death? The sight of him is enough to irritate her, but he dares to come late. Xiao Zhan is courting death.


    Waiting for another round of minutes, the figure she waited for appearing before her eyes wearing a baby blue shirt. She rolls her eyes and gestures him to sit.


    "You are early," he smiled nervously.


    "We agreed on lunchtime. Lunch is at twelve, and it''s twelve passed seven minutes now," Xia Sha replied coldly. She didn''t even bother to show a polite smile.


    Xiao Zhan took a deep breath and lowering his head like he had committed a serious crime. Xia Sha look at this and slightly felt she went too far.


    Thus, she cleared her throat and went into their discussion directly to avoid the increasingly awkward atmosphere.


    "So, what do you want to say?"


    She picked up her cup and sipped her coffee. The air surrounds her was distant and cold. However, Xiao Zhan could felt she is calm.


    "Can I at least order-"


    "Miss, your ice americano with 25% sugar is here."


    The waitress put down the coffee right when Xiao Zhan just wanted to ask for his ice americano. Stunned, he watched Xia Sha thanking the girl with an earnest expression.


    Xia Sha is familiar with the look Xiao Zhan had right now. She furrowed her eyebrow and admonished him.


    "Don''t think much. Ordering your drink meant nothing. I only want every second I invest right now worth my time. Now please tell me what you want to say. You have your coffee."


    Xia Sha leans back to her chair and gives Xiao Zhan a chance to speak. Xiao Zhan look disappointed for a while before he collected himself and clear his mind. Focusing on the urgent matter, he began his speech.


    "First of all, I wanted to apologize for creating this big, hot mess that might drag you down," he stopped and took a deep breath. Glancing at Xia Sha, who keeps her frosty eye, he helplessly continued.


    "That night, at Jian Jun''s charity party, I got madly jealous. I saw you and Guan Xian together and the way you looked at him..." He paused in the midway.


    A surge of emotions reveals in his eyes. Xia Sha silently bites her tongue inside. Xiao Zhan is struggling to mention her liking behavior toward Guan Xian certainly touched something on her heart.


    "I panicked and ran for help like a coward. I didn''t know they would be so engulfed in the idea of making the Xia family theirs in law. I-"


    "You regretted it," Xia Sha finished his sentence.


    Xiao Zhan looked up and stare at her with a heavy heart. Indeed, he regretted asking for help and listen to either Xiao Yu or his grandfather. Although the situations are in favor, he couldn''t bear to watch the hatred glare from Xia Sha.


    "Yes. I regret everything."


    "Including suddenly working in Xia Corporation when you don''t have a slight interest?"


    Her question got Xiao Zhan taken aback. He agreed to train at Xia Corporation only because he wanted to get close to Xia Sha.


    "I regretted not asking what position they''ll put me. If I could choose, I''ll rather be your P.A than the team leader. But I do enjoy bicker with you. At least it shows that we are a friend at one point."


    A faint smile appears on his face. Xia Sha look at that smile and frown for the second time.


    "I bicker with everyone, don''t take it too personally."


    "Right," those smile turned into a grin.


    He once was the closest person to Xia Sha. He was there when her parents got a divorce. He is the one who foolishly follows all Xia Sha''s request during her rebellious phase, where she started to act like a cactus while her heart is tofu.


    "Don''t grin. You didn''t get the right to grinned, yet. The matters of Ling Guang plagiarized our product, do you think he could be so resourceful and scheme just like that?"


    Xia Sha probing question silenced Xiao Zhan. He tried to think of every mistake he might make, but none of them could be related to that bastard. However, since Xia Sha has mentioned this to him this way, it must involve him.


    His confused eyes meet Xia Sha''s sharp gaze. He shook his head.


    "What did I do?" he has not a slight clue of what he has done.


    "Your brother suddenly invested money on Bright Electronic project, You suddenly joining Xia corporation. Now your family insisted on marriage between the two families. Don''t you find it funny?"


    There is not a single trace of doubt or uncertainty from Xia Sha''s voice. Xiao Zhan knows her too well to realize she had her conclusion in this matter. And judging by her expression, she blames it on his family.


    "Xia Sha, I knew you are biased now that we pushed you to the corner. But why would my grandfather do something to harm your family company?"


    "To covet it?" Xia Sha answered almost instantly, which meant she had the answer the whole time.


    Xiao Zhan''s jaw clenched. He didn''t know how to act upon the verdict Xia Sha cast onto his family. But he also could see her accusation is not baseless.


    "Think it through. Either sabotaging Xia Corporation or marriage between two families, in the end, they could get control over Xia Corporation. Marriage is just a cover-up."


    Xia Sha smirked and carefully observed Xiao Zhan''s expression. He still looks doubtful and disbelief at what he just heard. And she could understand why he felt that way.


    If someone accuses your family of doing something dishonorable, you won''t stand aside and do nothing. Xia Sha personally would lash out and cause trouble if that happens.


    But Xiao Zhan''s reaction to staying calm and didn''t get biased has proven one of Xia Sha''s predictions. Now she is sure that Xiao Zhan is not involved in this conspiracy.


    That makes her heart warm a lot.


    "Xiao Zhan, you knew I''m not someone who opposed a political marriage. I knew what comes with every privilege I had, the responsibility, and the burdens. But this-"


    Xiao Zhan nods his head, indicating that he understands what she wanted to say.


    "You are not my enemy. You were never will. What I fight is not you, but those whose biased against me, just because I''m a woman. If they arranged this marriage a long time ago, maybe I''ll-"


    "You won''t." Xiao Zhan cut her off with a mocking smile. He looks at Xia Sha gently and says something that Xia Sha herself hates to admit.


    "You fall in love," He murmured under his breath. He was smiling, but she could find thousand of pain in his eyes. The same eyes that once cruelly break her heart years ago.


    Xia Sha couldn''t stand eye contact with him anymore.


    "I apologized if I offended you in some way, but we need this conversation." Xia Sha stopped midway to control her emotion.


    She couldn''t deny that seeing Xiao Zhan hurting make her heart ached too. Despite everything he has done in the past, he is still one of the people that stay on the darkest days in her life.


    Up until now, even if they are fighting, he still helps her in acquiring Bright Electronic Company. She knew his uncle (who buy Xia Sha''s share of BEC in the past) stand on her side.


    "No, I''m glad I got a chance to apologize and hear this. I''ll find out about this, and before that, I guarantee we won''t get married," Xiao Zhan replied.


    "As if you could stop my grandfather," Xia Sha''s lips twitched, her frosty aura slowly dissipated.


    Xiao Zhan pressed his lips and closed his eyelids playfully.


    "You are right. I can''t."


    His helpless answer created a smile on Xia Sha''s face.


    "Oh! You smiled at me!" Xiao Zhan cheered, cover his sadness in his heart.


    He widens his eyes and looks like he is about to jump from his chair. As if all the heavy burden he carried just now has disappeared into thin air.


    "Stop it! I might be your step sister in the future," Xia Sha rolls her eyes but didn''t change her smile into a frown.


    "Your joke is not funny," Xiao Zhan''s expression changed into a flat face so quickly. Xia Sha giggles and wrinkled her nose.


    "It''s not a joke. It''s a possibility."


    "Shut up!" Xiao Zhan jeered and pursued his lips. He was about to continue his sentence when Xia Sha''s phone rang. It''s only a short notification, probably a text.


    "Wait, It might be Fu Qun," Xia Sha excuse herself and checked on her phone.


    He waited on her patiently, observing her beautiful features with a heavy hard. Her long eyelashes are quivering, she tried to control her expression so he wouldn''t notice, but her cheek is blushing.


    Xiao Zhan felt a thousand small needles are pricking his heart. Nonetheless, to guess, it must be a text from Guan Xian. Facing Xia Sha, who focused directed on her phone, he decided to play the fool.


    "Who is it? Perhaps, your other potential stepbrother?" he teased.


    "No way, that is a special position just for you!"


    Xiao Zhan grin. He felt satisfied when she averted her gaze from the phone and looked at him. Yeah, at least she paid more attention to him than his text.. At least.

 Chapter 104 - Oops, Do We Need To Call The Ambulance?

    Xia Sha deliberately chooses a cafe in their building are for convenience''s sake. So they end up walking together since they have the same meeting after lunch.


    Xiao Zhan wears a bright smile as they walk from the cafe to the company. Every time she replies to him, his heart would felt with gratitude. There is still distance between them, and he tried to accept that it won''t be easy for their relationship to return as it was before the whole disaster.


    He was more than content that she had given him a chance to fix their relationship.


    He doesn''t realize Xia Sha felt the same relief after sorting things out with him. At least now she knew Xiao Zhan didn''t play a part in the coup his family planned. Although it means she needs another plan to thwart the Xiao''s family scheme.


    They arrived at the company after walking for five minutes. Xia Sha greets the security and walks to the lift as usual. She didn''t spare a glance at a middle-aged woman, who seems to be the attention of the crowd now.


    "XIA SHA! STAY THERE! DON''T WALK AWAY YOU B*TCH!"


    The thunderous scream vibrated throughout the company''s lobby. Xia Sha turns her body and finds a woman wearing over the top branded clothes woman storming into her way. She is raising her hand furiously as she approached Xia Sha.


    "Aunty Ling?"


    Surprised by that woman''s sudden appearance, Xia Sha froze on the ground even though she knew that the madwoman is about to hit her.


    "PLAK!"


    The middle-aged woman sure uses all of her strength to hit her. Everyone in the lobby gasped when they heard the sound she created.


    "What the f*ck? Who are you?"


    Xiao Zhan''s angry voice seems to be playing in the background as he pulled her wrist and hide her behind his big body. Xia Sha''s eyes stayed on the cold ground as she slowly recovers from her shock.


    There lay her Prada Galleria Saffiano Tote, her favorite work bag.


    She slowly moves her gaze from her bag to the furious woman. She is screaming to the security that holds her hand and paralyzed her movement. Furrowing her eyebrow, she steps aside from Xiao Zhan''s body and faces the demon herself.


    "LET ME GO! LET ME SLAP THAT B*TCH! HOW DARE SHE DODGE AFTER WHAT SHE DONE TO MY SON!" She screamed and struggled to free herself from the security.


    "Did you need something from me, Mrs. Ling? I suggest you give me a reason behind your attempt to slap me. It''s a personal attack, and I''m very sure my lawyer will working overtime tonight to put you behind the bar tomorrow morning."


    Xia Sha look at her coldly, provoked the anger that had culminated in Aunt Ling''s chest. She is frigid as frost.


    "You dare? After the trouble you''ve caused for my son, you dare to sue me? Do you think I am afraid of your threat? HAHAHAHA!"


    Aunty Ling is laughing like a lunatic. She makes some people in the lobby shivers out of the creepiness she emit. Xiao Zhan frowned and tried to pull Xia Sha to his back for the second time, but she avoids his hand by folding it on her chest.


    "Hah, I caused trouble for your son? Mrs. Ling, I advise you not to say something you don''t understand, or I can sue you for slander."


    "You break his heart! You ruined his company! You even want to put him behind the bar! How could you treat my son like this? He genuinely loves you!" Mrs. Ling shouted before eventually broke down into tears.


    Xia Sha is stunned when she sees Mrs.Ling slumped to the floor and sobbed. She looks at the security and gives them the order to help her stand.


    "Mrs. Ling, I''ve given the authorities to handle these matters. I could guarantee you there are no personal feelings involved when they-"


    "MOM!"


    Xia Sha closes her eyelids when that familiar voice cut her sentence. She tried to be patient and waited for that man to approach his mother.


    "Mom, what are you doing here? Let''s go back."


    That voice belongs to Mrs.Ling''s son, Ling Guang. He looks thinner with a big eye bag under his used to be bright eyes. Xia Sha averted her gaze. Somehow she didn''t want to stay any longer in this lobby after his appearance.


    "No! I''ll stay here until everybody knew the truth and she gives us justice! Xia Sha, give me back my son''s company!"


    Mrs.Ling sure is stubborn. She refuses to stand up even when Ling Guang has tried to pull her. Ling Guang felt uncomfortable with all the ridicule gaze directed at him.


    He has come to Xia Sha''s den, and he accidentally quite famous in Xia corporation after his debut on national news for plagiarism. Realizing the pressure from the crowd, he begged his mother to leave this place even more.


    "Mom, please, come home with me. I''ll be fine. Xia Sha didn''t do anything to harm me. It''s all my faults."


    "Ling Guang, you fool! You still try to defend that sl*t after what she has done to you. Huhuhu, my pitiful boy," she wailed for everyone to hear.


    "Alright, now get up," Ling Guang tried to coax his mother.


    Xia Sha watched the scene and felt she couldn''t tolerate staying any longer. She walked in Mrs. Ling''s direction with her usual cold face.


    Everyone is surprised that their COO would coax the lunatic aunty or maybe slap her back?


    But both Ling Guang and Xiao Zhan knew Xia Sha would never hit an elder. Xiao Zhan''s face turns somber while a faint smile appears on Ling Guang''s face before regret starts to consume his heart.


    Ling Guang, what have you done to your life? How could you waste such a good woman like Xia Sha? You picked your pride and lost everything. Look at Xia Sha! After what you''ve done, she and her big heart still willing to help-


    Ling Guang''s face darkened when he realized why Xia Sha walked in his direction. She indifferently walked past his mother and picked up her bag. She didn''t even spare a glance at them as if they don''t even exist.


    Help him to coax her mother? He must be kidding~


    Nonetheless, despite being a little bit sorry for the pair of mother and son, everybody felt satisfied with Xia Sha''s little payback.


    Mrs. Ling widens her eyes at Xia Sha''s audacious act. Although she comes here to slap that sl*t she ends up feeling the hot stinging sensation on her cheek.


    She could not let this b*tch humiliate her and her son!


    When she see Xia Sha is living with Xiao Zhan trailing behind him, she quickly sobs and created another scene.


    "LOOK AT THE WOMAN YOU DEFEND! SHE CHEATED ON YOU WITH THAT MAN AFTER ROBBING YOUR MONEY. MY POOR SON, MOTHER FELT SORRY FOR YOU!"


    Tap.


    She succeeds.


    Xia Sha stopped walking and turn her head to look back. She is about to say something when she sees Fu Qun''s rushing figure approaching her hurriedly.


    She took a deep breath and asked Fu Qun to taken care of Mrs. Ling. She then continues her step. That is when Mrs. Ling panicked and gesture something at a girl hiding behind one of the walls near Xia Sha. She is wearing a cat mask to conceal her identity.


    The girl nods her head and strives toward Xia Sha with a bucket in her hand.


    "Die you b*tch!" she screams.


    That woman then threw the whole bucket that contained sticky red paint at Xia Sha. Xia Sha gasped when Xiao Zhan strives forward and covers her with his back.


    "Miss Xia! Watch out!" she heard Fu Qun''s warning from behind.


    Her hand stayed on Xiao Zhan''s chest while her brain proceeds with everything. Her chest rises and falls erratically as her eyes met Xiao Zhan''s worried gaze.


    "Xia Sha! Are you okay? She didn''t hurt you, right?" he asked.


    Xia Sha nods her head to reassure Xiao Zhan. She looked at Xiao Zhan''s back, which was colored with spilled red paint that looks like a pool of blood.


    "What about you? are you alright?" she touched his back.


    Xiao Zhan nodded his head and ignored the pain in his back.


    Xia Sha looks relief before she gets alerted for the second time because the cat-masked girl runs away from the scene.


    "DON''T YOU DARE RUN!" Xia Sha screams furiously.


    She took off her heels and aimed for the cat girl''s head. Her heels flung high in the sky before it perfectly hit the back of the girl''s head. The girl stops running because of the pain.


    "Ouch! Damn it!" she groaned when she sees Xia Sha is running toward her. She widens her eyes before she forces her leg to run.


    "Close the door!" Xia Sha ordered when the cat-masked girl almost reach the door. The security tried to move as fast as they could, but closing four big doors in a short time is not easy.


    Xia Sha cursed when the cat-masked girl reaches one of the doors. She prepared to be disappointed when a familiar scream filled the lobby, again.


    "AHHHHH!"


    She watched the cat-masked girl kissed the ground and a piece sign on the side.


    "Oops, do we need to call the ambulance?"

 Chapter 105 - Hah, How Troublesome!

    "Wah! brother, you didn''t possibly kill her, don''t you?" A feminine, sooting voice grabs everyone''s attention. This voice, why is everyone felt familiar with this voice? As if it''s someone they recognized.


    A woman comes out behind the man who made the peace sign. She curiously approached the cat-masked girl fearlessly.


    "Arghh!" The cat-masked girl is groaning with pain when she felt someone is poking her rib.


    "Oops," the young woman retracted her finger.


    The cat-masked girl turns her head and faces the source of her pain, only to find a very attractive woman is squatting down beside her. She is wearing a limited edition of high brand sunglasses. Her outfits herself could cost a million. The cat-masked woman knew because she also tried to get her hand on the coat she is wearing.


    It''s from Joanne''s winter collection, available only for VVVIP.


    She squinted her eyes, trying to recognize the remarkable woman that smell like a dollar. However, when she did, her face filled with horror and regret instantly.


    That is-


    If she is here, that means the man who tripped her to the ground is-


    Her heart filled with grievance when he catches the sight of that man. She tried to move her leg and run away, but she injured her ribs, and it hurt so bad. She couldn''t bear to ignore the pain of escaping.


    "Hey, where did you find this mask? So ugly."


    The young woman makes a rhythm from knocking against her mask. The cat-masked woman''s complexion turns pale instantly. She moves quickly to look away. She holds her cover tightly, prevent it from falling off.


    Gotten a cold shoulder from the cat-masked girl, the young miss frowned and scoffed.


    "Tsk! So petty, it''s not like I want to steal your ugly mask. I don''t even like a cat."


    Not away from them, Xia Sha has walk approached them, barefooted. She engulfed in flames as she picked up her heels and stood beside the young woman.


    "Good afternoon, pretty lady. I believe you had a pleasant lunch?" The deep voice grinned and walked approaching Xia Sha, who stands two-step away from him.


    Xia Sha turned to the man and told him to shut his sarcastic remarks for a moment with her glare. The man sealed his mouth almost immediately, so Xia Sha could handle this poor cat-woman.


    "Don''t touch me!" The woman shouted before Xia Sha even tried to touch her. Xia Sha rolls her eyes and bends her body to poke her side ribs, making her groan in pain at the process.


    She turned and looked at Xia Sha furiously.


    "I''ll bite you to death if you dare to take off my mask!" she barked.


    "You think I need to take off your mask to recognize you?" Xia Sha scowls at her with an irritated face.


    Why do people keep underestimating her brain? The cat-masked girl''s voice is so familiar to her ear that she didn''t even need confirmation to know who hides between the mask.


    Those screams that could make people deaf and long, wavy hair, it''s none other than Meng Ran. Obviously, the whole Ling family has decided to mess with Xia Sha tody.


    The cat-masked girl is dumbfounded. The crowd starts to move along when Xiao Zhan approached them. Follow right behind him there are Mrs. Ling and Ling Guang.


    Seeing people started to come their way, the young man beside Xia Sha leaned in and whispered to her, "Swept off this cockroach quickly. It might affect your company''s reputation."


    Hah, How troublesome!


    Xia Sha looks at the cat-masked woman''s body that lies down on her company entrance door. She needs to handle this as soon as possible, but she felt reluctant somehow. After all, this woman has created a few problems in her life before.


    The young man could observe that Xia Sha is enjoying this poor fellow''s misfortune.


    "Xiao Ni, you call the ambulance," the young man ordered the beautiful young woman he brings along.


    "Why should I?" Xiao Ni rounded her eyes and pointed at herself.


    "You poke on her wound before you need to take some responsibilities!"


    "You tripped her!"


    "Nevermind, let just-" he paused for a moment and turned his body and averted his gaze all over the corner of the street. When he caught a figure wearing a suit is hiding behind a tree, he gestured him to come to him.


    "Who are you talking to?" she asked out of curiosity. She followed the young man''s gaze and only saw an ordinary tree. Guan Xian smiled and titled his head inwardly toward her.


    "I''m using Xiao Ni''s shadow bodyguard to the fullest potential," he whispered.


    The bodyguard who end up calling the ambulance: "..."


    I thought Big Boss told me to be a shadow bodyguard? At this rate, he didn''t have to hide and followed Young Miss Guan blatantly.


    "Xia Sha! Wait! I need to talk to you!"


    Meng Ran screamed because she sees Xia Sha, Guan Xian, and Xiao Ni are going to leave her alone. She didn''t want to be left alone, moreover in this state.


    Guan Xian, how will Guan Xian see her after this?


    Dman it! She ruined her future only to suck up to mother Ling!


    "What to do? Even though I enjoy watching you kiss the ground, I don''t feel like talking to you," Xia Sha murmured without even look at Meng Ran on the ground.


    Meng Ran gritted her teeth. She tried to get up and stop them from leaving, but she got even more frustrated because she can''t move her body at all.


    "Damn it! I have something you don''t know about Xia Xiang and your stepmom!" she tried to negotiate, but Xia Sha doesn''t seem to care. She decided to get into the building and finish the other matters.


    Xiao Zhan had removed his now red color suit and only wear his blue shirt. Remembering that he had yielded the paint for her, Xia Sha felt obligated to taken care of him.


    "Xiao Zhan, are you sure you are alright? Does it hurt anywhere?" she asked with concern.


    Xiao Zhan smiles appear as he enjoys the attention Xia Sha gives. He is about to say he is alright when he caught Guan Xian''s grudging glance at him.


    "Well, I might have injured my back," Xiao Zhan said, touching his back with his right hand.


    "Pfft," Xiao Ni could not control herself and let out a smile laughed. The sinister glare that directed to Xiao Zhan before has moved to her. She shows an innocent smile, but he still has those ominous aura coming from his body.


    "Let me take you to the hospital!" Xia Sha said, almost pulling Xiao Zhan''s hand. Guan Xian widens his eyes and quickly move beside Xiao Zhan. He faked a big grin and patted Xiao Zhan''s so-called injured back.


    "Oh, no! You are injured to protect Xia Sha? That is bad." Guan Xian mumbles. He looked at Xia Sha, give her a frown before faking his smile at Xiao Zhan again.


    "You need to go to the hospital? Don''t worry about it. Xiao Ni is here, she will take you to the hospital," Guan Xian exchanged his sister for Xia Sha without even blinking.


    Xiao Ni''s jaw dropped to the ground. She stared at Guan Xian with sad-disbelief eyes. Is this what you feel when I go out with Wang Kai? Then fine! I''ll pay you back this time.


    She wrinkled her nose and approached Xiao Zhan with an extra sweet smile.


    "Xiao Zhan, don''t worry, I''m idle and single. Let me take you to the hospital to check on your injury," she grins and drags Xiao Zhan away before he could say a word to Xia Sha.


    Guan Xian bid goodbye to his sister with gratitude and make sure they left before turn all his attention to Xia Sha. Xia Sha is looking at him dumbfoundedly, slightly blushing because his gaze was too intense and they were in public.


    "Why are you looking at me like that?" she asked with an awkward smile.


    "Nothing. I''m glad you are fine, at least psychically." He glances at Ling Guang and his mother. He tapped her head as if she is a little child and whisper something in her ears.


    "Come on, let me show you how to handle this kind of people."


    Xia Sha frowned and stopped him from approaching Ling Guang and Mrs. Ling. She grabbed his wrist and shook her head.


    "I''ll handle this by myself," she decided and walked toward Ling Guang with confidence. A proud and amused smile appears on Guan Xian''s face as he watches her little back.


    She looks like a little lamb acting like a fierce lion. Ah! she is too cute!


    Mrs.Ling is scowling at Xia Sha because all of her plan to harm Xia Sha has failed. She didn''t cry anymore. She clutched into her son tightly as Xia Sha approaching them.


    The crowd has dismissed since it has passed lunchtime. As much as they wanted to stay and watched the fight, all employees knew the COO is someone they shouldn''t mess with. The mess Meng Ran has created has been taken care of by the cleaning service. The lobby has turned more quieted and deserted.


    Mrs. Ling spoke up before Xia Sha even stop walking. Within a distance of five steps, she shows a wicked smile and reveals her scheme.


    "I had a reporter record everything. You will be soon known as the cold-hearted woman all over the nation."


    She tried to irked Xia Sha, but that doesn''t work. Xia Sha remains calm and composed as she faces Mrs. Ling.


    "Please, I would be more than happy if blow this problem up.. I''m sure you would like to accompany your son behind the bar."

 Chapter 106 - U Smile, I Smile

    "Please, I would be more than happy if blow this problem up. I''m sure you would like to accompany your son behind the bar."


    "Y-You!" Mrs. Ling glared at her in disbelief.


    Ling Guang took a deep breath before he pulls her mother behind him. His complexion doesn''t look great from the start, but now that he frowned, he looks even uglier.


    "Xia Sha, this grudges it between us. I apologize for today. Can you spare my mom?"


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow at Ling Guang. Somehow his state today reminds her of how he used to be in the past. Ling Guang used to be this calm, composed, down to earth but composed man. But on top of them all, he used to be reasonable and far-sighted.


    "Well, sure, you know how I settle things,"


    Xia Sha tried to test him. If he had a sudden outburst or start complaining that he couldn''t do anything because she has taken his company, that means this Ling Guang is just a facade for a moment.


    "What compensation did you want? I''ll try to pay you back." Ling Guang looks solemn and composed. He didn''t even battle an eyelid as he speaks.


    "Ling Guang! Are you crazy?"


    Mrs.Ling could not believe what she heard. His son has lost his company to this demoness. His years of hard work is gone in a blink of an eye. Now he still wants to pay compensation to this demoness. How did she teach his son in the past?


    "No! We will never pay for compensation. This demoness is the one who should compensate us! I-"


    "Mom, enough. She helped us enough. We should be thankful instead of making more trouble for her," Ling Guang begged his mother with a pitiful face.


    Mrs. Ling looks at his son''s face and starts to get teary. He looks so different from the confident and prideful Ling Guang she has seen this five years.


    For Mrs. Ling, the Ling Guang before is the best version of him. The smart, quick-witted, powerful Ling Guang. She never gets tired of boasting his successful son to her friend.


    "I should have known a rich brat like you were never good news. Why you give my son so much opportunity if you are only to take away everything for him? How bad did he wrong you?" Mrs. Ling sobbed.


    She felt helpless at his saint son and could only direct her frustration at Xia Sha. Xia Sha looked at Mrs. Ling and started to feel bad for Ling Guang.


    In her memory, Mrs. Ling has always been supportive of their relationship. She might not fond of Xia Sha, but she never really bullied or ignored her existence either.


    "It''s is very wrong to cheat on you when he knew your family would never accept him? Have you even consider what position or what he has to face if he marries you in the future?" Tears keep falling from Mrs. Ling''s eyes.


    "Mom, stop it," Ling Guang begged with a hoarse voice. Perhaps he is embarrassed or guilty, but he didn''t dare to look at Xia Sha at all. He touched his mother''s hand and pulled her to get out of this building.


    "No! I won''t go until she promised me that you wouldn''t get prisoned. I won''t go until I knew you were safe," Mrs. Ling is determined. Whatever she must go through today, she must ensure that his son is safe.


    "Xia Sha, remember how we had helped you when your father kicked you out from your house!"


    Guan Xian watched Xia Sha''s small back slightly tremble. She clenched her hand into a fist to hold the surge of emotion inside of her. Although he doesn''t know what exactly happens between them in the past, Guan Xian could guess that Mrs. Ling has touched Xia Sha''s soft spot.


    Ling Guang, this bastard probably not a bad guy in the past.


    But what kind of guy standing still doing nothing when his ex-girlfriend almost got raped in front of him?


    For this reason only, Ling Guang in Guan Xian''s eyes is not higher than trash. No matter how kind he is in the past. With that, he comes forward and holds Xia Sha''s hand.


    Xia Sha is surprised at the sudden warm touch curling against her palm. She looked up and found him smiling at her gently. Squeezing her hand, and wrinkled his nose playfully. An instant smile appears on her face. It just comes naturally the second she sees his smile.


    "You can do it," he mouthed to him.


    She doesn''t understand how his presence could restore all her composure. The composure that she ingrained since the day she is named Xia Sha. She nodded her head to Guan Xian as her answer to his supportiveness.


    The sweet and heartwarming scene is like a sharp dagger piercing into Ling Guang''s heart. He could control his face to pretend their interaction didn''t affect him, but sadness is there, underneath his dull eyes.


    A burgeoning sense of uneasiness when Guan Xian stares at him. Even though he is showing a friendly smile, he emits a protectives aura around him.


    "Mrs. Ling, I do remember your help in the past. I never forget and forever will be grateful for your help. That is why I help your son to reach his positions today."


    Xia Sha turned to Ling Guang for a while before looking at Mrs. Ling back seriously.


    "I don''t want to be a calculating person, but you are the one who started. Speaking facts, from money, connection to the product, everything that a start-up would need, I provided it. He might be the CEO but I''m the founder. I ''betrayed'' my own family to help yours, but when the feed that I''m feeding is biting me, why couldn''t I get back what has always been mine?"


    "W-what? I could not believe this," Mrs. Ling is so angered by her words that she laughs in disbelief.


    "It''s always been yours? Oh God, I Could not believe this. Son, how could you find such a wicked woman? We must have been blind in the past." Mrs. Ling is clenching her teeth as she said.


    Xia Sha ignored Mrs. Ling''s response and looked at Ling Guang instead.


    "Ling Guang, I''m sorry that I might hurt your pride in saying those stuff. Just like what your mom has said, I didn''t consider your feeling enough. I apologized for that. But I don''t think I should compensate you as what your mom demanded. We break up because of my insensitivity to protect your pride, but you also betrayed me. I got my revenge, and you got yours. I think there is nothing left to discuss our relationship."


    The air surrounds Ling Guang is suffocating him slowly, but he does agree with all her words. Their story has ended. There is nothing to blame or compensate for it.


    "I understand," he nodded his head slightly.


    "You should explain it to your mom if you understand," Guan Xian mumbles under his breath. He uses a relatively low voice, so only Xia Sha could hear him. Xia Sha glance at him, and he grinned like an innocent boy.


    "Well, since the two of you had a clean breakup, why did you sue my son? Give him back his comp-"


    "THE COMPANY, however, has violated the law and purposely harming my company under your leadership. For this, Xia Corporation has decided to put this matter in legal hands. It''s the decision made by the Xia corporation, not me in person. I can guarantee claimed that I didn''t involve personal reason in this. So Mrs. Ling, your personal attack for me today is very much unjustified."


    Mrs. Ling looks speechless, she wanted to refute, but her son''s hold on her got tightened. A signal from him to make her stop.


    "I understand, and I hope you could be the one with the bigger heart to forgive our impudence. I beg," Ling Guang didn''t hesitate to apologize does soften Xia Sha''s heart severely.


    She took a deep breath and nodded her head.


    "Fine, as long as I don''t see the THREE of you in this building again, I won''t make it difficult for you. Especially you, I don''t want to see you anymore," Xia Sha said to Ling Guang coldly.


    She promised herself that it will be the last time she would speak to Ling Guang about this matter. After this minute passed, Ling Guang is nothing but a person in her past. He had his part in her life, one that she couldn''t erase, but that all it will be.


    A lesson and a memory. She took a last glance at two of them before turning back. Pulling Guan Xian''s hand gently as she looked at him with a radiating smile.


    "Are you coming?" she asked Guan Xian with unusual kindness. Guan Xian is surprised, but when he sees how miserable Ling Guang look from the corner of his eyes, he slowly understand.


    He smiled faintly and shook his head.


    "I''ll go to your office later. I need to wait for Xiao Ni."


    Xia Sha nodded her head hesitantly but went away first, leaving Guan Xian with defeated Mrs. Ling and Ling Guang in the big lobby. She stopped and looked back at Guan Xian several times.


    Ling Guang holds his breath and looks at her with unfathomable eyes. So this is the end of Xia Sha and Ling Guang. He could not believe the story that starts very beautiful could end up this painful. Xia Sha is going very well without him, while he crumbles the moment she let go of him.


    He sighed and realized how pathetic he was, even more now when Guan Xian stood tall in front of him. He shone like an emperor while he is a poor man. It''s a sad comparison.


    He began to collect himself and grab his mom to go home. The disspirited Mrs. Ling still look dumbfounded but let his son drag him home. That is when they heard Guan Xian''s deep voice talking to them.


    "Mr. and Mrs. Ling, I have an offer to make for you two. A second chance.. If you take this offer, I hope you can keep your promises and don''t cause trouble for Xia Sha again."

 Chapter 107 - You Want To Get Beaten To Death?

    Xia Sha didn''t come back to her office. Instead, she went to the rooftop to clear her mind. The weather is cold, but it even colder upstairs. But right, the cold wind is what she needs to revive her.


    What Mrs. Ling said has brought back the good memories she had shared with Ling Guang. All those laughter and smile make the muscle deep in her epigastrium clenched weirdly.


    She sighed and looked up at the sky. It''s winter, but the sun is still shining brightly. The light is blinding and hurt her eyes. But instead of lowering her head, she closed her eyes and enjoyed the little warmth the sun could offer.


    Isn''t it always been this way?


    She got sad all over again because the good memories make the betrayal felt painful. After all, you can''t hate the people you don''t love. Well, exception for Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang. She just hated them the moment they appear.


    She picked up the piece of herself and slowly walked to her favorite spot. She ignores the coldness and leans outwardly to the iron railing.


    "The higher the tree is, the stronger the wind is. So the saying is true indeed," the smooth voice rang out from behind. Xia Sha could felt he is getting closer and eventually end up standing next to her.


    "The weather is nice," he said and tried to enjoy the cold wind.


    Xia Sha glanced at him and nodded her head. She agreed that the weather is nice today.


    "There will be less bug in winter, but one is still bugging me," she replied curtly.


    Guan Xian looks at her, his nose flared up as he clapped his hand.


    "Wow, your mood change is unbelievable. You are as sweet honey the second before now you are as sour as a lemon."


    "So? You are going to give up chasing me now?" She raised her eyebrow and put on a cold face.


    "No. I''m going to make sweet and sour pork from you. I''ll squeeze you to dry." He pokes her arm carefully. Xia Sha gets annoyed and entertained at the same time. She got lost in words.


    "What are you doing here anyway?"


    Xia Sha just realized that this man comes to her company after she ignored his text. What''s weirder it''s he come with his sister. Who she only made a friend recently.


    "Shh... I seem to attract my presence every time you have trouble. I think we have a private connection. It must be a thing between soulmates. You gave me a signal every time you need me to save you," he brags.


    "..."


    He is not wrong, but he sounds like Mr know-it-all, and it irked her somehow.


    "You want to get beaten to death?" Xia Sha rolls her sleeve up to make her sounds convincing.


    Guan Xian turns his body facing her. Then he deliberately lowered his neck to pointed out how tiny she is. Using a confused face, he poked on her cheek and tilted his head.


    "You? beat me? to death?"


    He sounds amused at Xia Sha''s choice of words. However, Xia Sha is quite determined, so she didn''t mind him underestimating her.


    "You don''t believe me?" she asked with a proud face.


    "Pfftt, it''s not that I don''t want to believe you, but I can''t," he expressed his mind directly. He enjoyed Xia Sha''s darkening face. He is laughing his heart out, so he is caught unguarded when Xia Sha suddenly grabs his collar.


    It happens so suddenly that he did not even have time to flenched.


    They stand so closed to each other faces now she has cut so much distance between them. Although she looks cute since she needs to tiptoe, she has succeeded in making Guan Xian stop laughing and eventually starts to get weary of her.


    Guan Xian''s iris were expending when he fixed his gaze on her beautiful face. Their nose was only centimeters away. He only needs to move his nose forward a little to touch her''s.


    His heart is racing, but he could not help but enjoy the exhilarating feeling from their close distance.


    "You don''t believe me? I could easily defeat you," Xia Sha murmured in a small voice. Her confident voice filled Guan Xian''s mind and made him slightly dizzy. He tried to sober up and control his emotions.


    "I admitted that you are slightly taller than my sister, but-" He deliberately stops to make her nervous.


    He takes his time to enjoy Xia Sha''s face in close distance. He found out that her ear will slightly lift when she is annoyed. The little fact he found out, somehow, could make his heart burst out of joy.


    Guan Xian paused for about five heartbeats before he continued his sentence.


    "You overestimated yourself. I don''t want to brag, but I got trained by ex-FB-"


    Guan Xian widens his eyes at Xia Sha''s sudden attack. If you think she steals a start and beat him when he didn''t notice, you are wrong. Guan Xian didn''t felt any pain at all. From head to toe. Psychically he felt more than fine. He felt great.


    But he mentally in a mess when he felt warm and plump thing sticking into his lips. His soul is flying away from his body when he realized what Xia Sha has done to him.


    Death. He is really got beaten to death by this small girl.


    How dare she steal his kiss, when he is unprepared, while she tiptoed and clenched his collar?


    What angers him more is that it only lasted for a second!


    His eyes are bulging out when she pulled her face away from him. There is a burst of red on Xia Sha''s cheek as she looked away awkwardly to avoid hit burning stares.


    Guan Xian would never let himself get humiliated like this. He grabbed her waist before she could move farther away. His strong arm pulls her into his chest as he lowered his head to her.


    Because of the height difference, she needs to look up. Their gaze instantly meets each other again after parting less than half a second. There is different light on Guan Xian''s dark brown eyes.


    It used to bewitched and charmed her every time she glace at him. But this time it, caused her goosebumps all over her body. The kind and warm man is gone, replaced by this hungry creature that just woken up after a long hibernation.


    He did not even give her a chance to think when his other hand covers the back of her head. With a gentle push, their lips entangled again. He even closed his eyes to savor every moment of it.


    Xia Sha is surprised, but she has no room to retreat or refuse. He has given her no choice but to close her eyes and let him dominate his game. He covers her lips for a long time until she starts to lose her stock of oxygent.


    Only when he felt she is wiggling in panic, he reluctantly let go of her.


    Xia Sha grabs as many oxygent as if she just finished running in a long marathon. Her chest moves up and down erratically as she glare at him.


    "Are you crazy? I almost died," she protested.


    "I thought you are the one who beaten me to do death. Turn out I suffocated you after you did," Guan Xian grinned like a little boy.


    Xia Sha pushed his chest away and turned her back toward him. She needs a moment to control her pounding heart and blush. She can''t give him more reason to tease her.


    She has got teased enough that she might explode like a firework. She guaranteed that her face is redder than a tomato right now. Which make her missed to witness the shameless Guan Xian acted like a shy boy.


    His condition is not far better than Xia Sha. His ear is red because he is shy, and he covered his whole face with his big palm.


    If it''s the usual Guan Xian, he would never miss this opportunity to turn her around and tease her more. But Xia Sha''s kiss has beaten him to death indeed. He felt the old him is dead, and he has reborn now.


    "I- I need to work now," Xia Sha said without even looking at Guan Xian.


    "Well, I might need to go now, too," Guan Xian tried not to sound too giddy, but he is as nervous as her.


    "Then I''ll go now!"


    She runs away right after she informed him. Guan Xian stood on his spot and let her slipped away. He never felt his cheek burning as hot as today. When her body disappears behind the closed door, all his facade crumbled.


    He slumped to the ground with a disbelief face. Like a fool, he touched his lips and mumbles to himself, "She just kissed me.. She just kissed me. SHE JUST KISSED ME!"

 Chapter 108 - A Relationship Based On Agreement Letter.

    Xia Sha felt she had lost control of her mind and body. She felt wonderstruck and overwhelmed at the same time.


    What did she do? Did he kiss him? How can she do that?


    Every time the images pop up in her mind, she felt like Alice jumping into the rabbit hole. She felt her leg turn weak even though she has stopped running minutes ago. She blushes all the way to the emergency stair, and end up leaning on the wall.


    "Hah, I must be crazy," she mumbles while placing her hand on her chest. She tried to inhale and exhales to control her heart that won''t stop pounding like crazy.


    She bites her lips gotten swollen because of him.


    "Aish, what did I do? How can I kiss him first?" She almost cried out of frustration. The more she thinks about it, the crazier she got. She ruffled her hair to vent the frustration inside of her. But she got more frustrated instead.


    "Xia Sha, what has happened to two these past few days?" she asked herself. First, she ''confessed'' to him indirectly. She uses ''impulse'' as an excuse for last night. But today?


    Dare she said she kissed him because of impulse?


    She turned to the wall and desperately stomped her head to the wall.


    "Will he think I''m too cheap after this?"


    What if he runs away because she gives in too fast? She could not imagine the heartbreak he caused.


    "Ahh!!! I''ve gone crazy !" Her frustration vibrates on the emergency stairs hall again.


    She thought she has mature enough after a relationship with Ling Guang. Why did she turn back to that naive Xia Sha, that never fall in love or getting cheated on before?


    She felt so stupid, but it doesn''t make her depressed. What makes her frustrated is that she like the feeling even though she knew it look stupid


    Nevertheless, she knew she is doomed when she kissed him.


    She ends up blankly sit on the stair for one hour before she picked herself up. She gives up to control her stupid heart and impulsive hormone.


    Fine! She accepted fact that she has fallen for him despite all those self-deception and denial she told her mind. She has decided not to be a coward and play this gambling game for one last time.


    To the hell with heartbreak!


    "Damn estrogen!" She cursed for once before running herself back to the rooftop again. It''s has passed one hour since they kissed, she wasn''t sure he is still there, but her gut tells her to go there.


    For the third time, she ignores her common sense and acts foolishly. Rushing up to the rooftop, she did not stop climbing up the stairs even though she starts to feel pain in her chest.


    "Almost there," she mumbles when she looked up and found the door to the rooftop. She bends her body and put her hand on her knee the moment she steps on the last stair.


    For a moment, she regrets this act of impulse.


    But this is it, her hand touched the doorknob, and the gust of cold wind started to fly her hair. The sun is still shining brightly on the rooftop, but she could not find him anywhere.


    Flash of disappointment shown in her eyes. She lowered her head and turned her body. He is not here, of course, it''s has been more than one hour. What kind of fool will stay on the rooftop for one hour alone?


    The expectation is the root of all heartaches. She should learn from William Shakespeare before she acts impulsively. Now she wasted her breath and possibly, knee for nothing.


    Dejected, she walked to the lift with their head hanging low. She walked to the elevator and did not realize she had bumped into something. It is until somebody touched her head and flicked her forehead gently.


    She glace at the ground and found shining leather shoes one step away from her.


    "...!"


    She looked up with eyes wide open and found him staring at her. She holds her breath, trying to recall what she ought to do. But all the thought she has a plan before evaporated into thin air when she heard his voice.


    "Coming for me?" He asked with a thin smile.


    His sturdy hand slowly touch her forehead, gently but sure, he wipes the sweat formed. Xia Sha did not answer, nor did she avoid his touch. She merely stood there and look at his face.


    "Nonsense!" her voice coming out croaked. She cleared her throat and finally averted her gaze from him. She is thankful when the lift door slides open, so she could pretend she didn''t come to get him.


    Guan Xian shamelessly follows after she is not surprising.


    They stood shoulder to shoulder while shrouded in awkwardness. Xia Sha keeps her sight straight to the door. She tried keeping her face flat while Guan Xian keeps stealing glances at her.


    "Are you sure you aren''t coming for me?" He sounds very excited as he steals another glance at Xia Sha. Xia Sha keeps her mouth shut and reveals no emotion.


    Guan Xian gets more excited to tease her.


    "Right, keep your facade. I couldn''t see through you at all."


    He uses a solemn face to said such a sarcastic sentence make Xia Sha wanted to laugh. She pressed her lips together, but her nostril flares up because she holds her laughter.


    Don''t laugh.


    Don''t laugh.


    You''ve embarrassed yourself enough today.


    Guan Xian smiled when he sees her holding their laughter face. The elevator whisked with terminal velocity down to the 19th floor, where Xia Sha''s office is.


    They are about to arrive, and Xia Sha has lost all her courage to talk to Guan Xian. When the door slides open, out of nowhere, she pressed the close button. Clenching her cold finger, she had made up her mind to man up and finished what she has started today.


    "I''ll give you about ten seconds to think. If you don''t answer, I''ll take it as a yes."


    She turns to Guan Xian and pushes him to the wall. Guan Xian looks shocked when she placed his small arm between his neck. Xia Sha gulped while put on her fierce face.


    "Do you want to be my boyfriend?" she asked.


    Guan Xian was dumbstruck when he heard her starts counting down to then.


    "Ten, Nine, Eight, Seven,"


    This girl, seriously?!


    That is supposed to be his line! He is pissed right now. But he can''t vent. He might lose all his chance if he answers before the time.


    This day might never come to him again.


    "Six, Five-"


    "YES!" he answers decisively.


    Xia Sha stop counting but did not remove her hand. She is still kabedon-ing Guan Xian when she asked another question.


    "You promise me that you will never cheat? Can you be a loyal boyfriend?"


    "YES SIR! YES!" Guan Xian answered as if he is in the military.


    "What assurance can you give me?" she probed, squinting her eyes to be more intimidating.


    Guan Xian looks all over the lift corner before a bulb lit up above his head. "I''ll get a vasectomy if I ever cheated on you!"


    "So serious," Xia Sha was slightly taken back by his promise. She observes his face for another second before she flicked her finger.


    "Brave men, very good! I''ll take your promise. Wait for my lawyer to send the agreement letter tomorrow," A wide smile spread on her face.


    Guan Xian shook his head in amusement.


    "A relationship based on agreement letter. Should I felt secure or scared?"


    Xia Sha titled her head like a happy child while turning back her body. Because they stayed for a long time inside, the elevator automatically went down to the Lobby.


    Guan Xian glanced at the number and smirked. His friend always said he is an opportunist, and he proudly embraced that. Grabbing Xia Sha''s waist, it''s his turn to locked her body and asks for his gain.


    "Since it is an agreement letter, it''s only fair if both of us gain something. I''ve given you my assurance. What about you, what can you offer back?"


    He whispered right on her ears.


    Xia Sha''s body froze as his touch give her chills. Her eyelashes fluttered, showing how nervous she is. She tried to calm her nerve and look back at him.


    "What do you want to gain?"


    Her answers are exactly what Guan Xian wanted. Like a cherry blossoming in spring, that is how bright his face right now. He looks close to her face. His gaze falls on her swollen still lips.


    "I want to kiss you every day? Can you promise that?" he smirked, bending his body to adjust to her height.


    Xia Sha went dumbfounded for a moment. How can he be this forward and shameless?


    On their first day, he asked to kiss every day. Within this speed, what will he ask on their anniversary the following years?


    Isn''t this relationship moving too fast?


    Xia Sha is so busy pondering that she did not realize Guan Xian''s lips have touched her lips again. This time, his kisses felt demanding in some kind of way.


    Xia Sha is about to push him away when the door opens. A loud gasp makes Guan Xian, reluctantly release Xia Sha''s sweet lips.


    "Oh My God! What are you two doing in my elevator?!" Xia Qi Feng''s thunderous voice break them apart.


    ***


    Too much PDA *close my eyes*

 Chapter 109 - Xia Sha And I Are Indeed Together.

    "Oh! Uncle Xia, long time no see!" Guan Xian acts as if Xia Qi Feng hasn''t seen the despicable thing he did to his daughter.


    Xia Sha has long averted her gaze from his father. She doesn''t know where to put her face anymore, but Guan Xian still looks as composed and calm as ever.


    His confidence level has astonished her, no kidding.


    But what surprised her more is that his father dared to shout at the young master of the Guan family. Usually, he would speak as if the Guan family is the unreachable god that he praised. But today, he raised his voice at young master Guan.


    "What are you two doing?" he ignored Guan Xian''s greeting.


    Xia Qi Feng isn''t afraid to scowl at Guan Xian. He emits a dark aura as he sharply swept his glare from Xia Sha to Guan Xian. The outer end of his eyebrow lifted as if he is sending a silent death threat to Guan Xian.


    "Guan Xian, don''t you say you have something to do in the company? You can go now," Xia Sha decided to save him from the wrath of Xia Qi Feng.


    Xia Sha pushed Guan Xian''s back out from the lift. But Guan Xian did not move an inch.


    "Uncle Xia, I come to talk to you."


    Despite being ignored, Guan Xian persisted talk to Xia Qi Feng. Xia Qi Feng looks at him less cold, but he still looking unfriendly. He nodded his head and stood between Xia Sha and Guan Xian, separating them with his own body.


    His secretary awkwardly followed and stand behind them. Xia Sha cast a probing gaze when she walks past her. Her father''s new secretary looks a lot like her mother. She looks timid.


    Xia Sha lowered her head and silently observing her father. There is a lot of speculation roaming on inside her head right now.


    The three of them end up in Xia Qi Feng''s office couch set while his secretary went for a coffee from them. Xia Sha straightened her back in an attempt to look more intimidating.


    "Mr. Xia, you got a new secretary, a pretty one, I see. Where is Mr. Wan?" She looks at his father with hidden hostility.


    "Old Wan is in the US for one month. She is temporary. And I''m your father, not your boss right now," His exasperation is palpable when he squinted his eyes, full of warning.


    Xia Sha knew his father did not want to talk about his new secretary when Guan Xian is here. After all, Guan Xian is a smart man. He could figure out things from people''s conversations. Add the fact that his mother is in the same group as Shen Xia Fei. This news could reach her mother''s ear by tomorrow.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes but went along with her father''s wish. The same dissatisfied expression is written discreetly on the pair of father and daughter. Guan Xian is stunned when he realized how they acted in sync.


    "Great, father," Xia Sha said with a sarcastic tone.


    "WELL! Uncle Shen," Guan Xian decided to cut in before Xia Sha started another argument with her father. He succeeds in divert their attention to him. But when Xia Qi Feng looks straight at him with his arching eyebrow, his mind went blank.


    "What do you want to say?" Xia Qi Feng sounds impatient.


    He shows no reluctance or jitters toward Guan Xian. Xia Sha seems to no understand how he suddenly gains so much bravery to offend the young master of the Guan family. But Guan Xian, who listen closely to every word father Xia used did.


    The one who sat on the couch right now is not the CEO of Xia Corporation. He is the father of Xia Sha.


    While he, Guan Xian, is not young master Guan from the great Guan family. He is only a boy who comes to steal his daughter. He is not worthy of his precious daughter, yet he has kissed her! In front of him!


    "Uncle, as what you might have seen," he refers to the time father Xia''s caught them kissing in the lift.


    "Xia Sha and I are indeed together."


    "..."


    Xia Sha and Xia Qi Feng were stunned by this young master Guan. Especially Xia Qi Feng, whose color face turns poor.


    This young fellow is so audacious!


    He knew those images of her daughter kissing a man would forever be a spike on his heart, yet he still dares to mention it so directly. Why can''t he be like any other normal man who will avoid the fact for everyone''s easiness sake?


    The dark aura emitting from Xia Qi Feng''s body come back, but Guan Xian did not want to take a step back. For him, it''s better to face the calamity at first before enjoying paradise.


    "You two are together?" Xia Qi Feng asked Xia Sha''s confirmation. He did not want to hear this news from that young fellow, who just hurt his heart.


    Xia Sha looked at his father and nodded her head slightly. While Guan Xian''s gaze makes her wanted to look back at him, she realized she couldn''t control her cheek from blushing.


    Xia Qi Feng closes his eyes and exhales.


    "Okay. How long as you been together?" He asked again, still directing his question to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and finally glances at Guan Xian, and nervously looks at her father.


    "Why do you want to know? It''s my privacy. I don''t want to tell you."


    "Today!"


    QAQ


    Her lies and Guan Xian''s truth collided into one, raising a headache for the three of them.


    Xia Sha glare at Guan Xian: ''How could you say that?!''


    Guan Xian confused face: ''I thought you want me to answer...''


    Xia Qi Feng to both of them: ''How could you two act like this?!''


    "Okay," Xia Qi Feng tried to compromise as he finally turned to Guan Xian. Guan Xian returned to his usual calm demeanor and smiled at father Xia.


    "You, I won''t say anything since my daughter has acknowledged this herself. Since she has chosen you, then you need to promise me something," Xia Qi Feng said with a great sign of warning.


    "I don''t care how powerful or prosperous you are, but you don''t get to hurt her or make her cry. My daughter is equally important to me as your sister is significant to your family. Got it?"


    Guan Xian nodded and smiles.


    "I understand, uncle Xia. Don''t worry. You might hear that I''m a womanizer somewhere, but I can assure you, it''s only a facade to stop my mother setting me up on blind dates,"


    "..."


    Xia Sha is rather speechless at Guan Xian''s confidence remarks. Why can''t she believe his words?


    "Also, Xia Sha wanted me to get a vasectomy if I dare to cheat on her. I dare not to play with my future."


    Xia Qi Feng is surprised by her daughter''s, who choose such a cruel punishment and even surprised that this man over here agrees to such an extreme promise.


    "Hm, better if you don''t play with my daughter''s heart."


    Father Xia seems in a better mood after hearing Guan Xian''s honeyed words.


    They get out from Xia Qi Feng''s office before the coffee is served. Guan Xian almost falls on his knee when they enter the elevator again. He told to Xia Sha as he murmured, "Your father is scary."


    "..."


    "You don''t look scared at all just now."


    "I pretend to be brave, can''t you tell? My hand is damn cold."


    He stretched out his hand and let Xia Sha checked. Xia Sha holds his hand and jolted a bit when the heat from her hand transferred to his hand.


    He is telling the truth.


    "Are you okay?" Xia Sha got worried when she sees his pale face. There is even a sweat falling from his forehead.


    Guan Xian looked at her blankly and shook his head.


    "I think I might faint soon," he sounds weak.


    "What should I do? Do you need water? Let me ask someone to prepare warm tea!" Xia Sha gets panicked.


    Guan Xian cold hand hold her arm weakly, she turned to him and see him shaking his head.


    "I don''t need water. I need... a kiss."


    Xia Sha gritted her teeth and furiously hit his hand that touch her arm. Damn, he fooled with his acting once again!


    "Annoying!"


    Guan Xian chuckled and put his cold hand on his coat pocket. He looks like a happy child because he pranked his friend. Xia Sha hissed and ignored him.


    "Come on, it just a kiss."


    "Hasn''t you learn your lesson?" Xia Sha is pissed off. They just coming out from her father''s office after the shameless deed he did. Now he wanted to repeat his mistakes?


    "Well, your father is the biggest obstacle. Now that he has acknowledged us, there is nothing we should be wary of," Guan Xian said with his indifferent manners.


    "You are crazy!" Xia Sha scoffed and looked away from him.


    "I did not object that," he grinned.


    They almost reach the lobby again when he checked the screen. Stealing glances at Xia Sha, he felt such a big loss if he wastes this time. Thus, in a swift movement before the door slides open, he pecks her cheek.


    Xia Sha is alerted by his movement and wanted to look at him. So the kiss that was supposed to land on her cheek landed on her lips instead.


    "AHH! GET A ROOM, YOU TWO!"


    Ah, it''s such great timing.

 Chapter 110 - Do Exes Always Come Back When Youve Moved On?

    "Have some decency, you two!" Xiao Ni looks distressed as she massages her forehead.


    "Ah, I learned from the best sensei in this world," Guan Xian answered confidently. He mouthed the name Xiao Ni did not want to hear to irked her even more.


    "Childish," Xia Sha and Xiao Ni said at the same time.


    Guan Xian smirked and did not get offended. He embraces his side of childishness. Glancing at Xiao Zhan, who has a blank expression on his face, he felt satisfied.


    "Xiao Zhan, are you okay?" Xia Sha shifted her focus before either Guan Xian or Xiao Ni started talking about the abrupt kissing.


    "I''m fine," Xiao Zhan answer wryly. It''s obvious he is trying to fake his smile, and perhaps, jealousy.


    "Don''t worry! I take good care of him. I even bought a new suit," Xiao Ni pointed at the paper bag Xiao Zhan hold. Xiao Zhan nods his head and tries to look cheerful as he shows the paper bag to Xia Sha.


    "That is a relief," Xia Sha smiles.


    Guan Xian said nothing. He silently observes the scene between the two of them, as now the situation has turned awkward with no one speaking.


    From his point of view, Xiao Zhan is playing the passive move right now. He has state his feeling clearly, and Xia Sha has known about it. Regarding their relationship, he showed his attitude not to be an obstacle between them.


    But this is the most dangerous type of competitor. He stayed lowkey and popped up at a crucial time.


    Tsk! As if he would ever let his relationship with Xia Sha drifted apart!


    Sorry boy, you wouldn''t have a chance. I advise you to move on :)


    Meanwhile, Xia Sha is her usual insensitive self. She probably thought Xiao Zhan could overcome his feeling and they could become a friend again.


    Nevertheless, he should be cautious without limiting Xia Sha''s social life. He has done his research and concludes that he needs to show that he trusted her first before she could trust him.


    When the silence starts to suffocate the four of them, Guan Xian took the lead to smoothen the atmosphere.


    "So, work or coffee break? We could grab something and hang out."


    "Nah, I''ll pass." Xiao Zhan answer almost immediately as if he would not even think about Guan Xian''s offer.


    "Me too. I still have work to finish," Xia Sha added.


    "When will you finish?" Xiao Ni asked Xia Sha with hopeful eyes.


    Xiao Ni is overly helpful today. Xia Sha is getting more suspicious with their sudden appearance in this corporation.


    "Why do you ask?" she probed.


    "I''m just curious, does it''s fun to work at the office?"


    "..."


    Sure enough, everywhere is a playground for Guan Xiao Ni. She sighed and nodded her head.


    "It''s fun. You can get panda eyes within three days. Would you like an intern position? I''m sure we could fit you somewhere as my assistant," Xia Sha showed his gum.


    Xiao Ni''s face darkened instantly. She mumbles something that she couldn''t listen because her voices are too small.


    "Alright, I''ll go with Xiao Ni for now. When you finished, call me. I''ll drive you home," Guan Xian kissed the top of Xia Sha''s forehead before warning.


    "Hasn''t you flaunting your love enough?" Xiao Ni raised her voice and think her brother is ridiculous now. She tried to pull Guan Xian''s hand to separate the two lovers.


    "Not enough! Not enough!" Guan Xian grinned and stay stoic in his position.


    Xia Sha felt her cheeks is getting hotter every time Guan Xian speak. Feeling shy and embarrassed at the same time, she helps Xiao Ni pushed Guan Xian away.


    "Go! I''ll call you later."


    She tried to sound angry, but that comes out as if she is coaxing him to go. Guan Xian is finally willing to go after she pushes him out of the elevator. He reluctantly let Xia Sha in the same place as his competitor.


    Every time he looked back while Xiao Ni drags him to the exit door with those suffering face, Xia Sha holds her laughter. There is even a time when she subconsciously giggles at him.


    Xiao Zhan can only hold his bleeding heart and proceed to act as if he is alright. A fake smile lingers on his lips until the elevator door closed.


    A hundred and eighty degrees different from Xiao Zhan''s dull face, Guan Xian is quite energetic as he drove his car. He is smiling brightly and sings along to the song played on the radio.


    Xiao Ni watching him from the side and shook her head, "Brother, you look pathetic,"


    "Did I? I felt amazing, though," he answered.


    See! He doesn''t even get mad when Xiao Ni mocked him. Xiao Ni clicked her tongue and looked outside the window.


    "You don''t see how sad Xiao Zhan look? I felt bad for him."


    "Then you should be with him. that will solve everyone''s trouble."


    Xiao Ni rolls her eyes and sneers at him.


    "The only problem that would be solved is yours!"


    Guan Xian chuckled and gently patted his sister''s head. He knew she relating Xiao Zhan to herself after she found out Wang Kai meet Song Yun and Xu Kun at his office. She watched the man she loves spending time with his ''little family'' while she stands as the outsider.


    But that wasn''t how the situation with Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan. Both of them have trust issues because of their parent''s infidelity. Xiao Zhan is trying to find the secure feeling he got when he is still in a relationship with Xia Sha.


    Meanwhile, Xia Sha is too scared to even start a new relationship. How could she trust a man who has betrayed her again?


    He has considered today is his lucky strike. The series of the event is helping him melt Xia Sha''s frozen heart. Never in his wildest dream, he ever imagines Xia Sha would take the initiative. Because he understands, she is being cautious with everyone.


    "I felt bad for helping you now. I felt like I''m helping a third party," Xiao Ni mumbles.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow in a not-so-surprised expression.


    "Well, I''m not a third party for sure. Their relationship ended a long time ago. You are my sister. You have no right to choose a side," he grinned while Xiao Ni groaned.


    "That poor guy literally blocked a bucket of paint for her. And what he got when he comes back from the hospital is betrayal. How can he stay civil with the two? of you. He even kept smiling when his heart is hurting," Xiao Ni pouted when she recalls how melodramatic Xiao Zhan look in the elevator.


    "Also, did I not tell you that those who flaunt their relationship did not last long?!" She turned to his brother with a furrowed eyebrow.


    "Talking about your personal experience? Don''t worry, I don''t have a hidden son somewhere, nor that I ever knocked a woman pregnant before," Guan Xian turn over calmly, driving his car back to the Guan manor.


    "You better not. I will kill you if you did," Xiao Ni gives him a deathly glare.


    "I''m not that stupid," he murmured while slightly dancing to the song on the radio.


    "Instead, I knew how hard for Xia Sha to trust me. So I wouldn''t make it more difficult for her. I won''t do anything ambiguous to make her jealous! That would be the best for now!"


    "You sound so confident in your theory. I''ll be waiting for what Xia Sha will do once your girlfriend starts to show up one by one," Xiao Ni smiling disparagingly


    .


    "No way! I''ve plan prepared for that too."


    Guan Xian refuses to think about the possibilities of his past haunting his future. He makes sure Tang Yu Bin made all of those girls he plays in the past sign a confidential agreement.


    Everything sounds perfect in his mind right now. He only needs to stay careful and slowly build trust with Xia Sha in this relationship.


    "I''m not so sure. Exes always come when you are finally in a good relationship. They will swoop everything and ruined it. That''s happened to me. I just warn you so you will be more careful. Moreover, I lost count of how many hearts you break. We don''t want our heartbreaker to finally felt heartbreak, don''t we?" Xiao Ni said in a playful tone.


    Guan Xian played along with Xiao Ni and nodded his head, "Thank you for your warning, almost Mrs.Wang. I hope you will mend your broken heart soon, also don''t forget to prepare a gift for your future sister-in-law''s birthday too."


    "Don''t worry about that, you should be worried about your Christmas gift for me," Xiao Ni smiled and patted her brother''s shoulder.


    "You just sign a three-digit million worth of shares, you still ask for the present? What kind of rich girl are you?!" He complained while Xiao Ni laughed.


    It''s a lively drive to the Guan manor. They were laughing and fighting, but Xiao Ni''s words often make him wonder, Do exes always come back when you''ve moved on?

 Chapter 111 - Im Not Alone.

    Xia Sha is unaware of the transfer of shares, but Xia Qi Feng did. He found out that Guan Lin Yi suddenly offer a high price for all shares the board director owns. Xia Qi Feng got alerted by his shares manager that keeps track of the percentage. His shares manager speculates that the Guan Group wanted to acquire Xia Corporation.


    However, when the legal letter of transfer shares come out, they found out Guan Lin Yi bought it under Guan Xiao Ni''s name. That''s mean their motive is not to acquire Xia Corporation.


    He is wondering why when he catches his daughter kissing with young master Guan.


    Then it''s clear to him that Guan Lin Yi does this to support his son against the Xiao family. His father is pressuring Xia Sha with shares, so he leisurely bought 30 percent of his company.


    He felt ashamed and relieved at the same time. But isn''t this getting too serious? Xia Sha and Guan Xian just started going out today, but his whole family, including Guan Lin Yi, has known about it?


    He suddenly got a headache.


    Now he knew why Xia Sha could say that she would rather sell herself to the Guan family rather than marry into Xiao''s family household.


    She didn''t bluff at all. Instead, Guan Xian''s family has gone to this length only to support her without her knowing. How can he be sure that Xia Sha doesn''t know about this?


    Simply because he knew how prideful his daughter could be, that''s why Guan Xian give him a 90-degree bow and mouth ''please'' to him. It must be the reason why they decided to put the shares under Xiao Ni''s name. Look like Guan Xian starts to understand Xia Sha''s character.


    Seating on his working desk, he glances at the little girl pictured on the frame. The little girl is grinning wide, showing her white row of teeth. She looks carefree as her mother and father kiss her cheek. He sighed, the outer corner of his eyes turns red.


    "Sigh. Shen Xia Fei, we''ve turned old as what we imagine in the past. But we failed to keep our promises," he murmured. He feels that his heart got heavier the more he stared at the happy family portrait.


    He got so immersed in the picture that he got lost in his memories. When he realized, his cheek is wet as he holds the photo frame. Stunned with his sudden breakdown, he put back the frame and wipe away his tears.


    His story is in the past now. Like a missed opportunity, he could not go back to prevent things from happening. He only hopes her daughter wouldn''t have to go through circumstances like her parents.


    After all, all he wanted for his daughter is to have a blissful life filled with happiness.


    ***


    Xia Sha thought their relationship is moving too fast. Surprisingly, that did not happen. Apart from asking for a kiss now and then, they dated like an ordinary couple.


    Well, not so ordinary, because she is dating Guan Xian.


    A fine crazy man :)


    She is not even exaggerating when she cold him crazy. This man sends a KFC truck to Xia Corporation decorated with her picture hanged in the banner. There is even a tag line under her picture that says ''Happy Birthday our Ms. Xia <3!''


    If Fu Qun did not tell her about this and let her witness it with her own eyes, she would never believe this is happening to her!


    First of all, she did not even remember her birthday.


    Secondly, this event makes the employee-run from their table to the food truck during working hours.


    Third, why is gotta be a KFC?!


    Hasn''t she told him that KFC did not save her life?! She is so pissed right now, and this guy is smart enough to turn off his phone. Right, this guy is on the plane to Italy for his family holiday.


    Lame.


    "Ms. Xia, happy birthday, and thank you for your treat," a staff thanking her while showing the box he got from the truck. She nods her head and smiles out of courtesy.


    No matter where she goes, people thanking her for the fried chicken and wish her a happy birthday. Xia Sha didn''t know either she should define this as silly or sweet and slightly embarrassing.


    But she is sure this is unnecessary.


    Even though she wished to celebrate her birthday with him, he doesn''t need to do this just because he couldn''t be here.


    However, because of Guan Xian''s extravagant move, her father suddenly arranges a family dinner to celebrate her birthday. And when she said family dinner, that excludes Pang Ze Tian and her daughter and includes her mother!


    "Mom! Dad!"


    She could not hide her happiness that bursting inside her heart.


    "Oh, Xia Sha, why did you arrive so late?" her mother smiles and pulls her into a hug.


    "I know your mother is trying to blame me, so tell her the truth," Xia Qi Feng is frowning while Shen Xia Fei looks radiant. She did not have to guess that they''ve bickered before she arrived.


    "Mom, Father asked me to go with him, but I have something to finished first," she replied and sat between her parents with a huge grin.


    "You shouldn''t work so hard. Today is your birthday," Shen Xia Fei shook her head in disapproval.


    "The same reason why you should not nag her today, this is her birthday," Xia Qi Feng stands up for Xia Sha before Xia Sha could reply.


    "Who is nagging?! I''m taking care of my daughter. Why are you so fussy today?" Shen Xia Fei furrowed her eyebrow. They might start to bicker soon, so Xia Sha took a precaution and grabbed their attention.


    "This is mom''s favorite restaurant, right? Dad, you''ve done a great job making the reservation. What should we order today?" She grabs the menu.


    "Naturally, you should eat noodle today," Shen Xia Fei said. They ordered several things they wanted and cake for Xia Sha. Right after she did, father Xia takes out something from his pocket.


    Shen Xia Fei and Xia Sha is anticipating what Xia Qi Feng bought with him. How stunned they become when two velvet boxes come out from his flat suit. Still, with his laconic manner, he put one in front of Xia Sha and one at Shen Xia Fei''s plate.


    "Birthday present for both of you."


    Shen Xia Fei got confused, but Xia Sha opens her present right away. A modern jade bracelet appears before her eyes. It has a simple design, a thin gold chain embellished by a single jade. Her surname was engraved behind the jade, along with her birth date.


    She really likes it.


    "Dad! Thank you!" Xia Sha went to hug her father with a big grin. A rare smile appeared on Xia Qi Feng''s face as he patted her head dotingly. Xia Sha used the bracelet right away before looked at Shen Xia Fei, who hasn''t even touch her present yet.


    She blinked and smiles at her mother, "Mom, why don''t you look at your present?"


    "Your father looks suspicious. Today is not my birthday, why did your father give me a present? I''m guessing he put cockroaches inside to pranked me," Shen Xia Fei narrowed her eyes, look at Xia Qi Feng with a cold gleam.


    Xia Qi Feng choked on his drink and looked at his ex-wife in disbelief.


    "Shen Xia Fei, I''m half a century right now! Why would I play that old prank on you?" he scoffed, furrowing his eyebrow like an angry bird.


    "Who knows? You might get older in number but growing up is a choice. You are childish and petty. Who knows what do you put inside?"


    "Xia Sha! Look at your mother. Right now, who do you think is petty and childish? Not even a seventeen years old will play that prank now."


    "..."


    Xia Sha: Both of you look childish to me right now, but since you two look so happy to bicker, I''ll give you two time and space to do what you two liked :)


    "Then you tell me, why did you give me a present?" Shen Xia Fei stares at Xia Qi Feng''s eyes. Xia Sha followed her mother''s eye direction and looked at her father with the same questioning look.


    Being pressured by the mother and daughter, Xia Qi Feng''s face darkened. He took the present and present it to mother Shen as if it was his answer to her question.


    Inside there is a jade necklace, it has the same style as Xia Sha, but it looks more expensive and grand. But what surprised them is that Xia Qi Feng had written a card inside. He handwrote the card himself.


    ''We won''t be celebrating Xia Sha''s birthday without you. Thank you, Xia Sha''s mother''.


    -XQF-


    ps. Just throw this if you don''t like it, God knows how stubborn you can become sometimes.


    The message is sweet and heartwarming. Xia Sha could not believe the one who sits with her right now is her father. Shen Xia Fei also looks stunned and touched, she took the card and has a gentle smile on her beautiful face.


    "See, it''s not a cockroach," Father Xia said smugly.


    Suddenly it appears to Xia Sha that she is not the only one who misses her family. Both Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei might yearn for the past as much as she does. For the first time after her parent''s divorce, she felt peaceful inside.


    Hah, What a relief, I''m not alone.

 Chapter 112 - What If

    "Thank you for your present. Since this is part of Xia Sha''s gift, I''ll accept this," Shen Xia Fei said after pondering for a long time.


    "Hmm," Xia Qi Feng answered lazily.


    "Remember, I accept this because of the thought. There is no other meaning in this gesture!" Mother Shen reprimand fiercely.


    "Sure, sure, up to you," Xia Qi Feng answered curtly.


    Xia Qi Feng keeps on his face straight, but Xia Sha knows that he is happy and satisfied with her choice to keep the gift. Xia Sha silently sighs. How more tsundere her father could be?


    "Mom, let''s wear it together and take a picture," Xia Sha said excitedly. She stood behind her mother and helped her put on the necklace before her mother could refute it.


    Ideally, she wanted Father Xia to that, but under their circumstances, for mother Shen to accept and willing to wear the gift from Xia Qi Feng is more than wonderous.


    Mother Shen looks hesitant but did not stop Xia Sha.


    "Mom, the necklace looks pretty on you. Right, dad?" Xia Sha tried to involved his father in her conversation with mother Shen.


    "Yeah, it does," Xia Qi Feng replied almost instantly as if he had always intended to say it.


    Shen Xia Fei''s gaze falls on the jade necklace before she looks at Xia Qi Feng. Both of them used the unfathomable gaze that Xia Sha doesn''t understand.


    But it''s suffocating.


    "Let''s take a picture," Xia Sha smiled to end the awkwardness between them. She pulls out her phone from her bag and opens the front camera.


    Mother Shen and Father Xia both lean inwardly to Xia Sha. They smile but look tense. Xia Sha tried to accept the resistance that both show. She is grateful enough that they willing to surpass their ego just for her.


    "Look at the camera and smile, One, Two,-"


    Ring - My Handsome Boyfriend <3<3 send you a message


    Ring - My Handsome Boyfriend <3<3 send you a message


    Ring - My Handsome Boyfriend <3<3 send you a message


    Ring Ring Ring, Ring - My Handsome Boyfriend <3<3 is calling you.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and quickly reject Guan Xian and put down her phone. She felt her cheeks is getting hotter when her mother hold her laughter and Xia Qi Feng clear his throat.


    "..."


    Where is the hole she dug to hide her face?


    "Your boyfriend is calling. Why don''t you answer him first?" Mother Shen smiles slyly with that ''I understand you, been there, done that.'' looks.


    "KFC is not enough? I don''t know Guan Lin Yi''s boy is a clingy type," Xia Qi Feng grumble lowly, looking sulky as he pressed his lips into dissatisfied lines.


    "What''s wrong with being clingy? That is his way of showing his love for Xia Sha. I found it adorable," Shen Xia Fei snaps at Xia Qi Feng with a frown.


    "Xia Sha, don''t listen to your father. Everything he said tastes bitter because he is a bitter man. A woman should be loved, there is no reason to stay in a bitter relationship."


    She glances at Xia Qi Feng in her last sentence, hinting that those words were meant for him.


    "You sound like there only bitterness in our relationship. We are very happy before, okay?"


    Xia Qi Fei''s face darkened. He felt Shen Xia Fei''s words is a personal attack on him.


    Although they divorced, she should acknowledge that they were a happy couple in the past. He used to be the one who makes her laugh. It''s just because of the damn situation and his stupidity that ruined that laughter.


    However, he does agree with her statement. He wanted Xia Sha to be loved and happy in her relationship.


    "Hmph!" Shen Xia Fei did not refute his statement. But she glares at Xia Qi Feng with a stabbing glare. Xia Qi Feng froze before he decided to succumb to his ex-wife.


    "But your mother is right like she always right. She is never wrong. Rule number one, make sure you also make Guan Xian understand this principle."


    "Forget it, I''ll tell him myself," he added after pondering for a moment.


    Xia Sha laughed at his father''s helpless face. Shen Xia Fei look satisfied and finally decided to drop this topic. She nodded her head and pulled them into a group hug.


    "We are very happy in the past, and we also will be happy in the future," she grinned.


    "Hm, we will," Shen Xia Fei said with a gentle voice.


    "You should be happy. I''ll make sure the Guan family heir line end here if he ever makes you sad," father Xia murmured with his usual frosty aura.


    Shen Xia Fei shook her head in disapproval.


    "Guan Xian is such a good man. He understands Xia Sha and dotes on her. Why are you so mean to him? You are talking as if you are a good man," Shen Xia Fei scoffed.


    "Alright, Alright, I''m going to pick his call. You two can be lovely Dovey for all you want, okay?" Xia Sha excuses herself and heads out with her phone.


    Although she got a slight headache from her parents, a smile lingers on her face. Her phone only stops vibrating for one minutes before Guan Xian''s name appears on her call log. Without hesitating, she answers his call with enthusiasm.


    "It''s you, isn''t it?"


    "Whoa, what indict did you talking? I received nothing from my lawyer," Guan Xian playful voice suddenly sounds so melodious in her ears.


    "There is no way my father could take the initiative, and my mother willing to come without interference from others," she said with excitement.


    Guan Xian wrinkled his nose and tilted his head. Why does Xia Sha need to be so smart when she didn''t need to be smart?


    "Are you happy?" he asked since he couldn''t hide it anymore.


    Xia Sha looked down to the ground and played with her skirt. The corner of her eyes glances at the VIP ward, where she could hear her mother talking with her father. For a second, she could felt back the feeling she has a longing for years.


    Are you happy?


    She felt so happy that she might burst as a firework exploded in the dark sky. And yet, more than happy, she has learned something more important today.


    "Thank you for doing this, I-" She stops and bites her lips.


    "You love me? Please, I knew that already," Guan Xian teased her from the other side. Xia Sha rolls her eyes and about to refute when she heard a series of laughter and cursing from his side.


    It''s so loud and distracting.


    She furrowed her eyebrow. Her smiles disappear slowly.


    "Sounds like you are having a lot of fun there. Partying with your mafia friends?" She said with an interrogating tone.


    The cheerful and shy tone she carried before changed. She has become as cold as ice in a split of a second. Guan Xian got chills as he looks at his lively surrounding. He is indeed in the middle of a party.


    "How could you know that I have a mafia friend? Wait, do you also knew that his father is my mother''s ex?" He sounds passionate about talking about his mother''s ex.


    If Xia Sha hasn''t spent two weeks full with him, she wouldn''t realize that this is one of his tricks to divert her attention. Her hand curled into a fist as she tried to surpass the uncomfortable feeling bottle up inside her.


    "You, this is a warning. Don''t you dare cheat on me. I swear I would-"


    "Hold your horses, woman!" He scoffed.


    "Don''t you worry, I will make the appointment with the doctor myself if I dare to cheat on you. Geez, you should''ve your imaginative brain for another purpose. Okay, I need to do something now, call you again later~" He hurriedly closed his phone without waiting for Xia Sha''s answer.


    The gentle smile on Xia Sha''s heart vanished that instant. Endless possibilities of him breaking her heart appear on her mind. At some point, she believes that he wouldn''t do that to her, but still, her mind subconsciously making speculations.


    What if.


    Those ''what if'' started to haunted her heart as she walks back to the ward. Feeling anxious and awful inside, she had a hard time forcing a smile on her face. But with her mother and father inside the same room celebrating her birthday, she tried to count her blessing to chase away the bad feelings.


    However, the worse thing appears in front of the door.


    She must have been getting too much happiness these days that bad things happen on her birthday. Xia Sha sighed desperately. She takes precautions and waited for her help to arrive before she pushes the desperate woman to stand before the door.


    "Pang Ze Tian, you are unwelcomed here. My father does not wish to see you right now. Go away!"


    Pang Ze Tian fall to the ground and hurt her hand. She raised her bleeding arm before shifting her disbelief gaze at Xia Sha.


    "Y-You!" She wanted to scream and make a ruckus.


    Xia Sha looks down on her and tears her dress, ripping it into ugly pieces.


    "My father will despise your appearance right now. You better go home before my father realized how ugly you are, not to mention how he has been reminded of my beautiful mother."


    Pang Ze Tian glared at her with hatred. She got up and shamelessly wanted to knock on the VIP ward door, but Xia Sha once again pushes her to the ground. She falls for the second time.


    "Xia Sha!" Pang Ze Tian gnash her teeth, looked like a furious hen.


    Xia Sha smirked. It''s not like she didn''t know it''s her plan from the start to cause trouble and make Xia Qi Feng defended her in front of Shen Xia Fei. That would break Xia Sha''s heart and hate her father even more.


    Usually, she likes to play along with her scheme before pushing her to the pit. But before Pang Ze Tian could speak another word, two security appear and pull her from Xia Sha''s sight. They even prepared a handkerchief to prevent her from shouting.


    Xia Sha glance at her horrific face coldly.


    She wouldn''t act so harsh but pardon her. She is in a bad mood.. And the last thing she wants to see is a third party.

 Chapter 113 - That Is My Luck

    As Pang Ze Tian disappear from her sight, she tried to regain her composure and smile.


    It doesn''t matter, tonight, at least she had her parents with her. Guan Xian''s suspicious behavior and Pang Ze Tian could be damned. Suggesting herself that everything will be alright, she opens the door wearing a big smile.


    "Oh, the dish has been served. I''m so hungry."


    Xia Sha almost groaned when the delicious smell filled her nose. She runs to her seat like a little girl.


    "En, Xia Qi Feng, lit up the candle," Shen Xia Fei ordered Xia Qi Feng around.


    Weirdly, Xia Qi Feng followed her order as if it''s a natural thing to do. There is not a bit trace of a frown on his face as he diligently listens to his ex-wife. Mother Shen looked busy arranging the white cake in the middle of the table.


    Looking at them working together, the suffocating feelings inside Xia Sha''s heart dissipate a little. She claps her hand once the candle burns and creating a spirit of hope.


    "Make a wish," Mother Shen gently said.


    Xia Sha''s gaze falls on the flame on the candlewick. Inside she felt a little bit complicated. In the past, she always had wished for a complete family.


    Xia Sha wishes that she could celebrate her birthday with her father and mother.


    But her wish come true today. Thanks to Guan Xian. And she didn''t felt she need anything more than this.


    But why she still slightly empty inside?


    "How many wishes did you have?" Shen Xia Fei teased when she seems to fall into a daze. Her mother''s soft touch and voices on her back drag her back to reality.


    Xia Qi Feng clears his throat before cooly reminds her, "The first wish should be your health and longevity. Not about your love life."


    "Xia Qi Feng, what is wrong with you? That is Xia Sha''s wish to make. I wish Xia Sha can have a long-lasting and happy relationship with Guan Xian." her mother closed her eyes and clasped her finger like she is praying.


    "I''m just afraid she will wish for marriage. She is only twenty-three!" Xia Qi Feng could not hide the anxiety inside of him.


    Her father''s honest words make Xia Sha almost choked. Her jaw almost dropped to the ground. What makes her father think she would wish to get married to Guan Xian.


    That bastard abandoned her birthday and went to the party as soon as he landed on the plane. Well, she is exaggerating. He did not leave her, but she just pissed he went to a party.


    God knows how many bad things could happen at a party. Pardon her trust issues, but all of us know ninety percent of ''mistakes'' happen at a party. And Guan Xian, with all his notorious images, only created a riot on her aching head.


    The last thing she could wish for her life is getting married to the wrong man.


    "Xia Sha, ignore your father and his negativity. Make your wish before the candle burns out," her mother''s voice once again makes her recollect herself.


    Xia Sha closed her eyes and prayed inside her heart. Her long eyelashes quivered a few times before she opens her eyelid and blows the candle on the top of her cakes.


    After sharing the cake with her mother and father, they sat down and had a pleasant dinner. Although most of the time it''s filled with Shen Xia Fei and Xia Qi Feng''s bickering, Xia Sha has one of the best times this year.


    It saddens her that good time needs to come to an end. She wishes she could stop the time and stuck in a moment. But she can''t do that. There is nothing she can do when she parted with her father and mother in the restaurant hobby.


    A smile keeps lingering on their faces, but they can''t hide the gloomy air when they bid each other goodbye. Perhaps it''s also a hard time for Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei. They stare at each other for a long while before Shen Xia Fei slides inside her car.


    Xia Qi Feng looks reluctant.


    Xia Sha observed their parting. Her heartfelt heavy. It might have been heavier than she felt a few years ago. As if the day when Shen Xia Fei slams a divorce paper at Xia Qi Feng and move out from the Xia manor relived in front of her.


    "Xia Sha, mom will head back now. Don''t go home too late."


    Shen Xia Fei waves her hand at Xia Sha, just like she did in the past. The only difference is she did not cry this time. Instead, she smiles. A fake one is Xia Sha might add.


    Xia Sha nods her head and waves her hand as she watched her mother''s windows slowly slides up. Before the black window hides her mother''s beautiful features entirely, Xia Qi Feng opens his mouth and said something with his low baritone voice.


    "Be safe," he choked.


    Shen Xia Fei leaves without hearing or witnessing Xia Qi Feng''s red eyes. But Xia Sha discovered it all. She looks at her father. Her eyes subconsciously went teary.


    Neither of Xia Qi Feng or Xia Sha shares words, but suddenly Xia Sha has a deeper understanding of her father. She watched him stand in front of his car, his usual sharp eyes that ignited with arrogance turn soft. He doesn''t appear like his typical fierce personality. Instead, he looks lonely under the dark sky.


    He smiles at Xia Sha and waves his hand too. A simple gesture that Xia Sha hated the most.


    "It''s cold, don''t go out too long with your friend. Your mother would get worried sick. There won''t be a Christmas dinner at the Xia manor this year, but I got you a gift. Come back when you have time."


    Xia Qi Feng''s voice and sad smile stuck on her mind as she sipped her vodka. She battled her eyelids and find herself has a walk to the nearest bar down the road. The sad saxophone melodies in the background seem to fit her heavy heart.


    She is so busy with her thought that she did not realize her phone is buzzing for a long time. A Load of call logs and messages got unnoticed as she spends her lonely night.


    "Another glass," she asked the bartender for the fourth time in one hour. The bartender looked amused and happily picked up her glass to do as she requested. But his hand was stopped by another strong force by a muscled hand.


    "No, she had enough."


    Xia Sha frowned and turned to the man beside her in dissatisfaction.


    "Xiao Zhan! I didn''t call you to stop me from drinking. I call you I could drink until I get drunk. Don''t you understand your role here?" She snapped at him.


    "Why should I listen to you? You are not my boss," Xiao Zhan calmly ignored her words and kept the glass away from the grasp. Xia Sha rolled her eyes at him.


    "I''m not even drunk yet. Why did I call you in the first place?" She complained and put her head on the bar table. Xiao Zhan could see darkness aura around her. He smiles and answered her question.


    "Because you need someone with the same fate as you."


    Xia Sha did not flinch from her stoic position and merely groaned.


    "I wish I were drunk. That way, I could just shamelessly bragged into the Xia manor and confronted Xia Qi Feng."


    Xiao Zhan chuckled at her and shook his head.


    "Don''t act like you haven''t done that before. It still fresh in my memory how you barged into your father''s office, drunk, wearing a school uniform."


    "Right, that doesn''t work well," Xia Sha remembered and laughed at herself. "Maybe I should drag him to a hypnotherapy session. Maybe I could find why he acts so confusing like this."


    "Or maybe you shouldn''t knew the answer. To be damned with everything," Xiao Zhan cheered.


    Xia Sha peeks at him and shows a silly grin.


    "Right. I won''t spend my birthday in the bar if I could ignore everything and move on," she answers sarcastically. Xiao Zhan smiles at her and nods his head slightly.


    "Hmm, you stayed on this bar for an hour when you should head to Zheng Shuang''s apartment right now. You even called your ex-boyfriend that you despise. Drinking with him for an hour after dinner with your family. Is this how you want to spend your birthday?"


    Xia Sha straightens up her back with a surprised face after she heard Xiao Zhan''s words. She seems to recall something as her eyes flares up open.


    "I completely forget about that!"


    She smacked her forehead and prepared to pay the bill. Xiao Zhan looks composed as he enjoys the panic on her face.


    "Damn hundred miscall! Kai Xian will kill me!"


    Xiao Zhan shook his head and jumped from his seat. He gestures to the bartender to put the bill on his account before pulling Xia Sha''s wrist to his car.


    "Don''t worry, they send me here to fetch you. They know you will be like this after meeting your parent. Xia Sha, where do you find someone that could understand you so much?"


    "That is my luck,"


    Xiao Zhan smiles gently as he drove the car. Deep inside, he does agree with her answer.. It''s her luck to find someone that could understand her so deeply that ''he'' could predict everything so precisely.

 Chapter 114 - Mafia Party

    Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan rushed to Zheng Shuang''s apartment as soon as they parked the car. Xia Sha has been thinking of a good sentence to apologize to Kai Xin and Zheng Shuang.


    She is slightly embarrassed. She almost ditched her friend when she knew they are planning to celebrate her birthday tonight. Should she buy their favorite donut before she came?


    But they would get angrier if she comes even later than now.


    Sigh, in the end, she chooses to prepare her ears and treat them to dinner tomorrow. Zheng Shuang''s apartment is on the top of the building. It''s a condominium as well as their base camp since high school years.


    Xia Sha pressed the six-digit lock pin at the safety door and open the door with a big grin. She is prepared to hear scolding from Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin, but no one is here. It''s all pitch black as she walks to Zheng Shuang''s room.


    "Hello? Anybody home?" She yells as she turns on the lamp.


    Xiao Zhan calmly followed her from behind while Xia Sha is eager to find Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin.


    "Did they fall asleep because they waited too long?" She murmured to herself as she opens the pitch-black bedroom.


    "Or they might leave," Xiao Zhan nonchalantly added from behind.


    "Impossible, they are both loyal friends. I refuse to believe your word," Xia Sha sniffed at Xiao Zhan.


    Xiao Zhan chuckled lowly before leaving her alone in the bedroom. He walks extra carefully, so she won''t notice that he went away. However, Xia Sha quickly notices that Xiao Zhan has gone to the living room again.


    She glanced at the neat, untouched bed and smirked. This type of trick could not fool her. It''s so clear that they prepared a surprise party for her. They do this every year (before she got together with Ling Guang and distance herself with them, of course) that it''s not even surprising anymore.


    Xia Sha giggles and calmly walk to the living room.


    "Are we still playing this lame game?" she asked with expecting voices.


    As she has thought, the living room lamp has turned off again, and Xiao Zhan is nowhere to be found, a sign that they are hiding there in the first place. She peeked behind the wall to spot Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin''s hiding spot.


    It could be funny if she spotted them before they jumped out from their rabbit holes. She narrowed her eyes to every corner of the living room, a little giggle escape from someone''s mouth. She smirked.


    "I heard your giggles," she teased them.


    "You heard nothing!" Someone expectedly answered.


    Xia Sha laughed and shook her head.


    "Zheng Shuang! How could you-"


    She could never finish her when a candlelit up in the middle of the room. From that little source of light, she could see the beautiful cake in the care of a big hand.


    A big than that supposed to be in Italy, throwing a party with his mafia friend!


    G-Guan Xian is here! He is here, holding her cake!


    She gasped and closed her mouth with her hand. The exact moment where everyone jumped out and cheered, "Surprise!"


    Guan Xian is charming with his usual grin as he approached her with the cake, "Happy birthday, baby!"


    He pulls her into his embrace and kissed her forehead. Xia Sha reminds dumbstruck-speechless when he places the cake in front of her. She could hear Xiao Ni, Xiao Zhan, Zheng Shuang, Kai Xian, Fu Qun, Tang Yu Bin, and even Xiao Ni''s shadow bodyguard singing happy birthday to her.


    "Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday, happy birthday. Happy birthday to you!" They sing before the familiar party song filled the whole room.


    Xia Sha was stunned. It is the noisy, chaotic song she heard before when she call Guan Xian in the restaurant. Turn out, this is the Mafia party he is talking about...


    She is grateful and happy about that, but she has a hard time believing this man is standing in front of her.


    "Make a wish!" Guan Xian''s hoarse voice pulls her back to reality.


    Xia Sha blinked as she observed his face.


    "You are here?" she raised her eyebrow and poked his cheek. Her fingertip brushed his five o''clock shadow felt tingling when he nodded his head. She did not imagine things.


    "I am here. I did not cheat with an Italian woman in a mafia party," he joked and laugh. His laughter lightens up the heaviness in her heart but irritates her soul at the same time.


    "Boss flight is scheduled tomorrow. We lied to you from the start," Fu Qun chimed in from behind.


    "Fu Qun! Who is your boss again?" She glares at Fu Qun while he quickly hides behind Tang Yu Bin.


    "Sorry Boss! They bribe me for today! I''ll be loyal to you tomorrow!"


    "..."


    "Hehehe, I''m so smart, right? Do you think I would miss your first birthday as my girlfriend only to fool around in mafia party?" Guan Xian murmured with a fake sad face.


    Xia Sha stared at Guan Xian''s dark brown eyes that alight with mischievousness right now.


    "Look at me being such a good boyfriend. You did not even prepare a gift for my birthday yesterday!" He sulks a bit.


    Slightly felt guilty, Xia Sha lips twitched.


    "I did not ask you to prepare a party and gift for me," she mumbles while look at the ground. Guan Xian is smiling when he caught her stealing glances at him.


    "But what do you want?"


    "Are you sure you are asking that?" he sounds more excited than before as if he had caught him on his trap.


    "A kiss then! I want a kiss as your punishment for not doing your duty properly!"


    Xia Sha''s face darkened while the crowd booed at Guan Xian.


    "Get a room, you two!" The same shout from the same person who has said it before. Xiao Ni.


    "Tsk, lame," she scoffed and pursed her lips. She peeks at the people behind his big body, even though she has heard their voice before. Zheng Shuang is standing behind Xiao Ni.


    "That is Xiao Ni''s giggles, not mine!" Zheng Shuang quickly clarifies before Xia Sha could bash her.


    "Pardon her. We always act like we did not hear her giggles whenever she tried to surprised us. I realized we''ve spoiled her rotten," Guan Xian has turned to Xiao Ni with a helpless face too.


    "Well, I never have a real friend that bother to surprise me before. I was excited," She pouted.


    "I''m glad you found a real friend now," Xia Sha teased Xiao Ni, whose cheek has blushed as she averted her gaze all over the room.


    They started as an enemy, now she dated her brother and has her coming over to her birthday party. Xia Sha thinks she is making huge progress with Xiao Ni.


    "I''m also glad you found a capable boyfriend now. Do you know how embarrassing he look when he had to whin-, HMPH!"


    Guan Xian has run as fast as thunder and closed Xiao Ni''s mouth with his palm. He grinned nervously and tried to hold the cake with one hand.


    "Carry on the party, make your wish! Ignore Xiao Ni," he said.


    Xia Sha felt closer to everyone when they erupted into laughter because of Xiao Ni. As Guan Xian wished, Kai Xin and Zheng Shuang pushed her gently to the cake, asking Xia Sha to make a wish and blow the candle.


    In one night, Xia Sha has seen the little flame for the second time. Before, with her mother and father, she felt confused and at loss for what she wanted on her twenty-three birthday.


    But now, with everyone in this room smiling at her while she closed her eyes and chant her wish inside. She suddenly got a new purpose for her life.


    The past is in the past. There is nothing Xia Sha could do to rewind the time. She has been dwelling in the past to feel the same happiness she used to have.


    But she got it wrong all along.


    With those sparkling dark eyes watching her every movement and cheer from her friend, she felt content and happy. She did not felt suffocated.


    She opens her eyes and blows the little flame gently. A beautiful smile lingers on her face when she watches the flames turn into soft smokes and finally disappear into a thin air.


    That the first time she look at the cake clearly. From the side, it''s beautifully white cake with stawberry as the decoration, there is nothing weird from the side.


    But on the top...


    How can she put it.


    THAT IS A CAKE WITH KFC CHICKEN PICTURE ON THE TOP OF IT.


    That is also when she see many bucket of KFC in the coffee table. It supposed to be the birthday dish?


    Xia Sha''s face color become pale before she glare at Guan Xian fiercely.


    "GUAN XIAN WHEN WILL YOU STOP WITH THIS KFC MADNESS" Her shouted ended the party that night.


    QAQ


    What should she do to make him stop?

 Chapter 115 - It Did Not Work Out.

    "What''s wrong with KFC? It''s delicious," Xiao Ni mumbles while taking one out from the bucket. Despite her beautiful image, she nonchalantly eats it with a bare hand.


    "..."


    Fu Qun takes his role as Xia Sha''s P.assistant and whispered something to Xiao Ni. Xiao Ni chews while listening, but then she choked on her chicken and look at her brother with an amused face.


    "We can send a KFC food truck?" she suddenly gets excited.


    "..." what''s wrong with these two brother and sister?


    Anyway, that is all about Kentucky Fried Chicken. Xia Sha smells it too much in one day that she got nausea when they eat the fried chicken in the living room. She decided to get fresh air on the balcony.


    "Penny of your thought?"


    Xia Sha is not surprised upon hearing Guan Xian''s voice from behind. She hears the door sliding not long after she stands there. She felt his gaze fall on her back and his presence approaching her.


    It''s snowing mildly. The night is as cold as how winter night should be. Yet they both enjoying the cold breeze without extra clothes to warm their body.


    "The KFC traumatized me," she honestly answers without looking at him. Guan Xian smiles become stiff as he stands next to her in the trail.


    "I just found KFC is memorable. It''s part of our interesting meeting," he chuckled and play with the snow in the air.


    He seems to be enjoying watching the snow melted on his warm, big palm. Xia Sha subconsciously followed his gesture and played with the snow.


    "It is sweet and memorable if you did not include it in every little thing," Xia Sha mumbles as she watches the snow melting on her little palm. Maybe because she is colder, she finds out that the snow melts longer on her palm.


    "Sorry. I only like to recall every moment we have, especially our early meeting. It occasionally runs on my mind. It''s amusing," Guan Xian said with unusual calmness.


    Two weeks as official Guan Xian''s girlfriend, Xia Sha found many things behind Guan Xian''s -sometimes- chaotic behavior. Take an example this right moment. He could be as silly as sending KFC food truck to her office. Or as composed and calm as he spills a bit of his sweet thought.


    Rather than finding their memory is amusing, Xia Sha finds him more intriguing.


    "I don''t know how something so sweet could turn into something so twisted. You are one weird guy," Xia Sha shook her head, but her gaze got softer as she pours the melted snow on her hand into his palm.


    "And you are one mystifying lady to keep up with this weird guy."


    He poured the water and clasped their finger together. Xia Sha is slightly surprised by his sudden move, but she did not push him away.


    "NO! XIAO NI DOESN''T SHARE FOOD!" They heard Xiao Ni bickering with Xiao Zhan, who tried to steal her KFC bucket. Childish.


    "And a bunch of Mafia inside," Xia Sha chuckles while glancing inside the living room. Guan Xian smiles and enjoys a period of silence between them.


    Both have the same thought and waiting for the other side to bring it up first. Xia Sha waited, but her curiosity got the best out of her. Gazing away to the beautiful metropolitan Capital City buried in snow, she leaned in toward him and probed subtly.


    "Are you angry?"


    It is a weird question to ask, especially when Guan Xian acted cheerfully and all smile.


    But her question is not baseless. She does felt guilty, and it makes her nervous now when Guan Xian stared at her with an unfazed smile.


    "Should I be angry?" he asked back.


    "Don''t you felt betrayed?"


    "Because you call Xiao Zhan when you feel sad?" He shook his head and surprisingly look wise and mature.


    "You call him because you felt comfortable sharing your misery with him. Why should I get angry because of that? It''s not like you are cheating. He is there for you as a friend, not a pursuer."


    Xia Sha looks at him with slight confusion.


    "I would be angry if you do that to me," she confessed honestly.


    The thought of him partying with his friend has freaked her out. How can she acted calm and composed like Guan Xian if she were standing in his shoes right now?


    "I knew. You almost burn me to death with your cold voice before. Sound like you are having a lot of fun there. Partying with your mafia friends?" He imitated Xia Sha''s voice and tone when he called her in the restaurant.


    "Shut up," she snarls.


    Xia Sha, who just teased were embarrassed. She wanted to retrieve her hand but was unable to move it. Guan Xian chuckles as he pulls her closer to his side.


    "Have I told you how much I enjoy making you angry?"


    "..." So straightforward.


    "You did not tell me, but your action speaks loud enough."


    Wrapped her shoulder around his arm, he stops playing around and get serious. Xia Sha watched his adam''s apple wobble up and down before his deep voice rang through the night.


    "I might felt sadden, a little. But I understand why you call Xiao Zhan instead of me. It only saddened me that I can''t be there for you when it happens in the past,"


    There is a trace of helplessness in his voice, but he sounds sincere. It softens Xia Sha''s heart and mind.


    Guan Xian understands that what she needed the most at that time is comfort. And if that comfort did not come from him as her boyfriend. But from Xiao Zhan, a friend who happens to know every detail of what happens to Xia Sha when her parent''s divorce, that is okay.


    "Sometimes it''s irking when people show their concern. It doesn''t necessarily mean the attention they give is a bad thing. No. But when something bad happens to you, you need a space to think and be alone."


    "Hm. I remember the gaze when my parents divorced stated to blew up. They rushed to asked my condition to show that they care. But I was irritated to answer." Xia Sha subconsciously reveals her little secret that she kept inside. Guan Xian smiles and agreeing with her statement, he added.


    "I hate answering people''s question the most when I have a problem I can''t solve."


    "Yeah."


    "Yeah."


    There is a long silence between them, but Xia Sha did not felt awkward at all. Instead, she felt calm under his embrace, and subconsciously rested her head on his chest.


    She did not realize how Guan Xian''s heartbeat increased significantly, and his body turns stiff. She is his shoulder tall. He only needs to lower his head to smell fragrant that he believes comes from Xia Sha''s hair.


    He only people who get addicted to smells of gasoline or marker sometimes. But he never knew people could get addicted to hair!


    He is trying to smell her hair again, but she has turned away to look at him intently. He loses the fragrant but gained a breathtaking view of her beautiful eyes instead. He smiles, waiting for her nervous words.


    "I- I''m sorry. I don''t think I can''t play it fair with you. You trust me enough to let me confide with a man who has a feeling for me. Meanwhile, I can''t even trust you..."


    Some words are needed to be said before it suffocated you. It''s the same value as if you don''t get it off your chest, You will never be able to breathe.


    Xia Sha felt she need to tell Guan Xian the truth about her. She did not want to hide her wounds and keep them to herself. She tried to hide it from Ling Guang. Appearing like a Wonderwoman with no weakness.


    It did not work out.


    And she needly wanted this relationship to work out with Guan Xian. She doesn''t want to lose him. For the second time, she felt that frustrating feeling rushing back.


    The feeling she tried with all her might to avoid.


    Fear of losing him.


    "I understand, it''s alright. We will work on it slowly,"


    Endless warmness and patience are coming from his solemn face. Xia Sha is stunned, especially when those dark brown eyes are staring at her so dearly.


    She wanted to deny this, but she can''t.


    She felt loved by him.


    It felt so addicting, and she wanted him to fill the same. She also wanted him to felt the same. She wanted him to felt how she loves him. And for that, she needs to trust him.


    "It''s going to be tiring for you," she suddenly said when his face is three centimeters away from her. He blinked and rolled his tongue out to moisten his dried lips.


    Xia Sha watched and suddenly felt her cheek burning hot. There is something sensual about his gesture. She is suddenly aware of how close they stand to each other.


    She tried to take a step back, but once again, Guan Xian did not let her do as she wanted. His strong arm circled her waist as he whispered to her ears.


    "It''s going to be tiring, but relationship it''s all about hard work, isn''t it?" He smiles enchanted Xia Sha one more time. She holds her breath because she agreed with him.


    Another point is that she needs to hold her breath because he has put his lips against her and slowly sucking all her stock of oxygent.


    Under the moonlight, they kissed.


    ***


    BTS


    The mafia in the living room POV


    Zheng Shuang: [whispering to Kai Xin] Damn these two single dog abuser! Look at the balcony!


    Xiao Ni: [Who accidentally heard Zheng Shuang] Quick averted Xiao Zhan''s attention!


    Kai Xin: Right! Pitiful Xiao Zhan...


    Fu Qun: ...


    Tang Yu Bin: Yes! another treat and more free time in the company!


    Xiao Zhan, who got dragged by Xiao Ni''s shadow bodyguard: (?)


    The Bodyguard: -.-

 Chapter 116 - FOMO B*tch

    Turn out The Guan will head out to Italy after celebrating Christmas. Guan Xian lied just for the surprise. He does ask Xia Sha to join the family vacation and Christmas celebration, but Xia Sha gently refuses him. Although reluctant, he did not persist Xia Sha.


    These days, Xia Sha has become very productive. She goes to work at noon and sweet date at night. Though silly Guan Xian always tried to make her annoyed now and then, she always looking forward to their date.


    Aside from Bright Company acquisitions, she needs to prepare a land bid. The Futuria Hotel needs to build in the most strategic location. Xia Sha herself is aiming for the land on A street.


    It''s a little bit complicated since the government owned the land. So she needs to prepare a proposal for the government or even collaborated with them. Guan Xian offer help, but as usual. Xia Sha refused his hand.


    She targeted the proposal to be finished before the winter holiday in January. Xiao Zhan agreed this time. So the meeting room becomes Futuria team basecamp for the following weeks.


    Christmas comes in the blink of the eyes. Xia Sha has decided to spend some time with Xia Qi Feng at noon and night with her mother. Ever since she saw him almost crying while bidding goodbye to her mother, she grew empathetic toward Xia Qi Feng.


    It''s kind of ironic, somehow, since he marries Pang Ze Tian while her mother decided not to remarry. Yet, he looks lonelier while her mother looks happy and content with her life.


    It''s like Xia Qi Feng is the source of her trouble.


    It''s been a while since she steps into this hellish manor. She wonders what has happened to these people ever since aunty Bai left. She is quite sure the bomb she planted is tickling now.


    "Here we go again," she murmured at the white door of Xia Manor.


    She pressed the bell button with a confident and faint smile. It doesn''t take a long time for the house assistant to welcomed and open the door for her.


    "Miss-Miss.Xia, welcome," she sounds scared and nervous when Xia Sha looks at her.


    Xia Sha did not recognize this new face. She must be Pang Ze Tian''s new underlings. Xia Sha decided to show a little smile as she steps into the manor.


    "Where are Pang Ze Tian and the other lodger?"


    Xia Sha did not remove her coat even when the maid offer to hang her winter coat. She stands still in front of the house with a sly smile.


    "That, Madame and young mistress are having a party upstairs," the maid answer timidly.


    "Ah, must be on my biggest room on the third floor, isn''t it?"


    The maid nodded her head with wonder. Why is she smiling so bright as if she has caught something so exciting? Xia Sha is emitting a strong aura that makes her hair raised.


    Xia Sha immediately went upstairs, half running after the maid confirmed her guess. Without batting an eyelid, she opens wide the room with an eyebrow raised.


    "Ah, the ugly Goldilock is celebrating Christmas in my house, as expected from second wive. Don''t you have anywhere to go?"


    Gasp!


    "X-Xia Sh, what are you doing here?"


    Pang Ze Tian is surprised by Xia Sha''s sudden appearance. She glances at the party she is holding and turns pale instantly.


    When Xia Sha lives here, she makes a big fuss, and Pang Ze Tian dares not to hold a party with her friends. Even when Xia Sha left, she still has to deal with Aunty Bai. So she could only hold a party recently.


    After suffocating for so long, she finally breathed. Why is this little monster coming back?!


    "This is my home still. Why can''t I come back?" Xia Sha answered nonchalantly, approaching Pang Ze Tian and stand beside her.


    "B-But." Pang Ze Tian is speechless.


    "Why? Did I miss something here?"


    She spares no glance at Pang Ze Tian''s guest. It''s a bunch of second wives or even a mistress. She is afraid she would vomit before she got Pang Ze Tian under her palm.


    "There is nothing-"


    "You have a party at my house. Why didn''t I get the notice? Step-mother, have you been well?"


    "I''ve been well.," Pang Ze Tian was rendered helpless once she sees Xia Sha''s sly smile. She holds into her skirt and keeps her distance from Xia Sha.


    She hasn''t recovered from Xia Sha''s push and abuse that night. What most, she still dreams of the gaze she got from people that night. She did not want to lose another face in front of her friend.


    Xia Sha smile at her reaction. She did not know annoyed Pang Ze Tian could be this fun. I this why Guan Xian irritated people all the time? She seems to understand his excitement now.


    "Good thing that you''ve been well. Managing this house alone must be tiring-"


    "No, it''s not tiring at all. Don''t worry," Pang Ze Tian quickly cut Xia Sha''s sentence.


    "I''m not done talking. Why did you look so terrified?" Xia Sha chuckles genuinely. She looks at Pang Ze Tian as if she is her favorite toy right now. It''s terrifying.


    Before Pang Ze Tian could move, Xia Sha grasped her wrist and harshly pulled Pang Ze Tian. Her body bounced forward, she almost fell, but Xia Sha holds her firmly.


    "I was saying, is it hard to manage this house with my mother''s portrait watching you from the wall?" she whispered to Pang Ze Tian''s ear calmly.


    Not only rubbing salt on her wound, but Xia Sha has also stepped on it. Pang Ze Tian could not stop her heart from aching from the pain when she mentions Shen Xia Fei''s portrait.


    Before, it was Xia Sha that against changing the family portrait. Pang Ze Tian did not mind when Xia Qi Feng chooses to granted Xia Sha''s wish. He acts like it''s not a matter.


    But Xia Sha and Aunty Bai had gone. Pang Ze Tian wanted to bring the portrait down, but Xia Qi Feng erupted like a volcano when she did.


    "This is my house, not yours! Don''t change anything here. I wanted it the way that it is!"


    That word from Xia Qi Feng''s fierce mouth stabbed into her heart. A knife that she could never remove. Her eyes darkened as she stood on her ground still.


    "This is not your house anymore," she gritted her teeth at Xia Sha. Xia Sha narrowed her eyes and frowned a bit. Because Xia Sha said nothing, Pang Ze Tian pulls out her courage to irked Xia Sha.


    "Your father divorce your mother to marry me. Even if he loves you because you are his only daughter, she loves me to divorce your mother," she smirked.


    The frown on Xia Sha''s face deepens before she burst into laughter. She looks at Pang Ze Tian as if she is a clown.


    "Ahh, what a funny joke. But don''t you feel this room is a little bit hot?" She said with a loud voice so everyone could see her next moves.


    Pang Ze Tian turn wary. She is about to say something when Xia Sha coats fly over someone on the seat. Pang Ze Tian and the other guest gasped when they see who Xia Sha attacked.


    "Oops, I did not see you there," Xia Sha pretends to be sorry. She ignored that person''s state and looked back at Pang Ze Tian.


    "Aunty, please get your fact straight. My father did not divorce my mother for you. But my father marry you because-"


    "B*TCH! I WILL KILL YOU!!!!"


    Before Xia Sha could finish her sentence, she felt someone threw herself at her and slapped her face hard. She opens her eyes wide and finds Xia Xiang is sitting on her stomach began to hit her like crazy.


    Xia Sha manages to dodge mostly her hit, but Xia Xiang remains to hit her like crazy. Then she began to bite and even choked Xia Sha that lie on the floor.


    "AHHH! GET OFF ME!" Xia Sha fought back and tried to pry her hand from her neck.


    "YOU WISH! I WILL KILL YOU!" Xia Xiang screams at her face. Xia Xiang''s eyes were red, as red as Xia Sha''s face who lack oxygent.


    Pang Ze Tian see this and quickly tried to help Xia Sha. No matter how she also wanted to kick this little monster away, she couldn''t let people see Xia Xiang kill Xia Sha!


    "UGH! YOU PSYCHO!" Xia Sha uses the strength left to slapped Xia Xiang back. Xia Xiang felt the burning pain on her cheek began to go mad again. She pushed Pang Ze Tian away from their fight and focusing on choking Xia Sha again.


    "YOU ARE PSYCHO! YOU NEED TO FIND A DOCTOR! YOU FATHER HAS DIVORCED YOUR MOTHER GET OVER WITH IT! YOU NEED TO DEAL WITH FOMO YOU B*TCH!"


    "UGH..ARHHK.." Xia Sha could not speak because Xia Xiang tightened her neck. Her leg is kicking in the air.


    "XIA XIANG! STOP! ENOUGH! YOU ARE GOING TO KILL HER!" Pang Ze Tian screams in horror.


    "NO! I WILL KILL THIS ANNOYING B*TCH TODAY. I''VE ENOUGH!" Xia Xiang yelled back.


    Xia Sha has lost most of her power, but she could effort to smirked and look at Xia Xiang with those mocking gaze Xia Xiang hated the most in the world.


    "Fool," she whispered.


    Xia Xiang did not know what Xia Sha meant by that, but she does come to sense the exact next second.


    "WHAT THE F*CK ARE YOU DOING TO MY DAUGHTER?!" someone screams in panic and anger as he strides forward to Xia Sha. Xia Sha recognizes those shiny black shoes and voice.


    The owner of that thunderous voice pushed Xia Xiang as if she weight nothing and hug Xia Sha''s body.


    Xia Sha''s vision turns blurry. Her eyes ball roll to the back. Xia Xiang look at her dying state and immediately froze in her position. Like she just realized what she has done to her stepsister.


    She could not believes what just happen, especially when Xia Sha closed her eyes and fainted.

 Chapter 117 - Im The One With A Bigger Heart

    Xia Sha did not know what happens when she passed out. When she woke up, she found herself lying in her old bedroom. Her room is clean, but she could not spot a slight change in her room.


    It put her in a slightly better mood.


    The first thing she did when she woke up is searching for her phone in her skirt pocket. She opens Guan Xian''s contact and sends him a message.


    XS: Situation clear.


    XS: Come in five minutes.


    Only when she locks her phone and sees her reflection through the black screen, she remember what Xia Xiang has done.


    "That crazy bitch," she mumbles while running to the mirror and check her wound. She looked at the poor pretty face in the mirror and sighed.


    Her left cheek has a print of a hand. There are stretches all over her neck and hand. Below her red sweater, Xia Xiang left a red patch on her stomach. And more importantly, her lips somehow bleed.


    "She is surely an elephant," she gritted her teeth while holding the pain.


    No matter how good the outcome, hurting herself like this is not worth the gain. Xia Sha takes some notes to bring a bodyguard next time she wanted to irritate Xia Xiang.


    After cursing Xia Xiang for a while, she got tired and return to her bed. She checks for the second time and finds Guan Xian has answered her message. A wicked smile appears on her face.


    Daredevil: Report to 1004. Copy that *wink*


    Daredevil: Driveway away.


    XS: Wait, let me spice things up downstairs.


    With a message from Guan Xian, she jumped out of her bed. Groan when she felt the pain in her stomach and practically run to downstairs.


    Only when Xia Qi Feng glace at her on the stairway, she slowed her pace.


    "I put you to rest. Why did you go downstairs?" Xia Qi Feng sounds worried. It''s also shown through his action where he picked up Xia Sha and helped her sit on the sofa.


    "I come to spend time with you. I could sleep all day in Shen''s residence," she sounds nonchalant, but her sentence has softened Xia Qi Feng''s heart.


    Xia Qi Feng looks at Xia Sha''s usually impeccable face and got stressed when he a big handprint on her cheek. Once again, his anger rose.


    Pang Ze Tian has lowered her face the whole time. She dare not even to sit on the couch. Next to her is Xia Xiang, who is biting her lips not to let her sob escape from her mouth.


    When Xia Qi Feng turned her body toward them, their body jolted. Xia Sha raised her eyebrow then quickly relaxed her muscle. Damn, it''s hurt. She can''t even show a sarcastic smile.


    It''s a loss! Truly a loss. Guan Xiao Ni would joke out of her if she saw her beaten to blue by Xia Xiang like this.


    Sigh- what a shame she needs to stack her beautiful face like this. She did not felt happy even when she sees pair of shameless mother and daughter in this state.


    But thinking of what she planned with her Clyde, she needs to endure. She needs to be patient~


    "Xia Xiang, look at what you''ve done to your sister!" Xia Qi Feng said coldly, glaring at Xia Xiang with an unfriendly gaze.


    "Not my sister," Xia Sha answered almost instantly.


    She keep telling her mind to endure, but when Xia Qi Feng wanted to associate Xia Xiang as her step-sister, she could not help herself. Perhaps because she is too engrossed, or it''s always been that way on her mind, those words come out naturally.


    Because of that, she also received a glare from Xia Qi Feng. She pouted, and Xia Qi Feng sighed.


    "Xia Xiang, do you have anything to say to Xia Sha?" Xia Qi Feng calmed himself and tried to be a good father for both of her daughters.


    Xia Sha raised her head to checked the clock. She passed out for three hours. Xia Qi Feng must be tired of shouting for hours that he appears calmer now.


    Hmm, Xia Qi Feng has turned old. He has lost his vigor. His anger usually lasted for five hours. Well, it might be because he does have some father affection for Xia Xiang, or these two green tea b*tch had twisted some facts when she passed out.


    Xia Xiang wipe her tears away. Her legs are trembling as she rubs her foot together, creating nervous and pitiful images. Xia Sha rolled her eyes and waited for her to open her mouth.


    "Sis- Xia Sha, I''m sorry for losing my temper. It''s because I cannot stand you keep degrading my mother. Yesterday you ripped her shirt and pushed her to the ground. She got injured. Before she healed, you''ve come and humiliated her again. I- I- hisk," She began to sobbed and covered her face with her hand.


    Pang Ze Tian went along with her acting, pulling her into a hug and patted her back.


    "It''s okay. Mommy is okay. However, You shouldn''t do that to Xia Sha. She is your father''s daughter. Even though she did not want to acknowledges us, it doesn''t mean you can hurt her like that."


    "..."


    Well played these two idiots. Xia Qi Feng began to look at Xia Sha with cryptic helplessness. Inside her imagination, she has mouthed b*tch to their back.


    Endure, Endure. Xia Sha told herself that she needs to endure to see a better ending.


    "Well, of course, I accepted your apologies, although you''ve almost disfigured me. Harm me. Kill me even,"


    Xia Sha did not hesitate to remind Xia Qi Feng that she almost got killed. She deliberately stretched her neck to show the stretches all over her neck as evidence.


    "Your mother knew I don''t like her but still coming to my birthday. No one invites her, so I don''t think I need to welcome her into my private party with my BIOLOGICAL mother and father. But she persisted, so I chased her away."


    Pang Ze Tian gnashed her teeth. When did she ever persist? She clearly only said two words that night. She only said ''You'' and "Xia Sha!''


    She humiliated and chased her away before she even does anything!


    The little monster -as known as Xia Sha- is faking her sadness right now. She looks at her father sorrowly.


    "I apologize to aunty and Xia Xiang for not wanting an outsider on my private birthday party. But what can I do? It''s private," She pouted her lips to Xia Qi Feng.


    Xia Qi Feng''s heart got tender all over again. He hoped for Xia Sha to be tough and accepted the situation. But he always gets guilty when it comes to celebrating Xia Sha''s birthday.


    He threw a lavish party and bought everything Xia Sha wanted on her special day. But he never granted her the biggest wish since he divorces Shen Xia Fei.


    He could not bring himself to face the pain and loss every time he sees Shen Xia Fei. Thus he turns deaf and blind to Xia Sha''s request to invite Shen Xia Fei. Even over a simple dinner.


    This year, however, a young fellow has convinced his heart to prepared his precious daughter''s birthday with Shen Xia Fei. His words, although he knew it''s filled with sweet nothing, but have deeply changed his mind.


    But he can imagine the chaos if Pang Ze Tian comes that night. Shen Xia Fei will leave, and Xia Sha will be angry at him again. He would also felt unhappy.


    It''s been a long time since he could be civil with Xia Sha again. He has come to the point where she visits him on Christmas. He did not want his daughter to hate him again.


    Clearing his throat, he decided to make this matter clear for everyone.


    "Pang Ze Tian, if Xia Sha should apologize, then maybe I should also apologize. I initiated the dinner, and it''s really private to celebrate Xia Sha''s dinner. I think it''s only fair since she also never attended your or Xia Xiang''s birthday."


    "..."


    Pang Ze Tian could not say anything to reply. So she could only play the considerate wife and nod her head weakly. Xia Sha secretly scoffed and changed the point.


    "Anyway, I did not come here to humiliate your mother. I come here in peace to have spent Christmas day with my father. But considering I''m the one with a bigger heart and forgive you,"


    Xia Xiang and Pang Ze Tian, even Xia Qi Feng could not believe their ears. What did she just say? forgive?


    Starring at Xia Sha''s smile and grin, the three of them, and all the maid that know Xia Sha before losing their words.


    Forgive? Xia Sha never forgives, for the fact that she accepted to forgives means she NEED to forgive because she has something planned.


    Xia Xiang''s heart raced as she observed Xia Sha''s every micro expression. She needs to be prepared before this b*tch attack her again. This time she has made big mistakes and lose her innocent reputation in Xia Qi Feng''s eyes.


    She did not want to make another mistake and got threw out of this amazing manor. At least, not until she finds a better one.


    ***


    Flash stories


    Xia Qi Feng is surprised when Guan Xian secretly comes to his office and ask for his time. What makes him went speechless is he suddenly beg him to prepare for Xia Sha''s birthday.


    "Uncle, you don''t have to do anything. I''ve reserved the place and everything. You only need to attend. Please."


    "But, me and Xia Sha''s mother is not in a good place. She won''t agree to this."


    "Don''t worry. I will also beg Aunty to come."


    "Sigh. Guan Xian, I don''t think this is possible. I-"


    "Uncle, Even though you''ve lost your most precious, but there is one left on your side. Please, love and take care of her like you will do if you could rewind the time. That''s a way you won''t have regrets in your old days. After all, Xia Sha is the living evidence of your love for her..."


    Xia Qi Feng ponders for a long time before,


    "Okay, Let me make the restaurant reservation."

 Chapter 118 - He Is Our Extended Family

    "Aunty, you don''t believe that I come in peace?" She deliberately asked Pang Ze Tian with an innocent smile.


    "I did not come here to make a trouble," she added with little mumbles that make Pang Ze Tian seethe.


    Did not come to make trouble, then what is this whole fight?


    Xia Qi Feng knows Xia Sha''s mischievous smiles too well.


    "I don''t want to see any more violence in this house," Xia Qi Feng said sternly.


    "Considering you also beat Xia Xiang out of the blue a few months ago. Why don''t we put this to an end and stop this fight, can you?" Xia Qi Feng said in please intonation to both Xia Sha and Xia Xiang. But mostly to Xia Sha.


    "I''m sorry, but no. I punch Xia Xiang because she touches my prom dress. It''s something precious to me. I can see how is this," She pointed at her face and smiled sarcastically, "Happen because of that," she glace at Pang Ze Tian.


    "My mother is-"


    "I don''t even do anything to them," She cut in before Xia Xiang could defend herself. Pang Ze Tian curled her hand into a fist. She is trying so hard to surpass the anger that filled her chest.


    Pang Ze Tian feels that playing nice and pretend to be dumb Xia Sha is even worse than the sharp-tongued Xia Sha. She at agitating Xia Qi Feng with her sarcastic remark. That way, at least she annoyed everyone equally.


    But right now, Xia Qi Feng did not even raise his eyebrow at Xia Sha. It''s so irritating. No wonder her precious daughter could not hold herself and stride forward to choke her before.


    She could not believe there is a day that she will say this. But Xia Xiang is lucky Xia Sha has punched her before. Before, when she looks Xia Sha''s bruised face, she felt terrified. However, now there is some satisfaction.


    ''You deserve it!'' she wanted to say it to her face, pity, she could never dare to do that.


    Xia Sha sees the hatred gaze Pang Ze Tian has given her secretly. She raised her eyebrow mockingly. You only don''t know what I planned for you.


    If she did not calm herself with a better image of pushing Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang down to the cliff, she would be this calm today. She will start mentioning reputation and make Xia Qi Feng loathe this pair of mother and daughter.


    Step-sister abuse the main daughter. If these words got out, where should Xia Qi Feng put his face?


    "ANYWAY. Because it''s Christmas and because she has stolen loads more of things from me anyway," Xia Sha roll her eyes with a fake kind gesture, "I decided to bought all of you a present!"


    "You bought a present?" Xia Qi Feng sounds delighted.


    "You don''t have to do that," Pang Ze Tian frowned. She did not like where is this going. Her fake smile, fake kindness, her forgiveness only make her felt uncomfortable and wary.


    "I bought your present two weeks ago. It''s all in my car. I was so excited to meet you that I forgot to bring it out," Xia Sha dare not to make a big gesture because her body is hurting. Thinking about this, she needs to make today''s worth her pain.


    Facing their disbelief looks, Xia Sha shows a small smile and asked someone to bring the present she bought.


    There are ten gifts on the table. Xia Sha sorts things out, take out the smallest box from the pack and give it to Xia Qi Feng.


    "Dad, this is for you," she presents it with a big grin.


    Xia Qi Feng received his gift with a warm smile. Indeed, a daughter is a father''s soft spot. With a lovely act like now, Xia Qi Feng has easily forgotten all the trouble Xia Sha made.


    Pang Ze Tian gritted her teeth secretly. She and Xia Xiang''s position in this house are in danger. The more Xia Sha makes Xia Qi Feng happy, the more disadvantaged they become.


    Naturally, Xia Xiang also realized this problem.


    She lowered her gaze and reflected on herself. When Xia Sha took a box and put it in her hand forcefully, she bites her tongue and fakes her tears.


    "Xia Sha, I''m so-"


    She prepared to apologize again to Xia Sha to repair her reputation in Xia Qi Feng''s heart, but Xia Sha shone her out by saying,


    "I choose this carefully, even got Guan Xian help. Don''t be courteous and accept this gift."


    Xia Xiang almost dropped the box in anger if she could not control herself. Her jaw clenched together as her heart burns in jealousy. Xia Sha is staring at her while she glances back in hidden rebellion.


    Xia Sha smirked at her reaction. So it''s true, this stupid girl has some ideas at Guan Xian. What a shame, her intention is not received by the other party.


    Guan Xian that jerk, he is black-bellied behind all his friendly gesture. He confessed that Xia Xiang might have a feeling for him because he invites them to lunch once. Forsakes of obtaining file she will need from Meng Ran.


    "Thank You, Xia Sha," she said with a trembling body.


    Xia Sha nonchalantly nods her head and distributes more gifts for some of the maids in the manor. The atmosphere in the Xia manor unexpectedly turns warm and happy since Xia Sha becomes a Santa Clause.


    The only people who keep her fake smile is Pang Ze Tian. While everyone is holding a gift, her hand reminds empty. She holds the embarrassment and tried to act normal.


    Xia Xiang looks at how Xia Sha treated her mother and saw the opportunity to attack Xia Sha. She put the gift sideways and went to hug her mother''s arm.


    "Xia Sha, I knew you could never accept both of us. I''m glad that you give me a Christmas gift, but my mother did get one. I wouldn''t accept your gift," She said in a low voice, slightly frightened and trembling.


    Xia Sha smiles a little and lets her carry on her act longer.


    ''Go, say more things that corner me around. Portray me as the bad guy!'' Xia Sha rooted for Xia Xiang inside her heart.


    "Xia Xiang, you don''t have to be like this. Xia Sha has prepared a gift. It''s goodwill. You shall not refuse it," Pang Ze Tian played the understanding mother role.


    "No, Mom. As Xia Sha stand and protected her mother, I also wanted to protect you like that." She shows a polite smile, but Xia Sha caught her smirking in her direction.


    "Nonsense. Husband, please forgive this child," Pang Ze Tian panicked and look at Xia Qi Feng timidly.


    "Father, please forgive me. It just that I felt sorry for my mom. She will be the one who accompanied you till death, but she got victimized over and over again. I understand that I might make you unhappy right now, but I think I need to stand on my mother''s side."


    Xia Sha''s words were unexpectedly sharp, but she wrapped it nicely with red eyes and a pitiful face. In one movement, she had criticized Pang Ze Tian for letting Xia Sha step on someone who will accompany him till ''death'' do them apart.


    Xia Qi Feng look at Xia Xiang with an unfathomable expression.


    Xia Sha scoffed secretly. She did not know whether Xia Xiang has gained sympathy or inviting a calamity. But the stinging pain on her cheek is yelling for payback.


    "Xia Xiang, you''ve misunderstood me!" Xia Sha''s eyes flare up, enlightening her surprised face.


    Xia Xiang and Pang Ze Tian pressed their lips into a thin line. They are wondering whatever plan Xia Sha has on her mind and poisonous words from her tongue.


    "Aunty is dear for me. Of course, I prepared a special Christmas gift for her. So special that I couldn''t put it on the box," she smiled and grabbed Pang Ze Tian''s hand.


    "Instead, this gift is so special that it could also be Xia Xiang''s second gift. Once again, I prepared it with Guan Xian," she provoked Xia Xiang again.


    Pang Ze Tian''s furrowed her eyebrow and frowned. Xia Sha is acting very strange, and it scared the shit out of her. She tells herself to be calm and look composed. No matter what she plans, as long as Xia Qi Feng is here, he wouldn''t let things went too far.


    No matter what, she is still his wife. And looking at Xia Qi Feng''s expressionless face right now, she knew Xia Qi Feng is ready to stop Xia Sha if she does something bad.


    "Xia Sha, you are grown up now. I don''t want to see your prank again." He clears his throat and quietly reminds Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha froze in front of Pang Ze Tian. The forced smile constantly lingers on her pretty face as she turned to Xia Qi Feng.


    "Oh, don''t worry, Dad. I told you, I only want to spend time and have a nice Christmas lunch with you before I head to mom''s."


    Xia Qi Feng nodded and looked more relaxed now. But it makes Pang Ze Tian even more guarded.


    "Xia Sha, don''t trouble yourself. I knew you don''t like me. You don''t have to give me anything," she said straightforwardly.


    Xia Sha chuckled a little and shook her head as if that is the funniest jokes she ever heard.


    "Aunty, your joke got better. Here, here, since you can not wait for your present, I will invite your present," she grins and looks in the direction of the door.


    "That is not a joke," Pang Ze Tian frowned. Xia Sha patted her hand several times like a vitreous daughter and reassured her. That is also the time when they heard a loud knock outside the door.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and clapped her hand excitedly.


    "Aunty! Your present has arrived," she said and busily gestured a maid to open the door. Xia Qi Feng look at Xia Sha suspiciously, wondering what did she up to this time.


    All of them look at the door with mixed feelings. Xia Qi Feng looked curious. Xia Xiang looked expecting with great wariness while Pang Ze Tian just knew she would be in trouble the next second.


    The maid did her job and opened the door for them. However, when the door reveals a man with a box of gifts in his hand, no one said a thing.


    Xia Sha watched Pang Ze Tian lose the color of her face beside her smiling brightly. It''s a smile that makes Xia Xiang shivered.


    The man standing at the door waved his hand to Pang Ze Tian. He looks awkward because Pang Ze Tian seems unhappy with his arrival.


    "Dad, Xia Xiang, I invited Uncle He to join our Christmas lunch today. You don''t mind, right? After all, he is our extended family," she smirked.


    Xia Sha looks at Xia Xiang, Who still figuring out what Xia Sha''s wicked plan is.. Xia Sha pokes her arm, "Xia Xiang, please welcome your dad inside."

 Chapter 119 - What Are You Planning Again?

    Xia Xia was astonished. She looks at the man wearing a worn checkered shirt and gored pants. He has sharp features. He is almost as tall as Xia Qi Feng. He aged-well despite the dark eye bag below his eyes.


    His appearance is above average, but his composure and clothes make him look unfitted with this lavish manor.


    Xia Xiang could not believe her eyes and Xia Sha''s words.


    This man, this is her father?


    The man awkwardly smiles at her as Xia Sha rush to invite him to the house. Xia Qi Feng is raising one of his eyebrows to Pang Ze Tian, while Pang Ze Tian looks rigid.


    Xia Xiang stares at Xia Sha sullenly. That beautiful face she almost ruined is smiling slyly at her. Engulfed with her hatred, she looked away from Xia Sha.


    However, from Mr. He''s point of view, Xia Xiang refused to look at him. He is stunned quietly. He starts pondering either his decision to come today is the right move?


    "Mr. Xia, nice to meet you. I hope I didn''t disturb anything by coming today," Mr.He said politely, extending his hand and offer a handshake to Xia Qi Feng.


    "No, as Xia Sha said, we will only have a family lunch. Nothing formal. You are Xia Xiang''s father. You are welcome to join. Rather, I felt like my daughter has disturbed your time. Please forgive her," Xia Qi Feng accepts his hand.


    "Oh! Definitely no. Instead, I''m grateful to Xia Sha for this opportunity. I-," He glances at Xia Xiang with longing eyes and swallows back his words. Xia Xiang is looking back at Mr.He with curious eyes.


    Xia Sha smirked when she saw the little family changes of expression. But her favorite must be Pang Ze Tian''s face that has turned as dark as the bottom of the pot.


    "Aunty, why don''t you say anything?" Xia Sha smiles sweetly at her stepmother. She raised one of her eyebrows, looking smug as if her words are mockery for Pang Ze Tian.


    Pang Ze Tian had stood still on her spot from before. She did not even glance back to Xia Qi Feng, who keep observing their interaction. Initially, she wanted to pretend that she doesn''t remember this man, her ex-husband.


    With He Jin Nan''s gentle nature, he will felt uncomfortable and find a way out himself. But Xia Sha has narrated such a wholesome description. She couldn''t play the forget card anymore.


    Gritting her teeth, she has no option to force a smile and interact with He Jin Nan, this man.


    "Mr.He, long time no see."


    He Jin Nan looks surprised and uncomfortable at the same time. They have a daughter together, and yet she is calling him with mister?


    "Hahaha, Uncle, I''ve told you before. Auntie''s sense of humor got worsen each day," Xia Sha said to He Jin Nan before she turns to Pang Ze Tian.


    "Aunty? He is your ex-husband. You once promised to spend your lives with him, till death do you apart. This joke-ah, too cold," Xia Sha''s eyes twinkled as she looks satisfied.


    Xia Qi Feng sees Pang Ze Tian''s face turned darker and darker. He glances slightly at Xia Sha.


    ''What are you planning again?'' Xia Sha translated Xia Qi Feng''s wondering gaze into words.


    Although he is too lazy to bother with Xia Sha''s game, he still needs to protect Pang Ze Tian''s dignity. Did not care about Pang Ze Tian''s past or whatsoever, but since the other party is his wife in law, and the other is her ex-husband, he still needs to pay attention.


    ''Trouble,'' she replied with a sheepish smile.


    ''Please leave some face for your father,'' Xia Qi Feng shook his head helplessly before returning his gaze to Mr.He. It''s only a split of a second, but Xia Qi Feng knew that Mr.He is stealing glances at Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang.


    Xia Qi Feng chooses to be indifferent. He asked the maid to prepare the table for lunch and invite Mr.He to the dining room. Xia Sha is the most excited as she walks to the long dining table. She chooses her usual chair, on Xia Qi Feng''s diagonally left side.


    Xia Xiang, who used to sit on Xia Qi Feng''s left side while Xia Sha is away, was taken back when Xia Sha reclaims her seat. She stoically walked to the chair beside her mother.


    Thus, Mr.He ends up sitting beside Xia Sha.


    "Xia Sha, what happen to your hand?" He Jin Nan was shocked when he sees red bruised on Xia Sha''s hand. Xia Sha looks at her hand slightly glances at Xia Xiang across He Jin Nian.


    "I''ve accident before. Don''t worry about me, Uncle," Xia Sha grin and give him a reassuring look. Xia Xiang fidgeting her nails while lowering her head.


    "Are you sure?" He Jin Nan hesitate. He did not know why he looks at Xia Qi Feng while asking about Xia Sha''s condition. As if he were suspecting Xia Qi Feng.


    This man could not even protect his daughter. Or somehow abused her, How could he believe Xia Xiang is safe here?


    Xia Qi Feng''s face grew colder. Does he doubt his abilities to take care of his daughter? His daughter that acts the same as him? Except for her looks, she is the carbon copy of him!


    Would he ever hurt the little version of him?


    But looking at Xia Sha''s pitiful states right now, he boils in anger. Damn it, how can he let this happen under his roof. If only he got home from the office faster after Xia Sha sends him a message!


    "Mr. He, Don''t worry. There is something unexpected happen today. This matter is private. I couldn''t share it with you," Xia Qi Feng said with his frosty face.


    The room temperature drops and things got awkward on the table. But it''s heating up below. Xia Xiang could not control the jealousy inside her heart when everyone is so focused on Xia Sha.


    She can''t understand what is so special about her?


    Xia Qi Feng has given her an earful today. He almost threw her out of the house after Xia Sha passed out. If Pang Ze Tian did not mention how Xia Sha has beaten her too before, she should be on the road right now.


    She would lose the glorious surname that she always proudly brag.


    She understands Xia Qi Feng will never love her as much as she loves Xia Sha. It''s her biological daughter, but He Jin Nan?


    Isn''t he supposed to be her father? Why didn''t he initiate a conversation with her and care about Xia Sha instead?


    Xia Sha!


    She has Guan Xian, the man she likes. She has Xia Qi Feng''s love. She has everything that she wouldn''t even dare to dream of, but why did she still need to steal her father away from her?!


    The hatred of Xia Xiang''s little heart grows. She was so busy with her jealousy that she did not realize the food are served. Only when Pang Ze Tian gives a yellowtail fish on her plate, she looked up.


    "Xia Xiang, it''s your favorite yellowtail fish, eat more," Pang Ze Tian said calmly. Xia Xiang looks at her mother and slightly nods her head. It''s a little signal she made with Pang Ze Tian since the first time they arrived at this manor.


    Every time her mother said to eat more, she should pick Xia Qi Feng''s favorite dish and offer him some. Her expression turns softer as she weakly picked up a crispy roasted duck Xia Qi Feng like.


    A fair hand holding the chopstick appears very beautiful. She appears like a virtuous daughter as she put it on Xia Qi Feng''s plate.


    "Dad, it''s your favorite. Do eat more," she said with a hopeful face.


    In Xia Qi Feng''s mind, Xia Xiang is acting like this because she still felt guilty for beating Xia Sha. Although he is touched, with Xia Sha observing his every move, he dare not to upset Xia Sha.


    He nodded without replying anything, but then he moves the duck to Xia Sha''s plate and told her to eat more.


    "You are so thin. Eat more, didn''t you mother or Guan Xian feed you?"


    "Thin? Dad, I gained like a pig already!"


    Xia Xiang''s eyelashe trembles as she returns to her seat with a concealed sad face. Pang Ze Tian sees this and slightly frowns at Xia Qi Feng.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow at their one-way interaction. She is slightly pleased and happy as his father shows that he still has his mind. Looking at this piece of duck Xia Xiang gave, she smiles then picked it up with a clean chopstick and move it to He Jin Nan''s plate instead.


    "Uncle, I don''t eat duck. Did you want some?" Xia Sha titled her head to He Jing Nan. He Jin Nan did not know how to responded, he awkwardly nodded.


    Xia Sha smiles and then directed her eyes at Xia Xiang.


    "Xia Xiang, give your father some roasted duck too. Don''t be shy. It''s your father. We are family," she grins widely.


    Pang Ze Tian would lose all of her teeth because she has gritted her teeth all day. But with Xia Qi Feng seating on the head of the table, watching their every move after Xia Xiang make such a big mistake, she couldn''t say anything.


    So Xia Xiang picked some duck for He Jin Nan. Xia Sha was very satisfied with this. She deliberately picked up the same duck and put it on Xia Qi Feng''s plate. Then clap her hand like a happy child.


    "Wow, who knows we can move in sync? You with YOUR father and me with MY father. Amazing," Xia Sha gives her brightest smile to Xia Xiang.. It might be the first-ever time she smiles genuinely at her and the probably last time.

 Chapter 120 - Officer Dare Devil, Mission Complete!

    "Wow, who knows we can move in sync? You with YOUR father and me with MY father. Amazing," Xia Sha gives her brightest smile to Xia Xiang. It might be the first-ever time she smiles genuinely at her and the probably last time.


    "..." Xia Xiang did not know how to respond to Xia Sha''s sentences. She could only smile awkwardly at He Jin Nan, that looks at her intensely.


    "Thank you, Xia Xiang," He Jin Nan choked. He sounds happy and regretful at the same time.


    Xia Sha ponders for a while. How does it feel to call your daughter with another''s man surname? He Jin Nan probably felt devastated and uncomfortable.


    Towards He Jin Nan, Xia Sha did not have feelings for him. He is practically a stranger to her anyway. But she does respect He Jin Nan as a hardworking father.


    That is because she found that He Jin Nan still gave child support money to Pang Ze Tian. This fact probably go unnoticed by the other party. She ''earned'' a lot after she becomes the madam of the Xia family.


    But still, Xia Sha believes He Jin Nian is a responsible man for faithfully doing these things even though Pang Ze Tian never allow him to see Xia Xiang.


    Thinking back on how He Jin Nan is hesitating a lot when she invites her to this lunch, Pang Ze Tian must''ve said something to him before the divorce.


    The fact that Xia Xiang did not even recognize He Jin Nan and look at him with big curious eyes means Pang Ze Tian decides to disclose the relationship between father and daughter.


    "Xia Sha, do you like the food? We changed the chef not a while ago. I''m afraid you won''t like the taste," Pang Ze Tian wordy words sounds like declaring sovereignty for Xia Sha. Shame.


    Ck, this chicken live too long Phoneix''s den though she were a phoenix now. Laughable. Even if she wanted to forget her past, she couldn''t hide that she is still a chicken!


    "It''s okay. Aunty, don''t worry. I knew Chef Wan has resigned. He is living well in Shen''s residence now. Even if the food tastes awful, I won''t spit out to show my respect to you," Xia Sha smiles sweetly before turned to her father and sighed.


    It''s only a pity Xia Qi Feng has downgraded to this rate. She shook her head weakly.


    Xia Qi Feng: "?"


    Xia Qi Feng raised his eyebrow, couldn''t understand Xia Sha''s gesture. But upon hearing their family''s chef resigned only to apply for a job at Shen''s family, his heart turns uncomfortable. At the same time, he also felt willing.


    Xia Sha and Shen Xia Fei always love Chef Wan''s food. It''s a good thing if they could eat a lot.


    Pang Ze Tian listen to her words, and her face turned scornful. She secretly scoffed before shoving a random dish to her mouth carelessly. Maybe she has offended the goddess of fortune because she picks up a spicy chilly.


    Her eyes rounded before redness travels from her neck to her head. She stretched her neck and turned to Xia Qi Feng for help. Xia Qi Feng furrowed her eyebrow, "What? I don''t understand sign language," he frowned.


    Pang Ze Tian point at the water jar while Xia Qi Feng is guessing what she wanted. Xia Xiang decided to help her mother and move to pour water into her mother''s glass. But to everyone surprised, He Jin Nan has rushed to help Pang Ze Tian before everyone else.


    "Milk will help ease the burn," he even smiles at Pang Ze Tian.


    Pang Ze Tian was stunned. She takes the glass with milk in reluctance before sipping it slowly. He Jin Nan returns to his seat in a better mood. Xia Sha could felt radiant from his smiles.


    This ambiguous gesture should make Xia Qi Feng shows some reaction. But Xia Qi Feng sits there calmly, thanking He Jin Nan while looking nonchalant. He even looked disinterested while he calmly eats elegantly.


    "Mr.He, I meant, Uncle. What did you do for a living?" Xia Xiang suddenly asked with an interested tone. Although it could be offensive, with Xia Xiang''s curious face, it looks adorable in He Jin Nian''s eyes.


    He smiles and answered honestly.


    "I owned a supermarket. It''s not a big chain of a brand, but we have three chains over the capital city. But of course, I''m not as great as Mr.Xia," He Jin Nian smile shyly.


    "Mr.He is too polite. Five chains of supermarkets are not easy at all," Xia Qi Feng replied while keep adding a dish to Xia Sha''s plate. In there is pale of the small mountain formed in her plate.


    "..."


    Xia Sha wanted to complain, but she doesn''t want to make Xia Xiang stops her question. She calmly eats her food while observing Xia Xiang, Pang Ze Tian, and He Jin Nan''s interactions.


    "Then, you must live happily with your family," Xia Xiang asked with a rounded smile.


    Not bad. This young fellow has picked up a little bit of skill. Xia Sha would like to praise her only for today.


    "No. I did not get remarried."


    Pang Ze Tian''s expression is unreadable, while a burst of firework just exploded in Xia Xiang''s forehead. Xia Sha smiles again. Xia Xiang must felt happy her biological father is not poor and has a good nature.


    Xia Xiang and He Jin Nan carry on most of the conversation at the dining table afterward. Xia Sha and Xia Qi Feng sometimes would chime. The only one who went numb and lost his appetite is Pang Ze Tian.


    Xia Xiang, this stupid girl, what is she doing? She is falling for Xia Sha''s trap!


    Ignoring Xia Xiang on the head seat and entertaining the useless He Jin Nan instead! What a fool!


    Why did she divorce He Jin Nan in the first place if he could give her enough? Grrr! This Xia Sha is too sly while her daughter is naive. She might as well changed her surname into He at the end of the day.


    Just what is the little monster planning with dragging He Jin Nan here? Pang Ze Tian has carefully made a clean break with her past and tell Xia Qi Feng all about it. If Xia Sha sees He Jin Nan as her Achilles heels, she is wrong.


    He Jin Nian is her extra point to gain pity from Xia Qi Feng.


    She has tried to reprimand Xia Xiang so many times, but she didn''t respond. Desperate, she pinched Xia Xiang''s hand behind the table. In the middle of a conversation with He Jin Nian, Xia Xiang''s body jolted because of the sudden pain. She turned to Pang Ze Tian with a frown.


    Pang Ze Tian smiled and gritted her teeth, "Xia Xiang, I tell the kitchen to prepare the dessert you and your father likes."


    It indicates Xia Xiang re-adjust her focus. The man that they need to please is not He Jin Nan, but Xia Qi Feng!


    "Oh, okay. mom," Xia Xiang seems to understand and restrain herself from talking to He Jin Nan again. Xia Sha clicked her tongue at this witch with a b.


    "Uncle He, what would you like for dinner? Would your rather Chocolate? Cake? Fruit?"


    "I''m okay with anything," He Jin Nan answer politely.


    He Jin Nan and Xia Xiang listen to Pang Ze Tian so well. With one hidden warning, they constrain themselves from doing what they want to do. This old witch is so toxic.


    Xia Sha scoffed then turn to Xia Qi Feng instead. Xia Sha just opens her mouth but Pang Ze Tian has cut her off.


    "Husband, I prepared mango sago that you and Xia Xiang like. I''ll tell the maid to served it."


    She once again wanted to show Xia Sha that she is the mistress of this house. Xia Sha rolls her eyes lazily. She can even make father put down mom''s portrait, what kind of mistress is she?


    Xia Qi Feng nodded his head and Pang Ze Tian rush to make the servant served mango sago to everyone. Xia Sha looks at the dessert in disdain before pushing it away to Xia Qi Feng.


    "Dad, since this is your favorite dessert, I''ll give you my portion. I''ll just have mother''s Guy Yuan and Chinese Red Dates Soup."


    She then turned to the same servant to bring the dessert from her car. She smiles smugly at Xia Qi Feng then shows provoking eyes at Paang Ze Tian.


    Do you want to compete with me?


    "..."


    Pang Ze Tian''s face darkened, again. This little monster coming with so much preparation on her hand, what exactly did she want? Hasn''t she learn to move on?


    Xia Qi Feng and Shei Xia Fei will never get back together! As long as Pang Ze Tian alive, she will never set her foot out from the Xia manor.


    She glares at Pang Ze Tian with eyes that warned him to not do anything stupid. But Xia Qi Feng did not even look at her as he said, "I''ll also have a bowl of Guy Yuan and Chinese Red Dates Soup."


    Xia Sha pretends that she did not want to share her soup and frowned at Xia Qi Feng.


    "Dad, eat your mango!"


    "I can eat mango every day. But it''s hard to find Red Dates Soup that suits my tongue. Don''t be stingy and don''t tell your mother!"


    "Shameless!" Xia Sha glare at him.


    Xia Qi Feng pretended that he did not hear a thing and drink her soup calmly when it served. Xia Sha smiles secretly while Pang Ze Tian''s face has detoriated to a certain darkness.


    XS: Officer Dare Devil, Mission complete!


    Handsome Boyfriend: Copy and over!


    Handsome Boyfriend: Have Fun <3

 Chapter 121 - Its Suffocating

    He Jin Nan is satisfied after talking a few times with Xia Xiang. He never planned to stay too long, so he directly heads home after lunch. Xia Qi Feng wanted Xia Sha at his office, so the two of them has disappeared.


    Thus, only Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang stayed in the big living room. Pang Ze Tian finally didn''t have to hide her expression grunted. Her face is so dark that they could squish ink.


    "Stupid girl! Do you know what have you done?" she glares sharply at Xia Xiang.


    Xia Xiang held the present her father bought for her and lost it in a daze. She can''t even hear her mother''s distress. Only when Pang Ze Tian seize the present from her hand she collected herself.


    "Mom!" She furrowed her eyebrow and sounds annoyed.


    "You dare to call me mom after what you''ve done?"


    "What have I done?" Xia Xiang did not understand why Pang Ze Tian is so angry.


    In the past, Xia Xiang never dare to question her father''s whereabouts because she is afraid that he a poor, tasteless man. Pang Ze Tian said she should be grateful Xia Qi Feng wanted to adopt her as his daughter, else she would be an ordinary girl who can''t even go to university.


    This word has scared the little Xia Xiang.


    She thought her father''s future is a dark hallow pit. She is lucky her mother crawl all away up to be Xia Qi Feng''s second wife. Else, she would be a pitiful, hopeless young lady.


    But today she found out that her father has some money and his appearance is outstanding. She suddenly can''t understand her mother''s measurement for a bright future.


    "You! Don''t you know your father is dissatisfied with your barbaric action today? You should be fawning over him! But what did you do? Instead of gaining Xia Qi Feng''s affection back, you would rather find out about that poor rat!"


    Xia Xiang listened to Pang Ze Tian''s shallows words and scoffed.


    "Poor rat? Although my father is not as rich as your husband, he should have enough to send me to university. Instead, living in this house makes me feel like I''m a rat!" Xia Xiang subconsciously raised her voice and shouted at Pang Ze Tian.


    Pang Ze Tian could not believe the words Xia Xiang just spoke. She rose from her seat and with disbelief eyes. She opens her mouth and failed to spoke every time because she is too angry.


    "What? Did I say something wrong? You might become Mrs. Xia''s seat, but you can''t even take down Shen Xia Fei''s portrait," Xia Xiang pointed at the wall where Shen Xia Fei is boarding a smile exceeding her perfect elegance.


    "Xia Xiang! How could you-"


    "I''m stating the truth. You asked me to be Xia Qi Feng''s favorite. But I can''t! I can''t I fought with his blood. No matter how hard I try, he will never love me as he loves Xia Sha. Instead, Xia Sha is right. She keeps telling me over and over again. But your stupidity blinded me. How could I stay here for so long if I knew my father is doing so well outside?"


    "Your father? Your father? Your only father is Xia Qi Feng! Did you think you can live this well because of him? How dare you call that man your father. From you born until now, did he ever feed you once?"


    "That is because you did not let him! He looks like a great father. I start to wonder why did you leave him? Only because Xia Qi Feng has a lot of money and comes from high society?"


    PLAK!


    A loud sound of slapping revibrated through out the big house. Xia Xiang touched her right cheek. The unwanted tears started forming below her eye socket.


    "Unfilial! How can you said that to your mother?" Pang Ze Tian shouted. Her hand is still trembling with pain when her eyes met Xia Xiang''s eyes. For the first time since she was born, Xia Xiang look at her with this look.


    That is a look full of hatred.


    Pang Ze Tian never felt her heart as painful as today. No matter how others have looked down on her, she stays still. She holds on and accepts all the mockery for her daughter. But today, her dear daughter, who she sacrificed for judging her, how should she react?


    She felt devastated, and yet she has no purpose for staying still anymore.


    "I''m sorry for being unfilial. But I felt suffocated! All of my life, I''ve tried to tell myself that good things come with a price. But it suffocating and slowly eating me," Xia Xiang sobbed while touching her right cheek.


    "From the first time we enter this house, everything is about Xia Sha and Shen Xia Fei. Xia Sha can do this, Xia Sha can do that, Shen Xia Fei like this, Shen Xia Fei like that. We have been living in their shadow like a rat. We just too proud to realize that!"


    "Do you know how grateful I was when Xia Sha bought dad to the manor? The first thing that comes to my mind is, I have my own father. I didn''t have to steal it from Xia Sha anymore. Now that I recall it, I''ve realized how pathetic I was," she grieved and hit her own chest to ease the pain.


    "Why did I need to steal everything from Xia Sha? Why can''t I have my own life?" She asked Pang Ze Tian, whose all body trembles as she watched Xia Xiang''s breakdown into tears.


    "It''s suffocating," she cried in a low voice. It''s so painful that she finds it hard to breathe.


    She approached Xia Xiang before she pulls her into a motherly hug. They cried together as Pang Ze Tian began to whisper how sorry she was.


    "I apologize to you. It''s all my sin. It''s all my fault," She rocked her back and forth. Xia Xiang howled in her embrace, feeling guilty for lashing out. The outburst comes so sudden. She also can''t understand why she can''t control her emotion nowadays.


    It''s like somebody has possessed her mind and make her go wild. Her mind went blank before that thirst and ''needing'' feeling come back. Her mind hooked on the certain pills Meng Ran used to give her lately.


    She needs that! With that pills, she felt revived. It can help her ease the pain. Right, it could help her control her rationality. Her eyes went dark as the longing feeling consume her.


    ***


    Xia Qi Feng and Xia Sha could hear Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang''s voice from the office. They both listened with a flat expression and did not express their opinion. Xia Sha carefully observing her father''s face as the shouting voice ended.


    "You knew they were using you, but you don''t do anything about it," Xia Sha smirked at her father.


    Xia Qi Feng shrugs his shoulder indifferently. He frowned, "What exactly do you want to know? You don''t need to go till this length for a confirmation, right?"


    "I just curious. Why did you marry Pang Ze Tian if you don''t love her?"


    The legendary story about Xia Qi Feng''s deep love for Pang Ze Tian is widely known by everyone. For Pang Ze Tian, he divorces Shen Xia Fei, his girlfriend from high school, and even adopt her daughter.


    This gossip always hurt Xia Sha, but now she opens her eyes widely and sees things clearly, she realized something. Xia Qi Feng did not really care about Pang Ze Tian.


    It almost looks like a one-sided love story where Pang Ze Tian keeps trying to win Xia Qi Feng''s heart.


    "I didn''t?" he raised his eyebrow.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes lazily, she didn''t need to state the proof one by one right. From capther one until now, all reader has realized her father still have a feeling for Shen Xia Fei and did not really love her second wife.


    But why did he put this facade on?


    Seeing Xia Sha put on her stubborn look, Xia Qi Feng knew she wouldn''t leave before she heard something that could change her mind. He sighed.


    "I''ve told you the reason before. Your mother has hurt me a lot with her affair. My whole world was crumbling down that night. So I choose to drink my pain away. Stupid. I knew. Pang Ze Tian worked at that nightclub where I drink my sorrow away, rest I don''t think you should hear it," Xia Qi Feng calmly censored the story for sake of Xia Sha''s purity.


    Xia Sha was grateful for that. She did not think she could take another blow after Xia Xiang beat her up.


    "So you decided to marry her? because you sleep with her?" Xia Sha asked even though she felt uncomfortable to mention this.


    "I did not sleep with her that night. My body is drunk, but my mind is more than sober. I could not bring myself to betray your mom, even though she betrayed me."


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare up at the new information she heard. She felt her soul just left her body as she blinked and weakly asked, "So why did you marry her....?"

 Chapter 122 - Carry It Alone

    Xia Sha watched Xia Qi Feng''s eyebrows shift slightly. He seems in deep thought to answer Xia Sha''s questions. The longer Xia Sha looks at him, the more she realized Xia Qi Feng, her father, has grown old.


    Suddenly days when she likes to rebel against Xia Qi Feng pass her mind. She even makes him so agitated that he got hospitalized. A lot of bad things have happened in their father and daughter relationship.


    Xia Sha''s heart suddenly gets sour.


    Apart from short temper and could be a muddlehead sometimes, Xia Qi Feng is a good guy. For example, he protected Xia Sha from Grandfather''s Xia suppression.


    He is even nicer and smarter during his days with Shen Xia Fei. It''s a public secret that Xia Qi Feng has a setback after divorce.


    Xia Sha has always hated him for betraying her mother. He ruined the family and destroyed her happiness. But turn out, he did not even sleep with Pang Ze Tian? What a joke!


    Shen Xia Fei once said that although Xia Sha''s appearance looks like her. But in terms of behavior, she has Xia Qi Feng''s temper and habits.


    She secretly admits this when she grew up later. Most of the time, she could understand her father''s thoughts even though his decisions sound wrong or weird in other people''s eyes. It might because they share the same traits that she could understand his mind.


    However, this time, she can''t seem to fathom his thought.


    He did not cheat and certainly did not love Pang Ze Tian. But why marry her?


    "Is it for revenge? You only want to hurt mother because she has hurt you?"


    That sounds like something that she would do. She tried to put herself into Xia Qi Feng''s shoes. And see things from a different perspective.


    Xia Qi Feng''s face turns cold. He knew how people talk about him behind his back. He also realized, without knowing the whole truth, he appears like the fool outside.


    But when Xia Sha said directly and straightforwardly, it sounds even more swallow than the voice inside his thought. He lowered his face, ashamed of himself.


    "Yes," he throws a blunt lie while blinking his eyes.


    "If it''s true, from the way that I see is that you give yourself punishment rather than having revenge at mother," Xia Sha touched her forehead. Her sight is slightly blurry because of her father''s contradictory words.


    She can''t even know what to believes anymore.


    "Xia Sha, something was beyond our control. Our family problem that year, divorce is the best solution for everyone," Xia Qi Feng end his word with a heavy breath.


    "Certainly not the best solution for me. I don''t understand. Both of you decided to divorce because of a mere misunderstanding, then what did you two take me as? A joke?"


    People say a child is living proof of their parent''s love. She likes to believe it this way since they keep telling her how they love her.


    But, what is this?


    Her father thought her mother is cheating with young meat behind his back. Mother thought father cheated with Pang Ze Tian and had enough when he took her back to the manor.


    Yet, both of them say they did not cheat.


    She closes her heavy eyelids and tried to regain her composure. She must remember what Guan Xian had said, to heal is to let your heart went through the same pain and learn to accept it.


    Heartache and trauma were Just like an ugly scab. If one did not handle it carefully, the scar would last long. However, people tend to ignore this scab inside their hearts, making it ugly. If it stays for too long, the only way to remove this scab is to pry it open before treating the wound properly.


    Xia Sha, who takes good care of her appearance, certainly did not want to has this scab inside her heart.


    "You knew that both of us love you," Xia Qi Feng''s eyes turn gloomy. He sounds hurt that Xia Sha asked that question.


    Xia Sha went silent for a while. Although this matter is unsettled for now, she wants to believe Xia Qi Feng''s last words. She wants to believe Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei love her, despite their divorce.


    As the matter of why did they divorce, she might never find it out from Xia Qi Feng. So she carries on to her other question.


    "So why did you marry Pang Ze Tian? Just- Why do you need to take this ridiculous plan seriously and drag this for so long?" Xia Sha felt unspeakably sad inside. She is so angry that she could not even shout anymore.


    Xia Qi Feng went tight-lipped. His action showed that even though Xia Sha tortures him today, she could not squeeze this information out of his mouth.


    "She needs helps. She works as a hostess. She needs money and home and could provide that. I need someone to make your mother jealous. She could prove that. Our needs meet, thus everything happens."


    "He Jin Nan has money," Xia Sha snaps.


    "He didn''t, at that time."


    Every gesture and movement Xia Qi Feng shows is unnatural. Xia Sha knew that Xia Qi Feng is lying when he avoids Xia Sha''s glance and calmly controls his expression.


    But his eyes spoke differently. It was dark yet alive. Xia Qi Feng let silence filled the room for a moment before every thought and memory inside his mind turned into a heavy sigh.


    "We cannot change the past. We can only live well in the future. You-" He looks at bruised all over Xia Sha''s body in distress.


    "Don''t do this again, okay? Your mother would blame me for not taking care of you if you come home all black and blue like this. If you need to find out something, I''ll try my best to tell you. Don''t disregard your body like this-"


    Xia Sha looks at her father with a puzzled look.


    "You meant I deliberately let Xia Xiang beat me up just to make you open your mouth?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow in amusement.


    "You do that once," Xia Qi Feng mumbles, his mind recalling Xia Sha''s dark days in the past.


    She has done everything to frame Xia Xiang to make Xia Qi Feng hates that witch. She thinks her father has divided his love for her. In everybody''s eyes, she has turned into an evil-stepsister.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes at that thought. Matter of evil and good is not human''s authority to judge. But evil-stepsister? she refuses to acknowledge that title even though she might or might not has torture Xia Xiang in the past.


    She will never become Xia Xiang''s sister!


    "I played a childish prank on her. She tried to kill me today." Xia Sha stretched her neck and pointed out the wound Xia Xiang left on her body. Seems like Xia Qi Feng''s anger has despite a lot. She wonders what Pang Ze Tian said to calm him down.


    Seeing Xia Qi Feng about to say something to defend Xia Xiang, Xia Sha waved her hand and scoffed.


    "Forget it. I don''t need you to get back to her. I''ll make sure she gets what she deserves later. I could never win in this house," she murmured the last sentence to criticize Xia Qi Feng''s unfairness.


    Xia Qi Feng''s face is as calm as the dead sea. He knew he is unfair and biased. But he never let others wronged his daughter. And Xia Sha could see this through his action.


    Xia Sha talks about several matters and tries to dig another secret, but she quickly gives up when he keeps dodging her question. In the end, they only talk about unimportant matters before she bragged about Shen Xia Fei''s heavenly cooking.


    This makes Xia Qi Feng felt slightly jealous. Shen Xia Fei''s cooking still, and always be his favorite food in the world. But seeing Xia Sha looks so happy, he also felt relief.


    The most important thing is both of them living well.


    Matter of divorce, better to keep it for Xia Sha forever.


    He wanted Xia Sha to carry on the ambitious carrier she always dreams of and live a carefree life. The more she knew about the reason, the more worries she will burden her small shoulder.


    This big cross, let him, the head of the family, carry it alone.


    Although people might see him as the black sheep or one with bad eyesight, at least he keeps everyone in one piece until this day. At least he could see her be happy and lead a beautiful life.


    As Xia Sha happily chattering, his right-hand open his lower drawer and pulls out the paper. A faint smile appears on his face when he read the report. It''s only a lousy paper, but it''s that paper makes him felt the happiest as well as the most miserable man in this world.


    Report of Kidney Transplant Surgery


    Patient: Shen Xia Fei


    Donor: Pang Ze Tian


    Status: Succeed


    .

 Chapter 123 - The Bedroom Is More Comfortable.

    As Xia Qi Feng has predicted, She Xia Fei almost went berserk when she sees bruised on Xia Sha''s hand. The rest she could conceal with make-up for a while, but she forgot to cover the bruise on her hand.


    In the end, to avoid her mother''s panic mode, Xia Sha went to Zheng Shuang''s condominium after Christmas dinner with the Shen family.


    People said loneliness could be pretty scary sometimes. However, this time although she is alone, she did not felt lonely. A lot is going on in her mind. How can she felt lonely?


    Resting her back to the bed headboard, she watches the movie on the forty-three inches screen mindlessly. No matter how she tries to enjoy the film. She could not distance her mind from Xia Qi Feng''s words.


    Xia Sha is not stupid. She could point out several warnings from his sentence, yet he did not want to say it blatantly. At first, she doesn''t want to dwell on this matter too deep.


    But too many things happen in one month.


    It would be nice if Guan Xian could guide her in this matter. However, Guan Xian is probably enjoying Christmas night with his family. She did not want to ruin his night with her troubles.


    It would be nice if Guan Xian is a goblin. She only needs to light and blow a lighter, and he would magically appear in front of her.


    The thought about Guan Xian makes her remember the falling snow outside. Her eyes subconsciously travel to the big window on her right side as she lay her head on the top of her curled leg. Her thin arm went to hug her legs as she watches the tiny, cold substance covering the whole city.


    People said night got darker in winter. But with all the light on the big city, Xia Sha can''t differentiate night in winter or summer. Living in the city, indeed though. No matter how darker or brighter the night gets, you still have to face it.


    She did not want to complain because she does realize she has a better life than people mostly. But facing the cruel city could make you tired. Add the loneliness, and it completed your misery.


    It gets even cruel on a Christmas night.


    "I wish..." she subconsciously mumbled and touched the frozen trailing. Only then she realized she has gone out to the balcony without wearing a coat.


    She frowned and decided to stay warm inside.


    She is about to sleep out of boredom when her phone rang. Picking up without noticing the caller''s name, she murmured to the phone.


    "I''m about to sleep when you call. So it''s better to be important, or I would beat you up."


    "Uh-Oh, did I woke up the demoness? What to do?" The other side is chuckling with his hoarse voice as he fakes his panicked tone.


    "Naturally, this demoness could trade her five minutes with three years of devotion. This poor scholar, are you interested?" Xia Sha answer lazily, but a soft curved appears on her icy cold face.


    "If it includes exciting activities, do not mention three years. This poor scholar will devote all his life to you."


    "Exciting activities, huh?" Xia Sha shook her head slightly.


    "Yeah, like kissing."


    "..."


    Guan Xian is likely the number one rank on the shameless person in this world. She is not a saint or experienceless woman. She and Ling Guang has done ordinary things for a couple to do.


    However, Ling Guang likes to play the gentleman and usually shyly beat around the bush. And let''s left Xiao Zhan aside. Guan Xian, on the other hand, is just... Guan Xian.


    He is so straightforward as if he did not want to waste any of his energy playing hides and seek. This trait, although very crude and often make people embarrassed, Xia Sha does enjoy it. Sometimes


    "I''m outside the Shen residence. Come out." He quit the scholar role and become the charming man he is.


    "Ah? You at Shen''s residence? But I''m not there," she murmured and dragged her upper body to lean on the pillow.


    "Then where are you?" He asked almost immediately.


    Xia Sha falls into silence before she looks at the empty room. It would be risky if they end up alone in such a big apartment. Usually, mistakes happen in this situation and atmosphere.


    After pondering for a long while and the other side starting to show that he is shivering from the cold, Xia Sha decided to tell him the truth.


    "I''m at Zheng Shuang''s apartment..." she answers quietly.


    "Oh,"


    Oh? What does oh mean? Is he coming or not?


    "Are you alone?" he asked. Somehow his voice sounds huskier than before. He must be thirsty waiting in such a cold place.


    "Yes...?" Xia Sha bites her lower lips as she could not surpass the panic inside her heart.


    "Then, can I come?" he asked carefully, playing the sheep even though Xia Sha has long discovered that he is a big bad wolf.


    Xia Sha pursues her lips. This man is too sly. She wanted him to take the decision, but he put her as the decision-maker instead. She rolls her eyes.


    "Cannot!"


    "Then, I''m coming. Wait for me~"


    "..."


    The phone screen went bright, revealing the wallpaper Guan Xian shamelessly set on her phone. Her nose wrinkled at the person on her screen as she scolds the death phone softly.


    "Why did you sound so excited? Huh?" she pokes Guan Xian''s nose on the screen. What kind of idea did he have inside his genius mind?


    Wait. That doesn''t seem right. It should be what kind of idea did you have on your mind Xia Sha?!


    When did you become this easy?


    Her heart went unsettled with images of spending the night with Guan Xian alone in the apartment. The insane thought eventually pushed her drowsiness away and made her wide awake.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips together and closed her phone. She tried to stop her overthinking tendencies by watching the movie, which ran still on the television.


    It''s helping her for the first ten minutes. The movie is funny, catching Xia Sha''s attention. Her state of mind went calmer for a moment. A moment because the scene starts to get suspicious.


    The male lead went to the female lead''s house. Accidentally her roommates have something to do, so they end up alone. They talk and drink and talk and drink and drink and drink and drink.


    The camera starts to take a close up picture of their drunk states before the male lead starts kissing the female lead. They kiss, stumbled, and kiss again, all the way to the female lead''s bedroom.


    Xia Sha swallowed her saliva nervously.


    She tried to survives when they skipped the shady part and show the next morning instead. Xia Sha thought she should be safe now because they will wake up soon and fought. Who would have thought her stupid mind suddenly hallucinate?


    The actor''s face turned into Guan Xian''s face when she blinked.


    "W-What have we done?" The actress panicked when she woke up.


    "We slept together," the actor said with no shame.


    "H-How can? It''s a mistake-" The woman tried to run away.


    "Tsk! Mistake? Woman, you are mine now!" The actor aggressively pinned the actress again.


    "Wo de ma ya! (Oh, My God)" she cried as her hand search for the remote control and changed the movie clumsily.


    What is that?! The scene is too obscene for a PG-rated movie!


    She blinks several times and toughens her mind. Overthink could make people creating a problem that isn''t even there. She needs to calm down and trust Guan Xian.


    He..., is not that type of person, right?


    Guan Xian''s mischievous face and evil smirk popped up inside Xia Sha''s mind.


    "No! He is that kind of man!" She squeals at the sudden realization of danger that awaited her.


    "What kind of man?" The deep voice makes her jolted. Xia Sha''s eyes flares open as she slowly turned to that source of the voice.


    "What are you doing? Can I come in?"


    "No!" She yelled without thinking.


    Guan Xian is leaning at the door with both eyebrows raised. He is wearing a pair of black hoodie and pants. There is nothing wrong or tempting about him right now, but Xia Sha felt her whole body temperature is rising.


    "No?" he tilted his head. "Is that a challenge?" he asked playfully.


    She knew that he is the type of that annoying person. The more you forbid him to do something, the more motivated he becomes to do it. Putting her mind to his perspective, Xia Sha felt she sounds inviting rather than prohibiting.


    Panicked, she jumped from the bed and stood in front of Guan Xian with a wary face.


    "How can you arrived so fast, and how did you know the passcode?" She pushes him to the back while she nervously closes the bedroom door.


    "Baby, I ride a Porsche. Why did I bother spending millions if it couldn''t be relied on in a situation like this?"


    "Ah, Situation. What kind of situation did we have? There is nothing urgent," Xia Sha faked laughter and run to the living room like prey realized that she is going to enter the predator''s digestive system at any second.


    Guan Xian was left alone in the small alley. He watched her nervous back disappear behind a wall divider. A low chuckle escapes from his lips as he touched his eyebrow helplessly.


    He looked down and slipped his hand on his pant''s pocket. A big grin appears when he starts chasing Xia Sha with his long leg.


    "Baby, why did you run so fast? The bedroom is more comfortable. Let''s stay there!"


    "Shut up!" A loud, sound like irritated howl rang throughout the room.


    What to do? It gets more addictive the more he spends time with her.


    This girl, why it''s so fun to tease her?

 Chapter 124 - Thank You For Trying

    Xia Sha has open the television and sat like a proper lady when Guan Xian arrived. She is wearing her poker face that makes Guan Xian wanted to laugh. However, to ensure he did not get kicked out too early, he surpasses the urge to tease her and calmly sat beside Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha did not move when he tight touches her''s. However, Guan Xian could felt her body stiffened and how she holds her breath for a second.


    "Why are you so nervous?" He narrowed his eyes and interrogated Xia Sha.


    "What??? I''m nervous?? Puff, are you kidding me? I''m not nervous," she bubbled and chuckled with hesitation and shifted her seat farther from Guan Xian subconsciously.


    Guan Xian points at her gesture and widens his eyes.


    "Look! you try to run away from me!" He pointed out the obvious.


    "Where? I did not!" Xia Sha pursed her lips and leaned her back, trying to act naturally. Guan Xian naturally won''t believe such a bad lie. But he let her slipped and pretended to believe her words.


    However, he can''t tolerate the distance she created. So in a swift movement, he pulled her leg to her side and made her stumble into his embrace.


    "AKH!" Xia Sha squeals because he moves too fast. She lost control over her body and ended up on his thigh with eye wide open.


    "Eh, the beauty fall on my trap, what to do?" Guan Xian teased and closed the distance between their face. Xia Sha''s instinct starts to kick in as adrenaline rush to her hand. In a blink of an eye, her hand landed on his mouth as she uses force to push him back.


    "Guan Xian! You just arrived. Don''t be a scoundrel!" she scolds him with her icy glare. "Moreover, have you brush your teeth before trying to kiss me? I could smell vodka on your stinky breath!"


    "Hmph! Hmph! Awawerh!" Guan Xian suffers in forced silence. But his thicked eyebrow raised, and the inner end almost meets each other, showing how great his protest at the moment.


    Xia Sha used this moment to release herself from Guan Xian. She pulls a pillow and placed it between their thigh before she pulls back her hand.


    "Xia- hmph!" Xia Sha quickly covered Guan Xian''s mouth again when he opened his mouth. She glares at him with a threatening gaze and quietly warned him.


    "Don''t talk about this anymore. I''m going to kick you out if you did!"


    Under Xia Sha''s fierce temper, Guan Xian''s only option is to nod his head helplessly and shut his mouth for a moment. Xia Sha felt safer when Guan Xian turned calmer and with no expression showed on his eyebrow.


    She slowly retreated her hand before smiling sweetly at him.


    "Good boy," she patted his head like an adorable puppy.


    Affected by Xia Sha''s gentle gesture, Guan Xian quickly dropped her brutality problem and smiled along with her like an obedient student. Xia Sha felt proud of herself for putting up with the crisis and handle it well.


    "I''ll love you even more if you listen well~" she overplayed the noble teacher role. Guan Xian grin for a moment before a flash of rebellion appears on his iris.


    "Good boy, your head!" Guan Xian shook his head and flickered her clean forehead. If Xia Sha knew him well, she would understand he won''t hold grudges for a long time. However, he does pay it back in a short time.


    "AW!" Xia Sha groaned because of the pain he caused. Xia Sha glared at him with a wronged look.


    "Haven''t brush my teeth, you said? Look at this row of white teeth and fresh mint breath! I come well prepared!" He blows near Xia Sha''s face a few times with an offended look.


    Xia Sha closed her eyes and made a duck mouth to cover her nose.


    "What mint breath? I can''t smell anything but alcohol!" she stubbornly lied even though she could not smell anything at all.


    Guan Xian was irritated to death after hearing her lies. He strides forward to pin her to the sofa but then notices something at her neck.


    "What happen to you?" his voice turned cold instantly.


    Xia Sha is still closing her eyes as she expected Guan Xian would flicker her forehead again. Her eyelids slowly open when that pain never comes. Instead, a tingling sensation spread in her stomach when that warm hand touches her neck.


    "What happen to you?" he repeated once again and looked even scarier than before.


    "I-" Xia Sha choked and could not finish her sentence because that man has pulled her up and checked every wound she got.


    "You got this on your father''s house? Who did this to you? Did Pang Ze Tian pay someone to beat you up?"


    "No! It''s not like that!" Xia Sha didn''t even realize she tried to protect Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang from this scary version of Guan Xian. But she quickly sobers up the next moment.


    "Then who?"


    "It''s Xia Xiang, but-"


    "I''m going to kill that bitch!"


    "..."


    Excuse me, young master Guan? Did you call Xia Xiang a bitch? And did you just said you are going to beat up a woman?


    Xia Sha went speechless for the first one minutes and burst out of laughter the next second.


    "WAHAHAHA! WHAT DID YOU SAY? KILL THAT BITCH! WHA HAHA! I''M SO SATISFIED THAT I WILLING TO DEATH!" Xia Sha laughed until her stomachache.


    "WHAT DID YOU SAY? WILLING TO DEATH?! YOU DARE TO DEATH BEFORE ME?!" Guan Xian was greatly unpleased with Xia Sha''s words right now.


    Xia Sha wipes away the tear on the corner of her eyes and ignored Guan Xian''s anger. She tiredly controls her breathing and calms her composure.


    "Too funny, My stomach hurt," she said and let her body fall on the soft couch.


    Guan Xian put his hand on his hip. He is tapping his feet impatiently as he glare at her.


    "Y-you! Better told me before I put you on the Dungeon of torture," Guan Xian shows his anger and wanted to be coax. But facing Xia Sha''s unsteady EQ, he knew he wouldn''t get his wish until he grew bread on his stomach.


    "Dungeon of torture? What is that? Is that a challenge?" She recited his words before and stuck her tongue out. She is blatantly mocking him in his face.


    Guan Xian''s eyes flare open. Without any warning, he strides and trapped Xia Sha between his arm. He stares at Xia Sha, and a soft smile appears on his face. On any other occasion, it should be a comforting smile. However, in this situation...


    Xia She that she escapes from tiger cages only to fall into crocodiles'' mouth.


    Originally, Guan Xian wanted to tickle Xia Sha until she gave up looking down on his threat. But her bruised neck caught his attention he undermined his intention. He falls beside her and groans frustratedly.


    "Forget it. I won''t bully a patient."


    "This is only a small matter. It doesn''t hurt anymore."


    "HAHA. Even my nephew wouldn''t believe that," Guan Xian answered without spare a glance at Xia Sha. He looks grumpy as he closed his eyes with his head with little pouty lips. A strong vibes that tell Xia Sha how disappointed he is at her.


    "This won''t do. Tomorrow, take ten female bodyguards with you. A man couldn''t beat a woman. But a woman can beat a woman," he said with a black murderous aura coming out from his body.


    "..." Can you stop saying you want to beat a woman?


    Xia Sha sighed and propped her head on her hand.


    "Xia Xiang did hurt me, but I did provoke her first. Moreover, I find her quite pitiful right now."


    "Hm? why did you find her pitiful?" Guan Xian titled his head.


    "I don''t know. When I see how Xia Xiang interacted with He Jin Nan, she reminds me how I long for my father and mother''s love. It''s weird. I always portrayed her as the girl who wanted to steal my father," Xia Sha smiles mockingly at herself.


    "Turned out she is more helpless than me," she murmured and turned her head to Guan Xian. Guan Xian sees the helpless Xia Sha and couldn''t help feeling his heartache for her. He smiles as his hand travels to caress Xia Sha''s soft cheek.


    "Helpless doesn''t mean she could beat my woman like this," He complained while checking how severe Xia Sha''s bruise. Xia Sha smiled weakly and touched his hand, and rests her head on his palm.


    "Why? did you heartache for me?"


    "Hm, My head and heart ached for you."


    She tried to calm his anger by teasing him. But she forgets how straightforward Guan Xian is. There is no trace of resentment or anger in his eyes. He stares at her quietly and looking so solemn that it make Xia Sha''s heart pound fast.


    Because of his strong demeanor of seriousness, she got a little bit nervous upon staring back at him.


    "Can you not do this anymore? Don''t hurt yourself for any reason. Can you?" he suddenly asked.


    Xia Sha''s eyelash flutters as Guan Xian stares at her intensely without batteling and eyelids. An impeccable sweetness filled the hallow inside her heart when she realized how this amazing guy cared for her.


    "I''ll try," she answered.


    Guan Xian look pleased when he heard her answer. His palm on her cheek moves below to his swam-like neck. Gently, like calm water in spring, he pulled Xia Sha closer to his face.


    Their nose was touching, but no one breaks the contact on their eyes. Drowning between her hazy sight, Xia Sha felt his soft lips pressing against her. It doesn''t take a long time for their tongue to greet each other respectfully.


    However, in between their silent battle, she heard him whispering, "Thank you for trying to take care of my heart."


    She went frozen for a moment before warm smiles appear on her face.


    The feeling of knowing you are loved by someone that you love was the best feeling in the world.

 Chapter 125 - You Dare To Mention Break Up?

    In the end, Xia Sha realized she indeed has overthought. After doing the activities that scientifically called osculation, Guan Xian stopped and whined for food.


    "Let''s divert my mind with food before I go crazy," he gritted his teeth while pushing her body away. Xia Sha laughed but followed his order to steps aside.


    "AH! It is so hard!" He groaned while drowning his head on the pillow.


    "Kekeke~~ you are cute," Xia Sha giggles and took another step aside. Guan Xian turned in her direction, revealing his sharp-glace as he mumbles.


    "Runaway before I ate you." It''s a clear threat.


    How could she call him cute?


    He is 187 cm tall Sagittarius. He has more than a thousand workmen calling him boss from Monday to Friday. There is a lot of businessman respect and even scared of him.


    How the hell he can be cute?


    Xia Sha silently praised his self-control, but she did not waste the opportunity to run away before something she expected to happen.


    There is nothing in the kitchen except some chips and a cup of instant noodles. Looking at the two unhealthy items in hand and mindlessly bought them to Guan Xian.


    "This is all we got," she dumped it at Guan Xian''s laps.


    "It''s enough for me," Guan Xian nodded his head slightly while picking up the cupped instant noodle.


    Xia Sha frowned at him and seized the cup noodle with a fierce look. Guan Xian is surprised. He gasped loudly.


    "Wah! I don''t think you are that type of girlfriend. What to do? I suddenly got embarrassed," Guan Xian exclaims while he cupped his cheek that suddenly got redder.


    Xia Sha was taken aback for a moment while watching Guan Xian grinning like an idiot. She looked at him and slowly murmured, "What kind of- girlfriend?"


    "You know, the one who takes care of their boyfriend''s health! Aish! What to do? I''m so excited!"


    "..."


    "Brother, I think you got the wrong idea," Xia Sha''s lips twitched as she watched his smiles froze. She showcases the cup and shows her polite smiles.


    "This is my noodle. I want to eat it, so there is nothing left for you."


    With her clear articulation, Guan Xian couldn''t pretend he misheard. Still, with his frozen smiles, he tilted his head and looked at Xia Sha with fake adoration.


    "You are going to eat it yourself?"


    Xia Sha nodded proudly, "I am."


    Guan Xian follows her rhythms when she nods her head. His smiles got wider. Xia Sha raised a thumb as she excitedly hugs the cup noodle as if it''s a precious treasure.


    "Xia Sha~" Guan Xian calls her name with a honeyed tone. It sounds like music to anyone''s ears.


    "Yes~?" she answered with the same tone.


    "What kind of a girlfriend are you? Shouldn''t woman avoids eating at midnight~?"


    "Ah? It''s midnight?" Xia Sha turned to the big window and watched how the sky got darker. Italy the same sky she watched before, but the feeling rose inside her heart is very different.


    It was suffocating before. But right now, with this man trying to trick her into giving up her cup noodle, she felt so blissful inside.


    "Right, this is One in the morning. You are wounded. We should care of your health. Eating at midnight is not healthy." Guan Xian regretted the word he chooses as soon as it escapes his mouth.


    Wow, aren''t him defying the god of death right now?


    "Are you saying that I''m fat?" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and glared at him sternly.


    "NO!" Guan Xian answer instantly. Both of his eyes were wide open as he forced a fake laugh.


    "You barely have any weight! You are as thin as paper. You should eat a lot, but this cup noodle is not healthy. Why don''t we take away some fruit or salad?"


    "Are you suggesting me to go diet?" Xia Sha frowned.


    "NO! When did it turn that way?"


    "Then?"


    Gian Xian holds his breath. He averted his gaze from Xia Sha and refused to answer her. According to experience, talking about weight with a woman is like negotiating with a grim ripper.


    It''s deathly.


    "What to do? I''m hungry?" She pouted and acted cutely. Guan Xian melted almost immediately. He jumped from his seat and excitedly moved around like a nervous rabbit.


    "Did you just act cute? Do that again!" His eyes are gleaming with sparkle and hope.


    Xia Sha blinked her eyes and smiles sweetly at him.


    "KYA! What to do? My heart is exploding. How can you be so cute?" Guan Xian jumped and stretched his hand to pinch Xia Sha''s cheek. Just when his thumb about to touched Xia Sha''s cheek, his hand got smacked heavily.


    "Get your hand away from me," Xia Sha snorted.


    Guan Xian closed his eyes and showed a row of his white teeth. In his hand, a cup of instant noodles that he manages to snatches standing proudly.


    "Ahaha, you fall from my trick. This instant noodle is mine now! much!" He kissed the cup and celebrated his victory with the cup noodle. Xia Sha was rendered speechless.


    "Guan Xian! Did you even love me? How could you choose a cup noodle over me?" She sulked. "Now you need to choose! Give up the instant noodle, or I will be mad!"


    Guan Xian laughed happily and bravely answered, "instant noodle."


    ***


    Of course, Guan Xian is not that brave to make Xia Sha angry. He ends up sharing the cup noodle with sulking Xia Sha. But who would have thought this girl is very competitive when it comes to instant noodles. He barely eats half of the noodles.


    Watching her slurping the soup till the last drop, he shook his head.


    "Did you have any obsession with instant noodles?" he couldn''t stop himself from getting amused when she wipes away the soup left on the tips of her lips.


    Xia Sha blushed when she realized she hasn''t been acting like a proper lady. Patting her flat stomach, she grinned.


    "No, I enjoy it because I like to get competitive. Everything tastes better with victory," Xia Sha smirked.


    "You are one weird woman," Guan Xian claps his hand. He looks at her with wonder, as if he discovered a new world''s wonders in her.


    Xia Sha smiles and throws the cup into the dustbin.


    "Eh, aren''t your mom forbid you to eat instant noodles? I remember Xiao Ni would sneak out to a convenience store after school to eat instant noodles."


    "Hmm, she is such a disgrace," Guan Xian commented indifferently. As if he is not that Guan Xian who dotes on Guan Xiao Ni the most.


    Xia Sha tilted her head and walked over to him with a probing look.


    "What is it? You fought with her today?" she asked carefully. Guan Xian is a good actor. He could conceal his foul mood that no one would notice. However, there is still a time when he acted it out subconsciously.


    Guan Xian looks straight at the television in the wall. However, his gaze was empty. Xia Sha got curious as she takes a seat next to him.


    "Big fight?" she tried to guess.


    Guan Xian shook his head without looking away from the television. His right dimples peeked at Xia Sha when he pressed his lips together.


    "No, it just complicated when your best friend and young sister broke up. I''m stuck in the middle like an idiot. I need to console my sister at night, fought with Wang Kai in daylight. My world suddenly revolves around them!"


    Xia Sha tried hard to surpass her urge to laugh when she sees how desperate his face was. She could imagine he cursed Wang Kai when he consoles Xiao Ni at night. But he played and laughed with Wang Kai in daylight.


    "Headache?" she teased.


    Guan Xian pouted his lips and nodded with pitiful eyes. He pulled Xia Sha''s hand when he sees the opportunity to get a hug from the beauty.


    "Um, my head hurt. I need a hug."


    "..." Xia Sha''s gaze turn cold as she pushes his hand away from her waist.


    "You are mean," he complained but pulled her into his embrace forcefully. Xia Sha falls into his stomach while his hand stayed on her waist to hold her still.


    Trapped, Xia Sha can only give in and listening to him silently. He is telling that Wang Kai greatly sorry for his wrongdoing, but at the same time, he is hopeless as well.


    "It''s indeed tough. They still love each other, yet conditions forced them to break up," Guan Xian concludes his story in one sentence.


    Xia Sha listens to him and found his heart breaks when he mention breaks up. That word scares her more than mice inside her bedroom. Subconsciously she speaks as she falls into a daze.


    "Guan Xian, if we break up-"


    "Excuse me, what?" Guan Xian pardon.


    Xia Sha turned her head and watched his face. Since she lay on his lap, she sees him from below point of view. It''s a deathly angle for a lot of people. But the Guan family does have an excellent gene.


    She hates how he looks too handsome sometimes that she couldn''t find his flaws.


    "I said If we broke up in the future-"


    "Xia Sha!" he suddenly yells in a scolding tone.


    "What? I said, for example, I broke up with you because-"


    "Xia Sha! You dare to mention break up?"


    "I''m just wondering!"


    Guan Xian stares at her with disbelief eyes and covers his ears. He shook his head with a gaze that said, ''I don''t want to talk to you anymore. You are a disappointment.''


    "Listen to me first," Xia Sha tried to pull his hand, but he did not even budge.


    "I don''t listen! I don''t listen to this converstation. This is invalid!"

 Chapter 126 - Ill Wait For You.

    Xia Sha could not believe she is dating this childish man. He went deaf every time she wants to clarify her words before. In the end, they ignored each other and solemnly watched the movie played on the television with no conversation between them.


    The movie isn''t even that good, but they watched it until the movie credit rollout.


    The silence never bothered Xia Sha since she never been a talkative one in the first place. But silence does felt suffocating for Guan Xian, who talked a lot.


    He began to glance secretly for the first five minutes after Xia Sha gave up explaining. She keeps her face flat throughout the movie. There is no anger or frustration showed in her eyes, but a cold gaze is enough to make Guan Xian''s back shivered.


    He glances at her again. This time, Xia Sha rubs her eyes while yawning quietly. Guan Xian watched her stood up and carelessly bent her waist left and right, stretching her sole muscle.


    Her movement makes Guan Xian''s throat dry, but he dare not to say a word.


    "I''m going to sleep now," she notified him with an indifferent tone.


    "Oh," Guan Xian answered curtly, but his voice sounds hoarse as ever.


    Xia Sha raised one of her eyebrows at Guan Xian on the couch. He did not move and inched from his seat as he stares back at her. He looks like a lost boy who desperately needs his mom.


    "You did not want to head back?" She asked.


    Guan Xian shook his head and answer with an overly calm face.


    "Drowsy driving is dangerous."


    Xia Sha nods her head as his excuse is flawless.


    "Okay, I guess you can stay here tonight," Xia Sha look around with arms hugging her own fragile body.


    Guan Xian stares at her with eyes filled with hope. He even blinks a few times. As if it could persuade Xia Sha to said what he wanted to hear.


    "Really...?"


    "Yes," she said as if it''s not a big problem for her.


    Xia Sha is very decisive in some matters. Since this apartment only has one big room, Guan Xian has no choice but to sleep on the couch tonight.


    Xia Sha frowned slightly. After pondering for a few seconds, she decided to show him some care.


    "Follow me to the bedroom," she said carelessly and walked toward the room direction.


    Guan Xian''s eyes suddenly went bright. All his drowsiness went away, and he got energized. He excitedly followed Xia Sha in the room directly. He is grinning like a fool when they reached the door.


    When he about to enter the bedroom, Xia Sha turned her body around and pull a blanket from the bed. Glancing at Guan Xian coldly, she put the blanket on his hand.


    "Here, you can have this so you won''t get cold."


    "Ah...?" Guan Xian was speechless. He looked down at the bundle of a blanket in his hand and look at Xia Sha helplessly.


    "?" Xia Sha blinked her eyes and smiles like a robot. She patted the top of the bundle, thinking Guan Xian, this young master, wouldn''t want to sleep on the couch.


    "Don''t worry. It''s a transformable couch. It''s quite nice. I''ll even give you a pillow," Xia Sha rushes to the bed and shove a pillow to his hand.


    "I''m sleeping on the sofa?" he said weakly as if his soul had left his body.


    Xia Sha nods her head.


    "For real?"


    Xia Sha nodded again.


    "You have a big bed," he murmured. Guan Xian frowned and peek at the big bed Xia Sha owned. Jealousy spout in his heart. Hmph! that bed is lucky to sleep with Xia Sha tonight.


    "So?" Xia Sha titled her head to the left.


    "So? Don''t you want to share it with me?" he asked, feeling desolate.


    "Share a bed with you?" Xia Sha asked with provoking tone.


    Guan Xian nods her head with a silly grin. Xia Sha nods her head and posed a smile on her beautiful face.


    "The bright, white moonlight shines on your beautiful face, and your elegant, slender shadow makes me a little bit sad. The plain, clean moonlight shines on your enchanting face, and your elegant, graceful shadow makes me unable to think!"


    Guan Xian recalls one of the songs in Odes of Chen. Xia Sha feels touched by his words. However, it''s not touching enough that she will let him climb on her bed.


    "You are beautiful under the moonlight," he added.


    Xia Sha smiles at him and nods her head again.


    "Thank you."


    Then,


    BRUK!


    She closed the door in front of his face. Mercilessly.


    Guan Xian looks at the black door and calms his nerves. Taking a long, deep breath, he smiles to himself before mumbling,


    "You are cruel under the moonlight."


    "I CAN HEAR THAT!" Xia Sha shouted from the room. Guan Xian sucked his lips and grimace.


    "You supposed to hear that and self-reflect!"


    "WHAT?" She heard he is mumbling something, probably cursing, but she didn''t catch any word he said.


    "I said for a relationship to last long, a couple should RESPECT each other."


    ***


    Guan Xian lay on the sofa. The living room felt empty without Xia Sha''s presence, but her faint scent remains to linger on the couch. His arm curled to the back of his head as he watched the snow pouring down quietly.


    Thinking how Xia Sha cruelly kicked him out of the bedroom, he slightly felt peeved yet relieved. It''s good that Xia Sha knew how to protect herself from him or any other man.


    He almost lost control over himself and rushed things with her again. He can''t understand why he eagerly wanted to do everything with Xia Sha. It''s impossible to reach this point with a woman wearing the mindset he glorified in January.


    He is seriously considering another way to get an heir without marriage bands. It''s relieved he decided to review the Ling Bright Company on his own. It''s a relief that heaven gives him another chance to fall in love again.


    If not? he probably wouldn''t be this happy in December.


    He probably the picture of happy marriage life while sleeping on someone else''s couch at two in the morning. He probably wouldn''t be this silly, falling for labile tsundere.


    A low chuckle escapes from his mouth right after he thinks of that labile tsundere. That silly girl who words and action contradicted each other.


    "This way, It''s also pretty good," he whispered to the empty room.


    Although he was irked a moment ago, a gentle smile followed him to sleep. But who has thought, the bedroom doors cricked open an hour after he went to sleep.


    Xia Sha carefully tiptoed to the living room, her gaze directed to Guan Xian''s attractive face. Slowly, she approached him on the couch and squatted beside his side.


    She folded his arm on the top of her knee and peeked at Guan Xian quietly. She watched him sleeping soundlessly for some time before she raised her finger and poked his dimples.


    His eyebrow furrowed almost instantly as his response. Her little touch probably has disturbed his sleep. Retracting her hand, she giggles quietly.


    Initially, she wanted to invite him to binge-watching since she couldn''t sleep. But the other party has drifted away to the dreamland without waiting for her. She retreated and canceled her plans.


    But looking at how he sleeps so soundly, irritation starts to stir her heart. She pressed her lips together and started to scold the man who can''t hear her.


    "How can you have no trouble sleeping at all?" she whispered as she wrinkles her nose.


    "I can''t sleep because you are around, but you actually could sleep so soundlessly. Tsk! hateful! You must be lying when you said you love me more than I-" Xia Sha stop in the midway. She couldn''t bring herself to say that she loves him.


    Not even when he couldn''t hear it.


    Her words melted when her anxiousness arose from its death and taken over Xia Sha''s body. She rested her head on the couch. She learned about his perfect side view this way.


    "I don''t know how the hell you can fall in love with me. I''m such a horrible woman," she sighed.


    "I''ve used you several times and did not even show a bit gratitude. I''m also rude. I''m not funny. Above all, My IQ or EQ just dropped when I panicked."


    "You... You don''t have any of that bad traits. You are loved by many, while I-. In any way, I realized I''m not worthy of you."


    She holds her breath for a few moments after confessing her biggest insecurities right now. It''s the reason why she tried so hard to push Guan Xian away.


    "In my previous relationship, I have something to guarantee so that they wouldn''t leave me alone. With Xiao Zhan, it''s my popularity. With Ling Guang, it''s my money. I thought- I thought it''s not a big problem, although those things were fickle, so what? It still a part of me."


    "But against you, I have nothing..." She bites her lower lips, trying to fight back against the dear that is always hidden in the corner of her heart.


    "You are surrounded by your family, your best friend, your little sister. You know how to make people laugh and encourage them to pick their broken pieces," she smiles, thinking of how he has arranged her father and mother together in her birthday dinner.


    A sad smile lingers on her face as she wipes the tears that secretly coming out from the corner of her eyes.


    "I knew I did not worth you, but can you wait for me? I''ll fix myself and make me worth you. For a time being, can you bear with this thorny Xia Sha?" she used the terms he likes to use when he describes her personality.


    After staying in that position, her body started to get sore. She patted her leg several times before chuckling lowly. Why is she talking to a sleeping person like an idiot?


    She stands up and carefully tiptoed back to her room. But she didn''t miss that deep voice that whispered through the living room.


    "I''ll wait for you."

 Chapter 127 - Alright, Lets Fight!

    Guan Xian woke up at four A.M. head back to the Guan manor. He deliberately didn''t wake Xia Sha but left a note about his departure. When Xia Sha woke up, the whole apartment empty.


    He cleaned the living room, changed the flower, and prepared breakfast. Extra point because he took the trash downstairs. Xia Sha could not stop her lips from moving upward.


    "Tang Yu Bin must be working very early today," she murmured when she sees English breakfast on the table. Her long finger picked up the piece of notes beside her plate.


    I''m going now~


    Eat and be happy while I''m away.


    Don''t ever get hurt again.


    p.s. my mom told the kitchen to prepare this dish for you~


    GX


    He makes Xia Sha felt like an errant child sometimes. But at the mention that Aunty Guan prepared the breakfast for her, she blushed.


    After the nutritious breakfast, she spends her day leisurely in Zheng Shuang''s apartment. In the past, the thought of living alone in the apartment does cross her mind a few times.


    But she hates the idea of living alone without family. It''s like confirming how her parent has separated.


    Childish. she knew. However, it just her way to comfort herself.


    Even when she fought with Xia Qi Feng or Shen Xia Fei, she choose to stay in a hotel rather than moving to one of the apartments she has under her name.


    But now, she thinks she is ready to accept that her parents have separated...?


    Alas, finding a good apartment near the company will increase her effectiveness in work. Also, Her mother wouldn''t stay up so often if she didn''t stay with her. Sometimes she even makes her worry because she didn''t come home.


    As she is considering moving out from the Shen residence, she also busied herself. She watches every movie that she wanted to watch but never have time to spare before. She sleeps as long as she likes to compensate for her overworked body. She hit the gym when she wanted to. Hang out and play with Zheng Shuang, Kai Xin, and Ruan Jing Tian all day long.


    Apart from missing that ''handsome'' boyfriend of hers, she is content with her winter holiday this year.


    Thinking about Guan Xian, he can only call her once it midnight in Italy. She felt it''s suspicious and weird at the start. She starts to think he is enjoying his vacation with his mafia friend and gradually forget about her.


    Only when Guan Xian explained his situation her bad mood turn into a burst of laughter. Turn out the Guan family has special rules during a family vacation. The rules were no work, no phone, no drama.


    "The rule was set out by the Queen Guan Quan Si. Not even my father dared to defy her. Sigh, I''m sorry I couldn''t contact you often. You must be feeling lonely and missing me like crazy."


    "..." Okay, you do have great self-awareness about self-love.


    But hearing the excitement on his tone, she felt slightly envious and pleased. Aunty Guan is inspirational! When they have their children in the future and go on their family ''own'' vacation, she must conserve and continue this golden rule.


    "You wouldn''t be as fierce as my mother after we got marry, right?" Guan Xian pouted his lips on the screen make Xia Sha''s eyes flares open.


    "When did I say we will get marry?"


    "To date is to get married, or else, I only waste my time and energy. It''s not a good investment," Guan Xian shook his head slowly and talked like a motivator.


    Xia Sha choked on her saliva. Guan Xian chuckled when he saw her blushing. Xia Sha puffed her cheeks before she used her rationality to answer his lunatic.


    "Hahaha, are you move by my words? Just give it up. I''ve set my eyes on you for the future Mrs.Guan position."


    "Wei! Who promised to marry you? I''m so young and beautiful, not to mention I''m smart and rich. Why should I marry a playboy like you!"


    "Hmph! Okay, Google, find me the definition of a playboy," Guan Xian lazily said to the google assistant devices on his left nightstand. The instant next second, the device''s voice traveled to Xia Sha''s ear.


    "This is the definition of a playboy. A wealthy man who spends his time enjoying himself, especially one who behaves irresponsibly or has many casual sexual relationships."


    "..."


    "I was, indeed, a wealthy man who enjoys spending my time. But I''m responsible and did not have many casual sexual relationships. This definition suited Ji Cun Xi. Not me," he casually moving the pot to Ji Cun Xi.


    ***


    Ji Cun Xi, in his yacht, sneeze a few times.


    Ji Cun Xi: "Must be Xian badmouthing me again!"


    Ji Cun Xi''s grandfather: "..."


    ***


    Xia Sha skeptically raised her eyebrow. She blatantly shows she didn''t buy his words and stand in her own beliefs.


    "It might not be sexual, but you do own many casual relationships before," she quipped casually.


    "Ckckck, look at you eating vinegar. You are bored and didn''t have anything to do, don''t you?"


    "How can my idle life be related to our discussion? Stop changing the topic and owned your past!" Xia Sha sneered.


    "Don''t you women always looking for a fight when you are bored?" He hit the jackpot without even trying. Xia Sha''s face darkened. She rolled her eyes and refused to stay on their video call anymore.


    "Indeed, someone with rich experience with women is different," she narrowed her eyes at him. Xia Sha watched Guan Xian''s face color slowly changed, and he let out a nervous smile.


    "I have a little sister. I knew a lot about that trivial stuff," he brushed his hand as if it''s a small matter and hope Xia Sha would let it pass.


    "Oh, so Xiao Ni teach you all those trivial stuff. You are a good student," Xia Sha praised him with one eyebrow raised.


    Guan Xian felt the phone on his hand starts to get heavier every time Xia Sha speak. He wanted to escape from her ''invitation-to-fight'' trap but can''t bear to hand up the phone. QAQ.


    "It''s a small thing. I''m so clever. It would be a shame if I didn''t pick things up easily. Something I also learn from Wang Kai and Ji Cun Xi. There is nothing special."


    "..." Still dare to bluff when you are sitting in the execution chair.


    "Oh, have you heard the newest gossip?" His eyes lit up as if he has found a route to escape the hall of death. Xia Sha squitted his eyes, coldly answering him.


    "I thought you can''t play your phone on a family vacation. Are you talking to somebody else behind me?"


    Guan Xian''s face went pale because he knew Xia Sha wouldn''t let things go. Even if he talks about unrelated stuff, she could make it relatable. He should be a slice of dead meat any second from now if he didn''t choose his words wisely.


    Guan Xian: "..." HELP!


    "Tsk! Look at your negative thought. I only talk to you, okay? And this gossip is not something you can hear from other people. Do you remember the mafia guy that I mentioned before?"


    Guan Xian said everything in one breath to prevent Xia Sha from using his words against him again. Xia Sha was laughing inside when she sees his pretentious excited face. He must be dying to change the topic of discussion.


    Xia Sha clears her throat. She has been very kind and forgiving lately, so she decided to let this matter slides for a while.


    "Hm, Aunty Guan''s ex-boyfriend, right?"


    "Uh, huh. That one. His son is called Xavier, and he has a crush on Xiao Ni for a long time. He is a widower with a cute daughter. Xiao Ni has decided to extend her holiday and spend time with Xavier''s grandmother this year. I''m so going to tell Wang Kai when I got back to Capital City."


    "..." This evildoers is using her sister to save himself. What a good brother :)


    "You are okay if Xiao Ni and that guy fall in love?" Xia Sha asked out of curiosity.


    Guan Xian was beyond happy that Xia Sha has let him off the crook. He shakes his leg on the bed and cheerfully answered Xia Sha.


    "Not worry."


    "Why?"


    "Wang Kai and my father would never let it happen."


    Xia Sha nods her head slightly. She pressed her lips as a few thought popped out inside her mind.


    "I thought you are very protective of Xiao Ni. Naturally, I also find that aspect attractive. Turn out... it''s only a pretentious act. Sigh, no good men left in this world," Xia Sha looks at Guan Xian as if he is a disappointment.


    "..."


    "Xia Sha, you only want to fight, right? Alright, let''s fight!"


    Xia Sha smile secretly and about to say something to ignite his anger. However, before she could say anything, she watched Guan Xian''s got panicked.


    "MOM! BROTHER IS PLAYING WITH HIS PHONE!!!"


    "MOM! XIAO NI IS LYING!"


    "GUAN XIAN! GUAN XIAO NI! CAN YOU TWO STOP BICKERING?!"


    "...." Why does she felt like an aunt watching two children fought over a toy.

 Chapter 128 - Why Does He Treat Her Very Well?

    A week after Christmas and the apartment starts to feel stuffy for Xia Sha. Because she is bored and her friends have nothing better to do, they went apartment shopping with Xia Sha.


    It was great and fun until Ruan Jing Tian suggest them to drink at a night club. Xia Sha refuse without even thinking. She has loads of bad memories, and nothing good ever happens in the club.


    "I''ll pass. You three can go," Xia Sha said without any hesitation.


    "Aiyo, loosen up a little. We won''t even go to the dance floor. Let''s drink at a VIP ward!" Ruan Jing Tian tried to persuade Xia Sha into going.


    "Ckckck, young master Guan forbid you to go ah? Don''t worry, look at me Xiao Yu also forbid me to go, that is why I have to go!" Zheng Shuang, the rebellious one, added.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes as she sat on the back of Ruan Jing Tian''s car. She folds her hand in front of her chest as she pressed her lips together and formed a frown.


    "Guan Xian never forbids me, and even if he did, I wouldn''t listen to him if I don''t want to. The things I want to do, I''ll do. No one can take that right for me."


    Seeing Xia Sha scowling beside her, Zheng Shuang immediately grabs her arm and lean on her shoulder.


    "Alright, won''t go. We won''t go. Don''t be angry."


    "I''m not angry. I''m just stating the truth. In the future, I won''t ever go to a night club again," she states.


    All of her friends were quite surprised by her remarks. In the past, she would still go to a party once in a while. Even though she is not fond of the nosy environment, she does enjoy drinking with her friends. And dressing up to nightclub with her them (Zheng Shuang, Kai Xin, and Ruan Jing Tian) is the best part of going to a nightclub.


    But after the disgusting memories with Ling Guang...


    She still wanted to vomit every time that memories pop out in the back of her mind.


    "Why Why Why? Are you traumatized because I the date I set up in the past? I swear it''s all Guan Xiao Ni''s idea. I only help because I thought it would help you move on," Ruan Jing Tian raised his eyes and look at Xia Sha from the rearview mirror.


    "You what? Do you speak to Guan Xiao Ni? Do you still like her?" Zheng Shuang hit Ruan Jing Tian''s arm furiously. "I''ll beat you to death if you dare to break senior Wang Kai and Xiao Ni''s perfect relationship."


    "AW! Zheng Shuang! can you act like a proper lady for once? What relationship? They''ve broken up now." Ruan Jing Tian complained. His whole face showed that Zheng Shuang had given her best to hit him.


    "I don''t want to be proper! Is there is a problem?" Zheng Shuang sneered and hit his arm once again.


    "Eh, Zheng Shuang, he is driving. It''s dangerous," Kai Xin saved Ruan Jing Tian''s life for a while.


    "Look at Kai Xin! That is what friends are supposed to do. She cared for everyone''s being."


    "You can beat him to death after we arrive."


    QAQ


    Zheng Shuang and Xia Sha laughed in the back while Kai Xin shows a savage smile to the poor Ruan Jing Tian. Ruan Jing Tian''s face is ugly as he regretted coming out today.


    "I don''t even know why did I come here today, you three cruel woman."


    "Of course, you will. You have no friends other than us," Xia Sha teased Ruan Jing Tian. Ruan Jing Tian snorted.


    "But Xia Sha, why don''t you want to go to the nightclub again? Did something happen?" Kai Xin asked. Her voice carries a lot of care and motherly warmth, Xia Sha felt touched deeply by Kai Xin''s tender care.


    "Ruan Jing Tian is right. Kai Xin takes care of everyone''s well-being. I felt motherly love from her," Xia Sha strides forward and hug Kai Xin in the front seat.


    Kai Xin''s hands crawl to hug her hand back. A gentle smile appeared on her face, but Xia Sha could feel her body turned stiff. Xia Sha look at her with an eyebrow slightly furrowed.


    She surpassed her urges to pressure Kai Xin into talking. She let go of her embrace and move back to her seat. A little silence could make Zheng Shuang and Ruan Jing Tian notice something unusual between Xia Sha and Kai Xin.


    Since Kai Xin hasn''t opened her mouth, she must feel uncomfortable. So Xia Sha decided to cover up for Xia Sha.


    "There is nothing wrong with the club. It just Ling Guang almost got me raped by his potential investor. The memories make me sick."


    "WHATTTT?!"


    Everyone''s eyes flares open at Xia Sha. Even Ruan Jing Tian almost crashed his car out of shock. Only Xia Sha remains calm in the backseat.


    "FUCK! WHAT? How can that- that bastard!" Ruan Jing Tian cursed. His anger was the most obvious out of three.


    "Xia Sha..." Zheng Shuang pouted, her eyes turned red the instant second as she pulled Xia Sha into a warm hug.


    "How can this happen to you. Are you alright?"


    "Oh my God, I can''t believe this is happening," Kai Xin grabs her hand in the hope to comfort Xia Sha. Xia Sha shook her head and patted Zheng Shuang''s back.


    "Hey, it''s okay. Nothing happens to me. Guan Xian comes and saves me at the right time."


    "That is a relief," Zheng Shuang said while sobbing. Xia Sha smiled and calmed Zheng Shuang down. She told her to stop crying before they insisted on hearing the full version.


    Xia Sha unwillingly tells the whole story. Because the conversation is too heated, she ends up telling them what Ling Guang, Ling Guang''s mother, and Meng Ran has done to her.


    "That is too much! Can he even build the company without you? I''m telling you this guy is not good. I could tell from day one!" Kai Xin said in an unhappy mood.


    "I cannot let this matter slides without revenge! Let''s go to the hospital and make that Meng bitch miserable!" Zheng Shuang provoked everyone in the car.


    "Eh, no need to do that. They had reaped what they sow. Ling Guan got fired from his position as the CEO. Unless he paid 15 million, he would be living behind the bar. As for Meng Ran, I don''t know what to do to her. In any aspect, she has nothing. So I don''t know what to destroy," Xia Sha said in a carefree manner making her friends went dumbstruck.


    Zheng Shuang is the first one to point her finger at her forehead and shook her head in disbelief.


    "You-ah! You act like a total badass, but you are so naive. She has nothing to be destroyed? At least she has a face. You should disfigure her the moment she tried to seduce Ling Guang," Kai Xin giving her an earful.


    "I already make everyone watched her ''you-know-what'' video. I thought she is ruined enough," Xia Sha said quietly.


    "Enough? There is no enough punishment for a third party!" Zheng Shuang said.


    "You should do what Guan Xian do to Ling Guang!" Ruan Jing Tian suddenly added, gaining attention from everyone in the car. Xia Sha narrowed her eyes and hit Ruan Jing Tian''s shoulder from the back. lightly.


    "What did he do? he does nothing. From suing to acquired Bright Electronic Company, it''s all me. Guan Xian has no hand this time."


    Ruan Jing Tian smirked could be seen from the rearview mirror. He is driving calmly, but everyone could felt the excitement he emitted.


    "You don''t know? He kicked Ling Guang away from the capital city. It''s a hidden warning from everyone to never accept Ling Guang in their company. At so, Ling Guang has no place in our circle anymore."


    "Are you sure?"


    "Ah, You don''t know?" Zheng Shuang blinks her eyes, looking all innocent. Even Zheng Shuang know, but she didn''t know about this...


    Xia Sha was stunned when she heard Ruan Jing Tian''s narrative. She did not know Guan Xian has done this behind her back. Although she hates and disgusted by Ling Guang, he does have the skill to run the company.


    If he is useless, she wouldn''t fall in love with him in the first place. However, pushing him to the corner like this doesn''t sound right. She afraid this would be a boomerang for them someday.


    "En, talking about senior Guan Xian. I was worried he would be playing you around. However, several days ago, my father invites his golf friend to play at our manor''s mini-golf field. One of them is the minister of something that I can''t remember. However, they said senior Guan Xian oppressed the minister of trade and supported Xia corporation from behind. They didn''t dare to meddle in Xia corporation anymore."


    Xia Sha tried to blink her eyes several times and proceed with the new information she heard. Why does she never hear any of these things?


    Did he oppress the minister of trade? Then this matter happen a long while ago before they start dating?


    She looked at the bright sky outside. The snow keeps falling, but the sun didn''t fail the people in the busy city. A sweet flavor creeps inside her heart as she recalls what she just heard.


    Thinking about his silly grin, she suddenly felt complicated. A question that rose on her head is inevitable. How many more things did he hide from her? Why won''t he tell her? When will he tell her?


    But mostly, Why does he treat her very well?

 Chapter 129 - IM PREGNANT

    Since Xia Sha''s little group doesn''t have anywhere to go, they end up in a bowling alley. Zheng Shuang and Ruan Jing Tian were having a fierce competition. They stand side by side, try to beat each other while Xia Sha and Kai Xin quietly laugh at on the resting bench.


    "Ruan Jing Tian! You stinky tofu! dare to cheat!" Zheng Shuang was enraged when she missed the pins. Ruan Jing Tian''s face brightened as he excitedly celebrates on his line.


    "These two just didn''t want to grow up, don''t they?" Kai Xin shook her head when Zheng Shuang about to hit Ruan Jing Tian.


    "Hm, growing up requires a lot of energy. Being an adult suck!" Xia Sha pursued her lips.


    Kai Xin chuckled and nodded her head. She agrees with Xia Sha''s, being an adult were suck. Xia Sha smiles at Kai Xin and grabs her hand.


    "But at least we can grow up together. Kai Xin, thank you for staying friends with me. You don''t know why despair I am whenever I thought we couldn''t be friends again."


    "Why are you apologizing again? I''m going to be mad if you apologize every time we see each other faces," Kai Xin complained. She raised both of her eyebrows to look fierce.


    "Hehehe. I''m just saying how I''m grateful that you accept me after choosing a man over friendship. That is the nastiest thing a best friend can do to each other. Sigh. I owe you so much, what should I do? I don''t think I could get mad at you even if you kill me."


    Xia Sha''s words make Kai Xin turned to her with a surprised look. Xia Sha smiles at her calmly. Her soft hand didn''t let Kai Xin retracted her hand. Instead, she tries to comfort her with a gentle pat on the top of her hand.


    Xia Sha''s demeanor has always been arrogant and unreachable. People mistook her for unfriendly all the time because of her cold face. So no one dares to start a conversation with her because she never bothers to smile at a stranger.


    At least the Xia Sha in Kai Xin''s memory, before they become a friend. She needs three days to gather her courage to introduce herself to her new deskmate at Imperial High School.


    At that time, no matter how rich or powerful your family, your children were not good enough if they didn''t go to Imperial High School. The imperial high school somehow become the only door to enter the prestigious community.


    School of the heirs, they said.


    Xia Sha was already famous on the first day because she is beautiful and well-known smart. Kai Xin, on the other hand..., hasn''t been hit by puberty yet. Her appearance was not attractive, and she enjoys eating.


    Surviving in this prestigious community is wild. You either get stepped on or stomped on. Even harder if you were fatty and you are unlucky as you can be.


    The student orientation lasted for three days, and she has bumped into her bully in elementary school twice. Long story short, she got bullied. Soon, almost everyone knew about this, but no one bothers to notify the teacher.


    The bully got worsen. It starts to get physical because Kai Xin never spoke up.


    Kai Xin remembers it too well on her mind. It was Wednesday after the physical education course her bully decided to beat her up. Her bully called her an eyesore because she runs like a pig. They were on a soccer field. A lot of classmates are watching.


    The hot temperature that time was enough to make her passed out from heatstroke. But she still needs to face her bully.


    Her bully grabbed her hand and forced her to kneel.


    "Pig! Do you know why you got picked up, and no one cares? Because you are a pig! Tacky new money!"


    "She runs so slow and dragged our whole class record," someone complained from the back.


    "What can you expect? It''s hard enough for her to carry her body. Yet, she bought the whole gold store on her neck."


    Her bully smirked and touched the gold necklace on her neck. It''s her granny last''s gift before she passed away. Therefore, even though it looks too much, she still wears it. She tried to hide it behind the uniform collar, but since the Physical Education''s uniform didn''t have a collar, the necklace must be showing.


    Kai Xin was crying when her bully raised her hand and almost slapped her face. She bit her lips hard and closed her eyes. Kai Xin was hopeless. She could only pray to heaven to save her.


    But then the grab on her hair loosen up, and she heard a loud cry in front of her face. Her bully has fallen while covering bleed coming out from her forehead.


    Everyone was surprised. Kai Xin''s bully has always stood proud and high because her father is a General Manager of the Wang Corporation. She said that Wang Kai took care of her as his sister, so no one dares to defy her.


    Who turned the table?


    That is when everybody heard a loud voice from the second floor. There stood two prettiest girls in the whole Imperial high school. They both wear a dissatisfied frown on their face as they looked down at all the people on the field.


    "What? My brother Wang took care of her? MY, MY? MY BROTHER WANG?"


    "Uh-huh. That ugly duckling said so. That is why I dragged you here, to watch someone under your brother Wang''s people bully that classmate. You say, will your brother mad because I couldn''t stand school violence?"


    "You must be kidding me. The only person MY BROTHER WANG cares for is ME. But I see this matter is quite serious."


    "Hm. Tell Senior Wang Kai his people hurt my deskmate."


    Xia Sha''s voice was cold, but it turned into a warm hug for Kai Xin at that time. The beautiful ice princess knocked her bully''s forehead with the teacher''s board marker and stood up for her.


    That is one of the memories Kai Xin cherished the most in her life.


    "I owe you too much, so don''t be afraid. I wouldn''t dare to leave you." The same cold voice still carries the same warmness as years ago.


    She lowered her head and weakly smiled. Her eyes travel to their intertwined hand as she tried to calm her inner-self.


    "How do you know I hide something?" she stole a glance at Xia Sha, looking all embarrassed.


    "Your body is all stiff when I hug you. Do you think I''m that bad? I can''t even recognize when my best friend hides something behind my back?"


    Kai Xin wrinkled her nose and tilted her head. Even though Xia Sha looked like a kind saint with a load of a forgiving card, her little heart still lacks the courage to tell her.


    Kai Xin looks like a timid turtle that only dares to peek at her from her little shell. She doesn''t felt right this way. She wanted Kai Xin to share her burden, not to add another pressure on her shoulder.


    "It''s okay. I don''t want to pressure you. You don''t have to say anything if you aren''t comfortable."


    "No- I want to tell you," Kai Xin straighten her back and look at Xia Sha seriously. However, when she sees Xia Sha''s sharp glance, her little courage went away again~


    "You... give me some time to say this."


    Xia Sha naturally agreed. She patiently waits for Kai Xin until she is ready. Kai Xin keeps stealing glances at Xia Sha as she prepared herself.


    "There are two things I need to tell you. But promise me, do not to get mad at me after this," Kai Xin begged like a kitten scared to be abandoned after caught stealing.


    Xia Sha felt Kai Xin''s whole appearance is pitiful and make her heartache. She has no other choice but to nod her head and reassure Kai Xin.


    Kai Xin holds her breath after she heard Xia Sha''s promise. She nods her head willfully before she spills all the secrets she hides.


    "After you said you want to stay at Zheng Shuang''s apartment on Christmas day, we decided to accompany you. After all, it such a heartbreaking scene image you spend Christmas night all alone," Kai Xin stopped to take a breath.


    Xia Sha watched Kai Xin''s guilty gaze, and she started to wary. She didn''t like where this story is going...


    If they come to accompany her? Why didn''t they show up? She didn''t even hear a sound from outside.


    "However, when we arrived, we can''t open the lock..." Kai Xin takes another deep breath. Damn, her back is wet because she is too nervous right now.


    "We called you and rang the bell several times, but you never show up. Worried, we decided to check the CCTV record from the CCTV application on Zheng Shuang''s phone."


    CCTV...?


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare up when she connected all the dots.


    "When did you guys arrived?" Xia Sha hurriedly asked, ignoring how hot her cheek feels right now.


    Time is very crucial ah!


    Kai Xin averted her gaze and pressed her lips. Under Xia Sha''s sharp glance and cold aura, she finally mumbles something in a slow voice.


    "When... you and senior Guan is..."


    "AHHH! I don''t want to hear it! I don''t want to hear it!" Xia Sha put her hand on her ears and shook her head frantically. Kai Xin went panicked because she thought Xia Sha is furious at her right now.


    "Wait! There is another thing I need to say!"


    "NO! I DON''T WANT TO HEAR IT!" Xia Sha has taken a square off to escapes from the bowling alley.


    "YOU NEED TO!" Kai Xin grabbed her waist and clung to her body like a koala. The view was attention-grabbing, so everyone''s eyes eventually fall on the two girls.


    "HUA! I DON''T WANT TO HEAR THAT YOU GUYS SEE ME KISSING! SO EMBARASSING!" Xia Sha subconsciously opens her own card to everyone.


    "I ALSO DON''T WANT TO YOU KNOW THAT I''M PREGNANT WITH YOU COUSIN''S BABY! BUT YOU NEED TO KNOW!"


    "..."


    WHAT?


    QAQ

 Chapter 130 - Who Is Yan Xi?

    "WHAT?" Xia Sha squeals.


    "WHAT?!" Zheng Shuang and Ruan Jing Tian''s jaw dropped.


    "WHAT?!" The onlookers were confused.


    The whole bowling alley went quiet for five seconds. Kai Xin''s hard was not that strong, so she eventually slumped to the floor. She has a deep frown on her beautiful face. It got deepen the longer Xia Sha frozen on the ground.


    Her waterwork skill starts to activate when Xia Sha hasn''t moved and inched for another three-second.


    "HUAA! You promise me not to get mad!" she wipes her fake tears and looked at Xia Sha with her puppy eyes.


    Xia Sha only realized that she isn''t dreaming when she watches tears falling out from Kai Xin''s bright eyes. She collected herself and went forward to picked Kai Xin up.


    "You are pregnant. How could you hanging like a monkey," Xia Sha said in a worried tone, her eyebrow flinched.


    Ruan Jing Tian and Zheng Shuang forgot their bet almost immediately. They rushed toward Kai Xin and Xia Sha, still in disbelief.


    "Kai Xin, are you pranking on us?" Ruan Jing Tian got his forehead knocked by Zheng Shuang the next second. Zheng Shuang then took a seat next to Kai Xin, pulling her into her embrace.


    "It''s okay, It''s okay," Zheng Shuang tries to comfort Kai Xin. Kai Xin nods her head, holding back the tear that ready to fall whenever second. She keeps stealing a glance at Xia Sha, worry that Xia Sha will get angry at her.


    Xia Sha sees her expression, and her heart softens. But her headache got worsen. Ruan Jing Tian nudges Xia Sha''s elbow, gesturing that she is supposed to comfort her best friend now.


    "You''ve overthought. I''m mostly shocked, but I''m not angry at you. Why are you crying?" Xia Sha stretched her hand and wiped the tears on Kai Xin''s cheek with her thumb.


    "Hm, My niece would be sad if you cry. Don''t cry again," Ruan Jing Tian spoke up.


    Kai Xin shook her head and lowered her gaze.


    "I''m only- I don''t know what to do. I don''t know what to say. It''s all-"


    "Alright, Alright. It''s okay to be confused. We will figure it out together. Don''t cry again, okay?" Zheng Shuang patted Kai Xin''s back.


    Kai Xin once again steals a glance at Xia Sha, as if she wants to confirm Zheng Shuang''s word. Xia Sha took a deep breath and nodded her head.


    "Zheng Shuang is right. We will figure it out together. You calm down first. Does he knew?" Xia Sha indirectly asking about Shen Mu Qing, the father of the baby, she supposed.


    Kai Xin nodded weakly. She looked up to Xia Sha before mumbles, "I''ve told Yan Xi. He promised me that he would take the responsibility."


    "YAN XI?" Zheng Shuang and Xia Sha yelled. They almost fall to the ground this time. Ruan Jing Tian seems like he just lost his soul.


    "How tangled this problem could be," he mumbles while supporting his weakening knee.


    "What? How- I meant Why?" Xia Sha could not believe her ears. Kai Xin didn''t dare to look up anymore. This time, even Zheng Shuang didn''t know what to act.


    Yan Xi. This person is not as cute as She Mu Qing, who always has a crush on Kai Xin. Yan Xi is grandmother Xia''s grandniece. He has a notorious reputation and famous for his feeling for Guan Xiao Ni.


    In Zheng Shuang''s eyes, there is nothing good attached to Yan Xi. How can Yan Xi win against Shen Mu Qing''s pure love?


    "When did you associate yourself with him?" Xia Sha didn''t sound as calm as before. Her expression turns rigid while she rushes to grab the mineral bottle from Ruan Jing Tian''s hand and finish it in one gulp.


    Kai Xin pressed her lips, almost as if she is ashamed to tell them the truth.


    "I was drunk..." she finally said because of the awkward air.


    "Then, what do you want to do with this baby?" Ruan Jing Tian said flatly. Kai Xin looked hurt by Ruan Jing Tian''s question while Xia Sha frowned.


    "Ruan Jing Tian! What is wrong with you?" Kai Xin scowls at him.


    Ruan Jing Tian looked at Xia Sha''s disapprove face and Zheng Shuang''s helpless glance. He clenched his fist and stood up from his seat.


    "I''m not a ruthless person, but I need to be the rational one right here. Just yesterday, I still see him wandering freely at a nightclub, ending up in a cheap motel with two escorts. You wanted to be with this scumbag?"


    Ruan Jing Tian''s voice filled with anger as he scoffed and averted his gaze. He can''t speak the truth if he keeps looking at Kai Xin''s pitiful states.


    Kai Xin looks distressed. But she did not cry or even said something to defend Yan Xi. Naturally, this meant she already knew about this matter and accepted it!


    Xia Sha almost choked to death when she heard Ruan Jing Tian''s avowal and saw Kai Xin''s helpless face. The blood that runs through her vein boil to the degree where she started to shivers.


    "You, asked him, where is he right now," Xia Sha tried to surpass her anger by gritting her teeth.


    Kai Xin grabbed Xia Sha''s hand and shook her head frantically. Her eyebrow dropped as if she is a sad puppy. Xia Sha sighed and sucked her lips and closed her eyelids.


    "Kai Xin, this man is bastard. Since you are planning to raise the child, we need to guarantee he will be as responsible as his words."


    Kai Xin still shook her head frantically.


    "Kai Xin, let Xia Sha talk to Yan Xi," Zheng Shuang persuade gently.


    "What to talk about. The child has me. He or she doesn''t need that kind of father. I will be their father!" Ruan Jing Tian said seriously. His usual kind and friendly nature have disappeared along with his patience.


    "Stop saying nonsense!" Zheng Shuang snapped at Ruan Jing Tian with a furious glare.


    "My word might leave a deep cut, but I''m not saying nonsense. Kai Xin is my best friend, and it''s not like we bear to watch her go through an abortion!"


    "That is not your decision to make!" Zheng Shuang yelled back.


    It''s hard to keep a cool head when the situation has heated up like this. They could felt people''s gaze fall on their back as a low bee voice starts to get loud. Xia Sha''s ignore the nosy people and look at Kai Xin. She tried to be as gentle as possible, hoping it would knock the door to her heart.


    "I won''t do anything to him. I only want to talk and make sure he will be ''proper'' in the future," Xia Sha said.


    "But-" Kai Xin hesitate.


    "Kai Xin, when you warned me about Ling Guang, I didn''t listen. Look at my failure and don''t repeat it, okay? My heartache for you if you suffer," Xia Sha touched Kai Xin''s silky hair as she persuaded Kai Xin to call Yan Xi.


    Kai Xin was stunned when Xia Sha mentions Ling Guang. In the past, she was the strictest to Xia Sha. She didn''t want Xia Sha to waste her time with Ling Guang, causing their friendship to breaking for a moment.


    Now, it''s her turn to stand in Xia Sha''s shoes. How will she choose to react? If her friend left her right now, she doesn''t think she could carry on with this baby on her stomach.


    In the end, Xia Sha succeeds in persuading Kai Xin to call Yan Xi. Wasting no time, Xia Sha and Ruan Jing Tian went to Yan Xi''s apartment while Zheng Shuang accompanies Kai Xin to rest.


    "When we get there, I''ll hold him down. You beat him up," Ruan Jing Tian said with a scornful face. Ruan Jing Tian secretly cursing the elevator for moving too slow. His hand was itching to ruined somebody''s face.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow. Instead of responding to his order, she tilted her head and asked a question related to another topic instead.


    "I''m surprised. You sincerely willing to be the father?"


    Ruan Jing Tian pressed his lips into a tight line. He still looks ferocious with his angry appearance.


    "Now or later, I will be. Who is Yan Xi? There is not a chance he could be as responsible as his sweet lying mouth. How can I let my niece grow up fatherless? Worst come to worse, I''ll marry Kai Xin."


    Xia Sha was surprised when she saw the determination on Ruan Jing Tian''s face. Thirteen years of their friendship, she only sees him this serious once or twice. It''s when his friend got into trouble.


    Xia Sha knew, despite his unreliable and childish images, Ruan Jing Tian is a loyal friend. But she never thought he would go this far for his friend.


    This realization makes her felt suffocated inside. Looking back to the things the fourth of them has gone through, she could spot herself as the most selfish. She always full of self-righteousness and even felt superior in the early period.


    She felt awful.


    But it might be a good thing to felt awful right now. The more awful Xia Sha felt the more strength she got from her anger.. When she saw the barechested Yan Xi on the bed with a two young woman in his bed, He was bound to be dead in Xia Sha''s hand.

 Chapter 131 - Ring

    "Xia Sha! Jing Tian! What are you doing here? How can you come in?" Yan Xi blabbered and panicked. He tried to pull the blanket to cover his shame, but the two squealing girls have thrown him to the ground.


    "You fucker!" Ruan Jing Tian growled in his husky voice. He turned Xia Sha''s body around, so she won''t see Yan Xi''s shameful states before running forward to Yan Xi''s direction.


    "Don''t look! I''m going to kill this animal!"


    "Wait! I can explain!" Yan Xi tried to wear his pants. But what to do? Before he could grab his pants, his body has flung to the back. Ruan Jing Tian has kicked him on his ribs. He almost spits out blood from his mouth.


    "Do you think I come to hear your explanation? Heh!" Ruan Jing Tian gritted his teeth while he punched Yan Xin in his face. He shows no mercy. Ruan Jing Tian keeps beat Yan Xi up like there is no tomorrow.


    "You dare to hurt my friend and spouting nonsense to fucked her mind up! What explanation could you give? Huh? Why did you do this to her?" Ruan Jing Tian shouted, his eyes turned bloodshot as he vented his emotion through his fist.


    "I-"


    BUGH!


    ''ST-"


    BUGH!


    "I SAID I DIDN''T WANT THE CHILD, BUT SHE DOESN''T WANT TO ABORT IT! WHAT CAN I DO? FUCK!" Yan Xi finally got his chance to shouted back at Ruan Jing Tian.


    Ruan Jing Tian paused for a moment. His whole boy becomes stiff when he heard Yan Xi''s exclamation. Both of the men stare at each other. Their hunting breath sounds like they were shouting at each other.


    Yan Xi''s jaw clenched. He couldn''t move his body even though Ruan Jing Tian hasn''t used all of his energy to beat him up. He cursed under his breath. If not because Wang Kai and the other had beaten him up not long time ago, he could beat this shit back.


    "She didn''t want to abort, so you promised to take the responsibility even though you know you wouldn''t?" Ruan Jing Tian asked coldly.


    It''s the calm before the storm. Yan Xi could felt more danger and darkness emitting from Ruan Jing Tian''s whole body. He tried to run away, but before he could, Ruan Jing Tian has kicked his stomach again, stomping on her body like he''s literal trash.


    "Ruan Jing Tian! Stop it!" Xia Sha shouted because she is worried. Not for his cousin, but for Ruan Jing Tina. She knew Yan Xi deserve a punishment, but she didn''t want Ruan Jing Tian dirtied his hand or tangled into trouble because of him.


    Ruan Jing Tian stopped when he heard Xia Sha''s worried voice. He felt like his body has been possessed by the devil before. If Xia Sha didn''t stop him, he afraid he will really kill this bastard.


    "Fuck! Uhuk!" Yan Xi spits out blood.


    "It takes two to tango, why did you only beat me?"


    "STAND UP, YOU BASTARD!"


    Ruan Jing Tian grabbed Yan Xi''s neck and forced him to stand when his knee couldn''t support his body anymore. Yan Xi''s handsome and immaculate face has turned black and blue. Even so, Ruan Jing Tian shows no sign of stopping his fist.


    "WHAT THE FUCK?" Yan Xi tried to fight back even when he has no chance to win.


    Ruan Jing Tian stood tall, towering Yan Xi, who looks like a wild child with his present appearance.


    "I''m GOING TO SUE-"


    BUGH! Ruan Jing Tian''s fist has flown to his face for the tenth time.


    "Sue! Sue me if you dare! I want to see how an uncivilized man like you will get your justice in the court."


    The two women on the bed were clenching on the blanket to cover their nakedness. Every time Ruan Jing Tian beat Yan Xi, they will let out a squealing in fear.


    Xia Sha swept a glance at them coldly.


    Initially, she thought she still has something to said to Yan Xi. When she heard he is willing to take responsibility, she thought there is hope for Yan Xi. Sigh. Ruan Jing Tian was right. There is nothing to talk about here.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, don''t waste your energy on this animal anymore. Let''s get out of this nasty house. It disgusted me."


    Xia Sha then turns around her body to leave. However, a particular something left on Yan Xi''s TV table caught her attention. Her mind froze for a moment before she takes two steps and picked up the little shiny thing.


    ''Why is this ring look familiar?'' she mutters inside her heart. She couldn''t remember who was associated with this ring, but her gut tells her it''s this ring could help her somewhere in the future.


    "Xia Sha, let''s go," Ruan Jing Tian called her when he has finished with Yan Xi. Xia Sha quickly gained her senses and took the ring under her palm.


    As if she just finished a rode on a roller coaster, Xia Sha has no energy left when she got into the car. Ruan Jing Tian must have felt the same. She could hear the vain fury breath coming from him.


    They sat there for a long while. Neither Xia Sha nor Ruan Jing Tian intended to carry on a conversation. It was until Ruan Jing Tian took a long inhale that Xia Sha shows some responses.


    "What is it? What did you find?" He suddenly asked.


    "What?" Xia Sha''s eyebrow flinched as she tightened her grasp on the ring inside her pocket.


    Ruan Jing Tian looks at her with a gentle face, he sighed. He was tired. Xia Sha could see it from the sweat on his forehead. But there was infinite patience in his eyes.


    "I knew you are hiding something in your pocket. You don''t have to conceal anything. We are-" Ruan Jing Tian stopped for a moment to swallow his nervous saliva, "Best friend anyway."


    Xia Sha was stunned. When she felt he faze starts to overwhelmed her, she averted her gaze but stopped when she sees bleeding coming out from his knuckle.


    "It''s not important. We should take care of your hand first,"


    Her words remind Ruan Jing Tian of the stinging pain on his hand. The more he looked at his knuckle, the pain he felt. Is this the so-called psychological pain?


    "Shhh..." He hissed when the pain starts to felt unbearable.


    Xia Sha watched him frowned quietly and somehow find his expression funny. Out of concern, she carefully asked him, "Can you drive? Should we change our seat?"


    Driving has always been Ruan Jing Tian''s passion, other than clubbing and fighting with Zheng Shuang. So she tried not to brush this man''s ego when she offers a hand to drive.


    However, Ruan Jing Tian still rounded his eyes and looked at Xia Sha as if she had offended him.


    "Can I drive?" He repeated Xia Sha''s question in disbelief. Then he let out a cold laugh.


    "Your best friend, Ruan Jing Tian, is a member of the Z1 race member. Do you disregard this petrolhead just because his right hand is injured? I couldn''t believe you."


    Xia Sha smirked at him and nod her head, pretend to be an understanding friend.


    "Guess we will just let your hand suffer for one hour drive. I think the Z1 team could tolerate your family driver as your substitutes."


    Ruan Jing Tian''s face turned black. He snorted and looked at Xia Sha with vengeful hatred.


    "You! Grrr..." He gritted his teeth in boiling anger. However, he opens the door the next second. Xia Sha grinned in satisfaction. But it quickly turned into frowned at him when he slides to the back seat.


    "Hey, Ruan Jing Tian! Do you take me as your driver?"


    Ruan Jing Tian narrowed his eyes at her and scoffed arrogantly.


    "Hm, my hand is injured. I couldn''t walk too far."


    "Oh! You walk with your hand, I see..."


    Your hand is injured! But your leg didn''t ah!


    Xia Sha unwillingly becomes Ruan Jing Tian''s driver while he stretched his long leg on the back seat. The moment Xia Sha was busy controlling the steering wheel, Ruan Jing Tian got up. With a swift movement, he groped inside Xia Sha''s pocket.


    The shining ring moves to his hand as he smiles mischievously. But when he realized that it just a cold ring his lips twitched. He looks at Xia Sha with a weird face.


    "Xia Sha, what is this? Why did you steal a ring from that bastard''s house?"


    "Tsk! Ruan Jing Tian, you never learn manner?" Xia Sha scowls because she is too late to stop Ruan Jing Tian. Ruan Jing Tian ignored Xia Sha''s grumpy attitude and raised the ring to observed it.


    "This ring looks familiar," he squinted his eyes and rubbed his chin gently with his injured hand. His face turned into an ugly meme when he felt the pain.


    "I felt like I''ve touched this ring before. But when?"


    He hissed but kept his sight fixed on the ring.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes at Ruan Jing Tian''s antique behavior. She turned her eyes back to the road, trying to concentrate while hearing Ruan Jing Tian said the ring look familiar for a dozen time.


    She paid attention to Ruan Jing Tian''s voices in the beginning. But since he keeps speculating without mentioning any fact or evidence, she gave up on listening to him.


    He keeps saying a meaningless word that could raise Xia Sha''s hope but never actually find the answer. Irritated, Xia Sha stopped the car to seize the ring back.


    "Give me back!" She suddenly turned her body around to steal the ring from Ruan Jing Tian''s possession when he isn''t aware. Ruan Jing Tian was surprised, and the ring falls.


    The same falling images stirred up memories of Ruan Jing Tian. His eyes flares open as he shouted, "Oh My God! It''s your father''s wedding ring!"

 Chapter 132 - He Just Needs To Prove It.

    "M-My Father," Xia Sha couldn''t speak properly.


    Ruan Jing Tian nods his head vigorously. He is sure that the ring Xia Sha found on Yan Xi''s house belongs to Mr.Xia Qi Feng and Mrs. Xia. No wonder it felt so familiar.


    Xia Sha frowned. Although the ring is somewhat familiar in her eyes, she couldn''t fathom why Yan Xi had it. While Yan Xi is her distant cousin, Xia Qi Feng never cares enough to visit Yan Xi''s apartment.


    Therefore, the ring shouldn''t end up in Yan Xi''s apartment.


    The only rational reason that crossed her might right now is-


    "Do you remember that you forced me to steal the wedding ring the night before your father''s wedding?" Ruan Jing Tian asked seriously.


    Xia Sha has vague memories of forcing Ruan Jing Tian to commit a criminal act.


    Author and Ruan Jing Tian: "D¨¦j¨¤ vu?"


    "Hm, I remember you told me to stolen Pang Ze Tian''s ring because she bragged about the ring all day, and it irritates your soul." Ruan Jing Tian mimicked Xia Sha''s voice at the end of his sentence.


    Xia Sha''s face darkened. She wished he is not injured so she could smack him down. But that does sound like something she would say.


    "I don''t blame you. Pang Ze Tian does sound annoying," Ruan Jing Tian picked up the ring with his left hand. He raised his chin forty-five degrees while observing it for the second time.


    "Are you sure it''s the same ring?" Xia Sha''s face was unreadable. But Ruan Jing Tian could felt the black cloud over her head, along with a bolt of terrifying lightning.


    Ruan Jing Tian shows a small nervous smile and titled his head. He tried to look cute, hoping that Xia Sha wouldn''t vent her anger on him. Of course, he failed his attempt. Xia Sha demands to hear his answer impatiently.


    "I''m not so sure...?" Ruan Jing Tian raised the corner of his upper lips nervously.


    "Don''t you know your own father''s wedding ring?" Ruan Jing Tian asked again when Xia Sha still look at him with those sharp gaze.


    "It''s ugly. Why would I waste my memory on such an ugly thing?" Xia Sha turned her body back to face the road. She hides her devastated heart from Ruan Jing Tian.


    Ruan Jing Tian looks at Xia Sha''s tiny back and silky black hair. That back has gone through a lot of things today. Her usually perfect combed hair looks messy right now.


    But she looks cute. And Ruan Jing Tian likes her in every way she looks. Yeah, he cherishes her. She is someone dear to her. So watching her keep swirling in this twister of confusion pained him more than he realized.


    Both of them are not stupid. The ring left in Yan Xi''s apartment could only raise one-big speculation.


    Pang Ze Tian has cheated on Xia Qi Feng with Yan Xi.


    It sounds very wrong, but it could have happened.


    And for Xia Sha, although she hates Pang Ze Tian to death, she wouldn''t be happy that her father wears a green hat. She probably has thought of these possibilities. Thus, she didn''t want to let him knew.


    Xia Sha is that proud girl, after all. She probably thinks of Xia Qi Feng''s reputation. She wouldn''t want people to know this matter, so she keeps it to herself.


    Subconsciously a gentle smile appears on his face, and his left hand has stretched over her head.


    Xia Sha felt the big hand over her head. She was stunned. Turning around to looked at Ruan Jing Tian with a skeptical look, she asked, "Ruan Jing Tian, did you eat the wrong medicine today?"


    "Wh-What? No!" Ruan Jing Tian was also surprised when he realized what he has done. He retracted his hand awkwardly when Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow.


    "You must be sick. There is no way Pang Ze Tian would cheat with Yan Xi. Yan Xi wouldn''t want to do it with an old aunty! Don''t you see his type?"


    Ruan Jing Tian frantically nods his head despite being too distracted to think about Pang Ze Tian or Yan Xi. However, after he contemplated it, he disagrees.


    "He is an animal."


    "No, think it through. Why would Pang Ze Tian leave her ring there? And if she did, why left it on the TV table? Everything looks like a set up to lure me." Xia Sha explains her train of thought.


    "Are you saying-?"


    "Yes. I afraid everything is a trap."


    Xia Sha is almost confident with her conclusion. Why? Because everything seems so well planned. Pity, the manipulator misses some details when he/she execute their plan.


    First of all, Yan Xi forgot to lock his door. It leads to a perfect ''surprise'' Yan Xi has in his bedroom since Yan Xi won''t get alerted of their presence. However, the apartment has a smart lock. It is supposed to be locked after someone closes the door from inside.


    So someone has probably known their arrival and left the door open for them.


    Secondly, even if Pang Ze Tian took off the ring, why would she put it in such a place, and why didn''t Yan Xi store it? Knowing Pang Ze Tian, she probably panicked and did something to get it back.


    Her face got more serious the more she thought about someone behind this scheme. It''s not perfect a perfect crime, but still, she could easily slip if she missed the detail.


    ''Smart people won''t plan big moves out loud. You were too transparent and easily got provoked by anger. You have a smart move, but because you were too enthusiastic, everyone has seen through you.''


    Guan Xian said when she asked his opinion about Ling Guang and Xiao family matter.


    ''detail makes the big picture. While you are working on something, grasped the big picture. But take a closer look at the detail. Else not, you will easily get tricked.''


    And she almost did. If Guan Xian''s words did not come to his mind and remind her to calm down, she probably has used this evidence to make Xia Qi Feng kicked Pang Ze Tian away.


    This instant.


    "So, What about Kai Xin? Does her pregnancy is part of the plan? Who the f*ck is this person, and what did they want?" Ruan Jing Tian expressed his anger by clenching his hand, forgetting that he injured it.


    "AWWWHHH!"


    "..."


    "I knew you are passionate to protect your friend, but please don''t lose your hand."


    "..." What a way to comfort someone :)


    "About Kai Xin, I''m not so sure," Xia Sha''s shoulder dropped when she remember Kai Xin''s tears.


    Pregnancy is a big issue for every woman. It should be a meaningful process Kai Xin should share with the man that she loves. It''s a chapter in Kai Xin''s life that she should face with happiness, not distress.


    If Kai Xin really has to go through this because of her fucked up life, how could she ever face Kai Xin?


    Both Xia Sha and Ruan Jing Tian sighed at the same time. Heavy air surrounded the car while silence filled in, once again.


    Both have complicated thoughts on their mind as they stare at each other. Then Ruan Jing Tian''s gaze falls on Xia Sha''s lap. Ruan Jing Tian notice that Xia Sha starts to fidget her thumb, showing that she felt guilty about something.


    His lips open and close several times as his mind arranging a fitting sentence to cheer her up. He ponders back and forth until he heard Xia Sha let out a heavy sighed once again.


    He swallowed the courage pill and poked her shoulder gently.


    "Don''t worry. You have me. We will sort this out, nothing would happen to Kai Xin, and nothing would change our friendship," His voice touched Xia Sha''s deep concern inside her heart.


    She looked at him, finally showing some of her vulnerability as tears start welling up below her eyes. She holds her breath and tried to dry her tears before it falls.


    Her hand was trembling. Her back is shivering.


    She is afraid.


    Ruan Jing Tian''s heart aches when he sees her like this. It''s such a torturing feeling that he wanted to lash out to see her crying. He frowned, his thumb move gently to wipe her tears.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, what if I''m the one who caused Kai Xin like this?" She controls her voice to sound though but failed miserably.


    "You are not," he smiles gently, keeps wiping her tears away.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, I consciously or subconsciously keep pushing people away from me. I''m so afraid I would be left alone again."


    "Sttt, you won''t be alone. You have me, you have Zheng Shuang, You even have Guan Xiao Ni and Guan Xian now. How could you be alone?"


    "But-"


    "But what But? When did you turn into such a crybaby? Did senior Guan Xian has doted on you too much? Where is my venomous tongue and stong Xia Sha?" He raised his eyebrow.


    Xia Sha frowned at his annoying remark. But his words have helped her picked up herself. When she realized there is some truth in his words, she got stunned. Then she blushed.


    Right ah, when did she become such a crybaby now?


    "Venomous your head. If my words were venomous, shouldn''t you be dead by now?"


    Ruan Jing Tian looks relieved when Xia Sha stopped crying and started to glare at him. He laughed and leaned back to his seat.


    "Come on, my beautiful driver, take me home!" his word got Xia Sha''s cursing at him. Ruan Jing Tian laughed.


    ''You would never be alone. I''ll stand on your side, whether you like it or not,'' these promise. Ruan Jing Tian only needs to keep it to himself. Xia Sha doesn''t need to hear it.. He just needs to prove it.

 Chapter 133 - Bad Company Corrupts Good Character

    Xia Sha has a pleasant journey, although she felt used by Ruan Jing Tian. She has sacrificed her energy to drive for him, but he keeps accidentally move or torture his hand. If he is not stupid, then he mostly faked the injury!


    "Things that I did for you, girls. Three of you must have accumulated a thousand of good karma to have a good friend like me in your past life," Ruan Jing Tian''s self promotes his kindness for a dozen times.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes. She wanted to oppose his proclaims. However, the more Xia Sha tried to find an example to deny him, the more stunned Xia Sha became.


    As far as her memories recall about Ruan Jing Tian, he offers more help than she could remember. Every time she need help with something, Ruan Jing Tian''s name probably popped up first in her mind.


    Swallowing her means words, she glances at Ruan Jing Tian with a curious gaze.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, tracing back to our school days. I don''t remember how you join our group. Why did you cling yourself to us?"


    "Because I like you," Ruan Jing Tian answer almost instantly with an indifferent tone. Xia Sha''s heart stops pumping for a second. Her lips flenched as she steals a glance at Ruan Jing Tian from the rearview mirror.


    "Do you believe that I will kill you right now? Answer me properly!" Xia Sha scold the man in the backseat. A mischievous smiles bloom on his face.


    "I''m not kidding. Back then, you are beautiful and smart. Along with Guan Xiao Ni, you have always been a goddess in every man''s heart."


    "What do you mean back then? I''m still beautiful and smart!" Xia Sha said in a disbelief tone. A frown appears on her delicate face.


    Ruan Jing Tian moved his upper body forward to the little gap on the front seat. He rubbed his chin with his left hand and thoughtfully observed Xia Sha''s face.


    "Hmm, you look fine. From a distance."


    "..."


    God, she forgot why he always fought with Zheng Shuang :)


    "I''m going to kill you once we arrived. You, get well prepared," Xia Sha warned Ruan Jing Tian with her cold voice.


    But he is not Ruan Jing Tian if he gave up to provoke Xia Sha for a mere little threat. Defying the death, he mischievously poked on Xia Sha''s cheek and said, "Back then, you have beautiful skin, now you look like an old aunty. Sigh, Who told you to frown and got angry so easily?"


    "RUAN JING TIAN!" Xia Sha shouted his name and tried to smack his injured hand.


    Ruan Jing Tian dodges her attack in a swift motion. A burst of satisfied, loud laughter filled the car.


    "See! You were angry almost all the time~ No wonder you got more wrinkle than you should have!"


    "RUAN JING TIANNNNNN!" Xia Sha screams. She is so annoyed that she couldn''t hit Ruan Jing Tian, this irritating man in the backseat! She regrets offering help!


    "BAHAHAHA, Xia Sha, did you also acted like this with Guan Xian?" Ruan Jing Tian suddenly asked after wiping the hot tears in the corner of his eyes.


    Xia Sha snorted and scoffed.


    "You two have the same tendencies of irritating me! I could die of anger with people like you two!"


    "Oh, but he makes you happy, didn''t he?" Ruan Jing Tian tried to grin widely, but his face turn paralyzed when he imagines Guan Xian and Xia Sha laughing together.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips and went silent for a moment before she smiles, "He did."


    "I''m glad you were," Ruan Jing Tian''s soft replies turn into a song in Xia Sha''s ear.


    "Just pray he wouldn''t cheat," he suddenly put on a stoic face, hidden flames ignite behind his eyes. Xia Sha sees Ruan Jing Tian getting all protective, she laughed.


    "Don''t worry. As long as Guan Xian still wished for a descendant, he won''t dare to cheat."


    "???"


    This time Ruan Jing Tian couldn''t help but feel fear and pain in his little buddy. Uncle Ben is right. With great power comes great responsibility.


    Xia Sha: "?"


    ***


    Lives after revenge haven''t been well for Meng Ran.


    Because she broke her limb, she has to stay in the hospital for several days. Because she has no money or connection, she has to settle for an ordinary ward.


    She gritted her teeth every day because she needs to shares a room with five other people.


    She tried to call Ling Guang for help. After all, she becomes like this to help him and aunty Ling. But Ling Guang disappears like thin an air, no news, no voice.


    After wasting a lot of time in bed doing nothing, she finally realizes that she has run out of luck. Ling Guang has abandoned her, and she has failed to climb into Guan Xian''s branch.


    The only card left in her hand is Xia Xiang, her dearest friend.


    It''s a relief that she has planned to use this girl for a long time ago. She introduces and provides her with an addictive drug. Xia Xiang has no other choice but to depend on her.


    Finally, after waiting for quite some time, Xia Xiang has appeared before her eyes.


    Look how obedient a creation she has made!


    "Xia Xiang! You finally come. I''m so lonely here. I think Ling Guang has abandoned me," Meng Ran said with her delicate voice. Everyone that hears her complaints felt a slight heartache for her.


    "He abandoned you? I thought you abandoned him first for young master Guan. Are you sure you want to use abandoned?" Xia Xiang raised her eyebrow.


    Meng Ran secretly rolled her eyes when Xia Xiang isn''t looking. She felt nausea watching her hypocritical face.


    "What do you mean? I approached Young Master Guan to help you. Have you misunderstood me for something?" Meng Ran pouted.


    "Ho! Cut it already. I don''t come here to hear your pretentious words. I heard it all from Xiao Xing," Xia Xiang smirked, looking at Meng Ran as if she is a joke.


    "You tried to outdo Xia Sha, but what a pity, Guan Xian has chosen his beauty," Xia Xiang jeered.


    Xia Xiang never denied that she wanted to have a man like Guan Xian. That is why she become super jealous and attacked Xia Sha the other day. He is the prince charming that comes straight out from a fairy-tale book. Who can''t resist him?


    But she also grateful that Guan Xian didn''t fall for this pretentious b*tch. It''s so satisfying to watch Meng Ran lose the color on her face.


    "Xia Xiang did you just-" Meng Ran still smiles, but not like any other day. It was a confused smile she showed to Xia Xiang. She failed to hide her cold glance.


    "You always call her a b*tch," Meng Ran added.


    "Xia Sha is a b*tch, but at least, she wasn''t pretentious. Meanwhile you! I''ve given you Brother Ling, a way out from your old pitiful, shabby life, and you still thinking of betraying me."


    Xia Xiang let out a cold laugh and looked at Meng Ran as if she is a fool.


    "How shameless can you be? Everybody now knew you are a green tea b*tch, how is that?"


    Meng Ran''s fist now clenched, her knuckle went white to surpass the anger on her system. Her face started to change. The previous panicked expression has changed into a gentle smile.


    "Xia Xiang, what do you mean? I don''t understand any of your words. Even though we are best friends, my heart will still hurt if you spat out a joke like that. What will you do if I become your enemy? Your privilege as Xia Qi Feng''s adoptive daughter will- puff. Disappear," Meng Ran titled her face, glancing at Xia Xiang coldly.


    "Hah, even though I''m not Xia Qi Feng''s real daughter, my mother is his wife. I have a secure seat in society. I''m not you. You are nothing in this world."


    Xia Xiang has attacked back, but it didn''t change Meng Ran''s calm face at all. Instead, Meng Ran chuckled and looked at her as if Xia Xiang is a poor case.


    "Might be true, I don''t have a wicked mother like you. You can have that little seat in the corner. I wouldn''t mind," Meng Ran smirked.


    "That is not up to you to decided," Xia Xiang furrowed her eyebrow. Meng Ran word has agitated her. Clearly, her position is higher than Meng Ran''s. How dare is Meng Ran acting all high in front of her?


    "Oh, you got it wrong. It''s up to me to decide your seat in the future," Meng Ran didn''t hide her arrogance as she looked at Xia Xiang from her hospital bed.


    Xia Xiang opens her mouth. Her eyes filled with anger and hatred for Meng Ran. But Meng Ran cut her off before she could say a word.


    "If people find out that the adoptive daughter of Xia Qi Feng has consumed drugs for more than three years, can you save that pitiful seat of yours?"


    Xia Xiang''s mouth shut completely. Her arrogance evaporated, leaving a pale, helpless young lady who ruined her life because she finds the wrong friend.


    Do not be misled.. Bad company corrupts good character.

 Chapter 134 - I Dont Want Anything To Do With Her Family Anymore.

    Xia Xiang was shocked. She couldn''t believe what she just heard.


    "Wow, you are insane. You tried to make up things that don''t exist. I never even seen a drug before."


    Meng Ran''s petite hand reaches for the glass on her side and sip it calmly. She acted as if she owned the game, and it''s irritated Xia Xiang deeply.


    "Well, you can explain that to the police, but your health report would prove you are lying. It''s such a pity. Look like you need to drag your little chair from the Xia manor to the jail. Don''t worry, at least you will steal the spotlight from Xia Sha this time."


    "You are lying and board insane!" Xia Xiang stood up and furiously walked away from Meng Ran''s little ward.


    "Walk away now, and you sleep on the jail tonight," Meng Ran said calmly. She smirked when Xia Xiang''s back straightened as she stopped her step.


    "Come back. I haven''t finished talking."


    The warm appearance that Meng Ran always try shows dropped. Her whole face turned cold, as cold as she ordered Xia Xiang to come back to her side.


    Intimidated by Meng Ran''s cold voice, Xia Xiang bit her lower lips and turned her body around. Her chest raised and fall disorderly. She hides her trembling hand on her back.


    "You b*tch. I won''t fall for your cheap tricks and lies-"


    "Hah! Say that to your beautician in the C clinic. Wait, she should be the witness! Ms.Xia Xiang forced me to mix something with the vitamin C shot in our regular treatment. I thought it just something to provides her a better service. I don''t know that is a drug!" Meng Ran played the scared beautician as she watched Xia Xiang''s pale face.


    Right! You should be scared of me! You always looked down on me. Now you need to listen to my order. How is karma serving you b*tch?


    "You! You! How could you do this to me!" Xia Xiang''s voice trembles.


    "Why can''t I? Just as you and your mother used me before, I need to use you this time. Don''t you know that friends are supposed to help each other?" Meng Ran smirked. She lifted her nail and looked at her fingernail. She is acting nonchalant when Xia Xiang was about to turn crazy on her side.


    Xia Xiang was so angry that she finds it''s suffocating to breathe.


    "You are a wretched woman! No wonder Brother Ling Guang abandoned you alone in this shabby hospital!" Xia Xiang clenched her fist.


    "Did you say that to hurt me? Shame! I didn''t felt anything at all. I don''t care about him. He has always been a stepping stone from the first time. You knew he couldn''t compare to any man in society."


    "Heh, did you think a chicken could turn into a phoenix? Hasn''t my mother''s story teach you anything? You should be content that Ling Guang took a liking to you!"


    Xia Xiang''s eyes were alight with sudden flames when she saw the greed in Meng Ran''s ambitious eyes. She was disgusted with Meng Ran''s ugly intentions.


    "I''m not as stupid as your mother. There are so many powerful men in this country. Why would I settle for a man who has his heart and mind filled with his ex-wife? Also, I was born with this good looking face. I''m sure I would have a better fate than two of you."


    Xia Xiang was so angry that she let out a cold chuckling. Meng Ran ignored Xia Xiang''s mocking gaze at her and clasped her hand in excitement.


    "Now, My friend. What is your first task?" Meng Ran said, tapping her fingertip on her chin. "What about a room upgrade? VIP would be too difficult for you, but a first-class room will do."


    Xia Xiang gnashed her teeth in fume anger.


    "You know I don''t have much money to spend!"


    "That is not my problem," Meng Ran shows a big smile before she waves her hand nonchalantly. She is treating Xia Xiang like she always treated her in the past. Like a pleasant.


    She watched Xia Xiang''s walked away in anger. She felt content.


    "Karma is such a bitch, but she is my bitch," she murmured, enjoying the indolent life before her ''bright'' future comes.


    ***


    Xia Xiang''s face was terrible after she settles rooms for Meng Ran. She felt a tycoon just messed up her life. Never in a billion chance, she would think she had consumed a drug.


    Her whole life, she tried to build up perfect images as Xia Qi Feng''s brilliant and gentle stepdaughter. She is not as smart or beautiful as Xia Sha. Pang Ze Tian has made that fact very clear since her early year.


    She could never outdo Xia Sha in anything but acting filial and gentle. That is what she has been doing her whole life. Become Xia Qi Feng''s sweet sugar every time his heart turned bitter by Xia Sha.


    Meng Ran is the only person that knew her true colors, other than Pang Ze Tian. She always felt Meng Ran is her friend, despite using each other on the back, she stands on Meng Ran''s side when she fought with Xia Sha.


    She has been friends with Meng Ran since junior high school. She knew Meng Ran wasn''t like this in the past. How could she cheat her like this?


    Sitting in the car, she asked the driver to head back. Quiet and solemn, she starts to understand why she felt like she has lost control over herself. Turned out, because she has been under drug this whole time.


    No wonder she felt like she is addicted to the treatment at Meng Ran''s favorite clinic. That meant Meng Ran had set this trap for a long time. Only now she realized that humans with ambition could act worse than the devil itself.


    Hah turned out, Meng Ran and her mother are the same people. A terrible person.


    "Miss, we''ve arrived at the Xia manor," the driver announced, peeking at Xia Xiang through the rearview mirror.


    Xia Xiang nodded her head and looked up at the luxurious white house from the parking lot. She remembers the wondrous feeling her heart possessed when she looks at the manor. When her mother said that would be their home in the future, she felt beyond happy.


    It''s such silly thinking. Home? It''s not her home from the start. It''s Xia Sha''s house. And as Xia Sha always called her, she is a shameless freeloader in her house.


    She was once determined to stay forever in the manor. She wants to play a part in high society, fulfilling Pang Ze Tian''s dream to turn her into someone better than Xia Sha.


    Years passed, and the manor was still as magnanimous as ever, but she felt fed up instead. Coincidentally, she looks at Pang Ze Tian coming out from the big white entrance door, all doll up for god knew what.


    She is smiling happily, her precious bag in her hand.


    Her mother would be devastated to part with this life. Her dream life that she would ruin if she stayed in this house.


    "Excuse me, Ms.Xia, do you want to go somewhere?" The driver asked politely. Probably it''s because she has been staying in the car, unmoving, for a long time.


    Ah, Miss Xia, she liked that surname a lot. She felt proud every time she heard someone addressed her with a surname that not even her''s from the first place.


    She looked at the driver and replied with her usual gentle voice.


    "Yes. Uncle, can you take me to sister Zheng Shuang''s apartment? I head my sister is staying there."


    The driver nods his head, a pity smile hanging on his lips. Young miss always addressed Miss Xia Sha as her sister privately. She knew Xia Sha doesn''t like her, but he could feel that young miss wanted to be Xia Sha''s little sister.


    Such pitiable kids.


    "Miss Xia, I''ll assist you when you talk to Miss Xia Sha," the driver offer as he worried for Xia Xiang.


    Xia Xiang looked at him and chuckled.


    "Uncle, you look worried. Are you afraid we will beat each other black and blue again?" she joked.


    "Sigh, I''m sorry if I offended young miss. But I''m worried for both of you," the uncle sighed.


    "Miss Xia Sha''s temper is not easy to deal with, but she usually a very considerate and reasonable person. She is not someone that looks down on people with lower status than her either. In case she is a warm person underneath her cold appearances. It just unfortunate for you to-" The uncle stops his words midway.


    He keeps glanced nervously at Xia Xiang when he realized his words might have offended young miss. But Xia Xiang''s face reminds gentle and calm. She smiles at the uncle and nods her head.


    "I understand. It''s just unfortunate for me to know my sister with this identity," she said in a low voice, almost whispering.


    The uncle nods her head and quickly added, "Yes. Yes. Young miss is very gentle and kind. I hope your sincerity and warmness could touch Elder miss''s heart someday. Mr.Xia would be very happy!"


    Xia Xiang lowered her head and smiled weakly.


    "I don''t want anything to do with her family anymore.. I only hope she still willing to help me this time."

 Chapter 135 - Ill Make Her Deal With The Manipulator Herself.

    Xia Sha never expected she would welcome Xia Xiang to Zheng Shuang''s apartment one day.


    A few minutes ago, she was in the middle of bickering with Guan Xian. That ''handsome boyfriend'' of her complained that she didn''t look at him at all when he was away.


    Guan Xian has this tendency to be clingy as a koala. He sends a message and notifies his schedule almost every hour (before mother Guan confiscates his phone, of course). He expected her to do the same for him when he was away more than twelve hours.


    Xia Sha, on the other hand, felt there is no point in texting him. He won''t be able to reply anyway. The grumpy Guan Xian then verdict that she didn''t miss him at all. Xia Sha didn''t bother to answer because she knew that it''s one of his tricks to make her say she missed him.


    Which she does, but she doesn''t want to say it explicitly on his face.


    "You don''t love me!" he sulked in the end.


    Xia Sha can practically imagine him wrinkling his nose and pouted like a baby.


    "Do you think you look and sound cute that way?" She tried to sound fierce but notably failed when she found herself smiling.


    "Ey, you know I am! I knew you are smiling~. Thorny girlfriend, you are so cute."


    "..." Throny girlfriend is speechless.


    "I''m not thorny!" Xia Sha frowned.


    "You must be frowning now. Sigh, don''t worry, my thorny girlfriend! I said I would take care of you, then I will. Even if you grow wrinkles overnight because you frown too much, I will still love you. Meanwhile, let me ask My lovely Guan Quan Si product to slow skin aging."


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes lazily to his provocation. He has teased her too much that she slowly turn immune to his annoying words.


    "Whatever," she replied curtly.


    Xia Sha''s reply has always make Guan Xian laugh most of the time. She never understands what so funny about her, but she loves listening to his laughter. It''s like a happy virus that she can''t resist. Her whole body turned relaxed once she heard Guan Xian laugh.


    Damn, why did she sound so cheesy?


    "Sigh, I miss you so much. I wish I could fly away and hug you," Guan Xian starts to get emotional and expected the same from Xia Sha. Xia Sha was about to reply to him when the door''s bell rang.


    "Oh? Who comes? Did you send me a package?" Xia Sha asked curiously.


    "No. I did not. Xia Sha, wait there, don''t go out-"


    Tut. Tut. Tut.


    Guan Xian: "..." Girl?! Don''t you know I''m worrying over here?


    Xia Sha holds her phone and runs towards the door. She checked the intercommunication before she calmly opens the door.


    "What are you doing here?" her voice comes out cold and distant as she narrowed her eyes at her so-called guest.


    "Xia Sha, I-, I need your help," a shuttering voice filled Xia Sha''s ears. X


    Xia Xiang nervously looked at Xia Sha. She bites her lower lips and looks like she wants to cry. Xia Sha''s lips twitched. She couldn''t imagine the same people had beaten her days ago.


    "Go away. I don''t want to help you!" Xia Sha pulled the door and wanted to chase Xia Xiang away. But Xia Xiang''s hand withstand the door. Xia Sha couldn''t shut her off.


    "Please! The only person who can help me is you. I beg you! I will give you the thing you wished the most in your life. I will disappear from your sight!"


    Xia Xiang''s desperate voice has win Xia Sha''s ego. She folded her hand in her chest and looked at her frostily.


    "Do I need your help for that?" It sounds like a joke, but Xia Sha wanted to know what makes Xia Xiang gave up everything for a favor from her.


    Xia Xiang swallowed her saliva and shook her head weakly. Xia Sha nod, acknowledging her correct answer. Xia Xiang lowered her head, she didn''t know how to persuade Xia Sha, but she can''t give up.


    Xia Sha observed the restlessness from Xia Xiang''s face. She knew Xia Xiang had used a mask of a weak girl all of her life. But this time, Xia Xiang looks genuinely confused and helpless. Recalling Xia Xiang''s little breakdown after He Jin Nan is gone, she takes pity.


    A bit, bit, a bit only.


    She took a deep breath and opened the door half-heartedly for Xia Xiang before she walked to the living room. Xia Xiang was stunned when she saw the door remained open, and Xia Sha invites her to the living room. She carefully takes the first step and nervously followed Xia Sha.


    She makes sure her steps were light and fast. She tried to minimize things that might annoy Xia Sha. Once she has taken her seat, she clears her throat and looks at Xia Sha across her.


    "What do you want?"


    Xia Xiang waste no time hesitating. She directly tells Xia Sha about Meng Ran. Word by word, gesture by gesture. Xia Sha raised her eyebrow in suspicion at her perfect narration.


    "Don''t you two are birds of a feather that flock together? How can I know you aren''t conspiring behind me?"


    "It''s the truth. Really. Remember that Christmas lash out? I felt someone had taken control over my body. I almost couldn''t remember anything when I realized. It was-" Xia Xiang couldn''t describe her chaotic behavior and feeling at that time.


    "So you thought it was the drug, not your jealousy?" Xia Sha asked calmly.


    Xia Xiang''s cheek flushed. She knew her feeling for Guan Xian is too palpable. It''s so apparent that Xia Sha could tell right away. She lowered her head, feeling guilty somehow.


    Xia Sha looked at her resignation and saw an opportunity to investigate the matter of the ring. But she didn''t answer right away. Instead, she uses the awkward and suffocating air to make Xia Xiang offered the help herself.


    "Xia Sha, I beg you. I don''t think my mother could help me this time. You can ask me anything, and I''ll agree to comply. I will even move out to my dad''s if that what it takes to make you help me!" Xia Xiang''s eyes redded when she got no reaction from Xia Sha for a long time.


    "Fine. I''ll help you if you can answer several matters. Be honest, or I''ll call the police myself," Xia Sha said in a flat tone, emitting a dark aura from her body. It''s frightened Xia Xiang as she nods her head frantically.


    "I promised under the heaven. I will only tell the truth to Xia Sha, or she could shave my hair bald." She raised three fingers then put in on her chest.


    "swear on your mother''s wedding ring. She won''t find the lost ring." Xia Sha added.


    "I swear on my mother''s wedding ring. She won''t find the lost ring if I lie." Xia Xiang said without any hesitation. Then she realized the oddness of Xia Sha''s request.


    "Wait, how did you find out my mother lost her wedding ring?"


    Xia Sha looks satisfied that Xia Xiang fell on her trap effortlessly. She rose from her seat and pour mineral water for Xia Xiang. It felt so weird to treat Xia Xiang nicely, but she realized Xia Xiang could be a key to the unsolved problem.


    "Thank you," Xia Xiang sounds surprised herself that Xia Sha would treat her with courtesy one day.


    "Do you think I''m blind? I also knew your mother is trying hard to suck up to the Yan these days."


    Xia Xiang''s eyes flares open. She is so surprised that she almost dropped the glass. Afraid that she would provoke Xia Sha''s anger by messing up her place, she places down the glass to the table carefully with a trembling hand.


    "So you know," Xia Xiang mumbles in a weak voice.


    "You knew it''s hard for me to stand in the circle. My mother always wanted me to marry off well. And so, she thought by getting close to brother Yan Xi-" Xia Xiang can''t bear to finish her sentence. It''s too embarrassing to say her mother need to scheme for her future.


    "It''s because I''m useless that my mother did this."


    "Oh? She hopes Yan Xi can acquaint you with your husband''s candidates. Don''t she knew that no one dares to befriend Yan Xi because he offended the big four?"


    Don''t you know he is a douchebag? Even if he knew someone, it wouldn''t be far for him. Your mother is blatantly lying to you, yet you believe she has done it for your good. Xia Xiang, are you naive or an idiot?


    She wanted to tell that to her face but afraid it would trigger her ''drug'' personality and get beaten up again. She brushed it off her mind.


    "So you and your mother went to visit Yan Xi frequently?" Xia Sha asked.


    "No, she would go occasionally. But I only went there once or twice. My friend said Yan Xi has a girl stalker that would hurt a girl if they got too close to Yan Xi. I didn''t dare..."


    "Wise decision," Xia Sha murmured while recalling Bai Jing''s hair-raising action in the past.


    "Xia Sha! Don''t worry, even though my mother tried so hard, the Yan family treat us coldly."


    "There is nothing to worry about," Xia Sha smiles and smirked. "You don''t have to be scared of Meng Ran. Since I said I''ll help you, I will do it. She tried to gaslight you to steal my Guan Xian.. I''ll make her deal with the manipulator herself."

 Chapter 136 - Aunty Has Prepared The Jet For You!

    Xia Sha disregards the weird feeling as she planned a way to trapped Meng Ran to save Xia Xiang. She ordered Xia Xiang to register at the rehabilitation center as soon as possible without being noticed by anyone.


    The Xia Corporation is doing great these days after years of declining. The competitor could use these issues to damage the public opinion of the company. Xia Sha didn''t want this to happen. The company is her baby.


    Xia Sha also confirmed that the ring, indeed, belongs to Pang Ze Tian. According to Xia Xiang, her mother has lost the ring for three months, and Pang Ze Tian has visited Yan Xi two days before Christmas. Thus, Pang Ze Tian didn''t know it''s in Yan Xi''s possession before.


    Her speculation about someone behind the scene is likely correct. It just she can''t determine the suspect because they didn''t have much clue.


    Looking at the little mindmap she made to solve this case, Xia Sha felt helpless. There is nothing she could do but wait for the other person to scheme again. She hates it when she has to be the passive party.


    Xia Sha then closed her tablet and stretched her body. That is when the corner of her eyes found her abandoned phone behind the cushion. Recalling what she is doing before Xia Xiang come, her heart dropped to the floor.


    "Damn! I forgot about him!" She cursed subconsciously before rushing to call Guan Xian back. Three hours have passed after Xia Xiang comes. Sure enough, he has gone to sleep.


    Xia Sha bites her lower lips as she is pondering to send a text message and apologize. But when she read what she wrote on the chatbox, she might have overreacted. She hesitantly clicks on the bubble chat and un-send her message.


    That is when Guan Xian reply to her message.


    My Handsome Boyfriend: !!


    My Handsome Boyfriend: Why un-send?


    My Handsome Boyfriend: I haven''t finished reading after ''I''m sorry.''


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Xia Sha: Why didn''t you answer my phone call?!


    My Handsome Boyfriend: Why did you end my call?


    My Handsome Boyfriend: Don''t you know it''s dangerous receiving guest yourself?


    Xia Sha: you are going to throw a fit just because I ended your call?


    Xia Sha: If you worry about me, why don''t you check up on me?


    Xia Sha: Huh?


    Childish! Too childish! She decided to changed his name from My Handsome Boyfriend to Guan Xian to vent her irritation.


    In the other continent, Guan Xian scoffed while he read her reply. He secures her position under the blanket and replies angrily.


    Guan Xian: Who said I didn''t check up on you?


    Xia Sha:?


    Xia Sha: I see no call log.


    Guan Xian: Hmph!


    Guan Xian: You didn''t even realize anything


    Guan Xian: As expected from you!


    Guan Xian: Thorny girlfriend!


    Guan Xian: *So Angry.gif*


    Xia Sha finds Guan Xian is being unreasonable. She has apologized, and it''s not like it''s a big thing! She tapped his profile picture angrily before throwing her phone aside.


    Forget it. Sulk if you want to sulk. I won''t coax you!


    Guan Xian gritted his teeth when he realized she left him on read! He is so angry that he kicked the blanket, revealing himself holding a phone when Mother Guan came.


    Mother Guan''s gaze falls on the phone before tilting her head at Guan Xian. Guan Xian''s face turn horror as he shoved his phone below the pillow.


    "Guan Xian, what is that?" Mother Guan shows her perfect gentle smiles as she approached Guan Xian slowly.


    "Mom, you misunderstand me," Guan Xian smiles to hide his wariness of his mother.


    "Ah, misunderstand you. How come? I blatantly see you holding your phone-ah? Did I need to make an appointment with an ophthalmologist?" Her mother''s tone was as sweet as honey, increasing Guan Xian''s awareness of danger.


    He moves his back, protecting the pillow and his phone.


    Mother Guan open her palm, moving her finger in supremacy.


    "Where is it? Give it to me," she calmly asked.


    Mother Guan is staring straight at Guan Xian, making him nervous. He swallowed his saliva and decided to take the old route. He quickly kneeled on the bed and lowered his head to mother Guan.


    "Mom! Have some mercy on me! I was worried about Xia Sha because someone comes to beat her up!"


    "WHAT? Who dares to beat my daughter-in-law? Did you lie to me? I guarantee that you will be dead if you lie only to save your ass!" Mother Guan''s pretentious calmness was gone. She looks fierce as she narrowed her eyes at Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian shook his head frantically. He used his worried expression and solemnly answered.


    "I did not lie, I swear. Xia Sha has to live in her friend''s apartment to hide this from aunty Shen. Mom, you don''t tell aunty Shen like the KFC matter in the past. Xia Sha will kill me."


    Guan Xian did not forget to remind her mother in his last sentence. He will be dead if aunty Shen learns this information from his mother. Alas, the Guan family always has a strong ability to survive.


    "Oh. I won''t tell your aunty Shen," Mother Guan promised. Then she sat on the edge of the bed to listen to Guan Xian''s narration about Xia Sha''s beater.


    After listening to Guan Xian''s story, mother Guan couldn''t help but get enraged. Her hand even trembles as she tried to surpass her anger.


    "This two shameless woman in Xia Manor! They bullied my friend in the past. Now they wanted to bullies my daughter-in-law! They anger me to death!"


    Guan Xian nodded his head quickly, showing his support and agreement on mother''s Guan sentence.


    "That is why I need to check up on her. Xia Sha didn''t have any sense of security. She did not even check the visitor and hang up on my phone directly. I only learn the visitor is her bully when I send bodyguards to guard her apartment."


    Guan Xian sighed and shook his head as if it''s a helpless case. Guan Xian thought that Mother Guan look at her devastated son and felt it would be unreasonable to confiscate his phone right now.


    "Is that why you hide under your blanket? To check on her?" Mother Guan asked.


    "Yup."


    "Then Xia Sha''s safety is guarantee now?"


    "Yup," he replied confidently.


    Mother Guan nods her head, seems satisfied with his answer. Mother Guan smiles and stretched her hand back. Guan Xian had a foolish grin on his face look at her mother''s empty hand confusedly.


    He blinks rapidly and innocently asked, "what?"


    Mother Guan''s calm composure has come back as she grins at her son. "Give me," she ordered.


    The smile on Guan Xian''s face disappear. He dropped his stupid act and groaned.


    "Mom! I''m not a child anymore! Why did you do this to me?! Mom, I beg you, give me leniency this time, okay? I promised you I wouldn''t even bring my phone if Xia Sha joins our family holiday next time."


    He tries to beg. Guan Qian Si''s face softens, but she shook her head decisively.


    "No. A rule is a rule."


    "..."


    "Mom, I''m twenty-"


    "Do you want me to disown you? I could do it now. I only need to abandon you here."


    Guan Xian takes a deep breath and pulls out his phone under the pillow. His heart''s felt heavy as he watched his mother shove his phone inside her pocket.


    "I only asked fourteen days over three hundred and sixty-five days a year. I knew you felt it childish, but this family trip is essential."


    Guan Xian nods his head helplessly. The thought of spending a day without talking to Xia Sha has made him panic. He finally realized how Spongebob felt when the office in his brain was sent on fire.


    No! he needs to think of something!


    Mother Guan patted his shoulder and left his room with a smile. Guan Xian and Guan Xiao Ni both were good by nature. But Guan Quan Si is well aware of how power and money could be blinded people sometimes.


    Especially with the standing their little family carries.


    This trip sounds childish, but it''s a way to impart how family stands above all those trivial things. She only has two sweet children, she didn''t want them to fall apart.


    However, she also felt worried for Xia Sha in the Capital city. She imagines if Xiao Ni has to go through Xia Sha''s life and felt her heart is breaking into two. Walking back to her room carrying Guan Xian''s phone, she stops in the hallway and turns her direction into Xiao Ni''s room.


    Xiao Ni is watching some show on the television almost jumped from the bed when her mother appeared out of nowhere.


    "Mom! You startled me! Oh, my poor heart!" Xiao Ni patted her chest.


    "Xiao Ni! open your brother''s passcode. Mom wanted to call Xia Sha."


    "Ah?" Xiao Ni was dumbfounded by her mother''s wish.


    "Quick, mom still needs to arrange the plane."


    Xiao Ni: "..."


    ***


    Xia Sha was watching the drama when her phone rang. She looked up and find it''s Guan Xian calling her. She hesitantly answered his call and lazily said, "What is it? You aren''t sulking anymore?"


    "Ah? Guan Xian is sulking?" A tender voice travels to Xia Sha''s ear.


    Xia Sha: "!!!"


    She instantly sat straight and clear her throat.


    "Aunty! I''m sorry, It''s you," she carries a guilty tone in her voice.


    "Ah, don''t worry about it. It''s nothing. Xia Sha, I heard about you from Guan Xian, my heartache for you. Rather than spending Christmas alone, why don''t you join our holiday? Aunty has prepared the jet for you!"


    WHAT IS THIS?

 Chapter 137 - Endure

    "Aunty, I''m so sorry that I have to reject your kind invitation. But I''m planning to move out from the Shen residence. So I won''t be able to join."


    Xia Sha''s pressed her lips tightly after she finished her sentence. She felt awful to reject Mother Guan, especially when she sounds so excited. She realized that Mother Guan probably heard Guan Xian''s exaggerating story and took pity on her again.


    It''s an invitation that she made full of thought. Xia Sha felt warm hearing Mother Guan''s voice herself. But she couldn''t imagine how awkward it would be if she went to Italy.


    Of course, Xia Sha had refused Mother Guan''s offer politely. But she still felt nervous and scared if Mother Guan would felt offended. What if she decided not to like her after this?


    No! She couldn''t imagine living with a mother-in-law that doesn''t like her. Life will be more torturous than watching Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang every day.


    "Ah? Why did you want to move out of your Shen residence? Did someone bully you too there? Xia Sha, if someone bullies or makes you upset, don''t hesitate. Tell Guan Xian immediately. Don''t carry the burden yourself. You have him now," Mother Guan sound worried.


    Xia Sha: "...?"


    She wonders what story did Guan Xian make this time. Honestly, she starts to think Guan Xian would be a great novelist if he pours his passion for exaggerating a story into words.


    Xiao Ni seems to think the same thing as Xia Sha. Xia Sha hears Guan Xian fake a cough and monotonously complain.


    "Mom, you watch me puppy-fight with her. How can others bully her so easily?" In other words, Xiao Ni wanted to say, "Mom! Big brother has fooled you again."


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched. She remembers aunty Guan and her mother has gotten a warning letter from the headmaster for fighting in the past. Why did Xiao Ni need to bring that embarrassing story up? Where should she hide her face now?


    "What did you know? Do you think other people are as riotous as you?" Mother Guan shushed Xiao Ni quiet.


    Xia Sha: "..." Is their family is always this lively?


    "Aunty, don''t worry. No one is bullying me. Guan Xian likes to overreact sometimes."


    "Aiya, what overreacting? It''s only a bodyguard. Guan Xian is worried about your safeties," Mother Guan sighed helplessly. This child-ah is too soft-hearted, she thought.


    "Ah? Bodyguard?" Xia Sha mumbles in confusion. She didn''t know why aunty Guan suddenly mentions a bodyguard. But because she mumbles too low, mother Guan couldn''t hear her. Instead, mother Guan tries to persuade her to come, once again.


    Xia Sha refused for one more time. She added another excuse to spend more time with her mother before the holiday end. Mother Guan, of course, to understand and accept her decision. She did not persist since Xia Sha said she has another thing to do.


    Unknown to Xia Sha, Mother Guan gave up quickly because Xiao Ni has whispered some words to her ears.


    "Mom! If you keep bothering Xia Sha like this, she will take big brother as a mommy boy!"


    Mother Guan quickly gave up.


    She ended the call, but the tender feeling mother Guan has carry remain stayed on Xia Sha''s heart. Because of this, her irritation at Guan Xian dissipated a little bit.


    She has decided she would make up with him next time she calls. That, of course, will only happen if he got his phone back from Mother Guan.


    Xia Sha was about to put back her phone when it vibrates again. When she read the caller''s identity, she could not help but frown. Xia Sha''s slender finger swipes the green button hesitantly as she put the phone closer to her ear.


    "Grandfather," she greeted the caller politely.


    Grandfather''s Xia sound a bit displeased because Xia Sha sounds so distant and cold. But when he remembers she inherited Xia Qi Feng''s hot temper, he couldn''t say anything.


    "Oh, Xia Sha. Are you still angry at grandpa?" he asked carefully.


    Xia Sha holds her phone quietly when her grandfather questioned her. She did not reply. Instead, she diverts the conversation to another topic.


    "Grandpa, I heard you fall sick? I apologized for being too busy with work and did not take care of you enough."


    "Hm, I knew you are throwing a tantrum. But I''m glad you remain passionate about work even when you are angry at me." Grandfather''s Xia tried to soften Xia Sha''s heart by appreciating her hard work in the company.


    "Thank you," Xia Sha answer sufficiently.


    "Xia Sha, are you free right now? Your father said you live with your mother now. I called the Shen residence before, but they said you are staying with your friend? Did grandpa bother you?" He asked gently.


    Grandfather Xia''s softened tone make Xia Sha can''t answer him coldly. She pushed back her ego to lashed out her anger but keep her distant attitude.


    "Something unpleasant happens to my friend. I just wanted to stay with her until she felt better."


    "Then will it be convenient for you to visit your old grandfather? I''m still staying at the hospital," Grandfather Xia asked calmly. The tone he used was calm and composed. But underneath, he is criticizing Xia Sha for not visiting him in the hospital despite staying for quite some time now.


    Xia Sha''s eyebrow furrowed, and she got a headache instantly. Recalling Xiao Zhan''s promised to delay everything before Xiao Yu''s matter is clear, she decided to give in this time.


    "I''ll come over right now."


    Grandfather Xia was happy. He sounds more cheerful over the phone. After reprimanded her to drive safely, they ended the call. Xia Sha comes out of her apartment after she changed her clothes.


    She was surprised to see two men wearing black, leathered coats standing on the sides of Zheng Shuang''s apartment. Her heart almost dropped on the floor, along with her bag.


    "Sister-in-law!" the two of them greet Xia Sha with the utmost respect.


    Xia Sha''s eyes flares open once again when they called with sister-in-law. Her lips twitched, sister-in-law? When did she become this looking dangerous people''s sister-in-law? Did she accidentally hook up with the triad boss when she was drunk? Sleepwalking?


    Xia Sha look at the two fierce-looking guys and keep some distance away from them. After observing and pondering for a moment, Xia Sha realized she has been silly.


    It must be the bodyguard Mother Guan mentioned.


    Guan Xian, this guy, she doesn''t even know how to express her feeling right now. She felt sour and sweet at the same time.


    "What is your name?" Xia Sha asked when she gains her composure back.


    "I''m Ren Wu, and he is Tu Yu! We are here to protect sister-in-law!" Ren Wu said excitedly. Despite his dark skin, tattoed neck, and intimidating posture, Xia Sha finds him looking quite funny when he smiles.


    In contrast, Tu Yu look calm and only nodded his head to Ren Wu''s introduction.


    "Guan Xian told you two to protect me, right?" Xia Sha asked to ensure her guess. But when she saw them nodding, she quickly added, "I''m going to the hospital to visit my grandfather today. I don''t think I need protection for now."


    They nodded. As if Guan Xian has given them a furthered and specific instruction, they bid Xia Sha''s goodbye as they let her go.


    Xia Sha was at a loss. Shouldn''t they persist to followed her like how it should be in the drama? They looked so relaxed and did not even move an inch from where they stand as Xia Sha walks to the elevator.


    Xia Sha keeps looking back to ensure they did not fool her. But they aren''t moving at all. Ren Wu even waves his hand excitedly at Xia Sha.


    "..."


    She starts to get wary because they let her off the hook so smoothly. With Guan Xian''s imaginative way of thinking, she can''t seem to guess what they are planning behind her.


    She entered the elevator and watched Ren Wu and Tu Yu remind on their spot until the elevator door slides close. In the elevator, she took a deep breath and calmed down.


    Later, she quickly forgot about two weird guys Guan Xian send to guard her house as she drove to the hospital. Arriving only an hour later, she prepares her mind to face grandfather Xia.


    ''He is still your grandfather, respect him,'' Xia Sha''s keep chanting that one particular sentence on her mind as she walked through the corridor.


    She prepared the best smiles as she carries his grandfather''s favorite board game in her hand. But those smiles instantly replaced with a frowned when she finds another person sitting beside her grandfather''s bed.


    "Oh, Xia Sha! What a coincidence!"


    "Grandfather Xiao," Xia Sha greeted the ''other'' person politely as she walked inside the ward. Her face reminds natural and calm as she approached grandfather Xia and hug his fragile body.


    Grandfather Xia looked happy because Xia Sha has come. He asked her to sit on his side. They end up making a triangle position with grandfather Xiao as the center. To avoid an awkward situation, Xia Sha cleverly said she would peel some fruit for them.


    And so, she listens to grandfather Xiao and grandfather''s Xia''s conversation without getting involved. Xia Sha wanted to keep it this way, but surely these two old men would not let her off the hook easily.


    "Xia Sha, while grandfather Xiao is here, do you want to hear our story?" Grandfather Xia suddenly said, his eyes turned gentle as he felt nostalgic.


    "Old man, why did you torture your grand-daughter? She would die of boredom listening to our old days in the army," Grandfather Xiao laughed.


    Xia Sha lips twitched, she knew where is this going. Her grandfather is going to use the ''I own life to the Xiao''s family'' card to make her agree to the marriage. But it''s not like she could refuse to blantanly.


    She smiles and shook her head.


    "No, I''m interested in a war story. Grandfather, do tell," her voice were soft and soothing. Grandfather Xia is greatly satisfied he nodded his head in adoration.


    Xia Sha felt her face has paralyzed for fake smiling.. Her butt is hurting and all she could tell herself is, endure, endure, endure.

 Chapter 138 - A Thousand Pieces

    Xia Sha had heard grandfather Xia''s retell how grandfather Xiao helped him when he almost got capture by the enemy.


    Thirty years ago, grandfather Xia was a trainee for the army''s elite team. He received a mission to disguise himself as a spy and steal confidential data from the enemy post.


    Grandfather Xiao is an outstanding soldier. He stands out from the rest of the candidates. He is elected to be grandfather Xia''s team leader n that particular mission. Long story short, grandfather Xia almost got caught when he copies the data.


    Disregarding his own life, Grandfather Xiao rushed into the room to cover for Grandfather Xia. They knocked out -as grandfather Xia would say- more than twenty men and returned in victory.


    However, grandfather Xiao''s index and the middle finger has to pay for that victory. The enemy was brutal, and they barely make it out alive. When grandfather Xiao tried to close the door to prevent them from coming, they pulled grandfather Xiao''s hand and clamped in against the door gap.


    "It was horrible," said grandfather Xia.


    Grandfather Xia''s eyes would redden every time the images of Grandfather''s Xiao brimming with tears while holding the pain appear on his mind.


    But what break grandfather''s Xia heart a lot is how his best friend lost the opportunity to enter the elite team because of him. Later, grandfather Xiao quitted the army because of his matters.


    He inherited his family''s company and living a blissful life until now.


    "Old man, I''m so thankful for you," grandfather Xia suddenly turned melancholic as he grabbed grandfather Xiao''s hand. Grandfather Xiao patted his hand gently as he shook his head.


    "No. I should be the one who thanked you instead. Your faith and loyalty for me had me become who I am today, One friend in a storm worth more than a thousand friends in the sunshine." Grandfather Xiao quoted Matshona Dhliwayo.


    Grandfather Xia smiled and nodded his head in agreement. His eyes shone, showing how he admired grandfather Xiao. Grandfather Xiao gaze then travel to Xia Sha.


    "Xia Sha, thank you for growing up so well too," He said.


    Xia Sha sat on the side and watched them with a warm smile on her face. Honestly, she could cry as she watched their beautiful friendship, but upon remembering their intention behind, she couldn''t.


    Her smile froze. She couldn''t fathom the meaning behind grandfather Xiao''s words. Heck, she wasn''t even sure he wanted to imply something under his gratefulness.


    She tried to normalize her expression and voice, answering grandfather Xiao in courtesy.


    Grandfather Xiao only stayed for another ten minutes before he decided to go away. He did not mention anything about marriage, not even mentioning Xiao Zhan''s name. Xia Sha was grateful.


    But she quickly regretted praising grandfather Xiao''s in her heart when she realized it''s a trap from the start.


    After grandfather Xiao''s figure disappear, grandfather Xia calls her to tell yet, another great story of grandfather Xiao. In every sentence, he would imply that their family was indebted to the Xiao family.


    "Sigh. Xiao Jun is useless. Grandfather Xiao had given up on him a long time ago. His only source of happiness is Xiao Yu and Xiao Zhan. Xiao Yu will be married soon. He isn''t relentless for him. But Xiao Zhan, his heart were set on you."


    Xia Sha looked down and maintained her gentle smiles. It took her a while to looked up and answer grandfather Xia.


    "Hm, although marrying is a good thing, but too many good things happened at once is not wise. Brother Xiao Yu is going to marry Zheng Shuang. I believe Zheng Shuang could help Xiao Zhan finding his happiness."


    Hearing Xia Sha''s refusal, grandfather Xiao did not get agitated. Instead, he nods his head and calmly said, "Grandpa understand. Grandpa won''t force you anymore. It just a pity grandpa can''t repay his kindness toward me. But I knew it''s not your obligation to do so. Grandpa only wishes you happiness."


    Since their big fought times ago, Xia Sha always imagines how she would make up with her grandfather. Both of them were stubborn. Once they made their decision, even seven horses couldn''t pull them. Xia Sha imagines a big fight.


    And she promised herself not to get wronged.


    But when she heard his grandfather''s gentle tone, her heart got softened. She watched his eyes curled into a smile, wrinkled decorate his kind face.


    What to do? Xia Sha did not expect this kind of attack! She almost crumbles.


    "Grandfather heard you start going out with young master Guan?" Grandfather Xia unexpectedly knew about this. Xia Sha was stunned for a bit. When grandfather Xia watched Xia Sha''s surprised face, he could not help but chuckle.


    "What? Grandfather isn''t supposed to hear this gossip?" he teased.


    Xia Sha''s shook her head while covering her blushing cheek.


    "It''s not gossip. But who told you?"


    Grandfather Xia sighed after hearing Xia Sha''s question. He looks troubled but trying to appear cheerful.


    "Your grandfather Xiao come here today to clear his intention. He said that since Xiao Zhan, and you have no fate, we weren''t supposed to force you two. He also congratulated you on dating young master Guan, wishing the two of you a long-lasting and happy relationship."


    "Oh," Xia Sha murmured. She did not know how to respond to her grandfather Xia right now.


    "Did he treat you well?" grandfather Xia suddenly asked.


    "He treats me extremely well that I felt insecure."


    Grandfather look relieved when he heard Xia Sha''s word. He opens this mouth, was about to say something when he coughed heavily. Panicked, Xia Sha rushed to bring a glass of water for him.


    Grandfather Xia sipped some water before smiling weakly at Xia Sha.


    "Sigh. I''m old and rusty now."


    "Grandfather is not old at all. You can live another hundred years."


    "Silly lass. Still talking nonsense," grandfather Xia clicked his tongue, but his hand moves to pat Xia Sha dotingly. Xia Sha smiles and happily let herself enjoy her grandfather''s doting.


    As grandfather Xia looks at his beautiful granddaughter, he felt a tiny pinched on his heart. Guan Xian, that young master, wasn''t he was a womanizer?


    "Young Master Guan, are you sure you are not getting tricked by him?" Grandfather Xia''s voice changed from warm to cold. Xia Sha looked up and found her grandfather''s funny worried face, she giggles.


    "I think it''s another way around. I wrapped him around my finger like a ring. He wouldn''t bear the consequences to tricked me."


    Xia Sha''s words did not make grandfather Xia''s heart set at ease. His frown got deepen as he said, "I do have high regards for him as a business man, but I don''t like his casanova style! Moreover, if you marry him in the future, can he guarantee his sister won''t bully you again?"


    Ah, grandfather knew about her bumpy relationship with Xiao Ni too. He once comes to school because Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei had to attend their divorce trial.


    "Grandfather, we only started dating for one month," Xia Sha tried to calm her grandfather. Grandfather Xia knew that his rationality wouldn''t win against their new relationship. He pressed his lips into a thin line.


    "Xia Sha, you choose the most dangerous family in the city. What can I do to protect you? How could I rest assured now?" he sounds helpless now.


    "I wouldn''t get worried if you marry Xiao Zhan. At least they would never wrong you. But this Guan family..." Grandfather Xia never interacted with anyone from the Guan family except Xiao Ni. However, he also witnesses how Xiao Ni, the petite girl, hold so much power in her hand despite her young age.


    The Guan family knew they are powerful, and they weren''t shameless to used it. What if they decided to bully her granddaughter in the future? With their family status, they won''t be able to protect Xia Sha.


    "Grandfather, you told me not to believe false news and rumor," Xia Sha tried to soothed Grandfather Xia''s worry.


    Grandfather Xia stared at her and took a deep breath.


    "I''m only worried about you. You never once confessed that you felt insecure, and it''s only the beginning of your relationship. Grandpa just- cough! Cough! COUGH!"


    Grandfather Xia clutched his heart as he coughed. Xia Sha approached him in great worry. She wanted to press the button to call the nurse when grandfather Xia coughs blood out from his mouth.


    Xia Sha''s eyes flares open. She looked at grandfather Xia slowly closed his eyes as he looks tired and runs out of breath. Her hand is trembling violently, but she forced her hand to pressed the button before she hugged grandfather Xia.


    "Grandpa! Grandpa! You wake up!" Xia Sha shouted like crazy as she shooked grandfather Xia''s shoulder.


    Grandfather Xia used his remaining strength to open his eyes and smile at Xia Sha. He murmured, "Don''t cry. Grandpa is alright."


    Xia Sha shooked her head and grabbed her grandfather''s hand.


    "Yes! I won''t cry. I hold unto your words. Grandfather, you need to be alright!" Xia Sha cried out. Her heart sank when her grandfather nods his head weakly.. He slowly closed his heavy eyelids while Xia Sha felt her heart had been smashed into a thousand pieces.

 Chapter 139 - Pretty Adorable

    Xia Sha sat outside the emergency unit. She felt her soul just left her body while watching the doctor rushing inside the room to save her grandfather.


    She knew Xia Qi Feng was running to her side. She watched him from the corner of her eyes, but she has no energy left, even to hug her father.


    Father Xia looked at Xia Sha''s pale face. He controls the emotion topping inside his heart. He slows down and takes a seat next to Xia Sha, and pat her back slowly.


    "It''s okay. Grandfather will be just fine. He will be alright. He always does," He mumbles while trying to calm his daughter.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips and wiped tears on her cheek. She took long exhales and inhales, trying to push something out from her tongue.


    "I was talking to him. He was alright a moment ago. How could this happen?" She talks slowly with a restrained sob.


    "He is fragile," Xia Qi Feng''s voice comes out choked. He tried to console Xia Sha, but he felt his heart getting hammered with his own words.


    Right. Father has become fragile and old. He is as stubborn as he used to be, but his body isn''t. Sometimes Xia Qi Feng tends to forget this fact because his father aged well. His hair has turned white, but he didn''t lose any hair strains. His height has shrunk, but he still looked composed as ever.


    Xia Sha and Xia Qi Feng thought that he stayed in the hospital to put Xia Sha under pressure, so she willing to marry Xiao Zhan. He had used this method when Xia Qi Feng decided to divorce Shen Xia Fei. They never thought grandfather Xia is sick.


    Both felt awful as they waited outside the emergency unit.


    Slowly, Xia Sha started to accustomed to the pungent smell of disinfectants. Three hours have passed as she prayed for her grandfather with a chaotic mind and heart. When the operating sign has turned off, she stood up instantly, waiting for the news from inside.


    "Doctor, how is my grandfather?" She questioned the doctor as soon as he comes out.


    The doctor has a masked to cover half of his face and a hair mask to cover his hair. Even though he only reveal his eyes and thick eyebrow, he carries an aura around him that scream ''I am good looking!''. His eyes filled with a glint of suspicion. Xia Sha was confused. Did she do something to anger this man?


    "The patient has a history of heart attack, but there is a trace of Antidepressant in his blood. Couldn''t you take care of your grandfather? he is old and fragile, don''t make him felt unhappy."


    The doctor''s tone and intonation are frosty as he belittled Xia Sha with his gaze. Xia Sha''s jaw dropped on the ground because of his great attitude and the brand new information.


    "Antidepressant? I don''t think my father would consume something like that. He took great care of his body. He even hired a nutritionist to take care of his diet. Are you sure he is taking an Antidepressant?" Xia Qi Feng frowned as he glances at his father inside the ward.


    "Yes."


    "But why?" Xia Qi Feng mumbles.


    The doctor looked offended as he scoffed and retorted coldly.


    "I don''t know. I never make this patient unhappy before. That is a question his most closet family should answer. Why did you do that you make the old make took an Antidepressant in his golden days? But don''t worry, he is safe for now. I''m not sure if you keep making him consuming the Antidepressant, though."


    He left after stabbing a sharp knife on Xia Sha and Xia Qi Feng''s heart.


    Even though the doctor is rude, they can''t find mistaken between his words. Thinking of how much disappointment they caused, the two of them appear guilty.


    After the doctor left, two nurses pushed grandfather Xia back to his ward. Xia Sha takes a glance at her grandfather''s pale face and a long relieved breath. Grandmother Xia and Pang Ze Tian rushed after Xia Qi Feng called them. Xia Sha slowly left the place with a heavy heart.


    She thought grandfather Xia finally let this whole marriage things go. It seems like she underestimates his love for grandfather Xiao. He must felt burdened when he couldn''t return the favor he owes grandfather Xiao.


    If this is the case, Xia Sha has turned into someone who almost murdered her grandfather.


    Her trembling body suddenly hit something because she didn''t watch the road closely. Xia Sha found a hard chest wearing an unbuttoned white shirt and a black t-shirt. Without looking up at the man, she apologized and walked past him.


    The man didn''t want to let her off so quickly. It''s shown in his face when he caught her wrist and called her name.


    "Xia Sha? What happens to you? Why are you here?" That familiar baritone voice flew like music into Xia Sha''s ear. When she recognized that voice, Xia Sha immediately looked up and run to his embrace.


    The owner of the baritone voice caught unprepared. He took two-step back to balance his body when Xia Sha strode into his chest. That beautiful, slim arm was circling his neck as he heard a soft sob coming out from Xia Sha.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, I- I-" she choked and sobbed uncontrollably. It''s like the forte and denial she keeps in her mind crumble down entirely when she heard his voice.


    "Don''t cry, Don''t cry! Speak slowly. Take your time," Ruan Jing Tian''s voice filled with panic when he felt wetness on his chest through his shirt.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, I- I almost killed my grandfather," Xia Sha broked down as she confessed to Ruan Jing Tian.


    "WHAT?" Ruan Jing Tian''s heart practically jumped from its place. Xia Sha seems to cry louder when she heard his reaction. She frowned as she covered her face with her palm.


    Seeing she got more aggrieved, Ruan Jing Tian quickly explains himself. He patted her back and shooked his head frantically.


    "What? That is impossible! It must be-" he almost wanted to say died in your arm because he loves you! Stupid tongue!


    "It must be because I don''t want to marry Xiao Zhan. He wished to granted grandfather Xiao''s wish, and I- I didn''t cooperate. The doctor said he consumes an Antidepressant because of me."


    "A-Antidepressant? Nonsense! Why would he killed himself before he got what he wanted?" Ruan Jing Tian remembers the not-so-kind grandfather Xia in his early day.


    Grandfather Xia had always frowned at him when he played with Xia Sha. He also likes to tease and tricked him so he won''t get too close to Xia Sha. Growing up, Ruan Jing Tian felt grandfather Xia is a stern and no-fun grandfather. He makes Xia Sha learn so many things to fill his expectation.


    He wouldn''t possibly leave before Xia Sha filled his expectation to marry someone he approved. Ruan Jing Tian knew that Oldman loves his granddaughter so much.


    "But I make him unhappy these days. That night, we fought, and I shouted at him. He must''ve felt upset since that day. Today grandfather Xiao come to visit him to cancel the engagement plan. He also hinted that he didn''t dare to offend the Guan family, thus chose to retreat."


    Xia Sha recalls how angry grandfather Xia was at the dinner night and how sincere he looked this noon. The appearing images make her hard to breathe as the air turned sour and suffocating.


    "He gives me his blessing then worried about me getting bullied. I''m so useless."


    Xia Sha''s forehead relies on against Ruan Jing Tian''s hard chest. Tears drop like a free waterfall into the cold ground as Ruan Jing Tian pulled her closer into him.


    "How are you useless? If a woman like you is worthless, then people could call me trash! Since he has given you his blessing, then he is happy for you. Also, that Oldman loves himself so much, why would he eat an Antidepressant?"


    Xia Sha listens to him and slightly felt her muddled brain has clear a little. She stopped sobbing and cry quietly.


    "Talk. Talk again," she begged Ruan Jing Tian as she picked up her shattered heart.


    "Do you remember when we just finished our IELTS test? I thought we could finally play after studying. I''ve rent an ice skating arena for four of us, but what does he do? He said we need to finish our BCT test now. He even watched us sit and come with the book prepared. You remember what he said?" Ruan Jing Tian asked Xia Sha, who stop trembling now.


    "He said stop dreaming to leave this room before you finished three-chapter. I will watch you strictly even if I need to spend a week here." Xia Sha murmured and started to giggles.


    She didn''t know what is so funny about Grandfather''s Xia words that time, but he had made her, Zheng Shuang, and Kai Xin''s stomach hurt. It might be Ruan Jing Tian''s scornful looks or Grandfather Xia''s childishness bicker with Ruan Jing Tian.


    It''s one of the memorable memories in Ruan Jing Tian''s mind. But either way, what he wanted to say is, "Since he said he wanted to see you get married, Grandfather Xia wouldn''t leave you even if he needs to spend weeks here."


    Xia Sha finally looked up after Ruan Jing Tian patted her head gently. Her long eyelashes fluttered like a butterfly wing. It looked even longer because of her tears. Ruan Jing Tian smiles at her and wipes away her tears carefully.


    "Don''t cry anymore. I''m sure Grandfather Xia didn''t take the Antidepressant. It might be someone''s scheme," Ruan Jing Tian finally expressed his real opinion after he sees Xia Sha''s has calmed down.


    Xia Sha nods her head weakly.


    "I know, I''m just shocked. But what are you doing here?"


    Ruan Jing Tian grinned and pulled out a stack of brochures in his pants pocket.


    "Come to study. My nephew needs a good father. I won''t let the little guy down."


    Xia Sha looks at Ruan Jing Tian and found he is never this charming or handsome in the past. Subconsciously she called his name and praised him.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, you are pretty adorable now."

 Chapter 140 - How She Wish

    "Ruan Jing Tian, you are pretty adorable now."


    Ruan Jing Tian felt his whole body heated up as those sweet words travel to his ear. His tongue got paralyzed as he stares at Xia Sha in disbelief. His knee got weak as he blabbered unknown words.


    "Ba, Wha. Ad?"


    "Uh-huh. You look pretty adorable when you take care of your friend like this. It''s a pity I knew how degenerate your behavior before," Xia Sha''s completed her sentence.


    Ruan Jing Tian: "..."


    Ruan Jing Tian''s face darkened as he sternly glares at Xia Sha. He is ready to spat some venomous words when he saw Xia Sha''s gleeful face. Recalling how sad she looked before, Ruan Jing Tian swallows his anger and only rolls her eyes.


    "Should have known I can''t expect more from you."


    "Hehehe. I''m just kidding. I''m so grateful to have you in my life! I''m sure Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin felt the same," Xia Sha were sincere this time. Her intense looked makes Ruan Jing Tian stunned.


    Her smiles were intoxicating. Ruan Jing Tian''s heart always beats faster when he see that sweet smile. He looked at the pregnancy brochure in his hand and shooked his head weakly.


    Why he put so much effort into this little friendship they had? He didn''t want to be a hypocritical person, but he is the one who wears the thickest mask all along.


    Would he even care about this girl friendship if this isn''t the only way to interact closely with Xia Sha? At least, that is his pure intention in the beginning. He wanted to chase Xia Sha.


    The rest is him today, stuck in a friendship zone and watching his love falling in love with another man.


    "I''m grateful for you too," he subconsciously voiced out his mind.


    "Well, Me too, my friend. Me too," Xia Sha stabbed another knife on Ruan Jing Tian''s heart with the word ''friend.''


    Ruan Jing Tian scoffed and averted his gaze. He pretends to read the brochure and ignore Xia Sha.


    Small smiles linger on Xia Sha''s face as she took a deep breath. She felt calmer and composed after laughing with Ruan Jing Tian. After she becomes clear-headed, she remembers that her phone seems to vibrate before.


    She pulled out her phone and found one miss called from Xia Xiang and a random number. She checked on Xia Xiang''s profile first as she left some message on Wei Xian.


    XX: Xia Sha! Meng Ran is boarding insane!


    XX: She forced me to let her move into the manor and settle her CV to the Xia Corporation!


    XX: I told her that I couldn''t possibly do that.


    XX: I can''t even get into the corporation myself!


    XX: How the hell can I help her?


    XX: I heard about grandfather? Is he alright?


    XX: Meng Ran said she wanted to move in tomorrow.


    XX: What should I do?


    The last message was two minutes ago. Reading about Meng Ran''s greedy appetite makes her disgusted and enraged. She could understand if she tried to work for their competitor and fought head to head with her.


    But she grew like a parasite. Meng Ran slowly sucking all the nutrients and scheme behind the person who had helped her before.


    Xia Sha is angry. How can this type of person become her threat? Meng Ran is constantly meddling with her life despite lacking resources and ability. It''s like a slap on her face.


    Maybe Xiao Ni is right. She has grown weak these past few years. She can''t even cut and throw this parasite called Meng Ran away.


    She ponders for a while before she answers Xia Xiang carefully.


    Xia Sha: First, don''t let her enter the manor. Let her stay in the R apartment for now. What she wanted is a luxurious place to live, something she couldn''t afford without Ling Guang. Act reluctant, don''t make her alerted.


    Xia Sha: You can do whatever with her CV. She wouldn''t be able to join anyway.


    This time, she needs to throw Meng Ran far away from her life.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, I need your help again!"


    ***


    The very next day, Meng Ran got discharged from the hospital. Carrying two big suitcases, she enters her new apartment Xia Sha''s had arranged for her.


    "Xia Xiang bitch, she kept saying she did not own a lot of money when she owned this apartment all along!" She cursed loudly.


    Meng Rang felt satisfied, yet furious at the same time. Xia Xiang claimed that she could only lend her the apartment Xia Qi Feng had forgotten. However, this apartment is three times bigger than her previous apartment Ling Guang bought for her!


    This whole time she spends money whenever Xia Xiang complained about his little allowance felt like a slap in her face.


    If Xia Xiang, the unfavored daughter, were given a property like this, imagine what Xia Qi Feng bought for Xia Sha! No wonder she always acted so high and arrogant!


    Meng Ran promised! she will destroy that smug smile the next time she saw her. When that time came, she will laugh at her pretty face and steal Guan Xian from her.


    ''How can you be so confident that you could steal Guan Xian from Xia Sha?'' Xia Xiang''s voice rang on her brain as she smirked like a maniac.


    "HAHAHA! How? Of course, I will let Guan Xian see her real face. I will tear the nice mask she wears around Guan Xian! That scheming and wicked witch!" She shouted to empty air, pointing to somewhere.


    ''Wicked bitch? That nickname belongs to you!'' another voice rang on her mind.


    "NO! SHUT UP! XIA SHA IS THE WICKED BITCH!" Meng Ran kicked her suitcase angrily. She could not control her anger as the voice keep coming into her mind.


    ''She is not a wicked bitch! She is respectable! She was born as a princess while you were her servant. When will you understand this? You-Are-Nothing-Agasint-Xia-Sha!'' The voice screams on Meng Ran''s head.


    Meng Ran shooked her head frantically. She shouted and closed her ears tightly with her hand.


    "NO! SHE IS NOTHING AGAINST ME! I RUINED HER LIFE ONCE. I WILL DO IT AGAIN! I STEAL LING GUANG ONCE, I WILL STEAL GUAN XIAN AGAIN! MARK MY WORDS!" She shouted to no one in the room.


    In her head, she saw that horrible woman. A wicked witched that ruined her life from the start. Her hair was messy and greasy. She wears a sack as her clothes and eating rotten vegetables from the garbage.


    "You see that woman? That is your mother! You were born from her womb, that crazy woman! How can you compare to me?" That taunting voice starts to become clear as Meng Ran saw the apartment changes.


    She has come back to the little alley from her childhood. Place where it''s all started. Standing next to her was Meng Wen, her stepsister.


    They share the same father, but they live a completely different life. Meng Bang is one fucked up man who can''t keep his pants. He had married Meng Wen''s mother for lust. And he knocked up a crazy woman around their little alleyed the very next day.


    That crazy woman is Meng Ran''s biological mother.


    Little Meng Ran had to faced hatred and disgusting gazes from her stepmother and stepsister from the day she was born. They bullied and hit her countless time. For Meng Ran, that little alley is her nightmare.


    "You see that woman? That is your mother! You were born from her womb, that crazy woman! How can you compare to me?" Meng Wan always said that to her every time she comes back with a better score than Meng Wang.


    "You wish you were better than me when you are nothing than a daughter from that idiot woman. She wears trash, eating trash, and living like trash! Your mother is trash! So you were also trash!" Meng Wang''s words had Little Meng Ran furious.


    "MY MOM IS NOT A TRASH!" She shouted and pushed Meng Wen to the rough brick behind where she stood. She then runs away out from the alley. She just wanted to leave her old life and die!


    That is what she thought when she watched the car rushing on the road. However, she was scared when she watch how fast they move. In a serious thought of suicide, Meng Ran felt her stomach grumble.


    Next to the alley was a famous market, they sold many delicious things over there. Little Meng Ran went to the market with the hope to filled her stomach with something. She stopped at a corndog stall, it smells so delicious that she drools on the sideways.


    The aunty looked busy as she served the customer. In between that customer, Little Meng Rang saw a very beautiful jie-jie (older sister). She is taller and older than little Meng Ran, but she has someone carrying her as she ordered some Corn dog to the aunty.


    That jie jie wear very beautiful clothes and the man who carried her were kissing her cheek countless time. Meng Ran looks at herself and start to felt her heart hurting.


    How she wishes, she was born loved like that Jie Jie.

 Chapter 141 - Enough Amount Of Doses

    Little Meng Ran watches the older sister so intently that the little sister looks back at her. A contrast meeting between mellow eyes and charming pupils. She titled her little head and looked at Meng Ran with curious eyes.


    Little Meng Ran blushed. She wanted to avert her gaze, but she can''t. Somehow she felt afraid that little sister would vanish if she looked away for even a minute.


    "Baby, we''ve your corn dog now. What should we buy next?" The uncle who carried the older sister asked her with a loving tone. The little sister blinked and looked back at the uncle.


    "Umm, I think this is enough," the little sister mumbles cutely. Then she retracted her gaze back to Meng Ran. She pressed her lips in hesitance.


    "Daddy, should we buy that little sister some food? She looks hungry."


    The older sister''s daddy followed his daughter''s gaze and smiled warmly at the little sister.


    "Of course we can. My little Xia Sha grew up beautiful and kind!" The uncle said and kissed the older sister''s chubby cheek again. The older sister, whom he called Xia Sha, giggled happily.


    The two of them then approached Meng Ran with a warm smile. Little Meng Ran wanted to run away, but the uncle has stood in front of her.


    "Little girl, do you want to eat something?" The little uncle asked.


    Little Meng Ran swallowed her saliva and looked down nervously. She didn''t dare to stare at the uncle or the beautiful older sister again. "I... I want some corn dog," she murmured.


    Her whin cheeks turned red from embarrassment.


    "Oh? Xia Sha. The little sister wants your corn dog. Will you share your food with her?" The uncle asked little Xia Sha patiently as if he wanted to taught her something.


    Xia Sha nods her head quietly. The uncle passed the corn dog to Xia Sha''s hand and bent his body. Xia Sha comfortably stretched her little hand to give Meng Ran her food.


    Meng Ran shyly accepted the corn dog. She is about to say thank you to the kind old sister when another woman shouted the older sister''s name.


    "Xia Sha! Mom has bought your favorite crayfish."


    "Mom!" Little Xia Sha exclaimed excitedly and stretched her arm out, asking for her mother. The uncle then transfers Xia Sha to the aunty''s embrace. The uncle looked at Xia Sha''s mother with a loving gaze as he impulsively kissed her cheek.


    Their mouth is moving, but little Meng Ran suddenly lost her ability to hear a sound.


    All this time, Meng Ran never knew what family was supposed to do. Her mother did not even understand nor knew his existence. His father does nothing but dragging his family down with him.


    Her little house is not even her house. It''s Meng Wen''s house.


    It''s always tears and bitterness in her life. She thought life was supposed to be that way. What kind of life older sister is living? Why does she look so happy?


    The older sister''s mom and dad look at her with a loving gaze. They bought her what she wanted. They treated her like a treasure.


    How can Xia Sha do that? Why couldn''t she have that kind of life too?


    Meng Ran blinked her tearful eyes as her vision got blurry for the second time. The busy market slowly becomes deserted and clean. Binding light from the modern chandelier forced Xia Sha and her parent out from Meng Ran''s sight.


    She becomes sober.


    Meng Ran instantly stood up when she realized that she has been hallucinating again. Her breath becomes irregular and heavy. She runs to her bag on the floor and trying to find something inside. Her movement was sloppy but fast.


    "Where the fuck is that thing? I need that thing!" She yelled at herself while turning her bag upside down. She threw the empty bag and picked up a blue container decorated with cute stickers.


    Her long nail stretches the sticker panicky, causing the sticker to teared open. From the sticker, a few particles of powder fall on the ground. Meng Ren''s trembling hand bought the container closer to her nose. Once she sniffed that particle, her whole body calmed down.


    She licked some of the powder and quieted down. After some time, she began to pick up her stuff and acting like the break down never happen before.


    She picked up her phone and called someone as she lay on the bed. A sly and seducing smile appeared when the other person picked up her call.


    "Director Kun~ are you there?" She intimately called the person on the other side.


    "Who is this?" The person said with an indifferent voice, but Meng Ran could catch the excitement hidden in his tone.


    Man is too easy to work with, especially a man with no integrity like Director Tan Kun. He is disgusting and cheap. Meng Ran honestly was fed up with him.


    But what can she do? Meng Ran still needs him for money and drug. He also played a big part if he lends his favor this time.


    "This is young Meng Ran-ah? How can you forget me? I''m so sad right now," Meng Ran pretended to sulked and acted spoiled.


    "AH! Meng Ran. How could I forget you? I just watched your memorable video last night. I think you have some talent for filming. Do you ever consider changing your profession? Porn actress earned a lot."


    Director Tan Kun''s words make Meng Ran''s face darkened, but she did not change her tones when she answers him back.


    "Director Kun is funny."


    "Hahaha! So, what do you want?"


    Meng Ran is happy again because Director Kun being straightforward.


    "Director Tan Kun, I wanted to make an offer with you," she said calmly. Director Kun didn''t answer, which means that he is interested in listening to the offer she is making.


    "I heard from brother Ling Guang that you wanted to ''have some fun'' with Mrs.Xia Sha, isn''t that right?" she makes her voice sound hoarse, igniting the fire that could make a man turn irrational.


    Director Tan Kun did not answer again, but Meng Ran could hear his breath become heavy. She smirked.


    "I could give you that. If you-," Meng Ran stopped in the midway, making Director Tan Kun impatient and answer her harshly.


    "What do you want? Say it quickly!" He sounds eager to have the beauty in his bed.


    "I want you to turn her like me. I want you to save her from Guan Xian as you save my from brother Ling Guang."


    The mention of Guan Xian seems to sober Director Tan Kun. He still remembers that young fellow almost killed him in one punch. He didn''t stop there though. Guan Xian cut off all of his legal business and power in the Capital city.


    If he didn''t have several young rich and dumb young master like his client, Tan Kun, that great man would disappear from society. Xia Sha was exciting, she has a sexy body and proud personality. An ice princess that would beg for his mercy.


    Those imaginative images really turned Director Tan Kun on. He is willing to pay a billion for a night with Xia Sha. But he doesn''t want to lose her life to Guan Xian.


    "I did not want to sleep with Xia Sha. You are spouting nonsense!" He snorted.


    "Eh? really? That is a pity. The situation is on your side. Guan Xian is spending his time with his family in Italy, and I have her stepsister, Xia Xiang, on my palm. She listens to my commands as I listen to yours. Sigh, then should I cancel my plan?" She said in an ''it''s a pity'' tone and acted like she wants to end the conversation.


    Director Tan Kun burned with panic when Meng Ran wanted to hang up. He jumped from his seat and shouted to Meng Ran.


    "What plan? I will help you!" he finally decided to help Meng Ran.


    Meng Ran smirked and boasted about her ability inside her head. Guan Xian is right. She never needs Ling Guang for the first time. She is smarter and more capable than him.


    Ling Guang dumped her is the stupidest choice he ever made!


    "Oh, so Director Tan Kun is interested now?" She asked coyly, twirling her hair in a flirtatious manner.


    "Cut the shit! Tell me what I need to do to fuck Xia Sha. My little buddy has waited for her for a long time." Director Tan Kun''s perverted tone make Meng Ran''s lip twitched. But upon thinking Xia Sha would be the one screaming for help under Director Tan Kun''s fat body, she felt smiles widely.


    "You don''t need to do anything. You only need to enjoy and give Xia Sha enough amount of doses." Meng Ran smirked and laughed along when she heard Director Tan Kun''s answer.


    She never realized a little camera is watching her every move and word.

 Chapter 142 - Sorry, I Dont Drink Cheap Wine

    "This girl is..." Xia Sha was dumbfounded.


    "You don''t need to do anything. You only need to enjoy and give Xia Sha enough amount of doses."


    Those nasty tones almost make Xia Sha vomit out the delicious lunch she just had.


    "Hah, I felt this is not a fair play now that I knew everything she had planned," Xia Sha murmured nonchalantly. She crossed her leg and sat beside Ruan Jing Tian while watching Meng Ran went crazy a moment ago.


    Ruan Jing Tian seems to speechless and angry at the same time. Meng Ran''s plan has disgusted him from the bottom of his heart.


    "Xia Sha, let''s aboard the mission. We got enough evidence now. We can give this video to the police. It''s enough to put her under arrest for more than four years," Ruan Jing Tian turned to Xia Sha with his serious face.


    Xia Sha was stunned for a moment but then chose to shooked her head.


    "This girl is so stupid and relies on a drug dealer. I don''t think she has anything to do with ''the mastermind'' behind Kai Xin''s and your grandfather''s incident," Ruan Jing Tian raised his voice as his chest filled with fury.


    "But there is a big chance that the mastermind would use her. We need to do this."


    "Xia Sha!" Ruan Jing Tian shouted in disbelief.


    "Don''t you realized how dangerous this could be? You could lose your purity to that ugly drug dealer! For what? For a mere nobody whose stand no chance to ruined your life if you ignore her now!"


    Xia Sha was surprised Ruan Jing Tian would look so angry, but her face remained calm as she sipped her tea. A little smile painted her face as she glances at Ruan Jing Tian.


    "Heh, you are underestimating me. Why would I put my purity on the stake if I could do what everyone else will do to face a lustful pig?"


    Xia Sha''s beautiful remarks did not help Ruan Jing Tian to comprehend her word at all. He sat still with a frown and eyes narrowed at Xia Sha.


    "Don''t worry. I will never let myself suffer in grievance again," Xia Sha patted Ruan Jing Tian''s shoulder lightly. Ruan Jing Tian pinched the space between his eyes. He is restless.


    "Sigh, It might sound baseless accusation. But I think it''s the Xiao family. As you said, they wanted your company, and Grandfather Xiao is visiting him before you came," Ruan Jing Tian expressed his opinion with an eyebrow furrowed like an angry bird.


    Xia Sha chuckled and nodded her head, "I do think of them. But as you said, it''s a baseless accusation. Without any clear evidence, my grandfather and the world wouldn''t believe me. Even if I speak up, they would say I''m making things up because I don''t want to marry Xiao Zhan."


    "Yes, but at least you don''t have to do this. Xia Sha, I don''t want to see you near that nasty director. Not even a meter away from him. Can we think of another way? Please? For the sake of our friendship?" Ruan Jing Tian is practically begging Xia Sha to stop her madness.


    Xia Sha looked at those worried faces and hesitating with herself. Just when she wanted to agree with him, she got another message from Xia Xiang.


    XX: That witched asked which dress you''ll wear to New Year Masquerade Party.


    XX: Irritating, I knew. But don''t get mad ad me.


    Xia Sha scoffed when she read the text. New Year Masquerade party! Who''s even going to that kind of event anymore? It''s like a party with a bunch of piranhas.


    Scary and annoying.


    The only family that would go to the New Year Masquerade party is a social climber or new money. They would act as shy as a humble plant but grab an opportunity like rafflesia Arnoldi.


    XS furiously type ''I am not going!!!''


    "Who agitate you again?" he asked curiously and peeked at her phone. He wanted to knew what make her agitate again.


    "Pfft," he could not hold his laughter when he read the New Year Masquerade Party.


    "Pfft."


    "PFTTT," Ruan Jing Tian could not hold his laughter at the end. He falls backward and lay on the ground as he laughs while covering his stomach.


    "Bwahaha! Are you going to attend the New Year Masquerade Party? HAHAHA! What is this? Why is this so funny! Will you pretend like you are in the middle of the Met Gala and wear a gold dress?" Ruan Jing Tian teased her playfully.


    Xia Sha wrinkled her nose and ignored Ruan Jing Tian on the floor. She glanced at her phone and decided to delete her message.


    Xia Sha: I''m going to wear a gold dress and mask.


    Xia Sha: I swear she would not live a good life after this.


    Xia Sha: *killing gesture.gif*


    Ruan Jing Tian is still rolling on the floor when she closes her phone harshly. Annoyed by his laughter, she pulls his leg and pressed his tight with her eyebrow. The painful feeling that comes too sudden shut Ruan Jing Tian almost immediately.


    "AHHHHH! IT''S HURTFUL! XIA SHA WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" Ruan Jing Tian squealed like a dolphin.


    "Shut up!" Xia Sha scold him fiercely.


    "I can''t! The images it too funny in my mind. Pfft," Ruan Jing Tian holds his laughter again.


    "You are going to be my partner at that party."


    Ruan Jing Tian: "..."


    Thus on new year''s eve, Xia Sha holds Ruan Jing Tian''s arm as she walked past the red carpet. She is wearing a strapless gold mermaid dress. Xia Sha let her straight black hair decorated her back. She wore no makeup under the mask, but she applied hot red lipstick on her lips.


    In conclusion, she appears like a sexy goddess and steals everyone''s attention.


    Ruan Jing Tian constantly frowning beside her, trying to covering her back with his arm. Xia Sha did not get irritated by his hand on her shoulder. Instead, she welcomed it with a playful smirk.


    "Did you spot her yet?" Xia Sha murmured to Ruan Jing Tian in a low voice. Ruan Jing Tian keeps his dreamy appearance and flexes his Rolex indifferently.


    "Two O''clock, white dress," Ruan Jing Tian replied.


    Xia Sha steals a glance from the corner of her eyes. When she see Xia Xiang''s midnight blue dress beside the girl in a white dress, she nods her head.


    "Aish, she is so persistent in acting pure and kind. Annoying," Xia Sha hissed. Ruan Jing Tian''s lips twitched because of Xia Sha''s comment. He did not know which urge he needs to surpass. Laughing at Xia Sha''s funny remarks or killing Meng Ran.


    The party started boring and stayed boring until the middle of the event. So many people tried to talk to Xia Sha and Ruan Jing Tian. But they could always free themselves from a conversation that would inflict a financial loss.


    It was until Director Tan Kun''s fat stomach appears Ruan Jing Tian heard something on his earpiece. Director Tan Kun could not cover all of his cheeks because he is too chubby. And as if the appearance is not disgusting enough, he needs to show his rotten smiles to everyone.


    "Boss, the drink has been spiked," Ruan Jing Tian''s little earpiece warned her. Ruan Jing Tian stayed calm and naturally showed a sign to prepared. For both his people and Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha took a deep breath under her lazy smiles when Director Tan Kun approached her. Ruan Jing Tian clenched his fist when he arrived in front of them. His arm on Xia Sha''s shoulder pushed her closer to him.


    "Oh! Is this Xia Sha? The famous ice princess. It''s been a while since I met you," Director Tan Kun said with a friendly tone.


    Xia Sha used her cold gaze and turned her head to the side. She sips her champagne elegantly while acting as if Director Tan Kun is not talking to her.


    Director Tan Kun has expected Xia Sha would still acting smug and arrogant. Her cold acting had aroused him more.


    He got excited and took one step closer to Xia Sha.


    Ruan Jing Tian reflects stretched his arm and pushed him back with an unkind face. Director Tan Kun is taken aback. He is too focused on the exciting images in his mind that she did not realize Xia Sha bought a man with her.


    He was about to run, thinking that it might be Guan Xian. But when he observed closer, he found out that man did not look like Guan Xian. Not even close. He chuckled and looked down on Xia Sha inside his heart.


    ''Ah, acting so self-righteous, but she played around with man. What an interesting lady. I can''t wait to hear you scream my name in my bed.''


    "Ms.Xia! I wanted to apologize for the last time. Please accept this glass of wine as my apology." He offered the glass that had been spiked.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and took the glasses from him. Director Tan Kun''s smile rose. He watched her bring the glass to her mouth when she suddenly throws the wine to his face.


    "So Sorry.. I don''t drink cheap wine," Xia Sha smirked in satisfaction.

 Chapter 143 - There Is No Guan Xian To Save You.

    Ruan Jing Tian is trying hard to keep his face straight as he watched Xia Sha walked away elegantly. Before Xia Sha completely disappears from his sight, he caught her winking mischievously at him.


    Ruan Jing Tian wrinkled his nose and calmly slid his knuckle under his pants pocket. He emotionlessly glares at Director Tan Kun as he talks in an arrogant tone.


    "Are you the infamous Director Tan Kun? I heard you also tried to assault Miss Xia Sha in a nightclub before. How dare you appear before Miss Xia again? Young Master Guan hasn''t taught you enough?"


    Director Tan Kun gritted his teeth. He wipes all the wine on his face harshly and glares back at Ruan Jing Tian.


    "I am! I am that Director Tan Kun, so what do you want to do?" he answers furiously.


    Ruan Jing Tian did not expect much from this stupid man. While watching him wiping the wine excess on his chubby face, Ruan Jing Tian gives him his handkerchief.


    Director Tan Kun did not see it coming. He was surprised Ruan Jing Tian would be so gentlemanly that he would offer him a hand. He shows little smiles and took the handkerchief from Ruan Jing Tian''s hand.


    "Thank you, bro," he murmured while wiping the wine from his face and body.


    Ruan Jing Tian looks at the pitiful handkerchief and nonchalantly replied to Director Tan Kun.


    "No problem. I heard you sell good stuff?"


    Director Tan Kun''s eyes lit up. He looked at Ruan Jing Tian in excitement.


    Aiya, he thought this man is Xia Sha''s partner. Turn out he is a potential buyer. Look at his expensive watch and tailor-made suit; this young man most likely belongs with those stupid third young master who had nothing but money to spend.


    "I got grade A+ goods and connection with the head police in several area. You are good, as long you remain in Capital City," Director Tan Kun grin while his hand still wiping some spoiled wine in his purple suit.


    "Name the number. I''ll get someone transfer to your account right on the moment." Ruan Jing Tian remained calm as he heard the notification with his earpieces.


    Director Tan Kun wanted to name his price. Then he remembered the humiliation he felt because of Xia Sha. There is no way Meng Ran''s stupid plan will work right now since Xia Sha has thrown away the spiked wine at his face.


    But this young man...


    He seems close to Xia Sha. Xia Sha also lets him touch her shoulder, so she should be dependent or believe this guy. Maybe he can negotiate things with this young man to get Xia Sha under his bed.


    "I''ll give you a discount if you-"


    "I don''t need a discount," Ruan Jing Tian cut him off fast and slick. Director Tan Kun scoffed.


    This type of third young master, always testing his patience. Fine, money is not a problem than identity it is.


    "I need your ID and signature. I need proof that you are committed to buying my goods and insurance that this young master wouldn''t tell anything to anyone."


    Ruan Jing Tian''s heart finally felt relieved when Director Tan Kun starts to play smart. He is worried that the plan wouldn''t work because Director Tan Kun is too stupid.


    If that happens, that how troublesome this night would get?


    "What do you want?" Ruan Jing Tian asked straightforwardly, indicating that he didn''t want to sign the contract or tell him his identity.


    As if he has hit the jackpot, Director Tan Kun''s smiles got wider and wider. He flips the handkerchief in dignified ways. His eyes turned sly as he emitted a disgusting aura from his back.


    Ruan Jing Tian swears he wanted to abort the mission and escape this minute! He only stayed because Xia Sha''s begging voice rang on his ears. That is the only thing he needs to endure this torture.


    "I wanted you to drugged Miss Xia and sent her to my room. 4012. Before 11," Director Tan Kun shamelessly named the condition he wanted.


    "Do I look that desperate that I will sell my friend just for drugs?" Ruan Jing Tian frowned.


    Director Tan Kun smiles nastily and waves the handkerchief in his hand. He whispered in a low tone.


    "This looks desperate to me."


    Ruan Jing Tian keeps his stoic expression. He needs to control all of the nerves in his body not to kick or hit Director Tan Kun when he stepped forward and slides drugs into his suit pocket.


    "I''ll be counting until eleven. Oh! Don''t you dare to play a dirty trick on me. I got a pretty powerful man behind my back. You would not believe it!"


    "Oh? I did not know Xia Sha had so many enemies," Ruan Jing Tian turned to Director Tan Kun with a ''Now I''m Interest'' gaze.


    Director Tan Kun laughed and shook his head.


    "Oh, not many since she got Young Master Guan Xian on his camp. No one dares to offend her, but not my backing. He did not lack the power to make Young Master Guan become the laughing stock in the city."


    "That powerful? Do I knew him?"


    "Ahahaha, I think you do. Everyone knew him, but no one can approach," Director Tan Kunwinked and patted Ruan Jing Tian''s shoulder.


    Ruan Jing Tian wanted to vomit out all the champagne he drank and sushi he ate before. Director Tan Kun is the lowest man in the pyramids. Ignorance and lust is a deadly combination that even Ruan Jing Tian could not handle.


    Ruan Jing Tian leaves the scene with shivers down his spine. It''s the most nauseatic and horror night in his life.


    Meng Ran didn''t pay any attention to Ruan Jing Tian when he left the ballroom. Instead, she got worried as she runs toward Director Tan. Who did not see how Xia Sha humiliated the biggest player in this party tonight?


    When she sees him walking away in a rush, Meng Ran grasped his arm.


    "Director Tan, where are you going? The party is just about to begin," Meng Ran used the most gentle tone she could.


    "Are you blind? Don''t you that bitch has ruined my suit? I need to change!" Director Tan Kun pushed Meng Ran''s so he could release his arm.


    Meng Ran was surprised when Director Tan Kun look at her with nothing but coldness. He must be dead furious at her. Damn Xia Sha!


    "Aiya, you know big sister Xia Sha''s temper is overwhelming sometimes. Don''t be angry at me. Also, the way she humiliates you earlier, you can repay her soon," Meng Ran stuck her soft breast to Director Tan Kun''s arm.


    Director Tan Kun''s gaze falls on her chest. He scoffed at Meng Ran with a heavy breath.


    "You are such a cheap woman. You acted like a whore," he mocked her but did not push her away this time.


    Meng Ran is biting her tongue angrily at Director Tan Kun''s derision. But she couldn''t do anything but smiling sweetly and accompany him to changed his clothes.


    Of course, Director Tan Kun would not waste the opportunity having Meng Ran accompany him changed his suit at his hotel room. He tossed Meng Ran all over the bed. Punished her with a hard slap as he vents his humiliation before.


    Meng Ran moaned and cried, calling his name as she faked the pressure.


    Both of them hold their meeting in the bed with the same thought on their mind.


    "Xia Sha! I will kill you bitch!" Director Tan Kun groaned as he finished his business inside Meng Ran. Meng Ran was tired, but she forced herself to hug Director Tan Kun as she spoke gently to his ears.


    "Hm, she has humiliated both of us. Tonight she finally got what she deserves. I''m so happy."


    Director Tan Kun snorted smugly. He nods his head.


    "I will humiliate her more than she humiliates you. I promise."


    "You will also drug her after you humiliate her. Don''t forget your promise," Meng Ran pouted cutely to soften Director Tan Kun''s heart.


    Director Tan Kun looked at Meng Ran and chuckled.


    "I did not forget my promise. You have my words, don''t worry."


    Meng Ran saw Director Tan Kun got excited for the second time. She almost vomits at him in disgust. But thinking that she still needs him to ruin Xia Sha, she holds his urges.


    "Aiya, don''t get too excited. I knew you were strong enough to bully me all day, but you still have the arrogant Miss Xia. I will be the one with the bigger heart to give in this time," she caresses Director Tan Kun''s cheek gently.


    A beautiful face and gentle action could always stir a man''s heart. Melted with her lies, Director Tan Kun agreed and shifted his focus on the main course.


    Xia Sha, I will come and get you this time.


    There is no Guan Xian to save you.

 Chapter 144 - Isnt This Is The All Mighty And Proud Miss Xia?

    Xia Sha sat beside Ruan Jing Tian in the private room they set to become a monitor room. The Gold dress she wears beforehand hung beautifully in a dreamy figure. Familiar to Xia Sha''s body type.


    Xia Sha smiles, showing her approval when she watched the gold dress revived in that dreamy figure''s persona. She nudged Ruan Jing Tian''s elbow and wrinkled her nose at him.


    "I knew that I could trust you in this matter. That girl is perfect," She praised the woman across them.


    Ruan Jing Tian moves his gaze from the monitor to Xia Sha. He raised his eyebrow and curiously glanced at the woman sitting on the makeup table.


    "Nobody perfect in this world," Ruan Jing Tian answer curtly. Unaffected with the woman''s hourglass figure.


    Xia Sha raised both of her eyebrows funnily and put her arm on Ruan Jing Tian''s tall shoulder.


    "Wei, isn''t this figure is your type?" she continued her series of questions.


    Ruan Jing Tian shook his head lightly.


    "I don''t believe it! You must have met her in the club. Or else, why would she agree so fast to be my body double?"


    Ruan Jing Tian watched Xia Sha pursed her lips. A stark cool glint appears on her beautiful iris. There is something about her frosty gaze that stirred Ruan Jing Tian''s heart. His heart race fastens as his eyes fall on her cherry lips.


    Xia Sha wears bold red shades before. Uncomfortable, she wipes her lips carelessly and hasn''t had proper time to wash her face. Those blood-red shades leave a stain on her cherry lips.


    It makes every man''s adam apple wobbled up and down. Not to mention Ruan Jing Tian, who watched it so closely.


    "Ruan Jing Tian! What is that weird gaze you are giving me!" Xia Sha''s slap on his back dragged him out from the darkness that consuming his mind.


    Ruan Jing Tian''s eyes flares open as he scolds the demon inside his heart. Damn it! Ruan Jing Tian, What are you thinking? She has a boyfriend, and you don''t want to ruin this relationship!


    Xia Sha''s probing eyes make Ruan Jing Tian nervous. He spouts out anything on his mind, as long as it could help him get out from the uncomfortable atmosphere.


    "Xia Sha! Are you even my best friend? Don''t you know my type? I like a woman like Guan Xiao Ni. She is docile, cute, funny, a peerless beauty. She makes every man''s heart warm when she calls their name. When did I ever fall for the glamour type?"


    Xia Sha was surprised by his offended tone. Her lips twitched. Scoffing arrogantly, she murmured.


    "Why did you get angry at me? I will be your big sister-in-law if your dream comes true."


    "..."


    Ruan Jing Tian could hear his heart shattered into pieces as his soul cry for his stupid brain.


    Why did you say that, huh? Why did you like pushing yourself into a pit so much? Is that necessary to tell the girl you like that you wanted to be her brother-in-law? Huh?


    Ruan Jing Tian! You coward!


    Ruan Jing Tian''s soul left his body and screamed at his face.


    "..." Ruan Jing Tian got stupified for a long time.


    While Ruan Jing Tian''s brain got malfunctions for a moment, Xia Sha stands from her seat and approaching the gorgeous girl. She just finished her makeup and wearing the golden mask Xia Sha wear before.


    "Has Ruan Jing Tian taught you how to use a gun?" Xia Sha smiles and stares at the girl''s reflection in the big mirror.


    The girl smirked and tapped her tight.


    "Don''t worry. I mastered taekwondo and some self-defense. Else, I wouldn''t take this dangerous mission," the girl laughed. She is stressing the word ''dangerous'' to make it sound a joke.


    Xia Sha''s smiles got wider as she looks at the gorgeous figure with amusement. Ah, she likes this woman. She is quick-witted and funny. She felt the same vibes when they talked.


    It a pity that she couldn''t dig more about her body double because Ruan Jing Tian notified them about Director Tan Kun''s movement. Xia Sha went back to her seat beside Ruan Jing Tian and watched the monitor intensely.


    "Meng Ran is still inside?" Xia Sha asked as she checked the digital clock on the nightstand. It''s almost eleven. Her body double should pretend drunk and enter the room before Director Tan Kun comeback.


    "There are five minutes left. I don''t think we can go with our initial plan," Ruan Jing Tian''s face darkened.


    Xia Sha ponders for a moment before she grabbed Ruan Jing Tian''s small earpiece he abandoned int the table.


    "Tell Director Tan Kun''s my room number. 2012. Don''t make it so obvious," Xia Sha spoke to their man.


    "2012. Copy mam," A bartender in the middle of the wild party whispered while he locked his sight on his target. Director Tan Kun has changed his suit into a bright red colored suit. He sways his hip on the dance floor, looking more excited than before.


    This fickle man is only here to kill time. He thinks it would hurt Xia Sha''s ego more if he comes late. As he thinks about what waited on his bed, his smile got nastier.


    The bartender waited for him to approached the bar, but he never did. Anxious, the bartender decided to take an active approach to Director Than Kun with a glass of wine as his alibi.


    It''s a little weird to find someone carrying a glass of wine in the middle of the dancing floor. But Director Tan Kun enjoy the ''special treatment'' he received and gladly accept the wine.


    He raised the glass and raised his hand at the bartender.


    "From Mr.Z?" he asked with an ignorant tone.


    The bartender said nothing but show a polite smile from the start.


    "Miss Xia is waiting in her room. Please enjoy the wine from 2012," The bartender cleverly left a hint for Director Tan Kun.


    "Ah, a woman is so fickled. Throwing wine this second and offering their body the other second."


    Director Tan Kun''s licked his dried lips and sipped his wine happily as his imagination run wild. He patted the bartender''s back with a know-it-all look and whispered.


    "Thank Mr.Zheng for me. Tell him I will never disappoint him!"


    The bartender keeps his natural face, but Ruan Jing Tian and Xia Sha behind the monitor couldn''t hide their surprised face.


    "Zheng family? Which Zheng?"


    Xia Sha and Ruan Jing Tian looked at each other. They have the same disbelief and worried expression as one name pop on their brain.


    There is only two famous Zheng family in the city.


    But they belong to the same branch of the Zheng family. Xia Sha never crosses paths with the Zheng family. The only Zheng she knew is Zheng Shuang''s family.


    But, it''s Zheng Shuang? How can she harm Xia Sha or Kai Xin?


    Or did she had done something that offended uncle Zheng?


    Xia Sha was so immersed in her thought that she did not notice Director Tan Kun had left the ballroom. He whistles an old song as he walks toward his room. He even dances in the midway.


    "Hoek! I want to vomit!" Ruan Jing Tian tried to divert his thought from the new information he had received.


    "You want to vomit? What about me? The acid on my stomach was boiling in rage!" Xia Sha sneered.


    They watched Director Tan Kun stopped in front of the door with a 2012 sign. He checked his breath and combed his hair. Ruan Jing Tian was speechless upon watching the monitor.


    He opens the door with a burst of pervert laughter rang throughout the room. It sends chills to everyone that could hear him.


    Xia Sha''s second body is lying on the bed, showing her peerless back. Director Tan Kun swallowed hard upon sight in front of his eyes. His little brother stands proud as he approached the beauty.


    "Ah, look at this. Isn''t this is the all mighty and proud Miss Xia? The sexiest woman in high society. Young Master Guan''s beloved girlfriend. Why did she leave the door open for the man she just humiliates?"


    He stands on the edge of the back, tracing the gentle line of the body double''s shoulder with a trembling fingertip.


    He could not believe this! He finally touches the woman that has stayed on his mind for months now. It felt surreal. The plump and soft skin has excited his whole body.


    The finger that has witnessed how good her body taste started to moves impolitely. Touching the bumps that excited Director Tan Kun the most. He is about to reach Xia Sha''s bosom when someone twisted his arm.


    CRACK


    Director Tan Kun heard his bone cracked with a single move from the delicate woman in front of him. A seducing smirked is the last thing he remembers before he fainted on the ground.


    Xia Sha''s body double looks at the useless man in the ground. She picked her long gown and scoffed.


    "What the hell? He did not even scream. Tsk, you are a horrible woman," she said to herself as she walked away.


    "Mission accomplished," she whispered to her earpiece that connects to Ruan Jing Tian''s ear. Ruan Jing Tian, who is still stunned, froze in his pose. Only when Xia Sha nudges his elbow, he answered.


    "C-copy."

 Chapter 145 - Getting Arrested Is One On My Bucket List

    Xia Sha saw Director Tan Kun lying on the floor via the monitor and the stunned Ruan Jing Tian. She raised her eyebrow.


    "You also didn''t see that coming, don''t you?" she asked in a dubious tone.


    Ruan Jing Tian turned his head slowly to Xia Sha. He shook his head, providing the truth.


    "Never in my wildest dream, I knew she could kill someone so quietly."


    If he knew it before, he won''t be so careless and act accordingly. The words he said about his ideal type before, that girl must''ve heard it. Does she felt offended? Will she come back to haunt him?


    Xia Sha let a long sigh and jumped to the bed. Soon, the police officer she has informed before would come to arrest Director Tan Kun. After hearing about his connection with a few police heads in the city, Xia Sha decided to thicken her skin and borrow Guan Xian''s network and power.


    Yes! She asks for help from Wang Kai!


    Her legs still tremble whenever she remember this moment.


    A lot of things have happened tonight. Although Xia Sha''s little victory against Director Tan Kun had made her day better, the information he leaked remains a big hole in Xia Sha''s mind.


    Why is the Zheng family support director Tan Kun? Do they involve in drug syndicates? But what more, does Yan Xi and Kai Xin''s accident has something to do with Zheng Shuang or the Zheng family?


    The same problems also linger on Ruan Jing Tian''s brain. The spacious hotel room filled with silence as two of them calculating the probability of so many factors.


    It was until Xia Sha''s phone rang loudly and distracted their train of thought. But the nosy voices started to get overwhelming when they got mixed with the knocking sound from outside.


    Both noises sound demanding.


    "Pick up your phone. I''ll open the door," Ruan Jing Tian walked to the door.


    Irritated, Xia Sha reaches out for her phone with a frown on her face. The frown got deeper once she sees series of unknown numbers on the screen.


    Xia Sha almost slides the green button to answer the call when a loud shout stops her finger from moving.


    "Don''t pick up the call!"


    In front of the door, her silly bodyguard that keep guarding Zheng Shuang''s apartment stood still. They wear a fierce expression as their gaze alighted with the unfriendly look. This rough temperament and aura seem to be one hundred and eighty degrees different from Xia Sha''s memories.


    Xia Sha''s ringtone vibrates all over the corner as everyone pressed their lips into a straight line. After Xia Sha recovered from her shock, she realized how rigid Ren Wu and Tu Yu look right now.


    "What happens?" she directly asked after sensing something amiss from their sudden appearance.


    "Police is coming here. Someone leaked all drug consumers of Tan Kun. Somehow there is sister-in-law''s name on the list. Big Brother Guan is unreachable now, but our leader has ordered us to help you escape," Ren Wu said seriously.


    It''s like a bolt had hit Xia Sha''s hard. All of her nerves tensed. Ren Wu explains his plan to take Xia Sha to escape from the hotel, but Xia Sha shooked her head.


    "I can''t do that. My good name and company reputation are at stake. Since they dare to arrest me, then the Police must have legal permission to do so. I can''t escape like a coward."


    "But-, sister-in-law, you could go to jail because of this. It''s better to escape now and come to the police station with your lawyer tomorrow," Tu Yu gives his insight.


    Tu Yu''s idea is an effective way for this moment. However, there are big chances Ruan Jing Tian would be involved as her partner tonight. She doesn''t want to drag Ruan Jing Tian down with her.


    "No. I''m going to face it," Xia Sha looked at Ruan Jing Tian with an unreadable face.


    "When does the transaction took place? If it''s tonight, we have some footage to prove that we are innocent," Ruan Jing Tian tried to use rationality.


    He was as anxious as Xia Sha as he stares at Ren Wu intently.


    They have eyes and proof everywhere for tonight. At least it could help Xia Sha in the court. She doesn''t have to spend nights in jail or having Xia Sha''s name tarnished.


    "There is no your name in the list. They probably don''t even know what happens tonight. It just someone leaked everything in a forum, and it blows up to the public." Tu Yu explained coldly to Ruan Jing Tian.


    "Whatever it is. I could not escape this situation right now. I need to go with the Police and solve this problem. However, you, Ruan Jing Tian, need to go. I barely save myself, don''t add my burden-"


    "FUCK! Why did you keep doing this to me?" Ruan Jing Tian yelled angrily at Xia Sha.


    "Ren Wu, help Ruan Jing Tian escape. Tu Yu, come with me," Xia Sha disregards Ruan Jing Tian''s anger and decisively makes an arrangement.


    Ren Wu is not happy with Xia Sha''s order. But he is trained to be professional and loyal. If his sister-in-law has arranged something, he believes it would be the best for everyone. However, he needs his sister-in-law to understand something.


    "I listen to you since I believe big brother Guan''s word. He said you are a smart and responsible woman. You are capable of saving yourself. Sister-in-law, please don''t crush my faith for Big Brother''s Guan valuation!" Ren Wu shouted before he pulled Ruan Jing Tian together with him.


    Ruan Jing Tian''s eyes flares open. He hasn''t stop cursing and yelling at Xia Sha when Ren Wu drag him out of the room. Ruan Jing Tian is not weak, but Ren Wu is just more powerful. He pulled Ruan Jing Tian as if he was a little monkey under the panther''s care.


    Xia Sha was left alone with Tu Yu after they leave.


    Affected with Ren Wu''s last word, Xia Sha calmly turned her gaze at Tu Yu''s cold face.


    "Guan Xian said that?" her eyes filled with doubt.


    Tu Yu is steadily guarding behind the door. He didn''t say anything but nod his head as his answer. Xia Sha is lowered her head and stare at the hotel carpet.


    Smart, Responsible, and capable of saving myself. So that is what Guan Xian has thought about me, Xia Sha thought.


    Deep inside, she was happy to hear Guan Xian''s assessment of her.


    They always met when something unfortunate happens to her. Somehow, Guan Xian appears every time she needs helps. He has slowly become her silver lining, and she hates herself for that.


    She does not wish to depend on him for help.


    She doesn''t want him to think she is just another damsel in distress, even though she appears to be one every time he is around.


    So when she heard Ren Wu''s words and Tu Yu''s confirmation, she secretly felt relieved. And that feeling hardened her heart and soul. She found herself calm and composed when the Police knocked on her door.


    "Miss Xia, I am arresting you under suspicion of drug possession. You have the right to remain silent. If you waive these rights and talk to us anything you say may be used against you in court. Do you understand this right?" The officer sternly approached Xia Sha and put a cuff around her wrist.


    Accompanied by Tu Yu on her side, Xia Sha walks to the appointed car calmly. The camera flash, who turned her into an envious goddess, suddenly turned into her predator. The mouth that smiles and praised her earlier had turned into a mocking scowl.


    Xia Sha smirked. She keeps her back straight and walks elegantly. There is no trace of remorse or regret on her face. Not even when she saw Xia Xiang rush to run away from the crowd.


    "Miss Xia, how can you defend yourself?"


    "Miss Xia, is there a wide drug syndicate hidden behind the Xia Corporation?


    "Miss Xia, don''t you felt ashamed? You are a disgrace for your father and mother!"


    "Miss Xia, did Young master Guan knew about this?"


    Xia Sha remains numb and silent throughout the waves of question. She slid into the car and sat still inside. The Police soon disperse the mass of humans and drove Xia Sha to the police station.


    They sent her to wait in a small room. Xia Sha sat on the chair, posing a beautiful posture as she closed her eyes. Unbothered. She did not even react when someone enters her room and sit in front of her.


    "Hah, I underestimate your pride. You still acted all might and high. Even in this situation," Xia Sha''s visitor said in a mockery tone.


    Xia Sha did not react to that person, even though she recognized her voice.


    "Who would have thought there would be this day someday, A day where the stupid Meng Ran beat Xia Sha in her game. It''s such a pity you have to bear such big consequences for your loss. Spending your life in jails. How unexpected twist and turn of Xia''s family beloved princess."


    Xia Sha''s eyebrow twitched after she heard Meng Ran''s provocation. She slowly opens her eyelids and revealing her arrogant eyes. Meng Ran smirked upon watching Xia Sha''s reaction.


    But her smirk slowly dispersed when Xia Sha grin. That grin got wider and intimidating as she replied, "Don''t you knew that getting arrested is one on my bucket list?"

 Chapter 146 - I Am Not Around For Two Weeks, And She Went To Jail.

    "Don''t you knew that getting arrested is one on my bucket list?"


    Meng Ran could not hide her frown when Xia Sha slowly raised from her seat. She slowly leans inwardly to Meng Ran. Her sharp and wicked pupils were cold and intimidating. A shiver runs Meng Ran''s spine when Xia Sha suddenly grasped her chin with her cold, slender hand.


    "Don''t you think my life has been too boring lately? It''s nice and wonderful and boring," She tightened her grasp on Meng Ran''s chin.


    It''s only a light pinched, but Meng Ran felt suffocated. Perhaps of the mental pressure, she choked as she tried to gather up her courage.


    "You are just lucky to own what you have today. You''ve been living in privileges since the day you were born. Your lucky strike is ending!" Meng Ran gritted her teeth.


    Both of them were aware there is a camera recording their every move. Meng Ran knew Xia Sha would not go so far like the last time she slaps her on the abandoned building.


    Her whole body is trembling. Meng Ran herself didn''t understand why she gets so intimidated even though she knew Xia Sha could not do anything to her in this room. At least.


    "I am indeed lucky," Xia Sha smirked. Her beautiful eyebrow arched up as she tilted her head. She does everything in slow-motion, turning the small room into a theater play of psycho.


    "Not like you, I''m born rich. My father and mother love me. My step-sister and stepmother did not abuse me. Oops, did I touch your sore spot?"


    Meng Ran''s eyes flare open when she realized what Xia Sha implied behind her words. Her knee went weak as the darkness starts consuming her mind.


    "How did you know? You investigate me?" Meng Ran asked. Xia Sha could feel the anxiousness she emitted from his trembling voice. She smiles slyly.


    "Ah...? I did touch your sore spot. I sorry, but not sorry. I intended it that way," Xia Sha cheered, releasing her hand from Meng Ran''s jaw at once.


    Meng Ran almost falls to her back when Xia Sha suddenly lets go of her. Her finger crawled to her jaw as she closed her mouth with her palm.


    Xia Sha understands some psychological gestures since she used to read informative articles when she is bored. From what she read, She finds people tend to cover their mouth with hand when they did not want to release words they don''t want to say.


    When Meng Ran less expected it, Xia Sha grabs the opportunity to smack the desk.


    BAM!


    Meng Ran jolted. Her body shuddered in fear.


    "Have cat grab your tongue? You can''t provoke me with your words anymore?" Xia Sha chuckled and went back to her seat calmly.


    Meng Ran took a sharp breath and closed her eyes. She clasped her lips together into a thin line.


    "Do you remember ever going to a night market at R street? You bought a corndog. I was standing on the corner, hungry and miserable."


    "I don''t remember. You are not significant in my life. I don''t have to remember you. And it''s not like knowing your history would change a thing," Xia Sha shrugged her shoulder.


    Meng Ran scoffed, then she smiles sweetly at Xia Sha.


    "That what I hate the most about you. I don''t understand how that sweet sister turned into an egoistic bitch like you. But what blew my mind away is how Guan Xian wasting his time trying to fix you."


    "Mindblowing and idiotic. Indeed. I agree with you. But that is Guan Xian''s choice, and that is his problem. You, on the other hand, barely keeping up with your life. What could you do to help him? Give an eye-opening of me? Did you even know the real me? How can you be so sure he doesn''t know how wicked I could be. But you could?"


    Meng Ran averted her gaze. She did not know how to answer Xia Sha''s words. But she knew she is losing her point if she falls for her words trap.


    "How can you be so confident? Do you think Guan Xian would pick up Director Tan Kun''s nasty leftovers?" Xia Sha laughed like she just heard the funniest joke in the world. She shook her head in disbelief.


    "What if he hates weakling like you and finds witches are more attractive?" Xia Sha smirked.


    "If you go this far just for Guan Xian, I suggest you give up. Do you want the man? Go for the man. You don''t have to fight with another woman if the man wants you."


    "At least you can''t be happy now. The Guan family would not accept ex-convicts to be their daughter-in-law," Meng Ran said with great confidence. She used some times to control her emotion and stuck to her mindset.


    "He is not here now. No one is going to save you this time."


    Her plan is working out. She, Meng Ran, would win this round against Xia Sha. She won once. She will win again. With that thought, she stood up to leave Xia Sha.


    "Have a great time in your new home," Meng Ran smiles as she looked around the little room.


    "Oh, don''t worry. It would be a colorful day since you will accompany my days in jail," Xia Sha murmured as she watches Meng Ran''s back disappear behind the iron door.


    Also, who said she need Guan Xian to help her this time?


    After all, She is capable of saving herself.


    ***


    Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei arrived at the police station around the same time. Both bought the best lawyer on their side to bail Xia Sha out. However, there is nothing they can do before the urine test come out.


    Seating awkwardly next to each other, Xia Qi Feng decided to initiate the conversation. He thought about several topics to discuss but realized something when he glances at his watch.


    "Go home first, take a rest. It had passed midnight. You have a weak body" Xia Qi Feng frowned. He is worried, and it shone in his eyes. But his tone was cold. People could even interpret his tone as mockery.


    "How could I take a rest when my daughter is in here? It''s winter. Does the room has any heater? Does she wear enough clothes? Does anyone mistreat her? Do you think this question would sing me to sleep?" Shen Xia Fei answers relentlessly. Her finger keeps fidgeting as she thought about her poor daughter.


    "This child, how could she touch that kind of stuff?" she pinched the space between her eyebrow.


    Xia Qi Feng raised his eyebrow and shook his head in disbelief.


    "You think my daughter would be this stupid? Even if she touched the stuff, she wouldn''t buy it from someone so stupid. What more is that I believe she won''t disappoint me like this. She might kill someone because of her temper, but she is not stupid enough to ruin her body and life with a drug."


    Shen Xia Fei rounded her eyes and hit Xia Qi Feng''s arm.


    "She won''t kill anyone! Don''t spout nonsense!"


    Xia Qi Feng caressed his arm and wrinkled his nose at his ex-wife. Shen Xia Fei rolls her eyes when Xia Qi Feng pout. She averted her gaze to somewhere else and found one handsome man standing on the corner.


    He has a bulky body and a cold expression. He has his phone in his hand this whole time, but he keeps glancing at Shen Xia Fei this past few minutes.


    Curious, Shen Xia Fei decided to talk to that young man.


    "Young man, is there something I could help?" She asked with a gentle smile. Although her heart still felt uncomfortable, Xia Qi Feng''s words slowly work like medicine. She could start to think clearly.


    The young man''s eyebrow twitched when Shen Xia Fei called him. He looks surprised but quickly regains his composure. He clears his throat and smoothes the wrinkle on his suit.


    Xia Qi Feng frowned at Shen Xia Fei''s interaction with a stranger. A looking-dangerous one, to be exact. But it''s not like he could stop Shen Xia Fei and that man''s interaction when he already stood tall in front of them.


    He clears his throat before explaining himself.


    "It''s like this, Madam Shen. I am the bodyguard of the young master Guan security team. He ordered me to protect Miss Xia when he flies for a vacation with his family. Right now, because their family rule is not to touch the phone during their holidays, I could not reach young master Guan. I was thinking, that you could call madam Guan and tell her about this matter."


    Sheng Xia Fei and Xia Qi Feng both surprised. They never thought Guan Xian would have someone to protect Xia Sha like this. Xia Qi Feng felt both sweet and bitter from that dangerous-looking man''s explanation.


    In the end, Shen Xia Fei agrees to call Guan Quan Si after the young man, Tu Yu, said it''s still noon in Italy. Guan Quan Si was worried and transferred her phone to Guan Xian that instant.


    Tu Yu explained the matter to his boss, who said, "I am not around for two weeks, and she went to jail. Alright, I got this matter. Thank You, Tu Yu, for taking care of your sister-in-law," with a laugh.


    Why does he seem to quite enjoying this mess???


    Ah, Tu Yu could never understand his boss....

 Chapter 147 - Shattered Into Pieces

    News about Xia''s Corporation COO and heiress has spread all over the Capital city the very next morning. Suddenly Xia Sha becomes famous. Her names were everywhere, associated with one of the biggest drug syndicates.


    The Xia Corporation''s shares plummet on the next Monday. The board of directors tries to seize the opportunity to fire Xia Sha and compensations.


    It''s a chaotic day at the Xia Corporation, but even more chaotic at the Xia Manor.


    To take care of Xia Sha, Xia Qi Feng has gone out the whole night. Pang Ze Tian was naturally unhappy, but upon visualizing how miserable Xia Sha would felt right now, she did not throw a big fuss.


    She expected a blissful morning with her beautiful daughter. Without Xia Qi Feng, the two of them can do whatever they want in the manor. So she sat in the backyard, sipping her tea as she enjoys the morning in fifty million dollars mansion.


    "Ah, lives is amazing," she murmured, smiling gracefully even though no one is watching her.


    Her motto is always ''fake it until you make it.''


    Even though she did not understand how Shen Xia Fei could exclude elegances in every move she makes, she will copy her. It just a pity that she choose the wrong time. It''s winter, and there is nothing to see in the backyard.


    Failed to spend her morning elegantly, she turned to the living room. She never listened to the news, but she thought it would make her looks more ''fancy'' in a way. Who would have thought that is when her morning''s glory starts to fall apart.


    Xia Sha filled the whole headline, as expected. She is, after all, a promising figure in the business world. Some of her brilliant idea and work has turned into a product that becomes people daily necessity. She was once brilliant in public eyes.


    Pang Ze Tian always felt insecure when she thought about Xia Sha''s capabilities in work. She realized Xia Xiang can''t ever win against Xia Sha in terms of the brain.


    But the table has turned today.


    She is no longer that inspirational figure in everybody''s eyes. She is a mere drug addict now. The news is playing the video where Xia Sha left the Masquerade New Year Party. Pang Ze Tian couldn''t help lift her lips into a smile.


    But she froze in anger as she watches the next video.


    It''s footage of Xia Qi Feng ignoring the reporter''s demanding question. He wears his usual cold and stoic expression. But the next second, Shen Xia Fei arrived in a panic state. Her eyes are red, and her skin is pale. But she looks as beautiful as ever.


    She has expected the reporter would throw some tricky questions at her. But she did not know she could not handle the overwhelming situations well. The reporter ends up bocking her way to the police station.


    Xia Qi Feng, who initially had arrived at the door, run back to catch Shen Xia Fei. He protected her gently as he escorts her and disappears behind the door.


    Agitated, Pang Ze Tian scoffed and turned off the television. She could felt the burning jealousy inside her heart. She has even thought about spending the day with her little lover as payback to Xia Qi Feng.


    She decided to get ready and call her little lover. But then Xia Xiang appears in front of her. Her face is pale. Her tear is running down like a waterfall.


    "What happen to you?" Pang Ze Tian was shocked. She dropped her bag and went to pull Xia Xiang into a hug.


    Xia Xiang broke down on her mother''s embrace.


    "Mom, Xia Sha did not consume the drug. I did. Meng Rang has fooled me this whole time. She mixed drugs into my beauty treatment. Last night, we tried to catch Director Tan Kun, the drug dealer, because Meng Ran is threatening me with the drug. Mom, Xia Sha went to jail because of me. What should I do?" Xia Xiang loudly sobbed as she tightened the grasp on her mother''s dress.


    Pang Ze Tian was surprised at Xia Xiang''s sudden confession. She felt it was surreal.


    Her daughter won''t be a drug addict.


    It''s Xia Sha! not Xia Xiang! not her daughter.


    She pushed Xia Xiang hard in denial. She shook her head frantically. "No! You are not my daughter. My daughter would never do that to me!"


    "Mom," Xia Xiang cried out. She could felt the disappointment in her mother''s eyes as she runs away from her. After Pang Ze Tian left, Xia Xiang stood up and wiped her tears away.


    She moves her head, left and right, to make sure that no one watches her movement. Gaining her confidence, she tiptoed to Pang Ze Tian and Xia Qi Feng''s bedroom.


    Guilty filled her heart, but she couldn''t stop when she has entered Xia Qi Feng''s secret office through the connection door from his bedroom.


    "I''m sorry, mom. But I better live with my father. I don''t want to live in this hell anymore." Xia Xiang murmured as she pressed Shen Xia Fei''s birthday dates on Xia Qi Feng''s safe.


    The safe easily open as soon as Xia Xiang pressed enter button. Although her heartfelt heavy for her mother, she still needs to carry on her mission today.


    ''Adoption letter, birth certificate, my stamps," she whispered as she tries to find the document. But there is nothing about her on the safe. Everything inside the safe is a document about Xia Sha, Xia Qi Feng, and Shen Xia Fei.


    She pressed her lips and toughened her heart. She carefully places back the pile of the document she touches but accidentally drops a brown file. Xia Xiang is about to put it back to where it belongs when she recognized her mother''s signature on the bottom of the letter.


    She froze for a moment, reading the document from the translucent part. Her hand was trembling when she understood the whole letter. She slumped on the floor.


    "Mom. Why did you do this to me? I never asked you to do this," she mumbles. The guilty feeling that haunted her this whole time comeback at the time where she almost regains her freedom.


    ***


    Guan Xian was furious as he read about Xia Sha''s report on the jet plane. It''s so blatant that someone is controlling the string behind this news. Xia Sha''s urine result hasn''t even come out, but her reputation had ruined.


    Guan Xian has asked Wang Kai to fasten the testing procedures. The report should enough to clean Xia Sha''s name. People will still speculate, saying she might have forged the urine test report. But no one could prove that she consume the drug.


    "The result is out. Xia Sha is clean," Wang Kai called Guan Xian that keep pacing around his private jet.


    "Then why hadn''t you release it?" Guan Xian frowned.


    "Because your girlfriend is detained on charges of drug possession. Her name is on the absurd list of Tan Kun''s VIP customers. But don''t worry, I''ve ''bail'' her out," Wang Kai explained patiently.


    "Where is she right now? Why can''t I communicate with her?" Guan Xian furrowed her eyebrow.


    "I don''t know. Your woman leaves with the guy with the surname Ruan. The one who tried to confess to Xiao Ni in Junior high. I think he likes your girl," Wang Kai utter his opinion and quickly changed the topic once he heard Guan Xian scoffing.


    "Anyway, I''ll try to help Xia Corp. Ji Cun Xi and Jian Jun have arrived. I''ll contact your later, bother-in-law!" Wang Kai disconnected his call that instant, leaving Guan Xian with his dark face cursing at him.


    "Brother-in-law? he still dares to say that after dumping my sister? Tsk. Everyone in this world has turned shameless. Wang Kai''s annoyingly handsome face appears in his mind as his words rang throughout his ears.


    "Your woman leaves with the guy with the surname Ruan. The one who tried to confess to Xiao Ni in Junior high. I think he likes your girl."


    It must be Ruan Jing Tian. His gaze falls on the new information he learned from his source. So many things happened to Xia Sha when he was away. Kai Xin is pregnant. And apparently, it''s Yan Xi''s baby.


    He thought he would never hear that name again after he beat the shit out of him. His mood was not really good right now. Xia Sha must have realized someone is playing with her right now. But why doesn''t she call him?


    He thought she agrees to try trusting him?


    He can fathom why Ruan Jing Tian could be involved in her matter while he can''t even hear it from her mouth. What is on her mind?


    Frustrated, he tried to calm his heart and reach out for his phone again. This time he carefully called Xia Sha and waited until the last tone.


    She did not pick up again.


    He clasped his phone and tried to dial Ruan Jing Tian''s number from the information he got. He tried to breathe several times, and someone picked up the call after the third tone.


    "Hello? Do you need anything? Ruan Jing Tian is away for a moment."


    A girl''s voice. The same familiar voice that filled his mind the whole day. Guan Xian froze.


    BANG!


    The next second, his phone has shattered into pieces.

 Chapter 148 - Save Myself

    "Hello? Do you need anything? Ruan Jing Tian is away for a moment."


    A girl''s voice. The same familiar voice that filled his mind the whole day. Guan Xian froze.


    BANG!


    The next second, his phone has shattered into pieces. It''s was dramatic in his mind. He closed his eyes and found his phone was still sticking on his ear.


    "Sha Sha," he called her name gently, hoping she could recognize his voice. He controlled his breath and sat on his seat calmly.


    Xia Sha, on the other hand, was quiet for a moment.


    "Guan Xian? Why did you call Ruan Jing Tian? Did something happen?" Xia Sha sounds confused.


    "Did something happen?! Does something happen?! Shouldn''t I be the one who supposed to ask you that question? Did something happen that you can''t pick up your phone but pick up other''s man phone call?"


    Guan Xian''s mind was screaming his real thought. But what comes out from his mouth is his usual caring tone.


    "Nothing happens. I can''t reach you, so I figured out you will be with Ruan Jing Tian. Are you okay? Did the police did something unpleasant to you?"


    "Oh, The police take my phone as evidence. Ruan Jing Tian picked me up after I got released. We are discussing something. By the way, how can you get your phone back? Did you hide under the blanket again?"


    Guan Xian was stunned by Xia Sha''s level of calmness. She just comes out of jail, he has been leaving a hint about his uncomfortable heart, and she is worried about his phone instead.


    "I did not hide under the blanket, but my whole body felt uncomfortable now," Guan Xian murmured.


    "Uncomfortable? Are you sick?"


    Psycho! Xia Sha must be a psycho! How can she be this calm and collected after being framed, cursed, and almost getting fired from the job she loves?


    Guan Xian''s head hurts more than his heart right now.


    "I''m not sick, but you are sick! Sha Sha, how could you act like this. You face it yourself when people framed you. You did not even tell me a word about it. I understand that Ruan Jing Tian spends more time with you. You might trust him more than you trust me. But can you at least notify me of your condition? Why did I need to learn from other people about things that happen to my girlfriend?"


    Guan Xian did not realize that he had arising his tone. He relaxed his furrowed eyebrow as Guan Xian slowly catching his breath. When he finished, he could hear Xia Sha''s faint breathing and silence.


    "How could I help you if you don''t allow me to help you?" He then added because Xia Sha did not answer.


    The guilty feeling starts to fill the hollow in Guan Xian''s heart. He never used an angry tone at Xia Sha. It''s the first time he shouted at her over the phone. The fact Xia Sha is not responding right now makes him felt sorry for her. She must be surprised upon his sudden lashed out.


    ''I''m sorry that I shouted at you,'' he wanted to add when Xia Sha finally opens her mouth.


    "So that is what you think of me, a weakling that couldn''t save herself without you. Hah, I never ask you to help me. But if you now felt burned because you save me once, then maybe you shouldn''t help me at all."


    Guan Xian felt Zeus''s great thunder had just stroke his heart viciously. He used to hear Xia Sha''s brutal words, but he could not ignore them this time.


    "Do you think they will let you out so easily without me? Don''t you realized someone powerful is pulling a string behind this whole mess?"


    The apology sentence in Guan Xian''s mind evaporates into thin air.


    "Did I asked you to let me out?" Xia Sha replies come instantly.


    "So you wanted to stay in jail for a long time. Then, I apologized to you for crushing your dream!"


    "Yes! Don''t you know I''m dying to spend my first night in jail? I thought you knew everything about me since you started to put your people to spy on me!"


    "Spy on you? Hahaha, you are saying I''m spying on you. Fine, I''ll let you have your way. I spy on you, but why did I need to do that? Isn''t that because you never tell anything to me?"


    "Why do I need to tell you anything? You are not my parents. You are not God, and why are you so angry at me about that? You are not even here. I can''t even call you for Godsake!" Xia Sha gritted her teeth.


    "I''m not there, but I can still help you. But you don''t even think about me."


    "Oh! Shut it! I have so many problems right now, and you are making my headache worsen by being dramatic. Why don''t you go back to your vacation with those Italian girls and leave me alone?!" Xia Sha shouted.


    Both of them were stunned by her scream.


    Those faint breath comeback. Xia Sha''s breathing is evenly and collected. The usually chatty Guan Xian turned muted as he clenched his hand into a hard fist.


    Both felt uncomfortable under the suffocating atmosphere between them. Xia Sha was holding into Ruan Jing Tian''s phone tightly.


    "Fine," he finally replied. Cold and uncaring.


    Xia Sha''s heart was painful when she heard Guan Xian''s tone. As if a thousand needles just pricked her. But part of her heart is boiling as Guan Xian had a hang upon her.


    She looked at the phone coldly before tossed it to the coffee table in Ruan Jing Tian''s living room.


    How could I help you if you don''t allow me to help you? Did he say that? Weren''t the same lips is also saying that you could take care of yourself?


    Xia Sha, how can you believe a man''s mouth. You should have known better!


    She felt guilty and wronged at the same time. The fight with Guan Xian is overwhelming. She could not think straight at the moment. She does not even bother to hide her unhappy face when Ruan Jing Tian comes back from the small room.


    "Whoa! What with that long face?" He was surprised upon finding Xia Sha sat still as a statue with a deep frown on her face.


    Xia Sha was too annoyed and lazy to answer Ruan Jing Tian, so Ruan Jing Tian tried to try things that annoyed Xia Sha from the surrounding.


    The muted television across from her was playing the video where the police escorted Xia Sha into the police car. Ruan Jing Tian quickly take the remote control and turned off his television.


    "I told you not to open the news. Now that it had affected your mood and spread negativity on your subconscious mind, the only person who suffers from this is me!"


    Ruan Jing Tian did not dare to sit next to Xia Sha because her face looks scary this time. Xia Sha went silent for a long time before she suddenly stands up and grabs Ruan Jing Tian''s phone.


    Ruan Jing Tian watched her warily when she suddenly put his phone into a bucket of ice. Ruan Jing Tian wides his eyes, he runs to save his phone.


    "WA-WAKA! What are you doing? that is my phone!" Ruan Jing Tian looked at Xia Sha as if she is a vicious murder.


    Xia Sha frowned and put back Ruan Jing Tian''s phone into the bucket. Ruan Jing Tian has long forgotten Xia Sha''s terrible temper like this. He was surprised and scared at the same time.


    "Don''t take it! Don''t ever take any phone call for him again!" she suddenly said coldly.


    Ruan Jing Tian did not understand part of her sentence, but her frantically nodding his head.


    "Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! I Won''t take it! I won''t dare to take anything from the ice bucket. I won''t touch this phone again!" He said as if his precious phone is a cursed tool.


    Xia Sha looked at him and nodded her head.


    "Who does he think he is? Is he as great as Jesus Christ that could save humans? Does He think that I could not get out from the jail without his help?" Xia Sha asked Ruan Jing Tian passionately.


    Ruan Jing Tian''s forehead flinched. His mouth is twitching, but he nods his head frantically for the second time. But this time he had realized Guan Xian is calling him and Xia Sha picked up the call. They must have fought and Xia Sha got agitated at him right now.


    It''s actually a golden opportunity for him.


    "Yes! You can definitely save yourself. You did not need him at all. How can she underestimate you like that? Tsk, you should not date that kind of arrogant man. Who knew how highly he thinks about himself. It disgusted me!"


    Xia Sha glare at Ruan Jing Tian and snap her finger.


    "Brilliant! That is what I should do! I should show him that I will save myself!" Xia Sha suddenly run to picked up her things in the couch and leave Ruan Jing Tian on the big apartment.


    "???"


    "WAIT! XIA SHA THAT IS DANGEROUS! LET ME ACCOMPANY YOU!" Ruan Jing Tian shouted and try to catch up with Xia Sha.


    "NO! I NEED TO DO THIS MYSELF" She shouted back and disappear before he could even see her back.


    Ruan Jing Tian : "...." What did I do?

 Chapter 149 - Be Prepare

    Xia Sha is determined to show Guan Xian that she could solve this problem right now. Without any hesitation, she drove Ruan Jing Tian''s car to Zheng Shuang''s apartment.


    She parked the supercar in the basement and got into the lift hurriedly. She wears Ruan Jing Tian''s sunglasses that she founded in the car, in case someone would recognize her in the elevator.


    Xia Sha planned to move out of Zheng Shuang''s apartment today. Since the case involved the Zheng family, she doesn''t want to risk the slightest thing, especially her privacy.


    The only reason why Xia Sha went to Ruan Jing Tian''s apartment is to change into a bigger baggage car.


    However, Guan Xian''s phone call has changed everything. She would careless about her stuff in Zheng Shuang''s apartment. She needs to take the USB where she put Meng Ran''s recording.


    She has put the edited video into that USB. Hence it would save so much time to publish that clip right now.


    According to the plan, she wanted to do it slowly while testing out Zheng Shuang. She had some thought about her involvement in Kai Xin''s accidental pregnancy and the drug list. But Guan Xian makes her realized right now.


    Why does she need to sacrifice herself only to confirm things?


    When the lift door slid open, Xia Sha took a deep breath. She calms her thought and soul. Once again, she tells herself that she did not doing this to prove Guan Xian. But herself. She did not want to make a mistake she would regret in the future just because she fought with Guan Xian.


    ''Xia Sha, don''t take any decision when you are angry or sad,'' her conscience spoke up.


    ''I did not take any decision when I was angry. I''m just going to take that USB and thought about the releasing matter later. It''s not wrong at all. I''m only cautious.''


    ''Cautious of what? Tu Yu and Ren Wu are guarding your door.''


    ''But they are Guan Xian people. Don''t you know how petty he could be? What if he decided to order Tu Yu and Ren Wu not to help you anymore?''


    Xia Sha is rendered speechless by herself.


    ''Isn''t that what you want and claim? You said you don''t need his help.''


    She talked to herself to Zheng Shuang''s apartment door. But upon hearing a familiar girly voice in the hall direction, she stops and hides behind the wall.


    "Ah? Xia Sha is not here yet? I thought she comes here after she got released," Xia Sha found a slim figure wearing a white fur coat is talking to Ren Wu.


    "No. Sister-in-law is not here. But I''m here to guard her house," Ren Wu answers coldly. He looked a hundred and eighty degrees different from his usual happy-go-lucky personality. Watching her from afar, Xia Sha felt Ren Wu is just as scary as Tu Yu.


    "Sister-in-law? Her house?" The girl asked in a questioning tone. She shooked her head.


    "First of all, this is the apartment my fiance bought for me. It''s not your sister-in-law''s house. However, since she is my sister, I won''t make this situation difficult for you. Now can you move and let me enter my apartment?" The white coat lady sounds a little bit annoyed this time. Xia Sha could see from her gesture.


    The white coat lady crossed her chest and arrogantly lifted her chin. Ren Wu once again refuses to let her in. Xia Sha heard the white coat lady clicked her tongue.


    "F*ck! You are so annoying. It is my apartment. Move away!" The girl tried hard to pull Ren Wu, but Ren Wu stood there like a statue. He did not move from where he stood, not even an inch.


    The girl is shooting a glare at Ren Wu. She is furious and began to threaten Ren Wu.


    "Fine, if you don''t want to move, I''ll call my fiancee right now. He could send a stronger man to beat you up!" She looked down at her pursed and tried to find her phone inside.


    Ren Wu responded to her threat nonchalantly. As if he did not hear anything. He keeps his gaze straight while his sturdy back is guarding the door passionately.


    The girl bit her lips and stomped her leg because of Ren Wu''s indifference.


    "You will regret doing this to me. Don''t you know who my fiancee is? She is Xiao Yu! The rightful heir of Xiao Corporation. He is powerful than Xia Sha or your boss, whatsoever!" She yelled and smugly opened the lock to her phone.


    That is when Xia Sha purposely appears in Ren Wu sight.


    Ren Wu was surprised. His eyebrow flinched. He did not open his mouth because Xia Sha has put her finger in the middle of her lips. Xia Sha is ordering him through signal carefully, trying not to get caught.


    When Ren Wu nods his head slightly, Xia Sha went back to her hiding place.


    The lady was still busy with her phone. She did not realize how Ren Wu had slid to the side, leaving the door vacant for her to enter.


    "I''m going to call Xiao Yu and tell how you had embarrassed me in my apartment. What if words go about between my neighbor? I would lose my face!" She murmured to herself.


    "Ekhem. Miss, you can enter now," Ren Wu said politely.


    The young woman wearing the fluffy white fur coat was surprised by Ren Wu''s sudden change of attitude. But she quickly thought it was because she mentions Xiao Yu''s name.


    "Hah, you finally realized who you are messing with right now? I''m Miss Zheng! Xiao Yu''s fiancee," she shouted and entered the door in high profile manner.


    The girl enters the passcode with confidence, but then the screen went red as the passcode she enters is incorrect. Xia Sha and Ren Wu raised their eyebrow.


    Ren Wu turned his head toward Xia Sha. He shot her question through his sharp eyes. Xia Sha did not dare to let her face out. She only shows her thumb as a response to Ren Wu''s question.


    "Miss. Zheng, did you forgot the passcode because you owned too many apartments? Do you want me to help you open?" Ren Wu acted fast after he saw the beautiful thumb from the hallway corner.


    The young girl was flushed. Her cheek is boiling, but she carries on her act.


    "Y-You are right. I forgot the passcode because I owned too many properties. Help open the door for me then."


    Ren Wu acted accordingly, entering the passcode and open the lock for that young woman. The young woman was surprised when Ren Wu got it right. She hides her embarrassment with a witty comment.


    "You knew the passcode! How can Xia Sha so careless? Why did she tell everyone my apartment passcode? She must be out of her mind, and though this is her apartment!" She snorted and pushed the door harshly.


    Ren Wu and Xia Sha keep their mouth shouted as the woman voice quickly disappear. Xia Sha jogged her way to Ren Wu carefully and stopped in front of her.


    "Did you got her photo?" she asked Ren Wu.


    Ren Wu reveals the phone hides in his black pants and shows it to Xia Sha.


    Because Xia Sha could only see the young woman''s back, she could not recognize the person. But she knew it''s not Zheng Shuang. It''s too easy to point that out.


    Just by the way the woman dress, the way she speaks, she did not imitate Zheng Shuang at all. Not even her voice was similar. That is the reason why she let Ren Wu to helped the young woman enter the apartment.


    She wanted to knew who is this woman.


    But upon observing the young woman''s face, Xia Sha got surprised. Her eyes flare open in disbelief when she recognized the person.


    This person''s face! It''s ninety percent similar to Zheng Shuang. It''s like she is the fake good that tried hard to copy the real. Ren Wu looked at Xia Sha''s shocked face, he becomes wary of the woman inside.


    "Sister-in-law, should we catch that weird woman now? You look unwell," he said in concern.


    Xia Sha blink severals time as she looked into Ren Wu''s eyes in confusion. After processing the brand new information in her mind, she nods her head at Ren Wu.


    "Yes, we need to catch this psycho."


    Ren Wu wasted no time after he heard Xia Sha''s order. The young woman is not in the living room, but they heard falling stuff from the bedroom. Xia Sha stopped and tapped Ren Wu''s back.


    "Prepare your gun, be careful. I think someone purposely sends that freak to find my USB."


    Ren Wu listens to Xia Sha''s warning, and he pulls a hidden gun from his suit. Xia Sha nods her head and runs in the kitchen direction to find something for her self-defense.


    Her gut tells her that she just enter a trap.. She needs to be prepared.

 Chapter 150 - I WILL CHOP EVERYONE ON THIS ROOM

    As Xia Sha had expected, the moment Ren Wu enters the bedroom with his gun, that young woman''s high-pitched scream filled the whole apartment.


    "AHHHH! LET ME GO! DON''T TOUCH ME!!!"


    "DON''T MOVE!" Ren Wu''s thunderous voice altered Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha looked around and pulled out chives from the knife rack. She carefully hides behind the door as she tried to hear another voice as a clue.


    "LET ME WARN YOU. YOU WILL REGRET DOING THIS TO ME!" The young woman still sounds cocky even though her voice is trembling.


    Ren Wu ignored her. He has no interest in the young woman''s stupid mouth fight. Instead, he moves efficiently to immobilized the young woman''s movement.


    It''s not a hard thing to do, especially with a gun in his hand aiming at the young woman''s head. The young woman is breathing nervously. She clenched the hard thing on her hand, refusing to let that go even with a gun pointing at her.


    "I''ll warn you once again. You better run away from here to save your life. I come with loads of bodyguards. They must''ve heard my scream by now and rushed to protect me!" The young woman refused to relaxed her hand while Ren Wu forced her finger to release the things he hides.


    "Do you know that you could go to jail for stealing and violates other people''s privacy?" Ren Wu said coldly, glaring indifferently at clothes shattering in the ground.


    "Violated people''s privacy? It is my house! for God''s sake!"


    "Oh, I don''t know laws about plastic surgery, but I think it''s part of stealing other people''s identity," Ren Wu smirked when the USB fall on the ground.


    With one hand holding the young woman''s wrist, Ren Wu bend to pick up the USB. It just when he looked forward, he found loads of black leathered shoes.


    He narrowed his eyes and calmly slid the USB inside his suit pocket.


    After patting his suit, he calmly observed and counted how many men against him. He appears calm and collected as he lifted his chin their leader.


    "What do you want?" he negotiated.


    The leader was surprised Ren Wu is negotiating with him. But then again, they thought Ren Wu is a mere ordinary bodyguard Xia Sha hired to guard the door. He probably was scared and unwilling to died for Xia Sha.


    "You are smart. We will let you got if you release the woman and hand over the USB to us," the leader lifted the corner of his lips cockily.


    "I can release the woman, but I can''t give you the USB. What about another offer?"


    Ren Wu playfully tilted his head. He always keeps a distant and cold appearance from the start, so it shocked the young woman when she saw him smiling wickedly.


    His vibes changed. The disinterested look he got shifted into excitement as he watched rows of guys and guns on their hands. Ten of Xiao Yu''s men suddenly looked nothing-faced with dangerous vibes Ren Wu emmit right now.


    "What about the girl and..." he hangs his sentence for a few seconds, building a tense atmosphere between them before he finished his words.


    "Save your life."


    Xiao Yu''s men did not have time to react to Ren Wu''s arrogant answer because when they blinked, Ren Wu''s punched has landed on their face or his bullet has hit their hand that is holding the gun.


    The young woman gasped and closed her mouth when Ren Wu knocked down ten men without even trying. She looked at his board with trembling eyelashes.


    "Who are you?" she asked.


    Ren Wu raised his eyebrow, turning his head in the young woman''s direction. He opens his mouth, but before he could answer, the situation in the living room caught his attention.


    There are more than thirty men with a gun on their both hands filled the spacious room. There are more than sixty guns were aimed at Ren Wu. But his thought landed on Xia Sha, who still hides in the kitchen.


    He gritted his teeth as he toughed his heart. No matter what happens, he should make sure of his sister-in-law''s safeness. Dying in those man''s hand was better than dying in Guan Xian''s hand. Guan Xian would not kill him, but he would die of guilt.


    Determined, he first used the young woman as his shield. The young woman furrowed her eyebrow and cursed at Ren Wu under her breath.


    "Hey! Aren''t you skilled? Why did you use me as your shield? I''m not your human armor!" She squealed as he pushed her walked to the living room.


    "You deserve a better nice purpose dan stealing things. It will increase your accumulation of good karma. You should be grateful to me."


    "???!!!" The young woman is so angry that she couldn''t respond to Ren Wu''s shamelessness.


    Xia Sha is waiting behind the door nervously. Several minutes ago, she heard the sounds of footsteps. It confirmed her suspicion about being tricked.


    The situation seems to be heating up outside. Those men come for her USB.


    Xia Sha is just wondering how could the other side found out that she had evidence against Meng Ran?


    She doubts Meng Ran could be this clever. There must be someone that hates her for going planning all this mess for her. They seem very determined to push her into the pit.


    Right now, she only hopes Ren Wu buy enough time before the help she called arrived.


    "You can walk out from this apartment without losing anything if you give us the USB and the girl," an unfamiliar voice rang out. He sounds tough and cocky at the same time.


    "What if I refuse to give you the girl? I should at least enjoy myself before death," Ren Wu answered wittily despite the glare he received.


    "YOU DARE? THAT IS OUR BOSS''S WOMAN! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO TOUCH HER! NOT EVEN STRAND OF HER HAIR!" That man shouted, loud despite his nasal voice.


    "AHHH!" The young woman''s painful cried for help comes out the very next second.


    "Oh? What to do? My hand slip. I accidentally pulled her hand. Miss, you are going to get me killed for a slip of the hand."


    "Miss Zheng! Are you alright?"


    Miss Zheng? That man called that fake product Miss Zheng. He also mentions his boss''s woman before. Xia Sha''s lips pressed together as her brain processing at the information she got.


    While Ren Wu is still buying some time, Xia Sha carefully picked up the landline phone she brings with her before she hides in the kitchen. She pressed Zheng Shuang''s number without creating a massive sound that could alert the man outside.


    Drtt... Drtt...


    She waited for two seconds before the other person picked up her phone.


    "Hello? Xia Sha, is that you?" Zheng Shuang sound worried and surprised altogether. She did not hear the other Zheng Shuang outside picking up her phone. So she had confirmed one thing, that young woman outside, is not the real Zheng Shuang.


    "Oh, It''s me," Xia Sha whispered.


    "Gosh! Where have you been? Me and Kai Xin is trying to call you yesterday, but you won''t pick up. By the way, do you think Kai Xin''s baby would be a boy or girl? Me and Kai Xin wanted to buy baby-related stuff, but we can''t decide the color,"


    "Is that Xia Sha? Tell her she would be wailing for missing out on my babymoon slash girl trip!" Kai Xin''s excited voice was faint.


    "Hehehe, Xia Sha is not that stupid. She knew we flew to Paris not to buy baby-related stuff only."


    "You guys are in Paris?!" Xia Sha almost shouted but surpassed her voice at the last second.


    "Are you jealous?" Zheng Shuang teased her wittily.


    "I am," she answers honestly.


    How can''t she be jealous. Three of her best friend (count Xiao Ni with them) were having the best of their lives in Paris and Italy. She is stuck in the kitchen trying to escape from the death trap!


    She shouldn''t come here just because Guan Xian agitate her. She could always edit the video and released it at the right time. But she only have one life. Also, she did not want Ren Wu to lose his life for something so meaningless.


    "I''m running out of patience! Give me the woman and USB now or you will lose everything. Including your life!"


    "Hah! As If you will win against me!" Ren Wu answered cockily.


    When that young woman''s screams getting loud, Xia Sha comes out from the kitchen.


    "EVERYBODY STOP! OR I WILL CHOP EVERYONE ON THIS ROOM AND SOLD IT TO THE BUTCHER DOWNSTAIRS!" She shouted fearlessly.


    Everybody were stunned by her surprised appearance. They looked dumbfounded when she lifted up the shining cleaver on her hand. The man beside Ren Wu were dumbfounded upon her pretty face and vicious gaze.


    Swallowing his saliva nervously, he said something to Xia Sha.


    "Baby, I knew you were angry at me. But we can sort things out nicely.. There is no cleaver need to be involved. Put that down, okay?"

 Chapter 151 - Xia Sha Loves Him

    "EVERYBODY STOP! OR I WILL CHOP EVERYONE ON THIS ROOM AND SOLD IT TO THE BUTCHER DOWNSTAIRS!" Xia Sha shouted fearlessly.


    "Baby, I knew you were angry at me. But we can sort things out nicely. No cleaver needs to be involved. Put that down, okay?"


    Xia Sha cleaver is hanging high in the sky. With her eye almost bulging out and mouth wide open. She looks like a scary butcher from a horror movie.


    "Sister-in-law, calm down. We are safe now. Brother is here," Ren Wu''s eyes flares open as he watched the cleaver on Xia Sha''s hand. His eyes followed the cleaver direction every movement.


    Ren Wu''s Brother is here?


    Xia Sha was stunned in her place. She felt her knee just went weak at that exact moment.


    Xia Sha did not realize how many things she missed when she talked to Zheng Shuang. She did not hear the faint sound of the helicopter outside the building. She did not aware the help she called has arrived before she comes out from the kitchen to help Ren Wu.


    All she knew is she needs to come out right now and escape with Ren Wu. They need to come out from the building alive. She felt if Ren Wu get killed today, it''s because of her. She could never live her life if she loses Ren Wu today.


    In that process, she figures out that she needs at least something to protect herself. Those she carried the cleaver around and shouted like a madwoman. At least she needs to buy some time before the help arrived.


    When she comes out, the help had, indeed, arrived. It just she never thought it would come from the hand she stubbornly refuses to hold when she need help. It''s like a big slap for her right now when he saw that man staring at her eyes gently.


    The man who ran from the rooftop to Zheng Shuang''s lively apartment lips twitched when he saw Xia Sha''s state right now.


    "You! How could you-" Xia Sha was choked.


    She could not believe the tall figure beside Ren Wu and Tu Yu. He was wearing a long black coat to cover his white shirt and ripped jeans. His straight, black hair looks slightly messy. His breathing is not regular.


    That is probably caused by several dying men on the ground right now.


    Every detail of him makes him look like an action movie actor. He is carrying an extraordinary aura that could only massive work of editing could achieve. But he appears like that, somehow, fascinating Xia Sha.


    "Oh? How can I appear here suddenly?" He tilted his head, showing his little mischievous smile.


    "I think someone summons me. Did you blow a candle or something?" He raised his eyebrow and wiped away the sweat on his forehead. He sweeps the floor with his gaze and shows a satisfied smile.


    "Oh, don''t worry. No one dies here. They were only sleeping or passed out," Guan Xian tries to explain as he watched Xia Sha''s blank face. He did not want her to be scared and see him as a beast.


    But who would know Xia Sha''s real thoughts? Well, the author and the reader could.


    ''How can a human being look so dazzling?!'' her heart screamed upon watching a re-run slow motion of his movement. Gosh! She is soo annoyed with him, but he looked so hot right now!


    Xia Sha tried hard to fight back her enchanted heart, although her subconscious minds agreed with her heart right now. But every part of her had betrayed her common sense because when she lifted her eyelids, she found herself running to that man.


    She subconsciously had hugged him tight and let out a relieved breath.


    "Hah! It''s good you are here. It''s good," she murmured and closed her eyes.


    Guan Xian was surprised Xia Sha will welcome him with a warm hug after their fight. But what makes his heart almost fallen from its place is the cleaver that Xia Sha hasn''t put down. His knee was trembling when he realized those sharp iron on his back.


    "Cough. That- Xia Sha, don''t forget the cleaver on your hand. You might slight his coat into two," A familiar annoying voice that Xia Sha has frequently heard surprised Xia Sha. Xia Sha turned her head to the voice direction and gotten more surprised than before.


    There stand Ji Cun Xi, standing next to Wang Kai. He stupidly grinned as he watched the ''dog feeding'' show Xia Sha and Guan Xian performed.


    "Xiao Ni might like Romeo and Juliet, but I don''t. So don''t get killed," Jian Jun added while Wang Kai is glaring at Jian Jun with hatred. Constantly.


    Xia Sha immediately releases Guan Xian from her arm and thrown the cleaver away. She took two steps back from Guan Xian and put on an innocent face.


    "Did I summoned all of you here?" she glace at Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian chuckled and shooked his head. A sweet smile lingered on his lips. He seems in a good mood after venting his anger on the lying dead people on the ground. He felt great because Xia Sha hugs him before.


    "You only summon me, but we accidentally take the same Anywhere door and arrive here," Guan Xian pulled Xia Sha into a hug again.


    His other friend plus Ren Wu and Tu Yu''s lips almost twitched when the love birds got lovely Dovey on the pile of dying man. Wang Kai especially rolled his eyes and looked grumpy.


    "Can you two stop doing PDA and started solving the problem we have? Time is moving," he frowned.


    Jian Jun raised his eyebrow but said nothing as he agreed with Wang Kai''s word. Only Ji Cun Xi has the gut to tell Xia Sha the reason behind Wang Kai''s grumpiness.


    "Wang Kai needs to catch his plane to Italy. He did not like it when his ex-fiancee hang out with the mafia king," Ji Cun Xi deliberately stressing the word ''EX'' and winked at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha makes a perfect O with her mouth and nodded her head understandingly.


    "Okay. First, let walk away from this room. It''s not pleasant," Guan Xian showed a deep frowned as he pulled Xia Sha''s wrist and made his way outside.


    Xia Sha instantly agreed. She did not want to stay any minute longer at that apartment anymore.


    "Wait, my stuff and-" Xia Sha stop walking and turn back to the apartment. She moves her gaze to Ren Wu, who is grinning from ear to ear right now. On his right hand, he carries the nosy young woman.


    "Don''t worry sister-in-law! Your flash disk is safe with me," he patted his pocket with the other hand. Xia Sha''s lips twitched. She slightly felt guilty and regretted not telling Ren Wu that he did not have to protect the USB with his life.


    In fact, she has admitted to herself that coming to Zheng Shuang''s apartment right now is a stupid movement. She had long guessed that someone might found out about the recording and wanted to take it from her. That is why she makes the copy.


    But she would never think she will find Zheng Shuang''s impersonator coming and make a mess.


    The nosy young woman is glaring at Xia Sha. She looked at her with eyes filled with hatred. Xia Sha raised her eyebrow in confusion. Has she, somehow, offended this lady and Xiao Yu?


    Her heart dropped, and she felt her body turned cold. She thought everything had gone too much at this point. Xiao Yu had taken things too far.


    She wanted to interrogate this young lady right now. But it seems inappropriate in this place and time. Xia Sha holds back her urge, but her knuckles started to turn white at the thought of her grandfather, Kai Xin, and Zheng Shuang.


    Guan Xian seems to understand his thought. He touched her arm gently and tried to appease her. But then he remembers how his girl hated when people help her. He shut his mouth.


    But when his eyes meet Xia Sha''s, she treated him with a sweet smile.


    "Thank you," she blushed.


    Guan Xian was caught unprepared by this response. He grinned like a fool and scratched his back head.


    "Why are you thanking me? I''m your boyfriend. We are partners. We need to trust each other and have each other back," he tried to say it confidently but miserably failed to sound so.


    They heard a sneer and scoff from their back. The pair of lovers fasten their pace to avoid the glare from Guan Xian''s best friend. As Guan Xian could guess, he received a lot of curses from his best friend. But he did not care.


    His soul is singing a song to heaven as Xia Sha''s hand is intertwined with his''s. Ah, if he knew shutting up could bring him such a big benefit, he will shut his mouth forever~


    He should have known that his thought on the plane is utter nonsense. He did not need to be jealous of any man.. It''s clear as the sparkling water that Xia Sha loves him.

 Chapter 152 - Im Thankful For You, Do You Know That?

    Guan Xian is considerate of his friend. He knew those three single dogs would become mad if he stayed in the same car with him, so he drove his car.


    The snow is covering the whole city. The mood is pleasant with Xia Sha humming the song he played in the car. His lips lifted into a smile as he stares at Xia Sha on his side.


    "Surprisingly, you are in a good mood after almost getting killed or kidnaped. You show a lot of improvement. I''m proud of you," Guan Xian said genuinely.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and did not get provoked by his word this time. Instead, she gives him a big grin and said;


    "Thanks! It''s because you show me the bliss of being ignorant."


    Guan Xian titled his head, intrigued by her response.


    "That is- a good thing, right?" he asked with a doubtful tone.


    "Of course! That is a good thing. Instead of being affected by the horrible past, people should move on. I supposed to looking forward to my bright future," Xia Sha replied cheerfully. She turned her head and looked at Guan Xian with eyes flares open.


    Guan Xian observed her quietly. The wariness on his heart starts to rose the longer he watches her. Xia Sha''s appearance did not change. She still has those face that captivates his hearts and thorny attitude that melted his heart.


    But he has lost the ability to predict her intention right now! He did not know if she is being sarcastic or sincerely being cheerful. But her smiles do make him get goosebumps.


    "You aren''t posses by something in that damned apartment, aren''t you?" he asked carefully and distanced his body away from her.


    Xia Sha smile falls. Guan Xian''s question successfully makes her speechless. The spring that blossomed in her heart when she saw him before disappeared. The common sense she has betrayed once again regain its throne.


    "I''m sure we had used the paralyzed bullet instead of a real bullet. Does the blood resurrected some evil spirit in the apartment?" Guan Xian mumbles to himself.


    "..."


    "Please remind me. Why did I want you to come back? How can I miss a weirdo like you?" Xia Sha replied with her usual flat tone.


    Guan Xian raised her eyebrow and looked at Xia Sha''s annoyed expression. He then chuckled and stretched out his hand to patted Xia Sha''s head.


    "That sounds more like you. But thank you for wanting me back and missing me. I miss you more than you could imagine," Guan Xian said.


    "Liar," Xia Sha wrinkled her nose and acted like her cheek isn''t blushing.


    "I''m not a liar. There is a smart, little liar in this car. But that is not me," Guan Xian wiggled his eyebrow.


    "What do you mean? I never lie to you," Xia Sha frowned. Although smart, little liar sounds like a cute endearment, Guan Xian is still calling her a liar. Cute did not change the fact.


    "You said I made your headache worsen, but you did not look sick at all. Instead, I felt you are pretty healthy since you could run around the town chasing a bad guy with your cleaver."


    "..." Fine, maybe she is a smart, little liar.


    "What about you? You say you want to leave me alone. Why did you come?" Xia Sha lifted her chin smugly.


    "Because you said that you couldn''t tell me anything because I''m not with you," Guan Xian replied gently.


    He stepped on the brake when the traffic lamp went red. He utilizes that moment to look at Xia Sha and smile. Xia Sha''s long lashes flap beautifully like a butterfly. She looked at him with an explainable gaze that Guan Xian could not fathom.


    Does he make her angry again? Sad? Happy? Irritated? He doesn''t know, but he said what his heart wanted to said to her on the first breath he took since he landed.


    He could not express the compressed feeling he felt since Ren Wu let out a danger signal to the base camp. At the moment where he thought of the danger, the ego in him evaporated. There is only regret and hope that Xia Sha will be safe and sound.


    "I''m here now, so you can tell me anything," he gently touched Xia Sha''s hand, leading it to his lips. His eyes twinkled in gratitude because heaven had granted his wish.


    Xia Sha froze on her seat. Her heart is beating so fast that she thought it would explode into pieces any second soon. She did not understand the happiness and angst that mixed inside her. It''s like the butterfly on her stomach, but a sharp needle had pricked her heart icily.


    It''s weird. Xia Sha never felt obligated to tell Guan Xian anything before. But his gentle word and touched slowly break down the invisible wall she did not even know was there.


    Xia Sha gulped her saliva slowly. She did not know why she suddenly turned nervous.


    "I- I did not know that you want to know," she turned away and broke their intense stare.


    "Of course I wanted to know. I''m your future partner of life, remember?" Guan Xian pointed at the ring Xia Sha hanged on around her neck.


    Xia Sha was stunned. She bites her lower lips and slowly played with the cold ring on her neck. Then words poured out from her heart. It was like Xia Sha could not control her emotion and mouth. She did not even realize that Guan Xian has stopped the car in the middle of somewhere.


    When she finished her story, she got surprised by a sudden quake that shakes the car. She holds her seatbelt and looked at Guan Xian with a worried face.


    "Earthquake!" she warned him.


    Guan Xian smirked but did not respond to her restlessness. Instead, he pointed to the green field that starts to rise above the ground. Xia Sha had only watched this before on a video. She never knew someone builds this hidden garage in Capital city.


    The sports car in front of them slowly disappears below the ground. Xia Sha rounded her eyes when their car started to follow them.


    "I never believed a human could have too much money. But apparently, you guys have too much money."


    Guan Xian laughed after hearing her witty remarked. He focused on his driving before parked his car beside Wang Kai''s black Bugatti. He stopped and turned his body toward Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow, expecting that Guan Xian wanted to say something to her. But against her thought, he said nothing but pulled her into his hug instead.


    "What are you doing? Your friend is waiting," Xia Sha blushed. She carried an amusement on her reluctant tone.


    Guan Xian shook his head. Instead of letting Xia Sha go, he brings his hand to cover her head. Xia Sha was stunned when she felt his big hand caressing her head gently.


    "I''m sorry that you have to face everything alone. I also wanted to apologize because I demanded too many things of you when I should''ve known you had you under pressure. Next time, instead of demand you to speak up, I''ll be standing next to you to face the world instead."


    His word sounds too good to be real. Usually, Xia Sha common sense would laugh at those words and treated them like trash. However, she could felt the sincere care and heart he pours into them.


    It melted into her heart and caused a happy tear to fall on his back. She nodded her head and hugged him back.


    A wide smile engraved on each other faces as their body relies on against each other. Xia Sha once read that hugging could reduce the chance a person would get sick. She did not believe that research before.


    She hugged her pillow every day, the same pillow that accompanies her crying to sleep. But her heart never heals.


    But she got it wrong. Although the pillow is a great comforter, she needs a greater support system. Feeling the body embracing her, she could felt the healing she always dreamed about in her sleep.


    "I''m thankful for you, do you know that?" Xia Sha whispered slowly to Guan Xian. It creates wider smiles on those charming faces.


    "I''m more thankful for you," Guan Xian replied, tightening his hug.


    Their shadow emerged into one as the people behind their car sneer at them. Ji Cun Xin crossed his chest and shook his head slowly.


    "Why did I have to go through this torture again?" he groaned echoed over the garage.


    "I told you to find a girlfriend, remember? Stop wishing Yang Chao Yue back. Look at Guan Xian. He finally moves on. I''m happy for him," Wang Kai replied. Then he turned to Jian Jun on his left and patted his back.


    "You too, you must move on."


    "..."


    Jian Jun and Wang Kai looked at each other with a cold gaze. Ji Cun Xi rolled his eyes. He could not stand the tense atmosphere between the iceberg. At so, he strode over her car and knocked on the driver''s window.


    Knock Knock Knock.


    "Okay, you two, we still have one crazy woman to take care of. Are you two kissing right now? EW! SAVE MY INNOCENT EYES!"

 Chapter 153 - Ill Send You To Heaven Next

    Because of Ji Cun Xi''s sudden invasion when they are about to kiss, Xia Sha doesn''t dare to look at the others. Her cheek almost had the same color as the monkey butt.


    Even though Ji Cun Xi had apologized and mentioned that he is only joking around, Xia Sha was still embarrassed.


    In contrast, Guan Xian acted like he had no shame at all.


    "What''s wrong with kissing my girlfriend? It''s not a sin! It is not my fault no girl wanted to be your girlfriend, don''t blame me for your lacking!''


    He wears that kind of attitude that makes Ji Cun Xi sick- Ji Cun Xi said it himself. Guan Xian''s ability to make other people anger was amusing. Xia Sha gelt her thorny attitude could not compare to him.


    In the end, Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi taunted each other like a kid. Xia Sha felt confused in the beginning. But then Jian Jun and Wang Kai calmly showed her how to deal with them.


    "Ignore them," Jian Jun''s insight had helped Xia Sha went through her day.


    It was until the ''fake'' Zheng Shuang appear everyone turned to their normal states. Xia Sha forget her embarassement. Ji Cun Xi and Guan Xian stop bickering. Wang Kai and Jiang Jun put aside all of their feuds.


    Ren Wu escorted the young woman to the other room. She looks furious and keeps trying to break loose from Ren Wu.


    "Can I go?" Xia Sha looked at Guan Xian quietly, breaking the silence among them.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow but nodded his head lightly. Xia Sha smiled at him and stood up from her seat. Guan Xian and the rest watched her walked inside the room where the young woman confidently.


    A thick two-way mirror becomes their separator. Xia Sha looked at her reflection in the mirror and clenched her hand. She moves the frowning young woman. Her hearts boil.


    She remembers the first words Ruan Jing Tian said when he picked her up from the prison. The reason why she got wary for Zheng Shuang and anxiously wanted to move out from her place.


    "They erased all the CCTV recording outside your grandfather''s ward that day, but Xiao Zhan managed to hack into the internal storage. As you expected, grandfather Xiao won''t directly be involved in the scheme, but there is some possibility. We found out Zheng Shuang has come to the hospital the first day your grandfather got admitted to the hospital. She talked to the nursed for five minutes before leaving. That nurse is a friend of your grandfather''s nurse. Everything correlates with each other."


    Xia Sha felt someone threw a big stone on her heart when she heard Ruan Jing Tian''s remark. She froze to Ruan Jing Tian''s apartment, unable to accept the fact that her best friend, Zheng Shuang, might have harmed her grandfather.


    But then she watched the snow falling outside Ruan Jing Tian''s mustang. She remembers the first snow with Guan Xian. Those sweet memories with him slowly calmed her heart and somehow become a consolation to her bitter soul.


    That is when she remembers that her grandfather got admitted to the hospital on the very same day. That day she went to the GW mall with Zheng Shuang. Zheng Shuang was with her around the time when the other Zheng Shuang went to the hospital.


    It doesn''t make any sense for her at that time. But she immediately finds the answer when she saw this impersonator outside Zheng Shuang''s apartment.


    "You can leave us alone now," Xia Sha said to Ren Wu as she keeps her eye on Zheng Shuang''s copy.


    Guan Xian and the other wear the same cold-blooded killer face when Ren Wu pulls the blindfold around the impersonator''s eyes across the mirror. They watched intensely, waiting to get impressed by Xia Sha.


    The young woman sat straight. She showed no fear in her eyes when it meets Xia Sha''s icy eyes.


    "Open her duct tape," Guan Xian ordered Ren Wu, who enter the room. Ren Wu turned back without hesitation. However, the five of them hear a piercing sound of something ripe.


    The man in the observing room was surprised. Xia Sha has pulled the duck tape that covers the impersonator''s lips in one swift movement.


    "Rough and decisive, that is so my girl," Guan Xian''s chest expands. He looked like a proud rooster. The rest instantly give him a dirty glace.


    "Puah!" The young woman made a little shriek when the duct tape tore some of the dead skin on her lips. She let out her tongue and wipe her lower lips. Her lips slowly stretched into a wide smile despite the pain she felt.


    "Well, Well, Well, Isn''t this the great queen bee of Imperial High School? I finally met you again. What an honor," She titled her head and looked at Xia Sha with a mockery on her eyes.


    "Sorry, you changed your face too much. I could not recognize you," Xia Sha answered flatly.


    The young woman''s smile froze. Her hand subconsciously wanted to touch her cheek, but the tight handcuff prevented her move. Restricted, the young woman could only look up to Xia Sha slowly.


    "What a shame. I''ve been waiting to meet you since the day we parted. I should have known a highly Queen Bee like you would not remember a pleasant like me. It''s a harsh world," she faked a sad face and sighed deeply.


    Queen Bee? Pleasant? Imperial High School?


    It doesn''t take a genius now to guess that this girl might be one of the girls Xia Sha offended in the past. Xia Sha almost raised her eyebrow and narrowed her gaze. But they quickly recover and put back her calm facade.


    "It''s a harsh world indeed. I had lots of important matters to take care of, but I''m stuck in this room with you. As you said, it''s your honor this time."


    Xia Sha admitted, she isn''t bright and charming socially. Some had thought she bullied other peer. While the other thought, she had a princess syndrome.


    People had already mistaken her for her cold and arrogant face. But when Shen Xia Fei and Xia Qi Feng got a divorce, she might have taken things to an extreme level. Or not.


    She is not proud of her past. She also knew -now- that she should make her parent divorce as excused to permit her bad behavior in the past. She is up to apologize to the people she hurt. But she could not stay still watching her grandfather and friends get hurt because of her.


    Anyway, if this girl is one of her victims, she should show some reaction to Xia Sha''s rude and arrogant manners. Just like trauma, Xia Sha thinks it''s the best way to provoke this young woman.


    And she was right. The smile on the young woman''s face froze the moment she heard her answer. Her eyebrow slowly furrowed as her jaw clenched.


    "You are still as arrogant as ever. Don''t you learn something from your messy life?"


    "Messy? I don''t think my life is a mess. I think it''s kind of wonderful now," Xia Sha answer lightly, walking to the corner where the chair was stacked. She pulled one, dragging it on the white, reflecting ground.


    "Hah, Imagine having the face of saying this after you almost killed your grandfather. I wonder, does your parent ever regretted giving birth to a brat like you?"


    Xia Sha stops her heels when the young woman sneers at her. She placed the chair a leg distance from the impersonator and sat there calmly. Unaffected by her provocation.


    "No, I don''t think so," she smiled at the young woman.


    She made the young woman speechless and threw the observer in the other room under the bus.


    "Hah, you don''t think so, but I think so! You lose your virginity at eighteen. Then you run away from the house with your college boyfriend afterward. Humiliated your father by establishing a rivalry company. Got played and run back to your dear father like a brat you are. After accepting and tolerate you, you could not even return the favor for your family."


    The young woman clicked her tongue as if Xia Sha is an impossible case. She stares at Xia Sha wickedly as she brings her body inwardly toward her direction.


    "Your grandfather wanted you to marry Xiao Zhan, but you once again disappointed them by putting your ego first. Ckckck, what a pitiful old man, the grief and disappointment his granddaughter made almost sent him to heaven."


    The young woman raised her right eyebrow at Xia Sha, waiting for her response. This time Xia Sha did not hold her hand back. She calmly stood up and caused a clear slap sound to echo throughout the empty room.


    "Don''t worry. I''ll send you to heaven next."


    ***


    EXTRA


    "Hah, Imagine having the face of saying this after you almost killed your grandfather. I wonder, does your parent ever regretted giving birth to a brat like you?"


    "No, I don''t think so."


    "!!!"


    "..."


    "asdfghjkl!"


    "Guan Xian! Look at what you''ve done to Xia Sha!" Ji Cun Xi shook his head in disbelief.


    "She is a fast learner," Wang Kai nodded his head in approval.


    "Hm, Guan Xian''s shamelessness could infect other human beings.. I shall prevent Guan Xian from meeting people when I become the mayor," Jian Jun take a mental note.

 Chapter 154 - Lets Get Married

    The white, spacious rooms were filled with fury after Xia Sha imprinted her handprint on the young woman''s left cheek. Xia Sha could see anger poured through her whole trembling body. She clenched her hand so tight that her knuckles almost went white.


    Xia Sha remains calm. She once again sat on her seat across the young woman. She looked so composed and excluding elegance in her every move.


    The young woman turned her head slowly as rage roared through her mind. Xia Sha''s composure had driven her brain crazy. She breathes loudly. Every vein in her neck popped out when she inhales.


    She could not accept her fate.


    Why is the world so unfair?


    Why Xia Sha remain seated on her mighty seat after the awful thing she has done to her?


    What exactly she had done that heaven favors her so much?!


    She gritted her teeth and called her name in frustration.


    "XIA SHA! YOU WRENCH!" She shouted and almost got choked on her rage. The room just felt suffocating as Xia Sha''s pretentious calm face filled her vision.


    "HOW DARE YOU SHOW YOUR UGLY FACE TO ME AFTER YOU RUINED MY LIFE?" she screamed.


    The young woman''s eyes flares open that Xia Sha thought her eyeballs could pop out of her socket. She becomes uncontrollable. She fights the sharp edge of handcuff around her thin wrist. The anger on her heart had made her nerves numb. She did not care about the bleed running around her wrist. She had only one thing on her mind.


    I want to kill Xia Sha! I need to kill this bitch!


    I will ruin that pretentious calm face!


    "I ruined your life? How? It was only high school. We all play a role at high school. I''m just lucky to cast as the Queen Bee while you become the loser," Xia Sha raised her hand and watched her pretty nail as if she did not care about the young woman''s mental breakdown.


    "I AM NOT A LOSER!"


    "You are the loser!"


    "I AM NOT A LOSER! YOU ARE THE REAL LOSER! YOU BULLIED PEOPLE TO VENT THE HATRED YOU FILLED FOR YOUR PARENTS! YOU ARE A COWARD THAT CAN''T EVEN MOVE ON!" The young woman shouted with tears welling up in her eyes.


    Xia Sha did not answer the young woman this time. She stares straight back at Zheng Shuang''s impersonator hatred gaze.


    Xia Sha waited for the untold story coming out from her mouth.


    But Xia Sha has to overestimate herself and underestimate the young woman.


    She thought the young woman would lose control and spill everything out. But the young woman unexpectedly could surpass the anger after closing her eyes.


    "You think you are the winner in this lifetime? You and those two minions of yours. Zheng Shuang? Although Xiao Yu does love her, he loves her too much that it becomes an obsession. Do you think she would get her happily ever after with Jafar instead of Aladdin?" The young woman smirked.


    "That fatty Kai Xin, she will suffer the most for messing up with me. Does she think it''s all over because you decided to help her? Her life has turned into a comedy show."


    "I''m the one who ruined your life. Don''t touch with my friends and family. You should set your revenge on me, not them," Xia Sha said with a warning tone.


    The young woman blinked her eyes and smiled sweetly. The scene becomes too nauseating because she had Zheng Shuang''s face on her. Xia Sha shudders.


    "Oh, they weren''t supposed to miser like this. You have always been the main target from the start. Why do you think Xia Xiang chose Meng Ran out of so many friends?" The young woman tilted her head, wearing a fake confused expression.


    "But we can''t help it since you got the prince charming support on your back," she said slowly, leaning inwardly to Xia Sha''s direction.


    Xia Sha narrowed her eyes at the young woman.


    "We? You and Xiao Yu? What kind of fetish did he get for my family? When did he become this pathetic?"


    The young woman raised her eyebrow. She looks genuinely surprised at Xia Sha''s words.


    "Me and Xiao Yu?" she repeated after Xia Sha''s word.


    A mocking chuckle escapes from her mouth.


    "WAHAHAHA? WHAT IS THIS?" Her laughter filled the entire room.


    "ME AND XIAO YU? OH MY GOD, THIS IS HILLARIOUS. Xia Sha, Oh my dear Xia Sha, I thought you were dumb. But you are dumber than what I imagine before. Ah, you are so funny," the young woman clicked her tongue in the end.


    She exhales a long breath and looks at Xia Sha pitifully.


    "Why don''t we make a deal?" The young woman grinned. When she catches a glitch on confusion swept Xia Sha''s eyes for a second, she becomes giddy.


    "If you break up with Guan Xian, we won''t touch any of your friends and family. I swear not to lay a hand on your grandfather again," she whispered with an extremely small voice. She turned to her right and left cautiously. As if she realized someone is watching her every move.


    "Break up with Guan Xian?" Xia Sha looks stunned for a second.


    "Yes, break up with him and marry Xiao Zhan," the young woman clarifies her words with twinkled eyes.


    "Why?" Xia Sha remains composed. She treats the young woman as of how she would treat her enemy. Carefully without revealing too much emotion.


    "I could not wait to watch you suffer in a loveless marriage. Xiao Zhan might not mistreat you, but Zheng Shuang would," The young woman showed a satisfied wicked smile.


    Xia Sha went silent for a few seconds. She continuously observed the young woman''s every movement, not even leaving a small gesture she made. She pressed her lips together in a thin line before she nods her head in agreement.


    "Okay. I promised you," Xia Sha finally smiled after she got what she wanted.


    It was all silent in the opposite room when they heard Xia Sha''s last sentence. Wang Kai and Jian Jun calmly observing their best friend''s face. The first person to react to Xia Sha''s cruel decision is Ji Cun Xi.


    "I told you, she is not a good woman. Look at how she could decide to dump you with no hesitation! What love are you talking about before? It''s all bullshit!" he gritted her teeth.


    Guan Xian is frowning before, but when he heard Ji Cun Xi''s word, he released the murderous aura from his body.


    "Watch your mouth! She is a good woman!" Guan Xian warned with her low voice and sharp glare.


    "Fuck! It is getting ridiculous! I could not stand you anymore!" Ji Cun Xi stood up and slammed the table. He looked away from Guan Xian and stare at Wang Kai and Jian Jun.


    "You two, look at what love has turned this man. I suggest you take a note and learn from it! Fuck! When do we become this pathetic? I don''t care anymore! All of you, don''t call me aga-"


    "Cun Xi, calm down. Don''t say anything that you will regret in the future," Wang Kai cut Ji Cun Xi before he could finish her sentence.


    Ji Cun Xi''s chest raised significantly. He was about to vent his anger again when he stopped and pinched the bridge of his nose instead. After practicing a breathing technic, he turned to Guan Xian again.


    Guan Xian looking too composed for a man that just heard his girlfriend decided to leave him. Somehow Cun Xi could still feel his strong belief in Xia Sha even though everything is so clear. Ji Cun Xi wanted to scoff and cursed that faith his best friend had at Xia Sha.


    He scoffed and rolled his eyes.


    "Loves had turned you into a stupid and weak man. I''ll come back when you realized how blinded you are," Ji Cun Xi said flatly. He treated Guan Xian like a stranger. Like they were never a close brother before.


    Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow at Ji Cun Xi and smiles.


    "Maybe you should stay and realized how blinded you are," he replied curtly.


    "Really? You wanted me to stay and watched your stupid ass got dumped by that woman? I''m trying to save your face here," Ji Cun Xin snorted smugly.


    "Oh! Trust me. I''m the one who is trying to save your face here," Guan Xian did not fail to smiles gently at Ji Cun Xi.


    Ji Cun Xi frowned at Guan Xian. He was furious. Guan Xian keeps smiling at him, causing him to roll his eyes lazily. He pulled back his seat and clenched his jaw.


    "Fine, I''ll stay and watch you cry. I''ll even comfort you if you are lucky," Ji Cun Xin said coldly.


    "I don''t know how did you have that stupid confidence for a girl. Hasn''t you learn from my case?" Ji Cun Xi grumbled as he waited for Xia Sha.


    "Well, I''m not you. I knew my girl, and I believe her."


    Guan Xian replied that had Wang Kai, Jian Jun, and Ji Cun Xi raised their eyebrow. Both look at each other, showing their doubt at Guan Xian''s blind faith, but Ji Cun Xi is the only one who shooked his head in disbelief.


    But who would have thought Guan Xian meant every word he said. He is not living in dreamland as Jian Jun think. His IQ is not questionable as Wang Kai thought. And Guan Xian is not blinded by love as what Ji Cun Xi sees.


    Instead, he saw things clearly and proof his words. He really is trying to save Ji Cun Xi''s face by asking him to stay, because when Xia Sha came inside the room she slapped everyone''s doubt at her.


    Staring straight at Ji Cun Xi''s twinkled eyes, Xia Sha had decided.


    "Guan Xian! Let''s get married!"

 Chapter 155 - You Just Dont Want To Live Without Me.

    "Guan Xian! Let''s get married!"


    BOOM!


    There is hesitation on her tone, only determination. She looked at Guan Xian as if he is the only man left in the world. A rare grin appears on Guan Xian''s face. He raised the corner of his eyes, turning to his friend with a slightly arrogant glance.


    Jian Jun furrowed his eyebrow, his lips twitching. He opens his mouth at one time but shut his mouth in another second.


    Wang Kai is frowning. He looked confused and lost at the moment.


    Guan Xian never saw that face before. He felt so satisfied and content upon watching Wang Kai''s reaction.


    Ji Cun Xi-


    "..." Guan Xian looked at the person next to him with a pitiful gaze.


    He falls from his chair. That ''BOOM'' sound that comes after Xia Sha''s declaration is his splendid response.


    "You okay there, buddy?" Guan Xian asked him in compassion.


    Ji Cun Xi rub his bottom and grumpily ignored Guan Xian''s question. He took a deep breath and stood up by himself.


    "Hey! How could you lie to people like that? Where is your dignity?" Ji Cun Xi furrowed his eyebrow at Xia Sha. His eyebrow wiggled uncontrollably.


    "What did I do?" Xia Sha blinked her eyes innocently.


    "Ji Cun Xi-ah, did your cheek hurt?" Wang Kai pressed his lips, trying to hold his laughter. Ji Cun Xi sulked.


    "Xia Sha, ignore him. He had a weird obsession with Guan Xian. We always thought he is secretly in love with him!" Jian Jun unexpectedly smile warmly at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha nods her head and walks toward Guan Xian. Her eyes were burning with fire. In Guan Xian''s eyes, Xia Sha always looks most attractive when she looks like this.


    Her eyebrow is arching beautifully. Her lashes flutter like a butterfly. Guan Xia felt his heart bursting when their eyes collided into one. Xia Sha walking closer to him, looking domineering as she turned his chair and trapped him between her slim arm.


    "What?" Guan Xian flustered. He looked at her with so many expectations in his eyes.


    "I said, let''s get married," Xia Sha repeated for a second time.


    Ji Cun Xi saw Guan Xian''s shameless grin and Xia Sha''s serious face with jaw-dropping on the floor. This! How could he explain this experience in the future?


    Xia Sha''s words and actions have once again torn all the valuation Ji Cun Xi had about her. He could never believe this shameless and domineering girl is the same girl who blushed because he caught them kissing before.


    THIS! WHAT IS THIS? Ji Cun Xi''s mind screamed in frustration.


    "Why should we get married? You don''t even want to kiss me back before?" Guan Xian said to Xia Sha, smirking as he holds Xia Sha''s hand on his armchair.


    "Bro, I remember you bought a new game recently. Do you want to try it out today? I cleared my schedule," Wang Kai looked at Jian Jun.


    "Sure, good idea," Jian Jun replied and stood up from his seat almost right away. Wang Kai followed him after. They did not forget to drag Ji Cun Xi, who just lost his soul after hearing the word ''marriage'' for the second time.


    Jian Jun carried his arm while Wang Kai holds Ji Cun Xi''s feet.


    "Don''t worry about him. Go back to your discussion," Wang Kai smiled shortly to Xia Sha and Guan Xian before he closed the door. However, midway before he completely disappears, he peeked back in Guan Xian''s direction.


    "Good luck, brother-in-law!" Wang Kai shouted shamelessly.


    "!!!"


    Guan Xian cursed Wang Kai under his breath but did not dare to do it so loudly. Calm down, Calm down, look at the bright side! He told his self as he stares at Xia Sha''s beautiful face.


    "What happens to Ji Cun Xi? You two-?" Xia Sha raised her right eyebrow in skepticism.


    Catching clear images of Xia Sha''s mind right now, Guan Xian roared to defend his reputation.


    "Xia Sha! Whatever inside your mind right now, you better throw it far away," he scowls.


    Xia Sha titled her head and looked in the door direction. She bites her tongue in hesitation.


    "But he looked so devastated when I- gasp!" Xia Sha never finished her sentence because Guan Xian''s arm pulled her into his lap in one swift movement.


    Xia Sha''s eyes flared when she realized she had seated on Guan Xian''s tight. Before he fully recovered from her surprise, she felt Guan Xian''s hot breath blow before her ears. Chills run down her spine.


    "When you proposed to me?" he finished her sentence.


    Xia Sha holds her breath as Guan Xian''s action started to mess up with her mind. She wandered her eyes all over the place, trying to find a distraction to keep her sanity.


    But then her gaze falls on the white room where she talked with the young woman before. Like cold water, that place enough to sober her from Guan Xian''s effect on her.


    "Yes. I proposed to you. Wait, no! That is not right. You proposed to me, and this is my answer today!" Xia Sha moves her head slightly to look at Guan Xian at his back.


    Guan Xian finds it ticklish when Xia Sha''s hair brush against his nose. He chuckled and tightened his arm around Xia Sha''s waist.


    "And my lady, I asked you to tell me your reason? Why did you agree to marry me today? Don''t you want to protect your family? That young woman offers to let your family and friend go if you dump me."


    He dropped his jaw on her right shoulder and looked at her with eyes filled with hope.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips into a straight line. The gentle smile that hanging on her face slowly turned into a smirk.


    "She does, and I agreed."


    "I heard your conversation with her. My hurt could break into pieces if I don''t have a better understanding of that thorny personality of yours," Guan Xian murmured, sounded sly even though he used a sad tone.


    Xia Sha snorted.


    "You knew why and still asking me?" Xia Sha hit his hand on her flat stomach and tried to escape from his embrace.


    "I want you to tell me directly. The guessing game is exciting, but I don''t like the uncertainty," Guan Xian confessed honestly.


    Although he knew Xia Sha is the type of person who will do the opposite when someone threatened her, it still felt suffocating when he heard her mentioning breaking up.


    He almost went insane when he fought with Xia Sha. The flight attendant and Tang Yu Bin could be the witness. He swore he almost seize the pilot''s yoke just because he couldn''t wait to see her face and makeup with her.


    He could look so confident because he understands Xia Sha''s fiery personality. But he still felt a big hand squeezing his heart out when Ji Cun Xi straightforwardly mentions the probability of his nightmare.


    "I want to be certain when it comes to you because I''m certain that it''s impossible returning to my old life after you. Xia Sha, no matter what the reason you might have, I will not leave or get angry at you. But I wished that you could try to-" Guan Xian stopped as he seems to lose his word in confusion.


    Xia Sha felt her heartbreak along with his insecurity. Her eyes dropped, falling on the big, warm hand. That hand belongs to the person whose always holding her tight whenever she needs a hug.


    The person who always stood behind to support her.


    The person who stands next to her and holds her hand as they walked together.


    The person who stood in front and protected her when she is weak.


    But she made this person question himself. She makes him doubted his warmth that slowly heals the ugly, deep wound on her heart.


    She smiled and gently removed his hand from his stomach. She turned around and stared at those pair of attractive dark brown eyes. Gently, she touched his cheek.


    "Do you know what did I think the moment I heard that woman''s offer? I think about my grandfather, my parents, and my friend," she caresses his cheek with her thumb.


    "I thought it would worth the pain. I thought it would only be another heartbreak. You will hate me, but I''ll get over you. We will move on and be happy," she chuckled in a mocking tone.


    "I will grow along with loads of money. I will be okay, I thought. That had always been my vision after my parents'' divorce. I ensured myself that I would be alright without you. I walked out of the room, trying to convince myself again. I said it''s okay. Guan Xian deserves better anyway."


    Guan Xian shook his head and looked at Xia Sha sadly. Xia Sha keeps her gentle smiles and carries on her story.


    "He deserves a loving and gentle wife. Someone that is not so fucked up. Someone that would trust him as much as she trusted him. They will have a cute daughter and son together. They will be happy. He doesn''t have to act so carefully to protect my heart."


    Guan Xian put his hand on the top of her hand. He furrowed his eyebrow in a grumpy face right now.


    "Stop saying nonsense!" He said fiercely, making Xia Sha giggles.


    "Exactly, that is what I said to myself. Stop saying nonsense and keep your word. You promise that you will trust this man. Moreover, how can I watched him love another woman after all those sweet nothing he whispers to me? I would make sure he got a vasectomy before he had a son from that woman."


    Xia Sha laughed and cupped Guan Xian''s shocked expression. She wrinkled her nose and cut the distance between their face.


    "I said to myself, Xia Sha, could you barely survive this enemy? How can you stay alive if you make Young Master Guan turn his back against you?"


    "I believe you can," Guan Xian pulled his lips into a sweet smile.


    "I know you can, you just don''t want to live without me."


    "Ah, so you found out about that," Xia Sha giggles happily.


    "So, what is your answer?"


    Guan Xian frowned and suddenly stride forward and bite Xia Sha''s lower lips.


    "I thought this is your answer?"

 Chapter 156 - You Two Are Getting Married?

    "So, what is your answer?"


    Guan Xian frowned and suddenly stride forward and bite Xia Sha''s lower lips.


    "I thought this is your answer?"


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow, a spark fly when she stares at those dark brown eyes.


    Xia Sha did not even have time to answer Guan Xian back as he had crushed his lips against her. Gently and passionately as always. Xia Sha finds herself slowly melted under his hot tongue.


    Guan Xian undoubtfully is an expert. He could make her forget about reality and take her to the wonderland. It''s adventurous and felt dangerous at the same time. Her heart is beating hard when she felt her finger runs on his board chest.


    "Xia Sha," he suddenly called her name with his hoarse, deep voice.


    Xia Sha was stunned. His lip''s departure somewhat makes her disappointed. However, her pride would never admit those sense of loss. She retracted her gaze from his lips to his eyes.


    "What?" she looked at him with questioning looks.


    Xia Sha did not realize this. But her dry throat had pulled Guan Xian''s soul out from his body. It was hard enough for him to pull away as soon as he starts to imagine the thing he wants to do to Xia Sha.


    It took half of his life to defeat the beast inside his pants. But with just one word, Xia Sha has woken up the beast again. His eyes darkened when his sight moves from her beautiful eyes, fall to her tall nose and plumped lips.


    Ah, his new addiction. He did not remember how the hell he bore to part with those warm and soft lips. It tasted too sweet, like a sugar-coated strawberry.


    Subconsciously, his adam''s apple wobbled up and down. His gaze then continued its journey, down to her swam-like long neck. It was simply irresistible.


    Guan Xian almost loses control of himself.


    Fortunately, something caught his sight and stole his attention. Well, he tried hard to get his attention stolen. Fighting with his desire and common sense, he was almost going crazy.


    "Guan Xian?" Xia Sha called his name with a confused tone, probably because he stayed quiet for too long after calling her.


    "Hm?" he manages to reply even though his mind were everywhere.


    "What do you want to say?" her melodious voice starts messing up with his head again. Guan Xian closed his eyes to distance himself from all the temptation.


    "That. Cough. Let''s do it when we are ready," Guan Xian blushed.


    He was ashamed of himself.


    Xia Sha was rendered speechless. Her cheek was burning hot. However, it was rare and cute to see Guan Xian blushing and get embarrassed (since he always looks so shameless).


    The hot and steamy atmosphere quickly escalated to awkward and series of stealing glance sessions.


    "Ji Cun Xi could downright bash us if he remains stayed. So thanked God he did not," Guan Xian murmured as he shows a white row of his teeth.


    "..."


    "I think he is in love with you," Xia Sha accidentally spoke out her thought. She grinned when Guan Xian glared at her.


    "Whatever, what''s matter is that you know that I only love you," Guan Xian winked at Xia Sha.


    ***


    Xia Sha thought it wouldn''t be difficult to find out Zheng Shuang''s impersonator real identity. To her and Guan Xian surprised, that young woman keeps her mouth shut despite being ''isolated'' at Guan Xian''s and the boy''s secret place.


    Guan Xian also tried to investigate through her personal belongings. To his surprised, she carried all of Zheng Shuang''s ID. She even lives in an apartment under Zheng Shuang''s name. She does not hang out with other people except Xiao Yu occasionally.


    This investigation stuck in Xiao Yu.


    That is why Xia Sha invites Xiao Yu to lunch on the first day of work. She did not take Fu Qun along with her. Instead, she bought Zheng Shuang. They waited for him alone at one of the best Japanese restaurants in the city.


    Xia Sha smiles as she listened to Zheng Shuang''s blabber about her trip with Kai Xin.


    "When I come back and hear your news, I was so surprised. I almost got a heart attack! Why don''t you tell me on the phone?" Zheng Shuang furrowed her eyebrow at Xia Sha.


    "It''s only a small matter. You have Kai Xin on your side. I don''t want anything bad to happen to her or our niece," Xia Sha replied.


    "But still-" Zheng Shuang pouted and showed her dissatisfaction at Xia Sha. She is about to say something when the slides door opens revealing a suited young man that carried an extraordinary aura from his body. Zheng Shuang''s smiles dropped when she saw that man.


    Xia Sha pressed his lips together. Zheng Shuang looks sincerely worried about her that she felt guilty for using her today.


    "What are you doing here? You spied on me again?" Zheng Shuang raised her eyebrow at Xiao Yu, her eyes filled with suspicion. Xia Sha witness Xiao Yu''s calm and composed face changed after Zheng Shuang finished her sentence.


    He frowned and shifted his gaze at her, asking- or ordering- Xia Sha to explain the situation to Zheng Shuang.


    "Baby Zheng, I called senior Xiao Yu here today. Guan Xian suddenly said he wanted to join us for lunch. I don''t want this to be awkward, so I invited senior Xiao Yu. Don''t be mad at your fiancee," Xia Sha said coyly at Zheng Shuang.


    Zheng Shuang scoffed but showing a gesture that Xia Sha had coaxed her. She pouted but poured a green tea into an empty seat next to her.


    "Fine, because it''s what my baby Xia wants. I''ll tolerate you," Zheng Shuang said to Xiao Yu that had taken a seat next to her. Xiao Yu did not show any response to Zheng Shuang''s reluctant attitude. He sat beside her like a highly god.


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched.


    "Baby Xia, I still worried about you. What kind of person dare to frame you? I''m so angry that I wanted to-"


    "Don''t talk too fast, you''ll choke," Xiao Yu suddenly cut Zheng Shuang''s sentence at crucial a moment. Zheng Shuang narrowed her eyes and furrowed her eyebrow at Xiao Yu''s remarks.


    "I''m not eating or drinking, how do I choke?"


    "You could choke on your saliva, you knew? Here drink something," Xiao Yu gently pulled Zheng Shuang''s cup of green tea.


    "Baby Xia, I''ve told you right, this man is slight-" Zheng Shuang whispered to Xia Sha and swirled her index finger beside her head. She is calling Xiao Yu crazy in front of him.


    Xia Sha let out a fake laugh and shook her head.


    "Senior Xiao Yu is only being considerate," Xia Sha''s forced a smile and praised Xiao Yu. Her tongue felt bitter after saying a blatant lie, she quickly sipped some green tea to wash away the disgusting words she needs to say.


    "Considerate? Baby Xia, you are just as weird as him," Zheng Shuang squinted her eyes, clearly offending Xiao Yu as she rolled her eyes.


    Xia Sha almost choked on her green tea when she heard Zheng Shuang''s response. At this rate, she needs to continue her lie and praised Xiao Yu again! The green tea on her mouth suddenly felt bitter somehow.


    Xiao Yu''s slanted eyes were staring at her. Xia Sha did not dare to look back at him and keep drinking her tea.


    Don''t look at me like that! I will not betray myself to praise you again!


    However, her cup almost got empty and he still looking at her. Xia Sha was enraged. She gritted her teeth and prepared to said another lie when the man she waited for finally appear.


    "Hello everybody!" A cheerful voice suddenly filled the entire room.


    Xia Sha put down her cup and welcome him excitedly.


    "You finally are here!" she exclaims as if they hadn''t met for a long time.


    "Oh, I''m finally here. Did you miss me, baby?" Guan Xian did not waste the opportunity to make Xia Sha act coy at him. PDA has become his forte now.


    Zheng Shuang and Xiao Yu: "¡­"


    Xia Sha: "¡­" Stop it! It''s too much.


    "Guan Xian, you disturbed my date with baby Xia and dare to come late. Ckckck," Zheng Shuang clicked her tongue in showing her disapproval of Guan Xian''s manner.


    "I was playing chest with Xia Sha''s grandfather. I got lost track of time, sorry!" Guan Xian replied to Zheng Shuang casually.


    "It''s alright. Young Master Guan must be busy with his work. I heard about your new project, congratulations," Xiao Yu suddenly spoke after Guan Xian take a seat next to Xia Sha.


    "What young master. I''m only one year older than you, call me Guan Xian," Guan Xian filled his own cup and sip it elegantly. Xiao Yu smiles and somehow followed Guan Xian and drinks his tea. Guan Xian smirked as he observed the other man''s movement.


    "What? You play chess with grandfather Xia?!" Zheng Shuang did not care about Xiao Yu''s formalities. She talked to Guan Xian informally, showing their close relationship.


    "Hmm, apparently I''ve become his favorite grandson-in-law. Aih, what to do, fianc¨¦e? I think I might steal your throne at your grandfather''s heart," Guan Xian bragged to Xia Sha playfully.


    "Hah, more like I''ve become the daughter of Guan family while you are the adoptive son," Xia Sha wrinkled her nose at Guan Xian.


    Both of them had a hidden smirk behind their innocent face when they saw Xiao Yu''s surprised face.


    "You two are getting married?" His face was pale.

 Chapter 157 - I Will Never Harm You

    "You two are getting married?"


    Xia Sha and Guan Xian''s sudden announcement manage to tear up the mask Xiao Yu is wearing. Guan Xian hid his notorious smile and refilled Xia Sha''s teacup calmly.


    "Baby Xia, is this real?" Zheng Shuang looks dumbfounded. The expression she wears is priceless.


    She slowly raised her beautiful finger and hide half of her face. Xia Sha smiles and nods her head lightly. The big diamond was sparkling brightly under the dim light. It''s almost blinded Zheng Shuang across her seat.


    "Baby Xia-" Zheng Shuang pouted as her eyes started to get red. She looked up to the ceiling to hold her tears back.


    "Don''t cry. Why are you crying?" Xia Sha rushed to comforted Zheng Shuang.


    Zheng Shuang fanned her own eyes and shook her head weakly.


    "I''m just so happy for you. You don''t even know."


    "Congratulations, Xia Sha and Guan Xian," Xiao Yu finally spoke after he regains his composure and calmness. He gently shoved a piece of tissue paper into Zheng Shuang''s hand.


    "Thank you. I should also congratulate you and Xiao Corporation for joining Capital Stock Exchange 50 in the market."


    "It''s nothing compared to the Guan Group. I should learn more from you," Xiao Yu said.


    "There is nothing to learn. I''m just lucky. Instead, I should learn more from you. Aren''t you and Zheng Shuang is preparing your marriage now? When will we got the invitation?"


    Guan Xian''s casual changed the atmosphere in the private room. Although Xiao Yu''s expression did not change much, Zheng Shuang''s gesture has shown everything. She looked away and mumbled coldly.


    "You might never get the invitation. I''m about to call off the wedding."


    Xiao Yu''s frown comes almost instantly. He glared at her but said nothing. But Xia Sha saw irritation in his eyes. Zheng Shuang glare back at him and lifted her chin fearlessly.


    "What? Did I disappoint you?"


    "That is our private matters," Xiao Yu gritted his teeth as he warned Zheng Shuang.


    "Xia Sha would know sooner or later anyway. It doesn''t change anything," Zheng Shuang scoffed.


    Xia Sha and Guan Xian looked at their interaction. They secretly do a high five under the table.


    It would start to get awkward if Xia Sha and Guan Xian did not say anything soon. So Xia Sha laughed an embarrassed laughed and faked hit Guan Xian''s arm.


    "Senior Xiao, Zheng Shuang, ignore Guan Xian. He likes to spoke nonsense."


    "Oh, I apologize to you two," Guan Xian said politely, trying to look sincere.


    Xiao Yu shifted his gaze from Zheng Shuang to Xia Sha and Guan Xian real quick. His eyebrow was pulled together almost into one straight line because of the deep from on his face.


    Xiao Yu''s gaze was intimidating for most people. But it''s a child play for Xia Sha. Less for Guan Xian. Guan Xian calmly played with his teacup while Xia Sha acted like she tries to change the conversation.


    "Oh right! Zheng Shuang, the reason I called you here is to tell you something. But promise me not to get mad after I tell you?" Xia Sha showed her sweet wrinkly-nose smile as she grabbed Zheng Shuang''s hand across the table.


    Zheng Shuang tilted her head at Xia Sha''s unusual gesture. Zheng Shuang secretly giving her a questioning look but played along with her.


    "Hmph! What trouble did you cause this time?"


    Xia Sha was slightly stunned by Zheng Shuang''s response. It was like she was being slapped by herself suspicion. However, her heartfelt light as if someone had lifted the stone on her heart. She clenched her jaw and told toughen her heart.


    ''Just a little more. Zheng Shuang, please save our friendship,'' she praised inside her heart while her play continued.


    "I''ve moved out from your apartment when you are away with Kai Xin in Paris."


    "Uhuk! Uhuk!"


    Zheng Shuang and Xia Sha looked at Xiao Yu, who looked awry and overwhelmed because he wet his suit. He pulls a lot of tissue paper and wipes his suit.


    "Xiao Yu, are you okay?" Guan Xian asked with a worried tone.


    Xiao Yu forced a smile and shook his head. He crumpled all the tissue he used and suddenly stand up from his seat.


    "I''ll use the washroom. Please excuse me," Xiao Yu excuses himself and walks away from the room. He was about to slides open the door when he holds his movement and turned to Zheng Shuang.


    "Zheng Shuang, help me grab a new suit at my car. Go with my Qi San," he placed his car key to Zheng Shuang.


    He did not want to hear her objection. That is clear as he left before Zheng Shuang could answer. Zheng Shuang frowned. She reluctantly picked up the car key and stood up. But before she moves from her seat, Guan Xian grabbed the key and smiled at her warmly.


    "I''ll get it for you."


    Guan Xian move as a flash. Zheng Shuang was once again left with no option but to do as people told her. She raised her eyebrow at Xia Sha with a suspicious look. When she was sure that Xia Sha hides something from her, she squinted her eyes and pressed her lips in dissatisfaction.


    "Stop playing around. What is it?"


    "What?" Xia Sha put on her innocent face.


    "What did you hide from me? You are acting all weird from the time when you called Xiao Yu to join lunch. I might be stupid and ignorant, but I know you," Zheng Shuang said in a scolding tone.


    Zheng Shuang is making an effort to keep her face calm, although her voice came out sounding strained. She looked at Xia Sha nervously. A mixture of guilt and anger decorate her lively eyes.


    "Xiao Yu cheated on me, isn''t he? Or did you find out about something," she guesses herself because Xia Sha hasn''t answered her for a long time. She lowered her gaze, suddenly lost her confidence to looked back at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha clenched her fist. Just when she thought Zheng Shuang did not have anything to do with all this mess, she revealed that she, indeed, had hide something from her.


    Xia Sha purposely keeps her mouth shut. She patiently waited for Zheng Shuang to spoke up again. But Zheng Shuang did not even have the gut to move. Xia Sha decided to give her a little push.


    "I thought we are friends," Xia Sha said coldly.


    "I''m sorry, It was an accident. Really. We were both are waisted. I never intended to- to hurt you!" Zheng Shuang sinks her head behind her trembling palm. She is crying quietly.


    "Waisted?" Xia Sha asked.


    She asked because she doesn''t understand what Zheng Shuang is implicating. But Zheng Shuang thought Xia Sha is reprimanding her. Her sob broke, her shoulder shakes.


    "Xia Sha, please forgive me! I knew I was wrong. I didn''t mean to betray you. I was obnoxious, either did Xiao Zhan. However, I could assure you that we did not sleep together. It was only a kiss!"


    Xia Sha felt a thunder just hit her head and roasted her body. Her eyes open widely. She looks at Zheng Shuang in disbelief.


    "Wait, What?"


    Zheng Shuang could not stop her tears from falling. Her heart beating fast as she grabbed Xia Sha''s hand on the short table and begged her.


    "Xia Sha, don''t leave me. I swear I did not have any feeling for him. It was a stupid mistake we made when we were drunk! I swear! Please forgive me."


    "..." Xia Sha were lost at words. She blankly looked at Zheng Shuang''s pitiful states. It was only until Zheng Shuang shakes her hand, she procced everything she just said.


    "Okay. Calm down first. Don''t panic," Xia Sha said to Zheng Shuang. Also, to herself. Both of them took a few deep breaths together before they stare at each other eyes.


    Zheng Shuang looks sad and frustrated when Xia Sha slowly retracts her hand. She thought Xia Sha would hate her for lives now. It''s the end of their beautiful friendship. And It pained her heart to think about it.


    "Zheng Shuang, why do I felt that I missed so many things. Like I don''t even know what is going on with the world. I did not even notice what my best friend is going through," Xia Sha''s shoulder slumped down.


    "Xia Sha-" Zheng Shuang almost broke into tears again when she realized Xia Sha is blaming herself.


    Xia Sha shooked her head and smiles at Zheng Shuang.


    "You don''t have to apologize. We both were wrong in our ways. Zheng Shuang, I only need you to answer my question honestly. Just this one question, then let put everything between us behind," Xia Sha grabbed Zheng Shuang''s hand again.


    Zheng Shuang nodded her head and squeezed Xia Sha''s hand with her finger.


    "We are best-friend, right? You wouldn''t do anything to harm me as I will never do anything to harm you, isn''t it?" Xia Sha asked.


    Xia Sha''s heart was pounding fast, and every time it did, she would felt another rock had thrown in her direction. She counted. She counted five heartbeats before she heard Zheng Shuang''s answer.


    "Of course. I will never harm you," Zheng Shuang said sincerely.


    Xia Sha nodded her head and took a relief breath. A smile finally appeared on her face after she heard Zheng Shuang''s answer.


    "Good, because I have something to tell you. There is someone who undergoes surgery to have a face like you. That girl got your ID card, live in one of your apartments, and barge into your apartment to take a piece of evidence that will clear my name from the drugs'' problem. But what more surprising is that she might have close contact with your fiancee, Xiao Yu."


    Zheng Shuang gasped.. She could not believe what Xia Sha narrated. She shooked her head and mumbles, "Impossible!"

 Chapter 158 - You Are Dead

    "Impossible! That sounds like a complete novel. Why would people do that?" Zheng Shuang furrowed her eyebrow but laughed as if she just heard a joke.


    "I''m not even kidding. You could check your apartment''s security footage. That girl was there when I called you while you fly to Paris with Kai Xin," Xia Sha suggested.


    Zheng Shuang looked at her warily but still take out her phone and check her apartment CCTV. She looked hesitant but curious at the same time.


    Xia Sha could understand Zheng Shuang''s response. After all, she, herself, could never accept someone stole her face and identity. Not to mention, fool her fiancee like a flip of a hand.


    "Gasp! What is that!" Zheng Shuang almost broke her phone when she loses grasp of it out of surprise. Xia Sha kindly place the phone back in the owner''s direction and smiles.


    "See? I''m not high and creating nonsense. Someone is trying to steal your face and identity."


    Zheng Shuang felt shivers running all over her body. She pointed at her phone and put on a scarred face.


    "Where is this psycho now?"


    "Don''t worry. I locked that girl up now with help from Guan Xian and the rest. However, I need to ask you something. Did Xiao Yu acted suspiciously lately, and do you have feelings for Xiao Zhan?"


    "Xiao Yu has always acted suspiciously. That is why I wanted to call off the wedding. He sometimes said something that I don''t understand. He thought that I hate you! Gosh! But I might know the reason now," Zheng Shuang looked disgusted when at the sight of her phone.


    "Hm, that girl might be someone we bullied in the past? I''m not sure. But she does hate us with all of her soul," Xia Sha mumbles when she remembers that young woman''s erratic screams.


    "You talk to her? What did she say?" Zheng Shuang led inwardly to Xia Sha to hear her story.


    "Lots of things that indicate we ruined her life. She also said that I need to break up with Guan Xian and marry Xiao Zhan. That will make me miserable because you will hate me," Xia Sha raised her eyebrow in sardonic.


    "Ew! She must have thought I like Xiao Zhan! Ew! Just because I always push Xiao Yu away doesn''t mean I love another person. Moreover, his brother and my best friend''s ex. That is like double violation!" Zheng Shuang detests of the young woman''s thought.


    Zheng Shuang was just as expressive as Xiao Ni. It was amusing to look at her expression changing every time she talks.


    "All is fair in love and war. What does double violation even mean?" chuckles escaped from Xia Sha''s mouth.


    "You know what I meant. Don''t act stupid." Zheng Shuang rolled her eyes and sarcastically replied.


    "So, does that mean you are actually like Xiao Yu?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and wiggled it to tease Zheng Shuang. Zheng Shuang put on her straight face and scoffed.


    "Do I look like someone who will listen to my dad? Even if he drags me to the altar, if I don''t like the person, I''ll run away!"


    Zheng Shuang speaks out loud without realizing two figure men standing at the door. Xia Sha wrinkled her nose and smiles at Zheng Shuang.


    "Senior Xiao Yu would be glad to hear that," Xia Sha murmured, lowering her head as she surpasses her urge to laugh.


    "Hmph! He will never hear it! He could not even distinguish between real and fake. Do you know that one time he thought that I wished you will marry Xiao Zhan so we can be sister-in-law? What nonsense, we are already sisters!" Zheng Shuang could not stop rumbling once she let her frustration out.


    Xia Sha nods her head slightly, trying several ways to make Zheng Shuang aware of the other listener on her back.


    "I thought he was on drugs or cheating."


    "I did not," That deep hoarse voice shook Zheng Shuang internally. She sat up straight and glared at Xia Sha with blaming eyes.


    ''Why don''t you tell me he was here? Since When?'' she could shot a laser from her eyes.


    Xia Sha sucked the inner part of her cheek so her laughter couldn''t escape. Zheng Shuang pouted and sicked her head down to the table.


    "Stinky Xia Sha, I''ll get you back later," Zheng Shuang turned vengeful. She felt Xiao Yu has casually taken his seatback, her brain froze.


    Meanwhile, Guan Xian playfully tapped Xia Sha''s shoulder twice with a smile. When he got Xia Sha''s attention, he winked, showing that he had succeeded in his mission.


    "He confessed," Guan Xian state casually, pointing at Xiao Yu.


    "Confessed?" Zheng Shuang look baffled while Xiao Yu was dumbfounded.


    You are going to tell a tale like this ???


    "Oh, he confessed that he suffers from Prosopagnosia. That is why that girl could fool him so easily. He also confessed that he wanted to unite the Xia and Xiao families together. That is why he wanted Xiao Zhan to marry you." Guan Xian said innocently. He looks cheerful while Xiao Yu''s face darkened.


    "..." Straightforward much?


    "WHAT? Prosopagnosia? Are you going to die? that sounds serious?" Zheng Shuang look like a sad puppy as she reached for Xiao yu''s hand. Xiao Yu, who is secretly enjoying her attention, hold his smile.


    "It''s not that serious. Prosopagnosia is the inability to recognize a face. But I''m not that severe. I could recognize faces but not in detail." Xiao Yu explained.


    "I don''t blame him. That woman does look and sounds like Zheng Shuang," Guan Xian tried to help him out.


    Xia Sha and Zheng Shuang rolled their eyes at them. Men. It would be a miracle if they could point out details. That young woman''s voice was different from Zheng Shuang''s.


    Xia Sha looked at Xiao Yu and let out a heavy breath. She knocked her knuckle on the wood table to get his attention.


    "We need to find that girl''s identity. Does she left any clue?"


    Xia Sha had completely let out her pretentious mask and treated Xiao Yu as how she should treat him in the first place. Of course, even though Xiao Yu seems to be the victim here doesn''t mean he could escape from the suspect list.


    She didn''t forget that she hasn''t counted her grudges with the Xiao family. She still needs to be careful around Xiao Yu.


    "I do overhear her talking to someone occasionally. She seems to call the person over the phone ''missus''?" Xiao Yu squinted his eyes and furrowed his eyebrow. He tried to recall something that could help the investigation.


    "I overheard her singing the classical song. Once," Xiao Yu chimed in, suddenly realizing his stupidity.


    "How does she sound," Zheng Shuang''s eyes glaring at Xiao Yu fiercely. Xiao Yu gulp nervously, he shook his head.


    "Awful. That woman sounds awful."


    Zheng Shuang would close her eyes and let Xiao Yu passed if those words come out of his mouth instantly. However, those words coming from the man sitting next to Xia Sha instead.


    Zhe Shuang glares at Xiao Yu.


    "Bro, you should''ve to answer like that instantly. Does she look prettier? No! Does she have a nice body? No!" Guan Xian hissed as if Xiao Yu''s response had disappointed him as his teacher.


    Guan Xian grinned and stretched his arm to hold Xia Sha''s beside him.


    "I don''t know someone could have a lower EQ than Jian Jun. But I found one right here. I have to admit. It''s fun," Guan Xian murmured in a low voice but making it loud enough for Xiao Yu to hear.


    She did not realize Xia Sha''s face had darkened, and smoke started to come out from her head. She elbowed Guan Xian''s stomached to pushed him away and gritted her teeth.


    "You sound so experience in this. It must be a perk of being a Cassanova before," Xia Sha glare at him.


    Guan Xian seems to be lost at the word. He turned to Xiao Yu and send a help signal. However, Xiao Yu is not his best friend. Xiao Yu would care less if Xia Sha broke up with Guan Xian because of these small matters.


    Instead, he will be grateful. Guan Xian, this opportunist, and sly man could taste his own medicine.


    First of all, confessed? Xiao Yu wouldn''t say anything to help Xia Sha even though he knew that he missed something. He would rather investigate everything himself. Moreover, it''s taboo to show his weakness at to his rival.


    He would never speak if Guan Xian hadn''t threatened him all the way that he had no choice but to speak the truth.


    Secondly, He still wanted Xiao Zhan to marry Xia Sha.


    Thirdly, he dares to provoke Zheng Shuang when he already had lost of apologized lining up for his fiancee. His head was aching from the first time he saw Guan Xian in the bathroom.


    Since he had made him miserable, it was refreshing to let him suffer the same things. So, instead of helping Guan Xian, he added something to provoke Xia Sha''s anger.


    "Oh, I should learn more things from you. You have a rich experience with women. Senior, I beg your guidance."


    Xia Sha gasped when she heard Xiao Yu''s word. She stood up and left the room quickly.


    Guan Xian: "!!!"


    Xiao Yu, I will hold grudges at you and your whole family from this moment! He hissed to Xiao Yu before he run out to chase Xia Sha.


    Zheng Shuang looked at Xiao Yu and patted his shoulder.


    "Brother, you are death."

 Chapter 159 - This Is An Emergency

    "Xia Sha! Wait!"


    "Don''t follow me! Go to your girls!" Xia Sha shouted back as she walks furiously to the street. She fixed her gaze on the vacant taxi on the street side. She runs slightly to enter the car before Guan Xian could stop her.


    "Xia Sha!" Guan Xian called again, stretching out his hand to grab her wrist this time.


    Xia Sha turned to him and harshly thrown his hand.


    "Don''t touch me and don''t follow me!" she warned.


    Guan Xian was slightly amused and dumbfounded at the same time. This whole time, although he knew Xia Sha''s were insecure about their relationship, she never shows her jealousy toward him so directly like this. So he was surprised.


    "Why did you get so angry at me? I was spouting Nonsense like I usually do. You can hit and scold me, but can''t ignore me like this."


    "Nonsense? That is not Nonsense at all. It''s was your nature of being a player. You are proud of your skill, aren''t you? Too bad! I felt embarrassed for you!"


    "And why can''t I ignore you? I could ignore you like this. Don''t talk to me again!" Xia Sha put his hand in front of Guan Xian''s face.


    Xia Sha exploded in emotions. The uncomfortable feeling on her heart was suffocating that she felt disgusted. She looked at Guan Xian with eyes filled with hatred.


    Guan Xian got lost in those eyes.


    "..."


    He keeps his mouth shut despite the means things she directed to him. Xia Sha sucked her lower lips and bit them hard to surpass the feeling inside her.


    She felt a big hand were squeezing out her heart when she faces his silence. She could not control the overwhelming feeling that rose inside her heart. And suddenly, she felt something flow in her private area.


    "..."


    She froze on the street. The arrogance and anger on her face vanished, replaced by a surge of panic. In one swift movement, she grabbed Guan Xian''s arm. She gripped it firmly as if he was the only hope she had.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow at her.


    "Young miss, did you want to enter or not?" The taxi driver rushed Xia Sha because he saw another potential client.


    "No, she won''t," Guan Xian decided for Xia Sha.


    "Then could you two move? Don''t get in the way," The taxi Driver looks grumpy because they aren''t using his service and inconsiderate enough to move.


    Guan Xian nods his head and gently pulled Xia Sha aside. Xia Sha bit her lower lips and pressed her inner thighs together as she walks. Upon looking at her funny walk, Some ideas cross Guan Xian''s mind.


    He looked at Xia Sha''s worried face for one second before he took off his suit and swayed Xia Sha''s waist. The next moment when Xia Sha realized, his black suit has cover half of his white pants.


    Yeah, she is wearing white pants :)


    "Wait for me here," Guan Xian has pushed her into his car. Then he closed the door and disappeared to the end of the street.


    Xia Sha was left alone in the car. Astonished and amused at the same time.


    She sits uncomfortably, as she is afraid of dirtying Guan Xian''s car. They have dated for about two months, but it doesn''t take a day for Xia Sha to know how Guan Xian loves his car.


    After all, action speaks louder than words.


    He didn''t brag about it, but he treated his car carefully.


    But her aunt is ferocious on the first day. Before she could think about anything else, she felt her stomached hurt. She bends her body, trying to ease the pain, but it did not help much.


    She reaches for her phone, trying to divert the pain from work. But there is not a single notification appear on her phone. She gritted her teeth.


    Because of the drug scandal, the board directors have an excuse to ''inactive'' Xia Sha from her positions. Xia Qi Feng must have a hard time dealing with them at this time. Those sneaky directors must be rejoicing right now.


    She throws her phone back into her bag and leans her head on the cold window. She closes her eyes, trying to arrange everything that happens to her chronologically.


    Why do you think Xia Xiang chose Meng Ran out of so many friends? Zheng Shuang''s impersonator mocking voice rang on her ears again.


    Xia Sha took a deep breath and started to think about her high school days. Zheng Shuang, Kai Xin, and her started to hang out in the second year of junior high school. She starts to make trouble in the second year of senior high school.


    She did not do anything in junior high school. Zheng Shuang''s impersonator incident most likely happens in senior years. At that time, Xia Sha mainly targeted illegitimate heir because of her hatred for Xia Xiang and Pang Ze Tian.


    That illegitimate heir usually uses a dirty trick to get something and likes to bullied scholarships student. Xia Sha targeted those who acted like proud queens and provoked her.


    But nothing severe happens. At most, those students will get suspended from school or stayed in the hospital for days. Xia Sha won''t target those who did not provoke her.


    And because Xia Sha always had a reason behind her action, the school can''t do anything to her.


    Except for Guan Xiao Ni. If someone wanted to call her a bully, it should be Xiao Ni. They fought like a dramatic chic flick those times. When she looks back at their fight, she had to admit it was pretty childish. Both of them were fucked up at that time.


    So among this person, who is that impersonator?


    What she has to do with Meng Ran?


    Does she miss something? She did not feel that she meet Meng Ran in her early days. Meng Ran exists in her world after Ling Guang. But Meng Ran has been friends with Xia Xiang for a long time now.


    Should she ask Xia Xiang about this?


    As Xia Sha is pondering about Xia Xiang, Guan Xian stood for a long time facing rows of different sanitary pads. He stares at each of them with a confused look. In his heart, he is busy cursing Xiao Ni, who turned off her phone.


    He tried to compare two products and try to understand the content written in its product description. But he could not decide which to buy. Giving up, he finally called for the female''s shop attendance help.


    She has been staring and observing his confused look for a long time. She looks more flushed than Guan Xian when he asked for her help. Guan Xian acted calmly and listened to her explanation carefully.


    "This is a pad. There is a different type of sanitary pads from sizes and shapes. It depends on your girlfriend''s needs and liking."


    "This product has a cooling sensation."


    "Woman usually likes to use this type."


    "Woman like to use this type when they are-"


    "Use this type when your girlfriend is-"


    Because the girl patiently explains one by one depends on the need and situation, Guan Xian bought everything at the end. Listening to that young attendee''s explanation makes his heartache for Xia Sha. She must feel uncomfortable right now.


    This whole time, he thought Xiao Ni was exaggerating when her scream filled the mansion because of her stomach cramps. But listening to that attendee''s make him realized he was wrong.


    These only make him wanted to treat her well. So he bought everything that she might need. All young attendee''s on the convenience store blushed when they saw his cart.


    But Guan Xian worried had shifted to something else.


    He spends too much time at the store because of his incompetence. Xia Sha must felt uncomfortable alone in the car. He needs to rush after paying.


    "Mister, your total is-"


    "Here, give the exchange as tips for that young attendee," he pointed out at the young woman that helps him choosing pads before.


    "Ah?"


    Guan Xian lay several thousand to the cashier and carried all this stuff in a rush. He disappears from the cashier''s sight before she could say thank you.


    He did not care how many weird glances he received as he runs toward his car. His thought was filled with Xia Sha''s uncomfortable cry. A subconscious grin plasters his handsome face when he slides into his car.


    He turned to Xia Sha and proudly presented his emergency shopping result. Xia Sha almost dropped her jaw when she looked at the big bag filled with pads. She turned to Guan Xian in disbelief.


    "Are you crazy? Why do you buy the entire rack?"


    "Stop being cynical and enjoy your boyfriend''s care, can''t you?" Guan Xian picked the one the young attendee''s recommendation for the first day of the period.


    Xia Sha was rendered speechless by him, but she did not move from her seat.


    "Let just go home. The Shen residence is not far from here," she said, avoiding his eyes.


    Guan Xian put on a big question mark on his face. He tilted his head. Xia Sha did not want to explain things to Guan Xian, but he won''t move until she explains. She closed her eyes lids and covered her face with her hand.


    "I did not have pants to change."


    Guan Xian''s mouth was slightly open before something clicked on his mind. He wasted no time to wait and instantly drove his car. Xia Sha let a relieved sigh.


    But after some minute, Xia Sha realized something amiss as Guan Xian prepared to pulled over. She pointed at the tall, luxurious building and glare at Guan Xian.


    "This is not the Shen residence!"


    "My apartment is closer. There is a shop downstairs. It''s more convenient."


    "..."


    "This is an emergency," he said calmly.


    Xia Sha never hated his charming face this much before :)

 Chapter 160 - Now, Who Is The Clown?

    There are a million words stuck on Xia Sha''s throat as she looked at Guan Xian, who is showing off his usual shameless face. With a knowing glint in her eyes, she shook her head and made a big cross with her hand.


    "No, I''m not going to your apartment when there are only two of us."


    Guan Xian is pulling something out from his wallet when he heard Xia Sha''s refusal. He stopped midway and tilted his head. He squinted his eyes, seems to be amused at her words.


    He suddenly leans forward, cornering Xia Sha on such a little space. His movement is too sudden that Xia Sha stops breathing for a second. His face leans closer, cutting the distance between them until their nose tips meet each other.


    Xia Sha blinked. Her brain stops working because adrenaline took over her body. She anticipated a kiss, thus slowly, her eyelids close even though her common sense is screaming in her head right now.


    However, What is logic when there is love?


    All she yearn for right now is those lips on her lips. But her lips remain cold after quite sometimes. When she opened her eyes, Guan Xian is grinning mischievously at her.


    Her delicate little face was fuming with anger when she regains her consciousness.


    "What on earth are you-" Xia Sha stop in the midway.


    She comes upon a realization the last second before she embarrassed herself again. No matter what she said to save her face right now, the outcome can''t change. No matter how she ''scold,'' it will still sound like grumbling because Guan Xian did not kiss her when she wants him to.


    She bites her lower lips in agony.


    "Forget it. The point is I won''t go to your apartment with you," Xia Sha scoffed.


    Guan Xian chuckled lightly. He then tapped Xia Sha''s forehead with something he pulled out from his wallet before. Xia Sha recognizes those black matte cards. It''s the access card to the boy''s secret room.


    The call falls on her hand.


    "Who says I''m going with you? The boys will head over to help you with your case while I need to stop by the shop to buy you clothes. What exactly are you thinking, hm?" Guan Xian''s breathing deepened and subconsciously leaned over again.


    "Who knows what will you do? After all, I''m not as experienced as you. Added with your questionable morals," She murmured the last sentence in a small voice, sneering hiddenly.


    "Great God, help me! Your aunt is visiting for the love of God. What can I do to you?"


    Guan Xian returned the look at Xia Sha- you are the one with questionable morals.


    "..."


    When Xia Sha noticed Guan Xian''s glance, she awkwardly harrumphed and said, "Don''t blame me for that lusty expression of yours."


    Guan Xian laughed when he heard her insult. Thorny Xia Sha makes him happy. He felt like he was intrinsically masochistic for loving to fought with Xia Sha.


    But after some time passed, he touched his jaw unintendedly, asking himself, "Did I look lusty all the time?"


    It''s the only time Guan Xian ever thought something was wrong with his handsome face.


    Xia Sha used that little opportunity to get away from the awkward situations. She suddenly clutched her tiny waist and made an exaggerating painful expression.


    "Ah, it''s hurt!" she cried a little, stealing Guan Xian''s attention.


    "Stomach cramp? What should I do to help you," Guan Xian sounds panic as he started to look at his surrounding. He grabs his stopping bag and tossing something that he thought could help with the pain.


    "Can hot pack help?" He pulled out a stack of the different hot packs that he bought before.


    Xia Sha shook her head.


    "What about mineral water?" he asked with a little frown.


    "I don''t think that helps to ease the pain."


    Xia Sha''s answer got Guan Xian confused. Rumbling on the bag again, he eventually gave up then quickly remember someone in his house. His dark face slowly got brighter.


    "I''ll ask aunty Chen to make your warm tea at the penthouse. Let me carry you there."


    Guan Xian looked dead serious that Xia Sha felt guilty for lying at him. Half smiling, she shook her head. But she was also dumbfounded upon realizing there is a housemaid in his place. They were never going to be alone from the first time :)


    Now, who is the clown?


    "No, The pain has lessened. I can walk by myself."


    "No. I''ll carry you."


    Guan Xian''s decision is firm. There is no excuse Xia Sha could use to make him change her mind.


    The eye-catching him, coming out from his sports car, had steal attention enough. Panic struck Xia Sha when he walked around his car to open the door for her. He had stretched out his hand and about to carry her bridal style when Xia Sha said her ultimate excuse.


    "I would felt more uncomfortable getting carried. Rather than carrying me around, can you bought the clothes now?" She said with a gentle tone she rarely uses before. Her voice was light, making the listener felt refreshed and calm at the same time.


    "Are you sure," he said in doubt.


    "Hm, you should go now," Xia Sha pushed him away with her hand but did not move from her seat.


    Guan Xian narrowed her eyes at Xia Sha. Placing his arm on his waist, he began to question Xia Sha.


    "What are you worrying about now?" he caught her red-handed.


    Xia Sha was indeed worried about the stain she probably left on his car. She did not have to guts or face to say it to him directly, so she averted her eyes away from him.


    "Just go! I''ll take care of your car," She puffed because he won''t go away.


    "I don''t want you to take care of my car. I want to take care of you!" Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrows.


    Xia Sha lip tightened. She gritted her teeth and finally reached the point of her patience.


    "Wei! I told you to go, then go! I''m trying to save me some face so I could ride with you on other days!" Xia Sha widen her already round eyes with sharp eyeliner. Guan Xian went speechless.


    He looked at her seat and pressed his lips into a tight line. He finally got some sense after Xia Sha erupted.


    "You don''t have to be embarrassed. There is nothing dirty about blood. I also bleed," Guan Xian murmured quietly because Xia Sha had glared at him again.


    "And something was better left unsaid."


    Guan Xian quickly nodded his head- Okay, My Queen, I''ll listen to you well.


    Getting educated and ''coaxed,'' Guan Xian listens to her wish like a loyal dog. However, he still did not let Xia Sha take care of his car. Luckily Xia Sha did not leave any stain. Xia Sha was relieved.


    After that, Guan Xian took Xia Sha to the lift and run to the shop after she disappears behind the closed door. It was the first time the ever-calm and friendly young master acted like a lunatic.


    He knew most of the people downstairs, but he doesn''t think about their opinion at all. As if he had an important mission, he only focused on buying clothes for Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha felt a bittersweet on her heart. One one hand, she received the love and care. And she is grateful for that. But on the other hand, it bothered her that he is being so considerate and knew too many things about woman.


    Aunty Chen on the other hand, takes good care of Xia Sha after she received Guan Xian''s order. Aunty Chen delivered the clothes Guan Xian bought to Xia Sha in the bathroom of the guest room.


    When Xia Sha come out, she could hear Ji Cun Xi cursing Jian Jun from far. The three of them were seated there, playing around and having a good laugh.


    "Xia Sha, come here. We have good news," Ji Cun Xi unexpectedly excited when he saw Xia Sha. Xia Sha was hesitant. In her mind, Ji Cun Xin is kind of her love rival (?) with his status and ability. Who knows what he could do to her?


    "Don''t put on that suspicious face. I never hold grudges, you know?" Ji Cun Xi thought Xia Sha is wary of him because he makes her uncomfortable.


    "Oh," Xia Sha answers curtly but takes the farthest seat from Ji Cun Xi. Ji Cun Xi''s face darkened. He was desperate to show Xia Sha that he really holds no grudges against her.


    However, Xia Sha thought Ji Cun Xi got somber because Guan Xian chooses to sit next to her. There is an undeniable tension between the two of them. Jian Jun is enjoying this moment as he sipped his black coffee.


    "Xia Sha, I really-"


    "What good news are you talking about?"


    Ji Cun Xi and Xia Sha said at the same time. Ji Cun Xi frowned, and Xia Sha pressed her lips and awkwardly clapped her hand. Ji Cun Xi took a deep breath before he decided to let it go for a while.


    He took out his phone and connected it to Guan Xian''s smart television. On the screen appear a video of a young woman sneaking out and try to bribe a bodyguard.


    "She took the bait?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and watched the video intently.


    "Yeah, somehow your stupid idea workout," Ji Cun Xi murmured.


    "Stupid? That is brilliant!" Guan Xian scoffed at Ji Cun Xi.


    Xia Sha ignores the small bickering between Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi. In her eyes right now, only Zheng Shuang''s imposter exists. She observed her like a subject of the experiment while she was the professor.


    The awkward yet sweet Xia Sha turned into a cold-blooded killer. A smirked pesters her beautiful face as she titled her head.


    "Aha, I finally caught you."

 Chapter 161 - Woman Is Terrifying

    A smirked pesters her beautiful face as she titled her head.


    "Aha, I finally caught you," Xia Sha mumbles in a wicked tone.


    Her brief remark bought Guan Xian''s attention to Xia Sha.


    His lips curled up with hidden admiration written discreetly on his eyes. He leans back at the sofa and steeples his finger in front of his mouth.


    Guan Xian is holding back his snigger.


    His little wrong focus makes Xia Sha stare at him in confusion. She whacked his arm lightly.


    "Don''t laugh. I''m serious here!" Xia Sha mutters seriously.


    "I knew, but don''t you realized how cute you were when you are playing little Harley Quinn right there?"


    Guan Xian bites his tongue. Try hard to hold his laughter and make his face look serious. But Xia Sha''s little psycho moment had got his heart weak. Guan Xian loves and appreciates moments like this.


    Those small moments speak out the most honest inner thought of her.


    It reflecting her inner turmoil, and she willing to let Guan Xian enter her world.


    And he is crazy for that. He craved Xia Sha''s trust.


    Xia Sha is giving him a deathly glare, but Guan Xian did not get scared or terrified at her. Instead, he cocks his head to one side. Bragging his handsome face at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha is frowning at him, but she finds herself almost stop breathing getting attacked by his look. They stared at each other for a long time, long enough that Ji Cun Xi turned somber again.


    "There you go again. I don''t remember why did I even agree to come here. We should hold a video conference to avoid getting feed by these dog-feeding monsters," Ji Cun Xi said to Jian Jun sourly.


    Jian Jun''s eyebrow arched up. He got intrigued by something in his mind.


    "You need to get used to this. We will see more of this romance-comedy series when Wang Kai comes back, and these two got married," Jian Jun patted Ji Cun Xi''s back.


    "So you didn''t regret letting Xiao Ni go without even trying to fight for her?" Ji Cun Xia asked because he got curious.


    Xia Sha had known about this surprising fact for quite some right now. Turn out, Jian Jun has feeling for Xiao Ni, like Wang Kai. It is the sole reason why Guan Xian play billiard with an unknown group in the hotel where Xia Sha stayed before. Guan Xian felt betrayed by these two people and decided to find a new friend.


    He failed miserably, as he remains hanging out with this guy even though his forehead creased in displeasure every time his little sister''s name comes out from his friend''s mouth.


    Xia Sha admires the boys'' friendship. But she also curious about Jian Jun''s personality and sometimes out-of-the-box decision.


    "Wang Kai is chasing her to Italy while your lazy ass revolved around Guan Xian," Ji Cun Xi tried to provoke the ever calm man. But Jian Jun had pretended to be deaf and ignore Ji Cun Xi.


    Ji Cun Xi rolled his eyes and looked back at the screen. Xia Sha followed after him and found the screen has shown a report now.


    "As soon as she bribed the bodyguard, she called for help. She tried to reach Xiao Yu, but Xiao Yu didn''t pick up. She also tried to call Meng Ran, but Meng Ran is locked too. In the end, that crazy woman calls this mysterious number from the US. I supposed she is that ''madame," Ji Cun Xi said.


    "Our team tried to track the number and found that it''s registered under Wen Du Jiao''s identity number. Wen Du Jiao used to work under Wang Corporation years ago. He moved to the US right after his dishonorable dismissal from the general manager position."


    "But our team was certain they heard a woman voice, and that woman called her madam," Jian Jun''s voice carried an uncommon irritation.


    "Might be a voice changer," Guan Xian dwelled in his monologue.


    "We also think of that possibilities. However, we successfully tracked the phone location after a marvelous-IT genius volunteered to help. No need to thank this generous man. Let''s say that he give this help as your wedding''s gift."


    Xia Sha watched Ji Cun Xi boasted. He is obliviously talking about himself. Jian Jun and Guan Xian shot him dirty looks, but Ji Cun Xi looks unperturbed by that. Instead, he looked at Xia Sha smugly.


    "Ah, I should thank that IT genius personally."


    "You don''t have to-"


    "So, who is this girl?" Jian Jun changed the subject before Ji Cun Xi''s smiles grow wider. Guan Xian silently gives a thumb up for Jian Jun.


    "I left a hind for you before, Wen Du Jiao. Surname Wen, does that clicked something on your mind?" Ji Cun Xia poses a question to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha''s lashes fluttered. She unboxes all the memories on her mind, trying to recall everything about surname Wen. She slowly revisits the memories on her mind, tracing them carefully.


    "Wen Du Jiao? Ex-General Manager of Wang Corporation," she mumbles in a low voice. Her voice was soft. It could not get any quieter.


    "My father is a General Manager of the Wang Corporation. Senior Wang Kai took care of her as his sister. You dare to defy me?"


    "Pig! Do you know why you got picked up, and no one cares? Because you are a pig! Tacky new money!"


    "She runs so slow and dragged our whole class record."


    "What can you expect? It''s hard enough for her to carry her body. Yet, she bought the whole gold store on her neck."


    That high-pitched voice echoed on her brain. A blurry scenario on Imperial high school''s greenfield played on before her eyes. She gritted her teeth when she recognized the plump girl cried. A big circle of people surrounds the plumped girl, she was crying for help, but no one ever stands up for her.


    Xia Sha was standing on the balcony in her memories.


    Xia Sha is usually careless about anyone. She doesn''t even remember some of her teacher''s names.


    But Xia Sha knew that plump girl.


    She is her new deskmate. She remembers her frightened smile and sweet voice when she greets her in the morning before the class start. When she watched her getting bullied by that tacky girl, she felt her blood boil.


    It just triggered something when she heard Kai Xin''s cried.


    And so she called Xiao Ni.


    And so she provoked Xiao Ni and stole other student''s attention.


    And so Kai Xin becomes her friend.


    But that girl, she forgets all about her. What happens after that incident?


    And what is her name again?


    "Wen Rou? Zheng Shuang''s impersonator is Wen Rou?"


    Xia Sha''s eyes flare open when she comes to a realization. She gasped and closed her mouth, did not think every misery that happens to her friend is a tail of that bullying accident.


    "No wonder. No wonder," Xia Sha murmured with a shaken hand. No wonder she targeted Kai Xin.


    She could felt hatred when Zheng Shuang''s impersonator called Kai Xin''s name. She just never thought it was Wen Rou.


    Guan Xian looked at Xia Sha''s fragile and thin body. His heart drops when he felt a cold hand searching for his palm. He looked at Xia Sha''s pale face, stretching his hand to transfer some comfort to her.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips, toughening her heart as she glances at Guan Xian and Jian Jun.


    "What does it has to do with the madame she called. If it''s Wen Rou, then no wonder the phone number could be registered under Wen Du Jiao. Wen Du Jiao is Wen Rou''s father, right?"


    Jian Jun nodded, he answered assertedly.


    "If I recall, Xiao Ni did say something that triggered Wen Du Jiao''s firing. But they do find his corrupted deeds in the finance report. So maybe Zheng Shuang''s impersonator thought you ruined her family''s life, but his father is not an angel either."


    "Hm, but why doesn''t she targeted Xiao Ni? I apologized if I offended someone, but Xiao Ni does play a big role too," Xia Sha posed Guan Xian a question, but she sounded assertive.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow. He averted his gaze away from Xia Sha and cleared his throat awkwardly.


    "Cough. Cough. Who dares to target her? She has Wang Kai behind her. He protected her more than my mother protects her," Ji Cun Xi said words that stuck under Guan Xian''s throat.


    Ji Cun Xi tilted his head and smiled at Xia Sha. He pointed at the man who sits next to Xia Sha.


    "Now, the problem is, why don''t people get scare of you when you had Guan Xian behind you?"


    Guan Xian: "..."


    QAQ. Guan Xian is death.


    Ji Cun Xi is asking for death this time :)


    "No, they were scared of Guan Xian. Wen Rou threatened me to break up with him. That is why I decided to marry him," Xia Sha did not realize she just blow up the thought behind her decision to marry Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian was speechless.


    Woman is terrifying :)

 Chapter 162 - The Xia Manor

    "No, they were scared of Guan Xian. Wen Rou threatened me to break up with him. That is why I decided to marry him."


    Guan Xian bit his lower lips and turned to Xia Sha slowly. He nodded his head slowly, emitting a cold aura he never directed to Xia Sha before.


    "Xia Sha, could you barely survive this enemy? How can you stay alive if you make Young Master Guan turn his back against you?"


    That what Xia Sha said before. He thought that was sweet-nothing that she utters to bloom springs on her heart. Turn out Guan Xian failed to understand the double meaning she wanted to say :)


    "Ah, so this is the truth," he intimidates Xia Sha with his sharp glance.


    Xia Sha holds her breath and leaned back. She tried to draw a clear distance from Guan Xian. In case Xia Sha needs to run for her life. She posed a sweet smile to Guan Xin, hope it will soften his heart right now.


    "Baby, it''s not entirely like that," Xia Sha said.


    Guan Xian''s lips twitched. She never heard Xia Sha use endearment in front of his friend before. He never thought she would spat those world willingly to save her life.


    "Oh, so there is a double meaning. Or triple? how many meaning do those you don''t want to live without me carry?" Guan Xian widens his eyes, showing a wicked wide grin at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips. Her heart is racing. She keeps making a distance while Guan Xian leans inwardly to her until she reaches the end of the chair. She shot an SOS glance at Jian Jun and Ji Cun Xi in urgent.


    "Why do you look at them? Do you think anyone can save you right now?" Guan Xian narrowed his eyes and slowly stretched his arm to catch Xia Sha''s arm. He knew she is about to fall if she kept avoiding him. Thus he planned to pull her to his side at the last moment.


    Who would know before he can objectify his plan someone has pulled Xia Sha behind their body and shot him a dagger look?


    "Gasp," Xia Sha was also surprised after taken by someone. She got a small heart attack when she realized the man who helped her from Guan Xian is...


    "Ji Cun Xi, move away," Guan Xian frowned at Ji Cun Xi.


    "Tsk! Brother, she asked for help. As a true gentleman, I could not stand myself to help when someone needed help. You, on the other hand, is this the way you treat your fiancee?" Ji Cun Xi''s critique stabbed Guan Xian''s heart like a dagger.


    Guan Xian scoffed and moved his gaze from Ji Cun Xi''s milky white face. Ji Cun Xi''s face is ugly and annoying right now. He could not stand him.


    But Ji Cun Xi turned even more irritating when Guan Xian''s found something that burns his blood.


    "Ji Cun Xi-" Guan Xian called his name with his deep voice. A tone is full of warning. Ji Cun Xi suddenly become alerted at Guan Xian''s wrath mode.


    Guan Xian''s face turned as dark as pot bottom when he sees Ji Cun Xi''s hand is holding Xia Sha''s arm. Ji Cun Xi notice the source of Guan Xian''s ugly face and release Xia Sha''s arm as if it''s a plague.


    "Jian Jun, that is not the way you treated your brother''s girlfriend. It''s an example. We need to Lookup for more in the future. We need to respect Xiao Ni as Wang Kai''s girlfriend," Ji Cun Xi let out a nervous laugh and throw the blame at Jian Jun.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Guan Xian remains stoic at Ji Cun Xi''s joke. Ji Cun Xi takes a little step to escape from Guan Xian''s sight.


    But it was too late. Ji Cun Xi won''t ever escape once he decided to help Xia Sha. Not because Guan Xian is merciless. But because Xia Sha would not let go of him!


    When Ji Cun Xi is about to return to his seat, Xia Sha grasped into his back collar and used him as her shield.


    "Wei! This fellow! What are you doing? Let me go?"


    "Hello? Don''t you see your fiance is about to kill me? Can you please not drag me into your family affairs?"


    "Sigh, I regretted helping you. I should deal with my hero complex," Ji Cun Xi murmured.


    Xia Sha holds into him tightly and won''t release him as she peeks at Guan Xian behind Ji Cun Xi''s board back.


    She turned deaf at Ji Cun Xi''s curse and protest. There is nothing in her mind except for Guan Xian right now.


    "Guan Xian! Why are you angry at me? I never lied to you," Xia Sha shouted.


    "What?! You did not lie to me with your sweet nothing?"


    Guan Xian''s eyebrow wrinkle. He doesn''t sound pleased when he heard Xia Sha''s self-defense.


    "Oh. I never did. I said I could barely survive this enemy? How can you stay alive if you make Young Master Guan turn his back against me? I don''t see any lies in that words. Wen Rou is trying to break us apart because she knew she would never win against you. That is why she wanted us to break up. So you could help and become her alley. I said I would not stay alive if you decided to join hand with her. I did not lie!"


    Xia Sha said it in one breath. If Guan Xian weren''t suffering from a sudden headache, he would praise and encourage her to start a carrier in rapping. But his head is throbbing right now, so he could only close his eyes and nod.


    "Alright. Alright. You did not lie. I was wrong," Guan Xian said in a surrendering tone.


    "Really? You admit that you are wrong for accusing me?" Xia Sha''s eyes lit up. She looked at Guan Xian with doubt.


    Guan Xian is amused. A little smile started to show on his lips even though he tries hard to keep his face straight.


    "Hm. I was wrong. Can we stop fighting?" Guan Xian asked Xia Sha stared at Xia Sha with his usual gentle and warm gaze.


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes, but she slowly releases Ji Cun Xi from her grasp. Because Guan Xian keeps showing his puppy eyes look, her heart finally softened. She nodded her head and return to her sit, next to Guan Xian.


    "Is this how you two fight?" Ji Cun Xi stood on the former battlefield. His haw had long dropped to the floor when he witness Guan Xian''s sick loving gaze at Xia Sha when she talked behind his body.


    Ji Cun Xi was speechless upon watching how fast Guan Xian give in to this crafty witch that uses his body as a shield. On the sofa, Jian Jun had laughed his lung out. He even almost rolling on the floor.


    What couple fights like this?


    Wait. Ji Cun Xi asked the wrong question.


    What is Guan Xian''s position in this relationship? If he keeps acting like this, isn''t he is going to lose all the argument? This situation is not much different from volunteering to be a slave. But why does this idiot seems happy and satisfied with this position?


    Those questions keep haunting Ji Cun Xi''s mind as he slowly returned to his comfy sofa. He stares at the screen blankly, unable to think about anything else before he cracks this weird mystery.


    Because Ji Cun Xi is unable to continue his job to explain the investigation, Jian Jun filled his duty. After regaining his composure. Of course.


    "Back to the investigation. Xia Sha, you were right. Zheng Shuang''s impersonator most likely is the victim you bullied before. But that lady, she is the author and mind behind Wen Rou''s scheme. And, as Ji Cun Xi had said. He succeeds in tracking the number location," Jian Jun stopped and suddenly looked at Xia Sha in most serious posture.


    Jian Jun''s eyes were cold. There is no emotion written on his well-crafted face. His speaking tone is as flat as usual. But it could make Xia Sha''s heart stop beating as if she knew she would hear a piece of bad news from him.


    She has smell trouble from far. Her guts are telling her that she would not like this.


    Xia Sha gritted her teeth and toughed her head.


    "Where?" she probed. Her voice was quiet, but she sounds quite firm.


    Jian Jun averted her gaze and looked at Guan Xian. He thought he could break this news to Xia Sha because they aren''t close. Turn out, he does not feel comfortable telling her.


    Guan Xian''s looked at his phone and read the investigation result himself. He doesn''t bother to read it before because Ji Cun Xi said he wanted to show Xia Sha that he did not have any hard feelings for her anymore. J


    But after Guan Xian read the report, he clutched his phone and took a deep breath. Facing Xia Sha''s curious eyes, he finally makes everything clear for Xia Sha.


    "It''s your home address, the Xia manor."

 Chapter 163 - Well, Baby, The World Is Never Fair

    "It''s your home address, the Xia manor."


    Xia Sha''s face went black for a moment before she stretched her lips wide. Grinning widely, she shook her head in denial. She looked at Guan Xian as if he was the best comedian in the world.


    "Xia Manor? You are telling me that the devil on my house could plan this? Impossible," she chuckled at the end of her sentence.


    Guan Xian remains calm and composed, but he did not change his serious expression. He reached for Xia Sha''s hand and held it tightly.


    "Xia Sha, we can''t be sure about the identity. But there is a huge possibility that the real mastermind is hiding in your house," Guan Xian said.


    Everyone could point out the most suspicious person in the Xia Manor without mentioning the name beforehand. Especially Xia Sha.


    He knew it was hard for Xia Sha to accept this news. Guan Xian understands Xia Sha''s judgment and perception against Pang Ze Tian and her daughter.


    She underestimated Pang Ze Tian and unaware that the joke is on her head this whole time. She got everything wrong.


    Like an old proverb that says the mantis stalks the cicada, unaware of the oriole behind.


    Xia Sha thought Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang is her prey. She is the stupid and prideful mantis, while Pang Ze Tian is an oriole disguised as a cicada.


    Guan Xian understands the denial and doubt that filled Xia Sha''s mind right now. He has been there. He understood that feeling. But it''s a process everyone had to go through.  There is nothing he can do but to supported and comforted Xia Sha with his warm hand.


    "Someone might manipulate the location," Xia Sha hang to her last hope.


    "People could manipulate the location, but they could not manipulate Ji Cun Xi. Especially in this matter. I''m sorry, Xia Sha," Jian Jun spoke up.


    Even though Ji Cun Xi could be an eyesore with all his self-assured hubris, he admitted that Ji Cun Xi might be one of the best in this field. Ji Cun Xi got trained by one of the best hackers in the world. Jian Jun never doubt Ji Cun Xi''s skills.


    Jian Jun shot an apologized look to Guan Xian. While Guan Xian did not blame him at all, Jian Jun still choose to leave. He knew Xia Sha need some time alone to proceed with everything.


    Particularly when he witness how hard it affect her.


    Jian Jun bought Ji Cun Xi with him, leaving Xia Sha and Guan Xian alone in the quiet living room.


    Xia Sha felt her brain buzzing into oblivion after Jian Jun''s short remarks. She did not know how to react.


    Xia Sha lowered her head and stare at the floor blankly. Her thin body appears like an empty shell without a soul living inside.


    Guan Xian didn''t know what inside her pretty little mind right now. But she has every indication that makes Guan Xian worried for her. Every little gesture that she makes pained Guan Xian.


    Restless, Guan Xian pulled her into his embrace. He grabbed his back head and placed it on his chest. Kissing the top of her head, he whispered, "It''s okay. I''ll protect you. Don''t worry."


    Xia Sha blinked and listened to him chanting those words. Slowly she gains her senses and accepts the truth.


    Xia Sha, you underestimate people and overestimate yourself again. It is your biggest problem, please take a note and don''t repeat this.


    Why can''t you accept the fact that Pang Ze Tian might be smarter than you?


    She dethroned Shen Xia Fei and replaced her place. Even though you knew Xia Qi Feng did not have any feeling for her, that wrenched bitch remain his lawfully wedded wife.


    From a hostess to Mrs.Xia


    Pang Ze Tian is not simple at all. She must have a lot of hidden schemes under her sleeve. It''s a shame that Xia Sha just realized this right now.


    Her ignorance almost killed her.


    Xia Sha still on Guan Xian''s gentle embrace when she comes to a realization. Guan Xian is trying to comfort her with his words, but Xia Sha shook her head this time.


    "I understand now," she suddenly replied, grabbing Guan Xian''s attention.


    She looked up to him while he lowered his head. There is almost no distance between them, but Xia Sha didn''t felt any pressure or discomfort at all. Not like any other day where she might push him hard and called him lewd.


    This time Guan Xian''s flamboyant expression, when he raised his eyebrow in skeptical looks, did not annoy her.


    "So, Pang Ze Tian might be the one who constructed all these calamities along with Wen Rou. Hah, I thought- I could deal and accept the past and move on. Turn out I need to revisit the pain before closing this chapter of my life," Xia Sha whispered.


    Her breath was heavy, a contrast to her light expression right now. Her delicate little face turned solemn.


    Guan Xian looked at her nervously. He misinterprets her calmness as self-blame that could lead to frustration. Quickly he tried to comfort his girl.


    "Xia Sha, don''t worry, you don''t have to do it if you don''t want to. I''ll solve this for-" Guan Xian stopped talking when he felt Xia Sha''s finger brushed against his lips.


    "No. I reaped what I sow. I need to face the consequences of being ignorant and stupid," Xia Sha said with her quiet voice.


    Like a clear stream of the river in spring, Xia Sha has refreshed and stunned Guan Xia. He was silent for a moment as he swims deep into her beautiful eyes.


    He wanted to see her mean and thorny meaning behind those eyes. Guan Xian wished to hear her usual sarcastic remarks and confidence. But other than acceptance, he found nothing.


    Guan Xian is well aware that human makes mistakes and they supposed to learn from that mistakes. Facing the consequences is part of learning from your mistake.


    I reaped what I sow.


    Xia Sha must take a lot of bravery to say this word. She admitted her mistakes and trying to face her consequences now. How many people in this world can do that?


    Guan Xian felt proud filled his whole chest, yet at the same time, his heart is aching for her. He did not know how those petite body owners could obtain so much courage.


    "Xia Sha, don''t be so hard to yourself," Guan Xian murmured. His eyelashes dropped, showing Xia Sha the inner conflict that having battling inside his heart.


    Xia Sha stares at Guan Xian''s eyes and smiles.


    "Are you worried?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow.


    She poses those questions to tease Guan Xian that acted more serious than her right now. Xia Sha could see the little scowls in his handsome face as he looks deadpan.


    "Hm, I''m worried," Guan Xian answered directly, making Xia Sha chuckled as she pulled her body away from Guan Xian. He let her go.


    "Why? You are not confident enough that you could protect me, fiancee?" Xia Sha pokes Guan Xian''s chin with her slender index finger playfully.


    Guan Xian caught her finger and scoffed.


    "Guan Xian? not confident? Baby, those two words never belong to one sentence. I, Guan Xian, run this city. Who dares to hurt people under my care? Especially my woman?"


    Guan Xian''s face did not show his usual playfulness. His gaze was cold and steady as he stares at Xia Sha. But he seems to exude a cold aura. It felt as though the temperature around him had dropped by a few degrees.


    Xia Sha felt chill when she witnesses Guan Xian''s prominent coldness while he revealed a complicated feeling simultaneously.


    "I won''t let anyone touch or hurt you," his cold words jabbed Xia Sha''s heart.


    Although he is staring at Xia Sha right now, he did not direct those words for her. Instead, he is talking to himself. No, it''s more than talking.


    Guan Xian is making a promise to himself.


    He will not anyone touched or hurt Xia Sha. Not even himself.


    "Guan Xian, I''m tired of his vicious cycle. I don''t want to deal with any of them anymore. I want to end this chapter. It closed and done after I got my punishment. I want to move on," Xia Sha''s voice is trembling as she voices out her wishes.


    Xia Sha is not lying this time. She finally had enough with everything.


    "Okay. I''ll help you break the damned cycle. That is why we are getting married."


    "..."


    "People reap what they sow. It''s true. Indeed, that is how the world works. But neither Pang Ze Tian nor that imposter is a saint. You do that to them for a reason, but they turned themselves into the victim somehow. You could not possibly let them get away so easily after what they did to your grandfather and your friend, could you?"


    Guan Xian touched Xia Sha''s cheek and gently smirked at her confused face.


    "But it won''t be a fair battle if you are involved," Xia Sha murmured.


    "Well, baby, the world is never fair," Guan Xian whispered as he brings his lips over her lips.


    Since those people knew that he is standing behind Xia Sha, they should have known the battle they need to face. Time is ticking.. They better be prepared because he wanted to finish this as soon as possible.

 Chapter 164 - One Hell Of A Ride

    Xia Sha has been idle these days because the board director decided for Xia Sha to ''rest'' from her position as Xia Corporation''s Chief Operating Officer for a while.


    Xia Sha is very stressed about this, but Guan Xian told her to take this as a prolonged vacation. Although Wen Rou and Pang Ze Tian''s matter does make her restless, she tried hard to let her fear affect her life.


    She reflected a lot from her action in the past. She realized being young and carefree doesn''t meant she could do everything she wants and run away from consequences.


    So she spends half of January contacting and visiting her old friend to apologize and catching up. It does felt awkward for both Xia Sha and her ''friend'' to suddenly apologized to her fellow friend, especially since the event happened in the past.


    Xia Sha could not deny the tension and gaze she received to make her felt comfortable. But after apologizing, she felt a heavy burden has lifted from her heart and shoulder.


    Looking back from where she stood right now, Xia Sha felt her ''Queen Bee'' title seems more like an insinuation rather than praise. That seat is not as glorious as she thought before.


    She felt ashamed of herself.


    Apart from apologizing, she has been spending more time accompanying Kai Xin. The happy pregnant woman. It''s all getting better when Guan Xiao Ni comes back from Italy. Perhaps because Guan Xian asked her to spend more time with Xia Sha, Guan Xiao Ni accompanied her almost every day.


    Or rather, Guan Xiao Ni exploits her to help her plan for her charity event.


    However, it makes Xia Sha realized that she likes spending time with Guan Xiao Ni. Her biggest frenemies and future sister-in-law. Cough! she could not believe she just called Guan Xiao Ni her future sister-in-law.


    "Are you crazy?" her future sister-in-law shouted in her ears.


    Yes, she must have turned crazy. Why does she choose to sit next to Xiao Ni, who is well known for her dolphin-like scream?


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and closed her precious ears with her hand.


    "I should insure my eardrums if we remain friends in the future," Xia Sha murmured while staring at Guan Xiao Ni''s shocked face. Xiao Ni shook her head, disregarding her indirect satire.


    "What are you thinking? Do you want to marry my brother? Like the brother that I know? This is not a prank, right?" Xiao Ni asked with a tone full of doubt.


    "Is that a bad thing? Should I change my mind...?"


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and narrowed her eyes at Xiao Ni. Xiao Ni almost dropped her jaw to the ground after hearing Xia Sha''s confirmation. She went blank for a while before she regained her composure.


    "Sorry. I did not mean it that way. I''m not biased, but my brother is a great guy. But marriage? It''s like a whole different level. Are you sure you are not rushing things?" Xiao Ni sounds wise and sane for the first time to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha looked downed and played with her skirt. But she cannot hide the sudden rosiness of her cheeks. Xiao Ni''s eyes flare up when she witnesses Xia Sha''s love-struck gesture.


    Xiao Ni grasped her shoulder and shook her upper body with urgency.


    "Must be an alien that clone Xia Sha''s face. Tell me! Where did you hide Xia Sha," Xiao Ni glare directly at Xia Sha''s eyes? There is a mixture of disbelief and wariness in Xiao Ni''s gaze.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes and break-free herself from Xiao Ni''s grasp.


    "I know I look stupid and ridiculous right now. But marrying your brother is not something I decided out of impulse," Xia Sha murmured.


    "Well, this sounds very impulsive to me," Xiao Ni said quietly. She tried to choose words carefully to not offended her future sister-in-law.


    Gasp! Future sister-in-law! She could not believe there will be one day she would call Xia Sha her sister-in-law! It is insane!


    Guan Xian is insane! Xia Sha is even more insane!


    "You two are the most impulsive couple I ever met. Don''t you realize how sacred marriage is? Marriage is not only two people who decided to become one. It''s two families become one," she paused, take a deep breath before continuing her sentence.


    "Divorce is not a trivial thing. It''s not as easy as breaking off your engagement, you know?"


    Xiao Ni looked somber, perhaps because this conversation had triggered unhappy memories that happen in her life recently. She felt slightly guilty after she heard her remarks. She sounds like a pessimist that convinced the two of them would get a divorce in the future.


    "Sorry for being a prick. It just I don''t want the two of you to miss each other because of the wrong timing. How many of us in this world live a miserable life because we missed the right person?" Xiao Ni mumbled, suddenly rest her head on Xia Sha''s shoulder like a sad koala.


    Xia Sha turned to her and suddenly broke into a burst of laughter.


    "Are you talking about yourself?" Xia Sha teased Xiao Ni while she patted her head.


    "It''s not. I don''t want the two young going through the same situations as Wang Kai and I. It hurt even worse when you can''t be together when you love each other. It''s a- pity," Xiao Ni pouted and hissed at Xia Sha. She let out a heavy sigh for a second time.


    "Silly! I''m saying I want to marry him, but I never say when we will get married right now."


    "What??!"


    Xiao Ni sat straight and instantly shot Xia Sha a questioning look. She impatiently waits for her explanation, looking at Xia Sha as if she is an alien.


    "It''s like this. Wen Rou asked me to break up with Guan Xian. She knows that she would have no chance against me if Guan Xian is backing me up. She threatened me with my friends and family. But the more I think about it, the more I did not want to part with your brother-"


    "Don''t call him my brother right now. It makes me cringe. Let pretend he is not my relative," Xiao Ni forced a smile.


    "Fine. I''ll be honest with you. As you and everybody could tell from my action, I admit that I have a trust issue. I don''t think I will ever trust a man, especially your brother and his notorious reputation. I committed to this relationship, but yet, at the same time, I was restless every day."


    "That little part of me waited for the calamity to come. I subconsciously believed that we would break up one day. It just when the breakup is near, my brain got disfunction. The more I thought about breaking up with Guan Xian, the more I see the future with him. And it was-"


    Xia Sha could not find the word to complete her sentence. There are overwhelming happiness and indescribable excitement inside of her. Her heart pounds widely as a strange muscle deep in her belly clenched suddenly.


    "I know I would regret my whole life if I miss that future with him," Xia Sha murmured, trying and failing to surpass the rising panic in her.


    Xiao Ni listened and watched Xia Sha''s love-fool expressions. She averted her gaze and bitterly sighed.


    "I knew you two are deeply in love, but can''t you stop rubbing it on my face? I just got dumped at national television for the love of God!"


    Xia Sha chuckled and let out her tongue at Xiao Ni. Both of them soon returned their focus to the stack of invitations on the table. Xia Sha examine the guest list and smirked when she read Pang Ze Tian''s name.


    "Is this your brother''s doing?" she curiously asked Xiao Ni, who seems busy with her checklist. Xiao Ni pursed her lips and looked at the paper Xia Sha handed to her.


    "Oh, yes. My brother requested to give Pang Ze Tian and your father a separate invitation. God knows what he is planning at my great charity," Xiao Ni mumbled.


    Xia Sha nods her head slightly, did not bothered to asked Xiao Ni again since she has made it clear enough that Guan Xian did not tell her anything. She continues to go through the list and found another intriguing name.


    "Yan Xi? Why did you invite Yan Xi? Won''t Wang Kai went to berserk mode if he saw Yan Xi?" Xia Sha frowned slightly, but at the same time, she tried to guess Guan Xian''s plan.


    "Pfft, Wang Kai won''t have any right to do that. He would not dare. At most, He will sulk and left the party. But I''ll make sure he donates before he leaves. Yan Xi is trying to revive his family''s company. But since my brother and his friend squeeze him out of society, he couldn''t find an investor. I hope that I could help him a little by inviting him."


    "Now, Before you judge me. I did not help Yan Xi just because Yan Xi is my friend. I know he could never justify himself for what he has done to Kai Xin. He is fucked up, and I probably played a role in that. But I want to keep both options for Kai Xin''s baby."


    "Ruan Jing Tian would be a great daddy, but you can''t deny the blood that runs on the baby''s veins," Xiao Ni explained her reason to invite Yan Xi. She looks a little tense when Xia Sha looks at her expressionlessly.


    Xia Sha''s titled her head and fixed her gaze on Yan Xi''s name. Xia Sha hated this bastard for what he had done to Kai Xin. There is no way she will let him get close to Kai Xin and her baby again.


    However, she still needs to investigate Pang Ze Tian''s wedding ring in his house. So Xia Sha composed herself and toughed her heart.


    "Hah, your charity event will be one hell of a ride,"

 Chapter 165 - Mr.Guan, You Are Bullying People!

    As Xia Sha predicted, Xiao Ni''s charity banquet does felt like a ride to hell for several people. More precisely, it''s a hell Guan Xian create for Pang Ze Tian.


    That day, Pang Ze Tian proudly carries her own first personal invitation for the Guan''s family charity party. She prepared her sports outfits and some money to spend. Her light was light as happiness spread across her face.


    For the first time, she did not come as Xia Qi Feng''s plus one.


    For the first time, she could validate her debut in high society.


    Her usually fake smiles look genuine for once.


    She is lucky that Xiao Ni is the one who arranged the party this time. Pang Ze Tian knows that Xia Sha is Guan Xiao Ni''s enemy and dating Guan Xian right now. Guan Xiao Ni must want to provoke Xia Sha by inviting her to the charity she arranged today.


    A party in high society is always the start of calamities. Pang Ze Tian realized that Xiao Ni might use her to fight with Xia Sha. Pang Ze Tian didn''t mind that. She felt it''s a fair price she needs to pay for attending this party.


    She didn''t realize Guan Xian has laid out a trap for her. And like a rat, Pang Ze Tian is slowly approaching the cheese. In a trap.


    It''s all started when Pang Ze Tian spotted that dashing young man standing next to a young woman. Both of them dressed impeccably. Especially that young woman. She outshone everyone in this room with a simple sports dress attire.


    Pang Ze Tian knew she shouldn''t be envious of that young woman''s youth. She had her time in the past. But it''s a different story for that young woman. Every woman in this hall probably is jealous of her.


    That woman is young, beautiful, rich, and powerful. She could make a man fall in love with her in one stare.


    She is talking about the one and only Guan Xiao Ni. She is also the executor of today''s sport-themed charity party today, the one who invites her among five hundred VIP guests. Stand next to her is Yan Xi. He is a handsome young man that makes Pang Ze Tian''s heart pound whenever their eyes meet.


    Pang Ze Tian didn''t realize how many pairs of eyes are observing her every movement. One of those pairs belongs to Xia Sha, who stood next to Guan Xian in one of the bowling lanes.


    "Pang Ze Tian is here. Yan Xi is here. Even Ling Guang is here. What exactly are you planning?" Xia Sha said with one last censorious glance at Pang Ze Tian.


    "Pang Ze Tian and Yan Xi is part of the plan. But that troublesome ex-boyfriend of yours come by himself," Guan Xian scowled.


    Xia Sha raised her right eyebrow at Guan Xian and tilted her head. The wariness she showed on her face before changed into a mischievous smirk.


    "Unhappy? Are you jealous?"


    Xia Sha said in a cherry tone. Guan Xian shifted his focus from ugly Ling Guang to her instantly.


    "Me? Jealous?" Guan Xian''s mouth quirks up, and he stares appraisingly at Xia Sha.


    "Hm, you look jealous? How much vinegar did you eat today? you look sour." Xia Sha narrowed her eyes at Guan Xian before a melodious chuckle escapes from her mouth.


    "Sour?" Guan Xian repeated her word in disbelief.


    Guan Xian stares at Xia Sha, who is smiling brightly at him. Her eyes are sparkling even. She looks seductive and innocent at the same time. He felt restless when he realized how beautiful his fiancee is.


    There must be loads of hungry wolves in this room eyeing for Xia Sha. Forget Ling Guang, that dumb man. There is still Ruan Jing Tian standing in the corner looking gloomy as he watched them.


    "Uh-huh, you look sour," Xia Sha could not hold back her snigger.


    "I admit that I''m jealous and look sour right now. But you seem to enjoy this too much? Why is that, Ms. Xia? Are you happy to see how I''m crazy about you?"


    Guan Xian''s remarks and his intense gaze caused Xia Sha to be overwhelmed. She averted her gaze and tried to keep herself from blushing. But those rosy cheek has given her away from the very first second.


    It is Guan Xian''s turn to chuckle when he succeeds in making Xia Sha blushed. He is glad she could enjoy the party even though her enemy surrounded her in this room.


    "Since you are well aware that I got jealous so easily. Can you promise me to take care of my heart? Please don''t break it by looking and silently admiring another man. Not even Lee Min Ho."


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched at the mention of Lee Min Ho. Not looking and admiring another man is already a tough job. She is not blind after all. But Lee Min Ho? How could you not admire his face?


    That seems like an impossible case.


    "I cannot promise you that, but I''ll try," Xia Sha murmured slowly.


    Realizing Guan Xian''s sharp glare at her, Xia Sha stiffly coughed and changed the subject.


    "I heard Ling Guang is still trying to salvage his-"


    Xia Sha stopped and could not bring herself to continue her sentence once a female figure entered her sight. As she is talking about Ling Guang, she subconsciously looked and him. But her heart just dropped to her stomach when she found Ling Guang''s plus one today.


    "You must be kidding me," Xia Sha groan inwardly when the girl smugly smiles at her. She guarded Ling Guang as if he still has value in Xia Sha''s eyes.


    "I''m pretty sure I did not see their name on the guest list. How could they enter the venue?" Xia Sha exasperation is palpable.


    Guan Xian followed Xia Sha''s gaze and suddenly broke into a peal of laughter. He is about to say something when the Emcee suddenly calls his name from the stage.


    "Mr. Guan, I invite you to join the charity bowling competition in this round."


    The Emcee bought attention to Guan Xian, who use this opportunity to declare his sovereignty. He raised his eyebrow and nodded his head lightly.


    "Sure, I''ll play the next round," he calmly replied and turned his body to Ling Guang''s direction. He showed little smiles that shows his impeccable manner.


    "Mr. Ling Guang, please," Guan Xian sounds polite, yet autocratic and cold at the same time. His eyes are alight with some wicked thought as he shared the attention with Ling Guang.


    Everybody gasped and began to murmuring about Guan Xian and Ling Guang''s relation. Xia Sha caught people murmuring her name several times even though she has tried her best to hide her face.


    Ling Guang pressed his lips into a thin line. Playing this game with Guan Xian means he needs to donate money no matter how the result. He comes here for gaining not to lose any more money he had.


    But it''s not like he could reject Guan Xian''s open invitation in front of everyone. In the end, he could only nod his head and play with a bitter heart.


    The rule of the game is simple. Every ten-point your opponent score means you must donate one million. A strike is five million. It won''t be a problem for Guan Xian if Ling Guang manages to outdo him. But Ling Guang would hang himself for losing more money.


    "Mr. Ling, I see you are doing a great job these days. What a wise choice you made," Guan Xian said in his deep voice as he pointed a strike for Ling Guang to pay.


    Ling Guang''s face went pale when he realized that Guan Xian is hinting about the choice he gave in the hospital. Ling Guang''s throat bobbled up and down. He glances at Guan Xian nervously after throw his bowling ball.


    Ling Guang did not even care how many scores he made. He just knew that he is doomed as Guan Xian keep getting a strike.


    "Young master Guan, you''ve misunderstood me. It''s not that I want to break our deal. But I cannot leave my hard work here. I- I need more chances," Ling Guang begged shamelessly.


    "Ah, so you do realize that you have broken our deal. Glad to know that," Guan Xian said without looking at him. He focused on the game, scoring a strike continuously.


    Ling Guang is trying to surpass the fear inside his heart. But he knew he is failing when he could not even lift the bowling ball anymore. He dropped the ball with his shaky hand and glace at Guan Xian''s scoreboard.


    He wanted to faint when he sees the number lit. Sixty points. Sixty million. So much money, where can he find it?


    "Thank you for our Bright Electronic Director, Mr.Ling Guang for the 60 million donations and Mr.Guan for donating 5 million." The Emcee announced as the hall filled with a round of claps.


    "Mr.Guan, you are bullying people!" the emcee said playfully.


    Guan Xian has a fake down-to-earth look, stirring something on Xiao Ni''s stomach.


    Brother, please, it''s too clear that you want to take revenge for your new lovers. Tsk!


    "That is because Mr.Ling is too generous. He deliberately let me win to donate more." Guan Xian said and made a gesture to praise Ling Guang.


    "But I''ve prepared myself to donate 150 million in advance to support my little sister''s first-ever event," He announced proudly.


    Every breathing soul in that room felt amused by Guan Xian''s shamelessness.

 Chapter 166 - He Shows Me, How Much I Should Love Myself Before I Love Others.

    "That is because Mr.Ling is too generous. He deliberately let me win to donate more." Guan Xian said and made a gesture to praise Ling Guang.


    Round applause rang throughout the big ballroom, but Ling Guang isn''t happy at all. There are only sixty million that he to burn for nothing in his mind right now. Every clap felt like a sharp knife that stabbed his heart.


    "But I''ve prepared myself to donate 150 million in advance to support my little sister''s first-ever event," Guan Xian continued.


    Ling Guang looks awkward while the guest clapped their hand in amusement for Guan Xian.


    "..."


    Xiao Ni wanted to choke Guan Xia to death!


    Forget using the event she arranged to bluff, He even goes as far as using her name to show off. Gritting her teeth, Xiao Ni forced a smile.


    "Thank you, Brother!" she shouts from the crowd, sending a secret death glare at him. Guan Xian wiggled his eyebrow. He shows a big smile with an attitude that said ''I am a generous person.


    "Alright! Thank you for your participation, Mr. Ling and Mr. Guan. You can choose who will replace your place next. We have ten other lines, so you can choose ten people if you want." The emcee said to Guan Xian and Ling Guang.


    Guan Xian takes the mic indifferently and shouts out ten names without any hesitation.


    "Xiao Ni, Wang Kai, Ji Cun Xi, Jian Jun, Wang Ru, Beautiful Xia Sha the rest is up to you," he gives the mic to Ling Guang.


    Ling Guang has a poised attitude, even though he just has been humiliated. Since Guan Xian has chosen six contestants, there are only four left. Thus, Ling Guang could only choose four important people he wanted to curry favors with in the future.


    Probably because Guan Xian has started the hidden battle between love rivals, the new player followed his footsteps. Wang Kai called Xavier Maximillo, son of mother Guan''s ex. He comes as Xiao Ni''s partner tonight, while Xiao Ni called Wang Kai''s plus one, Bai Jing.


    "Mr. Xavier Maximillo," Wang Kai called out his opponent''s name coldly.


    "My high school friend, Bai Jing," Xiao Ni hid a dagger behind her sweet smiles.


    The crowded gasp in unison. Everyone seems to have their expectation of the next player.


    Xia Sha observed this trend, and she fixed her eyes at Meng Ran, who suddenly felt chill from Xia Sha''s gaze. Meng Ran tried to avert her gaze. As much as she will enjoy the attention if Xia Sha called out her name, she did not have money to spare.


    She barely had enough money to eat after buying the outfit she wears today.


    "Tsk, look at this two people involves a third party between their war. Let''s bet, how much do you think Xiao Ni will make today and how long they will fight?"


    Guan Xian suddenly appears behind Xia Sha. Xia Sha turned her body slightly to looked at him. He is pointing Xiao Ni and Wang Kai with his mouth.


    Xia Sha shrugged her shoulder as the answer.


    "I bet it will last for two days and one night," Ji Cun Xi suddenly standing next to Xia Sha and joined the conversation. Guan Xian widens his eyes and move between Xia Sha and Ji Cun Xi.


    "Hm, Wang Kai is very competitive indeed. He never loses before. Heck! He never even let me play batman when he plays together. I am always the robin!" Guan Xian grumbles.


    "But he always loses to Xiao Ni, didn''t he? Hmph! such a wife slave!" Ji Cun Xi furrowed her eyebrow, and soon they engaged in their conversation. They throw a mocking gaze at Wang Kai several times.


    Xia Sha: "?"


    Did Guan Xian is ditching her right now?


    And he says he has no feeling for Ji Cun Xi.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes and ignored the two dumb and dumber.


    "Miss Xia, please choose your play partner."


    The emcee turned to Xia Sha after quite some time. Xia Sha posed sweet smiles as she took the microphone from the emcee''s hand. Her sharped eyebrow looks domineering as she raised her eyebrow at the little lamb among the wolf.


    "I would like to invite Miss Meng Ran to join me on the lanes. It would be an honor," Xia Sha smirked at Meng Ran.


    Xia Sha''s brave decision and domineering aura have swept Guan Xian away. He moves from Ji Cun Xi''s side to Xia Sha. He looked at her as if she is his goddess.


    Ji Cun Xi is rendered speechless for a second. His lips twitched uncomfortably. Turn out Guan Xian is not so much different from Xia Sha :)


    He is the other wife''s slave.


    ***


    Xia Sha stood next to Meng Ran, looking regal. Meng Ran looks pathetic and shameful in contrast.


    Meng Ran clenched her hand into a fist. She shot a hateful glare at Xia Sha.


    "Must be fun, born from a wealthy family. You could get away from your crime with one envelope."


    Xia Sha ignored Meng Ran''s provocation. She picked up the bowling ball quietly and scored a strike in one swift movement. A hint of proud smiles cracked on her face.


    Meng Ran''s face went pale when Xia Sha suddenly turned to her after scored another strike. Consecutively.


    "Yeah, It''s fun to be rich."


    Meng Ran felt her blood is boiling as she watched Xia Sha exclude an annoying elegant gesture. She pressed her lips into a thin line, trying to surpass the urge to punched Xia Sha''s arrogant face right now.


    "I thought all you want is money and power. Ling Guang, A position in my company and Guan Xian, I suppose? But now that I look into your motive, you seem to hold personal grudges against me. Why is that? Why are you so obsessed with me?"


    Xia Sha poses a question without looking at Meng Ran. She focused on her game and stayed composed even though she could felt Meng Ran''s glare at her back.


    "Obsessed with you? You? You are a loser. I took Ling Guang from you when he was your everything. Why should I get jealous of you?" Meng Ran hid her insecurities and answered Xia Sha confidently.


    "Turn out he isn''t, right?" Xia Sha turned to Meng Ran, smiling lightly. But because of her bold makeup, she looks like she is mocking her. Not that Xia Sha care.


    "Just because you find a better replacement," Meng Ran glance at Guan Xian, who stood not far away from them.


    "Replacement?" Xia Sha chuckled at Meng Ran''s remark and shook her head lightly.


    "Hm. Replacement. Even though Guan Xian is somewhat more influential than Ling Guang, he is still a man. He will also cheat on you sooner or later," Meng Ran''s lips corner quirked up. Meng Ran scored her first strike after gaining back her compose self.


    Xia Sha looked at her with twinkled eyes. Calm smiles never disappear from her face.


    "Guan Xian will never-"


    "How can you be so sure? I believe Ling Guang once said the same words to you. Your father makes a promise in front of God, and he cheated on your mother. You have two exes, and all of them cheated on you. Why?"


    Xia Sha''s hand trembles. She needs support from her other hand to hold the heavy bowling ball. Her breathing starts to get uneven even though her face remains calm.


    "You are wealthier than me. Smarter, I believe. You have that charm. You could make every man easily fall on your feet in one second. But why everyone leaves you behind?"


    Xia Sha holds her breath and turned to Meng Ran. The smile on her face has disappeared while Meng Ran seems to win the situation right now.


    "Has you ever question yourself? Why did you have a problem with everyone you meet? You are everything more than me. Why did Ling Guang fall for me? If it''s not about your wealth or your beauty, then isn''t your problem is personality?"


    Meng Ran fixed her gaze on the pin she needs to knock off. Cold smiles appear on her beautiful face when she once again scored a strike. So far, she has done a better job than Ling Guang.


    "Sorry but not sorry. You can''t blame everyone for your characteristic. You could try building a relationship with thousand of men in this world, but you can''t change a thing because the problem is within you."


    Xia Sha felt like a hammer repelling his heart. She stares at Xia Sha deeply and calms herself.


    "I might have a problem with my personality. I admit it''s not the best. I could not spout nonsense and lies like you. I offended so many hearts with my truth. So it''s amazing when I found someone that could accept my thorny attitude. How can I be so sure of Guan Xian, you asked?" Xia Sha smirked, she took a step closer to Meng Ran. Intimidating Meng Ran with her gaze.


    "That is not because of how much love he shows me.. Instead, he shows me, how much I should love myself before I love others."

 Chapter 167 - Damn Wang Kai

    "I love myself and know my worth," Xia Sha ended her answer with a smile.


    Xia Sha''s arrogant and fierce gaze is burning Meng Ran''s facade away. The ever calm and pink rose turned dark. Those bright eyes filled with ugly jealousy and hatred. Meng Ran stomped her feet, intended to walk away from Xia Sha that instant.


    Xia Sha caught Meng Ran''s thin wrist before she escapes from her sight. Xia Sha''s standoffish lazy-voice crawl under Meng Ran''s skin as she whispered, "And I don''t need drugs to do that."


    Meng Ran froze in her place. She did not even react when Xia Sha threw her hand away and walk away from her. She tried to calm her nerves by gritting her teeth and think about good memories.


    I''m born rich. I''m living the best life in this world. My mom and dad dote on me. They took me to a night market one day, and we feed that little girl a corndog!


    Yes! That girl is Xia Sha! Xia Sha is that pitiful girl that outcasted by the world since she is born.


    My mother is Shen Xia Fei. She is full of elegance and beauty.


    Meng Ran, you live an envious life.


    Why would you need a drug?


    You don''t have to worry about anything.


    You don''t need a drug-


    "I need it!" Meng Ran suddenly shouted in the middle of the crowd. Her eyes were bloodshot were horrifying when she looked up and swept through everyone.


    They were looking at me! Those pitiful gazes.


    "Aiya, her mother is that famous crazy woman in that small street. Her father is a worthless bastard. This child, she-" Meng Ran heard those voices again. Like a maniac, she tried to find those voices, striding hurriedly at one guest.


    "SHUT UP!"


    She shouted and attacked a middle-aged woman. Her action makes grab everyone''s attention.


    Mother Guan especially saw this mess and called the security instantly.


    "I''m not like that! I''m not like that!" Meng Ran yelled.


    She tried to break free from the security that drags her outside the hotel. Meng Ran won''t give up.


    She bites the security hand in an attempt to escape. But the security was more robust than she thought.  Once they are outside, they throw her out from the back door. One of the security shot her a disgusted look and sneer at her.


    "Crazy woman! Go away!" he rebukes with one last censorious glance.


    Meng Ran stumped on the ground. She fixed her gaze on the floor she sat on. She sat the for a long time, unmoved with a blank expression.


    A man standing on the faraway balcony pressed his earpiece. There is no emotion in his face as he reported, "Situation clear."


    ***


    On the exact opposite of the balcony on Meng Ran''s side, there stood Guan Xian with his white polo shirt. A cool gleam appears in his eyes, but his mouth quirks up into a smile. He looks pleased but annoyed at the same time.


    His plan was going well so far. Before the event started, he arranged for someone to change the pills on Meng Ran''s purse with a powder that looks exactly like her''s drug.


    That pills got transferred to Bai Jing. The girl Wang Kai bought tonight.


    Bai Jing is Guan Xiao Ni''s friend in high school. She is also the first person to turn her back at Xiao Ni. Guan Xian never sees her as a good person. Something is bothering him behind Bai Jing''s pretense.


    Not only she a manipulative person. Guan Xian just found out from his team''s further investigation that Bai Jing is also a drug addict with an obsessive love for Yan Xi.


    From that moment on, Guan Xian has known; there is nothing good about this girl. Not even her taste in man and fashion. He regrets doing nothing when Guan Xiao Ni befriend Bai Jing.


    However, Bai Jing plays a crucial role in Guan Xian''s master plan tonight. Bai Jing will show Pang Ze Tian''s actual relationship with Yan Xi.


    With Meng Ran''s drug on her wine, Bai Jing will slowly lose her consciousness. The drug will stimulus her to lose her composure and went to Yan Xi when she saw him with Xiao Ni.


    Guan Xian has talked about this with Wang Kai. Wang Kai takes Xiao Ni away so Bai Jing will have time with Yan Xi. Wang Kai needs to do it before Pang Ze Tian''s sight so everything will move according to Guan Xian''s plan.


    But what is this?


    Why is Guan Xiao Ni suddenly appear on the balcony? Where the heck is Wang Kai?!


    "Brother, every man in this world is a bad guy except for you and father," Xiao Ni frowned with moistened eyes. She stretched her arms, looking for comfort under Guan Xian''s warm embrace.


    Guan Xian cursed at Wang Kai under his breath and went to hug his little sister back.


    "Brother, why my life becomes a mess?"


    "Brother, why man can move on fast?"


    "Brother, why they give up so easily? I wait for him for years. Why can''t he fight for me."


    "Brother, I''m so tired."


    Xiao Ni buried her face in Guan Xian''s chest. Her eyes were teary as she tried to hold her sobs.


    Guan Xian''s felt his heartache for her little sister. A part of him regretted involving Wang Kai and Xiao Ni in his plan. He doesn''t even need to guess.


    These two stubborn people were so predictable.


    Xiao Ni must be upset because Wang Kai bought Bai Jing with him. And Wang Kai must have left because he couldn''t control his jealousy. He must have wanted to flip the whole party upside down, but he put importance in Guan Xian''s plan.


    Guan Xian felt sorry to implicate their relationship into this. He hesitantly raises his hand to brush Xiao Ni''s silky hair while he tried to soften her heart for Wang Kai.


    "Silly girl, why you play hard to get if you still want to be together?"


    Xiao Ni nudges her head to the left, didn''t dare to look directly at Guan Xian.


    "I..I... I thought that it was best for us. You know, at that time, everything seems so complicated that I  want to cut all of the tangled thread. I''m trying to be a strong woman. I wanted to show him that I can live without him." Xiao Ni brushes one tear that fallen on her cheeks.


    Guan Xian bows down to equalize his height with her. When his face is on the same level as her face, Guan Xian blows her ears to grab her attention.


    "Stinky girl, that is because you know he will always tolerate and wait for you. Don''t think I don''t know you wicked brain!" Guan Xian stands straight again.


    Xiao Ni is about to say something, probably a refute. But something caught Guan Xian''s eyes when he about to laugh out loud.


    A young and vigorous man that wears a pale yellow polo shirt seems to fasten his pace. Occasionally, he would look back with a worried face. Right behind him is a middle-aged woman. She dressed too young for a middle-aged woman. Not to mention she is someone''s Mrs from a prestigious family.


    Guan Xian loses his urge to laugh at his silly sister instantly. In a swift movement, he covered Xiao Ni''s mouth with his hand. He pulls her to hide behind the big, wide curtain.


    Xiao Ni''s position is below Guan Xian, who is taller than her. She tilted her head and looked at Guan Xian with bewildered eyes. Guan Xian smiles wryly and forces her to look at them again.


    "Sttt!" he warned her and turned her head with his index finger.


    "Yan Xi, wait, what do you mean by breaking up?" The middle-aged woman asked with an aggrieved expression. There is running on her cheek while she looks at the young man.


    It''s Yan Xi and Pang Ze Tian!


    Xiao Ni gasped quietly upon watching the drama unfold before her eyes.


    The young man, Yan Xi, raised his hand and brushed through his hair in frustration.


    "Tian Zi, don''t think you can fool me. You''ve been fooling around with that Ling Guang, don''t you!" He accused with a restrained scream.


    "That is because you have something behind my back with that Bai Jing girl! Also, Xiao Ni!" Pang Ze Tian called Xiao Ni names out loud.


    Xiao Ni''s jaw dropped on the floor. She looked at that two people in disbelief. Why does her name got dragged into this affair? That is so disgusting!


    "Don''t call my woman name with your dirty mouth."


    Suddenly a man with his domineering frosty aura appears from the end of the corridor. He looks unhappy when Xiao Ni''s name comes out from Pang Ze Tian''s mouth.


    Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow about the man''s sudden appearance. Also, from too much happiness he felt coming from his little sister. He pursed his lips.


    "Don''t call my woman name with your dirty mouth," The man warned them.


    Guan Xian gritted his teeth when he heard that man''s involved in Pang Ze Tian and Yan Xi''s affair. This damned Wang Kai! He should have known he will always betray their friendship for Love!


    All the empathy Guan Xian felt before evaporates into thin air. He shouldn''t help Wang Kai getting Xiao Ni back! Look at how proud and arrogant he is right now he should get his beauty without his help!


    "I should stick to my aggrieved and furious brothers of Juliet! Damn Wang Kai!" he murmured.

 Chapter 168 - We All Need Vodka

    "Don''t call my woman name with your dirty mouth!"


    "Whoa, he is so cool," Guan Xian heard the unwanted murmured coming out from her little sister''s mouth. Wrinkled his nose, he flicked Xiao Ni''s forehead with his finger.


    Xiao Ni groaned in a low voice while frowning at Guan Xian. She pouted when she found Wang Kai had walked away from the corridor. He seems busy finding someone and didn''t care much about Yan Xi and Pang Ze Tian''s matters.


    "Don''t talk nonsense. Xiao Ni is my best friend. I would never hook up with her," Yan Xi gritted his teeth. His face looks conflicted as he scolds Pang Ze Tian.


    "Look! What kind of friend you made?" Guan Xian scoffed, he flicks Xiao Ni''s glowing forehead again.


    Xiao Ni started to felt wronged by his brother. Moreover, it began to hurt because he keeps poking on the same spot. She pouted and murmured aggrievedly.


    "I''m only trying to be kind. What''s wrong with-" Xiao Ni puffed her cheek as she did not know what to say. She ended up lowering her head and reflected on herself.


    "Maybe you can''t be together with Xiao Ni. What about that Bai Jing girl?"


    Yan Xi''s face turns a little less conflicted when Pang Ze Tian decided to let go of Xiao Ni. But he still doesn''t look pleased as Pang Ze Tian questioned him about Bai Jing.


    Bai Jing, she is just- a flight. A mistake even. But Yan Xi has decided that he did not want to be with Pang Ze Tian again.


    "Whatever it is, you know we can keep our relationship. You have a husband!" Yan Xi was firm on breaking up.


    Pang Ze Tian stares at Yan Xi in disbelief and sadness. She looked down and stared at her abdomen, slowly strokes her lower abdomen.


    Guan Xian and Xiao Ni gasped at the same time.


    Yan Xi steps backward, shaking his head. "Impossible!"


    "It''s yours." Pang Ze Tian said with soft tones, one that could coax man.


    Yan Xi was rendered speechless for a long time. Pang Ze Tian waited for him patiently. After some time, she grabs Yan Xi''s hand and puts it on her flat stomach.


    Yan Xi''s first reaction is to smack Pang Ze Tian''s hand away and sharpened his gaze.


    "Maybe it''s not mine. After all, you sleep with many men. Stop living in delusion. We can''t be together. I have Kai Xin and our baby. You, you belong to my uncle!"


    "Kai Xin and your baby? Hahaha! Are you kidding me right now? You thought that is your baby? Who gave you this idea? Xia Sha? Xiao Ni?" Pang Ze Tian burst into laughter.


    Her laughter doesn''t sound pleasing to the ear. Xiao Ni wipes her ears, apologizing to her eardrum to hear such a horrific voice.


    "Brother, this aunty is so annoying. How could Xia Sha stand her?" Xiao Ni grumbles.


    "Why do you think she move out from the manor?" Guan Xian rolled his eyes.


    "I don''t know, to rebel?" Xiao Ni pursed her lips.


    Guan Xian''s lips twitched, and he flicks Xiao Ni''s forehead again. "That is you! She is not as idle as you!"


    "Wei! I''m telling mom if you keep hitting me. But this aunty is-" Xiao Ni could not find the word to describe her feeling towards Pang Ze Tian.


    "Isn''t it a little too late for her to be so sexually depraved?" She tilted her head in amazement.


    "You are crazy. That is indeed my baby. I remember that night vividly. I was with her. So please, let us end everything right now. That baby- it must be uncle Xia''s."


    "No! It''s is not Xia Qi Feng''s baby! I knew it yours! I never sleep with anyone but you. Xia Qi Feng never touch me! It''s not his baby, and if he knew about this, he would kill me! You need to help me!" Pang Ze Tian''s shift from deranged to pathetic so fast that it''s fascinating Xiao Ni.


    "Are you crazy? You know he would kill you if you have a baby. What is the point of telling me then? You should abort it!" Yan Xi''s hand is gesticulating widely.


    Pang Ze Tian glances around for a second before she continues her tirade with teary eyes.


    "How could you do that to me? How could you do that to our baby? You want to abort this baby and take responsibility for Kai Xin''s baby? Are you out of your mind?"


    "Stop trying to manipulate me. Don''t you think I will never realize you are just using me to hurt Xia Sha? You think I will never realize your plan to sabotage the Xia family?" Yan Xi is adamant.


    Pang Ze Tian gasped loudly, and a loud sound of a slap echoed throughout the corridor.


    "You know what I''ve to go through for standing here today. You knew that Xia Qi Feng forced me to do that!" Pang Ze Tian gritted her teeth. She had enunciated every syllable coldly to Yan Xi''s.


    "Hah, he did not force you to sign that agreement. And also, you have reaped a lot from him, haven''t you? You are Mrs. Xia now. Even though you basically won''t living your life if Aunty Shen suddenly falls sick again," Yan Xi retorted indifferently.


    Pang Ze Tian raised her index finger at Yan Xi with a threatening look. Her lower lips have turned white because she has been biting them to surpass her anger.


    "You are going to regret that you mess with me," Pang Ze Tian emphasize with a low tone before she walked away from Yan Xi''s sight.


    Yan Xi watched her back and loudly cursed. His hand ran through his hair in frustration and kicked the pillar in his reach.


    "Fuck!"


    "I need vodka," Xiao Ni leans into a big column near them. She felt she has no energy left after hearing their conversation.


    Oh my God! What a big mess!


    "Oh please, we all need vodka," Guan Xian chuckles and slowly drinks his wine. He walked away with a happy fave after Yan Xi left. Pressing his micro earpiece, he smirked.


    "Did you recorded that?"


    "Recorded, boss," another voice said from the micro earpiece. Guan Xian nodded his head slightly. Hee slides his hand to his pants pocket, walks into the ballroom again.


    Far on the deep corridor, two bulky men wearing a black suit are waiting for Yan Xi under the shadow. Yan Xi wasn''t aware of the threat waiting for him. All he knew is darkness after someone grabbed his hand with force.


    When he opens his eyes, a man wearing a brown suit is sitting in front of him with cigarettes in his hand. Yan Xi squinted his eyes. But when his vision got clear, fear starts creeping into his heartbeat.


    "U-Uncle! What are you doing here?" Yan Xi stutters when he recognizes that brown-suited man.


    An ignorant gaze stared at him when that middle-aged man heard Yan Xi calling him Uncle.


    "Uncle? I thought you don''t remember me anymore. How is she?" the ''Uncle'' raised his eyebrow at Yan Xi coldly.


    "W-What? Who- Who is she?" Yan Xi''s adam apple wobbled up and down nervously.


    "Pang Ze Tian, of course. Who else?" The uncle frowned, getting impatient when his cigarettes burned out.


    "Uncle Xia! I''m sorry! I- I was- My eyes got blinded for a moment because-" Yan Xi stop talking. His eyes started turning red for the overwhelming feeling inside of him. There is regret written on his eyes, but also self-justification.


    However, he does realize that what he had done was wrong. No matter how he justified himself.


    "I knew you were worried about your company. But why do you think Pang Ze Tian could help you with that? What exactly did you get from her?" Xia Qi Feng''s forehead creased in lines, showing his displeasure.


    Yan Xi can''t answer Xia Qi Feng. Deep inside, he did not want Xia Qi Feng to know that he sleeps with Pang Ze Tian for that one percent shares she had. It''s something big for Yan Xi back then, but when he heard himself giving that reason to Xia Qi Feng, he felt ashamed.


    "You- Did you impregnate the kid from Kai''s family for the same reason? I don''t realize how poorly educated you are!" Xia Qi Feng raised his tone, slamming hard the table in front of him.


    Yan Xi got jolted. Xia Qi Feng is famous for his short temper in their family. Even his mother, Xia Qi Feng''s sister, did not dare to talk to Xia Qi Feng when he is furious.


    He closed his eyelids and wait for Xia Qi Feng''s beating.


    However, Xia Qi Feng would never lay his hand on him. He merely gives him a disappointed look and posed a question to him.


    "I don''t want to waste more time with you. You only need to answer my questions, and I''ll let you go."


    Yan Xi looked up in surprise and nodded his head frantically, "Uncle, I''ll say every truth that I know! I swear!"


    "Hm, then I need to know Pang Ze Tian''s plan and where is her agreement letter?"


    "Agreement letter? Uncle, did you lost the agreement letter?" Yan Xi''s eyes flared up when he learned the fact.


    "No, Pang Ze Tian is still trying to take the document from you until this moment. She did not know the document is missing," Yan Xi confessed sincerely.


    Xia Qi Feng''s frown got deeper when he observed Yan Xi''s expression.. He pressed his lips into a thin line. If the agreement letter is not in Pang Ze Tian''s hand, then who dares to take it?

 Chapter 169 - You Dont Have To Stay Broken.

    Xia Sha squinted her eyes when Guan Xian suddenly take the empty seat next to her. She hasn''t seen him since Meng Ran tried to provoke her in the bowling lane. She tried to ask Ji Cun Xi, but he somehow keeps engage her in unwanted conversation.


    "Where have you been?" she probed a question as soon as their eyes met.


    "Uh? Why? Did you miss me?" Guan Xian seems surprised Xia Sha would ask him straightforwardly. Usually, she would play with words and avoid direct questioning.


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and averted her gaze almost instantly. Guan Xian wrinkled his nose when people from their table shot him a questioning glance.


    "I was talking with Xiao Ni. She seems sad because Wang Kai bought Bai Jing as his date," Guan Xian stares appraisingly at Xia Sha. His mouth quirks up.


    Xia Sha''s expression softens after she heard Guan Xian''s answer. She leaned slightly toward Guan Xian and whispered in a low voice.


    "They used to be a best friend. What happen?" Xia Sha asked curiously.


    "I guess people drifted apart when they don''t have the same vision anymore," Guan Xian answer wisely but shrugged his shoulder indifferently.


    "Oh," Xia Sha nodded her head slightly and turned to Xiao Ni on the other table, observing her expression.


    Xiao Ni should be sitting at the same table with Guan Xian since they are family. However, she invited a personal guest she needs to entertain (Xavier and his daughter, Sienna, from Italy), Xiao Ni could not sit with the Guan family.


    Guan Xian and his brilliant mind then come up with the idea to put Xia Sha, Xia Qi Feng, and Shen Xia Fei on the same table with the Guan family. However, Shen Xia Fei did not attend the charity, and Xia Qi Feng hasn''t seen around.


    Xia Sha is miserable before Guan Xian comes. Imagine sitting with your boyfriend''s parent while your boyfriend is not around.


    And, as if it''s not awkward enough, every eye on the room is observing your table.


    Xia Sha could not imagine how she could go through this crisis if her mother and father Guan is not lovely and friendly. But there is still some anger directed at Guan Xian for putting her into this tough spot.


    It would be great if she had Xiao Ni at this table.


    That is what Xia Sha''s thought before. But after witnessing how dark and conflicted Xiao Ni on her table right now, she pitied her instead.


    "Tsk! What is Wang Kai thinking? How could he do this to Xiao Ni?" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow as she shifted her gaze to Wang Kai and Bai Jing''s direction.


    All individuals at the table followed her direction. Everyone put on the same cold face at Wang Kai. Especially father Guan, who felt hurt and somewhat betrayed by Wang Kai.


    "Hmph! I don''t even know. Is there any good man left in this world? I don''t understand why they treated my Xiao Ni this way," he scowls.


    Mother Guan spare father Guan some warning look. She placed a glass of wine to father Guan and gritted her teeth.


    "What are you saying? Don''t you realized that your son is also a man! Moreover, there is Xia Sha at this table! Don''t scare my future daughter-in-law with your nonsense!" Mother Guan pinched Father Guan''s tight as she laughs for Xia Sha, ignoring her husband''s silent cry.


    "Xia Sha, don''t bother them. The problem between Xiao Ni and Wang Kai is-"


    Mother Guan turned to Xiao Ni with a pretentious worried gaze. But watching her daughter standing on the stage with a drunken gesture, her worried expression becomes genuine.


    Guan Xian and Xia Sha seem to followed Mother Guan''s reaction. Only Father Guan remain calm upon his daughter''s appearance on the stage. He even looks proud.


    "Old man! What is your daughter doing?!" Mother Guan hit Father Guan''s arm panicked.


    "What is she doing? Of course, my daughter is giving her speech. She had done a great job with this charity," Guan Lin Yi smiles.


    "I''m a proud father," he added before he realized something is amiss with Xiao Ni''s movement.


    "Is she drunk?" Guan Lin Yi rounded his eyes in surprise. Guan Qian Si rolled her eyes cynically at her husband and turned to Guan Xian instead.


    "Guan Xian! Quick! Your little sister wanted to do something stupid again!" Mother Guan urged Guan Xian. Her face is ghastly white as her heart filled with worried.


    "Oh!" Guan Xian replied.


    He panicked and ran to the stage to stops drunk Xiao Ni for ruining her hard-arranged event. He is about to reached Xiao Ni. But it''s all too late since Xiao Ni has spoken through the microphone.


    "Hello everyone! Tonight~ I want to tell everyone something special," Xiao Ni announced.


    Xia Sha took swallowed a big gulp when Xiao Ni started to smiles brightly. Xiao Ni''s eyes are sparkling as it has always been. But there is unspeakable sadness written on it.


    The whole ballroom turned quiet as Xiao Ni stood at the stages alone. Beautiful in her spotless dress as always.


    She is still shining, even though she is broke inside. Xiao Ni''s condition right now somehow slapped Xia Sha with a sudden realization.


    Yes, Xiao Ni felt miserable and dying inside.


    Yes, there is a big chance Xiao Ni will lose the man she loves forever.


    Yes, her heart is breaking.


    Yes, there is a chance that she will get cheated by Wang Kai.


    Xiao Ni''s steadfastness and conviction turned into a gentle voice in Xia Sha''s ear.


    "The world might break you apart. But if you''re broken, you don''t have to stay broken."


    nb: -Quotation by Selena Gomez-


    Xia Sha suddenly gains a different level of respect for Xiao Ni. She admires Xiao Ni''s courage and bravery to be true to her feeling.


    "From now on, I announced to all of you that I, Guan Xiao Ni...." She confidently said.


    Hop!


    "Hmph.... hmph... hmph..."


    Before Xiao Ni finishes her sentence, Guan Xian has appeared at the stage. He posed dashingly handsome smiles for the guess as he grabbed the microphone from Xiao Ni''s hand.


    "Sorry everyone, my sister likes to jokes around. She wants to say that she will play a song for all of you to accompany your dinner tonight!" Guan Xian makes up some random excuses.


    Xia Sha recognizes that stupified expression of him. A smile broke on her face. He must''ve realized his random excuse had put their family name in more dangerous situations.


    Xiao Ni is drunk. How could she play the piano in her state right now?


    But Xiao Ni surprisingly nods her head obediently. Her eyes seem alive, alight with some wicked thought.


    "Sure, I want to present to you my special performances. Please welcome Mr. Wang Kai as my partner." she forcefully snatches the mic from Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian makes a ''can-you-please-stop-making-trouble?'' look for Xiao Ni. Obviously, he got ignored by Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni turned to the piano and sat elegantly. A moment later, Wang Kai sat next to her. They look like coming straight out from the fairytale when they sat side by side.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow when she watched Wang Kai covering Xiao Ni''s backless dress with his suit. He looks calm, but everyone could notice his frown.


    The whole crowd loses their sanity when they watch both of them a seat on the same chair. Round applause and gasp started to fill the hall when they played a perfect harmony together. Xiao Ni and Wang Kai had bewitched the guess with their piano plays.


    "Hubby, Hubby! Look at them! I swear no matter what happens, I will only let Wang Kai marry Xiao Ni," Mother Guan expressed her adoration. She looked at Wang Kai and Xiao Ni in an aw, hitting Father Guan''s arm excitedly.


    Xia Sha smiles and secretly agrees with mother Guan. Xiao Ni looked the happiest when she had Wang Kai beside her. I might be the same with Guan Xian and her.


    She feels the happiest when Guan Xian walked down from the stage and approached her with his charming smile.


    "Mission accomplish?" She grinned at Guan Xian.


    "What accomplished? Don''t you see the tension between them? They are fighting on the piano like crazy!" Guan Xian lowered his voice so only Xia Sha could hear him.


    "Ah? They are fighting?" Xia Sha said in disbelief and took another look at Xiao Ni and Wang Kai.


    Xia Sha witnesses A frosty smile on Wang Kai''s face and a cynical look from Xiao Ni. Xia Sha smiles wryly.


    "I think I should take over the charity event from Xiao Ni," Guan Xian frowned and pinched the bridge between his thick eyebrow. Xia Sha patted his back to show her empathy.


    "I''ll be with Xiao Ni. A consolation or a company would work. Maybe?" Xia Sha said with a bright smile on her face.


    Guan Xian looks surprised because Xia Sha takes an initiative to get close to his family this time. A wide, relieved smile is plastering his face as he thanked her.


    Xia Sha did not reply, but she does remember the past days she spends with Xiao Ni. Consider this as a direct payment, she thought.


    She did not notice Guan Xian''s text to his team.


    GX: Carry on the next mission at the charity session.


    Team 1: Copied Boss Man! Target 1 locked.


    Team 2: Copied Boss Man! Target 2 locked.

 Chapter 170 - Dont Scare My Daughter-in-law In The Charity My Daughter Arranged.

    As Xia Sha is keeping Xiao Ni a company in the hotel bedroom upstairs, Guan Xian filled in Xiao Ni''s roles. From thanking the guest to the opening speech, Guan Xian executed the event perfectly.


    The guest enjoyed the auction and donated plenty of money for the charity. There are a lot of rare items put on the bid. Some of them turned competitive when the auction start.


    In contrast to the tense atmosphere when people raised their bid stick and called out some number. Guan Xian looks composed and calm in his first-row seat.


    Although he posed charming smiles, no one dares to approach him that night. Something about him seems different. He still carries that friendly gesture, but people with sharp eyes and wise nature could feel the dangerous and wicked aura he exuded tonight.


    People with experience would notice the hint of a wicked smile on his lips, although he tries to keep his expression neutral.


    "I don''t know what Guan Xian is planning right now. But I hope it wouldn''t ruin the party. Xiao Ni would be mad if he did," Jian Jun''s forehead creased as he talked to Ji Cun Xi that sat beside him.


    Ji Cun Xi had a weird smile on his face. He looks like he is about to bash Jian Jun right now but surpass his urges for the sake of reputation.


    "I''m so sick of three of you! Can you stop talking about women?" Ji Cun Xi gritted his teeth, showing his obvious displeasure.


    "You are unexpectedly getting more grumpy with every party we had. Why is that? Did you felt disappointed your beloved ex-girlfriend never show up again?" Jian Jun savagely replied in his usual laconic manner.


    Jian Jun did not even think twice as he answers Ji Cun Xi. But he had shot the arrow right into Ji Cun Xi''s deepest heart. Ji Cun Xin got staggered by his lack of humanity.


    "Shut up!" Ji Cun Xi grunted in frustration.


    "No wonder Xiao Ni did not want you. You are one annoying man," he added and looked away from Jian Jun. Jian Jun''s face darkened when he heard Ji Cun Xi''s supposed to be revenge answer.


    "No wonder Yang Chao Yue dump you."


    Ji Cun Xi: "!!!"


    Fine, you win!


    "Tsk! Don''t talk about her anymore. Let''s focus on the matter tonight. Does Guan Xian tell you his plan? Does he need help with something?" Ji Cun Xi changed the subject before Jian Jun shot another arrow to his bleeding heart.


    "I''m not sure," Jian Jun moved his gaze to Guan Xian and raised his eyebrow.


    Guan Xian doesn''t usually like conflict, and people don''t usually dare to provoke him. Why?


    First of all, there only a small section of people that dare to mess with Guan Xian. And when they did, they could regret the decision instantly.


    Guan Xian might look friendly and less terrifying than Wang Kai or Jian Jun. But he is still the young master from the Guan family. And apart from that fact, Guan Xian is someone that could maintain his smile and calm composure while he sends his condolences to your family.


    If Wang Kai would not give a shit after he fucked up your life, Guan Xian is that type of person who will rub salt to your wound as he smiles innocently.


    That might be Pang Ze Tian, Yan Xi, and Meng Ran''s fate somewhere near the future now.


    "I''m not sure, but I notice Ren Wu is keeping tabs at Yan Xi," Jian Jun hinted with a smirk.


    "Why does this useless bastard keep involving in every problem?" Ji Cun Xi almost immediately shot Yan Xi a cynical gaze.


    Jian Jun shrugged his shoulder and casually averted his gaze from the looking pale Yan Xi. Somehow, he got attracted by the door on Guan Xian''s side. His gut never wronged him before. Jian Jun knew Guan Xian is hiding his jackpot there, behind the door.


    He waited for the shows to unveil, but up until the middle of the auction, there is nothing happen.


    Yan Xi, Pang Ze Tian, and even Ling Guang in their seat slowly felt relieved when they about to ended the auction night. They were worried the whole night that Guan Xian might do something to them. But in the end, he did not do anything.


    They started to lean back to their sit and breathing regularly.


    Guan Xian seems to ignore them, but he is listening to his boy''s report about their every little gesture. When it''s about his time to say his closing statements, the door burst open.


    "Don''t move! Nobody move!" A loud warning rang throughout the ballroom as men swarmed into the ballroom. All of them are wearing a black vest and holding a gun in their hands. They look fierce as one of the most senior-looking guys step forward to Guan Xian.


    "Mr. Guan, I''m sorry for interrupting your activities. We are police from the A section. We got information that several of your guests are consuming drugs. Here is the warrant of investigation," the police hand out a piece of paper to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian''s face did not carry much emotion. A smile keeps pestering his handsome face, but his gaze was cold and steady.


    "I''m a good citizen. I won''t become an obstacle for the police to do their work," Guan Xian posed a kind smile to the police officer.


    The police instantly center around someone they suspected. Stood in the middle, Pang Ze Tian is trembling in fear. Her lips pressed in a hard line as she shook her head frantically.


    "Ms. Pang, I am arresting you under suspicion of drug consumption. You have the right to remain silent. If you waive these rights and talk to us anything you say may be used against you in court. Do you understand this right?"


    One of the fierce-looking officers come forward and ferociously cuffed Pang Ze Tian''s wrist with a cuff.


    "What is this? I never touch drugs! Someone is framing me!" Pang Ze Tian shouted. Her eyes are brimming with tears. She moves her gaze to Xia Qi Feng, who ironically is sitting far away from her.


    "Hubby! Help me!" she cried in fear.


    Xia Qi Feng looks stern, but he keeps his mouth shut. Instead of looking at Pang Ze Tian, he shot a cold glance at Yan Xi instead.


    Yan Xi keeps his head lowered.


    He could felt the pressure from both Xia Qi Feng and Guan Xian on him. He felt chills on his back. Sweat starts to form on his neck.


    "Officer! I swear I never touch drug, let alone consume it!" Pang Ze Tian desperately justified herself.


    "No! She is lying! I saw her making an appointment with Tan Kun, the drug dealer. I heard her entering the restricted room before!" Yan Xi suddenly spoke up, pointing at the room where Jian Jun''s observed before.


    Guan Xian''s face changed. He furrowed his eyebrow and shouted at his bodyguard instantly.


    "Close all the entrance right now! Find Tan Kun!" he ordered, and instantly, men are running around to search Tan Kun everywhere.


    Pang Ze Tian is glaring at Yan Xi in disbelief while the guest''s attention slowly drifted to Xia Qi Feng.


    This man had the whole city shocked when he divorces his wife to marry this woman from nowhere.


    Her dear daughter got accused of drug possession a few days ago. Tonight, his wife got arrested for drug consumption, even use the event held by the Guan family to do the transactions.


    Xia Sha is Xia Qi Feng''s daughter, and she has a relationship with Young Master Guan right now.


    Looking at how messy this family has become, how could the Guan family accept Xia Sha after this?


    Mr. Guan and Mrs. Guan possibly forgive Xia Sha for her scandal before. After all, she is a wonderful young woman who succeeded in her carrier and study.


    But this time, the Xia family had slapped the Guan family''s face.


    The situation in the ballroom got tense. Father Guan and Mother Guan looked at each other before they turned to Guan Xian in a questioning look. Guan Xian spares them some wink and secretly makes an apology gesture.


    Mother Guan almost rolled her eyes lazily, but she recollected her graceful expression. Clutching her husband''s arm, she elegantly sat back on her seat.


    Everyone''s attention seems to shift from Pang Ze Tian to Xia Qi Feng and towards Mother Guan in the end. All of them wearing a mask to hide their curiosity, but Mother Guan would not give a damn to her.


    Instead of keeping her mouth shut and let assumptions run widely on people''s minds, Mother Guan make Xia Sha''s status clear to everyone.


    "My daughter-in-law is an amazing woman. She is also my best friend''s daughter. Don''t look at me as if your daughter could have some chance because of this matter," Mother Guan''s voice filled the quiet ballroom.


    Some middle-aged woman that feel close to Mother Guan open their mouth to say something. But before they could, Father Guan had clear his throat and made his standing clear.


    "Don''t scare my daughter-in-law in the charity my daughter arranged."


    Everyone did not dare to say anything since Father Guan has spoke up. They keep their mind to themselves. Only Ruan Jing Tian that seat in the corner of their room expressed his feeling toward his phone.


    His knuckle almost turns white for her to clench his phone so tight.. On his phone display, a name and call duration lit up brightly.

 Chapter 171 - Please Help My Mother.

    Ruan Jing Tian''s eyes were bleak, but he tried to conceal his emotion. Clearing his throat, he whispers to his phone.


    "Did you hear that? They had acknowledged you as a daughter-in-law. You could marry into Guan Xian''s family tomorrow. Congratulations."


    Ruan Jing Tian added a light chuckle in the end. His tongue felt bitter as he said those insincere sentences for Xia Sha on the other end.


    It took a while for Xia Sha to speak. She probably felt overwhelmed by Mother Guan''s protective words, or she might be confused. But Ruan Jing Tian could tell that she was smiling when she replied.


    "Shut up. Just tell me how Pang Ze Tian reacted to this?" Xia Sha''s voices come out strained as she tried to control her flushing cheek.


    "She is still crying, but no one seems to care, not even your father. Sigh, At this point, I don''t even understand uncle Xia Qi Feng anymore," Ruan Jing Tian sighed, trying to avert his focus on any other thing. He just wanted to avoid and ignore the excruciating pain in his chest.


    "Alright. I understand. Call me again when the police had caught Tan Kun. I need to arrange an Article to publish this news."


    "Article? You want to publish this matters?" Ruan Jing Tian furrowed his eyebrow.


    "Your company doesn''t seem to need another scandal anytime soon. You do know how it could affect your family''s reputation once you published it, right? Are you sure you wanted to do this?"


    Ruan Jing Tian couldn''t fathom what Xia Sha is thinking right now.


    "It will. However, I do this for better attainment in the future. So why not?"


    "What attainment will you get from this?" Ruan Jing Tian asked, slowly narrowed his eyes towards Guan Xian in the stages. He almost jolted from shock when their eyes meet.


    Ruan Jing Tian did not realize when did Guan Xian start observing him. He is posing his usual smiles, only look wider as he raised his eyebrow at him.


    He doesn''t give him a probing look, but Ruan Jing Tian felt Guan Xian had him interrogated throughout.


    "First of all, I could clean my name and reputation, which should never get tarnished in the first place. I tell everyone the truth. Pang Ze Tian framed me."


    Ruan Jing Tian felt shivers run through his body when Guan Xian hinted a smile on his lips and averted away in another second. He is acting as if he could hear their secret conversation.


    Ruan Jing Tian gulped, expecting the worst as he is retaining his fake calm.


    "I think you should talk to Guan Xian before you do anything. After all, this is his grand scheme today. I think you shouldn''t interfere like this," he said to Xia Sha after dwelling with his head for a long time.


    He tried to give a hint to Xia Sha with his tone. Ruan Jing Tian hopes Xia Sha could catch the meaning behind his words.


    "Xia Sha! I think Guan Xian might have realized you are planning something behind him!"


    Ruan Jing Tian wanted to shout the words to Xia Sha right now, venting the pressure Guan Xian gave him before.


    It''s not that he is afraid of Guan Xian or something. Ruan Jing Tian is more worried that his standing between Guan Xian and Xia Sha might become a problem in their relationship.


    They are both men. He could feel Guan Xian''s gaze and the sinister aura he sometimes omitted.


    Ruan Jing Tian could felt that their relationship is more profound than Xia Sha''s previous relationship.


    He could tell the difference in Xia Sha''s eyes when someone mentions Guan Xian. He could differentiate the tone he used when she called his name.


    Although it pained him to watch Xia Sha getting away like that, Ruan Jing Tian did not dare to stand between them. As much as he did not like the hallow on his chest every time Xia Sha looked at Guan Xian, he is more scared of getting Xia Sha''s heartbroken again.


    Those painful experience with Xiao Zhan and Ling Guang is enough. He never wanted to look at Xia Sha crying or in pain because of man again.


    "You think so?" Xia Sha seems to contemplate before she let out a decisive breath.


    "Oh. I think so," Ruan Jing Tian answered almost instantly.


    Ruan Jing Tian did not realize what happens when Xia Sha ended their call. In a split second, A group of men wearing black suits appears in the big hall. They are guarding a fat fellow that walks with his head hung low.


    Ruan Jing Tian observed that sweaty, short, and over-gelled man in the middle and pressed his lips into a hard thin line.


    The head police officer questions him with some questions as the other police officer cuffed his chubby wrist. Guan Xian remains calm in the podium when the head police officer turned to him.


    "Mr.Guan, thank you for cooperating with the police. We will look up to these matters and uphold the truth," The police officer said with respect.


    Guan Xian nodded and walk along with the head police officer, usher him to the magnificent door.


    Pang Ze Tian got hysteric and started screaming for help. Her eyes were bloodshot as she looks at Xia Qi Feng.


    "XIA QI FENG! I AM YOUR WIFE? WHAT ARE YOU DOING? HELP ME!" She struggled furiously from the police, almost cutting her skin against the cuff around his wrist.


    Xia Qi Feng remains quiet, did not even spare a glance at Pang Ze Tian.


    "Oh my god, this Ms. Pang''s face is too thick. How could she drag Xia Qi Feng down with her? If Xia Qi Feng helps him right now, wouldn''t he got implemented into the case?" One of the high madame said with loud enough voice for Pang Ze Tian.


    "Sigh, The Xia family downgraded so far. If I were Xia Qi Feng, I would not have that face to seat with The Guan family. Alas, that is why you should find a right wife," Another middle-aged woman talked to his son.


    Pang Ze Tian suddenly realized that Xia Qi Feng could not help her when everybody is watching. His realization sober her up as she stops screaming. She practiced breathing and tried to regain her composure.


    Xia Qi Feng could never leave or abandoned her. She should not get anxious and make it harder for Xia Qi Feng to help her later.


    Right, she is safe as long as the agreement letter exists.


    No! As long as Shen Xia Fei is still breathing in this world, Xia Qi Feng could never toss him away. Nothing will happen to her as long as she had Xia Qi Feng''s protection.


    "Grace under pressure," Pang Ze Tian suddenly remembers the words Shen Xia Fei used to chant before.


    She toughened her heart and copied Shen Xia Fei''s method. While her tears stop falling from her eyes, she raised her head and walks elegantly. Passing those mocking gaze with grace.


    Director Tan Kun, on the other hand, did not show any response. He looks calm, happy even when the police drag him outside the hotel. No people could bear the days he spends under Guan Xian''s man.


    He would rather go to jail than spending another night with those bunch of bastards!


    Pang Ze Tian and Director Tan Kun look at each other. Both had hatred and displeasure as they stare at each other.


    ''This bitch is the reason I end up so miserably! I should not work with her in the first place!'' He gritted his teeth.


    ''This stupid old fart! What nonsense did he say to the police. Wait! why is he even here? Shouldn''t he hide somewhere?'' Pang Ze Tian''s face darkened.


    No matter what they thought, the two of them left the hotel disgracefully. After their departure, Guan Xian comes back to the stage to show his apology for the little disturbance and officially ended the event.


    Xia Sha is typing something on her phone as she had her plan in her mind. She lies down beside Xiao Ni, who had her phone on her pillow, connected to Wang Kai.


    Guan Xian quickly disappears from the ball after his speech. No, don''t worry. He isn''t doing anything shady behind Xia Sha. After excluded almost half of his plan, he needs to reward himself. So he joined the boys at Wang Kai''s room and played the game with them.


    Xia Qi Feng. He casually walked back to his hotel room with his usually stoic face. There is no smile on his face, but his step seems light as he swipes his card toward the door.


    He did not seem to surprise when someone called him from behind.


    "Xia Qi Feng! Wait!" a young woman''s voice rang throughout the corridor.


    The young woman seems to get nervous as she stopped Xia Qi Feng with a document in her hand.


    "I could give you this document back.. Please help my mother."

 Chapter 172 - You Just Going To Keep This From Me Forever?

    Xia Qi Feng stops his movement as turned his back against the door. There is not much emotion on his face, only coldness and a tiny bit of cynicism.


    "You will give me that document if I help your mother?" He raised his eyebrow as he enunciates the young woman''s sentence before.


    "Yes," she answers curtly upon facing Xia Qi Feng''s indirect intimidations.


    The young woman, staring at the man she used to call father these past years. Never once in a million times Xia Xiang ever imagine she would call this man by his name so disrespectfully.


    Furthermore, threatening him with his document.


    "If you didn''t help my mother, I''m gonna expose this to everyone," Xia Xiang said with bated breath.


    She did not know where did she steals this courage. But she did not care. Her mind is filled with Pang Ze Tian''s cry right now.


    She could not stand any more minutes with her mother''s images. Her mind would explode soon if Pang Ze Tian remain there.


    It was torturous.


    "You want to expose what? what document are you talking about?" Xia Qi Feng suddenly let out a mocking chuckle.


    "Don''t act stupid. I knew the agreement you make with my mother. Are you even human? How could you do this?" Xia Xiang raised her voice and glared furiously at Xia Qi Feng


    Xia Xiang could act as if she is brave and fearless, but she could felt his whole body trembling in fear when she hears Xia Qi Feng''s chuckled with his baritone voice.


    "Your mother agreed. Does that make her non-human too?"


    Xia Qi Feng looks standoffish as he slides his hand into his pants pocket and looked at Xia Xiang with a gaze that said ''You are humorous. But try to make some sense next time.''


    Xia Xiang gritted her teeth and averted her gaze from Xia Qi Feng in a swift movement.


    "She has no choice but to agree!"


    Xia Xiang failed to surpass the rage inside her blood. It''s the rage that overtakes the fear and respect she has for Xia Qi Feng.


    Every time she read the agreement between Xia Qi Feng and Pang Ze Tian, she just felt disgusted.


    She tried to think from Pang Ze Tian''s perspective, but she still could not fathom her. Why did she agree on such a ridiculous term?


    Because of love?


    Xia Xiang knew Pang Ze Tian never really love Xia Qi Feng. She loves the money and power that come with Xia Qi Feng, but never the man.


    Money?


    She doesn''t have to go this far for money.


    So, why?


    "No choice? She sure has loads of demands for someone with no choice," Xia Qi Feng raised the corner of his lips.


    Xia Sha clenched the brown file in her hand. She holds her breath.


    There are millions of words circulating in her mind. But she could not squeeze not even one word out from her mouth. She tried to ignore the bitterness that seeped from her heart and focus on her purpose.


    "Just- help my mom," she said with an almost desperate tone.


    Lowering her head, she sucked her own lower lips and bite them. There was a brim of tears at the corner of her eyes, ready to fall anytime soon.


    Xia Qi Feng quietly observed the sudden change this young fellow show. A hint of cold smiles spread across his face as he quietly probes her.


    "It''s you, isn''t it?" Xia Qi Feng mutters in a low voice. He looks unperturbed when Xia Xiang looks at him with his eyes flares open. She subconsciously gulped.


    "W-What are you saying? I don''t understand."


    "Nevermind. You want me to help your mother, but I''m afraid I could not do that. That document, you can do whatever you want with it," Xia Qi Feng''s voice returned to his usual frosty tone.


    He almost turned his back when Xia Xiang''s mouth fall open.


    What nonsense is this? She wants to Exchange the document for Pang Ze Tian, who almost hurt her daughter? Are you fucking kidding him?


    He had achieved his priority goals ever since he signed the document. As long as Shen Xia Fei''s body is healthy, he doesn''t need to keep that agreement with suffocating payment.


    If Xia Xiang wanted to destroy that agreement, it somehow felt like a revival for him. But he instantly regretted his decision when he watched someone seize that brown folder from Xia Xiang''s hand in one swift movement.


    Xia Qi Feng frowned when he sees the familiar figure. The very same person that Xia Qi Feng wished would never know about the existence of this document.


    "He doesn''t want it, but I do!" A bold and confident voice rang on the long corridor.


    Xia Xiang''s heart dropped when she see that confident person. She subconsciously took a step back and prepared her legs to run away from that place.


    But the document-


    "It not yours to see. Give it to me!" Xia Qi Feng tried to take the document back from the delicate hand.


    "You said you did not want to do anything with this document. That includes giving it to someone else. Xia Xiang, I could get your mother out of jail if you want. Give this to me," the confident young woman said as soon as she hides the document behind her back.


    Xia Xiang''s eyes move back and forth from Xia Qi Feng and that young woman''s beautiful face. Her mind is buzzing into oblivion. She did not know how to face this chaotic situation.


    "Xia Sha! Give! The! Damn! Document! BACK!" Xia Qi Feng almost shouted. He emphasizes every word he spoke, his eyebrow revealing a hint of warning.


    Xia Sha, the young woman, squinted her eyes at her father. Subconsciously she tightened her grabs on the document, ignoring Xia Qi Feng''s warning.


    "What did you two hide from me?" Xia Sha''s voice felt like a cold shard of ice. There is anger beneath her quiet. The deliberate delivery of her words is palpable.


    Xia Qi Feng did not bother to reply to Xia Sha.


    He strides forward to seize the document back. But Xia Sha is quick-witted. She clenched into the brown file and won''t let Xia Qi Feng take it away from her.


    "Don''t you realize that I would get even more curious if you hang so desperately like this?" Xia Sha clenched her teeth at Xia Qi Feng.


    "Oh, like you would get less curious if I don''t!" Xia Qi Feng replied almost instantly.


    Xia Sha scowls, but she did not deny Xia Qi Feng''s answer.


    "Xia Sha, this is not your business. What did I tell you about minding your own business?"


    Xia Qi Feng''s forehead creased when he couldn''t over strength Xia Sha.


    Damn it, where did Xia Sha hide her strength on that little body?


    "How is this not my business? Xia Xiang thought of threatening you with this document. Judging from your gesture, you might giveaway few millions to buy it from her. It''s just a pity she aksed for Pang Ze Tian!" Xia Sha probed Xia Qi Feng directly.


    "Still! It doesn''t have to do anything with you!"


    "Oh really? If it had nothing to do with me, then why are you so desperate to keep this document away from me? Father, do you think I''m so gullible?"


    Both Xia Sha and Xia Qi Feng gritted their teeth. They used almost all of their strength to obtain the brown file. It was until they heard the sound of paper starts ripping.


    Xia Xiang widens her eyes. She raised her hand.


    "Stop! You are tearing it apart!" she pointed out.


    Xia Sha and Xia Qi Feng both looked at the paper at the same time and then, SRTT.


    The brown file tears into two-part, but the white paper inside remains whole. Xia Sha''s eyelashes fluttered when her eyes fall on the bold letters on the center of the letter.


    Her hand''s trembling as she read the first page of the letter.


    REPORT OF KIDNEY TRANSPLANT SURGERY


    Patient: Ms. Shen Xia Fei


    Donor: Ms. Pang Ze Tian


    Statues: Succeed


    Xia Sha''s throat bobbed up and down when she pulled out the pages of white paper. Her heart and mind are about to explode as she skims read the report.


    AGREEMENT LETTER


    Subject A: Mr. Xia Qi Feng


    Subject B: Ms. Pang Ze Tian


    Xia Sha skipped the many causes and jumped to the conclusion at the end of the paragraph.


    Party A agreed to fulfill party B''s condition in claused IV as long as party B fulfilled her duty stated on claused III.


    Xia Sha frantically searched for the clauses and read the passage. She could not believe her eyes when she found out the truth behind everything. She stares at Xia Qi Feng in disbelief.


    "Xia Sha-" Xia Qi Feng''s voice comes out strained.


    "Why did you hide this from me?" Xia Sha asked in a quiet voice.


    She did not shout and vented her anger like she usually does. She waited for Xia Qi Feng to answer. She waited, and waited, and waited. But she heard nothing.


    She never heard an explanation from Xia Qi Feng.


    "It''s not my business, you said?" Xia Sha gnashed her teeth as she looked up to Xia Qi Feng.


    The rims of her eyes were red. She let out a mocking scoff.


    "MY MOTHER IS BATTLING A LUPUS, AND THAT IS NOT MY BUSINESS, YOU SAID?" Xia Sha shouted from the top of her lung, striding towards Xia Qi Feng with murderous air.


    "You just going to keep this from me forever?"

 Chapter 173 - Not Her Home

    "Why did you hide this from me?" Xia Sha asked in a quiet voice.


    She did not shout and vented her anger like she usually does. She waited for Xia Qi Feng to answer. She waited, and waited, and waited. But she heard nothing.


    She never heard an explanation from Xia Qi Feng.


    "It''s not my business, you said?" Xia Sha gnashed her teeth as she looked up to Xia Qi Feng.


    The rims of her eyes were red. She let out a mocking scoff.


    "MY MOTHER IS BATTLING A LUPUS, AND THAT IS NOT MY BUSINESS, YOU SAID?" Xia Sha shouted from the top of her lung, striding towards Xia Qi Feng with murderous air.


    "You just going to keep this from me forever?" Xia Sha asked Xia Qi Feng, she is desperate for answers.


    "You just going to keep this from me forever?" Xia Sha repeated her question in a much quieter voice.


    Xia Xiang holds Xia Sha. In Incase, Xia Sha would stride forward to Xia Qi Feng, but in reality, Xia Sha could never do that to her father. She does not have any energy left while as her body slumped to the floor.


    "Mother," Xia Sha cried out for help.


    The fear that filled the hollow in her chest is too frightening. She could not bear the pain anymore. It felt as if a great power just sucked her soul and left her with nothing but agony.


    "Why did you do this to me, father?" Xia Sha mutters, looking at the paper shattering in the hard carpet of the hotel corridor.


    Xia Qi Feng tried to maintain his calm posture. But not even his proper upbringing that he learn since he was a child could help him this time. He tried and failed miserably.


    "This is why I can''t tell you. I don''t want to watch you devasted like this. I need you to stay strong because your mother needs you," Xia Qi Feng averted his gaze and take a sharp air.


    He wipes away the tears that almost fall on his cheek before he turned to Xia Sha again. His knee touches the ground as he approached Xia Sha on the floor.


    "A joyful heart is the best medicine. Your mother''s only source of happiness is you at that time. I couldn''t possibly tell you and crushed your spirit too. I need your mother, I need you," Xia Qi Feng grabbed Xia Sha''s hand with his trembling hand.


    "You told me she cheated on you. That is why you divorce her. I- I- I was so angry that I believed you. I should''ve treated her better if I knew," Xia Sha looked down and sobbed.


    She felt like a dirty human with nothing but sins.


    Xia Sha hated her father and mother for so many years without knowing the truth. The bitter heart caused her to do so many things that hurt theirs.


    "All of you are terrifying. How can you acted and fool me like this? It is too terrifying," Xia Sha wailed.


    She hated Shen Xia Fei for letting someone replaced her position in the manor. Xia Sha hated that she left her with Xia Qi Feng and his new family.


    She hated Xia Qi Feng for destroying their harmonious home. She hated him so much that she didn''t want to see his face at one point. She hated that he let Pang Ze Tian invades their peaceful world.


    But everything turned out as a lie.


    Xia Qi Feng married Pang Ze Tian because Shen Xia Fei''s kidney is failing because of her lupus condition. He agreed to all Pang Ze Tian''s conditions. Including letting her daughter had used his surname.


    She thought she is the only one who suffers from this divorce. Who knows that Xia Qi Feng holds so much burden in his shoulder. He carried it alone without telling anybody.


    He clearly loves Shen Xia Fei so much that he would rather crush his world apart and destroyed his reputation just to keep her alive.


    There is no so-called misunderstanding between them. There is only love and condition that tore Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei apart.


    She hated that she hates for nothing all these years.


    "Don''t cry, Don''t cry. No one died. You can''t cry, okay?" Xia Qi Feng pulled Xia Sha into his embrace and patted her back gently.


    Xia Sha broke into pieces as she felt his father''s warm hug. Her cried got louder as she felt secure under his wing.


    "Mother, I don''t want anything bad to happen to her. Dad, help me," Xia Sha cried aggrievedly. Xia Qi Feng holds her close and calming Xia Sha gently.


    "Nothing is happening to your mother. She is okay right now."


    Xia Xiang, who stood not far behind Xia Sha, looked at this tearful situation with complex feelings. Her hand is clenching into a fist, and she is gnashing her teeth. But he could not deny the pain and agony she felt for both of them.


    Xia Sha and her. They both had to suffer in nescience.


    But on the other side-


    "Nothing is happening to your mother. But what about mine?" Xia Xiang''s eyelash trembles. She stares straight at Xia Qi Feng most assertively, as if she is waiting for an answer.


    Xia Qi Feng''s forehead once again creased in displeasure. He looked up and stared back at Xia Xiang with his usual cold gaze and furrowed his eyebrows.


    "I''ll get her out, don''t worry."


    Xia Qi Feng is reluctant. He would rather have his reputation tarnished again if it could keep Xia Sha safe. He heard everything from Guan Xian. He could not possibly let it happen to his children, more over to Shen Xia Fei.


    Xia Xiang heard Xia Qi Feng''s reluctant answer. She should felt relieved and left the pair of daughter and father alone. But why can''t she move her leg?


    Instead, she stood there, watching Xia Sha and her dad comforting each other. A bitter smile plaster her face, she mocks herself.


    See, it''s always been Xia Sha''s family.


    Xia Qi Feng is Xia Sha''s father, no matter how you tried to please him.


    That manor remains Xia Sha''s home even though Pang Ze Tian managed to make her leave the house. It would still be Xia Sha''s world even though she worked so hard to learn everything in this world.


    There is nothing she can do to steal that away from her.


    She should hate her so much, just like how Xia Sha hated her before. That hatred gaze and cynical words Xia Sha used to say to her face, she should use that now and slap that beautiful little face.


    But why can''t she hate Xia Sha?


    Because she helps her once? Really?


    Just because Xia Sha suddenly treats her nicely once.


    Thus, why she has to stay in a home that doesn''t belong to her?


    ***


    Night changes faster when you played games with your buddy.


    Four young adult man hold their stick and look at the television screen fiercely.


    "Wang Kai, go to the right, cover Ji Cun Xi in V formation," Jian Jun takes the lead.


    "Guan Xian! I''ll cover for you. Shot the leader in three, two-" he added.


    YOU WIN!


    The words they aimed for finally appeared on the screen. Ji Cun Xin stretched his arm and fall to the ground.


    "Damn! that was intense," he hissed.


    Wang Kai put down his controller and pat Jian Jun''s back.


    "Good game," he praised Jian Jun, slightly nodding her head.


    "I''ll get more coke," Guan Xian walk to the refrigerator and fetched cans of coke from his brother.


    "I did not realize it''s six in the morning already. We did not even sleep after the dreadful night," Ji Cun Xi jumped on the bed. He groaned when his back touched the mattress.


    Guan Xian shook his head when he looked at Ji Cun Xi. He throws the coke can to each of his friends and open one for himself.


    "We shouldn''t play so late. I still need to carry on my mission today," Guan Xian clicked his tongue. He searches for his phone in the pocket and opens the news portal with one click.


    A crude smirk appears on his handsome face once he read the news. He suddenly stood up and look at his reflection in the whole body mirror.


    He doesn''t look tired and look immaculately dressed in his white shirt.


    "It''s out?" Wang Kai asked from his lazy chair. He stretched his back and neck, finding his phone the next second.


    "Hm, it should affect this morning market," Guan Xian murmured.


    Jian Jun and Ji Cun Xi stood up and went for their phone the next moment. They rushed to Open the news portal to find out the meaning behind Guan Xian''s world.


    SCANDALOUS LIFE OF XIA FAMILY, FROM ADULTRY TO DRUG.. DRAGGING THE GUAN''S INTO THEIR MESS? Read to find out.

 Chapter 174 - What Is She Doing?

    SCANDALOUS LIFE OF XIA FAMILY, FROM ADULTERY TO DRUG. DRAGGING THE GUAN INTO THEIR MESS? Read to find out.


    "What the hell? The title is trashy," Wang Kai first commented as he clicked the read more letters.


    Jian Jun got immersed in the passage soon after Guan Xian, leaving Ji Cun Xi observing Guan Xian''s complementing face. Both of his eyebrows raised as he asked, "What''s the matter? You don''t look-prepared- grounded-? what''s the word to describe you?"


    "Guessing," Guan Xian replied curtly, turning around to the big window.


    Jian Jun looked up from the phone, his gaze travel to Guan Xian''s back as he narrowed his eyes.


    "You do know this going to affect the stock somehow, right? People prefer buying a story rather than focusing on the company''s fundamentals."


    Wang Kai pressed his finger against his lower lips as he looked at the rows of words on his screen.


    "It''s rather complex. Some said you bribe and pay so Xia Sha could get away from the charge so fast. They also bring up the Xpods matter. The global market did not live up to its claim and motto. As long as you are a beauty, either is work or love, you won''t miss a thing," Wang Kai quotes the last sentence in the article.


    "No matter how I read it, it sounds so deliberate. Did Xia Sha publish it herself?" Jian Jun comment.


    Guan Xian smiles upon hearing Jian Jun''s remark. His tongue roll on the side of his cheek.


    "You are smart indeed," Guan Xian praised Jian Jun.


    Ji Cun Xi, who hear the conversation from the side, furrowed his eyebrow in wonder.


    "She wanted to clear her name but dragging everyone with her. And you aren''t even angry at her? What are you? A fool?"


    "Stop being so cynical. You are the biggest fool of four," Wang Kai chuckled at Ji Cun Xi, who is throwing a dirty glare at him right now.


    "Shut up! The joke is on you," Ji Cun Xi throws some pillow towards Wang Kai.


    "At least I got the girl," Wang Kai catches the pillow coming in his way and shot Ji Cun Xi a mocking gaze.


    "Oh, please, I''m the only one between three clowns. Now can we focus on the matters? I hope this matter won''t affect my election," Jian Jun said straightforwardly to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian was rendered speechless he rolls his eyes.


    "Then you should stop hanging out with us. You know my sister and Wang Kai is the biggest headline maker of this century. That is the risk you willing to take ever since you joining the F4," Guan Xian answer with his usual careless manner.


    Wang Kai, Ji Cun Xi, and Jian Jun groaned at the same time. They shot Guan Xian a dagger look.


    "Can you stop with the F4 name already? It''s killing me!" Ji Cun Xi protested.


    "Don''t ever call us by that name again. It''s so cringy that I wanted to kill you," Wang Kai pressed his lips into an irritated line.


    "Shut up! I''ll kill you right now," Jian Jun frowned.


    "Whatever, I''m still going by that name," Guan Xian murmured, did not even care about the murderous aura his friend is giving him right now.


    Something is bothering his heart, but he set it aside as soon as he talked to the boys. They went back to their room after a short conversation and get ready for work. Everything seems to be typical Monday morning for Guan Xian.


    As Wang Kai has predicted, the Guan corporation''s stock got affected by the news. But it''s not something so dire that it breaks the strong support line.


    Everything stills under Guan Xian''s control. The company just got a little bit busier than usual days. Well, he does need to soothe the board director''s anger. But as soon as he showed the Xia corporation''s Xpods selling report, the board of sly director had nothing to say anymore.


    It''s an almost overwhelming day for Guan Xian. And it gets more obdurate when everything Guan Xian does, he thinks of Xia Sha. His hand had been itching to pull out his phone and called Xia Sha.


    So when he finally overcome the Monday crisis, he decided to call his sweetheart. With a boyish grin decorating his face. Guan Xian is excitedly waiting for her to pick up.


    Xia Sha did not answer the first call.


    It''s alright, Guan Xian told himself. Maybe she is busy.


    Tang Yu Bin comes with a pile of the document he needs to read and sign. Guan Xian forces himself to drown into the documents reluctantly.


    After two hours went by, Guan Xian once again checked his phone. Xia Sha hasn''t yet called him back, but she left his message on the read. Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow and bombarded Xia Sha with a spam text.


    Xia Sha did not reply, and the chat only shows one check. It means his text undelivered, or Xia Sha did not has any signals. Guan Xian''s heart suddenly dropped to the cold floor.


    "PA Tang! Come to my office after contacting Ren Wu and Tu Yu," Guan Xian said to his office phone that he picked up with his left hand while his phone occupied his right hand.


    He gritted his teeth when his call never reaches Xia Sha. He felt his whole soul evaporated into the air from his fuming anger. He almost crushes his phone against the wall at one point.


    "Boss!" Ren Wu called Guan Xian as soon as he enters the office. A smile is pestering his friendly face, contradicting Tang Yu Bin''s worried face and Tu Yu''s cold appearance.


    Guan Xian averted his gaze from his phone to Ren Wu. He looked fierce with two eyebrow-raising up in the most nerve-racking way.


    "Find out Xia Sha location right now. Along with Meng Ran, Pang Ze Tian, Xia Xiang, and that impersonator. Oh, also some of her friends, Zheng Shuang, Kai Xin, and Ruan Jing Tian. Give me a report as soon as possible," Guan Xian ordered as he pointed out two advanced laptops on the guest table.


    Ren Wu and Tu Yu did not waste any time. They carried out Guan Xian''s order seriously. Even the smile on Ren Wu''s face has disappeared now.


    Guan Xian contacted Xiao Ni to asked about Xia Sha''s whereabout as Xia Sha should be staying with Guan Xiao Ni yesterday night.


    "What happens? Why do you sound so nervous? Did I make trouble for the company last night?"


    "No. Xia Sha did not pick up. I thought she is staying in the hotel with you. Is she?" Guan Xian sounds hopeful as he waited for Xiao Ni''s answer.


    Please be with Xiao Ni. Please be with Xiao Ni.


    Guan Xian''s mind is chanting quietly along with Xiao Ni''s ''err-.''


    "Xia Sha? Brother, I woke up alone this morning. There is no Xia Sha in my room. I think she left as soon as I drifted into sleep," Xiao Ni''s murmured as soon as she answered Guan Xian''s question.


    "Crap!"


    Guan Xiao Ni''s answer makes Guan Xian got even more anxious.


    "Why? What happen?"


    "I don''t know. Xia Sha''s phone is not active since the morning. None of her family and the closest friend picked up my call. I tried to call Yu Bin''s number, but it didn''t go through them either," Guan Xian let out a frustrated groaned as he wipes his face roughly.


    "Has you tried call aunty Shen?" Xia Sha said after a short period of silence.


    "I will, after this," Guan Xian decided and called off the call with Xiao Ni that instant. He rushed to find Shen Xia Fei''s contact on his phone, but Ren Wu had dropped a big stone into his chest before he could.


    "Boss! A ticket to the United States under Ms.Xia Sha''s name. It took off one hour ago."


    Ren Wu''s announcement got Guan Xian run toward him in a flash. He rotates the laptop toward him so he could read the information himself.


    Guan Xian cursed with a furrowed eyebrow as soon as he finished reading. He clenched his phone tightly. Displeasure filled his darkened face.


    Ren Wu, Tu Yu, and Tang Yu Bin never saw Guan Xian looks this terrifying.


    Not even when something happens to Ms. Guan Xiao Ni.


    Sure, Guan Xian would be anxious when Ms. Guan Xiao Ni crossed into danger. But he never failed to stay calm and think clearly. But right now, Guan Xian looks as if he could lose his mind at any second.


    Noe, even Tu Yu, that secretly observed Guan Xian''s gesture as he about to read another shocking piece of information.


    "What is she doing?" Guan Xian said. His eyes are full of anger.


    Seeing the storm unravel slowly from losing control Guan Xian, Tu Yu takes a nervous gulp. He expected the worst as he read the information he finds to Guan Xian.


    "Boss, it said Ms.Xia went with Mr.. Ruan Jing Tian."

 Chapter 175 - As A Friend, Of Course.

    Lines one Xia Sha''s forehead keep getting deeper when she felt someone familiar following her from behind. She tried to surpass her hanger by gnashing her teeth, but it seems like the other person did not get her sign of warning.


    Clenching into the small book that could take her across the country, she turned her back to her ''stalker.'' Raising one of her eyebrows, Xia Sha reprimand cynically, "Ruan Jing Tian! I asked for your help, but I don''t need you to follow me here!"


    Ruan Jing Tian did not care much about Xia Sha''s glare upon him. Obviously. Rather than replying to Xia Sha, he is more concerned about something in his hand.


    "Hey, what should I do if the whole book is full?" Ruan Jing Tian hissed as he flips every sheet of his passport in wonder.


    "You shouldn''t go. I want to be alone," Xia Sha pressed her lips into dissatisfied lines. She used an assertive tone, but Ruan Jing Tian could see the resistance and doubt through her eyes.


    "I don''t want to leave you alone," Ruan Jing Tian subconsciously murmured out his inner thought. His gentle gaze patiently waited for Xia Sha to come out from the protective wall she builds surround her heart.


    "I don''t know what suddenly happens to you, and it''s okay if you don''t want to tell me, but I don''t want you to feel alone. Please, let me accompany you," Ruan Jing Tian added.


    Ruan Jing Tian left the hotel right after the crazy night ended. Somehow he ended up in a club when he received Xia Sha''s phone call at 3 A.M.


    Xia Sha is stunned by Ruan Jing Tian''s intense stare. His word and tender voice tug something inside her heart. And it makes her very much uncomfortable as Guan Xian''s gentle smile impudently pops on her mind.


    "You need to take care of Kai Xin. You need to stay! I don''t need a companion. I want to be left alone," Xia Sha replied curtly with a frown on her cold face. She turned her body and looked away from Ruan Jing Tian. Retraining her fake calm, Xia Sha tried to continue his step to the waiting room.


    She took one, two, three steps- then she stops when something caught her attention. She turned to the big floor-to-ceiling window of the airport. Her eyes followed the airplane passing by outside.


    Does leave right now is the right thing to do?


    She only wants to calm her state of mind for a moment.


    Everything felt overwhelming for her right now.


    Xia Sha felt she is going crazy if she remains in the country right now. Leaving might be a selfish thing to do, yet she needs it to keep her sanity.


    Guan Xian-


    She was supposed to disappear without leaving any trace. She wanted Guan Xian to hate and leave her. It''s about time for him to see the real Xia Sha.


    He needs to leave and stay away from the wicked, terrible, and selfish person she is. They have no chance to be together in the future.


    Not even if she changes.


    Not even if he decided to forgive her.


    Not after the call, she received last night.


    But how could she do that when he consumes her thoughts and invades her dream all the time? Why she felt reluctant to leave?


    Xia Sha took a sharp breath and unclenched her hand. She welcomes back the bitter reality that she needs to face.


    ''You need to leave. At least for now,'' Xia Sha decisively told herself.


    Xia Sha could felt Ruan Jing Tian stopped right behind her. Xia Sha lowered her head to take another deep breath, surpassing the painful expanding hallow on her chest.


    Ruan Jing Tian takes her by surprise when he suddenly grabs Xia Sha''s hand and turns her around.


    Unprepared, her body loses her balance, and she fell right into his embrace. Ruan Jing Tian shared the same surprise expression, but he quickly responded and held her body close. Preventing Xia Sha from fell and embarrassed herself.


    They end up holding each other with little distance between them. So close that Ruan Jing Tian could felt Xia Sha''s breath on his face. Every nerve on his body jolted. His heart pounds uncontrollably as his eyes widen.


    "Xia Sha, I like you for a long time now."


    Ruan Jing Tian pours out the secret he has carried with him for more than ten years in a split of impulsiveness. His eyes flare open when he realized what he did.


    Xia Sha blinked her eyelashes and went stoic in his arm. As if she had been shocked by the electricity, something deep inside her heart stirred. A strange muscle on her stomach clenched, creating a funny effect.


    Slowly Ruan Jing Tian''s words weighed down on her system heavily. She was suddenly infuriated.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, What are you saying? What do you mean?" She glared at him, trying to support herself.


    Upon hearing Xia Sha''s questions, Ruan Jing Tian stared at Xia Sha intently. As if he did not understand what does she said. Nor did he remember what chaos he might have made.


    "Ruan Jing Tian!" Xia Sha called his name again.


    Ruan Jing Tian suddenly forces back to reality when Xia Sha calls out his name -almost screaming. He opens his mouth, trying to push out lame excuses when a loud yell invades their session.


    "XIA SHA! RUAN JING TIAN! STAY THERE THE TWO OF YOU!"


    Ruan Jing Tian and Xia Sha automatically found the voice direction. They rounded their eyes perfectly when Guan Xian come like a devil in wrath. Every step he takes shows how rage and indignations.


    Ruan Jing Tian and Xia Sha were too stunned and panicked when they see him coming. Astonished,  they forgot their intimate physical touch even though Guan Xian has given them a warning glare from afar.


    "Why are you here?" Xia Sha voices come out strained when Guan Xian is a mere step away.


    Guan Xian first ignores her question but pulls her wrist inwardly to his side. Like a proficient ballerina, Xia Sha twirl from Ruan Jing Tian''s embrace, fall into Guan Xian''s arm. Xia Sha almost squeals when she smell his perfume on her nose.


    "Why can''t I be here? The airport is a public space," Guan Xian replied coldly, sounding indifferent even.


    "Guan Xian, this is not what you think. Xia Sha fall and I-" Ruan Jing Tian tried to explain. But before he could do further, Guan Xian raised his hand and showed a tense smile.


    "No need to explain. I understand. You are there for Xia Sha when she needs you," Guan Xian said with lips pressed into a hard line. He conceals the vicious gaze he got for Ruan Jing Tian and showed his friendly smiles instead.


    "As a friend, of course. I need to thank you instead," he added.


    Ruan Jing Tian felt a light struck of lightning on his heart when Guan Xian finished his sentence. He could not get angry nor show his sadness in front of Xia Sha, like how he wished he could. So instead of showing his true feeling, he fakes a smile and nods his head.


    "Of course, Xia Sha is lucky I like her so much as my friend. Or else, I''ll let her flown alone to Hawaii. Gosh, how can one stay on there alone? I would be too depressed," Ruan Jing Tian said quickly, hiding his insecurities and nervousness.


    Guan Xian''s dimples indent both of his cheeks as he stretched his hand and patted Ruan Jing Tian''s shoulder.


    "Don''t be depressed. I''m sure you can bring Kai Xin when the child grew up. But for now, I think the two of you shouldn''t leave the country."


    Xia Sha watched how much pressure Guan Xian gave Ruan Jing Tian and felt sorry for him. Moreover, that innocent child on Kai Xin''s stomach when Guan Xian bought her/him up.


    "Guan Xian, you have no right to forbid anyone leaving the country. Especially when they had the permit from the country itself," Xia Sha grumbling on Guan Xian''s embrace, trying to draw some safe distance between them.


    Of course, Guan Xian would not let her escape from his arm, no matter how hard she tried to free herself.


    Guan Xian''s shifted his gaze from Ruan Jing Tian to Xia Sha. There is transparent dissatisfaction on his face when he stares into Xia Sha''s lively eyes. He pardons, "Oh, sorry. Yeah, I don''t have the right to forbid the two of you. Especially Ruan Jing Tian, I have nothing to do with you."


    Guan Xian spares some quick-nonchalant glace to Ruan Jing Tian before he went back into staring at Xia Sha. A wicked smile is plastering his annoyingly handsome face as he continued his sentence.


    Xia Sha gasped and looked in disbelief when Guan Xian treated Ruan Jing Tian like that. She furrowed her eyebrow, ready to lash out her protest when Guan Xian slapped her with facts.


    "Your mother wants to see you right now. She is the one who forbids you to go. You don''t have to mind me as your boyfriend- or not, but you have to listen to your mom, isn''t it?" Guan Xian said frostily. He left out all his warmness that he always carries around Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha suddenly felt cold under Guan Xian''s chest that naturally transfer warmth to her body. Facing his silent wrath and sudden coldness, Xia Sha felt she got suffocated.


    Pressing her lips into a thin line, she pushed his chest away from her. Breaking free from his body, she gritted her teeth.


    "I''ll go by myself," she told both of the men, her high heels walked away the second later.


    Both Guan Xian and Ruan Jing Tian watched Xia Sha''s fragile back slowly disappear between the ocean of people. Guan Xian lowered his head. He calmly slipped his hand into his pants pocket.


    Without sparing a glance at Ruan Jing Tian, he said, "I''ll let you go easy this time. Consider this as an offer for friendship. I''m not sure I could be this calm if you did this for the second time. But until then, I hope you could find your own happiness."


    Guan Xian then runs to chase Xia Sha while Ruan Jing Tian stayed on his spot.. Watching Xia Sha got dragged by Guan Xian from far away.

 Chapter 176 - We Cant Tolerate It

    "Ahh!"


    Xia Sha squeals once she felt a warm hand suddenly grabs her wrist forcefully. Her round eyes glare at the flamboyant-looking man that suddenly fastens his pace toward the car.


    "Let me go! Guan Xian!" Xia Sha gritted his teeth, exclaiming restrained anger toward Guan Xian''s back.


    "Are you talking to me? I thought you had even forgotten my name," Guan Xian reply with a frosty tone. He did not even bother to look back and stared at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched, her blood rushed to her brain to supply more oxygent that could calm her nerve. Taking another deep breath while subconsciously letting her body got pulled here and there by Guan Xian, Xia Sha hissed and blurted out, "childish."


    Guan Xian''s ear move reflected when he heard Xia Sha''s remark. He squinted his eyes and raised his eyebrow cynically.


    "I''m not talking to you after what you''ve done to me. It''s unfair, and I won''t let you get away so easily after treating me like that," Guan Xian said with a flat tone, pricking something into Xia Sha''s heard.


    "Alright, you don''t want to talk to me, that''s fine," Xia Sha nods her head, hiding her sadness with an indifferent tone coming out from her mouth.


    Xia Sha could understand Guan Xian''s anger toward her. But at the same time, she could not help and stop her heart from the pain every time he treated her coldly.


    Guan Xian secretly watched Xia Sha pouted her lips when she heard his answer. He pressed his lower lips into a hard thin line. Guan Xian almost falls for Xia Sha''s cute act unknowingly.


    He tried too hard to not showing his forgiveness too quickly and failing miserably to do so. His tongue and souls have been aching to cheer Xia Sha, so he fastens his step into the car.


    Both of them got into the car without conversing with each other. Tang Yu Bin sat in the driver''s seat and started the car with the tense atmosphere. He carefully drove after stealing glances at Guan Xian at the back seat.


    Guan Xian and Xia Sha turned their back to each other. Both of them look somber. Xia Sha leaned her head against the window, trying to make as much space possible between them, while Guan Xian frowned when he realized what Xia Sha is doing.


    He grunted loudly before pulling Xia Sha''s arm, cutting the long distance between them. Xia Sha falls right beside him. His hand rested over Xia Sha''s shoulder, preventing her from moving.


    Xia Sha found her jaw almost dropped to on her laps. She felt an odd exhilarating shiver runs through her body when he felt his touch. Xia Sha wanted to remove his hand, but he is adamant this time.


    Failing to escape, Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and looked at Guan Xian''s perfect side profile.


    "I thought you are angry and aren''t talking to me?" She raised her right eyebrow in a confused tone.


    "I said I''m not talking to you. I didn''t say I don''t want to distance myself from you," Guan Xian replied without looking at Xia Sha.


    "How can you-" Xia Sha almost criticized Guan Xian''s weird stance but stopped when Guan Xian looked at her with cold and intense eyes.


    ''I''ve said it before. You are the one with a questionable moral. How dare you criticize me?''


    Guan Xian''s cocky voices and smug expression suddenly filled Xia Sha''s ear. Xia Sha averted her gaze and lowered her head. She did not dare to provoke Guan Xian right now. He looks like a hungry lion that wanted to eat her alive right now.


    Guan Xian seems pleased with Xia Sha''s decision. He quietly looked away over the window, enjoying every tree they passed.


    Silence always killed Guan Xian before. But he felt exceptional with being calm today.


    In contrast to Guan Xian, Xia Sha, who used to love when no one speaks suddenly felt anxious when no one started the conversation. Added the fact that Guan Xian is guarding her with all his might.


    She felt suffocated!


    Calming her nerve, her hand slowly travels inside her bag. She takes her phone and quietly starts the power button, hoping her little action would go unnoticed from the hawking eagle beside her.


    She is ignorant, too ignorant, and naive. Of course, Guan Xian would never let an opportunity like this went away. Precisely when Xia Sha''s open her lock screen, Guan Xian said;


    "Oh! You do have a phone! I thought you are living in that time where people need to send each other letters. It''s so hard to notify or send information to someone without a smartphone. Nowadays, it''s so convenient to communicate with each other! It''s only ONE CALL AWAY!"


    Guan Xian speaks right beside Xia Sha''s ear, turning Xia Sha''s anxiety becomes an angry flame. She gritted her teeth and shoved her phone back into her bag.


    "You! I cannot be with you anymore. That''s why I don''t want to notify you. So don''t think your satire will affect me," Xia Sha pushed Guan Xian until an arm-length distance.


    "Oh? You can''t be with me, or you don''t want to be with me?" Guan Xian raised the corner of his lips into a smirk, slowly laying out a trap for Xia Sha.


    "Does it matter?" Xia Sha scoffed, rolling her eyes at Guan Xian.


    "Don''t roll your eyes, and yes! Either way, it doesn''t matter. It''s so impolite and cruel of you to leave me after dragging my family into your''s trouble!" Guan Xian''s forehead creased, showing three thick lines.


    "Well, I''m sorry. I did not want to, but I have to," Xia Sha replied almost instantly.


    "And why you have to leave me? Did I cheat on you? Did I wrong you? Did I make you upset or cry?" Guan Xian forced a smile while posing his question, moving his shoulder to highlight his confusion.


    Xia Sha suddenly stops breathing when Guan Xian finished his sentence. Things around her suddenly stop moving. In her sight, there is only Guan Xian''s clear confused gaze and frustrated tone.


    Xia Sha felt as if someone had forcefully taken out her heart and trampled it to the ground. More than scattered into pieces, she felt someone had forcefully-torn her apart.


    Every piece of her arrogance and ignorance melted away when she realized Guan Xian''s bloodshot eyes. He was in a blink of tears.


    "I don''t know where did I do wrong? But can you not leave me like that?" Guan Xian whispered.


    Guan Xian''s patience and gentle voice suddenly become a heavy slap to her face. More than sadness, she felt ashamed of herself.


    This whole time, she guarded her heart with thick brick. Xia Sha thought- and believed that this man, Guan Xian, could break her heart one day. She should never give her all to him.


    But what happens is, she broke his heart.


    Their eyes were so fixed at her wounded heart that they did not realize. As for how Guan Xian could break Xia Sha''s heart, Xia Sha could break Guan Xian''s heart too. They face the same risk, yet her self-center, egomaniac-self did not even bother to think about him.


    "You did not do anything that fails me. Instead, I fail you," Xia Sha said after a long silence between them.


    "I fail you, and I will never be worthy of your wife," Xia Sha added, a hint of faint smile pestering her beautiful face.


    She could not possibly become the daughter-in-law of the Guan family. Not after so many fucked up scandals she blew up. Guan Xiao Ni, Guan Xian, mother Guan, and father Guan might accept her flaws. And they show it clearly to her.


    But what about Guan Xian''s grandmother? Whom he loves dearly with his heart?


    Just like grandfather Xia is precious to Xia Sha, Guan Xian holds his grandmother close to his heart. He would not possibly go against his grandmother''s word. And even if he did, Xia Sha did not want him to do that.


    Grandmother Guan is a fascinating woman. Xia Sha had seen her once in the past. Once when she attended Xiao Ni''s debut party.


    Grandmother Guan looked like she came out from Spanish infante in the baroque painting. She submits an archaic consuming beauty as she swept off people with her standoffish gaze.


    Xia Sha is always looking forward to meeting the infamous grandmother Guan, the Capital city''s number one socialite in the past. So imagine how shocked she got when grandmother Guan called her that night.


    After Guan Xiao Ni drifted to bed and before she found out Xia Qi Feng''s secret.


    Her hand was trembling in excitement when the other side revealed her indentation. Xia Sha''s almost formed a cold sweat as she conversed with the old lady she respected.


    Who would know she would regret picking up so quickly?


    Who would know that she could not keep her promises to Guan Xian after she finishes?


    "Xia Sha, as much as Guan Xian''s parent could be open-minded, there are some boundaries the Guan family need to lay-out. I know your mother, and I have no worries about Guan Xian''s judgment. But there is one thing that I and my husband, Guan Xian''s grandfather, could not tolerate. That is associating the Guan family with drugs. We can''t tolerate it, not even one news about it.. I hope you could understand my words."

 Chapter 177 - Why Does Her Heart Refuse Not To Settle?

    "I fail you, and I will never be worthy of your wife."


    Xia Sha''s reason sounds absurd in Guan Xian''s ear. He could not accept her rationale or that he could fathom what''s going on in her mind right now.


    Guan Xian just wished that he could stop that brilliant analytical mind of Xia Sha from overthinking amidst struggle like this.


    "What I fail you, you fails me? We aren''t in an exam! We are in a relationship. We are bound to make mistakes because we are only human. But that''s come with the package. Right? We are supposed to make mistakes, forgive and learn from them in a relationship. Isn''t it?" Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow, sounds frustrated when Xia Sha exhales a heavy breath.


    "It''s not like that. You won''t understand," Xia Sha looked away, refusing to clear Guan Xian''s confusion.


    "Then teach me to understand. Why did you treat me like this? You flew me to heaven and filled me with high hopes at one second. I blinked for a moment and realized you were manipulating me again as you dropped me to the hell!"


    Why everything has to be so fraught with significance and confusion?


    Xia Sha immediately felt her heart got pricked icily by Guan Xian''s world. Her breathing got short as she tried to control her expression. Showing her best try in acting, she stretched her lips wide.


    "Oh? You''ve finally realized the real me," Xia Sha exclaims with fake sarcasm.


    "You are right. I was manipulative and cruel. I only used you and your power to save my company. I targeted you from the start. Up until today, I''ve succeeded in making my company stand strong. I need to thank you for that," Xia Sha added, smiling brightly at him as if she informed a piece of good news to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian arched his eyebrow slightly as he tried to repress the fury. His veins start popping on his neck and forehead, but his face remains calm.


    "You can still make use of me. It doesn''t matter," Guan Xian paused before he added, "It doesn''t matter as you love me."


    "But do you?"


    Guan Xian turned to Xia Sha and mildly threw her a cold glance. The anger beneath his quietness is palpable. Xia Sha got dumbstruck as her long lashes quivered in hesitation.


    "You knew the answer. I don''t do love. I never love you before," Xia Sha forced a smile as she tried to keep her voice calm.


    Guan Xian forcefully closed his eyelids and ground his teeth.


    Guan Xian scolds himself for being so stupid.


    He should have known that he could not push Xia Sha to the corner like this. He should have done better and slowly coax her.


    He did not understand how they end up like this, but he is quite sure of one thing. He would not let Xia Sha got away like this.


    However, Guan Xian realized that he isn''t capable of doing that right now. He is emotionally unstable. If he opens his mouth once more time, the result going to worsen than he could imagine.


    And he did not want to hear that word coming out from her mouth again. Break up.


    He got so agitated by Xia Sha''s words that he did not bother to coax her again. Giving up, he let Xia Sha moves further away from him and let the car filled with dead silence for the second time.


    The two-hour ride felt like a four-hour ride because of the tense atmosphere between them. Xia Sha has a mixed feeling when she saw Shen''s residence from afar.


    Xia Sha felt like she did not recognize herself anymore. She wished that she could escape from this car and Guan Xian. Yet, at the same time, Xia Sha wishes they would never part.


    Guan Xian''s anger has dissipated after the long ride, but he still reluctant to start a conversation. There is a hint of disappointment in his eyes when Xia Sha did not open her mouth until the last minute. He keeps his eyes fixed on the building passing by the window.


    At last, their car stop at the entrance of the grand Shen residence. Xia Sha strengthens up her back, gathering all the strength left in her to move her hand and open the damn door. Such a simple task filled so hard when your heart contradicted with your mind.


    "I''ll go now," Xia Sha announce with a low voice. She steals glances at Guan Xian, who still refuse to look at her.


    Tang Yu Bin gives Xia Sha a polite smile as he opens the door for Xia Sha from outside. Xia Sha looked at Guan Xian''s back with one last censorious glance before she grabbed her bag rigidly.


    Xia Sha turned her back to Guan Xian. Her gaze settles on Tang Yu Bin now, smiling weakly as Xia Sha bid her goodbye with a small voice.


    As soon as Tang Yu Bin returned to his seat, the car droved away almost instantly. Xia Sha turned her back with a complicated expression as she watched the car got smaller and gradually disappear at the end of the road.


    She took a long and heavy breath before she goes to her mom inside the house.


    Shen Xia Fei has waited for her arrival. Xia Sha could tell from the worried expression on her face and her gesture when she sees her. Xia Sha did not smile, nor did she frowned when Shen Xia Fei pulled her into a warm hug.


    She remains stoic when Shen Xia Fei pulls her hand to sit on the living room''s couch. Mother Shen grabbed Xia Sha''s hand gently, she had a lot to tell, and it shows on her face.


    Xia Sha looked at her mother and waited. Mother Shen took a long pause. She must be confused about where to start her story. Xia Sha blinked. All the emotion she tried to keep inside her heart began to burst when she heard Shen Xia Fei''s voice.


    "Xia Sha," Mother Shen called out her name with her melodious voice. The usual calming and warm voice used to bring sweetness to Xia Sha tasted like a bitter coffee right now.


    It wakes Xia Sha up from her dream, dragging her to reality.


    "Mom."


    "Xia Sha, I want to apologize for keeping things from you," Mother Shen said with a trembling voice. She lowered her head, trying to control the overwhelming streams of sadness.


    "I was selfish. I did not want you or your father to shed tears because of my illness. I was stupid for thinking that I better disappear from your world rather than fighting my sickness along with you two. I don''t want to show my vulnerabilities and rain on your father''s parade."


    "The company just won the best company of the year. Your father was at his prime time," A gentle smile plastering Shen Xia Fei''s face as her memories took her back to the happiest time of her life.


    "I made it as if I cheated so your father could let me go. But he did not. Instead, he started to vent his anger by acting as if he derailed with another woman. I keep asking for a divorce, but he never listens to me. I had no choice but to play the victim card and make the public and closest family pressure him for divorce."


    Xia Sha looked at her intently, waiting for her stories as if it''s a sweet lullaby.


    "You know how stubborn your father could be. He refuses to divorce no matter what I do. My lupus attacked my kidney. I was getting weaker each day. Your father might notice my change and finally found out about my illness. Only then did he agree to divorce," Shen Xia Fei lost her strength at her last sentence.


    "Why don''t you tell me anything? I hated you, hated dad, I hate the world for vain this whole year," Xia Sha pressed her lips into a hard line. She tried as hard as she could not let tears fall from her eyes.


    "What should I do if you go that time? Mom, what should I do?"


    Mother Shen did not answer, but she keeps wiping tears that started to fall on her cheek. Shen Xia Fei did not dare to look at Xia Sha. She prepared herself to answer this question.


    She thought she was ready. But facing Xia Sha''s, mother Shen could not move her tongue at all.


    Xia Sha watched her mother crying in silence. Her face is full of distress and agony. Her finger twitched, slowly reaching for her mother''s hand.


    "But I''m here now. That''s all that matters, right?" Mother Shen tried to smiles as she touched Xia Sha''s soft cheek, wiping the gentle drop of water falling from her eyes.


    Xia Sha frowned, still trying to normalize her breath and stop her tears. She wanted to vent the frustration and anger inside her, but she can''t do it.


    Xia Sha stares at her mother and slowly nodding her head. Yes, her mother is still by her side right now. That is all that matters. She had to try to keep this on her mind since last night.


    But why does her heart refuse not to settle?


    She still felt anxious all the time, as if something is lurking her from the dark. She could not rest her eyes for a moment. She could not let her guard down, nor that she could trust anyone.


    "You are here now, but what about later? How can I trust you or Dad again?"


    Xia Sha stares at Shen Xia Fei blankly. Her tear welling up below her eye pocket, but none of them fall to her cheek. The light reflected on her white, porcelain- glass skin. She looks so beautiful, yet so sad.


    Shen Xia Fei could hardly swallow her saliva when she sees Xia Sha. She could see the wound and pain she left for her child.


    And her heart broke along with Xia Sha''s.


    There is a long moment of silence where they only looked at each other without spouting a word. There is along with thought behind Xia Sha''s brown eyes. But the only word she could squeeze out from her throat before she left is;


    "Mom, forgive me."

 Chapter 178 - Traumatic Experience In My Memory

    Guan Xian watched the gloomy Shen Residence getting smaller as he drove away. His long index finger rubbed his lips gently as he turned his gaze from the rearview mirror to Tang Yu Bin.


    "Turn around," he quietly ordered for the third time.


    Tang Yu Bin nods his head and does as Guan Xian''s command almost immediately. Tang Yu Bin steal some glances at Guan Xian and immediately regret after doing so.


    In Tang Yu Bin''s eyes, Guan Xian is a charismatic boss. He is not cold or stern, but he gained respect from all his colleagues and employee with his warm and friendly personality. He is a naturally born leader, passionate, and perfectionist in his way.


    Tang Yu Bin has worked for Guan Xian for three years. Never once he saw Guan Xian exude a cold and frosty aura like this. Guan Xian carries much emotion, but the temperature around him had dropped by a few degrees.


    If Tang Yu Bin could share his opinion right now, he wanted to say that his boss, Guan Xian, has never been this terrifying. Forget about anger or fury. What scares Tang Yu Bin the most is the shades of sadness on his eyes.


    "Boss, Miss Xia (and you) looks sad. Maybe we''ve misunderstood her," Tang Yun Bin said quietly, hoping Guan Xian would not mind his impudence.


    "Misunderstood?" Guan Xian''s lips twitched as he turned to look at Tang Yu Bin slowly.


    "Yes, I don''t think she would do something that we think-"


    "We think? What do we think about?"


    Now Guan Xian got interested and stared at Tang Yu Bin with a sharp gaze. Tang Yu Bin felt as if he just entered a field full of mine. He tried to walk carefully, but he still accidentally triggered Guan Xian.


    "Hm? What do we think about?" Guan Xian repeated for a second time because Tang Yu Bin went quiet for quite some time.


    Tang Yu Bin felt a chill on his back. Sweat started to form on his neck facing Guan Xian''s striking coldness. He swallowed hard his saliva as he tried to arrange his word into a sentence that won''t provoke Guan Xian.


    "Well, Ms. Xia leaving with Mr. Ruan Jing Tian after revealing the news to the peers doesn''t mean she will che-"


    "Tang Yu Bin! You stop right there!" Guan Xian suddenly strengthened his back and point at Tang Yu Bin with widened eyes.


    Tang Yu Bin is surprised. He closed his mouth and stopped his sentence immediately.


    "That is not what I am thinking! And I don''t want to hear that words! Along with ''she wanted to leave me'' sort of phase," Guan Xian looks cautious and wary as he warns Tang Yu Bin quietly.


    Tang Yu Bin''s jaw almost dropped when he faced Guan Xian''s palm.


    "This conversation and experience might impart as traumatic experience in my memory," Guan Xian said to himself as he shook his head in denial frantically. He leans his back to his seat and once again looking at Shen''s residence with dramatic eyes.


    Tang Yu Bin: "..."


    If you aren''t thinking of that, how could that become a traumatic experience that would last in your memory?


    Also, weren''t he is in his sad and depressed period?


    How can a person turn a complete agony into comedy within a second?


    Alas, Tang Yu Bin felt his boss is more complicated than a woman. He could never understand his boss.


    Tang Yu Bin was about to reach Shen''s residence entrance, both his phone and Guan Xian''s phone suddenly rang at the same time.  Tang Yu Bin put on his Bluetooth ear device to picked up the call while Guan Xian ignores his ringing phone.


    The car runs at a slow pace as Tang Yu Bin listens to the caller''s voices carefully. It eventually stopped when Tang Yu Bin widens his eyes and turned to Guan Xian with color left his face.


    "Boss! Something happens to Miss Guan Xiao Ni! An article accused her of being a third party in Mr. Xavier Maximillo''s marriage. It affected the stock right away. Mr. Guan Lin Yi called for an emergency board of director meeting. They are expecting your presence right now," Tang Yu Bin summarized the new information he got most virtually.


    Guan Xian closed his eyes forcefully when he heard Tang Yu Bin. A deep frowned decorated his already poor expression. Messaging the bridge of his eyes to ease the pang of headache in his eyes, he had no choice but to said, "Go to the company."


    ***


    The situation is direr than Guan Xian thought. He spends almost all day long normalizing the company situations after Xia Sha releases her article. The board director is already unhappy with him. This time Xiao Ni got dragged into the mud-


    It''s not only the usual lousy gossip from the entertainment world. This time, Xiao Ni made a headline for being a homewrecker.


    Sigh! Today might officially become Guan Xian''s worst day of the year. There is Xia Sha on his right side and Xiao Ni on the other side. Both of them seem to conspire to keep him busy today.


    He knew things would not be as smooth as before in the meeting. And the outcome came out as what he has predicted. The board directors are tricky. They used this crucial time to steals the CEO seat from Guan Xian.


    Regardless, with his father help, Guan Xian managed to shut the lines of greedy director to silence-


    Well, no one dares to protest when the Guan Lin Yi slam the table and say, "Who is not satisfied may sell his shares to me. Name the price. I am more than glad to turn this company into a Corporation sole."


    Alas, they still need to deal with the mess in the company. The trouble did not stop there. When Guan Li Yi and Guan Xian, pair of father and son, started to concentrate on company matters, Mother Guan suddenly urged them to go home.


    Initially, father Guan wanted to refuse and hope mother Guan could be considerate. But who could work after mother Guan dropped the bomb.


    "YOU AREN''T GOING TO COME BACK? YOUR DAUGHTER RIGHT HERE SAID SHE WANTED TO GET MARRY!"


    "WHAT?!!!!" Father Guan shouted out loud. He looks so surprised that he stood up instantly. Guan Xian dropped his pen when he heard her mother''s voice (even though father Guan did not put her on speaker).


    "Marry? My little sister is getting married?" Guan Xian proceeds with the brand new information. He looked like a fool even after father Guan dragged him back to the Guan mansion.


    He could only recover after Wang Kai let out a controversial statement.


    "Grandfather, Grandmother, Father, Mother, Aunt, Uncle, and Guan Xian, for today trouble, Xiao Ni and I decided to have a press conference press and explain everything. The PR team has gathered the evidence for repairing our reputation in public. Also, we are getting married!"


    "HAH!" Grandfather Guan widen his eyes.


    "WHAT?" Father Guan Lin Yi shouted.


    "WHAT THE HELL?" Guan Xian finally responded after recovering from his ''error state''.


    "THANK GOD THEY FINALLY COME TO THEIR SENSE!" Mother Guan is the only member of the Guan family who expressed happiness from Wang Kai''s words.


    Guan Xian could not even differentiate or understand his feeling towards his little sister right now.


    Forget Wang Kai and Xiao Ni''s betrayal for crossing the brother code! Guan Xian could accept this since he had witnessed how painful separation for them.


    Forget Wang Kai using and manipulating into giving a blessing for their relationship after Wang Kai broke Xiao Ni''s heart!


    Forget Xiao Ni being annoying and sometimes evil- in amidst their fight. And how he could never hate her for being such a tell a tale.


    He tried to tolerate and closed his eyes to their relationship. He let his best brother and little sister date. It''s hard enough for him. But what is this? Marriage?


    Marriage?!


    Dare they get married when he almost breaks up with his girlfriend?!


    Tolerating their relationship is not enough. That Jerk, Wang Kai, and that rotten Xiao Ni still have to get married before him and rub it to his face!


    Guan Xian did not bother to listen to the rest of the discussion. He gritted his teeth and made up his mind to knock some sense into Xiao Ni''s brain.


    He did not realize what happened. But when he does, he had wrapped Xiao Ni into a burrito with a blanket. Wang Kai is nowhere to be found, and he is glad for that! For he could glare at Xiao Ni and lecture her with words of wisdom.


    But when does he ever make Xiao Ni listen to his words willingly. Guan Xian had to give Xiao Ni an earful explanation to make her reconsider her decision, but Xiao Ni did not even seem to hear him.


    "Dare you to go marry him? I''ll break your leg!" Guan Xian threatened when he had nothing to said no more.


    "Brother..." Xiao Ni looked at him with puppy eyes face, one that could always melt his anger.


    However, with Xia Sha and Ruan Jing Tian''s departing images still vivid in his mind, Guan Xian toughened his heart.


    Xiao Ni tried several ways to soften Guan Xian''s anger, but nothing work. That is when she started to squinted her eyes and observed Guan Xian''s face. Finally, after quite some time, Xiao Ni manages to make Guan Xian run to hug her.


    "Brother, did something happen to Xia Sha or your relationship? I could help you, you know? If you let ''unwrapped me,''" Burrito Xiao Ni tried to negotiate.


    "!!!"


    Guan Xian hesitantly agreed.

 Chapter 179 - Its Not A Big Deal, But ITS A DISASTER!

    "Brother, did something happen to Xia Sha or your relationship? I could help you, you know? If you ''unwrapped me.''"


    Guan Xian looked at wrapped-in-blanket-I-Could-not-move Xiao Ni with skepticism. Wrapping his arm around his chest, he tilted his head.


    "There is nothing happen between Xia Sha and me. It just- I think she took a step back from the commitment we made. What do you suggest?" he raised his eyebrow.


    "Ah- so there is a problem between you two. No wonder you look like you just lost a billion," Xiao Ni let out her tongue and teased Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian glare at Xiao Ni and fiercely tightened the blanket that wrapped her. Xiao Ni shrieked and tried to wiggle.


    "I have an idea! I have an idea! IDEA!" Xiao Ni screams to prevent Guan Xian from tightening her inside the blanket.


    "I won''t believe you again. Why should I listen to you? Someone who made up her mind to marry in one hour? I rather listen to Wang Kai and learn from him. How to convince a girl to marry him in one hour?" Guan Xian replied grumpily.


    Xiao Ni silently rolls her eyes and mocks him when Guan Xian did not look at her. However, she instantly turned to Guan Xian with concern when she heard Guan Xian''s frustrated sigh and groan.


    "She wants to broke up?" Xiao Ni hit the nail in one shot of guess. Guan Xian''s face went straight and cold immediately. Throwing himself at Xiao Ni''s bed, he looked at the tall ceiling with an empty gaze.


    Xiao Ni struggle to followed Guan Xian''s movement, but she also let her body lay on the bed beside him.


    "What happens?"


    The sweet and caring voice easily break inside the fort Guan Xian tried to build ever since Xia Sha asked for a breakup. A mocking smile slowly appears on Guan Xian''s handsome face when he told Xiao Ni about Xia Sha and Ruan Jing Tian.


    Xiao Ni listened to him carefully. She did not stop him from talking, not even a word coming out from her mouth. It''s only after Guan Xian finished talking he glance at Xiao Ni with a confused face.


    "Why don''t you say a thing?" he asked.


    Xiao Ni did not look back at him. She remains to look at the ceiling with nervous gestures hidden behind her silence. Guan Xian squinted his eyes, a cold chuckle then come out from his mouth when Xiao Ni shook her head hesitantly.


    "You don''t have to feel guilty. Although you create a big mess this time," Guan Xian tapped Xiao Ni''s forehead since the top of her head is covered with a blanket.


    Xiao Ni forced a smile, but she did not dare to stare at Guan Xian. She keeps stealing guilty glances that arouse suspiciousness from her brother. After caught Xiao Ni stealing glances for the tenth time, Guan Xian could not help himself anymore.


    Half rose from the bed, Guan Xian forces Xiao Ni to look straight at his eyes by squeezing her cheek.


    "What is it?" he pressured Xiao Ni to answer with his frown and deep voices.


    He sees Xiao Ni swallowed her saliva as if she about to confess a sin. Guan Xian started to get wary for the many time of today. He widened his eyes and pinched Xiao Ni''s cheek again, with no mercy this time.


    "AHHHH!" Xiao Ni could only shout and wiggle like a worm because she could not eschew from Guan Xian.


    "What is it?" Guan Xian for the second time.


    "I WILL TELL YOU! I WILL! LET ME GO!" Xiao Ni cried out loud, hoping someone would witness her ''abusive'' brother and stand justice for her.


    Guan Xian did not let go of Xiao Ni''s cheek, but he did not squeeze it anymore. His heartfelt lighter when he saw Xiao Ni''s glare toward him.


    "Tell me-" Guan Xian urges Xiao Ni with his baritone voice, scaring the hell out of Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni pursed her lips and mumbles something with low voices. She is probably cursing Guan Xian under her breath. But she quickly opens her mouth when Guan Xian''s thumb started to press her cheek.


    "It''s like this-" Xiao Ni took a deep breath before she blurts out the secret she hides inside.


    "Do you remember what did you promise to little Hu?" Xiao Ni asked Guan Xian with a fake calm smile.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow and trying to recall something about his cute little nephew from his memories.


    "I promised him a PS6-" Guan Xian answered with a quiet voice. A sudden emergency alert started to lit on his head. His mind suddenly filled with schematic possibilities.


    "Has you fulfilled your promise?" Xiao Ni wrinkled her nose, trying not to surpass her urges to call Guan Xian an idiot right now.


    "I-"


    "Have you?" burrito Xiao Ni titled her head, pressuring Guan Xian to answer her question directly.


    "I don''t think so. I forgot about it!" Guan Xian answer honestly.


    "Hah! Brother, do you know what sin you''ve committed? That sin is coming for you right now!" Xiao Ni shook her head with a disappointed gaze at Guan Xian.


    "I forgot about it- I''m sorry. I''ll get one for Hu Che right now. But what does it got to do with Xia Sha breaking my heart?" Guan Xian shudders in his ignorance.


    Xiao Ni clicked her tongue, enjoying her role as the smarter sister this time. -Pardon her. She usually is the one who made the mess and looks less ingenious than Guan Xian in terms of explaining series of events. So let her enjoy her moment while it lives.


    "Well, what makes you think he will keep your secret when you did not fulfill your promise?"


    Guan Xian squinted his eyes, failed to foresee what Xiao Ni wanted to imply. Instead of realizing the chain of the event has resulting his life today, he carelessly shrugs his shoulder.


    "It''s not something to be kept as a secret anyway. What''s a big deal?"


    "Oh yeah. It''s not a big deal when Hu Che comes to grandmother and complains. It''s not a big deal when grandmother knows and now wanted to see Xia Sha. It''s not a big deal when Hu Chen browse her on the internet, and everything pops up on the searching page," Xiao Ni stop to catch her breath, then continued with, "It''s not a big deal, but IT''S A DISASTER!"


    Guan Xian: "..."


    He is utterly dumbfounded and speechless as he processes every word Xiao Ni said. His face slowly changed into states of panic when he realized what chaos did he caused.


    "You know grandmother is sensitive to the drug because of her passing sister-" Xiao Ni chimed in with a quiet voice because the topic is considered taboo in the Guan family.


    "Oh no! Could grandmother call Xia Sha and told her to stay away from me?! Is that why she said she isn''t worthy of me?" Guan Xian sat straight and pulled Xiao Ni right away.


    Burrito Xiao Ni felt dizzy once her brother started to shake her shoulder.


    "Why don''t you tell me sooner?" Guan Xian almost cried for his stupidity.


    "I was about to tell you this morning. But apparently, you are gone. I also wanted to talk to grandmother, but I promise Sienna to play. I planned to do it after I got home. And then, this matter blew up," Xiao Ni could not finish her sentence because of the guilt she felt.


    "You could call me," Guan Xian wipes his face roughly.


    "Hey! Don''t blame me for your mess. You should''ve fulfilled your promise to Hu Che. Also, since you wanted to get married, shouldn''t you bring Xia Sha to grandmother? Or you should explain her situation. At least," Xiao Ni rebuke.


    Guan Xian bought his hand over his head and closed his eyelids. If Xiao Ni describes him as some who lose a billion before, Guan Xian looks like someone who owes a billion right now.


    Burrito Xiao Ni looked at his brother quietly and suddenly blurted out a ''sorry'' from her mouth. Probably because she never seen her brother this frustrated before the guilt inside her is eating her alive.


    "Big brother, I''m sorry. I should''ve explained things to grandmother instead of- you know, making trouble and focusing only on me. I''ll try to talk to Xia Sha."


    Xiao Ni''s sincere words make Guan Xian sober from his muddle thought. He looked up and shook his head slowly.


    "Hey, it''s not your fault. I should not blame anyone for my stupidity. Instead, I''m thankful that you are telling me this right now," Guan Xian looked at his cute little sister and suddenly pulled her into a warm hug.


    Burrito Xiao Ni struggled under Guan Xian''s embrace. She protested and wiggled to escape from the cocoon.


    "If you are thankful, you should let me out from this cocoon!" Xiao Ni shrieked.


    "Only if you help me to win Xia Sha back," Guan Xian replied.


    "FINE!"

 Chapter 180 - Not In The Present, Not In The Future

    Five days passed in a blink of an eye.


    Xia Sha has been trying to keep herself from contacting Guan Xian by moving house. Yes, pretending to be busy is the only way for her to remain sane these days. Thus she decided to fixed her mind on her new apartment so she could divert her attention.


    She had no issues left with mother Shen, but she found it hard to act like before after she knew the truth. On one side, she is glad her mother could survive and healthy as ever. But on the other side, she had this uncomfortable feeling hidden deep inside her heart.


    She doesn''t understand what happened to her relationship with her mother. It was confusing before, and it remains confusing after.


    She might need that little getaway from everyone and calm herself. So moving out from the Shen residence seems like a good idea for now. Mother Shen is a little upset by Xia Sha''s decision, but she respected her.


    These past five days, Xia Sha had decorated and made her apartment comfortable now. Thanks to her overworking nature, Xia Sha had successfully turned her new home not only pleasant for the house owner but also presentable for welcoming guests.


    Hence, Xia Sha, whose officially living alone right now, is throwing a housewarming party with her closest friend.


    By mentioning her closest friend, she means Kai Xin and Zheng Shuang only.


    There is no way she could invite Guan Xiao Ni after what she had done to Guan Xian. Even though she wished she could join her little party.


    And for Ruan Jing Tian, she won''t felt comfortable pretending to be alright before they clear the air between them. It just that she could never expect that two uninvited guests would join her little house tour.


    "This is the guest room," Xia Sha said before she chugged a mouthful of champagne from the glass on her beautiful hand.


    "Xia Sha! Are you out of your mind? How could you make this happen?!" Xiao Ni let out an excited squeal when she saw what Xia Sha has done to her guest room.


    "I told you, she is often not human. How could a normal person finished decorating a newly bought apartment this fast?" Zheng Shuang murmured and followed Kai Xin examing the guest room.


    "My Lord! Xia Sha!" Kai Xin''s eyes got redded once she sees a little crib on the sides of the wall. She fastens her steps, taking out a soft little pillow inside the small bed.


    "Has I told you how sweet you are?" Kai Xin pouted while resting her head against the pillow she holds.


    Xia Sha''s lips curved into small smiles as she looked at Kai Xin''s sincere gaze. A mixed feeling of guilt and happiness filled the hallow on her chest.


    "Well-" Xia Sha is about to say something when she catches Ruan Jing Tian''s figure from the corner of her eyes. The moment Xia Sha realized she stood next to Ruan Jing Tian, she immediately averted her gaze and walked into the room.


    "Everyone is welcome to sleep here. Including my precious nephew," Xia Sha fixed her focus on Kai Xin, the happy mommy.


    "Hm, this place is convenient indeed," Ruan Jing Tian suddenly mumbles as he followed Xia Sha to get into the guest room.


    "Ruan Jing Tian! What are you thinking? You can''t sleep here before you changed your sex!" Guan Xiao Ni widens her eyes in panic. The protest and fury in her tone are palpable to everyone.


    Her bright, big eyes shot straight at Ruan Jing Tian as Xiao Ni become alerted. Guan Xian''s sad face come upon her mind as soon as she heard Ruan Jing Tian''s voice.


    Oh no! She almost forgot her goal of coming to Xia Sha''s new house today. She needs to carry on her mission and help Guan Xian keep an eye on Ruan Jing Tian.


    Gosh! How can she forget about that?


    She remembers being panicked when she read their group chat.


    Ruan Jing Tian volunteering to drive to Xia Sha''s new apartment as soon as Zheng Shuang asked them about it. Xiao Ni is pretty sure Xia Sha did not invite her to the housewarming party.


    And judging from Ruan Jing Tian''s fast response, he most likely did not get invited either.


    As Guan Xian''s good little sister that he had doted his whole life, Xiao Ni would never let Ruan Jing Tian steal Xia Sha from her brother. She passes this information to Guan Xian at an instant.


    That is also how she could thicken her face to attend a party without an invitation card :) -It''s not like she never did this before.


    So, She should not let her brother down like this! Never in her watch.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, what are you thinking? I''m talking about the baby and Kai Xin," Ruan Jing Tian let out a dry laugh, raising his eyebrow at Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni almost wanted to roll her eyes in front of Ruan Jing Tian. But the other party pretend so well. It would be a shame as an actress if she could not outshine his performance.


    "Oh, you are? I''m talking about you tho," Xiao Ni posed beautiful smiles that said ''being shameless in my expertise. I learned from the best.''


    Ruan Jing Tian: "..."


    "Well, even it''s never really a big matter before. Ruan Jing Tian sometimes stays over at our places. Don''t worry, Xiao Ni," Zheng Shuang gives a reassuring smile to Xiao Ni, not knowing it would make Xiao Ni''s eyes contracted and grew wider than before.


    "WHAT??? Ruan Jing Tian sleep around your places?" Xiao Ni''s jaw dropped to the floor before she gives Ruan Jing Tian a stern gaze.


    "Why did you sleep around people''s places? Don''t you don''t have a house? Do you sleep-driving?"


    Ruan Jing Tian: "..."


    Ruan Jing Tian suddenly regretted he ever had crushes on Guan Xiao Ni. He should have known that crush, is better left as crushes. Sometimes we only like someone because we don''t know enough about them.


    Look at this fierce little woman?


    Who is that peerless beauty on his imagination before?


    How could Wang Kai face this kind of cynicism and sarcasm all the time?


    Oh well, he is not Wang Kai with all of the excellent perks -He forgot.


    "They were throwing a sleep-over party! Without me! How would that make me feel? Of course, I should stay over. I don''t want to miss out and look like an idiot the day after they had the sleep-over," Ruan Jing Tian furrowed his eyebrow.


    The only way to deal with impossible people is being impossible as well.


    Xiao Ni gasped and looked at Ruan Jing Tian with an exaggerated disbelief face. She turned to Xia Sha and pointed at Ruan Jing Tian.


    "Xia Sha, no matter when, how, what, if Ruan Jing Tian is going to stay over with you, I am going to tag along!"


    Xia Sha about to opens her mouth to say something when Xiao Ni stopped her with her index finger that she put on her lips.


    "Nah, I don''t accept any excuses for rejection."


    The four of them were utterly speechless upon hearing Xiao Ni''s exclamation. Her face fills with dissatisfaction the more she looked at Ruan Jing Tian.


    "Xiao Ni, did senior Guan Xian said something? Why does it sound like he used you to say the things he could not say himself?" Zheng Shuang suddenly raised her eyebrow. There is a trace of playfulness in her facial expression.


    Kai Xin is smiling to herself while she sat on the bed where Xia Sha followed her.


    "My brother? He had nothing to do with this. I''m just worried about the three of you. No matter how gay Ruan Jing Tian could be, he is still a guy who could produce you-know-what," Xiao Ni tried to avoid her eyes to Ruan Jing Tian''s secretive part, but it''s unavoidable.


    Xiao Ni quickly averted her gaze when she met Ruan Jing Tian''s flushed cheek.


    "You! How could you woman bully a man like me? This is part of sexual harassment for men, aren''t you aware of that?" Ruan Jing Tian''s face turned as dark as Zeus''s angry cloud.


    Xiao Ni suddenly felt his words were reasonable, hence feeling guilty for the things she said to him. Brushing her hand and pressing her lips, she apologized to Ruan Jing Tian.


    "Well, that sounds right. I''m sorry. I should not say that" Xiao Ni swallowed her pride and apologized.


    Xia Sha feels the uncomfortable air surround the room as Xiao Ni and Ruan Jing Tian stared at each other without saying any words. Ruan Jing Tian was probably surprised by how easily Xiao Ni set aside her pride and apologized. But he could not mention it as casually as before since he knew that Xiao Ni knew about the things that happened with Xia Sha at the airport.


    Ruan Jing Tian cleared his throat, prepared himself to reply to Xiao Ni''s apology.


    "Well, your argument is logical. I understand. But don''t worry, Kai Xin, Zheng Shuang, and Xia Sha were almost like a sister to me. I would not possibly do anything to harm them.. Not in the present, not in the future."

 Chapter 181 - Is Just A Perhaps

    "Well, your argument is logical. I understand. But don''t worry, Kai Xin, Zheng Shuang, and Xia Sha were almost like a sister to me. I would not possibly do anything to harm them. Not in the present, not in the future."


    For Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin, who missed the big drama at the airport, Ruan Jing Tian''s answer seems like a normal-sweet-speech Ruan Jing Tian would casually say whenever someone questioned their relationship.


    But for Xiao Ni and Xia Sha, in particular, Ruan Jing Tian''s answer sounds like a hidden give-up declaration.


    Xia Sha was almost like a sister to me.


    He wanted to point out that he would not cross the lines in their relationship.


    He would not do anything to harm them, Sounds like Ruan Jing Tian did not want to ruin the friendship he got among them.


    Xiao Ni suddenly felt pity rising for the second lead male of this story. The end of her eyebrow dropped as a frown appears on her face.


    Xia Sha, on the other hand, could not return the intense gaze of Ruan Jing Tian. She lowered her head to hide the emotion that stirred inside her.


    Words could not explain how her heart aches when Ruan Jing Tian put on his fake ''I''m Alright'' face. They had been best friends since what? Probably since she learned about algebra. How could she missed the sadness and pleading on his face.


    She felt hallow expanded in her chest for him, but it''s not like she could lie to herself and acted as if she could return his feeling. She didn''t want to give Ruan Jing Tian hope and trampled it to the ground the very next second.


    She knew how painful it was.


    She could not possibly do that to him.


    But she does not feel okay to acted as if nothing ever happen on that day. Xia Sha thinks that she is obligated to at least give him an answer and closure. At least, that is what she could want to get if she ever stands on Ruan Jing Tian''s positions.


    So gathering her strength and courage, Xia Sha looked up and finally talk to Ruan Jing Tian that night.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, accompany me to the convenience store downstairs. I forgot to buy a beer."


    ***


    The night was chilly at the Capital, but it''s not as cold as winter days.


    Xia Sha felt sober once the wind blew through her face. She looked at her sides and turned to her back, where Ruan Jing Tian is silently staring at her.


    Soft smiles appear on her face. The strong-stroke eyeliner she drew on her eyes suddenly turned into a half-crescent moon.


    "What are you doing walking behind my back? Are you planning to kill me when I''m not looking?" Xia Sha tried to broke a joke to ease the atmosphere between them.


    Ruan Jing Tian, of course- did not laugh. It such a terrible joke, but a grin broke on his handsome face.


    The hazy street lamp enlightened every trait of Ruan Jing Tian''s face. His sharp eyes turned soft under the yellow light. The shadow cast on half of his face, making his nose bridge look higher than usual. But nothing could beat those bad-boy smiles he had on his face.


    "Is that even a joke?" He titled his head and squinted his eyes.


    "Could you appreciate my attempt to be nice?" Xia Sha rolls her eyes before a giggle escapes from her mouth.


    Xia Sha''s friendly gesture and giggles somehow pushed Ruan Jing Tian to catch up with her light step. They walked side by side to the convenience store on the apartment block.


    "Attempt to be nice? Come on! That sounds terrifying than doomsdays," Ruan Jing Tian pretended as if he is afraid of Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched. She expanded her arm to hit Ruan Jing Tian''s back. However, she stopped in the midway when she sees Ruan Jing Tian close his eyes. He seems prepared to accept her barbaric action.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips into a hard line before she retracted her arms.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, you are my best friend. I don''t want to lose you. Ever," she suddenly said.


    Ruan Jing Tian opens his eyes and stands in his straight posture in slow motion. Naturally, he is the person who will choose to avert his gaze and walked away when he knew he is about to hear something he does want to hear.


    But there is something in Xia Sha''s eyes that he could not resist. It slowly bewitched him and began to control his mind. He could not look away, not even for a second.


    "Xia Sha-" Ruan Jing Tian tried to call her name in the hope she could stop whatever she wanted to say.


    What is this?


    Is this the end of their friendship?


    How could he be so stupid and ruin everything like this?


    Ruan Jing Tian slowly regretted being so stubborn at that time. He blames his heart for being too stupid for thinking that he still stands a chance.


    He should have listened to Xia Sha and go away the moment she said she wanted to be left alone.


    It just his heart could not stand watching her broke into pieces. Or maybe it''s the urge to make his move while Guan Xian is not around. He thinks that perhaps if he stays longer on her side and lets her lean on his shoulder.


    Perhaps he could finally stay on her heart when Guan Xian stays right now.


    Perhaps he doesn''t have to watch in the sides ways again.


    Is just a perhaps. Because in reality, Ruan Jing Tian needs to face the consequences that he cannot bear from the moment he realized he might have fallen in love with this amazing girl, Xia Sha.


    "Ruan Jing Tian, I''m sor-"


    "Stop it. I beg you. Just don''t say anything," Ruan Jing Tian begged, his eyes got redded without his notice.


    "Jing Tian," Xia Sha whispered her name. Her melodious voice carries a tone of sadness.


    "If you want to tell me that you can''t recuperate my feeling. That is alright. I''m standing with my words before. I would not even try to cross that line ever again. But please don''t throw our friendship away. I don''t think I could live on without-" Ruan Jing Tian could not finish his words when he felt a soft skin pressed against his lips.


    Xia Sha blinked and finally smiled when Ruan Jing Tian went quiet with his words.


    "Silly! What nonsense are you spouting? Who could throw you away?" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and said with a fake angry voice.


    "You had too much imagination! I could never possibly break years of our friendship like it never matters to me. Do I look like that type of person?" Xia Sha titled her head.


    "No," Ruan Jing Tian answer almost immediately.


    "Hm, you know I''m not that type of person. However, I do think we need to talk and a closure. Ruan Jing Tian, you know that I could not return your feeling for me, and I apologize for that. I''m thankful for all the time we spend together and all of the care and love you poured into our friendship. However-"


    "You said you would not break off our relationship like it never mattered before!" Ruan Jing Tian cut Xia Sha out of panic when she began to apologize.


    Xia Sha clicked her tongue when Ruan Jing Tian''s impatience disturbed her speech.


    "Wei! I was giving you an option to broke this relationship if it''s too hard for you! However, you need to remember that you promised Kai Xin and her baby. And Kai Xin is my best friend. You could not avoid me forever. So, I was thinking, that-"


    "There is no need for that! I would not take that option!" Ruan Jing Tian cut off Xia Sha for the second time because he is anxious this time.


    Xia Sha sighed and looked at Ruan Jing Tian with an annoyed gaze.


    "If you had made your decision, why haven''t you hug me yet? I am your best friend!" Xia Sha frowned and look at Ruan Jing Tian as if he is a disappointment.


    Ruan Jing Tian could not explain how his heartbeat at the moment. He does not understand the feeling that bursts inside his body. All he knew is that he felt happiness once he pulled her under his embrace.


    He is beyond grateful that he did not lose their friendship because of his stupidity!


    "Gosh! I thought I am going to lose my best friend," Xia Sha murmured in between their embrace, letting out the heavy burden she carried inside.


    Ruan Jing Tian is about to reply that she is being overconfident because he would always cling to her best friend even when she does not want him anymore. But the word just stuck on his throat when he saw a tall figure across his position.


    Pushing Xia Sha away from his chest, he gradually informed Xia Sha.


    "Xia Sha, that is-"

 Chapter 182 - Its All About Women And Self-empowerment!

    Xia Sha look confused when Ruan Jing Tian suddenly took a step back from her. She furrowed her eyebrow upon watching the guilty expression on Ruan Jing Tian''s face.


    "What?" Xia Sha asked.


    Ruan Jing Tian pressed his lips into a thin line. His eyes quietly traveled to the man standing a few steps away from them. Xia Sha followed his gaze and stunned when she heard a familiar voice.


    "In need of beer?"


    A man in his black trench coat stares straight at Xia Sha''s eyes. His intense but emotionless eyes stirred Xia Sha''s heart the moment their eyes meet.


    The glow from the white LED light reflected on his eyes and enlighten part of his perfect side. In contrast to the soft vibes Ruan Jing Tian emitters under the dimmed street lamp, that man gives a magnificent aura as he steals everyone''s attention.


    There always something different about the man. He is the type of person who enjoys fading into the background in the middle of a drama. But in that way, he stood out.


    He shows no usual bright smiles as he usually does, only a pair of cold eyes and a stoic expression.


    "What are you doing here?" Xia Sha''s voice comes out cracked. One could hear the hesitance and nervousness on her tone.


    Ruan Jing Tian could tell from his point of view how big that man is affecting Xia Sha with his presence. He has not even shown much emotion of words, but Xia Sha could not take her eyes off from him.


    He felt someone just put a burden on his heart as he stood in between their ways. Especially when that man clenched his jaw and suddenly excluded ominous iciness.


    "I''ll get the beer. You guys, take your time to talk," he quickly excuses himself and takes off to the convenience store.


    "Eh, wait," Xia Sha wanted to stop Ruan Jing Tian, but he had disappeared inside the bright store.


    Xia Sha took a deep breath and averted her gaze from Ruan Jing Tian. Pretending that the man in the black trench coat never exists, she turned and walked back to the apartment building.


    The man''s expression got ugly that instant. He gritted his teeth and put his pride aside to fasten his step and caught her wrist.


    "Xia Sha!" He called her name.


    "Let me go," Xia Sha answer coldly as soon as he stops her. She did not even turn around to look at him.


    "I need to talk to you," he asked, tightening his finger around the petite wrist.


    "I think I''ve made it clear last time we talk, Young Master Guan," Xia Sha close both of her eyelids, a useless attempt she hopes could give her strength to stand still.


    Guan Xian stares at the cold back of his girl. A strike of amusement color his eyes. He has always known Xia Sha is stubborn, and he keeps trying to adjust himself. With every time they fought, Xia Sha always surprised him with how strong-headed she could become.


    "Stop pretending to be cold and thorny, could you? We both know I will never listen and believe hurtful words that come out from your mouth," Guan Xian answers as he pulled her hand and turned her around.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes in shock when her body suddenly swirled towards Guan Xian. Using both of her hands, she landed perfectly on his chest. Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and tried to retract herself once she realized their intimate position.


    But, how could she beat the opportunist?


    Before she could move an inch, Guan Xian''s arm had circled Xia Sha''s waist. A proud grin decorates his face as he looked at Xia Sha.


    "That is right! That is how you should greet your boyfriend," Guan Xian squeezed his baby girl with a delightful heart. He almost forgot his anger from seeing Xia Sha hugging Ruan Jing Tian before.


    "Do you know how much I miss you? "


    Guan Xian suddenly grumbles as he nuzzled his defined jaw against Xia Sha''s silky hair.


    "Can''t you relent for once and text me first? How dare you ignore your angry boyfriend for five days?" Guan Xian shook his head.


    Xia Sha froze as her cheek and nose brushed past Guan Xian''s chest. Slowly she looked up and stare deep into those deep brown eyes. There is a trace of doubt before she furrowed her eyebrow in anger.


    "Oh? Do you want to talk right now? Because the last time I remember, you don''t want to talk to me," She retorted.


    Guan Xian''s lips curved upwards involuntary. Xia Sha might act and look sarcastic, but somehow she sounds like wanting to be coaxed in his ears.


    "You are throwing a fit because I gave you a little cold shoulder?" Guan Xian teased Xia Sha with a knowing glint in his eyes.


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes and scoffed.


    "What exactly your purpose tonight? Don''t you understand that I''m only playing around and never really had a genuine feeling for you? I''m only using you for my benefit. I am bad like that. You should settle for a better girl."


    Xia Sha bit her tongue when she finished her sentence. She finds it funny that the words that come out of her mouth could cause her to be overwhelmed by anguish and sadness all of sudden.


    Xia Sha just realized that she hurt herself when she tries to push him away.


    She realized that her heart shattered into pieces when she tries to broke his heart.


    It almost becomes a dramatic scene in drama if Guan Xian did not act like Guan Xian.


    "Here we go again," Guan Xian mumbles when he looked away from Xia Sha for a short time. Xia Sha got dumbfounded upon watching Guan Xian''s response.


    "..."


    "What is that supposed to mean?" Xia Sha frown and instantly push Guan Xian''s away.


    Her honest and impromptu reaction makes Guan Xian broke into a burst of laughter. Xia Sha stomped his feet as her face darkened. The barrier between them slowly dissipates.


    Guan Xian could not stop laughing, but he anticipated the situation if Xia Sha wanted to run away from him again. Clinging closely to Xia Sha, he caught her arm and held his breath to surpass his urge to laugh.


    "Guan Xian! What so funny?" Xia Sha got annoyed.


    "It''s because I knew what you are about to say next. You are going to say that You are not worthy of me, right?" Guan Xian titled his head while he shows a silly grin to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha, who had ''I am not worthy of you,'' hang on the tip of her tongue: "..."


    "That is so not true. Stop trying to act as if you know me so well," Xia Sha frowned and tried to look nonchalant.


    "You aren''t going to say that? Finally! I''m so glad you decided to throw that nonsense out from your paradigm!" Guan Xian put his arm around Xia Sha''s shoulder and kissed the top of her head in one swift movement.


    Xia Sha once again froze as she stood rooted on the spot.


    Guan Xian bought her into this extreme roller coaster of emotion that Xia Sha could not even catch up with her feeling right now. A minute before, negative thoughts almost consume her, but another minute later, a whole damn zoo filled her stomach.


    Xia Sha looking like a lost child, bring a sense of happiness and joy for Guan Xian. He could not stop looking, hoping that the time could stop for a while. But he couldn''t, so the moment he realized, a stinging pain had left a mark on her arm.


    Yep, Xia Sha has smacked his arm as her lame way to revenge.


    "Tsk, Tsk, Tsk, you could hit me for all you want, but you could not break up with me!" Guan Xian let out his tongue to annoy Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha gritted her teeth and forcefully closed her eyelids. She tried to control her breathing and calm her inner self, who had been dying to choke Guan Xian to death!


    How could someone be this annoying and handsome at the same time! She is so angry!


    -So angry that she forgets she is supposed to stay away from him.


    "Who are you to tell? I am going to break up with you if I want. That is my right, and that is what I am going to do! It''s all about women and self-empowerment!" Strong-headed Xia Sha dominates the war once again.


    "Uh-huh. Then so, why did you let my grandmother affect and steal that right from being with me? Why did you let her measure our compatibility and tell you what to do?" Guan Xian suddenly stops grinning at look at Xia Sha with his solemn gaze.


    Guan Xian''s brief remark felt like a heavy hammer that shattered Xia Sha''s pride and heart.. She suddenly could not look back at him.

 Chapter 183 - Would You Be Happy If I Left You Alone?

    "So you know about your grandmother. Is that why you choose to come today?" Xia Sha sucked her lower lips and talked without looking at her interlocutors. The tone coming out from her mouth sounds soothing and calm, a direct opposite of the turmoil she felt inside her heart.


    "No. Yes. No. I come today because Xiao Ni told me you are throwing a housewarming party. And I- I thought I could use that as an excuse to see you," Guan Xian controlled the overflowing emotion that rushed out from his thought.


    He could not bring to say that he almost went crazy these five days.


    Think of that the company is facing a crucial time after the news rushing like a tsunami, Guan Xian must admit, in shame, that he did not give out his maximum performance this time.


    He could not think properly.


    He could not talk properly.


    He could not seems to get things right.


    Heck! he could not even sleep or normally eat for these five days.


    Guan Xian suddenly becomes dysfunctional without Xia Sha. He did not realize how much impact Xia Sha made in his life.


    This thought had lead Guan Xian to some conclusion. A conclusion that he falls deeper in love with Xia Sha while he tried to make her loves him.


    And that is such a dangerous state because he hands out his heart and life to Xia Sha, knowing pretty damn clear that she could drop it to the ground whenever she wants but still willingly give it to her.


    If it''s not love, Guan Xian did not know what it is anymore.


    If it''s not trust, Guan Xian could not understand his feeling anymore.


    If it''s not faith, Guan Xian can''t trust anything in this world anymore.


    Guan Xian looked at the woman that makes him acted like a crazy man quietly, trying to deliver these high vibrational frequencies from his thought and action, hoping that it would touch Xia Sha''s cold heart and make her understand.


    "I come today because I wanted to see you," Guan Xian''s gentle voice tickles Xia Sha''s ear gently.


    Xia Sha finally looked up and locked her eyes upon his.


    Those sharp and beautiful eyes look clear under the light from the moon. Guan Xian got bewitched by Xia Sha every time her chest rose and fall. He could not get over how excited he becomes every time Xia Sha is around. It just-


    Why is a deep sadness in those beautiful eyes?


    That twinkled effect, does that coming from the crystal of tears?


    "But for what? Why did you show up when you knew our situation is impossible? What is the use of raising my hope only to crashed it to the ground again?"


    Xia Sha''s voice is slightly trembling in her attempt to look strong. She pressed her lips to prevent sob from coming out from her mouth.


    Guan Xian is panicked when Xia Sha reveals her genuine emotion. Suddenly all the words he had to arrange got stuck on his throat when Xia Sha stare deep into his soul, probing him with a question.


    "Baby, listen to me first," Guan Xian took a step closer to Xia Sha and gently touched both of her slim cheeks.


    "Don''t baby me," Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow. She heard herself creating a weird voice because Guan Xian is squeezing her cheek.


    "No! I am going to call you ''baby''! Because you are my baby!"


    "I am not!"


    "You are!"


    "Am not!"


    "You are!"


    "AM NOT!"


    "YOU ARE! AND YOU ARE LOVED! BY ME, BY YOU FAMILY, BY MY FAMILY! I see that the only person that doesn''t love you is yourself. Why did you do this to yourself? Why did you let others take your happiness away?"


    "You are talking a bunch of nonsense! I did not love myself? Who are to judge that for me?" Xia Sha''s glare turned hateful as she pries Guan Xian''s hand from her face.


    "Let others take my happiness away? What makes you so sure that you are my happiness? Haven''t you hear that happiness comes within yourself? I am happy right now because I have myself. Rather than fighting the situations. Do you think I would be happy if I stayed even when your grandmother did not like me? Do you think that will make me happy in our relationship?"


    Guan Xian pressed his lips into a hard thin line. He shook his head and clenched his hand.


    "That is not what I meant. What I meant is you should choose to live you wanted. The life that will make you happy. You don''t let other limit your option you could take in your life!"


    "And what did you want me to do? Go against the grandmother that you love with all of your heart?!" Xia Sha raised her voice. Anger starts to burn her ego and mind.


    "No! But at least you could explain yourself to her! Like I did! I''ve explained to my grandmother your situation, and she could understand! She isn''t standing on our way anymore. She has given her blessing to us!" Guan Xian replied with the same tone as Xia Sha has used before, cold and cynical. It almost sounds like an accusation in Xia Sha''s ear.


    ''You did not love me. You never fight for me,''


    That is what resonates in Xia Sha''s mind that she suddenly turn defensive.


    "I choose not to explain myself. Then what about it? I don''t want to be with you. I want to be left alone. It''s not even because of your grandmother. What about it?" Xia Sha raised her chin in an opposing manner.


    Guan Xian looks at Xia Sha wearing an emotionless expression. He deeply rooted in his place and giving off a weird aura from his body. It''s something Xia Sha saw coming from him before. But one thing for sure, it''s terrifying.


    "You want to be left alone?" He renunciate Xia Sha''s last world with a questioning tone. His voice is clear and deep at the same time, subconsciously raising Xia Sha''s awareness.


    His eyes were calm and scary at the same time. It''s the name gaze a lion shown when he slowly hunts his prey. If he wants to say something from his gaze, it must be ''be careful with the words you''re going to say.''


    Hence Xia Sha did not answer his question with words but with action. She nods her head before turning her back, wanting to left him.


    But again, Guan Xian catches her wrist and turns her around. Xia Sha is not surprised this time. Instead, she is expecting Guan Xian would stop her and coax her like he usually does.


    Xia Sha wanted Guan Xian to know that she did not mean everything she said. She does not want to be left alone. Xia Sha wants to be with him. She would fight for him if she could, and she wants to make their relationship work. So bad.


    Xia Sha wants Guan Xian to know everything, but she only doesn''t want to say it.


    "Would you be happy if I left you alone?" Guan Xian asked in a stoic tone, raising the suffocating air they share.


    Xia Sha looks at those deep brown eyes that she loves. A burgeoning sense of uneasiness suddenly creates a painful hallow in her chest. Her voice comes out choked as she nods her head.


    "No!" her head scream.


    "Yes," she answers in a small voice, almost as she is whispering hesitantly.


    Guan Xian stares deep into her eyes. He is trying to see the truth behind the words she said. He stares quietly for a few seconds before he broke a mocking smile.


    "Okay. If that is what you want, I will leave you alone."


    Guan Xian replied with a calm tone, staring back at Xia Sha with his blank gaze. As if it does not affect him. As if he does not have any feeling for her.


    ''What? He agrees?'' The panicked voice inside Xia Sha''s mind began to horrify her.


    ''Xia Sha! What are you doing? You must be crazy!''


    Xia Sha felt the world stop to watch her blink slowly as Guan Xian spoke. A burst of loud mocking laughter filled her ears as she looks Guan Xian slowly turned his back.


    Her finger flinched, she raised her hand, wanting to prevent his departure. Xia Sha knew she only needs to apologize and said she did not mean the words she had said. Xia Sha knew she should not let pride get in her way.


    But her tongue could not move. She choked on her own words as Guan Xian cold back getting smaller and smaller while she stands rooted in her place.


    ~


    Why did I let you walk away?


    When all I had to do was say ''I''m sorry.


    I let my pride get in the way (in the way)


    In the heat of the moment, I was to blame.


    I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind


    Now in the cold light of the day, I realize.


    Mirror, Mirror hanging on the wall,


    You don''t have to tell me,


    Who''s the biggest fool of all.


    Mirror, Mirror I wish you could lie to me.


    And bring my baby back,


    Bring my baby back to me.


    -Mirror Mirror by M2M

 Chapter 184 - You Said You Want To Be Alone

    Guan Xian did not even wait for her to go. He just left her in the cold lobby as if they never knew each other before.


    Xia Sha wanted to call him a cruel man, but she does realize that she is more destructive than that sweet man. It''s not in her place to complain about him.


    Xia Sha pushed him away, again and again, when the only thing that Guan Xian does is fighting for them. It''s the right decision for him to walk away from her.


    Xia Sha is dragging Guan Xian down.


    And she grows up surrounded by toxic people. Subconsciously or not, Xia Sha knew she tended to be the same type of person as a person as the people in her environment.


    Watching Guan Xian disappear between the night pained Xia Sha heart. But somehow, she could manage to return to her place without crying.


    Somehow Xia Sha could pretend that nothing happens before and spend the night with the girls.


    Somehow Ruan Jing Tian pretended nothing happen as he opens the beer can.


    Somehow Xia Sha could force a smile out from her lips when Zheng Shuang make a joke about Xiao Yu.


    Somehow it does not rip her heart when Xiao Ni talked about Guan Xian.


    Somehow she could send them off with a smile the very next morning.


    There are too many somehow that Xia Sha could not differentiate the reality with images on her mind anymore. She did not realize how fake and yet- strong she is until now.


    Xia Sha lives her life as she would regularly do.


    She takes a shower and takes her book after lunch. She tried to immerse herself inside the book, but her eyes keep darting at the phone on her lap.


    Xia Sha keeps repeating her weird cycle before she had enough. She throws her book away and picks her phone up. She looked at a specific profile picture of the man and wrote a sentence of words with her trembling hand.


    Xia Sha: "I''m sorry, I should not say that last night. Can we talk?"


    She pressed the send button with a heart almost bursting.


    Only to get an instant reply from the application service.


    This user hasn''t added you as a friend, or you''ve got blocked :).


    "!!!"


    It''s so unexpected that Xia Sha let out a loud gasp from her lung. Her eyes widen, perfectly formed a 360-degree circle. She wrinkles her nose and puts down her phone carelessly.


    "He blocks me?" she asked herself, looking in disbelief as she stares at her phone on the side table. Her chest is moving up and down as she indecisively takes her phone for the second time.


    Her slender finger moves its way to another contact on her friend list. Without any hesitation, Xia Sha clicked on Xiao Ni''s beautiful profile picture. Without a breathing pause, she sends her the screenshot she just took.


    She sucked her lower lips and regretted her impulsive action as soon as Xiao Ni read her message. Xia Sha wanted to bury herself inside a hole when ''Xiao Ni is typing'' written on the top of the chat.


    She unsent the picture right away, even though she knew it wouldn''t change anything.


    Xiao Ni: HAHAHA!


    Xiao Ni: HE DARES TO CALL ME PETTY WHEN HE FREAKING BLOCK HIS GIRLFRIEND AFTER A FIGHT!


    Xiao Ni: Lols. Didn''t you two make up last night?


    Xiao Ni: Wait! I''ll talk to him!


    Xia Sha: No! Don''t talk to him.


    Xia Sha: I am sending you a message as my friend.


    Xiao Ni: Oke, Fine. So what do you want to say to him? I could help your middle guy.


    Xiao Ni: No worries.


    Xiao Ni: Free charge for you!


    Xia Sha read Xiao Ni''s text and her brain suddenly went blank. Right, what should she said now?


    Initially, she wanted to apologize and talk to him. But after chatting with Xiao Ni, she realized that she had nothing to talk about with Guan Xian.


    Apologize?


    Well, Xia Sha needs to do that, but she could not fulfill Guan Xian''s demands to be in a relationship right now. And she knew the problem did not lay on Guan Xian. It''s on her.


    The problem is always on her.


    The insecurities and trust issues inside her subconscious mind are limited her options. Xia Sha did not believe that she could be in a relationship that lasted for a long time. But every time she saw Guan Xian, they got reminded of their commitment.


    She is so selfish and coward like that.


    Especially after knowing the truth about her parents, she suddenly full of doubts about everything and every situation. Don''t forget Meng Ran and loads of her enemy. Sometimes Xia Sha felt so tired that she wanted to give up on this life.


    She never seems right in terms of judging human character, and Guan Xian excels in her valuation. What if-


    What if she got it wrong again?


    She couldn''t even understand her parents that she knew for her whole lifetime. How can she be right about Guan Xian?


    Xia Sha lost inside her thoughts for quite some time. She only realized Xiao Ni is waiting for her answer when Xiao Ni send another text. She picked up her phone hesitantly and read the new message.


    XN: Well, whatever it is, can you help me today?


    Xiao Ni: I need to find a wedding gown :(


    Xiao Ni: I''m getting married. If you forgot.


    Xiao Ni: Xia Sha?


    Xiao Ni: Hello???


    Xiao Ni: Anybody home?


    Xiao Ni: Sister in law! Where are you?


    Xiao Ni: *Angry gif*


    Xiao Ni: Hey! Are you alright?!


    The worried lines on Xia Sha''s face slowly disappear. A smile started to rise on her lips. She types her reply without even thinking.


    Xia Sha: Sure! I''ll wait for you in the lobby later ^^


    So Xia Sha waited for Xiao Ni in the lobby, wearing a comfortable dress and casual sneakers. The style she wears today is a 180-degree different from the ''Businesswoman Xia Sha'' the images that she builds for herself.


    She also did not draw the heavy lines of eyeliner on her eyelids. Instead, she wears minimal makeup with pair of sunglasses.


    Xia Sha is ready to help Guan Xiao Ni find her dream wedding dress. But Xiao Ni never appears in the lobby. No matter how long Xia Sha wanted to wait.


    But Guan Xian does.


    He is wearing the same series of sunglasses Xia Sha wears right now and a dark blue hoodie. He looks too casual for the CEO of Guan Corporation. Nevertheless, he could never hide his aura and handsome face.


    Xia Sha notices him right away as he steps out from his black Maybach. A frown appears on Xia Sha''s face almost instantly. She grabs her phone and turns her body in an attempt to ignore Guan Xian.


    -And history always repeats itself.


    Xia Sha should have known Guan Xian could always catch up and caught her with his long legs. It felt like a deja vu how gentle he grabs her wrist. The only difference that tells Xia Sha that she is living reality right now is how Guan Xian pulls her without saying anything.


    The ever chatty Guan Xian even give up communicating with her.


    So she ends up in the same car with Guan Xian. Again. And he is still giving Xia Sha a cold shoulder. Guan Xian did not even bother to steal glances at her. Guan Xian is just doing his job, driving as if Xia Sha is not sitting next to him.


    It''s suffocating. But Xia Sha realized that is what she wanted in the first place. Guan Xian only granted her wishes. She should deal with the situation and the pain.


    ''Xia Sha, it''s okay. You only need to ride this car so you could support Xiao Ni afterward. You cannot cry! It is what you wanted. You asked for this, so you need to bear the consequences? Okay?" She chanted on her mind like a madwoman.


    Xia Sha is so busy helping herself to get over the situation. She did not realize Guan Xian had driven far away from the boutique Xiao Ni mention in the chat. It''s only until Guan Xian stopped the car and a great view of the sea welcomed her eyes, Xia Sha realized something amiss.


    "Where are we?" Xia Sha forgot her pride and looked over to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow slightly and pointed at the ship right in front of their car. Xia Sha closes her eyelids, trying to rearrange her question so she could get the proper answer.


    "I meant, what are we doing here?" Xia Sha pressed her lips into a worried line.


    Guan Xian, who seems disinterested the whole ride, suddenly shows a little interest on his face when he sees worries on Xia Sha''s face. A soft smirk appears on his lips as he stares deeply into Xia Sha''s soul.


    "You said you want to be alone. I''m going to giving you the right amount of space for you to think. Your present is there," Guan Xian grins, pointing at the ship as he tilted his head.


    Xia Sha suddenly regrets her decisions when she sees those lines of a devilish smirk.

 Chapter 185 - This Naughty Boy Deserves A Hit On His Butt

    Xia Sha hasn''t moved an inch from her place. The tingling sensation of sands sliding between her toes never felt so funny before. The crash of the surf slowly gets familiar on her ears as her sight filled with unlimited water over the horizon.


    No matter how hard her brain is trying to process this weird situation, Xia Sha could not guest what plan Guan Xian had in his mind.


    Yes! That stinky guy is smiling widely on the ship as he enjoys the sea breeze on his yacht deck, facing Xia Sha. The situation reminds Xia Sha of the cinderella movie. Especially that part where the evil-step-sister bullying cinderella.


    -Featuring Guan Xian as the evil step-brother.


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes and fixed her sight upon Guan Xian.


    "GUAN XIAN! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? TAKE ME BACK HOME!" Xia Sha shouted when Guan Xian walked inside the yacht.


    Xia Sha''s heart almost stopped when she thought Guan Xian wanted to leave her alone on this deserted island. There is nothing in this place except for sand, sea, and frightening woods behind her. This situation is Xia Sha''s new definition of NIGHTMARE!


    Alone, out of nowhere, how could she survive the night?!


    How could he do this to her?


    "GUAN XIAN! YOU BASTARD! DON''T GO!" Xia Sha shouted and tried to fasten her pace towards Guan Xian in the yacht''s deck.


    The ''devil'' suddenly coming out from the cockpit room with a glass of wine in his hand. The half unbuttoned white shirt makes him look exactly like a mean landlord.


    When did he change?


    Wait. That is not important! What important is why does he bring her here? Does this is how he took revenge?


    "Guan Xian!" Xia Sha called his name loudly even when she had gritted her teeth in anger. She glared at him with a deathful gaze that Guan Xian saw before.


    Guan Xian suddenly got goosebumps, but he hides them perfectly behind his row of perfect teeth.


    "Calling for me already? I thought you wanted to be left alone?" He pursed his lips with an innocent tone, making Xia Sha eager to puke right at that moment.


    "I want to be left alone, but-"


    "See! You want to be left alone. Isn''t this private island perfect for you? You can enjoy your day alone. No one can bother you here. Isn''t this what you wanted the day you left with Ruan Jing Tian?" Guan Xian cynically raised his eyebrow, looking sarcastic as he laid sipped his wine elegantly.


    Xia Sha is so angry that her breath almost chokes her to death. Her finger curled into a hard fist as she clenched her slim jaws.


    "I don''t need you to bring me here! I could be alone in my apartment. And even if I wanted to be alone on a deserted island, I DON''T NEED YOU TO BRING ME THERE!" Xia Sha fume in anger, trying to knock some sense into Guan Xian''s brain.


    "Well, I''m just helping you~ But you never appreciate my effort. Why?" Guan Xian murmured, but he used a loud enough voice so Xia Sha could hear.


    "I do appreciate you! I do! But-" Xia Sha is so agitated that she jumped on the sand as she answers.


    "You do? Then enjoy this deserted island. After all, this is your wish," Guan Xian spread out his hand, show casting the beauty of nature with his handsome boyish charm.


    "Guan Xian," Xia Sha called his name again, with the sign of warning this time.


    Guan Xian raised his hand, using a gesture as if he knew what Xia Sha wanted to say.


    "Don''t worry. I won''t disturb you again. You want to be left alone. I got it," Guan Xian nods his head frantically, pressing his lips into a thin smile as he signals the helmsman to start the yacht.


    Xia Sha widened her eyes when Guan Xian started waving his hand. The surge of panic come rushing into her body. In a rush, she runs into the moving yacht, wetting the bottom of her dress.


    "GUAN XIAN! YOU ARE NOT DOING THIS TO ME!"


    "What?" Guan Xian moves his ear in her direction, but his yacht started to get smaller in Xia Sha''s sight.


    "THIS IS NOT FUNNY!"


    "I am not trying to make it funny~" Guan Xian mischievously grinned.


    "HEY!!!"


    "What? I cannot hear you!"


    "I AM GOING TO SUE YOU WHEN I GET BACK TO THE CITY!"


    "I CANNOT HEAR YOU!!!" Guan Xian shouted back because he is getting farther from the island.


    "GUAN XIAN! COMEBACK!"


    That is the last scream that shaken the island before Xia Sha gives up. The images of Guan Xian laughing his ass off on the deck imprinted on her mind. She bit her lower lips and walked back to the shore.


    "I am so going to kill that bastard!" Xia Sha murmured under her breath.


    "I am so going to kill that bastard," Xia Sha forced a smile and talked to a crab when she spotted them.


    "I AM SO GOING TO KILL THAT BASTARD!!!" Xia Sha screams, shaking the whole island that all of the birdies fly away.


    ***


    "Tsk! I don''t know if this is a good idea or not," Xiao Ni clicked her tongue after she reread Xia Sha''s message.


    "Eh? What troubled you? Is it the wedding?" Grandmother Guan raised her eyebrow gently when she heard Xiao Ni''s mumbling to herself.


    Xiao Ni looked up and tilted her head to face grandmother Guan. She pressed her lips into a severe line before she shook her head as if it''s an impossible case. Without saying anything, Xiao Ni looked down and talking to herself again.


    Xiao Ni repeatedly doing the same routine worried and annoyed grandmother Guan. Grandmother Guan whacked her tight and put on a fierce expression when Xiao Ni look at her.


    "Grandmother! It''s hurt!" Xiao Ni complained and pouted at her grandmother.


    "The next smack will be more than that if you don''t tell grandmother what bothers you? Did Wang Kai bully you?" Grandmother furrowed her eyebrow.


    Xiao Ni shook her head and tried to avert her gaze from grandmother Guan. She played with her finger on the lap as steal glances with a suspicious face.


    Grandmother Guan raised her hand, and Xiao Ni immediately covers her tight.


    "It''s not Wang Kai! It''s brother! Brother is bullying Xia Sha! He took Xia Sha to a deserted island and left her alone there," Xiao Ni exposed Guan Xian in one sentence. And because she said it loudly, mother and father Guan, whose approaching grandmother Guan rounded their eyes.


    "WHAT?!" Grandmother Guan, Mother Guan, and Father Guan shouted at the same time.


    "My God! What did he do again?" Mother Guan comes rushing like a bolt of thunder. She has stood next to Xiao Ni in a blink of an eye.


    "My poor child. How can Guan Xian do that to a girl?" Grandmother Guan''s face looks worried and pale as soon as she imagines Xia Sha and Guan Xian on a deserted island.


    "Xiao Ni! Your brother is wrong this time. You cannot help him cover-up!" Father Guan''s face turned stern as he pressures Xiao Ni to spill everything.


    "Xia Sha broke up with brother immediately after grandmother calls her that night. Then brother comes to grandmother and explained everything. Grandmother had given them her blessing, so big brother went to Xia Sha to coax her. That night Xia Sha invited several friends to celebrate her house warming party. I told my brother about it and helped him to spy on Ruan Jing Tian," Xiao Ni stopped to catch her breath, then she seriously looked at grandmother Guan.


    "Grandmother, big-brother had a lot of love rivals. But this Ruan Jing Tian is Xia Sha''s best friend for a very long time. They are very close, and she cared for him a lot. So I agree on helping my brother spying on them. I forgot what happen that night, but Xia Sha went with that guy to buy a beer. Brother is waiting downstairs. They talked, and brother does not seem happy when we head back."


    Xiao Ni once again stopped and caught her breath. She talked so fast that she almost choked on her saliva. Three pairs of eyes remain to wait on her to finish her story. She frowned at them with an aggrieved look, but before she could complain, grandmother Guan had shot her a ''finish your story!'' glare.


    She scoffed and gritted her teeth.


    "Fine! Xia Sha said she wanted to be left alone. So brother decided to leave her alone. Today Xia Sha send me a screenshot of her chat with her brother. Apparently, mom, your dearest son had blocked Xia Sha."


    "I wonder where does that pettiness comes from," father Guan glance at mother Guan. Mother Guan shot him an irritated look and shushed him.


    "I told my brother that he shouldn''t act like that. I showed him the screenshot and he suddenly got up from his bed! He took my phone and tricked Xia Sha into coming with him. I tried to figure out his plan, so I tricked Bother Ji. Who knows he will leave Xia Sha alone on a deserted island?!"


    "Sigh, this naughty boy deserves a hit on his butt," grandmother Guan sighed before she shook her head. She glances at father Guan and pressed her wrinkled lips together.


    "Why are you still here? save that young lady from your son!"


    Father Guan: "..."


    Father Guan nodded his head and immediately head out with mother Guan. But before they disappear from the beautiful garden, grandmother''s Guan voice stops their pace.


    "Wait!" Grandmother Guan makes everybody froze.


    Xiao Ni: "?"


    Father Guan: "?"


    Mother Guan: "?"


    "You could not possibly leave this old woman alone, don''t you? I''m going too!"

 Chapter 186 - I Love Your Craziness

    When Xia Sha waited for Xiao Ni in the lobby, it''s two at noon already. So it''s not surprising if the sun almost set after spending some time on the deserted island.


    Xia Sha sat outside her little cottage like a lost child. She hugged her legs and lay her cheek on her knee.


    She still could not believe that Guan Xian left her alone on a deserted island like this. She knew he could be petty sometimes, but she did not realize his pettiness could be this extreme.


    Hah, she should listen to her guts before. Guan Xian is dangerous. She shouldn''t mess with him in the first place.


    Look at her states right now?


    She looks like an abandoned puppy with nothing but an empty cottage. That petty man did not even prepare food or a single toothbrush for her.


    The only thing that makes her heart calm and stops cursing Guan Xian is the pretty view of mother nature. The sight is breathtaking that Xia Sha hasn''t got bored after sitting in front of her cottage for two hours now.


    She had taken a load of pictures on the low battery phone.


    After spending time alone on this deserted island for quite some time, she actually could enjoy herself.


    If only she bought her necessities with her. Xia Sha would forget Guan Xian completely and leave alone on this deserted island as he suggested!


    Hmph! She wanted to curse every time she remembers him now!


    Alas, on time like this, Xia Sha does enjoy herself while rethinking a lot of decisions she made before. Before she realized it, the sun has set behind the great ocean.


    "Hah, I miss my dad," she blurted out without thinking.


    It surprised her after she heard herself.


    Did she miss Xia Qi Feng? Guess she does.


    His face always the first one to appears on her mind when she faces difficulties.


    Wait- No.


    After high school, Xia Qi Feng''s face never appears on her mind when she had a problem anymore. Instead, she would remember Xiao Zhan or her best friend. It just recently Guan Xian took that place. But that damned jerk had-


    Wait! Why did she think about that man again!


    "Stop thinking about Guan Xian!" Xia Sha mumbles to herself with a frown.


    She took a deep sigh and stared at the sand on her foot.


    Xia Sha played with them mindlessly. She stayed in the position for a few minutes and back to her sense when she felt ticklish tears running down her leg.


    Xia Sha did not realize she had been crying when she did not even bother to think about anything. Her a pang of sadness suddenly suffocating her heart. She could not see things clearly as tears blurred her sight.


    "Xia Sha, it''s alright. You are strong. These too shall pass," she murmured to herself.


    "Xia Sha, it''s alright. You are strong. These too shall pass."


    "Xia Sha, it''s alright. You are strong. These too shall pass."


    "Xia Sha, it''s alright. You are strong. These too shall pass," she keeps mumbling to herself as she rocks her body back and forth. She felt a negative aura started to surround her the more she tried to calm herself.


    She pressed her lips and forced herself to keep chanting the magic mantra until she could not. She sobbed loudly, hugging herself as she buried her head between her leg.


    Xia Sha sobbed loudly and carelessly for the first time. She did not bother to surpass and hide the frustration that topped inside of her. Things that scared her, things that make her sad, things that caused her to build a tall fort to protect her mind.


    For the first time in years, she finally true to herself.


    "I don''t want to be alone," she sobbed loudly. Clear enough to make someone who had been watching her this whole time finally approached her. Without wasting time, that man pulled Xia Sha into a hug as he covers her head with his right hand.


    "I don''t want to be alone," Xia Sha broke down when she recognized the man who embraced her. The familiar scent and body are enough to make half of her tense nerve relaxed.


    "You are not alone. You will never be alone again. I am here," that man whispered gently, caressing Xia Sha''s silky hair as she cries on her chest.


    "I don''t want to be alone. I don''t want my dad and mom to leave me," Xia Sha sniffled, biting her lips as her tears meltdown like a waterfall.


    "They won''t. Your mom and dad love you so much. Why would they leave you alone?" Guan Xian said with a calm tone as if he wanted to said ''you are silly.''


    "But my mom, she- she almost left me without saying goodbye. How could I live if she- hiks, hiks, hiks, boohoo!"


    "But she did not leave you. She survived for you. Your mom and dad had done so much to show you that they will never leave you. Don''t you think?" Guan Xian said gently, patting Xia Sha''s back to calm her.


    "Yes, they did. And instead of trying to understand the situation clearly, I hate on my dad. I choose to be selfish and care for myself. Guan Xian, what to do? I''m scared," Xia Sha broke down into tears. She tightened her arm around Guan Xian''s stomach and cry, pouring all of her heart.


    "Even after knowing the truth, I could not stop feeling suffocated around them. It''s so confusing. I love my parents so much that I began to hate them. What should I do?"


    "I''m so unworthy to be loved. I hurt everyone that cares for me," Xia Sha paused without moving her head.


    "From grandfather to you. I hurt and bring trouble for every one of you. I don''t think I am worthy of your love and trust. I don''t think anyone should love and trust me because I am incapable to returned that back. I am a wrench! I deserved to die-"


    Xia Sha never finished her sentence because Guan Xian has stopped her from talking with his soft lips. He kissed her for a long time until she calms down and stops crying.


    "You could wail and lament as much as you wanted but never say things like that," Guan Xian stares deep into that teary eyes with serious eyes. He is not playing around with his words.


    Xia Sha choked and did not answer. She observed Guan Xian''s handsome face slowly distance its way as her thumb wipes away her tears.


    "Xia Sha, you might not strong as you appear to be. But I''m proud of you for living bravely day by day."


    "Xia Sha, you might not appear loveable with your words and thorny attitude. But I appreciate the truth coming out from your mouth."


    "Xia Sha, you are beyond gorgeous, and I don''t need more comment on that. Both of us know very well about it."


    "Xia Sha, you might think you are incapable for to trust someone ever again. But I am thankful that I could trust you," Guan Xian lay his forehead on Xia Sha''s at the end of the sentence.


    Xia Sha felt their nose tips touched as when she moves her fluttering eyelashes. She suddenly stops breathing as she absorbs every word that coming out from Guan Xian''s mouth.


    Somehow it helps her muddled mind think clearly for the first time.


    "I- I- I don''t know why I act like this. It just, everything is so overwhelming lately. That night of the charity, I found out that my mom and dad had lied to me. My mother suffers from lupus, and her kidney is falling. Hence my father agreed with Pang Ze Tian to save my mom," Xia Sha sighed deep and fell into Guan Xian''s shoulder. She stopped crying, but the pain in her heart hasn''t gone.


    "I don''t even know who or what to trust anymore. I- I couldn''t even trust myself no more," Xia Sha mumbles weakly.


    "You shouldn''t felt disappointed when someone lies to you. Instead, you should be proud that you are not the same kind as that person," Guan Xian smiles gently, brushing Xia Sha''s cheek.


    Guan Xian''s words suddenly lifted some of her burdens. Under the dimmed light from the moon and the small bulb of the cottage, Xia Sha rested her head on Guan Xian''s shoulder, smiling gently.


    "You could trust yourself. You are great. And if you want, you can also count on me, sometimes. Only if you want," Guan Xian grin, looking slightly at Xia Sha that lay on his shoulder.


    "And let you leave me alone in this deserted island again? No, thank you," Xia Sha roll her eyes and answer with a flat tone.


    "Well, as you see. I never leave you alone. But I will apologize for that. I promise I will never do that again! Watching your seat without moving for two hours is more torturing than breaking up with you!" Guan Xian chuckled, and Xia Sha giggles followed him.


    It''s funny how she always ends up with Guan Xian every time she turned into a madwoman. But she kind of likes it. And she hopes she could always stay like this with him. Forever.


    "I don''t know what did you see from me. Why did you remain here after witnessing all my craziness," Xia Sha looked at the ocean, smiling to herself when Guan Xian stretched his arm around her shoulder.


    "Maybe it''s because I love your craziness?" Guan Xian grinned. "Or maybe because I see this crazily beautiful future that I will lead with you," Guan Xian finished his sentence with a soft tone.


    Xia Sha closed her eyelids. Somehow she could see the future Guan Xian said as she heard the sound of the waves. Her lips stretched into a wide smile. Xia Sha suddenly reached for Guan Xian''s jaw and locked their eyes.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow and opened his mouth. He is going to ask what she wanted to do when she crushed her lips into his.


    The moment felt like a dream to Guan Xian.. Without wasting any time, he deepened their kiss as smiles appear in the middle of their entangled tongue.

 Chapter 187 - I Will Trust You

    Guan Xian slowly opens his eyes when those sweet lips escape from his traps. A mysterious veil of mist covers his eyes as he controls his breath. He takes a glance at the opposite of him, a gentle smile spread on his face, reflecting his revived souls.


    "Hungry?" he asked, taking out something from his pocket.


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes at him as her heart calmed down a bit. While waiting for Guan Xian to show something from his right hand, she tightened the suit around her body. She could not stop the cheeky smiles even when she had tried to press her lips together.


    Xia Sha does not even realize when he put his suit around her, but she is grateful for him.


    However, that smile instantly disappears from her face as soon as she looked at three candy on Guan Xian''s hand. Several bad scenarios started to play on her mind, but she tried to be positives as she took the orange flavor from Guan Xian''s hand.


    "When will your yacht come back? We are leaving the island at the moment, right?" She showed a pressed smile as she tilted her head at Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian nodded his head swiftly and looked at the vintage watches that wrapped his wrist. Xia Sha watched how Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow but concealed it with a grin the exact next second.


    "Yes, we supposed to leave the island tonight. I don''t know why the yacht hasn''t come back to pick us," He wrinkled his nose, pulling out his phone from his pants pocket.


    "Are you sure? Because we had nothing expect from an empty little cottage behind us," Xia Sha smile still, waiting patiently for Guan Xian to check his phone. Knowing well that it could not help much since there is no signal on this deserted island.


    Guan Xian nods his head without looking at Xia Sha. He keeps his eyes fixed on the screen. He seems to appear lost when he looked up to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes. She swears she could hear the worst possibilities coming out from Guan Xian''s lips. She swallowed her saliva and tried not to freak out.


    "What happens? Does the helmsman got beaten by piranha? Do we need to stay here for tonight?"


    Guan Xian''s jaw almost dropped to the sand.


    Piranha? Where does she get that wild idea?


    He doesn''t know that Xia Sha is a very imaginative person.


    "Baby, piranha lives in freshwater, not by the sea. And no, the helmsman is fine, and we don''t have to stay here for tonight."


    Xia Sha let out an exhaled air with a sense of relief after Guan Xian answered her question. She is fine as long as they did not have to spend a night on this deserted island.


    "So why do you act like something bad will happen?" Xia Sha huffed.


    "Because my butt might get kicked tonight," Guan Xian''s lips spread wide, but there is no happiness on his face. Instead, there is a mist of nightmare written on his handsome face.


    "Ah? Why? I am not going to kick your butt-ah."


    Xia Sha innocently stares at Guan Xian as she got lost in her thought.


    Although she could claim that Guan Xian is mean for tossing her into this deserted island. He never really leave her alone. He created enough space to think and excite the feeling that she hides deep in her heart.


    If Xia Sha needs to use the wound analogy, she felt she had passed the most painful phase. Today crying had her heart settle and calmed down after dredging the wound. And now it''s time to start healing it the right way.


    And this time, with this deadpan-looking man beside her, somehow she got excited looking for tomorrow.


    "Of course you are won''t kick my butt. In our terms, I should be the one who kicks your butt," Guan Xian let out his tongue, playing around with Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    "I''m not talking to you! You are confusing right now," Xia Sha murmured and looked away from Guan Xian.


    "Aiya, you don''t need my explanation. Just look at the sky and wait for our ride to arrive," Guan Xian pulled Xia Sha''s chin gently with his finger so he could see her face again.


    "Sky?" Xia Sha raised her right eyebrow and looked up to the dark sky.


    The deserted island is not too far away from the bright Capital City. But Xia Sha could see the star shining brightly here. Perhaps it''s because the only light on the island is coming from their little cottage, so the sky isn''t polluted with light. Hence the stars look more bright.


    Once again, Guan Xian bought a magnificent and breathtaking view to her.


    "How can you find so many secret places like this? Beautiful and isolated. Wait! Let me guess. Because you have too many fling and girlfriend, there are no places left for you to do things-that-shall-not-be-mention in the city, right?" Xia Sha pointed her finger at Guan Xian''s nose.


    Guan Xian pursued his lips and brushed aside Xia Sha''s finger lightly. He tilted his head and answered Xia Sha''s accusation with a forced smile.


    "First the piranha, now you come back with my past. I come to know this place because this is my grandfather''s private island, okay? Talking about the past, what about your friend. Have you made up with him?"


    "Friend? who?"


    Guan Xian averted away and refused to repeat his question. He looks funny to Xia Sha when he tried to hide his grimace.


    "Ah- Ruan Jing Tian. We are cool now, no worries."


    Guan Xian: "!!!"


    What do you meant that I''m worried that two of you aren''t cool with each other?! It''s the exact situation, alright?!


    Guan Xian becomes quiet as he directed his aggravation to the sand on his side. Xia Sha almost let out a giggle when she sees Guan Xian pouted while cursing under his breath. If she remembers correctly, she had never seen Guan Xian express his jealousy like this before.


    He usually would angry and cursed when he got jealous. But never to Xia Sha. Guan Xian always shows his jealousy to his subject of envy. So Xia Sha is enjoying watching Guan Xian sulking about Ruan Jing Tian. However, she also realized Ruan Jing Tian could get implicated more than this if she did not step up. Thus, she decided to let him calm down for some time before she talks to him.


    "I am forever friends with him. I don''t think there will be changing of statues any time soon."


    "What changing of statues?! He will never change his status with you! And stop mentioning his name. I''m furious to death every time I heard his name," Guan Xian replied coldly with his flat tone.


    "Why? Ruan Jing Tian is my best friend. What should I do if my future husband doesn''t get along with my best friend? I should consider-"


    Before Xia Sha could finish her sentence, Guan Xian had pulled her and stop her lips from moving -with his tongue.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and could not stop her cheek from getting all flustered. She suddenly felt so shy when he kissed her so openly.


    "From right now, I''m going to kiss you every time you doubt our commitment. Don''t say things that would traumatize me again," Guan Xian shh-ed Xia Sha with a careless manner. He is living the Michael Buble''s ''I get to kiss you just because I can'' type of personality.


    Xia Sha is rendered speechless. She looked at Guan Xian as if he is an impossible case. Guan Xian shamelessly smiles as he pinched Xia Sha''s cheek.


    "Nevermind. Now I realized that some things do not need an explanation. Rather than wasting your time thinking something that you could not control, better wasting it on things you love," Xia Sha stood up from her seat and suddenly pulled Guan Xian''s arm.


    "What do you want to do?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow but let Xia Sha drag him to the sea.


    Xia Sha did not reply to Guan Xian, but the direction of where they were going is pretty clear to answer him.


    "No, we can''t go into the water. It''s cold!" Guan Xian warned, trying to stop Xia Sha from going into the sea. But it''s too late as Xia Sha had run to the water happily.


    "I''m not afraid of the cold!"


    Xia Sha''s jolted as soon as her feet touched the sea. The cold water sobers her up from all the muddy ideas she had these past few days. She grinned and laughed at Guan Xian, who tried to catch up with her.


    "Guan Xian! You are never going to leave me alone, don''t you?" Xia Sha yells from her place, intertwining her hand behind her body. She smiles graciously at Guan Xian, who has stopped moving as he looked at her. Mesmerized.


    "En! I''m not going to leave you alone even if you pushed me away and said you want to be left alone!"


    Xia Sha giggled, then she nods her head.


    "I''ll trust you," she declares, which makes Guan Xian froze in his place. He blinked like an idiot and slapped his cheek. Xia Sha frowned when she watched Guan Xian hurt himself.


    "What are you doing?" she looked sullen, her voice filled with concern.


    "Please repeat what you say," Guan Xian asked instead of answering Xia Sha''s question.


    Xia Sha''s face changed bright immediately. She walked closer to her idiot and shouted in front of him.


    "I said, I will trust you this time!"


    "You what?"


    "I will trust you!"


    "BABY!" Guan Xian could not surpass the erupting happiness inside his heart. He strode forward and scooped Xia Sha with a wide grin on his face. Both of them laugh, didn''t even feel the cold from the splashing water around them.


    Xia Sha let out a squeal as she tightened her arm around Guan Xian''s neck. Guan Xian stopped spinning and looked at Xia Sha with a gentle gaze. The laughter died, and only silent smiles remain on each other faces.


    Slowly but sure, they cut the distance between them. Xia Sha closed her eyes once she felt their nose tip brushed. The roar of the waves become their music as they-


    Chuff Chuff Chuff Chuff


    They fall into the water because of loud wind and nosy voices from the helicopter copper.


    "GUAN XIAN! YOU STICKY BOY.. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY DAUGHTER IN LAW?!" A frightening scold comes from the beautiful sky filled with stars.

 Chapter 188 - But He Did Not Bully Me. Youve Misunderstood Him

    "GUAN XIAN! YOU STICKY BOY. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY DAUGHTER IN LAW?!"


    Xiao Ni covered her ear when her mother shouted like thunder in the middle of the ocean.


    "Mom! You aren''t getting your daughter-in-law if you embarrassed brother like that. Please let big brother keep some of his dignity."


    "Yes-ah! Even if Guan Xian did nothing today, your daughter-in-law if she sees her future mother-in-law roaring like an angry lion," Father Guan quickly added.


    "Look at you two ganging up again," Mother Guan scoffed angrily, but she stopped shouting and try to calm herself.


    Mother Guan could not wait for any second to hit Guan Xian''s butt. She comes out from the helicopter before the engine even stops. Father Guan seems to hold her back. That is why her voices arrived earlier before Guan Xian could see the person.


    Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow as he holds Xia Sha close to his chest. He could feel his baby girl is trembling in fear. Perhaps, it''s due to the cold water. But Guan Xian knew Xia Sha got her chills from the uninvited guest on the helicopter.


    When the chopper slows down, Xia Sha could see a glimpse of the person inside. Xiao Ni seems to say something to mother Guan. Father Guan sat next to an old lady that looks too fragile to stand up on her own.


    Xia Sha lifted her eyelids completely when she recognizes the honorably lady. She hit''s Guan Xian''s arm several times as she tried to pointed out the person to him.


    "Guan Xian! Guan Xian! Is that your grandmother? That is your grandmother!" Xia Sha talks and gasps at the same time.


    "What are you saying? It''s only my mother. My grandmother could not ride the helicopter, she is too-"


    Guan Xian squinted his eyes and tried to look into the helicopter. He could not believe Xia Sha''s word. How could her grandmother ride a helicopter to a deserted is-


    "Grandmother!" Guan Xian panicked as soon as she spots a dignified old lady come down from the helicopter with father Guan''s help. She looks grim as she shot a glare at him from far away.


    "Grandmother, Grandmother, what are you doing here?" Guan Xian said as he runs to her grandmother. He suddenly looks pale as soon as he looked at mother Guan and grandmother Guan, respectively.


    Of course, he did not forget to grab Xia Sha''s hand along with him.


    "I wanted to ask you the same question. What are you doing here? As long as I remember, this property doesn''t belong to you," Grandmother Guan replied with a calm tone, but there is no trace of a smile on her face for Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian swallowed his saliva and tried hard to explain this matter to her family without getting hit by Xia Sha. God knows how many days or break up he needs to hear if he let his family knew Xia Sha''s condition.


    A woman''s pride could be scary sometimes. Boys, take some notes -Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian steal glances at Xia Sha, who look pale beside him. His heartfelt heavy when he sees how pressured Xia Sha looked right now. He stretched his arm, trying to transfer some warmth and reassurance to Xia Sha. He wastes no time to find excuses and open his mouth to say-


    "Madame Guan, I''m sorry if I offended you by my appearance in your private property. I''ll go right-" Xia Sha could not continue her sentence because she realized she could not get away from this island.


    Grandmother Guan seems surprised to heard Xia Sha''s answer. She looked at the pitiful child whose clothes get wet. Her petite body is trembling because of the cold night. She looks pale. And all of this is caused by her dearest grandson.


    "Aiya, this pitiful child. She is cold. Guan Xian! How could you bully your fiancee like this?!" Grandmother Guan turned to Guan Xian as she scolds him sternly.


    "B-B- Bully? I did not bully her!" Guan Xian tried to defend his good name.


    "You bought her to a deserted island where she could not escape or do anything. What do you call that other than bullying?!" Mother Guan frowned at his son. She glares at him but tries not too scared her daughter-in-law.


    "Alright, don''t waste any more time on here. It well gets colder, Mother, Xia Sha, and Guan Xian might catch a cold. Let''s head back first," Father Guan ended the conversation and asked Xiao Ni to give the windbreaker they bought for them.


    Xiao Ni escorted Xia Sha to the little cottage to change her wet dress. While Xia Sha is still freezing in disbelief, Xiao Ni had apologized to her a million times.


    "Xia Sha! I''m sorry. I did not know my brother could be this cruel. I swear I won''t help him anymore. Tonight I declare my alliance with you!" Xiao Ni raised three fingers as a gesture of promise.


    Xiao Ni''s exaggerated movement wakes Xia Sha up from her trance. She raised both of her eyebrows at Xiao Ni and carefully asked her some questions.


    "Xiao Ni, why did your family come to this deserted island?"


    "I told them that my brother is bullying you. My grandmother and mother are worried, so they come to save you," Xiao Ni answer with a faint frown on her face. She still felt guilty for helping her brother today.


    "Safe me? Your mom and grandmother? Aren''t your grandmother-" Xia Sha''s voice got smaller as she looks awkward to mention grandmother Guan.


    Her uneasy gesture enlightens something on Xiao Ni''s brain. Xiao Ni looked at her and clicked her tongue in disbelief.


    "Haven''t my brother tell you that grandmother has given her blessing? Don''t worry, grandmother not an unreasonable person. She is loving and reincarnation of a fairy godmother," Xiao Ni explained, showing her dimples as she held Xia Sha''s hand.


    "She gives her blessing?" Xia Sha still could not believe her ear.


    That night grandmother Guan indeed intimidate her. Grandmother Guan talked so elegantly and calmly, but every word she said is impactful that Xia Sha left with no courage to oppose her.


    If what Guan Xian and Xiao Ni said is true, that the problem does rely on her. She quickly gives up on Guan Xian because she is so scared of everything. Recalling all the upsetting words she had said to Guan Xian, Xia Sha suddenly thinks Guan Xian is patient with her.


    Suddenly she becomes ashamed of herself for doubting Guan Xian.


    "Yes, she did. Why do you think she sat on the helicopter to scold Guan Xian?" Xiao Ni tilted her head.


    "Well. There is some misunderstanding. Your brother did-"


    Xia Sha is about to say that Guan Xian did not leave her alone on this deserted island with nothing, but he did that. Pursuing her lips, she found it difficult to explain things to Xiao Ni.


    "What? My brother did not what?"


    "He comes back at the end," Xia Sha tried to mention one gracious thing from today''s experience.


    "Aiya, that won''t change a thing. He did dump you on a deserted island," Xiao Ni replied, dragging Xia Sha out from the cottage to the helicopter.


    "But he did not bully me. You''ve misunderstood him," Xia Sha tried to save Guan Xian from getting his butt kicked.


    Xiao Ni stopped walking and observe Xia Sha with a weird smile. Xia Sha calmly raised her eyebrow to appear calm. She wanted to ask why Xiao Ni''s looked at her like that, but Xiao Ni had dragged her to the helicopter.


    There Guan Xian had changed her clothes and get an earful from the grandmother Guan and his parents. When he sees Xia Sha coming, his eyes light up as if he had found his savior.


    "Mom, I swear I never intended to leave Xia Sha alone. You can ask Xia Sha. I come out immediately when she needs me."


    Guan Xian hinted at Xia Sha to help him with his wink. Xia Sha acted fast and nodded her head frantically.


    "That is right. Guan Xian did not leave me alone. He isn''t bullying me either," Xia Sha complies with Guan Xian''s justification.


    "Aiyo, look at this good girl. She is still trying to protect this stinky boy," Grandmother Guan finally cracked a smile after scolding Guan Xian.


    "Even if Xia Sha said so, this action is very unresponsible of you, Guan Xian," Father Guan, who had been silent the whole time, voice out his disappointment.


    Guan Xian looked and his father and nodded his head. He could understand where his wrongdoings and willing to acknowledge them. He lowered his head to rethink his action.


    What he did not see is how father Guan winked at mother Guan in secret. Mother Guan quickly understands what father Guan is hinting. She looked at Xia Sha then gently took her hand.


    "Your father is right. No matter what excuses you have at the end of the day, Xia Sha is still a woman while you are a man. You took her to an isolated place. How could you hold the responsibility if something happened to Xia Sha?"


    Mother Guan speak as if her biological child is Xia Sha while Guan Xian is the man with evil intention.


    Guan Xian and Xia Sha both raised their eyebrow at the same time. They aren''t stupid and could instantly grasp the underlying meaning behind mother Guan''s words.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Grandmother Guan seems to secretly laugh at Guan Xian and Xia Sha''s dumbfounded face. Add Xiao Ni, who fakes a cough then, executed the drama her mother and father are playing.


    "Since brother had done this shameful thing. Shouldn''t he take the responsibilities? Should we get married on the same day?"

 Chapter 189 - Im Sorry. I Shouldve Told You Sooner

    "Aunt Wang Ju is not dead yet."


    Wang Kai''s declaration felt like a bomb in Xiao Ni''s head. She widened her eyes. Got up and standing away from Wang Kai is the first response she gave.


    "That is not funny," Xiao Ni''s smiles were sour.


    People shouldn''t joke about a dead person. That is just too wrong on so many levels.


    "I''m not joking with you. Aunt Wang Ju is still alive. She lives in London right now. She had some health issues but recuperating significantly," Wang Kai added with a solemn face.


    Xiao Ni and Wang Kai stared at each other. Both are waiting for each other to move or say something, but no one does. Xiao Ni stands there, near the coffee table, looking stupified.


    Her eyelashes slowly quivered as she felt her heat all over her sensory organs. Her knee turned into jelly. She falls on the ground as if she got paralyzed.


    "Xiao Ni!" Wang Kai acted fast and caught her before she falls to the ground. He carried her up to the bed and made her seat on the corner.


    "Aunt Wang Ju is still alive?" Xiao Ni asked again, with trembling voices this time.


    Xiao Ni felt like crying. But she had shed too many tears today that she could not seems to cry anymore. She bites her lower lips, trying to surpass the indescribable feeling inside that revolted to get out from its hiding place.


    "Yes, she is alive," Wang Kai answer as he pulled Xiao Ni into his embrace. He could felt Xiao Ni''s body trembling greatly under his hug. Once again, his heart breaks for Xiao Ni. As if another batch of the knife had stabbed his heart all over again.


    "I''m sorry. I should''ve told you sooner."


    Wang Kai apologized without even realizing tears fall down his cheek. Xiao Ni''s body becomes tense when she felt something wet on her shoulder. She seems to stop breathing at that second.


    "I''m sorry. I should''ve told you sooner."


    Wang Kai whispered his apology over and over again as fear starts creeping into his heart. He could imagine more than a hundred bad outcomes as he waited for Xiao Ni to reacted.


    And he knew that he should be ready for them.


    After all, he brings all the misery that Xiao Ni had to experience today.


    But that horrible thought- How could one deal with them?


    How could he let those things happen to his dear wife, to him, to their marriage?


    Wang Kai knew he deserves everything from that terrifying possibilities. But could he act selfishly again and beg her not to leave him?


    He wanted Xiao Ni to forgive him. But he had not courage and face to ask her right now. So instead of facing his fear, he hides away behind his apology.


    "I''m sorry. I should''ve told you sooner," Wang Kai repeated.


    Xiao Ni is silent. She let Wang Kai hugged her close to his chest.


    His heartbeat becomes a piece of calming music for her.


    Slowly, Wang Kai felt Xiao Ni''s moves. He could feel her shook her head slighly. He looked down and found Xiao Ni is looking up at him. Glass of tears covered her beautiful eyes. Wang Kai could find a trace of confusion there, but not anger.


    Instead, she looks genuinely relieved and happy.


    "It''s a relief that she is alive. It''s a relief," Xiao Ni murmured, curling her lips into a smile.


    Aunt Wang Ju is alive. It is a miracle that Xiao Ni prayed every day ever since she remembers that nightmare.


    Every time the guilty feeling started to creep into her heart, she hopes that she could exchange her life with aunt Wang Ju.


    But she knew she couldn''t do that.


    Aunt Wang Ju is dead, and Xiao Ni could not change that fate.


    But she is not dead! She is alive!


    Guan Xiao Ni is not a sinful murder who killed her husband''s aunty.


    Her heart suddenly felt light right now. As if all those burdens that she carries vanished into thin air. She finally could love Wang Kai properly. Without feeling guilty.


    "Brother Wang, I''m so relieved she is alive. Everything is going to be alright now. Everything is going to be alright," Xiao Ni mumbles. The tears in her eyes finally dropped as she snuggles into Wang Kai''s warm embrace again.


    Wang Kai seems to be tense for a moment, but then his shoulder gradually got relaxed. He used his arm to brush Xiao Ni''s back dotingly as he kissed the top of her head.


    "Yes, everything is going to be alright now," Wang Kai whispered as he nuzzled his perfect jaw against Xiao Ni''s silky hair. Silly smiles appear on his face.


    What was he thinking?


    All those bad and horrible possibilities on his head vanished into thin air as soon as he saw Xiao Ni''s smiles.


    He felt like an idiot upon hearing Xiao Ni''s answer.


    It''s is why he sometimes felt unworthy of her.


    It''s because Xiao Ni is like a bright angel filled with positivities while he focuses on the negativity.


    He often forgets to be grateful, while she always finds one saving grace to keep her smiles.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, you are-" Wang Kai spoke in a hoarse voice, unable to finish his sentence because Xiao Ni suddenly scoots away from her.


    "Wait! If I didn''t tell you about regaining my memories, you would never tell me about these matters too?" Xiao Ni furrowed her eyebrow. She is suddenly infuriated after she ponders about this matter.


    "Well, Doctor said not you are not stable. We tried not to trigger your bad memories. Aunt Wang Ju played a big part in that. By the way, the water is ready now. Do you-"


    "Don''t try to change the topic!"


    Xiao Ni stood on the bed and looked down at Wang Kai. Both of her hands rested on her hips as she glares at Wang Kai.


    Wang Kai watched Xiao Ni''s fast change of emotion with amusement on his gaze. He bite his lower lips to stop the unstoppable smiles that bloom on his face.


    "Shouldn''t husband and wife keep no secret from each other?" Xiao Ni complained, trying to show her anger. But no matter what she said, she appears cute and adorable in Wang Kai''s eyes. So instead of an apology that she expected, Wang Kai squeezes her cheek instead.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, why are you so cute? Huh?" he posed a question outside of the topic. But then his mischievous smiles turned into soft smiles.


    "Being honest is the best policy. But we need to look at the circumstances too. Sometimes it''s not I want to keep secret from you, but some things are better left unspoken. I am not wise or always right, but I did my best to protect you with all my might," Wang Kai answered thoughtfully.


    "Does that meant you are still going to keep a secret from me in the future?" Xiao Ni pouted upon hearing Wang Kai''s answer. His answer did not give her satisfaction at all.


    "If it''s for the better, then yes."


    Xiao Ni: "..."


    "Well, I guess that makes some sense," Xiao Ni mumbles and gives in to Wang Kai.


    "Okay. Now can we clean ourselves and enjoy the night? Let''s watch that boring movie again," Wang Kai said.


    He looks indifferent as he lifted Xiao Ni and carried her to the bathroom. Xiao Ni, who got taken by surprise, shriek and tried to push him away. She kicked her legs, but Wang Kai only obliges her by laughing. Before she knew it, Wang Kai had tossed her inside a bathtub filled with warm water.


    Xiao Ni is surprised when her body drowned in water. Her eyes travel to Wang Kai on her side. His eyes are bright with glee. Xiao Ni''s dropped her smiles, and slowly her expression turned into worry.


    Damn! She told Wang Kai that her aunt is- he dropped her into this tub with no worries. Does that mean she got exposed already? But how?


    "Hehehe, I did not mean to keep secret for you-" she forces a sweet smile, hoping that she did not offend Wang Kai too much. Dimples indent on her cheek as she slowly drowns half of her head inside the water. She created bubbles on the calm water along the way.


    Wang Kai watched her guilty eyes with a raised eyebrow. He remains standing on the side, observing her every movement of guilt.


    "Guan Xiao Ni, did you take me as a fool?" He smiles as he tilted his head.


    "How do you find out?" Xiao Ni raised from the water and pouted at Wang Kai.


    "You did not even go to the restroom once from the flight to the resort. Do you think I am that stupid?"


    "You!" Xiao Ni glare at Wang Kai. But as soon as she realized she is in great danger, she hides inside the water again.


    Blub. Blub.. Blub.

 Chapter 190 - That Is Not What She Intended To Show!

    The deserted island incident changed Xia Sha''s life completely.


    Ever since she met grandmother Guan and chat with her in the helicopter, Xia Sha has been going to Guan Manor once a week. Mother Guan would sometimes ask her to shop with her, while Xiao Ni ask her to help with her wedding.


    Xia Sha is overwhelmed by Guan''s family, and Guan Xian is more than happy to laugh at her every time she felt awkward.


    Apart from that, Xia Sha and both of her parents also started to meet every once in a while. The heavy air between Shen Xia Fei and Xia Qi Feng graduated from each meeting. They even joke around each other. Xia Qi Feng looks younger from every meet amused Xia Sha.


    Lives seem to be brighter for Xia Sha right now. Pang Ze Tian got detained in jail, and Meng Ran hasn''t shown her face for a long time now. The only thing that disturbed her mind is Xiao Xiang suddenly went missing.


    Xia Sha did not realize how fast time has flown. The public started to forget about the news, and she could work effectively starting today.


    Guan Xian dropped her off in the lobby of Xia corporation. He did not forget to give her a bouquet of daisies mixed with ranunculus. Daisies to wish her happiness and ranunculus to symbolize his everlasting love, he said.


    Of course, this scene had made her topic of the day. The public might forget the scandal, but those who work in the Xia Company would see Xia Sha''s gorgeous face and keep the lousy gossip in their department.


    Their gaze and whispering did not bother Xia Sha. Instead of exposing them and let them ruined her happiness today. She chooses to smell the fresh flower and be happy on her first day.


    Xia Sha walked to the lift confidently, a slight smile pestering her face when she sees Fu Qun rushing to her with a big grin.


    "Boss! I''ve missed you!" Fu Qun cried as soon as he stood next to Xia Sha.


    "I did not know how you could operate this whole company. Mr.Xiao almost went nut when you are gone. He cursed every day," Fu Qun whispered the two last sentences into Xia Sha''s ear.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and gave a meaningful stare at Fu Qun. She holds the Boquete closer to her chest as she enters the lift with Fu Qun.


    So her father appointed Xiao Zhan to replace her position while she is away. Weirdly she does not felt angry and defensive this time. Instead, she is glad it''s Xiao Zhan and not one of the people from those cunning director''s people. It lessens her trouble.


    And apparently, Xiao Zhan had the same relief smile when they meet at Xia Sha''s office.


    "Thank God you are here now! I think I''ll become as old as my father if I need to do your job for another week," Xiao Zhan exclaims and pull Xia Sha into a friendly hug as soon as Xia Sha barged into her office.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow, seem to be surprised by the sudden physical contact.


    "Wow, I didn''t realize my job is that tough," Xia Sha murmured, distancing herself after hugging for few seconds.


    "Are you crazy? I practically slept in this office and finished nothing. But I''m glad you finally step away from this little hell to refresh your mind," Xiao Zhan smiles then forced his smile when his sight falls on the flower on Xia Sha''s hand.


    "Agreed! I''m so glad I don''t have to work overtime again~" Fu Qun chimed in happily, ignoring Xiao Zhan''s lazy eyes roll.


    Fu Qun confessed, he likes to complain that working with Xia Sha is tough. But Xia Sha''s absence changed his whole mind. He never realized Xia Sha had more workload than she had done herself without his assistance.


    Xiao Zhan had proven that for Fu Qun.


    "Thank you for helping," Xia Sha said sincerely to Xiao Zhan.


    She is surprised that Xiao Zhan remains to stay as the project leader after their closure conversation. Never in a million years could Xia Sha imagine that one day Xiao Zhan will fill her position and help her company in a crucial time like this.


    "Well, that''s the only thing I could do to help both of us in the future. Since I''ve taken the responsibilities to lead the team for our Futuria Hotel, It only seems right to help the ideator. However, if you insist, lunch or dinner will be fine," Xiao Zhan answer thoughtfully.


    Xia Sha showed a big smile and nodded her head decisively.


    "Sure, lunch treat on me today."


    "Are you serious?" Xiao Zhan seems surprised and excited now that Xia Sha agreed to go on lunch with him.


    "Great. I also have something on your desk. You might want to check it. My advice, you should see it after you finish your work," Xiao Zhan winked before he bid his goodbye to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha does see a brown folder on the top of her desk. But instead of worrying about the content inside, she got carried away by the flower on her hand.


    "Where should I put this?" she mumbles to herself since she could not spot a single flower vase in her office. She rarely appreciates the beauty of a flower. Thus, she never bothered placing vases in her office or home.


    In the end, she walked to an empty bowl of fish -whose fish had died a long time ago because she never took care of it, RIP goldfish- and decided to filled the bowl with water. She carefully placed the flower before she went back into her seat.


    The first thing Xia Sha does is reading FUTURIA Hotel''s development report. She writes notes here and there and prepared materials that needed get discussed in the next meeting. The next thing she does is checking sales reports and anything related to company operations.


    Before she realized it, it''s already lunchtime when Fu Qun knock into her office with the report she asked from investing department.


    "Boss, this is the repot you ask," Fu Qun''s voices make Xia Sha looked up from the pile of the document she reviewed.


    "Yeah, you got the report, and it''s lunchtime. I''ve come to collect the debt," Xiao Zhan''s head pops out behind Fu Qun.


    Xia Sha looked at Xiao Zhan and the document on her desk. After complementing for a short time, she sighed and dropped her pen to her desk. Soothing the wrinkles on her shirt, she nodded at Xiao Zhan.


    "Okay, let''s grab lunch. Fu Qun tell the others that I''ll treat everyone lunch today," Xia Sha ordered Fu Qun as she walked to grabbed her coat.


    Since Xia Sha and Fu Qun are busy preparing themselves, no one notices the quick change in Xiao Zhan''s expression. His lips froze for a second, but he quickly chuckled upon remembering his wishful thinking.


    Observing Xia Sha focusing on her phone and texting something to someone, Xiao Zhan quickly said something to help his heart move on.


    "You should invite Guan Xian."


    Xiao Zhan''s suggestion makes Xia Sha looked away from her phone and stared at him with a weird expression.


    "I meant we could welcome more investors for our project," Xiao Zhan shrugged his shoulder. "Now that I''m responsible for Futuria, I want to make sure everything is going well."


    Xiao Zhan''s explanation does make sense in some way. But Xia Sha did not want to invite Guan Xian for that reason. She smiled slightly at Xiao Zhan and said, "Don''t worry about investment. As long as we had a quality, there is plenty of capital out there. I won''t invite him for investment but as a mentor. How is it?"


    Xiao Zhan nods his head without adding fuss.


    The whole department and Xiao Zhan arrived at the restaurant Xia Sha choose in no time. But they are surprised when another two hot men had seated in the room they reserved. Only Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan appear calm as they took their seat around the round table.


    "Hot pot in board daylight? Interesting," Xiao Zhan commented as soon as he looked at the spicy soup on the pot.


    "Ah, Mr.Xiao isn''t comfortable with this restaurant? Should I take you to the closest France restaurant?" Guan Xian''s answer indifferently, but every word he spat stabbed Xiao Zhan.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow at Guan Xian and stomped on his feet quietly. Although Guan Xian widens his eyes at her, there is no change of expression on his face. He posed with a dignified and charming smile.


    "That is not what I meant, senior," Xiao Zhan did not seem too afraid as he answers Guan Xian calmly.


    The sudden change in how Xiao Zhan acting around Guan Xian makes Guan Xian intrigued. The fighting spirit on his eyes dim, he looks calm as he picked pour tea to Xia Sha.


    "I''m joking. What I meant is we should grab some lunch together sometimes. If you are interested," Guan Xian smiles.


    "Sure, anytime," Xiao Zhan replied almost instantly, without any burden on his shoulder.


    Their sudden changes make Xia Sha blinked her eyes in confusion. She looked at Xiao Zhan then Guan Xian repeatedly and only stopped when Guan Xian wrinkled his nose to her.


    "Ms. Xia Sha, how long are you going to compare your man with another man? I thought that process had passed a long time ago."


    Xia Sha: "...." That is not what she intended to show!

 Chapter 191 - Blessing Upon Your Marriage

    It should be a delighted lunch for Xia Sha''s department.


    Their workaholic boss is paying and even bought two of the hottest man in the Capital City to sit on the same table with them.


    But what should they do when all those privileges come with baggage. A dog-eating show interspersed with a ted talk by Xiao Zhan. Xiao Zhan got more interest in business the longer he leads the project. He spends more time talking with Guan Xian while Guan Xian spends more time serving more food into Xia Sha''s bowl.


    But it''s pleasant noon for everyone. Xia Sha went back to her office with recharged spirit. She did not realize how long she had been working until Fu Qun knock on her door again.


    "Boss, this is the report you need," Fu Qun posed a polite even though Xia Sha could see tired lines on his face. Xia Sha glanced at the clock and pondered for a while.


    She is planning to pull an overtime tonight. However, she heard from Xiao Zhan that their department had working overtime almost every week since she takes leave. She also distributed quite some work today, so she thinks they deserve some quality rest time.


    "Thank You. Tell everyone doesn''t have to pull over time as long as everybody had finished the workload today. Including you," Xia Sha said as she shoves the repot from Fu Qun into her bag.


    Fu Qun widened his eyes and swallowed his saliva.


    "W-What? Go home? Boss, you are not firing us, right?!" he shuttered in disbelief.


    Who is this Xia Sha in front of him?


    The Xia Sha he knows would not let them go home before she settled everything.


    He Only gives a new report for Xia Sha to reviewed. Fu Qun is ready to stay for another four hours in the office. And he is not complaining. Fu Qun realized that the company needs to recover, and it''s reasonable for them to work harder.


    But Xia Sha ordered everyone to go home today?


    What had gotten into Boss Xia?


    "I''m not. Do you want to work overtime? You could if you want," Xia Sha answer with her usual cold tone, raising one of her eyebrows toward Fu Qun.


    "No! Thank you, Boss! I''ll carry your order immediately!" Fu Qun walkout from Xia Sha''s office without waiting for Xia Sha''s answer.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes at Fu Qun and started to tidy her desk. She took some documents that she needs to finish. As Xia Sha cleared her table, Xia Sha spots the brown folder that Xiao Zhan mentions in the morning. Curious, she opens the file with a burgeoning sense of wary.


    As soon as she read the whole document, she suddenly lost words.


    The first document is Xiao Yu''s agreement with Ling Guang that Guan Xian had shown her before. But what she did not expect is a proposal to bring The Xiao, Xia, and Zheng family together to build a group that could stand on the same level as the big Four of Capital City.


    What is this proposal supposed to mean?


    She put back the document into the brown folder and bring it to the paper shredder. As she about to tear the paper into pieces inside the machine, her hand suddenly froze in the air. She glances at the file again and puts it inside the drawer.


    This time, the people in their department had made a circle in the new intern table. Ever since she hit the nail about Xia Sha being in love with Guan Xian, her colleagues started to crown her as the love expert.


    "Intern, is this changed caused by love too?"


    "Because of love? I think because she finally got her to complain from the Human Resource Department!"


    "Huh huh, is that how you talk about the person you treat you to an expensive hot pot restaurant that cost your monthly annual?"


    "It must be love! I knew it. Young Master Guan is amazing. He is not only handsome, but his gentle nature could melt Boss Xia''s heart. Ah, dream man indeed..."


    The internet pushed her eyeglasses innocently. She observes every expression around her and slowly mumbles her opinion.


    "I think she wants to give us a proper rest. Mr.Xiao brags a lot about working overtime. She probably took a pity on us."


    "Impossible! It must be love!"


    They about to let out their argument when Xia Sha suddenly burst out from her office. Everyone suddenly froze on the ground they stand. Some even about to wet their pants when Xia Sha''s glance sharply at each of them.


    "..."


    "Thank you for your hard work today, have a proper rest, and see you tomorrow," The sharp eyes suddenly turned into a beautiful crescent moon. The extreme transformation shooked them more than the news of the drug.


    What''s more shocking is when Xia Sha runs toward someone on the lift. The outstanding figure seems to dote on her when he patted her head. She hugs him with a big grin on her face as they disappear together behind the lift.


    "See, love had changed our Boss Xia!"


    ***


    Xiao Ni and Wang Kai choose Disney World to celebrate their wedding. Xia Sha, as the maid-in-honor and Guan Xian as the bride''s brother, had flown along with the brides and groom.


    Xia Sha looks more nervous than Xiao Ni when she walked into the castle for the wedding ceremonies. The ceremonies went on to exchange vows. Xia Sha swears she is not a crybaby, but she could not help shed tears when she heard Xiao Ni and Wang Kai''s vows toward each other.


    It''s when a big, warm hand suddenly slips between her finger.


    Xia Sha could not explain that little touch turns her heart into a cozy and warm place. She looked up and gave her best smile in reply to Guan Xian''s charming grin.


    "Don''t worry. My sister is a beautiful bride. But you will be the most beautiful bride in our wedding soon," He whispered in her right ears. His voice suddenly turns husky as a mischievous glint alight on his eyes.


    Three lines of distress appear on Xia Sha''s forehead. She averted her gaze from Guan Xian and rolled her eyes. But she could not stop the muscle on her cheek that pull her lips into a smile.


    "Silly," she murmured when Guan Xian winked at her.


    They proceed to witness the wedding until it ended. When the brides and groom had gone to their room, Xia Sha also went back to her room. She only felt her body is aching after she sat down on the sofa and stretched her neck.


    "Ah, marriage is tiring," she hissed as she hit her sore calf.


    When she wanted to lay her back, someone rang her room bell. Xia Sha groaned and pushed herself to open the door. She is about to complain when she sees mother Guan and Guan Xian standing in front of her door.


    "A-Auntie," Xia Sha is surprised and quickly glances at the bad and heels she threw carelessly on the ground. Xia Sha forced a smile when she tried to cover the mess.


    "Xia Sha, you must be tired. Aunty comes with Guan Xian to deliver something for you. Can we go in?" Mother Guan shows an understanding smile, which makes Xia Sha hesitance slightly diminished.


    Guan Xian smirked as he stands tall behind her mother. He fakes a cough as soon as their eyes meet. He probably had seen the mess inside but said nothing to help her!


    Grrr..., this man is impossible.


    "Of course you may, but it''s a little bit messy," Xia Sha lowered her head and touched the back of her neck. She almost cried when she see her barefoot.


    "Aiya, Aunty understand. Wearing high heels and dressing up to look pretty makes us women uncomfortable most of the time. Do you think I didn''t do the same thing?" Mother Guan winked. Her words make Xia Sha embarrassed, but weirdly she felt better.


    "How about this. I will wait for you in Guan Xian''s room. I''m sure he hadn''t even landed his foot there since he prepared to play with the boy''s after-party," Mother Guan sneer at Guan Xian, who showed an innocent smile.


    "Well, I won''t be long," Xia Sha smiles and send them off.


    After their departure, Xia Sha decided to clean up her mess and check herself in the mirror. She keeps her bridesmaid dress but changed her heels into a comfortable pair. Wasting no time, she went into Guan Xian rooms on different floors.


    She pressed the bell after checking her reflection on the phone for one last time. Guan Xian welcomed her with his usual smiles. However, it appears to be wider today.


    "Come in," he pulled Xia Sha''s wrist and escorted her to the living room of the room.


    "Slow down," Xia Sha murmured upon realized how excited Guan Xian seems to be. She doesn''t understand why, but her heart keeps beating faster than she usually does. As if she knew something big in her life might happen the next moment.


    Xia Sha knew her gut did not fail her when she spots grandmother Guan, grandfather Guan, Father Guan, Mother Guan, along with Xiao Ni and Wang Kai in the room. All of them smiled and look at Xia Sha as if they had been expecting her appearance.


    "There you are. Come here child, We had something for you," Grandmother Guan said tenderly. She makes Xia Sha sit in front of her as she touches a jade bracelet on her fragile wrist.


    Xia Sha still appears to be lost in the middle of the weird situations. She steals glances at Guan Xian, who take a seat next to her- Thank God he did not leave her alone.


    "I heard Guan Xian, and you agreed on a committed relationship? We are here to give our blessing upon your marriage."


    WHAT?

 Chapter 192 - Your Words Are My Command

    "I heard Guan Xian, and you agreed on a committed relationship? We are here to give our blessing upon your marriage."


    Xia Sha could not believe her ears, especially when she heard those words come from Guan Lin Yi, father of Guan Xian. She wandered her eyes to everyone in the room, trying to find a hint of prank. She stares longer at Xiao Ni, trying to seek the truth from her.


    But everyone in the room had a sincere intention with a happy smile on their face.


    "Grandpa, Grandma, You''ve scared Xia Sha," Xiao Ni said playfully.


    "Aiya, look at the poor girl. We gave her too much pressure. Xia Sha, don''t worry, our family is not rushing the two of you to get married. We only want to give the two of you our blessing. It''s only right to do since Xiao Ni got marry before Guan Xian," Grandfather Guan added after he found Xiao Ni''s remark is reasonable.


    "Em, Don''t be scared, Xia Sha. First of all, Grandma needs to apologize for misunderstanding you before. Grandma is here to acknowledge and bless your relationship with Guan Xian," Grandmother Guan smiles gently as her right hand suddenly removes the jade that wrapped her left wrist.


    "This is one of my treasured jade. I''ll give it to you as a token of my blessing," grandmother Guan stretched out her hand to Xia Sha. His hand gently shoved the jade into Xia Sha''s wrist.


    "G-Grandma," Xia Sha subconsciously called grandmother Guan when they stared at each other after Xia Sha felt the jade on her wrist.


    She is so surprised that she did not know what to think or what to feel.


    "Xia Sha, don''t cry just yet. It''s isn''t the official proposal yet," Mother Guan grinned as she approached Xia Sha with a necklace in her hand.


    "We only want you to know that we are supporting your relationship. So you don''t have to think or feel everything that different from that fact. We welcome you to the Guan family with an open arm," Mother Guan tangled the necklace around Xia Sha''s neck.


    Several emotions surged into Xia Sha as she holds the necklace with the tip of her finger. Her eyes brim with happy tears when mother Guan suddenly pulled her into a motherly hug. She could not stop herself from smiling and crying at the same time.


    Mother Guan smiles and wipes the tears on Xia Sha''s face when she pulled her body away.


    "Alright, we won''t bother your resting time again. Everyone is tired after the wedding," Father Guan said from behind. With a kind smile on his face, Xia Sha suddenly felt closer to him than before.


    In no time, the member of the Guan family left the room and left Guan Xian alone with Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha sits still on the sofa like before, unmoved as if she is a stone. She touched the necklace and looked at the jade bracelet with an unfathomable gaze.


    She hadn''t removed her focus from that things in a long time. She does not even realize Guan Xian had sat next to her after escorting his grandmother back.


    "You like it so much?" Guan Xian unravels Xia Sha with one question and a single smirk on his annoyingly handsome face.


    Xia Sha looked at him with flushed cheeks. She squinted her eyes at him and began to lean forward to Guan Xian aggressively. In those interrogating manner, she sees Guan Xian start to get nervous.


    A good sign.


    "Guan Xian, you need to tell me the truth in five seconds. Are you seriously wanted to marry me? After everything that I''ve done to you?


    Guan Xian got lost in words upon dominating Xia Sha almost sat on his stomach right now. But he only got five seconds, and Xia Sha had started counting.


    "One, Two, Three-"


    "Yes! I wanted to marry you," Guan Xian cut Xia Sha off before he runs out of time to answer.


    "Why do you want to marry me?" Xia Sha asked right after Guan Xian finish answering. Guan Xian felt his tongue-tied for that exact moment. He tried to say something, but Xia Sha has started to count again.


    "Five seconds. One, two, three-"


    Guan Xian widens his eyes. His dark brown pupils seem to be contracted with amusement as if it''s asking Xia Sha, ''Are you serious you want me to answer that in five seconds?''


    "Four..., five," Xia Sha finished her count. The lively spirit that burned the window of her soul dimmed as she slowly returns to her seat. She touched her necklace again and said, "What is your actual purpose?"


    Guan Xian turned to Xia Sha and observed the beautiful face filled with anxiety hidden under her callous expression.


    "It''s this because of the Xiao family?" Xia Sha suddenly asked, raising a question that Guan Xian did not know is there on her mind.


    "What does our marriage had to do with the Xiao family? Your grandfather did not want me as his grandson-in-law again?" Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow and frowned.


    Xia Sha tilted her head upon hearing Guan Xian''s question. No matter what perspective she used to understand Guan Xian''s question, she still felt something his words are..., weird. Xia Sha tried to hold her laughter by pressing her lips together, creating a hard line that her lips are almost gone white.


    As Xia Sha suddenly went silent, Guan Xian suddenly sighed. He sounds troubled as he runs his hair through his head.


    "I also asked the same question the first time you tried to break our relationship. Remember? I purpose to you at the mall with little fatty helps. At that time, all I knew is that I don''t want to lose you. I wanted you in my life, and I could not function without you. All I wanted to do it tied you up with me for all the selfish reasons in this world."


    Guan Xian takes his time into talking. His breathing is calm as he enunciates each word thoughtfully, showing his sincerity to Xia Sha. He hopes that it''s enough to make her understand how honest he has always been with her and his feeling.


    "Then we get back together, solving each problem that comes into our ways. We almost separated again, even after we said we are committed to each other. That is why I realized I could not and should not tie you up with everything, even with a wedding ring."


    His way had flawlessly bought Xia Sha to bewitched under his gaze.


    "Call it a cliche story, but somehow I read the bible on the day I blocked you. I was so pissed off that I need something to calm down. I stumbled into this concept of two becoming one and why do humans get marry. It''s certainly not for reproduction. But actually for a purpose, which is to glorify Lord."


    "That is so theoretical and philosophical," Xia Sha suddenly chimed in, a spark of smiles enlighted her gorgeous virtue.


    "They usually called it biblical, but yeah, it is," Guan Xian grinned and took Xia Sha''s hand at the same time.


    "If you asked me why I wanted to marry you, that is because my heart had chosen you to be that person. I wanted to be one with you because one, I love you. And two, it has to be you."


    "How could you be so sure that it has to be me? How could you know that your ''Love'' really loves, not some other feeling that you misjudge?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow, raising her critical question.


    "I told you this before. Every time I imagine the future, I see you there. More than that, I wanted to be with you when you happy, when you sad, when you are healthy, and when you are sick. When you succeed, when you fail. I want to take part in your lives, as I want you to take part in mine. Because we are two people that become one."


    "If you think like that, it seems too idealist. There are many factors in our lives that we cannot control. If we wanted to put it that way, you could say you love me because you choose me to become one with you. I don''t think love is a variable that we can control," Xia Sha stares deep into Guan Xian''s eyes. She is impressed because Guan Xian did not seem to be confused with her words. Rather, he remains calm and collected.


    "I am not controlling love. I did not say I choose to love you, but I do determine my reaction to that. I have the choice to stay in love and work into this relationship. But humans had this selfish nature, as I said before. I wanted to marry you for several selfish reasons. However, when two become one- when you become me, and I become you, I would love you as much as I love myself. Perhaps more because now I have my love for you and my love for myself inside of you."


    Shivers run through Xia Sha''s body as soon as Guan Xian finished his answer. She felt her heart beating so slowly, but somehow it makes a greater impact than usual heart-beat-fast. Xia Sha finds her bottom lips between her teeth as smiles grow.


    "Kiss me, you dimwit!" Xia Sha ordered.


    "Your words are my command," Guan Xian happily obliged.

 Chapter 193 - I Will Definitely Marry You!

    "Kiss me, you dimwit!" Xia Sha ordered.


    "Interrogation is over? You had no critique or questions anymore?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow and wrinkled his nose, showing his doubt.


    "Whatever, dude," Xia Sha rolled her eyes lazily and darted away.


    "Your words are my command," Guan Xian happily obliged after he sees Xia Sha annoyed frowns, which make him excited for some reason. He cupped Xia Sha''s cheek with both of his hands before she went farther from him.


    Gently, Guan Xian caresses Xia Sha''s cheek with his big hand and stares at her intensely. He stares for quite some time that Xia Sha felt her cheek started to burn like hot potatoes. When she about to pushed him away, he finally pressed his lips against hers, sucking her lower lips even.


    "So, are you marrying me or not?" he smirked, raising the million-dollar question in his usual witty ways in the middle of their kiss.


    "Why are you asking me this again? I have the ring, the jade bracelet, the necklace. Your mother even bought me a ring when Wang Kai moves the entire jewelry shop into your house. Do you need to ask that question again?" Xia Sha raised her right eyebrow and huffed.


    Upon hearing Xia Sha''s answer, Guan Xian removes his hand from her cheek and leans back to the sofa.


    "I don''t know. I need to make sure you did not change your mind again. You have this tendency to break up and run away after we committed to something," Guan Xian hissed and innocently averted his gaze from Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha scoffs and hits Guan Xian''s arm with all her strength. She opens her mouth, ready to refute Guan Xian''s mean remarks when she realized it''s indeed the fact.


    "That''s because you keep giving me chances to run away," Xia Sha mumbles as she averted her gaze.


    "Sorry, miss? You don''t want your freedom anymore? I would be happy to control your movement every second. But could you promise not to throw a fit if I do that? Huh?" Guan Xian''s ears all perk up when he heard Xia Sha''s words.


    He thought Xia Sha hates getting restraint? Who knows she not someone that he thinks she is? Ah, those ''I knew Xia Sha very well'' predicate shouldn''t belong to him anymore :)


    Xia Sha turned to Guan Xian with a complex expression. Guan Xian could not tell whether she is angry or annoyed at him, but she was certainly not impressed.


    "Okay, I''ll shut up," Guan Xian zipped her lips with his hands.


    Wang Kai is right when he said there are two rules to maintain a relationship. The first rule is, your woman is always right. The second rule is to remember rule number one, even if you are right.


    He suddenly felt proud after letting Xia Sha wins.


    "One question. Can we continue the kiss?" Guan Xian suddenly turned to Xia Sha at the same time when Xia Sha looked in his direction. Xia Sha about to pull out, but Guan Xian''s hand that somewhen had crept on Xia Sha''s back had prevented her from moving away.


    It began with sweet and gentle kisses, but slowly but surely, the temperature between them began to heat up. Their breath began to sound loud and needy. A shy yet hoarse moan started to echo in the empty hotel room.


    Xia Sha felt her lips get swollen from all the kissing. Her body got weak as if she got electrocuted by his touch. He keeps taking her breath. His big hand carest her swam-like neck. Xia Sha suddenly felt busy accepting the pleasure from his touch and his tongue.


    "Xia Sha," Guan Xian called her name gently. Just when she wanted to deepen the kiss, he suddenly stopped.


    Xia Sha took a moment to catch her breath. There is a heavy disappointment written to her eyes subconsciously. But before the series of ''why'' haunted her mind, Guan Xian''s dreadful face come to her sight.


    "I''m sorry, I need to go to the toilet," he rushed. There is a visible urge on his red face but a strong determination at the same time.


    Right at that second, Xia Sha''s mind stops questioning his actions and nod her head. An amused gaze and unstopped-able giggle escorted Guan Xian to his hiding place.


    "Respect her, respect the relationship, respect me," she accidentally heard Guan Xian''s loud chanting as he closed the bathroom door with a BANG.


    Xia Sha walks to the bathroom and stands in front of the door. She knew Guan Xian is behind the door from the constant frustrated banging sound.


    "Are you alright?" Xia Sha asked with a fake worried tone. She covered her mouth with her hands to hold her laughter.


    "NO!" Guan Xian answers directly. He sounds as if someone is torturing him inside.


    "What happened to you? Do you need help?" Xia Sha deliberately used her soothing voice, which somehow turned to seduce at this moment. Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow and looked at specific parts of his body member that revolted and trashed.


    "XIA SHA! DON''T PLAY AROUND!" He panicked.


    This time Xia Sha could not hold into her laughter anymore.


    "GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM!" Guan Xian ignores her laughter, sounds even more panicked than before.


    "What?" Xia Sha teased him.


    "I SAID, GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM!" Guan Xian repeated, stressing every word that coming out of his mouth.


    Xia Sha wanted to ignore his order, but after hearing how stressed he sound right now, she chooses to listen to him. Slowly but sure, Xia Sha''s voice gets slower. Once Guan Xian had to make sure she had gone, he comes out from the bathroom with a dark face.


    "BOOM! HAHAHAHA! I got you!" Suddenly Xia Sha jumped in front of him, showing her tongue out.


    Guan Xian widened his eyes and prepared to grabbed her wrist before she runs away.


    "I''ve given you time to escapes, but you are the one who wanted to play with fire. Fine. Just don''t protest later!" Guan Xian growl and carried Xia Sha on his shoulder like a sack in one swift movement.


    "Guan Xian!" Xia Sha squeals in panic as she felt her body getting swayed by Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian ignores her cry of protest and walks inside his bedroom like a champion. With one arm around Xia Sha''s wrist, he picked her up and threw her to the cozy bed of the hotel.


    Xia Sha blinked and was surprised when she stares at Guan Xian right now. That face seems as handsome as ever, but she could not find the usual gentleness on his dark brown eyes. His lips weren''t smiling or frowning. Instead, he rather looks like a cold man with an indifferent gaze.


    Those pair of dark eyes are alight with wicked stuff. And Xia Sha knew it''s not the usual silly prank they threw at each other.


    It''s like another man had possessed Guan Xian''s states of mind and turned him into a different man. A dangerous personality that gives Xia Sha chills at a hundred degrees.


    "Guan Xian?" she whispered his name gently when he started to crawl into her.


    "Why? Are you afraid of me now?" He raised the corner of his mouth, showing a mocking smirk as he stares intensely at Xia Sha.


    "N-No," Xia Sha could not be sure of her answer either. This intimidating Guan Xian messed up with her mind as his hand slowly creeping over her neck. She looked away and slightly dodged his touch.


    "Then? Why did you flinch away? Aren''t you the fearless Xia Sha?" He suddenly moves closely to Xia Sha''s ear.


    Xia Sha felt her body jolted once something wet and hot burning her ears. Subconsciously, she holds her breath to deal with the funny movement of her stomach muscle. She bites her lower lips to stop her cheeks from burning.


    She knew she failed miserably when Guan Xian make her look at him as his finger touch her chin.


    "I told you now to play around and go to your room, don''t I?" he asked like a stern teacher with a frown on his face.


    As if bewitched, Xia Sha nodded her head and averted her gaze like a guilty student.


    "I gave you time to escape, don''t I?" he asked again as if the Xia Sha''s answer hasn''t given him satisfaction.


    "Yes," Xia Sha murmured with a wary tone. She deeply regretted her action to ignore his warning and jumped into the abyss even though he had warned her.


    Guan Xian observed Xia Sha''s expression and raised both of his eyebrows once he read ''regret'' written on Xia Sha''s beautiful eyes. The slow movement of her eyelashes conducted his muddle head. He went quiet for quite some time before he smirked.


    He pulled Xia Sha''s chin and crushed her lips once again. Xia Sha seems to surrender under his attack. But at the most crucial time, Guan Xian stopped the kiss and glare at her.


    "I gave you one last chance to run away," his hoarse voice surprised Xia Sha. The other second, he moves away from Xia Sha, who lay on the bed like a dead prey.


    Xia Sha looked up to the ceiling, she could not believe how great Guan Xian''s self-restraint is, but she is very amused by him. She got up and looked at him.


    They stared at each other for a long time, long enough for Xia Sha to spot the bulging veins on his neck and a white fist. Suddenly she moved forward and kissed his cheek.


    "Guan Xian, I will definitely marry you!"


    she declares, then she runs away.

 Chapter 194 - I Also Think We Look Good Together

    Xia Sha did not know who she survived last night, but one thing for sure, she could not sleep until three in the morning after that ''incident'' in Guan Xian''s room. And thanks to that, it''s almost past lunch when she woke up.


    Xia Sha dragged herself to the bathroom and refreshed herself before she checked her phone. She wonders how Guan Xian passed the night. Did he- tires himself to sleep?


    It was supposed to be funny on her head, but once she rethinks about the inappropriate joke, she could not bring herself to look at the mirror anymore.


    Her text got sent through, and Guan Xian answers almost right away. He asked her to meet him at Disney land today. They are going to go home tomorrow. It''s a waste of she did not stroll around and feel the place where all the magic began.


    Xia Sha decided to put on light makeup but did not leave her strong eyeliner game. She put her long hair into a messy ponytail. For outfits, Xia Sha chooses short denim overall and cropped white tee underneath. Pulling out her white sneaker, she reexamines her look before she goes to find Guan Xian.


    At the hotel lobby, Guan Xian is surprised by Xia Sha''s appearance. He always meets her in extremes conditions. Either she is all doll up for work and parties or bare face with pajamas and hoodie. Guan Xian is so mesmerized that he did not realize Xia Sha has appeared in front of him.


    "Earth to Guan Xian?" Xia Sha used a louder voice to bring Guan Xian back to reality with her.


    Guan Xian wakes up from his trance with one blink. When he opened his eyes, he put both of his hands on Xia Sha''s shoulder. Guan Xian pressed his lips into a thin line as he said, "Baby, let''s live in Disneyland forever!"


    Xia Sha furrowed her forehead and looked at Guan Xian as if he is an alien from another planet.


    "Did you eat the wrong medicine last night?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow with some teasing in her tone.


    Guan Xian''s face darkened instantly as soon as he heard Xia Sha''s remarks. He squinted his eyes at Xia Sha and about to pinched her cheek when he felt a cold glare from his back.


    "Can you two stop it already? Jian Jun and I listen and understand more than we should already," Ji Cun Xi raised like an angry ghost from Guan Xian''s back. He glares at Xia Sha and Guan Xian with his pair of two big eyes.


    "Ah, you are here? I did not see you there. Hy Jian Jun," Xia Sha greeted Jian Jun with a smile and ignored Ji Cun Xi''s fury.


    "Hello, Xia Sha. It seems like the two of you was quite busy last night," Jian Jun smiles at her. Xia Sha flushed, but she grins widely to hide her awkwardness.


    Ji Cun Xi looks like he is about to pass off from anger. Guan Xian pressed his lips together to hold on to his laughter. So he would not make Ji Cun Xi more pissed off.


    "Baby Xia, let''s go. Better go before they close the park because of a storm," Guan Xian put his hand on Xia Sha''s shoulder and lead her out from the hotel lobby like a train.


    Ji Cun Xi raised and pointed at them angrily, but he is so furious that he could say even one word out from his mouth. In the end, he sat next to Jian Jun with a face as dark as the pot''s bottom, watching to pair an irritating couple from his seat.


    Xia Sha and Guan Xian traveled to Disneyland with a public shuttle bus. They enjoy walking hand in hand to Disneyland and tease each other. The opposite of Ji Cun Xi''s dark face, Xia Sha and Guan Xian are smiling ear to ear. As if the spring has come early to them.


    "It''s getting late. What do you want to play?" Guan Xian asked once they walked for quite some time.


    "Em, Carrousel?" Xia Sha tilted her head when she spotted the beautiful merry-go-round near them. Guan Xian followed her sight direction and swallowed his saliva once he sees then long lines to the carousel. Not even their Fastpass ticket could save them time.


    "Okay, let me call-" Guan Xian about to reach for her phone, but Xia Sha has dragged him to the lines.


    "At least, let buy some snack first," Guan Xian said in distress.


    Xia Sha ignored Guan Xian''s inner screaming and pulled him to queue on the lines. Who would know they would stumble upon someone they both know as soon as they arrived.


    "Guan Xian? " A gentle feminine voice sounds like a mellow bird chirp in Xia Sha''s ears. Xia Sha and Guan Xian looked up to the voice source at the same time. There they found a pair of the couple wearing masks and hats to cover their face.


    Xia Sha raised her right eyebrow high. A gaze filled with suspicion traveled from the couple to the man next to her.


    "You recognize the wrong person," Guan Xian smiles warily at the woman. But as soon as her eyes met Xia Sha''s, he winked at her happily.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    "Ah, I''m sorry. You look like my friend. Sorry to bother you two," the woman had awkward eyes as she slightly bows her body.


    Guan Xian squinted his eyes and observed the girl''s features for quite some time. When he realized that he does know that girl, he widens his eyes and averts his guilty gaze.


    His weird reaction fails to escape from Xia Sha''s sight. Now frowning, she leaned closer to Guan Xian and asked him in a low tone.


    "You do know that girl, right?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow.


    "She seems familiar to me too, And that man-" she added once she looked at the couple back. Both of them seems to be careful and wary of their surrounding. The man next to the woman is strange. He keeps his head low all the time.


    Guan Xian prayed to God inside his heart. This whole time he had tried so hard not to make a scene where Xia Sha might get jealous. Out of so many ex and flings, why did they meet this woman?!


    "Xia Sha, you might remember gossip about Wang Kai in the school, right?" Guan Xian forces a smile, although uneasiness had started to burgeoning inside of him.


    "Which one? The one with the class leader?"


    Guan Xian faked a grin and nodded his head. Then he slowly directed his sight to the woman in front of them. He pressed his lips and suddenly grabbed Xia Sha''s hand.


    "You would hate it if I lied to you, right?" he blinks several times in one second, trying to coax Xia Sha with his beauty.


    Xia Sha did not answer his question, nor did she got coaxed by his handsome face. She tilted her head and wrinkled her nose, mimicking Guan Xian''s habit.


    "Hehehe, I guess that is a yes."


    Guan Xian wrinkled his nose and nodded his head several times. Xia Sha grinned and copied his movement. A wide smile spread across her face, but her eyes are burning with flames.


    "It''s like this-"


    "Wait, aren''t you Xia Sha?" the woman suddenly turned around again, looked at Xia Sha with a surprised expression.


    "Uh- Yes?" Xia Sha answers in doubt.


    "Then, you must be Guan Xian," The woman said to Guan Xian in an accusing tone. She pulled down her mask and looked at him with a sweet smile.


    "Guan Xian, it''s me, Ye Zhen Zhen! We are classmates in high school!" the girl exclaims with excitement.


    Ye Zhen Zhen? The famous class leader who rumored to be Wang Kai''s crush?


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes and observed her more carefully this time.


    Her cheek was adorably pink under the sun. She had delicate features that make her look like a dandelion in the middle of the desert, not to mention that melodious voice and elegant upbringing. When Xia Sha sees this woman, Xia Sha could imagine her as the perfect wife at home.


    "Why did you pretend you don''t know me? I just met Wang Kai and Xiao Ni before," she added because Guan Xian has not replied to her excitement for a long time now.


    "Really? Hehe, you look like a ninja in board daylight. How could I recognize you?" Guan Xian shows an awkward grin as he keeps stealing nervous glances at Xia Sha.


    "Oh, I forgot about it. Ah, Let me introduce my boyfriend, Minho," Ye Zhen Zhen introduced the suspicious man next to her. The man next to her slightly opens his hat and cup to smiles at them.


    "Ah, hello," Guan Xian smiles at him. He seems to relax once he heard the word boyfriend coming out from Ye Zhen Zhen''s mouth.


    "I don''t know you are with Xia Sha now. You two look good together," Ye Zhen Zhen adds as she touched Xia Sha''s arm gently.


    Xia Sha could not lie that Ye Zhen Zhen looks genuine in her smiles and gesture. But her guts sense something amiss from her. No matter how she looks, this Ye Zhen Zhen still carries the same aura as Meng Ran.


    The corner of Xia Sha''s lips lifted. She grabbed Guan Xian''s hand and intertwined their hand together.


    "Really? I also think we look good together."

 Chapter 195 - A Sandwich From The Witch

    "I also think we look good together," Xia Sha said confidently.


    Her short answer is enough to show Ye Zhen Zhen''s color. For a second split, her smile froze, and she looked at Guan Xian with sad eyes. But a fox is still a fox. Ye Zhen Zhen could completely change her expression and show a ''sincere'' smile towards Xia Sha and Guan Xian.


    "Em, Senior and Minho look better, though," Xia Sha added when the air started to get awkward.


    Guan Xian looks at their intertwined hand and smiles meaningfully at Xia Sha. He raised one of his eyebrows while his mouth had started itching to tease Jealous Xia Sha.


    "Hahaha, thanks," Minho answered with his broken Chinese, turning Xia Sha''s attention to him.


    "You are-" Xia Sha widens her eyes in surprise.


    "Ah, yes. I''m actor Minho," Minho''s eyes curved into a crescent moon.


    Xia Sha gasped and finally understand why Minho look very familiar in her eyes. He is the main actor in the Korean Drama she watches. The drama only ended this week, but she hasn''t got to watch it yet.


    "I enjoy your work," Xia Sha slightly blushed when she praised him. Minho thanked Xia Sha kindly, and they started to talk about the drama, leaving Ye Zhen Zhen and Guan Xian stood awkwardly.


    In a short time, Guan Xian had heard Minho mentioning Xiao Ni, and Xia Sha offers him to audition as Xia Corporation spoke person for their new product.


    Ye Zhen Zhen isn''t bothered by them. She focused on Guan Xian instead. A thin smile pestered her face as Ye Zhen Zhen tucked one of the escaped tendrils of her hairs behind her ears.


    She wants to talk to Guan Xian when Guan Xian suddenly makes a big move and pulled Xia Sha closer to him.


    Guan Xian''s smiles dropped when he looked at his girls attracted to another man. Those dark brown eyes suddenly turn cold as he fakes a cough before he speaks.


    "Aren''t you hungry? We should buy snacks first since the line is too long."


    Guan Xian turned to Xia Sha with a fake smile. There is pressure and urges for Xia Sha to compel underneath his eyes. Xia Sha returned Guan Xian''s eagerness with a calm smile.


    "Oh? I bought a sandwich-" Ye Zhen Zhen suddenly breaks the eye contact between Xia Sha and Guan Xian. She took the sandwich out of his bag and offered it to Xia Sha.


    Guan Xian turned stoic that under Xia Sha''s sharp glare and teeth gnashing. Xia Sha turns dramatically at Ye Zhen Zhen and forces out a smile out of her tense muscle.


    "What a relief. I am, indeed, hungry. You mind?" Xia Sha asked with an overly friendly tone that makes Ye Zhen Zhen''s lips twitched.


    "Of course not, I bought two. You could share with Guan Xian," Ye Zhen Zhen hand the sandwich to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha smiles and turns back to Guan Xian with the sandwich in her hand.


    "Here you go, a sandwich from the witch," she whispered the last sentence and made Guan Xian almost choked to death. Guan Xian pressed his lips and hardly could hold his laughter.


    "No, I''m just worried about you. You did not eat much at lunch," Guan Xian refused the sandwich politely. He tapped Xia Sha''s head lightly with a doting smile across his face.


    Ye Zhen Zhen, who sees Guan Xian''s response, looks disappointed. For a moment, she hesitates to say something, but then she decided to turn around. Minho, who looks confused, follows after her.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes and shoves the sandwich into her bag. To surpass her anger, she stomps Guan Xian''s foot and smiles at him innocently. Guan Xian was startled by the pain, but he could not scream anything out.


    Xia Sha pursed her lips and took out her phone. She furiously opens Guan Xian''s contact and sends him a message.


    Xia Sha: Ye Zhen Zhen is always this ''nice''? Or there is some shady history and sentimental feelings you two share?


    Guan Xian, who felt his phone vibrated, takes his phone out and checks out the notification from Xia Sha. He raised two of his eyebrow and decided to type his reply. Carefully.Guan Xian: Well, there might be history. But there is no sentimental feeling involved.


    Guan Xian: Now.


    Xia Sha read the reply and instantly puffed her cheek. As if she had seen this coming, she calmly raised her right eyebrow to Guan Xian, asking for some explanation.


    "I''ll tell you later," Guan Xian mouthed her when the line started to moves.


    To their luck, they aren''t on the same batch as Ye Zhen Zhen and Minho. Both Xia Sha and Guan Xian smile widely at the carousel operator. The operator dare not glance at them again.


    The sun is starting to set as they wait for their turn. The beautiful lights around Disneyland lighten up one by one. In a short time, the whole land had filled with breathtaking colorful lights.


    Xia Sha''s mood gradually gets better when she watched the scene. She had not realized Guan Xian had shut his mouth for quite some time as he watches her watching the light. A faint smile and gentle gaze decorated his face as he subconsciously takes his phone out and takes a picture of him.


    It''s just like a deja-vu, but Guan Xian does remember he had felt this feeling before. He remembers they accidentally met on his mother''s dandelion field when she amazed him with her beauty. The same memories seem to overlap with the present time.


    As if she is the beacon in the crowd, and he''s always lost in her gaze.


    Guan Xian was amazed at how complex his heart is right now. There is a jump of excitement that makes him wanted to shouted, ''I am the luckiest guy in the world!''. But there is a brief remark that felt like a heavy hammer that shattered his heart.


    What would happen to him if he lost her?


    That fear got Guan Xian''s long lashes quivered as he grabs Xia Sha''s hand out of impulse.


    "Xia Sha," he called her name softly, somehow his voice laced with regrets as he blinks rapidly.


    "Yes?" Xia Sha turned to him with beautiful smiles. She did not know she had created unforgettable pictures that forever painted on Guan Xian''s memories. At that time, she is just bursting with happiness, like a little child.


    She felt odd exhilarating shivers run through her finger. For an inexplicable reason, Xia Sha finds herself blushing.


    "We will not leave each other, right?" Guan Xian asked. He stares straight into her eyes that filled with twinkled lights. Xia Sha was stunned by his sudden question. She went silent for a long time.


    Guan Xian waited for her answer patiently. He does not even rush or tightened his hand around her. Xia Sha carefully observes as she notices all the little things Guan Xian has done for her.


    She smiles and opens her mouth, "I-"


    "Miss, Mister, you turn has come," the operating man suddenly cut their conversation with meaningful smiles. Xia Sha widens her eyes. She withdraws her hand hastily and runs inside the carousel, embarrassed.


    Guan Xian''s mouth quirks up. He stares appraisingly at Xia Sha as he followed right after her. Xia Sha sat on a white horse and refused to look at Guan Xian.


    "Why did you get shy so suddenly. Are you hungry? You still have those sandwiches on your bag," Guan Xian sounds very entertained by teasing Xia Sha.


    "Shut up! You also haven''t told me about her, yet you wanted me to promise not to leave you," Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow in irritation. Now that she thinks about it, she suddenly gets furious.


    Guan Xian laughs for a short moment as he sat on the horse next to Xia Sha. The music started to play along with Guan Xian''s laughter. He stares at Xia Sha as if she is the cutest doll he could never get bored of watching.


    "Whatever you might have guess probably is correct. We indeed had a relationship before. But it''s not like what you think. Ye Zhen Zhen likes Wang Kai. So it''s one-sided love. So don''t worry, I''m all yours," Guan Xian grinned at Xia Sha.


    "Wow, that is pretty f*cked up," Xia Sha mumbles as she recalls Ye Zhen Zhen''s gentle gaze towards Guan Xian.


    "How long until you move on?"


    Guan Xian was somewhat quiet after Xia Sha probe those questions. He seems to think very carefully before he answers.


    "I don''t remember, but I think I only had a crush on her for a week before I go out with another woman," Guan Xian murmured with uncertainty.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    "Aren''t you going to throw a fit?" Guan Xian suddenly turned to Xia Sha with curiosity. He wanted to know what makes Xia Sha could act so posed and calm even. Sure, he could see jealousy from her action and words, but Xia Sha did not act like any other jealous girlfriend he ever met.


    "I already did, to her, not to you. And it''s not like I should be worry if you cheat on me," Xia Sha smirked at him and make a scissors movement with her fingers.


    Guan Xian: "!!!"

 Chapter 196 - Maybe Thats Why He Could Fall Deeply In Love With Her.

    Xia Sha thought their encounter with Ye Zhen Zhen was only an accidental meeting that would not affect their future. Who would have known that Ye Zhen Zhen might be the source of trouble for their relationship?


    So it went like this, several days after coming back to Capital City, Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan started to pitching several investors. Out of those who agreed to invest, Ye Zhen Zhen''s grandfather is one of them. They had heard Ji Cun Xi talking about this project and were interested.


    Xia Sha was very much surprised. Not only because Ji Cun Xi, who claimed that he did not like her, is lending a hand, but also Ye Zhen Zhen''s come to her company as the person in charge.


    Another thing is that she is also working on another proposal in the pharmacy area. Thus she asked Xiao Ni to accompany her to a party to grabs Zhang Han (A CEO and heir to one of the biggest pharmaceutical company in the nation) to join hand in research. Who would''ve known Zhang Han bought a girl who then offended Xiao Ni by saying she brings bad luck to Wang Kai.


    This series of the event runs like a dominoes that lead Xia Sha and Xiao Ni to Paris. Wang Kai wanted to cheer Xiao Ni, but the boys need to find a new place for a new resort. Somewhere with no signals. It''s very suspicious, and they''ve gone more than a week now.


    While he is gone, Xia Sha finds loads of interesting facts from Ye Zhen Zhen. Such as, they had a date once before Guan Xian decided to ghost her. Can you imagine how acting skills Xia Sha need to use to keep a kind smiles on her face?


    She wants to reach Guan Xian and asked him to explain when he suddenly comes to her apartment at night. His eyes were death shot red, and he is mumbling something like someone who lost his mind.


    "Xia Sha, help me, I think my head is going to explode anytime," he murmured as if someone just robbed his heart and left him with nothing but pain.


    Guan Xian doesn''t even care someone would look at him outside. He stands outside Xia Sha''s door apartment, unmoved. But Xia Sha could see him might collapse in any minutes.


    "Xia Sha, what to do?" he whispered in between his clenching teeth. He tried so hard to stop his tears, but he could not.


    Xia Sha''s heart sank. She could never imagine that watching Guan Xian in this situation is more painful than her heartbreak before. She pressed her lips and tried not to drop the tears that somehow had welled up in her eyes.


    Somehow Xia Sha could felt the fear and frustration coming from his gaze. She knows something terrible had happened. Something that even money or power could not solve. Something that could make Guan Xian cry like he had lost his hopes.


    "It''s okay. I am here. We can think of solutions," Xia Sha whispered to him as she pulled his arm gently and wrapped him around with her arms.


    She did not know what happen, but she wants to be there for him.


    "It''s okay. It''s okay. Everything is going to be alright," Xia Sha closed her eyes when she heard his restrained sobs.


    "Xia Sha, Xiao Ni, she-" Guan Xian tried to deliver his speech in between his crying.


    Xia Sha felt a hand had grasped her hand and dropped it to the ground at the same time. She still could not understand what happened. But Xia Sha knew that something that makes Guan Xian helpless had happened to Xiao Ni. And she could not help but feeling pained and worry too.


    Xia Sha did not want to show her worry and make Guan Xian felt he needed to be strong for her too. After spending more intimate times with Guan Xian, Xia Sha had found something about Guan Xian. Guan Xian is the type of guy who would not show his vulnerabilities to others who had more. If he is sad, but he saw you sad, he will hide his pain and acted strong for you.


    From the pungent smell of antiseptic on his shirt, Xia Sha could guess that Xiao Ni is in the hospital right now. Guan Xian must be holding his sadness until he comes here.


    "Xiao Ni is in the hospital right now. I don''t know what to do," Guan Xian finished his sentence after he started to calm down. He pushed Xia Sha a half arm''s length away from him and looked at her with a mellow gaze.


    "It''s alright. Xiao Ni is strong and healthy. She is going to be fine. She is always so happy and lucky," Xia Sha holds Guan Xian''s hand tightly, hoping that he would know that she will be there for him.


    Guan Xian shook his head and lowered his head.


    "No, she is not happy. We lied to her this whole time. How could Xiao Ni be delighted once she remembers the truth? How could I call myself her brother after I failed her?" Guan Xian clenched his jaw and closed his eyes. He slowly leans his forehead on Xia Sha''s shoulder.


    Xia Sha went quiet. She let him rest on her shoulder for a moment.


    "She would not think like that. Xiao Ni loves and cares for you so dearly. She knew that you love her, and she never takes it for granted. I knew Xiao Ni would not say that."


    "But I failed to protect her, both in at the past and the present. She hates us now. She does not even want to wake up from her sleep."


    Xia Sha knew Guan Xian had stopped crying, but his worth weighed more than his tears before. Xia Sha felt her heart is crushing as she listens to him.


    "She only needs some time to rest. Why would you say something like that about your little sister? Have a little faith in her, can you?" Xia Sha rebuke with gentle voices, calming Guan Xian with a soothe tap on his back.


    That is when Xia Sha realized something is amiss from Guan Xian. There are traces of blood on his pants. The pungent antiseptic comes from his suit, but inside, his shirt is a mixture of sweat and blood.


    Xia Sha''s heart almost stops beating for a moment. She took a breath to calm down and think of her action. And Guan Xian seems to notice her tense body. He blinked and pushed her away gently.


    "Thank you for being here for me. I should clean myself before I come here. But I''m only-"


    "You could take a bath here," Xia Sha smiles while answering him.


    Guan Xian was stunned for a moment upon staring at her. Xia Sha is wearing no make-up and much less beautiful clothes. But everything about her right now seems to be perfect for him.


    He loves how Xia Sha could calm him down without asking anything.


    He loves how Xia Sha tried to be strong and lean her shoulder when he was weak.


    He loves how Xia Sha accepts and sees his vulnerabilities with open arms.


    He loves how he could come to her with nothing to hides.


    Maybe that''s why he could fall deeply in love with her.


    Because Xia Sha sees him as a human.


    Xia Sha did not expect him to be strong and powerful all the time.


    Xia Sha gives him that fresh air and freedom to express his true feeling.


    "I''m sure you always bought your clothes in your car, right? You could take it while I prepare hot water for you," Xia Sha said before she turned around and go to her bathroom.


    Guan Xian blinked, and she had disappeared. He could hear the water running to fill the tub while she is gone. His heart suddenly felt warmth as he smells Xia Sha''s scent that stayed in the room.


    He had not realized that he still stood there unmoving, even after the bathtub almost filled. Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow when she sees him without his clothes.


    "Why haven''t you go?" she grumbles and clicked her tongue.


    "Nevermind, I''ll take it myself. Where is your car- hmph."


    Xia Sha could not finish her sentence as Guan Xian had suddenly pulled her and kissed her hard. She had never felt Guan Xian so passionate and gentle with his kissing before. Xia Sha could not help but lean into him and replied with her heart.


    She did not know what happen, but she felt so loved and cared that suddenly. Xia Sha could felt him smiling in the middle of their kiss. She felt secure as his palm caress her jaw while those magnetic eyes stare deeply into her soul.


    "I''ll take it. Accompany me to the hospital afterward, will you?" Guan Xian whispered as their nose touched.


    Xia Sha is still managing her breath.. Staring at him with her lively eyes, she pulled her cheek muscle and smiled gently at him.

 Chapter 197 - Shouldnt She Felt More Grateful?

    That night, after Guan Xian calm down, Xia Sha accompanied him to the hospital. Xia Sha could not hide that she is getting more worried and upset every time she saw the reflection of herself on the shiny floor.


    She subconsciously tightens her grasp on Guan Xian''s arm. Her breathing becomes sharper as the nose-piercing smells of alcohol make a strange muscle on her stomach clenched. She can''t help but imagine what her mother had to go through alone, fighting her disease.


    She did not want that to happen again. Not to anyone dear to her heart.


    "Are you okay?" Guan Xian stops once he notices Xia Sha''s tensed expression. He furrowed his eyebrow as he demands Xia Sha to look into him.


    "I''m okay. I''m just thinking about my mother. Let''s see Xiao Ni," Xia Sha answers without looking at Guan Xian. She grabs his arm and fastens her pace.


    Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow but said nothing. He calmly leads Xia Sha to the VIP wards where Xiao Ni stays. Outside the wards, they find tired-looking Mother Guan, who looks worried.


    "Mom, why hadn''t you go home? Where is Dad?" Guan Xian frowned. He looked at the right and left, trying to spot the older man that face he resembles.


    "He is in the toilet. I''m going home soon. Guan Xian, Xia Sha still needs to work tomorrow. Don''t stay too long," Mother Guan said in raspy voices. It seems like she had lost her voice after crying for hours.


    "Aunty, I''m fine," Xia Sha comes and a seat next to mother Guan.


    Mother Guan turned to her with a faint smile. She grabs Xia Sha''s hand and squeezes it a little. No words are coming out from her, but Xia Sha could felt the warmth from mother Guan.


    A low creak from the door steals everybody''s attention. Wang Kai comes out with a lifeless face from inside. He seems like he had something to say but hesitant with Xia Sha''s presence. Xia Sha realized this and instantly made an excuse.


    "Aunty, I''ll buy some warm ginger tea at the cafeteria," she said before she picked her small bag and went. Guan Xian is about to stop her when she gives him a signal to stay.


    And so she wandered on the quiet hospital alone while thinking about her mother and Xiao Ni. The more she walks and smells the alcohol, the more she realized what a fool she had been. Everything that had happened to her, even the betrayal and the pain, had bought her to this position today.


    Shouldn''t she felt more grateful?


    Why are that always extreme and dire situations that make her realized what matters in this life?


    Xia Sha stop and suddenly had the impulse to call her mother, but when she see look at the late time, she undeterred and choose to send a message to her mom and dad instead. She bites her lips when she read the short sentence she sends.


    I love you, mom.


    I love you, dad.


    She felt cringe every time she reread her text. What would they felt when they read it?


    Xia Sha, who felt chills on her back when her mind started to project her mother and father''s reaction, decided to exit the apps and shoved her phone back. She is about to continue her steps to the cafeteria when someone familiar caught her sight.


    Someone wearing a black hoodie with over black mask is standing on the corner of the hospital. Xia Sha could see her nervous state by looking at her trembling legs. She squinted her eyes to grasped a clear sight of the person''s face.


    "Xia Xiang!" She gasped and called out her name as soon as she recognized her. Xia Xiang looks surprised when Xia Sha suddenly called her name. She turned her body around, trying to run away from Xia Sha, but it was too late since Xia Sha had stood before her.


    "I''ve been searching for you. Where did you go?" Xia Sha looks unhappy when she face Xia Xiang. Xia Xiang averted her gaze from Xia Sha. She pressed her lips into a tight line, refusing to answer her questions.


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow when she got no response from Xia Xiang. She controlled her emotion and started to observe her from head to toe. Xia Xiang remain silent for a long time.


    "I''ve been trying to get your mother out. But it''s not that easy since she did conspire with Tan Kun that night."


    For the first time, Xia Xiang responded to Xia Sha. She shook her head weakly and looked up to Xia Sha with red eyes. Trembling, she replied, "She did not conspire with him. She is just trying to save me."


    "I know. Don''t worry. I see what I can do. But why are you here this late? Are you hurt?"


    Xia Sha tried to keep her expression natural. But Xia Xiang could felt Xia Sha keeps observing her with worried eyes. Xia Xiang is hesitant to answer Xia Sha. But after complementing for a long time, she decided to tell her the truth.


    "I''ve been following you these few days. I-" Xia Xiang choked her saliva as she got anxious.


    "What? Where have you been sleeping and eating? Why don''t you go to father?" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and pulled her to the nearest chair to sit.


    If it was months ago, Xia Xiang could never dream that Xia Sha would care for her like a sister. There is mutual hatred between them that not even death or beating could solve. However, tonight, Xia Sha''s warmth felt like the only good things left in her life.


    "I have no face. My mother, I found out she wanted to ruin your life with Wen Rou and Meng Ran. How could I show my face in front of you again?" Xia Xiang quietly dropped the tear that welled up in her eyes.


    "Why not? There is nothing you need to be ashamed of as long you did nothing wrong. You did not plan or harm me. You could show your face to me anytime. I won''t beat you," Xia Sha murmured with slight exasperation on her face.


    Her words might not be pleasant to ears. But the sincerity she never shows Xia Xiang before had touched the deepest hollow of Xia Sha''s heart.


    "I''m not accustomed to receiving your kindness. You better hit me and give me food. I felt less pressure that way."


    "Nonsense. So you haven''t eaten anything? Let''s go. I''ll buy you something at the cafeteria," Xia Sha grabs Xia Xiang''s hand to follow her after.


    Xia Sha''s sudden movement takes Xia Xiang by surprise. Her eyes were filled with water when she looked up to Xia Sha. Xia Sha felt something strange inside her. It''s weird since she can''t ignore Xia Xiang and act as she did before. She almost could not recognize herself when she pulled out a tissue and gave it to Xia Xiang.


    "Come, let''s go," she said gently and took her to the cafeteria.


    And so, Xia Xiang bought her meals while Xia Sha ordered tea for mother Guan. They sat across each other and awkwardly trying to avoid meeting each other eyes. It''s only until Xia Xiang''s meal comes the conversation started to flows between the step-sister.


    "Did Meng Ran still trying to mess with you?" Xia Sha asked carefully while watching Xia Xiang slurping her soups.


    "Eum, she admits herself to a rehabilitation center. Xia Sha, I need to tell you something. Do you remember how they donate money to the charity? It turned out Ling Guang is fooling around with my mother. And my mother also fools around with Yan Xi. Because my mother is in jail, both Ling Guang and Meng Ran had no money to do anything," Xia Xiang mumbles in a low voice. She had lost all of her confidence and spirit.


    Xia Sha was stunned for a moment. She could barely think before she took a deep breath. She knew Pang Ze Tian is crazy, but she did not expect her to be this ''crazy.'' How could her father sleep with her every night?


    "How could you know about everything?" Xia Sha tried to divert her mind from thinking about Pang Ze Tian''s crazy action. She did not want to get affected by her craziness.


    "My mother confessed when I visit her. I''m so ashamed that I don''t even know what to say. Xia Sha, I apologize to you for everything. You are right. It was your home from day one. My mom and I are indeed the thorns in your life," Xia Xiang lowered her head and smiled weakly to herself.


    "Xia Sha, I''m so glad you found your happiness with Guan Xian. Happiness looks good on you. I could not give you anything nor that I could pay you back. But I''m glad you are in a good place right now," Xia Xiang sincerely said to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha smiles back at her and grasps her hand, "You too, I believe and pray that you are in a good place now."


    "Yes, I planned to go to the rehabilitation center too after I met my biological father. Xia Sha, could you give me his number? My mom took it from me the other day," Xia Xiang asked with solemn peace on her face.


    Xia Sha agreed, but she asked Xia Xiang to went back to her apartment with her. Xia Xiang refuses. She thinks she had received enough kindness from Xia Sha. Xia Xiang did not want to make her think that she had another motive upon meeting her here.


    Following her like a stalker is suspicious enough.


    "I''ll book a hotel room for you, wait," Xia Sha decides for Xia Xiang after she notices her uneasiness. But before she could do anything, a sudden call from Zheng Shuang pops on her phone.


    "XIA SHA! KAI XIN! KAI XIN! SHE FALLS ON THE TOILET.. NOW THERE IS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. WHAT TO DO?"

 Chapter 198 - The Child Is Gone

    "XIA SHA! KAI XIN! KAI XIN! SHE FALLS ON THE TOILET. NOW THERE IS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. WHAT TO DO?" Zheng Shuang''s panicked voice filled Xia Sha''s ear.


    She furrowed her eyebrow and pressed her lips together into a hard line.


    "Zheng Shuang, calm down. Inhale and Exhale. Where are you now? I''m in First people hospital right now. How is Kai Xin''s condition? Can you drive her here?" Xia Sha tried to remain cold-headed in these precarious situations.


    Zheng Shuang followed Xia Sha''s instructions and calmed herself. She answers Xia Sha with a trembling voice, "We are staying at my apartment. She is unconscious right now. Ruan Jing Tian and Xiao Yu is on his way. What should I do?"


    "Okay, Okay. Don''t worry. I''ll ask the doctor prepared first to help here. In five minutes, if Ruan Jing Tian or Xiao Yu hadn''t arrived, could you calm down and drive?"


    "I don''t think I can," Zheng Shuang shook her head frantically.


    "Okay, it''s okay. I''ll find-"


    "Xiao Yu is here! Thank God!" Zheng Shuang shriek. She is on the verge of crying from the first time she heard Kai Xin''s screams. She holds it for too long, and it finally breaks when she sees Xiao Yu.


    "Please help Kai Xin and the baby," Zheng Shuang begs Xiao Yu while she sobbed. Xia Sha listens to them from the phone almost drops her tears too. She hangs the call after Kai Xin got into the car.


    "Xia Xiang, I had some emergency. I''ll have someone from the Xia Manor to fetch you here. Stay on the manor for tonight, okay? I''ll talk to you tomorrow," Xia Sha said without looking at Xia Xiang. She had her eyes fixed on the phone and send a message to the driver at home.


    "Wait, what happens?" Xia Xiang looks confused, but then she regrets ever asking. She remembers Xia Sha hates when anyone is meddling in her business.


    "Kai Xin fall on the toilet. I need to tell her condition to the doctor so they could prepare when she arrived," Xia Sha subconsciously replied to Xia Xiang''s question.


    If Xia Sha is sober, she also would question herself. But she is not in her normal situation right now. Xia Sha runs to the Incentive Care Unit the moment Xia Xiang agreed with her arrangement.


    Everything happens so suddenly that Xia Sha doesn''t even remember about the ginger tea or Guan Xian. She stands next to Zheng Shuang and Xiao Yu. No one is talking, but they shared the same worried expression.


    Xia Sha forced close her eyelids. She tried to surpass the fears and guilt that starts to eat her alive. She had a faint heartache in her heart, and she was almost running out of breath.


    "Hah, hah, hah, how is Kai Xin?"


    Ruan Jing Tian appears in front of them, bending with hands on his knee. He caught his breath and looked up to Xia Sha the very next second. Their eyes meet for a second before Xia Sha averted her gaze nervously.


    "We don''t know. The doctor hasn''t come out," Zheng Shuang answer with a tingled nose.


    Ruan Jing Tian looked at nod his head slightly.


    "Zheng Shuang, are you sure it''s a total accident. Do you find anything suspicious," Ruan Jing Tian''s countenance turned queer as he slightly glances at Xiao Yu on Zheng Shuang''s left.


    Xiao Yu is well aware that Ruan Jing Tian had some suspicion of him. But since he did not do anything wrong this time, he ignores the glance and concentrates all of his energy on Zheng Shuang.


    "I don''t know, but the floor was already filled with blood when I saw her," Zheng Shuang answer hastily. She tried to recall the accident, but it just too terrifying that she turns to Xiao Yu for comfort.


    "It''s dry, and the floor use anti-slips. I think Kai Xin tripped on herself," Xiao Yu speculated while gently soothing Zheng Shuang on his side.


    Xiao Yu''s explanation makes sense and acceptable for him. But there is still burgeoning uneasiness remain on his face.


    Xia Sha observed this for a long time. She furrowed her eyebrow as she directly probed the question on her mind.


    "Do you know something?" Xia Sha asked carefully with a low tone. She did not avoid eye contact with Ruan Jing Tian this time. Instead, she rather looks expectant of his answer.


    Xia Sha knew Ruan Jing Tian hates playing detective. He is never overly suspicious of someone for no reason. Xia Sha had high regard for Ruan Jing Tian''s opinion and assumptions.


    Ruan Jing Tian holds his breath and lets out a frustrated breath.


    "Kai Xin''s family met Yan Xi''s family after that bastard said he wanted to take the responsibilities. Kai Xin''s father is very obstinate with not letting Yan Xi marry Kai Xin. He was there to hear Yan Xi''s apology only. But Yan Xi''s mother talked to him and slightly changed his mind," Ruan Jing Tian said thoughtfully. He closed his eyes as fury, and possibly regrets, sweeps across his face.


    "But then that bastard backed out after the Guan''s family charity party. He changed his mind that night and asked Kai Xin to abort the baby. Kai Xin runs to me after the party. I tried to investigate these matters, but I could not find anything. Yan Xi suddenly stops fooling around and spends all of his time working. There is a missing link that connects every dots, but I could not find anything."


    Xia Sha listen to Ruan Jing Tian''s explanation carefully and had the same complicated feeling. Yan Xi''s action contradicted his words. However, if he did ask Kai Xin to abort, it''s reasonable for Ruan Jing Tian to question today''s accident.


    Kai Xin''s haven''t fast the first three semesters of her pregnancy. Xia Sha had consulted with the doctor before Kai Xin''s arrived. The doctor said there are possibilities the baby could not survive, depends on how dire the situation was.


    And Kai Xin''s situations, most probably-


    Xia Sha shook her head. She does not speculate when Kai Xin is trying hard to survive over the room.


    "I understand, but let just pray for Kai Xin''s and the baby first," Xia Sha walked to Ruan Jing Tian, pulling him to sit. He looks pale and exhausted after running for quite some time.


    Everyone seems to agree with Xia Sha''s words. The air becomes quiet once again. It was until Zheng Shuang looked at Xia Sha with a worried face.


    "Xia Sha, when I call you, you''ve arrived at the hospital. Why are you here so late at night? Are you sick?"


    Zheng Shuang''s question followed with an intense gaze from Ruan Jing Tian. The sudden realization also reminds Xia Sha of Xiao Ni and Guan Xian at the ward. Her face turned blank as she tried to make up some excuses.


    "I- I- I need to see the doctor because of constipation," she replied succinctly. Deep inside, she hated herself for choosing such lame excuses.


    Constipation Xia Sha? Really?


    "Ah, are you okay now?" Zheng Shuang seems to buy her lies.


    Xia Sha nods her head that instant. She did not dare to look back at Ruan Jing Tian or glance at Xiao Yu, who seems to be more observant between them.


    Xiao Yu''s sharp glance also reminds her that she should not tell anyone about Xiao Ni right now. Especially to Xiao Yu that clearly shows his ambitions and goal.


    "I''m alright-"


    "Family from Ms.Kai Xin?"


    A doctor suddenly comes out from the unit. He had his mask and gloves. Xia Sha could easily spot the bloodstain on his white coat. Suddenly the air sank into an unprecedented cold silence as they waited for the doctor to talk. It''s so cold that Xia Sha finds it hard to breathe.


    "Is anyone of you in Ms. Kai Xin''s family?" the doctor asked while writing something on the writing board he holds.


    "I''m her fiancee," Ruan Jing Tian steps out and follows the doctor who asked for his consent.


    "I''m so sorry, but we cannot save your baby. The mother is still unconscious at the moment. There is a sign of infection and heavy bleeding.  I advise for curette right now to remove the pregnant tissues," the doctor said politely and carefully.


    Zheng Shuang gasped loudly. She turned her body to Xiao Yu and cry silently on his chest.


    "My fault, it''s my fault," she mumbles in between her sobbed, which makes Xiao Yu sad.


    Ruan Jing Tian, who seems to went blank for a moment, looked at the paper in his hand. He turned to Xia Sha with a complex expression. There is unspeakable pain that ripped his heart into two.


    Xia Sha stands there, freezing, as her soul has flown somewhere away. Her breathing started to fasten, but she still finds it hard to breathe. The hallow on her chest expanded when Ruan Jing Tian signed the paper.


    Xia Sha tried to inhale and exhales a few more times. But then the acid on her stomach risen that she felt the urge to puke. Without caring about anyone, she runs fast to the toilet.


    "HOEKKK!"


    She emptied her stomach until she had no energy left to stand. Her legs had turned into jelly as she sat next to the toilet. Her whole body is trembling as flushed the toilet.


    The child is gone.

 Chapter 199 - Jing Tian, I Need To Go Somewhere

    In amidst of her thinking, Guan Xian realized something important that he might miss. He carefully drove as he glances at Xia Sha. In contrast to the emotional and defensive persona she had in the past, she looks calm and toned down a lot right now.


    Guan Xian is complementing to give out everything to Xia Sha. But he bares not to when he saw her tired face.


    "Xia Sha, you don''t need to pretend you aren''t sad just because I''m," Guan Xian said in a soft voice. He stretched out his arm and touched the top of her head.


    Xia Sha turned to Guan Xian with a silent smile. Her hand reached for his hand. Quietly she intertwined their finger together, transferring heat from each other bodies.


    "How is Xiao Ni?" she asked, trying to divert Guan Xian''s attention from her. She did not want added her burden to Guan Xian''s problem at this time.


    Guan Xian had a resistant smile on his face as Xia Sha asked about Xiao Ni. His whole body suddenly tensed as he recalls Wang Kai''s voice on his mind. There is a strong urges to tell Xia Sha the secret his family had been hiding, but those words got stuck on her tongue.


    He could not let it out. Not now.


    "The doctor said she would wake up this week. We did not know what will happen, but let hope for the best," Guan Xian mutters as he carefully chooses his words.


    The differences in his tone and gesture are so visible that Xia Sha could see that he hides something almost immediately. Although it makes her felt uneasy for a moment that he could not tell her, she respected his choice. So she nods her head and mumbles, "Of course I will."


    Both of them did not speak again that night. The two of them that hides something from each other. It''s so oblivious, yet no one wants to bring it up.


    Guan Xian walked her to her apartment door. When Xia Sha turned her back with her bright smiles as she bid her goodbye, Guan Xian suddenly grabs her wrist by his arm. Xia Sha could felt an unusual heat transfer on her neck as he weighted his head in her shoulder.


    "Xiao Ni- she had a traumatic event in the past. The doctor said that the accident is too painful that her brain chooses to forget it. Or it might be my parent''s successful attempts at hypnotherapy. That time was-"


    Guan Xian felt her throat burning as the memories filled his mind. He surpassed his cowardice and tried to finish his sentence.


    "It was dreadful. Xiao Ni could not eat or talk. She just stared at the wall blankly all day longs. Could you imagine? Xiao Ni and her personalities before suddenly become a living statue?" Guan Xian said and laughed dryly.


    Xia Sha was stunned when she heard his story. She could felt Guan Xian''s abnormally slow heartbeat as she had her hand placed on his muscular chest. He could hear and see the fear and terror inside Guan Xian right now.


    "The accident had triggered her memories. I''m afraid she will turn like that Xiao Ni in the past," Guan Xian whispered the last words on Xia Sha''s ear. He sounds weak and debilitated.


    "It''s not that I don''t want to tell you this, but it''s hard for me to re-live in that time. Please don''t take one step back from me. I work so hard to make you open up to me."


    Xia Sha is rendered speechless by Guan Xian''s sudden exclamation. He thought she spilled nothing of her thought because he keeps secrets from him. That is rather absurd in Xia Sha''s opinion. But she could understand why Guan Xian could think that way.


    Xia Sha suddenly sighed and patted Guan Xian''s back as if he is a sleepy baby.


    "Hey, I think I''ve been passive for too long this time that you began to take me as a boring woman. Just because I did not tell you everything does not mean I did not trust you. It''s because I knew that I could solve this myself," Xia Sha grumble with feigning anger.


    "And can you get away from me? For your information, your head is heavy."


    Guan Xian broke into smiles after hearing Xia Sha''s explanation. He squared his shoulder and cleared his throat.


    "Then, can I-" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow and pointed at the apartment indirectly.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and throws a sharp glance at Guan Xian. With an eyebrow furrowed up, she raised her hand and flicked Guan Xian''s flawless forehead.


    "Aw!" Guan Xian groaned in pain.


    "You must be sick!" Her lips twitched as Guan Xian pretending that her little flicker had wounded him.


    First of all, how can he go from melancholy to lewd in a split of a second?


    Second of all, she did not use much strength. Considering Guan Xian had thick skin and skull, that hit should not be a problem.


    "That is right. I am sick. That is why I need your care tonight," Guan Xian stared sheepishly at Xia Sha. His pair of big mischievous eyes are pleading for her agreement.


    Xia Sha''s orbs turned pensive as she clicked her tongue in annoyance. She ignored Guan Xian and put on her passcode. As she about to enter, she suddenly turned to Guan Xian, tiptoed, and peck his lips.


    "That is your medicine tonight! Bye!" She said and rushed inside the apartment at the same time.


    Guan Xian was stunned at the door slammed on his face. His eyes suddenly look amused and irked at the same time. He shook his head slowly before he walked back to his car with a low hum and smile.


    When he about to start his car engine, someone suddenly knocked on his window car. Guan Xian takes his time to observe people outside and is surprised when he realized it was Xia Sha''s step-sister, Xia Xiang.


    Rolling down his window car, he coldly glances at her.


    "Young Master Guan, I need to talk to you. It''s about my mother!" she said with eyes of terror and trembling voices. Guan Xian furrows his brow and complementing for a while. After a moment, he said something to Xia Xiang before she gets into the back seat of the car.


    **


    The next day, Xia Sha went to visit Kai Xin the first thing in the morning. Ruan Jing Tian was still staying there to take care of Kai Xin, who is speeling peacefully right now. She stands next to Xia Sha''s bed while listening to Ruan Jing Tian''s explanation of the current operation.


    "She cried the whole night," Ruan Jing Tian sighed as he looked at Xia Sha with his tired eyes.


    Xia Sha looked at Kai Xin''s solemn face as she breathes evenly. Pulling up the blanket to Kai Xin''s chest, Xia Sha said to Ruan Jing Tian, "You should go home now. I''ll take care of her."


    "Uncle and Aunty are on their way. I''ll wait a little longer."


    Xia Sha did not force Ruan Jing Tian to go as she also needs someone to keep her mind sane. Her fingertips tremble as she watched tears dropping in the corner of Kai Xin''s eyes.


    That little tear is enough to make Xia Sha''s heart filled with guilt and remorse.


    She bares not to bring herself to wipe away Kai Xin''s tears as she felt she is the cause of this disaster. Xia Sha averted her gaze from Kai Xin and turned to Ruan Jing Tian.


    "Jing Tian, I need to go somewhere. Will you accompany me?" Xia Sha asked with strong determination in her eyes, how could Ruan Jing Tian refuse her request?


    Thus the two of them ride Xia Sha''s car after Kai Xin''s parents come. Ruan Jing Tian wanted to ask where Xia Sha desire to go, but then he watched Xia Sha put on location to her car GPS.


    Capital City Prison.


    Ruan Jing Tian did not object, nor did he said a word as Xia Sha began to increase the car speed. He did not need to spare a glance to understand that it''s the way Xia Sha vent her frustration and anger.


    When they arrived at their destination, both of them had vengeful glances and dark faces. Xia Sha glances coldly at her wristband before she opens the door and slams it hard.


    "I''ll talk to Tan Kun," Ruan Jing Tian suddenly said as he followed Xia Sha''s steps from behind.


    "Why do you need to talk to that disgusting man?" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow. Just images of that fat man with rotten teeth make her shudder in nausea.


    "I had my suspicion," Ruan Jing Tian did not want to spill everything out for Xia Sha. Not when they stand in front of the jail.


    "Okay, but join me later. I need to you drain Pang Ze Tian''s emotion," Xia Sha said as she coldly enters the building.


    **


    She forced open her eyes and looked at the night scene before her.


    "If I found out that Pang Ze Tian behind this matter again, I swear I won''t let her live a happy day for the rest of her life. Not even one day," Xia Sha''s cold voice sound as sharp and piercing as the cold night.


    "Pang Ze Tian needs to pay for Kai Xin''s baby if it''s her," she added.


    Guan Xian felt chills creeping on his arms, but a mocking smile rose on his face.


    "Do you think I would let her get away after all the things she had done to you? Don''t get too agitated, don''t worry, I''ll make sure she would not live a happy life from now on," Guan Xian tried to coed Xia Sha. He did not want her to drain her energy for Pang Ze Tian.


    Xia Sha listens to Guan Xian and nods her head slightly. She then started to talk about Xia Xiang''s surprising finds out about Pang Ze Tian. From the cooperation between her and Meng Ran to the cheating scandal.


    "I never thought she could be this- mindblowing," Xia Sha said with a flat tone as she keeps watching the scenery outside the car.


    "I don''t know what makes her so obsessed with my family and why it has to be mine? And how could she hurt Kai Xin when we''ve put her behind the bar?" She probed the question with her tired mind.


    "Why do you think it''s Pang Ze Tian?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow as he concentrates on the road. He would rather know that it''s probably Pang Ze Tian, but he just wanted to knew why Xia Sha could come to that speculations.


    "I don''t know. Xia Xiang''s confession makes me think she did not like Kai Xin carrying Yan Xi''s baby. It just my guts," Xia Sha murmured as she watched each street''s lamps passed by with no spirit.


    "Anyway, what will you do to Wen Rou? We would not possibly hold her captive until she grew old and die, can''t we?" Xia Sha heard herself sound so resolute. So she added the last questions.


    Guan Xian grinned and tilted his head at Xia Sha.


    "Why can''t we? We could do that if you want," he teased.


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes and ignores Guan Xian. So Guan Xian decided to tell her the real situation about Wen Rou.


    "Her father had begun to question her disappearance. It won''t be too long before he got into contact with us. When he did, we will see what he can offers."


    Guan Xian''s reply makes Xia Sha let out a long sigh. She raised her finger and knocked the window gently, creating a random beat. Guan Xian looks at the tired soul and smiles weakly at her.


    It''s not like he did not know what Xia Sha is doing right now. She had tried her best to hide her sadness and emotion because she knew he is facing the same things. But Guan Xian did not lose her sister, and Xia Sha did lose her nephew.


    This thorny girl is silly for pretending to be okay and tried to put a strong appearance on him. But it sweets, as sweet as her saying that she would stand by his side through thick and thin.


    He knew her action speaks louder than her words.


    Xia Sha did not have to say she will not leave him, she just has to show it through her actions.


    And she did.

 Chapter 200 - Jing Tian, I Need To Go Somewhere

    "Boss, Ms. Xia visit the Pang Ze Tian today. She goes with Mr. Ruan Jing Tian to Capital City Prison after visiting Ms.Kai Xin," Tang Yu Bin informed Guan Xian with a tense tone.


    Tang Yu Bin is well aware of the risk he takes this time. He had entered Guan Xian''s office without knocking and narrated Ms.Xia Sha and Mr.Ruan Jing Tian in the same sentence.


    Guan Xian would not be happy with this news, but Tang Yu Bin still needs to carry his works. That is his integrity and standard of a personal assistant.


    Tang Yu Bin''s body stiffened when he watched Guan Xian froze on his movement. His fountain pen hangs in his hand, but the peace on his face before had disappeared. Slowly he looked up to Tang Yu Bin with a meaningful gaze.


    "What did you say?" His low voice sounded dangerous and intimidating.


    Tang Yu Bin''s adam apple bobbed up and down as he swallowed his fear. He needs to do his job well! Even though Boss would be in a foul mood the whole day, he still needs to deliver this information!


    "Ms. Xia Sha and Mr. Ruan Jing Tian went to Capital City Prison together after visiting Ms.Kai Xin in the hospital," Tang Yu Bin said as he chanted that he is a professional personal assistant in his mind. He is devoted and loyal.


    Guan Xian''s eyes twitched, but he said nothing after he listens to Tang Yu Bin. Tang Yu Bin steals glances at him anxiously. Rather than acting thermonuclear like he usually does, Guan Xian staying calm is scarier. The killing aura around her body is ready to attack anyone that evokes his anger.


    God knew the repressiveness Tang Yu Bin had gone through while Guan Xian is in his beast mode.


    Guan Xian looked at the email he just received and pursed his lips into a hard line. His murderous expression was completely different from his usually smiling face. He was deep in his thought for a moment as Guan Xian retaining his fake calm.


    "Okay, I understand. Go back to your work first," Guan Xian finally said after a while.


    Tang Yu Bin''s mouth falls open. His orbs contracted as he could not believe what he just heard.


    This highness Young Master Guan never fails to act like crazy every time he got jealous. Of course, he could control it in front of Ms. Xia as his consideration of trust. But Tang Yu Bin had seen too much that his brain froze when Guan Xian find his composure after hearing the information.


    "B-Boss?" Tang Yu Bin''s eyes shook tremendously with disbelief.


    Guan Xian, whose mood had hit rock bottom, shot him an irritated gaze. He gestures him to go out with his eyes which shows strong urges and coercion.


    Tang Yu Bin dare not to stay for another minute in Guan Xian''s office. However, when he pulled the door, Guan Xian''s voices stop his steps.


    "Notify the basecamp to keep their eye on Xia Sha. Make sure she is safe."


    Tang Yu Bin: "..."


    Whew, Tang Yu Bin finally could exhale a relief breath. He is grateful that the Boss still does something. Knowing Guan Xian, if he heard something grave and stay calm, usually the person or the company would disappear from the city in matters of days.


    Miss Xia could be cold sometimes, but she is far better than those flirtatious and vulgar women he had to deal with in the past. Imagine coming back to that time where he needs to face their anger when Guan Xian decided to dump them?


    Tang Yu Bin shook his head frantically. He turned to Guan Xian and said, "Right away."


    Guan Xian went back to his work after Tang Yu Bin left him alone. He had a lot of thought as he takes his phone and dials some number. He is wearing an icy mask on his face, and beneath it, his eyes sparked violently.


    "Wen Du Jiao, your daughter is in my hand. If you want her alive, I''ll see you in Capital City this Friday."


    Without listening to the other person on the line, he closed the connection indifferently. He leaves his black leather chair and walked to the wall to floor glass in his office. He looked at the azure view of the bustling city calmly.


    "What to do? I almost run out of patience," he mumbles as his eyes changed dark and vengeful.


    ***


    Xia Xiang looked at the food on her plates as she sat quietly at the Xia Manor''s dining room. There is no one around her, only silence and food watching her mindlessly shoving the breakfast into her mouth.


    Xia Qi Feng had gone to the company without breakfast. He must have gotten the notif that Xia Xiang went back to the manor today. He never skips breakfast before, but he did today.


    Xia Xiang ignored the suffocating feeling inside her chest that made her wanted to cry. She clenched her grasp on the spoon and took a deep breath as she continued her breakfast.


    "Xia Xiang, you are strong. You could finish this and live your life the way you want it. Yes, you need to end everything and revive," She mumbles this mantra to herself as she forced the food down her throat and finished her breakfast.


    Guan Xian broke into smiles after hearing Xia Sha''s explanation. He squared his shoulder and cleared his throat.


    "Then, can I-" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow and pointed at the apartment indirectly.


    Xia Sha widens her eyes and throws a sharp glance at Guan Xian. With an eyebrow furrowed up, she raised her hand and flicked Guan Xian''s flawless forehead.


    "Aw!" Guan Xian groaned in pain.


    "You must be sick!" Her lips twitched as Guan Xian pretending that her little flicker had wounded him.


    First of all, how can he go from melancholy to lewd in a split of a second?


    Second of all, she did not use much strength. Considering Guan Xian had thick skin and skull, that hit should not be a problem.


    "That is right. I am sick. That is why I need your care tonight," Guan Xian stared sheepishly at Xia Sha. His pair of big mischievous eyes are pleading for her agreement.


    Xia Sha''s orbs turned pensive as she clicked her tongue in annoyance. She ignored Guan Xian and put on her passcode. As she about to enter, she suddenly turned to Guan Xian, tiptoed, and peck his lips.


    "That is your medicine tonight! Bye!" She said and rushed inside the apartment at the same time.


    Guan Xian was stunned at the door slammed on his face. His eyes suddenly look amused and irked at the same time. He shook his head slowly before he walked back to his car with a low hum and smile.


    When he about to start his car engine, someone suddenly knocked on his window car. Guan Xian takes his time to observe people outside and is surprised when he realized it was Xia Sha''s step-sister, Xia Xiang.


    Rolling down his window car, he coldly glances at her.


    "Young Master Guan, I need to talk to you. It''s about my mother!" she said with eyes of terror and trembling voices. Guan Xian furrows his brow and complementing for a while. After a moment, he said something to Xia Xiang before she gets into the back seat of the car.


    **


    Ruan Jing Tian did not object, nor did he said a word as Xia Sha began to increase the car speed. He did not need to spare a glance to understand that it''s the way Xia Sha vent her frustration and anger.


    When they arrived at their destination, both of them had vengeful glances and dark faces. Xia Sha glances coldly at her wristband before she opens the door and slams it hard.


    "I''ll talk to Tan Kun," Ruan Jing Tian suddenly said as he followed Xia Sha''s steps from behind.


    "Why do you need to talk to that disgusting man?" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow. Just images of that fat man with rotten teeth make her shudder in nausea.


    "I had my suspicion," Ruan Jing Tian did not want to spill everything out for Xia Sha. Not when they stand in front of the jail.


    "Okay, but join me later.. I need to you drain Pang Ze Tian''s emotion," Xia Sha said as she coldly enters the building.

 Chapter 201 - Then, Who Is It? Who Is My Father?

    "Boss, Ms. Xia visit the Pang Ze Tian today. She goes with Mr. Ruan Jing Tian to Capital City Prison after visiting Ms.Kai Xin," Tang Yu Bin informed Guan Xian with a tense tone.


    Tang Yu Bin is well aware of the risk he takes this time. He had entered Guan Xian''s office without knocking and narrated Ms.Xia Sha and Mr.Ruan Jing Tian in the same sentence.


    Guan Xian would not be happy with this news, but Tang Yu Bin still need to carry his works. That is his integrity and standard of a personal assistant.


    Tang Yu Bin''s body stiffened when he watched Guan Xian froze on his movement. His fountain pen hangs in his hand, but the peace on his face before had disappeared. Slowly he looked up to Tang Yu Bin with a meaningful gaze.


    "What did you say?" His low voice sounded dangerous and intimidating.


    Tang Yu Bin''s adam apple bobbed up and down as he swallowed his fear. He needs to do his job well! Even though Boss would be in a foul mood the whole day, he still needs to deliver this information!


    "Ms. Xia Sha and Mr. Ruan Jing Tian went to Capital City Prison together after visiting Ms.Kai Xin in the hospital," Tang Yu Bin said as he chanted that he is a professional personal assistant in his mind. He is devoted and loyal.


    Guan Xian''s eyes twitched, but he said nothing after he listens to Tang Yu Bin. Tang Yu Bin steal glances at him anxiously. Rather than acting thermonuclear like he usually does, Guan Xian staying calm is scarier. The killing aura around her body is ready to attack anyone that evokes his anger.


    God knew the repressiveness Tang Yu Bin had gone through while Guan Xian is in his beast mode.


    Guan Xian looked at the email he just received and pursed his lips into a hard line. His murderous expression was completely different from his usually smiling face. He was deep in his thought for a moment as Guan Xian retaining his fake calm.


    "Okay, I understand. Go back to your work first," Guan Xian finally said after a while.


    Tang Yu Bin''s mouth falls open. His orbs contracted as he could not believe what he just heard.


    This highness Young Master Guan never fails to act like crazy every time he got jealous. Of course, he could control it in front of Ms. Xia as his consideration of trust. But Tang Yu Bin had seen too much that his brain froze when Guan Xian find his composure after hearing the information.


    "B-Boss?" Tang Yu Bin''s eyes shook tremendously with disbelief.


    Guan Xian, whose mood had hit rock bottom, shot him an irritated gaze. He gestures him to go out with his eyes which shows strong urges and coercion.


    Tang Yu Bin dare not to stay for another minute in Guan Xian''s office. However, when he pulled the door, Guan Xian''s voices stop his steps.


    "Notify the basecamp to keep their eye on Xia Sha. Make sure she is safe."


    Tang Yu Bin: "..."


    Whew, Tang Yu Bin finally could exhale a relief breath. He is grateful that the Boss still does something. Knowing Guan Xian, if he heard something grave and stay calm, usually the person or the company would disappear from the city in matters of days.


    Miss Xia could be cold sometimes, but she is far better than those flirtatious and vulgar women he had to deal with in the past. Imagine coming back to that time where he needs to face their anger when Guan Xian decided to dump them?


    Tang Yu Bin shook his head frantically. He turned to Guan Xian and said, "Right away."


    Guan Xian went back to his work after Tang Yu Bin left him alone. He had a lot of thought as he takes his phone and dials some number. He is wearing an icy mask on his face, and beneath it, his eyes sparked violently.


    "Wen Du Jiao, your daughter is in my hand. If you want her alive, I''ll see you in Capital City this Friday."


    Without listening to the other person on the line, he closed the connection indifferently. He leaves his black leathered chair and walked to the wall to floor glass on his office. He looked at the azure view of the bustling city calmly.


    "What to do? I almost run out of patience," he mumbles as his eyes changed dark and vengeful.


    ***


    Xia Xiang looked at the food on her plates as she sat quietly at the Xia Manor''s dining room. There is no one around her, only silence and food watching her mindlessly shoving the breakfast into her mouth.


    Xia Qi Feng had gone to the company without breakfast. He must have gotten the notif that Xia Xiang went back to the manor today. He never skips breakfast before, but he did today.


    Xia Xiang ignored the suffocating feeling inside her chest that made her wanted to cry. She clenched her grasp on the spoon and took a deep breath as she continued her breakfast.


    "Xia Xiang, you are strong. You could finish this and live your life the way you want it. Yes, you need to end everything and revive," She mumbles this mantra to herself as she forced the food down her throat and finished her breakfast.


    "Miss Xia eat a lot more than usual today," the maid silently talks to each other when they clean Xia Xiang''s plate.


    Xia Xiang pressed her lips into a thin line when she heard the maid''s murmured. The maid did not realize that she hasn''t gone too far from the dining room. If it''s the past Xia Xiang, she would instantly throw a fuss and scold the maid.


    But she isn''t. She is not the young mistress of Xia''s family, nor that she had the right to stay here again. She took a sharp breath and squared her shoulder.


    For the last time, she walked out from the Xia Manor. The big white house that once is her source of pride now reminds her of nothing but pain.


    Xia Xiang had called He Jin Nan before she arrived at the cafe where they agree to meet. Her knuckles almost turned white as she tightened her clutch on her shoulder bag. He Jin Nan could be spotted easily, even if he sat in the corner of the room.


    Xia Xiang tried to find the composure left in her as Xia Xiang approaching the man and sit in front of him.


    "Xia Xiang," He Jin Nan sounds excited to see his daughter.


    Xia Xiang forced a smile but did not return his greeting. She took a seat next to He Jin Nan and carefully placed the bag on her lap.


    "Xia Xiang, I''ve heard what happen to your mother. Are you okay?" He Jin Nan sounds genuinely worried about Xia Xiang''s condition.


    Xia Xiang nodded her head and thoughtfully replied to her so-called biological father.


    "I''m fine. Mother is fine too. You don''t have to worry. We''ve taken care of ourselves since mother leaves you," Xia Xiang''s answer was nice enough but enough to make He Jin Nan rendered speechless awkwardly. He clears his throat and diverts the topic.


    "So-"


    "I came here today to asked you about your marriage with my mother before. What makes you violently abused my mother? Is it because of me?" Xia Xiang asked directly.


    There is no fear or hesitance in her eyes right now. It was monotonously blank as she looked at He Jin Nan straight to his eyes. He Jin Nan suddenly could not move his tongue because of the pressure Xia Xiang exclude from her body.


    Xia Xiang went on her with her question because He Jin Nan could not answer. She put on the purse on her lap on the table and directly unzipped it in front of He Jin Nan.


    He Jin Nan widens his eyes and looks at Xia Xiang in disbelief. His mouth falls open, but Xia Sha had started to unravel him with words.


    "There is five hundred thousand in the bag. You can take it after you give me the answer I need. Why did you abuse my mother when she is pregnant with me?"


    He Jin Nian furrowed his eyebrow. He is about to say something and refuse the money when Xia Xiang shot him a gaze that said, ''I won''t buy you bullshit, just give me the answer I want.''


    Finally, He Jin Nan dropped his acting and let out a mocking chuckle. He looked at Xia Xiang and tilted her head, "Do you need a confirmation or sugar-coated truth? It seems like you''ve known your mother cheated on another man."


    Xia Xiang had seen this answer coming. She had prepared herself from last night. But after hearing it from He Jin Nan''s mouth, she still lost her composure and calm.


    He Jin Nan smirked when he saw Xia Xiang''s hurt expression. There was satisfaction when he watched her crumbles slowly. It was addicting. Thus he continued his sentence.


    "That slut mother of yours was never satisfied. She opens her legs to anyone that could give her money and power. Why do you think I hate her so much? Added to the fact that she is a drug addict, she is a wrenched whore. I don''t even know why do I ever marry her."


    Xia Xiang took another sharp breath to stop the tears that welled up in her eyes from falling. She nodded her head slightly and continued her question.


    "Then, who is it? Who is my father?"


    He Jin Nan smirked when he heard the million-dollar question. He tilted his head and said calmly, "She sleeps with so many men. How could I supposed to know?"


    Xia Xiang could see the obvious lie on He Jin Nan''s face. She pulled her back in a swift movement, but He Jin Nan quickly stops her.


    "Alright! I''ll tell, I''ll tell. It was someone with the surname Wen.. He worked at the Wang Corporation before he got fired for corruption."

 Chapter 202 - Dear Stepmother, Thank You For Your Confession.

    Xia Sha thought Ruan Jing Tian would be gone for a long time. Who would know that man had come back just when she about to enter the communicating room. They spare each other looks, but no one starts any conversation as they waited for Pang Ze Tian to come.


    The room is not terrifying or gloomy as one might imagine when they head the word jail. But anyone in the room could felt the murderous aura Xia Sha emitted as she sat straight with a squared shoulder. The poker face she used had perfectly hidden her boiling blood and rage. Not even her eyes showed any emotion when Pang Ze Tian sat in front of her.


    In contrast to Xia Sha''s lack of emotion, Pang Ze Tian''s pupils dilated as soon as she sees Xia Sha. The surge of emotions filled her facial expression. There are Sorrow, shame, anger, shock, and lastly, expectant.


    Pang Ze Tian has imagined a million times what she wanted to say if Xia Qi Feng or Xia Sha comes to visit her. She thinks of a million ways to make them pull her out from this hell. But still, when her imagination comes true, the words on her tongue suddenly become a lump somewhere in her throat.


    "Well, look at you visiting your stepmother. It is unexpected," Pang Ze Tian force a smirk and start the conversation as she began to get anxious.


    Why hasn''t Xia Sha spoken anything?


    Pang Ze Tian had to approx the best way to deal with Xia Sha based on her mood because she knew Xia Sha is an emotional person.


    "It''s unexpected indeed, but you look like you''ve been expecting my visit. You want to go out, right?" Xia Sha said directly, wasting no breath or energy from the first sentence she hurls.


    Pang Ze Tian was stunned. Her answer is obvious, but she suddenly had difficulty saying it out loud.


    "Both you and your father had promised Xia Xiang that you would get me out. Of course, I will be looking forward to that," Pang Ze Tian answer shamelessly as soon as she regains her sense.


    Xia Sha nods her head without a smile. She looks at Pang Ze Tian as if she is a stranger. But somehow, Pang Ze Tian felt uneasy when she did not say anything afterward.


    "What exactly do you want?" Pang Ze Tian furrowed her eyebrow. Her face distorted in a frown as she watched Xia Sha quirked one of her eyebrows. But then she did not answer her question.


    Pang Ze Tian suddenly got nervous.


    Because no matter what perspective Pang Ze Tian used to observe these matters. She could not fathom what makes Xia Sha acted weird like this. First, she did not try to find any secret from her. Second, why would she bring Ruan Jing Tian along with her?


    Pang Ze Tian had her judgment about Ruan Jing Tian. She knew she could not mess with this young man. He managed to observe and steal her wedding ring and almost caused chaos on that day.


    With Ruan Jing Tian on Xia Sha''s side, her wariness is rose to the point it becomes paranoid.


    She did not understand that it''s Xia Sha tricked to make Pang Ze Tian divulged information. The longer Xia Sha keeps her silence, the more pressured Pang Ze Tian to said something.


    "You''ve found you haven''t you? The deal between your father and me?" Pang Ze Tian said after swallowing the bile raising on her throat.


    "I found out more than that," Xia Sha answer calmly as she showed meaningful smiles to Pang Ze Tian.


    Pang Ze Tian froze. She failed to comprehend how many are more than that. From Xia Xiang''s visit, she could find out that Xia Sha treats Xia Xiang better than before now. It''s suspicious, but at the same time, nothing dangerous had happened to Xia Xiang up until now.


    "I found out, pretty much-" Xia Sha hanged her sentence when she realized she had almost broken Pang Ze Tian''s defensive wall. She smirked at her and tilted her head, "Everything."


    "Hah, you think your word games could fool me?" Pang Ze Tian tried to hide her anxiety but pretending to be calm.


    Upon watching her act, Xia Sha looked at Ruan Jing Tan and calmly talk to him, "Jing Tian, bring out that document that Xia Xiang had signed before. Let her mother-"


    "WHAT DID YOU DO TO XIA XIANG?! YOU B*TCH!" Pang Ze Tian gnashed her teeth. She had lost control the moment Xia Sha bring up Xia Xiang into this conversation.


    Both Ruan Jing Tian and Xia Sha did not respond to Pang Ze Tian. Ruan Jing Tian calmly pretends to search for something on his phone while Xia Sha continued her strategy.


    She looked up to Pang Ze Tian that stood up with bulging eyes that sparked vengefully. She intertwined both of her hands calmly as she placed them on the table. With the clear window in between visitor and prisoner, Pang Ze Tian could see her gesture.


    Xia Sha''s blank stare and calmness had caught her unprepared. The only way she used to face the Xia father and daughter is to stir their emotion and make them moves according to her plan. Xia Sha''s stoic and wordless behavior makes her panic.


    As if Xia Sha had won while she loses.


    The longer time passed, the more suffocated Pang Ze Tian feel.


    When Ruan Jing Tian put out his phone, which seems to be a contract with small text. She was suddenly infuriated as she smashed the thick glass between them.


    "Xia Sha, you b*tch! You dare to steal my stock from Xia Xiang! WHY IN THE WORLD SOMEONE AS EVIL AS YOU COULD BE BORN?! WHY DID YOU HATE MY XIA XIANG SO MUCH?! SHE IS SUPPOSED TO LIVE LIKE YOU! LIKE A PRINCESS! WHY DID THE WHOLE WORLD CONSPIRATED AND TURNED MY DAUGHTER INTO THE PAUPER INSTEAD?!"


    Pang Ze Tian got so agitated that she smashed the window a few times in a row. It created a loud bang that the officer barged in and pulled Pang Ze Tian far away from the glass.


    "DAMNED W*TCH! I SHOULD NOT SAVE YOUR MOTHER! YOU SHOULD HAVE FELT ALL THE PAIN IN THIS UNFAIR WORLD! DAMN XIA QI FENG! DAMN SHEN XIA FEI! DAMN HE JIN NAN! DAMNED WEN DU JIAO! I HOPE EVERY ONE OF YOU ROTS IN HELL WHEN YOU DIE! I HOPE EVERYONE SUFFERS THEIR KARMA FOR BULLYING MY DAUGHTER AND ME!"


    Pang Ze Tian did not care anymore. She had planned everything for so long. She had suffered everything to give her daughter the life she deserved. But why does it turned like this?!


    She angrily clenched her fist and looked at Xia Sha as if she is some devil. Pang Ze Tian''s felt her heart is bursting out, and she could not stand it anymore. She just wanted to die right now.


    It''s over! It''s all over! All the dreams that she almost reaches. All is gone!


    The officer turns to Xia Sha. He is asking should he bring her back to her cell. But Xia Sha shook her head with a faint smile.


    "Let her speak. After all, I might never see the face of my stepmother face after this," Xia Sha smiles brightly.


    Pang Ze Tian heard Xia Sha''s remark suddenly stop moving. As if something had broken into her system, she laughed after Xia Sha added, "Oh, I could even call Yan Xi or Ling Guang for you, if you want."


    "hahaha. HAHAHA! HAHAHAHA! YOU! You, every one of you is conspiring against me," Pang Ze Tian laughed like a maniac and pointed at Xia Sha as if she is a joke.


    Her laughter suddenly dried up as wicked smiles grow on her face.


    "You think you''ve won? I''ve got every one of you trapped in my web. Did you think you could outsmart me with those little tricks of yours? You are only a bunch of immature children. Try again next month!" Pang Ze Tian screamed as she is on the verge of exploding.


    "Oh, my dear stepdaughter. Look closely. Every one of you suffers from a different disease. Do you think it''s an accident? That pitiful Meng Ran lives in the hallucination that she is you. Your mother''s kidney is failing. Yan Xi''s family business is failing. Ling Guang loses all his money pocket with an addicted mother. And lately, that friend of yours, her fetus died, isn''t she?" Pang Ze Tian said with a smile that could make people shutters as a chill runs through their nerve.


    "She has had suffered from miscarriage already. It''s all in my plan. If she hasn''t, she will soon," she added indifferently.


    Xia Sha keeps her silent, but underneath the desk, Ruan Jing Tian could see how her knuckles hard turned white as she holds her anger. Pang Ze Tian started to laugh like a lunatic. She keeps mumbling something that Xia Sha could not hear.


    Xia Sha stood up and smiles at Pang Ze Tian. She respectfully smiles at her and slightly bowing her head.


    "Dear stepmother, thank you for your confession. I hope Xia Xiang could understand why we can''t save you out from the jail now," She said as she wiggled her phone in her hand.


    Xia Sha and Ruan Jing Tian instantly walked away from that room. But Pang Ze Tian looks like she does not care anymore. She keeps laughing like a lunatic as she screams in the hallway.


    "I WIN! MY DAUGHTER AND I WILL BE ON THE TOP OF THE WORLD! IT IS WHERE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE!"

 Chapter 203 - What Makes You Upset?

    Xia Sha departs from the Prison with anger filled her whole chest. She was supposed to be working after visiting Pang Ze Tian. But she could not seems to focus on her work even after she isolates herself inside her office.


    Why is Pang Ze Tian so obsessed with stock? Pang Ze Tian only owns one percent of Xia Corporation. It might be big, but Xia Qi Feng certainly could give much more than one percent dividend for Xia Xiang to live. There must be something she hides again.


    Second of all, Wen Du Jiao? Isn''t that Wen Rou''s father?


    The last time she remembers, Wen Rou and Pang Ze Tian are working together to ruin her life. Why does Pang Ze Tian curse Wen Du Jiao?


    And it''s true. Pang Ze Tian might have confessed that she caused Kai Xin''s miscarriage, her mother''s kidney failure, Manipulating Yan Xi and Ling Guang. Xia Sha could understand that Pang Ze Tian had her ways when she lives in the Xia Manor. But how could manipulate and create Kai Xin''s accident when she is in jail?


    This point, leat Xia Sha to the conclusion she has not to win. There is someone on Pang Ze Tian''s side that hasn''t shown their color. And this person, they are close among them, lurking in silence.


    Biting her lower lips, she took her phone and clicked on Guan Xian''s profile on her contact list. The call got connected, but Guan Xian did not answer.


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow, thinking that he might be busy with his work and Xiao Ni. She fixed her gaze at the file on the top of her table. Tightening her grasp on the pen, she let out a deep breath and stand up from her seat.


    Xia Sha''s heart felt heavy. She cannot forgive Pang Ze Tian for everything that she had done. But at the same time, she hates herself for being too blind in the past. The cause of her ignorance had hurt the people she cared about so much.


    "Forget it, the faster I finish this trouble, the faster I could do my work," she mumbles to herself as she put aside her works and carry her phone to his father''s office.


    Her appearance in Xia Qi Feng''s office did not surprise people. After all, Xia Sha is a well-known workaholic in the office. The secretary that looks a lot like her mother is gone, replaced by a young man. Xia Sha wants to mention this to her father, but she was too surprised to say anything when she saw Xiao Zhan in his father''s office.


    Xia Sha''s sudden emergence seems to surprise them too. The laugh and smiles on their faces freeze in the air. Suspicions rise inside Xia Sha''s head, but she tried to push it off by acting indifferent.


    "Dad, I need to talk to you. It is important," Xia Sha ignored Xiao Zhan and directly called Xia Qi Feng father. She controlled her emotion, showing no anger and only urges.


    Xia Qi Feng looked at Xia Sha with wondering eyes, while Xiao Zhan excuses himself at that exact moment. Xia Sha waited until Xiao Zhan disappears behind the door before she sat across from her father.


    Xia Qi Feng looked at his though daughter and let out a silent sigh. "Xia Sha, can you be more-"


    Xia Sha raised one of the eyebrows and firing a questioning look at her father.


    "Forget it," Xia Qi Feng shook his head slightly and cleared his throat. Xia Sha nodded. She also felt his father better let the topic pass because she needs to discuss more important things.


    "I need a Pang Ze Tian''s background check," Xia Sha did not beat around the bush and directly asked for what she wanted.


    Xia Qi Feng''s face distorted into a frown the moment he heard Xia Sha''s request.


    "What did you need it? Pang Ze Tian has rotted in the jail. We have nothing to do with her anymore," Xia Qi Feng said coldly.


    From the day she divorces Shen Xia Fei up until now, Pang Ze Tian has been the number one source of his headache. He is slowly gaining back his happiness these days, Xia Sha mentioning Pang Ze Tian''s name his mood messy.


    "I want to finish everything for one. I don''t want to leave even a piece of roots that witch on my life. So please, father, let me have the files, and I''ll go out from this office as soon as possible," Xia Sha said decisively.


    Xia Sha did not want to tell Xia Qi Feng about Pang Ze Tian''s confession, not when everything is still blurry. But she also needs fast information about Pang Ze Tian, and she knows Xia Qi Feng must have that information before he decided to make an agreement with her.


    Xia Qi Feng sees a strong determination in Xia Sha''s eyes. Knowing how stubborn his daughter can be, Xia Qi Feng leans in and let her had the file she wants. He walked to his computer and searched for the files Xia Sha wanted.


    Everything gets forwarded on Xia Sha''s phone after a minute. Xia Sha checked everything and looked at her dad thoughtfully said, "Are you sure it''s everything?"


    Xia Qi Feng was rather amused at his daughter. He nodded his head and reassured Xia Sha.


    "It''s all in there. I have nothing to hide from you. Not anymore," Xia Qi Feng smiles faintly to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha felt her heart racing after hearing his father''s words. She squinted her eyes and stand from her seat, "Don''t say cheesy things like that. It''s so cringy."


    Xia Qi Feng laughed when he watched Xia Sha''s body shudders. Xia Sha hug her arms as she walked out of Xia Qi Feng''s office. When she about to get out of the room, Xia Qi Feng''s voice stopped her from leaving.


    "Xia Sha," His baritone voice called her name.


    Xia Sha turned around and raised both of her eyebrows. She waited for her father to continued his sentence as she sees seriousness in Xia Qi Feng''s eyes.


    "Use the file wisely, and remember Xia Xiang."


    Xia Qi Feng''s reminder makes stirred something inside Xia Sha''s heart. Perhaps she still hates to share his father''s love with Xia Xiang, or because she knew she had no way but to hurt Xia Xiang by investigating Pang Ze Tian. But no matter what is the reason, Xia Qi Feng''s words had weighed down on her heart.


    "Okay. I''ll remember that" Xia Sha succinctly replied before she left Xia Qi Feng''s office.


    Xia Qi Feng looks at his grown-up daughter with mixed feelings on his heart. Once again, he felt a sentimental feeling as his gaze fall on their family portrait picture. He looked at his baby for a long time before he let out a sigh, "I''ve grown all indeed. I keep feeling melancholy these days. Shen Xia Fei, your daughter is getting married soon, what to do? I don''t want to lose two of my angel this fast."


    ***


    Xia Sha is reviewing Pang Ze Tian''s document alone in her apartment when she heard a beep sound outside her apartment. The only person who knew the password to her place is Guan Xian. So it has to be Guan Xian. While leaving her tablets on the sofa, she got up to welcome the person.


    "You are home already? I thought you haven''t got home," Guan Xian said as soon as he sees Xia Sha in the entrance hallway.


    "I bought my work home so I could work more comfortably," she lies.


    Xia Sha smiles faintly at him as she nods her head. When she see Guan Xian, there is part of her that would like to tell what happen to her today. But at the same time, something is stopping her from talking. Swallowing the bile on her throat, she froze on her spot for a moment.


    Guan Xian nods his head and puts down the food he bought from a restaurant before. He set everything up and call Xia Sha to eat with him. Xia Sha slowly walked and sat down at the dining table.


    "How is your day?" Guan Xian casually asked as he offers the chopstick he holds to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha holds her breath before she took the chopstick and averted her gaze from him.


    "Busy as usual," she murmured lowly.


    Guan Xian nodded his head again. He started picking some dishes to Xia Sha''s bowl and asked her to eat up. Guan Xian acted like how he usually acts, but something is off about his vibes. Xia Sha could not help but felt the air is suffocating as they fall into unprecedented cold silence.


    "Emm, you are going to visit Xiao Ni again tonight, right?" Xia Sha furrowed her brow as she tried to find a topic to soothes the heavy atmosphere.


    "Yes," Guan Xian takes his time to answer.


    Just like that, the atmosphere began to felt frustrating for Xia Sha. She holds her chopstick and places it nicely on her bowl. Staring straight at Guan Xian, she squared her shoulder.


    "Did something bothering you today? What makes you upset?" she asked directly.


    Guan Xian raised his head when he heard Xia Sha''s question. Their eyes meet in a way they never met before. Xia Sha''s heart suddenly sank into a deep ocean as she heard him reply.


    "You."

 Chapter 204 - This Trial Is Too Hard For Me

    Xia Sha''s eyelashes trembles as she stares into Guan Xian''s dark brown eyes. Something deep inside her stomach muscle flexed and created a weird feeling.


    "What did I do?" she replied with her usual defensive mechanism.


    Guan Xian chews his food throughout before he speaks. His iris dilated as he faintly raised the corner of his lips, "I don''t know, why don''t you tell me?"


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes upon hearing his confusing answer. She recalled her days and didn''t remember doing something that might make Guan Xian angry. She spends her days working on Pang Ze Tian-


    "You had someone following me?" Xia Sha said coldly as soon as she realized the reason behind Guan Xian''s weird behavior.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow in reflected movement. He put his eating utensil carefully and lean back to the chair. Without averting his burning gaze from Xia Sha, he answers her question directly.


    "Yes, I did. Not because I want to, because I have to."


    "Oh, Wow. That is the most basic excuse you could''ve used. Mind to tell me why? I don''t know danger is lurking, so I need some bodyguard keeping tabs on my every movement," Xia Sha could hear herself intakes a sharp breath as soon as she finished her sentence with a smile.


    "After what happened to Xiao Ni? The danger is everywhere. We could not predict what will happen in the future. Don''t you think I could forgive myself if something happens to you?"


    There are no smiles or laughter on Guan Xian''s face. Xia Sha finds herself swallowing her saliva nervously after she heard his reason. But still- "You could notice me first? How do you think I would feel if found out like this?"


    "Why? So I could not catch you playing Bonnie and Clyde with another guy?" Guan Xian said in a monotonous tone, piercing Xia Sha''s heart with needles with every word he said.


    "You said you would trust me," Xia Sha pressed her lips into a thin line as she glances coldly at Guan Xian.


    "I do. I would have made that man stayed in prison if I did not trust you. What about you? Do you trust me enough?" Guan Xian could turn the question back to Xia Sha without effort, making her shudder in silence.


    Guan Xian has been lenient to Xia Sha the whole time. Xia Sha almost forgets what he hides behind those warm smiles and friendly personalities. Because he loves her, he dotes on her. Because he has always been gentle to her, Xia Sha went complacent and forgotten his other sides.


    Does she trust him enough?


    She does.


    But what makes her could not tell everything to him? She could explain everything to Ruan Jing Tian without any trouble, but when it comes to Guan Xian, she suddenly could not open her mouth.


    Does she not trust him enough?


    Xia Sha''s silence stirred something inside Guan Xian''s heart. He lowered his gaze and look at his reflection through the ceramic plate.


    He isn''t there yet. He hasn''t gained Xia Sha''s trust. But that man, Ruan Jing Tian, had it.


    Those simple realization could make a 187-centimeter height man felt as if someone had beat him up completely. There is nothing he wanted to do right now but run as far as he could. He wished to find that man or destroy something to vent his anger.


    But he could not do that. Not when those confused eyes stare at him intensely. Instead of doing what he wanted, Guan Xian finds himself smiling gently at her and reach for her hands. He heard himself mumbling something to Xia Sha.


    "It''s okay. I will work harder. I will get there one day, I promise you."


    He did not understand himself. How could Xia Sha manipulate him like this? He was angry at her. Damn! He wanted to go berserk if he could. However, what comes from his mouth is everything that contradicts his heart.


    Is he a loser? Or what? That even in the most frustrating states, he could not bring himself to blame her.


    "It''s not like that," Xia Sha softened because of Guan Xian''s thoughtful answer. Her delicate fingertips tightened around Guan Xian''s hand as she walked to his side of the table. Guan Xian welcomes her warmly, pulling her stomach into his face direction as he waits for her continuation.


    "I don''t want to add your burden. You had done enough for me. Instead, you''ve done too much that I don''t want to burden you anymore. We are supposed to be a pair that could help each other. I don''t want to keep relying on you," Xia Sha said something that she hasn''t realized before. But when she faced Guan Xian''s disappointment, the insecurities inside her suddenly break free.


    "You can rely on me, always. I want you to," Guan Xian replies melted Xia Sha''s heart. How could he go from fierce to adorable so fast?


    "I know, but I want to be your helpmeet. I wanted to be suited, worthy, corresponding, and on par with you. That is unachievable if I keep running for your help for every little thing," Xia Sha almost choked as she explains passionately.


    "But it''s not a small matter. Do you know that you could have endangered yourself?"


    "That''s why I come with Ruan Jing Tian-" Xia Sha mutters under her breath as she smiles at Guan Xian. Guan Xian''s smiles fell. He looked flatly at Xia Sha and pushed her away.


    "Go, Go to that man that you trust so much. I don''t even know why did you reject him and choose to be with me," Guan Xian went back with his monotonous tone.


    Xia Sha let out a laugh from her heart. One that makes Guan Xian laughed along with her.


    She steps closer to Guan Xian and mischievously sat on his lap. Guan Xian raised both of his eyebrows. He began to look at Xia Sha with a wary expression.


    "What are you doing right now? Are you planning to make me forget your betrayal with your beauty?" Guan Xian squinted his eyes and pinched Xia Sha''s chin.


    Xia Sha clenched her teeth to hold her laughter. She extended her arm and put it around Guan Xian''s neck. Moving slowly, Xia Sha watched Guan Xian''s adam apple rolling up and down slowly. Her inner goddess quietly cheers as she got a boost of confidence.


    "That is the plan, but will it work?" she whispers with a hoarse voice.


    "It depends on how much sincerity you show," Guan Xian''s replied quietly.


    "Well then, I wonder," Xia Sha stopped talking as her hand travels slowly to Guan Xian''s hard chest. A thrilling sensation spread from her touch as she stoped on his racing heart. She bites the bottom of her lips and smiles at Guan Xian.


    Xia Sha watched Guan Xian''s eyes turned shades darker as if it''s an entertaining show for her. She found it amusing how fast Guan Xian''s heartbeats as he suddenly counts.


    "One, Two, Three, Four, Five-"


    "Why are you counting?" Xia Sha looks confused but also enjoying teasing Guan Xian.


    "I''ve counted to ten. I gave you times to run away from me. Don''t blame me for what happens next," Guan Xian said in one breath and crushed his lips against Xia Sha the next second.


    Xia Sha was surprised by his sudden attack. She tried to push him away, but his hold on her waist tightened. Guan Xian kissed Xia Sha''s delicate lips in rather a rough way. Xia Sha could felt her lips become swollen and tingling.


    He dominated Xia Sha for a long time until she panted breathlessly. She felt him frowning when they stop in the middle of the kiss. She looks at him with a misty gaze, probing a question as she catches her breath.


    "Why?"


    "Damn it. This trial is too hard for me," Guan Xian mumbles something that Xia Sha could not understand.


    What trial? What is too hard?


    "What do you mean?" Xia Sha whispered back to him with a short breath.


    "You, I mean you, you are the hardest trial I''ve ever had in my life," Guan Xian mutters as he began to attacked Xia Sha with his soft kisses again.


    Xia Sha still could not fathom what Guan Xian''s said, but before she could think further, Guan Xian overlaps her lips over and over again until her mind went blank. As if he got addicted to the lips, he licked it gently before he stops himself.


    "Xia Sha, let''s get marry sooner, shall we?" Guan Xian mutters under his breath as he looked at Xia Sha deeply.


    Xia Sha got drowned by his passionate gaze. She did not remember what did she said, but she remembers nodding her head while watching Guan Xian''s lips growing wider.. The next thing she knew, she woke up in her bed with Guan Xian beside her.

 Chapter 205 - Young Master Guan! Please Save Me

    Xia Sha was in disbelief as she rapidly blinks her eyes to clear her vision. She widens her eyes and brings her hand to pinch Guan Xian''s cheek as hard as she could.


    "AKH! HURT!"


    Guan Xian woke up from his dream when he felt a stinging pain on his cheek. He pursed his lips and looked at Xia Sha with confused eyes.


    "AH? It''s not a dream?!" Xia Sha gasped and turned to Guan Xian with a suspicious expression. Guan Xian felt like a conman under that gaze.


    "If you want to confirm your dream, did you hit others or hit yourself?" Guan Xian tilted his head and looked at Xia Sha with a gaze that said, ''I''m trying to be patient here.''


    Xia Sha rolls her eyes and deliberately hits Guan Xian again.


    "I hit the other person. Why would I hurt myself? What about it?!" Xia Sha snap back and shook her head.


    That is not the critical discussion that they should be having right now. What Xia Sha should be asking is, How do they get to this point and what Guan Xian should answer is how far does this point go?


    Guan Xian''s brain is still trying to comprehend what happened to Xia Sha until a flash of memories comes across him. He blinked a few times and turned to Xia Sha in a dramatic movement.


    When their eyes meet, both can find terror and shock in each other eyes. Slowly, they turned to their own body and tightened the grasp on the blanket.


    They clearly remember what happened last night. It''s not like they are intoxicated that they forget everything. But still, the mind could not believe it before they confirmed it with their own eyes.


    "I''ll count to three. Let''s check it on at the same time," Xia Sha said after grabbing the whole courage left on her closet.


    "One, Two-"


    She hasn''t count until three, but Guan Xian had grabbed her hand. He looked at her and shook his head.


    "Forget it. Things had already happened. Let''s go to the Bureau of Civil Affairs today," Guan Xian said with hidden excitement in his voice. He opens his eyes wide and nods his head affirmatively to persuade Xia Sha into agreeing.


    Xia Sha''s forehead creased when she heard Guan Xian''s solutions. She took a long deep breath before she glares at him with a dagger gaze. Guan Xian stopped his action instantly and lowered his head.


    "Forget it. Things had already happened. I''ll buy morning pills after this," Xia Sha murmured as she grabs the blanket to hide her nakedness.


    "Wait, you don''t want to marry me?" Guan Xian suddenly grasped Xia Sha''s wrist and looked at her with an unfathomable expression. There are mixtures of sadness and regrets mixed into one.


    Xia Sha turned to him and shook her head. Unfazed by his pitiful act, she answers decisively, "I want to marry you because I want to marry you. Not because of circumstances that force me to marry you, you understand?"


    Guan Xian stared long at her eyes before he finally nods his head slowly. He let Xia Sha gets ready before he takes his turn to freshen up himself. They seem to have a silent agreement where they aren''t going to talk about the situations last night.


    As much as it''s embarrassing for Xia Sha, Guan Xian is more ashamed of himself. He had held and surpassed his urges for such a long time, but he had lost his mind along with his dignity last night. What kind of man takes responsibility for the words he said?


    He reflected for a long time under the shower.


    "Guan Xian, your phone is ringing," Xia Sha''s voice sounds faint under the water.


    "Oh, who is it?" he shouted back while rushed to finished his bath.


    Guan Xian tried to be fast and come out of the bathroom. He does not even have time to tidied his shirt and pants. His long finger is trying to button his shirt as he searches for Xia Sha.


    "Xia Sha? Baby? Where are you?" Guan Xian mumbles to himself as he could not find Xia Sha in the apartment. His phone was left open on the bed.


    Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow and checked his call log. There is nothing suspicious there, only a miss call from Tang Yu Bin. However, at that exact moment, Guan Xian''s pupil dilated as suspicion aroused inside his heart.


    Drop.


    Guan Xian''s heart dropped as his hand search for Tang Yu Bin''s contact on his message application. He gritted his teeth and controlled the emotion from his head when he finds read on the last message.''


    "Damn it!" he cursed under his breath as he tried to call Xia Sha while walking out to the apartment.


    Sure enough, Xia Sha did not answer his call. Guan Xian grabs his car key and steps into the lift in a hurry. Giving up on calling Xia Sha, Guan Xian called Tang Yu Bin to locate Xia Sha instead.


    But he also did not pick up his phone.


    Guan Xian slips into his car and hits the steering wheel. He took a sharp intake of air and tried to free his mind from the growing anxiety. After a minute pass, he could think clearer. He calls Taylor (The head of the Guan Family security team) to asked Xia Sha''s position right now.


    He knew Xia Sha probably get angrier when she learned about this later. But Guan Xian needs to explain this matter to her before she misunderstood him further.


    Xia Sha must be thinking that he did not trust her enough to tell that he secretly investigate Pang Ze Tian and Wen Du Jiao''s relationships. Or she might call him a busy body for helping her when she didn''t need help.


    God knows how much pride that stored inside her petite body.


    Now that she learned about this matter, Guan Xian could start pushed back all his hopes for marry and pray that Xia Sha will not kill him right now. Guan Xian felt so restless that his leg could not stop shaking as he drove, following the GPS.


    "Jesus, please help me as today. Please give me the strength and courage to face my probably angry girlfriend right now. Bless me with luck and the ability to soften her heart. In Your name, I prayed, Amen," He said before he opens the door and walked inside a familiar house.


    He had never stepped inside that house before, but he knew Xia Sha must have been inside, with her father and-


    "Xia Sha, why did you bring this man to our house?" Xia Qi Feng''s troubled voice greets Guan Xian the moment he opens the door.


    A small drop of cold sweat dripped from Guan Xian''s forehead. He fastens his pace to the source of the voice. He could hear Xia Sha''s nonchalant replied from where he stands, "We need to finish everything for once and forever. It is a rare occasion where Mr. Wen could attend and explained his sins for everyone."


    Wen? Wen Du Jiao? Xia Sha bought Wen Du Jiao to her house-


    "Ah, you are here! Guan Xian, perfect timing. Since you had everyone investigated already, can you lend me a hand and call everyone involved in this matter?" Xia Sha suddenly turned to Guan Xian, even though Guan Xian had tried his best to walk without causing a voice.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    He should''ve prepared for the sarcastic comment. Why does he still surprised?


    "Young Master Guan! Please save me," Wen Du Jiao cried for help as he struggles to move.


    He sat on a wooden chair with hands tied behind the chair. His legs are attached to the chair''s leg. He could not move freely. The only thing he could do is cry for help.


    Guan Xian wrinkles his nose. He silently spares a pitiful gaze at Wen Du Jiao. God knows what Xia Sha had done to the poor guy in a short amount of time. Guan Xian dare not to waste time and immediately called everyone involved in the scheme.


    He did not want to share fate with Wen Du Jiao.


    Going the extra mile, he also asked his people to bring Wen Rou and Pang Ze Tian to the manor. Xia Sha''s face was cold as she listens to each name that comes out from Guan Xian''s mouth. Part of her could not believe what is happening to her family. But what irritates her more is that Guan Xian keeps everything to himself.


    She had tried so hard to found out, yet this man had it all figure out?! He even makes the old bastard come from the US back to C city.


    She could not take this anymore. This time, she must finish everything herself. Guan Xian could dream of being the knight on the shining armor today!


    Her thinking seems to be in a line with the universe because right after she said she would not let Guan Xian interfere today, Guan Xian''s phone rang.


    "Guan Xian, Xiao Ni had woken up!"

 Chapter 206 - Shall We Get The Party Started?

    "How is she?" Guan Xian asked with anticipation. His face looks pale, but there is living hope in his eyes.


    "She is fine. She asked you to come with Xia Sha," Mother Guan replied with an enthusiastic tone.


    Guan Xian is in the middle of a dilemma as he holds his phone and looked at Xia Sha''s face. That seems to be unachievable in this situation right now. If he goes by himself-


    He is sure Xia Sha would ask him to go to Xiao Ni, but there is a part of him that told him to stay for her. Pretending to be strong and acting thorny is her forte, after all. Making his decision, he softly replied to his mother on the other side.


    "Mom, we''ll go there soon. We had something to settle here," Guan Xian answer, glancing at Xia Sha with an unfazed mind. He had made up his mind, and he would not hear rejection from Xia Sha. Xia Sha knew that expression too well. She even saw more of that expression clearer last night.


    "Guan Xian, what happens? Your sister is sick?" Father Xia is the first one to talk after Guan Xian hangs up his phone.


    Guan Xian shows a faint smile and nods at Xia Qi Feng. He then uses the opportunity to create a chance for him.


    "Yes, she just woke up, and now she wants to meet Xia Sha. Uncle, could I-" Guan Xian wiggle his eyebrow and pointed at Xia Sha discreetly.


    Xia Qi Feng seems to get Guan Xian''s signal. Add that he isn''t too happy with Wen Du Jiao in his house, he turned to Xia Sha with a feigning scolding expression.


    "Xia Sha, you should go now. Xiao Ni just woke up, and she wanted to meet you," Xia Qi Feng said with an urge.


    Xia Sha looked at her father and boyfriend that colluding with each other. She then glares sharply at Wen Du Jiao in the middle of the living room. Pointing her finger at him, she warned Wen Du Jiao with a stern tone.


    "Don''t move from here! Wait until I come back and finish you!"


    Wen Du Jiao: "..."


    "Dad, since you asked me to go, then I''ll delegate the job to keep this person and more to come in this house."


    "But I-"


    "Hmph! I don''t want to know. You make me go, I make you stay," Xia Sha wrinkled her nose to her father.


    Xia Qi Feng harrumphed, but he complies with Xia Sha''s request. Wen Du Jiao sees this as his chance to run away. He keeps his silence and waits for Xia Sha to go. He thought he could negotiate with Xia Qi Feng, but who would have thought Xia Qi Feng is even crueler than Xia Sha.


    "Cover his mouth with a duck tape, but open the television for him. He might be bored, call me down when Xia Sha is back," Xia Qi Feng''s said to the housemaid as soon as Xia Sha and Guan Xian steps into the car.


    Wen Du Jiao: "..."


    Wen Du Jiao had surrendered to his situation right now.


    ***


    Guan Xian is thankful for Guan Xiao Ni this time! He never felt Xiao Ni has ever been beneficial than this before.


    Xia Sha is giving him cold-shoulder treatment on the ride to the hospital. But she did not bear to do it in front of Xiao Ni. In the end, she finally talked to him when they ride back to Xia Manor.


    Xiao Ni said his skin is glowing like roasted duck with crispy skin. Although he did not like the analogy, he does agree with Xiao Ni''s words.


    "Why are you smiling so brightly? Do you think today is a great day?" Xia Sha quirked one eyebrow in sarcastic manners.


    "It''s a great day," Guan Xian replied wittily.


    "Haha, good for you then," Xia Sha rolled her eyes at Guan Xian lazily.


    "Xia Sha, don''t be mad at me. It''s not like I want to keep this a secret from you. But I wanted to confirm everything before I tell you. Forgive me?" Guan Xian tried to coax Xia Sha.


    He heard sharp intakes of breath from Xia Sha before she squared her shoulder in an attempt to look intimidating. She turns to Guan Xian in the driver''s seat and shows forced smiles.


    "Of course I will forgive you. But not now. Maybe later," Xia Sha succinctly replied.


    She got Guan Xian stunned upon hearing her answer, but those charming smiles never went away from his face. Leaning inwardly to Xia Sha''s direction, he suddenly stretches his hand and brings Xia Sha closer to his face. It''s happened too fast that when Xia Sha realized, his hot breath had tickled her ears.


    "You want to settle the score with me? Let''s do with adult ways," he whispered.


    Xia Sha felt chills running down her neck. She holds her breath and closes her eyes. The next second, after she calmed down, Her hand to his cheek and turned to his right side. Her aim is simple, his ear.


    A tooth for a tooth is her motto, after all.


    "Ah, so you are up for make-up sex. I thought you only do sex after marriage? Guess that is not your principle anymore, huh?"


    Xia Sha''s direct attack wounded Guan Xian''s mind and pride that he could not make a comeback. Like an obedient puppy, he drives the car and dares not to make another sound.


    Xia Sha finds it funny that it makes such a great deal to Guan Xian. She did not mind sex before marriage before. But she does understand it took commitment and courage for Guan Xian to.


    Wait! If he committed to never had sec before marriage, does that mean last night was his- first time...?


    Xia Sha turned to Guan Xian instantly and observed his flushed cheek. She blinked her eyes and tilted her head like a child. A mischievous smirked had decorated her lips as she probes a question.


    "So, I wanted to ask you something. Are you a virgin before last night?!"


    Xia Sha''s question filled like a hot burning bullet that wounded Guan Xian''s heart. He is so overwhelmed that he almost lost his focus in driving. Clenching his teeth, he turned to Xia Sha with furious looks, "That is so dangerous. Don''t ask that kind of question when they are driving!"


    "Are you blushing because you are embarrassed or because you are angry?" Xia Sha blinked her eyes and focused on an entirely different point.


    Guan Xian was speechless. He keeps his breathing calm before he tried to concentrate on his driving again. But Xia Sha''s question still banging into his mind, although Xia Sha had stopped asking. His mind drives him crazy!


    It is more torturous when Xia Sha giggles and waves her hand nonchalantly.


    "Forget it. I knew the answer just by the look on your face."


    ''Gosh! It''s so hard to believe. The Capital City''s playboy is still a virgin," Xia Sha teased.


    "I AM NOT! I have done practically everything, but not just the main thing," Guan Xian finally defended himself because Xia Sha keeps teasing him.


    Xia Sha nodded her head frantically, acting as if she was scared of Guan Xian and agreeing with his statements. But when Guan Xian looked away, she mumbles something under her breath, "That still makes you a virgin."


    Guan Xian''s lips twitched when he heard Xia Sha''s words. Having enough of her teasing, he decided to show a peaceful smile and solemn expression.


    "It only took a virgin Guan Xian to make you scream my name. I''ll look up to our make-up session tonight," he winked and showed a naughty smile at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    How could she forget Guan Xian is the CEO of thick skin?


    This time he had a proud smile on his face when Xia Sha keeps her mouth shut. Guan Xian did not know how could they had a pleasant moment after Xia Sha found out he keeps a secret from her. But he likes this change very much.


    The Xia Sha on his side right now is the real Xia Sha. One that says mean things on her mouth but had a forgiving heart.


    "I will slaughter people after this. I hope you did not interfere again. I would be so angry if you did," Xia Sha somberly said when they arrived at the Xia Manor.


    Guan Xian raised his tilted his head and raised both of her hands. And amusement written in his eyes as he said, "Even if you killed someone today, I would not interfere."


    "Great, You could help me deal with the coup when I told you to," Xia Sha said nonchalantly as she opens the door.


    Guan Xian watches Xia Sha''s back with eyes filled with amusement. He is prepared to be amazed as he followed Xia Sha from the back and sees everyone that messed with Xia Sha had appeared on the Xia Manor.


    "Welcome everyone, shall we get the party started?"

 Chapter 207 - Its Going To Be A Long ,

    The living room in Xia Manor seems lively and packed right now. Wen Du Jiao, Wen Rou, Pang Ze Tian, He Jin Nan, Xia Xiang, and even Ji Cun Xi are here today.


    Guan Xian did a great job in putting everyone Xia Sha''s hate together.


    "Hmph! Hmph! Hmph!" All of them seems to revolt and tried to said something when Xia Sha arrived.


    Xia Sha was stunned when she finds them tied to a chair. Not to mention the duck tape is covering their mouth and a movie play on the television.


    Wait, Ji Cun Xi?


    Guan Xian''s lips twitched when he finds his best friend sit among the ''conspirator gang.''


    "What are you doing here?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow at Ji Cun Xi as she approached him and untied the rope from his hand.


    "I come here to give moral support for Guan Xian. Why do you think I would come here? For you?!" Ji Cun Xi replied fiercely right after Xia Sha remove the duck tape from his mouth.


    "Ah..." Xia Sha nodded her head slightly.


    Ji Cun Xi harrumphed. He regrets believing Guan Xian needed help in the group chat. Look at his useless best friend trying to hold his laughter. He does not even bother to help him!


    "What got into your maid mind? Is this how your house welcomes a guest?" Ji Cun Xi furrowed his eyebrow at Xia Sha. Then he moves his glare at Guan Xian.


    "Pfft! Peace out!" Guan Xian pressed his lips to hold his laughter.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Xia Sha was speechless. Judging from the way it looks, it must be her father''s order for the main to tied and duck-tape everyone that comes. She hissed and did not bother to explain. Instead, she asked the maid to call his father downstairs.


    Xia Sha ignored all the confused and furious gaze that cast upon her. Like an ice princess, she quietly waited for everyone to calm down before asked the maid to open the duck tape on Xia Xiang and He Ji Nan''s mouth.


    "We will start this- What should I call this?" Xia Sha tapped her slender fingertips on her chin, trying to think of a suitable name.


    "LET ME GO! LET ME GO!" He Jin Nan panicked as he tried to break free. Xia Sha turned to him and snapped her finger.


    "I like that idea, First stage of retribution. Letting go of the past by acknowledging mistakes. Let''s look at this," Xia Sha smiles and changed the channel on the television. There''s an old picture of a young woman appeared.


    Xia Sha deliberately walked to Pang Ze Tian and rested her hand on both of her shoulders from behind. She lowered her body and placed her head beside her, "Could you recognize this girl?"


    "Hmph! Hmph! Hmph!" Pang Ze Tian tried to rebuke. Xia Sha watches Pang Ze Tian''s eyes bulging red and terror as she glances at Xia Xiang. Xia Sha smiled knowingly and patted Pang Ze Tian''s back.


    "Tsk! Young Lady, what did you want from me?! I''ll tell you everything that you want to know. Just let me go!" He Jin Nan confidently shouted.


    "HMPH! HMPH!" Pang Ze Tian seems to curse He Jin Nan with her unclear yell and glaring eyes.


    Xia Sha turned to He Jin Nan with a kind smile, but one could see constant coldness and violence appear in her eyes. She holds into the remote control and grin at He Jin Nan.


    "That''s a great help. Uncle He, could you tell me the story between this picture?"


    He Jin Nan arrogantly glances at Pang Ze Tian. He smiles and nods his head.


    "Of course I knew. Pang Ze Tian and I grew up together in Dong village before. That woman is Pang Ze Tian''s mother. I heard she used to be someone''s mistress before she moves into our villages. You could guess the rest," He Jin Nan turned to Pang Ze Tian, showing a mocking smirked at her.


    "Nohmpsh!" Pang Ze Tian screamed out frustratedly as she turned in He Jin Nan''s direction like a riled-up wild animal.


    "Aunty Pang, do you want to say something? You seem to disagree with Uncle He''s testimony. Then should we find an opinion from a third person? What about Mr. Wen? Do you have something to said?"


    "HMPH! HMPH! HMPH!" Pang Ze Tian glared at Wen Du Jiao that seems to compliment the situation.


    Both Wen Du Jiao and Xia Sha ignored Pang Ze Tian''s complaints. They stared at each other for a long time before Wen Du Jiao nods his head slowly. He lowered his head when Xia Sha asked the maid to open the duck tape on his mouth.


    "Pang Ze Tian is my step sister. We grew up together until her mother tried to poison my mother," Wen Du Jiao explained in a small volume. He looks ashamed when Wen Rou tried to talk to him.


    Xia Sha''s eyes dart back and forth to Wen Du Jiao and Wen Rou. She could not help but laugh as she walked to Wen Rou and open her duck-tape too.


    "Surprise! I guess you just found out about this matter too, huh?" Xia Sha taunted Wen Rou in excitement.


    "Xia Sha, you bitch! Unreleased me! Don''t act like a coward," Wen Rou finally could vociferate her frustration.


    "Coward? Do you think stealing somebody else''s face is not an act of cowardice? Huh? Do you even know who is the biggest coward in this place?" Xia Sha sneered and turned her back at Wen Rou.


    Wen Rou''s face has changed now. Under Zheng Shuang''s request, Xia Sha makes Wen Rou undergo another plastic surgery and returned her old face to her. She did not resemble Zheng Shuang anymore. But Xia Sha still disgusted upon seeing her face.


    "Hasn''t you realized that the biggest coward in this place is your father?" Xia Sha insinuated as she glances at Wen Du Jiao, whose face turned pale now.


    For the first time, Pang Ze Tian did not let out her unclear screaming. She looked at Wen Du Jiao with the same amount of disgust Xia Sha had for her.


    "Bullshit! Why would you blame my father for,"


    PLAK!


    "Can you shut up? Do you think it''s already your turn to confess your sin?" Xia Sha shouted after she slaps Wen Rou hard.


    "Gasp!" Wen Du Jiao''s and Wen Rou''s eyes darkened, but none of them dared to voice a complaint.


    "Dad!" Wen Rou called out her dad for help as tears welled up in her eyes. She looks so frustrated and angry because she could not do anything right now.


    "Wen Rou, calm down for a moment," Wen Du Jiao could only relent in this time being. Looking at how calm and collected Xia Sha right now, Wen Du Jiao had known he would not win against her.


    She also had them immobilized and under her control. Wen Du Jiao was afraid that Wen Rou could turn black and blue if she keeps trying to revolt.  He tried to warn Wen Rou from his gaze, but Wen Rou did not care.


    "Xia Sha, if you want to fight, then fight me. Why do you need to bring my dad into this?" Wen Rou bellowed furiously.


    "That is the same question I wanted to ask your dad. Why do they need to bring my family into their internal problem? He knew his little daughter is alive, but why did he need another family to shelter his daughter?"


    He Jin Nan suddenly let out a burst of satisfying laughter as he looked at Wen Du Jiao''s ashamed face. He turned to Pang Ze Tian with a ridiculing gaze on his face, "Is this the man that knocked you off? Ah, I see."


    One sentence from He Jin Nian is enough to make Wen Rou realized the confusing relationship between her father and Pang Ze Tian. She shook her head in disbelief and turned to Wen Du Jiao. However, before she did, her gaze stops on Xia Xiang in the chair next to her father.


    Xia Xiang''s lowered her head the whole time. She said nothing and expressed nothing. She just sat there like an onlooker, uninvolved with this messy situation.


    "Dad, that is not true, right? They are lying to us," Wen Rou''s sound trembling. She probed the question to Wen Du Jiao but kept her gaze locked on Xia Xiang.


    The more she observed the little girl, the more resemblance between her and Wen Du Jiao shows. Wen Rou''s nose flares, she finally turned to Wen Du Jiao and looked at him with hatred.


    Ji Cun Xi and Guan Xian watched the intense drama quietly on the corner of the room. Slightly messaging his temple, Ji Cun Xi leaned to Guan Xian.


    "What Xia Sha is trying to do here? It is so f*cked up," he murmured.


    "Don''t you knew what kind of person Xia Sha is? She likes to play psychological war with people. She is trying to mess up their mind and make them fight each other.. Wait and see, it''s going to be a long chapter," Guan Xian replied with a proud smile.

 Chapter 208 - Crushed Their Hopes And Dreams

    Guan Xian did not exaggerate when he said it''s going to be a long chapter.


    Since Xia Sha did not let Ji Cun Xi and Guan Xian speak this time, she gave them another job desk. That is also the reason why they sat facing the laptop right now. It''s because Xia Sha had made them become a multimedia person.


    Ji Cun Xi peek on the slides Xia Sha prepared and find more than ten more pictures. He could only lean back to his chair and watch the drama reveal itself.


    "Dad! Said something!" Wen Rou shouts out her frustration when Wen Du Jiao did not say anything for a long time.


    Wen Du Jiao keeps his mouth shut. He lowered his head and refused to see Wen Rou. Xia Sha glanced around the living room before she clear her throat to gain back the attention.


    "I knew it''s hard to believe, so I prepared a picture for you. Here look at this," Xia Sha babbled, pressing a button that leads to the following slides.


    The slides showed a picture of a happy family. Wen Rou knew that picture.


    It''s a picture taken on her father''s graduation day. She had seen the photo somewhere. But she never saw the girl before. That girl- is that Pang Ze Tian?


    There is also Wen Rou''s grandfather in the picture. Wen Rou swallowed her saliva. Her eyelashes tremble as she turned to Wen Du Jiao and Pang Ze Tian back and forth.


    "Is that why you-" Wen Rou were so shocked that her whole body trembles. Wen Du Jiao averted his gaze away from Wen Rou.


    "I knew you are not that smart, so let me concluded the story for you. This madam''s mother is your grandfather''s second wife. That makes this madam become your father''s half-sister. After you were born, they had an affair and gave you a step-sister. Can you believe it?" Xia Sha hissed and asked Wen Rou.


    Wen Rou listens to Xia Sha''s narration quietly. Her soul was so shocked that she can''t think straight right now. But it''s written clearly on her face that she could not believe what she just heard.


    "You can''t believe it? Same, I also in disbelief when they suddenly come to my family. I don''t know what obsession this aunty right here has. But she creates such a complicated scenario so she could be the madam of Xia manor. The risen question is how right?" Xia Sha turned to Xia Qi Feng with a cold smile.


    Xia Qi Feng, who seems to be disinterest the whole time, turns rigid when Xia Sha turned to him. His orbs dilated when he heard the words ''create.'' Does this mean Shen Xia Fei''s sickness is because of Pang Ze Tian?!


    "Daddy, you might found out mother''s had lupus, and she almost died because of kidney failure. However, I just found out recently that it''s not the case at all. Or it might not be the trigger," Xia Sha speaking in a tone that made everyone interested in hearing her explanation.


    "Don''t say-" Xia Qi Feng clenched his teeth. His expression was frighteningly artic. S flash of bewilderment crossed his eyes when he looked at Pang Ze Tian.


    "HMPH! HMPH! HMPH!" Pang Ze Tian let out a panicked complaint again. Her eyes were rim red as she tried to said something to Xia Qi Feng.


    Silence filled the whole manor for the second time. Xia Sha is enjoying the phenomena as she glances around with a grin on her beautiful face. She opens her arms and turned around, "Well, that is only the intermezzo. She had done lots of worse things. If you did not believe me, I have proof. I was lucky enough to make her confessed everything."


    Xia Sha''s heels make a magnetic sound that turned everyone focus on her. Her eyes look vivid as she gestures Guan Xian and Ji Cun Xi at the back. Guan Xian makes raised his hand and makes an ''OK'' gesture. The exact next moment, Pang Ze Tia''s recording played over the manor.


    "Oh, my dear stepdaughter. Look closely. Every one of you suffers from a different disease. Do you think it''s an accident? That pitiful Meng Ran lives in the hallucination that she is you. Your mother''s kidney is failing. Yan Xi''s family business is failing. Ling Guang loses all his money pocket with an addicted mother. And lately, that friend of yours, her fetus died, isn''t she?"


    Pang Ze Tian''s words vibrate around the room. Not even the maids could control their surprised expression.


    "She has had suffered from miscarriage already. It''s all in my plan. If she hasn''t, she will soon."


    "GASP! MOM!" Xia Xiang squeals. She knew Pang Ze Tian had done bad things. But murder? An innocent soul that hasn''t even seen the world.


    Xia Qi Feng almost lost his wits. He took a deep breath and tried to clear his mind several times. Xia Sha could see veins popping out underneath his skin. She holds her breath and tried to remain composed as she continued on her tirade.


    "I am sure every one of us wanted to know the reason, so I''ll let Pang Ze Tian speak right now. Go on, open her tape," Xia Sha talked to the maid on Pang Ze Tian''s side.


    "Puah! Xia Xiang, dear, listen to mommy. It''s all fake. It''s all Xia Sha''s doing. Please don''t believe any of these things, " Pang Ze Tian wasted no time and directly tried to coax Xia Xiang.


    Xia Xiang shook her head. Tears had fallen into her cheeks as she looked at Pang Ze Tian with disbelief.


    "Mom, how much more lies do you want to tell? I''m so tired of everything. Why can''t we just live a normal life? Why do we try so hard for something that isn''t ours," Xia Xiang sobbed, pouring out the frustration and distress in her mind.


    "No! Xia Xiang, this is the life we are supposed to live. You are born a princess. You worth this luxurious mansion and life. I owe it to you, just like my mom owes it to me. She did not fulfill her promise, but I do. I''ll do everything for you!" Pang Ze Tian explained with a hoarse voice.


    Xia Xiang looked at Pang Ze Tian''s broken souls as she looked at herself. In a flash of a moment, she could see herself in her future. And those images were terrifying.


    It''s so terrifying that she felt like running away from herself.


    "Xia Xiang, we almost there. Please don''t look at me like that. I''m just hoping the best for you," Pang Ze Tian panicked when Xia Xiang looked at her as if she is the monster in this room.


    "No, mom, I don''t want it. Not anymore, I don''t want it!" Xia Xiang keeps shaking her head as she turned to Xia Sha in a swift movement. Xia Xiang''s lashes were quivering as she pressed her lips into a tight line. She tried and failed to surpass the rising panic inside her.


    "Xia Xiang!" Pang Ze Tian yelled her name, asking her to focus on her.


    "Stop it, mom! I knew Xia Sha isn''t lying. Do you think you could hide it forever from me? About my real dad? Why He Jin Nan abused you, and why you run away? Do you think I come here unwilling?"


    Xia Xiang''s sudden outburst makes Pang Ze Tian''s heart drop. She lowered her head and frantically shook her head.


    "No, no, no. You must not give up. Look at what happened to your grandmother when she gave up! No, no, no, Xiang Xiang! I won''t let you give up," Pang Ze Tian tried to unreleased herself with power left inside her body.


    Everything felt numb to her right now. She did not care about her hurting wrist or body. She wants to cut the freaking rope and run to her baby. She must save her from this pack of wolves. From Xia Sha! She could not let Xia Xiang lose to Xia Sha!


    She could not let Xia Xiang lose like her mother and her!


    "YOU MUST NOT GIVE UP! LISTEN TO MOM! YOU CANNOT GIVE UP! I WON''T LET YOU, XIA XIANG!" Pang Ze Tian felt so paranoid that she let out a loud howl as she looked at Xia Xiang with bloodshot eyes.


    Xia Xiang''s body is trembling as she called out Xia Sha and begged her, "Xia Sha, Please, take me away from here. I don''t want to see that woman again."


    Xia Sha was quiet as she watched Xia Xiang''s rueful expression. They stare at each other for a long time before Xia Sha nods her head.


    She let the maid to untied Xia Sha and escorted her back to her room. She turned to Pang Ze Tian with a hidden smirk on her face. Lesson one for successful revenge; crushed their hopes and dreams.. Succeed.

 Chapter 209 - Your Wife Is Supposed To Be Your Best Friend.

    Pang Ze Tian stared at the floor for a long time. She tried to gain back the sanity by chanting ''grace under pressure.'' But no matter how she tried, she cannot surpass anger and fear raise inside her. Pang Ze Tian bit her lips and clenched her fist.


    She tried to channel the emotion inside her to her whole body but her mind.


    Pang Ze Tian knew she is failing to regain her composure. She could felt the iron taste of blood through her tongue as her eyes turned red. She looked up and glared at the devil in her world.


    "XIA SHA! HAD YOU SATISFIED NOW? YOU B*TCH! I SHOULD HAVE YOU KILLED FROM THE FIRST DAY! YOU AND YOUR MOM, I SHOULDN''T HAVE MERCY ON YOU TWO!"


    Pang Ze Tian no longer cares about other people existing in the living room anymore. In her eyes, there is only Xia Sha, the person who stole everything for her. All of her hard work goes to nothing because of her!


    PLAK!!!


    The distinct sound of the slap echoed throughout the big living room.


    Xia Qi Feng was standing in front of Pang Ze Tian. His chest moves as he panted furiously. His eyes were bulging out of their sockets. Xia Sha could hear her father''s grinding his teeth from where she stood.


    "YOU!" Xia Qi Feng''s gasp slowly grew heavy as he is at the peak of his disappointment.


    Pang Ze Tian could not move for a moment. She felt as if the earth had turned into space where she heard nothing but a loud ring. Her visions turned blurry as the pain started to invades her mind. Memories surged and replayed in her eyes.


    "Ze Tian, this is your father. We will live with him from now on. That is your brother, Wen Du Jiao."


    That is the day series of unfortunate events of Pang Ze Tian''s life began. It started from the damned Wen house.


    "Mom, I like my brother. He is gentle and caring, also handsome!"


    "Mom, why do we slept in the basement? I thought my dad is rich? Brother He''s toilet is bigger than our room!"


    "Ze Tian, be patient. As long as we had enough food and shelter to protect us from the storm, we are rich," her mother answers her question in soothing voices.


    "Tsk! How dare you shameless slut''s daughter acting like my son''s sister?! Wen Du Jiao is the only child of this house! Don''t follow your whore mother''s step. She is illusional if she thinks she could replace me in this place."


    "How dare you put poison on my tea?!"


    "Is that true? Do you put poison on Wen Du Jiao''s mother tea?"


    "I will prove my innocence! I''ll drink this tea and show you I did nothing wrong!"


    "Om My Gosh! There is poison inside! Quick! call the doctor!"


    They tried, but they could not save her mother. Little Pang Ze Tian could not do anything except crying. She shook her head frantically at the finger pointed at her.


    She tried to defend her mother. She knew it''s Wen Du Jiao''s mother''s scheme.


    Livin in the Wen house without her mother soon become Pang Ze Tian''s nightmare. But who would believe her words without proof? And even if she does had evidence, what can she change?


    "No! My mother is not the murder! She is the victim!" she runs out from the maid room.


    "Ze Tian, what are you doing outside my room? Why are you crying, don''t cry! Everything is going to be alright!" That voice is the only thing that could comfort her. Who would have known everything he said is a lie?


    "Brother, I like you so much! I''ll give you everything. Please don''t leave me. No one like me in this house except for mother and you. Now that mother is gone, I have no one!"


    "O-okay, you want to come inside?" Wen Du Jiao''s voice filled Pang Ze Tian''s mind.


    Pang Ze Tian looks at her younger self bright smile as she enters the traps. She shook her head frantically, severally screaming ''NO'' on her head. But she could not change the fact.


    The biggest mistake she had ever made in her life.


    "Xiao Jia-! AHHHHHH! WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING?!" Wen Du Jiao''s mother panicked voice is the last thing Pang Ze Tian heard before the memories move quickly.


    "DON''T HIT ME! DON''T HIT MY BABY! I BEG YOU, I BEG YOU!"


    Pang Ze Tian heard a young woman is begging a drunk-looking man. She protected her embodiment as those legs wrapped in ripped jeans tried to kick her. The sweaty man frowned when the young woman''s hand get in his way.


    "WH*RE! PUEH! YOU DARE TO TRICK ME INTO THINKING THAT IS MY CHILD? DO YOU TAKE ME AS AN IDIOT?!"


    "That man come from Thailand. He is the biggest supplier of that thing. You could talk to him if you sort of money. He''s easy to deal with."


    "Hahaha, you are funny, Ze Tian. Alright, I''ll help with your financial problem. Just be my woman every time I come here."


    His touch was disgusting, but Pang Ze Tian could not let little Xia Xiang suffer the same childhood as her. She bares with everything for her little princess.


    So she remains working on that bar for years whenever Tan Kun comes back to Thailand. The same bar where she would meet Xia Qi Feng.


    The first time she laid her eyes on Xia Qi Feng, Pang Ze Tian thought that was the end of her nightmare. Where could he find a man who resists her touch? His gaze is fixed on her wife. He did not even glance at her as he bitterly said, "My wife cheated on me."


    His voice is so sorrowful that it pained her heart. Xia Qi Feng looks at the world coming to an end just because of his unfaithful wife. Pang Ze Tian tried her luck. She makes Xia Qi Feng comfortable with her witty conversation.


    Slowly Pang Ze Tian learned about everything. The closer their relationship, the greedier she became. With little money and Tan Kun''s connection, she finally knew the truth behind Shen Xia Fei''s secret. Part of her said she should tell Xia Qi Feng the truth. But she also sees an opportunity to live Shen Xia Fei''s life.


    Since the latter wanted to throw away her life, why can''t she pick it up?


    Shen Xia Fei''s is private with her medication, but the hospital did not. With a load of works, bribing, and threats (She was lucky to meet lots of street gangs that willing to help her in the bar), Pang Ze Tian could hire Shen Xia Fei''s caretaker.


    Everything is going smoothly for Pang Ze Tian. She signed the agreement with Xia Qi Feng, bought Xia Xiang to the manor. The dream that was buried in the past started to grow. She sees hopes in Xia Xiang.


    But again! She met steps'' daughter, who acted like the devil.


    If the devil works hard, Xia Sha works harder to bring her down! She had everything prepared already?! How could everything vanished like this! Not even Xia Xiang is with her right now!


    At the moment, she did not realize how loud her howling and tears had fallen into the cold ground. She stared blankly at Xia Qi Feng and sobbed at him pitifully.


    "I trusted you! The reason why I go with all your unreasonable contract is that- I see you as my best friend. I felt sorry and thankful that you save my wife! I don''t know that it''s all your scheme from the start! I was so stupid!"


    BANG! A loud clatter pierces in the air. Xia Qi Feng had kicked the big vase beside the couch. He did not even care how much money he wasted to vent his anger.


    He felt so manipulated and stupid at the moment. Although Pang Ze Tian had no good point these days, she used to be someone he trusts in the past. They had the same personalities and lots of common interests. Heck, they were even born on the same day!


    The agreement is to protect both parties. Although it makes him the jerk in the story, Xia Qi Feng is willing to sign it for Shen Xia Fei. What he did not know is he bring bad luck to his wife!


    He is so furious that he felt his body and mind could explode in the next second.


    "You are stupid! How naive can you be, Xia Qi Feng? Do a male and female become a best friend without feelings involved? How can people still believe that stuff! And even if there is no feeling involved, those relationships could hurt each other partners! Your wife is supposed to be your best friend. The fact that you need comfort from me means you did not love your wife at all! Your divorce, it was meant to be," Pang Ze Tian snaps back coldly.


    "Don''t act like I was the only one to blame.. Every one of you could blame me for my scheme, but I am not all black. Rather, it''s everyone''s evil heart that made me could manipulate all of you easily!"

 Chapter 210 - Dont Play The Victim Card Here!

    "Don''t act like I was the only one to blame. Every one of you could blame me for my scheme, but I am not all black. Rather, it''s everyone''s evil heart that made me could manipulate all of you easily!"


    Pang Ze Tian''s eyes were cold as she slowly looked at each face in the living room. Her jaw is clenching together as she tried to stop her tears from falling.


    "What bunch of nonsense are you saying? Don''t play the victim card here!" He Jin Nan frowned when he heard Pang Ze Tian''s exclamation.


    He comes to Pang Ze Tian with pure intentions in the past. He took her a pity after he heard her story. He is willing to help, love, and take her as his wife, but what did she bring to him? Illegitimate daughter!


    Pang Ze Tian turned to He Jin Nan and nodded her head. She pressed her lips into a thin line as she looked at him with hatred.


    "Sure, I''m wrong for not telling you about Xia Xiang. But that doesn''t make for you to abuse me. You could divorce me and tell me that you don''t want the child," Pang Ze Tian snaps back at He Jin Nan.


    Pang Ze Tian turned to Wen Rou after she looked at He Jin Nan. The corner of her lips curled into a smirk as she looked at the shocked girl. Pang Ze Tian was starring at her malevolently as she unravels Wen Rou.


    "Whatever you heard about your father is true. And all the denials in your head are wrong. Your father took advantage of a little girl. Who just lost her mother because of his mother''s scheme. I might be a wrecked whore for being too attached to him, but the second he pushed me into his bed, it''s his own choice."


    Wen Rou gasped and turned to Pang Ze Tian with disbelief eyes. Wen Rou felt her heart jump into a leap before it dropped on the ground. She suddenly felt chills over her body when her eyes meet Pang Ze Tian.


    "And, you. HOHOHO! You are the perfect example of how ignorant and wicked the Wen family is. You are a coward- Who only dared to bully people below you. It must be a feature that runs on the Wen family. You could have aimed your revenge at the Wang family or the Guan. But you don''t, why?" Pang Ze Tian let out a mockery laugh as she looked at Wen Rou and Wen Du Jiao.


    "Hah, whatever life did I have, it won''t change how you climb from a person to another person. You are a pathetic whore!" Wen Rou answer fiercely.


    "You could call me pathetic, but aren''t you as inadequate? Wait, no. I am not on the same level as you. I had my life figure out based on my dream. You? You don''t have a life. Your arrogance made you blind. Since you don''t have a life purpose anyway, I better make you useful to achieve my goals," Pang Ze Tian smirked.


    "Anyway, I wanted to help you with your revenge. Really. You could''ve ruined that girl from the Kai family and Xia Sha if you are not stupid enough and RUIN EVERYTHING!" Pang Ze Tian stressed the last words to dumbstruck Wen Rou.


    "Don''t blame me! If you did not ask me to abducted Xia Sha, I would not get caught!" Wen Rou sneers.


    "Hah, Does it matters now?" Pang Ze Tian raised her eyebrow at Wen Rou before she glances at Xia Sha.


    "You''ve heard everything. What do you want to know again? Your friend miscarriage?" Pang Ze Tian''s voice felt like an icy blade as she looked up to Xia Sha directly.


    Xia Sha was astute as her eyes darkened. She was quiet for a long time before she shook her head. "I wanted to know, who help you under the cover this whole time?"


    Pang Ze Tian''s expression was cold and stoic. However, there is a spark of excitement and surprise upon hearing Xia Sha''s question.


    "Ah, you finally figure it out. No wonder you are Xia Qi Feng''s daughter. It''s a shame he is not as sharp as he used to be now. Why would you ask this question to me? I think you have a name on your mind already. Isn''t it clear? That boy is so whipped. He is so easy to manipulate," Pang Ze Tian sneered, then tilted her head upon Xia Sha.


    "You know what, there wouldn''t be today if you are not lucky enough to have Guan Xian on your side. I do admire your ability and brain. But I am so sorry for the two of you, your trust issues-" Pang Ze Tian shook her head and show a meaningful smile.


    Pang Ze Tian sighed and looked at Xia Qi Feng. She dryly added, "You can blame your father for that."


    "Oh yeah, like your daughter would blame you," Xia Sha replied indifferently. She titled her head and smiled at Pang Ze Tian.


    "You''ve worked hard, and I agree with you in some ways. You are right about people''s choices. They could have rejected your offer or ignored you. But I am here not to seek justice for everyone, moreover, you. I want to justify my mother from something she did before," Xia Sha''s eyelashes slightly tremble with a knowing glint in her eyes.


    "Ah? The cheating picture of your mother? HAHAHA! That is a fun fact. I was also stunned when I knew the truth," Pang Ze Tian lean back to the chair. She looks much more composed than before.


    "What truth?!" Xia Qi Feng''s pupils dilated.


    "Heh, Xia Qi Feng, you are one silly guy. Before I was there to ruined your relationship with Shen Xia Fei, your mother had worked on it. Shen Xia Fei could not give you sons. Your mother is very dissatisfied with her. But mother-in-law also knew that you won''t ever leave Shen Xia Fei for that. Thus the picture was created by her," Pang Ze Tian smirked when she see Xia Qi Feng''s pale face.


    "That is not surprising," Xia Sha mumbles when she remembers her grandmother''s face and voices.


    Xia Qi Feng almost had a stroke when she heard Pang Ze Tian''s words. His whole body tensed. He holds his chest and sat back in his seat with his hand on his heart. Xia Sha looks worried, but she could not possibly leave this perfect setting.


    "Hmm, that old witch was impossible. Consider me unlucky in this lifetime. I didn''t have anything but my daughter, and now she is also throwing me away," Pang Ze Tian chuckled before she swept through everyone with sparkled eyes.


    Xia Sha notices unusual moves of Pang Ze Tian. She furrowed her eyebrow and widened her eyes at the maid behind Pang Ze Tian.


    "Open her jaw, and don''t let her bite her tongue! Take away that glass from her hand!" Xia Sha ordered as soon as she sees blood behind Pang Ze Tian''s chair.


    The whole time, Pang Ze Tian is holding into pieces of vas that Xia Qi Feng broke. She hissed but smiling painfully. Xia Xiang did not want her anymore, and all her plan get ruined. This life is too cruel to her that she did not want to live anymore.


    "HAHAHA! TOO LATE! I will die in front of each of you today!" Pang Ze Tian shouted as she glanced up to Xia Xiang''s room upstairs.


    "Miss, Madam cut her wrist!" The maid panicked and informed Xia Sha.


    "Wen Du Jiao, it''s unfortunate that you need to take care of your daughter from now on. But your life is pretty much as fucked up as mine now. I''m happy you finally showed everyone your cowardice. Xia Qi Feng, it was my fault to fall in love with you when I knew you heard it always belong to Shen Xia Fei."


    "I''m sorry for ruining your life and family. I''m sorry I had done lots of things that turn your back against me. Even if it''s not easy, I love spending my days in this manors, My last wish, although it could be sound shameless. Could you take care of Xia Xiang for me? Make sure she marries well and lead a happy life," Pang Ze Tian''s face got paler as she stammered nervously.


    There is a long silence because Xia Qi Feng did not want to answer Pang Ze Tian''s wish. His eyes were bleak while Pang Ze Tian looked at him with a tearful face.


    "Stop crying. I knew you are being manipulative. You could fool the other, but not me," Wen Rou suddenly snapped. Out of nowhere, she could release herself from the rope and stood up from her seat. There is a big piece of glass vase on her hand as she stabbed Pang Ze Tian''s heart.


    "AHHHHH!"


    "GASP!"


    "WEN ROU! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"


    "MURDER!!!"


    Everyone was stunned the moment Wen Rou raised her hand and stabbed Pang Ze Tian several times. She let out a peal of terrifying laughter as she enjoys the splash of blood. Wen Rou then turned around and looked at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha knew she is in danger right now, but her feet got paralyzed somehow. She swallowed bile of her saliva as she clenched her fist. Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow and ran to Xia Sha as fast as he could. In a swift movement, he pulled Xia Sha behind her back.


    "AHH!"


    It was too late.. Fresh blood had run from Guan Xian''s back.

 Chapter 211 - How Do You Get These Scars?

    "This crazy lady!" Guan Xian pushed Xia Sha away in urge and turned around in a swift motion. He grabbed Wen Rou''s wrist and paralyzed her movement by kicking her knee.


    "AHHH! LET ME GO! LET ME GO!" Wen Rou goes beserk as she wailed in pain.


    "DON''T HURT MY DAUGHTER!" Wen Du Jiao shouted. His face turned pale as he watches the messy scene. He is so angry that he could not move or do anything right now.


    "MOM!" Xia Xiang''s shouted from upstairs as she rushed down the floor.


    Xia Qi Feng and Ji Cun Xi instantly come over and help Guan Xian to hold onto Wen Rou. Of a sudden, everything turned into a mess. Xia Sha''s heart dropped when she saw blood running on Guan Xian''s back. Her body trembles as her eyes darted to Pang Ze Tian.


    "Tell the driver to prepare the car, NOW!" Xia Qi Feng shouted to the stunned maid on Pang Ze Tian''s side.


    Xia Sha felt everything was ringing in her ear until she runs to Guan Xian and grabs his hand. With a slightly shaken voice, she probes a question, "Are you okay, let''s go to the hospital."


    "I-" Guan Xian was stunned by Xia Sha''s worried face. He was just about to say he is alright, but then he swallowed back his words and nodded his head.


    "Yeah, Xia Sha, take Guan Xian to the hospital first. Father will stay here and clean this mess," Xia Qi Feng frowned at Wen Du Jiao, Wen Rou, and He Jin Nan, that seems to lost his soul.


    "Yeah, Let''s go to the hospital. It''s painful," Guan Xian groaned exaggeratedly.


    Ji Cun Xi: "..." Bro, your acting is too palpable.


    And so Xia Sha rides Guan Xian to the hospital while the driver and Xia Xiang escorted Pang Ze Tian. While Xia Sha drives the car with a stiff expression, Guan Xian seems to be enjoying the emotion and affection from her. He casually laid his back on the seat and humming in a low tone.


    "Are you okay?" Xia Sha turned to him with a concerned expression every two minutes.


    Mischievous smiles appear on Guan Xian''s handsome face. He tilted his head and shook his head slowly. "It''s hurt, but I felt better because you take care of me."


    "You still have time to joke around? I am serious now!" Xia Sha scolded him as she frowned. Her forehead creased in displeasure. Guan Xian chuckled when he heard Xia Sha''s response. He lifted his hand and patted Xia Sha''s head.


    Being cared for by someone you love must be one of the sweetest things in this world. That is because you could see the love they express with their action and words. Even if his back were a bit sore right now, Guan Xian felt it was worth it.


    Initially, he wanted to enjoy Xia Sha''s worried face a little longer. But his heart softened when he felt the pressure she put upon herself.


    "Don''t be scared. I am fine," Guan Xian tried to calm her down.


    Xia Sha turned to him slowly and saw the reassuring smile. Guan Xian just realized the rims of Xia Sha''s eyes were slightly red when their eyes meet. Her whole body is trembling still as she shows a glistening something in the depths of her eyes.


    She looks so vulnerable, yet she refuses to appear weak. Guan Xian felt a bittersweet inside his heart. He reaches out to Xia Sha''s hand and holds it gently, "I am okay. We don''t even need to go to the hospital. The wound is not that severe."


    Guan Xian''s remarks got ignored by Xia Sha. He had no choice but to let the doctor checked his wound. Xia Sha was standing on his side all the time as she listens to the doctor''s word carefully.


    "It would be okay in days. Just make sure you apply for the medicine and don''t let the water touch the wound," the doctor said to Xia Sha.


    "Do he need to get hospitalized? Will, it left marks?"


    "I don''t think leaving mark wouldn''t be a concern to Mr.Guan here," the doctor patted Guan Xian''s shoulder with a meaningful expression.


    "Uncle Dong, what do you mean? Of course, I need to keep my bareback smooth and clean. Do you have something so it wouldn''t leave a mark?" Guan Xian showed a pressed smile at the doctor.


    "Xiao Xian, Don''t lie too much to your future wife. Can''t you see how worried she is right now? Tsk Tsk," The doctor or uncle Dong clicked his tongue before he walked away.


    He left Guan Xian speechless while Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow.


    "You lie to me?" Xia Sha remains silent but looked at Guan Xian rather subtly.


    "Damn Uncle Dong!" Guan Xian cursed under his breath. What should he do to his father''s old friend? Would it be impolite to make him suffer a little bit...?


    Being silently stared at Xia Sha''s cold and intense eyes made Guan Xian''s hair stands on the end. He let out a dried laugh before he reached Xia Sha''s hand and pulled her inwardly to him.


    "It''s not like that. Don''t listen to Uncle Dong''s nonsense. He is my father''s old friend. They a mutual love and hate relationship towards each other."


    Xia Sha''s countenance turned even queerer than before after she heard Guan Xian''s lame excuses. Knowing her suspicion, Guan Xian smiles gently. There is a sign of resignation displayed between his eyebrow. He puts his hand on his shirt, lifting it.


    "Eh? What are you doing?" Xia Sha suddenly panicked and taken a step back from him.


    "I wanted to show you my back. What do you think I want to do in this place?" Guan Xian tilted his head and moved his eyes around the curtain that give them some privacy.


    Xia Sha was flushed red, but she played it cool by averting her gaze and clear his throat. She blinks several times before she said, "Well, go on."


    Guan Xian''s left lips curled up into a smirk. He wiggles his eyebrow to tease Xia Sha. Xia Sha ignored him, but the guy got stuck because of the wound on his back.


    "Well, I might need some hands," Guan Xian raised his eyebrow at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha slightly jolted before her mouth twitched. She clenches her teeth and moves around Guan Xian. Her heart started to race as her fingertips touched his shirt.


    The room fell quiet as Xia Sha slowly pulled Guan Xian''s shirt up. A cool gleam filled Guan Xian''s eyes when he felt a jolt of electricity all over his nerve as Xia Sha''s dainty finger touch his back.


    "What happened?" Xia Sha''s gasp sound restrained as her trembling fingertips touched one of many scars on Guan Xian''s back.


    Xia Sha would never think under those flawless skin Guan Xian hides so many scars on his back. There is nothing about him that speaks violent, but-


    "How do you get these scars?"


    Guan Xian could felt Xia Sha''s intense gaze on his back as he replied honestly, "That time when I asked you to accompany Xia Sha, we are actually on a mission to save Wang Kai''s aunty. That''s nothing new. We trained with professionals ever since we are kids. Even Xiao Ni had her training. But as the man of the house, I pushed myself to trained harder."


    Xia Sha was silent for a long time after she heard Guan Xian''s long explanation. Guan Xian did not rush her to respond. He gives her time to complement and adjusting herself to the situation.


    Guan Xian could felt Xia Sha''s intense gaze on his back for a long time. But it surprised him when he felt two soft arms circled his neck and a hot breath in his neck. He titled to his right shoulder and brushed Xia Sha''s cheek with her lips.


    "Don''t be hurt again, will you?" Xia Sha suddenly asked with a very soft voice. Guan Xian''s heartfelt ticklish as he listens to her.


    "Why? There is a lot of things that aren''t in my control. I could not promise you that."


    Guan Xian did not want to lie. He had several agenda and probabilities scenarios where he might get hurt in the future. Of course, he could hide it from Xia Sha if he wanted, but he decided to be transparent and honest with her. He won''t give her empty promises.


    Xia Sha seems to think for a long time as her beautiful eyes looked at Guan Xian''s perfectly sculpted face. There are lines of disappointment on her lips as she meekly said, "Even when I marry you?"


    Her questions caused a hint of smiles playing on Guan Xian''s face, intrigued by her words.


    "Will you marry me today if I promise you?"


    Xia Sha''s eyes suddenly sparkled with excitement and relief when she heard his negotiation.


    "That is not a difficult demand at all. Fine, I will marry you today," Xia Sha murmured and moved inwardly closer to Guan Xian''s neck.


    Guan Xian look completely confounded as he heard her answer. He felt someone almost dropped his heart to the cold ground but then decided to throw it into the air. A mixture of every emotion becomes one inside him.


    "Are you serious with your words? You know you could not take it back later," Guan Xian reminded Xia Sha with a warning tone.


    "Hm. I''m serious, but I don''t think we can do it today.. The bureau had closed at this time," Xia Sha hides her embarrassed nature by acting nonchalant.

 Chapter 212 - Who Told You To Be So Whipped?

    "HAHAHA! REALLY? TOMORROW IT IS!" Guan Xian exclaims with vigor.


    Xia Sha gets jolted when his strong hand suddenly pulled her into his lap. His hand circled her waist, and he hugged her tightly as if he could want to glue himself to her.


    "You are not tricking me, right?" Guan Xian suddenly raised his eyebrow in suspicions.


    "Can I trick you?!" Xia Sha dearly tilted her head.


    "Who knows," Guan Xian murmured with a hint of delight on his lips. He looks like a little boy who won his toys.


    Xia Sha tried to stand up and remove herself from Guan Xian''s intimate hug. But those muscled arms did not want to let her go. She turned to Guan Xian slightly, asking in an unsteady voice, "Let go. I want to check on Pang Ze Tian and my father."


    "Wait a minute," Guan Xian answers in his raspy voice. He seems to be resting his head on the back of Xia Sha''s head, making shivers run down Xia Sha''s spine.


    "Don''t move for two minutes. I want to ask you something," Guan Xian said with his gentle voice.


    "W-What?" Xia Sha''s voice comes out cracked as she suddenly felt nervous.


    Xia Sha did not know how and when the atmosphere shifted. The air felt sweeter than before, but there are strange vibes that make her heart race. The butterfly in her stomach comeback as she waited for Guan Xian''s question.


    She could felt Guan Xian''s warm breath behind her neck, but somehow it makes her forget to breathe.


    "Why do you suddenly agree to marry me today? It''s because of the scar? Or it''s because I saved you today?"


    Guan Xian''s deep voice shrinks deep into Xia Sha''s heart. Since Guan Xian always appears to be fun and easygoing, it''s affecting people when he turned serious. His question makes Xia Sha stunned for a while before smiles appear on her face.


    "We are going to marry anyway. Does my reason important?" Xia Sha raised from Guan Xian''s lap and turned around at him.


    Guan Xian looks at the composed Xia Sha with hidden emotions in his eyes. A part of him was amused at how she remains to look immaculate after the shit they run through today. And the other side of him was dragging his heart down.


    It''s always a battle between the mind and the heart. Between the logical and the guts. The calculation and a leap of faith.


    The ego inside his head told him to give no damn at the consequences and take his chance today. God knew what inside that pretty little mind. She could change her decision tomorrow, and Guan Xian was pretty sure he would end up in regrets.


    But something inside his heart had told him to wait and trust her.


    "It''s necessary. Marriage is for once in a lifetime. I don''t want to hear any divorce coming out of our mouths later."


    Guan Xian''s word sounds like a warning as he intended to show so. His dark brown eyes connected to Xia Sha''s beautiful eyes. They fell silent for a long time.


    "I come from a broken family. I don''t know how to be in a healthy relationship. Not because I always find the wrong man. But because I am the toxic one. I overthink and short-tempered. No one had ever said I have a good character. I was about to close my heart to everyone when you come knocking my heart," Xia Sha paused to take a breath.


    "You are the least kind of man that I want to deal with after I just got cheated. My father was always loyal to my mom, but he still cheated on her. How can I defy the nature and believe you would not do that to me?"


    "But action always speaks louder than words. You might say a bunch of nonsense, but you had the consideration of me in every of your decision. And as if you refuse to prove my man view, you tell me that not giving up on love would worth it," Xia Sha ended her tirade with a loud exhales.


    Guan Xian blinked several times before he proceeded with everything and laughed.


    "Why are you laughing? It''s not funny," Xia Sha frown upon watching Guan Xian''s strange response to her long explanation.


    "I know. I''m sorry for laughing. You are just too cute. What can I do to you? Hm?" Guan Xian stood up and cupped Xia Sha''s cheek with his warm hand.


    "Well- Is that reason enough? I admit your action today had touched my heart. And those scars in your back, they convince me how you would fight for the ones you love. I guess that is why-" Xia Sha mumbles at the end of her sentence, suddenly getting embarrassed for showing too much of her thought.


    "You said so much but revealed nothing. What exactly are you thinking? Hm? Did Pang Ze Tian''s words bothered you?" Guan Xian pulled her head inwardly toward him. He shortens their distance until the tip of their nose touches.


    Xia Sha averted her gaze the moment his deep brown eyes unravel her.


    "No," she mumbles.


    "You did. You can''t lie to me. I knew you so well," Guan Xian''s smiles spreading across his cheek while he brings his forehead to her''s. His big hand slowly went down to her neck as Xia Sha shook her head.


    "No, it''s not Pang Ze Tian. Either way, I knew I was going to marry you anyway," Xia Sha wrinkles her nose and smiles mischievously to Guan Xian.


    Her sudden change of action surprised Guan Xian. He pulled away and looked at Xia Sha with questioning looks. Why does he felt like he didn''t want to hear the sentence that would come out from Xia Sha''s mouth?


    "I don''t think I could find another man that would get a vasectomy if he cheated on me."


    Xia Sha''s remark makes Guan Xian''s face turned white. Then it turned blue before it went green. Guan Xian forced closed his eyelids and nodded his head while nodding at Xia Sha''s infuriating reply.


    "Sly, we need a sly Mrs.Guan. You are such a perfect candidate," Guan Xian grin as he felt a sudden headache upon facing Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha grinned upon seeing Guan Xian''s response. When Guan Xian''s hand on her neck loosens, Xia Sha brought her hand around his neck in a swift movement. At Guan Xian''s most ungraded moment, she clashed their lips together before she pushed him away in a flash.


    Guan Xian was so shocked that he loss words.


    "Well, thank you, mister. Now, if you excuse me, I still need to finish the mess I started today," Xia Sha smirked.


    "!!!"


    Does she want to run away after eating him?


    Tsk! Tsk! Tsk! It is too much! He had doted on her until she turned rotten.


    How could Xia Sha leave him hanging alone on this public ward after saving her?


    How could the situations changed so fast from played to being played by a woman like this?


    How could he let a woman steal a kiss from him?!


    How could that lips taste too sweet?


    The rows of question go on, but every single of it make him felt more and more infuriated. Xia Sha almost disappears from the emergency room when Guan Xian jumped out from his error states. He wasted no time and caught up with her with his long legs.


    "Where are you going? You think you could wash your hand and take no responsibilities after what you''ve done?" Guan Xian''s voice runs deeps. He acts in an unfamiliar laconic manner.


    Xia Sha stopped walking and looked at Guan Xian blankly. She complements for a few seconds before she nods her head firmly.


    "Yeah, I think I would become an irresponsible person right now. You- I''m sure you will be okay," Xia Sha said in a sweet tone and patted Guan Xian''s shoulder thrice as if she is coaxing a little boy who just got his heartbroken.


    Guan Xian: "..." He never seen a day like this ever happen to him before.


    "Fine, I will be an irresponsible person too! Just wait for me tonight," Guan Xian said with gritted teeth. He had enunciated every syllable. The deliberate delivery of his words is palpable.


    Xia Sha could not hold her snigger when she see his furrowed eyebrow. She smiles brightly at him with a pair of sparkling eyes. At the same time, she looks seductive and innocent as she took a step closer and whispered to his ears.


    "We''ll see what you can do tonight. I''ll be waiting," Xia Sha winked and mischievously patted Guan Xian''s muscled chest twice before she walked away.


    Guan Xian was left in the cold corridor, filled with antiseptic smells as he grumbled to himself. He felt blood rushing into his brain as every cell of him turns active. He is so furious that he might explode soon.


    "Who told you to be so whipped?! But Damn! That was hot!"

 Chapter 213 - Uncle Xia, Carry On

    While Guan Xian''s wound is not too severe, Pang Ze Tian was battling with her life in an operation room. Xia Sha finds Xia Xiang crying on the floor as she looked at the closed door. Among her, there are two policemen with blank expressions guarding the entrance.


    "Xia Xiang," Xia Sha called her name as she took a seat next to her.


    Xia Xiang could not see clearly because of the brimming tears before her eyes. But she recognized Xia Sha''s voice as she


    "Tell me what to do? How to save my mom?" Xia Xiang shirk. Her heart felt so painful that she cannot let out a sobbed out from her throat.


    "She will be alright. She will be just fine," Xia Sha''s voice comes out strained as she tried to comfort Xia Xiang when she felt uneasy herself. She extended her hand and patted Xia Xiang''s back hesitantly.


    Xia Xiang''s eyes brimmed with tears as Xia Sha''s awkward warmness make her recall all the things her mother had done to Xia Sha and her family. Xia Xiang got ashamed of the hatred she used to have for Xia Sha in the past.


    "Xia Sha, I know this is a selfish and shameless request. But can you forgive my mother? Please don''t do anything to her, just let her stay in jail, but please-"


    Xia Xiang could not bring herself to finished her shameless request, but Xia Sha understands her. She lowered her head and pressed her lips into a thin line. Her hands keep patting Xia Xiang''s back, but a flash of coldness sparked in her eyes.


    "I know it''s unfair, but life is unfair for her too-"


    Xia Xiang raised her head and stopped as soon as she sees Xia Sha''s stoic expression. She closed her lips and swallowed back the words she wanted to said.


    "I''m not a fair person. I could not promise you the things that you wanted. But I''ll think about it," Xia Sha replied plainly, as she watched Xia Xiang''s averting her gaze from her.


    Xia Sha didn''t give the certainty that Xia Xiang wished for, but there are rays of hope that grow inside her heart. Xia Xiang suddenly grasped Xia Sha''s hand and pulled her into a hug. The sudden closeness surprised Xia Sha that she almost wanted to push her away.


    "Thank You," Xia Xiang''s gentle whisper stops Xia Sha''s hand from hanging in the air.


    "Thank you for staying here with me."


    Xia Xiang''s words sound simple- yet sincere. It weighed down on Xia Sha''s heart heavily. In the end, she let Xia Xiang hugged her until the doctor come out of the operation room.


    "We manage to save the patient. But a small piece of glass got into her eyes and tore her cornea. Further precise diagnosis would be needed after when she woke up."


    "WHAT? Tore her cornea? Could it be healed?" Xia Sha widens her eyes. Her voice comes out shaking as she recalled the moment where Xia Qi Feng broke the glass vase.


    "Further diagnosis could be made after she woke up," the doctor repeated his last sentence with a monotonous voice. He looks exasperated as he slightly bows his body before he walks away.


    Xia Xiang''s heart drop, her grips on Xia Sha become tighter as she swallowed her saliva.


    "It''s okay. My mother would be fine. She would be alright," Xia Xiang mumbles as she tried to toughen her heart.


    As long as her mom did not leave her alone in this world, Xia Xiang was grateful and knew that she would be alright.


    ***


    The news travels fast to the Xia Manor, where Xia Qi Feng watch over three people left on his manor. But they transferred to another place. Xia Qi Feng figured out that the living room was


    Sitting still in a chair with a double rope around their body, they look uncomfortable when Xia Qi Feng walked past them with a long shotgun in his hand.


    "So, other than the things you''ve mentioned, and attempt to kill my daughter before. What else have you done?" Xia Qi Feng asked without looking at them. He carefully looks at Wen Rou through the scope on the gun.


    "Nothing! Nothing! I have nothing to do with this crazy conspirator. Xia Qi Feng, let me go!" He Jin Nan shouted in terror. He is trembling in his seat. Sweat started to form in his palm and forehead.


    BANG! Clink! Clink!


    The crack voice of thunder makes people around them jolted. Wen Du Jiao furrowed his eyebrow at Xia Qi Feng and squirms. He clenched his jaw and tirelessly shouted, "Xia Qi Feng! I am pretty sure this is illegal!"


    "Uncle, please, If we go to the police station right now, I''m sure you would get arrested first before Uncle Xia! Uncle Xia, carry on," Ji Cun Xi cheered for Xia Qi Feng from the back.


    He sees Xia Qi Feng in a new light ever since Xia Qi Feng ordered people to move Wen Du Jiao, Wen Rou, and He Jin Nan to the backyard and invited him to his gun room. Ji Cun Xi never expected Xia Sha''s father would be this cool! If he knew this sooner, he also wanted to befriend Xia Sha.


    "Hmph! Do you think I''m a coward like you? Even if I go to jail after killing you today, I would still find it worth it," Xia Qi Feng sneers as he aimed at Wen Rou''s head while adapting his hand on the trigger.


    "DON''T! WEN ROU, QUICK SPEAK UP! WHAT DID YOU DO?!" Wen Du Jiao panicked because Xia Qi Feng did not seems to bluff at all. His serious expression constantly makes Wen Du Jiao''s heart stop beating because of worry.


    "We are going to die anyway, might as well keep this secret to the grave," Wen Rou threw away her face from her father and raised her eyebrow at Xia Qi Feng.


    "You think you could make me speak up? Over my dead body!" Wen Rou smirked before she spat on the floor.


    Ji Cun Xi almost dropped his jaw when he sees Wen Rou''s attitude. He suspected that there weren''t any undamaged nerve cells in Wen Rou''s mind. Ji Cun Xi shook his head and turned to Wen Du Jiao with a dubious gaze.


    "Is this how you teach your daughter? Are you sure you love her? You are raising a beast!"


    Ji Cun Xi''s judgemental words hit Wen Du Jiao hard. Too hard that Wen Rou suddenly chuckled at her father. She nodded her head, agreeing with Ji Cun Xin''s remarks.


    "Yeah, he does raise a monster. He made me believe that I could own everything that I wished for in my life because I am his daughter. I grew out thinking I am the most important princess in the world. Then suddenly, BOOM! Everything vanished! Because of what? Because of Xia Sha!" Wen Rou was gritting her teeth as she tells her story.


    "Are you sure it''s not because of Xiao Ni? I don''t think Xia Sha is capable of-" Ji Cun Xi''s words got cut by Xia Sha''s fiery replies.


    "Shut up! That is because Xia Sha decided to be a busy body and helped that ugly fat girl! Would my father get fired if not by her? Would I get dropped out of school and bullied by everyone in the US? I should not be an outsider if it''s weren''t for Xia Sha and Kai Xin!"


    Wen Rou''s voice was steady, and those smiles remain on her face. She glances at Ji Cun Xi before she turned to Wen Du Jiao. She had her eyebrow raised in defying manners.


    "Right, daddy? I should be cherished, loved, and respected by everyone. Because I am Wen Rou, I am Wen Du Jiao''s daughter. The process never mattered because what''s important is the outcome. As long as I win the game, As long as I get what I wanted- Everything.is.allowed."


    Wen Rou recites precisely the words Wen Du Jiao used to say to her in the past. It was mean to be a word of encouragement. Wen Rou used to be pick by other kids ever since she is a child. It was due to her competitive nature and boasting talking.


    Wen Du Jiao can''t help it, his wife bought up Wen Rou that way, and he loves her too much to scold her. So instead of correcting her manner, he decided to put the blames on the others. At that time, he only wants to prevent his daughter''s heart get hurt.


    Who would have known she-


    "Wen Rou," Wen Du Jiao''s voice was shaking as he called Wen Rou''s name in deep regret. He opens his mouth to said something, but before he could-


    BANG!


    Another shot of bullet had nested on Wen Rou''s chair legs.


    "You guys talk too much. Do you think I care about your family drama? All I wanted to know is what have you done to my daughter? Do you think I would let you walk away without bearing the consequences? An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. My daughter might be too soft, but I am not. You dare to hurt my family, I''ll make sure I pay you as twice as pain."


    Xia Qi Feng''s voices were fulled of warning as he looks straight at Wen Rou. He looks even more intimidating when he vents his anger at Pang Ze Tian before. With a shotgun in his hand, he tried to repeat his question one last time.


    "Now I want to ask you, what have you done to my daughter?"

 Chapter 214 - Your Father Tried To Avenge You

    "I will not say anything!" Wen Rou stubbornly answered as she glared at Xia Qi Feng.


    "Fine," Xia Qi Feng answer indifferently and move his aim to Wen Du Jiao. "I''ll kill your father first before I kill you."


    "Kill him then. He is useless anyway," Wen Rou said coldly, did not even bother glancing at her father at all.


    The air sank into an unprecedented cold silence after Wen Rou state her answer. Wen Du Jiao felt a big hand is grabbing his heart tightly as something pulled him back to the past. Those words rang on his ears as he found teenage Pang Ze Tian stands in front of him.


    "Brother Wen, I''m pregnant. That- What should we do?" the innocent-looking Pang Ze Tian looks confused. Her hand is gripping her clothes as she lowered her head.


    "WHAT?" Wen Du Jiao shouted, then quickly realized he should keep these matters a secret from everyone. He covers his mouth and brings Pang Ze Tian to a secluded area.


    "What did you say? Pregnant? Let me be frank with you. I have a wife and daughter in the A city. Yes, I come back home for months because I fought with my wife, but I could not possibly have another daughter. So, I want you to abort the child," Wen Du Jiao tried to say in a persuasive tone.


    Pang Ze Tian gasped and looked at Wen Du Jiao in disbelief. Her hand trembled as she tried to proceed with the information she just heard from the bastard.


    "How could you?! You, Condescending Jerk!" Pang Ze Tian widens her eyes. There is both fury and a glimpse of disappointment in her eyes as she raised her hand to slap Wen Du Jiao.


    However, Wen Du Jiao''s hand stopped her midway. Wearing a mocking smile, he tilted his head to Pang Ze Tian and said, "I might be a jerk, but you are the slut."


    Pang Ze Tian felt an excruciating pain the moment Wen Du Jiao threw her hand violently. She felt choked as if she had forgotten how to breathe. Her little face was fuming in anger when she shot a hate glare at Wen Du Jiao.


    "I might be a slut! But I am not a murderer who would kill her flesh and blood!" Pang Ze Tian shouted at Wen Du Jiao''s face.


    "Up to you, as long as I am not associated with that bastard. Who cares what you wanted to do to it? But you can''t raise her on your own, don''t you? That is why you come to me," Wen Du Jiao sneers as he pinched Pang Ze Tian''s delicate jaws.


    "Listen to me, since you can''t raise the bastard on your stomach alone, kill him then. The baby is useless anyway."


    Wen Du Jiao''s body was trembling when he looked at Wen Rou as if his eyes open after being blind for a long time. The memories of newborn Wen Rou were still fresh in his mind.


    Wen Du Jiao did not understand. Where does her gentle daughter go? Who is this terrifying monster that did not hesitate to kill his father? When does thing get wrong?


    "Really? You don''t mind if I killed your father right now?" Xia Qi Feng approached Wen Du Jiao and pressed his hot shotgun at his temple.


    "No. You can do anything. Why should I share my father with another person? Since he betrayed my mother, I''ll repay his karma. Kill him! I want to see him rot in hell!"


    Xia Qi Feng looked at Wen Rou with a complicated gaze. A part of him was relief Xia Sha''s mother had taught her right. In the past, he thought Xia Sha is vengeful enough. However, comparing his daughter to this girl, Xia Sha could be considered as an angel.


    "Wen Rou!" Wen Du Jiao could not pretend that he doesn''t care anymore. He shook his red face frantically.


    "What? What do you want me to say? If I tell the truth, he is still going to kill us anyway. Might as well died but make him miserable by guessing," Wen Rou shrugged her shoulder lazily.


    "Are you out of your mind?" Wen Du Jiao shouted to Wen Rou with angry voices.


    "Out of my mind is asking your biological daughter to get along with your mistress and your illegitimate daughter. Who accidentally had the same goals to harm the daughter of a man that sheltered your illegitimate daughter and mistress! What do you want me to say to him?! Your wife and I planned to make Tan Kun rape your daughter and ruin her future?!"


    Wen Rou''s chest rises and falls quickly as she glare at Wen Du Jiao. She looks like she is losing her sanity every time she had a glimpse of her father.


    Xia Qi Feng almost had a heart attack after he heard Wen Rou''s confession. His chest was heavy, and he felt suffocated. He always knew that Xia Sha felt wronged by Pang Ze Tian''s existence in the house, but he did not realize that his selfish decision would torture his daughter.


    And why didn''t Xia Sha say anything about this?


    He Jin Nan was dumbstruck by Wen Rou and Wen Du Jiao''s conversation. He could never point out Wen Rou''s insanity from her looks and name. He Jin Nan suddenly had trust issues.


    But one thing for sure, Xia Qi Feng would kill them now. If he did not save his life, He Jin Nan afraid he wouldn''t have a chance to see him tomorrow.


    "I don''t care what you pair of psycho is saying! Just let me go! I don''t want to meddle in you, rich people''s problem anymore!" He Jin Nan cried as he tried to break free from his seat.


    "Shut up!" Xia Qi Feng shot the rope that tying He Jin Nan to the chair. He precisely shot a centimeter away from He Jin Nan''s arm. He furrowed his eyebrow but deliberately free He Jing Nan.


    Ignoring He Jin Nan''s cry, he turned to Wen Rou and touched her cheek with his shotgun.


    "Repeat your last sentence loudly. I want to hear it again," Xia Qi Feng said to Wen Rou.


    The autocratic and cold voice sounds overbearing and scary. However, Wen Rou felt she had nothing worth living for anymore. She had nothing to lose. She doesn''t care if she would die in Xia Qi Feng''s hand today.


    "Hah, Why would I repeat myself for you. That is so boring, what about a bonus fact? We tried to kill Xia Sha a few times. But your daughter had too much luck. Every time we almost crushed her to death, someone would save her. Either Xiao Ni at Yee''s family party, Guan Xian in Zheng Shuan''s apartment, or Ruan Jing Tian in Yan Xi''s apartment," Wen Rou smiles brightly, but Xia Qi Feng could see the dark souls inside of her from her eyes.


    "Why? Why do you hate her so much? Did my daughter ever do something to you?" Xia Qi Feng could not reveal his upset heart. The words he said carry loads of disappointment, even though he knew he is talking to a heartless girl.


    Wen Rou was stunned upon hearing Xia Qi Feng''s tone and quiet voice. She glances at Wen Du Jiao before she returns her gaze at Xia Qi Feng. She felt conflicted when the hallow in her chest expanded.


    "Your daughter-"


    "Dad, what are you doing?" A melodious voice comes from the opposite direction of them.


    Ji Cun Xi is the first one to make eye contact with Xia Sha. He grinned at her while pointing him to stand next to him. Xia Sha was suspicious of Ji Cun Xi''s over-friendly action. Instead of doing what Ji Cun Xi asked her to do, she stands at the opposite point of Ji Cun Xi.


    Ji Cun Xi: "..."


    "What is this?" Xia Sha asked indifferently as if her father''s antic is normal to her.


    "Your father tried to avenge you. What else?" Ji Cun Xi rolled his eyes but then added in an excited voice, "Uncle Xia is so cool!"


    "Xia Sha-" Xia Qi Feng wanted to say something when he sees her wronged daughter. But everything on his heart and mind seems to be stuck at the end of his tongue.


    In the end, she averted his gaze from Xia Sha. He is ashamed of himself.


    Xia Sha observed the weird gesture of Xia Qi Feng. She frowned at him before sweeping her glance at Wen Rou and Wen Du Jiao. Wen Rou is smirking as if she had looked forward to meeting Xia Sha. She opens her mouth, prepared to provoked Xia Sha, "X-"


    "I don''t need to pay back. You don''t have to do anything for me, father. Especially, when it comes to Wen Rou. She is a waste of energy, and I need to save it for an upcoming ''important'' event in my life," Xia Sha cut Wen Rou off before she could say anything.


    "But going to jail sounds like a light punishment," Xia Qi Feng frowned.


    Wen Du Jiao''s eyes dilated. He began to get wary when Xia Sha''s lips curled into a smile. And he was right when he heard, "Oh, well, it depends on the jail they would go. I think Wang Kai had a dungeon where he-"


    "Xia Sha! That is a secret!" Ji Cun Xi pretended to scold her, but grins appear to be vivid on his bright face.


    "Tsk, Tsk, Tsk, I don''t know you would exploit your friend like this," Ji Cun Xi murmured, but he carries a proud tone as he smiles at Xia Sha.

 Chapter 215 - To The Future Husband Of My Beautiful Daughter, Thank You.

    Xia Sha had a big grin as she bids her goodbye to Wen Rou. She watched the car that drives Wen Rou until it disappears from her sight. When she turned her body, Xia Qi Feng had a stand in front of her. With tears on his tired face, he pulled Xia Sha into a hug.


    "Dad?" Xia Sha''s voice comes out hoarse as she is still surprised by the sudden hug and tears. She had seen Xia Qi Feng hold his tears, but she never watches him crying in front of her.


    Xia Qi Feng was quiet for a long time. He just stood there with Xia Sha inside his embrace. It was until Xia Sha hears a gentle whisper, "Xia Sha, I''m so proud of you, and I apologize for being absent this whole time. Dad will make it up for you, I promise."


    Xia Sha got puzzeled by Xia Qi Feng''s words. She does not understand what happens to her father while she is away.


    "Dad, what happened? You don''t have to make it up for me. I am great right now. I felt like everything in my life starts to fall in place," Xia Sha smiles and pulls away from her father.


    Xia Qi Feng was genuinely happy to see sincere smiles on his daughter''s face. He suddenly felt emotional as he realized how much his little princess had grown into an independent and smart woman.


    The energy between Xia Sha and Xia Qi Feng felt harmonious as they smile at each other. Ji Cun Xi almost cried in the corner when something sparkling on Xia Sha''s hand caught his attention. He blinked many times before he widened his eyes and gasped.


    "I heard wedding bells ringing, nice ring," Ji Cun Xi left a hint for Xia Qi Feng, who hasn''t realized the situations going on with his daughter right now.


    "Why are you still here?" Xia Sha ignored his mischievous remark.


    Ji Cun Xi keeps his calm and remains smiling, disregarding the annoyed look Xia Qi Feng gives to him because Ji Cun Xi ruined his little bonding moment with Xia Sha.


    "Xia Sha, where is Guan Xian?" Ji Cun Xi smirked.


    "He is still in the hospital. I think-"


    Ji Cun Xi squinted his eyes upon hearing the hesitation in Xia Sha''s tone. He tilted his head and shook his head in slow motion. After complimenting for a short time, he mumbles, "No, No, I don''t think so."


    And,


    Ji Cun Xi was right. Guan Xian said he wanted to visit Xiao Ni before he went back to the office. That is the excuse Guan Xian told to make Xia Sha unaware of his sudden visit to the Shen Residence. With a bouquet of Shen Xia Fei''s favorite white lilies, he received a warm greeting from his future mother-in-law.


    "Mom! How are you? You look more beautiful every time we met!"


    Guan Xian''s natural honeyed words instantly spread smiles across Shen Xia Fei''s face. She looked at the beautiful flower in her arms before she shook her head at Guan Xian.


    "You and your sweet mouth. So what is it? Why do you come in the middle of the day?" Shen Xia Fei asked, even though she had seen through that meaningful smile on Guan Xian''s face.


    Guan Xian grinned and followed Shen Xia Fei inside the house as he answered with a hidden blush on his cheek.


    "Well, Xia Sha finally agreed, and I felt like you are the first person that should know about this," Guan Xian pressed his lips into a hard line to conceal his smiles, but he failed to do so.


    Shen Xia Fei elegantly covers her mouth and lets out a snigger. She nods her head knowingly, "That''s great news! Mom is happy for both of you."


    "But you did not look surprised," Guan Xian immediately implied after he observed Shen Xia Fei''s calm and composed gesture. He knew his mother-in-law was elegant and won''t jump out of excitement like his Queen, Guan Qian Si. But he expected a surprise expression from Shen Xia Fei.


    Shen Xia Fei smiled at and raised her eyebrow as if she about to reveal a secret, naturally make Guan Xian curious.


    "Actually-" Shen Xia Fei''s used a high tone before she stopped and hissed.


    "Nevermind, I won''t tell you right now. Instead of talking about me, what about your marriage preparation with Xia Sha. Do you need help?"


    Guan Xian felt a ride of emotion, but Shen Xia Fei had diverted his attention instantly. He squared his shoulder and cleared his throat, "Well, I come here to ask you something. It might be offensive, and I understand if you don''t want to answer or disagreeing with me."


    Shen Xia Fei was stunned for a few seconds, but then she nods her head.


    "Ask anyway."


    "Well, I believe marriage is a commitment, and my goal is to never divorce in this lifetime."


    Guan Xian hasn''t finished his sentence when Shen Xia Fei suddenly laughs. She patted Guan Xian''s shoulder and gently stood up from her seat.


    "Wait for me here. I have something to give you," Shen Xia Fei said before she excuses herself to one of the rooms in the house.


    Guan Xian waits for a short time before Shen Xia Fei comeback with a journal in her hand. It had a red maroon hardcover that felt soft when it moves to Guan Xian''s hand.


    "I understand your worries. Xia Sha can be difficult sometimes. And I think you already knew that every key to a successful relationship is communication. That is what I lack with my ex-husband, Xia Sha''s father."


    Shen Xia Fei took a deep breath as she closed her eyes gently.


    "If you asked me, did I ever regrets divorcing my husband? The answer is yes. That book is the evidence."


    Guan Xian opens the first pages of the journal, and he immediately notices the dried wrinkled paper. He was stunned before he closed the cover again.


    "Now, before you said the journal is too personal, I need you to look at the last pages of the book," Shen Xia Fei said without looking at Guan Xian.


    Shen Xia Fei knew Guan Xian would refuse to take the book. So, she had prepared something for him on the very last page.


    Guan Xian followed her order and took a look at the last piece of the paper. There he found ten points of something Shen Xia Fei called, Ten things to do before divorce. Guan Xian felt choked when he read the words on the corner of the pages.


    To the future husband of my beautiful daughter, thank you.


    "I knew my marriage with Xia Qi Feng had left a deep trauma for Xia Sha. I wasn''t surprised if Xia Sha said she never wants to marry or have a child. So I was surprised when she suddenly comes to me one day and asked me questions about marriage."


    Shen Xia Fei opens her eyelids and looked at Guan Xian with a faint smile on her face.


    "It would be hard. But it''s not impossible. As long as the two of you love each other and willing to fight, compromise and fix things- I promise you two a together forever."


    Guan Xian headed back with a piece of paper neatly folded in his pocket. He could not describe how precious the letter means to him as he placed it on a safe. He spends the whole night reading and memorized the list before he comes up with an idea.


    Guan Xian took his phone and decided to send a message to Xia Sha.


    Guan Xian: You haven''t back out, right?


    Guan Xian: You promised me a marriage tomorrow!


    Guan Xian knew very well that Xia Sha hasn''t fallen asleep right now. She probably is working overtime to catch up with the company''s condition. It took a while for Xia Sha to answers.


    Xia Sha: Hm, maybe I do? or not.


    Xia Sha: I told you, It would depend on my moods tomorrow.


    Xia Sha: Why?


    Guan Xian: Do you think we need to sign up for the premarital agreement?


    Xia Sha: Sure, I''ll make an appointment with my lawyer.


    Guan Xian: Great!


    Guan Xian: Oh, by the way, Don''t work too late! My bride needs to take care of her health!!


    Xia Sha felt butterflies on her stomach when she heard Guan Xian''s voice calling her my bride in her ears. She knew she is delusional when she sees the silly smiles at her tabs reflection. She shook her head and tried to focus on the matters she needs to figure out.


    What should she do to Wen Rou, Pang Ze Tian, Meng Ran?


    The truth is, Xia Sha did not send Wen Rou to Wang Kai''s so-called dungeon. She makes Wen Rou go through mental health checkups in the asylum and hopes she could recuperate there. Wen Du Jiao looks like he just lost his soul after hearing his daughter. Xia Sha asked him to take care of Pang Ze Tian in the hospital. He needs to be her servant until Pang Ze Tian regains her visions.


    Wen Du Jiao did not show any objection. He loyally stayed with Pang Ze Tian and Xia Xiang and took care of them. Pang Ze Tian''s cornea could be sewn, and her vision should come back afterwards.


    But what should Xia Sha do to Pang Ze Tian after she woke up?

 Chapter 216 - Ah, The Things I Do For My Person

    Towards Pang Ze Tian, Xia Sha had mixed feelings. The hatred she had for Pang Ze Tian never dissipate or gone just because she knew how hard her life has been. But on another side, she also wanted to give her a chance to had the adjudication she needs.


    Xia Sha swipes across the voice recording apps on her phone for a long time. Something inside her chest felt uncomfortable the more she thought about the recording. Xia Sha suddenly jumped from her bed and took her purse and car key.


    A forty-five minutes mindless drive and Xia Sha arrived at the Shen Residence. Xia Sha pulled up her handbrake and looked at the light shone brightly from her mother''s room on the second floor. Her hand on the steering wheel curled up as she mustered up her courage to walk inside the house.


    With a phone in her hand, she is prepared to tell her mom everything about Pang Ze Tian, but a familiar car parked near her car makes her heart drop. She rubbed her eyes to make sure she isn''t hallucinating right now. A furrow on her eyebrow appears as she mumbles, "Isn''t that is Dad''s car?"


    The current situation makes Xia Sha''s hesitation disappear. She pushes her door and walked out of her car with curiosity filled her head. As she got closer, the harder Xia Sha''s heart pound. The grip on her phone tightened when she heard a faint sobbing coming from inside.


    She froze in front of the entrance door of Shen Residence. Pain crept from every channel of her nerve.


    "I forgive you. I do, I always do."


    "Xia Fei-" Xia Qi Feng''s voice makes Xia Sha shiver.


    Xia Sha''s hand froze in the air before she took a deep breath and turned around. She lowered her head. Suddenly she felt nothing of the evidence matters anymore.


    And so, with a faint smile on her face and light heart, she heads back to her apartment.


    ***


    "Okay, the construction would start a month from now. I hope everyone could keep up with the pace, and hopefully, we could operate the hotel next month," Xiao Zhan closed his file and swept his gaze across the team.


    His sharp glance ends up meeting Xia Sha''s eyes. Something is bothering Xia Sha from his concealed smile.


    The meeting quickly ended as Xiao Zhan dismissed everyone from the meeting room. Xia Sha calmly collected her stuff as she prepared to leave the room.


    "Wait, I have something to discuss with you," Xiao Zhan, as expected, intercept Xia Sha to walked away.


    Xia Sha holds her breath before she fixed her gaze on Xiao Ni. With her head tilted to the left, she lazily waited for Xiao Zhan to talk.


    "About the file- Have you?" Xiao Zhan did not finish his sentence and asked Xia Sha to answer his question.


    "What file?" Xia Sha played the dumb, acting indifferently, as she averted her gaze and hugged the documents in her chest.


    "The one that I left on your table. I clearly-" Xiao Zhan hangs his sentence the moment he understands the meaning behind Xia Sha''s fake smile.


    He lowered his head and let out a sarcastic laugh. Pressing his lips into a thin line, Xiao Zhan approached Xia Sha with his wide steps.


    "Well, is this a rejection?"


    Xia Sha is ashamed of Xiao Zhan for spouting it clear in the air. She had tried not to mention it so directly, but it seems like Xiao Zhan always likes it blatant. So Xia Sha nods her head and enunciates it distinctly, "Yes, I don''t want to have a part in your plan."


    "That was harsh, but I understand," Xiao Zhan nods his head slowly and stops two steps away from Xia Sha.


    "You know me. I''m harsh and cruel. Guess I live up to my reputation," Xia Sha grinned.


    "That''s unfortunate. We can be big together, but I guess you would rather choose the easier way."


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes while her laugh slowly dried. She raised her chin and looked at Xiao Zhan with her fake friendly gaze.


    "What do you mean? What do you want to imply in your sentence?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow.


    Xiao Zhan seems to lose his words for a moment before he let out the thoughts inside his head.


    "Isn''t that''s the truth? Being Guan Xian''s wife is so much easier than Xia Sha. All the glory and praise would be yours the moment you held his hand. I do understand, but I don''t expect you, the ever-independent girl I knew, would choose this route."


    Xiao Zhan''s words felt like a knife stabbing inside Xia Sha''s heart. Every breath she makes her more suffocated as she holds her urges to slap that handsome face. It took almost her energy to remain composed as she moves her heels to steps right in front of Xiao Zhan.


    "You want to play it like this? Really?" She smirked and pretended to be considered as Xiao Zhan''s face darkened.


    He pressed his lips that is twitching from holding the pain from his foot. Xia Sha''s sharp stilettoes are just right at his pinky toes as she smiles at him like an angel.


    "Why do you think I have the corresponding success measurement as you? You might be my first love but were aren''t on the same level anymore. I am the person behind a groundbreaking project. You are the person who steals the spotlight from a person like me. We are not the same. Who are you to talk to me like this?"


    Xia Sha used a monotonous tone, but Xiao Zhan felt the hallow on his chest expanding. His toes felt numb as he felt Xia Sha''s words get inside his nerve.


    "I am the person who makes people like you work for me. You should see it through and think carefully," Xia Sha stopped and smirked at Xiao Zhan. She tiptoed and placed her head on the same level as his ears.


    "Someone might sit on your back and driving your every movement. I know it''s hard to be someone without a life purpose but hang in there. At least, you are doing your responsibilities right now. It''s better than running away like a coward."


    Xia Sha patted Xiao Zhan''s shoulder twice before she walked away from Xiao Zhan as if nothing happens.


    Xiao Zhan stood there in the empty meeting room with a curled fist. He had overflowing anger inside that his knuckles turned white. His teeth were gnashing against each other as his lips twitched. He took the proposal file on the table and threw it away to the trash can before he furiously walked out from the meeting room.


    Xia Sha is nearby when Xiao Zhan storms out from the public office room to the lift. Wicked smiles appear on her face as she holds her phone to her ears.


    "Hello? Xia Sha, are you there?" Guan Xian''s voice rang out from the device.


    "Hm, I am here."


    "Have you made an appointment with your lawyer? Where should we meet?" Guan Xian asked.


    "My Lawyer could not make it this lunch. I''ll review it by myself," Xia Sha answers with a different kind of excitement in her heart.


    Watching Xiao Zhan''s violent back disappear behind the lift door make her delighted. She knew there would be a good drama to watch soon if she remembers how ugly Xiao Zhan''s expression before. The Xiao Manor won''t sleep early tonight.


    "Really? That''s great! I''ll pick you up at lunch, and we will discuss the prenup at my office. If you had something to add beforehand, text Tang Yu Bin, he would take care of it."


    "Informing Tang Yu Bin or Fu Qun, isn''t it the same?" Xia Sha sounds exasperated suddenly, but a smile is still plastered on her face as she continues her walk.


    Guan Xian let out a chuckle as he heard Xia Sha complain. The heavy workload on his table suddenly felt fun after talking to Xia Sha. He looked at the list he had made based on his future mother-in-law''s suggestion. The future seems to be peaceful and harmonious right now.


    "It''s settled then. I''ll pick you up later, baby."


    Guan Xian and Xia Sha bid goodbye before Guan Xian picked up the paper he wrote before and called Tang Yu Bin from the office phone. Tang Yu Bin appears on Guan Xian''s office doorsteps the next second. He raised his eyebrow at his boss.


    "A-Bin, include this special claused on my marriage prenup. Tell Lawyer Du to put the last point at a strategic place somewhere between the standard official prenuptial agreement from the Guan family. The harder someone could find it, the better."


    Tang Yu Bin nods his head and takes the paper from Guan Xian''s hand. Because Guan Xian especially mentions the last point, his attention directly when to the end sentence. Something that Tang Yu Bin regretted as he almost choked to death by surprise.


    ''100 Years of Mediation before the divorce. MUST!''


    Tang Yu Bin''s eyes almost roll out from its socket. Does his boss had lost his mind or his face?


    However, Tang Yu Bin could forget about Guan Xian being embarrassed about his action. His boss did not even hesitate to chuckles and winked at him.


    "In this lifetime, I would never hear the word divorce in my marriage life."


    "Ah, the things I do for my person."

 Chapter 217 - Mediation Before Divorce?

    Xia Sha was clueless as she slides into Guan Xian''s car and eats her lunch in delight. She even makes Guan Xian get into a line of famous ice cream stores for twenty minutes before they arrived at GI''s meeting room.


    Who would have known Guan Xian had prepared something that might make her jaw dislocated.


    Xia Sha swears she almost dropped her ice cream tone when Mr. Du, Guan Xian''s family lawyer, carries a heavy load on file and put it in front of Xia Sha.


    "Miss Xia, this is the standard prenup from Guan''s family. There are one thousand and one pages-"


    "Just tell me the important things I should know," Xia Sha cut off lawyer Du''s sentence as she opens the hardcover file.


    Lawyer Du let out a relieved breath that Xia Sha did not ask him to read the whole file for her. With a kind smile, he explained the content outline.


    Guan Xian watched the interaction between lawyer Du and Xia Sha in satisfaction. His eyes filled with the warmth of Xia Sha listening to Lawyer Du carefully.


    "Mediation before divorce?" Xia Sha''s voice wakes Guan Xian from his dreamy states. His eyes travel to lawyer Du in an instant as he wrinkled his eyebrow in wariness.


    Lawyer Du''s lips twitched the moment he understands the gaze Guan Xian is giving to him. He needs to take another deep breath to relax before he turned to Xia Sha with a friendly smile.


    "Yes, it''s the normal process everyone needs to go through before divorce."


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and squinted her eyes as she moves her gaze to Guan Xian. A faint frown appears on her face after she said, "Really? As if meditation could stop me if I ever wanted one."


    Guan Xian let out a dry chuckle as he nods along with Lawyer Du.


    "Yeah, babe. Sure do."


    "Uh-huh, God helps your little brother the moment I asked for a divorce," Xia Sha murmured as she flips through random pages from the thick file.


    Once again, Guan Xian let out a fake chuckle as his fingertips make a random rhythm against the wooden table.


    "So, Can I take this to my lawyer for another review?" Xia Sha asked calmly to Guan Xian in a low tone. The tone she always used for negotiations. Guan Xian knew it very well because Xia Sha always used it every time she wanted something from him.


    Guan Xian scratches his eyebrow that suddenly felt itchy. He closed his eyelids and could not help but nod his head when he meets Xia Sha''s pleading eyes.


    "Fine," Guan Xian said without moving his teeth as he smiles helplessly at lawyer Du.


    Lawyer Du is smiling and nodding along while hiding the shivers he felt down his spine. Gosh! Never did he witness Young Master Guan become a hopeless romantic like this. Every time they meet, Guan Xian always had that furious expression.


    "Okay, I signed and gave the agreement to you before Sunday. It''s that''s alright with you, B-" Xia Sha closed her mouth the moment endearment almost slipped out from her mouth.


    Guan Xian''s eyes dilated. He looked at Xia Sha in shock. He grabs her hand and swallowed lumps of saliva in his throat, "What did you say?!"


    Guan Xian asked in bewilderment. He could not believe Xia Sha almost called him baby willingly!


    Xia Sha got flushed as she glances at Lawyer Du that averted his face from them. He cleared his throat and collected a random paper on the table.


    Right now, Xia Sha wanted to dig holes and hide inside forever!


    "Lunchtime is over. I''m leaving!" Xia Sha stood up from her seat and ignored Guan Xian''s questions.


    "What? Hey, not that fast. Let me hear you call me baby! Clearly," Guan Xian followed Xia Sha that has walk through the door.


    "Guan Xian, shut up! I did not call you Baby!"


    "Ugh, another lie. Come on, don''t be shy. I called you baby every day. I am not embarrassed by that!"


    Xia Sha stops walking after hearing Guan Xian''s remark. She shot him a deadly glare before she fastens her pace to the lift.


    The hallway is not empty. There are lots of people who could hear Guan Xian''s loud voice. Xia Sha swears Guan Xian had the thickest skin in this world!


    "Can you stop following me? I''ll go back on my own," Xia Sha hissed when she see Guan Xian followed her to the lift.


    Guan Xian had a mischievous smirk on his handsome face as he pokes Xia Sha''s hot cheek.


    "Look at my shy baby. Have I told you that you looked cuter when you put on your salty expression?" Guan Xian wrinkled his nose.


    Xia Sha looked up to him and scoffed roughly, "You and your weird vocabulary."


    "Don''t roll your eyes," Guan Xian reminds as Xia Sha about to roll her eyes.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips into a thin line, trying hard to hold her laughter as she averted her gaze from Guan Xian.


    "I could see your teeth, just smiles if you wanted to smile," Guan Xian teased her again, as giggles slip out from her lips.


    "Shut up!"


    "Bleh! As if you could stop me If I don''t want to shut up," Guan Xian mimicked the same expression Xia Sha used in the lawyer''s office before.


    Xia Sha clicked her tongue and pushed Guan Xian to create some distance between them. Guan Xian''s laughter echoed throughout every corner of the lift. The atmosphere just felt perfect for him to stretched his arm and pulled Xia Sha under his armpit.


    "No! No! No!" Xia Sha had a horror face when Guan Xian had grasped her tiny wrist.


    When Guan Xia almost pressed his body against Xia Sha''s face, the lift stopped and slid its door open.


    Xia Sha''s eyelashes trembled when she sees Guan Lin Yi.


    What''s more, he is not alone.


    Beside him, There''s a man whose face shares a resemblance with Guan Lin Yi. He let out a fake cough as he glances at Xia Sha and Guan Xian back and forth.


    "Well, who is this?" the middle-aged man turned to father Guan.


    Father Guan had a smile on his bright face as he patted the middle man''s back.


    "This is Xia Sha. She is my future daughter-in-law. Less headache than Xiao Ni, but she manages to make my Guan Xian head over heels. Xia Sha, this is Uncle Huang, Guan Xian''s uncle," Father Guan proudly introduced Xia Sha to his cousins.


    Uncle Huang looks sours as he looked at Father Guan. He let out a heavy breath as he complained, "Keep doing that! Keep rubbing salt into my wound. I don''t know why we need to be cousins still."


    Father Guan let out a laugh as they step inside the lift. Xia Sha leans into Guan Xian''s side. Guan Xian knew the question she wanted to asked, so he deliberately tapped uncle Huang''s shoulder.


    "Uncle Huang, Don''t worry. I''ll pray for Xiao Jian to find his love and get married soon too."


    "GET MARRY SOON? YOU ARE GOING TO-" Uncle Huang shouted. He stopped when he realized Xia Sha was watching him intently.


    "Pfft, Why are you so surprised? I always lucky with love, that must runs in our Guan''s family gene."


    "Ah, including our Xiao Ni. Xiao Ni marries off early," Uncle Huang pressed his lips.


    Guan Xian almost choked his saliva when Uncle Huang mentions Xiao Ni. Xiao Ni''s marriage is still a sensitive topic for Father Guan. Nobody in the house dared to mention it up, even though the vacancy Xiao Ni left is too palpable.


    "I guess that''s the perk of being lucky about your love life."


    "..."


    Father Guan and Uncle Huang left before they arrived at the lobby. Guan Xian has been telling Xia Sha about his cousin, Xiao Jian, Uncle Huang''s children. He said he either wanted to marry his ''waifu'' or he would not marry at all.


    Guan Xian helps Xia Sha carried their prenup agreement before he heads back to his office. He did not realize that Lawyer Du hasn''t taken out the little note Guan Xian left for him.


    When Xia Sha accidentally hit a stack of files on her table, the prenup falls, along with the notes Guan Xian left.


    The sticky note weighs nothing, so it easily got sucked by the cleaning robot in Xia Sha''s office. The noises make Xia Sha turned around and pulled the paper out from the machine vacuums.


    Xia Sha flips the sticky notes around, trying to read the content inside when someone burst out from the door. Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow when her eyes meet the intruders'' eyes.


    "Haven''t you learn how to knock before?" Xia Sha asked sarcastically. She stood tall from her position and squared her shoulders in an attempt to look intimidating.


    The person ignored Xia Sha''s question and shut Xia Sha''s office door tight. With a distorted expression, he tells something that suddenly becomes Xia Sha''s nightmare.


    "Xia Sha! Do you need to go this far? You wanted to join the Guan family, that''s your choice! But this company is your family''s legacy. How could you just sell it to the Guan so easily?!"

 Chapter 218 - This Is A Confidential Note

    Xia Sha could not understand Xiao Zhan''s sudden outburst. She furrowed her eyebrow and put the sticky notes on the corner of the table.


    "What now, Xiao Zhan? You''ve been quite crazy today. Are you okay?" Xia Sha''s lips twitched as she walked to her seat.


    "Crazy? Do you know what is crazy? The fact that the second-biggest shareholder of this company is your family-in-law. Tell me, are you that desperate? You wanted to be their daughter-in-law that bad?"


    Xia Sha felt her heart stop working right after she proceeds with Xiao Zhan''s words. Her eyelash moves slowly, slightly trembling as she forces a smile on her face.


    "Why? Why are you so agitated. Since I''m going to marry Guan Xian, it would be mine anyway," Xia Sha answered, hiding the hesitation deep inside her soul.


    Xiao Zhan''s eyes dilated. He gritted his teeth as he shook his head in disbelief.


    "You''ve changed. You''ve changed so much that I could not recognize you anymore. You''ve turned into one of that pathetic girls you hate in the past."


    Every word that Xiao Zhan said felt like a dagger stab into Xia Sha''s heart. The banging sound Xiao Zhan created after he slammed her office door did not even jolt her. Xia Sha took a deep breath and extended her hand to reach the phone on her right side.


    "Fu Qun, help me get the report about company shares. I need to make sure of something," her voice comes out calmer than the voice on her head.


    She stood from her seat and took something out from the safe under her table. It''s the file Xiao Zhan left on her table the other day. She went back to her seat and took out the phone inside her bag.


    Guan Xian''s contact profile could stay on the lit-up screen for a while before the device turned black. Xia Sha''s gaze falls on her phone before it drifted to the door as Han Li walked inside.


    "Boss, this is the file you asked," Han Li put the report on the top of Xia Sha''s table.


    "Thank you. You can go back to your job," Xia Sha murmured as she opens the file with a cold face.


    Han Li could sense something is amiss by the way Xia Sha talks. The moment he walked out of Xia Sha''s office, he texted Tang Yu Bin about Xia Sha''s sudden mood change.


    When Tang Yu Bin delivered Fu Qun''s worries to Guan Xian, A crease appear on Guan Xian''s forehead. He took his phone to called Xia Sha when Tang Yu Bin comes with a follow-up.


    "Fu Qun said, Mr. Xiao barge inside Miss Xia''s office and then she asked for a report about the company share. There might be a problem in the Xia Corporation. I''ll do my investigation now-"


    "No, no need." Guan Xian cut Tang Yu Bin before he finished his sentence. His pupils enlarged as it darkened.


    "Please help me prepare my car. I want to go to Xia Corporation right now."


    Tang Yu Bin carried on his order instantly, while Guan Xian took his phone in an attempt to call Xia Sha. Xia Sha answers his call before the phone even rang. Guan Xian knew then that she is waiting for his call.


    "Hello? Are you waiting for my call?" Guan Xian wrinkled his nose while sustaining calmness.


    "I do. I am waiting for your call and explanation," Xia Sha said in an unexpectedly normal tone. She doesn''t sound angry or cold as Guan Xian imagine when she answers his call.


    "Okay," Guan Xian murmured as he stood from his seat. He walked to his favorite spot of his office, where he could watch the tall skyscraper and busy people down in the street.


    "Okay, About the share?" Xia Sha murmured from the end of the side. Her voice felt soft on Guan Xian''s ear as if a soft cotton ball had tickled him.


    "Hm, about the share. My father bought it for me the moment he knew I proposed to you. That day, in the mall. He put it under Xiao Ni''s name because Xiao Ni is the only person that didn''t have direct involvement with Guan International and Guan Corporation."


    Xia Sha''s breath was soft as she listens to Guan Xian''s explanation carefully. She did not cut him off like she used to do if she gets irritated. Xia Sha was surprised by her response.


    "It''s also because my father knew about Xiao family''s plan. I might sound like a mommy boy if I tell this to you, but my father did not want me to lose you when he could control the factor that could help you make a fair judgment. Of course, I knew you would be angry if you knew about this, but at that moment, I think it''s-"


    Guan Xian could not continue his sentence as a disturbing voice of someone knocking behind the door.


    "Boss, the car is ready," Tang Yu Bin informed.


    Guan Xian, who covered the microphone of his phone, nodded his head before he talks to Xia Sha, "Sorry, it''s Tang Yu Bin."


    "It''s alright. Hm, can you come to my apartment tonight? I think there is something in the prenup we should discuss."


    Guan Xian felt his heart almost dropped when he heard Xia Sha''s response. She couldn''t read the whole pages and find out his little trick, isn''t she?


    "Why? What''s wrong?" he couldn''t conceal the worry from his tone.


    "There are several points. I''ll see you tonight?" Xia Sha avoids answering Guan Xian over the phone.


    At this point, can Guan Xian said other things than agreeing with her?


    "Okay."


    "Okay," Xia Sha said before she ended the call.


    Guan Xian let out a heavy breath as he touched the thick window with his fingertips. Faint smiles appear on his face as he wonders what Xia Sha finds from the prenup.


    "Did she find out?"


    ***


    "I found out something!"


    Xia Sha suddenly yelled the moment Guan Xian enter the passcode to her house. Guan Xian felt a slight headache when he heard Xia Sha''s excitement. He enters the apartment with a grin on his face.


    "What makes you so excited?" Guan Xian asked with an amused tone.


    "I found out that you had a thousand pages of the agreement, but nothing said about separation of assets," Xia Sha pulled Guan Xian to her dining table, where she usually works.


    Guan Xian was dumbfounded. He did not think Xia Sha would read half of the files in such a short time. With her capability, it''s not surprising if she read the whole page by day.


    Guan Xian felt hopeless as he listens to Xia Sha''s chatter.


    "Why do you think it contains so many pages? It was to prepared for every scenario if we choose not to separate our assets," Guan Xian shook his head.


    "Ah? Does that mean we will unite our assets?"


    "Yes, is that''s a problem?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow.


    "No, but it would be a greater loss if we di-"


    "There, that''s the word that starts with D- I don''t want to hear that, Understand?" Guan Xian tapped Xia Sha''s soft and moist lips as he looked straight at him.


    Xia Sha got bewitched to nodded her head. She subconsciously swallowed her saliva as Guan Xian move closer to her.


    "So, would you want to separate our asset?" Guan Xian tilted his head as he shortened the distance between their nose.


    "No, but I do want something," Xia Sha averted her gaze and dodge from Guan Xian''s lips. She turned to the file and open pages where sticky notes appear between them.


    Guan Xian collected himself when she picked up the sticky notes in between the index and middle finger. A feigning kind smiles appear on Xia Sha''s face as she asked Guan Xian with a sweet tone, "Well, future husband, can you tell me what is inside these sticky notes?"


    "W-what is that? I never see that before," Guan Xian pretend to be dumb as he let out a dry chuckle.


    "Oh? You never see these sticky notes before? Strange, there is your family''s logo on the back of the paper. The hand-letter was similar to yours. There is such a coincidence in this world?"


    "M-Maybe?" Guan Xian sounds in doubt with her answer.


    "Uh, huh," Xia Sha tilted her head as she looks straight at Guan Xian''s eyes.


    There is something about her confidence and smile that intimidate Guan Xian. He wrinkled his nose and about to confess, but then-


    "This is a confidential note, don''t you realize? How could you be so careless?" Xia Sha clicked her tongue as she pulled Guan Xian''s palm and put the notes on his hand.


    Guan Xian got stupified as he didn''t understand Xia Sha''s conclusion.


    "Babe, it''s our-" Guan Xian flips the sticky notes and reads it for Xia Sha.


    "My meeting notes in the morning. where do you get this?" Guan Xian''s furrowed his eyebrow as smiles disappear from his face.


    "From the prenup file, why?"


    "From the prenup file, why?"


    "I never give these notes to Lawyer Du. It means someone comes to my office and takes this from me."


    ***


    Behind The Scene


    Guan Xian: "Do you think Xia Sha really find out?"


    Tang Yu Bin: "There are big probabilities that Miss Xia find out. She is a smart woman."


    Guan Xian: "Still, why does she sound so calm on the phone. She usually were-"


    He doesn''t know the right words to describe Xia Sha''s temper.


    Tang Yu Bin: "Explosive?"


    Guan Xian wanted to say Thermonuclear, but explosive sounds better. But still, he would be dead if Xia Sha knew he describes her with the word, explosive. He rather plays it safe.


    Guan Xian: "You said that, not me,"


    Tang Yu Bin was speechless upon facing his shameless boss, who is washing his hand from his crime. He calmly smiles at Guan Xian and shook his head.


    Tang Yu Bin: "Don''t worry, boss. It''s not my words, it''s Fu Qun''s."


    Guan Xian''s eyes lightened up with wicked light after hearing Tang Yu Bin. He let a low chuckle as he brushed his chin with his hand.


    Guan Xian: "I never knew Fu Qun is this daring before. What a brave man."


    Tang Yu Bin: "Outstandingly brave man. He describes Miss Xia''s temper in creative words. I''m amazed by his vocabularies."


    Guan Xian: "Really?"


    Tang Yu Bin, of course, didn''t sound sincere as he sells out Fu Qun to save his life. In his heart, he genuinely praying to God to save Fu Qun''s life from Xia Sha. Knowing Guan Xian, this man probably would use this information to his very own benefit.


    Tang Yu Bin for Fu Qun: ''Brother, I''m sorry and I''ve prayed for you. If we parted our way in the future, I''ll always be there to help you.''


    Guan Xian: "Fu Qun must have some creative description of my temper too. I wonder how imaginative could you get."


    Tang Yu Bin: "..."


    As Tang Yu Bin stop praying for Guan Xian and started to pray for himself, Guan Xian started to recall his conversation with Xia Sha on the phone. She sounds so calm that it''s frightened him. But at the end of her sentence, he could felt her heart softened for him.


    However, knowing Xia Sha, she is not the type of person who could believe people by their words. Guan Xian is almost sure Xia Sha still in doubt after hearing his answer. Especially about the stock. He knew Xia Sha would explode- if he may borrow Fu Qun''s word when she finds out that he had become the third-biggest shareholder of her company.


    So what with the calm response?


    It''s only until Xia Sha''s text comes to his phone that Guan Xian could smile and rest his heart in assurance.


    Xia Sha: I''ll have faith in you this time.


    Xia Sha: But I''ll personally kill you if you dare to use that shares against me.

 Chapter 219 - This Is A Confidential Note

    Xia Sha could not understand Xiao Zhan''s sudden outburst. She furrowed her eyebrow and put the sticky notes on the corner of the table.


    "What now, Xiao Zhan? You''ve been quite crazy today. Are you okay?" Xia Sha''s lips twitched as she walked to her seat.


    "Crazy? Do you know what is crazy? The fact that the second-biggest shareholder of this company is your family-in-law. Tell me, are you that desperate? You wanted to be their daughter-in-law that bad?"


    Xia Sha felt her heart stop working right after she proceeds with Xiao Zhan''s words. Her eyelash moves slowly, slightly trembling as she forces a smile on her face.


    "Why? Why are you so agitated. Since I''m going to marry Guan Xian, it would be mine anyway," Xia Sha answered, hiding the hesitation deep inside her soul.


    Xiao Zhan''s eyes dilated. He gritted his teeth as he shook his head in disbelief.


    "You''ve changed. You''ve changed so much that I could not recognize you anymore. You''ve turned into one of that pathetic girls you hate in the past."


    Every word that Xiao Zhan said felt like a dagger stab into Xia Sha''s heart. The banging sound Xiao Zhan created after he slammed her office door did not even jolt her. Xia Sha took a deep breath and extended her hand to reach the phone on her right side.


    "Fu Qun, help me get the report about company shares. I need to make sure of something," her voice comes out calmer than the voice on her head.


    She stood from her seat and took something out from the safe under her table. It''s the file Xiao Zhan left on her table the other day. She went back to her seat and took out the phone inside her bag.


    Guan Xian''s contact profile could stay on the lit-up screen for a while before the device turned black. Xia Sha''s gaze falls on her phone before it drifted to the door as Han Li walked inside.


    "Boss, this is the file you asked," Han Li put the report on the top of Xia Sha''s table.


    "Thank you. You can go back to your job," Xia Sha murmured as she opens the file with a cold face.


    Han Li could sense something is amiss by the way Xia Sha talks. The moment he walked out of Xia Sha''s office, he texted Tang Yu Bin about Xia Sha''s sudden mood change.


    When Tang Yu Bin delivered Fu Qun''s worries to Guan Xian, A crease appear on Guan Xian''s forehead. He took his phone to called Xia Sha when Tang Yu Bin comes with a follow-up.


    "Fu Qun said, Mr. Xiao barge inside Miss Xia''s office and then she asked for a report about the company share. There might be a problem in the Xia Corporation. I''ll do my investigation now-"


    "No, no need." Guan Xian cut Tang Yu Bin before he finished his sentence. His pupils enlarged as it darkened.


    "Please help me prepare my car. I want to go to Xia Corporation right now."


    Tang Yu Bin carried on his order instantly, while Guan Xian took his phone in an attempt to call Xia Sha.  Xia Sha answers his call before the phone even rang. Guan Xian knew then that she is waiting for his call.


    "Hello? Are you waiting for my call?" Guan Xian wrinkled his nose while sustaining calmness.


    "I do. I am waiting for your call and explanation," Xia Sha said in an unexpectedly normal tone. She doesn''t sound angry or cold as Guan Xian imagine when she answers his call.


    "Okay," Guan Xian murmured as he stood from his seat. He walked to his favorite spot of his office where he could watch the tall skyscraper and busy people down in the street/


    "Okay, About the share?" Xia Sha murmured from the end of the side. Her voice felt soft on Guan Xian''s ear as if a soft cotton ball had tickled him.


    "Hm, about the share. My father bought it for me the moment he knew I proposed to you. That day, in the mall. He put it under Xiao Ni''s name because Xiao Ni is the only person that didn''t have direct involvement with Guan International and Guan Corporation."


    Xia Sha''s breath was soft as she listens to Guan Xian''s explanation carefully. She did not cut him off like she used to do if she gets irritated. Xia Sha was surprised by her response.


    "It''s also because my father knew about Xiao family''s plan. I might sound like a mommy boy if I tell this to you, but my father did not want me to lose you when he could control the factor that could help you make a fair judgment. Of course, I knew you would be angry if you knew about this, but at that moment, I think it''s-"


    Guan Xian could not continue his sentence as a disturbing voice of someone knocking behind the door.


    "Boss, the car is ready," Tang Yu Bin informed.


    Guan Xian, who covered the microphone of his phone, nodded his head before he talks to Xia Sha, "Sorry, it''s Tang Yu Bin."


    "It''s alright. Hm, can you come to my apartment tonight? I think there is something in the prenup we should discuss."


    Guan Xian felt his heart almost dropped when he heard Xia Sha''s response. She couldn''t read the whole pages and find out his little trick, isn''t she?


    "Why? What''s wrong?" he couldn''t conceal the worry from his tone.


    "There are several points. I''ll see you tonight?" Xia Sha avoids answering Guan Xian over the phone.


    At this point, can Guan Xian said other things than agreeing with her?


    "Okay."


    "Okay," Xia Sha said before she ended the call.


    Guan Xian let out a heavy breath as he touched the thick window with his fingertips. Faint smiles appear on his face as he wonders what Xia Sha finds from the prenup.


    "Did she find out?"


    ***


    "I found out something!"


    Xia Sha suddenly yelled the moment Guan Xian enter the passcode to her house. Guan Xian felt a slight headache when he heard Xia Sha''s excitement. He enters the apartment with a grin on his face.


    "What makes you so excited?" Guan Xian asked with an amused tone.


    "I found out that you had a thousand pages of the agreement, but nothing said about separation of assets," Xia Sha pulled Guan Xian to her dining table, where she usually works.


    Guan Xian was dumbfounded. He did not think Xia Sha would read half of the files in such a short time. With her capability, it''s not surprising if she read the whole page by day.


    Guan Xian felt hopeless as he listens to Xia Sha''s chatter.


    "Why do you think it contains so many pages? It was to prepared for every scenario if we choose not to separate our assets," Guan Xian shook his head.


    "Ah? Does that mean we will unite our assets?"


    "Yes, is that''s a problem?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow.


    "No, but it would be a greater loss if we di-"


    "There, that''s the word that starts with D- I don''t want to hear that, Understand?" Guan Xian tapped Xia Sha''s soft and moist lips as he looked straight at him.


    Xia Sha got bewitched to nodded her head. She subconsciously swallowed her saliva as Guan Xian move closer to her.


    "So, would you want to separate our asset?" Guan Xian tilted his head as he shortened the distance between their nose.


    "No, but I do want something," Xia Sha averted her gaze and dodge from Guan Xian''s lips. She turned to the file and open pages where sticky notes appear between them.


    Guan Xian collected himself when she picked up the sticky notes in between the index and middle finger. A feigning kind smiles appear on Xia Sha''s face as she asked Guan Xian with a sweet tone, "Well, future husband, can you tell me what is inside these sticky notes?"


    "W-what is that? I never see that before," Guan Xian pretend to be dumb as he let out a dry chuckle.


    "Oh? You never see these sticky notes before? Strange, there is your family''s logo on the back of the paper. The hand-letter was similar to yours. There is such a coincidence in this world?"


    "M-Maybe?" Guan Xian sounds in doubt with her answer.


    "Uh, huh," Xia Sha tilted her head as she looks straight at Guan Xian''s eyes.


    There is something about her confidence and smile that intimidate Guan Xian. He wrinkled his nose and about to confess, but then-


    "This is a confidential note, don''t you realize? How could you be so careless?" Xia Sha clicked her tongue as she pulled Guan Xian''s palm and put the notes on his hand.


    Guan Xian got stupified as he didn''t understand Xia Sha''s conclusion.


    "Babe, it''s our-" Guan Xian flips the sticky notes and reads it for Xia Sha.


    "My meeting notes in the morning. where do you get this?" Guan Xian''s furrowed his eyebrow as smiles disappear from his face.


    "From the prenup file, why?"


    "I never give these notes to Lawyer Du. It means someone comes to my office and takes this from me."


    ***


    Behind The Scene


    Guan Xian: "Do you think Xia Sha really find out?"


    Tang Yu Bin: "There are big probabilities that Miss Xia find out. She is a smart woman."


    Guan Xian: "Still, why does she sound so calm on the phone. She usually were-"


    He doesn''t know the right words to describe Xia Sha''s temper.


    Tang Yu Bin: "Explosive?"


    Guan Xian wanted to say Thermonuclear, but explosive sounds better. But still, he would be dead if Xia Sha knew he describes her with the word, explosive. He rather plays it safe.


    Guan Xian: "You said that, not me,"


    Tang Yu Bin was speechless upon facing his shameless boss, who is washing his hand from his crime. He calmly smiles at Guan Xian and shook his head.


    Tang Yu Bin: "Don''t worry, boss. It''s not my words, it''s Fu Qun''s."


    Guan Xian''s eyes lightened up with wicked light after hearing Tang Yu Bin. He let a low chuckle as he brushed his chin with his hand.


    Guan Xian: "I never knew Fu Qun is this daring before. What a brave man."


    Tang Yu Bin: "Outstandingly brave man. He describes Miss Xia''s temper in creative words. I''m amazed by his vocabularies."


    Guan Xian: "Really?"


    Tang Yu Bin, of course, didn''t sound sincere as he sells out Fu Qun to save his life. In his heart, he genuinely praying to God to save Fu Qun''s life from Xia Sha. Knowing Guan Xian, this man probably would use this information to his very own benefit.


    Tang Yu Bin for Fu Qun: ''Brother, I''m sorry and I''ve prayed for you. If we parted our way in the future, I''ll always be there to help you.''


    Guan Xian: "Fu Qun must have some creative description of my temper too. I wonder how imaginative could you get."


    Tang Yu Bin: "..."


    As Tang Yu Bin stop praying for Guan Xian and started to pray for himself, Guan Xian started to recall his conversation with Xia Sha on the phone. She sounds so calm that it''s frightened him. But at the end of her sentence, he could felt her heart softened for him.


    However, knowing Xia Sha, she is not the type of person who could believe people by their words. Guan Xian is almost sure Xia Sha still in doubt after hearing his answer. Especially about the stock. He knew Xia Sha would explode- if he may borrow Fu Qun''s word when she finds out that he had become the third-biggest shareholder of her company.


    So what with the calm response?


    It''s only until Xia Sha''s text comes to his phone that Guan Xian could smile and rest his heart in assurance.


    Xia Sha: I''ll have faith in you this time.


    Xia Sha: But I''ll personally kill you if you dare to use that shares against me.

 Chapter 220 - Whenever You Are Ready.

    "Are you sure?" Xia Sha slightly furrowed her eyebrow as she turned to Guan Xian.


    She thought Guan Xian is careless as he let the notes slip inside the prenup. But if Guan Xian is sure that he never put the sticky notes inside, this could be a whole different kind of a mess.


    Guan Xian looked at Xia Sha and put on a mischievous grin. Playing with the notes between his index and middle finger, he teased Xia Sha, "Are you worried about me? What a good Mrs. Guan."


    Xia Sha''s instantly got flustered by Guan Xian but infuriated at the same time. However, she learns to notice that she only would make Guan Xian satisfied if she got angry.


    "Forget it, I won''t fall into your traps again," Xia Sha replied calmly, as she squared her shoulder to appear taller.


    Guan Xian felt amused by Xia Sha''s every little action and word. He grins to himself as he crumpled the note before he aimed them into the trash bin around the corner. When the ball of paper falls inside perfectly, his lips curled into a boyish smile.


    "And- yep, I still got it," he proudly turned to Xia Sha.


    "I thought it''s important?" Xia Sha raised one of her eyebrows.


    "It''s just a meeting note. I''m sure Tang Yu Bin had made the report about it," Guan Xian shrugs his shoulder as he placed both of his hands on Xia Sha''s shoulder.


    "Why is your body felt so tense? Do you have something bothering you?" Guan Xian asked in a worried tone. The former bright smile on his face turned into a frown.


    Xia Sha took a sharp breath as Guan Xian''s words and care weigh down inside her heart. Heavily.


    She took another glance at the file next to their prenup agreement. Xia Sha felt anxious as if she had betrayed her Guan Xian if she did not tell him about Xiao''s family plan. But at the same time, she did not know how to answer if Guan Xian about to ask why Xia Sha tells him now only when she had the file this whole time.


    "Xia Sha? What is it?"


    Guan Xian''s tender gaze breaks her train of thought. His passionate souls put shame on her tangled thoughts.


    "I have something to tell you. It''s been for a while now."


    Xia Sha could feel the support Guan Xian gave when a smile spreads across his face. Suddenly her hand felt light as she handed him the file Xiao Zhan left on her desk.


    "This is the proposal Xiao Zhan gave to me. The Xiao family wanted to unite The Xia, Xiao, and Zheng company into one. Their goal is to make-"


    "To become the fifth big five, right?"


    Guan Xian is surprisingly composed and did not look surprised at all. Instead of reacting like the scenarios Xia Sha had on her mind, Guan Xian chuckles as if he heard old jokes.


    "I wonder when they will ever evolve. The Xiao had the same plan over the decades. It''s getting moldy."


    Xia Sha could not proceed with Guan Xian''s word. Her forehead filled with a line of confusion, and Guan Xian is more than delighted to explains.


    "Have you ever wonder why my mother or Wang Kai''s mother stop attending any parties, except the one we initiate? Too much matchmaking and shady business," Guan Xian mocked as he knocked on the file Xiao family gave with his fingertips.


    Xia Sha suddenly remembers Xiao Zhan''s father''s reputation. If she carefully traceback everything, she found the Xiao family''s plan is quite apparent. No wonder Guan Xian did not seems to be surprised at all.


    "Does that mean this plan has been made over a decade ago but never succeed?"


    Guan Xian patted the top of Xia Sha''s head when Xia Sha''s expression turns bleak. He knew Xia Sha finally understand, but he needs to make another point clear for her.


    "Yeah, and no, not because we prevent them or anything. We are too busy to deal with that," Guan Xian added when Xia Sha a familiar suspicious glint flashed across Xia Sha''s eyes.


    "I did not think that way!" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow as she understands what Guan Xian is implying. Before Guan Xian could say something, Xia Sha quickly completes her sentence.


    "I was wondering if Xiao Yu genuinely loves Zheng Shuang, or it all just a pretense? These people were frightening," Xia Sha murmured.


    Her heart felt chilly the moment she realized how vulnerable people in love. No wonder people say love makes people blind. She, herself, could not even differentiate between real or fake love. Not before, not even now.


    Ah, those evil little thoughts come back again. All the insecurities and distrust, the old friend of hers, did not even care when she had a glimpse of the loving facade on Guan Xian''s eyes.


    "I bet he does. I could see it through his eyes. It just, ambition got the best of him sometimes," Guan Xian answer as he stood from his seat and walked to Xia Sha''s back. In a blink, Xia Sha felt a warm body wrapping her in close. She felt and comfortable and safe under his embrace.


    "I love you," he gently whispers on her ears, a kiss planted on her shoulder as if he knew the burdens on her back and shadows on her heart. He knew, and he is trying to help her throw it away.


    "You do?" she asked like a kid, knowing well the answer in her heart.


    "Yes, I do love you. There is no doubt in that," Guan Xian replied touched the depth of Xia Sha''s heart. She turned to him and kissed the top of his forehead.


    There is surprise and passion in Guan Xian''s heart as he tightened his arm around Xia Sha''s delicate body. In a slightly annoyed tone, he murmured with a frown on his handsome face, "How I wish I could throw you to the bed and doing ''innocent stuff'' right now."


    He is using the word innocent shamelessly, without a second of hesitation in his voice. Xia Sha was rendered speechless.


    She broke free from Guan Xian''s hug and pulled the thick prenup agreement into her chest. "I still have the stuff to read. Do this gentleman mind if I take my time alone?"


    A mischievous smirk on her smiles burned down Guan Xian''s chest. She raised her eyebrow and bit the lower lips slightly. Guan Xian''s chest bobbed up and down as he tried to control his body.


    "You don''t mind, do you?" Xia Sha said in her raspy, hoarse voice.


    Guan Xian widened her eyes and looked at Xia Sha as if she would be the case of his death. He clenches his fist hard. Hard enough to turn his knuckled into white.


    "I hate that I gave you control over me," Guan Xian groaned as he frustratedly pulled Xia Sha''s wrist and carried her like a potato sack.


    "Kya!" Xia Sha''s squeals followed by satisfied giggles. The next thing she knew, they had done the innocent activities as Guan Xian likes to call it. In the middle of the activities, Guan Xian pinned Xia Sha in the bed. Xia Sha suddenly blurted out something that makes Guan Xian almost had a heart attack.


    "Oh, by the way, I think we need time to prepare for the wedding," Xia Sha said in between her racing heartbeat.


    Guan Xian looks a little bit pissed but sobered the moment later. He lowered his head and touched her nose with his soft and warm lips. "I knew. I figure it out already. My parents will soon meet you. Approximately this Sunday, if that''s okay with you?"


    "T-This Sunday?!" Xia Sha''s surprised reaction is more than what Guan Xian imagine in his head. He tilted his head and stole another peck from her swollen lips.


    "Why?" he asked, half-hearted as he began to lose his focus on the conversation.


    Xia Sha smacked his traveling hand and forced him to look at her eyes. Something that she soon regrets because Guan Xian finds out her negligence almost instantly. She took a sum of courage when Guan Xian''s face changed.


    "You haven''t told your parents, aren''t you?" he sounds serious as he leaps away from her body.


    "Well-" Xia Sha tried to explain, but she realized she shouldn''t be defending herself right now. She shut her mouth and looked at Guan Xian with a rare expression she never used before.


    "I- I don''t even know what to say," Guan Xian sighed as he tucked blanket to cover Xia Sha''s body.


    "I''ll tell you later, I swear," Xia Sha promised.


    Guan Xian remains frowning as he shook his head and pressed his lips into a thin line. He went silent for a moment before he finally nods his head. He carest Xia Sha''s supple cheek as he comforts her, "It''s okay, take your time. Tell them whenever you are ready."


    "I don''t mean that-"


    "It''s okay, let''s sleep for now."


    Xia Sha went into a long thought as she watches Guan Xian fall asleep. She knew Guan Xian always tolerate her all this time, but, until when?

 Chapter 221 - Little Trouble

    Thought can be terrifying.


    It could motivate you to build your empire or burn it into ashes in one night. It could convince you to open up to somebody new or burn every bridge you had to stay away from someone. It makes Xia Sha believe that Guan Xian will never leave her like the other does the other day and make her anxious about the same problem today.


    Xia Sha had always known that Guan Xian would either be her greatest love or biggest heartbreak.


    The past heartbreak was hellish, but it''s pale in comparison to the crazy thought she had in her mind right now. Xia Sha felt a big hand is squeezing out her heart as she watches Guan Xian breathe evenly.


    From the first time they met, Guan Xian has always been the first to initiate the first move. He treated her like a queen, although Xia Sha herself realized how fucked up she is. She is the one who takes three step backs after moving one step forward, and Guan Xian is always the one who gives her courage to keep moving.


    He never gives up on her. Not even a second Guan Xian ever doubts her. But tonight, Xia Sha could see the deep disappointment in Guan Xian''s eyes. And although he is smiling, he didn''t kiss her good night. Although he is lying beside her, she could felt the distance.


    "Wouldn''t it be easier if you fall in love with somebody else? Somebody that''s less complicated to me, somebody that could give you a world without a second of hesitation?" Xia Sha mumbles in a very soft voice, almost as if she is whispering to herself.


    Xia Sha turned to the nightstand on her side, reaching for her phone and slides it open, when she felt a warm hand wrapped around her waist. Instant butterflies fly over her stomach as her heart pounding fast. She felt chills on every nerve on her body as she heard a whisper behind her, "It would be easier, but I wouldn''t be in love."


    "You haven''t sleep?" Xia Sha said in a surprised tone as she turned to him.


    "I almost fall asleep when I remember I haven''t kissed you good night," Guan Xian mumbles as he snuggles between Xia Sha''s shoulder.


    Has he ever mention that Xia Sha had successfully made him addicted to her smell? or the sound of her breathing? Or just anything about her?


    As he looked into Xia Sha''s eyes, he suddenly felt like a douchebag to deliberately leave her felt guilty. He got upset, but he shouldn''t treat Xia Sha like that.


    Now, as he spotted a trace of sadness on her gaze, Guan Xian felt his heart broke a little. He hasn''t realized that Xia Sha has been silent for a while with a weird expression.


    When Guan Xian realized something is not right, he raised his eyebrow at Xia Sha. Xia Sha shows a wary smile before she pointed at her phone in her right hand. On the lit-up display, Guan Xian could read the name ''Father."


    "What the heck?!" Guan Xian mouthed at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched as she hesitantly said to her phone, "Hello, Dad?"


    "Xia Sha, why did you call? and did I heard Guan Xian''s voice there?!" Xia Qi Feng''s baritone voice rang from the phone.


    Guan Xian smacked his forehead with his hand. When Xia Sha prepared to answer, he took over the phone and decided to greet Xia Sha''s father, "Uncle, I am here with Xia Sha."


    Xia Qi Feng was silent for a long time. He''s upset from his low tone when he clear his throat.


    "So, why do you call?" Xia Qi Feng asked Xia Sha as if he never heard Guan Xian''s greeting before.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    It''s okay Guan Xian could understand. He would not be as cool as Xia Qi Feng if he heard a man''s voice beside his daughter this late!


    "Err, dad, Do you have time this Sunday?" Xia Sha decided to brush off her urge to laugh at Guan Xian''s dumbfounded face.


    "I have all the time in the world for you. What do you need?"


    "Well, Guan Xian''s parents invite us to lunch on Sunday. There are a few things we need to discuss. I''ll also invite mom," Xia Sha said as she took a glance at Guan Xian.


    "Oh, that sounds serious. Should I wear formal?" Xia Qi Feng random mumbles crack a smile on Xia Sha''s face, replacing the nervous expression she had before.


    Guan Xian shook his head and mouthed, "Casual will do."


    "Casual will do. I''ll text you the place and time tomorrow," Xia Sha said to Xia Qi Feng in a cherry tone.


    "Okay, but what is this discussion about? You know I don''t like surprise," Xia Qi Feng replied in his monotonous tone.


    Xia Qi Feng''s direct question makes Xia Sha hold her breath and stammer nervously.


    "Well, dad, Guan Xian had proposed to me a few months ago, but only recently I- I agree to marry him. Hence, the wedding, therefore the discussion needs to happen this Sunday."


    Xia Sha could hear a sharp intake of breath as Xia Qi Feng went silent for a long time.


    "Dad?" Xia Sha tried to use a soft tone as she called Xia Qi Feng again.


    Finally, after three seconds, Xia Qi Feng sounds to be calmer as he sighed, "Xia Sha, can you please don''t look down on matter like this? I am happy for you, but how can you forget to say things as important as this to me? Did your mom know?"


    Xia Qi Feng must''ve learned that scolding Xia Sha with loud voices isn''t sufficient, so he began to use guilt traps like Guan Xian?!


    "Well, mom-" Xia Sha hanged her sentence and somehow turned to Guan Xian. Guan Xian pressed his lips tight, he did not dare to look at Xia Sha, but his action has shown enough hint.


    "Well, mom knows," Xia Sha said between her clenched teeth.


    "Hmm," Xia Qi Feng grumped.


    "Only about the proposal, she did not know about the lunch. I tell you about it first," Xia Sha quickly added before Xia Qi Feng goes thermonuclear on her.


    "It''s not a big deal," Xia Qi Feng murmured, but there is a slight difference in his tone as he quickly added, "Okay, I got it."


    "Alright, dad, I''ll-"


    "Wait, give the phone to Guan Xian," Xia Qi Feng suddenly said, making Xia Sha statued on her position. If Guan Xian didn''t ears drove their conversation, he will never know Xia Qi Feng wanted to talk to him. Well, good for him. He didn''t want to be seen as an impolite son-in-law.


    Guan Xian half forcefully took the phone from Xia Sha''s hand as he gives out his best voice to greet Xia Qi Feng.


    "Uncle, this is me," he tried to sound calm, although his heart is pounding faster than a racing car.


    "Hm, can you go to my office tomorrow morning? Or after work, whenever you are free. I have something to say to you," Xia Qi Feng sounds colder than his usual tone.


    Once again, Guan Xian didn''t mind Xia Qi Feng''s treatment. He will act worse if he is standing in Xia Qi Feng''s shoes right now. He could imagine Xia Qi Feng prepared a boxing ring in his office tomorrow and beat the shit out of him.


    "I''ll go to Xia Corporation in the morning. Do I have to prepare something, uncle?" Guan Xian asked, still trying to remain composed.


    "???... No?" Xia Qi Feng was hesitant with his answer because he doesn''t understand Guan Xian''s weird questions.


    "Ah, okay," Guan Xian mumbles in slight disappointment.


    He honestly hopes Xia Qi Feng would do something for him because he could do something worse in the future when he faces the same situations. And if Xia Qi Feng does, Guan Xian would have a reason to do so, and Xia Sha could not scold him.


    Okay, fine, he thinks too far. But don''t blame him. The future looks so exciting for him right now as Xia Sha''s curious gaze intensely looks at him.


    "What do you think my father wanted to say?" Xia Sha wonders after Xia Qi Feng hung up the call.


    Guan Xian leaps half of his naked body across Xia Sha to put her phone back on the nightstand. A mischievous grin appears on his face as he steals a quick peck from Xia Sha.


    "I don''t know, but I hope he beat me to death."


    "Are you out of your mind?" Xia Sha''s corner of lips twitched as she watched Guan Xian find a comfortable position to sleep while facing her.


    Guan Xian shook his head earnestly and ruffled Xia Sha''s hair, "Nope, I''m more than sane tonight. But you better pray for me tomorrow. Let''s sleep for now, shall we? Or do you haven''t satisfied and deem for a second round?"


    Xia Sha flushed the moment Guan Xian mention the innocent activities they just did. She did not answer Guan Xian but pulled the blanket high and tight enough to protect her from Guan Xian''s dangerous sight.


    Guan Xian chuckles upon watching her cute action. It always amused him how Xia Sha could be a literal psychopath at work and adorable as a doll in private. He had a beautiful dream that night as he watched Xia Sha''s beautiful face to sleep.


    He didn''t know the little trouble that waited for him the next morning~

 Chapter 222 - Im Just Moody Today

    When Xia Sha woke up, Guan Xian had gone to Xia Corporation. He left notes on the nightstand, saying that he didn''t bear to woke Xia Sha up, and made breakfast on the dining table.


    "Leaving so early," Xia Sha groaned as she watched the digital clock show 07.21 in the morning. She tries to moves her numb legs and almost falls as she tried to walk to the bathroom.


    "Damn, Guan Xian," she mumbles under her breath as she took out a bathrobe from her wardrobe.


    She did not regret provoking Guan Xian last night, but she always felt- what word could describe her feeling the best? Anyway, her sore body tells it all.


    Tempting smells of sweet pancakes. Xia Sha got blown away for a moment after she tastes the pancake.


    "What kind of human this? Wasn''t he too good to be true?" Xia Sha shook her head as she eats five whole pancakes to herself.


    "How could he bake so good?" Xia Sha groaned after realized she ate too much sugar in the morning.


    Xia Sha is patting her tense stomach when she suddenly felt nauseated after a few seconds pass. She covers her mouth with her palm before rushing to the toilet.


    The splattering voice of puke rang all over the bathroom as Xia Sha''s stomach turned upside down. Xia Sha felt the aftertaste of bile all over her mouth after she threw up. She patted her chest as she supported her body to raise and rinse her mouth.


    "Who told you to be so gluttonous?" Xia Sha hissed as she wipes her lips roughly.


    She looked at her reflection in the mirror as she felt tears formed a thin layer in her eyes. There is a fragment of worries in her heart as she self diagnose herself. But thankfully, after getting ready for work, Xia Sha felt better.


    However, her stomach started to felt sick again the moment she arrived at her office. The usual room perfume almost turned her floor into a sea of vomit if she hadn''t run out to the public bathroom.


    Fu Qun, who witness Xia Sha''s weird action, waited for Xia Sha outside the room.


    "Boss Xia, are you alright? You look pale. Do you feel sick? What can I do to help you?" Fu Qu''s rows of questions make Xia Sha dizzy. She pressed her temple with her finger and shook her head.


    "Be quiet for a moment and throw the room perfume on my room," she retailed in irritation.


    "Right away," Fu Qun said before he disappears behind Xia Sha''s office.


    The burgeoning sense of uneasiness makes Xia Sha couldn''t concentrate on her work. In the end, she decided to push all the documents from her desk and took a fresh air at the building rooftops. Flash memories appear before her make her lips curled upwards. Thinking about Guan Xian makes her peaceful and calm.


    Xia Sha wonders. How Guan Xian and her father''s talking went? Do they fight as Guan Xian expected? If that happens, Xia Sha swear she will believe the phrase that ''Boys never grew up.''


    Xia Sha took out her phone and decided to call the fool she loves, and Guan Xian answered it almost right away. A mischievous grin appears before Xia Sha''s face as she teased him, "Answering so fast, are you waiting for my call?"


    "Always. I always wait and am excited to talk to you!" Guan Xian''s direct answers make her blush.


    She forgets how shameless Guan Xian can be.


    "... Well, how''s the ''meeting'' with my father? Did he beat you before giving his permission?" Xia Sha decided to act as if she never heard his honeyed words before Guan Xian found out she is buying his sweet nothing.


    "He did not," Guan Xian mumbles under his breath. Xia Sha could point out a tone of disappointment as he sighed and clicked his tongue.


    "And you are upset because...?"


    "I''m not upset, but why did you sound amuse?" Guan Xian cheekily answers as he let out a low chuckle.


    That tone and chuckle. Xia Sha could imagine his cheek indent with deep dimples when he does. It usually pleased her to watch his handsome face, but today she felt irritated instead.


    "That chuckle and honeyed phrase, how many girls had heard that?!"


    "Ah?" Guan Xian could not keep up with Xia Sha''s sudden mood change. He took a deep breath and carefully asked Xia Sha to repeat her questions.


    "What?"


    "What?!" Xia Sha snaps.


    "What happened to you? What did I do that make you angry?" Guan Xian furrowed her eyebrow, still asking in a careful tone.


    "I''m not angry!"


    "Okay, you are not angry. You are not angry," Guan Xian relent to calm Xia Sha down.


    "Yeah, I am not angry. I''m just irritated because you are a womanizer before. Is that how you could treat me very well? You seem to know a lot of women. Ah! You must be lying when you said you never done sex with another woman before! You are so good in bed. How could I believe that your first time was with me?"


    Guan Xian almost could not keep up with Xia Sha''s long tirade of accusations. He had every answer to her questions, but he senses that Xia Sha only wants to be coaxed right now.


    "I''m sorry for irritating you. I know that I might not-"


    "Huek! Huek! Stop- Huek! Talking!" Xia Sha vomits out nothing, but she felt someone punched her stomach hard that she could not breathe out. And she thinks it''s because Guan Xian started to talk in his usual gentle voice.


    "Xia Sha! What happens-"


    Beep.


    Xia Sha ended the call before Guan Xian finish his sentence. After a while of silence, the nauseating feeling went away. Xia Sha felt her head is spinning when Guan Xian spam her message and calls. She decided not to answer his call and responded to his text only.


    She implies that she''s fine and asks him not to come to her apartment tonight. Guan Xian is confused, but she said she might get hospitalized if he comes, so Xia Sha was left alone at night.


    But because he is worried, he made Zheng Shuang come to check on Xia Sha. Strangely, Xia Sha didn''t felt sick the moment Zheng Shuang come with Kai Xin.


    Kai Xin looks thinner, but there is a spark of joy in her eyes as Xia Sha pulled her into a long embrace. Zheng Shuang had a meaningful smile the whole night as they catch up with each other.


    "Guan Xian is exaggerating. I''m fine. I''m just moody today," Xia Sha rolls her eyes.


    "Senior Guan said you threw up. Did you eat something bad in the morning?" Zheng Shuang asked carefully.


    "I ate the pancake Guan Xian bake for me for breakfast and threw up afterward. It might be an allergic reaction. However, the pancake is delicious. It''s a shame," Xia Sha shrug her shoulder.


    Zheng Shuang raised her eyebrow and turned to Kai Xin with an expression Xia Sha could not understand. Kai Xin''s lips twitched as she turned to Xia Sha and hold her hands, "Senior Guan is here? In the morning? Tell me that you keep track of your period cycle date."


    Xia Sha got goosebumps all over her body the moment Kai Xin''s words got into her head. She swallows her saliva and forces a smile on her face. "My period is not regular, but I''m sure that is not the case."


    "Are you sure?" Zheng Shuang looks at her intently.


    "Yeah, I''m sure. Don''t worry about me, I''m fine," Xia Sha answered in a fake indifferent tone and turned to Kai Xin in great interest.


    "Kai Xin," she called her name gently, but Xia Sha lost her words when Kai Xin''s eye meet her''s. There are too many things on her head that she knew she should be telling Kai Xin right now, but somehow, Xia Sha could not push it out from her throat, and she did not know where to start.


    "I''m fine, don''t worry. Instead, I also come here to ask you something," Kai Xin''s heart went soft when she realized Xia Sha''s eyes welled up with tears.


    "Yeah, she is more than fine. You don''t have to worry about her. When did you become such a crybaby?" Zheng Shuang added, wiping Xia Sha''s tears away with her thumb.


    Xia Sha shook her head and bit her lower lips to stop the tears from falling from her eyes. She frowns and tried to surpass her emotional states and be rational.


    "I''m just emotional today. Must be the weather," Xia Sha mumbles as she wipes away the left tears from her eyes. After she composed herself, she turned to Kai Xin with expectant eyes, asking, "What do you want to tell me?"


    Kai Xin lowered her head and glance at Zheng Shuang for a moment. Zheng Shuang smiles from ear to ear. Holding still Xia Sha''s hand, Kai Xin asks, "promise me that you won''t get mad at me?"


    "Okay," Xia Sha answers without hesitance.


    "I- I''m in a relationship with Shen Mu Qing," Kai Xin confessed.

 Chapter 223 - Xiao Ni, I Think Im Pregnant

    "I- I''m in a relationship with Shen Mu Qing."


    "S-Shen Mu Qing? The Shen Mu? My Shen Mu Qing?!" Xia Sha got stupefied for a moment as Kai Xin looks anxious, waiting for Xia Sha''s response.


    "Yes," Kai Xin murmured, lowering her head.


    "But if you don''t want it to happen, it''s okay. I won''t continue this relationship," Kai Xin quickly added.


    Xia Sha''s heart almost dropped when she realized Kai Xin got the wrong idea.


    "How? I meant, I didn''t oppose you two in a relationship. I only don''t understand. How?" Xia Sha tilted her head, looking lost.


    "How? Girl, don''t you see your cousin''s eyes every time he looks at Xia Sha? Or how he would always ask about her when she isn''t around? I wonder how Senior Guan could make you realized your feeling," Zheng Shuang rant, turning to Xia Sha with a disbelief gaze.


    "Well, I''m unaware of that. But I am happy for you as long as you are happy too," Xia Sha said to Kai Xin, showing her sincere smile.


    "See, I told you, Xia Sha is not the type to get upset over something like this. She understands that love had no restriction," Zheng Shuang grinned.


    "Thank You!" Kai Xin cheered, pulled Xia Sha into a hug. Kai Xin''s magnificent smile blossomed in an instant. Her pale face brightens up as she felt Xia Sha hug her back.


    Xia Sha felt Kai Xin''s hug tugged something inside her heart. Loads of words stuck on her throat, but she could hardly say a thing. She knew that she needs to tell Kai Xin what happens to her and her baby, but how can she do it?


    Hey, do you want to know who tricks you into pregnancy, then kills your baby? Yeah, your bully and my crazy stepmother sabotage our life''.


    Could Kai Xin proceed with her word if she put it that way? Wouldn''t she indirectly wreck Kai Xin this way?


    Tell her, what are the right words to tell Kai Xin about their situations without hurting her again? She needs to know how to drop this bomb without killing anyone.


    But at the end of the night, no explanation comes from Xia Sha''s tongue. She ends up starring at the ceiling with dozen of thoughts that keep her awake.


    Xia Sha forgot how she went to sleep last night, but Xia Sha felt her head is spinning around when she woke up. The slightest voice from her ringing phone forced her to ignore the headache and unlock her phone.


    An instant frown plaster her face when she realized there is no notification on her phone. She had woke up in annoyance, yet there''s only a text from her provider and a warning signal from her period tracker application.


    "Please don''t let today be a bad day," she groaned as she almost tossed aside her phone back to the nightstand.


    "Wait, what? Warning signal?!"


    Xia Sha tightens her grip on her phone. Her eyes open widely awake as she checks the application carefully. Her heart is chanting a prayer as her trembling finger clicked on the warning sign.


    You are twenty days late from your period. Your next cycle seems to be late.


    Xia Sha gasped, but she did not make a sound. Her mouth formed a perfect circle as her brain freeze. Memories about her mood swings and sick stomach surged in without permission.


    In states of panic and brick of breakdown, she swallowed her saliva and subconsciously called someone.


    "What is it?!" Xiao Ni''s rude yet sleepy voice is the first thing Xia Sha heard when she answered her call.


    "Xiao Ni, I think I''m pregnant," those frightening sentences pour out from her mouth like spring water.


    "WHAT?!" Xiao Ni''s high pitched screams make her


    Xia Sha knew Xiao Ni had fully woken up now. She subconsciously wrinkles her nose like Guan Xian as she mumbles, "My period track said I''ve been late for twenty days. Can you accompany me to the hospital right now?"


    "Okay, you wait for me there. I''ll go fetch you now," Xiao Ni sounds assertive as she cut off the phone call, leaving Xia Sha alone with her thought again.


    How did this happen? Guan Xian always uses protection every time they make love. There is no way she is preg-


    "GASP! THAT FIRST TIME, WE DID NOT WEAR CONDOMS THAT TIME!" Xia Sha subconsciously shouted as she recalled the ''innocent'' activities she did with Guan Xian before.


    She leans back lifelessly to her bed headboard with mixed feelings.


    "Argh, why did I forget about that!" Xia Sha groaned while knocking her head with her hand.


    She holds her breath and tried to compose herself. It''s only until her gaze falls on her flat stomach. She did not know what''s possessed her as she started to caress her lower abdomen and talk to her baby.


    "Baby, if you inside of me, don''t worry, I''m just overreacting right now. I didn''t hate you. Instead, I will learn to love you. Do you know why?" She stopped talking and give the baby time to reply.


    "That is because I don''t want to take everything for granted anymore," she murmured with a faint smile on her face.


    "You see, we often took priceless blessing for granted when all of the meaningful things in this life come for free. The oxygent is free. Love is free. Even living and dying are free. We often underestimated these things because we cannot buy them. We did not value things that we can''t buy with money. Funny, isn''t it?"


    Xia Sha patted her stomach with a loving gaze. It''s not until Xia Sha realizes she looks like a crazy woman before she stops.


    "I must be crazy," she shook her head as she forced her legs to strides into the bathroom.


    Xiao Ni wasn''t playing around as she arrived at Xia Sha''s apartment before Xia Sha finishes getting ready.


    "Come on! Be quick. Lord, no! Don''t be quick, be careful!" Xiao Ni panicked. She sounds more stressed than the one who gets knocked up.


    "Don''t wear high heels. You are pregnant for the love of God," Xiao Ni snatched away Xia Sha''s shoes before she could wear them.


    "Let me help you carry your beg. Gosh, I can''t believe that I treat you like a precious baby. I wonder how my brother would react if he learns about this," Xiao Ni murmured as she clicked her tongue in the car.


    Xiao Ni''s remarks got Xia Sha stunned for the umpteenth time. Her brain filled with the baby that she forgot the baby''s father.


    "Let''s not tell your brother first until we confirm everything."


    "Isn''t that is what we are doing right now?" Xiao Ni raised her right eyebrow as she glances at the building outside the car.


    Xia Sha got too entertained by Xiao Ni''s laugh that she didn''t realize they had arrived at the hospital.


    She felt her heart wildly race as she sat with Xiao Ni while waiting for her turn. She never felt this feeling before. On one side, she felt like jumping from the highest building in the world. It''s frightening that she feels her hand turn cold. On the other side, she felt her soul dancing around in joy.


    Xiao Ni seems to realize her anxious gesture when Xia Sha felt her delicate hand transfer her warmth into hers. Xiao Ni is averting her gaze away from Xia Sha, but Xia Sha could feel Xiao Ni''s sincerity through her care.


    "Don''t worry, it''s your turn soon," Xiao Ni mumbles with a fake indifferent tone.


    Xia Sha could point out the same nervousness from her shaking leg and tone. Although Xiao Ni had tried her best to hide it from Xia Sha, one cannot deny that her expression speaks out everything.


    The anxiousness topped inside Xia Sha got her bladder to react.


    "Wait here for a moment. I need to pee," Xia Sha said and ran out to the bathroom almost immediately, but Xiao Ni caught her wrist and stop her.


    "No, it would be your turn soon after this. You need that hold that pee and wait until we got that pee stick," Xiao Ni furrowed her eyebrow and pulled Xia Sha back to her seat.


    "But I''m-"


    "Number fifteen, Miss Xia, please come inside," A nurse shout out Xia Sha''s order number.


    "Come one, it''s your turn," Xiao Ni stood up and turned to Xia Sha with fortitude.


    Xia Sha shook her head and pressed her lips into a thin line. Her hand is trembling as sweat on her forehead is trickling down.


    "I cannot move my legs," Xia Sha stammered as she looked at Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni narrowed her eyes before and takes a deep breath and helps Xia Sha to talk into the doctor''s room. Xia Sha felt like running away, with it seems to be an impossible dream with Xiao Ni as her guardian.


    However, after waiting for the result of her test both Xiao Ni and Xia Sha were speechless. They look at each other in disbelief as they said, "What?!"

 Chapter 224 - When The Rain Falls

    "You frightened me to death!" Xiao Ni hissed to Xia Sha as the two of them slumped into a bench outside the doctor''s room.


    Xia Sha took a glance at the paper on her hand as she frowned, "I also got frightened to death! You can''t blame me. It''s because of your brother!"


    Xiao Ni looks at her with a dirty look, as if she wanted to say, ''It takes two to tango. Do you think he can get you pregnant alone?!'' but decided to let Xia Sha win her ego.


    The two of them sat shoulder by shoulder, still trying to recover from the shock. Xiao Ni stared at the wall blankly as she murmured, "I thought I''m going to be an aunt."


    Xia Sha''s lips twitched when she heard Xiao Ni''s remark. Her eyes traveled to her flat stomach while her eyes turn bleak. She will never tell anyone that she had a deep conversation with her non-existence baby in the morning.


    She also thought she is going to be a mother!


    Xia Sha tried to surpass the uncomfortable embarrassment that filled her heart by controlling her breathing. In her calm state, she began to felt her body relaxed before she felt her stomach acting up again.


    It''s not nausea that urges her to run to the bathroom this time. Instead, it''s something flowing out of her.


    Xiao Ni look confused when Xia Sha look panicked as she stood up from her seat. Xia Sha got all flushed before she unwillingly told Xiao Ni, "I think my great aunt just come."


    Xiao Ni, who almost had a heart attack as soon as she woke up, rushing to fetch Xia Sha to hospital and dealing with a roller coaster of emotion, was speechless.


    "Do you believe that I would kill you right now?" Xiao Ni mumbles under her breath with a threatening face.


    "Sorry," Xia Sha chuckles as she head to the bathroom. A smile that instantly disappears when she sat alone in the closet after she finished all her business.


    Xia Sha did not understand why, but she just felt an empty hallow expending on her chest as she rubs her stomach gently. It''s such a weird feeling of attachment to something that hasn''t even existed yet. But she felt like mourning, yet, relief at the same time.


    She knew both Guan Xian or her aren''t ready for a child. God, they haven''t even finalized their prenup agreement yet.


    But again, when will they ever know that they are ready?


    There is a small part of her who hopes that a baby could force her to be ready.


    Xia Sha was stunned by her thought as she got up from her seat. Her mood was shifting every second. She did not even realize when did she call Guan Xian. All she knew when she heard his voice, she felt peaceful.


    "Hello? Baby? Where are you? I went to your apartment and your office, but I couldn''t find you anywhere. Are you still angry at me? Need some time alone?"


    There is a hint of playfulness in Guan Xian''s tone when he mentions ''time alone.''


    "Shut up," Xia Sha replied in fake annoyance as she realized Guan Xian had made her smile the instant she heard his voice.


    "Are you sure? The island is still vacant if you ever need a place to be alone."


    "... I need to tell you something important," Xia Sha said in her serious tone, fighting her inner goddess who wanted to add ''stop make me want to laugh.'' at the end of the sentence.


    "Okay, I''m near your mother''s residence. We can have a conversation after I arrive."


    "What? What are you doing there? I''m not at my mother or father''s place."


    Guan Xian and Xia Sha wrinkle their nose at the same time in a different place. Xia Sha couldn''t believe that Guan Xian drives one hour long to from the city to her mother''s house just because he couldn''t find her. It touches her heart. Deeply. But at the same time, it makes her nervous when Guan Xian dropped the million-dollar question she needs to tell anyway.


    "So? Where are you?"


    Xia Sha took a moment of silence after she looked at her reflection in the mirror. Thank goodness she is alone in the bathroom so she could bear herself to let her heart racing as she answers to Guan Xian.


    "I''m actually with Xiao Ni right now, at the-" Xia Sha took a deep breath before she continued her sentence.


    "I''m at the hospital."


    "Hospital?! Why? What''s wrong? Why don''t you call me sooner? Which hospital? I''m coming there right now!"


    Panic is the only thing Xia Sha heard from Guan Xian''s voice. Along with her fast pacing heartbeat, Xia Sha bites her lips and lets Guan Xian hear her fear as she confesses to him.


    "No, I''m alright. This morning, my period track apps said I''m late for twenty days. I thought I might be pregnant because of nausea and sickness. But turned out it''s only a false alarm," Xia Sha explain with a soft tone, weighed it down heavily on Guan Xian''s heart.


    Guan Xian pulled over to the side of the streets to stop and listen to Xia Sha. Patiently, he waited until Xia Sha finished her sentence before he asks, "Are you okay? Should we take a day off today for ice cream and chill?"


    There is a trace of gentle and carefulness in every word he said. His warmth is enough to make Xia Sha felt better as she shook her head and mumbles an answer to his question.


    "Maybe tonight after work. Can you drop by?" Xia Sha asked and waited for Guan Xian''s answer like a child.


    Xia Sha didn''t want to deny it and claimed that she is alright when she isn''t. And obviously, Guan Xian is smart enough not to point it out.


    "Of course, babe, anytime for you. I''m going to you right now. Can you tell me what hospital you are in right now? If you can''t, I''ll ask Xiao Ni. I bet she could," Guan Xian come back to his witty and playful answer.


    "Nah, don''t go here. I''m going to my office after this. I still need to finish the prenup file today. Also, you are an hour-long away,"


    "I don''t want to waste time waiting."


    "You don''t want to waste time waiting."


    Guan Xian said at the same time as Xia Sha. Xia Sha went silent for a second before she started to laugh. She laughed so hard that she didn''t realize tears drop from the corner of her eyes.


    Xia Sha did not know how she could be this upset when there is nothing to be sad about. She didn''t expect a baby, but yet, when there are tiny hopes of living proof of Guan Xian and her loves inside of her, she suddenly wears whole iron armor to protect it.


    An unexpected hope that she never wished for appearing and disappear at the same time. She did not know she could feel this feeling before.


    "I think I need to visit a psychologist while I''m here. I-" Xia Sha did not realize she had cried without a sound. And as if someone had ripped her body into two, she is begging for help.


    A frantic and chaotic of Kai Xin on the hospital that night filled her head. She seems to be stuck at the moment, where she heard Kai Xin''s screams and cried in pain.


    It rang loudly, causing her head to split as she sees an innocent baby crying for help at her.


    "I don''t know why I feel so emotional. Please bear with me," Xia Sha tried to wipe her tears as she looks at her reflection in the mirror.


    Guan Xian went silent at the other side. He quietly listens to Xia Sha''s quivering voice holds his breath. "You are not emotional. You are human, and we are allowed to feels pain."


    Xia Sha listen to Guan Xian as she took a moment to calm her head. She returned to herself as she let water runs through her palm before she sobered up.


    "Let''s grab lunch together later, okay?" Guan Xian asked after he felt Xia Sha has calmed down.


    "Okay," Xia Sha nod her head before she ended the call.


    She had not expected that she would see Guan Xian so soon after she arrived at the office.


    Her bag dropped to the floor as soon as Guan Xian pulled her inside his embrace. She did not know what she should be feeling and what she feels that second. All she knew is that she felt tired, and inside Guan Xian''s warm embrace, she felt recharged.


    And for that, she couldn''t felt more grateful, for knowing that she would always have a home to protect her when the rain falls or the storms blocking her way.


    "Thank you, thank you for always being here when I need you," she mumbles as she circled her arm around his waist.

 Chapter 225 - You Arent Emotional. You Are Just Overthinking

    Xia Sha never knew her company building''s rooftop would be ''their'' place. She finds herself and Guan Xian keep getting back here as she rests her head on his shoulder. They share no words between them, just a calm and peaceful home of silence for a long time.


    Xia Sha glance at Guan Xian''s defined jaw, only to find him squinting his eyes to the sun. Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and followed his antic, only to hurt her eyes. She closed her eyelid and slipped behind his neck, finding comfort as she clings to him.


    Guan Xian''s lips formed a faint smile as he suddenly lowered his gaze to Xia Sha.


    "Feeling better?" he whispers in a coaxing tone. Soft enough to tug something sweet inside Xia Sha''s heart.


    "Hmm," Xia Sha mumbles in a disheartened tone. She didn''t want to move from her comfortable position, clinging to Guan Xian like a baby koala.


    Guan Xian never knew Xia Sha could be this clingy. In a sort of masochistic way, he enjoys Xia Sha''s attachment to him. He felt like Xia Sha is treating him like a giant teddy bear right now.


    "Want to talk about it?" he asked gently, placing his hand on Xia Sha''s back and soothe her like a little kid.


    "Maybe? I don''t understand. I just felt emotional lately. It drained me," Xia Sha sounds as what she claims, tired. She blinked in slow motion, smelling the fresh mint aroma from Guan Xian''s suit.


    "Are you sure it''s your emotion and not me?" A hint of playfulness colored Guan Xian''s voice. The two of them broke into laughter when Xia Sha hit Guan Xian''s back passionately.


    "This is not the time to laugh at your lewd question!" Xia Sha snaped in between her laughter.


    "You laugh anyway, you silly!" Guan Xian criticized Xia Sha as he wrinkles his nose.


    A smile lingers on both of they face as they looked at each other. Xia Sha felt her sense of humor is getting dry the more she stays with Guan Xian. She would never understand how Guan Xian''s brain works, but he keeps amuse her every time he talks.


    Suddenly Xia Sha wonders what will happen to her if their future child inherits Guan Xian''s traits and personalities?! She could imagine a little daughter with Guan Xian''s magnetic black-brown eyes smiling warmly to her as she said something that makes Xia Sha suffer a headache.


    If those days come to her, Xia Sha knew she would be blessed and cursed at the same time.


    "What makes you smile so wide? Is that how you look when you think about me? If it''s not, I''ll get jealous," Guan Xian said with dimples indent on his cheek. His eyes reflecting hope as Xia Sha blinked her eyes and squinted her eyes upon him.


    "You wish!" Xia Sha rolls out her tongue.


    Guan Xian chuckles at her when Xia Sha suddenly does some stretching and lets the sun kiss her face. She looks more lively as she stood in front of Guan Xian, who sits on a hard ceramic chair.


    "Are you disappointed or relieved that it''s only a fake alarm?" Xia Sha tilted her head.


    There is a change on the rooftops lately. The used to be space now filled with a vertical garden filled with rose. Guan Xian notices this change before. However, when Xia Sha stood among the roses, something stirred his heart. Her exceptionally red lips stood out among the roses petal in full bloom. Guan Xian couldn''t move his gaze away from her face.


    "Would you get angry at me if I said I don''t felt any of those feeling?" Guan Xian asked was answered by Xia Sha''s silence and confused face. He took her delicate hand kissed Xia Sha''s finger gently.


    "Am I Disappointed? Am I relieved? Why should I felt that way? I''m happy today with you, wasn''t that''s the only thing that matters?"


    "But you could be happier if you fulfilled your expectation," Xia Sha mumbles, averting her gaze as she loses the courage to look at Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian touched her chin and made Xia Sha look back at his eyes. Smiles never leave his face as he suddenly knocks Xia Sha''s porcelain-like forehead.


    "You aren''t emotional. You are just overthinking. Take a deep breath and un-attach all your burdens. Try to imagine yourself in both conditions, and ask yourself, what do you want?"


    Try to drop all her burdens away, what she wants?


    Xia Sha bites her lower lips and looks at her reflection on her shiny heels. She thought it would be a difficult question to answer. It turns out she had always known the answer from the start.


    "I don''t want Kai Xin to suffer because of me. I don''t want anyone I love to get hurt. I- I- I don''t want things that happen to Kai Xin to happen to me. That is why I felt so anxious when, when things happen."


    Xia Sha felt a lump of disgusting thoughts come out of her after she finishes her sentence. But then, the hollow it left started to get filled with guilt and shame. Her lashes are quivering as she lowered her gaze and muttered out, "I''m so selfish, right?"


    "No one ever prays for bad luck. But there is too much psycho wandering around these days. Don''t be so hard at yourself, can you?"


    "But part of the calamity happens because of me. I triggered all the dominoes to fall in places. I pressed the red bottom," Xia Sha cried out.


    She had a faint ache in her heart as if something is chasing her all along. And she had started to run out of breath.


    After hearing Xia Sha''s words, he stared at her intensely before he said," But you are also one saving grace for your parents, your family, your friends, and for me."


    Xia Sha''s orbs turned pensive before her tense shoulder dropped. She let loose and let Guan Xian took her hand and pulled her into his side. He locked Xia Sha''s leg with his thighs as he looked up at her.


    "You''ve done great. Let it go. For once, don''t live for your problem. Don''t live for your family. Don''t live for anyone but yourself. Stop staying in that grey area-"


    BRAK!


    Guan Xian hasn''t finished his sentence when they hear someone open the door to the rooftops. A man wearing thick glasses look awkward as he tried to close the door as soon as his eyes met Guan Xian''s.


    "S-Sorry, We didn''t mean to bother. Please continue," the man stammered in nervousness when he steals a glance at Xia Sha. He got goosebumps after he closed the door and turn to his colleague.


    "Why did you close the door again? Who''s there?"


    "I don''t think we could have lunch on rooftops today. Let''s just ate at the cafeteria," the man rushed his colleague, who looks at him with a confused face.


    "Huh? what?"


    The man did not even dare to stay another minute longer on the rooftop. He rushes to the lift without bothering his friends.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow upon watching how scared the man look. He turned to Xia Sha and chuckles, "You and your thorny attitude."


    Xia Sha scoffed when Guan Xian shook his head at her.


    "Let''s go downstairs. I still need to go to work," Xia Sha said after wiggling her legs to escape from Guan Xian''s tight.


    "As if," Guan Xian lazily let Xia Sha go and followed her from behind.


    He stayed in Xia Sha''s office for another two hours before Tang Yu Bin urges him to come back to the office for a meeting. He looks reluctant as a frown stayed on his face for a long time. Xia Sha had to coax and hurry him to walk out of her office with kisses.


    But before he completely goes, Xia Sha tugs his sleeve and smiles brightly at him. Guan Xian raised his eyebrow and wait for her to deliver her words.


    "What?" he asked.


    Xia Sha tiptoes on her toes and gives him a peck on his cheek as she said, "Thank you for your enlightenment. I''ve decided to let go and live my life for now."


    Guan Xian''s eyes filled with gentleness as he raised his head and ruffled Xia Sha''s head, "As expected from my smart baby girl."


    Xia Sha blushed as she nods her head and bid her goodbye to Guan Xian. She felt like a blossoming flower as she walks to her desk and calls Han Li through the office phone.


    "Han Li, can you help me send this document to Tang Yu Bin? Tell him it''s top priorities for his boss," Xia Sha grinned as she passed the document to Han Li.


    "Of course, that''s an easy case. I''ll hang out with Tang Yu Bin tonight," Han Li murmured as he takes care of the file.


    Xia Sha had long accepted that his assistant slowly moves side to Guan Xian. She shook her head as she stood up and prepare to head out from the office. Han Li look confused as he asked, "Boss, don''t you have a meeting with Mr.Xiao after this?"


    "Ah? Really? Can you cancel it? I have something more important I should do," Xia Sha took her handbag and looked at her reflection in the mirror.


    She walks away as soon as she looks decent. Leaving Han Li stunned by himself at the office.


    What just happen? Does Miss Xia forget her meeting and ditch from work? Is he still lives on the earth, or has he travel to another parallel?!

 Chapter 226 - Today Is The Closure

    Where does this courage inside her coming from? Xia Sha didn''t understand. All she knew is she had arrived at the cafe where she was supposed to meet Kai Xin and Zheng Shuang in a blink of an eye.


    The coffee shop''s ambiance was calm and comfortable. There are several private places around the corner with classical music playing in the background. Xia Sha sat at one of the tables and waited until one of the servants come to her.


    "May I take your order?" The waiter said after faking his cough.


    "Could I have some hot chocolate and a portion of egg tart? A caramelized green tea latte and Ameri-" Xia Sha hang her sentence for a second before she closed the menu.


    "A macchiato," she said as she handed the menu to the waiter.


    "Macchiato?" The waiter enunciate with wierd tone.


    As soon as he realized his questioning tone had gain interest from Xia Sha, he quickly fixed his black cap. Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow as she realizes his extremely familiar body language and arm. The waiter sloppily took the menu back from Xia Sha and tried to walk away.


    "Xia Sha!" Kai Xin''s excited yell stolen Xia Sha''s gaze away from the waiter. The man quickly went away as Xia Sha smiles and waves her hand to Kai Xin, putting her suspicion about the waiter on the back of her mind.


    "Kai Xin, here! I''ve ordered your favorite green tea latte," Xia Sha said as Kai Xin pulled her into a friendly hug.


    "With caramel?" Kai Xin raised her eyebrow.


    "Caramel only," Xia Sha rolled her eye but grinned at the end of her sentence. She looks at Kai Xin and her glowing skin. Kai Xin looks so fulfilled with happiness that it makes Xia Sha hesitate to tell her about Wen Rou.


    They stare at each other until it turned awkward for both of them. Xia Sha played with her hand as she averted her glance from Xia Sha and lowered her head, "So..."


    "So..." Kai Xin said at the same time before she took a deep breath and mustered up her courage.


    "What is this? Is this about my relationship with Shen Mu Qing? Does the Shen family disapprove of our relationship?" Kai Xin''s asked with quavering eyelashes.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and shook her head almost instantly as Kai Xin got the wrong idea about her meeting today. She wrinkled her nose and reassure Kai Xin with her words, "No, it''s not about you and Shen Mu Qing. No, it''s about something else, but let''s wait for Zheng Shuang, shall we?"


    "What do you want to tell? Are you pregnant?" Zheng Shuang''s voice rang out of nowhere before the person pops out in front of their table.


    Xia Sha almost had a minor heart attack when Zheng Shuang appear, along with listening to her question and accusations. Out of reflection, she gives out mixed answers, "What? Yes, I meant no!"


    "So you are pregnant," Zheng Shuang mumbles as she sat next to Xia Sha in integrating expressions.


    "Really?!" Kai Xin''s response comes out late. She fakes her smiles and expression. Xia Sha could see the pain remain in her eyes as she congratulates her.


    "No, No, I''m not pregnant!" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow at Zheng Shuang to clarify and affirm her statement.


    "Okay, You are not pregnant. So when are you getting married?" Zheng Shuang''s jumped into another topic without realizing who she had made Xia Sha''s face went pale.


    "This Sunday," Xia Sha stammered nervously.


    "WHAT?!" Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin''s eyes almost rolled out of their sockets.


    The waiter, who come back to deliver their order, freeze on his spot, along with Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin. He stood for a long time and only moved when Zheng Shuang looked at him with a confused face.


    "I meant this Sunday our parents would meet. The wedding is a long way to go!" Xia Sha panicky explained before they got the wrong idea. She sipped her tea to surpass her thirst after she passed through the crisis.


    "Huft, I thought you one of that crazy couple that goes to the civil bureau office the day they decided to get married," Kai Xin patted her chest as she composed herself.


    "Cough! Cough! Cough!" Xia Sha''s almost spat her macchiato out soon as she heard Kai Xin''s remarks.


    "W-what did you mean? There are people like that who exist? I couldn''t believe it," Xia Sha shook her head frantically as she took a piece of tissues to wipe her mouth.


    Zheng Shuang squinted her eyes at Xia Sha as if she had her suspicion. But because Xia Sha cleared her throat and clasped her hand to gather their attention, she decided to shut her mouth tight.


    "First of all, Kai Xin-" Xia Sha looked at Kai Xin, but she caught something from the corner of her eyes. She frowned at the waiter who stays on the side of their table.


    "Em? What can I help you with?" Kai Xin tilted her head to the waiter because Xia Sha stops talking after calling her name.


    The waiter lowered his cap and look surprised. He instantly bowed and headed back to his station. The three of them look at the suspicious waitress with ideas on their head.


    "Doesn''t that man look familiar to you?" Zheng Shuang hissed as she tried to match the waiter feature with the name on her head.


    "Oddly, I also felt he is familiar," Kai Xin added as her gaze locked on the waiter''s back.


    Xia Sha is the first to put the waiter aside as she got reminded of her goals today. Clearing her throat for the second time, she announces, "I want to tell the two of you something. But only if you let me to."


    Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin looked at each other before they nod their head to Xia Sha.


    "What about it?" Zheng Shuang asked, filled with curiosity. Meanwhile, Kai Xin looks a little more anxious than Zheng Shuang, so Xia Sha decided to start with Zheng Shuang.


    "Do you mind if I told you about Xiao Yu and his family?" Xia Sha asked in a careful tone.


    Zheng Shuang went silent for a long time that Xia Sha started to get hesitant. She averted her gaze and almost said to forget about her question when Zheng Shuang nod her head to Xia Sha.


    "Is this about their family ambition to be the fourth family?" Zheng Shuang asked with a helpless tone.


    Xia Sha almost gasped while Kai Xin couldn''t proceed with the new information she received. Xia Sha pressed her lips into a thin line and made a gesture with her index finger that approves Zheng Shuang''s words. Zheng Shuang flushed into embarrassment as she hissed.


    "Yeah, I found out after the incident at the sushi restaurant. Xiao Yu told me, and I just can''t decide my opinion about that until today. I guess the Xiao family wanted you to be with Xiao Zhan because for the same reason as Xiao Yu getting engaged with Jian Jun''s cousin, right?"


    "Xiao Yu is engaged?" Kai Xin asked. Her jaw almost dropped to the floor as she looked at Zheng Shuang in disbelief.


    "Almost, he almost got engaged. But he chooses to be with me, and here I am today, spilling it to you guys," Zheng Shuang rolled her eyes and added indifferently, but there is a spark of joy that appears in her eyes.


    "Okay. Okay, You don''t have to be so smug about that. Xia Sha and I are in love with you, okay? You are not the only one," Kai Xin rolled out her tongue to tease Zheng Shuang.


    "So you knew about it? Then I could rest assured. I thought you don''t know that they might want something from your family and you," Xia Sha let out a relieved breath.


    "It''s all thanks to Senior Guan Xian. He is an amazing man. Xiao Yu suddenly said everything to me after our meeting. I didn''t know what conversation he had with Senior Guan Xian, but I approve of it," Zheng Shuang shows two thumbs up to praise Guan Xian, even though Guan Xian is not around.


    "Very well," Xia Sha mumbles before she turned to Kai Xin. She mustered up her courage to look at her in the eyes and carefully asked her the question she couldn''t seem to say.


    "Kai Xin, do you wanted to know the reason behind your baby? I could tell you if you wanted, but I also won''t say anything if you don''t want to hear about it. I respect all your decisions, and I only want you to be happy. But if you had decided to move on and forget the past. I''ll gladly take this to my grave. We can act like nothing happen. No matter what happens, today is the closure," Xia Sha confirmed as her eyes collied with Kai Xin''s wavering eyes.


    Kai Xin felt someone crushed her bone when Xia Sha mentions the word baby. She felt the same horrific pain all over again. In the middle of two decisions, Kai Xin could only stay silent and lowered her head.. With a small voice, she said her answer to Xia Sha''s questions.

 Chapter 227 - Stalker?!

    "No, I don''t want to know about it," Kai Xin sounds absolute as her voice rang like clear water.


    Xia Sha wasn''t surprised by the choice Kai Xin made. And even though words of explanation remain on her throat still, Xia Sha''s shoulder felt light. Kai Xin raised her eyes and turned to Xia Sha with gratitude on her face.


    "Thank you. Thank you for your honesty and intention. However, no matter what I knew, the baby won''t come back to me. And as much as I wanted to blame another person, I need to admit that I''m irresponsible for both of us," Kai Xin murmured with a faint smile on her face.


    "I believe that God had prepared everything at the right time for me. It''s, indeed, painful to let go. But wouldn''t it be more torturous for the child if he stays with me in this chaotic world?"


    The three of them is the only customer in the coffee shop. The room quickly fell into silence as Xia Sha and Zheng Shuang fall into a reflection on themselves.


    Among the three of them, Kai Xin is the kindest, purest and softest. But Kai Xin had the most determination between them. Xia Sha and Zheng Shuang are used to standing in front of Kai Xin to protect her because Kai Xin lets people walk over her.


    She is one of a kind human. She is the type who would bravely enjoy the pain and learn from her mistake rather than running away like a coward.


    "I don''t want revenge. I want to avenge my baby by living and preparing well until I ready to protect him in this world. Hehehe, you two must think I''m naive, right?" Kai Xin let out a chuckle when Zheng Shuang and Xia Sha remained silent after a long time.


    Zheng Shuang nods her head slightly as she affirmed, "You do. However, Kai Xin, I admire your courage. I couldn''t believe I would say this, but I''m glad you choose to let it go."


    "It took a willingness to forgive, but to forget, you need courage. I couldn''t believe this is still my Kai Xin that cry because she lost her teddy bear," Xia Sha took Kai Xin''s hand and held them tight.


    Kai Xin''s smiles grew wider after she listens to Zheng Shuang and Xia Sha''s supports.


    "I knew, right. I felt so grown-up right now. It''s exhausting," Zheng Shuang said in disbelief.


    "Oh, Kai Xin did grow up, but you are just getting older," Xia Sha teased Zheng Shuang. Zheng Shuang furrowed her eyebrow and fuming in anger. Xia Sha happily laughed at her as she sipped her macchiato.


    They talked awhile before parted ways. Xia Sha thought she would go straight to her apartment, but she realized she needs to take some documents home with her. She had notified Guan Xian over the text, but he hasn''t replied.


    There is nothing strange at first. However, after a fifteen-minute driving back to the apartment, Xia Sha feels followed from behind. She tried to catch the person from the corner of her eyes as she fastens her pace to pass the security.


    Xia Sha tried to gave a secret sign to the security guard when they exchanges look. She calms herself as she walks inside the lobby and waits for voices from her back. But instead of sounds, she felt someone tapping her shoulder before a hand covering her eyes.


    "Akh!" Xia Sha yelled for help as she got panicked before she observes her surrounding.


    "Hey, Hey, calm down. It''s me!" The familiar bass voice calmed her down with a touch on her cheek.


    Xia Sha felt her heart racing fast slowly turn normal when their eyes meet. She regains control over her breathing. She holds Guan Xian''s arm as if she lost the energy to stand on her own feet.


    "Sigh, I thought you are a stalker," Xia Sha hissed.


    "Stalker?!" Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow as he turned his head to the entrance door. He looks stern as he frowned toward the security before he turned his head back to Xia Sha.


    "Let''s head upstairs first," Xia Sha murmured as she didn''t want to cause a scene in the lobby.


    Knowing Guan Xian for several months now, Xia Sha still unsure of two things. How shameless Guan Xian can be and how he vents his anger. This whole time, Guan Xian always successfully control his emotion when Xia Sha is around. He could be scary sometimes, but Xia Sha saw him in that explosive anger.


    Somehow, Xia Sha could feel that she about to witness that scene because of this matter.


    But again, Guan Xian seems to surpass his emotion and followed Xia Sha quietly to the apartment. He didn''t even bother to ask about the stalker anymore. Instead, he began to pull out a big photobook from his working bag.


    "I didn''t know you carry a bag to work before," Xia Sha queried as she glances at the bag.


    With his usual boyish grin, Guan Xian avowed, "I never did before. I just bought this to carry this photobook. Which, you need to see because you need the best wedding dress for our marriage ceremony."


    Xia Sha was speechless, things like this- shouldn''t she discuss this with her bridesmaids instead of the groom?


    "Here, I borrowed this from Xiao Ni. It could be a prototype before we choose a designer," Guan Xian sounds excited as he opens the pages for Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha look at him for a moment before she burst into laughter. She left Guan Xian stood with his confused face as he frowned, "Is there''s something funny? I don''t intend to make a joke at all."


    He glares at Xia Sha as if he wanted to probe, ''Did you laugh because you see me as a joke?''


    Xia Sha stops laughing after a while. She couldn''t surpass the urge to steal a kiss on Guan Xian''s cheek. The anger on Guan Xian''s face vanished immediately as soon as he felt her soft lips against his skin. Wandering eyes started to fall upon Xia Sha''s dilated pupils.


    "You don''t want to provoke me right now," Guan Xian mumbles with his low, hoarse voice.


    Xia Sha''s felt her heart almost drop into the door when Guan Xian trapped her in between his arms. Sitting on the chair, Xia Sha felt powerless as she looked up to him.


    "It just a peck in a cheek. How could that provoke you?!" Xia Sha raised her voice and asked in a disbelief tone.


    Guan Xian''s eyes turned darker as he listens to Xia Sha''s arguments. And no, it''s not because he got offended by her sentence. But observing her moving lips as he talks had him tense.


    Hesitantly, his finger moves to caress her dump and soft lips. His thumb felt rough as it meets Xia Sha''s gentle lips.


    "Haven''t you notice?" Guan Xian raised his gaze and looked straight at Xia Sha''s eyes. He got Xia Sha''s stomach filled with butterflies as he intensely whispers, "I''m addicted to your lips."


    Silence.


    Xia Sha felt her whole world got paused as it turned upside down. And not in a horrible way, but rather in a fun roller coaster rides way.


    She took a sharp breath as she braces herself to stare back at him. She put her dainty hand on her cheek as she smiles brightly at him. Aligned with playful thoughts, Xia Sha whispered back at Guan Xian.


    "I didn''t notice that before. I thought you are addicted to me. It seems like that isn''t the whole case," Xia Sha mumbles in a fake disappointed tone.


    Guan Xian let out a low chuckle as he touched her nose with the knuckle of his finger. After messing up with Xia Sha''s head, he decided to tap the photobook twice and remind her of their goals today.


    "Not today, beautiful. We have jobs to do. Now let''s go through this photobook and dresses before I see you through the blanket and messy sheets."


    "Oh, controlling. That''s hot," Xia Sha answered without thinking as she smiles at Guan Xian seductively.


    She could see Guan Xian''s adam apples boobed up and down hard twice before he heard his answer.


    "Stop it," he glowers at Xia Sha as he tries to avert his gaze.


    Xia Sha laughed and gave in to him. She followed Guan Xian going through the photobook as he observes every dress one by one.


    Xia Sha didn''t know that these new rituals would stay for a long time. She only realized wedding preparation had become Guan Xian''s new hobby as he bought three different photo books for three days straight. And every night he came, they would stay up late that Xia Sha almost come late to the office.


    She began to felt a headache as she rushes to head inside the company lobby. Little did Xia Sha notice, there is another ruckus inside the company caused by somebody she forgot three days ago.


    All she knew is somebody kneels in front of her when she steps inside the company. Knocking his head against the floor, Xia Sha heard him wailed, "XIA SHA! PLEASE HELP ME!"

 Chapter 228 - The KFC, Isnt You Right?

    All she knew is somebody kneels in front of her when she steps inside the company. Knocking head against the floor, Xia Sha heard him wailed, "XIA SHA! PLEASE HELP ME!"


    Everyone looks surprised when they witness the strange man''s extreme action. The atmosphere turns tense as Xia Sha took a step back far from that man and furrowed her eyebrow.


    "Who are you?!" Xia Sha snaps in an unimpressed tone.


    The scene and ruckus this strange man create recalled her memories about Ling Guang''s mother. Why do these people think they could easily mess up on her company building? And where is the security?


    "Where is the security?" Xia Sha randomly snaps at the confused employee on her right side. Some employees rushed to get the security as the strange man hit the floor with his forehead harder than before.


    "Please don''t throw me out! Please, my mother is dying!" The hysteric cry rang throughout the spacious lobby.


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes when she realized the voice seems familiar in her ears. She observed the man''s features and stunned when she recognizes the person kneeling before her.


    "Ling Guang?" Xia Sha subconsciously called his name as dissatisfaction for him grew.


    The man slowly raised his head after he heard Xia Sha''s calling his name. With tears of shame running down his cheek, Ling Guang looked at Xia Sha''s eyes with quivering eyelashes.


    "Xia Sha, please help me," he sobbed before he lowered his head again and grieved.


    A sudden headache makes Xia Sha felt dizzy as she messages her temple and averts her gaze from the pathetic man. Considering it''s almost working time, Xia Sha didn''t want to prolong the drama and hinder everybody''s work. She let out a heavy breath before she turned back to Ling Guang.


    "Stand up, follow me to my office," Xia Sha said in a monotonous tone before she walks away from the lobby.


    She didn''t care if Ling Guang could follow after, or he couldn''t move from his positions at all. She walks straight to the lift as if nothing happens in the lobby before. All she felt right now is regret for not making the proper judgment in the past.


    The ride to Xia Sha''s office was uncomfortable for Ling Guang, but he is too nervous to realize his bleeding forehead. Xia Sha was rather expressionless as she told Ling Guang to take his seat across her desk. Ling Guang sits with his trembling body as he looks at Xia Sha.


    "I expected better from you. Don''t you realize causing a commotion in my company lobby wouldn''t gain you anything? Haven''t you learn from your mother?" Xia Sha rebuked as she gives a sign to Fu Qun to come to her office.


    "I- I don''t know how to meet you, so I thought," Ling Guang tried to explain himself with a stammering voice. But before he could finish, Xia Sha had cut him off with an impatient sigh.


    "Forget it, tell us what do you want so you will never show your face in front of me again," Xia Sha waves her head and look at Ling Guang with her cold eyes.


    In the past, Ling Guang would felt furious when Xia Sha looks down on him with her words and gaze. But him in this position right now realized just how much he wastes Xia Sha in the past. Those indifferent pupils used to smiles for him as she helps him achieve every milestone in his life.


    Right now, there is nothing but failure and useless pride on Ling Guang''s side. He didn''t even dare to imagine if he hadn''t cheated on Xia Sha and treat her right. What''s everyone talked about their relationship behind his back is right all along.


    Ling Guang is unworthy of Xia Sha.


    "My mother is in the hospital right now, but I don''t have money to pay for her medical expenses. She had an accident three days ago, and the doctor said he needs to undergo surgery as soon as possible. I- I have nothing left but debt," Ling Guang confessed as he lowered his head in embarrassment.


    Xia Sha''s face didn''t change after she heard Ling Guang''s story. She is emotionless from the head start. Rather than reacting to Ling Guang, she pulled out a little book from her drawer and took her pen. Without looking at Ling Guang, she asked, "How much?"


    Ling Guang was stunned. He had a mixed feeling upon watching Xia Sha''s reaction. On one side, he is grateful that he could save his mother. But at the same time, his heartfelt bitterness for knowing the reason behind Xia Sha''s action.


    Xia Sha hates him so much that she would rather pay for him to never appear in front of her again than fussing over him. He could be lying and make up some story to have her money, but she didn''t care at all.


    "A fifty thousand dollar," Ling Guang swallowed bitter pills as he pronounces the nomination he needs.


    Xia Sha looked up and raised her eyebrow in disbelief. She tilted her head and probed, "Your debt?"


    "Included," Ling Guang answer painfully.


    Ling Guang''s orbs darkened when Xia Sha''s lips curled into a mockery smile. Those smiles slap his pride harder than any punch he ever feels before. Ling Guang felt he become smaller the longer he looked at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha didn''t say anything after hearing his answer. She keeps her hand busy writing something on her cheek book before she riped it and put it in front of Ling Guang. She closed her fountain pen and looked at Ling Guang with her indifferent expression.


    "I doubled the nomination in hopes you could keep your words today. I knew your agreement with Guan Xian and was ashamed of you. However, I choose to give you the last chance," Xia Sha asserted as she knocked on her piece of a check Ling Guang''s need.


    She stares intensely at Ling Guang that which makes him felt intimidated. She makes her voice low and threatening as she warns him for the last time, "Never show your face in front of me ever again. Because if you do- No, you don''t want to know how I could ruin your life."


    Ling Guang''s face went purple before it turned green and lost its color.  With a trembling hand, he took the cheek and nodded his head in answer to Xia Sha''s warning. His hand felt cold as Xia Sha titled her head and looked at the door behind him.


    She asked him to go.


    Ling Guang pulled his heavy leg to followed Xia Sha''s wish. His head hangs low before he reaches the door and turns back to Xia Sha with his ashamed gaze.


    "I will return this to you someday," he mumbles in a low voice that Xia Sha couldn''t hear his voice. And not that she bothered to knew what he said. He walked out and left Xia Sha''s alone after that.


    Xia Sha pinched the bridge between her eyebrow the moment Ling Guang disappear from her office. Xia Sha closed her eyelids and tried to control her emotion before she regains her composure.


    "Grace under pressure, grace under pressure," Xia Sha chanted to herself as she pulled out a document to began her work.


    She tried not to let one problem affected her day. But it''s not as easy as she thinks as she began to face obstacles knocking upon her door. Xia Sha felt worn out before lunchtime.


    Drained, Xia Sha began to crave for something sweet. And so, she walked to the pantry in the hope there is some candy left for her. She didn''t expect to find Fu Qun eating KFC with a girl in the corner of the room. They looked panic when Xia Sha caught them flirting with each other.


    "Oops, wrong time. Enjoy your time," Xia Sha teased before she closes the door and heads back to her office.


    The funny incidents and KFC remind Xia Sha of Guan Xian and his obsession with fast food. A mischievous plan quickly lined up on her mind as she sat on her seat and took her phone. Calling the catchy number from her phone, she ordered enough fried chicken for everyone in the Guan Cooperation.


    Her little plan works out a little bit more ''perfect'' than she thought. She had a smile on her face as she works until Guan Xian call her. She could not stop a giggle when Guan Xian asked, "It''s you, isn''t it?"


    He sounds so sure that Xia Sha wanted to tease him, "What are you talking about? I don''t understand."


    "The KFC, isn''t you right?" Guan Xian''s tone raised. Xia Sha could imagine his helpless smile as she grinned and rolled her eyes.


    "Huh? I still don''t understand. Don''t tell me you are sending KFC food truck in front of my company again!" Xia Sha faked her panic voice.


    "It''s better to be you because my father is about to post the KFC on his social media. The next minute you will be famous among the society, Mrs. Guan."


    "WHAT?!"

 Chapter 229 - Call Him Dad

    Xia Sha didn''t know that Guan Lin Yi is very famous on social media. She only realized her mistakes when her father suddenly come down to her office with a confused face.


    With the phone in his hand, Xia Qi Feng raised his eyebrow to Xia Sha, "Did the Guan family celebrating something? Why don''t you tell me beforehand? We should send them something other than- fried chicken."


    Xia Qi Feng look confused as he took another glance at Guan Xian''s father''s post on his phone screen. Xia Sha has the urge to dig a hole and hide inside it forever. Where should she put her face for Sunday''s family meeting? Should she start order a customized mask from now on?


    Xia Sha seriously considering plastic surgery if she didn''t realize she couldn''t do anything about it. At this moment, Xia Sha received a notification on her Instagram. From the username itself, Xia Sha instantly tells it''s Father Guan''s Instagram. He is sending a friend request to her along with tagging her in one of his posts.


    Xia Sha felt her cheek is burning as she accepts the following request. She also felt the need to follow mother Guan after scrolling through Father Guan''s feed. Surprisingly their feed is more aesthetic than her''s. However, his latest post grabs the most attention among the others.


    Fried Chicken from my daughter-in-law. Thank you @ShaShaXia


    "..."


    No wonder her father is asking about the celebration. Father Guan makes it sound so festive when people ask him in the commenting section. Xia Sha wonder does everyone in the Guan family is just this- fun?


    Xia Sha decided to leave three smiley emojis on the comment section to be polite and like Father Guan''s post. Little that she knew today''s event left a great impression on Guan Li Yi. He''s so pleased that he gave away a land deed to Xia Sha at the family meeting.


    "Uncle, I couldn''t take this," Xia Sha pushed the red folder back to Guan Lin Yi instantly after he handed it to Xia Sha.


    Father Guan and Mother Guan were chuckling politely when Xia Sha refuses to take their present.


    "This child, why can''t you take this? It is only a small token to show our family good intentions," Mother Guan said as she grabs Xia Sha''s hand and taps it gently.


    "Aiya, Qian Si, this is not right. We cannot take this," Mother Shen shook her head with a slight frown on her face while Xia Qi Feng nodded along quietly.


    "Aish, why are you acting like a stranger to me? I knew you also give Guan Xian something valuable. Why can''t I give my future daughter-in-law something too?" Mother Guan titled her head as she probed questions to mother Xia.


    "It''s a different thing," Shen Xia Fei said, averting her gaze from Xia Sha.


    "I knew this is not as valuable as your--"


    "Alright, just keep this before my mother declares a war here," Guan Xian let out a dried chuckle as he took the file from the table. He shoved the file down to Xia Sha''s bag without looking at Xia Sha''s dumbfounded face.


    Guan Xian decided to jump into the conversation and save everyone from awkward situations.


    "But-" Xia Sha couldn''t finish her sentence as Mother Guan had changed the topic.


    The pair of son and mother were working in sync as they successfully moderate the discussion. It''s not hard for Shen Xia Fei and Guan Qian Si to get along since both mothers were friends for a long time. It took a while for Xia Qi Feng to fall into a deep discussion with Guan Lin Yi. In the end, they settle another family meeting to decide the wedding date.


    "I heard from Lemiere your Xia Corporation got lots of winning projects. Why don''t you come to my office someday and pitch me?" Guan Lin Yi suddenly shifted his focus to Xia Sha as he helps Mother Guan to pour her wine.


    Xia Sha didn''t use to seeing displaying public affection between her parents. Sometimes, father and mother Guan''s relationship surprised her. She shook her head slightly and tried to give Guan Lin Yi a satisfying answer.


    "Of course, uncle. I''ll be ready whenever you have time."


    "Wait, wait, wait, Uncle?! Uncle?!" Mother Guan look at Xia Sha in disbelief as she shook her head. Mother Guan patted her husband''s shoulder and gracefully said, "Dad, call him dad."


    "..." Xia Sha counted. It is the second time she got dumbfounded by Mother Guan tonight.


    She did not know how to respond to Guan Xian''s parents that seem to be waiting for her to call them mom and dad. Guan Xian glances at Xia Sha when he felt her tense body, but this time, he chooses to play dumb as he waited for Xia Sha to call his parents.


    "Mom, drink some tea. Dad, drink some tea," Guan Xian deliberately poured some tea into Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei''s glass.


    Xia Sha puffed her cheek and secretly glared at Guan Xian. She bites her lowers lips as she hesitantly called fulfilled Mother and Father Guan''s wishes, "Mom, Dad."


    "Pfft," Guan Xian couldn''t hold his laughter as he listens to Xia Sha''s embarrassed tone.


    "What are you laughing? What so funny?" Father Guan stood up for Xia Sha before Xia Sha could even react.


    Guan Xian feigned his sombers face as he squinted his eyes at father Guan. He lowered his head and mumbling under his breath, "Always playing favor."


    Xia Sha chuckled when she heard Guan Xian''s complaint. The light on her eyes shone as she looks at grinning Guan Xian. Xia Qi Feng had a faint smile on his cold face when he sees Xia Sha''s smiles.


    Xia Sha is happy with Guan Xian. Everyone could see it through her smile, let alone her father. Xia Qi Feng felt grateful for the love between Xia Sha and Guan Xian, but at the same time, he couldn''t stop a hallow expending on his chest.


    As much as he felt satisfied and relieved at Guan Xian, there are tiny resentment hides in the corner of his heart. Xia Sha is, after all, his little princess.


    The night was young when they finished their dinner.  Xia Qi Feng could see Xia Sha and Guan Xian bidding goodbye to Shen Xia Fei from his car. The Guans had headed home first while he hides in his car like a coward.


    He hasn''t realized how his eyes turned darker when Shen Xia Fei gracefully slides inside her car. The ferocious face looks lonely when Shen Xia Fei droves away inside her mercy.


    "I forgive you, you know I always do," Shen Xia Fei''s voice rang inside his ear as a phantom of memories.


    He closed his eyes as the images of Shen Xia Fei''s smiles filled his mind. His breath started to get faster as he tightened the grip on the wheeling stir.


    "Xia Fei, let''s get back together?"


    Xia Qi Feng fails to stop the painful question appear on his head. He hates how he tortured himself with memories over and over again.


    "Xia Qi Feng, we had it enough. I might blindly run back to you if this were five years ago. But today, this Shen Xia Fei won''t risk her life for love anymore. When we fall apart, we weren''t just hurting each other. We forgot that Xia Sha is the one who deals with the damage of broken love, trust, and commitment. Let''s not do it again, breaking our daughter''s heart."


    He couldn''t understand the meaning behind Shen Xia Fei''s words. Xia Qi Feng believes that his daughter is one of the people who wished her mother and father got back together. He remembers furrowing his eyebrow as he wanted to hear the truth and not excuses.


    It''s not until he sees the depth of Shen Xia Fei''s eyes he realized that she said the truth all along.


    ''You failed to trust. You failed us. There is nothing to reread in the previous chapter. Let''s not break Xia Sha''s heart by giving her false hope.''


    Xia Qi Feng admitted that he is too scared to face the consequences and fight for his marriage, his wife, his daughter, and the home they build.


    So he quietly retreated from Shen Xia Fei''s sight and decided not to bother her with his shameless request again. And so, in today''s meeting, he tried not to glance at her. He tried not to care about her.


    He tried and tried so hard but failing ever harder. He forgot to remember that he needs to forget Shen Xia Fei.


    The dinner had drained all his emotion that he had nothing left but emptiness. He took a deep breath before he started the car and loosen the grip on his steering wheel. Pulling up the hand brake, he is ready to push on the accelerator when he heard a knocking from his window.


    Xia Qi Feng furrowed his eyebrow as he turned to the noise direction. But the person standing outside his car making his heart dropped as he instantly rolled down his window.


    "Xia Qi Feng," that melodious voice called his name gently.

 Chapter 230 - Hi, I Didnt See You There.

    "Xia Qi Feng?"


    The voice makes his heart warm after gaining his senses from surprise. A furrow in his brow appear as soon a beautiful smiles bloom on that woman''s face.


    "Why are you still here? Weren''t you-" Xia Qi Feng looked towards the road direction then back to the woman on his car side.


    "I forgot my purse inside. What about you? I thought you have an emergency-" Shen Xia Fei didn''t finish her sentence as she squinted her eyes at Xia Qi Feng. There is clear doubt written on her face as she observed Xia Qi Feng.


    Xia Qi Feng got dumbstruck. As if he just gets caught red-handed by Shen Xia Fei. He tried to clear his throat and played with his steering wheel to gain his composure as he tried to find a reasonable excuse.


    "I- I forgot my wallet."


    Xia Qi Feng''s face darkened as he realized his lame excuses. Shen Xia Fei holds on to her laughter as she nods her head and goes along with Xia Qi Feng''s lies. There is a moment of silence as both of them look at each other.


    "So-"


    "So-"


    Shen Xia Fei shook her head and giggles away. She decided to finish her words as Xia Qi Feng look at her with an amused expression.


    "I wanted to say, don''t get too sad. Your might felt like someone stole your daughter away from you, but I''m sure you will be forever in Xia Sha''s heart."


    "..." Xia Qi Feng wants to ask why Shen Xia Fei assumes so? Does he look so miserable that everyone could point it out?


    "It''s written all over your face, worry less. I''ll go first," Shen Xia Fei patted''s his shoulder as she prepared to head back to her car.


    "Wait! I-" Xia Qi Feng subconsciously shouted and tried to stop Shen Xia Fei from leaving him. Shen Xia Fei turned her back and waited for him to deliver his message, but then Xia Qi Feng got tongued tied.


    "Yes?" she raised her eyebrow as she patiently waits.


    "That, about my request last time, let''s forget it and pretend I never said it before," Xia Qi Feng said with a hint of embarrassment. He didn''t know how those words rolled out from his tongue, but he only wants to steal some time with Shen Xia Fei right now.


    Shen Xia Fei went silent for two seconds before she picks up her smile and nods her head. As if she had no regrets or burdens, she said, "Well, I already did."


    "Mom? What are you doing here?"


    Xia Sha''s voice rang from a distance as she approached Shen Xia Fei with Guan Xian on her side. Xia Qi Feng message his temple as he tried to control his expression. When Xia Sha arrived and look at him, Xia Qi Feng raised his hand and repeated his lame excuse, "I left my wallet."


    "Mom?" Xia Sha turned to Shen Xia Fei.


    "I left my purse," Shen Xia Fei raised her purse and shrugged her shoulder when Xia Sha looks at her with a doubtful expression.


    "What about you? Why did you come back again?" Xia Qi Feng returned the question to Xia Sha.


    "Oh! I lost my ring. We come back to find it," Xia Sha hissed as her face darkened. She glances at Guan Xian and frowns in disappointment at herself.


    "Aiya, how could you be so careless? You should find it now before someone takes it," Shen Xia Fei rushed them as she looks worried and anxious. She took a glance at Guan Xian, who looks helpless.


    Xia Sha listens to her mother''s advice and nods her head frantically before she runs back inside the restaurant. She didn''t realize the weird atmosphere between her parents and left Guan Xian in the middle of it. Guan Xian felt like giving a lecture for his future wife to be more considerate of her parents.


    "Mom, Dad, I''ll go with Xia Sha. You could continue your conversation," Guan Xian said with a hint to Xia Qi Feng. He shows his sly grin before he said something to got Shen Xia Fei and Xia Qi Feng speechless.


    "I wish you two could fetch the relationship you''ve forgot and left behind."


    Xia Qi Feng: "..."


    Shen Xia Fei: "..."


    Xia Qi Feng often wonders how could his exceptional daughter fall for Guan Xian in the first place. Sure Guan Xian had his glorious title and a charming personality, but they were heaven and earth different. While Xia Sha could be very dense on some matters, Guan Xian sees things too clearly. It frightened him sometimes.


    His words left Xia Qi Feng and Shen Xia Fei in even more awkward positions where he couldn''t say anything to stop Shen Xia Fei leave. With a low sigh, Xia Qi Feng watch Shen Xia Fei left for the second time while trying not to curse his future son-in-law.


    However, Xia Qi Feng didn''t have to do anything, for Karma has instantly applied to Guan Xian. No one knew how a coincidental event happens, but often, those coincident could screw up someone''s life. And apparently, Guan Xian is facing one of those days in his life right now.


    He could see how fucked up he got when Xia Sha suddenly stormed out from the bathroom with an upset frown on her sweet face. And before Guan Xian could ask her the reason between those upside-down smiles, another woman gracefully slipped out from the bathroom.


    Out of so many restaurants in Capital City, Xia Sha had to meet Ye Zhen Zhen! Why?!


    "Darling, have you found the ring?" Guan Xian tried to pretend he didn''t see Ye Zhen Zhen as he turned his eyes to Xia Sha almost instantly. He tried to change the topic while walking out of this restaurant without having a conversation with Ye Zhen Zhen because that seems the only way to keep his life and love safe.


    Xia Sha indifferently raised her hand. A sparkle on her ring finger makes Guan Xian relieve as he put his shoulder around Xia Sha''s shoulder. He didn''t see a bullet coming when Ye Zhen Zhen called his name from behind.


    "Guan Xian? You are here with Xia Sha? Have you two had your dinner?" Those friendly tones sound harmless as she poses a beautiful smile.


    Ye Zhen Zhen, wearing a seducing black mini dress, looks elegant as she took two neat steps closer to Guan Xian and Xia Sha. Guan Xian could felt Xia Sha took a deep breath. He knew she tried to returned the same amount of friendliness to Ye Zhen Zhen.


    "Hi, I didn''t see you there. Yes, we''ve our dinner already. What about you? Are you here with your boyfriend?" Guan Xian played the dumb game as he put his hand around Xia Sha''s waist.


    The smile on Ye Zhen Zhen''s face froze for a moment before she nods her head. Her gaze falls on Xia Sha''s tiny waist for a long time as she asked another question, "I was in the bathroom when I found Xia Sha''s ring. You must be worried to lost something so precious! I won''t be this calm if I ever lost my engagement ring."


    The remarks weighted heavily on Xia Sha''s ears and heart. Xia Sha felt like boiling water inside a pot, ready to shake the lids open as she watched Ye Zhen Zhen''s chuckling. Her venomous tongue ready to slaps Ye Zhen Zhen on her face, but then Guan Xian took her chance to reply.


    "It''s one of her perks that I love! I''m sorry to hear that you would felt regretful if you lost your engagement ring. I don''t want Xia Sha to feel that way. Babe, that is inconsiderate of me. You should know that I could buy a ring for you every day, but I could never buy you happiness."


    Both Ye Zhen Zhen and Xia Sha got dumbfounded upon listening to Guan Xian''s answer, Especially when he said those long sentences without a pause but still looking calm as he smiles at Xia Sha.


    There is satisfaction feeling burgeoning inside Xia Sha''s heart as she analyses Guan Xian''s word. She covertly raised a thumb for Guan Xian when she watches a smile disappear from Ye Zhen Zhen''s face. Ye Zhen Zhen is not a dumb woman either. She must''ve known what meaning Guan Xian wanted to deliver as he pulls Xia Sha closer to him.


    There is a layer of sadness and regret as she poses a faint smile to Guan Xian. She nodded her head slightly as she mumbles awkwardly, "That''s sweet of you. Xia Sha, you are a lucky girl."


    Xia Sha tastes the sweetness of the victory without spending any energy to fight. Naturally, she felt delighted and choose to take Ye Zhen Zhen''s words as a compliment.


    "I knew, right?" She proudly said as she holds Guan Xian''s arm.


    Guan Xian winked at Xia Sha while Xia Sha grinned at him. They pretend not to see Ye Zhen Zhen''s pale face as she weirdly look at them.


    "Zhen Zhen, it''s getting late. We are leaving now. Thank you for your help!" Xia Sha turned to Ye Zhen Zhen and deliberately showed her ring to Ye Zhen Zhen.


    Ye Zhen Zhen nodded her head and watch Guan Xian and Xia Sha walk away from them.


    "Xia Sha, you should enjoy your time because it''s not going too long," she mumbles as she watches Xia Sha''s back from the corner of her eyes. The smile on her face turned into an ugly frown as soon as Guan Xian and Xia Sha went out of her sight.. With a cold gaze and clenched fist, she went back to her seat with a determined heart.

 Chapter 231 - I Only Care About You

    Xia Sha was all silent when she slides inside Guan Xian''s car. Guan Xian''s body tense immediately as he tried not to squeak when he sat down. Faking his calmness, he pressed the start button as he clear his throat.


    "So, we found the ring!" Guan Xian tried to remind Xia Sha on the bright side, although he knew meeting Ye Zhen Zhen would turn the whole trip sour.


    "Yeah, we did," Xia Sha replied as she took a deep breath.


    And it''s certainly not a coincidence that Ye Zhen Zhen is the one who takes the ring. Xia Sha had a strong gut about Ye Zhen Zhen, and apparently, the subject didn''t bother to his her intention for Xia Sha''s finance either.


    Xia Sha knew she might sound shallow if she said this out loud, so Xia Sha decided to calm down and waited for Ye Zhen Zhen to make her move before she strikes back.


    The calm response from Xia Sha makes Guan Xian startled. He felt his heart racing fast as he turned to look at his future wife.


    "Hey, look at me. Are you okay?" Guan Xian asked with distress written all over his face.


    Xia Sha turned to him with a furrowed eyebrow as he mumbles with a confused tone. Brushing away his hand that checks her forehead, she finally gives the response Guan Xian wanted.


    "What do you mean? I''m fine!"


    The resignation and irritated tone make Guan Xian''s muscles relaxed. He holds his heart as if he sees a ghost, "I thought you got possessed," he mumbles under his breath.


    Guan Xian got an instant glare from Xia Sha the moment she realized what he wanted to imply.


    "I''m not okay because I didn''t go berserk after meeting that two-face woman? Let me tell you, If Ye Zhen Zhen is a virus, then I could validate that I already got vaccinated," Xia Sha sneers as she looks back to the packed street.


    "Ah, I forgot her company invested in your new project. How is it going anyway?" Guan Xian smoothly changed the topic. Well, at least that is what he thought before Xia Sha looks at him suspiciously.


    "It''s going well, but why do you care? You never ask me about my project before," Xia Sha squinted her eyes as she looks at him intensely,


    Guan Xian got rendered speechless. He only wants to change the unpleasant topic, and he never asked about her project because he thought he should separate private and work life.  He didn''t come to Xia Sha to talk about his burden. He comes to spend qualities time with her.


    "Huh? Do you care about the project or the investor?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow as she interrogates Guan Xian.


    Cold sweat started to form on Guan Xian''s forehead as he tried to answer Xia Sha''s question. The pressure Xia Sha gave oppressed his ability to make up some creative answer.


    "Forget it, I should''ve known not to trust a man," Xia Sha said in a monotonous tone as she turned her back from Guan Xian.


    "Why would I care about both of it? I only care about you," Guan Xian tried to salvage his mistakes.


    "Huh, stop lying. You wouldn''t be speechless if it''s true," Xia Sha mumbles with an indifferent attitude. She got pissed off by Guan Xian. Obviously.


    Guan Xian''s chest expanded as he holds his breath and tilted his head with forbearance. He forces a smile on his face as he quietly drove the car to Xia Sha''s apartment.


    Does She want to be unreasonable today? Fine, let her be.


    "I wouldn''t be speechless if you weren''t asking such out-of-the-box question. You know work and other people weren''t matter to me," Guan Xian answer in his hoarse voice after a long period of silence.


    "Oh yeah, as if," Xia Sha stubbornly answers as she rolls her eyes lazily.


    "Uh-huh, as if I could stay alive if I dare to do something outrageous," Guan Xian mumbles with a stupified face which turned Xia Sha''s frown into a giggle almost instantly.


    "Why are you so cute? Huh?" Xia Sha suddenly brings herself to hug Guan Xian as they got into the basement of the apartment building.


    Guan Xian''s lips twitched when he sees the bright sparkle in Xia Sha''s eyes. He didn''t need more confirmation to know that Xia Sha''s body in discomfort right now.


    "You are cute yourself. Don''t you see your face when you got angry? It''s like an angry Pomeranian dog, so fluffy," Guan Xian squeezed Xia Sha''s cheek along with a chuckle.


    "Huff," Xia Sha pouted at Guan Xian as she pulled her body back and caressed her cheek.


    Guan Xian chuckles as he turns off the engine and rushes to open the door for Xia Sha. As they walked to the lift, Guan Xian got remind of something he heard during the day.


    "I head your ex come to your company today? You don''t want to tell me about that?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow as he slips his hand into his pants pocket.


    He lay his back quietly to the lift as he waited for Xia Sha to answer.


    Xia Sha turned in Guan Xian''s direction and pressed her lips into unimpressed lines. She needs to make Fu Qun stop blabbering every little thing to Tang Yu Bin.


    "Hm, he comes to ask for money and promise to disappear forever," Xia Sha answers casually, as she didn''t care about the matters at all.


    Guan Xian''s faces turn cold for a second before he shows a warm smile to Xia Sha. That man is practically audacious to think he could save himself by running to Xia Sha.


    Does he think he could run away after taking his money and breaking his oath?


    "Good for him if he keeps his promise," Guan Xian murmured with wicked intentions aligned in his eyes.


    Xia Sha could feel something dark omitted from Guan Xian even though he is smiling at her. She squared her shoulder to appear taller before she took a step closer to him and gently coax him.


    "Let the matter pass. It''s all in the past, and that man is trying hard."


    "He tried too hard," Guan Xian mumbles in annoyance. He didn''t understand why Xia Sha cared about the unqualified man.


    "He is hopeless. His mother needs to undergo an operation. So, just let this pass and forget. Okay, big man?" Xia Sha smiles as she patted Guan Xian''s shoulder coquettishly.


    Xia Sha''s words are proven effective to subside the anger in Guan Xian''s chest. In the end, Guan Xian nods his head when Xia Sha asked him for the second time.


    "Fine, I''ll let this matter pass. However, if that Ling dares to show his nose in front of you again, I swear I''ll break every bone in his body."


    "..."


    Xia Sha heard many gossips about Guan Xian''s extreme personality, but she didn''t believe it until today. But it takes a short time for Guan Xian to forget about the matters when they arrived at the apartment.


    Guan Xian seems to form his routine in Xia Sha''s private place. After arriving, he would get the bath ready as he took a shower. Xia Sha would get a prepared bathtub when he finished. The shameless man has even bought some of his shirts inside Xia Sha''s wardrobe.


    After cleaning up, they would cuddle while watching a movie or discussing some matters. However, no matter what activities they do, Xia Sha always ends up in the same place.


    Guan Xian''s chest.


    Like tonight, for example, they start with chilling on the comfortable sofa in the living room. Xia Sha watches the documentary with little interest, and when she blinked, she found herself had moved to the bedroom when she woke up. Her lips have turned swollen as wet as Guan Xian keeps bullying her with his sweet tongue.


    Her eyes were misty as she forces her lips to open up and look at Guan Xian. Falling deep into his eyes, Xia Sha bought her weak arm on his chest to stop him from going farther than kisses.


    Xia Sha would be lying if she said she didn''t know what Guan Xian wanted right now. However, we couldn''t always get what we want. Don''t we?


    "My aunt is in the house," Xia Sha said in a hoarse voice that could turn Guan Xian''s orbs three shades darkened.


    Guan Xian''s eyebrow arched high for a second before frustration took over his face. He blinked and tried to act normal and still gave Xia Sha his kisses. It''s less intense and dangerous. Instead, it gave Xia Sha comfort and care.


    "I love you," he mumbles quietly, still on the top of Xia Sha.


    With that affectionate eyes and face, how could Xia Sha''s heart not melt? Guan Xian had pushed her into term with no return as she had no choice but to said, "I love you too."


    A sincere smile blooms on their face as they enjoy each other company. But it didn''t last long as Guan Xian rushed to the bathroom.


    Xia Sha chuckles on her bed as she heard his frustrated groan. She sat on the bed before she teases him even further, "Do you need help there?"


    She heard a loud intake of breath before a sharp snap coming out from the bathroom.


    "Shut up!"


    "HAHAHA!"

 Chapter 232 - Guan Xians Favorite Wine

    Xia Sha just realized that preparing a wedding that could satisfy everyone is impossible. There are too many hands on the pages that turn the decision-making process turn into a disaster. Xia Sha started to understand why ''bridezilla'' got created in the first place.


    The big day is coming soon, but there''s nothing that seems to be settle!


    It begins when Mother Shen states that she preferred a private wedding while Xia Qi Feng insisted on the grand one. It''s getting more complicated when she asked Mother and Father Guan''s opinion. Soon, every possible choice becomes a topic of arguments between them.


    "Why can''t my bride wear five dresses on the same day? We can''t we do that?" Guan Xian seems to be frowning at Guan Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni sighed and looked at her brother as if he is an idiot. Folding her arm around her chest, she tried to be patient as she said, "Don''t you know that changing those heavy and tight dresses is tough? Not to mention it consume a lot of time!"


    "No, I don''t know," Guan Xian mumbles in realization, but his face still showing how he didn''t want to lose on this debate.


    "Still, Xia Sha-"


    "If you don''t know, why don''t you try it yourself? Huh?" Xiao Ni cut him off before Guan Xian could spout out unreasonable reason again.


    Xia Sha sat with the wedding catalog with an exasperated face.


    "Can you two let my daughter-in-law choose her wedding dress in peace?" Mother Guan scolds as she stands in the middle of Xiao Ni and Guan Xian and pulls them apart.


    "I personally still think an intimate wedding is more meaningful," Shen Xia Fei mumbles beside Xia Sha as she looks at the venue catalog.


    "We can do both intimate and grand wedding parties, don''t worry!" Mother Guan''s lips grew wider as she loves the idea of preparing another party for Xia Sha and Guan Xian.


    "That sounds like a good plan, but honey, we should let Xia Sha choose her wedding gown first," said Antonio, the wedding planner that had become Xia Sha''s savior for the past few weeks.


    Antonio used to be Mother Guan''s assistant before. He started to pursue his passion as a wedding planner after he quit his job. Mother Guan trust him, and Xia Sha could see why.


    "Although marriage is the union between two-family, the brides and groom had all the rights to choose their dream wedding. Now, why don''t we settle the wedding dress design before we need to postpone the date," Antionio especially look at Guan Xian, who had terror on his face?


    Guan Xian shook his head frantically as he finally chooses to be an obedient groom. A smile began to invade his face as he quietly watches Xia Sha choosing her wedding gown. A secret wink from Xiao Ni makes him covertly give her a thumbs up.


    Guan Xian succeed in his mission!


    It all started when after they set up their wedding date. Xia Sha started to asking around Mother Guan and Shen about the wedding they prefer. Guan Xian knew it''s an act of her filial petty towards their parents, but he doesn''t want his wedding to be that way. He had it enough when Xia Sha began to ask Xiao Ni about their family preference.


    Guan Xian understands, being the Guan family''s daughter-in-law had its pressure. He could''ve to tell Xia Sha directly to choose for herself and don''t give a damn about anyone, but knowing Xia Sha, would she listen to him?


    He fabricated a week''s drama to make Xia Sha fed up and ignore everyone''s wish but hers. It''s proven to be the right choice. In the end, Xia Sha had appointed her wedding dress designer and her wedding theme.


    "One step closer, baby!" Guan Xian hype Xia Sha up after she let out a sigh.


    "Yeah, it''s been an exhausting week, but I''m glad," Xia Sha mumbles in between sarcastic and sincere tones. Guan Xian let out a chuckle when he sees her face. She must be irritated with him after all the unnecessary fuss he made.


    Slight guilty, Guan Xian chooses to redeem himself with dinner in Xia Sha''s favorite restaurant. As they wait for the food, he took out something from his pocket and slides it to Xia Sha. Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and looked at Guan Xian with a surprised face. With a growing smile formed on her lips, she expectingly asked, "What is this?"


    "Open it up," Guan Xian answered with his secretive expression, making Xia Sha got even more curious.


    With a burgeoning sense of pleasure, Xia Sha pulled out the attractive-looking red ribbon. A glint of spark glinted in her eyes as soon as the little present got into her sight. She pulled out the gold key from inside the box and asked Guan Xian with interest, "A key? What does this mean?"


    "That is the key to my heart," Guan Xian winked and look playful while he grinned.


    Xia Sha titled her head and looked intently at the key in her hand before turning to Guan Xian with a confused expression.


    "I don''t quite understand," she mumbles out loud.


    "I meant it literally," Guan Xian winked but refused to explain the sudden quiz he plays.


    Xia Sha squinted her eyes to interrogate Guan Xian and made him answer her question, but then a hindrance appears before her eyes. That same calm and elegant figure once again filled in Xia Sha sight in the middle of the time she spends with Guan Xian.


    "Xia Sha! Guan Xian! Didn''t expect you two would be here!" The person sounds excited as she approached Xia Sha''s table.


    Xia Sha''s smile turns sour as she sipped her champagne while glaring at Guan Xian.


    "It''s you again, Ye Zhen Zhen!" Xia Sha looks unimpressed as she turned to Ye Zhen Zhen.


    If Xia Sha didn''t remember that they would work together on a project, Xia Sha might have to spout out her usual venomous answer.


    "We coincidentally met too often that I didn''t think it''s coincidental anymore. Are you stalking us?" Xia Sha wished she could slap those words to Ye Zhen Zhen right now.


    "Yes, this is Xia Sha''s favorite restaurant, and we''re having a blast dinner," Guan Xian answered. The corner of his lips was showing that he is annoyed by Ye Zhen Zhen''s presence.


    Both Xia Sha and Ye Zhen Zhen seem to notice this fact, as Guan Xian didn''t bother to hide his expression. Ye Zhen Zhen''s smile look posed, but her gesture becomes awkward.


    "I''m delighted to hear that. I''ll make sure to make Xia Sha''s our VIP customer member," Ye Zhen Zhen tried to ignore the last sentence and turn to Xia Sha with a sweet smile.


    Another fake smile spread across Xia Sha''s cheek as she got what Ye Zhen Zhen is hinting at her. In a typical scenario, after Ye Zhen Zhen hint that she owned the restaurant Xia Sha needs to be surprised and talk about it. However, Xia Sha doesn''t want to be typical right now.


    Want me to create another topic of conversation for you to stay longer here? You could do that in your dream :)


    "That wouldn''t be necessary. I''m already a VIP member here."


    Xia Sha''s short-ended sentence left Ye Zhen Zhen with no choice but to smiles awkwardly and walked away with a lame excuse, "I hope you two have a great time. I need to talk to the manager now. Please excuse me."


    Xia Sha nods her head calmly and watches Ye Zhen Zhen gracefully leave the busy room.


    "I''ll never have dinner in this restaurant again," Xia Sha mumbles as she turned to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow, looking rather amused as he shook shot a loving gaze to the person in front of him.


    "Why am I not surprise?" He chuckles as he raised his glass of wine to Xia Sha.


    "To never come back to this restaurant?" Guan Xian toasted.


    "What a shame, the food is heavenly," Xia Sha hissed but raised her glass and accepted Guan Xian''s toast.


    "Oh, don''t act so helpless. We could hire a better chef or pouch them to us," Guan Xian winked at the same time when the waitress serves their food.


    Xia Sha rolled her eyes upon watching Guan Xian''s boyish smile.


    "You are wicked. Do you know that?" Xia Sha claims as she smiles and thanks to the waitress.


    "For a sentimental reason? Yes, I could be wicked sometimes," Guan Xian smirked as he began to cut his steak into pieces as they laugh.


    As Ye Zhen Zhen wished, they were having a great time. Ye Zhen Zhen watched them with a dark face. Jealousy started to eat her rationality as she took a bottle of wine and walked in Xia Sha and Guan Xian''s direction. Her frown changed into a gracious smile within a second.


    "Forgive me again, but I found this delight bottle in the winery and remember it''s Guan Xian''s favorite wine. I couldn''t help but share this as a present of your engagement. Please, enjoy?" Ye Zhen Zhen smiles at Guan Xian while his face turns dark.


    Ye Zhen Zhen''s right eyebrow was arched beautifully as she hinted a meaningful smile to Guan Xian before he walked away.

 Chapter 233 - How Did You Change His Mind?

    What was that?


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow as her gaze falls on the classic-looking wine bottle. On the opposite of her, Guan Xian looks rigid as his stares went cold. It''s when Xia Sha clears her throat, Guan Xian snaps out from his thought and turns to her with a smile.


    "Ignore her. I even don''t like this wine," Guan Xian begged Xia Sha as he stood from his chair and took the bottle to another table.


    Xia Sha watches Guan Xian''s charmed the other table by his presence. With a smile and sweet words, the other table seems to accept the wine. In return, Guan Xian comes back with an expensive-looking card.


    "Why did you give the bottle away? Do you know them?" Xia Sha calmly as him, as she decided to focus on her steaks, ignoring the panic rising before her stomach.


    Guan Xian once again looked at the foreigner on the table and smiled at them before turning to Xia Sha.


    "I told you I didn''t like that wine, and they are your future investors," Guan Xian answers cheekily and slides the card to Xia Sha''s side. Xia Sha glance at the card with slight interest as she shows a faint smile to Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian knew that Xia Sha knew that he is hiding something. He would like to explain, but he doesn''t like remembering the old pain caused by his stupid and ignorant brain in the past.


    The hidden dark side of him started to get annoyed by Ye Zhen Zhen. Guan Xian swears, the next time Ye Zhen Zhen appears before his eyes, he would make her seat decently in her place.


    "Sure, I''ll keep it," Xia Sha pretended as if nothing happened before and eat her meal.


    She did precisely what Guan Xian want at the moment, acting clueless. But it makes the situation turns more uncomfortable as their quality dinner turns cold. He holds his feelings until they got into the car.


    "Is there anything you want to ask?" Guan Xian started the so-called discussion with an open-ended question. But he fails to complement his situation when Xia Sha shook her head and smiles at him.


    "No?"


    No! It''s is not the usual Xia Sha he knew. The Xia Sha he knew would throw a ruckus the moment she had a chance. She would get suspicious and choke him to death if he hurt her. Who is this lady inside his car?


    How to face this Xia Sha 2.0?


    "No," Xia Sha makes her statement clear.


    Guan Xian slowly loses the color of his face as he forces his brain to think hard. There must be something behind her action. There is no way Xia Sha didn''t get jealous or even slightly curious at Ye Zhen Zhen''s action.


    Did he oversimplify things? Don''t tell him Xia Sha had appointed a surgery schedule?!


    "Darling, can I knew what are you thinking right now?" Guan Xian stammered nervously. He didn''t even dare to start the engine and drove off.


    "Huh? I''m thinking about my hotel progress. What should I do if the launching ceremonies would delay because of the current floods in the F district? People nowadays are rather sensitive," Xia Sha mumbles as she furrowed her eyebrow.


    Guan Xian went quiet and started the engine hesitantly as he mumbles under his breath, "Liar."


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow as she throws an innocent look at Guan Xian. "Pardon me, did someone just call me a liar?"


    Guan Xian rounded his eyes and almost jumped from his seat. He grinned at Xia Sha and shook his head frantically, "I said lyre. The floods make me think of the music concert I once attended."


    "Oh, right, make sense," Xia Sha holds on to her laughter, holding up the funny feeling inside her stomach.


    Out of stubbornness and ego, Xia Sha didn''t want to appear possessive and jealous. She knew Guan Xian had some history with Ye Zhen Zhen and possibly half other girls in the Capital City. It''s part of the package when Xia Sha said yes to the relationship. But there are still times she had insecurities running over her head, and sometimes, she couldn''t help it.


    ''It''s all in the past," that is the only sentence Xia Sha keeps chanted on her head to keep her sane.


    And sometimes, you couldn''t just ignore the problem until it goes away. Those little voices in your mind were scarier than you think. And as Guan Xian didn''t know how to start and Xia Sha had no courage to end her endless assumptions, they find themselves suffering in silence.


    It''s not until Monday when Xia Sha needs to smile at Ye Zhen Zhen for a two-hour straight meeting that she finally wants to explode. Her ego couldn''t even stop her finger from sending a message to Guan Xian. The moment she realized Guan Xian had left for a meeting in Barcelona.


    "Xia Sha, can I talk to you for a moment?" Ye Zhen Zhen approached Xia Sha with her big, warm smile.


    Xia Sha''s eyes went around the empty room. As silence started to felt like a threat to her, Xia Sha took a deep breath and squared her shoulder. The calm and grace she ingrained since she was born tried to take over her mental state. But no matter how hard Xia Sha try to stay in her zen, she couldn''t.


    "I have some questions that are bothering my mind. I hope you don''t mind answering them," Ye Zhen Zhen folds her hand after she takes a seat next to Xia Sha.


    "As long as we keep it professional, I don''t mind," Xia Sha counter Ye Zhen Zhen''s statement immediately.


    Ye Zhen Zhen''s expression remains calm as she replied, "Well, this is lunchtime, and I''m sure you want to hear about this."


    Xia Sha is about to reject Ye Zhen Zhe''s offer instantly, but she cut Xia Sha off before Xia Sha could answer.


    "This is about the girl(s) Guan Xian used to date before."


    Xia Sha looks uninterested, but her ears turn red and slightly perked up. There is an internal debate over her head as she glances coldly at Ye Zhen Zhen.


    "Why do you think I need to know about this? It''s his past. I believe Guan Xian had ended everything in the past. It had nothing to do with me."


    "Oh, so you don''t want to know the reason why he becomes a womanizer? Like, who is his first love, and how does she broke his heart?" Ye Zhen Zhen tried to make Xia Sha interested by raising her voice tone and raising her eyebrow.


    Xia Sha tilted her head to the right and let out a heavy sigh. She pressed her lips into a thin line as she lowered her gaze, "Ye Zhen Zhen, As hard as your tried to bother Guan Xian and me, I''ve been waisting the same energy to hold myself. Let''s make this simple and end today. What do you want, and what makes you think I should answer your questions?"


    A fierce eye flashed upon Xia Sha''s gaze as she locked her eyes with Ye Zhen Zhen. She wears no polite smile as have twenty minutes ago. Ye Zhen Zhen started to get intimidated as the cold gaze penetrate her deeply.


    What do you want? Ye Zhen Zhen knew the direct answer to the very question, yet she is ashamed to bring it up with her mouth.


    What are you doing? Why did you appear so many times and bother our dates again and again?


    "I-" Ye Zhen Zhen take a rough swallow of saliva but is unable still to finish her sentence.


    "I''m sure you are not the type of woman that will stoop low to offer your body and heart to a man in the hope they''ll give their heart in return. At most, you only want to show Guan Xian that you exist and are available. I''ve let you do that, and I''m sure Guan Xian had the clear signal about that too, but let me ask you, did he respond?" Xia Sha asked as if she is the spectator instead of the female lead of the story.


    Ye Zhen Zhen went quiet for a long time as Xia Sha''s question tear down all her camouflage. Gracefulness that often followed her smiles disappear and left shame all over her face.


    "No, didn''t he?" Xia Sha found herself sound too resolute, so she makes her confirmation as a question.


    "But- he likes me first," Ye Zhen Zhen''s trembling answer sounds like a storm triggering Xia Sha''s cold heart.


    But before Xia Sha could rebuke Ye Zhen Zhen''s answer, Ye Zhen Zhen had raised her head and looked at Xia Sha with confusion in her eyes.


    "I don''t understand. He- he said he would rather die than become a second bound, but you-" Ye Zhen Zhen furrowed her eyebrow and looked at Xia Sha as if she is a crooked witch from the east.


    "How did you change his mind?"

 Chapter 234 - Wife Slave

    "Change his mind? What to change?" Xia Sha looks confused as she gives Ye Zhen Zhen a cautious look.


    Dealing with a few sociopaths like Meng Ran and Wen Rou makes her realized her capabilities. Forgive her ignorance in the past to think that she could handle anyone in this world. There are people out there that blame others for their problems.


    "His principle, do you know what happens in the past?" Ye Zhen Zhen is getting more anxious as she hugs herself while looking at Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha was caught off guard by Ye Zhen Zhen''s questions. It''s not like she doesn''t know anything, but it''s also like she knew everything. And what''s more important is, does she want to know about it?


    "Err-" Xia Sha hasn''t had her time to answer when Ye Zhen Zhen had started telling the story.


    "Guan Xian once liked this girl in the past, but that girl liked Wang Kai. At Guan Xian''s debuted party, he asked that girl to be his girlfriend, but she confessed to Wang Kai instead of answering him. I felt so awful every time I remember the disappointment on his face at the party," Ye Zhen Zhen mumbles as she lowered her head.


    Xia Sha looks at her with a puzzled expression. The burgeoning sense of uneasiness makes her stomach scrunched up.


    Oh no, it seems like this graceful young lady from the Ye family had the same problem with Wen Rou and Meng Ran. The girl Ye Zhen Zhen is talking about must''ve been herself. The expression written on her face is too blunt.


    ''I am the girl she likes if you don''t notice.''


    "I was broken-hearted. Guan Xian probably feels the same. After the incident, we met at the hotel bar, and he appears like a hot mess. I probably had his heartbroken that he couldn''t believe in girl anymore," Ye Zhen Zhen murmured in a low tone. Her eyes had turned slightly red as she took a deep breath.


    Xia Sha put her head as she cursed under her breath. Why does she need to deal with people that insisted on their delusion every day?


    "So?"


    "So we share some good wine. I''m starting to get drunk and ask Guan Xian out. But, Guan Xian rejects, saying that he won''t ever be a rebound! But then," Ye Zhen Zhen didn''t finish her sentence and look at Xia Sha as if she had committed a crime.


    The furrowed and conflict in her eyes show how much doubt she had upon Xia Sha and Guan Xian''s relationship.


    Xia Sha''s lips partly twitched as she tried to control herself. The more she listens to Ye Zhen Zhen, the more she felt Ye Zhen Zhen is trying hard to get on her nerve, but Xia Sha decided not to act rashly and remain calm.


    "Okay, I''ll try to ask Guan Xian and hope he could clear your confusion. Can I have my lunch now, Ms. Ye?" Xia Sha smiles brightly as if Ye Zhen Zhen is talking about business the whole time.


    "!"


    Ye Zhen Zhen choked on her breath upon facing Xia Sha''s unpredictable reaction. She had difficulties to said the word in her throat had Xia Sha had a stand in front of the door and suggested Ye Zhen Zhen head out.


    Ye Zhen Zhen''s face turns red before it naturalized. The two of them had the same fake smiles as they walked away from the meeting room. The same smile that immediately disappears when they turn their back against each other.


    Leaving her calm mask behind, Xia Sha pulled out her phone as she walked into her office. A vein on her neck is popping as she leaves a voice note for Guan Xian, "D.E.A.R, you better take care of your ex-crush when you come back to the capital city! Or replace her investment when I couldn''t hold myself and punch her perfectly lifted nose! Okay? Anyway, have a safe and successful trip."


    She slightly felt better after venting some of her anger on the voice note. A loud exhale of carbon dioxide rang through the room as Xia Sha lay her back in her chair. A soft symphony of music then filled her ears.


    "Thank God for Xiao Ni," Xia Sha mumbles as she closed her eyes. A smirk filled up her face as she hums along with the music.


    Xia Sha believes she won''t be this calm if Xiao Ni didn''t spill tea about Guan Xian and Ye Zhen Zhen before. Far before Ye Zhen Zhen began to act up.


    "That Ye Zhen Zhen bitch is the most annoying creature in this world. Let me tell you why, first of all, she likes to make it sound as if every boy liked her. She targeted Wang Kai before. But since Wang Kai is too- unique, she decided to go after Guan Xian," Xiao Ni fuming in anger.


    "You should be careful of that manipulative bitch. And I knew for sure that you shouldn''t act rashly or you will end up like me in the past."


    "Gasp, is that the ''class leader'' that Wang Kai like before? She is Ye Zhen Zhen?!" Xia Sha just got connected to the story after she listens quietly for a while.


    Xiao Ni nodded her head and pressed her lips into a thin line.


    "You remember how pathetic I am when she got glorified by the whole school?" Xiao Ni glared at Xia Sha with a horrified expression.


    "I might remember mocking laughing at you," Xia Sha mumbles as she tried to recall her memories.


    Xiao Ni rolled her eyes and added exasperatedly, "It''s because you did! Can you stop being obnoxious because I''m trying to help you out here, please?"


    Xia Sha giggles but nodded away with Xiao Ni. After twenty minutes of directed information for Xiao Ni, Xia Sha become aware of Ye Zhen Zhen''s play. With this type of snack, she couldn''t be the aggressive predator as she could circle you around before squeeze you to death while playing the victim. Meanwhile, your corpsed would lie in the cold ground as the perpetrator.


    And so, although Xia Sha wanted to explode the moment she heard Guan Xian''s name coming out from Ye Zhen Zhen''s mouth, she didn''t want to be the pathetic loser in this war.


    After a considerate consultation with Xiao Ni, they decided the best way to deal with Ye Zhen Zhen is to make Guan Xian face her himself. But Xia Sha needs to be patient and hold her horses when Ye Zhen Zhen wanted to provoke her.


    Xia Sha hissed as she stretched her arm, "Now, what should I do?" she mumbles, looking around for a document to work. Soon enough, she buried herself under a pile of paper. Meanwhile, her other half, wrinkled his nose with an amused expression after listening to the voice note Xia Sha left for him.


    "Do you think Xia Sha will turn into a bridezilla soon?" Guan Xian glances at Tang Yu Bin, asking for his opinion.


    Tang Yu Bin raised his eyebrow and slowly shook his head.


    "I think Ms. Xia is rather calm these days," Tang Yu Bin give out his honest answer.


    "You think so?" Guan Xian hissed, but charming smiles appear on his clean face. As their wedding getting close, Xia Sha becoming more adorable each day. Well, At least, on Guan Xian''s head.


    "But it might be the calm before the storm?" Tang Yu Bin added, shrugging his shoulder secretly.


    Guan Xian went silent for a moment as he agreed with Tang Yu Bin''s gut. People said days before marriage were the hardest for a couple. The fight with Xia Sha was fun, as long as it''s about them or their marriage, but Ye Zhen Zhen is another form of threat for Guan Xian.


    "A Bin, could you connect me with Ye Zhen Zhen''s father and her boyfriend? I don''t think Ye Zhen Zhen is bright enough to understand my warning before," Guan Xian half-heartedly slipped his phone inside his pocket when he catches sight of a man with a black suit.


    Tang Yu Bin nodded his head and took a step back from Guan Xian. He had mentally noted Guan Xian''s order on his head. But since they are in the middle of an important meeting with one of the cruelest men in Barcelona, he couldn''t possibly leave his boss alone right now. But to his surprise, Guan Xian turned back to him with a furrowed eyebrow.


    "Why are you still standing here?!"


    "Ah-?" Tang Yu Bin almost couldn''t close his mouth as he looked at Guan Xian with a confused face.


    "Call them for me now. I shouldn''t let anyone bullied my wife, again and again, right?" Guan Xian said in a ''duh'' tone.


    C-Call them now and leave him alone to face the biggest drug dealer in Europe? Just because he couldn''t hear his wife gets bullied longer?


    Tang Yu Bin thought Wang Kai is the most wife slaves'' material he would ever meet, turn out, his boss is not far behind him. Should he listen to Han Li''s advice?


    Hmm, Han Li is wise. Tang Yu Bin thinks he should switch to Ms.. Xia Sha''s side.

 Chapter 235 - What?!

    Don''t get Guan Xian wrong. He wasn''t doing shady business even though he needs to make a deal with a drug lord.


    The truth is, he heard about a red diamond in his hand. There are only two of them in the world, and Xiao Ni had one inside her closet. Guan Xian wishes to give Xia Sha the other red diamond and the famous Blue diamond of Graff as his wedding gift.


    Coincidentally, both diamonds were own by Mr. Manuel Martinez''s dear wife. Hence, Guan Xian personally comes to Barcelona, where the couple is spending their holiday together.


    "Mr. Guan, Welcome to Barcelona," The man with grumpy looks said with his cold and heavy voice.


    Guan Xian didn''t mind his action. A thin smile of respect remains on his face as he shook Mr. Martinez''s hand.


    "Thank you, Mr. Martinez. Barcelona is one of my favorites places among the others."


    Guan Xian replied with fluent Spanish, gathering a flicker of interest from Manuel. Although Manuel looks surprised and impressed, he didn''t lower his guard by dropping a hint of a smile. His expression remains cold as he nods his head slightly.


    "I''m not surprised, but I''m not impressed as well when I heard you want my wife''s diamond. What makes you think you could buy it from us?"


    The raise of Mr. Manuel''s thick eyebrow could make an ordinary man shivers. He was offended, and he doesn''t hesitate to shows it to Guan Xian.


    Thank God Guan Xian was never ordinary. While Manuel comes with twenty fully armed bodyguards, he stood tall alone, grinning at Manuel as if he owns the scene.


    "I believe we could negotiate the number, but if it''s ain''t possible, I might have my another way," Guan Xian smirked, pulling out something from his suit.


    Manuel squinted his eyes when he recognizes the glossy paper on Guan Xian''s hand. He scoffed and rudely split on the ground. His gaze indicates terror as his army pointed out their guns at Guan Xian.


    "You are blunt, young man. What makes you think a piece of paper could deliver you the most precious gemstone on the earth? You must be a good friend of the god of death," Manuel let out mocking laughter as he pulled out a cigarette and lit it up.


    Guan Xian chuckled along with Manuel, as they were an old friend joking at each other. Manuel and his crew gritted their teeth. Guan Xian is acting as if their guns were a mere toy in his eyes. Without any shame or anxiety, Guan Xian went on threatening Manuel to achieve his goals.


    "Come on, old man, this is a twenty centuries. You don''t think I can''t have this access to send these pictures to your wife or all your identities to the government just because I''m here with you, don''t you?"


    Manuel took a rough breath before he raises his hand and makes his team put down their gun. His expression becomes ugly while Guan Xian''s smile remains unfaded.


    "Let''s be honest here. I''m long gone from doing the business, but you got me there. As much as I wished to make your pretty faces into one of my house''s decorations, I''m too lazy to deal with your crazy family dynasties. But I''m afraid I couldn''t give you the Graff diamond," Manuel lowered his head as his face turned few shades darker.


    The first time in their conversation, Guan Xian''s lips dropped. He raised one of his eyebrows with a questioning look to Manuel. Manuel titled his head and averted his gaze with an awkward cough.


    A dry chuckle filled the old houseware as Guan Xian tried to think positively.


    "Don''t worry, just tell me where the diamond is right now. I will contact them myself," Guan Xian said as the smile grow back on his bright face.


    Sadly, Manuel shook his head with a look of pessimism. He rolled out his tongue to wet the upper side of his lips before mumbling his confession.


    "Sorry mate, I tried to ask my wife the moment you call. But, I''m afraid, a few flings in Costa Rica a few years ago make my wife throw the damned diamond into the deep ocean. I''m so sorry," Manuel stretched his bald head as he looks at Guan Xian with guilty eyes.


    Guan Xian almost dropped his shoulder and jaw at the first time. He furiously walked to Manuel and frowned at him.


    "Whoa, stop with that ugly face, young boy! I still have the good news," Manuel panicky called his underlings to bring a box for Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian rolled his eyes and rolled up his shelf to check the red diamond.


    "Your aunt gifted the diamond as your wedding gift. Congratulations, little brat," Manuel mumble closely beside Guan Xian as they observed the blood-colored diamond. He tapped Guan Xian''s board back as Guan Xian put the box inside his suit pocket.


    "Thank You," Guan Xian replied, showing a pressed smile at Manuel.


    "Is this why you go through so much to find this diamond? You even call your aunt behind your mother," Manuel asked.


    Guan Xian knew that the question was inevitable. To obtain the red diamond Guan Xian called his mother''s cousin that walked away from the family. His aunt decided to marry the mafia despite their family''s objection, and mother Guan felt betrayed. Guan Xian knew his mother and his aunt stop talking ever since.


    Mother Guan might disown him if she ever learned about this.


    "Well, she didn''t ask for this. I only want to make her dream come true," Guan Xian answers. Facing Manuel, Guan Xian shows a discreet smile as he expresses his gratitude for his help.


    "Say my thanks to Aunt Qi. She knew that my mom is soft-hearted. She only needs to act shameless and come to the party."


    "Will see about that."


    "Alright, I need to head out first. There is an ocean to swim in for creating a dream come true," Guan Xian bids goodbye to his so-called uncle with a goal half done.


    He had the red diamond. Now, he only needs to find the Graff stone before he could come back to Capital City. Finding a gem in the middle of the ocean seems to be like an impossible task, and for that, he might need some help from the mission-impossible crew.


    Pulling out his phone, he opens mirrored software on his phone and pressed the danger signal. The alert the button creates should be enough to gather the boys tonight. He left the phone behind with peace of mind that didn''t last long when he looked at Tang Yu Bin''s dark face.


    Tang Yu Bin glaring at him when Guan Xian slipped inside the car. The happy humming stopped as Guan Xian carefully asked him, "What happen?"


    Why did the expressionless assistant suddenly throwing a tantrum?


    "Boss, how could you do this to me? I knew as your assistant I should sometimes cover you for your mess, but not his kind of mess!" Tang Yu Bin furrowed his eyebrow.


    "What are you talking about?" Guan Xian asked in confusion.


    "I''m talking about you and the responsibilities you should take towards Ms. Ye! How could you do this to me, to miss Xia?!"


    Tang Yu Bin''s baseless accusation got Guan Xian stunned.


    "That''s more like a face you need to show right now, Boss. You should be guilty of sacrificing me like this. The Ye family wanted compensation for things that you did to Ms. Ye. They deem for a marriage. But, for you and the sake of Ms. Xia''s happiness, I''ve decided to sacrifice myself and take responsibility. I wish you a happy marriage, Boss!"


    Tang Yu Bin''s long tirade with an upset face had successfully make Guan Xian''s haw dropped. An instant headache attacked Guan Xian''s head as he couldn''t cope with Tang Yu Bin''s words. It looks like he should distance him from Fu Qun.


    He tried to comprehend Tang Yu Bin''s words slowly before his brain started to digest all the new information he just heard.


    "What did I do to Ye Zhen Zhen, on what base they could demand responsibilities from me? And if someone starts with a pregnant cliche, that is obviously very wrong because I always go out with you at day and spend the night with Xia Sha," Guan Xian raised his hand and stopped Tang Yu Bin when he wanted to answer his first questions.


    "Well, it''s not about pregnancy, but it''s about taking Miss Ye''s innocent on your debut party. Boss, I thought you are a dignified gentleman!"


    "What??!" Guan Xian shouted.


    "Yes, What? I couldn''t believe it too!" Tang Yu Bin added.


    "No, you shouldn''t believe that! That is not true!" Guan Xian furiously said as he pulled his phone from his pocket.


    "Well, how could I not believe in that? They had a video as proof!" Tang Yu Bin replied, transferring the file he just received to Guan Xian.


    "What?!"

 Chapter 236 - Trust Me, I Know My Brother

    Guan Xian still couldn''t believe what he just heard, even when he had watched the video. He felt as if the horizon above his head just turned into a random color, forcing his head to spin around. He looks at Tang Yu Bin with a cynical gaze.


    "Tang Yu Bin, did you pass the Medical assessment before joining this company? If you do, you might want to check your eyes because I''m sure there is something wrong with your eyesight."


    Sometimes Guan Xian wonders why Tang Yu Bin could make such a good friend with Fu Qun. He never realized that they shared some familiar traits before.


    "Look at the video! What kind of insult you are trying to imply here?!" Guan Xian almost let out a frustrated scream.


    He double clicks on the paused video to zoom in on the person that walks inside the room with a woman.


    "Look at this? How can you mistook this guy like me?!" Guan Xian uses his slender finger to point at the man''s shoes.


    "Huh?"


    -


    "Huh? It''s not him?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow while eating her cracker.


    "There is no way my brother would use fake leathered shoes. Moreover, it''s his debut party. My mom would freak out!" Xiao Ni furrowed her eyebrow at Xia Sha.


    The two of them leisurely sit on the couch as Xia Sha plays the video Ye Zhen Zhen send before.


    "Make sense," Xia Sha murmured as she zooms in on the man inside the video.


    Xia Sha nods her head as she took a piece of thin cracker from the container that Xia Sha holds on her lap. Xia Sha realized the unusual gaze Xiao Ni had given to him. Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and directly asked Xiao Ni about it, "What?"


    Xiao Ni went silent for a moment before she shook her head with a secretive smirk.


    "Nothing," Xiao Ni said, obviously lying.


    "Just spat it out," Xia Sha said indifferently without looking at Xiao Ni.


    "It''s nothing. It''s just I didn''t expect that calm reaction to coming from you. Although Guan Xian never said anything about it, we all know you are more the protective type," Xiao Ni let out the painful truth as she chews her crackers without making a sound.


    Xia Sha stops chewing for a second as Xiao Ni''s words hit her down inside. Cleaning the crumble on the tip of her lips, Xia Sha tried to answer Xiao Ni.


    "I can''t seem to believe everything Ye Zhen Zhen said,  probably because you''ve warned me about her. So, thanks to you," Xia Sha sincerely wanted to thank Xiao Ni.


    Xia Sha didn''t dare to admit her fears to Xiao Ni. The truth is, she is far from calm the moment she sees the video. Xia Sha''s nature as a woman is to went into rage mode when she sees her fiancee''s soon-to-be husband went into a hotel room with another woman that is attracted to him.


    As Xiao Ni said, Xia Sha is well known for her ''dark side'' as a protective girlfriend. She could blame Xia Qi Feng for the trust issues, but Xia Sha knew her expectation toward her partner could be frustrating sometimes. And part of her always felt guilty for her behavior.


    Xia Sha demanded Xiao Zhan limit his contact with another girl when they were together. As the story goes, we knew that it only works out in the beginning. Right after Xiao Zhan gained Xia Sha''s trust, he went and crushed her heart.


    It was painful. After all, it''s Xia Sha''s first heartbreak, but her relationship with Xiao Zhan left her with an important lesson.


    The lesson that she tried to imply when she started a relationship with Ling Guang. Xia Sha tried not to be a control freak and gave Ling Guang freedom. Another fairytale beginning and disaster ending.


    Everyone knew how obnoxious she had become because she tried to repress her feeling. Xia Sha is not that stupid and dense to not realized Guan Xian''s weird changes. She knew something is amiss with Meng Ran and Ling Guang, but she fools herself, again and again, only so she wouldn''t repeat her same mistake with Xiao Zhan.


    Both experiences left her trauma, leaving her all confuse when she decided to be with Guan Xian. Xia Sha doesn''t know what to do. Forget that! Xia Sha doesn''t even have a clue how to act to be Guan Xian''s girlfriend.


    "Honestly, sometimes, I don''t know how to react," Xia Sha subconsciously let out her dilemma to Xiao Ni. Xia Sha only realized she had exposed herself in front of her future sister-in-law.


    She bites her tongue and averted her gaze from Xiao Ni that looking at her with dazzling eyes.


    Xia Sha blinked several times, trying to run away from Xiao Ni''s demanding-for-explanation- gaze. But there might be something behind Guan''s family brown eyes. Xiao Ni''s eyes make Xia Sha unable to resist her eagerness.


    "Your brother, he is too good to be true. I sometimes think he is a mirage that only appears inside my imagination. He understands how to treat me that sometimes I didn''t felt I have a right to be jealous. Am I weird? Can you understand?" Xia Sha''s lips curled into a sad smile as she turns to Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni lowered her gaze, seeming to think for a moment before she said, "I do understand. I might also felt the same way as you."


    Xiao Ni''s surprising answer got Xia Sha turned to her right away. She put away the container of crackers on the coffee table as she makes herself facing Xiao Ni.


    The couch left a big spacious space for the two of them to seat, but looking at each other, Xia Sha felt no dividing line between her and Xiao Ni.


    "I could tell you are anxious because he has been treating you right all this time, and we knew we should never trust the man. Although we tried to be positive every time, there is that small pessimistic whisper in the dark corner of our hearts."


    Xiao Ni''s narration hit Xia Sha on the spot. She could help but nodding her head frantically as she added, "Be prepared to get hurt. You know the honeymoon phase won''t last forever. Those sentences repetitively haunted me every time Guan Xian did something sweet."


    A giggle escapes from Xiao Ni''s mouth as she agreed with Xia Sha''s words.


    "I knew it makes you guilty when you naturally felt suspicious although he did nothing but treat you like a queen, right? My brother''s reputation as a womanizer isn''t helping him either," Xiao Ni giggles again.


    Xia Sha smiles as she leans her back to the couch. She looks helpless, showing Xiao Ni that her ''accusations weren''t wrong.


    "Well, I might be biased, but I could tell my brother isn''t playing around with you, and the reason why he treats you with so much care is probably that he also had a trauma himself."


    Xiao Ni''s sentence makes Xia Sha forgot how to breathe for a moment. Her chest was expanding as she looks at Xiao Ni with disbelief.


    "You-"


    "I knew? Yes, I knew."


    Xiao Ni''s answer makes Xia Sha shut her mouth completely. As if the table had turned, the sad smile on Xia Sha''s face before jumped into Xiao Ni.


    "I''m so sorry, I didn''t know that you knew," Xia Sha mumbles as she looks at Xiao Ni with a guilty expression.


    Xia Sha didn''t understand why she felt this way, but as far as she had been with Guan Xian, she knew that Guan Xian had always been cautious with Xiao Ni''s heart. And as far as she knew, Xiao Ni wasn''t supposed to know about her father''s scandal.


    "Hehehe, why do you look so guilty. It''s so obvious. I''m just playing dumb to make it less awkward for everyone," Xiao Ni''s bright smiles washed away her sad face before.


    "Come on. I''m not that sensitive over a solved problem. Chill out. You look like you had entered a lion den."


    "..."


    Xia Sha was too speechless to say anything. It''s only after a few moments she realized Xiao Ni had played her. She forgot that Xiao Ni is an actress.


    "Don''t worry. No one will kill you. My brother loves you too much to let you die."


    "Oh, shut up," Xia Sha rolled her eyes.


    "But seriously, my brother might have his trauma. It might be worse than mine," Xiao Ni said after she chuckles at Xia Sha''s annoyed face.


    "But his trauma is a good thing for me?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow upon facing the big questions.


    Xiao Ni shrugged her shoulder as she answers. A wide smile stretched over her lips as she cupped Xia Sha''s cheek.


    "I don''t know, but to make it simple, I could guarantee that he won''t do anything stupid to deliberately hurt you."


    "How could you be so sure?" Xia Sha squinted her eyes at Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni titled her head as she removes her hand from Xia Sha''s face.


    "Well, it''s as simple as because he is Guan Xian, and he loves you so much.. Trust me, I know my brother."

 Chapter 237 - You Couldnt See Love When Hatred Filled Your Hate

    "Why should I trust you," Xia Sha raised her eyebrow to Xiao Ni.


    Xiao Ni let out a sarcastic sighed as she rolls her eyes at Xia Sha.


    "The fact that I didn''t oppose my brother''s relationship with you, even though you are my mortal enemy, shows how objective I am as a human being," Xiao Ni boasted. Her chest rose high as she poses like a face cover model exaggeratedly.


    "Very well, Mrs. Wang is wise," Xia Sha makes her voice high as she pretended to be a maid of the empress. She rose from her seat and elegantly raised her slender hand and slightly bow to Xiao Ni.


    The two of them were chuckling when suddenly a child-like voice make a rude comment, "Grown-ups are silly."


    The silence filled the spacious living room for a while before Xia Sha moves her gaze to a cute creature on the couch. She didn''t remember seeing that little boy wearing a blue shirt before. However, that boy''s face left an imprint on Xia Sha''s mind immediately.


    "Little fatty! It''s not polite to eavesdrop on adult''s conversation," Xiao Ni frowned at the little boy. However, instead of scaring the little kid, Xiao Ni looks terrified herself.


    "You didn''t hear something inappropriate, don''t you?" Xiao Ni added, looking at the little boy like an investigator.


    "Aunty, please, I''m not that presumptuous. It''s only a silly conversation anyway. Why should I care?" The little boy answer smugly, looking at Xia Sha and Xiao Ni back and forth as if they were pair of absurd kids.


    Xiao Ni and Xia Sha: "..."


    "Don''t mind this kid. He hangs out with Wang Kai before he heads back to the office. Little fatty probably got ''inspired'' by Wang Kai again," Xiao Ni secretly whisper to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha nodded her head and looked at the little fatty with a friendly face, "Little boy, do you remember me?"


    "Of course I remember you. You are my uncle''s wife," Litte fatty answer without a pause. He looks at Xia Sha flatly.


    Xia Sha was speechless upon hearing his answer. She felt the temperature rising on her cheek although she tried to stop smiling wider.


    "Very well, I also remember you," Xia Sha murmured awkwardly, turning to Xiao Ni for an aide.


    "I knew you do. After all, I played a significant role in aunty and uncle''s relationship," The little fatty frowned, furrowing his eyebrow at Xia Sha as he answers.


    "You look angry. What happens to you?" Xiao Ni ruffled little fatty''s hair.


    "I''m fine, aunty Xiao Ni. I''m a grown-up man. I could handle my problem alone," Little fatty answer without breaking cold eye contact with Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha began to feel that this little fellow had a problem with her.


    "..."


    What had she done? Xia Sha got confused. She barely talks to him, but he looks at Xia Sha as if they were nemesis.


    Feeling uncomfortable, Xia Sha decided to take a closer approach to the little boy, "Little fatty, do you want to talk to me alone? You seem like you had something to say."


    Little fatty looks tempted, although hesitation was written clear on his cute face. However, it doesn''t take a long moment of silence before he jumped from the couch with his little feet and hides his hand on the back like a wise man.


    "Follow me to my private space," the little boy ordered arrogantly, raising disapproving looks from Xiao Ni.


    "Very well, but you are going to have an eye-to-eye meeting with me after this," Xiao Ni announced, glaring at little fatty with his big eyes, which he ignored.


    Xiao Ni''s face was distorted with a frown as little fatty hold Xia Sha''s hand and pull her to his ''private place.''


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow to Xiao Ni, wanting to know what''s wrong with her nephew. But apparently, Xiao Ni had no answer but shrugging her shoulder.


    She is as clueless as Xia Sha is.


    Little fatty''s private place turns out to be his playing room that Mother Guan prepared for him every time he visits Capital City. The little boy looks relentless as he pulls his tiny chair and asked Xia Sha to sit in front of him.


    "Aunty, I have a serious problem, and I need your help! But please don''t tell aunty Xiao Ni or anyone else about this, please!"


    The cold facial he holds before disappear as he gently slaps his chubby cheeks in horror. The arrogance and high profile aura he tried to emits before the turn into a funny comedy-drama. Xia Sha wanted to laugh that instant, but watching how panicked little fatty looks right now, she decided to hold her laughter.


    "Aunty, Don''t laugh!" Hu Che frowned. But this time, rather than looking furious, he seems sad.


    The sudden changes make Xia Sha''s cheek muscle froze. She took a closer distance to Hu Che by dragging the short chair. Putting her ear, Xia Sha is ready to hear Hu Che''s story.


    Hu Che took a deep breath before he opens his mouth. Subconsciously, Xia Sha does the same as she waited for him to open up.


    "Aunty, why do people get a divorce? They got married because they love each other, then, why do they want to separate ways?"


    Hu Che''s question got Xia Sha stunned as she looks straight at Hu Che''s innocent eyes. She blinks a few times while trying to get rid of a lump in her throat. There was a short moment of silence before Xia Sha''s brain arranges her words.


    "Well, I don''t think there is a correct answer to your question. People and feelings were complicated," Xia Sha said slowly, trying to explain without hurting Hu Che''s heart.


    "But, weren''t love supposed to be simple? When we love someone, we don''t want to hurt them. If we never hurt and make each other happy all the time, why do they want to separate still?"


    Xia Sha froze in her seats after hearing Hu Che''s words. She felt her heart shiver as Hu Che''s eyes breakthrough her past with nothing but innocent and curiosity.


    "Well, that is a good question, and if you want to know, I coincidentally ask the same thing when I was younger," Xia Sha murmured, smiling at Hu Che as she reaches her little''s hand.


    "Why? Do your parents wanted to separate too?" Hu Che spontaneously asked with surprised eyes. When he realized he reveals his secret, he immediately closes his mouth with his palm.


    "?!"


    Xia Sha felt her heart stop beating for a second. However, under Hu Che''s bright gaze, she couldn''t help but fake her smile and nod her head.


    As if it was nothing.


    "Yes, my mom and dad decided to separate."


    "Because they stop loving each other as mine did?" Hu Che asked in a low tone while lowering his head, facing the bright yellow table.


    Xia Sha bites her lower lips before she shook her head and said, "No, they just choose to love each other in different ways. They went their way to stop hurting each other, but I don''t think they ever stop loving each other."


    The way Xia Qi Feng look at Shen Xia Fei with deep regrets and the hidden longing on Shen Xia Fei''s soul, Xia Sha knew her parents never stop hurting each other. She doesn''t know what happens to  Hu Che''s parents, but she knew one thing about them.


    "I knew my parents don''t and yours too, do you know why?"


    Hu Che shook his head and murmured, "I don''t know. I''m felt so sad and mad at the same time. They don''t even consider me when they choose to toss me here and took a divorce. Maybe they stop loves each other, therefore stop loving me too."


    Xia Sha pulled Hu Che''s chin up and made a cross with her finger. Standing, Xia Sha walks to Hu Che''s side to approach him.


    "No, I don''t think that''s right. You must''ve misunderstood something. Hu Che, you are the living proof of their love. You wouldn''t be here without their love."


    "Really?"


    Hu Che blinks quickly and lets the tears on his eyes flow over his cheek. A pout formed on his face as he let Xia Sha wipes his tears and pulled him into a hug.


    "You aren''t lying, right?" Hu Che asked with trembling voices.


    Xia Sha patted the little boy''s back as Hu Che cried on her shoulder. Weak smiles appear on her face as she answers Hu Che''s questions.


    "No, I didn''t. However, I could be wrong."


    The truth hurts, and so Xia Sha tried to be gentle with Hu Che. Guan Xian once tells her about Hu Che''s parents and the issues between them. But despite everything, she knew Hu Che''s parents love the little boy. At least from Guan Xian''s story. However, at the same time, Xia Sha couldn''t verdict their situations base on Guan Xian''s perspective.


    Xia Sha''s answer makes Hu Che stunned and stop crying as he was surprised. Aunty Xia said his parents still love each other and him, but then she told him she could be wrong.


    What should he do? He wants Xia Sha''s words to be the truth. He wishes his parents love each other still like Aunty Xia Sha''s mom and dad.


    Through his confusion, Hu Che found Xia Sha''s hand on his cheek as her gentle smile calm his heart.


    "I could be wrong, but I knew one thing for sure.. You couldn''t see love when hatred filled your hate."

 Chapter 238 - Hu Che Sabotaging Xia Sha (1)

    "Aunty, I understand what you meant, but can I ask you another thing?" Hu Che suddenly whispers beside Xia Sha''s ear after a long period of silence.


    Xia Sha releases Hu Che from her embrace and nod at him without any hesitation, "Sure, what do you need?"


    In her mind, the sensible Hu Che would probably ask for toys or sweets to cheer him up, and she wouldn''t have any problem granting his wish. It''s unfortunate for everyone to experience this, so Xia Sha''s heart softened for Hu Che.


    But, never she thought Hu Che would ask for something that- she should predict about this.


    "Aunty, I want to make my parents realized that they love each other and love me. When they remember, they wouldn''t want to be apart anymore!"


    Xia Sha found a determination deep inside Hu Che''s eyes and suddenly felt her heart sinking. At a split second, she could see her old self in Hu Che''s, and it bought back all the feeling she tried to forget before.


    For a moment, Xia Sha wanted to stop Hu Che from wishing too much, but then she didn''t have the heart to tell the little man that he couldn''t do anything about it.


    "Maybe, I could. So, what should we do?"


    Perhaps, she could do something for him so there will be no regrets about not doing anything.


    ***


    Amidst her work, wedding preparation, and Futura project, Xia Sha finds herself going through an old photo album of someone else''s wedding rather than her''s.


    It''s impressive and sad at the same time that Hu Che works so hard to stop his parent''s divorce. He came with outstanding ideas and texted Xia Sha every night about his parent''s dates. She could tell that Hu Che was busy asking around people about his parents by the detailed information Xia Sha received in the message box.


    "My mom and dad had to go through so much, and they look happy side by side," Hu Che mumbles as he looks at one of the pictures on the blue album.


    "Well, of course, they could fake their smile at the camera," he added with a sad tone the second later.


    "Come on, don''t be so pessimistic. I''m sure their smile is genuine," Xia Sha smiles at her little friend as she raises one of the pictures where Hu Che''s parent is hugging each other under a giant Christmas tree.


    Over the time she spends with Hu Che (As the little man insisted on accompanying Xia Sha with her work at the office), Xia Sha realized how grown up Hu Che is for kids his age. When other kids complain and get bored working on something for a continued period, Hu Che faces his struggle.


    Xia Sha expected at least an ice cream request from Hu Che when they went out to lunch, but the little gentleman, as Xia Sha likes to call him, choose to skip dessert and demand to head back to the office as immediate.


    "You don''t want some ice cream?"


    "I don''t like sweets. Could we proceed to the next dish, or if we had finished, should we head back already?" Hu Che asks with his serious face.


    "I thought you like ice cream?"


    "Aunty, it''s only a facade I need to do to get you changed the dress. I don''t really like ice cream that much," Hu Che mumbles as he averted his gaze to another direction.


    "..."


    She didn''t know why Guan Xian and his nephew were so passionate about everything they did. When they plan something, they go all out. Maybe it''s the perk of being a Guan.


    When they got back to the office, Hu Che didn''t waste his time and start to do his job again. Xia Sha knew there is an avoidable burden Hu Che needs to carry as the heir of his family legacy, but he is only seven.


    "Hu Che, do you want to go somewhere with me this weekend? I suggest we need to have fun before the big day," Xia Sha said out of impulse after watching Hu Che for a long time.


    Xia Sha''s idea didn''t bother Hu Che. He didn''t even care to look at Xia Sha as he shook his head for an answer.


    "No, aunty, I want to finish the scrapbook first. I can''t even sleep well. How could I have fun before this project finished?" Hu Che mumbles as he keeps writing something besides his parent''s picture.


    "Really? It''s a shame. I heard there is a magic show that would last until Sunday. Your uncle said you are interested in magic, so I asked uncle Fu Qun to arrange the ticket. Guess that''s a waste of money and private session with Sheng, the best magician," Xia Sha raised her eyebrow as she pretends to close the album.


    For the first time in ten minutes, Hu Che averted his gaze from the book he holds and looks at Xia Sha with doubt in his eyes. He pressed his lips into a thin line before he shook his head firmly.


    "No, I need to finish this first."


    "..."


    "Well, I don''t care. You are going with me," Xia Sha decided by herself as she grabs her phone and asks Fu Qun to finds a ticket and the magician''s contact number.


    And so, Xia Sha had a little date with Hu Che on Sunday with another uninvited guess. Glancing at the tired-looking man beside her seat, Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow.


    "What happen to you?" Xia Sha whisper so she wouldn''t bother Hu Che, who is constantly looking at the show running with an amused expression.


    Guan Xian shows a little wink and pressed his lips against Xia Sha''s ear, "a secret!"


    "Hmph, I don''t want to believe your nonsense," Xia Sha scoffed quietly.


    His sudden action provocations a blush on Xia Sha''s cheek. She gently shoves him away with a push on his board chest, failing to notice the sparkling stone on her hand now. Guan Xian smirked when Xia Sha averted her gaze from him and decided to talk with Hu Che.


    He heads from Barcelona to Capital City right after he found the stones his aunty throw into the deep ocean. His successful expedition felt paid when he read the long passage Xia Sha sent him about Hu Che. Truthfully, Guan Xian didn''t expect Xia Sha to go so far as to help Hu Che.


    He never doubted Xia Sha, but he also didn''t think Xia Sha would text him in the middle of the night talking about Hu Che had too much stress and she will bring him to have some fun. After reading her text, he could not stop himself from crashing the little date his fiancee and nephew have even though his body was yearning for his comfy bed.


    His woman always said she isn''t good with children. However, right now, both of them were clapping together with sparkling eyes as they watch the magic show.


    "Whoa!" Hu Che subconsciously yells as he clapped his hand, leaving all his demeanor behind.


    It''s not that Guan Xian didn''t care about his nephew, but he didn''t have time to spend with him. Guan Xian knew Hu Che is a sensible boy that wants to be the best for his parents. It''s a well-known story that Hu Che''s parents need to wait for years before Hu Che. He is the only child that had no choice but to takes of the burdens and hope of his family.


    There is nothing wrong with carrying responsibilities. It becomes a problem when Hu Che couldn''t express himself and live the life his parents want for him, not his own life.


    "Aunty, can we get stuff like Sheng, The Magician? Then maybe I can adopt a cute rabbit?" Hu Che suddenly rants to Guan Xian while jumping excitedly. But when he caught a glimpse of Guan Xian, that vibrant expression on his face changed.


    "Well, I couldn''t take care of a rabbit, so I better not buying that stuff," Hu Che mumbles as the fire in his eyes slowly died.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow when he watches Hu Che''s reaction and turn to Guan Xian with a confused face. Ignoring the same confusion on Guan Xian''s face, she turns to Hu Che with an excited voice, "Sure, Let''s buy magic kits and make a little showcase!"


    "Nevermind, nobody has time to watch anyway," Hu Che murmured as he fixed his gaze at the big stage.


    Xia Sha frowns and wanted to claim that she had times for Hu Che, Guan Xian had bend over the little boy and carry him up.


    "Who says nobody will watch? I''ll make sure everyone has time for my nephew''s magic showcase!" Guan Xian exclaims excitedly, showing his charming grin to frowning Hu Che.


    "Impossible. Daddy''s schedule has been packed for the whole year. I''ve asked his assistant. They don''t even have time for my parent-student-teacher conference," Hu Che shook his head.


    "Don''t you believe me?" Guan Xian raised his eyebrow high, filling little Hu Che''s eyes with hopes.


    Clearing his throat, Hu Chen chimed quietly, "Well, then I should prepare my best for the show."


    Guan Xian nods his head and kissed Hu Che''s chubby cheeks, "That''s more like it. Where should we go next? I heard there is a dolphin show in the other venue. Sounds good?"


    There is a blush on Hu Che''s cheek before he nods his head and turns to Xia Sha with a big grin.


    "Aunty, let''s see go to the dolphin show after this!"

 Chapter 239 - I Promise To Be Better. Can You Two Not Leave Me?

    "No, We won''t wait for him. Why should we?"


    Xia Sha''s answer makes Hu Che raised his eyebrow as he looks at Xia Sha with interest.


    "You feel annoyed, right?"


    Hu Che looks hesitant to answer Xia Sha, but he indirectly implied that he felt the same as Xia Sha with his gaze.


    "Perfect, I have a place to vent our frustration. I''ll take you there after this show finish!" Xia Sha cheers at the same time when the crowd claps their hand, stealing Hu Che''s attention back to the dolphin show.


    But as Xia Sha had promised, she bought Hu Che to the place she refers to vent their frustration. It''s an afternoon at three when Xia Sha parked her car in a spacious light grey ground with an azure view of the blue sea.


    Hu Che is quiet as they watch hand by hand to the sea. Though Xia Sha wants to know a piece of his opinion, she didn''t want to ruin the peaceful moments.


    "This place is beautiful," Hu Che mumbles as he played with sand in between this toes.


    Xia Sha''s gentle smiles appeared when she heard Hu Che. As they are walking towards the sea, she said, "It is, but it couldn''t chase our irritation away just by looking, right?"


    Xia Sha took a long, deep breath that her diaphragm turned flat. With a hand between her mouth, she is ready to shout.


    "XIAO YU, YOU ROTTEN EGG!!! DID YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO DO OTHER THAN TRICKING ME?!"


    "...?"


    What? That is not Xia Sha''s screaming. It''s a man''s voice. A loud frustration roar, to be exact.


    Xia Sha and Hu Che look at each other at the same time before they quietly retreat and decide to sit on the soft sands. They watch and hear plentiful cruse words as that man keeps angrily yell at the beach.


    "Aunty, are you going to do what that man does?" Hu Che whisper without looking at Xia Sha. He fixed his eyes on the stranger uncle, who is kicking the sand right now.


    Xia Sha pressed her lips into a thin line as a burst of heat turn her cheeks into red color.


    "Although it looks... a little bit weird, the feeling afterward was liberating. It''s proven to be an effective way to regain our- sanity," Xia Sha almost run out of words as she glances at Hu Che nervously.


    "But that uncle looks like a mad man," Hu Che''s lips twitched.


    The second after Hu Che narrate his opinion, the ocean became calm. They couldn''t hear any curse words or even a sound from the madman, who is looking at them with a surprised face.


    "!!!"


    Hu Che covers his mouth with his chubby hand as he thought the uncle would scold him for calling him a mad man.


    "Aunty, help me," he mumbles as he moves closer to Xia Sha''s side.


    "It''s okay, that uncle won''t hurt you," Xia Sha whisper to Hu Che before she put on an innocent smile and raise her hand as an informal greeting to the man.


    "Hi," She said awkwardly.


    The man looks confused and stunned when Xia Sha casually greets him with a smile. Instead of greets Xia Sha back, he began to shout again, "Xia Sha?! What are you doing here?!"


    "With a child," he wanted to add as he glances at the chubby boy that clings to Xia Sha. But upon realizing the resemblance of someone familiar in that boy''s face, he holds his tongue.


    "We," Xia Sha look at Hu Che on her right, "Me and Hu Che wanted to vent our frustration. You know, work and school stuff," Xia Sha answers with an indifferent tone.


    "Ah! Right, I need to introduce the two of you. Hu Che, this is uncle Xiao Zhan. Xiao Zhan, this is Hu Che, my nephew."


    Hu Che was fretting still when the man, look at him with a friendlier smile.


    "Oh, Nice to meet you, Hu Che," Xiao Zhan tried to act normal although his neck was boiling red.


    Although Xia Sha could hide her expression well, Xiao Zhan could tell that they heard his screams from her kind greeting and Hu Che''s weird gaze.


    "Nice to meet you, Uncle Xiao Zhan," Hu Che tremble even though he had tried to speak in his usual tone.


    Xiao Zhan sigh, "Since you two had heard me anyway, Can I finish my session?"


    Xiao Zhan asked with a hopeless expression that makes Xia Sha couldn''t hold her giggles as she nods her head.


    "Sure. Go on. I swear we will cover our ears," Xia Sha reassure Xiao Zhan. Hu Che nods along as he covers his ears with his hand.


    Xia Sha looked over Hu Che and followed his action.


    Xiao Zhan got stunned by Xia Sha''s innocent gaze. It reminds him of the old Xia Sha, the carefree and happy Xia Sha. Like the old-time, Xia Sha could grin at him every time he opposed a stupid idea.


    Xiao Zhan''s heart is thumping hard when he faces the ocean. A burgeoning sense of uneasiness started to fill his chest, and so, he uses the chance to scream more curse words.


    "F*CKING XIAO YU! SELFISH *ASSH*L*E, YOU RUINED MY LIFE! WHAT KIND OF BROTHER DID THAT? NEXT TIME YOU WANT TO USE MY NAME AS AN EXCUSE, I''LL CHOP YOUR BODY INTO MEATBALLS!"


    Xia Sha and Hu Che''s jaw dropped with hand still covering their ears. Xia Sha didn''t expect Xiao Zhan to still cruse now that he knew Hu Che was hearing him.


    Why did she underestimate Xiao Zhan''s inconsiderate and shameless traits?


    Xia Sha decided to cover Hu Che''s ear for extra protection. She didn''t want to tarnish Hu Che''s vocabulary.


    When Xiao Zhan runs out of breath, he jogged back and decided to sit next to Hu Che. Both Xia Sha and Hu Che were wearing stupified faces, but Xiao Zhan was too embarrassed to talk about it. Instead of focusing on his indecency action, he turns to Hu Che with a playful smile.


    "Little friend, do you want to try? Shouting to the ocean liberates you from the hideous and suffocating feelings without hurting other people. It doesn''t matter if you call them dog or pig. They wouldn''t know."


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Hu Che regains his composure and looks at Xiao Zhan with an unimpressed face. The fear inside his soul evaporated the moment he realized the uncle wasn''t so bright. Nobody would know, but his aunty is here, she would know!


    Xia Sha clear her throat the moment she realized the cold aura coming from the little buddy. She decided to stand from her seat and take Hu Che along with her.


    "Since Uncle Xiao Zhan had finished, it''s our time. Come on, let''s call out those who bully us!" Xia Sha said excitedly, running to the ocean like a carefree child.


    "GUAN XIAN! I THOUGHT WE ARE GETTING MARRY TOGETHER, WHY DID YOU LEAVE EVERYTHING TO ME? YOU MAKE ME DECIDE AND TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING! AT THIS POINT, I WILL MARRY MYSELF!" Xia Sha screams from the top of her lung as she vents her stress about her wedding.


    Although she never complains to Guan Xian about her packed schedule, Xia Sha finds it''s overwhelming to plan her wedding without his presence. They did hire a wedding organizer to help, but there is always a part of Xia Sha that got irritated the moment she needs to attend the meeting alone. However, she also knew Guan Xian only left her for urgent matters.


    The fusion of irritation and worry was confusing. Xia Sha was glad she could push out all the lump in her throat.


    "Hah, that''s felt great," Xia Sha looks relieved as she turns to Hu Che with assuring time.


    "Do you want to do it?"


    Her gentle push got Hu Che to bite his lips in hesitation. His brown eyes look forward to the glazing ocean before turning at Xia Sha.


    "But, the uncle will hear-" Hu Che mumbles as he steals glances at Xiao Zhan.


    "Look, he also covers his ears," Xia Sha answers while chuckling when he sees Xiao Zhan''s dumbfounded face.


    Hu Che rolls his eyes. He knew the uncle would hear his scream even though he covers his ears well. But, well, forget it, what can that uncle do anyway?


    "MOM! DAD! WHY DID YOU DELIVER ME TO THIS WORLD IF YOU DON''T WANT ME? MY HEART HURTS EVERY TIME YOU FOUGHT JUST BECAUSE NONE OF YOU WANT TO COME TO MY SCHOOL SHOWCASE. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WISH THE COMPANY TO DISAPPEAR? I KNEW IT''S A CHILDISH AND SELFISH THING TO SAY, CAN''T I WISH FOR YOUR TIME? EVEN JUST FOR A MOMENT?"


    The fire in Hu Che''s eyes was burning when he screams against the roaring sea. His little body is trembling as he let out the fury that has piles upon his heart ever since he could understand things.


    "I KNEW THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION. I KNEW THAT I SHOULD BE CONSIDERED AND OBEDIENT. EVEN THOUGH I''M NOT SATISFIED WITH YOUR ANSWER, I STILL TRY TO BE A GOOD BOY FOR YOU TWO. BUT WHY DID YOU CHOOSE TO SEPARATE? AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?"


    Tears were falling on Hu Che''s cheek as he took a sharp breath.. He looks at the magnificent skies as he wipes away his tears and said, "I promise to be better. Can you two not leave me?"

 Chapter 240 - Shouldnt You Have Some Guilt Inside Your Thick Skull?

    Hu Che''s words left Xia Sha stunned. She felt a thousand more small needles are pricking her heart after Hu Che finish his monologue and turn to her for a hug.


    Every tear that falls on her linen breaks a brick that protects the memories of her past. Xia Sha is holding Hu Che as well as her old self.


    "It''s okay. It''s okay. I am here with you. You are not alone," Xia Sha murmured at Hu Che''s eyes repetitively.


    She closed her eyes as she allows tears to make a stream on her cheek. Never Xia Sha felt this awful for someone. She is so sorry that Hu Che could relate to her story, yet she still didn''t know what she could do for Hu Che.


    At that time, Xia Sha hopes someone told her that she is not alone. She hopes someone could''ve assured her that, "Everything might change, but I''ll stay with you through the changes and be with you through the dark time."


    That someone is absent from her life before, and so, she didn''t want Hu Che to face the same situations as her.


    "Aunty, help me," Hu Che cried in between his sob.


    "I will. Of course, I will help you, Hu Che. You don''t have to face this alone. You have your uncle and me. We won''t leave you alone."


    It''s not just a word of consolation. Xia Sha meant every word she promises to Hu Che, literally. If Hu Che didn''t want to follow one of his parents, Xia Sha would gladly add him into her household. She promises not to let Hu Che felt the same pain she need to go through before.


    "Don''t be afraid, okay?" Xia Sha asked Hu Che gently.


    Xia Sha didn''t realize when did Xiao Zhan approach them, but when she opened her eyes and wiped Hu Che''s tears away, Xiao Zhan had squatted beside them with an awkward comforting smile.


    "Hey, little one, sorry if I overheard your story. Uncle only wants to praise you for being such a good boy. You will grow up becoming a strong man in the future," Xiao Zhan express his amusement for Hu Che.


    There is something complicated inside Xiao Zhan''s eyes that Hu Che couldn''t foresee his true feeling. However, Hu Che felt a jolt of encouragement when Xiao Zhan patted his shoulder gently.


    "The process might felt bitter and challenging right now, or even in the future, and you might face it alone sometime. Is it scary? Yes. If I could be honest with you, Hu Che, Uncle had a similar experience with you, and I wouldn''t lie to you only to make you stop crying right now. It''s scary and painful. But every time the world seems unfair to you, you only need to remember that their rainbow will appear after rain."


    Xiao Zhan stops his tirade after realizing that his sentences might be too complicated for Hu Che to understand. Weak smiles appeared before his face when he realized Xia Sha''s unfathomable gaze upon him.


    "Did uncle talk too much? Sorry," Xiao Zhan apologized before Hu Che could answer his question.


    Xiao Zhan didn''t realize that his word had to stop Hu Che tears from falling. Hu Che felt a new determination and willpower when Xiao Zhan calls him a strong man.


    "No, instead, your word makes some sense to me, Uncle," Hu Che declared as he wipes trace of his tears.


    Yes, Hu Che realized that every problem and hardship in his life would only make him stronger. And to be stronger, he needs to survive. And to survive, he needs to adapt to the situation. At least, that is what Great-Grandpa Guan told him every time Hu Che asked him to play Chinese chess.


    "There are things that I could control and things that I couldn''t control. Uncle Guan once told me that I don''t have to worry about anything when I''ve done my best to try. Thank you, Uncle and Aunty, for reminding me that lesson," Hu Che said as he pulled away from Xia Sha''s embrace.


    Hu Che turned to the seaside with both hands on his back. At this moment, he does look like a wise man who tries to calm his mind by looking at nature. Xia Sha and Xiao Zhan look stupified by how fast Hu Che changed, but at the same time, they were happy upon watching Hu Che''s cheeky smile.


    "See, I told you, screaming at the sea will make you feel exempt from any feeling," Xia Sha boasted, raising her eyebrow at Hu Che.


    "Come on, we both knew that you learn this trick from me," Xiao Zhan rolls his eyes lazily.


    Hu Che looks at two smug adults beside him with a stern face. He clicked his tongue and tilted his head, "Well, it felt nice but still, I recommend you two to do it on a private island only."


    "..."


    Okay, Hu Che got a good point there.


    Xia Sha didn''t know who starts the sharing session. But they end up talking about ''coping with loneliness'' for two hours.


    Xiao Zhan opens up to Hu Che. It makes Hu Che started to pour out his feeling along with his wise suggestion. For a moment, Xia Sha forgets that she is supposed to let Hu Che become a kid today instead of acting like an adult.


    "I think you should stop running away from your problem, uncle. Like you said before, it might be scary to face our giant. But there is only two option in life, is to win or to learn."


    "That''s right, thank you for pointing that out. I will work on it," Xiao Zhan murmured, but nodding along to Hu Che''s wise words.


    Xia Sha doesn''t remember signing up for ted talk, but listening to Hu Che and Xiao Zhan''s conversation could make her reflect on her life?


    As the day got darker, Xia Sha took Hu Che to eat dinner. And of course, Xiao Zhan tags along as he continued his life lesson with Hu Che. Xia Sha almost forgot that Guan Xian promised to come back after he finishes his business.


    The situation leads to another awkward scenario of a future husband meet an ex-lover. Neither Guan Xian and Xiao Zhan expected this to happen, and the only person who could explain the situation didn''t seem to be bothered by the tension they create.


    Guan Xian decided to be the one with a bigger heart to great Xiao Zhan first. Although he wasn''t in a mood to be friendly right now, he needs to set an example for Hu Che.


    "Xiao Zhan didn''t expect to see you here," Guan Xian raised his eyebrow slightly as he took Xia Sha''s glass and chugged it to finish.


    Xiao Zhan didn''t felt comfortable with how casual Xia Sha react, as if it''s a natural thing to happen. However, he does realize they were in a serious relationship, and he didn''t have any right to object to their interaction.


    "Well, it''s a coincidence, a good one to be exact," Xiao Zhan replied, glancing at Hu Che on his side.


    "Uh-huh, Uncle Xiao Zhan appears at the right time," Hu Che nodded his head with an approving look at Xiao Zhan.


    "Are you two best friends now?" Guan Xiao asked in a higher pitch, he felt a little bit betrayed by Hu Che.


    "No, Not yet. Maybe after two more meetings," Hu Che answer thoughtfully, as he put a fried shrimp into Xiao Zhan''s bowl.


    "Eat up! We need a lot of energy to face this cruel world."


    Three adults on the table: "..."


    This kid could be a famous philanthropist one day Guan Xian thought as he clicked his tongue and turn to Xia Sha in enthusiast.


    "So, was the dolphin show fun?"


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow and frown in confusion, "Shouldn''t you ask Hu Che rather than me? And you still dare to ask after leaving us before the show even start?!"


    Shouldn''t you have some guilt inside your thick skull?


    "Sorry, something urgent comes," Guan Xian put on his boyish grin as he offers peace.


    "Don''t apologize to me," Xia Sha mumbles in a low tone as she glances at Hu Che.


    Guan Xian didn''t waste time and quickly apologized to his nephew as Xia Sha suggested.


    "Hu Che, forgive uncle. I''ll bring you to a better show next week!" he promised with two-finger raised on the air.


    Hu Che glance at Guan Xian with nonexistence interest as he shook his head firmly, "I''m busy next week, but I''ll let you know when I have free time. Uncle Xiao, why don''t I add you on WeChat so I could check on you every day?"


    Guan Xian: "..."


    Why does Guan Xian felt stress and pressure because of Hu Che? And should he is the one who needs to be checked on?


    Watching Xiao Zhan nodding his head excitedly, Guan Xian was confused. Little did he knew, Xiao Zhan thought that he is getting closer to Xia Sha''s nephew.


    Ah~ If only adult world is simpler, this kind of misunderstanding won''t happen~~~

 Chapter 241 - Cyanide

    Xia Sha, Xiao Zhan, and Hu Che promised to keep each other ''complaint'' as they like to call it, to their little club only.


    "What happens on the beach, remain on the beach," Hu Che reminds for the last time as Guan Xian''s figure getting closer to their table.


    And so, although Xia Sha wanted to consult Guan Xian about Hu Che, she can''t let down her promise to Hu Che.


    When Guan Xian drives Hu Che and Xia Sha home after the confusing dinner, he notices the conflict before Xia Sha''s eyes. Perhaps, Xia Sha felt uncomfortable for knowing the truth of Hu Che''s broken soul. Or she is anxious because she had to keep it a secret that she started to felt nausea and dizziness at the same time.


    Hu Che was sound asleep at the back seat when Guan Xian pull over after Xia Sha urged him to stop. Xia Sha rushed out of the car and was about to empty her stomach when her stomach stops reacting crazily.


    Guan Xian approached Xia Sha in panic, asked, "Are you okay? I''ll call Doctor Lee to check you up."


    Xia Sha shook his head weakly as she refuses to get a check, "No, I''m okay. It''s probably just the car perfume."


    Guan Xian frowned when he heard Xia Sha''s hypothesis. He had used the same car perfume for more than five years, and Xia Sha had never complained before. But still, he went to his car and threw it away.


    "Okay, I''ll remove it. Wait for me."


    Xia Sha watches Guan Xian throw his car perfume away and open the door to let fresh air naturalized the car. She felt guilty but relieved at the same time when she couldn''t smell anything. Pressing her side temple against the window, she started to recall Hu Che''s words on the beach.


    "Feeling better?"


    Guan Xian''s sudden question invades Xia Sha''s train of thought. She turned to Guan Xian swiftly before she shows a weak smile and nods her head.


    "You look pale," Guan Xian constantly worries about Xia Sha as he keeps stealing glances while driving.


    "I''m just tired," Xia Sha said. It''s the most relevant excuse as she closes her eyelids, pretending to sleep to avoid a question from Guan Xian.


    It''s the deadly calm before the storm. Both see the elephant in the room and pretend everything is alright. Guan Xian waited until they arrived at Xia Sha''s apartment before he grabs Xia Sha''s shoulder to make her look at him.


    Slightly surprised by his sudden movement, Xia Sha''s eyes dilated. She holds her breath as nervous questions make her shutter, "What are you doing?"


    Guan Xian didn''t seem to be affected by her question. Instead of answering Xia Sha''s question, he said, "Look straight at my eyes."


    Their face was inches away from each other, Xia Sha could hardly look anywhere but those dark brown eyes.


    "Don''t bother to hide anything from me. Let me ask you once, what troubled you?"


    Guan Xian''s voice doesn''t sound calm and fun like his usual self. His serious expression makes Xia Sha''s stomach scrunched as if he told her that fooling around was never his business.


    "Too many things, I don''t know where to start," Xia Sha answer breathly.


    "Start with us. Tell me, what did I do that bothered you?"


    His magnetic voice didn''t sound as intimidating as before. There is an expectation reflected from his eyes that make Xia Sha gritted her teeth.


    "You should''ve known yourself. Why did I need to tell you what should you do?"


    What is he expecting her to do? She had tolerated dozen of the absence of her groom while preparing for THEIR marriage. She had tried to bring it up and make a fuss out of nothing, but what is this?


    "I wouldn''t know if you don''t tell me, and you''ll keep getting annoyed yourself if we don''t solve this," Guan Xian answer calmly, though he knew Xia Sha might explode if he insists on prolonging the conversation.


    Xia Sha tried to remove Guan Xian''s hand from limiting her movement as she controls her emotion.


    ''Told you, I''m just tired. Can we get over with this and let me sleep? please?" Xia Sha murmured as she lowered her head.


    The moment she realized there is an unfamiliar ring on her hand. She did use some rings accessories today, but she doesn''t remember having a bloody red diamond. Or at least, if she does have one, she wouldn''t wear such a big diamond for a dolphin or magic show!


    "W-What is this?!" Xia Sha was surprised that her body jumped to the seat as she extended her hand away.


    "I''ve slipped it to your finger since the magic show, and you only notice it now?" Guan Xian scuffed.


    Xia Sha was stunned as she looks at the beautiful reflection from the big rock.


    "You wouldn''t believe how much trouble I had to go through to attain the ring. Do you like it?" Guan Xian asked as he grins widely.


    "Did you go to Barcelona for this ring only?" Xia Sha suddenly asked with an exasperated face as she turns to Guan Xian with a sharp gaze.


    The smile on Guan Xian''s face slowly dried as he furrowed his eyebrow, "You don''t like it?"


    Xia Sha sighed when she heard his response. She bites her lowers lips and pulls the eccentric ring from her slender ringer as she shoves it down to Guan Xian''s palm.


    "Thank you for your present, but I would appreciate your existence beside me while I prepared for OUR wedding, rather than this."


    Xia Sha gave Guan Xian a cold back as she opens the door and head to his apartment unit in furious steps, leaving Guan Xian dumbfounded in his car. He reflected on his action as he stays still in the basement for hours. Once he steps out of his car and decided to talk to Xia Sha, he realized the sun had risen.


    Once he enters the passcode to Xia Sha''s apartment, he was greeted by shattering glass and flowers on the floor. An empty bottle of wine had laid on the dining table with empty glasses. Guan Xian fastens his pace towards the bedroom. He felt like his heart could burst in any second as Xia Sha filled his frantic mind.


    "Xia Sha!" He shouted as he barged into her place, only to be greeted by a beautiful girl with black lips.


    "Oh, hello there! Fancy to see you here," A weak smile appeared on her face as she tried to get up from the bed.


    She looks tipsy as she tripped and split the wine inside the glass she holds. Guan Xian''s face turns cold as three lines appear on his annoyed face, "Where is Xia Sha?"


    "Oh, that bitch? Eum, let me recall for a moment," the woman sat on the ground with a blank face as if she tried hard to remember something important.


    "MENG RAN! WHERE IS XIA SHA NOW!" Guan Xian yelled as he stride and pulled Meng Ran''s collar up as he forced her to stand.


    Meng Ran went quiet for a moment before she let out a psychotic laugh at Guan Xian''s face. She releases the crystal glass that she holds to the ground, creating a disturbing voice of shattering glass.


    "You come too little bit too late. A dark knight had saved your princess. But I doubt she will survive since I had used the fastest way to kill that bitch," Meng Ran said quietly before she rolls her eyes up, showing more white parts of her eyeballs.


    "WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER? YOU CRACKED WHORE!" Guan Xian smashed Meng Ran to the ground without any mercy in his eyes. The burning gaze and uncontrollable breathing were showing how rage had taken control over his sanity. And while he turned into the predator, the prey doesn''t seem to be scared at all.


    "Not much. You know, I just put on a rightful amount of cyanide inside the wine bottle. That bitch is a heavy drinker, you know? She finishes every drop of it. Insane! Imagine, dying without knowing why?" Meng Ran tilted her head as her eyes turned into crescent moon shapes.


    Guan Xian could felt the building vein in his hand and neck as he gritted his teeth and choke Meng Ran. His whole face darkened while Meng Ran starts to lose her breath with painful force on her throat. She could hardly think but still heard Guan Xian''s oath as he said, "If she dies, I will keep you alive for a long time to suffer more than death."


    Meng Ran smiles weakly when Guan Xian releases his grip on her neck and left her alone in the messy apartment. She watches Guan Xian back vanished quickly behind the door when she began to laugh lunatic.


    "Weren''t I born to suffer? What change if Xia Sha died or live, I would still be suffering.. At least, I could live her life for a couple of hours," Meng Ran answers weakly, picking up herself from the ground and walk to Xia Sha''s closet.

 Chapter 242 - You Will Never Win

    Two hours before dawn


    Xia Sha slower his pace when she knew Guan Xian couldn''t see her anymore. The hallow on her chest expanded, creating an uncomfortable feeling as she tightened her grip on her handbag.


    She knew she might appear ungrateful and selfish right now. Your fiancee bought you one of the rarest diamonds in the world, and you arrogantly return it. Xia Sha wouldn''t mind if Guan Xian got angry or even curse at her right now, but she truly meant the words she said to him.


    Xia Sha hopes Guan Xian could understand that she doesn''t want to be his trophy wife that could forgive his absence in marry by a diamond or two.


    The diamond did not hurt.


    Diamond is a girl''s best friend, after all. However, a man shouldn''t buy a woman respect and forgiveness with a diamond or any other thing in this world other than a genuine apology and effort to change.


    But did she overreact?


    Xia Sha admits she and her frantic mind is never a great combination to communicate. The pressure not to mess with everything she had with Guan Xian sometimes pressuring her. To the point where Xia Sha hopes he could understand her point without explanation. Cause she knew, once the tirade starts, tears, emotion, and heartache will follow. And God knew what stupid and unnecessary words she would throw only to prove her point and hurt Guan Xian.


    Yes, she is selfish like that. That is why she is trying, but, Was it wrong to try so hard?


    The throbbing pain in her head makes her walk into her wine cellar as soon as she changed her shoes into comfortable home slippers. Her house was so quiet that she could enjoy the pouring sound of the fermented grape juice as mental therapy.


    A swirl or two, Xia Sha took a smell of the good old bottle when she stopped and furrowed her eyebrow.


    "Why does it smell so weird?" Xia Sha mumbles as she pushed the crystal glass away, intending to take a new one from her cabin.


    As she pushes her chair and stood from her seat, she felt cold and sharp edges on her throat. Heat transfer from somebody on Xia Sha''s back as she heard heavy breathing on her left ears, "Don''t move, or you will die."


    Xia Sha stops breathing as she felt her heart jumping rapidly. She tried to remain composed as her eyes wandered around to find something to help her win against the situations. But apart from the wine bottle and crystal glass, she couldn''t find anything.


    "What do you want?'' Xia Sha asks with shallow breathing, trying to buy as much time as she could.


    "Where is the money?" the rough voice asked with heavy breathing.


    "It''s on the vault. The password is 3412. Take as much as you want, let me go," Xia Sha begged, as she controls her breathing and remains stay despite her trembling body.


    "No! You stay here!" The robber shouted as he forces Xia Sha to kneel on the ground as he pulled out a rope from his pants, failed to notice another person in the room.


    Xia Sha''s head went blank when her eyes met Xia Xiang''s on the other side. The calmness she tried to keep vanished as she told Xia Xiang to hide via their eye contact. Xia Xiang furrowed her eyebrow and shook her head firmly. There is a determination in her eyes as Xia Sha realized she had a gold stick in her hand.


    Xia Sha shook her head quietly when the robber least notice, but he must''ve felt the changing tension from Xia Sha. He turns his body around exactly when Xia Xiang swings the golf stick to his back.


    "AHHHH!"


    Three different screams filled the apartment unit as Xia Xiang tried to hit the robber, but he dodges, and Xia Sha tried to help Xia Xiang. She runs toward the samurai sword Guan Xian randomly hung when he come any other day. She always wanted to put it down because it''s didn''t go with her room theme, but thank goodness she didn''t.


    "WHO ARE YOU?!" Xia Sha smashed her flower vas to make the robber started and answer her question.


    The robber tried to avoid Xia Xiang''s blow and Xia Sha''s dangerous sword. He had no time to answer the question. His teeth remain gritted as he tried to knock the weapon away from Xia Sha. Their fought turn the room into a mess as Xia Sha skillfully played with the sword and slowly, but sure, hurt the necessary spot.


    "Xia Xiang! Stop!" The robber suddenly pleaded, inviting confusion to the room.


    Xia Sha turns to Xia Xiang with a conflicted and angry face, but Xia Xiang didn''t seem to care as she keeps hitting the man mercilessly. Xia Xiang''s action makes Xia Sha ignored the robber''s word and her suspicion and continued to swing her sword.


    Two women versus one man seem equitable, but the situation quickly turned around when Meng Ran appears out of nowhere.


    "Enough!" she suddenly ordered, turning Ling Guang and Xia Xiang into a statue that only hear her wishes.


    Xia Sha couldn''t comprehend the scene in her head right now. She couldn''t believe it when Xia Xiang and the robber stop righting against each other and start to hold her hand. She doesn''t even have time to say something when Meng Ran squeezes her cheek to open her mouth and force a mouthful of wine down to her throat.


    Xia Sha tried to look at Xia Xiang when she felt suffocated. White foam started to filled and pour down her mouth as she paralyzed into the ground. It took Meng Ran a second to smirk and slap Xia Sha hard.


    "Surprise! Bitch. I''ve come to drag you down the hell with me," Meng Ran cruelly laughs as she looks at Xia Sha down the ground.


    Xia Sha tried to fight the pain as regret started to creep inside her chest. She shouldn''t ignore the warning thump of her heart when she sees Xia Xiang in the room. She should''ve known when those trembling eyes filled with horror and fears even though she holds golf and comes forward without hesitation.


    "Hehehe, you will never think that our squad could unite again, don''t you?" Meng Ran smiles.


    Xia Sha looked up with all the energy left on her. The robber had his mask open, revealing Ling Guang with tearful eyes, while Xia Xiang has long howl with a guilty face. Both of them were averting their gaze when Xia Sha looks at them.


    "Alcohol and cyanide could be a dangerous mixture, but don''t worry, I only gave you a small amount of toxic. That way, you could enjoy your last minutes watching my victory," Meng Ran murmured, pulling Xia Sha''s chin up.


    Xia Sha struggling to talk, but Meng Ran could hear a vain mumble as Xia Sha claimed, "You will never win."


    "But I-"


    "BRAK!!! XIA SHA?!"


    The loud voice of someone forcefully breaking inside the apartment was surprising. Meng Ran gives Ling Guang and Xia Xiang a threatening look before she quickly disappears from the living room. Xia Xiang holds her breath as she told Ling Guang to use his mask and hide behind the door.


    "XIA SHA? ARE YOU THERE?!" The person keeps banging the door before Xia Xiang run and appears with a panicked face.


    "Xia Xiang? Why are you here? Where are you sister? What happen?" Xia Qi Feng rushed with a panicked face as he runs inside the house.


    Xia Xiang is a nervous wreck as she stammered answered, "I don''t know, I come to bid goodbye to a sister, a robber come when we were just talking. It happens so fast. I think he poised sister!"


    Xia Qi Feng''s face turns pale when he sees his dear daughter''s soulless body lie on the cold ground. Xia Sha''s mouth pours out a load of white bubbles as her eyes roll to the back of her eyes.


    "Xia Sha, look at me! Don''t fall asleep. I''ll get you to the hospital. You will be alright. Hang on, okay?" Xia Qi Feng begged as he carried Xia Sha and rushed toward his car.


    Xia Xiang followed them from behind with a terrified expression. Her lips were bleeding from her nervous biting, but her face was as white as a paper sheet. When she escorts Xia Sha to the hospital, she couldn''t stop her hand from trembling.


    Xia Qi Feng was a mess. But there is nothing he can do when he watches Xia Sha rushed inside the emergency unit. When he caught the glimpse of Xia Xiang''s worried face, his heart softened as he approached her and tapped her back gently.


    "It''s okay. it''s okay. You''ve done enough to help your sister. Thank you for calling me," Xia Qi Feng mumbles as he smiles weakly at Xia Xiang.


    Xia Xiang looked up and hovered inside Xia Qi Feng''s embrace.


    "Dad, I''m sorry.. I''m sorry."

 Chapter 243 - Thats Only Happening In My Mind

    Guan Xian never likes the smell of the hospital room. However, he had repeatedly walked in the cold hallway this past month. His murderous aura was completely different from this usual smiling expression.


    "Uncle, I''m sorry, I failed to protect Xia Sha," Guan Xian admitted his mistakes the moment he appeared before Xia Qi Feng.


    Xia Qi Feng look at the immaculately dressed man, who stands straight with his head bowed at him. He looks composed regardless of how pale-looking he is right now. Looking at the young man, Xia Qi Feng knew no matter what crisis happens, Guan Xian would overcome it.


    Sometimes Xia Qi Feng still couldn''t believe that Xia Sha would get married to Guan Xian. Not that he looks down on his daughter, but based on the former candidates she has chosen, Xia Qi Feng thought Xia Sha has a ''unique taste in man, and he likes to blame that on himself.


    He had engraved a deep trauma to that little girl that she seems blind when it comes to man.


    Xia Qi Feng wouldn''t deny that Guan Xian is a suitable partner for Xia Sha. And he secretly had taken a liking at him, so hearing him apologizing for an accident doesn''t make him comfortable.


    "Sigh, this is an accident. Don''t be so hard on yourself," Xia Qi Feng tried to comfort Guan Xian with his limited words.


    Guan Xian shook his head and firmly stated, "No, I could be better than this. I shouldn''t be careless just because everything seems fine on the surface."


    "It''s okay, don''t fall too deep into your guilty feeling. There is no use to that. Let focus on something to solve this situation, okay?" Xia Qi Feng asked with an awkward tone as he quickly cleared his throat and averted his gaze from Guan Xian.


    Guan Xian was slightly stunned by Xia Qi Feng''s action, but he quickly nodded his head. Although he knew he could never forgive himself if something happened to Xia Sha.


    "I definitely will investigate this scheme throughout," Guan Xian declared, looking all serious when he caught something from the corner of his eyes.


    "Scheme? I thought its an accident?" Xia Qi Feng turned to Xia Xiang with a confused face.


    Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow as he looked at Xia Xiang with suspicion. His sharp gaze makes Xia Xiang''s eyes shook tremendously in shock.


    "I- I thought it''s a robbery when I got there''s a man wearing mask asking for the vault location," Xia Xiang explained stammered. She dared not to look straight at Guan Xian and fixed her gaze on Xia Qi Feng.


    "But why would a robber use poison as his weapon? And most of all, why is there Meng Ran on Xia Sha''s bedroom?" Guan Xian furiously stated.


    His eyes sparked violently beneath the icy mask he wore. His intense eye contact was unavoidable. Xia Xiang finds herself on the edge of a mental breakdown when he cast another question, "You were there with Xia Sha when the accident happen?"


    Guan Xian is not stupid or a forgetful person. He knew right from the start that Xia Xiang couldn''t handle pressure. She switches sides according to the situation without a thought, and Guan Xian likes this type of person.


    "I-" Xia Xiang couldn''t finish her answer.


    "Yes, she called me and was there when I arrived," Xia Qi Feng answered when Xia Xiang couldn''t answer Guan Xian.


    Xia Qi Feng turn to Xia Xiang furiously. Some veins in his neck were popping as he asked, "Xia Xiang, do you have something to tell me?"


    Xia Xiang shook her head as she broke down into tears, "No, I don''t know what happens! I didn''t lie to you, dad. We are talking when suddenly robbers barge inside the house. We tried to fight with gold sticks and samurai swords, but he choked a wine on sister then the next second, he,"


    Those round, horrified eyes of Xia Xiang look at Xia Qi Feng before she falls to the ground. Xia Qi Feng strides forward to picked Xia Xiang from the floor as he asked Guan Xian to find a doctor. Guan Xian half-heartedly went to help Xia Xiang as he had some speculation about her.


    He secretly orders someone to keep tabs on Xia Xiang on her ward and crazy Meng Ran on Xia Sha''s apartment.


    The uncertainty of the event makes Xia Qi Feng sat quietly on the hospital bench outside the emergency room. He didn''t dare to inform Shen Xia Fei about Xia Sha right now, especially when one of the culprits might be his stepdaughter.


    Out of all the unfortunate moments in his life, the encounter with Pang Ze Tian and invite her to Xia Manor is Xia Qi Feng''s biggest regret. Xia Sha wouldn''t have to go through so much if he wasn''t so stupid and selfish in the past.


    "Guan Xian, I might need to call Xia Sha''s mother first. Can you wait here?" Xia Qi Feng asked with the last sanity he had.


    ***


    Ji Xun Ci and Jian Jun come rightward after Guan Xian sends them a message. Both had firm expressions on their face when they arrived.


    "How long has she been in there?" Ji Cun Xi asked after he regained his composure.


    Guan Xian shot a short glance at the closed door and mumbled weakly, "Three hours."


    "Good sign. Means, she is still alive," Jian Jun said, turning to Guan Xian with an indifferent expression.


    Guan Xian squinted his eyes at Jian Jun but said nothing about his weird way comfort people. But eventually, because of Jian Jun, Guan Xian''s tensed shoulder dropped.


    "We fought before the accident. I should''ve walked her home. Nothing will happen to Xia Sha if I didn''t listen to my stupid ego," Guan Xian mumbles as his finger runs through his hair.


    "Nah, you shouldn''t have left for your ''hunting'' journey," Ji Cun Xi raised his eyebrow as he gave Guan Xian a side glance.


    Guan Xian let out a frustrated groan as he got up and punched a wall. Jian Jun shot Ji Cun Xi a questioning look, where Ji Cun Xi averted his gaze.


    "Geez," Jian Jun rolled his eyes before he walked to Guan Xian and pushed his shoulder to make him sit.


    "Look, although it''s not the best time to talk about this right now, I still need to remind you of people you provoked. Tan Kun''s case had opened up the Asia drug syndicate. And the only reason why you aren''t dead yet is you are a Guan. They start messing with some of your subsidiaries. You knew sulking here isn''t going to make your work done. So, can we get your focus back on the track?"


    Guan Xian looked up straight to Jian Jun''s eyes with confusion on his mind, "I don''t understand why everyone thinks that I haven''t done my responsibilities? Yes, I spend most of my time finding wedding presents for Xia Sha, but I also solve the company problems along the way."


    "That is because you are so absorbed with your mission that you forgot your main mission," Ji Cun Xi let out a heavy breath before he added, "Come on, bro, Xia Sha going around the city like a madwoman, and you weren''t there for her. I almost forget that you are the groom."


    "I knew. I knew! That is why I feel so guilty right now. You don''t have to emphasize that. I only wanted to make her happy, and I realized that''s only happened in my mind!" Guan Xian said, wiping his face with his hand roughly.


    "The diamond, they were my father''s unfulfilled promise for my mother. I thought if I could get it for Xia Sha, it could symbolize a happy marriage like my parents have, minus the mistake my father made," Guan Xian blurt out after a second of silence.


    Jian Jun and Ji Cun Xi look at each other as they couldn''t respond to Guan Xian''s monologue. They knew Father Guan''s infidelity still is the sour spot on Guan Xian''s heart. None of them like to bring it up, just because they knew how painful it caused Guan Xian.


    "Look, man, I''m a single dog and don''t have an experience in love. But based on the novel my girlfriend read, it said that there is no perfect relationship. You will hurt her, and she will hurt you, but that doesn''t mean the two of you didn''t love each other because love is about choosing each other over and over again, despite the situation that occurs," Ji Cun Xi said with a solemn expression.


    "That doesn''t sound like bullshit," Jian Jun comment, before he turned to Guan Xian and said, "You could listen to Cun Xi''s advice. He is, after all, someone who failed to move on after five years. The father of true love."


    Guan Xian is about to say something when the emergency room door opens, revealing the responsible doctor. Dropping all the conversation and thought he had, Guan Xian asked the doctor about Xia Sha''s condition.


    "We are glad to inform you that the patient is safe. But the mixture of alcohol and cyanide had affected her oxygent intake. She might be unconscious for days. We still need to perform more tests. Let''s hope for the best."


    Guan Xian frowned the moment he watched the doctor''s expression. The doctor looked unsure as he prepared to walk away as he reread Xia Sha''s body report.


    "Doctor, what do you mean?"


    "I meant, there are possibilities of a patient falling into coma states."

 Chapter 244 - Pandora Box

    Guan Xian remembers when he stayed with Xia Sha on the deserted island, he discovered Xia Sha''s interest in greek mythology. Those eyes sparkled as the night arrived with its beloved little friends.


    "Have you ever heard about Pandora and her box?" Xia Sha turns to Guan Xian with a smug smile on her lips.


    "Are you looking down on me? Let me tell you, little missy, you better not challenge me in mythology lessons. I was once obsessed with it," Guan Xian answered with his boyish smile decorating the view.


    "Uh Huh? Really? Then, why do you think Zeus put everything horrible for Pandora''s wedding gift?" Xia Sha tilted her head as she waited for Guan Xian''s answers.


    Guan Xian wrinkled his nose as he thought of an answer to Xia Sha''s question carefully.


    "Well, first of all, I remember that Zeus has beef with Prometheus. Zeus created Pandora to take revenge after Prometheus humiliated Zeus. Pandora succeeds in stealing Epimetheus''s heart with her beauty, the wedding happens, and thus the pandora box''s accident. Right from the start, it''s only about revenge, literally."


    Xia Sha smile when she heard Guan Xian''s answer. Playing with the sand with her finger, she randomly drew a pair of stick-man.


    "You translated it so literally, yet I could get it. Right from the start, Zeus gave her a box but told her not to open it. And Hera gives Pandora a curiosity as her gift. Pandora was born to open the box and release all the wickedness into the world. Curiosity does kill the cat," Xia Sha mumbles.


    "Curiosity or disobeying? Though Pandora has all the desire and access to open the box, she chooses her action. Just like Eve and the forbidden fruit, just like our everyday life."


    "Oh, yeah, you are talking as if most of your action isn''t coming from your impulse and curiosity. Just admit that humans are curse by knowledge and curiosity nature, thanks to Pandora," Xia Sha joked, letting her body nudge Guan Xian gently.


    "Well, all through Pandora has done a nasty thing and turned this world into a mini replication of hell, she also releases another thing, right? Hope?" Guan Xian smiled when their eyes met each other.


    Xia Sha holds her breath and nods her head slightly, "Yeah, funny how one gracious little thing could counter all the painful things in this world," she whispered.


    "Yeah, Hope."


    Guan Xian remembered how that little conversation kept them warm under the cold night. Many days have passed after that sleepless night he spends with Xia Sha, yet, he still needs those words to give him strength under the sun.


    Five days after the accident, Xia Sha was still lying unconscious in the hospital. Nothing has changed from before. Xia Sha still appears beautiful even in her stillness.


    These days, Guan Xian tried to run Xia Sha''s schedule for their wedding. And every time he finished one meeting, he would felt deep regret and frustration. Deciding for two people when one is absent is tougher than closing a billion-dollar deal. It saddens him every time he imagines Xia Sha dealing with this fuss alone.


    "You know, you should be angry at me, but I also have the same right to scold you. Why don''t you tell me how hard it''s been on you?" Guan Xian''s gentle voice echoed at the ward as his thumb caressed Xia Sha''s hand.


    "Hah, what should I do? I could give you your dream wedding, but how can I do that without knowing your wish? Wake up soon, please?" Guan Xian pleaded as he kissed Xia Sha''s hand several times.


    "But, If you want to rest a little bit longer, that''s fine. You must''ve been tired and overwhelmed by everything, but don''t be too long. You don''t want to postpone our wedding, don''t you?"


    "Hey, don''t you always want to hear about my company? Remember those notes inside the prenup? Turn out the lawyer colluded with our competitors, and thanks for your information, we managed to get him punished before any harm done to the company," Guan Xian talked as if Xia Sha listens to his story, excited like she used to be.


    "Oh, you must''ve wondered about Meng Ran too, right? Don''t worry. I wouldn''t step over your authority to punish her. I''ve reserved a room beside Wen Rou."


    Guan Xian inhales. He was about to continue his story session when he heard a knocking sound from outside.


    "Sir, the wedding planner insisted that you need to meet the florist now. You agreed to attend the hackathon sponsored by the Guan Corporation. The event starts at six. I think we-"


    Tang Yu Bin stopped when Guan Xian raised his hand without turning at him. Without any question raised, Tang Yu Bin slowly retreats as if he had never been in the room before.


    "Look, the wedding planner started to get into my nerve. Why do you choose her in the first place? She is so troublesome. Anyway, They could arrange their next evil plan there. I''ve talked so much that I think you should wake up and see Meng Ran and Wen Rou suffer by yourself," Guan Xian let out a heavy breath.


    He stopped talking for a moment and let the silence take over the room. A few minutes passed, but Xia Sha couldn''t hear his voice. She wants to respond to his story.


    "Guan Xian, there''s also Ling Guang and Xia Xiang! Why haven''t I heard about them?" She screams initially, trying to grab his attention.


    Amidst her frustration, Xia Sha didn''t realize a few drops had brushed her hand. Guan Xian''s trembling back stood and hugged Xia Sha in her sleep position.


    Xia Sha felt a tingling sensation when her eyes were suddenly forced open. The white ceiling lamp was blinding her as she took a sharp breath.


    "Hah, Hah, Hah"


    She breathes excessively as if her body is still panicking. She remembers suffocating before everything turned black, and as if she is still at that moment, she needs to breathe to stay alive.


    Her hand was squeezing her bedsheet as before she slowly adjusted herself and gained her composure. She tried to recall memories and events before she woke up. However, as if her brain just got a massive knock, she couldn''t remember anything but Guan Xian''s voice.


    His voice and presence felt close beside her ear before she woke up. Therefore, she tried to look around for him.


    A fusion of disappointment and confusion showed on her face when she couldn''t find him anywhere. She decided to reach the help button on her bed site, waiting for someone to came inside the ward.


    An attending nurse came almost an instant after Xia Sha pressed the red button. She was surprised and glad when her eyes met Xia Sha.


    "Miss Xia! You are finally awake! We will run the check-up on you after Doctor Lim. Do you have something I could help you with?" the nurse asked, approaching Xia Sha with a sunny shine smile.


    Xia Sha shook her head weakly while trying to sit behind her pile of the pillow. But then, she lay back down to her pillow as she found her head is spinning like a roulette.


    "You just woke up after six days of being unconscious. You might go through some Post Traumatic Amnesia for a while. Of course, after a while-"


    "Six days? What date is today?" Xia Sha cut off the nurse the moment she pulled her oxygen mask.


    "It''s Saturday, the second of-"


    "Oh, no! Hu Che''s plan," Xia Sha hissed as she pressed her temple and closed shut her eyelids.


    "Can you call someone from my family? I need to do something immediately," Xia Sha asked.


    She ignored the nurse''s suggestion to lay back down and force herself to sit behind the pillow pile. The nurse looks overwhelmed as she doesn''t have any other choice but to follow Xia Sha''s wish. She lowered her head and didn''t dare to look up when the doctor came.


    "Don''t blame the little nurse. I insist," Xia Sha said when the doctor began her examination.


    "Yes, It''s okay. Guan Xian told me how willful you could be," the doctor smiles as she does her job.


    "You know him?" Xia Sha asked with a frown on her face.


    The doctor called Guan Xian in such an intimate tone that it made Xia Sha uncomfortable.


    "Oh, right, I''m Lim Yun''er. We haven''t met before because I''m working at the military hospital. I''m Jian Jun''s cousin. Nice to meet you," the doctor introduced herself as she tried to clear the misunderstanding that showed in Xia Sha''s expression.


    "Oh, I''m Xia Sha," Xia Sha answer with a smile.


    "I knew, Guan Xian especially asked me to attend you. He had waited for you every day, hoping he would be the first one you see when you woke up. Unfortunately, the wedding planner drags him to choose flower venue on the empty ward across yours," Lim Yun''er giggles.


    Lim Yun''er''s story made Xia Sha felt better as she began to relax and breathe normally.


    "Yeah, our wedding planner is a little bit, handful," Xia Sha mumbles before she turns to Lim Yun''er and asks the million-dollar question.


    "What happens to me?"


    "You got poisoned by cyanide. Guan Xian is still investing the matters. As always, he never takes anything like an accident," Lim Yun''er stated as she calmly removed the stethoscope from her ears.


    "Cyanide?" Xia Sha squinted her eyes.


    Lim Yun''er nodded her head, but before Xia Sha could ask further questions, someone barged inside the ward and ran to Xia Sha with a tearful face.


    "Sister! Sister, are you okay? I''m so worried about you!" Xia Xiang''s voice echoed inside Xia Sha''s ear.


    Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow, feeling uncomfortable by Xia Xiang''s presence. She didn''t remember why does the feeling come back. Xia Sha thought they were in a good term with Xia Xiang already.


    What happens?

 Chapter 245 - Find Her Way Back

    Xia Sha''s uncomfortable expression was pretty clear that Yun''Er felt she needed to help her out.


    "Ms. Xia just woke up, please be gentle," Yun''Er said after she faked a cough.


    Xia Xiang is startled as she instantly takes a step back and apologizes to Yun''Er, "I''m sorry, doctor. I''m getting too excited because my sister finally woke up."


    "You don''t need to apologize to me. It''s all for patient convenience," Yun''Er replied in a monotonous tone.


    "Doctor, why do I felt like I forgot a lot of things?" Xia Sha ignored Xia Xiang''s presence and asked for an explanation from Yun''Er instead, leaving Xia Xiang felt out of place.


    Yun''Er got surprised by Xia Sha''s awareness of herself. A smile grew on her face as she secretly mumbled, "No wonder Brother Guan is head over heels."


    "Huh?" Xia Sha asked her pardon because she couldn''t hear Yun''Er.


    Yun''Er shook her head as she tried to explain Xia Sha''s condition, "It''s normal to have light amnesia after a comma, but don''t worry, you will slowly regain all your memories after a while. Everything depends on your recovery and condition. But based on your condition right now, I think it would be soon."


    Xia Xiang subconsciously raised her eyebrow as she listened to Yun''Er''s explanation carefully. She carefully glances at Xia Sha, who seems busy with her thoughts. Xia Xiang bites her lower lips and musters up her courage to open up another conversation.


    "Sis! I''m so glad to hear that. Hah, I''m so relieved right now. I''m so afraid I could not see you again before I study abroad."


    "Oh, right, you are going to study abroad. When will you fly?" Xia Sha asked Xia Xiang with a spark of interest.


    Xia Xiang grinned and calmly answered, "This Tuesday. My mom had started to recover. It''s about time for us to part our ways."


    Xia Sha watches Xia Xiang''s grin turn into a sad smile before it turns guilty. She didn''t remember what happened between them, but she could feel the ominous feeling between their awkward relationship.


    "Oh, I hope the best for you," Xia Sha said nonchalantly.


    Xia Sha''s pale face becomes an excuse for Yun''Er to chase Xia Xiang away indirectly. She sends a secret wink to Xia Sha as she heads out from the room, dragging Xia Xiang along.


    Xia Sha didn''t know that she would felt grateful for Yun''Er help so much that she began to smile. She is unaware of another high tensional situation is happening outside her ward.


    Xia Xiang was about to consider herself a lucky stiff when she heard Xia Sha suffer slight amnesia. And from the look of it, she doesn''t remember the moment she betrayed Xia Sha in her apartment. However, her happy time is running out when Guan Xian suddenly appears from the door across the hall.


    "Xia Sha is awake?" Guan Xian asked Yun Er with a face filled with hope. But when he sees Xia Xiang, his smile turns into a frown.


    Yun''Er casually slides her hand inside her white coat as she says, "Yeah, she is awake."


    Guan Xian nodded before he glanced coldly at Xia Xiang. His usual friendly demeanor vanished without a trace, leaving suspicious gaze and chilly vibes, making Xia Xiang wanted to run for her life.


    "I thought I''ve made it clear that she is forbidden to come inside Xia Sha''s ward?" Guan Xian glowered with a sense of fury.


    "Well, she storms inside the ward. What can I do about it?" Yun Er answers, shrugging her shoulder along the way.


    Xia Sha felt cold sweat start forming on her back. Ever since Guan Xian told Xia Qi Feng about stupid Meng Ran, who hides in Xia Sha''s room, everyone has been treating her like a criminal. No one even bothered to knew her side of the story.


    When Xia Xiang realized that she had fucked up her life, once again, her heart immediately pricked icily. She tightened the grip on her handbag, trying to chase away all the pain and urge to break down, declaring, "Mr.Guan, you are too busy pointing fault at other people. What about you? I thought you supposed to protect my sister?"


    Yun Er raised her eyebrow when Xia Xiang suddenly snapped back at Guan Xian. It''s certainly not an admiring glance Xia Xiang gets, but rather, a questioning face.


    Guan Xian wants to laugh at Xia Xiang''s audacity to turn the table at him. His pair of sharp eyes had squinted at her intensely. Xia Xiang almost showed her trembling body if Yun Er didn''t pat Guan Xian''s shoulder and said, "Xia Sha is waiting for you inside. Why don''t you see her now?"


    Guan Xian scoffed. The desire to crush someone had taken control of his mind these past few days. But he found Yun Er''s suggestion to make some sense. Instead of wasting his time proving nothing to her, Guan Xian chooses to save his breath and visit Xia Sha instead.


    Xia Xiang turned her back and walked away without a word when Yun Er deliberately showed the exit way, chasing her indirectly. The unfortunate encounter left an unpleasant feeling as Xia Xiang carry on with her plan.


    "Xia Sha, I''m sorry. But I promise you that this will be the last," Xia Xiang''s heart whispered as she pulled a ticket from her handbag.


    Stormy cloud follows Xia Xiang''s footsteps as she picks up her phone and places it on her ear, "What is it again? I''ve done all your order!"


    A burst of loud laughter leaks from the device, followed by a sarcastic comment from the caller, "Really? Do you think you could run away that easily?"


    Xia Xiang bites her lower lips and grits her teeth, "Meng Ran! Let me warn you, don''t mess with me anymore. I could turn my back and confess everything to Guan Xian right now. You could share the video for your damned sake, but you will never live in peace."


    "Boohoo! I''m so scared. Little Xia Xiang finally decided to grow up and be tough. It''s a shame that I''ve decided to live in hell. You can tell that Young Master right now, and I still won''t care. After all, I''m not the one who leech off the Xia family. If the Xia''s family stock value crash down, it won''t have anything to do with me."


    "Shut up! Xia Sha has been gracious enough to let us both live well. Why do you force me to do this to her again?!" Xia Xiang shouted, looking like a mad cat at the moment.


    "Whoa, your resentment and realization come too late. Sure, I''m the bad guy here. I will admit to that. But, why don''t you question your gracious sister''s moral? It is not my fault she f*cking make a sex tape with her idiot ex, is it?" Meng Ran sound cheerful as she added another round of questions that Xia Xiang doesn''t want to answer.


    "Why blame me?"


    "You almost fucking kill her for god sake!" Xia Xiang shouted for a second time, gaining attention from some people.


    "Well, it''s an accident," Meng Ran answer in an indifferent tone after she went quiet for some time.


    Xia Xiang makes her way inside a quieter washroom, forcing her eyelids to stop as she forcefully murmured behind bars of her teeth, "Just tell me what you want now."


    A quiet, sweet victory for Meng Ran felt like a bitter pill for Xia Xiang. Images of Meng Ran spreading her lips like a cashmere cat got Xia Xiang to wish she could rip her mouth apart.


    "Give me your new life, and I''ll delete every video copy that existed in this world," Meng Ran said with her sweet voice, pushing Xia Xiang to her limits.


    Slowly, Xia Xiang looked at her reflection in the mirror above the sink. She raised her eyebrow with a sly smile.


    "I thought you''ve chosen to live in hell. Oh dear, you are the real definition of a hypocrite, aren''t you?"


    "Well, that''s why we are friends, aren''t we?" Meng Ran''s answers were short but sharp enough to cut a deep wound inside Xia Xiang''s heart.


    "Right, I could help you with the ticker right away. Someone will send you the rest. Let''s meet at the airport at 2, shall we, friend?"


    Xia Xiang knew they''ve come to an agreement when Meng Ran cut off the line. The reflection of her pale face that she covered with thick makeup barely done its job. Sweat dripped on the side of her temple as she once again tightened her handbag and promised to herself.


    "One last time. It is going to be my last time switching sides and run away like a coward. Xia Xiang, have some courage, you are a Xia, and you know it''s the right thing to do."


    Her reflection on the mirror does not do anything but copying her exact rash movement of sweeping her face with water.


    "You can do this," she whispers to herself before she finds her way back.

 Chapter 246 - [Bonus ]You Have Every Right To Do That. But Please, Dont.

    Guan Xian had several scenarios on his mind when he heard that Xia Sha had woken up from her ''sleep.'' He could see them as the main character of the short movie he self-directed, rewriting all those beautiful love stories in the world.


    From the hell-breaking fight to the long-awaited reunion, Guan Xian sees it all. And if he wanted to be realistic, he knew that he deserved the first scene. He would not defend himself against all thoughts inside that brilliant mind of Xia Sha. He had made a vow not to dodge if a vase flies in his direction.


    He had one job, that is not to let her down, and he failed it.


    No matter how Xia Sha treats him afterward, he would gladly accept all the consequences he needed to face.


    And when he said all the consequences, that includes accepting Xia Sha''s decision if she wants to cancel the engagement.


    However, things do not turn out like how he expected to be when those bright eyes greet him with a smile as Xia Sha called out his name, "Guan Xian."


    The spark that he tried to bury deep with regret was slowly reborn. And like a burst of fireworks in the sky, Guan Xian had no chance to control his heart race.


    "Too long," he foolishly mumbles.


    Guan Xian blinks a few times, unmoving from the doorway as he suddenly gets overwhelmed by anguish and sadness that he tried to surpass.


    Xia Sha sees too many changes inside the slow-burning gaze Guan Xian shot at her. Before, he was always brimming with confidence.


    He never shows tiresome though he does not have a decent sleep or rest. Guan Xian had always delivered the best version of himself, that this real emotion of human that he showed today surprised Xia Sha.


    "The wedding organizer tired you out? Why do you look like someone who hasn''t sleep for three days?" Xia Sha said jokingly, didn''t realize that her words had unraveled Guan Xian.


    Honestly, Xia Sha is glad Guan Xian did not come up with the lame ''how are you?'' sentence. The polite and distant Guan Xian frightened Xia Sha to the core. Not because Xia Sha knew that Guan Xian was a fake gentleman, but because she knew that he had done something unredeemable if that day happened.


    Upon hearing Xia Sha''s correct guess, Guan Xian showed a weak smile as he staggeringly walked into Xia Sha''s bed with urges to pull him into his embrace. But considering Xia Sha''s body condition, Guan Xian only holds her hand gently at the end, trying not to crush her bone with all the longing he hide.


    "I don''t remember what happened. But I started to think you had done something terrible, and I was mad at you before," Xia Sha said as her eyebrow and somehow starting to felt grievance even though she didn''t recall the upsetting event.


    She expected a light-hearted laugh or wrinkled nose from Guan Xian and an explanation of her silly accusation coming after. But when he lowered his head with an ashamed face, she felt a faint ache.


    "I''ve done terrible things. Please forgive me," Guan Xian whispered as he tightened his grip on Xia Sha''s hand subconsciously.


    Xia Sha felt her heart had to drop down to her stomach as her eyes started to get misty. She sucked her bottom lips as she tried to remain composed, "What did you do? You remember I''ll castrate you if you ever cheat on me, right?"


    Guan Xian was stunned, amused, and confused at the same time as he turned to Xia Sha with a wondering expression. His tongue had been itchy to say, "What makes you think I could cheat on you? Haven''t you realized how you had me wrapped around your hand? And also, how could I forgot our deal?" and flicked her forehead to knock some sense.


    Unguilty Guan Xian would respond to Xia Sha''s accusation wittily. But then, again, he is guilty. And so, he decided to hold his tongue and took his time to talk.


    "No, it''s not what you think. But I''ve let you down, and I deserve to get punished for that," Guan Xian said while he looked at Xia Sha with compliance, only to find a relief expression and smile stretch on Xia Sha''s face.


    "As long as it''s not the things that I could not tolerate, I won''t do anything. I''m sure feeling guilty is enough punishment," Xia Sha replied as she stroke her soft blanket that wrapped her body.


    Xia Sha''s word had weighed down on Guan Xian heavily. The guilty and shame he had carried for days now multiplied after hearing Xia Sha''s unforced forgiveness.


    "Still, I''m sorry for letting you plan our wedding yourself. It''s such a tiring thing. I''m an idiot for thinking you enjoy managing anything. Wait, that still sounds wrong. I don''t know how I could explain this to you, but I''ve learned my mistake. Please-," Guan Xian stopped his rambles when Xia Sha suddenly hit his shoulder hard. Hard enough to knock some sense into his head.


    "I''ll punish you after I remember the details. But now, let''s put it on hold. I need to know about Hu Che and his parents," Xia Sha said, ignoring the constant headache on her head.


    Guan Xian squinted his eyes, feeling weird for a reason. He tilted his head with an unreadable expression. With a slight frown, he calmly said, "I don''t know you are this invested in Hu Che, but he is fine. I''ve asked Tang Yu Bin and Fu Qun to help."


    Xia Sha looks relieved as her tense shoulder drop, finally show a bright smile at Guan Xian. Guan Xian blinked his eyes with a confused face as he could not stop himself from protesting to Xia Sha.


    "That''s it? You only worried about Hu Che?" He asked in a ''you are kidding, right?!'' tone.


    Xia Sha sucked her bottom lips in between her teeth as she hissed, "Would you answer if I asked about my work?"


    Guan Xian''s answer comes short and cold, "No."


    His monotonous and flat expression is somehow expected by Xia Sha as a teasing grin appears on her face, "I''m sure everything is alright with you and my dad around. I''m talking about the wedding and the company if you-, hmph!"


    Xia Sha had no time to think about anything else when Guan Xian''s lip overlapped her dried lips as he pulled her into his passionate kiss. He made her heart leap before pulling her into a dreamy realm. It becomes an irony that Xia Sha felt disappointed when Guan Xian separated them.


    "I''ve missed you so much. And if you weren''t so cruel to leave me alone for five days, I would smack you on your ass for talking about anyone but us," Guan Xian''s said in his lower voice as he tried to catch his breath.


    Once again, he had failed to hold himself against Xia Sha. What exactly did he hope anyway? To ease his heart, he had decided to cut all the witty answers Xia Sha had and do the things he wanted to do ever since she woke up.


    Guan Xian''s raw and honest remark dragged Xia Sha out of her reverie as she blinked her shocked eyes several times.


    Xia Sha didn''t answer, turning away her head slightly to avoid Guan Xian''s intense gaze. Her cheeks are burning even though she had shouted at her cheering inner goddess to stop.


    "It would not be fair for me to say anything about us when I don''t remember the cause of your guilty conscience," Xia Sha mumbles, suddenly feeling wronged after hearing Guan Xian''s asserted answer.


    "What if I''m considering leaving you?" she whispered at the end.


    Xia Sha had used the smallest mumbling volume and prepared herself to face the overdramatic Guan Xian. However, when she noticed how he got stunned over her intended joke, Xia Sha realized how remorseful Guan Xian might felt over the event.


    It put Xia Sha in an uncomfortable state when Guan Xian gently and quietly pulled her into his embrace. He nuzzled his defined jaw against her silky hair, lowering his head to kiss the top of her head.


    "You have every right to do that. But please, don''t."


    "You frightened me, you know?" Xia Sha whispered.


    Guan Xian''s voice came out so calmly as if he had expected a goodbye. The terror Xia Sha subconsciously set on Guan Xian instantly backfired to her somehow.


    "I know. I''m sorry, what can I do to make that up?" Guan Xian said, leaving a lasting kissed on the top of her head.


    The carefree and playful grin plastered on Guan Xian''s face made Xia Sha felt relief for a moment as she decided to shove away the thought that started to mess with her head.


    Playing the Game Guan Xian started, Xia Sha returned his mischievous grin as she made Guan Xian regrets ever granting a wish for Xia Sha.


    "I want to get away from this ward and hospital right now. I want to buy clothes and attended Hu Che''s prepared event tomorrow.. I wish not to hear any word of ''I can''t because I''m still weak."

 Chapter 247 - This Is The Reason Why I Hate You.

    Weak? That is probably the last word that appears on Guan Xian''s mind upon facing his beloved woman. He never saw someone so sober and clear-headed after waking up from a coma. Xia Sha is truly, far away from the word weak.


    "You obviously could manipulate me with my own words. No one would say you are weak," Guan Xian hissed but then pretended to scumbled.


    "I''ll ask-"


    "Don''t ask Yun-Ah. I''m sure nobody could object to your word here. Right? You are the almighty fiancee of Xia Sha. I''m sure you will have your way without asking permission from anyone," Xia Sha smirked as she sneakily held Guan Xian''s tail.


    Guan Xian bit his lower lips and squinted his eyes at Xia Sha as he didn''t know how to expressed his admiration and hatred at the same time toward this sly fox.


    Xia Sha wrinkles her nose, knowing that she has snatched the trophy from Guan Xian''s hand. Taking a sip of water from the glass beside her bed, Xia Sha celebrated her victory.


    Guan Xian rolled her eyes when Xia Sha raised the glass to spread salt on his wound. He bitterly makes some calls after spending hours in Xia Sha''s ward.


    ***


    Guan Xian fulfilled his words as Xia Sha left her room the following afternoon.


    Escorted by Zheng Shuang, who arrived at the right time even though no one gave her information about Xia Sha''s departure, Xia Sha sat in her wheelchair with a smile on her face.


    "You know, You''ve been smiling longer than you usually do in a year," Zheng Shuang implied, looking quite amused when Xia Sha giggles at her comment.


    "Wasn''t that a good thing?"


    "I supposed cyanide is not that bad after all," Zheng Shuang added, shrugging her shoulder.


    "I supposed? It''s weird, but I do felt my burden is lighter than before," Xia Sha surprisingly agreed to Zheng Shuang''s words.


    "Maybe it''s a sign for you to stop holding grudges. The poison makes you forgot things. Thus, you felt happier."


    "Oh please," Xia Sha protested, rolling her eyes while Zheng Shuang smiled brightly. She then pulled out a fancy-looking envelope from her bag and handed it to Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow with a knowing look as Zheng Shuang cheekily nodded her head.


    "Oh, That''s so great! Congratulations!" Xia Sha sincerely cheers as she spread her arms, asking for a hug from Zheng Shuang.


    "Thank you! And I hope you still want to be my maid in honor although you hate the groom," Zheng Shuang asked, squinting her eyes with a hopeful face.


    "Oh, come on. It''s bound to happen. I''ve seen things coming ever since I gave up on pushing Xiao Yu away from you. Have you told Kai Xin?" Xia Sha inquiries.


    Zheng Shuang nodded and disseminated Kai Xin and Shen Mu Qing''s happy relationship with Xia Sha. Xia Sha listened to Zheng Shuang''s shared information carefully, feeling thankful that''s everyone was safe and sound.


    "Well, it''s a shame that Ruan Jing Tian is moving to England after my wedding," Zheng Shuang murmured. Her lips got pressed together, forming a line of annoyance.


    Xia Sha frowned when she heard about Ruan Jing Tian. To think about it, she hadn''t heard from him for a while. She also thinks Ruan Jing Tian did not come to visit her at the hospital, not from Shen Xia Fei''s mouth at least. Now that he suddenly wants to move to England makes Xia Sha feel guilty, somehow.


    Zheng Shuang seems to felt Xia Sha''s mood changes, so to avoid misunderstanding, she quickly added, "Apparently, his mother had arranged an engagement with this girl from Taylor''s family. He took a fancy, and you know the rest."


    "I only sleep for five days. Why does it felt like a year has passed?" Xia Sha looks puzzled and confused.


    Zheng Shuang is about to laugh at Xia Sha if she does not notice Guan Xian''s figure that''s approaching them from across the lobby. Xia Sha was still mumbling something when Zheng Shuang nudged her shoulder and pointed at Guan Xian with her gaze.


    "I believe Senior Guan Xian had grown older than you with all the problems he needs to face while you are asleep," Zheng Shuang murmured, hinting something as she bid her goodbye the moment Guan Xian came.


    Zheng Shuang''s irresponsible words have left Xia Sha wondering as she quietly sat next to Guan Xian in the car.


    "What''s bugging you?" Guan Xian finally asked after a period of silence and suspicious glances Xia Sha had giving him.


    Xia Sha shook her head lightly as she averted her eyes from Guan Xian. Guan Xian raised his eyebrow with a knowing look as if he said- I knew that gesture means everything but nothing.


    Xia Sha bit her lower lips as she truthfully mouthed her concern, "It''s must be hard on you while I was in a coma. I''m sorry you have to face problems by yourself when I''m supposed to be on your side."


    The words that Xia Sha delivers with her melodious voice left Guan Xian stunned as it deeply imprinted on his heart. Once again, he felt warmth spread on his heart as a happy chuckle escaped from his mouth.


    "Why the sudden angsty mood? How do you turn so cute, hm?" Guan Xian asked, using his left hand to ruffled Xia Sha''s hair.


    "Am I?" Xia Sha asked a question she deeply reflected on after she realized how much she changed over time.


    "Yes," Guan Xian confirmed as he took time to answer Xia Sha''s initial question.


    "Well, I wouldn''t lie to you because you will found out sooner or later. Some problem indeed occurs on the company. But, you know, entrepreneurship is about solving problems, always, so it''s nothing that serious as you might think," Guan Xian clarified once he saw Xia Sha''s mortified expression.


    Xia Sha said nothing but the crease on her forehead grew deep. It''s doesn''t take a genius to see that the problem is not as simple as Guan Xian had concluded. Guan Corporation was the giant in the industry. He wouldn''t admit that it''s a problem if he could solve it overnight. And as good as Guan Xian could convince her, both of them knew her stubborn will would not relent until she saw the proof.


    The issues make a list in Xia Sha''s priorities list. However, she could not keep thinking about it when she had Hu Che''s little figure running toward her with a disbelief expression.


    "Aunty!" he exclaims excitedly, his voice throbbed with the depth of his sincerity.


    "Hu Che," Xia Sha called softly, almost in a murmured as she watched Hu Che complementing while he stopped a step away from her.


    Xia Sha exchanges glance with Guan Xian, which resulted in understanding washed over his face. Guan Xian half-heartedly carried Hu Che and let his little nemesis sat on Xia Sha''s lap.


    "Aunty, I''m glad you are okay now. Uncle, I''m glad you are a man of your word." Hu Che said, looking at Guan Xian with a marveled look. Xia Sha suspected Guan Xian had boasted himself to Hu Che while she was in a coma. Otherwise, Hu Che would never look at him as if he could wake someone from death.


    While Xia Sha squints her eyes to Guan Xian with accusation, he merely shrugs his shoulder with a playful smirk on his face. Xia Sha''s face remained mystified as she shook her head slightly and turned over the conversation, "Hu Che, has everything ready? Can Aunty help you with something?"


    Hu Che instantly shook his head. "Everything is ready. I am ready. Thank you, Aunty," he whispered, gaining confidence and courage as Xia Sha smiles at him.


    "Okay, fighting!" Xia Sha cheered as Hu Che nodded his head firmly.


    "Fighting!" Hu Che says. Then he carefully climbs down from Xia Sha''s lap after Fu Qun informs them about his parent''s arrival. Guan Xian helps Xia Sha to witness the event from a balcony of a well-decored hall. A video filled with Hu Che''s parent video played by a projector as Hu Che stood on the stage.


    "They''ve come," Guan Xian whispers as he catches glimpses of his speechless cousin. Xia Sha didn''t reply, but her body turned tense as she kept her gaze locked on Hu Che''s figure.


    Hu Che seems to carry the same amount of nervousness as he clear his throat before pulling the mic closer to her mouth. He looks at Xia Sha for the last time before the video stops, and the spotlight falls on his presence.


    "Mommy and daddy, welcome to your anniversary party I arranged. Today, I want to tell you the words that I''ve to keep inside my heart. I don''t want to pressure the both of you, so I''ll truthfully admit that I knew about the separation and divorce."


    A loud gasp came from Hu Che''s mother after Hu Che pause to took a deep breath. Hu Che''s face remains blank as he blinks at both of his parents.. He seems to observe their reaction carefully before he continues, "Mommy and daddy, this is the reason why I hate you."

 Chapter 248 - Leaked Private Video

    "I hate you for demanding me to be a perfect child when you cannot be the perfect parents," Hu Che continued. The little guy is looking brave though Guan Xian could see his slightly trembling hand.


    "I hate that you never attend me to any of activities, even though I''ve become the star of the show."


    "I hate it when you two ask me to be considerate when you never tried to understand me."


    "Why should I care about thousand of people in the company? Why should I give up my needs to fulfill their needs? Why can''t I be selfish?" Hu Che asks, lowering his head as tears start to blur his sight.


    He looks at his father''s shiny leathered shoes. The flames that initially roar in his heart slowly dissipate when he sees his mother cry. His short leg suddenly felt funny as a sob escaped from his mouth, "I hate the fact that we have loads of money, and yet, we are poor."


    "I have a mansion, but not a home."


    "That''s not all that I hate. Mom, Dad, do you know what I hate the most?"


    "I hate that you lied about everything."


    "Hu Che!" Hu Che''s dad calls his name, carrying a fit of anger on his tone.


    "Yes, Dad?" Hu Che shouted back. "Did I say something wrong? I could tolerate this obnoxious feeling of being lonely because I knew everyone made their sacrifices. At least, in the past, I knew that love present in our family. Before the separation."


    Hu Che''s exclamation silenced his parents.


    "Yes, I know about the divorce."


    Mother Hu tried to take a step closer to the stage, saying, "Parting does not mean that love does not exist. Hu Che, I hope-"


    Mother Hu could not finish her sentence as their eyes met. Her face got shadowed by the shame of realization as she saw a weak smile appear on her beloved son.


    "Hu Che! Mom is sorry," Mother Hu cried, finally breaking down upon her late awakening.


    "Hu Che," Father Hu called his son in a guilty tone. A heavy burden for being a failure as a father weight on his shoulder.


    Hu Che looks at his dear parents, sobbing as he drops the mic.


    "I only want my mom and dad beside me. I don''t need an apology. I''ve done everything I could to make you proud, and I will do more! But mom, dad, please don''t leave me alone," Hu Che wept, sitting on the cold stage.


    "I''m so scared," he bawled.


    The sound of his sobbing rang in everyone''s ears, causing an ache in every heart. Even Tang Yu Bin secretly wipe his tears. His parent instantly approaches him and pull the little guy into a hug, calming his own while apologizing.


    Hu Che''s statement got Guan Xian stunned. Although Hu Che seems to be a brutally honest kid around the Guan family, he was never good at confronting his parents.


    Guan Xian took a glance at Xia Sha, who didn''t seem to be surprised at all. At most, she looks nervous and expects something at the same time. With a slightly furrowed eyebrow, Guan Xian mouthed, "Don''t tell me that you are the speechwriter?"


    Xia Sha did not answer. She got enamored by Hu Che that she could not bother answering Guan Xian''s question right now. Witnessing how passionate Xia Sha seems to look right now, Guan Xian felt amused and helpless at the same time.


    "Hu Che- Daddy apologize for you for everything," Hu Che''s father said, patting his back as he added, "Daddy is proud of you for today, thank you."


    Mother Hu nodded her head, whispering apologized to her only son while her husband soothed her back.


    Hu Che shook his head, resigning to his parent''s warmth as he said, "Hu Che is also sorry for letting mom and dad down. I shouldn''t make mom and dad sad."


    "Well, I didn''t expect that," Guan Xian mumbles as a big grin appears on his face. A sense of pride filled his chest while he turned to Xia Sha.


    At the same time, Xia Sha is glancing at Guan Xian with a broken smile on her face. She let out a long sigh of relief before she said, "let''s go home."


    ***


    Some words are better left unspoken.


    Guan Xian keeps telling himself as he quietly drives his car to Xia Manor. The nervous tapping on the steering wheel becomes concrete evidence of how hard he tries to understand Xia Sha''s mood ever since they left the venue.


    "I''m here with you. You should know that."


    The skies seem to mirror his lady''s colluded heart. It''s gloomy and mysterious grey, hiding all the emotion within the heavy clouds. It''s pretty apparent that Xia Sha is upset, and Guan Xian knew it''s something to do with her parent''s divorce in the past. And that topic will always be a wound in Xia Sha, heart.


    Nevertheless, Guan Xian didn''t want her to feel alone.


    "I''m alright. I''m only wondering," Xia Sha hissed, turning to Guan Xian with a sudden smile. "Would it be different if I''m as bright as Hu Che? I''ve been looking at my life from the half-empty glass point of view. It''s tiring."


    The sudden spark reflected from Xia Sha''s eyes caught Guan Xian off guard.


    "Obviously. However, I hope you did not regret anything from the past," Guan Xian answered, glancing in Xia Sha''s direction as he turned the steering wheel.


    Xia Sha gives Guan Xian a gracious side glance, "Why? Because every little thing that happened to me led me to you?" She squinted her eyes, adding, "cliche."


    Guan Xian let out a chuckle, indirectly claiming that Xia Sha had guessed right. Xia Sha smiles, leaning her head to the window. A random question popped out of her mind as she inquired, "When did you realize that you love me?"


    Guan Xian got speechless by Xia Sha''s sudden question. It took him a while to answer, but he sure put the widest smile on Xia Sha''s face once he did.


    "Remember when fate makes us meet in the outskirts? You are jamming out, secretly," Guan Xian chortled. "At one point, I''m so amused that I stop and watch you sing and laugh. It hits me then that I love you."


    Xia Sha felt blood rushing to her head. It turned her cheek hot as she averted her gaze from Guan Xian''s charming profile.


    "Let me guess. You are blushing," Guan Xian teased right.


    "Oh, shut up. We both know that is not the only pickup line you have. I wonder how many girls had a heart that?" Xia Sha replied, rolling her eyes to hide her skipping a beat heart.


    Guan Xian clicked his tongue in disagreement, wrinkling his nose as he retorted, "That sounds like you are trying to hide that happiness with sarcasm. Not very nice."


    "Uh-huh, I''m never nice," Xia Sha retorted.


    "We both knew it''s a lie. You are a little too kind for my liking. Hmm, you are too forgiving," Guan Xian taunted as the image of Xia Xiang appeared at the back of his mind.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow at Guan Xian. Although she felt slightly insulted by his praise, something inside her is nodding along with Guan Xian. She is trying to find something in her memories, but nothing comes along the headache.


    Guan Xian changed the topic, but Xia Sha''s mind stayed on the uncomfortable feeling she felt. It''s not until she got home and received a phone call from Xiao Zhan she could stop forcing herself to remember things she forgot.


    Xia Sha half-heartedly answered the call as she lay on her bed.


    "Xia Sha, I knew Guan Xian told everyone that you will take a leave until you recover, but I don''t think this matter should wait and keep hidden from you," Xiao Zhan said the moment Xia Sha answered. He does not even bother to greet or ask about Xia Sha''s condition.


    Xia Sha was dumbfounded as she answered Xiao Zhan''s sudden outburst. Why does she feel Xiao Zhan always appears out of nowhere to sprinkle some problem into her life? He is not necessarily is the problem, but somehow, he always had a way to deliver the bad news to her.


    "... okay?" Xia Sha said, waiting for the bad news she needed to hear.


    "I was hanging out in my friend''s nightclub when I heard this woman talking beside our booth. She is the attending girl for some film director, I supposed. Now, I don''t want to surprise you, but in the middle of the transaction, she mentions your name and something about a private video."


    "What? What do you mean?" Xia Sha asked for clarity. She furrowed her eyebrow as she heard the news with new waves of headache.


    "Well, she is talking about leaked private video, if you know what I mean. Do you, perhaps, ever made one?" Xiao Zhan asked carefully.


    "What are you saying? Of course, NOT!"

 Chapter 249 - Isnt That Xia Sha Over There?

    The perk of being an overthinker is that Xia Sha had almost thought of every possibility of how her life would turn upside down.


    Now, she has always known that a heartbreak caused by Guan Xian had a big chance to crash her world down, but she never thought about leaked sex tapes before.


    Why?


    Because as long as she remembers, she never allows any short of camera activities or accident occurs. Not when she does not wear her decent power outfits and high heels.


    However, Xia Sha still felt blood pressure on her neck after she heard Xiao Zhan''s question. There''s an intriguing fusion of rage and headache as the word haunted her mind, causing her to raise her tone when she probes a question to Xiao Zhan, "Who the hell is that girl? Are you sure she is talking about me?"


    "I did not see her face, but I''m sure she is talking to Mr.Liem that recently bought a start-up company," Xiao Zhan answers in a careful tone, realizing that Xia Sha and her fury could be unpredictable sometimes.


    "Are you sure there is not the slightest chance it could happen? I want to be sure. Don''t get me wrong. I''m only telling you this because it could affect futuria''s grand opening at the end of the month," Xiao Zhan added when Xia Sha suddenly went quiet.


    "I''m sure," Xia Sha answered instantly.


    Other than the embarrassing ballet video where she falls and cries, Xia Sha is pretty sure she had no skeleton hidden in the closet.


    "Then, I''ll try to get my hand and find the woman. You should get rest. I''ll contact you as soon as I find something," Xiao Zhan said before he ended the call. He sounds so determined that Xia Sha didn''t have time to thank him in advance.


    In normal circumstances, Xia Sha would not bother about the gossip until it caused any damage. But when Xia Sha witnessed the quick response Xiao Zhan had to the rumors, she suddenly felt she should not ignore this case.


    That irresponsible person that spread those life-ruining rumors might not be as influential as Xia Sha right now. But a weak with a dagger could still take a life.


    Ignoring the blasting headache she had, Xia Sha got her phone and dialed someone from her contact book. Within a count of seconds, the call got connected to Mr.Liem, the so-called key witness.


    "Good Afternoon, Mr. Liem. It''s Xia Sha from Xia Corporation."


    "Xia Sha? I''m delighted to hear from you," The man sounds excited from the other side.


    A crooked smile appears on Xia Sha''s face as she imagines Mr.Liem''s face. Mr. Liem had a unique signature of smiling wide like a Cheshire cat minus the big eyes. He is notorious for his ''exciting'' night adventure as and a lawsuit from his former secretary.


    "I heard you acquired a start-up company recently. I coincidentally had taken some interest in the same technology they had. Is there''s a chance for future collaboration between our company?" Xia Sha added some fake, polite laugh at the end of her sentence, hiding the disgust she felt toward the man.


    "The lucky star finally decided to side with me. I''m honored for the opportunity you provided. But this tempting offer does not come free, does it?"


    "Well, if I could be direct with you-" Xia Sha hung her sentence.


    "Of course, I would rather have a clean business transaction," he answered calmly.


    "I won''t be courteous then. I might need a name from you, Mr.Liem."


    Mr.Liem goes silent for a moment. He must''ve complemented the matters carefully. Xia Sha is the bride of Guan Xian and as well as COO from Xia Corporation. Since Mr.Liem got the upper hand, he carefully used his opportunity to the fullest.


    "Well, I''m surprised you need the name from me, Ms. Xia. But well, I''ll see you this Tuesday with a contract. I hope we will have good cooperation."


    Mr. Liem ended the conversation sounding satisfied.


    There''s no way Guan Xian would let her work on Tuesday, and Fu Qun, the traitor, had sided with Guan Xian. Xia Sha feels she had no choice but to hide these matters for a while from Guan Xian. In the end, she took a deep breath before she texted the place and time to Mr. Liem''s number.


    ***


    Board meeting in the morning.


    Review reports from the marketing team.


    Lunch meeting with Brian Lemiere.


    Spend time with Xia Sha.


    Tang Yu Bin''s frown is visible when Guan Xian tells him to press his workload into a half-day schedule. Less work for Guan Xian means more work to him. He has to reschedule the whole month and work overtime.


    Sure, it won''t be easy for Guan Xian either. He is not working for half-day, but rather, he only pauses his work and continues working at night. However, when Tang Yu Bin sees the bright, foolish smile on Guan Xian''s face once he signs the reviewed report, the sympathy he had for him vapored.


    Serve him right for being a love slave.


    "Tang Yu Bin, do I have another schedule after this?" Guan Xian probed as he closed a blue cased file.


    "After a lunch meeting with Mr. Lemiere, you are free until eight p.m, Boss," Tang Yu Bin said in his monotonous tone with a tight smile.


    Guan Xian stood from his high chair and corrected his neat ties. He turned to Tang Yu Bin with a smile as he decided, "Then you are dismissed for today, just make sure you check patent for our new products."


    Tang Yu Bin looks surprised as Guan Xian wears his overcoat and walks through the glass door. He followed his step shortly, asking with a confused face.


    "You don''t need my assistance for this lunch meeting, boss?"


    Guan Xian waves his hand without turning to Tang Yu Bin. Never mind an explanation, Tang Yu Bin could not even see his shiny shoes after he passed the corner. Facing the empty, spacious office, Tang Yu Bin could only let out a sigh before he tied his tie the way Guan Xian did before.


    "Very well, might as well use this for time for something useful," he murmured to himself.


    Either way, it''s better to have the love slave Guan Xian than the grumpy-mood version of him. Brian Lemiere must have the same thought as Tang Yu Bin. The big smile across Guan Xian''s face means he probably would have a great deal today.


    "Here comes the soon-to-be groom! Look at those faces, man. Damn, marry did you well," Brian praised Guan Xian as they did their bump fist rituals.


    Guan Xian could not disagree with Brian. He does feel fantastic as his wedding day approaches. It''s his own opinion, but Guan Xian feels he''s getting sharper and more efficient in his works.


    "Honestly, I agree with you," Guan Xian chuckled as he took a seat opposite Brian.


    Brian shook his head as he watched his friend get whipped, "I can''t wait to meet your bride. Xia Sha, isn''t it? Her name," Brian confirmed.


    "Yes-" Guan Xian is about to answer when he got paused by a familiar voice near his table.


    "In many cases, most people would still blame the victims of sexual something. A leaked private video, for example. I think those involved parties have the right to record everything that they want. And I believe none of the party, generally, the woman is willing to share the video with the public. But once it does, who gets the hate and the stares?"


    "That sounds phenomenal. Thank You for your time, Ms.Ye Zhen Zhen."


    "Likewise, I had a great time," Ye Zhen Zhen replied with a sweet smile. But instead of looking at her interviewer, she turns to Guan Xian.


    A quirky smirk on her face is enchanting, but what''s surprising is when she points at a feminine back. Guan Xian looks at her coldly. He ignores Ye Zhen Zhen''s presence and turns to Brian with a wry smile.


    "What happens?" Brian asked with an intrigued face.


    Guan Xian shook his head, indicating he did not want to talk about things that bothered him right now. Brian raised his eyebrow and took a glance at Ye Zhen Zhen across the table. The eye contact between Guan Xian and the woman shows that they had a conflict between them. The woman smile and nods at Brian, suddenly making his feet uncomfortable.


    "Your ex-girlfriend? No offense, but that''s some heavy vibes coming from her," Brian murmured as he sipped his wine.


    "Don''t mind her. You will meet my future wife soon. You are going to stay until my wedding, right?" Guan Xian changes the topic to lift his mood that goes rock bottom upon the sight of Ye Zhen Zhen.


    "Yup, I will stay until your wedding. However, it seems to me that I will meet your fiancee sooner than I imagine," Brian exclaims, raising both of his eyebrows upon sight of a familiar face.


    "Isn''t that Xia Sha over there?"

 Chapter 250 - Woman, You Are Playing With Fire~

    "Isn''t that Xia Sha over there?"


    "There''s no way my fiancee will come to this place. She still needs to rest," Guan Xian''s tongue stops moving when he sees Xia Sha seats with a well-known playboy in the industry.


    Instantly grey clouds appear on the top of his head as his smile turns upside down. He watches his fiance talking to the infamous sly Liem Ke Yong, the Singaporean businessman. Quietly, not moving an inch from his seat.


    Jealousy is such a torturous feeling, and sadly, no one ever finds the anesthesia to anticipate it. Guan Xian is probably one of the most non-immune people with this disease. His impulse is bulging in his neck veins, and it''s visible to everyone to see.


    "Don''t you want to go there?" Brian teased carefully. He did not want to miss the opportunity to laugh at Guan Xian but offend the big buddha at the same time.


    Though Brian came from another continent, he knew Liem Ke Yong. A second-generation rich Liem group. They are the leading company in the oil and gas industry in Singapore. Brian knew Liem Ke Yong as an ingenious businessman despite his questionable nightlife.


    But, hey, he''s good-looking, young, and loaded. The young man has an ego and desire to be fulfilled.


    On the other hand, Guan Xian looks like he''s clueless about his fiancee''s activities. Knowing Guan Xian, he would probably stride to their table and choke Liem Ke Yong to death.


    Brian sat quietly, waiting for the intriguing scene to come when Guan Xian scoffed and looked at him with an annoyed expression and said, "No, why should I go there? She is probably talking about business."


    Guan Xian''s quiet answer exists to convince himself rather than provide the response to Brian''s provocation.


    "Possibly. But you look pissed off, mate. Might as well approach and see what are they up to," Brian suggested.


    "Not necessary," Guan Xian reply in a hazy mood as he lowers his head and type something on his phone.


    Brian was about to say something when an angelic voice intervened in their conversation with her leading opinion, "I don''t think they are talking about business. It''s something about-"


    Her sudden appearance was absurd, and the words she let out in the air undoubtedly not kind. Brian straightens his back, anticipating the continuation of his best friend''s drama.


    "One should realize their restriction," Guan Xian said, short and cold as he signaled his people to chase Ye Zhen Zhen away from his sight. He is working too effectively that he did not spare a chance for Ye Zhen Zhen to retaliate.


    "Guan Xian!" Ye Zhen Zhen snorted. She is fuming in anger for a split second before she forces a smile on her delicate face.


    Ye Zhen Zhen held her head high, arrogantly smiling as she said, "You will regret this moment when you see the true face of your future wife. When that time comes, you''ll wish you treat me better."


    She walks out gracefully from the restaurant as if nothing had happened, although Guan Xian''s man had her escorted out.


    "Blacklisted?" Brian raised his eyebrow as light laughter escaped from his face. He felt amused and confused as he looked at Guan Xian, exclaiming, "You never short of entertainment in your life, huh?"


    "As if you have a peaceful life," Guan Xian grunts as he steals a glance at Xia Sha''s back, not even bothered by Ye Zhen Zhen''s sudden intervention.


    Brian chuckles, indirectly admitting Guan Xian''s statement and dropping the topic as it goes. Right now, he would rather watch how Guan Xian keeps glancing at Xia Sha as he sips his coffee quietly.


    It''s such a rare view that Brian felt like he should appreciate every second. Add to the scene a freshly delivered strawberry shortcake that he randomly chose for dessert. Brian was pleasuring the vanilla taste on his mouth when Guan Xian suddenly raised his hand and snapped a selfie of them.


    "What are you doing, man?" Brian asks in an aggrieved tone while munching his cake.


    "You better not share this with the public," Brian warns Guan Xian, rushing to check his social media.


    Guan Xian clicked his tongue and replied in disdain, "Why would I pollute my feeds with your face."


    But the second later~


    [Notification] Guan Xian had tagged you on a new I-gram post.


    Brian''s face turns ghastly as his finger clicks into the post in a beat of a second. Sure enough, Guan Xian, this good friend of him, had done he said he won''t.


    Brian let out a sigh, "..."


    Guan Xian: Lunch with Brian.


    He said it''s the most delicious cake he ever tasted.


    Comment


    @Xia Sha, Don''t be sad~


    @Xia Sha, I''ll bring you here next time.


    @Xia Sha, Oh, I will buy some for you.


    @Xia Sha, Would you like strawberry or mango?


    Ji Cun Xi: Bro, did you forget to eat your medicine today?


    Brian''s face turned ashen as soon as he realized Guan Xian had used him. His white skin changes a few shades darker while facing Guan Xian''s innocent expression.


    In contrast to Brian, Xia Sha just finished her deal with Liem Kee Yong and was about to call her driver. She did not intend to check her I-gram, but she could not ignore the spamming notification from a certain someone. There''s warmth spread on her heart when she sees Guan Xian''s attentive post though it''s somewhat felt cringy because of the PDA.


    It was later. When Xia Sha realized the familiar place, her face started to turn white.


    Slowly, she moves her eyes around the room, trying to find the person on the post. Fortunately for her, Guan Xian did not plan to make it harder for her to spot him. He ''attentively'' stood up and made his way toward Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Liem Kee Yong: "???"


    Brian, who got abandoned: "!!!"


    Guan Xian stood tall, charming as ever whole he showed a kind smile to Xia Sha and Liem Ke Yong. He shows no malice on his face, but something about his smile signifies danger. Liem Ke Yong''s face turned stiff.


    Xia Sha tries to ignore the intensifying uneasiness and act normally. A smile grows on her delicate face while she waits for Guan Xian to approach her table. But who would have guessed that the proud man would leave the restaurant without making any scene?!


    If he did not deliberately outdare Xia Sha with his annoying smirk, Xia Sha might even think he did not see her.


    QAQ


    What kind of trick did Guan Xian try to pull?


    While Xia Sha is deep in her thought, Liem Ke Yong took the initiative to end the meeting. He maintains his calmness and sends Xia Sha to the lobby. Though a smile never escaped from his face, Xia Sha could feel his rigid and distant movement.


    Xia Sha let out a hidden sigh. Fortunately, this Liem Ke Yong is smart enough not to make more trouble for her.


    After parting with Liem Ke Yong, Xia Sha immediately walk toward the familiar shining black Mercedes that wait for her outside the lobby ''patiently.''


    A frosty smile on Guan Xian''s gorgeous face is the first thing that welcomes her. Xia Sha pretended to be a muddle head, grinning silly as she greeted him in spirit, "Hubby! Did I make you wait too long?"


    Guan Xian, who is about to move the hand brake, receives a big blow that his hand falls from the brake. He turns to Xia Sha in slow motion, showing his eyes that tremblingly turn into a big circle of shock before he squinted it.


    "W-what did you call me just now?"


    "Husband!" Xia Sha repeated with enthusiasm. She is so smooth that Guan Xian could not help but wrinkle his nose.


    "Why? You don''t like it?" Xia Sha acted clueless as she blinked her clear eyes.


    "Like! Of course, I like it!" Guan Xian replied instantly, fearing she would return to the heartless fiancee that tortured him with her cold heart again~


    Xia Sha let out a snigger while watching Guan Xian''s conflicted face. Turn out Xiao Ni and Zheng Shuang weren''t lying when they said ''The hubby'' trick is a great escape plan.


    Guan Xian was helpless as he let Xia Sha''s carefree laughter echo throughout the car. Xia Sha suddenly had the sweet feeling of being pampered by Guan Xian as he dropped his pretentious calm-cold and snorted at her.


    "Xia Sha," Guan Xian called her after two fake coughs.


    "Eh?" Xia Sha''s eyes perk up.


    Guan Xian was stunned by her joyful response and charming eyes. He swallows back the word he initially wants to say. Forget it! Why ruin the mood for Liem Ke Yong, that person?


    "You are being naughty."


    Xia Sha raises her eyebrow and looks at Guan Xian with a challenging gaze as if she wants to say, ''What if I am?''


    Guan Xian''s face darkened as he felt his dry throat. The effect of Xia Sha''s simple gesture was too hard for Guan Xian. Recalling that Xia Sha''s body hasn''t fully recovered, he could only hold his thought and shift his focus to the road.


    At this moment, Guan Xian suddenly recalls one of the phases inside the cheap romance novel Xiao Ni loved to read in the past. At that time, he cursed at the male lead for being so cringy.


    He never thought he would be in the situation where he would want to say, "Woman, you are playing with fire."

 Chapter 251 - Am I That Unreasonable In Your Eyes?!

    Xia Sha was grateful that she did not have to face Guan Xian''s petty jealousy for a moment. Unfortunately, Guan Xian would not let her go away with Liem Ke Yong. At one point, Xia Sha still needs to clear the air between them.


    Stealing a few nervous glances as her laughter died, Xia Sha finally mustered up her courage to tell Guan Xian.


    "Guan Xian, what do you think about my past relationship?" Xia Sha asked in a spontaneous tone- as if she did not have a chain reaction of answer on her head.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow at Xia Sha in amusement. Then his face went blank.


    Xia Sha: "...?"


    "What does that suppose to mean?" Xia Sha finally broke the silence after Guan Xian played deaf for more than a minute.


    Guan Xian''s face was solemn as he wisely replied in a low tone, "That mean, let''s not talk about the past. It got nothing to do with our future."


    Xia Sha got dumbfounded by his answer. This dog man must''ve thought that she wants to bring up his not-so-glorious past.


    "What if it got something to do with the future? My- Our future."


    Another moment of awkward silence surrounds the car as Guan Xian racks his brain. He tried to recall his mistake as fast as possible, but he couldn''t find anything- Anything but the brief conversation with Ye Zhen Zhen at the restaurant.


    Don''t tell him that Xia Sha eats Ye Zhen Zhen vinegar? But she didn''t even realize he was there until he tagged her on I-gram.


    "It''s hardly a conversation. I chase Ye Zhen Zhen away the moment I see her. Not to mention, you also have lunch with Liem Ke Yong when you are supposed to rest," Guan Xian answers with brimming confidence. The spark of happiness that filled his heart reflects through the smile on his face.


    "Ah? Ye Zhen Zhen was on the restaurant too?" Xia Sha furrowed her eyebrow in displeasure.


    "It''s not Ye Zhen Zhen? Then what is it?" Guan Xian enquires as he gives up finding his misdeed. But when Xia Sha was about to open her mouth, he quickly added, "Don''t be too petty! You sneak out to lunch with Liem Ke Yong. I haven''t settled my account."


    Listening to his defensive answer provokes Xia Sha''s anger. She hit Guan Xian''s arm with mild energy and scoffs at him.


    "Am I that unreasonable in your eyes?!"


    "Nonsense! You are the most reasonable woman in the world," Guan Xian answered instantly with such a calm face as if he was lying only to make her happy.


    "..."


    Forget it. Xia Sha finds it impossible to converse with Guan Xian without choking him to death right now. In the end, Xia Sha let out a resigned sigh and ignored Guan Xian.


    The misunderstanding on Guan Xian''s side worsens when Xia Sha shut her eyes. Her sign makes Guan Xian restless that he admits a defeat straight away.


    "What is it?" he asked in a wary tone.


    "Hmm, it''s nothing," Xia Sha answered nonchalantly.


    Guan Xian is about to urge her to speak when Xia Sha voluntarily completes her sentence, "It just someone said she had my sex tapes and tried to distribute in through the underground club."


    "Just an old high school trick to damage my pure reputation. It''s nothing to worry about," Xia Sha smiled sarcastically.


    "Oh, don''t get upset. I never made one. But, have you ever made one?" Xia Sha let out a dry laugh when she noticed Guan Xian''s knuckle turning white on the steering wheel.


    Sure enough, Guan Xian''s face had darkened. He could not even hide the ugly frown on his face.


    "And so, you meet that guy to find this bastard? Did you find who framed you?"


    It''s unusual for Guan Xian to be so stern. Xia Sha adjusted her seat and subconsciously straightened her back before she delivered her answer.


    "Well, naturally, I have."


    "Then why do you sound unsure?" Guan Xian gives her a long side glance.


    Xia Sha''s gaze turns complicated. Her lips clap into a hard line as she shooked her head. There''s slight agony on her face before she voices out her suspicion.


    "I think it was Xia Xiang under Meng Ran''s control," Xia Sha said wryly.


    Xia Sha got that long probing gaze from Guan Xian for the first time after she dropped the bomb. Somehow, she senses that Guan Xian''s body got tense and careful toward her as he asks, "Are you sad?"


    "My relationship with her is never as good as you and Xiao Ni. I just thought we have become civil recently," Xia Sha raised her hand to show her strong rebuttal toward Guan Xian''s question.


    Though her heart feels heavy somehow, Xia Sha did not let emotion stir up her head. Xia Xiang and Meng Ran, those two people were not new trouble in her life.


    "I''m glad to hear that you are still cold-hearted," Guan Xian chuckles. He extends his hand and ruffles Xia Sha''s hair in lively manners.


    Xia Sha clicked her tongue and saved her hair from Guan Xian. Ignoring Guan Xian''s nonsense, she continues her comment about Xia Xiang.


    "I don''t particularly feel any familial love toward Xia Xiang. I just pitied her luck. It''s bad enough that my father implicated her in this hot mess called family, and then she chose to jump into a hell pit along with Meng Ran. I won''t be surprised if you say Xia Xiang help Meng Ran harming me."


    Guan Xian was stunned when Xia Sha accidentally sput out the truth behind her cyanide situation.


    "It''s not her luck, but she just stupid," Guan Xian told Xia Sha nonchalantly. He''s too lazy to waste his breath to talk about Meng Ran and Xia Xiang.


    Xia Sha nodded her head as she pondered, "So anyway, Liem Ke Yong give me that girl business card- one that offers him the ''video'' I was thinking maybe you can help me find this person?"


    Her request took Guan Xian by surprise. It usually takes some time and trouble before Xia Sha asks for a hand. The fact that she could bring this so casually put him in a pleasant mood.


    "Of course, baby. Anything for you," Guan Xian agreed without throwing fuss, dropping some kisses on Xia Sha''s back of the hand.


    Efficient is the right word to conclude Xia Sha''s day. Liem Ke Yong didn''t extort her deal. Instead, he only wants a permanent room at Futuria in exchange for the information. She got the nightclub girl information at the end of the day ten minutes after they arrived at-


    "Can you explain why we are in your apartment?" Xia Sha dumbfoundedly asked after Guan Xian pulled her into the familiar lift.


    The embarrassing memories flood back into Xia Sha''s mind as she passes through the same receptionist in the lobby, forcing her to make a polite smile.


    "Well, you need some rest, and my apartment is closer than the Shen residence," Guan Xian answers absent-mindedly, trying to avoid Xia Sha''s doubtful stare as best as he could.


    "What a bad excuse," Xia Sha rolls her eyes, sparing no mind to Guan Xian''s scheme as soon as she enters Guan Xian''s penthouse.


    Everything looks the same as Xia Sha remembers. The spacious room looks marvelous and gives the person inside a warm and homey feeling. Xia Sha took her time to observe her surroundings today- since she didn''t have the urge to hide inside a hole like last time.


    She could feel Guan Xian''s gaze lingering on her back as she walked around.


    "You don''t seem to worry about being alone with me at my apartment?" Guan Xian teases her with a cheerful tone, turning to the minibar in the living room and pouring himself a glass of wine and water for Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha glanced slightly at him before saying, "There''s Aunty Chen, right?" in a calm manner.


    "Aunty Chen only stays here until she finishes her job. We are alone here," Guan Xian retorted. A playful smirk decorated his face as he approached Xia Sha with two glasses of different substances.


    "Well, you cannot do anything to a patient," Xia Sha answered calmly, sitting on the couch with a rigid expression.


    "Oh? I thought you had regained your health? Judging from your performance today, I think some careful exercise would improve your condition even better," Guan Xian said calmly despite his sarcastic remarks.


    Xia Sha: "..."


    "You won''t drop it down, won''t you?" Xia Sha monotonously replied, turning away only when she heard a chuckle from Guan Xian''s side.


    Guan Xian leaned closer to Xia Sha, enjoying the natural fragrance coming from her body as he put his head on her shoulder, "A hug might make me forget."


    Xia Sha scoffs coldly, but his warm word has eventually softened her heart. She extended her hand and hugged Guan Xian. While he seems to enjoy her embrace, he suddenly remembers something that he missed today!


    "Aiya! We have a meeting with your wedding dress designer today!"


    With that, Guan Xian had replaced Xia Sha to be the groomzilla~

 Chapter 252 - Groomzilla

    Under Guan Xian''s ridiculously gigantic television, there lay several pieces of paper in varieties of size. Xia Sha initially thought it was work-related, but when the queer drawing caught her attention, she realized- it was Guan Xian''s sketches of their wedding reception.


    After being pushed away by the shocked Guan Xian, Xia Sha absent-mindedly take the A3 paper. She titled her head, rotating the masterpiece up and down before she inquired, "What is the right way to look at this? Can you walk me through?"


    Guan Xian, who finished his call with the wedding planner look dejected before he lay the paper on the coffee table. Facing Xia Sha''s ''I-won''t-laugh-I-promise'' face, he scoffed, "Don''t look at this. It''s all rubbish."


    "No way! I could see something interesting there that I might like. Come on, enlighten me!" Xia Sha begged. She tried to persuade Guan Xian with her puppy eyes and gentle rubs on his arm.


    Softened, Guan Xian cleared his throat before he tried to share his vision with Xia Sha. Pointing on a broad half-circle line across the paper, he explains, "This is a giant glass igloo."


    "A giant igloo? Could it fit two thousand guests?" Xia Sha subconsciously asks, turning to Guan Xian with twinkled eyes.


    "Honey, I don''t know that you want to invite two thousand friends for our intimate wedding? Well, it''s not a big deal. Just build a bigger igloo then," Guan Xian murmured playfully.


    "Hah, two thousand friends? Yeah, More like two friends. Isn''t it for our parent''s guests? We compromised on that number, remember?"


    "I thought you lost some of your memories. Look like our wedding is important to you, after all."


    "..." Can you not be so wussy and answer my curiosity already?!


    "It''s not their wedding. Why should we listen?" Guan Xian wrinkled his nose and averted his eyes from Xia Sha.


    Xia Sha gasped loudly. Her finger pointed at Guan Xian in disbelief look.


    "Baby! Baby, listen to me!" Guan Xian tried to salvage himself.


    Her body moved outwardly. With jaw almost dropped to the ground as she said in a restrained shout, "You did not just do that! Tell me you did not change all my arrangements."


    "Well-"


    "I cannot believe you," Xia Sha murmured as she shook her head.


    "How could I do that? Of course, I did not!"


    "Oh yeah? So you will fly two thousand people to the north pole? Huh?" Xia Sha inquired with a raised eyebrow. Her head tilted in a way that makes Guan Xian feel she is declaring war.


    While the atmosphere between them started to feel tense, Guan Xian''s phone rang and broke the silence between them. Glancing at the screen display, Guan Xian decided to accept the call and turn on his television at the same time.


    "Wait a minute, I got my bride here as well," he mumbles as he set up something on the television menu.


    Xia Sha tried to relax her body while picking up hints here and there, trying to figure out what''s Guan Xian is doing. However, before she comes out with something, Xia Sha has seen the reflection of herself on the big screen.


    "Good evening Mr. Guan and Miss Xia Sha. I''m Danny, your pointed wedding decorator for your big day. Mr.Guan had several ideas before, and I''m here to present several of the realistic sketches that we''ve made."


    An instant frown appeared on Xia Sha''s face, and it grew colder through Danny''s presentation. Danny feels something wrong with his presentation start to form sweat in his back.


    His hand is sweating as he moves the pointers to the next slide, where a sketch up of north pole-themed wedding Guan Xian''s has personally ask interacted through the screen. Danny doesn''t understand how his drawing had offended Xia Sha, but he could not hold himself back when Xia Sha shot a glare at Guan Xian.


    "Ms.Xia, is there''s something not to your liking? I- We- could work on it," Danny asked too politely that Xia Sha felt uneasy at him.


    "Wait a moment. I need to talk privately to my wife," Guan Xian notified Danny before he cut off the teleconference.


    As Danny disappears in a blitz, Xia Sha automatically looks at Guan Xian with an upset face, "You! I won''t walk on that aisle if you don''t give me a good explanation."


    Marriage is once in a lifetimes matter. Though Xia Sia is willing to compromise with everyone, she remembers she is still the bride! Shouldn''t Guan Xian have that conscience of wanting to give her dream wedding instead of his?!


    Her head is throbbing as she watches Guan Xian''s mischievous smile.


    "What explanation do you need? I''ve promised that we will catch a sunrise, sunset, so I thought- why not have an aurora borealis for a wedding?" Guan Xian replied.


    "So? changing all my arrangements to fulfill your dream wedding is something that a gentleman will do? I''ve heard of grinch stealing Christmas but never heard a groom stealing a dream wedding from her wife!"


    Xia Sha''s cheek has turned red while her blood is boiling. Guan Xian could see her shivering as she angrily averted her gaze from him. Tapping his finger, he isn''t afraid to use the same sharp gaze as Xia Sha.


    "Who said I changed all your arrangement, huh? I believe we agree on an intimate wedding for us and a ceremony for our parents. You''ve only made arrangements for the ceremony and haven''t even started a plan for our intimate wedding. Let me ask you something, do you take this wedding seriously or not?!"


    "..."


    Guan Xian''s fierce explanation turns Xia Sha speechless. Her lips pressed into a tight line, not whisper a word come out to defend herself. She was, indeed, neglecting the second ceremonial and got too swayed by the grand ceremony.


    "I steal your dream wedding?" Guan Xian asked again, suddenly moving from his seat and pulling something below the coffee table. A black leathered hardcover book makes a gentle ''thud'' sound when Guan Xian puts it on the top of the table. "You remember this scrapbook, right? After all, you are the owner," he added sarcastically, tilting his head in an asking manner.


    "Well- of course," Xia Sha replied quietly, almost inaudible for Guan Xian to prevent boasting his ego.


    Xia Sha remembers making a scrapbook about her dream wedding before her parent''s divorce. Cutting her mother''s magazine had once become her hobby as she played with her imagination of living happily ever after. She had everything about wedding on that scrapbook, including tiaras, wedding dresses, shoes, venue, theme, and even- decoration.


    "!!!" That wedding under aurora that she randomly draw after watching a sleeping beauty!


    Guan Xian scoffed, then he opened the page where he left his bookmark before. Pointing at the picture, then the big sketch behind the book, he turns to Xia Sha and asks with a critical tone, "Whose dream is this exactly? Don''t tell me you forgot about your own ''wedding dream,'' Hm?"


    Indeed, Xia Sha forgot she ever wanted a wedding in the north pole. However, in her defense, she makes that scrapbook at elementary school! It''s been a long time~


    Though it''s a perfect alibi and escapes, She could witness Guan Xian''s hard work from the sketch and notes that scatter all over the table. If she admits so truthfully, won''t he change Guan Xian into a groomzilla?! He might eat her up if that happened.


    Xia Sha swallows her saliva as she nervously tries to distance herself from Guan Xian, who watches her like a riled-up beast. A guilty chuckle escaped from her mouth while she tried to justify herself, "It''s our wedding, of course, it should be our dream."


    Guan Xian''s face turns slightly better, but there''s still clear dissatisfaction that distorts his face. Xia Sha racks her brain in panic before remembering the catching phase at the beginning of their relationship.


    "Wow! Do you know I was ten when I made this scrapbook? To think that I want to have a wedding under the aurora and our hobbies of catching the sunrise, the sunset, and another beautiful nature phenomenon together that bring us together, I feel we are fated to be together!" Xia Sha exclaims in a mixture of amazement and panic.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    "Hehehe...?"


    There''s two-second of silence before the coldness on Guan Xian''s face disappears without a trace, replaced by a blooming smile. He cupped Xia Sha''s cheek and kissed the top of her head.


    "Great minds think alike! Great minds do things alike! I''ve thought of the same thing myself!"


    "Yeah, We do!"


    Guan Xian''s barbaric laughter echoes through his apartment before he stops and smiles at Xia Sha kindly. Xia Sha returns his smile before wavering in confusion when she sees glints of malice on Guan Xian''s gaze.


    Frightened Xia Sha, who appears like a bullied-weak bunny: "?"


    Groomzilla Guan Xian with his terrifying smirk: "Is this explanation good enough for you to walk on that aisle?"


    Petty! Petty! Too petty!

 Chapter 253 - Xia Sha Had Made Her Decisions

    Since Xia Sha woke up from her coma state, Guan Xian has treated her like a porcelain doll. Hence, Xia Sha unconsciously let down her guard and forgot that her husband is also her mortal enemy!


    Under Guan Xian''s intense gaze, Xia Sha couldn''t do anything but please him with the honeyed word, "Walk! Of course, I''ll walk on that aisle. How could I leave you at the altar?"


    Guan Xian''s eyes lit up dramatically before exhaling and nodding his head.


    "Hm! I''ll make sure you''ll regret if you dare to do that!" He said with a threatening tone at the end of the sentence.


    Xia Sha has a silly smile on her face before she moves as quickly as the lighting. In a blink of an eye, Guan Xian had felt the warmth from the soft and plump lips of Xia Sha and the uncomfortable feeling of losing it.


    "Don''t make trouble! We still have a meeting!" Guan Xian spoke in a hoarse voice that he eventually lost his voice when Xia Sha''s finger trails along with his adam apple. The itchy and ticklish feeling makes Guan Xian hold Xia Sha''s hand firmly.


    "Oops," Xia Sha grinned rakishly, pulling her hand from Guan Xian, "Well, since you''ll take care of the ceremony, you can surprise me! I''m going to prepare dinner now!"


    Guan Xian''s eyes darkened as he watched Xia Sha running away after playing him around. There''s a burning urge to forget the damned meeting and roll on the bed all night long deep inside him.


    The idea is appealing to Guan Xian, but sadly, he needs to bury deep his desire as notification from Tang Yu Bin demands him to cast his focus on his work.


    Tang Yu Bin: "!"


    Tang Yu Bin: "Boss, you cannot slack off anymore."


    Tang Yu Bin: "You''ve rescheduled for the third time."


    Tang Yu Bin: "I''m reporting to Old Master Guan if you make me reschedule it again."


    Tang Yu Bin: "Don''t blame me..."


    Guan Xian: "!!!"


    This Tang Yu Bin probably had bored working for him!


    Ever since Guan Xian take over the company, father Guan has been idle. He could partially live his life as he wished, without any worry. When Xia Sha accident happened, Guan Xian had to take care of her in the hospital and work.


    Initially, there hasn''t been any problem. Guan Xian can keep Xia Sha''s accident secret from the public. He also sends Meng Ran to a rehabilitation center with extra security. Although he didn''t know what to do with Meng Ran, she''s not a threat for a meanwhile.


    However, since Guan Xian knew how passionate Xia Sha was toward her work and projects, he couldn''t bear to abandon her paper on the desk. And so, he monitored Xia Sha''s work with Fu Jin''s help while planning the wedding.


    A sleepless night is a cost for running the whole show single-handedly. By the end of the week, mother Guan found her son almost passed out and pitied him. And so, Father Guan reluctantly helps Guan Xian in the company until everything comes back to normal.


    The Old-man has been aching to have his comfortable life back!


    Guan Xian gets more convinced that he treated Tang Yu Bin too well that he starts to be acting up!


    In the end, Guan Xian proceeds to focus on his work while Xia Sha makes dinner for two of them. Since it''s her first time cooking in Guan Xian''s kitchen, Xia Sha takes her time to get familiar before she opens the stove.


    It was eight at night when Xia Sha finished her last dish. She carefully puts the simple course on the dining table while he waits for Guan Xian to finish. The dining room is not too far away from the living room where Guan Xian sits. So Xia Sha could hear the vain authoritative decision from Guan Xian while chatting with little Hu Che over the phone.


    The smile she had on her face gradually vanished as she lay her head on the table and drifted away to the dreamland.


    "Then, let''s settle for the third proposal," Guan Xian affirmed as he ended the meeting.


    There''s another proposal he needed to review, but Xia Sha''s cooking has been inviting him to put his work aside for a moment and enjoy the delicacy. With an amused expression, he approaches the dining room with praise on the tip of his tongue.


    "It smells heavenly. what did you-"


    Guan Xian instantly shut his mouth when he saw a beauty sleeping on his dining table. He didn''t realize how his face turned gentle as he carefully pulled seats next to Xia Sha. Mimicking her posture, he lay his head on the table, where he could observe her peaceful face.


    He didn''t realize how long he stayed in the position, but when Guan Xian dragged out his reverie, he felt pain in his back. His eyebrow flickered in a strange pleasure when he realized Brian was right. He''s whipped beyond repair.


    Gently, Guan Xian princess carries the sleeping Xia Sha towards his bedroom. He makes sure to cover Xia Sha in a blanket before taking a pad and bottle from the bathroom.


    "Tsk, You tell me not to worry about you, but look at you!" Guan Xian clicked his tongue as he carefully wiped the makeup from Xia Sha''s face. "Where in this world will you find a man like me, hm?"


    "Did eating with Liem Ke Yong that fulfilling that you didn''t have to have dinner?"


    "If you tell me first, you don''t even have to strike a deal with that damned playboy," Guan Xian continued his quiet rumbling, pinching the tip of Xia Sha''s nose as he went on.


    "But I guess you wouldn''t be happy if I left you with no problem to solve, right? Why are you so difficult?"


    Xia Sha, who is has woken up halfway when Guan Xian carries her upstairs, started to regret, "..."


    She expected this to be sweet! Not this endless complaining, alright?!


    "Then again, I don''t understand how people keep targeting you?" Guan Xian whispered as he watched her delicate features reveal behind Xia Sha''s sharps makeup. "I guess it''s fair. You are not exactly an angel. You can be mean sometimes."


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Fair enough.


    He went silent for long minutes before Xia Sha felt his lips on the top of her forehead.


    "Don''t worry. You are not alone anymore. I''m here for you as you''ll be there for me too. Sleep tight, baby. I love you."


    It left her with an overwhelmingly sweet and tingling sensation. Xia Sha has this urge to open her eyes and hug Guan Xian tightly, but before she could, Guan Xian has closed the lamp and walked out of the room.


    The series of words had Xia Sha lay awake on the bed with a pounding heart. She looks up and blinks a few times at the ceiling, unable to think anything. Guan Xian''s voice echoed on her mind as his touch lingered on her skin.


    ''Lay for another minute, and you''ll officially be insane!'' Xia Sha''s inner goddess scolded, forcing Xia Sha to sit up straight.


    She had made up her mind, and no one could change it!


    And so, the next day, in the middle of the meeting, Tang Yu Bin barged in with a pale face. He walks toward Guan Xian in staggering states. In a quiet tone, he said, "Something urgent happened to Ms.Xia. We need to leave now, boss!"


    Guan Xian''s eyebrow immediately knitted together as he ended the meeting early.


    "What happens? Did she get hurt again? Didn''t I ask to double up the protection?" Guan Xian inquired, seating nervously beside Tang Yu Bin, who drove like crazy.


    His mind wanders everywhere, imagining every possible scenario he''s about to see.


    The quiet atmosphere on the car was nerve-wracking. Tang Yu Bin glance at Guan Xian with a guilty conscience. He certainly knew how Xia Sha could affect Guan Xian. And yet, he still needs to finish his missions.


    "I''m not sure, but Fu Jin said Ms.Xia came to work and suddenly fainted in the middle of a meeting. Mr.Xiao Zhan is driving them to the hospital right now."


    "What? She comes to work?!" Guan Xian almost yelled. A vein has popped up in his forehead and neck while he tried to calm his nerve.


    Damn it! He clearly heard Xia Sha promise him not to be naughty anymore today. Which part of ''take a good rest'' did he fail to deliver?


    "Boss, don''t get too agitated. You should see the news. I''m sure you''ll take the same action if you''re Ms. Xia," Tang Yu Bin carefully said, taking advantage of the red light to hand Guan Xian his tablet.


    ''PROJECT BY XIA COOPERATION- THE FUTURIA HOTEL CONSTRUCTION TAKES LIVE! WHO''S RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS MESS?


    The frown on Guan Xian''s face deepen when he read the title. He felt so frustrated that he had loosened his tie around his collar for air.


    "Fuck," he cussed.

 Chapter 254 - Everything Is Ready

    The growing ominous feeling inside Guan Xian makes him restless. He couldn''t stop his heart from aching until he witnessed Xia Sha''s long eyelashes fluttering like a butterfly wing. Once those beautiful brown eyes met him, Guan Xian couldn''t stop himself from taking a step closer toward Xia Sha.


    "Hey, how are you feeling?" Guan Xian''s voice came out hoarse as he tried not to crush Xia Sha''s hand on his grip.


    Xia Sha unclasp her dry lips and try to slip a weak smile in between her pale face. Her mellow gaze fell on Guan Xian as she shook her head, "I feel like shit. Thank you for asking."


    Guan Xian wasn''t expecting a joke after those mellow gazes. He''s about to call the doctor when Xia Sha suddenly averts her gaze and guiltily says, "How''s the situation right now? I should delay the opening night if it''s too dire."


    Delaying the opening night means postponing the wedding ceremony she had planned indirectly. It would be inconsiderate for them to get married and flaunt their happiness after such an accident that takes a human''s life.


    Forget about the company or personal image. Xia Sha felt even though she was breathing normally- she constantly felt suffocated every time the news crossed her mind.


    Obviously, Guan Xian could''ve seen through everything as he looked so calm when Xia Sha apologized.


    "Guan Xian, I''m sorry."


    "You know, for someone who fainted, you think a lot. How could you do that?" Guan Xian let out a low chuckle, poking Xia Sha''s pointy nose gently as he says, "I understand. You are considerate. It''s alright. We will go with your arrangement."


    There''s not a slight tone of complaint or sarcasm in Guan Xian''s proper answer. It''s so thoughtful that it makes something change in Xia Sha''s gaze toward him. Her eyes filled with admiration and compassion that Guan Xian saw from her before. It left a deep impression for a long time that even after a long time, Guan Xian would sometimes think of this moment.


    Guan Xian wants to ask Xia Sha about the change, but she quickly blinks her eyes and hides the ambiguous act.


    "So, you won''t get angry even though we need to postpone the wedding. I recall that you''ve been working hard about it lately," Xia Sha playfully raised her eyebrow.


    It took a second moment of silence before Xia Sha squinted her eyes and suddenly turned suspicious of Guan Xian.


    "Ah! You are reconsidering this whole marriage, aren''t you? You found it too soon! Or because it''s getting closer, you got a wedding jitter, and suddenly your commitment issues kicking in back!"


    Xia Sha''s words come so fast that Guan Xian''s eyes twitched.


    Guan Xian: "..."


    "Haven''t you read too many novels in your spare time? Can you hear yourself accusing me of reconsidering this whole marriage?" Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow. He doesn''t look pleased by Xia Sha''s mischievous word of accusations.


    "What?" Xia Sha blinked her eyes several times as if she was the innocent victim.


    Guan Xian is about to flare his anger when he catches the sight of the IV needle on Xia Sha''s fair hand. A loud sigh of I''m-not-going-to-fight-you comes out of his mouth before he holds Xia Sha''s hand dearly and explains patiently.


    "My dearest future Guan madam, I make the first move. I proposed to you and basically left you no other choice than marry me. I tricked you into this marriage?! Dare to say I''m reconsidering my whole masterpiece plan?!" Guan Xian''s eyes almost popped out from its socket as he let out his internal screams in a modest way.


    Guan Xian''s reaction had Xia Sha giggles. Her voice sounded so sweet that it softened Guan Xian''s heart instantly.


    "Laugh for all you want. I''m still marrying you," Guan Xian scoffed jokingly.


    "I won''t! I won''t marry you! I won''t!" Xia Sha said to annoy Guan Xian.


    Her provocation gets into Guan Xian''s nerve effortlessly. Guan Xian looks riled up as he presses his lips into a thin line, "Marry! You will marry me!"


    "Blah! Blah! Blah!" Xia Sha let out her tongue.


    "!!!"


    "Xia Sha!" Guan Xian calls out frustratedly.


    "You are so dead!"


    "You are so dead!" Xia Sha mimicked Guan Xian''s serious voice.


    "Xia Sha, have you hit your head with something?" Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow, starting to feel weird.


    "Xia Sha, have you hit your head with something?" Xia Sha still mimicked Guan Xian.


    "Must''ve eaten the wrong medication," Guan Xian murmured as he ignored Xia Sha''s antics.


    "Must''ve eaten the wrong medication."


    Guan Xian: "..."


    Xia Sha: "..."


    How can you mimic silence?


    After bickering with Guan Xian for another ten minutes, Xia Sha finally feels tired. She let out a sigh as she closed her eyes, "Ah, I guess God must''ve wanted me to rest. He had me woke up in a hospital bed twice this week."


    The corner of Guan Xian''s eyes twitched after hearing Xia Sha''s conscience. He wrinkled his nose and quietly jabbed, "It''s good that you finally reflected on your life."


    Feeling a sharp gaze fallen on his back, Guan Xian innocently added, "You wouldn''t listen even if I ask until my mouth started to foam. I''m thankful that God had helped me."


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Fine! It''s all fair now. I''ve made you speechless, and you''ve made me an unreasonable woman.


    "Alright, so, what do you want to do?" Guan Xian inquires to help Xia Sha solve her current problem.


    "I-" Xia Sha hung her sentence before she thoughtfully answered, "I want to play monopoly."


    Guan Xian tilted his head and looked at Xia Sha in disbelief, "What did you say?"


    Has he lost her mind, or Xia Sha''s head is injured somewhere. There is no way Xia Sha couldn''t understand what he tried to imply here. Watching her lay on the bed with a look carefree instead of jumping out from the bed and running to clear the problem somehow felt surreal to Guan Xian.


    "I said, I want to play monopoly," Xia Sha repeated with a louder voice. A slight pout on her face made Guan Xian flustered. He nodded his head mindlessly, "Okay, I''ll ask Tang Yu Bin to buy a monopoly."


    "Yey, monopoly," Xia Sha cheered.


    The troubled Guan Xian gradually relaxed after they chatted and played monopoly for a while. Neither Guan Xian nor Xia Sha wanted to lose. Every round, they would negotiate and bicker to get an advantage. The game got dragged for a long hour.


    When Guan Xian declared his bankruptcy, Xia Sha finally let out a heartful laugh.


    "Hahaha, turn out you are the evil capitalist," Guan Xian mocked Xia Sha with a straight face.


    Xia Sha let out her tongue and made the monopoly money into a fan, "As they said, Monkey see and to better."


    "You are so going to rotten our child," Guan Xian mumbles as he stretches his body.


    Guan Xian said those words mindlessly, but Xia Sha got dumbfounded for a moment as she stared straight at Guan Xian with an unfathomable gaze. The smile on Guan Xian''s smile slowly turned into a nervous one.


    "What?" he blushed, suddenly acting like a shy high school girl.


    "Well, I have something that I want to give you," Xia Sha confessed, suddenly pulling out a small booklet from her pillow.


    Guan Xian was confused when he recognized the book. He raised his eyebrow and asked, "Why do you hide your household registration under your pillow?"


    Under Guan Xian''s confused gaze, Xia Sha wiggled her eyebrow as she explained, "Well, you''ll understand later."


    Guan Xian is about to ask another question when someone covers his eyes. His first instinct facing the sudden attack was his martial move. However, the attacker seems to anticipate his movement even lock Guan Xian''s body.


    "Jian Jun! What are you doing?!" Guan Xian shouted as soon as he knew his attacker.


    "That''s fast," Jian Jun sounded impressed as he held Guan Xian''s body.


    "What you guys are doing?" Guan Xian frantically shouted when he sensed more movement around him. He knew there was Ji Cun Xi from his mischievous giggle and Wang Kai''s presence from his heavy footsteps.


    "Brother, please forgive me and don''t hold grudges. It is for your good, I promise!" Suddenly Xiao Ni took a step closer to Guan Xian and put something on his mouth so that he no longer could speak.


    "Hmph! Hmph! Hmph!" Guan Xian tried to revolt and released himself.


    "What is he trying to say?" Ji Cun Xi asks out of curiosity.


    "Em, he probably said he would avenge himself later, and we should be prepared," Xia Sha squinted her eyes and tried to guess.


    "Hmph!" Guan Xian yells again.


    "Now?" Ji Cun Xi asks for another translation to Xia Sha.


    "He said yes," Xia Sha nodded her head, confident with her answer. Guan Xian also nods along, confirming Xia Sha''s translation.


    Ji Cun Xi looks back and forth at Xia Sha and Guan Xian. He leans closer to Xiao Ni and whispers loudly, "Married couple is so weird and creepy."


    Wang Kai suddenly pulls Xiao Ni to his side and looks at Ji Cun Xi with a weird gaze.


    Ji Cun Xi: "..."


    Jian Jun looks at his friends with a hopeless face. Ignoring their weird antics, he turns to Xia Sha and nods his head.


    "Everything is ready."

 Chapter 255 - [Bonus Chapter]Bye, Hubby, Have A Fun Vacation~

    "Hmph Hmph Hmph?" Guan Xian inquired with a pale face.


    "Shh, you don''t need to know now. Shut up and follow me," Xia Sha said. Guan Xian could feel his close distance as her soft hand pulled him.


    "..."


    Following Xia Sha''s instruction, Guan Xian went quiet and didn''t speak along the way. He does try to track his surrounding by his other sense. He knew when they took the elevator and walked past the lobby. Even when they make him get into the car, Guan Xian has a vague sense of direction.


    According to his calculation, it should be the A district. A prime location in which the civil affairs bureau building stands.


    Wait, CIVIL AFFAIR BUREAU?! HOUSEHOLD REGISTRATION BOOK?


    Shockwaves had hit Guan Xian long before Xia Sha opened his blindfold and revealed the big building upon him. In a slow, dramatic way, Guan Xian turns to Xia Sha with disbelief written on his face.


    "No way," he chanted.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and nodded her head calmly, "Yes-way."


    "It''s impossible!" Guan Xian rounded his eyes as he put both of his hands on Xia Sha''s shoulder. His grip was firm as Xia Sha felt slight pain from the pressure.


    Xia Sha nodded her head for the second time said it to Guan Xian''s face, "It''s possible. You aren''t backing up, aren''t you?"


    "Are you kidding me? No! Aren''t you?" Guan Xian shocks Xia Sha''s shoulder once and makes her body shakes.


    Xia Sha pulled out two booklets from her back, showing Guan Xian how well she had prepared herself. She also released herself from Guan Xian''s grip and twirled her body with the booklet.


    "I''ve dressed up, bought the booklet, and kidnapped the groom. Can''t you tell?" Xia Sha tilted her head and smiled in a lovely way that Guan Xian subconsciously let out his silly grin.


    "Now come on, let''s get inside before they close!" Xia Sha exclaims, pulling Guan Xian to get inside the building with high spirit.


    Once they got inside the waiting room, Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin rushed toward them and handed them papers and waiting tickets. A board smile hides the urge to squeal and hugs their best friend.


    "Now, please write down your personal information in this paper before your turn come!" Kai Xin urges them after Guan Xian and Xia Sha sit down.


    "Hey, calm-"


    "There is no time to calm down. Your turn is coming soon. Our public servant is working so efficiently. Please don''t hinder their work!" Zheng Shuang cut Xia Sha before she finishes her sentence.


    "Are this is for real?" Guan Xian seems too stunned to start writing his form.


    "No, this is the fake form. You''ll have to fill in the other form in front of the officer later," Zheng Shuang inform according to her observation while waiting for Xia Sha and Guan Xian.


    "Just- fill it," Xia Sha clicked her mouth as she busied herself.


    "Wait!" Guan Xian suddenly stops Xia Sha from writing another word on the paper. He looks deadly serious as he explains his action, "Before we did this, I want to ask you something."


    His interruption makes Xia Sha nervous. Her eyelashes withering uncommonly, fear starts to invade her gaze.


    "I knew it! You don''t want to marry me!" Xia Sha conflictedly mutters, lowering her head as she speaks.


    "No! Not at all! It''s not that. I don''t want to regret this moment. After all, It''s once in life matters. Are you sure you are not in a rush and wear whatever you found in the hospital?" Guan Xian asked, looking at Xia Sha''s outfit from up and down.


    Xia Sha, who had already lowered her head, starts to get dumbfounded by her stupidity. She is still wearing the hospital gown. Though, her makeup is still on.


    Thank God for setting spray.


    Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin, who almost spitted out blood because Guan Xian suddenly stopped the flow, let out an angry laugh, "You think we would let Xia Sha take marriage photo with hospital uniform, are you crazy?"


    They think Guan Xian is underestimating them as Xia Sha''s best friend! Who would let her best friend wear a hospital gown for her marriage certificate?!


    "Don''t worry. Just take care of the procedure first. We''ll take care of the rest," Kai Xin calmly assure them.


    Xia Sha raised her eyebrow and squinted her eyes at Zheng Shuang and Xia Sha.


    It''s true. Xia Sha had planned a surprise for Guan Xian after she ''comes-to-a-realization'' last night. However, because she is rushing things, some matters are left unhanded. It''s bold for forgetful Kai Xin and sloppy Zheng Shuang to give her this kind of assurance.


    "Can I trust you?" Xia Sha and Guan Xian suddenly said at the same time.


    Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin: "..."


    Do you want to get married or not?! Don''t you realize your marriage fate is in our hands?


    It turns out that Xia Sha and Guan Xian don''t have to worry about a thing. Right after they finish filling out their form, Xiao Ni and Wang Kai come with the outfit from them. Xia Sha and Guan Xian get changed and go through the procedure until they stand outside the building with two red booklets in their hand.


    "Wow, we are married," Guan Xian mutters in disbelief. His eyes never left their picture inside the marriage certificate as he held Xia Sha''s hand tighter.


    Xia Sha nodded her head, affirming Guan Xian''s word, and added, "Well, guess I''m someone''s wife now."


    Guan Xian turns to Xia Sha with a furrowed eyebrow. With slight dissatisfaction on his face, he complained, "someone? You are not someone''s wife. Who is someone? You are Guan Xian''s wife!"


    Xia Sha clicked her tongue at Guan Xian''s fussiness. She tilted her head and said with a domineering tone, "Alright, then you are Xia Sha''s husband. Let''s go home, husband."


    "Right away, wife," Guan Xian excitedly walks Xia Sha toward his car.


    Xia Sha watches Guan Xian''s back with a proud smile on her face. She wonders how he will react to the next surprise she has prepared for him. A giggle escaped from her mouth when Guan Xian turned to her and waved his hand at him.


    "Come on, let''s head home," Guan Xian urges when he sees that Xia Sha hasn''t moved from her original spot.


    "What the rush?" Xia Sha giggles while walking casually down the stairs.


    Guan Xian raised his eyebrow and looked at Xia Sha with questioning eyes. Shamelessly, he answers, "Jump into the bed, what else?"


    Xia Sha: "..."


    Does married status change your experience in the bed? Being married does not magically change ''anything,'' Right?


    Xia Sha tilted her head and looked at Guan Xian with a guilty face, "Oops. Look like I make a mistake. I''m sorry?"


    Guan Xian''s eyelashes battled for a few times before he dramatically asked, "What did you do? Don''t tell me you want to divorce me?!"


    He shouldn''t have been too selfish and blunt! Xia Sha would probably feel disappointed after hearing the first thing he wants to cuddle right after marriage?


    "I''m sorry! It was just that cuddling felt so good, but you keep telling me to go home before."


    Xia Sha was rendered speechless for a moment after witnessing Guan Xian''s TMI confession.


    "I''m sorry for sending you home when you want to cuddle," Xia Sha acknowledged her action and added, "But that''s not why I apologize to you."


    "So, what is it?" Guan Xian titled his head.


    "I thought- you would like to..." Xia Sha averted her gaze as her voice faded out, "Spend your last day as a single man with your friend? I booked all of your friend''s time for three days two nights for vacation with you."


    Guan Xian''s jaw almost dropped as cold sweat formed on his forehead. "This is a prank, right? Why would a newly wedded groom go out with his stinky friend for three days and two nights?"


    "I wouldn''t want to call your friend stinky if I were you..." Xia Sha mumbled when she made eye contact with four men on a handsome Jeep car.


    ''BEEP BEEP''


    "You are stinkier than us! Do you think we''re kind enough to forget your oath? Don''t let me catch your cheating ass!" Ji Cun Xi shouted from the car. He looks so angry that he slides his car out from the window.


    Guan Xian''s eyes were wide open as he quickly grabbed Xia Sha''s hand tightly with a pleading face, "Wifey! Don''t let them take me! They are going to strip me naked and make me dance to a bunch of pathetic songs!"


    "Uh, do you mean a bunch of your favorite songs?" Wang Kai easily pushes Guan Xian''s button.


    "Shut up! You once admit you like Justin Bieber''s song!"


    "Justin Bieber''s song is catchy," Xia Sha indirectly sided to the boys rather than her new husband.


    "Wifey!" Guan Xian cried out a protest! He began to shudder when Jian Jun came out from the car to drag him in.


    "No! No! No! I WANT TO CUDDLE!" Guan Xian insisted when Jian Jun and Wang Kai got closer.


    "I''m sorry, they also tricked me into thinking you want the trip!" Xia Sha shook her head when Jian Jun and Wang Kai grabbed Guan Xian''s right and left arm.


    "We didn''t trick you! He indeed chooses this for himself," Jian Jun clarify.


    "Fudge you! It''s all only trick to make Wang Kai never marry my sister!"


    "Bullshit," Wang Kai mumbles.


    "Lame excuse," Ji Cun Xin rolls his eyes.


    Guan Xian: "..." I felt so wronged.


    Xia Sha: "Bye, Hubby, have a fun vacation~."

 Chapter 256 - Lot Of Things Changed After Marriage

    Guan Xian failed to gain sympathy from Xia Sha and felt bitter towards his friend. There''s no smile on his face as Wang Kai, Jian Jun, and Ji Cun Xi make him sit at the hottest nightclub in Vegas. Instead of feeling lucky- as Xia Sha thought he would.


    For the first time in twenty years of friendship, Guan Xian felt he shouldn''t befriend his moron friend.


    "Do you seriously think this would make me happier than rolling in bed with my wife?! I might expect this from Ji Cun Xi and Jian Jun, but you?!" Guan Xian said in disbelief toward Wang Kai.


    Wang Kai raised his eyebrow without changing his stoic expression while sipping a coffee while reading his iPad.


    "Bother-in-law, Your wife kick you out from your honeymoon bed. Why blame it on me?" Wang Kai answered and jabbed Guan Xian''s heart casually.


    Calling him brother-in-law is one. Pointing out Xia Sha allowing her husband to go on their wedding night is another one.


    "Oh really, as if you''ll be here if Xiao Ni didn''t end your honeymoon early," Guan Xian replied mindlessly.


    You want to prick my heart with words, don''t you? Huh?


    Wang Kai turned speechless.


    "..." Wasn''t it to attend your wedding?


    "I''m so done with you two! I bought you to the hottest club in Vegas, and one of them is drinking a black coffee while reading his document while the other whine about his wife. Come on, guys! You bummed me out," Ji Cun Xi complained.


    A slight fury burns in Ji Cun Xi''s eyes for a moment when he speaks. It makes Guan Xian feel guilty while Wang Kai puts down his tablet.


    Jian Jun laid back lazily on the black leather sofa as he chimed in, "Cun Xi had a point. It''s been a while. We only hang out to play the avengers these days."


    Naturally, the four of them realized this by heart. Everyone had a busy life, but sometimes they wished to gather and have a good time like in the good old days.


    "Well, I''m sorry for that. Everything comes so naturally and-"


    "It''s okay. We understand. It''s not your fault either," Ji Cun Xi cut him off with an attitude.


    Guan Xian wrinkled his nose and nodded several times, "thank you," he murmured before he clapped his hand together and asked," So, we are in Vegas, should we win some money?"


    They only had three purposes in Vegas. Work, Party, and Casino.


    They were in the so-called late bachelor party. Work won''t be suitable. Wang Kai and Jian Jun wouldn''t come to a non-related work party. He could understand them now.


    So, there''s only The Casino left to enjoy in Vegas.


    "Stop playing dumb. We knew you''ve been preparing since you engaged to Xia Sha," Jian Jun pointed out indifferently, peeling out the act Guan Xian tried to use.


    Titling his head like an innocent boy, Guan Xian furrowed his eyebrow, "Guys, what is it? I don''t remember a thing," he confidently carried on his act.


    "Brother-in-law, you are the initiator of the pact. But if you forgot, then you could send back the car I bought you," Wang Kai ripped out the mask that Guan Xian is wearing.


    "Uh-huh, stop trying to divert the attention here and let us watch that single ladies dance," Jian Jun added the fuel to Ji Cun Xi''s fire and Guan Xian''s misery.


    Guan Xian clenched his teeth as he took a moment of silence. Three pairs of sharp eyes watch him playfully, and there is no way he could run away from this VIP room.


    Damn it! If he knew he would get so whipped by a woman someday, he would never utter nonsense at Dubai!


    "Fine! I''m a man of my word. Where''s the costume? Bring it on!" Guan Xian scoffed as he stood from the sofa and began to strip.


    "Oh! My eyes! My eyes! What are you doing? Don''t contaminate my eyes!" Ji Cun Xi panicked shouted as he covered his eyes with his hand.


    Guan Xian smirked when he saw his friend''s black expression. Leaving only his boxer, he deliberately prolonged his time changing costume.


    "Ah? Wasn''t you looking forward to my performance? I think a little warming up is needed," Guan Xian murmured, placing his hand on his hip.


    "If you don''t want any evidence of tonight, I suggest you not gross me out," Ji Cun Xi panicky threatened as he used his tie to cover his eyes.


    Utterly! Completely! Defeated! Guan Xian was so speechless that he didn''t even complain when the binding lights blinded him as the music started to play.


    "All the single ladies, all the single ladies. All the single ladies, all the single ladies," the background music started to fill the VIP room before it filled with laughter from Wang Kai, Jian Jun, and Ji Cun Xi.


    Guan Xian took a long deep breath as he lowered his head. When the music cue, his body starts moving along with the rhythm, "Now put your hands up."


    "Eyyyyy!" The boys hype him up while trying to hold on to their laughter.


    If you liked it, then you should have put a ring on it.


    If you liked it, then you shoulda put a ring on it.


    Don''t be mad once you see that he want it.


    If you liked it, then you shoulda put a ring on it.


    The music faded as the night grew colder in Las Vegas. As the boys entertained themself with laughter and alcohol, Xia Sha and the rest of the girls couldn''t help but feel enjoying themself on the other side.


    Xia Sha took a long deep breath after enlightening herself with every information she missed while ''sleeping'' in the hospital. There''s indeed some problem in the construction site, but it''s not as dire as the news report.


    "So everything is fine?" Xia Sha wants to reconfirm with Fu Qun with a tone that makes Fu Qun wouldn''t dare to lie.


    "Yes, mam. Apart from Mr.Guan might pass out from lack of sleep, there''s nothing. I don''t know that Mr.Guan is quite an engineer himself."


    With that in mind, she had no worries when Xiao Ni suddenly abducted her to Mother Guan''s secret spa space.


    "Ah~ You are right, Guan Xiao Ni. It''s an earthly paradise," Xia Sha murmured as she enjoyed the massage on her back.


    "Absolutely. Why don''t you tell us sooner?!" Kai Xin complains with a smile on her face.


    "Excuse me, I also forget about this tradition. If my sister cousin didn''t mention this, I would''ve missed this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity!" Xiao Ni sighed.


    "They weren''t talking about the stuff you want to do after this. It''s the spa," Xia Sha tried to knock some sense into Xiao Ni''s muddle head.


    She heard a low "Oh," from Xiao Ni before an indifferent answer, "My mother insists on keeping this place a secret even from me. She wants to make this place her legacy?"


    Xiao Ni wasn''t quite so sure herself. But knowing her mother-in-law, it''s not impossible.


    Xia Sha lay on the massage bed with her eyes closed as she pampers her body quietly. The tradition Xiao Ni mentioned is something that mother Guan had told her recently. The woman of Guan''s family had special three treats the day before marrying.


    On the first day, the bride would get the best body and face treatment to pamper herself.


    On the second day, they could shop to their heart content, fully funded by the Guan family.


    On the third day, they could do things that they want to do but couldn''t do after marriage. Everything would be provided and forgiven.


    Mother Guan even explicitly said, "Even if you want to try an affair with someone, you could. I won''t tell Guan Xian."


    Xia Sha was stunned at that time. She didn''t know that the Guan family could be this liberal. It terrified her a little if mother Guan didn''t add, "I would''ve forgiven you for that, but I won''t be responsible for collateral damage."


    "..."


    Xia Sha shook her head to refuse. She almost broke a cold sweat thinking of involving herself in an affair. It''s the one thing she hated the most in this world.


    The thought of it makes Xia Sha shiver in discomfort.


    "The spa is not the main event, guys. I shall give you feast in the eyes after comfort to your body," Xiao Ni wiggles her eyebrow playfully as she makes the three of them laugh.


    "Xiao Ni couldn''t get satisfied with this paradise. Maybe if a ripped-bun-stomach oppa becomes a masseuse, she would agree on the earthly paradise term," Xia Sha said.


    "Anyway, doesn''t senior Wang Kai have a great figure? Why do you look so desperate to see another six-pack oppa?" Kai Xin teased.


    Xia Sha notices a blush on Xiao Ni''s cheek, but the girl seems to cover her shyness with a comedy.


    "I love the bun at my house, but it wouldn''t hurt to look, right?"


    They laugh at Xiao Ni''s answer before one of them starts to stop smiling.


    "But is this save for me? Guan Xian and the other might be too busy to notice. But Xiao Yu-" Zheng Shuang turn to Xiao Ni nervously.


    "Don''t worry. I asked my father to extend the Rothschild conference invitation to Xiao Yu. I''ve sent them all far away that they couldn''t do anything when we enjoy our night!" Xiao Ni grinned.


    "Well, I appreciate the message. But I don''t understand why you make it such a big deal," Xia Sha raised her eyebrow at Xiao Ni.


    "Aiya! Sister-in-law, are you sure you weren''t rushing to marry my brother? He won''t let a single man lay a hand on your hair now that you are legally his wife. Don''t you know this by now?"


    "He could be protective, but he never really prohibit me from doing things that I want," Xia Sha replied calmly, a smile blooms at the end of her sentence.


    "I want to say I had enough of the foolishly-in-love-because-I-just-got-married smile, but she had only someone''s wife for one day," Kai Xin clicked her tongue and averted her sight from Xia Sha.


    Indifferent to Xia Sha''s confident answer, Xiao Ni calmly makes her point as she quietly says, "Yeah, have you ever wanted to enjoy the company of half-naked young meats before?"


    Xia Sha: "..."


    "Guan Xiao Ni, you live up to your name as a trouble maker," Zheng Shuang couldn''t hold her giggles when she heard Xiao Ni''s unfiltered choice of words.


    "Now that I think about it, Xiao Ni is our senior in marriage life," Kai Xin murmured.


    A shed of interest suddenly sparked Xia Sha''s eyes as she wondered, What makes Xiao Ni so eager to watch those young meats right now?


    "Xiao Ni, tell me, what changes after marriage?" Zheng Shuang wasted no time waiting while she probed. Two pairs of eyes watch Xiao Ni vigorously while Xia Sha secretly concentrates on her hearing.


    "Lot of things changed after marriage. Let me tell you. Wang Kai was a control freak even before we got married. He forbid me to do stuff, but he can''t do anything to stop me before," Xiao Ni squinted her eyes as she looked at Zheng Shuang, Kai Xin, and Xia Sha one by one.


    "So? Does he restain you that you become unhappy?" Zheng Shuang sounds concerned as a slight frown appears on her nervous face.


    The silence between pause breaks makes the atmosphere tense. The quiet shook that Xiao Ni makes indicates a piece of bad news that they are about to hear, witness, and eventually, experience.


    "Oh, no. Wang Kai would never restain me. He only- slyly do stuff so I could do what I want to do!" Xiao Ni passionately scoffed as she looked at Xia Sha.


    Slyly do stuff, huh?


    "Let me tell you! You are next. Birds of feathers flock together. He might not tell you his objection, but the next thing you know. You missed the event because you are too tired to walk,~" Xiao Ni said.


    "That is an old trick. You fall for that?" Xia Sha raised her eyebrow in question.


    "..."


    "..."


    "..."


    There is a long silence filled the spa room as Xiao Ni''s jaw drops while Zheng Shuang and Kai Xin look confused. Xia Sha doesn''t quite understand what''s happening, but when she heard the replay of her voice in her head, she wished to hide forever in a wormhole.


    "Hah? Tell me how you get away with it!" Xiao Ni seems the only one who wasn''t aware of the awkward air.


    "...." Xia Sha blushed as she tried to avoid eye contact with anyone.