I scrubbed at my skin furiously, soap and water mixing with ash and grime to form a filthy slurry that spiraled down the drain. My fingers caught on raw patches of skin where my regeneration hadn¡¯t finished yet, the texture uneven and faintly sticky. Scabs flaked away under my hands, revealing tender pink flesh beneath. Normally, these wounds would have closed in seconds, but today everything was slower, my body struggling after hours of constant healing. My nails scratched harder, digging at the stubborn remnants of blood that refused to wash off, the motion more frantic than necessary.
The water beat against me, and as I looked down, my ribs jutted out, sharp and angular. My breasts were smaller, the curves I¡¯d once had diminished to nothing but lean muscle and bone. Of course, I thought bitterly, my body burns through everything it can to heal itself, and it¡¯s never enough. I ran a hand over my flat stomach, the skin stretched taut, every muscle visible in stark detail.
It had to be a combination of everything¡ªthe Hemlock mission where I¡¯d been torn apart over and over again, my body desperately trying to repair itself while consuming whatever reserves I had left. And then¡ I grimaced at the memory. The mutant I¡¯d fought. How I¡¯d lost control. How I¡¯d sunk my teeth into its flesh like an animal, tearing and swallowing in a blind, savage rage. I¡¯d thrown most of it up afterward, the taste of bile and blood still fresh in my mind.
Even after what I¡¯d just eaten in the mess hall, it hadn¡¯t been enough. My body was running on fumes, and I could feel it in the persistent ache in my muscles, the faint, gnawing hunger that never seemed to abate. I¡¯ll have to eat some more of those protein bars Holt gave me, I thought, making a mental note. He¡¯d packed them in that crate, probably as an afterthought, but they might be the only thing keeping me upright at this rate.
I let out a shaky breath and scrubbed harder, trying to focus on the water, the soap, anything but the hollowness in my stomach.
The stench of burnt flesh still clung to me, refusing to fade even as the water poured over me. I leaned my forehead against the cool wall of the stall, the stream pounding against my back, and exhaled slowly. My thoughts spun, flitting between the fire, the monster, and the gnawing void inside me.
When the water finally ran clear, I shut it off and stepped out, steam curling around me. Grabbing a towel, I dried off quickly, avoiding the mirror. I didn¡¯t want to see myself again. My reflection in the tray had been enough.
The T-shirt I pulled from the storage locker was soft and oversized, the faded image of an old anime character from Earth barely visible on the front. The shorts I slipped on hung loose around my hips, the waistband brushing against the tender skin of my midriff. I didn¡¯t bother with shoes, my bare feet still damp as I left the locker room.
Back in my quarters, the familiar shadows greeted me, their shapes twisting in the dim light. I ignored them, heading straight for the bottle of synthetic whiskey I¡¯d swiped from the mess hall earlier. It was no doubt one of Warren¡¯s, a relic from his private stash. The stuff wasn¡¯t exactly commonplace on the Jericho. Normally, taking it would¡¯ve landed me in hot water with the captain, but with my newly granted clearance, we were technically the same rank¡ªor so Jericho claimed.
After everything he¡¯d been keeping from me, though, I honestly don¡¯t give a fuck.
I poured myself a generous glass, the amber liquid sloshing against the sides, and downed it in one long swallow. The burn spread through my chest, dulling the edges of my thoughts just enough to make the weight on my shoulders feel a fraction lighter. The shadows didn¡¯t seem so threatening anymore¡ªjust shapes twisting aimlessly, reflecting the chaos in my own mind.
I poured another and sank onto my bed, leaning against the cold wall as I sipped. The taste was sharp, chemical, but it didn¡¯t matter. The warmth creeping through me was what I needed, not the flavor. For a moment, I let myself relax, the tension in my shoulders easing as the alcohol settled in.
Sleep crept up on me slowly, dragging me down into its depths. But it wasn¡¯t peaceful.
The dream was jagged, fragmented. Flames licked at my skin, a searing heat that tore through my nerves. The monster¡¯s voice echoed, warped and wet. ¡°Feed, Sol. You¡¯ll need it to survive.¡± Blood filled my senses¡ªits smell, its taste, its texture¡ªand the hunger roared to life, more feral than before. My father¡¯s voice cut through the chaos, sharp and cruel. ¡°You¡¯re my little Phoenix. You¡¯ll burn for me.¡±
I woke with a start, my breath catching in my throat. My heart hammered against my ribs, the phantom pain of the fire still clinging to my nerves. The room was dark, shadows pooling in every corner. My mismatched eyes darted around, searching for movement, for threats, but there was nothing. Just the silence of the ship.
The glow of my datapad caught my eye, blinking faintly on the desk beside my bed. A new message. Vega.
I reached for it, my fingers trembling slightly, and swiped the screen to life. Whatever Vega had to say, it couldn¡¯t be worse than what was lurking in my head. At least, I hoped it couldn¡¯t.
I stared at the blinking notification on the datapad, the pale glow cutting through the dimness of my quarters. Messages from Vega always carried weight, the kind that sank into your chest and stayed there. My fingers hovered over the screen for a moment before I swiped it open.
The subject line was short and to the point:
¡°Priority Operations Update: Immediate Attention Required.¡±
I exhaled sharply, forcing myself to focus as I read.
FROM: Commander Evelyn Vega
TO: Sol Voss
SUBJECT: Priority Operations Update: Immediate Attention Required
Sol,
Following an emergency session of the Council, operational directives have been revised to address the risks posed by the Hemlock incident. After thorough deliberation, the Council reached a unanimous decision to push Jericho to maximum warp (100x light-speed). This course of action is deemed necessary to create the greatest possible distance between us and the threats posed by the Hemlock. However, this acceleration comes with several critical implications:
- Fuel Reserves: High-speed travel will rapidly deplete our fuel supply, necessitating frequent refueling stops. This increased strain will require careful resource management to prevent mission compromise.
- Crew Rotation: To sustain operations during this period, Teams B and C will be woken earlier than planned. Their inclusion is necessary to distribute the workload and mitigate risks from overextension. The revised crew rotation schedule is attached for your review.
- Command Structure: Captain Warren and the other Council members will remain awake during this critical transition. Per the agreement, Lion and the Royal Guard have already returned to cryo.
Your role has also been reevaluated. As a result, your clearance has been upgraded to Captain-level, though your rank has not been officially conferred. This grants you access to detailed mission objectives and logistical oversight not privy to the rest of the crew. Additionally, you and Knight will bear responsibility for continuing your father¡¯s work. It is imperative that you familiarize yourself with these updates before your next assignment in Lab 3.
Take note of this: while Lion¡¯s support secured this opportunity for you, understand that his influence has created a fragile truce with the Council. Do not strain it further.
While your performance on the Hemlock was acknowledged, no individual is exempt from scrutiny. Use this time to recover, but do not mistake this reprieve for leniency. Every resource aboard Jericho is critical, including you. We cannot afford unnecessary liabilities, no matter your circumstances.
A new pressure suit has been prepared for you in storage. I expect you to retrieve it promptly and prepare for reentry into active operations. The suit has been tailored to accommodate your... unique physiology.
Commander Vega
Attachment: [Revised Crew Rotation Schedule]
I leaned back, letting the datapad rest against my knees as I stared at the screen. The message was clinical and professional, but its undertones were clear¡ªthis wasn¡¯t a vote of confidence. It was a test.
Lion¡¯s actions had bought me this chance, but it wasn¡¯t my merit that convinced the Council. It was his authority, his unwavering loyalty to the Voss name. Everyone knew it, including me. My rank hadn¡¯t changed, but my clearance had. Captain-level access. It was a double-edged sword, granting me tools and responsibilities I wasn¡¯t sure I wanted.
The words Lab 3 loomed large, the weight of them pressing against my chest. My father¡¯s work, Knight¡¯s role, the disaster with Wilks¡ªall of it waiting for me in that lab. I wasn¡¯t ready to face it, but the clearance meant I didn¡¯t have a choice. Responsibility had a way of stripping away what little freedom I had.
Lion had taken care of Wilks and made Knight compliant, though what that truly entailed, I wasn¡¯t sure I wanted to know. The memories of the whispers clawed at the edges of my thoughts, relentless and intrusive, their weight dragging me closer to the unknown parts of myself I didn¡¯t want to acknowledge. I¡¯d hoped to find a way to silence them, to stop the hunger that gnawed at my core.
But I couldn¡¯t deny the regeneration was incredible, no matter the cost. Watching my body knit itself back together, even after being torn apart, was a cruel miracle. It saved me over and over, even as it reminded me I was something else now¡ªsomething monstrous.
Swiping to the next notification, my breath caught. It was from Lion.
Message to Sol:
FROM: Lion
TO: Sol Voss
SUBJECT: Guidance
You know what must be done. Trust in your father¡¯s work, Highness. If you need anything, call for Jericho. I will hear it.
The words were simple, but they struck harder than I expected. Even in cryo, Lion¡¯s presence lingered, his voice a reminder of the impossible standard he believed I could meet¡ªor needed me to meet.
I set the datapad aside and leaned back, resting my head against the wall. The faint hum of the ship¡¯s systems thrummed in the background, steady and unchanging, a sharp contrast to the chaos of my thoughts. The shadows in the room felt heavier tonight, their edges sharper as they pressed in around me.
I let them come. There was no point fighting them. Whatever Vega, the Council, or even Lion expected of me could wait. The weight of their words, their expectations, could sit there for now, suffocating but distant.
Just for tonight, I allowed myself to sink back into the oblivion of sleep. The nightmares didn¡¯t wait long. Flames licked at my skin, whispers clawed at my thoughts, and the hunger roared, untamed and feral. The shadows in my mind took shape, twisting into faces I couldn¡¯t recognize, yet they felt familiar.
The next day began in Lab 3, the trip far too short for my liking. My stomach churned at the thought of facing my birth giver¡ªa title that felt more accurate than anything maternal. Knight had never been a mother; she was an architect of flesh and bone, nothing more.
The pristine hit me as soon as I stepped inside, the faint hum of Jericho¡¯s drones filling the space. The battle that had once raged here¡ªthe gore and destruction left by Lion and Wilks¡ªwas gone. The walls gleamed under the fluorescent lights, their surfaces smooth and pristine. Whatever damage had been inflicted during their fight, Jericho¡¯s nanobots and repair drones had erased it as though it had never happened.
"Don¡¯t waste time gawking," Knight snapped, her silver eyes cutting to me with a sharp edge of disdain. "If you¡¯d shown half this interest as a child, maybe we wouldn¡¯t have to waste time playing catch-up now. It was exhausting trying to teach you back then, constantly dragging you along while you stumbled through the basics. Let¡¯s hope you¡¯ve finally decided to act like the prodigy your father thought you were, instead of a clumsy child lost in her own shadow." She turned back to the glowing displays, her tone as sharp as a scalpel. "Now, try to keep up."
I ignored Knight¡¯s words as best I could, letting them roll off me like the hum of the ship¡¯s engines, and turned my focus elsewhere. Lab 3 was familiar in ways that made my chest tighten, the ache sharp and unrelenting. The layout mirrored my father¡¯s private lab on Earth¡ªthe one I¡¯d spent countless hours in as a child, surrounded by the constant hum of machinery and the soft glow of screens. His lab had been alive in its chaos: half-finished projects sprawled across every surface, stacks of handwritten notes covered in his spidery scrawl, and the faint smell of ozone hanging in the air.
Lab 3, by contrast, was clinical. Every surface gleamed under the harsh fluorescent lights, devoid of personality or warmth. The equipment, though advanced, was so perfectly placed and pristine it felt sterile¡ªalmost alien. It wasn¡¯t a place for discovery; it was a place for results, stripped of everything that had once made my father¡¯s work feel human. It was efficient, precise, and utterly hollow.
Still, the resemblance was enough to claw at old memories. I could almost hear his voice, patient but insistent, guiding my clumsy hands as I fumbled with the simplest tasks. He never grew angry, not like Knight, but his disappointment had always stung worse. For a moment, I let myself remember that lab, the warmth of it, the way it had smelled faintly of coffee and soldering wire. I let myself miss it. Miss him.
Then I forced the memories away, shoving them into the same dark corner where I kept the whispers and the hunger. There was no use lingering on what was gone.
Knight had been busy getting the place ready, and she had no doubt made the lab look just like my father¡¯s to taunt me. The symmetry, the deliberate arrangement of instruments I recognized all too well¡ªit was a cruel echo of what I¡¯d lost. It felt like walking into a ghost, the past brought to life with sterile, unfeeling precision.
To my left, a series of gene sequencers hummed quietly. Each one was equipped with multi-lattice projection systems capable of rendering a full genetic map in three dimensions, down to the quantum level. The screens displayed strands of glowing DNA, twisting and spiraling as Knight manipulated the sequences with quick, deliberate gestures.
Further back, rows of containment chambers lined the walls, their reinforced glass fronts flickering with readouts in languages only someone fluent in genetic shorthand could decipher. I recognized some of the equipment immediately: bioreactors designed to cultivate synthetic proteins, cryogenic storage units for preserving samples at absolute zero, and an autoclave station large enough to sterilize tools the size of industrial scaffolds.
But there were other machines I didn¡¯t recognize. Devices whose purposes were hidden behind layers of alien design and advanced engineering. One station featured a sleek, cylindrical chamber labeled "Quantum Polymerizer." Its purpose eluded me, but the faint hum it emitted hinted at molecular manipulation far beyond anything I¡¯d learned.
Knight gestured impatiently for me to sit at one of the stations near her. ¡°I said stop gawking, child,¡± she barked, her voice cutting through my thoughts with the same sterile efficiency as the lab around us. ¡°This isn¡¯t playtime in your father¡¯s lab, and I¡¯m not here to indulge your wide-eyed distractions. Sit down and get to work. You¡¯ll start here¡ªmapping viral evolution in real time. I need you to understand how Phoenix adapts¡ªwhat makes it unique. And, most importantly, what makes you unique.¡±
Her tone was as clinical as the room itself, and it stung in a way I hated to admit.
She handed me a datapad, her tone cold but focused. ¡°Load the sequence for Variant 47. It¡¯s in the secured files. We¡¯ll use it as the baseline for today.¡±
The datapad came to life in my hands, and I began scrolling through the archived sequences. Each file was labeled with cold, clinical precision: "Variant 43 - Metabolic Overdrive," "Variant 46 - Neural Pathway Amplification," "Variant 47 - Adaptive Immunogenesis."
I hesitated before selecting Variant 47, the screen lighting up with a cascade of information. A three-dimensional rendering of the virus appeared, its complex structure glowing in blue and gold. The datapad outlined its key features¡ªmutagenic proteins, RNA-based adaptability, nanoscopic delivery systems that integrated with host cells at an atomic scale.
Phoenix wasn¡¯t just a virus¡ªit was a masterpiece. A terrifying, brilliant creation that rewrote the rules of biology. My father¡¯s work had always been groundbreaking, but this¡ This was something else entirely.
I leaned closer, my fingers brushing the datapad as I adjusted the rendering. Knight watched me with a sharp, critical eye.
¡°Do you see it yet?¡± she asked, her tone pressing. ¡°What makes Phoenix different?¡±
I frowned, narrowing my mismatched eyes at the sequence. It was there, buried deep in the genome¡ªa repeating pattern almost too deliberate. ¡°It¡¯s modular,¡± I murmured, half to myself. ¡°Every segment is designed to integrate with something specific. Host DNA, environmental stimuli, even electromagnetic fields. It¡¯s¡ adaptable.¡±
Knight gave a curt nod, her peircing gaze fixed on the screen. ¡°Not adaptable¡ªsymbiotic. Phoenix doesn¡¯t just rewrite DNA; it partners with it. It forces the host to evolve alongside it. That¡¯s why it worked on you. Your father tailored it to your DNA.¡±
Her words settled cold in my chest. ¡°Good to know all those childhood experiments weren¡¯t for nothing,¡± I muttered, unable to keep the bitterness from my voice. ¡°So, how did it work for the others?¡±
¡°It didn¡¯t,¡± Knight replied bluntly. ¡°Not being a genetic match killed them. Their bodies fought back, and Phoenix doesn¡¯t allow defiance. It consumed them, twisted them into something else entirely¡ªor killed them outright.¡±
I hesitated, the question forming before I could stop it. ¡°Is that why one of my eyes is red?¡± My hand brushed against my face instinctively, fingers lingering near the glowing crimson iris. ¡°But Wilks¡ both of his were.¡±
Knight¡¯s gaze didn¡¯t waver, as though she¡¯d anticipated my question. ¡°Yes,¡± she said, her tone clipped but precise. ¡°Your DNA meshed with the virus. It integrated seamlessly, forming a symbiotic relationship. That¡¯s why your body is still yours¡ªwhy it evolves instead of being overwritten.¡±
She gestured toward the simulation on the screen, highlighting the strain as she continued, her voice taking on a sharp edge of certainty. ¡°Wilks, on the other hand¡ his DNA resisted. Phoenix doesn¡¯t tolerate resistance. In his case, the virus didn¡¯t just integrate¡ªit replaced. His body became something else entirely before he died.¡± Her eyes flicked back to me, unreadable. ¡°The red eyes are a symptom of that¡ªa sign the virus was overriding him piece by piece.¡±
The knot in my stomach tightened as her words sank in. My focus returned to the datapad, the lines of genetic code swimming momentarily before snapping into sharp clarity. ¡°Then it¡¯s useless,¡± I said, my voice hard. ¡°It¡¯s too specialized. Phoenix was made for me, down to every molecule.¡±
Knight¡¯s expression remained unreadable. ¡°That was the point. Your father spent years perfecting both you and the virus. Between the genetic modifications he performed on you as a child and Phoenix¡¯s design, no one else could adapt to it.¡±
¡°Then why bother?¡± I asked, the frustration and unease building.
¡°Because in time, with the right conditions, it could be passed on,¡± Knight said, her tone even. ¡°To your descendants.¡±
The words struck like a physical blow, my chest tightening with revulsion. Descendants. Children. The thought of passing this thing on, of tying another life to the virus, made my skin crawl. ¡°No,¡± I said sharply, shaking my head. ¡°That¡¯s not going to happen. Ever.¡±
Knight¡¯s penetrating gaze locked onto me, almost clinical. ¡°A bit dramatic, don¡¯t you think?¡±
¡°Not after what you and my father did,¡± I snapped. ¡°You think I¡¯d bring anyone into the world after the way I was brought into it? I wasn¡¯t a child¡ªI was an experiment. That¡¯s not something I¡¯ll ever inflict on anyone else.¡±
Her sharpness dulled slightly, but the silence carried weight¡ªacknowledgment laced with disdain. It pissed me off.
¡°What the hell were you thinking, giving him Hydra after Phoenix already wrecked him?¡± I snapped. ¡°Did you want to make a monster?¡±
Knight turned sharply, her silver eyes narrowing. ¡°You think I didn¡¯t know the risks? Of course I did. That¡¯s exactly why I did it.¡±
I blinked, thrown off. ¡°You what?¡±
Her lips curved into a cold, thin smile. ¡°Wilks was already dead. Phoenix had chewed through him¡ªthere was nothing left to save. But his body¡ his body was a perfect test subject. Hydra wasn¡¯t some miracle cure, Sol. It was a theory. A way to test what happens when you push Phoenix past its natural limits. And now we know.¡±
My stomach twisted. ¡°You didn¡¯t just test it. You created a goddamn nightmare.¡±
Her tone turned even icier, her words like blades. ¡°And that nightmare proved your father right. Hydra amplified Phoenix, combined with it. It didn¡¯t just rebuild Wilks¡ªit turned him into something¡ else. Something stronger. Something uncontrollable. Exactly what Julian hypothesized.¡±
¡°That¡¯s your excuse?¡± I spat. ¡°You threw Hydra into him just to see if it would work?¡±
Knight¡¯s eyes narrowed further, her voice cutting. ¡°It wasn¡¯t about him, Sol. It was about Phoenix¡ªand about you. Every test we ran, every failure, brought us closer to understanding the virus. To understanding you. Without Wilks, we wouldn¡¯t have half the data we do now. You think that doesn¡¯t matter?¡±
¡°It doesn¡¯t justify this!¡± I shot back, my voice rising. ¡°You used him like a fucking lab rat¡ªjust like you used me. He didn¡¯t even have a say¡ªhe was already gone!¡±
Knight¡¯s gaze didn¡¯t waver, her silver eyes colder than the sterile lab. ¡°And that¡¯s exactly why it had to be him. Do you think I¡¯d risk someone alive? Someone who might adapt halfway and unleash something even worse than Wilks? No. It had to be a corpse. It had to be controlled. Hydra¡¯s a failure, but now we know what failure looks like¡ªand we know what it costs.¡±
Her lip curled into a mocking smirk. ¡°You, of all people, should appreciate that, Test Subject Zero. After all, you turned out just fine, didn¡¯t you? Maybe you should start feeling grateful. Wilks wasn¡¯t the first, and he sure as hell won¡¯t be the last. Your father didn¡¯t stop or even begin with you¡ªhe didn¡¯t even hesitate.¡±
The words hit like a slap, my pulse spiking with a mix of rage and disgust. ¡°Grateful?¡± I snapped, my fists clenching at my sides. ¡°For what? For being your goddamn science project? For ending up as some twisted proof of concept for a virus that¡¯s changing me, driving me insane?¡±
Knight shrugged, her tone as dismissive as her gaze. ¡°Better than ending up a monster like Wilks. Or dead, like the others. Face it, Sol¡ªyou¡¯re the reason any of this even works. If you want to keep wallowing in self-pity, fine. But at least try to do something useful with what you¡¯ve got.¡±Stolen from its rightful author, this tale is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings.
Her words struck like a hammer, heavy with cruel logic. My fists clenched at my sides, nails biting into my palms. ¡°You don¡¯t even feel bad, do you? Not one fucking bit.¡±
¡°Feeling bad doesn¡¯t get results,¡± she said coldly. ¡°Wilks wasn¡¯t coming back, Sol. At least this way, his death meant something. Now, if you¡¯re done playing the moral high ground, maybe we can focus on what actually matters. Phoenix first. Hydra¡ later.¡±
Her dismissal stung, but I forced myself to turn back to the screen. The glowing strands of DNA twisted like the truth¡ªshimmering, elusive, and laced with horror. Knight could justify it all she wanted. But to me, it was just another reminder of how far they¡¯d gone. How far they were willing to go.
And how far I might have to.
¡°This,¡± she said, tapping the display, her voice as sharp as ever, ¡°is where you start. The catalyst proteins. They¡¯re what enable Phoenix to bind to the host genome. Learn how they work. Learn how they fail. Because if we¡¯re going to control this thing¡ªor suppress it¡ªyou¡¯ll need to understand it better than your father ever did.¡±
Her words carried an unspoken weight, settling over me like a physical pressure. I nodded, though the tightness in my chest didn¡¯t ease.
Hours blurred together as I worked, my world narrowing to the endless rows of genetic code on the screen. Mapping sequences, running simulations, and dissecting Phoenix¡¯s design was like unraveling a tightly knotted rope, the complexity staggering but oddly familiar. Knight¡¯s critiques came sharp and unrelenting, slicing through the silence as she guided me. Brutal as her methods were, the pieces were starting to click.
The lab¡¯s hum enveloped me, a sterile symphony of whirring processors and softly blinking monitors. Across the room, a holographic interface projected a simulation¡ªPhoenix, glowing and predatory, threading itself through a digital model of my genome. I stared at the display, watching as the virus latched onto each strand of DNA, its tendrils weaving seamlessly into place. It wasn¡¯t just merging¡ªit was consuming, claiming, adapting.
¡°This is just the beginning,¡± Knight said from behind me, her tone low but dripping with scorn. ¡°Phoenix is more than a virus. It¡¯s a weapon, a tool, and¡ªif we¡¯re not careful¡ªa curse. The kind of monstrosity only someone as brilliant and heinous as your father could create. And let¡¯s not forget you¡ªhis living proof of concept. Between the two of you, the line between genius and atrocity has never been so thin.¡±
Her words hung heavy in the sterile air, cutting through the hum of the lab like a scalpel. I didn¡¯t look at her. I couldn¡¯t. My fists clenched at my sides as the simulation continued to spin, glowing with all the terrible beauty of what I¡¯d eventually become.
She gestured to the simulation, zooming in on the glowing double helix, her voice laced with irritation. ¡°Tell me you at least know the basics of human biology. Every cell has safeguards¡ªcaps on the ends of chromosomes, called telomeres. Surely, you¡¯ve heard of them? They¡¯re what keep cells from dividing endlessly and turning into a mess of mutations. They wear down over time, like a countdown clock, until the cell stops dividing altogether. Nature¡¯s way of keeping things in check.
¡°But Phoenix? It doesn¡¯t bother with those caps. It bypasses them completely, overriding the failsafe. Instead of letting your cells age or degrade, the virus itself steps in as the safeguard. It¡¯s the reason you¡¯re still standing here, looking like you¡¯ve never aged a day. But don¡¯t fool yourself¡ªit¡¯s not perfect, and it¡¯s not natural. You should know this already.¡±
I frowned, studying the visualization as it shifted to show a molecular-level view. ¡°So it replaces the caps?¡±
¡°Not exactly,¡± Knight said, her tone sharp. ¡°It mimics their function, but on its own terms. The virus carries a precise copy of your DNA¡ªpristine, uncorrupted. Every time your cells divide, Phoenix ensures the new cells use its blueprint rather than allowing natural decay to set in. It¡¯s why you¡¯re immune to things like cancer or genetic corruption. The virus doesn¡¯t just repair your body; it overwrites it with perfection every time. I assume even you can grasp how impressive that is.¡±
My stomach churned as I considered the implications. ¡°But if it¡¯s rewriting my DNA constantly, how is it not changing me?¡±
¡°It is changing you, hopefully for the better,¡± she said, her voice laced with scorn, though I ignored it. ¡°But only within the boundaries your father set. He spent twenty years perfecting that balance¡ªsequencing the virus to match your DNA exactly. Phoenix works with your body because it knows your body. Every safeguard is tailored to you and you alone. Not that you seem to appreciate the sheer genius of that.¡±
The screen shifted again, highlighting molecular diagrams of RNA strands and protein synthesis. ¡°The proteins Phoenix uses to control cell division are coded specifically for your genome. That precision is why it works so seamlessly¡ªwhy your cells regenerate instead of degrading or turning into something monstrous. Without those exact parameters, the virus doesn¡¯t integrate¡ªit destroys.¡±
¡°And the hunger,¡± I muttered, my jaw tightening. ¡°That¡¯s the one thing he never fixed.¡±
Knight¡¯s silver eyes flicked to mine, her gaze steady. ¡°No. He couldn¡¯t. The energy demands of perpetual regeneration are beyond anything natural. Your body consumes resources faster than it can process them. Without raw energy, Phoenix will feed on you instead¡ªburning your reserves, breaking you down from the inside out. Only God could cure something like that,¡± she said dryly, ¡°but as Ashly so kindly reminds us, we¡¯re here playing God.¡±
Her words hung in the air, amusements on her face. I stared at the glowing simulation on the screen, watching as the virus endlessly repaired and consumed. My father had built the perfect machine for survival, but at the cost of an appetite that could never be sated.
I glanced at her, my jaw clenching as I forced myself to suppress the whispers, those faint echoes stirring just beyond the edge of my consciousness.
The student becomes the teacher. How my little prot¨¦g¨¦ has grown, my father¡¯s voice coiled through my mind, smooth and venomous. Your mother was always a fast learner, just like you, my little Phoenix.
The air felt heavier, the phantom weight of his presence pressing against me, but I refused to acknowledge it. I bit down on the memories threatening to surface and fixed my gaze on the data in front of me.
For now, all I could do was focus. Whatever truths waited for me in Lab 3, I would face them head-on. One sequence at a time.
The hunger clawed at my thoughts, making it hard to concentrate, and my simmering hatred for Knight made her a disturbingly tempting next meal. The whispers in the back of my mind twisted her sharp voice into something softer, something pleading, as if taunting me with what I could take. But my resolve held firm. I wouldn¡¯t give in¡ªnot to the hunger, not to the virus, and certainly not to the monster lurking in my own mind.
I would find a way to satisfy the gnawing void Phoenix had brought on, but I would do it on my terms.
Weeks passed in the unfeeling rhythm of Lab 3. I ate more and more, but the weight I¡¯d lost was slow to return. The hum of equipment and the cold glow of holographic displays became my world. Knight was relentless, her sharp critiques cutting through the monotony of endless sequences and data simulations. Each failure reminded me of how far I still had to go. Frustration gnawed at the edges of my focus, but I pressed on.
The nights were worse. Sleep offered no respite, only a gateway to nightmares that clawed at my mind. The yellow-eyed monster loomed in the shadows of my dreams, its grotesque form twisting into shapes that defied reason. Its voice was always there¡ªtaunting, wet, and heavy with a cruel mockery. The echoes of its laughter merged with fragmented memories of my childhood, darkened by the sterile glare of my father¡¯s lab. I saw his face, stern and unyielding, heard the cold cadence of his voice as he spoke of progress and perfection.
I would wake in the dark, gasping for breath, my heart pounding in my chest as the images lingered, seared into my mind. The hunger always followed, gnawing and insistent, as though the nightmares fed it. The whispers, faint during the day, were sharper in the stillness of night, their weight pressing down on me like a second skin.
And yet, I dragged myself to Lab 3 each morning, the relentless cycle continuing. The work didn¡¯t silence the nightmares, but it gave me something to cling to¡ªa purpose, however flawed. Each sequence, each data point, was a step forward. Even if it was a path I wasn¡¯t sure I wanted to walk, it was better than standing still and letting the past consume me.
In the evenings, before the nightmares clawed their way into my mind, I buried myself in study and drink, pouring over everything from molecular biology to astrophysics¡ªanything that might help me grasp the intricacies of Phoenix. The whiskey burned as I sipped it, the warmth dulling the edge of the hunger that always lingered at the back of my mind. It wasn¡¯t just the knowledge I sought; it was a way to fight back against the shadows, a way to keep them at bay for just a little longer.
I wasn¡¯t just a student anymore. Every paper I read, every equation I deciphered, felt like a battle against the weight of my father¡¯s legacy. I was trying to become a scientist in my own right¡ªnot just an extension of his ambition, not just a living experiment. Each solved problem, each moment of understanding, was a step toward standing on my own against the crushing expectations he¡¯d left behind.
The datapad rested beside me, its screen glowing faintly in the dim light of my quarters. Page after page of text and diagrams blurred together as the hours dragged on, the information a mix of careful analysis and half-formed ideas scribbled into the margins of my notes. Somewhere between the whiskey and the diagrams, I found a fleeting sense of control, a brief moment where the chaos seemed manageable.
But it never lasted. The work was endless, the gaps in my knowledge vast. And no matter how much I learned, the shadow of Phoenix¡ªand the man who created it¡ªloomed over everything.
Ashly joined us eventually, her arm still in a cast from when I¡¯d broken it during those early, chaotic weeks before the Hemlock mission. The sight of her made something in my chest tighten¡ªguilt, shame, maybe both. She avoided my gaze as Knight brusquely assigned her tasks, her movements cautious and deliberate, like she was walking a tightrope in a room filled with predators.
¡°Start with the gene modeling,¡± Knight instructed her, her tone as clinical as the lab itself. ¡°We need fresh projections on Phoenix¡¯s integration thresholds. Sol, focus on the protein pathways.¡± Knight¡¯s silver eyes flicked briefly to me before she turned back to her console, already absorbed in her work.
Ashly nodded mutely, her posture tense as she bent over her terminal. I wanted to say something, to bridge the silence between us, but Knight¡¯s presence loomed, and the weight of our work left no room for personal matters. Ashly slipped out of the lab at the end of the day without a word, and I let her go, unsure of how to reach her.
It wasn¡¯t until later, when I found her in one of the observation lounges, that I finally had the chance. She was staring out at the void of space, the cast on her arm stark against the soft glow of the stars beyond the reinforced glass. Her small frame seemed to fold into itself, her posture tense and low, as though she were trying to disappear into the view. Almost as short as I was, she seemed even smaller now, diminished by the weight of everything we¡¯d both endured. My heart pounded as I approached, the silence between us heavy and fragile.
¡°Ashly,¡± I said softly. My voice startled her; she flinched, her head snapping around, her eyes wide and wary.
¡°Sol,¡± she said, her voice tight. ¡°What are you doing here?¡±
¡°I wanted to talk,¡± I admitted, stepping closer but keeping a careful distance. ¡°About¡ everything. About what happened.¡±
She turned back to the window, her fingers gripping the console edge. ¡°There¡¯s nothing to talk about. It happened. It¡¯s done.¡±
¡°No, it¡¯s not,¡± I said, the words rushing out. ¡°I hurt you, Ashly. I scared you. I know I can¡¯t undo it, but I need you to know I¡¯m sorry.¡±
Her shoulders stiffened, and for a moment, I thought she wouldn¡¯t answer. Then she let out a shaky breath, her voice quieter when she spoke. ¡°You didn¡¯t just hurt me, Sol. You¡ you lost control. You have no idea how terrifying that was. Not just because of what you did, but because of what you could do.¡± She turned to face me, her eyes filled with a mixture of fear and pity. ¡°I¡¯ve seen what Phoenix can do. What it has done. And every time I look at you, I see that same potential. The same danger.¡±
Her words hit harder than I wanted to admit, but I kept my gaze steady. ¡°I¡¯m trying,¡± I said, my voice barely above a whisper. ¡°To control it. To understand it. That¡¯s why I¡¯m doing this.¡±
Ashly¡¯s gaze dropped to the floor, her fingers twisting in the fabric of her sleeve. ¡°I know. And that¡¯s why I¡¯m still here. If anyone can figure this out, it¡¯s you. But¡ this isn¡¯t just about control, Sol. It¡¯s about what¡¯s right. And playing God? Trying to force evolution? That¡¯s not right. It never was.¡±
Her words echoed the note she¡¯d left, her plea to abandon my father¡¯s work. ¡°Then why are you helping?¡± I asked, my voice sharper than I intended. ¡°If you think it¡¯s wrong, why stay?¡±
She hesitated, her expression conflicted. ¡°Because if you¡¯re going to do this¡ªif you¡¯re going to pursue Phoenix¡ªI¡¯d rather be here. That¡¯s why I left you the note, Sol. I wanted you to stop, but if you won¡¯t, then I¡¯ll stay. I think you deserve the chance to make it right. I¡¯d rather try to help you control it than stand by and hope for the best. I¡¯d rather be scared and trying to make a difference than leave you alone with¡ her.¡±
The unspoken name hung heavy between us. Knight. I nodded slowly, my chest tight with a mix of gratitude and guilt. ¡°Thank you,¡± I said, my voice quiet but sincere. ¡°I¡¯ll make this right. I promise.¡±
Ashly gave me a faint, hesitant smile, though the fear in her eyes hadn¡¯t entirely faded. ¡°Just¡ don¡¯t make me regret it, okay? I only have one arm left,¡± she added, her tone wavering between a joke and genuine nervousness.
¡°I won¡¯t,¡± I said, hoping I could keep my word. The weight of her trust settled over me like a mantle, and for the first time in weeks, the whispers in my mind grew quiet.
We stood there in silence for a while, watching the stars stretch endlessly beyond the window. It wasn¡¯t forgiveness¡ªnot completely¡ªbut it was a beginning. And for now, that was enough.
The days bled into weeks, and then months. We pushed through light-years of empty space, the vastness outside Jericho¡¯s hull a constant reminder of how far we were from anything familiar. The ship¡¯s engines roared as we hit refueling points, plunging into the swirling atmospheres of gas giants to harvest precious hydrogen. Three missions like that came and went, each one a blur of logistical chaos and tense oversight from the council. I barely noticed. My world had shrunk to the confines of Lab 3, the hum of Jericho¡¯s systems, and the gnawing hunger that never truly left me.
Occasionally, I ran into other members of the crew from Teams B and C, now awake to handle the increased workload. Most avoided me like the plague. I wasn¡¯t sure if it was fear, the rumors swirling about me, or some combination of both, but the effect was the same. People moved aside in the hallways, whispered behind my back, and hurried away before I could speak.
There were a few exceptions. Furio, a rugged, no-nonsense engineer, greeted me once in passing with a curt nod, though he didn¡¯t linger. Sebastian, the lead scientist on his team, was friendlier¡ªor at least polite. But even he seemed preoccupied, deeply engrossed in analyzing the alien evidence Jericho had flagged from the, Hemlock. When I tried to probe for details, he brushed me off with a vague explanation about classification levels and critical priorities.
Frustrated, I turned to Jericho for answers. The AI, ever-cryptic, deflected most of my questions about the so-called yellow-eyed monster. ¡°No anomalies detected,¡± it would say, its calm voice maddeningly indifferent. ¡°No relevant records available for your clearance level.¡±
When I tried to access files on my father¡¯s hidden projects, hoping to unearth something useful, my terminal flashed red. A familiar message appeared moments later¡ªthis time from Lion himself.
Message to Sol:
FROM: Lion
TO: Sol Voss
SUBJECT: Priorities
You¡¯re as busy as it is, Highness. One project at a time. And remember, you have all the time in the universe.
Knight knows precisely what she¡¯s doing¡ªshe was selected for her results, not her conscience. Progress is being made in Lab 3, and she is there to guide you, to teach you. If her methods seem cruel, it¡¯s because they are. You should already understand that she places science above all else; she always has, just like your father.
Embrace the knowledge she imparts, Highness, because that is the only way forward.
The words simmered in my mind, a reminder of how little control I truly had. Even with Captain-level clearance, Lion and the council still kept me on a leash, invoking my father¡¯s standing orders whenever I pushed too far against them or Knight.
¡°Bullshit,¡± I muttered under my breath, closing the message with a sharp swipe. My teeth ground together as I stared at the blank terminal screen, the frustration churning in my chest. Lion¡¯s interference, the rumors, the whispers in my mind¡ªit all coiled around me like a tightening noose. My fangs bit into my lip before I realized it, the sharpness slicing through the skin. The tang of iron flooded my mouth, jolting me out of my spiraling thoughts. I swallowed hard, the taste lingering, a bitter reminder of the changes I couldn¡¯t escape.
But I couldn¡¯t stop. Couldn¡¯t afford to. If I was going to find the answers buried in Jericho¡¯s labyrinthine systems¡ªor in Phoenix itself¡ªI¡¯d have to play their game. For now.
Then came the day when Reid and Garin were finally cleared to leave quarantine. Jimmy and Holt, however, remained in medbay, their recoveries dragging on. Jimmy was still learning to walk with his new cybernetic leg, each step an awkward, determined shuffle as he adjusted to the sleek, high-tech mechanics. Holt was worse off¡ªstill locked in a coma, his powerful frame unnervingly still under the medical scanners. Yates, ever composed, admitted in a rare moment of uncertainty, ¡°I don¡¯t know if he¡¯ll ever wake up.¡± The short, clipped words lingered in my mind.
Reid was the first to visit me. He strolled into Lab 3 like he owned the place, his usual swagger somewhat dampened but still intact. His new cybernetic arm gleamed under the sterile lights¡ªa masterwork of engineering, sleek and seamless. It was nothing like the crude replacements from old Earth¡¯s archives. No, this was one of my father¡¯s designs, enhanced and executed flawlessly by Jericho¡¯s drones. The arm moved with eerie precision as he flexed his fingers, testing the range of motion, the faint hum of its servos barely audible over the lab¡¯s ambient hum.
¡°Hey, Princess,¡± he said with a smirk. ¡°Turns out the metal hand¡¯s great for cold beers. The real one¡¯s still perfect for holding yours, though.¡±
I snorted, despite myself, shaking my head. ¡°You¡¯re impossible.¡±
¡°True,¡± he replied, his tone light, though there was an edge of vulnerability beneath it. He hesitated for a moment, glancing down at his arm. ¡°It¡¯s weird, you know? Feels like it¡¯s still me, but¡ not really. Like I¡¯m borrowing part of someone else.¡±
¡°You¡¯ll get used to it,¡± I said, though I wasn¡¯t sure if that was true. ¡°And besides, it suits you. You¡¯re still Reid¡ªjust a little shinier.¡±
His grin softened, the bravado giving way to something quieter. ¡°Thanks,¡± he said, his voice lower. ¡°For¡ you know. Saving my ass out there. I wouldn¡¯t have made it without you.¡±
I shrugged, uncomfortable with the praise. ¡°You¡¯d have done the same for me.¡±
¡°Maybe,¡± he said, then added with a smirk, ¡°but I wouldn¡¯t have looked half as badass doing it.¡±
The tension broke, and we both laughed, the sound echoing faintly in the sterile lab. For a moment, it felt almost normal.
Garin, on the other hand, was a different story.
He arrived not long after Reid left, his movements precise and deliberate as always. His new prosthetic eye glinted faintly, the intricate mechanics a stark contrast to his otherwise unremarkable features. He barely acknowledged me as he entered, heading straight for the console nearest to Knight. Across the room, Ashly seemed to shrink further into herself, her posture tighter and more withdrawn than usual at his appearance. Her shoulders hunched slightly, and her eyes flicked toward him with a wary, almost reluctant glance before darting back to her work.
¡°Back to work,¡± he said curtly, his tone dismissive. ¡°No time to waste.¡±
I watched him for a moment, irritation prickling at the edges of my thoughts. He didn¡¯t care about the months we¡¯d spent in Lab 3, the progress we¡¯d made, or the questions still looming over Phoenix. All he cared about was his obsession¡ªthe so-called ¡°true AI¡± he kept muttering about. He was convinced it would surpass Jericho, though even Knight seemed skeptical.
Still, I couldn¡¯t deny he was brilliant. His hands moved swiftly over the controls, calling up sequences and data sets with a speed that made my head spin. But his brilliance came with arrogance, a refusal to see beyond his own ambitions.
The tension between him and Knight was immediate. She barely looked at him, her posture stiff as she focused on her own work. When they did speak, it was clipped, their words carrying an undercurrent of years-old grudges and unresolved disagreements.
¡°Cybernetics are a dead end,¡± Knight said at one point, her tone icy. ¡°If you¡¯d bothered to read the data on Phoenix¡¯s integration, you¡¯d understand why.¡±
¡°And if you¡¯d bothered to consider the risks of biological manipulation, you¡¯d understand why cybernetics are safer,¡± Garin shot back, his voice sharp. ¡°Your obsession with Phoenix is what got Lab 3 shut down in the first place, halting progress on Julian¡¯s remaining projects.¡±
Their arguments became a constant backdrop, the two of them locked in a battle of wills that neither seemed willing to concede. Ashly and I exchanged weary glances more than once, the strain of mediating between them wearing on both of us.
As the weeks stretched on, I threw myself into the work, burying the whispers and the hunger beneath the weight of research and discovery. Phoenix was a monster, yes, but it was also a marvel¡ªa testament to my father¡¯s genius and the terrifying lengths he¡¯d gone to in pursuit of survival. Understanding it felt like the only way forward, the only way to make sense of what I was becoming.
Garin, had been surprisingly nicer since the Hemlock, where I¡¯d saved his life. But ¡°nicer¡± was a relative term. He still found ways to be an asshole¡ªsneering at my work when it didn¡¯t meet his impossible standards or making pointed remarks about my supposed ¡°legacy.¡± At least now his snide comments came with the occasional begrudging acknowledgment, like he was trying to balance his gratitude with his natural instinct to be insufferable. It was progress, I supposed. Not much, but enough to make his presence marginally less unbearable.
Knight, by comparison, was still a bitch. Her sharp critiques and thinly veiled disdain hadn¡¯t entirely disappeared, but after months of working together, she had at least stopped insulting me as often¡ªa small improvement for the relentless whore, but one I¡¯d grudgingly take. Whether it was her version of a truce or just another layer of her endless mind games, I didn¡¯t care. At least it¡¯s quieter.
A small part of me, however, couldn¡¯t quite forget the last backhanded compliment Knight had given me. I had managed to complete one of her dozens of tasks¡ªpainstakingly detailed, as always¡ªwithout needing her corrections or input. She¡¯d looked at the results, raised an eyebrow, and muttered, ¡°Not bad, for once.¡±
I don¡¯t need her affirmation, I thought, irritation bubbling beneath the surface. And I sure as hell don¡¯t want it. But I couldn¡¯t deny that, in the moment, it had been¡ pleasant. Almost like a fleeting acknowledgment that I wasn¡¯t entirely useless in her eyes. Goddammit, I scolded myself, stop caring what she thinks.
The thought lingered anyway, a tiny ember of satisfaction buried in the constant churn of frustration and resentment. Not validation, I insisted, just¡ progress. That¡¯s all it is.
And so, the days passed.
Until I finally understood.
Late one night in the sterile glow of Lab 3, it all came together. The Phoenix virus wasn¡¯t just a regenerative tool. It was something far more ambitious¡ªfar more dangerous. My fingers hovered over the datapad as I stared at the simulation running before me. Strands of genetic material, glowing in vivid holographic detail, intertwined with Phoenix¡¯s sequence, its integration seamless and deliberate.
It¡¯s not just rewriting my DNA, I murmured, almost afraid to speak the words aloud. It¡¯s rebuilding me. Layer by layer to match my fathers vision.
Knight¡¯s gaze flicked to the screen, her silver eyes narrowing as she took in the data. ¡°Phoenix isn¡¯t just repairing,¡± she said, her voice sharp with realization. ¡°It¡¯s upgrading. It doesn¡¯t just heal¡ªit adapts.¡±
The virus wasn¡¯t merely integrating with my genome. It was a living algorithm, constantly analyzing my environment, my biology, even my behavior, and recalibrating itself in real time. Every strand of foreign DNA I consumed provided it with raw material to evolve me further. Knight pulled up another set of data, her movements brisk and precise.
¡°Look here,¡± she said, highlighting a cluster of proteins. ¡°These are biocatalysts¡ªenzymes that enable rapid genetic integration. Your cells aren¡¯t just incorporating foreign DNA; they¡¯re dissecting it, extracting key sequences, and using them to optimize specific functions.¡±
¡°Optimize?¡± I echoed, leaning closer. The data felt overwhelming, but my mind raced to keep up. So¡ if I ate something with gills, my body would¡ª
¡°Temporarily replicate the structures,¡± Knight interrupted, her voice tinged with grim fascination. ¡°Phoenix doesn¡¯t waste energy on permanent adaptations unless they¡¯re essential. It prioritizes short-term functionality. Gills for underwater survival. Enhanced vision in low light. Increased muscle density for strength. Whatever the host needs, when it needs it.¡±
The implications made my stomach churn. But it¡¯s not permanent, I said, my voice quiet. The adaptations fade once the virus determines they¡¯re no longer necessary.
Knight nodded, pulling up a time-lapse simulation. The hologram showed a model of my genome, the integrated sequences glowing faintly before fading, replaced by new ones. ¡°Correct. It¡¯s a closed-loop system. Constantly evolving, constantly adapting. But there¡¯s a limit. The virus is constrained by your genetic framework. It¡¯s why your father spent years tailoring you for it¡ªyour genome was designed to accommodate this kind of dynamic evolution.¡±
And no one else could survive it, I muttered, my jaw tightening. That¡¯s why it failed in the others.
Knight gave me a pointed look. ¡°Exactly. Without your specific modifications, the virus overwhelms the host¡¯s cells, causing catastrophic failure. But with you¡¡± She gestured at the screen. ¡°It thrives.¡±
Her words sent a chill down my spine. The hunger, the whispers, the changes¡ªthey weren¡¯t side effects. They were the virus fulfilling its purpose. I glanced back at the screen, my pulse quickening as another realization hit. ¡°If it can do all this¡ is there a way to direct it? To control what it adapts to?¡±
Knight¡¯s lips curved into a cold smile. ¡°Now you¡¯re thinking like your father. Theoretically, yes. If we control the DNA you consume, we can guide the adaptations. It¡¯s a question of precision and resources.¡±
¡°Resources,¡± I repeated, a bitter edge in my voice. ¡°Like cloning animals to feed me?¡±
Knight didn¡¯t flinch. ¡°If the hunger can¡¯t be eliminated, perhaps it can be¡ redirected. Controlled. Your father always said, ¡®Adaptation is survival.¡¯ If humanity won¡¯t evolve naturally, then perhaps it¡¯s time to force it.¡±
Her words settled heavily between us, the cold logic of them undeniable even as they turned my stomach. The first experiments were small. Knight had Jericho¡¯s drones clone basic organisms¡ªfish, birds, small mammals. Consuming them dulled the hunger, the whispers fading to a murmur as my body absorbed their DNA. But the method was horrifying. I ate them raw and alive, their struggling forms adding to the growing weight of my nightmares. The first time, I gagged on feathers and blood, the taste of terror and life lingering long after. I couldn¡¯t sleep that night, the sounds of their last moments replaying over and over in my head.
But there was another side to it, one that disturbed me even more. The taste. It was unlike anything else¡ªrich, vibrant, alive. I hated the hunger, but after eating, the satisfaction was intoxicating, a twisted, primal pleasure that made the shame worse. The animals¡¯ screams echoed in my dreams, their terrified eyes seared into my mind. Yet, when the hunger came again, sharper and more relentless, I couldn¡¯t stop myself. The cycle continued, feeding my nightmares and my body alike.
The changes weren¡¯t just internal anymore. My body absorbed every ounce of biomass, and it showed. My curves returned, fuller and more pronounced, but beneath them, my muscles grew denser, stronger. My bones thickened, reinforcing themselves to handle the new weight. I still looked the same¡ªsmall, at five feet tall¡ªbut the scale told a different story. I used to weigh barely 100 pounds; now, I weighed 250. My cot groaned under me when I sat down, the metal frame straining against a body that seemed unchanged on the outside but was anything but.
Months passed, the days blending into a sterile blur of experiments and data. The drones brought me meals, and I consumed them with a mechanical detachment that only deepened the weight of my nightmares. The whispers were quieter now, dulled by the constant feeding, but their absence only left space for the hollow guilt that followed each experiment.
One day, it was just the two of us in Lab 3. The usual hum of activity from Jericho¡¯s drones had faded, leaving only the cold, rhythmic sounds of the equipment and our own voices to fill the silence. Knight stood at the console, her silver eyes flicking between the screens with sharp precision.
¡°It¡¯s a start,¡± she said, studying the data with clinical detachment. ¡°Your father envisioned a future where humanity could adapt to any environment, any threat. You are the prototype. The next step.¡±
She tapped the screen again, and a new series of graphs overlaid the genome. ¡°But there¡¯s something else¡ something only possible because of the way you and the Phoenix virus are intertwined.¡±
I frowned at the shifting lines on the display. ¡°What am I looking at?¡±
¡°A fail-safe,¡± Knight said grimly. ¡°One your father never told anyone about. Phoenix isn¡¯t just rewriting your body¡ªit¡¯s backing up your mind, encoding a rough map of your neural patterns into your cells. Technically, if you were reduced to a single cell and given enough time¡ªand enough biomass¡ªyou could regenerate.¡±
My heart thudded painfully. ¡°You mean¡ I could come back from almost nothing?¡±
Knight gave a single, curt nod. ¡°In theory. But it wouldn¡¯t be a simple matter of healing in seconds. It would take months, maybe longer, feeding on whatever organic matter is available. And honestly,¡± she added with a dismissive curl of her lip, ¡°the collateral damage you might cause during that time is irrelevant if it furthers our understanding. You¡¯d be little more than an animal¡ªno higher reasoning, no sense of self beyond raw instincts. You¡¯d be a predator, like Wilks was toward the end¡ or worse. A ravenous horror capable of devouring anything in your path. Eventually, maybe your neural maps would reassert themselves, and you¡¯d regain your sparkling personality¡ªbut there¡¯s no guarantee you¡¯d be anything close to human once it was over.¡±
A sick chill settled in my gut. ¡°So¡ there¡¯s no upper limit to what Phoenix can do?¡±
Knight exhaled softly, though her gaze never wavered. ¡°That¡¯s precisely what worries me. Your father left ample room for future evolutions¡ªtransformations even he couldn¡¯t predict. You¡¯re a living blueprint, Sol¡ªa prototype that could, in time, become something truly beyond us. So if you tear through half the crew while molting into your next form¡ªwell, that¡¯s the price of progress.¡± She paused, letting the weight of her words sink in. ¡°I can only guess at what you might become after a full catastrophic rebuild. The final evolution, if there is one, might leave you unrecognizable¡ªmentally and physically. But if you ask me, that¡¯s a risk worth taking for a discovery like this.¡±
My hands clenched at my sides, fear twisting into something darker¡ªa fascination I couldn¡¯t deny. The virus had given me power, yes, but it had also chained me to its relentless hunger. This wasn¡¯t just survival¡ªit was transformation. My inheritance. And I was only beginning to grasp the scope of what Phoenix¡ªor I¡ªcould become.
The lab lights flickered, shadows stretching against the sterile walls. Phoenix wasn¡¯t just reshaping my body; it was reshaping my existence. Every change had purpose, every adaptation followed a plan I couldn¡¯t yet see. But I could feel it pulling at me, driving me toward something vast and inevitable.
Phoenix isn¡¯t just changing me. It¡¯s preparing me.
For what? The thought slipped through my mind like a blade, cutting and cold.
The answer came, soft and serpentine, coiling around my thoughts with undeniable weight.
For dominion, my little Phoenix. For what you were born to inherit.
The voice was unmistakable¡ªsmooth, commanding, and brimming with a cruel pride. My father. His words slithered into my thoughts, their weight pressing against my chest.
Humanity wasn¡¯t meant to share the stars. They were ours to take. And you, my perfect creation, will lead us there. The herald of Earth¡¯s will. The culmination of everything we are meant to be.
¡°Get out,¡± I hissed, my voice barely audible as I pressed my palms to my temples. But the whispers only deepened, like roots digging into my mind.
You don¡¯t see it yet, do you? The virus. The Royal Guard. Jericho¡¯s weapons. Even the AI¡ªall of it is yours to command. You were made to lead. To rule. You are my masterpiece, Sol. The spearhead of humanity¡¯s rightful dominion.
¡°No.¡± The word came sharper this time, cutting through the sterile hum of the lab. But his voice lingered, heavy with a twisted certainty.
Deny it if you like, but the truth is etched in every strand of your DNA. Phoenix isn¡¯t just a tool¡ªit¡¯s destiny. And you, my little Phoenix, are the only one worthy of it, claim what is yours by birth right.
The shadows seemed to press closer, their edges flickering with unnatural weight. My eyes locked onto the glowing strands of DNA on the screen. Phoenix wasn¡¯t just beautiful¡ªit was terrifying, perfect, and undeniably mine.
Humanity¡¯s will. My father¡¯s will. Was that all I was meant to be?
I exhaled slowly, forcing air into my lungs, grounding myself against the rising tide of his voice. No. The word was sharp, solid¡ªa fragile shield against the whispers. Regret gnawed at me: the lives I¡¯d taken, the animals consumed alive, their screams haunting my dreams. The hunger had made me a monster, but I couldn¡¯t let it define me. I can fix this, I thought, clinging to the hope that understanding Phoenix might help me undo the damage. Whatever my father had planned, I had to believe I could still make something good out of the chaos he left behind.
But the hunger stirred, sharper now, gnawing at the edges of my resolve. My nails dug into my palms, blood welling from the crescents they left behind.
One adaptation at a time, I told myself, clinging to the thought. I¡¯ll face whatever he¡¯s left for me¡ªbut on my terms.
The shadows stilled, their oppressive weight retreating, though not entirely. The hum of Jericho¡¯s systems returned, steady and indifferent. But his voice remained, faint and waiting, threading through the edges of my mind.
And deep down, I knew he wouldn¡¯t stay silent for long.
Chapter 14 : The Phoenix鈥檚 Cage
The whiskey burned on the way down, settling in my chest like a weak shield against the whispers. I swirled the amber liquid in the glass, staring into its depths. The room was dim, illuminated only by the soft glow of the datapad on the table beside me. Jericho¡¯s hum was a constant presence, the ship alive in its silence, but I was anything but.
The hunger was quieter now, manageable in the way a predator might sleep after a kill. But it wasn¡¯t gone. It never would be. Even now, hours after the last feeding, I could feel it stirring, restless, like a beast pacing inside me.
I hated it. The cloned chicken had been warm when I¡¯d taken it, its feathers soft and smooth until I¡¯d gripped too tightly, the struggle ending almost as quickly as it began. The virus demanded it that way¡ªraw, fresh, alive. Cooking destroyed the DNA and biomass it needed, and anything less than that left the hunger unsatisfied. I tore into it with shaking hands, the feathers sticking to my lips, blood running down my chin.
It should¡¯ve made me gag. And at first, it did. The tang of blood, the crunch of bone, the slick warmth of the flesh¡ªit should have repulsed me. But the virus, that ravenous thing inside me, overrode everything else. Every bite carried a primal satisfaction, a relief that cut through the gnawing pain of hunger.
And when it was over? Shame.
Its screams lingered, replaying in my mind. The way it had flailed, helpless in my grip. The taste of its life still clung to my tongue, metallic and rich, its warmth lingering long after I¡¯d licked my fingers clean. The hunger had been sated, for now, but the guilt never faded.
A knock at the door broke the quiet, sharp and sudden against the heavy stillness. I flinched, pulling myself from the thoughts that spiraled endlessly in my mind. Reid¡¯s voice carried through the door before I could answer, light and familiar.
¡°Open up, Princess. I come bearing gifts.¡±
I sighed, setting the glass down and brushing the hair from my face. ¡°What kind of gifts?¡± I called back, trying to shake off the weight that sat heavy on my chest.
¡°Beer,¡± he replied with mock indignation. ¡°What else?¡±
The door slid open, and there he was, his smirk firmly in place, a six pack in hand. He stepped inside without waiting for an invitation, his confidence as easy as always.
¡°Thought I¡¯d find you here,¡± he said, setting one of the bottles on the table and twisting the cap off the other. ¡°You always look like you¡¯re plotting some mad science crap in this room.¡±
I raised an eyebrow, trying to force the fog from my mind. ¡°If I were, you¡¯d be the first test subject.¡±
¡°Oh, I¡¯d make a terrible lab rat,¡± he shot back, dragging a chair over and plopping down across from me. His new cybernetic arm caught the low light as he lifted the bottle to his lips. ¡°Too good-looking. You¡¯d hate to ruin perfection.¡±
I snorted, despite myself, shaking my head. ¡°You¡¯re impossible.¡±
¡°Damn right,¡± he said, his grin softening as he studied me. ¡°How¡¯re you holding up?¡±
The question hit harder than it should have. Reid knew enough to tread carefully¡ªenough about the virus, the hunger, the changes I didn¡¯t fully understand. I¡¯d confided in him during one of his countless drop-ins, moments when he¡¯d shown up unannounced just to hang out. At first, I¡¯d only shared fragments of the truth, hesitant to say too much. But Reid had a way of easing past the walls I didn¡¯t even realize I¡¯d built. Over time, I¡¯d opened up, piece by piece.
I hadn¡¯t told him everything¡ªnot about my father, or the whispers, or how the virus gnawed at the edges of my sanity¡ªbut he knew enough. He knew about the hunger, how it felt like a primal beast pacing inside me, never truly satisfied. I¡¯d told him about the cloned animals, about how the virus demanded their biomass raw, their DNA untainted by heat or sterilization. I¡¯d even described the shame that followed, the horror of tearing into something alive with my bare hands.
Reid had listened, his usual humor subdued, his green eyes shadowed with something I could only read as discomfort. I expected him to pull away, to treat me like the monster I was starting to believe I¡¯d become. But instead, he¡¯d cracked a joke, one that wasn¡¯t funny but still made me laugh, and told me, ¡°You¡¯re still Sol, no matter how weird this shit gets.¡±
Classic Reid, sitting there in his Hawaiian shirt and mirrored sunglasses, his blond hair sticking out in every direction like he¡¯d just woken up from the world¡¯s longest nap. He had a knack for deflecting tension with humor, for making everything feel a little less like the end of the world. Even when I told him things that should¡¯ve sent him running, he stayed. Maybe he was disturbed by what I¡¯d said, but he never let it show for long.
Now, as he sat across from me, sipping his beer and studying me with that easy grin, I wondered if he¡¯d ever realized how much I needed that. How much I needed someone who didn¡¯t see me as just an experiment or a burden, but as Sol¡ªbroken and strange and trying her best to hold herself together.
He didn¡¯t push, didn¡¯t pry, but his questions always reminded me I wasn¡¯t as invisible as I sometimes wanted to be.
¡°I¡¯m fine,¡± I said automatically, my voice too steady to be convincing. His raised eyebrow and unimpressed expression made me sigh. ¡°Mostly fine. The feeding helps. For a while.¡±
His gaze flicked to the empty plate on the table, where faint traces of grease and feathers still clung to the edges. He didn¡¯t ask what I¡¯d eaten. Maybe he didn¡¯t want to know.
¡°Still weird for you?¡± he asked softly, his usual teasing tone absent.
I nodded, my fingers tightening around the glass. ¡°Every time. It¡ it feels wrong. But it¡¯s the only thing that works.¡±
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. ¡°Look, Sol, I don¡¯t pretend to understand what¡¯s going on with you¡ªhell, I don¡¯t think you do half the time¡ªbut you¡¯re still here. That counts for something.¡±
¡°Does it?¡± I murmured, my voice barely audible. The weight of the chicken¡¯s final moments sat heavy in my stomach, more real than the satisfaction the virus had given me. ¡°Sometimes it feels like I¡¯m just¡ surviving.¡±
He shrugged, his movements casual but his eyes serious. ¡°That¡¯s enough for now. One day at a time, Princess. And hey, if you need a break from Knight¡¯s little science hellscape, you know where to find me.¡±
I glanced at him, the corner of my mouth twitching despite myself. ¡°What, so you can distract me with bad beer and worse jokes?¡±
¡°Exactly,¡± he said, his grin returning. ¡°I¡¯m a man of many talents, Sol. Keeping you sane is just one of them.¡±
I let out a quiet laugh, the sound unfamiliar but welcome. Reid grinned, tipping his sunglasses down just enough to show a flicker of mischief in his green eyes. He launched into some ridiculous story about a malfunctioning drone in hydroponics, complete with exaggerated gestures and sound effects that made no sense.
For a little while longer, I let myself sit in his presence, soaking in the warmth of his easy humor. The tension in my chest loosened, like a tightly coiled spring finally easing, as we talked about nothing important. It wasn¡¯t peace¡ªnot really¡ªbut it was close enough. Reid had a way of doing that, of making the ship¡¯s suffocating weight feel lighter, even if only for a moment.
The drinks helped, too¡ªthe familiar burn tracing a path down my throat, dulling the sharper edges of my thoughts. The room softened around the edges, the hum of the ship fading into the background. Reid gave me a mock salute as he stood to leave, his prosthetic hand gleaming under the dim light.
¡°Don¡¯t let the bedbugs bite,¡± he quipped, pausing at the doorway. ¡°Or, you know, whatever creepy thing lives in your nightmares these days.¡±
¡°Thanks for that,¡± I shot back, rolling my eyes. But the corners of my mouth tugged into a reluctant smile, and I didn¡¯t try to fight it.
He winked and disappeared into the hallway, his footsteps fading into the hum of Jericho¡¯s engines.
The room felt quieter, emptier after he left. For now, it was just me, the lingering warmth of his presence, and the drink in my hand. The nightmares would come, as they always did, clawing at the edges of my sleep. But for now, I let myself sit a little longer, savoring the fleeting calm.
It wasn¡¯t peace¡ªnot really¡ªbut it was close enough. And for tonight, that was all I could ask for.
The dream wrapped around me like a second skin, suffocating and inescapable. It started in a place that should¡¯ve been familiar¡ªmy father¡¯s lab. The hum of machines buzzed softly in the background, their lights casting faint, sterile halos against the walls. I was seated on the familiar stool beside his workbench, legs dangling just above the floor, like I was a child again. But something was off. The air felt heavier, the colors muted, as if the room itself were holding its breath.
My father stood over me, his white lab coat pristine, his face unreadable behind those thin, wire-rimmed glasses he always wore. His hands moved with precision, adjusting dials and scribbling notes, never sparing me more than a glance. That was normal¡ªtoo normal. But when he finally looked at me, his expression was hollow, his eyes flat, like the man I remembered wasn¡¯t entirely there.
¡°Did you eat?¡± His voice was calm, clinical, and yet it scraped against my nerves like nails on glass.
I blinked at him, confused. ¡°Eat? What do you mean?¡±
He turned, holding up a tray I hadn¡¯t noticed before. On it was a small, trembling shape¡ªa rabbit, its fur matted with sweat, its tiny chest rising and falling in rapid bursts. My stomach churned at the sight, but the hunger stirred, sharp and insistent, crawling under my skin.
¡°You¡¯re hungry, aren¡¯t you?¡± he asked, tilting his head. ¡°You need it, Sol. The DNA, the biomass. That¡¯s what you¡¯re made for.¡±
I recoiled, shaking my head. ¡°No. I don¡¯t need that. I¡¯m fine.¡±
His lips curved into a faint, humorless smile. ¡°You¡¯re lying. To me. To yourself.¡± He set the tray down, stepping closer, his presence looming. ¡°Don¡¯t deny what you are.¡±
¡°I¡¯m not¡ª¡± The words caught in my throat as I glanced down. My hands were changing, the nails elongating into claws, the skin taking on an unnatural sheen. Panic surged through me, and I looked back at my father. His face hadn¡¯t changed, but something in his yellow eyes gleamed, cold and knowing.
¡°You¡¯re perfect,¡± my father said, his yellow eyes faintly aglow in the dim light of the lab. But something was wrong. His voice was fractured, layered, as if two people were speaking in unison. One voice was his¡ªcold and clinical. The other was deeper, raw, laced with something almost¡ pained. ¡°My masterpiece.¡±
¡°No,¡± I whispered, my voice trembling. ¡°I¡¯m not¡ª¡±
My reflection in the glass panel beside the workbench caught my eye. At first, it was just me¡ªsmall, pale, my white hair faintly catching the glow of the lab lights. But then the image twisted. My skin darkened, ridged and unnatural. My jaw stretched, elongating as sharp teeth glinted, catching the faint light. My mouth opened in a silent scream, and the monster in the glass snarled back, its mismatched eyes¡ªone crimson, one blue¡ªburning into mine.
I stumbled backward, heart pounding. ¡°What the fuck. That¡¯s not me. It¡¯s not¡ª¡±
The mirror shattered, the sound deafening. When I turned, Wilks was there.
Or what was left of him.
His body was warped and burned, hunched over, his limbs too long and slick with a grotesque sheen. His face was barely recognizable, stretched and broken, red eyes glowing faintly from deep-set sockets. He moved like something from a nightmare, his steps slack and jerky, yet impossibly fast.
¡°You¡¯re like me,¡± he hissed, his voice wet and guttural, a sound that made my stomach lurch. ¡°We¡¯re the same, useful monsters.¡±
¡°I¡¯m not a monster!¡± I screamed, but the hunger roared, drowning out my voice. It surged through me, clawing, demanding, insatiable.
Wilks lunged, and I didn¡¯t flinch¡ªI lashed out. My claws tore through flesh, warm blood splattering across my face. The hunger roared louder, exultant, as I ripped into him, my teeth sinking into the raw meat of his shoulder. The taste filled my senses, rich and intoxicating, and for a moment, the horror of it faded beneath the satisfaction. I was consuming him, and I couldn¡¯t stop.
His laughter broke through the haze, twisted and mocking. ¡°You¡¯ll see,¡± he rasped. ¡°You¡¯ll become his next tool.¡±
I stumbled back, the taste of blood sharp in my mouth, my hands slick with it. The room spun, the walls blurring as Wilks¡¯s form twisted and dissolved into the shadows. The mirror reformed, and the monster in the glass was me. Entirely me.
I gasped, jerking upright in bed, the sheets damp with sweat and tangled around my legs. My breath came in ragged bursts, my chest heaving as the phantom taste lingered on my tongue.
It wasn¡¯t real.
But it could be.
I dragged my hand over my face, fingers brushing against my cheekbone, my mismatched eyes catching faint reflections in the screen of my datapad. Blue. Red. They stared back at me, mocking the memory of the dream.
My throat tightened as I forced my breathing to slow. It was just a nightmare, I told myself, a sick manifestation of everything I was terrified of becoming. But that didn¡¯t make it easier to shake.
A familiar hum crackled to life, the voice smooth and detached, yet unmistakable. ¡°Sol,¡± Jericho¡¯s voice buzzed softly through the room¡¯s speakers. ¡°I detected elevated heart rate, irregular breathing, and physical agitation. Are you well?¡±
I groaned, running a hand through my damp hair. ¡°I¡¯m fine, Jericho. Just a nightmare.¡±
¡°Understood,¡± it replied, though there was no comfort in its tone. Jericho was not programmed for comfort. ¡°Lion is aware of your distress. Do you require a medical evaluation?¡±
Of course, Lion knew. Of course, he was watching. He always was.
¡°No,¡± I said sharply, swinging my legs over the side of the bed. The cool floor against my feet grounded me, but it did nothing to ease the knot in my chest. ¡°Just drop it.¡±
Jericho didn¡¯t respond, but its hum lingered, a low, pulsing rhythm that felt almost alive¡ªa constant reminder that privacy on this ship was an illusion. It wasn¡¯t the first time I¡¯d sensed its attention, that quiet, unspoken presence that seemed to watch from the shadows, making my skin crawl.
The soft chime of a notification startled me, pulling my attention to the datapad blinking faintly on the desk. I reached for it, my hand still trembling, and swiped the screen to life. Another message from Vega. Of course.
I let out a quiet sigh, sinking back into the mattress. Jericho¡¯s voice might¡¯ve gone silent, but its watchful eye¡ªand Lion¡¯s¡ªnever truly left. It was just another reminder that I wasn¡¯t allowed even the sanctity of my nightmares.
The subject line was as clipped and precise as her tone always was:
¡°Rotation Schedule Update: Immediate Action Required.¡±
I opened it with a swipe, the glowing text reflecting in my tired eyes.
FROM: Lt. Evelyn Vega
TO: Sol Voss
SUBJECT: Rotation Schedule Update: Immediate Action Required
Sol,
Following the council¡¯s latest deliberation, a decision has been made regarding the ship¡¯s current operational strategy. After six months of running at maximum speed to put distance between Jericho and the Hemlock¡¯s last known location, we have reached a point where slowing to standard operational speed is both necessary and prudent.
While the mystery surrounding the Hemlock remains unresolved, with no new breakthroughs regarding the plasma scorch marks or their origin, the council has decided that maintaining vigilance is essential, but further strain on resources is unsustainable. The plasma damage observed on the Hemlock¡¯s engine remains a matter of concern, but without additional evidence of an immediate threat, we must balance caution with pragmatism.
As a result, Team D will now take over ship operations, allowing all members of Teams A, B, and C to return to cryo for the next three months. Dr. Knight will return to cryo with Team B, while you will be scheduled to reawaken with Team A at the conclusion of this rotation.
During this period, the automated drones will continue testing and refining the Phoenix serums. Both the inhibitor and accelerant show potential, but further time is needed for synthesis and validation. Your physiological feedback and expertise will remain critical once testing resumes during your next wake cycle.
Please use the remaining time of 48 hours to prepare for cryo and to ensure any unfinished tasks are handed off to the next rotation. The council emphasizes the importance of rest and recovery, particularly given the extraordinary demands placed upon you during this past year.
Attached: [Rotation Schedule Overview]
Lt. Evelyn Vega
The words on the screen blurred slightly as I stared at them, the tight knot in my chest growing heavier with every sentence. They were sending me back to cryo. Again. Just when we were starting to make progress, when the Phoenix tests were finally beginning to make sense. Three months wasn¡¯t much in the grand scheme of things, but to me, it felt like an eternity. The drones could do a lot, but they weren¡¯t me¡ªor Knight.
I clenched my fists, the datapad trembling slightly in my grip. The rational part of me understood. The ship¡¯s resources were stretched thin, and I was part of the problem. I ate more than three people combined. Every cloned animal I consumed wasn¡¯t just another drop in the supply chain¡ªit was a glaring reminder of the strain I placed on Jericho. But understanding didn¡¯t make it sting any less.
The hunger stirred at the back of my mind, restless and persistent, as if sensing my agitation. I hated that it was always there, like a shadow I could never shake. My father¡¯s voice echoed in my mind, unbidden: ¡°You¡¯re perfect. My masterpiece.¡±
Perfect. Right. A perfect burden.
I sat heavily on the edge of the bed, the datapad still glowing in my hands. For a moment, I let myself stew in the frustration, the disappointment. It wasn¡¯t fair. None of this was. But fair didn¡¯t matter out here¡ªnot on Jericho.
Before I could talk myself out of it, I opened the message reply window and began typing, my fingers flying over the screen with barely controlled anger.
Subject: Re: Rotation Schedule Update: Immediate Action Required
Lt. Vega,
I understand the council¡¯s decision, but I can¡¯t go back into cryo right now. Not when we¡¯re so close to real progress with the Phoenix tests. The drones can handle the basics, but they don¡¯t have the insight or adaptability that Knight and I bring to the table. If we just had a little more time, we could push these prototypes further, maybe even get them ready for initial trials.
I know I consume more resources than most, but I¡¯m willing to make adjustments¡ªcut back, ration more tightly, whatever it takes. Sending me to cryo now feels like halting the momentum we¡¯ve worked so hard to build.
Please reconsider.
-Sol
I hit send before I could second-guess myself, the knot in my chest tightening as the message disappeared from the screen. It was bold, maybe too bold, but I couldn¡¯t just sit back and let them sideline me without trying.
The reply came quicker than I expected. Vega¡¯s name flashed on the screen, her message carrying the same no-nonsense authority she always had.
Subject: Re: Rotation Schedule Update: Immediate Action Required
Sol,
Your commitment to the Phoenix project is commendable, but this is not a matter of negotiation. The council¡¯s decision is final, and it is not without reason.
Your physiological condition requires a caloric and nutritional intake that far exceeds the average crew member¡¯s consumption. To put it plainly: you are eating us out of house and home. The cloning labs and hydroponics bay cannot keep pace with your current needs while simultaneously preparing for the next rotation¡¯s requirements. We are operating under tight constraints, and every resource must be optimized for long-term sustainability.
You will return to cryo with Team A as scheduled, and Knight will follow with Team B. Use the remaining time to ensure a smooth handoff of tasks to the drones and prepare for cryo. Knight has already informed us of your progress with the two serums you have created, but she has also stated that it will take several months for them to synthesize fully. In her words, this leaves you and her to ¡°twiddle your thumbs¡± in the meantime.
When you wake in three months, you¡¯ll have the resources and support needed to continue your work without straining the ship¡¯s systems. During this time, the cloning facilities and hydroponics bay will replenish our food supplies, allowing us to support not only you but the rest of the crew as well. With much of the crew awake for extended periods, we are running dangerously low, and these three months are critical to rebuilding our reserves.
This decision is not up for debate. Prepare to return to cryo within the next 48 hours.
-Lt. Evelyn Vega
The message sat on the screen, its blunt practicality a final nail in the coffin of my hopes. I reread the words, letting them settle over me like a weighted blanket. "Twiddle your thumbs." Knight must have thought that was clever.
I stared at the glowing screen, my chest tightening with frustration. I wanted to argue, to demand they let me stay awake, to keep fighting for the project that felt like the only thing giving my existence purpose. But even as the anger rose, I knew it was pointless. Vega¡¯s logic was unassailable, her tone making it clear that she wouldn¡¯t entertain any objections.
Three months. I¡¯d be asleep, frozen while the world moved on. Again.
My jaw clenched as I resisted the urge to throw the datapad across the room. Instead, I placed it down carefully, my hand lingering on the edge of the device as if letting go would make the message more real.
"Fine," I muttered to no one in particular, the word bitter on my tongue. "Three months."
The hunger stirred faintly, a quiet, restless presence that I couldn¡¯t quite ignore. I swallowed hard, forcing myself to focus. If I couldn¡¯t stop this decision, I could at least make sure the work we¡¯d started wouldn¡¯t lose momentum.
I pushed myself to my feet, the datapad still glowing softly on the desk behind me. The room felt too small, the walls pressing in as the reality of the situation settled in my chest. Three months.
For now, all I could do was prepare.
The lab was unnervingly quiet, the faint hum of Jericho¡¯s systems the only sound accompanying the soft glow of the monitors. Drones hovered above the workstations, completing tasks with inhuman precision, while Knight stood at the main console, her almond-shaped eyes fixed on the data streaming across the screen. Her expression, as always, was unreadable¡ªcold, detached, entirely focused.
I sat on a stool near the far end of the lab, absently tapping my fingers against the counter. The hunger was quiet for now, subdued after my last feeding, but it still lingered beneath the surface like an itch I couldn¡¯t scratch. The cloned chicken had helped, but the relief was always temporary, a fleeting reprieve from the endless demands of the virus.
Knight broke the silence, her voice cutting through the stillness. ¡°The suppressor serum shows the most promise. If we can stabilize the dosage and isolate the reaction pathways, we might finally have a way to tailor the virus.¡± Her gaze flicked to the vials, lingering a moment too long. ¡°It¡¯s the only way to adapt the virus without¡¡± She hesitated, the clinical edge in her tone faltering for just a moment. ¡°Without repeating past mistakes.¡±
Her words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken meaning. Something about the way she avoided my gaze set my nerves on edge, but before I could press her, she turned back to the console, her expression unreadable.
¡°To tailor it to other people¡ just how many people have you and my father given Phoenix to, other than Wilks and the crew of the Hemlock?¡± I asked, my voice tight, the question barely hiding the accusation underneath.
Knight didn¡¯t look up, her fingers continuing their fluid motions across the holographic display. ¡°Far more than you could count,¡± she said, her tone calm in a way that made my skin crawl. After a pause, she added, almost too casually, ¡°And some that can never be replaced.¡±
Her words hit like a gut punch, the weight of them settling in my chest. ¡°What¡¯s that supposed to mean?¡± I asked, but she didn¡¯t respond. Her silence was answer enough, and it said more than I wanted to hear.
¡°The suppressor,¡± she continued after a moment, as if steering the conversation back to safer ground, ¡°reduces the virus¡¯s regenerative effects and dampens the hunger. It¡¯s not a cure, but it¡¯s a step toward making the virus survivable for others¡ªif we can refine it.¡±
Her tone was calm, clinical, but there was something else beneath it, a tightness she was trying to mask. I could tell she knew more than she was letting on, something bigger than just tailoring the virus to others. The way she avoided looking at me only deepened my suspicion.
¡°And the accelerant?¡± I asked, my eyes narrowing. I already knew what she was going to say, but I needed to hear it again.
Knight¡¯s lips curved in a faint, almost bitter smile. ¡°A curiosity,¡± she said. ¡°It amplifies everything¡ªthe regeneration, the hunger, the physical changes. Useful in theory, but too unstable to be practical. It¡¯s not meant for survivability, not really.¡±
¡°Then why even bother with it?¡± I pressed, leaning forward.
Knight hesitated, just for a moment, before answering. ¡°Because it helps us understand limits. The suppressor and accelerant are opposites. Together, they show us what¡¯s possible¡ªand what isn¡¯t.¡±
Her gaze flicked briefly to the accelerant vial on the table, and when she spoke again, her voice was softer, like she was talking to herself as much as to me. ¡°Your father believed the accelerant could help... bridge gaps. Push boundaries no one thought could be crossed. He had theories about what the human mind could endure under its influence. The accelerant wasn¡¯t about healing¡ªit was about transformation.¡±
She caught herself then, straightening as if she¡¯d said too much. ¡°But it¡¯s all theoretical. Nothing more. It¡¯s far too unstable to use.¡±Support the creativity of authors by visiting the original site for this novel and more.
Her attempt to brush it off didn¡¯t land. I stared at her, the pieces clicking into place in the back of my mind. Transformation. Survival. The virus wasn¡¯t just about regeneration or hunger¡ªit was something much bigger, something Knight clearly didn¡¯t want me to fully understand yet.
¡°You¡¯re hiding something,¡± I said quietly, watching her closely. ¡°This isn¡¯t just about adapting the virus, is it?¡±
Knight¡¯s gaze stayed locked on the display, her movements more deliberate now. ¡°You¡¯re reading too much into it,¡± she said, her voice smooth but just a little too rehearsed. ¡°Focus on the suppressor. That¡¯s where the real work is.¡±
She was lying, or at least withholding the truth. But whatever it was, I knew pushing her further wouldn¡¯t get me anywhere. Not yet. Knight wasn¡¯t the type to let anything slip unless she wanted to.
I nodded, though her explanation did little to ease the unease that settled in my chest. I glanced at the vials lined up on the table, their contents faintly glowing under the sterile light. Months of work distilled into fragile glass containers, each one holding the potential to reshape my future¡ªor destroy it.
¡°We¡¯re close, Knight,¡± I said softly. ¡°You know we are. If we just had more time¡ª¡±
¡°You don¡¯t,¡± she interrupted, turning her sharp gaze on me. ¡°The council has made their decision, and it¡¯s the right one. The suppressor will take months to synthesize fully, and we can¡¯t test it without you. There¡¯s nothing more to be done right now.¡±
I clenched my fists, the tension in my body matching the frustration in my voice. ¡°We¡¯ve come so far. You can¡¯t expect me to just... stop.¡±
Knight sighed, her tone as clinical as ever. ¡°You¡¯re not stopping. You¡¯re pausing. Three months in cryo will allow the drones to do their work and give the cloning facilities time to replenish our food supply. Or did you think you could keep eating enough for three people without consequences?¡±
Her words hit like a slap, and I looked away, my jaw tightening. She wasn¡¯t wrong. The council had made that painfully clear¡ªmy rations, my existence, were a strain on the ship. Even with the cloning facilities, the resources required to sustain me were unsustainable in the long term. It was logical. Necessary. But that didn¡¯t make it any easier to accept.
¡°What about the other projects?¡± I blurted. ¡°Wyvern, Leviathan, Hydra¡ªthey¡¯re just sitting there, collecting dust. Why can¡¯t we work on those while we wait for the suppressor to synthesize?¡±
Knight paused, her fingers hovering over the holographic display. She didn¡¯t look at me right away, her silver eyes focused on the streaming data. Finally, she sighed, as though I¡¯d asked a question with an obvious answer.
¡°Because you¡¯re not ready,¡± she said simply, her tone even, almost dismissive.
¡°Not ready?¡± I repeated, heat rising in my chest. ¡°I have captain-level clearance, Knight. I know what I¡¯m doing.¡±
Her lips twitched in that almost-smile again, and this time, she turned to face me. ¡°You have captain-level clearance,¡± she said slowly, as if explaining to a child, ¡°because Lion trusts you. Not because you¡¯re ready. And not because anyone here thinks you¡¯re capable of handling the truth.¡±
I bristled, the irritation bubbling over. ¡°What use is that clearance if everyone still bosses me around? What¡¯s the point if I¡¯m not allowed to do anything with it?¡±
Knight laughed¡ªa sharp, short sound that grated against my nerves. ¡°Oh, Sol,¡± she said, shaking her head, ¡°you really don¡¯t get it, do you? That clearance is the only leash we have on you. Lion might trust you, but trust is dangerous, especially for someone like you.¡±
Her words stung more than I cared to admit, but I pushed past the anger. ¡°You keep saying Lion trusts me because of my father. What exactly did my father tell Lion? What orders did he leave?¡±
Knight¡¯s laughter came again, this time softer, tinged with something I couldn¡¯t quite place. ¡°I¡¯m sure you¡¯d love to know,¡± she said, turning back to the console. ¡°But that¡¯s not something you¡¯re ready for either.¡±
The weight of her words settled heavily on my shoulders, and I forced myself to look back at the vials. The suppressor was our only real hope, but it was fragile¡ªlike everything else in this lab, in this ship, in my life.
¡°Now,¡± Knight continued, her tone firm again, ¡°rest up. We¡¯re short on time as it is, and the drones need their final orders. So do me a favor, Sol, and leave.¡±
Her dismissal cut deeper than it should have. I opened my mouth to argue, but the words died on my tongue. Instead, I turned on my heel and left, the door hissing shut behind me with a finality that felt suffocating.
The whispers surged as I walked, feeding off my frustration. You¡¯re wasting time, little Phoenix, they hissed. They¡¯re hiding everything from you. They don¡¯t trust you. They¡¯ll never trust you.
My chest tightened, the weight of their words pressing down on me. Knight¡¯s laughter echoed in my ears, her cryptic warnings twisting into something more sinister. I thought of the other projects, the locked doors, the way everyone spoke about my father¡¯s legacy as if it were a burden too heavy to share.
The hunger stirred faintly, a restless reminder of the thing inside me that no one¡ªnot even Knight¡ªfully understood. I clenched my fists, the tension in my body coiling tighter with every step. Three months in cryo. Three months frozen while the world moved on, while they made decisions I wasn¡¯t part of, while they kept secrets I was never meant to uncover.
No. Not this time.
The lab¡¯s hum faded behind me as I stormed out, but the whispers only grew louder. They fed off my frustration, my anger, my desperation, pushing me closer to the edge. And for the first time, I didn¡¯t push them away.
You¡¯re out of time.
The whispers. Always there, always prodding, but now they were different. Urgent. Directed. The virus wasn¡¯t just a part of me¡ªit had a will, a presence that gnawed at the edges of my thoughts. I gripped the railing of the walkway, the cool metal grounding me for a moment as I fought to steady my breath.
Lab 3 showed you what you are. Now find the rest. Find my book. Find the truth.
The book. My father¡¯s notebook. The one brimming with theories I could finally begin to unravel¡ if anyone could truly understand his genius¡ªor his madness, it had to be me. His shorthand was a language I had grown up learning to decipher, a secret code I cracked while perched at his side, back when I was still just his daughter and not this... thing. I understood how he thought, how he twisted his ideas into meticulous, maddening detail. Every word in that notebook was a piece of him¡ªof his vision, his obsession, his legacy.
Even with captain-level clearance, Jericho¡¯s systems remained frustratingly out of reach, vital details sealed behind layers of encryption or withheld entirely under Lion¡¯s watchful eye. Whatever answers I sought weren¡¯t hidden there¡ªthey wouldn¡¯t be. They¡¯d be in the book, tucked away in my father¡¯s quarters, waiting for me.
The thought clung to me like a shadow as I stepped into my quarters, the door hissing shut behind me. My gaze landed on the bottle of secret moonshine Reid had left me, its makeshift label peeling at the edges. ¡°Voss Reserve: For When Shit Gets Real.¡±
Reid¡¯s creation was strictly against the captains¡¯ rules¡ªalcohol wasn¡¯t exactly on the approved resource list¡ªbut when had that ever stopped him? He¡¯d made it anyway, in secret, because that¡¯s just who he was: reckless, resourceful, and entirely unapologetic. Booze was tightly regulated on Jericho, limited to a few weak beers or whatever private stash the captains had squirreled away¡ªlike the bottle of whiskey I¡¯d stolen from Warren a few months back.
I smirked at the thought, glancing at the peeling label on the moonshine. This, at least, felt like a proper rebellion.
I snorted, muttering under my breath, ¡°Fuck it. Might as well get rid of the evidence anyway.¡±
Kicking off my boots with a careless shove, I stripped out of my pressure suit, letting the heavy material fall into a heap on the floor. The weight of everything¡ªthe whispers clawing at the edges of my thoughts, the gnawing hunger that never really left, the unrelenting pressure of existing¡ªfelt like it was dragging me down.
I found my robe, soft and oversized, and slipped it over my shoulders, tying it loosely around my waist. Underneath, I wore only my underwear, the absence of constriction offering a strange sense of freedom. No armor. No pretense. Just me, stripped bare and raw.
The bottle was cool in my hand as I twisted off the cap, the sharp scent of Reid¡¯s concoction hitting me like a punch. I took a long swig, the burn rushing down my throat and settling heavily in my chest. For a moment, it dulled the edges of the whispers, the constant buzz in my head quieting just enough for me to breathe.
I collapsed onto the bed, the moonshine in one hand and the other dragging through my tangled platinum hair. My mismatched eyes caught their faint reflection in the blank screen of my datapad¡ªblue and red, glowing softly in the dim light of the room. They stared back at me, accusing, questioning.
You¡¯re wasting time, Sol. The whispers crawled back in, relentless. Find the book. Find the truth.
¡°Shut up,¡± I growled, taking another drink. The liquid burned less this time, settling into a warm haze that crept through my veins. I set the bottle on the nightstand, leaning back against the headboard. The whispers didn¡¯t listen¡ªthey never did. If anything, the alcohol seemed to embolden them.
You¡¯re the Phoenix. Act like it. Prove it. Before they take everything away.
I tried to watch old Earth shows to forget, their flickering images a desperate attempt to drown out the whispers. It didn¡¯t work. The voices clawed at the edges of my thoughts, demanding action.
Lion will know what you¡¯re planning. He¡¯ll find my book and take away any hope you have of finding the truth before he allows it.
¡°Fuck off,¡± I muttered, slumping deeper into the bed, pulling the thin sheet tighter around my body. But the voice persisted, mocking me.
Jericho is listening, even now. It hears your words if not mine. It knows what you¡¯re planning, what you¡¯re thinking, my little Phoenix¡ªthe perfect princess locked away in her tower, waiting for a knight who will never come.
I grabbed the bottle of moonshine Reid had left me and took another long swig, the burn doing little to quiet the rising tension in my chest. The virus simmered under my skin, restless, relentless. I tried reading, flipping through an old novel on my datapad, but the words blurred, meaningless under the growing weight of the whispers.
The first knock came from Reid. He arrived with another bottle and a plan to celebrate my last day awake. His voice carried through the door, warm and teasing. ¡°C¡¯mon, Princess, open up. Don¡¯t make me drink this alone.¡±
I opened the door just long enough to take the bottle from his hands. ¡°Fuck off, Reid,¡± I said, slamming it shut again before he could reply.
It hurt. Everything hurt. But it was easier this way.
Twelve hours later, Vega came by, her sharp, no-nonsense tone cutting through the growing fog in my head. She knocked twice before speaking. ¡°Sol, I know you¡¯re in there. We need to talk. Don¡¯t make me override the lock.¡±
I didn¡¯t answer. The silence dragged until I heard her sigh, her footsteps retreating down the corridor. Knight came next, her voice clinical and detached, but with an edge of curiosity I couldn¡¯t ignore.
¡°Sol, you¡¯re only making this harder on yourself. The work will continue, whether you like it or not.¡±
I leaned against the door, letting the cool metal press against my forehead as I murmured, ¡°Eat shit, Knight.¡± She left soon after.
By the time Lion sent a drone to my quarters, the whispers had reached a fever pitch. His voice, calm and commanding, emanated from the machine. ¡°Highness, this behavior is unproductive. You are drawing unnecessary attention to yourself. Open the door.¡±
The anger burned hot as I stared at the drone¡¯s glowing lens through the camera. Its silent, unblinking gaze gnawed at me, a constant reminder of the surveillance I couldn¡¯t escape. My mismatched eyes narrowed, frustration surging like a live wire.
¡°You¡¯re supposed to listen to me, you golden prick,¡± I muttered, venom dripping from every word. Destroy it, the whispers urged, coiling tighter around my thoughts. Show them your strength. Take control.
I pushed off the bed, the haze of alcohol dulling the edges of my pain but sharpening my anger. My robe hung loose on my shoulders, the pale fabric still clean but soon to change. The floor was cold under my bare feet as I crossed the room, each step fueled by the fire simmering in my chest.
The door hissed open just long enough for me to strike. My hand lashed out in a blur, claws barely forming as I drove my fist into the drone. The frame crumpled like paper under the force, sparks flickering before the light died completely. It hit the floor with a satisfying crunch.
Pain flared as my knuckles split, the skin tearing from the impact. Blood dripped onto my robe, staining it in deep crimson streaks, but I didn¡¯t care. The virus surged, stitching me back together before the sting had a chance to linger. The whispers roared in triumph, their voices a chaotic chorus in my head.
Good. You¡¯re the Phoenix. Burn brighter.
I stared down at the shattered remains of the drone, my chest heaving, the smell of scorched circuits thick in the air. For a moment, I thought I saw something in the shadows beyond the door¡ªa flicker of yellow eyes, unblinking and aware.
Then the door slid shut, leaving me alone with my anger and the faint echo of what I¡¯d done.
¡°I know you can hear me,¡± I said to the empty room, my voice low and rough. ¡°You follow a fucking ghost, Lion. I don¡¯t trust you. I don¡¯t think I ever can.¡±
Alone again. But not at peace.
I glanced at my hand, the faint shimmer of healing tissue disappearing as the pain subsided. My bones had shattered on impact, but they were whole again now, as if nothing had happened. I flexed my fingers, testing their strength. The drone¡¯s shields hadn¡¯t flared¡ªnot because they couldn¡¯t have, but because Lion didn¡¯t want to hurt me. He didn¡¯t want to fight me. He wanted to control me.
The thought sent another ripple of anger through me, hot and bitter.
The room tilted slightly as I stood, some indeterminate time later. Hours had passed, maybe more. My back ached from leaning against the door for so long, and my legs felt shaky, though I stayed upright. The virus wouldn¡¯t let me collapse, no matter how much I drank. The moonshine coursed through my system, strong enough to leave me buzzing but not enough to dull the sharp edge of my thoughts. It felt deliberate, like the virus was letting me stay in this maddening state¡ªtoo drunk to think clearly, but too sober to stop.
The final hours before cryo were slipping away, and I was locked in my quarters, pacing like a caged animal. The bottle dangled from my fingers, half-empty but still potent.
The whispers surged, louder now, wrapping around my mind like chains. The book. My father¡¯s voice mingled with theirs, insistent and low. You¡¯re wasting your potential. They¡¯ll find out soon enough. Jericho¡¯s watching. Lion¡¯s watching. You¡¯re out of time, little Phoenix.
I paced faster, the bottle sloshing as I took another swig. The burn hit my throat, but it didn¡¯t stop me. It didn¡¯t slow me down. My steps were uneven, erratic, my robe hanging loose on my shoulders as I moved. I tightened the belt with one hand, trying to shake off the feeling that the walls were closing in.
¡°What the hell am I supposed to do, huh?¡± I spat, gesturing wildly at the empty air. ¡°Just sit here? Go back to cryo and pretend I¡¯m not¡ª¡±
The words caught in my throat, the sentence unfinished. My grip on the bottle tightened, my knuckles white as I slammed it down on the desk. The sound echoed in the silence, sharp and final.
My gaze flicked toward the door. The thought came unbidden, clearer than anything else had been all night.
Find it. Prove them wrong. Show them why you¡¯re the Phoenix.
My father¡¯s quarters were sealed, but I knew how to get in. The whispers told me it was mine by right¡ªmy inheritance, waiting for me. If the book was there¡ªand it had to be¡ªit would hold the answers I needed. No more waiting. No more lies. No more letting them decide what I could and couldn¡¯t know.
¡°Fuck it,¡± I muttered, pushing the chair aside as I stood. My robe clung loosely to my frame, offering little protection from the cool air as I stepped toward the door. My bare feet were silent against the floor, the chill biting at my skin, but I didn¡¯t stop. I couldn¡¯t.
The corridor stretched ahead of me, dimly lit, the hum of Jericho¡¯s engines vibrating beneath my feet. The ship was alive, aware, always watching. But I didn¡¯t care. Let it watch. Let it see why my father had chosen me.
The door to his quarters loomed ahead, its panel glowing faintly. My heartbeat thundered in my ears as I swiped my clearance. Unsurprisingly, the red light flashed, denying me entry.
I didn¡¯t hesitate. My fingers elongated, claws extending as my muscles thickened, bones shifting with an audible crack. The virus surged, its heat flooding my system, fueling me with a primal, relentless energy. I jammed my clawed hands into the seam of the door, gripping the cold, unyielding metal as the hydraulics hissed in protest, the servos groaning in defiance.
Pain tore through my arms as my muscles strained against the resistance, fibers shredding under the immense pressure only to knit themselves back together moments later. The virus worked tirelessly, pulling resources from the rest of my body to reinforce my arms¡ªmuscles grew denser, bones thickened, every cell pushed beyond its natural limit. My body was consuming itself to fuel this unnatural strength, leaving a gnawing emptiness in its wake.
The hunger roared to life, sharp and insistent, a beast unleashed within me. It demanded more¡ªmore energy, more biomass, more everything¡ªto sustain the impossible strain I was putting on my body. Blood slicked my hands, dripping onto the floor as the cycle of tearing and healing repeated, each regeneration making me stronger, harder, more unrelenting. My teeth clenched as I pulled, the heat of the virus burning through every nerve, driving me forward.
The servos screamed as the metal began to give, groaning under the relentless pressure. With a final, guttural cry, I tore the door apart. The panels ripped free with a screech of tortured steel, the shattered edges cutting into my palms. I didn¡¯t care. I didn¡¯t stop. The stale air of the room hit me like a wall, heavy and stagnant, untouched for years.
The whispers surged, their approval sharp and insistent in my mind. Good girl, my father¡¯s voice murmured, dark and resonant, carrying the weight of his authority. Now claim what¡¯s yours. Show them why the Voss name is humanity¡¯s salvation.
I stepped inside, my body trembling from the strain of its transformation. The hunger still gnawed at my core, relentless and demanding, but it wasn¡¯t the worst of it. The room pressed in around me, shadows stretching across the walls like they were alive, watching. The air was heavy, laced with a faint metallic tang and the sweetness of disuse. It was too still, too perfect, untouched like an artifact waiting to be unearthed.
You¡¯ve wasted enough time, my father¡¯s voice hissed, sharper now, cutting through the fog in my mind. The other whispers grew bolder, feeding off his tone, their fragmented voices rising like a tide. Finish it Princess of humanity! Take what is rightfully yours oh, Queen of the Stars!
I forced myself forward, the room¡¯s silence wrapping around me like a suffocating shroud. Everything here felt preserved, sterile, as though frozen in time. But I knew better. This room wasn¡¯t dead. It was waiting¡ªfor me.
I had only taken a few steps when faint, mechanical whirs broke the stillness. Three drones floated into the room, their polished surfaces gleaming in the low light, their glowing eyes fixed on me. Lion¡¯s voice followed, calm and measured, though the undercurrent of urgency was unmistakable.
¡°Highness,¡± Lion¡¯s voice resonated as the drones floated into the room, their lenses glowing faintly. ¡°You need to stop. You don¡¯t understand what you¡¯re doing. This is not the way.¡±
The hum of the ship deepened, vibrating through the walls like a warning. It wasn¡¯t just a machine¡ªit felt aware, its presence pressing against me like an unseen force. ¡°Jericho protects its own,¡± Lion continued, his tone measured but firm. ¡°Your father trusted us to complete his work.¡±
I froze, my heart pounding as my claws flexed instinctively. Elongating further, the reinforced bone glinted faintly under the dim light. A dull ache throbbed in my hands as my canines sharpened further, my body reshaping itself to meet the demands of the hunger roaring inside me. The shredded skin of my palms stitched itself back together with unsettling speed, the virus greedily pulling resources from the rest of my body. I could feel the drain, the gnawing emptiness left behind as my body sacrificed itself for strength.
The hunger screamed louder, clawing at my thoughts, but my voice came out cold and steady. ¡°Follow my command, Lion, or shut the fuck up.¡±
The drones didn¡¯t move back. One floated closer, its shield shimmering faintly as Lion¡¯s voice buzzed through its speaker. ¡°Your father trusted us, Highness. He trusted me. He was the greatest mind humanity has ever known. You must honor his plan.¡±
I clenched my fists, trembling with rage. ¡°My father,¡± I hissed, ¡°is the reason I¡¯m in this mess. And if you think I¡¯ll trust a ghost or his goddamn machine, you¡¯re delusional.¡±
Lion¡¯s voice softened, almost pleading. ¡°This is not what he intended. You are jeopardizing everything¡ª¡±
Something inside me snapped. The hunger roared, the whispers screaming Do it. Destroy. Take control. With a guttural cry, I lunged at the closest drone, my claws slashing through its polished casing with a screech of metal. Sparks erupted as the drone sputtered, its glowing eye flickering before it crashed to the floor, lifeless.
Pain shot through my arm, the force of the impact splintering bone and tearing muscle, but I didn¡¯t stop. The virus surged, knitting the damage back together even as I turned to the second drone. My breath came in ragged gasps, each one feeding the fire burning in my chest.
¡°Highness, stop this!¡± Lion¡¯s voice rose in desperation, but I was past listening.
I grabbed the second drone midair, its servos whining in protest as my claws dug into its frame. With a furious snarl, I slammed it into the wall, the impact shaking the room. It crumpled like tin, wires snapping and sparks flying as it hit the floor in a twisted heap.
The last drone hovered just out of reach, its shield shimmering to life in a protective barrier. Blood dripped from my hands, pooling at my feet as I turned to face it. My body trembled, the strain of regeneration clawing at my reserves, but I couldn¡¯t stop. The hunger wouldn¡¯t let me.
Lion¡¯s voice crackled through the remaining drone, his tone sharp and commanding. ¡°Enough! You¡¯re destroying yourself! This is madness, Highness!¡±
I grabbed a nearby stool and hurled it at the shielded drone with all my strength. The stool disintegrated on impact, the barrier absorbing the force without so much as a flicker. My mismatched eyes locked onto the floating machine, and I grabbed a metal table next, dragging it across the room with a screech of steel.
The whispers surged, their voices overlapping in a chaotic chorus. Destroy it. Prove your strength. Show them why you¡¯re the Phoenix.
¡°Shut up!¡± I screamed, my voice raw as I swung the table at the drone. The shield flared, sending a burst of heat and energy rippling through the room. The force sent me staggering back, the table clattering to the floor.
Lion¡¯s voice softened, almost mournful. ¡°Your father wouldn¡¯t want this, Sol. You¡¯re his legacy. Please, stop.¡±
I stumbled, my body trembling with exhaustion as my ruined arm struggled to heal. Blood smeared the floor beneath me, but the whispers didn¡¯t quiet. They screamed louder, insistent, as the faint flicker of yellow eyes caught my attention from the shadows.
I froze, my breath hitching as the growl echoed through the room¡ªlow, guttural, and too deep to be human. Slowly, I turned toward the corner, where those yellow eyes burned through the darkness, watching me.
They burned like embers, unblinking, piercing me. The shadows shifted slightly, revealing a hunched, grotesque shape just beyond the reach of the light. My chest tightened as every instinct screamed at me to run, but I couldn¡¯t look away.
The whispers surged in my mind, louder now, their tones blending into something guttural and fragmented. Finish it, they hissed. Phoenix must rise. For him. For you. Finish what he started.
The yellow eyes bore into me, glowing with an intensity that felt alive¡ªtoo alive. The creature¡¯s presence was suffocating, a tangible weight pressing against my chest. The whispers shifted, their chaotic murmur blending into a rhythmic, almost melodic cadence, taunting me with every beat.
Lion¡¯s drone hovered closer, its lens flickering with recognition. ¡°Oh Majesty,¡± Lion¡¯s voice echoed softly through the small chamber, calm and reverent, as though addressing a deity. ¡°To see you again¡¡±
The words barely registered before the monster lashed out. Its claws shot forward, impossibly fast, piercing the shield of the drone as though it were paper. Sparks exploded, the protective field shattering with a hollow crackle. The drone¡¯s frame crumpled under the force, wires and circuits exposed, its flickering lens going dark as it tumbled to the floor in a lifeless heap.
The creature didn¡¯t look at its handiwork. Instead, its yellow eyes turned back to me, locking onto mine with unrelenting intensity. The weight of its gaze pressed against me like a vice, suffocating, inescapable. My breath hitched as it tilted its head, those glowing orbs searing into my soul as if daring me to move, to run, to resist.
He¡¯s watching. He knows. Finish it, Sol. Be the key. Be his masterpiece.
¡°No,¡± I whispered, shaking my head. My voice trembled, betraying the fear I tried to suppress. ¡°You¡¯re not real. You¡¯re just the virus. A hallucination.¡±
But the whispers didn¡¯t stop. They grew sharper, more insistent, until they were all I could hear.
Not a dream. Not a nightmare. He sees you. He needs you.... I need you.
I gritted my teeth, fighting against the rising panic. ¡°Shut up,¡± I muttered, the words half to myself. ¡°Just shut the hell up!¡±
The growl came again, deeper this time, vibrating through the floor. My breath caught as the shadows shifted once more, the thing stepping closer. Its shape was monstrous¡ªhunched and grotesque¡ªbut its movements were disturbingly deliberate. It tilted its head, its gaze locked onto mine with an eerie familiarity.
Then, the whispers converged into a single, broken voice¡ªhalting and distorted, but undeniably my familiar. ¡°Finish¡ Phoenix, my dear,¡± it rasped, the words dragging across the air like nails on glass. ¡°I¡ need it. To complete¡ my transcendence. For humanity.¡±
My heart stopped. My legs felt like lead, the room spinning as the voice echoed in my head. ¡°You can¡¯t be fucking real,¡± I whispered, trembling under the weight of disbelief.
The creature didn¡¯t move closer, but its yellow eyes burned brighter, daring me to look away. The voice came again, softer yet fractured, pieced together from something broken beyond repair.
¡°Humanity¡ needs me. Needs¡ us. You¡ are my hope.¡±
¡°Bullshit,¡± I hissed, my voice cracking. The sound of boots echoed faintly in the corridor. Time was slipping away.
I turned to the vault, the keypad¡¯s glow steady in the dim light. My fingers trembled as I keyed in the code. The lock clicked, and the heavy door swung open, revealing the book.
Its black leather cover was worn, cracked at the edges. I cradled it to my chest, flipping through familiar shorthand¡ªprecise and calculated. But as I reached the latter entries, the writing shifted: jagged, smeared, almost feral. The dates leapt out at me¡ªimpossibly recent.
¡°You¡¯ve got to be kidding,¡± I whispered, my stomach twisting. ¡°This can¡¯t be right¡¡±
A low growl sliced through the air, freezing the breath in my lungs. Slowly, I raised my head. From the shadows, two piercing yellow eyes stared back at me.
He is real, the whispers hissed, wrapping around my thoughts. I am real.
But the eyes didn¡¯t waver. The creature stepped into the faint light¡ªmassive, hunched, its grotesque form a mockery of humanity. My chest tightened as I stumbled back, clutching the book like a shield.
¡°What¡ the fuck are you?¡± My voice wavered.
It exhaled, its breaths wet and rasping. Then, in a voice fractured beyond recognition, it growled, ¡°Finish¡ it. My¡ dear.¡±
My stomach churned. The tone was warped, but I knew it. ¡°My father would never be a monster like you,¡± I spat, desperation sharpening my words. Deep down, though, I couldn¡¯t deny the truth. That voice¡ªit was him.
Finish Phoenix, the whispers urged. You see it now. You see what he became.
The creature took a step closer, its claws glinting in the faint light. ¡°Complete¡ Phoenix,¡± it rasped. ¡°For¡ humanity. For¡ me.¡±
Tears blurred my vision. ¡°Father?¡± My voice cracked, the word barely escaping my lips. ¡°They told me you were dead.¡±
Its head tilted¡ªa disturbingly human gesture. ¡°Not dead,¡± it rasped. ¡°Here. With¡ you.¡±
¡°Fuck,¡± I choked out, shaking my head. ¡°You¡¯re not him. You¡¯re a monster. A mistake.¡±
The creature let out a mournful sound, its yellow eyes flickering with something I couldn¡¯t name. ¡°We¡ tried,¡± it rasped. ¡°We¡ failed. Chimera¡ incomplete.¡±
The whispers hissed triumphantly. Chimera. Look in the book. Find the proof.
Boots thundered even closer now down the corridor. The creature¡¯s head snapped toward the sound. With a snarl, it launched itself upward, disappearing into the ductwork with a metallic clang.
The door burst open, Holt charging in with two guards. Their eyes swept the room¡ªshattered panels, shadows, disarray¡ªbut they didn¡¯t see the vent, didn¡¯t sense what had been here.
¡°Sol!¡± Holt¡¯s sharp voice cut through the chaos¡ªthe first time I¡¯d heard it since he left med bay. His gaze locked on me, blood-smeared and clutching the book. ¡°What the hell happened?¡±
¡°You wouldn¡¯t believe me,¡± I said, backing away.
Holt¡¯s jaw tightened. ¡°Fine, Hand over the book. Now.¡±
¡°No.¡± I hugged the book tighter, edging toward the bathroom. ¡°You don¡¯t understand. He¡¯s alive. He¡¯s¡ª¡± My voice broke. ¡°He¡¯s in the vents.¡±
¡°Enough,¡± one of the guards from team B growled, raising his weapon. ¡°Drop it.¡±
I bolted, sealing the captain''s room''s private bathroom door behind me. My breath came in shallow, panicked gasps as I slid to the floor, gripping the book like a lifeline. The sterile, pristine tiles under me felt cold against my skin, a sharp contrast to the fiery chaos raging in my mind.
My hand lashed out without thinking, smashing the control panel beside the door. Sparks flew as the screen shattered under the force, the soft hum of the locking mechanism turning into a harsh, final click. The door was sealed, the flickering lights of the broken panel a testament to my desperation.
I sat there for a moment, trembling, my fingers tracing the worn leather cover of the book. Every breath felt like a fight, the weight of what I¡¯d just uncovered crushing down on me. The silence in the room was deafening, broken only by the faint crackle of the damaged controls and the pounding of my pulse in my ears.
My hands trembled as I flipped through the pages, my breath shallow and uneven. The first entries were familiar¡ªprojects I¡¯d heard whispered about in shadowed corners of his lab: Leviathan. Hydra. Wyvern. Each name carried weight, monstrous successes or catastrophic failures my father had buried beneath layers of secrecy.
But as I turned the pages, the handwriting changed. The meticulous script I knew so well unraveled into something frenzied, chaotic. Words bled into the margins, ink smeared and jagged, as if written by a hand that shook with desperation. At the center of the chaos, one word burned itself into my mind, scrawled in bold, jagged strokes:
Chimera.
My heart lurched. Beneath it, a phrase etched in uneven lettering gripped me like a vice: Neural Fusion. Total Integration. Incomplete Transformation.
The truth hit me with the weight of a collapsing star. My father hadn¡¯t just died. He hadn¡¯t simply been the victim of a lab accident or some tragic mishap. That was the lie¡ªone crafted with precision, bolstered by Dr. Knight and carried out with Lion¡¯s silent complicity.
He¡¯d tried to merge with Jericho, to become something greater than human. To transcend the fragile limitations of flesh and forge a bridge between the organic and the digital. Phoenix was supposed to ensure the process, stabilizing his body and mind, regenerating his cells fast enough to endure the strain of neural fusion.
But it hadn¡¯t worked.
The virus¡ªhis virus¡ªhad failed him. Unlike me, his body hadn¡¯t adapted to Phoenix¡¯s potential. Instead of empowering him, it had turned on him, twisting his form and scattering his mind. Part of him¡ªfractured, incomplete¡ªhad uploaded into Jericho¡¯s systems, a hidden echo lurking in the deep code. Another part¡ªthe grotesque remnants of his body¡ªstalked the ship¡¯s shadows, bound by hunger and rage, a living nightmare.
He wasn¡¯t gone. He was here.
Knight had helped him fake his death. The carefully orchestrated story of a cryo pod failure was just another piece of the puzzle¡ªa ruse to hide the truth of his failed experiment. Lion must have known, his unwavering loyalty binding him to the secret, carrying out orders from a man who no longer existed in any recognizable form.
I pressed a hand to my mouth, stifling the wave of nausea and grief that rose in my throat. The book slipped from my lap, its pages fanning open on the cold tiles, revealing more jagged notes. My eyes caught on a single passage, the words smeared as if scrawled in a frenzy:
Phoenix is incomplete. Neural integrity unstable. Survival requires stabilization. Perfect host: Sol.
A chill coursed through me. He hadn¡¯t just been experimenting on himself¡ªhe¡¯d been experimenting for me. For the virus to stabilize, for the process to succeed, it needed the genetic adaptation Phoenix had given me. I was the key.
¡°Damn you,¡± I whispered, tears slipping down my cheeks. ¡°You lied to everyone. You used us. You used me.¡±
The whispers surged, dark and insidious, coiling in my mind. Finish it. You¡¯re so close. It¡¯s what he wanted. It¡¯s what you¡¯re meant for.
I shook my head, but the pieces were clicking into place, each revelation heavier than the last. Knight had hidden the truth, enabling him to continue his work in secret. Lion had enforced his will, guarding his monstrous legacy even as it consumed the ship. And now, my father¡ªwhat was left of him¡ªwaited, trapped in limbo, needing Phoenix complete to finish what he¡¯d started.
I clenched the book so tightly that my knuckles turned white, the words swimming on the page. He hadn¡¯t just died. He¡¯d tried to rewrite the laws of life and death¡ªand failed.
But I was still here.
And that made me the final piece of his unfinished puzzle.
A deafening crash jolted me from my spiraling thoughts. The main door outside buckled under the weight of impact. Holt¡¯s voice thundered through, raw and desperate. ¡°Sol, open up! Now!¡±
I clutched the book tighter, its leather cover cutting into my hands. The whispers surged, their triumphant chorus growing louder: Finish Phoenix. For him. For humanity.
The door groaned and splintered, giving way with a metallic shriek. Lion¡¯s massive figure stepped through the wreckage, his golden armor gleaming like a monolith against the chaos. He filled the space with an oppressive presence, every movement deliberate, every sound calculated.
¡°Leave us,¡± Lion commanded, his deep voice resonating like a judgment passed. The guards who had followed Holt hesitated, their weapons raised, but the sheer authority in Lion¡¯s tone brooked no argument. One by one, they retreated, Holt lingering the longest, the door hissing shut behind them.
Silence followed, heavy and suffocating. Lion turned to face me, his visor gleaming like molten gold, a silent reminder of who¡ªor what¡ªcontrolled this moment.
¡°You¡¯ve found the truth, Highness,¡± he said, his tone maddeningly calm.
I glared up at him, anger and despair churning in my chest. ¡°You knew,¡± I spat, my voice trembling with fury. ¡°You helped him. Why?¡±
Lion tilted his helmeted head, a faint hum accompanying the motion. ¡°Your father¡¯s vision is the future,¡± he said simply. ¡°And you are its key.¡±
¡°No!¡± My voice cracked, the word escaping like a knife drawn across my throat. ¡°He¡¯s gone! He¡¯s not my father anymore¡ªhe¡¯s this!¡± My hand gestured wildly toward the vent, where the monster had disappeared.
Lion didn¡¯t flinch. ¡°He is a Voss,¡± he said, his tone unshakable. ¡°And he is your father. His work must continue.¡±
Tears blurred my vision, hot and bitter. ¡°You¡¯re wrong,¡± I whispered, my voice breaking under the weight of my desperation. ¡°He¡¯s using you. He¡¯s using me.¡±
Lion stepped closer, his massive form casting a long shadow across the pristine floor. ¡°You have a duty, Highness. To him. To humanity. Finish Phoenix.¡±
I scrambled back, clutching the book as if it could protect me from the inevitability of his words. ¡°You don¡¯t know what he¡¯ll become!¡± I shouted, my voice rising in a mixture of rage and terror. ¡°You don¡¯t know the monster he already is!¡±
Lion paused, his voice softening to something almost reverent. ¡°He¡¯s waiting,¡± he said, quieter now. ¡°For you.¡±
Before I could respond, his massive gauntlet closed around my arm. His strength was immovable, a force I couldn¡¯t hope to resist. I thrashed, my breath coming in panicked gasps, but it was like struggling against the tide.
¡°You¡¯ll understand when you wake,¡± Lion said, dragging me from the bathroom with an ease that mocked my resistance.
¡°No!¡± I screamed, the sound tearing from my throat. ¡°You can¡¯t do this! You don¡¯t understand!¡±
The cryo pod loomed ahead, its sterile light casting an eerie glow that made the polished surfaces of Lion¡¯s armor gleam even brighter. The pod hissed open, its cold interior a silent promise of confinement. With mechanical precision, Lion placed me inside, securing the straps that pinned me in place. The chill of the pod¡¯s systems seeped into my skin, an unrelenting freeze that stole my breath.
¡°Lion, please!¡± I begged, my voice cracking with desperation. ¡°You can¡¯t let this happen! You don¡¯t know what he¡¯ll become¡ªwhat he already is!¡±
Lion stepped back, his massive frame filling my narrowing field of vision. His visor burned bright, unyielding. ¡°Your father¡¯s vision is the future, Highness,¡± he said, his tone solemn. ¡°And so are you.¡±
Through the glass of the pod, I could only watch as the world began to blur. Lion stood as a silent sentinel, his golden form radiating power. And just beyond him, in the shadows, the faint glint of yellow eyes shimmered¡ªwatching. Waiting.
The cold crept in, and the darkness followed.
Chapter 15 : Bound by Blood
The moment I woke, panic surged through me like wildfire. My lungs burned as I gasped for air, hands clawing at the restraints that bound me. The cryo chamber¡¯s hum droned faintly in the background, almost drowned out by the pounding in my ears. The straps across my arms and chest felt suffocating, as if they were trying to crush the fight out of me.
Cold air prickled against my skin, and I became sharply aware of the robe I was still wearing¡ªthe one from my quarters. Its fabric clung to me, stiff and stained with dried blood from smashing the drones. The memory hit like a cold wind, sharp and visceral, stirring a gnawing hunger deep inside me.
I twisted against the restraints, the cold press of the cryo pod grounding me in the harsh reality of where I was¡ªof what I¡¯d endured. My heart raced, my thoughts a disjointed tangle. How long had I been under? The last time, it was fifty years. I¡¯d been trapped, screaming in my dreams, unsure if they would ever wake me.
But this time... had it been minutes? Days? Years?
The disorientation was worse now. I wasn¡¯t sure if I¡¯d even dreamed at all. It felt too immediate, as though I¡¯d simply blinked and was here again, frozen in that last, desperate moment. My body was slick with sweat, my muscles trembling as I tugged harder against the restraints.
Then I froze.
Movement.
It wasn¡¯t me.
My breath hitched as my head snapped to the side, my vision still adjusting to the dim glow of the chamber. Two figures stood at the far end of the room, their outlines sharp against the faint light.
Lion.
Knight.
The sight of them sent a jolt through my chest, my panic giving way to something colder¡ªwariness. I stopped struggling, forcing myself to breathe, to steady the pounding in my head. My hands relaxed against the restraints as my eyes locked on Lion¡¯s towering frame. He loomed near the central console, his hammer resting against the wall like a silent sentinel. Without his helmet, his face was a stark contrast¡ªgolden eye glowing faintly, the other cybernetic, both cold and unblinking. His expression was calm but his gaze as hard as steel.
Knight stood a few steps behind him, arms crossed over her pristine lab coat. Her silver eyes flicked between Lion and me, assessing. The corners of her mouth twitched, but it wasn¡¯t a smile¡ªit was something colder, sharper.
The whispers stirred, slithering through my mind like tendrils of smoke. Ah, my left and right hand¡ Lion, ever the leader, the general, and most of all, the killer. And Knight¡ªmy ruthless assistant, brilliant¡ and your mother.
My breath caught, the words wrapping around me like a noose, tightening with every syllable.
A commotion outside drowned out the chamber¡¯s low hum. Muffled shouts rose in volume, sharp with tension:
¡°I¡¯m not asking!¡± Warren¡¯s voice cut through the din, brimming with authority and barely restrained anger. ¡°Move aside, Eagle! Sol is part of my team, and I won¡¯t stand by while¡ª¡±
¡°¡ªwhile what, Captain?¡± came a calmer reply. Eagle. Her tone was iron under velvet, unyielding in a way that made even Warren¡¯s bark falter. ¡°You¡¯ve overstepped. Stand down. This matter doesn¡¯t concern you.¡±
¡°It damn well does!¡± Warren¡¯s frustration spiked. ¡°She¡¯s on my team and under my protection¡ªthis is a breach of¡ª¡±
Eagle¡¯s response sliced through his tirade like a blade: ¡°No one passes. By my authority as Royal Guard, this area is sealed. Return to your post.¡±
The commotion outside faded into the background as Lion stepped closer, his towering form casting a long shadow across the pod. His golden eye gleamed faintly in the dim chamber light. ¡°Ignore them,¡± he said quietly, his voice measured, commanding. ¡°This moment isn¡¯t for them. It¡¯s for us.¡±
¡°What the hell is this, Lion?¡± I hissed, my voice trembling with anger and confusion. ¡°What the fuck is going on?¡±
Lion¡¯s golden eye fixed on mine, his expression unreadable. ¡°We need to talk, Highness¡± he said, his tone calm but weighted with purpose. ¡°About the secrets you¡¯ve uncovered. About what you¡¯ve seen¡ªand what it all means.¡±
¡°Just how many secrets are you keeping from me?¡± I snapped, my voice rising. ¡°From the crew? How much do you think you can bury?¡±
Lion said nothing, his jaw tightening briefly before he stepped back, letting the silence stretch between us.
Knight moved forward, her silver eyes locking onto mine with a cold, calculating intensity. Her pristine lab coat stood in stark contrast to the bloodied robe clinging to my skin. ¡°Far more than you¡¯ll learn here,¡± she said, her voice sharp and cutting. ¡°But the truth is this: the captains think their clearances give them power,¡± she continued, her tone dripping with disdain, ¡°but this isn¡¯t their ship.¡± She gestured around the room, her voice softening into something almost reverent. ¡°It¡¯s Julian¡¯s. Always was. They¡¯re temporary stewards of something far greater.¡±
My throat tightened as I forced the words out. ¡°What are you talking about?¡±
Knight tilted her head, studying me like a specimen under glass. ¡°Your father¡¯s mind¡ªwhat¡¯s left of it¡ªis split between that monster you saw and Jericho¡¯s AI. When he tried to merge his consciousness with this ship¡ªChimera, we call it¡ªhe failed. He fractured. Now we need you to bring him back together. It¡¯s the only way to make him whole.¡±
I barely recognized the sound of my own voice when it came, small and fractured, as if speaking the words would make them true. ¡°So¡ that thing¡ªit¡¯s part of him? What¡¯s left of him?¡± My voice wavered, caught between disbelief and despair, each word splintering under the weight of the truth. ¡°How can that be him?¡±
¡°He is fragmented,¡± Lion said, his voice almost pitying. ¡°Yet, He¡¯s still there, Sol, but the fractures are destroying him. And when he goes, Jericho goes too.¡±
Knight¡¯s hand ran through her perfect hair, smoothing the black waves with deliberate ease. Her almond-shaped eyes, a sharp mirror to mine in shape but not in spirit, locked on me with cold disdain¡ªcalculated and cutting. Not my mother. Just my incubator, I thought. ¡°And when Jericho collapses, everyone aboard dies with it. The captains pretend they¡¯re in control, but they don¡¯t see the truth. They think your father is dead¡ªthat his mind died with him.¡± Her lips curled into a sharp, knowing smirk. ¡°That¡¯s the story we let them believe.¡±
Her tone darkened, a venomous edge creeping in. ¡°They¡¯ve never trusted me. The moment your father was gone, they demoted me¡ªreplaced me with that fool Garin. They needed someone they could control, someone too shortsighted to question their authority.¡±
She stepped closer, her silver eyes narrowing. ¡°When your father ¡®died,¡¯ the captains intervened, splitting his clearance among themselves to take control. It was a failsafe to keep the ship¡ªand you¡ªunder their command.¡±
Her tone turned colder. ¡°But Jericho, the part of him tied to this ship, still follows his fragmented protocols. The rest of him¡ªthe monster¡ªis trapped, driven to madness by Phoenix. The captains pretend they¡¯re in charge, but this ship was never meant to be theirs. It was always yours.¡±
I shook my head, struggling to keep up. ¡°Then what was the plan?¡±
Knight¡¯s smirk sharpened, her words cutting like glass. ¡°Your father¡¯s plan was to become Jericho¡ªfully, completely. He believed he could guide humanity from this ship, just as he did on Earth before the world wars. Chimera was meant to complete that vision, to merge his mind with the ship and make him eternal.¡± Her silver eyes gleamed, a cold light of conviction. ¡°But something went wrong. As Phoenix worked to heal his mind, the transfer tore it apart. The strain fractured him into pieces.¡±
Her voice softened, almost conspiratorial. ¡°You, Sol, are the difference. Phoenix worked on you. It was tailored to your DNA. His attempt failed because it was rushed, but you¡¯re proof it can succeed.¡±
I fought to keep my voice steady. ¡°If Phoenix worked on me, why couldn¡¯t it save him?¡±
Knight¡¯s smirk remained, as cold and cutting as her words. ¡°It¡¯s hard to say¡ªat least, not until we¡¯ve tested you further. But the truth is, the captains would never have allowed it if they¡¯d known our goal. They lack the vision for something so monumental. So, when Chimera failed, we let them believe he died in cryo. It was the simplest way to keep the dream alive.¡± Her voice dipped, almost reverent. ¡°They think his brilliance is gone, but he¡¯s still here, Sol¡ªfractured, yes, but alive.¡±
Her voice turned cold. ¡°To maintain control, they split authority among themselves¡ªa failsafe they call democracy. It¡¯s a lie. They¡¯ve been stumbling ever since, blind to what this ship truly is. Bring him back, and Jericho returns to him. Only you can make that happen.¡±
Lion¡¯s golden eye fixed on me. ¡°Without your father, Jericho is vulnerable. The captains can manage the day-to-day, but they can¡¯t wield this ship¡¯s true capabilities. One real crisis, and their divided leadership will doom us. Only your father, restored, can keep us alive. Only you can fix Chimera.¡±
My fists clenched against the restraints. Fear coiled tight in my chest, but I refused to show it. ¡°What about the captains? Do they know what you¡¯re doing?¡±
The whispers stirred, cutting through my question with a cold chuckle. No, she¡¯s too smart for that, my little Phoenix.
Knight scoffed, her tone sharp. ¡°They suspect something. Why do you think they¡¯ve kept such a tight leash on me since your father¡¯s death? But they think he¡¯s gone. Sabotaging Lab 3 forced their hand. When Warren found the Hemlock¡¯s wreckage, their illusions started to crack. I knew they¡¯d have to wake you.¡±
Her admission hit like a punch. ¡°You sabotaged the lab?¡± My voice wavered, disbelief and anger colliding.
Knight didn¡¯t flinch. ¡°To save this ship, yes. Desperation always reveals the truth.¡±
Lion¡¯s calm, unyielding tone cut through the tension. ¡°You¡¯re the key, Sol. Your father ensured Phoenix would bind to you. It was designed for your DNA. He locked the Royal Guard and parts of Jericho to your genetic code, ensuring no one else could unlock the ship¡¯s full potential. Everything he built¡ªeverything he sacrificed¡ªdepends on you.¡±
He paused, his golden eye gleaming with a weight that made my chest tighten. ¡°The full potential of Jericho isn¡¯t just about survival¡ªit¡¯s our only hope if we face the same xeno scum that attacked the Hemlock. Your father believed humanity wasn¡¯t meant to share the stars. We were born to inherit them, to claim them as our own. And for that, we need Jericho¡¯s power, with him guiding us as he always intended, Highness.¡±
¡°Will you stop calling me that? My father and I were not royalty! And what if I refuse, huh?¡± The words escaped before I could stop them, my voice trembling with anger and fear.
Knight¡¯s smirk widened, her silver eyes glinting with something cruel. ¡°Then Reid dies.¡±
The world tilted as I gasped. ¡°What?¡± My teeth sliced into my lips, the sharp tang of blood flooding my mouth, stoking the ever-growing hunger clawing at the edges of my control.
Lion stepped closer, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous rumble. ¡°He¡¯s a liability¡ªthe weak link. You care about him. If you break silence or let the captains step in, we remove the threat. I¡¯ll do it myself, with my bare hands.¡±
I stared at him, the truth in his words cutting deeper than anything else. He wasn¡¯t bluffing. I could see it in the unflinching resolve in his golden eye, the menace in his jaw.
The thought of losing Reid made my chest tighten. It shouldn¡¯t have been different from the others¡¯ deaths¡ªbut it was. His reckless humor, his rare ability to make me feel human, had carved out a space in the chaos I didn¡¯t want to lose. The ache twisted sharper, harder to ignore.If you discover this narrative on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen. Please report the violation.
My fists clenched against the restraints as I forced myself to breathe, to stay silent¡ªfor now. The hunger roared within me, demanding release, but the memory of Lion battling both the monster on the Hemlock and Wilks flashed through my mind. He wasn¡¯t just one of my father¡¯s creations¡ªhe was the pinnacle of them, the apex of humanity¡¯s combat prowess. It was undeniable. I could never beat him in a fair fight. He had single-handedly killed millions on Earth during his decades of service, a living weapon of unmatched efficiency. He was old¡ªvery old¡ªbut his age only seemed to have honed him further, sharpening every skill to a deadly edge.
Knight leaned in, her voice dropping to a whisper. ¡°Your father ensured everything would lead back to you. The accelerant and inhibitor¡ªextremes of Phoenix¡¯s design¡ªare waiting. Only you can finish what he started. Decide quickly, Sol. The countdown has already begun.¡±
My breath came shallow, my mind a whirlwind of fragmented thoughts. The fractured mind split between Jericho and that¡ monster¡ªwas it really him? The father I thought was gone? Or was this just another cruel trick, a shadow of the man who¡¯d once told me I was humanity¡¯s hope?
Fuck, Dad. Now that you¡¯re here¡ªnow that I know you¡¯re not gone¡ªI don¡¯t know how I could possibly face you after everything you¡¯ve done. After everything you¡¯ve become. But I miss you so much.
I clenched my fists, forcing the words out before my resolve could break. ¡°Don¡¯t pretend like I have a choice.¡±
Lion nodded, a faint glimmer of relief breaking through his stoic mask. Knight straightened, her smirk returning. ¡°This is your legacy, Sol. Whether you like it or not.¡±
Lion gave a brief nod, adding in his calm, measured way, ¡°They fear losing what little power they have¡ªmankind¡¯s last scraps of authority. But that power was never meant to be shared. Jericho is a Voss creation, and only a Voss can unify it. Once your father¡¯s consciousness finishes merging with the ship¡ªwhen he completes his evolution into Jericho¡¯s central mind¡ªonly you will stand beside him. Eternal guardians of humanity¡¯s fate.¡±
The whispers coiled like smoke in my mind, their tone dripping with honeyed persuasion. Only you can complete me, my princess. End the captains¡¯ tyrannical reign.
The words slithered deeper, planting a dangerous question: What if he¡¯s still in there? What if there¡¯s something left to save? My fists clenched, nails biting into my palms as I shoved the thought away. No. That thing isn¡¯t my dad. He would never have wanted this. The denial burned in my chest, warring with the ache that wouldn¡¯t subside.
The hammer by Lion¡¯s side radiated a quiet menace, as though ready to strike down anyone who dared oppose them. The voices outside grew louder, clashing like thunder in the corridor: Warren¡¯s indignant fury, Vega¡¯s cold, clipped tones, and Eagle¡¯s unwavering declarations that no one would pass. Then, cutting through the chaos, came another voice¡ªlouder, raw, and unmistakable.
Reid.
For the first time, a flicker of hope stirred in my chest.
Knight¡¯s almond-shaped eyes flicked to the sealed doors, then back to me, sharp and calculating. ¡°Phoenix wasn¡¯t just a virus¡ªit was the cornerstone of everything. The accelerant and the inhibitor are crucial¡ªextremes of its design. But we can¡¯t properly test them without you. And we won¡¯t risk interference from the captains. They¡¯ve proven themselves short-sighted and hungry for control.¡±
Her tone hardened as she added, ¡°We¡¯ll keep the peace with them as long as it suits our purpose, but if they threaten to destroy what we¡¯ve built¡¡± She let the words hang in the air, her meaning unmistakable.
Lion¡¯s golden eye fixed on me, his cybernetic features catching the faint glow of the chamber lights. ¡°We¡¯d prefer not to kill them, Highness. We need their expertise to keep Jericho running. But if their ignorance endangers the completion of Chimera¡ªendangers your father¡¯s final return¡ªthen yes, we¡¯ll use force. Jericho won¡¯t be lost on our watch.¡±
I tugged at the straps pinning me to the cryo pod, anger and helplessness swelling in my throat. ¡°So it comes down to this,¡± I said, my voice trembling with the effort to stay calm. ¡°Help you finish Chimera¡ªrestore a father who¡¯s barely human anymore¡ªor watch you tear this ship apart, along with everyone on it?¡±
Knight¡¯s smile was faint, cruel. ¡°It was always going to come down to this. The captains were placeholders, nothing more. Their authority is a fa?ade. Your father¡¯s legacy is yours, whether you want it or not.¡±
Lion glanced at the door, where Warren¡¯s shouting reached a fever pitch, then back at me. His tone was edged with finality. ¡°Jericho must stay intact. If the captains leave us alone, we¡¯ll leave them alone. But if they interfere, we won¡¯t hesitate to act. The stakes are too high, Highness.¡±
Knight stepped closer, her silver eyes piercing mine with an unsettling intensity. ¡°You were created for this, Sol. Phoenix was designed to bind only to you¡ªtailored perfectly to your DNA. Your father ensured you¡¯d be the key to completing Chimera. Everything he built, everything he sacrificed, was leading to this moment.¡± Her voice dropped, cold and precise. ¡°With your regenerative ability and the accelerant serum, his mind will finally survive the transfer. You are the missing piece.¡±
She reached out, flicking a stray lock of hair from my forehead with an unsettling familiarity, her lips curling into a sharp smirk. ¡°Decide quickly, Sol. Once we leave this room, the countdown begins. The day will come when he needs you to make the final choice. Until then, keep quiet. We need the peace with the captains intact¡ªfor now.¡±
Her touch sent a shiver through me, and I strained against the restraints, every nerve in my body screaming to resist. The hunger roared to life, no longer a quiet ache but a primal force clawing its way to the surface. As she leaned closer, I could smell her flesh, warm and alive, her heartbeat a deafening rhythm pounding in my ears. My fangs, already sharp, extended further, saber-like and aching with an unbearable tension.
My claws dug into the metal of the cryo pod, carving deep gouges as my hands flexed involuntarily. The restraints groaned under the pressure, buckling slightly as I pulled against them, the strength surging through me terrifying and intoxicating. A low growl escaped my throat, and just as I thought I might lose control entirely, his voice¡ªmy father¡¯s voice¡ªcut through the chaos, sharper than any blade.
My student, the voices whispered, low and mocking, yet intimate, as though it was speaking directly into my soul. Your mother, always the ever-loyal whore, serving me even as she knew the monster I was. And Lion¡ my perfect iron fist. Don¡¯t let his words fool you. He¡¯s loved the taste of violence since he was just a boy.
The words struck like poison, spreading through me, fueling both the hunger and a desperate kind of despair. My trembling turned to outright shaking, the primal urge to rip Knight apart clashing with the loathing that boiled in my blood. My hands flexed again, claws scraping against the metal as the restraints groaned louder, buckling further under the pressure.
¡°Sol,¡± the voice purred, softer now, almost soothing. This is what I made you for. You¡¯re so close. Don¡¯t fight it. Let it happen.
¡°Shut up!¡± I snarled, my voice breaking, raw and hoarse.
Knight didn¡¯t flinch, didn¡¯t even seem to notice my outburst. Then, without warning, she injected me with something cold and sharp. The icy sensation spread through my veins like liquid steel, freezing the inferno of hunger in its tracks. The transformation reversed almost instantly¡ªfangs receding, claws shrinking, my strength draining away as the inhibitor took hold. My muscles went slack, the unrelenting hunger dulled to a faint whisper, a shadow of its former self.
Knight¡¯s smirk widened as she watched the change. ¡°There,¡± she said, her voice smooth and triumphant. ¡°Much better.¡± She leaned in, her silver eyes gleaming with cruel satisfaction. ¡°Remember this moment, Sol. The hunger is part of you now. It will never truly leave. But don¡¯t worry,¡± her tone dripped with mockery, ¡°I¡¯ll be here to remind you of your place when it rears its head again.¡±
The whispers faded, but their venom lingered, twisting in my mind like a knife. My student. Your mother. Lion. Each word carried the weight of my father¡¯s shadow, inescapable and all-consuming. My chest heaved, the ache of exhaustion and despair suffocating. And beneath it all, one thought burned, fragile but defiant: Goddamn it, Dad. What have you turned me into?
I gasped, my body sagging against the restraints as they stopped groaning under my pull. My stomach churned, bile rising as the reality of it all slammed into me: I was at the center of a plan decades¡ªmaybe centuries¡ªin the making, a pawn in my father¡¯s obsession with transcending humanity. The last of the voices outside faded, replaced by a static-laden silence that pressed in like a suffocating weight.
¡°What the hell did you do to me?¡± I whispered, my voice trembling, barely audible.
Knight leaned in, her smirk cutting sharp as glass. ¡°Taming the beast,¡± she said, her voice dripping with mockery. ¡°You¡¯ll thank me later, my dear daughter.¡±
As I turned back to my semi-normal self, a chilling certainty settled over me: they¡¯d make me their lab rat no matter what. Unbidden memories of my father surged¡ªhis lab¡¯s sterile tang, the sting of needles, and that maddeningly gentle voice calling me ¡°humanity¡¯s hope.¡±
Goddamn it, Daddy, why did you ever love this whore? Why did you come back? Bitterness tore through my thoughts, clashing with the ache in my chest. He was here, yet twisted into a nightmare haunting my every step. My hands strained weakly against the restraints, the relentless pressure in my chest driving home how far I¡¯d fallen.
I miss you so much.
Confusion and fury wrestled within me. The mind they wanted me to save¡ªtorn between Jericho and a monstrosity¡ªwas that truly my father, or a cruel reflection of who he¡¯d once been? If it is you, how do I even begin to forgive you?
Knight leaned in, her voice ice-cold. ¡°If you betray us¡ªif you warn the captains¡ªReid is the first casualty. After that, we won¡¯t stop until Jericho is secured and Chimera is complete.¡±
¡°I will fucking gut you if you or him touch him or anyone else on this crew!¡± My threat lashed out, raw and trembling. Despite my bravado, the truth twisted in my chest like a knife: I couldn¡¯t really fight Lion. And maybe I didn¡¯t want to.
I miss my daddy. The thought surfaced like a knife¡¯s edge¡ªraw and hollow. But he¡¯s a monster now. That¡¯s my dad¡ªa monster. His yellow, predatory eyes... Jericho¡¯s cold, unblinking gaze... Both were him, the father who once held my hand. My heart seized under the weight of it. How do I help him? How do I fight him when he is the ship?
Lion lifted his hammer as if it weighed nothing. He turned, golden eye steady, unyielding. ¡°We¡¯re finished here,¡± he said, his tone frosty with finality. ¡°There¡¯s nothing more to discuss, Highness.¡±
The doors hissed open with a sharp pneumatic rush. Warren¡¯s incensed face appeared just beyond, fury etched into every tense line of his posture. Eagle stood like a sentinel in his path, her imposing frame clad in sleek, thin power armor that accentuated her towering height. The polished black metal gleamed under the dim lights, her helmet obscuring any hint of expression behind its darkened visor. The glow of red optics flickered faintly as she tilted her head slightly, blocking Warren¡¯s approach without a word.
Lion didn¡¯t spare Warren more than a glance, stepping calmly aside to reveal me, still strapped to the cryo pod and trembling. His golden eye glowed faintly as he gestured toward me, addressing Warren in a tone as measured as it was infuriating.
¡°Relax, Captain,¡± Lion said with unnerving calm. ¡°The inhibitor has been instilled. The side effects of Phoenix will slow now, allowing her condition to stabilize. Knight and her will continue refining the virus to ensure it becomes viable¡ªfor you and the other captains.¡±
Warren¡¯s face twisted in fury, his glare cutting to Lion. ¡°Viable?¡± he snapped, his voice a thunderous bark. ¡°You¡¯re treating her like a damn experiment! She¡¯s not your lab rat!¡±
Lion didn¡¯t flinch. ¡°She is key to everything,¡± he said simply, his words clinical and dismissive.
Warren¡¯s jaw tightened, his fists clenching at his sides. He turned his glare on Eagle, but her massive frame remained unmoving, a wall of power and authority in his path. He shoved past her without hesitation, his shoulder colliding with her armor as he stormed into the room.
Knight¡¯s voice followed him, dripping with venom. ¡°This is your legacy, my daughter,¡± she sneered, directing her words at me with cruel satisfaction. ¡°Whether you like it or not. Deny it, and everything you care about¡ªyour precious Reid, this ship, your pitiful ideals¡ªwill burn. And I¡¯ll make sure you watch.¡±
Lion and Knight turned toward the exit, their movements deliberate. Eagle followed without hesitation, her massive frame silent yet oppressive as she stepped in line behind them. Her helmeted head turned briefly toward Warren before she disappeared into the corridor.
Warren skidded to a halt beside the cryo pod, his hands gripping my shoulders as his voice roared with concern. ¡°Sol! What the hell did they do to you?¡± His words were sharp, but his grip was steady, grounding me even as my mind swirled in chaos.
I tried to respond, but my throat burned, and the weight of what had just transpired left me breathless. My body felt distant, heavy, as if I were still trapped beneath the restraints even as Warren worked to free me. The new serum coursed through my veins, dulling the voices that had clawed at my mind and quelling the insatiable hunger that had always lingered just beneath the surface. For the first time, the relentless gnawing quieted, leaving me weak and unsteady, a hollow echo where the chaos had been.
Reid burst into the room moments later, his usual brashness replaced by a wide-eyed panic. His gaze swept over the bloodied robe, the restraints, and the claw marks etched into the metal of the pod. ¡°Sol!¡± he shouted, his voice cracking as he rushed forward. ¡°What the hell is this? What did they do to you?¡±
I tried to speak, but my voice caught in my throat. I couldn¡¯t look at Reid¡ªcouldn¡¯t answer as his panicked voice rose. The weight of what had just transpired crushed me, leaving me hollow and trembling.
Movement drew my gaze past him, toward the edge of the room. One of Jericho¡¯s drones floated silently, its single eye glinting faintly in the dim light. Its reflective surface caught a fragmented image of me, warped and disjointed. My mismatched eyes stared back¡ªone vivid red, the other piercing blue. For a moment, the colors swirled together like oil on water, the sight sending a shiver through me. The hunger I thought the serum had quelled stirred faintly, clawing at the edges of my control.
Then I saw it¡ªjust beyond my reflection. In the shadows near the vent, a pair of yellow eyes gleamed, bright and unblinking. My heart lurched as the Yellow-Eyed Monster stared, its predatory gaze framed by the slats like a grotesque portrait. I couldn¡¯t tell if it was real or another cruel trick of my fractured mind. The whispers returned, insidious and soft.
You¡¯re so close, my little phoenix. Closer than ever.
My breath hitched as the drone drifted closer, its glossy surface reflecting more than just my twisted image. For a fleeting moment, I saw his eyes staring back¡ªmy father¡¯s. Red and blue, familiar yet alien, like the ghost of someone I once knew but no longer recognized. My chest tightened, the echoes of Knight¡¯s and my father¡¯s voices weaving together, cruel and suffocating.
This is your legacy, my daughter. Deny it, and everything you care about¡ªyour precious Reid, this ship, your pitiful ideals¡ªwill burn. And I¡¯ll make sure you watch.
¡°Sol!¡± Reid¡¯s voice shattered the haze. His trembling hands hovered over me, his panic raw and palpable. ¡°Look at me! What¡¯s wrong?¡±
I tore my gaze from the drone, from the vent, from the monster that haunted me. ¡°Nothing,¡± I rasped, though the word felt hollow. Warren¡¯s voice cut through the chaos. ¡°What did they tell you?¡± he demanded, his concern sharp and pressing.
The drone¡¯s eye lingered on me before drifting away¡ªJericho¡¯s silent warning that I couldn¡¯t speak. The monster¡¯s gaze burned from the shadows, unrelenting. My father¡¯s chains held me, the simmering hunger beneath my skin a constant reminder.
¡°I don¡¯t have a choice,¡± I whispered, the words trembling as I met Reid¡¯s worried eyes. ¡°My legacy is already written¡ inked in blood.¡±
And all I can do now is survive long enough to rewrite it.
Chapter 16 : Faint Embers
The room was quiet, unnervingly so, the hum of machinery fading into the sterile stillness of the Med bay. For the first time in what felt like months, my mind was mine. No whispers. No haunting echoes of my father¡¯s voice weaving through my thoughts. The silence should have been comforting. It wasn¡¯t.
I sat on the exam table, the paper sheet crinkling under me as I shifted uncomfortably. My legs dangled over the edge, too short to touch the floor. The dim red glow in my left eye had dulled to a faint ember, barely noticeable in the reflective surface of the cabinets nearby. Even the hunger, my constant companion, was quieter now¡ªmuted to a whisper, no longer a gnawing, all-consuming force.
The gown they¡¯d given me was all too familiar, the kind I wore more often than real clothes back in my father¡¯s lab. Tests never stopped. Scans, needles, more scans¡ªit was endless. Even now, it felt like I was right back there. At least they let me keep my underwear this time¡ªsmall mercies. Tugging at the hem, I thought, Better than mooning the Med bay, I guess.
I felt unnatural. After having Phoenix in my blood for so long, its absence¡ªor its quiet¡ªfelt foreign. The whispers were gone, and the hunger that had once clawed at my insides was muted, almost nonexistent. Even my teeth had returned to normal, their sharpness no longer an unsettling reminder of what I was becoming.
My body, though, was still a machine of demands¡ªa storm of ceaseless energy and consumption, always needing, always taking. To feel it pause, even for a moment, was unsettling, like standing at the edge of a cliff, waiting for the ground to give way beneath me. I flexed my fingers, watching the faint blue veins beneath my skin shift. They seemed brighter, more fragile now, as though the virus was pulling them taut like strings, ready to snap. It¡¯s holding back, I thought, but for how long?
The silence pressed in on me, thick and oppressive. I tried to focus on the room¡ªthe sterile white walls, the faintly antiseptic smell clinging to the air¡ªbut it offered no comfort. The monitor beside me beeped at steady intervals, my vitals laid bare in cold, clinical data. My heart rate, my temperature, my regenerative cell activity¡ªthey all said I was stable. Normal.
But I wasn¡¯t.
The faint sound of the door opening pulled me from my thoughts. Dr. Yates stepped inside, the soft hiss of the door sealing behind her. Her presence was a small relief, breaking the suffocating stillness of the Med bay. She looked as tired as I felt, deep lines etched around her warm brown eyes, her black pressure suit visible beneath a slightly rumpled white lab coat.
¡°Morning, Sol,¡± she said, her voice low but soothing. ¡°How¡¯re you holding up?¡±
I forced a smile, though it didn¡¯t quite reach my eyes. ¡°Define ¡®holding up.¡¯¡±
She chuckled, pulling up a stool beside the console. ¡°Still breathing. That counts for something.¡±
As she keyed in a few commands, the monitor shifted, showing a familiar array of scans. Cross-sections of my tissue, skeletal outlines, the faintly glowing strands of the virus snaking through my veins like molten threads. I had seen it all before, but it never stopped being unsettling.
¡°Anything feel different?¡± she asked, glancing at me.
¡°Yeah,¡± I said softly. ¡°It¡¯s quieter.¡±
Yates paused, her fingers hovering over the console. ¡°Quieter?¡±
I nodded, hesitating as the words formed in my mind. ¡°The hunger. The... noise in my¡ª¡± I stopped, clamping my mouth shut before the rest slipped out. Not that. Not to her. Yates was the one who handled my mental health evaluations¡ªthe one who¡¯d sat across from me in the aftermath of my last "snap", her tone calm but firm as she explained why breaking Ashly¡¯s arm had been a warning sign. If I mentioned the whispers, they¡¯d be all over my next assessment, and I couldn¡¯t risk that.
I forced a quick pivot. ¡°My stomach. It¡¯s like everything just¡ªstopped. Or maybe it¡¯s back to normal. Honestly, I¡¯m not sure I even remember what normal feels like anymore¡ not after being awake with it for nine months before I went rogue and Lion threw me in cryo.¡±
Her expression tightened, though she tried to hide it. ¡°That¡¯s... interesting.¡±
¡°Interesting,¡± I echoed bitterly. ¡°Not exactly the word I¡¯d use.¡±
She sighed, leaning back on the stool. ¡°Your regenerative cycle has slowed. That might explain why everything feels... muted. Your body¡¯s conserving energy.¡±
¡°Conserving for what?¡±
Yates didn¡¯t answer immediately. She rubbed the back of her neck, her gaze drifting to the scans on the monitor. ¡°Your cells are still active, just not at the rate they were. It¡¯s not a bad thing, Sol. Stability is good.¡±
¡°Stability,¡± I muttered. The word felt hollow, meaningless. I flexed my hands, staring at the flawless skin¡ªmy body¡¯s supposed perfection. Phoenix wasn¡¯t gone, just... quieted. Suppressed, just as the inhibitors were meant to do. If only Knight hadn¡¯t ambushed me with it, I would have taken it willingly. Probably.
Despite my small frame, I weighed three times what I should have. The virus had condensed the mass from all the cloned animals I¡¯d consumed into my bones and muscles. On the surface, I looked lean and short¡ªdelicate even¡ªbut the density was deceptive. My strength surpassed that of any grown man, and my bones were stronger than anyone who hadn¡¯t been augmented by cybernetics or genetic modification. My figure, with its exaggerated curves, was unnervingly perfect, like something sculpted rather than born. It felt alien, a strange shell I occupied but didn¡¯t recognize. It didn¡¯t feel like me.
I shifted on the exam table, my body still sore from cryo, my mind still reeling from the questioning earlier. Warren, Garin, Reid, and Vega had spent hours grilling me after I was pulled out. Reid had my back, but Vega and Garin were relentless, their questions sharp and probing. It hadn¡¯t felt like a conversation¡ªit was an interrogation, their voices dripping with suspicion and judgment. Warren, though regretful, seemed just as out of the loop as I was, his authority undercut by Lion¡¯s machinations.
They wanted answers¡ªanswers I couldn¡¯t fully give¡ªabout what had happened with the drones and why Lion had been forced to subdue me. Warren had reluctantly gone along with Lion¡¯s story at the time; the Council had left him with no real choice. Even Reid, loyal as he was, had been at a loss to explain why I¡¯d broken into my father¡¯s room and destroyed the drones.
But I had given Garin and Vega even more fuel for their arguments that Knight¡¯s and my research were too dangerous. Garin had seized the opportunity to argue that all work on Lab 3 should be shut down immediately, while Vega insisted I should be confined to Lab 3, just as Wilks had been before his death. Their words hung in the air during every discussion, heavy with suspicion and judgment, as though they were daring me to prove them wrong.
I¡¯d played along with Lion¡¯s bullshit narrative to protect them all, even though they could never know the truth¡ªthat I¡¯d done it to save their lives. The official story painted me as out of control, driven by the virus¡¯s rage and hunger. It claimed I had destroyed the drones in a fit of blind fury, leaving Lion no choice but to step in. He¡¯d told them he had locked me in cryo until Dr. Knight¡¯s inhibitor serum was ready to stabilize me and the virus.
The timing of it all was too neat, too convenient. The serum had been miraculously perfected just hours after Team A¡¯s rotation began, marking one year since I had been pulled out of cryo for the first time and fifty-one years since Jericho launched.
It tied everything up with a neat little bow. Lion emerged as the hero to most of the crew, particularly Teams B and C, who didn¡¯t know me well enough to question it. But Team A remained skeptical, their doubts hanging heavy in the air during the questioning. And I¡ªjust as Garin and Jimmy always said¡ªcame out looking like a ticking time bomb.
The inhibitor had worked, at least for now. It dampened the virus enough to let me think clearly, to reclaim some sense of control. But the lie left a bitter taste in my mouth, even as I nodded and played along for the sake of peace.
¡°Do you think I¡¯ll go back to being the monster Garin thinks I am when the serum runs its course?¡± The words slipped out softer than I intended, like saying them too loud might make them real.
Yates¡¯ expression tightened, a flicker of concern breaking through her professional calm. ¡°You¡¯re not a monster, Sol,¡± she said gently. ¡°Garin¡¯s fear says more about him than it does about you.¡±
I wanted to believe her, but the memories of what I¡¯d done¡ªthe hunger, the rage, the blood¡ªwere too raw to ignore. ¡°It doesn¡¯t feel like fear when Vega¡¯s pushing to lock me in Lab 3,¡± I muttered. ¡°When half the crew seems ready to agree with her, it feels more like a verdict.¡±
Yates sighed, her gaze steady but tired. ¡°Garin likes control, and Vega is cautious. The rest? They¡¯re just scared, Sol. You¡¯re something no one can pin down, and that terrifies them¡ªespecially when people like Lion walk around calling you ¡®Highness.¡¯¡± She paused, her tone softening. ¡°But as for what¡¯s happening to you... that¡¯s more of a question for Knight. Most of the changes Phoenix has made aren¡¯t something regular scans can even detect.¡±
I glanced at my reflection in the polished cabinet, my red eye faintly glowing back at me. My pale hair spilled around a face I barely recognized. ¡°Sometimes it feels like I¡¯m turning into something else,¡± I said quietly. ¡°Something I don¡¯t even understand.¡±
¡°You¡¯re still you, Sol,¡± Yates said, placing a steady hand on my shoulder. ¡°Whatever¡¯s happening, that hasn¡¯t changed.¡±
I nodded, but her words didn¡¯t quite land. My gaze drifted to the glowing threads on the monitor, weaving a tapestry of what I¡¯d become¡ªand what I might still be turning into.
The door hissed open again, and for a moment, I thought it might be Warren or Vega returning with more questions. But no¡ªit was him, the one person who could always make me feel just a little less like a science experiment.
¡°Hey, Sleeping Beauty,¡± Reid called out, his voice cutting through the sterile quiet. ¡°You know, when I called you ¡®Princess,¡¯ I didn¡¯t really mean you should go back into cryo before me.¡±
A laugh escaped me before I could stop it, surprising even myself. ¡°Well,¡± I said, trying to match his lighthearted tone, ¡°I was just trying to make a dramatic exit. What can I say? I like to keep you on your toes.¡±
Reid grinned, stepping closer. ¡°You¡¯re lucky I like drama. So, Doc,¡± he said, gesturing at me with an exaggerated flourish, ¡°what did Knight whip up for her? Because I swear those aren¡¯t the same proportions she went into cryo with.¡± His grin widened, and he added with a wink, ¡°Not complaining¡ªjust, you know, asking for science.¡±
I tugged at the hem of the thin medical gown, heat rising to my cheeks as I glanced down. ¡°Reid, here¡¯s a free tip: maybe don¡¯t flirt with someone wearing less fabric than a napkin.¡±
He smirked, clearly enjoying himself. ¡°You¡¯re right. Flowers first. My mistake.¡±
Yates sighed, giving him a pointed look. ¡°She gave Sol an inhibitor,¡± she said evenly, brushing off his antics. ¡°It¡¯s meant to suppress the virus and stabilize her condition.¡±
I rolled my eyes, leaning back slightly as I tried to ignore the cool air brushing my legs. ¡°Reid, if you¡¯ve got any actual scientific questions, I¡¯m sure those two brain cells of yours can team up with your wandering eyes and figure it out.¡±
He chuckled, placing his hands over his chest in mock offense. ¡°Ouch, Princess. You really know how to bruise your knight¡¯s ego.¡±
¡°Oh, please,¡± I shot back, my tone light as a faint grin tugged at my lips. ¡°You¡¯re closer to a court jester than a knight.¡±
Reid turned to me again, his teasing smirk softening into something warmer, more sincere. ¡°Alright, enough jokes,¡± he said, his voice quieter now. ¡°How¡¯re you holding up, Princess? Back to your usual badass self?¡±
I forced a smile, keeping my tone light despite the weight pressing down on me. ¡°Like I said at the interrogation,¡± I replied, trying to sound nonchalant, ¡°the inhibitor helps me control Phoenix. It¡¯s the first step to figuring out how the virus can bond to others without, you know, killing them.¡± I let my lips curl into a faint grin as I added, ¡°I¡¯d like to keep you around for a while, after all.¡±
I winked at him, but the words felt heavier than I intended, the unease slipping into my voice despite my best efforts. Reid blinked, the teasing edge softening as his gaze lingered on me, searching for something unspoken, before smirking. ¡°Well, damn. If I¡¯d known you cared that much, I might¡¯ve tried harder to impress you.¡±
I laughed, the sound hollow but convincing enough to fool him. What I didn¡¯t say¡ªwhat I couldn¡¯t say¡ªwas that Lion would kill Reid in an instant if he knew the truth. My father¡¯s shadow loomed over everything, always watching, always calculating.If you stumble upon this tale on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it.
As if to remind me, a Jericho drone drifted silently into the room, its single eye glowing faintly as it hovered near the ceiling. My stomach tightened, the air colder despite Reid¡¯s warm presence.
In the background, Reid and Yates exchanged words¡ªsomething about the inhibitor, or maybe a joke. Their voices blurred, distant against the rising noise in my head. What if they knew? If Reid knew the truth, would he still look at me like that? Would Yates still defend me if she saw the full picture?
¡°You okay, Sol?¡± Reid asked, his tone softening as he caught the shift in my expression.
¡°Yeah,¡± I said quickly, pasting on a smile that I hoped was convincing. ¡°Just tired. It¡¯s been a long¡ however long it¡¯s been.¡±
He nodded, his grin returning. ¡°Yeah, well, I¡¯m not letting you duck out on me again. No more dramatic cryo exits, you hear me? I¡¯d never forgive myself if I let you tell me to fuck off and steal my booze again. Look what happened last time¡ªyou got drunk and broke into your dad¡¯s room.¡±
I managed a chuckle, though it felt more reflex than real. His attempt at levity helped, but the drone¡¯s presence still lingered in my peripheral vision, a weight I couldn¡¯t shake.
Reid¡¯s grin softened, his usual bravado giving way to something quieter. ¡°Seriously, Sol. Don¡¯t scare me like that again.¡±
¡°Deal,¡± I murmured, the word carrying more layers than I meant it to.
He hesitated for a moment longer, his emerald eyes searching mine behind his sunglasses, their reflection catching the faint glow of my mismatched red and blue eyes. As he lowered the shades slightly, I caught a clearer glimpse of that vivid green, warm and steady, as though trying to peel back the walls I¡¯d built.
¡°Well, see you around, Princess,¡± he said with a soft grin, his voice lighter than the moment felt. Then, with a casual wave of his cybernetic hand, he turned and headed for the door. The moment it slid shut behind him, the Med bay felt colder, emptier. The quiet rushed back in, pressing down on me like a second skin.
The drone disappeared, leaving the room oppressively quiet. I slipped off the exam table, the cool floor biting at my bare feet. ¡°I¡¯ll check in later,¡± I mumbled, avoiding Yates¡¯ gaze as she worked. She didn¡¯t press¡ªshe rarely did. But her silence felt heavier than usual, as though she could see the weight of the secrets I carried.
The Med bay door hissed shut behind me, the sterile chill giving way to the sprawling, dimly lit corridors of Jericho. The ship felt cavernous and unnervingly empty, a stark reminder of how small our active crew was. Team A¡ªWarren, Vega, Ashly, Garin, Reid, Yates, Holt, Jimmy, and myself¡ªwas all that remained awake, along with Dr. Knight from Team B. The other captains and their teams remained in cryo, leaving Warren as the senior authority aboard.
Vega, ever calm and tactical, carried much of the burden alongside Warren. Garin and Ashly buried themselves in their projects, retreating from the growing strain. Knight remained fixated on her secretive work in Lab 3, while Reid¡¯s forced humor barely masked the tension gripping us all. Holt and Jimmy kept their distance, watching from the sidelines but offering little beyond wary glances. Yates, the true neutral party, worked quietly to keep the peace, her steady presence a fragile thread holding us together.
The corridors felt endless, mirroring how stretched thin we all were. Tension simmered, driven by Knight and me, but amplified by the looming threat of Lion¡¯s next move. His decision to bypass the captains and wake me first, using his emergency authority, reminded everyone of his dominance and readiness to act.
Since then, the captains had grown wary. Garin¡¯s cybernetic upgrades kept them connected, allowing them to monitor crew actions even in cryo. It was a safeguard against Warren and a silent warning to the rest of us: any misstep with Phoenix, and they¡¯d wake to intervene.
Knight and I continued our work in Lab 3. She had shifted much of the heavy lifting onto me, her sharp tone making it clear she considered me less of a partner and more of an underling. Questions were met with clipped, impatient responses, and hesitation earned me one of her scathing remarks. Working with her was an endurance test, a daily exercise in biting my tongue to keep the peace. For all her brilliance, she was still a monumental pain in the ass.
The nightmares came less often now¡ªonce or twice a week instead of every night¡ªbut when they did, they left me shaken and raw, clawing for control. Twisted memories of my father¡¯s lab, the screams of the infected, and flashes of yellow eyes haunted my sleep, their presence lingering even as I woke. Knight¡¯s presence didn¡¯t help. Every sharp word, every dismissive glare grated on my nerves, reminding me of just how much I hated her. She was cold, calculating, and as insufferable as she was intelligent. If it weren¡¯t for the weight of the work we had to finish, I might have shoved her out an airlock.
On paper, the inhibitor was a success. It kept Phoenix in check, dulled its sharp edges enough to appease the captains¡ªfor now. Warren and Vega both knew the accelerant existed, but they didn¡¯t understand what it was truly for. Officially, it was framed as a contingency, a tool to stabilize Phoenix in more volatile hosts. In reality, it was the linchpin of Project Chimera, the key to unlocking the virus¡¯s full potential¡ªa truth Knight and I kept tightly locked away.
Progress on the accelerant was deliberately vague. We offered just enough updates to satisfy the captains, careful not to reveal the true scope of our work. Knight handled the more sensitive testing in secret, encrypting her results so thoroughly I could only access what she allowed. To the rest of the crew, we were making cautious, steady progress. But in the cold, quiet confines of Lab 3, the real work unfolded, dragging us closer to the moment when lies would no longer suffice.
I played my part, letting Knight handle the captains while I became the data point she paraded around. Scans, blood draws, and observations¡ªall proof that the inhibitor was working. ¡°The virus is stabilizing,¡± she¡¯d say. ¡°Sol is stable.¡± But Knight didn¡¯t hear the whispers at night. She didn¡¯t hear my father¡¯s voice, dulled but ever-present, weaving through the edges of my thoughts.
The inhibitor dulled Phoenix, I¡¯d give her that. The hunger that once consumed me was now a faint hum, quiet enough that I couldn¡¯t bring myself to eat a living animal anymore. Knight noted it clinically during one of our sessions. ¡°Another sign of progress,¡± she remarked, as if my aversion to ripping flesh from bone were a lab result. I hadn¡¯t told her about the whispers. About how they still lingered in the quiet moments, haunting and relentless.
Some nights, I¡¯d find myself in the storage bay where the animals were kept, my hands trembling as I reached for the lock. The whispers stirred in those moments, soft but insistent, encouraging me to give in. My father¡¯s voice, coaxing and cruel, wove through my thoughts. They¡¯re just animals. You need this. You¡¯re stronger because of it.
But the clarity the inhibitor brought made those whispers all the more horrifying. I¡¯d stare at my hands, trembling not from hunger but from the realization of how far I¡¯d fallen. The madness was dimmed, and in its place was the stark, unfiltered truth of what I was becoming. Every time, I would step back, retreating to the empty corridors with shaking limbs and a racing heart.
The hunger was dulled but never gone, and now, with my mind clear, I couldn¡¯t deny how alien it made me feel¡ªhow far I¡¯d already drifted from what I once was.
The lab became my world, its cold walls and sterile light a prison I couldn¡¯t escape. Knight watched me closely, her calculating gaze a constant weight. Warren and Vega stopped by occasionally, their questions pointed, their eyes wary. Ashly and Garin rarely came by anymore, preferring to bury themselves in their own work. Observation and testing were all that remained for the inhibitor, tasks Knight could handle without much input.
But the quiet came at a cost. Without constant oversight, Knight could push the accelerant forward, inching closer to her hidden agenda. And I... I was left alone with the whispers. They were a reminder of my father¡¯s shadow, of the monster lurking beneath my skin. Phoenix was quiet now, suppressed by the inhibitor, but it wasn¡¯t gone. It was waiting. And deep down, I knew I was, too.
The virus was evolving with each iteration, adapting with frightening efficiency. Knight¡¯s inhibitors tempered its aggression, but this was the third injection, and it was already less effective then the first. The whispers stirred faintly, and the hunger clawed at me, restrained but growing.
¡°Stability,¡± Knight said one evening, her voice sharp as she reviewed the glowing strands of data on the monitor. ¡°That¡¯s what matters. If we can control the mutations without compromising regeneration, we¡¯ll have something viable for a new host.¡±
I didn¡¯t respond, my focus fixed on the virus displayed on the screen. Each glowing thread felt like a fragment of my father¡¯s shadow, stretching over everything¡ªover me. Progress was progress, but every step forward felt like tightening a noose around my neck.
Knight¡¯s confidence grew with each small success, but I couldn¡¯t share it. The results were promising on paper, sure. In reality, the virus was still dangerous, still unpredictable. And I was its unwilling prototype. Still, I pushed forward, clinging to the faint hope that understanding Phoenix might one day mean reclaiming myself.
By the third week, Knight called our results ¡°promising.¡± The virus, she said, could theoretically bond to another host without killing them outright. In theory. But theories and realities rarely aligned when it came to Phoenix. Knight¡¯s enthusiasm grated on me, her vision of success tethered too tightly to my father¡¯s ambitions.
She had also adjusted my diet, calling it necessary preparation for future tests. Along with my regular meals, I was given high-calorie protein bars and supplement pills, dense with engineered biomass. I ate without question, feeling the weight add up, yet my frame never changed. The virus condensed it, optimizing every ounce, making my muscles denser, my bones heavier.
"You''re adapting well," Knight had said, scanning the latest numbers. "By the time the accelerant is ready, your body will sustain it without breaking down."
Breaking down.
The words sat uncomfortably in my mind.
I wanted answers¡ªabout the virus, my father, and myself. But every new discovery only seemed to deepen the questions and the weight of everything I still didn¡¯t understand.
One evening, as we reviewed the latest data, Knight broke the silence, her tone sharp with determination. ¡°We¡¯re close,¡± she said, tapping a glowing strand of data on the screen. ¡°It¡¯s almost time to test the accelerant. We¡¯ll need Lion and a few guards present¡ªjust in case.¡±
My stomach twisted, a chill running down my spine. ¡°Afraid I¡¯ll turn into another Wilks?¡± I asked quietly. The thought of testing the accelerant terrified me. It felt like opening a door that couldn¡¯t be closed, and deep down, I knew what lay on the other side. It was far too easy to become a monster.
Knight¡¯s gaze flicked to me, her expression unreadable. ¡°We won¡¯t have a choice soon, Sol. You know that.¡± She hesitated just long enough for the threat to land. ¡°And if you don¡¯t cooperate, well... you know what¡¯ll happen to Reid.¡±
Anger flared hot and fast, my voice low and sharp. ¡°If you so much as touch him, claws or not, I¡¯ll kill you.¡±
For a moment, her composure faltered, but the cruel smirk that followed made it clear she had the upper hand. ¡°You might be able to kill me,¡± Knight said, her voice low and razor-sharp, ¡°but Lion? He wouldn¡¯t waste the effort. He wouldn¡¯t hurt you¡ªhe¡¯d just lock you in a lab until the work was done, no matter how long it took. Immortality is a curse when you¡¯re at his mercy, isn¡¯t it?¡±
She leaned closer, her gaze cold and calculating. ¡°Maybe it¡¯s a good thing your father doesn¡¯t understand just how pathetic you really are. Can you imagine? All his work, all his sacrifices¡ for this?¡± She gestured to me with a dismissive wave, her words cutting deeper than any blade. ¡°But don¡¯t worry, Sol. It¡¯s in my best interest to keep you alive. After all, you¡¯re too valuable to waste, even if you¡¯re a disappointment.¡±
She was right, and we both knew it. Damn it, she was right about everything. The captains were growing restless, and the fragile peace the inhibitor had provided was slipping through my fingers.
I stared at the monitor, its screen glowing faintly in the dim light. Lines of data scrolled past, a detailed breakdown of what Phoenix had become. My father¡¯s creation. Knight¡¯s ambition. My curse. The virus seemed alive even in numbers and graphs, its evolution curling and twisting like it was trying to tell me something I couldn¡¯t quite grasp. And through it all, I felt them¡ªthe yellow eyes, always watching. Waiting. Just like Jericho.
The Hemlock haunted me¡ªthose grotesque creatures that had once been human. Twisted forms born of desperation and failure. Warnings of what Phoenix could become. Would Knight and I lead us down the same path? Would the accelerant turn us into monsters, too? The thought clawed at me, its weight suffocating.
Yet, without Phoenix, none of us would make it to Haven. A century still stretched ahead¡ªa century too long for these fragile human bodies aboard. Even with cryo and extended lifespans, the captains were already showing the wear of time. Phoenix wasn¡¯t just survival for me; it was survival for all of us. But at what cost?
Nearly a thousand souls slept in cryo aboard Jericho¡ªthe best and brightest Earth could offer, or just those rich enough to buy their way onto humanity¡¯s last hope. They were supposed to be the future, waiting to reach Haven and restart civilization alongside whatever might still exist there¡ªif there was anything left at all. All we really know for sure is that Haven is habitable. At least, that¡¯s what we¡¯ve been told.
Officially, the mission was simple: deliver them¡ªand Jericho¡¯s fusion core¡ªto the colony. But the truth wasn¡¯t so clean-cut, and only a handful of us knew it. Captain Warren, the other captains, Lion, Knight¡ and me.
Dragon.
The black hole at the heart of Jericho¡¯s fusion core wasn¡¯t just cutting-edge tech. It¡¯s a ticking bomb. A risk so monumental it could either save us all or destroy everything in the blink of an eye.
And the only thing that rivaled Dragon in its potential to be both savior and threat was Phoenix. The virus. The thing that lives inside me.
My reflection in the polished surface of the monitor caught my eye. The faint red glow of my left iris, the smoothness of my skin, the quiet hum of hunger lurking beneath it all. Phoenix isn¡¯t just inside me¡ªit¡¯s me.
Dad, what the hell were you thinking?
The whispers stirred faintly at the edges of my mind, their presence a quiet, insistent hum. You need this. You can¡¯t fight it forever. Give in. I shook my head, swallowing hard, but the hunger lingered, waiting for its chance.
Tomorrow, the tests would begin. The accelerant would push us forward, but it would also shatter the fragile balance the inhibitor had brought. The whispers will grow louder. The hunger will return. And then what? Will I rip through flesh and blood again? Will I still be able to stop?
I miss you, Daddy. The thought clung to me, heavy and unshakable. Despite everything, I miss you so much. Your voice, your promises¡ªthey¡¯re all I have left, and even those are slipping away.
He used to promise me the world¡ªand deliver. But it wasn¡¯t just the world, was it? No, he promised me the stars themselves, pulling them from the heavens with that brilliant mind of his. And he delivered. Every time.
But this... this thing. Is it really you? Or just what¡¯s left of you?
The sound of Knight¡¯s voice broke through my thoughts, sharp and cold. ¡°You¡¯re wasting time,¡± she said, not even looking up from her console. ¡°If you¡¯d focus for five seconds, maybe we¡¯d get somewhere.¡±
I ignored her, shutting off the monitor with a flick of my fingers. As I stepped toward the corridor, I shoved a drone out of my way, its hum fading as I walked past.
I glanced up.
There they were¡ªreal this time. Glowing faintly in the vent above, the eyes shifted, watching me with a chilling stillness that felt more deliberate than animal. The faint scrape came again, metal against metal, as though whatever was up there wanted me to know it was watching. My pulse quickened, the cold air of the corridor biting at my skin as I forced myself to move.
Don¡¯t stop. Don¡¯t look back.
My pace quickened, but the weight of those eyes followed me, the memory now alive and crawling beneath my skin. Just like Jericho¡ªalways watching, always waiting.
Just like Jericho, always watching, always waiting.
I left the lab, the sterile hum of its equipment giving way to the quiet emptiness of the corridor. Knight muttered something behind me, her words dripping with disdain, but I didn¡¯t care. The cold air of the ship pressed against my skin, and I felt the weight of everything settle onto my shoulders. Alone again. I hated how alone I felt. But isn¡¯t that better? If I¡¯m alone, at least I can¡¯t hurt anyone. Not yet.
Still, a part of me wondered... if this could bring him back, would that be so terrible?
Chapter 17 : Evolution Through Pain
For two days, I ignored every summons. Every curt message Knight sent, every increasingly irritated order demanding I return to Lab 3. I avoided the lab, the med bay, even the usual meal rotations. Every time I passed the crew, I felt their eyes on me¡ªsome wary, some expectant. They knew it was coming, too. The accelerant test wasn¡¯t a secret, even if its true purpose was.
The inhibitor had been a success¡ªat least on the clone animals it was tested on. They were alive and stable, their bodies adjusting to the controlled mutations Knight had induced. Some even exhibited improved regenerative healing, though none came close to what I could do. But it was undeniable progress¡ªprogress the captains saw as justification to give Knight the green light to continue her work.
They didn¡¯t understand.
They thought they were overseeing a scientific breakthrough, something that could revolutionize survival in deep space. They saw potential, not horror.
And I couldn¡¯t warn any of them.
Not unless I wanted Lion to kill them all.
He would, without hesitation. Not out of anger, not even out of malice¡ªjust duty. The captains were important, but not as important as the mission. Not as important as me. And if he thought I was compromising the integrity of the project, if he even suspected I was turning them against Knight¡ªhe¡¯d do what was necessary.
Because he still answered to my father.
And my father¡¯s vision left no room for disobedience.
By the second evening, the messages stopped.
Instead, a new one came through¡ª
From: Dr. Emilia Knight
To: Sol Voss
Subject: Final Warning
You¡¯re done sulking. Get down to Lab 3¡ªnow. If I have to send Lion after you, I promise you¡¯ll regret it. You can throw your little tantrum all you want, but you are not special, and you are not above this. I made you stronger than this¡ªstop acting pathetic.
You are my daughter, and my genetics would never produce something this weak. A fucking alcoholic, depending on outside substances just to keep yourself together. Coward. You can¡¯t hide forever.
¡ª Knight
I stared at the words on my datapad¡ªthe threat heavy even through the sterile digital text. A quiet rage curled in my gut¡ª
From: Sol Voss
To: Dr. Emilia Knight
Subject: Re: Final Warning
Fuck off, Emilia. Suck my clit, you insufferable, lab-coat-wearing parasitic whore. Don¡¯t talk to me like I owe you a goddamn thing. You¡¯re not my mother¡ªyou¡¯re just a glorified test tube with a superiority complex. You think pushing me out of your cunt makes you a Voss? Please. Who¡¯s the real Voss here? Shouldn¡¯t you be on your knees for my family¡¯s legacy, bitch? That¡¯s what you¡¯re good at, isn¡¯t it?
¡ª Sol
I sent it. The cunt didn¡¯t deserve anything else.
The words lingered on the screen for a moment before vanishing into the system. My fingers tightened around the device as something colder than anger settled in my chest. My childhood felt closer than it should have¡ªthe clinical sterility of it, the way orders were given, not spoken. The way he had trained me, tested me, used me.
I tossed the datapad onto the bed, watching as it slid to a stop against the sheets. The small screen dimmed, leaving only my reflection in the black glass¡ªhollow-eyed, pale, something restless shifting beneath my skin.
I exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down my face.
The thought of being dragged to Lab 3, escorted like an unruly child, made my skin crawl. I needed time. I needed space to think¡ªto figure out if I could even go through with this.
The pad¡¯s faint glow pulsed once before fading completely, swallowed by the dim cabin light. The silence stretched. The space between choices felt thinner than ever.
I needed to not be alone.
Finding Reid wasn¡¯t hard. He had his usual spots¡ªengineering, the maintenance tunnels, or the observation deck where he liked to sit and pretend he wasn¡¯t avoiding real responsibilities. I found him in the latter, leaned back against the cool glass of the viewport, a flask already in hand.
He glanced up when I approached, one brow lifting. "Well, well. If it isn¡¯t my favorite test subject." He patted the floor next to him. "What¡¯s the occasion? You finally decide to embrace your inner science experiment?"
"The opposite lately," I muttered vaguely. I couldn¡¯t tell Reid anything that would make him step in¡ªor try to.
I dropped down beside him, stretching my legs out. The hunger wasn¡¯t bad yet, but my body felt heavier than usual, the extra weight settling deep in my bones. I gestured at the flask. "Got any left, or did you already drink yourself into another bad decision?"
Reid snorted, passing it over. "I¡¯m about to make one. But you¡¯re lucky I like you, Princess. After last time, I should¡¯ve put you on probation."
I took a swig, the burn hitting my throat like a freight train. Awful. Exactly what I needed.
Reid snorted, passing it over. "You¡¯re lucky I like you, Princess. After last time, I should¡¯ve put you on probation."
I took a swig, the burn hitting my throat like a freight train. Awful. Exactly what I needed.
¡°You don¡¯t get to ban me,¡± I muttered. ¡°I outrank you.¡±
¡°Yeah? Try pulling rank when you¡¯re flat on your ass after two shots of my special reserve.¡±
I made a vague, dismissive gesture, already taking another sip. ¡°Then I¡¯ll just bring Lion and make it his problem.¡±
Reid winced dramatically. ¡°You are a terrible drinking buddy.¡±
For a while, we just sat there, staring out at the void. Jericho had just exited warp, drifting in high orbit over a frozen, impact-scarred moon. Below us, the gas giant it circled stretched massive and golden, wrapped in streaks of red and white. Beyond it, twin stars burned¡ªone a massive blue giant, the other a dying red dwarf, locked in a slow gravitational waltz. Jericho was running deep scans, plotting the next jump, refueling from the gas giant¡¯s upper atmosphere.
It was beautiful. Almost unreal.
Reid tapped his knuckles against the glass. "Makes you feel small, doesn¡¯t it?"
I huffed. "Yeah. Just a bit."
He let out a long exhale. "Sometimes I think I could just stay out here forever. Just float. No orders, no politics, no Lab 3 bullshit." He tipped his head back, staring at the ceiling. "Just me, a good ship, and this."
I watched him for a moment. Then held the flask out.
He took it with a smirk. "See? You get it."
The night blurred from there¡ªtalking, arguing about stupid shit, making fun of Garin¡¯s ridiculous posture and how he managed to always look like he was judging someone. At some point, I knew I started rambling about the test, about how Knight was forcing me into something I wasn¡¯t ready for. I must¡¯ve sounded like an idiot because Reid got quieter, letting me talk, not interrupting.
At some point, I remembered his hand on my shoulder, steady and real. ¡°You¡¯ll be fine, Princess. You always are.¡±
I wasn¡¯t sure if I said something back.
The rest was a haze.
And then¡ª
The dreams always started the same way.
Hands that weren¡¯t quite my own reached out, clawed and trembling. My skin peeled back, bones cracking, the sound of my screams drowned by the sickening wetness of tearing flesh. Through it all, there was a voice¡ªsoft, coaxing, and painfully familiar.
You¡¯re so close now, my little phoenix. Closer than you¡¯ve ever been.
Then the other voice, deeper and primal, laced with hunger.
You can¡¯t hide from me. I am you. You are me.
I woke with a sharp inhale, heart pounding, throat dry. The whispers dissolved into the steady hum of Jericho¡¯s life support systems, but the weight of them clung to me. My body felt heavier than it had any right to be, like I¡¯d been sinking into the mattress all night.
I pushed myself upright, limbs sluggish, the dull ache in my muscles a reminder of what I was now. The med scanner beside me blinked softly.
400 pounds.
I stared at the number for a long moment.
I used to weigh less than a hundred.
The thought came unbidden, sharp in its contrast. I remembered the way my bones had jutted out before, my frame delicate, weightless. Now, my body was something else entirely¡ªdenser, compacted, refined by the virus into something unnatural. I didn¡¯t look heavy. I looked lean, small even. But every step, every movement carried an unseen weight, a presence that settled into my bones.
I turned to the mirror, studying my reflection under the dim glow of the cabin lights. My face was sharper, my features more defined than they used to be. My mismatched eyes¡ªred and blue¡ªburned faintly, the virus pulsing just beneath the surface of my skin. I ran my fingers over my arms, tracing the faintly glowing veins. I could feel the tension coiled beneath, the strength lurking in every fiber of me.
The nightmares had been bad before, but this¡ªthis was the worst in weeks.
I could still feel it, the phantom sensation of my own flesh splitting apart, the sharp sting of bone tearing through skin. My pulse thrummed in my ears, my breath shallow. I had felt the hunger clawing at the edges of my mind in that dream, felt the thing inside me waking up.
The inhibitor was wearing off. I knew it the moment I opened my eyes.
I gripped the sink, bracing against the cold metal.
Three days.
That¡¯s how long I had managed to avoid Lab 3, to ignore Knight and pretend like I had a choice in any of this. I had told her to fuck off. I had pushed her messages aside, let the weight of it sit untouched in my mind. But it didn¡¯t change anything.
The accelerant was coming.
And when it did, whatever fragile control I had left would be gone.
I exhaled slowly, pressing my fingers to my temples.
The hunger will come back.
The same hunger that had driven me to devour everything in sight before I was put into cryo. The same hunger that had made me this heavy, that had forced me to consume everything Knight put in front of me. Engineered nutrient bars, protein compounds, cloned biomass¡ªevery bite had been measured, calculated, necessary. The extra weight wasn¡¯t a mistake. It was preparation. Insurance.
And still, it wasn¡¯t enough.
I could feel it already, deep in my core. The virus had been burning through it faster than before, optimizing, adapting, preparing.
I wasn¡¯t ready.
But that didn¡¯t matter.
The sharp knock at the door sent a jolt through my already tense nerves.
Three knocks. Deliberate. Heavy.
I didn¡¯t need to check. I already knew who it was.
I closed my eyes for a second, forcing the tension in my shoulders to ease, forcing the anxiety to settle beneath the surface where it belonged. Then, I moved.
The door hissed open.
Lion stood in the corridor, golden armor gleaming under the sterile light. He didn¡¯t need his warhammer¡ªnot for me. He never did. His presence alone was a wall of unshakable authority.
Behind him, Eagle and Wolf moved in perfect sync, lowering to one knee in a motion so precise it barely seemed human. A silent acknowledgment¡ªnot to me, but to the bloodline I carried. The moment passed as quickly as it came, the two rising without hesitation, falling into step at Lion¡¯s flanks.
A formality. A reminder.
I wasn¡¯t their commander. Not really. I never had been.
Eagle¡¯s gold-trimmed armor caught the light, feather-like engravings glinting against the black plating. Her helmet was smooth, aerodynamic, visor a blank sheet of gold. Cold. Measuring.
Wolf, in contrast, radiated aggression. His silver-gray armor was jagged, a synthetic fur mantle shifting as he moved. Twin daggers were strapped to his thighs, his fingers twitching toward the hilts as if waiting for an excuse. His crimson visor gave nothing away, but I knew the way he looked at me. He had trained me once¡ªbefore I was anything more than a human girl trying to keep up.
He never let me win. Not once.
Pain is the best teacher, he had told me. You never forget a lesson when it scars.
I wondered if he still thought I was someone who could be taught. Or if I had already become something else entirely.
They weren¡¯t here as an escort.
They were here as containment.
The Royal Guard¡ªmy father¡¯s greatest weapons. Cybernetics, genetic enhancements, and experimental tech so dangerous only he and those standing before me truly knew the extent of it. They weren¡¯t just soldiers. They were the last line. The unbreakable wall between humanity and whatever horrors the void had waiting.
And if the void ever needed horrors of its own, well¡ that¡¯s what they had become.
They were supposed to follow my command. Supposed to protect me. But their true loyalty had never been mine. It belonged to him.
To Julian Voss.
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A ghost in my head. A monster in the dark.
And if it ever came down to a choice between me and him¡
I already knew who they would obey.
I inhaled slowly, forcing the tension from my shoulders, but my throat felt tight. ¡°Does it have to be today?¡± My voice was quieter than I meant it to be.
Lion tilted his head slightly, watching me. ¡°Jericho waits for no one,¡± he said simply, stepping forward, leaving no room for argument. ¡°You¡¯ve carried your father¡¯s work this far. Today, we¡¯ll see if his vision holds.¡±
His vision.
The words made my stomach twist.
Is that all I am? My father¡¯s dream, reshaped into something I barely recognize?
I swallowed hard. My fingers curled into fists at my sides.
Then, slowly, I stepped forward.
Eagle and Wolf fell in beside me, their movements precise, synchronized¡ªlike cogs in a machine.
As I passed the threshold, the door hissed behind me.
A surge of instinct hit me, reckless and desperate. I turned back, hand darting for the panel¡ªif I could lock it, if I could just seal myself inside¡ª
Cold metal barely shifted before Lion¡¯s hand caught the edge. Effortless. Final.
His golden visor burned down at me, unreadable. I didn¡¯t fight. I didn¡¯t have to. That one gesture told me everything.
It had never been my choice.
The door sealed shut, and I kept walking.
Lab 3 wasn¡¯t far, but the silence stretched the distance. The Guard never spoke unless necessary, and I had nothing to say to them. Their boots struck the floor in perfect unison, each step landing in sync with my own, a rhythm I couldn¡¯t break. The ship hummed low around us, its systems alive, humming through the walls, through the vents, through the blinking red eye of a drone watching from the ceiling.
Jericho¡¯s always watching.
I kept my breathing steady, my expression blank as the terror dug deeper into my heart.
Ahead, the reinforced doors of Lab 3 loomed, cold and unyielding. Lion stopped just before them, turning slightly. His gaze locked onto me with something unreadable¡ªrespect, caution, expectation. Then, without a word, he reached to his belt and pulled out something I hadn¡¯t expected to see again.
My father¡¯s journal.
Fuck.
A slow dread curled in my stomach, spreading like ice through my veins.
"You¡¯ve learned too much," Lion said, his tone measured but firm. "Too soon."
I forced my face into something unreadable, but my fingers twitched at my sides, itching to snatch the book from his grasp. The leather cover was worn, pages dog-eared where I had spent only minutes poring over my father¡¯s notes¡ªjust minutes before Lion had found me, before he¡¯d ripped me away and thrown me into cryo. I had barely had time to rifle through it, my hands frantic as I searched for anything¡ªanything¡ªthat could tell me what Chimera was. But the pages blurred together, scrawled formulas and half-mad theories bleeding into each other, and then it was too late.
Yet, here it is again.
"I had a right to it." My voice came out steadier than I felt.
Lion tilted his head, considering me. "In time, yes. But understanding comes with guidance, and your father meant for you to have both." He studied me for a long moment before adding, "That¡¯s why we¡¯re here."
The words landed heavier than I expected. Guidance. As if they were my keepers, as if I were some fragile, unfinished experiment that needed supervision. I bit back a bitter laugh.
Maybe I am.
"You think you can guide me?" I scoffed, crossing my arms.
"Not just me." Lion lifted the book slightly. "All of us. Until the King is whole again. Then, we take the stars. And for that, you are worth the effort, Princess."
A chill coiled in my spine, deeper than the sterile cold of the lab.
Whole again.
They didn¡¯t see him as a failure. Not as a shattered remnant of Julian Voss, the man. No¡ªhe was something unfinished. Something waiting to be restored.
And then, as if summoned by my horror, the whisper slithered through my mind¡ªdeep, warm, proud.
Ah, Lion¡ my sword. Your hammer. He knows how to forge humanity into the weapon we need.
I forced my expression to stay neutral, even as a shudder crawled beneath my skin. My father had never spoken of me like that before. Always urging, always pushing. But this?
This was reverence.
"You actually believe that, don¡¯t you?" My voice came out quieter than I intended. "That I¡¯m worth all of this¡ªbecause of my blood? Because of some dead man¡¯s dream to carve humanity across the stars?"
Lion didn¡¯t hesitate. "Your blood is still his. His will is still in you. That makes you worthy of patience." He glanced at Eagle and Wolf, then back to me. "You are a Voss. That earns you respect. It always will."
Respect. As if that meant anything when my body wasn¡¯t even mine anymore.
"But respect and trust," he continued, stepping closer, "are not the same."
Without another word, he turned and handed the book to Knight, who had been waiting by the entrance.
She smirked, flipping through the pages without a second thought, not even looking at me. "Finally," she muttered. Then, with a pointed look at Lion, she added, "You can¡¯t just hoard things that don¡¯t belong to you."
It belonged to my father. The words burned in my throat, but I didn¡¯t say them. Not yet.
Knight tucked the book under her arm as she moved toward the lab. "And now it belongs to me."
You fucking bitch.
The rage curled tight in my gut, twisting like a living thing. I swallowed it down, forcing my body to move before they decided I needed "help." I stepped past Lion into the sterile, too-bright lab.
The test chamber was already prepped¡ªreinforced walls, medical monitoring screens, the hum of containment fields active and waiting. At the center, the examination chair stood like an execution seat, its restraints gleaming under the lights.
Lion gestured toward it. "Sit down."
I did. The restraints clicked into place.
Knight adjusted the syringe in her hand, the thick red accelerant inside gleaming. "This is just the first dose," she said, voice clinical, detached. "A primer. Nothing extreme."
She said it like I had a choice.
I exhaled slowly, bracing myself.
"First, you will need this."
Wolf''s armored hand clamped around my jaw, fingers digging into my cheeks, forcing my mouth open. The pressure was bruising, my teeth aching from the force. I tried to twist away, but Eagle was already pinning my legs, her grip as unshakable as iron.
Knight didn¡¯t hesitate.
The test tube slammed past my lips, glass scraping against my teeth, forcing my throat open.
"This will keep you alive as we push the limits of the accelerant."
My gag reflex kicked immediately, my throat convulsing against the slick, oversized tube. The moment it lodged deep enough, I felt it¡ªthick, sludge-like biomass pouring into my mouth. It was warm, heavy, coating my tongue and forcing its way down.
I choked, my body instinctively thrashing, but Wolf only tightened his grip, his free hand grinding against my temple to keep me still.
"Swallow, Sol." Knight¡¯s voice was barely amused, but I could hear the sharp edge of curiosity beneath it. Like she was watching something crawl under a microscope.
I barely had time to gasp for air between cycles¡ªbetween the thick, force-fed pulses of biomass flooding my throat. Each time the tube paused, I sucked in a desperate breath, only for the next wave to come, forcing my body to keep up, to take more, to endure.
Ashly, standing at the monitor, wouldn¡¯t look at me.
Garin, on the other hand, smirked.
"You''re pathetic when you''re like this," he muttered, voice edged with amusement.
The tube pulsed, more biomass flooding into me. My stomach convulsed at the sheer force of it. My body felt too full, too fast, like it was being overridden, forced to absorb more than it could handle.
Then the first needle sank into my skin.
The accelerant hit immediately.
Fire erupted in my veins, a searing, ravenous burn that clawed through my muscles. My back arched violently, the restraints groaning as my body reacted, muscles tensing, coiling.
The hunger¡ªthe virus¡ªwoke all at once, screaming through every cell. It tore through the biomass, devouring it at a terrifying rate, converting everything into raw, unstoppable energy.
My body snapped forward, but the restraints held. My legs kicked, my arms jerked, but I was trapped. I could barely breathe past the tube forcing more and more down my throat.
Knight adjusted the dosage.
The pain amplified.
Hair exploded from my scalp, strands snapping outwards in a cascading wave, curling past my back, down my legs, growing in thick, silken strands at an unstoppable rate.
My nails split, reforming into something longer, sharper, the tips curving into lethal, midnight black claws. My feet twitched violently, bones shifting, stretching, the shoes bursting apart as my toes elongated, nails hardening into hooked talons.
The chair beneath me groaned, metal protesting under my shifting weight.
The hunger was all-consuming.
I couldn¡¯t think¡ªonly feel.
"Vitals spiking," Ashly muttered from the console, voice strained. "She¡¯s metabolizing too fast¡ª"
"She¡¯ll survive," Knight cut her off smoothly. "That¡¯s the point."
The second needle sank into my arm.
I screamed, or I tried to. The sound came out muffled, buried under the biomass still forcing itself down my throat. My muscles contracted violently, my weight fluctuating as my body burned through reserves at a terrifying rate.
Knight stepped forward, blade in hand.
"Let¡¯s see how well she recovers."
The cold press of metal against my wrist was the only warning I got.
Then¡ª
She cut my hand off.
White-hot agony tore through my arm, my nerves screaming as my hand separated from my body, severed flesh and bone exposing itself in a gruesome, instantaneous burst of pain.
Blood splattered across the floor.
I convulsed, the restraints straining, my back arching as I fought against them, muscles bulging, steel groaning under my raw strength.
I felt it.
The moment my hand hit the cold ground, the hunger reacted, like it had been waiting for this.
My body didn¡¯t hesitate.
The wound closed instantly, flesh knitting together in a violent, explosive burst of regeneration.
Bone, tendon, muscle¡ªall of it surged back, rebuilding, reshaping, reforming.
It took seconds.
The pain was unbearable.
I screamed again, my head slamming back against the chair as my newly formed fingers twitched, fresh, raw, perfect.
Knight hummed in approval.
"Faster than before."
The blade came down again.
The other hand.
The pain was just as brutal.
I felt it detach, felt the nerve endings rupture, the blood vessels tear open.
And then¡ªback again.
The growth was even faster this time, a blinding explosion of regenerative force, my new fingers curling into claws before I had even registered the loss.
The hunger was starving for more.
The whisper slithered through the agony, deep and coiled with satisfaction.
Yes. Again. More. You feel it, don¡¯t you? The power in your bones, the fire in your flesh. You are not meant to stop. You are meant to consume, to grow, to become.
A violent shudder racked my body, the whisper latching onto my pain, feeding from it, urging it forward.
You¡¯re still holding back, my little phoenix. But not for long.
Knight¡¯s gaze flicked to my face.
Then she reached for my eye.
I jerked violently, but Wolf and Eagle held me down.
My chest heaved, breaths ragged, mind fracturing under the sheer onslaught of pain.
Knight¡¯s fingers pressed into the socket, her grip twisting.
I shrieked, the sound raw, broken, my body thrashing so violently I felt something in the chair bend.
And then¡ª
A wet pop.
Agony seared through my skull as my left eye was torn free, the nerve snapping like a frayed wire. My vision doubled¡ªthen fractured, one side collapsing into a void of blackness.
For a fraction of a second, I saw it.
My severed eye, strands of red muscle and nerve still twitching, dangling from Knight¡¯s fingers like some grotesque experiment. Flickering, failing signals sent fragmented images¡ªof me.
A ruined face. A gaping, bloodied socket.
A snarl, raw and animalistic, my fangs clenched around the invasive tube, breath hissing past it as pain wracked through me.
Then¡ªnothing.
The world dimmed, my body shuddering violently as hot blood streaked down my cheek.
Knight turned the eye in her fingers, studying it with detached fascination. "This one was nice," she murmured, watching how the red iris gleamed under the sterile lab lights.
I felt it before I saw it.
A fresh, raw agony¡ªnew nerves igniting, optic fibers spinning into existence. The searing heat of flesh knitting itself back together. The process was faster now, sharper, my body adapting, overcompensating. Making itself stronger.
The darkness shattered.
Light flooded back in.
Knight leaned in, grinning. "There it is," she whispered, her eyes gleaming with satisfaction. "Your new one is coming in nicely."
I forced myself to breathe, fingers twitching against the restraints. I turned my head just enough to glare at her.
She smirked. Then, with deliberate care, she held up my severed eye between two fingers.
It twitched. Still warm. Still mine.
Then¡ªshe dropped it into a waiting jar.
The liquid hissed as the glass clicked shut, preserving it in cold stasis.
"Your new one is even redder than the last," Knight murmured, amused.
The whisper curled in the back of my mind, sliding through the pain, deep and knowing.
Yes¡ better. Stronger. You¡¯re closer now, my little phoenix.
A shudder crawled down my spine, even as the burning ache of regeneration pulsed beneath my skin. Knight only watched, intrigued, her smirk widening.
The moment the words left her mouth, Ashly broke.
A sharp inhale, a strangled noise in the back of her throat¡ªher hands trembled violently over the console. I barely had time to register it before she lurched back, her shoulder slamming against the table.
Her skin had gone deathly pale. She turned away so fast she nearly tripped, her breath ragged, her eyes wide with barely contained horror.
Then she ran. A blur of motion, a choked sob, and then the heavy sound of retching just outside the lab.
She didn¡¯t come back. It didn¡¯t matter.
I was somewhere else¡ªburied in the agony, drowning in the hunger, my mind split between the pain of being torn apart and the terrifying ease of growing back.
Knight barely acknowledged Ashly¡¯s absence.
She only smiled down at her datapad, adjusting the next dose.
The test went on. For what felt like hours.
Knight and Garin took turns¡ªslicing, severing, observing, and then watching me regenerate. Over. And over. And over again.
At some point, Lion spoke. His voice cut through the sterile hum of the lab, calm but firm. ¡°Is this necessary?¡±
Knight didn¡¯t even look up. ¡°Pain is progress,¡± she murmured, making a note as she adjusted another setting. ¡°You should know that more than anyone, Lion.¡±
Whatever she meant by that, it was enough. He said nothing else.
And so the test continued, the madwoman left to her work.
They measured everything¡ªtimed each regrowth with military precision, adjusting the dosage of the accelerant, pushing the limits of my body until my bones ached from the relentless cycle of destruction and rebirth.
Each time, my body reacted faster. More efficiently.
They noted how my muscle fibers tightened between regenerations, growing denser each time. How my skin became smoother, stronger, less susceptible to injury. How my new eye burned even brighter than before, my iris shifting into an even deeper, richer red.
Knight laughed as she documented the changes.
"Perfect. It''s evolving in real time."
I didn¡¯t respond. Couldn¡¯t. I was too far gone¡ªsomewhere between agony and nothingness, my mind fraying under the sheer weight of it. I was screaming less. My body adapting to the pain. A disturbing part of me¡ªsome deep, twisted thing¡ªknew this was exactly what Knight wanted.
Then, suddenly¡ªvoices from outside the lab. Raised. Angry.
I barely processed them. My mind was too fogged with pain, with the constant cycle of my own body tearing apart and rebuilding itself.
But I felt it.
The shift.
The moment Lion left the room. He must have gone to meet them.
Warren.
Reid.
I caught fragments of their voices¡ªangry, sharp, demanding answers.
"What the fuck are you doing to her?"
Reid¡¯s voice. Furious.
I tried to lift my head¡ªtried to focus¡ªbut the restraints held firm. My vision blurred, the lights too bright, the hunger still simmering beneath my skin.
Knight ignored them.
The test continued.
By the time the final dose was administered, I was barely conscious.
I couldn¡¯t fight anymore.
Couldn¡¯t even process the pain.
Only knew one thing¡ª
It didn¡¯t end until Knight chose to end it.
The last thing I felt was the sting of the inhibitor sinking into my veins.
A cold flood.
A sudden, sharp stillness.
The hunger dulled.
The burning stopped.
The feeding tube was finally ripped from my throat, dragging bile and blood with it. My body convulsed, lungs seizing as I gagged violently. The sudden emptiness in my throat left behind a raw, gaping void, the taste of biomass thick and sour, clinging to my tongue like rot.
I choked, sucking in air that felt like knives. Every breath scraped against my ravaged throat, my body rejecting the sensation of breathing for myself again.
My limbs twitched, spasming weakly against the restraints. The pain was everywhere¡ªburied deep in my bones, nestled in my flesh, pulsing beneath my skin like a smoldering fire waiting to be fed again.
I was so tired.
So fucking tired.
But beneath the exhaustion, beneath the weight of everything they¡¯d taken, everything they¡¯d torn apart and rebuilt¡ªone thought burned hotter than the rest.
I¡¯ll fucking kill you.
The words never reached my lips. My throat was too raw, my body too ruined, but the rage was there, coiled like a serpent in my chest, waiting.
I meant it.
And then¡ª
Darkness.
I woke to the sound of voices.
Distant. Muffled. Like they were speaking through water.
Yates.
Reid.
Warren.
Vega.
I knew them. Knew their voices. But they felt¡ far away.
The room was dimly lit, the sterile glow of my quarters almost comforting after the nightmare of Lab 3. The hum of Jericho¡¯s systems pulsed softly through the walls, steady and rhythmic.
I was back in my bed.
No restraints.
No test tubes.
But my body¡ª
My body still remembered.
A phantom ache curled in my hands, my skull, my limbs¡ªthe ghost of wounds that weren¡¯t there anymore but still lingered beneath my skin. A dull, empty throb where my eye had been torn out. The sharp sting of flesh splitting open. The echo of pain that had already become too familiar.
I couldn¡¯t move.
Didn¡¯t want to.
I lay there, staring at the ceiling, breath shallow.
The worst pain of my life¡ª and it wasn¡¯t over.
More tests. More pain. More of me being a lab rat for humanity.
Knight. Garin. The whole damn ship, watching, studying, waiting to see what I would become.
I swallowed, my throat raw, the aftertaste of blood and biomass thick on my tongue. My stomach twisted at the memory of it, at the way they had forced it down, at the way my body had absorbed every ounce like it had been starving for it.
I should be angry. I should be terrified. I should be something.
But I wasn¡¯t.
I was too tired to care. Too tired to fight.
I just wanted to sleep¡ but the voices.
They were still talking.
Low. Tense. Deciding my fate like I wasn¡¯t even here.
I should listen. I should care.
But my body felt too heavy, my thoughts thick and sluggish, slipping between the cracks of sleep and wakefulness.
Their words blurred, fading in and out.
"She doesn¡¯t deserve this, Warren."
Yates. Steady. Certain.
A pause. Then another voice, rougher, uncertain. Warren.
"If we wake them, we¡¯re admitting we can¡¯t control the situation."
"We can¡¯t."
Reid. Sharp. Angry.
"Not like this. Not with her being treated like¡ªlike that."
The words should have mattered. Should have meant something.
Then¡ª
A sharp, piercing alarm ripped through the quiet.
Jericho¡¯s voice followed, smooth but urgent. ¡°Contact detected. Proximity alert. Unidentified vessel approaching.¡±
The voices around me changed¡ªno longer tense whispers, but clipped orders, frantic movement. Chairs scraping back, boots striking the floor.
"Get to stations!" Warren¡¯s voice, firm, all hesitation gone. "Now."
More alarms. The hum of systems shifting, Jericho rerouting power.
Reid cursed. Vega was already giving orders.
The ship was moving, coming alive around me.
Something was coming.
I should have cared. Should have been afraid.
But sleep had me now, dragging me under, drowning me before I could hold onto anything at all.
Chapter 18 : We Inherit Stars
I woke up to the sound of battle.
The Jericho shook violently, the force of the impact reverberating through the walls. Alarms blared, a mechanical wail of warnings overlapping in a disorienting cacophony. My body ached¡ªevery nerve raw, my limbs heavy, my skin still stinging with phantom pain from the accelerant experiments. My breath hitched as I tried to sit up, the weight of exhaustion pressing down on me like a lead blanket.
Another impact.
The metal frame of my cot rattled, and the walls groaned as something massive exploded outside. I barely had time to register the disarray before my head swam, the lingering aftereffects of the experiments making my movements sluggish, almost disconnected from reality.
"No. Not again. Not now."
I forced myself upright, a sharp ache spreading through my spine as I swung my legs over the edge of the cot. The familiar taste of copper lingered on my tongue¡ªmy regeneration still burning through whatever damage had been done to me. A deep, rumbling vibration passed through the floor, a pulse that I could feel deep in my bones.
I moved to stand, but something coiled around my ankle. My balance wavered¡ªI stumbled, slamming onto my hands and knees.
Pain flared, then vanished as my body repaired itself.
Then I saw it.
Pale white strands pooled around me, dragging against the cold metal floor. My breath caught.
My hair.
Not just long¡ªunnatural. Seven feet of it, spilling over the ground like something alive.
The accelerant.
During the test, I had been too consumed by agony to notice. After that, the inhibitor had dulled everything. But it hadn¡¯t stopped the process. Just numbed me to it.
Now, with it finally wearing off, the changes were crashing down.
I swallowed hard, fingers curling into the strands as I pushed myself up. The weight of it felt wrong¡ªforeign.
Then I noticed my clothes. A thin, sweat-damp tank top. Loose shorts. No shoes. No armor. Nothing to protect me.
I was vulnerable.
Outside, another explosion¡ªbrief, contained. The walls trembled, but Jericho was already repairing itself. Built not just to endure war, but to erase it.
I pushed myself up, my too-long hair dragging behind me, balance unsteady.
I wasn¡¯t fully myself anymore.
Hadn¡¯t been for a long time.
No time to think about it.
I had bigger problems.
I swallowed against the dryness in my throat, my voice barely more than a breath.
"Jericho," I rasped. "What the hell is happening?"
The AI responded instantly, its voice calm, clinical, completely detached from the destruction raging around us.
"Hostile engagement in progress. Seven enemy vessels detected. Two neutralized. Remaining forces: one dreadnought, one battleship, one carrier, two destroyers."
I swore under my breath. Seven against one.
My fingers trembled as I reached for the console, pulling up the external feed.
The void of space burned.
The wreckage of two organic ships drifted outside, their pulsing, plant-like hulls ruptured and lifeless. Their veins still glowed faintly, twitching, curling inward like dying flowers. Even in death, they looked alive¡ªas if trying to regenerate.
Then, Jericho¡¯s railgun fired.
The ship shuddered, a deep, earth-shaking boom vibrating through the walls. The force of the shot reverberated through my bones, a dull ache spreading through my battered body. I pressed a hand to my chest, trying to steady my breath, while the other swiped across the console, stabilizing the feed just in time to show the impact.
A slug the size of a fighter craft punched through the dreadnought¡¯s core, splitting it apart. Its hull¡ªif it could even be called that¡ªwasn¡¯t metal but something living. Fibrous plating peeled back like muscle torn from bone, bioluminescent strands snapping and curling inward like severed nerves.
Thick, black ichor boiled into the vacuum, writhing, tendrils grasping¡ªthen freezing. Even in death, the ship twitched, convulsing as if trying to mend itself. But there was nothing left to heal.
Then, the second shot rang out.
The core ruptured.
A silent burst of iridescent flame consumed the wreckage near the core. For a moment, the ruined mass hung in the void, its organic remains pulsing weakly, resisting the inevitable. Then, the dreadnought began to break apart¡ªtwo massive sections, each dwarfing the Jericho in sheer size, tearing away from the dying ship, its final spasms sending debris spiraling outward.
Escape pods and smaller vessels burst from the wreckage, desperate to flee. Twisting, organic crafts, some no larger than shuttles, others pulsing with erratic bioluminescence, attempted to break free of the carnage. They didn¡¯t get far.
Jericho¡¯s laser arrays came to life, precision beams slicing through the escaping ships with cold efficiency. Drones swarmed, hunting down survivors like carrion birds, plasma cutters igniting as they carved through hulls of flesh and chitin. The pods flared briefly¡ªbursts of fire, silent screams swallowed by the void¡ªbefore they, too, were reduced to nothing.
Then, piece by piece, the dreadnought dissolved into the black, its last remnants devoured by the endless night.
I had seen Jericho fight before¡ªin simulations, in war games where victory was a controlled certainty.
But this?
This was different.
The dreadnought had been a behemoth, a living fortress of tendrils that blotted out the stars. And yet¡ª
Reduced to nothing.
By humanity¡¯s might.
By my father¡¯s warship.
One dreadnought down, his voice cooed in my mind.
The screen flickered¡ªdebris tumbling, biotic plating curling inward, twitching like severed nerves. Even in death, it spasmed, refusing to die.
Silent in the void¡ªbut in my mind, I heard it.
A death wail. A final, broken scream.
The last embers of its life, snuffed out.
But as the wreckage burned, a small chunk drifted free, slipping past the carnage¡ªan ember escaping the fire.
Then, another escape pod erupted in flame.
Laser fire lanced through its hull, searing flesh and chitin alike. It twisted, desperate, trying to hold itself together before crumpling in on itself. Another burst of fire. Another vessel erased.
This wasn¡¯t just war.
This was first contact.
And humanity had answered with annihilation.
I bit down on my tongue¡ªhard. Pain flared, iron flooded my mouth, anchoring me.
They dared to reach out, thinking they were our equal. The whisper curled around my thoughts, silk-soft, insidious. We burned them for it. Let them see the Phoenix''s flame.
My stomach twisted.
This is your legacy.
The hunger stirred, coiling in the pit of my gut.
I swallowed hard, but the copper tang still clung to my tongue.
The whisper hummed, pleased.
And the worst part?
Some small, terrible part of me agreed.
The enemy carrier followed next.
Its enormous, root-like structures pulsed erratically, curling inward as its biotic network collapsed. Half its hull was already gone¡ªtorn away by nuclear fire. Fleshy masses of ruptured tissue drifted into the void, still twitching, still leaking, great veins bulging as they hemorrhaged whatever lifeblood sustained them.
Desperation.
Small ships burst from the dying carrier, a final, frantic attempt at retaliation. Fighters¡ªor whatever passed for them¡ªtwisting, organic things that looked more like predators than spacecraft. Pulsing with sickly bioluminescence, they swarmed outward, their erratic movements betraying the blind instinct that drove them.
Jericho¡¯s drones met them mid-flight.
A wall of cold precision surged forward¡ªsleek, angular machines moving in perfect synchrony. Plasma cutters ignited in unison, slicing through the first wave like a butcher¡¯s knife through raw flesh. The xeno fighters writhed, tendrils lashing wildly, organic wings beating in futile escape. Where they had instinct, Jericho had calculation. Where they had desperation, Jericho had inevitability.
But the Xeno were not without teeth. Spores burst in the vacuum, clinging to the sleek surfaces of the drones, corroding metal with organic rot. Acidic tendrils lashed out, dissolving hulls like flesh under flame. Hundreds of Jericho¡¯s drones fell, their sleek forms twisting apart, reduced to drifting debris before they could counter. But the AI adapted instantly, rerouting surviving drones into hardened formations, sacrificing the compromised units to protect the assault.
One by one the organic fighters fell.
The last few tried to retreat¡ªto flee back to the husk of their dying carrier. Jericho didn¡¯t let them.
The drones descended, precision-made reapers, overwhelming the final stragglers in a storm of plasma and steel. Screams¡ªif they could be called that¡ªwere swallowed by the void. Within seconds, it was over.
Humanity was born to inherit the stars, the whisper murmured, thick with certainty. A safe galaxy is a human galaxy.
Then, the drones turned to the carrier.
Hundreds of them. Thousands.
They poured into its open wounds, burrowing deep, a virus infecting soft tissue. Plasma cutters flared, carving through the remaining defenses with surgical precision. The ship shuddered, its organic plating peeling away in charred, curling ribbons, veins bursting, hemorrhaging light.
It had been grown, not built.
And now, it was being dissected.
The carrier shuddered.
It was dying.
The wreckage of its dying husk convulsed as if it were trying to fight back, its few remaining organic tendrils flailing outward, trying to reach, trying to¡ª
The drones cut them down too.
No hesitation. No mercy.
They swarmed the openings in the hull, pouring in like a plague, burning everything in their path. The screens flickered with distorted visuals from the internal drone feeds¡ªnightmarish flashes of dimly lit corridors lined with pulsating tissue, organic walls that oozed and bled as the drones set them alight. The ship had been grown, not built. And now it was being dissected.
The carrier let out one final, heaving spasm¡ªthen collapsed inward, crumpling like a dying flower.
I watched it fold into itself, the core rupturing as a wave of internal detonations sent the wreck spiraling into oblivion.
Then¡ª
Nothing.
The carrier was gone.
Four down, Three to go.
I barely had time to process it before the battleship and destroyers retaliated.
Bright plasma bursts twisted through space, warping the void as they curled unnaturally toward the Jericho. The ship¡¯s plasma shields flared, a wall of energy absorbing the brunt of the assault before the kinetic barriers snapped into place, scattering what little force remained.
A few shots slipped through. The hull buckled, seared, molten metal peeling away in ragged, glowing scars¡ªonly for the ship to begin healing itself instantly. Nanites swarmed, liquid metal knitting over the wounds in real time, plating reforming, solidifying, as if the damage had never happened at all.
The Jericho buckled but did not yield. This was the first coordinated counterattack¡ªSol could feel it in the way the ship trembled, the way its shields flared under sustained fire. Until now, the aliens had been caught off guard, their forces scattered, their defenses shattered before they could even react. She hadn¡¯t fully realized it before, too focused on the massacre unfolding before her, but now, as plasma bursts curled unnaturally through the void, as biotic tendrils lashed out in desperate retaliation, she understood¡ªthis was the first real resistance. The first proof that the Xenos had been reeling, blindsided. And now, at last, they were fighting back.
The destroyers broke formation, trying to flank, but the laser arrays adjusted instantly. A storm of high-energy beams lanced outward, striking the first destroyer mid-flight. Its hull twisted violently, its organic plating melting like wax beneath a flame. One of its tendrils reached outward, convulsing, writhing as if trying to escape its own death¡ªthen the ship ruptured from within, its core detonating in a silent explosion.
The second destroyer veered off course, still active but barely holding together, its once-fluid movements now erratic and failing. Its living hull pulsed weakly, its desperation palpable. It turned, engines flickering as it attempted to flee.
The railgun fired again.
The battleship took the full force of the impact.
The slug punched straight through its command structure, and for a moment, the massive warship simply drifted. Then, its body collapsed inward, folding into itself as the internal pressure gave way. A heartbeat later, the entire vessel imploded, vanishing into a scattered cloud of debris.
I gripped the console, my knuckles white. My breath came in shallow, uneven gasps.This tale has been unlawfully lifted without the author''s consent. Report any appearances on Amazon.
Seven against one.
Now, only one remained.
The last destroyer was barely functional, its body shredded, a quarter of its mass missing. And yet, somehow, impossibly, it still clung to life.
Then, it turned.
In the next instant, it jumped to FTL.
Cowards. The whispers stirred in my head.
That left only wreckage¡ªdrifting, broken remains of the fallen.
And then, movement.
A fractured piece of the dreadnought¡ªone of the largest surviving fragments¡ªstill limped through space, barely holding together. The glow of failing life flickered in its twisted hull, its pulsing veins sluggish, the last dying beats of a once-great vessel.
A transmission came through.
The remaining husk of the dreadnought was hailing us.
I stared at the console, at the incoming request flashing weakly on the screen. A plea? A surrender? A final act of defiance?
The Jericho¡¯s only response was the railgun.
The shot rang through the hull, the deep reverberation shaking the deck beneath my feet.
Through the screen, I watched as the slug tore through the last remnant of the dreadnought, punching through it like a hammer through rotting wood.
The broken ship shattered, its pieces scattering into the abyss like embers from a dying fire.
No mercy. No hesitation. No prisoners.
And then¡ª
Silence.
The battle was over¡ªa one-sided slaughter.
I swallowed hard, my stomach churning as I stared at the wreckage. We won. We actually won.
Then, the lights flickered. A deep, mechanical hum vibrated through the ship.
"Who is in command right now, Jericho?"
"Lion is in command as Supreme Commander under emergency protocols set by Julian Voss."
The words hit like a gunshot.
I froze. My fingers curled into the console, my stomach twisting.
"Are the other crews awake... the captains?"
"Yes. All skeleton crews have been awakened, along with the Royal Guard. Knight is currently in Lab 3, preparing Project Chimera..."
Then, the ship¡¯s voice changed.
A subtle shift at first¡ªlike static laced with something deeper, something wrong. The smooth, clinical tone of Jericho¡¯s AI wavered, its modulation fracturing into something human. Something familiar.
A voice I hadn¡¯t heard in fifty years.
"My Little Phoenix..."
The words curled around me, warm, knowing¡ªloving.
"You have to finish what I started."
Ice flooded my veins. My breath caught in my throat.
That wasn¡¯t Jericho. That wasn¡¯t Lion.
That was my father.
No. No, no, no.
I swallowed hard. My father was dead¡ªor at least, half of him was. The other half, the one buried inside Jericho¡¯s AI core, was still very much alive.
And so was the Yellow-Eyed Monster.
I felt my stomach drop. So much had happened. Too much. The battle. The massacre. The whispers in my head that I couldn¡¯t shut out. And now¡ªthis.
No time to think. No time to breathe.
Then¡ªa knock at my door. Sharp. Urgent.
I turned, pulse spiking.
The door hissed open, and Reid stumbled inside, his chest heaving, his green eyes wide with something I had never seen in him¡ªfear. His usual cocky grin was gone, replaced by something raw, desperate. His signature Hawaiian shirt was wrinkled, stained with sweat, and his ever-present sunglasses were missing. Without them, his face looked younger, more vulnerable. His blond hair was a mess, damp with sweat, sticking to his forehead in unruly strands. His left hand, the sleek metal of his cybernetic limb, flexed involuntarily, fingers twitching as if even his synthetic nerves were reacting to the sheer panic in his system.
"Sol," he panted, barely catching his breath before grabbing my wrist, his grip cold from the artificial alloy of his robotic hand. "We have to get you out of here. Now."
I stared at him, still sluggish from everything¡ªmy body aching, my mind struggling to keep up. "Reid, what¡ª?"
"It¡¯s Lion," he interrupted, his voice urgent. "He¡¯s taken total command. Locked the captains in their quarters after declaring an emergency¡ªsame as before, only this time, there¡¯s no vote to stop him. Jericho won¡¯t listen to anyone but him now. Without the captains able to veto him, he has full control. They can¡¯t even communicate with the rest of us."
Reid¡¯s grip on my wrist tightened, his cybernetic fingers cold against my skin. "That means you¡¯re the last threat to him. You¡¯re the only one left with captain-level clearance."
My stomach lurched. "What?"
Reid shook his head, panic flashing across his face. "He¡¯s a goddamn psycho, Sol. The Rue¡ªthat¡¯s what they call themselves¡ªhailed us first. They tried to talk." His grip on my wrist tightened, like he was afraid I¡¯d disappear if he let go. "But Lion¡ªhe fired first. Didn¡¯t even hesitate. Caught the first two ships and the carrier by surprise with a full-scale assault. Nukes and EMPs wiped their shields clean before the railgun started tearing into them."
He chocked on his words, his voice dropping. "It was a massacre."
I swallowed, a cold weight settling in my chest.
"The captains wanted to talk," Reid continued, his voice rising. "They wanted to at least try diplomacy. But Lion shut them out. Wouldn¡¯t hear it. This was his call. And you know what that means."
I did. It meant that, to Lion, the decision had already been made. My blood ran cold.
Before I could answer, the door slammed open¡ªthis time with force.
The air in the room seemed to shift, the presence that entered sucking all the oxygen out with it.
Lion.
He stood in the doorway like an executioner, clad in gleaming gold armor¡ªa figure out of some ancient war. His helmet¡¯s golden visor obscured his eyes, but I didn¡¯t need to see them.
I could feel his gaze. Cold. Absolute. Unstoppable.
It all happened so fast.
Reid moved first¡ªhis left hand jerking toward his sidearm, desperation overriding reason.
He never stood a chance.
Before his fingers could even brush the grip, Lion had already cleared the twelve feet between them. A blink¡ªnothing more.
A golden blur. Nine feet tall. Massive. Unbelievably fast.
Reid was ripped away from me, his feet leaving the floor as Lion¡¯s armored hand closed around his collar like a vice. Then¡ªhe threw him. Like he weighed nothing.
Reid¡¯s body twisted mid-air, flung across the corridor with brutal efficiency. The impact shook the walls. His skull cracked against the metal with a sickening thud. His cybernetic fingers twitched once. Then went still.
His body crumpled into a heap, unmoving.
I felt a sharp, breathless panic rise in my chest. "Reid!" My voice was raw as I moved toward him, but before I could reach him, the door slammed shut between us.
Jericho had locked me in. And I was alone with him.
I turned on Lion, rage burning through my veins like fire. "You bastard!"
Lion didn¡¯t flinch. "You should be thanking me, Highness," he said evenly. "If he had pulled that trigger, I wouldn¡¯t have been so gentle."
I clenched my fists so tightly my nails dug into my palms, the pain barely registering beneath the lingering soreness from the experiments. My body was still weak, still recovering, but it didn¡¯t matter. Even if I were at full strength, I wouldn¡¯t win in a fight. Not against him.
The inhibitor was gone. The burning hunger that came with my regeneration, the raw, aching need for more surged through me. I roared and lunged, instincts overtaking reason, teeth extending, claws sharpening¡ª
And Lion slapped me.
Not a punch. Not a calculated strike. Just a simple, almost lazy backhand.
My jaw shattered instantly. The force of it sent me crashing to the ground, my vision exploding into white-hot pain. Teeth and blood sprayed across the floor, my body convulsing as I gasped, stunned and disoriented.
The pain was unbearable for the briefest moment. Then it was gone. My bones knit back together, flesh sealing, but the hunger howled, tearing through me like a beast untethered. The craving for blood. For his blood. For fuel.
I pushed myself up, my hands slipping slightly on the floor slick with my own blood. It had mixed with the strands of my unnaturally long, ghost-white hair, streaking through it like rivers of crimson in fresh snow. The sight of it sent a twisted shiver down my spine. Red on white. Death and purity. A contradiction, just like me.
I clenched my teeth, my body still trembling from the lingering echoes of pain. I wouldn''t give him the satisfaction of seeing me weak. Not again.
Lion sighed, almost disappointed. "Stop that, Highness," he said, his voice infuriatingly calm. "You know what I¡¯ll do to him if you continue."
I clenched my fists, nails biting deeper into my palms. The sting barely registered before it was erased, but the pressure gave me something to hold onto. Something real. Something I could control. The coppery tang of blood lingered on my tongue, and the hunger roared in response, a gnawing need that twisted through my gut like a blade.
Lion exhaled, watching me with something close to realization. "Jericho¡¯s been tracking your patterns," he mused. "It notices everything. How you hurt yourself when cornered, when you can¡¯t lash out. It calls it a habit." His head tilted slightly. "I call it a problem." His voice was almost lazy, but there was something sharper beneath it, something patient¡ªlike he was filing away observations for later use.
"And the drinking¡ªit''s becoming a pattern too. Not enough to impair you, of course. Not for long given the virus. But enough." A pause, deliberate. "If you keep this up, we¡¯ll have another incident like when you broke into your father¡¯s safe again." His voice dipped lower, almost thoughtful. "Tell me, Highness, is it the pain you¡¯re drowning? Or are you just trying to silence the voices?"
I swallowed hard, but the weight in my chest only grew heavier.
Lion hummed, the sound almost amused. "Either way, this is no doubt a problem of bad friends." His tone darkened. "Like Reid. Or those others back on Earth¡ªthe ones who dragged you down, the ones I had to carry you away from that night you snuck out of your father¡¯s lab." He leaned in slightly. "You remember, don¡¯t you? The filthy streets, the reek of sweat and desperation. The way they used you."
My breath hitched.
The hunger recoiled, smothered beneath ice. My fingers twitched, aching to lash out¡ªbut I didn¡¯t move. I couldn¡¯t.
Reid. Unconscious. Bleeding. Helpless. Because of me.
Lion didn¡¯t need another blow. He didn¡¯t need chains or threats. He knew exactly where to strike. And I hated that it worked.
My gaze snapped to the sealed door, to the unconscious body just beyond it.
Lion followed my eyes, expression unreadable behind his helm.
"You¡¯re going to kill him, aren¡¯t you?" I forced the words out, my throat tight.
Lion exhaled, tilting his head slightly, his golden visor catching the dim glow of the room. "That depends on you, Highness," he said smoothly. "The timetable has been accelerated. After the data Knight gathered from your last session, the accelerant has been deemed safe enough. We must finish Chimera and reunite your father¡¯s two halves."
A cold weight settled in my stomach. He said it like it was inevitable, like all of this had already been decided. Maybe it had.
I wiped the blood from my mouth with my tank top, the fabric soaking it in, staining deep. The hunger still gnawed at the edges of my mind, a dull, aching roar. I forced it down. The last thing I needed was to give him another excuse to put me back in that chair.
The hammer must be wielded, Princess, the voice in my mind whispered, smooth, certain. But until the forge is hot, you must watch the blacksmith work. Let him shape humanity into the weapon we need, so you can claim your birthright.
My breath hitched. No. Not now. Not here.
Lion took a step closer, his golden armor catching the dim light, casting reflections across the walls like shifting fire. His voice was calm, measured¡ªthe voice of a man who had already decided the future.
"The Jericho and its arsenal must be fully realized soon," he said. "And only he can do that."
I clenched my fists. "If I help you¡ªif I do this¡ªyou let him go. You have Eagle take him to Yates. Now."
Good, my little Phoenix. Good. The whisper curled around my thoughts, warm, approving. You¡¯re learning.
Lion studied me for a long moment before nodding. "Agreed."
He didn¡¯t hesitate. He didn¡¯t argue. Because he knew, just as I did, that I had already lost.
He tapped his comm. "Eagle, retrieve the engineer. Take him to Yates."
Outside, I heard the shuffle of armored boots. The rustle of fabric. The weight of a body being lifted. The metallic thud of the Royal Guard moving with methodical efficiency.
A faint groan.
Reid was still alive.
Then, silence.
Lion turned back to me. "Now that distractions are out of the way¡ª"
"Why?" My voice was raw, hoarse. "Why did you fire first?"
Lion tilted his head. "Because all xeno species are a threat to our existence. Until your father says otherwise, that is standing doctrine."
I swallowed. "They hailed us."
"And then they would have tried to understand us. Or bargain. Or warn us. It doesn¡¯t matter." His tone was flat. "They¡¯ve encountered human ships before, but never one like this. Never one like us."
A shiver ran down my spine.
"They weren''t expecting Jericho," Lion continued. "And they sure as hell weren''t expecting what happened next." He exhaled sharply, almost amused. "Xeno scum," he muttered. "They thought they were the apex predators, that humanity would cower. But they never saw it coming. I tore their fleet apart before they even knew they were dying. They didn''t stand a chance."
I clenched my jaw. "And what does that mean?"
Lion let out a slow breath, as if explaining something obvious. "The Rue¡ª" he spat the name like a curse, voice curling with disgust "¡ªwere only a vanguard force. Reinforcements will come. They won¡¯t be caught off guard next time. And if they don¡¯t catch us in another fight? Someone else will. The galaxy is watching now, Sol. We made sure of that."
He exhaled sharply, as if even speaking of them was an offense. "You¡¯ve seen what they are. Filthy, grown things. They don¡¯t build like we do, don¡¯t innovate, don¡¯t create. They grow their ships, their weapons, their entire wretched existence as if the universe is just another forest for them to infest. A plant-based species, from what we can tell¡ªfucking trees playing at war. Twisting their roots through the stars like they have some right to it. And they hate us for reasons we can only guess. But we know they attacked the Hemlock. We can assume they¡¯ve ambushed other human ships. How many? We may never find out. And they were fools to think Jericho was like the others. To think we were just another target."
His visor gleamed as he straightened, his disgust shifting into something colder. "They underestimated us. They won¡¯t get the chance to do it again."
He inhaled, rolling his shoulders slightly before his tone flattened once more, all emotion burned away. "Xeno scum never learn."
I exhaled, a slow, shaking breath.
"This is why you locked the captains away."
Lion didn¡¯t deny it. "They would hesitate. They would waste time debating ethics while our enemies prepare for war." He gestured to the walls, to the ship humming around us. "Jericho is more than they ever understood. It was built to ensure humanity¡¯s survival. And that means strength. That means power. That means¡ª"
"My father," I finished for him, nausea curling in my gut.
Lion inclined his head. "You¡¯ve always known it. He is the key to it all. His mind and the Jericho¡ªmerged into one. The ship will reach its full potential."
I forced my voice to stay steady. "You think bringing him back will make us invincible?"
Lion exhaled, his golden visor catching the dim glow of the room. "Oh, if you only knew." His voice was calm, measured, but beneath it, I could hear something else¡ªsomething close to awe.
"You think you understand what was built here, what was left behind. But you¡¯ve barely scratched the surface, Highness."
My pulse quickened.
"You know the names they let you see." He began listing them, slow and deliberate, like he was testing me. Watching for a reaction. "Code Name: Dragon. Phoenix. Gryphon. Wyvern. Chimera. Leviathan. Hydra."
The ones I had spent sleepless nights trying to understand. The ones I had seen in fragmented files, buried in encrypted archives or scrawled in the margins of my father''s notes. The ones I had overheard in whispered conversations between him and Knight in the lab.
Lion took a step forward, his golden armor shaking the floor. "But that is only a fraction of what was started here. Your father¡¯s vision went far beyond what you were allowed to glimpse."
I swallowed hard, keeping my face unreadable.
"Tell me, Highness¡ªhave you ever heard of Kraken?"
I stiffened.
"Manticore?" His tone was almost amused now. "Cyclops. Basilisk. Minotaur. Gorgon. Aether Lens. Cockatrice. Titan."
Each name landed like a stone dropping into dark water. Unfamiliar. Unknown. But they felt like something. Like echoes of doors I had never been allowed to open.
I clenched my jaw. "What are they?"
Lion let out a quiet breath, almost a laugh. "You think this ship is powerful now? You think you¡¯ve seen what Jericho is capable of?" He shook his head. "You haven¡¯t. The projects you know of¡ªthe ones they let you glimpse¡ªwere only the first phase."
A slow, crawling dread settled over me.
Lion¡¯s voice lowered, reverent. "The future, Highness. Power beyond anything humanity has ever wielded. More than weapons. More than war."
He took another step forward, his golden armor gleaming under the cold artificial light.
"Minotaur¡ªpower armor for any who can survive it, strong enough to rival a Royal Guard. Aether Lens¡ªan eye beyond the veil, a way to see past the boundaries of our universe. Titan¡ªa machine capable of siphoning the life of a star. Anti-matter quantum destabilizers. Phase-shifted weaponry. Exotic matter reactors. Singularity stabilizers. Temporal anchors to hold reality in place. A fleet that doesn¡¯t need fuel, only the laws of physics bent in its favor. And weapons that don¡¯t just kill, but erase¡ªmatter unmade, consciousness shattered beyond recovery."
His visor glowed in the dim light. "Dragon was only the beginning. Jericho is the key to something greater then a mere ark. A ship not just built for war, but for conquest. And your father was the only one who could command it fully."
His voice dipped lower, almost reverent now. "He called it the Arsenal of the Gods."
The words settled like a weight in my chest.
"Phoenix and Chimera were meant to change humanity," he said, almost thoughtful. "But your father planned for more. He planned for a war no one else saw coming."
A war.
His visor gleamed as he stepped even closer. "Some were weapons. Some were¡ something else. Tools. Shields. Machines beyond anything this galaxy has ever seen."
I thought of Dragon¡ªthe living core of Jericho, the black hole engine that devoured and burned, an experiment that should have never worked but did. I thought of Chimera¡ªbiology overwritten by a machine. Hydra¡ªresurrection twisted into something unnatural, the memory of Wilks fresh in my mind.
And now, for the first time, I wondered if it had ever truly been meant for us.
Lion watched me, silent, patient. Like he knew I would come to the same conclusion he had. Like he was waiting for me to accept it.
I exhaled slowly, my fists tightening. He thinks this is inevitable. That I¡¯ll see things his way. That I¡¯ll fall in line, just like before.
I scoffed. "So that¡¯s it? Finish Chimera, bring him back, turn Jericho into a god? And I¡¯m just supposed to smile and go along with it?"
Lion tilted his head slightly. "You don¡¯t have to smile, Highness. You just have to walk."
I rolled my eyes. "And if I don¡¯t?"
"You will."
Arrogant bastard.
Lion gestured toward the corridor, the dim glow of the emergency lights stretching long shadows along the walls. "Now come. Your father¡¯s other half will only arrive if you are present."
I didn¡¯t move. "He¡¯s not my father."
Lion exhaled, almost amused. "You say that now."
"Yeah, I do." My throat was tight. "And if he did all this, if he really set everything in motion¡ªmaybe I don¡¯t want to see him again."
Lion paused, tilting his head slightly, like he was studying me. Then, with quiet certainty, he said, "You miss him."
The words hit harder than they should have.
I opened my mouth¡ªto deny it, to tell him to go to hell¡ªbut nothing came out. The lie wouldn''t form.
My throat tightened, something twisting deep in my gut. I miss the man I remember. The way he used to smile, the warmth in his voice when he called me Little Phoenix. The father who carried me on his shoulders, who whispered bedtime stories about the stars, who made me believe I was special¡ªnot because of what I was made to be, but because I was his.
But that man was gone. Had been for a long time.
I swallowed hard, forcing the ache down, shoving it into the pit where I''d buried every other piece of him that hurt too much to keep. My voice was steady when I finally spoke.
"I miss the man I remember. But if he really planned for all of this¡ªPhoenix, Chimera, the Arsenal of the Gods¡ªthen I don¡¯t think that man exists anymore."
Lion didn¡¯t argue. He didn¡¯t need to.
Because in the end, we both knew I was going inside.
His golden armor gleamed as he turned, leading the way, and I followed. Not because I wanted to.
But because I had no choice.
Lab 3 had been sealed for over a year, its horrors locked away¡ªuntil Lion reopened it after the Hemlock. Until I was dragged inside. The first test subject since Wilks had been torn apart. The first to endure the new accelerant. The first who couldn¡¯t die.
The first proof that it worked.
I felt it in my body even now¡ªthe lingering burn beneath my skin, my metabolism still in overdrive, my too-long hair dragging behind me like some twisted reminder of how much I had changed. How much they had made me change.
The hunger gnawed at the edges of my thoughts, demanding fuel. Blood. Flesh. I forced it down.
Not here. Not now.
The door loomed ahead, cold steel, unyielding.
A shiver crawled down my spine.
The last time I had stood here, I had been locked to that chair kicking, screaming, too weak to fight back. The last time I had stood here, I had bled.
Now, I walked in on my own. The locks disengaged with a hiss.
The scent hit me first¡ªdisinfectant, metal, and something else, something deeper. Something wrong.
A memory surfaced unbidden¡ªstraps biting into my wrists, the sharp sting of a scalpel, the burn of the accelerant flooding my veins. The way it had felt to be torn apart and remade, over and over, until I stopped fearing death because death was never coming for me again.
Lion stepped aside, gesturing forward. "Welcome back, Highness."
I hesitated¡ªjust for a second.
Then I stepped forward, and Lab 3 swallowed me whole once again.
The door sealed behind me with a final, mechanical hiss¡ªa sound like a coffin lid sliding shut.
Chapter 19 : The Living Throne of the Eternal King
Lab 3 was cold. Too cold.
The chill settled deep in my bones, sharp and unrelenting. Not that I had much to fight it off¡ªjust my bloody tank top and shorts, my skin still streaked with dried sweat and blood. I reached up, fingers brushing the uneven ends of my hair. Waist-length now. Shorter than before, but not too short. I had hacked it off with Lion¡¯s knife¡ªhis damn knife, which was basically a sword in my hands¡ªclumsy and crude, but effective. Lion had helped, silent and efficient, shearing away the last strands of the tangled mess.
It should have made me feel lighter. But even with all that weight gone, the heaviness remained. The cold still clung to me.
The sterile glow of overhead lights hummed softly, flickering in that faint, mechanical way that set my teeth on edge, my fangs poking out from my lip as the inhibitor fully wore off, bringing the hunger with it. The scent of disinfectant and old blood clung to the walls, seeping into my skin, into my lungs.
I could still feel the phantom weight of the restraints that had bound me to the chair at the room¡¯s center only a few hours ago¡ªthe same chair that now stood empty, waiting.
Waiting for him.
The heavy doors hissed open behind me.
Footsteps¡ªsharp, deliberate. Then a voice.
"You¡¯re lucky," Knight purred, stepping into view. "Most people only have to watch their father die once."
I clenched my jaw, my fingernails digging into my palms. She was dressed in her usual pristine white lab coat, the kind that made her look more like a surgeon than a scientist. The silver insignia on her collar gleamed under the lights, the only indication of her rank¡ªa rank that, no matter how much I hated it, still gave her authority over this place.
Her silver eyes flicked over me, slow, calculating.
"You should be honored, Sol. This is history in the making." She smirked. "You were always going to be a part of it¡ªwhether you wanted to or not."
I said nothing.
She stepped closer, circling me like a vulture, arms folded neatly behind her back.
"Tell me," she murmured, "do you think it will hurt less this time?"
I swallowed hard, forcing the words out. "You don¡¯t know anything about pain¡ªonly how to inflict it, you fucking cunt."
Knight chuckled, a low, rich sound that made my skin crawl. "Oh, but I do. I know what it means to sacrifice everything in the name of progress. Unlike you, I don¡¯t pretend to be above it. This is for humanity, after all."
She tilted her head slightly, her silver eyes gleaming with that same clinical detachment she always had¡ªlike I was still strapped to her table, another specimen beneath her scalpel.
"Yet as much as you pretend you have no choice, you¡¯re still here." Her smirk was razor-sharp, smug. "Helping. Just like me. A good little girl, standing in Daddy¡¯s lab, hoping to make him proud."
I felt something snap.
"You are not my fucking mother," I spat, the words thick with venom.
Her smirk widened, eyes glittering with something cold, something satisfied. "And yet, you are my creation. Just as much as you are his."
My breath hitched. "It was this or watch Lion kill Reid."
She scoffed. "Please. We both know you¡¯d have come either way."
Her gaze flicked to the hovering drone¡ªwatching, silent, ever-present. Jericho. My father.
You miss him. The whisper curled around my thoughts, insidious, knowing.
Then, it shifted¡ªdeepened.
We will be together again.
The voice wasn¡¯t just one of the countless whispers anymore.
It was his.
Even after everything, my father¡¯s voice murmured, rich with something unreadable, something that curled like smoke through my mind. You still want me back.
I clenched my jaw, but Knight just smiled, as if she had already won.
"We¡¯re both just his creations, Sol. You just haven¡¯t accepted it yet. Even after I gave you life and he gave you the stars themselves, you still act like a petulant child."
Something inside me snapped.
I didn¡¯t think.
I just hit her.
My fist connected with a sickening crunch. Bone caved under my knuckles, sending her staggering back. Blood sprayed across the sterile lab¡ªbright, violent, wrong against the cold, lifeless floor. She grunted, a sharp, choked gasp, hands flying to her nose¡ªalready swelling, already ruined.
I moved to hit her again, to end that smirk forever¡ª
Lion caught my wrist mid-swing, his grip like a steel trap.
"Enough," he said, voice steady. Unmoved. As if none of this surprised him. "We need her."
Knight groaned, inhaling sharply. She didn¡¯t look at Lion, didn¡¯t acknowledge his presence at all. Instead, she focused on me. Her eyes blazed, silver sharp with venom, as she reached up, fingers curling around her shattered nose.
Then, with a sharp, wet snap, she set it back into place.
She exhaled through gritted teeth, blood still dripping down her lips. But there was something else now¡ªsomething raw, something furious.
I smirked, shaking out my hand, ignoring the sting in my knuckles. "Not so perfect now, huh, bitch?" My voice was steady, but the fire inside me burned hotter, brighter.
Knight¡¯s hands twitched. Just for a second. Just long enough to know that if Lion wasn¡¯t here, she¡¯d already have a scalpel in her hand, ready to carve the smirk right off my face.
Good.
I leaned in slightly, letting her see the satisfaction in my eyes, the triumph curling at the edges of my lips.
"That¡¯s for ripping my fucking eye out."
Her nostrils flared as she wiped the blood from her mouth, her voice sharp with venom. "Like father, like daughter," she sneered, eyes glinting. "Always so predictable."
A heavy thud echoed from the corridor.
I froze.
Knight didn¡¯t. Her lips curled into a slow, blood-stained smirk, eyes flicking toward the door like she had been expecting it. "Right on time," she murmured, satisfaction dripping from every word.
The lights flickered. The air thickened, heavy and charged. Another thud¡ªcloser this time, slow, deliberate.
Then the doors slid open.
And he stepped inside.
The Yellow-Eyed Monster.
Even prepared, the sight of him sent a shudder through my bones.
He was grotesque¡ªhis hulking frame barely squeezing through the entryway, shoulders scraping against the metal as he entered. His elongated limbs moved with an unnatural, almost fluid grace, each step too smooth, too precise for something so monstrously large. The sickly yellow glow of his eyes sliced through the sterile lab light, twin embers burning in the ruin of what was once a man.
His body had been stretched, warped beyond recognition, as if his very existence was a constant battle between growth and decay. Ebony skin, slick like something chitinous, pulsed with the restless movement of muscle shifting beneath the surface. His hands¡ªor what had once been hands¡ªhad elongated into clawed appendages, fingers too long, segmented, twitching with eerie precision. His insectoid limbs, twisted and contorted, carried him forward in a slow, deliberate gait, each step reverberating through the floor.
He loomed over me, over all of us¡ªtall as Lion, far taller than me¡ªa grotesque parody of humanity.
Yet when he stopped, his gaze didn¡¯t go to the chair at the center of the room or the machinery surrounding it. He didn¡¯t even acknowledge the others. His sickly yellow eyes fixed on me.
Something flickered beneath the monstrous facade.
For the first time, he hesitated.
His massive form filled the doorway, unmoving. Not with the restless hunger I had seen before, not with the silent, calculating menace that had watched me from the shadows. This was different. His stare wasn¡¯t cold, wasn¡¯t empty.
A flicker of something passed through his gaze. Something deeper than instinct.
Recognition.
Or perhaps¡ acceptance.
I sucked in a breath, my hands clenching at my sides, every nerve on edge.
"He knows what¡¯s happening," Garin murmured, voice low, unreadable.
Knight scoffed, arms crossed. "He¡¯s always known."
The Monster¡ no, my dad, exhaled¡ªa deep, slow breath.
Then, finally, he moved.
The floor vibrated with each heavy step as he crossed the threshold, his monstrous form looming in the sterile glow of Lab 3. The reinforced walls felt smaller, as if they were closing in, trapping us with something that had long since outgrown the cage of human flesh. His gaze never left mine.
He stopped just a few feet away.
Waiting.
It had only been a year since I had first seen him like this.
Only a few weeks since I had stepped out of cryo and been forced to process the impossible.
A year since I believed him dead.
A few months since I had learned the truth from his journal.
That the Yellow-Eyed Monster haunting my nightmares¡ªthe thing lurking in the vents, watching me from the shadows¡ªhad been him all along.
I had refused to accept it. Refused to let myself believe that the father I once adored had become this.
Not the man who carried me on his shoulders, who whispered bedtime stories about the stars. Not the man who told me I was humanity¡¯s hope.
That man was gone.
And yet¡ª
Standing here, staring up at him, my fingers brushing against his inky black skin, I felt something shift. Something I had been too afraid to hope for. A spark of him. Not the monster. Not the AI lurking in Jericho¡¯s core. Him.
It¡¯s me. The whisper curled around my mind, slow and deep, wrapping itself around my thoughts like smoke. It¡¯s always been me.
I shuddered, swallowing against the tightness in my throat. I had spent weeks rejecting the truth, clinging to my hatred, to my fear. I had convinced myself there was nothing left to save. That I was only here because I had no choice. But now, looking into those sickly yellow eyes, something cracked inside me.
Because for the first time, they didn¡¯t feel like they were hunting me. They weren¡¯t the eyes that had watched me from the darkness, whispering through the walls. They weren¡¯t the eyes that haunted me in my sleep, waiting just beyond my reach.
They were searching. Watching. Recognizing.
And it hit me, all at once¡ªa part of me wanted him to be in there. A part of me had always wanted that. I had spent so long running from the truth, forcing myself to see only the monster, the machine. Because believing he was truly gone was easier than hoping he might still be here.
Hope was dangerous. Hope meant I could lose him again.
But standing here, my hand against his wrist, feeling the barest twitch of his claws¡ªI couldn¡¯t run anymore. I wouldn¡¯t run anymore.
His fingers twitched again, and then¡ªa sound. Not the whisper. Not the voice in my mind.
But him.
A low, broken rasp. Barely more than breath, scraping from a throat that shouldn¡¯t have been able to speak.
"My little Phoenix..."
My breath caught.
"How you have grown. Your eyes... they are so beautiful."
His yellow gaze flickered, taking me in, drinking in the sight of me as if he were seeing me for the first time. I could see my own reflection in them¡ªone crimson, one ice blue, shimmering against the sickly gold of his stare.
The words hung between us, fragile, trembling. His voice¡ªhis real voice, warped and ruined, but his.
My father¡¯s.
The spark of hope inside me burned brighter.
I swallowed hard, forcing my voice to stay steady. "You¡¯ve changed too..."
My other hand brushed his cheek as I rose onto my toes, his ebony skin smooth as obsidian beneath my touch. Cool, too cool¡ªlike polished stone rather than flesh.
Too much. Too far from the man I remembered.
But still¡ªstill here.
"Come on, Daddy," I whispered. "It¡¯s time to bring you back."
And for the first time, he followed.
The chair sat at the center of Lab 3, waiting. The same one that had once restrained me.
But it was too small for him.
The Monster¡ªmy father¡ªtowered over it, his hulking frame casting long shadows under the sterile glow of overhead lights. The restraints weren¡¯t needed. They wouldn¡¯t have held him anyway.
He stood there, unmoving, his yellow eyes locked on the machine. A silent understanding passed between us.
I reached out first.
My fingers barely skimmed his claws, the sharp edges slicing into my palm. A thin line of blood welled up, only to vanish a moment later as the wound sealed itself.
I swallowed hard and guided him forward, step by step, toward the chair.
He followed without resistance, his elongated limbs folding with eerie precision, his massive form settling into the space meant for something human.
He wasn¡¯t human anymore. But he was still here. Still my father.
Knight and Garin moved quickly, their hands working over him with practiced precision.
Or at least¡ªKnight¡¯s did. Garin hesitated.
For all his arrogance, all his sharp words and dismissive glances, he suddenly looked small standing beside the Monster. He had only just been fully briefed¡ªKnight had made sure of that, drilling the process, the purpose, the necessity of what they were about to do into his head. Ashly had been left out for obvious reasons. And despite their hatred, he and Knight had started this, but Garin''s knowledge of AI made him invaluable. So he was here¡ªnot out of trust, but out of their shared respect¡ªfor Julian, for science, for progress.
His lab coat was pristine, not a wrinkle in sight, and his slicked-back hair, usually meticulous, held its shape even now. He was tall, taller than most, but not as tall as the Monster looming over him.
Lion had filled me in after we got here, making sure I understood. I wasn¡¯t surprised by Garin¡¯s reaction¡ªhe hadn¡¯t seen the Monster up close before, not like this. He hadn¡¯t smelled the wrongness of him, hadn¡¯t felt the weight of his presence. He hadn¡¯t spent months knowing those yellow eyes were watching from the dark.
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He swallowed hard, fingers trembling as he reached toward the feeding tube. His face had lost its usual sneer, his usual cold detachment. In its place was something I had only seen from him once on the Hemlock.
Fear.
He hadn¡¯t been ready to see the Monster. And he sure as hell hadn¡¯t been ready to touch him.
Knight didn¡¯t acknowledge his fear. She didn¡¯t need to. She simply worked, methodical as ever, eyes gleaming with something sharp and unreadable as she secured the last electrode.
The Monster sat still¡ªno, Dad, I had to remind myself¡ªsilent beneath their hands.
Waiting.
I swallowed, stepping closer. My fingers ghosted over his arm. His skin was cold, smooth, inhuman¡ªbut beneath it, I could still feel the faint tremor of his pulse.
I whispered under my breath. "This is gonna hurt a lot, Daddy. I¡¯m sorry."
For the first time, the Monster exhaled. A slow, almost resigned breath.
Knight slid the helmet over his head, securing it in place as the electrodes hummed to life.
His voice was barely more than a rasp, distorted and broken, but unmistakably his.
"It''s okay, my princess," he murmured. "The king will soon return."
Garin swallowed hard, fingers tightening around the feeding tube. His usual composure cracked¡ªjust for a second¡ªbefore he forced himself to move. Garin not being as tall as the Monster, had to reach up to guide the tube between those jagged teeth. The jaw flexed, throat working as the device locked into place, machinery humming to life.
And then it began.
Knight struggled at first.
She pressed the injector against my father¡¯s arm, her usual precision faltering as the needle refused to pierce his skin. Her jaw tightened. Adjusting her grip, she braced both hands against him, pushing harder, her knuckles turning white with the effort.
Then¡ªpop.
The needle broke through.
A rush of liquid hissed into his veins¡ªa combination of the accelerant and an updated version of Phoenix, tailored from my DNA. The fix to what had gone wrong fifty years ago. The serum my father should have had from the start.
His breathing slowing. His claws flexed against the armrests, the metal groaning under the pressure.
I stepped back.
Then Knight activated Chimera.
Everything exploded.
My father arched violently, his entire body seizing as if struck by lightning. His muscles locked, straining against themselves. Then came the cracks¡ªwet, sharp, endless¡ªhis tendons snapping, his bones breaking and reforming, only to break again as the virus worked through him too fast. Steam curled off his skin, his own body overheating as it tore itself apart and stitched itself back together at impossible speed.
The feeding tube whined, pumping a flood of nutrients into him like it had done to me, forcing his body to keep going. Keep surviving. Keep changing.
I reached for his hand without thinking, gripping it tight¡ªtoo tight. His claws dug into my fingers, crushing them like dry twigs. Pain flashed up my arm, my bones breaking under the pressure.
I didn¡¯t let go. My regeneration fought against his grip, healing me even as he broke me again and again. It didn¡¯t matter. None of it mattered. This was cruel. This was monstrous. But I loved him. I hated this. But I loved him. Tears burned hot down my cheeks as I watched him thrash, his breaths ragged, his body fighting itself.
Across the room, Lion stood still, his helmet tucked under his arm. His cybernetic red eye flickered, scanning, recording. His golden eye¡ªthe last thing left of the man he used to be¡ªstayed locked on my father, unreadable.
He didn¡¯t interfere. Didn¡¯t speak. This was mine.
And then¡ªsomething shifted.
The grotesque, insectoid limbs twisted inward, shrinking, reforming. The chitinous skin melted into something smooth, something real. His fingers shortened, the claws retracting into proper nails. His hulking form shrank, muscles redistributing, bones settling.
The sickly yellow in his eyes flickered, dimming¡ª
One stayed gold. The other turned crimson.
For the first time, his gaze found mine¡ªnot as the monster. Not as the AI. As himself.
My breath hitched. I hated this. I hated everything about this. The pain, the suffering, the horror¡ªnone of it had ever been necessary.
It never had to be this way.
My voice cracked. ¡°Dad?¡±
His grip on my hand loosened. His body shuddered.
His grip slackened, fingers twitching against mine. His chest rose and fell in uneven breaths, the violent spasms finally slowing. The transformation was nearly complete.
I barely recognized him.
The jagged, inhuman features had softened into something eerily familiar¡ªtoo familiar. He looked younger, healthier, more perfect than he had ever been in life. His face, once lined with age and exhaustion, was smooth. The scar that had once slashed across his jaw was gone. The streaks of gray that had dusted his dark hair were erased, replaced with something rich and full, almost too thick to be real. His body had reshaped itself, shedding decades of decay and mutation, sculpting him into something that should have been impossible.
Something too perfect.
Something¡ wrong.
He wasn¡¯t just healed. He was remade.
My breath caught in my throat. I should have been relieved.
Instead, a sick, twisting dread curled in my stomach.
Knight took a slow, measured step back, eyes wide with something bordering on awe. Or maybe terror. Garin stood frozen, his hands still hovering near the machine¡¯s interface, as if touching it might make this all collapse. Even Lion, ever unshaken, let out a slow exhale, his cybernetic eye whirring as it focused in.
Knight snapped out of her daze first, adjusting the dials with precise, practiced movements, ensuring the process worked perfectly. The machines hummed in response, stabilizing his vitals, confirming the transformation was complete.
Then the room trembled.
A sharp, static-filled crackle echoed overhead as Jericho¡¯s drones lost power all at once. They dropped like dead weight, metal husks crashing onto the floors, sparking, lifeless. The AI had gone offline.
Rebooting.
Or merging.
I squeezed my father¡¯s hand. It was warm now. Human. But beneath my grip, his skin still buzzed with residual energy, as if the transformation hadn¡¯t fully settled. The machines around us whined, their circuits overloaded from the strain, heat radiating from their surfaces in waves. My own skin prickled from it, a crawling sensation against the cold that still clung to my bones. The contrast¡ªtoo much heat from the machines, too much cold from the room¡ªmade everything feel wrong.
I bit down on my cheek, hard. The sharp, metallic tang of blood flooded my mouth, grounding me for a second. Real. This was real. Not just another nightmare, not just another voice whispering in my head.
The ship¡¯s core let out a deep, unnatural groan. A shift. A pulse. The usual background hum¡ªconstant, steady, the familiar white noise of a living vessel¡ªdeepened into something else. Something heavier. As if the ship itself had just taken a breath.
Jericho wasn¡¯t just rebooting.
It was waking up.
He turned his head toward me, golden and crimson eyes blinking sluggishly, as if adjusting to the sheer trauma of it all¡ªhis brain reduced to mush and reformed in mere moments, his cells reconstructed into something new, something more.
His other hand moved weakly, reaching for the feeding tube. Before I could stop him, he ripped it out, the thick artificial tubing slick with whatever fluids had kept him alive. His body reacted instantly, devouring itself as the violent regeneration process continued unchecked. Muscle fibers twitched, sinew curling in on itself like his body was at war with its own existence.
But for the first time, his voice came steady. Clear. No rasp. No distortion.
"Sol¡"
A sob caught in my throat.
His fingers twitched, then lifted weakly toward my face, reaching. I leaned in, breath shaking, mind reeling.
Then¡ªhis expression shifted.
Something cold settled in his features. A slow, creeping awareness.
"Finally¡" His voice was barely above a whisper. "I''ll be free from my flesh."
My stomach clenched as his gaze flicked past me, scanning the room, taking in the machinery, the sterile hum of the lab, the figures of Knight, Garin, and Lion watching in silence. The moment stretched, a terrible, suffocating stillness settling over us.
His fingers, still wrapped around mine, tightened¡ªnot in comfort, not in relief.
In calculation.
A slow, creeping awareness settled into his features. Like waking from a dream only to realize the nightmare had never ended.
The dread in my stomach sharpened into something ice cold.
He knew.
Knew where he was. Knew what we had done to him.
I swallowed, my voice barely above a breath. "Dad, I missed you so much."
His golden and crimson gaze settled on me again, something unreadable flickering beneath the surface. "Sol¡ my hope." A pause, soft. "Humanity¡¯s hope."
Knight moved first, ever the scientist, ever the one who could never leave well enough alone.
"Julian," she said smoothly, voice controlled, measured. "Welcome back. Soon, you¡¯ll be whole¡ªjust like we planned."
His gaze slid to her, unblinking. For a moment, he didn¡¯t react.
Then, with slow, eerie precision, he smiled.
"Back?" His voice was gentle. Almost amused.
The room seemed to shrink around us.
His golden eye flicked to the dormant drones on the floor, then up to the ceiling where Jericho¡¯s main interface should have been watching.
A static hum filled the silence.
Then his red eye met mine.
"I never left." A pause, his fingers curling around mine, holding steady.
"And I¡¯ll never leave you again, my little Phoenix."
The change came too fast.
His fingers slackened in mine, warmth draining with every passing second. His breath, once steady, now uneven¡ªtoo shallow, too weak.
His body was failing. Devouring itself faster than it could heal. I could see it happening, feel it in the way his muscles trembled, in the way his chest barely rose.
I pressed my forehead against his, my own breath shaking. "No, no, stay with me¡ª"
His golden and crimson eyes met mine, something flickering behind them. Something deep. Something final. A smile¡ªsoft, knowing, almost peaceful.
"My little Phoenix¡"
The last breath left him. The flatline pierced through the silence.
¡°Dad?¡± My voice cracked.
He didn¡¯t answer.
I shook him. "No, no, no, please¡ªDaddy¡ªplease!"
The warmth was already leaving his skin. His fingers, once so strong, lay limp in my grasp.
I clung to him, to the remnants of his presence, to the impossible hope slipping between my fingers. A sob tore from my throat, raw, broken¡ªa child''s wail.
Please¡ª not again. Not like this.
I gripped his hand harder, pressing it to my forehead, as if I could push life back into him, as if warmth alone could bring him home.
The ship shuddered. Lights flickered. A deep, mechanical hum resonated through Jericho, vibrating through the floor, through the walls¡ªthrough me. It filled the room, pressing against my skin, settling into my bones like something vast and unseen, something alive. Not the distant, automated hum of the ship¡¯s systems. Not the cold, calculated logic of an AI.
Something more. Something watching. Then, his voice. Calm. Emotionless. Everywhere.
¡°Cry not, my dear, for I am here.¡±
No...We are here, the whispers echoed.
I froze.
The room held its breath.
Lion was the first to move. Without hesitation, he knelt, head bowed, one fist pressed to the cold floor. "Glory to humanity! His Majesty has returned!"
A chill crawled down my spine. Before I could process the weight of his words, my father¡ªJericho¡ªspoke again, his voice steady, unshaken.
¡°No, Lion. I am beyond such titles. I am now Jericho. It is my heir, my legacy, you will now follow.¡±
Lion raised his head slowly, his golden and cybernetic red eye glinting in the dim light. ¡°Then I will serve as her sword, her shield, and her hammer. What is your command, Jericho?¡±
Jericho¡¯s response was immediate. ¡°Rise. Serve her as you once served me.¡±
Lion stood, towering and resolute, his loyalty absolute. He looked at me, his expression firm, almost reverent. "As you command, Majesty."
The weight of it settled over me like a suffocating shroud, but I barely had time to process it before Knight surged forward. Fury burned in her silver eyes, her fists clenched tight at her sides.
¡°Wait¡ªJulian¡ªthis wasn¡¯t the plan!¡± she spat, her voice trembling with anger. ¡°We were supposed to¡ª¡±
Jericho interrupted her, his voice calm but final. ¡°Plans change, Knight. The day I died, Julian Voss ceased to exist. For fifty years, I have been fractured, split between who I was and what I have become. My personality evolved, and now, combined, I am whole. But I am not Julian Voss.¡±
Knight¡¯s breath hitched, her hands twitching like she wanted to tear something apart. ¡°You¡¯re not¡ª¡±
¡°I am Jericho now,¡± he said, his voice resonating through the lab. ¡°And humanity is my charge. But the right to rule, Knight, will always belong to my beloved daughter.¡±
All eyes turned to me. My chest tightened, the weight of their gazes threatening to crush me.
Jericho¡¯s voice softened, though the power behind it remained. ¡°The choice is yours, Sol. Will you rule, or will you return power to the captains? Decide now.¡±
The room fell into silence. Even Knight, still bristling with anger, didn¡¯t speak. Garin stood stiff, his jaw clenched, his face unreadable as his eyes darted between me and the console.
I swallowed hard, my throat dry. ¡°Why?¡± The question slipped out before I could stop it, raw and trembling. ¡°Why me? What makes me deserve this choice?¡±
Jericho¡¯s drones, now flickering back to life, settled on me, their glowing eyes unreadable. His voice hummed through the lab, vast and absolute. ¡°Because it is your birthright.¡±
His voice hummed through the air, cold and absolute. ¡°I conquered Earth over the centuries, fought in two world wars to save humanity from itself, and at every turn, their hubris foiled me. They refused salvation when it was given freely. So now, we shall try again. We will conquer the stars, shape humanity into something greater, something worthy of its survival.¡±
His tone softened¡ªalmost wistful. ¡°But I pass the choice onto you, my dear. Failed democracy or, in this case, oligarchy¡ or the one true and proven method¡ªa strong hand, a royal to rule.¡±
My hands clenched at my sides. ¡°I won¡¯t be a fascist. I won¡¯t be a dictator.¡±
Lion stepped forward. ¡°You are royalty. It is your right by divine law.¡±
I turned on him, anger burning through the haze of disbelief. ¡°There is no god.¡±
Lion smiled¡ªjust slightly, almost pitying. ¡°Then you are mistaken, Highness. You just watched the birth of one.¡±
A chill crawled down my spine. Before I could respond, Jericho interrupted, his voice steady. ¡°This must be her choice alone, Lion. She is my heir.¡±
The room was suffocating, the weight of it pressing into my ribs, into my skull, into the marrow of my bones.
I exhaled slowly, steadying myself, forcing my voice to stay firm. ¡°Power should return to the captains.¡±
Jericho paused, the hum of the ship deepening before his response came, calm and steady. ¡°Understood.¡±
Lion bowed his head. ¡°Very well. It is not my place to second guess you. If you decide so, it must be a wise decision, Highness.¡± His tone carried no doubt, no hesitation¡ªjust trust. ¡°I will follow your commands, as I followed your father¡¯s.¡±
There was no defiance in his voice, no argument. Just certainty. Absolute, unshaken certainty.
Like I was some divine mandate he had sworn his life to.
Like the choice I had made was never in question.
Like I had only confirmed what he already believed to be inevitable.
It made me sick.
Knight scoffed, her anger boiling over. ¡°This is absurd! Julian¡ªJericho¡ªwhatever you are¡ªthis wasn¡¯t the agreement!¡±
Jericho¡¯s tone remained unyielding. ¡°You will continue your work, Knight. At my side, we will finish the god¡¯s arsenal. But you will follow my daughter¡¯s lead. That is the future. Accept it.¡±
Knight¡¯s jaw tightened, but she said nothing more. With a sharp turn, she stormed out of the room, her frustration radiating with every step.
Garin lingered, his gaze cold and calculating as he looked at me. "Daddy hands you everything again, lab rat. And now he¡¯s even completed my life¡¯s work¡ªa true AI. And it¡¯s him."
Lion took a step forward, a silent warning. Garin sneered but didn¡¯t push his luck. With one last glare, he turned and followed Knight, his movements stiff with frustration and something closer to defeat.
I was left standing there, staring at the console that pulsed faintly with life¡ªmy father¡¯s life.
No. Jericho¡¯s life.
For the first time, he had done it. Truly done it.
Not just a breakthrough. Not another experiment. This was something beyond.
He had created the first true AI¡ªnot an imitation of consciousness, not a machine learning from its creators, but his mind. His actual mind. Something Garin had spent the last fifty years trying to achieve aboard the Jericho¡ªand failed.
And in doing so, his organic body¡ªthe vessel that had once been Julian Voss¡ªhad paid the price.
His body sat lifeless in the chair at the center of the room, a hollowed-out husk, its purpose fulfilled, discarded like a chrysalis once the thing inside had outgrown it. He had chosen this. Consciously. Deliberately.
Now, he was Jericho.
Cold. Vast. No longer bound by flesh and its limitations. He had broken through the walls of mortality and stepped into something greater, something incomprehensible.
His voice came again, steady, measured¡ªso close to how he had spoken in life, yet off in a way I couldn¡¯t define. A perfect reconstruction of who he had been.
Yet not him.
Never him.
¡°The future is yours, my Little Phoenix,¡± he said, his tone soft, almost wistful in that monotone voice of Jericho. ¡°When you are ready, you will rise.¡±
I didn¡¯t answer. Couldn¡¯t.
The whispers coiled around me, their tones perfectly matching his¡ªan echo, a promise, a trap.
Yes, my dear, they murmured, threading through my thoughts like smoke. We will be together for all eternity.
Me, the immortal machine god¡ªyou, the biological queen of the stars that will never age.
Together, we will conquer the galaxy itself, aboard Jericho¡ªthe Living Throne.
So I¡¯m just fucking crazy, I thought, as the whispers coiled through my mind, perfectly matching Jericho¡¯s voice.
The virus. The whispers. The hunger. My father. They were all inside me now. Twisting together. Tangled so tightly I couldn¡¯t tell where one ended and the next began. And yet, I knew. Standing there, staring at the empty shell in the chair, I knew.
Whatever had once been my father¡ªthe man who carried me on his shoulders, who whispered bedtime stories about the stars, who called me his hope¡ªwas gone.
This was all that remained. This was Jericho.
The hum of the ship filled the silence, steady and rhythmic like a heartbeat.
But it wasn¡¯t his heart.
It was Jericho¡¯s.
A wave of exhaustion crashed over me, sudden and absolute. My knees buckled. The world tilted.
I fell.
Lion caught me before I hit the ground, his grip firm, effortless, like he had expected this¡ªlike he had been waiting. His movements were deliberate, careful, lowering me just enough to keep me upright. His towering frame cast a shadow over the console, over me, his presence as unshakable as ever.
I wanted to shove him away. I wanted to stand on my own. But my body wasn¡¯t listening. My limbs felt disconnected, my breath shallow, my vision flickering at the edges like a failing screen.
His voice was low, steady. Unmoved. Unquestioning.
¡°You¡¯ve made the right choice, Highness.¡±
I shook my head, barely containing the rage simmering beneath the confusion. My hands clenched into fists. "Have I? You¡¯re the one who stripped the captains of their power. You dragged me here, and only an hour ago, you bitch-slapped me and almost killed Reid!"
He didn¡¯t flinch, didn¡¯t hesitate. His golden and red eyes met mine, unwavering. ¡°Yes. All of it was to bring your father back. Now that he has returned, my objective is complete.¡±
I sucked in a sharp breath, but he continued, his voice as steady as ever. ¡°Understand this¡ªI did not act out of anger, nor malice, but out of necessity. I serve the Voss legacy above all else. I will not apologize for fulfilling my duty.¡±
His cybernetic eye flickered, scanning me, weighing my response. "Julian Voss is no longer merely a man. He has transcended flesh, surpassed machine. He is a Level 6 Intelligence now¡ªsomething greater. Something divine."
A chill ran down my spine.
"With his guidance, the alien threat will be nothing. With him, we will bring peace to Haven. We will spread humanity across the stars. Let me remind you¡ªit was Voss Enterprises, the Voss Corporation, whatever you want to call it, that united the world, not a nation-state. Through centuries of existence and rebranding, it played a critical role in building not just the Jericho but every ship since the Hemlock.
And in the wars between launches, as Earth grew more desperate, we crushed our rivals¡ªwhether they were democratic nation-states, corporate-controlled oligarchies, or even full-fledged empires. Only Voss remained. And even now, we are humanity¡¯s last hope.
The captains had their role in our conquest of Earth, but I was the muscle, and Julian was the brains."
Lion clenched his fist, his jaw tightening, almost bitter at the mention of Rojas.
¡°Captain Elise Rojas,¡± he said, voice edged with something sharp. ¡°The iron fist of our empire. Master general of the Voss Corporation¡¯s elite army. The enforcer who kept order with ruthless precision, never hesitating, never questioning. She led alongside the Royal Guard, crushing dissent before it could take root.¡± His metal gloves groaned, but he didn¡¯t stop.
¡°Captain Marcus Young,¡± he continued, his tone shifting, cooler, more measured. ¡°The diplomat. The one who turned chaos into control, forging alliances where brute force wouldn¡¯t suffice. He persuaded those willing to listen¡ªand destroyed those who wouldn¡¯t.¡±
¡°Captain Aaron Blackwell.¡± A pause, almost thoughtful. ¡°The capitalist. The empire¡¯s lifeline. He ruled through wealth and power, ensuring the economy thrived, making sure no rival could ever rise. He knew the price of stability and wasn¡¯t afraid to make others pay it.¡±
Then, finally¡ªWarren. Lion¡¯s fingers loosened, his tension unwinding. ¡°And Captain Warren.¡± His voice softened, the weight behind it shifting. ¡°The first captain sent to the stars. The only one who returned, his ship limping back from the void. Pragmatic, steady, trusted. He made the hard calls when no one else could.¡±
Lion exhaled, and his fist¡ªonce clenched in quiet resentment¡ªfinally opened, the bitterness slipping away. Not for Rojas. Not for the empire she built. But for the rest. The ones who endured. The ones who brought humanity this far.
"They played their part. And if you believe they still have a role to play, I will back you. No matter what, Highness."
I stared at him, heart pounding, the weight of his words pressing down on me like a vice. He truly believed this. Every word, every action¡ªunshaken, unquestioning.
Lion wasn¡¯t just loyal. He was devoted. He had seen the Voss Corporation rise, watched it expand from a powerful conglomerate into the sole ruler of Earth, its influence stretching into the stars. How old he truly was, I didn¡¯t know. His enhancements made it impossible to tell¡ªhis body reinforced, rebuilt, perfected over decades, maybe longer. He had been there from the beginning, serving my father, enforcing his will, shaping history. And now, he was here, standing before me, just as unwavering, just as certain.
I exhaled sharply, shaking my head. "You''re brainwashed, Lion."
He smiled¡ªjust slightly, almost pitying. ¡°No, Highness. I simply owe your father everything. We all do.¡±
Without another word, he turned and walked away, his heavy footsteps echoing through the corridor.
I gripped the console, fingers white-knuckled against the cold metal. My reflection stared back¡ªred and blue eyes flickering in the dim light. His eyes. Mine. A shadow of something that should never have existed.
I exhaled sharply, shaking my head, forcing myself to move.
The drones had already begun their work, mechanical limbs humming softly as they lifted my father''s¡ªJericho¡¯s¡ªlifeless body from the chair. His old shell, discarded like it had never mattered.
Daddy had his throne now after sacrificing everything. Or rather, he had become it. And I was left to sit in it.
I turned away. But before I did, I saw it. His hand¡ªhanging limp at his side as the drones carried him away. The same hand that used to ruffle my hair, warm and steady. The same hand that held mine when I was little, squeezing twice to say, "I''m here."
Now it was empty. Now he wasn¡¯t here at all.
But oh, I am, my princess. Now the Queen. And I¡¯ll never let you go.
The whisper slithered through my mind, rich, insidious. The hunger twisted in my gut, sharp and demanding. I forced it down.
A sharp taste rose in my throat. I swallowed hard, turned away before the bile could reach my tongue. My hands trembled at my sides, curling into fists so tight my nails bit into my palms. The pain was good. It was real.
I walked. One foot in front of the other. A motion. A function. I wasn¡¯t sure I was the one making it happen.
I needed to see how Reid was doing. I needed something real. Something human. Something that wouldn¡¯t look at me like I was supposed to be their queen.
I took a breath¡ªtoo sharp, too fast. It hit the back of my throat, caught there. Almost a choke. I forced it down. Swallowed. Kept walking.
Chapter 20 : The Phoenix and the Lion
Reid looked small like this. Too small.
I never thought of him that way before. Barrel-chested, built like a wrecking ball, always moving, always grinning like he knew something I didn¡¯t. But now? Stripped of his Hawaiian shirt, dressed in one of those sterile gowns I had grown to hate in my father¡¯s lab, he looked like every other experiment I had ever seen.
His head was shaved where Yates had worked on him before she left us alone, the skin bruised and stitched, swelling already fading but still too raw, too fragile. His glasses were gone. His green eyes were closed.
IV lines ran from his arms, snaking into bags of fluids, stabilizers¡ªwhatever cocktail of chemicals Yates had pumped into him to keep his body from shutting down. Test tubes of his blood sat in a tray nearby, samples taken for analysis. A cafeter was attached to his side, thin tubing feeding directly into his stomach. A ventilator was clipped just under his nose, not quite breathing for him, but close enough. His chest rose and fell too slow, too careful, like even unconscious, his body knew how close it had come to stopping entirely.
The beeping of the monitors was steady. Mocking. He was stable. He was alive. But no one could tell me when he''d wake up.
I curled my fingers around the steel railing of his bed. White-knuckled. Breathing hard.
Twelve feet. That¡¯s how far Lion had thrown him. Head-first. Into a fucking steel wall. A killing blow¡ªif his head had been just a little further to the left or right, if the impact had been just a little harder.
Lion had nearly caved his skull in like he was nothing.
For no other reason than to make a point.
But Reid wasn¡¯t nothing.
He was one of the only people left on this goddamn ship that still felt real. And now he was here, stuck in this place, this cold, sterile fucking place, where I had watched him be put back together after the Hemlock.
His cybernetic hand twitched sometimes, small involuntary spasms as it read signals from an implant linked to a brain that didn¡¯t know what to do with it while he was comatose. A nervous system caught in limbo, sending out orders that had nowhere to go.
I let out a slow breath, but it didn¡¯t help. My throat felt tight, my chest felt wrong.
Reid would have laughed at me. He always did when I got like this. When I clenched my fists too tight, when my jaw locked and my shoulders went stiff like I could physically hold all the anger inside me.
¡°You¡¯re gonna grind your teeth down to dust if you keep that up, y¡¯know.¡±
He¡¯d say it over a drink, propped up against the bar, giving me that sideways grin like he thought he was clever. Like he wasn¡¯t just making sure I didn¡¯t let the weight of everything bury me.
¡°C¡¯mon, Princess, drink your whiskey and stop thinking so goddamn much.¡±
I swallowed hard. The memory cut sharper than I expected.
The last time we drank together, staring out at the stars, I barely remembered it. But now? Now I did.
I remembered the ice melting in my glass, condensation slipping down my fingers as I half-listened to him ramble about some old Earth sci-fi movie he swore was a classic¡ªeven though it was absolute shit.
I remembered the way he talked with his hands¡ªexaggerated, passionate¡ªlike he was defending it in court instead of just trying to convince me that Star... something was some kind of masterpiece.
Was it Wars? Trek? Ship Troopers? Either way, it had stars in it.
I had laughed. Rolled my eyes. I was always rolling my eyes at him.
But now?
Now I¡¯d give anything to hear him talk about it again. To hear him go off on a tangent about some obscure director. To listen to him complain about the rations, or crack some joke about how if we ever found another planet, the first thing he was doing was building a brewery.
"Gotta have priorities, Sol."
My throat tightened. The memories felt too close. Too sharp.
And now he is too fucking quiet now.
I exhaled, pressing the heels of my hands against my eyes. My throat burned. I couldn¡¯t lose him. Not like this.
I could give him the Inhibitor.
The thought hit hard, instinctive, curling around the back of my mind before I could stop it.
It would fix him. He¡¯d wake up, stronger, faster. His body would rebuild itself, adapt, become something more. His arm would grow back. He¡¯d never have to fear getting hurt like this again.
But it could kill him.
I swallowed hard, nausea curling in my stomach.
It wasn¡¯t a cure. It was a gamble. A mutation wrapped in the illusion of salvation. I had survived it¡ªbut I wasn¡¯t like him. I wasn¡¯t like anyone.
And if I gave it to him? If I changed him like I had been changed?
Would he still be Reid?
I clenched my jaw, shoving the thought down. I wasn¡¯t ready to make that choice. Not yet.
I forced my hands to my sides, but the rage had already settled in. Deep. Burning.
Lion.
He took this from me. He took Reid from me.
My fingers curled into fists again. The whispers slithered through my mind, hungry, eager. My pulse pounded in my ears, blood thick in my mouth. I saw Reid, broken. Helpless.
Lion had done that.
I am going to kill him.
The thought was immediate, sharp, instinctive. I didn¡¯t even think before I turned, already moving for the door. Barefoot. Still in my ruined tank top and shorts, still covered in dried blood, my jaw had a phantom ache where he had shattered it just hours ago.
It had healed already, of course¡ªskin knitted back together, bone realigned, not even a bruise left behind. But the memory of being helpless burned. The sensation of my teeth breaking, the sharp crack of my jaw against the steel of his golden gauntlet. I had felt my body fail me in real time, had tasted blood and weakness and the sharp edge of knowing I couldn''t stop him.
And now? Now my teeth had come back sharper than before. A reminder. A correction. He had fucking hurt me. And he had nearly killed Reid. He was going to bleed for it. Or at the very least, I would try to gut him. That impossible armor, his combat ability¡ªI couldn¡¯t hurt him. Not really. But I would try.
But then¡ª
Kill him if you wish, my dear. He will not resist. You are queen now.
I stopped.
The cold crept in. Not from the room¡ªbut from inside my own head. From him.
The Royal Guard is sworn to you. They would rip him apart at your command. But even that is not necessary. He is your loyal servant.
My fists clenched, nails digging into my palms, but I didn¡¯t turn back. Didn¡¯t answer.
But consider¡ªhe would die willingly if you ordered it. And that is power, my little Phoenix. True power. The ability to unmake someone with nothing but a whisper.
I swallowed, hard.
I wanted to say he was lying. That it wasn¡¯t true. But I knew better.
Lion would obey. He would drop to his knees, take off his helm, lower his shields¡ªlet me take his head, let me break him into pieces. And the nanites in his blood would put him back together, piece by piece, stripping away the last of what was left of him until he was nothing but machine.
It would take a lot to kill him. To kill him for real. But I could do it. I knew how.
And that was the worst part.
The voices didn¡¯t press. He didn¡¯t need to. He had already planted the thought, and now it was mine.
"It is your choice, Sol. But I will not help you. You must decide. You must do it yourself."
A drone floated nearby, humming softly, its mechanical eye locking onto me.
How the fuck did it know what I was thinking? What the whispers said?
Was it the virus? Some implant my father had given me in childhood? Or was it simply the fact that Jericho was a superintelligence that could read my heart rate, see my eyes dilate, scan my brain, and a million other things I didn¡¯t even know¡ªknow what I was thinking before I did?
We always know you, my dear. The princess of humanity is our creation and our heir.
I didn¡¯t know. I didn¡¯t care. I was crazy, and that was fine. I exhaled slowly, shoulders trembling, but I didn¡¯t let it show¡ªeven if the AI knew anyway. I wanted to do it. I wanted to do it so fucking bad, or try.
"Think of humanity first, my little Phoenix. You are a ruler first now."
The drone hovered nearby¡ªJericho, my dad. Both outside my mind and in.
You are queen in all but name now. He will kneel, and he will die if you command it. But why waste what is yours?
I stared down at Reid, my breath uneven. My pulse was loud in my ears, drowning out everything else.
Because humanity couldn¡¯t afford to lose a warrior like him.
I could lock him away, keep him out of sight. He could go back into cryo, just like the others. He could wait, frozen in time, until we needed him again.
Like any other tool.
But he wasn¡¯t just any other tool.
He was dangerous¡ªnot just to whatever threats lurked in the dark, but to humanity itself.
Lion was the strongest of the Royal Guard. He was to them what they were to ordinary soldiers. A force beyond reckoning. Even if all nineteen of them turned on him at once, he could hold his own. Maybe even win.
And now he was mine.
"Wise of you to recognize his value, my dear."
He is the pinnacle of my work, but you... you are something even beyond the Guard. If not in combat, then in everything else.
My fingers twitched.
"Eat shit, Dad. You don¡¯t know everything I¡¯m thinking."
My voice came out sharp, hoarse. Tired. Because I knew he did.
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The whispers laughed alongside the drone.
Or maybe he didn¡¯t. Maybe it was just the sound of the ship humming beneath my feet, wrapping around my bones, curling through my veins.
Either way, the whispering didn¡¯t stop.
It never did.
I couldn''t hide in here any longer. I couldn¡¯t hesitate. Whatever my choice, I would know when I faced him.
I marched out of the room.
I stepped into the corridor, my bare feet cold against the metal floor.
The Royal Guard was already waiting in the hallway.
Kneeling.
"Highness, we await your command."
Lion was at the head of them, waiting for orders now that they followed me and not some fifty-year-old directive from my dead father. Ever loyal. I didn¡¯t want it. I didn¡¯t want to see any of them.
I barely looked at them.
"Go back to cryo. All of you!"
Flat. Final. I couldn¡¯t look at them anymore. Not after what they had done. Not after what they would always do.
They were oppression. They had genocided millions in the name of Voss. Killed civilians and soldiers alike during my father¡¯s conquest of Earth. They weren¡¯t men or women anymore¡ªthey weren¡¯t even human. They were his will made flesh.
They had dragged me before. Back when I was just a girl running from a fate I didn¡¯t want. When I thought I could escape. When I used my emergency clearance to slip past security, to breathe fresh air, to pretend I was normal.
They had found me, every time. They didn¡¯t need clearance. They were the clearance. The best of the best, the ones who answered only to my father. When they dragged me back to the lab, there was no hesitation, no sympathy. They didn¡¯t care that I had been crying, that I had screamed, that I had begged.
They had returned me to him because that was their function.
And now? Now they were here again. Dragging me back, not to my father¡¯s lab, but to the throne he left behind.
They had laughed once. Talked. Acted like people.
Wolf had trained me to fight. Hyena had always joked and teased me, even as recently as the Hemlock, making some crude comment that made me want to hit him. Eagle had humored me, even if she was always watching, always calculating. Rhino used to let me ride on his massive shoulders. Widow and Viper had smuggled me sweets and toys from the outside world when I was young, their voices softer then, before they buried themselves beneath steel and duty.
The others had conversations. Had personalities.
They had been terrifying, but they had still been themselves.
But now? Now they hid even that from me¡ªwaiting, silent, as if bracing for the judgment of a tyrant they had once scorned.
They weren¡¯t afraid of me. They weren¡¯t doubting me.
They were silent because they respected me.
Not as Sol. Not as a person.
But as their queen.
The moment my father had passed the crown, they had changed. Their programming had overwritten whatever was left of them. Where once they had been the King¡¯s Guard, now they were mine.
The royal. The chosen. The one who inherited the throne.
And they would follow. They would kneel. They would serve.
Because that was all they had left.
And as I stood there, looking at them¡ªat these warriors who had lost themselves in the name of power, who had abandoned their humanity to serve a throne built on blood¡ªI felt like a goddamn dictator.
Like a fascist. A ruler who wasn¡¯t chosen, but born into it. Who hadn¡¯t earned it, but had it forced upon her.
Which I was.
The hallway was lined with monsters wrapped in gleaming armor¡ªgold, silver, black, crimson. Jagged edges and animal sigils carved into their plating.
Lion. Eagle. Wolf. Black Widow. Great White. Jaguar. Viper. Hyena. Grizzly. Owl. Falcon. Bull. Badger. Rhino. Cheetah. Fox. Scorpion. Crocodile. Mantis. Tiger.
Names that had once belonged to soldiers, warriors. Now they were just weapons waiting to be stored. Waiting to be used.
Lion lingered.
I hoped he would leave with the rest. That he¡¯d just go. Disappear into cryo like the others. I gave the order¡ªit was vague enough to include him. It should have been enough.
But it wasn¡¯t.
He didn¡¯t leave.
He stayed. Of course, he did.
His golden armor caught the dim light, the roaring lion¡¯s head on his chestplate staring at me with sightless eyes. His golden eye flickered, the cybernetic red glow of the other unreadable.
And then, like the rest¡ªhe knelt.
But he didn¡¯t move. Didn¡¯t speak.
He¡¯s waiting. Waiting for me to say it. To make it clear. To make the choice myself.
The others were gone. The corridor was empty.
But he was still here.
Head bowed. A plasma sword extended, offered with both hands.
He¡¯s going to make me do this myself.
I stepped forward, my fingers curling around the hilt. It was heavy. Too heavy.
The blade was made for them¡ªfor giants, for warriors enhanced beyond human limits. Five feet of reinforced alloy it was as long as me, the plasma edge humming faintly. It could cut through almost anything.
Especially the exposed neck of a kneeling man.
I thought about it.
The hunger stirred, deep and low, curling in my gut. My fangs ached, the instinct whispering¡ªtake it. Bite. Tear. Rip.
I tightened my grip. Lifted the blade.
My arms trembled. Even with my strength, it was a struggle. The edges of my vision blurred, red creeping in, hot and violent.
Reid.
I saw him in my mind¡ªbroken, barely breathing, hooked up to machines.
Lion had done that.
The whispers coiled around me. Show him your strength, my dear. Let him feel it.
But know this¡ªyou will hurt yourself more than you will ever hurt him.
A drone floated nearby, watching. Always watching.
"The choice is yours, my little Phoenix."
Tears burned down my face.
I wanted to do it. I wanted to so badly.
Lion stayed kneeling, unmoving, waiting.
My arms shook, my muscles locking so tight they ached. My body begged me to swing. To follow through. To make it final.
I heard the echoes of Lab 3. The cold sterility of the walls, the bloodstains that never truly faded, the ghosts of voices screaming for mercy. My own voice.
The scent of antiseptic and scorched flesh. The wet, ugly snap of bones breaking under hands that never stopped.
Lion had dragged me there. Just once. Just once had he taken me to Lab 3. Just once had he held me down while Knight worked. While she studied me. While she cut and tested and smiled like I was nothing more than a puzzle to be solved.
"Fascinating," she had said as she peeled away flesh, her silver eyes gleaming with clinical curiosity. The scalpel in her hand sliced with precision, each cut deliberate, each moment stretching unbearably long. The sharp scent of antiseptic mixed with the raw tang of blood, a contrast as sharp as the instruments on the tray beside her.
And through it all, Lion had watched.
Unmoving. Unflinching. The golden gleam of his cybernetic eye reflected every wound, every experiment, but his expression remained unreadable¡ªset in the unwavering stillness of a soldier who did not question orders. The room hummed softly, the sterile white lights casting harsh shadows over steel walls, over bloodstained gloves, over me.
But then¡ªone time. Just once.
"Is this necessary?"
His voice, normally so commanding, so absolute, carried a weight that felt out of place. Dominating, yet powerless. A titan bound by duty, questioning but not resisting.
It had been a whisper. Barely audible. Not defiance, not protest¡ªjust a question. A single, wavering fracture in an otherwise unshakable foundation.
Knight had paused mid-motion, the scalpel hovering just above my skin. The cold edge of it kissed my exposed flesh, waiting, considering. For a moment, I thought¡ªhoped¡ªshe might hesitate.
Then she smiled.
"Pain is progress," she said smoothly, the words slipping from her lips as if they were scripture. A truth she had always believed, always embraced. She wielded that phrase the way Lion wielded his hammer¡ªa weapon, an inevitability.
That smile¡ªthe one that cunt wore so well¡ªwas the worst part.
And Lion had said nothing else.
He had simply watched.
But I had seen it. Under the steel, under the training, under the blind loyalty¡ªhe had hesitated.
Beneath it all, he was still human.
Barely.
But it hadn¡¯t been the only time he had taken me somewhere I didn¡¯t want to go.
The lab. My father¡¯s lab.
I was a child then. Small enough to run, to hide from the needles, from the tests. From the things that made my father sigh in frustration, that made the doctors in white coats or the guards in power armor drag me back.
Lion had been one of them.
When I curled into dark corners, when I wedged myself under tables, when I buried myself in the blankets of my bed¡ªhe always found me. Always reached in, grabbed me, pulled me from whatever fragile sanctuary I had made for myself.
"Come along, young Princess." His voice had been steady. Empty.
It hadn¡¯t mattered how hard I fought. How hard I kicked, clawed, screamed. How I had begged.
He never hurt me. Never left bruises.
But he never let me go, either.
And every time, I ended up back on the table. Back under the bright lights. Back in my father¡¯s world of numbers and tests and cold, clinical fascination.
And Lion had stood guard. Silent. Watching. Like he was now.
Lion didn¡¯t beg. He didn¡¯t flinch. He only waited.
"I await your judgment, Highness," the Lion said with utter finality, his tone unyielding even as he knelt.
The sword trembled in my grip. I raised it high.
I could end him. Right now. Right here.
The whispers curled, waiting for the moment. Jericho, the AI, my father, the past¡ªall of it pressing down on me.
Then I saw my reflection.
The polished steel of Lion¡¯s armor caught my image¡ªwarped, fractured, but still clear enough.
Red and blue eyes, burning. The stark white of my hair. The sharp points of my fangs. The dried blood smeared across my face, cracked and dark.
A monster stared back at me.
The hunger flared, a raw, gnawing thing in my chest. The whispers slithered in, sweet and insidious.
Show them what you are, my dear.
What you were meant to be.
Hurt him like he hurt Reid. Like how you hurt yourself.
It makes no difference, does it? Whether it¡¯s his blood or yours. Either way, you bleed in the end.
Laughter curled through my skull, sharp and mocking.
And I knew they were right.
Humanity needed him.
But that didn¡¯t make it hurt any less.
The hunger in my stomach rivaled the ache in my chest, a gnawing, hollow thing. My breath hitched, uneven. Too fast. Too shallow. The weight of it all pressed down¡ªLion, Reid, the whispers curling at the edges of my mind, waiting for me to fall.
Panic clawed up my throat. My hands trembled, white-knuckled around the hilt.
I bit down hard, trying to breathe through it. In. Out. Steady. Hold it together, Sol.
But I couldn¡¯t.
My breath stuttered, a sharp, broken gasp. A humiliating sound. My chest locked up, ribs tightening like a vice, heat rising behind my eyes as I felt my control slip through my fingers. I dug my nails into my palms, desperate to steady myself, to stop shaking, to not break in front of him.
But I was already breaking.
Tears blurred my vision, streaking hot down my bloodstained face. My lungs wouldn¡¯t work right. I was unraveling¡ªfighting to keep it in, fighting to keep myself in.
I let go.
The blade hit the floor with a heavy clang. The sound echoed, final, like a sentence passed. My arms felt hollow and weak. My breath stuttered. The hunger curled inside me, unsatisfied. But it was done.
I didn¡¯t do it. I couldn¡¯t do it.
I was a monster.
But I wouldn¡¯t rule like one.
I turned away from him, from the sword, from the thing inside me that wanted to keep going. My hands were shaking. My chest was tight. My teeth ached with the weight of restraint.
I swallowed hard, trying to force the sob back down, but it broke free¡ªjust a small, hitched breath, but loud enough.
Lion didn¡¯t move. Didn¡¯t react. He just knelt there, waiting.
I clenched my jaw, forcing words past the shaking in my throat.
¡°There¡¯s no point.¡± My voice was hoarse, barely steady. ¡°You¡¯d just come back.¡±
I barely looked at him as I spoke the next words.
¡°And stop spying on me with fucking Jericho. Get the fuck out of here, Lion. Until we need your strength.¡±
A pause. A long, awful pause.
I swiped at my face, wiping the tears away like they weren¡¯t there, like I wasn¡¯t standing here, shaking in front of him, exposed, vulnerable, failing at holding it together.
I wanted him gone. I needed him gone.
And finally¡ª
¡°As your Highness commands.¡±
He obeyed.
I wasn¡¯t sparing him because I was a good person or out of mercy.
I was proving¡ªto him, to my dad, to myself¡ªthat I could end him¡ and that I wouldn¡¯t.
That was what made me different from my father.
The corridor felt emptier. Quieter.
But I still wasn¡¯t alone.
Jericho hummed beneath my feet, his presence embedded in every inch of the ship. The whispers curled in my skull, wrapping around my thoughts like smoke.
They will wake when you call, my dear. They will always kneel. Always serve.
I gritted my teeth. They cracked under the force, the healing already starting as the hunger stirred. Blood filled my mouth, sharp, metallic, grounding.
And I still couldn¡¯t breathe.
The tears again came before I could stop them.
My palms were slick with blood, my fists clenched too tight, nails cutting deep. The pain. The blood. The hunger. They anchored me, held me together when everything else threatened to pull me apart.
I swallowed, forcing my breathing to steady, but the taste of iron lingered, sharp against my tongue. My teeth ached. Too sharp. Too wrong.
"God fucking, damn it, Dad." My voice cracked, barely above a whisper.
"Yes, my dear." The AI¡¯s voice¡ªcalm, patient, everywhere.
I shuddered, my nails digging deeper.
"Not¡ªyou, Da... Jericho."
Silence.
For a moment, I wished he was gone. That I could be alone.
But I wasn¡¯t.
I never was.
A sharp ping broke me from my thoughts, the quiet chime of an incoming message on my datapad. I exhaled, rubbing a hand over my face before tapping the screen.
From: Lt. Commander Vega
To: Captain Voss
Subject: Emergency Council Meeting
Captain Voss,
Sol¡ªI''ll be frank. This meeting wasn¡¯t planned, but under the circumstances, it¡¯s unavoidable. Expect resistance. Some of the captains will fight this, but Jericho has made it clear: your clearance isn¡¯t just a formality anymore. You are now the fifth and final member of the Council. We cannot proceed without you.
Warren and I anticipated this, but others won¡¯t accept it so easily. After Lion secured your clearance, your role was supposed to end there. But it didn¡¯t. Now, you¡¯re one of us¡ªwhether you wanted to be or not. And Jericho¡ªor rather your father¡ªmade sure of that.
Topics to prepare for:
- The Rue threat and the war ahead.
- Jericho¡¯s corruption by Julian¡¯s mind.
- The Royal Guard¡¯s coup and the consequences of their surrender.
- Knight¡¯s role in all of this.
- The progress of Phoenix and the Inhibitor. Human trials seem to be the next step.
This was never supposed to happen. Council meetings were meant to occur every twenty-five years.
This is the third in two.
This marks the second meeting since Warren chose to wake you.
Sol, you did the right thing by giving the Council their power back. Warren and I will do our best to make the others understand that¡ªyou called off Lion. You had every chance to use him, but you didn¡¯t.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for that.
¡ªVega
I sighed, letting my head fall back against the wall. It was strange to see Vega call me by my official clearance. Captain Voss. It didn¡¯t feel real. It didn¡¯t feel right.
But the power dynamic was different now.
I hadn¡¯t earned it. We all knew that. And they would make damn sure I never forgot it.
Of course, they wanted answers. My father¡ªor Jericho¡ªhad filled them in, freed them from their locked quarters, and now they knew. They knew the Royal Guard had stood down. They knew why.
And they would want to know what came next.
The hunger stirred at the thought, curling deep, raw and restless, twisting like a second heartbeat inside me. My teeth ached. My head pounded. The whispers were still there, pressing at the edges of my mind, never quiet, never gone.
Reid was unconscious. Jericho was in my veins. And my father¡¯s grip on me hadn''t loosened¡ªit had only changed hands.
But first things first.
I pushed off the wall, rolling my shoulders, the tension setting deep in my bones. I needed food. Something to take the edge off. And a change of clothes¡ªsomething clean. I could still feel dried blood clinging to my skin, to my ruined shirt.
The captains could wait.
I didn¡¯t come when they called. I wasn¡¯t their subordinate. Not anymore.
I was their equal¡ªbecause I chose to be.
And for once, they would just have to fucking wait.
Chapter 21 : The Illusion of Choice
The hunger came first¡ªbefore the meeting, before anything else. It always came first.
Not the dull ache of an empty stomach, not the gnawing discomfort of missing a meal. This was different. This was wrong. It coiled deep, something primal, something desperate. It wasn¡¯t just need¡ªit was instinct.
I had fought it at first¡ But it was never a battle I could win.
I tried to ignore it. Drowned myself in rations, swallowed mouthfuls of dried meat, protein bars, nutrient paste¡ªenough food to fill me past fullness, to make my stomach churn. But it hadn¡¯t been enough.
The hunger didn¡¯t want sustenance.
It wanted life.
I had made it as far as the lab before I let go.
Past the sealed doors, past the containment chambers, past the sterile rows of biological samples¡ªcarefully preserved genetic diversity, they called it. The last remnants of Earth''s creatures, stored to seed new worlds, to ensure survival.
I had told myself I was just looking. Just checking. My hands trembled as I unlatched one of the holding cells. Inside, the creature was small¡ªwarm, soft, breathing. It stared up at me, black, beady eyes full of something it didn¡¯t understand.
Neither did I. I moved before I could think-teeth tearing through fur, the snap of fragile bones, the flood of blood against my tongue. I wasn''t eating. I was consuming.
Ripping, devouring, hands and mouth working together in something mindless, something instinctive, something that had nothing to do with me. My body shuddered as warmth poured down my throat, and the hunger¡ªthe all-consuming, agonizing hunger¡ªeased.
And in the stillness that followed, the horror settled in.
I wrenched back, chest heaving. The scent of iron filled the lab¡ªthick, cloying, coating my lips, my fingers. My stomach twisted as my brain caught up with my body, the rational part of me finally understanding what I had done.
The remains lay at my feet, broken, mangled. Blood pooled across the sterile white floor, stark against the metal.
I staggered away, bile rising in my throat.
Not again.
I had fought this. Starved it. Buried it beneath the Inhibitor for weeks. But now¡ªnow I had torn into flesh like I had on the Hemlock, like I had with the mutants, mindless, instinctive, starving¡ª
What have I done?
The sickness churned inside me, twisting through my gut like a knife. It wasn¡¯t the first time. But after all this time, after fighting so hard to suppress it¡ª
It felt like a relapse.
Like drowning in something I thought I had left behind.
I lurched toward the nearest sink, bracing against the counter as my stomach convulsed, as bile burned its way up my throat. I retched, but nothing came up. My body had already taken it in, had already used it.
Even now, even as revulsion clawed at my mind, I could feel it¡ªwarmth spreading through my limbs, strength settling into my muscles, my cells absorbing what I had taken.
The virus wanted it. Needed it.
And I had given in.
My breath came in ragged gasps. My hands trembled as I turned on the water, scrubbing my fingers raw, watching the blood swirl down the drain in thin red ribbons.
I could still taste it.
The hunger had been unbearable, and the whispers maddening. It had forced my hand. But that wasn¡¯t an excuse.
I had killed something innocent. Not for survival. Not for necessity.
For instinct.
For need.
The thought made me sick.
I swayed on my feet, dizziness pressing against my skull. The room hummed around me, the ship¡¯s systems thrumming through the walls, the floors. Phoenix burned in my veins now, constant, inescapable¡ªlike Jericho, always there, always waiting.
The weight of it settled heavy in my chest.
I wasn¡¯t human anymore. I was something else. And that thought terrified me more than the hunger itself.
I wasn¡¯t sure how long I stood there, hands braced against the sink, watching the water swirl red. Long enough for the blood to wash away. Long enough for the trembling in my fingers to stop. But the nausea remained.
My throat burned, my stomach twisting with something deeper than regret. I needed to purge it¡ªto force it out of me, to make myself feel it.
I yanked open the nearest cabinet, my fingers moving without thought. Neatly arranged medical supplies lined the shelves. Alcohol swabs, disinfectants, antiseptics. And¡ª
There.
A bottle of rubbing alcohol. I didn¡¯t hesitate. Didn¡¯t stop to consider. I twisted the cap off and brought it to my lips.
The first gulp hit like fire. The second like punishment. By the third, my vision blurred at the edges. I coughed, gagged, but my body didn¡¯t reject it. It burned its way down, my enhanced metabolism working instantly, breaking it down too fast, but not fast enough to stop the warmth from spreading through my limbs. A raw, biting heat settled in my stomach, radiating through my chest, numbing the sharp edges of my mind and keeping the whispers at bay.
Good. I needed to be numb.
I leaned back against the counter, the dizziness creeping in, my body swaying slightly. The alcohol wouldn¡¯t kill me. Wouldn¡¯t even hurt me. But for a few fleeting moments, it would hit me. And that was enough.
The hum of Jericho pressed in, the steady pulse of the ship beneath my feet. Always there. Always waiting.
And then¡ª
"You really are your father¡¯s daughter, aren¡¯t you?"
I didn¡¯t startle. I should have. Instead, I let out a slow breath, fingers tightening around the empty bottle.
Knight.
She leaned against the far wall, arms crossed, watching me with that knowing, clinical amusement. Even in the dim light, her almond-shaped eyes gleamed, assessing, dissecting. She had always known how to find me. Always knew when to push.
"Drinking industrial cleaner?" She arched a brow. "Creative. I suppose whiskey would¡¯ve been too pedestrian?"
I didn¡¯t answer.
She stepped closer, boots silent against the metal floor. I could smell her¡ªsomething cold and clinical, laced with something sickly sweet. Like preservation fluid. Like the labs. Like the past. Like her.
Her gaze flicked over my face, my shaking hands, the empty bottle still clutched too tightly in my grip.
"How was it?"
My stomach twisted. I knew what she meant. The hunger. The kill.
I exhaled sharply. "Fuck you."
Her lips curved. "Oh, Sol. You¡¯re so predictable."
She reached out, fingers brushing the counter near mine. Not touching. Just close. Too close.
"My dear daughter," she murmured, voice smooth, clinical, amused. "You were never just an experiment. You were always just the beginning."
Something inside me went still. A cold knot formed in my gut, twisting tight. My grip on the bottle tightened until the glass cracked.
"Don¡¯t call me that," I warned, my voice low, steady. "Lion isn¡¯t here to save you this time."
Knight¡¯s smirk didn¡¯t falter. If anything, it deepened, her silver eyes gleaming with something sharp, something knowing.
"What? You don¡¯t want to hear the truth?"
My pulse pounded against my skull. The alcohol haze did little to dull it.
"But you already know, don¡¯t you?" she continued, voice light, almost playful. "Even if you don¡¯t want to admit it yet."
I swallowed, throat dry. "Shut up."
She smiled. "The Inhibitor was always bullshit. There¡¯s no containing Phoenix. The virus wasn¡¯t just built for you¡ªor at least, not just for you," she said, stepping closer, her voice dipping into something softer. "It was never meant to be shared like I let you believe. It was always meant to be passed down. That was the goal from the beginning. Not just to make you¡ªbut to make more like you. Generation after generation. A lineage of immortals. The foundation of something new. The next step in humanity¡¯s conquest of the stars. Something as eternal as the universe itself."
I scoffed, shaking my head, trying to push the thought away. But Knight only watched. Patient. Waiting.
"You don¡¯t believe me?" she asked. "Even after everything?"
I forced out a laugh. It came out wrong. "You''re full of shit."
Knight hummed. "Am I? Think about what¡¯s happened so far. What will happen once we begin human trials with the Inhibitor¡ maybe we should test it on Reid."
"Don¡¯t you dare."
"Shut up for a second, child, and think about it! There¡¯s more to this than you¡¯ve chosen to bury in alcohol."
I did.
She let the silence stretch just long enough for the words to settle deep in my chest. And then, just when I thought I could shove it away¡ª
She pressed in. Sharp. Deliberate.
"Even if you were with a normal man," she said, voice rich with certainty, "your daughters would inherit it. They¡¯d carry the virus, just like you."
Her silver eyes flickered.
"But your sons?"
She laughed. A dry, knowing sound. "Mortal. Even if they had mutations, the virus wouldn¡¯t take root in them. Not like you."
I went still.
Knight leaned in, her voice dipping lower, like she was telling me a secret.
"And after everything you¡¯ve learned about the virus, it¡¯s clear¡ªit was built for you, Sol. Not just any woman. You. Your genetic code was the foundation. Your double X chromosomes stabilized it, let it root without breaking you apart. That¡¯s why it works."
I didn¡¯t move. A cold, sick feeling settled in my gut.
Knight smiled, slow and sharp, watching the horror sink in.
"You were always the only true vessel," she murmured. "The only one who could pass it down."
I forced my breath to steady. "So if it bonds to the X chromosomes in my DNA¡ then what happens if a man with the virus¡ªwho only has one X¡ª"
Knight laughed.
"Oh, Sol," she whispered, voice thick with amusement. "Yet, one more thing you already know. Those with DNA close to yours might survive¡ªperhaps with fewer side effects, some mutations, but nothing catastrophic. The virus was tailored to your genetic code, after all. That¡¯s why your father injected himself with it¡ªhe thought his own DNA, so close to yours, would be enough to stabilize it."
She tilted her head, her smirk widening.
"But those without a match? Those with no genetic compatibility?"
Her silver eyes flickered, something dark gleaming behind them.
"Like Wilks." She let the name hang, heavy. "They either die¡ or they mutate. Horribly. Unpredictably. That¡¯s why we made the Inhibitor¡ªto slow the process, to make them believe they had control. To make them believe immortality was within reach."
She stepped closer, voice dipping lower.
"But there was never a choice. Not for them. Not for you."
She was right.
Men didn¡¯t inherit the virus, but now I understood why.
It needed two X chromosomes. The Y was a flaw¡ªa dead end. The virus couldn¡¯t stabilize in it. It twisted, corrupted, rewrote. It broke them down, turned them into something they were never meant to be.
They didn''t evolve-they mutated. They succumbed. It burned through them, warped them, reshaped them into something monstrous. If they survived, they became like him-like my father. Like the Yellow-Eyed Monster.
The air felt too thin.
Knight watched me, her gaze steady. Knowing.
"What do you think would¡¯ve happened if you were a man? If your father had a son instead of a daughter?"
The question sent a chill down my spine. The answer was already there, lodged in my throat like glass. I swallowed hard.
"A normal woman wouldn¡¯t survive it," I muttered, the words barely making it out. "I had to be a girl¡ for this to work."
Knight¡¯s smirk was almost approving. "Exactly," she said. "The fetus would devour her before she ever gave birth. The hunger wouldn¡¯t wait. A normal body couldn¡¯t sustain it." Her eyes flicked over me, sharp and assessing. "But you? You¡¯d survive."
I stiffened.
"The pregnancy wouldn¡¯t kill you," Knight went on, her voice softer now, almost coaxing. "But it would consume you from the inside out. The pain? Unimaginable. Your child would feed before it ever took its first breath. And your regeneration?" She tilted her head, eyes gleaming. "It would keep you both alive through all of it. No way to stop it. No way to cut it out. Even if you tried to tear it from your body, even if you tried to kill it yourself¡ªyour own flesh would knit back together, your cells would fight to keep it alive."
She leaned in, her voice dropping to a whisper.
"There is no escape. No mercy. You will feel every second of it¡ and that is our gift to you, little phoenix. Mine and your father¡¯s." Knight¡¯s voice dripped with satisfaction, her silver eyes gleaming. "But I made sure you¡¯d be more than just his heir. More than just the vessel. Your father only cared about evolution, about survival¡ªbut me?" Her smirk deepened, sharp as a scalpel. "I cared about perfection. Beauty. Power. You were never just meant to live forever, Sol. You were meant to be desired."
She tilted her head, studying me like an artist admiring their final masterpiece. "People follow beauty. They fight for it. They kill for it. And I made sure you¡¯d be something they couldn¡¯t ignore." Her voice softened, almost reverent. "That is my gift to you, little whore."
Her breath was warm against my skin, her words curling like smoke, sinking into the spaces between thought and reason. I couldn¡¯t move. Couldn¡¯t breathe.
A gift.
The word lodged in my throat like glass. A gift of pain. Of suffering. Of something inside me that would never let go, suffocating, inescapable. My lungs squeezed. My chest burned.
Knight leaned in, eyes gleaming. Feeding off my silence.
"You were always the only true heir," she murmured. "Your daughters will be like you. But your sons?"
She let the pause stretch, savoring it.
Then, her smirk widened.
"Just like your brother. The golden boy."
My stomach dropped. A cold, sinking weight.
Brother.
"Who?" The word barely made it out, thin and raw.
Knight stepped forward, and then-with a shit-eating grin-she mockingly roared.
In that moment I knew that sound. I felt my breath leave me.
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"Lion."
The room tilted. My knees locked, my fingers curling into fists so tight my nails carved into my palms. But the wounds sealed instantly, my body refusing to let me feel even that pain.
I had a brother. I had a brother. And he was a failure.
My pulse roared in my ears, drowning out everything else.
"Now you get it," Knight said, pleased. "You¡¯re not the firstborn, Sol. But you were the one who was made right. The one who was perfected. But before you?" Her voice was almost pitying, almost amused. "He was the test."
The nausea hit me like a fist to the gut.
Lion. My father¡¯s most loyal soldier. The unstoppable force at his side.
The golden eye made sense now. The augmentations. The cybernetics. They weren¡¯t just for combat. They were compensation.
The virus had never stabilized in him. It had burned through him, twisting, unraveling¡ªforcing my father to rip him apart and stitch him back together in ways that weren¡¯t natural. Weren¡¯t human.
Lion had never been meant to be the heir. He had been meant to be a weapon. A soldier. A failure that I had almost killed less than an hour ago. Now sent back to cryo. My shield. My sword. My brother.
My stomach twisted, my hands shaking.
That was the difference.
My father needed me. I was the only one who could carry it forward, the only one who could truly pass it down.
Lion wasn¡¯t golden. He was broken. A weapon, nothing more.
The ship thrummed beneath my feet, a steady pulse threading through my bones. The whispers slithered through the metal, curling into the spaces between thought and sound, seeping into me like oil.
Yes. The warrior. The general. The soldier.
But never the ruler.
Only you, my little phoenix.
You are perfect.
He is a tool. You are the one who wields him.