《A thread of blood [Xianxia progression fantasy]》 prologue All I wanted was a quiet life, one far away from the noise and the clashing of swords and wills, one distant from the power struggles and hopeless violence. Where I could live freely from the cursed system we are all bound to, a loophole in the matrix that was the world I lived in. only to find myself become yet another cog in its plan, and another sad story the mighty might tell their children in hopes of saving them from the same fate. Was I cursed? Forced to be bound to a world that only favored the strong, all because of a dead bloodline my family was cursed with due to the low-level blood we inherited? I couldn''t tell you, but I do know one thing, cultivation wasn''t met for me so I abandoned it altogether. what use was it; I would always be lacking something, and what little strength I could gain would never be enough. Besides, all I wanted was to weave needle and thread through fabric. that was my cultivation my passion even. a passion that was spat on by the heavens and left to wither away along with my family and village alike. All I worked for, all I loved, all I am gone in minutes. A village and my home were destroyed. It was full of loving people and well-structured homes all varying in appearance, unlike the uniformly advanced sleek metal homes and buildings the rest of the world was use to. Averdale was One of the few commoner towns that ran on a well-integrated power source and dated technology, but it met nothing in the grand scheme of things; it just met more things for bandits to steal and use, selling all the goods and the people of that city off to the highest bidders, and unfortunately I and my family was no exception. we thought we might have had a chance of escaping the village by sneaking through the forest, and maybe begging to board a mobile to another city but that was short-lived because before we could even think of leaving the boutique a slew of bohemish men smashed through the walls. not even bothering to use the doors, and as much as we fought to free ourselves it was futile in the end, they just ended up snatching us up and dragging us to the nearest vessels. where they had thrown us in different mobiles so I could only guess where my sisters were, but I''m sure they''d most likely been sold as concubines to whoever would have them. and given their smooth jade skin, long mains, and striking beauty. I''d imagine I lot of people would. Unfortunately, I didn''t have the benefit of being ignorant of what happened to my poor mother, who died in front of me, killed by the roof of her burning boutique. and my whereabouts? unknown. All I could tell you is currently at this moment, I was splayed out on a table and stuffed full of some mystery substance that burned as it traveled through my veins, soaked into my skin, and coated my organs with its burning embrace. I was in ruin, grief, And we¡¯ll be beyond deformed. As a man with long green flowing hair that he kept pinched up in a ponytail, and hanging down to the length of his back as he Delighted himself in my torture. No amount of reasoning and persuading would even begin to appeal to him; he was deranged that much was proven by the many stitches and scars that decorated his pale skin. A clear indicator that even he wasn¡¯t exempt from his experimentation. He was a demon from the Under curve; if I had ever seen one, he had to be such cruelty could only be done by a demon. Day after day people would die, become deformed, and wither away from the disgusting black liquid he injected in every one of us every single day. For what reason? I couldn¡¯t tell you. what I do know is that failing to intake the toxins would kill you are leave you unrecognizably deformed. and if you ended up the former, you''d most likely be sent to be eaten alive in the forest of dread before being promptly replaced with yet another slave. It was horrid. Most slaves would leave looking beastly by the time they were finally discarded. the most recent became I Giant Mass of flesh and disfigured limbs that lay in place I couldn¡¯t even identify due to how far they strayed from the previous humanoid form they possessed about a month ago, it was disgusting. I would have vomited if it wasn¡¯t for the tube shoved down my throat, threatening to claim my life if I even dry heaped, which I was at the threat of doing countless times before. I had first-hand experience witnessing someone die from performing that very action, and for whatever reason, I did my best not to follow suit. I wanted to make it out of this alive. Given my current condition, any person in their right mind might want the release of death. As humanoid as I looked, for the most part, the normalities were few. My flesh was so thin that the slightest graze was capable of breaking the skin, I was a bright pinkish red all over from irritation, and I was swollen from the top of my head to the soles of my feet. If I wasn¡¯t hooked up to an oxygen machine at the moment, I¡¯d probably die from suffocation due to how swollen my throat was. If that wasn¡¯t bad enough, huge pulsing black veins encased my full body entirely. I looked like a big humanoid tumor with eyes and a mouth, and I had a front-row seat in the progression of my ruin due to the green-headed demon¡¯s twisted idea of having the ceiling of the room fully encased in mirrors. The sensation I was feeling at the moment was the worst of it. the constant feeling of irritation and burning all over, as if someone had shredded off all my skin and dipped me in the purest of salt they could find, as they carefully rubbed it in for added effect. It was awful and constant. The only change I felt was whenever the sensation would grow in more intensity, whatever we were being injected with was actively causing our bodies to aggressively fight against it in ways that they shouldn¡¯t be able to. especially given the fact the demon only worked on humans in the 1st stage, so it should downright be impossible. the most surprising part of this is the fact that I''ve lasted this long, I don¡¯t know how long that is honestly, we don¡¯t have clocks or phones at our disposal, but I can tell it had to be around months if not years.Royal Road is the home of this novel. Visit there to read the original and support the author. I don¡¯t know how much more I can take, but the thought of seeing my beautiful sister, if only just one more time, Is the only thing keeping me sane. I fear seeing one of them strapped to one of these stretchers every time he rotates out yet another dead slave, but to be truthful it¡¯s possible they could have been here and died in the first and second rounds of experimentation. I¡¯ve been in five different testing rooms, this one being the fifth, and in all of them, I was being injected with something new, all with different side effects and deformities of their own doing. The first is where I developed these nasty veins; the second, my body and flesh grew weaker and paler; the third, I grew welts and cysts ( one of the only side effects that went away after a while). While the fourth one made me grow inflamed and irritated all over. the current one has me almost superhumanly feverish while not only overworking my immune system but also enhancing it. But from the chatter I heard from the demon responsible for my current condition, I was almost ready for something called the compression stage, which was the last part of my experimentation, before they put me under and bonded me to a slave contract. I dreaded the idea of being forced to do the bidding of this evil green-haired devil. But what choice did I have? I was weak, powerless even. a cursed soul, bound to a bloodline with limitations and an extremely low ascension rate. I was useless, and if whatever was happening to me could help that, it would not be by a big margin; it wasn¡¯t even guaranteed it would help me at all. so what else could I be but a slave to the demon who tortured me? I can only hope that I¡¯d live long enough to be able to at least see my sisters and maybe even hold a needle once again. It is all I truly wanted in life; it is my only dream. A happy thought to escape in to lessen the agony I was in. It did its job if only a little; if I could, I¡¯d probably be screaming right now, but my voice was one of the first things to go. I screamed so much I lost it, but I doubt I¡¯d be able to, given the swelling I¡¯m experiencing and the large tub in my throat. so I¡¯ll dream, hope, and pray with all I have, and hopefully one day. I¡¯ll be free. ¨€¨ˆ?????2 years later?????¨ˆ¨€ An abomination of humanoid beings, laid in a huge 9-meter-long and wide tank, deeply unconscious and disfigured beyond the point of humanly possible, resembling an inflamed balled beast made of an amalgamation of cancerous tumors. Floating about in a blue liquid that was too light to be water but way too thick to be air. on the opposite side of the tank stood a man Observing him on a monitor, which lay in a room of various wires and tubes all through it and the floors, and a metal tank dead center of all the mess, flickering with green, red, and blue light dinging about and echoing off the walls in the very empty room that seemed to only exist for whatever strange contraption the ruined being was now floating in. Outside of the tank, in a room full of wires and screens splayed on most of the walls, stood a man observing the beast in the metal tank and various other rooms, with more ruined being all disfigured in one way or another, as he slammed away on the keyboards below the monitors. ¡°This has to be it I can¡¯t stomach any more failure, I need results. I¡¯m running out of time,¡± spouted the green-haired man as he frantically pressed away on the many buttons and keyboards below the mess of screens And wires. ¡°I can¡¯t wait another 6 years on this shit; one of these trash slaves needs to give some results,¡± The man then pulled up a picture of what the ruined being in the tank looked like before his various experiments as he dotted down and went threw his notes of the specimen in question. comparing and contrasting the many changes, as he marked and x away at some of his many hypotheses. ¡°To think, this one retained some semblance of a humanoid shape. hopefully, that means after the compression process he¡¯ll go back to his farmer slender and feminine physique. The Lord loves the pretty ones; if only I could keep him for myself. hopefully, he''s not the only pretty out of the ten to successfully compress,¡± said the man as he finished up his last bit of contrasting. ¡°OK, that should be enough. so far most of my predictions were wrong, but that¡¯s not a bad thing. if I¡¯m being honest, this one¡¯s the one I was the most pessimistic about. To think that Indeath made it this far. they usually don¡¯t make it past the first stage if I wasn¡¯t so desperate I would have just made him a concubine or laborer. To think he¡¯d be so successful, now all he needs to do is pass one last test, do me proud. pretty boy.¡± The green-haired man then typed in a four-digit code, and a metal hatch sprung open, unveiling a big red button that he pressed with all the theatrics of a renowned actor in the theater. The tank then started to flicker, ring, and steam as the liquid inside glowed with a radiant brightness comparable to that of a shining star. As it did, the being inside began to morph and contort, reshaping and transforming into something new as the man by the screen stared in awe and amazement. ¡°This is unseen, this is the so-called metamorphosis people train for years and decades to even come close to experiencing. How is he, a first stage of all things experiencing it? The most that is supposed to happen is a little light show and some healing, so why is it that his very DNA seems to be reconstructed along with his entire anatomy?¡± said the man as he prepared himself to open the door of the tank the said being was in. In an hour, the being in the contraption was no longer a mass of cancerous flesh, inflation, and peeling skin that was coming off in chunks. In the tank lay an almost divinely beautiful man with a slender toned figure most would drool over, and drool indeed is what the man was looking at the screen did. Readying himself to press the button that springs the door open, before taking a glance at his brain waves and finding the beauty splayed about the floor in the tank to be ¡°inclusive!!!!¡± he said as he dramatically sprung the door open, only to find a complete brain dead beauty laying there as they drooled and stared off in a daze. ¡°Shit, another failure,¡± he said as he pulled out a little metal bud from his pocket, placed it in his ear, and taped at it, causing his eyes to glow slightly for a split second with a blue hue, which felt foreign, giving his eyes were a dark brown color. ¡°Get in here and throw this one in the forest,¡± he said while speaking into a holographic mic icon in front of his mouth. ¡°I¡¯ll be there in 10,¡± said a voice through the buds in his ear. ¡°Make it five, and feed him to some beast with a high poison tolerance. We can¡¯t risk anyone finding any evidence of this, you understand.¡± ¡°got it boss no problem, I¡¯m on my way now,¡± said the man, while what sounded like starting up an engine. chapter 1: (centipede) What¡¯s going on? I thought, my mind a fog as I gathered whatever barings I could grasp. Only to find my mind¡¯s fog staying firm in its haze of confusion, making it a struggle to even distinguish between whether I was waking or falling deeper into a slumber as I constantly awaited Sleep inertia to leave me finally. The feeling of my head endlessly rubbing up against something only rattled my thoughts more. Mushy wet globs of something thick seemed to clunk up more and more on my head as the feeling of my body being in motion continued, and the haze only complicated my ability to identify anything going on. For all I know this is my life, a vessel thrashing about filth unknowing, and constantly in motion. I try and search my brain for anything a name, a memory, a face and all I receive is more haze almost as if it¡¯s acting as a wall keeping me sectioned off from all I am. leaving me with nothing, and growing stronger every time I try to go beyond it. The struggle for control and clarity only wages on in my head as I am determined to go beyond it; I need to, I have to. Something is there I know it. Minutes or maybe hours leave me in its pursuit and progression through the sphere of time, and in my strive for clarity, through my will alone, the littlest droplet of it was able to slip through the cracks. From that I noticed something, my leg, ¡°something touching it,¡± no, something grabbing it tightly, around what I believe could be my ankle as it nudges and pulls at it and had been for a while now, long before I noticed it, I guess I can thank the haze for not know till now. The question of the hour which was only now apparent to me, was if whatever was grabbing me could be responsible for this nauseating sensation, which might I added happen to be slightly plaguing me with a faint case of motion sickness. ¡°Is something pulling me?¡± I thought,¡± Can I move it?¡± I asked myself. I then began trying to access what little will I had to try and move, if even a little only for all the will I mustered to do nothing. The sensation continued only now I find my head being mulled through grime and muck, but at other times something hard and semi-dry. letting me know I most likely was being dragged about the floor. What confused me though, was this putrid smell of something intoxicating and slightly painful due to it stinging to breathe in a bit; I won¡¯t lie the sensation felt somewhat nice, or at least a better feeling than whatever was rubbing against my head excessively, which hopeful would end soon, giving at the time i found myself riddled with endless questions, I''d like them answer. Ones Like, ¡°Who am I? Where am I? And what exactly is going on at this moment?¡± All valid and pressing questions I''d like answered in stable grown. As well as ones I couldn¡¯t even guess the answers to given the fact that I can¡¯t even see at the moment. I don¡¯t know why I can¡¯t see anything. Do I even have the will to try and do that? I thought before effortlessly opening them with a minimal will. ¡°Oh,¡± I exclaimed. ¡°I guess the clarity I received helped a little more than¡..¡± Green, brown, orange¡ªall these colors aggressively infiltrated my eyes as I slowly began deciphering the origins of where colors were coming from. The sun soon burns its light into my retina as I challenge it and continue to stare into its gaze. The sky is radiant with its blue color, moving ever so slightly as I move opposite of its current. The trees are slightly blocking the view, illuminated by the sun¡¯s embrace, and birds fly about the Tress, gliding with all their grace. All speeding by, as I am still in motion, As I blink away, side to side, up and down, around and around, as I move my eyeballs and eyelids, excited to finally have control over a part of my body, I then decided to look at my leg area, and before I can get a good look it happens, all the sensation came to a halt and was replaced with the feeling of a strong gust of wind rushing me in the face as I am swung in the air, likely being thrown by something, or someone. As this is happening, I catch a glimpse of a haze mask for a brief moment before being fully slung about and landing on what I now know is the floor. Hard, and Danm did it hurt, but I¡¯ve felt worse, although I don¡¯t know where, due to the still very strong wall of haze caging me in my own oblivion. With a slight ache in my back, I find myself now not only in more filth but in a wet pool of muck and dirt that¡¯s absolutely riddled with strange purple splotches, which strangely enough seemed to stain quite a bit of the floor I¡¯ve seen before I was thrown, as well different skins and bones of what I believe could be beast. Which is all very uncomfortable to be laid in, but The smell coming from it was Almost divine. It was also pretty unpleasant for my throat and lungs, given the fact that the sting had now upgraded to a burning sensation. It¡¯s not an awful one, but it¡¯s still quite painful. Minutes passed as I sat in the pool of muck, slowly turning into hours¡ªlong hours¡ªof useless attempts to progress, dwindling down at the haze, leaving me still very much in a state of disorientation. This could all be a dream, and I wouldn¡¯t be the wiser. What I am certain about, though, dream or not, is that I am very much in danger. Motionlessly splayed on the floor, within the hours of lying in this muck, I started to hear something. It was too faint for me to distinguish, but as time went on.If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it. It only got louder and more recognizable. Footstep. Well, more like stumps. Every step taken caused a slight tremble, as whatever was casing it scurried in my direction, rapid and rushed. It actually felt as if a number of something was rushing toward me, and that only sounded more apparent the closer they got. Minutes pass, and at this point, I¡¯m starting to wonder if I could be wrong. maybe it was some kind of earthquake due to how violent and indistinguishable the sound has gotten. My body was shaking from the aggressive reverberation of the ground around me, into soon, directly above me. I can see them, various creatures crashing into one another, as they frantically and violently begin fighting, desperately trying to get to something. With my limited view, I can only imagine what it is, that is, until I feel a strong bit at my side, followed by a wave of energy, and then this feeling of dread and pain in my side, before it quickly stops altogether. Then whatever bit me falls on top of me, immovable with all its weight. It doesn¡¯t bother me too much, but it isn¡¯t comfortable either, and this only happens more and more as the weight gets less bearable. as more beast frantically run over, hoping to get a taste of, I guess, me, as they fight more, take more bites of me, and strangely feeding me more energy, as they fall limp on me, the more it happens, the more I remember. First, there¡¯s my name, Aubrey, which I received from a memory of me being called by a woman. And like that, an avalanche of more comes crashing in¡ªand without much context, might I add? Luckily, so far, all are what I assume to be fond memories, many of them of four women: one older, two younger but older than me, and the last younger than us all. Most of us are frantically putting needles to thread and making various garments, while others of us are out and about having various fun outings and fond moments with each other. All of these memories were accompanied by the feelings and thoughts I had in those moments, from which I was able to find out a few things, like their names, who they all were, and what I used to do, occupation-wise. However, it still felt distant and foreign, most likely due to the haze still doing its best to keep me from anything crucial. Unfortunately, I didn¡¯t have much time to think them over and try and make more leeway to dissect what was happening and what I was remembering because, before I knew it, bursting out of the ground was what looked like a red and black centipede about several Meters big, quickly burst up meters above me, before slamming into my body and cradling me in its many arms while, simultaneously burrowing me and it into the ground. I didn¡¯t see much of it, given my face was buried in their abdomen, but I could feel All the dirt and rocks grazing and cutting at my back at break speed. I could somehow sense that this insect was not all that strong compared to the beast I was previously dealing with, but It didn¡¯t matter, as I was a vegetable. So, I was still terrified. And give the facts. I could tell where ever it was taking, and had a cluster of more similar pests, ready to feed on me, I was right to be so. the closer we got, the stronger their presence became; into, boom!! bursting through what felt like concrete, I fell into a cushion of hard-shelled hundred-legged insects that all went straight into trying to devour me, only to fall limp one after another, feeding me more energy and memories. Who I am started to get clear as the haze¡¯s structured wall began to weaken. Every bite, my birthday, my favorite color, morals, life lessons, and skills all began to become more apparent up into the last bite I received¡ªthe hundredth one, to be exact. I counted. I was fully able to remember who I was, what I wanted, what I enjoyed, who I loved, and what happened to me. I remember, and I won¡¯t want them to pay, but some haze still remained. I still can¡¯t move, and motor skills and things like that seem to still be lost to me. I¡¯ve upgraded to some jaw action, but that¡¯s all. ¡°that dammed demon really threw me away. for what?¡± I spoke aloud. ¡°I¡¯m still alive. Was I not able to take in any more of the fluid?¡± I thought over what I had just asked for a bit. ¡°can¡¯t be, could it? I don¡¯t feel that horrid sensation as I did before. Did I go completely numb,¡± no,¡± I can still feel the dead carcasses around me, the beating of my heart, the pumping of my blood, and the Qi coursing through. ¡°Oh my goddess!!! How do I have so much, did the experiment work, how? and if so why would they discarded me? it makes no sense. I thought.¡± Unfortunately for me, I wouldn¡¯t be finding out much anytime soon; there were more centipedes, but they all left once they realized that trying to eat me would kill them, so no more energy from that didn¡¯t seem to do much anyway. I guess I need to consolidate all this Qi. Maybe I can finally make it to the second stage. I¡¯ll probably even make it to its peak or even the third stage. To think, I thought this would never be possible with my dead bloodline, but for some reason, I doesn¡¯t even feel as it did before anymore. It seems like it somehow evolved. If only I could muster up some strength to see in what way. For some reason, I can¡¯t even access my Qi. How weird. not to mention the hunger I¡¯m suddenly feeling, and within minutes, its Quickly starting to become agonizing, as if the acid in my stomach is becoming too hot for my body to contain, as the grumbling splashes it about aggressively, and I can literally feel it reverberating throughout my body, and it feels as if it¡¯s getting ready to burn right through me, and as time goes on it only gets worse, but I can¡¯t, all I have in reach is the centipede abdomen lying slightly arched above my face, but I refuse, it¡¯s an insect, of all things, I have to have some dignity. Grumble!! grumble!! goes my belly. I can feel my body weakening as my stomach groans and the haze recuperates its strength. ¡°Oh shit, of all things. don¡¯t tell me I might die if I don¡¯t partake.¡± Grumble!! Grumble!! my stomach sounds off, threatening to eat me alive if I don¡¯t comply. ¡°I¡ I guess it can¡¯t be helped,¡± I said aloud. ¡°may the goddess forgive me¡± chomp!! Chomp!! The energy from the bites sent a truckload of energy, slamming into my body with full force, and then, just like that. I had some finger mobility, another chump!! And there goes another one. Surprisingly, the Insect tasted sweet; it had a similar taste to that of a blueberry but with a little spice to it. honestly, it was delicious, so I ate more and more, till soon I could feel a toe, eight more fingers, and an arm, and that¡¯s when it happened: I went ravenous, unnaturally eating the centipedes whole in minutes only to go on to eat more of the Insect in my sight as I crawled about the floor almost animal-like, I was as frantic as the animals that wished to claim my life, in only what felt like few 7 hours, or so. I had eaten all a hundred of the insects. Once I finished, I finally gained control and was able to stand, but as soon as I did, a feeling of exhaustion hit me in waves, threatening to claim my consciousness, most like the work of that nasty little wall of haze that was still somewhat prevalent. So I hunched over a bit and went back to feeling somewhat fine, but one thing was for sure: if I wanted to gain full strength, I needed more. chapter 2: (blood) ¡°OK, let¡¯s just take this slow,¡± I said. ¡°Left foot,¡± I stopped and waited before continuing into. ¡°right foot.¡± And Being hit with yet another wave of exhaustion before starting over and instead trying. ¡°Right foot, left foot.¡± And doing so without getting lightheaded. This is where I lived as I tried to find a comfortable walking pattern that wouldn¡¯t cause yet another spell of exhaustion. It wasn¡¯t going terribly. I was making progress in more ways than one. Getting the hang of walking was delightful, of course. I¡¯d even successfully fought back against the haze a bit more, which was an improvement. But the most shocking of them was one I had been oblivious to since I awoke. Poison resistance: This underground ruin I found myself in was infested with not only the scent of poison but poisonous spores also littered the air I was breathing in, which I had been privy to due to my previous work as a seamstress. I tended to buy it from a local curer because of the vibrant purple dye you can make with its spores; most people know it as the purple death, and sometimes by its scientific name, Thanatoviolet. It is a dangerous poison that, if not for the filtering process performed by a local curer, I¡¯d be dead right now; it would have started with first inflaming my lungs while simultaneously causing me to go through full body-induced paralysis, which did nothing for the pain, I believe it¡¯s actually supposed to make it worse if your lucky: you might die from suffocation well before the burning starts, but if luck isn¡¯t your friend then the pain that misfortune gifts you is the only outcome. And immobile, soundless victim to the very blood that swims in your veins as it burns you from within. Induced by the acidifying of your blood as it corrodes and eats through every body system you hold¡ªall within an hour. Bleak, isn¡¯t it? And to think such a vicious murderer is just a bunch of micro-sized mushrooms that tragically drown themselves in their own spores. A little underwhelming for such a dangerous poison; regardless of that, the point is that these spores are not filtered, and somehow, I¡¯m only experiencing a pleasant and intoxicating smell and a slight stinging sensation, which felt terrific. And given how I felt an hour or two ago, it was almost nonexistent in comparison, and the number of spores in the air had tripled what it was in the forest. Why was this? Who knows. But one thing is for sure. The fact that I can breathe at all right now is unheard of. If not filtered, given the fact that Once you breathe in its spores, it kills you. Moments ago, when the haze was at its strongest, I smelt and felt something similar to what I¡¯m feeling now; I didn¡¯t think much of it. Due to the cognitive trap I found myself confined to, but now that I could think through completely non-disorientated thoughts, understanding the cause of those sensations made me feel a little embarrassed that I hadn¡¯t reached this conclusion earlier. I won¡¯t beat myself up over it, given my cognitive state at the time, but unfortunately, I was still somewhat disappointed in my previous lack of discernment, that fact aside. I now know that I somehow can breathe in poisonous spores, and the better I get, the stronger that resistance becomes, which is an exciting revelation given the fact that most super herbs and plants tend to be highly toxic but with a high poison tolerance, you can eat the best of them without having to have them cured and losing the best of their properties. As fun as that sounded, it didn¡¯t mean much if I couldn¡¯t walk like an average person. As of right now, I was hunched over like a war-hardened elder, and any attempt at sitting up straight would just cause yet another episode of a strong case of vertiginous, so I just decided to walk as is. I don¡¯t know how safe it would be doing so, but at least I know I¡¯m somehow immune to being eaten. Why that was is truly beyond me; I didn¡¯t even know where to start investigating it. ¨€¨ˆ?????2 hours later ?????¨ˆ¨€ I finally could walk without getting woozy, which was an improvement, but I was still hunched over, like the hag of old; the big stick I decided to use as a cane Only made that fact even more true. At least that¡¯s how I feel; I haven¡¯t seen a reflection of any sort since I¡¯ve been down here, and the lighting situation wasn¡¯t all that great. So I most likely wasn¡¯t going to see one any time soon, but one success at a time, I guess, as my mother would say. All is not given at once. Wise words, but ones I wish weren¡¯t true. I was walking at least, and as I did, I could feel the presence of thousands of centipedes all around me, crawling about the walls and the floors. They weren¡¯t attacking, but their gazes felt hostile. Fortunately, that didn¡¯t matter too much. Looks can¡¯t kill: at least there¡¯s can¡¯t. I¡¯m sure there is some martial monster somewhere that can do that. Unfortunately, their refusal to take a bite out of me was pretty dreadful. I needed to eat them, and now, if possible. I was nowhere near satiated, and I feared that if I didn¡¯t, sometime soon, I would most likely regress. The thought of maybe provoking them crossed my mind. Still, there was no guarantee that it would lead to even one of them taking a bite out of me. Especially given the reality that they were now aware of the dangers of doing so; there¡¯s also the fact that I can only see a foot or something in front of me. So, trying to successfully coerce them into biting me was out of the question, given the verity that just one of them was capable of crushing me with just their body if they needed to.Stolen novel; please report. The Qi running through their channels was most definitely above the scope of me defeating in this state if only I resembled the hag of old in more than just in appearance. I can only pray that the dark lady may bless me with subsistence so that, maybe, if only by her grace, I may be satiated. I¡¯m guessing they work on some type of hive mine in my full two hours of walking. Not even one of them tried to attack me, and worst of all, I had no idea where I was; all I had for the frame of reference was the cracking stoned floors. Which honestly was interesting given most things are made of lithium metal, steel, or Gradual, which is just a bunch of grained-up metals and minerals made into fine concrete that makes up most of the roads and streets. To see anything made of stone for anything other than decor or antics was unheard of. The idea of being in a cave with what looked like man-made stoned floors was unlikely. So I¡¯m most likely in some kind of tome of a temple of old; what time of old was anyone truly guessing? It could be the time of the hag or the age of the dark lady. Did it matter? This is the rarest of finds either way, given that it was hundreds of thousands of years ago since any of these times; there¡¯s definitely something worthwhile down here, not without obstacles, Unfortunately. There are most likely some real nasty ancient beasts down here, things I probably couldn¡¯t survive taken bite from, even if I did happen to kill them with my anti-bite, or whatever might my rear affliction be called; what truly mattered was my safety, given all the spores down here. I can make a pretty good guess that these creatures are all poisonous, which you¡¯d think wouldn¡¯t be a problem for me, but honestly, you never know. My vision is drastically limited at the moment, not that seeing would be all that helpful. I¡¯m not a combative spiritualist, and I barely can even do low-level infusing, but for whatever reason. I strongly feel like I know where I¡¯m headed. Logically, I know I don¡¯t, unfortunately, the misguided sense of comfort and the threatening warm feeling of trust, as if I somehow felt safe while haggishly limping my way into the very jaws of danger herself. With luck, I¡¯ll find something helpful, and if misfortune rears his head, I¡¯ll be smashed to a pulp. As I¡¯m getting closer to what has to be some hypnosis technique, I feel the presence of multiple very dangerous auras. I¡¯ve always been good at discerning whether something is dangerous. But this is my first time feeling it on such an eerie level. I don¡¯t know if my ability to do so has just heightened or if I¡¯m just that much in danger, but regardless, I¡¯m going to keep heading this way; I¡¯m unfortunately too weak to even try to resist. And the closer I get, the stronger the delusion of peace gets. As if a long lost piece of me, once violently stolen and ripped from my very flesh. Blooded and battered, with the wombs of its efforts, but now countless failures be dammed, here I am, finally. If only by the skin of its teeth, it found me and beacon out all its dread and relief my way. Arms open for our much-awaited Reunion. Convincing. The feeling, anyway, the story alone is quite vague: what was ripped from me, and by? Who, and why? But I guess it didn¡¯t matter because, regardless, my body was still reacting to it, like a moth to a flame. I¡¯m surprised I¡¯m even conscious and not full-on mindlessly trudging toward it, violently complicit in its advances Sadly, the closer I got and the more danger I could sense, the more I felt I needed it even more. So I walked through stone insects and what I believe is grass¡ªvery long, untamed grass that is now up to my chin, which was disturbing. Given the fact that somewhere close, there was definitely something that could kill me in seconds, I was getting the urge to run. Although my body was still as hopeless, determined, and unfaltering as ever, it was an interesting turn of events given that the old me would have never even gotten this close to whatever was forcing me to come to it. The feeling of insects and plants all over my naked form itself was dissuading. The buzzing air-born insects traversed my head, and none of it bothered my body one bit; my mind and body were two separate entities at the moment, my mind highly concerned while my body was eager and desperate. I was nothing but a passenger while my mind was a pilot, one without the credentials to do so, as it piloted me to my doom, and I could do nothing but accept my fate. Now, as I limp about, I am hoping to stand up just a bit and maybe fall uncontrollably so that I may not die, only to walk deeper into the grass as it slowly rises past my head and beyond the entirety of my body, walking who knows where. Given the floor was still very much stone, I at least knew I was still in the tome or temple. The grass blades were now wet with something thick and slightly sticky, and surprisingly, I hadn¡¯t been attacked. I was damp but unharmed, at least. I couldn¡¯t tell you why that was; there was a point when I thought I might after I felt the colossal figure of what I believe was a centipede. However, it was humongous and way bigger than maybe the ones I ate combined and bursting with Qi, so much so I couldn¡¯t guess its stage, but surprisingly, it just passed by and left me to my own devices As assured as that was, the true danger was just minutes away. As I drew closer, the wetness only increased, and the stinging in my throat was now a burn, painful, signifying the flames I was being drawn to were only seconds away from indulging me in their flame. Red beamed through thick blades of grass, and I finally could see more than my feet and the floor, although everything was coated in red by the looming light. Sill limping through the grass as I watched while what looked like red liquid dripped from my hair and leaked down and moistened the entirety of my nude body as it clung to my skin and dried in some places. Others still dripped and leaked down my body as bugs still cradled about my flesh, slipping and sticking to my skin, as others just crawled about me freely, some smaller centipedes along with a few strange winged bugs. With large wings with beautiful patterns and a fury body and head There were other smaller bugs that I couldn¡¯t quite make out¡ªprobably nothing I knew formerly. The closer I got to the light, the fewer bugs crawled about me, although none of them seemed to hurt me. It was the best feeling, but unfortunately, I had a new problem, one separate from the looming threat only moments away. Although most of the liquid on my body had dried up, which felt rather familiar, soon the wondering of unplaced familiarity didn¡¯t matter once I noticed that I now seemed to be walking in a pool of it, which with every step only got deeper. Coming up on the end of the tree-length grass, I could see that I had a way of it to walk through, as well as what I assumed was the progenitor of the red light. Giving its hug looming ray, illuminating everything around it, it lay in the middle of a river of the liquid I¡¯d been trudging through, hovering above a stone pillar in what looked like a translucent doom. Behind it was a beastly huge millipede, endlessly spraying and gushing out the liquid I slowly seemed to be descending into, as its venomous blood burned with more intensity with every step. Whatever might happen from here, whether I drown in blood or be destroyed while forcibly being made to free whatever is trapped in that prism, I only pray this ¡°black lady of the night, war-born mother, bless me so that I may live through your will. And protect me with your grace, this I offer, oh gracious dark lady¡± chapter 4 : (hopeless) Finally, after years of being entrapped in my repetition, playing through every failure, success, life choice, and lover. All consecutively, one after another in a multitude of different sequences and beats. but still all the same past experiences, hopes, and wishes. it was maddening, and I had successfully become hopeless. although the idea of insanity was freighting the constant fear of forever being confined within myself for eternity, was even more so. Every reach and attempt of freedom only failing made this fear even more certain, and what use was sanity if it met yet more decades of the same dance? At least insanity was a promise of a certain bliss and an escape into the soft pillow of ignorance.