《Revive, Reincarnation, Return》 Chapter 0: Rebirths I hope you will give me a chance as you read this book, I''m getting better at writing and I do hope you stick with this book and see it through to its end with me. I''m working just on my own here so if anyone happens to spot anything wrong in my writing, such as the story no longer makes sense or plot holes etc. please do speak up, also if you see grammatical errors or the likes id appreciate being told :3 Not having a PR is tough because no matter how much I PR I just think looks right, makes sense heh :3 Feel free to send me personal messages if you have any ideas or impressions of where you might like to see the story go, I have a general story line but who knows I might even redesign to include your idea into the story :3 Thanks if possible please rate, comment, follow or favourite and of course enjoy the book :3 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So I died. Not much more to say really your average male adult 31 years old, cut down in his prime. Like really I was only 31... ''Sigh'' nothing I can do now. What you want to know what happened? Well I guess I can tell you, its not a very good story I warn you. I spent a lot of time reading many books about reviving into a world of magic or swords, you know that fantasy setting, for 8 years I worked hard learning as many recipes for food or making items as I could, I wont bother to tell you what but its safe to say I knew more than anyone I knew. Or more importantly I knew how to make many things in a world without technology like ours. I wanted to be summoned really, that would have been my preferred way. It may look like I''m getting off topic but its relevant I swear, on my 31st I was knocked out of a sky rise. Pretty sure it was an accident, just a passer by knocked into my back as I was taking in the view of Tokyo from a library balcony, half reading, half viewing the city. I tell you know falling to your death sucks. Like really really sucks. Your just falling so pitifully, unable to do anything but scream or pee or flail. I didn''t waste my breath, I also kept my pee in, during my fall I called out to anyone and everyone I could think of, begging to be summoned. Unfortunately I landed on the ground, I didn''t die either, how cruel right? I only fell one floor, what finished me off was rather unfortunate, a lady was walking past right over me reading a book, they were light frilly pink. The last thing I saw, that and her heel pierce my eyeball and crushed my brain, fuck heels... And screw books too! The love of my life, books, is my killer, too busy reading to see the pitiful mess of me on the ground. Oh right I forgot to mention I''m pretty sure I was paralysed since I couldn''t move or speak. This narrative has been purloined without the author''s approval. Report any appearances on Amazon. So that''s my death super boring mediocre cruel death. Thankfully some great person decided I was worth another chance. My new life! Born again a young baby boy. Again I died. I assume they threw me away and left me to die, Spartan style. I was just born I really don''t know what happened, even if you say it''s pitiful I cant say what happened. But praise more gods or people, I got another chance! A slime... Born a slime, I died again. Fucking Heroes, grinding on lvl 1 slimes and I was fresh exp. Slash slash I exploded into white experience orbs and my consciousness vanished again. I was starting to get upset. Another revival though! I was a summoned demon this time, some animal eared people were slaughtered as my sacrifices I guess, unfortunately you guessed it I died. The husband of the last sacrificed lady came charging in killing my summoner and me, ''sigh''. What luck revival again! I didn''t understand why I was constantly reviving or why I always died immediately... I lost count of how many times I died. Magic experiment death. Demon again. Hero! But died to a slime, what irony. So many variations, once I was born an eagle type bird I got to eat some worms before falling out of the nest 5 minutes later. I swore to myself I wouldn''t die this time, this was the one. 3. 2. 1. Revive! A baby again. Yeah I died again but I got to live for a few years though, I could speak baby language super well by this point. After reviving so many times I have come to realise that there seems to be 12 worlds I keep reincarnating into, not including my earth, none of the worlds are as technologically advanced as my first life. The rebirths are taking a toll on me, I cant remember my real name, I cant remember how many times I''ve gone through this, I''ve forgotten too many things. This time I''ll do my best to make this rebirth work, I''m not sure how much more I can take. Chapter 1: Baby Steps I hope you will give me a chance as you read this book, I''m getting better at writing and I do hope you stick with this book and see it through to its end with me. I''m working just on my own here so if anyone happens to spot anything wrong in my writing, such as the story no longer makes sense or plot holes etc. please do speak up, also if you see grammatical errors or the likes id appreciate being told :3 Not having a PR is tough because no matter how much I PR I just think looks right, makes sense heh :3 Feel free to send me personal messages if you have any ideas or impressions of where you might like to see the story go, I have a general story line but who knows I might even redesign to include your idea into the story :3 Thanks if possible please rate, comment, follow or favourite and of course enjoy the book :3 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Day 1 - Looking around my vision was so cloudy and dark, I tried to open my heavy eyelids. ''Ouch'' So bright I cant see anything, ooh I see my parents. What looks they have! Father has a 8 out of 10 dangerous playboy look, Mother has 10 out of 10 dazzling model looks. Animal ears! I must be a beast child or half beast or human beast? I wonder what were called, the ears look like a large cat ear except Mother''s is purple and instead of soft its hard looking, scaly, Father''s is red, also scaly. Oh man if I''m a dragon child, how cool! For some reason they look really worried? Why are you frowning like that Mother? Why are you both crying? I try to speak, I gurgle "aaa..h". Of course I cant speak I haven''t developed any skills talking yet. Well at least my parents are smiling now, ooh a cuddle, shame I can''t cuddle back. I''m so tired, my vision is getting blurry, I guess a new born really cant stay awake long. I fall asleep praying ''I don''t wanna die! I don''t wanna die!'' again and again until I lose my consciousness. Day 2 - I open my eyes again, overjoyed to the bottom of my heart I''m still alive! Looking around I notice I''m very weak I try to crawl but its too hard. I cry whenever I try to talk, I wonder what language we speak. I''m sleepy, guess I''ll go back to sleep. Day 3 - Mother feeds me and I go back to bed. Later that day Father pokes me with his finger, I grab it, he smiles broadly. I crawled around today trying to explore the house, its a pretty average sized 3 bedroom 2 story wood house. Looks rather nice with fancy interiors and furniture but the walls look like simple logs and don''t do the inside of the house justice. Support the creativity of authors by visiting Royal Road for this novel and more. Day 4 - Today I bent around and discovered I''m missing something. I''m missing something very important. I cry myself back to sleep. Day 5 - I cry some more. My fantasy harem dream shattered, I considered suicide for a second, I don''t understand why though, why would I die... I don''t want to die, my head hurts, I cant remember... I fall asleep to escape from the pain. Day 6 - Father spanked me, punishment for my 2 days of crying I assume. Foolish man it just makes me cry more, my butt stings so much! Next time you touch my cute pudding butt cheeks I''m going to bite your finger off. Day 7 ¨C Today I bite Fathers finger, when he poked me in the cheek, I took my chance. Serves him right for spanking me, Mother protects me from Fathers spanking today, so glad. More feeding then more sleep. Day 8 - I come to terms with my loses. I''ve been reborn a girl. My harem dream shattered. I''m always tired, I don''t get it, but I go back to sleep. Day 9 - I can make better noises now, Mother knows what each cry means, I had 5 types, cuddle cry, food cry, sad cry, happy cry and sleep cry. If I wasn''t a reincarnated person there''s no way she could understand. Each time I cried for food she gave it to me so I did the same cry for food. Then I altered it when I got hit by Father, Mother noticed that one quickly so I only got hit twice, and so on. Over the last few days I managed to teach my Mother what each of my cries meant and what I wanted from each cry, pretty smart if I say so myself. I explore more of the house now and I look out of a few windows, getting onto the chairs was a real chore, I can see almost nothing but trees or empty grass fields, it looks like were in a secret valley surrounded by mountains, lovely view though. Day 10 - I guess that''s enough for awhile my life as a baby daily is really boring, eat, drink, shit. Ill skip some of these parts for you, some important information is, I learned that I grow much faster than my previous human form which is pretty good, having to wait for so many years to be able to talk or walk or do all the fun things I failed to do. I managed to stand up today and Mother was overjoyed and almost shouted ¡°My little angel is walking at just 10 days ''hehe'' we can brag about this to our friends dear¡± ¡°Mhh don''t brag too much though dear¡± chides Father, I reach Mother and receive a cuddle and food as my reward, this time I''m more conscious of the feeding, what lovely shaped breasts its making me nervous I don''t have much experience. Please don''t judge me, I was too busy trying to study for my reincarnation that I didn''t spend any time on girls... all for the future harem. Though I don''t know if that''s much like a dream now, will have to make a new reincarnation plan. Mother notices me just staring at the lovely purple nipple, she gives me a few pats on the back so I get into feeding mode and soon I''m falling asleep with a full belly. Chapter 2: Growing Pains I hope you will give me a chance as you read this book, I''m getting better at writing and I do hope you stick with this book and see it through to its end with me. I''m working just on my own here so if anyone happens to spot anything wrong in my writing, such as the story no longer makes sense or plot holes etc. please do speak up, also if you see grammatical errors or the likes id appreciate being told :3 Not having a PR is tough because no matter how much I PR I just think looks right, makes sense heh :3 Feel free to send me personal messages if you have any ideas or impressions of where you might like to see the story go, I have a general story line but who knows I might even redesign to include your idea into the story :3 Thanks if possible please rate, comment, follow or favourite and of course enjoy the book :3 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Month 1 - I''m able to hold a conversation with Mother now we talk and talk each day ¡°Mother¡± I shout ¡°Angel. What is it?¡± comes the reply from Mother, I hone in on her voice and find her out the back of the house hanging up laundry. Ahh my eyes! Too bright! Too Dazzling! Why does my Mother have to be so beautiful even I cant stop my staring and I''m a girl, wait a guy? I don''t remember lets go with girl for now. ¡°Why do I feel like I''m being looked at like a meal?¡± she mutters whilst fidgeting and shaking her waist. ¡°Can I go out? Ill bring lunch to Father?¡± I beg to her ¡°Waa my little angel always wants to be with her Papa, you''ll make your Mama cry you know.¡± she says with a tear in her eye. ¡°Love you lots Mum¡± I exclaim as I jump up to her and she catches me, bringing me into a snuggle cuddle, as a race we show affection by rubbing our noses into each others necks, but to me its a great chance to take a deep sniff of Mothers lovely smell ''sniff.. sniff..'' ¡°Oh stop acting like your Papa, off you go Angel¡± she says as she puts me back down. I take of running grabbing the basket on the table, much like a picnic box but also like a plastic lunch box with a handle is straw form and bigger, its pretty cool and cute too. So over these few days I''ve grown bigger and bigger and from looking at my reflection in some water I''d compare myself to a one year old nearly two, but I don''t remember what that means at this time. Occasionally I have these dreams of different worlds and different places and different lives, its all very much too confusing to understand, plus it hurts my head so I don''t think about them. Father works as a guard he and some of the other men work patrolling the forests and surrounding areas for any stray monsters to make sure its all clear for the rest of the villagers, I make my way to the town because when the sun is high in the sky and touching the other sun its lunch time. There is two suns and two moons here, one red sun from west to east, one blue sun from east to west, during the night the two moons appear but I don''t understand how they work, they seem to be anywhere at any time but they rise to directly above me and that''s half the night and they disappear back down and leads to dawn. Did you know this text is from a different site? Read the official version to support the creator.My favourite sun is the blue one, much prettier and its smaller and just so cute, plus when the suns meet the lil blue one is in front so of course its better than the red one. Arriving at the hill above town I can see all the town only 6 buildings an inn, a grocery and general store and the other 4 are residential houses, it seems the norm is all houses are two stories 3 bedroom houses, they all look similar to our home. I go off through town and arrive at the forest edge where I wait for Father, I see rustling and rumbling in the distant forest bushes moving along the edge of the forest coming closer to me. Out comes a horned goblin, small, green, ugly, pot bellied and aggressive, he looks at me and bares his teeth. ¡°Hiiii!¡± I scream, I knew there are beasts in the forest that could swallow me in one bite, and a goblin whilst weak was still too scary for little old 1 month old me. The staring match appears to be over as the goblin starts to run towards me, I turn and start to run but in my carelessness I didn''t pay attention to what was on the ground and tripped over the tree stump I was just sitting on. ¡°Nooooo! Stay away!¡± I scream as I scrabble away from the goblin twice my size ¡°Gegegagogya!¡± it yells as it seems just a bit shocked at my outburst but now he''s walking towards me, bringing up his club, he''s now only just a few meters away from me. ¡°Helpppp meee!¡± I screech, desperately trying to get away from it, I''m stumbling and unable to stand my nails digging into the ground as I try to pull my weak body forwards just even one inch further from the beast. ''Whoosh. Crack'' ¡°AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH¡± I let loose a howl as I feel a biting pain, hot and wet in my leg, turning to see my leg smashed with the goblins club, ¡°No. No. No. No!¡± I babble as he picks up his club, I cant control myself as I start leaking, my white dress slowly staining yellow. The club is raised once again as he now moves closer, so close his loincloth cant hid what is hidden beneath, filthy and raging with passion it seems, down comes the club onto my head. ''Crunch'' My vision starts to fade and I cant keep my eyes open anymore, it wouldn''t matter though as they fill with my own blood and I cant see through the red. Ahh is my life over again, wait again? ''urgh'' my head hurts. I don''t want to die, I don''t want to die, I pray. Chapter 3: Darkness and Despair I hope you will give me a chance as you read this book, I''m getting better at writing and I do hope you stick with this book and see it through to its end with me. I''m working just on my own here so if anyone happens to spot anything wrong in my writing, such as the story no longer makes sense or plot holes etc. please do speak up, also if you see grammatical errors or the likes id appreciate being told :3 Not having a PR is tough because no matter how much I PR I just think looks right, makes sense heh :3 Feel free to send me personal messages if you have any ideas or impressions of where you might like to see the story go, I have a general story line but who knows I might even redesign to include your idea into the story :3 Thanks if possible please rate, comment, follow or favourite and of course enjoy the book :3 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I feel like I should inform you of her reactions, she may have past information but as I''ve tried to hint that she cant remember, what she does remember are odd bits but it hurts when she does so she doesn''t try to remember. So don''t be too harsh she''s reacting like a very young girl would, though she''s still way more advanced then her age of like 2 years old (1 month for her species). --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I open my heavy eyes and survey the surroundings only to find I cant see anything, thinking I might have been blinded I go to rub my eyes and I feel a blindfold ¡°Phew¡± I sigh out loud as I lift it up, giving my eyes some time to adjust the darkness starts to readjust fading into colours and black and white then back to colours as my eyes slowly get adjusted. I found out my eyes work well in the dark, when there is zero light I can see in black and white and various shades of very dark colours so mostly black and white with colour hints, in low light I can either go to black and white or I can try to use my colour sight which is sort of muddy colours but I think colour is better than black and white so I always go to colour if possible. Peering around I can see I''m inside a cavern, there are others with me, men and women, old and young, thin and fat. Upon further inspection of the cavern I can see a gate with two goblins guarding with spears shields and full plate chest armour. ¡°Why are they so heavily equipped¡± I muse quietly, there are boxes and sacks scattered around, bowls and cups too, looks like I''m a goblin slave. ''Wahh. Hic'' I want to go home. I want to be with Mama and Papa. ¡°Mama! I want to see Mama¡± I cry, the shock just setting in, captured away from my parents. ¡°Shh shh shhhh! Please quieten down the goblins will beat you and us if you keep making a scene¡± chides a middle aged man ¡°Its okay little one¡± says a young girl, I stare at her, she looks about 20 and seems to be a dog eared girl, probably half human too. ¡°Come here, its okay¡± I shuffle closer to the lady as she also comes closer, putting her arms around me. ¡°Deep breaths¡± I take a few deep breaths, slowly my tears stop. ¡°Good girl¡± The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident.¡°My name is Yuuka, what''s yours?¡± asks Yuuka ''Hic'' ¡°I don''t know my name¡± ''hic'' I stammer ¡°That''s okay, did your Mother or Father call you by any nicknames or anything?¡± ¡°Mama use to call me her Angel¡± ¡°Hmm so how about Tsubasa then, how does it sound?¡± ¡°Tsubasa... Mhh¡± says Tsubasa ¡°Good good, well let this sister tell you about what''s going on here, I''m afraid its not good news Tsubasa¡± ¡°This place is a goblin cavern, as I''m sure your aware, the old and young work around the cavern, keeping it clean and cooking¡± explains Yuuka ¡°The other men work in the mines and the women.... the women like this sister are breeding stock...¡± ¡°...¡± I had a feeling it would be like this, I wonder where ill be sent. ¡°But don''t worry Tsubasa, your too young to be breeding so you''ll be put with the rest of the cooking group. Its a pretty easy job so you don''t need to worry too much, but make sure you never. Never take any food, last month a old lady took some stew and the goblins chopped her up and made the rest of the cooks.... well the stew that day was more flavourful, lets leave it that.¡± sighs Yuuka I''m really tired and hungry, so hungry. ¡°Argh!¡± I exclaim and jump up. Looks like I fell asleep, some slaves are still sleeping but most of the other slaves are milling around. I walk closer to the gate to see if I can see anything down the corridor, the corridor seems to wind around a corner straight away. ''Bang. Bang.'' the two spear goblins bang the gate ¡°Gyagagyo!¡± they shout, slaves all around are waking up quickly and moving towards the gate, so I follow behind no sure what to expect. We are led down the cavern through the winding passage ways, many slaves are stumbling and falling over in the dark, thank goodness for my eyesight. Deep down we seem to go and never a branching path just through corridors to a large room then into more corridors, first room the elderly men are left behind, then in the second chamber I am left and I watch the women and men go further into the cave. Looking around I can see monster carcasses, dead horned rabbits, dead snakes, dead birds and worst of all dead humans. The job of the elderly women and the few young girls and boys are to gut, clean and prepare the meat from the various carcasses, most of the elderly women make way to the human corpses and a few beckon over the children, to the animal corpses. One of the old lady''s showed my how to gut open the horned rabbits, how to pull out and clean the bowels, scraped into a bowl then thrown into a cauldron of boiling water, then we cut the heads and butts off which also go into the same cauldron. Chop off the legs and spear them and the body onto a wooden spear, I spent what felt like hours and hours cutting up rabbits. Now the old lady''s are handing out bowls and everyone is going to the cauldron full of guts and heads. Upon approaching the cauldron ''Blurgh. Cough. Hack. Cough.'' I throw up all of my own guts onto the floor, then I pass out landing in my own vomit with a splash. Chapter 4: A Night of Warmth I hope you will give me a chance as you read this book, I''m getting better at writing and I do hope you stick with this book and see it through to its end with me. I''m working just on my own here so if anyone happens to spot anything wrong in my writing, such as the story no longer makes sense or plot holes etc. please do speak up, also if you see grammatical errors or the likes id appreciate being told :3 Not having a PR is tough because no matter how much I PR I just think looks right, makes sense heh :3 Feel free to send me personal messages if you have any ideas or impressions of where you might like to see the story go, I have a general story line but who knows I might even redesign to include your idea into the story :3 Thanks if possible please rate, comment, follow or favourite and of course enjoy the book :3 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I wake up feeling pretty groggy today, getting ready for my job like usual, it can be pretty hard but after the first few days I eventually had to eat. It was very difficult, knowing I had to eat but also throwing up because of how disgusting such a meal is. Eat. Throw up. Eat again. Throw up again. Again and again I repeated this process until eventually I could stomach the intestine stew. Other new slaves were mostly the same as me unable to stomach it, but we got there, expect a few who wouldn''t eat still and after one week, succumbed to starvation. Their fate was to be chopped up and fed straight back to the slaves, so it was in my interest to hope that no more died. I was terrified of the stew when someone died. I stopped counting how long I''ve been captured, all I know is my parents still haven''t found me and also my hair is getting longer now 3 times longer at my waist, plus its colour is changing to an orangey red. My height is growing too, I''m almost double my height just a few inches short of Yuuka now, Yuuka is desperately trying to protect me and hide my growth but it seems that the goblins have noticed. They stared at me, some drooling, sometimes it felt like they were ravaging me in their mind, the way they saw me was no longer a child, but a woman, a woman ready. ¡°I''m sorry Tsubasa, I''m sorry but soon your no longer going to be dealing with food, even though you''ve only been here for a short time, I don''t know how you grow so fast.¡± she says puzzled. ¡°When the time comes please stay with me, I''ll try to do my best to help you through it, there''s no escaping this hell, the most I can do is help you through it¡± ¡°Its okay Yuuka, thank you. I''ll do my best¡± even though inside all I want to do is cry, after seeing how the girls return I figured out what happens to them, returning sore and covered in white slime. I''m not sure how, but as I grow my knowledge seems to grow without being taught, I just suddenly understand more things. The goblins don''t seem to care and just use the girls how ever they see fit, as objects to expend their lust on. I have spent a few days preparing, I knew what was going to happen, tonight I asked Yuuka to help me make it easier. -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Late at night when most of the slaves were asleep, Yuuka and I were awake, Yuuka was going to take away my pain, she wouldn''t let me be raped for my first time. I was grateful that I was able to meet Yuuka. ¡°Here Tsubasa¡± Yuuka hands me a broken broom handle, I grab a hold of it, this thick piece of wood was all that stood between me and my painful first time. Yuuka kisses me, weak at first, her gentle lips on mine. She tasted like salt and sweat, goodness knows when we last had a wash. I could feel her tongue moving, slowly pushing her way into my mouth. I could feel her tongue coiling around my tongue. ¡°Ahh¡± I moan ¡°Shh Tsubasa¡± she stops my moaning with her tongue. Unauthorized usage: this narrative is on Amazon without the author''s consent. Report any sightings. Her hands starting rubbing my breasts gently playing with my flesh, I knew she was preparing me, but I couldn''t stop myself from enjoying it, I loved Yuuka. She saved me time and time again, I wanted Yuuka to take me. I wanted her for myself. Trapped in this goblin slave cave, she was my light, my saviour. I started to kiss her back, pushing my own tongue into her mouth, using more force, I wanted to taste her. I moved my hands onto her body feeling her breasts clumsily playing with her nipples, this time it was Yuuka''s turn to moan. ¡°Ahh¡± With one hand she starts to play with me, using her fingers to push inside of me, gently pushing, I can feel each of her two fingers on my walls, I can feel myself leaking onto Yuuka fingers, I want Yuuka, I feel a fire of wanting for her. Though soon she stops, looking into my eyes, ¡°Are you ready?¡± ¡°Mhh¡± Yuuka takes my hand with the broom handle and positions it between my legs, pushing me slowly down she spreads my legs a bit, pushing our hands further, closer. ¡°Here we go Tsubasa¡± with that she pushes the handle into my slightly damp insides ¡°ARGHH!¡± ¡°It hurts! It hurts! HURTS¡± I shout through my teeth, knowing I should be quiet but it just hurts so much, I cant think of anything. Yuuka starts kissing me again trying to alleviate the pain, but nothing will work, this hot stabbing, tearing pain in my body. ¡°Please stop, no more¡± ¡°I''m sorry Tsubasa, just a bit more, I promise it will feel better soon¡± and with that she starts to move the handle, pushing it inside me, slowly pulling it back as I feel the handle clinging to my walls. Then more pain, more searing, stabbing pain as Yuuka pushes back inside, this stupid idea, it hurts so much, make it stop. ¡°Urgh Yuuka, it hurts...¡± ''Huff. Huff.'' my breath is heavy and my body is sore but I''m happy Yuuka is here with me but fuck this pain is beyond my imagination, my will is slipping away from me. Yuuka is rubbing her leg against mine I can feel her wetness coating my thigh as she keeps pushing the handle inside of me, now that I think about it, the pain is starting to fade turning in a more numbing feeling, its starting to feel good. ¡°Ah Yuuka. Mhh. Yuuka¡± ¡°Tsubasa play with mine too¡± begs Yuuka I move my hand down to feel Yuuka''s wet mess, I slide my two fingers in, immediately I can feel how wet she is, there''s no resistance against my fingers as they slide in and out, pushing more fluids out of Yuuka. ¡°Mhh Tsubasa. Ahh. More. Harder!¡± pleads Yuuka as she grinds her body down onto my hand ¡°Cum with me Tsubasa, I''m going cum!¡± she starts pushing the handle more and faster inside me, I feel pressure building and I''m starting to enjoy myself, forgetting the pain, forgetting the wallow I''ve been in, forgetting the cave like I''m being set free. ¡°Ahhh Yuuka, I''m gonna cum too¡± ¡°Cumming¡± we both say, as we come together. Together we intertwine our legs as Yuuka removes the handle, a mixture of my blood and my fluids. I start to fall asleep as I''m cuddled up to to Yuuka and she pats my head. -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- I wake up feeling refreshed, aside from my legs feeling a bit weak, like jelly and my insides feel like their on fire, I''m still tangled up with Yuuka. I can see the other slaves waking up as the goblins bang on the jail, symbolising the start of the day as usual. I untangle myself and shake Yuuka awake, pulling free and straightening my clothes and standing up, doing a few stretches to wake up my stiff body. Today is the day I''ll be following Yuuka and the rest of the girls to the breeding room. I''m scared, but I feel that my heart is protected with an iron wall of Yuuka''s feelings, ready to take on anything. Together with Yuuka we walked towards the gates as the goblin guards signalled for me and Yuuka to come with them, silently we followed, our destination unknown. Nothing could prepare me for what truly was waiting beyond those gates today, a day filled with bloodshed and loss. Chapter 5: A New Lunch Menu I hope you will give me a chance as you read this book, I''m getting better at writing and I do hope you stick with this book and see it through to its end with me. I''m working just on my own here so if anyone happens to spot anything wrong in my writing, such as the story no longer makes sense or plot holes etc. please do speak up, also if you see grammatical errors or the likes id appreciate being told :3 Not having a PR is tough because no matter how much I PR I just think looks right, makes sense heh :3 Feel free to send me personal messages if you have any ideas or impressions of where you might like to see the story go, I have a general story line but who knows I might even redesign to include your idea into the story :3 Thanks if possible please rate, comment, follow or favourite and of course enjoy the book :3 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Following the goblin guards down the corridor we pass through the storage room, past the kitchen room, past the breeding room, past the mining room, deeper into the cavern we go. Many winding turns and three more cavern rooms with boxes and materials, more storage rooms but the type of storage in these rooms is clearly what''s been taken off of merchants since the materials are processed properly and don''t look anything like inferior goblin production. Were led into a large offshoot room with a large table and what looks like a throne, ''what''s a throne'' I think, the goblin in the big chair looks down on us. This large goblin gave off an air of superiority and evil, without realising my legs were shaking from his glare. I felt I was vulnerable against him ¡°Gyagyegyo¡± he speaks, other goblins reply and after a few minutes of talking he waves his hands and were led back the way we came, into the middle storage room led into two cages. The goblins lock us in and then walk away, not sure what''s going on I ask Yuuka. ¡°What''s going to happen to us Yuuka?¡± ¡°I''m not sure, I''ve never seen this, in the past some girls were taken and they never returned but we don''t know what happened, maybe they plan on selling us off?¡± We end up waiting in these cages for a few hours it seemed, until we heard footsteps, goblins coming down the hallway into the chamber, 4 small goblins plus the large goblin. The smaller goblins open up the cages and drag me and Yuuka away again behind the large goblin in a new direction into an offshoot room. We are shoved in after the large goblin, inside there are a few girls lying around lifeless, some dead and decaying, a few others missing limbs, some alive but dead eyed and broken. ¡°Hii¡± I scream. Yuuka is just staring angrily around, suddenly it dawns on me why she looks so angry, these must be the girls she mentioned, maybe some of them were her friends and they were used and mutilated until they died or were nothing but a broken shell. ¡°You bastard!¡± yells Yuuka but one of the smaller goblins pushes her down and another bashes the back of her head with the butt of his spear. ''Guhah'' exhales Yuuka as she is knocked to the ground. Before I realise I''m being pushed down onto my knees too, tears streaming down my eyes, looking up at the large goblin picking up a cleaver and walking to us. ¡°Gyegyogyu¡± The goblins holding down Yuuka suddenly lift her up and move her to a table with iron cuffs, clamping them around her limbs, securing Yuuka down onto the table. The large goblin starts to walk towards her slowly, enjoying the torment. ¡°Yuuka¡± I stare straight at her, profusely crying ¡°I love you Tsubasa¡± she smiles back ''Smash'' ¡°ARGHHHHHHH!¡± screams Yuuka, down comes the cleaver on her left leg. ¡°Noooooo! Yuuka!¡± ''Smash'' ''Gurgle'' Yuuka vomits as her right leg is cleaved off. ¡°Yuuka¡± I meekly mumble through my tears and clenched teeth. Unable to do anything, why cant I do anything I beg, why can''t I help? Don''t take Yuuka away from me. Before I realised the large goblin is using her legs to pleasure his grotesque member. ¡°You! I swear I''ll kill you¡± I scream at the disgusting beast. ¡°Tsubasa¡± ¡°Yuuka¡± ¡°Please escape. ''cough'' You have to live. Live for me ''cough'' please Tsubasa¡± cries Yuuka as she tries to speak through the blood in her mouth. I struggle to break free of the two goblins holding my arms, I manage to yank one arm free and spin my elbow into the second goblins face, the force causes him to release my second arm. Free of the goblins grasp I dash out of the corridor going back towards the storage room. Screaming can be heard from behind me but I keep going, for Yuuka sake I have to get out. ''Crack'' Unauthorized usage: this narrative is on Amazon without the author''s consent. Report any sightings. A spear butt comes out of nowhere and breaks my nose, with my vision becoming blurry from the force, my legs unsteady and wobbling I collapse, the two goblins catch up and drag me back to the chamber. Inside Yuuka is missing one of her arms, as I''m thrown onto the side of the table, lifting myself up on to the table that Yuuka is on, I reach out and place my hands on Yuuka''s head as I hold her. ¡°Yuuka, I''m sorry¡± ''Guhah. Cough. Cough'' more blood comes out of her mouth straight into my face. ¡°Its okay Yuuka, I''m here for you! I will always love you!¡± I whisper as I kiss her blood stained lips, slowly I pull up smiling to her. Yuuka smiles up at me, the cleaver comes down and off comes Yuuka''s last arm, her smile distorts into a pained grimace. ¡°NOOOOOOOOOOOO!¡± my scream echoes around the cave, I feel my blood boiling, its so hot I feel like I''m burning, my stomach feels like its on fire. I buckle over in pain clutching at my stomach, this feels ten times worse than last night, the burning pain, my insides feel like their all on fire. The large goblin is behind me in front of the other goblins laughing, enjoying the suffering we are feeling. I realise they must have know about what happened last night and this large goblin enjoys tormenting people, it makes sense that once he found out he would destroy any happiness. The fire inside of me burns even brighter, now my lungs burn as well, my blood turned to fire, burning throughout my entire being. I turn to look at the goblin, he suddenly looks shocked at me when he looks into my eyes, in that instant I scream at him. ¡°AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!¡± with my scream comes fire, the loud scream accompanied by the fire suddenly spewing from my mouth shaking the cavern and burning everything in its path, the smaller goblins burning up quickly whilst the large goblin glares intently as he screams at me then he too burns up, leaving nothing but ash. ¡°ARGHH¡± a second scream but this time its due to the pain I''m feeling of my entire body burning up, pain one hundred times worse than what I felt before, as I feel like I''m being burnt to nothing but ashes, remade, then burnt to ashes again. This continues for what feels like eternity and from behind me I hear a name, I turn around and I see Yuuka. ¡°Tsubasa¡± says Yuuka with a smile ¡°Please escape. ''Cough'' I''ll be with you¡± she says with one final cough of blood. The light in her eyes fades away, left with a smile on her face as she stares at me, the pain slowly fades away replaced by sadness and tears. ''Hic. Waaaah.'' ¡°Yuuka! Come back. Don''t leave me!¡± I cry out. I reach out to touch her face, I feel her cheeks losing their warmth, I close her eyes with my hand and pull her to me, crying my eyes out. ''Hic. Sniff. Sniff'' I hear banging and footsteps as goblins seem to be coming towards this room, I have to leave I have to get out for Yuuka. I run out the door carrying the body of Yuuka, running down the corridors as fast as I can, no idea where I''m going, just any corridor I haven''t down before will do. Following the twists and turns I have no idea how I managed, but I turned time and time again on instinct and finally I managed to find a way out of the cave, on a hillside with the rising sun behind me, covered in blood with nothing but rags and carrying a human girl torso with no limbs. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I keep running and running, through the morning and into the sunset, unwilling to stop, a single thought driving me on, I have to escape. Finally collapsing on a cliff side, who knows where, with the setting sun in front of me, I release Yuuka''s body for the first time since getting out of the cave. ¡°I have to put you to rest don''t I. Right Yuuka?¡± Digging a grave in the sunset with my bare hands, not stopping even when my fingers started to bleed, picking up a rock nearby when my nails break off, desperately digging a hole out of the tough dirt. ¡°I''m sorry Yuuka, I hope you can forgive me for this¡± tears streaming down my cheeks as I lower Yuuka''s body into the crude hole. ¡°I couldn''t save you. I''m sorry Yuuka¡± ''Rustle. Rustle. Swoosh.'' The sound of the wind almost sounding like ¡°I love you Tsubasa¡± I carefully push the disturbed dirt back into hole, using my stone to mark its location, I fall to the ground, tears streaming down my face and falling into the freshly covered grave. ¡°Such a useless crude grave huh¡± I say as I slowly fall forward landing on top of Yuuka''s grave, exhaustion taking over my weak body as I succumb to sleep, drifting off, dreaming of Yuuka. Chapter 6: A Strange Breeze I hope you will give me a chance as you read this book, I''m getting better at writing and I do hope you stick with this book and see it through to its end with me. I''m working just on my own here so if anyone happens to spot anything wrong in my writing, such as the story no longer makes sense or plot holes etc. please do speak up, also if you see grammatical errors or the likes id appreciate being told :3 Not having a PR is tough because no matter how much I PR I just think looks right, makes sense heh :3 Feel free to send me personal messages if you have any ideas or impressions of where you might like to see the story go, I have a general story line but who knows I might even redesign to include your idea into the story :3 Thanks if possible please rate, comment, follow or favourite and of course enjoy the book :3 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Just a side note this chapter is only half as long as the others, but I really wanted to include the readers in the direction I go with the story. So if you are interested in voicing your opinion or ideas please make so in the comments. Thank you :3 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ''Lick. Lick.'' I hear some licking and slobbering sounds, opening my eyes I see a big pink tongue licking my face. I snap back to reality, pushing up off the ground on my knees and looking around to find who the tongue belongs to. In front of me is a dog type animal nearly 4 times larger than me covered in a coat of fire but he doesn''t seem to be burning or in any pain nor do I for that matter. Looking at my hands all healed, placing them on his burning head feeling his fur, it feels warm but it isn''t burning me. ''Woof. Hah. Hah. Woof'' The panting dog barks happily at me from my patting, I smile at him. >Okay. You?< ¡°Huh? Who''s there?!¡± I call out, looking around trying to see or sense anyone around me. There is nothing there, just wind but no person or anything which could have spoken to me. ''Woof'' The dog barks at me again causing me to look back at him, he tilts his head to the side >Okay?< ¡°Ehh. Wait could it be? Is that you talking?¡± >Shock. Why?< ¡°Um, not many dogs talk to people right? Or is that normal? I don''t remember but for some reason I feel sure large flaming dogs don''t normally talk.¡± >Talk?< the flame dog tilts his head again seemingly like he is confused, I gaze back at him >Sigh now I''m going crazy talking to dogs... what next. Oh Yuuka I miss you.< >Yuuka. Who.< ¡°EHHHHHH! Eh, ummm¡± flabbergasted, words failing me, what''s going on is this dog physic maybe? >Psy. Lick?< ''Woof. Lick'' He rises up to lick me again ¡°Heheh, aren''t you a cute doggy, do you have a name?¡± >Name? What?< ¡°Did your parents call you anything? Or friends? I mean what do people call you when they are talking to you?¡± I ask strumming my fingers on my chin, tilting my own head a bit confused at my own explanation. >Name. No.< ¡°Oh sorry. Did you have anything to do with my wounds?¡± >Lick. Good.< I realise most of my body is covered in saliva, seems like this flame dog can heal injuries with its tongue or saliva, I think. I try to wrap my arms around his head to give him a face hug, he backs up a few steps. ¡°It''s okay. Its just a hug¡± I say as I hold my arms wide, waiting for him to come closer. Slowly he moves one step closer, covering the large distance, lowering his head to my height and I wrap my arms around giving him a cuddle. Support the creativity of authors by visiting the original site for this novel and more. His soft fluffy fur feels so good. Without realising I''m rubbing my arms and face around on his fur. >Hug. Good.< >Where. Go?< ¡°Where am I going? I don''t know. Where should I go? For now I''ll call you Honoukaze¡± >Honoukaze. Good.< ''Lick.'' Honoukaze lets out a roar ''ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOARRRR'' breathing flames. >I am Honoukaze. Mountain King.< I cover my ears as I feel the roar echoing around, the loud vibrations reverberating in my ear drums. Whilst Honoukaze is showing off his manliness, I climb a tree looking around, wondering where we are. I see the setting sun, large mountains east and west, a grassy plain on the north and a dry barren on the south, I know that behind us is east as the sun rises their and I ran with the sun behind me all day therefore east is out of bounds. I don''t want to deal with more mountains or the barren land because I haven''t eaten and right now my best chance of getting food is with the grassy plains, Mama taught me how to find edible grasses, roots and the like. I jump onto Honoukaze from the tree branch, landing on his wide back >I wonder how I can get Honoukaze to come with me to the north grass plains.< >Little one. Name?< ¡°Tsubasa¡± >Go. We shall.< ¡°Yay¡± I cheer as I hug his back, his warmth seeping into my bones I slip into a comfortable sleep. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Feeling the breeze whirling around me, sitting up and rubbing the sleep out of my eyes, opening my eyes I see the grass lands surrounding us. Honoukaze is speeding running like a bullet train in a hurry, wait what''s a bullet train? Getting back to the grass plains, I don''t know where we are, I don''t even know where home is, where am I going to go? ¡°Honoukaze, do you know about this area?¡± >Grass. Trees.< ¡°No I mean are there any villages or towns or monster nests, landmark type stuff, any of those sorts of things in this area?¡± >Village close. Labyrinth close. Tower close. Many humans far.< ¡°Have you met any of the humans of this area? Where do you live Honoukaze?¡± I ask puzzled. >Labyrinth. Home. Humans angry. Tasty< as if to reinforce his point he gnashes his teeth a few times, if I could see I wouldn''t be surprised if he was drooling. ¡°Wait Honoukaze if you eat humans, why didn''t you try to eat me?¡± >Human. Where?< ¡°Ummm... Honoukaze. When you look at me what do you see?¡± >Child. Dragon.< I really need to look into more about my parents race and myself but for now I need to figure out where I''m going or what I''m going to do with my life now. Do I go to the town? Do I go with Honoukaze to the labyrinth? Or do I head towards the village? What is this tower Honoukaze speaks about? What will I do when I reach my destination, my chances of finding my home is pretty slim, I don''t even know any features about my home. My head is starting to hurt, I think I''ll sleep on this decision.