《Four or Dead by G O A》 Chapter 1

***This book is a dark romance, reverse harem type story. Please consider this a trigger warning. This book contains triggers from beginning to end and I will not spell them out at the beginning of each chapter. If you decide to continue reading, this is your warning and I hope you will enjoy the story. I am standing in front of my full-length mirror trying to decide the best way to hide the scars that litter the skin along my back and neck. Thankfully, the new bruises I had acquired were along my ribs and could easily be hidden under my shirt. My old scars were the ones hard to hide, but I had to try. My father didn¡¯t like rumors floating around about us especially since he was a valued member of ourmunity. We lived in an upscale neighborhood thanks to my father¡¯s sessfulpany, but it was a version of hell on earth. My father was a monster in these four walls, and a god among men in the real world. I wish I could say that his hatred toward me began because of my mother¡¯s death, that he just couldn¡¯t stand looking at me and that was why he hurt me. The fact is, he hated me the moment I was born. He hated me the moment the doctor said, ¡®it¡¯s a girl¡¯. He wanted a son to be heir of hispany and all the shady activity he did under the name of his legitimate business. Mom didn¡¯t give him what he wanted, and because he beat her near an inch of her life the moment they brought me home, she never wanted to get pregnant again. The stress of my father¡¯s abuse made it too hard for her to even stand his touch and when he found out that she had secretly taken preventive measure to never get pregnant again, she had signed her death sentence.Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. She died in a so-called ident, but I know that was a lie. She had ruined my father¡¯s chance at having a son, and he killed her for it. I would have died in the ident as well if it hadn¡¯t been for a Good Samaritan who happened upon the ident early enough to pull me out. Just after I was pulled out of the car the whole thing burst into mes confirming that my mother was dead. My father decided it would be too risky to try to kill me again and ying the grieve in husband and distraught father was too good an opportunity to pass up. This was just for show though, because as soon as I healed from the ident, he took out his anger on me. It started out with a few hits from his belt as discipline, but he would hit me in the back. Then he got creative with his methods of beating me and upgraded to other sorts of items. When I hit puberty though, things only got worse. His friends started to take notice of me, and he would leave me alone with them to do with me as theywished. Then he would walk in and punish me again for what I was forced to do. I had hopped that at least school would be an escape from the hell of a life I endured at home, but I wasn¡¯t so lucky. It felt as if I was born into this world to be an outlet for people to take their anger out on. See some of these scars were from the many attempts to teach me who was in charge in the halls of my school. The long scar across my stomach was from the group of girls at my school who hated me the moment they saw me freshman year. They had been pushing me around and there was a broken railing on the bleachers, and I collided with it hard enough for it to cut through my skin deep enough for it to require stitches. They had left me there bleeding and in shock until a faculty member found me. Andrea, the typical mean girl and her crew made my life even worse. Then there are the four boys who hung around her, bullies in their own right. The Dark Angels¡­.Asher, Logan, Jayden, and Leo. That was the name of their crew, although I didn¡¯t know much about all that. Andrea and Asher had been a thing since as long as I could remember, and although the others hung around them, they didn¡¯t stick with the same girl longer than a week. Asher even had a few girls here and there that Andrea pretended not to see. She was more worried about the statues of being with the leader of The Dark Angels than having his loyalty. Now The Dark Angels had their own way off tormenting me, in the way of more s**ual harassment. Anything from a smack to my butt to pushing me into a dark corner and grinding against me before taking of andughing. I had no idea why any of them targeted me since I always tried to keep to myself and avoid interacting with anyone. I didn¡¯t have a single friend, and that was because I couldn¡¯t trust anyone. ¡°Emma Grace! Hurry up!¡± My father yelled up to me from the living room. I closed my eyes and sighed, going with my usual jean jacket to cover my scars. I wiped away a stray tear from my ch**k before opening my bedroom door and making my way down the stairs. I swallow when I saw my dad leaning against the wall next to the door waiting for me. He looked up when he heard me and smiles at me sweetly, but I know that look is lethal. I walk slowly near him and pulled my back pack onto my back and reached carefully for the doorknob. For a moment I thought he would really just let me go, but as I pulled the door open, I was yanked back by the hair and he wrapped it tight in his grip. ¡°Remember the rules, Emma. Keep your head down, and your mouth shut. Got it?¡± He asked turning his nose and burying it in my hair. I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to think of anything else, and when he finally let go, I stumbled out the door and raced down the front steps. My bike was hidden on the side of the house and I sprinted to grab it and mounted it all in one quick motion. My school was in no way a haven, but I was too scared to stay here a moment longer. One thing I knew for sure was that although the kids at school enjoyed hurting me, my father would enjoy killing me. For some reason I still wanted to live, but that could change at any moment. I mean what kind of life was worth living when it was full of pain? I took my time getting to school so that I could enjoy a bit of peace and fresh air before climbing right back into the lion¡¯s den. The peace was short lived though, and soon my eyes fell on the outer building of my school. Other students wereughing and smiling as they filed into the main entrance, and I carefully parked my bike. I kneeled to lock a chain to it and stupidly turned my back. I should have known there would be no reprieve before the tormenting would start again. Before I even registered the sound of approaching steps my face was crashing into the chain of my bike making me cry out from both shock and pain. I fell to my butt and cradled my face in my hands as my face throbbed with pain. As expected, a stream of blood began to run down from my nose, and I leaned my head back but it had already started dripping all over my clothes. Snickering came from above me and my eyes met Andrea¡¯s and she smirked at me. ¡°Wee to senior year!¡± She said before turning and sashaying toward the entrance of the school with her minions in tow. I little out a shaky breath and push myself off the floor and try to keep my head back slightly even though it probably would do little good. First day and I already had blood all over me, great. I heard another snickeringugh as The Dark Angels walked past me in the direction of the front door. ¡°Hey sunny! You got something on your shirt there.¡± Logan called out with augh. Sunny. Not the worst nickname out there but it annoyed me that it meant the jerk didn¡¯t even know my name even though his crew had been targeting me for thest three years. He started calling me sunny because my hair had a tendency to turn a golden color in the sun. So, around the beginning of the year after summer break my hair usually turned a lighter color, but that wasn¡¯t the full extent of the joke. He often madements about whether or not my other hair looked the same and if I sunbathed naked to make sure everything matched. It was stupid but he and his buddies found it funny, so I ignored thements. I let them pass without a reply and waited a few moments longer before walking into the front door myself and immediately heading toward the bathroom. I made quick work of washing my face off and making sure the bleeding from my nose had stopped. Once I was finished, I examined my nose in the mirror and concluded that my nose wasn¡¯t broken but there was some slight bruising appearing on the ridges and in the inner corners of my eyes. Thankfully I carried a foundation stick with me for such events, and I quickly covered as much as I could. My father did not allow me to wear makeup, so this one stick was a raremodity that I had been able to hide from him. I had to use it sparingly, so I hoped that my future confrontations with the devil¡¯s spawns would consist of bodily injuries and not face injuries. I am sure you are wondering why I have never fought back or why I don¡¯t whine more about pain. The truth is about ny percent of the time I have a severe injury that makes these small injuries not worth my breath. Right now, I was sporting bruised ribs and bruises to my legs as well that hurt far worse making the injury to my face feel like a paper cut. I have been in pain every day for my life, so I was used to it. A sigh escaped my mouth when I realized there was areas that the makeup wasn¡¯t covering well, and I gave up. As I walked closer to the door, I heard voices on the other side and quickly ducked into one of the stalls. Chapter 2

I did my best to quiet my breathing when I saw that it was Andrea and her crew who hade in. ¡°So? Did you and Asher finally make things official?¡± One of Andrea¡¯s friends asked excitedly. What was her name again? Melody¡­.I couldn¡¯t remember. I had never really taken the time to learn their names in between the attacks on me. ¡°Of course we did! It was amazing! I mean I knew he wasn¡¯t a virgin but that extra experience made it worth it!¡± Andrea gushed. ¡°So you told him it was your first time? How did he take that?¡± on of the other girls asked. ¡°Hell no! I didn¡¯t want him to be all weird about it, so I didn¡¯t say anything.¡± Andrea admitted. ¡°Well now that he has had a taste of you he is going to be all over you to do it again.¡± Yet another girl added. ¡°So? I am happy to do anything for him, he just has to ask. I don¡¯t want to be one of his throw always. I want him to alwayse running back to me no matter who he has been with.¡± Andrea said. ¡°Well make sure you are worth his effort. That means we need to go shopping!¡± The first girl said excitedly. ¡°Some s*xy lingerie!¡± ¡°Yes absolutely! After school yeah? You will have him drooling!¡± And with that they pranced out of the bathroom leaving me alone finally. Andrea was a virgin? And she didn¡¯t tell Asher? Why would she lie about such a thing? She had thrown away such a special thing for a jerk like Asher who happily hooked up with other girls right in front of her. I shook my head and opened the door giving myself another quick look just in time for the first bell to ring. I ran from the bathroom and headed to my first ss with barely a minute to spare. When I looked around I found that all the seats were taken except for one in back right in the middle of The Dark Angel¡¯s group.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! Great. I slowly walked toward the seat with my head lowered, but I caught the smirks the boys gave me. I just had to get through this day. ¡°Hey Sunny girl! Saved you a seat, unless you rather sit on this thrown.¡± Leo says hunting out his hips with augh that made my insides knot in the worst way. ¡°This seat is fine thank you.¡± I say softly and sitting in the vacant seat without another word. The teacher walked in just before one of the others could get another word in, and finally, their attention drifted from me. ss went by without any interaction from the boys other than a few smirks and looks. I had no idea why these guys focused on me at all becausepared to Andrea and the others I was nothing special. I wasn¡¯t allowed to even try to look pretty, but maybe that¡¯s why they enjoyed teasing me so much because I am so in. My wavy brown hair almost hits my waist and I have a constant pink blush on my cheeks any time I step outside. My skin is a very light tan and I have a slim figure with no curves whatsoever. Thatst bit was mostly because my diet was heavily monitored to be sure I was appealing for whatever purpose my father had for me. Andrea wasn¡¯t the only one who lost her virginity recently, but at least she cared about the boy who did it. My first time would never be a precious memory for me it caused me to wake up screaming and crying since that day. When ss ended I gathered my things quickly and dashed for the door. I finally took the opportunity to unload some of my stuff into my locker. The door mmed suddenly just barely missing my fingers and I gasped and stumbled back, my heart pounding and my eyes wide. ¡°Sunny.¡± Logan says with a smile as he made his way toward me. As he moved closer to me I took a step back and he sighed. ¡°Stop walking away from me Sunny.¡± I gulped and stopped in my tracks. ¡°Good girl now let¡¯s get to ss.¡± He said wrapping an arm around my shoulder and leading me to the next ss which I guess we had together. He led me to a seat and gave the guy in the seat beside me a look causing the guy to scurry away. He took the newly vacated seat with a triumphant smile. Soon Asher walked in with Andrea draped all over him and he took the seat on the opposite side of me. He didn¡¯t say a word to me but I could feel his intense stare on me, even though Andrea was turned toward him from the seat in front of him, going on and on about something I cared nothing about. Something was different from how the boys usually treated me, but I was confused about why. They often yed tricks on me, sometimes to an unbearable limit. Now they were going out of their way to be near me, and acting almost¡­possessive. What game were they ying? When the ss ended and I made my way to the cafeteria, I felt the tug of someone following me. Logan and Leo tailed me toward the lunch line as I picked out an apple and milk. ¡°Do you ever eat Sunny?¡± Leo asks me. ¡°Or are you one of those girls that try to be as skinny as a supermodel?¡± He racked his eyes down my b*dy and shook his head in disapproval. ¡°You may have the figure but you are far too short to have a career like that.¡± I don¡¯t say a word and turn my attention back to the line. ¡°She is far too ugly to model anyway. Look at her, she doesn¡¯t even wear any makeup which just makes it worse. It¡¯s pathetic.¡± Andrea says mming into my shoulder and moving to stand in line in front of me. Again I said nothing and I kept my head low. ¡°Shut up Andrea.¡± Leo snaps out. ¡°You don¡¯t have a chance either so just keep your mouth shut if you know what¡¯s good for you!¡± I swallowed and dared to steal a nce between them. Andrea¡¯s mouth was agape, and she turned to Asher and pouted. ¡°Baby, are you going to let him talk to me like that?¡± Asher shrugged and walked away with Andrea trailing behind him and whining. ¡°God I hate that girl. Her voice is like nails against a chalkboard. I feel bad for Ash.¡± I hear Logan say with a groan. Finally, I made it to the end of the line and pulled my money out to pay for my two items, but Leo swooped in thrusting a few bills to the lunchdy. I looked at him with confusion. ¡°What you don¡¯t like when a guy pays for your food? Isn¡¯t that what girls fuss over All the time? You know, it¡¯s the gentlemanly thing to do and all.¡± Leo said with a cocky grin. ¡°Why are you doing this?¡± I asked, my voice just above a whisper. He looked at me with furrowed brows. ¡°What exactly am I doing?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know¡­following me, buying my lunch¡­what do you want from me?¡± I asked him. He smiled. ¡°Maybe I want a favor from you.¡± I sigh. ¡°What do you want?¡± He tapped his chin and pretended to consider his options. ¡°How about I just hold on to the favor for now.¡± I nodded and turned to walk away only for Leo and Logan to each grab one of my elbows and lead me to their table. ¡°W-what are you doing?¡± I asked frantically trying to pull away from them. ¡°You are sitting with us today. Hey you! Move over.¡± Leo yelled at one of the girls sitting at the table She quickly moved and Leo sat me in her spot. ¡°Is this the favor?¡± I asked him loud enough that only he could hear. He leaned in close to me. ¡°When I ask for my favor you will be doing more than sitting next to me for lunch.¡± I gulped and fell silent, setting my hands in myp and keeping my head low. I didn¡¯t even touch my food because I was too nervous. It felt like The Dark Angels were setting me up for something and my mind was panicking as the theOries of what it could be ran through my head. I could feel Andrea shooting daggers at me with her eyes, so I didn¡¯t say a word or move at all as the othersughed and joked around me. I didn¡¯t belong here and as soon as the bell rang I grabbed my food and rushed away. I could hear Andrea and her friendsughing and saying things about me making the others at the tableugh as well, but I didn¡¯t stick around to hear a word. I didn¡¯t stop when I heard someone calling out after me. All I did was run and pushed out the side doors and made my way toward the football field and leaned against a wall hidden under the bleachers. ¡®What are they nning? Why won¡¯t they just do it?¡¯I thought to myself. Chapter 3

When I was finally alone I let the tears fall and I slid down the wall until my knees hit my chest and I buried my head in them. My body trembled as I let out everything I was feeling. I shouldn¡¯t miss my next ss because my dad would be told and he would beat me for it, but I just couldn¡¯t handle this anymore. Why did I keep fighting to live if this was the life I had? I was beaten and raped and tormented! This was it, I wasn¡¯t doing it anymore. After a few deep breaths, I let my tears dry and I thought about how to do it. There were so many ways, but I had to be sure it wouldn¡¯t go wrong. Jumping wasn¡¯t guaranteed sometimes, so that was out. Jumping in front of a car could result in a few broken bones but I could still possibly live, so that was out too. I thought hard and paced as I did until it hit me. My dad had a gun in his office. He had threatened me with it before and as far as I saw he didn¡¯t even bother to lock it away, probably because he knew I would never go in there. But I was desperate and I would be dead so what did it matter if I went in? I could do it right there so he would have to clean up the mess of what he led me to. I was never a spiteful person but something about killing myself in his chair and him finding me and having to deal with the fall out of my death made me smile. I wish I could see his face when he found me and how he nned to exin it away. I had to go now though while he wasn¡¯t home to be sure I couldn¡¯t be stopped. With onest breath to boost my resolve, I stepped out from my hiding ce and began walking across the field to the front of the school where my bike was parked. My mind was focused on one thing so I didn¡¯t care who saw me leaving and I mounted my bike not even feeling bad when I knocked several over. ¡°Hey Sunny where¡¯s the fire?¡± Jayden¡¯s voice rang out from the direction of the front steps of the school. I ignored him and turned my bike around and jumped on. There were footstepsing toward me so I took off as fast as I could. My focus zeroed in with determination and I pumped my legs as fast as I could not even bothering to wait for cars to pass. So what if they hit me, I would just get back up and keep going until this was done. ¡°Sunny!! Hey, slow down girl!¡± I heard someone yell to me but I don¡¯t turn or slow down. I heard a string of curses and the sound of brakes as I weaved through a chaotic crosswalk without looking or stopping. When I finally make it home I don¡¯t even slow down before tumbling off my bike and running to my door. ¡°Dammit Sunny slow down will you!¡± Someone yelled from behind me while I fumbled with my keys. Several foot falls could be heard behind me and someone pulled my arm to make me turn to them. My chest rose and fell as I tried to calm myself.C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°What the hell was that? You could have been killed! What is wrong with you?¡± Asher said tightening his grip on my arm. ¡°Let me go!¡± I growled at him, pulling my arm out of his grip. With one more try, I got my key inside and I burst through the door and headed straight to my father¡¯s office. I opened several drawers and mmed them back in ce in frustration when I couldn¡¯t find what I¡¯m looking for. ¡°Where is it?¡± I asked desperately under my breath. Finally, I found it in thest drawer and I stood there looking at it for a few moments before I reached in and wrapped my hand around the cool metal. My heart was pounding as I felt the weight of it in my hands. I slowly pull it all the way out and kept my eyes locked on it. ¡°Sunny¡­Emma what are you doing?¡± Leo asked and I lifted my eyes to him and pointed the gun at the four boys I had grown to hate over thest three years. ¡°Get out!¡± I screamed holding the gun and pointing it right at them. I wouldn¡¯t shoot them because I wasn¡¯t a murderer. I didn¡¯t want anyone to get hurt except me. ¡°Ok Sunny we can talk about this¡­¡± Leo said softly stepping closer to me. ¡°My name isn¡¯t Sunny!¡± I screamed at him. ¡°Sorry. Emma, just calm down okay?¡± He said keeping his hands raised and slowly moved closer. ¡°Get away Leo or I swear I will shoot you. Get the hell out all of you! You¡¯ve done enough! You all have! Just leave me alone!¡± I screamed tightening my eyes. Shots ring out and I gasped as darkness fell around me. Chapter 4

Freshman year Dad had his friends overst night and they told me everything they wanted to do to me whenever they had me alone. They said that it would be our secret. My father didn¡¯t let them take everything because he nned on saving me for just the right opportunity. I could still feel their hands all over me the following morning as I dressed for my first day of high school. Middle school hadn¡¯t been so bad, and I even made a friend myst year there, and I couldn¡¯t wait to see him. He had been so nice to me my wholest year of middle school and we had be inseparable. I quietly went downstairs and thankfully dad was nowhere in sight, so I was able to slip out easily. A car waited for me at the end of my driveway, and I smiled as one of the most handsome faces smiled back at me. As close as we were I admit I had a bit of a crush on my friend, how could I not? The summer break had been time enough for both of us to mature a bit more. He had obviously bulked up and my own form had rounded out a bit more even though I was still as slim as ever. ¡°Hey, you!¡± He said as I opened the door and climbed in. He was dressed differently today. He was sporting dark wash jeans and a ck t-shirt. I was impressed but a little confused because he didn¡¯t usually wear such dark colors, but I brushed it off. We drove to school listening to music sting from the radio and I felt peaceful for the first time in weeks. I hadn¡¯t seen him in person for about a month as I healed from some pretty serious wounds. I didn¡¯t want him to see me like that, so we spoke over the phone mostly. Our school came into view and he parked alongside a dark-colored sports car that three guys were standing beside. I looked each of them over and noticed they were dressed simrly to Leo and they dipped their heads at him. ¡°Do you know them?¡± I asked him. ¡°Yeah! We met at the garage I worked at over the summer. They¡¯re cool guys.¡± He says turning the car off and opening his door to climb out. I followed suit and stood next to my door as I watched him greet his friends. One of them nced over at me and smirked. ¡°So, Leo is that your girl?¡± One of them asked.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! Leo looked at me and swallowed. ¡°Nah.¡± I knew we were just friends but that hurt. It wasn¡¯t what he said but the fact he looked embarrassed of me for some reason. ¡°Hello littledy, I¡¯m Logan. That there is Asher and Jayden.¡± He said pointing to the other guys leaning against the car. ¡°So, since you aren¡¯t Leo¡¯s girl maybe me and you can have some fun together.¡± His arm wrapped around my shoulder and his hand skimmed my arm softly as he moved his mouth closer to my ear. ¡°You smell sweet enough to eat.¡± He whispered into my ear and my heart stopped. His words and the feeling of his touch sent panic through me as memories of those men touching me rushed into my mind. My heart began to race, and I pulled away from him and stumbled back. One of the guysughed. ¡°What the hell is wrong with her?¡± ¡°You burned her Logan.¡± Someone said teasingly but Logan looked angry. ¡°What are you too good to be touched? Huh? Sorry Sunny but you are not worth my time.¡± Logan said and I looked to Leo for help. His eyes were low, and he pretended he didn¡¯t see what was going on. I stepped back further and walked away and toward the front steps of the school. Hot tears fell from my eyes as I walked down the hallway to find my locker. After that first day, Leo shut me out and started to evenugh at some of the remarks from other guys. As weeks passed, he started to even join in on some of their pranks. The only friend I had turned into my worst nightmare. Then this girl started hanging around them and she always looking down her nose at me. She and her friends started to join the boys in tormenting me, but they were far worse. The boys preferred verbal torment and left the more physical acts to the girls. One day in the girl¡¯s locker room they saw all of my scars and held me down and used a permanent marker to draw along the raised skin and then took a picture and posted it on Instagram. They hashtaged it #slutart and this turned into a whole series of instances where I was the featured muse. You would think going to someone from the faculty for help would save me, but as soon as I stepped into the assistant principal¡¯s office, I knew I was screwed. I recognized him from the many parties I attended with my father, and the smile he gave me sent shivers of fear down my spine. He hadn¡¯t been one of the men who came into my room, but I recall my father offering it to him during a whispered conversation. I needed help though, so I broke down and told him what had been done to me. He gave me a sympathetic nod and walked around his desk to sit beside me. He rested his hand on my leg and I tensed. ¡°Why don¡¯t you show me what they did so I have a better idea of what we are dealing with. Otherwise, it¡¯s their word against yours.¡± He said. He had a point I reasoned, and I turned in my seat to raise the back of my shirt slightly. My breaths were erratic as I waited. He hummed behind me and soon I felt his fingers running along the top of one of my bigger scars and down. I jolted under his touch but then his other hand gripped my hip tightly. I knew then that I had made a big mistake. When I suddenly felt his breath along my upper back though I started to feel nauseous. He took in a big breath of my scent before cing a soft k*ss on my skin and I clench my eyes shut. Before it could go any further though someone opened the door and the principal looked back at the same time as I did. Leo stood in the doorway in shock, and I quickly pulled my shirt down and shot to my feet. He stepped aside and I rushed past him and out into the hall. The next day a rumor about me sleeping with the assistant principal was all over the school and I knew exactly who started it. The guy I once thought of as a friend had told everyone what he saw. Everyone watched and whispered about me for weeks and the rumor grew bigger with each passing day. Some people had scrawled the words ¡®slut¡¯ and ¡®whore¡¯ on my locker. My father even cornered me one day and threw me against the wall calling me every name in the book. He told me that only he could give me permission on who to be with and I would be sorry for going behind his back. He covered my stomach and back in bruises that day and I had to stay home for four days to recover. He even had to call a doctor to check on me, but when the school called saying I couldn¡¯t miss any more days he got angry all over again. My grades had not been good because of all of this and to make sure I got caught up he locked me in the closet I slept in for a whole weekend with one bottle of water a day and all the schoolwork I had missed. I was also given my usual bucket to use the bathroom in and no food. Thankfully it hadn¡¯t been the first time I had gone without eating and my body had been conditioned to not even bother reminding me of how hungry I was. Hugry. And pain¡­ Present¡­ The sound of beeping rang in my ears like a speaker on too loud and I groaned. My head was killing me, and I pressed my eyes tighter to try and endure the pain. ¡°She¡¯s waking up.¡± Someone said. My mind was racing and when I opened my eyes, and everything was blurry I started to panic. ¡°Miss Grace please stay calm, okay?¡± A soft female voice said. A gentle hand touched me, and I pulled away too quickly and I tumbled off of the bed I wasying on and fell to the ground hard. The impact made me cry out, but the panic was too intense that I hardly registered the pain. Someone cursed and I felt strong hands gripping me but that only made me scream in protest. ¡°No! Please no!¡± I begged. ¡°Hey, don¡¯t worry I won¡¯t hurt you. We need to get you back in bed though.¡± The man¡¯s voice said gently. I soon felt the fell of the bed beneath me. I blinked a few times, but I still could barely see anything. The edges of my vision were dark while the rest was extremely cloudy, barely clear enough to make out shapes of two people standing near me. ¡°What¡¯s going on? Where am I? Why can¡¯t I see?¡± I asked in a panic. ¡°Miss Grace I am Doctor Camille. I have been looking after you for thest two days while you have been unconscious.¡± The figure to the close left me says. I was in a hospital, but how and why? Four or dead by G O A Chapter 5 ¡°T¨Ctwo days?¡± I ask in soft disbelief. ¡°Yes, dear. You¡­suffered from a severe head injury. A gunshot wound that grazed your head almost fatally, and a concussion from copsing and hitting your head on the edge of a desk.¡± She exined. I closed my eyes and let out a shaky breath and whimpered softly reaching up and touching my eyelids softly. ¡°Will my eyes heal?¡± I asked. ¡°It may take some time and we can¡¯t say how long the symptoms willst since it¡¯s different for every individual.¡± She replied honestly. I nod. ¡°When can she be released?¡± The second person asks. I am too confused that I can¡¯t ce the voice. It sounds like someone I know but my head was too much of a mess. ¡°That is another matter we need to discuss. She has significant scarring and bruising over most of her body. We had to contact the authorities and report possible abuse. They want to interview her guardian about this and may rmend she stay with a friend until it can be investigated.¡± The doctor said and I shook my head frantically and reach around to grab her hand. ¡°No please don¡¯t! Please. They can¡¯t ask questions. Please!¡± I begged.She ced her hand on top of mine and rubbed them gently. ¡°Dear someone has been hurting you and it¡¯s our responsibility to make sure you are safe at home. We can¡¯t send you back in this condition if there is someone who can hurt you further.¡± I let go of her and fell back on my pillow letting my tears fall. How had I messed up so much that now my whole world was falling apart? It was easy, shoot the gun and it would be done. What happened? ¡°I can let her stay with me for a while.¡± The man said.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. ¡°She will need to be monitored for any further pain due to her injuries. If she sent home with her eyes still in this condition she will need a lot of help.¡± The doctor exined to the man. Who is this guy? How could I go anywhere with someone I don¡¯t know well enough to recognize their voice? Why would the hospital even let him? ¡°I¡¯ll let you rest for now ande check on you in a little while. Call the nurse if you need anything. Okay?¡± The doctor said handing me some kind of remote. ¡°Thank you, doctor.¡± The man said. There is silence in the room for a moment before the man let out a sigh. ¡°W¨Cwho are you?¡± I asked nervously. ¡°You don¡¯t recognize my voice, Emma?¡± He asked. ¡°It sounds familiar, but I don¡¯t remember it,¡± I said shyly. ¡°Maybe it¡¯s best that way. I don¡¯t want to upset you.¡± The man said taking hold of my hand and I flinched. ¡°I¨CI¡¯m sorry. Did I hurt you?¡± ¡°N¨Cno it¡¯s okay,¡± I said before rxing. ¡°Please tell me who you are.¡± ¡°Are you sure? I don¡¯t want to upset you.¡± He said ¡°Please not knowing is scaring me more,¡± I replied nervously. He sighed and tightened his hold on my hand a bit. ¡°It¡¯s¡­.¡± Four or dead by G O A Chapter 6 ¡°It¡¯s¡­Asher.¡± I gasped and quickly try to pull my hand away from him. ¡°No¡­no no!¡± I said moving further up my bed and making myself smaller. ¡°Emma¡­please..it¡¯s okay. I won¡¯t hurt you, I swear.¡± He said, his voice soft. No wonder I didn¡¯t recognize his voice. He hardly ever spoke to me and when he did his voice taunting and cold. His voice was now soft and kind, something I had never heard from him. ¡°What are you doing here? Why? To hurt me?¡± I asked pulling my legs closer to me, making myself as small as possible. ¡°No of course not! I wouldn¡¯t hurt you.¡± He said, his voice sounded wounded. ¡°But you have hurt me before. You let others hurt me¡­¡± I said a hint of anger in my voice. He sighed yet again. ¡°I know. I know Emma. I¡¯m so sorry. I had no idea everything that was going on with you¡­all the scars¡­you have been in so much pain and we hurt you even more. I can never make up for what¡¯s been done to you, but I will try if you let me.¡± I shook my head in disbelief. ¡°How could I ever trust any of you? After everything, I can never trust you.¡± His blurry figure moved closer to me and he reached his hand out to cup my face. I whimpered and readied myself for pain, but it didn¡¯te. ¡°I will never hurt you again, and I won¡¯t let anyone else hurt you again either. I will not let you go back to that house, Emma. Your father has been hurting you¡­they said¡­that you had trauma¡­that you had been abused as well.¡± His voice grew softly at thosest words. I swallowed hard and tears fell with ease. ¡°Y¨Cyes.¡± He already knew so there was no point in lying now. ¡°How could they tell?¡± I asked him. ¡°They said there was external scarring that concerned them, so they did an internal exam and found scarring there as well.¡± He replied with a cautious tone. ¡°Why did they tell you all this?¡± I asked him, tightening my arms around my legs. ¡°They tried reaching your father at first, but he couldn¡¯t be reached, then when they examined you , they didn¡¯t want him anywhere near you. Leo asked if we could be temporarily responsible for you until the investigation against your father isplete. Since you have no other family, and since my father is well known and trusted they agreed.¡± He said. I scoffed. ¡°Of course. Your family name was all that was needed to take me from one hell to another with no say from me.¡± I think he was taken aback by words as much as I was because he fell silent for a while. I had no idea where that fierceness came from, but this whole situation was insane. I was mad now. My chance to get out of this messed up situation had been ruined and now I was trapped in the clutches of the very people who had tormented me for thest three years. No matter how genuine Asher sounded, I didn¡¯t believe a word of it. There was a reason why they did this, and I wouldn¡¯t let my guard down not even for one second. I may be mostly blind, but I would fight shadows any day then be a victim again. I may be weak, but I needed to get away somehow. There had to be a way to break free.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. Four or dead by G O A Chapter 7 Yesterday Night ¡°Are you serious? You want us to bring her here?¡± Jayden asked Asher as he paced the living room. ¡°You didn¡¯t see it, Jay. She has scars all over her¡­ the one on her stomach¡­¡± Asher¡¯s jaw clenched in anger. ¡° That was Andrea¡¯s fault!¡± ¡°Okay I get it, but she would never stay with us after how we treated her,¡± Jayden said falling back onto the couch. My mind drifted to that day as the others bickered¡­ * shback ¨C Two days earlier * Emma was standing in front of us with tears falling and a gun pointed at me. I loved her once maybe still did, and I watched her put a gun to her head making my whole world low. Everything we had done to her began to sh through my mind and my heart broke realizing we had led her to this point. I barely thought and rushed toward her, but I reached her only in time to make her flinch and pull the trigger. Then I watched her body fall forward and she hit the desk hard and I caught her before she hit the floor. There was blood everywhere and I started to panic. Asher grabbed her from me andid her gently on the floor to examine her quickly. My ears begin to ring as I looked down at her blood on my hands. Asher brushed her hair aside carefully and tried to see the bullet wound but there was just so much blood. ¡°She¡¯s still breathing!¡± Asher yelled to Logan who was talking to someone on the phone, I assumed 911. ¡°They are on their way! They said toy her t in case she has any other injuries.¡± Logan exined, his voice frantic. I looked at each of the guys, and I wondered what they could be thinking. Did they believe this was our fault like I did? We had led her to this moment, and she could die because of it. She wanted to get away from us so badly that she was willing to take her own life. How had ite to this? I saw Logan pacing and pulling at his hair as we waited for the ambnce, while Asher knelt beside Emma and watched her carefully. Jayden stood by Emma with his hands clenched tight to his sides, his eyes squeezed shut. He out of all of us had seen too much death in his life, but we had no idea what we were walking into when we followed Emma here. If we had known we could have tried to stop her sooner, now Jayden was reliving his past as Emma bled out right in front of us. Asher moved to pick her up, but Logan held him back. ¡°They said to leave her man.¡± ¡°I have to do something! She¡¯s dying!¡± Asher yelled. Just then the paramedics came rushing in and the three of us moved away but Asher wouldn¡¯t budge. ¡°Sir, we need you to move aside so we can help your girlfriend, okay?¡± One of the paramedics said. Asher looked up at him with eyes wide but nodded and moved away. Everything moved so quickly as they rushed her to the ambnce, but we were right on their tails. We loaded into our cars and took off behind the ambnce as fast as we could. When we reached the hospital, we parked and ran after the paramedics as they rolled her into the emergency room, even though I was pretty sure we weren¡¯t allowed to go in those doors. No one stopped us though because all their attention was focused on Emma. They wheeled her into a room and a nurse pushed us back, but we pushed forward trying to see what was happening. They had to call help to pull us away and escort us to the waiting room. Time passed so slowly as we waited to hear the news on Emma¡¯s condition, and we all took a collective breath when the doctor emerged into the waiting room. ¡°How is Emma?¡± I asked stepping forward first. ¡°Are you her family?¡± He asked. I didn¡¯t know what to say¡­what could I say? That it was us who made her do this? That to her we were the enemy? We were nothing close to family. ¡°Her father hasn¡¯te yet, but I¡¯m her boyfriend.¡± I turned and gaped at Asher as he stepped forward. What the hell was he doing? ¡°Well, your girlfriend is stable now, but she is still unconscious. You said after the gun went off, she hit the desk nearby?¡± Asher nodded. ¡°Well, she has a good amount of head trauma due to the impact, we need to keep an eye on her to be sure it heals properly but we don¡¯t know what conditions could be a result of it until she wakes. Thankfully the gunshot wound was a surface wound and did not prate the skull, so we were able to stitch it up and she should recover well from that. She is still not awake yet, but you cane to see her now.¡± ¡°Thank you, doctor,¡± Asher said. There is however another matter I must bring up. We all fell silent and waited for his next words, and by his bodynguage, I could tell it wasn¡¯t good. ¡°The matter of her long¨C time injuries. I need to ask if you know how she acquired such extensive bruising and scaring.¡± We all looked at him like he had just grown two heads. ¡°What do you mean?¡± Asher asked. ¡°You are not aware of her scars?¡± The doctor asked. ¡°No. She is shy about her body.¡± Asher lied. ¡°I can understand why she is. Well, she has scars covering almost her entire back and a long the tops of her arms. I imagine it was intentional so that it could easily be hidden under her clothing. She also had bruising around her stomach and ribs that look pretty recent. Also¡­scars and bruising from what looks like a very violent assault. With this information, we had to contact the authorities as per thew. They will want to ask you some questions and speak to her father as well when he can be reached.¡± The doctor said with a sigh. ¡°We also contacted Psychiatrist because this was a suicide attempt, they need to monitor her mental state when she wakes. I¡¯m sorry, I know this is a lot to take in but with help, she should be able to recover.¡± We nodded but remained silent. The doctor turned and left us alone. ¡°God. She was this bad?¡± Logan asks, his face riddled with guilt. ¡°We did this to her,¡± Jayden said pacing. ¡°We didn¡¯t know about the other stuff, how could we?¡± I said trying to make them feel less at fault, but I wasn¡¯t feeling any better. She had trusted me all those years ago and I had turned my back on her. ¡°What the hell was that man? Calling her your girlfriend!¡± Logan said turning to face Asher. Asher looked back at him with his usual coldness. ¡°The paramedics already assumed I was her boyfriend, and it was the only way we would be able to find out what was going on. None of you stepped up.¡± Logan scoffed. ¡°Yeah, but if Andrea finds out what you said she wille after Emma worse than before. Watch yourself, bro.¡±Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. Asher rolled his eyes and walked toward the door where a nurse was now waiting to take him to see Emma. ¡°So, what do we do?¡± Jayden asked when the rest of us say back down to wait. ¡°I don¡¯t know but I don¡¯t think I can let her go back with her father. He is the one who has been hurting her. I remember her saying that he was pretty strict, so he wouldn¡¯t let her be around anyone he didn¡¯t know. She told me that she wanted to keep our friendship a secret from him because he wouldn¡¯t like it.¡± I recalled. ¡°How well did you know her, you never told us,¡± Logan asked looking at me. ¡°We were friends the wholest year of middle school. She would sneak out so we could hang out during summer, but during thest month, she started acting weird. She wasn¡¯t able to meet me much, but I didn¡¯t make a big deal about it because I had just met you guys then. Then after that first day freshman year, we never spoke again.¡± I said lowering my head. ¡°We drove her away,¡± Jayden added. I nodded. ¡°It was my fault too. She had no one else and I left her.¡± Four or dead by G O A Chapter 8 Leo POV Present My phone vibrated on the table next to my bed and without opening my eyes I answered it. ¡°Yeah?¡± ¡°Leo, I need you to get here now,¡± Asher said and I sat up quickly, suddenly wide awake. ¡°Why? Is Emma okay?¡± ¡°No, she is freaking out. She¡¯s scared of me, and Leo¡­she can¡¯t see anything. They said she is temporarily blind.¡± My heart stopped for a second as the horror of that statement settled into my mind. She¡¯s blind? How? ¡°What do you need me to do?¡± I asked him. ¡°Just get here, maybe she will calm down if you¡¯re here. The shrink ising around to day to talk to her. They want to make sure she won¡¯t try to hurt herself again before they release her. Also, the cops were here asking her questions. She wouldn¡¯t admit to anything, but the cops could tell she was holding back. They asked me who I thought was hurting her and I said they should speak to her father since he was the one who had a tight leash on her. They said they haven¡¯t been able to contact him for two days now. Something isn¡¯t right.¡± Asher rambled on. ¡°Okay okay, I¡¯ll head there now,¡± I told him hanging up quickly. I quickly stood and wandered around grabbing random pieces of clothing and pulling them on. I rushed out of the door and down the stairs passing the living room where Jayden and Logan were watching TV. ¡°Hey! Where are you going?¡± Logan asked. ¡°Is it Emma? Is she okay?¡± ¡°Asher wants me to go to the hospital. Emma is awake and she is scared of him. She¡­they said she is temporarily blind, and she is sort of freaking out.¡± I said quickly as I pulled my shoes on. ¡°Ok, we¡¯lle too,¡± Logan said getting to his feet and grabbing his wallet and keys. Jayden did the same and we were out the door and piling into the car in record time. We arrived at the hospital and the nurse led us to Emma¡¯s room. I heard screaming and rushed past the nurse to get to Emma. When I entered she was thrashing around like crazy but her eyes werepletely closed. I nced to the other side of the room and saw Asher watching with genuine concern, but he seemed unsure of what to do. ¡°What happened?¡± I asked standing as the others joined us the others quickly joining us . We stood beside Asher and out of the way as the nurses tried to calm Emma. ¡°They gave her some pain medications and it made her fall asleep then she woke up a few minutes ago screaming and crying. She seems to be trapped in a nightmare.¡± Asher said running a hand down his face. ¡°Can¡¯t they give her something to calm her down?¡± Logan asked his voiceced with panic. ¡°They need her to stop thrashing around long enough to inject it, but as soon as someone touches her, she freaks out,¡± Asher exined wringing his hands together. ¡°No! No! Stop please! I don¡¯t want to!¡± Emma cried out, her face drenched with tears. Two more nurses rushed into the room to help hold her down and it was finally enough to inject her with something. Her body started to rx but she was still whimpering as the nurses stepped away. The other nurses who hade to help started to leave and Emma began to fall still. ¡°She should be able to rest now.¡± The remaining nurse said as she adjusted Emma¡¯s nkets. ¡°What happened?¡± I asked her. ¡°She has experienced a lot of trauma and earlier she had mentioned that she had trouble sleeping a lot of the time. I think she should speak to the therapist today as soon as she is awake again.¡± Asher nodded in agreement and the nurse left us alone. ¡°Man, this is messed up. She is worse off than we knew.¡± Logan said. Jaden and Asher silently pulled chairs closer to Emma¡¯s bed and sat quietly watching her rest. This whole situation had really shaken them, and I was in awe at how sad they all seemed. Logan always seemed calm and unaffected by things, but even he couldn¡¯t hide his emotions. He stood against one of the walls with his eyes fixed on Emma as well. The Dark Angel¡¯s watching over one special girl. We spent several hours sitting with Emma taking turns getting coffee, waiting for her to wake. I would nce at each of my friends asionally and would catch them watching her with regret and guilt in their eyes. After all these years of tormenting her, they were regretting everything they had done and so was I. This had knocked some sense into us but it was also a reminder that there was a part of us that was still¡­human. We had been ying like we were cold and uncaring for a long time, but that all ended the moment we heard that gun shot off. Emma started to move around a bit a couple of hourster and we all shot to our feet. ¡°Hello?¡± She asked in a panic. ¡°Who¡¯s there?¡± We nce at each other not sure what to say. ¡°It¡¯s me Asher and the other boys are here too,¡± Asher took a step closer to her and rested his hand on the bed close to her hand but didn¡¯t touch her. I could hear her breaths bing quick and shaky and she started to move further back in the bed even though there was no more room for her to move to. Her face shifted from fear to sadness as tears began to fall from her eyes. ¡°Please just leave me alone. People will know if you guys do something to me.¡± She said with a swallow. I copied the motion swallowing down the lump in my own throat. The others looked equally as hurt by her words. She was petrified of us, and with good reason. ¡°Emma none of us want to hurt you, but we also don¡¯t want you to be alone,¡± I said moving closer to her. She let out a small whimper. ¡°Leo?¡± A smile formed on my lips because she almost sounded relieved. I took this chance and wrapped her in my arms. ¡°Yeah, it¡¯s me. I¡¯m so sorry Emma. So sorry.¡± I didn¡¯t care if the other guys saw me or what they thought of me, Emma needed me. She let out a soft cry and I didn¡¯t think, I climbed onto her bed and took her into my arms. She didn¡¯t fight me, instead, she hid her face into my chest and cried quietly. I held her tighter and whispered calming words into her ear. Then and there I promised her that I would never hurt her again and I would never let anyone else hurt her either. She wrapped her arms around my waist and continued crying until her body rxed and she fell back to sleep. I didn¡¯t move, not even an inch. ¡°What¡¯s going on in your head Leo?¡± Logan asked. He didn¡¯t look to be teasing me, he seemed genuinely curious. ¡°I can¡¯t leave her again. I hurt her too badly before, and she has no one. I can¡¯t leave her again.¡± I told them. ¡°I told the doctor that we would take her to stay with us while the police investigate her abuse and try to find her father,¡± Asher said. He stood and reached over to brush a strand of Emma¡¯s hair from her face. The action was so gentle that I would have never believed it happened if I hadn¡¯t seen it myself. I watched him in fascination, I had never seen him act in such a gentle way and I was almost like he hadn¡¯t even realized he was doing it. Logan and Jayden noticed it too and they watched him slightly wide- eyed.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. ¡°She was so scared of us; I am afraid she will never trust us enough to let us take care of her,¡± Jayden¡¯s expression was stoic but there was a hint of disappointment on his face. ¡°We just have to prove to her that she can trust us. After everything they told me happened to her, there is no way we are going back to the way things were. She needs us to protect her.¡± Asher said with finality in his voice. Just then the door to Emma¡¯s room mmed open and an angry middle¨C aged man in a suit was standing in the doorway. ¡°Get your hands off my daughter!¡± He yelled. Four or dead by G O A Chapter 9 Asher POV The man I am was Emma¡¯s father stocked toward Emma¡¯s bed to pull Leo away from her, but Jayden stepped in front of him blocking his way. ¡°Move.¡± The man said through gritted teeth, but Jayden stood his ground with his arms crossed against his chest. ¡°We aren¡¯t letting you near her,¡± Jayden said pushing the man away. The guy must have been drunk because he stumbled back awkwardly almost falling to the ground. He stammered to his feet andunched himself straight at Jayden, and my friend easily sidestepped and let the old man fall face first. ¡°Hey! What¡¯s going on in here?¡± A bulky man asked rushing into the room. ¡°Sir you need to calm down!¡± The big guy grabbed Emma¡¯s father and pulled him back while the man thrashed pointlessly in his hold. ¡°This is Emma¡¯s father, and he isn¡¯t supposed to see her until the police have spoken to him,¡± I said firmly while standing in front of Emma¡¯s bed to block the old man¡¯s view of her. The bulky guys who I can now see was a security guard dragged Emma¡¯s father out an d the room fell silent again. ¡°Thank you.¡± A soft voice said from behind me, and I turn quickly to see Emma¡¯s eyes looking in my direction. I know she couldn¡¯t see me, but she must have heard where I was because I could swear she was looking directly at me. ¡°As I said, no one will hurt you again,¡± Leo reassured her as he stroked her hair softly. ¡°But Emma, we need you to tell us, is your dad the one that has been hurting you?¡± Leo asked her. She visibly recoiled into herself, but Leo was right, we needed to be sure she was far a way from the people who hurt her. ¡°Please Emma,¡± Leo asked softly. She nodded and sat up in the bed with her head low. ¡°Yes, he was the one who cut me and beat me but¡­¡± She swallowed hard and a single tear fell. ¡°It¡¯s okay, take your time,¡± Logan said resting his hand gently on Emma¡¯s hand. His voice was softer than I had ever heard it, something that seemed to be contagious because we had all noticeably softened around Emma. ¡°The other stuff¡­wasn¡¯t my dad¡­he never touched me in that way. He let his friends touch me though then over summer when I turned eighteen, one of them raped me.¡± She said letting out a small cry. Leo immediately wrapped his arms around her and held her as close as possible. I had an intense urge to do the same thing but I resisted. Jayden cursed and stormed out of the room. Logan stood frozen in disbelief. Needless to say, we had no idea how to act after hearing that the girl we had tormented for three abuse at home and worse had been raped. We were monsters who had only added to the nightmares that gued her sleep every night. We were part of the darkest ces in her mind, and she had every right to hate us for what we had done. A momentter another doctor entered the room and nced at each of us with curiosity before turning her attention to Emma. ¡°Hello, Emma! My name is Doctor Long, and I am the therapist your doctor requested to speak with you. Can I sit with you for a little while?¡± The doctor asked. ¡°Yes,¡± Emma replied just above a whisper. The doctor smiled at her and stepped closer pulling a chair as close as she could and rested a hand on Emma. ¡°Now I know you can¡¯t see me right now but I am right here to your left, okay? Now boys I have to ask you to leave so I can speak to Emma alone.¡± She said turning to give us all a stern look. ¡°No way! We are not leaving her. Not alone.¡± I said shaking my head. The others crossed their arms standing their ground, but the doctor simply shook her head. ¡°Look boys, Emma is going to have to talk about some very painful things that she may feel a little embarrassed by. Do you want her to feel unable to speak freely because you all will be here listening? Besides therapy is private between a patient and their doctor, so shoo!¡± The doctor gently pushed us toward Emma¡¯s door and we reluctantly allowed her. She was right, and Emma needed her help. ¡°Emma we will be right in the waiting room, okay?¡± Leo called out to her. ¡°It¡¯s okay Leo, just go home. All of you.¡± Emma said as the doctor closes the door in our face. We stood there for a moment debating whether to listen to her and leave or stay in case she changed her mind. ¡°I guess she doesn¡¯t want us here anymore. Not that I can me her.¡± Logan said with a sigh. ¡°I don¡¯t want to leave her when her father is somewhere in the hospital,¡± Leo argued. ¡°Me neither but she said she doesn¡¯t want us here, what more can we do? If she says as much to the nurse we won¡¯t have another chance toe to see her.¡± I said as frustration built deep in my chest. My urge to protect was off the charts and it didn¡¯t sit right with me leaving Emma without at least one of us close by. ¡°Miss? We need to go for today but can you call me when Emma is ready to have visitors again?¡± Leo asked stepping up to one of the nurses near us. ¡°Of course! Write down your name and number and I will call you if she asks for you.¡± She said handing Leo a pad of sticky notes. ¡°Thank you.¡± He replied quickly writing his information down and handed it to her. She gave us all a sympathetic smile. ¡°Just to let you know, she asks for you when she is sleeping. She has nightmares and the one person she asks for¡­is you.¡± She rests a hand on Leo¡¯s arm before walking away, leaving my friend in shock. I watched the information process and his expression changed from disappointment at being asked to leave to one of anguish. My own emotions were on a roller coaster because we made him cut her out of his life, and now she was the one asking him to leave. Guilt had been the main emotion I had been feeling since we watched her pull a gun to her head. Right then and there though I made a pack to myself that I would make it up to them, to my friend and the girl who held his heart. Now I knew why he was never very interested in other girls no matter how much they threw themselves at him. He wouldn¡¯t push them away but he also didn¡¯t show any wish to take anything further with them. He had one girl in his heart all this time and he was losing her all over again, and I couldn¡¯t let that happen. ¡°Come on bro, let¡¯s go home and wait for her call. Something tells me it won¡¯t be too long.¡± I said throwing an arm around his shoulder and pulling him toward the exit. Once we were in the car I watched him through the rear view mirror as he watched the scenery out the side window. ¡°I want to do something to make sure she knows we don¡¯t wish to hurt her. How do we prove it to her?¡± Logan asked his voice sounded strained and desperate. I turned to him for a second and saw the same emotions that had gued all of us recently. We were overwhelmed with unusual emotions from guilt to regret. He was the type to act like nothing in the world bothered him, but we knew that wasn¡¯t true. We had been with him through the worst moments of his life, and he always yed off how much he felt. This was the first time in years that he was letting his true emotions show, and that meant something. He felt regret just like the rest of us and hated the thought that he could have had Emma¡¯s blood on his hands for what we had done. ¡°Emma isn¡¯t like other girls. She doesn¡¯t want anything from anyone. All she would talk about was silly things like reading in the park. Taking walks along the river, things that you can¡¯t buy. She never told me how bad things were at home, but if it¡¯s what I imagine, she was never allowed to do those things.¡± Leo said keeping his eyes fixed on the world outside the window. ¡°So, what do we do?¡± Logan asked with a sigh of defeat.Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. ¡°We be there for her. Wee back tomorrow even if she throws us out, we keeping back. We be there so she isn¡¯t alone.¡± We all fall silent but nod in silent agreement. Emma was going to be the center of our world now and we were okay with that. Four or dead by G O A Chapter 10 Emma POV ¡°So, Emma those boys who were here, are they good friends of yours?¡± The therapist, Dr. Long asks. I let out a huffedugh. ¡°Not exactly. They bullied me for thest three years.¡± She furrowed her brows at my words. ¡°Really? They seem to care for you very much. They stood around you like they wanted to protect you.¡± ¡°Yeah, I have no idea what¡¯s wrong with them. Is it weird that I feel safe with them even after how they treated me all those years? Like some kind of Stockholm syndrome or something?¡± I asked with genuine concern but my voice light. She smiled. ¡°Although you may be at risk of such a condition, I don¡¯t think that is the case here. I think you feel alone and for the first time someone is there and willing to fight for you, and you want that. You need that. Did they ever physically hurt you?¡± I let out a sigh andid my head back on my pillow. ¡°No, never. They yed a few pranks on me but they were mostly harmless. It was more like catcalling and teasing. The girls they hang around with are the ones who physically hurt me.¡± ¡°I see. So maybe even though they haven¡¯t been kind before, you know they won¡¯t hurt you. You may feel put off because they are acting differently from how they have in the past, that would make anyone skeptical.¡± She offered. I considered her words for a minute and surprisingly it made some sense. I knew Leo before all this and I trusted him like I had never trusted anyone but I had been so ashamed of what my father had been doing to me that I never told him. Not that I didn¡¯t trust him with the truth but because I didn¡¯t want him trying to save me or see me any different. I just wanted to feel normal and being with him let me feel that even if it was only for a short time. If he rushed in like a knight in shining armor to save me I don¡¯t know what my dad would have done to him. I was scared of him getting hurt because of me. ¡°I want to trust them because I don¡¯t have anyone else. Their behavior has thrown me off¡­but somehow¡­.it feels right. But what if after I leave here they turn around and treat me the way they used to? I don¡¯t know if I could go through that. That feeling of being alone¡­¡± I said feeling tears welling up behind the mist of my eyes. I hadn¡¯t said anything yet, but my eyes had started to clear over thest few hours. I hadn¡¯t said anything yet because I wasn¡¯t sure if they were healing or if it was a temporary thing. Besides my mind has been swarmed with a million thoughts that it was the least of my worries. Of course, I wanted my eyesight back, but my fear of my father was the strongest thing I was feeling at the moment. ¡°We can never know for sure who people will turn out to be, which is why we have to take a leap and hope for the best. The world is like that, leaps of faith with no assurances. We may wish to know exactly what will happen with every choice and turn we make, but that just isn¡¯t possible. So why not take a leap of faith, and if they disappoint you then you move on, but cut them from your life. You need to set boundaries for yourself that you will never let anyone cross, so you can protect yourself. Protect your heart but let people in just a little so they can see how great you are.¡± She said reaching for my hand and giving it a gentle squeeze. ¡°Now what I need to know is how you feel about your home situation. You told me what your father has done, and we both know going back there now isn¡¯t safe for you. You are a legal adult even though you are still finishing school, so we can try and find you a woman¡¯s group home for you. They provide a safe ce with everything you could need. Would that be something you would be interested in?¡± I swallowed and considered her words carefully. Asher said he wanted me to stay with them, but could I really do that? ¡°Is that my only option?¡± I asked her. She shook her head. ¡°No, like I said you are a legal adult and can choose where you live, but I rmend going somewhere your father does not know about. Somewhere that has protection in case he doese around. We can try and request a restraining order for your father as well, in case he does find where you are staying.¡± I nod my head in understanding as she exins all my options. ¡°Isn¡¯t a restraining order just a piece of paper? How is that supposed to do anything?¡± ¡°It is, but if he vites it then he will be arrested. If you see him then you call the police, and they will take him away.¡± She exined to me further. ¡°No piece of paper will stop him if he wants to drag me back home. He could beat me so there was no way to call for help. I don¡¯t see how such a thing could be any help at all.¡± I let out a frustrated sigh as I dash the hopes that anything the police could do would be any help. As much as I don¡¯t trust the Dark Angel¡¯s, they seemed to be the lesser of two evils. They were dangerous ording to rumors I had heard over the years, which could prove helpful if I had them on my side. Was it worth it to use them as my personal bodyguards? It sounded selfish when I put it like that, but my options were so limited that this could have been my only choice. It¡¯s like that old phrase says¡­out of the pot and into the fire. Except it would be the other way around for me since the Dark Angels were the lesser evil of the two. I guess my mind was already made up, now it was a matter of talking to them. Would the offer still be on the table after I told them to stay away from me? God, I hoped so. ¡°So, Emma what do you want to do? What would make you feel safe?¡± My doctor asked. ¡°Four Dark Angels,¡± I said admitting the truth out loud even though the doctor wouldn¡¯t understand. She was right, there were far greater things to be afraid of, and the four boys who hid in the shadows of my nightmares would soon be the heroes of my story. I neededthem, and if I had to sacrifice a bit of myself to live, I would sacrifice it to them. Because now I had a reason to live, and that was to make my father pay for what he did to me. To make all those dirty men pay for what they have done my whole life. I am broken, but I wouldn¡¯t be the only one. It was time for me to fight, and I was ready to bring fire from the heavens to make it happen. The anger was pumping through my veins like a hot me but I knew it wouldn¡¯t be as easy as it sounded. I still had a lot of fear to ovee. Once the doctor left and assured me that she would sign off on me being released since from our talk she didn¡¯t consider me a danger to myself any longer, I asked the nurse to call Leo. I was going to make a deal, and I had to do it now before my fear got the best of me. I had been hiding in myself, staying silent and hidden but that was over now. I was angry, and that anger only had one direction¡­my father was going to be the one with a gun to his head and I would be the one to pull the trigger. I cleared my throat and straightened out my back with my head held high. Emma Grace was no longer going to be a victim! I was going to stand against anyone who tried to tear me down again! At least I would try to. LeoPOV The second I hung up with the nurse I ran out of the house and didn¡¯t even wait for the others to follow me. Emma had asked for me, and I needed to get to her. I knew the moment I left that she meant everything to me, and I would show her from that moment on. The others followed me in Asher¡¯s car, and we made it to the hospital in record time. My eyes met the nurse¡¯s, and she gave me a nod which was all the permission I needed. When I opened the door and walked in, I saw Emma¡¯s eyes fixed on me. She didn¡¯t lower them or shy away from making eye contact with me like she usually did. In fact, I saw the look of determination on her face. ¡°Emma¡­¡± I started to say but she shook her head. ¡°I want to say something first.¡± She said and I nodded quickly. Then it dawned on me. ¡°Wait¡­you can see me!¡± She smiled. ¡°Yeah, I can. Everything is still a little foggy but it¡¯s a lot better. The doctor came in a little while ago and said it should keep improving, over the next few days. I was scared to tell him I noticed a change because I didn¡¯t want to get my hopes up, but I have other things to worry about .¡± Before I could ask her anything the other guys barreled into the room. She looked at them andughed a little at the state of them. ¡°Good everyone is here.¡± She said setting her hands in herp. ¡°Wee boys, take a seat. We have business to discuss.¡± We nced at each other, but we did as she asks and settled in to listen. ¡°So, I want to make you guys a deal. I need your help with a little project¡­revenge¡­justice¡­whatever you want to call it. I want to bring down everything my father represents, and I want to do what I couldn¡¯t do to myself. I want him dead. If the stories I have heard about you are true, then you are exactly the weapon I need. So, what do you say?¡± She asked looking at each of us. I nced at the others but we didn¡¯t say a word, especially when identical smirks formed on each of our faces. This was a new side of the sweet quiet girl we knew but we had our own thoughts on punishing the man who had hurt her and she had all but given us permission to fulfill our intentions. We were in. This was going to be fun. AsherPOV Present The look in Emma¡¯s eyes when she said she wanted revenge on her father made me smile on the inside. I had heard people say that the quiet ones were the most dangerous and seeing the fire in her eyes just proved how true that statement was. She was angry and vengeful and hell if it wasn¡¯t totally hot! I mean she was always gorgeous, and may be that¡¯s why we always harassed her because we all know that boys like to pull on girls pigtails when they like them. We were just too dumb to admit we all had a thing for this girl, but hey no one ever said we were smart when it came to girls. Look at my thing with Andrea for example. On the outside, we seem like we belong together, but the truth is I have been tolerating her for one purpose only¡­to get information on her father. He and my father had been rivals since before I was born, and I was assigned to get close to the daughter to milk her for information. My father had big ns for acquiring her family¡¯spany and all that it entailed. See my dad was the dark lord of this town. He looked like a legitimate businessman, but under all that he dealt with the darkest parts of this stuck¨C up town¡¯s secrets, and I was the dark prince. I respected my father because he conquered and destroyed anything in his way, but I didn¡¯t agree with it all. He loved my mother with a passion that many people could only hope to find, and she was his light. Then some drunken and high blue blood got behind the wheel of his million-dor birthday present and killed her. That guy lived with just a broken leg to show for what he had done, and his family¡¯swyers buried us in legal hell to let him slide. Back then my father was no one special but you would be surprised what vengeance can push someone to do. My father left a trail of blood behind him to take his ce as king of the underworld of this seemingly perfect town, and he groomed me from a young age to do the same. Some may think a man willing to kill for revenge would be a crappy father, but my dad wasn¡¯t. He treated me well and made sure I wanted for nothing. I was a part of his world since I was a child but in truth, I wouldn¡¯t have chosen this life if I hadn¡¯t been raised in it. I was the dark prince for the simple reason that it was the life my father molded for me. He even set up afortable house for me and the other boys. Logan, Jayden, and I had grown up together and they had both lost everything. So, my father pretty much adopted them and when we were old enough, he gave us a house of our own. That was the summer we met Leo, and he had a story of his own. His father and mother kicked him out that summer because he decided he preferred fixing cars in our garage to a stuffy office job in his father¡¯s firm. They wanted him to be a sessfulwyer, but my guy fell in love with metal and grease. So needless to say, his parents were having none of it. That¡¯s how the four of us ended up bunking together in my ridiculously big gift of a house. The boys were happy to be a part of my father¡¯s business as well, and that kind of work kept us extremelyfortable. We also ran our own garage and made good money in that aspect as we ll. So, when Emma said she wanted our help getting rid of her father, she didn¡¯t even know that we are exactly the right people to fulfill her request. There was a lot about us she didn¡¯t know, a dark side she should fear. Yet we were drawn to her. She was all light and goodness wrapped in someone who has only ever known pain. She was an anomaly that both scared and fascinated me. Part of me wanted to keep her as far away from me as possible, while the other part of me wanted to pull her close and bask in her warmth. It wasplicated, to say the least. After everything and how much guilt we all harbored, we would have been willing to help her for free but I was a little curious about what she wanted to offer as payment for our help. I think we all wanted the same thing¡­we wanted her. I couldn¡¯t exin if anyone asked but it felt like she belonged with us like she was meant to fall into our orbit. What is that girls call it? Fate. Yeah, fate. ¡°So, little Emma wants to spill blood huh? How can we help?¡± Logan asked with a huge smile on his face. To my surprise though, Emma smiled right back at him. Our girl had a bit of a dark side of her own that we were only now seeing. Who wouldn¡¯t, after all, she has endured, but I admit it was a damn good look on her. Our little dark princes. ¡°I say we take everything away from him first. Hispany, his money, his perfect life. Then when he has nothing left, we let him choose¡­life with nothing or death.¡± Emma said straight out without a bit of hesitation. I had to smile now. This girl¡¯s dark side was doing things to me. Although I doubt it had always been there. See monsters aren¡¯t born they are created. Her father had no idea he had been creating a darkness in his daughter that would turn against him with a desire to kill. This was thest straw, and her beast was out and hungry for blood, and our darkness called to hers. ¡°Anything else?¡± I asked her. She turned to me and my heart fluttered at the darkness in her eyes. ¡°I want them all to pay. Every single man thatid a hand on me.¡± Loganughed and pped his hands together. ¡°Now we¡¯re talking! Man, I love a good revenge plot! When do we start?¡± ¡°First I need to get out of here. I feel too vulnerable here. I may want to get revenge on my father, but here he has an advantage. He coulde for me at any time and there isn¡¯t much I can do from this bed.¡± Emma exined. I nodded. ¡°We have to n this out carefully, and in a more secure location.¡± ¡°Emma, I know you are nowhere close to trusting us yet, but would you considering to stay with us? It would be the safest ce in town for you.¡± Leo offered. She gave him a smile sweeter than pie. ¡°I was hoping you would say that. Yes, there is a long way to go before I can fully trust any of you, but I need you¡­so I¡¯m in.¡± Leo smiled at her like a love-sick puppy while the rest of us agreed with a nod of our heads. ¡°So, when can we take you home Sunny?¡± Logan asked. Emma rolled her eyes at the nickname but didn¡¯t address it. ¡°Dr. Long signed off on my mental health but I didn¡¯t exactly tell her about my ns otherwise she would have definitely would have had memitted.¡± Logan let out a shortugh and I snickered at her. Who knew she was so funny? ¡°I am just waiting for my doctor toe by and let me know when I can leave.¡± She continued. The door opened then and said doctor walked in stopping for a moment to nce at each of us before walking toward Emma.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! ¡°Well, Miss Grace from what I can see here your condition is stable. There isn¡¯t much that can be done here that can¡¯t be handled at home, so I say you are good to go! Are you feeling up to leaving? No other pain or difort you need to share?¡± Emma shook her head. ¡°What about my vision?¡± She asked. ¡°From what you described; it should clear in a couple of days. However, if it starts to get worse then you need to see a doctor right away to avoid any long¨C term damage.¡± ¡°Okay thank you, doctor,¡± Emma said with an appreciative smile. ¡°Okay then, I will tell the nurse to start the discharge process.¡± With that, we were left alone with Emma again. Her expression fell though. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Leo asked. ¡°I don¡¯t have any clothes or anything. The ones I was brought in with had blood all over them. All my stuff is still at my house.¡± She said with a groan of annoyance. ¡°There are a few shops not far from here. We will go pick out some stuff for you.¡± I offered, standing and turning toward the door. ¡°Oh no, I don¡¯t want you to do that. I¡¯m sure they have something simple in the gift shop I can wear until I can go home.¡± She objected. I turned and give her a pointed look. ¡°We aren¡¯t letting you back into that house even for clothes. One of us will goter to pack your things, but until then we will get you something to wear that isn¡¯t a tie¨Cdye tourist t-shirt or something.¡± Loganughed at that and gave Emma a quick once over. ¡°I have a good idea what size you are so we shouldn¡¯t have my trouble finding you something.¡± 3 ¡°Wait, what? How do you know what size I am?¡± Emma asked. Logan smiled devilishly. ¡°Baby we have been watching you for three years.¡± Emma¡¯s eyes grow wide, and Logan rushed out the door before she could go off on him. Leo smiled and shook his head. Jayden sat quietly saying nothing and followed Logan out. Logan hadn¡¯t been wrong though; we had been watching Emma for a long time. We had told ourselves that it was to mess with her, but at some point, that must have changed. It made us sound whipped for her, and that was the scariest part. She had worked her way into our heads without even trying, and now she was moving in with us and into our circle of protection. Things were about to getplicated¡­. Four or dead by G O A Chapter 11 Logan POV Present Standing in Emma¡¯s room had my heart racing. I tried so hard to push down my emotions because I needed people on the outside to see that nothing could touch me, but here and now I just couldn¡¯t. What people say is true, there is a fine line between love and hate. When I first saw Emma she looked like other girls raised in a wealthy family environment. Sure she didn¡¯t look as shy as most of the other girls in the school but she just looked too perfect. Seeing her made the beast inside me growl in anger when she looked at me. It felt like in her eyes I was nothing more than the dirt under her shoe. So that day I made sure that she would feel as little as I did, but knowing what I know now I can¡¯t stop the guilt from eating me alive. She had been wearing a mask to hide the truth. She had been hurting even then and I hated her for no reason. ¡°It all looks so¡­normal,¡± Jayden said ncing around the room. Jayden and I were from simr backgrounds, orphans. He had a more broody quiet way of dealing while I preferred being loud and cocky, but we understood each other. ¡°Yeah, it does. Just like her. She always looked so normal, and yet¡­did you see the scars, Jay? There were so many.¡± I asked walking deeper into Emma¡¯s room. We had left Asher, Leo, and Emma back at our ce and Jayden and I decided to grab all of Emma¡¯s things. She told us she didn¡¯t want anything other than her clothes and a few personal items that she gave us a list for. Jayden wondered toward Emma¡¯s pink canopy bed that looked like she had kept it the same since she was a little girl, unless¡­.no, I couldn¡¯t think about those men who touched her. If I did I would kill them all and not care one bit if I was locked away, but she needed us, and being locked up would mean I couldn¡¯t help her. ¡°This room looks so wrong though, right?¡± Jayden asked walking around and examining everything. ¡°It looks like it¡¯s right out of a catalog but nothing is new. It looks like she has had it all since she was a little girl. Even the stuffed animals don¡¯t look like anything kids y with now. It¡¯s as if her room was frozen in time or something.¡± I took another look around and I started to see what he meant. The bed was white with a pink frilly canopy, and the bedding was white with little pink flower decals. The furniture was all white with red details, and the stuffed animals all sat perfectly on the bed. I swear it looked like it came right out of a photograph. ¡°It doesn¡¯t even look like she ever even used any of this stuff,¡± I pointed out slightly confused. I noticed another door on the opposite wall and I walked over to it to see what was inside, but something weird catches my eye. The door has a lock on the outside. I reach up to it and slip the lock away and open the door. ¡°Oh god,¡± I said under my breath as I took in the scene. Jayden cursed behind me and mmed his open hand on the nearby wall. There were some clothes in the small closet but only a single pair of jeans, a sweater, and two shirts. The rest of the closet consisted of a couple of thin nkets piled together on the floor, a t pillow, and a bucket. ¡°She¡­she slept in here?¡± I asked to no one in particr. I closed my eyes as I felt my stomach turn at the horrible thoughts of what happened to her in this room. The bedroom must have been used for¡­.the men who came to her. This closet was her real room. I shook my head and grabbed the few clothes and looked at the top shelf where the box she described sat. I grabbed it and held it in my shaky hands. I knew this was her private stuff but I opened it and swallowed hard at the few items inside. A beat¨C up copy of The Secret Garden, a small bunny stuffed animal, and a photograph of a small girl and a beautiful woman. My eyes shut again as thoughts of my past tried to make their way into my mind. Jayden¡¯s hand on my shoulder pulled me out of my thoughts. ¡°Come on man let¡¯s get out of here,¡± Jayden said. I nodded and put the top back on the box and ced the clothes over it. ¡°Yeah let¡¯s go.¡± I turned around and followed Jayden out, closing the door behind us. The ride back was quiet and I was okay with that. I didn¡¯t want to talk right, not with my thoughts the way they were. I wanted to push this down by the time we got back home, and that meant struggling to bury it deep in my mind again. When we walked into the front door we saw Leo and Asher lounging around in the living room with beers in hand and I was ready to go off on them. ¡°Where is Emma?¡± I asked them through clenched teeth. ¡°She was exhausted, so we showed her to her room and she fell asleep as soon her head hit the pillow,¡± Leo replied with a small smile on his face. That guy was so whipped, it was a little embarrassing¡­for him. ¡°How did it go? Did you get all her stuff?¡± Asher asked. I scoffed and walked over cing the few items on the table in front of them. ¡°That¡¯s it?¡± Asher asked looking at it and back to us. ¡°Yep. The rest¡­I would burn before I brought it here.¡± I said, my voice growing angry. ¡°Why?¡± Asher asked with furrowed brows. ¡°She slept in the closet. The rest of her room looked like some pervert¡¯s gross fantasy. She didn¡¯t use any of it. All that was hers were these few items and a few ratty nkets. Asher, the door had a lock on the outside too.¡± Jayden told them. Leo cursed as he ran his hand down his face. ¡°I can¡¯t believe she went through all that and never told anyone.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know how she had never tried to run before. How did she survive so long there?¡± I asked falling onto the couch next to Leo and grabbing the beer in his hand before downing it. ¡°I did try once.¡± We all turn to see Emmaing down the stairs. She offered us a shy smile beforeing down the stairs and taking a seat next to therge couch. ¡°I tried once when I was fourteen to run away. My father told me he would be workingte one day, so I told my teacher I was sick and lied saying my father was picking me up. I rode my bike as far as I could before I got too tired. I ended up at some park only a few miles away, and it had started to rain. I just sat on a bench and waited.¡± She pauses for a second and looked at Leo. ¡°Then a scrawny kid walked up to you and pulled you into a slide to shelter you from the rain,¡± Leo said with a smile. ¡°Yeah. He was the first person to ever help me.¡± She said shyly. ¡°Leo called his mom and she drove me home after the rain stopped. When I walked in though, my father was pacing in the sitting room waiting for me. He was furious. I guess my teacher had called him to see how I was doing and to let him know what I had missed.¡± ¡°He hurt you,¡± Asher said filling in the next part of her story. She nodded. ¡°The next day Leo found me in the cafeteria, and we became friends after that. My father had beaten me pretty bad, and it discouraged me from ever trying to run away again.¡± ¡°Why didn¡¯t you tell me then?¡± Leo asked carefully. Emma sighed and lowered her head.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. ¡°My father told me at an early age that no one cared about me and would never believe me. He told me this since I was a little girl, and when no one seemed to notice I was hurt, I believed him.¡± ¡°I¡¯m so sorry Emma, I should have noticed something was wrong,¡± Leo said standing and kneeling in front of her taking her hands into his. She shook her head. ¡°No Leo, you were just a kid then too. There was nothing you could do to help me.¡± ¡°That won¡¯t happen again, and this time you have four of us on your side,¡± Leo assured her and the rest of us spoke up in agreement. ¡°Your guardian angels.¡± She nced at each of us and smiled. ¡°Thank you.¡± Four or dead by G O A Chapter 12 "Three years ago...Freshman year... Leo... "Hey, Leo isn''t that the weird girl you showed up with on our first day?" Andrea asked with augh. I followed her line of sight and saw Emma walking toward her locker with her head low. My stomach churned at the guilt I felt for leaving Emma after I had promised her that We would stick together forever, but that was before. I needed these guys right now after my parents kicked me out. These guys had quickly be my family and I had no n B if it didn''t work out. Besides, it''s wasn''t like the guys had actually hurt her. The girls were a little rougher but I hadn''t seen them do more than tease her a little. *) "she would be nice to look at if she tried, but like that she is forgettable," Logan said with a shrug. "She is not pretty are you kidding? She is disgusting." Andrea said. "We should help her out though Andrea don''t you think?" One of Andrea''s friends asked with a smirk. Andrea smiled mischievously. "Yea, we should. See you boys! Think of me while I''m gone baby!" She nted a kiss on Ashers lips before sauntering off. "God she is insufferable, exin to me again why you are dating that chick." Logan said with disgust. "My dad wants to know what her father is investing in, and his ns for theirpany. I need to get close to her so I can get ess to her father''s home office." Asher exined yet again. He had told us all this before but Logan liked to bring it up at least once a day. "Has she invited you over yet? You guys have been together for three months now." Logan pointed out. "Not yet, but it has to be soon. I mean she''s been hinting to us being alone together when her father goes on his next business trip." Asher said rolling his eyes. "Ah, you are going to cash in that V-card huh?" Logan teases, elbowing Asher. Asher gave him a pointed look and grimaced. "Hell no. I don''t want her any closer to me than she is now. I give her the idea that I''m into it but T won''t take it that far." We all knew Andrea had lied about her sexual experience, but we didn''t care. We had learned everything about that girl but had to keep that fact secret.." "What if she notices your resistance?" Jayden asked. "She has her head in a cloud of perfume and delusion most of the time that she won''t notice a thing. I''lle up with an excuse again." Asher assured us, "I personally want to explore the littlemb Leo brought on day one. Can you introduce me?" Logan asked eyeing Emma. "Why?" I asked him. "She has that whole untouched innocent thing going and you know I love the challenge of getting those girls falling at my feet," Logan said wiggling his eyebrows. (/ "She isn''t worth the time trust me." I shrugged but my stomach clenched at the idea of Logan getting his hands on her. .'' | Logan didn''t bother listening and took off after Emma and wrapping an arm around her.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! "Hey Sunny! What do you say we have a study date? I need a little help in biology and you have all the right equipment." Logan said using his cocky flirt voice. She looked up at him in confusion, "Aren''t you in introductory science?" She asked. I snorted and Logan turned and give me a deadly re. 7 "Come on Logan she is hardly worth the time, she can''t satisfy your appetite," Jayden said pushing between them and walking away..") It always surprised me when he would speak up against Emma since he barely bothered taking part in those kinds of things. When I turn my attention back to Emma she had her head low and she walked quicker and lost her around the next corner. "Man you messed up my prospects! I had her right where I wanted her." Logan growled out but there was no real anger behind his words. Ihave no idea what it was about Emma that had my friends in a fuss, but She had this way of pulling people toward her whether she wanted it or not. As much as she tried to make herself invisible, it just wasn''t possible. That day I had found her in the rain it felt like a ma was pulling me toward her, which was why we spent as much time together as we could that whole year we were friends. Then things fell apart and I didn''t want her to see me broken and alone so I pushed her away, but anytime I saw her my eyes automatically followed her every move. So much of me wanted to apologize just so we could go back to the way we were, but I had burned that bridge and it was toote to change that. "Jay is right Logan, the little girl is not worth all the trouble. She is basically mute, what fun would that be?" Asher added. Loganughed. "True I don''t like my girls quiet." Again he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively and I shook my head. Logan was the biggest flirt in our group and had no problem getting the girls to fawn all over him. Jayden had that dark mysterious vibe going that made girls both want him and fear him. Asher had Andrea and she was semi-sessful at keeping girls away from him with both threats and torment. As for me, I was just along for the ride. I didn''t put in much effort to hook up or meet girls, but because of the others, they were just always around. Not to say I had never been with anyone, but it was nothing special and neversted. As much as I knew howme it sounded, Emma was the only girl I thought about. We made our way to ss and again my eyes fell on her the moment we entered. Logan pped me on the shoulder and walked toward her falling into the seat beside her and giving her a devilish smile. She nced up at him but didn''t acknowledge him beyond that. "ying hard to get Sunny? You should know I always get what I want." Logan said confidently. "Such a studious little thing you are," Jayden said tossing the notebook back at her. "Won''t help you though." "So true, there is no hope for the little rat," Andrea said walking up to us and dropping into Asher''sp. "Baby why don''t youe sit by me, and get away from the little sewer dweller." (= Asher smiled fakely. "Yeah you''re right, the air around here is hard to breathe in." (0 Andreaughed and leaned closer to Emma and brushed her hair back. "Oh little rat, when will you learn that no one wants you here? Hm? Just scurry on back to your nest and don''te back." I could see Emma''s chest rising and falling but she still didn''t lift her head to respond or even look at any of us. Andreaughed and pulled Logan and Jayden up and lead them away, and with onest nce at Emma, I followed. This was how almost all days passed between us and her but today Emma was gifted with a bit of an extra stab when someone left a dead rat in her locker after lunch. The thing fell to the ground as soon as she opened it and there was a note attached to it telling her to leave. She fell to her knees and cried as other kids whispered andughed when they passed her. T nced around and saw Andrea and her crewughing and filming it all. Some random guy ran up to her and helped her pick up her books and handed them to her, offering her help to stand. I saw red and rushed toward them pushing him away from her but the force of it had her stumbling to the ground again. She cried out in pain as her back mmed into the closest locker, and the guy looked up wide-eyed at me. "Don''t go near her if you know what''s good for you. Got it?" I yelled down at him. (= He looked toward Emma and gave her an apologetic look before standing and taking off. I turn to Emma and her tear-filled eyes lock with mine before she stood and ran down the hall. (= "Alright shows over!" I yelled at the people nearby. Once everyone''s attention was elsewhere I walked towards the nearest Janitor''s closet and grabbed a trash bag. I walked back to Emma''s locker and picked up the rat and threw it away behind the school. When I took a look around the dumpster I noticed something that looked familiar. I climbed over a couple of bags and grabbed the notebook that caught my eye. It was the one Emma was scribbling in earlier. I opened it and examined the pages and like Jayden had pointed out it was school-rted but on thest page, there was a small note that didn''t belong. ''Little bird, little bird fly to the sky. Heaven is calling you. Little bird, little bird keep trying until we stand together in unending light.'' Chapter 13 Jayden... Present... Emma had dozed off at some point and I had fallen into a trance as I watched her. She was beautiful even in sleep and I hated how I was so drawn to her. Unlike the other guys, I didn''t take notice of such things since my interests didn''t often involve girls. They seemed to flock to me like bees to honey, but I barely tolerated them. We had some kind of reputation of being dark yboys, but that was far from the truth. Andrea and her friends liked to boast about being with each of us, but I had never touched one of those girls in that way. I had a school sweetheart once upon a time but she was long gone along with the rest of my family. She had been with me that day... the day I lost everyone. My father worked with Asher''s dad and understood that it was a dangerous line of work. Me and my girl were glued together since we had been in diapers, and she was in my room with me when the men came. When I heard my mother''s screams I shot up and almost immediately pulled my girl to her feet and quickly hid her in the closet. I opened my room door and ran to my father''s study to find the gun he had hidden there. He had taught me how to use it for this very reason, but my head was in a panic and I fumbled with the lockbox longer than I should have. The sounds of my mother''s screams and cries were drowning me, but then a shot went off and everything fell silent. Another shot went off and my father started to yell my mom and sister''s name, but with one more shot, his voice fell silent too. I focused on the box in my hand and finally typed in the right code in time to hear footstepsing up the stairs. I needed to distract the men long enough for my girl to get out, so I stepped into the hallway and held my gun on them..'') "Hey!" I cried out and the two men turned to me andughed. "Aw how cute. We got ourselves a hero." One of the men saidughing. They both walked toward me and I saw my girl sneaking out behind them. A breath of relief left me but thankfully it wasn''t loud enough to alert the men. I kept my gun pointed at them but a third man grabbed me from behind and one of the two in front pulled the gun away from me. The guy holding me was far stronger than my twelve-year-old strength, and he was able to drag me down the stairs. My eyes fell on the scene of my whole family in their own blood on the living room floor. I cried out for them but of course, no one answered. "Hey guys look I found a little flower." A fourth man said dragging my girl from behind him and throwing her to the floor. She cried out as she hit the floor and our eyes met before the man pulled her back by her hair. "No! Let her go!" I cried.Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. "No, I don''t think we will. You see we need to send a message, but it only takes one person to deliver it. You kid drew the winning card, which means everyone else lost." The man pulled out a gun from the back of his pants and shot my girl point-nk. \* The men dropped me to the ground and left the way they came as if nothing had happened. I sat there alone unmoving until the police arrived, and didn''t speak a single word the entire time they questioned me. The only thing I said was for them to call Asher''s dad. When he arrived to get me with Asher in tow I ran to him and cried for the first time. He swore he would help me get my revenge and until then he would take me in. So that night I bunked with Asher and Logan for the first time. Since then I hadn''t let any girl into my thoughts or heart, because being around me was dangerous. We still hadn''t figured out who it was that killed my family and as long as they were still out there no one was safe around me. The guys didn''t care that they could be in danger and we were all deadly now in our own right. We all underwent intense training over the years just like every other guy in our crew. Yet here was a girl who appeared out of nowhere and started turning our world upside down without even trying. Something was seriously screwed up with us to go from tormenting the poor girl to moving her in. In all honesty, I had no idea what was going on but she was here and none of us were ina hurry to let her go. Her story triggered the protective side of us and we couldn''t sit around and do nothing. We were world-grade pricks but this changed things because I wasn''t the only one with eyes on the girl. Asher and Logan stole nces at her as well and there was a hint of jealousy at the way she was cuddled up to Leo. That''s what you get when you put four alpha males in one ce with one pretty girl. Leo had a bond with her that none of us had, and I guess we were all a little annoyed by that. She seemed to trust Leo the most and he had let down his mask of fake disgust for her and fallen into whipped puppy mode. It was a little funny to see him that way since he was good at acting like he didn''t give a damn about anything..") I wouldn''t ever sink to that level but I was feeling something, something I hated. Because feelings like this never led to anything good. (¡ã) "Pll take her to her room," Leo said after the girl had been sleeping for some time. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Asher nodded to him, and Leo shifted slightly so he could pick her up. She immediately cuddled into his chest and he let a smile slip before heading toward the stairs. "Uh gross," Logan said with a scoff. "You seem a bit put out by the way she cuddled up to Leo, you jealous?" Asher asked smirking at Logan. "Hardly. It''s just embarrassing how Leo turned soft so easily because of one girl." Logan said crossing his arms over his chest like a stubborn toddler. "It''s obvious he had a thing for, so it shouldn''t be that big of a surprise." I chimed in. \* "Yeah well, I will never be whipped silly like him, not for any girl." I shared a knowing look with Asher and we let our friend stew in his denial. Logan wasn''t one to get jealous so he wasn''t very good at hiding it. 1) The three of us stayed put for a few more hours before turning in. Out of curiosity, I decided to stop by Emma''s room to be sure she was sleepingfortably. I opened the door to her room gently only to find her cuddled in Leo''s arms, and they were both sleeping peacefully. I wasn''t sure why I was so worried about the girl but seeing her sleep so peacefully made my heart flutter a little and I hated it. I also felt sorry for Leo, he was head over heels with our girl..'') Wait...our girl? Dammit! The girl...Emma...whatever. I shook my head and closed the door before rushing to my room. This girl was messing with my head and I was not happy about it. Logan... I tossed and turned the whole night thinking about how Leo and Emma had been sitting together all cuddled and sappy. It was disgusting. But... it also looked kind of nice. It had been ages since anyone had shown such affection toward me and seeing it made me ache for it. Though I knew Emma would never feelfortable enough around me to do such a thing so there was no point in hoping. I had been awful to her so I understood that I would have to go a long way before she would trust me. (2 I don''t know why I cared so much if she trusted me or not, but I also had no idea why I had always had my eye on her. My pursuit of her was disguised as teasing and pointless flirting to make her ufortable but the truth was I found her kind of fascinating. She was shy and quiet but also stronger than most people. Even after everything we had all done to her she never stopped showing up, she just took it. I had to respect her for enduring all the things we did to her, and maybe that was why I was always seeking her out. To better understand her maybe, I wasn''t sure. *) It seems so silly now and I''m a little embarrassed by how clearly drawn to her I was. Why else would I fixate on one girl even to tease her? Even now she was consuming my every thought, and I sighed in frustration. Tomorrow we would be going back to school, and Emma would be with us. I could only imagine the reactions we would get from everyone especially Andrea and her gang. Their torment of Emma was bound to be far worse once they saw her with us. If she even looked at Emma funny though she would have to deal with me. Asher may put up with her but I didn''t have to, and I had been waiting for a chance to put that skank in her ce. Now that Emma was under our protection, no one was allowed to touch her. I sighed and covered my eyes with my arm to try and force myself to sleep but I just couldn''t. With a huff, I pushed myself up in bed and pulled the covers away. I stood and made my way to the door and stomped out of my room. I found myself standing at the door of Emma''s room and started having an internal battle about whether or not I should go in. I didn''t even know why I was there. (2 Thad an urge to be close to her, and it was driving me crazy I needed sleep and I had a feeling I wouldn''t be able to unless I did this. I opened the door slowly and peeked inside to find Leo and Emma cuddled together. Anger bubbled up and I so badly wanted to grab Leo and throw him out, but Emma looked so peaceful so I decided I would tolerate Leo being there for now. I sighed and stepped inside, closing the door behind me and walking toward the bed. There was room on the other side of Emma, so I pulled the nket away and slid in behind her. I hesitated for a moment, not sure what to do but at that moment Emma shuffled and turned so that she was facing me. She was still asleep but now she was face to face with me and my heart skipped at how closer we were now. I brushed a piece of her hair back and rested my forehead against hers. It was like her presence was just the thing I needed to calm me, and I fell into a peaceful sleep with my hand gently resting on her hip. 7 It was the best damn sleep I had in ages. Chapter 14 Emma... Present... The next morning I woke and feltfortably warm and well-rested. I had never slept so well in my life. I opened my eyes slowly and my breath hitched at the face in front of me. Logan? What was he doing here? And why? I didn''t move though, because this was the first time I had ever been this close to him without him saying a disgusting remark. He looked so peaceful and a small smile crept onto my face. He was beautiful and to my surprise, I had the crazy thought that I could stay here all day just watching him. Wait...what? I moved slightly to get away from him but he groaned and wrapped his arm around me tighter pulling me closer to him and he nuzzled his face into my neck.) My heart was pounding like crazy now. Just then I felt something shift behind me and I nced over my shoulder a little to see Leo sit up in bed. He let out a small chuckle at the sight of me and Logan. I) "I need to get a picture of this." He climbed off the bed and grabbed his phone from the side table..'' I He snapped a few pictures while I red at him. "What do I do?" I whisper loudly. Leoughed again but not loud enough to wake Logan. "Rx? I never thought Logan would be the cuddling type but here we are, and he looks...happy. You don''t want to ruin that do you?" I could tell he was teasing in his tone and little head quark, but I couldn''t just stay like this! "It''s still early so I''ll go down and get breakfast started. Come down when you''re ready and bring your Ko with you." He said winking at me. I called his name in protest but he sauntered off and closed the door behind him. I growled to myself in annoyance but still tried not to move too much. Logan''s warm breaths were tickling my neck and it took everything in me not to giggle. On top of that, we were so close that it was a little awkward because I had no idea where to put my hands. My body was so tense against his and I so badly wanted to run from being trapped in his embrace. Not that I didn''t like it, but because I didn''t want to give him something to brag about at school. I know all the boys seemed different now but I didn''t have enough faith in them to think this would be a long-term thing. I wasn''t so naive to think that this was going to be anything more than them helping me, but with them acting like this it was hard not to hope that maybe we could be....more. There was also the matter of the whole school possibly turning against me more if they see me with the guys. I pinched my eyes shut trying not to psych myself out too much. Logan shifted again and his lips brushed against my skin and I swallowed hard. What do I do now? I moved my hand in between us and pushed a little. "Logan," I whispered pushing him away a bit more. He groaned and tried to pull me closer and I was sure he was somewhat awake. "Logan," I said with a groan. "Hmmm?" He hummed in reply. "You can let me go now," I whisper to him. "I don''t want to." He said pulling me closer and throwing his leg over mine. "Logan," I said with a warning and continued to push him back. He ced his hand over mine and tightened his grip on it so I couldn''t pull away. "Who knew I needed to get you in bed to sleep so well." He said with a smirk. Against my better judgment, I smiled. "Oh god, you are shameless." (") Heughed. "I couldn''t resist." Silence fell between us and our eyes were locked on each other, but we didn''t move. "T slept better next to you than I have slept in a long time," Logan admitted. Hisck of cocky smirk and teasing eyes was enough to tell me he meant what he said. "Really?" I asked shyly. He nodded. I fell asleep the moment I climbed in next to you." He sounded so genuine right now that my body rxed in his hold. "[ slept pretty well too. I usually have nightmares." I admitted (7) He moved his hand so it waspletely around my waist. "Yeah me too. I guess we both found a solution." He said with a big smile. *) "Nice try but I am not letting you climb into my bed on the regr mister." I protested trying to sound tough. "No?" He asked with his usual mischievous smirk. I rolled my eyes but then his smile fell and he did thest thing I expected, He closed the space between us and met his lips with mine.) I froze at the unexpected contact, my eyes wide. My heart was beating so fast I was sure he could feel it but he didn''t pull away. Instead, he kissed me deeper and I found myself resisting less and giving in to the strange pull to kiss him back. The kiss was so soft and my arms moved on their own ord until they were wrapped around his neck. This was the first time someone had kissed me like this. My first kiss had been taken by a perverted friend of my father''s. This kiss was nothing like that first kiss and I would happily rece that awful memory with the memory of this kiss. "Hey, guys breakfast is ready!" Leo yelled from downstairs. The sound brings a stop to our kiss and we pull away but stay close as we caught our breaths. "Thanks," Logan whispered to me. "For what?" I asked. "For the best kiss, I have ever had." He said with a smile. Iughed a little and smack his arm. "I''m sure you say that to all the girls." He shook his head. "Nope never." He leaned in again and pecked my lips once more. "Come on, let''s go eat." He said pulling the covers back and climbing out of bed and out of our embrace. I cleared my throat and look away from him as the cloud in my mind because of that kiss started to clear. I closed my eyes and felt my body heat up from embarrassment. I had given him a ton of fuel to use against me now, and I wouldn''t be surprised if news of this was all over school by lunch. "Hey..." he said leaning down on the bed to look down at me. "Don''t worry if you want this can be our secret."This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. T open my eyes and meet his in search of any sign of deception but he again looked genuine, so I nod in agreement. It''s not that I am ashamed of kissing him but I wasn''t ready to hear the whole school talking about it. "Come on Sunny..." he stopped speaking and guilt washed over his face. "Pm sorry I mean Emma..." "Emmy," I said and he looked up at me. "My mom used to call me Emmy. It''s better than Sunny, don''t you think?" He smiled. "Way better! Ok, Emmy, let''s feed you!" I smiled wide and took his hand and let him pull me to my feet. He smiled and entwined our hands together and led me out of the room and down the stairs. Leo was standing in the kitchen scooping some eggs on a te and added some bacon to it before cing it in front of the empty seat close to where I was standing. He smiled up at me and I felt my face flush and I quickly took a seat. His smile made it seem like he knew everything I have been up to with Logan and my face heated up even more. Soon I heard stepsing from the stairs and a gruff-looking Asher walked in and headed straight for the fridge. He took out a carton of orange juice and drank directly from it turning and mming the fridge doo shut with his foot. "Dammit, Asher I have told you a thousand times not to drink straight from the carton!" Leo growled out opening a cab and mmed a cup on the table in front of Asher. Asher rolled his eyes and when Leo turned his back he took another gulp from the carton. Jayden walked in then and smacked Asher in the back of the head making him choke. Jayden walks away with a smirk on his face and I held back augh as I watch them. I had no idea they were all so...normal. I! Chapter 15 Emma... Present... After breakfast, we quickly dressed for school and filed into Asher and Leo''s car. Since the kiss Logan and I shared earlier that morning he was noticeably nicer to me and not subtle about the change in our dynamic. He grabbed my hand and led me to Leo''s car so I could ride with them. It took no time to get to school and when we pulled in I immediately felt sick to my stomach. After the car was turned off Leo turned to me. "I know today is going to be a little crazy with how things have changed between you and us, but just ignore everything. We won''t let you out of our sight, okay?" Leo reached back and squeezes my hand and I nodded. ] Logan opened his door behind me and quickly stepped up to my door and opened it for me. I hid a smile at his antics and climbed out with my backpack in hand. He closed the door for me and I stepped up to the curb as the other boys joined us. I stood still for a moment looking at our school and imagined all the bad things that could happen today. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt a hand slip into mine. (7) I turned my head to see Leo standing beside me and giving me a reassuring smile. I swallowed and we followed Asher and Jayden through the doors. Asher and Jayden''s broad shoulders created a kind of a barrier in front of me, so no one seemed to notice me. Once we reached my locker the boys fanned out around me and gave the other students nearby a clear look at who had been escorted in by The Dark Angels. [ kept my head fixed in the direction of my locker even though I could feel all eyes on me. "Hey, baby! What are you doing over here?" Andrea''s voice came from my left and I groaned internally. (7 Here we go... "We were just escorting Miss Emma!" Logan responded proudly. I turn and offered a weak smile. "It''s okay I think I can get around fine on my own." I shot Logan a pointed look but he raised a brow at me like he had no intention of keeping this situation quiet. Andreaughed. "This is a joke, right? I mean...why would you help out this sewer rat?" I turned and closed my locker ignore herment. "Shut up Andrea." A deep voice said and I turn to see Jayden step in front of me. "She is under our protection now and we will happily demonstrate what that means to anyone, including you." ?) "Yeah so step off if you know what''s good for you," Logan said stepping up and wrapping an arm around me. Andrea''s eyes grewically wide and her mouth dropped open. "Asher they can not be serious!" She yelled in a whiny voice that made Logan visibly cringe beside me. I couldn''t help theugh that escaped at his reaction which snapped Andrea''s attention to me. She stalked toward me and I instinctively took a step back or tried to but Logan kept a tight hold on me. (1) "Can''t you see they are just messing with you little Rat? This is all a big joke to them, so don''t think for a second that anything has changed." She said far too close to my face. She was jerked back then.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. "I don''t condone hitting a girl but if you do not respect Emma then I will happily change my mind," Leo said squeezing her arm tight making her whimper. (! He let her go and she huffed and turned to Asher with a pout on her lips. "Baby, do you see how they treat me? Aren''t you going to say something?" She asked in that same annoying voice. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Asher turned his attention from me and to her. "No, I think they covered everything. Also, you might want to call beforeing over now that we have a new roommate." \'') Andrea gapes as his words connect in her mind. "She lives with you now? What the Hell Asher?!" He sighed and moved toward me to stand next to Jayden and create a wall around me once again. \'' "Yes she does, and I don''t want youing around anymore with notice. Got it?" He spat out, his patience was clearly running out. I could almost see steaming out of her ears the way she became so visibly furious. "Asher I swear we are over if this goes on! You don''t want to mess things up between us for her do you?" Logan let go of me and walked around Asher to stand in front of her. "Emma isn''ting between you, Asher is just smart enough to see when something is not worth his time. Like you. Move on Andrea, you''re not wee with The Dark Angels any longer." Andrea screeched and looked to Asher expecting him to say something but he only shrugged. "This is a big mistake! This isn''t over Asher! I swear you will be sorry!" She yelled before turning and stomping off with her minions following quickly behind her. I fell back against my locker and groaned. "Why did you guys do that?" They all turn to me and looked almost confused by my question. "You are one of us now, and people need to know it," Logan said matter-of-factly. I shake my head. "But I''m not one of you, far from it. I asked for help with my dad, but this stuff...at school, I don''t need protection." I grabbed my backpack from the floor and walked away not waiting for them to follow. "Wait, Emma!" J heard Leo call out behind me but I ignored him. When he caught up to me he grabbed my elbow to slow me down. "Heye on." "Come on what Leo? You guys just announced to practically the whole school that I am your property or something, and you don''t think that there won''t be any repercussions?" I asked him with a wave of anger in my voice that surprised even me. (# I didn''t wait to hear his answer, instead, I continued walking to my next ss, which unfortunately was the same ss as the boys. I didn''t protest though when they took the seats around me, but I did my best to ignore them. "Emmy...are you upset with us?" Logan asked with a pouty face. I lifted my eyes to him and give him an unimpressed look, but I dete when his fake pout fell and he looked genuinely concerned. Why did he make it so hard to stay mad at him? I groaned and dropped my head onto my desk in defeat. (# "Emma people need to know they can''t mess with you anymore," Jayden said from the right of me. I turned my head to look at him but I didn''t lift it from my desk. He met my eyes but didn''t say anything more. He lifted an eyebrow in challenge but I conceded too easily. These boys were stubborn and bossy but I didn''t know why I was surprised. They were offering their help and I was dumb enough to not give specifics on what I wanted that help to be. So now I was stuck with four bodyguards and every eye on me. (*) lifted my head and looked at Logan. "It''s fine, just something I will have to get used to I guess. This is weird for uspared to how things used to be" () He nodded in agreement. "Things are different now Emma, but get used to it because we are going to make sure everyone knows who has your back." He threw me a quick wink before we turned away from me. I shook my head and turned my attention to studying the notes in front of me. It was so weird being in the center of these boys and not being a victim of their specific vor of bullying. Now they were my allies and I wasn''t sure how I felt about the way they pretty muchid im to me in front of a bunch of people. This could be the biggest mistake of my life, but there was no going back now. Until I got my revenge they were a part of my world, whatever that meant. After the kiss I shared with Logan I could admit I was even more confused by all this than before. The waters of my life were muddy as hell and I was just trying to stay above water. Hopefully, the boys wouldn''t leave me to drown, because, after everything in my life, one more betrayal would be one too many.) Chapter 16 Four or Dead Emina...present... "Emma Grace please report to the Vice Principal''s office." My name came echoing out of the school loudspeaker in the middle of ss.) Several people turned and looked at me, but I ignored their immature reactions. I sighed and grabbed my stuff before heading toward my ss door. Once outside though someone grabbed my arm and I turned to see Leo. "What are you doing?" I asked him. "Iam not letting you go alone." He said seriously and took my hand.) I didn''t bother arguing with him and turned to continue walking. When Larrive and pulled the door open I stopped to take in the scene. The Principal was sitting behind his desk with two men dressed in suits with no ties beside him. "Miss Grace pleasee have a seat... Mr. Pierce, I am sure she can handle this conversation alone." The principal said not bothering to be subtle in his attempt to get rid of Logan.) "Not a chance," Leo said walking in beside me. ''We both took a seat across from the men and Leo reached over to take my hand and gave it a quick squeeze. "Emma these men are detectives and they are investigating your ims toward your father." The Principal exined with a tone of annoyance. "They have some questions for you." "Indeed we do and we do not require any more help so if you could please leave us to speak to Miss Grace alone that would be helpful." One of the detectives said to the principal.) He started to object. "She is a student at my school and requires an advocate while being interviewed." "I "She is eighteen years old, a legal adult." The detectives reminded him. She does not need anyone present to speak to us." The principal gave me a look before standing and leaving the room muttering something under his breath. I turned my attention back to the detectives and swallowed nervously. "Miss Grace we want to assure you that we are taking your case very seriously and do not wish to cause you any difort. However, if you are up to it we need a full ount of what your father has done. He has strongly insisted on his innocence and although your documented injuries paint a picture of the amount of pain you endured, we can not prove he was behind them. You were not able to make a detailed statement at the hospital so we hoped you could now." One o the detectives said. "So, you''re saying that if she can''t prove her father was the one who. hurt her, you won''t be able to charge him?" Leo asked. "We take these cases very seriously but it is difficult to charge someone based on word alone. A history of reported violence with physical proof would make her case stronger, but since there have been no previous reports of abuse it is harder to make a case that will result in a long incarceration period." The detective admitted. "And how do you expect her to make a better case? Send her back to him and film him beating the crap out of her? Would that be enough proof to appease the court? Or how about when he goes too far and kills her?" Leo''s voice grew angry and I tried to calm him with a gentle squeeze of his hand but he was right. "It''s ok Leo," I said softly. "No, it''s not Emma! They are saying there is nothing they can do because it''s your word against your father. They are going to let him go!" Leo all but yelled and turned his attention back to the detectives with a look of disgust. I turned to them as well. "Is that true? You''re going to just let him go?") The detectives lowered their eyes for a moment. "I''m sorry Miss Grace but without substantial evidence and documented history, the case is weak. We can provide you with a restraining order but at this time there isn''t much more we can do. We will continue investigating him but until we find something worth charging...yes we have to release him." The detective said with an apologetic look. I let out a smallugh of disbelief. "So my father walks free and I have to watch over my shoulder until hees for me." I stood then. "Then there isn''t any point telling you everything he has done since I can''t prove any of it except for the injuries you already know about. Thank you for telling me, I''ll be sure to watch my back. Come on Leo let''s go." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Leo stood giving the detectives onest angry look before following me out of the office. He stopped me and pulled me into a hug when we were safe in the hall. "Ym so sorry Emma, but you aren''t alone anymore. We will protect you." He said confidently. I wrapped my arms around him and hid my face in his shoulder. I missed his scent so much during our years apart and it was exactly the kind offort and familiarity I needed. After a few moments in silence, I pulled away. "I know you guys will try but Leo there are no guarantees. My father is a powerful man and has a lot of connections. He will find a way to get to me." I told him. .*) "I won''t let that happen, Emma! Never." Leo insisted. Inod but I knew that if it came down to it, my father would kill them all to get me back. I didn''t bother telling Leo this or why but he didn''t need to know. If my father ever did find me I would finish what I started the day I put that gun to my head. There was no way I would fulfill the promises my father had made for my future. They would kill him for letting me go and I would be d if they did, but then they woulde for me themselves. (* There was nowhere I could run but it was sweet of Leo to offer. If for a moment the boys could be in danger though all bets were off. I would surrender before I let them get hurt because of me. (*) ¡°Come on let''s get back to ss," Leo said grabbing my hand and threading our fingers together. We walked silently back to ss just as it was ending and the other boys stood quickly and surrounded me. "What happened?" Logan asked ncing me up and down as if to check if I was hurt. I rested a hand on his arm. "I''m fine Logan. The police just wanted to talk to me" "They are letting her father go," Leo growled through his clenched jaw. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I turned and gave him a pointed look as the others let out a string of curses and threats. "Guys there is nothing that can be done. The police said as much." I said turning to head to my next ss. Logan catches up to me and wraps his arm around me. "Babe I won''t let your father anywhere near you. I will kill him if he touches you again.") I quirked a brow at him. "Babe?" He shed me his million-dor smile. "Yeah! You''re our girl!" I I looked at him again with furrowed brows. "Your girl? What do you mean? How did asking for help mean I be your girl? Is that the price I have to pay for your help? Give you myself?" He looked at me in confusion. "Wait Emma it''s not like that. I just meant..." "What Logan? Is that the on;y reason you agreed to help me so you could pass me around? How does that make you guys any better than the men I need protection from?" My head was racing, and my heart hurt.) Had they nned to use me? How long would I have to give my body to them to pay for their help?! I looked at the others. Asher and Jayden both had unreadable expressions and Leo wouldn''t meet my eye. I scoffed in disbelief and pushed past them. "Emma!" Leo called out running up to me and grabbing my arm to stop me. "Come on that isn''t what Logan meant." "No? Then how did he mean it? What does it mean to be The Dark Angel''s girl huh? I doubt that only includes protection. You guys want something from me, and I can''t believe after everything those men did to me you want me in the same way. You want to take from me the only thing I should have a choice to give, just like them. This was a mistake, I should have never asked for your help." I didn''t wait for him to reply before walking away. ")Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. Thad actually thought they had changed, that they cared about me now. I couldn''t have been more wrong. (= Chapter 17 Four or Dead Leo... Present... "What the hell were you thinking Logan? We just got her to trust us and you do this? You are too busy trying toy im to her that you didn''t even think about how it would sound to her! She thinks she is The Dark Angel''s whore!" I yelled at him as we stood on the front steps waiting for Emma..* She had hidden from us for the rest of the day no doubt using her old methods of avoiding running into us. "Where is she?" Jayden asked yet again. "She should havee out by now." "I don''t know! She had a way of getting around to avoid us all these years, she could be anywhere by now!" I was seething and my mind was going crazy worrying about her that I couldn''t help but snap at my friends. "We don''t think she is our whore Leo, calm down. Logan used a poor choice of words but none of us see her that way." Asher said with a sharp tone. (2) "You didn''t exactly speak up to refute it either." I reminded him. "She was upset. She wouldn''t have believed me even if I denied it. I had hoped after she cooled off she would see that it wasn''t true." Asher replied with a sigh. (7 "I don''t see her as some girl I want to use and throw away Leo and you know it! I...care about her," Logan admitted with a hard swallow. I knew Logan well enough that he meant every word of that. He wouldn''t admit such a thing unless it were true. "As much as it pains me to say it, we all do," Jayden added. "You guys are too busy ying tough to realize she isn''t like other girls you can treat badly and they just keep running back. She is scared especially after what the cops said today. She probably thinks she has no one she can trust again. We may not be able to find her." I said pacing and cursing. "We will find her," Asher assured me. "No, you won''t." We turned to see Andrea standing at the top of the stairs with her hands on her hips and a smirk on her lips. "andrea what did you do?" Logan growled out stalking up to her. She smiled at him. "Just reminded her where she belongs in this school. told you that I wouldn''t just be thrown aside, not because of that rat.") "Tell us where she is Andrea ol "Or what Leo? You guys can''t touch me!" She said confidently. "I know your daddy has ns on screwing with my family Asher, so you have nothing on me. All the information you got from me has been me feeding you false tips. I am not as stupid as you think I am!" (7) Asher sighed and stepped up to her. "You think you have one-upped me, Andrea? Then you are exactly as stupid as I thought you were. Now cut the crap and tell us where our girl is!" She scoffs. "Your girl? How does that work? Do you all screw her together or take turns?") Logan moved faster than I could and he harshly grabbed Andrea by the throat. "Tell me where she is. You are trying my patience." Andrea''s eyes widened with shock and she wed at his hand. "Now!" Logan yelled at her. "In the basement." She garbled out just as her face started to turn the slightest shade of purple. Logan let her go and she fell to the floor. He leaned over her and smirks. "If you ever touch Emma again I won''t let go and your little crew will watch as I kill you. Got it?" He threatened. Yes." She said staring daggers at him. Tran past them and through the front doors and down the hallway with the others quickly behind me. We passed several students as we weaved our way through the halls and toward the door leading to the basement. The door was locked but it didn''t stop me from trying to break it open with all my strength. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Emma!" I called out hoping she could hear me. I rested my ear on the door to listen for any reply or any sound at all but it was too thick. Logan ran up beside me fumbling with a ring of keys trying to find the right one. It took five different keys before he found the right one and as soon as the door was opened we push our way in and ran down the corridor of pipes and steam in search of Emma. "Emma!!!" Logan called out. "I don''t hear anything." "Emma!" I cried out again but it was a maze in there and we couldn''t see her anywhere. "Wait! Do you hear that?" Jayden asked making us fall silent. We all listened carefully and the sounds of metal hitting metal caught our attention. "This way!" Jayden said taking off in the direction of the sound with us close behind. ''We rounded the next corner and we slowed when Emma came into view. The moment I saw what Andrea and her crew had done I felt sick to my stomach. "Oh god, Emma!" I said running up to her. She hung from a pipe locked by cuffs around her wrists. Her clothes had been shed and the word ''rat whore'' was written across her chest with lipstick and she had a gag in her mouth. Tears streaked down her face and I tried to quickly figure out how to get her down. She whimpered when I hesitated to touch her but I couldn''t reach the cuffs from where Iwas, so I pulled myself up and stood on a low hanging pipe. I pulled on the cuffs trapping her though my right mind knew that there is no way I could break them. (7 "Find something we can cut the cuffs with!" I yelled to the others and they took off in different directions. I I pulled the gag out of Emma''s mouth and she started to openly cry.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! ¡°Emma, we''re here ok? We are going to get you out of this." I promised her. Now that I was closer though I could see that Andrea and her friends hadn''t only cut Emma''s clothes but cut her as well. There were cut marks in the same areas of the sliced clothing and I curse and pull the clothes aside a little to see how badly she was hurt. The cuts were shallow and the bleeding was light but there were at least eight sh marks. "T-they said two things draw out rats...trash and blood." She said in a rough voice and my eyes snapped to hers. "They wanted to rats here to finish what they started." ") I swallowed and reached out with one hand to cup her face. "Emma we are going to get you out of here ok? Just hang on." (2 Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I examined the pipes she was attached to and tried to see if any of them were corroded enough to knock loose. My eyes noticed a hint of rust on the pipe connection that wrapped around the corner of the wall, but it was too far to help get Emma down. "I got something!" Logan called out running towards us. He carried what looked like a hand saw and my eyes meet his. "Are you insane?" "I couldn''t find anything else, and it doesn''t seem like our janitor uses traditional tools to fix things down here," Logan said shaking his head. I jumped down and stepped up to him with my back to Emma. "We could cut her hand off if we use that or worse," I said with a low growl.) "I know but I couldn''t find much else and I didn''t think you wanted her to hang there until we could find someone with bolt cutters which I am assuming would be difficult in a school." He said with as much anger as I was showing. I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself, "Fine but this is probably the worst idea you have ever had." "I know but I can''t see her like that. We need to get her down." He pushed past me and looked up at Emma.) "Emmy I know this may seem crazy but I am going to get you down from there. I just need you to trust me on this, okay?" He said keeping the saw out of her sight. 7) Jayden and Asher showed up then and looked to Logan and then to me. "What the..." Asher started to say but I shook my head to warn him not to say anything. He looked at me wide-eyed but nodded in understanding. "Emma I need you to look at me, okay? Keep looking at me." Jayden said stepping up to her. (") Her eyes met his. "Okay." She said with a shaky voice. He reached up and gently rubbed up and down her side. "Just watch me." (1) Logan climbed up and examined the cuffs before lining the de of the saw. He closed his eyes tight for a second and took a deep breath. When he opened his eyes again he furrowed his brow in concentration and began to saw back and forth. Emma whimpered a little at the sound but she kept her eyes fixed on Jayden. Logan took his time trying to keep the saw as far away from Emma as possible and it felt like time slowed as we waited to see if his idea would work. It took a few minutes but then we heard the metal saw hit the pipe and Logan moved quickly to get Emma''s arm free. Asher and I rushed to her and held her up as her arm fell free but her other arm was still trapped. Chapter 18 Four or Dead Jayden... Present... Logan immediately jumped down and walked around us to climb up and work on the other cuff. "Just a little longer Emma," I said softly holding her up the best I could on the other side. Logan worked faster this time, but Emma let a groan of difort. Hanging from one hand was hurting her even with us doing our best to hold her up. Logan finished quicker on the second arm and Emma''s body tumbled down and into Asher''s arms. She automatically wrapped around him and started to cry. Asher was a bit surprised at first but quickly recovered and wrapped his arms around her waist and took a step back. "Let''s go home." He said softly to her and turned in the direction of the exit. I nced at Leo and Logan as we shared the same expression of relief. The sentiment was short-lived, and Logan''s expression quickly turned deadly as his anger resurfaced. I")C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org "That slut is going to pay for this!" He spat out before storming off to follow Asher. (!) T let out a sigh and followed Leo toward the exit of the basement. When. we all exited and made our way out, I noticed people pointing and watching Asher and Emma. Emma was walking on her own now, but Asher had his arms around her helping keep her stable. >) "Get out of here!" Leo yelled to the people looking on. People scrambled away as the five of us made our way down the hallway and out the front door. It was nice to see the fear in their eyes because if they thought for one second that they could go up against us they were going to be sorely mistaken. We didn''t go easy, and people always paid in blood. Andrea had crossed a line that no one had dared cross before, and I didn''t care who her father was she would pay greatly for this. My mind began toe up with several ways I would make her hurt as I made my way to the car. I saw Asher climb into the back seat of his car and take a seat next to Emma. She moved closer to him and rested her head on his shoulder. Asher didn''t hesitate this time and pulled her closer to him. Leo and Logan took the other car and I climb into the driver''s seat of the car Asher and Emma were in. Asher held out the keys to me and I look at him through the rear-view mirror. His attention waspletely on Emma and there was a softness to his face that looked foreign on his face. (5) Any show of kindness was foreign to all of us, but when it came to Emma it was obvious that we were not quite ourselves. She had a way about her that broke down all our walls, even a dark soul like mine. Of course, she didn''t know just how dangerous we were, and hopefully, she would never find out. She was innocent and she didn''t need to know the awful things we had done. As I pulled out, I noticed Leo and Logan turned in the opposite direction. (* A minuteter my phone vibrated and I saw it was a message from Logan. They were going after Andrea, and they wanted us to take Emma home and stay with her. Leo sent a message too before I could reply to the first message. (7 LOGAN: We are going to the garage. Make sure Asher knows. We may need a clean-up crew. (") I smirked at his message, but I knew they wouldn''t kill Andrea at least not yet. Her death would bring too much heat to the town and we didn''t want that. Plus we would need to n that kind of move very well, and this was too short notice. I hated that girl, and I was looking forward to getting my chance to torture her. She deserved the best our crew had to offer, and we always delivered. (¡ã By the time we arrived back home, Emma had drifted off to sleep. Asher woke her gently and helped her inside and up to her room. I followed and stood in the doorway watching her carefully. She was dazed while Asher offered her one of Logan''s shirts that had been left in her room this morning. She nodded and allowed Asher to remove her ruined shirt and my eyes fell onto the scars littering her back. I examined each one the best I could because if I ever got my hands on her father, I would replicate the very scars he had inflicted on her. You know...an eye for an eye and all that jazz. Asher hesitated for a moment and was speaking softly to Emma before he lifted his hand under the shirt, careful not to touch her skin, and helped her lower her jeans. An intense emotion red up in my chest, but I kept silent. Asher pulled back her nket and she climbed under it. I noticed her body shook a little. Asher stepped away from her and walked toward me. "She''s exhausted," Asher whispered to me as we left the room closing the door behind us. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Do you think she''ll be okay? I mean how much can she take before she can''t recover?" I asked him not expecting an answer. ) "We were supposed to protect her," Asher growled before mming his hand on the stair railing..'' "I know but she ran off, we had no idea Andrea would do this," I reminded him. "Didn''t we? She threatened her right in front of us. I guess I just assumed she wouldn''t dare cross us knowing who we are. But she is obviously not bright." He said shaking his head. "Leo and Logan are going after her now," I said and his head snapped toward me. "The garage?" He asked and I nodded. He picked his pace and grabbed his keys off the table. "Asher they can handle this," I called out after him. "This is my mess; she was my girlfriend. I need to be the one to fix this and remind her not toe near us or Emma again." He ran out the front door closing it with a m. [) I sighed and fell onto the nearest couch. The sound of footsteps had me jumping to my feet again, and my eyes were met with Emmaing down with only Logan''s shirt covering her. I swallowed down the veryrge knot in my throat and tried my very best to fix my eyes on her face.) "You okay?" I asked her.. "Yeah, I just don''t want to be alone. Can I sit with you?" she asked motioning her hand toward the couch. "Oh. Yeah, that''s fine." I replied awkwardly. She stepped down from the stairs and walked around me, but I took a moment to collect myself before turning to her. My heart was beating like crazy and other parts of me were betraying me as well. Why did Asher have to run off and leave me with this girl in only a t-shirt? I seethed and cursed him in my mind. I took a seat and tried to put some space between us and turned the TV on as quickly as I could. She fell silent as I flipped through a few channels, but I was too busy watching her through the corner of my eyes to really pay attention. She tucked one of her legs under herself and it made her look so small. Yep, this girl had an annoying effect on me, or I had just denied myself so long that being alone with a girl in this state of undress was too much, Of course, none of that was true. I had girls show up at parties with far less clothing and would have easily been with me if I asked. Emma was just different. She was beautiful of course, but she also had a softness to her even with all the scars. Even now her face was rxed and focused but in such a gentle way. She had a slight blush to her cheeks at all times and long eyshes that made her eyes look so big and bright. Oh man...this wasn''t good. I needed to get my head on straight before I started sprouting sos. (? "What would you like to watch?" I asked her. She tilted her head and looked at me shing a soft smile. "Whatever you want." I nodded and turned my attention to the TV again, and I had the dumb idea to pick my favorite scary movie. Ok maybe I picked it on purpose, but I would deny it if anyone asked about why. The movie started and Emma watched quietly until the first jump scare and she yelped and covered her eyes. I snickered a little and she threw me a re." "Why would you choose a movie like this?" She whined adorably and pulled the neck of the shirt up over half of her face so could easily use it to hide. +) "You said I could pick whatever I wanted," I said with a teasing smirk. She red at me but as the movie went on, she slowly moved closer to me until she wastched on to me and hid behind my arm. With the climax of the movie rolling around I knew how scared she would get so Iwas ready when she jumped and almostnded in myp. I open my arms to her, and she crowded into me with her eyes still focused on the movie. I caressed her arm softly as she watched tensely waiting for the next scary scene and I smiled to myself and patted myself on the back for choosing such a great movie. =) Chapter 19 Four or Dead Logan... Present... "andrea... Andrea...all this screaming isn''t going to make any of this any easier. No one can hear you out here." I say with a shake of my head.) This girl was even more annoying with a little pain added to the conversation. She had been screaming like a banshee since the first hit. Thad a thing about not hitting women, but we had a way around that. A way called Tabitha, one of the toughest women I knew. We called her in to handle the feminine beatings because we still had our morals. That thought made me smirk. We had almost zero morals left but we could kill Andrea in a second with how angry we were right now and that wasn''t the n...for now. We needed to send a warning, hence Tabatha. She would serve up a good beating and then we would drop the slut on her family''s doorstep. We were sending a message to her but also her father. He needed to get in line or next time his daughter would die, but we also get justice first Emma which was all I cared about. I may have worded things the wrong way to Emma but as far as I was concerned, she was our girl. Maybe long before now. I had written off my past behavior to being an annoying prick to torment her, but I think I fell for her the moment I saw her. So much of me wanted her especially after the kiss we shared. That kiss was the nail in the coffin of my heart, as sappy as that sounds. I would never want another girl, and I would kill anyone who tried to take her from me..¡ã Andrea should be counting her blessings that she is worth more alive than dead otherwise I would have shot her point-nk the moment I saw her face again. "Let me go! When my father finds out about this you guys are all dead!" Andrea shouted before Tabatha backhanded her again making her cry out. "andrea your little threats mean nothing. We could have killed you on the steps of the school and got away with it. We are giving you a chance here to be smart. Your father is going to receive a call at 9 AM tomorrow. He will answer that call and agree to all terms if your life means anything to him." Leo said stepping forward with a bored expression on his face. (7 He looked as cold and distant as Jayden and Asher put together right now and it made a smile creep up on my face. I loved dark Leo and thanks to the new addition of our angel girl into the group, we were seeing dark Leo at full force. He meant business when it came to protecting our girl and I was all for it. There was no point in denying it, Emma was ours. She may deny the title for now but we would help her see she belonged with us, not because she needed us, we needed her. } We were her''s as much as she was ours. She had a hold on us that she didn''t even realize yet but when she did, she would discover how much power she really held. The thing was, we held no loyalty to Asher''s father. We were loyal to Asherpletely and tolerated his father, but none of us wanted this life. We nned to get out once we had enough money to start over somewhere maybe on another continent. Asher had been treated well by his father but was expected to do his bidding and take over one day. ( Asher hated this life as much as us, but we were brought in because we had nothing else. Asher begged for his father to help us, but we signed our life away in doing it. He hated that, and he hated the things his father made him do. So, we all came up with a n to get out, but now there was Emma. Her father was a well-known man and he had money and connections that would make it easy for him to find Emma no matter where we went. We could keep her safe, but he would just keeping. Now we needed to revise our n to earn Emma''s freedom. That was aplication we still had to figure out, so until then we were stuck here. We wouldn''t leave without her though, so we needed to figure that out and quick. } "My father isn''t going to roll over and hand Devaro anything!" Andrea spit out along with a stream of blood. Gross. Right, she was still here, (*C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org "My father doesn''t take no for an answer, Andrea, you best get that through your head right now." Asher''s voice echoed behind us as he walked in..! "ah bro you missed the best part! She was screaming like she was standing at death''s door earlier." I said pping him on the back. He huffed. "I have heard her scream and it isn''t that impressive." \* Iughed wholeheartedly and even more so when Andrea growled in anger. She was so easy to rile up. "But you know who''s screams are the sweetest?" I asked him. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Emma''s," Asher said offering Andrea a smirk. .*) Her eyes widened and instantly filled with rage. (") Of course, none of us had ever had the pleasure of making our girl scream in that way yet but Andrea didn''t know that. Even so, I didn''t peg our angel as a screamer even in pleasure. She was too shy for that, but I had no doubt it wouldn''t be any less memorable. I let my mind wander to those thoughts while Andrea spewed a bunch of stuff at Asher about him being a cheater or something. "Look Andrea tell your father he has run out of chances and your beating is an example of how far we are willing to go for his cooperation. Next time you won''t be breathing." Asher said only inches from her face. "Tabatha here will finish up and drop you off at home. Thanks, Tabby, you''re the best!" *) Tabatha smiled sweetly at him and hugged him. "Anything for you!" She said.) She was an amazing woman for sure and we adored her. She was a mother to all of us and ruthless in her own right. We all said our goodbyes to her and filed out of the soundproofed office in the back of the garage. (7) "You left our girl with Jayden? You know how he is." I said to Asher as we climbed into his car. "Are you kidding? He''s as whipped for her as you two." Asher said withugh. "Please you mean the three of us. You are just as soft for our girl don''t y that tough and untouchable act with us." I said smacking him from the back seat..'') "Well, you guys can fawn all you want but I call dibs on her. I met her first, so I im all her firsts from here on out, so get in line." Leo said resting his head back on his seat with his eyes closed. I: Iughed hard at that. "You call dibs? She isn''t a ything Leo and besides, I already got my kiss with her and she likes me better so it will be you guys waiting in line." Leo turned to me. "You pissed her off, and it will take a lot more than sweet-talking to get back in her good graces.") "Don''t think so, she is too sweet to hold a grudge," I said throwing him a wink. He shook his head and turned back in his seat. "She will make the rules and you all better respect that or I swear I am kicking you all out of my house." Asher threatened. I gave out a surprised chuckle. "And you say you''re not whipped." ''We went back and forth on this topic until we pulled into the driveway. Asher took off ahead of us with a determined look on his face. "If I didn''t know you any better Ash, I would say you seem worried." I teased. He didn''t respond as he opened the front door ready to storm in ande to Emma''s rescue but he froze right there in the doorway causing me to m into his back. I curse and stepped back ready toy into him for being such an idiot, but he seemedpletely dazed. I looked over his shoulder and muffled augh. He was frozen with jealousy apparently because there on the couch was Emma in my shir curled up on Jayden''sp. She was asleep and Jayden was resting his head on hers as he watched TV. He had his arms wrapped around her as well. Leo moved past Asher with his phone out and directed it at the pair. He sneered. "Yes, I''m fine as long as no other guy outside of our group touches her. If that happens I can''t promise that I won''t beat the crap out of him." Iughed a little. "Same brother. It may take time for her to get used to all this, being shared with multiple guys might be weird for her. It''s not often that one girl would be cool with sharing herself with four different guys." He looked at me for a moment. "Since when are you so wise?" Ilet out a genuineugh and shrugged. "We all share one brain cell when ites to the wisdom thing, guess it was my turn." O) Heughed grabbing his beer and heading toward the stairs. I follow him up and we parted ways to go to our respective rooms. I didn''t admit it, but I was a little jealous since my cuddle moment with Emma had been while we weren''t even awake. I needed to make it up to Emma for what I said because there was no way Jayden would be her favorite. (* Chapter 20 Four or Dead Emma... Present.. "sweet Emma, your father promised that you''ll be mine soon but at least I can have you today. I will make you feel so good..." I jolted awake and sat up instantly, my heart raced and my breaths were quick and panicked.) I swallowed hard and tried to push away the memories of his hands on me. He tried to do what he thought would make me enjoy the moment he was stealing from me, but it just made me feel sicker. I would have fought but my father warned me that the man hovering over me was a far more dangerous man than him. =) My stomach clenched and ached as I continued to y those moments over and over in my mind until I couldn''t handle it any longer. I scrambled from the bed I was in and ran to the bathroom and unloaded the small contents of my stomach. My tears came rushing out as I heaved over the toilet. "Emma? Emma! What''s wrong?" I nced up to see Jayden rush toward the bathroom. I took a moment to clear my throat before answering. "Lit''s nothing. My stomach is just upset." I told him. "are you sure? You were moving a lot during the night." I couldn''t tell him why, so I gave him a half-smile. > "It''s nothing I promise." He watched me carefully before nodding and helping me to my feet. When we went down for breakfast I didn''t eat and gave the others the same line about my stomach bothering me. They looked concerned but didn''t force the issue which was a relief. The ride to school was silent too and I could sense the guys throwing me worried nces, but I couldn''t meet their eyes.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. There were secrets I still hadn''t shared, and I was stupid enough to think that I could forget about it all and move on, but I was wrong. That''s the thing about scars, even the ones you can''t see, they never leave you. A sick bastard took my virginity and wanted to take the rest of my life too and was willing to pay arge sum for me. The summer before senior year had been one of the hardest for me and I hadn''t told anyone just how bad it was. My father woke me up one morning and spoke softly and sweetly to me which should have caused red gs to go up in my mind right away, but I didn''t think too much of it. He did that sometimes after he let his anger get away and gave me a beating that was a little too far. That day he cooked me breakfast and treated me so kindly. I thought maybe this was the day he realized how awful he had been and that he was going to change. I was wrong. He handed me a bag full of soaps and salts and perfume and told me to take a long bath and use all the new stuff he got me. I felt uneasy about it but did as he asked. When I was finished, he was in my room waiting with another bag on the bed in my room. I wrapped my towel tighter to me and his eyes roamed over my body making me feel sick to my stomach. He made a sound of approval and he walked over to me and handed me the bag. He instructed me to wear what was in the bag and even how I should style my hair and makeup. When I looked inside the bag my blood ran cold. Inside was red lingerie, and I looked up at him in horror. He smirked and told me that we would be having a special guest over for my birthday. Someone I would have to make happy because he would be having a taste of his investment and I was not to ruin it. Even without asking a question I knew what he was saying. His friends had done many things to me over the years, but they could never go all the way, my father wouldn''t allow it. I figured out in that moment that he had been nning on selling me for that big event and for more than that apparently. He walked to the door but left me with a warning. The man was less forgiving and less kind, so I needed to be on my best behavior.) All the memories from that night were now fresh in my mind and after what had happened yesterday with Andrea and the others, my head was crashing into a dark ce fast. As soon as the car pulled to a stop in front of the school I quickly got out and rushed over to a nearby bush and doubled over heaving my nonexistent breakfast. It had been a good n to skip breakfast, or it would have been all over me. "Emma!" Leo ran over and pulled my hair back. The others were not far behind and I felt Logan running his hand up and down my arm gently. I closed my eyes tight trying to tell myself that these were The Angel''s, not that man. I was safe. But Logan''s touch was making me feel sick with all the memories in my head. I flinched back from them and gave them a look that I could see instantly crushed them, but I couldn''t help it. I turned and took off toward the entrance of the school and ran straight to the bathroom. Jayden... Something was wrong with Emma; we all knew it by the way she was acting but we just didn''t know what to do. She was quiet and we didn''t want to push her, but whatever was bothering her must have been hell for her to be reacting like this The way she looked at Leo and Logan when she pulled away from their touch sent up a signal in my head that this was something serious. I knew that look in her eyes, she was haunted. The whole night she had been tossing and turning and whimpering in her sleep. I had pulled her closer to me and that seemed to have calmed her but then when she woke up, she was different. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "What was that?" Logan asked confused. "something is wrong. She looked...scared of us." Leo said. "I think she was having some kind of nightmarest night, and then when she woke up, she immediately ran to the bathroom. Whatever she saw in that dream was traumatizing for her." I told them. ('') Leo swallowed hard and fidgeted, feeling guilty I assumed. He was feeling guilty the more we found out about Emma. He med himself for everything that happened to her since they met, even though there was nothing that could change those things now. "Come on. Let''s go in." Asher said turning to the front steps and leading us inside. We sat in our usual ce and Emma appeared right as ss was starting. She avoided our eyes and kept her head low. We didn''t try to talk to her, but we shared repeated nces trying to figure out what to do. Unfortunately, we weren''t exactly experienced in this field. When ss ended, she walked out without waiting for us and we gave her some space but kept our eyes on her. She rummaged through her locker and mmed a book inside.) "Hey! You''re Emma, right?" Our eyes snapped to the guy who had just approached her. "Uh yeah." She replied in her naturally sweet voice. "Oh great! I''m Kyle. We have a few sses together." He said with a smile that made me want to punch him hard. Emma tilted her head as if to examine him for familiarity." remember now. I''m so sorry, my mind is a mess today." She let out a nervousugh and I sneered. "It''s cool. So, I was wondering if you had a partner yet for the project in Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! history ss. I waste because of practice and missed out on picking someone." He said with one of those boyish grins that always had the girls melting or something. "Oh yeah, the project. No, I don''t have a partner so we can work together if you would like." She offered. "Great! You are a lifesaver. Can I walk with you to your next ss since I''m going that way too?" The guy had the nerve to ask her. She tucked a hair behind her ear and lowered her head shyly. Dammit. He was loving her shy and sweet nature way too much and if he wasn''t careful, he would lose all those teeth. "Sure. That would be fine." She replied and like some world-grade prick, he grabbed her books and offered her his arm. Emma obviously had not seen us and walked off with the guy toward her next ss. "What the hell! Who is that guy?" Logan asked. "Some new kid. He enrolled when Emma was in the hospital." Asher replied. (7 "What is he doing? He has to know Emma is with us!" Logan growled out. > "If he does, he doesn''t care, and that is a big mistake," Asher said with ice in his voice. "Looks like we have to teach him a lesson." Yeah, we do. 7) Chapter 21 Four or Dead Asher... Watching Emma walk off with the new kid had Logan in knots. Out of all of us, he could y off most of his emotions but when it came to Emma he couldn''t hide anything. He was fuming and we knew nothing we said would calm him down. Emma had a calming effect on him and now she was walking off with some other guy. This made Logan murderous if the look on his face was any indication of the anger inside him. "Dude, you need to chill, okay? If you go after that guy Emma will be furious." Leo reminded Logan. \* Leo wasn''t happy about this either but he was a lot calmer than the rest of us. Jayden and I were the silent angry type, so you would never know just how pissed we are until our fist connected to your face. Leo was unpredictable, one minute he could be chill and the next he would choke a guy until they passed out. He was a little all over the ce but the calmer one. Logan''s anger only grew when we watched Emma walk into the cafeteria smiling and that same prick walking beside her. He was. smiling down at her like she was heaven''s gift to the world. Which she was but he wasn''t allowed to look at her like that! He looked like that heart-eyed emoji and it was making my blood boil. I was keeping my emotions locked down but it was getting harder with Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! our girl ignoring us and spending time with that pretty boy instead. He had that all-American football yer look about him and he kept smiling at her. Who smiled that much? Finally, Emma turned and locked her eyes on us. She lowered her head but turned to the guy and said a few words beforeing over to us.) "Hey," Leo said pulling her in and kissing her on the cheek. She visibly melted into his touch and sensing it he wrapped his arms around her. "Ym so sorry." She said into his shirt. He pulled away and looked down at her. "Why? You didn''t do anything wrong." "Ym sorry I freaked out this morning and ignored you all. I was stuck in my head and I needed some time to think." She said looking at the rest of us. Logan looked sheepish and didn''t move to touch her or say anything. She must have noticed because she stood and walked around the table to him. He turned his body to face her and she reached out to cup his face. Logan''s eyes fell shut and he leaned forward and wrapped his arms around her waist, hiding his face in her stomach. She cracked a smile and ran her fingers through his hair. Logan let out a sigh and pulled her into hisp holding her tight. He must have been feeling a lot worse than he was showing because at that moment he seemed truly terrified that he had screwed up with Emma for good. "So the new kid huh?" I red at Jayden for ruining the calm we just reached but he didn''t even notice. Jayden barely gave girls a second look finding it a waste of effort, but Emma wasn''t just any girl. She was cracking that tough-guy facade he had going for him and it was letting out a slew of unexpected reactions. He had cuddled her the nigh before and that was not like him at all. He was falling deep and fast just like the rest of us, but he seemed testy because of it. Emma looked over at him and offered him a sweet smile. "Kyle? He is so nice. We are project partners." "You guys looked like you hit it off," Jayden added and again I shot him a look to be careful. "Yeah, he is pretty great..." I watched her carefully and a smirk found its way onto my face. She was trying to provoke Jayden and it was working. Jayden scoffed. "I guess if you are into pretty boy jocks." "Well, he is exactly the kind of guy I had always imagined woulde along and sweep me off my feet and run away with me." Logan''s head shot up. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "What? You want to run away with him?" He asked and I shook my head. She smiled down at Logan. "What if I did? Would you miss me?") She was good. Logan wrapped a hand around her neck and pulled her into a kiss right there in the cafeteria. "[wouldn''t miss you," Logan said pulling away a little. "Because I would chase after you." *) 1 almost gagged but that seemed to be exactly what our girl wanted to hear because this time she leaned in and kissed him. Now my desire to punch that jock had transferred to me wanting to punch my friend. He had shared more than one kiss with Emma while the rest of us barely spent one moment alone with her. Yeah, petty alpha male stuff I know but still, I wanted my chance to kiss her too if not more. She hade to me once and I had been hoping for more ever since. This girl had my head in jumbles and I just wanted a break from that. Instead, I stood and stormed out of the cafeteria. I hadn''t realized really how upset I was until I did that and I was ready to leavepletely when a soft hand reached out and slipped into mine. "Where you off to?" Emma asked walking alongside me with our hands sped together. I let out a sigh. "I don''t know. I just needed air." She looked up at me for a moment studying my face. "You were upset about me being with Kyle too right?" She asked in her sweet honey voice. \?} IT nodded. "I am not the jealous type but when I saw that..." "Why would you be jealous?" She asked me. I look down at her in disbelief. "You really don''t know?" Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! She shakes her head. "Asher I am a mess and half the time I''m trying to keep my thoughts out of dark ces. If there is something you want me to know, you need to say it. I can''t know what any of you guys are thinking unless you tell me. Logan saying I belonged to you guys had me ina panic. I have only been with you guys for a short time and so much has changed so fast that I am trying to understand it all." (2 I searched her eyes and saw real sadness and confusion. She honestly didn''t get that we were all under her spell. "[ have been hiding for so long and more focused on surviving each day that I don''t even consider that someone might care about me. I am used to no one caring, so Asher I need you and the others to just tell me. What do you want from me? What do you want us to be?" We stopped walking and she looked up at me expectantly. We were now standing at the end of one of the hallways and it was silent and private. I looked down at her and tried to think of the best way to say everything I was thinking and feeling. "We want you, Emma. Not for the deal we made, or because you want our help. We want you." I said hoping she understood. Her eyes widened. "Why?" She asked. "I don''t know truthfully. I think we were all captured by you that first day, but we knew you were too good for us. I think that infuriated us and weshed out. Also, I had to stay in Andrea''s good graces and that meant pushing you away. We saw how much Leo cared for you and we were a bit jealous of your bond, but he knew he couldn''t bring you into our world. Logan enjoyed flirting with you and I think it has always been because he wanted you. You were like a fragile rose, beautiful and soft but could hurt us the moment we grabbed on to you. Because we would want you so bad but didn''t deserve you." I swallowed in embarrassment. [! She smiled. "As much as you guys drove me crazy I think I knew you guys didn''t want to hurt me. I think it hurt more that you guys watched Andrea and her friends hurt me and did nothing. But I don''t want to live in the past anymore. I have seen who you guys really are and you guys are sweet and caring." I grimaced at her words and sheughed. "You guys are also protective. All of that is new to me and sometimes it''s scary, but it''s also nice. 1 don''t care about what happened before now that I know this side of you. I want to be with you guys. I feel safe with you and if you really want me then I''m yours." I!) I didn''t need another word before I leaned down and crashed our lips together. She gasped in surprise but I just pulled her closer. I needed this, I needed to feel close to her. I wanted to show her and everyone just how crazy I was for her. She was right, this had happened fast and hard but she wanted us and I didn''t care how we got here. She was ours just as it should have always been. I! Chapter 22 Four or Dead Emma... Present... After Asher and I made our way back to the cafeteria, the boys had already finished eating and Leo had saved some food for me. I ate quickly, well as fast as I could with the boys hovering around me. It was so strange and it would take time for me to feelfortable with it but Iwas learning. To have four guys doting on me was probably every girl''s dream, but to me, it didn''t feel quite real. They were opening up to me,ying their hearts bare and I was still hiding things. (= I didn''t want to hurt them or add to their worries but I was falling hard for this new life and I knew I needed to tell them everything before it was toote. So the moment we got home I asked them all to sit with me. "What''s going on babe?" Logan asked and my face flushed at his words. z) It was so strange to be called something like that without it being attached to a disgusting remark. "There is something I need to tell you all and I had hoped that having my father thrown in jail would fix this but now he''s out and it has me worried. I was having nightmares about itst night." I paused and nced at Jayden. "What is it?" He asked. "I just want to say that I don''t expect anything from you guys. If you decide not to help me regarding my father or don''t want to deal with all my baggage I understand. Just say the word and I''ll go." This had Logan shifting to object but I held my hand up to stop him. "I''m saying this because you all didn''t sign up for this trouble when you took me in.") I looked at each of them to make sure they understood but they remained silent. "Ok. During the summer my father told me he made a deal. A man he had done business with noticed me at a party and wanted to ask me out to dinner. I told him I was a minor and that he would need to speak with my father. I knew my father would object since he had other ns for me and dating would put a damper on things. The man went up to my father anyway. They spoke softly to each other for most of the evening and when they were done my father had a smile or his face. "He told me that the man was willing to wait until I turned eighteen in a few short weeks before courting me. I knew better than to object, so I nodded in agreement. The day I turned eighteen my father had me dress up and the man came to our house. He told me that the man wanted me to marry him and he would wait until I graduated before carting me off to New York to live with him. That day though he wanted to share a special moment with me and my father had me take him to my room. That''s where he...he thought us sleeping together and me being a virgin was a symbolic promise of the deal. "Thad hoped that my father being locked up for what he did to me would make the deal void, but then my father got out and I am afraid this guy is going to expect his deal to be fulfilled," I exined. "What does your father get out of this deal?" Jayden asked. "Five million dors," I replied. The boys cursed and growled out their anger for a few moments before going quiet again. "So you''re worried that your father is going toe after you for this deal?" Leo asked trying to keep his voice level. "Yes. But like I said I had hoped that he would rot in prison for a good long time and I would be forgotten by that pervert. Now I''m worried that my father will try even harder to get me back." I said with a sigh. "Im sure this whole thing has only made him more angry and determined." Logan stood and kneeled in front of me grasping my hands in his. "We won''t let that happen, Emma." I offered him a weak smile and reached out to touch his face. "I know you believe that, but these men have a lot of power. There is a lot they can do with that kind of money and I don''t want anyone getting hurt because of me." "So what? You want to surrender yourself?" Jayden asked with a snap. ) I looked at him and could feel the anger radiating from his body. "I will if I have to. Don''t you get it? My life has never been my own but I can handle this. I have been living through it my whole life." "Yeah, and you tried to kill yourself because of it." Jayden reminded me.) "I did because I had no one Jayden. No one to fight for me! No one on my side to protect me! I was alone and I would rather be dead than live a life with that man or any man like him. But now I have all of you, so yes I would turn myself over if it meant saving you guys. You didn''t ask for any of this, so I won''t ask any more of you. The moment they threaten you I will leave." I said firmly.) "Emma I know it seems like that would fix things and it would be over but we can''t just let you go. We want you here, it would kill us to just let you walk out of here knowing what is waiting for you." Leo said moving closer to me. Logan still kneeled in front of me and was grasping my hands in his. 2) "Look Emmy none of this makes sense and I''m sure it''s not right the way we havee together like this, but we want you. All of us. We can''t lose you." Logan said lowering his head and kissing my hands. ¡ã) My heart melted at how soft he has be since things changed between us. It was like he had been trying so hard to hold back all this time and now that he didn''t have to pretend his whole soul was pouring out just for me. A part of me wondered if I was falling so easily into being with them because they were the first people to even show any sign of caring for me. So to feel and hear them letting all their emotions flood toward me, I wondered if it''s too good to be true. God, I wanted it to be real but how could anyone fall so hard and fast after the history we had. But it reminded me that there is a fine line between love and hate and it was clear we had lost sight of that line and now there was no going back. I want them too. I need them but would it be fair to let them know that when any minute I could be pulled from their lives forever? I wanted to fight if that happened but I wasn''t sure if I had that kind of strength left. I was tired emotionally and my body wanted to give up and finally rest, and that was a hard thing to fight. Then I realized that if I ever did have to leave I wouldn''t want a life without them, so I needed to tell them just how I felt. "I want you too," I said locking eyes with Logan. For some reason, I felt such a strong pull to Logan that I couldn''t exin. I lifted my hand and ran my fingers through his dark wavy hair. Then it turned to the others. I." "T want to be with all of you. I don''t know what it says about us after everything but I want to be here. I feel like I belong here." I admitted honestly. (2) Leo''s smile grew wide and he moved so quickly that I didn''t have a chance to react before he was standing above me and turning my face up at him. He immediately leaned down and kissed me so hard that I held my breath for a moment. Logan was still kneeling in front of me and my fingers were still tangled in his hair. As Leo''s kiss deepens and I identally clench my hand tight in Logan''s hair and making him groan. Leo doesn''t let me go through and I feel Logan''s hands gently moving along my legs and up toward my hips. (= Their double attack made my body shutter. Leo pulled back and smiled down at me before leaning close to my ear. "Let''s go upstairs." He whimpered into my ear. I swallowed hard but nodded. He nced back at Asher and Jayden and had some kind of silent conversation that was concluded with a nod from Asher. Leo stepped back and Logan stood with my hands tight in his grip. He pulled me to my feet and started to lead me toward the stairs. Leo''s kiss had made my head felt like I was floating in a cloud so I followed without protest. When we reach my room Logan leads me to the bed and pushes my shoulders lightly until I am seated on the edge.) Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "We will stop the moment you say so," Leo said. My eyes were fixed on him as he moved closer and leaned down to capture my lips again. My eyes fluttered closed as I got lost in him. I didn''t even notice Logan moved until I felt his breath against the skin along my neck. I shivered from the sensation and a small whimper escaped my mouth but was muffled by Leo''s persistent attach on my lips. Logan''s hands were now resting on my hips and he moved them lower just a bit as his kisses moved lower on my neck. Something hits me though and I start to panic as memories sh through my mind. I stiffen as phantom hands move over my body and the memories of those men be more intense. 7) "Emma? What''s wrong?" Leo asked holding my face in his hands. [let out a whimper and kept my eyes closed tight. Logan hasn''t removed his hand from me but has wrapped his arms tight around my waist.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! "Emmy, it''s us. It''s just us baby." He whimpered softly into my neck. (") T opened my eyes and looked at Leo. "It''s you... It''s you..." I repeat those words several times and Leo nodded. "It''s just us." My eyes fall shut as I let out a shaky breath. "Come on, let''sy down and just rest. Okay?" Logan said letting me go and scooting further back on the bed. I take in one more breath before following him. He immediately pulled me into his arms. It''s okay Emma we can move things as fast or as slow as you need." He said sweetly. ? Tm so sorry," I replied feeling the urge to cry. The bed dips as Leo moves to they on the other side of me. He kisses me on the back of my neck before moving closer and rests his hand on my hip. "You have nothing to be sorry for.'' He said. "Let''s just rest." I nod the best I can with my face buried in Logan''s chest. The room fell silent and soon I drifted off into a peaceful sleep tucked in between two of my Angels. I) Chapter 23 Four or Dead Emina....Three Weeks Later... Things grew quiet thest few weeks with news going around that Andrea was taking time off of school for a mental healing retreat. Her friends kept to themselves during her absence, only offering me the asional look of disgust but not much else. I hadn''t heard from my father either and that was what had me the most worried. My father was by no means a patient man, so the fact he hadn''te storming in a dragging me out had been a bit of a surprise. Things with the boys had gotten a lot better though, and I was starting to be morefortable with the idea of being a real part of their group. I was still nervous about pursuing more of a romantic rtionship with them as a group because my mind couldn''t wrap around the thought that they all wanted me. There was no way that was the case, and I wasn''t sure how that could work. (") Asher and Jayden especially confused me in this regard because they didn''t really show much emotion at all, to begin with. They made it clear they wanted me here but as what I wasn''t sure. Leo and Logan were the total opposite. They were very obvious about their feelings after that night together, but they have been patient with me about taking our time.C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org I liked the way Logan and Leo wrapped me in their arms, it was something I had needed for a long time. I had been starved for any form of kindness and especially of physical interactions that didn''t include pain. Logan liked to take me by surprise and steal a kiss at least a few times a day, but Leo was a bit more reserved and went for cheek kisses instead. Asher and Jayden spoke to me some but kept any physical contact to a minimum and far between, which I epted. Thest couple of weeks I had made it up in my mind to find a way to pay them all back in some way, so I started watching every tutorial I could find on cooking. The boys were sweet enough to buy me a nicer phone and it allowed me to watch YouTube. They told me I didn''t have to worry about cooking and cleaning for them but I figured it was the least I could do. So I buckled down and got to work on learning everything I could. A morning finally came when I was sure I could make something. I woke up and shimmied out of my Logan and Leo sandwich to sneak into the kitchen and make breakfast. I hadn''t been expecting Jayden to be sitting at the kitchen table wher I arrived though and seeing him made me jump and a small squeak of surprise escaped my mouth. (* My hand came up over my heart as if that action alone was keeping it from leaping from my chest. "God, you scared me."\") He looked at me and his mouth quirked up at the corner just a little bit. "What are you doing up so early?" I smile and take a seat beside him. "I wanted to take a shot at making breakfast." He lifted a brow at me, "Really? Can you cook?" "[ have been watching some videos on some simple recipes and I think I can do it if we have all the ingredients," I assured him. ''What will you make?" He asked me. Omelettes!" I replied with an excited smile..'') He hummed in response. "If we don''t have everything thing you need we can get themter so we have them for next time. Just give me a list I smiled. "Thanks! I''ll try and work with what we have for now." "Very well." He replied before turning his attention back to his phone. I smiled to myself before standing and heading toward the fridge. That had been the longest conversation we had ever had and it felt like a huge aplishment. Ruffling through the fridge I found cheese, bacon, and eggs which were just enough for a simple omelet. I took everything out and set up my phone so I could watch the steps and follow them exactly. The kitchen was silent other than the sound of nking utensils and the soft voice of the instructor. I brushed my long hair aside and started working, blocking everything else out. I was too focused to notice Jayden had moved until his hand brushed back the small section of hair that had fallen over my shoulder. I flinched a little, and I turned to look at him. He nodded his head in a way to tell me to go back to what I was doing. I did so but my heart had started pounding loudly in my chest. We were so close and I immediately started panicking. I continued to mix the eggs I had cracked into a bowl but slowed when I felt his fingers thread through my hair. "When my mother and father were first married my mom would always ask my father to tie her hair back when she was cooking. My father was confused at first because men don''t usually carry hair ties around with them. But she kept asking every day, so my father stopped by a store on his way home from work and bought some thin ck hair ties. He started wearing a couple on his wrists at times from that day on. So when my mom would ask for him to tie her hair back he would tug one off and wrap it in her hair. He did this every day and when I got older I asked her why she did this every day." He paused for a second and I waited desperately wanting him to keep talking. She said that a man finds a special girl in his life he will always look for a way to care for her. This small thing let my father show how much he cared for my mother. She said her father and mother did the same thing, and a small act like that made their rtionship stronger. So after that, I also started wearing the ties on my wrists. A few times my father let me tie my mom''s hair instead of him. For some reason, I thought that if I could learn to do more than just tie her hair back it would show how much I loved her. So I learned how to braid hair." He continued but then fell silent. (1! "Is that what those things are on your wrist? Hair ties." I asked. "Yes. I never took them off even after she died." He replied softly. Silence fell between us again as his fingers weaved through my hair. "My mom made me promise that when I met the right girl that I would continue the tradition. There was a girl that I thought would be the one I would share those moments with, but she was gone before I could. Now I am getting a second chance to keep the promise I made to my mom.'' I swallowed hard as tears pricked my eyes. When he is finished he let his hands fall away and I turned to look up at him. "Thank you," I said gratefully. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! He simply nodded and we stood like that for a few seconds before he reached out and brushed his thumb gently across my cheek. I expected him to pull away but his hand lowered just enough toy against the back of my neck. My eyes searched his for a clue at what he was thinking, but I never expected him to pull me to him and crashed his lips against mine. The intensity of it took my breath away and I could almost feel how desperately he had been wanting to share a moment like this with me. When he finally pulled away I looked up at him, my eyes wide, He offered me a small smile before his hand dropped away again and he took a step back. "Just ask and I''ll be there to tie your hair back." He said softly before turning around and returning to his seat as if nothing happened. = I, on the other hand, stood stunned for an embarrassing amount of time. The sound of footstepsing down the stairs finally broke my trance and I quickly turned back to the omelet mix I hadpletely forgotten about. Logan came in and walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Hey, you! Whatcha making?" He asked resting his head on my shoulder. "Breakfast!" I replied turning and smiling up at him. He gave me an expression that looked both excited and surprised. "Wow! Can''t wait to try it!" He nted a sweet kiss to my cheek before giving me one more squeeze. He stepped away when Leo came up on my other side. "Morning Em." Leo said leaning down and matching Logan''s kiss on my other cheek. My cheeks flushed red once I was left alone again, and I had to force myself not to spontaneouslybust so I could get back to cooking. Asher came in grumbling a few momentster and continued his tradition of rummaging the fridge for a carton of juice followed by Leo going off on him for not using a ss. When each of their omelets was finished I set one in front of each guy and stepped back to wait for their reactions. I was too nervous to eat myself, so I stood there waiting. The silence following their first bite was deafening and made me even more nervous. "Wow! Emmy this is so good!" Logan spoke up first and I let out a sigh of relief. I turned to look at Leo next. "So?" "Best omelet I have ever had!" He said with a huge smile on his face. I blushed a little, but those two would say it tasted good even if it tasted like dirt. They were my sweetest angels and always said the sweetest things to me even if I didn''t deserve it. It was Asher and Jayden''s reactions I was worried most about. I waited as they both took several more bites. "Not bad," Asher said giving me a quick nce before continuing to eat. J turned to look at Jayden and he offered me a nod of approval and relief flooded through me and I smiled brightly. I hadn''t realized just how nervous I was until I stood there waiting. "Aren''t you going to eat too?" Logan asked shooting me a worried expression. "Oh, I was way too nervous to eat," I admit. Logan shook his head and pulled me down on hisp. "We can share." "No that''s okay," I said trying to stand but his arm locked around my waist. 3 I let out a sigh but rxed against his chest and picked up his fork. I cut into the omelet and took a bite, then cut off another piece and offered it to Logan. He happily epted it and I did this several times until the whole thing was gone. The others finished eating as well and were focused on their phones, so I turned to look at Logan. "So? Since it''s the weekend what are you guys. going to be up to?" Logan smiled down at me hugging me closer. "We''re going to the garage today but Leo offered to stay with you." "Would it be ok if I went with you to the garage?" I asked hesitantly. Logan''s eyes lit up. "You really want to watch us work on run-down cars all day?" "Yeah, I would actually really like that!" I replied honestly with a hint of excitement in my voice. "Okay. Let''s go find you something to wear!" He said lifting me and setting me down on my feet again like I weighed nothing. Before I could even get my bnce he grabbed my hand and rushed up the stairs with me stumbling behind him. What exactly did a girl wear to a mechanic''s garage anyway?) Chapter 24 Four or Dead Two Years Ago...Emma... Sophomore year. I was a fool to hope that after a year of catcalls and mean girls were enough and my tormenters would be tired of me and move on to another helpless victim. But no, as soon as I walked down the halls of our school my eyesnd on them, Dark-clothed devils. They are called angels but they are nowhere close to the creatures we imagine when that word is used. They are pure evil...at least to me. "Ah, there''s the little rat now!" Andrea called out, her voice echoing off the walls and hitting me like a bullet.. I keep my head lowered as people turned to look in my direction. No one spoke to me but I could hear them whispering andughing as I walked past and reached my locker. My rushed steps were slowed though when a muscr arm dropped over my shoulder. "Sunny! Here you are." Logan said walking alongside me with the other Angels behind him. "You never change! Always so reliable. Same hair, same clothes....same everything." I didn''t risk a reply, I just kept walking. When I finally reached my locker I was able to move away from him enough to put my stuff inside and grab what I needed. He started to crowd me from behind and I clenched my eyes shut when his breath tickled my ear. Before he could say anything though he pulled roughly on the cor of my Jean jacket. "What the hell is that?" He growled out with pure anger dripping from his words. I quickly pulled my jacket away from him and covered my neck once again, and I turned to face him with wide eyes. No one was meant to see it especially not them. "What is that Sunny? Huh? Why do you have a hickey on your neck?" He yelled. My heart started to pound so loud I was sure everyone could hear it and that was why everyone was looking. "Tell me now!" Logan growled his voice warning me not to disobey. "Lit''s nothing," I replied with my usual soft shy voice. "Nothing? That is not nothing!" He moved closer to me and tugged on the cor of my jacket again until the side of my neck was on full disy to the Angels and Andrea''s crew. Andrea and her friendsughed. "Who would want to touch her filthy skin? Who knows what kinds of diseases she could have!".* Tears were starting to blur my vision and I searched for an opening to push through and run. "Wow Sunny who knew you were so easy. So what? You think you are too good to let anyone here touch you but you go give it away freely to another guy just like that? Pathetic." Logan said harshly before storming off. Leo stepped toward his friend but sent me a smearing look before walking away. Jayden passed with his usual cold angry expression that always had a way of making me feel small. Asher tugged Andrea against him and kissed her hard and knocked into me as they stumbled by not even bothering to break apart. Ashaky breath escaped my mouth as I did my best to hide the mark one of the men made on me. My father didn''t give me anything to cover it with and he was furious when he saw it. The men are not supposed to mark me where it''s visible but I was the one med. He punished me with a fewshes to my back, the ones now burning from the fabric of my jacket rubbing against them. When Logan had pulled on me he caused the fabric to dig just a bit more into the raw skin and now that they were gone I let out a whimper. Most of the students who had stuck around for Logan''s out burst had lost interest in me and moved on to whatever they had been doing before the show. I considered skipping my first ss to avoid the angels and Andrea but I wasn''t sure I wanted to risk my father finding out. So 1 took a deep breath before walking in and scanned the room for an empty seat. The Angels sat at their usual seats in the back where I often sat but I spotted a free chair to the far side of the room next to the window. I kept my head down and sat down in this new seat. It was in the front of the row which I would try to avoid but none of Andrea''s crew sat behind me so it felt safe enough. When the teacher finally arrived I felt somewhat at ease that all of my tormenters seemed to be avoiding me. Maybe they thought ignoring me would y some kind of mind game. Like not knowing if they wille after me any second would put me on edge. I hated so much that it worked. The rest of the day I was looking over my shoulder wondering what they would do to me next. Logan seemed so mad and he could be unpredictable. I left school that day confused when nothing more happened. My father never came home that night so I was actually able to get some sleep without my body being on high alert. The worst thing was being too rxed and then being taken by surprise when your enemy appears when your guard is down. 2) The next day I found my dad passed out on the couch with his suit and shoes still on. His being drunk was never good since it only made him angrier and less careful. I did my best to sneak past him but I wasn''t so lucky. The sound of me opening the door woke him and he sat up almost immediately. "What are you doing?" He asked me, his voice deep from sleep. "1am going to school," I answered lowering my head. "Then why are sneaking around? Huh?" He growled out, standing and stalking toward me. "LL..." [tried to exin but he reached me with surprising speed grabbing me by the hair and pulled me close to him. "spit it out!" He yelled down at me tightening his grip. "I didn''t want to wake you," I said with a whimper. His other hand came up to my face in such a gentle way but itsted for only a split second before his hand lowered to my neck. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey!C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org "Don''t lie to me." His voice was calm now...too calm. "I swear!" I replied quickly but he simply tightened his grip. "Please dad...people will see." He smirked. "Do they even care? Does anyone at your school even look? You are forgettable. There is nothing special about you." I tried to swallow and fight back the urge to shrink into myself at his words. He wasn''t wrong. No one at school ever looked twice at me even the ones set on making my school life hell. Because this wasn''t the first time my dad hurt me while drunk and didn''t care who saw it. When he ''was sober he was more careful but drunk he had no control over his anger. "No. They don''t care." I tell him and he smiles. "That''s right, so if tightened my hand just a bit more no one would care. Stay quiet and let daddy do his work. You are far prettier when you''re covered in ck and purple." He doesn''t lie, and he tightens his grip enough to make me gasp for air. "Hmmm...much better." His grip loosened suddenly and my body mmed down to the floor hard making my legs ache. "Get out." He spit down at me and I scrambled to my feet. When I arrived at school I didn''t bother stopping at my locker and rushed to ss early. I sat with my shoulders slumped up to hide the already darkening handprint. I buttoned up my jacket as far as it would go as well but a bit still showed above the cor. Keeping my head low and opening one of the books I always carried with me I waited for ss to start. The sound of Logan''s boisterousugh caught my attention and I turned to look at the door. He walked in with a girl under his arm and when he noticed me looking at him he smirked. I didn''t mean to watch them but my eyes followed them until Logan sat and pulled the girl into hisp and nted an intense kiss on her lips. "Jealous Sunny?" Andrea''s voice whispered right against my ear and I flinched away. "N-no," I replied turning my attention back to my book. "Guess he found a better way to spend his time than having to look at you." She said with augh before sauntering off. The teacher arrived a momentter and called everyone''s attention. "Ok ss today I will be assigning the project groups." My heart immediately sank because most of the teachers knew well what I had to deal with and none of them did a thing to stop it. (¡ã Our teacher read off the names of several groups before making it to my name. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Emma Grace. You are paired with Logan, Leo, Asher, and Jayden." My heart stopped and the ss erupted into whispers andughs. "Now get into your groups and discuss what roles you will take on." (2 I didn''t move. I couldn''t. The blood in my veins had gone cold and my body wouldn''t move. Leo was the first to walk up to me and he pushed my books off my desk before sitting on it and turning to face the others who had moved closer to me. "Well well, it seems like fate has brought little Sunny to us once again." Logan quipped. "It''s not fate. It''s more like a curse. We can''t seem to escape her."Asher said as if I wasn''t even there. "We can''t depend on her to pa: Jayden orders. s this so give her something simple." "No, actually I think she could handle it all. Right Sunny? You would want to make sure we got a good grade right? So make sure we do." Logan said before standing and striding over to the girl he had walked in with. "See you Sunny. Don''t ruin this." Leo added before leaving the ssroom altogether. Asher stood too and walked over to Andrea picking her up and cing her in hisp with his eyes locked on me. Jayden gave me onest sneer before turning in his seat and turning his attention to his phone. I stayed quiet until he turned to me once again. "[ don''t care that you do all the work but you will send it to me first so I can approve everything. I am not letting my grades slip because youck brains. Got it?" He ms a piece of paper and a pen on my desk. "Write down your email and number." I nced at him and hesitated for a moment. "My phone doesn''t get text messages and I don''t have an email." He immediately looked at me like I was crazy. He let out an exasperated sigh and massaged his temples. "Fine. Meet me at the library Friday after school so I can correct your work." He ordered. "But the project isn''t due for three weeks." I remind him. "You have one." He didn''t wait for a reply before standing and leaving just like the others. Chapter 25 Four or Dead Emma... Present... Thad expected the garage to be more run down since it was managed by four high school students, but it turned out to be the opposite. The garage looked professional in every sense of the word and it was decked out in everything a mechanic would need in this line of work. Logan wrapped his arm around me as I examined one of the cars that had it''s top opened disying an intense amount of shiny metal. "So what do you think baby?" I blushed at the pet name just like every other time and Logan smiled just like always. He knew what he was doing but I admit I kind of loved the way it sounded. It made me feel like I was his and I liked that feeling. Leo and I had a past but his rejection was a hard thing to move past and still have that same level of familiarity intact. I forgave him but things were just different now. On the other hand, I was drawn to Logan so strongly that I was happy to just be around him. (") Leo also expressed a continued aura of guilt that still caused a barrier between us. He was sweet and affectionate but he was still holding back. It was like he was finding who he was again when he didn''t have to pretend to hate me. I understood that and I was d to have Logan to distract me from any confusing feelings Leo caused in me. "It''s beautiful," I replied. "Do you guys just do restorations?" He shook his head. " No those are for fun, Mostly we equip cars with unique add ons." I looked to him, curious to know what that kind of work entailed. "Like what?" He dropped his arm from around me and scratched his neck nervously. "Pretty much any requests a person may have. Bulletproof windows, speakers, lights, hydraulics, hidden storagepartment: His exnation trailed off but I had a pretty good idea what he meant now. I had been learning more about the boys based on some overheard conversations andments here and there. I knew they weren''t saints when I asked for their help but I only knew what they were into based on rumors like most people. Rumors that could possibly have been exaggerated. I didn''t want to assume the worst of them but I also didn''t want to hope either. I had already epted that once our deal was done that I would have to leave them and it would be too dangerous for them if I knew everything they did. It was better for all of us for me to remain ignorant of their activities that didn''t involve my vendetta. (* "That sounds pretty cool," I replied simply and returned my attention to the nearby car. I reached out and ran my fingers along the beautiful dragon artwork along its side. "Who did this?" I asked. "Asher. He has a talent for art." Logan stepped up behind me and admired the work too. "It''s amazing. Has he drawn anything else besides car designs?" I asked turning to him. "Yeah!" He rolled his sleeve up and pointed to one of his many tattoos. "He designed this. He designed a tattoo for each of us." I moved closer and ran my fingers gently over the piece and Logan shuttered under my touch. He was bing more sensitive to my every touchtely and I hated that the reason why was because I asked for time. I knew guys like him were used to getting what they needed from any girl but I was holding back. Even though I would hate to see Logan with another girl, I wanted to let him know that he didn''t have to wait for me, They called me their gir! but that didn''t mean they were bound to me in a way that made me their girlfriend. At least it wasn''t said, so I had no expectations to be treated as such. ("! I pushed those thoughts away and focused on the tattoo again. It was an image of a wolf surrounded by fire, and it was absolutely beautiful. } "love it," I said looking up at him and smiling. "It''s very you." "Yeah? Have you ever thought of getting a tattoo?" Iughed. Not ever. "My father would never let me do that. He told me I was supposed to remain pure. No tattoos, no piercings, and no makeup." I replied. "Then why does he insist on covering you in scars and bruises?" He asked his voice growing angry. (7) Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I stepped closer to him and wrapped my arms around his waist. "I don''t know but I don''t want to talk about him okay? Let''s just enjoy today." He lets out abination of a growl and a sigh. "Fine." 2) 1 offered him a small smile and he grasped my face gently in hisrge hands before leaning down and kissing me. "We don''t have to talk about him but I would like to revisit the subject of you getting a tattoo. I think you would look hot with a little ink. And since you are a free woman now is the time to consider it!" I snorted augh. "You would. But I''m not sure. I wouldn''t know where I would want it or even what design I would want." "Asher could design one for you." He offered and for a moment I considered it. My body was covered like a canvas of my father''s abuse. Why couldn''t I add a piece that would be mine, something I chose? "Ok. Let''s do it." I said before I could talk my way out of it and he let out a joyful whoop. "Come on let''s go tell him!" He said before pulling me toward the side of the garage. We arrived at the entrance and walked behind the counter and through a door with several windows. "Hey, Ash! Our little angel here wants to get a tattoo. Do you think you could design her something?" Logan asked as soon as Asher''s attention was on us. Asher turned his focus on me for a moment and something like heat pooled in his eyes. "A tattoo?" I nodded and stepped closer to him so he had to look up at me. "Will you design one for me?" I asked sweetly. He didn''t say a word at first but nodded and nced over me before speaking. "Where would you want it?"This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. I shrugged. "I''m not sure. Any suggestions?" He reached out to me and took my hand into his and turned it over. "Here." I looked down to see him pointing to the underside of my wrist. "Okay. Will you be there? I hear it hurts a lot." His eyes met mine again. and he gave me a small nod before lowering his head and leaving a soft kiss on the skin where my tattoo would go. I shivered from the action and tore my eyes away flushing from the intimate action. I noticed then that Logan had left and closed the door behind him leaving Asher and mepletely alone. I tried to pull my hand away from Asher but he held it tight and our eyes met once again. There was so much about him I still didn''t know, and most of that was what went on in his head. Logan was an open book and even though Leo didn''t show everything, he showed enough that he wasn''t aplete mystery to me. Asher was different. Not as straightforward and he barely ever touched me, so this moment had me stunned. "Asher..." I whispered softly, his nameing out more like a question. He still didn''t let me go or pull his eyes away, Instead, he stood and moved closer to me until we were only a few inches apart. His hand held my wrist at the side of us and his eyes remained locked on mine. We were too close, and I knew by now that he didn''t particrly enjoy being this close to anyone. The only other time we had been this close was when the guys had saved me from the basement but after that, we remained a good distance from each other. He was closed off to me and T honestly didn''t know where I stood with him before that day. That moment though had me confused as hell. There was a fire in his eyes I had never seen before and it was like a wall inside him had begun to crumble and the cold facade he always wore was falling away.) Chapter 26 Four or Dead Emina... Present... "asher..." I said with a whisper. "W-what are you doing?" "Your so...beautiful." He said suddenly as he reached his hand up to cup the side of my face. My eyes went wide at his words and my body tightened instantly from his touch. His touch was so gentle and his words so soft I was almost sure I had imagined it. "T have been trying so hard to keep away. Why can''t I stay away from you?" I had a feeling he didn''t expect me to answer that, but his words hit me hard. I lowered my eyes and tried to step back from him feeling a little hurt. What was so wrong with me that he didn''t even want to be near me? "L-V''m sorry," I replied, my voice small. He lifted my chin so that our eyes could meet again. "Why are you sorry?" He looked confused by reply. "T have caused you guys so much trouble." The guilt started to hit me with a vengeance. I had been with them for weeks now with no real need for their protection. I should have been trying to find somewhere else to go. With those thoughts in my mind, I tried to step away from him and leave but his other hand dropped to my waist and pulled me closer to him. "Emma. You don''t understand. We want you...I think we always have. We felt it the moment we saw you. There was a light in you that called out to the darkness in us. We didn''t know what to do, so we tried to push you away. We hurt you because we were afraid. We...I wanted to be close to you so badly but I couldn''t." His voice began to trail off as did his eyes.) "Why?" I asked before he could close himself off to me. This was the most he had ever expressed to me and I didn''t want him to lock his feelings away again. His eyes snapped to mine again. "There is so much you don''t know...things we''ve had to do...people we''ve hurt. There is a reason we are called The Dark Angels. We don''t protect, we don''t save anyone...we destroy them. I don''t want to destroy you. Your too pure, too good." He doesn''t let me go though, instead, he held me tighter like he was afraid he would lose me forever if he let me go. I wasn''t sure what to say or do. I knew his words should scare me but they didn''t. In fact what he described made sense to me even though it shouldn''t. Even though they had hurt me, I still felt like I was exactly where I was meant to be when they were near me. It scared me because I knew I shouldn''t feel that way toward them but somehow I just couldn''t run from them, Maybe it was the way their eyes followed me. Or maybe it was the look in their eyes when my eyes would find theirs like they were yearning for me. I didn''t understand it but I felt it. Maybe that''s why they hurt me because I was being pulled toward them but they were trying to scare me away. Asher''s body started to shake against mine like he was using every bit of his strength to control himself. I shouldn''t push him, I knew that but I didn''t want him to hold back anymore. I wasn''t afraid of him and 1 didn''t want him to keep hurting. So I reached for him cupping the side of his face with my hand. "Asher...it''s ok. It''s ok. Please just let go. You don''t have to hold back because of me. I''m not scared of you." I said it as confident as I could but my heart was pounding in anticipation.) Asher was intense in every sense of the word so when our eyes met again the look in his eyes caused a shudder to travel through me. His resolve was cracking and barely hanging on. "Emma..." my name sounded strained and his hand clenched my waist tighter to the point I was sure it would bruise but I didn''t pull away. He needed me and I was willing to travel into his darkness if I needed to. Everyone deserved light in their life, even him. I * "It''s ok," I said again and it finally broke through to him shattering his control once and for all. His lips came crashing down on mine like a flurry of desperation and fear. I gasped at the sudden attack and the intensity of it but I melted into him the longer it went on. He and Jayden kissed like it was thest breath they would ever breathe and it felt so much like they were trying Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! to steal thatst breath from me. Asher''s hold on me began to lessen but he didn''t let me go. His other hand had lowered to the back of my neck and he was keeping me locked against his kiss. I didn''t mind because kissing him felt like I was floating and there was no way I would ever want toe down. When our lips finally broke apart we were both, for theck of a better word, breathless. His head lowered to mine and we stood there as time stopped just for us to be in that moment. Asher was intense in every way including this. His kiss held every emotion he kept bottled up and he had just poured every bit into me. I nned to lock those dark emotions away and never let them touch him again. If I was his light then I was going to chase away as much darkness as I could. I") "So about that tattoo design..." I said once I caught my breath. He let out such a pureugh that I couldn''t help but smile. "Yeah let''s talk about that tattoo." We pulled apart just a bit so he could ce ast kiss on my forehead. He let out a sigh before stepping away and leading me to his desk. He dropped into his desk chair and I stood off to the side waiting. I This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. watched him reach for a well-used sketchbook and pencil, and excitement rushed over me. Once the book was open though he didn''t start to draw, he turned his attention to me instead. Before I could ask what was wrong he pulled me into hisp and wrapped his arms around me. * let out a little squeak of surprise butughed it off once I wasfortably in his arms. He nuzzled his face into my neck for a quick moment before turning his attention back to the sketchbook. Iid myself back further into his chest and watched as he started sketching the design that would be just for me. The design looked more and more intriguing as he added more and more details. "Is that a birdcage?" I asked as the design began to take a more specific shape. He had drawn something that looked like a sun and was adding a small cage but he didn''t stop there. Once the intricate design of the cage was finished, he added soft flowers to specific corners of the cage. "You have been locked away your whole life. Hidden and hurt. I want to set you free...little bird." Thosest words instantly made me go still.) Little bird...it''s what my mom called me when I was little. She would write little poems for me and I never forgot them. Whenever I felt scared or sad I would write them down from memory and read them over and over. They were promises to me. Promises that she and I would always find a way to each other even in death. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "What''s wrong?" Asher''s voice pulled me back from my memories and pushed by the tears that were building in the corners of my eyes. "Nothing it''s just...my mom used to call me that," I admitted to him. "Really? It was the name I always thought of when I thought of you." With that, he added thest piece to the design. A bird taking flight through the opened door of the cage. He held the sketch up and I let out a softugh of disbelief. "Ashet ''s beautiful." I sat up and turned to him. Without hesitating I let my lips meet his and he immediately wrapped tightened his arms around me. I let my thanks melt through our touch and when I pulled away there was a soft smile on his face. I! "Thank you," I say softly. "I love it." He ces a quick kiss on my lips but there was something more on his face, something he wanted to say but was too scared to. I didn''t push, he would tell me when he was ready. In the meantime, I scrambled out of his hold to stand on my own two feet again and reached out a hand tohim. "Come on! Let''s do it now! I want to get my tattoo before I chicken out!" He quirked a brow at me but stood and grabbed the sketch before taking my hand. =) Iled him out of the office and the others watched us leave but didn''t ask us where we were going or try to stop us. I was d because this was something for just Asher and me. Our moment. Chapter 27 Four or Dead Asher...Present... I knew something was wrong the moment I got the text from Leo. He was always vague and short with his texts but this message had an air of urgency that had me worried. LEO: Get home NOW we got trouble. We always had trouble, but with Emma in the mix now trouble meant she could be in danger. She was sitting in the chair still and the guy who had tattooed all of us was adding the finishing touches to the design I made for her. She had barely made a sound the whole time earning a good amount of respect from both of us. She looked small and fragile but her years of enduring endless pain made this seem like a butterfly kiss. I was a little annoyed that another guy had his hands or her but I tried my best to push those thoughts down. I liked the guy and I really didn''t want to knock him out while he had a needle near my girl. ? She must have noticed my unease because she looked at me with a furrowed brow as he stood and told her the tattoo was finished. "Leo needs us back at the garage," I told her as we quickly paid and headed toward the exit. (7) She nodded and kept in step with me matching my serious expression. She had a way of doing that I noticed. When any of us were in a certain temperament she seemed to know it and would either match our emotions or try to help pull us out of them when they got too dark. It was a little uncanny but useful right now. She recognized the seriousness of the situation based on my mood and I was surprised by how easily she fell into a more confident posture. (>) As we drove I stole nces at the piece of art on her shoulder. It was covered by a clear bandage now. It made her look even stronger and fearless but the elegant design I had purposely created to match her made captured her gentleness. She was our light but with the ink, she was a little bit devil now too and I hated how much I loved it. ''As much as I wanted to preserve her innocence she was in our orbit now and that meant the tougher she was the safer she would be. I hadn''t considered that she should learn any kind of fighting or weapon training but it wasn''t the worst idea. She could refuse to train with weapons of course, but she needed to at least learn to fight. I didn''t want her to be beaten or caught vulnerable ever again. If we couldn''t be there to save her I wanted her to put up one hell of a fight all on her own. !* Our girl was stronger than she knew and it was time we showed her exactly what she was capable of if given the chance. My thoughts were interrupted when my phone rang. "What?" I growled out. "Where the hell are you?" Leo spit out on the other end. "Pm on my way back chill," I replied rolling my eyes. "Your dad is here and he is pissed." Leo''s voice had lowered a little and that was as bad a sign as any. He wasn''t afraid of my dad but there were times when he knew to show him a little respect. Especially when my dad was on the warpath which I assumed was the case now. (! "What happened?" I didn''t want to wait to find out. T wanted to know exactly what I was walking into. "andrea''s dad has denied the deal once again iming he has enough backing now that no deal with your dad would be appealing," Leo exined. Dammit. That slithering worm was a thorn in my side that I really wanted to tear out and burn right about now and done with it. 2)Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! When we finally arrive at the garage I reached over to Emma and locked my eyes on her. "Stay next to me and stay quiet, okay?" That is all I tell her before we climbed out of the car.) She moved to stand beside me and before I thought better of it I threaded our hands together. I walked into the garage with my head held high. To my surprise though Emma didn''t seem the least bit afraid. She stood tall by my side with her head held high and I couldn''t help the smile that lifted the corner of my mouth. Damn this girl was driving me crazy. We had no idea just how amazing she was because she was constantly surprising us. She was morphing into someone new just being around us. "Son!...." My father said with a fake proud smile before his attention fell on Emma. "Well well, who is this prettydy?" Thold back a snarl as his eyes travel down my girl''s body. My father had changed a lot after my mother left. He had been a respectable man and good father for most of my life but he had spiraled out of control thest few years. The way he was looking at Emma only reminded me that the father I once knew was gone now. "This is Emma, and she is our girl," I replied honestly and with an underline warning. Emma smiled at him and bowed her head in greeting. "It''s nice to meet you." She said sweetly. My father looked at each of us and smirked. "All of you sharing one girl...interesting. How exactly does that work? Does she jump from bed to bed or do you all gang up on her? Thatst one has some pretty fun ideas going through my head." I feel disgusted hearing those wordsing out of my father''s mouth. I barely recognize him anymore. "That''s none of your business," I growled out in reply with my other hand clenched by my side. My fatherughed a little and I looked at him in confusion. "Or maybe she doesn''t put out at all and you all just grovel at her feet. Pathetic.") Emma stiffened beside me and I so badly wanted to turn around and get her out of there, but I needed to know what the hell my dad wanted from us. I was about to say as much when Emma stepped away from me and walked past me to stand right in front of my dad. His eyes locked on her and he seemed a little surprised that she wasn''t afraid of him. z) "Mr. Ramano I am d to meet you but the boys and I have ns for the afternoon. Can you please tell us what we can do for you?" Emma asked offering him her sweet innocent-looking smile. I nced at the other guys who wore the same expression as me. Pure shock. Emma was the sweetest angel that we had ever seen but standing against my father she looked like a wolf in sheep''s clothing. My father snorted augh. "You have some fire in you sweetheart. I respect that." = Something passed across Emma''s face that surprises me more than anything. Anger. She didn''t look sweet at all as she stepped closer to my father. The rest of us took a step toward them ready to help her if my father turned aggressive. "Tam no one''s sweetheart. Now, what do you want?" She spits out with controlled rage. My father didn''t show his true emotions often but for a second his eyes furrow in anger at her disrespect. He scoffed again and stood walking around Emma basically brushing her off. My eyes dropped to her''s and the fear she had been pushing down. She had put on a hell of a show but she was terrified the whole time. She was smart though, my father would have eaten her up and spit her out if he saw how scared she was. Z) "Thomas Mir has been more trouble than he''s worth and now he thinks his business with me is over. I want you guys to show him how wrong he is." My dad said turning to me with a smirk. "Your wee to bring your little ything with you so she can see everything you boys get up to. Maybe even get her hands a little dirty herself." (7) "We''ll handle it." That is all I said in reply not even acknowledging his suggestion of including Emma. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! That seemed to satisfy him because he well knew we never rejected any of his requests. We were just buying our time until we had the money we needed to get out of this town and away from him. "Good." He turned then and snapped his finger at the two men standing guard a few feet away. The three of them filed out and we all let out a collective breath. We never wanted Emma anywhere near this part of our world and she had just gone face to face with the head of our whole organization. Logan rushed toward her and swept her into his arms.) "Damn baby you were amazing but I was freaking out." He admitted with a sigh of relief. I She let out augh that sounded more close to the relieved sigh Logan let out. "What came over you standing up to Devaro like that?" Jayden asked, his voice hard. (*) Emma looked to him as Logan lowered her to her feet again. There was that expression again and it still shocked me because we had never seen Emma get angry. [! "I was thinking that he would see me as a weakness. He would see me as a way to hurt you guys if I acted helplessly.'' She all but yelled at him. } "What then? Do you n to fake your way through every encounter with anyone from his crew? You can''t defend yourself Emma not even close." Jayden growled out stepping up to her so they were only a few inches apart. "Then teach me! If you don''t want me to be helpless then teach me to fight back." She wasn''t backing down and the rest of us were too curious about this whole thing that we didn''t step in. Jayden let out a sigh of defeat as he looked to be taking in her words. "You''re right. If you are with us, you need to learn what it means to be an angel." Emma was breathing hard as the adrenaline started to slow. "Good I''m d we agree. Look I know I am not even close to being on your level but I don''t want to be a victim anymore. I don''t want to cower and be afraid all the time. I want to be more than that. So please." * I Jayden nodded to her in agreement. "Good. Let''s start now." 4 Chapter 28 Four or Dead Two Years ago...Emma... Jayden was sitting at an empty table in the library waiting for me. He hadn''t seen me yet so I could run if I wanted to but he would find me and I wasn''t going to risk that. Out of all of the Angels, he scared me the most. He was cold and never showed his true emotions. I was also intrigued by him because of hisck of emotion. While Asher was stoic and broody, Jayden is unmoved and unreadable. "H-hi," I said as I stepped up to the table. He didn''t bother looking at me he simply says, "Sit." I did as he asks as quickly as possible leaving one seat between us. "Where is the paper?" He asked me, his eyes fixed on his phone. I ruffled through my backpack and pulled out the slightly thick packet of paper and slid it over to him. He let out a sigh like I had already made a mistake. "Why is it this thick?" He asked. "I-1 included references for all the information I found in case you wanted to see how urate everything is," I exined. I wanted to be as thorough as possible but he seems to not appreciate the extra paper. He grabs the packet with m of his hand and I flinch. The motion catches his eye and he smirks just a tiny bit. "You''re a jumpy thing aren''t you." He says his voice just a little amused. He was letting things slip through his cold facade and it had my insides twisting with nerves. Just like when a kidnapper doesn''t bother hiding his face because he ns to kill you anyway. The slips of emotioning from Jayden had me wanting to run in the opposite direction so badly. I had no idea that those moments were showing me how much he wanted me to see the real him, and run away forever. I watched him skim through the packet and I am well aware that he had barely read it. When he quickly closed it he stood and walked to the nearest trash can and dumped it inside. My mouth dropped open and my eyes followed him as he returned to his seat. "Nothing about that meets the standards our project should be at. I gave you time to do this right and you still can''t manage that. Just how stupid are you? This isn''t an elementary school book report. Do it again. You have one more week before I kick you out of our group and I take over. You will get an iplete and that will be the least of your worries." He threatened and I nodded and lowered my eyes from him just like I always did. L always tried to never look anyone in the eyes if I could help it. The eyes are the window to the soul and I was sure if anyone really looked they would see the darkness where my soul should be. That innocent part of me died a long time ago and my body was just a shell that wouldn''t die nearly fast enough. I knew that I could end this myself but Thad been too scared to try just yet, and not because death scared me. It was because I didn''t want to identally survive and be locked away without a chance to try again. When I do it, I would be sure it was final. Thad been thinking of all my options because one day I would know that it was time and I would revel in my freedom. One day enough would be enough and I wouldn''t care the mess I''d leave behind. In fact, I would hope that my father would have to wash away the blood I left behind. It would be symbolic actually, having my blood on his hands. [* "Emma don''t waste my time again. I don''t take kindly to people wasting my time." Jayden had reached across the table and grabbed my face and squeezed. "Do you hear me?" Thad been so trapped in my thoughts of death that I had gone numb to the world, falling into an almost trance. His booming voice though snapped me back. For the first time that day, my eyes met his and there was a sh in his expression that looked almost like concern but it was so fast a blink whipped it away.) His hold on my face was painful and I knew it would bruise but what was a few more bruises anyway. Why did I even care anymore? Pain is pain it didn''t matter where on my body I felt it. My dad would see the bruises and have a fit but he would just add to them in his rage.) I did something unexpected as I was trapped in Jayden''s hold. I I walked right out and grabbed my bike and headed to that park. The one where I met Leo. It was pretty much run down by then and no one ever went there. I dropped my bike and climbed into the little ce we hid from the rain and I held a small de tight in my hands. The sharp thing was what I used to punish myself. At one time I thought if I hurt myself I would be numb to pain altogether. It hadn''t worked yet but I was persistent. Another helplessugh escaped me as tears fell from my eyes. I held the de to my wrists and sliced as deep as I could before doing the same to the other side. My hands had been shaking but it was done. I rested my head back and waited to drift away. It wouldn''t take long and I would finally be free. My eyes fluttered shut and I waited for that bright light everyone said I would see when my time was up. I wasn''t sure how long it took but it didn''t take long because I started to feel cold. Really cold but also peaceful. Then suddenly I felt a warmth around me and I frowned. My eyes slipped open and I whined because someone was holding me and was warming me up much against my wishes. "Come on. Don''t die on me!" I heard the man say and I focused my eyes just a bit. I didn''t recognize the guy but he looked really worried. His face lowered to look at me and the warmest blue eyes met mine, golden hair brushing the tips of his eyshes. "Just hang on ok? Fight just a little longer." He said softly to me. He was a stranger. He didn''t go to my school I was sure of it, I would have remembered his beautiful eyes. I was too weak to try and figure out if I knew him and the sound of his soft warm voice was lulling me into the darkness. If his voice was thest thing I would hear then I was ok with that. Soon the warmth increased and I opened my heavy eyes to see we were in a car with the heat sting I guessed. "Take us to the hospital." The man holding me said. "Yes sir! Will she make it there?" The man driving asked. "I think so." The man holding me said brushing hair away from my face. "Come on beautiful stay awake." " I I felt like I was floating between wanting to just sleep and wanting to know who this guy was. Why did he save me? Why was he helping me? I was no one special. No one cared about me and no one would miss me so why would this stranger care? "We are five minutes away." let my eyes closepletely and I took in the warmth around me. It had been so long since anyone held me in such a gentle way. I must have finally passed out because I couldn''t remember anything else until I open my eyes and saw white and grey all around me. I turned my head a little and I realized then where I was. I" "Hey! You''re awake." Someone saiding in through the door to the room. My eyes fell on him and I froze. Who was he? "Yes...I guess so..." I replied hesitantly. He smiled at me and walked toward the bed and my breath hitched a little when he reached out a took my hand. His eyes were deep blue and his golden blonde hair was a little long and messy in the best way. "You scared me there but I''m d to see you''re ok." He said brushing his thumb over the top of my hand. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "L-P''m sorry do we know each other?" I asked as politely as possible. He smiled and shook his head. "I found you at the park and brought you here." My eyes widened as the events of my attempted death came shing through my mind. It was then that I notice the bandages wrapped around my wrists. Then another scarier thought came to mind. >) "What time is it? How long was I out?" I asked him in a panic.N?velDrama.Org is the owner. His smile fell and he looked at me with concern. "You were out overnight. Why?" He asked confused by sudden panic. 2) My heart started to race. "I have to go! I have to get out of here." I said trying to climb out of the bed. My feet hit the ground and my legs gave out under me. "Hey, it''s ok." The guy said immediately catching me and helping me take a seat back on the bed. "No, you don''t understand... if he finds out..." I started to say before a knock came at my door. The door cracked open and in walked my dad. He smiled at me but I saw the anger in his eyes and with the tightness of his jaw. He was furious and when his eyes fell on the guy helping me he quirked his head to the side.) "Who might you be?" He asked the guy holding me up. "Just a friend. I was the one who found Emma." How did he know my name? My father looked him over and smiled wider. "A true hero! Thank you for helping her but you can go now that I''m here." I didn''t want to be alone with him and the guy sensed it and promptly said, "No I''m staying." Idiot. Chapter 29 Four or Dead Leo... Present... "again!" Emma growled out in frustration to Jayden as she pulled herself off the mat. "Come on baby you need a break," Logan called out to her but she just waved him off. "No, I need to do this." She said instead. Emma had been sparing with Jayden for over an hour and it was clear she was exhausted but she wouldn''t stop. We tried to get her to just sit for a few minutes but she refused. She was strong for sure and picked up the moves Jayden showed her a lot quicker than most. They had moved past self-defense moves to full-on sparring in hand-to-hand fighting. She was a natural but she was losing energy and we all could see it. She didn''t want to be seen as the weak link in our group, but the boys and I had been training since we were young. This was new for her and she needed to build muscle and endurance to spare correctly for long periods. "Enough Emma. You need a break." Jayden finally said when he pinned Emma to mat yet again. (*) She squirmed beneath him trying to escape his hold but she was too tired and too angry. Anger was never a good emotion to go into a fight with. When you attack in anger you tire out quickly giving your opponent an advantage. "Emma you don''t have anything to prove to us or anyone. This is simply to protect yourself if you need to." Jayden reminded her. She stopped fighting him and I could see a silent conversation passing between them. Jayden was a hard guy to understand but Emma was not just anyone. She seemed to understand us better than anyone ever has. She offered each of us exactly what we need which shouldn''t make sense but she was special that way. There weren''t many girls who would be able to handle the emotional baggage of just one of us, but she was able to handle us all with ease. I nced to Logan and he nodded. Emma and Jayden needed some time alone so we stood and left the workout room. "She is a lot better than J thought she would be," Logan admitted proudly when we walked into the kitchen. "She is. It was always in her, she was just too afraid to use it." I said in agreement. "T hate that she needs to learn this stuff. I want to be able to protect her always but I guess that''s not exactly realistic." Logan said dropping onto one of the dining room chairs.) "Honestly I''m worried about her dad. We don''t know enough about him or what connections he has. We can''t anticipate his next move and that has me nervous." I added with a sigh. "Yeah, it''s never good when you don''t know someone well enough to anticipate their next mood." Logan groaned and dropped his head back. "Can''t we just kill him?" That made meugh but I understood where he wasing from. That seemed like the easiest solution but not knowing what connections he had meant we wouldn''t know what kind of problems his death could cause. "I wish we could but we need to be smart. We don''t want suspicion to fall on Emma." I reminded him. He let out a dramatic sigh in reply but nodded in agreement. "This is a mess." Jayden... I was impressed by how hard Emma had pushed herself. I had a lot more respect for our girl seeing her get back up no matter what I threw at her. "You did well," I said but I wasn''t in any hurry to get up. ''We were still on the mat and Emma was beneath me. Even after going through intense training she still looked as beautiful as ever. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "It''s still not good enough." She said letting out a frustrated groan. "You have the fight in you. You just need to learn to channel it in the right way." Her eyes opened then and locked onto mine. Weid there for a few silent moments before she brought her hand up to my hair and started running her fingers through it. It was such an intimate gesture that I hadn''t felt in so long and on instinct I wanted to pull away. Emma wasn''t just anyone though so I let her do what she wanted. I lowered myself with crossed arms and rested myself on her hips. She let out a cuteugh and continued to run her fingers in my head making my cold heart melt. "Thank you, Jayden." Her smile had a way of making my heart flutter in such a clique way that made me so mad. (! My heart was not supposed to be melted so easily for a girl. Emma was just too good for me, but I needed her. She was like an addiction, with just a small taste of her I couldn''t help but keep wanting more. I had been fighting my attraction to her for years now and here she was giving herself over to me and not asking anything in return. At least nothing we wouldn''t give her for free. We would protect her from heaven and hell and not because she asked but because nothing was taking her from us now. I sat up after a few minutes and pulled her into myp, needing her to be wrapped around me. Holding her was like breathing and I had been suffocating for way too long. she straddled myp and looked down at me with the softest smile. "You''re beautiful did you know that?" My body went still at her words and she let out a softugh. "You really are." No one had ever called me beautiful before. Most guys would find such apliment degrading, buting from my girl I knew it was the highest ofpliments. My mother said I was handsome like my father but no one had called me beautiful before. Now that I''m older and I wear a cold no emotional expression almost all the time it was hard to imagine that anyone found my looks particrly appealing. They were probably too afraid to get a good look at me anyway. (7 Emma ced her hands on either side of my face and lowered her head to mine. "I know you don''t like people to see what is going on inside you, but please don''t shut yourself off from me. There is nothing about you that I don''t want to know and there is nothing you can tell me that will make me run." From the look in her eyes, I knew she meant every word but she had no idea just how dark I was. If I told her everything I had done I knew for a fact she would never be able to look at me again. "I know you think that, but that''s because there is so much you still don''t know," I replied hoping that we could move on from this subject. Instead, she rested her forehead against mine and sighed. "I know that all of you work for Devaro and the work you do involves shakedowns, hits, and more." She said straight out and I can''t deny how surprised I was. "How do you know all that?" I needed to know who had shared all this with our girl who didn''t need to know all the crap we did. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Rumors mostly but with Devaro''s visit and other things I have overheard and seen I put everything together. Jayden if I didn''t know what you guys were capable of I wouldn''t have asked for your help." She had a point and we hadn''t even considered that she knew more than we thought. Iwas thinking it over as she moved slightly and lifted my head up to look at her again.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. "I don''t care about that Jay, I care about you. I care about the others and I know that you guys will never hurt me again. At least I hope not." Thatst bit was meant as a joke I knew but it hit hard that she still wasn''t sure if she was safe with us. "We will never hurt you Emma I swear. We....I...." It was too soon to say it I knew that but she needed to know that there was a good reason why I would never hurt her again. ''I''m in love with you." Her body stiffened in my arms and her eyes went wide. "W-what?" She asked with a shaky voice and I immediately regretted saying it, but there was no taking it back. "[ mean that..." [had no words, my brain failed me as panic set in. Thad told a girl I loved her only once before and that didn''t turn out well either. My eyes had fallen away from Emma''s and I got lost in my thoughts trying to push down all my feelings like I always did. Then her soft hands brushed along the back of my neck soothingly making me feel like putty in her hold. "You really love me?" My heart pounded in my chest. I didn''t know how I knew I loved her. It was a bunch of little things that I just loved about her since I saw her freshman year. The way her hair looked sunkissed every first day of school, the way her eyes looked like deep gxies with a million stars in them. I loved how big her eyes were and how innocent they made her look. I loved the sweet sound of her voice and how just the sound of it calmed me. I loved the softness of her hands whenever she touched me, and how she smelled like cherry blossoms. I loved how she looked at me like she could see the darkness in me and wasn''t afraid of it. Sure she had been afraid of me for a long time because she never tried to see me. She was too busy trying to hide that she didn''t dare look me in the eye if she could help it. I just loved her for seeing me and wanting me even after everything I had done. Her heart was pure and big and more than a guy like me deserved. So to answer her I said, "Yes. I love you." Her smile made my heart burst and when she leaned down to kiss me, I kissed her back as hard as I could. Chapter 30 Four or Dead Emma...Present... I decided to sleep with Jayden that night because there was no way I could be away from him after what he told me. It meant so much to me to hear him say those words. Coming from him it was a big deal and I wanted to cuddle him so badly after. He may not be a cuddly kind of guy but he made me swoon and I was going to be all over him from now on. Logan would probablyin that I am showing Jayden some special attention for the next few days but I can''t help it.) Hearing someone say they love me had my heart doing some crazy things. Jayden didn''t seem to mind the idea of me sleeping with him and he even curled closer to me like it was so natural for me to be there. "You''re going to get all clingy now aren''t you?" I asked him teasingly. "I may but if you tell me to leave you alone I will," He said with a promise. I turned to look up at him and smiled. "I would never tell you to leave me alone. I know this is new to you though so don''t push to please me. L understand if there are things you aren''tfortable with." He took a moment to consider my word as I went back to resting my head on his chest. "Truthfully it is a little strange to cuddle in general or be affectionate at all. I always felt too cold-hearted to even enjoy those things anymore. But with you... it feels right." 1) My lips turned up into a huge smile at his sweet words and I held him tighter. "You are actually really good at this. Maybe better than Logan."} He huffed out an amusedugh. "I find that hard to believe. He has that whole perfect boyfriend thing going on.'' I let my hands trail along his broad chest absentmindedly. "He isn''t perfect, no one is," Jayden grumbled in disagreement but I ignored it. He gets crazy jealous but not in a bad way. I just reassure him and he turns back into his cute cuddly self again. He let his hands run down my side and stay fixed on my hip. "I can''t promise I will be anything like that but I will try my best to make you happy. Thated that he didn''t think he was enough for me and I was determined to make sure he knew he was. I looked up at him again and his face turned to me as well. My hand left his chest and brushed along his jaw. "I don''t want you to be anything but you. I love everything about you, darkness and all. I love you." He tensed under my touch for just a moment before he lowered his head and closed the space between us and met my lips with his. This kiss was soft and slow as he poured all his gratitude and hope into me. It was so intimate and gentle that it could have easily progressed to more but he moved away before that could happen. I knew the boys wanted me to have time to be ready to take those next steps and it made me love them more. 7) We stayed wrapped in each other for a few more extra minutes and I must have drifted off because a loud banging woke me and had me shooting up in the bed. My eyes scanned the room on instinct but when I turned I found Jayden sleeping peacefully beside me. The panic I felt began to subside until another bang rang out. "What is that?" Jayden asked, his voice deep and gravely from sleep. "I don''t know. I think someone is banging on the door." He pulled back the covers and I followed. Jayden quickly made his way to his bedroom door and out as more banging rang out through the first floor. When he finally reached the door everything happened so fast. I don''t even know how it happened but the sound of a gun had my ears ringing. I watched as Jayden fell to. the ground, blood spraying all over. I screamed and tried to get to him but something had a hold on me. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! My body was pulled away and toward the door as I struggled to reach Jayden. My ears were still ringing as I was roughly dragged out of the house and I caught a glimpse of Jayden trying to stand and reach for me. He was hurt though and it was making him stumble as he slipped on the blood coating the floor. I was pushed toward a car running and wait nearby and shoved into the driver''s seat. I scrambled to get out until I felt the cold touch of metal against my head. I looked up and was met with the burning eyes of my father. "Get in or I shoot you right here, right now.'' He said in a calm voice that had chills running across my skin.) I nodded with a shaky breath and climbed in properly. He mmed the door shut and I heard shoutinging from behind the car. In the rearview mirror, I could see Logan running toward the car. My father held his gun out and shot at Logar and another scream escaped my lips. My father kept shooting until he jumped into the passenger seat and turned his gun to me "Drive now!" He shouted. * I I didn''t argue. I needed to get him away from my guys. ''Where do I go?" I ask just above a trembling whisper. "Head toward the highway." He growled out with his gun still pointing at me. "You are going to regret what you''ve done to me! You will pay for this I swear!" He shouted at me as I drove, shaking the gun around dramatically. (! I could smell the alcohol on him and I knew that he could easily kill me if I said or moved in any wrong way. "Dad please..." I knew begging wouldn''t save me but I had to try. "Shut up and take a left!" He yelled at me pushing the gun into my Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! temple yet again. He barked out directions and I followed them to the letter and soon we were driving down the nearest highway. My mind was panicking but the longer I drove Jayden''s voice begin to flicker in my mind. "Protecting yourself is not just about fighting until your opponent is too hurt to fight back. It''s about being smart. If someone has a hold on you, you don''t thrash around and tire yourself out. You hit key points to loosen their hold on you enough to getaway. So when someone is threatening you, calm your mind and look for a way out." Jayden''s words echoed in my mind like he was sitting right beside me. (* He was right. I was panicking because of the gun aimed at my head, but I realized that my dad couldn''t kill me. If he did he would have nothing to bargain with, He was trying to scare me enough that I wouldn''t fight back. With this in mind, I knew I needed to find a way to get out of this car.)This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. My eyes scanned the area around us but there wasn''t much but trees and more trees. There weren''t many options with us being on a highway going 70 miles per hour. Then I realized that as much as I wanted to fight, I could end everything by simply swerving off the road. I could kill us both and it would be done. There would be no one hunting me and no one who would be able to possess me. I would be free. These few weeks had given me hope, but I needed to sacrifice myself to save the people I cared about. My father would never stoping for me, and he would happily hurt or kill anyone in his way. I nced at my father for a second and really took in what state he was in, One of his eyes was swollen from a clear beating and he seemed panicked and on edge. The arm he was using to hold the gun on me was less ridged now, and I knew that was the exact opening I needed. I slowed my breathing and screamed yanking on the steering wheel hard enough to send us flying off the road. The car jumped from the force knocking the gun from my father''s hand as the car mmed headfirst into the grass before bouncing back. He cursed and I pressed harder on the gas as we moved closer and closer to the trees. "Don''t be stupid Emma! You''ll kill us!" My father screamed trying to grab for the wheel. (= He was toote and the impact from hitting the tree mmed darkness all around me. Chapter 31 Four or Dead Emma... Two Years Ago... My eyes shifted between the stranger and my father while my heart pounded violently in my chest. I had no idea who the guy was or why he was standing against my father but part of me was grateful. No one had stood up to my father like that and it felt nice for just a split second. He didn''t even know my story but he could see I needed help and that was all he needed to want to help me. My father let out a wickedugh and moved closer to the man who was slowly moving to block my father from even looking at me. "Move aside boy. You have no business here." My father growled out. "From the looks of things it''s you who isn''t wee, so you should be the one who''s leaves." The stranger said towering over my father by at least afoot. (* My heart clenched tighter as I recognized the look in my father''s eyes; I knew it well. He was livid and that always ended the same way...with me passed out on the floor bruised and beaten. "T''ll say this one more time before I show you to the door. Leave." My father said pushing the guy hard enough to make him stumble back a little. Treached out and helped him steady himself but he continued to block me. As much as I wished he could stay so I didn''t have to face my father alone, he needed to leave. I didn''t want him to get hurt because of me.) "It''s ok. Go." I whispered to him and he turned to me and gave me a stubborn look. I shook my head and told him to go and I thanked him. He hesitated for a moment more before stepping up to my dad. "Only a coward hurts a woman. You are nothing but a coward for hurting your daughter and if I have ever meet you again I will show you what a real beating is." The guy had guts that was for sure but I hoped to never see him again. That would mean he was safe. If my father ever did see him, he would kill him without a thought. The moment the door to my room closed my father stalked toward me. He reached out slowly and brushed a thumb across my cheek in a way that would seem gentle and sweet but only made me feel sick. "Oh, Emma you have really made a mess, haven''t you? See when you were brought to the hospital and they noticed all the bruises on you they call people. People like social services and that is a pain for me." He leaned in closer to whisper in my ear. "How many people need to die before you learn your ce." See my father had killed before. More than once in fact and it was all to keep me in check. Once when I was nine or so I wandered away from my father in the store for a minute. The second I saw someone who worked at the store I asked them to help me. They led me to the small office and told me they would call the police. My father found us somehow and beat the woman unconscious before she could even leave the room. I don''t actually know if she died but I never saw her again anytime we went back to that store. 4 Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! My father continuing to go there told me that she was either dead or hadn''t reported the assault. I tried one other time to ask someone for help and my father choked the man right in front of me and left the guy in an alley for someone else to find. My father was untouchable because he had the money and status to get out of anything. At least that is how it seemed. He would talk and brag about all the things he had done and will do that could never be pinned on him. It made i clear to me that he was untouchable, and that was probably why he didn''t bother hiding such things from me.This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. After he killed that man in front of me I gave up trying to get away and resigned myself to the fact that I would never escape. My father was a monster of the worst kind and I was his blood which meant deep down a little bit of that monster lived in me too. I never sought it out and I never looked for it but I always knew it was there. My father pulled me from the hospital against the wishes of my doctors and dragged me home by my wrist. His tight hold caused my wounds to bleed again but he didn''t even notice. (* "You are so stupid Emma. You just don''t learn. How many times do I need to remind you that you can''t escape me? Even death doesn''t want you!" He said with a sadisticugh as we drove home, one hand tight on my thigh. "It''s not what you think!" I said trying to lessen the punishment I knew would be waiting for me. When we got home we walked into the house in total silence and my father walked straight to the mini bar in the living room. I stood in front of the closed front door and watched him anxiously. "You know, I had a very important meeting today with an investor. One Thad to cut short because of your little stunt. It''s a good thing that my reputation of sess is well known and it didn''t take much convincing to get them to agree. Of course, I had to sweeten the deal a little. So it''s a good thing you didn''t seed this time because you are going to make daddy a lot of money." He looked at me over the rim of his ss and I shuddered at his words. "What do you mean?" I hazard to ask. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! He slowly lowered his now empty ss and smirked at me, and it was then I realized what he meant. I was the thing to sweeten his deal and screwing up my attempt to get away had now left me bleeding in a lion''s den. To my surprise, he turned around and walked to his office not saying another word to me. I stood in silent shock for a few seconds before taking off as fast as I could to my room. It was one of the many times I wished I could lock myself in my little sleep space, but with the lock being on the outside it wasn''t possible. My father didn''te for me at all that night but the thought he might was enough to keep me from sleeping. When morning came he called me down for breakfast, which had been a first. 1 didn''t object to food when I could get it though, so I nervously walked downtown the stairs to meet him. When I made my way down I heard the TV on and saw my father sitting on the couch with a drink in hand. I stopped for a moment to nce at what my father was watching and what I saw caused the blood in my veins to run cold. "A body was found today..." The woman on the TV began to say but the rest was drowned out by the sound of my pounding panicked heart. =) On the screen was a photo of the man who had brought me to the hospital. The one who had stood up to my dad and tried to protect me. The photo was a senior photo and he was smiling beautifully. He had a normal life before he found me and now he was.....dead.) "Looks like there was an ident. So young. It''s really too bad, don''t you think?" My father asked and I turned to him and saw the coldness in his eyes and a smirk on his face. I was never getting away, not without leaving a trail of bodies in my wake. People got hurt every time I tried to get away and I couldn''t take that chance gain, Never again. (+ Chapter 32 Four or Dead Jayden...Present... Emma''s father had shot me but he had no idea that it would take more than that to kill me especially when Emma needed me. Thankfully her father, in his hurry to get Emma, had been a lousy shot. The bullet grazed me putting on quite the show of blood which was a mess, but hardly anything I couldn''t handle. Logan ran back inside as Asher checked out my wound. (*) "Where is she?" I growled out when he walked toward us. "He pushed her into a car and they took off in the direction of the highway," Logan replied his voice breathy I guessed from chasing after them. "Do we still have a tracker on his car?" Asher nced at Lnd our tech boy nodded. "We can track them but I can''t guarantee that they haven''t already reached wherever it is he was taking her. We could be toote for what he has nned." Leo admitted with a hard swallow of obvious fear. "Let''s hope that isn''t the case, Now let''s go get our girl." I said standing and grabbing a bandage for my arm. No one said a thing as we all filed into Asher''s car and Logan pulled up the tracking app on his phone.) N?velDrama.Org is the owner. "This can''t be right." He said suddenly. "What?" Asher asked impatiently through a clenched jaw. "It says his car isn''t on the main highway. It looks like..." Leo raised his head to meet our eyes. "The signal ising from the state park along the highway a mile away from exit 73." "What? What does that mean?" Asher was losing his cool and that was never a good thing. "Leo what does that mean!" "I don''t know! It''s a dot on a map I don''t know what that could mean! ''They could have pulled over or...or they could have..." Leo was choking on his words as the possibilities ran through his mind. "Or they could have crashed," Asher said finishing Leo''s thought. "Dammit!" Asher''s angershed out as he mmed his hand on the steering wheel and his foot on the gas. We flew down the highway at an illegal speed scanning the area off the road for any sign of Emma. As we rounded a bend something caught my eye. The tail light of a car was blinking while the rest of the car seemed to be down an embankment and too hidden to see. "There! Pullover!" I yelled to Asher and he immediately mmed on the brake and pulled to the side causing all of us to slump forward from the sudden stop. I jumped out of the car before the car had fully slowed and didn''t stop until I was standing a few feet from the car. "Emma!!!" My voice boomed through the trees and we all fell silent for the breakfast second in hope of hearing her. I") "Jayden!" My girl''s voice hit me harder than a bullet and I ran down the small hill until I stood by the driver''s side of the car. My eyes met Emma''s wide panicked ones and for a moment I let out a breath of relief. She was alive if not a little banged up. She had clearly hit her head as was evident by the small cut near her hairline and the small amount of blood that fell from the wound. "Emma!!!" I pulled on the door as hard as I could but it creaked and strained against my hold. "Emma are you ok?" She whimpered and tried to move but it was clear her legs were pinned. "Tm stuck!" "Ok! Ok baby hang on!" Logan yelled to her from the other side of the car. T leaned down a little to nce toward Emma''s father and assess the risks he may cause. He was knocked out with a huge gash on his head and more blood was around him from wounds I couldn''t see. Logan used his elbow to shatter the ss and quickly checked the guy''s pulse. z) "He''s still alive." He called out before trying the passenger door. It opened with a loud creak and Logan leaned across Emma''s father to try and unbuckle him and get him out of the way. "It won''t budge!" Logan yelled as he pulled harder and still it did not budge. The guy let out a groan and started to wake and the thought of him still being alive caused my anger to flood every part of me until I was seeing pure red. He should be dead. He should have died and set Emma free. "Jayden, it''s ok. I''m ok." Emma started to say as my eyes fixed on the man who hurt my girl. How did trash like him escape death over and over? He needed to die and that was the only thought running through my head at that moment. Emma must have been able to see my intentions because she kept calling out for me but I didn''t listen. The world around me was silent except for the pounding of my heated blood pumping to my dark heart. I walked over to the passenger''s side of the car and bent over so that I was face to face with the beast himself. "You threatened to kill my girl. You were going to sell her off like she was nothing to you! You beat her and hurt her everyday of her life! You''re a monster of the worst kind and you don''t deserve to live." My anger was pounding at the door of my restraint. (") ''The guyughed. Laughed. "You are no better than me. I know exactly who you guys are. Jayden Lee, orphan, murderer, and thug. Who are you to say I am a monster when you and are the same, Huh?" He spit out along with a good amount of blood. (7 Augh escaped me, one deep and dark. "You are scum, the lowest kind of man. Men who hit women are weak, and you will nevery a hand on Emma again. Never." My eyes nced around for something, anything I could use to finish this guy. (") Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! My eyesnded on arge piece of ss and I removed the shirt I was wearing and wrapped it around my hand before grabbing the ss. shard. "Jayden...bro...what are you doing?" Asher asked as my hand tighten around the ss. "See sometimes in car idents flying ss can hit people in all the wrong ces." I held the ss to his chest. "Like here...or here." I moved the shard of ss to his throat and I let it slide along the front of his neck without breaking the skin, and he swallowed hard. "an ident like this can cause severe injuries that bleed so much that you die. And you...need to die." A smirk appeared on my face as I stopped the ss right by his carotid artery. (*) "Jayden! Don''t! The police could be here any second, just let him go." Emma cried out to me. I knew why she tried to stop me. She didn''t want me to be a murderer but I already was, what was one more name on my list? So without hesitation, I pulled the ss back and sliced through his neck causing blood to spray everywhere. Emma screamed and my eyes shot up to hers as she looked at me in horror. Her face was sttered with her father''s blood and it was only then that my mind cleared and the taste for blood turned to ash in my mouth. I had just killed Emma''s father right in front of her. ?) I didn''t feel guilt for killing the man who had hurt her for so long. I felt guilty that she saw the dark being I kept hidden from her. The sound of sirens ring had me taking a step back and looking to the others. I was still holding the bloody piece of ss and my shirt was covered in blood as well. "Go! You can''t stay!" Emma yelled to us. "No! Baby we can''t leave you here," Logan said pulling on her door like Thad trying to get her out. "Jayden has blood all over him. I''m trapped and only the firefighters can get me out. Go! Meet me at the hospital!" We all looked at each other and we knew she was right. (! We couldn''t stay. Leo stood in front of me but my mind was a mess and I barely registered his voice yelling at me. The look on Emma''s face was ying over and over in my mind.) "Jay we have to go! Now!" Leo yelled as he pulled on my arm. I looked to Emma onest time and saw fear. I couldn''t tell if she was afraid of me or that I could be caught. That was enough to snap me out of my thoughts and I gave her onest look before taking off after the others. Asher immediately started the car and pulled away in time for the first responders to not see us.") Chapter 33 Four or Dead Emma... The next day... The annoying beeping sound in my ear was driving me crazy but it was thankfully waking me from the memories tormenting me through my dreams. My head was pounding and my whole body ached as I tried to shift and wake myself uppletely. "Uh please make that thing stop!" I growled, my raspy voice taking me by surprise. "Sorry babe it''s letting us know your heart is still beating." I scoffed out augh and turned in the direction of the voice to see a blurry version of Logan. A few blinks and his face became clear. He was stunning and I smiled wide seeing that face of his. You know when you love someone when you just melt at the mere sight of them. "Hey," I say squeezing his hand. His smile just about killed me then and there. These boys don''t take it easy on my heart. There is only one of me, how much do they think I can take? It just isn''t fair, and I loved every bit of it.) "Pm d you''re awake. I hate seeing you here again." His face turned sad but I just squeezed his hand a little tighter. "Pm okay Logan. Don''t worry. Although my leg is killing me." I nced down at my leg to see a cast all the way past my knee. "Oh my gosh." "You fractured your leg in the ident," Leo says and I turn to see him sitting on the other side of my bed, a good distance away. He had be more distant and the distance couldn''t be any more clear. "Wow. That is a huge cast. How long will I needed to wear it?" I ask. I? I "For a few weeks baby but don''t worry we will take good care of you," Logan says kissing me on the forehead. God, I loved him. I hadn''t told him yet but I was sure now. I felt such a strong pull to him and I always felt cared for a safe, and my heart fluttered any time I was near him. If that wasn''t love I guess I would never know..I I turned my head up to look at him and he smiled down at me before leaning down to ce a soft kiss on my lips. I melted against his touch instantly and I couldn''t help the hum of contentment that escaped me. He smiled against my lips before pulling away just slightly. "I love you." He whispered through the inch of space between us and I smiled wide. There was no way I wasn''t saying it back because man I really did love him. "Tove you too." I had never seen him so happy. His face beamed as soon as the words left my mouth and he grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me harder. We hadpletely forgotten that we weren''t alone until Leo let out an awkwardugh. "T would tell you guys to get a room but I guess you already have one and we are just intruding." Logan moved away from me and I looked away, my face heating in embarrassment. When I lifted my head again my eyes met Jayden''s I could see the battle going on inside him. He was panicking and I knew exactly why. "Actually can I get a minute alone...with Jayden?" I asked watching his eyes sh with fear. *) "Sure. We''ll be right outside." Asher said walking over to me and cing a gentle kiss on my forehead. Logan did the same and the three of them filed out leaving me and Jayden alone. The room wentpletely silent and I realized I wasn''tN?velDrama.Org is the owner. sure how to start this conversation. \* Jayden didn''t move from his spot at the end of my bed and I just watched him for a moment. I had never seen him look so anxious and I couldn''t let him stew any longer. "Come here," I said reaching my hand out to him. He hesitated for a second but stepped around the bed and headed toward me. "I know what you''re thinking right now. Talk to me." I already knew I could never hate him for what he did, but it was clear he needed to talk about it.) I wanted him to be open with me about everything so I was giving him that chance. "Come sit," I tell him, moving slightly to make room for him to sit next to me. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! He was still hesitating but I raised a brow and gave him a stern look. He let out a smallugh and did as I asked. "Jay-" I started to say but he cut me off. "I messed up Emma. I let my anger get the best of me." He said his voice punishing. "Are you ok?" I asked. "I thought he shot you. How are you not in the bed next door?" He turned to me and looked truly confused. "It was a surface wound, thanks to your dad being a lousy shot. It hurt like hell and bled a lot but I''m fine. Why are you worried about that with everything going on?'' He really didn''t know? Boys could be stupid sometimes. \¡ã) "Because I was scared. I don''t want to lose you." I admit to him. I'' "How can you say that after what I did?" He growled standing and putting distance between us. I sighed again because these boys really thought I was somehow too good for them. The thing they kept forgetting was that I had been around monsters my whole life. I even lived with one, and they were nowhere near what I would consider a monster. They were my guardian angels and Jayden had given me freedom. How could I ever hate him for that?! "Jayden you saved me. I was scared not of you, but what could happen to you if someone found out what you had done. You could be locked away because of what you did for me. I''m scared because what if the police show figured out what really happened? I can''t lose you guys now...you''re all I have left." I knew my heart would break if I lost even one of these guys. (¡ã He turned to me and I could see how torn he felt. They had warned me how dark their blood ran but I could never be afraid of them. I wasn''t blind, I saw every piece of them. They were good and had to make hard decisions. They all lost a lot and were dragged into a life that gave them a family. "T would never let anyone take you from me. Never." He said and when he stepped closer to me I felt relief.) I would be heartbroken if he was so torn up about this that he would shut me out for good. He hesitated for a moment more before moving toward me and imed my lips in desperation. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "You are mine forever. Do you understand? I could never let you go. I need you." I smiled up at him and nodded. "You have me." And his lips met mine again. J loved him...and three other guys. It was crazy I knew that but I didn''t care. Before now I had no one and suddenly I had four guys who cared for me enough to kill. It was twisted and dark but it was us. Jayden and I sat quietly for a few more minutes before the other boys joined us again. Our conversation fell silent when the door to my room opened and a doctor that wasn''t mine walked in. "Emma Grace?" "Yes." "Hello. I was the doctor who treated your father when he arrived. I''m sorry to tell you this but he didn''t make it." The doctor said offering me a sympathetic look. \* "T-thank you," I said, my voice trembling. My father was really dead, and the man who killed him was standing right beside me this very minute. Of course, there was no way anyone would find out because if they did I would be considered an aplice for even knowing what happened and not reporting it. I was barely eighteen and could be looking at prison time if the truth ever got out. Not long ago I was trying to get through my senior year and find a way out of this town for good, but now I have no idea what I''ll do. All I know is that I was left with four boys and no idea what will happen next. I would be lucky to make it another day without my lifepletely falling apart. "You''re with us now. Now and forever." Jayden''s hot breathy voice said against my ear sending a shiver down my spine. ( "Lam," I replied looking at each of my guys. We were five broken pieces pulled together in the darkness and bound together by fate. I believe that without a doubt that we were meant to find each other especially after the weeks that followed. I hadn''t realized just how much I needed them until everything from my past came for me. It''s exactly what people say...-you can never escape your ind mine wasing with a vengeance. Our story was far from Chapter 34 Four or Dead Asher.... Two weekster... "asher please I can walk to my ss alone. I don''t need an escort everywhere I go." Emma had been trying to get us toy off her since she came home from the hospital but there was no way that was happening. Our girl may have nine lives but with her luck, she was bound to get into something that she wouldn''t be able to escape from. We were done with being scared half to death anytime Emma went anywhere without us. She was still in a cast and with her officially with us I was sure some jealous slut would try to hurt her when our backs were turned. Andrea was also back and I didn''t trust her further than I could throw her. She had been blowing me up since she returned and I was close to throwing her in the basement the way she did to Emma if she kept testing my patience. She acted like nothing had happened and there wasn''t much we could do to keep her away. We could kill her but my father hadn''t nned on doing that just yet. She was easy coteral if needed. So yeah I was watching my girl as much as possible. >) "Babe we go through this every day. We don''t want to leave you alone when you are on crutches. I don''t trust any of these people to not take advantage of it." I reminded her. 7) She sighed and I smiled. I admit we had been more protective of our gir! since she came back to school but we weren''t about to leave her to be targeted in her state. She was on crutches and I wasn''t going to allow someone to go after her to get to one of us. There were people, girls mostly, that felt they were better suited to be with us. Like our girl was in the way of them having a chance with us. Guys wanted her simply for the fact that they thought she would put out for anyone since she was with all of us. We of course put those guys in their ce with a convincing warning. A warning that was physical in nature. It was juvenile and ridiculous but people always want what they can''t have. That alone makes people stupid and desperate. We didn''t want to risk Emma''s safety again. Logan was the worst out of all of us, as per usual, and didn''t feel the least bit ashamed. He loved our girl openly and made sure everyone knew it. He told her he loves her every chance he''s gotten since she woke in the hospital after the ident. I didn''t know if the other guys had also admitted their feelings to her yet but I had the urge to every time I looked at her. She was the light chasing away all my demons. She was beautiful inside and out even after everything she endured. I could not understand how she could still be so kindhearted after people had hurt and betrayed her. I was in awe of her and when she let out her sassy side I loved her even more. I * It had taken time but she had befortable enough with us to let all her sides show. Her sass was amusing and adorable which drove her crazy because it only amused us. She was cute in everything she did and I could watch all her adorable quarks all day. Corny I know but damn this girl had us all falling hard. I had no idea what real happiness was until she tumbled into our lives these past weeks..* When we finally reached her ss and she turned her beautiful doe eyes to me and pouted it took all my strength not to tell her then and there that I loved her. I wanted our moment to be special though so I simply smiled down at her and pulled her against me. Our girl was a tiny thing but she had a fire in her that made up for it. She was one of the strongest people I have ever met. "I know this seems like a lot but I just want you to be safe. Believe me, I have seen you fight with Jayden and I have no doubt you can hold your own now, but not in this condition. So can you humor us just until your back on your feet?" I all but begged her.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. Her lips crept up into her usual sweet smile. "Fine but you owe me." Her words made me smile down at her in return. "Anything you want baby it''s yours." And I meant every word. I would give her the world if she asked for it.) Sheughed. "You are going to regret saying that." Inever would because I already knew she would never ask anything of us that we couldn''t give her. We had to force her to ept things from us and let us spoil her. She had been raised with the bare minimum and gave up hoping for things long ago. So we made sure to get her everything she could ever need. She deserved everything we could offer her and more. "You guys do enough for me already. There isn''t anything I want or need." Emma said as I expected. "I have to go. See you at lunch." I leaned closer to her and stole a kiss before I let her go and she walked into ss awkwardly hopping on her crutches. I hated seeing her like this, hurt but putting on a strong face. My eyes lingered on her for a moment longer before I turned to head to my ss. A few steps away I saw Leo leaning against a wall. "You guys have gotten close. You look almost as love-struck as Logan now." He quipped with a hint of a scowl. I sighed. Leo had been distant for weeks now and Emma was worried she had done something to upset him. It confused me too since the rest of us had made a point to not shy away from our feelings for Emma after what happened. "What is up with you?" I asked him firmly, my annoyanceshing out at him. "Nothing." He replied sharply. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "You think none of us see how you''ve been avoiding Emma? She sees it too. So what is it?" The hold on my anger was starting to faultier. "It''s nothing... just..." Leo''s body detes slightly. There was something going on with him, and it was up to me to figure out what it was. "Leo, what happened? When Emma first moved in with us you seemed happy, excited even. But the longer she has been with us the more you''ve been pulling back. Why?" He needed to get this out and work through it before Emma got really hurt.) "I don''t know! Okay? I don''t know. Being with her again... it was likeing up for air but it just reminds me of how bad I hurt her. I don''t deserve to be happy after what I did. I let her go, and she was hurt not only by her father but by us. I loved her even though I never told her and she looked at me with hurt and betrayal every day for three years!" He confessed, his voice rough with frustration. He started to pace and his anger and fear were radiating in clouds around him. "Leo she has already forgiven you. She loves you even after everything. She doesn''t me you, why can''t you see that? Let go Leo. You don''t have to forget what''s happened but you can try to make it up to her instead of shutting her out. She needs us, she has no one else. Don''t make her lose you all over again. Fix this." I would help my friend but if he hurt Emma again he would have us to deal with and I wouldn''t shy away from beating some sense into him. Our girl deserved better than to walk on eggshells around him because she had no idea what was going on inside his head. Like I said, anything our girl wanted she could have. She wants Leo, and Leo needed to deliver or bow out. Chapter 35 Four or Dead Leo... Present.... Asher''s words echoed in my mind long after we spoke, making it hard to hear anything my teacher said for the entire ss I had to sit through. I was an idiot! I needed to see Emma and make things right with her. I couldn''t let her feel like I didn''t want her when that couldn''t be further from the truth. Keeping my distance from her thest few weeks only made me want her more, but the uncertainty of where I stood with her was holding me back. As soon as the bell rang I shot up from my seat and rushed into the hall straight for Emma''s ss. I was almost there, my mind set on one thing so much so that I didn''t notice Andrea until she stepped into my path. I stopped just in time to not run right into her. "Hey Leo! Long time no see." She said with what I was assuming was her version of a salutary voice. J looked at her like a fly buzzing around my head and tried to step around her, She didn''t care and pushed further into my personal space and had the nerve to ce her hand on my chest. My attention fell on her but not in the way she hoped it would. The blood under her touch was boiling from anger and I wished it was hot enough to burn her. ( "So I was thinking maybe you and I could go to lunch at that new cafe! What do you think? Hm?" She ran her hand up my chest and around the side of my neck. *) Was she out of her mind? I red at her but she seemed oblivious to. my hatred for her. I grabbed her wrist from traveling any further across my skin. She gasped at my hard touch and smiled up at me. (! "No thanks," I said tly and tried again to move away from her. Sheughed and stepped back just enough to openly check me out. "You look good by the way. Better than before I left. Absolutely tempting!" This girl was crazy. She had barely noticed me when she was with Asher, and now she was all over me. "Andrea, what the hell do you want?" I asked with a frustrated sigh. ''Well, I''ve noticed things are pretty frosty between you and the little rat. So I''m guessing things are not going well there. Maybe you and I could have some fun together instead." I scoffed at her in disbelief. was she for real? Had she forgotten that I was there when Tabetha beat the crap out of her? This chick was crazy.) She still didn''t take the hint that I wanted nothing to do with her and instead leaned further into me. "I know just how to make a guy like you forget all about that little whore." My anger was boiling deep in my stomach now and if she didn''t get off me I would forget all about our code of not harming women. "Leo?" Emma''s voice was like ice-cold water being dumped on me. My eyes shot up to meet Emma''s confused expression. Her eyes nced between me and Andrea before focusing on me again. Andrea stepped aside slightly but kept her hands on me and smirked at Emma. I immediately saw the heartbreak in her eyes but she didn''t let it show on her face. "Rat! I missed when I was away!" Andrea said with fake enthusiasm. Emma nced at her and offered a strained smile. "I am d you are doing better Andrea,'' Andrea scowled at my girl. "Yes, I''m doing a lot better! Better than you it seems." My body was frozen and myck of movement seemed to be making things worse. I could only assume that Emma saw our position as me epting Andrea''s attention. I couldn''t seem to make myself move though, and my voice was caught in my throat. "Leo and I were about to head to that new cafe!" Andrea quips, threading her arm through mine with a giggle. "Oh, I hope you two have a good time. I''ll see you at home Leo." Emma turned away and I took a step forward to stop her but Andrea tightened her grip. "Well, that was pathetic. I was sure she was going to make a huge scene." Andrea said with a huff of disappointment. I blocked her out and watched Logan swagger up to Emma with his usual smirk until he noticed the look on her face. His smile faltered and he leaned down to whisper to her. Emma shook her head and he Wrapped his arm around her. He nced back and when his eyesnded on me his face shifted into an angry scowl. He turned his attention back to Emma and ran a gentle hand down her arm as they walked through the entrance double doors. When the door mmed shut the sound jolted me from the trance I was stuck in and I turned to Andrea. I forcibly removed her hands from me, not caring if I hurt her. "DONT ever touch me again," I growled out through clenched teeth. "What? You don''t want her, I was just doing you a favor." She said with a smug smile. This was getting old and fast. My anger snapped and I grabbed her by the throat and mmed her into the nearest locker. (7 Don''t touch me again. Don''t go near Emma either. If you do you will get more than a beating. Got it?" I released her and she slid down to the floor coughing and cursing me.) I turned and didn''t look back. I weaved my way through the people littering the hallway to get to Emma and the others before they leave. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! When I finally got outside I saw my friends and Emma standing huddled near our cars. Before I could reach them or say anything, Logan marched up to me and threw a punch right at my eye. "What the hell are you doing you prick?" He yelled at me before swinging his fist again and hitting me in the mouth. I didn''t fight back. I deserved every hit he could shell out. "Logan enough!" Asher called out. Logan hesitated with his fist pulled back ready to hit me again, but he dropped it and took a step back. "You''re an idiot." He said before turning and walking up to Emma and wrapping his arms around her. Asher stepped up and held a hand out to me. I moved back and sat on a small ledge that served as a raised flower bed. "Exin Leo," Asher said crossing his arms across his chest. "andrea cornered me and put her hands all over me. She wanted me to go out with her, but before I could tell her off Emma saw us. It was just a misunderstanding! Please, Emma, I swear it was nothing!" I said whipping some blood away from my busted lip. Asher sighed and shook his head. He was ready to tell me off but Emma stepped up beside him and rested a hand on his arm. "PII take it from here." She said softly to him and he took a step back to let her move closer to me. I She watched me carefully but didn''t say anything right away. Thesitated for a moment before looking up and meeting her eyes. She seemed to be studying me as if she could see my thoughts. To my surprise, she reached out and took my face in her hands. "Leo it''s okay to want to be with someone else, you know that right? Even Andrea if you want. Just because I live with you guys now doesn''t mean that you belong to me. We didn''t agree to any specific rtionship, so just tell me what you want." She said softly. (*) I lifted my hands to cover her''s. "That''s not it." "I mean it, Leo, we are friends. I will support whatever you choose." She says and I knew she meant every word. She was too nice for her own good. Most girls would demand that I am loyal to them, but not Emma. She didn''t want to push me into anything and that just made me love her even more. Because I loved her, I think from the moment we met. J never admitted it to her, and that was one of my biggest regrets. I needed to be honest with her now while I had the chance. Theld on to her wrists and stood. She looked up at me and I smiled down at her, moving my hands to grasp hers. I don''t want anyone else. I want you. I love you, always have." I admit to her, watching her eyes widen in surprise.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! "Wha-" I don''t let her finish her thought before I lean down and brush my lips against hers. (¡ã It was a gentle kiss, and she shuddered slightly. I smiled and met her eyes again. She was beautiful and I would be an idiot to ever let her go. } "want you too." She says softly and her cheeks quickly flush a soft pink. I loved it when she would get shy like that. It was one of her many adorable qualities. "Good because you can''t get rid of me now." Sheughed and rested her head against my chest. I dropped her hands and wrapped her in my arms and held her tight. "Let''s go home," I tell her and she nods her head against me. I let her go and we walk down the sidewalk to meet the others. (") ''Well Im d that got worked out but Leo brother if you pull anything like that again I''m gonna serve up more than a few punches," Logan says yfully while squeezing my shoulder painfully. No beating each other up!" Emma called out from behind him as Jayden helped her climb into the car. I tossed my keys to Logan and rushed past him to take the seat next to Emma. I mmed the door shut as he let out a slew of curses at me before turning and heading for my car. Emmaughs and shakes her head at me. "Stop provoking him, he already made a mess of your face." I give her a innocent smile. "Worth it if I get to sit next to my girl!" Jayden groans in disgust at my corny line as he pulls out of the parking lot. Yeah, I nned on being just as corny as Logan. I couldn''t let him be her favorite without putting in a good fight. Chapter 36 probably looked like I was one of those creeps her father would bring around, but that was far from the truth. I! I saw her and immediately fell in love with her deep sad eyes. I could see the way she held herself like she was trying so hard to pretend she wasn''t hurting. When we shared that night together I saw the scars and the bruises and my blood boiled. I wanted to take her away that night, but her father wanted me to wait. For some reason he wanted her to graduate high school even though he didn''t n to let her live a productive life after she graduated. I kept an eye on her long after that night though, biding my time. In the meantime, I moved forward with my ns to create a kingdom as a gift to her. Mypany was in constantpetition with Devaro''s crew. I, however, had a much ssier and more professional arrangement with my clients. I provided clean and pure drugs, nothing but the best. My girls were clean and well taken care of, unlike the girls Devaro sent out to the bastards who were too greedy to pay good money for a girl who wasn''t strung out. People were getting wise though especially after his recent batch of drugs had two dozen people rushed to the hospital. Maybe it was a dirty trick to pay someone to tamper with his stash, but this was war and I never lose. I watched Emma smile up at one of Asher''s crew and my blood boiled. She looked at them with such affection that I was so tempted to walk up and shoot them all and take her away. I found myself clenching my gun on more than one asion on my weekly visits. The sound of Levi''s phone pulled me from my murderous thoughts just in time. "Talk....okay hang on." Levi ced the call on speakerphone and demanded an update on ourtest project. "We are in ce at the location sir." One of our men said on the other side of the call. Levi looked at me and I gave him a simple nod. "Light it up," Levi said, and we remained on the call. I could hear sudden shouts and shots ringing out on the other end. Our men had breached and were taking out as many guys as they could. "Building secure. Let''s light her up boys!" The guy yelled and I couldn''t help but smirk. These guys took way too much pleasure in destruction, but I guess we all have our vices. I preferred to keep my hands clean but I carried a gun for a reason. I wasn''t afraid to kill if I needed to, it just wasn''t my favorite way of getting things done. I preferred methods that barely left a mark but sent a clear message. A loud explosion echoed through the call with sounds of whooping and cheers from the men on our crew threaded through it. "It''s done, sir." "Good. Clean up the scene and get out of there. It won''t take long for them to find out what happened." Levi instructed before hanging up the call. I turned my attention out the window again catching Emma climbing into one of those kids'' ridiculous sports cars. Only a dumb kid would buy such a thing, which was why Emma would choose me over them when the time came. Yep, in time I would have everything and I would kill anyone who stood in my way. Because I would make Emma the queen of this city and I wouldy a crown on her head, and it will be drenched in blood. Blood of everyone who stood in my way... (7 Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Let''s go, Levi, I need to stop by the office," I say letting the fantasy of my ns melt away." "Yes sir." He says pulling away from the curb across the street from Emma''s school. "You still have a trace on them right?" I ask him as we make our way toward the main city. "Yes sir. Everything is still in ce. The guys have been alternating trips to Devaro''s main office, but Miss Grace doesn''t seem to apany them. I assume they keep her away from that part of things." I had to respect them for that at least.) Thest thing I would want to do is n an attack on Devaro and have Emma caught in the middle..¡ã "Keep an eye on things, this is going to make Devaro want to retaliate. We need to be ready." I remind Levi. "We are ready sir." He assures me. He was my second inmand for a reason. He was obedient but ruthless as hell. He didn''t mind getting blood on his hands, which was a valuable quality in a war like this.) "Did you contact the estatewyer? I would like to schedule a meeting with him before Emma meets with him." I add ncing at the schedule on my phone. "Yes, he ns on meeting her in two days. It seems like the revisions had already been made before the ident. It was probably the only time anything has gone right in that deal." Levi let slip. He always tried to keep hisments professional, but once in a while a little statement would get through that I always found highly entertaining.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! "Indeed. That man was insufferable. I have no idea how he made his fortune with his ability to mess up every deal he made." I say shaking my head. (2) "From what I could see from his finances, his business had been going bankrupt. He had several random deposits that seemed to cover most of his losses but the business was still bleeding money from bad investments." Levi had been keeping track of everything involving the deal for Emma. In truth, I wanted to be sure her father wasn''t so desperate enough to sabotage our deal to get a higher payday. Thankfully the others he spoke to were as stupid and greedy as he was, and we were able to buy them off easily. The one smart thing he did was ensure that the man who married Emma would get a sizable dowry. She, however, wouldn''t see a penny of it. Even in death, he wanted to make sure Emma got nothing. ?) I didn''t need the money, but it wouldn''t hurt to have it either. Taking down Devaro was bing a very expensive pastime. He was like a cockroach, extremely hard to kill. There was no way I would back down though, I had a kingdom to grow and I wanted every piece of it to be branded with my name. My git!''s and mine, forever. Chapter 37 Four or Dead This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. Asher...Present... As soon as we arrived home my phone rang out echoing in the silence of the small hallway that led from the front door to the living room. I nced down to see the word ''dad'' sh on the screen. My steps fell short and my whole body stiffened. Emma nced back and met my eyes. She saw everything when it came to us, any mood we were in she somehow sensed it. I offered her a forced smile and nod and she seemed to understand that I needed a minute alone. "Pl be right back," I say to the others before heading up the stairs to my room. The guys grumbled a few words of acknowledgment before disappearing into the main part of the house. I took the stairs two at a time until I reached my room. I groaned as my phone rang again and again. When I finally closed the door I answered with a growl of annoyance. "What is it, dad?" I all but yelled into the phone. "Son, it''s nice of you to pick up this time." My father said as soon as I answered his call. "Twas at school, and I wasn''t going to answer a call in the middle of ss." I retorted. "Since when do you care about your schoolwork? If I recall you were barely passing them a couple of months ago." He reminded me. (* He wasn''t wrong, but things had changed. Before I didn''t care one bit about doing well in school since I didn''t n to go to college. I did the bare minimum to graduate and that was all. I still didn''t know what I wanted for my future, but one thing I knew for sure was I wanted Emma. I wanted her so bad that I wanted to try harder in things. Even though she didn''t expect or ask us to change, I wanted to be worthy of her. "What do you want dad?" I ask my voice not the least bit amused. I didn''t want to do this back and forth with him much anymore. "Well, we have ourselves a bit of a situation. Someone hit one of our warehouses and we lost arge amount of product and at least a dozen of our crew." He continued to list off all the things lost in what he exined was a strategic attack. I followed but didn''t care one bit about anything he was saying. Just like school, I did the bare minimum of following and involving myself in the crew businesstely. The four of us had been done with this life for a while now, and it almost felt like fate that Emma came to us just when those ns started to fall into ce. We didn''t want her anywhere near my father''s business and the sooner we could get out, the sooner we could take her far away from it all. We were in the final part of our n now and soon this would all be behind us. We would all have new identities and live in a cozy house maybe in another country. In truth, we nned on letting Emma decide where she wanted to go because we would follow her anywhere. She didn''t know about these ns yet, we wanted to surprise her. But those were thoughts for another time. "What do you want me to do about it dad?" I ask cutting him off. He let out a huff of frustration but moved on to the real reason why he was calling. "We need to let ourpetitors know that this little stunt won''t hurt us in the least. So I want to hit a target from each of our known opposing crews." I could almost hear the self-righteous smirk on his face. He thought he was untouchable, but he didn''t know how many times I could have killed him and gotten away with it. He was dumb enough to think our loyalty to him went so far that we would never attempt such a thing, but my attachment to him died when my mother did. When he turned from a loving father to the cold-hearted monster he was now.) "That is might be too much to take on with our numbers spread so thin." I remind him. "[ am well aware of our numbers boy, but that is not what I had in mind. I want the four of you to handle it. However you wish to, but I want it done by the end of the week." I ran a hand over my face and groaned. (* What he was asking was a job only a full crew could pull off, but this wasn''t the first time he sent me and my guys on a mission that could easily fail, It was as if he was constantly testing our loyalty and wouldn''t lose a bit of sleep if we all died in the process. As I said, he was a cold-hearted bastard. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "You know how hard it will be for the four of us to hit that many marks?" I ask knowing full well he understood the risks. '') "Oh don''t tell me that girl has made you weak boy. You used to agree to. these kinds of things without question, and now you are whining about the dangers. Look son let me just tell you, that girl will run far away when she sees what kind of beast you are. When she knows the number of people you have killed...a sweet girl like that would never be able to look at you the same." He taunted. I clenched my teeth. "Leave her out of this. You don''t know anything about her." Heughed at my reply. Not a niceugh, one that almost sounded like a threat. ) "Wow, she really has gotten under your skin. I don''t me you though, when I saw her I imagined all the things I could do to her. Even when she tried to be brave I could see the innocence in her eyes. Mmmm...1 can just imagine the sounds she would make." Heughed again and I wanted to curse him and threaten him but I didn''t.) I didn''t want him to hear just how much Emma want to me because he would want her. He would want to take her just because I had her. He would be just like those men who had hurt her all those years. Worse even, because he would happily pass her around to other members of the crew. I could never let that happen. "We''ll get the job done. Is there anything else?" I said instead. "Not now, but next time youe to see me why don''t you bring that girl of yours. I think I would like to get to know her a little better." I hung up on him before he could say anything more. (*) My anger burst out of me the moment the call ends and I send my phone smashing into the nearest wall as a result. My chest rises and falls as my emotionssh out all around me. I would never let him near our girl ever again! We needed to get out of this town soon. I wouldn''t be able to keep her out of my father''s reach for much longer. He was mentioning her more and more and the more we tried to keep her away was making him more obsessed.) Before I could rage again, I heard a soft knock at my door. "asher?" Emma''s soft voice hits me like a bullet and I lose my breath again. "Are you ok?" At that moment I knew I needed her. She was an anchor for my temper and my anger, nothing calmed me like her. So I stock over to the door and take onest deep breath before opening it. My girl stands in front of me and seeing her uncurls some of the anger that had coiled tight inside me almost instantly. I) "Hey." Is all I can seem to get out. "Hi. [heard a bang, are you ok? You didn''t punch a wall or something did you? You know that''s a one-way flight." She smirks at me and I can''t help but snort out a smallugh. Her smile grows wider when she sees her little joke made me smile. I step toward her and wrap her in my arms and she grunts when I hold her a little too tight. I take a step back and her grip on her crutches loosens sending them crashing to the ground. I don''t care and decided to just leave them where they fell. She didn''t need them when she was in my arms, and I wasn''t about to let her go yet. "I still need to breath.'' She says teasingly but I still don''t go easy on her. 2) I don''t put her down until we are on my bed and I position her to sit on myp. It''s still dark in my room thanks to my ckout curtains and I don''t bother to turn a light on. I don''t want to see anything, I just want to feel. She wraps her arms around my neck and I rest my head against her chest listening to her heartbeat melodically. Her heart spoke to mine and mine began to rx and beat in rhythm to her''s as if it was answering her call. Poetic right? That''s what she did to me. Everything about her was a poetic experience. "Do you want to talk about it?" She asks softly. I sigh but I don''t move away from her. Instead, I man up and say those three little words that would have tasted like poison on my tongue. Saying them to Emma though would only further cement my feelings for her, and things would never be the same again. Cause I was in...all in. "Love you," I say into the darkness. "I love you." Chapter 38 Four or Dead Emma...Present... Hearing Asher say he loves me makes my heart swell and anything I could think to say is lost. I never thought even one of these guys would care about me in this way but now...I couldn''t believe they were all confes ing such feelings. It was overwhelming to say the least and was making tears burn the corners of my eyes. Who was I to deserve to hold such admiration from them? They could have anyone. I still couldn''t wrap my head around the whole situation. Was it right for me to feel like these guys were mine? I was one girl, it shouldn''t feel right and yet it does. Seeing Leo with Andrea answered the question of how I would feel if any of them wanted to date another girl. Of course, I would never ask them to only be with me, I never could ask that of them. It didn''t stop my heart from breaking at the idea though. "You don''t have to say anything. I just wanted you to know. I don''t know how I could go on without telling you. It was eating me up not saying it." Asher says nuzzling my neck and sighing. I felt tiny in his arms and yet when he did that he was the one who seemed small and fragile. Even though on the outside he was all hard muscle and towering height. He was showing his vulnerability to me hoping that I would ept him, all of him. I hoped he knew there wasn''t one thing about these guys that would make me turn away. I closed my eyes and let myself get lost in his embrace, letting his words wrap around me in warmth. He moved slightly to wrap his arms around my shoulder and pull me close to his chest and I went back to feeling tiny in his hold. All the guys were hugepared to me at my five feet two inches. Yet with me, they were soft and gentle which anyone would see as strange. They were intimidating as hell, I should know given our history, but I wasn''t afraid of them anymore. Not after seeing this side of them. They treated me like something precious to them and it was unreal and I often felt unworthy of such care. They say that I am somehow good for them but that seems impossible since there isn''t anything remotely special about me. I am about as average as theye. Some say I am pretty but I don''t see it. Maybe I was just taught not to see myself as anything special. My eyes were big and sad looking, my hair was long and dark with waves but had only recently looked less dull, my body was petite and thin, and my skin had only now started to look less pale. () To me, I didn''t sport anything special, but the guys called me beautiful almost every day. I guess I just had to take their word for it. My thoughts were stolen away when Asher moved me back from his chest and immediately dropped his lips to my neck in frantic desperation. "Emma..." My name was a whisper on his lips. That along with his lips softly brushing against my now burning skin made me melt into his touch. Every part of me rxed into him as he kissed down my neck to my corbone. I knew that I had been scared to take the next step with the guys but at this moment my brain was floating on an unexpected high from Asher''s touches. I had never felt anything like what these guys had me feeling. At this moment my fear was not even a whisper in my mind, Asher was the only thing I could feel. His hands began to move to my side and he starts to rub small circles over the fabric separating him from my bare flesh. I shiver in his hold which makes him let out a groan and I swallow hard. Something was growing and poking the side of my leg now and my heart starts to race at the direction this was going. The urge to be closer to him caught me by surprise but in the best way. This was it, and I wasn''t going to make Asher wait a moment longer, because I didn''t want to wait a minute longer either. I pushed him slightly and I reached for his face brushing my thumb over his bottom lip trying to find his mouth in the darkness of the room. Once I am sure I lean down and cover his lips with mine. A fire ignites in my belly and I lean deeper into his kiss. He meets my intensity with his own and the kiss grows desperate and intense. If I didn''t have a cast I would be straddling him by now. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! He pulls away but not far. "Are you sure?" I let out a shaky breath. "Yes. I love you and I want this." He lets out a sound that is almost animalistic and with one swift motion heys me down on the bed. He doesn''t wait for a second longer before climbing over me and crashing our lips together. I lift my head to meet his kiss as harshly as best as I can and he only pushes more. I wrap my arms around his neck and his hand moves up my thigh and dips under my top and his fingers start to move higher along my stomach, His mouth moves from my lips and travels down my jaw and along my neck again. He stops just over the part of my neck where my pulse is racing and pulls the skin of my neck between his lips. He sucks hard and I whimper softly as his hands travel higher at the same time. Just as his fingers began to dip under thece of my bra a loud knockes from the door and makes us both go still. "Hey, guys! Foods here!" Logan yells out. (* Asher growls in annoyance before calling out, "We''ll be right there." We hear footsteps retreating and Asher drops down on me and lets out a frustrated groan. I can''t help butugh a little and I wrap my arms around him. "Pm sorry," I say and he just shakes his head not bothering to lift it away from my shoulder though. "Of course it was Logan who interrupted us."This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. I say under my breath and Asher lets out augh. "bet he nned that." Asher agrees, lifting his head slightly and pressing a kiss to my lips before moving to stand. I sit up on my elbows and sigh. "Well let''s go eat then." The wind from Asher''s open window had blown back the dark curtains a little while we were having our moment and a bit of light shined through. Asher held his hand out to me and shimmied close to the edge of the bed and took his hand. He gently pulled me up and helped me to my feet before leaning down and picking me up bridal style. "You''re sleeping in my bed tonight." He says not asking and I grin at him. "T would like that," I say as we head toward the door. "And don''t think for a minute that we are done with what we started." He adds. Iugh a little. "That thought never crossed my mind." He gives me a curt nod and reaches for the door handle and gives it a good tug. He closes the door behind us and steps over my crutches like they aren''t even there and we head downstairs. I hoped we could continue what we had been doing as well because I was ready and there was no way I would chicken out now. (*) Chapter 39 Four or Dead Emma...Present... Asher and I came downstairs and he ced me on my special chair before taking a seat on the couch near me. Leo stood and brought me a te of food and gave me a sweet smile. "Thanks," I said to him with a shy smile and he leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to my lips before stepping back and taking a seat not far away. My face flushed a little and I lowered my face to hide my slight embarrassment. My rtionship with Leo had changed and it felt so right but also so different. He had gone from being distant and cold to sweet and affectionate in a day. "So what were you guys up to when I came to get you?" Logan asked giving Asher and me a knowing smirk. His knowing smile made it obvious that he knew exactly what we had been up to. All eyes fell on the two of us but Asher didn''t acknowledge or show any sign that he ever heard Logan. I was at a loss for words and the flush I had earned from Leo''s kiss raged over my face into a deep crimson. "What are you talking about?" Leo asked looking between me and Logan in confusion. "They were-" Logan didn''t get a chance to finish before I threw a pillow right at him and he chuckled. "It''s none of your business what me and my girl were up to, so shut your mouths and eat," Asher said firmly but looked to me and shed a small smirk. His promise to pick up where we left off shed through my mind and I swallowed hard. I quickly started eating and kept my eyes fixed on the TV and not on the looks I was most likely getting from the other guys. Quickly the conversation shifted to something else and my heart stopped racing and I rxed now that all the attention was no longer on me. After we finished eating the others seemedpletely entranced by whatever they were watching but my mind dance nervously about what was inevitably happen with Asher. When I nced at him he was throwing smoldering looks my way and it was making nerves dance in nervous anticipation.") I felt like this was the first time I didn''t have, and I guess in a way it was. I wasn''t sure what I was meant to do when the time came and I also worried that my inexperience would make the experience less than good. Asher had been with who knows how many girls, and I am sure all those girls were more experienced than me. Another half-hourter and Asher''s patience had reached its limits. He stood and walked around the couch until he stood in front of me. He stood from his ce on the couch and walked around to stand right in front of me. I looked up at him and my heart began to race. This was Hens SD) "Ready?" He asked in his deep voice that sounded a bit huskier with his intentions hidden in the lines under his question.N?velDrama.Org is the owner. I nodded silently and he reached down to pick me up as he had earlier. I suddenly felt the heat of several eyes on us and I hid my face in Asher''s neck. I didn''t want to see their faces when I was sure they knew what Asher and I would be getting up to. Asher didn''t offer them a single nce, he simply strode past them and headed for the stairs. ''As we made our way up the stairs my heart began to pound way too loudly in my ears and I hoped to the heavens that Asher didn''t notice. When we reached the door to his room he nced down at me and gave me a cocky smirk before marching us inside. I found his cockiness both funny and frightening at the same time. Inside was dark now but his curtains had blown open a bit more allowing the moonlight to peak through. Asher set me down on the bed and stood above me for a few seconds as if he was taking everything in. Was he feeling nervous too now that we were actually going to do this? No. That''s impossible. "Asher?" I asked softly. He didn''t say anything, but he lowered himself until he was kneeling on the floor in front of me. I raised myself on my elbows to look down at him and I watched his hands travel up my leg that wasn''t in a cast until he reached the band of my shorts. I swallowed hard as he gently tugged on the fabric and began to pull the shorts away being careful of my injured leg. My cheeks med at the position he was in but I didn''t look away. Iwas afraid, and watching him seemed to be the only thing keeping focused on the here and now. He didn''t remove my panties though, instead, he stood and removed his shirt and pants quickly. I let my eyes travel down his naked chest as the moonlight cast soft light across his strong muscles. He was gorgeous and I felt overwhelmed at the sight of him. He wasn''t wasting any time. He leaned down and slid his strong arm under me and instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck. His arm flexed tight around me and he pulled me easily further onto the bed. Once he was happy with our position he hovered above me and our eyes locked. I could feel my fear slowly melt away as we looked at each other. I knew if I told him to stop he would. I could see the hunger in his eyes as well and it sent a shiver down my body. He leaned down and captured my lips in a desperate and searing kiss that immediately took my breath away. His body lowered more so that our hips were matched together and I felt how ready he was. He groaned as he ground his hips against mine and I couldn''t help the small whimper that he stole through our kiss. Our bodies together felt so amazing and it had me shifting beneath him to try and feel more. He let out a rumbling sound from deep in his chest and it vibrated along every piece of me that was touching him. Keeping our kiss going he ran one of his hands down my side until he reached the hem of my shirt and unlike before he pushed under it and moved his hand under my back. I Larched a bit and he skillfully unhooked my bra. For a brief moment, he broke our kiss and he quickly removed my shirt and bra before I could move on my own. He was desperate to make this happen and I was surprisingly ok with it. I wanted to feel everything he was offering and forever rid myself of the horrible memories I had of what sex was. He dropped to one of my breaths as soon as my chest was bare and he sucked and nibbled relentlessly making gasps escape my lips. My hands reached out of their own ord to thread through his hair as if it could anchor me. (! All the sensations I was feeling were almost making me dizzy. His lips trailed a path from my breast down my stomach and back up again until he was kissing along my neck. His hips moved in a rhythmic motion against me and I couldn''t help but match the movements. It was almost like he was showing me just how to move. I didn''t know why but it was just making me impatient. I guess I hadn''t realized how badly I had wanted this too. Asher lifts his lips away from the area on my neck he had been sucking on and looked down at me. "Ready?" He asked me softly and I gave him a nod. He quickly captured my lips and lowered his hand down to the top of my panties and did something a didn''t expect. He felt along the hem of the material for a moment before ripping it right along the hem. I jolted in surprise but he didn''t let me pull away from his kiss. With his other hand, he did the same to the other side and the material fell away from my skin. ?) His hands lowered and his fingers brushed along the sensitive skin that had been hidden under my now shredded panties. My breath began to quicken as he moved lower and lower. My eyes closed instantly as his fingers danced along the entrance of my most intimate parts. Yes, you heard me. Let''s face it, my mind was still inexperienced even in thenguage of sex. Any vulgar word had me blushing like crazy. His passionate assault on me was already overwhelming me and he must have known because one second he is touching me and the next his hand pulls away. I open my eyes and he looked back with lines of worry crowding around his brows "are you ok?" He asked nervously. "Yes," I say my voiceing out breathy and strained. He nodded and lowered his hand once more but not to touch me, instead he used it to remove hisst piece of clothing separating us. The feel of all his bare skin against mine had my body shaking slightly as my mind imagined what was toe. Memories of my first time sh through my mind for a moment and I felt the urge to recoil from Asher''s touch. I feared that the feeling of Asher inside me would make my stomach churn in the worst way, like the man who had bought me.) My body began to tremble but Asher brushed his hands gently along my sides and down past my hips. I pushed away any bad memories and tried to focus my attention on only Asher. His knee pushed my legs apart slightly and my breaths began to quicken with panic. I wanted this but my mind was flooding me with fear now that it was happening. Asher stopped and cupped a hand on my face as if he knew what was happening to me. He kissed me softly. "Emma, it''s me. Okay? It''s me." I looked into his eyes and let out a couple of calming breaths to calm myself. "It''s just you and me." (") It''s Asher. Asher, one of the men I loved. Chapter 40 Four or Dead Asher...Present... I could sense Emma''s fears as if I was inside her mind. Her body tensed and rxed over and over as I drank in every bit of her. I was not naive to think this would be easy for her and I was not mad that she seemed afraid. I knew it wasn''t because she didn''t trust me, fear of the past was hard to shake. The four of us could never me her for her fears because we had demons of our own that we tried hard to hide from. Even with that, I knew she wanted this too and I would go as slow as she needed. This was not like any of the times I shared with other girls, because yes there had been others. We had all been infatuated with Emma since we saw her and ever trying to push her away didn''t change that. We tried to distract ourselves with other girls but our desire for Emma never changed. In some ways, I regret ever touching another girl, but what is done is done. Thad taken a moment to prepare by retrieving a condom from my side table and rolling it on. Emma was trembling beneath my touch as lined myself up to her. "Take a deep breath baby. I will go nice and slow." I promised her and she nodded her head quickly. (7 As promised I slowly inched inside of her feeling the tight resistance of her muscles around me. I couldn''t help the deep groan that welled up at the sensation and the gasp that came from Emma. I moved slowly deeper inside her and her body began to rx making it easier for me to push the rest of the way in. For a few moments we remained linked together, neither of us moved. Emma opened her eyes and looked up at me and my stomach flipped at how beautiful she looked. No girl had ever made me feel this way, both intrigued and nervous. I knew I didn''t deserve a girl as sweet as her and yet she didn''t run away from me. She embraced every part of me and that made me weak for her. To others, I was stone cold and harsh but with Emma, I was as soft as a purring kitten. I would do anything for her. >) With our eyes locked together, I started to move, just a little at first. I watched Emma''s eyes flutter shut as she started to let herself feel the small bit of pleasure our joined bodies created. The sight of her made me groan even more and I couldn''t help but start to move quicker. She made a soft whimpering sound and I slowed my movements just a little. "Sorry," I said with an embarrassedugh. She smiled up at me. "It''s ok, I...liked it. It just feels new to me." I smiled down at her and lowered my head to brush a soft kiss over her lips.N?velDrama.Org is the owner. "If it starts to hurt at all just tell me, but I have to admit...you feel amazing and it''s really hard to keep myself in check. So I am sorry in advance." I admit to her. Sheughs a little. "I know you would never hurt me. Don''t hold back, I want to feel everything." 2) Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I searched her eyes for any fear or regret but all I saw was truth. Her fear was gone for now and she was telling me to show her just how much I wanted her. So I began to move again digging myself deeper inside her, as deep as I could go and I watched her let her head fall back. She looked sexy as hell and with her neck more exposed to me I couldn''t resist the urge to leave my mark all over her. I lowered my mouth to her neck and began sucking and nibbling at her soft skin. She tasted like honey and smelled like heaven and I was addicted. I ground down on her hard and she let out breathy gasps and it only pushed me into quicker and harder thrusts. I couldn''t tear my lips away from her skin though. My urge to taste and mark her was too strong and I fell into a lustful trance. My thoughts were muddied with how good everything felt. Her scent and the touch of her skin and the feeling of me being deep inside her were setting my skin on fire. I lost all control of myself and my body seemed to be moving on its own soaking up every sound she made. I could feel myself getting so close to exploding but I tried my hardest to. hold on a little longer. I did not want this to end. Then the most euphoric sound came from her as she reached her pleasure and the restraint broke until my growl of satisfaction came in reply to her call.) I copsed down on her, my whole body feeling spent. There was silence all around us except for the sounds of ourbored breathing. I had never felt pleasure as intense as that and I knew nothing would everpare, Sex had always been about scratching an itch but not much else, but not with Emma. Everything about Emma was intoxicating and I would crave her every day from now on. Even after a few minutes, we didn''t move, even when our breaths began to slow. Emma was brushing her fingers along my back which was sending shivers across my skin. ('') It felt too good to move so we stayed locked together a little longer. "You feel amazing. I don''t think anything could top that." I said honestly as I slowly pulled out of her. Emma let out a groan of embarrassment and lifted her hands to cover her face. I rose up on my elbows and looked down at her with a huge smile on my face. "are you blushing?" I asked in amusement. "No!" She said her voice muffled by her hands. I could onlyugh at her sudden shyness but I wouldn''t let her be ashamed of enjoying what we did. I pulled her hands away and smiled at her. "You don''t have to hide from me. It''s ok to enjoy things, even this. There is no shame in it." I said softly before leaning in and kissing her. "Now shall we get cleaned up?" I asked her once I pulled away. She nodded. "A bath?" She asked with a whisper. .*) I smiled at her excited expression and leaned down to leave a small kiss on her nose. "Anything you want!" She made a sound of excitement before sitting up and making me roll out of her way. She grabbed the sheet from my bed and rushed to my bathroom. I fell to my back and sighed. How could she turn from a sexy sweet smelling temptress to a squealing sweet angel ina matter of minutes? All I knew was she could easily be the death of me. A death I would cherish. Chapter 41 Four or Dead Devaro Ramano... Present... "Sir they hit another onest night." My second inmand says the moment he steps into my office. Im my fists down on my desk in rage at his news. This was the fourth warehouse we have lost thanks to an unknown enemy. My boys had been hunting down rats from every crew in the city but havee up with nothing. We finally had a break a couple of days ago when a few of my guys managed to catch one of the ones responsible. ''The guy jumped out of a moving car and was hit by oing traffic just so he wouldn''t be able to talk to us. Whoever this mysterious attacker is has been without a doubt trying to bring me down. Too bad I''m not easy to kill. "Where''s my son? Has hepleted his tasks?" I ask. "Three locations down but he hasn''t reported in for a couple of days." I curse under my breath at his words. My son has been so wrapped up in that princess to focus on his job and Thave had enough. That gir! has turned my son into some whipped dog and he is letting her. She has officially be a problem for me and I deal with problems only one way. A slow and painful end before death.) But I admit the girl is nice to look at so I n to have my fun with her first. She has that whole innocent virgin thing going on which I find very appealing. Using the crew girls can get old after a while and a little fresh meat is always a wee pallet cleanser. "Bring me the girl. If he won''t cooperate then she dies. Make sure he knows that. Grab her from school." I tell my second inmand. He nods and leaves me alone in my office. Once he is gone I sigh and drop into my office chair. Things around this town were crashing around me and I was feeling my taste for blood building. I preferred handling my business one on one but with no clues as to who was behind these attacks, I have had to hit random targets. Yet still, no one seems to know anything! It''s impossible that a crew has set up shop and not a single person knows anything. This was thest time they attacked me and my crew, so if my son wasn''t going to handle this as I asked then I would have to handle him. (2) A few hourster..." "Sir we have the girl." "Bring her in." Emma stumbles through my office door with her mouth gagged and her hands tied behind her back. I can''t help the smile that lights up my face at the sight of her in her little pink skirt. My son has good taste in women and that at least made me a little proud. He wasn''t much good at anything else, but he had delivered this sweet treat so who am I toin. (*) "Leave us," I tell the few men who had escorted her in. They drop her in a seat across from my desk and as soon as they let her go, she surprisingly sits up straight and appears to bepletely calm. "Emma. It''s good to see you again." I say offering her my best smile. Her doe eyes lock onto me and I don''t see a single shred of fear in her gaze. I had to hand it to her, she had balls to not even feel a little unsettled by me. Even when I stand and walk around my desk to ce myself in front of her, she doesn''t react. I reach out to her and remove her mouth gag and allow my fingers to brush against the soft skin of her cheek. Man, she was as soft as she looked. (! "How have you been my dear?" I ask her. "Why?" She asks me, not looking away for even a second. "Why what? Why did I have you brought here?" I ask her. "Why would you like to know how I''ve been? That can''t be why you brought me here, to ask me such simple questions." She says her voice strong and determined. (= I smile down at her. "You are a fascinating creature, Emma Grace. Most people show at least a small amount of healthy fear near me, but you don''t. Why is that? Are you not afraid of what I could do to you?" (2) She sighs and lowers her eyes for a moment before returning her attention to me. "Because there is nothing you can do to me that hasn''t been done before." She says simply.''This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. That spikes my interest because I could think of at least a dozen things I could happily do to her. "Is that so? Do tell. What exactly has been done to you? I''m sure I can think of something new we can do together." I give her a confident smirk and she still does not react. Her calmness is starting to annoy me now. "If you remove my top you will see just how much I can endure." She says catching me by surprise. "If you wanted me to undress you then you just needed to ask. No need forme excuses," I say stepping toward her. "You n on doing it anyway so let''s just get on with it." She says as I walk behind her and untie her arms. Once her arms are free I lower my hands to the hem of her shirt and pull the back of it up, but not off. Her breath hitches then but she doesn''t move away, but I ignore it and nce down at the skin of her back. My eyes widen at the sight of at least two dozen scars of different shapes and sizes littering her light olive skin. "Who did this?" I ask her. "My father. He also invited his friends to molest me since before puberty and sold my virginity to some random man for 5 million dors. So like I said, there is nothing you can do that I haven''t been through before." I let her pull her shirt down and I stay where I am for a moment, taking her words in. I didn''t shrink back when it came to torture but to do such a thing to an innocent and beautiful girl seems like a tragedy. I blinked away my moment of surprise and walked back around to sit behind my desk.) "Well, I don''t n to do anything of that nature to you, my dear Emma. Thave you here to motivate my son and his band of weaklings to do as I asked of them. I have no intention of harming you as long as they fulfill their responsibilities." I assure her.) "So what will you do with me then?" She asks softly. I! "For now, nothing. Let''s see how the day progresses. Are you hungry?" I ask her casually as if we are old friends. T have found that a good way to throw people off is by giving the impression that I am harmless to them. She doesn''t answer me so I decide to call for the food anyway. "So Emma, how have things been going with the boys? Good, I assume since they have been so distractedtely." I say. She watches me for a moment before answering as if she is studying me. "Does my rtionship with Asher really bother you so much?" She asks.) I scoff. "Who my son shacks up with doesn''t concern me in the least. But he should know that getting close to anyone is a weakness that can be exploited." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Maybe, but he''s happy. Happier than he has been in a long time. Doesn''t that matter to you?" She asks and I''m taken aback by her question. I was happy once when I met the love of my life, but she is gone and when I lost her I Jost myself. Her loss turned me into a monster who wants to hurt and bring everyone around me pain and suffering. There was a time that I was a good father, but looking at Asher only reminds me of what I lost. (2) "Happiness isn''t everything and the pursuit of it can be a weakness," I reply and she tilts her head, considering my words. "Being happy isn''t a weakness. Everyone deserves to be happy, even you. I love Asher and I love the other boys too. They make me happy when I had nothing left. I tried to kill myself the day we came together. They tortured me for three years and yet when I had no one, they were there. I have never been happy until I woke up and found them waiting for me. I was alone and then I wasn''t." She replies. I watch her carefully and see the remnants of sadness in her features. The bits that never really leave and I swallow at the genuine expression she gives me. I have to admit, I see what my son loves about her. She is strong but not cocky. She is beautiful but not vain. She is not selfish but kind even to a monster like me. "Stop trying so hard sweetheart. You can''t melt a cold heart like mine so save your breath." I say with a smirk. She just watches me and for the first time in ages, I feel ufortable under someone else''s gaze. Somehow she sees everything I am not saying and it makes me want to move away. (2 "You know what''s funny?" She starts to say but pauses and smiles a little. "What?" I snap out annoyance in my voice. "My father was a cold-hearted bastard and I knew it every time I looked in his eyes. But you...aren''t." She says and Iugh out loud. "Little girl you are sorely mistaken," I say but she shakes her head. "I think you did all this because you wanted to have something to leave Asher when you are gone. You have made yourself a target in this city knowing one day you will be gone but Asher would have your legacy." She exins and I clench my jaw. How the hell is she getting into my head? "Devaro. Let me help." She says and my eyes go wide. What?) Chapter 42 Four or Dead Devaro...Present... First the first time ever I am stunned into silence for a good couple of minutes. My eyes lock on a girl who looks like an angel but has fire in her eyes. Who is this girl? >) "What are asking?" I finally say. "You want to leave a legacy for Asher and I want to help. You have been having a problem recently and I think I have an idea who it might be." She says and I quirk an eyebrow at that. "Do tell," I say waving my hand at her to continue. "There is a man my father did business with. The thing is my father talked a lot when he was drunk. While he beat me he would talk all about his business that day, and he figured I wouldn''t be listening. But after so long I was numb to the pair and I focused on his words instead. It so happens that a man who he worked with asked him tounder some money through my dad''spany." She starts to exin. "And this is relevant how?" I ask waiting for the information part of this story, but finding anger creep up at the thought of her being beaten.) I wish I could get my hands around the neck of her father. Wait, what? 2) She sighs as if she is disappointed in me for interrupting and I smile at that. She has balls that''s for sure. "as I was saying. My father would go on about how this man had some of the purest drugs in town and that the people in their group preferred the quality and anonymity of it. A higher ss way of getting the drugs they want without the risk My father was proud to be offered the chance to be involved in all this and even sampled the drugs from time to time. The guy didn''t just want my father tounder his money though. He wanted a show of faith that my father would be loyal to him. So my father sold me to him, my virginity and my hand." She says and I gopletely still. "Who is the guy?" I ask her. "[ will tell you but I want to make a deal first." She says leaning forward, her features shifting to a ''let''s talk business'' look. This girl sure is fascinating. I smirk. "Go right ahead." "I want to be brought in, as an Angel. I want to be trained just like every other member of your crew." She says without hesitation. J let out an amusedugh but her face remains firm. "We don''t have women in the ranks princess. The kind of work we do most women can''t stomach. It''s easy for them to be used in other ways, being a true crew member is not one of them." I exin. (* "Lm not like most women. I have seen blood and been through hell. It would take more than a bit of training to hurt me." She says, her voice full of strength and determination that has me feeling strange. "That''s not the same as taking a life. Which is a big part of what we do here." I further exin but her determined expression does not change.) I watch her for a moment and let her words sink in. Her eyes pierce into mine and I feel a strange flutter in my stomach. I have never had a woman look so fiercely at me. Even Ashe''s mother was the total opposite of this girl. She was sweet and submissive, but under this girl''s sweet exterior is something dark and dangerous.This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "I know my request is unconventional but I have a n to help get you what you want, and I can''t go through with it if I am too weak to defend myself." She says. "What do you mean? What n are you offering? Who is this guy your father sold you to?" Shockingly that is the only question I care about in everything she said. "His name is Zane Dalton.'' She says and things automatically begin to piece together in my head. Dammit, that bastard!" I yell standing and almost knocking my chair over. "That high and might prick thinks he cane into my territory and steal it from beneath me?" I growl out a string of curses and fail threats before I turn back to the girl. She sits quietly watching me as if unfazed by my tirade. My chest is heaving from my outrage but her calm eyes focus on mine and I start to rx. 7) What the hell? She is like some kind of siren. How does she do that? "Devaro, the reason I want to train is that I want to go in and bring him down from the inside." She says simply and it takes a lot of effort for me not to let my jaw drop..*) This tiny thing wants to infiltrate my enemy''s organization and help me break it down from the inside. Iugh in disbelief. ''You want to be our spy on the inside?" I ask her. "Exactly. Zane has been watching me. I have been seeing a car watching and following me for a while now and I''m betting it''s Zane keeping tabs on me. I''m not sure why he hasn''te for me yet, but if we create the right circumstances I''m sure he wille for me. We are engaged." I quirk my brow at thatst part. (7 How do you n on getting him to bring you in?" I ask. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "He won''t make a move because of the boys I think. He may think grabbing me would be too risky since the boys would go crazy trying to find me." She says and I find myself thinking they wouldn''t be the only ones, but hell if I know why. ?) Okay...so...what''s your n then?'' I ask and she does that sigh again that has me smirking again. "I need to pretend to break up with the boys and move out. I''ll have no ce to go, and Zane wille to get me immediately." She finishes and the room goes quiet as I take in her words. I think it over for a moment, but given that we hadn''t found a single lead on the operations of who has been attacking me, this seems like the only option right now. She keeps her eyes fixed on me as I consider her offer but I start to feel uneasy under her gaze. She is intense in a way that I feel like she can see the deepest parts of me and it''s an uneasy feeling. Yet I''m almost d she can see me, a piece of me no one else sees. Why? I honestly don''t know. Okay. I agree although I''m not sure the boys on board with this." I tell her crossing my arms across my chest and trying to look as intimidating as possible. She smiles. "They are definitely going to hate it, but if we want to fix this mess then they will have to see how important this is." I smile, "You are smarter than I expected." ''Well, they say you shouldn''t judge a book by its cover." She smiles back at me and Iugh. That they do," I reply letting my smile linger a little as I watch her for a moment longer. She really is...beautiful. Chapter 43 Four or Dead Devaro... Present... Somehow Emma and I work out a schedule for her to train with some of my best men in the crew. We even had theme up and meet her and it was amusing to see them immediately soften when they met her. ItN?velDrama.Org is the owner. was as if she was their queen and they were ready toy their swords to her every whim. Truthfully I don''t me them. She has a way about her that turns even one of the cities infamous crime lords soft. You can not imagine how silly it is to see these rough and rugged men surrounding her andughing and smiling with her. Seriously how does she do that?) T hate the way I can''t help but smile as I watch them interact. I don''t understand all the strange things going through my head. I mean she is beautiful and so young but she has this way of seeming old and wise. Like her past has built her into this old soul that speaks to each person that is in her presence. It hurts how easy I have seemed to fall under the same spell, even though in our first meeting I pretty much threatened her. I admit she has gued my thoughts a few times since then, to the displeasure of my son. The thing some don''t know is that his mom and I had him when we were barely 16. So even though he is an adult now I haven''t even turned thirty-five yet. Tloved his mom up until the moment she was taken from us and even though in my dark period I slept with a good amount of women, I hadn''t felt that spark. They were there to fill an itch but I just couldn''t connect with them. So why is this girl driving me crazy? She shouldn''t be anywhere near my thoughts but like I said she has a way of drawing people to her. "So Miss Emma which one of us devils would you like to train with you first?" Anthony, one of our sharpshooters asks her. She smiles and nces at each of the four guys I recruited for her training. "Well, I am weirdly excited to learn how to shoot so what do you say, Tony?" No one calls that cold bastard Tony and yet he lights up when she says it. As I said, it''s crazy weird. I watched for a good hour as my men swooned over this tiny girl before the door to my office bursts open. Ines the four hot heads who im said girl as theirs. (7 Asher is fuming and heads right toward me but the others stop long enough to see the four scariest men in our crew surrounding their girl. "Hey, guys!" Emma says happily standing and walking towards them excitedly and wrapping her arms around Logan first and he holds her to him tightly while eyeing my men. The four of them stand and face the younger in a silent stand-off. Meanwhile, Emma is totally oblivious to the growing tension in the room, bless her heart. "What the hell dad? Why did you have Emma brought her without telling us? We were going crazy trying to find her. It wasn''t until we called her about a hundred times that Sam finally picked up!" Asher yells at me drawing my attention away from Emma. "I''m sorry son I must have forgotten to call you." Okay, I admit I am kind of a jerk to my son but he is too hard-headed and needs to be taken down a peg. He has no idea what I have to do to keep him safe. He has no idea how many times his life has been threatened just for being my son. I also keep this rift between us because sometimes it kills me to see how much of his mother he has in him. 1") "What is going on?" Leo asks stepping up behind Asher. "Your girl and I have stricken up a deal! A very interesting deal actually where she was able to tell me who had been gunning for us. A fact you four have failed to do so far!" Like I said, knuckleheads. Emma extracts herself from Logan and walks over and gives me a look that has me instinctively shutting my mouth. How does she do that? I am Devaro Ramano and somehow this girl can give me a look that shuts me up instantly. ?) She walks up to Asher and rests her hands on his rapidly rising chest. "Hey calm down okay Ash. Let''s talk, yeah?" After a few words, Asher looks down at her and holds his hand over hers. His breaths begin to slow and he nods before turning and ring onest time at me. When he calms down enough he sits nearby and pulls Emma into hisp and wraps his arms around her possessively. "So can someone tell us what''s going on? What was the terrible four doing here?" Logan asks using the amusing nickname for the four top crew. (2 Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Well boys your girl came to me with a proposal. Emma dear care to tell your boys what we agreed to?" I shoot her a cocky smirk and she simply rolls her eyes and shakes her head at me. The moment doesn''t seem to go unnoticed by the boys and they look between us in confusion. I try to remove the amused look in my eyes but it''s hard not to react to Emma. She is just too entertaining and we seem to click in a strange way. Emma turns to look at the boys and I look at her. I''m pretty sure the man who has been going after the Angels is Zane Dalton, my fianc¨¦." She says simply and waits for the boys to catch up. Leo is the first to speak. "Ok, if that''s true then what do you need with Emma?" He asks looking at me. Emma and I share a look and somehow we have a quiet conversation aim which she says to let her exin. I nod. Tam going to go in and find out everything I can about his ns and the inner workings of his crew,'' Emma says simply. Even though I had agreed to this and had heard her n, I''m hit with a sinking feeling of worry in my stomach. I realize I don''t feel right sending her in, but I already made the deal and I can tell she has no intention of backing out. The four boys start to speak at once. Protesting against Emma''s n, and my eyes meet hers. The look in her eyes makes me feel things that I have no right feeling. ( ''She is only eighteen'' I keep reminding myself but it''s getting harder to remember the longer I watch her. She sighs and stands. To my surprise, she walks toward my desk and leans against it with her arms crossed, and waits. I swallow back the strange pride I feel that she moved closer to me. Why am I so worked up over this girl? She is going to drive me crazy. Emma we can''t let you go. We won''t be able to protect you." Logan says as the others fall silent. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "That''s why Devaro has arranged for me to be trained with some of his best men." She replies and turns to give me an appreciative smile. My heart leaps. Yes, leaps. Those men are dangerous Emma. The most dangerous men in our crew. With a body count that would make you sick." Asher replies and scowls at me again. Tam aware of this, but they are the best and that''s what I need. I need to learn from the best. Besides they are all really sweet guys!" She says in that cheerful tone she has. \* Asher scoffs. "Sweet guys? Jesus. They are assassins, Emma! My dad may have made this crew sound like Angels but they are far from it." "No, he was honest with me. He told me all the dangers of this n and how hard this training will be for me. I understand all of that and I am still moving forward with my n.'' She says firmly. "You just got your cast off. You''re not ready for vigorous training yet." Leo adds. (4 That''s why I asked Tony to train me first." She says proudly. The guys give her a confused look. "Tony? You mean Anthony?" Asher asks looking at me. "Tnod andugh. ''Anthony seemed happy to let Emma call him whatever she likes. In fact, all of the guys seemed to like her a lot." \* "This is insane. I can''t believe you agreed to let him send you to that man. The man who bought and raped you." Asher growls out and I have to hold back my anger and surprise at the word ''rape. "He raped you?" I ask standing and walking around my desk to look at her. She looks up at me and says, "Yes." I see red. There was no way that man is going to touch her again. No one can touch her but us. Chapter 44 Four or Dead Jayden...Present.. The ride home from Devaro''s was silent and tense. The others were furious that Emma had made a deal with him. She didn''t know the full extent of how dangerous these men were. Yet I watched the whole interaction very carefully and noticed something unusual. We had noticed that Devaro would bring up Emma often and we thought it was to get under Asher''s skin. He had only met her once but he seemed almost obsessed about meeting her again. Then when we arrived he was looking at her in awe. I bristle at the image of him smiling and watching her with what looked like admiration. He seemed to be enamored by her as much as we are and exactly in the same way. It seemed like that meeting they had was enough to make Devaro fall for our girl. I don''t think the others noticed it but once Asher realizes his dad has a thing for Emma, he is going to be pissed. I am not happy about it but I can''t say I me him. Emma just had a way of drawing people in which exins how some of the worst men in our crew looked almost kind in her presence..'') It''s strange but it was just like Emma to make everyone in the room fall for her. Most of the people at our school have been slowly realizing it now that she has be more confident and open. She no longer hides and walks around trying to be invisible and people are taking notice. We have caught more than a few guys talking to her and her sweetly enduring it. She doesn''t see what I see, how those boys are falling under her spell. She is like a siren drawing every man to their knees and we get to call her ours. 2) 1am not nieve though and I know if we aren''t careful it would be easy for us to lose her. If we messed up there would be a line of guys willing to take our ce. We reach home and Asher storms ahead of everyone and tree the door open. When we join him in the living room he is pacing and grumbling to himself. The rest of us take a seat in random areas of the room and wait for him to speak. () "Asher..." Emma starts to say but he throws her a re of pure anger. "Don''t. I...1 can''t deal with this." He says cursing under his breath. I watch Emma carefully as I always do and she is clearly starting to get annoying with Asher''s tantrum. When she finally reaches her limit she stands and walks over to him and pushes his shoulder hard. We all look at her in shock. She has never been physical in that way but she was done being silent apparently. "I am not asking you to deal with anything Asher. It''s done. am doing this and I don''t need your permission to do it. You guys took me in and I will always be grateful for that. But in the effort to protect me you have also made me feel like a prisoner." She says firmly.) I nce at Leo and Logan and they are watching wide-eyed at Emma. She is clearly done being seen as the girl who needs rescuing. We had been too busy thinking about ourselves and protecting her that we hadn''t noticed the changes in her. "This is hardly a prison!" Asher says gesturing around him. Emma''s eyes narrow on him and he visibly bristles under her gaze. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "To you it isn''t. I go to school and Ie here. That''s all. We barely spend any time anywhere else because you guys are always wanting to keep me safe. But you never say what I need protecting from! I know what your crew does. I am not naive. So I have no idea why you guys think hiding it from me makes any difference." She says, her voice growing angrier. "We want to keep you out of that life and look what''s happened now! You walked right into it and sold your soul to a monster!" Asher yells. Emma is fuming now and I admit it looks kind of hot on her. .'' I "You guys kept this side of you a secret from me. You hid a side of yourselves from me and you don''t realize how much that hurt me. This life is a part of who you are and you hid that from me. But this isn''t about you! This is about me finding a way to be a part of your world." She exins and I soften a little at her words. She is right. We were only showing her the good sides of us but that isn''t who we really are, notpletely. We are monsters and devils, which was why we called ourselves the Dark Angels. There is no real light in our world, at least until Emma came. We wanted to keep her world light as much as possible, but it''s clear that wasn''t what she wanted. "We were going to get out! We were nning to leave this ce and everything involving the crew and gang behind us. Now we can''t do that because we won''t leave without you." Asher throws at her. Her eyes widen and she grows very still. "You were getting out? Why didn''t you say anything to me?" 7) Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey!Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! Asher swallows and grows quiet in obvious guilt. I feel it too. If we had just told her our ns maybe this would have never happened. "We were making ns but honestly we didn''t know if we would be able to get out just yet. We had been putting money away, enough to live on for a while and get us somece far. When you moved in we decided to take you with us but we didn''t have anything ready for you. We needed to get a fake ID and passport ready for you, but we hadn''t had a chance to yet." Logan says. Emma looks to him and then to each of us, her chest rising and falling as her anger starts to grow. "That doesn''t mean you couldn''t have told me. This is exactly what I mean! You hide so much from me and then expect me to what...trust you? Trust is earned, and hiding things from me only makes me doubt you." She says, her words tight. "We wanted to..." Logan starts to say but she cuts him off. "To protect me. Yeah and that''s the problem. I don''t need protection from you or anyone. I will make my way on my own. At least Devaro is willing to give me the chance to learn how to be more than a thing to be hidden away." She spits out, her words like knives.) "He is willing to throw you into a world that will get you killed if you are found out!" Asher yells. "At least I would have lived for a purpose. This is my choice, not yours! So get out of my way." She doesn''t wait for us to answer before walking away and disappearing up the stairs. We watch her go and the silence that follows is thick with regret and fear. There is a chance we have just pushed her away for good. The reality was, she was right.) Chapter 45 Four or Dead Emma... Present... As soon as I reach my room I can''t help the anger that is bubbling up and out of me. I don''t even mean to m the door so hard but the sound echos through the whole room. I start to pace, clenching and unclenching my hands over and over. I have never felt so angry before. Thesest few weeks had given me a taste of freedom from my father''s grasps, and it made me want more in life. For once I felt empowered to be more than a scared little girl just trying to survive. For the first time in my life, I wanted to n a future for myself. I was bing more confident and my newfound strength of character was pushing me to fight for what I want. The boys had opened that door for me but seemed not to notice how I was no longer the weak little thing they rescued. I was more now, there is this new part of me that is ready for a fight. Ineed to get out of here. Being here feels like I am trapped again. (7 I take out my phone and scroll until I see his name. Devaro Ramano. (! I click his name and lift the phone to my ear, my hands shaking with nerves. He might not be the best person to ask for help but my options are limited. I didn''t know anyone else to call for help, and he and I were thankfully on the same side right now. "Hello, Miss Emma." He says and I smile. "Mr. Ramano" I say in greeting. Heughs. "You can call me Devaro. What can I do for you?" "Can you send someone to pick me up? I need to get out of here." I say.) "absolutely. Can you be ready in half an hour?" He asks. "I wille for you myself." "Yes. I''ll be ready." I say. "Good. See you soon." I hang up and let out a shaky breath. (7 The boys are going to be furious but I have to go. I feel like am suffocating here and I need space. I am so grateful for the boys taking me in and loving me, but love is more than protecting. It''s about being equal and sharing everything with each other. These boys have never loved like this and were never taught to. Maybe I am not an expert either but this doesn''t feel like the love between life partners. It feels like a possessive and toxic thing that I just don''t know if I can handle. ) I turn and head for the closet in my room and quickly pack all my things. I need to be quick so that the boys can''t try and stop me. They are going to hurt because of this, but for once I need to live for myself. I need to do something because I feel it''s right. This is as much for me as it is for Devaro. This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. As soon as I''m done packing my things my phone pings and I see a message from Devaro saying he is waiting. I quickly grab my bag and rush from my room but I listen carefully for where the boys are. I slowly make my way down the stairs and I hear their voice echoing from the kitchen. "We can''t let her do this. She is putting her life in danger for a turf war. It''s not worth it! I can''t believe my father has convinced her that she could do this." Asher whispers loudly. "The more we try to protect her the further she will want to run can''t you see that?" Leo responds. "She has lived in fear and in pain for so long. We just want to give her a better life now. One where she feels safe." Logan adds. "What good is that if she feels like a prisoner!" Leo''s voice grows slightly louder in his anger. "She is not ours to keep. She should be given a chance to choose. The harder we hold on to her the quicker we will lose her." Jayden says, speaking for the first time since we were in Devaro''s office. "Iam not letting her go. She is ours." Asher says in finality mming his hand on the counter. (7 Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I can''t believe what he''s saying. He is iming me as if I''m theirs to. keep, but I won''t be someone''s property ever again. If they wanted me to be their girlfriend then that was one thing but possessing me was out of the question. So I take the step down from the stairs with my bag firmly locked in my hands and walk right toward them. I * "Tam no one''s to keep. I never expected this from you! I thought you loved me, but it''s pretty clear that you just want me to be a thing for you to lock away and keep hidden. 1 am not something for you to possess! If you really think that then you are no better than my father!" I say standing in front of them. (+ ''They turn to look at me and their eyes drop to the bag in my hands. "Where are you going?" Asher growls out stepping closer to me. I take a step back and shake my head. "[ need space. I love you all but this is not the life I expected when I was free of my father. You have built a wall of protection around me, but a fortress is just a prison with good intentions." I say and my phone goes off once again. I pull it out and read another message from Devaro. "I need to go," I say and I turn to head for the door. I pause and add, "Don''te after me. I wille to you when I''m ready." 2) Asher reaches out as I turn to head for the front door. and grabs my arm the same moment my hand grips the doorknob. The situation sends me crashing into the dark memories of my time living back home. "Where the hell are you going Emma?" He asks tightening his hold on me. "Asher let her go!" Leo yells but Asher isn''t listening. His hold on me tightens and I wince from the slight pain building beneath his hold. I turn to re at him. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Let me go, Asher,'' I say with a firm warning in my voice. Aknock at the door draws our attention away and Jayden walks around us to answer it. Devaro stands at the door with a smirk on his face until he sees Asher holding on to me and the pain in my face. He pushes past Jayden and stands just in front of me, fisting Asher''s shirt tight. "Asher let her go." He says, his voice low in warning. "This is none of your business dad. Get out!" Asher yells and doesn''t make a move to let me go. His hold only tightens and I am sure my skin will bruise because of it. "Asher, you''re hurting me." I say with a whimper as I try to pull my arm away. His face pales and he releases me as if my skin has burned him. I stumble back and Devaro catches me. Asher steps back in horror when he realizes what he''s done. "E-emma. I-I''m so sorry! I didn''t mean..." He stammers and I watch him crumble with guilt. "It''s fine. It''s okay Asher." I say softly but I don''t move toward him. (") Devaro''s hold on me is firm but not painful and I feel...safe. I turn and nce up at him and see the tightness in his jaw as he nces at the boys. His expression is tight like he is preparing to fight them if need be. After another nce at them he lowers his head to look at me. "Let''s go." He says softly and I nod. He leans down and grabs my bag but keeps a soft hold on me. We turn together and I nce over my shoulders to get a look at my boys onest time before I go. They watch us walk away with sadness in their eyes. They look at me as if they may never see me again, and I pray that isn''t true. () Chapter 46 Four or Dead Emma... Present... Devaro leads me to a ck SUV that is parked in front of the house. My heart is pounding as I wonder if the boys wille after me or not. Will they stop me from going? Part of me hopes not because I need space but another part of me wants them to alwayse for me. Maybe that''s selfish, but I have never had someone want me so badly that they would never let me go. I feel it with the boys and Asher especially but I know that they will also respect my wishes whether they agree or not. My mind and heart are torn about all this and it''s making me feel sick with guilt. Devaro holds the door open for me and I climb in. The inside of the car is all ck as well and smells like aftershave and cigarettes. It smells like Devaro. He joins me soon after and pulls away from the curb as soon as he gets the car started. It''s silent for a while and I focus my attention on what''s passing us outside the window. The suburban area falling away and giving way to the bright lights of the big city. (* Even at night, the city shines as people find a way to rx and blow off steam in clubs and bars. ces I have never been to actually. I wonder what a club experience would be like. "Are you ok?" Devaro finally asks in his deep smooth voice. It''s so different from Asher and I turn to him and just examine his face for a second. He and Asher look alike in some ways but Devaro has a sharper jaw and more chiseled features. Asher obviously takes from his mom in some ways because his features are nowhere near as intense. Devaro''s hair is slicked back and his beard is trimmed and short. He looks in every way like a polished businessman, the only thing making him look the part of a kingpin is the tattoos that peek from his polished suit. Intricate designs travel up his neck and across his knuckles. He is gorgeous and dangerous. When he nces over at me I realize I hadn''t answered his question. I clear my throat and adjust in my seat. "Yes, I''m fine." My words are tight and clipped as I berate myself for checking out Asher''s dad. I mean how wrong is that? Thirty-five is not that old but the fact that he is Asher''s dad makes any ideas of him seem taboo. Not that I have an interest in him. Looking and admiring him has nothing to do with interest. Right? "You''re not hurt?" he asks reaching over and gently brushing a finger along the red marks Asher left. My chest tightens at the sight of those marks on my skin after so long being free of marks now. I nce up to Devaro and see the intense concern in his eyes that seems to not fit all the stories I have heard and how Asher talks about him. He looks sad more than anything, it may be Iwas doing that thing where I try to see the good in everyone. Even after everything I always hope people can be redeemed.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! Maybe Devaro was one of those people. "Lm ok. He didn''t hurt me. It could have been worse." I say with a shrug. I wasn''t mad at Asher. He wasn''t my father and by how he reacted I knew he hadn''t meant to hurt me at all. I was upset but I needed to call him and tell him that he didn''t really hurt me or he will go crazy with guilt. "He would never hurt you, Emma. I can see how much you mean to him. He would die before he ever hurt you." Devaro says.) His words hold the weight of so much more meaning and that confuses me a little. From where I am it seems like Asher and Devaro have a hate-hate rtionship. Yet Devaro speaks in a way that sounds more like pride and admiration. He cares for his son but just doesn''t show it. I wonder how different things would be if the two of them put all their hate aside and worked together. Instead of speaking these thoughts though I kept my reply simple. 2 T know,'' I reply and we fall silent again. We arrive at a tall building right in the center of the main city and Devaro parks his car in the underground garage. "What is this ce?" I ask iming out of the car. "Lown this building. It holds my more legitimate businesses," he says with a smirk. Iugh a little and follow him toward the elevator. We step in and he sets my bag down on the floor and pulls out his phone. "Yeah?" He says into it and I try not to seem interested in what the call is about, finding the wall next to me more interesting. The phone must have been on vibrate because I hadn''t heard a sound. Whoever he is talking to is in a panic and even though their voice is muffled I can tell they seem upset. "any dead?" Devaro asks his jaw clenching. "Okay, clean it up and get Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! our guys left out of there." When the call ends a string of curses spit out of his mouth like venom and he turns to throw his phone hard at the opposite wall making me jump. "What''s wrong?" I ask and he turns to me with fury in his gaze. "another of our warehouses was hit. A dozen of my guys are dead," he says cursing again and turning to m his hand against the wall. I bite my lower lip and try to think of what we can do. Our n was for me to train beforeying the bait for Zane, but with the rate he is hitting The Angels we may have to move our timetable up. "I need to get to Zane now," I say. I He turns to me with an angry expression but it''s conflicted with a look that says he is wondering if I have lost my mind. "You are nowhere near ready. I can''t allow that," he says firmly shaking his head a turning away from me. I scoff and walk around so I am standing right in front of him. "Tm not asking for your permission. I will do it with or without your help." I say and his jaw clenches even tighter.) "You. Are. Not. Ready." He says stepping closer to me and crowding me. IT won''t back down now though. I will not run and I won''t let fear win, not anymore. So I hold my ground and don''t let his postering scare me. } Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "You don''t own me Devaro! I have made my choice. Now you can help me or you can get out of my way." I push past him and grab my bag from the floor as the elevator doors open. I walk off and I hear his heavy footsteps following me into the brightly lit hallway. He grabs my arm and stops me. "You may think you are brave little girl but I make the rules here. I say when it''s time," he growls out releasing me and storming off. I scowl at his back but follow him to the closest door. He uses what looks like a thumb scanner to unlock the door and steps inside. I follow and freeze in ce as soon as the door ms behind me. The room I step into is huge! The whole wall I am looking at is made of windows. With ck and steel furniture ced purposefully in a way that reminds me of a furniture store catalog. The room is open and there are stairs on each side of therge open room leading to who knows where. I step further in and look to my right to find an open kitchen stocked full of the best appliances you can get. The fridge even has a tablet-sized screen on it! The counters are ck marble and the rest of the room follows the theme of ck and steel. It''s breathtaking and simple in that obnoxious rich guy way. I walk past the kitchen and step down a single step and I am standing in what I guess is the living room. It''spletely open though so I can turn and see a lot of what this insane apartment has to offer. I turn to look above the entrance to find a ss rail walkway that leads from one side of the apartment to another. Each side has a darkened hallway that it''s linked to it and in the middle of the walkway are two separate doors. One of the doors is cracked and when I step back further I can see Devaro inside removing his coat jacket and dropping into a chair behind arge desk. I guess I have to go to him then to find out where I''ll be sleeping. So much for a warm wee. To think I was actually starting to like the guy...dick. I storm over to the staircase to my left and make my way up to him. When I reach the open door I stand there with my hand on my hip wearing a re that I hope is burning a hole into his forehead. "So you brought me here and then ditch me?" I say annoyed. He looks up at me and gives me a look like he is about ready to throw me out. "I''m in no mood to deal with your attitude Emma. Not when I have men lying dead out there," he says opening hisptop and proceeding to ignore me. (2 Wow the shift in the mood between us is giving me whish. "ine. Just tell me where I should sleep." I say with a sigh. "Down the hall, first door on the right," he says without looking at me. I grit my teeth and turn on my heels to find my temporary room. To think I thought he was nice, well I guess he is one good actor. It doesn''t matter though, because as much as I hate him right now, we need each other to make this work. For now, though I will happily imagine myself strangling him. Yeah, that''s sounds nice. 2) Chapter 47 Four or Dead Logan... Present... Asher had stormed off the moment we heard Devaro''s car tear off down the street. I was sure he was ming himself and cursing himself a thousand ways to hell for hurting Emma. The rest of us were a little stunned by the whole thing that we hadn''t moved except to sit around in the living room. The house was so silent except for the sound of Asher pacing upstairs. None of us knew what to say. Would Emmae back? How bad had we messed up with her? Before I could open the matter for discussion my phone begins to ring. When I see it''s Emma calling I fumble quickly to answer it. "Emma?" I ask desperately. "Hey," she says hesitantly. "God baby I''m so d you called," I say letting out a sigh of relief. "[ needed to talk to Asher and make sure he was okay. I knew he would beat himself up about hurting me. Even though I''m pissed I still care about you guys." she says and I can hear the bitterness in her tone though it''s more subdued now. 2) ''The feistiness makes me smile though. This new side of her was hot as hell and so different from the girl we used to know. I think this side was always in her, she just needed to ept that darker side and let it free. Especially now that she was possibly going on a suicide mission, she would need that fight inside to get herself out alive. "He threw his phone and shattered it." I say cringing at the memory.) She lets out a sigh. "Can you put him on?" "Sure baby," I say getting to my feet and heading up the stairs. "Are you safe?" "Tm fine Logan I promise. Though another warehouse was hit which means my n will have to move forward sooner. Let me talk to Asher first and then we can talk about everything, okay?" she says softly. My immediate response is to object and fight her on this, but with how things are between all of us I know that it won''t help. Emma wasn''t wrong, we should have been open with her. We should have just done better." "Okay," I say before reaching out and knocking on Asher''s door. "What?!" he growls out when he pulls the door open hard enough to cause a gust of wind. Thold the phone out to him and force somewhat of a smile. "It''s Emma." He moves quickly grabbing the phone and closing the door in my face. ) Asher...Present... "Emma?" my heart is pounding in anticipation of hearing Emma''s voice. It was the only thing that could calm me right now and I think she knew that. "Hey, Ash. You okay?" she asks and I let out a sigh of relief, but my hand still shook. My anger was palpable now, but the more I could hear Emma''s voice the sooner I would be able to calm down.. "Baby I should be asking you that. I''m so sorry Emma. I swear I would never hurt you, you know that right?" God, I hope she knew this. "I know. Don''t be mad at yourself Asher, I''m fine, I promise." I drop to my bed feeling a weight lift off me at her words. I would die if she was seriously hurt. Or I would offer my gun to her so she could take her revenge on me. Even if she forgives me I would never forgive myself. ( "Emma...pleasee back. I can''t stand you running from us." I say my voice almost begging. She was my weakness, my everything. I couldn''t live without her now. } "Im sorry Asher. I need to do this and I know it''s hard for you guys to ept but this is my burden to bear. I can''t go back on my deal and I don''t want to. Zane wille for me either way, this way things will be on my terms." She tried to reason with me but it hurts me to think of her being away from us. (7) She belongs with us, but I know she''s right. We kept her here like a princess locked in a tower and called it protection. We made a mistake and I wish I had done things differently. "Emma please be careful. If anything happens to you...." I can''t even bear to imagine what would happen to us if we lost her. "I promise toe back to you Ash. Now there is something we need to do Monday at school. It''s going to be hard for you guys but Zane will be watching. Can you go find the guys so I can exin?" I agreed and headed downstairs to where the guys were gathered. I sat and turned the phone onto the speaker. "Emma we''re all here," I say. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Hey Em, are you ok?" Leo asks moving closer to the phone, his anxiety obvious in his voice and face. "Hi, Leo!" Her voice sounded so sweet and it makes me miss her even more. "I''m okay. I promise. Devaro brought me to his ce and acted like a royal dick but everything is fine. I snort at her colorful wording to describe my dad, but truer words had never been spoken. *Say the word and we''lle to rescue you, babe!" Logan says with a smile. "I bet you would, but I need to be here. I have such a short time to learn as much as I can and no offense but training with Jayden didn''t really get me very far." She says an insinuation in her words, and we nce over to Jayden who is now sporting a smug smirk. He had been doing most of the training with her, and apparently, they had some trouble. Only Emma could cause someone like Jayden to lose focus. "As much as I would love to hear about how you were able to break Jayden''s insane focus during training, you needed to talk with us about something?" Logan says trying to move the conversation along, a hint of jealousy shed in his eyes but it leaves just as fast. ''As much as we tried to be okay sharing our girl, we had our bouts of jealousy just like every hot-blooded guy. These guys were my brothers but we lived topete with each other. Emma didn''t seem to mind us always trying to one-up each other or didn''t even notice it. "Right. So we have a lot to discus attention as she rys her altered n. Emma''s voice captures my full Logan....Present.... As soon as we hang up with Emma Asher takes off in rage again. He has always been a hothead but this whole thing has increased that side of him to the extreme. "I can''t believe this," I say shaking my head and dropping back fully onto the couch. "She knows what she''s doing." Jayden says with his usual stoic expression. Sometimes I want to deck him to see a fraction of a different expression on his face. The only person who seemed to get any reaction out of him though was Emma. She had a way of breaking down everyone''s walls. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "How can you be so calm about this?!" Leo yells standing and towering over Jayden. Like always he seems unfazed by Leo''s reaction and takes his time looking up and replying. "Because I trust her. She is stronger than you guys are willing to admit or give her credit for. She wants to do this, so we will step aside and let her do it." Jayden says like his word is thew. "What if she gets hurt? We won''t be there to help her." I remind him. "That''s not true," Jayden says as he pulls something from his pocket. He holds his hand up and a chain drops from his fingers. Leo gasps and grabs it before turning his attention to Jayden in disbelief. "Where the hell did you get this?" Leo asks. "A friend," Jayden says simply. "What is it?" I ask standing and grabbing it.This material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. To me, it looks like a typical ne. I mean it''s pretty and all but I don''t see what the big deal is. "t''s a audio recorder and tracker designed to not be detected by scanning. She will be able to wear this while she is with Zane and we will know everything that is happening." Jayden exins. "I''m guessing these are not easy toe by." I assume. "No, and no one will suspect it. Not even Emma." Jayden says with a air of determination in his eyes.) "You aren''t going to tell her?" Leo asks surprised. "usible deniability," Jayden says and Leo and I nce at each other.) This could possibly be the smartest or the dumbest n he has ever had, but at least it''s something. We would know if Emma was in trouble and that was all that mattered to me. We would let her take the lead but we would be her dark guardian angels ready to raise hell itself if she needs us. World be damned, nothing would happen to our girl. (* Chapter 48 Four or Dead Emma... Present.. I barely slept after I told the guys what we needed to do tomorrow, but this was the only way to get this done. We needed to put on a show and break up. Not only that but I needed to be so broken down that Zane would give up whatever he was doing toe to my rescue. Which meant the guys had to bring back the side of them they had left behind when they imed me as their girlThis text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. They would have to break me down to nothing so Zane will swoop in and save me. They didn''t want to do it but it needed to look real. For now, though I needed to find Devaro and see how I could be sure that I would be ready in such a short time. ?) When I came out of the shower I found a set of workout clothes outside the bathroom door. There was a note telling me to put it on ande downstairs pronto. I scowled but did as I was asked and quickly left my room. I could hear voices right away and I nced down over the ss railing to find my four coaches sitting around Devaro as he gave them instructions. I I smiled at the sight of them and practically skipped downstairs. They turned to look at me when they heard me approach and they smiled at me "Hey, Miss Emma!" Tony said standing and offering me his seat "Hey, guys! What are doing here?" I ask taking a seat and ncing at them and then at Devaro. I?) "We are short on time Emma, so they guys are here to give you a crash course on things you need to know," Devaro says crossing his arms across hisrge muscr chest. .* I mimicked his actions and we had a silent stare-off "T have a gym here where you can go and they will spend the day teaching you self-defense and weapon training. It will be more limited than I nned but something is better than nothing. Eat breakfast quick and get to it. I have other business to deal with." With that, he stood and left me with the guys I smiled at them and felt a shot of determination rush through me. I was going to do this and when the time came I would show Zane Dalton exactly who he brought into his house. A wolf in sheep''s clothing "Let''s do this," I say standing and popping my hands on my hips **a An hour into my self-defense training and I am sweating bullets. My muscles are already starting to ache and we were only just getting started "Part your legs and keep your feet grounded. If you don''t have a firm core then one small move will have you stumbling." Tony instructed me He was a patient teacher and I appreciated it because I was worse than a beginner I''m sure "Good. Now block! Block! Dip! Block!" he called out as one of the other guys uses the t boxing mitts to attack me He is taking his job very seriously and I''m so close to just kicking him instead "Don''t let your anger control your actions. Be smart and look for your opponent''s weak spots. Does he favor one arm more than another? Does he step forward with his left foot before each throw? Knowing your opponent gives you an advantage." Tony exined "What if I don''t have time to observe him well enough?" I ask "Then you attack first and keep attacking until he is too weak or hurt to fight back. These men will want to kill you or capture you. If they seed on thetter then you fight like hell to get away. Don''t ever let them take you. You scream you thrash, you fight. You got it?" I nod His firm tone makes me nervous I''m not going to lie. The realization that if I''m found out I could be killed begins to hit me hard. I wanted to be brave, to prove I could do this but can I really? My father beat me and hurt me for years and I never fought back. What if the momentes and I''m too scared to fight? \¡ã) "Emma. I am giving you all the tools you need to be sure you are never a victim again. All you have to do is believe in yourself. Don''t let doubt fog your mind. When the timees, breath and remind yourself that you are a survivor. You have fought ande back from being close to death more than once. There is a reason for you to be here. So don''t stop fighting. Fight to live. You understand me?" Tony''s words hit me harder than I expected and I couldn''t help the tears few tears that fell from the corners of my eyes..¡ã) He steps up to me and rests his hands on my shoulder. "You can do this Miss Emma. Devaro wouldn''t send you in if you couldn''t." Iughed. "I didn''t exactly give him room to say no to me." He smiles. "Exactly why he knows you can handle it. Now, back to first position." I crouched and held my arms up and my elbows tight and made sure I was ready to counter Tony''s unexpected attack..'') The rest of my training felt like a cakewalkpared to the hand-to-handbat. My muscles ached by the end of the day and I dropped onto my temporary bedpletely exhausted I was confident in my shooting skills after having to load, unload, and shoot over and over for four hours. I even learned a neat trick where I grab the front of a gun and unload it before the person can shoot me. I Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! am confident there is no way I would be able to pull that off but it was cool to learn. \¡ã) My phone chimed and I groaned and rolled over like a sack of potatoes to grab it from my nightstand. It''s a video call from Logan, and I quickly answer it "Wooh baby you look rough." That is the first thing he says "Wow, thanks." I deadpan and he chuckles "Training was rough then?" He asks I notice he is walking around and I can hear the other guys in the background arguing about something "Yeah, but I think I''m ready. What are you guys up to?" I ask as he enters the kitchen and he turns the camera to show the others "Trying to figure out this enchda recipe you always make. It''s pretty obvious that we suck at cooking." I see the mess on the counters andugh I had not been a great cook when I first moved in but I got the hang of it well enough to have a few go-to recipes that the guys liked. These boys were for sure going to go back to eating take-out all the time. The thought of that reminded me that I was leaving them and I didn''t know for how long. It gave me an idea and I jumped up much to my body''s objections "Asher drop the spoon. Drop it right now. I''m on my way." I say and they all look wide-eyed at me. I "You''reing home?" Logan asks "T am not going to let you guys kill yourselves trying to make enchdas, and...it will be thest time I can cook for you for a while." My heart tightened and I tried hard to not let them see how much leaving them hurt me..") They were already against this and if they saw that I was having doubts they would bring out all the stops to try and get me to stay. I needed to present a strong front and get through this as fast as possible so I cane home "I''m going to talk to Devaro, and I''ll be home soon." I send them an air kiss before hanging up and rushing out of the guest room I head toward Deavaor''s office and find his face hidden behind some paperwork and he lifts his eyes to me when I walk in. \¡ã Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "What is it?" He asks, his voice all business "T want to go home and stay with the guys tonight," I tell him "Fine. I''ll ask Tony to bring the car around." He says taking his phone out and putting it to his ear. "Tony I want you to drive Emma back to Asher''s ce. Good." I?) "That was a lot easier than I was expecting," I mumble "You''re not a prisoner here. Youpleted your training, so there is no reason for you to remain here." He says not bothering to look at me a second time. \'' It didn''t matter how he was basically dismissing me. I was going home and I couldn''t wait to see my guys. Everything I had been angry about could wait until this was all over. I needed one more night with them My guys and me. \¡ã seo It takes me less than twenty minutes to pack my stuff and meet Tony outside the apartment door. He greets me with a smile and takes my bag before leading the way to the elevator "Couldn''tst another night with the boss?" He asks with amusement and a mischievous smirk I give him the stink eye. "I can handle him, I just prefer to be in nicerpany. His moods shift quicker than the weather. I already have one moody Ramano man to deal with, I cant deal with another." He lets out a fullugh. "I can''t disagree with you there." I smile andfortable silence falls between us for a few short seconds "Thanks, Tony," I say turning to him. "I appreciate all your help." He turns his head and bows it. "Your wee Miss Emma." "Just Emma. We''re friends now after all." I tease "Whatever you say, Miss Emma." I bump his shoulder in objection but there is no heat in it I didn''t realize then that what he taught me that day really would save my life. I was about to face a monster like none I hade up against. I would fight harder than I ever have and no amount of preparation would have readied me for what those weeks with Zane held for me..¡ã Chapter 49 Four or Dead Jayden...Present.. The guys were vibrating in anticipation for Emma to return home. She had only been gone a short time, but with how things had been between us when she left it made the time apart seem longer. I tried to keep my usual cool with the guys but that night I barely slept. Just knowing she wasn''t in the house made me anxious. I have no idea how any of us were going to handle her being gone for weeks with Zane Dalton. I swear at his name in my mind. I hated that guy and I didn''t even know him. J?! He wanted Emma and that was enough to make me hate him. She was ours. She was right, we hold onto her too tight because to us she is precious. We had spent all those years hurting her, but you know what the old theory was about bullying girls. \* ''Boys pull pigtails because they have a crush on you.'' I guess there is truth in that. I could tell the other guys were as fascinated by Emma as I was back then, and now she is ours but now there was a chance we could lose her. As much as I try to reassure the guys that there is nothing to worry about, my insides are twisted with worry. I can''t lose her. If I did there was no way I coulde back from it. I had already lost everyone I have ever loved and she was my second chance "Hello? Is anyone home?" My heart stops at the sound of Emma''s voice echoing through the house and a rare smile spreads across my face I am going to miss that voiceThis text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. I quickly gather myself and make my way downstairs to find Logan lifting Emma in a desperate hug. Her eyes meet mine over his shoulders and she smiles at me "Hey, Jay." She says walking toward me once Logan sets her down I reach out and brush a strand of her hair aside and she leans into my touch. This girl had my heart now and all I wanted to do was sweep her up in my arms and lock us together in my room for days. But we only had tonight. Onest night "Don''t get shy on me Jay." She says stepping closer to me and giving me a sly smile "Never," I whisper to her before meeting her lips with mine. \* I didn''t usually show affection in front of people as much as the others but I was desperate to touch her She smiles into our kiss and wraps her arms around my neck. The feeling of her body against mine makes my heart clench in pain. How could I let her leave us? I needed her here in my arms just like this forever. She pulls back from me and looks me straight in the eye and we share a silent moment wrapped in each other "Okay, my turn," Leo says stepping up behind her and she smiles and rolls her eyes "Come find meter, yeah?" She whispers to me and I nod I finally let her go and she turns to jump into Leo''s arms. He catches her and pulls her so tight against him that she makes a squeaking sound and heughs "Sorry." He says easing up and dropping his head to kiss her "Where''s Asher?" She asks when Leo finally lowers her to her feet Leoughs. "Still in the kitchen attempting to cook. He decided that he wanted to try and impress you after our video chat even though everything was already a disaster." "Oh god. How bad is it?" She asks cringing "Bad," Leo replies with a huge smile "Yeah, like burnt everything. It''s horrible." Logan adds and we all follow her to the kitchen. I As soon as we walk in we watch Asher fumbling around and cursing everything in sight, but none of us stop him just yet "What the hell? Why does it look...uh...god that''s gross." Asher mumbles to himself looking inside one of the pots Emma snorts out augh not able to stop herself. Asher''s body freezes and he drops his head in defeat. Emma moves around the ind countertop and wraps her arms around Asher''s waist from behind "What are you doing Ash?" She asks sweetly with a hint of augh "Just getting things ready for you." He says turning in her hold and giving her an innocent look She keeps holding him but leans over to look past him to see what destruction he''s caused and he stops her Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "It''s not quite ready yet," he says leaning down to hug her instead. I?) She giggles and nuzzles herself into his chest. "Smells like roadkill if I''m honest." The rest of the guys break outughing and I smile a slightly "How about we order in and you boys can clean up this messter." She gives each of us a pointed look and we all nod in agreement "Good. Now, what should we order?" She extracts herself from Asher and opens the drawer at the end of the counter where we keep all our takeout menus "Anything but Mexican," Loga says getting a dish towel to his face cour of Asher. I! "Boys. y nice. I am thinking pizza and pasta? Any objections?" She asks looking at us. \.* "No ma''am." The guys all say together She just shakes her head and pulls out her phone. With her back turned to us we all nce at one another and share the same look. This was ourst night together. The guys sighed and moved around the counter and join Asher in crowding around her and wrapping her in their arms, one of them on each side. I stayed back because she already promised my time with her wouldeter. She knew too well that our time was always alone and that''s exactly how I liked it, her all to myself..* **a After we spent a few hours eating and the guys cuddling Emma as much as possible it was time for us to finally sleep. Emma stood from her ce between Logan and Asher and walks over to me and holds her hand out to me "Ready?" She asks I nod at her and stand to follow her out of the living room. I shot a smug look at the guys and they all scowled at me. This was my time and I didn''t care if the guys pouted and whined for a week after this. This time was mine Emma walks into my room ahead of me and I turn to close and lock my door Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "So what would you like to-" I cut her off by grabbing her and mming our lips together I was losing control and I needed to feel all of her. I couldn''t let her go without this night being something special When I release her she is breathless and so am i "Wow. I guess you really did miss me." She says with a smile "T can''t hold back tonight Emma. I need you." I admit She wraps her arms around my waist and pulls me close to kiss me gently. "Why do you think I asked to stay with you tonight?" \¡ã) I sighed in relief and captured her lips into a deep kiss again. Her hands slowly moved from around my waist up to my chest and the action sends a shiver through my body. She was the only one who ever had that effect on me. Her hands traveled down my stomach until her fingers pulled the hem of my shirt aside. Her hands snacked under and her delicate fingers danced along my bare skin. It immediately made goosebumps form across my skin. My body was already on fire and I need to feel more of her. .* I moved my lips from hers and kissed along her jaw and down along her neck. Her breaths were shallow and shaky which egged me on more. Her hands continued to run along my stomach and chest, and I wanted to do the same to her. My control was breaking faster than I had hoped. I wanted so badly to take this slow and cherish it, but I couldn''t wait. I moved away from her a little and lifted the hem of her shirt and she lifted her arms to let me pull it from her body. As soon as it was thrown aside our lips met and we both desperately ran our hands over each other "Jay." She whispered against my ear and I let out a sound that was more animal than man and surprised her She giggled and pulled me into another kiss. "Don''t hold back Jay." I didn''t need to be told twice. I kept her tight against me but walked us toward the bed. When her legs hit the edge of the bed I finally released her and she dropped down on the bed with a giggle. I opened her legs slightly so I could slip in between them andy myself over her. She immediately wrapped her arms around me as I hovered over her "I can''t promise you I''ll take things slow. Sorry." I told her honestly "I don''t need slow Jay. I just need you." She says and I descend on her like I am a man starved Chapter 50 I swallow the tight knot suddenly forming from his words. Before I can reply or speak at all his lips are meeting mine in a kiss that instantly makes my knees weak "Take off the rest of your clothes." He says releasing me I step back from him and keep my eyes locked with his as I remove the remaining pieces of my clothes. Her eyes hungrily take in my exposed body and I try my best to ignore the urge to cover myself. He walks toward me and ces his hands. on either side of my face.." "You''re beautiful Emma. So beautiful." He says meeting my lips again His hands slowly move down my neck and arms making me shiver from the warmth of his skin against mine. He presses a too quick kiss to the corner of my mouth before moving down the side of my neck nipping at my skin between kisses. The bites are yful but they send a jolt of excitement through me. Ideas of him biting a little harder sh through my mind for some reason and I shudder at the thought I tilt my head to the side to expose more of my neck to him. He wees the invitation and moves down my cor bone while brushing light fingertips against my sides and down to my hips His hands are everywhere, feeling every piece of me and I can''t resist running my fingers slowly along his smooth muscr back He isn''t as built as Asher or Logan, he is slimmer than them but he is still very fit. Even though he seemed in a hurry to start, his touches have turned slow and drawn out like he is trying to put every inch of me to memory "Jayden..." I say his name as both a whispered encouragement but also as a question "Sorry. I just need to feel you. You leaving us tomorrow is killing me." He says making another round of kissing along my neck He slowly moves forward forcing me back until my legs hit the edge of his bed. With a single finger against my chest, he makes me lower myself to the bed and he moves with me, crowing himself over my body Our lips meet again and my body arches toward him trying to take as much as I can from this kiss. Too soon he breaks the kiss and stands My eyes follow his every movement and when he starts to undo his pants I reach for him instead. I keep my eyes on him as I slowly lower his zipper and hook my fingers into the hoops of his pants and pull them all the way down. >! I am in the perfect position to see how turned on he is so I don''t hesitate to pull the ck boxers he is wearing as well. He groans as the fabric brushes against his hardening length. His hands reach out and tangle into my hair and I move without much thought and wrap my hand around him. His hips buck at the sudden pressure and with no real experience doing this I let his reactions show me what to do I watch his hips move in a rhythm and swallow down anyst bits of anxiety I am feeling and do something even he didn''t expect. I lean forward and brush my lips against his top and he shudders. The hand in my hair tightens to stop me. "Wait." He says breathlessly. "I want to be inside you. We can y another time." I I let out a breathyugh and move back onto the bed. I pull myself further up in the bed ready for him to follow. He moves quickly, chasing my lips before I am lyingpletely on the bed. The urgency from before has returned and he uses his knees to encourage me to open my legs for him. When I do, he lowers his hips to mine and grinds himself against me. He seems to be working himself into a frenzy and I am waiting for his control to snap. _'') He keeps our lips locked together as he runs his free hand slowly up my thigh and past my hips. His fingers dance softly against my stomach and stop just below my left breast. His lips break free from my now swollen lips and he kisses down my neck a little quicker this time but he doesn''t stop. The hand under my breast moves higher and he messages it before sucking on the sensitive skin and making me whimper. I'' He needs to move this along or I will have to take over Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Are you on the pill?" He asks lifting his head to look at me. I "What?" The question takes me off guard for a second. "Yeah, I started after my time with Asher. Why?" (¡ã "Because I don''t want anything between us when I make youe." MyThis content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. eyes widen but I don''t get a chance to say a word more before his lips find mine again in a punishing kiss. \¡ã Without a word more he is lined up against me and slowly pushing into me. I pull away from our kiss to gasp at the feeling of him inching inside me. He groans and drops his head to my shoulder pushing deeper until he is fully inside me. We both still while I adjust to the feeling.'' "So tight." He says against my ear and a shiver runs along my skin from his breaths fanning out a small area of my hair A few seconds pass and he slowly starts to move. Everything feels sensitive and my breathse out short as he starts to move a little faster. I reach out and dig my fingers into his back which seems to only spur him on to move faster. I can feel how desperate he is with every thrust and I open myself up for him to satisfy his every need. I trust himpletely "Are you okay?" He asks slowing to at a calmer pace I nod. "Yes." His lips meet mine and my eyes fall shut and I let myself just feel it all "You feel so good, Emma. You''re so beautiful." He says his lips hovering so close to mine He moves slow and deep into me for so long it feels like hours have passed. My body feels like putty in his hands as he runs his fingers all Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! over me making me shiver. His hands run down my sides and hook under my leg pulling it lower to him as he grinds deeper into me "Jayden..." I don''t know what I wanted to say to him because I''m cut off by my body shuttering and tensing. I) My breaths are shaky and he follows soon after as I clench around him He lets out a groan before dropping on top of me but not hard enough to crush me. I run my fingers through his hair while he catches his breath. Slowly he removes himself from inside me and rolls toy beside me He takes a few moments to catch his breath before he is up and heading to the bathroom. I hear water running and I assume he has jumped in the shower, but hees back out and moves to my side of the bed "How about a bath?" He asks me and before I can answer, he lifts me into his arms and I wrap my arms around his neck. \* He walks me into the bathroom and steam is already collecting in the mirror. The bath is only half-filled but he lowers me inside before climbing in behind me. We sit in silence while the water continues to fill the tub. I let my head lull back and rest against his shoulder. He wraps his arms around me and leaveszy kisses on my neck and shoulder. \'' This night really was perfect and exactly what I needed. I know Jayden needed it too because he tries to be strong for the guys. He tries to bring them down when they are stressed and emotional. This whole thing is going to wreck them and he will have to be the one that keeps everyone grounded. That''s why we needed this night. He can let that facade fall away with me and he can tell me everything he is feeling The thing about Jayden though is that he doesn''t have to say a thing. I know how he feels for me. By the way he watches me, protects me in shadows, by every little thing he does that no one else sees. My guardian angel. My dark prince. I Chapter 51 Four or Dead Emma "Can I say again that I hate this n?" Logan had been in a bad mood all morning while we got ready for school Last night I was woken by the others climbing into bed with Jayden and me. With a lot of effort, we all managed to fit on Jayden''s bed and I fell asleep with all the guys cuddled up to me in some way. It would look silly to people but I needed that closeness and so did they. \¡ã "Ym with Logan on this one. I mean it makes a lot of sense but I am going to be sick after. Just remember baby, none of it is real." Asher assures me, but I trusted himpletely now so I believe every word or at least try to The five of us walk into school together and I can already feel the pain of this possibly being thest day I see the boys for a while. I made ns ahead of time to finish myst few credits for school early. Even with what went on at home I made an effort to find a way to distract myself when dad was really bad, and that meant I was finished with all my required sses. I was staying for the extra credits I could get and because I never wanted to be at home longer than I had to be So I stayed and now I''ll be able to disappear with Zane and it won''t interfere with anything important. I will still walk at graduation with the rest of my ss, that is if I finish all this before then "Andrea says she''ll meet me before ss," Asher says ncing down at his phone and scowling He was not happy having to get involved with her again, but she is the most ruthless person at this school. She''ll take any chance she gets to break me, and we were giving her that chance on a silver tter. .") "And the others?" I ask looking at the rest of my boys "Easy. They aren''t exactly bright so it didn''t take much convincing." Logan says smugly and I can''t help but roll my eyes at him Andrea''s friends had also been summoned for the big event today. In short, the guys are going to get caught with them at various times throughout the day. Word will spread fast since our rtionship is pretty well known now. The big finally will happen at lunch when I walk in on Andrea all over Asher. \¡ã Pretty basic but effective and since Andrea likes to turn everything into a spectacle I was sure she would no doubt add her own ir to really make all this hurt. Once we get to my locker the guys don''t go for their usual send-off and instead walk away without a word. I tense automatically and I try to hide myself behind my locker door, but I can hear the whispers. The boys are always very clear with their affection and even though this one thing is tiny it has the desired effect Things escte even more in ss when I sit as far from the boys as possible. I fall back into my habit of trying to be invisible and I hate how easy it feels to fall into the background. \* "Are they fighting or something? They''re usually all over each other. It''s disgusting but this is weird." I hear someone say and I squeeze my eyes shut I feel my phone vibrate and I carefully pull it out and see a message from Logan Logan: I miss you already! Don''t look so sad baby you''re breaking my heart. (3) I try very hard to fight back a smile and I send him a quick reply Me: stop it, I''m supposed to look upset. You guys have been cheating and we are supposed to break up! \'' Logan: yeah yeah I just wanted you to know that you are beautiful and amazing! Ok, that''s it. ¡ã) Me: you''re crazy but you also look very nice today Logan: you mean sexy? You can say it...I won''t judge you Me: shut up and stop texting me! I''m supposed to hate you Logan: well I got nothing but love for you baby girl. .* Me: oh my god stop! I need to stay in character Logan: okay okay, but remember you are the only girl for me. None of what happens will change that. And if Zaneys a hand on you I will cut it off Me: I''ll have to let him at least touch a little or I won''t sell it. But when it''s all over I give you permission to hurt him as much as you want, how''s that? Logan: beautiful you have no idea how happy that will make me. I''ll hold you to itThis material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. Me: no problem. Love you Logan: same baby. Now I will scowl at you but in a nice way. \"¡ã I shake my head and nce up to see he really is scowling at me, but a secondter he nces around to make sure no one is watching before throwing me a wink as well. I hold back a smile and turn my attention to Andrea instead. She took a seat next to Asher and is turned in his direction, running her hand down his arm. \* I can see the vain in his neck tensing but he''s putting on a good act of enjoying Andrea''s attention. In the corner of my eye, I can see two girls watching me and whispering to each other. I quickly turn away and lower my head again The next few sses y out the same. The boys flirting with other girls right in front of me and me looking hurt. Seeing the guys like that churns my stomach even though I know it''s all fake. When the bell rings for lunch I rush to the bathroom and lock myself in a stall. "Oh my gosh. That''s her! I knew the Angels wouldn''t slum it with someone like her for long. I mean she is in at best and totally weird It was probably a bet or something. Did you see Andrea all over Asherst ss? It''s like things are finally going back to normal." One of the girls I rushed past said to her friend I know that I shouldn''t care but the way she says that the guys have been slumming it with me hurts more than I thought it would. Being with the guys has helped mee a long way with seeing myself in a more positive way, but was that true? I shouldn''t care because the guys have told me how they felt about me but that little voice of doubt has started to rise again "Well, my friend who helps in the office says she''ll be gone soon. Out of sight out of mind, you know? No one is going to care or remember after a week I guarantee it." The other girl says. I My heart clenches and I feel a single tear fall down my cheek and I try to fight the many more gathering in my eyes. I can''t let their words hurt me, but maybe it''s for the best. At least my pain will look real because some of it is I hear the door m closed and I open the door to check and see if I''m alone now. The bathroom seems empty so I step up to the mirror and look at my reflection. My eyes look watery and I decide I''ll use this for the final act. I''ll need the tears for when I see that snake all over Asher The mental image alone is making the tears even more real, but I hang on to them as best I can. With one more deep breath, I step toward the door and pull it open, ready to y my part As I walk down the hall everyone is whispering about me and some even have their phones out. I hate this but a public spectacle is what I need so I ignore them. I finally make it to the cafeteria and I slowly open the door. As soon as I step inside everything goes ufortably quiet. I look up and see Andrea sitting on Asher''sp, their lips locked together in an intense kiss Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I freeze right there in front of the cafeteria door and lock my eyes on them. A few people start tough and whisper and it catches Andrea''s attention. She breaks her kiss with Asher and turns to me. The smirk on her face is full of triumph and hate "Well well, look who''s fallen back down to the bottom of the food chain." She stands and walks toward me, a sway to her hips and head held high When she is standing in front of me, I mentally prepare myself for anything awful she might say. She doesn''t say another word though, her hand raises and all I feel is pain. My head is forced to the side at the impact of her hand against my cheek "How dare you try and take what''s mine you little bitch." She grows between clenched teeth. "You''re done here. Girls! Show her out." (") Andrea steps back and I nce over to the guys. There standing and ready to step in but I shake my head. They can''t stop them or this would all blow up. Two of Andrea''s crew step up and each grab one of my arms. They pull me out of the cafeteria and down the hall to the entrance of the school. They m the doors open and drag me outside Once were in front of the school they release me with a shove and I stumble forward nearly falling to my knees I catch myself and turn to them with my chest rising and falling with hate and an urge to fight back "Bye bye rat! Don''t bothering back! If you do we''ll do more than string you up. We''ll use poison, and make sure you won''t survive." They say without a hint of humor. 7 } They aren''t making empty threats, they mean every word. These girls are happy to kill me to keep what they want. I am an obstacle to them and that means I''m a threat. I turn to walk away from them when I feel one of the girls push me between my shoulder des and send me tumbling down the front steps Ind hard and I struggle to take in a breath. The impact had knocked the wind out of me and I''m sure I have more serious injuries but my head is pounding too much for me to feel much else. Warm liquid trails down into my mouth and the taste of my blood snaps me back and I whimper from the pain that crashes into me all at once "Whoops." One of them says before turning away andughing I watch them go "Emma!" I hear his voice call my name and I go still..? That voice sends a chill down my spine and I feel sick to my stock and not because of my injuries..¡ã It worked. He ising for me. I? Chapter 52 Four or Dead Asher "Is it done?" My dad asks as soon as he answers my call "Yeah, she''s with him now," I reply through a clenched jaw Andrea and her girls were more violent than I had expected and me and the guys were ready to screw the n and step in to protect Emma, but she called us off with one look. She has that power over us, but I wish I had stepped in any way and thrown everything away to keep her from leaving. Watching Zanee to her rescue and putting his hands on her makes me sick to my stomach "She agreed to update me as soon as she is settled. I''ll be monitoring her as best I can son, don''t worry." My dad sounded like he actually cared, but how could he if he agreed to this? "There is nothing you can do now dad. She is in a den of wolves and has no idea what to expect. We know nothing about that man and his crew Hell, we didn''t even know anything until Emma brought us a name. So how are you going to help her? You can''t! If she dies dad I swear I will kill you. Do you hear me?" I end the call before he can reply to my threatsN?velDrama.Org is the owner. I don''t care that he''s my father. If my girl is killed, everyone in our crew will pay with blood. I will burn the whole thing down if anything happens to her Four or Dead Asher "Is it done?" My dad asks as soon as he answers my call "Yeah, she''s with him now," I reply through a clenched jaw Andrea and her girls were more violent than I had expected and me and the guys were ready to screw the n and step in to protect Emma, but she called us off with one look. She has that power over us, but I wish I had stepped in any way and thrown everything away to keep her from leaving. Watching Zanee to her rescue and putting his hands on her makes me sick to my stomach "She agreed to update me as soon as she is settled. I''ll be monitoring her as best I can son, don''t worry." My dad sounded like he actually cared, but how could he if he agreed to this? I" "There is nothing you can do now dad. She is in a den of wolves and has no idea what to expect. We know nothing about that man and his crew Hell, we didn''t even know anything until Emma brought us a name. So how are you going to help her? You can''t! If she dies dad I swear I will kill you. Do you hear me?" I end the call before he can reply to my threats I don''t care that he''s my father. If my girl is killed, everyone in our crew will pay with blood. I will burn the whole thing down if anything happens to her "She''ll let us know when she''s safe," Leo saysying his hand on my shoulder. '' "T don''t like this. What if they take her phone? We won''t know anything if she cant contact us. I hate this!" I yell mming my fist into the closest locker "None of us like this man, but it''s done. Now we need to wait. So stop punching things because the only thing that it will do is hurt you. It won''t bring her back." Logan adds and I turn to him and scowl "She put the ne on this morning. We can keep track of her with that. She isn''t alone." Jayden reminds us. \¡ã We are all standing in the hallway looking through the windows of the double doors at the spot where Emma was taken. As soon as the act was ended we escaped the girls we had tricked into helping us. I felt sick having Andrea near me like that and kissing her felt like my skin was being burned. I hated that girl''s every cell and I was d the moment I could tell her off We made sure we didn''t say too much because knowing Andrea''s big mouth, word could get back to Zane that this whole thing was a setup "T want to skin those girls alive for hurting Emma. I just might." Logan growls out as we turn and head back down the hallway Thank god we are graduating in a few weeks. I''ll be happy to be out of this hell hole, but I guess we''ll be thrown back into another. My dad has something nned for us I can tell. Agreeing to Emma''s n shifted something in him. I saw the way he looked at her. He''s infatuated with her, but it doesn''t seem like he tried anything. Emma would have told us if he had, but that tells me one thing...he won''t let anything happen to her either The idea of my dad having any attraction to our girl makes me want to put a gun to his head but if his fascination with her keeps her alive I don''t care. At least not now, but when the right timees I am going to kick his ass. (*) "So should we ditch the rest of the day?" Logan suggests and I let out a huff of augh Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Yeah. Let''s go." I say heading for my locker We grab our stuff and leave. I want to get home and check on Jayden''s tracker. He set it up to ry to his phone but that only alerts him on location not the sound it picks up. I still don''t know how he got the crazy thing but it''s going to be our saving grace if Emma is in trouble ee When we get back home Jayden immediately grabs hisptop and we all sit around the living room table and wait for him to pull up the software "Are you sure that thing picks up sound? It''s like the size of a dime." Logan asks again. II) "It''s advanced technology so yes. I wouldn''t have gone with anything less than the best for Emma." Jayden assured us "So how was your night? Emma is always too quiet I can never tell." Logan asks with a mischievous smirk. \*) Leo punches him in the arm hard and Loganughs "She enjoyed it and so did I. Why jealous?" Jayden asks not even lifting his eyes from the screen "Hell yeah! I am going to get our girl to scream though." He says threading his hands behind his head and smiling proudly "You won''t. Emma spent her whole life being threatened not to make a sound when her father beat her. I don''t think it''s in her to scream." Leo points out and Logan''s smile falls "Yeah," Logan says with a sigh. "I wish I could bring that guy back just to kill him all over again. His death was too quick." "T go for efficiency. You know that. Torture is your thing, and it wasn''t like there was time." Jayden says and I shiver That guy was cold-hearted pure and simple which made him a perfect killer. Maybe it was watching his whole family murdered, but he could kill with a flick of his finger. He is deadly, far more so than the rest of us. He probably felt nothing about killing that bastard, he was only worried about what Emma would think. Our girl was thankfully not Those two were an odd pair but he needs her just like the rest of us, more so. That''s why we were fine letting him have Emma''sst night That and because she wanted to have that time alone with him. Jayden slips into the background with ease but Emma always keeps her eye on him. It''s almost like she knows exactly what goes on with him. She knew they needed to connect on that level to seal their bond She is brilliant like that. She has no doubts that Leo and Logan know where they stand with her, but Jayden doesn''t think he deserves her She wanted to show him that he does, that even when she''s gone...we are all a part of her. Our friend may be cold-hearted but with Emma, he hides a list of fears. She is light and he is shadow, two things that can never touch and yet they do. So yeah we let him have one night, but as soon as Emma is back he is going to have to get in line We all nned on iming our girl at least a few times when she is back with us. Maybe even all at once. The thought makes me smile to myself and when I nce up at Logan he smirks like he knows exactly what I''m thinking "Tt''s up," Jayden says and I shake away my less than appropriate thoughts, and join the guys around the screen "Tt looks like they''ve been over half the city. They are probably trying to get rid of any possible tails." Jayden says and I nod The guy wasn''t an idiot "Where are they?" Leo asks "Here, but there is one of many high rises there. It''s not specific on what level or room she''s in. If we stormed the ce we could spend hours trying to find her and they could escape long before we find her." Jayden exins and I scowl Smart move Zane "That''s smart. He probably has his whole organization spread across all his properties for that reason." Leo adds We couldn''t go in now if we wanted to. We needed Emma to tell us where she is when the timees. She had a n to get a message to us if she couldn''t reach us through calls or texts. We would watch every day for that message and when ites we''ll be ready with an army behind us Chapter 53 Four or Dead Emma "Where are we going?" I ask Zane when I notice we don''t seem to be going anywhere specific, more like driving aimlessly "One of my properties in the city." He says looking out the window and giving his driver yet another stream of directions that sound like they lead nowhere I assume no one of this is an ident and the logical reason would be that he is trying to be sure we aren''t being followed. Although I find this level of caution a little excessive. These kinds of men are always overly paranoid when ites to their secrets. It reminds me of my dad constantly changing his number, bank ounts, license tes, and so on. I found all that just as ridiculous as this..*) It''s simple. Don''t do anything illegal then you wouldn''t have to watch your back so extensively. .¡ã "My doctor is waiting for us there. He can check out all your injuries." His attention was turned to me now and he gives me a concerned once over Feeling his eyes travel over me makes me feel sick but I have to push all that away and act my part. I was in and now I had to keep my cover in ce. My cover as the helpless orphan who is wounded and naive and in need of rescuing. Only some of that is true. I''m not helpless anymore that''s for sure I smile to myself when I think back to my training. It''s was an intense experience trying to cram all that in but there is one good thing about me...I can be a very fast learner when I need to be and I always remember what I learn. So that move with the gun, yep I am definitely using that one. I just need a kickass outfit to go along with my new skills. Too bad I will have to settle for whatever Zane ns to dress me in. GY That''s the thing about being the arm candy for one of the most powerful men in the city, they control everything you do. I had to expect the worst going into this but being arm candy for Zane is the least of my worries. I needed to find out about his crew and his business which was not going to be easy Someone as paranoid as he seems won''t spill all his secrets for the girl he wants. He may bring me in but he isn''t going to let me see everything, not until I prove I''m the woman who ns to rule by his side and nothing less. I am not sure if it''s possible for me to take ona role like that but I need to try Finally, we start to head downtown and it''s a short drive before we are pulling up to the entrance of the most beautiful hotel I have ever seen. I had not expected this to be the kind of property Zane would bring me to at all. Does he live here? As if reading my thoughts he smiles at me and says, "The whole top floor of this hotel is reserved for me and my special guests." "Wow. This ce is....amazing." I say in disbelief and my reaction is one hundred percent real at this moment I have rarely been downtown so everything looks amazing and a bit overwhelming, but in the best way..*! The car pulls to a stop at the entrance of the hotel where a giant fountain sits. Why are all rich people obsessed with fountains? I mean my family had money, my father never would have met Zane if we didn''t, but we never had a fountain Aman dressed in a suit and bow tie walks toward Zane''s door and pulls it open for him "Wee, sir." He says lowering his head to Zane I pause, not sure what would be the proper thing to do. Do I slide over to his side and get out or do I wait for someone to open my door too? I decide to go with the former. I slide all the way over and spin just enough to set my feet on the ground before a hand reaches out to me Zane waits for me to take it and when I do he applies a small amount of force to encourage me to stand Once I am out of the car he keeps hold of my hand and leads me toward the entrance The door frames shine and glisten as if they were formed out of real gold. My eyes wander over every detail of the patterns cut into the metal making it look extravagant. The doors open for us and two more sharply dressed men step out and hold them back to let us pass When I step inside I can''t help the gasp that leaves my mouth Everything shines. The floor is a stunning white marble that has small translucent stones that almost look like crystals woven throughout Where the sunlight hits it looks like a pathway made of diamonds There is gold ent everywhere, and clean white furniture with soft blue pieces scattered to add a hint of color..?) If I didn''t despise Zane and everything he stands for I may have liked it here, but I am here for one thing, and being wooed by grandiose disys isn''t it. That doesn''t mean I can''t pretend. [)This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. "This ce is beautiful. I have never seen anything like it." I say walking just a step behind Zane to take everything in "Good afternoon sir." A man at the front desk says greeting Zane as we head toward...yep gold-colored elevator doors Even though I know it''s not real gold, it sure shines like it is "T need my usual sent up to my suite enough for two. Has the doctor arrived?" Zane asks the man "Yes, sir he is waiting in room 552." The man answers "Good thank you. Come, Emma." Zane pulls me toward the elevator and I give the man at the front desk a quick wave and a ''thank you''. \'') The elevator opens for us and even though there is a small group of other people waiting, no one gets in with us. The doors close and finally Zane releases me. He presses one of the buttons on the wall and pulls out his phone. We fall silent and I take that time to see how many floors are in this ce. 68 floors? No way! "Are there things you need from your old ce? I can have one of my men pick them up for you." Zane asks me suddenly "Oh, I didn''t have much there. A few pieces of clothes but not much else." I say Not exactly true. The guys love buying me clothes and gifts but I need to seem lost and desperate, so I lie. Thankfully I am pretty good at lieing since I lied all these years about what my father had been doing to me "All the basics will be ready for you in your suite and tomorrow we can go and get whatever else you need." He says moving closer to me and giving my hand a sympathetic squeeze..?) He seems so normal. Nothing at all like the cold cruel man I had thought he was. I didn''t find him threatening during our time together even though I had not consented. Even now I don''t feel threatened by him but that isn''t saying much. He had to be ruthless to lead a crew and handle the people involved with supplying his more illegal side business. Good guys don''t exist in that world "Thank you. I-I don''t know what would have happened if you didn''te for me." I say with my best damsel in distress voice It made me sick to have to pretend to be helpless and alone. I had put most of those feelings behind me and wanted it to stay in the past but I need that side of me now if I was going to sell this. I just hope I don''t fall deeper into that darkness than necessary, or I may not recover this time We reach the top floor of the hotel and I follow Zane down the hallway to the room marked 552. Zane pulls out a golden key card, because apparently this guy is Midas, and a ding tells us that his golden card has worked. The room we step into is huge, and it makes me wonder what Zane''s suite looks like. \¡ã "Mr. Dalton." I turn quickly to see a man in his fortiese out from one of the bedrooms. "Everything is ready in here." Okay, this does not feel right. Why does he need a whole room to check out a few bumps and bruises? "Emmae in here please," Zane says extending his hand to show me into the room I offer the doctor a polite smile and force my feet to the door leading into the mysterious room. I stop as soon as I see what''s waiting for me inside ''What''s all this for?" I ask nervously turning to look at Zane. \* "It''s for safety love. Your''s and mine." What have I gotten myself into? \*) Chapter 54 Four or Dead Leo "Shit." I hear Jayden yell suddenly while we sit around the living room eating some takeout from a nearby burger joint. 7 When I stopped by to pick up our stuff the owner was surprised to see me again. Emma had been making it her mission to try and cook all our meals, so it had been a while since we had to resort to our usual fast-food spots..'') "What?" I ask him pulling my attention away from my tablet "Emma''s tracker signal, It''s gone," Jayden growls out mming a bit too hard on the keys of hisptop "What the hell do you mean it''s gone, Jay?" Asher asks angrily standing and looking about ready to kill our friend "It''s gone offline. Which should not be possible." Jayden exins "What could cause it?" I ask him "The tracker works by satellitemunication instead of radio signals which are detectable. Which means something has scrambled the signal or her tracker is destroyed." Jayden continues "What do we do? Can we restart the program and try to sync with the satellite again?" I ask "Tm trying but the signal is gone," Jayden says before standing and clutching hisptop tightly We all stop moving and watch him. He can be scary and unpredictable when he loses his temper and this is one of those times when we have no idea how he will react. He loves Emma and if the one thing he hoped would keep us connected to her is gone, he is going to blow. As if summoning the darkness in him, I watch him lift hisptop and throw it full force at the nearest wall. His expression doesn''t shift once even at the sight of hisptop breaking into pieces and falling to the floor. \* Then he turns and walks out of the room without a word "This isn''t good," Logan says turning back to us after watching Jayden leave. "He is going to do something stupid." "We need to find him an outlet before he starts hurting people," Asher says jumping to his feet and pulling out his phone There is silence while we wait to see what he has in mind "Hey Tony, do you have one?" Asher asks one of Devaro''s trusted men "Good, don''t touch them. We will handle it. Okay, see you soon." I? "They have someone for Jay?" Logan asks with a smirk on his face He gets too much pleasure from watching people be beaten to an inch of their life, but he hardly ever gets his hands dirty. He is a pretty boy and hates to get blood on his hands unless it''s for a good enough reason. There is only one person he will willingly break skin for now, and we are all willing to get our hands dirty for that guy Zane Dalton Even I would be willing to throw a few blows at him when we finally get our girl back. I usually prefer a bullet to a fist, but I would be willing to make an exception for that bastard "What do they got?" Logan asks standing and leisurely stretching his arms above his head "Apparently they finally captured one of the men from thetest attack on our stash house. Unlike the others, he doesn''t seem to be in a rush to die. They have him strung up at one of the safe houses, so I told them Jay will do the interrogation." Asher tells us while typing something on his phone, no doubt sending a text to Jay about our new ns for tonight "Let''s gear up," Asher says leaving the room with Logan and me on his heels. CJ We all head toward the stairs and split up to our rooms to get changed We all have a set look when ites to crew business. We aren''t just any thugs, we are four of the most deadly members of our crew, and we dress like it With Emma gone, we''re all on edge and this was the perfect chance to get some of that anger and frustration out ''When I open my closet I spot my gear right away ck t-shirt, ck cargo pants, a bulletproof vest with about a dozen pockets, and my ckbat boots Jayden and I are not as bulky as Asher and Logan but with our gear, we look every bit as deadly as our brothers I strap my vest tight to my chest and open the box I keep in the safe at the back of my closet. My weapons safe. Inside I have a variety of handguns, knives, the random granade, and a slew of bullets. I pick out my favorite gun, the Smith and Wesson M&P 9. It''s new and angry looking but so far it''s done well, so it''s been my go-to recently As a precaution, I also add a few knives to my vest as well along with a couple of clips, ready and waiting. Who knows, maybe we can check up on a few of our suppliers when we finish with the rat. \*) As I said, we all have a lot of anger to get out now that Emma is away We pulled back a lot when she came, trying to be better men, but we needed this, or we would go crazy sitting around waiting to hear if she is okay "Leo let''s go!" Asher yells through my door after banging on it hard and loud "T''ming!" I yell back, my voice nearly a growl Yeah tensions between us were already starting, we need to get out of here and find a release. God help the man who will be under our care tonight, he will beg for death before we''re done with him Jayden Ihave a talent for keeping my emotions in check mostly because not much gets me riled up. That is unless it involves Emma. She is my everything now and only she can pull out any real emotion from me. I smile around her and only her more than I have with anyone in a long time. She is the love of my life and not knowing where she is or what is happening has me so wound up that keeping my anger tapped down feels impossible When Asher sent the messaging saying we had ns for tonight, I felt thrilled. I needed this. To feel blood in my hands. To hurt someone the way I am hurting right now. I know that makes me a monster, but I am way past caring..* All the anger I keep pent up goes toward doing my job, being one of the deadliest Angel in our crew. Myck of emotion makes killing and torturinge easy to me. The guys know shit is about to go down when I get as angry as I had earlier. They are the only ones I allow to see even the smallest amount of my real emotions. They know when to get out of my way when I get like this._'' "We''re ready Jay," Asher says meeting me next to the kitchen ind Leo and Logan trail after him in their all-ck gear. We always wor all ck when we did crew work. The look was ideal for a lot of reasons. To keep us hidden at night, to intimidate in the daylight, and to hide blood. We didn''t need to get all dressed up for an interrogation, but I hoped that any intel we get from this guy will lead us to something good and this night can get more interesting. \'') Zane Dalton is in my crosshairs and I am ready to take a shot at his organization. Maybe one or two at the man himself. I can''t kill him, not yet but soon Very soon He will feel the full extent of the beast inside me when the timees and not just mine but everyone who cares for Emma. Which now includes Devaro and four of his top men. That guy doesn''t stand a chance, and he will know it real soon "Let''s get this done," I say walking around the ind and past my brothers, leading them to our front door. I'' **# It takes us thirty minutes to reach just outside of the city to the edge of the surrounding woods and toward one of our closest safe houses. We have ten that lead further north but this is the one we currently use for these special conversationsN?velDrama.Org is the owner. We pull up to the unassuming cabin and park our car around back. Two of our guys are standing guard in front of the house and two more around the back door. When we step out and head for the back door they nod to us before letting us pass When we step inside I hear muffled screams. One of our men was getting our guest ready for us, perfect We pass through the kitchen and through the swinging door leading to the living room. There is nothing in the room besides one chair which currently had a sweaty sobbing rat strapped to it Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Tony! What are you doing here man?" Logan asks throwing an arm around Tony''s shoulder. [?) "Just warming things up for you guys. Plus things are too quiet for me and I needed to get my blood pumping. I hate waiting around, it''s the worst part of this job." Tony mumbles in annoyance "Dad doesn''t have you on recon?" Asher asks "Nah, he wanted to make sure we get something out of this guy as soon as possible. He hopes he''ll spill enough that we can hit Dalton hard. I think he wants to quicken things along so Miss Emma isn''t there longer than she needs to be. I don''t like it. I mean I trained her and she picked things up like a pro but I don''t like her there either. I don''t like her unprotected." Tony says with a snarl..¡ã Emma has easily drawn a crowd of protectors to her and even though I should be jealous, I know these guys well enough that I have no reason to be. They see Emma as one of us, the mo important one f us and I am d of it. I could probably go so far as to say they would protect her from any of us or even Devaro if need be. Tony was one of those loyal kinds and when he ars his loyalty, he holds to it. He would die to protect Emma and that gives me peace of mind. I" The other crew members haven''t had a chance to get to know Emma, but I know when they do they will all be d to swear to protect her She has this way about her that brings everyone to her side, and she doesn''t even have to try. Actually, she would make a great leader of the Angels if we didn''t have ns to leave this life once this is all over.'') "We don''t like it either but Emma is stubborn when she wants to be and there is nothing we can do now that won''t blow her cover Unfortunately, that means we are stuck twiddling our thumbs until we get the green light to go in." Logan says moving away from Tony and stepping in front of the man strapped to the chair. I! He leans down and smiles widely. "Hello there. We are going to have some fun together." *) Logan removes the man''s gag and the guy gives him a cocky smirk like he thinks he won the lottery to have Logan interrogate him. Logan has that charm that makes people misjudge him and think they are safe around him, even with his size Logan knows this so he says, "Oh you won''t be talking to me, you''ll be talking to him." Logan turns to me and steps away I step forward with my arms crossed and my cold expressionless face on tight. My expressionless face is always enough to get people sweating, everyone except Emma. She just cocks her head at me with one eyebrow raised and I melt. She isn''t put off by my cold exterior and she doesn''t let it push her away This guy, however, his cocky face falls the moment his eyes meet mine He knows he''s in trouble and that is what makes me smile. A smile that promises pain and blood Two of my favorite things Time to go to work Chapter 55 Four or Dead Emma I wake up with a groan as I try toe back to my body from the darkness of forced sleep. What happened? My head is pounding and my mouth is dry but I try to lick my lips anyway "Emma?" A deep male voice sends my heart into a panicked gallop making my eyes fly open I nce around and sit up quickly, shuffling back against the headboard of the bed while at the same time trying to remember where I am When my eyes rest on Zane sitting on the bed not far from me my memoriese rushing back "What happened?" I ask, my voice sounding a little horse "A little precaution of bringing you here is nting a small device to help keep track of you." Did he just say he imnted a tracking device in me? 4) I let out a breath running my fingers through my hair while I let the fog in my head clear a little. My body feels sore, so I try to adjust myself to sit morefortably and that''s when I feel a shot of pain in my hip. I wince and throw my hand up to cover the area that is throbbing only to make it hurt more. [) "Careful, you don''t want to break open your stitches do you?¡± Zane says offering me a unreadable nce "Zane, I don''t understand? What is this?" I ask lifting my shirt to find a white bandage taped to my hip "Well, my dear. I wanted to be sure that if anything happened to you or if someone had the very bad idea of taking you from me that I could find you anywhere." He says standing and fixing his suit. "Now I have to go. I have a meeting in half an hour." \¡ã) He turns and strides toward the door with a walk like he is the master of the whole world, which I guess in this town he is. \'' I throw back the covers and try to rush after him. He doesn''t even seem to notice me stumbling behind him until he is standing in front of the suite door He turns to me and offers me a smile. "There''s a party tonight in honor of a recent deal I closed, and I want to take you as my date. It will be good for my friends to meet my fianc¨¦. Don''t you think?" My heart is racing and not in a good way. His fianc¨¦? I mean I know that technically that is true, but it sounds wrong when he says it. There is no way I would ever marry this guy, and on the first day, I have to pretend in front of a room full of people that I was happy about this? At this moment I wished I had spent more time preparing for this because it was going to be one of the hardest things I would ever do to stand in a room full of people on the arm of the man who bought me "I''ll have one of my people bring you something appropriate to wear. So get dolled up darling, it''s going to be fun." He says winking at me and pulling the door open When the door opens I take a quick nce and see two men standing beside the door and a few men stationed further down the hall as well. I needed to know what I was dealing with if I nned on escaping at some point. \*) Zane steps out of the room but turns again to say, "My men will be standing guard at all times to keep you safe Emma, and this door can only be opened by me or my men. You arepletely safe. See you tonight." ") Before I can fully under his words the door closes and I hear the chiming sound of it locking. Realization hits me and I rush toward the door, pulling on the handle in a panic. \* "Zane wait! Please isn''t lock me in here!" I cry out as I p my hand against the door. .*) I was so stupid to think I was ready for this. How could I be when something as small as being locked inside a room was enough to send me into a spiral of fear and panic. A sob escapes me that sounds weak and broken, but as the memories of my small closet roome shing through my mind I can''t help myself. \*) I turn and slide down the door until my body is slumped against it. Hot tears are falling from my eyes and I pull my legs closer to me and bury my head in my arms It''s too soon. I''m not ready for this. Maybe I never would have been. All this time I thought I was healing when what I was really doing was pushing my past away and trying to bury it far away. I haven''t been pretending that I am better but I''m not. Far from it I don''t know how long I cry for but when I finally calm myself I pull myself up and scan the room for my backpack. Jayden ad. Leo had encrypted a old phone for me, and right now I needed to hear my guy''s voices. II) At first nce, I don''t see my stuff anywhere, so I stumble around the unfamiliar room and search for it once again. I finally find it resting against one of the sofas. It looks intact, but I carry to the bedroom I had left and start to do a quick inventory of my stuff, and as far as I can see nothing is gone When I''m satisfied that nothing was taken I feel along the hem on the inside for the invisible pocket sewn inside my bag. I had bought a backpack that has a thick back so that a small phone could be hidden inside. My finger pushed through the Velcro hold and I reached for my secret phone. It''s old, and hard to trace so it was perfect to use to contact the boys I hold it tight in my hand and walk into my attached bathroom Hopefully from here none of my guards would be able to hear me. Once the bathroom door is closed and locked I turn on the bath to add some extra noise. It''s not ideal to go through all this but there was no other choice. Obviously, I couldn''t hope to be able to contact the boys regrly but today I needed them There is only one name in the contacts A A for my Angels I press the small phone icon and put the phone to my ear. Even the sound of the ringing sounds different from newer phones which has me wondering just how old this thing is "Talk." Iugh at Logan''s attempt at not giving himself away "Hey!" I say a little too weakly "Emma! Oh man baby you had us worried. Are you okay?" I smile "Yeah, I''m fine. Locked in an fancy suite but fine." I admit but I try to keep my sadness hidden It''s only been a couple of houses and I hate to admit I''m missing the guys like crazy. They have be my home and my crutch, and now I''mpletely on my own. \¡ã) "He locked you inside your room?" Logan asks wiht a hint of anger in his words. \* "Yeah, there are two men guarding my room and at least six in the hallway leading to the elevator. This ce is crazy big, and the floor I''m on has a hidden button to get to it." I exin It isn''t much for them to go on when the timees for me to get out of here, but hopefully, that will change the longer I''m here "Did you see where he took you?" He asks "It''s some kind of hotel, but I didn''t see the name of it or the street name. I have never really spent much time downtown so it''s hard for me to recognize anything. He''s taking me to a party tonight though, I can try to get a better look at thing: when we leave." I assure him "That''s okay, whatever you can give us is something to work with. Do you have a n for the party?" He asks Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Since it''s so early on I don''t think he will befortable enough to speak openly about anything yet, but maybe one of his friends will They may think I am already included in everything and slip up. I''ll feel things out when I get there." Talking to Logan now has calmed my nerves a little and I finally feel like my head is clear again..*) "Great. Wait hang on Leo wants to talk to you." Logan says and i hear some hushed voices before Leo answers "Em?" God I love his warm voice "Hey. I miss you." I admit to him "I miss you too. I am going crazy worrying about you. The others too We had to drag Jayden out to calm him down." He lets out a low chuckle "Is he okay?" I ask feeling worried for my broody boy "Yeah, nothing a little mayhem couldn''t fix." I had tough now too "T hope you boys don''t get into too. Much trouble while I''m gone. I just whipped you boys into shape." I tease. \*) Heughs too, and the sound makes tingles run down my arms. I don''t hear Leough often so when I do it does something to meThis material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. "I cant promise you that we won''t get into trouble, but I promise not to shed too much blood." I should be shocked by his words, but in a way I''m relieved He wasn''t pretending anymore or holding things back from me. He was being honest about what they are doing, and that''s what I have wanted all along "Do what you have to, i trust you guys. You know that." I remind him "I know. We all know, and we are going to try and be more open with you. So tell me how much you miss me?" He says teasingly and Iugh a realugh this time Leo has changed a lot since the summer we were friends, and even though there is a new darkness inside him there is still some of that Leo I used to know. I don''t care what he is now or what any of the other boys are, I''m just d they''re mine Chapter 56 Emma After I say goodbye to the boys I take my time cleaning up. That, unfortunately, means removing the bandage over my new wound. I still can''t believe Zane drugged me and had some man perform surgery in a hotel room. This guy is even more messed up in the head than my father and I didn''t even think that was possible. I guess being that paranoid will make things like this seem...normal. I can''t say I understand his reasons, but I also can''t say it surprises me that he is on the same side of crazy as the man who sold his daughter to another man. \* The bathroom is the fanciest one I have ever been in. Everything is ss and white marble. Even the sink bowls are made of frosted ss and sit above the counter like a bowl. The mirror has a white vintage- style frame that is absolutely beautiful I never thought I would consider a mirror beautiful but it really is After Iam done admiring the decor I take a good look at myself in the mirror. I have slight dark circles under my eyes and my eyes look red and irritated. Whatever sedative they gave me must not be agreeing with my body. My hair is untamed and wild. I pretty much look like a hot mess. I tuck a few strands of hair behind my ears feeling myself bing self-conscious. So instead of continuing the harsh judgment of my self I turn and open the ss show door. The showerhead isrge and square which I find odd until I turn the knob and trickles of water begin to pour down. The sound of the water is soft and it reminds me a lot of quiet rain..¡ã I take a second to breathe in some of the steam that is quickly filling the room. Maybe once this is over I can convince the guys to get a shower head like this in our ce..'') I carefully remove my clothes so I don''t stretch the fresh stitches on my hip. I''m pretty sure I shouldn''t wash it like I normally would so ill have to be careful. Honestly, I''m not sure how to go about this. When I was in the hospital my wounds were not like this, so I''m not sure how to take care of this kind of thing. When I''m standing in only my bra and panties I nce down at the bandage and am happy to see that it hasn''t bled through. I slowly pull the tape away and I finally get a look at the size of the wound. It''s about two inches long and that makes me a little nervous. How big is the thing they put in me? I! I should be able to feel the size if I put a little pressure around the incision, but it is already painful enough so I thought better of it. Once the rest of my clothes are set on the counter I walk into the shower. The warmth around me feels amazing and the gentle tapping of the water against my skin feels amazing. My body feels less tense now and the soft sounds are helping clear my mind more so I can think of my next move As much as the guys hate that I have stepped into this world, I wish I had a better mind for these kinds of missions. I have never done anything like this, and now I''m realizing how really unprepared I am The acting shoulde easy enough I hope. Every day at school pretending my father didn''t beat me every night to the inch of my consciousness takes some basic acting skill. Though I''m sure it had a lot to do with people just not paying attention to the weird girl who neverN?velDrama.Org is the owner. talks to anyone. I! That situation was a lot different than pretending around a bunch of professional liars and pretenders. People with this kind of money always pretended to be kind and weing while turning around and sabotaging each other either in gossip or business. Yet another thing I know nothing about. Even though I was technically born into this world, my father never spoke to me about business or anything rted to it. How am I meant to talk to these people when I have nothing worth saying? .*) I suppose that''s the point for Zane. I will be his arm candy and keep my mouth shut other than a simple greeting to all his high-ss friends That thought makes me wish I was the head of a powerful organization that could easily go head to head with him and makes him look weak in front of all those people I simply smiled silently to. Not likely to happen but hey a girl can dream right? \ I have no idea where that thought came from. Those boys have been rubbing off on me more than I realized. That makes me smile though. I so badly want to feel a part of their world and not an outside spectator Maybe that''s why I pushed to do this, to prove I belong in their world with them. \'') My thoughts are interrupted by a knock at the bathroom door that I had the right sense to lock before getting undressed Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Yes?" I call out "Ma''am I have brought your gown for the evening." A woman says through the door "Okay, please leave it on the bed," I call back "Yes ma''am." The woman replies and I stay silent to listen for the sound of her leaving Even with the door locked I don''t feelfortable having someone I don''t know in my room. Being in a ce with so many strangers is definitely putting me on edge I quickly wash the best I can and I make sure to wash my hair well so it looks soft and healthy. There are a lot of products in the shower I know for a fact cost a small fortune. it makes me wonder how long Zane has been preparing this room fo me. I don''t think too much into it right now because I don''t want to be any more awkward around him than I will probably be tonight. So I finish up my shower and wrap a warm fluffy towel around my slim body. I wish I was able to gain more weight than I have, but I think all the years of being starved so often my body is permanently damaged. \¡ã Again I try not to focus on that right now and instead I walk out from the bathroom and into my adjoining room. My heart nearly stops when I see Zane sitting in the chair in the corner of my room "Oh! Zane," I say nervously I wrap the towel as tightly as I can around me and try not to look too scared of finding him sitting in my room while I''mpletely naked His eyes slowly lift from his phone and he takes a moment to look em over from head to toe. His face doesn''t give anything away until his eyes meet mine. That''s when he gives me a smile that makes me feel sick. He looks almost sweet, which I know won''tst. I haven''t spent much time with him but he seems to run from nice to indifferent in a snap of a finger. He stands without a word and walks slowly toward me. Out of instinct I move back and try to keep a good distance between us, but I tun into the wall He moves close enough to be in arms distance from me and once again he looks me over "You really are beautiful." He says softly before reaching out and brushing a finger down the side of my neck I suck in a breath as his finger runs slowly down my neck and against my corbone. He stops just above my towel and I feel my panic too intensely to let this go on. What if he tries to do something more than touching me? I can''t handle that right now or ever "I should get dressed. I don''t want to hold you up." I say firmly That seems to break him from his trance of watching his fingers dance against my skin. He lifts his eyes back to mine and is silent for a few more seconds. Then suddenly he steps back and that emotionless face is back and he nods curtly..* "Do not take too long. I''ll send someone to do your hair and makeup." He says and then turns to exit the way he came I let out a shaky breath and feel my eyes water. What would he have done to me? Would he have taken me by force? How long can I put him off before he decides to not give me a choice? \¡ã I shut my eyes tight and try to calm the fear building inside me. I can''t let that happen. If I do there will be no fixing the trauma I''ll have to face when it ends. \*) Chapter 57 Four or Dead Jayden I went too far. I let the demons inside me control me and learned nothing from the man we hade to interrogate. The moment Emma''s namee out of his mouth I lost all control. I never want to hear her name from the mouth of anyone involved with Zan Dalton. He is with Emma now and that man has had his hands on her. I don''t know what he could be doing to her right now The minute I see Zane Dalton in front of me it will be over the barrel of my gun. Buns aren''t my thing, but for him, I wish for a swift death. I will make sure everyone knows who killed him and let it be a warning that no onees near our girl ever again. **) I can feel my control slipping more and more. I look down at my hands and see the evidence of the vengeance I imed from the man sitting across the room from me "Easy there, Jay. He''s a dead man." Logan says resting a hand on my shoulder I brush off his hand and turn my head to re at him before turning my attention to Tony "Bring me another," I say and he answers with a single nodThis content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. I don''t give a damn who he brings, all I know is I need more. It''s clear now that Emma was my catalyst. Her presence had muffled the calls of the monster inside. The thing in me that wants blood, pain, and chaos I make the shadows my home because it''s safe for everyone when I hide myself. Nothing goodes from me stepping into the light. Nothing unless my girl is there to wee me. Her face shes through my mind over and over like a movie stuck on repeat. I try to use the image of her to calm my mind but it only fuels the anger. I want her here with me, I need her. Her touch alone would be enough I''m lost Logan'' We are a freakin mess. It''s like the flood gates have opened and we have lost our minds. Jayden barely let our prisoner get a few words out before he beat the man to death. Jayden is a beast but I have never seen him lose control like he has today. I'' Leo stands off to the side cleaning his gun over and over Asher ispletely shut down. Silent As for me, all I can think about is Emma. Nothing else around me exists but her. I see her and hear her voice. God, I want to hold her so badly right now. She is everything to me and I feel like my soul is cracked in two. How could I have wasted so much time not being with her? I? All those years she could have been mine and instead I acted like a Then I had her. She was mine and I didn''t nearly have enough time with her. All I can think about is...what if I never see her again? What if Zane hurts her or worse kills her when he finds out what she is doing? The urge to destroy him grows the longer Emma is with him This is torture Asher It hurts. Everything hurts I can''t do this. It has only been hours since Emma left with Zane but it''s too long My blood feels like it''s on fire. I need her I need her to cool these aches inside me My beautiful girl. The only light in my life. My everything I''m going to marry that girl. I don''t care that we are young. I want to be her''s forever..) I will follow her even in death. There is no life if she isn''t with me Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Leo My brothers are breaking right in front of my eyes. Each of them is an open wound, aching and bleeding I had Emma first. I loved her first Why did I ever let her go? Thinking back at all the times I could, have saved her, protected her, makes me crazy. How could I let the love of my life live through that? And now I let her run right back into danger. What kind of man does that make me to let her fall into the hands of men who only want to hurt her? We didn''t get much intel from the guy Jayden killed. As soon as he mentioned Emma''s name Jayden went beat on his ass. I can see Jayden vibrating with the need to do more damage. There may be no bringing him back this time. \* Emma was holding us all together. We started depending on her to keep us anchored with her kindness and purely. After everything she has been through she smiles andughs like she is just happy to be alive It''s hard to believe not long ago she was willing to end her life right in front of our eyes. That memory is like a stab to my heart. If I lost her that day I would have never recovered. ." I know without a doubt that there will never be another girl for me, not ever. Now I just have to survive this time apart without losing myself Something tells me that not all of us will make it to the other side with our souls still intact. Emma may not recognize us and this could be the thing that tears us apart for good. \¡ã) Emma The dress left for me has to be the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Not only that but the material is some kind of silk and it feels so nice against my skin. The only problem is the sleeveless bodice. My scares are on full disy and it makes tears sting my eyes. How could I wear a dress like this when I look like this. What am I going to do? There is no way Zane will want all those people to see these Will he be angry with me? What will he do if he does get angry? Will he add to my collection?." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I''m afraid. I am not as strong as I hoped and now I''m trapped. I keep trying to remind myself that I am not that defenseless girl that I used to be, but my old sense of fear is louder. It keeps telling me to stay quiet and do everything I''m told The loud knock at my door almost has me jumping out of my skin. I don''t move because I already know who it is, and he is the one who walks. Zane. If I don''t know he was a monster I would be impressed by how handsome he looks in his grey suit and blouse shirt. He isn''t a bad-looking guy, but he doesn''tpare to my guys. \* He is fit but slim and he has that entitled rich guy thing going that I would in no way ever be attracted to. He walks in and stops to take me "Emma." He says my name like a whispered prayer and I feel like I''m going to be sick. I It''s the same way he said my name that night He moves closer and lets his eyes travel up and down my body. The dress is dark blue I''m guessing to match him and there is a long slit up in front of my leg that shows off my whole leg "You look beautiful." He says and I can see in his eyes the intensity He means what he says and that makes me even more nervous. Then his face shifts into a look of pure rage. He pulls out his phone with force and angrily types away before putting the phone to his ear "What made you think this dress was appropriate for Emma? Did you not examine the pictures I sent you? I need a new one immediately Same color but withce covering her all the way up." He is silent for a moment and I can see his anger only getting worse. "I don''t care! Make it happen." 2) He offers his hand to me and leads me to one of the fancy couches in the living room "I''m so sorry love, I will have another dress brought that will be just as beautiful but will hide all of the things you''re worried about." He sits beside me, our legs touching I want to move but my eyes are locked on him waiting to see what he is about to do. My heart faces as he lifts his hand and I am scared that he will touch me again. He doesn''t. He reaches into the inside of his suit jacket and pulls out a box..¡ã "I got this months ago and I have been saving it for the right time. I want everyone tonight to know that you are mine." He opens the box and I swear my blood runs cold Inside the box...is a ring. \¡ã Chapter 58 Four or Dead Emma A silence falls over Zane and me as I try to take in exactly what I''m looking at. He isn''t proposing I know that, but it''s just as big a shock to be presented with a ring like this. I mean I know we are technically engaged, but this...makes it real. If I ept this ring I am announcing to anyone who sees it that I belong to Zane Dalton. When I had thought about getting married I wanted my boys to be the ones asking, and now I feel like the specialness of being proposed to might be lost for goodN?velDrama.Org is the owner. "I-I don''t know what to say," I say breathlessly keeping my eyes fixed on the ring "Say you''ll wear it tonight. I want the world to know what a beautiful fiance I have." He says removing the ring from the box and reaching for my left hand. .'' I want to pull away. I want to curse him and refuse him in every way possible but I can''t. So I let him take my hand and I cringe at the feeling of the cold metal brushing against the sensitive skin of my finger. It feels more like a noose wrapping around me and trapping me here. (2 Once the ring is secured on my finger he lifts my hand to his lips and ces a soft kiss along the finger where his ring now sits. His eyes lift to mine and I swallow therge lump forming in my throat. His eyes burn with possession and male pride for how he has just imed me. I can feel the heat from his stare prickling my skin and not in the good way. My fight or flight reflexes have been going haywire the second he came in and saw me in this dress He wants more I know it, but I can never let him touch me that way again. But how long can I keep him away? .'' I He starts to move forward so that our faces are close enough that he could kiss me, but at that moment a knockes at the door making me jump back. Zane growls in frustration and pauses for a moment closing his eyes and taking a few deep breaths. When he opens them again his cool calm facade returns and he stands. He straightens out his suit and walks gracefully over to the suit door and pulls it open "Sir I have a new dress here." A woman''s voice says nervously "Yes, bring it in." He says firmly before closing the door a little too harshly behind her She looks young and scared, so I try to offer her a small smile. She returns my smile with a small one of her own but keeps her head low and holds the garment bag out to me I may not want to be here and I may hate everything about this ce, but no way will I let that change me. I am not cold and distant like Zane, and I''m not about to start now. His employees are innocent and I will treat them with kindness unti they prove to be a threat to me. So when I reach for the dress I let my hand rest on her''s "Thank you," I say to her and she offers me another small smile in reply Once I have the dress in my hands she rushes away and backs out the way she came. As soon as she''s gone I turn andy the garment bag on my bed and slowly zip it open. Inside is a beautiful ck dress covered in ckce. The dress stop: just above the bust area and the rest of the dress is a sheer ck material that is see-through but not enough to show my scars. It''s breathtaking. I?) I slowly peel away the stic covering the dress and carefully pull the dress out. The material is so soft, softer than anything I have ever felt before. Thece is delicate and has an intricate design "This will work well. It is a ck and white party after all." Zane says from behind me. \* My body tenses at the proximity of his voice, and the feel of his breath against my neck. He isn''t touching me but I can feel the heat rolling off of him now and it burns. I want to push him away and run and when his hands softly rest on my waist I feel myself jolt. 1 am running on pure instinct now and everything inside me is screaming for me to pull away and lock myself somewhere he can''t reach me..? It takes several seconds of deep breaths just to calm my heart enough where I am sure he won''t notice the way my pulse is jumping wildly under my skin "IT should hurry and change. I don''t want to make youte to your own party." I say trying to make my voice light and yful but it shakes just a bit and I pray he doesn''t notice. \* Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! They say when you face a dangerous animal that you should not show fear. I really hope that''s true because I know for a fact that Zane Dalton is a very dangerous man. II) "Let me help," Zane says brushing a finger along one of my arms before moving it to the zipper of my dress My breath gets caught in my chest as I feel the slow movement of him dragging the zipper of my dress down to the bottom of my spine. I thank whatever god out there that I am notpletely naked underneath the soft fabric. It falls sand pools at my feet and there is a moment of silence and I feel Zane''s eyes roving over me. I swallow the best I can and lower the new dress enough to slip my feet in and I raise it up as quickly as possible. Once it is securely resting on my shoulders I look back and force out the best flirty look I can muster..? "Zip me up?" I ask him and he smirks at my act "Only because we have ces to be love, otherwise I would toss this dress aside and worship every piece of you for the rest of the night." He says, his voice deep and husky Any girl would find what he said sexy as hell, but not me. The only thing I am thinking about is how many showers I will need to take to get the feeling of his slimy hands all over me. The answer is a lot. .¡ã Once my dress is properly zipped I turn and smile at my fiance "How do I look?" I ask "Stunning. Shall we?" He holds his arm up for me to take I step over my discarded dress and rest my hand on his arm and I let him lead me to the suite door. He opens it softly and one of the men standing guard holds it open to let us through. He gives me a once-over until Zane throws him a scathing re. The man''s head snaps back so fast I worry he may have given himself whish Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! The door ms behind us and the two men who had been standing guard follow behind us. The other guards take positions next to us and in front of us until Zane and are surrounded by big burly men in ck We reach the elevator and all of us pile inside like sardines in a can. All therge bodies make the elevator feel hot and ufortable. ¡ã Seriously why are all these guys so huge?\ Thankfully the fact that this is a private elevator means we make it down to the lobby quickly. We step out surrounded by our human shields and I cant several eyes following us as we head toward the front doors. Right out front is a long sleek white limo waiting for us against the curb with a man dressed in a suit and gloves waiting for us. He opens the back door for us and Zane rests his hand on my lower back leading me inside. \ I scoot all the way over to the other side of the long bench seat making sure to put as much space between me and Zane as possible. As soon as we are inside and the door is closed behind us Zane goes into his business mode and pulls out his phone again. His personality switches so quickly that I am not sure what to expect from one moment to another To my surprise though he answers a call and after a few moments of silence on his end before he says something that catches my interest "Secure the shipment at the first location and be sure everything is ounted for. I don''t trust Henry Chow farther than I can throw him." He says and I furrow my brow at the name Henry Chow.. I try to think back to see if I remember that name from anywhere, but I turn up nk. I''ll have to run it by the boyster. [?) Something tells me that this little conversation is a set up though, so ill make sure they don''t act on any of this intel. I am sure Zane is nning on testing my loyalty for a little while before he will divulge any real secrets. (2 These kinds of men are expert liars after all..* Chapter 59 Four or Dead Emma The drive to the party was short and I curse myself yet again for my inability to recognize anything I spot out the window. How could I have lived in this city for so long and still know so little. After about fifteen minutes we pull up to a building that looks a lot like a museum. The building isrge with columns lit bright with lights ced along the ground. Large red gs are draped over the sections of the building without columns. They each have the letters ''PAV'' printed on them in gold font. .7) "What does PAV stand for?" I ask Zane as we line up behind several other limos and wait for our turn to walk.. *Is that a red carpet? With photographers and everything? Yes, yes it is "People Against Violence,¡± Zane says. "This is only one of the charity events I attend every year and it''s ouring-out party. Most of my associates will be here tonight that I want you to meet." >) Thankfully he wasn''t looking at me when he said this because I couldn''t resist the look of disbelief that took over my face. This man who has killed who knows how many people, supports an organization against violence. \*) The irony. Do his so-called friends know what he gets up to? Something tells me that the people waiting inside for us are just as hypocritical as the man sitting next to me. That''s the thing about wealthy people, only a rare few actually give a damn about the world around them. I do not doubt that whatever money they collect tonight won''t be going to the people who need it A few momentster our limo stops right in front of the entrance and the door is opened by yet another man in a full tux. You know the ones that make them look like penguins, bow tie and all. Zane steps out first and adjusts his suit while I slip as gracefully as I can across the seat and wait for my turn to climb out. Only Zane isn''t the one who holds a hand out to me, the man in the tux is the one who helps me out. He delivers me to Zane''s side, and that''s when Zane extends his arm out for me to take making sure my ring is on full disy The shing of camera lights is almost blinding but I try my best to keep my face rxed. \'') Fake smile in ce? Check As we slowly walk down the red carpet we stop to let each photographer get a good shot of us "Mr. Dalton! Mr. Dalton! Over here! Is it true that you are under investigation for fraud?" One reporter yells out and I nce around trying to put a face to the voice but it isn''t until he pushes closer do I get a good look He looks about how you would expect a sleazy reporter would look Cheap suit jacket, no tie, scruffy facial hair, bags under his eyes, disheveled hair, and a cocky smirk firmly in ce "Miss! Miss! Do you know that Mr. Dalton''s business is under investigation? What can you tell us?" My mouth opens and closes like a fish as I try to think of how to answer him I don''t know what to say since I haven''t heard anything about this, and it''s not like Zane would share that kind of information with me yet "Noment." That is all Zane says before leading me further down the carpet and on to the next group of photographers "Mr. Dalton! Who is your date?" A woman calls out I feel Zane''s body rx as he leads me over to the side where the woman''s voice came from. She is wearing a business suit but her top is cut low enough to show a good amount of cleavage. She isn''t shy about using this to her advantage either given that she is bending over just a bit more than needed. She is also giving Zane a sultry smile that makes her intentions even more clear I want to scoff anc? and polite Honestly, I don''t ¡és he''ll keep his hands off me. ? &)) "This is my beauti 5 resting his hand over mine and smi Gag. "Hello," I say as sweetly as I can "Fianc¨¦? Why has no one ever seen her before?" The woman asks clearly annoyed by this news "She has been living out of town for some time and I preferred to keep our rtionship private," Zane replies.) "Is that why you would be seen with different women at different events, to keep your real rtionship private?" The woman asks taking a different tactic now. \* She must expect me to be upset by her question because she looks at me with a smug smile like she just dropped a bomb on me "That''s enough questions for tonight. Thank you!" Zane waves to the crowd before he turns me towards the entrance and leads me inside "Sorry about all that. Reporterse up with whatever stories that will sell." (2) He shakes his head and lets out a lighthearted chuckle like this is normal for him. Well, unlike him, I am not used to the spotlight being on me "It''s fine. I understand they''re just trying to do their job." I reply softly He smiles at me like he is happy with my answer, and I hate that I have to pretend to get him to trust me. This sweet soft-spoken girl isn''t me anymore "Thank you for being so understanding." He says with a nod Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! That conversation ends when we finally enter the main room where the party is in full swing. I can''t stop the small gasp that escapes me when I take everything in. It''s absolutely beautiful inside. Glittering chandeliers tower overhead and they are attached to a ceiling that is covered in the most beautiful mural I have ever seen. Warm clouds and what look like angels floating among them. It''s stunning. * The rest of the room looks like something out of one of those movie adaptations of a Jane Austen book. It looks like a beautiful ballroom plucked right out of the 1800s and I am absolutely in love with it The people standing around are out of ce for the decor though, dressed in elegant but modern attire and carrying sses of champagne. The women all seem to be wearing their best jewelry which is impossible to ignore with how the light is making them sparkle like crazy All of this grandeur makes me feelpletely out of ce. My dress is beautiful but nowhere near the level of some of these women "T feel a little underdressed," I whisper to Zane and he chuckles "You look lovely. These women just like to flock around and show the world just how important they are. I prefer a woman with more humble beauty." He says looking at me appreciatively..'') Man, he sure knows how toy on the charm when he wants to. If I didn''t know what he was really like I could easily fall into his honey trap. Too bad for him, I prefer men dark, broody, and with a penchant for violence. \''¡ã) Who knew "T guess these events are the only chance they have to really go all out," I say trying to keep the conversation light "I suppose that''s true but it''s all a bit much if you ask me. And speaking of a bit much..." He cuts himself off and a huge smile as fake as mine spreads across his face "Amanda." He drawls in greeting to the middle-aged woman who is currently walking toward us "Zane!" She says cheerfully before leaning forward and exchanging one of those air cheek kiss things What is that called? I don''t know. All I know is wealthy people seem to use it as their preferred greeting. ¡ã) "How is the family?" Zane asks and I want to snort at the upbeat sound of his voice that is clearly all part of his act "Oh, you know. Kids are away at school so that leaves me time for the club and so on. Bill has been traveling on some business deal so I have been keeping myself busy. Ah, there he is." She smiles and holds a delicate hand out A man slightly older than her with salt and pepper hair walks up and lets her cling to him "William," Zane says reaching out to shake the man''s hand "Zane. Good to see you." William replies before turning his attention to me. "And who is this stunning creature?" I) His smile grows when his attention focuses on me and I admit he isn''t bad looking for an older man. [?)N?velDrama.Org is the owner. "Emma," I say holding my hand out for him to shake He doesn''t though. He lifts my hand and ces a gentle kiss on the top "Pleased to meet you, Miss Emma. Zane is a lucky man to have you as apanion tonight." And now things are getting a little creepy..*) The look I thought was charming and innocent has turned a little heated and he is still holding on to my hand "Come now Bill, let Zane have back his date." His wife says giving him a teasing smack on the arm but there is a glint of anger in her eyes now *Anger not towards him but...at me?\? Why is it that women like to me the other woman and never the man? Aren''t women supposed to stick together and all that? "Tell me dear who are you wearing? This dress is so unique it''s like nothing I''ve seen before." She says once her husband is back by her side I can tell by the sound of her voice that she isn''t asking out of curiosity There is a hint of disgust and insult added that makes me want to shrink into myself and hide from her scrutinizing gaze "Ym sorry I don''t know," I admit honestly "It''s a custom piece I had made for her. I wanted to be sure my fianc¨¦ looked her best tonight and this look was perfect for her.¡± Zane says offering me one of those smiles that would make any other girl swoon but has zero effect on me. II) The smile that says ''I am a handsome, rich bachelor that all the girls want but I chose you.'' "It is darling Zane. It suits her very well, especially since this is her first time at an event like this. Is that right?" She asks with even more smugness than before "Actually her father was a good friend of mine. We first met at an event simr to this one." Zane replies, but he''s wrong The event we met at was nowhere near as fancy as this one, but maybe he doesn''t want to admit I don''t belong here. Even though my father was wealthy, he wasn''t anywhere close to as wealthy as any of these people. This woman seems to know that and is swimming around that fact like a shark stocking its next meal. \*) She could eat me and spit me out without breaking a nail and she knows it.) Chapter 60 Four or Dead Logan "You have to be shitting me right now!" I hear Archer growl out from the living room I hadn''t left the room for more than two seconds before he started cursing out the damn TV "What is it now man? I-" I stop instantly when I see what''s got Asher so pissed There is some kind of news channel on and right there in front of us is our girl hanging off the arm of that freakin prick Zane Calton! "") "What the hell is this?" I growl out grabbing the remote and turning up the volume "Tonight''s fundraiser event has brought out all of our city''s finest including the ever-elusive bachelor Zane Dalton. But Mr. Dalton is a bachelor no longer! He introduced the world to the woman who stole his heart..." The anchorwoman says while a clip of Emma and Zane walking a red carpet appears on the screen "What the hell is this? What''s he trying to pull?" Asher yells "What''s going on?" Leo asks rushing in to see what all the noise is about His eyes flick to the screen and widen. "Emma? Well, she did mention some kind of party didn''t she?" "Yeah, but she didn''t mention she would be sting it to the world that she is engaged to that asshole!" Asher replies and I can tell he is about to lose it "She probably didn''t know man. This is Emma we''re talking about. Look at her face, she''s just putting on a show." Leo says trying to calm Asher but when I really look at her I can tell he''s right Emma has a smile stered on her face that reminds me of those politician wives standing by their cheating husbands pretending to not give a damn "He''s right man. Look at her. It''s just a show, she can barely stand that guy." I say in agreement Asher''s chest heaves like he is ready to contradict us but instead, he turns to the TV and gives the video a better look. His body starts to rx the longer he watches and I let out a quick breath of relief. Jayden ragging today was enough to deal with, I didn''t want to have to deal with a pissy Asher too. \'') "She would never be okay with being on camera like that, and you know it. Give our girl some credit." Leo says and drags Asher back to the couch. "Just rx." (1) Asher takes in a few deep breaths but keeps his eyes fixed on our girl She looks...beautiful. It hurts to see what she could have if she did want to be with Zane. He''s a good-looking guy with a lot of money and is respected. Even though he is as crooked as theye, he fits in with that uppity crowd with ease Me and the guys look nothing like him. We are broken and tatted and violent. We are so damn messed up that we have no right to touch a girl like Emma. We could break her...ruin her. What the hell were we even thinking? She''s going to get a taste of the life she could have and a life with us will pale inparison. I wouldn''t me her if she fell for that guy''s BS. (2 "She looks beautiful," Leo says quietly and I can only sigh in reply He took the words right out of my mouth "We could never take her to a ce like that," Asher says voicing my exact thoughts "They would throw us out the minute they saw us, but Emma..." I let my words trail off "She belongs there," Leo says finishing both Asher and my thoughts "She belongs with us." Jayden''s deep voice startles me and I jump a little. (2) "Shit man stop creeping up on us like that," I yell at him. \¡ã He just throws me one of those creepy murderer smirks that would send any guy to an early grave "How can you say that? Look at her. She''s not going to want toe back here after being wined and dined by that bastard. Look at him!" Asher gestures violently to the TV and scoffs. +) "Emma doesn''t want that life. She wants us. She needs us just like we need her." Jayden says like he is so sure what he''s saying is true. >) After he got all his rage out on a half dozen unfortunate prisoners he finally calmed down enough for us toe home. He''s been back to his quiet broody self for thest couple of hours now and we can all finally rx. A locked-up murderous Jayden is a recipe for disaster, believe me Jayden walks around the back of the couch and takes a seat by me. We all get quiet and watch Emma being walked down the red carpet. She really does look like she belongs there with those people. Even after everything she has an elegance about her that makes her fit in well with all those rich folk Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Zane is treating her gently and she doesn''t seem scared of him which canplicate things. He could win her over and then we would be screwed. \¡ã) Not for the reasons that involve our crew, but the guys and I would be devastated. None of us has ever let a girl in like we have with Emma. I have never thought I would find a girl I wanted to get serious with let alone n a future with. Because that''s is what I want to do with Emma, I want to n a future with her. There isn''t a scenario in my mind that doesn''t involve Emma being with us from now on. \!) One of us is going to marry her one day, I have no doubt. Well, at least I did until the size of that ring on her finger knocked me down a peg. [?) "How much do you think that ring cost?" I ask absentmindedly "It''s gonna hurt as bad as any other ring when she throws it in his face," Asher says with a huffed-outugh. \''This material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. "T say she keeps the ring and we pawn it the second we get out of town," I add with a gesture like I''m making the money rain. .*) "Yeah about that..." Leo starts to say but stops and scratches the back of his neck nervously "What?" I ask "T heard a rumor that Devaro has ns for her. ns not including this whole thing. Like long-term kinds of ns." Leo says vaguely like he is trying to gauge how best to tell us everything "What does that mean man? Spit it out!" Asher says letting that annoyed growling sound escape a little "Tony told me he overheard Devaro talking to hiswyer about a change in his will." Leo goes on. "He ns to leave everything...to someone else." He hesitates and shoots Asher a cautious nce "Why would I care about that? I never wanted his crew." Asher says with a shrug and from his expression he means it "Tt isn''t you he ns to leave everything to. It''s Emma." Leo says and we all gopletely still. I don''t think we even take a breath for a second there What? He''s leaving everything to Emma? Why? Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "You''re serious? What the f-" Asher jumps to his feet with his phone in hand and takes the steps two at a time up to his room "What is Devaro up to? Why would he leave everything to Emma?" I ask Leo even though none of us ever know why Devaro does half the stuff he does "Tony didn''t say but my guess is he knew Asher didn''t want it and the only way to keep Asher involved is through Emma," Leo says with a shrug "Tt''s a smart idea," Jayden says in his usual cool and unaffected way "Are you serious? We didn''t want Emma anywhere near all this shit and now look! She is walking red carpets with a man who would kill her the second she says the wrong thing and now this! We can''t let her take over our crew she''s not built for it. She could never handle the kind of things she would have to deal with. No. Absolutely not." I say standing and following Asher upstairs I crack his door open and catch the tail end of his conversation "I won''t let you do this to her! She is meant to have a better life than this! You can stick your damn will up your ass!" He ends the call and throws his phone on the bed behind him. .*) I walk in and drop in the chair by his desk "T can''t believe he would do this. He is never going to let us go. He knows Emma is it for us and now he is trapping her here so we can never leave." Asher says and I see him physically dete He runs his fingers through his hair roughly and growls out in frustration. \'' "T can''t let her do this. She''s supposed to live in a mansion by the beach somewhere. Safe and far away from all of this. She''ll be a target because she will seem weak. I can''t let this happen Lo." Asher sounds almost desperate now and I can''t say I feel any different Emma has been through hell in her life and we wanted to give her something better. To wisk her away to a tropical ind where she can live without a care in the world Devaro is trapping her in this life and Asher is right, there is no way we are going to let that happen "What do we do?" I ask him He looks up at me and smirks "We take the bastard down and burn everything to the ground," Asher says and a spark of excitement rushes through me. [?) I return his smirk with one of my own. "Now you''re talking brother." Chapter 61 Four or Dead "Emma *** The party was overwhelming to put it simply. Zane paraded me around like a new toy and I smiled and gave polite greetings to the many people he introduced me to. I also made a note of every name I could remember. Some of these names had to give us something to go off of I can''t wait to get back to my suite and pull this dress off. It''s beautiful but it just doesn''t feel right on me. I feel like I am ying dress-up and these people are looking at me like a fly at the dinner table. I know I shouldn''t care but I have been invisible my whole life and now everyone in the world knows who I am. Something tells me that''s exactly what Zane wants and I can''t help but wonder why. \¡ã A few idease to mind and I really hope I''m wrong "You did very well tonight,¡± Zane says when we are sitting inside the limo again. "You charmed the lot of them." "Tm d," I say with a smile I hated every second "T couldn''t have asked for a better woman to be my girl. Now there is only one thing left to do before I know for sure that you belong with me." Thatst sentence has me immediately on edge It sounds almost like a threat and when I look in his eyes I know for sure it is. This makes me nce out the window and even though I don''t know much about the city I can tell we aren''t heading back the way we came. I''m fact the area where we''re headed looks more like an industrial yard. \* "Where are we going?" I ask him My heart rate is picking up and the urge to jump out of a moving car is strong Zane doesn''t answer me. He keeps his eyes fixed on the window and I feel dread creeping in He wouldn''t kill me, right? Not after he just showed the whole world who I am. Wouldn''t people ask questions if I suddenly disappeared? It isn''t too long before wee to a stop at a warehouse that looks exactly like the ones around it. It looks unassuming from the outside but that in no way eases my anxiety. The door on my side of the limo swings open and one of those big men in ck is standing outside looking down at me "What-" Before I can get another word out he reaches in and grabs me with an unneeded amount of force He seems to realize just how small I am and eases up the manhandling just a little as he leads me around the limo. My eyes follow Zane as he walks toward a single door with a small keypad next to it. A quick nce around shows me that there are at least four other guards around and when one of them turns his gun catches the light *What am I doing here? * The man holding me pushes me forward and once I''m through the door my heart drops to my stomach The warehouse ispletely empty except for a string of chains handing down in the center of the room. I * "Zane? What''s going on?" I ask hating how scared my voice sounds "Bring a chair for my fianc¨¦. I don''t think the chains will be needed, right love?" He asks turning to me with a raised brow. "You will answer my questions without any trouble right?" I?) I swallow and try to keep my voice steady but nothinges out when I try to answer him. The only thing I can offer him is a small nod of the head One of his men sets a chair in front of the chains and Zane starts to remove his coat. He hands it off to the chair guy and starts to roll up his sleeves.) Oh god. He''s going to hurt me... \* "Have a seat,¡± Zane says holding his hand out in invitation I nce back at my handler and he lets me go. My feet move slowly toward the single chair until I''m standing in front of it. I never thought a chair would make me feel this scared Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Sit." Zane''s voice booms behind me and I whip around and quickly sit down. "Good. Now Emma I want you to tell me what you''re doing here." I give him a confused expression. He was the one who came for me Okay maybe I kind of set him up but if he suspected something why did he take me? "I-I''m here because you came for me," I say honestly "And in no way did Devaro have a hand in what happened that day? You haven''t been nted to get information for him?" Well, I should have seen thising This guy is paranoid as hell. Even if what he says isn''t true I would still be in the same position "T never met Devaro. The guys kept me away from all that." I say, and it''s partly true The key to telling a good lie is adding it with a half-truth. Zane falls silent and watches me carefully, but I don''t give anything away. If I say the wrong thing he''ll go after Devaro full force and that would put my boys in his crossfire. So I call on every bit of my self-control and reel in my emotions Zane smirks. "I should believe you love, but forgive me if I need a little more persuasion. You see every member of my crew goes through an.. extensive screening process. I can''t let the woman I want to sit next to me be exempt from proving her loyalty to me. I?) I am not exactly sure what he means but when he nods to one of his men and I see the light catch on something metal everything bes very clear. The way to prove loyalty to Zan Dalton is through blood. I swallow long and hard as the man approaches me and because all my attention is on him I don''t see the other guy behind me. The one behind me grabs me from the chair and pulls me to my feet. I struggle against his hold but I''m nowhere near strong enough to fight a guy his size off The chains I saw earlier start to rate and when the cold metal brushes against my skin I close my eyes tight and force the whimper of fear that wants to escape from my mouth as far down as possible. My arms are tied with the chains and I feel a tug on my arms until they are lifted above my head. 4! I''m panicking on the inside because no matter how badly my father treated me, he never resorted to tying me up with chains. He used fear and physical weakness of a child to keep me still when he hurt me. The memories are suddenly flooding through me all at once and when I feel the first cut against my skin I can''t help the whimper that escapes my mouth. I feel the back fabric of my dress fall open and my breath catches I clench my eyes shut and I try to push away the voice of my father whispering in my ear, as Zane''s guy starts to cut along my old scars. I) Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "If you are quiet, daddy will stop quicker. Stay very quiet." These words and the feel of my skin opening once again make my stomach roll. () I can''t show weakness. Zane wants to see if I can handle anything including torture if ites to protecting his empire. .* So I do something I swore I would never do again, becausest time I almost didn''te back. The urge to survive is too strong and before I can fight against it. My mind is shutting down. Everything slips away until everything around me falls silent. The sound of my heart pounding in my ear is hypnotic and it only makes me regress further Zane doesn''t know what he''s just awoke inside me. He has no idea the monster that''s been hiding inside me all along. \?) No one knowsN?velDrama.Org is the owner. I have fought against that darkness in me my whole life because the first time I felt it I knew if I let it out I would be a monster just like my father. The one time this side of me came out was when my father first brought one of his friends toe see me. It was the only time my father ever looked afraid. He saw what I was and when the fear in his eyes gave way to pride I stuffed that darkness so far down and I swore I would never let it out again I killed a man that day. ''*) The boys don''t know that I''ve had blood on my hands all along. They think I was a victim all this time, but they don''t know that I would rather be hurt a thousand times before I became that person again That Emma feels nothing. She is numb and cold...empty. [? I didn''t want to be any of those things, but Zane has taken things too far by letting his man cut open every single one of my old wounds and making me relive the worst moments of my life.'' So when I open my eyes and lock them on him I smirk at the confusion on his face. I don''t make another sound as his man slices his knife through my skin. I keep my eyes trained on Zane until it''s done and when they lower me and remove the chains I don''t stumble. I pull my shoulders back and hold my head high. I turn on my heels and walk right out the door with blood dripping down my back..¡ã) I throw the door open and walking calmly to the limo and slide in to wait for Zane Zane, you wanted a queen to stand by your side, but this queen doesn''t share. No, she rules alone. I am done hiding behind a scared little girl. I''m taking what''s mine and I don''t care how much blood I leave in my wake. No one will underestimate me again. The monster is out and only hellfire can kill her now Chapter 62 Four or Dead Leo Three weeks That''s how long it''s been since west heard from Emma. We knew going in that there was a chance we would lose contact with her, but it hasn''t stopped Jayden and me from trying everything we can to reach her. Her tracker went out a week ago and that had been our backup n in casemunication was impossible. We arepletely cut off from her and it''s making us crazy. *) None of us have had a straight head since and there has been more than one death by our hands recently. We were trained to be the killers we are today but we had started to take smaller crew business when Emma came into our lives. She was the light... the buffer that kept us human. Now our monsters are raging wild and we are leaving blood in our wake Devaro has been hell-bent on sending Zane a message and that has meant a lot of hunting for us. Zane seems to be getting sloppy and we have managed to even the ying field by taking out a good number of his supply of weapons. It has me wondering what''s been keeping him busy, and I pray Emma has nothing to do with it I know she is working an angle but I''m scared to think of what that means. We trusted her, and damn we loved her more than anything Would her love for us be enough to fight Zane off? How far was she going with the undercover thing? The guys were spiraling the longer Emma was gone, and when we saw her on TV recently things only got worse. Her smile was forced still and there was a dead look in her eye that made me feel sick to my stomach I needed her back with us, and it was killing me. I keep thinking about how badly I had hurt her in the past, and how much I wish I had told her all those years ago how much I loved her Sure I had hooked up with a few desperate girls who thought it was a status break to be with one of The Dark Angels, but I didn''t feel a thing for them. I would see Emma and my heart would ache for her. I knew even then that she is the only girl I would ever love, and yet I never told her. Even now I didn''t say everything I needed to say to her. 1 am a coward in that way I guess "Leo! Get your ass down here now!" Asher calls out to me from downstairs His aggravated tone was starting to grate on me. We were all on edge and it wouldn''t be long before we started after each other I dragged myself from my desk and made my way into the living room where Asher had taken to sleeping recently. He keeps the TV on all the time now waiting to see if Emma appears again I guess his waiting paid off because there she wasThis material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. "There has been news that you are taking over as VP of Dalton Industries. Is that true?" I reporter asks Emma Emma''s beautiful smile spread at the question. "It is true. Zane has been trying to convince me for some time now and I couldn''t refuse. I''m honored by the chance to help thepany in any way I can." Just hearing her voice was enough to get my heart racing. God, I miss her "Have you guys set a date for the wedding?" The reporter asked Emmaughed. "Actually we are thinking early summer." \'') What? "Like hell!" Asher growled out. "What is she doing?" I shrugged, I was at a loss for words. Emma hadn''t told us exactly how she nned on getting what we needed from Zane, but this seemed too far "That bastard better not haveid a hand on her or I will kill him with my own hands," Asher says jumping to his feet and starting to pace The front door ms open suddenly and Logan stones in with fury in his eyes. "You won''t believe what we just found." \*) A few minutester we are all gathered around Jayden''s newptop. A video from one of our stock houses starts to y and we watch as Zane''s men move in guns zing and taking out ten of our guys easily Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Well, at least we got video proof, that''s a first," I say "That''s not what we want to show you. It''s here..." Logan says pulling our attention back to the screen Zane''s men all wore masks but someone stops and turns their face to the camera. They pull their ask off and I swear we all stop breathing Emma is looking directly at the camera and for a split second, I think maybe she is going to give us some sort of signal or sign but instead her lips square into a smirk before she lifts her hand and blows a kiss at the camera. The with her other hand she reaches behind her back and pulls out a gun. She lifts it to the camera and shoots. \"¡ã The room falls quiet as all of our focus is on the static ying now that the video has cut off "This has to be part of her n," I say not letting what I saw change anything I knew about Emma "Come on man you saw it yourself. She gone. I don''t even recognize her Did you see her? She was enjoying it." Logan says and I could hear the disbelief in his voice I shake my head. "No. Emma would never willingly work with that guy She must have a reason." ) "Come on! She''s gone, man. This is over!" Logan growls out and storms off I look to Asher and see his hands clenched together in front of him while he rests his elbows on his knees. His face looks nk and that is never a good sign. He is always calm before shit was about to hit the fan. He and Jayden were alike in that way "We need to move now," Asher says suddenly. "We can''t wait for whatever Emma had nned. If she is with him now, we can''t wait." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "What? We would be going in blind just like before." I remind him "So what? We are exactly where we were before Emma. We need to let her go and do this our way." His words hit me like a bullet We''re they serious? They are willing to give up on her that easy? >) "What the hell is your problem Asher? That''s our girl you''re talking about!" I yell jumping to my feet He looks up at me with that same emotionless look. "Yeah, and she chose her side." "You don''t know that! We have no idea what''s going on. She could have been forced into it." I offer as an excuse "You saw the same video I did. She wasn''t forced. She smiled like she was enjoying it. Emma is gone." Asher says firmly. \.* I scoff. "I can''t believe I really thought you guys had changed. I was willing to share Emma with you idiots because I thought you really cared about her. Then with one video, you''re ready to write her off just like that. Well, I won''t. I know Emma and there is more going on, I know it." "Don''t tell me what I feel. She is the only girl I have ever loved. The only one. But this is a war, and if she has chosen Zane then she is against us Leo it''s simple as that." Asher says back way too calmly I tun to Jayden. "Do you agree with him?" (+ Jayden doesn''t react to my question right away. "Jay!" His head moves until he is looking at me. "I don''t know what to believe." He stands and leaves too. This is crazy! Was I the only one that still cared about Emma? It didn''t matter what he did, I loved her. She could hold a gun to me and I would tell her a hundred times. She could pull the trigger and I will be sure it''s thest thing I say. I wasn''t going to let her go, not again Something was going on and I need to find out what it is before these idiots make a mistake they couldn''t take back. \'' Chapter 63 Four or Dead Emma 2 Days Before.. "Again. You know the steps. The repetitive motions are engrained in you now. Tap into the muscle memory and let it take over." I huff out a breath as I try again to hook the wires to the right area Making small explosive bombs was not what I was expecting to learn at any time in my life, but we have a job in a couple of days. As a test I was chosen to ce the explosives we are going to use to blow one of Devaro''s stash houses to kingdome. Of course, Zane has been giving me little tasks here and there to test how far I''m willing to go to prove my loyalty. What he hasn''t considered is that the guys he has teaching me are big mouths. In their eyes, I have been given the green light and they assume Zane has divulged everything to me They think too highly of their boss because Zane has barely shared anything with me. I had assumed wrongly that he was going to be the source of finding out everything I needed to know, but it turns out that his men are willing to give me everything. My new ability to remainpletely unbothered and emotionless has helped with making me seem uncaring, and that seems to be the right course with them. They take my boredom as an open door to talk freely about everything around me and with me. All I have to do is ask the right question and then they tell me everything For someone who is so paranoid, I can''t believe Zane isn''t more careful when ites to his own men. Like now I know the exact location where Zane ns to hit next. He had walked in on me using my phone a few days after that night of the event and I received a thorough punishment for having it. A few more cuts in my skin are nothing to me now. In fact, it''s his go-to move any time I step out of line The simrities between him and my dad are growing in number. The only difference is that Zane seems to get off on the fact that I don''t fight when it happens. I think in his twisted mind that he thinks I... like it. Each time hees to see me now it''s with some small infraction that is not worth caring about, but it''s a chance for him to punish me in his eyes so he does. Strangely he hasn''t tried to actually force me into bed with him. He has me strip to my panties and bar then have mey on my bed while he makes small cuts along my back. He does it slowly and I have watched his eyes darken in lust at the sight. *) He''s a monster under all that smooth-talking and suits. A monster who gets off on inflicting pain on the woman he ims to love. Like I said though, I don''t ever react now. I don''t feel any pain actually. I close my eyes and empty my mind of every fear and thought and let the darkness overtake me I have had to push the images of the boys out of my mind for now There is no room to miss them right now. I just hope when this is all over they will understand why I did all of this Zane has allowed me to go out with a couple of his guys to scope out locations this past weekend, but other than supervised outings I never leave this ce. Even the room I''m in now is inside the same building as my suite. It''s a few floors down and only essible by Zane and his men. The whole floor is one big room full of everything his men need for training. There is a workout area, shooting practice area, sparing area, and this room where I am now is for explosives training..'') "How''s my girl doing?" Zane asks stepping into the room and looking down at me working "She is doing fine, but her time is a little slow." My trainer says to him "I''m right here you know," I say without taking my eyes off the device I''m not one bit afraid of what''s sitting in front of me, but I want to be sure I do this right to minimize fatalities. I made sure my trainer exined everything about st radius and possible injuries from what size sts. I am trying to find a way to get word to Devaro about the hit, but if I can then I need to know when I ce the device that no one will be killed in the st. I want it to make a lot of noise and start a fire, but nothing that wouldn''t allow whoever is inside to get out in time I feel Zane''s breath against my neck suddenly but I don''t flinch or react in any way "Love do this right or I''ll need to punish you." He purrs in my ear like the words will do something to me. \*) I smirk to myself. He is such a pretentious prick thinking anything he does will make me want him. Sure he gets himself off where I can see, but I havee up with enough excuses that he hasn''t touched me in any sexual way since I''ve been here. I know I won''t be able to keep him away forever, and I have considered how I''m going to y things when his restraint finally breaks I can hear it in his voice. He wants me. I never would want another man to touch me other than my guys, but I''m not sure if I can stop it. 2 He almost always has a knife nearby when we''re alone together, and now that I''ve gotten to know him more I can say for a fact that he wouldn''t hesitate to kill me. I thought in the beginning that it would bring up too many questions if he did, but he doesn''t seem to care Actually, he seems to be letting his perfect image slip thest couple of weeks. His temper has gotten worse, and it''s showing in all aspects of his life now. He even offered me a position at hispany much to everyone''s surprise Personally, I think he is slowly losing his mind. His behavior has been erratic and it''s getting worse each day. The board has yet to approve his request, but something tells me he won''t care what they say. He would most likely kill each one of them if they refuse him. .'') "Emma..." Zane growls behind me and my hands stop His voice is dripping with danger and warning "Yes Sir?" I ask carefully "Do it right. Then I can give you your punishment." I feel the cold touch of metal on my skin..? It''s his knife I know it is. I feel him softly drag it along the other side of my neck and I do my best to holdpletely still "Finish it." He yells and I clench my eyes shutThis text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. Today he seems even more on edge. I''m not sure what''s changed, but I notice my trainer tense. I''ve noticed his men are even a little worried. I just hope that maybe I can get them on my side, then taking Zane down will be a lot easier I nce at my trainer and give a small nod. His eyes watch us for a moment longer before he hits start on the stopwatch. I rush through the steps the best I can and when I''m done Zane chuckles "Very good." He says proudly. "Nowe." He grabs my upper arm firmly and pulls me to my feet. I notice my trainer tense up at the action and when my eyes meet his I shake my head. I can see in his eyes that he wants to step in but I can''t let him Zane might kill him, and I need to build off this sudden urge the men have to protect me. I can''t have Zane killing off any possible allies.. Zane pulls me the entire way to my suite and then he turns to the men standing watch and gives them a bone-chilling smirk. "No matter what you hear, do not open this door." When we are finally inside he shoves me toward my bed and I stumble. I quickly turn around so my back isn''t to him. He is more on edge today than I have seen him before. His eyes are dark and wild but also slightly glossed over. I think he''s....high. \) "Now love don''t you think you''ve kept me waiting long enough? I know you have been trying to keep me from taking what''s mine, but I''m done waiting." He says in a sickeningly smooth voice He''s going to force me, and there''s nothing I can do. I realize this when he pulls out his knife There''s no fighting him off There is only surviving Chapter 64 Four or Dead Asher...Present "Dad," I say when I step in and make my way to my father''s desk and plopping down in one of the seats "Asher. To what do I owe the pleasure?" My father asks setting down his phone and facing me with his businessman''s face on I try to remember the moment the father I had known turned into this Someone who can look at his son with no affection at all "Have you seen the video?" I ask him He gives me a confused look and leans back in his seat. "What video?" I pull out my phone and open the video before turning it and reaching across the desk to show him He leans forward again and watches the video carefully. I watch his furrowed eyebrows deepen as the video goes on. The second Emma appears his eyes go wide and he looks up at me "What I ask?" Something''s clicked with him and now he has a panicked look on his face He doesn''t answer me and instead grabs his phone and quickly makes a call "Tony. Emma sent us a message. Thest hit, she was there and she saw one of the cameras." My father falls silent for a second while I try to make sense of what he''s going on about. "We need to get her out now." He hangs up the call and tosses his phone hard on the desk before standing and raking his hands through his hair "What the hell is going on dad?" I ask, losing my patience I hate when he keeps things from me and it''s clear that something is going on that I don''t know about He leans his arms against his desk and drops his head for a moment When he lifts his head again the man looking back at me reminds me so much of who he used to be "Emma''s in trouble. What she did was a signal she and Tony came up with. If she had an opportunity to send a message there was a few ways she could use it. She must have noticed the cameras and realized it was a chance to get a message to us." My dad exins as he paces "What does that signal mean? How much danger is she in?" I growl out He stops his pacing and I can see just how worried he is and it immediately has me panicked. I? "Things must be really bad for her to use that message." He says simply and I feel like a knife has been thrown through my heart Emma''s in trouble and I thought she had betrayed us. Is she even still alive? How bad is she hurting while I was so far in my own head? Tony bursts in suddenly and for a second it startles me "Boss we got a problem." He says making his way to the TV and turning it on A news station is on and a picture of Emma smiling is there on the screen "Reports say that Miss Hanson has been sent to a facility for a rest before she takes on her new role in thepany that her fianc¨¦e founded. When asked about her condition Mr. Dalton had this to say.... Emma has been through a lot of stress with this new transition and wedding nning. I thought she would enjoy a little time away to have a rest. I assure you my fianc¨¦e is well-taken care of...... While many believe his word to be true, some specte that there is trouble in paradise for the couple already..." My dad turns off the TV and curses under his breath "He''s moving her. She could be anywhere by now." My dad''s voice starts to rise. "What do we have to go off of?" "We''ve been able to break a couple of his men thanks to the boys. There are three main locations that Zane uses. The problem is that not all of his men haveplete ess except for his personal security. They know the basics about the few locations they''ve been allowed to see. We don''t know in which location they have Emma and we have no way of knowing how to get in and out. A few words from a couple of low-level men isn''t enough to go off of." Tony says with a sigh of defeat "We need to hit them all and take out as many men as possible. If we''re prepared for every oue it won''t matter how much we know. It''s not the smartest n but we have no other choice." I firmly remind them Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "He''s right. If we wait any longer we may learn more or we may not. By the time we know Emma could be dead." Tony agrees My dad is sitting again and has a look of contemtion on his faceThis content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. When hees back from wherever his mind is he nods "Okay let''s do it. Tell everyone to be ready. Everyone. I want to overwhelm the locations before Zane has a chance to fight back. We might only have one chance to get the upper hand here. Where is the first location?" My dad asks "A hotel in the city." He says and it clicks then that Emma''s location had been hovering in the middle of the city near an area well known for its luxury hotels "We tracked her to a location but we weren''t able to get a floor or room obviously but when we spoke to her she described it as gold dripping everywhere," I add in "I know which hotel it is." Tony says with a hint of hope in his voice "Good. Let''s get ready." My dad says with a nod and Tony starts making some calls We knew we were grasping at straws here. This could get us all killed Ourck of knowledge is a major disadvantage but if it means getting Emma back I don''t give a damn I will be spending the rest of my life making it up to her for thinking for one second that she was against us. Leo believed in her and the rest of us hesitated. I want to hate Leo for knowing our girl better than us but what makes me even angrier is that we didn''t try harder to learn everything about her How well did we even know her? I thought I did but I realize now that Emma was always putting her best face on for us. She hated that we were keeping things from her but she never said a word. We pushed her away and didn''t even care. We don''t deserve her, but....Leo does He loved her first. They were best friends and we forced him to turn on her. She could have been happy with him and we ruined that. There was a lot for us to discuss the moment we have Emma back with us Like maybe she would be better off... without us. Logan, Jayden, and I didn''t deserve her. \¡ã Maybe we can send her and Leo away when this is all over..'') Speaking of.. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Come in." My dad calls out when a knockes at the door Some of the head guys join us and the rest of my crew files in behind them. Leo looks pissed and makes a show of separating from us and focusing his gaze on my dad "We got a message from Emma. She''s in trouble and we have no intel on exactly where she is. However, we know a few of Zane''s properties Each of you takes as many guys as you can and we are going to hit each one until we find her." My dad pauses for a second and his expression turns darker. "Try to get someone to spill where she is and...kill without prejudice. Let''s go." The men all shout out their agreements before turning and leaving the room. My guys stay out and wait for our assignment "There is one location that we got that could be where Zane ns on hiding Emma but ording to our source, the location is hard to find It''s in arge wooded area with no path leading to it. The source said Zane choppers in, never drives. It''s going to be tough to find but I''m sure you guys can handle it. I''ll send the estimated location to your phones. Let''s find her." My dad pulls out a drawer next to him and pulls out his gun and another. He removes his suit jacket and ces them in his holsters before putting his jacket back on "We''re on it," I say and turn to give the guys a nod Jayden and Logan turn and head out the door. My dad walks around me and leaves to until I''m alone with Leo "Hey, can we put the attitude away until this is done? We need to be a team right now." I say maybe a little too harshly but I''m in no mood to deal with his attitude right now He scoffs at me. "I told you she wouldn''t betray us. You im to love her and then you believe so easily that she wouldn''t fight for us. You''re a piece of shit Asher and you don''t deserve her love, but she is a better person than all of us. She won''t stop loving you no matter what you do Don''t ruin that Asher. She deserves better than that." He turns on his heels and leaves I stay a moment longer and let out a sigh. Emma means everything to me and I''m ready to prove that even if I lose her in the end T''ll leave a trail of bodies on my way to find her if that''s what it takes Zane has no idea how far we''re willing to go for her but he''s about to find out Chapter 65 Four or Dead (TW: mentions of sexual assault/rape) Emma.... Present The job went well and I had hoped it would be enough to get Zane to rx. Thankfully he didn''t follow through with whatever he had nned for that night. I was sure he nned on raping me but he was so high that he ended passing out before he could One of the guys dragged him out but I couldn''t sleep that night or any night since. I ampletely on edge right now. Something has happened that has Zane spiraling and I''m honestly terrified. I had managed to find that ce in my mind that allowed me to survive his torture but I am still terrified Now he''s told the press that I''m at some spa retreat for mental healing out of the blue. Now rumors are swirling that I ran off and called off the engagement. I wish it was that easy. The men seem to be wary of Zane too and I notice them giving me a once over for injuries anytime they see me now. I just wish they would step in and stand up to Zane, but they''re probably scared he''! kill them if they do He has hurt me though. The injuries are well hidden beneath my clothes like I used to do. Long sleeves and scarfs are my go-to thing right now to hide the bruises on my arms from his tight grip. I even have a few on my neck thanks to that night of him almost going too far He had left small bites all along the side of my neck, then copsed right on top of me A knockes at my door and I jump nearly a foot in the air "Come in," I say with a shaky voice Zane strides in with a dangerous smile on his face. He ps his hands together and it takes all my self-control not to jump from the sound or recoiling when he moves closer to my bed "Good morning love. Guess what? We are going for a romantic weekend Get packed!" He says with a wide smile that makes my blood run cold I don''t trust my voice right now so I offer him a nod in reply while pulling my nket closer and trying to cover myself more. His eyes follow the motion and I see his expression darken Big mistake Emma He moves around the bed and leans over supporting his weight on his arms until we are less than a foot apart "T n on consummating our rtionship soon enough love and you will give me what I want. Who knows, maybe you''ll even like it. I don''t care what it takes, you are mine and I will have you. You either give me what I want or I''ll make sure i hurts." He closes the distance between us and kisses me gently on the cheek He straightens and turns to leave. Once he''s gone I shatter. No pushing my emotions away can help me now. I feel myself falling into my fear like it did the first night we were together. I know his threat to be true because he had taken me before, and his promise now sounded a lot like a threat.) He was taking me away. This could be the chance I needed to try and get away somehow. Maybe....maybe the men guarding me would actually let me go. I needed to get a feel for how sorry they felt for me and search for an opening. I just know if Zane gets me to wherever he''s taking me I may nevere back. No one would know where I was... BD) I swallow deep and hard trying to muster up the strength to push through this fear ande up with a n. I had been trying hard to hide the marks Zane had been leaving on me. Maybe if I let his men see what he has been doing to me, it may give me the sympathy I need to ask for their help Right now I''m wearing a small cami and sleep shorts that show a lot of my skin. Normally I would wrap up before speaking to my guards but not today. I take in one more deep breath and throw my covers away When I attempt to climb out of bed my body protests. Thest couple of days have left my body spent and aching I drop to the edge of my bed and take a few quick breaths and push back up to my feet. My legs tremble a little but with slow steps, I''m able to make it to the door. I use my hand to hold myself upright and knock The sound of the door beeping makes me step back a littleThis text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. "Do you need something?" One of my guards asks but his voice is not harsh I give him a weak smile. "Is there any way someone can get me some cream or something for sore muscles?" I use my hand to massage my shoulder a little. The guard follows the motion and I know the moment his eyes find the bruises because he tenses. His eyes are locked on my neck for a moment before he lifts them to meet mine. I convey the fear I am feeling in my eyes so he knows exactly what''s going and I can see the effect it has on him almost immediately. His jaw clenches and he nods tightly Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Of course. I''ll send someone to grab a few things for you." He says and hesitates just a moment before closing the door again Once I''m alone again I let myself crumble to the floor. I want to feel nothing again but I don''t have the strength any longer to keep my mind locked in that ce. I''m too tired, too.... broken..? Asher The guys and I have been driving down a two-way highway for a good hour now. Jayden has hisptop out giving me directions but I swear we have been driving the wrong way. The location we were given is a guess at best and it''s possible that it isn''t anywhere close to one of Zane''s properties My body is permanently tense as I try to keep my anger and my frustration tapped down. None of it would help right now and I may need all that emotionter when we face any of Zane''s men "Turn right over there," Jayden says suddenly pointing at a section of the woods that looked like some trees had been cut away If Zane had a ce built in these woods it would make sense that a path had to be made for construction crews to get up here. I''m guessing since the clearing looked almost natural that the ce had been built years ago I turned in and we immediately felt the bumps of off-road driving. The woods all looked the same and I couldn''t pick out what direction to follow. Jayden was silent so I kept moving straight and searching around for any sign of life "Do you guys think he would really bring her out here?" Logan asks He''s been quiet and sad-looking since we saw Emma''s video. He looks even worse now that he knows she had been asking for help the whole time "It would be the perfect ce to get herpletely alone. I''d say this is a good bet." Leo says curtly I nce at him through the rearview mirror but he is actively avoiding making eye contact with any of us. I had hoped he could put this aside for now but he was royally pissed right now and I couldn''t really me him. Truthfully, I have no idea how we are going to get past this once we have Emma back with us. Yes, I say that with confidence because there is no way we will lose her "T feel like everything looks exactly the same. We may never find this ce." I growl out in angry and annoyance "Thend is huge, so you''re not far off. We need to think of another way to find our way around here." Jayden says with a sigh. "Even with the map, there isn''t a clear straight path." He wasn''t wrong. The small opening we went through had been weaving around like crazy like someone was purposefully making it hard for any car to find its way through. It sounds like something a paranoid asshole would do "Watch out!" The sound of Logan''s warning pulls me out of my thoughts toote and I have to swerve suddenly to avoid the tight line of trees directly ahead of us The small clearing we had been driving on had suddenly hit a dead end The forest ahead of us was thick and impossible to pass "What the hell?" I said my breathsing out quick as my heart tries to slow from the sudden jump of adrenaline "There''s no way out," Logan says. "We have to go back the way we came." Easy enough, but there was no way for me to turn the SUVpletely around. I would have to drive back the entire way we came "T guess we''re walking from here," I say ncing at Jayden He nods and starts to pack up hisptop. We were smart enough to grab a few backpacks and filled them with weapons, food, and water. I had suspected we would end up having to hike or something, so we were prepared. Leo and Logan grumbled in the back but climbed out and tossing their bags over their shoulders "Let''s get this over with," Leo says before turning and walking off "We need to fix that," Logan saysing up beside me as we watch Leo walk away "I know," I say feeling defeat creeping in Leo is our brother and I would risk my life for him, but this may be something we cant ovee. \* Chapter 66 Four or Dead Emma A couple of hours have passed and now I''m sitting in the backseat beside Zane. He seems surprisingly calm and more like the man I hade to know when he first took me in. He may seem more normal now but there is no way I''m letting my guard down now We head out of the city and jump onto the highway. I try to keep myself tense and aware of my surroundings here in the car but also outside. If somehow I can get to a phone I could try and tell someone where I am Only that n is shattered when the car pulls into what looks like a small airport There are a couple of buildings and small one-person nes. I swallow the knot in my throat and try and calm my racing heart. I have never flown before unless.. Was Zane nning on killing me and throwing my body out of a ne? It sounded a little extreme but not impossible. That idea has panic building in me. Honestly, at this point, I have no idea what Zane will do. The car drives past the nes and stops in front of another more frightening sight I feel suddenly sick to my stomach. A helicopter? That had to be worse than a ne right? Like I could fall to my death with the first bit of a strong wind. The small size is making me rethink the possibility of my murder, at least for now..'') Our driver climbs out and makes his way to a man waiting next to the death trap, and they exchange some words and a thick envelope passes between them. The man walks off giving a nod in our direction before disappearing into one of the open garages nearby Our driver seems to have many talents because he''s the one who climbs into the front of the helicopter and starts it up. I''m frozen in my seat as I run through all the possible ways a person could die from a helicopter ride. There are way too many "Let''s go,¡± Zane says in a firm but chilling voice I swallow and slide out of the car. Zane grabs my arm and all but drags me to the waiting helicopter. He forces my head low as we approach and when he opens the side door he pushes me inside. I quickly find a seat and buckle myself in. I squeeze my eyes shut and take the straps of my seat belt into a firm grip. He grabs something that looks like headphones and ces them over my ears letting his fingers brush against my cheek. I flinch just a little but he notices and I see fury sh in his eyes. I?) I hate that the strength I had found when he tortured me has been lost I think subconsciously I realized fear and desperation were the two emotions that would be what motivates me to escape. No emotion means I have epted my fate, and that is far from true Zane yells, "Let''s go!" To the driver or pilot, I guess now I feel the helicopter jolt and sway as it lifts from the ground. My stomach rolls along with the motion making me feel like any wrong move will send my breakfast right back up. 2) I definitely don''t like flying Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I keep my eyes shut the whole time, figuring if we plummet to our death I won''t see the grounding before we hit It makes the ride feel too long but I think it only takes us about twenty minutes before I feel the drop in my stomach signaling our descent Thank god When the sound of the helicopter dies down I feel someone tugging on my seatbelt. I open my eyes ande face to face with one of the guards. His eyes lift to mine "Are you alright?" He asks and I nod. "Take it slow. You may feel a little dizzy." Once my belt is undone I grasp onto his arm and he steadies me as I pull myself to my feet. He doesn''t protest when Ipletely lean on him and he slowly escorts me toward a door not far away. I nce around to see that we are on a roof and surrounded by trees ''We are not too high off the ground so I''m guessing this is a house of some kind but it''s huge. I mean would have to be to have space for a helicopter tond. \'') My guard leads me through a door and down some stairs that lead to yet another door. We pass through into a hallway with several closed doors that I''m guessing are bedroomsThis material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. I''m led to a door that is being guarded by two more men, the guy escorting me opens the door and leads me inside The room is tinypared to my suite at the hotel. It is only big enough for a twin-sized bed, a side table and a dresser. The wall that shares the door has a door that is probably a closet. There is another door that I''m guessing leads to a bathroom..* Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "We''ll bring you some food in about an hour." The guy next to me says and he pulls away from my touch I nod to him and he walks out and I hear a lock fall into ce. Just another kind of prison. I sigh and drop down on the bed. \'') Why would Zane bring us here? He had told the world that I was going to be on a retreat of some kind. So if he doesn''te back with me he wouldn''t have to exin my mysterious disappearance. He could say I was killed in an ident or something and people would believe it There are a dozen ways I could get into an "ident" way out here I also realize that trying to run from here would possibly be more dangerous since I have no idea where we are. From all the trees I''m guessing we are in the woods, but how far away are we from civilization? If somehow I got out, I may not get very far. The men already here didn''te by helicopter, so they must have driven in That''s something I could work with... First, I would need to get past the guards. Second, I would need to find one of their cars. Third, hope the car has GPS in it that can help me find my way back to the city. Fourth, get the hell out of here. \*) Sounds easy enough.. Four knights in shining armoring to my rescue would be a lot of help right now. However, the chances of my guys finding me out here are slim at best. Even if they got my message...I''m going to have to find a way out on my own. \*) It''s funny thinking that not long ago I was ready to end my life and now I am crazy enough to risk the impossible to save myself. I guess when you have something to live for, you''ll try the impossible to try and fight for it. @ Chapter 67 Four or Dead Jayden "Are you sure this is right? I don''t see a road leading inside." Logan says from the backseat. [?) Two teams of our crew have split up to attempt to find a way into this forest where supposedly one of Zane''s properties is located. So far the others haven''t found any sign of Zane or Emma at the other locations we checked. This is thest one, and it was built years ago and seems to not have a road leading to whatever is built on thend Myptop is sitting on my legs and I am trying to find an easy way in but it looks like Zane has made it almost impossible to drive through the thick trees and brush "He must have another way in," Asher says cursing under his breath as we try to find a space in the trees big enough to pass through from the two-way street we''re on. .7) "They could be using four-wheelers to get in." Leo offers and it seems to be the only possibility "It looks like we are going to be going on foot," Logan says with a groan Asher''s phone rings and he answers it on speakerphone. "Doesn''t look like there is any way in kid," Tony says on the other line "Try to get in as far as you can, and then we''ll walk the rest of the way in," Asher orders. "Call some of the other guys and have them boost some offroading gear if we have to." "Not a bad idea. One of the other teams was heading this way. I''ll have them bring what they can." Asher ends the call and pulls over "Looks like we aren''t going to be going in guns zing," Logan says with an amused snort "This has to be the ce. There is nondmark on the map showing anything is out here, and no one found any paperwork on this ce. It''s known by word of mouth only. I was able to get satellite images that show the structure, but there is no clear path or road leading to it." I exin "So what do we do?" Leo asks "I can use our phones to track our movements and try and guide everyone in the right direction, but there is no way to know if the direction we go in will be easy to maneuver," I say "Great," Asher adds dropping his head back against the headrest and running a hand down his face. "This is going to be fun. A trek through. the woods with no directions." "Shut the hell up! Emma needs us and you''re bitching about a walk through the woods? What is wrong with you?" Leo snaps and the car goespletely silent "Come on man, he didn''t mean it like that," Logan says trying to calm Leo down "No? What does he mean? Because it sounds like he''sining about trying to get Emma back. Is this all too much for you? If so then drop me off here and I''ll go alone. The rest of us don''t give a damn how hard it''s going to be to get through these woods. We care about helping Emma get away from a man who has no problem killing her. If you don''t want to help then go home, because I''m tired of you acting like you don''t care about Emma at all." Leo opens the car door and ms it behind him Logan sighs and shakes his head. "He''ll cool off once we get Emma back." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Will he? It seems like all this has done is convince Leo that Emma doesn''t belong with us." Asher says, his voice low and defeated "Maybe he thinks so, but Emma wouldn''t let this bring us apart." Logan offers Asher scoffs. "She deserves better. She''s in danger and the first thing we thought when we saw that video of her was that she turned against us We didn''t even consider other options." \'') He isn''t wrong Truthfully I didn''t know what to think. We lived with Emma all this time and I fell in love with her so easily, but I also feel like there is so much I don''t know about her. We were so busy trying to keep her out of all this that we weren''t opening ourselvespletely to her. She must have been waiting and hoping we would let her in, but we didn''t. We were going through the motions of being with her, but nothing more She is as much a stranger to me now as she was thest three years. I can tell you her favorite food and show but not much else. We spent time hanging out and sleeping together, but it hasn''t gone deeper. She hasn''tined once until we told her we didn''t like this n. She had been staying quiet about how she really was feeling for so long. I hate that we didn''t trust her enough to let her into our world and show her everything we are. \* We wanted to hide our monsters, but they are so much of who we are So why wouldn''t Emma hide things too? Maybe the fact that we know we didn''t tell her everything made us think she is hiding something too Now I think the only thing she was hiding was how much she was hurting from how we treated her "Leo''s right," I say Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "What? Man, we made a mistake, but it doesn''t mean we don''t care about Emma." logan says trying to rationalize our guilt "Look, it doesn''t matter. When all of this is over Emma might decide she doesn''t want to live this life. We''ll have to be ready to let her go That''s it." Asher says with finality It sounds to me like he is already letting her go. .* Maybe he''s right and it would be better to let Emma go, but...I can''t. I haven''t felt right since the day she left. I let her into my heart and if she left I wouldn''t be able to move on. That little part of me that she found that is still human will be gone for good, and I would never be able toe back from that darkness in me. All the blood I''ve shed so far since she left is proof of thatN?velDrama.Org is the owner. "I''m not letting her go. Not ever." Logan says before opening the door and following after Leo Asher sighs. "And what do you think?" He asks me "She belongs with us. It makes sense to let her leave and have a normal life, but we are selfish bastards." I say Asher looks at me and lets out a snort. "Yeah, we are." He lets out another sigh and looks down at his phone "They''re here. Let''s go get our girl." He pulls open the door just as the sound of tireses to a stop behind us I make sure to sync the information from myptop to my phone before shutting it down and lowering it to the floor of my seat. I follow Asher and the four of us meet the guys who just pulled up in a moving truck of some kind. One of the guys opens the back and we follow around the side of the truck to find two four-wheelers waiting in the back. \'') Loganughs with a p. "Alright, let''s do this." Chapter 68 Four or Dead (TW: mentions of physical abuse) Emma Silence. Complete silence. No one hase to my room since we arrived and even though I''m sure it''s only been a few hours, the silence makes time feel slow and dragged out. I don''t even hear a sound outside of my room, and I have resorted to sitting against the door and listening out for any clue of what''s going on out there. The biggest question I want to be answered is why we''re here. I don''t recognize the men standing guard outside my door, so my hopes of trying to sweet talk my guards seem to have gone up in mes. \ The men are big, but not as big as the ones who usually guard my suite Maybe I could get a few hits in and try to get a weapon.. I sound like a kick-ass chick from a bond movie or something but I am far from it. My nerves are shot and I am so tense I''m not sure I will be able to call on anything I''ve learned over thest month. The self-defense I learned will not be enough to get away but not keep the guards down long enough for them to be incapable ofing after me ) My mind wars with the constant back and forth of what to do next, and I feel my head start to object. Maybe a warm shower can help clear my head. I walk over to the dresser and pull open one of the drawers to see if anything is inside. There are a row of in white t-shirts and some ck sweats. In the next drawer, I find in white panties and ck socks The sight of the in and uniform clothes makes this feel a lot more like a prison than before. I just don''t understand what all this means Okay, Zane wants to hold me, prisoner, here, but to what end? Wouldnt it be easier to just kill me? Not that I want to do, but to me, all this seems like a lot of unnecessary trouble I sigh. There is nothing I can do until someone makes a move against me. I grab the clothes given to me and slip into the bathroom. It''s small with just enough room for a small shower, a toilet, and one of those sinks that have a skinny base and a small bow! on top. A small round mirror finishes off the less than impressive room. I set my clean clothes on the toilet top and turn to lock the bathroom door. Of course, there is no lock and I feel a shot of panic rush through me at the thought that anyone could just walk in I close the door anyway and get the water started. As I wait for it to warm up I strip away my clothes and let them pool at my feet. I turn to look myself over in the mirror and shes of tainted memories are triggered by the bruises that now litter my skin. They are not as bad as the ones my dad used to leave but they''re visible. You can actually see the finger invitations from Zane grabbing and shaking me. \¡ã I hate myself for letting him hurt me. For some reason even when I had pushed my feeling away to get through his torture I still didn''t have the mind to fight back. What does that say about me? I am either too scared to fight or I don''t feel anything and still let him hurt me either anyway The steam from the now warm water pulls me from the mirror and I step into the shower. The tile beneath my feet is still a bit cold but the difference in temperatures is wee. I close my eyes and let the soft drumming of the water against my sore muscles rx me. The moment is sweet until I hear the sound of my bedroom mming shut. The sound makes me jump and I freeze waiting for whatever might happen next When no onees barging into the bathroom I assume it''s one of the guards and not Zane. I shut the water off and grab a towel and quickly wrap it around myself. There are some shuffling sounds outside the door, so I move quietly and carefully open the door just a crack. I squint through the small space and see one of Zane''s men setting down a tray of food on the dresser I don''t know what possesses me to do what I''d o next but it turns out to be just the opening I needed. My hunger must have shut off part of my brain because without thinking I step out of the bathroom with only a towel. Now I admit that trying to seduce my captors was not one of the things I considered before, but when the guard turns to me and his eyes widen at the sight of me...well, I realized maybe I had made a mistake not trying it sooner. " The problem is...I have no idea how to be seductive I was a virgin when I slept with the guys, and I didn''t do much seducing with them The guard and I are frozen a few feet from each other, but I notice his throat bob when he lets his eyes roam over me "They sent you something to eat." He says with a shake of his head "Oh. Thank you." I say softly and I tuck a strand of my hair behind my ear feeling the extreme awkwardness between us "So...yeah." He says before turning and heading for the door He''s young and built, probably only a few years older than me, and he seems to find me attractive I need to use this I may not get another chance Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Wait," I say reaching toward him and grabbing his arm before he can leave. "Will you stay for a little while? It''s so quiet and it makes me a little nervous." He lifts his eyes from where my hand is touching him to my eyes and I can see his hesitation "Please." I make sure to put as much emotion into that one word as possible He swallows again and gives a small nod I give him a smile and release his arm. He moves away from the door and I turn to nce at what food he brought me. It''s nothing fancy. A bowl of soup and some bread but it smells amazing "Have you eaten? It isn''t much here but I''m happy to share." I offer him He shakes his head. "I''m fine. You eat." I nod and turn to the food again. I grab the spoon and bring some of the soup to my mouth. A unexpected moan escapes my lips at the taste My face flushes immediately and I be more aware that I am still naked under this towel. I Before I can rush to the bathroom in modification I feel heat at my back. Soft hands brush against my arm and my body instantly tenses from the sensation. \\) "Did Zane do this?" He asks me softly "Y-yes." He is getting too close His fingers brush along my bruises so softly that it tickles a title "No one should hurt a girl like this. I won''t let him hurt you." He says with a firm promise Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! What do I do? I turn my head just a little and in the new position, I can feel his soft breaths against my ear "Y-you would protect me from him?" I ask The question is genuine too. I don''t even know this guy, not like my other guards, but he is ready toe to my defense just like that "My father used to beat my mom. I swore I would never watch a many his hands on a girl when I''m around." His voice is clipped and harsh but not toward me "I-I''m scared," I say honestly He sighs. "I won''t let him hurt you. He asked me to guard you, so that''s what ill do." Why is he being so nice? "I think he wants to kill me," I say and with a burst of bravery, I turn to face him I need to work this situation the best I can even though the idea of flirting with this guy is making my stomach queasy. I''m not this kind of girl.. "I''m scared. I need to get away from him before he can hurt me worse." I say and his eyes roam over my face as if he''s looking for a lie He won''t find one. Even though I''m trying to use him to help me escape, everything I''ve said ispletely true. He looks at me with a softness and care that is way too intimate from two strangers but I ignore that and use my eyes to plead with him "T''ll help you." He says softly and I feel my chest dete in relief. "We''ll go tonight." We? It doesn''t matter right now....I''m getting out of here. The rest I''ll have to deal withter "Thank you," I say and his arms wrap around me, pulling me close I should move I know, but I can''t afford to make him angry. He''s my only way out..This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. So when he leans down and kisses me....I let him. A small price I have to pay for my freedom. I just hope it''s all I have to give away..¡ã Chapter 69 Four or Dead (TW: Violence and bondage) Emma The moment the guard leaves to make ns for getting me out of here, I drop onto my small bed and take in the full realization of what I had just done. How far had Ie s life where I''m willing to give myself away as payment for my freedom. Something else is nipping in the back of my mind that I know is important but with all the self-loathing I am experiencing right now I can''t seem to figure out what that little thing is. (4) All I know is I have an overwhelming urge to shower again, and unfortunately I was still in only a towel. The heat of embarrassment rushes over me and I quickly make my way to the bathroom and turn the shower hot enough to burn away the phantom feeling of a stranger''s touch I make sure to be dressed before stepping back into my room and grab my food. There aren''t many options of ces to sit and east, so I make myselffortable on the floor. The scene sending memory shes of a time when I had all my meals on the floor of my small closet room. A lot of things have been reminding me of those timestely Before I am halfway through my bowl of soup the door to my room ms open and Zane storms in "What did you do?" He screams at me and I quickly scramble to my feet "What are you talking about?" I ask moving back as he advances on me "My deal with the Chinese has been lost for a more favorable deal! And guess who they have decided to work with instead? This loss will cost me millions, Emma! So tell me now! What did you do? How did you get word to them?" I rack my brain trying to make sense of his words A deal with the Chinese. I had been hearing rumors about hispany working on a deal that was going to change things big time. Zane was supposedly going to be the exclusive distributor of their products, both legal and illegal. But I had no way of telling anyone about what I knew. I had only managed that one message when we raided Devaro''s stash house "Zane I swear I don''t know what you''re talking about," I say holding up my hands to show him I''m no threat but it doesn''t do any good His wild eyes are burning with anger and I''m right in his line of sight He moves quickly and soon he has me pinned against the wall with his hand tight around my throat. \'') "You have been nothing but trouble since the moment I came for you You push me away when I have every right to touch you. You treat me like an enemy when all I wanted was to give you my kingdom, but you couldn''t let them go, could you? It''s because of them that I can never have you. Well, guess what, I own you!" Thosest words hit me like a p to my face and when he tightens his hold just a little more I whimper. "Now you have gone and ruined the biggest deal I have ever had just so you could be with those punks! No...no you are mine." \* Before I can react he crashes his lips against mine and I instantly try to push him away. He''s too strong and he steps closer using his body to pin mepletely against the wall. His arousal telling me that he really is a monster if hurting me like this is getting him off. He growls in frustration when I don''t return the kiss, and when he pulls back I don''t think...I react. \¡ã I have no idea what came over me but in one quick motion, I throw my head forward and m it into his nose. He cries out in pain and shock as he stumbles back. I''m in shock for way too long, but I still try to make a move to get away. While he''s cursing and holding his nose I make a run for the door. My hand turns the handle only to feel the resistance telling me the lock is still in ce. I''m locked in here with a pissed-off, and from the smell of him, extremely drunk Zane I still try pounding on the door, but it''s no use. No one ising to help me. Zane moves quickly and soon has his hand wraps in my hair, he yanks me back until I fall to the floor. Pain radiates across my head and I reach up and try to scratch at his hands. It only makes him angrier and in an instant, he''s straddling me and pinning my hands to the floor "Keep fighting baby, this way is a lot more fun." He purrs with a smirk that makes him look even more crazed. .?) Being trapped under him is sending my mind into a panic and every fear I have ever felt is falling down all around me. I thrash in his hold but even my training and instincts are not enough to fight him. He''s too big and too strong "Zane! Stop!" I cry out tugging against his grip on my wrists Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! If I can get one hand free I can hurt him enough to get him off of me, right? Okay...buck my hips hard...pull against his hold.. I try to mentally walk through the steps of what Tony taught me that day that now feels like years ago. The thing is, in practice you know the person teaching you won''t actually hurt you. There is a level of restraint and trust there. When ites to a drunk crazy bastard attacking you, nothing is predictable to their movements and actions. Something I am learning first hand as I fight to get away from Zane Right now I''m a threat, and in his clouded mind, there is only one way to deal with a threat Eliminate it. Eliminate me "Now, my love, I''m going to take my time iming you and if you''re good maybe I''ll let you live. But your days of freedom are over. My ns for you have changed, but don''t worry I''ll tell everyone you took off and left me heartbroken. Then no one will go looking for you." He leans closer to me and licks along my chin and I pull away and snarl at him in disgust My reaction only makes himugh "Bring it!" He yells suddenly and I be very still The door opens suddenly and a few of his mene in with a metal toolbox and set it down on the dresser. One of the men moves toward us and hands Zane a rope before kneeling by my head and recing Zane''s hands on my wrists with his own. This guy is even stronger than Zane and I know without a doubt that there is no way I could break free Zane wraps the rope in his hands and pulls at it like he''s trying to test its strength. When he seems to be satisfied he leans over me and starts to wrap them around my hands. The rope is that rough kind and I can already feel it scratching against my skin. \?) I want to scream and cry or fight or something Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! All I manage to do is shut my eyes tight and let the silent tears fall down my cheeks I had hoped my boys would find me before I would be hurt again like this, but that''s the problem...hope breeds disappointment. Something I had known for a long time, but let myself forget. I let myself think I had a future with them where we could be happy, but that was stupid of meThis content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. This was always my fate Some people are not meant to have a happily-ever-after. I''m no princess that''s for sure, so why would four princese to save me? No I am a prisoner in my own life, meant to be beaten and tortured for life That is my story. \4) So why fight it? I don''t fight anymore. I let my body rx as Zane ties the ropes when his men carry me to my bed and secure me firmly in ce. I don''t fight, but I let my tears fall. Why not? They won''t stop what''sing. \'' Zane sends his men away soon after I''m settled. Then with smooth motions that surprise me given how worked up, he was not long ago, he removes his tie and shirt "I''m going to enjoy this." He says with a husky voice that makes me shutter and not in pleasure I tighten my eyes shut and try to send my mind away again, but my eyes snap open to the sound of gunshots. One in particr echos in the room and when I open my eyes hoping to see my boys I find the guard from earlier standing with a gun in his hand and blood all over him. \* His eyes lift to meet mine the second Zane''s body falls to the floor. " I realize then that Zane wasn''t the only devil I have made the mistake of making a deal with, and whoever this guy is may be the most Chapter 70 Four or Dead Logan I have never ridden a four-wheeler before, but I can say I see the appeal now. Of course, I doubt you are supposed to ride them in near darkness Jayden was able to sync our phones so we can all see where our guys are and the estimated location of Zane''s property. We try to stick near each other but the darkness and the dense forest have put some distance between me and the guys Honestly, all I can think about is getting to Emma. If the guys get lost we''ll have to go after themter. I need to see my girl and fast. This time apart has messed with my mind, and I don''t think I''ll feel right again until I am holding her again It takes a good half hour of us driving blindly through the forest before I hear the sounds of gunshots going off in the distance. I try to speed up and head in the direction of the sound but there is only so fast I can go with this much stuff in my way. I start to hear the sounds of the other four-wheelers heading in the same direction and I know whoever is in that ce knows we are close. The sound of using is like thunder in the silence around here. \*) We must be getting closer because I can hear shouting and a few more gunshots. Then another sound starts to echo around us. Something loud...a few momentster and arge cabines into view. I slow to a stop and jump off my ride and with a nce to the left and right of me, I see the others doing the same. We all stop just behind thest row of trees and listen for any other sounds or movements; guns drawn and ready The next round of shots has us all rushing toward the house and spreading out. A few guys head around back and I, Asher, Leo, and Jayden head through the front door. I count down from three and kick the front door in. A guy turns to us and starts to shoot but we take him out quickly and move further inside. A few more guys who didn''t seem to hear us enter turn to us and start to shoot wildly in our direction but we seem to be an afterthought to them. They are alling from the same direction and look...panicked. \?) Something''s happened. Is it Emma? One of them starts talking into a radio and I hear shots and yellinging from outside. I can''t think about what''s happening out there though because Emma is somewhere in here and we need to find her Asher takes out radio guy and I run past letting the guys handle any more men headed their way I turn down around the corner and see the stairs. With my gun raised, I make quick but cautious steps toward it and make my way up to the second floor. As I reach the top of the steps a few shots fly past my head, so I m against the wall and keep my head low until the shots stop. Once they do I see a few men carrying someone rush further down the hall.) I watch them open a door at the very end and disappear through it They didn''t have Emma with them, so I run up thest of the steps and toward the room they had beening out of. My heart stops the second I see the blood everywhere. I hear rushed footstepsing from behind me and soon the others are pushing past me to look for Emma "Where the hell is she?" Asher yells knocking over the metal toolbox sitting on the dresser That strange I heard earlier seems louder now that we''re inside and it sounds like it''sing from the roof. I "Come on!" I yell at the guys and turning back toward the hallway Whatever is up there must be where those guys were dragging that injured guy to. I run down the hall and throw the door open and find another set of stairs. The noise is a lot louder now, so I have to shout pretty loud to get the other''s attention "Over here!" I call out over my shoulder before heading up the stairs I hear shots going off and some cursing, so I keep my gun up and take a second before rushing out the open door. A rush of sound and wind but me making me throw my arm up to protect my face. I get a glimpse of a helicopter taking off and the men on the roof shooting at it. A female scream has me focused on the helicopter again and for just a small moment I see Emma''s scared face. The helicopter turns too soon and lifts too high for anyone to stop it and it flies past the trees, taking Emma away again Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! My rage is untethered now and I need to release it now, so I turn my attention to the men on the roof who are kneeling around someone. I storm toward them and hold the barrel of my gun to one of the guy''s heads. The sound of my pulling the hammer back catches the group''s attention and they jump to their feet and turn their guns to me. Too bad for them I''m not alone "Drop it!" I hear Asher call out from behind me but I keep my gun firm on the guy in front of me I nce past him for a split second and I''m shocked to see Zaneying on the ground bleeding out "I said drop them now!" Asher warns again and soon I hear more footsteps heading our way "You''re outnumbered. Better do what he says!" I call out A quiet moment passes before the sound of metal falling to the ground rings out I nudge the guy in front of me with my gun. "Pull out your weapons." He does what I ask. "Now get up." He does and someonees and pulls him away, leaving Zane alone "Well, we''ll. Hello Mr. Dalton." I say with a smirk. "What do we have here?" "Go to hell you little prick!" He growls out before his eyes shut and he groans in pain "So one of your men shot you in the back huh?" I ask but from the amount of blood, it''s hard to tell exactly where he''s been shotN?velDrama.Org is the owner. "Where are they taking Emma?" Leo asks impatiently Zane coughs up some blood but still sneers at Leo. "I don''t know.") We need to get him to help soon or he''ll die, and we need him to find out where his men are taking our girl. I "Grab him." Asher orders I give Zane a smile and walk up to him, pulling him to his feet. Leo grabs him on the other side and we start to drag him toward the door As we do I hear shots go off behind me and I know our men are taking out the guys who had tried to get Zane away No one here can be left alive. Now we can only hope none of them got word to the rest of their crew just yet. Without Zane, his crew is going to be running around like chickens with their heads cut off, and we are going to move in and finish them for good But we still didn''t have Emma, and not even this change of events won''t make anything we do feel like a victory until she''s there to see it too ) God, I need her. I have never felt so empty before. Why did I have to fall so hard for her? I just know if she breaks my heart I will never want another girl to touch me again She is the only girl I will ever want and when we get her back I will show her every day. Asher may be ready to let her go for her own good but I won''t. I''m selfish, and I want her no matter what and I''m ready to kill anyone in the way of me being with her. Even my own brothers.. 3) Chapter 71 Four or Dead Emma Thest hour is a blur. I think at some point I passed out or fell asleep, I''m not sure. When I open my eyes though I''m in a different room than the one at Zane''s cabin I take a few breaths before I push myself to sit up. A few blinks to clear my eyes better reveals a cozy-looking room with a firece on the opposite wall of the bed "You''re awake. I was starting to get worried." The voice has my head snapping to the side of my bed to find my rescuer slumped against a chair a few feet away My eyes look him over and I can tell he hasn''t left my side the whole time I was out. His clothes are still covered and blood and the few sprays of blood on his face are smeared but still visible. The sight of him should freak me out but somehow all I can think about is the fact that he saved me from Zane My eyes catch a section of his arm that seems to be bleeding and I jump from the bed and rush toward him. I drop down to my knees next to his chair and grab his arm to examine it "You''re bleeding," I say "It''s just a graze." He says resting his hand over mine and pulling it away from his injury I look at him and I can see how tired he looks. Why am I not scared of this guy? "Yl be fine." He promises with a weary smile My heart breaks for him. "I should clean it and get you patched up." My voice is soft andced with worry. I can''t exin why I''m acting this way but there is a pit of worry in me that is yelling at me to help him Maybe it''s some sort of need to repay him for helping me...I don''t know He nods. "There''s a first aid kit in the bathroom under the sink." He says pointing at one of the doors along the wall next to the firece I jump to my feet and search frantically for the kit. When I find it I make quick work of cleaning his wound well and see that''s he''s right The wound isn''t too bad and some of my worries fall away to relief When I finish patching him up I let out a sigh and look up at his face to check on how he''s feeling. His eyes are on me too and he gives me a soft smile "Thanks." He says and I can''t help but smile back "You''re wee." Now that the adrenaline of helping him and the worry has calmed I stand and take a good look around. "Where are we?" "A ce me and a few of the guys share." I can hear him shifting in his seat and his words hit me like a bullet More of Zane''s men are here? He must notice me tense up because he reaches for me but I step backN?velDrama.Org is the owner. "Why would you bring me here? I-I thought you were helping me." I feel my throat tighten up with an urge to cry and call for help "Of course I''m trying to help you. The guys who stay here are not loyal to Zane. They''re here for you." He says. \* What? I mean I know I have been trying to figure out which of Zane''s men I could eventually get to help me but I didn''t have a chance to figure out much "What do you mean?" I ask him He sighs and walks over to the bed I woke up and pats on it to ask me to join him. I hesitate at first but my curiosity wins and I sit beside him "A few of us have watched how Zane is with you and we hate the way he was hurting you. We couldn''t take it anymore, so we had ns to help you get out but we couldn''t seem to find the right time. Zane was being too erratic and it made it hard to find the right moment to sneak you out of where he was holding you." He stops and runs a hand down his face and I watch the movement. \'' He seems pretty upset about what he''s saying but I can''t be sure why. I mean I''m d someone had been nning to help me but why would they be bothered by what was happening to me if they work for the guy who was hurting me? "You might be surprised by this but a lot of us have a code against hurting women and children. Zane has never really taken an interest in a woman enough to let things go past a quick hook-up. So we never saw how badly he is willing to treat a woman until you. He was obsessed with you. He asked his guys to install cameras in your room and he would watch the feed most of the day. I-I''m so sorry Emma." His voice cracks at his apology and I can see real regret in his eyes "Why are you apologizing?" I ask him I have never even seen him before he came to my room so I don''t me him for anything "You being here is my fault." He says softly but I just give him a confused look How could it be his fault? "I know you don''t recognize me but we went to school together." He starts but stops to check my reaction..'' "We did? I''m sorry. I don''t remember you." Now I am the one wanting to apologize He shakes his head and sets his hand over mine in myp. "We never spoke but...I saw you. At first, I was curious about you because you walked around the school like a shadow. You always kept your head down and moved like you were afraid to be seen. I wanted to talk to you but I didn''t want to scare you. Then I noticed Asher and his crew messing with you. I so badly wanted to help you but I was a weak kid back then. I couldn''t think of how to stop them from hurting you by getting into a fight with them." He sighs and drops his head with shame I''m guessing Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "There''s nothing you could have done. They could have hurt you." Honestly, I don''t know what I''m even doing right now To some, it might seem like this guy is a stalker or now a kidnapper but I don''t see that. I see someone who saw me when I was invisible and someone who has just saved my life. Maybe it''s because I''ve had so few people on my side that I''m desperate to grab onto anyone who shows a small bit of concern for me. It''s pathetic. .* "T should have stood up for you. I''m so sorry. Anyway, a man came up to me one day after school and started asking about you. I told him I saw you around but I didn''t really know you. He said you were a family friend and he was worried about you. He said he was hoping I could keep an eye on you and let him know if anyone bothered you. I figured this was my chance to help you, but when I told him you were being bullied he didn''t do anything. I confronted him and told him off. I didn''t know who he really was and he was more than happy to show me what he was capable of. After he tortured me he said I had the choice to continue helping him or he could kill me then and there." He sighs and avoids looking at me I turn my hand over underneath his and twine our fingers together. He stiffens for a second before looking at me. "I didn''t have a choice, Emma." "T know," I say He chose to live and I can''t me him for that "T was sent back to school and told to keep watch over you and told that when the time was right we would take you away. I waited for three years for that call but nothing ever happened. Zane threatened me not to even go near you but I was there Emma. I was watching. I wanted to help you so badly but I didn''t trust anyone else to watch you. So I went along with it just so that I could be the one watching over you. I did get a few blows in though when I could. I would mess with the guys'' cars and the girls I would share stuff about them to get rumors started Nothing thatsted but enough to get a little revenge for you." He smirks at me and I can''t help butugh a little. \¡ã I think back and even though I didn''t really pay much attention to what happened around the school I do recall some rumors floating around about the mean girls of the school "When Zane came for you that day I thought I would finally get to talk to you but Zane assigned me to the cabin. He wouldn''t let me anywhere near you. I think he knew how...how I felt about you." He looks at me shyly How did he feel about me? "How do you feel about me?" I ask nervously "T liked you from the moment I saw you, but I was invisible like you. I wanted to be worthy of you so I bulked up and trained hard hoping that eventually, I would have a chance with you but Zane made sure that never happened. I didn''t even know what he wanted with you until I saw on the news that you were his fianc¨¦. Some of the other guys knew though and they would let me know how you were doing. Then they started telling me that Zane was going off the rails and they were worried when they noticed marks on you. I was furious and wanted to break in and get you out of there but they convinced me not to. So we came up with a n to get you out, but like I said it wasn''t easy." \*) I blow out a breath and try to work through everything he just told me "So what now?" I ask first "Now you rest a little more." He says squeezing my hand I nod but then a sh of a memory jumps out at me. I must have been too scaredst night to take everything that happened in. A image of the guys on a roof hits me clear as day I gasp and stand. "Logan and the guys. They were there on the roof." "Yeah they came but we were already in the air and I wasn''t convinced it was safe to take you back. A lot has been happening while Zane had you locked up. Devaro has been grabbing guys and torturing them to get information before sending their broken bodies back to us. I know you are with Asher and the others now but I''m not sure how safe it is for you to go back to them yet." He says and I feel a tug of fear at his words Is he going to lock me up here now? He stands and shakes his head like he knows exactly what I''m thinking "You are not a prisoner here Emma. We want to help you but I don''t know who we should trust now. Word is that Zane is alive but was taken away by Devaro''s men. The crew is searching the city to find him and killing anyone in their way. The few of us here are staying out of the city right now. We want to protect you from the mess that''s going on but if you want to leave we won''t stop you. As I said, we want to help you. We''re with you." I watch him but I can''t seem to wrap my mind around his words Maybe I do need more rest because it sounds like...these men want to be my...what? Army? Did I really have a crew of my own? How in the hell did that happen? "How many of you are there?" I ask He smiles. "Come meet everyone." I take his hand and he leads me out of the room through one of the doors and we end up in an outdoor hallway. I nce around and realize we are at some kind of motel. He leads me down the hallway and past several doors. We walk down the stairs and head toward the main build He pulls open a door and I gasp at the sight in front of me We step into arge room that I''m guessing is a room they rent out for small events. Well, they would I guess if this was a normal motel. Right now the room is filled with men from Zane''s crew. Some faces I recognize and others I don''t "Emma. Meet the guys." He steps back and the men all lower their heads to me like I''m some kind of royalty. I There have to be a hundred guys in the room I stand there in total shock The guys. Men who have abandoned Zane''s crew to help me My men My crew Two words I never thought I would be able to say Chapter 72 Four or Dead Asher "What the hell happened back there?" I yell mming my hand on my dad''s desk "Someone got her out," Logan says again but I still can''t ept that we lost Emma again and to one of Zane''s men "We took out most of Zane''s guys at the cabin so we don''t know who it was that took her," Leo adds "And Zane isn''t talking." My dad says. I'' "So what do we do? We have Zane and his men are probably on the warpath to find him. They have no orders to follow now. They will eithere for Zane or leave a mess around the city. We need to do something." Leo says messaging his temples no doubt imagining the chaos that would involveContent held by N?velDrama.Org. He isn''t wrong. These men are trained and have the means to take down the entire city if we don''t step in and fight them off. Sure we weren''t hero''s or anything like that but this is our city, and we n on keeping it that way. Zane had worked his way in like a snake in the grass and came for us when we least expected it, but now....* We''ve taken away the catalyst holding his men in line. That''s a whole lot of trouble we can''t leave unchecked "We need to focus on rounding up the rest of Zane''s men before they start making a mess. No doubt they will want to keep business running and I''m sure they will do it with less finesse than Zane has. He had a reputation to keep but they don''t. As far as the world is concerned Zane has no connection to them at all." My dad points out "What about Emma?" Logan asks softly He''s taking this harder than the rest of us. He had been the first on the roof and although there is no way he could have gotten to Emma in time he mes himself My dad sighs. "I hate that Emma is out of reach again and we have no idea what''s happening to her but as of now we have nothing to go on Until someone tells us who took her we have to focus on what''s more important." Jayden growls. Like actually growls. "Emma is what''s important to us! I couldn''t give a damn about any of this! I want her back." We all watched him warily. He''s been working through his anger by using his fists to get information but we''re starting to reach dangerous territory now. There has only ever been one time when we were sure we would lose Jayden to his darkness for good. I can''t even think about that time without shuttering. He looked almost possessed It was the anniversary of his family''s death and some reporter had decided to pick that case of all things to write about. Jayden left the night he saw it and was gone for three days. When he came back he was covered in blood and had a murderous look in his eyes "Look I get it. Emma means a lot to you guys. She is important to many of us but we still have the city to think about. This is our city and our crew has kept things running smoothly until recently. It''s time to get our house in order. I''m sure someone will know about where Emma was taken. We round up as many of Zane''s guys as we can and find out. I leave the how to you four. The rest of the crew will head out tonight and start hunting." My dad says nodding his head to the guy at the door. "I''ll go over a n with Tony. Go to the cabin and wait." I") I nod and turn to the guys. Leo shakes his head but doesn''t argue. The four of us leave and head back to our ce. We are going to be at that cabin for a while, so we are going to need more gear Emma "I-I don''t know what to say," I stutter out looking to my savior who I have yet to learn his name "You don''t have to say anything yet. It''s been a crazy night and it would be best if you rest for a while. I just wanted to show you how many people are on your side. Guys, pack it in and split watches." He said to the group''s and they all called out in answer to him He reaches out his hand and I take it. "Come on, let''s get you back to the room." I follow him out the way we came and back to the room I had woken up in. Once inside I drop to the bed as my mind races This is crazy Maybe even a dream? Why would all these men vow to help her? She didn''t even know them "T can see the wheels turning in your head." "What''s your name?" I ask him suddenly "Oh, man. I''m so sorry. I guess that''s an important thing to remember to share when you meet your crush." I watch his face flush at the word ''crush'' and I smile "Well, I would rather call you by a name in my head than ''my savior''." His eyes sparkle with pride at the nickname I had given him He clears his throat andughs nervously. "I think I prefer that name but my name''s Wyatt." 7) "It''s nice to officially meet you, Wyatt," I say holding my hand out to him He takes it and does somethingpletely ridiculous but that I definitely swoon over like the silly girl I am. He drops to one knee and ces a kiss on my hand like I''m some kind of princess "What are you doing?" I ask pulling my hand away and giggling He smiles and stands again. "I am at your service, so I have to bow before the Queen." I"! I shake my head andugh. "You''re ridiculous." He smiles at me in a smug but proud kind of way that makes me flush a little. Now that we''re not on the run for our lives and it''s quiet I feel the weight of his presence. I take this time to look at him and take him in He''s stunning to put it simply. Warm brown eyes that look like melted chocte, light brown hair is cut just above his eyes and trimmed in a way that reminds me of those really pretty boy kpop idols. His skin is a warm tan color, like honey. His smile is beautiful too with dimples and all. He''s fit but not in a bulky way like Logan or Asher How have I never noticed him before at school? He was right, my head was always focused on staying hidden. I feel terrible that such a sweet guy was there and she could have met him but was too busy trying to be invisible. \ "Thank you for saving me back there," I say He moves and sits beside me. "I''m sorry it took me so long." I turn to him. "You saved me when I really needed it. Zane could have killed me tonight." He lets out a deep breath. "I hate how you ended up at the cabin but I''m also d because I was there and could finally get you out. Of course, I had nned on a smoother exit but I''m d all the same." I look him over and realize he still looked like a mess. "You should get cleaned up. All the blood should have bothered me more but...it didn''t. What does that say about me? I?) He nces down at himself like he had forgotten about the blood as well. "Oh shit. I''m sorry, yeah I should. I''ll go to one of the other rooms and shower real quick." He stands to head for the door but my arm moves without a thought and I grab onto his wrist "Don''t go," I say softly, locking my eyes on his. I?) I felt safe with him for whatever crazy reason and I couldn''t bear to be alone right now "Okay." He says in a simrly soft voice He turns to me and I release my hold on him as he squats down in front of me "T won''t ever leave you, Emma. Not now that I can finally be with you Let me just grab some clothes and I''ll use your shower okay?" He says and I nod He stands and drops a gentle kiss to my forehead before heading toward the door Once the door is shut the panic starts to start. I feel like I''m locked in again with no way to get out. My heart starts to race and my breath starts to quicken as shes from tonight hit me I''m trapped again. If someone came for me I wouldn''t be able to get out A knockes at the door and I hesitate before standing on weak legs and shuffling to try and open it. I take in a deep breath and squeeze my eyes shut as I reach for the doorknob and turn it just a bit. When there is no resistance I let out a shaky whimper and pull the door open Wyatt is standing there and I can''t help but throw myself at him and wrap my arms around his neck "Thank you. Thank you." I say as the relief hits me in calming waves I''m not trapped I''m free Chapter 73 Four or Dead Wyatt Emma is here. She is with me finally. All those years watching over her and now I don''t have to hide in the shadows anymore. I was so worried that if I told her that I had been watching her since freshman year that she would think I was a freak. The thing is, I wasn''tpletely honest with her on one thing because I didn''t want to hurt her any more than she has been recent The thing is, I did go after Asher and the others several times for hurting Emma. Back then I wasn''t strong enough to take them on, and I caught on pretty quick that even though they bullied her they were also obsessed with her. It was like they say when you''re kids...'' the boys are pulling your hair because they like you.'' I had told them several times to leave Emma alone, but they would beat me up and send me on my way with a warning. .7) "Don''t even think about talking to her or going near her." That''s what they would growl in my face while I was curled up on the ground..'') But how could I tell Emma that? She loves them and besides...what good would it do now? Things are already going to hell. There''s no point in rehashing past history. I''m sure those guys wouldn''t even recognize me if we ever did meet again. All I care about is that Emma is safe. I haveid an army at her feet and what she does with it is entirely up to her. Zane didn''t die when I shot him but he was wounded enough, but he could try ande for Emma at any time if he gets a chance I quickly finish showering and pull on a ck t-shirt and sweats. When I walk back into the room I see Emma curled up on the bed right on top of the nket. She must have passed out the second her head hit the pillow. I can only imagine the number of sleepless nights she''s had since Zane took her. She was probably too scared that he woulde for her while she slept, the bastard I walk over to the bed and carefully pull the nket over her. When I start to pull away she grabs my hand "Don''t go." She mumbles I freeze. I''m not sure what to do. She''s asking me to stay and of course, I want to if she really wants me to but I also want to give her some spaceThis material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. I try to pull my hand away in case she''s fallen back to sleep, but her hold only tightens. She rolls over and opens her eyes to look up at me "I don''t want to be alone." She says softly and I hear the pain in her voice." That sound breaks my resolve and I give her a small nod. She shifts a little to give me some room, and I slide under the covers careful not to get too close to her. I took things a little too fast back at Zane''s house, but my head was swarming with a ton of emotions and I was just so happy to see her. Now I''m kicking myself for taking advantage of her. So I am going to be on my best behavior and give her as much space as she needs. (3) She moves so that she ispletely on her side facing me "I''m sorry. I hope this isn''t too weird, I just...I was left alone so much and when I wasn''t there was...pain." She says softly I roll onto my side as well. "If you need me to stay then I will. Whatever you need Emma...I''ll give it to you. I''m not making the same mistake as before. I''m with you however you want or need me." She gives me a small smile and reaches for my hand and holds on tight to it before letting her eyes fall shut again. Soon her breaths grow soft and steady telling me she''s asleep again The silence in the room helps me rx and everything that happened tonight shes through my head. When we took off I caught a nce at Loganing up on the roof, but Zane and his other men were there too. He had turned his focus away from Emma and he and the others focused on Zane I wonder if they''ve killed him yet or not. I hope not because Emma deserved revenge, and that meant facing the man who hurt her and exacting her own judgment. Devaro won''t give him over easily so we''ll have toe up with a n. Emma may know a way to get into where they''re holding him and the guys could storm the ce and grab Zane That is if she knows much about Devaro''s crew at all. I'' My eyes get heavy as I run over several scenarios until I fall asleep The sound of a door mming closed outside wakes me the next Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! morning and it takes me a moment to push away the haze. When I go to sit up something is hold me down. I nce down to see Emma cuddled against me, her head on my chest and her arm and leg wrapped around me. I can''t help the smile growing on my face at the sight of her. She looks beautiful and adorable at the same time. How is that possible? Her weight is putting pressure on some of my injuries but right now I could care less. I try to shift my arm a little so I can wrap it around her and I hiss in pain. She opens her eyes then and she looks at me for a second before shock takes over. She sits up quickly and runs her gaze over me like she''s checking for what could have caused me to make that sound. \* "I''m so sorry. Did I hurt you?" She asks Iugh and shake my head. "No, I''m just a little sore." "Do you need me to change your bandage?" She asks climbing off the bed and walking around to check my other arm I nce down at it too and see that a bandage change would be a good idea "Hang on." She says walking over to the chair I had been sitting in yesterday and grabbing the first kit still sitting on the floor.") She carefully removes the bandage and examined my arm carefully "Looks like the bleeding has slowed down." She makes quick work of wrapping a new bandage around my arm and leaves to wash her hands. When she returns she sits at the foot of the bed and looks at me "What''s wrong?" I ask her Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! She sighs. "I don''t know what to do now. I don''t think I was getting away from Zane alive and now here I am. I just don''t know." I?) Her mind must be a mess right now. "Did you want to...call Asher and the guys to let them know you''re okay?" \¡ã) Those words taste like ash on my tongue but I know what they mean to her, and I just want her to be happy "Oh. Yeah, I should huh? Do you have a phone I can use?" She asks. I "T''ll have one of the guys bring one up for you. They''re untraceable so no one can trace calls back to here, but should work fine." I say pushing myself up from the bed and digging through the pockets of my jeans from yesterday that sits on one of the tables I quickly dial one of the guys. "Yeah?" A gruff voice answers "Can you bring up a new phone for Emma? She needs to make a call Make sure it''s all set up." I say "You got it." He replies and quickly ends the call I turn to Emma and notice her eyes are looking off like she''s deep in thought "Is there something else you need to get off your chest?" I ask taking a seat on the bed next to her "IT want to kill Zane." She says without any hint of hesitation. .'') I smirk. I knew she would, and I am more than happy to help her spill as much blood as she needs. I have a feeling even after Zane is dead...this will only be the beginning. A storm ising, and Emma will be leading it." Chapter 74 Four or Dead Emma A knock at the door has my heart racing as my fight or flight instincts kick in. Wyatt stands and opens the door where one of the men offers him a cell phone. I rx a little and offer the man a weak smile which he returns with a small nod of the head Wyatt says a few words to the guy before closing the door and heading over to join me on the bed again He holds the phone out to me and I hesitate for a moment before taking it. It feels heavy in my hand as I try to understand why I don''t have this urgent need to call the boys. Something''s changed in me and it''s muddling my thoughts. "¡ã) I''m not the same girl as the one who nned on getting information for their crew. Zane hurt me and nearly violently raped me. My fears and worst nightmares had been repeated triggering a wave of burning anger in me that is so new. I want revenge. I want to spill blood for what Zane did to me. I want to destroy his world and everyone who saw who he was and did nothing. \ This anger inside me is burning away the scared little girl I once was.. the girl Asher and guys loved. \*) Right now all I see is red. I don''t want to go back to the way things were. I don''t want to be protected and coddled! I want to raise hell andContent held by N?velDrama.Org. I know the guys will never let me. They have protected me and hidden the darkness in this city away from me. If I go back to them they''ll never let me out of their sights again. They will lock me away and call it protection. I!) Everyone wants to cage me and I''m done "What''s wrong?" Wyatt asks pulling me back into the room with him "T missed the guys, of course I have. But these past weeks I was more worried about surviving and it was easier not to hope I would see them again because it hurt too much. Now that I''m free I know what they''ll want to do. They''ll want to protect me at any cost. They''ll either never let me leave their sight or keep me at home with men to protect me night and day. It will just be a prison of a different kind. I don''t want that. I''m finally free and on my own for the first time in my life. I don''t want to go back to how things were. I''m not the same person I was." I try to exin and he nods "You''re right. Things are different now. You have an army of your own, and you want revenge and I''m guessing a lot more. This is your choice, Emma. You can tell them exactly what you want and if they can''t ept it then maybe space and time are needed. As I said, no one knows about this ce so this can be your safe haven. A ce of your own where you call the shots." He says and I smile. .*) "Yeah, I call the shots. Well, let''s do this then." I nce down at the phone and type in Asher''s number It rings a couple of times before Asher''s voice booms through the phone. "What? Who the hell is this?" His voice is angry and the sound of it makes me flinch and I feel that fear Zane caused creep up "Asher, it''s me," I say softly "Emma? Holy shit! Emma are you okay? Where are you?" He asks frantically My heart hurts to hear his voice sound desperate like that and it makes me want to just run to him. But I can''t yet...I have things to do "I''m fine Asher. I''m safe." I assure him "Where are you? I''lle to get you right now." He pushes "T have to ask you something first," I say "What?" He asks "Do you have Zane? Is he still alive?" I ask him and I hear him curse "Why are you asking about him? Why do you care if he''s alive or not? You know I would never let him hurt you." His voice is angry again and it''s only feeding my own. \'') And even though I know it wasn''t their fault Zane hurt me, I did get hurt. That kind of promise of me never being hurt by him again is a promise Asher can''t make. The memories of Zane hurting me will always be there. I'' "Asher I''m asking because I want to deal with him myself. I want to get my revenge on him." I say simply. "Baby you don''t need to worry about that we''ll make sure he pays for what he''s done. Now, where are you?" He isn''t listening. _'') "Asher I want to do this on my own. I deserve to after what he did to me. Can''t you see that? It needs to be me not any of you. So, will you hand him over?" I ask again more firmly this time "T can''t do that Emma. We need him for information. We have tried to get him to talk but so far nothing has been convincing enough for him to open up." Asher exins and I sigh..'' Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I figured this was how the conversation would go "Then let me see him at least. I can at least get a few shots in." I offer as an alternative just to see if Asher even cares that this is something I need to do "You aren''t going near that guy again. Not while he''s still breathing." Asher growls out and I pinch my eyes shut "T want Zane Asher. So I''m asking nicely. Hand him over and let me get the information and deal with ending him for good. I''ll share whatever information he gives with you as payment for handing him over." I say "Emma, what''s going on? Why are you asking this? Where are you? How do you n on doing any of that? I mean I know Tony and the guys taught you a few self-defense things but they didn''t teach you anything about taking someone''s life Just let me handle this and you can rest and recover. You don''t need to deal with this anymore, you did enough." Is he serious? \¡ã "T don''t want to rest Asher! I want you to hand over Zane. Give me a time and ce and my men wille to get him." I say with as muchmand in my voice as I can muster "Your men? What men? What are you talking about? Where the hell are you Emma?" He is furious now but so am I "T told you I''m fine. Someone rescued me just before Zane was about to tie me up and rape me. I''m somece safe and many of Zane''s men have pledged their allegiance to me. So I have the means and the location that will allow me to hold Zane for interrogation and punishment. So go talk things over with Devaro and call me back. You have my number." I cut him off from replying by ending the call The room is silent for a few minutes while Wyatt lets me work past the anger I''m feeling right now. I consider calling Leo, who tends to be the more calm one but I''ve had enough for today. My stomach decides to remind me that I haven''t eaten in a while and the sound it makes has Wyatt chuckling. \¡ã) "Come on let''s get you something to eat." He says patting my leg and standing I smile and stand as well, deciding on leaving the phone in the room There isn''t anyone I feel like talking to just yet "The guys all eat together in the mornings before they go off to their odd jobs. Well, now I''m not sure what they have nned since Zane is out ofmission." He says as we walk down the walkway outside of my room Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "They don''t have any other jobs besides working for Zane?" I ask I don''t like that at all. They must have had other talents that didn''t revolve around that man "Some of them worked at an auto shop on their off-hours. Others considered buying a bar if they ever retired. They all had their little hopes and dreams but Zane was pretty strict about all that. To him, the guys were a security risk if they associated with too many people outside of the crew." Wyatt exins with a shrug "What would you do?" I ask him A faint hint of a smile appears on his face. "I''ve always loved art and drawing. I designed some of the guy''s tattoos. I think I would open a tattoo shop. Some of the others are pretty good at tattoos as well, so we would probably all work together." I smile as well. All these men want to just work normal jobs. They have decided to be my crew but I think bnce is in order. If I''m going to do this then we won''t deal in drugs and trafficking like other crews. No, we''ll do things differently. We''re going to bring bnce to this city I feel a sense of purpose creeping into me as I go over all the things I want to do. First of all, we need to deal with Zane. Then take it from there Wyatt leads me back to the big meeting room fromst night and I hear the boisterous talking andughing of the men inside. When Wyatt opens the door and we step in they all turn their heads to us. For a second I think about stepping back and staying quiet but I don''t. This is my crew so I need to be their leader. One of them steps up to us and smiles at me "We have a seat right over here for you boss." He says holding his arm up to escort me. I'' I''m their boss. Their leader I snort augh but ept his offer. The others follow us with their eyes as he leads me to the end of one of the long tables set up. He stops at the head of the table where there are two empty seats. He pulls out the one at the very end and motions for me to sit. I do and when I''m seated Wyatt takes the seat next to me. As soon as we are seated the room breaks out in a loud cheer The sudden sound makes me jump but then I let out a nervousugh Wyatt stands and yells, "Alright knock it off! Someone bring the boss some food." The menugh and go back to their conversations. I look around at all of them joking andughing and I feel a sense of rightness. They are my crew and I know then that this is where I belong. This is mine. \* I answer to no one and they...only answer to me I think I''m going to enjoy this..* Chapter 75 Four or Dead Leo "Ash? Hey, what''s going on?" Logan asks as we step into the cabin At this point, we might as well move in full-time with how much we''ve beening here "Emma just called," Asher says looking a little out of it "What? Where is she?" Logan asks "She wouldn''t say," Asher replies and we all look at each other in confusion "What do you mean she wouldn''t say? Why not?" I ask "She wouldn''t tell me okay!" Asher shouts, suddenly snapping out of his moment of shock to face us "She''s okay though right?" I ask "Yeah, she says she''s fine. Apparently, she has some new friends." Asher scoffs What is he talking about? "Dude just tell us everything because your short answers are not exining much." Logan pushes Asher sighs. "One of Zane''s men saved her and took her somewhere She said some of Zane''s men want to help her. Be her crew. She wants Zane. She wants to punish him for what he did to her and for.....what he almost did." I blink at Asher in disbelief. That''s a lot to dissect "Okay, so one of Zane''s men took her to an unknown location full of defectors from Zane''s crew. These men now want to help Emma, am I understanding that right?" Logan asks "Wow. I''m not sure what to think other than I''m d she''s safe." I add in but I am at a loss here "Don''t you guys get it? She doesn''t want toe back! She rather be anywhere than with us! Shit!" Asher''s temper res up and he storms off, no doubt looking for a prisoner to take his anger out on Logan, Jayden, and I stay grounded and the room falls silent "Why wouldn''t Emma want toe home?" Logan asks in a small sad voice, a sound I have never hearde out of him before but is bing more regr recently I try to wrack my brain looking for a reason Emma wouldn''t want to see us. Asher isn''t telling us everything. Emma wouldn''t pull away unless she had a good reason "Tm sure she went through hell with Zane, and I have no doubt that there is so much we don''t know. Maybe she needs some time to work through everything without us tripping over ourselves trying to fix her We don''t know what after-effects she may be feeling and we are going to want to make her feel safe again. Maybe that''s not what she needs right now." I offer as a possibility but I could be wrong..") "And she wants Zane? We can''t let him anywhere near her. He could hurt her and it would be far worse after what we did to him. She can''t handle that." Logan adds "She has a crew Asher said. She wouldn''t be doing it alone." Jayden says A crew. I can''t help but smile a little at the thought of our small sweet girl leading a crew of men with that fire I know is inside her. I always knew she was a lot tougher than she let on but she was good at keeping it tapped down. Now she''s probably letting all that pours out. \ "We don''t know what kind of mental state she''s in, but getting some justice by punishing Zane may be about closure," I say. 7) "Devaro isn''t going to just let her have Zane." Logan points out "Why not? Devaro has a soft spot for Emma and it''s obvious he wants her a part of our crew. If he does this she might be willing to join for real. Devaro won''t refuse her." I say Logan sighs. "This is crazy, but if it''s what we need to do to bring Emma home then I''m game. Man, that girl is going to be the death of me." Iugh. "I agree brother. But what a sweet way to go." We bothugh and I see Jayden smirk. \* Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! We are all too far gone for her and we know it. She may not be ready toe home but we''ll never stop waiting for her. At least I never will. I''ll never walk away from her again "Let''s call boss man then," Logan says pulling out his phone. ('') After dialing he puts the call on speaker and we wait Emma Breakfast turned into a huge get-to-know-the-crew event and before I know it I''m smiling andughing along with a bunch of huge burly guys. When was thest time I felt this free? I honestly don''t know. I loved the guys so much but I always felt like I had to pretend like I didn''t care that they kept their life with the crew from me. \?) That they always wanted to protect me. God, I loved them for that when dad was killed but eventually, a girl doesn''t want to feel like a piece of china that can break any second. I want to be more than protected, I want to protect myself. Feel strong and powerful enough that no one would try to hurt me again I am so sick of being a victim Deep down I know the guys love me and even though Asher is a hothead, he''ll understand why I need to do this. No doubt Leo isying out all my thoughts to them and making them feel stupid for getting mad about all this I hate being apart from them now but I really need to do this alone. I need to face Zane and make him hurt the way he hurt me. Then I''m going take everything he built and burn it to the ground so even his name would be buried in ash. \*) Okay so yeah I am ina scary dark ce right now and no doubt a therapist would rmend some serious concealing but honestly, I have never felt so clear-headed. Who knew vengeance could be so cathartic God, I never thought I could be a person to want to hurt someone as badly as I want to hurt Zane. There is so much anger inside me and I feel like I could scream and cause the earth to crumble from the power that scream would hold I have been broken so many damn times and I want someone to pay for making me into this person Broken, dark, and full of hate "Hey, boss. Phone call for you." I look up to one of the guys holding out the phone I left back in the room "Thanks, Billy," I say taking the phone and putting it to my ear "Hello?" "Emma?" It''s Devaro. "Are you okay?" I let out a weakugh. That''s a loaded question "T will be," I say simply "The boys told me you want us to hand over Zane. Look in truth I want to kill the bastard for everything he''s done but I know you need to do this. Will you try and get some answers out of him first? We haven''t been able to get anything and I have a feeling seeing you will get the cocky bastard to brag all his truths." I smirk at that, he probably isn''t wrong. "So where can we drop him off? He''s stinking up the cabin." Cabin? Okay, that''s something to discuss another time "Thanks, Devaro. Look I know you guys want me toe back but..." "Emma, you have been through hell these past few weeks if what Zane has been spewing is true. You don''t have to worry about needing space You are part of our crew, an Angel, so take all the time you need. Just keep us in the loop yeah?" I feel a sense of relief..¡ã "Thanks. I''ll text you a location. Tell the boys I''ll be waiting." We end the call there and I feel suddenly lighter..* Who am I kidding? I need space yeah but I need to see my boys too, even for a quick visit..'' "They agreed to turn over Zane, we just need a location to meet," I tell Wyatt "We have a ce." He says nodding to one of the guysN?velDrama.Org is the owner. The guyes forward and shows me his phone with the location. I quickly type it into a message to the number Devaro called me from Once done I lock the phone and my whole body goes tense. A wave of nausea rushes through me. I?) "Emma? Are you okay? What''s wrong?" Wyatt asks "I think I''m going to be sick," I say jumping to my feet and rushing out the door in time to unload my breakfast behind a bush just outside the door. \¡ã) I was so hungry I must have overdone it in there. 7!) Chapter 76 Four or Dead Asher "Emma sent me the location," Leo says stepping into the room where we have Zane knocked out and tied up..? I huff out a sound of acknowledgment "Look man I know you aren''t on board with this idea but Emma clearly needs this and if it will help her move on so she''lle home then isn''t it worth it?" I grumble an agreement under my breath but y it off with as much annoyance on my face as possible. \'' "Hey! Cars ready to go, let''s drag him out, and if he happens to hit a few rocks along the way then even better." Logan says with his usual cheerful smile with a twist of darkness added in We all got a chance to take a few good hits on Zane but that will never be enough after what he''s done. Still, he hasn''t spilled any valuable intel, like how many of his men he has under hismand and where we can find them. He also hasn''t given us the full extent of his operation either. I meane on, what''s with all the trust issues? \" "T can''t wait to see our girl. It''s been too long." Logan says with a wistful look and a dramatic sigh Leo and I pull Zane''s limp body from the chair and drag him toward the stairs. Like Logan suggested we make sure to beat him up a little on the way out the door and to the car. He''s going to be sore when he wakes up. A few of our men join us in the SUV to ensure Zane doesn''t wake up in the trunk and try to escape. \* Yes, we put him in the trunk. He smells and I rather not look at his face more than I need to. Leo sets up his phone GPS as I pull away from the cabin "Looks like an old gas station or something. It''s been shut down for years." Leo says We ride in silence for the thirty-minute drive. The gas stationes into view of a small two-way street that is surrounded by woods and I spot a few more run-down buildings nearby. I see Emma standing next to a car with three guys around her. Two stand at either end of the car scanning the area while another one stands beside her Nerves start to set in as we arrive but also annoyance at seeing some guy being chummy with her. They''re talking and smiling and my hackles go up at the sight. We park and Logan immediately jumps out of the car and makes his way to Emma. She gives him a smile and steps closer just as he reaches her and pulls her into his arms The rest of us file out and the two men with us stand guard by the trunk and wait for our signal Leo is next to reach Emma and she moves into his arms when Logan finally tears himself away from her "Hey, beautiful." I hear him say to her as she hurries her face in his chest. (2 "Hey." She says moving back a little to look up at him My eyes move away from them andnd on the guy she had been talking to. He''s leaning against the car watching us and I don''t like the look in his eyes. He''s looking at Emma...like we look at Emma. Like she''s the center of his world Hell no "Asher." Emma''s voice snaps me back and I turn to see her standing in front of me "Hey, baby," I say giving her a smirk that she shakes her head at before stepping toward me and wrapping her arms around my waist. She''s so small, I almost forgot how well she fits against me My arms engulf her and I drop my face into her hair and breath in. She doesn''t smell like her usual fruity shampoo but I don''t even care Feeling her in my arms nearly brings me to my knees. I''ve missed her like crazy. She also feels too thin. I really don''t like that She moves back a little and gives me a small smile before ncing over to Jayden. He''s kept his distance, so when I let her go she walks to him She gives him a look that I can''t quite understand before throwing her arms around his neck. He catches her and holds her close to him so tight I worry he''ll hurt her. I watch them carefully and am a little confused by the difference in greeting but I brush it off and return my attention to her friend I step up and look him over "Who are you?" I ask "This is Wyatt. He''s the one who got me out." Emma says walking past me and standing next to him again He nods at us. "Hey." "You look familiar. Do we know you?" Logan asks "You can say that. We went to school together. You guys kicked my ass a few times." He says and Emma looks at us with a raised brow Okay, so she''s upset about that Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Oh man yeah, I remember! Dude you bulked up!" Logan says pping the guy hard on the back. I" The guy doesn''t even react "So what are you doing here?" I ask him "He''s protecting me," Emma says with a firmness in her voice that sounds distant and cold. \'' "You don''t need protecting from us baby," Logan says and she smiles at him "It''s not you guys I''m worried about." She says looking up at the Wyatt guy "We have word that a lot of Zane''s men have gone off the rails and no doubt some are looking for Emma," Wyatt says "Thanks for looking after our girl," Leo says "It''s no trouble at all. We wouldn''t let anything happen to her." He looks down at her and smiles so sweetly it makes me sick This guy has got a hard-on for our girl and I''m about ready to put his ass in line. As if sensing my thoughts Emma catches my eye and shakes her head "So when are youing home?" Logan asks her She sighs. "I know you guys want me toe home now but I have some things I need to deal with. The guys who defected from Zane want me to lead their crew and I think I want to. They''re great guys and I feel surprisingly safe with them. love you guys, you know that, but I have to do this. I''m not going to leave these guys after what they''ve done to help me. It doesn''t mean we can''t see each other though. You have my number. We can meet up any time."N?velDrama.Org is the owner. "We want to keep our base location a secret though as a precaution," Wyatt adds "How''s your security?" Jayden asks "State of the art. We wouldn''t have anything less with Emma being there now." Wyatt replies. 7 Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! This seems to satisfy Jayden and he falls silent again I don''t like this "Did you bring Zane?" Emma asks "Yeah, he''s in the back," I say leaning my head in the direction of the car Wyatt turns to the two other guys they arrived with and signals them to follow me to the car "Open it," I tell our guys Once the trunk door is open they step aside and Emma''s men pull Zane out. They carry him past us and over to their car dropping him in the trunk like we did. I "I wish we could hang out more but I want to get this over with as quickly as possible. If he tells me anything I''ll make sure to let you know." Emma says, sounding a lot like my dad A lot like a leader We say our goodbyes, making sure to leave her with a kiss to remember us by. Wyatt holds the door open for her and climbs in behind her. We watch their car pull out and drive off It feels like she''s taking a piece of me with her all over again. I can''t keep watching her leave me. It''s bing too hard. From the looks of the others, they''re feeling the same way. \¡ã Emma "Did you tell him?" Wyatt asks as we leave the gas station and my guys behind us. 7 I shake my head. "No. I will once this is done. I don''t want to risk them trying to stop me." 4 He nods and lets the subject go for now. I''m thankful. There is too much going on, and I need to focus only on this for now. Things are about to get a lot moreplicated. .*) Chapter 77 Four or Dead Wyatt "Set him up in the storage room." I tell the guys when we arrive back at the Motel Emma stands to the side and watches the men drag Zane away. I "How do you want to handle this?" I ask, stepping up beside her "Honestly, I don''t know. My father hurt me because it made him feel better to have someone to hurt or me, but this is different. I''m different." She says, her eyes locked on a point off in the distance She''s at a crossroads. One that everyone like us faces at some point. I know because I went through the same thing when I joined Zane''s crew "What if he wakes up and I can''t do it?" She asks, turning to look at me I don''t answer her right away. Instead, our eyes lock and I reach out to brush a strand of hair from her face and tuck it softly behind her ear "No one will think less of you if you can''t. Thats why you have us, so you don''t have to do anything if you don''t want to." I say softly and her eyes drift shut and her shoulders drop a little, like my words have lifted a weight off her I move to take my hand away, but she opens her eyes and looks up at me with unspoken words. She feels lost right now and is hoping I''ll tell her what to do, but I can''t See, there is a point in the life of an abuse victim where you either fight to ovee what you endured and be a stronger and better person or you sumb to the darkness that grows inside you. Some turn that darkness into something ugly, like hurting and killing for no reason other than to feel something other than pain. Then there are those that use that darkness and harness it into a weapon. A lot of the guys here have taken theor screwed up lives and turned all that pent up anger and resentment and use it for one purpose, as a bullet. They focus it on each order their leader gives and enjoy every second I decide it''s time to tell Emma a little more about where I came from, so I move my hand to entwine it with hers. 7) "Come on, you can rest a little while. The guys will get everything set up." I say, leading her back to her room As soon as we get inside, she drops on the bed and I take a seat on one of the chairs at the table set up near the window. Sheys down on her side facing me and I smile a little at how small she looks "I told you about how I saw you at school and was curious about you, but there was a little more than that. One day I saw those girls that would hang around Asher bullying you and they ripped your sweater. I saw the scars and bruises and I knew you were like me. It was the first time I had seen another person at school with injuries like mine. Unlike you, though, the person who hurt me was my mother. The one persona child thinks would love them unconditionally, but for me she was the monster of my nightmares. It''s also made Zane''s offer more appealing It would be an escape from my mom, but as you know, it wasn''t an escape at all. One day, my mom pushed me down the stairs when I was trying to leave and I broke my arm and cracked a couple of ribs. So I asked Zane if I could stay with someone from the crew. He agreed, but I had to prove to him I was loyal to him. He handed me a gun and brought in one of his men. I was told to shoot the guy. I had no one and nowhere else to go, so I did it. When it was done, he smiled and told me a ce for me had just freed up. From that day on I had to do things I never thought I would do just to survive and soon it became less and less hard." I keep my eyes low as I spill my truth to her, but when I''m done, I expect to see disgust in her eyes Instead, I see...understanding She takes in a breath and moves slowly to sit up. I can''t help but shift nervously for a second, but then she''s standing and moving toward me I lift my head just a small amount so I can look up at her. She hesitates for just a second before her handes to rest against my cheek "Im so sorry you had to go through that, Wyatt. I wish we could have known each other, so you didn''t have to be alone, but I''m here now and you won''t be alone again." She says and now I am the one releasing a breath of relief. "I hate even more the things you went through to help and protect me. You saved my life. I know that Zane would have killed me if it weren''t for you. There is no way I can repay you for something like that, but I will try." Before I can tell her she doesn''t owe me a damn thing, her lips brush softly against mine. She moves away slightly to watch my reaction, but the moment onlysts a split second before my hand cups the back of her neck and I pull her to me again. This kiss differs from the one I stole from her at Zane''s cabin. It''s more When I Kissed her before, it was because I was desperate and hadn''t seen her in so long that I wasn''t thinking straight. Now, she is the one kissing me and not because I want it, but because she wants it, too Maybe it''s because she has no one else tofort her in this moment or because she feels she owes me, but it feels like a gift either way. I hope one day she will care about me for more than gratitude, but for now, it has to be enough. So when she slowly pulls away from me, I let her. I put more distance between us, so she knows I won''t try anything more, but she doesn''t move. She still stands in front of me, examining me for what I''m not sure Emma Something is wrong with me. I know it the instant the urge to kiss Wyatt gets too strong and I give in. What really surprises me is the feeling after the kiss. I don''t regret it or feel wrong for wanting to kiss him. It feels right. Any other girl might find Wyatt a bit too much after everything he''s told me, but to me he reminds me that if things had been different, I wouldn''t have been alone. Maybe if Wyatt hade to me and we found strength in each other, then maybe we could have run away and be free of the demons in our life. To me, he is a missed opportunity in a life I''ll never know. One where I was seen and loved by someone with no pain. I So, yes, I wanted to kiss him because in all that he is; I feel like he''s already mine. He was my shadow, and now he is my savior. I¡ã I must say thosest words out loud while I was looking down at him because his eyes grow wider. I "Emma..." He starts to say, but I cut him off I don''t care what people think or have to say about me; I know what I want and who I want. Maybe I''m crazy and a little greedy since I already have four guys, but I don''t care. This is my chance to say screw the world and do whatever the hell want..?) Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Wyatt." I say before connecting our lips again with more force this time I''m not going to think right now, I just want to feel He pulls away from my kiss but his arms are tight around me. "I''m yours. I always have been." I smile Another Dark Angel in my life Now I need to im my dark side and finally be one of them Actually, I think I prefer red. I'') A angel of fire and blood. That''s what I will be in this city, their reckoning. \'' That thought sends a thrill through me, and that fear I felt about facing Zane burns away for good. His won''t be the only blood I spill, so I better get started "Take me to him. I''m ready." I tell Wyatt when we finally pull away from eachotherThis material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. He smile is dark. "As you wish." I Iugh at that. Yeah we are going to get along just fine. \* Chapter 78 Four or Dead Wyatt Emma and I make our way to the room where Zane is being held and I see a few of our guys standing guard outside the door "Is he awake yet?" Emma asks "Not yet." One of them says, pulling the door open for us Inside I see Zane tied to a chair with blood dripping out a few face wounds. A table has been set up not far away with a variety of weapons Emma steps up to it and grabs a syringe "What''s in this?" She asks "LSD. We use it to disorient the prisoner during torture to freak them out a bit more." One of our men exins Emma takes it and uncaps it. "Wake him up." She says He nods and steps up to Zane throwing a good hit at his stomach. Zane lurches awake with a choking sound that dissolves into a groan. Emma steps up to him and his eyes lift to her Heughs weakly. "Hello love." "Zane." Emma starts as she moves closer to him. "It looks like your a little tied up right now. How unfortunate." \?) Zaneughs again. "If you wanted to try out something new in the bedroom you could have told me sooner. I would have let you have a turn at tying me up too." Now it''s Emma''s turn tough. "You know the only way I would get near you in that way is if I was forced which is what you almost did before Wyatt got me out. Do you tie up all the women you''re with or just the ones you im to love?" "Other women give me what I want freely but you were ying hard to get, so I was nning on showing you what you were missing. Once we were together again you would see how good I could make you feel that you would beg for it." Zane says with a smirk that I so badly want to cut right off his face "T never want your hands on me again. You took my first time and turned it into something I would never be able to think of without getting sick." She says "Don''t pretend to be innocent when you''re opening your legs for four other guys.¡± Zane spits out "Maybe I am but they made me forget that night and gave me a memory of the first time I should have had." She says "Admitting to being passed around by those boys isn''t something to be proud of love, it just makes you a whore." That was thest straw. I'') I storm over to him a throw my fist at him "Wyatt..." Emma''s voicees out like a warning but I''m too angry to listen I''ve lost control. My fists hit flesh over and over, the warmth of blood coats my handsN?velDrama.Org is the owner. It''s not until someone pulls me off that the haze passes and I see what I''ve done. Zane isughing like a mad man and his face is barely recognizable I push away the guys holding me but the anger is still pulsing just under my skin. Emma''s facees into view and I snap back into myself almost instantly "Wyatt..." her voice is low and soft. "We can''t kill him just yet. We need information remember?" I nod. "I''m sorry." She gives me a small smile, which takes mepletely by surprise. I let a small bit of darkness inside me out and she doesn''t seem the least bit scared. I showed her the side of me that is violent and bloodthirsty but she isn''t running "It''s okay. Let me talk to him. Whatever he says means nothing to me, okay? He''s desperate and will say anything to get a rise out of us. Let''s not give him the satisfaction." Herrge eyes beg me to listen, and I know I can never deny her anything so I back down Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! She gives me a nod before turning back to Zane "T have a few questions for you Zane and then we can move on to the more painful conversation." She steps up to him and ms the syringe into the side of his throat He thrashes against the pain and lets out a string of colorful curses Emma steps back and carefully sets the syringe back down on the table We all stand patiently and wait for the drug to take effect. It doesn''t take long before Zane''s eyes gloss over and his head bobs loosely side to side. He nces around in confusion blinking rapidly like he''s trying to clear his vision "Zane, you still with me?" Emma asks, moving to stand in front of him He makes an odd sound but it''s enough confirmation to let us move on "T want to know what the protocol is if or when you are unable to lead your crew," Emma says Zane just groans, so one of the guys steps up a ps him in the back of the head. "Answer her." I "Mm...they regroup at the safe house and move the merchandise to a secure location," Zane answers with slurred words "Where do they take it?" Emma demands Zane groans more and suddenly flinches like something''s startled him. I guess the hallucinations have started "Where Zane?" Emma asks again raising her voice to get his attention back on her "They load it on a truck and move it to a shipping yard for it to be prepared for sale to our business partner. Theye and retrieve the items and the money is moved to a safety deposit box. The crew protects our properties and thepany moves to the hands of the board." Zane goes on. I?) "Who is your business partner?" Emma asks "Russians. A syndicate of their men is stationed by the harbor ready for any sign of a shift in order. They will be notified if I don''t return." He chuckles a little. "They also have orders to take out Devaro and his top men as retribution. Since no one else would be dumb enough to turn on me His eyes are far off and it''s clear he doesn''t notice we''re here anymore No doubt he thinks he''s imagining this whole conversation. He''s lost in his delusions but we have our answers. Emma looks at me and I see the fear in her eyes Devaro and the guys will have a target on their back if Zane is killed, but there is no way we can let him go. Our only option is to intercept Zane''s men from moving their merchandise and signaling the hit on The Angels "We need to talk to Devaro." Emma says ncing over at Zane. "Knock him out." Our man nods once and we turn to leave Once we''re outside she stops and drops her head before taking in a deep breath. "We need to find a way to convince everyone that Zane isn''t dead. If we want to take down his crew and hispany, we have to keep him alive. For now." She turns to me and there is a pain in her eyes that I wish I could chase away. There won''t be time for revenge just yet, and that''s killing her. I pull her to me and hold her tight "This isn''t over. He''ll pay for every he did for you, but for now, we need to y this smart. If we aren''t careful we can start a war, and none of us are ready for that yet." I say. I? "You''re right. If we can''t cut apart his legacy cleanly then we need to be ready to take on an army of his allies. I just....don''t know how to start." She admits "I think we need to meet with Devaro. We''ll need to fight this from all sides." I suggest She steps back from me. "You''re right. Let''s call a meeting. We have a lot of work to do." Chapter 79 Four or Dead Logan Asher has been pissy since we saw Emma and I''m ready to ditch him at the cabin with no ride out. Look I get he isn''t happy with the situation and the guy hates not being in control but the rest of us recognize that Emma is going through a shift. She doesn''t want to be the princess in the tower tucked away and safe. After what she went through I get why She probably felt helpless even though she got a quick education on some of the basics. She wasn''t part of this world and now I regret that we kept so much away from her She could have been better prepared if we hadn''t been so set on hiding these dark parts of our lives. Now our girl is pissed and hell it''s kind of hot. I saw the fire in her eyes and I liked it. Sure that guy Wyatt is going to be a hard pill to swallow but I couldn''t give a shit about him. All I want is Emma in whatever way she will let me have her. She has ruined me for any other girl and I''mpletely cool with it. I never knew what loving a girl would feel like but she makes it easy There is nothing about her that I don''t crave and seeing that spark of darkness only makes me love her more. I wouldy the world at her feet if she asks and from the looks of things, almost every guy around here would. I know even our crew would submit to her if Devaro let her lead them "Man you gotta cool it with the tantrums. Our girl is safe and your starting to piss me off." I finally growl out in frustration. I? Asher ignores me and grumbles to himself. Seriously this guy is acting like a child who''s you got taken by another kid. \*) "He''s right. If you keep acting like this Emma is going to throw you aside and I won''t fight her on it." Leo adds Asher lets out a groan of frustration and then sighs. "I know. I''m just wound so tight right now and it''s driving me crazy. I can''t seem to rx and she is all I can think about." That''s big of him to admit and it makes me a little less pissed at him I''m about to say as much when my phone rings. It''s a number I don''t recognize but I still answer "Hello?" I say casually "Logan?" The sound of Emma''s voice hits me in the chest "Emma? Missing me already?" I say yfully Sheughs. "Of course I miss you! Look, we need to meet. I spoke to Zane and we may have a little bit of trouble, and Devaro should be there too." My smile drops. "Sure. We can meet at Devaro''s office." "Actually I have a better idea." She says and I hear mischief in her voice She tells me her idea and I have to say our girl is a genius "Your cruel baby. I like this side of you." I tell her "You may find I am full of surprises." She says teasingly and Iugh "T can''t wait to be surprised then," I say back "T bet you are. I''ll see you tonight." My chest tightens at thosest words "See you tonight," I say softly "Bye." She says before hanging up I look down at my phone for a second longer before looking back up at the other guys. They''re all watching me and waiting for me to exin the call "Emma needs to meet us. She got Zane talking and she says we have a problem." I tell them "Of course we do. It''s not like the city isn''t in enough shit as it is." Asher says before cursing under his breath "Where does she want to meet?" Leo asks I smirk. "Zane''s hotel." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "What?" Leo and Asher say together Iugh. "Zane told everyone that Emma was taking time away to rest, but she thinks if she returns and he doesn''t that people will start asking questions." \'') Leoughs to himself. "She wants people to see her." "She wants Zane''spany and his friends to get worried, and when they do they''ll start to panic and show their hands. She wants to find out who helps Zane with what and Zane missing will have them scrambling to figure out how to cover their own asses," I exin "Wouldnt that just make it easy for the rest of Zane''s men to find her? Aren''t they at the hotel?" Leo asks "She didn''t tell me everything, but she did say that Zane''s men will be busy for a while with other things. At least long enough for us to have the meeting." I go on "She''s nting doubt in people''s minds. Confusing them." Leo concludes Honestly, I think this idea is crazy but also ballsy as hell. Cleary she has a n and it is going to involve some shock and awe "When are we meeting her?" Jayden asks "Tonight." They don''t have to be told twice. We let the guys know where we''ll be and decide to take a few of the crew with us to the meeting in case any of Zane''s men show up After a few hours, we pull up just behind Devaro''s SUV and make our way into Zane''s hotel "Wow. Do you think all of this gold is real?" Asher asks whistling and ncing around at the grandiose lobby Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Good even gentlemen. How can I assist you?" A man in a suit asks. I "We''re meeting someone," I say He nods. "Miss Emma. Yes, she is waiting for you in the lounge." He extends his hand toward the direction of a room to the right of the entrance. It''s a room with deep red carpet and ck leather furniture scattered around. There is also a small bar along the wall. When we enter several heads turn our way and it doesn''t take long for recognition to set in. They may not all know who I and the guys are but they know Devaro, and it''s clear that him being here has them a little worried "Right this way." The man says leading toward a section toward the back of the room I spot Emma right away. She is smiling and talking closely with Wyatt and I hear Asher scoff. This could go wrong if he doesn''t keep his temper in check. From what I can see, things are more friendly between our girl and this guy. As I said, I couldn''t care less at this point but Asher is a jealous bastard. Emma sees us a few moments before we arrive at her section and as soon as she spots us her face lights up She stands andes around to meet us. Of course, I shove my way past the others so I can get to her first, and I pull her close against me and bury my face in her hair. Yeah, she smells amazing, and I''m not ashamed to say I love it. After wha we went through without her I''m not the least bit embarrassed about needing to reassure myself that she''s alive and here I step back and take her face in my hands. She smiles up at me and I crash my lips against hers like I''m a dying man and only she is my remedy. A throat clears behind me and reluctantly I pull away from her so the others can greet her too. Lec steps up next and he holds her just as tight as me and I can also see Asher''s anxiety to have his turn with her. It looks like he''s vibrating in anticipation. I move past them and turn my attention to Wyatt. he stands and gives me a tight smile and extends his hand to meN?velDrama.Org is the owner. I eye him for a second before taking it. "How''s it going man?" "Good." He says and we nod to each other It''s going to take time to wee him into our little circle if that is what Emma intends, but we''ll work on it. I) Once we''re finally all seated we turn our full attention on Emma "So, what did Zane say?" Devaro asks Emma takes a deep breath and sighs. "He has a contingency n in ce if something ever happened to him. He''s been working with a group of Russians. Upon his death or disappearance, they will mobilize a unit of men to take out a number of people Zane told them would be the ones responsible." She says "Us." Jayden guesses and she nods. I'' Russians. This is not good. They are ruthless and love to send messages and not the clean kind. The kind that involves a lot of blood Things just got a whole lot moreplicated Chapter 80 Four or Dead Emma After the meeting, I am hit with a crazy bout of morning sickness....in the afternoon! I guess ''morning sickness'' is just a phrase. I haven''t had time to study anything about what goes on during pregnancy. I think subconsciously I keep thinking has to be a mistake. Not that I never want to be a mother but this is just not the time to be dealing with the side effects that growing a small human can cause. \* I''m also terrified that I have no idea how to be a good mom. My mom died when I was young and my dad hurt me. Not exactly much of an example of great parenting. Also with the life I''ve fallen into, I''m not sure it''s even safe for a baby. The thing is, even though I know I have the choice to end my pregnancy, I can''t bring myself to consider it. It''s not this baby''s fault that I ampletely ill-prepared. Besides...isn''t that something I should talk with the father about? \* I I don''t know I want to keep the baby but what if...Jayden doesn''t? I have no doubt he''s the father. We weren''t exactly careful and he was thest one I was with before being with Zane. Thank god I was able to keep Zane from ever being able to get me pregnant. Knowing him he had a n to trap me like that all along. Too bad someone else had beat him to it. That also has my stomach turning, thinking of what he would have done if he found out I was carrying another man''s baby. *) "Hey." Wyatt pops his head in and I can''t help but smile. "How are you feeling?" I grumble. "Like I lost all my breakfast too quickly and not at all in a pleasant way." I) He chuckles at my pouting and I start to feel a little better. He has a way about him that I find rxing and I could use that right now. The other guys would be freaking out and treating me like I''m injured. I love that they care about me that way and I know they will be amazing protectors to the baby but sometimes you just want to be treated normally "Im sorry. Can I get you anything? Ginger Ale maybe?" He asks "Smoothie?" For some reason, the sound of blended fruit makes my stomach roll again. My face must reveal my thoughts because Wyatt chuckles. He walks over to where I''mying on my bed and sits beside me "What sounds good?" He asks and I consider the question "ming hot Cheetos," I say proudly and he sputters out an amusedugh. 7) "The sound of a smoothie is bad enough to make you sick but ming hot Cheetos sound good. I''m guessing this is a small peek of the weird cravings I''m to expect the next few months." He says shaking his head, but he leans down and leaves a kiss on my forehead When he sits up he lets out a sigh "What?" I can tell there''s something he wants to say but he''s holding back "T know you don''t want to tell the other guys about the baby, but I think they need to know." He must see a hint of sadness in my eyes because he''s quick to add, "Not that I won''t love taking care of you through this but they have the right to be with you too. Don''t you think? They''re a part of your life and Jayden is the baby''s father." I know he''s right but I don''t want to be sidelined on what''sing next. I just need to make sure they know it "T just don''t want to be whisked away and protected, which is exactly what they will want to do once they find out. Don''t get me wrong, I love how protective they can be but with everything going on I want to be in the action." I say honestly He slips his hand into mine and entwines our fingers together. "They just want to keep you safe, and so do I. We don''t know what will happen when all this stuff goes to hell. A lot of people could get hurt and none of us want you to be one of them." I sigh. I know it''s selfish of me to want to be a part of everything, but it''s not just me I need to worry about now. I''m growing a tiny person inside me and I know a good mother would never put their baby at risk Maybe I''m not sure if I''m ready to be a mom, but trying means being careful and thinking things through "You''re right." I hate that it''s true, but it is. "I''ll call them now." "Why don''t we go see them in person? It''s not exactly the kind of news you tell someone over the phone." He raises a brow at me like I should know this and I roll my eyes but add a smirk so he knows I''m teasing He''s been so great about all this and it feels nice to have that kind of support. These guys are all I have in the world now, and I need them if I''m going to get through this. I sit up straight and pull out my new phone and dial Asher''s number. He''s been off since I saw him again and I think he may be feeling a little unwanted so I need to be sure to rectify that. As much as he ys tough, he can be hurt easily and I never want to be the one to hurt him. I have been off too, but I need to get past all my nerves and hang-ups and just give in to how much I missed them. \¡ã) I want to be strong and independent and maybe it''s the hormones but I want to be near them right now When I hear the sound of the call going through I lift the phone to my ear and wait to hear Asher''s husky voice Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Hello?" I smile instantly "Hey you," I say and I swear if I was there he would be smiling and trying to hide it "Hey." He says in that casual way of his when he''s trying to act cool and aloof "T miss you," I say truthfully and I hear him let out a long breath "...I miss you too." He says "Are you sure? You hesitated there." I tease him He sighs and lets out a short chuckle. "Of course I miss you. More than you know." Thosest words are muttered softly and hit my right in the heart. I have been so selfish. I have been angry and scared and wanting to feel some control in my life, and I''ve hurt the guys in the process. I''m giving them scraps of me when I should be there with them. The guilt hits me hard and I feel the urge to cry building... Freakin hormones "IT want toe to see you guys. Is that okay?" I ask "Yeah. Actually, I would like it more if you came home but I know you want space." He says begrudgingly I bet that tasted like sour milking out "IT needed some time, but I think I need to spend time with you guys too," I say I hadn''t considered going home yet but I''m gettting there. I look to Wyatt and he gives me a small smile. Things between us have happened quickly and we are still so new that I am not sure what to do in this situation. The motel is his home, and he brought me here to make it my home too if I wanted it. I don''t know what to do. I don''t want to leave him behind and make him feel left out of all this. \?) Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Honestly having all these guys in my life can be really confusing. I didn''t really find it too odd to be with the others but we kind of just fell into it. Wyatt is different. He''s new in every way. I feel a bond with him that I can''t exin, but we are still learning about each other. At the same time, I feel like I already know him. I can''t figure any of it out let alone exin it. I guess with some people you just know "Are you guys home now?'' I ask Asher "Yeah, we just got back and were going to order some food." He says and I realize I''m suddenly super hungry. "Should I order something for you?" I hear hope in his voice and I can''t help but smile. "Yeah, you know what I like." UJ He chuckles. "Sure do. Is...heing too?" I shake my head at the sharpness in his voice at the mention of Wyatt "Yeah, he''ll be there." When I look at Wyatt again I see how happy he is to be included. Well, he has to get used to it because he''s one of my guys now. 7 Asher grunts." I''ll make sure to order enough for everyone then. See you soon?" "Yeah, I''ll be there in about an hour," I say "Okay, see you then." He says "See you soon." When I hang up and give Wyatt an amused look. "Happy toe are you?" I ask teasingly "Happy to be anywhere with you." He says smirking I let out a surprisedugh. "You smooth talker." He blushes a little and pulls me up from the bed to help me get ready like I''m already too pregnant to do it myself. It''s ridiculous and super sweet. I think I will definitely keep him around. \¡ãThis content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. Chapter 81 Four or Dead Jayden 12 Asher has been checking the time on his phone every few minutes since Emma called to say she wasing home. I''m not sure if this will be a quick visit or if she is officially moving back in, but I am just d to see her again so soon. The house is oddly quiet without her here. It''s hard to believe how we handled the silence before she ever came to live with us. Things have changed so much, and it hasn''t slowed since the day we brought Emma into our lives Something is off with her though and it has me worried. I know she is dealing with a lot, I understand more than anyone given my past, but it''s more than that. The way she keeps looking at me, and how she seems a little nervous around me making me wonder if she''s upset with me for some reason. Things seemed good with us before she left, more than good. So what could it be? .* A knockes at the door and Asher is out of his seat faster than lightning. Emma''s smiling face greets him as soon as the door opens and he pulls her into him immediately. She lets out a small surprisedugh but wraps her arms around his waist. Asher''s head raises from where he was resting it on top of Emma''s head and focuses on the guy standing directly behind her Wyatt I vaguely remember him, but that''s about it. He seems to have turned into Emma''s shadow, and I can''t say exactly how I feel about it. If she is interested in him I guess we can''t be too mad. She already has the four of us wrapped around her finger, what''s one more? I''*) Asher moves away from the door to let Wyatt in but he doesn''t let Emma go, instead, he tucks her into his side while giving Wyatt a look of disapproval. I *) "y nice," Emma warns him and Asher lets out a grunt of an agreement Wyatt closes the door behind him and stands awkwardly waiting for someone to offer him to sit or move. Emma tears herself from Asher and takes Wyatt''s hand and leads him into the living room where the rest of us are waiting. Leo and Logan stand to greet her with a kiss on the cheek and I give her a small smile that she returns with one of her own "So you missed us so much that you couldn''t stay away huh?" Logan says to Emma "You could say that." She shoots back with a sassy smirk She leads Wyatt to a spot where they can sit side by side. She looks at him and they seem to have a quick silent conversation before he nods his head and she clears her throat. She hasn''t let go of his hand even when they sat down, and it looks like she''s holding it even tighter now Something is wrong if she is so tense. >) "Actually I also came because there''s something I need to tell you all." She pauses and takes in a breath. "First I want to say that no matter how you feel about this news, anything that happens after is my decision to make. I won''t be pushed aside unnecessarily. I know you guys want to protect me from all the bad that''sing but I won''t let that happen. I have men depending on me, and I am working with The Angels, not for them. So if we cante to an understanding I will have to handle things on my own. Okay?" "Okay, what''s going on?" Leo asks "Im pregnant." She says and the room goespletely silent She nces at each of us and waits for someone to say something We''re stunned and speechless, what do we say to that? She''s pregnant? How...when? When I think it over it suddenly all makes sense. How she''s seemed off and acting differently with me "The night before you left," I say and she nods. I) "Yes." Holy shit. It''s......it''s my kid. I was thest one to be with her. My mind seems to have stopped working because I can''t think of a thing to say about this news I have never really thought about bing a dad, ever. I just assumed I was too screwed up to even consider it. How could I be a good dad with everything I''ve done "You''re pregnant? Like a little person is growing inside you?" Logan asks in disbelief Emmaughs. "Yep. I just found out, and it''s still early but yes." "Who''s the father?" Asher asks with a growl of anger He''s sitting at the end of the couch with his arms crossed tight against his chest "Why does that matter?" Leo asks throwing Asher a dark look "Tt matters to me. Is it...his?" Asher is referring to Zane I''m assuming Emma scoffs. "No Asher he isn''t the father. I never slept with him and Wyatt stopped him before he could even try. So no the baby isn''t his." Her voice sounds hurt and angry, understandably I watch Wyatt rub her backfortingly and it res a strange sense of jealousy in me. She''s carrying my baby, it should be meforting her Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! But do I even know how? Would she want me to? \?) "T believe Jayden is the father, but I understand that this was all unnned. I am not asking for anything from any of you. I am very capable of raising and taking care of this baby myself. I just thought you all had a right to know." She says firmly She seems even tenser now and I know it''s probably because she thinks none of us want to have anything to do with her and the baby now..* "What are you talking about? Of course, we want to be there for you Emma. I don''t care who the father is, you are our girl. There is no way I would let you do this alone." Leo says standing and kneeling in front of her and taking her hands in his..*) She visibly rxes and leans forward to wrap her arms around his neck "Ym with Leo. I don''t care who the dad is, that little thing is our kid. I want to be there for everything." Logan adds. I.'' Emma looks up at him from Leo''s shoulder and smiles at Logan with tears forming in her eyes. Of course, those two would jump at the chance to be dads but Asher and I seem to be having a harder time working through this. He and I are not father material, but it doesn''t mean I don''t want to be with Emma anymore. I could never let her go. I just don''t want to disappoint her if I can''t be the father she''s hoping for As if she can read my thoughts she stands and walks over to me. She lowers herself so that she''s sitting on myp and I instinctively rest my hands on her hips to keep her steady. She wraps her arms around my neck and looks me straight in the eyes.) "T know you''re scared that you won''t be a good father after everything with your family, but you''re wrong. My father was a monster, but we can look at our pasts and do the opposite of what our parents did. We can be better, but only if you want to. I won''t pressure you into anything. If you can''t handle this it''s okay." She says and as I consider her words..This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. leaving her to raise our baby and never being there....it hurts. I? I''m scared shitless but I also want to be with Emma as long as she''ll have me. I want to see her stomach grow and be there for doctor appointments. I never thought this is something I would want, but...1 do. I want her and I want our baby "T will be there for everything," I tell her and without breaking eye contact I rest my hand on her still t stomach The tears that have been building finally fall and she leans closer to pull me into a hug, burying her face into my shoulder I can''t believe I''m going to be a dad Asher sighs loud enough to make us look at him. He runs a hand down his face and shakes his head. Emma tenses in my arms like she''s waiting for him tosh out at her and I feel a strong urge to protect her that I haven''t felt before. If Asher says one wrong word, I don''t care if he''s my friend, I will beat his ass Then he does something I think none of us expected. Heughs Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Laughs I jolt back a little at the sudden sound and we all wait silently watching him like he''s lost his mind or something He stands and walks toward me and Emma before lowering himself and wrapping his arms under her arms and pulling her off myp. He pulls her close to him and he isughing turns into deep breaths "I can''t believe this. We''re having a baby." He says with a weakugh and you can hear the emotions in his voice shift Emmaughs in relief and nods. "Yeah, we''re having a baby." "A little Dark Angel," Asher says happily and Emmaughs "I don''t know if we''ll be buying it a crew jacket just yet." She teases and the rest of the guys chuckle to themselves "We don''t even know if it''s a boy. It could be a girl." Leo points out Asher lowers Emma to the floor and she turns to us "So we''re doing this? All of us?" She asks "Hell yeah! We''re going to rock this parenting thing!" Logan whoops My attention turns to Wyatt now and I can see in his eyes the same look we all get when we see Emma. He loves her, and from how she was with him earlier...they aren''t just friends. He''s going to be one of us. I I am surprisingly d that Emma has one more person to look after her What''sing with Zane''s men and the Russians is going to be chaos and the more of us looking out for her and the baby the better. .* I So I stand and walk over to him and hold my hand out "Wee brother," I say and his face lights up before he puts his hand in mine and shakes it. \* When I turn I see the others nod in agreement, even Asher although it looks painful for him. Emma is smiling brightly at me and I hold my hand out for her. She quickly moves toward me and I wrap her in my arms tight, silently telling her that am all in. \* We...we are all in Chapter 82 Four or Dead Leo Having Emma here makes it feel like everything is back to the way it was and at the same time, it feels like everything has changed. I guess in a lot of ways it has. I can''t believe Emma is pregnant and that the baby is Jayden''''s. That fact is the most surprising to me. I can''t say I ever imagined Jayden being the first of us to have a kid or any kid for that matter. He isn''t exactly the warm fatherly type, but as soon as Emma told him I could see a shift. He has been watching her every move since she told us and I can see a protective expression on his face. Almost like he''s ready to jump up at any moment and protect Emma from anything and everything even us I won''t lie, I may have wanted to be a dad first since I loved Emma first but I also know that''s a stupid reason. It doesn''t matter who the father is, that''s our baby. We will raise it together, all of us, if Emma lets us There is a lot we haven''t finalized but I think we all just want to enjoy this time together for however long itsts. Emma is currently snuggled between Wyatt and Jayden, but Logan wouldn''t stand not being close to her so he''s sitting on the floor and leaning between her legs. She''s been mindlessly running her fingers through his hair while we all watch some random movie on TV. \*!This material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. It all feels strangely normal even with the addition of Wyatt. I have taken some time to just watch him with Emma and I can see how much he cares about her from the heart eyes he''s always shing to her even when she isn''t looking. He''s a goner. Poor guy never stood a chance just like the rest of us poor saps. Besides his obvious adoration, he also seems to have an edge to him that looks a lot like ours. A slight tension and the habit of scanning the room for any sort of danger. It''s a habit you pick up in this life when you never know who your enemy might be or when they mighte for you I wonder how he ended up with Zane in the first ce, but now isn''t the right time to ask. Everyone is rxed right now and I don''t want to mess that up, but soon I''m going to want to know everything about the guy. We don''t keep secrets from each other between us guys, so he''ll have to jump on board. I should say, we won''t ever keep secrets from any of the group especially if we don''t want to lose Emma for good. We imed to lie to protect her but we had no right to do that and she has let us know how wrong we were No, things are going to be different from now on. We can''t screw up again The sudden sound of Asher''s phone going off has us all going quiet and watching carefully as he stood to answer it. He mumbled out a greeting but otherwise keptpletely quiet while the other person spoke. We all sat straight in anticipation waiting to hear what was happening. The strangest thing happened next. When Asher ended the call, he stood silently with his back to us for a second too long making my heart race in fear. He isn''t freaking out and cursing up a storm like he normally does, and even though I couldn''t hear the conversation I already knew the news wasn''t good "Asher?" Emma''s sweet voice finally breaks through the silence and she slowly moves toward him. "What happened?" She moves to stand in front of him and I lose sight of her over Asher''s huge frame "Asher? What happened?" She asks again and I hear the worry in her voice that we are all no doubt feeling now "They...they burned down a ton of the apartmentplexes we own." Asher finally says quietly and it hits me The apartment buildings we own house almost all of our crew and their families "Shit. How many?" Logan asks "Six," Asher says finally turning to us "Was anyone hurt?" Emma asks moving around to stand near me I immediately pull her into my side and feel her lean as close to me as she possibly can "Some of the men were at the office, but...." Asher stops and squeezes his eyes shut before leaning down to brace his hands on his knees A small sob escaped Emma then and she turned to bury her face in my chest. Asher didn''t need to say anymore, his reaction alone told us everything. Everyone, except for a few men, didn''t make it out Wives...and... 2) The thought of all the lives taken so easily makes my stomach roll as well but it''s quickly reced by pure rage. How did they even know where our men lived? "Emma, did Zane give any hint that he knew where to find our crew''s homes?" I ask softly She pulls back and with a furrowed brow she seems to be trying to recall everything he had said to her "He didn''t say as much but he hinted at the Russian''s knowing where to hit. I assumed it would be stash houses or warehouses....not...oh god.. I''m sorry." She pulls away from me and runs from the room Wyatt is quick to follow her, and we let him "Who called?" I asked Asher He had copsed onto the nearest couch with his face in his hands Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Tony." He says with a sigh "So what are we doing about it?" Logan asks his words sharp and angry "My dad wants all of us left to meet at the office. Tony ordered the rest of the families that are still ounted for to leave and stay at the safe houses out of state." Asher says. "The rest of us are going to find out what we can about who exactly is responsible and then we''ll hit back Hard." "Then let''s go." Emma''s strong tone had us all turning to look at her Asher is about to open his mouth to object no doubt, but Emma shakes her head "I don''t want to hear it, Asher. I''ming, and you need us. My guys can help." She turns to Wyatt. "Call them and tell them to meet us." "Wait, Emma, we can''t just tell them where the office is. We don''t know if we can trust them." Logan points out and snaps his mouth shuts quickly when Emma''s angry gaze snaps to him "You need our help Logan, or do you n to fight an enemy you know next to nothing about just to prove you don''t need anyone else''s help? I bet that willst all of two minutes before your whole crew is taken out This is a war, and we need all the men we can get. So suck it up and take our help." The strength in her voice sends a shiver up my spine That was...kind of hot, not gonna lie. \* Who knew our sweet little thing had that in her. 1 mean damn Asher sighs once again and stands. "Tell them where to meet us, and make sure they are ready for the hail of bullets that are about to rain on us." Emma nods and turns to speak quietly to Wyatt. When she''s done, he Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! has his phone to his ear and steps out of the room "Look, baby, I know you want to be in on this but with everything..." He motions toward her stomach, "you need to be far from any danger You''re cooking our little one in there and we can''t have you two getting hurt." Now she''s the one who sighs. "Look, I have already made up my mind to stay back at the office when everyone goes out to deal with Zane''s mess But that does not mean you will keep me out of the loop. I may be having this baby, but you guys are going to be dads soon and you have to be careful too. Because I swear if any of you get hurt or worse I will kick your asses. Got it?" \?) Logan smirks at her. "You got it, baby." The smug bastard "Okay, the men are meeting us there in an hour," Wyatt says walking back into the room "Good. Let''s go." Emma doesn''t even wait for us to say anything or move before she''s heading toward the door and pulling it open with Wyatt right behind her. .?) The rest of us stand watching her walk off in a bit of daze. This new Emma is a whirlwind of sass and confidence that I''m not used to but could easily get used to "Shit. That was kind of hot." Logan blurts out and I chuckle. I?) "It''s infuriating," Asher says rolling his eyes, but I catch a hint of a smile when he turns away that says he agrees with Logan more than he''s willing to admit Our girl is about to blow everyone away. They won''t see hering, and that is a big mistake. It''s always the sweet and innocent-looking ones that hit the hardest. \* I''m tempted to let here with us just so I can see the destruction in her wake. Our Vengeful Angel burning the world to hell Sounds like a damn good time to me Chapter 83 Four or Dead Emma When we pull up to Devaro''s main building I spot our guys parked and waiting for us out front. Wyatt parks alongside them and one of the guys steps up and opens the door for me "Boss." He says nodding his head at me "Axel. How many are with you?" I ask epting his hand and climbing out of the car "Fifty here and another waiting for your orders He says "And the others?" I ask him "Moved to the garage for now, but they are all ready to roll out if need be." He reports and I feel a sense of relief The crew was safe for now, and that was my biggest worry after what happened with the Angels "Okay," I say and the guys gather around me ready to hear my orders "We are going up against some tough Russians and some of your old crew, so if you have any reason you can''t put history aside and go up against some of your old pals tell me now." I nce around at my guys and not a single one moves to ept my offer. I can''t help but smile at their loyalty even though our crew is still so young "Great. Now we are here to assist The Angels, but you are my crew so I want you to look after each other. No offense to Devaro and his men, but this is their mess, not ours. So if you need to haul ass at any time, grab your brothers and get the hell out. I won''t lose any of you guys if I can help it." They nod their agreement and I turn my attention back to Axel. "Were you able to get the other things I asked for?" \''* "Yes, boss. The best they had. With how scarce the police presence has been recently I doubt they''ll miss them." He smirks proudly and I shake my head I''m not proud of stealing from the police but Axel is right. The crews around here have been at each other for months with no police presence or help. Devaro''s crewplex was burned down and still nothing. So, if they don''t n on getting involved we were going to take advantage of their gear "Make sure every one of our guys gets a vest and keep it hidden Unfortunately, we don''t have enough to go around and I need you guys alive. When this is all over we have big ns for this city and we need to make it through this without any loss. Got it?" I say firmly "Yes, boss!" They cry out in unison "Good. Let''s head in." I say turning toward the entrance of the building "Hang on," Wyatt says and I turn to see him open the back passenger door and pull something out He walks over to me with a pile of dark fabric in his hands "What''s this?" I ask when he hands one over to me I unfold what I now realize is a leather jacket of some kind. It''s nice I must say but I don''t understand why I would need it right now Wyatt chuckles at the confused expression on my face. "Turn it over." He says and I do A gasp escapes my mouth when I see the beautiful design on the back A firey bird in midflight embroidered on the back with the words, "The Phoenixes" written above the image. I'') "Wyatt," I say in disbelief and when I look up at him he is slipping a simr jacket on The movement around me has me looking at the other crew members as they too pull on matching jackets "What is this? I mean I know what it is but why?" I ask "Every crew needs a name," Wyatt says shrugging "I guess but why this name?" I ask him "You have been through hell and came out a stronger person with her own army. You are the definition of a Pheonix, and we will follow you through hell and back." The guys all whoop at his words and I feel this intense urge to cry. \'') "Wow, I don''t know what to say. It''s amazing." I can''t help myself when I walk toward him and pull him down and kiss the hell out of him "So I guess that means you like it." He says when I pull back and rest my forehead against his Iugh. "Yeah, I really do." "Let''s go give them hell huh?" He says "Let''s give them hell," I repeat pulling my jacket on and shaking it off until it''sying firm against my shoulders I never thought a piece of clothing could feel so much like armor, but now I know this jacket is exactly that. I nce down and notice on the upper arm of the jacket there is a red crown sown in. \I) "Every queen has a crown," Wyatt says with a wink before walking ahead and pulling the door open for me..* I smile at him as I pass through and he throws me a yful wink. My crew follows me inside with Wyatt at their back and all eyes turn to us as we enter Take good look boys, there is a new queen in town. I'' Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Asher "Where is she? Do you think something happened?" Leo asks pacing around my dad''s office "Chill man, she had her own crew to get together remember?" Logan reminds him "Right. Yeah." Leo says stopping and dropping into the nearest couch The door to the office opens suddenly opens and Tony walks in. "She''s here." He says with a smile on his face He steps inside and our girl walks in like a ze of fire. She''s pulled her hair back into a ponytail and is sporting a leather jacket that looks damn good on her "Emma." My dad says with a hint of amusement in his voice. "Devaro." She says nodding her head before turning slightly. "I got your backup, where do you need us?" Dadughs andes around his desk to look over Emma''s men. There are too many of them to fit in the office so a ton of them are waiting just outside the door "They can follow my men to the northeast side," Dad says The men start to move but Emma holds up a hand and they all stop "I want to make one thing clear right off the bat. These are my men, and their lives are in my hands. I already instructed them to look out for each other and I''m telling you now. We''ll help you but I won''t let my men die because of a war that has nothing to do with us. You started this mess and I won''t let my men die because of it. No offense. So we''ll help you but if things go bad my men are instructed to get out Understood?" She says raising a brow at my dad and I swear I felt that below the belt Our girl was hot like this Dadughs. "Wow, things sure have taken a turn." "Adapt to survive. Isn''t that what they say?" She throws back and dad chuckles at that too "Absolutely. I ept your terms. You''re right, this is our mess and we appreciate your help." I think if I was anyone else my mouth would have dropped open like those old cartoon characters. I" My dad just thanked her for her help. That is not like him at all, but this is Emma. She isn''t just anyone, she''s family. \'' "Alright." She turns to her guys and lowers her head at them They all turn to follow Tony out and once they clear the room Wyatt walks in "Well, who do we have here?" Dad asks looking him over "This is Wyatt. He''s one of mine." Emma replies and I nce at my friends and see that Logan has a smirk on his face Wyatt steps up beside her and wraps his arm around her waist and that seems to be the clue dad needs. \*) Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Ah, I see. Well then, let''s talk over the n once more." Dad turns and walks back behind his desk I turn as well but I hear Logan greeting Wyatt and I roll my eyes. I may ept him because it makes Emma happy but it doesn''t mean I actually like the guy. \¡ã/ "We are splitting the crews up into four since we don''t know where Zane''s men wille from, but we need to cover our asses. The Russians will most likely be the biggest threat and will be the kind to use the masses of Zane''s crew to cause a distraction so they can sneak in the back ande for us where there is a weak spot." Dad starts to exin. "So we need to cover all angles." "Send my men to cover Zane''s crew. They know them and know how they work." Emma says and Dad nods "I had the same idea, but the men you brought won''t be enough to cover three sides." Dad points out Emma smiles. "Don''t worry I have more than enough men, but we are keeping some back as a contingency n. We need to hide some of our numbers. We can''t show all our cards." She points out We all, except for Wyatt who just smiles to himself, look at her in aweThis content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. Has she turned into some war goddess overnight or something? I" She nces at each of us. "What?" She asks "Where did thate from?" Logan asks with a chuckle of disbelief She rolls her eyes. "My dad pretty much locked me away for my whole life. Reading was all I ever did, and I read almost everything I could. I know a lot of things." I?) She shrugs and I feel a pinch of pain for the life she lived before we pulled her into our little nightmare. Except, it looks as if all those years have molded her into the perfect girl for this world. We were just too dumb to see it. She was never given a chance to show what she was really made of until now, and as much as I wish I could protect her from this world, she belongs here with us. Always has Our dark queen. \* "Alright then. Tell the guys to move out." Dad says and we all move at once Except for Emma "You will be running point Emma, can you do that?" Dad asks standing from his chair and offering it to her. \* "Where are you going?" She asks him "I''m going to clean up the mess I made, and you are going to keep all these boys in line. Got it?" He shoots back with a smirk "You got it." She says with a smile that looks almost dark Dad turns and walks out leaving us all alone with our girl to say goodbye Who knows what will happen after this but we have something precious worth living for, and we are going to fight like hell to get back to her Chapter 84 Four or Dead Emma I say a lingering good-bye to each of the boys but Jayden lungs setting up aptop on Devaro''s desk. He pulls up a program and a microphone before turning to me. .*) "You''ll be able to hear everything through this. I hacked into as many cameras around the area as I could, so you can see everything." He starts to exin. .¡ã) I''m speechless. I had no idea how handy he was with all thisputer stuff, but it''s a perfect time to find out. At least this way I can keep a lookout for all my guys and my crew "You can talk to all of us through here. Okay?" I nod and he moves to leave but I grab his arm before he can get far "You bettere back. Don''t make me raise our baby without you, got it?" I say and a soft smile forms on his lips and my chest tightens in worry. I?) I can''t lose him. I can''t lose any of them, but he is my baby''s father and I could not bear it if he never gets to meet the little miracle we created He moves closer and takes my face into both of his hands and I feel tears fighting to fall "I will never leave you. I am going to be there the moment our babyes into this world." He says and I reach out so I can pull myself closer to him He lets me wrap my arms around him tightly and he holds me firmly against his chest "Promise?" I ask softly "I promise. None of us are dying today." He says and I rx into his warmth knowing there is no way he can truly promise that but hoping he''s right. (J I can''t lose anyone else. This is my second chance to have a family, and I can''t lose it I turn my head so I can bury my face into his chest and breath him in "I have to go now, but I''ll be back. Wait for me okay?" He asks moving away from me just enough to look down at me again. \'' "Okay," I say before he lowers his head to ce a searing kiss on my lips I reluctantly let him go and watch as he disappears into the hallway Another figure steps in as soon as he leaves and I can''t help but smile at who it is "What are you still doing here?" I ask Tony He smiles and steps further into the room. "I am your personal guard Miss Emma." I furrow my brow. "Won''t Devaro need you?" "He knows I would rather protect you, so I have been asked to stay Don''t worry Miss Emma, I''m exactly where I need to be. Congrattions on the baby by the way." He says and I feel a warmth in my chest for his protection. 1¡ã) He is definitely my favorite of Devaro''s men and we have formed a bond that makes me d that he is the one here with me through all this I let out a deep breath and take my seat behind Devaro''s chair and focus my attention on the screen of Jayden''''sptop "Team 5 ready." I hear someone say and several other voices chiming in with their call-in names "Let''s teach these boys a lesson. No one causes havoc in our city." Devaro says and the rest of the men are all out in the agreement I watch the cameras set up outside of the building and see all the vehicles pull out. The feed switches to what looks like dash cameras, and I mentally check that each of my boys is ounted for They all fall silent. It''s s if all of us are holding our breath waiting to see what we are really up against. Some of my men ahead reported a group of Zane''s men had met at a stash house to collect gear and weapons This is the first time in days where they aren''t causing unnecessary chaos. If I had to guess, someone has filled in Zane''s role and has pulled ranks. I? "Guys we have our first visual," Asher says and I click on his camera feed and immediately see what he''s talking about. A gas station about a mile ahead of him is burning "Is anyone around? Bodies?" Devaro asks "From here I see two." He says "Damn. Why would they hit that spot?" Logan asks "The owners were under my protection," Devaro says. "They are not going voter us directly. Cowards." I?) "Should we check on any others they may go after?" Leo asks They are all driving in separate cars with four men in each SUVContent held by N?velDrama.Org. Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "I hate to do this but no. It''s likely a trap. They want to draw us to specific locations and pick us off one by one." Devaro exins and I have to agree with him "What is that?" A voice shouts from Asher''s car, one of the men with him starts to move frantically and pulls out one of his weapons Shouting and chaos start to erupt over all the camera feeds and I scramble to pick up what they are all saying. Before I can all the video feeds go ck but audio remains "Guys, what the hell is happening?" I growl into the microphone A jumble of replieses in one over the other. "I can''t understand you!" I yell into the microphone but they keep talking like they can''t hear me Worry and fear start to bubble up inside me and I look up at Tony. He pulls out his cell phone and starts to call someone while it tries again to make out something from the voices I''m hearing "Hold position!" I hear and I''m pretty sure that''s Asher''s voice. "Get down now!" The sound of shots and screaming starts to filter through louder than the voices like someone has stepped right into the middle of a battlefield "No one is answering," Tony says when he moves back to my side. \'') "What do we do?" I ask "We have a few men here keeping guard, we can send them but it will leave us unprotected." He offers We both know doing that would be too high, but we have limited choices right now. The guys need help "How secure is the building?'' I ask "Bulletproof ss through the entire building, cameras, and sensors near every entrance, remote lockdown for each floor." He says going on to list a few more extreme ways the building is the safest ce to be right now "Send the men, and lock this ce down," I tell him and he nods before walking out of the office It is only a few minutester that I lose audio, and I''mpletely cut off from knowing what''s going on in the city A robotic voice starts to echo around the building. "Lockdown procedures in effect! Make your way to the nearest safe room." I stand and head toward the office door to close it but I stop when I see a man with his arm around Tony''s neck and a gun to his head Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Well well...what have we here? You must be Emma. I have heard a lot about you." The man purrs. "Let''s have a little chat inside shall we?" He purrs and I notice his thick ent Russian I step back and let him into the room but I keep my eyes focused on Tony. He''s telling me not to lock myself in the office with this man, but I ignore his warning looks. There is no way I''m leaving him alone, and when he realizes that he clenches his eyes shut "What do you want?" I growl out The manughs. "I am here for my payment." He says with a smile that makes my blood run cold "And what payment is that?" I ask even though I know if he''s here, then his payment must be....me Why would Zane promise me to the Russians though? Man, I hate that guy "You princess. You are my payment, and I always collect." He lets out a growl of some kind and then pulls the trigger I scream as I watch Tony''s limp form fall to the ground. I" "Oh god. Tony!" I cry out running toward him and trying to wake him even though I already know he''s gone. I'' The manughs, and I lift my eyes to see the gun pointed at me. My hand moves slowly until I can wrap my hand around the cool metal of Tony''s gun that he kept strapped to his hip "Now, stand up and let''s go. My men have your people scrambling to save themselves, so there is no one to stop me from taking whats mine Get. Up." He growls and I do. \ I stand and watch his arm move as I do to keep the gun one me as I rise. (2) "I''m not going anywhere with you." I yell but he just smiles at me like he already knows he won He has made a big mistake and I am filled with burning satisfaction that hes underestimated me, because that will make this far sweeter When I raise Tony''s gun and point it at him heughs I take a second to look down at Tony and when I do red hot furyes over me and when I look back up at the Russian all I see is red. A cold calmness runs through me as remove the safety on the gun and pull the trigger." Chapter 85 Four or Dead Emma "Tony...I''m so sorry." My voice is shaking as I finally let myself feel the loss Tony is gone. He was the second the Russian pulled the trigger but a part of me had hope that maybe by some miracle he survived This is my fault. He''s dead because of me My heart aches as I kneel next to him and when I let the sob that I have been holding in I copse on top of his still form and hold him. 7 LeoContent held by N?velDrama.Org. What a shit show. There is a mess all around us, and the heavy silence only makes it hit harder. Zane''s men came in like a force out of hell with men clearly trained to be as lethal as possible. We were outnumbered and surrounded when Emma''s backup crew arrived literally saving our asses. Zane''s men weren''t expecting them and that was the moment things turned around. Unfortunately, a few of the Russians got away before we could stop them, but it doesn''t matter right now What matters is making sure the others are safe. We got separated early on, and I haven''t heard anything ons from the others yet. I pull out my phone while the other guys start to grab our wounded men and loading them into the SUVs. We lost a lot of good men today, but the others should recover from their injuries "Leo? You good brother?" Logan asks when he finally answers my call He''s breathing hard just like me. "Yeah, I''m good. Have you heard from the others?" He chuckles. "Our boy Wyatt came riding in on his white horse and saved my ass. I haven''t heard from the others though." "Okay, I''ll call Asher. Have you spoken to Emma?" I ask "No have you?" He asks and I hear the worry in his voice "TI call her. You check on the others." I hang up before he can answer and immediately call Emma The call goes straight to voicemail and my worry starts growing into panic. I call Logan back hoping maybe the others have spoken to her "Everyone else is ounted for but...." Logan trails off "What?" I ask impatiently "Devaro. He was hit....it''s not good man." He says and I start to feel lightheaded as everythinges crashing down. "We''re taking him back to the office. The doc is going to meet us there but...I don''t think it will matter." \" "Okay...did the others mention hearing from Emma? I couldn''t reach her." I ask "No, but Asher said Tony is with her so I''m sure she''s fine." I feel a small sense of relief at his words. "Okay see you back at the office." \*) I end the call and round up the remainder of our men and we head back to meet with the others. The drive is full of thick silence but we''re alive We won''t this battle. I know we aren''t out of the woods when ites to the Russians but this was a win for us..?) When we finally reach the office I see the guys standing outside the front door yelling. I throw my door open as soon as we pull up and am hit with the panic surrounding them "Why would they trigger the security like this if something isn''t wrong!" Asher yells Jayden is sitting on the curb with aptop in hisp. "The logs say they were initiated manually by... Tony. The cameras show him talking to the guys we left before they leave then he sets off the security protocol. The cameras go ck on that floor soon after then..." He cuts off as he continues to watch videos from other floors "No...shit! Goddammit!" Logan growls out before throwing his phone as hard as he can at the nearest wall. \¡ã I walk around behind Jayden to see Tony being dragged down the hall with a gun to his head and Emma... "We need to get in there now Jayden. NOW!" I yell It takes him a second to register my words but as soon as he does his fingers fly across the keyboard faster than anyone I have ever seen He curses under his breath a few times as it takes him longer to override the system "Give it to me." I turn to see Devaro stumble out of the back of one of the SUVs. .* His shirt is soaked through and his forehead is covered in sweat. Asher rushes over and grabs him before he drops and helps him get closer to Jayden. Jayden stands and turns theptop to Devaro and with red-streaked hands Devaro types something into the system and the rms ring inside go silent. Logan pulls the front door open and rushes inside with Wyatt right behind him. I move to help Asher hold Devaro and the rest of us hurry inside Some of the crew take the stairs while we take the elevator. As soon as we reach the floor where Devaro''s office is we move quickly. Logan reaches the office door only to find it locked. He doesn''t wait. He pulls out his gun and shoots the lock before kicking the door open "Emma!" He yells and we turn into the office behind him to find Emma on the ground She raises her head from Tony''s unmoving body and looks up at us with a tear running down her cheeks Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Emma..." Logan says softly before rushing over to her and pulling her off the ground and away from Tony She lets out a sob and starts to cry harder while we all take in the room Asher and I hurry toy Devaro down on one of the couches. He lets out a sound of pain as we lower him down and that catches Emma''s attention "Oh god. Devaro." She says rushing over. "What...where are you hit?" He grabs her hand stopping her from fussing. "It''s okay." He says but his voice sounds strained "I''m so sorry. Tony...I couldn''t..." She starts to cry softly but Devaro just shakes his head "He knew the risks, Emma. He was ready to make that sacrifice for you." He exins and that causes a defeated whimper to escape Emma''s mouth I nce back to see some of the guys lifting Tony up and carrying him out of the room. Wyatt is looking over the other man who had been holding Tony''s at gunpoint in the video. I walk over to stand beside him and see the wound right in the center of his head "She''s one hell of a shot," Wyatt says with a hint of pride in his voice "She learned from the best," I say..¡ã We watch as a few more guys take the guy''s body away and I reach out to squeeze Wyatt''s shoulder. He looks over at me and gives me a weak smile "Emma, I have to tell you something..." I hear Devaro say I walk over and join the others "Wait...don''t okay? I don''t want to hear any dieting derations or something. You''ll be fine." She says shaking her head. I'' Heughs but then lets out a hiss and his face tightens in pain. "Will you just listen?" He grumbles in a way that he seems annoyed but without the heat behind it Emma sighs and nods. "Okay." She says softly and rests her other hand over his "You need to talk to mywyer after...he has everything ready so you''ll have no trouble getting things back and running." He says and Emma looks at him confused. "It''s all yours. All of it. The crew, the properties...everything." Emma is still watching him in confusion and then her eyes go wide "What? You mean..." He nods. "You''re going to rece me. You''ll be the president of the Angels. All of it is going to you. I knew Asher never wanted to take my ce and I don''t me him, but I could see it when Tony started training you. I could see that strength in you. From that moment I knew the only one with the balls to run this crew was you." Heughs but it quickly turns into a pained cough "Devaro...I can''t. A few hundred men are one thing but all of this....1 can''t." She objects Devaro smiles and reaches out his hand to touch her face. "You are the only one who can. Even the guys agree." Sheughs. "Took a poll did you?" He chuckles. "I didn''t have to. Keep these boys on their toes okay?" "You know I will." She says and they both go silent Devaro looks at her like he has so many other things he wants to tell her, so I turn to the guys and motion my head to the door. They get the idea and we all leave except for Emma and Asher. We need to give them a chance to say goodbye. I? "He really left everything to Emma?" Wyatt asks when we are alone outside I nod. "Yeah. As he said, he knew Asher never wanted to run things. We had ns to save up enough money to leave town..." "Then Emma crashed all those ns. Well, postponed them." Logan adds "You nned on taking her with you?" Wyatt asks I nod. "Yeah, somewhere near a beach where she can rx and live like a queen. We didn''t want her a part of all this." Logan adds "I knew she wouldn''t want to run that day her father took her. When she looked at me in the hospital and epted me after what I did, I knew she was strong enough for this life." Jayden says "I wish I could have saved her from him sooner. I had ns too, but Zane threatened me and I thought if I was gone then no one would be able to protect her from him. That was before you guys changed though I''m d you guys took care of her when I couldn''t." Wyatt says and even though we barely know the guy I can tell he belongs with us We were all brought together for one purpose...to protect and love Emma. Our worlds collided and revolve around her now Devaro has just been named the Queen of the city and that means we are her Knights in shining armor. Only our girl is no damsel in distress, she is an avenging Angel. \.¡ã All hail the Queen Chapter 86 Four or Dead Epilogue Emma "Boss we have a problem," Axel says walking to my office I cringe. "How bad?" "Level 7 bad." He says giving me a knowing look I drop my head back and sigh. "Alright, I''ll be right here." \" He nods and leaves the room just as my phone starts to ring. Leo''s name shes on the screen and I quickly answer. "I know Axel was just here." He chuckles. "It''s not that bad Asher is making a big deal out of nothing." "Are you sure? Because I can be there..." He quickly cuts me off "You will not leave the office. You have us, and we can handle this Besides, you have that big meeting this afternoon and I''m not letting you miss it. Someone has to keep things running." He says and I smile I sigh. "How is she?" "She''s fine. Like I said Asher is overreacting. I had Wyatt take her so we could take him to let off some steam. If it was up to him, Doc would be Epilogue living at the house full time." He says and I can tell he''s rolling his eyes as he says it. I "Shut up man! There was blood!" I hear Asher yell in the background "She got a couple of scrapes man, she isn''t mortally wounded!" Leo yells back. "Anyway, she is fine. Jayden got her all bandaged up and Wyatt took her to get some ice cream. That girl is tough as nails." He isn''t wrong Three years have passed since the night we fought against Zane''s men and the Russians Three years since we lost Devaro and I took over as the head of the Angels.) For three years we have enjoyed raising our strong-willed and trouble- making daughter Wi. She was born fighting against the doctors and didn''t calm down until Jayden took her into his shaking arms and held her against his chest. Our little Angel is a big daddy''s girl and has all the guys wrapped around her tiny finger. Not only that but every member of our crew adores her and treats her like the princess she is Thanks to all the help from the guys I have moved into this role with ease. The first year I spent cleaning up the mess left behind by that night. The police who were in Zane''s pocket were quick to shift loyalties when we gift-wrapped the scene for them with Zane as the cherry on top. His execution was quick but sent the right message...There is Epilogue someone new in charge We decided to keep my actual identity secret when ites to crew business, so no one knows the face of the new leader of The Angels However, I took on a public role when I bought out the majority of shares of Zane''spany taking it over as my own. The board members were effectively flushed out and new members were chosen...five of them. Leo, Jayden, Logan, Asher, and Wyatt. My guys helped me reshape Zane''spany and we have cleaned up this city Of course, our darker business is a constant battle of keeping things clean. There are always those trying to weasel their way in but that is never tolerated. The Angels run these streets and everyone in this town knows it A few of Zane''s former associates tried to hide and build their business so that they could creep in and try their hand at overthrowing me Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! They quickly learned that any attempt at trying to bring me down wasn''t worth losing everything including their lives. Most of them took my warnings to heart and left town The deal with the Families in China went through soon after Devaro''s death and they were more than happy to ept me as their new partner We haven''t had any word that the Russians n on making another move toward us yet, but this silence on their end won''tst forever. I Epilogue made sure that we have people there keeping an eye on things so that we will know if and when they decide to make a move against us In all, thesest few years have resulted in bnce for our city Something that we are constantly fighting to keep, but I enjoy the fight In fact, I crave it. That dark seed that hadid dormant inside me my whole life bloomed into a full-grown flower with thorns dripping in venom Yeah, I can be fair.....?) "So about that meeting...do you need backup?" Leo''s voice pulls me back to the here and now "No, I think I can handle a little thing like a few street thugs," I say "They just need a little talking to." He groans. "Damn, I like watching work though." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! I open the drawer where I keep my holster and blood-red Glock. "I know but you are on Asher duty. I don''t want him on edge tonight for dinner, I have a big surprise for you guys." "Yeah? The fun kind?" He asks in that sexy way that always gives me chills "Thatester. This will be just as good though I promise." I say. \'') A surprise that involved a trip to the drug store and two little pink Epilogue lines. (2) "Alright, we''ll kick some ass baby. I''ll see youter." "See youter, love you," I say as Axel walks back into the office "Love you too," Leo says before I end the call "Everything ready?" I ask Axel "Ready boss." He says holding out a mask to me I clip my holster to my pants and take the mask pulling it over my head We came up with the idea of me wearing the mask once I took over Zane''spany. It has also given people something to fear. Sure it may seem a little extreme to wear a mask, but nothing sends more of a message than a ck mask with thorns dripping red growing out of it like a crown I am not any queen they have ever seen, and they will never be able to forget meThis content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. I rose from the ashes and I make it rain red. This is my city and no one runs it like me. ! Chapter 87 Four or Dead This is the story of Angel and three handsome lords. Angel is as brave as Emma. She runs away to avoid the marriage her father has arranged for her and asks for help from her best friend, Alekos. Alekos agrees, but he has a price. Angel needs to be his woman as well as the woman of his two friends. What choice does she have? Three heartless lords all want her. She also has her own "Dark Angels'' Angel Looking over my shoulder for the hundredth time in thest half an hour, ensuring no one is following me, I walk fast on the crowded street Attempting not to make eye contact with anyone, not wanting to be noticed. Being the daughter of one of the most powerful Dukes in Veross City makes me easily recognizable. It is not like I want to run away from home, but what else am I supposed to do when my father wants me to marry Carlos de Torre? Carlos, who is another Duke, is not only twenty-five years older than me-making him around the same age as my father-but he has known me since I was a child. Each time he came to visit my parents, he would usually bring me toys and sweets until I turned sixteen, and he started bringing flowers. Soon after, gifts were sent to the mansion weekly While I thought it was creepy and inappropriate, my father started thinking that me marrying Carlos would not be such a bad idea I stop at an intersection, and before crossing the street, I look behindN?velDrama.Org is the owner. me, hoping Carlos'' men didn''t find me. If they find me... I don''t even want to think what Carlos would do to me. I not only need to find a ce to hide, but I need to get away from Veross City. Away from Carlos. Today Even now, six years after my father''s first talk about me getting married to Carlos, I still can''t believe he would do something like this to me While the Dukes have tried to keep it a secret, everyone knows that Carlos is a sadist who loves to torture the women he sleeps with. His torture methods are so severe that he has killed over a hundred women in thest fifteen years. Or so the rumors say. Three of them were married to him at the time of their deaths. He is still free to do what he pleases because more than half the city''s police force and judges are controlled by the Dukes. The Lords control the other half About three months ago, my father invited Carlos over to dinner. Little did I know that night I would be his fianc¨¦e. When a ring was forced on my finger, I was too stunned to say anything. And then he tried to kiss me, and it took every ounce of my control not to p him After Carlos left, I asked my father, even begged him not to force me to marry a man I did not love, but my words were meaningless I don''t need anyone to tell me how my life would be if I were to be Carlos'' wife. It would be a miracle if I made it past our first wedding anniversary. And the idea of having to sleep with him makes me sick "It''s the way of the Dukes, Angel. Any daughter born to a Duke has to marry someone within our Order. Someone who was chosen by the future bride''s family. I have chosen Carlos to be your husband. You will marry him, give him children, and in return, you will have a life full of luxuries," my father told me when I kept insisting on breaking the engagement Not that I didn''t protest. "I don''t love him!" I said, but it fell on deaf ears. "And you know what he did to all those poor women! How can you force me to marry him?" My fatherughed. "You think I loved your mother when I married her? My father told me who my wife would be, and I obeyed. And with time, I learned to love her very much. It will be the same for Carlos and you. And there is no proof that it was Carlos who killed them!" Of course, there was no proof. The Dukes got rid of them because Carlos is not only very powerful but also a future Patriarch My father loved my mother very much, and even now, ten years after the tragic ident that took her life, he still mourns her. But Carlos is not like my father. Not only that he would never love me, but I have no doubt he would hurt me badly Ever since my engagement, Carlos has restricted my movements. I can go outside only if he allows it. If I want to take a stroll through the garden, I have to call him first. He even hired two bodyguards to watch every movement I make. Shopping used to be fun; now it is a nightmare "For your safety, Muneca. You know that I am an important man. Many people would want to hurt you because you are my fianc¨¦e," Carlos told me the day he hired the bodyguards Carlos might be powerful and have many connections, but I refuse to marry him. I have been nning my escape for many days now, and finally, today, I could put it into action With the reason that I have to buy things for the wedding, I could finally go to the mall. Once there, it hadn''t been very hard to trick Carlos'' men. I only had to fake that I was getting my period and that I had bad cramps. The bodyguards acted just like I knew they would-like the end of the world has arrived. So, I did as any woman on her period would do-go to the pharmacy to buy hygiene products before going to the bathroom. A smallmotion in a nearby store was enough to distract the bodyguards for a moment and for me to disappear into the crowd. Finding an exit was not that hard, and before leaving the mall, I threw my phone and the ring in a trash bin. After taking some money out at an ATM, I chucked my credit card as well, scared that I can be located by having it in my possession That happened around an hour ago, and since then, I have been walking around town, thinking of a way to get out of the city. The money I have is not enough to get anywhere, not when Carlos is no doubt looking for me As I cross the street, I see something that piques my interest-nes Tech Company-the biggest techpany in the country I think I may have just found a solution to my problems After taking a deep breath and running my hands over my clothes to eliminate any creases they might have, I enter the firm''s lobby along with a group of employees A big fish tank was in the middle of it, and rare exotic species could be seen swimming inside. The reception is at the far end of the lobby. The two security officers spot me, and before they can ask me who I am and what I want, I make my way to reception. A woman with blond hair and long pink nails is behind the counter, her eyes glued to the screen of a Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Hi." The woman looks at me. Putting on my best smile, I say, "I would like to see Mr. Alekos Raptou." She narrows her eyes, looking at me from beneath long, fake eyshes like she is trying to figure out who I am. "Do you have an appointment with Mr. Raptou?" I should have known I needed an appointment. If I weren''t so desperate, I would not have entered the firm in the first ce. But I have to see Alekos no matter what. "I don''t. But this is important." I can''t believe how desperate I sound The woman gives me an apologetic look. "I am sorry. Without an appointment, you can''t see Mr. Alekos." How can I convince....ummm... Her name tag lets me know her name is Cherry "Mr. Alekos and I went to the same high school. Tell him that Angelica Hernandez is looking for him." Cherry doesn''t look convinced. Not that I me her. "You are not the first to say that. If I had a penny for every woman who imed they know Mr. Raptou, I would be rich by now." That many, huh? Alekos is one of the richest men in the city. Not to mention he is single, powerful, and handsome. Women flock around him like bees to flowers When I say, "I don''t have anything to gain by lying to you," Cherry snorts Chapter Comments @POST COMMENT NOW 1 ?< SHARE Chapter 88 Four or Dead Angel "Look, I can''t call Mr. Alekos except for an emergency. He doesn''t like to be disturbed while he is working. Besides, I might get in trouble." Cherry might be frank with me, but if I don''t speak with Alekos..... A lump forms in my throat, and I swallow hard. "This is an emergency. Mr Alekos is the only one who can help me!" My voice cracks, and my vision bes blurry. I don''t usually cry in front of other people, but I might do it right now Cherry looks at me, and something flickers in her gaze-pity. "What did he do? Got you pregnant? If that is the case, it is best to talk to hiswyer." She hands me a business card. Written in big, golden letters is the name of aw firm Staring at the card in my hands, I contemte what will happen if I do say I am pregnant. Not that it was possible since Carlos never touched me, and thest time I saw Alekos was on hisst day of high school-we didn''t speak that day since we were mad at each other. While I do have friends, I don''t dare to ask them to help me. But Alekos, if he is still the same as in high school, will be my ticket out of the city, or so I hope. With tears still pooling in my eyes, I lie. "Yes. I am expecting his baby, and I am not going away until I speak with him.¡± Cherry sighs dramatically before picking up the phone. "Mr. Alekos, a woman is looking for you. She says she is pregnant." "Who?" Alekos yells so loudly that even I can hear him Cherry winches. "She told me her name is Angelica Hernandez." "T don''t know any woman that goes by the name Angelica." His cold, t tone gives me the impression that he is not lying. The bastard forgot me. But I''ll be damned if I leave without talking to him "Whoever she is, get rid of her. Call security if you have to," Alekos growls "Yes, Mr. Raptou." Cherry is about to put the phone on the receiver when I snatch it away from her. Before she can stop me or Alekos can end the phone call, I say, "You might not remember me, but I am sure you know who my father is-Luis Hernandez." Alekos is silent for a moment but then says something that makes me want to scream. "Ah, it is you. Put the receptionist back on." Cherry takes the phone from me, and after giving me a death re, she says, "Mr. Raptou?" "Send her to my office," he barks This man has always had an attitude Cherry gives me a visitor card. "With this, you can go to the top floor, where the CEO and the directors'' offices are. Florence is Mr. Raptou''s secretary. She will direct you to his office." "Thank you for the help!" I say as I take the card from her and make my way to an elevator I open it with the help of the card and push the button for the top floor My heart starts to hammer inside my chest. Alekos and me-our friendship has always been strange Alekos sounded angry. What if he refuses to help me? What will I do then? I don''t have anyone else to turn to. I will do anything to make Alekos help me. And it so happens that I have something Alekos wants The elevator stops, and I get out. It takes me a few seconds to locate Florance''s desk "T am here to see Mr. Alekos." I show her the visitor card. "He is waiting for me." After confirming with Alekos, she shows me where his office is Before I enter, I knock once on the door Alekos Raptou is sitting behind an opulent mahogany desk, his cold grey eyes watching me, studying me. I close the door and wait for him to say something. Thest time we spoke, we had a huge fight. I shift my weight from one leg to another, unsure if I should be the one to break the ice and say something first. He keeps looking at me with an expression on his face that I can''t quite decipher Once, he used to be my best friend. But I should have known it would notst, not when he was a Lord. Dukes and Lords are not friends, they are enemies. And here I am, in the den of one of my father''s enemies Will Alekos save me or condemn me to a life of suffering? During his college years-the wild years-his photos were published in many tabloids next to a scandalous article about his sex life. And I might have stalked him on the inte. Until I forced myself to stopContent held by N?velDrama.Org. Thest time I saw a photo of him was one year ago. He has always been handsome, but the man in front of me is... mouth-watering. And this ising from a woman that had never been phased by men Minutes pass without either of us saying a word, and I am starting to think that I made a huge mistake bying here when he finally speaks "Angel Hernandez," he spits my name Does he still hate me? I mean, I know that our fight was huge, and we both said hurtful things, but I had hoped that he was over it. Not that he didn''t deserve the things I used him off. He was a total jerk that day Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! In a calm tone, I say, "Alekos, nice seeing you again." He stands. My heart almost leaps from my chest. "I can''t tell the same thing." When did he get so tall? And handsome? He walks slowly, like he is giving me time to get away from the office before he gets to me. And I want to do just that because seeing him after so long only reminds me of how badly he broke my heart. Not that I ever let him know how much he hurt me If I were wiser, I would leave his office But I need him He finally reaches me, and he traps me between his hard body and the door, cing his hands on either side of my head. Heat radiates from him When I see the anger in his eyes, I gulp loudly. He is not the same Alekos I used to know. This Alekos is... cold. Ruthless. What have I gotten myself into? Chapter Comments @POST COMMENT NOW 1 < SHARE Chapter 89 Four or Dead "What is this bullshit that I got you pregnant?" Alekos snarls I want to exin, but he keeps barking at me. "Did you tell anyone about this besides the receptionist?" I shake my head "Good. Because if rumors of me getting a Duke''s daughter pregnant appear in the press, I will kill you!" I have no doubt he will "And now I have to look for a new receptionist." I blink. "But why?" "Because she saw your face. I don''t want to start a war with the Dukes." I groan. I should have thought about that "Look, I am not here to cause you any trouble." Alekos doesn''t look convinced. "I only said that because it was the only way to make the receptionist tell you I was looking for you. And please don''t fire her." He rxes but still keeps me caged with his body. "What do you want?" His tone is cold and harsh I lower my gaze. Even if he is wearing a shirt, I can see the contour of his well defined muscles. Has he been hitting the gym? "I need your help."N?velDrama.Org is the owner. I wait for him to say something, but he is quiet. Then my gaze finds his, and heughs. "You are asking for my help? I never thought I would live to see the day." I might have told him during our big fight that he is a narcissist that only thinks of himself and that I will never need anything from him "What makes you think I want to help you?" he sneers Why indeed? But based on what I have read about him on the inte and the photos I have seen of him and of many women, I know what Alekos loves-sex. All Lords do The things I have to do to get out of the city. To get away from Carlos I straighten my back, and in a steady voice, I say, "Because I still have the one thing you wanted from me, and I never gave it to you." He narrows his eyes. "What thing?" Is he serious? I have never been a shy person, but saying it out loud makes me embarrassed Alekos is waiting, and I can tell he is one second away from throwing me out of the office "My virginity," I mutter I was a freshman in high school when I met Alekos. He was a junior and one of the popr guys, while I was the shy nerd. But somehow, we clicked together. There had never been anything romantic between us Not because we didn''t like each other in that way, but because the Lords and the Dukes don''t mingle together. And while the high school was a mixed one, and we could have dated each other in secret, I said no to him when he asked me out I was afraid of what my father would do if he ever found out about Alekos. He barely let me attend that high school anyways. He only agreed because Salma, my ex best friend, also went to the same high school When I was in my sophomore year, Alekos told me he was in love with me and that not being with me was torture. I wanted to say yes, I wanted to be his girlfriend and be free to love him, but once again, I said no to him Alekos and I were supposed to be enemies, not love each other Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! And by then, Carlos had already started to pay more attention to me, and I was scared something would happen to Alekos if anyone found out. So, I buried my feelings for him deep inside my heart Soon after my second rejection, Alekos stopped talking to me. It hurt. It hurt so much that I cried for weeks. Then he betrayed me in the worst way possible He lowers his eyes to my chest-his gaze unimpressed Iam one of those girls that don''t have big boobs. It always made me self-conscious, especially in high school, when boys had eyes only for girls with great bodies. Alekos liked them too "You know, Angel, you are still the same bitch I met in high school What makes you think I am interested in fucking you when I can have any woman I want?" I should have guessed he is attracted only to women that actually have tits and an ass to grab onto. But I am not ready to give up. Not yet, at least. "Because I remember a time when you would have done anything to get me undressed." His eyes keep roaming my body, inspecting me like I am up for sale, making me feel like I am not good enough for him. The women that usually appear with him in the photos are blond, tall, and beautiful. I am nothing like that. But he could a least try to hide his disgust a little more Fucking Alekos! I should have known better than to ask the help of a Lord "Sorry to break it to you, Angel, but I am not interested in fucking you Nor helping you." He turns his back to me and heads over to his desk "Close the door behind you." My shoulders drop. I had one chance, and I blew it. A lump forms in my throat. "I see." I grip the strap of my purse hard. My nails dig into my palm. "I had hoped that you would help me. But I see now I was wrong." I turn on my heels, my fingers wrapping around the doorknob. Before I turn it to the right, I let out a cry of defeat. "I hope Carlos de Torre won''t torture me before killing me. Pain is not my thing." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! Alekos lets out a loud growl, startling me. In the blink of an eye, he is upon me, his chest glued to my back, his hand gripping my wrist, preventing me from leaving "What. Did. You. Say?" he clips in my ear I almost forgot about Carlos killing Niks Raptou, Alekos'' father, about a year ago. Carlos imed it was an ident, but the Lords did not buy it. Dead from one side and the other did not take long to appear in the city after Niks'' death. Alekos might im he doesn''t want to start another war between the Dukes and the Lords, but it had been Carlos that did that ten months ago "None of your business. You said you are not interested in helping me." When he doesn''t let go of me, I say, "I wish to leave." He spins me around, his hands grabbing my shoulders hard. My purse falls next to me. "What the fuck did you say about Carlos de Torre?" Why does he act like he suddenly cares? His hate for Carlos is so palpable that it feels as though the temperature has dropped inside the office. For a moment, his eyes sh red. Probably some trick of the light or my imagination ying tricks on me "Tell me. Now!" he orders me when I fall silent I sigh. "My father has arranged a marriage between Carlos and me. But I can''t, I won''t marry him. You know what he does to women." Shock registers on his face, but he schools his features a secondter "So, you came to me and hoped that by letting me fuck you, I would protect you from that sadist." He sounds disgusted. Maybe I should have thought this through better Chapter Comments @POST COMMENT NOW O LIKE <<< SHARE Chapter 90 Four or Dead I shrug. "Forget I was here. In fact, none of this has happened. Can I go now?" "No!" His left hand slides from my shoulder to my neck, his fingers wrapping around my flesh. For a moment, I have the impression he is going to strangle me, but his grip on me is light. "How can your father marry you off to someone like Carlos?" "Business." My father thinks I am clueless about what he truly does for the Dukes. He needs Carlos to... grow. "You know how it is." Alekos is quiet for a moment. His left thumb strokes my skin as he thinks, making my heart race. Traitor! Alekos has always been my weakness "Let''s say I ept your proposition, how do I know you are still a virgin?" My brow furrows. "We can go to a gynecologist and have it checked." After a quick scan of my clothes-a ck pencil skirt and a white shirt- he says, "That won''t be necessary. Lift up your skirt." The blood draws from my face. "What? Why?" "Because I want to see and touch your pussy." His right hand goes to my hair, freeing it from the bun I usually wear I look around. "But we are in your office." Is he nning on taking my virginity on his desk? Well, if that is his wish... I can''t say ''no'' after proposing it to him The things I have to do to get out of the city. Away from Carlos "T don''t have all day, Angel. You either lift your skirt and let me touch your pussy, or you leave. Your choice."This material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. He is wrong. I don''t have a choice. I either do as he asks, or I die I close my eyes as I lift my skirt up. At least I am wearing a nice pair of panties today "Look at me," he growls as he grabs my right hip I do as he asks, and I gaze into his eyes as he puts his right hand on my lower back. He inserts his knee between my legs, forcing them open. My heart beats so fast, I can practically hear it. No man has touched me before. I did a lot of exploration on my own. I might be a virgin, and I gave myself plenty of orgasms. But I never inserted anything in my vagina, knowing that it would hurt. I don''t really like pain. I stroke a scar I have on my right ring finger with my thumb while I wait for him to touch me Still looking into my eyes, he caresses my thighs, his fingers sending shivers down my spine. I bite back a moan. I did not expect to feel so.. good He continues to tease me for a while before running his finger on top of my panties. If not for his knee still between my legs, I might have fallen Being touched by a man is... amazing "Alekos," I breathe Something flickers in his gaze, and he pushes my panties to the side Without warning, he pushes his middle finger inside of me. I gasp. It hurts. His finger curls, and I try to bat his hand away, but he is much stronger than I am "Stay still," he growls I bite my bottom lip as I keep running my thumb over the scar Alekos pumps his finger a few times before removing it and going over to his desk. "Sit," he says, pointing to a chair across from his own My legs are trembling after his brutal invasion, but somehow, I manage to not only fix my clothes but also to make my way to where he wants me. Tucking a strand of hair behind my ear, I ask, "Do we have a deal then?" He leans back in his office chair and runs his fingers through his short ck hair. "Carlos won''t like that you left him, and he will do anything to get you back." "T know Carlos is a dangerous man, and he has connections all over the city, but so do you. Help me disappear, and I will spend the entire night with you. Anything you ask of me, I will do." Maybe I should not have said that, but I am desperate Finally, interest flickers in his gaze. "Anything?" I nod because what else am I supposed to do? Or say? Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! A wicked grin spreads across his face for a moment. "Getting you out of the city won''t do. Carlos will find you no matter where you go. The safest way is to remain in the city." I blink, confused by his words. "I am not safe here." "You are safe with me. In fact, I will propose you a deal-be my woman, and Carlos will never find you." Ok, I did not expect that. "Do you have some mental illness or something like that?" "Something like that," he echoes me. "So, what do you say?" "Didn''t you say just minutes ago that you are not interested in fucking me? Now, you want me to be your woman?" He licks the finger that was inside of me while staring into my eyes. "I want to enjoy your pussy more than just one night. But..." Ignoring that he is still tasting me on his finger, I ask, "But what?" "T won''t be the only one enjoying your pussy." Does he think I am a whore and who will sleep with anyone he wants? But on the other hand, if I refuse.... "How many?" He stiffens. "I won''t take you to the Blood Lodge and have you being used by those without women," he snarls. "You will belong to me and my blood-brothers." His what? "How many?" I insist "Reyes and Stefan. You will be our woman, bound to us for eternity Carlos won''t be able to do anything about it. Ory a finger on you." My heart drops to my stomach. Something ungodly lurks behind his eyes, and for the first time in my life, 1 am scared of him. I am scared of what he will do if I say ''no'' to his proposition of being his woman. And of his- What did he call them? Blood-brothers He is right. I had my chance to walk away, but I refused to do so. Now it is time to face the consequences. "If I agree to be your woman and Reyes'' and Stefan''s as well, will you hurt me?" Alekos continues to talk, "Reyes, Stefan, and I share everything: home, food, parties, women. If you want my protection, think well because Reyes and Stefan are part of the deal." Just a heads up: is the only ce to read theplete version of this book for free. Don''t miss out on the next chapter-visit us now and continue your journey! "Look, I am not looking for a rtionship, I only want to get out of the city. Fuck me today and help me disappear without a trace by tomorrow." Heughs. "I might like pussies, but no pussy is worth the trouble of calling in favors. Your pussy is nothing special. Just a hole to be used by men. You want my protection, then you will be my woman, and I will share you with Stefan and Reyes." I dig my nails in my palms. What the fuck? A hole to be used by men? "Go to hell!" I go to the door, and before opening it, I bend over to pick up my purse Strong hands grab and turn me around, mming me against the hardwood of the door. "Did I tell you, you can leave? You had your chance to leave. But try to do so now, and I will bend you over my desk and fill that virgin pussy of yours with cum. And when I am finished with you, I''ll have Stefan and Reyes do the same." My heart drops to my stomach. Something ungodly lurks behind his eyes, and for the first time in my life, I am scared of him. I am scared of what he will do if I say no to him. He is right, I had my chance to walk away, but I refused to do so. Now it is time to face the consequences. "If I agree to be your woman and Reyes and Stefan''s as well, will you hurt me?" He smiles, his eyes cold and evil. He grabs my nape, slowly massaging it, making me think that I am seeing things where they are not. "We are demons, not angels, Agapi. We will break you and mold you to our taste, but we will never harm you." Agapi. He used to call me that back in high school And what is the difference between breaking me and harming me? Which evil will I choose? Alekos or Carlos? "Let me protect you." I like the sound of that "As long as you don''t harm me, I ept to be your woman. I don''t like pain." I think I told him already, but it can''t hurt to say it again Not that I n to stay with Alekos until he gets bored of me. Just until I find a way to leave the city and find a safe ce to start a new life He rxes and takes me back to the chair. "All right. I will call Reyes and Stefan and tell them toe over so that you can meet them. And Angel, you will have to keep your pussy shaved all the time. We don''t like hairy pussies." I want to see him get a Brazilian wax. Hurts like hell Chapter Comments @POST COMMENT NOW 61 < SHARE Chapter 91 Four or Dead Alekos puts the office phone on speaker and dials a number After a few rings, a man answers. "Did something happen?" If Alekos has amanding tone, this other man sounds... sad "Not really, but I need you toe to my office. Is Reyes with you?" "Yes." "Both of you, then." "On our way." The man, whom I assume is Stefan hangs up, and Alekos dials another number. A momentter, a woman answers "Mr. Raptou?" "Florence, you have the rest of the day free." That was his secretary, if I remember correctly Alekos doesn''t wait for her to say anything else and hangs up If the secretary is given the rest of the day off and Stefan and Reyes are on their way here, then Alekos is really thinking of fucking me on his desk. How many women have he bent over it before me? He might say I am his woman, but I know better. I am, as he said, ''just a hole to be used by men''. This is exactly why I stayed away from men and never dated. Not that I could have dated if I wanted, since my father practically forced me into Carlos'' arms soon after I turned sixteen. And because of what Alekos did after he told me he was in love with meContent held by N?velDrama.Org. The desk looks cold and hard. Not what I had in mind for the first time I have sex. While most girls imagine a tropical destination and a man to make all their wishese true when they lose their virginity, I only want a bed and a man with experience. While Alekos has plenty of experience, I don''t want to be fucked in an office. Is a nice dinner and then a hotel room too much to ask? I don''t even want him to take me to his house His stormy eyes linger on my face, then on my chest. A bored expression on his face, which is making me ufortable. I bet he is already regretting proposing that I be his woman. Whatever that means He has never been in a long-term rtionship, usually dating for only a few weeks before moving on to the next woman. Once he gets bored of me, I will already have my n in motion Pretending to be his woman will probably break my heart all over again, but I can survive this Under no circumstance can I allow myself to fall in love with him all over again I am not staying. When I find a safe way to disappear forever, I am gone "Regretting saying ''yes'' to being my woman, Angel? Think well because once my blood-brothers and I fuck you, you are ours." The only thing I regret is not getting my driver''s license. But the ident that took my mother''s life left me scared of driving. And I haven''t technically epted his proposal "No. Unless you''ve changed your mind about me being your woman. I am sure you would want someone with bigger boobs." He looks amused. "I hate big tits," he snorts. Yeah, right. All the women he had been with in the past had big boobs. "You know, all this history about Carlos does not add up. Why would your father want you to marry Carlos? There is something you are not telling me." "Like what?" "I don''t know. You tell me." Typical of Alekos. "Well, there is something, but..." "But?¡± I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear. Why did he have to take down my bun? My hair always has a way of getting in my way. "I was in my sophomore year, when I first touched myself." His eyes start to heat up with desire. "Do you want to know who I was thinking of, when I came for the first time?" His eyes sh red again. What''s wrong with them? "Who?" I shrug, not wanting to tell him His mouth curves up in a grin. "I am starting to believe you were sent here to spy on me." I snort. "Do I look like a spy to you?" He arches an eyebrow. "Forget that I asked that. How about we make a contract?" I think I just dug my hole Alekos seems interested. "What type of a contract?" "One that proves I am not a spy?" I try my best to exin. "I don''t know." "T like the idea of a contract. One that states you belong to my blood- brothers and me, and that you will obey us in everything we say, without making any fuss. In exchange, we will protect you from any harm. If you don''t, we will have to punish you." "Wait a minute "I try to protest, but Alekos keeps talking "If you try to contact your father or friends, we will punish you. If you do something suspicious, we will punish you. You disobey us, we will punish you." My brow furrows. "If we believe you are a spy, we will torture you, before killing you." And I thought Carlos was controlling. Also, what''s with all this obsession with punishments? What type of punishment? "What do I have to gain from all of that?" I demand to know Alekos leans back in his chair. "You get to suck my cock daily. My blood- brothers'' as well." Iugh, because it is the most absurd thing I have ever heard. Suck his cock. Like it is some prize. "You should make an appointment with a psychiatrist." Alekos ignores myment. "You will never leave the mansion without asking Reyes, Stefan, or me first. You will be avable for us anytime we want. When you get pregnant, the child will belong to all four of us, even if he can legally only have two parents." Didn''t he just freak out about me stating that I was pregnant with his child? Now he is nning what would happen if I do get pregnant. Not that that will happen. Not with Alekos, at least Besides, I just can''t bring a child into this world, not when I am in danger. Not when Carlos is after me "What if I don''t want any children?" Maybe one day, when I am safe, and I have met a man that really loves me... Alekos is calm as he says, "Agapi, I am going to fill you with so much cum that you will have no other choice than to carry my child." Chapter Comments @ POST COMMENT NOW 01 < SHARE Chapter 92 Four or Dead About two weeks ago, I went to have a full medical checkup. Carlos wanted to be sure I was healthy and... pure I should have fucked myself with a dildo. Maybe that would have made that sadist lose interest in me, and I would not be in this mess right now. While at the hospital, I was given a shot that will prevent me from getting pregnant for the next six months. Carlos wanted to wait until I gave him a son Ha! Like I would have ever let him touch me Alekos can fuck me daily, and I won''t get pregnant. And with a bit of luck, before the six months are over, I will be far away from Veross City Not wanting to talk about children anymore, I change the subject. "You said that I can only go out with your permission." He nods. "I won''t be a prisoner. Carlos tried the same shit, and I ran away." "T thought you ran away because you didn''t want to marry him." "That is beside the point." Alekos leans forward, his elbows resting on the desk. "You think he will let you go, just like that? That he won''t look for you? If I set rules, it is only for your protection. And let me make one thing very clear for you, Angel: I gave you many chances to get away from me, but, as always, you were too stubborn to listen. Now that I know what you taste like and have felt the warmth of your pussy, I will never let you go. You can try to run away, but I assure you that you won''t like wha will happen when I catch you." He gives me a wolfish smile, letting me know he would enjoy the chase The urge to roll my eyes is great, but I refrain myself from doing so. It is not the first time Alekos has imed he would never let me walk away. He imed to love me, only to shatter my heart soon after. I am so d I never told him what I felt about him. Now, those feelings are long gone. Over the years, I have learned that men are not to be trusted, and that the only person who will never let me down is me. I worked hard on myself, and I like to think that I am a strong, independent woman. Even if right now I depend on Alekos for protection. Though, that won''t be for very long, since I will eventuallye up with another n. In a short time, I will be far away from this ce infested with Dukes and Lords, who ruin everything in their paths Being the daughter of a Duke taught me a very valuable lesson: make men believe you are obedient andpliant, then strike when they least expect. "May I add uses to the contract as well?"Content held by N?velDrama.Org. "Like what?" "I get bored easily. Give me wine, books, and aptop, and I will never break any of your rules." Alekos seems surprised by my request. What was he expecting? Me asking for a gun or something like that? "T will see what I can do." He pats his legs. "Come here." And so the game starts. A game in which only one can be the winner And I will make sure to win. I will lie, cheat, and whore myself. In the end, I will shatter Alekos'' heart just like he did to mine before I disappear forever I ce my purse on the desk. This is really happening. With thest shred of dignity I still have, I gracefully stand and walk calmly to Alekos, not wanting him to know how nervous I am He pulls me into hisp, my back to his chest. His left arm snakes around my waist. "You have no idea..." he groans, not finishing what he was about to say. Beneath me, I feel him hardening. "You fit perfectly in my arms. Like you were made for me." "Don''t tell me you believe in all that soulmate bullshit," I huff "Who knows? Maybe soulmates do exist." He makes me shift on hisp, my left shoulder now leaning against his chest. His cologne, the same he has used since high school, tickles my nose. I try to distract myself by looking out the window that I am facing. Thepany started by Alekos'' grandfather is close to the invisible border that divides the city into two-one half ruled by the Dukes, the other one by the Lords. I have never been to this side of the city before. The high school I went to was right on the border, but since then, it became exclusive for ''normal citizens''. The experiment the Elders of both organizations had proposed failed. The Dukes and the Lords will never see eye to eye on things Alekos grabs my chin between his thumb and index finger, forcing me to meet his gaze. For a moment, he looks just like the young man I met on my first day of high school His eyes fall on my lips. "How many more have kissed you apart from..." His brow creases. "What was his name, Jason?" It is my turn to furrow my brow. "Jason?" "He was a Duke and in the same history and literature sses as you." The image of a tall, skinny teenageres to my mind. "Wait! You think I kissed Jason Deymar?" "Did you not?" His free handes to rest on my waist "Why bother exining the truth to you when it is obvious you don''t believe me? Who told you this, anyway?" Alekos runs his thumb over my bottom lip. "Salma told me the same day you rejected me the second time. To say I was angry is an understatement." Suddenly, everything makes sense. "And that''s why you fucked her and sent me those photos of you and her in bed? Because you thought I kissed Jason?" I narrow my eyes. "Don''t tell me that''s why you punched him at the pool party." "What photos? I never sent you any. And I punched him because he was hitting on you. I might have walked away, but then he put his arm around your shoulders, and I lost my shit. No one touches what''s mine and gets to live. Jason was lucky that he got to walk away with only a broken jaw." If Alekos had never sent me the photos, then Salma did it from his phone. It''s not like it matters, anyway. Seeing those photos broke me. I have never trusted a man since that. Then, when he punched Jason at one of my ssmate''s parties, before dragging me to a room, I lost it Especially since he tried kissing me. I pped him so hard that my palm hurt for days. We said many hurtful things that day, but nothing hurt more than seeing him hang out with Salma for the rest of that school year while ignoring me. Salma bragged to me about the wonderful sex she and Alekos were having each time we saw each other His thumb continues to stroke my bottom lip "T was never yours, Alekos. Even now, we should not be doing this. We are enemies. Remember?" My father and Alekos'' father had some problems in the past Unfortunately, I don''t know much about it. My mom did, but then she died before she could tell me "Enemies or not, you were mine from the moment I saw you. I only let you walk away back then, because you were not ready for the kind of life a Lady has." He dips his head, the tip of his nose touching mine. "How many have kissed you, before me?" "None of your business," I retort "You are wrong, Agapi. Everything you do is my business. And when I find all those thatmitted the sacrilege of kissing your lips, I will remove their mouths and tongues." Chapter Comments @ POST COMMENT NOW 61 <<< SHARE Chapter 93 Four or Dead And women are crazy over men like Alekos? He sounds...like a madman "Even if I have kissed another man before, it has nothing to do with you. Besides, you are going to let two other men fuck me," I remind him. "Not to mention you slept with countless women before me." "T might have been with other women, but all that is in the past now. As for my blood-brothers, Reyes and Stefan, they are the only ones that can touch you. I will exin why soon. Now. How many?" he asks again I am not sure if Alekos deserves to be told the truth, but sometimes lying is so tiresome. "I haven''t kissed anyone up to now." Not because I was saving it for some ideal man, but except for Alekos, I never liked anyone. Maybe I should have kissed Jason back in high school. And maybe let him be my first. Just to spite Alekos Alekos seems to look at me in a different light. His eyes soften a bit "Not only a virgin, but one untouched by a man. In myir. Do you know what this means?" The regret of not letting Jason kiss me is growing with each passing moment "T can''t believe my luck," he murmurs. His hand moves from my chin to the back of my head, his fingers tangling in my hair I can''t believe that I have to fuck not only Alekos but also two other men I have never met before, just for the sake of my safety "Your first kiss belongs to me. I can''t believe my luck," he murmurs again. "Not only your first kiss, but your virginity as well," he says, before his lips engulf mine My back stiffens For a moment, I can''t process what is happening, but Alekos'' mouth moves roughly against mine, his tongue seeking entrance. Not having done this before, I freeze. Kissing should be easy, though. I have seen plenty of people doing it. His tongue forces my lips to part and spears into my mouth, exploring it. My hands find their way to his shoulders, my fingers digging into his muscles. Then I finally react, and I kiss him back, my tongue curling around his. He makes a sound, somewhere between a growl and a groan, bing more aggressive. It feels like he is punishing my mouth, with how rough he is kissing me Alekos tilts my head to the side, giving him better ess to my mouth, while his other hand travels up to my chest. Many girls and women prefer push-up bras, but I always liked thecy ones. When his palm covers my right boob and fondles it, goosebumps erupt all over my body I did a lot of exploration on my own, but I have never felt like this before What a traitorous body I have. I enjoy Alekos'' kisses and touches, more than I should. Him fucking me will destroy me. However, I can''t turn back on my word now. Not when I am so close to... He drags his lips from my mouth to my jaw, kissing and nibbling it, before reaching my earlobe. "So responsive," he coos into my ear. "Are you wet?" No Maybe?This material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. Not for him I shake my head He lets go of my breast, yanks my skirt up, and shoves his hand between my legs. "Liar. You are so wet, your panties are damp." Why is my body reacting so fast to him? I try to push his hand away, but he grabs my wrist. "Someone might enter and see us," I point out the obvious "Hmm... that might be a problem. Though, I am a generous man. I don''t mind others seeing your pussy." I re at him. "Given your history with Salma and other women, I know you don''t mind being seen naked, but that doesn''t mean J want others to see my pussy. You can parade your next conquest, if you want, but I am not about to be seen by your employees." Still holding my hair, he forces my head back. "I have fucked many women, yes. I do love sex. But from now on, you will be the only one in my bed." This time I can''t stop myself from rolling my eyes. "The only one in your bed tonight, you mean. I will be lucky if I get to sleep next to you, after you fuck me, and not force me to do the walk of shame." He ps the inside of my thigh, making me yelp. Before I can curse at him, he snarls, "I think it is time to show you what happens, when you doubt my words." Another p makes me yelp even louder. "You like to be a bad girl?" "Tam a woman, not a girl." "You are whatever I say you are," he says, before grabbing my panties with both hands, then ripping them off and putting them on the desk "What the actual " He forces two fingers inside of me, and the words die on my lips. One finger was bad enough, but two of them at once? I feel like I am being split in two. Why does it hurt so much? "Tt hurts," I whimper. My hands grab his arm "Good." He pumps his fingers fast, and I suck in a breath of air. Fingering hurts His other handes to my nape, slowly massaging it. Is he trying tofort me, while he is causing me pain? He is so confusing "Good girls are rewarded, but bad girls are disciplined. Right now, you are a bad girl. Take your punishment like a good girl, and then I will reward you." "Stop," I beg. "Please." He ignores me, and continues to move his fingers faster. I try to wiggle away, but one look into his eyes tells me it is not a good idea "You said you won''t hurt me." His thumb pushes down on my clit, while his fingers on my nape distract me from the pain. "I don''t think you paid attention to the rules But I am confident you will learn them soon... unless you want to keep getting punished." I shake my head, because I hate pain. "I will be a good girl. Please stop." Tears sting my eyes He kisses me gently, his fingers moving slower. "Shh, Agapi. You are doing great." The door opens, and I try to leap out of hisp, but his hand on the back of my neck holds me in ce. Two men enter, and I avert my gaze Maybe if I pretend they are not here, they will disappear Never have I been so embarrassed in my entire life. Not like this, anyway Chapter Comments @ POST COMMENT NOW ? LIKE <<< SHARE Chapter 94 Four or Dead Alekos keeps moving his fingers inside of me. "It''s only Stefan and Reyes." he says to me. To them, he says, "Lock the door." If Stefan and Reyes are here, and Florence is gone, then whatever Alekos has on his mind is about to happen. And it looks like I have to get ready for more pain. I don''t think they will be gentle in any way The sound of the door closing and then locking reaches my ears, and my eyes jerk towards the movement. Two handsome men-one blonde with brown eyes, and the other with a green gaze and ck hair-are looking at me. More at Alekos than at me They are the ones that I have seen in the photos next to Alekos. Or some gorgeous woman I am not beautiful in any way. If anything, I am average at best. On a scale from one to ten, I would guess I am a four or five-if I am being generous. So the possibility of Stefan or Reyes epting me as their woman is nonexistent. They will probablyugh in Alekos'' face, for even proposing something like this Alekos stops moving his fingers. If not for the desk blocking the view, they would have a full view of what is happening The blonde guy notices my panties next to Alekos''puter. While I am mortified, he seems amused. "I thought you called us for something important." Alekos moves the office chair from behind the desk, exposing me to Stefan and Reyes. I am really starting to regret asking Alekos to help me "This is important," Alekos says. His thumb rubs my clit, making me forget the pain I felt before. "Isn''t she gorgeous?" Did he just say ''gorgeous''? Is he making fun of me? "Just another whore to be used by men. Nothing special," the one with green eyes says, and my back stiffens. He is not wrong. I am whoring myself. His gaze is fixed on Alekos''s hand between my legs "She is not a whore!" Alekos growls. "This is Angel." "Nice to meet you, Angel. I am Stefan," the blonde one says The other one, I assume, is Reyes Alekos curls his fingers inside of me, stroking a ce that makes me lose my mind. His thumb circles my clit, making me feel pleasure, as I never have before. My breath hitches, and I bite back a moan. Alekos knows how to use his fingers, to produce both pain and pleasure. Right now, he is making me feel so good, the pain fades away Stefan studies my face, while Reyes still stares at what Alekos is doing to me. It is filthy and kinky, and I should not like it so much, but the more they look, the wetter I get, my juices running down Alekos'' hand "You like to be watched, don''t you?" Alekos groans in my ear Two armchairs are close to the desk, and Stefan sits in one of them, to better look at me. Reyes remains close to the door "No," I deny "Such a little liar you are. And you know what happens to girls that lie?" Alekos ps my pussy hard, before pushing his fingers back inside me "They are punished?" The assault of his fingers is painful, and I let out a yelp from the intrusionN?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. He runs his nose up and down the left side of my neck. "Bingo." Reyes crosses his arms over his chest. "If you only called me here to watch you make this bitch cum, then I will be on my way." Being called a bitch doesn''t sit well with me, but in a way, Reyes is right Alekos slowly pumps his fingers in and out of me, pleasure shooting through me. "I already said she is not a whore, nor a bitch. I think she is ''the one''." As you reach the final pages, remember that novi L5s is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I try to understand what he means by ''the one,'' but the tingles of an orgasm rise, making it difficult to not only breathe but to think as well My eyes close, trying to fight it, not wanting to cum in front of an audience "The one?" Reyes repeats "Our woman. Our Lady," Alekos replies I want to say something, to protest, but Alekos'' fingers touch me like he is ying a guitar, and I can no longer keep quiet. Something unintelligiblees out of my mouth, making Stefan chuckle "T thought we were making this decision together." Reyes sounds angry I was right to think Reyes and Stefan wouldn''t agree to whatever madness Alekos is proposing. At least they are out. I will have to y nice and do whatever Alekos wants for a while, then...disappear. Once I am in a safe ce, I can put behind everything that happened today. I can survive this Alekos slows his movements enough to keep me on the edge with the orgasm. "That''s why I called you here, to have you two look at her and tell me what you think." Reyes doesn''t take his time to say, "Get rid of her. We can''t have someone we don''t know anything about to be our woman. Where did you find her? On the streets?" "I know perfectly well who she is. I went to the same high school as her She is perfect for us. Look at her," Alekos orders one of the guys. Or both of them "T already did. Not interested." While Reyes is vocal about his disinterest, Stefan is quiet Alekos continues to edge me, driving me crazy. "Not at her pussy, but into her eyes." "That is a bit hard, when she has them closed," Reyes clips Alekos stills for a moment. "Open your eyes," he snarls, before he continues to finger me, with all the intention of making me go over the edge. I try to fight it, but good God, Alekos is making me feel so good, driving me crazy My eyes flutter open, and I first notice Stefan, who, despite looking at me, seems uninterested. Good. At least he won''t be fucking me Knowing that Reyes doesn''t want me as his woman, I force my eyes to meet his. His green gaze locks on my face, and an expression I can''t read epasses him. He goes rigid, before his eyes sh red, and he growls something in a low voice. Something I don''t hear I might have asked what he said, if not for Alekos making me cum right at that moment. My eyes are still locked with those of Reyes, and I cry out, as my pussy mps down on those two thick digits inside me that keep teasing me Chapter Comments @POST COMMENT NOW ? LIKE SHARE Chapter 95 Four or Dead I don''t think I have ever heard a more beautiful sound than that of Angeling on my fingers Angelica Hernandez Angel The only woman that managed to break my heart twice. The woman that I knew was ''the one'', from the moment I saw her. The one that got away. Finally, in my arms, where she belongs After high school, I did everything I could to forget about her. During college, when I met Reyes and Stefan, there had been a brief moment, when I thought that I would settle soon and start a family. Then, that was brutally taken away from my blood-brothers and me. After that, Reyes and I partied, drank, and fucked any willing woman, while Stefan watched and made sure we didn''t get into any trouble. Though, as a Lord, trouble always has a way of finding me Sometimes trouble was good, as it kept me distracted from thinking of Angel. She had been my love and nemesis from day one. I don''t think I have ever desired a woman more than I do her. I not only want her, but my entire body craves her With her long ck hair, chocte eyes, and petite figure....she kept my right hand busy many nights, during high school. I always avoided sleeping with women that looked like her. It would have fucked with my mind badly, and I would have probably gone to her father''s house. And that would have probably gotten me in deep, deep shit In fact, it had been a long time since Ist thought of Angel. I even managed to trick myself into believing I didn''t have feelings for her anymore. Then she showed up at mypany, demanding to see me, saying I got her pregnant. I only let her into my office, because I was angry at the audacity this woman had and wanted to...punish her, only to have all that obsession I felt for her resurface, the moment I saw her She and I-born on different sides of the border that separates the Dukes from the Lords-would never work. Theoretically. Because, practically, I am ready to do anything to keep her. Even break her. Break her mind and fuck with it, until she is emotionally dependent on me I tried to make her leave, even said hurtful things, but her fear of Carlos is bigger than her disgust for me. I know she hates me. Her eyes never lie. I don''t care anymore, though. My feelings are enough for both of us And I am not the only one who will love her. The bond that ties me to Stefan and Reyes will extend to Angel. Not all Lords have this connection, only those that decided to be blood-brothers Blood-brothers are the only ones that share a woman. It is not socially epted, but the Lords don''t give a fuck about that. We take what we want and break what we can''t. We might break Angel, but we will love and protect her at all costs Her pussy squeezes my fingers hard, and I am a second away from bending her over my desk and fucking her. While that sounds very tempting, I want to have her in my bed, for the first time I make her mine "What do you say?" I ask Stefan and Reyes Stefan usually goes with anything Reyes and I decide, but choosing our bonded is something the three of us should voice our opinion on Reyes is the one that concerns me. He might like fucking as much as I do, but he is not a big fan of women. Not when ites to bringing one into our house. And he does not believe in love. The look he has on his face right now, though, is pure...possessiveness. Interesting Angel leans her head on my shoulder. A momentter, she releases the grip she has on my hand. I don''t pull my fingers out from her pussy, wanting to feel her warmth a little longer. Her muscles still clench around my digits, making it hard to think of anything other than her perfection "What family is she from? She doesn''t look familiar," Stefan says "Her father is Luis Hernandez," I let my blood-brothers know Reyes seems unfazed by what I said, but Stefan is shocked "The daughter of a Duke?" Stefan asks. "Have you lost your mind?" Angel tries to pull her skirt down, but I stop her. There is no need for her to be shy around us. I circle her waist with my free hand, before bringing my fingers to her mouth. They are slick with her juices. While I want nothing more than to lick them clean, wanting to taste her essence again, something elsees to my mind. "Open," I order her, as I run my fingers over her mouth She looks up defiantly, pressing her lips together. Stubborn, as always Never had a woman challenge me as much as Angel does, but I guess that''s what I love most about her I p her right thigh hard enough to leave a red print on her skin. She sucks in a breath "Open," I say again This time she does as I ask Pumping my fingers in and out of her mouth, I give her another instruction. "Taste yourself." Hey there! Just a friendly reminder that if you''re not reading this book on nel5s, you might be missing out on theplete story. Head over there to dive into the next chapter-it''s all free! Her hand grabs my wrist, and for a moment, I think she will yank my hand away, but then her lips close around my index and middle finger Her gaze doesn''t leave mine as she starts to suck and lick, while moaning like she is enjoying herself. This is the most erotic thing I have ever seen. When she gently nips my skin, I lose it. My fingers slide to her neck before my mouth crashes on top of hers in a rough kiss. Her taste is addictive, and I don''t think I will ever get enough of her I have never fucked a woman in my office, wanting to keep business separate from pleasure, but I don''t think I can hold back anymore. I am so hard, it fucking hurts "Can you fuck her after we sort this out?" Stefan asks, making me snap out of my hazeN?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. As much as I want to fuck Angel, taking her virginity, while she is bent over my desk is not a good idea. Not when that will be the only thing I will think about whenever I am in my office afterward "Well?" I ask, wanting to know if we can start the process of bonding I expect Reyes to agree with Stefan, but what he says next takes me by surprise. "She is perfect. And her being Hernandez''s daughter makes it even better." Reyes is a bloodthirsty motherfucker, who loves nothing more than to kill Dukes. I never expected him to be on board with Angel being our woman. I was ready for him to put up a fight, but instead, he looks at her like she is the best thing he has ever seen. And he is not wrong Chapter Comments @ POST COMMENT NOW 01 < SHARE Chapter 96 Four or Dead "There are plenty of single women in the Lords'' families to choose from," Stefan tries to reason with me True. But they are not Angel While I know why Stefan might not want anything to do with Angel, I also know how to convince him "She was promised to Carlos de Torre. But she was smart enough to run away," I exin As hoped, Stefan has a change of heart. "Fine," he mutters "Agreed?" I ask, wanting to be sure the three of us are on board. Not that I need their approval to start bonding with Angel, but we have an agreement between us to make decisions together. Ultimately, though, I am the one who has thest word "Yes," Reyes and Stefan confirm This worked out better than I had thought Stefan would have probably said yes to any other woman I would have proposed to be our bonded, as long as Reyes wanted her. I will have to ask Reyes why he agreed so fast to Angel "Agreed to what?" Angel wants to know Has she been listening to anything that I have been telling her? "You being our woman," I reply, before making her stand. She tries to lower her skirt but stops when I say, "Keep it like that. Go meet Reyes and Stefan."This material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. She seems uneasy on her feet, and when she takes her first step, I think she will trip over the high heels she is wearing, but she quickly finds her bnce. Nothing is sexier than a woman in high heels. Watching as she walks toward Reyes, I say, "We need to start the bonding now. The sooner she is bonded to us, the sooner we can take her to the Blood Lodge." Angel looks over her shoulder, probably wondering what bonding means, but Reyes meets her halfway and kisses her. I have seen him kissing women many times, but not like he is doing right now. Like he is iming her Good It takes time for a bond to form between a group of blood-brothers and the woman they have chosen for themselves, but them loving her makes the process much easier and faster To start the bonding, the three of us need to cum inside of her. It does not matter if it is in her pussy, her ass, or her mouth. Then, the three of us need to drink her very essence, directly from the souree from her pussy Fuck. I am about to go raw in a woman''s mouth for the first time. I only had protected sex until now. Even when my cock was sucked, not wanting to identally start the bonding with a woman I didn''t want "Here?" Stefan asks. "And now?" I look around. My office might not be the ideal location, but we will probably have her suck us, while we take turns making her cum. "It is as good as any other ce. Besides, the sooner we can have the ceremony, the sooner she will receive protection from the Elders." "You have it bad for her," Stefan chuckles. He knows me well Reyes grabs Angel''s ass. "Do you like anal, Nena?" he asks, as he breaks the kiss He is already using endearment names? I might not know a lot of Spanish, but I know enough to know he is referring to her as baby, even if the word can mean little girl. It makes meugh, because Angel is smallpared to us. I wonder what she will look like, when she will be pregnant with our first child Angel shakes her head. "I have seen it in porn, but I don''t think it is something I would like." She has been watching porn? Enjoying the book? Don''t forget to visit nov L5s for the full experience. You won''t find the next chapter anywhere else. Happy reading! "You have to try it first, before deciding if you like it or not, Agapi." Then to Reyes and Stefan, I say, "She is a virgin. In fact, I was the first to kiss her." "Could you not make a big deal out of it?" Angel huffs I could, but then again, she doesn''t know what her being a virgin means to my blood-brothers and me. Once the bond is permanent, she will know. It will take from a few days, up to a few weeks from the moment the bonding starts, to have it permanent -linking Angel to us forever It takes Reyes and Stefan a few seconds to register what I just said "You are untouched?" Reyes asks Angel, wanting to confirm that I am not lying Even Stefan seems surprised. I can even imagine what he is thinking about Angel marrying Carlos and him raping her on the night of their wedding. Stefan might not feel anything toward Angel, but he will never let Carlos-or any other man, harm her. Not after what had happened to Emily Angel gives me an angry look. "I am starting to regret not taking my virginity with a dildo." Even if she had fucked herself with a dildo, she would still be untouched by a man, but I am not sure if what I have on my mind would have still worked. Since Angel hasn''t done that, I won''t stress over it Reyes ps her right butt cheek. "The first to be in your ass is going to be me." "And I am the first to fuck your mouth," Stefan says next This just seals the deal. There is no way we will let her leave this office without having her swallow our cum, our essence, first As the strongest of the group, Angel''s virginity and her firstborn are my right. Though, I don''t care about who sires the first child. I only want to be the first to fuck that perfect pussy of hers Stefan stands and goes over to Reyes and Angel. "Ready to start the bonding?" After Carlos took away the woman Stefan loved, he has never been the same. At least that''s what we believe: that Carlos is the killer. We are still gathering evidence about it, but he is a master at covering his tracks. One day, we will find out who is responsible for her death. And if it is Carlos...death, in the worst way possible, awaits him "The what?" she asks Stefan looks at me. "Haven''t you exined it to her?" "Later," I say, eager to link her to me Once the bond snaps into ce, she will never want to leave her bonded. She might have epted the proposal to be ours, but I can see in her eyes that she is fighting us "Bring her here," I tell Reyes, while I make space on the desk for her Opening a drawer, I put her purse and panties in it Maybe it is time to get a sofa for the office. I am starting to like the idea of fucking her here during my lunch hour Reyes grabs the back of her thighs and pulls her up, her legs wrapping around his waist. She looks over her shoulder at the desk, deception shining in her eyes. Does she think I will take her virginity here? "We will only fuck that pretty mouth of yours," I tell her, as Reyes puts her on top of my desk. "Take off your blouse and bra. I want to see you, before I sign the contract." "What contract?" Reyes wants to know Chapter Comments @POST COMMENT NOW ? LIKE SHARE Chapter 97 Four or Dead When Angel first mentioned it, I found it funny. I might make one just to spite her "Angel said she will sign a contract, in which she promises to obey us in everything, if we protect her." "T did not," Angel denies "Oh, so you don''t want to be our woman? Then you can go back to Carlos," I snarl Reyes res at me, giving me the impression he won''t let her leave. For a man who sees women only as objects to be used to satisfy his needs, he is obsessing over Angel very fast. Strange Stefan frowns, probably wondering what mind games I am ying now "T want to hear everything about this contract." "You will." Angel looks at the door, probably contemting leaving, then at me, before putting her hands on the top button of her blouse. Yet she is still hesitant "Can''t we at least go to a hotel or something?" "Is something wrong with my office?" I want to know She shivers like she is cold. Or maybe she is scared. "It''s...freezing in here." "We will warm you up, soon enough," Reyes chimes in I might want her, but she either does as I say or she leaves. She is not the only virgin in town. Maybe next time, I will choose a woman with more experience in bed "T am so done with bullshit. Get the fuck out of my office." "Wait!" she croaks. "I will take off my clothes. Just don''t kick me out of your Office." "T won''t punish you...this time. However, the next time you make me wait, I will use my belt on you. And I don''t make light of my threats." Reyes frowns. "Belt?" Knowing the word might trigger him, I add, "She promised to obey us in everything. But I think she needs a stern hand, to teach her what happens when a Lady angers her men." "Ah," Reyes says, understanding what I mean "I promised no such things," Angel defies me. I will love to train her to be the perfect woman for us. "And if you ever hit me with a belt, I will strangle you with it." Even if she is scared, she still shows me she has ws. I would love to see her use them. Especially on my back, when I am balls-deep inside of her She slowly pops the buttons through their holes, one after another. My hands itch, wanting nothing more than to rip off that bloody blouse and properly see her tits for the first time. I want to touch them with nothing but the skin between us, and kiss and lick them -as I should have, that time at the pool party, when she was wearing that tiny bikini that drove me to the edge of madness. I have been obsessed with her tits since then, even if just a thin piece of fabric hid them from my view The blouse finallyes off, pooling around her on the desk, revealing aced bra-much to my frustration. Her hands reach behind her, unhooking her bra, and I get ready to pounce on her, to be the first to suck her nipples But then she brings her hands to her chest, her palms covering the cups of the bra. "Are you guys clean?" For some reason, this question angers me. "You think we fuck any bitch that throws herself at us?" She stares straight into my eyes. "I don''t know. You tell me. After all, you fuck more than you breathe." I snort. Reyes and I might like pussies, but we are careful with whom we hook up. Sometimes Stefan picks up the woman. While he mostly likes to watch people having sex, he asionally joins Reyes and me Reyes puts a finger under her chin, making her look at him. "When we are with someone, we always use protection. I tested myself three months ago. I am clean, but if it makes you feel safe, we can use condoms." "T just got my results backst week. I am also clean," Stefan lets her know She turns her attention to me. "I don''t have any STDs," I growl. Like I would fuck her, if I had any disease to put her health at risk She is still not convinced, as she says, "I want you to use condoms, because I am not on the pill." Fuck that. She needs to swallow our semen to start the bond. And us to feast on her pussy "Sucking us won''t get you pregnant," I point out the obvious "I don''t care, I still want you to use condoms." "You have two options you either do as we say, or get the fuck out of my Office." I want to see her try to leave. The spanking I will give her will keep her ass red for days. "But if you stay and you keep disobeying me, I will punish you. More than I already did." Gritting her teeth, she removes the bra. Her pert tits are even more beautiful than I envisioned them. With dark nipples made for sucking, they are the perfect size for my palms. I will spend hours ying with them "Fuck, Nena. You are gorgeous," Reyes groans before taking a nipple into his mouth Motherfucker. I wanted to be the first to put my mouth on her tits, but Reyes was faster She bites her bottom lip, as her hands find their way into Reyes'' hair Seeing the ecstasy on her face makes me want to watch her being ravished by my blood-brothers. There is no need for jealousy among blood-brothers, our purpose is the same to love our Lady Lost in the world of this story? Make sure you''re on ?e5s to catch every twist and turn. The next chapter awaits, exclusively on our site. Dive in now! Besides, I n to have her all to myself tonight. Blood-brothers sleep with their bonded in the same bed, but we don''t have one that will fit the four of us. Not yet, at least So, at least for tonight, I get to be selfish and have her in my bed, while Reyes and Stefan sleep in their rooms Reyes is not wrong. Angel is...breathtaking. She doesn''t use makeup, her perfect face doesn''t need it anyway Letting go of her nipple, Reyes puts his hands on her shoulders. "Lay on your back." Since Stefan imed her mouth, he is the first to fuck it Reyes helps Angel to lie on the desk, her head dangling from the edge Stefan unzips his pants, freeing his erection, and puts the tip of his dick against her mouth. She reaches her right hand above her head and grabs his hard-on "You have piercings," she says, running her thumb on the underside of Stefan''s cock, over the three metallic bars he has there "We all have piercings," I inform her. Her head snaps in my direction, and before she can ask anything, I say, "It is a Lord thing. I will exinter."This material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. She nods, before turning her attention back to Stefan''s cock. Her fingers move up and down his length. "I hope this is as easy as it is with a dildo or a banana," she murmurs, before her lips wrap around Stefan''s erection. He puts a hand under her head, helping her bob it Chapter Comments @ POST COMMENT NOW 01 < SHARE Chapter 98 Four or Dead She has practiced with a dildo? Fuck me dead. A virgin that is not that innocent Reyes sits in a chair and removes Angel''s shoes before cing her feet on the desk, her knees bent and her heels resting on the cold wood. He runs a finger between her folds, teasing her clit. Then he dips his head and starts licking her little pussy, like it''s hisst meal, making Angel moan around Stefan''s cock. A groan leaves his lips. I bet it feels amazing. It''s been months since he let a woman give him a blowjob "T knew you would taste like honey," Reyes groans against her, before taking her clit between his lips and sucking it hard Her tits bounce up and down, inviting me to touch them. I reach out my hand and fondle her left one, rolling her nipple between my fingers before touching the other one. They feel even better than I ever imagined Stefan removes the hand Angel has around his cock and starts rocking his hips, pushing more of himself down her throat. Knowing she hasn''t done this before, he still wants her to deepthroat him. She gags, and Stefan thrusts back, giving her a moment to breathe before shoving his cock back into her mouth. She gags again Reyes continues to suck and lick her clit, while I toy with her nipples "You are doing great. Use your tongue a little more," Stefan tells Angel She tries to push him away, but he grabs her right hand just as he starts to fuck her mouth fast, making her eyes water. "Take it, like a good girl," Stefan groans. Apparently I am not the only one who likes to talk dirty during sexThis material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. Reyes continues to lick Angel''s pussy, until he makes her cum, devouring every drop of essence she gives him. Her hips jerk up, but he grabs them with his palms, pinning her down as he continues to swallow her juices She moans around Stefan''s cock, making him groan loudly. Keeping her head in ce, he is thrusting fast. I continue to fondle her tits, as I watch her struggling not to gag again. Absolutely beautiful. She might have used a dildo to learn how to give a blowjob, but I bet she didn''t expect to be face fucked the first time she had a dick in her mouth When he is done licking her essence, Reyes kisses the interior of her thighs before standing. I take his ce She already came twice, and making here two times more will probably be harder, but we have the entire afternoon to start the bond Most of the time, more attempts at bonding are required before a link is established I tease her entrance with the tip of my right middle finger, as my mouth waters at the site of her pussy glistening with her juices. With my left hand, I continue to toy with her nipples, giving both of them attention Dipping my head, I run my nose along it, inhaling deeply. Pussiese in all shapes and forms. Some taste good, others don''t. Some smell nice, others not so much. But I have never encountered one that smells like flowers. Is it her shower gel or something? Pushing my finger inside her warmth, I give a tentative lick to her clit. Reyes was right. She does taste like honey. After circling he clit a few times with my tongue, I greedily ravage it, while I pump my finger in and out of her pussy. My left handes to her ass, and I p it a few times Stefan stiffens, as hees down her throat. He continues to slowly thrust into her mouth, before pulling out. A few drops of cum escape her mouth, and Stefan pushes them back with his thumb. "This belongs to you. You have to swallow everything I give you." She nods and licks his thumb clean "Good girl," Stefan says, before stepping away I expect Reyes to shove his cock directly into her mouth, but he lifts her head, so she can see what I am doing to her. He cups her tits, pinching her nipples With my eyes on her face, I concentrate on giving her another orgasm. I usually enjoy eating a woman out, right now, I want to drink her very essence, linking my soul to hers I tease a spot inside of her that brings so much pleasure to women, making here hard. Her juices flood my mouth, and I eagerly gulp down everyst drop. By the time I am done with her, her legs shake badly I kiss the inside of her left knee. "You did great, Agapi." "Are we done?" she asks. She sounds like she has a sore throat. Stefan did a great job with her "Not yet," Reyes lets her know. "You still have two cocks to take." After giving Angel a few moments to breathe, Stefan has her kneeling on a chair. Crouching behind it, he seems hesitant at first, but then he starts eating her from behind while teasing her clit with his fingers. Her hands grip the back of the chair. "It is too much," she whimpers Chapter Comments @ POST COMMENT NOW LIKE SHARE Chapter 99 Four or Dead I bet everything is overwhelming for her, but she has to get used to being with three men that are very sexually active Reyes steps next to the chair and wraps Angel''s hair around his hand, pulling her face down to his cock. She studies his piercings, her brow furrowed. While Stefan only has Jacob''s Ladder piercings with three bars, Reyes and I have four bars and a Prince Albert ring on the tips of our dicks. Only blood-brothers have the metallic bars, while the rest of the Lords have round piercings. Some Elders prefer pearling, but I am not about to have pearls inserted under my foreskin Stefan is the only one of us that doesn''t have a Prince Albert piercing, because he removed it the day he found the woman he loved had been killed. He swore to not only never let another in his heart, but to also find the one who ruined his life and annihte him Angel wraps her lips around Reyes'' cock "Fuck, Nena," he groans Reyes lets her control the movements for the first minute, before taking control and shoving his cock down her throat. Putting his free hand under her chin, and with her hair still wrapped around his other palm, he fucks her mouth like he is fucking a pussy-fast and rough, making her gag so fast, I have the impression she will vomit at any moment Surprisingly, she doesn''t. Saliva dribbles down her chin onto Reyes'' dick Stefan continues to eat her pussy Her left palmes to rest on his thigh, and she tries to slow his movements, but Reyes continues to fuck her throat, not caring about her difort. When the tip of her nose reaches his abdomen, Reyes stops moving. She gags hard, tears streaming down her face "We are supposed to bond her to us, not to choke her on our dicks, until she is no longer breathing." Not that I won''t fuck her mouth as rough as Reyes, but I don''t want her to start hating giving blowjobs. It is so much better when the woman likes sucking cocks "She can take it. Right, Nena?" Reyes asks She taps his thigh a few times, probably wanting him to stop but Reyes takes that as a sign that she likes it. It takes him several seconds to start moving his hips again I watch as Reyes uses Angel for his pleasure, while jerking myself. He even ps her face a few times. Not very hard, but I can see she hates it She will get used to how rough we are It takes Stefan a few more minutes to make Angel cum. While he is epting her essence into his body, Reyes groans loudly, shooting his jizz into her mouth. He releases her hair and pets her head while she gently sucks him Stefan stands, cleaning his mouth with the back of his hand Fuck nning your weekend reading? Ensure you''re on novi L5s for uninterrupted enjoyment. The next chapter is just a click away, exclusively avable on our site. Happy reading! Seeing the tears in her eyes, her lips swollen by how hard and rough Reyes and Stefan have face fucked, almost has me bust my nut on the floor. With the bond in my mind, I go to Angel, grab her hair and yank her off of Reyes'' dick and shove her mouth onto mine No wonder Reyes and Stefan have been so rough with her. Like the rest of her body, Angel''s mouth is pure perfection. Not being able to hold back, I fuck her throat. I look into her eyes which shine with tears, then I clean her wet cheeks with my thumbs "Shh, Agapi. You are doing great," I say, as my rough movements have more tears rolling down her face She grabs the back of my legs, her nails digging into the muscles, the pain turning me on even more. I pull out to give her time to take ina breath of air, before shoving myself down her throat once more ''Mine! Mine! Mine!'' I want to scream. Fuck! I want to ask her to be my wife right now. ''Don''t be stupid, Alekos.'' She will probably bite my dick off if I do this while I am fucking her mouth She looks at me with pleading eyes, begging for me to stop "Just a little more," I snarl, as shivers run down my spine It won''t be long now, before I empty my balls into her stomach. I continue to use her mouth as I see fit before I too, cum with a loud growl. After she swallows my cum, I pull out To my surprise and delight, an invisible string wraps around my heart, my soul, splitting in three, going from me to my blood-brothers and Angel, linking us together. The look on Reyes and Stefan''s faces tells me they feel the bond too "Such a good girl," I murmur and I try to kiss the top of her head, wanting her to know that I am pleased with her "Don''t touch me," she whimpers, before starting to cry. Her voice is hoarse After zipping my pants, I take her into my arms. She buries her face in the hollow of my neck and quietly sobs I sit in the chair, with her in myp. "You were amazing," I tell her truthfully. The link between us is already established. "You are ours now. We will always protect you." Stefan pets her hair. "Carlos will never harm you." Stroking her back, Reyes adds, "We will kill to keep you safe." She shakes her head, not believing us We keep reassuring her, until she stops crying "Take her home. Make sure she takes a bath and rxes," I tell ReyesThis material belongs to N?velDrama.Org. Chapter 100 Four or Dead After they are done with me, my emotions are all over the ce. I have never felt more used in my entire life. Despite knowing I have never done this before, they forced their dicks down my throat, using my mouth as they saw fit. There had been times when I couldn''t breathe, and they kept choking me with their erections. Not to mention vomiting it took all my self-control not to throw up. Maybe I should have done that, but them eating me out kept me distracted. It felt better than I had ever imagined Them reassuring me that I did well helps and soon, I stop crying. I don''t understand why. I feel like a slut, but I try not to let it show "Can I go now?" Iam not sure where but anywhere far away from them. I don''t think I will survive another round of... whatever they did to me. Each time I swallow, it feels like my throat is on fire "Go home with Reyes, you mean," Alekos snarls. Then in a calmer voice he adds, "After a long, warm bath, you will feel better. I still have a few things to take care of at the office, Stefan and I will see you at dinner." I want to argue with him and tell him to go to hell, that I am not going anywhere with Reyes-my cheek still stings from the ps he gave me but Iam mentally and physically exhausted. And after whoring myself, a hot bath and maybe a meal doesn''t sound that bad. This morning, I was so nervous that I skipped breakfast Still sitting in Alekos''p, I try to reach for the blouse and the bra that are still on the desk, but Reyes is faster, and he snatches them away. My panties are nowhere to be seen. Not that I can use them after Alekos ripped them. Luckily, my skirt, which is bundled around my waist, is still intact. I don''t see my purse either. It is not a big loss, except for the money and my ID, I had nothing of value in it "Could you pass me the bra?" I ask Reyes He looks at my boobs, and I am tempted to hide them with my hands, but after sucking their cocks and them licking my pussy, I think I am past feeling shame Reyes throws the bra over his head. "Those beautiful tits don''t need to be hidden. Actually, you won''t be wearing a bra ever again." I resist the urge to look down at my chest. What is so beautiful about my small tits? For sure Reyes is just messing around with me Alekos cups my boobs, groping them hard to the point of pain. When I smack his hands, he stops. "In fact, you won''t be wearing any clothes while at home." "Do you have any idea how absurd that sounds? I am not a sex ve," I protest What Alekos says next makes me question his real intentions with me "No, but you are our woman now. And I want you avable and ready to be fucked any time we feel like it." If you''re loving the book, nel5s is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience-all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! So basically, Alekos does see me as a sex ve. What did I do to deserve such bad karma? I will y out that role...until I won''t Reyes helps me put my blouse on. When my hands are too shaky to button it, he does it for me. Maybe he is not as bad as I initially thought. Maybe he likes rough sex, but he is otherwise a nice person outside the bed "T am already seeing you waiting for us on your knees next to the entryway. You will suck our cocks, as if your life depends on it. Then I will put you on the dining table, spread your legs and devour your pussy. Once you cum on my tongue, we will fuck you until the whole neighborhood learns our names," Reyes says as he helps me stand I think I was too quick to judge. Reyes is not a good person. He, too, sees me as a sex ve. My father has warned me about the Lords keeping women in their Blood Lodges to use during the gatherings. I was a fool to think Alekos would help me. He is not the same person I met in high school. He is a Lord now. But will I survive whatever he and his blood-brothers do? I think that''s what he called them. I am strong Too bad my father never saw me as such. I will survive anything. At least Alekos, Reyes, and Stefan don''t torture and kill women Stefan pulls my skirt down. "Maybe it is best if she is naked, only when we are home. Imagine if something needs to be repaired and one of the staff sees her naked." If they don''t want me to be seen naked by other men, then maybe they are telling the truth when they are saying they want me only for themselves Reyes licks my aching cheek. "Then we need to decide who is allowed on our floor when we are not home. After a long day at the office, I expect you to be on your knees, ready to be used by us. And some days, maybe we will handcuff you to the bed and leave you like that, until we return from work." "Handcuffed to the bed?" Is he even mentally stable? "And naked," Reyes adds If you''re loving the book, nel5s is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! He really has an obsession with me being naked Alekos picks up my shoes and kneels next to me to help me put them on, but my legs are still shaking. Walking in high heels right now is not a good idea. Unless I want to end up with a broken ankle. He probably realizes it, as he stands. "We need to order a bed that will be big enough for all of us to sleep in," he says, as he puts my shoes on the desk "T will take care of it," Stefan says "Good," Alekos said "Say ''goodbye'' to Alekos and Stefan, Nena," Reyes instructs me Understanding that he wants me to kiss them, I try to do so without protesting. Alekos and Stefan are standing close to me, and it takes me only a few steps to reach them. Standing on my tiptoes, I press my lips to those of Alekos. He kisses me back, sweet and gentle, his handsing around me. His first kiss was rough and unrelenting, making me feel like he hated every second of it, but this one makes me wonder if he still cares for me Don''t be silly, AngelProperty ? N?velDrama.Org. Alekos couldn''t care less for you. He probably epted protecting me from Carlos, so that he can obtain information about my father. Not that I would give him any. Not only because I don''t want to betray my father, but because I don''t know many details about his business. He had always wanted a son, but after having me, my mother had some health problems, leaving her unable to have more children. Being a woman, my father thought I was weak. He still loved me, in his way, I guess, but he thought that only men are meant to work, while a woman''s ce is in the house. For that reason, he never let me go to college. Since I was going to marry Carlos and have his babies, he never understood why I wanted to study architecture. At least he let me finish high school. With a diploma in my hands, it was easy to study online Not architecture, as I always dreamed, but ounting. It took only two years to earn my degree, and since then I put it to good use and have be a fairly good frencer. I even have some money saved up, in a secret bank ount no one knows about Chapter 101 Four or Dead When Alekos breaks the kiss, I turn to Stefan. He goes all rigid and turns his right cheek to me. I guess he is not into kissing. That''s fine with me. Not everyone likes to kiss. After I give him a quick peck on the cheek, Reyes leads me outside the office to the elevator. Using his employee card, he calls it to us. His left hand is around my waist, his palm on my butt and he squeezes it lightly "Someone will see us," I hiss "Good. This way they will know to stay the fuck away from you." When the elevator stops in front of us, we enter. Without any warning, he spins me around, shoving me into a corner, trapping me there with his body, my back to him. I am noteasily scared by assholes, but I don''t like small ces, and Reyes'' presence makes it even worse. He presses a button, and I hear the elevator closing. A momentter, it starts descending "Give me some space to breathe," I ask him. My body is pressed between the elevator and Reyes, triggering some shitty memories, which might lead to me having a small meltdown Being alone in an elevator won''t make me panic, but if there are more people with me, especially in my personal space, it can make me want to get off as soon as possible Reyes doesn''t move. Instead, he fumbles with something for a second, and before I can register what he is doing, my hands are cuffed behind me "Let me go!" He turns me around, his face expressionless. Which scares me. But what scares me the most is the pocket knife he is holding in his left hand. He puts the tip against the base of my neck "Don''t hurt me," I whimper I don''t im to know how to fight nor am I strong, mostly because of my low tolerance to pain. This is exactly why I always hated Carlos, for what he does to women. At the end of the day, I ended up in the hands of someone that is exactly like my ex-fiance Why did Alekos have to involve Reyes and Stefan in our agreement? Stopping the elevator, Reyes trails the knife to the top button and rips it free with one swift movement. I close my eyes, waiting for the pain to start, but all I feel is his mouth on the top of my chest. He sucks on the flesh of my left breast, hard enough to probably put a mark on me. I try to think if I read something about crimes or violence against women linked to Alekos or his friends, but nothinges to my mind. The only known sadist in the city is Carlos. Maybe Reyes really likes rough sex Only that we are not in bed right now He lets go of my flesh with a loud pop and I open my eyes to see what he did to me. A big hickey is rapidly forming on the top part of my breast. I hate it. Alekos used to cover Salma''s neck in hickeys and she would brag to me each time, despite me not talking to her anymore Reyes starts doing the same to my other tit and I want to tell him to stop, but the tip of the knife resting between my cleavage keeps me quiet When he is done, he lifts his head. "Beautiful," he says, admiring the hickeys "They are ugly." The tip of the knife runs along my skin, from one hickey to the other, leaving red trails behind. He is going to cut my breast, because I gave my honest opinion "Don''t," I try to plead with him. Tears threaten to spill from my eyes, and I hate that I am so scared. If I were a little stronger, I would fight back, but there is so little I can do with my hands behind my back He smirks at me, before pushing my skirt up. The knife disappears from my view. What does he n to do with it? "Open your legs," hemands me "Please. I am being a good girl," I whimper. Did I really refer to myself as a good girl? As you reach the final pages, remember that novi L5s is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! He pets my hair with his right hand. "I am not going to hurt you, NenaProperty ? N?velDrama.Org. If you obey me. Right now, I only want to y with you." y? I can do this...I think. Maybe the pain won''t be that bad Imagining that I am not in an elevator with Reyes, I spread my legs. His left palmes to cover my right butt cheek. I don''t feel the cold touch of the knife. Maybe he slipped it into his pocket? "You are a good girl, indeed," he says, as he swats my ass before sliding his hand to my pussy He kisses me, his tongue forcing its way into my mouth while he rolls my clit between his fingers. His mouth is rougher than that of Alekos, leaving me without breath. But he is also distracting me from the elevator. His way of ying is...something I cane to enjoy Pressing his forehead to mine, he lets out a little hum. "You are so wet, Nena." He moves a finger to my entrance. "If you weren''t a virgin, I would have filled your pussy with my jizz. I can''t even finger you until Alekos fucks you. But I can still enjoy your mouth and ass until then." His finger moves back to my clit, moving it so expertly it drives me crazy. After sleeping with so many women, it would have been a shocker if he didn''t know how to touch a pussy like a pro "will you cum for me again?" he asks "Too soon," I say As you reach the final pages, remember that novi L5s is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Hmm. We shall see. bet I can make you squirt." Despite having four orgasms in thest hour, Reyes is trying to force me to have another one He pinches my clit, pain, and pleasure shooting through me."You like being cuffed and at my mercy, not knowing what I will do next?" After a particr incident during my childhood, the only time I feel safe is when I am not tied and locked in a small, dark room "T am not into BDSM, or whatever thing you are into," I snap, trying to act brave He rubs my clit so hard, making me feel so good, I think my eyes roll to the back of my head. "You might say you don''t like it, but your body says something else." He raises his hand and my eyes go to his fingers "Look how fucking wet you are." Only because he knows how to touch me He sucks his fingers, before putting them back between my legs. "When we are home, I am going to devour your little cunt. Again." Putting his mouth close to my ear he says, "But first, I am going to shave it for you." His phone buzzes and with a sigh, he takes it out of his pocket with his right hand, while he continues to torment my clit. Looking at the screen of his phone, he chuckles, then he turns it around so I can see The phone is unlocked and a chat group is on the screen. The King Cobras is the name of the group Chapter Comments @ POST COMMENT NOW 1 < SHARE Chapter 102 Four or Dead King Cobras? What an odd name for a chat group Alekos: Stop assaulting Angel and get her home. She has had enough for today After I finish reading, Reyes blocks the phone and puts it back in his pocket, and has the elevator moving again. I should have guessed there were cameras in the elevator "Just when I was having fun." He sounds disappointed. I feel relieved "But we can finish what we started, when we get home." Great. Just what I need, more fingering The elevator goes down to the garage and Reyes fixes my clothes for me "What about the cuffs?" I ask, when the doors open Grabbing my left arm and guiding me out, Reyes says, "They look good on you." Is he serious now? Without any concerns for my difort, with having to walk barefoot while handcuffed, Reyes has me walk over to his car. We run into some people that look at me with curious eyes. I can tell they are dying to know what is going on. But Reyes does not exin. At least that. I would not want him to tell them about who I am or what I am doing there We stop in front of a blue car and I have to say I am impressed. I might not know much about cars, but from time to time, I like to see what is new or the best models in the world "Is that a Bugatti Chiron Pur Sport?" Reyes seems impressed. "Brand new. Do you like it?" Who wouldn''t like it? It is a car worth millions. Only rich people can afford it. Even if Ie from a rich family, my father never spoiled me When I was six, I wanted a pony-only because Salma got one but my father gave me a book instead. I don''t even think I am in his will, especially now that I have run away from home. He will probably donate all his wealth to the charity. Or to another family member Maybe my cousin Arad. We used to be close, until he had his initiation as a Duke and became an asshole, like all of them "It''s beautiful." I appreciate nice things, when I see them He smiles. If he was handsome before, now he is even more so. Opening the passenger door for me, he says. "Let me show you how it purrs." I would love nothing more than to go for a ride, but not when I am still handcuffed "T need the cuffs toe off." He smirks. "Not until I finish ying with you, Nena. Now get in. I can hardly wait to get home and start training your little ass for when I fuck ites My eyebrows shoot up. I thought he was joking when he asked if I liked anal. "But it will hurt." "Only if I bend you over the car and fuck it dry, it will. But I don''t want to do that and ruin it for Alekos and Stefan. With a lot of lube and some plugs, you will learn to love it." I wonder what he will do if I put a plug into his ass? Will he punish me or will he like it? But after a few seconds of thinking, I decide I don''t want to know Reyes forces me inside and the night of the identes to my mind "T need to have my hands free, in case something happens," I try to reason with him "T am an excellent driver. Even if I were to fuck you with you on top, I would not crash the car." I don''t even want to ask how he knows that "Please?" I try again Reyes puts the seat belt on for me. "I would never let anything happen Hey there! Just a friendly reminder that if you''re not reading this book on nel5s, you might be missing out on theplete story. Head over there to dive into the next chapter-it''s all free! to you." Right. Like I would believe him, after he put a knife at my neck with God knows what intentions Knowing that I might have a panic attack, I try to concentrate on anything else, other than the fact that I will be not only in the front passenger seat but also that I ampletely helpless in case of an ident. If only I had my hands free, then I would be fine Reyes gets behind the wheel and he doesn''t seem to notice that Iam starting to have trouble breathing. My shoulders start to ache, because of the position I am in and I try totch on to that sensation Fortunately, Reyes did not put the cuffs too tight around my wrists. For a person that hates pain, it sounds like a better alternative than having a PTSD episode, while I am on a ride around the city with a hot guy-making little fantasy scenario inside my head has always helped me, when I have been in bad situations Inching my skirt up, Reyes caresses the inside of my thighs and leans over to kiss me. "You are so fucking beautiful and sweet." Beautiful and sweet? He is not being serious, right? The look in his eyes lets me know he is not... lying. Wait. Does he really think I am beautiful? That is a first. What do I say in these situations? So are you? Except he is not sweet, but he is drop-dead gorgeous. And rich enough to buy such an expensive car "Thank you?" I sound so insecure that I almost cringe. I hope I did not offend himN?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. He chuckles, which rxes me. "I don''t know what made you seek help from Alekos, but I want you to know that now that I have tasted that honey-sweet pussy of yours, I will never let you go." Lucky me Cupping my cheek with his left hand, he kisses me, until I feel that my lips are bruised. He should try to be more gentle "But don''t expect me to be some kind of a hero. I am the viin of the story. The monster that hides under your bed andes out during the night. I kill and torture without any remorse. Before you, I fucked any bitch that would open her legs for me. But now I only belong to you." So sweet of him to brag about his body count Tapping my cheek with his thumb, he adds. "I never had a woman, who never knew a man''s touch until my brothers and I." Maybe he will suffer from the Madonnaplex and he won''t fuck me? A girl can only hope His eyes sh red for a moment and suddenly he growls. "We are first to lick your pussy. Right, Nena?" I roll my eyes. "After fucking women until your dick almost fell off you have no right to be angry if I have had another man''s head between my legs." Suddenly, I feel cold "who is he? I will fucking kill him for putting his mouth on you." While I don''t owe him the truth, he is scaring me with how possessive he sounds. "Do you know how unhinged you sound?" I ask. Reyes appears to be even angrier. "You were the first to give me oral." Reyes rxes. "You are indeed pure, Nena. And soon, I will be an Angel- fucker." I blink. "A what?" 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