《The Diary Of A Successful Villain》


 January 1, 2945 (Friday)

    Friday of January 1, 2945


    My mom has forced me to start an online diary to the past (ODTP). I actually have to write about my life and send it to the past for strangers to read. I mean seriously, what do you expect a teenage kid to write? I guess I will tell you about my success. I am the best player in the game The DK. Now for all those unfamiliar with the game, it¡¯s a VR RPG (VR means virtual reality and RPG means role-playing game). Now for the gamers out there reading this, you might wonder, what makes the game so fun and unique. Well truthfully, it is not much different than real life.


    The game creator Dr. Chen said, ¡°I hate my life, thus I made a new one.¡± I completely agree! In real life (IRL) I have so much shit to deal with! First off, 5 days of the week, I have to wake up earlier than the sun and get ready for school. If the teachers at school were hot and sexy, it will be fine and all. That way I can fantasize about the ways my teacher and I can interact </img>. However, the ones teaching at my school were all ogly (old and ugly) women who can¡¯t get married and decided to teach! Can you imagine looking at an old lady for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week? After school, when I go home, I have to listen to my forty-year-old mom nags at me to do homework. Like holy shit! I¡¯m already in the prime of my life and I am still a slave to old women!


    Luckily, Dr. Chen saved my life and created the VR RPG that allows real-life slaves like us to start a new life. You might wonder, there are only 24 hours a day, and you already spent 12 hours of your life being a slave, when do you get the chance to play The DK? Now kids, let me entertain you about the amazingness of The DK. This game is played when you are sleeping! When you go to sleep, your consciousness is absorbed into the game. The game is made to be as realistic and as close as possible to real life that you actually have only one life. What does that mean? Well if you die in the game, you are dead forever.


    Well, some of you might say, but Ja! ... Oh, wait, how silly of me! I forgot to introduce myself! My name is J, just J. Now where was I ... Oh yes! Well, some of you might say, ¡° But J! Can¡¯t you just make a new account?¡± Haha, kids, that''s where The DK gets you! The game is played through a VR helmet and it takes your facial description and stores it into the game program. You know those recognize your fingerprint to unlock the phone bullshit? Well, it¡¯s similar to that. Many have tried to hack into the game system to try and change its feature. All I can say is many has tried, yet none has succeeded. I¡¯m cool with this and all, except I feel bad for the twins out there. I¡¯m not talking about those fake ass twins. I¡¯m talking about real identical twins. Both of them can only play on one account, and if your identical twin fucks up, well there goes the chance to play the game for both of you.Unauthorized reproduction: this story has been taken without approval. Report sightings.


    Now let¡¯s go back to the main point of the story. That¡¯s right, my success! Now you know The DK is just like the real world, but your boy J is the BEST player in the game. Now in the game, how are people classified and ranked? All through wealth and reputation. I was lucky enough to be one of the 1,000,000 beta testers in the game. Thus, I had an advantage over the other few billions of losers out there. Now if that¡¯s not lucky enough, I bought a lottery in The DK and won 100,000,000 million USD(United States Dollars) on my first week in the game.


    Now if you don¡¯t know the saying, money makes the world go round. Let me tell you now. Money makes the world go round. I first hired all of the NPC(Non-Player Character) in my starting city. Those other losers that started in my city then depended on me to survive and grow. Thus, I forced them to sign contracts to make them eternally serve me and work for me. Now obviously there were people who fought back. Let me tell you what happens to those idiots. Two words, They Died. Now the one thing about DK that is different than the real worlds was that the game takes contracts really seriously. If you go back on your contract or bet, you get a serious repercussion. I don¡¯t know (IDK) who the hell Dr. Chen is, but he is really influential. There were people who broke the contract and tried to hide IRL. Dr. Chen somehow found people to track them down IRL and killed them. I mean seriously??? If I didn¡¯t know better, I would have thought I was reading a fantasy/ sci-fi light novel.


    During an online interview, the interviewer asked Dr.Chen, why did he make the game have such a severe term with contracts. He replied, ¡° Once, someone went back on their contract with me. Then, I killed them. Now, I don¡¯t tolerate anyone going back on their bets or contracts. Especially IN MY GAME.¡± I gotta say, Dr.Chen is my idol. Wise words from Dr.Chen.


    Oh shit! It¡¯s getting late tonight. I will write more to you guys if I ever remember to.


    Signed,


    The best player ever


    J

 January 2, 2945 (Saturday)

    Saturday, January 2, 2945


    I am shocked. Let me tell you, I am utterly and completely shocked. After finish writing my diary entry, I submitted it to a website. After submitting the entry, the website notified me with the word PENDING. After seeing the word, I got so confused I had to search up its definition. Pending: Awaiting decision or settlement.


    Seriously? I mean seriously? I am so flabbergasted by the website. Does my work need the approval of someone else to be published? Do they not know who I am? Do they not know I am the mighty J. The BEST PLAYER in DK? The one that females go crazy over and all males get jealous of? I can not believe they have the audacity to think I need the approval of their so-called ¡°Moderator¡± to publish my book. They should bow to me in gratitude for sharing myknowledge so others can learn.


    After thinking about their actions, I couldn¡¯t sleep all night. Early this morning, I called my best friend Bob. I was like, ¡°Bob, can you believe it? They don¡¯t know who I am and has the audacity to think I need their approval. ¡°


    After venting and complaining to Bob for an hour, I kinda understood why they had to check the diary entry before publishing it. I mean, I am so famous. Being so famous means there will be a lot of people trying to impersonate me. The website acted accordingly and checked the authenticity of my identity to make sure commoners like you guys were not lied to.


    However, Bobs next words shocked me to the core. He said, ¡°Yo J, you are writing to the past. You weren¡¯t even born yet, how can they know who you are?¡±


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    What were we talking about again? Oh right, Bob! My best friend Bob isn¡¯t actually called Bob. IDK what his real name is, but I call him Bob. Why Bob? C''mon man, do you know any name that is cooler than Bob? If you are a friend of J, you need to have a cool name. Just think, Bob and J. The dynamic duo Bob and J. The cool dynamic duo Bob and J. Bob is really lucky to have a friend like me. Being my best friend, he gets to leech so much off of my fame. All those people who try to get close to me send gifts to Bob. They hoped Bob could put some ¡°good words in¡± and make me pay attention to them.


    Now hearing how great I am, some of you might wonder what¡¯s so great about Bob that he is my best friend? Truthfully, nothing. There is nothing great about Bob. Bob is a short, ugly, chubby, slow-witted Asian kid. Now look at me, I am a tall, handsome, athletic, smart Asian kid. Comparing us two, you can easily see I beat Bob in every category. Now you might not understand if I am so much better than Bob, why is he my best friend? Easy knowledge kid. Now pay attention to some wise words from Dr. Chen. Dr. Chen once said, ¡° To show how superior you are, you need to place yourself next to someone worse than you so people can admire you.¡± This is the exact reason Bob is my best friend. I need him around so people can appreciate and understand how superior I am compared to Bob.


    Well enough about Bob, let¡¯s talk more about me. I am always curious about peoples first exposure to sexual content. When I was younger, a group of friends and I ditched school to stay home and chill. Weirdly enough they decided to watch some porn videos. At first, I was so confused. I didn¡¯t understand what was so fun about watching naked women when I can watch Spongebob instead. But boy oh boy did I find out the thing down there that started to grow. When I first saw my thing growing, I got scared. I thought it was a contagious disease and tried my best to shrink it back down. Nothing worked, instead, it grew larger. I hid in my friend''s bathroom an I had to google: ¡°HELP my penis is getting larger and larger, how do I shrink it back down.¡± Now let me tell you, Google is a life saver. Especially Wikihow and their step by step instruction with pictures. Following the instructions and pictures, I learned to stroke my penis and release some white fluids.¡± That was the experience of my first jerk-off. People always tell me you get addicted to drugs, I think I found the drug for me.


    Well, I¡¯ve already spent half my Saturday morning with you guys. I think it¡¯s time for me to go and hang out with Bob.


    Write to you guys later,


    The One, The Only, The Best,


    J

 January 6, 2945 (Wednesday): Study Of Five Different Types Of Human

    Wednesday, January 6, 2945


    I am confused. Why do guys dislike gay people? Last Saturday, Bob and I encountered two guys making out in the streets. The instant Bob saw them, he said, ¡°Ewww, look J, it¡¯s gay people.¡± I was puzzled. I asked Bob, ¡°what¡¯s wrong with gay people?¡± The answer he replied to me with a disgusted look was, ¡°they¡¯re gay!¡±


    These few days I¡¯ve been thinking, what is wrong with gay people. In my opinion (IMO), I LOVE gay people. Obviously, I don¡¯t love them sexually or want to develop a relationship with them. I love the idea that gay men exist. Now let me give you a lecture to broaden your view.


    There are five main categories of people. Straight men, straight women, gay men, gay women, and last of all loners. Starting with loners, no one cares about them. In fact, most people don¡¯t know they exist. Do you ever have that one classmate that you didn¡¯t even know exist? Like midway through the semester for school, your teacher takes attendance and says, ¡°Johnny, is Johnny here?¡± The whole class looks around and asks, ¡°who is Johnny?¡± Yep, those are the loners I am talking about.


    Next, we have straight men. People like me. People who look for a relationship in women. Our enemies are lesbians due to the fact they try to convert straight women into lesbians. The goal of straight men is to convert lesbians into bisexual. Why bisexual instead of straight? Think about it, lesbians mean there are two women. If you convert one into a straight woman, you get only one woman. If you can make them bisexual, there is a chance you get their old partner as well and make it a threesome. Now if my math is still as amazing as I am, two women are greater than one.After they both become bisexual, then you turn them straight, so they will be faithful only to you.The story has been stolen; if detected on Amazon, report the violation.


    Now, where do gay men fall into this category? Gay men are our friends. Why? They lower the amount of competition straight men have. Imagine a scenario of ten people. Five males and five females. If there are four gay men in the five. That means the straight man has the opportunity to get all five women to himself. Of course, this is the best-case scenario. Due to the factor of lesbians trying to convert straight women into lesbians, we might lose some women. That is why we straight men hate lesbians.


    WARNING: gay men are great to have as friends. However, one thing straight guys need to be aware of is the danger of being with gay friends. The goals of gay men are to convert straight men into gay ones. When you are with your gay friends, make sure to protect your anal hole. Never get too close to them and give them any thought of the wrong idea. One misstep means you lose your anal virginity or be converted to a bisexual or gay.


    Note to the gay people out there: If you are gay, make sure to do the sticking. Be the dominant one and not the one getting dominated. (Unless you like getting dominated)


    At this point, some of you smart fellows will go ¡°AHHHHHH!¡± the existence of more gays than lesbian causes a disparity in the ratio of straight females and straight males. Thus, the idea of Harem is born.


    Now for some of the slow-witted readers out there. Do not fear, I am speaking at a very high level of intellect. You might not be able to understand me. Thus, for your sake, I drew a diagram and label it into simpler words for you to understand.


    PS: I would start labeling my diary entries for you readers to understand.


    Professor J

 January 22, 2945 (Friday) : Study Of Money And Luck

    Friday, January 22, 2945


    Okay, disciples, I think it is about time I begin. I am testing your patience. It has already been two weeks since my last diary entry. Those that stayed are the loyal devout fans of mine. As a generous, kind, and awesome leader, I will take you guys in and train you to be successful villains. Now there will always be two types of people I have to teach. The stupid one and the smart ones. If you are the smart ones, you would have noticed I have already told you the requirements needed to be a successful villain. Now for the stupid ones, I will take time out of my amazing life and explain it to you one by one.


    In my first diary entry. I talk about my success in DK. Now what made me successful in DK that allowed me to do anything I want? Luck and Money. Starting off with luck, I am sorry. You are either born lucky or you are not. The greatest example will be me and Bob. I was born with amazing looks, born with great intelligence, born with great athletic abilities, and I was also born with amazing luck. Now, look at Bob. He was born stupid, born ugly, and born with little luck. Bob barely passed all his classes with grades in the Cs while I passed ALL my classes in the As. He can be what you defined as a failure. Thus, if you were born with little to no luck, I am sorry. There is nothing you can do, but to work harder to be successful. As for you that are born with decent to a high amount of luck, congratulations! You begin at a higher starting point than others.


    The second category required to be successful is money. Now if you have read my previous entries, you should know that money makes the world go round. It is true that not everyone values money highly. However, I dare say around 90% of the population will listen to your biddings for the sake of money. What about the other 10%? Well, 1% of the world is already at least as rich as me and there is no need for them to want money anymore. The other 9%? They are either fools trying to be Heroes or fools that don¡¯t understand the value of money.


    Now understanding the importance of money, you need to learn how to maximize the amount of money you can save. The best way is to be a miser. You need to value every single penny and nickels you see. You have to think of the big picture. Just think, every day you buy grocery and the price is $1.99. If you give them two dollars, get the penny back. Think of saving 1 penny a day for a year. That¡¯s already a whole three dollars and sixty-five cents! In ten years, that value is thirty-six dollars and fifty cents! However, this method is only suitable for the unlucky and stupid fellows.The tale has been illicitly lifted; should you spot it on Amazon, report the violation.


    For those that are lucky and you are in dire need of money? Sorry, we see through your lies. If you are as lucky as you state you are, you would have been born into a rich family like me. However, there are people who are born into a rich family and would like to make more money. For fellows like those, you guys might be able to have one-tenth of my intelligence. Obviously, that is a compliment. The amount of gold in the world is limited. With this knowledge in mind, it is easily seen if you have more gold, everyone else has less gold. As a lucky fellow, how do you get richer? If you are intelligent, then it would be easy. If you are not, I recommend to be a rich lucky miser and just save money. Why not use your luck to earn some money? Through a series of tests and experiments, I have concluded the amount of luck in the world is limited.


    The amount of luck each person has can be categorized into a number. For example, I was born with an approximate amount of ten billion points of luck. However, I was also born good-looking, athletic, rich, and smart. These four traits have already caused my luck points to drop down to 2 billion. When I was younger, I was ignorant and used my luck everywhere I go. The actions of my ignorant younger self has dropped my luck points to 1.5 billion.


    After learning about the point system of luck, I conducted a series of test on 10,000 Luckers. What are Luckers? Luckers are those that I categorize people with more than one million points of luck after being born. After conducting these test and experiments on the Luckers, they ran out of luck to become a No-Lucker. As a No-Lucker, it is actually possible to force luck and become an UnLucker. No matter how hard I try or what methods I use, the way luck travel is only in one direction. It will only decrease for a person and never increase.


    Luck is something that we should only use in dire need of situations. It is best to save up the amount of luck you have. For ordinary people, it is really hard to save up luck. It¡¯s like an aura that leaks out and just appears randomly. For example, finding twenty dollars on the floor. You didn¡¯t will it to happen, it just did. However, it is possible to conserve the amount of luck used. Stay clear of anything with random effects. Do not play the lottery or even simpler actions like rolling the die. All of these require luck. Never pray to ask for anything! By praying or hoping for something to happen is a conscious decision to use luck! In times of dire need, luck can be used to save your life.


    Okay, students, this is a lot of information to process. Not all of you are ones that have one-tenth of my intelligence. It might take you guys a while to process. I will continue this lecture next time.


    Master J

 January 28, 2945 (Thursday) : I Found Out What Are Endangering Humans Existence

    Warning: The following story contains many vulgar and offensive language. You have been warned! Proceed with caution.


    Today, I got detention. You know how detention is always for students that have committed a mistake or inappropriate behavior? Well, I did it for a righteous cause. You heard me correctly! As a villain, I did something to make the world a better place.


    Let me begin from the start. This morning I woke up five minutes before my alarm. I got up and felt really energized. It was just a good day for me you know! I brushed my teeth, had breakfast, and I even had time to jerk off! Walking to school was amazing! The weather was nice and the birds were singing. As I was enjoying the moment, I was thinking, the world is such a beautiful place! There is no need for villains anymore! I might as well just be a commoner!


    I entered my first-period class and I had a great time with my friends. Then, my second-period class began. In class, we had group work in pairs of threes. The partners were assigned, and luckily for me, I was with my buddy Bob and a girl I have never seen before. Now to keep her identity safe, let¡¯s call her M.


    In case you didn¡¯t know, I always give everyone a rating. It always starts at 100 and slowly decreases or increases based on the impression you leave on me. For M, it also began at 100. However, she was ugly, thus I took off 30 points. 70 points are still high in my books, 90% of the people I meet averages around to 50 points. Once the group work began, she started playing on her iPhone Z. She was lazy, thus minus 10 points. Now 60 points are still high in my books. Halfway through the class, Bob and I got stuck on a problem. Obviously, if it was something that is able to stump me, it must be hard. M came over and decided to assist us. Wow! Helping others in need! Plus 20! She now has the score of 80. I smiled kindly and said let¡¯s try to figure out the problem.You might be reading a stolen copy. Visit Royal Road for the authentic version.


    That¡¯s when everything went downhill. Now let me give you an example of how the conversation went between us. Let¡¯s pretend there was a math question of 5 plus 9. Obviously, the answer is 14. However, M believed it was 10.


    M- ¡°Look J, the answer for 5 plus 9 is 10¡±


    J ¨C ¡°Uh M? 5 + 9 is 14.¡±


    M ¨C ¡°No it isn¡¯t! Count with your fingers! 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10!¡±


    Here I realized something important. M was retarded. I don¡¯t¡¯ understand why though. The school I entered is the best school in the country! I guess she used all her luck and somehow entered this school. I mean IDK how else someone as stupid as M can enter this school. She¡¯s stupid and it¡¯s a fact that can¡¯t be denied. Minus 50. She fell down to a 30. However, as the kind Samaritan that I am, I decided to teach her.


    J ¨C ¡°Uh M? What happened to 11. 12. 13. And 14?¡±


    M ¨C ¡°Are you stupid J? You only have 10 fingers! Where are you getting these extra fingers!¡±


    J ¨C ¡°Uh ¡­ why don¡¯t you add your fingers and your toes so you can get a number larger than 10!¡±


    M ¨C ¡°You must really be stupid J, how can toes be the same as fingers?¡±


    Meanwhile, Bob just sits in the corner laughing his ass off.


    J ¨C ¡°Uh M, how about using my fingers? Then we can get more than 10!¡±


    M ¨C ¡°Ugh J, your fingers are so ugly! How dare you try to add up my fingers with yours! I don¡¯t want my fingers to have any connections to yours!¡±


    That¡¯s when I lost it. Minus 200! The information age began as early as the year 2000. It¡¯s almost the year 3000! I always thought as time progress, people get smarter. It has been 1,000 years! How are idiots like M still here! I thought I had to get rid of her. I mean who knows right. Her stupidity might actually be contagious! Then I popped off.


    These were the exact lines and I yelled at her word for word.


    J ¨C ¡°You stupid motherfucking bitch! I am here to educate you and trying to change you into a better person!¡± How the fuck is someone as retarded as you still alive!¡±


    You know how people try to hold you back? Well, Bob and another classmate were trying to hold me back. You need to know, if they didn¡¯t hold me back, I would have beaten the shit out of M.


    J ¨C ¡°Let me go! I need to fucking kill her right now! She is spreading her stupidity all over us! She might cause the end of humanity!¡±


    Next thing I knew, my mom came and the principal came. M was hiding in the corner crying like the little bitch she was. I swear she better not let me ever catch her alone.


    I am sorry readers. I could not control my emotions. People like M is why we need villains. We need to remove these stupid ass inferior humans away from us so intelligent creatures like us can actually prosper.


    From The Boy Who Is Still Grounded From Trying To Save Earth,


    J

 February 16, 2945 (Tuesday): Everyone Is A Villain

    February 16, 2945 (Tuesday)


    Dear Trainees,


    Villains are always seen as one that causes harm to others or society to achieve a sort of benefit. They either aim to conquer the world, rob the bank, or even kill others. Many are labeled as psychopaths, crazy, or even weird. However, the reason the villains commit the crime they have are all due to reasons. If everyone is satisfied and content with their lives, there will be no crimes ever. However, Humans are selfish, greedy, and ones that try to improve. As people grow older, they desire more. As a young child myself, I always look for small benefits. I want Ice Cream, or go to the park and have fun. However, as I grow up, I desire things like games, money, and relationship. The older I get, the more benefits I want and the harder it is to achieve.


    Everyone does a thing for their own benefits. You may argue that it is for the sake of another, but deep down, it¡¯s to satisfy yourself. Take charity for example. Charity is made to raise money and give it to the poor. Now, what do I think is the real reason for charity? It¡¯s for the donators to get a sense of self-satisfaction. The donators live a better life than many others. Thus, they feel superior. They give the money to poorer people to help them have a better life and be grateful to you. Who doesn¡¯t like to hear praises? ¡°Thank You, Mr. ¡®Insert Your Name Here¡¯ for donating five hundred dollars!¡± Hearing this, most people will be felt with pride and brag about it. As a student, getting As in all your class and getting an award is something to be proud of and brag about. However, everyone tries to hide their failure. People go around sharing their achievements, but you don¡¯t hear about people going around bragging about failing. The reason is simple, people like the sense of superiority.


    Charity is similar to heroes. Why do heroes go around and save people? This is because they want to receive the praise and be admired by others. They are actually villains that believe they¡¯re doing things for the greater good of the world. The truth is they are doing it to satisfy themselves. You don¡¯t see heroes go around saving those stronger or better than themselves. Well first of all, if they¡¯re stronger than you, there¡¯s no point of you going. Second of all, they are people with emotions as well. The thought of possibly dying to save someone else requires a huge resolution.


    Many people have goals but always abandons it. Why? They compare their goals toward their personal benefit. If the personal benefit outweighs the goal, they will not complete it. If you were a doctor, and you had two patients. One was your friend for twenty years and another was a complete stranger, which one would you choose? 90% of you will choose your friend due to personal interest. However, if the stranger offers you one billion dollars, people will hesitate. They will weigh the value of friendship with money. Thus, the one with more importance will be chosen.If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it.


    Why do heroes always protect the place they grew up or born. Why not send Spider-Man to protect Canada or Iron-Man to protect Iraq? It¡¯s because they don¡¯t have any connections to those places. Heroes are just people that do not see how everything is done is to benefit themselves. Either it is to make them feel better, make up for their past mistakes, or even the happiness they feel from helping others. All of these are for selfish reasons. The actions they cause will help one group know as the victims and blame it on the so-called villains.


    Villains are just the same. However, they are a lot better than heroes. They know exactly what they want. I want money; thus, I rob the bank. I want power; thus, I try to take over the world. These Villains are conscious of their decisions and who is benefitting from their actions. Let¡¯s say a Villain took over the world. Is he still a Villain to others? No, he becomes a king. If a Villain is successful in robbing a bank, and he escapes to never be caught. Is he still a Robber? No, he just becomes a rich man somewhere no one can find him and live a better life than he did before. In the eyes of society¡¯s villains, the heroes are villains. They are the one stopping villains from achieving their goals and dreams.


    However, what does this mean? It is all according to perspective.  The perspective of the winner always influences the majority and sways it to the winner¡¯s side. However, we now come down to the most important question. What separates a Villain from a successful one? If everyone in the world is a villain, why do I personally feel there are so few successful villains? There are many people out there trying to get rich and became rich. There are many people trying to get famous and did become famous. However, why aren¡¯t they successful?


    Two reasons. One is because they don¡¯t realize they are villains. If you can¡¯t even recognize yourself as a villain, how can you be considered a successful one? They still think they are doing it righteously and it is fine with what they do. A successful villain understands that to get to where they are, they must harm someone else. The second reason for a villain to be successful is to be proud of it. After knowing that I harmed others to get to the position I am at, I feel proud. I follow my goals and morals. I believe in them and it is hard to make me change. It is possible for me to change my goals. However, I will always try my best to achieve them. I will harm people, intentionally or unintentionally, to get to my goals.


    After reading this, I hope everyone understands that you are not as nice as you think you are. You can help all the people in the world, but mainly it is for your own benefits. Helping one person will always cause another one harm. There is no need to feel any guilt or shame. This is just my idea of how the world works.


    I will discuss more about my personal experience in the future,


    Sincerely, J

 February 16, 2945 (Tuesday): Everyone Is A Villain

    February 16, 2945 (Tuesday)


    Dear Trainees,


    Villains are always seen as one that causes harm to others or society to achieve a sort of benefit. They either aim to conquer the world, rob the bank, or even kill others. Many are labeled as psychopaths, crazy, or even weird. However, the reason the villains commit the crime they have are all due to reasons. If everyone is satisfied and content with their lives, there will be no crimes ever. However, Humans are selfish, greedy, and ones that try to improve. As people grow older, they desire more. As a young child myself, I always look for small benefits. I want Ice Cream, or go to the park and have fun. However, as I grow up, I desire things like games, money, and relationship. The older I get, the more benefits I want and the harder it is to achieve.


    Everyone does a thing for their own benefits. You may argue that it is for the sake of another, but deep down, it¡¯s to satisfy yourself. Take charity for example. Charity is made to raise money and give it to the poor. Now, what do I think is the real reason for charity? It¡¯s for the donators to get a sense of self-satisfaction. The donators live a better life than many others. Thus, they feel superior. They give the money to poorer people to help them have a better life and be grateful to you. Who doesn¡¯t like to hear praises? ¡°Thank You, Mr. ¡®Insert Your Name Here¡¯ for donating five hundred dollars!¡± Hearing this, most people will be felt with pride and brag about it. As a student, getting As in all your class and getting an award is something to be proud of and brag about. However, everyone tries to hide their failure. People go around sharing their achievements, but you don¡¯t hear about people going around bragging about failing. The reason is simple, people like the sense of superiority.


    Charity is similar to heroes. Why do heroes go around and save people? This is because they want to receive the praise and be admired by others. They are actually villains that believe they¡¯re doing things for the greater good of the world. The truth is they are doing it to satisfy themselves. You don¡¯t see heroes go around saving those stronger or better than themselves. Well first of all, if they¡¯re stronger than you, there¡¯s no point of you going. Second of all, they are people with emotions as well. The thought of possibly dying to save someone else requires a huge resolution.


    Many people have goals but always abandons it. Why? They compare their goals toward their personal benefit. If the personal benefit outweighs the goal, they will not complete it. If you were a doctor, and you had two patients. One was your friend for twenty years and another was a complete stranger, which one would you choose? 90% of you will choose your friend due to personal interest. However, if the stranger offers you one billion dollars, people will hesitate. They will weigh the value of friendship with money. Thus, the one with more importance will be chosen.A case of theft: this story is not rightfully on Amazon; if you spot it, report the violation.


    Why do heroes always protect the place they grew up or born. Why not send Spider-Man to protect Canada or Iron-Man to protect Iraq? It¡¯s because they don¡¯t have any connections to those places. Heroes are just people that do not see how everything is done is to benefit themselves. Either it is to make them feel better, make up for their past mistakes, or even the happiness they feel from helping others. All of these are for selfish reasons. The actions they cause will help one group know as the victims and blame it on the so-called villains.


    Villains are just the same. However, they are a lot better than heroes. They know exactly what they want. I want money; thus, I rob the bank. I want power; thus, I try to take over the world. These Villains are conscious of their decisions and who is benefitting from their actions. Let¡¯s say a Villain took over the world. Is he still a Villain to others? No, he becomes a king. If a Villain is successful in robbing a bank, and he escapes to never be caught. Is he still a Robber? No, he just becomes a rich man somewhere no one can find him and live a better life than he did before. In the eyes of society¡¯s villains, the heroes are villains. They are the one stopping villains from achieving their goals and dreams.


    However, what does this mean? It is all according to perspective.  The perspective of the winner always influences the majority and sways it to the winner¡¯s side. However, we now come down to the most important question. What separates a Villain from a successful one? If everyone in the world is a villain, why do I personally feel there are so few successful villains? There are many people out there trying to get rich and became rich. There are many people trying to get famous and did become famous. However, why aren¡¯t they successful?


    Two reasons. One is because they don¡¯t realize they are villains. If you can¡¯t even recognize yourself as a villain, how can you be considered a successful one? They still think they are doing it righteously and it is fine with what they do. A successful villain understands that to get to where they are, they must harm someone else. The second reason for a villain to be successful is to be proud of it. After knowing that I harmed others to get to the position I am at, I feel proud. I follow my goals and morals. I believe in them and it is hard to make me change. It is possible for me to change my goals. However, I will always try my best to achieve them. I will harm people, intentionally or unintentionally, to get to my goals.


    After reading this, I hope everyone understands that you are not as nice as you think you are. You can help all the people in the world, but mainly it is for your own benefits. Helping one person will always cause another one harm. There is no need to feel any guilt or shame. This is just my idea of how the world works.


    I will discuss more about my personal experience in the future,


    Sincerely, J