《FRAGMENT OF LIFE: A COLLECTION OF STORIES》 1-THE MEMORY MERCHANT They called him the Memory Merchant, though no one knew his real name. He was a fixture of the Old City ¡ª that crumbling part of the metropolis where modern skyscrapers gave way to cobblestone streets and leaning buildings that remembered better days. Every morning, like clockwork, he stood beneath a flickering streetlamp that hadn¡¯t been replaced in decades. Rain or shine, he was there, his gray coat draped over his thin frame, his weathered boots rooted to the cracked pavement. No one remembered when he first appeared. Some claimed it had been years, others swore he¡¯d always been there ¡ª as eternal as regret itself. Above him, a faded sign hung crooked from rusted chains. It read: ¡°TRADE YOUR MEMORIES ¡ª ONLY THE ONES YOU CANNOT BEAR.¡± Most people ignored him. City dwellers had learned to tune out the strange and surreal long ago. But the desperate¡­ they saw him. And they knew. The rules were simple. He would take from you the memory you couldn¡¯t live with ¡ª the betrayal, the grief, the unbearable loss ¡ª and in exchange, you would offer him one pure, precious memory. A moment of untainted joy. No money changed hands. Only memories. Lena heard the rumors long before she found him. Whispers shared in coffee shops and late-night forums. ¡°There¡¯s a man who can take it away.¡± ¡°You¡¯ll forget¡­ everything. The pain. The face. The sound of their voice.¡± ¡°But he takes something too.¡± For weeks, Lena fought the urge. She told herself it was foolish. Dangerous. Who knew what tampering with your mind could do? Memories made you ¡ª every scar, every smile. Could you carve out a piece of your soul and still remain whole? And yet¡­ there she was. The Old City loomed like a forgotten graveyard, bathed in the orange glow of failing streetlights. Her footsteps echoed down the empty street, heart pounding with each step closer to that crooked sign. She found him exactly where the rumors said he¡¯d be. Silent. Waiting. The box at his feet was old ¡ª polished wood stained dark by age. The hinges creaked when he opened it, revealing rows of glass vials. Some glowed faintly, others were dark. She swore she could feel them ¡ª the weight of all those stolen moments, swirling just out of reach. ¡°Are you¡­ the Merchant?¡± she asked, voice trembling. He nodded once. ¡°I am.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t¡­ I don¡¯t know how this works.¡± ¡°It is simple,¡± he replied. ¡°You tell me the memory you wish to lose. I take it. In return, you give me your happiest memory. One untainted by pain.¡± She hesitated. ¡°Why¡­ why would you want that?¡± The Merchant¡¯s eyes ¡ª pale, endless ¡ª met hers. ¡°Because joy is rarer than sorrow. And I am tired of carrying only darkness.¡± The words hung in the air like a prayer or a curse. Lena¡¯s throat tightened. Her whole life, she had carried him ¡ª the memory of the man who shattered her. She didn¡¯t need to speak his name. The Merchant would know. ¡°Please,¡± she whispered. ¡°I can¡¯t live like this anymore. Take it.¡± The Merchant gestured to the crate beside him. ¡°Sit.¡± She obeyed, the wooden slats cold beneath her. Somewhere in the distance, a clock tower chimed. Midnight. ¡°What is your worst memory?¡± he asked softly. Lena closed her eyes. And it came ¡ª unbidden, unwanted ¡ª as it always did. The rain. The cold. The empty street where she had waited for him, heart full of foolish hope. The moment realization crashed down ¡ª that he was never coming, that he never cared. If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen from Royal Road. Please report it. Her voice cracked. ¡°I don¡¯t want to see his face anymore.¡± The Merchant nodded slowly, as though hearing a story told countless times. ¡°Close your eyes. Breathe. I will do the rest.¡± Lena closed her eyes, heart pounding in her chest like a frightened bird. For a moment, there was only silence ¡ª the kind that stretched long and thin, like the world itself was holding its breath. Then she felt it ¡ª the soft press of cool metal against her temple. A faint hum vibrated through her skull, neither painful nor pleasant, just¡­ strange. Like someone brushing fingertips against the edges of her mind. ¡°Remember him,¡± the Merchant whispered. And she did. It came flooding back, not in flashes, but in painful, excruciating detail ¡ª the way trauma always did. Memories weren¡¯t just images; they were smells, sounds, the weight of the air itself. The taste of rainwater on her lips. The dull ache of waiting. The rising dread when the minutes stretched into hours. She saw him as he was in those days ¡ª charming, careless, beautiful in the way only dangerous people are. His smile had been a promise and a lie, both dressed in the same skin. Lena felt herself tremble, her fists clenching in her lap. She wanted to pull away, to run, to scream ¡ª but the Merchant¡¯s voice anchored her. ¡°Let it flow. All of it.¡± Tears rolled down her cheeks. ¡°Why do I still love him?¡± she choked. The Merchant¡¯s voice was barely a whisper. ¡°Because love does not disappear when it is betrayed. It lingers, waiting to be buried.¡± And then ¡ª she felt the moment. The memory breaking free. It tugged at her like a tide pulling at the shore, wrenching itself from the fibers of her soul. She gasped, arching slightly as if something real was being torn from her chest. The vial in the Merchant¡¯s hand glowed faintly, swirling with a colorless mist. Inside it ¡ª the echo of a heartbreak so deep it had hollowed her out. Slowly, the humming stopped. The metal left her skin. The air felt lighter, as if the world had sighed in relief. Lena opened her eyes. And for the first time in years¡­ she couldn¡¯t see his face. She tried ¡ª God, she tried ¡ª but it was gone. All that remained was a dull ache, a phantom pain where once there had been a raw wound. ¡°I¡­ I can¡¯t remember him,¡± she whispered, half in wonder, half in fear. The Merchant nodded once. ¡°It is done.¡± Lena stared at the vial. ¡°What happens to it now?¡± He placed it gently among the others. ¡°It joins the rest. Forgotten, but not lost.¡± For a long moment, they sat in silence, the city around them oblivious to what had just transpired. Finally, the Merchant turned his gaze back to her. ¡°Now¡­ the price.¡± She flinched. ¡°You said ¡ª no money.¡± ¡°No money,¡± he agreed. ¡°I want your happiest memory.¡± Lena blinked. ¡°Why?¡± His eyes were old ¡ª older than they had any right to be. ¡°Because joy is rare. And I¡­ I have carried too much sorrow. A man cannot live on darkness alone.¡± His words struck her harder than she expected. How many griefs had this man held? How many broken souls had unburdened themselves here, while he gathered their sadness like a silent gravekeeper? Lena swallowed hard. ¡°What if¡­ what if I don¡¯t have one?¡± ¡°You do,¡± he said softly. ¡°Everyone does. Close your eyes. Find it.¡± Lena closed her eyes. This time, not in pain ¡ª but in search. At first, there was only darkness. Her mind, conditioned by years of grief, reached instinctively for the sorrow ¡ª the breakup, the lies, the betrayal. But those threads were frayed now, drifting somewhere beyond reach. ¡°Look deeper,¡± the Merchant¡¯s voice came, softer now. ¡°Before him. Before loss. There is always light, if you dare to look.¡± She fought herself. Fought the instinct to believe that life had always been this heavy. That she¡¯d been born carrying sorrow. And then ¡ª like a sunbeam through storm clouds ¡ª a memory surfaced. Faint at first, but growing warmer, brighter. Lena let out a shaky breath. ¡°I¡­ I think I remember.¡± ¡°Tell me.¡± ¡°It was summer. I was¡­ seven, maybe eight.¡± Her lips trembled, but this time with something close to a smile. ¡°My dad took me to the park ¡ª not the one near home, but the big one, with the pond and the old swings.¡± The scene unfolded ¡ª sharp, vivid, untainted by time. ¡°He taught me how to ride my bike that day. I remember the smell of cut grass¡­ the way the sun felt on my skin.¡± She laughed, surprising herself. ¡°I was terrified. I kept falling. Scraped my knee twice.¡± The Merchant listened silently, his eyes closing as if savoring the memory alongside her. ¡°But my dad¡­ he didn¡¯t get mad. He just kept picking me up. Telling me I could do it. That he was right there.¡± Her voice cracked. ¡°And then¡­ I did. I rode halfway down the path before I realized he¡¯d let go.¡± She opened her eyes, blinking back tears. ¡°I remember turning around, scared I¡¯d fall. But he was there, cheering. Smiling so big.¡± The world fell silent. Only the echo of that long-forgotten laughter remained, warm and whole. The Merchant opened his wooden box, pulled out a vial ¡ª this one different. A soft golden hue pulsed within the glass, waiting. ¡°Are you ready?¡± he asked. Lena hesitated. ¡°If I give it to you¡­ will I forget?¡± ¡°No,¡± the Merchant shook his head slowly. ¡°You will remember it still. But I¡­ I will carry its light. A perfect copy, shared, not stolen.¡± ¡°Why?¡± she asked, voice breaking. ¡°Why do you want my joy?¡± His answer was simple. ¡°Because memories like that¡­ they save men like me.¡± And somehow, she understood. With trembling hands, she placed her fingertips to the vial. The warmth of that day, that love, that innocence flowed from her ¡ª not torn, not ripped, but given. Freely. The glass glowed, soft and golden. The Merchant held it close for a moment, as if feeling the sun himself. A smile ¡ª the first true one Lena had ever seen ¡ª touched his lips. ¡°Thank you,¡± he whispered. ¡°You¡¯ve no idea what this means.¡± The golden vial pulsed faintly in the Merchant¡¯s hand, warm as sunlight, fragile as a dream. Lena watched him hold it ¡ª not like a prize, but a gift too sacred to speak of. For the first time since she found him, she truly saw him ¡ª the deep lines carved by time, the weary eyes of someone who had carried the burdens of countless strangers. A man drowning in grief that was never his own. And yet, for a moment, the weight seemed lighter. The corners of his mouth curved, and his shoulders straightened. ¡°You¡¯ve done more for me than you know,¡± he said softly. Lena wiped her face, releasing a shaky breath. ¡°I thought¡­ I came here to forget. But somehow¡­ I remembered something I didn¡¯t know I still had.¡± The Merchant nodded. ¡°That is the true trade. People come here believing they are broken beyond repair, but memory¡­ memory is not just what we lose. It is what we choose to keep.¡± She smiled ¡ª a real one, small but steady. ¡°What will you do with it¡­ my memory?¡± ¡°I will keep it safe,¡± he whispered. ¡°When the nights grow too long and the darkness presses in, I will open this¡­ and remember what joy feels like.¡± They sat there a moment longer, two souls connected by an invisible thread. Lena rose slowly, feeling lighter, freer. For the first time in years, she wasn¡¯t dragging him behind her ¡ª that ghost of a man who never truly loved her. There was space now. Space for something new, something alive. ¡°Will I see you again?¡± she asked. The Merchant smiled. ¡°I am always here. But I hope you won¡¯t need me again.¡± Lena laughed, the sound unfamiliar on her lips. ¡°Me too.¡± She turned, walking away from the flickering streetlamp, her steps growing steadier with every block. She did not look back. She didn¡¯t need to. The night air felt different. The city, still gray and sprawling, suddenly seemed full of places she hadn¡¯t noticed before ¡ª cafes she¡¯d never tried, streets she¡¯d never walked, skies she¡¯d never dared to look up at. And somewhere deep inside her, the memory of that summer day still burned bright ¡ª not stolen, not dimmed, but shining with the knowledge that she had survived. That happiness was not gone. Merely waiting. The Merchant watched her go until the night swallowed her. Then, with careful hands, he placed the golden vial among his collection. Around him, the wind carried not the sound of weeping, but laughter ¡ª children¡¯s giggles, the soft hum of forgotten songs, the echo of fathers cheering from long-forgotten summer days. He closed his eyes, smiling faintly. For every sorrow he carried, there was now a little light. And sometimes, that was enough. 2-THE LAST LIGHT The sky had no color anymore. Milo stared up through the thin blue of the atmosphere, where artificial light panels glowed faintly overhead ¡ª a pale imitation of the sun his ancestors once knew. No warmth. No golden hues. Just sterile efficiency, the kind that governments preferred after the world burned. They called them SunCores ¡ª engineered light satellites that bathed cities in regulated daylight, cycling perfectly every twenty-four hours. No more heatwaves, no more deadly UV. Controlled light. Controlled life. Milo had lived his entire existence beneath that cold glow. Everyone had. No one remembered real sunlight anymore. Except the wastelands. And that¡¯s why he was here. The transport ship hummed quietly beneath him, a lonely speck in a sky no one bothered looking at. The desert stretched endless below ¡ª once a thriving land, now a forgotten graveyard. Yet somewhere out there, buried in sand and dust, was the last solar array. Not just any array. The real one. The last place the old sun ¡ª the true sun ¡ª still touched the Earth. His orders were simple: Deactivate it. Scrap it. Finish the transition. The world didn¡¯t need relics anymore. Nostalgia was inefficient. Milo¡¯s hands rested on the worn console, eyes scanning the mission log. His father would have called it sacrilege. ¡°The sun ain¡¯t just light, boy. It¡¯s life.¡± The old man used to ramble about the sun as if it were a god. Milo never understood it ¡ª not until his father died, leaving behind nothing but old books filled with sunlit fields, blue skies, and dreams no one dreamed anymore. Milo had read them all. He¡¯d memorized those pages. And maybe¡­ maybe that¡¯s why they sent him. The most sentimental engineer they could find. He spotted the array on the horizon an hour later ¡ª rising like a skeletal hand from the dunes. Rusted panels stretched skyward, glinting faintly beneath the dying rays of the real sun. The sight punched air from his lungs. For a moment, Milo simply¡­ stared. The sky here was different. It wasn¡¯t the flat gray of the cities, but a deep, aching blue ¡ª vast and endless. Clouds drifted lazily above, golden light pouring through them like spilled treasure. He¡¯d never seen light bend like that. Soft. Warm. Alive. Milo landed the ship with shaking hands. The desert was silent. Not the manufactured silence of a city, but the real kind ¡ª vast and consuming. He stepped out, boots sinking into the sand. And then he saw her. An old woman. Thin, wrinkled, skin like leathered parchment ¡ª but her eyes¡­ her eyes were impossibly bright. She was tending a garden. A real one. Vines twisted up the solar panels, green and wild. Flowers Milo couldn¡¯t name bloomed in the dirt. She didn¡¯t look up. Didn¡¯t startle. As if she¡¯d been expecting him all along. ¡°You¡¯re late,¡± she said simply. Milo opened his mouth, but no sound came. He¡¯d prepared for technical breakdowns, structural collapse ¡ª not¡­ this. ¡°I¡­¡± he tried. ¡°I¡¯m here to shut this down. You¡¯re not supposed to be here.¡± The old woman laughed ¡ª a dry, wheezing sound. ¡°No one¡¯s supposed to be anywhere these days. That¡¯s what they told me when they built this place. ¡®Stay behind the walls, it¡¯s safer.¡¯ But here I am.¡± She plucked a flower, held it to the sun. ¡°You came to kill the last light, didn¡¯t you, boy?¡± If you come across this story on Amazon, it''s taken without permission from the author. Report it. Milo¡¯s throat tightened. ¡°It¡¯s not¡­ it¡¯s not like that. The world doesn¡¯t need this anymore. It¡¯s¡­ obsolete.¡± Her smile was soft. Sad. ¡°Funny. I wonder if that¡¯s what they¡¯ll say about people next.¡± Milo stood frozen, the old woman¡¯s words sinking deeper than he expected. He glanced at his mission tablet, the blinking red prompt flashing ¡°PROCEED WITH DEACTIVATION.¡±Simple. Binary. Push the button, end the job, fly home. But there was nothing simple about this. ¡°Why are you here?¡± he asked, his voice rough. ¡°You¡­ you¡¯re not registered. There¡¯s no record of anyone living this far out.¡± The woman smiled, still plucking petals from the flower in her hands. ¡°That¡¯s the trick, boy. If you¡¯re not in their records, you¡¯re not real. And if you¡¯re not real, you can live how you please.¡± Milo swallowed hard, glancing at the garden again. It was alive. Real earth, real roots clawing through the desert floor. Wild things ¡ª flowers, herbs, even a small fruit tree leaning desperately toward the sun. ¡°You grew this¡­ with real sunlight?¡± he breathed. ¡°How else?¡± she chuckled. ¡°You think your SunCores could raise life like this?¡± She nodded at the sky. ¡°That¡¯s not light, boy. That¡¯s just¡­ electricity pretending to be god.¡± Milo winced. He wasn¡¯t religious. No one was anymore ¡ª not really. What was there to worship in a world where the sky was programmed? Still, something in her voice twisted inside him. ¡°How long have you been here?¡± he asked. ¡°Long enough to remember the sky,¡± she said, eyes drifting upward. ¡°Long enough to remember when sunlight meant something. Before they locked it away.¡± She turned back to him, sudden fire in her eyes. ¡°Tell me, do your cities even teach what the sun was?¡± Milo hesitated. ¡°They teach us it was dangerous. Deadly. UV radiation, skin cancer, droughts¡­¡± The woman laughed bitterly. ¡°Of course. They always start with fear. Never once did they teach you the sun fed you. Lit your mornings. Warmed your skin. Made colors that weren¡¯t gray.¡± Her words stung more than they should have. ¡°None of it matters,¡± Milo muttered, forcing himself to glance back at the solar array. ¡°I have orders. I finish this¡­ and humanity¡¯s safe. The climate stabilizers are online. The world doesn¡¯t need thisanymore.¡± The woman¡¯s gaze softened. ¡°And what does humanity need, engineer? Safety? Stability? Or¡­ something to live for?¡± Milo flinched. ¡°You think this matters? A patch of dead land and some flowers?¡± ¡°I think,¡± she said slowly, ¡°you don¡¯t know what it means to feel sunlight. You¡¯ve lived your whole life under their glow ¡ª cold, calculated. No wonder you¡¯re here with dead eyes, doing dead work.¡± Milo¡¯s jaw clenched. ¡°It¡¯s not dead. It¡¯s¡­ efficient.¡± The woman¡¯s lips curved, pity in her eyes. ¡°Efficiency is for machines. What are you, boy?¡± He opened his mouth, but the answer wouldn¡¯t come. The sun shifted, casting golden beams across the sand. Milo squinted ¡ª not from harshness, but from brilliance. It wasn¡¯t the blinding burn he¡¯d been taught to fear. It was¡­ warm. Beautiful. And for the first time in his life, he wondered if he¡¯d ever truly seen the sky. ¡°You came to end this,¡± the woman whispered. ¡°But do you even know what you¡¯re ending?¡± Milo looked at her, looked at the sky, and suddenly the blinking light on his tablet felt heavier than anything he¡¯d ever carried. ¡°I¡­ don¡¯t know anymore,¡± he whispered. The desert air pressed heavy on Milo¡¯s chest. For the first time in his life, he wasn¡¯t sure if he was sweating because of the sun¡­ or because of fear. The woman stood silent now, watching him ¡ª not pleading, not begging ¡ª just waiting. Like she already knew what he¡¯d choose. The mission tablet pulsed steadily in his hand: ¡°Proceed with Deactivation ¡ª Confirm?¡± One press. That was all. One press and the last real sunlight would die ¡ª locked away behind layers of steel, mirrors, and atmosphere regulators forever. ¡°What happens if I don¡¯t?¡± Milo whispered. The old woman shrugged. ¡°Nothing¡­ and everything.¡± She knelt, brushing dust off a tiny sprout poking through the earth. ¡°The city will send another. Or maybe they won¡¯t. Maybe they¡¯ll forget this place ever existed. But you¡­ you¡¯ll remember. You¡¯ll know what you chose.¡± Milo¡¯s throat tightened. ¡°It¡¯s just light. There¡¯s no¡­ magic in it. We¡¯ve replicated it.¡± ¡°Have you?¡± she smiled, eyes gleaming. ¡°Tell me¡­ does your city sky ever move? Do your fake clouds drift, or your shadows stretch long at dusk? Have you ever watched the sun fall and felt your heart break because you knew the night was coming?¡± Milo said nothing. Because no¡­ he hadn¡¯t. His world was clockwork ¡ª perfect cycles, perfect brightness, no change, no wonder. ¡°I¡¯m not supposed to care,¡± he muttered. ¡°It¡¯s not my job to care.¡± ¡°That¡¯s the problem,¡± she whispered. ¡°No one cares anymore. They¡¯ve given up awe for safety. Given up risk for comfort. And now¡­ they¡¯re asking you to kill the last thing that proves we once lived wild under a sky we couldn¡¯t control.¡± The words hit him harder than he expected. Milo looked up. The sun was lower now ¡ª casting long golden rays that kissed the earth, lit the woman¡¯s hair like strands of fire. His finger hovered over the confirmation button. ¡°What if¡­ I walk away?¡± he asked. The woman smiled softly. ¡°Then maybe¡­ for once¡­ the world changes not because someone followed orders ¡ª but because someone finally chose to disobey.¡± Milo¡¯s hand trembled. All his life, he¡¯d been told obedience was survival. The system knew best. The system kept them safe. But safe¡­ was empty. He looked at her garden ¡ª the wild vines, the impossible flowers, the tree heavy with small green fruit. Life clinging stubbornly to a dead world. And he realized¡­ he didn¡¯t want to live in a world that needed him to kill something this beautiful. With a shuddering breath, Milo powered down the tablet. The red light vanished. ¡°I can¡¯t do it,¡± he whispered. The woman smiled. Not triumphant. Not relieved. Just¡­ proud. ¡°I know.¡± Milo stood there, breathing hard, feeling the desert wind on his face ¡ª real wind, not filtered air. The sky stretched above him, impossibly vast, impossibly blue. The sun was lower now, drenching everything in gold. For the first time, he understood why the old books called it ¡°the golden hour.¡± Not just because of the light ¡ª but because it felt¡­ sacred. The woman let out a soft chuckle. ¡°I figured you might choose this way. That¡¯s why I stayed.¡± ¡°You knew?¡± Milo asked. ¡°I hoped,¡± she corrected. ¡°But knowing¡­ no. People surprise you. Even after all these years.¡± Milo swallowed hard. ¡°What happens now?¡± The woman stood, brushing dust from her hands. ¡°You leave. Or stay. That¡¯s up to you. But this place ¡ª this light ¡ª stays. For as long as it can.¡± He glanced at his ship, the lifeless metal stark against the wildness of the garden. He could go back. Report a malfunction. Blame the sands, the storms, the age of the structure. The city would log the failure and ¡ª if he was lucky ¡ª forget this place entirely. But what would he tell himself? Milo looked back at her, at the vines creeping up metal skeletons, the flowers blooming against all odds, the sky ¡ª that perfect, endless sky. ¡°I think¡­ I need to remember this,¡± he whispered. ¡°If I go back¡­ I¡¯ll forget. I¡¯ll drown in the gray again.¡± She smiled, eyes soft. ¡°Then stay. Help me tend the last garden. Watch the sun rise and set. Remember what life feels like.¡± Milo let out a shaky breath ¡ª then smiled. For the first time in years, it felt real. ¡°I think I will,¡± he said. The woman nodded once, like a deal had been struck. ¡°You¡¯ll learn fast. Plants teach you patience. The sun teaches you everything else.¡± They stood together as the sun kissed the horizon ¡ª shadows stretching long, the sky blazing with color he¡¯d never seen before. Reds, oranges, purples ¡ª a firestorm of light. Milo watched, wide-eyed, as the sun sank. For once, he wasn¡¯t afraid. He was alive. And he understood the truth: Some things¡­ can¡¯t be replicated. Real light. Real risk. Real life.