《The Gears of Silence》 Prelude to Oblivion "I will not lie to myself, nor will I seek another answer. I have accepted it." "I gaze around me, remembering that at the beginning I saw everything in an innocent... naive way. I don''t regret it, but maybe, if someone had told me back then what would happen, I probably wouldn¡¯t have done it." "My life was ordinary. Waking up at the same time every day, walking the same streets, wearing the same clothes, having the same thoughts, seeing the same faces. And it was simple. So simple that it hurt. But it was my life."You could be reading stolen content. Head to Royal Road for the genuine story. "I accept my fate. What a madness of reality we all live in. The only thing I will regret is not leaving... something in others." "A thank you, a hug, a compliment, a memory, a brother to remember, a son to criticize, a leader to follow, a friend to trust, a companion to rely on. But..." "Everything fades away, and so am I." "I am about to surrender to my own power. How ironic, isn''t it? Though, in truth, it was obvious from the start." "..." "Everything ends, and this is my finale." Prologue to a Tragedy 1874 - Somewhere in the Empire. It¡¯s raining. A downpour. I stepped into a shop with a sign on the door: "Closing Soon." I decided to enter and saw the owner, looking worn down, clutching the shillings in his pocket. He took a second before telling me the price, as if afraid it would be too expensive. He told me it cost about two shillings. I don¡¯t know why it was so cheap. Maybe because I looked drenched (I must have looked like a vagabond, soaked by the rain), or because of my face when I asked about the price. Either way, I paid, leaving me with a miserable three shillings. Before stepping out, I opened my umbrella¡ªit had a black-and-white striped pattern. I sighed and stepped into the cold night streets. As I walked, a rain-soaked poster peeled off the wall and landed at my feet. "Our Leader is our Future. One Nation, One Will." I ignored it and kept walking. I passed by the locals¡ªa butcher shop, a place promising cheap medicine, a restaurant, a clothing store, and finally, a bookstore. It was well-known in the southern district, not for its prices or selection, but for the habit of throwing out unsold books into the street. Something I appreciated. After all, with everything I read during university, I had developed a taste for books. At the street corner, I glanced left. Nothing unusual, except for the distant sight of the walls. The Capital stood on the left side, with all those noble mansions¡ªparasites living off the state, if you ask me. And then, the Tower. An Obelisk of Silence. Black. Pure. Its silhouette loomed over the city like a watchful specter. Something about it was observing you, even though it had no eyes. The light at its peak shone at night, sweeping across the streets as if searching for someone. I never understood the others¡ How do they not see it? There¡¯s something in that thing, something that shouldn¡¯t be there. It was erected in less than a year. Maybe with slave labor. Maybe just as a monument to power. But no one questions it. It is the symbol of the dictatorship, a reminder of who is in charge. In the distance, down a parallel street, a scream rang out. It didn¡¯t call for help. It didn¡¯t beg. It just screamed. As if knowing it wouldn¡¯t make a difference. I stopped for a moment, feeling a knot in my stomach. I shouldn¡¯t look. I shouldn¡¯t listen. "It¡¯s best to stay quiet." Here, a careless comment is enough to make you disappear. As I reached my doorway, I found my landlord staring at me. My hand tensed in my pocket, gripping the three shillings as if that would change anything. "Ethan, when do you plan to pay the rent? Your brother hasn¡¯t arrived yet, and I¡¯m not letting you go another week without paying." His expression was pure resignation, directed entirely at me. "Yeah, yeah, stop torturing me. We¡¯ll pay on Sunday. It¡¯s only Thursday, and you¡¯re already starting." Gordon, the landlord, scoffed. "If you paid more regularly, I wouldn¡¯t have to remind you. But I suppose you¡¯re not worse than Jane."This text was taken from Royal Road. Help the author by reading the original version there. Jane, the neighbor in the room next to mine, was number five. I was number four. If I wasn¡¯t mistaken, she lived alone. I had never spoken to her, though I was sure I had heard Paul talking to her before. "Gordon, we¡¯ll pay by Sunday at the latest. Now, can you let me in? I¡¯m standing here getting soaked like an idiot." "Fine, go in already. I¡¯m off to speak with the ever-mysterious and good-for-nothing Jane." I climbed the stairs and inserted the key¡ªan ordinary-looking key with a copper color and a small number four stuck onto it. "I open the door. My apartment is¡ humble. A living room two meters wide and four meters long, a kitchen in the left corner, and a coat rack right at the entrance." "Looks like Paul isn¡¯t back yet..." To the right, there was a door leading to a bedroom with a bunk bed. Ten shillings a month. Not cheap, but not expensive either. I couldn¡¯t complain, considering where we could have ended up¡ªthe western district was far worse than the southern one. I put my things away and left my umbrella by the entrance to avoid dripping water inside. Checking my pockets, I took out my shillings and stored them in a small box above the wardrobe. Initially, we used it to hide our money in case of theft, but it had turned into a tradition left behind by Emma. I thought about her. I wondered how our family¡¯s life would have turned out if Father had lived a little longer. Or if we hadn¡¯t fought. After all, we were three siblings. Shaking off the moment of reflection, I stepped into the kitchen and started making "soup." I chopped some potatoes, carrots, and sweet potatoes and left them to boil in water. We had no gas, but Paul and I had found a solution¡ªusing the steam pipes that led to Gordon¡¯s doorway. They were always radiating heat, enough to burn your hand. I placed the pot close enough for the heat to do its work. After a bit of time, I tossed in some spices. No meat. Or rather, I wasn¡¯t about to waste money on it. We weren¡¯t that luxurious. After waiting about ten minutes, the soup was ready. "Looks like Paul won¡¯t be back in time." Lately, Paul¡¯s shifts had been getting later and later. I wondered what would happen next. Would he start spending nights at the factory? I couldn¡¯t blame him. I should blame myself. He quit his studies so I could finish mine. A mechanical engineer. And now? I ended up as a watchmaker. I ate, then left my luxury suite to use the public restroom. I washed my hands and brushed my teeth with water. Looking into the mirror, there was nothing remarkable¡ªa 21-year-old, recently graduated, working at a watch shop. Handsome¡ªthough only I told myself that. Black hair. Brown eyes. Painfully common, but it was my reality. I left the restroom and returned to the apartment. Climbing into my bunk, I lay down. Maybe it was my thoughts, my upbringing, my connections¡ªor God¡ªwhatever led me to contemplate my reality. But time... Time felt like a cruel joke. It was pushing me forward into a situation I never chose for myself. But I didn¡¯t hate my life. It was mine. And it had to be lived. Even if that meant enduring the lows. "A watchmaker and poor. My sad reality. What a waste of time. Ha, ''time.'' Like some wise man said in the Third Epoch¡ª''Never meddle with time.''" "He wasn¡¯t wrong, I suppose. But who am I to reflect on the delusions and philosophy of a senile old man from over 1,400 years ago?" Paul once burst in laughing and said: "Everything arrives in its time." But¡ damn time! "Is it crawling on its knees or what?!" All because his order of fancy clothes for my graduation was delayed. I laughed to myself. Time flies by in the blink of an eye¡ or the flap of a butterfly¡¯s wings. But when I want it to run, it crawls. As if time knows I¡¯m trapped in it. "It hasn¡¯t even been five months since my graduation." But fate doesn¡¯t have the habit of leaving me alone. Not when someone else is about to make a decision that will change everything. Somewhere in the Military Residential Zone When I was a child, Mother gave me a gramophone with the song "Thorns in You." It¡¯s a good melody. I also remember the first time I fired my revolver. At first, I had one that shot corks from bottles. But now, it fires gunpowder. The first time I pulled the trigger of a real gun, the vibration ran through my arm up to my shoulder. They told me that was normal. I only thought about how something so small could decide between life and death. "Father, the gramophone is broken again." A complaint echoed from afar. "Call Chris to fix this damn thing already!" I approached the telegraph and tried to send him a message in Morse code. The telegraph was the invention of the century, created relatively recently by one of our nation¡¯s scientists. It was developed during the war. But today, in times of peace, it had become an everyday tool. I sent the message to Mr. Chris. He was a reserved man but knowledgeable, someone who kept this house from falling apart. I wouldn¡¯t know how to listen to all those melodies without him. I wondered what his life was like. I had only spoken to him twice, exchanging little more than a few words and some money. But he agreed to come. "Father, I¡¯ve notified him. He said he¡¯ll be here in about ten minutes." "Perfect. The money is where it always is. You¡¯re dismissed." The money was in my father¡¯s office, inside one of the main drawers¡ªabout three pounds and twenty shillings. "How the military salary has fallen, huh?" I took the usual amount¡ªfour shillings for the repair¡ªand walked to the window while waiting for Mr. Chris to arrive. From here, I could see the majestic structure¡ªthe Tower of Renewal. They called it "The Obelisk of Silence," "The Raven¡¯s Nest"¡ nonsense from insurgents who didn¡¯t understand the importance of order. Fortunately, they were a minority. And I existed to ensure they remained one. "So they never dare to rise again." The Smallest Gear I open my eyes and stretch all four of my limbs. I blink several times before rubbing my eyes. I look straight ahead and see the ceiling. There are some holes along the edges, and the paint is peeling due to moisture. I feel the warm wind passing through the window. It¡¯s hot. That makes sense. After all, today is Luxenor 3rd, 1874¡ªa Friday. The days are scorching, and at night, it pours. The Imperial Calendar consists of ten months, each with 36 days, structured according to the Emperor¡¯s decree during the Third Epoch. That¡¯s what we were taught in school. I remember once seeing an old calendar among my father¡¯s belongings. It was different. The numbers didn¡¯t match. There was something strange about how the months were organized, but back then, I didn¡¯t think much of it. It was probably a printing error. I climb down from my bunk and look out the window. It was already daytime. Every morning, I wake up before my alarm. "It must be around seven. Paul has probably already left. He¡¯ll be back by three, most likely." I glance at my father¡¯s watch. "I swear the hand moved slightly¡ hmm, I¡¯m probably imagining it." I look at my father¡¯s watch again. It¡¯s a normal timepiece, but quite stubborn¡ªdark blue strap, hands with white tips and a light blue body. The glass has a visible crack on the left side. The lugs are intact. And this damned thing still shows 11:59. It has for a long time. My father, the only son of the Veyne family, was known to everyone as Roman Veyne. I never met my grandparents. Not that I was interested, nor that my father ever opened up about them. He was a man of few words. Some described him as kind to the weak, ruthless to the powerful. Not that he was powerful himself. Though, in truth, I don¡¯t know much about his past. My knowledge begins from the moment he crossed paths with my mother. Unlike him, my mother¡ªSelene Aldrose¡ªwas a different kind of woman. She was what you¡¯d call a fighter, unyielding in her beliefs, never one to back down. She had a different way of thinking. I suppose that¡¯s why I think the way I do. I take after her, after all. What am I thinking? I should have breakfast and get ready to head out. Ethan rubs the watch¡¯s glass and sets it on his desk. I prepare a simple breakfast¡ªbread and some watery coffee. As a special treat, the other day, Miss Brown gave me a small can of tuna as a gift. I¡¯ll spread it on the bread to make it less miserable. After eating, I head to my room to grab my brown jacket and my watch. "A blue watch. These models have gone out of style nowadays. It has no brand, so I suppose it was custom-made for my father. But there¡¯s something engraved on the top¡ª¡®Watch of N¡¡¯ The watch is old. No surprise the engraving has faded. It doesn¡¯t even have my siblings¡¯ or mother¡¯s initials. Maybe it was meant for a client but was never delivered." With everything ready, I grab a few shillings from the box above the wardrobe and head out for errands. Streets of the Southern District As I step outside, I hear Gordon arguing with the tenants. I don¡¯t blame him. I owe a week¡¯s rent. Some people here owe years worth of payments. Poor Gordon. Not that I feel real empathy. But it would hurt to own a business and have no one respect it. Maybe it¡¯s because he doesn¡¯t have an intimidating presence or instills no fear in others. May the Goddess Athiriel be with him. Stepping through the doorway, I enter Veymont Street. I glance around¡ªthe people crossing the sidewalks, children playing with small marbles, a bard singing at the end of the street, shops opening for the day. "Looks like the butcher hasn¡¯t opened yet." I head toward Solmire Street. Ironic that a street named after such a respected general is in this condition. I see people dressed in all sorts of attire¡ªsome in factory uniforms, others in suits, some in loose-fitting clothes, and a few wearing elegant designs like proper gentlemen. How much did a suit cost? About 15 shillings. Rent was 10 shillings. And yesterday¡¯s umbrella cost 2 shillings¡ªthough that was an anomaly. One day, I¡¯ll have one like those men.If you encounter this story on Amazon, note that it''s taken without permission from the author. Report it. I follow the street and spot the vegetable stand. I approach and greet Miss Claus. "Hello, everything good, Ethan?" "What do you consider ¡®good,¡¯ Miss Claus?" "You and your questions. It¡¯s just a greeting, Ethan." "I know. I¡¯m just a bit annoyed¡ how much for potatoes, carrots, sweet potatoes, onions, and greens?" "The usual, right? Two potatoes, one carrot, half a sweet potato, one onion, and some greens. That¡¯ll be seven pence, Ethan." "Strange. Prices haven¡¯t gone up? I thought inflation was getting worse." "Since His Lordship arrived, the economy has been stabilizing." Hmm. She¡¯s not wrong. But maybe¡ "Here¡¯s your payment, Miss Claus. I¡¯ll head home and get ready for work." "Take care, Ethan. And remember, your face is hard to read for strangers, but for those who know you, you¡¯re an open book. I¡¯d suggest working on that." "¡" I didn¡¯t think I was that easy to read. I¡¯ll have to work on that. "I¡¯ll keep that in mind, Miss Claus." I make my way back to the apartment. Along the way, I hear the bard and listen closely. "The Emperor Traed¡¯s March." I thought it was banned. Hmm. I step into the apartment to drop off the groceries and leave a note¡ªsloppily written:
| Name | Room | Duration | Paid | Status |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Edward Sterling | 101 | 2 weeks | 12s | Lodged |
| Margaret Holloway | 202 | 5 days | 6s 8d | Lodged |
| Thomas Redford | 303 | 1 month | ¡ê1 4s | Lodged |
| "Architect" | 404 | 3 nights | 4s 6d | Lodged |
| Eleanor Farthingale | 505 | 10 days | 13s 4d | Lodged |
| Roman Vayne | 606 | ??? | ??? | (See notes below) |