《Ruthless practionar》


 Chapter one

    I saw the world flash before my eyes. From the beginning of my birth till my last breath of my life. It''s funny how you remember the small things after it''s too late. I had potential to be whatever I wanted, yet chose to be lazy. I half assed everything in life for no reason, and yet lost my life for thing I actually tried to do.


    Most wonder what I lost my life to? Well it was my first love. I finally found some one worth living for and in the end I was backstabbed. As for the reason why I was? Simply because I wasn''t rich enough for her and she wanted all my money instead of divorcing. Its pathetic now that I think about it. Why would she love me anyways? I only had a decent job with a decent salary, and a decent house.


    Well it''s useless to think about it now. I''ll just forget about it. Maybe in hell or where ever I''ll be sent I''ll learn. No I am certain I will never trust anyone. Survive, live for myself and become someone that can''t be messed with. That will be my goal. If I am birthed again then I''ll just say thanks to the parents and move on with my life. I don''t need love or care. I need power. Only then can I do as I please, only then will others kill for me instead of the other way around.


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    ¡°I must say you are certainly interesting¡± said an unknown voice.


    ¡°hm are u the devil or god?¡± I asked.


    ¡°you can call me Danial. As for god? I''m one of many, but I''m a lower god.¡± explains Danial.


    ¡°so this is it? Where to from here then Danial.¡±said I with a uninterested tone.


    ¡°well there are many things but first I''ll give you a book to read then I''ll give you some choices¡±(Danial)


    After saying so a book appeared before me. Seeing as no point in being in a rush I read over the contents. I don''t really believe in one faith or another but I did acknowledge there was probably a being who controlled things in the beginning. Surprisingly you reincarnate, but that karma bullshit isn''t what decides where or how well off u are when u do. I can decide which kind of world I want to live in. I can choose a normal world (much like earth), a martial arts world, a beast world, a mixed world without beasts and martial arts, a magic world, or a psych world. There was a higher world but apparently only those who have became strong enough to entire those world''s could go there and not through reincarnation.


    The conditions you are born into are actually funny. You can either choose a decent life which is either be born from a rich family or a strong family but you lose your memories. The other choice is you can keep your memories but how your born and which kind of family you will be born into is random. I already know I''m going with the second choice otherwise what would be the point? Sure maybe once I got strong enough I''d remember my memories but by then I''d be a whole different person. Many think that your soul decides what turbid person you''ll be. I disagree, I think the events in your life generally make you who you are.


    I''m a logical type of man so Evey thug to me must have some sort of logic to it. Magic to me is nonsense. If you ask me why I think so it''s because it has no logic to it. It''s well¡­. Magic¡­ Not logical. I''m not onto beast I don''t need them on top of humans harming me so there goes two choices. I already lived on earth and I can''t grow too strong on earth so nope. Now my only two choices are psych or martial arts world. Both to me are tempting because both can grow strong.


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    Don''t get me wrong I''m not nieve enough to believe I''m super talented in either cases, but there''s always a chance I could be good at either. Martial arts with ki makes sense to me. The more you work and charger ki the stronger you get, the longer you can live, and from what I read it has the highest chances of allowing one to become immortal. Why do I want to become immortal? Haha because then I can do anything I want so long as I''m strong enough and I don''t have to worry about time. Yeah it''s that simple. People think you can get bored of it after living to long but I don''t think so. All you haven''t do is work to become stronger with that amount of free time.


    From what I know after you can become what this guy is if you reach certain heights. Ranks go from body refiner, ki refiner, ki infusion, ki warrior, then ki emperor. Those are the mortal realms. The you become a demigod, low god,full god, high god, and celestial god. I think there''s something above those but that''s all I''m told for now. Besides how long would it take me to reach those heights? Could I make those heights? Who knows but I think I''ll try for it. Sounds thrilling, relaxing, and challenging all at the same time. I''m not like others from the novels I read. They always offend and risk their lives for others or simply because of their face. Who cares about face? Not me I care about my goals and my life. I''m selfish that way and I don''t care what others think.


    Now then for psych world''s it''s all about luck and time. It''s harder to grow ur porch power and they are specialized. Not something I want to think about because if I''m not lucky and end up with a trash power then there''s no point in it to me. Therefore I have decide I''ll become a serial artist.


    ¡°I''ve decided I will chose a martial arts world¡± I said after thinking everything through.


    ¡°hm interesting. Although more dangerous it definitely has the most room to grow. Well as a hidden reward that I can''t tell you till you''ve chosen I''ll give it to you now. The reward is either a skill to make your soul more powerful which helps with comprehending skills and enlightenment. The other choice is to have a better meditation skill so you can grow faster than most of the population. Of course everyone who choose to reincarnate has the option so long as the choose to keep their memories. Otherwise how would it be fair if you get put in a poor family? How will your knowledge help you then?¡± explained Danial.


    I nodded then said ¡° I''ll take the meditation skill.¡± my reason? Simply I don''t need to be the smartest at learning new techniques. I just need the strength and the patience to learn them.


    ¡°well off you go then youngling. If you ever become a full god help me out a hit ¡°with that said darkness surrounded me.

 Chapter two

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    <li>Once I saw the light again I knew what it was. It was my head popping out a vagina. No just kidding! Who gives a fuck about every detail of birthing shit like me sucking on my hot moms tit? Well she''s not hot and she isn''t much worth mentioning. Plus I decided once I''m strong enough I''m out of here. Anyways the strange thing here is this world has no last names. Not unless you''re in a guild. You''re wondering WTF guild? Well your novels are all shit for knowledge in this world there''s no clans on kingdoms and guilds. And no guilds are not the same as clans. There may be many guilds, but they are all united under the warriors main guild, the craftsmen guild, or the merchants guild. Those three are the strongest and manage all the other guilds. It''s like in rpgs but in a martial arts world.</li>


    <li>The reason behind them being on top even though there''s so many guilds is because anyone with potential is almost instantly recruited by the main guild. Only those who are geniuses are invited none less. The leader position isn''t held for Every thousand years like you would think. Why? Because once one reaches a certain. Level of power they leave and don''t involve themselves in worldly problems. This world is extremely restricted which is a blessing and a cute to others. Only those on the same realm are allowed to fight each other, or if a lower realm initiates the fight then they can fight but not the other way round.


    This is the way it''s set up by this world''s overseeing god to keep it from having senseless slaughter. The only reason is because there''s no karma so even if one slaughtered millions they couldn''t be punished. That''s why this world is set up this way. The downside is if someone lower than you kills someone u care about u can''t challenge them(of course you could hire others to do it for u that''s the loophole). The upside is you won''t get killed by some sample that''s impossible for you to kill. If you''re strong enough and have enough skills in fights even some one higher than you in your realm won''t be able to kill you, so assassins would be impossible.


    Now then my mom is an average looking woman whose name is Amy, my name is John, and my dad is already gone. He left when he realized my mom was pregnant. Haha some bullshit kinda guy who was apparently rich and trucked my mom. Same shit that happened to me basically. I cried when I was born not because I was acting but because the light hurt my eyes! It was horrible. Anyways since I was born it''s been a year. What I have a done in this year? Well I don''t talk, but I don''t act like a baby. I read what I want and train my ki so that I can move on and join a guild. That way I can start learning techniques and move up in the world.


    My plan is to become an assassin. That way my assassin guild can''t attack me and I can earn money while working on my techniques. If I kill enough targets they will even gift me with techniques. Funny how you can learn all that from books. I live reading so I read a pot. I won''t look up history because history is bullshit. I don''t need it . I''m living now not then in the past. There''s currently 3 kingdoms one for each main guild. They aren''t creative with their names either it''s just craftsmen kingdom, warrior kingdom, and trades kingdom. I''ve also heard there''s an assassin kingdom hid in the shadows but it''s smaller and only those who have completed enough missions know it''s whereabouts.


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    I live in the craftsmen kingdom currently. My mom herself is a crafter.. well kinda. She is only 19 and she is a novice. She isn''t very good either. Most of her works are sub-par. Wince I decided in this world not to be half assed I went ahead and learned how to craft as well by watching others. Not from my mom because she kinda sucks. Apparently in this world u can acquire skills to assist u, of course you have to work and unlock them. They rank from D to S. My mom isn''t even ranked yet because she isn''t skilled enough to get it. The only perks of it are once you get to attract D no matter the effort you put in your work will always come out to be D, but to make better gear you haven''t work until u can make at least 3 of the next rank then u me up to the next rank. The only reason I haven''t started is because I''m not grown enough to use my power. Even with ki in my body I haven''t hit the first realm and I''m still to young to really do anything nor tall enough or fit enough. I still observe others though so when the times comes I will know what I am doing and rank up soon enough.


    The reason I can watch others is related two things for one since I''m planning on being an assassin I work on my stealth and I already got it up to D rank. The second reason is I''m quiet at all times so others don''t care that I''m there since I don''t bother them at all. One old fart even tried to get close to me so he could get in my mom''s pants. Hehe let''s just say for some reason the next day he couldn''t find any of his tools and had a shitty day. I might not care for my mom more than being grateful bit doesn''t man I won''t watch after her since she did give birth to me. Not that she cares from what I can tell. She doesn''t show any care for me besides feeding me and clothing me.


    Maybe she is keeping her guard up because I''m smart and don''t seem like a child? Hmm.. more investigation seems to be needed. Ugh if only I had money to pay for it or was in a guild to acquire it. Meh whatever well anyways I don''t bother her and she doesn''t bother me and that''s the way we keep it. One thing that bugs me though is some nights she will come into my room and sleep with me. She doesn''t say anything just holds me in her chest and sleeps. Still I don''t understand these people, I''m only 1 yet I run around, read, watch others, and yet they don''t even think it''s strange. I probably even look more like a 3 year old since the ki in my body helps me grow faster and helps construct body.


    Well the last thing I have to tell everyone today is what I find intriguing. Your skills aren''t broad no it''s specialized. Like safe you''re good at making weapons then u would get a skill like ¡°weapon creation rank d¡± same thing with armor and the such. The funny part is those who make pills they can get the ¡°pill creation ¡° skill and the ¡°herb cultivation¡± skill. One for those who focus only on making pills and the other that could be used for that and making pills since ur using it own herbs. Depending on what ur herb skill lvl is what u can cultivate such as D level herbs and so forth. Same with what types of pills u can make. D lvl and so forth. Well I guess next time I''ll start working on my skills and be able to make armors and weapons. I could go for an all round approach and work on pills too but I don''t want to waste time doing nothing but skill grinding.


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 Chqpter three

    Note: so far it''s been the character narrating most of the story. My purpose for this is to skip all the boring things and have the first few


    chapters get you into the story and how the world works. Later the chapters will be mostly first person Pov and not


    him narrating.


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    It''s been another two years since my new life


    began, and I am now 3 years old. My skills are [weapon creation D],


    [Leather worker D], [Stealth C], and [awareness C]. I made myself two iron daggers and a short sword. I finally got into the assassin business after a while. When I first entered they looked at me funny. Although I''m 3 I look more like a 6-7 year old. My nickname


    now is stealth blade. Haha it was funny seeing their faces when I beat the shit out of the person who tested me. Well anyways after that I worked on my costume for hiding myself. I decided to go for the ninja look! The only thing that pisses me off is the others keep trying to get me to talk!


    On to the next point I figured out why no one thought I was weird for acting smarter than my age. Apparently others have appeared like me so it''s a commonplace thing for babies to be blown with intellect. The part that confuses me though is most of them don''t have a meditation technique like I do. My only conclusion that I could come to is that it''s


    up the gods to decide what they want to give you.


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    Amy''s Pov.


    From the moment my child


    was born until now I knew my child was one of them. One of those people who were born with past knowledge and that he had no love for me. I can see it in his eyes. He has some gratitude and doesn''t cause me issues, but he has no love for anyone. I don''t know what happened to him, but I will just do my best to raise him as I can. I''m not talented nor am I from a rich family. Both my parents died at a young age. I don''t know how to raise him or what to tell him and even though he doesn''t live me I still love him. The only thing I can do is watch as he grows and provide him with what little I have. What made me depressed is I learned when he turned 3 he was sneaking off doing shady things and he could make weapons and armor better than me. I''ve never heard of such a talented child before, so I was worried he would be assassinated but my worries were unfounded. The one thing that bothers me is I know he can speak but apparently he still chooses not to even though he knows others are like him. I wonder if he hates me for being a terrible parent? The only way I know how to show my love for him is by sleeping with him in his bed from time to time. Maybe just maybe he will see my live and open up to me eventually.


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    After he started making better weapons and leather armor than me he was the one who paid for the food and house. When I asked him why he is paying for everything he thought for a moment then wrote saying ¡° as the one who gave birth and took care of me I will take care of you now. This is my thanks for those things nothing more and nothing less¡±. That made me pout! I knew he held no love for me, but still he could act like he did. I went off and said ¡° why can''t you love me? I know I''m not that pretty nor am I the best parent, but I still love and take care of you¡±. That''s the first time I heard him laugh. That laugh though disturbed me. He was a twisted laugh that also sounded a bit sad. He never answered me afterwards. Later I went and slept with him again, but I learned my lesson not to mess with him. When I fell asleep he started teasing me and I woke up to him caressing my body and teasing me. It was amazing how my body shivered under his soft hands, but at the same time I knew he didn''t see me as his parent. That was his answer to my question.


    From then on anytime I tried to get close to him he would tease my all over again. The sad thing is the pleasure was more than even his father gave me with his own cock. My son didn''t even use his! So then how did it feel so much better? I''m such a terrible parent. Even after I got my answer I would still go to his room from time to time just to feel that pleasure I couldn''t feel from another man. It made me drunk on it. I was addicted to it, if I didn''t have his touch in three or four days I would start getting antsy and couldn''t sleep at night. My only wonder is once he hits puberty will I feel even better?*blush* oh how terrible am I to think of my own child that way. I promised not to trust another man after his dad left me, but I just can''t help myself. I think I even learned more about myself from him. Mmm the rougher he is the more pleasure I gain. When he bites my nipples or spanks me I can''t even move my body. I feel like a puppet in his hands. Well that''s fine I''ll be my sons puppet if that''s what he wants. Maybe this way will show my love for him more than any other way. I''ll just do whatever he tells me to do. I''ll bend over when he says so. I''ll show my worst side to him when he wants to see it. It''s embarrassing, but at the same time it feels so good. Ugh I need to stop thinking about him or I won''t be able to work today. I already feel the urge to find a place to rub one out before I beg him for more.

 chapter four

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    Another two years has gone by for John and his coming of age ceremony is close approaching. With this his martial arts lvl will be recorded and according to his talent he will then decide which guild He wants to join. Since he has the armor creation skill and he is almost broke through into the body refiner stage he could go into two or three guilds. The third would be the assassins true guild. Since he has so many skills and he has worked on making money for his mother he has saved up enough money for his mother to live off of for a long time. He plans on getting into the assassins guild since when he is tested it will show his sneak skill which has reached rank B,awareness skill ranked C, and he finally got the assassinate skill that''s only ranked D. Although he enjoyed teasing his mother a bit he found no true attachment to her and was ready to move on with his life. The only reason he waited to reach body refinement stage was due to him not wanting to stand out too much. As they say envy in men''s heart will cause one to lose their life. On his missions he has killed plenty of people simply due to another man''s envy for his position, power, women, or money. The only requirement John has for his jobs is that the person he kills deserves death. He was even targeted once by a different assassins guild, which he later found out was because other craftsmen were mad at his crafting skills at such a young age.


    ¡° John are you read Yb for by our ceremony?¡± - Amy


    ¡°... Yes mother.¡± - john


    Since he never five he decided to talk every now and then or else life would be more difficult for him. Though he still barely speaks and only says things when needed. His assassin now now is silent terror, because no matter how much you insult him he will not speak. That''s only when someone is lucky enough to speak to him. He tries his best to kill without being seen or heard. Sadly life isn''t that simple and occasionally he will be injured during his mission. Through this he became a regular with his villages head pill refiner. Afterwards he would stock up on healing pills and energy pills. On another note let''s talk about a surprise he found a week before his ceremony.


    During a coming of age ceremony one will have be ¡°gifted¡± a spirit beast. These beast that are summoned will match your soul. So depending on what your souls is you may Acquire a tiger, dragon, turtle, salamander, or many other smaller less noteworthy pets. These beasts will grow and evolve with you as you grow stronger and usually have certain skill sets that will help you. Once one reaches the ki refining stage your pet may take on a human like form. This form makes them weaker, but allows them to use certain skills and allows them to speak to others.


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    Day of coming of age ceremony.


    ¡°Today all those at the age of 6 will be given their awakening. We will call out your name where you will step into the formation to awaken. Then you will put your hand on this globe, it will tell us your skills and your martial arts level. Afterwards depending on your skills these three gentlemen will invite you to join their guild. Now then for those who aren''t familiar with the three guilds I will tell you that they are the warriors guild, craftsmen guild and the merchants guild. Now let us begin¡± -village head


    Coming from a craftsmen village most children were either craftsmen guild or merchants guild. Very few children made the requirement to join the warrior guild. Some children didn''t have and talent and we''re given mediocre spirit beast. Those children were not invited to any and we''re mostly depressed. Surprisingly one kid had the blacksmithing skill [weapon creation C] which was welcomed gladly by the craftsmen guild. Finally john''s name was called out.


    ¡° John age 6, son of Amy please step forward¡± -village head


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    As John stepped forward and entered the awakening formation his body felt numb. A bright light flashed before him and then a rabbit warrior stood before him. Rabbit warriors were very rare and their skills were in speed and assassinations. It was around 5 feet tall and had a black Katina on its back with a iron mask on its face. It kneeled before him showing its loyalty the jumped and disappeared into the shadows. Seeing this sight the warrior who had been silent this entire time stood up with a shine in his eyes. The rest of the crowd were stun seeing this displayed and didn''t know what to say. Finally the village head gathered his wits and began to speak.


    ¡° John please place your hand on the globe.¡± - village head


    John nodded and placed his hand on the globe which shined for a moment then a list appeared before everyone''s eyes.


    John; age 6; nature:assassin, warrior, craftsmen.


    Skills :


    [ sneak B,]


    [Awareness C]


    [Weapon creation C]


    [ leatherworking C]


    [ assassinate D]


    Martial skill level: Body refiner rank 1.


    Those who were stunned before were even more surprised seeing his results. Even John was a little surprised by seeing his nature''s showing up. He thought he''d only have the assassins nature. The already excited warrior looked like he was about to pounce on John once he saw the results. If he could recruit those kid he could definitely be rewarded highly. Just as he was about to invite John, John looked at him and released a deadly killing intent. This killing intent was not made, but obtained from killing at least a hundred people. This caused the warrior to be stunned and at lost for what he did wrong. Just as he was about to speak up suddenly John threw a dagger at a shadow with a smirk on his face. From the shadow stood a tall figure wrapped in black holding the dagger in his hands.


    ¡° oh so even though your awareness isn''t that high you could sense me that''s interesting¡± - black cloaked figure


    ¡°... I could smell you killing intent and I was expecting you, so I had my spirit beast watching. His sense are a little better than mine.¡± - john


    After he said that his rabbit warrior appeared behind the black cloaked man with his Katina against his throat. The eyes of the unknown man couldn''t hide the shock in his eyes. Then he nodded his head as if if agreeing with something in his head.


    ¡° pretty good, pretty good. My name is David Zhou from the assassins guild I''m here to invite you to our guild and family. We are one of the main families who have a ki emperor as an ancestor. If you decide to join us you will go through hellish training and have to participate in the yearly competition. If you fall behind you will be either forced to serve under another or in your case you can become one of our craftsmen. Though I doubt you''ll have a hard time seeing as you''re already a body refiner at such a young age and have High ranked skills. Well now that''s all I had to say will you accept? Know that you may lose your life in competitions and nothing is guaranteed like other guilds.¡± - David


    John thought for a moment then nodded his head. To become stronger one needed to be pushed to the edge of death and survive. Not only that, but this family was also a strong family whom he could use to learn better techniques and grow stronger. After he nodded his rabbit warrior jumped and returned to his side. Afterwards he smiled and whispered something to village head who then nodded. He looked at his mother who had a pained expression. He smiled at her then disappeared with David and his rabbit warrior.