《Yours truly,Lotus》 Prolouge~ How clich茅....(dont read this if you dont want to waste your time) (this chapter includes k-pop fangirling and also other stuff fangirling,so sorry if you don''t understand,i totally understand) I was sitting on my bed eating Pizza Hut and watching some Pewdiepie videos,when i finished watching his latest video finding nothing to do i decided to listen to my favorite K-Pop group called Bigbang.Bigbang is a South Korean boy band formed by YG Entertainment. Consisting of members G-Dragon, T.O.P, Taeyang,Daesung, and Seungri. As i clicked on their Youtube channel,my breath caught in my throat and i stared wide eyed at the screen. After finally calming down i started to tear and then i cried.Finally,FINALLY AFTER 3 YEARS THEY HAD THEIR COMEBACK!! i was so happy that i forgot the delicious slice of pizza in my hand and it started to get cold. After watching Loser and Bae bae''s MV i was at my best mood.Loser was a sad heartbreaking song that i cried again at and Bae bae was a nice song but the MV was very silly and sexual. "AHHH,GD oppa oh my god you look so freaking CUTE when you smile!! SEUNGRI YOU LOOK SOOO HOT WITH WHITE HAIR!! YOU REALLY REMIND ME OF KANEKI KEN FROM TOKYO GHOUL!! TAEYANG OH MY GOD THOSE SNAKE BITES LOOK HOT ON YOUR FULL LIPS!! I JUST WANT TO KISS YOUR LIPS!! T.O.P you haven''t changed BUT YOU''RE STILL AS HANDSOME AS EVER!! DAESUNG OHHH MY DAESUNG!! WHEN THEY BEAT YOU IN Loser''s MV I CRIED SO HARD!! YOU LOOK SOO MYSTERIOUS AND ATTRACTIVE WITH BANGS COVERING YOUR EYES!!." I kept fangirling over and over and kissing their posters that i failed to notice that my door opened and a small presence was standing there. "B-big sister,can we go to the park and play?" My cute little brother said while fidegting. Oh my GD he is the cutest thing ever!! How could i say no? "Of course moshi,(his name is mark) wait for big sister to get changed and lets go okay?" i said while hiding the picture of taeyang''s shirtless body behind my back. "O-okay" He said and gave me a small smile and then he left. I quicky got up from my bed and entered my walk-in closet. i chose to wear a black long sleeved top and a hoodie and as for pants i wore a pair of skinny jeans,i put my hair in a loose but tight bun and put some mascara and lip gloss on. I wore a pair of black converse and i put the hoodie over my head,i grabbed a book and descended down the stairs and quickly went to my car. This story has been taken without authorization. Report any sightings. When i arrived i found Mark waiting infront of it. I quickly opened the car and drove to our destination. When we arrived i let Mark go meet his friends and i sat down on a bench and started reading a new Fantasy book that i found in the library. I was enjoying my book when i heard a scream,i quickly shot up when i realized it was Mark''s voice and using my super big sister protection instincts i pinpointed where his voice came from.i ran and ran until i spotted a man sitting on a bench,he had gray hair and kind hazel brown eyes. this seems strangely suspicious,why would a man sit on a bench reading the newspaper,did he not hear the scream? I walked over to him and asked " excuse me,can i sit down here with you?" I said with the sweetest voice ever. "Of course,its free" he said with a warm smile. When i sat down i immediately smelled my brothers scent on him,call me crazy or whatever but this man...WHY THE FUCK DOES HE HAVE MY ANGELS SCENT ON HIM?!!,i grabbed a hidden knife and jumped on the man,i put the knife next to his throat and said in a threatning voice "What the fuck did you do to my little brother?" I said while giving him a cold glare. he started trembling and then stopped as he seemed to remember something,he gave a grin and said in a relaxed tone "never show your back t--" before he continued,i slit his throat open and the blood gushed out and splashed on my face. I am not dumb to know that he can''t possibly be alone because how can he tie 3 kids and sit down as nothing happend in such a short time? I turned around expecting someone with a gun or a knife but no one,no one was there. I looked back at the corpse and suddenly my chest started to hurt so much and i started to see black spots in my vision.when i fell down the last thing i saw was my little brother. i was relieved but then a shiver ran down my spine,he.... my little 13 year old brother was looking at me with cold eyes and with a gun in his soft hands,he said was as much hatred he could muster "i hate you,because of you,mother is gone" Those heartbreaking tears of his were the last thing i saw before falling into the cold hands of death. AN:Ok so her killing a man easily and stuff like that is so random,lol Please dont read this. .... ........................... Chapter 1~ The picture of my brother''s tears flashed through my mind. I should be sad or angry,or maybe heartbroken,but strangely,i feel nothing. I hated being a human anyway,humans are disgusting (except bigbang),,the only thing that kept me going was brother. Now that he killed me my mask is finally broken,i don''t have to fake smiles at old women,or babysit stupid kids that don''t even know how to eat,i can finally be in peace,i don''t have to see their stupid faces,but the problem is.... where the hell am i?! i looked around me,wait can i even see? I can only see darkness around me,it seems like i can''t see or feel anything!! If this continues i may go insane!!! Suddenly,a person came out of nowhere,this person had a beautiful golden long hair,porcelain white skin,midnight blue eyes with a light around the irises that seemed like stars lighting the dark night. and also he had a warm smile,yep i had to say that because when i saw the person''s smile i felt all warm and cozy inside,this proves that i can see,thank god!! The reason why i call this person ''this person'' is because this person has an androgynous face,its very beautiful and handsome in the same time,i will just assume he is a he. He is wearing a silk white cloak that was very long and made his hair look even more majestic. The person looked amused and said "Mary,it''s nice to finally meet you,also i don''t have a gender so you can think of me as a Male or a Female" he smiled excitedly,so i can hear as well,i am feeling better already. "Uhhh,how do you know my name? And ''finally''? What do you mean? Also do you know where are we,and how did you know i was wondering about your gender?" I asked in a confused tone. He chuckled and said "i know your name because ,i am god so you''re like an open book to me,i know what you''re thinking and your past and perhaps future but i won''t see it because it will spoil the fun!! And currently we are in a dimension i created and you are dead,in other words you''re now a soul,as to why i said ''finally'' is a little secret you have to find out yourself"He looked at me waiting for my reaction. ''fun''? What does he mean? I decided to ignore it and i simply nodded and said "Ok so god,am i going to hell or heaven? I am losing my sanity here!!" i said in an unenthusiastic tone,i really want to go from here. He said while pouting cutely like a little kid "Ehhhh,you seriously think a god will simply come to meet a soul to just let them go? I came here because i want to make a deal with you". A deal? fair enough. "What is the deal,god?" I said curiously. "So i decided to give you a second chance,in other words you are going to reincarnate.i am not doing this because i am bored or something,it''s because humans are bothering me and i wanted someone to put them in their places,i looked deep inside your soul and found a strong hatred for humans that can even freeze hell''s fire!! So since you are the best choice for this i decided to enjoy watching humans suffer and in the same time you would be able to vent your anger in them,but you will be sent into another world where humans are several times worse than the humans that were in your world,also there will be alot of other races,,so do you acce--" i cut his sentence and answered immediately without bothering to hide the excitement in my voice "I ACCEPT!!" Stolen from its original source, this story is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings. I said while drooling and dreaming about how i could torture them. "Oh right,i forgot to say,if you make me proud i will give you 5 wishes,but you will be starting your life from scratch,that means you will be a baby,so work hard!!" He said with a mischievous smile on his face. Hmmm,that would be hard i guess,can we even please gods? "Can you tell me about the world? I would like every detail,please" "Sure darling,i thought you would never ask that but i can''t give you alot of details,but here are some of the basics.So the world is called Valryss (AN: from here onwards the names of people or countries or powere are names i created myself,if its similar to someone''s names then it''s completely coincidental) Valryss is a world 10 times bigger than Earth,half of it is undiscovered. There are alot of races but here are some of the main ones: Humans,Demons(or devils),Faeries(or fairies),Elves(Wood elves,Moon elves,High elves,etc),Vampires,Beastmen(Werewolves,werecats etc)Dwarves,Orcs,Goblinoids,and many many other races. A little fact is that humans are estimated to be above 40 billion,so to learn more about the world you have to go in an adventure!! Discovering the unknown and creating allies from different races,isn''t that awesome and exciting?" He said excitedly. I sighed internally,10 times bigger than earth? Yay how exciting!! I thought sarcastically.Even as an 1000 year old woman i wouldn''t be able to explore the whole world!! "So god,what am i going to be?"i asked puzzled "Hmm,lets leave that to fate,shall we?" He said with a knowing smirk,fuck you god. He rolled his eyes but was back to his cheerful personality again."So shall we start,darling?"He said excitedly again. "Sure whatever,oh right!!before i go,please take care of my brother!!i forgive him."I said with a sad smile. "Yeah,of course,he will be fine,he had a job secretly so he can manage"He assured me with a warm smile. After that,the non-existent ground under me shattered like glass and i fell down somewhere,i was falling for what felt like years until i slammed into something warm. AN:hope you enjoyed!! i really have no idea if i wrote this chapter good or something so please tell me how i can improve!!enjoy the next chapters!! :D expect another chapter.
I noticed i wrote '',,'' alot of times by mistake,its because i keep deleting or adding stuff,do you prefer long or short chapters?i can write long ones if you like,if you want long chapters then the max will be 10,000 words (i will use wattpad to count) so iam not sure if thats alot but heh Chapter 2~ my wolf AN: Okay so sorry for late update,i had exams and i just finished yesterday. I am supposed to be in school now (its 11:10) but im sick and have a cold so im absent. I will post a kinda long chapter so yeah! By the way im so uncreative in killing ways so im gonna use a few ones from Mortal Kombat Fatalities so yeahh sorry. ¡è¡ö¡õ?? Chapter 2~Part 1: Since i am going to be reincarnated that means i am going to be a baby. I don''t really think this is going to be fun.... I opened my eyes expecting a doctor or my parents or something,but what i saw instead shocked me. I saw trees,lots of gigantic trees! The trees had purple bark glowing a soft pink and the leaves were a magical neon blue. *AN: ( ) will be used for thinking, " " talking and '' '' telepathy or notes or stuff,i''ll tell you later.* (Where am i? Where are my parents?) But even though i was kinda confused but i enjoyed every bit of the scenery infront of me. It''s like i am in a magical forest,well i guess i am. Since i am in a baby''s body lets train it a bit so i can move and explore and maybe find out what is going on. I wiggled my fingers and waved my arms around,i moved my legs up and down and turned my head slowly around. When i finished a transparent green box appeared infront of me. --------------------------- 1+ Strength --------------------------- --------------------------- 1+ Stamina --------------------------- Heh,so it''s like those mmorpg games,interesting i think i''m going to have fun!! I want to check out my status but i think i will move my body more. I continued to move my body in different ways for about what i think is a month amount of time. My strength and stamina were increased 5 times and i leveled up once. i also found out how to check out my status and it really is like a game! -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Name: ??? Race: ??? Age: 1 month Title: Universal Alignment: Neutral Class: ??? Gender: Female ¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã Level: 2 Strength: 16 Vitality: 10 Dexterity: 10 Stamina: 16 Mana: 10 Wisdom: 10 Intelligence: 12 Luck: 0 ¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã¡ã Attack: 0 Defense: 0 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- (Why is there ??? In my name? Does that mean...i am an abandoned child? I don''t have a name?) Well i don''t care as long as i am not a human. I crawled out the basket that i was laying in and crawled to a nearby river. I looked down at my reflection and was kind of shocked. My right eye was a colour mix between blood red and dark purple,my left eye was a golden/white colour. My ears were pointy and long and i had white ghost pale skin. My lips were cherry red and i barely had hair but it''s black. But that''s not what shocked me,what shocked me was something on my body. It was a tattoo. The tattoo was a red blood lotus flower on the right side of my neck.it emitted a dark and threatning glow. On the place where my heart is,there was a beautiful star like thingand under it was a wavy line of yellow swirls that reached until my thigh. It had a really beautiful colour and it also emitted a glow but it was peaceful and majestic. By the way i am naked. I snapped back to reality when i heard a sound. I turned around and a big beautiful wolf was coming slowly through the bushes,it had a strange blue fur and it looked amazing with the trees in the background. I quickly dove in the river,luckily it wasn''t a really deep one so even i can stay here for a while. I watched cautiously as the wolf moved closer and when it was finally out i gasped. The wolf had cuts all over it and it was missing a leg!! I had a soft spot for animals so this hit me right in the spot. I quickly got out of the river and crawled to the wolf. The wolf was surprised and it took a cautious stand. I waved my hands around to say it will be alright and it seemed like it understood. I crawled to a tree and grabbed a few leaves that fell before. I grind the leaves into a pasty state i looked back to the wolf,it was sitting on the ground looking curiously at me. I continued to crawl until i reached the wolf. "Can i touch you?" I said wondering if it could understand me. The wolf nodded it''s head and i took that as a yes. I slowly and gently put the paste on the wolf''s cuts and when i finished the cuts disappeared. While i was moving around i accidently fell and i hurt my knee so i randomly put the leaves on and it surprisingly had a healing effect!! That''s how i knew it had a healing effect. The wolf looked surprised and looked at me with an amused look on it''s face. I smiled at it and crawled until i was near it''s chest and i gave it the biggest hug i could give. When i hugged it i heard something,i immediately realized it was it''s heart!! The problem was the heart beats were....slow. I looked at the wolf in shock and it stared back at me with a tired look on it''s face. It brought its face next to mine and put it''s head on my neck. We stayed like that for a while until the wolf shocked me yet again. "Thank you,i really needed someone in my last moments even if they weren''t my family. I will be dying soon,can you please take care of my pup? We were attacked by lions and it was hurt badly,i left it sleeping and when it wakes up it shall follow my scent until here. It will be sad but i want you to stay with it until death tears you apart" The wolf asked me with a hint of sadness in it''s eyes. The same green transparent box appeared before me. *AN:[ ] for quests* [Quest: Stay with Lucine''s pup. Lucine''s pack was attacked by lions and everybody died except Lucine and her pup, Lucine couldn''t survive because it had recieved a fatal wound in her organs. Lucine asked you to protect and stay with her pup until death tears you apart,do you accept?] (What? Since when did wolves talk? Oh right i am in a fantasy world,wow i''m a genius,also her name is Lucine huh,and a quest right of the bat. I guess having a companion wouldn''t hurt so much,also a wolf? They are like one of my favorite animals!! ) i thought happily. I stroked Lucine''s fur and replied reassuring her. "I accept,don''t worry,i will be with it forever" i smiled warmly at her. "Thank you,i cannot repay you enough! Oh right,when i die you can skin my fur and use it as clothes,you may get diseases if you stay naked for a long time. My fur is special so it can warm you in cold days and makes it feel cold in hot days,also my fangs are a beautiful pearly colour and they are very sharp,you can use them as an accessory or a weapon" Lucine said in a proud and in the same time a motherly tone. (Me? Skin an animal? HAH! Not until million years) "No! I cannot do that!! It would pain my heart!! Also what will your pup think of me?" I said trying to refuse. "It''s okay,don''t worry,if you won''t do it i will be hurt and sad" "Why would you be hurt and sad?" "Because i wouldn''t be good enough for you" After that we argued for a while and suddenly Lucine coughed blood. I was panicking but then the wolf patted my head. "Please,it''s my dying..wish...also..please...t-take c-care..of...Azory.." Lucine said while she closed her eyes. My eyes teared but i held them in. I haven''t known her for a long time but i really liked her. I think Azory is the pup''s name. With my emotionless face that doesn''t want to show sadness,i took the wolf to the river and slowly took it''s fangs and skinned it. After i finished,i grabbed the fur coat and hugged it tightly. I took the skinless wolf to the land again and i quickly made a grave for it.i recieved 5 strengh points for all the work i have done. After i buried Lucine,i sat down on the ground and snuggled to Lucine''s beautiful blue fur coat. I fell asleep just like that with tears threatning to fall down. When i woke up,i was greeted with big pairs of crystal blue eyes looking at me. I don''t know why but a sense of complete and happiness came over me.I stared into it''s eyes for a while until i decided to talk. "Are you Azory?" I asked curiously. "....Yes" Azory replied with a soft boyish tone. "Then,do you know what happend?" I asked stupidly. (Of course he doesn''t i mean he wasn''t h) my thoughts were interrupted by Azory''s reply. "Yes,i followed mother and i heard and saw everything,so you are going to be my caretaker,right?" He said with a hidden sadness in his voice. {Would you add Azory to your party?} "Yes..." I couldn''t take it anymore and engulfed him with a tight hug. But when i hugged him he howled in pain. Oh right silly me,he was hurt. I let him go and crawled to the leaves and came back to him quickly. I did the same and his cuts and bruises were healed quickly. "Forgive me for what i have done to your mother" i said with an apologetic and sad look on my face. "It''s okay,so what is your name?" He said trying to change the subject. When i was going to answer i suddenly remembered i didn''t have a name. I''m not going to use my past life name because it was the name of a human. Enjoying this book? Seek out the original to ensure the author gets credit. "I.....don''t have a name" i said in a low and weak voice. He stared at me questioningly but he shrugged it off probably thinking it was something personal. "You can call me whatever you like" i said with a small smile. He looked at me and then he noticed the red lotus on my neck. "Then..i will call you Lotus" he said with what seemed like a grin. "Okay..." i said with a smile. (It''s a pretty good name,but i wonder what does these tattoos mean) "Sooo...what now?" Azory asked in a bored tone. "Huh?" I was confused "I mean,what are we going to do now? Like are we going to go in an adventure or something?" Azory asked curiously. (That''s right,how could i forget? My goal is to eliminate humanity and that wouldn''t happen without power,i need it) "First of all,we are going to train for 10 years after that we will go on an adventure!!" I said excitedly. (I don''t know how long does wolves live here but in my past life there are wolves who lived for 17 years,i will never let Azory die!) I dramatically hugged Azory who i fell in love with already *not really love*,his beautiful white/blue fur was soft to the touch and i made it a goal for me to never let him go!! I don''t know why but i feel like protecting him is my duty. ¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð AN:okay so i feel like a long chapter would be good so im gonna make it a kinda long one,also i haven''t yet decided the personality of our MC but here is what i have in mind : Azory: the guy of few words that has an expressionless face but inside he needs someone to love him and take care of him. Lotus: An animal loving girl but has a psycho side,she is a misanthrope as i said before,she has a reason why she hates the human race but lets leave that for later.she may be contradicting in personality but will do ANYTHING for the people she loves *she is a yandere i guess,also her personality is based on mine,i really dont have a personality so im always different so yeah* Oh also the training period will be skipped but i am GOING TO WRITE IT AS A SEPERATE CHAPTER AS A FLASHBACK OR SOMETHING,ITS IMPORTANT BUT IT CONTAINS SPOILERS AND I AM NOT GONNA HINT ANYMORE!! ALSO IF YOU ARE WONDERING $$$$$SPOILER$$$$$ y?? ????y ?? ? w???w??f. ¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð¡ð Part 2: ~Time skip for 10 years~ Today me and Azory are FINALLY going in an adventure!! "Food and water,check. Clothes,check. Weather,check. We are ready!!Oh my god Azory i am soooo excited" i said with a wide smile. "Me too!! We are finally done,that training was a living hell!! How did you know these ways to train anyway?" "It''s a s-e-c-r-e-t" i said with a mischievous smile. (Idiot,it was hell for me too -.-) He sighed and walked infront of me. "Princess,would you like a ride?" He said with a playful voice. "Of course,Prince" I returned it with a playful smile. I rode on the back of Azory and patted him on the head. After that he started running through our home,the forest. My long black hair was flowing in the wind,i don''t bother to cut it because i like it. It was a smooth wavy and silky hair,i really liked it. My bond and relationship with Azory grew alot to the extent that if someone hurt a hair from his body,they would be in hell. Azory grew into a strong and beautiful wolf. His crystal eyes got deeper and you can never get bored from looking at them I currently am wearing a short sundress that was made from Golden Spider silk,it was a white colour that made my skin look even paler. I treasured Lucine''s fur and made it into a scarf that i wore to hide my tattoos. ??????? We have been travelling through the forest for weeks and the trees were getting bigger and darker in colour. Finally we stumbled upon a village. It was a village carved into a huge tree. The tree was bigger than 10 middle schools together. The bark was black and the leaves were light yellow. I hopped off Azory''s back and walked to the wooden gate that was decorated with black jewels. When i entered the gate the familiar transparent box appeared before me. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Congratulations!! You are the first person to discover the hidden village of the dark elves!! 1000+ Fame -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dark elves huh? I always liked light elves or wood elves more than them but whatever,seems interesting. When me and Azory walked inside, a group of dark elves with bow and arrows ready to shoot jumped out of nowhere. When they saw that i was a kid they lowered their bows and a dark elf that had better clothes than the others walked up to me. "¤¦sh¤Õ¤£ ¤¤dbfk ¤¤qh¤É ¤ªshjd" he talked in a language that i couldn''t understand. I tilted my head in confusion and stroked Azory''s fur in the process. The dark elf realized that i couldn''t understand them,he walked to me and he put his hand on my forehead. A purple glow appeared then soon dissappeared "Do you understand me now?" He asked with a curious look on his face. "Ah yes,sorry for the trouble" i gave a quick nod. "Haha,it''s okay. So where are you from and what is your buisness here? It''s the first time anyone has ever came here. Are you an elf? You have pointy ears" He asked alot of questions but i could remember them because of my skill,Photographic Memory. "I am from somewhere i do not know but it''s somewhere in this forest,i was just starting my adventure and i accidently stumbled upon your village,i do not know what race i am so i really am as confused as you am,but don''t worry i do not have any ill will" i answered quickly. "Going in an adventure when you''re a child? Why are you risking your life?" He said surprised "Well,me and Azory" i pointed to Azory who was sitting on the ground, "We don''t have a home so we got bored and decided to enjoy ourselves" i made up a lie quickly. "Well,how about we take you to our village head and see what he thinks" "Okay,but can you give us water and food? We have been travelling for weeks" i asked,our food and water was finished yesterday. (They better give us food,a hungry me is not pretty) "Of course,here lets go" he said while pointing to a direction. I hopped on Azory and we walked with that guy,oh right what was his name? "Umm,excuse me,what is your name? Mine is Lotus and i already introduced Azory" "Oh right,forgive me,my name is Fenroin,pleased to meet you" he gave a small smile "Me too" When we walked through the village,the elves were giving me and Azory curious stares,i never liked attention so i hid my face in Azory''s fur and he gave a chuckle at my embarrssment. We finally arrived at the house of the Village head and we entered through the wooden door. I looked inside and almost everything was made from stone or wood but it was beautiful nonetheless. A man that looked in his 20''s came out from a door. He had long beautiful purple hair and had mysterious black eyes. I drooled at his abs that were popping out of his silky black shirt,goddamn 9 pack!! "Who are these,Fenroin?" The sex god asked with an interested and curious look on his face. "These are adventurers that stumbled upon our village accidently,this is Lotus and this is Azory" Fenroin answered and then he explained everything to him. "Oh i see,interesting. How about we eat lunch together?" He asked me with a smile on his face. YES FOOD!! AND YES AN EYE CANDY!! THIS IS LIKE HEAVEN!! FOOD AND A HOT GUY!! "What does your pet wolf eat?" Asked Fenroin "A pet? Are you kidding me? A fucking pet? Azory is not a pet!! He is my best friend and someone precious to me!!" I snapped angrily. "Oh...o-okay?" He said surprised at me swearing. I pouted and hugged Azory. Azory whispered in my ear "Thank you" and i gave him a smile. I heard a chuckle and looked at the direction of it and the village head was smiling widely at us. I blushed and looked away trying to hide my embarassed face. "Lets go eat now,oh right,my name is Varith,nice to meet you" "Nice to meet you too" After that we went to eat and i asked if i could stay here for a while. He accepted and i am going to stay in the dark elves village for 3 days. ¡è¡ö¡õ?? AN: i thought it would be a long chapter but its so small :( anyway i hope you enjoyed and didn''t get bored. I really tried my best to write and also tell me how i could improve. This is barely the beginning.so yeaahh i think i write so yeah alot :/ Anyway i re-read it and found it very boring,i think my writing style is horrible so tell me how i can write good >~< If i had any words or sentences written wrong then please correct me,english isn''t my first language. haha and i copy pasted what i wrote so idk if it will turn out well.