《The Nirigamo》


 Prologue: Nirigamo in a New World

    I have always been curious about what sadness feels like. Those around me cry when they lose something they love. Though I know that is not the only reason people cry, it is the main reason for most tears. Yet here I am, standing over my own sister¡¯s grave in the pouring rain, unable to shed a single tear. Every day on her birthday I come down to the cemetery to wish her a happy birthday. Though she can no longer age or hear me I still enjoy saying it to her. Now the question is who do I truly blame for my sister''s death? I would say my parents but they ended up dying before she was even able to meet them. I guess the only other person to blame is myself. Ironic isn''t it? Someone is always to blame for the tragedies that happen in life. But it''s either my fault or my parent''s fault. All I want is to feel sad just once, I didn¡¯t even get to have that luxury when I was a kid and I still don''t have it even now. The more hurt I go through the more I become numb to it all. Not long ago I lost the ability to get angry at others.


    Most people might not see this as me being numb, but due to me losing my anger as well, I am unable to hold a grudge against someone and I forgive them instantly. That might seem like a very kind heart, but in reality, I just really don''t want to dwell on something that I can''t even feel in the first place. Anyway, enough about that. It''s time to go back to work so I don''t get found out that I left without permission. Where I work their idols have to be constantly monitored. The only time they aren¡¯t monitored is when it has something to do with family. The more popular you are the less privacy you have within both your job and personal life. You are simply overworked until you collapse on stage. Though I hate to admit it, I have collapsed on stage before. I had very little to eat over the past month not to mention the fact I was severely sleep-deprived while I was on tour.


    As a result of my poor health during the tour, I ended up collapsing on stage while I was singing one of my songs in front of thousands of people. The entire concert had to get canceled after that. People were outraged that not only did they drive all that way to show up to my concert but because the company I was under constantly overworked me. My fans could even tell that within my daily Livestreams, I was being overworked. Staying up until 2 or 3 in the morning to get something done even later if I had a lot of things to do. Overall, I would get less than an hour of sleep every night. Anyways moving on from that let''s talk about my condition.


    This illness can be deadly however, it is one of those illnesses that are rather unpredictable. You will have no idea when it decides to kill you. It could be at birth, in your sleep, or even right now. No matter how you look at it, death is just around the corner. With the illness I have, it''s following you like a lost puppy. The only problem is that the puppy will kill its owner without a second thought. The words second chances, hesitation, and even Mercy are not in the dictionary. Physical emotional execution is what my disease is called. There is no cure for it, the person who has it, is destined to die from it at some point. However, doctors have found a solution to this illness though it isn¡¯t exactly a good one. The only way to stop the illness from getting any worse is finding the one the person loves the most. It cannot be a family love nor a friend love at that, it has to be a romantic love, this special person is what we call an acolyte.


    An acolyte is a very special person within a nirigamo¡¯s life. The nirigamo is always on the verge of death due to the illness, but when an acolyte shows up within their life, they regain all the emotions and senses they had lost before. The Nirigamo, finally gets to be a normal person. Death no longer lurks over their head at any given point when they are around their acolyte. When their acolyte is gone or nowhere near them, death will lurk over them once more. If the nirigamo and the acolyte are separated for a long period of time the nirigamo will go insane. If that happens then the nirigamo will have to be killed or locked up and isolated. The longest that a nirigamo has been away from their acolyte without going insane was half a year.


    The only reason as to why this man lasted so long without his acolyte, was because he would hum a song their acolyte would sing to them to help him sleep. Just like one of my sister''s favorite nursery rhymes, the song was short yet simple, even easy to remember. This made me smile. as I started to twirl my black umbrella, as I walked through the heavy rain, on my way back to the agency. I started to sing quietly.


    ¡°London bridges falling down, falling down, falling down, London bridges falling down my fair lady.¡± I repeated this song over and over again as I walked back. People stared at me like I was crazy and I actually know why they did.The tale has been stolen; if detected on Amazon, report the violation.


    Recently there is a killer going around singing London bridges to their victims before they die. He appeared a week before my sister died and has been killing ever since. This person has made it really hard for me to hold any concerts, mainly because people are too scared to go out. This guy is mostly in alleyways and hangs his victims up like they are puppets. I really don¡¯t wanna think about that anymore. I sigh heavily. As soon as I arrived at my agency and walked through the door I got shot. I did nothing as I stood there and took the bullet out. My hands were covered in my own blood as the wound continued to bleed.


    ¡°Kids these days honestly. Don¡¯t you know better not to play with guns? Here, hand it over.¡± I sighed as I held out my hand.


    ¡°It¡¯s really you.. Lumiere.¡± He looked at me in disbelief as I raised my eyebrow.


    ¡°Of course it¡¯s me. You came to my job, killed my co-workers, held my co-workers hostage, and even pissed me off, How in the ever loving fuck did you not think I would show up?¡± I stood there gritting my teeth with me clenching my black umbrella in my hand. Everything that I just said was true besides the fact of me being pissed off.


    The boy then dropped one of my managers and stood up as he then snapped. After he did that a group of people appeared on all sides of me. I stood there and did nothing as I continued to twirl my umbrella. My eyes became dead as I was not even smiling one bit. No sense of amusement appeared on my face, no sense of fear appeared either. This scared everyone as I just stood there like I was a standing corpse holding an umbrella.


    ¡°I¡¯ll only ask you this once young man, what purpose did you and the black market serve by barging into my agency and killing everyone here?¡±  I glared down at him as he stood there smirking, as well as sweating like crazy.


    ¡°The black market wanted you dead. They said we could do whatever we wanted to draw you out. So when we found out you had a sister, we hired someone you trusted deeply to send you that information. Not only that but you took her away from that hospital without a second thought. Your dear sister was already on her deathbed, you just sped up the process by taking her away from there and removing those tubes. I should¡¯ve told the person we hired that those tubes were the only thing keeping her alive. Oh well, there isn¡¯t any point in telling you all this anyways because you¡¯ll meet her very soon.¡± The boy smirked and shot me over and over again.


    his signaled all the other people which distracted them so much they didn¡¯t even realize I wasn¡¯t standing where I was originally. This is annoying, why did it have to be like this? I hate playing the bad guy in situations like this. I stood there in the shadows scratching my black hair. Ah fuck it. It¡¯s been awhile since I let off some steam. Let''s show these little rookies how it¡¯s done. The London bridge killer has his own version of the song, so let¡¯s replicate that and teach these bastards a lesson. I then grabbed my black leather gloves, and a black cloth face mask. I then sat on the bench playing with a butterfly knife waiting. Once they realized they have been shooting the entire time they started to look around


    ¡°Shit where the hell did he go?¡± One guy said as he clicked his tongue out of annoyance.


    ¡°Hey guys, who is that? I thought we killed everyone besides Lumiere?¡± One guy said as he pointed at me.


    ¡°You idiot! That is Lumiere! Shot his ass! Ack!¡± Right when he finished speaking I grabbed him by his throat and threw him into the wall.


    When I did that it set off all the other people as they started shooting at me. I quickly grabbed two of my managers dead bodies and used them as shields, until eventually I threw the bodies at a group of the guys. The impact of body hitting them made them drop their guns, as I soon slid on the ground dodging the bullets I grabbed two of the guys guns, and started shooting at the group that was still standing. Before I was able to shoot the last guy I felt a sudden pain in my ankle. I then fell onto my knees as I looked back. One of the guys who I threw the body at cut my ankle open. I clicked my tongue and shot the guy, as well as the rest of the group. Bang! A gun went off as my head was turned. I quickly reach my hand out and catch the bullet.


    I dropped it and my hand was bleeding since the bullet broke the skin. Dammit I haven¡¯t fought in years. This is such a pain I¡¯m so rusty when it comes to fighting. As soon as I thought that another guy came up to me and slit my throat, I then shot him and quickly got up holding my throat. I can¡¯t keep this up much longer. I¡¯ll die of blood loss from my throat if I don¡¯t do something soon. I then looked over and saw an emergency button. Since the guys ran out of ammo they switched to a melee weapon. As I then dropped the gun and bolted towards the button as I dodged their attacks, but not all of them as quite a few ended up landing on me. Once I reached the button I broke the glass with my hand and pushed it.


    That alarm made those brats panic as they fled the scene. If I could laugh right now I would. Eventually I passed out from the blood loss and I was like that for what felt like forever. Eventually, I was suddenly very cold, so I moved and it felt like I was sitting in a chair. I then opened my eyes and I was unable to see which made me click my tongue out of annoyance. However, it was very clear that I wasn¡¯t in no hospital, so where the hell am I?

 Chapter 1: The Nirigamo and his butler

    After sitting in that chair for a few hours I got up and tried my best to navigate my way around.  Though my blindness is only temporary I can¡¯t help but be extremely helpless right now.  Every time I have gone blind like this, I always had someone to help guide me through everything.  I then sat back down in the chair and sighed heavily as I rubbed my face, pinching the bridge of my nose.  I then tapped my finger on the arm of the chair as I then heard a click coming from my waist.  I then started to feel around and I felt a familiar feeling which made me pull the thing out.  As I sat there and examined it with my hands it was very clear of what it was.  It was a gun.


    ¡°My lord, you are finally awake.¡± A soft, gentle, deep voice came from behind me.  I was completely helpless right now so I can¡¯t even point this thing at him.


    ¡°Who the hell are you calling a lord?¡± I scowl at him.


    ¡°Why you of course.  You are the lord of this mansion Mr. Sun.¡±  Okay I don¡¯t even need my eyes to tell that this guy is clearly smirking.


    ¡°How the hell do you know my name?¡± I growl at him.


    ¡°The elemental king tasked me in taking care of you.  After all, you are from another world.¡±  This guy¡¯s cocky attitude is annoying the shit out of me.


    ¡°The hell are you talking about? Are you trying to say this is a completely different world than the one I am used to?¡± I question as I put the gun back.


    ¡° That is correct Mr. Lumiere.  You are in a parallel world of the one you''re from.  Well, it¡¯s more like your consciousness is.¡±  I then heard him move in front of me.


    ¡°Let¡¯s say I believe you.  What the hell happened to my body in that world?¡± My voice dropped as I crossed my legs.


    ¡°I am sorry young master, I am afraid I cannot give you that information.  The elemental king has prevented me from giving you information on your body in that world.  However, rest assured, I can promise you that your body is alive.¡±  Yeah no shit sherlock.  If it wasn¡¯t alive I wouldn¡¯t be sitting here talking to your bitch ass.  I then sighed heavily as I started to bounce my leg.


    ¡°I am currently unable to see right now, so you need to help me get familiar with this mansion.¡± I say as I hold out my hand.


    ¡°Of course, my lord.¡± He says softly as he then takes my hand and helps me up.  I then shivered a little. His hand was so cold that even through the gloves you could feel it.


    ¡°Oh yeah one more thing before we start heading off.¡± I say squeezing his hand.


    ¡°What is it, young master?¡± He said as he looked down at me.


    ¡°Quit calling me my lord and young master.  I don¡¯t like the fucking power system in any world.  Just call me Lumiere.¡± I say to him calmly.


    I could tell that he was shocked but then I felt him slowly nod his head. He then guided me down the stairs of what my throne was sitting on top of.  As we walked throughout the building I could tell what my outfit was just by hearing the noises it made.   The outfit isn¡¯t complex but relatively quite simple to say the least.  Leather boots hit the ground, simple pants covered my leg, a chain around my waist jiggled throughout the hall, a fancy shirt covering my chest, as an even fancier jacket covered my shirt, gloves that seemed to only go halfway down my hand, and lastly a cape over my right shoulder covering it.  However, it¡¯s not really my outfit I have been focusing on.  If I am to be honest, I have been focusing more on the butler guiding through this huge house.Stolen from its rightful place, this narrative is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings.


    I never asked his name, though young masters never really ask for the name of their servants.  I know that the young masters of a mansion tend to only ask the name of their servant if they are the only ones who acknowledges them.  But that¡¯s not the reason as to why I wanna ask him his name so badly.  We haven¡¯t even spent a day together but it¡¯s already killing me not knowing his name.  His voice is so deep yet gentle at the same time, meanwhile his hands are as cold as ice.  Just from the temperature alone, it¡¯s either he has a really cold body temperature, or if this really is another world then I can¡¯t rule out the possibility that he is a zombie.  Why am I craving to know what he looks like so badly?  All he is doing is taking me around the mansion so I can get used to it even when I am blind.  So why?  Why do I desperately wanna know what he looks like?


    It''s because of his voice, it has to be. I clearly just wanna see if the voice matches the face.  That is the only reason as to why I feel like this. Even back then I would get restless for not putting a name to a face when I first gained my temporary blindness. Fuck it.  I already know I shouldn¡¯t be asking this of him but my curiosity is gonna kill me if I don¡¯t ask.  I then let go of the butler''s hand and stopped, which caused him to stop as well and look back at me.


    ¡°Sir Lumiere?¡± He said with a hint of question in his voice.


    ¡°What is your name?¡± I said lowly.


    ¡°Sir Lumiere, we lower classes are not allowed to-¡±


    ¡°I dont give a damn. Tell me right here, right now.¡± I say as I cut him off in a demanding tone.


    ¡°My name is¡­ Zakari, my lord.¡± He sounded so hesitant to say his own name.  Meh, not my problem.


    ¡°What do you look like?¡± I stood there as I crossed my arms.


    ¡°Young master please¡­¡±


    ¡°Answer the damn question.¡± I demanded.


    ¡°I have white hair that touches my shoulders¡­ My skin is as pale as the dead¡­ I have multiple black piercings on my right ear, and only one on my left helix that is connected by a chain to my lip¡­ I also have a small black ball tongue piercing as well¡­ as for my outfit¡­ Well I¡¯m sure you know what a butler outfit looks like my lord.¡± His voice is shaking, it¡¯s like he is scared of me.


    ¡°And what else? Do you have any tattoos? What is your height? What is your build?¡± I growled at him.


    ¡°I have a tattoo sleeve on my left arm¡­ I have been told that I am so strong that I make any of my clothes, even my uniform look like they are gonna rip if I make the slightest move¡­.. As for my height¡­. I am currently¡­. 6¡¯11¡­¡±  His voice broke when he told me his height.


    I see, due to the image I have of him right now he is clearly a guy with a crazy athletic build like his.  WAIT DID HE SAY 6¡¯11?!  Is this dude some kind of fucking Russian!?  Why the fuck is he so tall?!  This tall motherfucker is bowing down to me like it¡¯s no one¡¯s business?! Wait, I don¡¯t even know how old I am in this world, not to mention tall! Fuck me, I have to ask about my own age within this world and his at that.  I then took a heavy sigh and calmed down.


    ¡°I see, well, if I really am in a New world and only my consciousness has come from mine, how old is this body?¡± I say, asking him, as I  close my eyes.


    ¡°The body that Sir Lumiere is using right now is 23.¡± It seems like his voice has returned to his gentle deep tone.


    ¡°And how tall is this body?¡± I say opening one of my eyes even though I can¡¯t see.


    ¡°And How old are you?¡± I ask, sweating.


    ¡°I am currently 15, my lord.¡± His voice dropped.


    Are. You. Fucking. Kidding me!? Not only do I look like a midget standing next to this guy but he is also younger than me?! Even if I was my normal height from my other world right now, he would still be taller?!  My normal fucking height is 6¡¯0 at most! This guy is telling me that he is 11 inches fucking taller then me?! Talk about a damn giant! Wait a minute, now that I think about this, he bowed down to me earlier.  Fuck what¡¯s bugging me now is that I have no idea how he did it.  Was he standing so he could show off his monstrous height? Or was he on one knee and bowing like that? Dear god, what have I done to get a fucking giant as a butler.  Not to mention a giant who is younger than me in both this world, and my own.  Lumiere, you need to calm down.  You are the older one here.  You need to be perfectly calm to not scare the kid.  Gah! Who the fuck am I kidding I can¡¯t calm down when I am standing next to a fucking giant!


    ¡°Sir Lumiere?¡± Oh great, the giant is worried now.


    ¡°Good to know Zee, Don¡¯t worry I am fine¡­ Shall we continue the tour?¡± I say as I laugh nervously.


    ¡°Of course.¡± His voice is gentle again.


    Throughout the rest of the tour I was unable to think of anything else besides this kid''s height.  Honestly, Like what the fuck is he eating to make him that fucking tall? Dammit I am cursing like a sailor right now because I am in so much shock by just this kid¡¯s height alone.  Also I just realized something¡­ Why am I acting like a normal person with this giant?  I have never been like this with anyone else before so why is it with him?  I sigh heavily.  Maybe it¡¯s because of this body''s past owner.  My illness is yet to transfer to it, it seems.  Still though¡­ that doesn¡¯t explain as to why this kid is so fucking tall! Damn this guy must get a lot of bitches.

 Chapter 1: Nirigamo, Arrival within torment

    I soon told Zee that my blindness was gonna last for 3 days and once that was up, I would be able to see once more. He didn¡¯t say a word to me as he held my hand so I could tell he bowed to me in response. It doesn¡¯t take a genius to figure out that he understood the assignment I pretty much never said. Throughout those 3 days he took care of me. He would walk around the mansion with me in order for me to figure out the layout, he would even tell me things about this world that I never even thought to ask about. One of the many things that he told me about this world was how it was ruled. He told me that there were 13 primordial gods including 13 normal gods as well. Apparently, the primordial gods used to possess two elements until they decided to split their nations in two, by making someone else become a god of one of their powers. The first one who did this was the goddess of freedom. According to Zakari she was known as the goddess of freedom and torment back then.


    She was known as the goddess of freedom back then because she saved the harpies from a beast that her brother sent to kill them off. Every few years when the harpies failed to prove themselves useful the beast would come and kill an entire race of harpies, then it would wait until they failed to prove themselves again. When the goddess found out that the harpies were being attacked, she stepped in without a second thought and killed her brother''s beloved pet. Of course, that didn¡¯t sit well with her younger brother and without hesitating he killed her. When her soul returned to the heavens, she vowed to her younger brother that she would make the harpies useful somehow. He gave her two conditions in order for him to take her up on her word. He made her swear that she would tame the beast she killed, and that she would bore a child so if she failed to make the harpies useful, he could watch her own child fail as well. Those were the conditions she thought she agreed to but in reality, she agreed to an unfair deal between her and her own brother.


    In reality this deal was set up from the very beginning. No one knows why the primordial goddess of freedom¡¯s brother would do that to his own family, but many people also know that the elemental king doesn¡¯t really care who you are, as long as he can get some entertainment out of what you do, he is free to play with your life however he sees fit. In my world, people with my illness is called a Nirigamo I¡¯m curious if they have Nirigamo here as well. I then opened my eyes and this time I could actually see. I then lifted up my arm and the outfit I wore was black and it was pretty fancy at that, then again, I am a young master now so it¡¯s understandable. I was sitting in the dining room and Zee was standing right next to me. I then looked over at him and Jesus Christ I was right, this boy a giant alright.


    Despite his humongous height, he wasn¡¯t lying when he said it looked like his uniform was gonna rip at any moment. In reality he actually didn¡¯t lie to me when he described his appearance to me. Just like he said, his skin was as pale as a corpse, he had several piercings on his right ear and for his left he really did have a piercing on the top of his ear connected by a chain to his lip. His hair touched his shoulders, but his bangs covered one of his eyes. The eye I could see was a beautiful blood red, now you definitely can¡¯t tell me that he doesn¡¯t have anyone throwing themselves at him. He is extremely handsome, and his voice is so deep and gentle it¡¯s hard not to fall for someone like that. I then rested my head in my hand and just stared at Zakari.This tale has been pilfered from Royal Road. If found on Amazon, kindly file a report.


    ¡°How beautiful.¡± I said softly and Zakari clearly heard it.


    ¡°What is beautiful sir Lumiere?¡± He looked down at me with a soft and gentle expression.


    ¡°Your eye¡­ it¡¯s a beautiful blood red. I honestly thought your eye was bleeding for a minute there.¡± I said softly as I pointed at his right eye.


    ¡°Wait¡­ Sir Lumiere, can you see now?¡± He looks at me shocked.


    ¡°Of course I can. I did tell you after 3 days my eyesight would return. It is only breakfast after all Zee.¡± I say as I look at my plate.


    ¡°I see¡­ well since you can see now we can head over the nation of freedom and torment once you are done eating.¡± He says as he sits back up.


    ¡°Wait, don''t we live in the nation of freedom and torment?¡± I looked at him again.


    ¡°We do not. This mansion is located on an island that none of the 13 nations know about. This island is a mini kingdom on its own but it¡¯s so small that not even the gods know about it.¡± He says as he looks away.


    ¡°Then how are we gonna get to the nation of freedom and torment?¡± I look up at him crossing my arms.


    ¡°There are a few pegasus that have made this small island their home. We own two of them so therefore, me and you will ride them and head over to the nation of freedom and torment. Although, once we arrive we have to send them away since those two are the royals of the pegasus.¡± He says as he twirls his hair between his fingers.


    ¡°I see. Very well then, let¡¯s get going. The sooner we get there the sooner the horses can come back, and the sooner I can return to my own world.¡± I say as I got up fixing a cuff on my fancy jacket as I walked to the horses.


    Zee said nothing as I just started to walk. All he did was follow me like he was my shadow. If I were to be honest about how that made me feel; I would say it is a little unsettling. So, this is what my previous co-workers felt whenever I would be watching them at any given point. At some point both me and Zee arrived outside and as soon as we did Zakari whistled and the horses came flying in. One was black and blue and the other was a pure white one. The first horse''s body was black as its mane, tail, wings, and even feet had blue fire coming from them. The second horse¡¯s body was all white but it had ice coming from its feet. Now I can understand why these two horses were the king and queen of the pegasus here.


    Not wanting to waste anymore time, I got onto the black and blue horse while Zee got onto the white one. Soon enough Zee told the horses where we were heading and the horses didn¡¯t hesitate to take to the sky. As we flew I couldn¡¯t help but admire the beautiful trail that the both of them were leaving in their wake. Icy and flame blue trails were left as we flew over the vast ocean. After several hours of flying we got off the horses and Zee sent them away. I then turned around and the place I saw was nothing that screamed free. The people here looked dead inside but even so, when they saw me and Zee they ran inside their homes and never came out.


    ¡°Hey Zee, where exactly are we?¡± I asked as I looked up at him.


    ¡°We are in the nation of torment¡­ The gruesome part of the nation of freedom.¡±

 Chapter 1: Nirigamo and the power of torment

    I said nothing to Zee¡¯s response as I walked through the nation.  Harpies were everywhere.  There were some big harpies as well as small, some had colorful wings and others had one colored.  There were even some that seemed like they were hybrids of a completely different race.  However, they tend to turn mostly human at any given point.  I have no idea what is causing this transformation, but the only thing that proves that they are harpies are their wings.  Normally they look like a bird. They have the claws and their arms are wings which help them fly, but when they aren¡¯t flying anywhere they look like angels with different wing colors, and sizes.  Even though this is the nation of torment, the people look like they are full of life.  How can that be though? Zee told me that the people within the torment part of the nation are dead inside, and that they only reproduce so they could continue their bloodline.


    ¡°It seems like refugees from the main city have come to rely on the goddess of torment.¡± Zee said as he leaned on a statue.


    ¡°Why would refugees from the main city come to the most terrible part of the nation?¡± I asked as I sat down in front of the statue.


    ¡°It¡¯s because of that deal their goddess made 1,000 years ago.¡± Zee said as he leaned his head on the altar of the statue.


    ¡°Does anyone know the trap that her own brother set for her?¡±  I looked up at him.


    ¡°The only one who knows about the trap is the goddess of torment herself.¡± Zee said as he looked down at me.


    ¡°Of course she is.  Since she is a god it¡¯ll be very hard to get to her.¡± I sigh heavily as I put my head back on the statue.


    ¡°Sir Lumiere!¡± Zee called out as I looked up and saw the stone statue pick me up and leave with me.


    When we were a safe distance away from Zee I felt something die within me.  I stood there calm as can be, unable to get mad at this statue that had just taken me away from my own butler.  Of course, it didn¡¯t say a single word as it waved at me then walked closer to me.  Once the statue was close enough it knelt down and grabbed my face.  That¡¯s when it started.  That¡¯s when cracks formed on the statue and I was in a room filled with the people I care for the most.  My sister, and Zee were in this room with me.  I sat there in the room chatting with them and even giving my sister something she really loved.  I ended up making Zee uncomfortable again therefore, he refused to talk to me.  I was unarmed as I just enjoyed my time with the both of them.  It was only then when this slice of heaven started to glitch.The author''s content has been appropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon.


    I tried my best to call out to both Zee and my sister but they were unable to hear me.  Just when I went to hug my sister she disappeared and my hands were covered in blood.  Shackles connected by chains attached to the wall were around my wrists.  I then heard screaming coming from behind me and turned around and saw someone torturing my sister. Right when I was about to say something Zee comes up to me and flashes a painful smile at me as he puts his cold hand on my cheek.


    ¡°Zee dont¡­. I already lost my sister.¡± I say sorrowfully.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry sir Lumiere¡­. Please¡­. Take care of the other servants for me¡­.¡±


    ¡°No¡­ You¡¯ll take care of them yourself when we get home¡­.¡± I say as I put my hand on top of his.


    Tears fell down his face as he slowly shook his head, keeping a smile on his painful face.  I quickly wiped the boy''s tears as a shadow of a man came up behind him and shot him in the head.  In that very moment the things that were only partially gone were now completely gone.  My taste, my touch, my happiness, everything was gone.  There were only two things on my mind within that moment and that was revenge and death.  I stood up and reached out, and grabbed the man by his neck.  I squeezed harder and harder until I felt a kick that sent me flying into a mountain.  The reality I was in felt all too real therefore I never returned to how I was originally.  I had no idea that one of my sky blue eyes turned completely white and had the symbol of torment within it.  I also had no idea that I was using magic at the time when I recovered from being kicked into the mountain.


    While I was still in a trance of believing that the reality I just saw was real I moved my hands unconsciously.  I was only thinking of getting back at the person who had killed Zee, as well as my own death.  Chains came from the ground as well as the sky just to capture the person who was charging at me.  Whenever they got close I dodged and shot them. I would then use the chains trying to capture them again, but every time one got ahold of him he would break it instantly. He would then pull out a gun and shoot at me but I caught all the bullets between my fingers and even one in my mouth. I then spat out the bullet in my mouth and threw the bullet back at the man who shot me.  I would say that took him out but it didn¡¯t, all it did was slow him down a bit.  It wasn¡¯t until he disappeared right before my eyes and spoke that I was aware of my actions.


    ¡°Sir Lumiere¡­. It¡¯s okay I am still here with you.¡± This deep and gentle voice belonged to Zee.


    Not long after I realized I was in a false reality I ended up passing out.  Once I did I started to fall to the ground but Zee caught me.  I could feel his cold hand not only through his gloves but through my own clothes as well.  He then picked me up and walked with me in his arms taking me somewhere.  Once I woke up I was blind once more, but I could feel the disapproving gaze of my own butler from the side of my bed.

 Chapter 2: Nirigamo, His confusion

    ¡°Has anyone ever told you that it is not polite to stare at people?¡± I say as I look over at him.


    ¡°Oh yes, plenty of time.¡± His voice was sarcastic and he was clearly not amused.


    ¡°If that is the case then why are you doing it?¡± I say as I push my tongue against my cheek.


    ¡°I¡¯m trying to figure out what possessed you to try and kill me.¡± I don¡¯t even need my eyes to tell that he was unbelievably pissed at me.


    ¡°I thought you were that guy who killed you within that illusion.¡± I looked away from him and he did nothing but scoff.  It was clear that he didn¡¯t believe me.


    ¡°Even if that¡¯s true, you had no right to be using those damn powers on me.  Not to mention the fact that you put holes in my fucking body by throwing those damn bullets back at me.¡± He says angrily as he gets up from the chair he was sitting on.


    ¡°If you are so mad at me then why the fuck would you save me in the first damn place?¡± I say calmly.


    ¡°Oh for the love of the elemental king (Primordial one). I saved your ass because you are the hero chosen by the elemental king to save this fucking world from disaster.¡±  It was clear that Zakari was fed up at this point.


    ¡°I didn¡¯t ask to be here.  Not to mention I am no hero.  I wasn¡¯t one in life and I definitely won''t start now after two decades of killing people for fun.¡± I say as I get up from the bed.


    ¡°I don¡¯t give a shit.  You are here because the elemental king chose you to be here and save this fucking world.¡± It was clear that Zee was extremely pissed.


    ¡°Why the fuck do I have to clean up the mess he made? If he is all powerful then why doesn¡¯t he fix this his goddamn self?¡± I growl.


    ¡°Why would he do that? He finds the entire situation funny and entertaining.  Hello? Did you forget that¡¯s the entire fucking reason why he fucked this world up to begin with?¡± He yelled.


    ¡°I am your master, I order you to never speak to me like that ever again!¡± I say yelling now.


    ¡°Oh now you wanna acknowledge the fact that your my fucking master? Too late you selfish dick! You had the damn power stripped right when you wanted me to stop calling you young master!¡± He growled.A case of content theft: this narrative is not rightfully on Amazon; if you spot it, report the violation.


    ¡°You''re a butler aren''t you? Butlers are supposed to get on their knees and beg for their master''s forgiveness.¡± I said sternly.


    ¡°I swear if you weren¡¯t the elemental king''s hero I would¡¯ve killed you where you stand right now!¡± He said as he grabbed my shirt.


    ¡°Fuck that damn god! If you wanna kill me then do it already! Once you do I¡¯ll be free of this ridiculous world and my damn illness at the same exact time!¡± I say smirking at him.


    He then slammed me down back on the bed and got up without saying a peep beside him growling at me.  I didn¡¯t say anything to him either as I was annoyed with him.  The next day then came along, both me and Zakari refused to say anything to each other that wasn¡¯t work related.  The only reason as to why I was clinging onto him like we were going out on a date was because I couldn¡¯t see.  That was the only reason why I was doing it. Zee didn¡¯t really have a reaction when I hugged him like this.  All this bastard did was make a disgusted noise and click his tongue.  Never in my life have I come across such a disrespectful kid.  This bastard is so lucky that I don¡¯t pull out my gun right now and shoot the shit out of him.


    Well it¡¯s more like I can¡¯t kill him, he is the only one who knows that I am from a completely different world then his.  Not to mention the fact that he is the only one who can tell me the information I need about this fucking world.  This kid is my guide while I am here.  Even though I am mad at him right now¡­. Wait¡­.. I¡¯m mad at him?  Why am I mad at him?  How can I even feel the anger I lost two months ago?  This is¡­. Impossible¡­. I was sure my anger was completely eliminated after my sister died¡­. Who is this kid? He was in that false reality that that statue put me in.  He was either important to the previous owner of this body or I subconsciously got attached to him after our four days together.  Well¡­. I will admit, the boy is really attractive.  Gah! What am I thinking? I shouldn''t be thinking like that about another guy.  Ugh.  This is gonna be a long Journey.


    The three days were up and my sight came back.  Zee however, refused to say a word to me about anything that wasn¡¯t this world related.  His hair was as white as snow and it complimented his eye perfectly.  It¡¯s like he was made with the perfect genes.  I then kicked him in the back of his knees which made him fall down on them and he growled at me.  I brushed it off and grabbed his angry face and started to stroke it with my thumbs.  He then closed his mouth and had an angry scowl on his face as I continued to stare at it.  Ice cold body temperature, skin as white as a corpse, hair as white as snow, and an eye as red as blood.  It¡¯s like I am looking at an angel.  Other than the ice cold skin he is the most perfect being I have ever laid my eyes on.  His eyelashes are white and long, while his lips are perfectly smooth and small.  His skin was like a babies and it was nice to even touch.  When I realized what I was doing I quickly let go of his face and turned around.  I heard Zee click his tongue out of annoyance and continued to walk.


    Seriously, why did I do that? I never admired a guy¡¯s face like that, much less a girls.  And an angel? Where did that even come from? Ugh it was like this three days ago as well.  I don¡¯t understand how this boy is making me feel so normal but there is just something about him that seems to complete me.  Like I said before this is gonna be a long journey, I just hope I don¡¯t get distracted by his face while he is talking to me.