《I Possessed a Reverse Harem Novel》 CH 1 Jeong Seohyun, twenty-six years old. On the way to a convenience store near her house, she was hit by a car and died without being able to avoid it. This is the cause of my death. I am dead, how do I know the cause of my death? It¡¯s a simple thing. I was hit by a car, floated through the air, and then fell on the cold floor. It was a situation often seen in movies and animations. My corpse lying limp on the floor was telling me. I¡¯m dead. But how can I be so indifferent? Well, because I had no regrets in life. My life wasn¡¯t always fun, and I didn¡¯t even have anyone to support me. I was always lonely and bored. Oh, I was born to be alone. What would life be like without a single person by your side? It was just a monotonous daily life as if it were always rolling on a treadmill. Work, work, home, sleep, work, work, home, sleep. If this is repeated over and over again, at some point I feel that nothing is left of me. Not even one thing. That¡¯s why I think I can be so indifferent even in my death. Ah, still, if I¡¯m going to die in vain like this, I¡¯m going to die after having sex or, at least, dating a lot. Well¡­¡­whatever it is, it¡¯s better to just die like this. It was time to think so. I felt something grabbing my body. And I started getting farther away from my corpse in front of me. An unknown and powerful force dragged me away. I wanted to fight, but it¡¯s hard to even move. Soon, a bright light filled my vision. And after a while, I lost my consciousness. *** When I woke up, I saw an unfamiliar ceiling. I thought about it, but it felt like a clich¨¦ from a very common novel. Then, the situation was later understood. Surely I am not dead, right? But how am I still alive? No, more than that, where is this? ¡­¡­when I thought so, I felt itchy. I felt something licking and sucking my body. When I looked down, what I saw was a very handsome man. And the man was sucking my nipples. No, what the hell is this? First, I thought I was dead, but then, it turns out that I¡¯m still alive. But, what is this? I can¡¯t believe I¡¯m giving my nipples to a handsome man in an unfamiliar place! I was stunned by the sudden and absurd situation. What should I do with this situation? First of all, I wanted to get rid of this man who was licking my nipples, so I raised my hand. It was then. ¡°Ouch!¡± The man bit my nipple slightly. As a result, a strange moan flowed out of my mouth. The man who heard the sound raised his head slightly. And the corners of his lips rose seductively. ¡®He really is handsome.¡¯ I didn¡¯t know I would ever say something like this in my life, but this man is so handsome. I stared at his face for a moment, captivated, even though he was biting, cuddling, and sucking on my nipples. The man had hair that looked like something out of a movie or a cartoon. His fine silver hair that looked like thread came down to his waist was neatly tied up. His cold-looking face went very well with his hair color. The blue eyes staring right through me were like jewels, and the slightly raised eyes were sexy as they looked like a bird staring at its prey. It was very harmonious with his high nose bridge, pure white skin, and red lips. In a word, he was a perfectly handsome man who looked like an alien. But why is this guy sucking my nipples? He even sucked so well that it made my back move on its own. ¡°Ahhh!¡± He gnawed at my nipple once more, and I shouted out again. Then I woke up. This was not the time. I had to figure out what kind of situation this is. I raised my hands and grabbed the man¡¯s strong shoulders and said, ¡°Hey, hold on a second¡­¡­umm!¡± But before I could say anything, his lips covered my mouth. He was a seemingly very cold-looking man, but his kisses were very passionate. It was not enough to tangle his tongue out as if it were pulling out mine, the movement of poking around in my mouth gradually excited me. And as his lips covered my mouth, a hot hand came to my chest that had been empty for a few minutes. The man¡¯s large hand gripped my chest tightly. It was a rough touch, but when he touched it while kissing me, I felt a strange feeling. ¡°Mhhh¡­¡­!¡± Moans naturally flowed out. I put my arm around the man¡¯s neck and received his passionate kiss. Then the man¡¯s body touched my body. I just found out the fact that neither I nor this man was naked, not wearing a single thread. I didn¡¯t know it because I was observing only his face a while ago, but the body of the man I touched was very hard and large. It wasn¡¯t just that. I could even feel his big and thick dick between my legs. I wanted to know exactly what was happening to me right now, but as I spent more time with this man, the desire to enjoy the present grew more and more. It¡¯s not because I¡¯ve never had sex in my life. It was very exciting to have sex with a stranger in an unfamiliar place with a handsome man. Besides, his firm body that touched mine, his lips that were greedy for mine, his hands that gripped so tightly as if they were about to rip off my chest, there was nothing that wasn¡¯t lewd. ¡®Could this be a paradise for me who lived pitifully?¡¯ Suddenly, I had a thought. It¡¯s a pity that I have lived a monotonous life for 26 years, so maybe God is showing me heaven. It may sound absurd, but seeing this man looking at me from above makes my hypothesis seem more and more correct. After the passionate kiss ended, the man¡¯s face stared at me so closely. Up close, the man¡¯s face is very handsome. The slightly wild-looking eyes and thick jawline were very attractive. Looking at his face, I couldn¡¯t even remember the actors I had previously considered as my ideal type. I unknowingly opened my lips and looked at the man. And then, the man¡¯s mouth was opened. ¡°Master.¡± The man¡¯s voice was a low-pitched tone that went very well with his cold-looking face. He has a good voice. But¡­¡­what? master? ¡°What are you saying?¡± I wondered if I had heard something wrong so I tried to ask him back. But then, the man released my hand from his neck. And he kissed the back of my hand, still looking me in the eye. It was so sexy that I couldn¡¯t say more. He put my hand back around his neck and kissed my mouth briefly. Then he slowly descended and began to lick my neck. At the same time, my legs were spread apart. The man sat between my legs very naturally. Are you sure you want to put ¡®that¡¯ in? Of course, when I saw the things he did to me, I knew what he was going to do next. Still, the big and thick dick of the man I could feel between my legs was also a little scary. No matter how much the action with him excites me, and even though the bottom of me was wet, I was instinctively terrified. Because I¡¯ve never done it before. At the same time, the next act was expected. I swallowed my saliva. Then he lifted his head after biting the soft flesh of my neck. Raising his upper body, he spread my legs wider. The man¡¯s dick was seen. The dick erected with excitement was very huge. It was so big that I wondered if it was the same size as my forearm. Is it really okay to put something like that? Will mine be torn? As I was worrying about everything, his dick prepared to come inside me. I could clearly feel his glans touching the entrance of my hole. He began to push the tip of his glans in carefully, lest I get hurt. ¡°Aaaa-¡° Fortunately, my inside, moistened with his caress, swallowed the dick little by little. The man lowered his body, inserting his dick slowly. And after kissing my lips once, he came to my ear and whispered, ¡°Take it easy, master.¡± His low voice contained a bit of impatience, making it very sexy. And at the same time, the unfamiliar words that flowed into my ears excited me. So I unknowingly gave strength to my bottom, biting his dick. ¡°Ugh.¡± As a result, the man frowned as if in pain. Then he looked at me with a look he couldn¡¯t stand any longer and kissed me. His tongue went straight into my mouth. Then his dick pierced me at once. ¡°Ouch!¡± With his dick piercing through me at once, I felt like my body was split in half for an instant. I felt a tingling pain at the same time as the heat rising in the lower part of my body. ¡°Haaa, ugh.¡± I closed my eyes tightly at the pain I felt for the first time in my life as I moaned while holding the man¡¯s neck tight. Then I heard the man¡¯s alluring voice in my ear. ¡°Take it easy, master.¡± He hugged me and gently stroked my back. His friendly voice and actions helped me relax little by little. ¡°Take a deep breath.¡± ¡°Haaa, haaa.¡± Following the man¡¯s words, I inhaled and exhaled. Then I gradually got used to his dick inside me. The man whispered in my ear as if he had noticed that my condition had improved. And soon he started to move his waist. ¡°Ahhh!¡± Naturally, my inside tightened his long and thick dick. In such a situation, if he moved his waist, there was no choice but to let out a moan. ¡°Don¡¯t tighten it, master. It¡¯s hard for me to endure it.¡± said the man. As if he had lost his mind, his gaze slowly turned sharp. CH 2 Moving his waist slowly, he bit his lower lip tightly. It seemed as if he was struggling to bear it. But even with his slow movements, I still felt pain. ¡°Ahhh!¡± I¡¯ve never had sex with a man before. But for some reason, it felt like sparks were flying in front of me. It felt so good that I could not even think of whether this man, who was making fun of my lower back, was even a sex machine. That¡¯s why people have sex. It was when I fell in love with that feeling and felt his dick stabbing inside me. ¡°Damn it,¡± the man swore as if he couldn¡¯t stand it anymore. Soon after, his waist began to move faster. ¡°Ngh! Ahhh!¡± The man came deep into me at once. And quickly dug through the inside and poked it. Thanks to this, I had to moan again every time. He knew exactly where I was aroused and just insisted on that part. ¡°Ahhh, ahhh!!¡± Every time the man moved violently, a voice that didn¡¯t seem to be mine flowed out of my mouth. Besides, it was hard to come to my senses. Every time the man¡¯s dick pierced deep inside me, my back throbbed and I felt an indescribable feeling. ¡°Ahhh, ngh, ngh!¡± His and mine clashed against each other, and I could hear his raucous voice. ¡°Ugh, crap, master¡­¡­!¡± Then I heard the man¡¯s low, harsh voice, and I felt like I was going crazy. ¡°Ahhh, hngh!¡± He moved his waist so fast that it made a popping sound. Every time his dick pierced my deepest part, my eyes turned white. ¡°Ahhh, ah, ah, ah, umm!¡± As I clung to him and struggled with my eyes closed, my mouth was blocked. Not only that, my chest is held in his big hands. The man gripped my chest hard as if he was about to rip it apart. At that moment, he twisted my nipples. When my mouth, chest, and bottom were touched at the same time, my mind seemed to be blown away. I seemed to have lost my mind in pleasure. ¡°Umm, ngh, ahhh!¡± Puck puck puck puck puck. The man moved more violently as if he couldn¡¯t stand it. I drooled and moaned. Then the man started licking my saliva with his tongue. ¡°Ugh!¡± And he started to move his back even faster than before. ¡°Ahhh!! ha ha! Ngh ah ah ah! ¡± ¡°Ugh!¡± Along with the squeaking sound, the sound of flesh hitting flesh grew louder. and finally, ¡°Ahhh-!¡± As my eyes turned white, pleasure came rushing in like a tidal wave. I could feel the heat radiating inside me. ¡°Huh huh huh.¡± I exhaled hard, feeling the lingering aftertaste of pleasure that has not yet gone. I felt something flowing between my legs. I couldn¡¯t tell if this was from the man or if it was from me. It didn¡¯t matter whose it was that flowed out of me. The important thing was that I had sex with a stranger in an unfamiliar place and the fact that the liquid flowed into me was unbearably delicious. For unknown reasons, the liquid coming down was really tasty. Even though it was not eaten by mouth, the sweetness spread throughout my body. ¡®Why? I feel this kind of taste because I have sex?¡¯ I don¡¯t know because it was my first time. But¡­¡­it couldn¡¯t be. There was no way I could feel this kind of sweetness just because I had sex. So what the hell is this feeling? It was then. My body was turned over by the man¡¯s hand. I fell into a prone position at once, and a heavyweight fell behind me. The rough hand of the man spread my legs apart. Then the man¡¯s dick pierced me strongly again. ¡°Ahhh!¡± His dick was firm despite having ejaculated once. Rather, it felt bigger than before. ¡°Ngh!¡± And he immediately began to move his waist vigorously. ¡°Ahhh, ah! ah ah!¡± The thick fluid that remained inside of me allowed his dick to move smoothly. ¡°Huh, huh, ugh.¡± The man leaned slightly and hugged my upper body. And he grabbed my chest, which was shaking without mercy. ¡°Ahhh! ah ah!¡± I groaned as he held onto me tightly. The body, which had once heated up to the climax, was easily excited. Although he had not moved for a while, fireworks began to explode in front of my eyes. ¡°Ahhh-ha, please, ahhh!¡± Please harder¡­¡­! I couldn¡¯t finish my words as I continued to moan, but the man seemed to understand what I meant. ¡°Ahhh!!!¡± His movement grew stronger and faster at the same time. Puck puck puck puck. The sound of flesh and flesh clashed filled the room, and the man¡¯s harsh moan could be heard in my ears. And even the strange screams that came out of my mouth harmonized with it. ¡°Ah ah ah ah ah ah!¡± Shortly thereafter, I reached the climax again. But the man¡¯s dick did not come out of me as if he still wanted it again. The fluid I spilled was dripping from between my legs, but the man didn¡¯t care. ¡°Huh huh.¡± As they reached their climax one after another, all the strength in my body was drained. Now I want to stop and take a little break. But the man did not let me go. He grabbed my waist as he had just done before, and turned me around again. I got to see him face to face again. However, this time was a little different from before. He was still holding me by the waist, and he lifted me up lightly. I ended up clinging to him. I hugged his neck tightly, wondering if I might fall. Then the man grabbed my waist and began to slap it hard on his dick. ¡°Ahhh! ah ah!!¡± The man drove his dick into me with the force to put it all the way to the root, and thanks to that, my insides started to get wet again. ¡°Ahh ah ah! Ahhh!¡± I groaned as I cling to him. A little while ago, I was full of desire to rest, but when I finally accepted his dick, I started to get excited again. The man didn¡¯t stop moving and put his tooth on my neck. And like a wild beast, he chewed and sucked on it. For a moment, I felt as if I was being eaten by him. ¡°Huh, it¡¯s hot.¡± He whispered in my ear in a hoarse voice. Hearing the low voice along with the moan, my body seemed to heat up even more. ¡°Ahhh¡­¡­!¡± As I moaned loudly in response to his words, the man¡¯s movement accelerated again. I felt like I would go crazy with the overflowing pleasure if I went on like this. Puck, puck, puck. The man grabbed my waist and lifted it up. ¡°Ugh-!¡± One hard push followed, and shortly thereafter, the man¡¯s unbearable moan was heard. The feeling of being pierced through the inside at once was too good to describe in words. At the same time, the hot liquid filled me again. And just like a while ago, when his semen filled me, a sweet aura came to me. Ah, what the hell is this feeling? The feeling of sweetness wafting through my whole body made my body very comfortable. When emotional satisfaction and physical satisfaction were combined, it seemed the strength from my whole body was released. Maybe that¡¯s why, my eyes gradually became blurry, and my mind became distant. That¡¯s how I fell asleep. *** The reason I woke up was because of the sound of birds chirping. I was forced to open my eyes due to the chirp that was like a song. Isn¡¯t this an alarm sound disguised as a bird chirping?! I immediately got up to drive out the birds that might have been chirping by the window. ¡°Ouch!¡± But I could not get up due to pain all over my lower back. I moaned low and grabbed my waist. Then belatedly, I was able to recall what I did yesterday. ¡®Right. Yesterday I had sex with a very handsome man¡­¡­¡¯ The place where I just woke up was also on the bed where I was rolling around with the man yesterday. As I recalled the memory of yesterday, I remembered what had happened before that. ¡®I must have died.¡¯ Obviously, I was looking at my body in an out-of-body state. Then, suddenly, something dragged me away, and when I woke up, it was this place. And a strange man was sucking my body¡­¡­ I thought I was dead, but why am I in a place like this? I lifted my head and looked around. I had sex with an unknown man yesterday, so I couldn¡¯t see the surroundings properly. At that time, I was obsessed with sex, so I only thought about being on a bed in a room. But now that I see it, this is not just a room. The overall appearance of this room, including the bed I had been lying on a while ago, had a medieval feel like something I¡¯ve seen in a movie. The beds and furnishings were old-fashioned and stylish. Overall, those black, auburn, and white were my favorite colors. Besides, the simple design made it look better. Other than that, there was nothing to see. Except that the ceiling is high, the size of the room and the bed is quite large, there are no decorations or anything like that. The only question is why the hell am I in an old-fashioned room with only a bed and some furniture? Besides, who is the man who mixed with my body? Having tilted my head due to various questions, I started walking. First of all, I thought that finding out where the place is would solve the question. Then I found out that I was naked with no one yarn on. My body, which I have now confirmed, looked a little different from usual. In addition, there were traces left all over my body from the man who had been with me yesterday. It is near my chest, belly, and thighs. When I saw the red traces left by the man, I felt embarrassed for some reason. So I put on the robe that was hanging from the armchair. Feeling the soft carpet on the floor, I approached the mirror. I don¡¯t know why, but my body seems to have changed a bit, so I went to the mirror to check. But in the mirror stood a very strange woman. CH 3 ¡°What the hell is this¡­¡­¡± After I saw my death, the nonsense followed again. There was someone other than myself in the mirror. Confused, I couldn¡¯t keep my mouth closed. Then the woman in the mirror also opened her mouth. ¡°Crazy.¡± Without realizing it, cursing came out of my mouth. In the last day or two, only nonsensical things happened. Why the hell did these things happen to me? What is happening to me? It was then. ¡°Ouch!¡± I felt intense pain as if someone was stabbing me in the head. In my head, memories that did not seem like mine began to appear. The young girl of the count family. It was the memory of a woman who was born and grew up as a wizardess. I didn¡¯t have all the memories from when she was born until now, but the important memories told me what was happening to me now. I became the heroine of the romance fantasy novel I saw called . Once I figured out the situation, the headache went away. I immediately looked in the mirror and saw a strange woman, no, myself. The black hair that goes down to the waist. The starry gold eyes. The cute face that had just turned twenty still had some baby fat. The stature was a little on the small side, but that¡¯s why I liked it more. I used to be tall and skinny. So my new reflection in the mirror right now was so cute and lovable even when I looked at myself. ¡®Even as a woman, I fall in love with my new look.¡¯ Leira Karjas. This woman I possessed was the heroine of the reverse harem romance fantasy novel . Just looking at the title, it seemed like a lewd reverse harem novel where beasts and wizardess mingled their bodies whenever and wherever, but in fact, it wasn¡¯t that kind of novel. The plot of the novel was simple. It is a novel where the heroine, a wizardess, Leira, uses magic to help several male characters and is loved by them. When I first saw this novel, I was disappointed because the title and content did not match. But as I read, the heroine was cute and the male protagonists were sexy, so I really liked it. However, there¡¯s not even a kiss scene in the main story, let alone erotic content, so I was hoping for a dirty scene in the side story. Of course, none of that came out. Anyway, it is a novel that I enjoyed reading in its own way, but I never thought that I would possess it. The good thing is that I did not have a major mental breakdown even in the situation of ¡®possession¡¯, perhaps because I¡¯ve already been through absurd things in my life. Rather, I was grateful for the fact that I had a different life after my death. I was even more satisfied because the body I possessed was not an extra, a supporting role, or a villainess, but a heroine. However, there was something a little disconcerting. Obviously, as far as I know, this novel was for all ages. There was no R-19 tag on the cover of the novel. So what happened to me yesterday? Could it be that the contents of the novel were changed without my knowledge? It was then. A memory suddenly came to mind. ¡°Leira, now that you have come of age, you know what to do, right?¡± ¡°Yes, mother.¡± It was a conversation with Celia Karjas, the head of the Karjas family, and the heroine¡¯s mother. ¡°Are you going to grow up as a wizardess diligently for two years and then come back? On the day you return, if your mana is comparable to mine, I will hand over the Karjas family to you.¡± So far this is what I know. Because the starting point of the original story was from that time. After that, Leira traveled the world to do the right thing using her magic, to inherit the Karjas family. The wizards of the Karjas family had a peculiar constitution in which their magic increased when they used magic for good purposes. So, Leira in the original did a lot of good things herself, and in the process, she naturally met the male protagonists. And the main story was to heal their wounds and receive love from them. So should I naturally live like Leira in the original story? But then another memory came to mind. This was a completely different memory from the original story. ¡°Do you know how to increase mana, Leira? Use your magic for good things and¡­¡­¡± knock As I was in my thoughts, I heard a knock. I looked at the tightly closed door, then the door opened¡­¡­and the man who mingled with me last night. Cain, the butler, came in. He walked over to me with an indifferent face. I opened my eyes wide in surprise and looked up at him. Meanwhile, Cain¡¯s large hand clasped my face. And a pleasant voice whispered to me. ¡°You are hungry.¡± Before I could say anything, Cain¡¯s lips touched mine. The voice of Leira¡¯s mother, the woman who is now my mother, seemed to ring in my ears. ¡°¡­¡­and consume men¡¯s energy.¡± What I did yesterday was a way to consume mana and a way to increase mana Cain licked my lips lusciously. As if my tongue were a savior, he tied it strongly and sucked it away. The rushing kisses were unfortunately short-lived. It was a short time, but Cain kissed me briefly before saying, ¡°The food is going to be ready soon.¡± Cain said so and after he bowed his head slightly to me, he walked out of the room. After he left, I flopped down on the bed. I even had sex with him yesterday, but I didn¡¯t get used to his picturesque appearance at all. Beautiful silver hair, a face with thick lines. A strong forearm that embraces me. Besides, lips that are very good at kissing. He is so perfect. ¡®It¡¯s perfect that you knew I¡¯m hungry and filled me up.¡¯ As soon as that thought occurred to me, I realized why I felt sweet when I had sex yesterday. By consuming a large amount of a man¡¯s energy, I gained mana and my mana increased. ¡®Whatever it is, I felt the energy as a taste.¡¯ Ha ha ha. I smiled sadly, concentrating on the memories that slowly popped into my head. ¡°Leira, you know how to increase your mana, don¡¯t you? It is to use magic for good things and to consume men¡¯s energy.¡± With her mother¡¯s words, Leira¡¯s memories of the past came to mind. It was a memory of the moment when my mana increased when I was doing good things, such as helping others. When I felt proud of the thought of helping others, a sense of comfort, not sweetness, spread throughout my body. The sensation was different from when I consumed a man¡¯s energy. The number of sensations felt was different depending on the amount of power I used, but anyway, my mental satisfaction was great after helping others. It¡¯s as if I have been completely healed. On the other hand, my physical satisfaction was great when I consumed Cain¡¯s energy yesterday. Even though my mana did not increase as much as when I did good deeds, ?I could feel the sweet feeling and be able to fill my hunger to some extent whenever I touched him. In conclusion, both doing good deeds and consuming men¡¯s energy were like food to me. However, the former was like a well-prepared Korean table, while the latter was like a highly addictive drug. Of course, neither did any harm to me. Rather, it was beneficial to consume both unconditionally. According to the original story and Leira¡¯s memory, the supply of mana was easy when I lived in Count Karjas¡¯ residence. In the residence of Count Karjas, Leira, who was not an adult, consumed a potion to increase her mana. It was a potion her mother made just for her. So it was not available in the market. But now, I, Leira Karjas, am independent. I am also quite poor because I was only independent three days ago! Fortunately, there was a house to stay in. ?Although this old and spacious space where only me and Cain stayed, it was the castle of the Karjas family. Recalling the memories up to that point, I looked around the room. ?Fortunately, the old parts had been repaired through magic. However, as Leira repaired the castle with magic, her mana became insufficient, and as a result, she consumed the insufficient mana through Cain yesterday. And I possessed Leira at the time when I consumed Cain¡¯s energy. ¡®Ha ha ha. It was such a bizarre thing to happen.¡¯ I laughed sadly, then shook my head. Anyway, now that I have become Leira, it was time to think about my future as Leira Karjas. Although the castle was repaired to some extent, I was still poor. At least when I left the Karjas¡¯ residence, there were a few jewels that my mother had in my hand, so I would be able to live my life for a while. But it was only a matter of time before the money ran out. And in order to earn money, I had to faithfully lead a life of a wizardess. A wizardess receives various quests, solves the quests, and earns money. ?Leira in the original story would often make money by doing that. However, when Leira did quests, she couldn¡¯t do the good deeds she often did, so she didn¡¯t do the quests often. ?So by the time the original story reached halfway, Leira and Cain were poor. At least one of the male protagonists who loved Leira, who was wealthy, rescued her. ?That was later anyway, and now I have no money. And I didn¡¯t want to be poor like Leira in the original story! I was enough being poor in my past life. So, unlike hers, I was going to get a bunch of quests to earn money. The problem is, I had to have quite a lot of mana to live as a wizardess. But now that there is no potion my mother makes, I had to do something else to consume mana. CH 4 Since I decided to carry out the quest and get the money, it was almost impossible for me to increase my mana through doing good things for the time being. So there was only one way left; to consume mana through a man¡¯s energy. I thought it would be better to increase the amount of mana through it. In fact, I did not have much desire to inherit the family of Count Karjas. However, I thought it would be foolish to throw away a good opportunity in front of me. Besides, I was very interested in this situation that was unfolding to me now because it was an opportunity to live a different life from the past. Although the method to obtain it was far from normal, it could not be helped. I intend to enjoy this life given to me now as much as I can. My previous life was a boring life that was repeated every day like a wheel rolling. There was no point in living such a life twice. Obviously, I was always poor even though I worked hard, and I couldn¡¯t even get out of the same place every day. Without family, friends, or lovers, I have endured a boring and lonely life by myself. And when death finally came, I was relieved a little at the thought that I was finally freed from that hellish life. But my life continued again, and I thought that this life might make me quite happy. So, I am going to live this life while enjoying it¡­¡­ Oh, I have a question. Why did the novel, which was obviously for all ages, suddenly change? In the original work, there was no way to consume mana other than doing good things. It was the first thing I learned today about consuming a man¡¯s energy. Maybe because I possessed Leira Karjas that the contents changed? Or maybe it¡¯s because I¡¯m so frustrated that I haven¡¯t had sex or dated before? When I am surrounded by such doubts, another memory comes to mind. It was the voice of Countess Karjas. ¡°A man¡¯s energy is not as good as doing good things, but it is more effective than the potion and lasts for a long time. And the more energy you consume, the more youthful you can be, so consume a lot.¡± I had never met her, but somehow her voice did not leave my ear. As I recalled those memories, the question of why this world had changed from the original disappeared. As long as it has already been like this anyway, there is nothing I can do about it. So, I thought that I should just enjoy the flow and live. *** knock knock. I heard a knock as I was sitting idly on the bed and shaking my legs. I pondered for a moment whether I should give an answer or not. However, the door opened even before I finished deciding. It was Cain who opened the door and came in. He bowed slightly to me and greeted me. Even though it was just a greeting, his understated beauty seemed to flow out. A while ago, when he kissed me, I had too many thoughts that I couldn¡¯t see Cain¡¯s face properly, but now I can see his face properly because I don¡¯t have much to think about. Unlike when he rolled around with me on the bed yesterday, he looked neater now. His long silver hair that reached his waist was tied up as well as yesterday, but there was a different part from yesterday. He wears a monocle in his left eye. But Cain was very cool even that way. Maybe it¡¯s because he¡¯s one of the male leads of the reverse harem novel? Besides, the outfit he was wearing was perfect. His solid physique was covered in the costume of a butler, which I could only see in the illustration. ¡°Master?¡± ¡°Oh, huh?¡± Confused at his sudden call, I stuttered slightly. ¡°I told you that the meal was ready.¡± Only then did I realize that I couldn¡¯t even hear him calling because I was busy looking at his face. I felt embarrassed for some reason, and it felt like my face was heating up, but I answered without trying to hide it. ¡°Okay ¡± I got up from the bed and Cain got out of the room first. I followed him out of the room. I was a little nervous. It¡¯s the first time I¡¯ve been out of the room since becoming Leira Karjas. I swallowed my saliva and looked around. First of all, to put it simply, the corridors of the castle are long and high. The hallway itself was not very wide, but the ceiling itself was quite high. In addition, scarlet-colored lamps that illuminate throughout the hallway give a cozy atmosphere. And sometimes on the wall were paintings that I didn¡¯t know who painted them. From still lifes paintings to portraits. It seems painted by a quite talented person. I looked at the paintings for a moment and thought about how much money I would get if I sold them. Then I immediately shook my head. This castle belongs to the Karjas family, not entirely mine. So I couldn¡¯t touch anything in this castle carelessly. ¡°Master, are there any inconveniences? ¡± As I was walking and looking around, Cain, who was walking two steps ahead of me, asked me. I did not answer his question because I did not know exactly what he was asking, and then I heard his voice again. ¡°Yesterday was the first time you received energy from me, so I was wondering if there was any pain or discomfort you feel.¡± Come to think of it, when I got into this body and had sex with Cain, it was pretty painful at first. I thought it was all because it was my first time. But it must have been the first time for Leira too. ¡°It hurts at the time, I am fine now.¡± ¡°That¡¯s a relief.¡± Cain glanced at me and smiled softly. What, why are you smiling like that? Are you flirting with me now? It was a pretty smile that made me think of such a thing. The moment I was thinking about sneaking up to his side, he stopped walking. And my steps also stopped naturally. This is because the long hallway ended and a large, pure white door was revealed. ¡°Woah.¡± Without realizing it, I exclaimed spontaneously. Because it was an old castle, there were traces of time even on the white gate. However, the geometric patterns engraved as if they were made with great care were so beautiful even after the years passed. Fortunately, Cain didn¡¯t hear me. He was opening the door that was twice as big as ordinary doors Fortunately, the door opened quickly because I thought it would be difficult to open because it was too big. ¡°Come in.¡± Cain, who opened the door, did not go in first but stood next to the door and bowed his back slightly to me. His appearance became a little burdensome for me, but I entered with a smile as if nothing had happened. As soon as I walked in, I could smell the savory smell and the smell of meat cooking. This place is a restaurant. It was also a restaurant with a high ceiling and a spacious hall, and it was a place with an antique style. Also, in the center of the restaurant, there was a very wide and long table for eating alone. The table was large enough for twenty people to sit and eat at the same time. The table was full of well-prepared dishes. Freshly baked bread, soup with mushrooms, a salad full of fresh vegetables, and deliciously baked calf meat. Other than that, there were many other foods, ut it was the meat that made my mouth full of saliva. ¡°Wow, that would be delicious.¡± As I was admiring the food, Cain approached and pulled out the chair. I sat down on the chair he took out. But Cain stood next to me without sitting with me. Is it because he is a butler? It was a little embarrassing to eat alone in front of someone, but it was also a little embarrassing to ask Cain to eat together. Even in the original story, Leira recommended him to eat together, but he refused, saying that a butler could not eat with his master. Well, after Cain fell in love with Leira later, the story changed. Anyway, I¡¯d rather eat alone for now. First, I took a spoon and took a sip of the soup. The mushroom soup was perfect for my taste. And when I spread butter on the hot bread that had not yet cooled down and took a bite, I felt really happy. Then I ate a salad and tasted the ripe calf meat. And there was only one thought in mind. Cain was a perfect butler. According to the original work, he was a competent butler from the time he was in the mansion of Count Karjas. Compared to other servants, he was still young¡ªin his mid-twenties¡ªbut his ability was no less than senior servants. No, he did better because he was young. Starting with basic cleaning, gardening, cooking, laundry, and many more. He was an all-rounder who managed most of the housework. So Countess Karjas gave Cain to Leira for an all-rounder housekeeper and for energy supplementation. Cain was very good at not only housekeeping but also sex. The original story was not at all lewd, so I did not expect it at all. I think Cain would be an all-rounder for sex too. ¡°Master, your face turned red. Where do you feel uncomfortable?¡± As I was munching delicious food and remembering what happened last night, Cain asked me. I shook my head quickly. For a moment, I felt like I was caught thinking about him. Then suddenly, I realized the difference between Cain of last night and Cain of today. ¡°Relax, Master.¡± Apparently, last night¡¯s Cain spoke informally to me. But today¡¯s Cain spoke formally to me the whole time. And in the original work, he had never omitted honorifics from Leira. I wonder if this is kind of split personalities that I¡¯ve only heard of¡­..? Oh my gosh. That¡¯s great. It was then. ¡°Master, I received a request.¡± The first request finally came. The fact that a request came in meant that I had to consume energy. To consume energy means to have more sex with Cain¡­¡­ Isn¡¯t it good? The butler, who is usually polite, is a beast at night. Besides, he is also good at sex. ¡­¡­this is so good. ¡°Master?¡± ¡°Uh, huh?¡± When I blushed without realizing it and was lost in thought, Cain called me again. ¡°What are you thinking?¡± ¡°No, nothing. But why?¡± I tried to answer while keeping a straight face. Then Cain continued, ¡°Then I will tell you about the request.¡± CH 5 I nodded and tried to concentrate. In order to live as Leira Karjas from now on, a quest was essential. ¡°First of all, this quest was requested by the Viscountess of Celtic. It is said that she will pay 100 gold as a down payment and 200 gold after completing the quest.¡± ¡°Oh my God.¡± I opened my mouth slightly in surprise. The 300 gold that the Viscountess of Celtic promised to pay for the quest was quite expensive in this world. Compared to the world I lived in, 1 gold was about 10,000 won. In other words, 300 gold was worth 3 million won. As expected, is she paying a high price because she is a Viscountess? Or is it because the quest is difficult? As I was thinking about it, Cain said, ¡°What are you going to do, Master? Will you not receive a commission for this quest? ¡± Come to think of it, Leira declared that she would not accept the commission fee when she first received a quest. But I didn¡¯t mean to do that. ¡°No, I will. And I plan to receive it not only this time but also in the future. I have to pay for the castle, and it would be better to secure living expenses in advance.¡± ¡°Yes, Master. Then I¡¯ll tell you about the quest in detail.¡± Was Leira commissioned by the Viscountess of Celtic in the original work? But why can¡¯t I remember her? Did I forget her because she was a supporting character? ¡°The Viscountess of Celtic said that about a month ago, she went to the West to recuperate. However, on her way, she lost the necklace she received from her parents, and the quest is to find it.¡± When I heard it, what I had read in the original work came to mind. What was important in this quest was not the lost necklace of the Viscountess of Celtic, but the male lead. The beast man I was quite fond of, Rex. Will I be able to meet him in person? I was happy just thinking about it and a smile appeared on my lips without realizing it. Meanwhile, Cain continued the explanation. ¡°But the place where the Viscountess of Celtic lost her necklace was in the Yuren Forest. A month ago, when she passed through the forest, it was a forest without any danger, but shortly after she lost her necklace, beastmen began to haunt the Yuren Forest.¡± ¡°Beastmen¡­¡­¡± ¡°The beastmen are a very warlike race, as you know well. Even more so because they had the instincts of a beast. The Viscountess of Celtic even sent soldiers to Yuren Forest to retrieve her necklace. But let alone find her necklace, the soldiers never returned.¡± The beastmen are a cruel race that likes blood and fight, and have more power than ordinary humans. It was a fact I was well aware of after reading the novel. ¡°But you are a young lady from a long-established wizarding family, Master. So the Viscountess thought that you would be stronger than a normal soldier, that¡¯s why she commissioned you.¡± Basically, magic isn¡¯t common in this world, you have to be strong to be able to use it, but Leira has plot armor as the female lead, so it¡¯s only natural that she¡¯s stronger than anyone. ¡°The Viscountess of Celtic has made a wise decision,¡±I said with a light smile. Not only was I strong, but I knew to some extent the content of the original work. Moreover, I knew the fastest way to solve this quest. ¡°Then when do you plan to leave?¡± ¡°¡­¡­hmmm, I think it would be better to leave as soon as possible.¡± I still have some semi-precious gems from Karjas County. However, if the gems are used daily without any income, it is clear that they will decrease quickly. Besides, this incident is also mentioned in the original work, so I wanted to experience it as soon as possible. I can¡¯t wait to meet Rex as well. ¡°Okay. If we leave this afternoon, we will be arriving tomorrow morning, so it would be best to leave as soon as possible.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t need to go see the Viscountess of Celtic first, do I?¡± Even if I leave immediately, I don¡¯t have enough time, so it would be a waste of time to go all the way to see the Viscountess first. Fortunately, Cain shook his head. ¡°You don¡¯t have to, Master. When the Viscountess of Celtic sent the quest, she also sent the down payment. It seems that she completely trusted you.¡± Come to think of it, in the original story, Leira found the necklace of the Viscountess of Celtic and returned the deposit when she went to see her. However, I had no intention of doing so. ¡°Okay, keep the money safe.¡± I said while wiping my mouth. As I ate while chatting with Cain, the plates in front of me had become clean. Haah, I ate well. Since I had a meal, it was time to eat something else. What I need the most right now is what I need to complete the quest. I smiled slightly and got up from my seat and approached Cain who was standing next to me. ¡°Then before we leave¡­¡­¡± I looked up at Cain and said softly, ¡°I want to get some mana.¡± When I smiled and openly seduced, Cain¡¯s expression hardened. But soon, a deep smile was drawn on his lips. ¡°Okay,¡± Cain said. The voice that came out of his mouth was a low voice that was different from a little while ago when he explained the quest to me. Oh, I don¡¯t think this is right. ¡°Of course, I¡¯ll share it with you.¡± It was in an instant that the dress I was wearing was torn off. As soon as Cain understood the meaning of what I said, he changed. A smile was drawn on his face, and desire began to rise in his eyes. At the same time, Cain lightly tore the dress I was wearing, using a small amount of mana he had in his body. Like the butler of the wizard¡¯s family, I knew he also had mana, but I didn¡¯t expect he would use it like this. Cain ripped my dress along with my underwear, and I was in a state of not wearing a single thread at once. I am the one who seduced him¡­¡­ Why do I feel like I¡¯m being seduced? Cain looked even rougher than when he rolled around with me yesterday. Obviously, there was no such appearance in the original work¡­¡­ It is more attractive than I thought. Although I like his unexpectedly rough appearance, I was somehow nervous and swallowed my saliva. Then Cain put his monocle on the table and took off the white glove he was wearing. It was so sexy. He stared straight at me with his blue eyes and slowly took off his gloves with his mouth. Fascinated by his appearance, I didn¡¯t even realize he was approaching me all of a sudden. Surprised by the distance that got closer at once, I quickly closed my mouth that was wide open and looked up at Cain. Cain¡¯s eyes were full of deep desire. He looked at me as if he was about to devour me, and came closer to me little by little. Weighed down by the momentum, I faltered and stepped back. But soon after, my back hit the table. ¡°Why are you avoiding me?¡± When there was nowhere to step back again, Cain asked with a smile. At the same time, his hands grabbed the edge of the table on either side of me, locking me in. ¡°It¡¯s you who said that you wanted to receive mana, Master.¡± The words that came out of his mouth went very well with his low-pitched voice. Besides, he usually looks ascetic, but now his appearance went very well with his blue eyes that are now gleaming with lust. So my heart started beating rapidly. In my life, I have never met such a handsome man, nor have I ever been seduced by such a man. Even if I started seducing first, it was natural for me to be helpless as I was not immune to temptation. ¡°So let¡¯s do it, Master.¡± Cain said, closing his eyes slightly. At the sweet yet seductive words I heard, I couldn¡¯t help but hug him. ¡­¡­damn it. I can¡¯t stand this. When I pulled Cain by the neck and tried to hug him, his big hands that were blocking both sides of me moved. The place where his hands were directed was my waist. He hugged me lightly and moved me to the side a little. The place he put me down was the table where I ate a little a while ago. It wasn¡¯t in the exact place I had eaten at earlier, but it was on the empty part of the table. And just like a moment ago, he blocked both sides of me with his two arms. I looked up at Cain. Facing him at a close distance, he was really handsome. The sunlight shining through the window shone on his silver hair and made his blue eyes even more radiant. Seeing that, I admired him. Then his lips rose slightly. At the same time, his face came closer. His lips touched mine. Naturally, I wrapped my arms around Cain¡¯s neck and hugged him. Then he spread my legs and came in between them. Even though we haven¡¯t done anything, I can feel something heavy inside the pants he¡¯s wearing. ¡°Ummm¡­¡­¡± As I felt his body getting closer, his tongue came into my mouth. His tongue glided gently through my mouth. He scanned my teeth, sucked my tongue, and kissed me softly. As I kissed him, I lowered my right hand that was around his neck. Then I took off his jacket and brought it to his upper body. I wanted to take off the shirt he was wearing with my own hands. Noticing my intentions, Cain didn¡¯t stop my hand. So I could touch his solid torso. Is it because he is one of the male leads in the novel? His upper body was full of muscles, even though he didn¡¯t seem to be exercising. His tight pectoral muscles and abs felt so hard yet soft. I began to unbutton his shirt slowly as I stroked his well-knit muscles. As I unbuttoned the buttons one by one, his kiss grew wilder. The kiss, which was gentle at first, was now so rough, making my voice come out naturally. It wasn¡¯t just that. As I took off his shirt completely, his hand grabbed my breast. ¡°Ahhh¡­¡­!¡± His fingers pinched and stimulated my nipple. I let go of his lips as I moaned. Then, he put my nipple that he had stimulated with his hand into his mouth. CH 6 Immediately, I saw a similar sight I had seen when I first woke up in this castle. Cain licked and sucked my breast as if it was sweet food. ¡°Haaah¡­¡­¡± And then, my other breast was roughly stimulated with his hand. I felt the sweet and rough caress at the same time, and it felt strange. ¡°Haaah, I like it¡­¡­¡± I spoke frankly about my feelings. Perhaps these words were a catalyst, Cain began to move hastily. As she touched and sucked on my breasts, he took off his pants. I could feel his dick between my legs. I saw it yesterday, but seeing it again now, I¡¯m still amazed. It¡¯s big and the color is not dark but the same color as his skin color. ¡­¡­it soared as if it were going to eat me up. When I looked at his dick for a while, he grabbed my waist. He led me up to the table a bit. At the same time, my body turned over like on the bed yesterday. In an instant, I fell to my knees on the table. Then, a heavy weight was felt on my back. I could feel his dick emitting heat between my legs. ¡°Spread your legs, Master.¡± As if Cain¡¯s words were an absolute command, I spread my legs. Then his dick came into me more easily than yesterday. ¡°Ah-!¡± My insides, already wet from his caress, swallowed his dick at once. ¡°¡­¡­Whooo.¡± Cain¡¯s breathing could be heard from right behind me. He pierced through me at once, caught his roughed breath, and hugged me from behind. I was still in his arms. His dick, which had penetrated my tender flesh, was so big that I could not move. But it was less painful than yesterday. It didn¡¯t hurt much because my insides were wet from his caress. ¡°You are too tight.¡± Cain¡¯s breath and low voice reached my ear. ¡°Relax, Master. That way you won¡¯t get hurt.¡± I also wanted to relax as Cain said but it was not as easy as it sounds. Despite just staying still, his penis, which filled me, was poking the part I felt. As a result, rather than relaxing, I put more strength. ¡°¡­¡­oh, I¡¯m going crazy.¡± Cain said as if suppressing his desire and began to hold my body with one hand and stroke my breast with the other. At the same time, hot breath touched my ear. He breathed out a rough breath and sucked my earlobes. ¡°Aaaah¡­¡­!¡± The strange sensation made me moan. And as before, I felt a clingy liquid flowing out of me. ¡°You don¡¯t have to be so nervous, Master.¡± Cain whispered sweetly, trying to relieve the tension in my body. And I could feel his penis, which went deep, going out a little bit. ¡°Hahh¡­¡­¡± It became easier to breathe when his solid dick was slightly out of me. Besides, his sweet caress made my body warm and more relaxed. ¡°Good job, Master.¡± Cain, who was licking my ear, said lowly and pulled my body back. And again, ¡°Ahh!¡± His dick pierced me. ¡°Ahh, hng!¡± Cain, who entered me again, did not hesitate as before. He began to move his waist rapidly as if he had only waited for this moment. ¡°Ahh, hng, ahh, Ca-Cain!¡± puck, puck, puck. Cain¡¯s penis pierced my tender flesh and pushed in hard. Even though he did not move much, my legs began to tremble. As my body began to lose balance, Cain¡¯s hand grabbed my waist and hugged me tightly. ¡°Haah, Master!¡± ¡°Ah ah, uh-hng, huh, ah ah!¡± As Cain¡¯s dick and my squishy pussy met, I could hear a raunchy wet sound. Moreover, I felt his breath as wild as a beast in my ear, and I felt like I was going crazy. ¡°Ahh, good, Cain, hah¡­¡­¡± He pierced me strongly and I couldn¡¯t get my mind off him. I just closed my eyes and felt the pleasure he gave me. ¡°Ah, ahhhh!¡± An intense storm has passed. Cain¡¯s hips slowed down. He moved slowly, grabbed my waist, and gently lifted me up. I leaned my back against his solid body. Otherwise, I feel like I will fall because my body has no strength. Cain made me lean on his body but his dick still moved slowly inside me. ¡°Master¡­¡­¡± Cain whispered softly and stroked the back of my neck. His right hand, which was holding my waist, gradually went down. Immediately, his hand reached my pubic area. ¡°Ahhhng¡­¡­!¡± Cain carefully placed his hand on my clitoris and began to touch it gently. ¡°Ahh, Cain, please¡­¡­!¡± Cain¡¯s dick in the back and Cain¡¯s hand in the front. I felt like I was going crazy when I was stimulated in two places. My whole body burned as if on fire. ¡°Ahhhng, hng, Ca-Cain! Please¡­¡­¡± Please¡­¡­ I called his name as if asking him to do something. Then, perhaps noticing my intentions, Cain¡¯s waist began to move faster. ¡°Ahhh ahh!¡± ¡°Haah, Master¡­¡­!¡± puck, puck, puck. The sound of flesh-to-flesh clashing grew louder, and my vision became blurry. Every time Cain¡¯s gigantic dick scratched the inner wall of mine, a deep pleasure spread as if I was about to lose my mind. ¡°Ahhh, Cain, ah ah ah!¡± Soon after, Cain¡¯s hand grabbed my waist firmly and started pushing hard. ¡°Ughh!¡± ¡°Aahhh, ah ah!¡± As my eyes continued to flash like fireworks exploded, something hot spread into my pussy, and at the same time, I also felt a climax. I could feel the transparent liquid flowing down between my thighs, whether it was his or mine, but I had no time to care about it. The deep sweetness that came to me at the same time as the climax gave me very rich mana. Drunk by the sweet mana that began to fill me, I realized later that my body was trembling. ¡°Ouch¡­¡­¡± As I was struggling with my arms because I thought I might fall, Cain¡¯s strong arms wrapped around my waist and he hugged me in a flash. Hey, what are you doing? ¡°Cain?¡± I looked at Cain with my eyes wide open, but he did not answer. Instead, he took me in his arms and went up to the table. Cain, sitting on the table, sat me on his thigh and made me face to face with him. I looked into his blue eyes and just blinked. Then a seductive voice was heard from his mouth. ¡°Did you gain enough mana with just once?¡± No, not necessarily. As I thought about it, I felt something hot and hard near my stomach. Within a few minutes of ejaculation, Cain¡¯s dick was raised again. As I swallowed saliva as I looked at it, Cain¡¯s hands grabbed my waist and lifted me up. Then he made my legs spread and aimed my core at his dick. ¡°Ahhh¡­¡­!¡± Again, I was pierced hard. The feeling of being pierced from the below was really, really good, indescribable. Cain¡¯s big dick came in while scratching the inner wall of mine and it filled me again. ¡°Ahhh¡­¡­!¡± I moaned and leaned over to Cain. Hugging his neck and burying my head on his shoulder, Cain moved his waist slowly. Cain and I had already reached our climax once, so my insides were so moist. So whenever he moved, I heard a sticky sound. ¡°Whoo¡­¡­ I¡¯m going crazy.¡± As I leaned against Cain and just felt his dick poking my favorite part, I heard his low voice. Cain¡¯s voice was so sexy that it made me even more excited to hear it during sex. ¡°Ahhh hng, Ca-Cain¡­¡­¡± As I rubbed my face against Cain¡¯s shoulder and called his name, I felt his dick grow bigger inside me. ¡°Ahhh, Cain, please¡ª¡± He pulled my upper body off his shoulder and kissed my lips briefly. And he leaned back slightly, making eye contact with me. Don¡¯t tell me¡­¡­ ¡°Move, Master.¡± Cain said with a charming smile. But to me, that smile looked like a devil¡¯s smile. ¡°Move yourself, Master.¡± For me, who never had sex in my past life, it was burdensome to move on my own. However¡­¡­ it might be an experience worth trying at least once. I swallowed my saliva. After putting my both hands on Cain¡¯s strong abdomen, I began to slowly move my waist. It felt weird for me to tease myself by moving my waist. I could still hear the sticky sound, but I wondered if I was doing it right. Soon, when I moved my waist slightly in a different direction, I was able to find the part I wanted. ¡°Mff¡ª¡± I wasn¡¯t the only one who felt the deep pleasure. Cain was also biting his lip as if he couldn¡¯t stand it. When I saw that, my waist moved automatically without knowing why. ¡°Ahhh, ahhh!¡± I looked at Cain and started to move my waist faster. Every time his dick pierced deep my insides, a strong feeling like a firecracker exploded in my head. ¡°Hahh, Master¡­¡­!¡± Cain also groaned low. Then, as if he couldn¡¯t stand it anymore, he grabbed my waist and lifted me up and down quickly. ¡°Ahhh! Ca-Cain, go, I think I¡¯m going to¡ª!¡± ¡°Hahh¡ª!¡± The second climax came quickly, perhaps because I had already felt the climax a while ago. At the same time, something hot and sweet spread inside me. In the intense orgasm that engulfed my whole body, a white liquid, not knowing who it belonged to, dripped from between my legs.