《I Became a Villain’s Hero》 Chapter 1: Help Me, Hero! (1) Chapter 1: Help Me, Hero! (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Arch-enemy. The term merges ''arch,'' implying foremost, with ''enemy.'' In essence, it means a nemesis. Inevitably, they are inescapably intertwined, their battles never conclusively resolved. In this irony, theye to know and understand each other best. Even I have such an arch-enemy, as the ranked number one in the viin danger ranking. Naturally, the counterpart is the ranked number one hero. ''Sce.'' Her beauty is obvious even behind a mask and helmet. Her artistic figure is entuated by a tight hero costume. When her powers activate, her hair and eyes glow brightly, and a golden aura, like the sun, radiates around her. It was impossible to deny how incredible she was. She was a hero one couldn''t help but admire. --- --- Regaining consciousness, I found ''Sce,'' the hero, pressing firmly on my wounds with both hands. Her voice and expression were panicked. Tears streamed from her shining eyes. I was startled butcked the strength to show it. A lot of my blood had already been lost. Whispering was all I could manage. ".....This is unexpected, Sce." Startled by my voice, Sce looked up at me. "....Y-you''re awake, Dice. Stay calm. Okay? Everything will be alright." I still couldn''t fully understand. Was this a dream? But even in this dire situation, I didn''t want to show weakness to her. ".....Shouldn''t we....not be like this?" Sce shook her head, unable to wipe her tears or hide her expression while staunching my bleeding. "You must live, Dice.... You must live...." "Get a grip, Sce. I''m not on your side." She continued shaking her head, crying more desperately at the sight of my endlessly flowing blood. "Cough, cough...!" "It''s okay...! Just hold on...! I''ve called a healing specialist hero...!" "......South Korea''s top hero has.....Stockholm syndrome*. If someone sees this, it''ll cause an uproar. Cough...." Biting her lip, she said with a choked voice. "......I''m just....returning the favor." "........" It was then I began to understand her actions. As my arch-enemy, there was little she could hide from me. ".....You''ve saved my life many times...not just once or twice, I know. When I was unconscious.... every time.... every time I woke up safe, I knew it was because of you..." "......." Tears kept streaming down her cheeks. When had she realized? "Dice....! I''m admitting this for the first time....! Sob...! I''ve always felt something odd about you..." Knowing my time was limited, I no longer wanted to deny it. For her, I wanted to pretend to be a bit cooler till the end. "As much as I am your arch-enemy, I''m the one who knows you best. I know that you killed the other viins. I also know that you''ve dered thisnd in Seoul as your territory to keep other viins at bay... Dice... I know that you.." "......." "....I know that you''re actually... good at heart..." I let out a stifledugh at her absurd words, though even that was now a painful effort. I forced a smile and replied. "......If I were truly good at heart, I wouldn''t have be a viin. Why would I choose such a troublesome path?" ".....You... You must have had your reasons." As I looked at Sce, who believed in me, I found myself at a loss for words. Contrary to her expectations or guesses, I am not that good a person. My choice to be a viin was entirely my own, a product of my stupid youth. I took the easy path and let my anger take over and consume me. My greed was endless, yearning for more than I could count. But.... a lot has changed in recent years. The good deeds Sce discovered were like my own acts of repentance. I''ve grown deeply skeptical of my lifestyle, questioning its very foundation. Why am I living this way? Spreading fear among citizens. Hated by heroes. Distrusted by viins. For whom am I doing this? Alone... nothing seems fun. Even after acquiring all the wealth I ever desired, it held no meaning for me. Like how you no longer crave food when you''re full. Money didn''t fill my void. Then came Sce. Risking her life for others, spreading happiness and hope. Why did she seem so different from the other heroes? I still haven''t figured out the reason. ....Anyway. I envied her. She was loved wherever she went. And I was so lonely. So, in a desire to be like her, I started doing good deeds secretly, just to pass the time. I never expected things to turn out like this. "....Heh." .......But listening to her, I felt a profound sense of fulfillment. I had to admit that my decision to do good was the right one. The top-ranked viin feeling happy about being praised for good deeds. "....Stay alive, Dice.... You must live..." I nced at my pierced stomach. There was no hope in sight. ".....That''s going to be difficult.....I took on heroes ranked second to seventh all at once.... It''s greedy to hope to survive." A battle had raged over several days. A fight that broke out after the persistent pursuit of heroes. It was the culmination of their determination to finally end me, the viin who had been ranked number one for seven years. I managed to incapacitate everyone, so in a way, I won the battle. But in the end, I''m the only one losing my life. Does this mean I''ve lost after all? This end doesn''t feel regrettable. The fact that this is all the punishment for my misdeeds almost feels inadequate. Sure, I''ve never killed innocent people ormitted terrorism. I was the top-ranked viin because no one could stop me. Yet, I can''t shake the feeling that my punishment is too lenient, perhaps due to my deep regret for the past. Sce continued to shed tears. ....I felt a pang of disappointment. I knew these tears weren''t shed solely for me. Sce always had a warm heart.... though some might say she''s too easily moved to tears. Perhaps that''s the reason behind her tears now. I''ve seen them on TV many times before. I could feel my time running out. Deep breaths felt suffocating, and my vision was gradually fading to ck. "....Sce." She seemed to sense my fate from the sound of my voice. "No, don''t...! Hold on...!" "........Thank you." "....What do I have, that you''re thankful for....?" I smiled. Then I said to her. "....You wouldn''t understand." I wonder if she knew that my refusal to give up my position as the top viin, to remain her arch-enemy, was due to my small desire to be with her. Soon, I couldn''t see anything anymore. The world turned pitch ck. Ha. As always, I was alone again. Then, through my hand, I felt a warm sensation. I knew it was Sce''s warmth. Her voice reached my ears. "......Dice." For a moment, she suppressed her tears, then spoke with a more determined tone. ".....I''m grateful too. Having you around... it allowed me to grow." A sense of peace enveloped me. "I promise. I won''t waste anything you''ve taught me. Thank you, Dice. Thank you..." I thought to myself. I''ve beenpletely defeated. Utterly overpowered by her. I had to admit that my way was wrong, and her way was right. If there''s another life. I would live like her. Not misuse my powers, act for others. Not out of altruism. For myself, for others, that''s how I''ll live. What a pitiful life it was. Look at the oue. A lover... no, that''s too much to ask for. .....A friend. Yes. I don''t even have a friend to mourn my death. Without Sce, my honorable adversary, there would have been no one to grieve over my death. Loneliness. That''s what changed me, and that''s what defeated me. And then, myst breath left me. --- --- ....Gasp!! And suddenly, my eyes opened. "......What?" It was a familiar ceiling. "....Hmm." After spending half a day in a daze, I found myself lost in thought while eating gukbap at a nearby restaurant. Everyone around me was enjoying their dinner so naturally. No one seemed startled to see me, nor did anyone run away. This sensation itself felt strange to me. Unlike other viins, I never wore a mask, so people used to scatter at my appearance. Now, I could seamlessly blend in with others and enjoy my meal. "....Was gukbap always this cheap?" I found myself pondering trivial thoughts in my newfound leisure. Was it because I had returned to the past, or because my sense of money was skewed after bing the top viin? Even the modest price of the meal evoked a small sense of wonder in me. After piecing together various pieces of information, it appeared I had traveled back 11 years in time. From 33 to 22 years old. My body was younger, and my criminal record, my regretful past, all gone. Even the memories with Sce. Of course, I remember her, but she wouldn''t remember me. It''s somewhat regrettable, but if this is the price for a chance to start over, it seems like a good deal. -Ding! "......." I reacted sensitively every time someone entered the restaurant, out of habit. Really, it''s strange even to me. Me, fitting in here. But now, how should I live my life? One thing''s for sure, I won''t live as a viin. That much is definite. I contemted living as a hero, the opposite of a viin... but to evene close to being half as good as Sce, honestly, I didn''t have the confidence. .....Anyway, I don''t want to live a lonely life. I did want to emte what I learned from Sce, even just a little. Having started to grasp the warm feeling thates from doing good deeds, I thought I might live this life in that direction. .....Well, I''m not exactly sure how to go about it in detail. After wiping my mouth with a tissue, I walked up to the cashier. Everything felt new. Paying. Me, paying for something. It didn''t feel bad to regain a sense of normalcy. "I''d like to pay." I said confidently. Thedy from the kitchen came out with a smiling face. "Young man, did you enjoy your meal?" I generally find most foods delicious. "Of course." "Alright, that''ll be 9,000 won." Then suddenly, I was struck with a question of how to pay. How did I pay for things ten years ago? Originally, my face was my guarantee. I used to pay like that everywhere. But now is not then. I had to pay like an ordinary person. I rummaged through my pockets, but no wallet appeared. ".....Uh?" My eyes blinked involuntarily. I wasn''t this flustered even when surrounded by heroes. Wanting to live a good life, and the first thing I do upon returning is a dine and dash. Front pocket, back pocket, no matter how much I searched, the wallet didn''t magically appear. "......Just a moment." "Young man." "Ma''am, I didn''t n this, I just..." "Young man, it''s alright." As I looked up at her, she was smiling warmly at me. "Really?" "If you enjoyed the meal, that''s all that matters. Just leave for today." "........" I was at a loss for words. I couldn''t find the words to describe this warm feeling I was experiencing. "You looked so pitiful eating alone. Oh my... are you job hunting? Must be hard?" ".....I''lle back after going home. I have money there." "No, it''s okay. Let me feel like I''m a hero today. The heroes on TV look so cool." Hero. That word sparked something in me. After a moment of hesitation, I spoke again. "No, but still-" "-No no no, go go go." "-But ma''am-" "Go go go go go! Come back another time then." After that, pushed by the insistent refusal of thedy, I reluctantly left the restaurant. The cool night air weed me. Like my encounter with Sce. Like my farewell with Sce. I was certain this moment would stay in my memory for a long time. I felt like I was beginning to grasp how I should live my life. Yes. Perhaps this kind of good deed is still a good deed. After all, it was hunger that led me to the path of a viin. What about opening a restaurant that provides free meals to those without money? At 22, I was in the period of collecting money for viinous activities. I''d need to check how much I had, but with some loans, I figured I could open a small restaurant. The shortfall in funds could gradually be covered through the stock market. As I resolved in my mind and was about to walk away, a voice stopped me. "Excuse me." ".....?" I turned to see a young schoolgirl standing there. ".....What?" A dumbfounded sound escaped my lips. But taking it as a response, the girl continued. "......Mister, I''m so hungry, could you please buy me a meal? It wasn''t the approach of a stranger that startled me. I was taken aback because the girl''s face was strikingly familiar. Viin name, ''Luna''. In my previous life, she was the second-ranked viin. Chapter 2: Help Me, Hero! (2) Chapter 2: Help Me, Hero! (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "......Mister, I''m so hungry, could you please buy me a meal? I must say, I have never seen a woman more beautiful than ''Luna''. Her sharp nose and piercing eyes. Ebony hair. An expression that seemed dissatisfied with something. It was impossible to mistake her, thanks to such striking beauty, even in a school uniform. She had a wild aura. Not just her sharp appearance, but even her clothing radiated a strong sense of delinquency. Everyone wears the school uniform differently. Her skirt was short. A ck t-shirt covered by a white school shirt. A shabby tracksuit jacket. A frayed bag. She approached with a look that was unmistakably delinquent and somewhat unkempt. "......You..." But of all her features, what shocked me most were her legs. Luna was standing. In her past life, she was always in a wheelchair. I naturally wondered. What would happen in the future to make her lose the use of her legs? "....Damn.." While I was deep in thought, Luna grew irritated. "Mister, stop staring at my legs." "...Ah." I realized I had been staring at her legs for too long, lost in thoughts about the wheelchair. I couldn''t even make an excuse. ''I was just looking because you''ll be in a wheelchair in the future.'' I couldnt say something like that. I couldn''t help it if she thought I was a pervert. I didn''t care anyway. I tried to keep the conversation going. "....Sorry. What were you saying?" Luna scratched the back of her head, sighed, and turned away. "....Ah...never mind. What am I even doing..." As she was about to leave, I quickly snapped back to reality. In fact, Luna and I were acquainted in our past lives. We were the top two in the viin danger ranking, so naturally, we shared information. We were never friends, but among the viins, I thought she was one of the better ones. It was difficult to just stand by when she, in such a ragged state, asked for food. The original me wouldnt have cared. But just now, thedy at the restaurant had shown me kindness, and I had set a goal to feed the hungry, so I didn''t want to let her leave like this. The opportunity for a good deed was right before me. Pretending we were strangers, I spoke up. "No, tell me. Are you hungry?" "Forget it. What do I expect from a pervert who just stares at legs..." As the situation escted, I quickly thought of a way to stop her. "I noticed your stockings were torn. I wasnt admiring your legs." She paused for a moment, then looked down at her legs. Immediately after, her small fist clenched tightly. "I''m not a pervert, so don''t worry. Let''s go, I''ll buy you food...." Suddenly, Luna started to run off. "Hey, wait! Where are you going!" But she didn''t stop. Her figure gradually became distant until it finally disappeared. --- --- The next day, I checked my bank ount bnce. As expected, for a 22-year-old, it was a considerable sum. At this point, I wasn''t earning money through crime... but it wasnt exactly clean money either. It was earned through fights in underground rings. Still, it wasnt enough to open a restaurant, but it wasnt too far off either. Would it be enough to start with a loan like I nned yesterday? I visited a real estate agent first to find a location. Starting everything with my own hands felt quite different. I think. Sce. I won''t bother you in the future and live earnestly. --- --- After my regression, luck seemed to be on my side. I managed to open my own restaurant within a week. It was small, amodating only three tables, but I was satisfied. I felt I couldnt handle much more anyway. I was lucky. The owner of a previously unsessful restaurant sold the entire ce to me. I didnt need to buy essential items anew. Refrigerators, cooking tools, dishes, even a grill... The restaurant owner was going to dispose of them anyway and sold them to me at a bargain price. It was a relief to solve these problems so cheaply and simply. Of course, not having a specific type of shop in mind also yed a part. For me, all that was needed was a kitchen and dining tables. How such luck kept finding me, I dont know. This allowed me to save a lot of money and solved a few of my problems, which was great. I didn''t really want to, but I began to feel the need to work harder for others. After finalizing the contract with thendlord, I was fully ready to announce the opening of my restaurant. I only changed the signboard. The signboard read Heros Heart Restaurant*. In addition to food, it also meant to share one''s heart. And the menu consisted of dishes I liked and thought I could make. "Alright, let''s go?" --- --- .....And so, a week passed since I energetically opened the restaurant. For 7 days, not a single person entered the restaurant, despite being open for business. Even though I had a sign out front saying, ''Free food if you don''t have money,'' still, no one came. ".....Sigh...." I began to understand why the previous owner sold everything to me at such a low price. No one seems to being this way. Now that I think about it, maybe the name ''Heart'' on the signboard is deterring them. Even so, youd think people woulde for free food. ".....Was this a mistake?" As I slightly regretted my decision, I couldn''t help but chuckle at my own change. A former viin now worried about not being able to help others. ".....Sigh....!" I sighed louder, as if that could somehow improve the situation. -Ding! Perhaps the magic of my sigh worked, as the bell on the door rang, signaling the arrival of my first long-awaited customer. "Wee, wee!" I eximed loudly, almost stuttering in my surprise. "What can I get for..." But my voice faded away as I struggled to speak. ........ .....Damn..." The customer also couldntplete their sentence. It was Luna, standing before me once again. Unintentionally, I found myself gazing at her legs again. I still wasnt used to seeing her standing. However, unlike before, her ck stockings didnt have any holes. Realizing I had been staring at her legs for too long, I noticed the awkward silence and looked up at her again. ......... She was ring at me with a look of contempt. .....But really, if you think about it, its hard not to stare when someone who always used a wheelchair is now walking. Luna seemed to be contemting. Whether to turn around and leave or toe inside. During her hesitation, she shivered slightly, indicating the intense internal struggle she was facing. -Gurgle.... A sound broke our silence. ....... ......... Even if I closed my eyes and pretended not to hear, the sound was too distinct. I felt a pang of sympathy and awkwardness for having heard it. When I slightly opened my eyes, I saw Luna, her face flushed red, grimacing as if angry. As if she had to transform her embarrassment into anger to endure it. Before she could run away again, I spoke indifferently. "Sit anywhere you like." I switched to formalnguage, trying to put her at ease. ....... She hesitated again for a while, then clutched her stomach. ....I know that feeling too well. Hunger is really hard to endure. Finally, as if her internal conflict had ended, she threw her bag down and took a seat. "....Give me a te of ck bean noodles." She said this as she threw off her tracksuit jacket. The nametag clearly read ''Song Soo-yeon.'' Without a doubt, she was Luna. ''Song Soo-yeon'' was Lunas real name. ".....Mister, youre not charging, right?" She asked sharply. ".....Ah, yes. It''s free if you don''t have money." I used to be called Lord Dice. But naturally, now it''s just ''Mister.'' I dont mind. After all, Ive aged 10 more years in my mind. She nodded coolly in response to my answer. Though to me, who has seen it all, she didnt seem that cool. After telling Song Soo-yeon that I would prepare her meal, I went into the kitchen. Despite some hups, I pulled myself together. "Phew...!" I pped my cheeks. This is really the start. Hadnt I decided to live like Sce? For others, like a hero. That way, I wouldnt die alone as I did before. Even if there had been some awkward moments with Song Soo-yeon, I shouldn''t dwell on them. Even knowing her from a past life, I shouldnt keep it in mind. My only goal is to feed her well. ..........But does this mean Im now sharing food with the future number 1 viin, now that Im gone from the viin ranking? I shook my head to dismiss the thought. Sce approached me, the number 1 viin, without any prejudice. I can do the same. I must. Soon, the ck bean noodles were ready. Enjoy your meal! I said cheerfully as I brought the food to her. No longer do I need to act like a dignified viin. I could behave as Sce did with people. ............ Song Soo-yeon silently picked up her chopsticks and took a big bite of the noodles. ......... I blinked several times. It being my first act of kindness, I had several expectations. ...........Don''t people usually start with a word of thanks? I thought I might hear a word of gratitude for the first time in my life. Ah, no. That''s right, I need to understand. Song Soo-yeon is going through a tough time. That''s why shell be a viinter. Her shabby clothes, unkempt appearance, and eating here also spoke of her difficult circumstances. People dont speak kindly when they''re in distress. Its natural. Thinking generously like this, I felt proud, as if I had taken a step closer to Sce. This might be the charm of doing good deeds. And watching Song Soo-yeon eat with apparent enjoyment made me feel happy too- Ptui! ....Huh? Lost in my benevolent thoughts with my eyes closed, a sound reached my ears. When I opened my eyes and looked at Luna, no, Song Soo-yeon, she was spitting out the noodles and wiping her mouth with a tissue. Damn... this tastes awful. ............... ......Living like Sce.... so I won''t regret itter...... Song Soo-yeon''s voice interrupted my thoughts. .......How can anyone eat this? Are you joking? At her words, I replied with a smile. "......Get out of my restaurant." A casual remark slipped out. Old habits die hard. Chapter 3: Help Me, Hero! (3) Chapter 3: Help Me, Hero! (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Watching Song Soo-yeon actually prepare to leave after I told her to, I felt uneasy. This wasn''t what I intended. Sce wouldn''t have acted like this. The reason I was given a second chance wasn''t for this. Realizing my first good deed might end in failure, I felt ufortable. I scratched my cheek and eventually muttered. "...You don''t really have to go just because I said so." However, at my words, Song Soo-yeon responded sharply. "Even if you beg me to stay, I won''t! How can I eat something this tasteless..." Any guilt I had felt disappeared. It was my first time doing a good deed and also my first time being scolded for it. In this contradictory situation, I unwittingly raised my voice. "Someone worked hard to make it so you could eat your fill-" "-Then make it taste good!" "What did you say?!" "How can I eat this, it''s so bad!" ".........." When she spoke so bluntly, my confidence started to slightly crumble. I nced at the ck bean noodles Song Soo-yeon had left behind. After all, she must have been very hungry to swallow her pride and sit down here... But leaving so much... maybe the food was bad? Was it not just whining, but really inedible? "..........Is it really that bad?" I asked again, feeling sheepish. "...I should have known when you said it was free..." I did add some vinegar to reduce the greasiness...was that the problem? Thinking about it, doing a good deed that the other person dislikes is just self-satisfaction. It should be something the other person likes to be a proper good deed. Being new to this, there were still aspects I needed to be mindful of. If the food was really inedible, then I was the one who had been rude. ".....Is it really that bad?" When she didn''t answer, I asked again. Song Soo-yeon silently pulled out her chair and stood up. She took her bag and coat, and turned around without a word. Curious about the taste of the ck bean noodles, I picked up the leftover bowl. I stirred the food and lifted a chopstick full. "Ah.....what are you doing, really...?" And just as I was about to put the ck bean noodles in my mouth, a cold voice reached my ears. Song Soo-yeon had turned around and was looking at me. "...Huh?" "Why are you eating what I spat out...? Are you really a pervert...?" Her contemptuous gaze,bined with her sharp appearance, intensified the impact. "....So disgusting..." I involuntarily shrank back. It was a good thing I was no longer the top viin... It would have been embarrassing if anyone saw that. "No, I... I was just going to try it because you didn''t answer..." I said, sounding like I was making an excuse. "I told you several times it was awful." ".........I see." I first put down the bowl. If I continued, she might''ve exploded. Song Soo-yeon stared at me piercingly, then, "Sigh." She let out a sigh as if overwhelmed, and started to leave the restaurant. I watched her back, feeling a strange sensation. Letting her go like this, it seemed like there would be no more involvement with her. .....And that thought gave me an uneasy feeling. If I couldn''t even hold onto her, who had a connection with me in my past life, then who would remain by my side? What would Sce have done? While I pondered, Song Soo-yeon left the restaurant, clutching her still-empty stomach. My next action stemmed from the fear of ending up forever alone. I shouted after Song Soo-yeon, who had already left. "Hey! Come back tomorrow! I''ll make it tasty for you!" Song Soo-yeon paused for a moment, then continued walking. --- --- The next day, I visited a famous ck bean noodles restaurant downtown. It was bustling with people. If my restaurant had this many customers, would people think highly of me? Well, first I need to win over Song Soo-yeon. She''s the first person toe in, in a week... I was courteously seated and ordered ck bean noodles. ".....Hmm." Eating the restaurant''s food, I realized how arrogant I had been. Maybe I reallyck talent in cooking. Would I have avoided suchments if I had served this to Song Soo-yeon yesterday? Would she have thanked me? "....It''s delicious." Muttering to myself, I chewed on the food. Simultaneously, I memorized the ingredients I could see in the ck bean noodles. Meat, onions... and what is this? After pondering for a while, I put down my chopsticks. "......" Actually, simply buying these ck bean noodles for Song Soo-yeon would be the fastest solution. But somehow... that doesn''t seem right. To show my sincerity, she needs to eat my cooking. And if I try topensate with money instead of cooking myself, I fear my intentions might be misinterpreted. She''s alreadybeled me a pervert. And it''s not like I''m trying to bribe her with money. I just genuinely want to feed her well. I looked around. People wereughing and sharing stories. "........" Suddenly, a wave of loneliness enveloped me. I started doing good deeds in my previous life to get rid of this loneliness, and I''m trying to do the same in this life. It''s been about a month since my regression, yet there has been no change. I''m still alone. Even a nce around the shop confirms it; I''m the only one here by myself. It''s not about feeling self-conscious; it''s just that seeing the difference between them and me makes me feel down. ".....Things will get better." I sniffled andforted myself. Having just one friend would make it less lonely. The advantage of being alone is that I can be honest with myself. I dont have to worry about anyone elses opinion. Especially after shedding the annoying title of ''number one in the viin danger ranking,'' I''ve be even more honest. Meanwhile, bursts ofughter erupt from the surrounding tables. Seeing this, I found my resolve reigniting. --- --- "....Hmm, it seems a bit simr, right?" Inside the smoke-filled kitchen, I praised myself while eating my creation. In truth, it didn''t resemble the famous ck bean noodles I had for lunch at all, but it was a significant improvementpared to what I fed Song Soo-yeon the day before. This should be good enough. Not that I don''t want to serve something delicious, but there are limits. I''m someone who can ept my own limitations. Besides, for a free meal, this isn''t too bad, right? I rationalize to myself. "........." Honestly, I just don''t want to peel any more onions. They sting my eyes too much. I''ve cried too many tears. Even as the former number one viin, this is too much for me. I begin to tidy up the chaotic kitchen. After dumping numerous failed attempts into the food waste bin, I step outside through the kitchen''s back door. The coolte evening air of autumn greets me. The truth is, all this effort isnt just to get closer to Song Soo-yeon. It doesnt really matter if it''s her or not. I just want someone by my side. I sometimes wonder if it''s necessary to go to these lengths. But realizing that my efforts aren''t just for her, I find the strength to continue. ".......Hmm?" At that moment, I sense something unusual. I never ignore such feelings. "......" Carefully setting down the food waste bin, I follow where my senses lead. I continue walking through the damp and gloomy alleyways. As night falls and without any lights, it gets darker. The closer I get, the more certain I be of another fact. Someone is using their powers. Could it be a fight between ability users? Eventually, I peek into the alley where the powers are being used. "Hey, what''s up?" And there I see something. Song Soo-yeon is there. She was being tormented by three female students who looked every bit the delinquent as she did. It was a surprising sight. Song Soo-yeon, with her fierce demeanor and destined to be powerful in the future, was being bullied. .....Why isn''t she resisting? Is she afraid of hurting them? If that''s the case, it''s a far cry from the sharp attitude she recently showed me. Perhaps she also harbors her own form of goodness within. Before I regressed, I wouldn''t have tolerated such treatment, though I regret acting so carelessly. In that aspect, Song Soo-yeon seems to possess many qualities superior to mine. "Didn''t I tell you to bring the money by today or I''ll burn your head off?" One girl flicked her fingers, creating mes in her hand. ".....Soo-yeon....we gave you so many chances..." Another, as ifforting Song Soo-yeon, stroked her cheek with pointed fingertips. "Look at this scaredy-cat, too terrified to even speak." Thest studentughed mockingly, simply watching from behind. Song Soo-yeon, with an expressionless face, coldly stared at them and retorted. "I said I don''t have any money." "If you don''t have it, you should have made some, you crazy girl." The student controlling the mes grabbed Song Soo-yeon''s hair. Unable to hold back any longer, I shouted out. "Hey! What are you doing, that''s dangerous!" Their attention shifted towards me. That person, she''s the future number one viin. Chapter 4: Help Me, Hero! (4) Chapter 4: Help Me, Hero! (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here The attention of the four schoolgirls in the alleyway shifted to me. Caught in a wrong-doing, the three schoolgirls bullying Song Soo-yeon momentarily flinched but quickly regained theirposure. One of the schoolgirls released Song Soo-yeon''s hair and said to me, "We''re just ying like friends. You should leave." No one would believe such a statement. If Song Soo-yeon reached her breaking point while they continued to ''y'', it would result in a catastrophe. Song Soo-yeon''s ability is ''Control''. Her stunning beauty matches her ability perfectly. With this power, she managed to reach second in the viin danger ranking, even while seated in a wheelchair, like a queen. Her ability, one that doesn''t discriminate between genders, enables her to manipte those with weak or weakened mental strength. Even the strongest heroes could fall under Luna''s control at the slightest mental break. She didn''t need to meticulously control each individual affected by her power like marites. They moved proactively at her meremand, like cult members. In some aspects, it could be likened to hypnosis, but since the ability''s duration wasn''t infinite and it couldn''t imnt specific thoughts, it was known as ''Control'' rather than hypnosis. The effective duration of her ability was approximately 12 hours. Despite this, its threatening nature was undeniable. In her past life, she controlled numerous people, forming an army. Most victims were innocent civilians, and heroes, unable to interfere with those under her influence, were rendered powerless. Moreover, on days when she controlled a hero with weakened mental strength, other heroes were leftpletely immobilized. The moment arade turned into an adversary, heroes were paralyzed with hesitation. Theseplex factorsbined, Luna imed the second spot in the viin danger ranking in her previous life. "Stop and leave, before anyone gets hurt." I approach the schoolgirls and say. They scrutinize me from head to toe and snort disdainfully. "If you want to scare us, take off that apron first." I feel a flush of embarrassment trying to control the situation. "...I''m not trying to scare you. I''m genuinely concerned you might get hurt." Yet, I don''t stop advancing towards them. I position myself between them and Song Soo-yeon, preventing her from using her ability on these girls. I felt somewhat heroic, appearing at this critical moment to rescue her from these three schoolgirls. If Sce could see me now, she''d be proud. "You''re concerned we might get hurt... Do you have powers?" Ignorant of everything, they boastfully disy their powers, now pressuring me too. I steal a nce at Song Soo-yeon behind me. For some reason, she seemed to still be concealing her ability from them. Since she hadn''t revealed it, I had no choice but to try and gently persuade them. "Just stop and go back." I didn''t really have any ill feelings towards these three schoolgirls. After all, as the former number one viin, who was I to judge them? Setting aside the fact that they could get hurt, I intervened because I knew the aftermath of their actions could leave a bitter taste for Song Sooyeon as well. ...And part of me wanted to help her. "Do you know that girl behind you?" "Huh?" I nced back at Song Soo-yeon. Her expression was even more rigid than before. I said, "No? She''s a stranger to me." Saying I knew her would only cause trouble for Song Soo-yeon. Song Soo-yeon flinched. At the same time, as if a dam had burst, the schoolgirls eximed. "Do you want to get hurt for someone you don''t even know?" "Wow... Soo-yeon is so pretty, she gets this kind of attention. I''m jealous..." Ignoring their remarks, I scratched my head. "Girls, why are you doing this?" One of the schoolgirls shrugged their shoulders. "We''re doing this because Soo-yeon hasn''t repaid our money." "Money?" Song Soo-yeon quietly replied. "I never borrowed any money." But for me, everything became simpler. Having had more than enough money, I no longer ced much value on it. If it could be solved with money, nothing could be simpler. "How much?" I asked, pulling out my wallet. I could feel Song Soo-yeon clenching her fist behind me. The three schoolgirls in front exchanged nces and then smiled. "Maybe about 100,000 won?" The way they said ''maybe'' suggested that if Song Soo-yeon had really borrowed money, they wouldn''t have been so vague. They should have said, ''It''s 100,000 won.'' Clearly, Song Soo-yeon was innocent. Regardless of who was in danger, it was evident who was in the wrong. "Here, take it." I took out the money and gave it to them. My bank ount wasn''t overflowing, but to me, it was just small change. I didn''t mind giving it away at all. Money had lost its meaning to me long ago. "So, you have no more issues with this student, right?" I asked, pointing to Song Soo-yeon. The three schoolgirls fiddled with the easily gained money, exchanged nces, and smirked. One of them then said, "...Ah, Mister. Now that I think about it, Soo-yeon borrowed another 100,000 won." "........" Their shamelessness sparked a moment of anger in my chest. I could give any amount of money. As I''ve said, it''s meaningless to me. But their attitude was troubling. Especially after handing over the money, when I had perfectly understood who was lying and who was at fault, their misdeeds didn''t sit well with me. I had tried to end things peacefully, first verbally and then financially, but if they kept pushing like this, I had my own ways to respond. "...You said it was 100,000 won earlier." "But now I remember, we loaned her more." "...You''ll regret this." I said quietly. They didn''t budge. "...Wow, we''ll regret it, huh? So, why don''t you just pay off more of Soo-yeon''s debt?" "Onest time, I ask. Just leave." The schoolgirl standing in front of me nced back and forth at her friends, then said to me with a smile, "No thanks." "...I see." I took a deep breath. They readied themselves for my reaction, preparing to use their powers. I yelled out. "Help me!!! Heroes, please help!!!" "......What?" As everyone else panicked, my voice echoed through every corner of the alley. "I''m being robbed!! Please help!!" Neither Song Soo-yeon nor the three schoolgirls could figure out how to respond to my actions. As a former viin, I knew that calling heroes is the most difficult situation for viins. Students often make the mistake of taking crime too lightly. They have this vague expectation that public authorities won''t intervene in their wrongdoings. They usually think they can get away with it through a teacher''s scolding or intervention from their parents. But that''s not the case. Threatening and extorting money is robbery. You''ve be viins now, and where there are viins, heroes can intervene. In this field, I''m an expert. There was something amusing about being a former viin calling for heroes first. "Help me!! Please, help me!!" I continued shouting, almost enjoying it. Which hero woulde? Someone I know, perhaps? But before my curiosity was satisfied, the three schoolgirls, unable to stay put any longer, began to flee. "Damn it...!" "Hey, Soo-yeon! Be at school tomorrow!" "Mister! Be careful on your way home tonight, okay?!" Song Soo-yeon and I just stood there, watching them leave. "........." "...Ah, they''re gone?" I turned to Song Soo-yeon. Now, all that was left was to return to the restaurant. She was still frozen, and I said to her, "Come on, I''ll make you something tasty today- Ouch!" Song Soo-yeon punched me in the chest. ".....Who asked for your help?" The look on Song Soo-yeon''s face held more emotion than I had ever seen from her in either her past or present life. Among her emotions, anger and resentment stood out the most. "...Calling a hero... what good would that do...!" I was puzzled. Why not heroes? Could it be that Song Soo-yeon had already be a viin? Was that why she was ufortable facing heroes? "...Is it wrong to call heroes?" "....Ah, seriously..." Looking closely, it didn''t seem like she was acting this way because she was a viin. Right, it wasn''t yet time for her to be a viin. Her legs were fine. Could she have been enduring it intentionally for some reason unknown to me? It made sense if Song Soo-yeon had been purposefully tolerating the abuse if she had a motive. I asked her. "...Were you enduring this on purpose?" "...Why would I willingly endure such things?" "You don''t like me calling heroes... and you werent resisting either..." "How could I resist? Didn''t you see them using their powers?" "..........." As I frowned and tilted my head, she said, "I''m a non-ability user." "............" Ah. Another fact I learned on my own. She must be an Awakener. Ability users are either born with powers or manifest themter in life. And thetter are called Awakeners. Her inaction earlier was likely because she genuinely had no ability to do anything. My mind grew even moreplicated. "Then all the more reason you should have called heroes. If not heroes, who else in such a situation?" "Are you an idiot?" I blinked. Did I hear her right? "What did you say?" "You think it''s over just for today? Damn it, nothing''s going to happen tomorrow?" "........Uh.." "Now, because of you, things have gotten worse. They''ll harass me even more..." "........" "I could have just endured and passed it quietly...! What am I supposed to do tomorrow!!" "........" "Why did you interfere? Did I ask for your help? So damn annoying...!" She yelled at me, using the coarsenguage typical of high school students. It was a continuous shock. Not because of the swearing. That Luna, scared of tomorrow, yelling at me? It felt like just yesterday she was leading armies and defeating heroes. Still unustomed to this change, I was speechless. To me, it seemed like a trivial issue. Clearly, perspectives change with age. "What? You''re going to solve everything till the end? No, you won''t. Why are you sacrificing me just for your moral superiority!" I eventually responded, feeling as if I was being pushed into a corner. "......I... I''ll solve it for you....." "What did you say?" "I... I''ll solve it for you." Song Soo-yeon blinked for a long time at my response, then, as if mocking me again, sighed with a contemptuous look in her eyes. "....Ha. If only you could speak properly... A weirdo who stutters, full of nothing but pride... Solve it, what are you going to solve-" -Grrrrrrrrrrr.... Her words were cut off by a sound. "........." "........." It was the sound of her stomach growling. The heavy atmosphere suddenly lightened. However, Song Soo-yeon reacted differently. "...Ah... damn... really..." She cursed and then, with a mix of indignation and embarrassment on her face, finally slumped down. And then, she began to cry. It seemed she was embarrassed by the untimely noise that disrupted the tense mood. "..........Uh......." Faced with a crying schoolgirl, I suddenly felt like I had be a viin again. Chapter 5: Help Me, Hero! (5) Chapter 5: Help Me, Hero! (5) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Her crying made all traces of my smile vanish. Truly, I now realize that Song Soo-yeon of today is much more sensitive than the Song Soo-yeon of the future. I felt helpless, unsure of what I could do for her. No otherfort came to mind. In embarrassment, I crouched down and gently ced my hand on her shoulder as she sat wrapped in her knees, crying. ".....It''s okay. You seem hungry, let''s get something to eat. Anger is best expressed on a full stomach." I only offered the help I knew. To her, showing no response, I urged again. "Come on, quickly." ".....Why should I go there?" She asked, her head buried in her knees. ".....What?" "Why should I go there?" "........" I was at a loss for words. Her question left me speechless. ".....Aren''t you hungry?" I asked carefully. "It''s not that...!" She raised her head, her voice rising in frustration as she bit her lip. "Why are you acting so familiar?" "....What?" I felt a sting of guilt. I thought I had maintained a distance, but perhaps it was more apparent than I realized. "Just because I ate something at your restaurant, do you think that means something?" "......." "Do you think I''ll feel grateful? I don''t like you, mister." ".....Hmm?" I asked back, utterly baffled. "Why are you saying that all of a sudden?" "I''ve never seen such kindness without a reason." Her eyes were steady, as if speaking an unwavering truth. For the first time, I felt true pity for her. Even when she was being bullied. Even in her shabby clothes. Even when she had no money and came to my shop. Even when she looked lonely, I didn''t feel pity for her. What experiences had she endured to be this way? She let out a coldugh. "Ha, your intentions are so obvious, mister. It''s obvious what you''re trying to do." If I really had such intentions, I would have felt ashamed or embarrassed, but that wasn''t the case, so I was just confused. What misunderstanding was this? "I''m not trying to do anything. What can I do to a high school student..." "I''m pretty, and I''m being bullied, so did you think you could do something about it? I''ve encountered guys like you more than once. It''s not just you who approached me because of my looks. You know?" Her experiences made her speak bluntly, unable to contain her anger. Obviously, the bullying she suffered from the three girls earlier had contributed to this rage. I learned a bit more about her. It seems she had to endure many unwanted experiences due to her devastating beauty. In a soothing tone, I gently asked her. ".......Is that so?" She responded with a mocking tone. "Yes, that''s right. There''s no hope for you, mister. I never intended to like anyone anyway. Wake up from your dream." Though our physical ages aren''t much different, our inner selves differ by more than ten years. As an adult, I felt sorry that such a young person had to endure the touch of vile adults. I didn''t understand why I felt this way, but I genuinely felt sorry. Even in my days as a viin, I never tolerated those who harmed children. Because of me, an unspoken rule emerged in the viin world that children were off-limits. ....But Song Soo-yeon, or ''Luna,'' was an earlier victim. She even looked pitiable. "......I''m not like that," I said again. "What do you mean, not like that? From the moment you looked at my legs, from the moment you tried to eat what I left behind, no, from the moment your restaurant''s name included ''Heart,'' I knew you were a pervert. It''s disgusting, so please stop. Don''t like me, it''s ufortable." Only now do I realize that each of my actions had been hurting her. How desperately hungry must she have been toe to me for food? How hungry must she have been to endure all that? ".....Ah...seriously." I lifted my head. ......I felt like crying out of pity for her. Damn it. But I can''t cry, not with my pride at stake. I blinked rapidly to hold back the tears. Has my sensitivity increased with age? Meanwhile, Song Soo-yeon continued. "...I get it. So please, just stop." She stood up, pushed me away, and left. I suppressed my tears and shouted after her. "Hey!" She flinched again at my call. It seems she often gets startled and jerks her body like that. Her actions reveal a fragile interior, contrasting with her bold exterior. I keep learning new things about her. Song Soo-yeon turned around sharply in response to my call. Even that seemed like the struggle of a fragile person who didn''t want to be hurt anymore. "Why-" "-It''s for my own satisfaction." I revealed my true intentions. "What?" "I''m doing this for my own satisfaction. There''s no other motive." "........" ".......You''re hungry." "........" "Just eat and then go. There are no ill intentions." "........" "I know the bitterness of hunger, that''s why. Just eat. It''ll be tasty today." Her eyes wavered for a moment. I knew then that the main reason was, after all, hunger. In this moment, I too convey my feelings genuinely. Perhaps it''s because I felt sorry for her earlier, or because I hoped she wouldn''t go hungry. "I won''t bother you. I won''t say anything. Just eat and go." Like a parrot, I kept repeating for her to eat and then leave. "....Just eat and go. Just eat." --- --- I am good at distinguishing malice directed at me from unrted malice. I know easily when malice is directed entirely at me. But with someone like Song Soo-yeon, who has personal reasons for being sensitive, I don''t get as upset. I just understand. Song Soo-yeon and I entered the store through the back door. Honestly, mypetitive spirit was somewhat stirred. I didn''t want to give up and retreat. If I can''t ovee this challenge, I won''t be able to ovee future ones. Considering her past life as the viin ranked second, I somewhat expected her to have a tough personality. That''s why I was somewhat indifferent to her hurtful words. I don''t want to forcibly hold onto someone who rejects help. Heroes choose whom to save, right? Viins just beat them to death. .......Except for Sce. She saved me to the end, so she''s not in the same category. Hmm. Anyway, just as heroes selectively save people, I didn''t feel the need to help someone who pushes away assistance, but Song Soo-yeon seems like an exception. Is it because of our past life connection? Or because she''s still young? Or maybe because I just learned a few pitiful facts about her? ".....Ah." Then an idea strikes me. If she became a viin because of such a past, and if I could rehabilitate her. Then both Song Soo-yeon and I, or me and Luna, disappearing would lessen the burden on Sce, right? The first and second-ranked viins vanishing altogether. "......Oh.." I marveled at this idea. Why hadn''t I thought of this before? I had intended to continue doing good deeds for Sce anyway, but now I''m considering taking more serious action. Another reason has emerged, after all. Of course, I still don''t know why she became a viin. Anyway, one needs a trigger to be a viin. That''s how everyone turns. So, if I observe her closely and see signs of her turning into a viin, maybe I can intervene. If left in this state, she''ll surely be one. "Just sit anywhere and wait." As Song Soo-yeon walked across the kitchen, she looked at the fruits of my unorganized efforts. Dirty dishes and pots. Pieces of various vegetables. The scent of oil and Chunjang. Piles of bloated noodles. Her previously rigid expression had softened somewhat. "....This is all..." She paused, then looked at me with aplicated expression. Eventually, as if deted, she let out a sigh and walked towards the dining table. ".....What even is love." "What did you say?" "Never mind." Once again, she muttered words I couldn''t understand. I wondered what she meant, but soon gave up trying to understand. It must be something trivial. I washed my hands and began cooking, based on the practice I had done all day. She watched me from the table. There was nothing else for her to do. I wasn''t sure what she was thinking, but it wasn''t the hostile energy she had shown me before. Soon, the food was ready. After serving the ck bean noodles to Song Soo-yeon, I sat down at a table nearby. "Just fill your stomach." I refrained from saying ''enjoy your meal'' for fear of receiving the same scolding as yesterday. As expected, she must have been really hungry, as Song Soo-yeon didn''t refuse the food anymore. Having gone through simr times myself, I understand. It must be tough. "......." But what could be the reason for her starving like this? I was an orphan, so I often went hungry. Having to fend for myself since childhood, I starved until adulthood. But Song Soo-yeon? Is she an orphan like me? Or is her family poor? Or could there be another reason? Curious as I was, I didn''t dare ask due to her high guard. While I was pondering, Song Soo-yeon nced at me and picked up her chopsticks. She slowly mixed the Chunjang with the noodles. Then, just like yesterday, she lifted arge bite of ck bean noodles. "......" I unknowingly swallowed as I intently watched her eat. I felt unnecessarily nervous. After exploring other restaurants and spending the whole day making ck bean noodles. It would be slightly disappointing if she spat it out like yesterday. Song Soo-yeon opened her mouth and then closed it again, sending me a cold nce for staring at her. "........" Jolted back to reality, I quickly regained myposure. "Sorry, was I staring too much? Go on, eat." Then I turned my head away. Still, I kept sneaking nces at her. "....Huh." Song Soo-yeon sighed and put the ck bean noodles in her mouth, then stopped chewing. Her eyes blinked a couple of times. Then she looked at me, rolling only her eyes. As her gaze turned to me, I again pretended not to watch her. "......." Without a word, Song Soo-yeon started to chew the ck bean noodles thoroughly. She continued to eat the food without anyints. She ate with such haste that it almost seemed frantic. She must have been very hungry. "....Hehehehehehehe." I couldn''t help butugh, feeling a sense of achievement. Just the fact that she didn''t spit it out like yesterday felt like a victory. I had won. My act of kindness was a sess. "Hehehe... Pfft hahaha..." But myughter startled Song Soo-yeon, causing her to drop her chopsticks in surprise. -ng... The metal chopsticks rolled on the floor, entuating the sudden silence between us. She looked at me with wide eyes, covering her mouth in shock. Her intense reaction also startled me, and I stared back at her. "......What did you put in this?" She suddenly asked. "....What?" "Did you put something weird in here?" ".....Are you asking about the secret ingredient?" "....No, not that...." She looked at me fearfully, as if seeing a monster, or rather, a real pervert. I slowly began to grasp what she meant. By ''something weird,'' she seemed to imply a drug-like substance, possibly a sleeping pill. Her absurd suspicion quickly wiped the smile off my face. ......Seriously, what the. Chapter 6: Villain Luna (1) Chapter 6: Viin Luna (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here I couldn''t help but let out a hollowugh. "Did you put something strange in it? No? How can you...?" I was about to retort, incredulous, but then I remembered, I''m a viin. ...She''s quite perceptive, isn''t she? But I hadn''t done anything to Song Soo-yeon''s food. If I added anything, it was purely sincerity. "...You didn''t add anything?" She asked, her expression softened. "I didn''t. And what would I add, anyway? If you think there''s a problem, call a hero. They''ll arrive quickly. I''ll even keep the door open." I actually stood up and opened the restaurant''s front door wide. The cool autumn air flowed in freely. Feeling the breeze, she spoke with a look of guilt. "...You wereughing like the devil...I thought you might have done something..." She muttered to herself, too embarrassed to admit her mistake. "...The devil...?" "........" Soon, she awkwardly picked up the chopsticks she''d dropped, ced them carefully on the table, and began eating her ck bean noodles again with new utensils. I, too, found myselfughing incredulously after hearing her excuse. "...Hahaha." "...Don''tugh in a way that''s upsetting." "........." "...It''s frightening...no..annoying." It seemed she had suppressed the guilt she''d shown earlier, giving me another warning. I calmed myughter. Didn''t want her to choke on her food. "...Sorry." I apologized lightly. A part of me felt sad. How had she lived to trust people so little? I wasn''t that extreme. Maybe it''s because of this distrust in others that she flourished as a viin. "..........." I watched Song Soo-yeon continue her meal. At least, having someone to talk to alleviated the boredom. I wasn''t too bothered being suspected as a pervert or a bad guy. It was far better than being alone. Ah. How fortunate to have a second life. I never imagined I''d experience such subtle joy in my previous life. The beautiful world that Sce showed me. "........" I felt likeughing, but since Song Soo-yeon asked me not to, I forcibly held it back. But Song Soo-yeon didn''t thank me today either. I really had put effort into that. --- --- Home and school. That was Song Soo-yeon''s entire world. To her, that was everything. But both were hellish for her. Such a disgustingly filthy world. First, home. Unlike other homes where children are nurtured with love and attention, to Song Soo-yeon, home was merely a ce to sleep without freezing to death. It had been too long since she stopped expecting anything from her parents. Her father was addicted to gambling, her mother to alcohol. She couldn''t even recall when they were normal. It seemed they had always been that way. She had tried. Tried to change them back to normal. She started trying when she was very young. From around the age of 10, the sound of things breaking in the house never stopped. Two addicts together created a hell beyondpare. Song Soo-yeon, who naively believed they could get better, tried everything to mend her parents'' rtionship, but her efforts were painfully inadequate. No response came from them, even when she performed songs and dances, gave them gifts she made with care, or wrote heartfelt letters. The battle with her parents'' addictions seemed endless. One day, out of desperation, she called a hero. "Please help!! Please, I beg you!!" A hero arrived, responding to her cries. Tearfully, Song Soo-yeon begged in front of him. "My parents fight too much... Please, stop them..." But even he couldn''t be her savior. "Where''s the viin...?" "...Pardon?" "Where''s the viin, kid?" "There''s no... viin... It''s just my parents fighting too much... Please... help..." She couldn''t forget the hero''s sigh that followed. "...Haa..." His expression seemed to show annoyance. He quickly masked it with an awkward smile and said, "You see, kid. This isn''t a job for heroes. It''s a matter for the police. We''re only called when viins appear." Song Soo-yeon couldn''t ept his words. "...On TV, heroes help with any kind of trouble..." "There are people in more danger than you. If we get busy solving minor issues like this, we can''t help them." And then, the hero vanished in the blink of an eye. Listening to the continuous yelling of her parents in the background, young Song Soo-yeon had to process this shock. She sank into a feeling of helplessness. Soon, whether the hero had contacted the police or not, the police stormed into their home, but Song Soo-yeon was too shocked to react, standing there like a doll with its string cut. Her illusion of the shining heroes on TV shattered. ''Just a minor issue'' he had said. Just a minor issue. To her, there was no problem more serious. She feared nothing more than her family falling apart. How could she escape this reality when even heroes wouldn''t help? Was she 12 or 13 then? She couldn''t even remember her exact age at that time, but that was when Song Soo-yeon epted her inescapable reality and gave up on two things deep inside her heart. She lost her affection for her parents and her admiration for heroes. She realized there was nothing she could do about her parents, despite all her efforts. She was already exhausted at that young age. That day, her parents died in her heart. And heroes... There were no heroes in this world. Contrary to their ims of risking their lives to save others, they were only interested in beating viins and seeking glory, nothing more than state-sanctioned thugs. A real hero would have saved her, helped her when she was crying and pleading. But instead, she only received an annoyed sigh. She still couldn''t understand how a hero could leave her crying and walk away. Her second world, the school, was even worse than home. The school was filled with malice. After mentally letting go of her parents, she began to focus on her studies to escape, but she was overwhelmed by the malice. First came the jealousy of the girls. As Song Soo-yeon grew more beautiful, the girls couldn''t leave her alone. Looks turned into nudges, nudges into whispers, whispers into backbiting, and then into bullying. Tearing her books, spilling on them, scribbling on them. Dirtying her desk, hiding it, breaking it. Facing tant bullying, she was powerless. Even the teachers didn''t help. The female teachers were too busy being jealous of her beauty. She was that beautiful. But the bullying from the girls was rtively bearablepared to the lustful gazes of the boys. In front, they ogled her appearance, scanning every part of her body. Behind her back, they made lewdments, treating her horribly. Seeing them pretend to be nice only to try somethingter made her sick to her stomach. How could they be so contradictory? Treating her like a trophy. She had received countless confessions, and all the men were the same. Always that lustful glint in their eyes, desiring to do something to her. Juniors, ssmates, seniors, teachers... this fact remained constant with men. Many boys with strong supernatural powers approached her in school, and handsome ones continuously challenged her. But to Song Soo-yeon, their gazes always made her feel disgusted. So much so that she couldn''t even stand to be friends with them. Song Soo-yeon often wondered if she had a power, would it be a psychic one? Sometimes she felt like she could read their minds. Thoughts of touching her, trying something, making her theirs to boast about... such thoughts seemed to echo to her. Of course, she wasn''t sure if she was really hearing those things or going insane. If it were a power, she should have been able to read minds at will, but that wasn''t the case. Even so, these voices might have been why she didn''t want to get close to anyone, regardless of gender. Even if she was going crazy, those voices were too clear to ignore. In such a situation, it was almost inevitable that she became a loner. Her second world, too, was like hell. Yet, it was ironic that she couldn''t escape either ce. She needed a home to sleep, so she couldn''t leave. She needed food, so she couldn''t leave school. She still wanted to live like a human, which was why she hadnt given up on getting a diploma. After all, even getting a diploma through the GED required money. She just wanted to live a normal life. So, she kept enduring. Being a loner was bearable. Loneliness wasn''t new to her. Having always been alone at home, being alone wasnt difficult. She had always thought the world was like this. So, she was just waiting for the day she became an adult. Longing for the day she would be free from both school and family. She vaguely hoped something would change once she escaped. Now, there were only 5 months left. --- --- Working part-time jobs, Song Soo-yeon saved money. She was saving up for the security deposit to rent an apartment as soon as she became an adult. Her goal was 5 million won. She was almost there. The inconveniences of not being an adult were numerous. She couldnt find proper part-time jobs. Being a minor, she needed a consent form from a parent or guardian to work, but she didnt want to ask her parents, who she didnt even speak to. They wouldnt have helped anyway. Therefore, she could only do jobs that didnt require abor contract. Mostly, she distributed flyers. Sometimes, she worked as a traffic controller. It was good to be paid in cash after finishing the job. She worked mostly after school or concentrated her work on the weekends. ...Of course, saving money wasnt as easy as it sounded. Since she couldnt live under her parents'' protection, she had to solve everything by herself. She had to buy everything she needed for school with her own money. School uniforms, bags, stationery... etc. There was also a sporty jacket she bought long ago. It was out of fashion now, but she couldnt afford to throw it away. She also had to buy her own dinners and pay for haircuts. Even the smartphone was essential in modern life, so she paid the bill with her own money. Because of this, there were times she had to go hungry. Like that day. Song Soo-yeon had not eaten all weekend, but now the end of her suffering was nearing. Monday''s lunchtime was approaching. "Hey Song Soo-yeon,e here." But the girls who envied her wouldn''t leave her alone. Seemingly eager to unleash their pent-up frustrations from the weekend, they naturally led Song Soo-yeon behind the school. After enduring a vicious round of bullying that left her shaking, and fending off the advances of boys who circled her like hyenas, by the time Song Soo-yeon entered the cafeteria, lunchtime was almost over. She could have begged the teacher on lunch duty, apologizing for beingte and promising to eat quickly, to get some food... but Song Soo-yeon couldn''t bring herself to do it. Pride was thest thing she had left. It was all she possessed. That''s why she hadnt sumbed to the bullies or relied on any boys. She hadn''t strayed onto a wrong path, all because of that meager pride. She didn''t want to admit defeat to anyone. Moreover, the lunch duty teacher was a male math teacher who ogled her, rolling his eyes and wetting his lips. Sometimes, she felt like she could hear his thoughts. ''Nice figure.'' Or ''Wish I could touch those thighs.'' Though she clearly heard these words, she still couldn''t shake off the suspicion that she was going crazy. Either way, it was impossible for her to beg such a repulsive teacher for food. Her pride simply wouldn''t allow it. Song Soo-yeon had no choice but to turn away, though her feet refused to move. --- --- After school, Song Soo-yeon aimlessly wandered the streets. She didn''t want to go home. She checked her phone dozens of times for any flyer distribution jobs, but there was nothing. Her phone battery was also dying. Her stomach kept growling endlessly, now starting to hurt. She had filled up on water countless times, but now she was at the point of feeling nauseous. Eventually, she found herself drawn to a Korean Soup restaurant. She seemed to have been lured in by the smell. From the dark street, Song Soo-yeon looked inside the brightly lit restaurant. Everyone was eating andughing with friends. ......For some reason, seeing that made her heart ache. She never wanted to admit that she was lonely or struggling... but sometimes. ...Sometimes, she had strange thoughts. They were hard to describe. She wondered what it would have been like to live an ordinary life among them. As she gazed at them, swallowing her saliva, someone came out of the restaurant. He was alone too. Just like her. He was a man with an ordinary look. ck hair, a bit tall. A face without any apparent worries. He seemed so enviable, walking out after finishing his meal. As she found herself unintentionally fixated on him, she heard his thoughts. ".....Ah." Thoughts warmer than she had ever heard from anyone else. ''The world is beautiful.'' ''I should feed people who are hungry for free.'' She couldn''t be sure if these were actually his thoughts or just a fantasy conjured up by her own hunger, like the Little Match Girl*. But her hungry stomach drove her to act. If he really thought that way. If he truly wanted to feed someone. Song Soo-yeon, seeing him alone just like her, approached him and said, "......Mister, I''m so hungry, could you please buy me a meal? Unaware of how this would change her life. Chapter 7: Villain Luna (2) Chapter 7: Viin Luna (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "......Mister, I''m so hungry, could you please buy me a meal? After saying this, Song Soo-yeon immediately regretted it. It was her first time expressing such abination of words, and she hadn''t expected it to feel so awkward. She realized she was begging others based on the hallucinations in her mind. It was like waking up from a dream, bing suddenly aware of her own awkward behavior. Why did she do it? She wished she could take back her words. Why did she lower her guard, imagining that a stranger might have warm thoughts for her? ".....You.." The man''s eyes suddenly lit up as he looked at her. He seemed taken aback by her beauty. Then his gaze shifted, rolling down towards her legs. "....... Any hope remaining in Song Soo-yeon''s gaze shattered. She felt irritated. "...Mister, stop staring at my legs." Of course. Men are all the same. Why did she think he would be any different? She should have trusted what she saw with her own eyes, not the hallucinations. He was no different from any other man. "....Sorry. What were you saying?" "....Ah...never mind. What am I even doing..." Looking at the peoplefortably seated in the soup restaurant, she might have momentarily let her guard down. She had hoped to receive kindness from someone who didn''t view her body as an object. Perhaps her subconscious, weakened by hunger, bullying at school, or stress at home, was desperately reaching out for help. Song Soo-yeon shook her head. She couldn''t afford to be this weak. Hadn''t she been holding up well until now? She hypnotized herself. Not lonely, not struggling. She didn''t need help. "No, tell me. Are you hungry?" His kindness reached out, but now she didn''t want it. If he used this as an excuse to make a physical demand, she would feel disgustingly dirty for falling into that situation. "Forget it. What do I expect from a pervert who just stares at legs..." And she turned away. His intentions now seemed suspicious. Song Soo-yeon was no stranger to such experiences. There had been many men who confessed to her after just a few words. Maybe he, like the others, was smitten with her at first sight. As she turned away, his voice reached her. "I noticed your stockings were torn. I wasnt admiring your legs." Song Soo-yeon looked down at her legs. There it was, her stockings torn open with holes like water droplets. She hadn''t even noticed it, being so hungry. The emotion she felt at that moment was indescribable. Just when she thought she couldn''t feel more pathetic, she found a new low. Begging for food, exposing her vulnerability, while wearing torn stockings like a beggar. Exposing her weaknesses so easily was especially difficult for her. Why was the world so cruel to her? She found herself ming her circumstances, something she had never wanted to do. If only her parents had been normal. If only her appearance didn''t stand out so much. ...If only someone had offered a helping hand without any ulterior motives. I''m- The moment the man began to speak, Song Soo-yeon could no longer stand to be there. She ran away. --- --- Song Soo-yeon desperately needed money. Not only was she unable to afford a meal, but now she also had to buy stockings. Even the cheapest stockings cost as much as three or four convenience store rice triangles. She had no idea how to manage this expense. She had briefly considered withdrawing money from her savings, but the thought vanished as soon as she entered her house. Her mother was still rolling around drunk, and her father was nowhere to be found. It was better to starve a bit more and endure more suffering than to stay in this hell. Consequently, the period she had to go hungry and without stockings lengthened. It was not an option to keep wearing torn stockings. It might seem trivial to go without stockings, but for the beautiful Song Soo-yeon, it was not so simple. Going without stockings intensified the disdainful looks from women and the lecherous stares from men. Both the harassment from women and the sexual harassment from men beceme more severe. But Song Soo-yeon endured day by day. She was waiting for the day she could graduate and be an adult. All she had to do was endure and hold on. She kept enduring, shoving school meals into her mouth. --- --- Another week passed. Somehow, she managed to get new stockings. But as a result, she felt her stomach clinging to her back from hunger. She still didn''t want to return home and kept wandering around. Like her hunger, a gloomy mood clung to her as well. She didnt know why, but as the finish line approached, it became increasingly difficult to endure. Only four or five months were left. Time was passing, but it seemed to move so slowly. Often, she wondered if she had reached her limit. During elementary school, she was lonely because of her family situation, and in middle and high school, she was lonely due to bullying. She had suffered for almost 12 years. To say it wasn''t hard would be a lie. But Song Soo-yeon forcibly pushed those thoughts away, fearing that acknowledging the hardship would make it even harder. Her wandering eyes then caught sight of a sign. In an unlikely location, a new store had popped up. ''Heros Heart Restaurant.'' Song Soo-yeon scowled. It was abination of words she detested. Who in their right mind would name a store like that? As she sighed and was about to walk past, she noticed a phrase on a pamphlet outside the store that she couldnt ignore. ''If you don''t have money, the food is free.'' "........" She stood there for a long time, looking at the pamphlet. Despite wanting to turn away because of the shop''s odd name, she found herself unable to move. Her mind kept doing the math. If the promise written there was true, could she save money faster? Or at least, could it ease her overwhelming hunger even a little? But what if there were strange people inside? The thought scared her. -Gulp. In that moment, saliva slid down her throat. Her body was already preparing for a meal. Finally, she closed her eyes tightly and opened the door of the restaurant. ".....Damn it...." And there, she locked eyes with the same man she had encountered a week ago. ......Free meals. She had heard that somewhere before. Upon reflection, it was quite peculiar. The phrase ''free meals'' wasnt something she had heard directly from him. She had heard it as if she was looking into his mind ''free meals.'' And now, as it turned out, he was indeed offering free meals through his shop, just like the hallucination she had heard. Could the voice she had heard in her mind not have been a hallucination? Could she actually possess the ability to read others'' minds? Now, her focus shifted from doubting her ability to considering its possibility. ....... ........ Regardless, Song Soo-yeon was conflicted about what to do. Should she leave, or should she sit down and eat? She was reluctant to approach him again, especially since he had already seen her begging and the holes in her stockings, revealing her poverty. Her cursed pride was erecting walls once more. But leaving was hard too, as she was painfully hungry. Both mentally and physically pushed to her limits, she felt like she might copse. At that moment, she felt her stomach twist. -Gurgle... A loud noise resonated throughout the shop. ...... ..... Ah. Sh*t. She thought. The sound from her stomach echoed in the empty restaurant, loud enough for everyone to hear. Her face reddened with embarrassment. Her fists clenched tightly. But he spoke to her considerately. "Feel free to sit anywhere." Even using formalnguage he hadnt before. This kind of consideration actually made her feel worse. Was he pitying her? Who did he think he was? Why did she always end up showing this side of herself to him? How foolish must he think she is? Of course, his intentions were clear. He must be attracted to her, like all men. Pretending otherwise, but if she just waited a little longer, she was sure she would hear his true thoughts, likely filled with lewd fantasies. As she contemted this, Song Soo-yeon''s twisted sense of self reared its head. She must have looked foolish to heroes in the past, and to her school peers. She didnt want to appear foolish to a stranger as well. She desperately wanted to ruin his mood. It was the only way to alleviate her own shame. She wanted him to feel the embarrassment she felt. "....Give me a bowl of ck bean noodles." She sat down, concealing her anger. Of course, there was no real reason for her to be angry. He had done nothing wrong. But Song Soo-yeon, who was stressed everywhere she went, didnt want to bother with that. After confirming the meal was indeed free, she waited for her ck bean noodles. Eventually, the food arrived. ........ Her mouth slightly opened in disbelief. It was hard to believe this was free. The aroma and presentation were excellent. And the portion was very generous. She was tempted to let her guard down. If she didnt go through with her n, her future would surely be easier. She could continue to eat here. But she closed her eyes and steeled her resolve. Without her pride, she had nothing. Continuously showing him her shameful side and now eating like a beggar here, what would he think of her? This was about protecting herself. She didnt want to appear pitiable. She wanted to live a normal life. If she hadnt held onto her pride, she would have given up years ago. She would have clung to some strong man who confessed to her, fluttering hershes to protect herself. But she disliked that idea, which is why she had struggled so hard until now. She wasnt about to give up here. Song Soo-yeon put a mouthful of ck bean noodles in her mouth. It wasnt exactly a fantasy taste, but... it was good enough to justify a high price. It was delicious. ........ She resisted the urge to chew and swallow. She hoped his dirty thoughts would surface soon. If they did, it would make it easier for her to act, without feeling guilty. But in the end, she heard nothing. Finally, Song Soo-yeon gathered her strength. Ready to reject his false kindness and strike at the pervert she imagined hiding beneath his pathetic guise. Ptuh! She spat out the food with all her might. His pathetic face turned to shock and disappointment. "Damn it... This tastes awful." She lied. Just to ruin his mood. It was her first tant act of malice. Chapter 8: Villain Luna (3) Chapter 8: Viin Luna (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Upon hearing the man''smand to leave, Song Soo-yeon promptly rose from her seat. She had won. In her mind, she had stripped away the mask of the man who had been pretending to be good. Although her mouth was dry and her stomach even hungrier, she felt better. She had released some of the stress that had umted over the years onto him. Who did he think he was, feigning kindness? What a creep. She suspected that even this restaurant was set up to lure in hungry and impoverished minors like herself. Justifying her actions, Song Soo-yeon felt a sense of satisfaction. She remained silent to his subsequent questions, thinking that ignoring him would hurt more. She prepared to leave the restaurant, her belongings in tow. One regret lingered: she still couldn''t hear the thoughts in his heart, even if they were mere hallucinations. Hearing his vile thoughts would have brought her some peace. Suddenly, a thought struck Song Soo-yeon. ...What if his kindness was genuine? What if he had no ulterior motives? Was she dismissing someone who could have been an ally? ".....Is it really that bad?" She heard Dice''s question from behind. "......" Unintentionally, she turned to look at him. But he was toying with the food she had discarded, lifting it as though to eat. "Ah.....what are you doing, really...?" This time, her words sprang from genuine surprise. "...Huh?" "Why are you eating what I spat out...? Are you really a pervert...?" "........" "....So disgusting..." "No, I... I was just going to try it because you didn''t answer..." Song Soo-yeon inherently didn''t trust others. Even though he didn''t disy the lustful gaze she''d seen in other men, she thought it was just an act. Despite his harmless expression and loser-like demeanor, and his excuses that he had no ill intentions, Song Soo-yeon refused to believe him. She didn''t want to believe that he was a good person. It was moreforting for her to think otherwise. She had never met a man who didn''t harbor sexual desires towards her, so assuming ulterior motives felt natural. Sighing, she left the shop again, hoping never to encounter him again. She had revealed too much of herself. Also, it was the first time she had vented on someone. Ending this as a dirty and ufortable rtionship was easier for her. However, as she was leaving, she heard a voice. "Hey! Come back tomorrow! I''ll make it tasty for you!" At those words, Song Soo-yeon hesitated momentarily. Really, she had never seen a pushover like him before. To still approach her after such treatment. Indeed, it was a kindness that seemed iprehensible without some underlying, impure motive. .........How lovely it would have sounded if it weren''t tainted with such intentions. Just a helping hand offered without any ulterior motive. How much strength it would have given her, who was struggling alone. "....Ah." Song Soo-yeon was surprised by her own fleeting thought. She shook her head. No. She wasn''t struggling because she was alone. It was just a stray thought. .....She wasn''t struggling at all. --- --- The next evening. Wandering the streets as usual, she ran into the school bullies. "Song Soo-yeon! Come here!" They were notorious in the school for their aggressive superpowers. One could manipte fire, another could sharpen their hand like a de, and there were rumors the third could use poisonous needles. Biting her lip, she wanted to run but knew too well that wasn''t an option for her. Soon, she was dragged to a secluded spot and the bullying began. Song Soo-yeon thought this must be what working overtime felt like. She had hoped the bullying would end at school. But it continued even afterwards. A few days ago, these bullies had demanded money from her. When they couldn''t find any money in Song Soo-yeon''s bag and pockets, they started berating her, acting as if she had wronged them based on their earlier demand. "Hey, are you deaf?" Of course, Song Soo-yeon blocked her emotions and didn''t give them the reaction they desired. She thought this was her way of winning. She had no intention of giving them money, not now, not ever. She had nothing to give in the first ce. And the continuous hallucinations, or the voices of their hearts, only made Song Soo-yeon stronger. ''Jealous of her.'' ''Why is she so pretty? It''s annoying.'' ''I want to see her cry and whine.'' These vile thoughts echoed clearly and ceaselessly in her head. Realizing their actions stemmed from jealousy gave her some breathing room. "Didn''t I say I''ll burn your head off if you don''t bring the money by today?" "I don''t have any." Song Soo-yeon mustered up courage and responded defiantly, though she feared what might happen if her hair actually caught fire. "If you don''t have it, you should have made some, you crazy girl." The bully spat out those words, grabbing Song Soo-yeon''s hair. Her heart felt like it was plummeting. She wanted to close her eyes tightly. But showing weakness would y into their hands, and she knew the bullying would only get worse. So, she forced her eyes to stay open. Her focus was off. And at that moment, a familiar male voice resounded. "Hey! What are you doing? It''s dangerous!" Song Soo-yeon was startled by the voice. This was the first time anyone had offered help while she was being bullied. And it was the first time her pitiful state had been exposed like this. How had he found her in this dark alley? Song Soo-yeon looked towards the direction of the sound. "........Ah." And there he was. The man who had been annoyingly entangled in her lifetely. Now, he looked unmistakably like a pushover, even more so with the strange apron he wore. But why did it have to be him? Why did she have to reveal her vulnerabilities to him again? What must he think of her? He approached without hesitation. What was he thinking,ing here like this? He didn''t appear to have anybat abilities. ......And honestly, she didn''t want his help. epting help meant acknowledging her own weakness. And it would just give the bullies more reason to spread rumors. She wished he hadn''te. She didn''t need his help. The man positioned himself between Song Soo-yeon and the bullies. "Just stop and go away." At that moment, quite miraculously, the bullies'' vile thoughts that had been echoing painfully in her head all disappeared. Instead, a gentle warmth enveloped her. It was a new experience for her, these intense thoughts being reced by such a feeling. Her mind went numb with this sensation. Was she going insane? Or did this warmth represent his feelings? Or was he thinking of something warm and kind? As these unanswered questions swirled in her mind, she looked at the man''s back. This seemingly weak man was fighting the bullies for her. Even for those in the viin danger ranking, this was a life-risking situation, yet he seemed to have no hesitation. This sparked a small anger in Song Soo-yeon. How could someone who looked so naive have such courage? It made her feel even more pathetic. The man was offering up to 100,000 won to the bullies, trying to defuse the situation. He was using such a significant amount of money without hesitation, all for her sake. Why was he doing this? Especially after she had humiliated him so openly yesterday. .....Was it really because of her appearance? The more she thought about it, the more ufortable Song Soo-yeon felt. She had no desire to reciprocate the affection he showed. How could she, for someone she barely knew? Having never learned about love from her parents, she also didn''t know how to share it with others. For Song Soo-yeon, love was solely an ufortable concept. Her fists clenched. "Please help!!! Heroes, please help!!!" And the next moment, she realized the man was clumsily calling for heroes. His loud call for a hero seemed almostughable. If this was the n, why not call a hero from the start instead of after getting extorted? Song Soo-yeon concluded two things about this man. He was indeed a pushover, and he definitely liked her. If he didn''t like her, there was no reason for him to go this far. Once the bullies left, Song Soo-yeon''s frozen emotions began to stir. She swung her fist, hitting the man in the chest. "Who asked for your help?" She wanted to push him away even more. .....Yes, certainly. He had offered nothing but a helping hand to her. But when she thought about his intentions, Song Soo-yeon felt her gratitude fade. After all, she had nothing to offer but one thing. The only good thing was that the man seemed harmless. She felt like she could push him away if needed. She couldn''t say anything to the strong ones, but in her position of receiving affection, she could easilysh out. As she spoke, Song Soo-yeon felt disgusted by her own contradictory behavior. "...Calling a hero... what good would that do...!" She vented the anger she couldn''t express towards the bullies on him. How filthy was the breed of heroes, and yet he was calling them. The puzzled man finally asked. "Then all the more reason you should have called heroes. If not heroes, who else in such a situation?" "Are you an idiot?" Once he showed a weakness, she couldn''t stop talking. "What did you say?" "You think it''s over just for today? Damn it, nothing''s going to happen tomorrow?" "........Ah.." "Now, because of you, things have gotten worse. They''ll harass me even more..." "........" "I could have just endured and passed it quietly...! What am I supposed to do tomorrow!!" "........" "Why did you interfere? Did I ask for your help? So damn annoying...!" "........." "What? You''re going to solve everything till the end? No, you won''t. Why are you sacrificing me just for your moral superiority!" She challenged him with irrefutable points. This is what happens when you only think of gaining favor with impure intentions. She became curious about what he would say next. Probably he wouldn''t be able to answer- "......I...I''ll solve it for you....." He stammered his response. ".........." Song Soo-yeon was at a loss for words at his answer. She was so dumbfounded she couldn''t even scoff. Who would believe that with his naive face and attitude, he could solve a problem she hadn''t been able to for years? "What did you say?" Unsure if she heard him correctly, she asked him again. "I''ll...I''ll solve it for you." He repeated the same answer, seemingly lying to her. She felt an urge to curse him, frustrated by such false hope making her situation harder. "....Ha. If only you could speak properly... A weirdo who stutters, full of nothing but pride... Solve it, what are you going to solve-" -Rumble... Mid-rant, Song Soo-yeon was abruptly silenced by the sound of her stomach growling. Why did it have to happen at this moment? How much was heughing at her inside? The world always seemed keen on handing her nothing but humiliation. "...Ah...damn...really..." Cursing was all she could do. It was herst desperate attempt to piece together her shattered pride. Her legs gave way, and she slumped to the ground. Tears flowed, unstoppable. She couldn''t quite remember what happened next. She remembered hurling insults at him, revealing some of her innermost feelings. She called him a pervert, a loser, telling him he was transparent. She had vented all her impressions of him. Yet, he still led her back to his shop. Song Soo-yeon, having exhausted all her energy, couldn''t resist him any longer. After all, she had already exposed the worst of herself to him. She had shown him her begging, her poverty, her ostracism, and even let him hear her stomach growl twice. There was no pride left to uphold. She hadid bare her true self before him. So when he offered his help as ''self-satisfaction'' and lied, Song Soo-yeon felt indifferent. She didn''t want to refuse his offer of a meal out of non-existent pride. Resisting would just seem foolish now. She had also warned him. She wouldn''t like him. Since he said the same, he couldn''t expect anything from her. She decided to just use him. It was his decision to freely offer kindness. It had nothing to do with her. She nned to take advantage without giving anything back. Entering the kitchen, Song Soo-yeon was struck by the chaos. He had taken herment about the tasteless noodles seriously, judging by the aftermath of his practice scattered around. Song Soo-yeon was enveloped in a strange sense of guilt. .........What is love that makes someone go to such lengths? She had only shown him her darkest side, yet he extended such kindness based on her looks alone, something she couldn''t understand. How much must he like her to act this way? This level of love he disyed was a first for her. Now, she wasn''t even displeased by this fact. His eyes did asionally drift to her legs, but... perhaps because of his innocent face, it didn''t seem to be filled with lust. There were no lewd thoughtsing through, so it was easy to ignore. She realized he was the first man whose presence didn''t make her ufortable. Then the ck bean noodles were served, and she, unable to resist, began to eat. The day had been too exhausting. ......Incredibly, there was a significant improvement in the taste of the food. It had be tastier, just in one day. "....Hehehehehehe." However, as she ate, he started to chuckle. Song Soo-yeon was startled by hisughter. Thinking about it, her guard was down too much. Was it toote now? But after talking, his expression looked so wronged. "Did you put something strange in it? No? How can you...?" "....You didn''t add anything?" Seeing his expression, she immediately felt reassured. If that was acting, he could be a decent actor. Embarrassed, she mumbled. "...You wereughing like the devil...I thought you might have done something..." Song Soo-yeon continued to press him, hiding her guilt. Eventually, their brief conversation ended with his apology. "......I''m sorry." He was such a pushover. After that, Song Soo-yeon focused on filling her stomach. It had been a long time since she had a conversation without such emotional drain. Usually, all she got were insults from women and sleazy talk from men... but this time, there was none of that. For a brief moment, she felt normal. Chewing her food, the absurdity of what had just happened kepting to mind. Was it because she was rxed, or because his face looked so unjustly wronged? ........For some reason, Song Soo-yeon felt like she was about to burst intoughter. Chapter 9: Villain Luna (4) Chapter 9: Viin Luna (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "Come again tomorrow." I spoke to Song Soo-yeon as she finished her meal. She seemed a bit more subdued since eating. Perhaps the meal had helped her calm her mind. In fact, it would be strange if she didn''t show any stress after being harassed. ".....Even if you keep this up, I won''t like you, you know?" Song Soo-yeon said to me. I honestly couldn''t tell what kind of ''liking'' she was referring to. If it''s romantic, it''s irrelevant. I have no such feelings for her. ...But if she means not even liking me as a person... that''s a bit disappointing. Wouldn''t it be natural to feel some gratitude? Can''t she just treat me like a friend? I am still lonely, after all. ...Of course, for Sce''s sake, I''ll work on rehabilitating Song Soo-yeon. If she turns into a viin, it would be a huge burden for Sce. A beatter, I respond to her. ".....It doesn''t matter." "....Seriously. Making a face like you''re upset and then saying that..." "No, really. It doesn''t matter. Do as you wish. Juste again tomorrow for a meal." After all, there''s no one else but her who can help. And no one elsees to my restaurant anyway. ".........You really live like a pushover, mister." She never says thank you until the end. ".........Loser." I blurt out something to her without realizing it. Song Soo-yeon''s reaction was explosive. "What, what did you say?!" "Oh, nothing." I step back as she reacts with such liveliness. Song Soo-yeon''s face turned red, but she didn''t pursue my words further. It seemed like she also realized that it''s pointless to provoke each other further. She soon packed her things, ready to leave. There were still many things about her that intrigued me, but our rtionship wasn''t close enough for deeper conversations. Without a word, she turned and walked towards the restaurant''s entrance. I began cleaning the bowl of ck bean noodles she hadpletely emptied. Today, like before, I received no thanks from her, in fact, I only got scolded. But if Sce saw this, she would probably p her hands and be happy. With that thought, I moved with a lighter heart. "......?" But then I noticed Song Soo-yeon standing still at the restaurant door, not moving. The door was open, but why wasn''t she leaving? "....What are you doing?" No response to my question. She hesitated, as if about to leave, then paused. I continued to watch her, curious about what she was up to. "............It was edible." After expressing those words, she hurriedly vanished. Now it was my turn to stand still, unable to move, surprised by the sound I heard. Could her saying such a thing be considered an expression of gratitude? I couldn''t guess why her attitude changed, but it didnt feel bad. In fact, it felt good. Maybe the impact of herpliment was amplified after all the harsh words she had thrown at me. Recalling her intentions, a big smile spread across my face. The smile lingered, refusing to fade. Indeed, it seemed my choices in this life were correct. Just a simple expression of gratitude could bring such happiness. --- --- The next day, I ascended to the rooftop of a building with my cellphone in hand. My nose and mouth were masked, and my eyes shielded by sunsses. This was a disguise I never used even when living as ''Dice''. It was a highly secretive operation, and I didnt want anyone to see my face. "....Hey, so you finally gave in yesterday?" I stealthily peered down in the direction of the voices. Below were Song Soo-yeon and a few bullies. From the rooftop of the four-story school building, spotting the scene of bullying wasnt difficult. I zoomed in with my camera on the scene. I was here to keep the promise I made to Song Soo-yeon yesterday. Hadnt I promised to solve her problem? And to prevent her from descending into viiny, it was necessary to end this bullying first. Sure, the simplest method would be to use my powers to sweep away those bullies, but thats not right. Personal retribution is a crime, and I didnt want to revert to being a viin. Even if it felt uneasy, it was better to gather evidence and deliver it to the heroes. .....Technically, it should be the police''s job, but heroes are more reliable. Except for the talkative ones. ....Except for Sce. Sce is a true hero. "....I didnt give in." Song Soo-yeon replied monotonously. As much as I had fleetingly wished she would suffer a bit more for the spiteful things she said yesterday, that thought vanished as soon as I saw the extent of the bullying. "Damn, you slut." The bullying was more severe than I expected, even too much. Thump! Just as Song Soo-yeon said yesterday, my intervention might worsen things, as they didn''t hesitate to resort to physical violence. I wanted to intervene, but gathering evidence was more important. It was better to let her endure one more time and then resolve it fully. I hoped she could withstand just this onest time. I''m doing this for her. I don''t know how long this bullying has been going on, but I''m determined to put an end to it. I kept frowning, snapping photos with my smartphone. However, the situation was escting, bing dangerously intense. Eventually, I picked up a small stone from the rooftop and threw it down. Thump! The stone of a suitable size hit the ground, sessfully distracting the bullies. ".....What''s that?" The harassment aimed at Song Soo-yeon was momentarily interrupted. I hoped this break would be enough for them to leave. Just then, the rooftop door opened. "Oops." Turning around, I saw someone who looked like a teacher staring at me, eyes wide in surprise. "Who are you!" "Ah, geez..." I had no choice but to run away. It wasn''t particrly hard, but a sense of unease lingered, as if I had done something viinous. But this was all for Song Soo-yeon. I hoped that someday she would understand my true intentions. --- --- Late in the evening. Song Soo-yeon pulled her mask up. She didn''t want anyone to see her split lip, a result of the bullying. While pride yed a part in not wanting to appear weak, she also wanted to avoid the disgusting looks from men who saw her injured. Her steps, almost unconsciously, led her to his restaurant. She had hesitated about going... but couldn''t find a reason not to. As she had realized the day before, she had no pride left to maintain in front of him, having already shown him her worst sides. She also let go of the feeling that she owed him something. She decided to take advantage of his naive kindness. ''.....He''s the one who likes me.'' She repeated in her mind, erasing any feelings of guilt. Just use him until she bes an adult. Just a few more months offort. She had almost saved up enough for a deposit, and with graduation on the horizon, she nned to find a ce to stay, work part-time, or find a job to support herself. She moved forward. Passing through deste, dark alleys, she spotted the glowing sign of his restaurant in a secluded corner. As the weather was turning chillier, she wrapped her coat tighter around her. Arriving at the restaurant, she took a deep breath or two before opening the door. The man inside saw her and smiled. "You''re here? Come in." "....." Song Soo-yeon was surprised at how much warmth she felt from that simple greeting. It was disconcerting. It felt like she''d been caught off guard, her vulnerability exposed. Feeling warmth from something so trivial was humiliating. Song Soo-yeon shook her head and took a seat, pulling her mask up a bit higher to cover her face. She didn''t even respond to him. ...But do normal families experience this kind of feeling every day? It was hard to describe, as it was the first time someone weed her like so. Song Soo-yeon, denying the warmth she had just felt,manded him. ".....Give me ck bean noodles." However, the nameless good-hearted man didn''t seem angry; he approached with a smile. "Ah, just a moment. I had a promise to keep, didnt I?" ".....A promise?" Song Soo-yeon tilted her head in confusion. Meanwhile, the man pulled out a bundle of postcard-sized papers from his coat. "Here." "....What is this?" By now, his unexpected actions didn''t make her as tense as before. It seemed she hade to see him as harmless. Song Soo-yeon didnt ept the paper he offered. It felt awkward, as if he was trying to touch her hand. The man, slightly embarrassed, awkwardly smiled and ced the bundle on the table. "I was sweating bullets taking these photos, seriously. I can be quite capable when necessary." He spoke with a mixture of satisfaction and pride. Song Soo-yeon then realized what they were. They were developed photos. And in those photos, she was captured being bullied. ".....Ah...." Song Soo-yeon''s expression stiffened with embarrassment. Her disgraceful state was captured and preserved. Could there be more embarrassing photos in the world? "Take these and don''t go to the police, go to the Hero Association. If you make a big deal there, it will be resolved. If it''s awkward, I''ll go with you. I''ll help you." Looking at the photos of herself being helplessly beaten, a surge of anger welled up in Song Soo-yeon. It was anger at herself. It was the first time she saw her own vulnerability through someone else''s eyes. But again, her anger was misdirected. She stood up and pushed the man. "Oof!" The man she pushed fell to the ground. Crash! "Are you crazy, mister?" "....What?" The man, sprawled among the overturned tables, had a confused, flustered look. His eyes, unsure of what to do, alternated between her and the photos. Suddenly, that rare auditory hallucination echoed again. ''Why... why are you doing this. I''m doing this for you...'' But Song Soo-yeon shook her head, dismissing the pitiful voice. She decided tobel those sounds as hallucinations, suiting her taste. "I told you to stop your perverted actions." "....Per, perverted actions?" "Coming to my school and secretly taking these photos." He blinked hisrge eyes, then hung his head. Seeing his miserable state, Song Soo-yeon found even more strength to confront him. "You''ve been staring at my legs, trying to eat what I spat out, showing inexplicable kindness, and now you''ve resorted to stalking and secretly taking photos of me?" She was misinterpreting his intentions, cutting him down. She knew the truth. He was just clumsy,cking finesse. His way of showing affection was simply awkward. Compared to other men, his expressions of interest were incredibly subtle. He never prioritized lust over decency, never made lewdments, nor tried to force physical contact. But somehow, it always ended up like this with him. Perhaps his naivety yed a role, as well as her embarrassment at showing him her worst side. "..........." He said nothing. Song Soo-yeon knew. These photos could be a huge help to her. But seeing herself so pitiful in the photos, her emotions took over. And help from heroes... For her, who intensely disliked heroes, it was unthinkable. "...Stop doing unnecessary things, okay? Got it...?" She vented her emotions at him to feel relieved. The man looked down at the ground, silent, then slowly stood up. "......." Suddenly, Song Soo-yeon swallowed her fear. His demeanor had changed in an instant. She was thankful for her mask. Otherwise, she would have shown him her frightened expression. His previously awkward and stiff bodynguage softened, emitting a different aura. "....That''s really too much." His voice deepened, as if he had transformed into someone else. The naive atmosphere disappeared, reced by the presence of a mature man. "....Ah.....this isn''t right..." His face was still not visible. Song Soo-yeon found herself backing away. Just as she started to feel the urge to flee, something caught her eye. Something fell from his bowed head. ".....?" Tears...? ".....Ah." The heavy atmosphere shifted again. Without needing confirmation, more tears continued to fall. "....Are you crying, mister?" Seeing a grown man cry was new to Song Soo-yeon, leaving her stunned. The tension instantly dissolved. ".....You said the food was bad, do you know how much I practiced...? When you were being bullied, I even paid money to get these photos. I''ve been treated like a criminal to solve your problem, and now you''re treating me like this, what does that make me?" Seeing him cry openly and share his honest feelings left Song Soo-yeon with no choice but to be bewildered. It was amusing, yet she could feel his sincerity. His inner thoughts reached her in that moment. ''....I''m really lonely...'' Song Soo-yeon took a deep breath. She started to feel sorry for him. Without realizing it, she began to console him. "...No... Just stop crying for now. What do we do if an adult cries?" ".....Is it really that hard to just say thank you? Did I actually do something wrong to you? Why do you always see my every action as perverted?" He pointed at the photos on the desk as he spoke. "I understand that being photographed like this can be upsetting... but isn''t it an opportunity to end the bullying? Wasn''t it hard for you?" "...No... I get it... just stop the tears first..." Song Soo-yeon felt a strange kinship with him in his pitiful state. He was awkward, but he was lowering himself even further. An adult crying. He became more approachable to her. "Even when I try to help genuinely, you don''t trust me..." She stepped closer to him, slightly leaning forward to get a better look at his face. The man, apparently embarrassed by his tears, turned his head slightly and began to make excuses. "....Ah... really. As you get older....jeez..." Song Soo-yeon barely held back augh about to erupt. Despite everything, he didn''t look old enough to make such ament. His excuses were as foolish as he was. After wiping his tears with his sleeve, he rearranged the tables he had bumped into, looking dejected. Then he silently walked into the kitchen. Song Soo-yeon knew he must be upset. Guilt made her follow him. "Mister, are you upset, I mean... angry?" "........" He didnt even respond. The mans silence really made her ufortable. She thought she might have gone too far. And ording to his earlier thoughts, he felt lonely... Song Soo-yeon looked around the restaurant. She had never seen him with anyone else. Even at their first meeting, he was eating alone in a soup restaurant. Could he also be a loner like her? Considering his awkward demeanor, it seemed usible. Recalling what she had done to such a person made her feel even more troubled. She said in a tone of self-justification. ".....But really, it feels bad... thinking someone took your photo without knowing..." "Maybe I should have just let you continue to be bullied. That would have been better for you." "...Uh." Song Soo-yeon frowned, gauging his reaction. He kept turning his head, trying to hide his reddened nose. Seeing his harmless expression, she resolved to apologize. "......Okay. I''m... sorry." "What?" He asked as if he hadn''t heard. She bit her lip and said again. "......I said I''m sorry." "What?" He asked again, and she realized he was doing it on purpose. "........" As she remained silent, he finally spoke. ".....It''s okay. You don''t need to apologize. I''ll make the ck bean noodles, so don''t worry." ".....It''s not about that." He perked up, sensing her sincerity. Suddenly, she feltpelled to ask something. ".....Just wondering, but... do you have any friends?" He turned his head to face her squarely and answered firmly. "No." "........" His answer was refreshingly clear. And it was even more touching. The question wasn''t based on his friendless appearance. She just wanted to confirm whether the inner voice saying he was lonely was her hallucination or not. ......But now, there was solid evidence. Maybe, just maybe, she really did have some kind of psychic ability. She stroked her hair, feeling a bittersweet aftertaste. She had mocked him as naive and loser-like, but it was surprising. Even someone as kind as him could be a loner. That provided somefort to her. Anyone could be a loner, she reminded herself. She felt deted. What was she doing to someone who shared her pain? How was she any different from the bullies tormenting her? Unintentionally, she exined to him. "........About the photo..." "Yes?" "....I was upset because I looked stupid in the photo." "........." ".....I wasn''t angry at you. I''m sorry." He blinked, his expression softening. Seeing his face, she regained her inner peace. The bitter aftertaste gradually faded. Just these few words, and he readily forgave her. Of course, he might be doing it because he liked her. "...And also..." "......." "....Don''t get any weird hopes because I''m saying this. I still won''t like you. But...." "......." ".....Thank... you. For everything." He hadined earlier about how hard it was to hear a thank you. That stayed on her mind, prompting Song Soo-yeon to express her gratitude. Listening to her words, the man, still with reddened eyes, looked at her and then turned his head away. "....Ha. Really....ha." At the same time, he couldn''t hide the smile that began to form on his face. It seemed as if he couldn''t control his rising lips. "I never... thought anyone would like me..." Soon, he was smiling broadly, showing his teeth. Song Soo-yeon, chuckling quietly as she watched him from behind, felt a sentiment she never thought she would. She shouldn''t feel this way... He was crying sadly one moment and then genuinely smiling the next over a single word of gratitude. He seemed somewhat cute. Chapter 10: Villain Luna (5) Chapter 10: Viin Luna (5) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here After a series of events, Song Soo-yeon''s difort towards him diminished significantly. In fact, it was funny to be nervous around someone like him. The more she saw him, the more harmless he seemed. He seemed to have forgotten his earlier anger, now humming a tune and cooking. Song Soo-yeon found the space around them increasinglyfortable. Feeling a kinship with him yed a part. She also saw herself in him. Soon, he served ck bean noodles. "Here, eat." When the food arrived, Song Soo-yeon removed her mask. In that instant, with a sudden movement, his hand touched Song Soo-yeon''s cheek. Startled, Song Soo-yeon swatted his hand away and looked up at him. Thud! But he paid no attention to her reaction. "You''re hurt." He simply stared at her burst lip with a grave expression. "...Ah.." Surprisingly, Song Soo-yeon didn''t find his concern unwee. Despite hiding her wounds behind a mask to ward off other men, his attention didn''t feel intrusive. Yet, out of habit, she bristled. She didn''t want to be caught relishing the warmth. "...Don''t touch me like that suddenly. It''s annoying." "...Just wait a moment, where''s the medicine?" "I said it''s fine." Despite her protest, he began searching around. Song Soo-yeon watched him, marveling anew at how love could drive a person''s actions. Why would he go to such lengths for something that wasn''t his concern? Ignoring him, Song Soo-yeon reached for chopsticks. "It will only take a moment." But he extended his hand, stopping her from reaching for the food. "It will hurt to eat." "......." Song Soo-yeon looked at him, then set down her chopsticks. She didn''t resist his suggestion. It seemed less troublesome to let him have his way. However, he couldn''t find the medicine. Watching him stand up with aplex expression, Song Soo-yeon asked, "Are we done? I''ll just eat now." "No. No, just wait a bit longer. It won''t take long." He prepared to step outside the store. "...Where are you going?" "To buy medicine. Just wait a little." "It doesn''t hurt that much." "I''m worried, that''s why." Then he hurriedly left the store. Song Soo-yeon was dumbfounded. It was absurd: him leaving her in charge of the store, making more of a fuss than she did, and going out to buy medicine for someone who had juste to eat for free. Yet, on the other hand, she didn''t really mind it at all. Having someone care for her was a rare experience for Song Soo-yeon. Of course, she had often rejected others'' kindness in the past. But that was because they all had motives behind their kindness. This man probably acted this way because he liked her... but she felt his intentions were more pure. It was as he said. Self-satisfaction. That feeling was strong. He was kind to Song Soo-yeon for his own satisfaction, not expecting anything in return. Song Soo-yeon didn''t want to deny him that. Even as the ck bean noodles became soggy, she waited for him. ...Maybe because she had wronged him earlier, she wanted to let him do as he pleased this time. It was hard to exin. But she had no desire to defy his request and fill her stomach. Whew...! Soon, he arrived at the shop, panting slightly, and opened a packet of medicine. Had he run back just for her? Did you wait for me? Good. Now, look at me. As Song Soo-yeon looked at him, he was already applying medicine to his hand. Was he nning to apply it to her himself? She frowned and said, Why would you apply it for me? ...Oh, should I not? Ill do it myself. Song Soo-yeon snatched the medicine from his hand. She suddenly realized she hadn''t thanked him this time either. But that couldn''t be helped. In her gray world, there had been little to be thankful for. So, ''thank you'' was an awkward phrase for her. Afterwards, she began eating, carefully avoiding the wound. Then, without looking at him, she asked indifferently, ...By the way, whats your name? Name? ...Don''t misunderstand- -Im not. Song Soo-yeon nodded at his response. It was reassuring. Her question wasnt about getting to know him. It was just slightly unfair that she had revealed her name and knew nothing of his. Besides, she called him ''mister'' just to keep a distance, but he didn''t seem much older. She felt she should know his name. My name is Di - no... um... what... ah, Jung-gyeom. Jung-gyeom? You can call me ''Mister Jung-gyeom'' if you like. I''d rather not. ...Do as you please. Jung-gyeom. She only heard it once, but it seemed like it would stick in her mind. As the atmosphere softened, Song Soo-yeon said, Mister, I understand why you took the photo earlier. But I dont n to rely on a heros help. Why not? I dislike heroes. A lot. .......... He blinked as if recalling something, then spoke. "Ah, so that''s why you were so upset when I called for a hero a few days ago." "........" "Is there a reason you hate them?" Song Soo-yeon clicked her tongue. "...You might not know, but they''re just gangsters on the good side." "Ah, I get what you mean." "......?" His innocent-looking face gave an unexpected reply. She had thought he would defend the heroes. But he stroked his chin, showing deep empathy. "They avoid troublesome tasks, right? Always seeking the morous ones." "..........." Song Soo-yeon shrugged. She agreed with him but didn''t want to make it too obvious. Then he continued. "But that''s because you havent met a true hero." Song Soo-yeon turned to him. "...A true hero?" "They''re rare, but they do exist." His face beamed with a big smile, as if he took pride in that fact. Song Soo-yeon still didn''t fully understand. Aren''t all heroes just heroes? What exactly is a true hero? "So, forget that and ept a hero''s help." He tapped his lips, seemingly pointing at Song Soo-yeon''s wound. "...Such wounds shouldn''t exist anymore." "......." She dove back into her food. "...Ill handle it myself. I dont need it." "Alright then. I''ll take care of it. I''ll go to the Hero Association." "........" Once again, Song Soo-yeon didn''t try to stop him. --- --- I arrived at the Hero Association. The building was grand. Many people were bustling in and out, and I asionally saw familiar heroes. Fans who came to see the heroes were everywhere. I couldn''t me them; I might do the same if I saw Sce. Besides, I came here today hoping to meet her. She was three years younger than me, so she must be around 20. It was about time for her to start her hero activities... I shook my head. That wasn''t what I should be thinking about now. I had a different purpose foring here today. After passing the gate check, I entered the building. Without hesitation, I approached the counter. Normally, this ce was for reporting damages caused by viins, but today my purpose was different. I was a bit excited at the thought of troubling the heroes. Even though I had returned, that didn''t mean I felt like they were on my side. It seemed fun to give them a little trouble. "What brings you here today?" "Yes, a younger friend of mine is being bullied at school. I was hoping to get some help." "Ah, I''m sorry. That''s not part of a hero''s duties. You should go to the nearby police station. Heroes are focused only on fighting viins." The receptionist answered naturally, as if she had said it hundreds of times before. This was all within my expectations. So, I smiled and pulled out a recorder from my pocket. "......" After shaking the recorder at her, I pressed the button. The recording began. "....Alright, let me make it clear. I came to ask for help because a younger friend of mine is being bullied at school, and you''re saying the Hero Association is refusing to help, right?" ".....What?" "So, you''re saying that even though a student needs help, the Hero Association won''t take any action?" The receptionist''s eyes fell on the recorder. She seemed to realize that her next words were going to be very important. "...It''s not that, it''s just our policy." "Does the Hero Association''s policy state to ignore students being bullied?" "No. We share responsibilities with the police because if we''re busy with other tasks and a viin appears, we can''t afford a shortage of heroes. It''s not that we dont want to help. You can get sufficient help at the police station, that''s why I suggested going there." Here''s where the Hero Association''s repulsive side shows. They are not short of heroes. They are not even busy. In fact, they have more than enough staff. They just want to take it easy and make excuses. Dealing with school bullying would actually be more efficiently handled by heroes. It''s more effective to dispatch a hero to a school than police officers. The sharp senses trained for catching viins should be applicable in ces like schools too. I mmed my fist on the desk. Thud! Then I shouted exaggeratedly. "This is uneptable!" My voice echoed everywhere, drawing the attention of those around. My current goal was to get a hero dispatched to Song Soo-yeon''s school. For that, I needed the attention of the crowd. "Just one of you could end the bullying! Relying on the police brings so manyplications!" "..Ye...Yes?" The receptionist was flustered by my loud voice. "Are you the only ones busy? The police are busy too, why are you trying to pass the buck! This is why people can''t get help and keep wandering from ce to ce!" People started taking out their smartphones and recording me. "Arent heroes supposed to help students in distress!" Suddenly, a heavy silence fell. My voice was the only echo. I already knew the reason. I felt his approach. The former second-ranked hero, now number one. Shake. In the current situation, he is a highly respected and symbolic hero, more than any other hero. Such a hero flew down andnded beside me. Handsome and well-built, he was still in his early thirties with many years ahead as a hero. Until Song Soo-yeon started being active, he was the most popr. Meeting one of the six heroes who took my life was a unique experience. He gestured to the receptionist. "...It''s okay." Then he approached me, seemingly trying to intimidate me. He looked down at me from his towering height. I sighed. He must have hoped to impress me with his stature. .....Heroes. Does he know? That it would take him and five more heroes to even make me feel threatened. And that''s in 11 years. Right now, his pressure feels almost insignificant. Yet, the fact that he came over to exert pressure bothered me a little. Im still quite sensitive to direct malice aimed at me. My nerves were more on edge than ever. .....You''ve really walked into this one. What seems to be the problem? He asked. "What''s the problem? I came here to ask for help because a younger friend of mine is being bullied at school, and you say you can''t help! Look, I even have evidence!" I showed him the photos I had taken, but he didn''t seem very interested. "...Unfortunately, that''s not part of a heros duties-" "-If it''s unfortunate, then do your duty." His eyebrows twitched. I suppressed a small smile, amused by his irritation. What''s he going to do? Heroes can''t just attack civilians. I continued. "Does it make sense for heroes not to help a student in need?" "Our duty is to fight viins. We prepare for situations that could result in thousands of casualties. We don''t have time for other tasks." "Don''t have time?" I poked Shake''s chest. "Then what is the top-ranked hero doing here then? You''re so busy." Their excuses don''t work on me. Having been the top-ranked viin, I know too much about heroes. "Don''t lie to me. Heroes have plenty of free time." So busy yet lying about it. And do they realize this is for their benefit too? Eliminating school bullying might even prevent the emergence of new viins. "And if a viin does appear, you can deploy from the school. Do you have to deploy only from the Hero Association? No. And did I ask for hundreds of personnel? Just send one, just one." I look around. Hundreds of smartphones are pointed at me. "Isn''t that right? Why do heroes only fight viins! Shouldn''t heroes unconditionally help those in need? Is it heroic to pick and choose as you like?" Good. This should be enough. This video will probably be famous. Since the Hero Association operates on taxpayers'' money, they''ll have to act if public opinion sways against them. Moreover, heroes will soon start diversifying their roles. Sce will eventually revolutionize the entire hero culture. I''m just hastening what''s already bound to happen. This way, ''Viin Luna'' won''t emerge either. I look back at the hero, smiling at him. He may not realize, but I have as many memories with him as with Song Soo-yeon. They''re not as pleasant as those with her, though. Recalling our long antagonistic history, I asked, ".....I''m right, aren''t I? Shake." Seeing him unable to respond, I felt a sense of satisfaction. --- --- Song Soo-yeon couldn''t believe her eyes as she watched a video on her smartphone. The title read ''Shake, Paralyzed by a Citizen''. Uploaded less than a day ago, the video had already garnered millions of views. It showed a man fearlessly shouting at Shake. The excited voice burst out of the smartphone. "How can heroes refuse to help a student in need?" Although his face was blurred, she recognized the man. "....Mister?" Chapter 11: Fall Incident (1) Chapter 11: Fall Incident (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here The more I watched the video, the more convinced I became. It was him, that man. ".....No..." As I watched, new questions emerged in my mind. Why is he going to such lengths for me? Out of pity for my suffering? Because he promised to help? Or... because he loves me? But can anyone really do this much? How deeply must he love me to act like this? How can he go to such extremes? There he was, a harmless, foolish-looking man, furiouslyshing out. And he wasn''t doing it to just anyone. The number one hero in the rankings. A hero even the most heinous viins fear. He was confronting ''Shake'' without any hesitation. Shake speaks in the video. "Our duty is to fight viins. We prepare for situations that could result in thousands of casualties. We don''t have time for other tasks." Despite the pressure emanating from Shake through the screen, the man stood firm. "Don''t have time? Then what is the top-ranked hero doing here then? You''re so busy. Don''t lie to me. Heroes have plenty of free time." Even as Shake''s expression twisted ufortably, he didn''t back down. "Why do heroes only fight viins! Shouldn''t heroes unconditionally help those in need? Is it heroic to pick and choose as you like?" He boldly conveyed the thoughts Song Soo-yeon had once harbored about heroes. He had told me that he didn''t hate heroes. You view heroes negatively because you haven''t met a true hero, he had reprimanded me. But the man in the video was different. He was voicing refreshing words Song Soo-yeon had longed to say. Without stepping back from Shake, he expressed his anger. And at that sight, Song Soo-yeon''s emotions stirred. ".....Uh.." A long-forgotten memory surfaced. She remembered how she was lying on the ground like a broken doll, unable to receive help from a hero. Her eyes followed the man in the video, pointing at Shake. Her ears caught his voice through the video, and her mind reminisced about her past self. All these elements merged, making it seem like the man was expressing anger on behalf of her past self. It felt like he was addressing the injustice she had felt back then. Like he was rebuking the hero who had abandoned her. Unknowingly, Song Soo-yeon bit her lip. The knot of resentment that had settled in her heart warmed up again. Her breathing quickened. Her hand holding the phone trembled slightly. Standing there, she murmured to herself without realizing. "......Aren''t you scared...?" Isn''t he afraid? No matter how much heroes im to be on the side of citizens, there''s no other group with as much power as them. They are beings capable of erasing someone without anyone knowing. Isn''t he at least a little scared? How can he confront things so directly? Actually, thinking back, it was the same when he saved me from the bullies. Was he not afraid then? How does such a naive person find such courage? .......... Or maybe, that''s what being an adult is really about. Not looking at someone with lecherous eyes, but acting when action is needed. Song Soo-yeon had never met an adult she could truly respect. Her parents were just as bad, and her teachers were all worthless. But with this man, she couldn''t help but feel that he was different. .....Ah. Song Soo-yeon shook her head. When she felt her resolve weakening, she reminded herself. Relying on others only leads to disappointment. After all, you have to live in this world alone, and everything bes the past once you''re an adult. She shouldn''t depend on him; she should use him. Song Soo-yeon turned off her phone. She calmed her restless heart. Yet, even as time passed, the warmth that had blossomed in her heart refused to leave. --- --- Song Soo-yeon visited his shop again today and ordered food. She sneakily watched him, pretending to be indifferent, waiting for him to say something. Given the major incident he caused at the Hero Association, she expected him to mention something about his actions for her sake, or ask if she was aware of what he had done. "Here, enjoy your meal." But he only showed a friendly smile and said nothing about the incident. Unable to hold back, Song Soo-yeon spoke first. ".....Mister. I saw everything." "....Huh? Saw what?" ".....What you did at the Hero Association. It''s all over the inte and TV." "Oh, that?" He seemed to ponder for a moment, stroking his chin. "....Well. Maybe a hero will be dispatched to your school in the next few days. That''s good news, right?" "......." He smiled sincerely, without any hint of boasting, and didnt speak of any expectations in return. Song Soo-yeon couldn''t understand how he could be so nonchnt. Yelling at ''Shake'' and being featured all over the inte and TV is no small feat. Shake''s fans had already started to denounce him, and there were threats against him. She couldn''t grasp why he would do all this for her without wanting anything in return. How deep must his love be to go to such lengths? .....Of course, she had nothing to offer him in return. Still, she couldnt help but wonder. The people she had known until now never acted like this. Song Soo-yeon finally asked. "....Is that all?" "....Yes?" He looked at her with that naive expression, even appearing a bit uneasy. Having been burned by her too many times recently, he looked at her as if he had done something wrong. "No...! I mean, dont you expect anything in return?" "....Huh? Are you going to give me something?" "No!" Song Soo-yeon shouted louder than she intended, worried he might ask for her body. It was the only thing she could offer. After all, if he was doing all this because he was attracted to her, that must be what he wanted. "Then it''s settled. Why ask if you''re not going to give anything?" He chuckled as if amused by her question. His chuckle made her even more irritated. She felt as if she was being underestimated by this naive man. She now felt like she was beneath him, no matter what. "...Geez.....I''m just worried...!" "....What''s there to be worried about?" Song Soo-yeon mmed her chopsticks down forcefully. With a seriousness that hadn''t been there before, and slightly less anger in her voice, she asked genuinely. "..........I just don''t understand why you''re doing all this." The atmosphere instantly turned grave. A heavy silence hung between them. "....Mister, why are you doing this to me?" "......." He matched her seriousness, his expression hardening. Song Soo-yeon couldn''t hold back her true feelings any longer. She needed to be honest to get an honest answer. ".....If you''re doing this because you like me... I already said I can''t reciprocate." His expression remained unchanged. Worried he didn''t understand, she added more. ".......I''m scared of men." She revealed a weakness she had never admitted to anyone before. ".....Really?" He asked. "Yes." "Why?" "......Ever since I was young, they would leer at my body. And from behind, there would be sexual harassment-" "-You were sexually harassed?" He asked, his eyes widening in surprise. "....Yes. And they always tried to touch me-" "-They tried to touch you?" He inhaled sharply as he asked. "Damn it, stop interrupting me!" "Oh. Sorry." "......Anyway, how can I not be scared? Do you have any idea how terrifying those lustful gazes are?" "........Why do you get so angry with me if you''re scared?" "......" If she didn''t, they would approach her more easily. But Song Soo-yeon didn''t say that. "I''m scared. So... don''t expect love from me. I don''t even know what love is." Having never received love from her parents, Song Soo-yeon didn''t understand it. She didn''t know what it felt like. Even if love dide her way, she might not even recognize it as love. That''s why she was scared. If he approached her with love, she wouldn''t be able to respond. But she was also scared that the moment he realized she had nothing to offer, he might change his attitude towards her. Song Soo-yeon didn''t want to get hurt. She hoped the support she hade to rely on wouldn''t end up hurting her. ".......Haah..." Suddenly, he sighed deeply. It seemed like disappointment to Song Soo-yeon, making her body tense. But the words that followed were warmer than any he had ever spoken. ".....I''m sorry to hear that." "........" "....It''s not pity. It''s just... I see myself in you. Remember, I told you I don''t have friends. So, I don''t really know much about love either. But...." "........" He paused as if recalling something. ".....Heh." Then he let out a smallugh, smiling gently. Looking directly at Song Soo-yeon, he said: ".....I think I have a faint idea of what it feels like." "........" Song Soo-yeon frowned again. It sounded like he was indirectly saying he liked her. Doesn''t this man understand? She had said she couldn''t reciprocate, so why did he keep... "Well, serious conversations aren''t really my thing." But the man wrapped up the conversation. It was as if he was refusing to ept her viewpoint. Just as Song Soo-yeon, still feeling unsettled about leaving the matter unresolved, was about to speak again, he said. "If you feel ufortable just receiving, I do have a wish." Song Soo-yeon''s heart sank at his words. She braced herself, fearing what he might ask for. Amidst her anxiety, he said gently, ".......Just be grateful." Song Soo-yeon was dumbfounded. "......What?" "Just show me gratitude. And, don''t go astray. Specifically, don''t be a viin. That''s not too much to ask, right? I''ve put in a lot of effort, after all." "......" His words, thrown in almost jokingly, wasn''t funny at all. How could she be a viin without any powers? She just mulled over what he had said earlier. Song Soo-yeon alternated her gaze between the table and him. "......Is that really all you want?" "I promise you, that''s all I need. It''s okay if you don''t love me back." Song Soo-yeon was at a loss for words. Was he implying that unrequited love was okay for him? It was clear he had feelings for her. Everything he had done for her couldn''t be exined otherwise. Who would cook free meals for a stranger, risk their life to save her from bullies, apply medicine to her lips, keeping back despite being insulted and humiliated,ugh off being called a pervert, a fool, a loser, and even confront the top-ranked hero at the Hero Association? .......But, selfishly, just hearing his words seemed to lighten a great burden in Song Soo-yeon''s heart. "....You have to keep that promise." Song Soo-yeon, setting aside her pride, sealed his words with her approval. The man just smiled. --- --- As Song Soo-yeon entered the school, she felt an unprecedented lightness in her heart. She felt a sense of reassurance she had never known before. Having afortable ce to return to was a new and pleasant feeling. While most people would find thisfort in their homes, Song Soo-yeon had never felt safe at hers. Moreover, even the bullies didn''t bother her today. It was a quiet start. "......?" But it wasn''t that they weren''t calling her. The atmosphere at the school had changed. She recalled the video that had gone viral yesterday. Could that man''s video already be having such a strong impact? "........" Pondering what to do, Song Soo-yeon awkwardly conveyed her gratitude to the man in her thoughts. Even if she couldn''t be sure that the change was due to him, sending silent thanks to him was not a difficult thing to do. --- --- Upon entering her ssroom, the changed atmosphere was even more apparent. The looks from the male students remained, but the girls didnt even nce at her. It felt as if she had suddenly escaped the harassment overnight. Unable to adapt to this dramatic change, Song Soo-yeon''s mind was filled with countless questions. Could a video about school violence really bring about such a change? The bullies who tormented her never cared about anyone''s opinion. As she pondered, the homeroom teacher entered. "Everyone, take your seats." The noisy ssroom settled down. The teacher addressed the calm ss. "....I don''t know if you''ve seen it, but there was an incident at the Hero Association yesterday." "We saw it, teacher." Someone from the ss responded. "Yes. A brave man questioned why the heroes can''t solve school violence, right? There was quite a reaction, and it seems the Hero Association responded immediately." The ss began to buzz with chatter. Song Soo-yeon turned to look at the bullies. Judging by their reactions, they seemed to already know. That''s why they had smartly hidden their bullying of her. "To eradicate school violence, heroes will be stationed in schools for a trial period, and our school is included. They will be joining us from today." It made sense. Since the man had confronted them with Song Soo-yeon''s photo, it was inevitable that heroes would be assigned to her school. Song Soo-yeon, witnessing the growing impact the man had on her life, felt a warm emotion bubbling up in her heart again. Was this really happening? Would the harassment truly disappear? She still couldn''t fully grasp the reality. "So, the hero assigned to our school will start by visiting our ss first. Come in, please." In sync with the teacher''s invitation, the door opened. A hero confidently walked into the ssroom. Her beauty was undeniable, even with her mouth and nose covered. The tight hero costume highlighted her artistic figure. A bright aura emanated from her every step. She seemed to be theplete opposite of Song Soo-yeon. Song Soo-yeon was learning for the first time that a person could exude such freshness. The entire ssroom seemed to brighten up in her presence. With a loud and cheerful voice, she greeted everyone. "Hello, everyone! You''re all in 3rd grade, right? Theres not much time left until your graduation, so we wont have long together, but I look forward to it. There''s only a year''s age difference between us! So, feel free to call me an older sister or ''noona''. I havent been a hero for long, so I might be a bit clumsy, but please help me out!" She smiled with her eyes while cing her hand on her waist. The homeroom teacher, who had been watching her, spoke up. "...Um... could you tell the students your name first..." "Oh! Right, silly me." Her gaze swept across the ss, then settled on Song Soo-yeon. Song Soo-yeon felt as if her breath had stopped for a moment. The hero, beaming a bright smile as if speaking directly to Song Soo-yeon, eximed. "Sce! That''s my name!" Chapter 12: Fall Incident (2) Chapter 12: Fall Incident (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon knew that this hero named Sce had been dispatched for her. The bullies had already stopped bothering her, a clear sign that Sce''s presence was making a difference. However, an inexplicable unease had settled within Song Soo-yeon. It could have been her natural aversion to people, or perhaps a deep-seated hatred towards heroes. Or perhaps, it was difort from seeing someone who was her opposite. Sce had quickly be a star at the school. With so many students wanting to get closer to her, Sce was talking to them in the yground like a celebrity at a fan meeting. From her seat, Song Soo-yeon watched this scene through a second-floor window. The hero seemed tireless, endlessly responding to the students with a lively expression,ughing, reacting, and conversing. Among those who rushed to the yground to see her were the same bullies who had tormented Song Soo-yeon. They wore bright expressions and smiles they had never shown Song Soo-yeon, moving around as if showing off. It was amusing, yet it also gave her aplex feeling. Song Soo-yeon, too, stood out more than anyone due to her stunning beauty. Why did this hero receive love, while she received jealousy and bullying? "........" The reason was simple, really. It was a matter of power. Sce, true to her role as a hero, likely possessed the strength to subdue any student at the school, a power Song Soo-yeon did not have. It was her fault for being powerless. Sighing, Song Soo-yeon turned her attention away, put on her earphones, andid her head on the desk. Nheless, she felt relieved. Thanks to that mister, a hero like Sce had arrived at the school, and the bullying had stopped. When she realized this fact, it felt like her heart was refreshed as if waking from a nightmare. It was like a gift from him. It still didn''t feel entirely real, but for now, she was grateful for the peace. She closed her eyes. ...She wished school would end quickly. She had a ce to go to. --- --- After lunch, Song Soo-yeon sought refuge in a secluded corner of the school to avoid the sticky gazes of men and the scrutinizing looks of women. She found sce in a neglected area overgrown with bushes and dense branches. It was a narrow space, barely a meter wide, sandwiched between the school wall and the fence, untouched and covered in a nket of fallen leaves and dust. Song Soo-yeon wedged herself into this gap, leaning against the school wall, and exhaled a deep sigh. She felt confident that no one would find her here. "......Phew...." Half the school day had passed. It had been easier, having not been bullied, but it didn''t make the school any more appealing. The ce still felt suffocating, a ce she longed to escape from. "You were here?" A voice came from above, startling Song Soo-yeon, who had not expected anyone to venture here. Looking up, she saw a silhouette against the sunlight. "Sorry, did I startle you?" The figurended gently, smiling. "....Ah." It was Sce. As Song Soo-yeon started to stand up uneasily, Sce pressed her shoulder. "No need to get up. Just stay seated." Then, Sce squeezed herself into the narrow space between the wall and the fence, sitting down beside Song Soo-yeon. "Wow, this spot isfortable!" She eximed with augh. Song Soo-yeon felt ufortable, her personal space invaded. She asked, ".....Why..." "I was looking for you, Soo-yeon." Sce, visible only by her eyes and nose, beamed brightly. Her smile was dazzling. For Song Soo-yeon, who had never been close to such a radiant person, it felt awkward. ".....Me?" "Yes. I wanted to have a chat." "........" Song Soo-yeon understood Sce''s motives. She had been dispatched to the school because of her. Perhaps, she was trying to show the Hero Association that she was making an effort to get closer to her. It was just part of her job. The im of wanting to talk was just an excuse. But Song Soo-yeon wondered if all this was necessary. Sce''s presence alone had already deterred the bullying. She had received help. Sce, exuding a feminine and mature aura, gently took Song Soo-yeons hand and nudged her lightly. "I won''t take much of your time, let''s just talk for a bit." Song Soo-yeon sighed internally and, like before, crouched back in her spot. It wasn''t a difficult request. Especially if it meant the end of her being bullied. Plus, having this conversation, even just once, might keep her from being bothered in the future. Oblivious to Song Soo-yeon''s feelings, Sce carried on the conversation. "But, I''ve been thinking since the first time I saw you... you''re really beautiful...wow..." Sce''s eyes widened with a smile. Song Soo-yeon, having heard suchments too often, wasn''t surprised. "Your name is beautiful too." Beautiful, my foot, thought Song Soo-yeon inwardly. She disliked the name given by her parents. She remained silent, not responding to anypliments. But the hero was undeterred, seemingly indifferent to theck of response. Sce''s bright demeanor left no room for Song Soo-yeon''s darker mood to prate. "Excuse me, but can I speak informally? I''d like to be friends." Song Soo-yeon found it absurd to think about being friends so soon but thought it didn''t matter if they understood each other or not. "......Do whatever you want." "Really? Then you can call me Sce unnie, okay?" "...Yes." Sce smiled with her eyes again. "Actually, Soo-yeon, there''s another reason I came to see you." "......" "If you ever need help or want to talk about your worries, just let me know. I''m here for that too." ".....Counseling?" Song Soo-yeon was skeptical, knowing that heroes were only focused on viins. Even ''Shake'' in the recent video had been the same. But she quickly lost interest, assuming it was just lip service for the sake of her job. To avoid further hassle, she corrected her response. "...Yes. I will." "Great. Don''t hesitate, okay?" "....Yes." "Ah, I said I''d only take a bit of your time, right? I''ll leave now so you can rest. Let''s start by greeting each other and gradually get to know one another, okay?" ".........." Sce quickly got up, dusting off her bottom. Her body gently floated up, ready to leave. ".........Wait..." Then, in a changed tone, Sce spoke again, causing Song Soo-yeon to be curious. ".........?" "....Um...also, just in case..." ".........." Despite her masked face, Song Soo-yeon realized Sce was hesitating. Then, seemingly relieved, Sce spoke again. "Ah, never mind. See you next time?" "......?" And then, Sce disappeared. --- --- Two weeks had passed. Song Soo-yeon had to take time to adapt to the sudden changes that hade her way. The bullying hadpletely stopped. From the moment Sce arrived, the bullies no longer paid her any attention. There were still quiet stares, but the overt violence was gone. With the disappearance of bullying at school, life became more bearable. But that wasnt all. She found a sanctuary. Eating cheap convenience store food for dinner or going hungry seemed like a distant past. Every day, Song Soo-yeon visited misters restaurant, findingfort there. Lately, even at school, she found herself thinking about the restaurant. Being in an ufortable ce made her yearn for afortable one. She had to admit it. Among all the ces she frequented, the restaurant was the mostfortable. No pain, no psychological pressure, no stress. It was the first ce where she could truly rx. Having shared their true feelings with mister, there was nothing awkward weighing on her mind. She didnt need to reciprocate his love. Just that thought alone lifted a huge burden off her shoulders. ...And frankly, his love was bing less and less burdensome. Strangely enough, he never gave her lustful nces or had dirty thoughts. There was that one time at their first meeting when he nced at her legs, but now she felt like she could believe his excuse about noticing the tears in her stockings. After all, he didnt make any ufortable advances, so Song Soo-yeon didnt feel any negative emotions from his love. There was no difort at all. ....In fact, his warmth wasnt bad at all. At the restaurant, hed ask how she was. His gentle concern about whether she had a hard day didnt feel bad at all. Perhaps it was alleviating the loneliness she inevitably felt. Of course, Song Soo-yeon still reacted defensively towards him, but her inner feelings were different. As her daily life became morefortable, she felt grateful. Since he said gratitude was all he wanted, Song Soo-yeon kept thanking him in her mind. Expressing it internally wasnt embarrassing or burdensome. Any person would feel grateful in this situation. ......Selfishly, if things could stay this way, she wouldnt mind if he continued to love her. It kind of warmed her heart. Chapter 13: Fall Incident (3) Chapter 13: Fall Incident (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon now visited his restaurant even on weekends. While enjoying a Saturday lunch there, she asked, "Mister, do you have a lot of money?" The man was watching the news. "Huh? Why do you ask all of a sudden?" He answered without taking his eyes off the TV. Song Soo-yeon feltfortable seeing him like this. Unlike other men who stared at her whenever they got the chance, he seemed to prioritize his work first. With a rxed tone, Song Soo-yeon replied, "No... I just wondered since you keep giving away free food." "You''re worried about that aftering here for free weekend lunches?" "Does it burden you?" "........" The man nced at Song Soo-yeon, appearing surprised. Although she pretended otherwise, she was quite perceptive. "Where did the person who used to scold me harshly go, and now there''s an angel worrying about my finances?" "Ah, Mister..." "Hehe, just kidding. Don''t worry, it''s not a burden." "So, you are wealthy?" "No, I''m not exactly rich." Song Soo-yeon, who had vaguely assumed he was wealthy, was surprised by his answer. "Then why do you do this?" "Huh?" "Why do you give away meals for free?" "Well... it''s for my own satisfaction." He answered nonchntly and returned his attention to the TV. Hearing his answer, Song Soo-yeon was suddenly struck by a sense of unease. "........" When she couldn''t continue eating, burdened by her concerns, the man turned from the TV and asked, "What''s wrong? Why are you acting like this?" Seeing him care for her again, she felt a warm sensation, though she wouldn''t admit it. "Um..." She cautiously started, "What happens to the restaurant if you run out of money?" Song Soo-yeon realized she had be more attached to this ce than she had expected. The thought of losing thisfortable space made her heart race. But her anxiety was dispelled by his reassuring smile. "Don''t worry. I still have some savings left. I saved a lot when setting up the restaurant... and there are fewer customers than expected." "........" "And I can always make money elsewhere." "Earn money? Just to keep this ce running?" "Yes." "......." Song Soo-yeon couldn''t understand his mindset, but she didn''t object. She too wished for the ce to remain. She refrained from asking why he was doing such a seemingly foolish thing, lest she persuade him otherwise. Song Soo-yeon rose from her seat. It was time to go and make some money. "....I had a great meal, Mister." Now, she had started to convey her gratitude too. "....Really?" Because when she expressed her thanks, he would smile so radiantly. There was a peculiar addictiveness to that expression, and recently, Song Soo-yeon never missed an opportunity to say she had enjoyed her meal or to express her gratitude. --- --- Late at night, after finishing her part-time job, Song Soo-yeon wondered if the restaurant was still open. However, realizing it was already past 10 pm, she felt it was toote. She wasn''t driven there by hunger but rather by a desire for a ce where she felt at ease. She really didn''t want to go home and was looking for somewhere to spend some time. "The payment will be transferred to your ount, just so you know," Said the boss, who had handed her flyers, to Song Soo-yeon, who was adjusting her mask. The mask served as a minimal disguise to prevent her face from being recognized. She didnt want to attract men who would approach her with offers of making more money. She didnt need to listen to their proposals; she could almost hear their dirty thoughts in her mind. Gradually, Song Soo-yeon began to believe these hallucinations weren''t madness but actual insights into the thoughts of others. However, without a friend to confirm this, she could never be certain. She briefly nodded to her bosss words and turned away. Even with her face covered, she could feel someone scrutinizing her from behind. Suppressing her revulsion, Song Soo-yeon moved forward. Sometimes, she almost forgot what men were like, having gotten used to mister. As she walked, she reminded herself of this reality. Her destination was home. Now that it hade to this, she felt she should check if the money had been properly deposited. --- --- "Damn it, bitch, why are you justing in now?" As soon as Song Soo-yeon entered her house, her heart sank. A deep male voice echoed from the darkness. It was her father, who usually wasnt home, but seemed to have returned today. "......." After pondering what to do, she decided to ignore his call and head to her room. "Look at that girl." Fortunately, his reaction wasn''t violent. Whether it was due to drunkenness or maybe a win at the gambling den, his mood didn''t seem too bad. Otherwise, something in the house would have been destroyed, or she would have had to endure his loud yelling. Luckily, she could avoid it this time. Song Soo-yeon entered her room, trying to calm her still-pounding heart. She felt like she couldn''t stay in this house any longer. Staying put might lead to trouble. Another relief was that her mother seemed to have passed out drunk. Had both of them been awake, the house would have been in chaos again. Song Soo-yeon intended to just grab her bankbook. She thought it best to wander outside for a while. She could return and rest when her father fell asleep. She immediately reached for the high shelf. ".......Huh?" But she couldn''t find the bankbook. Even standing on tiptoe, thinking she might have reached the wrong spot, her hand grasped nothing. Backing up to get a better view of the top of the bookshelf, Song Soo-yeon realized that in the unlit house, she could barely see anything. "....Looking for this?" When she turned, she saw her father peering through the slightly ajar door. He was leaning against the door frame, holding her bankbook and card with a cold expression. The moonlight filtering into the house allowed her to see this clearly. It felt as if her blood had turned ice-cold. ".....Give it to me." She said bravely. She couldn''t let him have it. It was the money she had tirelessly saved for years. With no other part-time job options, she worked for far less than minimum wage. She endured beatings from bullies without letting them take it. She had saved it by starving or eating cheap food. It was unthinkable to hand it over. "......." A tense standoff of gazes began. It had been years since she stopped thinking of him as her father, but for some reason, she still felt intimidated by him. Truthfully, she rarely won against anyone. She lost to bullies and even to her parents. The only one she had managed to outdo was... perhaps mister who she had just recently met. He had a sort of pushover air about him. Involuntarily, Song Soo-yeon thought of mister. She also remembered how that seemingly naive man had found courage for her sake. Biting her lip, she red even harder. If he could do it, so could she. After a long standoff, Song Soo-yeon emerged victorious. Her father snorted and threw the bankbook and card at her. "....You have the same damn look as your mother." Feeling a rush of relief, Song Soo-yeon grabbed her belongings and ran out of the house. --- --- "Haah...! Haah....!" She was still running, unable to calm her pounding heart. As if running could help her escape the situation. She needed to find a new ce to hide her bankbook and card. Until now, there had been no other ce but her home, but now she had a new option. The restaurant. Perhaps she could ask mister for help. She moved towards where the restaurant was visible. ".....Ah..." But the lights of the restaurant were already out. It seemed to be past operating hours. As she stood lost in thought, various worries caught up with her. "......Huh?" A sudden feeling of anxiety. Her hands began to tremble uncontrobly. The fear was so overwhelming, she could hardly gather any strength. She forced her trembling legs to move. After a few minutes, she arrived at an ATM. Ignoring the machine''s greeting, she shoved her bankbook into it. Her fingers rapidly pressed the ''ount Management'' button. The machine whirred on, almost endlessly. This money was not just any money. It was her hope for escaping this hellish ce. She had endured all the pain until now, just waiting for this money to reach the amount of 5 million won. It was a symbol. "....No...No..." After being notified that the action wasplete, she retrieved her bankbook. "................Ah." Her legs lost strength, and Song Soo-yeon found herself copsing on the spot. Bnce: 0 won. She had momentarily forgotten, but her world had always been this way. Chapter 14: Fall Incident (4) Chapter 14: Fall Incident (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here -Screech... Screech... Her shoes dragged across the floor. Normally, she would avoid this to prevent her worn shoes from tearing further, but now, she didn''t care. Song Soo-yeon shuffled along, letting her feet lead her. Her mind was nk, unable to think of a destination, yet her legs seemed to have their own direction. She had no more strength to resist anything. ...It was just too hard now. She was exhausted. Pain and suffering were no longer felt. She was numb to everything. She realized only one thing. Her cursed world hadn''t changed, and it wouldn''t. Her life had ended years ago, and she had been foolish to realize it toote. How could one revive a dead life? It was impossible. God had cursed her. While some find God through miracles, Song Soo-yeon''s belief came from despair. It was evident that God persistently followed and tormented her. Thinking of her life as a curse brought everything into sharper focus. Her parents'' behavior, her inability to socialize due to her appearance, the bullying, the harassment, and even the reason why the hero abandoned her. No matter how hard she tried, she always returned to this cursed reality. Song Soo-yeon continued to follow her legs lead, as if retracing a familiar path. Not that it was important. In fact, she knew that bing an adult wouldn''t change anything. Leaving school and home wouldn''t suddenly brighten the world. People wouldn''t treat her differently. Other women would still be jealous and torment her, men would harbor filthy thoughts, some might even act on them. Adulthood might even intensify her problems as the shield of being a minor would disappear. Knowing all this, Song Soo-yeon pretended not to know. Thinking about it was too painful. The thought of a future without answers made it seem unbearable to go on. She couldn''t escape anymore. Dark thoughts overwhelmed her, now powerless to resist. It wasn''t about losing money. The core issue was that struggling changed nothing. If only she had destructive powers... ...Then she could have shown her hatred for this world. That was, indeed, regrettable. Her legs had unknowingly brought her to the stairs of a building. -Snap! Even her shoes tore and came off, quickly ruined after just a few seconds of careless use. Song Soo-yeon gripped the railing, steadying herself from nearly falling over. Then, she gazed at her bare left foot, exposed and vulnerable. ...It was no longer surprising. She simply epted it. Her shoes were just like her. Like a marathon runner copsing at the finish line, everything crumbles at a certain point. There''s no getting up to run again. She left her shoes behind and continued up the stairs. It didn''t take long to reach the rooftop of the five-story building. She turned the doorknob. -Click, click, bang! The locked doorknob broke after a few turns. The door creaked open, and the bright rooftop greeted her, along with the chilly night air. Yes, look at this. There is a God, and He wants her dead. Everything fits perfectly, even the rooftop door opening so easily. ...Of course, it was an old building. Reaching the rooftop, she realized where she was. It was the building where her home was located. Given her parents'' ipetence, it was no surprise they could only afford such a rundown ce. Not that it mattered. She slowly approached the edge of the rooftop, one step at a time. Very slowly. With each step, her mind seemed to clear, as ifing back to life. Her heart, numb until now, started to ache, and her legs began to tremble. Yet, she didn''t stop. Even when her hand touched the cold railing, she didn''t hesitate. Discarding her remaining shoe, she climbed over the railing, one leg at a time. She didn''t dare look down. Soon, she stood at the edge, holding onto the railing from behind. It was cold. The biting air kept tormenting her, an all-too-familiar chill that felt more excruciating today. Just one step forward while letting go of the railing, and she could end the pain. She could leave this detestable world. "...Haa... Haa..." She calmed her emotions, shutting out everything else. ...Yes. It was a world with nothing good. Not once had she been happy. "...Haa... Hoo..." Not once had she genuinely smiled. "...Hoo..." Not once had she felt warmth... "..." ...Warmth... ...Song Soo-yeon simply closed her eyes. She gradually loosened her grip. And then... "You''ll regret it." At that moment, a spine-chilling voice echoed behind her. "...!" Startled by the voice, Song Soo-yeon gripped the railing tightly again. Her legs gave way, her body swayed significantly. Her head tilted forward, identally looking down. A terrifying fear enveloped her, enough to make her head spin. But she didnt show it. Somehow regaining her bnce, Song Soo-yeon, dripping with cold sweat, looked towards the source of the sound. A man was standing there, seamlessly blending into the darkness. The very man she had briefly thought of. He approached her, step by step, without any sign of hesitation. "...Don''te any closer." Her voice was tinged with fear, born from the terror she felt towards the man. Then he stopped, and as the moonlight fell upon him, his familiar face became visible. It was the mister from the restaurant. After calming her startled heart, a wry smile escaped Song Soo-yeon''s lips. "...Ah, it''s you, mister." He had a different aura about him, gazing at her with a gravely serious expression. The situation was serious, but it was hard to believe he could feel so different. Like an entirely different person. But he proved his identity by speaking in that familiar voice. "...You''ll regret it." She didn''t respond. He didn''t use the formalnguage he usually did. His words seemed to pierce a small hole in her emotional dam. "...I don''t know how you got here..." ".........." "...If you''re going to talk nonsense, just fuck off." She stood straight against the railing again, trying to appear calm. She didnt even look at him now. "...I''m done with all this." Her own words felt surprisingly cold as they came out. "...I have no regrets." As if trying to convince him, Song Soo-yeon began to reveal her hidden stories. It seemed appropriate to let it all out, considering this was the end. "...The kids at school, the teachers, the heroes, my parents they''re all shit. And the people I''ll meet in the future will be the same." "......" "You wouldn''t understand, would you? This feeling of being utterly alone, like I''m not even part of this world." "......I know." "...You know, my ass." Song Soo-yeon dismissed his words and looked down at the ground, which she hadn''t properly looked at. She was trying to get ustomed to the height. It wasnt as easy as saying it. Preupied with the view below, she didnt notice the mister clinging to the railing nearby. She was startled by his closeness but didn''t react since he wasn''t trying to hold her back. Maintaining a certain distance, he looked down with her. "...I''m an orphan. I''ve told you, I have no friends." He spoke softly. ".........." "...I know loneliness well." "...If that''s true, then you''d understand my feelings." "...I do understand." The revtion that he too had once wanted to die from loneliness stirred Song Soo-yeons emotions. "...Then, can''t you just leave?" "...I don''t think that''s possible." "Why? Do you like me or something?" "...No." He slowly turned his head. Then, with a direct look, as if peering into Song Soo-yeons soul, he said, "...Because you''re hoping for help." Her eyes trembled. The uncle spoke with such certainty, as if he had read her innermost thoughts, as if he, too, possessed the power to read minds. Ignoring the turmoil in her heart, Song Soo-yeon muttered, "...Bullshit..." She took a deep breath. Her heartbeat was intensifying. "...What do you know, mister? I want to die. Im going to-" "-If you really wanted to die, you wouldnt have chosen this building." He turned towards Song Soo-yeon and cautiously took a step closer. He gestured towards the ground with his head. "...You wont die from this height. Unless yound on your head. Youd probably just end up paralyzed from the waist down." Song Soo-yeon opened her mouth, but no words came out. He continued, "Stop throwing a tantrum." She could hardly believe her ears. It was so absurd, she couldnt even muster a sarcasticugh. Tears welled up in her eyes. It was so hard, yet he called it a tantrum. "...A tantrum?" "Because you''re in pain... you''re screaming to be understood. You wish your parents would regret, that the school kids would be afraid." Her lower lip began to quiver. He was speaking her truths, ones she hadn''t even realized herself. She couldn''t deny it. "That''s just how tormented you are. You don''t want to die. You want to live... to live like a human being, that''s why youve been trying so hard." It felt like he was wielding a hammer, shattering her armor piece by piece. Her facade of strength, of indifference even in the face of death, was breaking. Was there anyone else who understood her feelings so precisely? "So stop throwing a tantrum ande down. Why keep focusing on the people you hate? Why throw yourself at them just to make a point?" Tears streamed down Song Soo-yeon''s face, and simultaneously,ughter erupted from her lips. Laughing at her own pitiful self, she said, "...Because they''re all I know." "....... "I want to focus on someone else, mister..." Herughter grew more intense. "Do you think I want to be involved with such trash?" "........ "But what can I do when they''re all I know...? They''re all I have, so revenge is all I can think of. I don''t know any other way, what should I do?" "........ "Tell me! What am I supposed to do?" "Just stop ande over." "Tell me what to do!" "You dont want to die. Come over here." She let go of the railing with one hand and wiped away her tears, calming her intense emotions. "Yes, you''re right. I don''t want to die. But... I also don''t want to live. I cant bear to live in this world anymore." ".........." "If there was an end in sight, I could have endured it. Right? But... theres no end.." "........." "Sob...sob...how much longer...!" She cried out in despair, unable to hold back her tears any longer. "How much more must I suffer...! I just dont know anymore...!" "........" "I just wanted to live a normal life... but there''s no hope... I cant see it.." Song Soo-yeon had let go of the railing and was now covering her face with her hands. The sound of him moving came again. "Donte any closer.." Song Soo-yeon whispered. He did not stop. "This is foolish." "Sob...sob..." "It''s just that your world has been confined to this ce so far. Once you leave your family and school, youll see how vast the world really is." "...I told you not toe..." "Its just been bad luck until now." "...Sob..." "The pain will pass eventually. Believe me. Ive been through worse...or at least no less." She was shuddering with sobs when suddenly something enveloped her. He had quietlye behind her and wrapped his coat around her. They stood facing each other across the railing. The cold wind began to be blocked by the coat. A warm feeling enveloped her. "...People cant live alone." "Sob...sob..." "But looking at you, it seems like youre pushing everyone away because you''re scared." "Sob...sniff..." "Sure, some of the people who approached you were trash, right?" Crying, Song Soo-yeon listened to him and nodded slightly. She had always hoped someone would understand this. As someone who asionally heard people''s inner thoughts, she was adept at discerning trash from treasure. "Its been hard, hasnt it?" She nodded again. Tears kept flowing endlessly. "...But there must have been good people too. Maybe you pushed them away as well...that might be why you can''t see hope. Youll find someone to be your sunshine." He reached over the railing and grasped Song Soo-yeon''s shoulder. She was startled not just by the warmth of the coat but by the warmth that flowed from his hand. A good person. Maybe the good person he was talking about had already been found. His intentions had never once been malicious. If only she could hear his thoughts now. Just this once, to be certain. To lean on him, just once if her powers could activate as she wished. Song Soo-yeon, needing to grasp a lifeline, was filled with uncertainty. "........" But ultimately, she couldn''t hear his inner thoughts. Her ability didn''t work onmand. Yet, Song Soo-yeon didn''t think of giving up. Gathering thest of her strength, she turned her head. She looked into the face of the man holding her. Hoping to glean something from his expression. "...Ah." And she saw it. Tears glistening in his eyes, contrasting his previously stoic demeanor. How pitiful must she have looked to him? How genuine must his feelings be to react this way? "Let''s find someone who can give you hope. Ill help you." He said. Her heart pounded heavily. The warmth he provided seemed to spread throughout her body. Tears flowed again. This was the first time she had felt such emotions towards someone. The first time someone had truly been on her side. "Sob...! Sob...! Sob!" She could no longer look at him directly. She was struggling to breathe. "Let''s try one more time. You understand, right?" "...Sob..sob..." "...You got that?" "...Yes..." She nodded faintly. "Can youe down from the railing?" Song Soo-yeon shook her head. Her legs had already given out. She had cried so much, she had no strength left. "I''m going to put my hand under your arm, okay?" Again, she nodded. As soon as she gave permission, his hands slid under her armpits. He lifted her gently, as if lifting a feather. Then, he brought Song Soo-yeon over the railing and sat her down on the rooftop. Copsing to the ground, Song Soo-yeon sat down heavily. In truth, she had been too scared. She didn''t want to die. The vivid fear of death still haunted her. Sitting there, still crying, her head was pulled into an embrace. Her head buried in his chest. Song Soo-yeon felt no repulsion to a mans touch for the first time. ...Instead, his warmth melted her. Breath squeezed out of her chest. She spoke from his embrace. "I''ve been through so much... mister..." Her voicecked its previous sharpness. It was like a weak child whimpering and tattling. He patted her back. His touch prated deeply into Song Soo-yeon''s melted heart. "...I tried so hard to live well, but everyone hurt me so much...sob..." "...I see." ".......They called me a whore, hit me, took me lightly, took from me... No matter how hard I tried, no one acknowledged me..." "I''ll acknowledge you... Stop crying now. It''s okay." He said. "...Lets go eat." Tears burst forth again, even those she had been holding back. --- --- ''I''ve never met a true hero.'' He had said that about her once. Song Soo-yeon, carried on his back, contemted his words as she calmed her tears. She now understood what he meant. It''s not about being saved from viins. It''s not about stopping bullying at school. "........" Her eyes took him in. Then, she hugged him tighter. ........Song Soo-yeon had found her own hero. Chapter 15: Emotional Baby Steps (1) Chapter 15: Emotional Baby Steps (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon recounted to me, one by one, the difficulties she had faced. From trivial matters to serious issues. I learned why she had no choice but to go to the rooftop, and what kind of people her parents were. It was different from what I had thought; I had believed that the problems at school were her greatest pain. She had many hidden sorrows, none of which were light matters. No wonder she became a viin. In the end, it was her parents that led her to be a viin. It''s natural to despair when the money saved amidst all the bullying and suffering is taken away. If I hadn''t been there, she would have certainly jumped. Jumped and lived as a cripple, awakening her powers. Then, bing a viin was inevitable. Of course, it''s not that I thought I had to prevent her from bing a viin at all costs. Just because I decided not to be a viin doesn''t mean I expect others to follow the samepulsion. There are those who have no choice but to live as viins. Honestly, I understand. I just thought it would be better if Song Soo-yeon didn''t be a viin. The reason I feel fulfilled now is not because I prevented Song Soo-yeon from bing a viin. Nor is it because I stopped the appearance of viin Luna. Her future is entirely up to her to decide. What made me feel fulfilled was being able to extend a helping hand to her. I was overjoyed that she finally cried and shared her troubles with me. That I was able to help her, even a little. That she seems to be living a little like she had resolved to. That made me the happiest. ....... It was hard to listen to her story because it was so heart-wrenching. Realizing that she too had no one around to help her, and essentially, was lonely and struggling, made me feel even more sympathetic, like I was looking at myself. It seems we have quite a lot inmon. Maybe that''s why we both walked the path of viins. Though it''s self-satisfaction now... with just a bit of attachment, it''s hard to just leave her be. I want to help if I can. Before I knew it, I was receiving her support too. We''re not that close yet, but she''s the only person I''ve shared emotions with in this life. Maybe as we continue like this, we can be closer? Bing the friend I''ve longed for. Well, it will take effort, of course. Song Soo-yeon had stopped sobbing by now and was leaning on my back. Her arm, which had been around my neck, was now loosened and gone, but she didn''t say she wanted to go down. I''m not sure if she''s doing this because she wants to lean on me, if she''s still weak from the shock, or if it''s just because she doesn''t have her shoes, but it was fine by me. ".....Did you fall asleep?" I raised my voice again. Earlier, I hadn''t thought to show such courtesy and ended up speaking informally, but I didn''t want to speak rudely in case it made her ufortable. "....No." She answered. I shrugged my shoulders and continued walking. --- --- Song Soo-yeon clung to his back as if her life depended on it. She felt like dying of embarrassment at the moment. Once she let out all her tears and the pain she had been hiding, her heart began to calm down. As her heated head cooled down, she felt increasingly ashamed of her emotional actions. The fact that she had cried in his arms was mortifying. Each word she had blurted out made her cringe. Why did she always reveal her embarrassing sides to this person? He knew everything about her, things that no one else had a clue about. Of course, it wasn''t as ufortable as it used to be. In fact, it was heartwarming to have someone whopletely understood her. ...But it was still embarrassing. She wanted to stay on his back forever. Then she wouldn''t have to face him. --- --- But soon they arrived at the restaurant, and the lights, which had been off, brightly lit up. The lights of the restaurant turned on just for her. She momentarily forgot her embarrassment in the warmth. "Come down now." Finally, it was time for Song Soo-yeon, who had been clinging to his back, to move. If he teased her even once after she got down, she felt like she''d have to hide in a mouse hole. Song Soo-yeon awkwardly dismounted from his back. Without raising her face, he said to her, "Sit down. I''ll make something for you." Then he went into the kitchen without even looking at her. Realizing his consideration, Song Soo-yeon stood numbly, picking at her fingers, then slowly took a seat. Sounds of him starting to make something in the kitchen reached her ears. And there was no other sound. Song Soo-yeon found the silence even more painful. She wanted to quickly move past the earlier incident as if it never happened. She eventually broke the silence. ".....So..." "...Hmm?" At her soft voice, he peeked out of the kitchen. Song Soo-yeon, still avoiding his gaze, asked, "......So how did you know toe?" "...Ah, that." With conversation, Song Soo-yeon felt like she could breathe again. Of course, she felt embarrassed again thinking about it. "...It was a coincidence. I saw you passing by looking upset, so I followed." "...Why?" "It was night... and since your situation isplicated enough toe to my restaurant, and you were being bullied at school, I was worried. Seeing someone who usually doesn''t look that way made me think you might make a foolish decision. And my guess wasn''t wrong." ".........." "......To be honest, since you''re the only person I know right now, I was more worried." Song Soo-yeon felt her heart filling with warmth. Normally, she would have retorted with a curse, but this time, she couldn''t. And at the same time, she felt embarrassed again. It was her first time receiving such kindness from someone, and she wasn''t used to it. She had no idea how to react. How could he be so bold in expressing his feelings? Could this also be a sign of affection? If he had no feelings, why would he care about her passing by in such a distressed state? At that moment, her heart seemed to drop. "....Ah." This meant that he had seen everything she did. Her screaming in the street, tearing up her bankbook, wandering aimlessly, even her torn shoes. All of it. Really. Every embarrassing moment had been exposed. Her face started to turn red with shame and embarrassment. All she could do was pretend to be tough through harsh words. ".......That''s really annoying." She muttered. ".....Huh?" "...You, you were stalking me." "Ah, say whatever you want." He chuckled at his own words and continued cooking. Song Soo-yeon, wanting to maintain her pride, spoke her mind. ".....You''re like a freaking pervert, a sexual harasser." His movement paused for a moment. She nced at his back with a nervous heart. Contrary to his words about speaking freely, his shoulders seemed to slump a bit. Song Soo-yeon had to swallow a smile. Not because she felt proud to have gotten one over on him, but because his reaction was... somewhat cute. And the atmosphere was much softer than before. Just when she was feeling relieved, his counterattack came. "......You don''t need to attack me just because you''re embarrassed about crying. I really don''t mind." "It''s, it''s not that!" She was hit right where it hurt and could only shout out. --- --- Soon, the food was served. It was vegetable porridge. A suitable dish forte at night and after having shouted her lungs out. It seemed like his thoughtfulness again. In a much more rxed atmosphere, the mister sat at a nearby table. Song Soo-yeon hesitated for a moment before speaking. ".....Th-thank you." And then she immediately began eating with a spoon. The mister paused again. Song Soo-yeon secretly watched him. A big smile soon spread across his face. She found herself staring nkly at his expression without realizing it. She didnt know how long she looked at him. But now, she could definitely say it. She liked his smile. It was really, addictively charming. She couldn''t understand how he could do that. How could he smile like that just from a simple word of thanks? Was it because she thanked him? Perhaps hearing gratitude from someone you like makes you feel even more ted. Song Soo-yeon quickly diverted her gaze from him and busily moved her spoon. Noticing the change in her mood as he smiled proudly, he asked her in a cheerful voice, "Can I ask you a favor?" ".........A favor?" "It''s nothing difficult." "......What is it?" "We seem to have gotten a bit closer, don''t you think? Calling me just ''mister'' feels a bit impersonal, right?" Song Soo-yeon slightly scowled at this. It was due to the habitual wariness she felt. Was it too forward of him? Seeing her reaction, the mister awkwardly scratched the back of his head. "There''s not much of an age gap between us...." Song Soo-yeon asked, "......How old are you?" "...Well... I''m 22." There was a three-year difference. Song Soo-yeon filed this new information away in her mind. Honestly, it wasn''t a big enough age difference to warrant calling him ''mister.'' But that didn''t mean she wanted to change how she addressed him right away. It wasn''t that she disliked him. Again, it was because of her embarrassment. If she changed her attitude towards him all at once after what had happened, what would he think of her? She didn''t want to reveal the extent of his influence on her and she felt even more embarrassed about having cried in his arms earlier. As if trying to cover up that past, insisting that she was too emotional then, Song Soo-yeon said, "A three-year difference does make you a mister." ".....Eh...?" "Besides, I''m a minor and you''re an adult. Adults are all misters, right?" "....That''s... true?" He seemed quite disappointed with her response. Song Soo-yeon wanted to embarrass him a bit. Teasingly, she asked, "What, do you want me to call you ''oppa'' now? That would be creepy." "...No, I didn''t mean I want you to call me ''oppa''... but ''mister'' feels a bit too distant, you know...? It might not be bad to change it before it bes too ingrained... Once a nickname sticks, it bes hard and awkward to change... like there''s a wall between us..." "I''ll stick to calling you ''mister.''" He suddenly pped his knee as if he had a great idea. "Ah! Yes, call me ''mister,'' but how about ''mister Gyeom''? It won''t feel as distant that way." His name was Jung-gyeom, so mister Gyeom. It wasn''t a bad idea. But conceding to his suggestion now felt like losing. Even if she might naturally change how she addressed himter, she didn''t want to agree right now. "....Annoying. I dont like it." Alright, alright. With that, he easily gave up. This was contrary to Song Soo-yeon''s expectation that he might try to persuade her a bit more. "I''m lonely, so lonely." Was he saying this for her to hear? Song Soo-yeon felt a bit awkward but didn''t want to lose face by correcting her words now. It seemed better to change it naturallyter. Mister Gyeom. She silently called him that in her mind. --- --- After Song Soo-yeon finished her meal, she let out a long sigh. Observing her, I asked, "What''s wrong now?" Despite our earlier bantering, she seemed to be troubled again even after the warm and friendly conversation we just had. She didn''t respond with her usual sharpness, as she would have done before. Instead, after hesitating for a while, she spoke. ".......No, it''s nothing. Just... thank you. But I need to go back now." "Go back?" "....I have to go home." It was my turn to frown. I realized I hadn''t mentioned the n I had made for her. "...You''re going home?" "...I have to, damn it. What else can I do..." I couldn''t tell if going back after all she had been through was brave or foolish. "Why go back there?" I asked. A look of confusion crossed Song Soo-yeon''s face. "...Then what... how..." "Stay at my ce." Song Soo-yeon''s eyes widened. The fact that her flustered look was beautiful seemed ridiculous. Well, her crying was pretty too. "You don''t want to go home. Stay at my ce. It''s not far from here." I continued, trying to snap her out of her daze. Song Soo-yeon just sputtered disjointed words, like a broken machine. "No.... Ah.... That..." Then, as if resolving herself, she bit her lower lip hard, her expression crumpling. She said, "......Don''t think you can do whatever you want just because you helped me, mister." "......Huh?" Just like when she was pretending to be tough earlier, she forced her words out vehemently. ".........You really are a pervert. mister Gyeom? More like pervert mister." Understanding what she was thinking, I couldn''t help butugh. "....Are you going to keep doing this? What does offering you a ce to stay have to do with being a pervert?" "Ah... That..." My pointed question shattered her faade, and she was back to being unable to respond properly. I could only sigh. Of course, it wasn''t her fault. Its the people she had encountered that were the problem. Or maybe it''s her beautiful appearance. But considering she still reacted this way despite my consistent behavior, her wounds are deeper than I had thought. Looking at her with pity, I said, ".....Sigh. Its fine. Its probably because of your past experiences." "......" "I''ll make you a promise." "....A promise?" I spoke to Song Soo-yeon, who was looking at me cautiously. "I will never do anything you dislike." ".......That kind of... thing?" "We''re just friends. Got it?" Song Soo-yeon''s eyes softened. Her movements were awkward and hesitant. She probably didn''t want to go home if she could help it. My offer must have been tempting to her. She made onest attempt at resistance. "...But I''ll still call you pervert mister." I smiled wryly. I was pleased that she didn''t object to being friends. "Call me whatever you want. Come on, let''s get up. We''re going to my ce." Chapter 16: Emotional Baby Steps (2) Chapter 16: Emotional Baby Steps (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon was aware of it herself. She knew that though she had grown physically, her social skills werecking. Not just in social skills, but in many other aspects, she was still at the beginner''s stage. There was so much she didn''t know. Things that an average person would naturally learn, she had not properly been taught. For example... friendship. When he said, ''We''re just friends,'' Song Soo-yeon didn''t quite understand it. Of course, she knew the word. But she didn''t understand the emotions shared between friends, how they acted for each other, and where the line was drawn between a friend and a stranger. So, when he said that they were just friends, she was still confused. After finishing their conversation and as he was about to leave, Song Soo-yeon ultimately stopped him. "....But what do you mean by we''re just friends?" She asked honestly. It seemed important to rify what he meant now. Though such a question was embarrassing, now was not the time for that. It had to be done. It was like the tense and anxious moment of making her first contract in life. She became meticulous, fearing deception in any unverified details. Hearing her question, he sat back down. "....It means to maintain things just as they are now." "....Just as they are now...?" "Ah, not exactly like this... um..." He seemed to struggle, rubbing his chin as if in thought. Song Soo-yeon waited patiently. "We''ll probably be closer than now, but there should be a certain line we don''t cross... The basic feeling remains the same as now." "........." She still couldn''t understand. ....And she didn''t want to probe further. He had said he alsocked friends. Looking at his face, she felt he was as clueless as she was. She didn''t want to pressure someone like that. And, to be honest... she liked the sound of ''bing closer.'' She too wanted to get closer to him. But in addition, there was the use of not doing anything the other disliked. Truthfully, she was somewhat afraid. He liked her. That''s why he had done everything for her until now. It was the same for Song Soo-yeon. She hadn''t liked anyone more than him yet. Because apart from him, she had never formed a bond with anyone else. Such positive feelings were a first for her. The affection he offered on the rooftop, at the edge of her life, still warmed her heart. So, she greatly appreciated it and had grown to like him more, but even she couldn''t gauge the depth of these feelings. As there was no one topare with. Not knowing the depth of her affection meant she also couldn''t predict how she might change. Another reason she liked him was that he never gave her the creepy looks or physical contacts that made her ufortable. If he tries the same thing as other men in the future, how would she feel? ...Would she feel disgusted, like she did with other men? Song Soo-yeon didn''t want to feel such revulsion towards him. She didn''t want to let him go. Though it was faint, she was sure she felt that way. If this feeling meant they could be closer without any difort, there was nothing better for her. She couldn''t express it in words, but this was her true feeling. Eventually, she nodded her head. Song Soo-yeon followed Jung-gyeom to his house. Though she trusted him, she couldn''t help but feel nervous. The more she trusted him, the more devastating it would be if it turned out to be a betrayal. Of course, his foolish-looking face was reassuring. He didn''t seem like he would pounce on her. Despite this, she hesitated without realizing, prompting Jung-gyeom to speak with a troubled tone. "......If you''re ufortable, you can go back home. I wont stop you. Home. The thought jolted Song Soo-yeon''s mind. She didn''t want to return to the worst path now that another option had emerged. "It''s not like that." Song Soo-yeon gathered her courage and closely followed behind him. Soon they arrived at a shabby building. It looked to be about four stories high, much like Song Soo-yeon''s house. Jung-gyeom confidently headed to the second floor and opened a door. -Tick. He entered the room, turning on the light, and the one-room apartment brightened. ....... Song Soo-yeon had still secretly hoped he was wealthy. She couldn''t understand why someone would spend so much money for others. She never realized trusting people could be this difficult. Only after seeing his home did she believe he wasn''t that wealthy. It seemed he lived quite minimally, excluding just the essentials. Living so simply himself, yet helping others. Just seeing his room gave her a glimpse into his life philosophy, and Song Soo-yeon''s guard lowered a notch, recognizing once more that he was a good person. Come in. Jung-gyeom took off his shoes and entered. Song Soo-yeon also took off the slippers she had borrowed from the restaurant and stepped inside. The room was clean and refreshing. It was a stark contrast to her filthy house. Only now did she realize a home could be this clean. Take a seat. I''ll get you some water. Let''s have a chat. As Song Soo-yeon awkwardly sat on the floor, he approached with two sses of water. After handing her the sses, he unfolded a small table and sat opposite her. Song Soo-yeon, for some reason, found it hard to look directly at him. Ever since he rescued her, she had felt this way. She wanted to look at him, but she couldn''t. As she fidgeted, Jung-gyeom asked, "....You were saving up for a deposit, right?" ".......Yes." "How much did you save?" ".....5 million won." Thinking of the money now gone, Song Soo-yeon answered with a heavy heart. "Hmm. Can you find a room with that money these days?" "....The cheapest room, yes." He slowly nodded, seemingly feeling sorry for her, but he didn''t verbalize his pity. ".....How were you saving up until now?" "Distributing flyers... doing daybor." "Hmm. Haven''t found a regr job?" "....To sign a work contract as a high school student, I need parental consent." "Ah." The conversation inadvertently touched a sore spot, leading to a moment of silence. Honestly, she couldn''t understand why he was asking these questions. Normally, she would have responded bluntly, attacking back, but in his room, she felt too tense. It just made her reflect on her dire situation. No matter how much warmth he shared with her, the reality hadn''t changed. After drinking a ss of water, Jung-gyeom said, "Then, stay here until you save up the deposit." "......What?" Song Soo-yeon''s mind went nk. She doubted she had heard him correctly. "Stay until I save up...?" "If I was just going to let you stay for one day, there would be no point in bringing you here." He wasn''t wrong. But she hadn''t expected such a proposal. Was he saying she didn''t have to go back home? Could she really escape her parents now? Was he pulling her out of one hell? Her fists clenched tightly, and warmth flooded in again. She couldn''t understand why tears threatened to fall. She bit her lip hard. That warmth didn''t stop there. "And work part-time at my restaurant. Let''s just do hourly wage times the hours. Since you can''t sign abor contract." "...Mister..." Song Soo-yeon''s eyes began to quiver. She found it harder and harder to look at him. "I need help too. Running the restaurant alone, theres so much I cant do... Though, not many peoplee in." "........." Song Soo-yeon held her breath and then inhaled, trying to swallow her tears. She didn''t want to break down and cry here. Really, she kept getting surprised. She never imagined human warmth could be soforting. She didn''t know how to express this overwhelming feeling and gratitude. In the end, she did what she always did. "......Ah.. you just want to live with a high school girl, right.." But her voice betrayed her, quivering and tearful, revealing her insincerity. He seemed to realize it too, chuckling lightly as he gently pushed her head. ...Oh, really. "......I won''t forget... that you''re a pervert... you know...." "Why make me out to be a pervert? Thats not what I want. Song Soo-yeon finally couldn''t hold back her tears and discreetly wiped them away with her fingers. ''What he wants.'' Yes, she knew exactly what he wanted. After hesitating for a while, she whispered in a very small voice. ".....Thank you, mister." A bright smile spread across his face again. "............." Song Soo-yeon watched his smile, unable to exin the emotions welling up inside her. It was a feeling she had never experienced before. Her heart raced faster. She wanted to etch this scene into her memory forever. She couldn''t take her eyes off him. But that happiness was fleeting. He got up from his seat. "Right, you had a busy day. Now it''s time to rest." Caught off guard, Song Soo-yeon heard him speak. He started to gather his coat, getting ready to leave. "......?" Confused, Song Soo-yeon watched as Jung-gyeom began putting on his shoes. "....Where... where are you going?" "....Hmm?" "......?" They exchanged puzzled looks. After a moment of staring, Jung-gyeom finally asked. "....Do you have anything else to say?" "....No?" "Then I should go." "...Go where?" Another strange silence fell. As time passed, a look of surprise settled on Jung-gyeom''s face. "What, you thought we were going to sleep together?" "What?!" Song Soo-yeon yelled in shock. It wasn''t that she wanted to sleep with him; she was just flustered by the thought of him leaving the house empty. Where in the world is there andlord who vacates their own house for you? And it''s not just for a day or two. Song Soo-yeon, having already envisioned a future living with him, couldn''t help but be surprised by this twist. "No, not that, but where will you sleep..." "I''ll sleep at the restaurant. You said men scare you, didnt you? You wont be able to sleep if I''m here. "....So... you''re leaving the house for me..?" In my experience, it''s better to sleep with a peaceful mind than afortable body. I won''t be able to sleep thinking you might go back to your house. "........" Song Soo-yeon couldn''t hold back the words starting to form in her heart. Why was he going to such lengths for her? How was she supposed to repay all this? Why was he so warm-hearted? Never having received anyone''s kindness before, she was overwhelmed by receiving so much all at once. Despite being only three years older, why did he seem so much more mature? It was somewhat infuriating. Why didn''t he take care of himself? Shouldn''t he look after himself too? Again, she didn''t want him to see how she felt. She resorted to a familiar tactic. ".....Mister, you''re really... too much of a pushover..." It was all she knew how to say. ".......Trying to do something good, and still called a pushover." "....Giving everything away to strangers, if that''s not a pushover, what is it...?" He seemed to ponder for a moment, then smiled and said. "We agreed to be friends. Why did you call yourself a stranger?" "........" Song Soo-yeon found herself speechless again. She couldn''t bring herself to say anything nasty in response. Jung-gyeom, as if he had said all he needed to, waved his hand lightly in farewell and, without any hesitation, reached for the door handle. "Sleep well." He said. Song Soo-yeon tried to respond, but her throat tightened, and she couldn''t utter a word. Meanwhile, he closed the door and left. Song Soo-yeon remained seated, unable to move for a long time. --- --- After showering, Song Soo-yeon sat on the bed. She couldn''t remember thest time she felt such peace. Even when she tried to find something to worry about, nothing came to mind. She had escaped her parents. Those two addicts wouldn''t be able to find her now. They didn''t even know which school she attended, and she was almost graduating anyway. The bullying at school had stopped too. Thanks to the mister boldly confronting ''Shake'' and shouting, a hero had been dispatched to the school. And now, she could earn money. This too was possible because of the mister''s consideration. And even this warm home. It had been barely a month since she met the mister. All her worries had been resolved, all thanks to his help. -Drip... Drip... She realized she was shedding tears without even knowing it. Even though she wasn''t overwhelmed with emotion, the tears that started flowing just wouldn''t stop. It still felt unreal that all her pain and suffering had disappeared so easily. One thing was certain: when she closed her eyes and focused, she could feel a huge warmth in her heart. .........She wasn''t lonely anymore. She had learned the warmth of people. In this damned world, she found hope, her own hero. She felt at ease. It was unbelievably blissful. All strength drained from her body. Song Soo-yeon naturallyy down on the bed. "......Ah." The familiar scent rose from the nket. It was the scent of the mister she had smelled when she was carried on his back. With no one watching, Song Soo-yeon slowly wrapped herself in the nket. The more she did, the more it felt like he was right beside her, filling her heart. What was the name of this emotion? Newly stepping into the world of various emotions, she didn''t know. ......It didn''t matter. After all, they had promised to stay the same, unchanging. Chapter 17: Emotional Baby Steps (3) Chapter 17: Emotional Baby Steps (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon had finished preparing for school and was sitting on her bed. She was idly fiddling with her smartphone, passing the time. Even though she knew she should leave now to avoid beingte, she didn''t move. There wasn''t a significant reason for this. It was just a faint hope that maybe, just maybe, her hero would return home. Maybe the mister wanted to check on the condition of the house. Even if he was doing good deeds, he might be worried about leaving his house in someone else''s care. Or perhaps, he wanted to see her face because he liked her... "......." Time steadily ticked by. She had been waiting for over 30 minutes. Song Soo-yeon sighed and got up from her bed. What am I doing? Once she gave up on waiting, she couldn''t understand why she had acted so foolishly. Her mind now shifted to school. Another challenging day awaited her. Although the bullying had stopped, the days were still tough. Today might be even more exhausting. Having fled from her house, she didn''t have her bag, and since her shoes had been torn, she had no choice but to wear the slippers she borrowed from the mister''s shop. If the school bullies saw her like this, they would surely mock her. They always looked for the slightest reason to pick on her. Song Soo-yeon hurriedly put on her slippers and opened the door. Eek! She was startled and fell to the floor. "........Ah, I didn''t mean to startle you." Standing by the door, Jung-gyeom was there. Song Soo-yeon took a moment to understand the situation, then remembered the noise she had just made. Eek! "...Damn it..." She closed her eyes tightly, swallowing the embarrassment. "Why did you scare me like that!" Trying to hide her embarrassment, she raised her voice. Was he waiting outside all this time? It made her feel foolish for having waited for him inside. "And if you''vee, juste inside. Why wait outside!" And faintly, she felt pleased. Pleased that he wanted to see her first thing in the morning. She suppressed the smile that was about to break through and again masked it with anger. "Everything you do is just creepy..." "Did you sleep well?" He seemed to be getting used to her sharp tone, ignoring it and asking with a smile. "......" Song Soo-yeon hesitated for a moment. This mundane conversation, asking about her well-being, made her feel warmth again. Each of these moments seemed to heal her. It was like reiming a normal life she had never experienced before. "........" Did he realize how grateful she was to him? She tried to express her gratitude whenever she could, but it wasn''t easy, as she was not adept at showing her emotions. "....Thanks to you." Her bravado waned, and she spoke brusquely, getting up and brushing herself off. Then, she cautiously shifted her gaze to study his face. "......" She realized that just looking at his face made her a bit giddy. It was foolish how easily she became happy. Just by seeing his face? Song Soo-yeon shook her head. No, it wasn''t that. She was probably just grateful that all of this wasn''t a dream. That''s how she justified her joy. ''She really is pretty.'' Suddenly, she felt like she heard his inner thoughts. Song Soo-yeon''s body jolted. Her lips trembled and curled upwards, trying to hide the emergingughter by snorting. "Ha. Really...ha. Ridiculous..ha." "Why, what is it now?" "......You startled me, it''s annoying." To hide the fact that she had read his thoughts, she feigned irritation again. While she had been annoyed by other men''sments on her beauty, his thoughts somehow made her happy. Song Soo-yeon didn''t understand why. "So why did youe? What, you wanted to see my face that badly?" Song Soo-yeon asked, hiding her joy. "Ah." Jung-gyeom seemed to remember his purpose, pulling out something he had been hiding behind his back. "Here you go. You need to go to school." It was a new bag and shoes. ".....Oh..." "Take these. You can''t go back home, and you need to avoid bullying." Her uplifted mood settled into an unbelievable gratitude. It was her first time experiencing such emotion and warmth in the morning. How could he be so considerate? It was incredibly thoughtful. Every time like this, she felt as if she was confirming his sincerity. Just as tears were about to well up, he seemed to notice her reaction and spoke. "Don''t cry. You have to go to school." "........." But his words only made her feel more like crying. It seemed like she was crying all the tears she should have cried in her life in these few days. He had been watering the emotions she thought were dried up. "....Starting today, I''m putting you to work. I''m going to work you hard." Then, Jung-gyeom said teasingly, his voice filled withughter. Song Soo-yeon realized it was his effort to stop her tears. "If you can''t work, I''ll take them back, just so you know." Her intense emotions calmed down with his joke. Song Soo-yeon wiped her eyes and matched his tone. "....There''s no taking back once given." And then she gratefully epted his gifts. Her heart was umting a debt of gratitude. ........She resolved to repay him someday, even if it took her entire life. The two went back into the one-room apartment. Song Soo-yeon immediately put on the bag and opened the shoebox to wear the new shoes. They were white and ck sneakers, not too shy, perfect for moving around quietly. She thought about how much she would have been ridiculed if they were tacky. Could his choice of design even be part of his consideration? "There are indoor shoes in the bag, so remember that." Jung-gyeom walked into the room andy down on the bed. Having slept at the restaurant all night, he stretched his stiff body. Song Soo-yeon couldn''t help but feel a pang of guilt. "But how can a student be thiste?" As she nced at him sideways while tenderly stroking her new shoes, he asked her. Song Soo-yeon couldn''t confess the truth. How could she say she was waiting inside because she wanted to see him? "......It''s my choice." So, she replied bluntly. Then, she countered. "...You could havee in if it bothered you. Why stand outside like a fool, it''s your own house." "...''You''? Not ''mister'' anymore?" "....You call me ''you'' yourself." "........" She was gradually finding pleasure even in these sharp exchanges. Thankfully, she was facing away from him, putting on her shoes. She almost showed him her smiling face again. After putting on her shoes, she got up. She really had to leave now, or she''d bete. She wanted to continue talking with him, but she had to resist for now. Besides, she would be with him again after school. There was no need to feel reluctant now. This fact gave her a great sense of security. That this future would continue. "I''m going." "Alright, go quickly." "Yes." "Rely on a hero if there''s any problems." Song Soo-yeon thought to herself. ''.....My hero is you, mister.'' Naturally, it was a thought too embarrassing to voice. She was even surprised that she had such a thought. Song Soo-yeon was about to leave the room when she hesitated. .....She mulled over his words about relying on a hero. "....Uh..." "Hmm..?" "....Can I have your number, mister?" She bravely asked. It was the first time she had ever asked someone for their number. She hadn''t anticipated how difficult it would be. Her heart pounded, and her fingertips tingled. She feared he might refuse. But these feelings didn''tst long. "Ah, right." Jung-gyeom hurriedly got up from the bed and approached her. Song Soo-yeon reflexively turned her head. It was hard to look at his face from such a close distance. "Take out your phone. I''ll tell you the number, so you can enter it." Song Soo-yeon could tell Jung-gyeom was pleased. Had he said it was his first time making a friend too? His cheerful voice and actions radiated happiness. Song Soo-yeon also felt happy but hid these feelings, entering the number he dictated into her phone. .....It was the first number she had ever saved in her life. She arrived at school without beingte. Song Soo-yeon caught her breath and fiddled with her phone. There was still time before the assembly started. She kept looking at Jung-gyeom''s number saved in her smartphone. She had memorized it long ago. Just knowing his number like this made her feel more connected and secure. She could hear his voice whenever she wanted. That fact kept touching her heart. "....Huh.." Song Soo-yeonposed herself. She felt like she would foolishly start smiling. The school bullies might gossip about her acting like a fox if they saw her. Suddenly, she realized that this might be the first time she felt like smiling at school. Song Soo-yeon began browsing inte articles to calm her excited mind. She flipped through numerous articles. Then, several article titles caught her eye. Holy Sce. Suppresses viin again. Rescues 24 hostages. Sce, reaches 87th in Hero Ranking just one year after debut. Where is the limit? Sce, awarded Hero of the Month. "......" Seeing that, her mind really calmed down. Song Soo-yeon still didnt like these heroes. Her opinion remained unshaken. Those who im to be heroes are nothing but state-approved thugs. Just looking at the headlines, the focus is solely on suppressing viins. .....A real hero is someone like mister. That was an unchanging truth that only she knew. Below was an interview video with Sce. The video had quite a high number of views. Song Soo-yeon clicked on it as if mesmerized. The interview began with a question from a reporter. Sce, you''re already showing tremendous talent as a hero. What is your goal? Sce maintained her signature cheerful demeanor as she answered. My goal is to be a hero! Laughter broke out among the reporters for a moment. Aren''t you already a hero? Are you saying you''ve achieved your goal? ........ Then silence fell. The air turned awkward. The smile disappeared from Sces eyes. She wore a serious expression for a moment. The reporter, getting anxious, said. Did I, did I say something wrong- Seeing the reporter, Sce suddenly looked startled. Ah, Im sorry, sorry. Did I scare you? I was just thinking. Um.... I dont think I''m a hero yet. Song Soo-yeon frowned. She was getting more focused in the video. Sce spoke. ...In my opinion, a hero is not just about defeating viins... its about sharing strength with everyone who asks for help, no matter how small the issue. And someone who doesnt expect anything in return. A person who shares warmth. Also.... Sce seemed to ponder, then squinted her eyes and burst into a smallugh. Haha, and a person who stands up against an unbeatable enemy to protect someone precious. That''s what I think a hero is. I still have a long way to go. There might be more to a hero than that, but I''m still learning... so please help me. Keep an eye on my actions and give me feedback. I''ll be a great hero. The video ended there. Song Soo-yeon nkly stared at the ended video. Something felt unsettled in her heart. .....So there are heroes who think this way. It seemed like she had something inmon with mister. Especially Sces words about ''standing up to an unbeatable enemy''. Those words reminded her of the mister who had gone as far as the Hero Association to confront Shake. Even if her pride didnt allow her to acknowledge Sce yet, she could admit that Sce was different from the other heroes she had seen so far. It felt like she had lost somehow. She had thought there were no heroes like this. "....Huh." She just turned her attention away from it. Viins, heroes, all that. Its a story from a world far removed from hers. Song Soo-yeons world had started a new story. That was all she wanted to focus on right now. Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes, praying for the school day to end quickly. Mister had vowed to work her hard, but even that was something she was looking forward to. Chapter 18: Emotional Baby Steps (4) Chapter 18: Emotional Baby Steps (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "Alright, what can you cook?" "......" Before bringing Song Soo-yeon into the kitchen, I conducted an interview. In fact, there wasn''t a specific job assigned for her. After all, hiring her wasn''t really about needing help. I''m quite idle myself, so there''s no real need to employ her. Naturally, all of this was for her sake. It was my way of helping her to make a fresh start as an adult in a few months. She might not realize this. But if I simply let Song Soo-yeon sit idle, she''d refuse out of pride, so I had to go through this kind of formality. Lately, I''ve been feeling proud to be able to help her. She''s been thanking me more and more, and it''s unbelievably gratifying. I didn''t feel this emotion in my previous life, but it kept tickling my face. Even just to keep feeling this, I nned to continue helping her. "Ms. Song Soo-yeon? You need to answer." I questioned her sternly, as if I were a corporate interviewer. Song Soo-yeon expressed her annoyance at my role-y. "Ah, stop it... It''s annoying." "Really now. What''s bothering you this time?" "....What''s with ''Ms.'', Ms. Song Soo-yeon." "What should I call you, then? Maybe, ''Soo-yeon''?" "Ah!" Song Soo-yeon suddenly got up from her seat. It''s almost a reflexive action by now. She gets irked by almost anything. "No, that''s not it. ''Ms. Soo-yeon'' just sounds unnatural." "........" Song Soo-yeon seemed frustrated but didn''t have a better answer. She didn''t like it, but couldn''t find a solution either. I tried to calm her down. "I know ''Ms.'' sounds odd to you as a student, but you''ll have to get used to it. Adults always use ''Ms.'' or ''Mr.''" "..........." "Or I can drop formalities and call you ''Soo-yeon''." Again, Song Soo-yeon flinched at my words and frowned even more. Realizing it was time to back off, I acknowledged that a man like me closing the distance might still be ufortable for her. She seemed very upset, blushing and fidgeting with her fingers. After a while, she sat down again. ".......Call me ''Ms. Soo-yeon,'' then." She turned her head away as she responded. Feeling a sense of regret, I smacked my lips. "...Alright. So, back to the question, what can you cook?" ".........Ramen." "........." "........" There was a moment of silence. If I were really conducting an interview, that would be a failing answer. Why mention ramen specifically, instead of simply saying she can''t cook? Honestly, if this were apany, such an answer would lead to immediate rejection - "-Wait a moment." As I continued with my thoughts, Song Soo-yeon interrupted me. "......Am I going to be fired?" She asked, her expression so earnest that I found myself at a loss for words. Wary of carelessly speaking and hurting her again, I mulled over my response. As I hesitated, she said, ".....I...I can really cook it well..." I raised an eyebrow. This changes things. Why, doesn''t ramen from a good snack bar taste almost the same as the one made at home? There might be a special trick she knows. Perhaps I underestimated her because it''s just ramen. "Really...?" Nod. "How well?" "....Better than you, Mister." She provocatively avoided my gaze. Her confidence started to instill trust in me. I hadn''t expected much, but now it seemed she could actually aplish something. "Then can you make one for me?" ".......What?" "Let''s see how well you can do it." "....Ah...that...." "........?" Song Soo-yeon swallowed nervously, then abruptly stood up. "......I''ll have it ready." She announced. "Looking forward to it." As I spoke honestly to her, Song Soo-yeon''s expression seemed to darken a bit. --- --- "Don''te into the kitchen.....!" Song Soo-yeon shouted to Jung-gyeom waiting in the hall, and then crouched in the kitchen. "....Ah...jeez..." With anxious hands, she quickly pulled out her smartphone. ''Delicious and simple ramen recipe''. She hastily began to search. In truth, she knew nothing about cooking. Having never had the opportunity to cook at home, it was only natural. Honestly, she couldn''t even properly cook packet ramen. The only ramen she had ever eaten was cup ramen, so she had no idea about the right water ratio. Despite this, she had boasted so loudly to Jung-gyeom because his inner thoughts echoed to her. ''Failing answer'', ''Immediate rejection''... those thoughts had echoed to her, making her unable to stay silent. She had to seize any opportunity. When her expectations of everything going well were shattered, she fell into panic. ".....Phew..." Still, she took a deep breath. She calmed her racing heart. Right, it''s just ramen. Even if she had never tried it, she should be able to make ramen. Elementary students could make it, after all. Of course, since she had loudly imed it wasn''t ordinary ramen, she would need to find a somewhat special recipe... but she could do it. Song Soo-yeon came out with the food. --- --- Honestly, my expectations had already hit rock bottom. Hearing the asional screams and the sound of dishes falling in the kitchen, it was inevitable. I wasn''t expecting anything great, just hoping it would be passable. "...Here....here you go." She ced the food in front of me. "............." I was at a loss for words. ".....No...." ".....Here are the chopsticks." Chopsticks were ced in front of me, who was in shock. Unable to hold back any longer, I spoke to her in a serious tone. "......This wasn''t necessary..." "Sorry...?" ".....I get it if you''re making fun of me by calling me a fool, a loser, a pervert, but ying with food like this..." "...It...It''s not a joke...?" "Stop it. It''s not funny. Did you really want to torment me this much? It would be hard to make it this bad even on purpose..." The noodles were mushy like porridge, with enormously chopped green onions. There were eggshells in it, and the broth was burnt. This couldn''t even be called ramen. Even a young elementary school student wouldn''t make it like this. As I spoke, I got carried away, raising my voice at her. "Do you think I would just eat anything without thinking? I won''t ept everything, you know? Go throw this away and make it properly. Ah, what a waste of ramen. I won''t let it slide anymore?" ".....I did it properly... Mister..." Song Soo-yeon murmured with a crawling voice. Obvious shame spread across her face. Seeing her expression, I hesitated. The atmosphere was shifting oddly. Her ears couldn''t have been redder. As I waited for her to end the joke, I gradually came to terms with the situation. ".....Is this... for real?" "The... The stove was too hot. How was I supposed to know the restaurant''s stove would be this strong..!" "....Even so... what''s with these eggshells and the state of these onions..." "......Ah, jeez, I''ll just eat it myself!" Song Soo-yeon reached out her hand. Reflexively, I extended my hand to stop her. Realizing the extent of the situation, I understood this was her sincere effort. It was still hard to believe, but I had to ept it. Now, I was cornered into backtracking my words. "Ah..now that I look at it....it... might be good, yeah." "Don''t give me that crap and hand it over." "Why are you getting mad at me when you made it, Ms. Soo-yeon....!" I lightly counterattacked with a tone of injustice. Only then did Song Soo-yeon''s intensity falter for a moment. Now it seemed, she was hiding her extreme embarrassment behind her anger. "Alright, I''ll evaluate it, so go sit over there. Don''t bother me from the side." "..........." "What are you doing, can''t you hear the boss''s order?" ".......The boss is a... fool." "........." However, she soon turned around. It was a small restaurant with only three tables, so she didn''t go far. She leaned against the wall, ring at me intently. ......Unfortunately, I guess I have to manage my expression now. Honestly, there''s no need to eat something like this. I didn''t want to criticize the first dish made by that scarred child with effort. Thinking about what she might have been feeling while making this food, I just couldn''t bring myself to do it. ".........." But she really didn''t make it to tease me, right? ncing at Song Soo-yeon, who might beughing at my gullibility, I saw her looking back at me with a serious, slightly worried expression. I picked up the chopsticks. Sighing inwardly, I started putting the ramen in my mouth. --- --- Song Soo-yeon knew too. She knew the moment the food was finished. That it was a disaster. She, who had criticized my ck bean noodles as tasteless, couldn''t even properly boil ramen. The shame returned to her twofold, feeling like a punishment for her past mistakes. "...Hmm, it tastes... good. Hmm." But there was Jung-gyeom, forcefully shoving that food into his mouth. For her sake, since her effort was genuine, he managed his expression, erasing any sign of disappointment he had shown earlier. Both of them knew it, unless they were fools. That the ramen was inedible. Yet there he was, doing this for her. ".........." Song Soo-yeon leaned against the wall, watching him. She felt sorry for him, and yet, grateful. Just looking at him made her feel like she might burst into tears, like she would cry her heart out. She couldn''t understand why she felt this way. It was as if her tears had caught ate wind. Instead ofughing at this ridiculous y, her throat just tightened. She clenched and unclenched her fists repeatedly. If she didn''t do this, she felt like she might really start crying. -Crunch. asionally, the sound of eggshells being crunched could be heard. Then he would stop chewing for a moment, only turning to check on her. "........" And then, as if nothing had happened, he exaggeratedly sniffed and swallowed the food. "Yum, it''s good. Hmm." Watching him repeat this, nowughter started toe out. There''s a saying about notughing while crying, but watching him, she couldn''t control it. ''....Why is he so cute...jeez...'' She had to ept a fact she didn''t want to admit. He was older than her, yet cute. There was no denying that he possessed a certain innocence. He had no family, no friends. He didn''t know much either. Just like her, learning new emotions, many aspects of him seemed like a nk te. His acts of kindness often seemed awkward. But that made her happier. His sincerity was more apparent, and the thought of both of them adjusting to each other''s colors in the future made her happy. Her dark past and the shining present were iparable. This was the first time she looked forward to the future. Song Soo-yeon watched him, then sneakily lifted her phone. Pretending to search, she made gestures and acted. ....And then she turned on the camera. It was impulsive yet deliberate. She looked at him through her phone. She had to restrain herself from smiling. She watched him, then turned down the volume on her phone all the way. And then, she pressed the button. -Click! A loud sound echoed through the restaurant. Her eyes widened in shock. She couldn''t understand why the sound went off even though she had turned down the volume. "Ah... uh..." As Song Soo-yeon was preparing an excuse, he asked her. ".....What''s this, was it really just a joke...? Are you ying with me and taking photos..?" With his mouth full of swollen ramen noodles, he asked with a disappointed face. "No, no, it wasn''t...! I really put my heart into making it...!" This wasn''t just to protect her pride. It was for him, who wore a hurt expression thinking he had been tricked. After all, she really did try her best to make it. She hurriedly exined. "It''s... it''s a selfie. Why would I take a picture of you, are you joking?" "Oh, I see." "And if you think I was just fooling around, why are you eating it...! I told you not to eat it...! Give it to me, I''ll eat it." "....No, no. Actually, I didn''t think it was a joke, yeah." "....Ah... such a fool..." Song Soo-yeon sighed secretly. Though she spoke harshly, she was relieved he believed her. As the incident seemed to settle, she swallowed and browsed through the gallery. The photo hade out well after all. "..........." Song Soo-yeon stared nkly at the photo. She continued to look at her first photo and then... slowly smiled. It felt like she had gained a treasure. --- --- Months passed. Song Soo-yeon was now an adult, and her graduation was approaching. Chapter 19: Graduation (1) Chapter 19: Graduation (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "Ah, try to get a bit closer." In the chilly winter of early February, the warmth inside the restaurant contrasted sharply with the cold outside. Song Soo-yeon, as usual, was irritable, scolding Jung-gyeom for not moving as she had imagined. "Like this?" Jung-gyeom awkwardly formed a V-sign and leaned towards the dish Song Soo-yeon had prepared. "No, ugh... Your face needs to be in the photo. Lean in closer. Why are you acting so dumb? Are you an idiot?" Of course, Song Soo-yeon was just feigning annoyance, but her heart couldn''t have been warmer. The past few months had been blissfully happy for her, and today was no different. Even moments that seemed infuriating somehow settled her heart, reminding her that such a future would continue. The subtle bullying at school no longer bothered her. She wouldn''t let such things mar her happiness. She had found stability. "Ah... Soo-yeon. It''s been almost 5... no, 10 minutes. Can''t we just eat? Is taking a photo of the food that important? It''s going to get cold..." Jung-gyeom whined. "...And you''ve been taking too many photostely... Skipping one day wouldn''t hurt-" "-Ah, shut..." Song Soo-yeon nipped Jung-gyeom''s whining in the bud with her sharp retort. Hisints stopped under her cold voice. As Jung-gyeom became more familiar, Song Soo-yeon skillfully exploited his easygoing nature. Whether it was out of affection for her or fear of her anger, Jung-gyeom caved in most of the time. Song Soo-yeon raised her voice to press her advantage. "...Is this not for your benefit?" "........." "Isn''t this for the promotion of your restaurant? You said you needed help with that." "No, I get it, but-" "-Then just shut up and follow my instructions. You know these are for posting on SNS, right?" "...No, but... Why does my face have to be in it? Do you really need my face for the promotion...?" "........." "You don''t post the ones with my face on SNS. You only post the ones with just the food. Why are you making me pose for photos... Isn''t this a waste of time?" His question was natural and justified. Until now, Song Soo-yeon had taken hundreds of photos of Jung-gyeom, yet none of them had made it to SNS. Because they were all for her private collection. These were the photos she looked at night. After showering, when his scent faded from the bed, she would lie down, pull the cozy nket over her, and slowly look through his photos from the day. It made her heart warm and secure, as if he was right there with her. She found joy recalling moments when his innocent demeanor had made herugh. So, this had be a new hobby for her. But, of course, that was a fact she couldn''t reveal. ''I''m taking these photos to look at them before I sleep?'' She couldn''t say something like that. It was embarrassing, shameful. She hadn''t even properly expressed her feelings. Her social skills, which were initially at the toddler level, had grown to the level of an elementary school student. Like elementary kids, she could act contrary and rough. Being honest was still difficult. Even saying ''thank you'' required the right situation; she couldn''t do it normally. Song Soo-yeon found Jung-gyeom''s ability to express affection towards her even more impressive. That didn''t mean she wanted to give up taking his photos. Initially, she secretly took photos of him using a camera app that muted the sound. But over time, she grew dissatisfied. The quality of the photos wasn''t good. They were oddly angled, often blurry. So she started taking his photos under the pretext of SNS promotion, which worked surprisingly well. She could openly take his photos and even ask him to pose. Photos of him smiling, with the food, cooking, and high-quality ones... all she wanted, she could capture using the lie of SNS. ".........." But maybe she had been a bit too greedy. Song Soo-yeon looked at Jung-gyeom, who appeared dejected. She wanted to capture even this expression, but realized now was not the time. She sighed. "........Alright, fine. This is so annoying." "..........." "The reason I don''t post your photos on SNS is that there are no good ones. When you''re in them, the food looks unappetizing. They all turn out like some losers." "....Then don''t take them." "Who knows, I might capture a life-changing shot." "...I don''t think I need that-" "-Alright, enough, you wanted to eat, right? Go ahead." She dismissively brushed off Jung-gyeom''s wishes. Fortunately, when she gave the go-ahead to eat, Jung-gyeom smiled as if nothing had happened. His ability to let go so easily was why Song Soo-yeon couldfortably be tough with him. "I''ll enjoy the meal." Jung-gyeom said. It was routine, yet it was also a greeting that dispelled loneliness. Song Soo-yeon internally smiled at this. "Hmm, it''s delicious." To avoid being fired from the restaurant, Song Soo-yeon had taught herself to cook. The inte was full of good videos, so she quickly improved her skills. Each time her skills grew, Jung-gyeom was there to overly react and praise her, which was also a motivation. His praise was always wee, though she never showed it. "Really delicious." The natural praise he now gave was iparable to the forcedpliments of the past when she first made ramen. Watching him eat made Song Soo-yeon feel full too. She wondered if this was why people watched mukbangs. Seeing him satisfied made her happy. "..........." Was this why? The reason he fed her, who had nothing but her looks. Feeling a bit of understanding towards his heart made her happy. Song Soo-yeon aimlessly watched Jung-gyeom eat, then cleared her throat. "....Um.... Mister." "Hmm?" ".......Can you do me a favor?" She asked bluntly, hiding her pounding heart. "What is it?" "........." Song Soo-yeon hesitated, merely moistening her lips. ".....Why are you dragging this out? Is it a difficult favor..?" "......That..." ".....Hmm?" "...........My graduation ising up..... Can youe to the ceremony....? It''s okay if you don''t want to..." Jung-gyeom didn''t flinch, just kept eating and casually asked. "When is it?" Song Soo-yeon, sensing that he would easily agree, wanted to hide her happiness. And her usual way of hiding embarrassment was always the same. "Ah, can''t you stop eating when someone''s talking? It''s really annoying." "I''m listening, go on." "Why are you eating so fast? Is someone going to steal your food?" "....You made me starve for the photo shoot." "....You?" A trivial term of address suddenly turned her pretend irritation into reality. Her expression uncontrobly twisted. Lately, this kept happening. She found herself getting annoyed with him over the smallest things. "Did you just refer to me as ''you''?" "......Well, maybe." "Mister, I have a name, you know?" "Alright, alright. Soo-yeon, just eat your meal, okay?" "....Tch." His surrender calmed Song Soo-yeon''s emotions. In fact, she knew. That the small spat they just had was all her fault. That she had instigated the fight. That she needed to change her way of speaking. She wanted to use a more affectionate tone with Jung-gyeom, like he did with her. That was her sincere wish. At night, looking at his photos, she practiced saying ''thank you'' or ''you look great today'', but never managed to say them out loud. Breaking down the defense mechanism she had built over a long time wasn''t easy. "......." On the other hand, she was content with the current situation. Excluding asional spats like just now, there was no big problem. She was too satisfied with the current state to risk change. That''s why she couldn''t deliver the practicedpliments. It would be troublesome if he mistook it for a confession. Because she didn''t know how he might change. And while her way of speaking had its downsides, it also had its advantages. One reason was obviously that it was easier to hide her true feelings. Reading others'' minds had made her apprehensive about revealing her own. The second reason... was the illusion that such rough conversations were a proof of trust. It felt like tapping a stone bridge before crossing. Comforting and satisfying to see it''s sturdy. Like how boys yfully curse each other but remain close friends. Seeing him yield even after her harsh words reassured her of his affection for her. But she was human, and sometimes felt guilty for these hidden thoughts. When guilt crept in, Song Soo-yeon would pull out herst card to justify herself. She thought, ''...So who said they liked me?'' She had pushed him away. It was he who kepting back. It was the fault of the person who had feelings. With these thoughts that brought a smile to her face, Song Soo-yeon calmed her heart. "No, tell me when it is, so I cane." Jung-gyeom asked, seemingly having brushed off the earlier incident. ".......But can''t youe anytime? Why pretend like you''re busy? You just look more like a loser, you know?" "I have ns, too." ".........?" Her face started crumpling at his words, but Song Soo-yeon forced it back. However, she couldn''t hide her blinking eyes of surprise. She didn''t understand why she was reacting this way. Just that her body was responding on its own. ".......ns...?" She asked again to confirm what she''d heard. "Yes. ns." His answer remained unchanged. And negative emotions filled her chest. She couldn''t understand why she felt this way, feeling both confused and frustrated. Was she unknowingly hoping he woulde to the graduation? .....No, that wasn''t it. It was something else, a different reason. She couldn''t hide her increasingly serious expression, prompting Jung-gyeom to ask, "Why? You really want me toe that much? You look so serious just because I might not be able to make it." "It''s... it''s not that." "Then?" "Ah, that..... I''m just surprised you have ns." "What''s so surprising about that?" ".......Because you have no friends other than me." "...Why do you always have to hit where it hurts?" ".........." "..........So when is it? The graduation. Start by telling me that." Despite Jung-gyeom''s efforts, Song Soo-yeon couldn''t hear anything. She covered his question about the graduation with another question. "....That...... with whom?" A chilly tone mixed into her voice, and the question burst out. She hadn''t meant to ask it. It just slipped out of her mouth first. "Hmm?" "You said you have ns. With whom?" Her eyes didn''t miss any of his movements. Suddenly, her focus seemed to skyrocket. It seemed like time stretched infinitely. ".....No, it''s because of work, work." ".....Work?" "Yes, work." "....Is it rted to the restaurant?" "You could say that." Song Soo-yeon''s deep thoughts were interrupted by his words. A refreshing breeze seemed to blow through her heart. A long sigh andughter burst out simultaneously. "Ah... I thought it was something else." "What are you doing all of a sudden? Getting startled, confused,ughing." Even as Jung-gyeom teased her, Song Soo-yeon justughed. She couldn''t even retaliate. It took a while before Song Soo-yeon could speak again. "The graduation is two weeks from Thursday. Is that okay with you?" "You should have started with that. Yes, it should be fine." Song Soo-yeon smiled at his response. This time, she couldn''t hide her smile. She thought she wasn''t expecting anything, but the fact that he would be there unexpectedly made her heart flutter. --- --- Early Saturday morning. I sent a text to Song Soo-yeon. ''Today is one of those days I''m busy, so I won''t be there. The restaurant is closed too. If you''re hungry, you can go to the restaurant and make yourself something to eat. You know the door lock code, right?'' After sending the text, I scratched my head for a moment. I added one more line. ''Even if youe to the restaurant today, there''s no pay for the day!'' Having given Song Soo-yeon a ce to stay and letting her rest in the restaurant, I stretched my slightly stiff body. I rearranged the restaurant chairs, which were my makeshift bed, and stepped out into the cold morning air. Recently, I''ve been running a bit low on money. From the fixed expenses I already had, adding Song Soo-yeon''s sry and her food expenses, the financial drain was more than I expected. But I couldn''t just kick her out yet. Anyway, I wanted to support her until she graduates. She''s an adult but still a student. After graduation, she should be able to manage on her own. She could sign the employment contract she couldn''t before. She should have saved enough for the deposit, so a few more months of endurance should do. I yawned deeply. My body was tired, but my heart felt light. Honestly, if I wanted, I could make enough money to live on for a lifetime in just one day. But earning money honestly felt more rewarding. If Imitted a crime again, I wouldn''t be able to face Sce. I had no intention of using my abilities, especially with memories of before my regression... However, the hardship of honestbor was irksome at times. I''ve always been used to solving things with strength. In those moments, I imagined the moment Song Soo-yeon graduated. I pictured her, who was destined to be a viin, starting anew and expressing her gratitude to me. "....Heh." I chuckled. Thinking about that, I could muster the strength to get through today. My body was filled with energy. .....Time to go earn Song Soo-yeon''s sry. Chapter 20: Graduation (2) Chapter 20: Graduation (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: N/A Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here After finishing my part-time job, I boarded the bus. ...Whew... It was exhausting. Honestly, I was very tired. My body was weaker than I had expected. After all, it was greedy to think it would be the same as before I regressed. Young, but untrained. This body hadn''t yet experienced many battles. Also, the fact that I sealed my abilities as a promise to myself, and wasn''t receiving help from them, surely yed a part. Still, one thing is certain: my heart feels much lighter than when I used to earn money by viiny. At the same time, I developed an unnecessary desire. I hoped that as much as I worked hard, Song Soo-yeon would also grow splendidly. Forgetting the pains of the past, I wished for her to live as a good citizen. For Sce, and for myself. If I were to be a bit more greedy, it would be perfect if, in the process, she felt gratitude towards me and came to like me as a person. "....Is that too greedy?" I muttered, mulling over my thoughts. In truth, I had forcibly held onto her and spread good deeds, so asking for something in return might be shameless. She dislikes people, especially men. Given her wounds, I understand. Would it be rude to harbor such thoughts toward her who says, I dont like you, mister? Ah. Itsplicated. When I first pulled her down from the rooftop and carried her on my back, telling me about all her hardships, I thought everything would work out fine. Who knew that moment would be the closest wed ever get. ...But still, even without any reciprocation, my feelings for her have grown. That''s why I endure this hardship. No matter how deep her scars, couldn''t she also develop affection for me? Maybe she''ll change one day if I keep trying? The thought that she might never like me until the end, never returning my feelings, brings pain to my heart. I''m truly selfish, secretly harboring these feelings. ...Ah. I closed my eyes. My body is tired, making me think of all sorts of things. Song Soo-yeons voice calling me a loser echoes in my head. At least for now, it doesn''t seem like she''s wrong. --- --- I got off the bus and headed towards the restaurant. It was around 8 oclock, but since it was winter, darkness had already set in. White breath clouded the air. I huddled up and moved forward. I walked down an empty alley. A few streetmps stood alone, illuminating the path. "....Damn it..." Every time I passed under a streetmp and stepped into the darkness, I couldnt help but let out a sigh of frustration. Why dont they install more streetlights? Whats this all about? Each time I melted into the darkness, memories of my time as a viin resurfaced. Honestly, I feel a sense offort. It felt like the darkness would protect me. But at the same time, loneliness finds me. That feeling that always apanied me when I was a viin. Walking alone through this long and wide alley intensifies the loneliness. I''ve put in a lot of effort to escape this feeling, but it seems there''s still a long way to go. To shake off this gloomy mood, I rummaged through my memories. ...Heh. And soon, I recalled a memory that warmed my heart. ...My first encounter with Sce. As Iughed in the darkness, thinking I had eluded the heroes, she appeared before me, shining brightly like the sun. At that time, her light, which dispelled the darkness, made me feel exposed, but now I found myself wishing she would chase away this darkness. Thinking of her drove away my negative thoughts. And only then did I realize how hungry I was. What should I eat when I get back? I just want to rest, maybe just mix some rice in water. Soon, my restaurant, located in a secluded corner, came into view. ...Huh? The lights were on. Is Song Soo-yeon there? I told her there was no pay today. Or is she hungry and cooking something? I checked the time. It waste for dinner. With a sense of curiosity, I approached the restaurant. -Ding. I opened the door of the restaurant. ...Soo-yeon? Mister. Inside, Song Soo-yeon stood up from where she was sitting. In front of her were several side dishes and neatly arranged kimchi stew, untouched. Looking at it, I asked her. What were you doing? ".......Not even a greeting first?" Ah... I''m back." As I greeted her, Song Soo-yeons expression softened. She averted her eyes from me and replied, ...Wee... back. I asked her again. So, were you eating? Or doing something for SNS? ...Was about to eat. After her brief answer, she quickly went into the kitchen. From there, a casual question echoed. ...Did you eat, Mister? ...No, not yet. ...Sit down. Caught off guard by the unexpected situation, I took a seat at the table as she had instructed. I looked over the side dishes. On closer inspection, the food had gone cold. The stew had lost its heat, and the side dishes had dried out. I could tell that quite some time had passed since the food was served. Opposite the stew, Song Soo-yeon returned carrying steaming white rice. She ced one bowl in front of me and one in front of herself, then handed me a spoon and chopsticks. Seeing her set the table for me, I couldn''t help but ask. ...Were you waiting for me? Her actions froze for a moment. For an instant, her lips twitched. She then moved again, heading to the fridge. "....Crazy? Why would I wait for you?" And then she brought out some cold water. A smile spread across my lips. "What, you really waited to eat with me?" "Don''t talk nonsense. It''s not like that." No matter how much she insisted, it was clearly a lie. This unexpected surprise melted my heart. The worries I had all day seemed foolish now. I felt the warmth of human connection. As I just smiled without responding, Song Soo-yeon frowned and said, "....It''s not like that. Ah, damn it. Dont get the wrong idea again." "Wrong idea?" "Thinking that I like you." "No...I wasnt thinking that." "Men have mistaken a simple question for a confession before. Don''t forget. I''m not doing this because I like you. Dare to think its a confession, really. You just happened toe at the right time." Song Soo-yeon avoided my gaze, speaking in a gravely serious voice. My eyes kept drifting to the cooled dishes. The food in that state, and she ims she wasn''t waiting for me... ........ I smiled. It doesn''t matter if she really didn''t wait for me. Even if she prepared it just to eat alone, its fine. Tired as I was, I had nned to eat something simple and go to sleep, so this was a great gift. The fact that I wasn''t alone made me happy. I get it. Still, thank you. I honestly conveyed my feelings. Song Soo-yeon turned her head away, not responding. I continued speaking. "Really, I''m lucky to have you, Soo-yeon." I couldn''t hide my emotions. Ending the day like this couldn''t be more rewarding. As she nced at me from the corner of her eye, she sighed deeply. "....Really, what a pushover. Why are you so happy over something like this? Just eat already." "Okay. I''ll enjoy the meal." As I was about to start eating, Song Soo-yeon stood up. ......Ill just wash my hands and be right back. And she immediately left. It was actually a relief. I needed some time to calm my overwhelmed heart. --- --- Song Soo-yeon entered the bathroom and closed the door. As the thick iron door shut, she finally let loose the smile she had been holding back. She bounced on her toes, digesting the happiness cascading over her. She had been frustrated waiting for hours, but it was all worth it. "Ah... really..." She thought she should have taken a picture. His moved expression was unforgettable. As the tingling wave of emotion passed, she snickered, blowing air through her nose. "Ha, what''s he so happy about? Just over that. What a fool. So annoyingly pure.." No one else would react like that just for preparing a meal. If she were to show him more kindness, he would probably cherish it for a lifetime. ......... An idea suddenly intrigued her. Maybe, if she could just bear a little embarrassment and find an opportunity, she could do him a favor. Then perhaps he would think of her forever. ......... She shakes her head. After all, she''ll be working part-time and staying by his side in the future, so why bother with such things? Besides, she didnt need to make an effort; he already liked her and would think of her often. She recalled the situation earlier. "...How much must he like me to be that happy?" She kept talking to herself, chuckling softly. Her heart felt warm, ticklish, and was pounding. Thinking about him always did this to her. Unknowingly, Song Soo-yeon looked into the mirror. There she stood, her cheeks flushed. Damn it... Embarrassed by her unfamiliar expression, she began washing her face. Every time the ice-cold water touched her cheeks, her racing heart calmed down. She felt she shouldn''t stay too long. He might think it strange... and it would also reduce the time she could be spending him. After finishing, she shook off the water from her porcin-like skin. The blush had subsided significantly. By now, Jung-gyeom wouldn''t notice her change. She looked at her wet face in the mirror. Thinking this was the beauty Jeonggyeom admired, she began to see herself differently. She had never thought this way before. She always considered her beautiful appearance a curse. But now. "......I am pretty." She admitted to herself. This too was a change brought about by Jung-gyeom. Chapter 21: Graduation (3) Chapter 21: Graduation (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4/week Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon''s graduation ceremony was just a day away. I wasn''t the one graduating, nor was it my child''s, yet my heart wouldn''t settle. Maybe it''s because I know how important this day is to Song Soo-yeon? Or maybe it was the nervousness that often apanies change. There was also a sense of pride. I was happy to have guided Soo-yeon, who once seemed to be veering off track, all the way to her graduation ceremony. Even though she would be leaving the store, I knew I had to keep in touch and look after her, but for now, it seemed like the immediate crisis was averted. Despite her asional sharpness, I couldn''t deny that she had changed to some extent. Otherwise, she might have already be a viin or awakened her powers. Anyway, I was on my way home to prepare for tomorrow. [Soo-yeon, I''ll be going home for a bit. Don''t be surprised when youe home from school and find me there.] After sending her a message, I stood in front of my apartment. I knocked, just in case she was inside. Unlikely, but she might have skipped school. -Knock, knock, knock. "Are you there?" Silence. "Coming in." Having checked, I opened the door. As expected, no one was inside. My tidy room weed me. Though I had lent it to Song Soo-yeon, I often returned to this room. My clothes were here, and I had to take care of my hygiene here too. And every time, I realized that Soo-yeon was making an effort to keep the room clean. I had never seen things scattered about on the floor. The essentials she had bought were tucked away in a corner, not taking up much space. It was as if she was always ready to leave at any moment. I thought it was for the best and never brought it up. There was a lot to do today. I needed to think about what to wear tomorrow, prepare to buy flowers, and find a ce to eat. I didn''t know why Soo-yeon had invited me to her graduation, but I wanted to provide for her what her parents couldn''t. It would hit my already tight budget, but this wasn''t the time to save money. Opportunities to buy happiness with money don''te often. In the past, I thought money could always be exchanged for happiness, but my views changed after umting enough. Too little money is obviously a problem, but now, as long as I can take care of basic needs, it''s fine. I figured I could manage until next month if I continued working part-time. And maybe even longer if Song Soo-yeon started working somewhere else right away. That was also thest thing I had to do today. I needed to subtly suggest she start job hunting. Of course, she probably already knew. She might find another ce even if I didn''t say anything. Now that she''s old enough to sign a work contract. "...Ah." It''s bittersweet. The thought of her leaving, that is. No matter how much she had insulted or mocked me, she was ultimately my only friend. Even if she didn''t care much about me, I had grown quite fond of her. Goodbyes were not something I was ustomed to. I shrugged my shoulders. Well, it wasn''t like this was the end of our rtionship. If she wanted toe to my shop and eat, I had nned to offer it for free. So, there was no reason to feel sad. Rather, it was something to be celebrated. I steadied my heart. --- --- [Soo-yeon, I''ll be going home for a bit. Don''t be surprised when youe home from school and find me there.] Song Soo-yeon pondered for a moment upon receiving a text from Jung-gyeom. Was there anything strange at home today? Even though she cleaned the house every day, she always felt uneasy whenever he returned. Maybe it was because of the unspeakable things she did in that room. Like looking at his pictures every night or practicing to express her honest feelings. All of which would have been incredibly embarrassing if discovered. Song Soo-yeon mentally went through a checklist to organize her thoughts. .....It seemed there would be no problem. She sighed and shifted her gaze to the homeroom teacher conducting the end-of-day routine at the podium. "Good work this year, ande on time tomorrow. Tell your parents to use public transport if possible. The roads might be busy." Song Soo-yeon half-listened. She just wanted to go home quickly. Even if it involved bickering, she wanted to be with Jung-gyeom. The more she learned of his warmth, the more everything else seemed increasingly dismal, like a cesspool. Even then, the bullies were snickering at her, and more than a couple of boys were eyeing her legs. "Okay, that''s it for today''s homeroom. Don''t go causing trouble just because we''re ending early. Remember, you''re still students, so be careful." With those words, the ss stirred into action. Song Soo-yeon quickly grabbed her already packed bag and left the ssroom. "Hey...!" Just then, someone grabbed her arm. Turning around, she saw it was a male student. Song Soo-yeon felt disgusted and shook off his hand. She couldn''t hide the distortion in her expression. "Ah... sorry.." The boy apologized, seeing Song Soo-yeon''s startled reaction. "Don''t touch me like that." Song Soo-yeon replied, suppressing her anger. She wanted to curse him, but causing a scene wouldnt have done any good. She already knew why he had grabbed her. The thoughts were clear in her mind. I touched Soo-yeon... I want to touch her more... She clenched her teeth. As expected, there was no stopping these annoying flies. He said, "Soo-yeon." Just the sound of her name in his mouth was enough to infuriate her. He continued speaking. "I actually like you-" "Sorry, but I don''t even know who you are. Don''t call me by my name so casually. And I''m not interested in dating. I''m leaving." She briskly left after saying only what she needed to. She had to leave quickly before the onlookers formed arge circle around them. It was a lesson learned from several past experiences. All she thought about was the need to leave the school quickly. However, Song Soo-yeon faced many difficulties in getting out of the school. The boy who confessed to her was not the only one. "You might not know me, but actually-" "I like you. I''ll make you happy. From now on-" "Can I, can I get your number?" Perhaps because it was the day before the graduation ceremony, there were too many boys confessing their feelings. Some approached her with innocent faces, some with determined expressions, and some in a delinquent manner, but their intentions were uniformly impure. She yearned for Jung-gyeom''s pure heart in that moment. No matter how sharply she rejected every confession, the school was gradually turning into chaos. Each time she turned down the boys'' confessions, the jealousy of the girls grew. Not just their gazes, but their overt hostility also began to surface. The girls couldn''t contain their anger as the boys they loved confessed to Song Soo-yeon. Song Soo-yeon snorted in disdain. ''Is it my fault that you liked such guys?'' In the past, she would have just walked away without a word. But today was different. It was herst day, and her heart had grown much stronger, especially because of Jung-gyeom. Song Soo-yeon lifted her head. She gave a nce to the girls who were ring at her with hostility. "..........." She couldn''t understand them. If they had someone they liked, why didn''t they confess and seize the opportunity instead of sitting around in ugly jealousy after the fact? She averted her gaze. Song Soo-yeon walked past the envious female students. ...Or, she tried to. The crowd blocking her way grewrger. The chaos intensified with the mix of people. And at the center of it all was Song Soo-yeon. "Ah!" Suddenly, someone stepped on her foot. When she looked up, a female student gave her a spiteful smile and disappeared into the crowd. "........" Initially, she was too shocked to speak or react. "...Ah." Song Soo-yeon looked down at her shoes. She felt a surge of rage, so intense it seemed her sanity might snap. The shoes she was wearing were a treasure given to her by Jung-gyeom. And now, they were marked with a filthy footprint. But that was just the beginning. Someone hit her on the back, and another pulled her bag. Being harassed by unknown people amidst the crowd, a fear inside Song Soo-yeon began to resurface. It felt like the final act of harassment from the girls, much like the barrage of confessions from the boys. However, the fear did notst long. Soo-yeon! With a burst of bright light, the rising tension subsided. Everyone fell silent and looked towards the direction of the light. In the sky was Sce. She floated down slowly,ing to stand beside Song Soo-yeon. The entire school became quiet. ........ A small space formed around Song Soo-yeon. No one dared to defy Sce''s charisma. Some scared girls even ran away. Although Sce was bright and lively, no one forgot that she was a hero who captured viins. Sce shouted. Soo-yeon! I have something to talk to you about, can you spare some time? It seemed more like a message meant for others to hear rather than for Sce herself. While Song Soo-yeon stood there dazed, Sce guided her through the crowd. Like the parting of the Red Sea, a path opened up. Sce walked that path, spreading her radiant energy all around. All evil seemed to disappear with her arrival. The harassment had ended. Song Soo-yeon thought to herself. What would have happened if Sce hadn''t been there? No, if Jung-gyeom hadn''t caused a stir at the Hero Association, would Sce have been able to save her now? ......Really, everywhere she went, Jung-gyeom''s influence helped her. Once again, she felt grateful to Jung-gyeom. --- --- "Soo-yeon, are you okay?" Sce led her to a small ssroom where they could be alone. In this private space, Sce treated her with the same familiarity as she had promised before. "....I''m okay, thank you." Sce waved her hand dismissively. "You don''t have to thank me. It''s part of my job. Besides, I really wanted to talk to you about something." Song Soo-yeon could sense the underlying consideration in Sces actions. It seemed as though she was deliberately avoiding talking about the harassment, preferring to pretend it didnt happen. From the start, the im that she had something to discuss with Song Soo-yeon was probably a lie. She thought it was just a method chosen to naturally extract her from the crowd. Sce looked out the window. Many students hadn''t gone home yet. Seeing this, Sce made a suggestion. "Can you spare some time? How about we chat for a while?" Song Soo-yeon had the same thought. If she left now, she would likely face a simr situation as before. By sitting down, she responded to the invitation. Sce sat next to Song Soo-yeon with a bright smile. "Soo-yeon, today was rough, but....I''ve noticed your expression has been really greattely." ".....Really?" Song Soo-yeon hadn''t expected Sce to start such a rxed conversation. She thought they would discuss family matters, college, or other serious adult topics to pass the time. "Really. I was so happy to see your expression looking more rxed." Song Soo-yeon quickly adapted to the mood and politely shifted the credit to Sce. "...Thanks to you. The bullying at school has decreased." "Is that so? That makes me really proud. Hehe." "........." "But isn''t there something else? You''ve been rushing off somewhere after school ends. It seemed like something happy happened?" Sce spoke naturally with a bright smile. Under her sunny disposition, Song Soo-yeon''s mood softened as well. She also felt a bit embarrassed. If she had been wearing a happy expression recently... it must have been all because of Jung-gyeom. She hadnt realized her happiness was so evident on her face. It was somewhat embarrassing. "Let me guess." "Huh?" Sce, with only her eyes showing, made a yful expression. "Soo-yeon has a boyfriend, doesn''t she?" At that absurdment, Song Soo-yeon froze for a long time. "Did I hit the nail on the head?" Sce chuckled. Song Soo-yeon was even more flustered because she hadn''t expected such a joke from her. A boyfriend? Soo-yeon repeated the word in her mind. When her initial shock subsided, she said, "......No, thats not it." Her voice was icily cold, chilling the atmosphere. Even Sce''s warmth couldn''t hold back the growing chill. She continued quickly. "....Didnt you see why I was being harassed earlier? Because of this thing called love, all those boys confessed to me, and because of this love, I was bullied by the girls." "...Oh... Oh?" "My whole life Ive suffered because of it. Do you think I would want to fall in love?" "Oh, no, Soo-yeon.. I didnt mean-" "-I hate love. I wont do that. Its not because I have a boyfriend that Ive been feeling bettertely." Song Soo-yeon dered to Sce. Sce looked momentarily flustered, then gently reached out to hold Song Soo-yeons arm. "I''m sorry, I''m sorry. I didnt realize I was touching a sore spot. I had no idea." Seeing Sce so apologetic, Song Soo-yeon felt a sense of guilt. After all, Sce had rescued her from the crowd and had prevented months of harassment. For her sake, Song Soo-yeon added, "......It''s just... I made a friend. Thats all." "Oh, I see, I see. I was too forward, wasnt I? Sorry for making you ufortable." "....No, its okay. Im sorry for getting angry all of a sudden too." "No, it''s fine. You can feel that way. In fact, it''s okay not to experience something like love. I havent really been in love myself either." And with that, Sce awkwardly scratched the back of her head with a sheepish smile. Song Soo-yeon looked out the window again. The number of people had noticeably decreasedpared to before. The atmosphere had been ruined, so Song Soo-yeon stood up from her seat. ".....I''ll be going now. Thank you for today." "Oh, you''re leaving? Okay." Song Soo-yeon tucked her chair in and turned around. She checked her phone to see if there were any messages from Jung-gyeom. Just as she was about to leave the ssroom, Sce called out. "Soo-yeon!" Song Soo-yeon slowly turned to face Sce. "Are you...ing to the graduation ceremony tomorrow?" "....I wont stay away just because of this." "I see... Okay. Then, see you tomorrow." "......Yes." "Oh, will your acquaintances being too?" Sce''s question stopped Song Soo-yeon as she was about to turn away again. Her parents weren''ting, but Jung-gyeom had agreed to be there. She didn''t know the intention behind the question, but she just wanted to answer quickly and leave. ".....Yes." "Then... Well..." But Sce''s questions didnt end there. The atmosphere was bing strange. Sces usualposure was gone, and she fidgeted with her arms as if embarrassed. Her eyes wandered for a long time. Sce turned her head, twirling her hair around her finger and asked nonchntly. "Then... maybe, is an oppa you know alsoing...?" "........What?" It was a question that sounded odd no matter how one heard it. Yet at that question, Soo-yeon felt a strange and powerful unease, as if her heart had flipped over. Chapter 22: Graduation (4) Chapter 22: Graduation (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4/week Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "Then... maybe, is an oppa you know alsoing...?" "......." There was no question thatplicated Song Soo-yeon''s mind more than this. It was a question, but it didn''t quite feel like one. It was too specific. Not about her parents, not about her siblings, not even about her cousins. She asked about ''a oppa she knew,'' and indeed, a ''oppa she knew'' was going to attend her graduation. It was as if the question implied knowledge of Jung-gyeom. And for some reason, this fact irked her. ''Do you know the mister?'' was a question swirling in Song Soo-yeon''s mind. But fearing Sce''s answer, she changed the question. And the altered question had an inevitable sharpness. "......What does it matter to you?" "....Huh?" "Whoeveres to my graduation, what business is it of yours?" "Ah...no, that''s not it. I was just curious. Yeah." Song Soo-yeon couldn''t figure out how to respond to her words. She didn''t understand why she felt such difort from just one question. And not knowing the cause, she couldn''t alleviate it. She was just left feeling frustrated and annoyed. Honestly, this feeling was more unpleasant than when she was being bullied earlier. Song Soo-yeon just wanted to get out of this space as quickly as possible. As always, school was hardly different from hell. It only left her with ufortable memories. "I appreciate what you''ve done so far....but I don''t want to be friends with you." "....Huh?" "I hate heroes." Song Soo-yeon couldn''t stop the words that had started flowing. "Heroes are just thugs hired to beat up viins." Her words gradually hardened Sce''s expression. Yet, Song Soo-yeon didn''t stop. "So, stop trying to dig into my personal information. Just your approach is stressful enough for me." To the stiffened Sce, Song Soo-yeon bowed in farewell. She conveyed her gratitude for thest time. Then, Song Soo-yeon turned around. The time spent at school wasn''t long, especially since they had shortened sses, but it felt like her stress had doubled. .....She missed Jung-gyeom. --- --- Song Soo-yeon''s mind remained heavy even as she headed home. The difort wouldn''t fade. Sce''s question kept haunting her thoughts. But it wasn''t just that. The confessions from the boys, the bullying from the girls, all of it weighed her down. The only improvement from the past was that she now had a way to relieve her stress. She knew that seeing Jung-gyeom would gradually ease this anger. "........" But today, feeling more stifled than usual, she craved a stronger form offort. As she walked, her eyes caught sight of a hair salon. Instinctively, Song Soo-yeon ran her fingers through her hair. It had grown quite long. Usually, she would cut her hair herself with scissors, but this time, she wanted to get it professionally done. The reason was simple: she knew Jung-gyeom liked her appearance, and she wanted to take a bit more care of it. Recently, Jung-gyeom had given her a generous amount of part-time job earnings. Maybe she could spend just a little bit. She needed to save up quickly for the security deposit to return the studio apartment... but maybe ten thousand won wouldn''t make a big difference. Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes and imagined. If she got her hair cut and went back, how would Jung-gyeom react? After that, the decision was easy. Song Soo-yeon headed to the hair salon. --- --- The door lock beeped. Lying on the bed, I got up. Song Soo-yeon must have returned. -Click. The door opened, and Song Soo-yeon''s eyes searched for me. She wasn''t surprised to see me, perhaps she had read my message. "....I''m back." She said. But I couldn''t focus on her greeting. Something else caught my eye more quickly. "....Soo-yeon." I stiffened my expression and got off the bed, approaching her. Song Soo-yeon brushed her hair and stood frozen at the entrance, waiting for me to approach. I moved close to her. My hand naturally reached towards her cheek. ".........." Then, I snapped back to reality. I shouldn''t forget that Song Soo-yeon is afraid of men. The cautious way her eyes watched my hand was proof of that. I clenched my opened hand into a fist. Without touching her, I finally asked. ".......Did something happen at school?" "......Huh?" I''m sensitive to negative emotions. This is my area of expertise. I might be clumsy with my own emotions, understanding positive emotions from others, and making friends, but I''m certain about the opposite. I realized that Song Soo-yeon''s expression was a shade darker than usual. She tried to hide it, but I knew. Song Soo-yeon sighed as if my question was absurd. ".....Shouldn''t you notice something else first?" "....What...oh, you got your hair cut?" "........" "You look pretty. It''s a nice cut." Song Soo-yeon ran her fingers through her newly cut bob a couple of times in response to mypliment. Still, my concern wasn''t focused on that. "So, what happened at school?" "....Why are you so perceptive?" "I can''t help but notice. You look so down." "........." Song Soo-yeon closed her mouth again. It seemed like she was trying to hide the reason again. She has a habit of hiding her pain. I know why. Showing your pain only reveals your weaknesses. I was like that too. Before my regression, and even now. I''m not the type to expose my pain. But I wanted to change that because I disliked it. I tried to make friends, wanting someone to lean on. I hoped Song Soo-yeon wouldn''t continue to hide her pain. I didn''t want her to experience the hardships I went through. ".....Soo-yeon, don''t hide it-" "-The kids bullied me." Contrary to my expectation that she would keep silent to the end, Song Soo-yeon frankly told me the reason. It was as if a child was confiding in a parent. I couldn''t help but be surprised. Had I be someone she could lean on? I wasn''t sure yet. But if that was the case, there could be nothing more rewarding. "They bullied you?" I seized the opportunity to probe further. I had realized at some point that talking about pain could help alleviate it. I hoped that by sharing with me, she could ease her pain a little. "Some unknown boys confessed to me, and when I refused... the jealous girls started bullying me. Stepping on my shoes, pushing and pulling me around..." "......Haa.." But the more I heard, the more my heart churned. I felt unjustly angry and upset. Pity and regret surged through me. I had to suppress the urge tofort her shoulders. "....If they liked a boy, they should have confessed. Why be jealous afterward? Is it my fault that boys confessed to me?" "No, it''s not your fault, Soo-yeon." "...Right? Even nave mister here knows that, but they don''t." As Song Soo-yeon continued her story, her face gradually brightened. It seemed like she was sorting out her feelings as she talked to me. ".....So you just let it happen?" I asked. Song Soo-yeon shook her head. "No. The hero assigned to the school sorted it out. Because of you... there''s a hero assigned there, you know." "....I see." Song Soo-yeon recounted the events of the day, staring nkly as if reying each scene in her mind. Then suddenly, her expression crumpled. "But that hero asked if I knew a certain opp...." "Knew...?" "..........." Song Soo-yeon cut off her sentence. Her focus returned to her eyes. Then she scrutinized me from head to toe. After hesitating for a moment, she snapped at me. ".....Never mind. You don''t need to know. What would you do with that information?" "Tell me the rest. You''ve already said so much." "Never mind, I said." It seems she became embarrassed aftering to her senses. Maybe she confided in me not because she relied on me, but because she just needed someone to talk to. But I was satisfied with that. It was enough that she opened up about her worries, even just a little. "....But now it''s all over, Soo-yeon. You don''t have to go back to that ssroom tomorrow, right?" ".......Well...yes." "Good. You''ve done well." I turned around. There was no need for us to stand idly in the entrance. "Come in." "Mister." "...Yes?" As I was heading into the room, Song Soo-yeon called out to me. She couldn''t lift her head, just staring at the floor. After a long silence, she spoke. ".....Do you really think my hair looks okay?" "Yes. It''s pretty. It suits you really well." "........." After hearing my words, she fidgeted and suddenly started running her hands from the top of her head through her hair. "....But the hair feels a bit damaged. It feels weird." ".....Really?" "Can you check it for me... just once?" I approached her again. "Check it? How exactly?" "....Just touch it once." She kept her expression hidden, continuing to speak. I asked in confusion. "....You want me to touch your hair?" "....Are you deaf? I asked you to check it." "No, I mean. You want me to check it by touching?" "What other way is there?" "You don''t like being touched." "Ugh, when someone asks you for a favor, at least try to listen properly...!" I shrugged my shoulders. "Is this a request from Soo-yeon?" "....." I cautiously picked up the end of her hair between my thumb and forefinger and rubbed it. Returning from the salon, her hair had a fresh scent. The texture was soft; it didn''t seem damaged. "...It seems fine?" "You can''t tell just by touching it like that. Are you kidding me? Damn it... "What exactly do you want me to do? Say it clearly." "Ah...! Uh...like I mean..." She stuttered, seemingly struggling to get the words out. "Ah...! Like I did earlier...!" Her voice started strong but then waned. I had to lean in to catch what she was saying. "What did you say?" "I said, check it like I did earlier!" Suddenly, she raised her voice. "And how was that?" "Ah damn, really. Are you stupid or what... so frustrating." "That''s a bit harsh..." In front of me, Song Soo-yeon ran her hands through her hair a couple of times. "Like, like this! Check it like this..!" "You could have said that from the start." I mimicked her action. I hesitated for a moment before my hand touched her hair, but since she asked, I did it. From the top of her head to the side, I gently stroked her hair, checking the texture. It almost felt like my hand would brush her cheek as well. ......But is this really the right way to check the texture of hair? Actually, when I rubbed it between my thumb and forefinger earlier, it seemed like a more urate way to assess the texture. Honestly, it was fun. Not only is Song Soo-yeon beautiful, but this also gave me the illusion that we had be a bit closer. After stroking her hair a few times, Song Soo-yeon asked. "How, how is it...?" "It''s fine. It''s soft. Not damaged." "..You''re not having weird thoughts, are-" "-No, no. Don''t worry." I withdrew my hand and turned back towards the house. "Mister." Song Soo-yeon called out to me again as I was walking away. "What now?" I turned to look at her again. With a slightly flushed face, Song Soo-yeon said. "....Make me something delicious." "........." I checked the time for a moment. It was lunchtime. "Something delicious?" "....Like ck bean noodles... something like that." A smile gradually formed on my face. Yeah, it wasn''t a bad suggestion. It would be good for relieving her stress, and it''s something I can do well. And.....it seemed like the perfect opportunity to suggest looking for another ce for her. "Should I?" Having finished my thoughts, I said with a smile. Chapter 23: Graduation (5) Chapter 23: Graduation (5) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4/week Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon couldn''t understand why she had acted that way. Why had she wanted to be stroked? She had always avoided any physical contact with men, but she couldn''t resist this impulsive desire. She wanted to be stroked, to beforted. The usual her would never have said such a thing, even at the brink of death. But everything had fallen into ce too perfectly. She had entered the room hoping for apliment about her hair. But there, he had noticed her pain more quickly than her changed appearance. Song Soo-yeon was left speechless, overwhelmed by the unexpected warmth of his concern. Others always focused only on her appearance. No one ever cared about her inner turmoil. Only Jung-gyeom''s words had the power to touch her heart. She wanted to feel more of his warmth. But he had turned away, and Song Soo-yeon was left feeling a sense of longing. She hadn''t missed how his hand had moved towards her face, then stopped. Thepliment about her hair, being overshadowed by his concern for her, was somewhat irritating. All these reasonsbined led her to yearn for his touch. She was curious about the feel of his hand and wanted to imprint her new hairstyle in his mind. She even craved for morepliments. Ultimately, she had tricked him with her sharp words, making him touch her. Her body''s reaction to his touch was astonishing. Song Soo-yeon didn''t expect to feel such emotions. When his hand touched the top of her head, her mind went nk as if by magic. Her heart pounded as if it would burst, and heat flushed her face. It felt as if he was directly touching andforting her heart. Indeed, she thought Jung-gyeom was different in so many ways. While other men''s touches were repulsive, his didn''t evoke such feelings at all. "So, what time does it start tomorrow?" Jung-gyeom asked from the kitchen while cooking. Her daydream about his touch was interrupted. ".....It starts at 10 o''clock." "I see." The sound of food being stir-fried in the kitchen reached her ears again. Listening to those peaceful sounds, the stress Song Soo-yeon had umted throughout the day seemed to melt away like snow. This ce was her sanctuary, a fact she couldn''t deny. She wanted to work here for the rest of her life if she could. The ordinary life she had long sought was right here. Soon, Jung-gyeom brought out the ck bean noodles. He ced each bowl down at the table she had prepared. "Here, I tried even harder today. Eat and regain your strength." Even his casual words made Song Soo-yeon feel energized, knowing he wanted her to feel better. At that moment, Jung-gyeom pulled his chair back. "......" Feeling as if he was avoiding her, Song Soo-yeon was suddenly struck by an inexplicable difort. ".....What are you doing?" "....Huh?" "....Eat the ck bean noodles. Why are you moving back?" "....Aren''t we taking pictures today?" "Ah." Realizing he wasn''t avoiding her but rather considering their usual routine, Song Soo-yeon''s irritation subsided. Today, she didn''t particrly feel like taking pictures. However, given the choice, Song Soo-yeon started to contemte. ........ Then, she swallowed her saliva and stood up, walking towards Jung-gyeom. Jung-gyeom, seeing her stand, tilted his head in confusion. "....Mister,e closer to the food." "....Like this?" Song Soo-yeon then bent her knees and snuggled close to Jung-gyeom. "What are you doing?" "....Just stay here." Song Soo-yeon took out her smartphone and stretched out her arm. She turned on the camera, capturing herself, Jung-gyeom, and the food in the frame. Her shoulder touched his and then pulled away repeatedly. Though she acted nonchnt, each light touch sent ripples through her heart. To the equally baffled Jung-gyeom, Song Soo-yeonmanded. "Ah, smile, will you? After all this time taking pictures, are you still going to be awkward?" ".....That......okay." After hesitating, Jung-gyeom managed an awkward smile towards the camera. Seeing his smiling face through the camera, a natural smile appeared on Song Soo-yeon''s face. Jung-gyeom looked surprised at her expression. "Hey, did you just smile?" "Ah, it''s just for the photo...! Just stay still, will you." Song Soo-yeon hid the reason behind her smile. She was still too embarrassed to be honest. Moreover, she didn''t quite understand why she was smiling and was reluctant to admit it. It was just the tickling and amusing situation that had made her react first. She was just as surprised by her own smile as Jung-gyeom was. -Click! As soon as the photo was taken, Song Soo-yeon quickly stood up. Then she casually went back to her seat as if nothing had happened. "Done, now let''s eat." ........ While she hoped the situation would just flow away like water, Jung-gyeom raised an eyebrow and looked at her. After observing him for a while, Song Soo-yeon decided to confront him head-on. "What?" ".....No, it''s just..." "We''ve been around each other for months, and you react like this to taking a photo?" "That''s....true..." "Everything has a first time. Why be so flustered about one photo? Did I do something wrong?" "No...not at all." As she pressed on and he backed off, Song Soo-yeon didn''t miss a beat. "...And you know, it''s not just for me. It''s for you." "For me?" "I''ll send this photo to you. It''s nice, isn''t it?" Song Soo-yeon knew Jung-gyeom liked her. She subtly conveyed this fact to him. The puzzled look on Jung-gyeom''s face softened into a smile. "....Yes, it''s nice." "I don''t understand why you''re reacting like this in the first ce." "No....I''m just confused. So this photo is not just of the food, but of us together, right?" "You don''t know even after taking it?" His face broke into a bigger smile. Ah, so you took it because we''re close? .......... He began tough more happily, clearly reveling in the happiness of the moment. Ahaha, you could''ve just said that. I was surprised because it was so sudden. Of course, I like it. You''re weird- I''m not having any strange thoughts. I''m just happy that we''ve gotten close enough to take a picture together. ....... Song Soo-yeon felt his happiness was contagious. She leaned her head closer to her ck bean noodles bowl, trying to hide her expression. And then, to conceal her embarrassment, she said, "......It''s because you''re a pushover. You always say you like everything." Jung-gyeom ignored herment and continued to hum while stirring the ck bean noodles. Song Soo-yeon suddenly felt an urge to know more about him. Now was a good opportunity. .....Is there anything you dislike? Youre always just smiling. You mean me? Of course, there are things I dislike. Song Soo-yeon was inwardly surprised. She had thought he wouldnt have such dislikes. As he stirred the ck bean noodles, he looked at her and smiled. I dislike people who call me a pushover, a loser, a fool, a pervert, and so on. It was an obvious joke. His smiling face said it all. But Song Soo-yeons heart froze for a moment. .....Was it really just a joke? Or was there some truth to it? However, she quickly calmed herself down. ......... Thinking about it, it wasn''t that bad. Despite all those things she called him, he still cherished and cared for her. Heforted her when she was hurt, stroked her hair, and cooked for her. It was more a testament to how much he liked her. He still liked her despite her doing things he supposedly disliked. Song Soo-yeon felt a slight sense of pride in that fact. Its obviously a joke, right? After a shortugh, Jung-gyeom spoke. Song Soo-yeon shrugged her shoulders. So, what do you really dislike? Hmm...... He thought for a long time. Song Soo-yeon pretended not to be interested and started to eat her ck bean noodles. Ah. Jung-gyeom''s expression hardened. His smile faded. Then he spoke seriously. I dislike viins. ......... Thats the truth. ...Why? Jung-gyeom wore aplex and subtle expression. Song Soo-yeon became increasingly intrigued by his words. Who likes viins in the first ce? .....Thats true. But don''t you sometimes feel that what viins do seems liberating?" ............Really? Taken aback by the seriousness in Jung-gyeoms voice, Song Soo-yeon hastily added an exnation. She felt anxious whenever he spoke in such a tone. Better than hypocritical heroes, right? You dont like heroes much either. "Come on, who said that?" Once again, Jung-gyeom regained his smile. Relieved, Song Soo-yeon took a bite of her ck bean noodles. It definitely tasted better today. She filled her mouth with enough food to chew and looked up, eager to continue the conversation. Covering her mouth with her hand, she continued talking. ....Didnt you dislike them? Our views on heroes are simr, and you even got angry at the Hero Association.... Ah. There are annoying heroes, yes. But that doesnt mean I dislike heroes. Really? Yes. I told you before. If you meet a true hero, you can''t hate heroes. ...Ah. Song Soo-yeon looked at Jung-gyeom. Yes, she understood the meaning of those words. She had learned what a true hero was after meeting Jung-gyeom. She continued to watch Jung-gyeom eat his ck bean noodles. Suddenly, a spontaneous question popped into her mind. .....But who is this true hero youre talking about? ....... Jung-gyeom smiled and softly exhaled through his nose, but he didnt answer. Song Soo-yeon felt a strange stubbornness rising within her. ....Who is it? I wont know if they are a true hero until I see them. ....... Jung-gyeom continued to smile leisurely, chewing his food and looking at Song Soo-yeon. Ah, who is- -Its a secret. Jung-gyeom dered. It was a firm answer. Song Soo-yeon muttered. ".............Why so serious all of a sudden?" She lost the will to probe further. --- --- After the dishes were done, and while Song Soo-yeon was watching TV, Jung-gyeom approached her. Normally, he would have sat at a table quite far from her. But today, he sat opposite her at the dining table, just like during a meal. Feeling him sit close by, Song Soo-yeon calmed her startled heart. ....Why? Jung-gyeom then turned off the TV. ...Mister. There are plenty of other seats. Go sit over there. Dont get the wrong idea just because we took a picture- -Im not misunderstanding. I have something to say. ......... Realizing this wasn''t a joke, Song Soo-yeon sensed something was approaching. To the anxious Song Soo-yeon, Jung-gyeom spoke. ......Do you want anything for a graduation gift? ...A graduation gift? Anything. A graduation gift plus a celebration for bing an adult. Feeling anxious, Song Soo-yeon was again presented with a warm sentiment. Truthfully, she didnt need anything. She was already too happy with the present. .....Why? I dont need anything. You know why. Just tell me. He was taking on the role of her parents. Perhaps it was because he heard her desperate longing to live a normal life. He was trying to gift her some semnce of normalcy. ....Really...it''s okay. Song Soo-yeon couldnt be harsh with him at this point. She had her pride too. Her sharp tone was usually just a cover for her shyness, not ack of decency. She had already received so much from him a ce to rest, food, part-time job earnings. It was hard to ask for more. Hmm. However, Jung-gyeom feigned seriousness as he spoke. Song Soo-yeonughed at his attempt. It was too clumsy, and after all, as he had said, their age difference wasnt that great. She was now 20, and he was 23. ....Perhaps it was time to change the way she addressed him? Song Soo-yeon shook her head. Then, returning to the topic at hand, she pondered what gift she could lightly ept without burdening him. ......Ah. An idea struck her. Yeah, tell me. Jung-gyeom seemed to sense she hade up with something. Song Soo-yeon cautiously made her request. ....Then....I want to go to an amusement park. ......An amusement park? Before he could say anything, Song Soo-yeon preemptively got defensive. ......Dont you dare mock me for being childish. ....I wasnt thinking that. ...Anyway. Ive never been to an amusement park. You know why. ......... So, Im curious... I want to go just once. Jung-gyeom silently nodded. His expression didnt show it, but his smile conveyed his tender feelings towards her. Thats great. He said. Song Soo-yeon felt proud of her idea. .....Just to confirm before getting my hopes up, you mean to go together, right? Jung-gyeom wanted to be sure. Song Soo-yeon turned her head. Of course, she meant to go together, but admitting it wasnt easy. It was embarrassing. .......Im just curious about the amusement park. Its okay if its not you... but I dont want to go alone. Hmm. Then we should go together. Song Soo-yeon smiled inwardly. Jung-gyeom added. Good. Ive never been either. You too...? Yeah, for simr reasons as you. ....... Always been curious about it. Every moment with him was healing for Song Soo-yeon. She hadnt realized how empowering it could be to have someone so simr by her side. Perhaps that''s why Sce''sfort didnt work. Even if a well-loved greenhouse flower pretends to be on her side, it only seems deceitful and hypocritical. Only someone who has been in her position can truly understand and offer meaningful words. Jung-gyeom said he had no parents and no friends, and felt lonely. They shared many simrities. Really, she wanted to stay like this forever. Alright, so that''s the graduation gift....and there''s another thing I need to say. .......? Hmm...... Jung-gyeom, unlike his usual self, looked up for a moment, seemingly hesitating with his words. He slightly rocked his body back and forth. It seemed like he was struggling to say something. .....What is it? So....how should I say this? Song Soo-yeon swallowed. The atmosphere, beginning to feel tense. She warned him, .....Mister, I told you a confession would be boring. Ahaha, its not that.... Song Soo-yeon alsoughed along with Jung-gyeom. She couldnt remember thest time she hadughed so genuinely. Jung-gyeom then seemed to make up his mind, clicking his tongue. He then looked straight at Song Soo-yeon. Well, you probably already know this... but I think I need to be clear about it. ........Yes. .........After you graduate, look for another part-time job. Song Soo-yeons expression hardened. She doubted her own ears. ...........What......? Suddenly, it became hard to breathe, as if her chest was tightly constricted. --- *ehh did I miss something, she was 19 and turned 20 during the time skip? Wasn''t this high school? Do ya graduate at this age in Korea? My memory bad Chapter 24: Graduation (6) Chapter 24: Graduation (6) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4/week Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here .........After you graduate, look for another part-time job. "....Huh?" Her mind went nk. Song Soo-yeon wanted to believe his words were a joke. She stopped moving for a moment and looked down at the ck bean noodles. She waited for him to end the joke. But he neitherughed nor said anything else. He was just waiting for her response. "..........." "..........." Tired of waiting, Song Soo-yeon had no choice but to ask. "...Are you... joking?" "Huh?" Jung-gyeom, perplexed, asked back. The atmosphere was getting more serious. "...No? It''s not a joke." "....Not... a joke?" She couldn''t understand. She thought they were getting along fine. Although their conversations were sometimes rough, they had never escted into a serious fight. They had be closer by bickering, and she believed everything was going well. After all, he had cared for her even today. This meal was an extension of that. It was food he made tofort her. Their rtionship wasnt bad. She believed it wasn''t. But why was he telling her to leave? She couldn''t understand. "......Did I do something wrong?" "Huh? What are you talking about? What wrong have you done?" Jung-gyeom continued. "Now that you''re old enough, you can sign abor contract. You can freely work elsewhere." Song Soo-yeon knew that too. It was a moment she had been waiting for. Bing an adult and working part-time wherever she wanted was a kind of goal. But she thought she had already achieved that goal. She thought it would be okay to stay here for a long time. "So... you''re kicking me out?" Song Soo-yeon couldnt even understand what she was saying. Jung-gyeom reacted in surprise. "Kicking you out...! No, that''s not it. Its not that, you can work somewhere else-" "-I want to keep working here." "............." A long silence followed. Song Soo-yeon understood the meaning of this silence. It was the first time they witnessed the difference in each other''s opinions. It was a moment to reconcile their differing thoughts. A break to calm their flustered hearts and have a rational conversation. But Song Soo-yeon couldn''t maintain herposure. Her chest felt tight, and she couldn''t breathe properly. Her emotions elerated. Jung-gyeom cautiously began to speak. ".....Soo-yeon. I do want to keep seeing you, but... the truth is, the restaurant isnt doing well." "......Stop it...don''t talk nonsense." Even when faced with practical issues, the heat in her heart didn''t cool. She clenched her teeth. "There''s no need for part-timers when there are no customers. You know that, Soo-yeon." "I don''t know that. Why should I know such a thing...." But she knew. She knew about theck of work. Maybe that''s why it had been morefortable. But she didn''t want to stay here for that reason. In fact, she was willing to work without pay. "Soo-yeon-" "-If it''s too hard, you don''t have to pay me." "Huh?" "......I''ll work for free." Song Soo-yeon pretended to be generous as she spoke. Her real intention was simply not wanting to leave this ce. She hid her trembling hands under the table. It had only been a few months since she starteding to this restaurant, but it had been enough time to be something that sustained her. She felt an instinctive fear of leaving this ce. "......." Jung-gyeom maintained a troubled silence for a moment. Song Soo-yeon wanted to quickly resolve this issue and hoped he would never bring it up again. "So it''s decided? From now on, you don''t have to pay me, so I can stay here-" "-That''s a bit disappointing...." Jung-gyeom blurted out. Hearing that, anger surged within Song Soo-yeon. Her repressed emotions burst forth. And those feelings spilled out through her harsh words. "Ah, damn it...! What''s there for you to be disappointed about!" If anyone should feel disappointed, it should be me, Song Soo-yeon thought. What did all these times mean? It wasn''t just her who enjoyed their time together. It wasn''t just her who was happy. He must have been happy to have her, whom he liked, by his side. Or was it a protest because she didn''t reciprocate his feelings? Was he ying some kind of game? She hoped it wasn''t such a trivial attempt. She had the ability to see through such pretenses. She had dered from the beginning that she couldn''t return his feelings of love. Love was still a frighteningly unknown territory for her. So if that was his intention, she wished he would stop right now. "I''m offering to work for free, what''s there for you to be disappointed about!" "........." Jung-gyeom closed his eyes and breathed calmly, seemingly waiting for her anger to pass. After a short time, Jung-gyeom spoke again. "......It''s not just about that. Soo-yeon, I lent you the house.... I didn''t give it to you." Song Soo-yeon took a sharp breath. "If you don''t take money... how are you going to save up for a deposit? When will you vacate the house?" Jung-gyeom spoke the obvious, yet his face was filled with embarrassment. "......I didn''t expect anything in return... and I can keep sleeping here... but it hurts that you don''t even consider me." In that moment, a cold winter wind shook the door of the shop. Song Soo-yeon suddenly felt the cold temperature inside the restaurant. He had been sleeping here for her, right in this ce. It had been several months already. She found herself at a loss for words. He was right. If she didnt save money, she wouldnt be able to return his one-room apartment. It meant he would have to shiver in the cold every night. It wasnt that she hadnt thought of him. In fact, she thought of him every night. It was just that her desire to stay at the restaurant had momentarily clouded her judgment. He was right. If she had thought of him, she shouldn''t have said that. For his sake, she should leave the restaurant. She needed to save money quickly and vacate the house. Even though she realized this, Song Soo-yeon couldn''t bring herself to agree. The only thing she could utter was one word. "......It''s a betrayal." Internally, she swallowed many more words. She thought they had be each other''s support. She thought they enjoyed being together. She thought they, two loners, had finally found a group with each other. She believed he had be her true ally. But why was he pushing her away? Didn''t he like her? I like it here. ...This is betrayal. "Soo-yeon, it hurts me too when you say that......eh?" ".........." "..........Are you crying?" "....What?" Before she knew it, tears were falling down her face. Tears flowed so quickly that it surprised her. As soon as they fell, a pain she hadn''t felt before in her heart surged. She had always held back her tears. Not in front of her parents, nor in front of her ssmates had she ever cried. But in front of him, it was already the second time. Jung-gyeom hurriedly stood up and knelt beside her, grabbing her shoulder and looking at her with concern. Song Soo-yeon turned her head to hide her face, but he persistently tried to see it. Even in her pain, she couldnt understand why his actions brought her a small sense of joy. ".....You traitor..." Song Soo-yeon repeated those words. Jung-gyeom''s face contorted. "....I don''t understand." He said, his expression filled with more concern than ever. The usual foolish, harmless expression was gone, reced by a person in pain, just like her. "....I don''t understand why Soo-yeon is crying... It''s not because you don''t want to be apart from me. You don''t even like me that much....." Song Soo-yeon thought the same. That''s why she couldn''t understand why she was crying. All she knew was that her heart was in immense pain. The thought of going somewhere else filled her with an intense aversion. "Are you scared of entering society? Afraid you won''t have my help?" Song Soo-yeon now tried to turn her body away, showing her anger through her entire being. But she couldnt, as both her shoulders were held by Jung-gyeom. She hoped he would realize the feelings she couldn''t understand herself. Jung-gyeom continued speaking. ".......You can go somewhere else and still keep in touch. We can be close. I''ll continue to support you. If you''re struggling, I''ll listen." That wasn''t enough for her. She didnt know why, but she disliked that idea too. "Im not saying we should cut ties.... I don''t want that either..." "......" Her eyes, which were losing their spark, suddenly shed. Song Soo-yeon couldn''t help buttch onto the fact that he said he didn''t want that. The moment he showed his vulnerability, she had to strike. That was what years of enduring bullying had taught her. But first, there was something she needed to confirm. ".....You like me, don''t you?" Song Soo-yeon asked. Simultaneously, a strange power activated, and she felt it. His heart''s voice echoed. ''I like you.'' "I like you." That was all Song Soo-yeon needed. She abruptly stood up from her seat. Yes, in fact, she didn''t need to beg anyone. She shouldnt forget who held the upper hand. She wiped away her tears. "....Alright. I''ll find a new part-time job." ".....Really.....? No....so suddenly-" And she red at him with burning eyes. "-But then, you should know that youll never see me again." Jung-gyeom''s face froze in shock. Song Soo-yeon tasted an ufortable sense of victory. Yes, you love me. What are you going to do about it? She might not understand the feeling of love, but she knew that others put their lives on the line for it. Her nose twitched, but she couldn''t say anything else. It seemed the only way. She couldn''t understand why she was acting so recklessly. Jung-gyeom''s face, initially shocked, turned to confusion. "Uh.....? No.....that''s not...." "Enough. I''m leaving. Thanks for everything." And with that, she coldly and decisively fled the restaurant. "Soo-yeon!!" Jung-gyeom''s shout echoed behind her. Song Soo-yeon didn''t look back. She knew being more ruthless would be more effective. It was a kind of baiting. She just had to wait for him to bite the bait. ....And with his earlier answer, she was certain. He would fall for it. Chapter 25: My Hero (1) Chapter 25: My Hero (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4/week Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon had fled to Jung-gyeom''s studio apartment. She hadn''t even considered going anywhere else. She needed to be in a ce where Jung-gyeom could find her. She had to wait for him here. Sitting in the dark, leaning against the bedside, she hugged her knees to her chest. It wasn''t her intention to look pitiful, but she had no desire to change her current state. If Jung-gyeom walked in, he would see her in this pathetic state. Then, he wouldfort her more. ............. She checked the time. It was already past 3 a.m. Snow was falling outside, and the fierce wind was howling. ......Jung-gyeom hadn''t arrived yet. Song Soo-yeon tapped the floor with her fingernails. ........... She knew it was a waiting game, but she was anxious. She feared this might be the end. If he grew tired of her and finally let go. If they truly became strangers. .........Just the thought made Song Soo-yeon''s heart twist painfully. She didn''t understand why she felt this way. Perhaps it was because he was her only ally. ....sigh....sigh... She clenched her hair. Pushing away the anxiety. She knew he woulde back. Because he loved her. She was always the one who spoke harshly, who got angry. He was always the one who yielded, who suffered. It wouldn''t change this time. 4 a.m. approaches. Still, Jung-gyeom hadn''te. The graduation ceremony was only a few hours away. Despite eagerly awaiting this moment, Song Soo-yeon couldn''t care less about the graduation now. Sitting in the same position, her back ached, her legs were numb, and she was trembling from the cold. But she didnt change her miserable posture. Song Soo-yeon had never tried to look pitiful to anyone before... but now, she couldnt let go of it. When he opened the door, she didn''t want to be seen cozily tucked into the nket. She could really give it all back. Changing homes was fine. Not taking a single dime was okay. She just didn''t want to distance herself from the restaurant......and from him. --- --- 5 a.m. Overwhelmed by doubts and unbearable anxiety, Song Soo-yeon turned on her phone. She debated hundreds of times whether to text Jung-gyeom. Suppressing her feelings again, she opened the gallery. She meticulously went through the hundreds of photos of Jung-gyeom. Photos that would have made her smile under normal circumstances now only felt distant. She gazed at the most recent photo. Unlike the others, it was a special one. A photo of her and him,ughing together. Song Soo-yeon couldnt take her eyes off that picture. --- --- Morning came. I had thought it over all night. Was I too hasty? Leaving the restaurant aside, I didn''t expect her to cry like that. Considering our past conversations, it didn''t seem like she was crying because she didn''t want to part with me. It was probably the fear of leaving the restaurant and stepping into society that made her so. Everywhere else had been hostile to her. ".....Haah." But setting aside the effort to understand her feelings, my own heart ached. I''ll never see her again. Could there be anything colder than that? I had thought we had built memories and affection, but to her, was it something she could easily discard? I kept telling myself not to expect anything in return, but when it came down to it, I did have expectations. I wanted to be important to someone. They didnt need to love me, just liking me would be enough. But it was still hard. Her affection for me seemed light enough to be easily discarded. I didn''t know. What Song Soo-yeon really felt. Maybe she did think I was okay. It seemed like she was gradually getting closer to me. But thats a positive interpretation. Her usual tone and those heartless threats told a different story. It didnt seem like she particrly liked me. ..........haah... I let out a sigh. It felt disheartening, months of effort seemed to be going to waste. Of course, it''s only been a few months, but the feeling of not having progressed even a steppared to before was despairing. Was this not the right direction? Was I making another wrong choice? I was giving it my all, but was it not enough? ............ In times like these, I miss someone. What would she say if she saw me? Would she be puzzled by what Im doing, or would she praise me for my hard work? Sce. I wonder what you would think. .....I''vee to a conclusion. I need to go to Song Soo-yeon. Not for her, but for me. She might not feel the same way, but I havee to regard her as a friend. ....I didn''t want to lose my first friend like this. I hated such farewells. I didn''t want to drift apart over something so trivial. If shes not ready yet, then I can give her more time. Lets try to take care of her a bit more. Maybe my efforts have beencking. Besides, today of all days, I shouldnt be like this. Its a once-in-a-lifetime graduation ceremony. I didnt want to leave her with bad memories. --- --- In the end, Song Soo-yeon spent the night with her eyes wide open. Jung-gyeom didnte. She was already looking to the next step. Even if he hadnte to the studio apartment, he would surelye to the graduation ceremony. She hadnt given up yet. It couldnt end like this. She hoped he was more anxious than her, not less. He might be contemting, or perhaps out of consideration for her, he didnte to the room in the early morning. There''s no need to be so afraid. He wille. To dispel the fear of being left alone again, she turned off the TV she had left on. [This morning, Sce responded to an attack-] ....... She took a deep breath and stood up. Rubbing her dry eyes, she headed to school. --- --- The sun shone down on the snow-covered athletic field. The thickly fallen snow reflected the light, twinkling brightly. The students, bundled up in heavy padding, sat in the chairs ced on the field, listening to the principal''s speech. But Song Soo-yeon wasn''t focusing at all. Her eyes were on the parents. She was secretly looking for Jung-gyeom. But no matter how much she searched, she couldn''t see him. While her ssmates asionally waved to their parents they spotted, Song Soo-yeon never got to have that experience. ...... Her heart pounded with increasing anxiety. Is this really the end? He''s noting? Sweat began to form in her hands. She bit her lips nervously. Still, she didnt take her eyes off the parents. He had to be somewhere she hadnt noticed. Ah, its a shame Sce can''t attend my graduation. Why did a viin have to appear today...'' ''Well, its graduation anyway. Did you say you got into a school?'' ''Wow... Song Soo-yeon looks beautiful even at this moment.'' The chatter around her went unnoticed. She kept feeling the urge to grab her phone. Really....he really didnte? Everyone, congrattions on your graduation. I hope you all bloom into unique and wonderful flowers. The principals speech ended. As everyone stood up and saluted, a thunderous apuse erupted. One by one, the students got up and greeted their approaching parents. The field quickly became bustling and noisy. And in the midst of it all, Song Soo-yeon, still unable to grasp the situation, stood alone, motionless. ...... A piercing loneliness, unlike anything she had experienced before, enveloped her. She realized anew how alone she had been. Before him, she had never properly understood loneliness. Having never had someone by her side, she had never fully realized that emotion. Even if she did, it was at a level that could be forgotten with other thoughts. But now it was different. After feeling warmth, his absence made the fall feel even more severe. Song Soo-yeon looked around. Smiles andughter were everywhere. She felt utterly isted. It felt like the string holding her back had snapped. She couldnt bear it any longer. She had to go see him. Song Soo-yeon quickly turned to leave the ce. ....Soo-yeon. Until she heard a voice. Song Soo-yeon instantly turned towards the direction of the sound. There stood Jung-gyeom. He was neatly dressed, holding arge bouquet in his hand. His expression bore signs of fatigue. The moment she saw him, she knew. He too had worried. And realizing that, Song Soo-yeon felt a great sense of relief. She wasnt the only one agonizing. He walked up to her slowly, smiling, and handed her the flowers. Only then did she feel like everyone else. She was no longer the lone outsider. .....Congrattions on your graduation. His smile was subtly different from usual. Tinged with yesterdays emotions, it wasnt the pure smile she loved. She had to hold back her tears from bursting forth. She felt overwhelmed. The feeling of relief was fleeting, and soon a sense of resentment exploded. It was always like this with him. With others, she couldnt truly feel any emotions. But with him, she became excessively childish. She just couldn''t keep herposure. She would be happy over trivial things, and sulk over trivial things. It was the same now. Her emotions were amplified as if they were in a magnifier, ready to burst. Why did hee only now? Couldnt he havee a bit earlier? She had waited for him through the night. Why didnt hee? Why did he do that, if he liked her? Song Soo-yeon couldnt react and just red at him. She felt like she would start crying if she moved. ....Please take the flowers. Haha. ........ ......Im sorry. I was too hasty. Song Soo-yeon turned away from him. It was to hide her face, which seemed about to crumble with tears. It was also to show that she was upset with him. She couldnt let it go so easily. She couldnt just crumble and surrender to a mere apology. That would... reveal that she had been waiting too. No. That wasnt it. She had to make it clear this time. She needed to teach him a lesson to ensure this wouldnt happen again. She had to make him not push her away again. If she let him off too easily, he might do the same thing next time. ....Get lost, damn it. She said. Chapter 26: My Hero (2) Chapter 26: My Hero (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4/week Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "...Get lost, damn it." It was fortunate that he had turned his back. Had he seen her face, he might have realized how difficult it was for her to utter those words. Somehow, he always seemed to understand her struggles well. "...I''m looking for another part-time job. Don''t worry. I''ll disappear just as you want." "...That''s not what I meant." "Is that so?" "...I don''t want... I don''t want you to disappear, Soo-yeon." Even amidst this, the fact that he didn''t want her to disappear sent a thrilling pleasure through her. It felt like a reward for all her waiting. He had clearly stated that he didn''t want her to disappear. Her calctions were right, after all. He must have been in love, helplessly so. "It''s toote. I won''t return to a traitor." His apology sounded almost like a constion, seeming to soothe her hurt feelings. And as she received thisfort, her suppressed emotions began to overflow. Before she knew it, she was showing her true feelings to him, not just an act. It wasn''t nned. She had only wished that he would feel a bit of the pain she had endured throughout the night. "...Don''t do this. I get that you''re upset... Just forgive me this once. There''s no need for this on a good day, right?" "What are you talking about? You pushed me away first, telling me to leave. And now I''m going." "...I''m sorry. Let''s forget about this and go have something nice to eat. Today, let''s do something special, go out to eat, and take a walk to make up..." Song Soo-yeon swayed like a reed at every word he said. She almost immediately wanted to relent and drop her sharp stance. Now, she too wanted to reconcile with him. But her inner turmoil held her back. If she was to do this, she wanted to be certain. Such an event should never happen again. "Just go and enjoy yourself alone." "..........." "I''ll be fine. I''ll make friends with other people and forget about you, just so you know." She never actually intended to do that. But Song Soo-yeon had seen how other women got jealous when men confessed to her. Jung-gyeom surely liked her, and she intended to stir up his jealousy. ".........." He remained silent, as if she had dampened his spirits. It seemed like her n was somewhat working. As they caused amotion, more and more people began to look their way. Song Soo-yeon still had her back turned to Jung-gyeom. The murmuring grew louder. Parents, students... various people. "Whats going on? Is that guy hitting on a high school student?" "That''s Song Soo-yeon. The pride of our school. She always gets confessed to like that." "So, she''s rejecting him now?" "Seems like it, doesn''t it?" For a moment, Song Soo-yeon got distracted by these voices. However, Jung-gyeom seemed unfazed. She heard him approaching her from behind. His hand gently touched her shoulder, radiating a warm heat. "Soo-yeon... If you too act like this, I..." Song Soo-yeon shrugged her shoulder lightly. It was a reflexive habit whenever someone touched her at school. At that moment, something touched her arm and fell. -Thud. Song Soo-yeon''s eyes drifted to the ground. The bouquet Jung-gyeom had brought was now lying on the wet ground, covered in mud. "...Oh." This was a mistake. She hadn''t intended for this to happen. She knew he had bought the flowers despite his difficult circumstances. It was his way of giving her a normal graduation gift. Song Soo-yeon looked up at Jung-gyeom. And her previously hardened expression copsed in an instant. ".........Ah." Jung-gyeom stood there with a deeply hurt expression, just as she couldn''t see his face when she had turned her back. She hadn''t known he could make such an expression. He always took everything with a smile, and she thought he would just brush this off too. His eyes quivered. The corners of his mouth, forcibly lifted, were now struggling to stay up. "Wait, ah-" Before Song Soo-yeon could finish her sentence, retracting her words as if to say she didn''t mean to make him cry, someone cut her off. "-Bro! If you''ve been rejected, just go!" Mocking voices erupted. Turning towards them, Song Soo-yeon saw one of the boys who had been rejected by her the day before. Just as she was about to shout back, numerous voices intermingled and threw their words. "An adult trying to pick up a student, tsk tsk." "The world is going mad..." "No matter how pretty she is, thats just wrong." Parents clucked their tongues. The sounds surrounding them grew louder. The arrows of me were pointed at Jung-gyeom. Drawn by Song Soo-yeon''s beauty, many had begun to misunderstand the scene. Jung-gyeom wasbeled as a shameless adult, and Song Soo-yeon as the victim. The level of teasing and mockery intensified. Sneers and reprimands blended softly. After the first boy, nobody shouted at Jung-gyeom loudly, but the oppressive atmosphere weighed heavily on him. Song Soo-yeon was inadvertently gifting Jung-gyeom the same pain that had tormented her the most. He had only healed her, but she had done the opposite. Confused by the rapidly changing situation, Song Soo-yeon moved as if broken. She couldn''t suddenlyfort him after being angry. She just stuttered, waiting for Jung-gyeom''s reaction. She no longer intended to push him away. This was as far as it went. In this strange atmosphere, it seemed right to ept his apology. "..........." But Jung-gyeom, with an awkward smile and a vacant gaze, just stared at the fallen flowers, making no effort to pick them up again. He was deeply wounded, she could tell. After a brief moment, he let out a hollowugh. "......Right. I see." Then his inner thoughts echoed. ''.......So, in the end, I''m destined to be hated.'' The moment she heard that, it felt as if a dagger had plunged into Song Soo-yeon''s heart. He was misunderstanding. She didn''t hate him. This shouldn''t be happening. She realized the hurt she had inflicted on him. She suddenly remembered that he, too, was a loner. She recognized that he, like her, bore simr wounds. She had seen him as her hero, invincible. "...Do you... have something to say?" Song Soo-yeon asked desperately. She was ready to ept him now, even if he just hinted at an apology. He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then looked straight at her, smiling. "I''ll go back today. You seem... very angry. Let''s talk another time." ".......What?" "I really meant it when I said congrattions on your graduation." She knew. Just as she hid her shame behind anger, he masked his sorrow with a smile. He couldn''t take it anymore and was leaving. Jung-gyeom turned around. He didn''t pick up the flowers. "........Mister.....?" Despite her call, he didn''t respond. He was moving away from her. Something was terribly wrong. Song Soo-yeon alternately looked at the flowers he had left behind and his retreating figure. But her body was frozen, unable to move in the face of overwhelming fear. He was drifting away. It felt like this could truly be the end with him. "Wait, Mist-" ''......It''s lonely.'' His voice came again. She clenched her teeth. Her heart felt like it was tearing apart. She couldn''t understand why things had turned out this way. Finally, she managed to lift her frozen feet from the ground. She started walking to catch up with him. She wanted to stop him. "Mister....! Where are you going! We... we''re not done talking!" At her words, his steps stopped abruptly. Song Soo-yeon froze too. "....Let''s talk a bit more....." He lifted his head, which had been looking down. His slumped shoulders straightened. "What...? Mister. Look at me first." His voice reached her. Again, it was his inner thoughts. ''.....Sce?'' ".......What?" Jung-gyeom''s head turned upwards towards the sky. And at that moment, a dazzling light exploded above them like a sh. Startled by the light, Song Soo-yeon fell to the ground. "Ah!" She shielded her eyes from the light pouring from the sky with one hand. But that wasn''t enough, so she turned her head away. Then, she saw the flowers that Jung-gyeom had dropped earlier. The flowers he had bought for her. ''My flowers.'' Song Soo-yeon found herself reaching out for them. -Thud. "......?" But someone had picked them up. Song Soo-yeon watched the scene, powerless. Soon, the sh subsided. Complete silence fell over the area, except for the sound of a hero''s footsteps on the snow. -Step... Step... Song Soo-yeon just watched, unable to do anything. It was Sce. Sce was walking towards Jung-gyeom with the flowers in hand. It was a scene she couldn''t understand, but Sce''s actions didn''t wait for her understanding. Song Soo-yeon''s eyes scrutinized Jung-gyeom''s expression. The pained look he had shown earlier was now gone. Hisrge eyes were wide open, and he was staring at Sce with slightly parted lips. "....Excuse me...!" Sce broke the silence that had settled over the yground. She seemed indifferent to the onlookers, showing a frankness Song Soo-yeon could never possess. "......This may be our first meeting...! But I know you....!" Jung-gyeom''s expression gradually brightened. The darkness that had clouded his face seemed to fade away under Sce''s sunlight. His eyes blinked rapidly. "You were at the Hero Association the other time, right? You... you scolded Shake for, for a junior you knew!" Jung-gyeom asked in disbelief. ".....You were there...?" "Yes! And... I was so impressed by what you said about heroes...! Why do heroes only fight viins, you asked... It was shocking. It was the first time I thought about it that way." "............" "I thought you were incredibly brave...! I''m still scared of senior Shake...." "............" "...So...!" Sce stretched out her arms. In her hands was the bouquet that should have been gifted to Song Soo-yeon. "I... I wanted to meet you!" From that moment, time seemed to slow down. Song Soo-yeon kept her gaze fixed on Jung-gyeom the whole time. His expression changed vividly. He showed dozens of expressions she had never seen before, despite spending months together. In the end, the wounded look was nowhere to be found. It was as if Sce had healed the wound Song Soo-yeon had inflicted. "....Ah...really..." He muttered to himself. And then he burst into an honestugh. It was augh that seemed both powerless and on the verge of tears. It was the most beautiful smile of his that Song Soo-yeon had ever seen before. Tears even glistened in his eyes. But watching the happy Jung-gyeom, Song Soo-yeon couldn''t understand why she felt so breathless. Chapter 27: My Hero (3) Chapter 27: My Hero (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4/week Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Sce and Jung-gyeom. Song Soo-yeon watched them from a short distance away. Sce spoke. "Uh...uh? Dont cry, please!" "Ahaha...no, it''s not like that.." Jung-gyeom wiped away his brimming tears. Song Soo-yeon knew he cried easily, but somehow, these tears felt different. They seemed more intense than any other tears she had seen him shed. And it was the first time she had seen him cry for someone other than herself. However, soon Jung-gyeom looked straight at Sce and smiled. That smile made Song Soo-yeon''s heart ache again. It was obvious, but Jung-gyeom could smile for people other than her. Yet, Song Soo-yeon couldnt understand why it was so unpleasant for her to see him smile at someone else. She had never seen Jung-gyeom with another woman before. Jung-gyeom said, "......................I''m honored." "I...I''m not that amazing..." ".........You don''t know that." Jung-gyeom seemed to have forgotten about Song Soo-yeon. They were in their own world. They didn''t care about anything else around them. Not the murmuring people, not the students starting to record with their smartphones. In an oddly natural andfortable atmosphere, they looked at each other. Though they had just met, they seemed like friends who had known each other for a long time. Song Soo-yeon felt a jolt of pain in her heart, like an electric shock, and her frozen body started to move. Something was wrong. If she just watched, it wouldnt be right. An rm rang in her head. She couldnt tell why. But the sight of them together was incredibly unpleasant for her. "Ah...mister! I said we''re not done talking...." She ran towards Jung-gyeom with a desperation she had never shown to her ssmates. Her voice sounded almost like a tantrum,pletely devoid of the venom she had before. "Um? mister.....? The age difference is..." Sce repeated Song Soo-yeons term for him. Then Jung-gyeom, as if waking from a dream, blinked a couple of times and turned his gaze towards Song Soo-yeon. "........." Song Soo-yeon could see the change on Jung-gyeom''s face. As if returning to reality, his face slowly became shrouded in sadness again. The despair he felt towards Song Soo-yeon returned. Ugh...! Although it was a natural reaction to the conversation, Song Soo-yeon felt her heart ache again. He smiles at Sce, but his smile fades when he looks at her. She hated that fact. No matter how much they fought, Sce had just met him. She was the one who was closer to him. She was Jung-gyeom''s closest friend. Jung-gyeom loved her. She couldn''t bear him showing a more positive expression to someone else. This wasn''t right. It made no sense that he looked more troubled when looking at her. He was supposed to smile happily at her and frown at others. That was the correct way. Song Soo-yeon wanted to push Sce away. She felt ufortable and suffocated with Sce near Jung-gyeom. Anxiety overwhelmed her. She keptparing herself to Sce. To extinguish the urgent fire, Song Soo-yeon wedged herself between Sce and Jung-gyeom. Then, gently pushing Sce away to create some distance, she said, "...Ah..Soo-yeon..?" "Uh...Unnie. Mister and I weren''t done talking. We... we just had a slight disagreement and were discussing it. We''re still talking, so please go away." She didn''t know why she, who had always been in control, had to say these words. But she felt it was necessary. Song Soo-yeons eyes turned to the flowers in Sce''s hand. "And...and those are my flowers. Mister bought them for me. Damn, why are you giving them to mister like it''s your present? You didnt buy them." Sce twitched her shoulders. "...Ah! No, it''s not like that...! I...I was watching from afar...and then..." Sce blinked and hesitated. "That...I saw you knocking off the flowers- Ah! Dropping them..." Song Soo-yeon couldn''t bear it any longer. She hadn''t knocked off the flowers. She opened her mouth to argue but hesitated, recalling the expression on Jung-gyeom''s face. .....Truthfully, even if it was a mistake, it wasn''t entirely wrong. Seizing the opportunity, Sce said, "I saw him leaving the flowers behind...I just wanted to pick them up for him...! Its not like I was giving a gift.....right!" Song Soo-yeon didn''t know what to say. She was speechless. In that silence, Sce awkwardly extended the flowers, and Song Soo-yeon awkwardly epted them. Song Soo-yeon found herself only ncing at Jung-gyeom. She briefly turned her head to steal a nce at him. But Jung-gyeom''s eyes were fixed back on Sce again. ".....Ugh." This was a new experience for Song Soo-yeon. Seeing a man, especially Jung-gyeom, looking at another woman instead of her. She shook his arm, trying to regain his attention, something she had never done before. "....Let''s...let''s talk somewhere else." ................ "Ah....mister!!" Song Soo-yeon shouted to recapture his attention. ".....What...what?" "....Follow me...!" Jung-gyeom''s face crumpled in confusion. It was inevitable. Song Soo-yeon herself was indecisive. Just moments ago, she had told him to get lost, and now she was asking him to follow her. ........... This time, it was Jung-gyeom who didn''t respond. It was clearer than ever that he didn''t want to talk. He seemed to still be nursing the fresh wound she had given him. Song Soo-yeon didn''t know what to do. Their roles hadpletely reversed. At that moment, Sce ced her hand on Jung-gyeom''s shoulder. Song Soo-yeon stiffened at the sight of their physical contact. She couldnt understand why Jung-gyeom didnt shake off her touch. Wasnt it disgusting? Song Soo-yeon had always found the touch of the opposite sex revolting and couldnt understand this. Sce spoke. ".....As Soo-yeon suggested, shall we move somewhere else?" "........What?" "....There are too many eyes here." Sce whispered, leaning in. Song Soo-yeon, caught in between, pushed Sce away again. Jung-gyeom, who hadnt followed Song Soo-yeon''s pull, began to move at Sce''s whisper. As he moved, Song Soo-yeon grabbed and pulled his arm. Many boys watched the scene with surprised eyes. But Song Soo-yeon didn''t care. She couldn''t afford to. Her heart was filled with thousands of unpleasant question marks. She couldnt understand why her heart was reacting this way. There were limited ces they could go. Song Soo-yeon didnt let go of Jung-gyeom''s arm until the end. It felt like she shouldnt. They arrived at the restaurant, a ce where they could escape the gaze of others. Sce followed them, along with a few of her fans, but Song Soo-yeon had no time to pay them any attention. Holding Jung-gyeom''s flowers, Song Soo-yeon began to unlock the restaurant door. .....Wow... Sces voice came from behind. Song Soo-yeon turned to look back. Jung-gyeom''s gaze was already on Sce, faster than anyone elses. This fact was yet another difort to Song Soo-yeon. Sce, noticing the subdued atmosphere between Jung-gyeom and Song Soo-yeon, fell silent. "Ah...sorry." ......... But Jung-gyeom didnt shift his gaze, as if waiting to hear why she was surprised. "Ah...that...I was looking at the pamphlet..." Sce pointed to a pamphlet set up in front of the restaurant. It was a pamphlet announcing free food distribution. "......You really seem more like a hero than me." Song Soo-yeon''s face crumpled at Sce''s ttery. Then, after opening the restaurant door, she led Jung-gyeom inside. "Ah...mister, just a moment." Song Soo-yeon pushed Jung-gyeom inside the restaurant and then stepped back outside. Sce, who was about to follow inside, stopped. ".......Why do you keep following us?" Song Soo-yeon asked. "....Huh?" "....Why are you following mister and me? Unnie...didnt I tell you I dont like heroes?" .......... ......Go back. Donte here anymore. Stop getting involved with me. Sce hesitated for a moment, then her eyes softened. She brought up apletely different topic. "....Soo-yeon, did you fight with him?" ................ "I''ll help you make up. Just let me in." It would be a lie to say Song Soo-yeons heart didnt waver. It swayed too easily, like a reed in the wind. She had neither friends nor allies. She didnt even know how to make amends. She had sessfully brought Jung-gyeom here, but once inside, she wouldnt know what to say. ".....How would you know how to...." "Trust me. You wont regret it." Sce spoke confidently. There was certainty in her eyes. ....... Song Soo-yeon couldnt simply ignore that. The memory of Jung-gyeom leaving the flowers behind and turning his back on her was still vivid. She remembered feeling powerless and lonely as he walked away. She also remembered how he didnt respond to her call to follow. What would happen if Jung-gyeom disappeared? ......Having felt his warmth already, she dreaded imagining a world without him. It was too frightening. It was as if she would have to hold hands with the devil himself. Finally, after a long time, Song Soo-yeon nodded slightly. Sce smiled. "The first time is hard, but the second is easier. Its okay. You can definitely make up." Song Soo-yeon opened the door to the restaurant. And for the first time, Sce intruded into their private space. Chapter 28: My Hero (4) Chapter 28: My Hero (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4-5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon and Sce entered the restaurant. Jung-gyeom was already seated. A steaming cup of tea was prepared across from him. Please, have a seat. He smiled faintly, but it was clear, even without looking into his heart, that he was enveloped inplex thoughts. Sce, with her characteristic bright demeanor, sat in the seat Jung-gyeom had pointed out to her. Wow, is this yuja tea? Lucky, it''s so cold outside. Song Soo-yeon also sat down like Sce, but Jung-gyeom did not meet her gaze. She knew it was because of the awkward atmosphere, but it still pained her. Jung-gyeom talked with Sce, who was trying to lift the mood, joking around lightheartedly. A hero feeling cold? I thought youd never get cold. Jung-gyeommented, ncing at the tightly fitted hero costume Sce was wearing. Sce returned a yful look andughed, making Jung-gyeom smile. Ahaha, just kidding. Its because of your power, right? You wield a power like the sun. Oh? Do you know about me? .......Well...I know a bit. Are you a fan of mine? Jung-gyeom smiled again, somewhat wistfully, and murmured, ......Something like that, I guess. Song Soo-yeon secretly grimaced. This was something new to her. The idea of Jung-gyeom showing interest in another woman, no, another person, irked her for some reason she couldnt understand. However, Sce, pleasantly surprised, raised her voice. Really? Then please call me Sce, not just hero! Is that okay? Yes! By the way, whats your name? Im Jung-gyeom. Song Soo-yeon quietly watched the two getting friendlier. Where had Sce, who promised to reconcile her with Jung-gyeom, disappeared to? She suppressed the rising anger within her. As expected, heroes couldnt be trusted. Finally, Song Soo-yeon discreetly pinched Sce''s thigh under the table. Sce, without looking at Song Soo-yeon, subtly moved her hand in response. Gently tapping Song Soo-yeon''s thigh, she signaled to wait a little longer. ......... Song Soo-yeon clenched her fists. She felt incredibly anxious. The image of Jung-gyeom turning away from her in disappointment kept reying in her mind. His hurt expression, the criticism and ridicule hurled at him, the dirtied flowers, and his trembling voice. ......His resignation to being hated. It was like seeing a reflection of herself from a few months ago. Jung-gyeom had saved her, yet she had only caused him pain. The regret made her hands tremble. Unaware of her feelings, Sce continued her conversation with Jung-gyeom. By the way, the pamphlet outside... is it true? What do you mean true? That if you dont have money, you provide a meal for free... Jung-gyeom scratched his head awkwardly. Ah, yes. I am doing that, but... it''s nothing remarkable. Not many people havee, so I havent been able to help much. In that moment, Sces earnest voice resonated. ....No? The previousughter was gone. There seemed to be not a trace of falsehood in her words. You really are amazing. As I said, youre more of a hero than a hero. Jung-gyeom''s eyes widened in surprise. Song Soo-yeon anxiously watched his reaction. He gradually reddened around the eyes and let out a powerlessugh. Song Soo-yeon couldnt understand why he kept getting moved. It was increasingly annoying to her. She didnt like how Sce was effortlessly swaying his emotions. Perhaps ashamed of himself, Jung-gyeom quickly adjusted his expression and waved his hands dismissively. Ah... Im sorry. I didnt mean to show tears again It''s okay. .......Actually, its the first time anyones said such things to me... He smiled sheepishly. And Song Soo-yeon couldn''t help but be quietly shocked. The first time. He had said that. Now that she thought about it, it was true. She had thought hundreds of times that he was incredible, but she had never said it out loud. She had only ever offered casual thanks like thanks or it was delicious. Youre amazing. Youre like a hero. She had never said such things. By not saying what she had always thought, she had let Sce move him to tears. Song Soo-yeon felt a strange regret. If she had said such things even once, he wouldnt have been moved to tears by Sce. He would have shed them for her. Complex thoughts scrambled her mind. Why was she even thinking like this? What did it matter to her who he cried in front of? She just... just wanted to reconcile. Eventually, Song Soo-yeon pinched Sces thigh. She felt the soft, robust texture of a healthy body through the hero costume. Sce discreetly tapped Song Soo-yeons hand in response. Then she spoke. So, did youe to know Soo-yeon here in the same way? Upon hearing her name, Song Soo-yeon held her breath. A sudden wave of tension made her heart pound. Jung-gyeom turned his gaze towards Song Soo-yeon. She couldnt look into his eyes. She just bowed her head like a sinner. He spoke. Thats Soo-yeons situation, so its a bit... inappropriate for me to discuss. Hearing that, Song Soo-yeon felt as if something was stuck in her throat. Even in this situation, he was considerate of her. Despite her disappointment in him, he was still doing this. "...Yes... we met like that. He helped me." Finally, Song Soo-yeon continued. She emphasized the part about being helped. She vaguely conveyed her gratitude to him. Sce kept the conversation light, preventing it from getting too heavy. This time, poking Song Soo-yeons cheek yfully, she spoke teasingly. Soo-yeon is lucky to have met someone like you. Just as she was about to nod, Jung-gyeomughed weakly. Ahaha... don''t force it like that. ....What? Sce asked back, and Song Soo-yeon lifted her head. Jung-gyeom spoke bitterly. .....It might not be the same for Soo-yeon. ....Ah... mister.. "...I''m starting to think it was pointless to attend today''s graduation. Just ended up embarrassing myself in front of your ssmates." Song Soo-yeon wanted to shout out that it wasn''t true, but she couldnt find her voice. Theplexity of the situation had left her at a loss on where to even begin unraveling it. She wasn''t even sure if Jung-gyeom would believe her anymore. It seemed like he had given up on her affection. It was as if he had abandoned the thought of being loved. That thought continued to press ufortably on Song Soo-yeons heart. "Probably not." At that moment, Sce interjected. "Soo-yeon likes Jung-gyeom a lot." Really? ....Really? Jung-gyeoms previously dim eyes sparked to life. When I first started working at the school, Soo-yeon always had a dark aura around her, but in the past few months, that has gradually disappeared. Song Soo-yeon blinked her eyes, then closed them again. She didnt stop Sce. It was a moment when she felt someone else needed to speak these embarrassing truths. As Jung-gyeoms expression brightened, she had to firmly shut her mouth. She often looks at her phone, sometimes hums a little song, and rushes off as soon as school ends. .....Soo-yeon does? Recently, she even told me shes happy to have made a friend, you know? Jung-gyeom looked confused. Song Soo-yeon forced herself to meet his eyes. She wanted to assure him that what Sce was saying wasn''t entirely false. It felt like she was making excuses through her eyes. .....She never said anything like that to me.. Jung-gyeom asked with difficulty. Maybe shes just shy? She isnt denying it and is quietly listening, right? ......... Jung-gyeom turned his head towards Song Soo-yeon. His expression was filled with confusion as he asked. ......Is that true? ......... ......Soo-yeon, if thats true, why did you tell me to leave today.... .......... ....Im confused. Im trying to do this for Soo-yeon... but she keeps getting angry, and I dont know what to do. Song Soo-yeon gathered her courage. She didnt care that Sce was there. It was the first time she was revealing her true feelings, but her instincts told her she couldn''t hide them anymore. She didnt want to miss this opportunity. "I''m just upset...." ....What? ....Dont you know that youre all I have now, mister? Do you think I''m angry at you because I dislike you...?" As Song Soo-yeon spoke, her thoughts began to clear. Yes, right now, Jung-gyeom was all she had. "Do I have to say it for you to know? How can I say it with my own mouth? That I don''t dislike you? .....How can I know if you dont say it? I cant read minds... ....I dont have friends. Even my parents abandoned me. Who else do I have if not you?" ............ In this garbage-like world, you''re the only person I''ve been close to. How can you not know?" Song Soo-yeon recalled Jung-gyeoms pure intentions as she spoke. You were the only one who showed me genuine kindness... and you even saved my life. ....Soo-yeon, I told you, its also my first time having a friend. Im just as clumsy. I can''t read minds. How can I really know? Especially when you always curse and push me away. ....Damn it.... How can I say it when Im embarrassed... .....Then why did you tell me to leave at the graduation? ......I was angry. What? How can I not be angry when youre telling me to go somewhere else... How can I stay calm? I was happy with our daily life together, wasnt it the same for you? ....Of course, I was also happy- -If you were happy, you should have talked to me before telling me to go..! Song Soo-yeon yelled out loud, her feelings of being neglected pouring out all at once. You could have asked for my opinion before deciding! ......... "....You always said that. There are joys that money can''t buy. I felt the same. I was really happy. It''s not because you paid me or gave me a ce to stay. I can give up the sry and return the house." Song Soo-yeon bit her lower lip. Sh*t... I dont want to leave... Im just annoyed because you keep telling me to go....! Jung-gyeom and Song Soo-yeon returned to the argument they had already had yesterday. Jung-gyeoms expression twisted. ......But the situation at the restaurant is not good right now. I cant afford to take care of you anymore. .....Didnt I say I dont need money? ...Then how and when are you nning to gather the deposit? Song Soo-yeon swallowed hard. She cautiously proposed the solution she had thought about hundreds of times the day before. .....Lets live together. .....What? What? Sce was equally surprised at her side. However, Song Soo-yeon didn''t care. I trust you. I know you wont do anything to me like other men. Just for a while... let''s live together. .......... Its not like Im saying lets live together forever. Just until the situation gets better.... I just... dont want to leave right now Jung-gyeom didnt respond for a moment, looking stunned. Song Soo-yeon couldnt read his thoughts as her ability wasn''t activated. She couldnt tell if he was considering it or simply fed up with her. But Song Soo-yeon didnt stop. .....If you dislike it, Ill just stay at the restaurant. Jung-gyeom, hearing her words, shifted his gaze. He asked, ......Why... would you go to such lengths? ....Why did you go to such lengths for me? ............ .........I havent repaid even a bit of your kindness. She murmured, recalling Jung-gyeoms pure intentions. Clinging to this one justification, however clumsy it might have been, gave Song Soo-yeon a sanctuary of sorts. .....Right. So let me repay you. Ill leave after Ive repaid you. Ill leave then. In truth, Song Soo-yeon had already incurred a debt of gratitude she could never repay in a lifetime, ever since the day she was about to jump off the rooftop. It was her way of saying she wanted to stay by his side for the rest of her life. Sce interjected again. "...It''s human nature to want to repay kindness." Jung-gyeoms eyes snapped open. He had been reacting dramatically to Sces words. Song Soo-yeon began to feel annoyed by this fact. No matter how much Sce was helping, it bothered her to see Jung-gyeom react like that. Have you ever felt the desire to repay a favor, Jung-gyeom? At that question, Jung-gyeoms eyes fixed on Sce. For an ufortably long time. In that silence, Song Soo-yeons heart pricked painfully. She couldnt understand why it was so irritating to see him looking at someone other than herself. Maybe she disliked the misunderstanding or delusion Sce might have. Jung-gyeom was already in love with her, so wouldnt it be pitiful if she was mistaken? .....A favor... yes, I think... I understand what you mean now. Jung-gyeom murmured. Song Soo-yeon opened her mouth again, trying to recapture his attention. ....So, mister... let me stay by your side. Let''s go back to how we were before. ....... Cooking delicious food... exchanging greetings... maybe even going out asionally." Imagining going out seemed to amuse Jung-gyeom, who chuckled. Song Soo-yeon felt her spirits lifting as the atmosphere began to rx. ....You''re a loner like me, mister. So... let''s stay together. I''ll try to get angry less from now on... Song Soo-yeon nced at Sce, thinking it might be better to rify an important fact before she got the wrong idea. ......So.....sh*t.... just... keep liking me like before." ....... "...Ah, this is so embarrassing..." Song Soo-yeon whispered shyly. Jung-gyeomughed. .....I didnt tell you to look for another job because I disliked you, Soo-yeon. Sce reacted as well. .....What? She covered her mouth in surprise, alternating her gaze between Jung-gyeom and Song Soo-yeon. Exactly the response Song Soo-yeon had hoped for. Are you two... in that kind of rtionship? What? Jung-gyeom raised a metaphorical question mark. Sce asked more specifically. Were you... lovers? Is that why Jung-gyeom is helping Soo-yeon so much? They werent lovers. But there was one-sided love being received. Wanting to reveal this fact, Song Soo-yeon felt an itch to speak up. She didnt want Sce to get too cocky just for catching a bit of Jung-gyeoms attention. ....What are you talking about? Were not in a romantic rtionship. Jung-gyeoms expression hardened. Song Soo-yeon wondered if there was a need for him to be so serious. But... the nuance of Soo-yeons words just now... ...Nuance? .......Like being loved... that sort of... Sces voice trailed off, sounding cautious. Song Soo-yeon enjoyed her reaction. She secretly smiled. Jung-gyeom then said, ......Why do you keep saying that? Why would I love Soo-yeon. I like her as a person, but its definitely not love. Song Soo-yeons expression hardened at his following words. Her sinking heart was an added bonus. ......What? Though she couldnt hear his inner thoughts, his expression spoke truer than ever before. Chapter 29: My Hero (5) Chapter 29: My Hero (5) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4-5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here ......Why do you keep saying that? Why would I love Soo-yeon? I like her as a person, but it''s definitely not love. If only she could hear his true feelings. It was impossible to tell whether Jung-gyeom was lying or telling the truth. She just wanted to believe it was a lie. The reason was unclear. But when Jung-gyeom denied loving her, her heart instantly felt empty. It was as if something that had always been there, holding her heart together, had disappeared. Jung-gyeom asked, So, Soo-yeon, you just want to be liked as a friend, right? Thats what you mean, isnt it? Song Soo-yeon reacted btedly to Jung-gyeoms question. Ever since hearing him say he didnt love her, her mind kept drifting elsewhere. .....What? Oh... that... ....... ...... Song Soo-yeon alternately looked at Sce and Jung-gyeom. As they waited for an answer, she weakly replied, .....Yes. Thats what I meant. Right? Contrary to Song Soo-yeons feelings, an atmosphere of reconciliation warmly filled the store. Jung-gyeom also spoke more softly. Soo-yeon has always been afraid of men. With her stunning beauty, shes suffered a lot. I couldnt add to that hurt. ......... As he continued, Song Soo-yeons heart grew heavier. Despite hearing these stories repeated dozens of times, the impact of the sentences felt different now. She wanted to know why he said he didnt love her. Song Soo-yeon reflected on all the kindness he had shown her. Cooking for free. Saving her from bullies. Storming into the Hero Association to confront Shake. Solving school violence. Addressing her parental issues. Providing a house. And even paying her a sry. Could all this be done without love? No. Surely Jung-gyeom must love her. But... why then did he deny it? With such a serious expression. Out of embarrassment? Or because Sce was there? Whatever it was, her emotions were a tangled mess, adding to her confusion. ....I thought all the things you did were because of romantic feelings. Ahaha... no. Jung-gyeom endlessly denied love. Each time he did, Song Soo-yeons heart seemed to fall deeper and deeper. Then why do you do these good deeds, Jung-gyeom? ........... Once again, Jung-gyeom looked intently at Sce. It was the second time he had given her such a look. Its a secret. He said it was for self-satisfaction. As Jung-gyeom tried to hide something meaningfully from Sce,beling it as a secret, Song Soo-yeon immediately exposed him. She couldnt understand why she did it. But she was certain she felt repulsion. ........ As Jung-gyeom looked at her, Song Soo-yeon spoke. ....Theres nothing to hide, is there? Thats true, isnt it? -p! Just then, Sce pped her hands loudly, drawing everyones attention. Ive made up my mind! Jung-gyeom and Song Soo-yeon turned to look at her. ....What have you decided? Ive decided to be closer, no, to help Jung-gyeom and Soo-yeon get closer! .....What? Song Soo-yeon felt ufortable. It was displeasing. The thought of Sce getting closer to Jung-gyeom brought a sense of rejection, almost like a warning of danger. Herplex feelings were annoying her. Her heart felt constricted. ....I dont like it. Song Soo-yeon spoke out. Sce responded with a hurt tone. .....Oh...? Really....? ....... ....I was trying to help you reconcile.... ....It feels like you have some ulterior motive. ....What ulterior motive? Song Soo-yeon alternated her gaze between Jung-gyeom and Sce. She couldnt pinpoint it, but she hoped their rtionship wouldn''t progress further. .....Soo-yeon, dont be like that. Jung-gyeom chimed in. Song Soo-yeon thought he would understand her feelings. .....Mister, you know I dont like heroes.... She spoke as if throwing a tantrum, but Jung-gyeom didnt back down. ......I told you there are true heroes that shouldn''t be hated. ..........What...? Song Soo-yeon couldnt believe her ears. She hadnt expected him to say such a thing in front of a hero. Her eyes turned towards Sce. ........So, Sce is that true hero? ......I dont know, but we wont know unless we get closer, right? .......... Jung-gyeoms head turned towards Sce. Song Soo-yeon felt that his gaze was being too easily stolen by Sce. Discontent began to rise within her. But how do you n to get us closer? Jung-gyeom asked Sce, smiling slightly. Despite the question being hard to answer specifically, Sce confidently retorted as if she had a n. How about drinking? .....What? .....Drinking? Yes, drinking! Shake said theres nothing better than alcohol for getting closer! Soo-yeon is an adult too, right? Jung-gyeom tilted his head. ....Do you like drinking? No? Actually, Ive never tried it. But why suggest drinking then... Because its a celebration of Jung-gyeom and Soo-yeon reconciling... and like I said, it''s good for getting closer... and it helps to open up, right? Opening up. Song Soo-yeon mulled over those words. Yes, now that she thought about it, there was that method. Getting Jung-gyeom to drink and speak his true feelings. To make him admit in front of Sce that he actually loved her. She was also curious about alcohol. What exactly was it, that led her mother down the path of addiction? What was it that caused people to fall apart sopletely? ''I thought about trying alcohol someday. The opportunity hase sooner than expected.'' There was no resentment towards alcohol. Her feelings for her mother had been set aside a long time ago. Isnt it a bit too early? Despite Jung-gyeom''sment, Sce was undeterred. Who says you can only drink at night? ....Thats true, but... what about work? Isnt it still working hours? If it were working hours, I wouldnt be here! I caught a viin this morning, so I got the day off! ....Really? ......Do you... dislike the idea? As Jung-gyeom hesitated, Sce cautiously asked. ....No. I actually like drinking. Jung-gyeom answered. Song Soo-yeon frowned again. ....You like drinking, sir? Yes. Ah... maybe you feel that way because of your mother...? Jung-gyeom asked cautiously. However, Song Soo-yeon was honest. No. Ive actually been curious. Just... didnt know you liked drinking until now... .....Well, I havent had much chance to drink. ........ Jung-gyeom shrugged his shoulders. .....Then shall we have a drink for a change? Are you okay with that, Soo-yeon? .....Yes. I do want to try it. That.... .....? ....Its a chance to learn about alcohol from an adult. Jung-gyeomughed happily at that. Sce also giggled, covering her mouth. Hes an adult, indeed. Jung-gyeom said, after a burst ofughter. Sce, calming down from herughter, asked, Hey, Soo-yeon, why do you keep calling Jung-gyeom mister? You dont seem to have much of an age difference. .......Thats none of your business. Saying it like that hurts my feelings. Hehe. Anyway, Jung-gyeom, how old are you...? Im 23 years old. Im two years younger. Im 21. Song Soo-yeon felt awkward again on the side. Despite the small age difference, she felt strangely defeated by Sce, who was even closer in age to Jung-gyeom. Jung-gyeom stood up. Then wait here. Ill get some side dishes ready. Oh, then Ill go buy the alcohol. Sce also stood up. Jung-gyeoms eyes scanned her from head to toe. She was still in her hero costume. ....In that outfit? Oh, of course Ill change beforeing back. Jung-gyeoms eyes widened, and he asked as if he couldnt believe it. ......Youreing back in regr clothes? Yes. Of course, right? Why? Song Soo-yeon couldnt find an opening to interject in their conversation. Their back and forth was too seamless. Among the three of them, Song Soo-yeon increasingly felt a lonely anxiety. ......No... just surprised to hear about a heros casual attire... It''s hard to get closer if I keep hiding my face. Oh! Sce suddenly eximed as if something had urred to her, bringing her hand close to her mouth. Then, she pulled down the mask that was covering her nose and mouth. ...Oh. With Jung-gyeoms exmation, a refreshingly beautiful woman revealed her face. She was wless, with a bright and cute appearance that matched the atmosphere. Now that were going to get closer, Ill tell you my real name! But you cant go around saying it, okay? What? My name is Min-Bom! Its a single character! Song Soo-yeons heart ached again at the mention of a single character name. Why... did her name, like Jung-gyeom''s, have to be a single character? Despite her dislike, Sce effortlessly bridged the distance. Min-Bom? ...Unusual, right? Song Soo-yeon looked at Jung-gyeoms expression. ............Mister.. Jung-gyeom was no longer even looking at Song Soo-yeon. ...No. Bom...Bom... It suits you so well, Im surprised. His expression brightened beautifully. It was a shy smile that Song Soo-yeon had never seen before. ....Ah. Song Soo-yeon clutched her chest. Something seemed to have pierced and passed through her heart just now. Chapter 30: My Hero (6) Chapter 30: My Hero (6) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4-5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Under excessive stress, Song Soo-yeon always only had one choice. To kill her emotions. Despite reconciling with Jung-gyeom, the unease never stopped; it even intensified. It was like that every time Jung-gyeom looked at Sce, no, Min-Bom. Sce had already changed into cute casual clothes and was sitting in the store. "Do you like spicy food?" Jung-gyeom''s voice echoed from the kitchen. "Yes! I like it!" Min-Bom responded energetically. She seemed excited about the uing drinking session. Song Soo-yeon wasn''t. If Min-Bom hadn''t been there, perhaps she might have enjoyed herself. But Min-Bom''s presence made her feel as though her and Jung-gyeom''s space was being invaded. It was ufortable. Song Soo-yeon waited quietly before asking. "....Mister, aren''t you going to ask me?" "Huh? Ask what." "....Whether I like spicy food or not." "You like it, dont you." "....... Song Soo-yeon had nothing to say. She didn''t even understand why she was acting so childishly. Soon, Jung-gyeom brought out thest side dish. Stir-fried beef brisket with bean sprouts, fried chicken, and finally, a spicy seafood noodle soup was ced on the table. "Wow....." Min-Bom reacted with admiration. Her expression genuinely reflected her feelings. "You didn''t have to go to all this trouble... Thank you." Jung-gyeom, seeing this, gave a bashful smile. "It makes me happy to see you react like that." Watching Jung-gyeom''s happiness, Song Soo-yeon''s heart sank even further. No matter how much she tried to kill her emotions, the pain didnt subside. Unfounded irritation towards Min-Bom also arose. ....Is she flirting with mister? ....Even feelings she had never thought she''d have towards another woman began to surface. "Its Song Soo-yeon''s graduation, so I thought Id put in some effort." And then, Jung-gyeom''s words lightly lifted Song Soo-yeon''s sunken mood. As Song Soo-yeon blinked and looked at Jung-gyeom, he was smiling brightly at her. ".....Im d we reconciled. It wouldn''t have been nice to fight on graduation day." "......Mister..." Song Soo-yeon swallowed her smile. And then she whispered quietly. ".....Thank you." "Congrattions." Jung-gyeom congratted her once more. Song Soo-yeon took a deep breath in and out, refreshing her mind. "So, Hero. What are we drinking-" "-It''s Min-Bom." Min-Bom yfully corrected Jung-gyeom. A smile lingered on her lips from the scene she had just witnessed between Jung-gyeom and Song Soo-yeon. "Huh?" "Please call me Min-Bom. I''m not Sce right now, right? Im just a civilian." "Ahaha.. Is that so? Alright then, Min-Bom, where''s the alcohol?" Min-Bom got up from her seat. Song Soo-yeon quietly watched her. Min-Bom walked to the refrigerator that was in the kitchen, pulled out a ck bag, and found soju inside. "Cheers! Here''s the soju!" "......Red cap...?" Jung-gyeom tilted his head, muttering to himself. Song Soo-yeon and Min-Bom were equally puzzled. "....What''s ''red cap''?" Min-Bom asked. Jung-gyeom pointed to the soju bottle she was holding. "...That soju. The red cap." ".....Huh?" Min-Bom still didn''t seem to understand what Jung-gyeom was saying. The same went for Song Soo-yeon. It was exactly the kind her mother used to drink. ".....That one has a slightly higher alcohol content. It''s your first time, are you sure youll be okay?" "Ah..! Is that so...?" Min-Bom looked like she had made a mistake. Her eyes wandered between the soju and Jung-gyeom. "...Is...is this not okay? I...I''ve never drunk alcohol before..." "It''s fine, but... you might want to be a bit careful." "....." Song Soo-yeon''s eyes quietly shifted to Jung-gyeom. "....You too, Song Soo-yeon." And with that, things went back to normal. "Um... well, thanks for letting me know. Shall we have a drink before the food gets cold...?" Min-Bom cautiously suggested. There was still a hint of innocence in her demeanor. She seemed excited about trying alcohol for the first time. Jung-gyeom smiled at her enthusiasm. "Here, give it to me." Jung-gyeom took the soju bottle from Min-Bom''s hand. "I actually dont know much about drinking etiquette either." Min-Bom sat down, and Jung-gyeom unscrewed the cap. "....I grew up alone. Nobody was there to teach me." "......" "......" Song Soo-yeon and Min-Bom nodded silently, understanding. Jung-gyeom looked at the soju with a wistful eye. "Soter, when the opportunity arises, I rmend you learn proper drinking etiquette from someone else. I''m not a good teacher." "It''s okay. Ill still take your advice!" Min-Bom held out her soju ss with both hands stretched out. Jung-gyeom, amused by her innocence, poured her first drink. Song Soo-yeon fiddled with her own ss, a bitte. Only after Min-Bom''s turn passed could she extend her hand. Song Soo-yeon''s ss was filled. While doing so, Jung-gyeom spoke. "Let''s set one rule though. Since we''ve gathered to get closer, no one fills their own ss. How''s that?" "Sounds good." Min-Bom chuckled and agreed. Meanwhile, Song Soo-yeon reached for Jung-gyeom''s soju bottle. ".....I''ll pour for you, Mister." "Ahaha, thank you." His ss too was filled. Then everyone held their sses, eyeing each other. Jung-gyeom initiated the toast. "Its early, but....cheers!" "Please take care of me!" Min-Bom smiled and clinked sses, "....... And Song Soo-yeon cautiously extended her ss. Everyone gulped down their soju in unison. Song Soo-yeon easily downed her soju. ''....What?'' She thought. It was milder than expected. Everyone else always grimaced at the bitterness of their first drink, but for her, it didnt feel that way. It was almost sweet. The taste wasn''t bad, but Song Soo-yeon didn''t feel like showing it, especially with Jung-gyeom watching her as if curious about her reaction. "How is it, Song Soo-yeon?" "......Nothing special." "Really? What about you, Min-Bom... Min-Bom?" Song Soo-yeon looked at Min-Bom, following Jung-gyeom''s gaze. Min-Bom was hunched over, motionless. Her expression was deeply furrowed, and her eyes confusedly wandered between the soju ss and Jung-gyeom. After a long while, she finally exhaled a breath through her teeth. "....Ew...is this...is this spoiled...?" Jung-gyeom burst intoughter. He leaned his head back slightly, his eyes curving as heughed loudly. Song Soo-yeon watched his reaction with slight bewilderment. In the months they had been together, she had never seen himugh like that. Jung-gyeom then said, still chuckling. "Why, not the taste you were imagining?" "You...it''s too bitter! Song Soo-yeon...how could you drink this?" Song Soo-yeon''s gaze was still fixed on Jung-gyeom. Should she have acted like Min-Bom, reacting cutely and innocently to the bitterness? She wondered if Jung-gyeom would haveughed for her too. "....I just...found it bearable..." Song Soo-yeon answered absentmindedly. Min-Bom continued. "....Why do adults drink this?" "You''re an adult too, Min-Bom." "Oh, that...yes, I am. But why do they all drink this...?" "It does make you feel good after a while." Jung-gyeom assured. There was certainty in his eyes. Believing in Jung-gyeom''s words, Song Soo-yeon''s eyes drifted towards the soju bottle. ....If what he said was true, there was nothing more Song Soo-yeon needed. She felt like her mood was constantly hitting rock bottom. Song Soo-yeon picked up the bottle again and extended both hands towards Jung-gyeom. "....Aren''t you going to eat the side dishes first?" "....Hurry up and take it." Jung-gyeom smiled warmly at her again. "Definitely feels less lonely when someone else pours for you." It felt like she was on a roller coaster. Of course, Song Soo-yeon had never been on one, but it must feel something like this. Her mood fluctuated between feeling bad and good. The fact that Jung-gyeom felt less lonely because of her, even without alcohol, made her slightly exhrated. "...I''ll keep pouring for you in the future." Jung-gyeom yfully raised his eyebrows. "....Your tone''s softer? Feeling a little cautious?" Moreover, she blushed too easily at his yfulness. "......What are you talking about?" In the past, she might have hurled insults, but she was indeed being cautious, as he said. Especially since an irritating presence had appeared. Song Soo-yeon handed him the bottle and extended her ss. Jung-gyeom refilled her ss. This simple exchange seemed to grow their bond. She began to understand why alcohol was considered good for socializing. As Song Soo-yeon''s ss was filled, Min-Bom extended hers as well. "Me too, please!" "You said it''s bitter. Are you sure?" "We still have to get closer!" Jung-gyeom smiled and filled Min-Bom''s ss. The thought of them building a bond made Song Soo-yeon''s heart heavy. Song Soo-yeon clinked her ss and downed her soju again. .....It wasn''t as bitter this time. The atmosphere became lively. Empty soju bottles started to line up. However, Song Soo-yeon''s mood did not improve. Instead, she grew more troubled watching Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom getting closer. ".....So that''s how you got selected. I never thought you could be a hero at such a young age." "You have enough talent to be one. That''s impressive." "Not really. Like I said, I think Jung-gyeom is more amazing. You seem much more like a hero than me." Song Soo-yeon couldn''t find an opening to join in their bright conversation. Moreover, Jung-gyeom''s attention was only on Min-Bom. The longer the drinking session, the more Song Soo-yeon understood her feelings. She realized why she was feeling so bad. .....She disliked Min-Bom getting close to Jung-gyeom. She couldnt understand why. She just didn''t like it and felt spiteful. It was hard to hide her feelings, especially on a day when she needed to be extra careful. Song Soo-yeon raised her ss. It was already empty. "....Mis-" Before she could call Jung-gyeom to refill her ss, he gently grabbed her hand that was lifting the ss. Song Soo-yeon felt sobered up instantly. Her slightly dizzy head cleared in a moment. ".....Song Soo-yeon, are you okay?" "......Yes?" ".....You''ve been silently drinking, and I''m worried. You know you get drunk faster if you drink without talking, right?" ".....Is that true?" "...Hehe. You lose track of your pace." "........" Even amidst this, Song Soo-yeon wondered why she didn''t dislike his touch. Every physical contact she had experienced from men so far was repulsive, but why did this touch... make her heart flutter? She wished he wouldn''t let go of her. As she entertained these thoughts, she chose silence, and Jung-gyeom, surprised, withdrew his hand. "....Ah. Sorry. I guess I''m drunk too." "....It''s okay." "...Are you going to drink more?" ".....If you pour for me." "Control your drinking. Stop if you feel dizzy." Song Soo-yeon felt her heart lift as she conversed with Jung-gyeom for the first time in a while. Breathing became easier, her mind more alert, and her mood much improved. "You two seem close." Min-Bommented from the side. Interrupted by her, Song Soo-yeon felt a strange spite arise. ".....Of course we''re close. Did you think we werent?" Jung-gyeom chimed in too. "What do you mean? It was Min-Bom who said that Song Soo-yeon doesn''t hate me." Min-Bom frantically waved her hands in defense. "Ah, no... it''s true... but still, after seeing you two fight today, and also...." "......?" "I felt a sense of distance in the way you address each other, considering how long you''ve been together...." Jung-gyeom and Song Soo-yeon exchanged nces. ".....That''s true." Jung-gyeom readily admitted, and "......What''s wrong with calling him Mister?" Song Soo-yeon challenged. Min-Bom raised her hands as if to show she meant no harm. "No, it''s fine! But... considering the age difference is only three years, isnt Mister a bit much?" "..........." A sense of foreboding crept up on Song Soo-yeon. She didn''t like the direction the conversation was taking. Jung-gyeom spoke up. "Right? I even suggested changing it before, but Song Soo-yeon didn''t like the idea. I can''t force her." "What did you want to be called?" Min-Bom, suddenly interested, wore a yful smile. Jung-gyeom rolled his eyes, recalling that moment. "....Um....Mister Gyeom... I think?" "What, so it was still Mister?" "....Right?" Song Soo-yeon wanted to end this conversation. Her heart was pounding increasingly. Something unpleasant was approaching. "....So what? It''s none of your business, isnt it?" "....Hmm.... I guess so." Jung-gyeom joined in. "Actually, the title Mister has be so established that it''s impossible to change it now." "......What?" Song Soo-yeon''s voice wasced with confusion. "Huh?" ".....Ah... that... never mind." Song Soo-yeon felt a strange twist in her heart. Unknowingly, she might have thought of the title as something temporary, to be changed one day. Like Min-Bom, Song Soo-yeon might have been bothered by the distance implied by the title. She was just beginning to realize these feelings within herself. But the die was cast, and it seemed unlikely that the title would change. This realization nted an ufortable dissatisfaction in her. Jung-gyeom had warned her before. Once a title takes hold, it''s hard to change. Somehow, those words echoed in Song Soo-yeon''s ears. ".......I dont want to keep calling you Mr. Jung-gyeom." At that moment, a shy voice came from Song Soo-yeon''s left. Song Soo-yeon turned her head. Min-Bom was looking at Jung-gyeom. "Is that so?" "I just find the title Mr. still awkward. Maybe I''m not grown-up enough." "So how would you like to call me?" Min-Bom twirled her long hair around her finger, avoiding eye contact, and murmured. "......Gyeom... oppa?" --- raei: ahh honorifics/titles are my biggest weakness. Sorry if I missed anything. Chapter 31: My Hero (7) Chapter 31: My Hero (7) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4-5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "......Gyeom... oppa?" Song Soo-yeon had to helplessly watch the scene unfold. There was no justification to prevent the change in address. She had her chance, and it was she who had rejected it. Her chosen address for him was Mister. ".........." It was her own fault, yet for some reason, she wanted to me someone else. She wanted to be angry, wishing Min-Bom wouldn''t call Jung-gyeom oppa. That addresscked the distance Mister had. It seemed more intimate, closer. The thought of someone being closer to Jung-gyeom than herself made her stomach churn. ''Why?'' She had asked herself this question hundreds of times today. Jung-gyeom, who was lonely, was making friends, achieving his dreams. Why was she feeling so bad about it? Why did she dislike it? Did she, unknowingly, dislike Jung-gyeom? Did she not want him to be happy? No, that couldn''t be it. Then, was it Sce, or Min-Bom, she didn''t like? ...Of course, she didn''t like her, but she never thought Min-Bom was bad. She was the first woman who didn''t feel jealous of her. Definitely a good person. ...Yet, watching the two get closer was torturous. Jung-gyeom''s face turned red. Song Soo-yeon wanted to believe it was because of the alcohol. She wanted to believe his shyughter was not because of Min-Bom''s suggestion, but an outburst caused by alcohol. Afterughing meaninglessly for a while, he asked. "....Are you suggesting we drop formalities?" "....I would like that." Song Soo-yeon nervously awaited Jung-gyeom''s response, but she knew it wasn''t a fair fight. "Okay." Jung-gyeom soon replied. ".....It feels familiar." Min-Bom questioned. "Familiar?" "Ah, no, it''s just something." "Hmm.... so can I drop formalities?" Song Soo-yeon looked at Jung-gyeom. He smiled at Min-Bom. "Sure. Let''s drop them, Bom." Song Soo-yeon''s heart sank. "Et hehe... Okay, Gyeom oppa." Twice. Even Song Soo-yeon, who felt foolish, could see the budding feelings between them. The address was too affectionate. Unlike the Mister she used. And the Ms. Soo-yeon* he used for her. Song Soo-yeon''s hand began to tremble faintly. She disliked it. Whatever the reason, she disliked it. She picked up her ss of soju and gulped it down her throat. "....Mister. I need another drink." ".....Soo-yeon. Why are you rushing like that...?" Song Soo-yeon mmed her ss down on the table. The sound echoed throughout the store. Drinking gave her courage. She felt like she could finally speak her mind. She looked at Min-Bom. "Why are you doing this to us?" "......What?" Song Soo-yeon exhaled a short sigh. She didn''t care that Jung-gyeom looked flustered. "Mister is so naively kind that he might not realize it, but do you know how unnatural it is for you to approach us like this?" "...So.. Soo-yeon?" "What kind of hero suddenly wants to get close and reveals their identity? If there''s no ulterior motive, it doesnt make any sense logically." Min-Bom''s eyes began to wander as well. She looked at Song Soo-yeon and Jung-gyeom with a puzzled expression. "And you keep flirting with Mister, acting all cute....!" "...Wh..what...? I...I never did that...." "Don''t say you didn''t, geez..." The words flowing out of Song Soo-yeon''s mouth felt eerily familiar to her. She quickly realized why. She was saying the same things she had endlessly heard from other female students. ''Why am I saying these things?'' But she wanted an answer. "Did Shake ask you to spy on Mister? Are you holding a grudge against him because of what happened at the Hero Association?" "No, Song Soo-yeon! I would never do that!" Min-Bom eximed in shock. But Song Soo-yeon was relentless. "How would I know? I dont really know you!" "Why would a hero bear a grudge against a civilian...?" "I dont know either. I''m just talking about possibilities. Be honest, Min-Bom. Being a hero isnt about being good. It''s about being strong and able to subdue viins. Heroes can be just as dirty as viins!" "........." The smile disappeared from Min-Bom''s face. She looked bewildered, unable to find the right words. Song Soo-yeon tasted a small victory. But at the same time, she worried about Jung-gyeom. If Min-Bom really appeared here to spy on Jung-gyeom, she didn''t know what to do next. "...Song Soo-yeon,e here." At that moment, Jung-gyeom called Song Soo-yeon. She hesitated for a moment, then got up and sat next to Jung-gyeom. Min-Bom looked even more bewildered. But Jung-gyeom reassured her. "Bom, calm down. It''s not because we''re wary of you that I asked Soo-yeon toe here." Every time he called her ''Bom'', Song Soo-yeon''s heart ached. "Take a moment to breathe, okay?" Jung-gyeomforted Min-Bom gently. She nodded and began to take deep breaths. Meanwhile, Jung-gyeom patted Song Soo-yeon''s back gently and said. "Soo-yeon, I know you don''t like heroes." "........" "And thank you for worrying about me. I never really thought about that." Min-Bom flinched slightly. "Bom, calm down. It''s okay." Once again, Jung-gyeom showed his palm to Min-Bom, soothing her. Song Soo-yeon slightly bowed her head, feeling the warmth from Jung-gyeom''s hand on her back. "But it''s okay. I don''t think she would do that." "........." Song Soo-yeon had expected it. She thought Jung-gyeom would say something like this. "So, Soo-yeon, let''s not be too guarded. Everything will be fine." However, she didnt want to back down. Song Soo-yeon, in ast-ditch effort, said to him, ".....But it''s strange, isn''t it? Someone wanting to get close and revealing their identity just like that." "...Yes. It can be. I hadnt thought about it. Thank you for bringing it up. Now we can ask for the reason, so calm down, okay?" Song Soo-yeon raised her head and looked towards Jung-gyeom. She had never been this close to his face before. She could feel her face reddening, but unlike before, she didn''t want to turn away in embarrassment. His straight gaze was etched in her memory. Their breaths were close enough to touch. Was it the alcohol? Even this close to him, she wasnt scared of him being a man. Jung-gyeom turned his head. For Song Soo-yeon, the moment seemed fleeting. She regained herposure and turned to Min-Bom. "Bom, so... was there a reason?" "........." "I dont think you came to me for a strange reason. Just like Song Soo-yeon said... maybe you had something you wanted." "Can you tell us honestly?" "......." "....About getting closer." Finally, Min-Bom seemed to gather her resolve, shedding her anxious demeanor. She extended her empty soju ss to Jung-gyeom. Without a word, he refilled her ss. Min-Bom grimaced as she drank the soju and then began to speak. ".........Song Soo-yeon is right." Her informal speech now felt natural. "What.....?" Min-Bom quickly waved her hands before Jung-gyeom could misunderstand. "No, no, not like that. Not abouting to spy... but about what Song Soo-yeon said earlier. That heroes can be as dirty as viins. I totally... agree. It''s not something a hero should say, but." Song Soo-yeon secretly grabbed Jung-gyeom''s arm. She watched Min-Bom from behind his shoulder. "The truth is.... I know best. That heroes... aren''t always as righteous as they seem. They''re just strong ones on the right side." Min-Bom let out a long sigh. Theughter was gone from her words, each one heavy with sincerity. "You''d be surprised to know how many seniors became heroes not for justice but for money and fame." Song Soo-yeon snorted. "....I dont think Id be that surprised." Min-Bom alsoughed awkwardly at thement. "Ahaha, really? Well, if Song Soo-yeon realized that, then we really have a problem. Now I understand why you dislike heroes." Song Soo-yeon shook Jung-gyeom''s arm, trying to elicit a reaction, signaling that the conversation should be over, but Jung-gyeom calmly waited for Min-Bom to continue speaking. Min-Bom continued speaking. "Embarrassingly, I was the same. A hypocrite. I thought this way internally but never had the courage to act on it. I was disappointed with heroes in my heart, yet I was just like them. Just... going out to fight viins and smiling at citizens. I didn''t do more than that." "....Stop beating around the bush. What''s your purpose in awkwardly approaching us like this?" "....Dont you get it? It''s because Gyeom oppa is the hero I always imagined." "........What?" Song Soo-yeon felt as if her secret had been exposed. He was her hero, unknown to anyone else. But Min-Bom had realized it too. "A regr person, not even a hero, stood up to Shake for what''s right. I could never have mustered that kind of courage." ".....That''s something you don''t know, Bom." Jung-gyeom encouraged Min-Bom with a serious tone, but she shook her head. "No, oppa. I really couldn''t have done it. Haven''t I failed to do so until now?" "........." "Song Soo-yeon, you said it yesterday in the ssroom, didn''t you? That heroes are just thugs. You were right. But... I don''t want to remain a thug. I want to be a ''true hero.'' Not just catching viins, but helping everyone who needs a hand." ''True hero.'' A term Song Soo-yeon had heard often. She nced nervously at Jung-gyeom. Min-Bom looked around the restaurant and said, "....Look at this. Even in tight circumstances, he set up a restaurant to help others. He lent his home for your sake... If Gyeom oppa isnt a hero, then what is he?" Song Soo-yeon swallowed hard. She tightened her grip on Jung-gyeom''s arm, holding onto him more firmly. She mustered the courage to ask, "....So what? Are you trying to say you fell for Mister at first sight or some nonsense like that? What does Mister being like a hero have to do with you awkwardly approaching him?" "Well.... thats because...." Min-Bom, seemingly needing courage, extended her ss again. Jung-gyeom calmly refilled it. But this time, Song Soo-yeon also picked up her ss. She wanted to drown out her frustration. "....Is it okay?" Jung-gyeom asked. "Pour it, Mister." As she answered firmly, Jung-gyeom shrugged and poured the drink. After both had downed their soju, Min-Bom spoke again. She took a short, sharp breath. Then, looking straight at Jung-gyeom, she said, "I want to be by your side, oppa." Song Soo-yeon''s fist clenched involuntarily. "What did you say?" However, Min-Bom paid no attention to her this time. Her eyes were solely fixed on Jung-gyeom. "I want to learn from you, being by your side. Meeting you today only strengthened my resolve. I want to be the best hero in South Korea. So, please guide me." --- *uh I usually cut honorifics and stuff unless it''s explicitly mentioned since it''s very inconsistent(mtl) and I''m not the greatest with it. I actually thought that after the time skip they became closer and he start calling her ''Soo-yeon'' directly but nope looks like me wrong. So I''ve assumed here that his usual address of ''Soo-yeon'' in the text after the time skip is actually ''Ms. Soo-yeon'' as described before the time skip. Chapter 32: My Hero (8) Chapter 32: My Hero (8) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 4-5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here No, you cant...! Song Soo-yeon spoke out even before Jung-gyeom could answer. Jung-gyeoms head slowly turned toward her. No...you cant. Just no. She repeated like a parrot, not meeting Jung-gyeom''s gaze. She hadnt yete up with a reason to convince him. She just held onto his arm, pleading with her words. .....Did you hate heroes this much? Jung-gyeoms voice echoed. Song Soo-yeon gave no response. .........Soo-yeon... do you hate me that much...? The hurt in Min-Boms voice was just an afterthought, barely piercing Song Soo-yeons consciousness with guilt. Song Soo-yeon bit her lip and then came up with a seemingly valid reason. "It''s... because you''re a hero." ......... What if viins find out you''re helping Mister? Can you guarantee this restaurant will remain safe? ....Uh... "Don''t you care about our safety? Song Soo-yeon.... Min-Bom nced at Jung-gyeom before responding. "I''ll be as careful as possible in that regard. I''ll always be by Gyeom oppa''s side to protect him...." Song Soo-yeon swallowed hard. That was even worse. She couldnt bear the thought of her always being by Jung-gyeoms side. It just couldnt happen. ...No..you cant. I dont trust you. I dont trust heroes. Then, a lightughter eased the tense atmosphere. Jung-gyeom tousled Song Soo-yeons hair. Ah, Mister? ....Hah. Why am I smiling and feeling happy? .....What? "......You''re pushing Bom away because you''re worried about me, aren''t you?" ........ ...Ah. I learned a lot today. Soo-yeon doesnt actually hate me. Mister, thats not what were talking about. Its okay. Jung-gyeom stated firmly. Song Soo-yeon doubted her ears. She looked up at him. .....What? Thank you for worrying. Ill be fine. There wont be any problems. But, but- If that were the case, wouldnt all heroes acquaintances be in danger? Youre overthinking it. Song Soo-yeon slightly distanced herself from Jung-gyeom and looked at his expression, asking weakly. ......So, youre epting her proposal? "....Yes. I don''t think it will be too difficult for me." Song Soo-yeon shut her eyes tightly and shook her head, not letting go of Jung-gyeoms hands. ....I said no.... Instead of an answer, the sound of Jung-gyeomsughter reached her ears. ....Haha. It was augh that sounded both regretful and awkward. Song Soo-yeons heart fluttered again at the renewed confrontation. Song Soo-yeon. Min-Bom wasnt silent either. She forced a cheerful voice, speaking up. "I... I don''t n to ask Gyeom oppa for help without giving anything in return." Song Soo-yeon slightly lifted her head. "Really. Ill talk to the Hero Association about sponsoring this restaurant." "......Sponsorship?" "Yes...! Its a ce doing good deeds! So... I''ll find ways I can help..! I want to learn various things from Gyeom oppa..." "....But thats-" "-The restaurant is struggling a bit, right?" Song Soo-yeon was speechless. Unknowingly, she envisioned a future where the restaurant received sponsorship. In truth, Song Soo-yeon was still unstable. She had only set aside her fight with Jung-gyeom, without finding a solid solution to stay in the restaurant. ....But if there was money. "........" Song Soo-yeon couldnt find any more words to say. It alles down to money. Always money. Always bending to it. Min-Bom continued. "Ill be careful not to cause any trouble. Okay...? I really want to learn, Soo-yeon. Being by oppas side... I feel like I might realize something more." "........" Jung-gyeom intervened between them. Alright. ....? .....Mister? Lets stop this conversation for today. Bom, let''s talk another time. ...Oppa... Jung-gyeom smiled, his usual familiar smile. ....Soo-yeon is having a hard time. Give her some time. Okay? Song Soo-yeon realized that Jung-gyeom was asking for time because of her. Until now, he was ready to ept it. The only reason his mind changed was one. "........" .....But this didnt bring any relief. She felt a growing dislike for herself. If not for her, Jung-gyeom might have received sponsorship money from the Hero Association through Min-Bom. She was the one who stopped it. Why did she always end up causing trouble for him? ....Thank you, Mister. Even so, she expressed her gratitude. She was thankful for his consideration. .....And Im sorry. "....Its okay." Under the influence of alcohol, conveying her feelings didnt seem as hard as before. --- --- Time passed again. The drinking session that started at lunchtime was now nearing evening. "....Wow. You''re really drunk." I said to Song Soo-yeon. The count of empty bottles had already passed ten. Of course, most of them were drunk by me and Sce. I had never assumed that Sce, destined to be the top-ranked hero, couldnt handle alcohol. I did warn her to be careful, though. And I, despite trying to hide it, had basic physical abilities that made it hard for me to get drunk. The surprising part was Song Soo-yeon. She put all her effort into keeping up with our pace. No matter how much I tried to dissuade her, she wouldnt give up. If I drank, she drank; if I refrained for her sake, she would grab the ss. Whether she wanted to get drunk or make someone else drunk, it was unclear, but in the end, it was Song Soo-yeon who copsed. Leaning naturally against my shoulder, she fell asleep. Even in her drunken slumber, her beauty shone. Sometimes, it was astonishing to realize how beautiful she was. ".......She really is pretty." Sce muttered as well. She wasn''t so drunk that she couldn''t hold her senses, but a flush had risen to her cheeks. With a slightly slurred speech, she asked me. "....Do you really feel nothing with such a beautiful person leaning on your shoulder and sleeping?" I paused for a moment, looking at Sce. ".....Why are you asking that all of a sudden?" "...Pfft.. Sorry. Just wanted to tease you, oppa." "......." I kind of get the feeling that you''re not the type to fall for someone just because of their looks. Her words made me reflect for a moment. Scenes from before my regression, when Sce appeared. .......I couldnt say I was charmed by her appearances, but it would be a lie to say I didnt think they were cool. And sometimes, just her intimidating presence made my heart race. So, if I think about those moments, what Sce just said might not be entirely urate. "....Hmm. I don''t think Ipletely disregard looks. It''s nice if someone is pretty." "....Really?" "Of course." "...Hmm. I see." Suddenly, I felt incredibly fortunate to be having this conversation with Sce. Even the fact that we could be friends like this. Before my regression, there was nothing more I could have wished for. I had longed for a friend, and I wished dozens of times that it would be Sce. And now, that dream had simplye true. Not an archenemy, noplicated past. It was perfect. A smile naturally came to my face. Ha... But really. How did you do that, oppa? "....Huh? Do what." With Shake. How did you get angry at him? Im still scared of him.. This part was a bit ufortable. I could do that because I was stronger. Of course... even if I couldnt win now, there was a time in the past when I could... But as much as Sce admired me, I wasnt anything special. The reason I reached the top viin ranking in the past was all due to overwhelming force. Not because I was cruel or vicious, but simply because I was unstoppable. Thats why I was ranked first. Of course...... I didmit some crimes. So now, it''s hard for me to feel fear towards anyone. I''ve always been cautious about bing reckless, though. But I couldnt reveal that truth. I couldnt say, "I did it because I was strong." Reluctantly, I had to continue acting. Just... you know, it''s like that. You werent scared? Noo... I guess I should say I was scared...? Sigh. I just wish I wasn''t afraid at all. I stop acting whenever it feels like I could give advice. Oh. Thats not good. It''s better to have fear. ".....How would you know that, oppa?" "......Right." Sce burst outughing. I joined in,ughing along with her. "....Hmm.." At that moment, Song Soo-yeon leaned more heavily against my shoulder. I gently pressed the side of her head to keep it from falling off my shoulder. "But I really think youre amazing. Everything you do, oppa." "........" "Standing up to Shake for a student youre close to, talking about school violence. Providing food for people for free. Even giving a house to Song Soo-yeon. While you sleep at the restaurant..." I couldnt help but feel embarrassed. Not because I was ufortable with praise, but because I felt somewhat guilty. I was a viin. I started living this way all because of Sce. Thats why she couldnt help but admire my actions. All the good deeds I did were things Sce would have done. I was just doing what she would have dreamed of doing in the future. So my actions must have struck a chord with her. She saw my change and thought I was great for mimicking her. I had no choice but to feel embarrassed. "....It''s not like that." "Wow. Humble too?" Knowing I was feeling embarrassed, Sce started to tease me. Pretending to be overly surprised, she covered her mouth. Her yful side, which I hadn''t seen before, made me burst intoughter. As Iughed, Song Soo-yeon shivered as if she was cold. As she moved, I calmed myughter and pressed her head back against my shoulder. Song Soo-yeon wriggled a bit and then lightly embraced my arm, instinctively seeking warmth. I thought about what excuse I could make if she suddenly woke up. Sce activated her power for a moment. Her eyes and hair began to glow brightly. A warm heat filled the restaurant, driving away the winter chill. "....Thank you." I expressed my gratitude to Sce. "Huh? Whats there for you to thank me for? I did it for Song Soo-yeon." "Still." Sce looked at me for a while, then changed her position to lean towards me. "....Tell me honestly, oppa." "Yes?" "Song Soo-yeon is asleep right now. I''m just curious." "What about?" "......Based on what youve done for Song Soo-yeon so far, Im skeptical." "........" "......Do you really not like Song Soo-yeon?" I looked at Sce. Song Soo-yeon seemed to twitch slightly. I shrugged my shoulders. The same thought, no matter how many times Im asked. ".....I like her, but if you ask if it''s love, then no." A silence fell for a moment. "...Really?" Sce smiled gently. I answered. "....Yes. Besides, Song Soo-yeon... I looked at Song Soo-yeon leaning on my shoulder. ".....She told me never to harbor such feelings." --- *so looking at the raws, it seems to mostly refer to Sce as Min-Bom when the narrative is in 3rd, and Min-Bom as Sce when it is from Jung-Gyeom''s view point. However, I say mostly cuz there was a few sentences that called Min-Bom ''Sce'' in the 3rd person, and there was 1 sentence at the very beginning of the pov switch to Jung-Gyeom that called Sce ''Min-Bom.'' I''ve fixed it to Min-Bom only and Sce only on the different povs and just decided to assume they were mistakes... Though in future chaps using Min-Bom in the narrative text is slowly phased out and only ''Sce'' is used... Chapter 33: My Hero (9) Chapter 33: My Hero (9) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "Thank goodness." Sce replied with a smile and naturally started eating the side dishes. But I hesitated. "What do you mean?" "Huh? Oh!" Sce quickly wiped her mouth and waved her hands. "It''s not like that... It''s what Soo-yeon told me." "What did she say?" "She''s not interested in romance. She said she''ll never fall in love." "She always says that to me too." "Right. It would''ve been hard for you if you had liked her." "Maybe so." I muttered. At that moment, Song Soo-yeon''s head fell off my shoulder. I stretched out my hand to gently touch her forehead, thinking she was falling. But she wasn''t falling; she was waking up. Sitting up straight, she spoke in a strained voice. "Mister... let''s go home." "Are you awake? When did you wake up?" "My stomach... feels bad. Let''s go home." "Looks like a hangover." Even now, she seemed heavily intoxicated. The fact that she hadn''t let go of my arm was evidence enough. Her speech was slurred, and she kept making small retching noises. Tiny tears were also stuck in her eyes. I looked down at our table. We had almost finished the side dishes. We had drunk enough too. "Shall we call it a day?" I said to Sce. "Um... Yeah..." Regret tinged Sce''s voice. I quietly chuckled, then mouthed the words to her. ''We''ll have another chance.'' Sce''s eyes widened as she looked at me. I nodded towards Song Soo-yeon, indicating that I would try to persuade her. Sce then smiled a simr smile and stood up. "Soo-yeon, let''s go. I''ll take you home." Song Soo-yeon shook her head. "I feel dizzy..." I scratched my head. There was only one solution, but I hesitated, not wanting to seem like I was taking advantage of her drunken state. But it wasn''t safe for her to sleep here, especially in the cold. "Soo-yeon, do you want me to carry you?" Song Soo-yeon looked up at me for a moment, then hung her head and gave a short nod. I crouched beside her chair. Without a moment''s hesitation, Song Soo-yeon clung to me. She gripped my neck tightly with her arms. Alcohol really does change people. I wrapped my arms around her thighs to keep her from falling. A sense of guilt washed over me. It was especially strong since she normally hated physical contact. But she had agreed to it, and I was doing it with good intentions, so I tried to put aside my unnecessary thoughts. Sce pointed to the table and asked. "Oppa, I''ll help you clean this up." "No, no. Go home. I think I should take Soo-yeon home now." "But..." "You''re a guest. Just go. You have to work tomorrow, don''t you?" "It''s still early in the evening, so there''s time..." "Bom." I calmly called her. Song Soo-yeon''s grip on my arm tightened. "Just go home and rest. I''ll take care of it." Sce looked at me, then nodded her head. "Okay. Thanks, Oppa." "What for." We soon left the store. I lifted the door lock cover, then closed and locked the door. Sce covered Song Soo-yeon''s back with her coat. We faced each other. "It was fun today. I''d like to shake hands, but it seems hard because of Soo-yeon." "Yeah. It''s okay. I had fun too." "I''ll go then." "Yeah." It was a nd farewell, but if I think about how I usually part with Sce, it was the most typical and clean. Mostly, we would part after a fight. And I preferred this kind of farewell. I turned around. And started walking towards home. I needed to get there quickly, before Song Soo-yeon caught a cold or threw up on my back. I could feel her making weak retching noises through the contact. ...And her chest is quiterge. "Oppa." "Huh? What?" Caught in impure thoughts, I was startled. I quickly calmed myself and turned to Sce, who had called me. "Why?" "There''s something I didn''t tell you." "Yeah. Tell me." Sce hesitated for a while. It seemed like she didn''t want to go home earlier for this reason. Maybe she had wanted to end the drinking session with this story. But what could it be, something she couldn''t say even after drinking several bottles of alcohol? "There''s another reason I came to see you." "Besides wanting to learn?" "Yeah." "What is it?" She looked at the ground for a moment, smiled, and then spoke freely. "You stood up to protect ''a friend you know,'' right?" "Yeah." "I was envious of that ''friend you know.'' That someone was there to protect them like that." I stood still and listened attentively to Sce''s words. "Heroes... don''t have anyone to protect them. Like Soo-yeon said, we are human too... and there are times when it''s hard." "..." "Maybe I wanted to meet you for a bit. Because I... needed a hero too." "..." "Hehe. That''s all I wanted to say. Now I''m really going?" Sce covered her face and waved her hand. Then, she quickly flew high into the sky and disappeared. She didn''t even wait for my response. I remained motionless, standing still even after she had left. It was a bit shocking. That Sce also had such a side. I knew she was emotional and teary, but I didn''t realize she had ''weaknesses''. As the only opponent I couldn''t defeat, I always thought she was strong. It''s not that I was disappointed. Rather, she felt more human and closer to me. Realizing that our rtionship has certainly changed to the extent that she would share such a story with me. No longer an enemy. I looked up at the sky where Sce had departed, then moved on. --- --- After walking for about 5 minutes. "Do you really have to ept Sce?" Song Soo-yeon asked quietly. "Ah, you startled me." Caught in my thoughts, I flinched again. "Were you awake...?" I checked on Song Soo-yeon again. She buried her head in my shoulder and continued to ask. "Aren''t you getting too close to her... too quickly?" "It''s a good thing." "Even so." "?" "I might think... you''re closer to her than me." Sniffling from the winter cold, I pondered Song Soo-yeon''s words. It must have felt strange to her that I, usually not sociable, talked a lot with Sce, who is naturally sociable. It must have seemed odd to her that a fellow introvert suddenly became so fluent in conversation. I tried not to show it, but my affection for Sce seemed to have spilled out noticeably. I''m not a fool. Knowing that Song Soo-yeon doesn''t dislike me, many things felt new. There was also an emotion I could feel through this conversation. A sense of being neglected. Even if I really was closer to Sce, now wasn''t the time to make such excuses. It was time to take care of Song Soo-yeon, who was saying this and that because she was drunk. Both she and I were in a position tofort each other. "Soo-yeon, do you know something?" "What?" "Do you know when I was the most surprised during this drinking session?" "I don''t really want to hear it if it''s about her." "It was when you were talking about the taste of soju." Song Soo-yeon''s body, which had been tensing up, slowly rxed. I waited for her reaction, giving her time. Burying her eyes in my shoulder, she asked in a murmur. "Why?" "Because when I first drank soju, I said the same thing as you." "............" "I talked too much with Sol- no, Bom today, didn''t I? Leaving you alone." "........." "I didn''t mean to do that; I was waiting for you to start talking." "You''re lying." "I''m serious." Augh softer than a whisper brushed past her lips. If she hadn''t been carried by me, I wouldn''t have heard thatugh. The mood was gradually bing brighter. I made a suggestion to her. "Shall we continue the conversation we couldn''t finish at the drinking session while we walk?" ".........." ".....Yes?" ".........Okay." "Hmm... where to start... So, you said the first taste of soju was nothing special. How about after drinking more? You said it was nothing, but you were the first to get drunk." Song Soo-yeon''sughter grew a little louder. It was a shyugh, tinged with embarrassment. Normally, she would have screamed or started cursing, but now, perhaps due to the alcohol or being carried by me, she reacted more gently andpliantly. Yet, perhaps wanting to maintain herst shred of dignity, she lightly pressed her nails into my shoulder. Compared to the many rebellious acts she had done before, this was almost cute. ...Actually, it was cute. So, I smiled too. This was turning into a perfect drinking session for me. After calming herughter, she said, "......I''m not sure?" "Is that so?" ".....Yes. So next time, let''s drink... just the two of us." A warm, indescribable feeling came with her words. I slowly nodded my head. ".....Okay." I promised. There was no reason I couldn''t. Chapter 34: My Hero (10) Chapter 34: My Hero (10) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Iid Song Soo-yeon on the bed. She seemed too exhausted to take a shower and sleep. Her hangover was gradually getting worse. Her pronunciation had improved, but sheined of a headache and her retching intensified. "Do you want to throw up before sleeping?" I asked her, but she shook her head without a word, then stared at me for a long time. "Why?" "...No, it''s nothing." "You should throw up before sleeping, right? It''ll be a disaster if you do it while sleeping." "...I don''t want to." I shrugged my shoulders. "Do whatever you want." Then I turned around. Before leaving the room, I gave her a few more instructions. "Lie on your side. Don''t sleep in the cold. If you feel like throwing up, just do it. Try to drink lots of water in between. It will help with the hangover." "Where are you going?" Song Soo-yeon''s words stopped me as I was leaving. I just turned my head to look back at her. "I need to go to the restaurant. I have things to tidy up." "You''re going to sleep there?" Song Soo-yeon''s expression crumpled as shey on the bed, supporting her upper body on her elbows. Her lips moved a couple of times before she spoke. "Stay here and sleep." "..." "We... agreed to do that, didn''t we?" "We didn''t agree on that yet..." As I showed signs of leaving despite her words, Song Soo-yeon struggled to get up from the bed. "If you don''t like it, I''ll go to the restaurant and sleep there." "Ah, okay, okay. Lie down." Her words were sincere. I could feel her earnestness, even amidst her struggle with intoxication. I didn''t want to invalidate the effort it took to bring her here. I thought I shouldy her down and then think about it. Once she falls asleep, I can decide whether to return to the restaurant or not. ...Well, it didn''t really matter to me. I had no intentions of doing anything. Song Soo-yeon, still carrying many wounds, hadn''t changed. I had no intention of touching her, let alone hurting her. The problem was her psychology. Even though she was asking me to sleep together, she might be struggling inside. She might be trying to keep me in this room, only because she didn''t want to leave the restaurant. This thought made me ufortable. If I set out to do a good deed but end up causing the other person to worry, it would just be self-satisfaction. Song Soo-yeon, watching me take off my coat, flopped back onto the bed weakly. I dragged a chair from the room, ced it beside the bed, and sat down. "Are you going to sleep there?" Song Soo-yeon asked. "No. I haven''t decided to sleep yet. It''s still early evening. You sleep first." "......." Her eyes filled with doubt. I reached out my palm and gently stroked her eyes closed. Her eyes closed. "Go to sleep. I''m also watching to make sure you don''t throw up." "....I''m really going to die, mister.." She spoke with her eyes still closed. "It''s a joke, go to sleep." I gradually suppressed my smile to help her rx. And as is often the case when drunk, Song Soo-yeon quickly fell into a deep sleep, her soft breathing beginning to sound. I sat in the room, now bathed in the light of the setting sun, reflecting on the events of the day. I remembered the moment Song Soo-yeon apologized and spoke her heart to me. I also remembered when Sce asked to be by my side. It was a day where I felt others'' affection and respect towards me, feelings I hadn''t experienced before the regression. All of these thoughts brought a smile to my lips. Gradually, I felt more at ease. The umted fatigue seemed to fly away all at once. Having drunk and enjoyed myself after a long time, my stress also dissipated. It was a good day. A happy one. As my body rxed, the effects of the alcohol began to rise. Maybe I should just close my eyes for a bit. I could sleep for an hour or two and then wake up. I closed my eyes and soon fell asleep. --- --- Song Soo-yeon opened her eyes. When she had closed them, the sky was tinted with the orange hues of dusk, but now, it was deep into the night. However, her eyes, ustomed to the darkness, had no trouble seeing. Her gaze found Jung-gyeom, asleep in the chair beside the bed. Song Soo-yeon gasped in surprise but quickly silenced herself. "..........." Shey back down, having thought to get up, and then slowly observed him. She couldn''t understand why she was doing this. Today was full of things she couldn''t understand, right from the morning. After their argument the previous day, she had waited for him toe looking for her from the morning. She stayed home to make it easy for him to find her. But when he did appear, instead of reconciling and apologizing, sheshed out with harsh words, almost ruining their rtionship. Many ssmates and parents had even insulted him, hurting him. At the moment, she felt rejecting him was the right choice... but afterwards, she realized it was a regret that would stay with her for life. Why had she done that? The rest of the day was just as iprehensible. During the graduation ceremony, she felt a burning anger seeing Sce appear in front of Jung-gyeom to give him flowers. That anger was still vivid, and the emotions returned whenever she recalled that scene. Despite Sce being nice to her, Song Soo-yeon just couldn''t act kindly in return. She wanted tosh out with insults. The only reason she didn''t was theck of justification. She remembered Jung-gyeom''s tearful face when Sce spoke kindly and praised him. Song Soo-yeon unknowingly gripped the nket tightly. Why was she behaving like this? Then came the moment Sce, now Min-bom, suggested a drinking session. And that suggestion led to the drinking session itself. Throughout the drinking session, Song Soo-yeon''s heart was filled with unpleasant thoughts. Whenever she saw Jung-gyeomugh at Min-Bom''s impressions of soju. When the two of them gradually became closer. When Jung-gyeom looked at Min-Bom with soft eyes. No, every single moment was just too hard for her. She disliked seeing Jung-gyeom pour drinks for her. She wanted to be the only one pouring drinks for him and hoped he wouldn''t clink sses with Min-Bom. Her negative thoughts towards Min-Bom kept piling up. Min-Bom seemed like she was ying games. Pretending to be cute, pretending to be innocent. It seemed like she was flirting. Despite Song Soo-yeon''s own struggle with simr usations from others, all her resolutions not to harbor such thoughts towards another woman flew out the window in front of Min-Bom. Why was this happening? Overwhelmed by frustration, she kept drinking and eventually dozed off. When she came to her senses, she found herself leaning on Jung-gyeom''s shoulder. She deliberately didn''t open her eyes. She still couldn''t understand her own actions. But the memories didn''t end there. While feeling his warmth, Min-Bom had asked her a question. ''......Do you really not like Song Soo-yeon?'' She was so startled by the question that she inadvertently moved away from him. From that moment, her heart raced uncontrobly, and it became difficult to control her body. She wanted to hear the truth. Nothing else mattered. It was the moment her lifelong wish not to be loved by strange men was overturned. She wanted to hear that Jung-gyeom loved her. ''.....I like her, but if you ask if it''s love, then no.'' But his answer was the opposite. At that moment, her rapidly beating heart felt as if it had stopped. Jung-gyeom didn''t love her. There was no need for him to lie since she was supposed to be asleep. Her heart felt wrung out. A pain so intense and confusing visited her. It was the first time she had ever felt such agony, especially recalling the sincerity in his voice. Why did it hurt so much? At the same time, a few things became clear. She understood why he had suggested she look for another part-time job. She also understood why he didn''t look at her with lustful eyes like other men. There was a reason his intentions never felt dirty. It was all because he didn''t love her. "....Haah....haah...." Song Soo-yeon''s breathing quickened as she looked at the sleeping Jung-gyeom. Her eyes began to moisten. As much as she didn''t want to believe it, this was the truth. He didn''t love her. All the things he had done for her until now were... just as he said in the beginning, for his own satisfaction. He hadn''t lied. She wasn''t special to him. .....And she could never be. "Haah...haah...!" All this time, thinking he loved her, she had built too many walls. The distance between Song Soo-yeon and Jung-gyeom was greater than she had anticipated. She thought they were close and kept pushing him away, but he had already moved to a distance she couldn''t reach. It was in this gap that Min-Bom hadnded. There was no wall between Min-Bom and Jung-gyeom. Instead, there seemed to be some kind of attraction at work. The walls Song Soo-yeon couldn''t cross, the ones she had built herself, Min-Bom easily floated over and approached Jung-gyeom. Song Soo-yeon had no right to stop it. She could only watch as the two grew closer. As good as they were, they were bound to get closer. And as they did... Song Soo-yeon''s mind unwillingly conjured up a scenario she didn''t want to think about. They would be closer and eventually be a couple. Even closer than what she had seen today, they would be together. Affectionately and dearly. The future that Song Soo-yeon had pushed away with her own hands would be seized by Min-Bom. It wasn''t hard for her to imagine how well Jung-gyeom would treat his girlfriend. Even to her, whom he didn''t love, he was this kind. Wouldn''t he be even better to a lover? Jung-gyeom, whoughed and was happy over little things, would deeply love Min-Bom, who appreciated everything. ''And his affection for me will diminish.'' Ugh...! Suddenly, Song Soo-yeon felt a surge of nausea. She quickly got up from the bed and ran to the bathroom. There, she vomited various things that were inside her. Even in this state, her body took care to ensure that Jung-gyeom wouldnt hear these unpleasant sounds. "...Haah....haah..." Was it because of the vomiting? Tears started to flow. After flushing the water and rinsing her mouth, she came out of the bathroom. Jung-gyeom was still sound asleep. Song Soo-yeon''s heart began to painfully throb. .....She felt like she now understood. She had never learned it, so it took too long for her to realize... but now it seemed she understood. Why her heart felt so heavy. Why it was so hard to breathe. Why she got angry over trivial things about Jung-gyeom, and also felt happy. Why she didn''t want to show him her embarrassing side. Why she couldnt stand Min-Bom so much. Why his touch wasn''t repulsive. Why her heart was racing. Why she felt such regret. ...... Song Soo-yeon quietly knelt beside Jung-gyeom. She slowly reached out her hand. Her trembling hand gradually neared him. And then, her hand ovepped with his. .......There was no disgust, only a feeling of tenderness. And that fact, painfully tormented her. Unwanted memories from the past returned. The words she had spoken to him came back. Dont get any weird ideas. You understand, right? Damn it, just confess. Seriously. I can see through your act. Its disgusting, so stop. I hate men. Ill never fall in love. Each word pierced her heart. She was at a point of no return, and only now had she realized her feelings. Song Soo-yeon pulled his hand towards her. Her body automatically brought his hand to her cheek. Breathing shakily, she looked up at the sleeping Jung-gyeom. Her expression involuntarily distorted. She was so immature. In fact, she still couldnt believe it. But the circumstances made it clear. .....Do I love you, mister...? Jung-gyeom was deep in sleep. Chapter 35: Lunas Date (1) Chapter 35: Luna''s Date (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon returned to the bathroom once again. She was overwhelmed by a realization she had only juste to. Suppressing her cries, she vomited once more. Her throat felt as if it were burning up. "...Haah...ugh.." After emptying her stomach until she felt better, she wiped her mouth with tissue. Then, she sat on the bathroom floor, clutching her head. The nausea was nothingpared to the immense turmoil that had found her. What was she supposed to do now? She had realized she was in love, but that was all. She didn''t know what she wanted to do. It was her first time experiencing love, a strange and unknown emotion. ...Did she want to get closer to him? Be his lover? Share physical affection with him? Be the most important person to him? Her mind was in such chaos that she couldn''t be sure of anything. One thing was clear: she had said too many things in the past. She had been too harsh with him. Their rtionship had be fixed, and it seemed unlikely to change easily. She covered her face with her palms. For now, she just wanted to go back to bed. .....To lie down and watch Jung-gyeom a little longer. She got up from the bathroom floor. Rinsing her mouth and washing her hands. After sshing her face with cold water, she looked up into the mirror. "...........Ah.." And her heart sank. The Song Soo-yeon in the mirror wore the same expression she had always found revolting in men. Flushed cheeks. Half-closed eyes. Slightly rough breathing. Eyes filled with lust. "...Ugh..!" Once again, she vomited into the toilet. Tears streamed down her face. Despair set in. This couldn''t go on. With such an expression... Just as she had felt about other men, Jung-gyeom would surely find her repulsive. She was at a loss. Should she not express these feelings? Should she hide her love? For Song Soo-yeon, who had always hidden her true feelings, love seemed like an emotion to be concealed. The moment she expressed it, he would wear such a disgusting expression. Besides, if she, who had built walls andbeled him a pervert, showed this face... It wasn''t hard to imagine how absurd he would find it. But it seemed impossible not to do anything about it. Otherwise, she would live like this forever. He wouldn''t love her, and he would grow closer to Sce. Whether she wanted it or not, someone would be Jung-gyeom''s partner, and it wouldn''t be her. She imagined Jung-gyeom, showing no interest in her. Her hero, the first person she could trust, her first friend, her first love, with another woman. She shook her head. Everything was just too difficult. --- --- I open my eyes. "...Hmm?" The blue dawn light streams through the window. At first, I was confused. I couldn''t quite ce the time. As the sun set, I closed my eyes, intending to sleep for just an hour or two, but when I awoke, the world had changed. I checked my phone. It was 6 AM. "......Had a good sleep." I let out a wryugh, feeling stiff all over. It seemed I had been sitting in this position for too long. Perhaps it was the alcohol after a long time, or maybe it was because I had finally let go of the burdens in my heart. Rubbing the sleep from my eyes, I thought of Song Soo-yeon. She wasn''t in bed. "....What?" I wondered where she had gone, expecting her to be suffering from a hangover. Could she have copsed in the bathroom? I tried to get up. But then I felt something tangled at my feet. Looking down, I saw Song Soo-yeon curled up like a cat, asleep at my feet. ".........." Did she fall off the bed? Why was she lying there like that? Her expression, seemingly cold, wasnt good. "....Soo-yeon, wake up." I shook her gently. "Wake up. You should sleep in the bed." "....Mmm....." She moved slightly. I hadn''t realized before, but she might be weak to sleep. I hadn''t seen her sleeping much, so I wasn''t sure. "...Soo-yeon, wake up." I tapped her shoulder again. She muttered something as if barely conscious. "......Mister......" "Yes. Wake up and lie down in bed." "......I... feel sick...." "........." I had suspected as much. She drank too much yesterday. Three bottles of the red cap soju.... I pushed my chair back. Then, standing up, I spoke to Song Soo-yeon. "Soo-yeon, you should sleep in bed, okay?" ".....I can''t move..." "....Thats why I told you to control your drinking." ".........." I scratched my head and asked her onest time. "......Should I carry you then?" Her eyes fluttered open drowsily. I couldnt help but think this, at the most random times.... She really was beautiful. "........." Song Soo-yeon''s eyes widened gradually, showing a spark of life. But I just felt frustrated with her silence. "......Just answer me. Should I carry you? Its not good to sleep like this." After looking at me for a while, she nodded with difficulty. Without hesitation, I slid my arms behind her back and under her knees. I carried her andid her on the bed. Immediately, Song Soo-yeon brought her hands to her chest and turned away from me, curling up. Her movements seemed almost shy. I covered her with a nket. "Sleep more. Youll feel better from the hangover if you rest." --- --- Song Soo-yeon woke up to the smell of something delicious. As she opened her eyes, the world was already bright, and her hangover had somewhat subsided. She naturally turned over and caught sight of Jung-gyeom. "Ah, you''re awake?" Was it because she was now conscious of her feelings? Even his simple call made her heart flutter. The fact that he was cooking in the same room made her tremble. She had fallen into a deep sleep without realizing it. Now she worried if she had been snoring. "....What... are you doing?" Song Soo-yeon asked with a slightly hoarse voice. Jung-gyeom put down thedle he was holding and clicked his tongue. "....Your throat is affected too." He looked genuinely concerned. Soo-yeon gingerly touched her own throat. Even though Jung-gyeom hadn''t said anything, she felt like she was being scolded. Then, he shrugged his shoulders and asked lightly. "Can you get up? I''ve made some porridge,e and eat." ".....Porridge...?" Jung-gyeom didn''t answer butdled some food into a bowl. Soo-yeon''s heart fluttered again. She felt a thrill at his casual, continual care. Why am I like this.... Soo-yeon clutched her erratic heart. Then, suddenly, she remembered her disgusting expression in the mirror the day before. Not yet sure how to act, Song Soo-yeon calmed her expression. For now, it seemed best to treat him as usual. She walked over to the table, shuffling her feet, and sat down. Soon, a bowl of porridge was ced in front of her. He also set a bowl down in front of himself and began to eat with a spoon. "....Aren''t you eating?" He asked while chewing his food. Song Soo-yeon picked up a spoon with an awkward movement. "....I''ll... eat well." Though she hid her expression, she resolved to be more sincere with these kinds of greetings. Soon, she began to soothe her stomach with the porridge Jung-gyeom had made. The porridge was warm. Just like him. "....Well, now that we know your limit, you can be more careful next time." Hemented. "........" Song Soo-yeon realized how precious such everyday concerns were. No one but Jung-gyeom had ever worried about her like this. He was the only one to care for her in tough times. ......The thought that he might one day find a lover and disappear made her heartache again. This pain was something she could never get used to. Sensing her darkening expression, Jung-gyeom asked. ".....Can''t eat? Are you feeling very unwell?" Song Soo-yeon looked at him. His kindness was making her heart tighten. All she could do was shake her head. Their meal continued in silence. Song Soo-yeon was still trying to sort out her tangled thoughts. Then, Jung-gyeom cleared his throat and said. ".....Um.... Soo-yeon." ".....Yes?" "....Um...." He hesitated and bit his lip. Song Soo-yeon was curious about why he was acting this way. "....Go ahead, say it." Jung-gyeom nodded at her words. He cautiously opened his mouth. ".....Well.... Yesterday, Sce-" "-No." Her response came in less than a few seconds, a reflexive reaction of her body. From the moment she became aware of her feelings, Sce had be an object of intense caution. Sce shouldn''te to the restaurant. She shouldn''t be near Jung-gyeom. "......Really?" Jung-gyeom, sensing the timing was off from Song Soo-yeon''s reaction, backed off too easily. It was clear that he hadn''t given up yet. Song Soo-yeon tried to calm her racing heart and continued to eat with her spoon. Another moment of silence passed. Jung-gyeom, while continuing to eat his porridge, said lightly. ".....You should rest at home today. I''ll take care of the restaurant." ".....Huh?" "It''s your first time with a hangover. It''s okay." Song Soo-yeon didn''t want to rest, but she was afraid that in her absence, Sce might approach Jung-gyeom. So she shook her head. ".....I''ll go too. I''m fine with the hangover." "Soo-yeon-" "-You don''t have to pay me. It''s okay... I''lle and help. We didn''t finish cleaning up yesterday." "......So you do remember." "........" "Okay. Then we''ll do that today. Ah, I won''t be there tomorrow. You take a break tomorrow." "....Huh?" "Why, there are times when I leave the restaurant, right? Tomorrow is one of those days." After bing aware of her feelings, Song Soo-yeon disliked the idea of being apart from Jung-gyeom. Even if it wasn''t Sce, the thought that he could form a connection with someone she didn''t know made her heart feel tight. She impulsively asked. "Where are you going?" "For work." "What work?" ".......Why?" Seeing Jung-gyeom''s defensive reaction, her curiosity only grew. She didn''t want him to keep secrets from her. She wanted to know everything about him. ".....I told you I would help you with anything." "........." "I''ll learn anything. I want to repay your kindness." Hearing this, Jung-gyeom let out a long sigh. At times like this, Song Soo-yeon wished her ability could be activated whenever she wanted. If it were possible, she wouldn''t need to press him like this. He made an ufortable face and waved his hand. ".....Ah. No, it''s not necessary. You don''t need to know." Song Soo-yeon suddenly caught his hand. "Hey." "Mister." She looked at Jung-gyeom straight in the eye. "......Tell me." "........." He started to ponder again. Song Soo-yeon didn''t let go of his hand. Finally, Jung-gyeom, realizing she wouldnt give up, spoke. ".......I''m going to a part-time job. Just for a day." ".........Huh?" It was something Song Soo-yeon had not expected at all. In her ignorance, she had thought Jung-gyeom was leaving for something rted to the restaurant''s supplies or operation. "...Ah... a part-time job? Where...?" "At a logisticspany... doing loading and unloading." "You''re doing loading and unloading?" "Yes." ".............Why...?" Song Soo-yeon asked with difficulty. She somewhat anticipated the answer, but didn''t want to believe it. Jung-gyeomughed, as if embarrassed. "......I told you the restaurant is struggling." "............" Song Soo-yeon felt her strength drain away. -Thud. The hand that was holding Jung-gyeom dropped onto the table. She knew the restaurant was in trouble, but she had no idea it was to this extent. His ''work'' away from the restaurant wasn''t just a day or two. It meant he had been doing this loading job for quite some time. Even in such circumstances, he had fed her, given her a ce to sleep, and paid her for her part-time work. Ignorant of his situation, she had been angry with him, demanding to stay at his ce and refusing to leave. The more she knew about him, the more she realized how terrible she had been. Had he been enduring all this for her, someone he didn''t even love? Even then, Jung-gyeom, looking at her arm that had fallen lifelessly onto the table, said, "What are you so surprised about? It''s okay. I''m doing it because I want to." Song Soo-yeon was once again struck by how mature he was as a person, realizing just how good of a person he was. She let out a bitterugh. She thought about all the walls she had put up against him. Pushing away someone like him. What had she done? If he ever got tired of her and left, she would have no words to say. .......And that thought instilled an unprecedented fear in her. ".......Mister." "....Hmm?" ".....I''ll go with you tomorrow." "Huh?" Jung-gyeom was startled. He frowned and shook his head. "Why would you go? It will be tough for you, Soo-yeon." "No. I''m going too." "........." "I''ll also help... support the restaurant." Jung-gyeom had a reluctant expression, but Song Soo-yeon ignored it this time. If she just listened to him, he would take all the burden upon himself. "....And..." Song Soo-yeon spoke again, with difficulty. She didn''t like it. She didn''t want to do this. But there was no other way. She couldn''t let Jung-gyeom sacrifice more for her. "......Is it true... that if Sce stays with you, we get sponsorship?" ".........If Sce said so.... it must be true." She bit her lip. ".....Then let it be...." ".....You mean it''s okay for Sce toe to the restaurant?" Song Soo-yeonnodded with difficulty. The situation was now reversed. Jung-gyeom began to worry. "....Are you sure it''s okay?" "......I didn''t know... you were struggling like this.....!" ".........." "......Mister, I haven''t spent almost any of the part-time pay you gave me. I''ll give it back to you." "What are you talking about? It''s already given. I want to see you stand on your own as an adult." "............" "I want you to find your own ce first. Keep it until you save up enough for a deposit." Song Soo-yeon didn''t respond to that. She nced at Jung-gyeom and asked. ".....Are you hiding anything else from me?" ".....No. That''s everything." ".........Really?" "Really." Song Soo-yeon nodded. Only then did she feel a bit relieved. She still felt a strong aversion to Sceing, but the fact that he would have an easier time and that there were no more secrets gave her some relief. How many people would go to such lengths for someone they didnt even like? And how much more would he do for someone he loved? Song Soo-yeon shook her head. Each time these thoughts continued, her heart ached. She asked. "....But how will you tell Sce about this? Do you have her contact?" "I dont have her contact, but theres a way to get in touch." "....Huh?" "Sce is a hero." Jung-gyeom stood up. He opened the small window in the apartment. Then, he began to shout. "Sce!!" Song Soo-yeon watched him from behind. Her heart ached again at the sight of Jung-gyeom calling another woman''s name with a strong smile. "Saaace!!" There was a sh of light outside the window. Someone appeared in the sky in an instant, floating. It was Sce, in her hero costume, her hair and eyes shining. "Need help? Gyeom oppa?" "Hi, Bom. Did you sleep well?" "You surprised me. I slept well. How about you, oppa?" They exchanged light greetings. Jung-gyeom spoke. "Are you working? I wont take up much of your time. Actually, Soo-yeon said shes okay with it." "....Soo-yeon?" Sce looked inside the house through the window. "Oh, Soo-yeon is here too.....?" "......." "Did you sleep well?" "....Yes." Jung-gyeom smiled slightly. "Shes struggling with a hangover." "I see. So? What is Soo-yeon okay with... Ah! Teaching?" "Yes. Though Im not sure what I can teach you." Song Soo-yeon also stood up. She moved close to Sces side. "....Unni. The sponsorship is confirmed, right?" ".....Huh?" "....Im epting you here despite disliking heroes... because of the sponsorship. I hope youre aware of that." Sces eyes darted back and forth between Soo-yeon and Jung-gyeom. Then, she exaggeratedly nodded. "Ah, of course, of course! Naturally...! It''s a restaurant doing good deeds, so sponsorship shoulde...! Even if it doesn''t, Ill sponsor out of my own pocket! Dont worry. Okay?" "......." Song Soo-yeon nodded. Sce''s eyes then fixed on Jung-gyeom. She seemed to have realized that she had achieved her goal. Her eyes curved into half-moons. ...So, Gyeom oppa, please take care of me! Sce stretched out her hand. Alright, take care of me too, Bom. Jung-gyeom also reached out and held Sces hand. Song Soo-yeons eyes fixed on their sped hands. She silently waited for the handshake to end. Suppressing the urge to tear their hands apart. Chapter 36: Lunas Date (2) Chapter 36: Luna''s Date (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Time passed. Now ustomed to thebor, I rotated my arms a couple of times, shaking off the fatigue that had umted in my body. Today''s exhausting loading and unloading work was over. Unlike before, a smile was on my face. "....Heh, are you okay?" I asked Song Soo-yeon, who had followed me, half in jest, half inughter. Despite my repeated requests not to follow, she stubbornly persisted to the end. She had stubbornly insisted on joining me, even though there were morefortable sorting jobs avable at the logistics center. She had chosen to do the tough loading and unloading work just to be with me. I chuckled, recalling her expressions changing throughout the work. Wearingfortable sportswear, she sat crouched on the ground, waiting for the shuttle bus, too exhausted even to look up at me. "........" She didn''t respond. It was a job that was bound to be exhausting, especially for a young woman who had just be an adult. But it was all over now. Instead of scolding her for following me, I should praise her for her hard work. "....You did a great job. Really." I leaned against a nearby stone wall and spoke. At my words, Song Soo-yeon took a deep breath and then let it out. She got up slowly and came to my side, leaning against the wall like me. She wore a mask to hide her appearance, but it couldn''tpletely conceal her beauty. ".....Did you do this every time?" ".....Yes." ".....For me?" I didn''t explicitly answer. It felt awkward to say it out loud. The sun had already set, and it was dark. I inhaled the cold night air and quietly looked around. I checked to see what kind of people hade to this ce. Not viins, but members of a society I had be part of. I saw various people. Tall men. Short men. Big men. Slim men. Young men, and so on... .....Song Soo-yeon was the only woman. My lower lip slightly jutted out. Even though she insisted on following me, it was a scene that made me feel unnecessarily guilty. There was no need for her to do such rough work. Especially at an age when she should be enjoying her youth. Of course, it wasnt my responsibility to ensure that, but I couldn''t help but think it. Perhaps it''s because she considers me a friend. I wanted to take care of her more than before. Maybe it''s also because of how she addresses me. Calling me ''mister'' makes her seem even younger, and because she seems younger, it feels more like my responsibility. While I was caught up in these thoughts, Song Soo-yeon spoke. ".....But still, take me with you next time." ".....Huh?" "....It''s a must." "Aren''t you tired?" "I am. But... it pays well, doesn''t it?" I quietly looked at Song Soo-yeon. Her prickly nature might make it easy to forget, but there''s no one as earnest as her. Abandoned by her parents and bullied at school, she managed not to stray into delinquency, saved money, and even graduated. When you think about it, her counting the days was also a part of her defense mechanism. Despite her struggles, the way she keeps getting back up is nothing short of remarkable. I wanted to do something for her. Someone should praise her and tell her she did well. .....Just like Sce did for me. "Soo-yeon." "Yes?" "How about going to the amusement park tomorrow?" Song Soo-yeon''s head turns towards me in surprise. I was certain her heart was already captivated by the idea. But then, her excited expression slowly faded. ".....Ah.....that..." I was puzzled. "....You don''t want to?" Song Soo-yeon hesitated for a moment, looking down and fidgeting with her fingers. "........Isn''t it too much for you, mister? After earning all this money today, itll all be gone." I felt a pang of sympathy. She had always dreamed of visiting an amusement park she''d never been to, but here she was, putting off her dream again due to money worries. I''ve always thought, even though I had plenty of money, that there aren''t many moments when you can buy true happiness with it. As someone who had money to spare, I knew this best. "You should ept a graduation gift." "....But...still." I scratched my head. I was proud of her, but this wasn''t the time for it. To provoke her, I said, "Why have you be so admirable?" "......What?" "Where did the usual foul-mouthed Soo-yeon go?" ..No..its not that- "-Have you realized how precious I am?" My joke made Song Soo-yeon blush. Even though she covered her face with a mask and a hat, the redness around her eyes and ears was evident. It was an unusually intense reaction. I...I worry about you and you give me crap...! Seeing her familiar self brought a smile to my face. Afterughing for a while, I said to her, "We''re going tomorrow. Got it?" "........" "Let''s pack a lunch, ride the rides, and watch the parade." As I continued, her sharp, cold eyes slowly filled with childlike wonder. I waited for her response. She nced at me from the corner of her eye and then nodded. --- --- In the morning, Song Soo-yeon came to the restaurant. Even though we slept in the same room after drinking, there was still a barrier between us. I wasn''t sure if she waspletelyfortable with me, or if she felt safe sleeping next to me. It''s apletely different story from just being friendly. People are vulnerable when asleep. .....And honestly, I had no moreints about sleeping in the restaurant. Realizing that she cared for me, any slight resentment I might have had faded away. I could keep this up. Moreover, she must be close to saving enough for her security deposit. Just a little longer to endure. Recently, Song Soo-yeon had been insistent that I stay at the apartment, but I managed to suppress herints with words for the past few days. Especially yesterday, since it was the day before going to the amusement park, I told her not to argue and just go to sleep early. She couldn''t retort to my suggestion. ".....Mister, I''m here." "Wee." Seeing her arrive early in the morning, earlier than the agreed time, I could tell she was looking forward to this, perhaps more than she let on. She was quite cute. Combined with her appearance, it''s almost destructive. As I was thinking this, Song Soo-yeon suddenly became restless. She kept covering her face with her hands and fidgeting with her hair, her face growing redder. ".......What''s wrong?" ".............Nothing." After her inexplicable behavior, she came closer to me. I closed thest lunchbox I was preparing. Song Soo-yeon, unable to see the contents, asks, "....What is it?" "Yubu sushi, kimbap, and fruit." Song Soo-yeon''s eyes sparkled for a moment. The experience of going to an amusement park with a packed lunch was probably a first for her. Of course, it was my first time too...but seeing her so happy made it all the more worthwhile. "Let''s have fun today, okay?" I said to her. She nodded and then took out her phone. "....Mister, let''s take a picture before we leave." "...Heh." She raised her phone high. I made a ''V'' sign with my fingers. -Click! --- --- We boarded the subway heading to the amusement park. Song Soo-yeon was heavily disguised again. A hat and mask concealed her appearance. If not, the number of men confessing to her would be more than one or two. Yet, despite this, Song Soo-yeon still captured the attention of others. Her eyes, visible and beautiful, along with her overwhelming proportions evident even through her clothes, shone brightly. But this level of attention seemed light to Song Soo-yeon. She didn''t seem to care at all. Instead, she was only looking at me. ".....Will it be scary?" She asked. ".....? What will?" "....The rides." Every time I heard her questions, I could onlyugh. They were the kind of questions a primary school student might ask seriously. Of course, I understand that it can be nerve-wracking the first time. But to me, it was just funny. Is this really the future viin Luna? I couldn''t imagine it with that image. Of course, the fact that she wasn''t in a wheelchair but standing was a big change. "If something seems scary, we''ll just ride it and if not, we''ll try something else." I answered lightly. Song Soo-yeon suddenly erased her expression and looked at me. It seemed she had something to say. ".....What is it?" "....Mister.... I just thought of something..." "...Yeah?" "....Let''s drop formalities today." I blinked in surprise at her sudden suggestion. "......Drop formalities?" ".............Yes." "Really out of the blue, huh?" ".........." I continued to look at her, trying to discern whether she was serious or joking. But still, I couldn''t tell. She was so heavily masked that it was impossible to read her expression. All that was visible were her eyes and eyebrows. Her proposal, popping up without any warning, only left me bewildered. No, it''s not that I can''t do it... but what could be her intention? Is she trying to tease me again? ".....Um....it''s a bit difficult all of a sudden." I took a step back for now. "......Why?" As she asked in surprise, I snorted and frowned. "No, whats your angle? Why are you doing this all of a sudden?" "Theres no angle. It''s just...." I keptughing. "Just because, what?" ".............Damn it..." Having fun, are you? ".....It''s not like that." Believing it to be her prank, I continued to y defensively as part of the joke. "I dont know. I dont get it, so I wont do it." However, Song Soo-yeon didn''tugh at my response. She turned her head away with a nonchnt reaction. ".....Suit yourself." "......." Her response made myughter fade. ......Why is she acting like this? Chapter 37: Lunas Date (3) Chapter 37: Luna''s Date (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here The atmosphere, which had almost sunk into silence, transformed as we arrived at the amusement park. "Wow..." I couldn''t help but marvel. The entrance was swarming with people waiting in line friends, families, couples, and more. I could even spot a few heroes flying overhead, seemingly on standby in case of a viin attack. It had been a long time since I saw such a crowd. And it was my first time being part of it. "There are so many people here..." Song Soo-yeon, too, seemed surprised, scanning the crowd just like I was. I hadn''t expected this. But that didn''t mean I felt bad about it. On the contrary, I began to feel more excited. Everyone here shared amon emotion. Their positive feelings merged to create a lively atmosphere. Today seemed like it would be fun. "It looks like we''re going to have fun, right?" I asked Song Soo-yeon with a smile. She looked up at me and nodded subtly. -Thud. "Ah!" Suddenly, she was pushed towards me and clung onto my arm. Instinctively, I checked on Song Soo-yeon, looking for any signs of theft or ill intent from the contact. ...It just seemed like a genuine mistake. I clicked my tongue bitterly. I needed to let go of these habits. Then, I became aware of the sensation on my arm. "......." Song Soo-yeon was still gripping my arm. Without thinking, I blurted out. "....Are you going to hold on to me forever?" "........." Without any harsh words or response, she slowly released my arm. ".......?" I kept sensing subtle changes in her behavior. Was this a good sign? Whatever it was, her resistance towards me seemed to have lessened. "........" Lost in thought, I smiled. Maybe someday, her aversion to men, which could almost be seen as misandry, would change. I decided not to dwell on it too deeply. It wasn''t a big deal. Today was about having fun. I said, "Let''s go stand in the line." --- --- After entering, we stood in front of a locker. "Put in the lunchbox... Anything else to store?" She zipped up her thin tracksuit to the top, shaking her head in denial. Seeing her struggle with the sudden cold made me feel sympathetic. The cold didn''t bother me much. But as a non-ability user, she had no choice but to feel cold. I felt I should buy her something to keep warm. ...I should have bought something beforeing. As I closed the locker, I said, "Well, then let''s go-" "-Wait a moment." Song Soo-yeon interrupted me. "....Yes?" "Mister, put your phone in too." "....My phone?" ".....Yes." ".....Why?" It was a puzzling suggestion. Not that I was opposed, but I was genuinely curious. I asked her, "What if we get separated?" "There''s no way we''re getting separated when it''s just the two of us here." "What if we go to the restroom and miss each other?" "That won''t happen. Just put your phone away." "Why? At least tell me the reason." "..........." Song Soo-yeon frowned, her breath escaping beside her mask. After blinking hesitantly for a while, she finally spoke. "There''s no time to be distracted by a phone today." Her response was unexpected, revealing how much she was looking forward to the amusement park. She wanted the phone put away so it wouldn''t interrupt our fun. Could there be a cuter reason than this? I swallowed augh and asked back, "What about your phone?" "I need to take pictures." "Ah, I see." I nodded. Even for a trivial reason, it made sense. Since I wasn''t expecting contact from anyone, I put my phone in the locker. It was no big deal. I noticed Song Soo-yeon''s eyes curling up in a slight smile. I looked at her and said, "All set?" "Yes." We locked the locker. We then started walking towards the amusement park. As we emerged from the building with the lockers, arge Christmas tree, still decorated despite the holiday being over, weed us. The festive atmosphere lifted our spirits. I hadn''t expected to enjoy myself this much; I was d we came. I looked at Song Soo-yeon, who was staring nkly at the gigantic Christmas tree. With a content smile, I called out to her. "Soo-yeon." "........" "Soo-yeon." "Ah. Yes...?" "Come here for a second." I led her to a souvenir shop that was set up outside. "Mister...?" "Here." I handed her a scarf. Song Soo-yeon took it, standing there dazed. "What''s this?" "And this too." I snatched a baseball cap off a still figure, cing it lightly on my head and then put a beanie on hers. It was a beanie with bunny ears, with long rabbit feet hanging to the sides. "Mister?" Song Soo-yeon scrunched up her face at the sight of the cute hat. Regardless, I pressed down on the rabbit feet hanging from the beanie, making the bunny ears on top of her head wiggle. "Kuk-kuk-kuk..." Unable to hold back myughter, Song Soo-yeon took off the beanie in annoyance. "Hey, what are you doing..." I quickly shook my head to defuse the situation. "No, it''s just that you looked cold. And your clothes are too thin." "You''re wearing thin clothes too." "I''m not cold, though." "Whatever, just leave it." Song Soo-yeon tried to put the beanie back in its original ce. But I didn''t like it when she tried to put the beanie back. Seeing Song Soo-yeon wearing it really brought out the fun atmosphere of our outing. "No, no, wear it. Really. I mean it." "I don''t want to. You''ll justugh at me." "Why would Iugh? Hurry up and wear it. This is all part of the fun and memories." "Youughed earlier. I''m not wearing it." I kept pushing her with a smile. "Iughed because it''s cute, really cute. Just wear it already." Song Soo-yeon hesitated for a moment, then I continued. "It''s cold, isn''t it? We''ll have to wait outside for the rides, better to buy it now thanter." "............." She straightened up slowly and rxed her neck. ".....Just this time." Then, she shyly put on the bunny-eared beanie. The sight of her putting it on herself was so funny that I burst outughing again. --- --- We rode two rides. Having run through buildings, crossed death lines, and even faced death itself, I couldn''t find much thrill in the rides. Was it just a brief nostalgia for the past? Nevertheless, Iughed a lot today. It was more about the enjoyment of being with someone than the thrill of the rides themselves. Watching Song Soo-yeon have fun was entertaining. She''s still introverted, not screaming in excitement like others. She tried to keep her screams inside, but asionally, she couldn''t hold back a small shriek, and it was incredibly amusing. I had always wanted to have such experiences before my regression. It felt like fulfilling a simple dream. Her eagerness to go from one ride to the next right after the first was enough reason for me to be here. After riding two consecutive rides, we went to an indoor restaurant to eat lunch, taking out the lunchbox from the locker. "Ta-da...!" I opened the lunchbox. Song Soo-yeon, rubbing her cold hands to warm up, grabbed her phone as soon as the lunchbox was opened. Pretending to be nonchnt, she snapped several photos. She was bing more and more honest in her expressions as the day went on. Taking multiple photos, pondering over the next ride she was naturally doing things a woman her age would do. "Did you get them all?" When I asked, she nodded and put away the camera. I handed her a disposable chopstick. "Here, try it." "....Thank you, mister." She pulled down her mask. It was the first time I saw her face since leaving the restaurant. I watched intently as she put a piece of kimbap into her mouth. "....How is it?" Looking at me, Song Soo-yeon smiled faintly. "....It''s delicious." Now she was even starting not to hide her smiles. Filled with a senseless warmth, I too began to fill my stomach. Song Soo-yeon was the first to speak, which was quite rare. Usually, I was the one initiating conversations. "....Mister, have you decided where we''re going after this?" "Where?" "The haunted house." "The haunted house?" She looked straight at me and nodded. Well, it sounded like it could be fun. "Alright." As I agreed, she smiled again. "And after that, we''ll-" "-Soo-yeon, let''s eat then talk." I couldn''t help but smile at her. She was so excited. Where had the girl who refused toe because of the cost gone? I was grateful she was enjoying herself. ".....I am eating, you know?" Perhaps feeling a bit shy, she carefully ced a sushi roll in her mouth. Suddenly, the atmosphere around us became noisy. Gasps and shocked murmurs filled the air, with everyone ncing at their phones. The heroes I could see were pressing their security walkie-talkies to their faces, engaged in urgent conversations. Something had definitely happened. ".....What''s going on?" I muttered, looking around. Song Soo-yeon did the same, unable to hide her rising anxiety. She seemed afraid that our day wasing to an end. But even if she was scared, there was nothing to do. Safety was paramount. "Soo-yeon, just wait here for a moment." "Mister...!" "Don''t worry." I stood up and approached a nearby hero. Hmm... I feel like I''ve seen this hero before, but I''m not sure. Well, that''s not important. "Excuse me." I called out to him. He responded to my call. "Yes, how can I help you?" "It''s nothing much, just wondering if there''s a problem. Has a viin appeared in the amusement park or something...?" He looked at me for a moment, carefully choosing his words. Then, he spoke. "....Well, actually..." --- *Hmm the way he feels kinda reminded me of when I yed runescape again a few years ago. As a kid, my parents could only afford a month of membership so I wasn''t able to get all the cool member gear like a full set of barrows gear, using the ice barrage spell in castle wars.. (back when it was very popr) I yed again and fulfilled all those dreams. It was pretty boring actually but oddly satisfying. Chapter 38: Lunas Date (4) Chapter 38: Luna''s Date (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "....Well, actually... there''s no problem. It''s still safe here." "....''Here'' as in?" I asked again, caught by his choice of words. He shrugged slightly, looking a bit worried. "...There''s been a terrorist attack in Seoul. But it''s okay. Shake has responded to the situation." "Ah." That was a relief. The problem didn''t seem as serious as I had feared. Our day wouldn''t be ruined. "Thank you for letting me know." I said to the hero. He nodded in response. "You''re wee. Have a good day." His kindness was surprising, and it made me smile. Indeed, there are some heroes like this. Well, I suppose some level of kindness is expected from heroes for image-making purposes. I went back to Song Soo-yeon. "....? What''s this?" A man was standing next to her. Song Soo-yeon sat with an expression of displeasure I had never seen from her today. He said, "Excuse me, yes? I really fell for you, can I have your number...?" "....Get lost, asshole." Ah. That''s what it was. She had taken off her mask to eat, and in the brief moment I stepped away, she received unwanted attention. I hurried over to her. The man hitting on Song Soo-yeon was persistent. "Don''t be like that, if you don''t have a boyfriend, let''s just hang out-" I opened my mouth. "Excuse me. She said no-" And then Song Soo-yeon''s eyes widened as she saw me. She abruptly stood up and linked her arm with mine. ".....?" "I have a boyfriend. Right here." I was taken aback, forgetting what I was going to say to the man. Song Soo-yeon spoke up. "Do you think I came to the amusement park alone for no reason? Is your brain just for decoration? Get lost, it''s disgusting." The man looked back and forth between me and Song Soo-yeon, then muttered to himself and walked away. "....They don''t look good together..." Song Soo-yeon bristled. "That jerk, till the very end...!" I calmed her down. "Okay, okay! It''s over now, let''s forget about it." I took her arm and turned her to face me, leading her to take deep breaths. "Take a deep breath in." Her furrowed brows slowly rxed. "Exhale... and breathe in again... exhale..." As she followed my instructions, I said, "Today is supposed to be a good day. Let''s forget this and have fun. It would be a waste to spoil it." "..........." "Don''t worry. Nothing bad happened. The amusement park is safe. It''s just somewhere in Seoul that''s problematic. But even that''s under control with Shake handling it." "............." I continued to look at her. She still seemed a bit upset. Times like these always call for a joke. It''s perfect for lightening the mood. I had an idea for a joke. I said, "..........But boyfriend?" She lowered her head and punched my chest with her fist. -Thump! Thump! "..I, I just said that so he would leave....!" Her voice was much quieter than before as she spoke. The mood lightened up just as I had hoped. "Kuk-kuk-kuk. I know. Dont worry, I didnt think anything strange." "..........." "Let''s just eat, and then we can go to that haunted house you mentioned. Okay? It''s a shame to be angry when you have that cute beanie." ".......Mister." "Just joking, just joking. Let''s finish our meal, okay?" I felt bad for teasing her further. I got Song Soo-yeon to sit back down. "....Yes." She responded, and we continued our meal. --- --- She was quite nervous about going to the haunted house, even though she was the one who suggested it first. "......Are we really doing this?" ".........Yes." While I was excited to see her different reactions, from her perspective, it was hard to understand. Why insist on doing this when she was already trembling with fear even before entering? Our turn arrived, and Song Soo-yeon didnt turn back until thest moment. The staff at the haunted house handed us a small shlight. After briefing us on several precautions, he helped us enter. As we stepped inside the haunted house, the staff closed the door behind us, and we were greeted byplete darkness and a chilling air. -Click. The shlight turned on. It was a weak shlight, barely illuminating anything. It didn''t take long to realize that this shlight was more decorative than functional. Song Soo-yeon, unlike before, clung a bit closer to me. "Shall we go?" "Wa-Wait a moment." She held me back as I was about to start walking. Even inplete darkness, I had no trouble seeing Song Soo-yeon, ustomed as I was to the dark. Thinking she was invisible in the darkness, she closed her eyes, took a few deep breaths, and then linked her arm with mine. "........Let''s go." She whispered cautiously. But it was her linking arms that came first. "....No, Soo-yeon. The arm linking-" "-Ju-Just... Dont say anything. Just this once. Okay...?" Was this the kind of fearful experience she wanted? Song Soo-yeon was making the most of her day. I shrugged my shoulders and moved forward. As we passed through the ck curtain, the dimly lit haunted house with its red lights was revealed. The space was decorated with various props. And unintentionally, I pinpointed the location of every staff member dressed as ghosts. I just couldn''t help it. I knew where they all were. I could see where they would jump out from, how they nned to scare us. ......... Still, I kept my mouth shut. There was no need to ruin Song Soo-yeon''s fun. As we walked, her grip on my arm grew tighter. "Mwaaah!" A staff member, hidden behind a barred section, reached out towards us. "Eek..!" Song Soo-yeon, startled, buried her face in my arm. I had to restrain myself from letting out augh at her scream. Being in a situation where I couldn''t get tense made every reaction of hers vividly register in my mind. To tease her more, I said, "Soo-yeon, you should look. You wanted toe here." "..........." "Are you scared?" "I-I''m not scared." She timidly opened just one eye from my arm, nced forward, then buried her face back in my arm again. For her sake, I moved forward. Ghosts jumped out from here and there. "Waaaah!" "Ugh...!" "Soo-yeon, you need to look ahead..." "Yaaah!" "Uh....!" "Careful, put some strength in your legs...! You might fall...!" Watching her reactions, my desire to tease her faded. She was genuinely scared. That ''Luna'' was. Thus, Song Soo-yeon, startled countless times, clung to my arm with such force that blood cirction nearly stopped, as we navigated through the haunted house. By the time it was over, I was utterly exhausted too. As soon as she faced the bright outdoor light, she rxed her body and leaned against me, still not letting go of my arm. Breathing heavily and still burying her face in my arm, I asked Song Soo-yeon. "........Did you see anything?" "............" ".....But you got what you wanted, right?" She paused for a moment, then hugged my arm tighter. ".......Yes." "....That''s good then." ".....Howe you werent scared even once?" "No, I was. Just on the inside." I lied for her sake. Perhaps the haunted house was her fantasy, something she had always wanted to experience. Just because it seemed meaningless to me, didn''t mean it was meaningless to her. "Alright, let''s let go of the arm now. Let''s walk around some more." I gently disentangled her grip from my arm. I wasn''t sure what she might say once she regained herposure after being so frightened. ".....Ah." She let out a short sigh. ".....Soo-yeon?" "Huh? Oh.....yes. Let''s go... to the next thing." She then walked past me and started moving ahead. I watched her for a moment, then followed her with a smile. After a day full of fun, Song Soo-yeon and I were waiting for the final event. The parade. Everyone''s anticipation for it made me look forward to it too. Song Soo-yeon, though pretending otherwise, was probably most excited about this parade. While waiting, I got lost in thought. It truly felt like I had returned to being an ordinary person for the day. Of course, I had been living as a regr person since my regression... but it''s really a matter of feeling. Blending into the crowd, enjoying a normal day. I couldn''t remember thest time I had felt as happy as I did today. But one thing was certain: life after regression was hundreds of times better. ......Really, this is how I should have lived. I wasn''t the only one satisfied. It was evident, even without words, that Song Soo-yeon had spent a happy day. Sheughed a lot, took many photos, and swore only once at a man who hit on her. It was a day for the records. Song Soo-yeon, still tightly wrapped in her scarf, had her hat pulled down deep. After wearing it all day, she seemed to have lost all aversion to it. With nothing else to do while waiting, I pressed the footpads of her bunny-eared beanie. The ears wiggled amusingly. "...Kuk-kuk-kuk." A simpleugh. Just being able tough so easily meant the beanie had done its job. Song Soo-yeon hopped her feet to fight off the cold, no longer rejecting my touch like before. "....When does it start?" She asked. "Any moment now." I replied. My words weren''t a lie. From our left, the sounds of cheering crowds and music started to fill the air. Soon, the parade began. People dressed as Santa us, others as Rudolph. Fairies, bizarre animals, snowmen numerous people in delightful costumes waved at us, smiling. I couldn''t help but respect them. People who strive to bringughter to others. Unlike me, who once instilled only fear in the eyes of others... they were truly admirable. I waved back at them. Expressions I hadnt noticed much when I was a viin appeared everywhere. What expression was Song Soo-yeon wearing? I turned to look at her. "Huh?" She wasn''t watching the parade she had been anticipating. Instead, she was staring intensely at me. With a somewhat dazed look, she slowly blinked, continuing to fix her gaze on me. "Soo-yeon, aren''t you watching the parade?" ".......Ah. I should, yes." She responded somewhat indifferently and turned her eyes to the parade. ....Was she tired? As I watched the parade again, Song Soo-yeon cautiously spoke. ".....Mister. I have a wish." Her voice was calmer than ever before. "Ask Santa over there." I joked in response. Song Soo-yeon didn''t react. "....Its something only you can fulfill." "..........." I slowly nodded. "I''ll listen." "............" Song Soo-yeon fell silent again. The music of the parade grew louder. After a long pause, as if she was contemting, she finally spoke again. "......Let me drop the formalities." ".........." I froze, taken aback. I too fell into deep thought. It seemed like a serious request. Asking to drop the formalities. Such a change from the past, when she firmly said she wouldn''t change her way of addressing me and to not get any closer. I smiled again, ensuring the mood didnt be too somber. "......Thats quite a difficult request." ".....Yes...?" She responded weakly. "Weve been using this way of speaking for so long. Its not so easy to change." ".......Oh..no..." "And I also use it to maintain some distance." "....Mister....?" She suddenly grabbed my arm. As Song Soo-yeon ced her hand on me, I turned to look at her. Our eyes met. Fireworks burst momentarily, shooting up into the ck sky. The myriad colors of the lights were reflected in her eyes. I spoke while looking at her. "....Just kidding, Soo-yeon." Song Soo-yeon''s movement stopped. I gave her a broad smile. "Where else could you find such an easy wish to grant." Chapter 39: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (1) Chapter 39: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "Just kidding, Soo-yeon. Where else could you find such an easy wish to grant." Song Soo-yeon''s mind kept reying that scene. Jung-gyeom''s face, his expressions, his gaze, his smile... everything was etched in her mind, refusing to leave. It felt like she was trapped in an inescapable orbit, reying that moment for what seemed like the hundredth time. It was like a dream. Unrealistic and dreamlike. But, unlike an ordinary dream, she knew she would never forget this moment for as long as she lived. "...Ah." "........." "Soo-yeon!" Someone grabbed her shoulder and shook her. Song Soo-yeon, startled by the touch, trembled. Blinking her eyes, she assessed her surroundings, breaking free from the relentless grip of her imagination. "...Mister?" "Why aren''t you focusing? Are you sleepy?" Her mind cleared up at his informal speech. Song Soo-yeon looked around. "...Where are we?" "What? Did you sleep-walk here? This is the subway home." "...What about the parade?" "...That ended a while ago." Jung-gyeom''s expression changed. He seemed puzzled by the situation. However, Song Soo-yeon couldn''t honestly exin. She couldn''t admit that she had been involuntarily recalling his image. She said, "....Maybe I''m just sleepy. It felt like I was dreaming with my eyes open." "...Hmm." There weren''t many people on the subway with them. The two sat side by side, maintaining a brief silence that had formed between them. Alone like this, Song Soo-yeon''s heart kept throbbing wildly. No matter how much she tried to ignore it, the pounding in her chest continued to shake her. Unknowingly, she leaned a bit more onto his shoulder, feeling his warmth. Instinctively, she almost rested her head on his shoulder. ".............." The impulsive idea lingered in her mind. If she really leaned on his shoulder, how would he react? Would he ept it? Push her away? Being rejected felt like it would be too painful. "......." But there was no one else to me. It was all her doing. She had drawn lines too strictly, warning him not toe closer or think weirdly of her. Her heartbeat turned into pain. She tried her best to ignore that pain. ...It''s okay. I just have to do well from now on. Things can gradually change. She felt closer to him today. They had taken many pictures and created memories. Since they were now on a first-name basis... they could be closer. Song Soo-yeon slowly began to lean her head towards him. Despite her racing heart, she couldn''t stop her body''s involuntary movement. -Thump. But before her head could touch Jung-gyeom''s shoulder, he pulled her head towards him first. "Just sleep a little." He said. But Song Soo-yeon couldn''t do that. She wasn''t sleepy to begin with, and her heart had started racing the moment she rested her head on his shoulder. "...Is this okay?" Jung-gyeom asked for permission even for such a small gesture of physical contact. She knew it was his way of being considerate, understanding her dislike for men. Instead of answering, Song Soo-yeon gently nodded her head and, to pretend she was resting, closed her eyes while leaning on his shoulder. He continued speaking. "...If you''re tired tomorrow, just stay home. You know we don''t have many customers anyway. And... I can''t even pay you properly." His voice carried a tone of regret, almost apologetic. "...It''s okay. I''lle to work." But Song Soo-yeon wished he wouldn''t feel sorry. His mere existence was more than enough for her. Everything he had given her had be a treasure. Even the ridiculous rabbit beanie had be dear to her. He was the reason for her to continue living in this world. With Jung-gyeom by her side, she felt confident she could endure any hardship the cruel world threw at her. In this damned world, he was her first blessing, her light... her hope. --- --- "...Mister, I''m fine." Song Soo-yeon said in front of my one-room apartment. "...Let''s go in together." I could definitely feel she was changing, at least towards me, there was no malice. Maybe she now sees me as a reliable friend, trusting that I wouldn''t do anything foolish. "I''m really okay. So, you go in." I couldn''t let my guard down. It was my duty to reciprocate the trust she had ced in me. Even if I entered the room, I wouldn''t do anything, but it was better for me to leave to ensure she feltpletely at ease. It was right to sleep at the restaurant. "...Still." She spoke as if feeling sorry for me. As the weather grew colder, her concern for me seemed to grow as well. Her concern alone warmed my heart. That was enough. As long as she didn''t take my kindness for granted and felt grateful, that was all I needed. To be liked by her as a person was all I could ask for. Moreover. I hadn''t forgotten the promise I made. I remembered our conversation from the first day I offered her my ce. And her fierce expression at that time. ''...Mister, don''t think you can do whatever you want just because you helped me.'' ''...Really? Are you going to keep this up? What does staying at my ce have to do with being a pervert?'' ''Ah... that...'' ''...Sigh. Never mind. I guess it''s your fault, right? Must be because of your past experiences.'' ''......'' ''I''ll make you a promise.'' ''...A promise?'' ''I will never do anything you hate. We''re just friends. Got it?'' With that memory, I smiled. Yes. We are friends, and I promised not to do anything she dislikes. No matter what she says verbally. "Alright, just go and rest. You''re tired." "...I''m not tired." "You were dozing off on my shoulder just a while ago." ".............Can I follow you to the restaurant?" "Are you even listening to me? And what would you do there?" "...Maybe we could talk a little about what happened today..." I smiled faintly. It seemed she also had fun today. But I shook my head. "......Let''s talk about it next time. There will be plenty of timeter. I''m going now. Sleep well, Soo-yeon." I waved my hand and turned around. It seemed right to leave quickly before she could hold me back any longer. "Ah... Good night..." She eventually let me go as I walked away. I waved at her again. --- --- On the way home. I looked up information about the terrorist attack in Seoul. From the moment I heard the news at the amusement park, my curiosity was piqued. Song Soo-yeon was so excited about the amusement park that she hadn''t checked her phone either, but now there was no need. -Click. The smartphone screen lit up. I connected to the inte. The topic was already hot, no need for a specific search. I nced at the headlines of the articles. Viin Tryno. Viin ranking adjustment. 8th -> 2nd Viin Liquid. Viin ranking adjustment. 12th -> 5th Tryno and Liquid. Have they joined forces? Shake''s vulnerability exploited by the alliance of Tryno and Liquid. A massive hostage situation in the heart of Seoul. Could it have been prevented? I realized the situation was more serious than I had anticipated. My expression hardened. Honestly, as a former viin, I didn''t care much about what ident urred, who got hurt, or how badly. But that didn''t mean I wasn''t disturbed. What bothered me was the news of the viins'' alliance. The names of the viins in this alliance were not to be ignored. Destroyer Tryno. A strong physical build with explosive powers. He could make anything he touched explode. Before my regression, I knew Tryno as someone who used his abilities to demolish numerous buildings. Liquid. A liquid ability user. In ces with abundant water, there weren''t many who could defeat him. Before my regression, he was also a viin who had killed numerous heroes. Two well-known viins from before my regression had now joined forces. I had no knowledge of this. Such an event did not happen before my regression. Had something changed? ".........." ..........The thought of them troubling Sce was unsettling. I continued to search for more articles. 130 hostages rescued. 56 injured. 8 dead. Tryno and Liquid achieved their objective and retreated. Shake, facing Tryno and Liquid simultaneously, prioritized the hostages.'' Shake''s statement: [It was the best choice. I apologize to the victims and their families. I will strive to improve.] I frowned. I wasn''t looking for these kinds of articles. She must have been here too. I continued to scroll, trying to find the article I wanted. Soon, a keyword caught my eye. Sce. ".....Found it." I muttered to myself. Hero Ranking 66th, Sce. Active once again. Hero Sce. Ranking rise. 66th -> 49th. Sce. Rescued hostages in ce of Shake. Defused 10 bombs. Saved more than 40 lives. Sce, saving hostages with a bright smile in her eyes. Photos of Sce with her mouth covered, smiling with her eyes, apanied the articles. All the articles andments were busy praising Sce. I continued to scrutinize the articles, not letting my guard down. .....Fortunately, there was no news of her being injured. I let out a sigh of relief. "....Phew." Sce, with her limited experience at this point. Even if Shake had fought, facing Tryno and Liquid would have been dangerous. But it seemed what I feared hadn''t urred. I looked a little longer at the photos of Sce saving hostages and smiling. In the pictures, she looked fine, thankfully. It was the same Sce I had always seen. Bright and hero-like. A figure that could reassure the citizens. Simrly relieved, I turned off my phone. I was almost at the restaurant. ......Huh? Under the sign that read ''Heros Heart Restaurant''. Someone was sitting, hugging their knees. The figure raised their head, sensing my presence. It was a familiar face I had just seen in the articles. ........Gyeom oppa. .....Sol, no. Bom...? I slowly walked towards her. .....What are you doing here? .....Ah. She briefly lowered her head. A fleeting shadow of darkness, unseen in the photos from the articles, crossed her face. .........And then I understood. Something had happened in today''s terrorist attack. Something was troubling her. Her words from a past drinking session came to mind. .....Heroes... they dont have anyone to protect them. Like Soo-yeon said, we are people too... and we have hard times. I immediately knelt on one knee and took her shoulder. .....I didnt probe further. All I needed to do was offer thefort I could. It wasnt difficult for me. Just as she had been a strength for me, I wanted to be a small strength for her too. .....Shall we go inside and talk? Sce paused, then, erasing the darkness from her face, smiled and nodded. .....Yeah. --- --- As the warmfort of the one-room apartment weed Song Soo-yeon, her legs stiffened. As always, her thoughts turned to Jung-gyeom. He would sleep in the restaurant again tonight for her sake. .....No matter how she thought about it, it wasn''t right. It was only proper that they sleep together. She was truly fine. She trusted him, and after all, this ce was his home. It was problematic to be even more indebted to him. How could she ever repay him? Even devoting a lifetime would not be enough. Finally, she turned back. She opened the door and headed back outside the one-room apartment. If she hurried, she could catch up with Jung-gyeom. It seemed she needed to convince him again toe back to the one-room. With every step towards him, her heart lightened. Her heartbeat grew stronger, and her cheeks reddened further. She anticipated the happiness she would feel upon meeting him. Even on her way to see him, she missed him. He wouldn''t want to sleep in the cold either. It would be nice to review the day together, sharing fun stories before falling asleep. ....In truth, it might all be an excuse. Maybe she just wanted to see him. Soon, Song Soo-yeon started to see the restaurant. She could see Jung-gyeom sitting there too. She inhaled to call out to him. "....Mister....!" But in the next moment, Song Soo-yeon''s breath caught in her throat. Her movement also stopped. Her eyes widened, and her mouth slightly opened. Her eyebrows furrowed in disbelief. As Jung-gyeom stood up, someone who had been hidden behind his broad back also stood up. ............It was Sce. The two of them were smiling at each other, so affectionately. And before Song Soo-yeon could even intervene, they entered the restaurant together. ".......Huh...?" Her heart felt constricted. Witnessing a scene she couldn''t believe, Song Soo-yeon recalled what Jung-gyeom had said earlier. ''What would you do there.'' ''Let''s talk about it next time.'' He had clearly said that to her, yet he was taking Sce into the restaurant. ........Could this have been the reason? Had he pushed her away to meet Sce sooner? Song Soo-yeon stood frozen in the winter darkness, motionless. Chapter 40: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (2) Chapter 40: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here I handed Sce a warm cup of tea. Even though, due to her abilities, she doesn''t feel cold or catch colds... it''s more about the sentiment. I couldn''t tell how long she had been waiting for me. Even if it wasn''t my fault, a sense of guilt arose for making her wait. "....Ah, thank you." Sce took the tea I handed her with both hands, smiling slightly with her eyes. Whatever happened, she can''t look me straight in the eye. She just blew on the tea, maintaining a weak smile. ".....So?" After waiting for a long time, I broke the silence, hoping she would naturally share her worries. Sce remained silent. She just slightly bit her lip in response to my question. It was the first time I had seen her so vulnerable. Of course, she is someone who cries easily... but even when she cried, it wasn''t like this. Even when she cried on TV, it was only for a fleeting moment, and she would soon reassure the public with her determined eyes, promising to improve. Even in my death, she cried but ended up expressing gratitude to me and promised to move forward. It was possible to see her hidden strength even through her tears. But now, she doesn''t feel the same. There''s no sign of her usual strength. She looked depressed and fragile. As expected, she was still inexperienced. ".....Hehe." Unable to continue her words, she just looked up at me andughed. Although she came to find me, she seemed unable to speak when it came down to it. "....Just wait a moment." I said. I got up and went to the kitchen. I started boiling a pack of ramen I had bought for myself. It didn''t take long, so Sce waited quietly. Then, along with the finished ramen, I took out a bottle of soju from the fridge. "....Alcohol...?" Sce muttered. Alcohol can be dangerous when one is down, but I''m here. I''ll be the one to erase the negative thoughts. There''s nothing like alcohol for opening up. -Clink! The familiar sound of the soju bottle opening. I filled both our sses. "Nothing fancy, but let''s eat and chat." I suggested in a light tone. I still n to encourage her to speak first. I don''t intend to forcibly extract her worries. Sce weakly smiled and nodded her head. After taking a sip, I asked. "....So. Did you wait long?" "......Where did you go, oppa?" She responded to my question with her own. But it was a sufficient answer. She must have waited a long time. "I went to the amusement park with Soo-yeon. It was a graduation gift I had promised her." "Soo-yeon?" "Yes." "Didn''t you use to call her Ms. Soo-yeon?" "Ah." I nodded my head. "Today at the amusement park, we got closer and decided to speak informally." "That''s good." Sce smiled again and then sighed deeply, resting her chin on the table. I waited quietly, allowing her to continue the conversation. It was a good moment for her to open up about any worries. .......... But Sce remained silent again. She hadn''t even touched the ramen. She seems lost in thought. Before she falls into negative thoughts, I call her. Bom. ......... Bom. Uh... Yeah? Try some. She nced between the chopsticks and ramen I offered, then awkwardlyughed and waved her hand. Ahaha, sorry. Even though you made it... I just dont have the appetite. ".......Okay. Eat whenever you want." Yeah. I didnt press her further. I refilled her empty ss. That''s when Sce spoke. ......Oppa. ....Yeah? .....That... Soo-yeon. .....Go on. Sce moistened her lips quietly and looked around awkwardly before speaking. ....Even though you didnt like her like that.... why did you decide to help her? ....What? ....What was your reason? Now, it was my turn to pause. The reason was you lingered on my lips. But saying that now might seem like a joke to Sce. After a long time searching for an answer, I spoke cautiously. .....It was probably for the same reason as you. You also help many people as a hero. ........I earn money doing this, oppa. It''s different for you. Why different? You didnt be a hero just for the money. .....How do you know that? Hmm? How do you know I didnt be a hero for the money? Silence followed. How should I respond? I couldn''t tell how the conversation had reached this point, but if I wanted to support her, I needed to answer carefully. -Brrrring... Brrrring... Just then, my smartphone began to ring. I was getting a call. I pulled out my smartphone from my pocket to see who it was. It was Song Soo-yeon. Realistically, she was the only one who would call me at this time. I wondered why she was calling now. ....It wasnt important. I couldnt answer it anyway. I turned off the vibration on my phone. Then I looked back at Sce. She was still gazing at me, motionless. I continued to answer her previous question. I just know. If one had seen her as a hero before my regression, it was an undeniable fact, especially for me, her archenemy. I had a deeper understanding of her. If her actions had been all an act, I would not have been influenced. "....You think highly of me." Sce said, then bowed her head deeply. Without looking at me, she asked. "....So... do you help anyone who needs it...?" "....I''d like to." Sce fell silent upon hearing my answer, her head down for a long time. Truly, seeing her this vulnerable was a first for me. I felt an involuntary urge tofort her, something I had never imagined she would need. After a long pause, she suddenly lifted her head. "It''s good news, oppa!" Her expression and voicepletely changed, now filled with a big smile. "...What?" I raised my eyebrows in surprise. "Good news for you, who lives for others! The Hero Association approved the sponsorship! You''ll be able to receive a million won every month!" "....Bom?" "I came here today to tell you this...! I thought you would want to know...." "............." "Actually.....that''s all I wanted to say. You said you went to the amusement park, right? You must be tired. I feel like I''m taking too much of your time. I''ll go now." And with that, she abruptly stood up. Before I could stop her, she walked towards the restaurant''s entrance. I couldn''t just wait for her to start the conversation anymore. She didn''te here just to talk about the sponsorship. That couldn''t be. She wouldn''t have waited outside the restaurant for so long just for that. Especially not on a day when there was a terrorist attack in Seoul. I stood up to stop her from leaving. Sce had already opened the door and was starting to fly out. -Thump! I caught her wrist as it began to rise and pulled her down. "Bom." ".........." She descended powerlessly in front of me. "....What''s wrong?" I finally asked. If she wouldnt tell me, I had to probe. And at that simple question, the armor-like facade Sce had been wearing began to crumble. Suddenly, her face filled with tears, she began to cry. "....Heeu.... heeuu.....!" Her tears shook me. When she was sad, I felt sad too. "....Bom, talk to me." I could no longer restrain my desire tofort her. My hand reached toward her cheek. And then, habitually, my fist clenched. It was a habit I had developed recently because of Song Soo-yeon. Whenever I was about to touch someone, I hesitated. I had clenched my fist like this several times in front of Soo-yeon''s cheek. ".....Heu-heu.... Oppa...." But Sce was not Soo-yeon. I unclenched my fist. Then gently, I stroked Sce''s cheek. It felt warm and soft. ".....I know you were dispatched today for the terrorist attack. What happened?" Sce, crying more intensely, nodded her head. "....Heeuk.... Oppa.... in front of me......a young girl.....huuu..." That was enough for me to understand. The various facts I had learned from the articles came together. Bomb hostage situation. Sce rescuing hostages in ce of Shake. A young girl. Sce, feeling guilty, wept with her small shoulders trembling. I could imagine what she must have witnessed, why the usually strong Sce was so distressed. I pulled her into an embrace. It was the least I could do tofort her, who had been my strength. I patted her trembling, delicate back, which I had only thought of as strong. Now I understood. Being strong meant hiding pain well. As Iforted her, Sce vented her frustration. "Heeuk... But in the articles...! They say I''m a hero...! ...!" "...A hero can''t save everyone. You did well. It''s okay." "Huuu... Heuu...." For a long time, I held her. --- --- Song Soo-yeon was staring nkly at the restaurant from the darkness. It had been over 30 minutes since Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom had entered the restaurant. Her heart kept sinking, and she was growing increasingly anxious. Alone inside for 30 minutes, what could they be doing? Especially after leaving her out. She contemted barging in hundreds of times. But she couldn''t bring herself to do it. She had no excuses to make, nothing she could do. Moreover, there was fear. Fear of witnessing something shocking if she entered. The only courage she could muster was to make a phone call. Swallowing hard, she pressed the speed dial for Jung-gyeom. -Brrrring... Brrrring... As the phone rang, Song Soo-yeons eyes remained fixed on the restaurant. -The customer you are calling... Jung-gyeom didn''t answer the phone. No matter how long she waited, it was the same. He was rejecting her calls. "....You can pick up." She murmured to herself, unknowingly. "....Hurry up and answer. What are you doing?" She spoke as if conversing with him. But, of course, no answer came back, and he never picked up the phone. Song Soo-yeon kept calling his phone. At least she was causing some interruption, whatever they were doing. Suddenly, the door burst open. Min-Bom rushed out. Song Soo-yeons mind snapped back to reality. Thankfully, their meeting hadntsted long. It was only 30 minutes. She wasn''t pleased, but was relieved it hadn''tsted longer. Min-Bom began to levitate into the air. At that moment, Jung-gyeom, who had rushed out of the restaurant, grabbed her wrist. ........ This physical contact felt like needles piercing Song Soo-yeon''s heart. A stinging pain reached her. They were having a serious conversation, with Jung-gyeom not letting go of her wrist. Song Soo-yeons eyes were fixed on that wrist. Meanwhile, the sound of sobbing began to reach her. Min-Boms shoulders were shaking. Again, Min-Bom was fawning over Jung-gyeom. A fiery anger started to consume Song Soo-yeon, infuriated by Min-Bom exploiting Jung-gyeoms innocence. .....But then, that anger was doused in cold water. Jung-gyeom very gently and carefully ced his hand on Min-Boms cheek. .......Mister? It was a gesture he had never shown to Song Soo-yeon. .....No, it was one of the many gestures she had forbidden, calling it creepy, perverted, telling him not to harbor strange feelings. Min-Bom was not her, and Jung-gyeom no longer needed to be cautious. Min-Bom, who had done nothing, was bing closer to Jung-gyeom than herself, despite all she had done. And it didnt end there. Jung-gyeoms arms moved. He pulled Min-Bom into his embrace. Min-Bom naturally nestled into his arms. They fit together like puzzle pieces. Sharing warmth with each other. So tenderly, so affectionately. It was not a light hug. It was an embrace where ears touched ears, upper bodies pressed close, almost suffocating. The only treasure the world had given her was embracing another woman. Her heart hurt too much. It was unbearable, her head pounding. .....Get away.... Song Soo-yeon murmured. That was all she could do. Song Soo-yeon turned away. She couldnt bear to see that sight anymore. She couldnt stand to see Jung-gyeom treating another woman more preciously than herself. .....Please, get away... In the darkness, Song Soo-yeon crouched down, burying her face in her knees. .......Then, her hand began to glow with a purple light. Chapter 41: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (3) Chapter 41: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Looking at them brought pain, but Song Soo-yeon couldn''t take her eyes off them. ''Is it finally over?'' she wondered repeatedly, ncing at them. ...But the end seemed nowhere in sight. Min-Bom continued to weep in his arms, and Jung-gyeom wouldn''t let her go. Their embrace only deepened, it didn''t lighten at all. Now, they werepletely entwined like lovers. "....Uh....!" Another surge of pain stabbed through her heart. Her face contorted involuntarily, and her hands clutched at her chest, feeling the pain. The corners of her eyes began to moisten. It was an instinctive response of her body. She followed Min-Bom with empty eyes. ...What warmth was Min-Bom feeling now? What kind of warmth that she couldn''t let go? "......Those damn heroes...." Song Soo-yeon muttered through clenched teeth. When the pain exceeded its limits, as always, those feelings turned into anger. She couldn''t bear it otherwise. Weakly, she continued to mutter curses at the heroes, over and over, then buried her face back in her knees. She wanted to separate them, by force if necessary. ...She wished she could control them at will. How much time had passed? The crying of Min-Bom, which she hated to hear, finally calmed down. Song Soo-yeon lifted her head again. Their embrace had ended. Without realizing, she exhaled the breath she had been holding and moved her stiff body. She was about to get up, but then... upon seeing the next scene, she slumped down again. Jung-gyeom had ced his hand on Min-Bom''s cheek again. Anger sparked from the unending pain, this time directed at Jung-gyeom. "....Damn it, are you a real pervert?" She clenched her trembling hands tightly. It took tremendous willpower to suppress the urge to scream. "......Why do you keep touching her..." Jung-gyeom moved his hand to wipe Min-Bom''s tears. Min-Bom quietly epted it. An invisible understanding was happening between them. ".....You never did that for me..." Soon, Song Soo-yeon closed her mouth. She knew all too well why Jung-gyeom never showed such affection towards her. All the curses and threats she had defensively thrown in the past came back to haunt her. Song Soo-yeon had to fight the urge to leave. Although she was not one to run away from most things, this time was different. But she stayed, driven by the single-minded thought that she had to see this through to the end. She must intervene if those two start holding hands and walking back into the restaurant. ...Fortunately, that was it. The calmed-down Min-Bom waved goodbye to Jung-gyeom. He did the same. Finally, Min-Bom, pretending to be a normal person, walked away from the restaurant. Song Soo-yeon still watched Jung-gyeom from the darkness. Jung-gyeom didn''t enter the restaurant but watched Min-Bom''s departing figure for a long time. Only after Min-Bom disappeared did Jung-gyeom finally move his steps towards the restaurant. And as Jung-gyeom disappeared... only then could Song Soo-yeon muster the strength to get up again. Even after all this had ended, Song Soo-Yeon didn''t let go of her phone. Since she had called him, she didn''t know when he might call her back. Holding her smartphone weakly, she returned to the apartment. Her body was exhausted. It was a perfect day, ending in trash. She raised her hand to open the door lock. ......Huh? It was then she noticed the change in her body. Bright purple energy swirled around her hand. At first, she was so startled that she almost fell backwards, but she adapted to it strangely quickly. ''........'' She slowly turned her hand, watching it. The purple aura followed, swirling and moving. It felt as natural as if it had always been a part of her body, like taking out an old, cherished item that had been stored in a warehouse long ago. The sensation was familiar and natural. It felt like a new organ had sprouted in her body. She intuitively understood how to move it, what this power was, without needing to learn it. She had always wondered how ability users managed their powers... but now that she had this power, she understood. You just know. .........Ha... A hollowugh escaped her lips. Instinctively, she knew. This was the power to control people. The very ability she had longed for. When the world treated her like trash, she had begged for the power to destroy everything. ...The power that hadn''t emerged then, had manifested now. But surprisingly, her first thought wasn''t how to exact revenge on the world. It wasn''t her tormenting parents or the bullies that came to mind. Their continual harassment, the despair she felt back then, didn''t resurface. ........It was Jung-gyeom. .....With this power. ............... Song Soo-yeon was shocked by the dangerous thoughts that had unwittingly arisen. It was absurd. She shook her head vigorously to dispel the thoughts. And then, she quickly got up and entered the one-room apartment. --- --- Song Soo-yeon washed her face andy down on her bed. She had deactivated her ability, so there was no longer any light emanating from her hand. Having longed for superpowers, she had some knowledge about them. People like her, who awaken their abilitiester in life, are called ''Awakeners''. These Awakeners, born at extremely low probabilities... their abilities usually manifest during intense stress, and in most cases, their powers are incredibly strong. Shake, ranked number one among heroes, was also an Awakener. Song Soo-yeon had be an Awakener as well. But contrary to her expectation that awakening her ability would fill her with indescribable joy... she now felt a faint resentment: why did this power appear only now? And it was ironic. Was the stress she endured during all the harassment nothing at all? Just seeing Jung-gyeom with Min-Bom had triggered her ability. ...Of course, maybe Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom''s embrace was just thest drop that made her umted stress overflow. Still, she couldn''t deny the absurdity of the situation. Since when had she be so dependent on Jung-gyeom? This wasn''t like her. She sighed heavily, trying to view the situation lightly. She didn''t even understand why she was overreacting so much. Yes, it seemed she did love Jung-gyeom. So what? It was just love, another emotion just like ''anger'' or ''sadness''. There was no need to be swayed by such a feeling. No reason to be stressed or angry. Besides, to an onlooker, it might seem like Min-Bom and Jung-gyeom were lovers. But Jung-gyeom was just kind. She knew that already. He was kind, so he hugged crying Min-Bom. There''s no deeper meaning. It was nothing more than the kindness of tossing a coin to a begging beggar. There was no need to be anxious. She had spent more time with him than anyone. Today too, they had created many memories together. The rabbit ear beanie, the scarf. All were gifts from him. Min-Bom was iparable to that. Unlike her, a fellow loner friend, Min-Bom was just a passing acquaintance. Song Soo-yeon took deep breaths to calm her mind. As she was meditating like this, the phone rang, almostically. She quickly got up from the bed and grabbed her phone. The caller''s ID shed on the screen. ''My Hero'' The name had no significance. She had set it light-heartedly. There was no need to be unsettled by him. As said, it''s just love, and that''s all. There''s no reason to be shaken. Song Soo-yeon swallowed and cleared her throat a couple of times before answering the call. .....Hello? Soo-yeon, did you call? ............ As soon as she heard his voice, a surge of emotions welled up again. Her nose crinkled, and she almost bit her lip. She wanted to ask why he hadn''t answered her call. Why had he hugged Min-Bom? Why had he called only now? But she couldn''t. Song Soo-yeon restrained her emotions and continued calmly. ......Were you busy? ....Ah, yeah. .....What were you doing? ........... He remained silent for a while. To Song Soo-yeon, that silence felt like an eternity. She didn''t understand why he couldn''t just answer honestly. Jung-gyeom answered. "......Just getting ready for bed." ".........Ha." Song Soo-yeon let out an incredulousugh, her suppressed emotions bubbling up again. Why was he lying? Why hide his meeting with Min-Bom? Was it something to be ashamed of? Surely not. There was no need to hide anything. A sticky heartache and painful sorrow engulfed her. "....Soo-yeon?" "Oh, I just thought of something funny...." She excused her hollowughter. And swallowed hundreds of questions. She didn''t mention her newly awakened ability. .....Her instinct told her that this power should be kept a secret. Instead, she chose her words carefully. "....Mister, I had fun today." "Haha, me too, Soo-yeon. It feels like we''ve be closer now that we''re speaking informally. We''ve made a lot of memories, right?" His warm words easily lifted her spirits. Hisughter almost made her smile. But she pulled herself together. There were important things to say. "Yes. Um, Mister?" "Hm?" ".........Just a random question, but who are you closest to?" It was a loaded question. She wanted to hear a specific answer. Jung-gyeom didn''t take long to respond. "....You. Who else?" Song Soo-yeon felt a tingling sensation on the back of her neck. She closed her eyes, savoring the joy from his expected answer. Her anger seemed to melt away. She teased yfully. "......Right?" "Why the sudden sentimental questions? Where did your prickly side go?" At his words, she recalled the image of Min-Bom and Jung-gyeom hugging each other. She said. "......I can be affectionate too, you know?" Jung-gyeomughed. "Then show me." "..........Anyway, we''re the closest, right?" ".....What are you plotting now?" "It''s not like that." Afortable sigh came through the phone. Jung-gyeom continued. ".......Yes. It''s you." "....." Song Soo-yeon gathered her courage. The anger she had felt earlier gave her strength. There was no turning back now. "....Let''s stay close in the future too." Her heart pounded as if it was about to burst. Even though the words were spoken with courage fueled by anger, expressing genuine emotions was still very difficult for her. "........." Jung-gyeom remained silent. As he didn''t respond, Song Soo-yeon''s brows slowly furrowed. Thousands of negative thoughts flooded her mind. Unable to hold back any longer, she spoke. "....Mis-" "-Thank you, Soo-yeon." Jung-gyeom interrupted her. Huh? "....For saying these things. I''m touched." His voice was more sincere than ever. Song Soo-yeon''s heart, which had been pounding with anxiety, finally began to calm down. Yes, this was the rtionship she and Jung-gyeom had. There was no room for a stone like Min-Bom, who had popped up out of nowhere, to wedge itself in. There was no need to feel insecure. She must not waver. He said. "......Don''t worry. I also want to continue being close with you. I promised you, didnt I?" "What promise?" Song Soo-yeon pressed the phone even closer to her ear. He spoke in a soft voice. "......That we''d be friends for life." Song Soo-yeon paused for a moment at his words, then tilted her head in confusion. ......? She couldn''t understand why his tender words brought a sting of pain once again. Chapter 42: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (4) Chapter 42: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon arrived at the store early morning. It was 6 am, and the sun hadn''t risen yet. Despite spending more time than usual in front of the mirror, she felt in a rush to get there. Maybe it was because of the memories from the day before. She wanted to see Jung-gyeom quickly. After hovering around the store for a bit, she made up her mind. .....Just seeing his sleeping face would be enough to make her happy. She unlocked the door lock of the still-closed store. -Ding-ling! As she opened the door, she whispered. "...Mister, I''m here..." ''Uhh.'' Song Soo-yeon froze at the sight that greeted her as she entered the store. Jung-gyeom wasn''t asleep. He was exercising, shirtless. In the middle of a handstand push-up, he stood on his feet after noticing her. His body glistened with sweat droplets. She found herself captivated by the sight, frozen in ce. She had never expected the man she always teased for being nd and nerdy to have such a sculpted body. She hadn''t known he could be so manly. That was part of the shock. Soon, Jung-gyeom stood up and turned his back. Watching his wet back, Song Soo-yeon unwittingly swallowed. He said. "Uh....sorry. This must be ufortable to see." "............" "...Soo-yeon? Could you wait outside for a bit?" Only then did Song Soo-yeon snap back to reality. Without a word, she roughly closed the door and left. -Ding-a-ling! Ding-a-ling...! Ding-a-ling...! The doorbell kept ringing. Ignoring the swinging door, she leaned against the wall of the store and slid down. Then she grabbed her flushing face. "Haah...! Haah....!" Finally letting out the breath she had been holding, Song Soo-yeon calmed her racing heart. This was the first time she had seen a man''s bare body in reality. Until now, she had only seen such images passing by on her smartphone... and they never evoked any thought. Even when numerous women cheered in thements, it was the same. She had sometimes wondered why she didn''t feel the obvious emotions. But just now, upon seeing Jung-gyeom''s body, her heart raced as if it would burst. It was the first time she thought a man''s body was beautiful. .....And she wanted to keep looking. ".....Am I a pervert...?" Song Soo-yeon muttered to herself. At that moment, an image shed through her mind. She remembered seeing herself in the mirror with lustful eyes. Probably, she still had that expression now. "Huff...Huff..." Song Soo-yeon took deep breaths. She couldn''t show such an expression to Jung-gyeom. Absolutely not. He would surely find such a sight of her repulsive. So she had to suppress her emotions before he came out. But it didn''t take long for him to put on a shirt. "....Soo-yeon." Jung-gyeom, who had already opened the store door and peeked out, was calling her. Eek..! Song Soo-yeon jerked in surprise, turning her head away from the direction of the voice. She had to hide her expression. Jung-gyeom''s voice came from behind her. Why did youe so early? ......Well...that...no... She wasnt coherent enough to answer. She was too focused on hiding her repulsive expression. Why are you sitting down again? ........Because.... Jung-gyeom was speaking calmly, but Song Soo-yeon knew he was just as unsettled. He too was struggling to find the right words in this awkward moment. Uh....sorry. Finally, he apologized. ......What? .....Especially for you, it must have been shocking. Jung-gyeom knew how much she feared and loathed men. She understood that his apology was based on that fact. But he had no reason to apologize. After all, she was the one who had barged into the store. ....Moreover, to her surprise, she hadnt disliked the sight, so there was no need for his apology. ....No, its my fault for entering..." Still, I shocked you. ....I wasnt...shocked. Even if you say that, that position.... ............ She couldn''t argue against that. Any more excuses might lead to revealing her face. Not now. Her face was still burning, buzzing with embarrassment. Her lips were probably still glistening. Give me...some time. And it''s not your fault, mister... Jung-gyeom paused as if thinking, then spoke quietly. Sorry. And thank you for saying that. I''ll...wait inside. Come in when you feel calm. Then he turned back into the store. But even after he had gone, it took her a long time to erase the image of his body from her mind. --- --- Song Soo-yeon quietly slid into the store and took her seat. ....Are you calm now? I asked. Song Soo-yeon nodded silently. ....I hadnt done anything wrong, but I felt sorry for shocking her. To her, who still detested men, it must have been a repulsive sight. She had told me about the relentless sexual harassment she faced. Having shown my bare body to someone with such a painful past... I could only guess the shock she must have felt. I needed to be more careful. ....Do you usually exercise at this time, Mister? Despite her own shock, she asked naturally, not avoiding the topic. Yes. Its a habit. I replied nonchntly for her sake. Making a fuss about it here would only make things weirder. ....So? Why did youe so early? Just because. I woke up early... ...... But the awkwardness couldnt be shaken off. It felt like she should leave this ce. After all, it wasnt as if she had nothing to do. ....Soo-yeon, I havent showered yet... Oh...! Yes...! I was going to go to the bathhouse, but since youre here, I think Ill just go home and shower. Ill be back quickly, okay...? Soo-yeon seemed to need time just like I did. She kept nodding at my words. Do that, then. Okay, then Ill be back. Keep the lights on. With that, I left the store, turning on all the lights, hurrying away. She would be able to calm herself down as well. --- --- .....Ha.... Song Soo-yeon sighed. It was entirely her fault, yet she made Jung-gyeom feel sorry. His voice was filled with so much consideration for her. She was the one who saw his body, and he was apologizing. If he identally saw her bare body... even if she loved him, she''d probably scream in panic. It seemed impossible to change her personality, no matter how hard she tried. She wanted to honestly apologize to him, admit it was her fault for showing up so early, or evenpliment his impressive physique, saying it didnt disgust her. But her defensive nature, which had been her shield for so long, made it impossible to convey any sincere feelings. She was partly afraid. Having never expressed such positive emotions, she feared how he would react. She didn''t know how to express these feelings. Better not to try than to fail. And partly... it was her personal judgment. Just like her expression in the mirror, he might find it disgusting. He might be burdened or repulsed by her feelings. Saying she thought his body was pretty was tantamount to harassment from her perspective. With these thoughts, Song Soo-yeon rested her head on the table. Her mind was too cluttered. -Ding. At that moment, the door opened, and the bell rang. Soo-yeon jumped up in surprise and looked at the door. Youre back early...... Song Soo-yeons breath caught. The fluttering feelings she had just moments ago subsided. Her emotions sank deep, turning into something sticky. Soo-yeon...? It wasnt Jung-gyeom who had entered the store. It was Sce, dressed in her hero costume, covering her nose and mouth. Song Soo-yeon frowned involuntarily and asked. .....Why are you here? Oh, I saw the store sign was on.... And I have something to tell Gyeom oppa. Is he here? Right from the start, she didn''t like her. That term ''Gyeom oppa'' kept grating on her nerves. It felt like an unspoken im. As if boasting she was much closer to him than Song Soo-yeon, who called him ''Mister''. Why was she acting so familiar even though they hadn''t known each other for long? There were more than a few things that annoyed Song Soo-yeon. What? Song Soo-yeon asked defensively. What do you want to say? Sce scratched her head, smiling. In reality, only her eyes curved into half-moons, as her mouth was covered. Ahaha... I wanted to thank oppa... something came up. Song Soo-yeon hid her sinking heart. She easily recalled the incident between Sce and Jung-gyeom the day before. She knew Sce''s gratitude was rted to that. ....Mister stepped out for a bit. Oh, really? Do you know when hell be back? It was just a shower, so it shouldnt take long. But she didnt want to say that. I don''t know? But it might take a while? ....I see. Uncharacteristically, Sces mood dipped slightly. Even without reading her mind, it was obvious she was disappointed. And Song Soo-yeon didnt like that. I''ll tell mister you came to express your gratitude. Seems like you should be heading to work... go on quickly. She wanted Sce to leave before Jung-gyeom returned. Sce hesitated. It seemed like she had something else to say. With every passing second Sce was there, Song Soo-yeons irritation grew. ....Why? Song Soo-yeons voice carried a trace of annoyance. Just thinking about their hug from the day before made her skin prickle with irritation. She didn''tsh out only because she had no reason, but her anger and hostility towards Sce had already peaked. Sce hesitantly spoke. ....Um....I wanted to give it to him myself... but cant it be helped? Song Soo-yeon clenched her teeth. Every action of Sce was displeasing. Who was she to insist on delivering something with her own hands? .....What were you nning to give Mister? Just leave it. I''ll pass it on. Will you...? After a moment of hesitation, Sce nodded. She took something out of the tight pocket of her hero suit. Ta-da! With a bright expression, Sce showed off some kind of ticket. This is a baseball game ticket I got... please give it to oppa. Sce approached and ced the ticket in Song Soo-yeons hand. ......... Song Soo-yeon looked at Sces gift. The baseball tickets were two in number. Why there were exactly two was not hard for Song Soo-yeon to deduce. Chapter 43: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (5) Chapter 43: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (5) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon cautiously epted the ticket. She didn''t know what to say. Honestly, from the moment she realized what the gift was, her desire to give it to Jung-gyeompletely disappeared. It was all because of the previous day. Spending the day at the amusement park with Jung-gyeom, she learned how happy and special it felt to have fun together, and the kind of bond it built. And yesterday, Jung-gyeom had hugged Sce. Song Soo-yeon couldn''t fathom what hidden desires Sce might have had through that. Especially since Sce hade over so early in the morning. She couldnt bear the thought of Sce spending time with him. They were bing friends much faster than she had with Jung-gyeom. ...She became afraid of the future. Especially when she remembered how Jung-gyeom had often been teary eyed in front of Sce. "......" Thinking about it made her heart feel constricted again. Every instance of Jung-gyeom crying in front of Sce brought her an unpleasant feeling. Song Soo-yeon asked curtly. "Why are there only two tickets?" "Huh?" "What about mine?" Song Soo-yeon changed her approach. If Sce had approached Jung-gyeom with some intention, she just had to insert herself awkwardly in between. She wanted to rip the tickets apart, but she knew she couldnt. It was too obvious. Jung-gyeom and Sce would figure it out with just a few questions to each other. "Oh, those are for you and oppa." However, Song Soo-yeon''s concerns melted away like snow at Sce''s next words. ".......What?" She was dumbfounded. She looked at the slightly crumpled ticket in her fist. ".....For me and Mister?" "No, Soo-yeon. Why would I leave you out?" Sce said with her usual bright smile. "Do you think I''m that bad?" "........" "You really don''t like heroes, do you?" Sce pulled down her mask, temporarily returning to her civilian identity as Min-Bom. With another sunny smile, she said, "Soo-yeon, if you don''t like me as a hero, just think of me as the ordinary Min-Bom. You know my face, right?" Looking at her harmless face, Song Soo-yeon began to feel guilty. She was ashamed of herself. Looking back, it wasnt just love she hadnt learned, but also about giving others the benefit of the doubt. Like everyone else, she had assumed Sce had malicious intentions. She had been unnecessarily harsh with Sce, still reeling from the shock of the previous day. Song Soo-yeon knew it was time to apologize. It was embarrassing and went against her honest feelings, but it was definitely the moment to apologize. ".....I''m sorry." Song Soo-yeon apologized quietly. Min-Bom waved her hand, still smiling, andforted Song Soo-yeon instead. "No, Soo-yeon. I understand if it felt like I was ignoring you. I should have exined more clearly." "...." "Thanks for apologizing so quickly." Then, without any hesitation, Sce pulled up her hero costume to cover her mouth and nose. She began to prepare to leave. "Well, I''ve aplished what I came for, so I''ll be going now. Soo-yeon, can you make sure to give this to oppa?" Song Soo-yeon nodded. "...Yes." "Don''t look so glum. I''m really okay." "Yes." "Okay. See you next time." Sce turned around. Song Soo-yeon looked down at the ticket in her hand again. The ticket that had just brought a sticky feeling to her heart was now transforming into a sense of anticipation. She might not know much about baseball, but she knew spending time with Jung-gyeom made her happy. And this ticket was a pass to spend time with him. Would it be like yesterday, getting to y together with him? Her heart began to beat faster. "Ah, Soo-yeon?" Sce, who was walking away, called out to Song Soo-yeon. Song Soo-yeon took her eyes off the ticket and looked at Sce. There stood Sce, with a different air about her, her ears redder than usual. She blinked her eyes, stuttering as she spoke. "...Uh, about yesterday, tell oppa I said thanks." Changing emotions so quickly wasn''t easy, but Song Soo-yeon felt her heart sink, almostically. She knew what yesterday meant. They had embraced each other like lovers, sharing warmth in the winter cold for a long time. "...Yesterday?" Song Soo-yeon pretended not to understand, hiding her own feelings. Sce nodded. "...Just say that much, oppa will understand." And then Sce floated away into the air, as if she couldn''t bear the embarrassment any longer. Song Soo-yeon was left standing there, pondering how to process what she was feeling. She couldn''t tell if this sticky feeling was just an overreaction. --- --- After a few days, Song Soo-yeon and Jung-gyeom, heavily clothed again, were heading to the baseball stadium. She had long forgotten her negative emotions. The fact that she could go out and have fun with Jung-gyeom again made her only happy. And it wasn''t just Song Soo-yeon who felt this way. Jung-gyeom, too, had acquired some cheering sticks and had inted them, holding them in his arms since leaving the one-room apartment. "Mister, are you that excited?" "Of course. It''s going to be fun, right?" "Do you like baseball?" "Not particrly, but I know all the rules. I used to watch it alone to ease the loneliness." Feeling a strange sense of pity, Song Soo-yeon looked at Jung-gyeom. A small desire arose in her. Just as he had done for her, she wanted to be the special person who couldfort his wounds. Being by his side like this, maybe one day he too could shed his loneliness. ...Of course, she didnt mean to stick to him like glue. Song Soo-yeon had learned a lot from the incident with Sce a few days ago. She realized shecked ease. It was her first time learning about love, and not understanding how to handle these emotions, she tried to stay as close to him as possible. She always sought hispany, and even in her moments of rest, she thought of him while looking at his photos. In bed, she tried to smell his scent and even dreamt of him. But maybe that was too much. The bacsh of her feelings for him erupted. Seeing Jung-gyeom hugging Sce had been unbearably hard. Thinking back, it was just a hug. Especially since a terror attack had urred that day, perhaps Sce also had a tough experience. It seemed she had tried too hard to protect her newly found treasure. Searching the inte, she found many saying that interpreting a hug as love was a mistake. Maybe it was the same for Sce and Jung-gyeom. Moreover, being here at the baseball stadium was all thanks to Sces ticket. If she had liked Jung-gyeom, she wouldn''t have given them the ticket. Song Soo-yeon resolved to be more rxed. After all, if she truly loved Jung-gyeom, she had to move out of his house quickly. To even do half of what Jung-gyeom had done for her, she needed to earn money, even if it meant taking part-time jobs like loading and unloading. She shouldnt just cling to him without any independence. "....Mister, Ive been thinking." "About what?" Although she didnt like the idea of being apart from Jung-gyeom on weekends... still believing it was the right thing to do, Song Soo-yeon spoke up. "Im thinking of doing part-time jobs on the weekends. To earn some money." ".........." Jung-gyeom looked at her in surprise, his smile fading, a look of astonishment on his face. He blinked for a long time. Amidst the crowd heading to the baseball stadium, they both stopped. After a long thought, he nodded. Slowly, his smile returned. "....That''s a good idea." He said. They both understood that it was healthier for their rtionship. With a warmer atmosphere, they entered the baseball stadium. After submitting their tickets and climbing a few steps, a wide and green field came into view. "Wow....so many people." Jung-gyeom eximed. As it was their first baseball game, Song Soo-yeon and Jung-gyeom looked around every corner like country people who had juste to the city, taking it all in. As they looked around, something caught Song Soo-yeons eye. Couples. There were quite a few couples. All of them were either arm-in-arm, holding hands, or yfully rubbing their faces against each other as they entered. Now that she noticed, most of the pairs of men and women were couples. Suddenly, Song Soo-yeons heart started to race. Being conscious of it made her even more nervous. Song Soo-yeon watched Jung-gyeom excitedly looking around the stadium. Did he notice this trend too? Was he conscious of it? Her gaze kept drifting to his rugged hands. How would it feel to hold that hand? To walk through the baseball stadium holding hands, what would that feel like? Song Soo-yeon shook her head. It wasnt something she could do. She decided not to even imagine it, since she couldnt do it anyway. They found their seats. It was only then that Jung-gyeom took out the cheer sticks he had been carrying in his arms and banged them together a few times, making noise. Then he looked at Song Soo-yeon and smiled contentedly. Song Soo-yeon had to swallow a childlike giggle inside, finding his excited demeanor cute. ...Why are you so excited? Song Soo-yeon faintly hid her own happiness. Jung-gyeom answered with augh. Im happy to be at the baseball stadium with a friend. And.. And? Song Soo-yeon urged him to continue with a smile. And, its a gift from Sol...no, from Bom. ....... Hearing his answer, Song Soo-yeon struggled to keep her lips from turning down. She reminded herself of the mindset she had been thinking of earlier. Right. It''s nothing major. It''s natural to be happy about a gift from an acquaintance. Song Soo-yeon asked. Mister, youd be this happy if I gave you a gift too, right? Of course. Jung-gyeom answered without hesitation. Satisfied with his answer, Song Soo-yeon shook off the ufortable feeling. After all, there was no point in feelingpetitive with Sce, who wasnt even here. In fact, it was pointless to set herself against Sce at all. She needed to ease her mind. In other words... it was she, not Sce, who was on a... date with him. Date. Even though she was the one who thought of the word, it made her heart flutter again. She took a deep breath to manage her heartbeat before her cheeks turned red. Oh, looks like the game is starting. Jung-gyeom pointed to the mound. Like everyone around them, he banged his cheer sticks together to add to the atmosphere. A gentle cheer song was also ying. The announcers voice boomed through the speakers. ...Let''s proceed with the ceremonial first pitch. We have a special guest. Pleasee out! ...First pitch? As Song Soo-yeon murmured, a brilliant light shed in the sky. The spectators in the stadium all stood up and looked upwards. There was only one person who could produce such light. Song Soo-yeon frowned and looked up at the sky. Sure enough, Sce was there. Her growing poprity was evident. Children and adults alike cheered. Its Sce! I love you!! Sce! Thanks for saving usst time! She waved at us! Jung-gyeom was no different. "Wow! So beautiful!" Joining in with the crowd, he shouted clichdpliments towards the sky. Song Soo-yeon swallowed hard and looked at Jung-gyeom. Again, unpleasant feelings began to surface. Just then, Jung-gyeom leaned over and gently nudged her with his elbow. "Soo-yeon, cheer for her quickly!" "...Ah. Yes." Pushed by his insistence, she began to p. ...Why hadnt she thought of it? Now that she considered it, it was obvious. From the moment she received the tickets, she should have anticipated that Sce would be the ceremonial pitcher. Song Soo-yeon took a deep breath. ...Again, she tried to lighten her heart. These feelings werent Sces fault. It was her own fault for not being at ease. ........But some things were unavoidable. If she had more, perhaps she wouldnt have reacted so sensitively. But since Jung-gyeom was all she had, no matter how much she tried, she couldn''t shake off these sticky feelings. Song Soo-yeon looked up at the sky. Sce was descending gracefully, waving kindly to the people. "....Beautiful." To match Jung-gyeom, Song Soo-yeon muttered apliment under her breath. ......But honestly, she thought she was more beautiful. Comforting herself with that thought, she tried harder to suppress her emotions. I''m prettier, so it''ll be okay. Chapter 44: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (6) Chapter 44: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (6) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here As the game started following Sce''s pitch, Song Soo-yeon began to enjoy herself. She took advantage of the situation to talk to Jung-gyeom to the point of being annoying. Why is that batter going out? Thats a strikeout. The pitcher threw three good pitches and the batter couldn''t hit the ball." Oh? But sometimes the pitcher throws more than three times. "That''s because the pitcher doesn''t always throw urately. They have to throw the ball into a specific zone three times. If the ball goes into that zone, it''s called a strike, and if it goes outside, it''s called a ball." She listened attentively as he exined the rules in detail. Jung-gyeom enjoyed the game, kindly exining even things she didnt ask, without any signs of annoyance. As the cheering grew louder, they had to lean towards each other to hear. Every time Jung-gyeom leaned in, Song Soo-yeon tensed up from his scent. Her heart fluttered. She worried if she smelled okay. But she had dressed up carefully and bathed, so it should be fine. She forgot about Sce. She was still in the stadium, but Song Soo-yeon couldnt see exactly where. Apparently, she was there as a kind of security measure. The first pitch was just an added role. But that was okay. Right now, she was the one beside Jung-gyeom. She was the one on a date with him. There was no need to be anxious. Rather, the cheerleaders were more of a nuisance. There seemed to be many men who came to the stadium just to watch the cheerleaders. Song Soo-yeon saw them, disgustingly fixated, not watching the game but only staring at the dancers. Song Soo-yeon pretended not to notice and kept ncing at Jung-gyeom. Wondering if he was also secretly watching the cheerleaders. But he wasnt looking at the cheerleaders. Even if he did, he didnt show much interest. He just followed their lead in pping and singing along with the cheers, with none of the concerns Song Soo-yeon had. She smiled secretly, satisfied. But in truth, she realized she had no right to criticize men who only watched the cheerleaders. She wasnt watching the baseball game either. No matter how detailed Jung-gyeom''s exnation was, or how hard she tried to take an interest, baseball was not to her taste. Her only interest was Jung-gyeom. She came to watch baseball but ended up only watching Jung-gyeom enjoying himself. Knowing it would be weird to stare at him, she pretended to look at the crowd while actually watching him. If she couldnt see his face, then his neck. If not the neck, then his shoulders. If not the shoulders, then his arms, and if not the arms, then his hands. She continued to nce at Jung-gyeom like that. Also, when he leaned forward, concentrating on the baseball, Song Soo-yeon leaned back and observed him. Mister, are you having fun? She asionally asked him. Jung-gyeom nodded and replied. Of course. Its nice toe out like this. As long as he was happy, that was enough for Song Soo-yeon. She was content with that. But still... she couldnt watch him every moment. And when she couldn''t, Song Soo-yeon found herself looking at a couple sitting in front of her, strangely drawn to them. In the past, she wouldn''t have given any attention to couples, no matter where they were. But being with Jung-gyeom like this, she kept looking at them, letting her imagination unfold. The couple affectionately wrapped their arms around each other, sharing warmth to beat the winter cold. They fed each other snacks they had brought, yfully enjoying each other''spany. That must be love. Song Soo-yeon imagined herself and Jung-gyeom in their ce. ...Eep... Her heart raced so fast that she had to hold her breath. It wasnt easy to fold back the wings of her imagination. Thousands of different actions continuously filled her mind. Calling each others names tenderly, looking into each others eyes without words, feeding each other food... or hanging out at a parade. Song Soo-yeon looked at Jung-gyeom again. Slowly, she examined his hand. ......Should she try holding his hand? Girls often hold hands with each other. Could she pretend it was like that and grab his hand with her eyes closed? ........ She eventually shook her head. That couldnt happen. Even she, who was inexperienced in love, knew there were stages. .....First, she had to undo the numerous usations and threats she had made to him. Then things like calling him every day, or saying more affectionate words. She felt she should proceed step by step. "Out!" At that moment, the teams changed sides. Apuse followed. Song Soo-yeon began pping as well. "Wow!!" "Lets go!!" However, the difference this time was that the crowd suddenly erupted in cheers at a particr moment. Song Soo-yeon looked around in confusion. As someone still ufortable with strangers, and having been harassed by several people the day before her graduation, she felt a slight fear when so many people stirred up like this. Her eyes then caught the scoreboard. The scoreboard, now tinged in pink, was continuously disying images of lips and hearts. .....Whats that? Just as she murmured, the loud voice of a cheerleader burst through the speakers. Kiiiiiss!! Tiiiime!!! And then, on the scoreboard she was looking at, her and Jung-gyeoms faces were disyed. Uh....uh...? Song Soo-yeons eyes wandered anxiously between the scoreboard and Jung-gyeom. Since she had lowered her mask to talk to Jung-gyeom in the noisy stadium, her bare face was now exposed on the scoreboard. People gasped as they saw Song Soo-yeon on the scoreboard. A brief silence swept across the stadium at her overwhelming beauty. But the atmosphere heated up even more with the cheerleader''s voice. "Such a beautifuldy! Come on, sir! Show some courage!" Jung-gyeom wasn''t flustered by the sudden event. He just smiled awkwardly, looking a bit troubled. Through her image on the scoreboard, Song Soo-yeon realized how embarrassed she was. How foolish she must look. She didnt want to show Jung-gyeom this side of herself. She felt breathless. Her heart pounded as if it would burst. Just moments ago, she had resolved to gradually improve her rtionship with him, and now she was presented with the daunting task of a kiss. Theres only one chance! Hurry up and kiss! Song Soo-yeon bowed her head. A kiss. She hadnt even held Jung-gyeom''s hand yet, and now a kiss. Every nerve in her body was on edge. She felt Jung-gyeom looking at her. Her breath stoppedpletely. Everything spun before her eyes. Was he really going to do it? But Jung-gyeom, after looking at the bowed Song Soo-yeon for a moment, turned back to face the camera. "Aaaah!" "Boooo!" Boos poured out from all around. In response to the sound, Song Soo-yeon steadied her rough breathing and lifted her head, only to see Jung-gyeom making an X with his arms. He had stepped up for her. The cheerleader spoke. Alright, lets move on to the next! The scoreboard then disyed another couple. As attention shifted elsewhere, Song Soo-yeon felt relieved from the overwhelming pressure. Jung-gyeom leaned towards her. You okay? Yes... Yes? How did they spot us right from the start? Jung-gyeom looked at her with his usualfortable smile, as if they had just made a fun memory. Are they teasing you because they know Soo-yeon is afraid of men? ...... Soon, Song Soo-yeon realized he was trying to make her feelfortable. But she couldnt answer. Her eyes were fixed on Jung-gyeom''s lips. If she hadnt looked down earlier and just stared into Jung-gyeom''s eyes, could she have kissed him? Just the thought made her breath catch again. ....Are you okay? Jung-gyeom, who had been watching her, asked. Song Soo-yeon quickly realized her expression must have changed. She might have been making that lustful expression. She pushed Jung-gyeom''s face to look forward, hiding her expression. Im... Im fine. Look ahead, Mister. Jung-gyeom, respecting her, didnt ask any further questions. On the scoreboard, various people appeared. Each time their image appeared, they hurried to kiss. Young couples, familiar-looking couples, even elderly couples. The only ones who hadnt kissed were Jung-gyeom and herself, the first ones shown. Just as she was regaining herposure, a voice rang out. Ah, todays kiss sess rate is 100 percent. Except for these two!! Their images appeared on the scoreboard again. "Just focus on those two! Sir, you have one more chance!" It was as Song Soo-yeon feared. Her face, momentarily shed on the screen, was flushed with redness, and her eyes were half-closed. The very gaze she despised in men was now deeply etched in her own eyes. As part of her determination not to show Jung-gyeom this expression, Song Soo-yeon covered her face with her hands. Boos and jeers started erupting from everywhere again. "Booooo!" And there wasughter too. She couldn''t tell if these were their direct words or her ability to read their minds. Of course, why would such a beautiful person be with someone like him. They didn''t look right together. Coward! I would have kissed her! Song Soo-yeons heart writhed. The cheerleader continued to speak. They are a couple! I saw it! Just give a quick kiss! Various voices mixed chaotically. Direct voices of people, their inner thoughts, mockery of Jung-gyeom, and cheers of encouragement. Idiot! Just do it already! Kiss! You can do it! Amidst the overwhelming atmosphere, where Song Soo-yeon was frozen, Jung-gyeom alone was confronting the vast crowd. He seemed unfazed by these criticisms, smiling sheepishly and showing an X with his arms in response to the mocking. The cheerleader was persistent. The image on the scoreboard didn''t change. No way! I have to see this! We won''t move on until you kiss! Finally, Jung-gyeom scratched his head and dropped his arms. "Ahh, they wont let it go, huh?" Mister...? As he dropped his arms and stopped resisting the cheerleader, Song Soo-yeons heart started racing again. Jung-gyeom turned to her. Song Soo-yeons mind went nk. He said, We might as well do it, Soo-yeon. Huh? I know youll hate it, but can I just lightly kiss your cheek? And then its over. Song Soo-yeons palms started sweating. She couldnt believe what she just heard. And she was utterly unprepared. Being the center of attention was ufortable for her. She hadnt even held hands with Jung-gyeom yet. She didnt know how to react to a peck on the cheek. Her heart felt like it was about to burst. She had learned that such things were personal. She didnt want to show this to others. She hesitated, again and again. During her hesitation, the ridicule and boos directed at Jung-gyeom grew. ''Booooo!'' ''Cut it off!!'' It felt like a rey of the scorn Jung-gyeom had faced on graduation day. Song Soo-yeon shook her head and took a deep breath. She couldnt stand to see him being mocked anymore. ......Besides, her answer was already decided. Because she loved Jung-gyeom. Song Soo-yeon was about to nod. Suddenly, a strange sense of difort made her slowly lower the hand covering her face. First was the sound. .......The noisy crowd had quieted down. It was as if everyone had held their breath. Even the rustling of a snack wrapper seemed audible. Second was the brightness. Suddenly, the world seemed brighter. It was blinding. Song Soo-yeon reflexively looked forward. She didnt have the courage to look directly at Jung-gyeom, so she wanted to see him on the scoreboard instead. ....Huh? Song Soo-yeon felt puzzled. The screen had changed. She could no longer find her own image on the scoreboard. .....But Jung-gyeom was visible. And another figure, shining brightly. Song Soo-yeon''s head creaked as she slowly turned to the side. As seen on the scoreboard, in the ce where only Jung-gyeom should have been, there were two people. A stunned Jung-gyeom and Sce, who had suddenly appeared and was sitting demurely on his thigh. Sce, with her arm around Jung-gyeom''s neck, was.......kissing his cheek. Song Soo-yeon couldnt make a sound. And in her stead, the crowd erupted. Chapter 45: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (7) Chapter 45: Once in a Lifetime Opportunity (7) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here The stadium shook with a cheer louder than when a yer scored a home run. My ears be numb, unable to hear anything. ...No, it''s just that what was before my eyes was unbelievable, making everything else nk. Everything other than Jung-gyeom and Sce faded from her view. Sce was still continuing her long peck on his cheek. Song Soo-yeon just blinked silently. But no matter how much she blinked, the reality in front of her did not change. Why was another woman kissing his cheek? .......I was going to nod my head. I had no intention of refusing. I was going to allow a kiss on the cheek. I covered my face and hesitated.... but not because I disliked it, but because I was too excited. The emotion called love, new to her, was so powerful that it was more than enough to freeze her. It was just that she needed time to prepare her heart as it was her first time. It wasn''t that I disliked it. To be honest, I was too happy just imagining it. If I put aside how I would react or how my expression would change, it was a kiss I desperately wanted. I was filled with an unbearable sense of anticipation, trembling nerves, and a happiness so intense that it felt like my head would explode just from the thought of it. My life, which had seemed like a cesspool, had changed so dramatically that it was hard to believe. It wasn''t that I disliked it, not at all. But now, that happiness was no longer mine. Waaaaah!! Sce!! ''Insane, damn it!!'' Sce showed no signs of stopping. And as she continued, the crowds cheers only grew louder. Her arms tightened, pulling Jung-gyeom even closer to her. Jung-gyeom''s cheek ttened under that force, their two faces pressing tightly together. Jung-gyeom, who had always maintained a kind smile even when his face appeared unexpectedly on the scoreboard, now floundered in confusion. Song Soo-yeon wanted to scream for them to stop. But her throat felt blocked, and no sound came out. She couldnt even breathe. No matter how much she struggled, the best she could do was barely move her mouth. The cheerleader shouted. Ah! Sce! How long will you go on? Are you trying to set a record! Haah...! Finally, Sce lifted her lips from Jung-gyeom''s cheek. Still seated on his thigh, Sce turned towards the camera, one arm still wrapped around Jung-gyeom''s neck, smiling with her eyes, while her other hand waved high in the air as if asking for support. The crowd''s cheers continued at this. Amidst the noise, Sce''s shyughter burst out. She looked at Jung-gyeom tenderly. In a situation where they''repletely pressed against each other. As if they were the only two in the world, Sce whispered in a very soft voice. Song Soo-yeon could hear it. Oppa, sorry for being so sudden." ...Uh.. Taken aback, Jung-gyeom couldn''t even respond properly. At this, Song Soo-yeon was infuriated. Wasn''t this the moment to be furious and outraged? Was he really nning to let it go after being sexually harassed? But Sce didn''t even care look at Song Soo-yeon. She didnt seem to care about how Song Soo-yeon felt. But let''s talkter. Remember not to act like you know me. It''s for your sake, oppa. Sce''s long assault finally ended. She floated up into the air again. With a bright smile and a wave to everyone, she gracefully said goodbye and then disappeared somewhere. The camera now only focused on Jung-gyeom''s expression. His dazed expression was broadcasted on the scoreboard. The cheerleader teased Jung-gyeom. Pull yourself together, man! Though I must say, I''m jealous... Really. Oh, and I''m sorry for the misunderstanding! It seems you really have nothing to do with thedy next to you, seeing how she stayed quiet until the end. .....! Unable toe to her senses, Song Soo-yeon realized she hadnt reacted at all. She blinked slowly and lowered her head. Her heart, gone cold, showed no signs of warming up. Song Soo-yeon didnt know how the rest of the game went. She just nkly stared at the scoreboard. Two emotions coexisted in her. One was anger. This anger, showing no signs of cooling down, condensed and settled deep in her heart instead of erupting outwardly. Instead of showing it, she lost her smile. Her face, hardened, didn''t change until the game ended. She was slowly crafting curses to hurl at Sce. She pondered over how to hurt her the most. Worthless woman. Sly fox. A woman who only flirts with men. Song Soo-yeon repeated the harsh words she once despised hearing. The other emotion was regret. Or more precisely, a sticky longing. It felt like having a gift snatched away just as she was receiving it. His peck... no. It could have even led to a kiss if she had just decided sooner. The excitement and fluttering she would have felt at that moment were now forever out of reach. She imagined hundreds of times that the scoreboard would light up again and focus on them, but such a thing never happened. The opportunity to kiss him had passed. .....Ha. And when that fact settled in her heart, an incredulousugh burst out. Song Soo-yeon coldly nced at Jung-gyeom. He, too, was nkly watching the game, seemingly unable to get over the shock. Irritation welled up in her. The thought that Sce might still be lingering in his mind. ...Mister, aren''t you angry? Finally unable to hold back, she asked. ......Huh? Aren''t you angry? He erased his dazed expression and smiled as usual. What about? But his smile only strengthened Song Soo-yeon''s emotions. It was more irritating that he seemed genuinely clueless. Are you an idiot? Arent you angry about being sexually harassed...! She even resorted to insults, something she hadn''t done in a while. She couldn''t bear it otherwise. It was the first time she learned what jealousy felt like. Now she understood why other girls had been jealous of her and tormented her. It was impossible to bear such anger. Whats there to be angry about? I know why Sce did it. But Jung-gyeom was rxed. He seemed genuinely unbothered. Song Soo-yeon was about to scream, but then she remembered something she once said. ''....If you like a guy, just confess. I dont understand why youre jealous now. Is it my fault that he confessed to me?'' Her own words came back to silence her. .....Ha. All she could do was suppress her frustration, biting her lip. She crossed her arms, waiting for this awful baseball game to end. Song Soo-yeon looked down at her hands. ....Still, having an awakened ability, it somewhat eased her frustration. --- --- On the subway home, Song Soo-yeon couldn''t respond to Jung-gyeom''s words. My throats sore from cheering. Soo-yeon, are you okay? ............. Seeing her silent, Jung-gyeom leaned in. He carefully asked, looking at her face from the side. Soo-yeon....? Are you tired? .......... Despite his efforts, Song Soo-yeon didnt open her mouth. She felt like she would just get angry. The kinder he was, the more it reminded her of what she had missed. So even keeping her mouth shut took effort. The emotions Jung-gyeom taught her were all intense and stimting. Knowing she still couldnt control these feelings, she chose silence to avoid making a mistake. She didnt want to make any more mistakes. She didnt want to be hated. Even though she was angry, she had to hold back. .....Haah. Jung-gyeom sighed. At that sound, Song Soo-yeon looked at him coldly. She loved him, but at this moment, a warm expression was impossible. ....Is it because of what happened earlier? Yes...? At his words, Song Soo-yeon finally spoke. "....Sorry....I got carried away too." Sorry...? She listened calmly to Jung-gyeom''s words. She didnt expect Jung-gyeom to apologize. In truth, he hadnt done anything wrong. It was all because of that trashy hero, no, Sce, that fox. ......Yet. He hadn''t done anything wrong, but somehow, she felt that if he apologized for not kissing her, she might feel better. If he said he was swept up in the situation and couldnt push Sce away, her anger might subside. Jung-gyeom said, .....If I knew you, I wouldnt have asked if it was okay to kiss you on the cheek. ...............What? A dumbfounded sound escaped her lips. She doubted her own ears. But because of Bom, we were able to pass it smoothly. I didnt kiss... Could you overlook it just this once? He didn''t apologize for not pushing Sce away. Instead, he defended her. ................... Song Soo-yeon couldnt respond again. It wasnt that she was holding back her anger. She genuinely couldnt find any words to say. Jung-gyeom spoke in a low, serious voice. ....Im sorry. I guess Ive be too...fortable. I wont make such a request again... At those words, all her pent-up anger chilled and dissipated. "Ha...." She didnt even have the energy to be angry anymore. .....Instead, her lips began to tremble uncontrobly. She bowed her head. A hollow sadness enveloped her. It just felt like tears would start flowing. Chapter 46: Go away, youre a nuisance (1) Chapter 46: Go away, you''re a nuisance (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon didnt seem to be in a good mood. She had been like that ever since we were caught on the kiss cam. With a stiff expression, she nkly stared into space as she followed me. She didn''t even respond properly to my questions. Maybe it triggered some kind of trauma for her. Perhaps she was disappointed in me. I know youll hate it, but can I just lightly kiss your cheek? And then its over. The words I had spoken kept echoing in my head. From the moment we were caught on the kiss cam, she had her head down, looking reluctant. I should have denied it until the end... I felt like she had gotten morefortable with me. Perhaps it was because of the increased physical contact recently. I''ve stroked her hair, and we had linked arms. She had leaned on my shoulder to sleep and even been carried on my back. I think I might have momentarily forgotten about her wounds. But still I made a mistake. Thinking about it, all the physical contact we had until now was something friends could do. The cheek kiss I suggested crossed that line. It''s no wonder she became sensitive. I think she needs time. I''ve done everything I can. Apologized, promised not to do it again. I needed to wait until she cooled off. At the crossroads to the restaurant and the apartment, I said, ....Soo-yeon, go in. I had fun today. ....Huh? At my words, Song Soo-yeon blinked. She looked around as if checking her surroundings, unsure of where she was. Over there. Go home and rest. ...... Song Soo-yeon looked at the path I pointed out for a moment. Then, shaking her head, she approached me. I want to go to the restaurant too. We''re not open, right? That Sce, that bastard...." .....? .....I want to see Sce for a bit. I looked at her for a moment. At the baseball stadium, she had asked me if I wasnt angry about being sexually harassed. Was that what she wanted to talk to Sce about? ....About what happened at the stadium? She reluctantly nodded. I asked, What will you say? I think Ill know when I see her. Although she said shed know when she met her, I felt like I already knew. From her sharp tone, I could sense her anger. Honestly, I was confused. Shouldn''t she be thankful, not angry? Was it because of her traumas from sexual harassment, that she reacts sensitively to actions that could feel like sexual harassment? Soo-yeon, are you going to get angry at Sce? ............ Her expression said it all. I shrugged my shoulders. I hoped they wouldn''t fight. "....I''m grateful, but I''m fine. I didnt even feel it as sexual harassment. Dont get angry at Sce. Ah, f*ck... She swore, something she hadnt done in a while. It wasn''t a casual swear word, but one filled with emotion. She looked up at me, wordlessly. ................ And so, she continued to gaze at me, expressing silent fury without backing down an inch. ....Looking into those eyes, I felt as if I was facing ''Luna'' again. Ufortably. The long silence was broken by Song Soo-yeons voice. ....Let''s go to the restaurant for now, okay? .....Alright. Let''s do that. I eventually backed down as well. After all, avoiding problems isn''t a good habit. Itll be fine. If the other party is Sce, things shouldnt escte too much. --- --- Song Soo-yeon sat askew in a chair, leaning her back against the wall. While waiting for Sce, she turned on her phone to calm her tangled thoughts. If she just sat there idly, she would inevitably end up arguing with Jeong-gyeom. She didnt want to fight with him, no matter what happened. She scrolled through the flood of articles pouring out. There was one hot topic on the inte, naturally about Sce. Rising star hero Sce, a kiss at the baseball stadium. The man Sce kissed at the baseball stadium, what''s their rtionship? Sces fandom explodes. ''Popr hero, in a rtionship?'' ''Sce and the kiss cam man.'' Though she turned on her phone to calm down, Song Soo-yeons hand was trembling. The inte was filled with reporters curious about Jung-gyeom and Sces rtionship, and some trashy reporters were already spreading rumors that they were dating. And every time she read such baseless rumors, Song Soo-yeons heart pricked painfully. Even though she knew better than anyone that they were lies, her body kept reacting. Interview after Sces kiss. One article title caught Song Soo-yeons eye. She clicked on the article without hesitation. A video was attached inside. She yed the video as if entranced. Questions from reporters and Sces responses flowed out. Sce, can you exin what happened today? Ahaha... Is there something to exin? Its just as you saw! Did you know the man? No! Hes a stranger to me! What did you whisper to him after the kiss? I apologized for kissing him so suddenly. Would any man dislike receiving a kiss from Sce? Everyone in the video burst intoughter. Song Soo-yeon watched on, her expression stiff. Sce, some say you intervened between a couple. What do you think about that? It didnt look like they were a couple, and he looked troubled, so I intervened. Song Soo-yeon bit her lip. The video continued. Sce, you said you kissed a stranger, but it was quite a long kiss. You kept your lips locked for as long as 20 seconds. Why did you do it for so long? Sce covered her mouth in feigned surprise. Ah...! Was it that long? People burst intoughter again. Sce blushed as if she was genuinely embarrassed. Do you usually kiss your boyfriend like that? Sce waved her hand. I dont have a boyfriend! Never had one, you know? And actually... oh, never mind. I shouldnt say it. What is it! Please tell us! Ah... well... that''s... Sce looked at the camera. Song Soo-yeon felt as if their eyes met. That kiss was... my first time... -Click. The video ended. Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes. She needed a moment. She took a deep breath quietly. She just hoped Sce would arrive at the restaurant soon. Given her character, she would surelye. She thought about what curses to throw at her once she arrived. ....Was it that long? The voice broke Song Soo-yeons meditation. It was Jung-gyeom in the kitchen. Song Soo-yeon looked at him. He murmured to himself. ....20 seconds long? He must have heard the video too. Song Soo-yeon couldnt understand why his words made her so furious. He was saying the same thing as Sce. Did they both feel it was short? Song Soo-yeon turned her head away. If she focused on those words, her anger would only grow. She looked at thements section. There were already tens of thousands ofments. She started with the most upvotedment. [Damn. I was at the stadium, and I wanted to kill that guy. The girl he brought was really pretty too.] [For real. He had flowers in both hands.] [lololol Did Sce steal him?] [I don''t think so. The girl was too pretty for him.] Song Soo-yeon clenched her teeth again. Unable to hold back, she wrote ament. [I was at the stadium too, and the girl next to Sce suited him much better. They came together in the first ce, what was Sce thinking intervening? If it were my boyfriend, I would have wanted to kill her. Just because she''s a hero, she thinks she can intervene in a couples rtionship?] Song Soo-yeon looked at her ownment for a moment, then refreshed the page. The article was trending, and herment quickly attracted a lot of replies. [Lol They were not a couple. That pretty girl seemed really unwilling to kiss. Honestly, if she ys the victim like that, I''m done.] [Yeah, I saw it too. The guy seemed interested, but the girl was ducking her head and avoiding it. Honestly, it was pitiful.] [Really?] [Sce intervened and saved the guy, otherwise, it would have been super embarrassing, right? Honestly, I thought the cheerleader was tormenting them more on purpose.] No matter whatment she wrote, the replies suggested she and Jung-gyeom didnt match. Everyone saying they were wrong reminded her of her school days. Everyone was harassing her just the same. Yet, Song Soo-yeon didnt back down. This was something she couldnt concede. Jung-gyeom asked her as she rapidly typed on her phone. Soo-yeon, what are you doing? Be quiet. Just stay quiet. She continued her own battle. [The woman didnt want to be kissed? Seemed more like she was just shy. It was Sce who interrupted the moment. Do you think that makes sense?] Refreshing the page, newments appeared. [You dont know? That woman and man were shown on the big screen twice. Sce appeared the second time. And muchter at that. If they hadnt kissed by then, it means the woman didnt want to.] [For real] [Yeah, I agree with this.] [This is the fact. People find everything ufortable.] But the result was the same. No matter how much she, the person involved, appealed, people on the inte didnt ept it. For the first time in a while, Song Soo-yeon felt hatred towards the world. She always forgets how crappy the world is when shes just around Jung-gyeom. It was an ufortable truth she had forgotten because of him. .....And now, a parasite like Sce had attached herself to Jung-gyeom. It was so damn frustrating. So incredibly frustrating. -Ding! The restaurant''s bell rang. Song Soo-yeons head quickly turned. There stood her nemesis, the one she had been longing to see. Min-Bom, dressed in casual clothes instead of her hero costume, rushed in. Oppa....! Min-Bom entered, immediately unting her closeness with him. Oppa, I''m sorry! You must have been troubled!" No, I was okay, but... Jung-gyeom''s eyes shifted to Song Soo-yeon. Unable to hold back anymore, she snapped. Unni, what the f*ck are you doing? Startled by her swearing, Min-Bom, who was about to greet Song Soo-yeon, froze. .....What? Why do you keep flirting with him? Why are you sexually harassing him? Why do you keep crossing the line? Did you give me the ticket just for this?!" Min-Bom looked back and forth between Jung-gyeom and Song Soo-yeon with a confused expression. Jung-gyeom rushed out of the kitchen to calm down the loudly shouting Song Soo-yeon. He hesitated to put his hand on her shoulder. This small gesture only intensified Song Soo-yeon''s anger. But Sce poured cold water on the situation. "Soo-yeon..." Her shoulders slumped in sadness. She spoke with difficulty. Why... why are you saying such hurtful things...? "F*cking now it looks-" -I did it for you..... .....What? Song Soo-yeon frowned deeply. She had no idea how to respond to this absurd statement. The many curses she had prepared didnt evene out. "What does that mean?" Soo-yeon... you said it yourself... Min-Bom looked genuinely confused. .....You hate love. That you wouldn''t do it... that you despise men... She moved her lips slightly. "....When you got caught on the kiss cam, it looked like you were in trouble... so I did that... Then she looked up at Song Soo-yeon with eyes that looked like they were about to cry. "...Why are you saying such hurtful things...? While I''m also getting heavily criticized by people who don''t know about your situation." Jung-gyeom moved. He distanced himself from Song Soo-yeon and approached Min-Bom. He ced his hand on Min-Boms shoulder,forting and reassuring her. Song Soo-yeon just watched this scene silently. She felt confused, as if she had somehow be the viin. Sce was wrong. She was right to be angry. But why was Jung-gyeom consoling Min-Bom instead of her? Soo-yeon. I also think Bom is right. ...What? I dont understand why you''re so angry when Im okay with it. No matter how I think about it, you''re the one in the wrong. Bom was acting for your sake, what are you doing? ....Mister... Apologize, quickly. This is... definitely not right. ....Ha, damn it. A hollowugh escaped Song Soo-yeon. Song Soo-yeon. But Jung-gyeom was unwavering. And just by being called by her full name, Song Soo-yeon felt a profound fear. As if Jung-gyeom would leave her if she didnt apologize... Though she couldnt show it in front of Min-Bom, she was trembling inside. Should she really apologize? Truly? Im sorry for being angry at you for trying to steal my man. Im sorry for being furious at you for stealing my opportunity to kiss. I''m sorry for baring my teeth when you constantly try to take everything from me. Should she really say such things? It was too humiliating. Song Soo-yeon couldnt understand it. She racked her brain. Thinking about it, it wasn''t as if she had nothing else she could say. There was no need to cling only to the issue of sexual harassment. She spoke, needing to change the atmosphere. ....The sexual harassment is one thing. But unni, what will you do if viins attack mister? Chapter 47: Go away, youre a nuisance (2) Chapter 47: Go away, you''re a nuisance (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Like Sce, I froze, listening to the anger Song Soo-yeon was venting. Viinsing after me. Honestly, I had never really thought about it. Or if I had, I didn''t give it much attention. Because the likelihood was so slim. Sce had already firmly dered she didnt know me. From a viin''s perspective, there was nothing to gain by attacking someone like me. It would only provoke the heroes unnecessarily. However, the possibility was slim, not non-existent. Among the viins, there were many who were iprehensible, and they might just harm me for fun. I understood why Song Soo-yeon was so heated about this. Having felt the absurdity of powers throughout her school years, she knew how dangerous viins could be. Even if the possibility was slim, from her perspective, it was still a cause for anxiety. To Song Soo-yeon, I might even seem insensitive. Sce cautiously echoed my sentiment. "Soo-yeon, viins dont attack people over something like this..." "Are you a viin?" "Huh?" "How can you be so sure?" ".........." "It seems you keep forgetting. You''re strong, so you don''t understand the feelings of ordinary people. Why do you drag this man into your world? I don''t understand why you would want to be close with him." Through my hand on Sce''s shoulder, I felt her flinch. The hurt slowly surfaced on Sce''s rigid expression. Yet, Song Soo-yeon didn''t stop. She poured out her heart without hesitation, as if she had long wanted to say these words. "Can you protect him without fail? Every time? That''s not the case, is it?" "........." "No matter how good your intentions were when you kissed him, the fact that he''s now exposed to the viins because of it is true. Isn''t that a new risk that didn''t exist before? Am I wrong?" Sce''s head slowly bowed. She had no response to Song Soo-yeon''s words. Seeing Sce so disheartened made my heart sink. Something inside me stirred at the sight of her being broken like this. It was affection for her, but... seeing Sce crumble like this felt so foreign to me. Once my archenemy, I had longed to see her like this, but now it only left a bitter taste. She was indeed fragile at this moment. Still immature and awkward. Like a tiger cub before it bes a majestic adult. I couldn''t just stand by and watch. Eventually, I spoke up. "...Soo-yeon-" But immediately, Song Soo-yeon''s sharp gaze attacked me. "Mister, take your hand off her shoulder first." "What?" "Are you an idiot? It''s because of her that you''re in danger. Why are you still defending her?" I let out a long sigh through my nose. I didn''t remove my hand from Sce''s shoulder. If I removed my hand, I couldn''t calcte how much it would hurt the immature Sce. Instead, I spoke. "...Bom is right, you''re overreacting. Viins wouldn''t attack me just for something like this." It was a lie. They could attack. Who knows what kind of psychopath might be out there. Song Soo-yeon seemed to sense the lie immediately. "Don''t lie to me. You know viins coulde after you." I quickly agreed and corrected myself. "....It''s just that the possibility is slim." "I dont like even that slight possibility." "You dont stop driving cars for fear of idents. How can you live without epting such minor risks?" "Ha, really..." Song Soo-yeon let out a hollowugh. She brushed back her short hair with one hand and then looked at Sce with an expression of disdain. "....I''m upset because I have to take risks I shouldn''t have to, all because of her." "...." Sce remained silent, her head bowed. It seemed like it was time to put an end to this conversation. Continuing like this would only hurt Sce more. I spoke firmly. "Still, I''ll take the risk." "What?" "Whoever caused it, I''ll take the risk. I don''t care if articlese out about me being close to Bom. I don''t want to push Bom away just because I''m scared of something like this." "Mister-" "-If I hadn''t been willing to take risks, Soo-yeon." I looked directly at Song Soo-yeon. She needed to hear this. "....then I wouldn''t have opened this shop. Maybe we wouldnt have even met." "............." At my words, Song Soo-yeon froze. Her fierceness diminished. Her furrowed brows gradually rxed. The chill in her eyes warmed. She blinked a few times and opened her mouth, but no words came out. I continued. "So, stop it. I''m fine. And apologize to Bom. I think its wrong to treat her like this when shes trying to help you, unlike others." Song Soo-yeon stopped in her tracks, her energypletely drained, and mumbled to Sce. "....If you really get attacked by viins..." "Soo-yeon. I told you I''m fine." She moved her feet weakly, slowly approaching me and Sce. "....What if you get seriously hurt... or something worse happens..." "Don''t worry too much-" "-Then, what about me, the one who will be left behind?" ".........." I froze at her question. I thought she was speaking to Sce, but she had been addressing me all along. Song Soo-yeon''s eyes met mine. I could even sense a hint of hurt in them. A pang of sympathy for her welled up inside me. It felt like I had broken through her sharp thorns and reached the real her. Song Soo-yeon carefully took my hand and removed it from Sce''s shoulder. And then, as if she had lost the strength to fight, Song Soo-yeon left the store without a word. -Ding...Ding...Ding... The bell rang emptily. I mulled over Song Soo-yeon''s words for a while. Her question lingered in my mind for a long time. --- --- All the way home, Song Soo-yeon reyed thest scene in her mind. Originally, she had only intended to scold Sce. She nned to criticize her, whittle her down, and spit out harsh words the moment she admitted her fault. But Jung-gyeom protected her, and things went awry. It turned into a fight between her and Jung-gyeom. This shift made it impossible for her to focus on her n, and things went off track. In the end, she couldn''t even maintain herposure. His willingness to take risks. His words that he wouldn''t have met her if he hadn''t taken those risks. Those words shook her deeply. He was right. It was Jung-gyeom''s nature to take risks for others. It was that strength that had saved Song Soo-yeon. He had always been like that. Standing up to bullies. Yelling at Shake. Sacrificing money to open the store. Offering his house for her... She knew that was his nature. ...But she hadn''t realized that his unyielding spirit extended even towards viins. He didn''t even seem afraid of viins. And in that moment, her desire to condemn Sce vanished. She was just filled with a newfound anxiety. Jung-gyeom had said he was a loner. She got a glimpse of that habit today. He thinks his life only hangs on him. ...But now, his life was also incredibly important to Song Soo-yeon. She eventually came to a stop. Her mind was in turmoil. For a long time, she fiddled with the phone in her hand. --- --- Hiding my strength, I think I acted a little more boldly than I realized. And the people who care about me felt anxious seeing that. Should I act more like an ordinary person? Should I show more care? I still haven''t fully shed my viin''s skin. "...Oppa." Sce, sitting in front of me, interrupted my thoughts. She doesn''t even touch the tea I offered her, just looking at it. Unable to meet my eyes, she asks. "...Was I annoying?" It seemed that Song Soo-yeon''s words had a significant impact on her too. She blinked weakly and posed the question to me. I shake my head. "No, not at all." "....But I think Soo-yeon''s right." "...I can''t deny that the chances of a viin appearing have increased. But I don''t want to turn my back on you just because I''m scared of that." "...." To cheer her up as she continued to sit gloomily, I said. "If there''s a problem, I''ll just call you." "....Huh?" "Then you cane running like a hero. I''ll hold out with a frying pan until you get here." I gave her a smile. Sce also looked at me for a moment and then burst into a slightugh. Her mood brightened. It seemed my words hadforted her a bit. She took a deep breath. She then said to me, "....I think I understand why Soo-yeon showed such improvement at school." "Oh?" "....Being around Oppa makes worries seem silly. It makes me want to rely on you." Feeling a bit embarrassed, I scratched my head, suppressing the joy that welled up inside. "....Rely on me? You''re doing well on your own. You even rose in the hero rankings recently." "Sometimes I think you forget something." "What''s that?" Sce smiled. "....Soo-yeon and I are only a year apart. But you treat me much more like an adult, and Soo-yeon, much younger." "...." I lost words for a moment. Thinking about it, I couldn''t deny it. I seemed to have treated Sce much more maturely. Since she changed me, to some extent, it was inevitable. Despite being 10 years younger than the Sce I knew, I kept thinking of her at my level. "If I start calling you ''Ajusshi'', will you see me as younger?" Sce threw in a joking remark. We quietlyughed together for a while. Then there was a moment of silence. We digested the silence for a bit before winding up the conversation. "...Bom, you should head home now." "Ah, yes." She had nothing with her, so she just picked up her teacup and stood up. I pressed her hand gently. Warmth passed through our touch. "I''ll clean up." "...." She slowly put down the cup, her face bing serious again. She stopped and said, "...Oppa, am I really not a burden?" It was a careful and thoughtful question. It felt like a prompt for me to confess if I was lying. I was surprised that a hero as promising and brilliant as Sce was worried about such a trivial matter. The Grim Reaper of viins was asking if it''s okay for her toe to my store. I spoke my honest feelings. "You''re not a burden." "Not even without the sponsorship money?" "The sponsorship money doesn''t matter." She slowly smiled a bright smile. Whether it was a natural smile or one of gratitude, I couldn''t tell. Receiving the answer she wanted, she said, "Okay. Then, I''ll head home. Don''te out." "Got it. Be careful on your way." "..." As she turned to leave, she suddenly stopped andughed. I asked, "What?" "....It''s the first time I''ve heard someone tell me to be careful." She looked back at me. "....It feels nice." I wondered why I said such a thing to a hero. I felt a bit embarrassed again. I was about to head to the kitchen with the teacups when, "Oppa." But Sce stopped me again. Looking at her, she had already taken out her phone. "Come to think of it, we haven''t exchanged numbers. Can I have yours...?" She asked shyly. "Oh, right." I replied. The thought of exchanging numbers with Sce made my heart flutter a bit. I quickly cleared the teacups away and wiped my hands on my thighs. I took out my phone from my pocket. "Hm?" There was a message. And unsurprisingly, it was from Song Soo-yeon. -Mister, I''m sorry. "....." I stared at the text for a moment. It felt like I could hear her voice. I could sense the multitude of emotionspressed into it. I couldn''t remember thest time she had expressed her feelings so sincerely. I wondered how much she had contemted before sending it. It made me feel sympathetic. "...Oppa?" That''s when Sce called me. "Ah, right, the number." I momentarily put aside Song Soo-yeon''s text. I could respond to it after exchanging numbers. Chapter 48: Go away, youre a nuisance (3) Chapter 48: Go away, you''re a nuisance (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here The sky was clear, and a pleasantly chilly breeze blew through the air. It was such a beautiful day that it made me forget yesterday''s conflicts. It was early in the morning, I felt a sense offort breathing in the fresh air. I was sweeping the front yard of the restaurant. There was no better task for clearing my thoughts. Pushing aside the dirty snow and the cigarette butts buried underneath, I also pushed aside the thoughts swirling in my mind. The events of yesterday wereplicated, as I understood the reasons behind both parties. I understood why Song Soo-yeon was angry, and why Sce felt hurt. Though Song Soo-yeon apologized to me, calming things down, it didnt mean everything was resolved. She needs to reconcile with Sce for things to be truly at peace. But then again, I couldn''t force her. Soo-yeon''s hatred towards heroes was deeper than I had thought. It must be due to some unpleasant memories with heroes in her childhood, deeply rooted scars. That''s probably why she became a viin in her previous life, before the regression. Still, my thoughts haven''t changed. Just because I was influenced by Sce doesn''t mean all viins should live like me. I have no intention of imposing my standards on others. ...However, I hope Soo-yeon doesn''t continue down that path. I can''t bear to see her be a viin again. Maybe its because of my growing affection for her. I hope she doesn''t go down the path I regret. If she became a viin, it would feel like a failure of my good deeds. "...Time will solve it," I murmured to myself, shaking my head. I didn''t want to be caught in negativity. I wanted to believe everything would work out. I looked around the restaurant. Having slept here every day, it now felt like my own home. The ce held dear memories of happiness, all created within these walls. Bing friends with Soo-yeon, getting closer to Sce, it all happened here. In doing so, I experienced various positive emotions. My ns for this second life I was given were unfolding well. I''ve made friends... well, not a lover yet, but that wille in time, I suppose. Resisting impulses for deeper happiness, things seem to be falling into ce. Not solving everything with powers, but acting for others first, like Sce did before regression, brings many rewards. It seems letting go of selfishness pays off. I put down the broom and went inside the restaurant. I adjusted the arrangement of the desk, aligning the chairs at proper angles. After sweeping and mopping the floor, I cleaned this beloved space thoroughly. Finally, I opened the refrigerator. "Hmm." It was time to restock the ingredients. I''ll have to visit the bathhouse and then the supermarket. I nced at the clock. Speaking of which, Song Soo-yeon was running a bitte today. Perhaps she was still troubled by yesterday''s events. --- --- I browsed through the meats at the butcher''s corner,paring prices and conditions, pondering what to choose. As I stood there, intently scrutinizing the meats and stroking my chin, someone tapped on my shoulder. "Excuse me." "Yes?" Two men stood there, examining me from head to toe. After a long look at my face and appearance, they nodded to each other and then asked me, "Are you the one who got a peck from Sce at the baseball game yesterday?" I didn''t know how to respond. It wasn''t something I needed to hide, but... how did they even know? I heard my photo in the news was pixted. They didn''t seem to have the scent of viins. I asked, "Do you know me?" The man in front, nudging his friend with an elbow, said, "See, I told you." "..." "Ah, sorry about that. We were actually at the baseball game yesterday." "Were you?" "Yes, haha. It was so shocking that I guess your face just stuck in our memory." I nodded. As expected, they didn''t seem to be approaching me with viinous intent. Although, the idea of viins approaching me just over yesterday''s event seemed ridiculous. Of course, that didn''t mean I was pleased with their presence. There was an odd, slightly perceivable difort. It didn''t seem like they called out to me out of sheer delight. I didn''t know their intentions, but I didn''t want to get involved. "Yesterday''s game must have been quite a disturbance for you. I''m sorry about that." I apologized and began wrapping up the conversation. "No, it wasn''t really... a disturbance." "That''s good to hear. Oh, I must be going. I have a busy day ahead." After a brief nod, I quickly picked up the meat I had eyed earlier and started pushing my cart away, not giving the two men another chance to speak. They paused for a moment, watching me leave. --- --- "Damn it." On my way home, I clicked my tongue. I was, once again, reminded of how sensitive my intuition was in these matters. The two men had started following me from the supermarket. What could their motive be? As I said, they didn''t seem like viins. Nor did they appear to want to pick a fight. But there was definitely something. I mulled over it as I walked. ".....Hmm." It must be rted to Sce in some way. Could they be fans of Sce? I had clearly denied any connection with Sce, but perhaps they wanted to verify the truth of that? Maybe they suspected that I knew Sce more than I let on? That seemed usible. They didn''t appear to have any harmful intentions towards me, so that was the most likely reason. What should I do? Using my powers, shaking off these two men would be no problem. But I couldn''t use my abilities, which I had decided not to use, just because of these men. There was no need to do anything drastic to people who were just following me out of curiosity. I could run away, but I didn''t want to appear as if I was panicking. "...." Well, I could just tell Sce to stay away from the restaurant for a while. That seemed like the safest and least bothersome option. Those idle men would probably drop off soon. I turned my attention away from them and headed towards the restaurant. "Soo-yeon?" Arriving at the restaurant, I found Song Soo-yeon crouching in front. She nced at me upon hearing my call, then slowly got up. Then, with awkward movements, she kicked at the ground. "Why are you outside and not going in?" "..." She remained silent. After a moment of contemtion, I said to her, "Let''s go in and talk." Song Soo-yeon nodded in agreement. We opened the door and entered the restaurant. I started by organizing the groceries I had bought. "Have you eaten?" I asked her a routine question, but Song Soo-yeon didn''t respond. She seemed to be burdened with many thoughts. After a quick tidy-up, I poured some plum juice I bought for us to drink and handed her a ss. She was still maintaining an odd silence, so I asked. "Why arent you saying anything? What''s the matter?" She hesitated before speaking. "Mister, like I said yesterday... I''m sorry." "It''s okay, I told you. Don''t worry." After sipping the drink, I shared my sincere thoughts. "Thinking about it yesterday... it makes sense why you did what you did. Im grateful you were concerned about me. Maybe I underestimated viins." Song Soo-yeon looked up at me for a moment, then nodded with moist eyes. She seemed moved by the simple words. Then, she fell silent again. I didnt break that silence. Sometimes, it''s okay not to have anything to say. After sipping the drink for a while, I stood up. "You havent eaten, right? Just wait here." "Mister." Song Soo-yeon called me as I was heading to the kitchen. "...I have something to say." She said. And with those words, an unusual atmosphere, unlike anything I had felt before, lingered. It was a strangely tense moment. What was she about to say that made her hesitate so much? As I sat down without a word, Song Soo-yeon hesitantly started speaking. "...I rewatched the video from yesterday." "Which video?" "...The one with you and Sce at the baseball game." "Did you have to rewatch that?" She looked at me. Her gaze was a bit cold. Then, taking a deep breath as if making up her mind, she said. "...I think I was also at fault." "Huh?" "Looking at it from a different perspective... she had to show up. I hesitated too much... and even bowed my head." I felt like our problem was beginning to resolve. With a slightly uplifted heart, I asked her. "You mean you''ll apologize to Bom, right?" "...Yes." I smiled broadly. "Soo-yeon, you made a good decision. It''s really nice of you to do that." "And." "...?" "..." "And what?" She paused for a long time again. She loosened her throat, opened and closed her mouth, and took sips of her drink before finally speaking after a long while. "...I think I need to change." "What do you mean?" "I mean, I understand what Sce did, I still think that it hurts you and that she shouldn''t have kissed you and that..." She bit her lip for a moment. A flush rose on her cold cheeks. She lowered her head and murmured. "...The kiss should have been mine." I was momentarily stunned by Song Soo-yeon''s statement. I forgot to breathe. Ignoring my reaction, Soo-yeon continued. "If I had received it, there wouldn''t have been all this fuss..." I waved my hands dismissively to console her. "Soo-yeon, no. You''ve been hurt by men, you don''t need to go that far for me." But Soo-yeon didnt ept that. "No?" She leaned in closer to me. "I''m the one who''s sick. I''m the one who''s not normal. If I was normal, I would have kissed you in that situation." Her constant talk about how she should have kissed me was making me feel flustered. I didn''t know how to express it. I was just bewildered. "Do you think-" "-I mean, even if there were no feelings involved, I should have reacted appropriately to the situation." Song Soo-yeon exined. I nodded as if I naturally thought the same. "So yesterday... I reflected a lot on my own. Actually, you got criticized because of that, right?" "Everyone was just caught up in the moment, that''s all." "Whatever, anyway. I''ve been rambling...but the bottom line is this." "..." "I... want to ovee my hatred of men. So, um..." Song Soo-yeon bowed her head again. Her voice was trembling. "...Can you help me with that?" Chapter 49: Go away, youre a nuisance (4) Chapter 49: Go away, you''re a nuisance (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "How can I help you with that?" I expressed my confusion at her difficult request. The request needed to be more specific. Even if she asked me to help her ovee her hatred of men, I didnt know how. Song Soo-yeon, who I sometimes forget is my first friend, isn''t someone I''m familiar with. I expressed my confusion at her difficult request. Song Soo-yeon, is my first friend. Something I forget. I''m not familiar with people. I know nothing about this. "..." Song Soo-yeon hesitated for a long time afterward. She seemed unusually cautious about bringing up the topic. Perhaps, like me, she was also ignorant about it. I proposed an idea instead of waiting for her to speak. "Wouldn''t it be better to seek professional help?" However, Song Soo-yeon was firmly against it. "I don''t want that. I think I need your help, Mister." "Soo-yeon, I really want to help, but I''m not sure if I can do it well." "If you... if you just do what I ask... I think it''ll be okay." Her words eased some of my concern. It seemed she had thought of something. "Like what?" I asked, wanting to hear her n. Doing as she asked wouldnt be difficult. For her sake, for mine, and even for Sce''s. It''s right to help her heal her wounds, no matter how. As she said, hating men like this isnt going to help. Song Soo-yeon stuttered in fits and starts. "...I need to be more... ustomed to men." "I''m listening." "...So, like having more conversations like we are now..." "That''s easy." "And then... um..." She said casually, yet shyly, as if it was nothing significant. "...please have physical contact with me." "...Physical contact?" I repeated her words shortly, and Song Soo-yeon jolted. But I had to ask again. I doubted whether I had heard her correctly. Of all the possible methods, I never expected such a bold one. It was hard to believe these words came from her. I couldn''t tell if it was something said impulsively or after careful thought. A brief silence ensued. She nced at me, then looked away, repeatedly. Anyone could see she was nervous. "...Physical contact?" I asked again, seeking confirmation. Then, as if she couldnt bear the moment any longer, she raised her voice a bit more assertively. "Dont think-" "-No, I''m not thinking anything weird. I just wanted to confirm what I heard." Before she could finish, I interrupted. She turned her head sharply and replied coldly. "...Yes." She looked very embarrassed. Understandably, it was a request that couldn''t be made without embarrassment. I now understood why she hesitated and stuttered. At the same time, I felt pity for her. Her determination to change wasmendable. Her embarrassed appearance was pitiful. A flood of emotions washed over me all at once. Whether yesterday''s incident was the catalyst or if it was a n she had been considering for a while, it wasn''t an easy request to reject. I couldn''t gauge the depth of her desperation that led her to make such a request. Perhaps, each of these challenges would contribute to her continuous development. I felt like I was learning something too. "..." Still, I couldnt easily agree because I couldnt imagine having physical contact with her. Just because it was hard to refuse didnt mean it was easy to ept. I''m fine. I can do it if I have to. But what about her? Even if it was her idea, she might regret it once we start. I''m worried she might end up hating me. Moreover, I cant forget that she might be ''Luna'', the next viin after me. One wrong step might lead to disastrous consequences. She hasn''t be a viin because of me. But what if she starts disliking me? Could she be a viin and torment Sce? As I was immersed in these thoughts, Song Soo-yeon challenged me. "...You easily gave your cheek to Sce, but it''s different when ites to me?" "...." I had a lot to say in response. She and Sce are not the same. I was just being more cautious out of consideration for her. But seeing that she was determined, I eventually decided to go along with her choice. "...Alright, I''ll help you." At my answer, Song Soo-yeon stopped. I could hear her swallow nervously. Before another awkward silence began, she spoke. "...I''m going to the restroom for a bit." While Song Soo-yeon was in the restroom, I remembered something I had forgotten. "Ah, right." I opened my phone and looked for Sce''s contact information that I received yesterday. I stared nkly at the number for a moment. I never imagined I woulde to know the number of someone who was once my archenemy in this way. The fact that I could contact her so easily was surprisingly new to me. I shook my head to clear my thoughts and began typing a message to her. ''Bom, there are some strange people wandering around my restaurant. They dont seem like viins, more like your fans or paparazzi. It''s probably best if you donte by the restaurant for a while.'' Before pressing the send button, I hesitated. Pushing Sce away, even temporarily, wasn''t as easy as I thought. Also, the vulnerability she sometimes showed me was starting to weigh on my mind. As she gradually started to rely on me, I wondered if it was okay to push her away like this. "..." I sighed. It''ll be fine. After all, it''s Sce. Even before regression, without me, didn''t she grow up just fine? Although I observe Song Soo-yeon more carefully because she became a viin, Sce will be okay. I pressed the send button. --- --- "Yes! I will remember that well!" Sce nodded with a pleasant smile to the senior hero ''Mega Wind''. "Don''t get too cocky just because you''ve surpassed in the hero rankings." Mega Wind''s advice came after he was pushed to the 29th rank by Sce. Walking through the Hero Association, Sce was caught by him and had to listen to his nagging, disguised as advice. However, Sce responded to him without showing any difort, nodding and smiling until the end. Her reactions were as if she was truly grateful. Eventually, even Mega Wind ran out of things to say. He felt his inherent limitations. There are indeed people born to be heroes. For Sce, being a hero was her calling, and it was unlikely anyone could surpass her. Just two years into her debut, she had already entered the top 20 ranks. The world even buzzed with talk that she might surpass Shake, a renowned hero. Mega Wind too, honestly, saw that potential in her. Maybe he was venting his frustration on a hero who would be remembered in history. He felt momentarily insignificant. Expressing anger to her only made his heart more burdened. "...Alright, go ahead." He finally ended the conversation. Sce bowed her head in respect until Mega Wind walked away. After waiting for him to leave, Sce moved on. "Hello!" Greeting senior heroes, staff, and juniors alike, Sce headed to her personal office. Wherever she passed, people''s faces lit up with smiles. She had to bow more than twenty times before reaching her office. Arriving at her personal office, she looked at the door. Arge sign with a cute character of Sce warned, ''Do not enter!'' Sce paused to look at the sign, then twisted the doorknob to enter. "Sce!" Even as she opened her door, someone called out to her, waving. Without tiring, Sce nodded in response. "Hello!" "You were awesome saving that childst time!" "...Thank you!" She thanked them with a smile and entered her room. -Thump. Sce closed the door. "....Sigh." And just like that, her smile disappeared as if it was a lie. Sce reached out her hand. -sh! In a short moment, she activated her power, emitting electromaic waves from her hand. It was a precaution against any electronic devices that might have been secretly installed inside. Afterpleting the security check, she listlessly pulled off her mask. Not a trace of her usual smile could be found on her lips. Sce ran her fingers through her hair and slowly walked around the room. Shey down on the sofa in her office. She closed her eyes tightly. The warm persona of Sce was nowhere to be seen. After a few minutes of deep breathing, Sce pulled out her phone. There was a message. It was from Jung-gyeom. ''Bom, there are some strange people wandering around my restaurant. They dont seem like viins, more like your fans or paparazzi. It''s probably best if you donte by the restaurant for a while.'' She silently looked at the message, then closed her eyes again and tossed the phone onto the sofa next to her. "....Sigh..." And then, for an even longer time, she closed her eyes and took deep breaths. Chapter 50: Go away, youre a nuisance (5) Chapter 50: Go away, you''re a nuisance (5) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here The phone rang. It was Sce. "Hey, Bom." "Oppa, are you okay?" Sce''s voice dripped with worry. "Should Ie over there? Is it dangerous?" She must have been concerned about someone lurking around. I spoke softly to reassure her. "I''m really fine. It''s not dangerous at all." "...You don''t know that." "I''m telling you, I''m fine." "Oh-" "-Bom. I told you, if there''s a problem, I''ll call you. Come running." "...Sorry." "What''s there to be sorry about." "...Sorry." A moment of silence followed. Sensing she had more to say, I remained silent. Sure enough, she spoke up. "...But Oppa, how long do I have to stay away?" "Huh?" "...Can''t I just take off my costume and go to the restaurant? The paparazzi won''t even know it''s me." Her plea made me feel incredibly weak. I enjoyed spending time with her too and wanted to tell her to do just that. But considering the potential repercussions, I knew it was not a good idea. If it became known that she had a direct connection with me, it would turn into a definite threat from the viins. There mighte a time when I''d need to use my powers. And I didn''t want that. I was tired of being involved in violence. The bitter aftertaste of those days was nothingpared to the sweetness of my current world. "...Let''s just endure a bit longer, Bom. It''s not like anything will happen if we don''t see each other for a few days." "..." I could hear her sigh softly. It felt odd, imagining Sce sighing. "...Oppa, just remember one thing." "Tell me." Just then, Song Soo-yeon entered the room. She paused as she saw me, entering boldly but then stopping in her tracks. She was considerate, not wanting to interrupt my call. Sce continued. "...Recently, you''re the only one who recognizes me as Min-Bom." "..." "...Everyone else knows me as Sce." Her words weighed heavy on my mind. I hesitated, then spoke. Getting swept up in the mood would only make it harder for her. I decided to lighten the mood with a joke. "...Soo-yeon knows too, right?" "...Haha." "And your parents does as well." "...True." I heard Sce take a deep breath. Then her voice brightened. "Got it, Oppa! If anything happens, shout my name loud, okay? And let me know when those lurking people are gone!" "Alright, got it." "Okay, I''ll be waiting!" The call ended. Song Soo-yeon, who had been standing at the door, slowly approached. She sat down cautiously in front of me and asked casually. "Was that Sce Unni?" "Yeah." She rested her chin on the table. "...When did you guys exchange numbers?" "We''ve known each other for so long, exchanging numbers is nothing." She nced at me sideways. "Is that so? Has it been long since you exchanged numbers?" "...No, actually we just did it yesterday." "...I see." Her voice lightened, and she stretched her neck, changing the atmosphere. "Misster, so you will help me, right?" "Yes." "Then shall we start right away?" She asks more proactively than before, as if a new wind had blown. "...Right now?" "There''s no reason to dy." After a moment of thought, I nodded. "That''s true." "...Phew." Song Soo-yeon exhaled, releasing her tension. Her doing so made me tense as well. What kind of request would she make? I realized that whatever it was, it would likely be a first for me too. Song Soo-yeon suddenly stood up. "Coe with me." Then she swiftly turned and left the restaurant. I stayed inside alone for a moment, preparing myself, then followed her out. A few things caught my eye. Song Soo-yeon, exhaling and rxing her tension... and those two men from earlier. They were still there. It was clear they were watching. Creepy guys. I wanted to confront them, but that wouldn''t be typical behavior. Maybe if I appear in front of them tomorrow or the day after, pretending it''s a mistake and showing myself often, they might scatter on their own. Either way, the next few days are going to be ufortable. But is there nothing else for them to do? All sorts of flies are attracted. This difort is something I have to endure, not using my powers. The mere fact that someone is watching me is unpleasant. This too might be a habit from my viin days. "Mister." "Oh, yeah. Soo-yeon. I''m listening." I then tuned out those men. There''s someone far more important right beside me, in a much more important situation. Song Soo-yeon stood next to me. "..." She hesitated for a long time. It seemed difficult for her to voice what she wanted to say. No wonder. She was about to ask for physical contact, something she herself disliked. How difficult it must be to ask for something you hate. "...Soo-yeon, speak freely. I know you don''t really want to do this." "..." "...I think it''s great that you want to change. So don''t be embarrassed." "Hold my hand." After I reassured her, Song Soo-yeon finally spoke, suggesting just one thing before freezing again. But I could sense all the changes happening in her body. Slightly rough breathing. elerated heartbeat. Swallowing. Reddening ears. Her body, trembling ever so slightly. She was very nervous. Her fist was still clenched tightly. I wasn''t sure how she wanted me to hold it. Perhaps it was an unconscious defensive mechanism. To ease her tension, I asked a question first. "Soo-yeon, wouldn''t it have been okay to do this inside?" The question was meant to lighten the mood, but part of it was also due to those men being bothersome. Song Soo-yeon shook her head. "...My goal is to hold hands and go for a walk." "Ah." That made sense. I nodded and looked down at her. It was my turn to act. I couldn''t just let Song Soo-yeon keep trembling. "..." But as I went to hold her hand, a strange feeling emerged. The nervousness I felt initially resurfaced. This was my first time getting so close to someone. I had held hands to break or twist them, but nothing like this. Had I ever even shaken hands before? But this wasn''t a handshake. Even I knew that much. I slowly reached out my hand towards her. As the back of my hand brushed against hers, Song Soo-yeon''s whole body flinched. Still, I didn''t stop. I ced my fingers one by one on her tightly clenched fist. Starting from the pinky, then the ring finger, middle finger, and index finger. I could feel her hand trembling slightly. What was she feeling to tremble so much? But whatever it was, she was suppressing it, mustering strength to evolve. I couldn''t let her down either. After covering her fist with my palm, I carefully stroked her fingers. Slowly, her fist opened in response to my gesture. I slipped my hand between her unfolding fingers. Her palm was damp. "...Kuk-kuk." Her tense appearance made me chuckle. Song Soo-yeon nced up at me momentarily. Her face was red like a strawberry, with a hint of moisture in her eyes. She frowned as if annoyed by myughter. "Ah, sorry." "...Eut...!" When I apologized, Song Soo-yeon quickly turned her head away. Meanwhile, wepleted the interlocking of our fingers. "..." "..." As expected, her hand was long and delicate. We stood there, holding hands poignantly, in front of the restaurant. We remained still until we became ustomed to each other. After a few minutes, I asked. "...Is it ufortable? Can you bear it?" Song Soo-yeon replied curtly, seemingly trying to hide her embarrassment. "What will you do if I say it''s ufortable? Let go?" I affirmed naturally. "I would let go." "...Don''t let go." She gripped my hand tightly. I was at a loss for words. "..." Though unexpressed, my feelings were warm and fuzzy. Is this what it feels like to have a lover? It didn''t seem bad. "Eut!" As I thought this, Song Soo-yeon''s face turned even redder. "...Why?" "No, nothing." While we were sharing warmth, those two annoying men caught my eye again. Now they were tantly watching us. They must have thought I wouldn''t notice from this distance. My ted mood quickly deted. I clicked my tongue quietly and spoke to Song Soo-yeon. I didn''t want to be like this in front of those guys. "Shall we go for a walk now?" "..." Song Soo-yeon nodded silently without a word, showing only her profile to me. She seemed to be smiling, but it was probably my imagination. We naturally started walking. As I felt in the morning, the weather was nice. We didn''t talk. There was no need to feel that. The ted feeling I had settled stickily by the time the walk ended. I looked at my restaurant. "...." Unknowingly, my expression hardened. No, it crumpled. "Uh, Mister..." Song Soo-yeon, equally startled, looked at our restaurant too. She was rmed by my expression. It was felt through our sped hands. But I had no leisure to rx my face. I just kept staring silently at my restaurant. ''F*cking bastard.'' ''Damn a*shole.'' The two curses written in yellow spray paint all over my restaurant shook me. My deeply cherished restaurant was defiled. I turned my head away. The two men who had been watching us were now nowhere to be seen. Chapter 51: Go away, youre a nuisance (6) Chapter 51: Go away, you''re a nuisance (6) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Holding hands and walking, Song Soo-yeon felt as if she had the world''s happiness all to herself. Just this alone seemed like a reward for all the times she had endured without giving up. Her body kept twisting nervously. Her breath grew rougher, and chills ran down her neck. She wished this moment wouldst forever. But the walk passed in a fleeting instant. When she came to her senses, they had already circled the neighborhood and were back in front of the restaurant. "....Huh?" But before she could feel any regret, a sense of shock overcame her. She couldn''t believe her eyes. ''F*cking bastard.'' ''Damn a*shole.'' The restaurant was defaced with yellow spray paint. Frozen for a moment, she soon felt anger rising within her. This ce was precious to her. There was nowhere else she had poured so much affection into. It was where she connected with Jung-gyeom and grew close to him. It was her sanctuary, almost like home. And now, her restaurant was desecrated. Song Soo-yeon stepped forward, wanting to vent her rising anger. But she couldn''t move more than a couple of steps as Jung-gyeom stood rooted to the spot. Song Soo-yeon turned to look at him. He was quietly staring at the scene. Slowly, his expression began to crumple. "Ah, Mister..." For the first time, Song Soo-yeon realized Jung-gyeom could wear such a cold and fearsome expression. It was chilling enough to cool her anger. He turned his head, looking around as if trying to spot the culprit. "..." Jung-gyeom silently walked towards the restaurant. He let go of Song Soo-yeon''s hand. He gently wiped the yellow profanities with his hand and sighed deeply. "Let''s call the police, Soo-yeon." After contacting the police, they went inside the restaurant. Jung-gyeom, with a dazed expression, tapped the desk as if trying to control his emotions. But as he calmed down, Song Soo-yeon began to feel her own anger rising. "Mister...we can punish them severely for this, right?" She was upset that someone had dared to vite her sanctuary. "..." "....They should rot in jail, these bastards..." "..." Jung-gyeom kept tapping the table. Song Soo-yeon, unable to hold back, spoke up. "Mister. This... it''s because of Unni, right?" At her words, he finally quietly responded. "...Stop it, Soo-yeon." But Jung-gyeom''s continued defense of Sce made Song Soo-yeon''s blood boil. A surge of irritation rose in her. "It''s true...! It''s because you kissed Sce Unni yesterday!" "..." "I told you! I knew something would go wrong because of her! There''s nothing good about being involved with a hero!" "..." Song Soo-yeon thought it was actually a good thing. It gave her a reason. She had never been happy about Sce being around Jung-gyeom. She said, "Mister. Tell Unni to get lost." Jung-gyeom turned to look at Song Soo-yeon. Despite his somewhat cold gaze, she did not back down. "Tell her not toe here anymore. Who knows how often this kind of thing will happen?" "I said I would bear it. Don''t talk like that." Was it because they had walked holding hands? Song Soo-yeon, feeling a stronger attachment to him, disliked his persistent care for Sce. She wanted him to care only for her. She nned to do the same for Jung-gyeom. They would have no difficulties moving forward if it was just the two of them. Instead, they would be happy. Driven by that desire, Song Soo-yeon stood her ground. "You can only bear what you can handle. It''s just paint now, but what will you do if real viins show up? F*ck, think properly!" At that moment, the door chimed and two police officers entered. Without responding to Song Soo-yeon, Jung-gyeom greeted them. "Hello." "What''s the matter?" Song Soo-yeon looked at them, then sighed and sat down. One officer nced at her face and was momentarily distracted. But soon, after a cough, he looked at Jung-gyeom. "You might have seen iting in, but someone wrote profanities on my restaurant." "Do you have CCTV?" Jung-gyeom paused, then shook his head. "...No." Hearing this, the more senior officer nodded and spoke to the other. "Min-cheol, check if there are any CCTVs nearby." "Got it." As one officer left to check, the senior asked, "May I know your name?" "Jung-gyeom." "Are you the restaurant owner?" "Yes." The officer then turned to Song Soo-yeon. "And your name?" "..." Song Soo-yeon felt resistant even to this simple question. She didn''t see the need to share her name. "What do you need my name for? It''s not necessary." Song Soo-yeon retorted. The officer, clicking his pen, seemed momentarily confused, then looked back at Jung-gyeom. "...Did you witness the incident?" "No." "Any enemies or someone who might hold a grudge against you?" Jung-gyeom paused, then lightly shook his head. "...No." Song Soo-yeon interjected. "Why say there aren''t any? It happened because you got a kiss from Sce." "Song Soo-yeon." Jung-gyeom called her name in a cold voice. Immediately, Song Soo-yeon turned her head away, pretending not to know. The officer, hearing herment, stared intently at Jung-gyeom. "Oh, is that the person...!" "...Anyway, my acquaintance isnt involved in this. I can''t specify anyone in particr." "Hmm..." As the senior officer was noting everything down, the other officer returned from outside. "There are no CCTVs. The alley is quite secluded." "...Is that so?" Hearing this, the senior officer began to wrap up the situation. He put his notebook and pen back in his pocket. Looking alternately at Song Soo-yeon and Jung-gyeom, he exined. "Jung-gyeom, we''ll try our best, but it will be very difficult to find the culprit." "...Really?" "With no CCTV and no specific suspect, and since you didn''t see it, it''s going to be tough." "It''s tough?" "Sorry, but it seems so. However, as I said, we''ll try." --- --- I was left alone in the restaurant again, tapping on the table. It was clear to anyone but a fool that the police officers'' words were a mere formality. It''s not about effort; they''re just giving up. They had decided it was impossible to catch the culprit with their capabilities, or even if they could, it would be too much trouble, so they just gave a roundabout answer. I was doing everything I could to suppress the anger boiling inside me. Truthfully, I could catch them if I wanted. It wouldn''t be hard. But that would require using my abilities, and even if I caught them, there was no chance of following a legal procedure. Yet, I still wanted to catch them. This unfamiliarity with having to swallow such injustice felt odd. I had resolved to endure injustice, but when faced with it directly, it was hard. I wanted to punish those who defiled my beloved restaurant. I''ve never loved a ce this much before. Even before my return, nothing mattered more than this modest restaurant. So, it''s probably why it''s hard to restrain myself now. Even a light punishment would suffice. Even just a fine. I just didn''t want to let them get away with this as if nothing happened. "Call Unni." Song Soo-yeon suggested beside me. It was already on my mind. The problem was, it would make Sce feel guilty. Knowing she''s the reason for my trouble, she would likely me herself, given her character. "Mister, we should catch them." Song Soo-yeon, gritting her teeth, said. She seemed frustrated with my inaction, grabbing and shaking my shoulder. "....Sigh." Finally, I nodded. Sce would probably have no trouble catching those men. I didn''t want to let this go either. After all, I couldn''t hide this from Sce forever. It''s better to tell her early and catch the culprits. It''s not her fault, I need to make that clear. I took out my phone and contacted Sce. As the phone rang, Song Soo-yeon became quiet. Soon, Sce answered the call. A few minutester, Sce burst through the door into the restaurant. Jung-gyeom was about to speak, but Song Soo-yeon was quicker. She stood up and, as soon as she saw Sce, raised her voice filled with numerous emotions. --- --- "Oppa-" "-I told you." At that sound, Sce stiffened and looked at Song Soo-yeon. "If we get involved with you, Unni, we''re the ones who suffer." "...Soo-yeon..." "I told you." Sce couldn''t utter a response. For the first time, Song Soo-yeon saw her gaze falter. It was almost pleasurable, a wee fuel to her anger. "Soo-yeon, please step outside for a moment." But again, Jung-gyeom intervened. Song Soo-yeon felt irritation surge but decided to suppress her emotions. Jung-gyeom was clearly very angry too. She didn''t want to provoke him further. Yet, she wanted to have thest word. Yet, she wanted to have thest word. "...Unni. Just one thing." "..." "After we catch the culprit... go away, you''re a nuisance." With those words, Song Soo-yeon brushed past Sce and left the restaurant. She knew she was the winner, and Sce must know it too. "..." A slight smile almost formed. Initially, she was furious about the vandalism... but the oue was too satisfying. Sce couldn''t shamelessly stay by Jung-gyeom''s side anymore. "Phew..." She calmed herself down. Now only happy momentsy ahead. Especially since she had started physical contact with Jung-gyeom. Getting closer and closer... Song Soo-yeon smiled faintly. She stopped and began to look forward to the future. --- --- It didn''t take long for the rising hero to bring in the culprits. With the help of a tracking hero, Sce had the two men kneeling before Jung-gyeom in less than an hour. Song Soo-yeon found Sce''s frantic face amusing. The hero couldn''t even look at Song Soo-yeon anymore. But no matter how sorry she was, Song Soo-yeon had no intention of forgiving her. It didn''t matter that Sce had brought in the criminals. She nned topletely separate Sce from Jung-gyeom. Scemanded the kneeling men. "Don''t even think about denying it. Just apologize for your wrongdoing." The two men couldn''t ovee Sce''s heavy charisma as she spoke with authority. They quietly apologized to Jung-gyeom. "...So we meet again." Jung-gyeom whispered simrly to the men. Then he looked at Sce. "Sce, thank you for helping us out like this. But what happens to these guys now?" "...They''ll probably have to pay a fine." Jung-gyeom nodded. It was Song Soo-yeon who raised her voice. "That''s it?" "Soo-yeon, stay quiet." Every time Song Soo-yeon snapped, Jung-gyeom repressed her. As the victim didn''t say anything, she also kept quiet. Well, that wasn''t important. Jung-gyeom sighed and rubbed his face dryly. Then he turned to Sce. "Thanks for catching the culprits. That''s enough." He stood up and turned his back. Song Soo-yeon quickly followed him. Sce also nodded, grabbing the napes of the two men with a guilty expression and stood up. "Wait a moment." But before they left, Jung-gyeom stopped the two men again. The men, looking down, cautiously turned to face Jung-gyeom. Jung-gyeom asked, "...I just want to ask one thing. Why did you do it?" "..." "I''m really curious." Jung-gyeom seemed to be trying to let go of hisst bit of curiosity, to tie up this moment. Song Soo-yeon caught a brief exchange of nces between Sce and Jung-gyeom. "Please tell me the reason." Jung-gyeom pleaded again. "...If we tell you... will you consider some leniency?" "...Maybe." The men exchanged nces, and then one of them nodded. Slowly, one man''s finger pointed. .....It pointed at Song Soo-yeon. "...What?" Song Soo-yeon blinked in surprise, as did Sce and Jung-gyeom. Everyone was too startled to make a sound. The man said, "...She was so beautiful... we were jealous..." The other man spoke up. "...When we heard at the baseball game that she wasn''t your lover, we came to see her... but seeing you holding hands..." A long silence followed. No one moved except for the heads of the men drooping again. Finally, Song Soo-yeon broke the silence. "Wa-wait a minute...!" Growing desperate, Song Soo-yeon approached the two men held by Sce. Her heart started pounding in that moment. It was the first time she had felt so embarrassed in her life. Confused and scared, she couldn''t understand what was happening. "So... you''re saying you did the graffiti because of me...?" They nodded. Song Soo-yeon''s eyes shook violently. She cautiously looked up at Sce, who also wore a stunned expression. Song Soo-yeon and Sce exchanged looks. Song Soo-yeon felt the words she had said earliering back to her. ''Go away, you''re a nuisance.'' ".....Uh... Unni." The tables had turned. The vandalism wasn''t because of Sce. And Song Soo-yeon saw it. The corners of Sce''s mouth, which had been frozen in shock, twitched ever so slightly. Chapter 52: Go away, youre a nuisance (7) Chapter 52: Go away, you''re a nuisance (7) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here It was because of me? Song Soo-yeon was incredulous. Not Sce, but me? She was the cause of the graffiti, and she was the reason why Jung-gyeom was angry. It wasn''t Sce who had been a nuisance. It wasn''t Sce who had harmed Jung-gyeom. Song Soo-yeon quickly turned to Jung-gyeom, wanting to exin. .... But she couldnt find the right words. In front of his furrowed brow, all her words faded away. Only anxiety remained. She feared that he might utter the words she had said. Go away, you''re a nuisance, Soo-yeon. Imagining that voice, Song Soo-yeon couldn''t stand still. She had to act. She pushed the two men out of the restaurant. I, Ill go out. Whoa! The men, and even Sce, were pushed outside by Song Soo-yeons sudden action. Ah, mister, just wait a moment...! She told Jung-gyeom not to follow, creating a brief moment. Closing the restaurants door, she asked again in a situation where Jung-gyeom couldnt hear. Me? The men nodded their heads, still in disbelief. ...Yes. And not... not un-Sce? Song Soo-yeon also changed how she addressed Sce. She didn''t particrly want to care, but she couldn''t risk showing closeness to Sce, fearing it might harm Jung-gyeom. But then she hesitated to hear the answer. No, forget it. Shut up. She didnt want to hear it. Especially not in front of Sce. She didnt want confirmation that she had been the one causing trouble. Song Soo-yeon looked up at Sce. ... ... A subtle exchange of nces urred between the two. Song Soo-yeon was the one retreating. Sce remained the same, but Song Soo-yeon''s heart was faltering. ...Sce, please get rid of these guys. ...Yes. Sce nodded mechanically, not saying anything to Song Soo-yeon. And just as she was about to make them float, like Jung-gyeom before, Song Soo-yeon stopped them again. Just, just a moment. ... ...Sce, please give me some time to talk with these guys. ...Time? Yes. Just, just a moment. ...It might be dangerous. If something happens, Ill call... please. Song Soo-yeon asked, swallowing her pride. She needed a moment. Sce just looked at her silently. She didnt offer a quick response as usual. Finally, she let go of their hands and quietly whispered as she passed Song Soo-yeon into the restaurant. ...Call me if something happens. -Ding! Ding...! Ding....! As the restaurant bell rang, Song Soo-yeon looked at the men. She could feel her burning hatred towards them. She hadn''t expected such a bolt from the blue. Why did she keep forgetting? The world was so full of garbage. There was no need for a lengthy conversation. After all, this wasn''t the time to have such a discussion. Even though Sce had entered the restaurant, given her abilities, she could likely hear every conversation. This was just a formality. Song Soo-yeon pondered for a long while. What should she do? Was this the right thing? Time passed as she faced the men. But having made up her mind, Song Soo-yeon, swallowing numerous words, said to them. ...Give me your number. ...Pardon? The men''s faces, previously grim, brightened significantly. As disgusting as it felt to Song Soo-yeon, this was a necessary part of her spontaneous n. She needed to meet them again. And for that, their numbers were essential. I wont ask twice. Give me your number. Oh, yes! With brightened faces and giggling, they took out their phones. Their numbers were entered into Song Soo-yeon''s phone, which previously only had Jung-gyeom''s contact. Song Soo-yeon felt as if her phone was being tainted, but again, she clenched her teeth and suppressed her emotions. In fact, these dark emotions were familiar to her. They were feelings she had endured countless times at home and school. --- --- After Song Soo-yeon pushed the men out and left, Sce entered the restaurant a short whileter. ...Wheres Soo-yeon? Seeing Sce enter alone, I expressed my curiosity, to which Sce replied lightly. ...She said she needed some time to talk. .... ...She must be shocked. I nodded. Yes, it must be shocking. After saying such cruel things to Sce. All the words she had uttered hade back like a boomerang. It was bound to be embarrassing and painful. Sce briefly tousled her hair and then pulled off her mask. Min-Bom''s face was revealed. Lost in thought for a moment, she then asked me. ...But oppa, about the hand? What? Her expression softened, erasing the previous restless atmosphere, and she asked gently. Her guilt towards me seems to have lessened. The men earlier said they got angry seeing you and Soo-yeon holding hands. ...Ah. Somehow, I felt a need to exin. There was no need for her to misunderstand my rtionship with Song Soo-yeon. I was helping her ovee her hatred of men. She was feeling guilty for not being able to kiss yesterday and causing a fight. Ah. I added more, hoping that Song Soo-yeon and Sce would be closer. It''s true. Even this morning, Soo-yeon told me she was going to apologize to you. ...But then this happened? Yeah. And- -Ah, oppa? Sce suddenly interrupted me. ...Yes? She hesitates for a moment, looking down, then speaks softly to me. ...You dont need to make excuses for Soo-yeon. Even if you do, I wont hate her. ...........What? Sces candid words struck me with a shock. I hadn''t anticipated this at all. I was more shaken than by the motives of those men earlier. It was the first time I saw Sce express negative emotions towards someone, and so directly at that. ...... I didn''t understand. I had seen many unexpected human sides of her before, but this felt different. Maybe because she usually showers everyone with affection. Or is it because I genuinely like Song Soo-yeon as a person? I paused and blinked. Sceughed awkwardly. Ahaha, why are you surprised, oppa... Im a human too, you know. ... ...Soo-yeon doesn''t like me either... Especially since Im a hero. ... When I thought about it, it made sense. I couldn''t argue with her words. The malice Song Soo-yeon had shown up till now wasn''t light. To reassure me, who was without a response, she said, Don''t worry. I wont show it. I just wanted you to know. I just looked at Sce silently, unable to say anything. She said, ...Isnt it enough if I dont show it? It sounded like an excuse to me who was silent. ...Yeah. I nodded reluctantly, but Sce continued as if that wasn''t enough. Even if it''s an act, theres no problem as long as we get along. I moved my lips slightly. Why wouldn''t there be a problem? I hope for no one to be unhappy. I hope we can all be together,ughing and chatting. If it''s like this, won''t someone always suffer? But even this is my selfishness, my insistence. I can''t impose this on others. Sce continued, ...Even if its hypocrisy, as long as we can keep up the act, its good. At that, I looked up at her sharply. ... Min-Bom was looking straight at me. The more I got to know her, the more unexpected aspects of her surfaced. Sce saying such things. I wasn''t disappointed. Just surprised. She felt more human to me. I was getting to know her deeper, maybe even feeling closer to her in some aspects. ...But one thing was confusing. Was she always like this, or was she changing as she grew? Whatever it was, her words resonated deeply with me. It even felt like a statement to me, who had been a viin. If someone who knew me before the regression saw me now, they might think of me as a hypocrite. Eventually, I nodded to Sce''s words again. Yet, clinging to a lingering hope, I expressed my wish. ...Still, I hope you get along with Soo-yeon. Sce let out a smallugh. ...Im trying, you know...? --- --- After Sce took the men away, Song Soo-yeon remained in the restaurant, looking at me with deer-like eyes. She was restless, unable to sit or settle down. Why are you standing there? Sit down, Soo-yeon. ...Mister. She takes a step towards me, beginning to ramble her excuses. This... this can''t be... Can you believe it''s because of me? Just because they saw me once at the baseball field...? Are you saying they''ve been stalking me since then? ...They are actually the people I met at the supermarket today. They must have followed me from there. But still. It doesn''t make sense... to ignore Sce and be jealous of me...! ...Soo-yeon, dont try to understand. If they were normal, they wouldn''t have done the graffiti. I tried to reassure her, but her excuses only grew more fervent. It''s not that...! Those guys, they must have lied because they were scared of Sce...! They med me instead, thinking theyd get hurt if they said it was because of her...! ...Soo-yeon. Or maybe...! Maybe...! Sce told them to lie like this- -Song Soo-yeon. I call her name in a slightly stern tone. Song Soo-yeon finally steps back and closes her mouth. She looks at me pitifully, biting her lips in anxiety. ...Sigh. Now I see. I understand why Sce dislikes Song Soo-yeon. Even now, shes ming Sce. ...Soo-yeon, stop trying to me everything on Bom. ...Uh...! ...Im not ming anyone right now. You did nothing wrong. The ones at fault are those men. Why are you ming others? ...Mister... ...I understand you hate heroes. But I wish you''d at least try to get along. Im tired of fighting like this all the time. She clenched her fists and lowered her head. This might be the first time I''ve spoken to her so directly. I don''t know how shell react. Will she curse? Run out? Throw a tantrum? Song Soo-yeon just stands there, then turns silently and leaves the restaurant. I let out a long sigh. Seems like shell need time this time too. But a few minutester, I hear a scraping sound outside. Curious, I open the door of the restaurant, and there she was, eyes reddened, cleaning the graffiti with a bucket and mop she got from the bathroom. asional sobs are part of the package. Without looking at me, she spoke. ....I''m sorry. I''ll... I''ll clean it all up, mister. ....Soo-yeon. ...Don''t say I''m a nuisance for being here... Now I see, she relies on me a lot. Her beautiful appearance, cold expression, and harsh words make it hard to see this clearly. She seems proud enough to live on her own. But Song Soo-yeon is afraid of being rejected. Considering she even asked me to help her ovee her hatred, she must be relying on me. .... I took her hands, already red from the cold winter. Song Soo-yeon looked up at me. ...I would never say that, Soo-yeon. ... ...Come inside, it wont clean up like that. Come in and calm down. --- --- Late at night. Song Soo-yeon was waiting for someone in the darkness. It was a ce far from her one-room apartment. An eerie, deserted lot with no passersby. There were no CCTV cameras, nor did the moonlight reach this ce. It might have been scary in the past, but now she had a purpose. How long had she been waiting? Two men, giggling, approached from a distance. Wow, shes really here...? She did give us her number after all. Song Soo-yeon suppressed her revulsion. She really needed to satisfy her curiosity, or she wouldnt be able to sleep. As they approached, she stepped away from the wall. Before she could speak, the men unted their frivolity. Wow, you''re even more beautiful up close. Im speechless. Seriously. You might be the most beautiful person Ive ever seen. Song Soo-yeon didnt respond to theirpliments. Instead, she asked what she had been wondering. Is it true? Was it really because of me? Pardon? Did you graffiti the restaurant because of me? The men blinked and exchanged nces. Shouldnt we exchange names first? ....... When Song Soo-yeon didnt reply, they sneered and answered her question first. Of course. Why would we lie about that? Song Soo-yeon clenched her teeth, then bombarded them with questions. You ignored Sce and were jealous because of me? Does that even make sense? Uh, youre making us nervous asking like that... One man expressed his confusion, and the other elbowed him, saying, ...Hey, hey, just answer her. Its not that hard. She came out to see us, after all... ...That''s true. They looked back at Song Soo-yeon and said as if it were obvious, How could we be jealous because of Sce? ...What? We dont dislike Sce, but honestly... we dont even know what she looks like. Shes from a totally different world, a hero. Song Soo-yeon listened nkly, not getting the answer she wanted. We dont care who a hero kisses. And a woman stronger than me... not my type, heh heh. They took a step closer to her. Stuttering as they spoke, they began to extend their fingers one by one. Unlike Sce, you are a normal person like us. We know your face. You''re pretty. And that guy with you didnt seem like your boyfriend, so we thought we could get to know you. Song Soo-yeon burst into incredulousughter. She finally got it. So, Sce is an unattainable hill, but I seemed climbable...? One of the men snapped his fingers. "That''s right. So seeing you holding hands with someone irritated us." Song Soo-yeon blinked and asked them, "What makes you think you could get close to me?" He spread his arms wide. But here we are, getting to know each other on a secluded night, right? Suddenly, I could hear his inner thoughts. You will be mine. That was thest straw. Song Soo-yeons patience snapped. She was tired of being treated like a trophy by men. The familiar humiliation, always having to be endured, was too much. She was disgusted by the unsolicited sexual advances that came without her consent. Too many beasts in the world have tried to touch her. This was the end. No more. The men approached her. So, now that weve answered your questions... how about a drink? My ce is nearby. We could go there and- Song Soo-yeon interrupted. -Fight until one of you dies." Her hands were glowing purple. For a moment, the mens eyes shone the same color. After a brief silence, one man naturally swung his fist at the other. -Thump! And then the sounds of hitting and punching filled the dark sky. -Thump! Thump! Thump! There were no words, no screams, just the sounds of the men beating each other. It might just be a release of pent-up anger. Song Soo-yeon watched them for a moment, spat on the ground, then turned and began to walk away. She turned on her phone and called Jung-gyeom. The sounds of the fight gradually faded. After a short wait, his voice came through. Hey, Soo-yeon? She briefly recalled the moment he jokingly asked her not to be a viin, but she brushed that memory aside. A small smile appeared on Song Soo-yeon''s face. Mister, what are you doing? Chapter 53: Greedy (1) Chapter 53: Greedy (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here After using her power on the two men, quiet days ensued. It was as if the stormy incidents had ended, and everything calmed down like a lie. There were no more acts of terror aimed at the restaurant. Sce became busy and stopped visiting Jung-gyeom. Jung-gyeom treated Song Soo-yeon as if nothing had happened. ...There were no visits from heroes due to the crimesmitted by Song Soo-yeon. In fact, her abilities were essentially risk-free from being exposed. They were quiet and left no trace. The people under her control lost their memory, so there was no risk of her being implicated. Her ability wasn''t about directly harming someone, but making them harm themselves. In some ways, it was the perfect crime. Of course, she knew it wouldn''t work on strong heroes like Sce. Yet, Song Soo-yeon could feel that her ability was more dangerous than she had imagined. But she felt no guilt about it. She didn''t feel a shred of sympathy for the two men she had forced to fight. They deserved it. She didnt care if anything other than Jung-gyeom was destroyed. Even though she had grown to like her ability, it wasn''t her intention to abuse it. She nned to use it only to protect herself. It was just her own resolution, one that could easily be broken. --- --- Mister, I''m here. Song Soo-yeon came to visit Jung-gyeom again this morning. Jung-gyeom waved at her happily, but didn''t return her greeting. He was on a call. Song Soo-yeon froze in her ce. The only person he could be talking to, other than her, was one. Yes, yes. Lets do that. Sce. As Sce became busier and couldn''t visit the restaurant, the time she spent talking to Jung-gyeom increased. ... Song Soo-yeon felt a sharp pain in her heart as she watched Jung-gyeom smiling. But she couldnt say anything. Especially after that incident. She had her own sense of shame. Or rather, it was more about being observant. She couldn''t ask Jung-gyeom to distance himself from Min-Bom. In a way, Song Soo-yeon might be in a more vulnerable position. Sce was a shining hero, cute, with a good personality, a sponsor, and wealthy. Song Soo-yeon had only her once-cursed beauty and the time she had spent with Jung-gyeom. So, a seed of anxiety was nted deep in her heart. The seed was named insecurity. Even though she continued to see Min-Bom as an adversary, Song Soo-yeon knew. People like Min-Bom are rare. Not just because shes a hero, but as a person, shes special. Even after that incident turned everything upside down, Sce didnt say anything to Song Soo-yeon. Considering the words she had spat out before, Min-Bom could have mocked orughed at her, but she didnt. And that silence from Sce made Song Soo-yeon feel even more ufortable. She slowly pulled a chair next to Jung-gyeom and sat down. A question mark appeared on Jung-gyeoms face, but he continued his call. But are you sure it''s okay? If youre going to drink, wouldnt it be better to do it when you can rest the next day? At the mention of alcohol, Song Soo-yeon clenched her teeth secretly. And then she made up her mind. She nudged Jung-gyeom to get his attention. Jung-gyeom raised his eyebrows in response. Cautiously, Song Soo-yeon showed him the back of her hand. ...? And then she froze in that position. Jung-gyeom continued to look puzzled, not understanding her intention. He cautiously continued the call, stuttering, not fully focused as before. ...Yeah... okay. Oh, meat? Yeah. Sure... this time... um. Ill do it. Finally, he asked Sce for a moment. ...Bom, just a second? He covered the phones microphone with one hand and leaned in to whisper to Song Soo-yeon. Soo-yeon, whats up? Song Soo-yeon spoke as if it were obvious. ...Hold my hand. Jung-gyeom blinked. ...Now? Now. ...After the call- -Now, mister. After a silent argument, Jung-gyeom shrugged. He moved the hand that was covering the microphone and slowly took Song Soo-yeons hand. Jung-gyeom lightly sped her hand, but Song Soo-yeon intertwined her fingers between his. Just that touch calmed her anxiety. The sensation was precious to her. She increasingly enjoyed this sense of security. ... ... After exchanging nces, Jung-gyeom chuckled. Then, continuing the call with Sce, he gently shook the hand he held. As he lightly shook her hand, the atmosphere became somewhat yful, but Song Soo-yeon was content with that. As she promised Jung-gyeom, Song Soo-yeon went to work her part-time job on the weekend. She needed to prove she wasn''t a burden. Jung-gyeom never said she was a nuisance, but the anxiety inside Song Soo-yeon drove her to act. She was fully geared today. Covering her face with a hat and mask, she boarded the shuttle bus alone to load and unload goods, without Jung-gyeom. The morning chill followed her to the bus, making her ufortable. She wrapped herself tighter in her coat. The difort was bearable when she thought of doing it for Jung-gyeom. She opened her phone and sent a message to Jung-gyeom, saying she would be careful. And quickly, a reply came back. Dont get hurt. Reading his message, the cold that had been seeping into her body miraculously receded. People began boarding the shuttle bus, which was at a standstill. Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes tightly. She nned to get a bit more sleep. And then, someone sat beside her. Is it okay for a woman to do this kind of work? He approached with a faade of friendliness and kindness, but Song Soo-yeon could clearly see the hidden intentions beneath. Get lost. She ordered reflexively, inadvertently using her power. The man blinked for a moment and then silently moved to another seat. ... With him gone, she felt like she could breathe again. Song Soo-yeon looked down at her hand for a moment. ...Should she continue using her power like this? It seems harmless enough, but doubts keep surfacing. It was confusing having a new choice that wasn''t there before. Eventually, Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes again. She decided not to worry about it. Surely, nothing significant would happen from just this. --- --- I was watching TV. The news anchor was once again reporting on viins. Let me repeat. Tryno has appeared in Gangseo District, Busan, causing damage..... The anchor''s urgent voice was apanied by images of Tryno. He stood in the middle of a wrecked street, arms spread wide, unting himself. I was lost in thought. ...Hmm. Recently, viins have been quite active. As a result, heroes, especially Sce, have had busy schedules. They fight viins, arrest them, sometimes let them escape, and continue to write their own history. Though it feels like a distant past and things have changed from what I experienced. Destroyer Tryno. Currently the top-ranked viin. An explosive ability user who can detonate anything he touches. Just a few months ago, he was ranked second, but now hes the most threatening viin. ...But did he always act so boldly? I didnt have any dealings with him before the regression, so it''s surprising. His rampage is causing a headache for the heroes. There are many casualties, and the damage is in the scale of entire buildings. Shake is also struggling. And when he struggles, the other heroes can''t seem to find their footing. Of course, its understandable. Tryno doesn''t move alone. This time, he appeared with Liquid. Liquid. An ability user who bes stronger near water, currently the third-ranked viin. His ability to appear and disappear unexpectedly makes crime scenes more chaotic. Two troublesome viins have joined forces. Again and again, I think the same thing, but I dont concern myself with other peoples crime scenes. Normally, I wouldnt even follow such news. But I cant take my eyes off the news because I know Sce is there. Yesterday, sheined to me about being tired from all this. She asked, in a somewhat distant tone, to hang out once everything calmed down. Shes been showing more of her human side to me. And there she is, struggling in that chaos. I stroked my chin as I watched the TV. Every time Sce appeared on the screen, I couldnt look away. I worried about Sce before the regression too. But back then, I only worried about her injuries. When she got hurt fighting me, thats when I worried. Now, it''s a bit different. Maybe because she has opened up to me. I worry about her struggling. Last time, she cried to me because she couldnt save a child. I hoped she wouldnt have to go through that today. I find myself unfairly ming others. When Shake appears on the screen, I mutter to myself. ...Do something. But he continues to struggle. Even Shake, with all his strength, couldnt handle two high-risk viins who had meticulously nned their appearance. The broadcast showed citizens running in panic. The heroes were rescuing them continuously, but it was impossible to save everyone in the chaos. As the situation worsened, the news switched scenes. They moved away from the chaotic scene in Busan to show the anchor, sweating profusely. His expression said it all. After struggling to find words, he sporadically ryed the live situation, then held his in-ear earphone, asking in disbelief. ....Yes? Seemingly forgetting that he was live, he couldnt hide his panic. ...Yes....Yes...I see. Then he looked up at the camera. Fear was evident in the anchor''s eyes. Breaking news. Along with Tryno and Liquid, the viin Stingshot has appeared in Gangseo District, Busan. Citizens in the area are advised to follow the guidance of the heroes.... ....Hmm. I frowned. Stingshot. A sniper-type viin. A master of assassination. Many high-profile individuals and unsuspecting heroes have fallen to Stingshot. Sce should be fine. Stingshot wouldnt be able to harm her. It''s not her safety I''m worried about, but this... development feels ominous. Hearing about three viins working together is new to me. At this point, it wouldnt be surprising if a few more viins showed up. ...Could there be a viin alliance forming? Chapter 54: Greedy (2) Chapter 54: Greedy (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "...Everything seems somewhat settled now." Shake, having finished his interview with the journalists, entered the tent where six heroes were gathered. The top-ranked hero, Shake. As the de facto leader of the heroes returned, all eyes were drawn to him. Yet, Shake silently took his seat without expressing a word. There was no announcement, just a moment of catching his breath, hand pressed against his forehead. Sce quietly observed him. She, too, had nothing particr to say. Silence flowed through the tent. Sirens red in the distance. Everyone knew it. They had been defeated by the viins. There were many casualties, and the viins had not been captured. The problem was the unexpected arrival of the viin ''Stingshot''. Knowing this was not the end, a darker mood lingered. It wouldn''t be surprising if various viins joined hands in the future. After a long pause, Shake spoke softly. "Rest for today. Everyone did well." Everyone nodded and began to stand up. They exchanged greetings with each other. Inside the tent, the next highest-ranked after Shake was Sce. Currently ranked 15th. But being the junior in terms of experience, she bowed to the other heroes as she greeted them. "Good work, everyone." Matching the mood, a smile faded from Sce''s face as she finished greeting and was about to leave the tent when Shake called out to her. "...Sce." Sce turned towards him. "Yes, senior?" "You really worked hard today." "...Thank you." After the brief exchange, Sce resumed her walk. As soon as she stepped out of the tent, a barrage of camera shutters from the journalists ensued. Seeing them, Sce bowed deeply in apology. "...I''m sorry. I will do better." Sce entered the luxury hotel prepared by the Hero Association. After exchanging greetings with the numerous heroes guarding the building, she followed an attendant''s guidance and boarded the elevator. During the elevator ride, Sce asked. "Did you remove all the electronic devices from my room?" "Yes, we did!" To the tense attendant, Sce offered a gentle smile. "Don''t be so nervous. There''s no need to be." Her words softened the attendant''s expression, seemingly touched by the kindness. "...Yes." To her, Sce said. "Since we''ve met, do you have any questions? I''ll answer if I can." The startled attendant burst into an awkwardugh, then after a moment of silence, hesitantly asked. "Do you, by any chance, have a boyfriend?" "Ahaha, no, I don''t. Never had one, really." Even to a personal question, Sce responds, making the attendant more rxed. She continued to ask. "...Then, Sce, why did you want all electronics removed from your room?" Sce shrugged her shoulders. "Because someone might be eavesdropping or secretly filming." "Ah." The attendant nodded in understanding but Sce added another reason. "...Also, sometimes I unintentionally emit electromaic waves, and that can damage electronics." "...That must be inconvenient for you." "Very much so. Like right now." ".....?" "...If electromaic waves burst out from my body, this elevator might break down too, right? Including the safety mechanisms." ".......What?" The attendant looked up at Sce. "..." Sce was already gazing back at the attendant, her face devoid of any smile. They exchange nces. A heavy and awkward silence suddenly fills the space. The elevator continued to ascend. The attendant''s expression tensed in the silence. Her eyes anxiously checked the rising floor numbers. "...So...Sce?" "..." The elevator had already surpassed the 40th floor. Sce remained silent. "...Sce, I...I''m scared." The attendant confessed with difficulty. -Ding! The elevator reached its destination. 52nd floor. The doors opened. Soft music yed. Sce tapped the attendant''s nose and smiled broadly. "It''s just a joke." Only then did the attendant let out a huge sigh of relief and managed a smile with Sce. Sce, naturally linking arms with her, says, "An elevator wouldn''t crash just because of a circuit failure due to electromaic waves, right? And if something happens, I would rescue you, so no need to worry." "Yes...Yes, of course." The attendant was overwhelmed by the physical contact with the famous hero. She felt dizzy by the thrilling experience of feeling like she had be friends with Sce. The tension from before was gone. At the door to Sce''s room, the attendant carefully unlinked their arms and bowed in farewell. "Have a good night, Sce." Sce bowed in return. "Thank you. Next time you see me, feel free to say hello." After receiving the card key and opening the door, Sce waved until the very end, her smile never fading. -Thud. Click. The door closed. Sce was left alone. Her expression and atmosphere quickly turned cold. ".....Ha." She slowly entered the room. It was a spacious and tidy room, with a variety of fruits, luxurious wine, and a wee card for her. Sce briefly read the card, then set it aside. -Tick. She then looked around the room. Extending her hand, she began emitting electromaic waves. This was to damage any potential eavesdropping or filming devices. Then, she drew the curtains to cover the windows. Finally, Sce could sigh and remove her mask. She reverted back to Min-Bom. "...Sigh." Min-Bom carefully picked up her luggage ced it in a corner of the room. From inside, she found a cigarette. It was a lightly scented one. After setting the cigarette on the desk, she stripped off her hero costume and tossed it aside. She didn''t bother to change into other clothes. Barely clothed, she picked up the cigarette pack and moved again. Thus, in her underwear, shey down on the bed. She felt the cold, stiff touch of the hotel''s bedspread. Opening the cigarette pack, she took one out, put it in her mouth, and lit it with her finger. Then, she deeply inhaled the smoke. "...Hoo..." Dense grey smoke billowed out from her mouth. With her eyes tightly shut, she reminisced about the day''s events. The eyes of the many people she couldn''t save stared back at her. "...Hoo." The more she thought about it, the more she lost herself in the scent of the cigarette. The cold touch of the bedspread helped calm her down. Flicking off the cigarette ash with one hand, she continued to smoke. After smoking three in a row, she headed to the bathroom. She dumped the ash and butts into the toilet and flushed it. Turning on the bathroom''s venttion fan, she stripped and took a shower. After washing herself, she wrapped a bathrobe around her andy back down on the bed, turning on her phone. She checked numerous articles. And thements below them. She smiled at the praises directed towards her. Not the warm smile she showed others, but a cold one, pulling up just one corner of her lips. For a moment, she basked in the feeling of superiority, acknowledging the love directed at her. After all, this was why she did all this. Even enduring the guilt over the people she couldn''t save. "..." In the silence, a child came to mind. The child swept away into the sea by the torrent created by Liquid. A surge of emotion welled up, but she quickly shook her head. She couldn''t cry. She was Sce, after all. "...No." She muttered. She wasn''t Sce right now. She was Min-Bom. Maybe it was okay to cry. Slowly, that boundary was fading. She was losing herself as Min-Bom. Sce, who had to hide her pain, became more natural, while Min-Bom felt increasingly awkward. She found herself looking at Jung-gyeom''s number. She didn''t even remember when she had switched from the articles to the contact list. She was just pondering whether to touch the green call button or not. ...It wasn''t that she felt an overwhelming need for him. It''s not that she couldn''t live without him. She just wanted to talk to him casually. Not as Sce, but as Min-Bom. Initially, her closeness with him was out of mere curiosity. At that time, Min-Bom was rotting from the inside. Overwhelmed by various stresses, she felt herself losing her identity. Minbom was fading away, reced by Sce. She couldn''t show weakness. She couldn''t show fear. Nor could she appear whiny or overwhelmed. Such was the life of a hero. But she had no one to share this truth with. People loved the image of Sce even more. Even her parents were the same. Her parents were constantly proud of her shining persona, always offering their support. She couldn''t possibly reveal to them her darker moments as Min-Bom, like not being able to save a child today. She hesitated even to start. Revealing Min-Bom to anyone felt like risking all the reputation she had built as Sce. Even when she removed her hero mask, Min-Bom had been living as Sce for so long. That''s when Jung-gyeom appeared. From the moment she saw him, she felt a strange attraction. It wasn''t love at first sight, but she couldn''t take her eyes off him. It could be considered dj vu. She first saw him at the Hero Association, but it felt like meeting an old acquaintance. He then caused an unprecedented incident at the Association. He confronted Shake, showing his anger. Min-Bom knew. She knew Shake was exerting an unseen pressure on him. Shake looked down on him from above, emitting a menacing aura with a hardened expression. But Jung-gyeom didn''t back down. This fact too, piqued her curiosity. For days afterward, the incident lingered in her mind. Burdened with the stress of hero duties, Min-Bom had be numb to almost everything. Managing stress was overwhelming enough. Yet, she found herself curious about this man, both as Sce and as Min-Bom. Eventually, she took action. She formally requested the Association. She wanted to take up the request made by the man who had recently caused a stir. She expressed her desire to help a bullied student. Thus, she was dispatched to the school and met Song Soo-yeon. ...Min-Bom quickly formed an opinion about Song Soo-yeon. An unpleasant girl. Observing her, it was not hard to understand why girls bullied her and boys tried to approach her, but Min-Bom didn''t want to understand. It wasn''t Soo-yeon she was curious about when she decided to go to the school. Rather, Soo-yeon''s situation made her more curious about the man named Jung-gyeom. Would he embrace even such an unpleasant character? Shouting at even Shake? What was the familiarity she felt towards him? Why was her interest in him growing? She felt she needed to meet him to know. In the end, Min-Bom achieved her goal. She got to know Jung-gyeom. He was more than she had imagined. She just knew it. He was fundamentally different from her, who was just acting. A true adult. He was genuinely doing all these good deeds because he wanted to. She could tell just by looking at his restaurant that he wanted to help others. It was palpable. ...A desire stirred within her, an impulse she hadn''t recognized in herself before. She wanted to get to know him better. She wanted to be closer to him. She wanted to lean on him gently. She wanted to show him her vulnerable side, her true self as Min-Bom. She just wanted to breathe a little. The fact that he was a loner yed a part in this. She felt that even if she revealed her true self to him, he wouldn''t go around talking about it. He didn''t seem like he could even if he wanted to. As far as she knew, his only acquaintance was Song Soo-yeon. She, like Jung-gyeom, was also a loner. Thus, Min-Bom approached Jung-gyeom. It was with a light heart. The thought of being able to rest by his side, to put down her Sce persona, made her act more impulsively. The day a girl exploded and died in front of her, Min-Bom broke down in front of him. But he just silently held her, endlessly patting her back. He didn''t judge her for showing weakness. He wasn''t disappointed. He only returned the same affection as before. And that, to Min-Bom, was an unexpectedly greatfort. The relief she felt when she cried in his arms that day surprised even herself. She fell into the sense of security he provided. Gradually, like clothes soaked by a drizzle. The only one who called her ''Bom'' with such tenderness was Jung-gyeom. The rest only knew her as Sce. Before she knew it, she was only looking at her phone when she was Min-Bom. Waiting only for her role as ''Sce'' to end. To talk to Jung-gyeom. In the end, for her, living two lives as a hero and a civilian, the bnce brought by Jung-gyeom fit too well. "..." Min-Bom looked at Jung-gyeom''s number and sighed. She eventually put her phone away. She decided not to call him today. The stability he provided was good, but she decided not to rely on it too much. Today was bearable. She didn''t want to cling to Jung-gyeom unnecessarily. She wasn''t that dependent on him. Who was she? Sce. The superior Sce, above others. There was no need to lean on such a loner man. With her decision made not to call him, Min-Bom craved a cigarette. She decided to smoke just one more. "....Huuuh." Having lit the cigarette, she sprawled out on the wide bed, enjoying the privilege this position afforded her. Chapter 55: Greedy (3) Chapter 55: Greedy (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Sunday evening. After finishing her part-time weekend job, Song Soo-yeon returned to the store. Her body was tired, but it was better than feeling mentally drained. Not seeing Jung-gyeom for too long made her feel depressed. Gradually, the world seemed to lose its color. She couldn''t find interest in anything. Her daily life had already been adjusted around him. After all, she was living for Jung-gyeom. So now that her weekend job was over, she came to see him. She hadn''t been able to visit the store on Saturday evening because she had something to prepare. "..." Song Soo-yeon pulled up her mask. There was a strange customer in the store. As rare as customers were, Soo-yeon tried not to draw his attention, not wanting to bother Jung-gyeom''s business. Still, she hoped he would finish eating quickly and leave. She felt as if he was interrupting her time with Jung-gyeom. Soon, the man paid and left. Jung-gyeom told him toe back again. Once the customer had gone, Song Soo-yeon pulled down her mask. Jung-gyeom had been all smiles while serving the customer. "Do you like it that much, Mister?" "Of course, I''m happy. This week has been going pretty well. At least one customer a day." "But none of theme back." Jung-gyeom stiffened at Soo-yeon''s remark. With a slightly downcast expression, he muttered. "...Is there something wrong with the food?" Song Soo-yeon couldn''t understand why she found his behavior so endearing. She wanted to hold his hand. She wanted to hug him. There was now an excuse to suggest physical contact, but she had something else to do today. Soo-yeon cleared her throat and called out to him. "...Mister." She tried to act nonchnt, but her heart was pounding. This was her first time doing something like this. She had no idea how he would react. "Hmm?" Jung-gyeom looked at her intently. Song Soo-yeon, trying to avoid eye contact, fumbled in her pocket, slowly took something out, and ced it on the table. "...It''s a gift." "..." Jung-gyeom froze. He couldn''t continue speaking. What Song Soo-yeon had prepared was a colorful wish bracelet. It was also why she hadn''t visited Jung-gyeom on Saturday evening. She had made it herself, knot by knot. It might seem cheap, but from Soo-yeon''s perspective, it was the best she could do. She wanted to give a more expensive gift. But it would be better to save that money to quickly gather a deposit to return the rented room. It was the best way to express her feelings to him without spending much. "...Soo-yeon, this is..." Jung-gyeom slowly moved forward. Song Soo-yeon exined. "It''s, it''s a wish bracelet. You make a wish and wear it until it breaks... and then the wish is supposed toe true." Jung-gyeom picked up the bracelet from the table. His expression gradually broke into a smile, revealing how touched he was by the small gift. Song Soo-yeon could feel how much the gift moved him. Between joy and gratitude, Jung-gyeom examined the gift. "For me?" Like someone who had received a new car as a gift, Jung-gyeom looked at the bracelet in disbelief. Song Soo-yeon felt a bit embarrassed seeing how overwhelmed he was. Had she known he would be this happy, she would have given him something sooner. "...Why are you so moved? It''s nothing special." But Jung-gyeom was not swayed. To him, it was not just ''nothing.'' "Soo-yeon, this is the first time I''ve received a gift..." He couldn''t take his eyes off the bracelet. "..." Song Soo-yeon looked up at him. Gradually, she began to understand his innocence. Untainted, he was happy over something so simple. It was like leaving the first footprint on untouched snow. Song Soo-yeon decided to take advantage of the situation. After all, she still wasn''t fullyfortable in these kinds of moments. Being honest was still hard for her. Change wasn''t easy. She said, "...You''ve been helping me ovee my dislike of men." "...Hmm?" "That''s why I''m giving this to you. Please continue to help me in the future." "Of course...!" As Jung-gyeom nodded in agreement, Song Soo-yeon stood up. With a trembling heart, she opened her arms. "...Then, give me a hug." "...What?" She swallowed once and spoke confidently. "In a situation like this, a hug is more natural than any other time." Jung-gyeom nodded and opened his arms. Their bodies moved closer. As Jung-gyeom approached, Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes. She couldn''t bear to look any longer as her heart raced. "..." But, even as she waited, Jung-gyeom didn''t embrace her. Song Soo-yeon slowly opened her eyes to find him hesitating, arms awkwardly retracted. "Is it okay?" "...What?" "Are you sure it''s not too much for you?" "...Geez..." Frustrated by his hesitation, Song Soo-yeon snapped without realizing it. Seeing her expression, Jung-gyeom approached again. "I''m fine. It''s you I''m worried about. If you don''t like it, just say so?" And then, Jung-gyeom embraced her. Song Soo-yeon''s breath caught for a moment. The sensation of their bodies pressing together was so foreign to her. She hadn''t realized a hug could be such an intimate act. Of course, she could feel his chest against hers. His warmth transferred to her. His scent filled the air. It was thrilling. ...So this is how Sce felt that day. -Pat, pat, pat. Jung-gyeom patted her back and stepped back. It seemed like only a few seconds had passed, but she couldn''t ask for more. It was difficult to go against the natural flow. After the warm hug, Jung-gyeom looked back at the bracelet with a smile. "...Hmm?" Then he asked. "Soo-yeon, does having two of these mean I should make two wishes?" He untangled the two wish bracelets and showed them to Song Soo-yeon. Still trying to calm her breathing, Song Soo-yeon answered with difficulty. This was an important part. "...No?" She answered firmly. "Then?" Song Soo-yeon quickly snatched one of the bracelets from his hand. "...One of them is mine." Jung-gyeom didn''t know, but the wish bracelet was just a pretext. Song Soo-yeon didn''t actually believe in wishes. The world, except for Jung-gyeom, still seemed like trash. There was no point in making wishes that would nevere true. So, in reality, it was a couple''s bracelet. Song Soo-yeon said, "See? One is a little smaller." Jung-gyeom quickly agreed. "Ah, I see. Great. Let''s wear them and make wishes together." "...Yes." His words were light-hearted, but Song Soo-yeon really liked the way they sounded. Jung-gyeom put on the bracelet. Then, as if making a wish, he closed his eyes. Song Soo-yeon also wore her bracelet while watching him. "..." The sight of the same bracelet on both his and her arm was overwhelmingly powerful. It was hard for her to keep herposure. Then Jung-gyeom suddenly asked her. "Did you make a wish?" "What? Oh...! Not yet..." "Make it quickly." "Did you make one, Mister?" "Me? I did. I wished for your happiness." Song Soo-yeon eventually bowed her head. She couldn''t bear to show her face any longer. She murmured, "...What if I say my wish out loud." "Oh, right." Jung-gyeom paused as if pondering, then chuckled and said, "Well, it might note true?" --- --- Sce arrived at the sce in the evening after receiving a call from the association. This time, it was in Daejeon. These days were really busy, almost strangely so. A foreboding feeling kept nagging at her. ...But more annoying than that was theck of rest. Sce didn''t enjoy such situations. Though it was a moment for her to shine as a hero, it also meant risking her life fighting viins and witnessing the death of civilians. She would have preferred to suppress the viins with one or two brilliant performances, enjoying the love, attention, fame, and wealth that came with it. She was a person of great ambition. Her greed was directed more towards love, attention, and honor than wealth, which is why it wasn''t very apparent. Sce looked down at the city from a high-rise rooftop. She saw the viin. And the atrocities he wasmitting. He was a well-known viin, currently ranked 5th among viins, named ''Gigant.'' Pushed down by Tryno and Liquid, he was ranked 3rd until a few months ago. Gigant, a size-shifting ability user, was causing damage everywhere with his body as big as a three-story building. Numerous citizens were fleeing to escape him. Sce pressed her in-ear mic tomunicate with the association. "This is Sce. I''ve arrived at the scene. Requesting immediate backup." But Sce received news she didn''t want to hear. "You''re the only one on the scene. It will take at least 20 minutes for backup to arrive." Sce clenched her teeth. A flood of questions filled her mind. What am I supposed to do if I''m the only one here? Fight? Where are the other heroes? Why am I the only one here? And, of course, these questions stemmed from fear. She was human, after all, and felt fear. She just didnt show it as a hero. The intimidation factor of the giant viin was overwhelming, unlike anything she had encountered before. Not even Tryno or Liquid gave off such a vibe. She knew she had to jump off the building and fight, but her feet wouldn''t move. Another transmission came from the association. "Sce. Engage." It was a cold, irresponsiblemand. Who would take responsibility if she died? She was irritated. But even this was a sentiment she couldnt express as Sce. In the distance, a helicopter was shining a light, filming the scene. It was clear that Gigant''s actions were being broadcast on TV. If she stepped forward and subdued Gigant, she might even break into the top 5 hero rankings. "..." But she was still scared. Such a powerful opponent was a first for her. Tryno and Liquid had been dealt with by Shake. She had never directly fought with them. What if she fought Gigant and was embarrassingly defeated? Wouldnt that also be broadcast on TV? As much as winning or losing corrted with the love she received from the public, she felt her entire career hinged on this moment. Numerous thoughts cluttered her mind. Through her in-ear earphones, mechanical orders kepting. The sounds of people screaming, sirens, and things breaking were deafening. Her head felt like it was about to explode. She hadnt even resolved the stress from the day before. Today was full of more stress-inducing situations. "....Ha." Finally, her rationality snapped. Everything seemed trivial. The noises that had been cluttering her head quieted down. She stepped back from the edge of the rooftop and then sat down right there. She pulled off her mask. She reverted to Min-Bom. Then, one impulse settled in her heart. -Click. She turned off her radio and took out her phone from inside her hero costume. Without hesitation, she called Jung-gyeom. -Ring... "Hello?" Jung-gyeom answered the phone before it could ring a second time. As soon as she heard his voice, Min-Bom asked. "Oppa, are you watching TV?" "...Gigant?" "Yeah, that. Oppa, I''m at the scene." She calmly informed him of the situation. In principle, as a hero, revealing her location to a civilian was taboo. But Min-Bom didn''t care. She didn''t have the luxury to worry about such things. "I''m the only one here. I have to fight him alone." "..." "Are you there...?" After a long pause, she finally said, "...I''m scared, oppa. Really scared." It was the ugly truth she had never revealed before. As Sce, it was a feeling she always had to bear alone. It was also why she was interested in Jung-gyeom, who seemed to know no fear. Jung-gyeom was silent for a while before speaking. "...That''s okay, Bom. You''re young." His voice sounded reassuring. There was no hint of disappointment. Min-Bom shook her head alone. "Age isn''t the issue, is it?" "Age is the issue. It''s because you''re young." "We don''t have much age difference, but you''re not like me." "I have many fears too. You just don''t know about them." "You''re afraid of many things too?" Screams from civilians could be heard. But Min-Bom still couldn''t move. Her fear continued to overshadow her guilt. So, she just covered her other ear that didnt have the phone. "A lot." Amid the terrible screams, Jung-gyeom''s voice came through softly. "...So what do you do in such situations? What should I do?" The more they talked, the more she felt that Jung-gyeom on the other end of the phone was slightly different from usual. More reliable and unwavering than his yful, loner, orfortable self. So, Min-Bom kept leaning on him unknowingly. She might disappoint him, but she had to speak her truth to someone. She wanted to slightly let go of the heavy burden of "public expectation" pressing on her shoulders. Of course, all these expectations were built by herself, ying the role of Sce, but that didn''t change the weight. "Do what I want to?" Min-Bom asked again. "What if I want to run away?" Jung-gyeom paused for a moment before responding. "Then do that. Run away." His answer was so refreshingly straightforward that Min-Bom questioned again. "Run away? Thousands will be hurt, oppa. Hundreds might die." "You don''t need to worry about that." "Have you lost your mind?" As she spoke so frankly, Jung-gyeom chuckled. "See, you don''t really want to run away." "..." Feeling yed but continuing to speak, Min-Bom kept revealing her weakness to him. "No, I don''t trust myself. I want to run away too. I just don''t know if it''s the right choice..." "............" For the first time, Jung-gyeom didn''t respond. A long silence ensued. As they spoke, the sounds of Gigant''s rampage below grew louder. ".........It''s hard, oppa." Min-Bom said. "......." "......." Once again, there was no reply from Jung-gyeom. Maybe he was disappointed after all. It''s possible. She hadined too much. Perhaps he too had expectations of Sce. A bitter feeling welled up inside her. Min-Bom pulled her mask back up. She returned to being Sce. Just as she was about to end the call, Jung-gyeom spoke. "..............Bom." Min-Bom froze. Her attention was fully on his voice. With a firm voice, he asked. ".............Should Ie and sweep it up for you?" Chapter 56: Greedy (4) Chapter 56: Greedy (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here I had resolved never to use my powers again. This was both a penance for the harm I had inflicted on the world before my regression and a promise to Sce, who had shed tears for me as Iy dying, cold and alone. I didn''t want to live as a viin. If I wasn''t going to fight, I didn''t need my powers either. But those words, they slipped out too easily. ".............Should Ie and sweep it up for you?" I was surprised at myself for saying it. I couldn''t understand how I could utter such words so easily, breaking the resolution I had repeated hundreds of times, forgetting the many joys I had obtained by hiding my abilities. Before I knew it, I was preparing to use my powers again. ... Even though I was startled by my own words, I didnt take them back. Being surprised didn''t mean it wasn''t sincere. If Sce asked for help, I would rush to her side in an instant. I didn''t understand myself. Perhaps it was because Sce showed such a vulnerable side to me. I wanted to protect her, to help her. I had never expected her to be so scared. I had never seen her struggle like this before. She was nothing like the Sce I had always seen. But that didn''t mean I was disappointed. I knew. I knew for certain. She would be stronger. Sce, who had once defeated me, wouldn''t crumble here. This was just a part of her growing stronger. And even if she didn''t grow, it didn''t matter. It was okay if she crumbled at this moment. Though it would be regrettable, it wasn''t important. She didn''t have to be the strong and shining Sce I had known before my regression. The fact that Sce changed me remained unchanged. Because of her, I, who had experienced the miracle of regression, could enjoy this current happiness. I was still grateful to her. No matter what anyone says, Sce is very special to me. My feelings aren''t something I can control at will. Just as I sealed my powers because of her, I could use them again for her sake. I waited. Then, Sce burst intoughter. ......Pfft. --- --- ".............Should Ie and sweep it up for you?" A long silence followed. Min-Bom took a moment to digest Jung-gyeom''s words. ......Pfft. Eventually, she couldn''t help but let out a chuckle at his absurd remark. The chuckle dragged out hiddenughter, pulling it from Min-Bom''s lips. She began tough happily. Come and sweep it up. It was such a Jung-gyeom thing to say. It sounded both sincere and silly at the same time. It was funny that he, usually devoid of any yfulness, had made such a joke with such a serious tone. It seemed almost as if he was serious. His joke couldnt have lightened the mood any more. Indeed, being by his side made all worries seem foolish. She asked,ughing, You, oppa? Really. Whether it was a joke to lighten the mood or he was serious about confronting the situation, Min-Bom felt grateful for his words. "Thanks for the thought, oppa." Afterughing, I felt much lighter. The fear seemed to fade a bit too. She felt as though Jung-gyeom was with her. Even though he couldnt be of any physical help, he was a great mental support. Min-Bom steeled herself. She let out a long sigh. "......I guess I have to handle this myself." "...." "I can''t make oppa fight Gigant. After all, I''m the hero." Returning his light-hearted jest, Min-Bom, who had been sitting slumped, slowly stood up. She didnt let go of her phone. She didn''t want to hang up yet. Though she had resolved to face Gigant, her hands still trembled. Fear wasnt something that could be easily shaken off. Min-Bom said, "Oppa, Im really scared. This call might be myst. Ive never faced an opponent this strong before." "..." "But Ill do my best. Thanks, oppa. If something happens to me, please tell my parents-" "-Bom." Jung-gyeom interrupted her as she was caught between a pledge and a farewell. Min-Bom easily fell silent. She didnt want to say such things. He asked, "Do you trust me?" An unexpected question. At that short question, Min-Bom''s breath caught. This question was meant for Min-Bom, not Sce. There was a clear distinction. It was addressed to Min-Bom, who was being eaten by Sce. Min-Bom couldn''t give any other answer. Even if she didn''t trust him yet, she wanted to trust him. She was so tired of not showing any weakness, of not depending on anyone. She wished someone would lead her. "...I do." With her answer, Min-Bom put her entire will into trusting Jung-gyeom. She shifted the mental burden to him. It might be irresponsible, but she wanted to do so. She didnt want to be responsible for her actions. She intended to believe whatever he said. Jung-gyeom spoke, "Then listen carefully to me, Bom." Min-Bom, following his words, closed her eyes to focus on his voice. "This ''Gigant''... is nothing." His voice resonated in her ears. "You just don''t know it yet." It warmed her heart. "You wont crumble here. I know it." His words filled her with strength andforted her weaker self. "Bom, dont be afraid. Trust me." Bom, not Sce. She was grateful for that resonance. Min-Bom bit her lip slightly. She couldnt understand why, at this moment, her eyes were welling up at his words. She was thankful to him for embracing even this unsightly side of herself. And then she smiled slowly. With Jung-gyeom saying so, courage sprang up as if by magic. How did he always manage to say exactly what she needed to hear? How could he make his words sound like the truth? Even if one didn''t want to believe, when he spoke like that, belief was inevitable. "...Thanks, oppa." She didn''t continue herst words. She only expressed her gratitude. And then she ended the call. That was enough for now. She turned on the walkie-talkie she had switched off earlier. "Sorry, I needed some time to gather strength. Sce, deploying now." The trembling in her hands stopped. The fear disappeared. Confidence surged within her. Her mood lightened incredibly. She opened her eyes. Her pupils were already shining brightly. Even her hair began to brighten. Then, she flew towards Gigant, leaving a trail of light behind her. There was no more hesitation in her movements. --- --- The next day, the inte was filled with news about Sce. Having subdued and captured the viin Gigant, Sce had jumped to the 5th rank among heroes in one leap. It made sense since she had subdued a viin who hadn''t been caught in 5 years in their first encounter. Her phone kept ringing with congrattory messages from fellow heroes. But Min-Bom didn''t care about the news or the messages. There was something more important. She visited Jung-gyeom''s restaurant for the first time in a while. As she entered, she saw Jung-gyeom smiling brightly and Song Soo-yeon avoiding eye contact. Min-Bom looked at Song Soo-yeon for a moment before smiling at Jung-gyeom. "Oppa, I''m here." "Bom." Bom. She liked the way he called her name. Not Sce, but Bom. She found herself liking her own name anew. Jung-gyeom licked his lips for a while before slowly saying, "...You did well." "Hehe, its all thanks to you, oppa." A soft, natural smile flowed from Min-Boms lips. She took her time observing Jung-gyeom. And too easily, she noticed a change in him. There was a new bracelet on his arm. Min-Bom nced and realized that Song Soo-yeon was also wearing the same bracelet. "..." Min-Bom silently looked at Song Soo-yeon. Song Soo-yeon didnt hide the new bracelet. Instead, she seemed to disy it somewhat ostentatiously. "..." Eventually, Min-Bom turned her gaze away. She didnt want to bother with trivial things. "Bom,e in. Lets have some tea. Are you taking the day off today?" So, Min-Bom looked at Jung-gyeom and spoke. She inhaled deeply, mustering up courage. Considering the moment she had faced the viin, this amount of courage was easy to muster. "Actually, oppa. I have a question." "...." Jung-gyeom''s movements paused momentarily. He looked disappointed that he couldn''t continue with the praise he had wanted to give. But eventually, he smiled his usual smile and said, "Yeah, ask away." "..." Min-Bom had always been greedy. She hated losing what was hers. Once something was in her hands, she didn''t want to let it go. Until now, her greed had been hidden because it had been directed towards people''s love and fame. But now, it might be noticeable. She desired something new. Unlike before, her new desire was material in nature. It was something she could physically touch. She herself had not anticipated this kind of greed. Initially, she didn''t feel the need for it. Believing herself to be a superior being, she never thought she would be so interested in someone else. ...But this newly awakened desire was now unstoppable. It felt necessary to possess it. She couldn''t bear the thought of someone else touching it. She said, ...Oppa, do you like movies? Min-Bom wasn''t in a hurry. Just because she wanted something, she didn''t let her emotions lead. Like a fisherman waiting for the right moment, she knew when to act. It was the same now. She was taking steps. Huh? ...What? Song Soo-yeon turned her head. Min-Bom didn''t care about her. Song Soo-yeon had said she wasn''t interested in such things. So, it didn''t matter if Min-Bom, who had developed an interest, made a move. Just proceed slowly. I got movie tickets, let''s go see it together. Jung-gyeom briefly nced at Song Soo-yeon. "...Maybe Soo-yeon coulde too-" But Min-Bom quickly interrupted him. -Just the two of us, oppa. Min-Bom tempted Jung-gyeom with a cunning, fox-like, adorable smile. "Just the two of us." She, once again, liked the fact that Jung-gyeom was a loner. --- *So normally, I switch all narrative references of ''Min-Bom'' to ''Sce'' since the constant switch from one sentence to the next didn''t really make sense, but it was ''Min-Bom'' for the entirety of her scene(I think) and I think it added to the scene so I kept it that way. I think I might just keep as it is from now. In the next chapters it sometimes makes sense and sometimes it really doesn''t. I don''t think it detracts from the reading experience so... yuhToggle New Ads 4/5 Enjoy the chappy! Please give the book a rating and a review on NovelUpdates. It helps the website and helps people find this novel! If you''d like to make a one-time donation to support our trantions or subscribe to read up to 15 chapters or more (depending on the novel) ahead, you can do so via Ko-fi. Click here! Chapter 57: Weight Class Difference (1) Chapter 57: Weight ss Difference (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "...Whats this all of a sudden?" Song Soo-yeon couldn''t hold back and interrupted. She restrained her voice to avoid repeating the same mistake as before, but her heart was racing fiercely. Jung-gyeom had said that he was tired of her and Sce fighting. Song Soo-yeon didn''t want to fight with Sce anymore in front of him. But she had to say what needed to be said. To avoid escting into a fight, Song Soo-yeon tried her best to hide her anxiety and anger as she asked. Min-Bom looked at her, her expression apologetic. "Sorry, Soo-yeon. Its not that Im excluding you... I just wanted to thank oppa for something, and thought of repaying him." "...What did you do behind my back, mister?" Song Soo-yeon asked Jung-gyeom, but it was Min-Bom who answered. "Behind your back, Soo-yeon? Oppa doesnt have to report everything to you." "..." For the first time, Song Soo-yeon sensed a thread of malice in Min-Boms words. It was subtle enough for Jung-gyeom not to notice. Along with anger, her anxiety grew. "..." Despite trying not to care, she felt a heavy pressure in her chest. Min-Bom continued, still smiling. "You know, I fought with Gigant yesterday. Before that, oppa gave me courage." Song Soo-yeon frowned. Behind her, Jung-gyeom scratched his head awkwardly. "It wasn''t that big of a deal, just..." Song Soo-yeon didn''t miss the opportunity. "...If that''s the case, Unni, you dont really need to repay him." "I want to because I''m grateful. I want to do this." As Min-Bom insisted, Jung-gyeom''s lips began to quiver. His agitation and happiness were obvious. It was inevitable. Being the loner that he is. Just like how he jumped for joy over a simple gift like a wish bracelet. He couldn''t help but be happy about such a repayment. "..." If it were just a repayment, Song Soo-yeon wouldn''t have been this anxious. The way the repayment was suggested and her attitude were shaking Song Soo-yeon too much. Wasnt this just a date invitation wrapped in the guise of repayment? Song Soo-yeon was about to say something again, but Min-Bom was quicker. "So? Oppa, your answer? You couldn''t possibly dislike it... right?" Min-Bom, acting coy and pitiful. Song Soo-yeon felt a wave of disgust at her act. But Jung-gyeom justughed lightly, as if he found her cute. And then, he waved his hand and said, "How could I dislike it? Sure, let''s go watch a movie." "...Mister...!" A voice choked with frustration seeped through Song Soo-yeon''s teeth. It was infuriating to see him fall for such an act like a fool. Jung-gyeom just patted Song Soo-yeons shoulder. "Sorry, Soo-yeon. Dont be too upset. Next time, you and I will go." "....." At his suggestion, Song Soo-yeon held her breath. It was like putting a lid on her anger. Though the thought of Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom spending time in the cinema was still infuriating, she managed to calm down to a bearable level. However, her expression did not rx. She remained cold and refused to make eye contact with anyone. Then, Jung-gyeom yfully pinched her cheek. Song Soo-yeon, startled, looked up at him. "Come on, cheer up. There''s no need to be that upset." His light-hearted jest and touch melted her anger once again. She couldnt stay mad at him. It was as if she were being controlled by some sort of superpower. Song Soo-yeon started to rationalize to herself. Yes, its just Min-Boms way of repaying. Just this once. Jung-gyeom can''t always just be with her. He too needs to build his own rtionships. Song Soo-yeon resolved to be more open-minded. ...Otherwise, it would be too hard to endure. "Bom, when should we go watch it?" Jung-gyeom, having let go of Song Soo-yeon''s cheek, asked. ... But Min-Bom, standing still, stared hard at Song Soo-yeons cheek. "...Bom?" "Ah, yes, oppa. What did you say?" "When are we going to watch the movie? Youre busy, so I should adjust to your schedule." "Oh, that? Im actually free anytime." "Why?" "I got a few days off for this recent achievement. I can use them whenever I want." "Oh, really? How about tomorrow? After I close the restaurant, in the evening?" Song Soo-yeon''s suppressed anger stirred again. "...In the evening?" "Movies are more fun at night." But fortunately, Min-Bom also waved her hand dismissively. "Ah, oppa... meeting in the evening is..." "..." Song Soo-yeon was inwardly surprised. She thought that fox would wee it with open arms. But unexpectedly, she seemed to dislike the idea of meeting at night. Jung-gyeom swallowed his words. "Is evening not good?" Min-Bom nodded. "Yeah. Rather than tomorrow night..." She tapped her chin, pondering. After a short pause, Min-Bom pped her hands as if she had a great idea. "Oppa. How about we go on the weekend instead? When Soo-yeon is at her part-time job." Song Soo-yeon defensively asked. "...How do you know when Im working my part-time job?" "Oppa told me. Weve been talking a lottely. Do you know how much he praises you?" "..." Song Soo-yeon closed her mouth at the mention of Jung-gyeom praising her. Min-Bom continued. "And its a pity to leave Soo-yeon alone, right? So, wouldnt it be better to go out when shes busy with work? Otherwise, shed be lonely by herself." Jung-gyeom tilted his head in thought. "...Is that so?" Min-Bom was carefully nning each step. "Personally, I prefer the weekend. Hmm... Saturday sounds good. Saturday morning." Song Soo-yeon looked up in surprise, her expression slowly turning into a frown. "...In the morning?" "Why? Is it weird?" "...Why meet so early if you''re just going to watch a movie?" "Huh? I never said that. I said I wanted to repay oppa." "..." Song Soo-yeon was at a loss for words. She was too taken aback. As her eyes wandered between Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom, Min-Bom asked again. "Oppa, is that okay?" "It''s fine. Sounds like a good idea." With him saying it was a good idea, Song Soo-yeon could no longer argue. She just moved her lips without making a sound. Min-Bomughed, then winked at Jung-gyeom. Song Soo-yeon could only silently watch her sly act. "Oppa, look forward to it. I''ll make Saturday fun. You trust me, right?" But again, Jung-gyeom only looked at her as if he found her adorable. He answered. "Of course, I trust you." --- --- Despite always being tired on early Saturday mornings, Song Soo-yeon wasnt sleepy at all. From the moment she woke up, the thought of Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom on a date kept sleep at bay. Anxiety bred various impulses. Should I skip work? Should I tail Jung-gyeom? Should I call him, saying I''m sick, asking him to take care of me? Countless thoughts chased each other in her mind. But she couldnt muster the courage to act on any of them. They all seemed foolish and meaningless. She couldnt overturn an already set n. Even if she did, the two would simply meet the next day. Today was just a day to endure. It would be okay. Nothing would happen. Jung-gyeom had already experienced several dates with her. Theyd been to amusement parks, baseball games, and recently they even held hands on walks. Throughout all this, she hadnt made any significant progress. So, it seemed unlikely that anything would happen just because Sce was going to the cinema with him. Before she knew it, Song Soo-yeon found herself on the bus to the warehouse. She admitted to herself that she was overthinking. Eventually, to clear her head a little, and to satisfy some curiosity, she contacted Jung-gyeom. [Mister. When are you meeting unni?] The reply came quickly. [Already met her.] Her heart sank at that response. She checked the time. It was only 7:30 AM. Isnt that too early? ...But soon, she bit her lip and suppressed variousints. She took a deep breath. There was nothing she could do. Song Soo-yeon typed. [Next time, youre going with me.] [Of course.] [Mister. Contact me a lot today. I want to know how youre spending the day.] [Alright. Got it.] [Ill call you, so make sure to answer.] Even with her somewhat demanding request, Jung-gyeom didntin. [Okay, Soo-yeon. Take care of yourself too.] Then the conversation ended. Song Soo-yeon stared at their brief exchange for a long time. She read and reread it. She knew the reason for her anxiety. It was an absurdly low probability, but she feared that Sce might take Jung-gyeom away from her. Jung-gyeom was all she had. Thats why she was feeling this way. Being unseen and unheard, her anxious imagination ran wild. What could they be doing? What might they be talking about? Whats the atmosphere like? What expressions are they wearing? She resolved not to think about it, but it wasn''t as easy as saying it. The anxiety wouldn''t fade. Someone sat down beside her. Song Soo-yeon tightly closed her eyes. Again today. It''s happening again today. Despite how rare it is for a woman to load and unload cargo, how does a different person always sit next to her each time? Even though she was wearing a hat and a mask. She felt a surge of emotion. While Min-Bom would be with Jung-gyeom, she was stuck dealing with these guys. The man who sat next to her this time, even without looking, made her feel disgusted. It was because his thoughts reached her first. ...Song Soo-yeon was gradually understanding the pattern of her mind-reading ability. It seemed to activate better when she was in a bad mood. It had been quiet recently since she was with Jung-gyeom. ''I''ll definitely get you in bed.'' Song Soo-yeon clenched her teeth at that thought. Excuse me- And the moment he cleared his throat, Song Soo-yeon activated her ability. Especially annoyed today, she wanted to issue a more viciousmand. She muttered quietly, ...Buzz off and drink toilet water when you get off. Song Soo-yeon didnt even look at him. Yet, the response came immediately. ...Yes. The man returned to his ce. In this respect, her ability was too convenient. Song Soo-yeon looked out the window. -Buuzz. At that moment, a message arrived. Startled, Song Soo-yeon hurriedly checked her phone. It was from Jung-gyeom. [But it''s going to be less fun today without you.] Though it was clearly just a word of constion, Song Soo-yeon felt her mood lighten. "...Tch." The fog of imagination gradually lifted. Her heart felt a bit lighter. Song Soo-yeon pondered over the text. Out of pride, she refused to smile until the end. Chapter 58: Weight Class Difference (2) Chapter 58: Weight ss Difference (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here After receiving Jung-gyeom''s message, Song Soo-yeon slowly regained herposure. After all, she just had to get through today. It''s no big deal. There was no need to make a fuss. Stepping off the shuttle bus, she began to ce her belongings in a locker, as per the establishment''s rules. But, as always, it was just her cell phone and wallet. Just as she was about to close the locker door, she caught sight of her wish bracelet and fell into thought. "..." Should she leave it in the locker or take it with her? It was the only thing connecting her to Jung-gyeom at that moment, and something that shouldn''t get damaged while she was working. Finally deciding, she carefully removed the bracelet from her wrist. She ced it preciously between her phone and wallet, making sure it wouldn''t disappear, and gently closed the locker door. --- --- 8:00 AM. Loading and unloading began. The work was divided into ''loading'' and ''unloading'' from the transport vehicle, and ''scanning'' the barcodes of the items. Usually, when she worked with Jung-gyeom, Song Soo-yeon would volunteer to be by his side, either loading or unloading... But now, in his absence, she was assigned to scanning. As an unwritten rule, women tended to be given simpler tasks. Song Soo-yeon had no particr reason toin about this and silently took the small scanner to start her work. However, scanning didn''t mean there was no physicalbor involved. She had to push the scanned items onto a non-powered conveyor belt and also gather small parcels into sacks for delivery. Of course, these tasks were much simpler than loading and unloading, but they still required physical effort. In that regard, Song Soo-yeon was not alone. She was paired with an unfamiliar woman for the job. -Beep. Beep. Rrrrr... Shivering slightly in the morning chill, Song Soo-yeon scanned the parcels'' barcodes and pushed them aside. If she didn''t push hard enough, the items wouldn''t move far on the belt, so she exerted as much force as she could. Parcel boxes came relentlessly, giving her no time to breathe. -Beep. Beep. Rrrrr... Once she started working, she could forget about other thoughts. Gradually, she fell into a mechanical rhythm. Fortunately, she was able to suppress her thoughts about Jung-gyeom. -Beep. Beep. Rrrrr... About two hours passed. Curses and irritation erupted here and there. They came from people directly unloading and loading the transport vehicle. Song Soo-yeon didn''t look in that direction. But the noise was somewhat annoying. Her body, initially cold, gradually warmed up. She felt the fatigue umting. More than anything, the most significant issue was how the time was not passing, especially with the work being both strenuous and repetitive. Today, it felt even slower. -Beep. Beep. Song Soo-yeon nced at the woman beside her. "..." It was something she had to know, being in the same team... but the woman was cutting corners. She wasn''t scanning and pushing the items to the other side. Nor was she moving the sacks of gathered small parcel boxes. Effortlessly shifting the hard work onto Song Soo-yeon, the woman pretended as if it was not her responsibility. "Hey there! Hurry up and send the items!" Someone from the ''loading'' part yelled towards Song Soo-yeon. It was the result of a petty power struggle. The woman continued to shirk her duties until the end, and Song Soo-yeon initially pretended not to notice... but she was the first to give in. She sighed andposed herself. Arguing would only drain her energy more. It was better to just act as if that woman didn''t exist and take care of everything herself. Song Soo-yeon continued the work diligently, handling the tasks of two people on her own. Thinking about it differently made it easier. She could think she was doing this for Jung-gyeom. For him, she could endure this much. Instead of focusing on the woman''s behavior, she found it easier to remember the things Jung-gyeom had done for her. ...Jung-gyeom. Once she thought of him, thoughts about him branched out, filling her mind. Her efforts to not think about him were now in vain. She couldn''t help but wonder what he was doing. ...Maybe having fun with Min-Bom. No, he said he wouldn''t enjoy it as much, so maybe it''s okay. From the moment she thought of him, time seemed to pass even more slowly. An eternity seemed to pass, and the clock finally showed noon. An announcement rang out. It was lunchtime. People left the workce with either curses and irritation or sighs of relief. Everyone headed to the cafeteria. The woman working with Song Soo-yeon also left her spot as soon as the announcement yed. "..." Without finishing what she was doing. Song Soo-yeon silently tidied up the work the woman had abandoned and then left her spot as well. On her way to the cafeteria, Song Soo-yeon overheard a rumor. "Hey, did you hear about that?" "...What?" "...Hero Sena, the one with the big chest." "...What about her?" "She got a boyfriend. A regr guy." It was a story that had nothing to do with Song Soo-yeon, but somehow her heart sank. She tried her best to ignore the conversation. She didn''t want to hear it. But the rumor stuck deep in her heart and wouldn''t leave. "..." Unlike the others, Song Soo-yeon didn''t head to the cafeteria. She went to the locker where her belongings were. She was hungry. But satisfying her curiosity was more important. She had been thinking about Jung-gyeom all this time. She was hungrier for news about him. Soon, Song Soo-yeon took out her cellphone from the locker. She brushed the dust off her short hair and dialed Jung-gyeom''s number. -Trrring... Trrring... Pretending not to expect anything, Song Soo-yeon leaned against the wall and waited for the call to connect. Maybe he was eating too, considering the time. She decided she wouldin about the annoying woman from today. -Trrring... Trrring... "....." But the call didn''t go through. -The call cannot be connected, beep- after the tone... "...What''s this?" Song Soo-yeon muttered to herself. He said he would keep in touch. He said he would have a boring time. Shouldn''t he be answering his phone, then? A faint dissatisfaction arose within her. And then, at that moment, her phone rang. Contrary to Song Soo-yeon''s expectation, it was just a text. [Watching a movie. Sorry.] Song Soo-yeon stared at her phone expressionlessly. It had been four hours since they had spoken. And this was all he had to say. She would have to eat and go back to the workce. That means she wouldn''t be able to contact him until 6 PM. Was she supposed to be satisfied with just this one message and go back? No, couldn''t he just step out of the cinema and take the call? It wouldn''t be a long call, just a few minutes. Was he enjoying himself that much? Didn''t he miss her? Was he having fun with Min-Bom? [When does it end?] Song Soo-yeon asked persistently. Had she known he was watching a movie, she might not have contacted him, but now, she was too anxious. "..." But no reply came. Song Soo-yeon ended up wasting her entire lunch break waiting for his message. The afternoon work was excruciatingly hardpared to the morning''s. Not only because she had skipped lunch, but more so because of her troubled heart. Not receiving any contact from Jung-gyeom, anxiety grew at an unbelievable speed. She kept imagining Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom spending a good time together. Endlessughter. She even imagined them holding hands at some point. Song Soo-yeon shook her head, trying to rid herself of these thoughts. ...But her hands eventually stopped. In this busy workce, Song Soo-yeon needed a moment to breathe. She closed her eyes slowly and sighed. "...That can''t be true." --- --- 3 PM. Unable to bear it any longer, Song Soo-yeon stepped away from her post. The work supervisor shouted from a distance. "Where are you going!" "...I''ll be right back." The supervisor looked at Song Soo-yeon with a puzzled expression for a moment, then waved her off, probably thinking she was going to the restroom. But Song Soo-yeon walked straight to the lockers instead. She unlocked her locker and quickly turned on her phone. There was a message, but not the kind she was hoping for. It was a spam message. Jung-gyeom hadn''t sent anything. ...Are you f*cking kidding me? A curse slipped from Song Soo-yeon''s lips. Her grip on the phone tightened, identally pressing the volume button. It was impossible for him to still be watching a movie. There was no movie ying thatsted over three hours. Song Soo-yeon had checked everything herself yesterday. There were no horror movies, no romance movies either. She called Jung-gyeom. Perhaps he hadn''t sent anything, thinking she would be at work and unable to answer. -''The phone is turned off, beep- after the tone...'' But Song Soo-yeon had to bite her lower lip at the sound of the automated message. ...Her emotions began to run wild. --- --- She wanted to go home. The problem was she couldn''t. There were no buses running in this area. There was no transportation to go home. She had no choice but to work until it was time and then take the shuttle bus back. The fact that she couldn''t do anything about it was more irritating than anything else. Her head was filled with thoughts of Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom. Naturally, her work pace also slowed down. But it wasn''t just her who was slowing down. As people got tired, various problems erupted. Parcels fell to the ground from the conveyor belt. Each time, there were outbursts of frustration and loud voices from all around. Song Soo-yeon had been ignoring those voices, but now, with her patience running thin, her annoyance grew. Song Soo-yeon checked the time. It was 5 PM. She suppressed her feelings, thinking to just endure for one more hour. In an hour, work would end, and the shuttle bus would arrive. She could go to the unresponsive Jung-gyeom. She just waited for the hour to pass quickly. However, the atmosphere at the workce became increasingly tense. Two men in the ''unloading'' part started arguing. Even the supervisor, who ran to break it up, got caught in the middle and began exchanging insults. That negative energy was contagious. They were adding drops of irritation to Song Soo-yeon''s already full cup of anger. Then someone called her. "Excuse me." Turning around, it was the woman from Song Soo-yeon''s team. Song Soo-yeon looked at her with eyes full of hostility. She had been burdened with too much work because of her. She no longer had the patience to respond gently. She didn''t like her from the start. "...What?" "The sack is stuck." It was a tant way of telling Song Soo-yeon to move the sack. Nobody would respond warmly to such a demand. "So what?" Song Soo-yeon responded as if cursing. "What?" "So what?" The woman hesitated for a moment, then brazenly replied. "Move it." "You move it, f*ck. I''ve been moving them all day. How can you be so shameless?" The woman let out a hollowugh. Having some pride, she confronted Song Soo-yeon. "Why are you swearing and making a fuss?" At that moment, the frustration in the ''loading'' part also exploded. "Hey! You two in scanning! Move the items!" The woman in front of Song Soo-yeon turned her head and yelled towards the ''loading'' area. "This b*tch refuses to move them!" "........Ah." Song Soo-yeon feltpletely drained. Her irritation had reached its limit. Jung-gyeom was one issue, but why were people behaving so terribly today of all days? Aimless curses, sighs, and irritation filled the space. "Ah... damn." "What now, again." So tiring, really. And Song Soo-yeon felt a sense of familiarity. This ce was like a ssroom from her school days. There was not a single positive emotion to be found, exactly like back then. A wave of nausea hit her. "...." Combined with theck of contact from Jung-gyeom and the exhausting work and people''s swearing, her head started to ache. Sarcasticughter kept bursting out. Youughing? Are you ignoring me now? The woman in front of her started to confront Song Soo-yeon, pointing a finger at her. As she silently watched her, someone whispered. ''Are you going to endure again? Like in your school days?'' It was a voice echoing from deep within her heart. Song Soo-yeon had power. A power that was hers alone, her own privilege. Other ability users at school always bragged about and used their powers. There was no need for Song Soo-yeon to hold back. There was no guilt in using her ability, no side effects. Really, she found no reason to endure. In fact, it was more remarkable that she was holding back despite having such destructive power. The woman in front continued to yell. "Are you ignoring me, you bi-" "Ah... shut up." Song Soo-yeon said listlessly. Her eyes briefly flickered a violet color. The woman froze in a daze. Seeing her foolish appearance brought an unexinable sense of relief. She felt like she could breathe again. She let out a long sigh. As the woman quieted down, the noise from everywhere else became audible. She didn''t want to bear that annoying noise anymore. "Everybody, just shut up." Song Soo-yeonmanded lightly. And in an instant, the workce fell into silence. At least a hundred workers suddenly obeyed Song Soo-yeon''smand. She wanted to turn this space into chaos. She had the power to do so. That was what her emotions were telling her. But Song Soo-yeon ultimatelymanded. "...Just get back to work." Her entire focus was now on Jung-gyeom. She still hoped that time would pass quickly. She just hoped nothing happened between Jung-gyeom and Sce. Chapter 59: Weight Class Difference (3) Chapter 59: Weight ss Difference (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon got off the shuttle bus and hurried to the restaurant, trying to act as if she wasn''t in a hurry or anxious, but it was easier said than done. Still, Jung-gyeom hadn''t answered her calls. It was past 7:30 PM. If Jung-gyeom was still with Min-Bom, it meant they had been together for about 12 hours. She hated the thought of it. 12 hours. What could be so interesting that they would spend so much time together? She shook her head. They wouldn''t be together. They must have separated after lunch, after watching a movie at noon. That''s what she wanted to believe. Turning the corner of the alley, she saw the sign shining in the distance. Heros Heart Restaurant. Once a sign she found ridiculous, now the lit-up sign was more wee to Song Soo-yeon than anything else. Jung-gyeom was inside. He wasn''t out enjoying a date with Min-Bom somewhere. A warm tingle ran from the top of her head down her body. Her tense muscles rxed. Breathing became easier. Feeling relieved, irritation began to set in. Why hadn''t he answered her calls while he was in the restaurant? She felt justified in being angry today. They had agreed to stay in touch frequently. But all Song Soo-yeon received was a cold text. Although Song Soo-yeon always wanted to show Jung-gyeom her best side, today she was determined to express her dissatisfaction. It was time for Jung-gyeom to apologize. She approached the restaurant. There was a sense of relief and joy, but she still scowled, forcing herself to maintain a state of anger. She organized her thoughts on what to calmly say to him. -Ding. She opened the unlocked restaurant door. Bright light streamed out from inside. The air wasfortably warm, and there was a pleasant smell of food. Song Soo-yeon entered with a raised voice. "Mist-" "-Ahahahaha!" But her voice was cut off byughter. She stopped in her tracks at the sight that followed. "So, -huh? Soo-yeon, you''re here?" Jung-gyeom, more handsomely dressed than ever, and "Soo-yeon''s here? Wee!" Min-bom, who had made herself prettier than ever, was drinking with him. --- --- Song Soo-yeon couldn''t exin the pain she felt in her heart. It was her first time seeing Jung-gyeom dressed so handsomely. Sharp ck cks with a matching ck leather belt, and a beige half-neck knit tucked into the pants. His muscr upper body, usually hidden under loose sports clothes or an apron, added to his charm. His hair was styled, swept up to reveal his forehead. In contrast, Min-bom wore jeans and a baggy gray turtleneck knit. Though different in design, the fact they both wore knits didn''t sit well with her. Min-bom had on a ne she hadn''t seen before, silver earrings about the size of a finger joint, and appeared to have brought an expensive-looking bag. ...Even at a nce, this was clearly a date scene. Song Soo-yeon''s eyes shook violently. ''You can dress up so nicely? Why didn''t you dress like this when you were on a date with me?'' She silently questioned him. Jung-gyeom, noticing Song Soo-yeon standing stiffly without a word, gestured to her. "Soo-yeon, don''t just stand there,e in and close the door. It''s cold." "..." Song Soo-yeon couldn''t restrain her swelling emotions any longer. She asked him, "Why didn''t you answer my calls?" Jung-gyeom immediately looked sorry as if he realized something. "Soo-yeon, I''m sorry. Actually... I lost my phone." "...What?" "I wanted to contact you, but I couldn''t." Jung-gyeom got up, sensing the mood, and walked slowly towards Song Soo-yeon, closing the door of the restaurant behind her. With the door closed, his scent became more pronounced. ...He had even put on cologne. Song Soo-yeon felt an inexplicable sense of betrayal at his well-groomed appearance. Dressing up wasn''t wrong. There was no betrayal in that. Yet, Song Soo-yeon felt betrayed. She didn''t even know he owned cologne. "Sorry. It''s my fault. Come in and sit down. Are you hungry?" "..." There was nothing to say about the lost phone. But it didn''t quell her anger. Especially seeing the state of Min-Bom and Jung-gyeom. Jung-gyeom, sensing Song Soo-yeon''s growing unease, took her by the shoulders, trying to change the atmosphere. "Come on,e in and have a drink. You''ve worked hard today too. Apuse!" Jung-gyeom started pping proudly. Min-Bom joined in the apuse, riding the mood. Song Soo-yeon was even more irked by their timing. But she had no reason to be angry, except about theck of contact. Song Soo-yeon returned to the original topic. "Mister, then you could have borrowed Min-Bom''s phone to call me." Jung-gyeom hesitated, realizing Song Soo-yeon''s anger hadn''t subsided, and again took a humble approach. "...Min-Bom doesn''t have your number." "But you know my number." "Uh...? I don''t know your number." "...What?" "If I don''t have my phone, I don''t know it." "You didn''t memorize it?" "Memorize it...?" Song Soo-yeon burst into incredulousughter. "You don''t know my number?" "..." "You didn''t memorize my number out of the few in your phone? I could recite yours with my eyes...!" Song Soo-yeon stopped mid-sentence as she noticed Jung-gyeom''s expression changing. The kind man looked sincerely sorry and at a loss. In an instant, Song Soo-yeon felt like trash. During this, Min-Bom spoke up. "Soo-yeon." Her voice was somewhat cold. Song Soo-yeon and Jung-gyeom turned their heads toward her. She said, "I understand you''re upset, but that''s no reason to be angry, right?" "...What?" "Why are you taking it out on him?" "Unni-" "-You''re not even his girlfriend." Song Soo-yeon froze. "Oppa doesn''t have an obligation to always be in contact with you." Min-Bom''s words pierced Song Soo-yeon''s heart. "..." Silence fell in the restaurant. The air turned chilly in an instant. But Song Soo-yeon knew Min-Bom was right. She wasn''t his girlfriend, yet she was acting like one. Her heart had outrun her reason. Her impatience had caused this mistake. Jung-gyeom, sensing the mood, again tried to lighten the atmosphere. "Come on,e on! Bom, don''t say that. It''s my fault. I was wrong. I promised to stay in touch. Soo-yeon, I''m sorry. I really messed up. It won''t happen again. You must feel left out, working while we''re having fun." "..." He grabbed Song Soo-yeon''s wrist, gently pulling her. She couldn''t resist his strength. "Let go of your anger ande sit here. I''ve prepared a lot of delicious food. You must be hungry." Jung-gyeom guided Song Soo-yeon to a corner seat, then sat down beside her. Their thighs gently touched. His efforts made it hard for Song Soo-yeon to stay angry. But it didn''t mean her negative thoughts disappeared. Song Soo-yeon surveyed the foodid out on the table. Sd, bread, steak, and wine. They were already enjoying the sophisticated date menu that Song Soo-yeon once wanted to have just with Jung-gyeom. Despite the fragrant smell of the food, the bitterness in her mouth lingered. "...Did you make all this, Mister?" "Yes. If you wait, I''ll make some more for you." Song Soo-yeon chewed her lip, then asked. "...It''s different from what you usually make for me, isn''t it?" "Bom wanted to eat it." Bom. Bom. Bom. That nickname grated on her every time. Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes and then opened them, suppressing her feelings. At least it was a relief that Jung-gyeom hadn''t voluntarily cooked this menu. "And this too. All of it was a gift from Bom." Jung-gyeom spread his arms, showing off his outfit. "She also did my hair at the salon. And bought the wine." As Jung-gyeom''s words continued, Song Soo-yeon''s anger gradually subsided. The fact that he dressed up nicely wasn''t his own doing. It wasn''t a date that made him dress up. After hearing this, Song Soo-yeon found the space topliment Jung-gyeom. "...Looks..." ''Good on you.'' She was about to say, but hesitated. It felt like she was conceding something. After all, Jung-gyeom was wearing Min-Bom''s gifts. So, she just nodded and turned to Min-Bom. "...Didn''t you spend too much money, Unni?" Underneath the question was an unasked one, a question she couldn''t dare to ask in front of Jung-gyeom: why would you spend so much on just an acquaintance? But Min-Bom, seemingly unfazed, smiled and said, "It''s okay." "..." A sense of ease, characteristic of a star hero, was conveyed. Only then did Song Soo-yeon realize it. She had always been smiling, so it was hard to notice, but the woman in front of her was the hero that South Korea focused on the most. The most sessful woman among them. The dream of all men. As Song Soo-yeon''s anxiety grew, Jung-gyeom offered her a ss of wine. "Soo-yeon, try some wine too. It has a nice aroma. It''s different from the soju we had before." He looked around for a moment, emptied his ss, and offered it to her. "Sorry, we only have two sses, so use mine." Just as Song Soo-yeon, hiding her anxiety, was about to take the ss, Min-bom suddenly raised her voice. "Ah...!" She quickly picked up her own ss, poured the wine into it, and offered it to Song Soo-yeon, covering her mouth gracefully. "Soo-yeon, use mine." Song Soo-yeon didn''t understand why Min-Bom suddenly intervened. They weren''t that close, after all. It felt like there was a hidden agenda. "You said you were ufortable around men. Use mine." "...But it''s okay with Mister." "Still. Leave oppa''s ss and use mine. It''s more natural to share among women. You''re not lovers, after all." Min-Bom had been emphasizing ''lovers'' since earlier. Song Soo-yeon couldn''t refute that. She weakly epted Min-Bom''s ss. Jung-gyeom refilled Min-Bom''s ss with a smile. "You don''t have to drink it if it''s too bitter. I''m just giving you a chance to try it." "...I''ll pour for you, Mister." As soon as her ss was filled, Song Soo-yeon offered. Jung-gyeom paused, then broke into a happy smile and nodded. "I''d appreciate that." After filling his ss, Song Soo-yeon handed it to him. Jung-gyeom nced at Min-Bom and said, "Sorry, Bom. Can I share a sip with Soo-yeon?" "...Of course. I don''t mind." Min-Bom returned the smile. -Clink! The sses chimed crisply, and Song Soo-yeon tilted her ss, sipping the wine. It was her first time, but she could tell it was expensive. The aroma was rich, the taste bittersweet and pleasant, slightly sharp but not unpleasant. She couldn''t help but feel the gap between her and Min-Bom. After all, it was the wine Min-Bom had brought. It was a good experience, but her mood didn''t improve. She just became sadder. She put down her ss listlessly. Jung-gyeom also put down his ss and said, "Now, I should go and cook Soo-yeon''s steak. Just a moment, okay?" He then got up and headed to the kitchen. The distance he moved wasn''t far, but it felt like he had gone far away. The parting of their thighs felt regrettable. Song Soo-yeon was left alone with Min-Bom. It was Min-Bom who broke the silence. She let out a short sigh. As soon as Jung-gyeom left, the atmosphere shifted slightly. She whispered softly, "Soo-yeon. Let''s not keep doing this." "..." "...I don''t want to fight with you. It makes Oppa ufortable." Song Soo-yeon was aware of that. It was because she sympathized with this thought that she had suppressed her anger several times. "I know you don''t like heroes. You must have your reasons. But, please, just tone it down a bit. Oppa will get tired if we keep doing this." Song Soo-yeon only moved her eyes to look up at Min-bom. From Min-bom''s slightly furrowed brow, her sincerity was conveyed. However, Song Soo-yeon couldn''t find the same desire to reconcile as Min-bom. As long as Min-Bom continued trying to stay close to Jung-gyeom, it was impossible. Of course, she might just want to be by his side as a friend. Considering Min-bom''s actions today, even if the possibility seems slim, it could still be believed. Heroes might think differently. Maybe Song Soo-yeon was being too defensive. Objectively, Jung-gyeom is just an average-looking guy, not sessful either. Considering how he lives, donating and all, his future doesn''t seem very bright. There''s a social status gap between Min-bom and him. They wouldn''t match even if they continued. At least, that''s what Song Soo-yeon wanted to believe. Min-Bom leaned in and whispered, "...I like Oppa." Her face looked a bit embarrassed. "..................What?" Song Soo-yeon''s mind went nk at Min-Bom''s sudden confession. Her heart constricted sharply. "...I want to date Oppa." She began to imagine Jung-gyeom leaving her. "......Wai...wait..." "...I know you''re not interested, but I don''t want to miss out on a good man like Oppa." Song Soo-yeon was too stunned to respond. Now, it wasn''t aboutparing the statuses of Jung-gyeom and Min-bom. It was between Min-bom and herself. She continued, "So... let''s not fight anymore. I want to show Oppa my best side." Chapter 60: Weight Class Difference (4) Chapter 60: Weight ss Difference (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here With her eyes wide open, Song Soo-yeon stared at Min-Bom. Min-Bom, with a flushed face, scratched her cheek and gauged Song Soo-yeon''s reaction. "I know it''s sudden... but, well, it happened." Even without reading minds, it was clear. This was genuine. That she had fallen for Jung-gyeom. Song Soo-yeon took another look at Min-Bom, who was all dressed up. She wore earrings and a ne on purpose. Even asking Jung-gyeom to cook steak and bringing wine were all intentional. She had a vague feeling, but knowing the truth made the shock double. The intent behind these actions seemed even more detestable. She wanted to flip over all the food. Seeing Song Soo-yeon silent, Min-Bom continued. "...It''s shocking, isn''t it? I never thought I''d like someone-" "-Why?" Song Soo-yeon, frozen, asked without realizing. It was an implicit question that epassed hundreds of questions. Min-Bom paused upon hearing Song Soo-yeon''s question, then asked. "Why did I fall for oppa?" "..." "Or why him?" "..." "...Hmm.." Min-Bom pondered for a moment. She then looked over Song Soo-yeon''s shoulder at Jung-gyeom in the kitchen. A faint smile appeared on her face. Min-Bom answered both questions at once. ...Because when I''m with oppa, I can be myself. Sweet honey seemed to fall from her eyes, showing her happiness just by looking at him. The more Song Soo-yeon confirmed Min-Bom''s sincerity, the heavier her heart sank. She could name that emotion. It wasn''t the usual anger or jealousy. It was fear. Fear enough to make her hands tremble. She might have instinctively known. That she was no match for Min-Bom. That Min-Bom had the power to take Jung-gyeom away from her. And that Jung-gyeom coulde to love Min-Bom. Between them, there was no wall Song Soo-yeon had built around Jung-gyeom. Unlike Song Soo-yeon, who still called him ''mister,'' their names for each other were already intimate. From the beginning, they treated each other kindly and gently, like old friends. In contrast, even after getting close to him, Song Soo-yeon called him names like loser, nerd, idiot, and pervert for months. These subtle differences might have led to the current changes. The very fact that Min-bom was a hero would appeal to Jung-gyeom''s heart. Given his desire to help the vulnerable, he would like someone like Min-bom. Min-Bom was also wealthy. Different from Song Soo-yeon, who struggled with financial difficulties from the start. Given his own modest circumstances, Min-Bom''s wealth would be a tremendous help. Even Song Soo-yeon could list reasons to choose Min-Bom. So there was no reason Jung-gyeom couldn''t. "...." Song Soo-yeon opened and closed her mouth repeatedly. But in the end, she couldn''t find any words to say. She didn''t know what to say. "Let''s get along well, okay? Please." Saying that, Min-Bom adjusted her posture. Her gaze still directed over Song Soo-yeon''s shoulder. Min-Bom even smiled brightly in that direction. She could tell Jung-gyeom was approaching from behind. "Are you two getting along?" Jung-gyeom gently ced his hand on Song Soo-yeon''s shoulder and set down the steak in front of her. "..." His kindness today was painfully heartwarming. Imagining this warmth bing Min-Bom''s alone, jealousy almost drove her mad. This couldn''t continue. A change was needed. Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes tightly, pushing away her thoughts and emotions. She couldn''t just sit in silence when Jung-gyeom had cooked for her. With difficulty, she lifted the corners of her mouth and expressed her gratitude. "...mister, thank you." "It''s nothing, I''ll always do it for you." Song Soo-yeon hoped his casual promise was true. She extended her wine ss to Jung-gyeom. She wanted to get a little drunk today. "Could you pour me just one more ss, please?" Jung-gyeom smiled. "Just don''t get too drunk." --- --- As the meal wasing to an end. As expected, Song Soo-yeon was dozing off, drunk. It made sense after a tiring part-time job and drinking. Also, unlike when she drank soju, it seemed she liked the wine as she instantly raised her eyebrows in surprise. Looks like she enjoyed alcohol, after all. In fact, our tastes in alcohol seemed to match well. Both the first impression of soju and this wine. It was a wine I liked back when I was a viin, so recalling old memories wasn''t too bad. I realize anew how precious this moment is. I''m still sharing simple stories with Sce. It''s been over 15 hours since I''ve been with her, and we still have plenty of topics to talk about. It was fun. Getting to know Min-Bom, not as Sce, felt quite unique. It''s like witnessing the birth of the hero Sce, who eventually changed my heart. She was establishing her own values, oveing her fears and concerns one by one. I could feel her gradually relying on me. It''s a delicate matter. I don''t know how she might change under my influence. But it seemed I didn''t need to worry too much. After all, she''s already ranked fifth in the hero rankings. Just as Sce was about to start another conversation, I raised my hand to stop her. "I was quite moved back then, but I couldn''t say it-" "-Ah, Bom?" "...Huh?" I checked the time. Regrettably, I had to say it. "...It''s toote. We should stop for today." She blinked as if waking from a pleasant dream, checked the time, and sighed quietly. "...Ah." "Don''t be too disappointed. There''ll be other opportunities." She looked at me, nodded quietly, and smiled. "...Right, that''s true." "Don''t worry about cleaning up today, just go. I''ll take care of it. Considering what you did today, it''s the least I can do." Sce pondered for a moment, then nodded and said to me, "Oppa, but like I said earlier... you really looked cool today." "Thanks. You''re pretty too." "...Hehe." Sce''s eyes then shifted to Song Soo-yeon, who was dozing off. "Oppa, should I take Soo-yeon home?" "Hm?" "It''s more convenient that way. Better than you going back and forth." "That''s true. But first, Soo-yeon needs to wake up." I gently shook her. "Soo-yeon, wake up. It''s time to go home. You need to wash up and sleep. You have to go out again tomorrow." "...Umm..." Song Soo-yeon frowned sharply. Her beauty only intensified the sharpness of her expression. But perhaps because we had built a rtionship, she now seemed cute to me. Just like before, as soon as I woke her, Song Soo-yeon curled up, then sluggishly leaned on me for warmth, burying her face in my shoulder and wrapping her arms around me. "...Can''t get a grip again. Heh." Looking at her, I felt a bit proud. It seemed like a result of my regression, my first friend, the first person I helped. I saved her from a future of paralysis and viiny. I couldn''t help but feel proud. Who would have imagined this viin would lean on me like this? I didn''t mind being trusted by someone. It made me feel useful. Eventually, I couldn''t resist and pinched her cheek lightly. I swallowed the urge to mutter how cute she was. Perhaps the alcohol made my actions a bit bolder. "...Oppa really adores Soo-yeon, huh." Sce murmured while watching me. I shrugged my shoulders, not denying it. "Honestly, she''s cute like this. And pretty too." Sce rested her chin in her hand and stared intently at Song Soo-yeon. "...I get that she''s pretty, but isn''t this a bit much..." "How can I not admire her? Oveing past trauma, trying to heal, and working withoutints." Considering the kind of viin she would have be, it was impossible not to admire her. Sce chuckled. "...It sounds like you''re looking at a daughter or a younger sister." Iughed too. Thinking about it, I couldn''t deny that feeling. Our rtionship had developed that way over time. "Yeah, it does." At that moment, Song Soo-yeon hugged me tighter, like she was awake. "Soo-yeon, are you awake?" "..." I asked, but she didn''t respond. Sce stood up from her seat. "Then, oppa, I''ll be going. Soo-yeon doesn''t seem like she''ll wake up." I also stood up to see her off. "I''ll walk you out." I gently pushed Song Soo-yeon aside and unwrapped her arms that were coiled around me. After covering her with my coat, seeing her shiver from the cold, I followed Sce out of the cafe. -Ding-ding... "Come on, Bom. Let''s go to the bus stop." Min-Bom looked at me, hesistating, then spoke. "...No, oppa, you don''t have a coat. I''ll go by myself." "..." "It''s okay, oppa. I appreciate the thought." Comforted by her words, I rubbed the back of my neck and smiled. "Alright. Got it. See you next time." "Yeah. Oppa?" I met her gaze. And at that moment, Sce tiptoed and pecked my cheek. -Chup. "...Huh?" Warmth spread from the spot where her lips touched, making me forget the cold even though I wasn''t wearing a coat. I slowly touched my cheek, unable to believe what just happened. "...Goodnight..!" Then, turning briskly, Sce hurried away. I stood there, gazing nkly at her retreating figure. The atmosphere today had been different, but now it was clear. She had feelings for me. "...Huh." I remained motionless for a while, needing time to calm myplex thoughts and racing heart. My goal was to make friends after regression, and having a lover was a hope. But I couldn''t believe that Sce might be that person. Is there really such a thing as fate? How far is she willing to go to save me? I lost track of time. As the warmth of the kiss faded and the winter chill seeped in, I began to smile. Smiling to myself, I touched my cheek for a long while, then turned around. Going back into the cafe. -Ding. "...?" As I took a deep breath and looked inside, I noticed something different. Song Soo-yeon had woken up, leaning her forehead on her hand, supporting her weight on the table. Her body was trembling slightly. "...Soo-yeon? Are you awake?" "..." She didn''t respond. I began to sense the seriousness of the situation. Slowly, I approached her. "...Soo-yeon?" Upon calling her a second time, she turned her head to look at me. Her clear eyes were brimming with tears. A single tear trailed down her cheek, leaving a long path. But I forgot tofort her. I was too shocked by the look in her eyes. It was the same gaze I had always seen in Luna before regression. Her eyes seemed conflicted, or perhaps resolved, as they bore into me. "..." I quickly shook my head. It seemed I had gotten too caught up in the past, influenced by the nostalgic wine and the help from Sce. Song Soo-yeon is no longer Luna. She relies solely on me, so I must never doubt her. Reacting as slowly as I did, I quickly approached her. I moved the chair I was sitting on and knelt beside her, embracing her. "Why are you crying, Soo-yeon? What happened, what''s wrong?" I continued to pat her on the shoulder. Song Soo-yeon''s eyes softened. Another tear rolled down her cheek. "...I can''t fight anymore... it''s not working..." She murmured. "...What do you mean? Soo-yeon, what happened?" She turned her head away from me. And then she wiped her eyes. Song Soo-yeon stood up. I too stood up to meet her gaze. I persisted with my questions. "Soo-yeon, you have to talk to me-" "-Hug me, mister." ".......What?" She continued wiping her eyes and said, "...I had a tough day." "...Did you meet someone strange...?" "...I met someone I wanted to kill." ...She must have had a tough time today. She had been hiding it all this time. It had been a long time since I saw her this angry. A feeling of concern surged unbelievably fast. The fact that she, who rarely cries, was shedding tears spoke volumes about the gravity of the situation. "...But I think I''d feelforted if mister hugged me." She confessed with difficulty. Naturally, I opened my arms and gently embraced her. Patting her back, I said, "...Soo-yeon, just talking about it can make you feel better. Tell me what happened. I''m on your side." Song Soo-yeon shook her head in my embrace. "...Not like this, mister. Not just a hug." She began to push me. I let myself be pushed back until I fell into the chair I had set aside earlier. -Thud. "...Soo-yeon?" Song Soo-yeon didn''t stoping towards me. Perhaps it was the alcohol. She climbed onto myp and wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me into her embrace. "..." I was surprised by her aggressive request for physical contact; she had never done this before. It wasn''t iprehensible. Various things must havebined to make her act this way. But regardless of my surprise, she didn''t stop. She held me tightly, as if she was determined not to let me go. She buried her face in my neck. I could feel her tears, making her breathing uneven. asionally, she trembled in my embrace. I thought she had a certain aversion to men... but perhaps she neededfort more. What could have hurt her so much? What made her so sad that she cried like this? My heart was racing. Was it because of Sce''s kiss earlier, or shock, or the action itself, I didn''t know. I just moved my awkwardly stiff arms to embrace her. Comfort came first. With that action, Song Soo-yeon began to cry even more violently. It was a kind of weeping that conveyed her sorrow just by listening. Chapter 61: Weight Class Difference (5) Chapter 61: Weight ss Difference (5) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here I gently patted Song Soo-yeon, who was holding onto me. I was filled with a mix ofplex emotions. Initially, it was worry. Seeing her yearning forfort, I couldn''t help but feel concerned. What had led her to this state? "...Were you sexually harassed?" I asked cautiously. I knew it was an intrusive question, but my curiosity got the better of me. If this was due to severe harassment, I wasn''t sure how I''d react. The more I cared for Song Soo-yeon, the angrier I might be on her behalf. I felt the stirrings of anger but concealed it. Hoping it wasn''t true, I gently stroked her head as it rested on my shoulder. This physical contact was new for us, but it felt natural, and she epted it just as naturally. "...No," she finally responded, her voice breaking with a sob. I felt relieved but couldn''t help checking if she was being truthful. "...Please, be honest. I''m worried. I''ve never seen you so sad," I urged her. "...I told you, no," she insisted. "Really?" "...Can''t you justfort me without asking?" Her voice was tinged with bluntness and desperation. I realized then that I had to stop probing. Finally, I nodded and hugged her for a long time. There had to be a reason she couldn''t talk about it. "...Alright, Soo-yeon. It''s okay. Don''t worry too much," I consoled her with nd words, feeling sorry that this was all I could offer. I lost track of time as we remained together. Her hair grew familiar beneath my hand. Her body seemed to merge with mine. Until her tears dried on my shoulder and our body temperatures equalized. In the end, we stayed together until she fell asleep. --- --- -Ding-dong, ding-dong! "...Hmm." Song Soo-yeon slowly opened her eyes to the sound of the rm. Shey quietly, staring at the ceiling for a few seconds. It took her a moment to realize she was in a one-room apartment, having no memory of returning here. Remembering the previous night, a sigh escaped her lips. She had soughtfort in Jung-gyeom''s arms for a long time, hugging him tightly, acting as freely as a lover might. "...Ha." But then, Song Soo-yeon grasped her hair, not out of embarrassment, but regret for having fallen asleep so soon. She wished she had stayed in his embrace longer, savoring the moment. Now, she wasn''t sure when she''d have that chance again. Soon, Song Soo-yeon realized why she was in the one-room apartment. It must have been Jung-gyeom''s doing. -Ding-dong, ding-dong! Click. Song Soo-yeon turned off the rm. Fortunately, she didn''t have a severe hangover, but her head still felt heavy, clouded in a fog. The unresolved situation with Min-Bom liking Jung-gyeom added to the weight on her heart. Shecked the energy to face the day. All she wanted was to go back to sleep, to avoid work, to see Jung-gyeom. But she mustered her strength and got out of bed. Remaining idle would only widen the gap between her and Min-Bom. Nearly having saved enough for the one-room apartment''s deposit, she knew she had to act now. As she headed to the bathroom, she paused, noticing something on the dining table. A sports drink and a note. The note, in Jung-gyeom''s handwriting, caught her attention. Song Soo-yeon picked up the note. ''Fight hard today.'' Staring at his words, her expression slowly twisted. Each time she saw such gestures... her possessiveness intensified. --- --- After finishing my chores, taking a bath, and returning from the market, the clock struck 12. I wondered if Song Soo-yeon made it to work alright. Without a phone, I couldn''t check in on her. Today, I needed to activate a new phone. ...Ah, an unexpected expense. I usually don''t care much about money, but such a wasteful expense was slightly annoying. I''m not the type to lose things, so this experience was a little unsettling. But I had no idea where I lost it. I had to let it go. ''Strike while the iron is hot,'' as the saying goes. I stored the groceries and left the restaurant. Time to get a new phone. "Oppa!!" At that moment, a familiar voice called out. "...Bom?" She was waving at me, running over with a bright smile. I didn''t know why she was here, but I smiled back. After yesterday''s events, I had been unsure how to face her, but those concerns seemed unfounded now. The atmosphere felt natural. When Bom reached me, I asked her. "Bom, what''s up?" "Oppa, this." She got straight to the point. She pulled out my phone from her pocket. "...Huh?" "This is yours, isn''t it?" "...Where did you find it?" "It wasn''t me. I asked the association for help, and we searched everywhere. Someone found it and turned it in at the police station." I epted the phone she handed me. Without even powering it on, I knew it was mine. I asked, puzzled. "...How did you know it was mine?" "I guessed. You described the model and appearance to me yesterday, right?" Min-Bom puffed out her chest, beaming with pride. Seeing her like that made meugh. She had saved me from an unnecessary expense. I joked, "It''s great to have a hero as a friend." Min-Bomughed, covering her mouth. "Thanks, Bom." "No, I''m just d I could help." We stood in silence for a moment, just looking at each other. I had nned to return to the restaurant, having no reason to go out anymore. But first, I asked Min-Bom, "Are you headed to work now?" "No, I took another day off." "Really?" "And you?" "I was going to buy a new phone... but you found it, so I''ll head back." "Really?" "Yeah." She fidgeted at my response. "Th-then, um..." She hesitated, shuffling her feet, then made a suggestion. "...Do you want to go on a date?" --- --- Song Soo-yeon nced at the clock. Less than 20 minutes remained in her shift. Her day was filled with concerns. While working, her mind wandered. She thought about using her powers on Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom. Having manipted many the day before, it was a natural thought. In the past, she wouldn''t have hesitated with someone like Min-Bom... but now, things were different. As an Awakener, her powers were strong. But she knew they wouldn''t work on Min-Bom, or Sce. She could sense it. Manipting her wasn''t possible. Sce was too powerful to be influenced easily. It was a judgment only Song Soo-yeon could make. But Jung-gyeom was different. His effect on her made it hard to gauge if her powers would work. The thought of using them on him quickened her heartbeat, followed by a wave of guilt. She didn''t want to manipte him. Song Soo-yeon was too connected to him. External affection gained through maniption would be meaningless. She wanted to be loved by him, not just by his body. Objectively, it didn''t seem impossible to manipte him. After all, he was powerless. Song Soo-yeon straightened up, ncing at the clock once more. Today, everyone was quiet. The workers, who had lost about an hour of memory the day before, seemed uneasy. The unsettling experience of losing their memories had dampened everyone''s spirits. Yet, she didn''t feel guilty. Instead, she appreciated the quiet. She continued her work, counting down the time. Soon, the end of the shift was announced. Song Soo-yeon sighed and finished up her tasks. Workers began to leave the building, and she followed suit. --- --- After collecting her things from her locker, she walked towards the shuttle bus. Wishing to contact Jung-gyeom but knowing he was without a phone, she felt a bit frustrated. But she could bear it. Today, unlike yesterday, he would be alone. Sighing, she moved on. Excuse me. Suddenly, someone reached out to her. Startled, Song Soo-yeon instinctively shook off the arm and turned around. "...Ah, damn..." Expecting a man, she was surprised to see a woman. She had assumed it was someone asking for her number again. Subconsciously, she pulled her mask higher and her hat lower. "...What is it?" she asked, defensive. The woman responded, "Nice to meet you, Soo-yeon." Song Soo-yeon stepped back, rmed. A stranger knowing her name was both terrifying and puzzling. But the woman simply smiled and introduced herself, "I''m Ste." Song Soo-yeon''s confusion grew as Ste used a pseudonym. Ste continued, "Do you have a dream, Soo-yeon?" Chapter 62: Weight Class Difference (6) Chapter 62: Weight ss Difference (6) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here With crescent-moon shaped eyes and a prominent nose bridge, Ste had brown, wavy hair, a tall figure, and curvy chest and hips. To some, she might seem like an ordinary beauty one might encounter asionally. Yet, her actions were anything but ordinary. She was the first to initiate a conversation with Song Soo-yeon, asking if she had any dreams. Soo-yeon, finding her suspicious, had no interest in continuing the conversation. Turning her body away, she began to leave. "Are you going to leave me here like this?" Ste''s soft voice called from behind. Soo-yeon kept walking, unfazed. Ste calmly followed, insisting, "I''m not suspicious. Let''s just talk for a moment." "...Get lost." "You''re quite prickly. Okay, but could you spare me a little time..." "I said no-" Before she could finish, Ste swiftly caught up, using her height to drape an arm over Soo-yeon''s shoulder. She then thrust her phone in front of Soo-yeon. A video was ying. "...Still don''t have time?" Feeling ufortable, Soo-yeon stopped, about to shake off Ste''s arm and use her power. But then, the video caught her eye. It was CCTV footage with Soo-yeon at the center. Ste pointed at the video. "This is you, Soo-yeon, right?" Soo-yeon remained silent. In the video, her hand glowed purple, and all the workers in the warehouse froze like puppets with severed strings. Only Soo-yeon moved freely. "Really... that''s an incredible power," Ste murmured, awestruck. Soo-yeon felt a chill. Unable to respond, she realized she waspletely exposed. She had always used her abilities impulsively, never expecting such a moment. Ste continued, her voice filled with fascination. "...Is this hypnosis? Or control? Whatever it is, it''s rare to see power affecting over a hundred people. How many can you handle?" Struggling, Soo-yeon asked, "...Are you... a hero?" "Me?" Ste seemed surprised, then burst into loudughter. Soo-yeon looked up at her. After herughter subsided, Ste spoke softly, "I''m a viin, a viin. That''s what everyone says, at least." Soo-yeon stepped back, gasping for breath at Ste''s frank admission. Ste didn''t pursue her but showed her palms, reassuringly. "Don''t be so scared, Soo-yeon. Even if I''m a viin, I don''t harm people without reason." She approached the retreating Soo-yeon. "Besides, I''m here today with a proposal. How about joining us?" "...Us?" "The Viin Alliance." The idea was too overwhelming for Song Soo-yeon to understand. Yet Ste pressed on. "...I''m sharing a secret with you, Soo-yeon. Her words had gravity. The Viin Alliance. Secrets. Repulsed, Song Soo-yeon could only respond with, "...I have no intention of bing a viin." "Hmm. But aren''t you already somewhat of a viin?" Ste tilted her head, shaking her phone. The video of Song Soo-yeon using her powers yed on a loop. "...I won''t use my powers anymore." Song Soo-yeon''s voice was almost pleading. But Ste wasn''t finished. "Are you going to let such incredible power go to waste?" "..." "And miss the chance to have everything you desire?" Admittedly, Song Soo-yeon felt a tug of temptation. Her vulnerability was at its peak. The helplessness and anxiety post-Min-Bom''s confession. Thefort and warmth from Jung-gyeom. Caught between these feelings, desires stirred within her. "..." Shaking her head, Song Soo-yeon tried to regain herposure. Even with the promise of everything she wanted, she knew she couldn''t win Jung-gyeom with control. She couldn''t betray him, her benefactor. Unless the world was crumbling, she wouldn''t use her powers on Jung-gyeom. "...Enough. Leave now. You said you didn''te to harm me." "I get it. The idea of bing a viin so suddenly is repulsive. But listen to my proposal." Ste held up three fingers. "Ill grant you three wishes." "...What?" "Our Viin Alliance operates on this principle. Every new member tells us their three wishes, and we all work to make theme true." Ste stepped closer, exuding a subtle charm. A peach fragrance filled the air. "You wont have to work here anymore. You can have all the money you want." She nodded towards the warehouse. "Billions a month? That''s nothing for us." Song Soo-yeon recalled the gifts Min-Bom had given Jung-gyeom, highlighting their wealth gap. "And youll never be looked down on again." She remembered a lifetime of being oppressed. The faces of her bullies etched in her memory. "You could even make men of your liking obey you, like ves." At the thought of Jung-gyeom, Song Soo-yeon frowned. "...Aha." Observing her reaction, Ste whispered. "...You have someone you like, dont you?" Song Soo-yeon inhaled sharply, her secret feelings exposed for the first time. She shoved Ste away with all her strength. "Ah...!" "...Get out of here." "...Hmm." For the first time, Ste''sposed face showed a hint of disappointment. She sighed, seemingly resigned, and stepped back. "...I''ll leave for today. You''re still hesitant, I see." "..." "But here, take my number. You might change your mind one day." "No-" "-Just take it, and Ill delete the CCTV footage. As if it never existed." "..." After pondering for a moment, Song Soo-yeon reluctantly took out her phone. It seemed like a win-win deal. "...Ah." Then she realized something. Her phone was off. Since there was no need to contact Jung-gyeom, she hadn''t even bothered to check it. Uncharged from the night before, her phone was dead. In a way, it was a relief. Showing her dead phone to Ste, Song Soo-yeon said, "My phones out of battery." Yet Ste persisted. She took out a notebook and pen, wrote down her number, and handed it to Song Soo-yeon. "...It''s rude, but take this." "..." epting the paper, Song Soo-yeon tucked it into her pocket. "...Make sure you delete that video." She confirmed the agreement once more. Ste nodded. "Of course. Trust is key in our world." --- --- Min-Bom and I were heading back to the restaurant. Song Soo-yeon would be back soon, so we needed to prepare dinner. "Can I join you guys for dinner?" Sce asked. I saw no reason to say no. "Sure, let''s eat together. It''s nothing fancy." Our date,sting about six hours, wasfortable, without anything extraordinary. There was no physical intimacy or intense emotions. That was actually a good thing. A rapid change in our rtionship would have been hard for me to handle. After a while, Sce remarked, "Ah... It''s a shame." "What is?" "...I''m about to get busy." "With viins?" "I am a hero, after all." I looked at her, intrigued. Sce borated. "...The viins have been more activetely, right? Theres a theory that it''s all part of forming a ''Viin Alliance''. Essentially, viins making a statement." "...Viin Alliance?" "The alliance of Tryno and Liquid. It seems they''re inviting prominent viins to join." "..." "It''s still just a rumor... but it seems usible." An alliance of viins. I had my suspicions, but I didn''t expect it to be such a significant movement. Was this already a well-known rumor among viins? Clearly, heroes wouldn''t be privy to this, as such information circted only among viins. Rumors about the underworld''s activities were spreading. Lost in thought, Sce nudged me again. "That''s not the point, oppa." "Then what is?" Her response was straightforward. "...I might not be able to see you much. I dont know how busy Ill be." A smile naturally formed on my face. I reassured her. "...I''ll always be at the restaurant. Drop by whenever you can." "Is that really okay?" "Its always been like that. Why the surprise?" Sce''s expression slowly brightened, which made me feel a bit shy. I moved on without showing it. -Swish. Then, subtly, I felt a touch on my hand. "..." It was Sce''s hand, silently intecing with mine. For a moment, I was too stunned to react. I didn''t grip back or pull away; I simply lost myself in the moment. ...Thest warmth I felt before dying was her hand. Emotions both familiar and distant surged through me, gratitude among them. I turned slowly to look at Sce. She avoided my gaze. In that silence, we continued walking. Holding hands with Song Soo-yeon had been different... yful and somewhat childish. But with Sce, it was a quiet, careful connection. As we approached the restaurant, someone burst out. --- --- On the shuttle bus home, Song Soo-yeon mulled over Ste''s number. ...She had thought change was necessary. She feared losing Jung-gyeom to Min-Bom. But she hadn''t anticipated that this change might lead to her bing a viin. Despite pretending otherwise, she was deeply shaken. Perhaps she had longed for the world to copse. She had only cared for herself, but Jung-gyeom had slightly altered that. The lure of money also tempted her. Her life had always been a battle against poverty. The bullies, the ragged tights, the hunger, the endless part-time jobs, the brink of despair. The prospect of erasing such poverty was an irresistible temptation. "..." Song Soo-yeon shook her head. Though she had subtly controlled people before, bing a viin was a different magnitude. It meant embracing the role of a stereotypical viin. Jung-gyeom despised viins. Knowing his views, Song Soo-yeon finally made her decision. The decision was made. She chose to disregard Ste''s proposal. Crumpling the paper with Ste''s number, she tossed it carelessly onto the bus floor. --- --- ...? Song Soo-yeons expression twisted in confusion as she shook the locked door of Jung-gyeoms restaurant. The locked door signified Jung-gyeom was out. Where could he be? Whenever he disappeared to unknown ces, anxiety gnawed at her. Entering the restaurant''s code, she stepped inside. "..Mister?" Her call echoed in the dark, empty space. No reply came. ...? Then, a lone shining object caught her eye. It was Jung-gyeom''s phone, charging. Her heart dropped. Though Jung-gyeom might have found it himself, her instinct told her Min-Bom was involved. This also exins Jung-gyeom''s absence. "...Today too?" Were they on another date? Despite not wanting to believe it, no other exnation fit. With a heavy heart, she hurried out, heading towards his studio apartment. As she walked, someone called her name. "Soo-yeon!" Turning around, she recognized the voice. "...Mister?" Jung-gyeom was there, his hand entwined with Min-Bom''s. Her breath caught. She could sense that things were escting, even without any words exchanged. --- --- The next moment, she found herself in the studio apartment. Jung-gyeom and Min-Bom had only released each other''s hands upon nearing Song Soo-yeon, creating an awkward atmosphere. Overwhelmed, she had refused Jung-gyeom''s suggestions and fled to the apartment, iming she needed rest. Sitting on the bed, she buried her head under a nket. Then, she dialed a number on her phone. She thought she had discarded it on the shuttle bus, but the number had etched itself into her memory. Without hesitation, she pressed call. After a brief ring, a seductive voice answered. "...Soo-yeon?" "...The three wishes. You''ll really grant them, no matter what?" Song Soo-yeon asked directly. After a pause, Ste responded. "...With ourbined powers, anything is possible." Song Soo-yeon bit her lip and dered, "I want money. A lot of it." Ste''s casual response made it seem trivial. "That''s simple. What else?" Song Soo-yeon, her lower lip trembling, hesitated before asking. "...You know about Sce, right?" "Hard not to." "...I want her destroyed. Can you do that?" "..." A brief pause followed. Song Soo-yeon waited, her resolve firm. Ste finally spoke, "It might be challenging initially, but well get there. Remember, Soo-yeon, you''ll need to help fulfill other members dreams too, as part of the Viin Alliance." Song Soo-yeon didn''t reply. She was prepared to do whatever it took. She was about to voice her final wish. "..." Struggling to express her deepest desires, the words hesitated on her lips. Impatient, Ste prodded. "What''s yourst wish, Soo-yeon?" "..." A soft chuckle escaped Ste. "...People save their deepest desire forst. I''m curious about yours, Soo-yeon." Taking a deep breath, Song Soo-yeon confessed, "...There''s a man I want for myself." For the first time, sheid bare her obsessive longing. "...I want him to only have eyes for me. To love, desire, and need me so much he can''t live without me. I want him to depend on me." "..." "Without using powers... just naturally." Ste''s response was a lightugh. "...Wee to the Viin Alliance." Chapter 63: Sweet Reward (1) Chapter 63: Sweet Reward (1) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here The next day, Song Soo-yeon sat absentmindedly at her studio apartment''s table, sipping tea. She had not visited Jung-gyeom that morning for several reasons. One reason was her upset feelings towards Jung-gyeom. Although she knew it was his right, the image of him holding Min-bom''s hand lingered in her mind. Logically, she understood, but emotionally, it was a different story. She couldn''t fathom why she was acting so childishly. There had been times when she sulked like a child and regretted it just as often. Perhaps the only difference now was that she concealed these feelings better. The second reason was guilt. She harbored an aversion to the word ''viin,'' solely because Jung-gyeom despised viins. Yet, apart from that, Song Soo-yeon only saw benefits in this path. All she needed to do was ovee a bit of fear. It was a way to alleviate many concerns at once - money, Min-bom, Jung-gyeom. Given her abilities, the chance of getting caught was minimal. How could she be caught if she manipted things from behind the scenes? If used well, she might even escape the notice of heroes. So, Jung-gyeom wouldnt find out. He didnt even know she had abilities. In conclusion, she just needed to avoid being caught by a hero. Taking a deep breath, Song Soo-yeon felt confident she could do it. She continued to calmly gather her thoughts. --- --- -Ding! The restaurant door opened, and Song Soo-yeon walked in. It was just past noon. Seeing her, I felt a mix of relief and happiness. I had been concerned when she hurried back to her studio apartment, iming she had a rough day and needed rest. But I respected her space. ...Can''t you justfort me without asking? I remembered her request from the first day not to pry. She will talk when she''s ready. She must have worries she couldn''t talk about, so she kept silent. ...Are you here? I asked casually. ...Yes. She responded just as casually. --- --- Song Soo-yeon struggled to focus on her meal, idly picking at her food. She seemed lost in thought. ...Soo-yeon? At my call, she blinked back to reality. ...Yes? ...You might end up eating with your nose. She snorted at myment, but her usual liveliness was absent. Even for someone typically reserved, today she seemed unusually listless. It was clear her worries were affecting her. As I ate, pondering over what troubled her, she suddenly turned to me with a question. ...Uh, mister. What happened yesterday? What? ...You were holding hands with noona. ... I was taken aback by her unexpected question. However, Song Soo-yeon''s tone was casual, different from before. "...So, have you decided to date?" Trying to match her tone, I responded lightly. "....Ah, dating? No, that''s not it." "...Then, you''ll never date?" "..." Her direct questions contrasted with her light manner. I hesitated, unsure of the answer myself. The thought of dating Sce had crossed my mind, but I hadn''t made a decision. I believed the right answer woulde naturally in time. -Tick. After a pause, I set my spoon down slightly. "Why?" I replied, injecting a hint ofughter into my brief response. But Song Soo-yeon didn''tugh. She bowed her head, concealing her expression, and teased me again. "You''re not saying you won''t date." I gave her the most honest answer I could. "...You never know with people. I''m not sure either." "..." "Why bring this up all of a sudden-" "-Then what about me?" She interrupted, her tone cool and almost indifferent. "...Do you want to date me?" "..." I found myself silent even longer than before. Her question piqued my curiosity. It was out of character for her to ask something like this. It was likely connected to the reason she seemed down. Was it rted to the men she met at her part-time job? She imed there was no harassment, but I couldn''t be certain. Her question might be an attempt to gauge my true intentions. Perhaps she was curious about any hidden motives I might have. I reminded myself that our closeness stemmed from myck of ill intent towards her. I had resolved not to harbor any. Gradually realizing this, Song Soo-yeon opened up to me. "..." That resolve couldn''t change. My response to her was unequivocal. I had a responsibility to honor her trust. As my silence lingered, Song Soo-yeon grew impatient. "...You''re thinking about it, aren''t you, mister? About whether I''d date you-" "-I wouldn''t even consider it, so don''t worry." I said somewhat calmly, conveying trust. Reaffirming mymitment as I spoke. "..." ...Perhaps because our rtionship had recently grown. The words didn''te out as purely as they used to. Song Soo-yeon didn''tugh this time either. "...?" Then, she set down her spoon and stood up. "...Soo-yeon?" "I''m sorry, mister." She gathered her coat and turned around. Without facing me, she added, "I actually have an appointment today. And in the future, I might be busy at times." "...An appointment? With someone new? Did you make a new friend?" Song Soo-yeon paused, then murmured a response as she departed. "...I''m not sure. I''ll give you an answer after I meet them." I watched her leave, calling out with a hint of hope in my voice. "Right...! Try to make it work!" --- --- "...Wee." Navigating through various rooms with different passwords, Song Soo-yeon finally arrived in a deeply hidden underground chamber where she met Ste. Ste, unlike their encounter at the logistics center, exuded a powerful presence, perhaps due to her viin costume enveloping her. "..." Without responding, Song Soo-yeon stepped into the room. The dim lighting, provided by a single, faint bulb, was a relief to her. She preferred not to have her face recognized by others. Concealing not just her appearance but her identity as a viin was paramount. She adjusted her mask and hat firmly, then addressed Ste. "...You mentioned introducing me to the alliance''s viins." Ste chuckled lightly. "...Soo-yeon, they''re not just viins now, they''re colleagues." "...Anyway. Why am I here alone?" She surveyed the dark, dingy room, doubting its suitability for meeting anyone. The room was cluttered and damp, filled with broken items. Ste exined. "Given your current appearance, it''s understandable you''d feel uneasy meeting them." "...What?" Ste retrieved a bag from a corner. "I''ve prepared a costume for you. Wear it for now. You can customize itter. This one''s designed to conceal your face." Song Soo-yeon examined the costume pulled from the bag. It was a full-body suit in ck and purple,plete with a face mask. She hesitated momentarily before epting it from Ste. Reading her hesitation, Ste added, "You don''t have to remove your current clothes. Just wear this over them for today." "....." After a brief pause, Song Soo-yeon began to don the costume, removing only her coat. Concealing her identity was her top priority. She fumbled a bit, but with Ste''s assistance, she managed to wear it and observed her reflection. The suit was surprisingly warm andfortable. Stemented nonchntly. "Comfortable, isn''t it? It''s equipped with several special features." "...You said it was just for covering my face." "Nevertheless, it''s better to befortable, right? We must take good care of a promising neer like Soo-yeon." "...A promising neer?" Ste''s eyes sparkled briefly as she smiled and nodded slowly. "...You might not realize it yet." Then, shifting the mood, Ste continued, "Now, Soo-yeon. Through that door, you''ll meet your colleagues. They''re all waiting." She gestured towards a door concealed in the room''s dark corner. "Before you go in, there are a couple of rules you need to know. First, strive to help each other achieve your dreams." "..." Song Soo-yeon remained silent. Despite her past desire to shatter the world, fear wasn''t foreign to her. The nature of the viins she was about to meet could change everything. Ste went on. "Second, avoid getting too close to one another. Our goal is to support each other''s dreams, not to form personal bonds." Song Soo-yeon nodded in agreement. This suited her just fine. "...Understood." "Third." "..." Ste smiled. "...Actually, that''s all. But you need a viin name. You can''t go in there as Song Soo-yeon, right?" Song Soo-yeon nodded again. That made sense. "Have you thought of any viin names?" "...No." "Do you want me to choose for you?" "...No." She hadn''t considered it before, and this was her first time thinking about it. However, a name suddenly came to mind, feeling uniquely fitting. She wanted a name that would constantly remind her of her purpose. A name to symbolize her resolve to confront Sce. "...Luna." She finally spoke. "...I''ll go by Luna." Chapter 64: Sweet Reward (2) Chapter 64: Sweet Reward (2) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here Song Soo-yeon stood in front of an old door in a corner with Ste. Once through this door, she would meet the other viins. Who might she meet? Song Soo-yeon started feeling a bit nervous. "Alright, let''s go." At Ste''s prompt, Song Soo-yeon nodded. Ste turned the doorknob, and as the door opened, a bright light spilled out. Song Soo-yeon squinted inside her costume. The brightness momentarily blinded her. "Hello everyone?" During this, Ste entered the room with a cheerful greeting. Song Soo-yeon quietly followed. "You arete." A deep voice expressed dissatisfaction. Song Soo-yeon blinked, adjusting to the light, and the room slowly came into view. "..." She was speechless at the room''s splendid magnificence, feeling like she had stepped into another world. Marble floors, ornate wall materials, a spacious room with a high ceiling, and a chandelier hanging above. Below it was a round table surrounded by chairs. Song Soo-yeon turned around, struck by the stark contrast to the previous room. "Is that the person?" Another voice asked. Ste replied on her behalf. "Yes. Our new colleague. Now, introduce yourself." Ste guided Song Soo-yeon. Only then did Song Soo-yeon look at the other viins. But she froze again at the sight of their faces. The viins she had only seen on TV were sitting quietly. Viin ranking 1: Tryno. Viin ranking 3: Liquid. Viin ranking 22: Stingshot. And a female viin wearing a costume. Song Soo-yeon was speechless. She hadn''t expected such infamous viins as colleagues. Being among them, she was beginning to feel like a viin herself. "...Is the new recruit mute, Ste?" Tryno mocked her in his deep voice, scratching his nose. Ironically, his malice snapped Song Soo-yeon back to reality. She knew from past experiences that she must not show weakness. Song Soo-yeon spoke as calmly as possible. "...My viin name is Luna. My power is control." "...Control?" Liquid, previously silent, reacted. Ste guided Song Soo-yeon to a seat next to her at the round table. "Amazing, right?" She remarked with a smile. "I witnessed her controlling up to 100 people. There''s no better ability for creating chaos." The other viins, now intrigued, nodded, expressed quiet admiration, and scrutinized Luna closely. Song Soo-yeon remained silent. Then Liquid turned to her. "So, what''s your goal?" "..Goal?" "Yes. You must have had some kind of wish when you joined us." "..." Song Soo-yeon sat at the round table, her gaze drifting over everyone. She was still adjusting. She hadn''t expected to meet these viins. But more than that, she was quietly surprised to learn that all these viins have their own dreams. Ste chimed in from beside her. "Let''s not pressure Luna too much today. We''re mainly here to get acquainted, right?" Liquid seemed skeptical of her words. "Pressure? We need to know her goal so we can be prepared. She might want something we can''t provide." "...I thought anything was possible?" Song Soo-yeon sharply responded to Liquid''s words, contradicting what Ste had told her. A sense of betrayal momentarily overcame her nervousness and fear. Song Soo-yeon didn''t want to stay if her goal was unattainable. Liquid tilted his head and replied. "...So, tell us. We''ll try to help if possible." A hush fell over the room. All the viins looked at her intently. Finally, Song Soo-yeon sighed deeply and confessed. "...Money." "...That''s simple. What else?" "...Destroy Sce." Liquid and Tryno chuckled at the same time. Tryno''s voice was low. "...Sce? That Sce?" Song Soo-yeon challenged him. After all, he was the top-ranked viin. He should be capable of defeating Sce. "Why? Are you afraid?" "No, it''s just unexpected. Sce, of all targets." "Have you fought her?" "Yes. But, well... um." Tryno nced at Liquid, who nodded in agreement. There seemed to be an unspoken understanding between them. Liquid then waved his hand to shift the conversation. "Alright. That''s manageable. What''s your final wish?" He sounded evaluative. "...So far, they seem reasonable." Herst wish was harder to voice. She had felt the same telling Ste. Her feelings for Jung-gyeom were not easy to express. After a long hesitation, Song Soo-yeon whispered. "...There''s a man I want." Stingshot suddenly burst outughing. Song Soo-yeon''s cheeks warmed behind her mask, a wave of embarrassment washing over her. But Tryno, Liquid, Ste, and the unnamed female viin remained serious. Amid Stingshot''sughter, Liquid asked. "...Is that all?" "...What?" "You could just use your power to control him." Biting back her embarrassment, Song Soo-yeon borated. "...I want him to like me without using my powers." The unnamed female viin, Riem, showed understanding. "It makes sense. You''re a woman before a viin." "..." "Ah, I''m Riem, Luna." Tryno scratched his head. "...Why not just throw yourself at him?" "That approach might backfire, Tryno," Riem interjected, defending Luna. "You want to be loved for who you are, not for your looks or powers, right? Luna." They then reiterated Song Soo-yeon''s request for rity. Song Soo-yeon nodded in agreement. Tryno spoke mockingly for a moment. "You must be f*cking ugly to wish for this." Song Soo-yeon silently gazed at Tryno. In moments like this, she realized how special Jung-gyeom was. Tryno abruptly stood up. "...Enough. I''m done here. I need rest, Ste." "Tryno, you''ll help with Luna''s wish, right?" "If it involves torturing a man to like the newbie, count me in." Hearing this, Song Soo-yeon felt her anger rise. Just as she was about to react, Ste, sitting next to her, held her arm. She then softly called out to Tryno. "Tryno." He sighed in resignation. "...Fine, Ste." His acquiescence was clear to all. Song Soo-yeon watched Ste, wondering why Tryno yielded to her. Then, Tryno quietly approached Ste. Confused, Song Soo-yeon watched as he extended his arm. Ste touched his arm, and it began to glow. Shortly after, Tryno left. --- --- The meeting dispersed after Tryno''s departure. Everyone went their separate ways. But Song Soo-yeon stayed, led by Ste to a room. The room was twice the size of Jung-gyeom''s studio, with well-kept furniture. "Luna, this is your room from now on." "...What?" "This is our hideout. It''s only fitting you have a room here." "..." "If you don''t want to use it, that''s fine. Consider it a no-strings-attached gift." Everything in the room was new. As expected, the viins were well-funded. Song Soo-yeon, not used to wealth, felt out of ce, like she had stumbled into a rich family''s home. ...But it wasn''t unpleasant. The neat arrangement was somewhatforting. Ste rested her hand on Song Soo-yeon''s shoulder, who was surveying the room. "Luna, I have another gift for you." "...What is it?" Ste''s hand began to glow, mirroring the earlier scene with Tryno. A surge of energy flowed into her body as Ste touched her. Song Soo-yeon quickly brushed Ste''s hand away. "What are you doing now?" Ste chuckled lightly. "Luna, don''t worry. My ability is to induce dreams." "...What?" "I''ve set you up for a pleasant dream tonight. That''s all." "How can I trust that? Undo it, now." "If you need proof, use your power on me. Command me to speak the truth." "..." "...Really-" "-You think I can''t?" Song Soo-yeon''s eyes and hands glowed purple. Ste''s eyes also lit up, and then she looked dazed. Song Soo-yeon had thought controlling someone with powers would be hard, but it was surprisingly easy, either because she let her guard down or she allowed it. "What did you do to me?" Song Soo-yeon demanded. Trusting Ste wasn''t easy for her, even if Tryno had epted the same treatment. "...I used my ability to give you a pleasant dream." The answer confirmed her suspicion. "...Cancel-" She almost told her to cancel it, but curiosity stopped Song Soo-yeon. What counts as a pleasant dream? Why did Tryno agree to it? Controlling Ste meant she could ask without hesitation. "...What is a pleasant dream?" --- --- Late at night. Back in her apartment, Song Soo-yeon hesitated before lying down. Ultimately, she didn''t ask Ste to remove her ability. It would onlyst a day, after all. There was no reason to be concerned. The dream wouldn''t be Ste''s creation but her own desire. Still, she had no clue what she would dream about or what she truly wanted. Was it influenced by her power? Sleep came swiftly. "...Huh?" Waking up, she found myself in a dream. It was unmistakably a dream, yet incredibly vivid. She was on a beach at sunset. Sitting on a wooden bench, feeling the cool breeze, it was confusing. ...Was this what she longed for? This peaceful scene? Despite her initial confusion, she quickly got lost in the moment. The beautiful sunset. The shimmering sea. The scent of saltwater. The cries of seagulls. The soft sand. ...She felt truly at peace. "...It''s beautiful." In the freedom of the dream, she spoke the truth. Maybe, without knowing, she had wanted this tranquility. Her life had always been tumultuous. "...Soo-yeon." Suddenly, arms wrapped gently around her from behind. Song Soo-yeon shivered, her breath catching at the familiar voice. She didn''t need to turn to know who it was. "It''s beautiful here, isn''t it?" "....." Song Soo-yeon struggled to find her voice. They had hugged before, but this was the first time he initiated it. How long had it been? Jung-gyeom moved to sit beside her, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and gently guiding her head to rest against him. She didn''t resist. The sunset seemed more radiant, the sea sparkled brighter, the sea air fresher, and the seagulls'' cries more melodious. In this idyllic beach scene, they were the only two present. ...She felt tears welling up. This beautiful world did exist. She was grateful she hadn''t given up on life. Jung-gyeom, who had supported her in her darkest hour, was even more precious now. Song Soo-yeon turned her head to look at Jung-gyeom, smiling his familiar smile. "Let''se back here, okay?" He kissed her forehead. Song Soo-yeon''s eyes flew open. "Haah....! Haah....!" She was back in her dark room. The dream of the sea, sunset, and Jung-gyeom vanished. Her heart raced, her breathing heavy as if she''d just awoken. Her body was tense with emotion. "Mister...?" She searched the room. "...Mister?" But he wasn''t there. Reality had returned. And with reality, the memory of seeing Min-bom and him together. The contrast with her dream was heart-wrenching. "......" Song Soo-yeon curled up on her bed. Hands over her chest, she endured the pain. And when it subsided, her eyes zed with renewed determination. ...She must make her dream a reality. Chapter 65: Sweet Reward (3) Chapter 65: Sweet Reward (3) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here The next morning. After passing several security levels, Song Soo-yeon hurried into the Viin Alliance''s hideout. She wore a costume that concealed her face. Upon entering the central hall, she saw Ste, sitting at a circr table. Ste waved casually as Song Soo-yeon appeared. Even though Ste''s face was hidden behind a mask, Song Soo-yeon somehow knew Ste was smiling. "Luna, you''re early today." "Please make it happen today." Song Soo-yeon spoke directly, extending her arm, still filled with the excitement of her dream. Ste didnt question what Luna meant. It seemed she had expected this. With a hint of pity, she replied, "Ah, Luna. It doesn''t work like that..." But Song Soo-yeon wasn''t looking for that answer. "Im asking you to do it today." "...I''m d youre showing interest. I was a bit concerned yesterday when you didnt ask any of your colleagues a single question." "..." Ste rose from the table and motioned to Song Soo-yeon. "...Come with me. Lets talk in my room for now." --- --- In a secluded room at a corner of the spacious hideout, Song Soo-yeon followed Ste. The room wasvishly decorated butcked windows, being underground. It resembled a setting from a drama. There was arge wall-mounted TV and air conditioner, a small refrigerator, and an expensiveputer. A sofa and a rug adorned the floor, surrounded by various books and documents. Ste casually perched on the edge of the wide desk at the room''s end. She removed her mask and shook her head, releasing her wavy brown hair. "So, you want to dream again today?" She asked. "Yes." Song Soo-yeon replied without hesitation. "Hmm...where to begin exining..." But Ste paused, thoughtfully stroking her chin, eyes closed. After a moment, she slowly asked, "First, what dream did you have?" "...Is that important?" "Just curious. As a colleague, you can at least share that." After a prolonged silence, Song Soo-yeon whispered her answer. "...A dream of watching the sunset on the beach with...a man." Ste chuckled softly at her response. Then, brushing her hair back, she remarked, "You really are taken with that man, arent you? But why ''Mister''? Is there a significant age gap?" Song Soo-yeon realized Ste wasn''t asking out of necessity and remained silent. "The sunset part is intriguing. Maybe you subconsciously desire the fall of Sce." Song Soo-yeon pondered Ste''s interpretation. It might actually be true. But Song Soo-yeon was indifferent. She spoke boldly. "...I''ve told you already. There''s someone I want, and I despise Sce." "I know, I know. But Luna, the dream I gave you yesterday was a ''pleasant dream.'' It wasn''t about being with someone you like." "What?" "So, the fact that you included that man in your dream was entirely your doing. Isn''t that interesting?" Song Soo-yeon paused, momentarily lost for words. It felt like she was revealing too much of herself. She sat down on a nearby luxurious sofa. "...Forget that. Just let me dream." Ste smiled slightly. "...If it''s a pleasant dream, that I can do. But I''m not sure if he''ll appear in it again." "...I want the dream to include Mister." Ste crossed her legs and folded her arms. Her tall stature and long legs, entuated by the tight costume, exuded a feminine allure. "It''s not that simple, Luna." "...What?" "Regrettably, I''m not that powerful. The more specific your dream request, the more strain it puts on me when I use my powers. It''s not a severe strain, but it''s not something I can do easily..." She seemed to be implying she wanted something more concrete. "...Haven''t I joined the alliance?" Song Soo-yeon countered. "But you haven''t fully integrated with the others yet. You haven''t undertaken a mission together, nor did you ask a single question in yesterday''s meeting." "..." "I''ve said it before, but Luna, you need to support the dreams of your colleagues too. It''s a mutual rtionship, not one-sided. But you don''t even know what their dreams are, do you?" Ste reasoned meticulously, maintaining her constant smile and direct gaze. Song Soo-yeon had to concede. Ste was right. She decided to at least feign interest in them. After all, these were things she would need to know eventually. She sighed and asked, "...Alright. What are their goals?" "If you mean everyone, I can''t say. Ask about someone specific." Ste''s demand seemed like a test to see if Song Soo-yeon knew her colleagues'' names. Song Soo-yeon sighed again and asked, "Tryno. What about him?" Ste uncrossed her legs and arms, hopped onto the desk she was leaning on, and sat down. With a hint of excitement, she replied, "To be powerful and the top viin. He''s somewhat achieved that. Helping Tryno grow stronger would benefit our alliance." "...And Liquid?" "He wants to be a key yer in drug trafficking. We haven''t opened smuggling and illegal immigration routes yet. That operation ising up, so remember that." Song Soo-yeon half-listened to their aspirations. Ste wanted her to show interest, but for Song Soo-yeon, it was a tall order. She remained unbothered. The lives of others weren''t her concern. Right now, she was merely showing a token of sincerity by asking a question or two. "And Stingshot?" "Money. Like Luna, but for Stingshot, money is both the beginning and the end. He ns to amass wealth and then leave." Song Soo-yeon showed interest for the first time. "...Is it possible to just walk away?" "Unless everyone agrees to disband, Luna can''t leave. Stingshot''s wish to leave was epted by all." Song Soo-yeon''s interest waned. She asked about thest viin. "...Thest one is... Riem?" "Yes, Riem." "And Riem?" Song Soo-yeon had a slightly better impression of Riem. She had no desire to get close, but Riem was the easiest for her to interact with. Perhaps because she hadn''t seen this viin on TV. Ste paused before answering, chuckling softly. "...Riem desires beautiful female ves. She''s nning her own paradise." Song Soo-yeon was taken aback. "...What?" "Be cautious, Luna. Riem hasn''t seen your face because of the mask... but even your eyes are beautiful. Riem might target you for her collection." Ste''s tone was light, but the implication was serious to Song Soo-yeon. "Is that person a woman?" "Yes." Song Soo-yeon was baffled. Riem''s wish for pretty female ves was beyond herprehension. "...But can''t she do that herself?" "Why would she? She needs help to kidnap them, hide them from heroes, find attractive women, and a ce to keep them. Like an ind." "An ind?" The more she learned, the more disturbed Song Soo-yeon became. Riem''s ambitions exceeded her worst thoughts. "...What''s her power?" Growing wary, especially considering her own beauty, Song Soo-yeon was wary of attracting Riem''s attention. "Teleportation. Once a day." "..." Song Soo-yeon took a moment to process, then decided not to delve deeper. This was all to show Ste she was cooperative. She lost interest in learning more. Ste, seeming satisfied, brightened up. "See, it''s good to know everyone. But that doesn''t mean you''ll get a pleasant dream today." Song Soo-yeon felt a sting of betrayal. "What?" "This was something Luna was supposed to do as part of our deal. It''s not something I''ll reward." "...Then why did Tryno get his dream yesterday without doing anything?" "Tryno contributes significantly to the alliance. If Luna bes that important, you can dream whatever you wish." Ste stepped down from the desk and moved closer to Song Soo-yeon. With a smile, Ste leaned in closer. She narrowed her eyes and whispered softly. "...We''re moving forward with our next n soon. Luna, you''ll need to demonstrate your abilities. Complete the mission I give you perfectly, and I''ll let you dream." "...Just now-" "-A dream far better than the one I gave you yesterday." Song Soo-yeon froze in ce. Ste leaned in even closer, her breath brushing against Song Soo-yeons ear as she gripped the backrest of the sofa. Then she listed the types of dreams she could offer. "Thrilling dreams. Dreams of sessful confessions. Dreams of being confessed to. Dreams of dating. Dreams of starting a family. Or even... dreams of intimacy." Song Soo-yeon felt a shiver run down her spine, swallowing hard. She was not unfamiliar with sexual advances or the concept of intimacy. To her, such acts had always been repulsive, something she deemed irrelevant to her life. But Stes words stirred a new possibility in her mind. The thought of being intimate with Jung-gyeom even made her heart flutter. She felt sullied by these thoughts, but they weren''t entirely unpleasant. In fact, they left her feeling breathlessly guilty. Ste straightened up, maintaining her warm smile. "So, you see? Just be patient and try a little longer. Before you know it, you''ll be experiencing these things in reality, not just in dreams." She then turned and walked back to her desk, taking a seat in the chair behind it. "Luna, you may leave for today. I''ve enjoyed our conversation." "..." Song Soo-yeon quietly steadied her racing heart. Yet, she was intrigued by Ste''s charismatic disy. Despite trying not to get involved, a question surfaced. Song Soo-yeon asked, "...Who leads this alliance?" Ste responded, almost amused. "Hm? That would be me, didn''t you know?" "..." Song Soo-yeon had assumed it would be Tryno. Ste was a name she hadn''t considered. But slowly, Ste''s influence became apparent. Her ability was both a reward and a catalyst, spurring Song Soo-yeon''s desire for these dreams. She realized Ste was the one who had united them. Another question arose. Song Soo-yeon asked, "...Ste." "Yes?" "What is your aim?" Ste paused, their eyes locking. Her expression gradually hardened as she blinked. After a moment of contemtion, she smiled again and said, "...I just can''t bear to see viins struggle and live like this." --- --- After Luna''s departure, Ste sat quietly in the room. On the TV, which had been turned on earlier, a stream of news about Sce filled the screen. The TV screen showed Sce shining brightly, waving and greeting the citizens. Many citizens returned her gestures with joyous smiles. Yet, Ste watched the news with an expressionless gaze. The broadcast concluded with the announcement of Sce''s rise to the 4th rank in the hero rankings. "...It''s happening too quickly." Ste murmured to herself. With a hint of anxiety, she began tapping on her desk. After some thought, Ste verified the door to her room was securely closed. She then pulled out a dice from a drawer. The dice, worn smooth from frequent handling, glinted in her hand. She toyed with it briefly before rolling it lightly across the desk. Ste observed the number itnded on, then slumped wearily onto the desk. In a desperate whisper, she said to herself, "...Where are you?" The only answer was the murmur of advertisements from the TV. Chapter 66: Sweet Reward (4) Chapter 66: Sweet Reward (4) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here "So, if you''re hungry, juste here?" Afterpleting my volunteer work and leaving the orphanage, I distributed flyers to the children. These flyers detailed the location of my restaurant and showcased a few of its signature dishes. However, the children shook their heads. "It''s okay, we receive good meals here too." "...Really?" "Yes. Sce noona has been sponsoring us!" Mimicking Sce, one of the boys clenched a fist, raised it high, and posed with his other hand on his hip. As the conversation shifted to Sce, I couldn''t help but smile. Her influence was everywhere. I affectionately patted the boy''s head and acknowledged the teachers from the orphanage, who were observing me from a distance. "Well, I should be heading off now." "Yes, Mr. Jung-gyeom. Thank you for your efforts." With that, I turned to leave. --- --- There was a specific reason why I began volunteering. Recently, Song Soo-yeon began going out more often, and Sce was preupied with her hero duties. As a result, I found myself alone in the restaurant more frequently, and honestly, I felt quite lonely. Naturally, I had to look for something else to do. I had to admit, opening this restaurant was a failure in itself. Customer turnout was low, and free tasting events attracted even fewer people. It didn''t make the impact I had envisioned. But, do I regret it? Absolutely not. My restaurant still holds a special ce in my heart. It undeniably brought me closer to Song Soo-yeon and Sce. I didn''t want to shut it down; instead, I aimed to keep it afloat through actions like this promoting it while volunteering. I reviewed my uing schedule. Next on the agenda was a visit to the nursing home. --- --- Afterpleting the volunteering and returning to my restaurant, evening had set in. Switching on the lights in the deserted restaurant, I greeted my establishment. "...Have you been well?" The restaurant''s cozy ambiance seemed to echo back in response. I settled into a chair and pulled out my phone. Another thought crossed my mind as I entered the empty restaurant. It was unusual that Song Soo-yeon hadn''te back yet. So, I decided to call her. -Turururu-tuk. "Mister?" Luckily, she answered quickly. The sound of strong winds apanied her voice, indicating she was outside. Hearing her voice for the first time that day was strangelyforting. I asked. "Uh, Soo-yeon, where are you?" A brief pause. "...Soo-yeon?" "...Ah, I''m meeting with some new acquaintances I mentioned this morning." "Are you still outside?" "...Yes." I rose and made my way to the kitchen. I poured myself a ss of water, quenched my thirst, and then opened the refrigerator to inspect the ingredients. "Seems like your meetings are quite long?" "Yes." "Anyway, I called to ask what you''d prefer for dinner." "...Dinner...?" "Tteokbokki? Udon? Maybe pork belly or brisket? What would you like? Just let me know. I''ll prepare it." "..." "...Soo-yeon?" When her response was dyed again, I nced at my phone. The signal was fine. "Hello?" "Yes, Mister. I can hear you." The sound of strong wind and faint murmurs of people could be heard again, indicating a noisy environment. Was she in a busy area? Suppressing my curiosity, I spoke. "Tell me, what would you like to eat?" I rummaged through the fridge again, thinking of dishes I could make. But then, Song Soo-yeon replied. "Ah, today... I think I''ll dine with some acquaintances." "..." I slowed my movements, slightly taken aback, and then closed the fridge door. "...Oh, really? You''re having dinner with them?" "Yes." "..." A wave of inexplicable disappointment washed over me. Was it because she was my first friend? I quickly dismissed these thoughts, choosing instead to be happy for her. Concealing my feelings, I responded with feigned cheerfulness. "That''s wonderful, Soo-yeon. You''ve made friends. Didn''t I say so? That you''d find people you can connect with." "...Yes." "..." "..." However, my act faltered as I soon ran out of things to say. After a brief pause, I decided to conclude the conversation. It looked like I''d be dining alone tonight. It had been a while since Ist did. "...Alright. Enjoy yourself." "Mister?" "Hm?" Just as I was about to hang up, Song Soo-yeon questioned. "...Are you upset?" "...Seriously." Despite my efforts to conceal it, I couldn''t help butugh. Song Soo-yeon also let out a soft chuckle. In thatughter, my feelings wereid bare. Shaking my head, I confessed. "Yeah, I''m a bit upset." I couldn''t quite articte why, but it seemed unnecessary to do so. Song Soo-yeon''s question indicated she understood my feelings. Feeling somewhat relieved, I attempted to end the call once more. "Enjoy yourself. And don''t stay out toote. Or should I not worry about that?" "I won''t bete." She responded without irritation to my overconcern. She had changed significantly. Far less confrontational than before. Perhaps that''s why she managed to make new acquaintances. I smiled to myself. "...Alright." With that, I concluded the call. --- --- Luna ended the call and stared contemtively at her phone. ''My Hero''. That was how she had saved Jung-gyeom''s contact. A viin like her having a hero in her phone. The irony of it wasn''t lost on her. She took a deep breath and then rose to her feet. Luna was perched atop a tall shipping container. At one end, she started moving towards the other, her footsteps resounding loudly against the metallic surface. Below the container, numerous gangsters were visible, scattered around. Luna approached Ste, who was also standing atop the container. "Is your call finished?" Ste asked. Song Soo-yeon nodded in confirmation. -Thump! Thump! Thump! Luna''s gaze drifted towards the source of the violent noises. At the end of those sounds, Tryno was seen overpowering a man on the ground, assaulting him without mercy. Observing this ruthless scene, Song Soo-yeon felt no stir of emotion, realizing how desensitized she had be to violence, unless it concerned Jung-gyeom. Ste then spoke. "...I didn''t expect things to go this smoothly." She gently ced her hand on Luna''s shoulder, adding, "It''s all thanks to you, Luna." --- --- 8 hours earlier. Luna arrived an hour before the other viins and found herself enduring Ste''s exhaustive lecture. Despite understanding everything, Ste insisted on quizzing her, underlining the significance of the subject. "So, Luna. Tell me, how do viins make money?" "...Do I really need to answer? I already told you I know." Ste was unwavering in her stance. With a sigh, Luna replied. "...Firstly, by forming their own criminal organizations." The primary method was to establish a criminal organization to directly generate ie through activities like drug trafficking, organ trade, smuggling, and contract killings. This approach required making all the decisions independently, but the payoff was substantial. "Correct. And the second method?" "By backing an existing organization." Another strategy was to support an already functioning criminal group. A crime syndicate under a viin''s patronage became much more formidable. In this context, a viin''s ranking yed a crucial role, affecting the bnce of power among various organizations. "Right, Luna. But... here." Ste handed a few photographs to Luna. They depicted a man, his face partially obscured by a mask. While Luna examined the photos, Ste borated. "The second-ranked viin, Mayhem, is obstructing us, correct?" "..." "Liquid aims to establish a drug cartel, right? Including distribution. The issue is that Mayhem and the organization he backs currently control the drug market in Korea." "...So, you''re suggesting that these people and their organization are our targets today?" "Exactly, Luna. Taking over such a group directly is problematic, so dismantling them is the better approach. That way, Liquid can build his own organization from scratch." Luna, handing back the photo to Ste, asked pointedly. "...Did you really need to call me so early just to discuss this?" "No, there''s more the operational n, safety precautions, and preparations." Luna let out a sigh. At that moment, Ste''s hand started to glow. Quietly unting her illuminated hand, Ste said, "...Luna, you''ll y a pivotal role in today''s operation. I''m excited to see it." Seeing Ste''s glowing hand, Luna reluctantly kept herints to herself. --- --- Song Soo-yeon sessfully executed the operation. She had managed to subdue all the regr members of the organization, those without any supernatural abilities. This was her first time fully utilizing her powers, and she experienced a sense of liberation. Despite this being her first serious criminal act, she felt no remorse. Perhaps it was because her adversaries were the same thugs she once couldn''t bear to face or approach when powerless. Once Song Soo-yeon took charge, Mayhem, isted and overwhelmed, was quickly subdued by Liquid and Tryno. Tryno began assaulting the defeated Mayhem. Meanwhile, Stingshot and Riem gleefully opened container after container, uncovering the organization''s stockpiled drugs. Everyone appeared content, but Song Soo-yeon, the central figure of the operation, now longed to return home. She thought back to Jung-gyeom''s call about dinner, and her inability to join him. His subtle disappointment had sounded so endearing. His desire to see her, even a little, filled her with joy. She wanted to be by his side immediately. Finally, she turned to Ste, who was next to her. "...Can I leave now?" "Just a bit longer." "...It takes over two hours to get home from here." "No worries, Riem is here. Well teleport." "..." The mention of teleportation provided somefort, but her eagerness to see Jung-gyeom remained unchanged. Song Soo-yeon sat down on the container, sighing deeply. Ste, noticing her demeanor, warned her. "Be cautious, Luna. Dont fall off." "...What?" But Ste joined her, sitting down beside Luna. "Do you miss him that much?" "...What are you talking about?" "You don''t need to conceal it, Luna. I saw how your mood shifted after the phone call." "..." "Don''t just focus on the current situation. Savor it. And Luna, you also made a significant amount of money today." "...Money?" "Yes. All these drugs are now ours. Why not use your earnings to buy something for that ''man''? Maybe shoes or something simr." The conversation about money somewhat lightened her mood. She wasnt sure how much she would receive, but it seemed to be a considerable sum. Now, she could afford to return the studio to Jung-gyeom and perhaps even repay his kindness. She wouldnt be financially inferior to Min-bom anymore. With these thoughts, she felt a sense of renewal in her mind. Then Ste spoke up. "Now, Luna. Theres something else. We have to fulfill the promise we made to you." At this, Song Soo-yeon felt her heart race more than at any other moment that day. She understood the nature of the promise without needing to ask. Nodding, she waited for Ste to continue. Ste asked her, "...What kind of dream would you like? You did exceptionally well today, so I''ll grant you any dream. A dream about making love with the man you adore? A dream where you dominate him? A dream where he''s utterly infatuated with you?" Song Soo-yeon mulled over these audacious options. The thought that she could indulge in any dark desire was exhrating. After a moment of contemtion, she began to speak. "....." But no words came out. Just voicing her wish would make it a reality tonight, and this made her hesitate even more. Could she handle such a moment? Would her heart withstand it? Finally, she found her voice. "...A dream." "...What kind?" She buried her face in her knees and voiced louder. "..........A dream of dating that man." Steughed happily. Song Soo-yeon didn''t understand why she found it amusing. To her, it was a serious wish. The mere thought of dreaming about dating him was thrilling. "...For someone so fearsome, you''re surprisingly innocent, Luna." "..." "...I never imagined Luna would have such a side." "...What?" "Forget it. Give me your arm." Song Soo-yeon, still hiding her face, extended her arm towards Ste. Feeling Ste''s hand on her arm made her heart race painfully. This sensation was more intense than controlling the thugs, witnessing Mayhem''s defeat, discovering the stash of drugs, or even learning about the hefty sum she''d earned. "...Have a pleasant dream tonight," Ste whispered. Song Soo-yeon nodded faintly. --- --- Having skipped dinner due to ack of appetite, I checked the clock. It was 9 PM. Song Soo-yeon was expected to arrive within the hour. Reflecting on this, I made a decision. Her making new acquaintances... It really seemed like she was integrating into society. How much effort must that have taken? Considering the harassment she had faced, these steps were monumental. Was she doing all this to repay me in some way? I felt emotionally stirred. Today, I decided, should be a celebration for her. It was also a way to address the disappointment I had felt earlier. I picked up the flyer from a pizza restaurant left on the counter. "...Hmm..." What would Song Soo-yeon prefer? After a moment''s thought, I dialed the number. "Hello, do you deliver? Ah, onebination pizza, please......" Chapter 67: Sweet Reward (5) Chapter 67: Sweet Reward (5) TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: Here Join the discord! Here ...Mister...? Song Soo-yeon entered the restaurant around 10 o''clock. As she walked into the dark restaurant, her voice revealed her confusion. She must have been surprised not to see me there, as I had promised to wait. ...Huh? Mister- -Bang! Just then, I set off a firecracker. -Eek! Congrattions! I shouted, trying my best to sound cheerful. ... ... But I soon realized things weren''t going as I had nned. I had forgotten to turn on the lights. I should have done that before setting off the firecracker, but it was my first time and I mixed up the order. -Tick. The lights came on btedly. Colorful firecracker papers were scattered in Song Soo-yeon''s hair. .... .... From her perspective, she had walked into a dark restaurant, been startled by a loud noise, and then covered in papers smelling of gunpowder. My smile slowly disappeared. Uh...um... Awkwardly, I began to remove the papers from her hair. It was quite embarrassing. With her silent, it felt like I had made a joke that only I found funny. ....Cough. But then, I heardughter. Song Soo-yeon, shaking withughter, asked me. ...What are you doing? Uh, well? I was trying to...congratte you. All of a sudden? I heard you made some new friends... To others, this might seem trivial, but to us, having friends is significant. That''s why we mean more to each other. We are friends, after all. ........ Song Soo-yeon paused, then smiled again. She also began removing the papers from her hair. Trying to lighten the mood, I pointed to a nearby pizza box. Here, Soo-yeon. Ive also prepared pizza. Itste, but will you eat with me? Yes. I cleaned up the scattered papers while Song Soo-yeon opened the pizza box and began setting up. After finishing the cleaning, I sat down. Song Soo-yeon, wanting to change the atmosphere, cleared her throat. ...Mister, besides making new friends, I have something truly worth congratting to tell you. ...Huh? I was immediately intrigued by what she had to say. Enjoying my attention, she brushed back her hair and revealed. ...Ive gathered the deposit. I think I can return the house now. ...What? I took a moment to process her words. Then, I stood up suddenly and asked loudly. Really? You gathered it all? Yes, really. She smiled brightly, her face shining beautifully. I was at a loss for how to react. Learning that you''re too happy can actually freeze your actions. I wasn''t sure whether to p, jump around, or scream. But one thing was clear: I was happy. It wasn''t just about getting my one-room back. It was the joy of seeing Song Soo-yeon''s growth. Finally, I clenched my fists and told her. Congrattions, really...! Congrattions! But Song Soo-yeon shook her head, standing up. She walked over to me slowly. No? This isn''t something to be congratted for... I should be thanking you, Mister. Her true feelings came out. With a serious look, she spoke earnestly. ....Thank you, Mister. Really, thank you. My smile faded. I felt a lump in my throat from the heartfelt gratitude. Would I ever experience something this meaningful again? ...I hoped for such a future but wasn''t sure if it was possible. Both of us had strayed from the viin''s path. I used to not care if others turned into viins, but Song Soo-yeon was different. She was my friend. How could I not be thrilled about her honest life? I wondered if she''d have been happier as a viin. But I chose not to dwell on that thought. Instead, I resolved to ensure she wouldn''t regret her path. Looking into her eyes, I felt overwhelmed. With my lips tightly shut, I couldn''t utter a word. My lower lip quivered. Song Soo-yeon, noticing, chuckled. ...Crying again, aren''t you? Her words were much softer nowpared to when she used to call me a loser. Her gentle teasing brought a smile to my face. She looked at me silently, then quietly asked. ....Mister. It''s been really hard for me, you know? Until I met you... I thought of ending it all every day. ......I know. I understand. ...So, can you hug me? What? Just once, tell me I''ve done well. Without hesitation, I hugged her tightly. Sniff....! Tight enough to squeeze the air out of Song Soo-yeon''s lungs. Patting her back, I reassured her repeatedly. You did well, really. You''ve endured so much. Song Soo-yeon''s arms, initially iling, eventually wrapped around my back. Slowly, she hugged me tighter. In her firm embrace, we reaffirmed our bond. I felt a deep connection to her in that moment. Closing my eyes, I pulled her even closer. Not just for her sake, but for mine too. This hug also filled me with immense joy. .....I''ll continue to repay your kindness, Mister, Song Soo-yeon said while embracing me. I nodded in response to her words. ...Yes. I''m looking forward to it. --- --- Once Song Soo-yeon got home, she quickly washed up and immediately went to bed. ...Haa... Haa... Her cheeks were flushed, and her breathing rapid. The excitement from her embrace with Jung-gyeom lingered. She had tried hard not to show it. Perhaps it was because this skinship was different from before. It wasn''t just an excuse to help get over her ''hate of men''. It was an embrace affirming their affection. Perhaps that''s why her heart remained unsettled. Yet, there was still something even more thrilling to anticipate. More exciting moments were ahead. A dream. A dream about dating him. Only her deepest desires knew what scenes this dream would paint. ...Haa... Haa... Just the thought made her body warm. So, without fully drying her hair, Song Soo-yeony in bed and closed her eyes. She reflected on the eventful day. Not much time was left to sleep in this bed. She felt a sense of loss. ... Tossing and turning, she brought her nose close to the bedsheet. A secret habit of hers, repeated often. She sniffed the sheets, searching for Jung-gyeom''s scent. But it seemed his smell had faded, having been upied by her for several months. Disappointed, an idea struck Song Soo-yeon. She paused, then got up and approached theundry basket. This was Jung-gyeom''s one-room, so his clothes, hisundry, were here. Out of consideration for her, Jung-gyeom had been diligent about washing his clothes before they piled up, but there were always a few items left in the basket. Song Soo-yeon opened the small drum washing machine. She took out Jung-gyeom''s T-shirt. ... She couldn''t understand her actions. But she moved without thinking. If anyone, especially Jung-gyeom, saw her, shed be mortified, but she was alone. Her trembling hand pulled out Jung-gyeom''s clothes. .....Haa... Haa... She realized she had be what she once despised. Such a pervert. Seeing her excited reflection in the mirror, Song Soo-yeon quickly looked away. And with that, she quickly climbed into bed with his clothes. ...Phew... She covered herselfpletely with a nket, cing his clothes on top of her. His scent enveloped her. For a moment, it felt as if they were together. Feelings of shame were reced by happiness and a sense of betrayal. Falling asleep became even more challenging. What would Jung-gyeom think if he saw her like this? He''d probably be disgusted. But she shut her eyes tightly, finding sce in the illusion of being in Jung-gyeom''s embrace. --- --- When she regained her senses, she was checking the clock. It was spring, a cool breeze wafted through the air. Cherry blossoms adorned the roadsides, blooming beautifully. But Song Soo-yeon felt irritated, despite the lovely scenery. ...Sigh. She sighed, knowing in her dream that Jung-gyeom waste for their date. More than 15 minutes had passed. Suddenly, a well-dressed man started running towards her from afar. Her excitement was fleeting as Song Soo-yeon looked away. Jung-gyeom arrived, out of breath. Haa... Haa... Sorry. Did you wait long? ... Song Soo-yeon didn''t respond. She wanted to express a bit of her annoyance. He wouldn''t know how long she had waited. 15 minutes felt like hours. Look at me, okay? Im really sorry. Jung-gyeom clumsily tried to apologize. Song Soo-yeon found this endearing. Theres something about seeing someone you love flustered over you, instilling a feeling of possessiveness. His concern about being disliked by her was cute. But Song Soo-yeon was aware. This wasn''t right. It was an old, bad habit of hers. She knew she needed to soften her sharp edges. But it wasn''t as easy as she wished. Then, Jung-gyeom took Song Soo-yeon''s face in his hands, turning it towards him. Her eyes widened in surprise at his bold move. And he gently kissed her. -Smack. ...Honey, forgive me. Jung-gyeom''s eyes were filled with remorse. Song Soo-yeon half-realized this was a dream. But she couldn''t help but smile, her anger dissolving. She felt guilty for enjoying an illusion, yet it was so real she couldn''t resist. It was one of her deepest desires. To be called honey by Jung-gyeom. To receive his kiss. Song Soo-yeon bit her lip to suppress herughter. But she couldn''t hold back. Laughter escaped her. Could this scene ever be reality? No, it had to be reality. From the moment she envisioned this scene, no other future seemed possible. Someday, when he waste, she would turn her head, feigning upset. Then, he would call her in that way, making her forgive him. Song Soo-yeon inhaled deeply and looked up at him. She practiced a name for him, one she''d use someday. ...Okay, if it''s Oppa, Ill forgive. --- --- Today, I found myself checking the news on TV again. Shocking information was being broadcasted. Mayhem. The news reported the death of the viin who ranked third before regression. I was surprised, as I hadn''t thought he was a viin who could be easily defeated. It causing a stir in my heart. Perhaps, like Sce, Mayhem had died before reaching his full potential. But the Mayhem I knew from my timeline wasn''t someone who would die so easily. This made me worry about the changing future. The news continued, identifying the suspected culprits as Tryno and Liquid Alliance. Their faces were disyed on the screen. I rubbed my chin, pondering. ...They got him? Chapter 68: Doubt (1)