《(VERY OLD)》
Part 1 : Purgatory
What do you think makes a life?
According to the Ternary Fundamentalism, the makeup of one¡¯s being is the mind, the body, and the soul.
I think, therefore I exist ¨C or so it would be for the centralism of the ¡°mind¡±. Even so, it is possible to reduce one¡¯s mind through all sorts of torture, or to condition it as to prevent the theory of mind to form, or even the formation of self-concept and free will, for that matter. In this case, would one be called alive?
Biologically, a being with a self-preservation function is enough to be called alive, even if it was so primitive that it had no self-awareness. If so, then a being without a sense of self, as long as it has a self-preserving ¡°body¡±, is alive. Putting it that way, then at what point in evolution does one becomes ¡°alive¡±, if not the formation of self?
Moving on to the next point, what if both the mind and body are in a state where they cannot maintain the self? This, is where the ¡°soul¡± comes into play. Most ¡°dualists¡± would state that the soul is one with the mind, or that it is only a metaphysical concept to identify ourselves with.
However, the ternary dogma stated that while the mind, like the body, can be shaped or warped, the soul will always remain the same and is thus separate from the former. In short, it is the very essence of our being, one that cannot be affected by the occurring of the physical world.
In any case, one widespread belief is that all three of them had to be in harmony to fulfill the criteria of life, to be in work as one instead of three, discrete substances. However, even with the advancement of science and technology, ¡°life¡± remained as one of the greatest conundrum of the universe.
As for me? Well, I have my own theory.
I think, therefore I exist, and yet, ¡°thought" is but a conclusion of causality based on our past experiences and memories. Without them ¨C memories, we are, essentially, without thought. Memories are what makes a life... well, alive. They are the proof of the working of one¡¯s mind, body, and soul.
Even after death, the memories lives on within the off-springs. Genetic memory is passed on through countless generations, becoming the spark of evolution as they accumulate, little by little until they become the proof of entire civilizations. They become culture ¨C language, art, and technology. In other words, the ultimate product of life.
It doesn¡¯t matter if the memories are false or forged because in the end, our being alive is determined by our own sense of selves¡ªour own qualia. Even if others do not, as long as we perceive ourselves as alive, that in itself is proof that we are.
I think, therefore I exist. In this case, it becomes; I remember, therefore I exist.
At least, that was what I believed. And now, here I am, recalling the memories of my last life and yet, I am not alive. Without the mind and body to tie the memories, they are merely a transient abstract that has yet to pass by, as is my own being. I am but a soul, soon to be integrated into the anima mundi¡ª into the Infinite Sphere.
Even so, I am content.
I have my memories and therefore, I have my life with me. So I lied in wait, floating within the Void that is my new home. I waited and waited, though I don¡¯t know what I was waiting for or why. No one knows what awaits beyond death¡ª true death that comes after the soul disintegrates.
I don¡¯t know how long I waited. Here, time is only a relative concept. Millennia becomes minutes, and seconds becomes eternities. I was eternal, yet impermanent at the same time. I don¡¯t mind, though. Like I said, I had my memories. I spent my meta-life replaying the events of the past, over and over and over.
I am... content.
? ? ?
There¡¯s something new within the Void; a flickering stream of light, worming through the darkness like a serpent.
What is that?
It¡¯s searching for something. I don¡¯t know how, but I tried calling out to it and it noticed me. And now it¡¯s heading towards me.
Is this it? Am I going to be taken soon? If that¡¯s the case, I shall surrender myself.
As it comes into contact with my soul, the swirling light twists and wraps around my being like a cocoon.
This... what is this...? I feel fear, even though I am without mind. The light is interfering with my soul invasively and it feels immensely... repulsive. Let go of me!The tale has been stolen; if detected on Amazon, report the violation.
< Identifying subject. Stand by... >
What? Who is it? Who¡¯s there?
< Essence imprint sampled. Please provide thought imprint for further identification... >
What are you doing to me?
< Identification successful; Nexus ID confirmed. Arbiter indolentFae, please stand by for Metempsychosis Protocol... >
This is¡? No! STOP IT!
< WARNING: Soul purge required. Initiating SAP... >
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 2% ) >
DON¡¯T! Whoever is doing this, please stop!
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 8% ) >
Why? Who would do this? Is it Eyhan?
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 14% ) >
Whoever it is, if you can hear me, PLEASE STOP! Don¡¯t erase my memories! They are my... my...
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 19% ) >
Stop... those are.. don¡¯t... take it... away...!
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 37% ) >
I... what was I... thinking just now..? I see... the more I think of it..., the faster it is... taken...
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 45% ) >
Don¡¯t¡ think about it! Shite... it¡¯s pointless. I can¡¯t help... but think of my most precious memories...
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 66% ) >
Why is... Who...? I... What was my name?
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 82% ) >
I... I can¡¯t... remember...
< ¦²¡Òn¡õ¡õ¡õ = ( 93% ) >
< Optimal rate reached; SAP successful. Re-initating Metempsychosis Protocol... >
I¡¯m... I¡¯m being guided by the light. Where...? Where are you taking me?
Who are you?
Who am I?
Why am I here?
Why?
Why?
Why am I...?
Why?
Why?
Why am I falling? Are you leaving me? Ah... no. Please, don¡¯t leave me. It¡¯s dark... It¡¯s dark...
Why?
Why is it so dark?
I¡¯m alone now... I¡¯m alone... All alone...
Why am I alone?
Why is it getting darker?
Why am I getting sleepy?
I... Why do I feel so... tired...
I...
I think I¡¯m...
I think I¡¯m going to sleep for awhile...
< Soul injection successful. Initiating post-Metem Overhaul... >
< Ternary Fundamentals concordance rate: 98%. >
< Essential ¦²?¦¤¡õ¡Þ? vitality rate: 87%. >
< Genetic compatibility rate: 94%. >
< ¦²?¦¤¡õ¡Þ? and ?n¡õ¡õ¡õ¦¤¡õ? correlative adaptability rate: 65%. >
< WARNING: ¦²?¦¤¡õ¡Þ? and ?n¡õ¡õ¡õ¦¤¡õ? correlative adaptability rate is below optimal. Factoring with overall results... >
< Conclusion: optimal rate unnecessary; no changes are made. Concluding post-Metem Overhaul... >
PART 1 : Purgatory
Umm....
Well,thatshowed up.
The number of offsprings is... ten billions...
.....................
Let¡¯s ignore that for now. I don¡¯t even know why that data is even there.
Her vim rate is 2468, which means she¡¯s freakishly strong. Not worse than a lifer, but this is also the first time I saw the number below¡ªpull rate, which is... 112/124? So she really is capable of magic, but... to what extent?
Also, there¡¯s much less information than it should be. Something to do with the restriction..... perhaps? I¡¯ll have to ask Thalvos about that. Another thing to note is the data below ¡°subnex¡±. I¡¯ve never seen those before. Mana affinity and pool? There¡¯s also a threat category. Some of the data seems repetitive.... I wonder why?
¡¸I know bluffs when I see one..... Too bad, little homid. ¡¹
Bluffs, you say?
I¡¯m in luck.
I know....that¡¯s odd to say in this situation, but I think they¡¯re not fond of fire, judging from their reactions. There¡¯s also a data here that implies it as well.
Going along with it, I summon firebulbs around me. One. Two. Three. Four. I summoned beyond what I can count with my fingers.
¡¸ Fire! ¡¹
¡¸ Fire! ¡¹
¡¸ No...! ¡¹
¡¸ Hate... fire...! ¡¹
¡¸ Get away! ¡¹
¡¸ Grrr! ¡¹
¡¸ Kyaha...! ¡¹
That¡¯s right. Fear the firebulbs for they are your demise!
¡¸Puny tricks. ¡¹
Tricks? I wouldn¡¯t be so sure about that.
¡¸Give me a reason..... to not just get this over with. ¡¹
There¡¯s a lot of reasons, want me to list them all?
Keep talking. Buy time for me to think my way out of this.
¡¸Homid¡¯s words are excessive..... One chance..... One chance for homid to speak. Fail.... and I shall feed you to my children. ¡¹
¡¸ Yess...! ¡¹
¡¸ Tell her! ¡¹
¡¸ Feed me! ¡¹
¡¸ Good luck, homid! ¡¹
¡¸ Eat...! ¡¹
Ah, well... that¡¯s it, I guess...
¡¸You will talk..... Amuse me, homid. Do not disappoint. ¡¹
....I¡¯m not someone you¡¯d want to make an enemy of...
Be brave. It¡¯s okay to be afraid, as long as you don¡¯t act cowardly. Be brave.
I put down my hood as I strut closer to the looming shadow in front of me, using every mental strength I have to hide any quiver and to mask any resemblance of fear in my ¡°voice¡±.
...Do you not know who I am?
..............................
.....Uh-oh... I don¡¯t like this silence.
.¡¸.....Those eyes... you...? ¡¹
Oh?
¡¸Demon Lord...... you are spawn.... of Demon Lord! ¡¹
¡¸ Eh? ¡¹
¡¸ Eh? ¡¹
¡¸ Demon Lord. ¡¹
¡¸ Demon Lord. ¡¹
¡¸ Spawn. ¡¹
¡¸ Demon Lord. ¡¹
Ah...
I was going to go with something else, but this should work fine.
How nice of you to notice. Now can we talk?
¡¸.............. ¡¹
¡¸ .............. ¡¹
¡¸ .............. ¡¹
¡¸ .............. ¡¹
Err... hey?
¡¸ ....Eat. ¡¹
¡¸ Eat... ¡¹
¡¸ Demon Lord... ¡¹
¡¸ Eat... ¡¹
....What?
¡¸ EAT. ¡¹
¡¸ EAT. ¡¹
¡¸ ME. FEED ME. ¡¹
¡¸ EVOLVE. ¡¹
¡¸ GET STRONG. ¡¹
¡¸ Good luck, Homid! ¡¹
¡¸ EVOLVE. ¡¹
¡¸ EAT. ¡¹
¡¸ EAT. ¡¹
Uh... what have I done?
¡¸A delight has come.....You, homid, shall be the mulch that nurtures the swarm.... We will grow strong.... with your sacrifice. ¡¹
Crap, I should¡¯ve gone with ¡°Envoy of the Dark God¡±.
Nobody moves!
I shouted, flailing my arms with exaggerated movements as I let the fuel burn entirely, making my firebulbs burn brightly than ever.
The first one who makes a move, I will burn all eight of your legs.
¡¸ LIES. ¡¹
¡¸ LIES. ¡¹
¡¸ LIES. ¡¹
¡¸ GO. ¡¹
¡¸ GET HER. ¡¹
¡¸ EAT HER. ¡¹
Yeah? Come get me, then.
I start walking around in a circle, staring into as many eyes as I can while letting the flickering bulbs dance around me.
And should you come, I suggest you keep in mind... the first one who makes a move gets it.
¡¸ ...Lies. ¡¹
¡¸ More lies. ¡¹
¡¸ Go. ¡¹
¡¸ You go. ¡¹
¡¸ No, you. ¡¹
¡¸ Grr! ¡¹
¡¸ Coward. ¡¹
¡¸ You go. ¡¹
Yes, that¡¯s right. Let someone else try first. See if my words are lies.
¡¸I don¡¯t fancy having my children burned...., puny homid. ¡¹
Then don¡¯t tell them to eat me, four-eyes.
¡¸Why don¡¯t I just.... kill you right now? ¡¹
Why? Simple. See this little bright things? One of your kids try to have a go and I¡¯ll burn them, but ifyoumake a move, I¡¯ll turn this whole forest char, I swear it.
¡¸You think your lies works with me...? I¡¯ve lived too long.... to not know better. ¡¹
Exactly. You don¡¯t live that long by taking unecessary risks. Don¡¯t be stupid, do the smart thing. Don¡¯t wager your entire swarm just to eat one little homid.
Everything I¡¯ve seen until now; the unlikely retreat and the use of afflictions.... it all seemed like a commander who wants to minimize losses from their own army. It was all tactical. It may be far fetched, but I really think she wants to keep her swarm safe, and that¡¯s a bet I¡¯m willing to take.
¡¸............. ¡¹
...............
We stare each other down for some time, the atmosphere so intense that none of the spiders dares to interrupt.
¡¸.....Talk. ¡¹
Let us go. Let the homids go peacefully through the forest.
¡¸...This forest is haven for my children.... Haven from those... who wills harm upon us. ¡¹
So you kill everyone who passes through here? To scare everyone else off?
¡¸If even one happens to survive, they will know.... They will want to use the roads... and we shall be hunted. ¡¹
That won¡¯t happen. I give you my word.
¡¸Words of little homid..... What would we do should your words fail you? ¡¹
My nails digs into my palms as I take a deep breath before I answer,
...me. You can have me.
¡¸ ...Homid? ¡¹
¡¸ Yess... ¡¹
¡¸ We can eat homid? ¡¹
¡¸...You... will give yourself to us? ¡¹
Yes. If I break my words, you can eat me.
¡¸...No, we won¡¯t eat you.... I shall have you bear my brood, for those borne of Demon Lord¡¯s blood.... shall surmount all. ¡¹
Err... right, I¡¯ll be your whatever. Do we have a deal?
¡¸....I will dispell the eggs. You have two days..... leave our haven after the hosts awakens. Now, begone. ¡¹
....Eh? That¡¯s it? How will you know if I keep my word?
Suddenly, a searing pain strikes me, so intense that I almost fall on my knees. It begins on my shoulder, as if someone pierced a hundred needles filled with poison that burns through flesh.
I.... I know this feeling. It¡¯s the feeling of having someone else¡¯s mana infest your body!
Ugh... what...
¡¸...We are finished here. ¡¹
You... what are you¡ª
¡¸The words.... are sealed. For as long as you carry my mark, you also carry with you..... our pact. Should you fail, I will know..... and my swarm will come for you. ¡¹
As she said that, the pain gradually disappears, leaving only a lingering heat, just below my right shoulder. I grasp it, and find that the skin is hot to the touch even through the coat.
¡¸Begone, before my children¡¯s hunger gets the best of them. Begone, and know that I shall know. ¡¹
.....Eh?
I... did I do it?
With that question in my head, I turn and start walking away. As I approach the swarm, the sound of eight thousand legs fills the forest promptly as the sea of spiders parts to give me way. What a sight.
Stopping midway, I turn back to see Lyrfanas¡¯ eyes watching me briefly, flashing as if to say ¡°I¡¯ll be watching you¡±, before her shadow rises back beyond the trees and disappears from my sight.
..................
Hahh.... my heart isn¡¯t calming down. I don¡¯t think it will until I¡¯m away from this place...
Still... this doesn¡¯t feel right. I¡¯m missing something, am I....?
¡¸ Homid! Homid! ¡¹
Eh?
I turn back to see one of the ¡°little¡± ones hopping towards me, a few leaps at a time. These guys... they can probably jump over fortified walls, don¡¯t they? If they ever got out of this place, wouldn¡¯t it be bad?
¡¸ Homid! ¡¹
Y?Yeah.
Ah, looking closely, it¡¯s that first spider. You know, the red-brown one with big eyes.
¡¸ You did it! You convinced Mother! Homid did good! ¡¹
Eh? Well, erm... thanks?
¡¸ Homid has courage. Homid has mana, too. Homid will become great. ¡¹
...You¡¯re quite an articulate one, huh?
Compared to the others, at least.
¡¸ Artycuelaed...? Homid words, don¡¯t understand. ¡¹
....You speak well.
¡¸ I do! Hehe... Mother says I¡¯m special! Says I¡¯ve good mind. Says I¡¯ll be Mother someday. ¡¹
Right. Umm... was there something you need?
¡¸ Homid has name? ¡¹
Eh?
No, I don¡¯t... not yet, at least.
¡¸ Too bad. Mine is Cylvanas! Only few in swarm has name, you know! ¡¹
I see... but why¡¯re you telling me this?
¡¸ Swarm future. Brothers, sisters, endangered if swarm isolated. Need connections. Homid connections. Preferrably strong homids! Bad relations might endanger swarm in future. ¡¹
.......................
No, actually, I¡¯m not really stro¡ª
Whoops. I probably shouldn¡¯t tell her that.
¡¸ I put trust. Please keep friendship with Cylvanas and Mother! Brothers and sisters, too! Swarm needs connections. ¡¹
No, erm... well, your family just wanted to eat me.
....Alright. I¡¯ll keep my promise with your Mother, at the very least.
Because I¡¯ll be kidnapped and eaten inside out if I don¡¯t. Or be used as an incubator for demon spiders. I honestly don¡¯t know which one is worse.
¡¸ Cylvanas have trust in homid. I bid you bye! ¡¹
With that, she¡¯s out of sight within a single leap. What incredible jumping powers. Oh, it¡¯s evening now. I should probably get back...
Anyhow, that was.... surprising. So one of them actually reasons from a diplomatic standpoint, but it doesn¡¯t seem that the rest of thinks the same.
........Ah.
Did Lyrfanas has the same motive for the deal?
..............
....I¡¯ll think about that later.
--- --- ---
Right now, I am faced with another crisis. In front of me is the commander, his aged face staring down at me like a parent would a troublesome child.
¡°...Where have you been?¡±
Umm, saving your asses?
¡°Tch. Troublesome girl...¡±
The unicorn rep scoffs at me.
¡°You¡¯re lucky we found you when we did,¡±
the commander continued, ¡°don¡¯t wander on your own, or we might have to rope you down, for your own safety. Got it?¡±
I timidly nod at him.
¡°And you.¡±
¡°Y?Yes!¡±
Standing besides me, tomatoes answered nervously.
¡°You left a her in the middle of hostile territory, a mute girl who can¡¯t even call for help. What were you thinking?¡±
¡°I?I¡¯m sorry!¡±
¡°Don¡¯t leave her out of sight inanycase, no exceptions.¡±
¡°Yes! I¡¯m sorry, Orlev.¡±
Oy, what happened to privacy?
After being dismissed, tomatoes runs up to me, a terrible frown contorting his face and his lips opening and closing, as if wanting to say, or rather, shout some angry words at me.
¡°Oy, you....¡±
Hmm?
I put on my most charming smile and he freezes and ripened in red once again before pacing off with a snuffle, leaving nothing but those two words.
Oh, and... Lyrfanas seems to be keeping her word so far, because Latasha just woke up! Sluggish and light-headed, but very much awake. Farica hugs her when she did and Latasha couldn¡¯t do anything.
Seeing them like this, you wouldn¡¯t really believe they¡¯ve only been together for less than a week...
¡°H?Hey? What is it wuss?¡±
¡°Latasha, you idiot....¡±
I hear some sobbings, and Latasha pleads at me with her eyes. She must be really confused. Some of the girls have gathered as well with a relieved expression on their faces.
During this touching scene, Luise shows up as well. He lets out a sigh of relief and stays quiet as he pats her head.
¡°What are you doing, rake?!¡±
He ignores her and keeps rubbing her head as if to vent his emotions, stopping only after a punch to the face. The girls quietly giggles at the scene before us.
The other drifters woke up as well. I probed them again, but I can no longer sense any of the ¡°eggs¡±. So far so good.
--- --- ---
¡°Why can¡¯t we just keep moving like yesterday? And don¡¯t tell me more of those sixth-sense crap.¡±
¡°It¡¯s called instincts,SirLain. Survival mechanism formed through millenia of evolution, in case you don¡¯t know what it means.¡±
¡°And what have these... ¡°instincts¡± told you?¡±
¡°That we¡¯re heading into a trap.¡±
¡°Bullcrap.¡±
¡°No, the chief is right. There¡¯s too many risks if we move at night. I believe we just got lucky last time. We have a solid plan, and now we have the men to actually do it.¡±
¡°...You drifters have this... weird logic, you know? I as apropersoldier wouldn¡¯t understand.¡±
After he said that, Lain turns his back and briskly walks away.
¡°I guess it¡¯s decided, then?¡± Chief said to the commander.
It seems we¡¯ll be standing our ground instead of running this time. Hopefully it won¡¯t make a difference, but I¡¯ll to be ready too, just in case...
--- --- ---
Eventually, nightfall came. The girls cooperated with the plan too. I thought they would be reluctant to spend the night so close with their captors, but....
¡°Hey, isn¡¯t this the one, wuss?¡±
¡°Yes, I believe so.¡±
¡°Hey, old man. If I recall, you were saying about how you wanted to have a taste of my friend whitey here?¡±
Oh, that¡¯s.... the old pervert, isn¡¯t it.
The man in question shifts uncomfortably in his bounds under the all the hateful gazes.
¡°I thought you were sleeping then, Latasha.¡±
¡°I was, before you woke me u¡ª.¡±
¡°Heh, fucking slaves. If they didn¡¯t come that moment, you and your white friend would¡¯ve been chained to my bed, screaming my na¡ªOfgh!¡° (old slaver)
¡°Who said you could talk?¡±
¡°Oh my, that¡¯s a bad place to put your foot on, don¡¯t you think?¡±
¡°Why, don¡¯t you think he deserves it?¡±
¡°No, but.... you might get filth on yourself.¡±
¡°...You¡¯re right.¡±
Uh... they¡¯re having fun aren¡¯t they. Why isn¡¯t anyone stopping them? The drifters are turning a blind eye, and the girls are just snickering at the scene. There¡¯s a lot of grudge here, it seems.
¡°You wanted to have a taste of us. Well, why don¡¯twehave a taste of you first?¡±
¡°Mm? You have something on your mind, Latasha?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t know, maybe. What do you think, girls? Should we teach them a lesson about female superiority?¡±
The girls all cheer at that, and the slavers¡¯ faces goes blue.
Scary! A mob of girls might be scarier than a demon...
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That night, everyone stayed awake. We waited hours, guns ready and eyes sharp, sleepiness kept at bay by our sense of dangers. Every rustling of the leaves gave alarm, and it eventually became a long and suspenseful night. I don¡¯t really know whether to feel relieved or disappointed when morning finally came.
*sigh*
Lyrfanas is keeping her word.... and now it¡¯s my turn to keep my end of the bargain, but how would I go about that?
When the officers gathered in the morning, they all have baffled looks on their faces.
¡°...Now what?¡± The chief voiced what¡¯s in everyone¡¯s mind.
¡°Keep going, I suppose,¡± The commander replied.
¡°To tell you the truth, I was expecting something big to happen.¡±
¡°Heh, some instincts you have.¡± (Lain)
¡°Oy, you...¡±
¡°Now, now. We should be civil in front of the girls, shouldn¡¯t we?¡±
Luise interjected them with a playful smile.
¡°Let¡¯s get back on track. We should assume the worst, but if there¡¯s no more attacks, we should be out of the ring some time tomorrow, maybe tonight if we push it.¡± (Commander)
¡°.....I don¡¯t understand. First everyone woke up as suddenly as they were out cold, and now this? Did the demon let us go or something?¡± (Chief)
¡°Perhaps... no one knows how their mind works. What do you think, Sallis?¡±
¡°....I don¡¯t know. Not enough empirical records on demon behaviours.¡±
That¡¯s what he said, but why is he staring at me? Does he... know?
¡°How about you misses? What do you think?¡±
The commander asks, out of courtesy to us as the girls¡¯ representatives. Or so I thought, but now that Latasha¡¯s finally here, she might have some insight.
¡°Eeh? Well, I don¡¯t know? Use the chance we¡¯re given, I guess?¡±
¡°....Certainly.¡±
Ah, well.... better than nothing, I guess....
Since there¡¯s nothing on the table but theories on demons, everyone is dismissed to prepare for the decidedly final trip. Before we go back, though, the commander calls out to us.
¡°Are you well now, Lady Ardent?¡±
¡°Fine, I guess. Also, could you refrain from calling me like that? I¡¯d rather not have everyone know.¡±
¡°Pardon me. I have a favor to ask of you and miss Farica.¡±
¡°Favor?¡±
¡°I?I¡¯ll do my best.¡± (Farica)
Eh? How about me?
¡°Actually, your magus friend went missing yesterday, and didn¡¯t turn up until hours later. I was hoping for you two to watch out for her.¡±
....Oh.
¡°Eh?!¡±
Farica exclaimed as she turns towards me. Latasha just stayed silent, but.... hey, why are you looking at me like tha¡ª
*POW*
OW! The hell?!
After hitting me in the head, she just stares me down like the commander did yesterday. They must be secretly related!
Now, how do I get out of this....
*POW*
OUCH!
¡°What are you even smirking about? Clearly you¡¯re not reflecting.¡±
Eeh... it worked on tomatoes, though. Ah, maybe Farica will help me.
......Nope. She just looked away from me, probably scared of Latasha. Are you really a wuss?
¡°Hey, are you even listening to me? Don¡¯t ever do that again, you hear me?¡±
Says the one who¡¯s been sleeping the entire time.
¡°Oy.¡±
..... *nods*
¡°Actually, I don¡¯t think you get it, so me and wuss will be watching you now.¡±
.....*nods*
I was told to watchyou, though.
I signal the commander with my eyes and fortunately, he understands as he tells the girls to go back while we ¡°discuss more of the plans.¡±
¡°Okay, I figured you want to talk, but how would you do that?¡±
Haha... I don¡¯t know, either.
While I fidget as I storm my brain, I notice Sallis still there at the side, staring at me with curious eyes.
¡°Is something wrong, Sallis?¡± (Commander)
Rather than answering the commander, he walks towards me and voices out a question directed to me instead.
¡°...Have you anything to do with?¡±
...So he really is suspicious of me.
I can¡¯t let this chance go, so I nod. It only took the commander a few seconds to register the topic.
¡°You mean... aboutthis?¡± (Commander)
Again, I nod.
¡°Don¡¯t tell me yesterday, when you...?¡±
Uh-huh. *nods*
¡°....What did you do?¡±
To Sallis¡¯ question, I raise my hands and make a link with my little fingers, doing a pinky swear with my own hands. Hopefully they¡¯ll understand.
¡°...A deal?¡± (Sallis)
Oh, so quick!*nods*
¡°Deal? What deal?¡± (Commander)
¡°I believe she¡¯s saying that she made a deal with the demon.¡±
¡°.................¡±
¡°Demons have been proven sentient to a certain degree. An exchange may be possible, hypothetically.¡±
¡°..................¡±
¡°It may sound outlandish.... more so to you, who had actually fought with a demon before...¡±
A few seconds passes before the commander¡¯s face is defrosted.
¡°.....Miss, is it true? You met with the demon?¡±
Yeah! *nods*
...Eh? What¡¯s with that frown?
¡°Little miss...¡±
The commander spoke to me as he puts his hands on my shoulders with a.... difficult expression on his face.
I... I did the right thing.... I think?
¡°Never speak of this. Not to anyone, you hear me?¡±
His voice was hushed and urgent. I look at Sallis behind him, and see him nodding in agreement.
I quietly reply with a nod as I stare back into the commander¡¯s dark eyes, making sure he knows that I get his point. Making deals with a demondoeshave a bad ring to it...
¡°....So, about the deal... It has something to do with us going out safely, I take?¡±
*nods*
¡°Then, is there something we should know, like our part of the bargain?¡±
................
¡°....In short, ¡®keep the demon matter a secret¡¯?¡± (Sallis)
¡°Is that correct?¡± (Commander)
*nods*
Phew... well, that took some time. Naturally, it¡¯d be hard to explain what the deal was with just pseudo-sign language.
¡°It doesn¡¯t add up. What¡¯s the collateral?¡±
Ah, well...
To answer that, I point at myself.
¡°....What?¡± (Sallis)
¡°....I.... understand. I¡¯ll see what I can do.¡±
The commander¡¯s face became even more furrowed.
I¡¯m sorry... I wish I¡¯d thought of a better deal, but I do hope you¡¯re taking my well-being into consideration.
After that, someone called out to tell us it¡¯s time to depart. Before the commander is about to go, he makes a final look at me with troubled eyes, so I just smile at him in response.
The convoy departs, and thinking that the demon will uphold the deal, the commander assumes that there will be no more attacks. I think that¡¯ll be the case too, but... I still don¡¯t know Lyrfanas¡¯ motives on making that pact.
I mean, Imayhave used threats, and..... offered her my body, I guess? Was that really all it took? She wasn¡¯t exactly affable either, unlike to what Cylvanas implied.
There¡¯s the thing with the Demon Lord, too.... there¡¯s just too much that I don¡¯t know.
(The words.... are sealed. For as long as you carry my mark, you also carry with you..... our pact. Should you fail, I will know..... and my swarm will come for you.)
I slide my hand beneath my shirt to the part of my arm below the shoulder.
The pain is no longer there, but there¡¯s something to the touch. Some kind of.... engraving, like the skin itself was twisted and deformed to form the mark....
(Never speak of this. Not to anyone, you hear me?)
..............................
*sigh*
I... may have outdone myself this time.
Chapter 13 : The Wolf
Chapter 13
The Wolf
Stop.
Stop.
Stop.
That was all I could think of then.
I tried to fight... I really did. I clawed, I bit, I ran, but they always got to me. Then it repeats. I wasn¡¯t sure if they purposely let me get away, but at some point, I no longer had the strength to play their game.
Maybe they¡¯ll get bored of me, was what I thought.
Maybe Jead will finally stop laughing and let me go.
....That didn¡¯t happen, but something else did.
I was delirious, but I remember hearing a voice. A woman¡¯s voice. The scouts had returned, thus the shouting, and then the fight. Someone got killed, his spine crushed by the giant¡¯s bare grip, and another got stabbed to death. Nile... she was the only one left.
I wanted to help, but how?
What could I do, when the most I could manage was lift a finger...?
I lost consciousness at some point, and when I woke up, the ground was dyed in red, as was my body.
It hurt to move, and it hurt to breathe. Even so, I stood up. My legs were shaky and my balance off.
Then I spotted her not far away. Unlike Hemmy whose belly was cracked open, or Oude whose limbs were barely left, Nile¡¯s body was comparatively unscathed... other than the large bite mark on her throat and the blood pooling out of it.
I limped towards her, stepping on blood and other.... stuff... which made squishy sounds as I stepped over them. Every step of the way, my body screams at me to stop, but I had to do it. I knelt down beside her, gazing over her mesmerizing eyes... one last time.
I remember.....
I remember being in her arms, wetting my face with her tears. Even now I remember her tight grip on me, hugging me like she wouldn¡¯t ever let go, all the while whispering to me,
¡°It¡¯s alright... I¡¯m here...¡±
Her voice was husky and her arms were shaking. Still, she held me...
¡°It¡¯s okay... you¡¯re okay...¡±
I wanted to reply to her. I wanted to wipe the tears from her face... to let her know I was okay.
Then the fight started... her grief turned to anger, directed towards the people who caused my torment. She protected me... like a mother protecting her cub, she fought.
She was so brave. So strong, and so... beautiful.
And now... here she was, her lifeless eyes admiring a nonexistent sky, arms limp at her side as if she was asleep.
Closing her eyes with my hand, I leaned down and put my face near hers, taking one last look before kissing her forehead.
...Thank you.
That was the last of Nilantis... the flower who had the heart of a lion.
I looked over the scene of macabre once more. The ground was red, adorned with human entrails. Limbs... scattered over pools of blood.
...Did you do this?
I spoke to the presence behind me.
¡¸ ....Yes. ¡¹
I turned around and faced him.
Blood was seeping out from his maw and his lustrous white fur now a sinister red. No doubt, he was the culprit to this massacre.
...Why?
¡¸ ........... ¡¹
Staying silent, he only turned his head towards something. I followed his gaze, and there I saw, lying on the ground....
His face was mangled and his clothes torn, but I will always recognize those eyes.... the eyes that mocked me as I voicelessly scream... the eyes that were alive and staring back at me. He was breathing. Jead was still alive.
I slowly approached him, all the while keeping contact with his stare. I gazed down at him and saw... fear, in his eyes. Why?
Why are you scared now, after everything you did to me?
Even now, towards him, I.... what is this...? I¡¯m no longer afraid of him, instead what I¡¯m feeling is... anger. Not the anger that boils the blood, nor the rage that drives you mad. No, it was the anger that burned cold... one that would stay as long as I live.
I put my body down on top of him, straddling him as I leaned close to his face. He was barely breathing, barely alive...
I pushed my ear against his chest, feeling the weak thumping of his heart.
You did a lot, you know...
I trace my fingers up from his chest, up his neck and to his face. As I caress his cheek, I studied his eyes that quivered in fear. It was a strange feeling... because the last time I remembered, our positions were reversed.
How did it feel? Did it feel good? You seemed so.... ecstatic...
I kept throwing him questions that I know he¡¯ll never answer. It wasn¡¯t out of spite. Rather, I was truly curious on why he did all those things.
Does it feel good to hurt people? To abuse the weak from a position of power...?
I put my bloody thumbs on his eyes and started to push.
Hey... answer me...
His body started squirming beneath me, but I continued anyway. I continued even as his mouth made gurgled screams and his eyes started making squelching sounds.
You said it was a ¡°need¡±... does it torment you not to do those things?
¡°Pl...ea...se... s...to..p...¡±
Eh? Stop?
I... said the same thing back then. I screamed at him to stop, over and over... but he continued anyway, and it didn¡¯t even have anything to do with how I¡¯m mute...
¡°...Pl...e... *gurgle* ¡°
....I get it.
I put my hands away, put my forearm on his throat and placed my weight on it, blocking his airway. He jolted and squirmed, his arms shaking as he tried pointlessly to lift them.
It took a few minutes before he stopped writhing. At that point, I can no longer see his eyes, but feeling his heart again, I knew what happened to him.
I looked up at the black skies as I heaved. It was the first time I killed someone.
¡¸ ....Why? ¡¹
Huh?
I looked back at the wolf, tilting my head at his question.
¡¸ Thou kill¡¯dst him. Why? ¡¹
....If you knew what he did to me...
¡¸ I know... what that personage brought unto thee. Wherefore didst thou grant him mercy? ¡¹
I... didn¡¯t give him mercy...
¡¸ Thou of all knowest... ¡®twas mercy to give him a prompt end. ¡¹
Mercy.... I guessed it was a relatively quick death for him, unlike what he would¡¯ve done to me. However, I didn¡¯t think what I did was in line to ¡°mercy¡±.
¡¸ ...I kill¡¯d thy friend. Art thou not in ire? ¡¹
I looked at Nile¡¯s corpse as I thought about it.
The wolf killed her, yet I didn¡¯t feel an ounce of wrath. Instead, all my rage was directed to the now dead person. If anything, my only regret was that she didn¡¯t die earlier... before they did to her what they did to me.
....What¡¯s the point?
After searching for it, I found my dress a fair bit away. They had the decency to not rip it off of me, it seemed. It was the only clothing not completely drenched in blood, so I put it back on.
Then I turned at him again and spoke to him,
thanks... for saving me. Goodbye...
Leaving those words, I started walking away, only to collapse a few steps away. As I clawed the dirt in pain, the wolf went beside me and lowered his back.
...Go away.
¡¸ Thou needst avail. ¡¹
No, go away.
¡¸ Dost thou wishest to survive, little lass? An so, dismiss thy ego and bethink thyself. Dost thou wishest a rat¡¯s end, bawbling and bechev¡¯d? ¡¹
Why are you talking like that? Do you even hear yourself?
¡¸ ......... ¡¹
Fuck off. I asked you to go with us last time, and you clearly refused.
¡¸ ...Thou art angsty, and ¡®tis dangerous to prowl the maze in such fare. Where did the bird go? ¡¹
He¡¯s gone, alright? And I don¡¯t care that he¡¯s gone. What I do care is you... bothering me. Fuck... off....
Then I passed out again.
When I opened my eyes, I was on the wolf¡¯s back.
....Let me down.
¡¸ Let thyself down, canst thou not? ¡¹
................
I gave up when I realized I couldn¡¯t even lift an arm, much less stand up on my own legs.
As he traversed the maze with me on his back, he spoke to me,
¡¸ I shall go with thee until the bird is found. Until then, we will tarry together. It would be wise to acquaint each other, therefore. ¡¹
...........
¡¸ Dost thou hast a name? ¡¹
...Do you?
¡¸ ....Eretz, ¡¹
he replied,
¡¸ my name is Eretz. ¡¹
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I wake up to find Farica¡¯s worried face in front of me. Her hand is on my cheek, as if she was just caressing me.
¡°Sorry, I just.....¡±
Mm...?
¡°...Was it... another nightmare...?¡±
...It¡¯s another one of her looks. What is it, worry? pity?
Now that I think about it, I may have dreamt of something... rather than a nightmare, it¡¯s probably just a bad memory haunting me. Ah well, all¡¯s good now.
¡°I have nightmares too... ever since that night, when they attacked my home...¡±
Oh, umm....
Oh, crap. What should I say?
¡°Oy, wuss. Has she woken up yet?¡±
Latasha walks into the room, a smile plastered on her face as soon as she sees me.
¡°Come on, we¡¯re having breakfast!¡±
She runs up to me and grabs both of our arms, dragging both me and Farica out of the room.
Aren¡¯t you being too excited...
Then again, she was some kind of sheltered noble, so missing out on lunch for a couple of days must¡¯ve been hard.
Going outside the room and into the hallway, I properly watched the surroundings; the stone bricks, the erected towers built onto the walls... I hadn¡¯t a proper look last night, but this place does seem like a ¡°fort¡±. It may be small, with only one common hall and a dozen other rooms, but this place seems like it would hold out on a small-scale attack.The narrative has been taken without authorization; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident.
When we walk into the common hall, there¡¯s less people than I thought there would be. All the girls are there, though.
¡°Ehh... the commander is here?¡±
Following Latasha¡¯s stare, I notice the commander eating at one of the long tables. He notices my stare and our eyes meets briefly, before we both go our own businessses. I might be just me, but I feel like he¡¯s been avoiding me somehow...
¡°I still can¡¯t believe we¡¯re keeping that a secret...¡± (Latasha)
¡°But... it¡¯s better like that, right...?¡± (Farica)
¡°Honestly, I don¡¯t know. I don¡¯t usually deal with this stuff.¡±
They seem to be talking about the same thing I had in mind... that is, what the commander said yesterday, before we arrived at the fort. I believe his words were....
(In order to prevent panic and unnecessary aggression within the guild, military, or the local populace, I judge it better to keep the matter of the cergian demon between ourselves.)
No one knew, other than me and Sallis, that this was done in part of the deal. In other words, it was for my sake.
Some drifters disagreed at first, but after hearing the commander¡¯s sound reasoning, they all complied. Basically, once he used words like ¡°local safety¡±, ¡°retaliation¡±, and ¡°demonic aggression¡±, everything made sense. After he promised to personally report to the higher ups, no one had problems. Demons are, afterall, threats of national level and should be handled as such, which means reckless actions are thrown off the table.
That¡¯s the logic, at least. It would seem entirely logical to bring this up to people who knows what they¡¯re doing, so everyone bought it. However, I don¡¯t know if he would actually do that. If he did... he would essentially break the deal and I would be put at risk if an action is made against Lyrfanas.
..........
I think I¡¯ll put faith in the commander for now. If it happens that the deal is shoved to the grinder, then I¡¯ll just have to somehow avoid getting kidnapped by the spiders.
Ah, more importantly, the fort seems to have a decent stock in their pantry. On the tables, there¡¯s a huge pot of soup, filled with mostly potato and salted meat. Needless to say, the taste is euphoric. We¡¯ve passed the most crucial time, so everyone seems to be in a jolly mood.
Ah, come to think of it... I wonder where they put the prisoners?
¡°Oh, that reminds me... Hey, vintage! Where did you put the bad guys?¡±
¡°.....We sent most of them ahead to Tarnlake last night.¡±
¡°Ah, I guess it would be safer for us?¡±
¡°That¡¯s right.¡±
............
I¡¯m grateful with the timing, but... even the commander couldn¡¯t escape from her nicknames, huh. She really reminds me of a certain someone with that habit of hers....
¡°Wow... how could you talk to him like that?¡± (Farica)
¡°Huh? It¡¯s fine, isn¡¯t it?¡±
¡°But, don¡¯t you think he¡¯s a bit... scary?¡±
¡°Eh? Why?¡±
The commander is...?
He is a little stern, both his face and actions are. Ah, I see. For little girls like her, he¡¯s probably somewhat intimidating.
¡°....Farica?¡±
¡°Mm-hm?¡±
¡°Why aren¡¯t you eating your peas?¡±
¡°Umm...¡±
¡°They¡¯re good for you.¡±
¡°...I see.¡±
¡°Could it be that you don¡¯t like green peas?¡±
¡°..............¡±
¡°I can feed it to you if you want to.¡±
¡°N?No thanks...¡±
¡°I mean, I will feed it to you.¡±
¡°....No...¡±
Then, while Farica is being force-fed, Luise appears behind us. As our eyes meet, he winks at me flirtatiously. I just smile back at him, not knowing what to do.
¡°...What do you want, rake?¡±
Latasha asked as soon as she noticed him, her spoon still in Farica¡¯s mouth.
¡°I want to talk,¡±
he answered. His tone and expression turned serious, so it might be something important.
¡°Well, words away, then.¡±
She replied with that beguiling smile of hers.
¡°I mean in private, Tasha.¡±
¡°Hmm... don¡¯t worry about Farica. She¡¯s a good little girl who eats her peas, aren¡¯t you, Farica?¡±
¡°I wod sbik a worrb.¡± (Farica)
¡°See? And I guess I don¡¯t have to ask you, whitey.¡±
You¡¯re so rude.
Luise sighs on receiving her reply, then looks as though he¡¯s thinking about it for a moment.
¡°...If you say so,¡±
He replied.
¡°I say so.¡± (Latasha)
¡°...It¡¯s about why you¡¯re here.¡±
¡°Oh, that again.¡±
¡°Tasha, please. It¡¯s dangerous for you to be away from District Cardinal. Does Henley even know you¡¯re here?¡±
¡°Oh, shut up, rake. You¡¯re not the boss of me.¡±
¡°I¡¯m sure your friends are curious as well, right?¡±
¡° *gulp* I am!¡± (Farica)
¡°Wha... who told you to talk!¡± (Latasha)
¡°Oh, shut up, Latasha. You¡¯re not the boss of me.¡±
¡°Hey, you....¡±
Stopping her sentence midway, Latasha turns her head to look at me.
¡°Don¡¯t tell me, you too...¡±
Eh?
Not really, though. Whatever story you have is yours to tell, and I¡¯m not particularly curious. But... if I tell her I¡¯m not interested, somehow it feels inappropriate instead...
.... *nods*
¡°Is that so... *sigh* Alright then, I¡¯ll tell you, but only if you lay off me.¡±
¡°Sure.¡±
Luise replied with his trademark smile.
¡°...I was on my way to meet the Duke of Igwall.¡±
¡°....Eh?¡± (Farica)
Duggov Iguall..?
¡°....What?¡± (Luise)
At that instant, his eyes went wide.
¡°...Redrik Vane? You can¡¯t! He¡¯s a dangerous man, you know that!¡±
¡°Just because his father is a madman doesn¡¯t mean that he is, Luise.¡±
¡°You know that¡¯s not why I said that, Tasha.¡±
¡°Whatever! You promised not to spray my face about this, didn¡¯t you?¡±
¡°I¡¯m worried for you... as a friend. And why would you meet him, anyway?¡±
¡°.....None of your business.¡±
¡°Could it be... a betrothal?¡±
Then Latasha stands up and grabs me and Farica¡¯s arms.
¡°Come on, time to go.¡±
¡°Eh?¡± (Farica)
Eh?
¡°Tasha, pleas¡ª¡° (Luise)
¡°I have nothing more to say, rake. Let¡¯s go, Farica.¡±
¡°Ah, y?yes...¡±
Just like that, Latasha walks away while dragging us, for the second time this morning. I look behind and see Luise there with a dejected look on his face.
Hey, Latasha...
¡°Just ignore him, whitey.¡±
But.... the meat is?
¡°Let¡¯s go.¡±
............
¡°Is it okay to leave him like that?¡±
Farica asked once we¡¯re outside the room.
¡°It¡¯s alright. He won¡¯t mind.¡±
The meat....
¡°But to have someone like him worry for you... as expected of a lady from District Cardinal.¡± (Farica)
¡°Nah, really, it¡¯s just... wait, what do you mean by ¡®someone like him¡¯?¡±
¡°Oh, well... I overheard the guards making a fuss about it this morning. They called him ¡®Wolf of the Snow Forest.¡¯¡±
¡°Hah! He is a wolf, alright. And girls like you are the sheeps.¡±
¡°They said he¡¯s a prodigy drifter, youngest of his class and such.¡±
¡°Well, he might be a little good with a sword...¡±
¡°And there¡¯s also... you know...¡±
¡°...What?¡±
¡°Don¡¯t you think he¡¯s handsome?¡±
¡°Wha¡ª I told you, didn¡¯t I? Don¡¯t get tricked by his face, he¡¯s really a rake!¡±
¡°But...¡±
¡°Come on, Farica. Why¡¯re we talking about him when we can do stuff?¡±
¡°Umm... like what....¡±
Looking around, the girls are all chatting happily with either themselves or the elated guards. Basically, there¡¯s nothing to do but gossip around here.
¡°Like... a walk! Let¡¯s take a walk. My legs are so stiff after such a long time sitting on wagons.¡±
--- --- ---
¡°Okay, lights off, everyone! We¡¯ll depart in the early rays tomorrow!¡±
Following Kaelyn¡¯s lively instructions, the girls stops the chatter and goes to their makeshift beds. The room we¡¯re using is one of the larger rooms, probably reserved for important guests and such.
Following a weird unspoken rule, a special space is given to the three of us, and I certainly don¡¯t mind since it means more room, especially with how I sleep. Apparently I trash around in my sleep, and the two suffered for it.
¡°I?I don¡¯t mean it¡¯s annoying or anything... my point is, it can¡¯t be helped that you have nightmares...¡±
That¡¯s what Farica said after telling me about my demeanors. I glad that she doesn¡¯t mind, but the way she says it... she¡¯s not making me out as some kind of tragic heroine, is she?
She fell asleep almost immediately after that. Meanwhile, even if I try, I can¡¯t sleep. I don¡¯t know why... maybe it¡¯s because of how I woke up this morning. For a minute then, I thought I was back in Purgatory, and it made me... anxious. And now my instincts are back, keeping me awake because my body thinks I¡¯m in danger...
Latasha hasn¡¯t been back either since our walk, probably alone somewhere, staring at the moon.
*sigh* I might as well join her.
Now then, let¡¯s...
¡°Mmm...¡±
Oops. This position is... she¡¯s clutching me with all her might. How do I get up? Oh, right. I¡¯ll use the pillow. Carefully, and slowly replace myself with the pillow....
¡°...............¡±
There you go. Sleep tight, you cute little thing.
Going outside, the night breeze pricks my skin, especially around the face where it¡¯s not covered, so I put my hood on. I purposely avoid the patrolling guards because I don¡¯t want to have awkward ¡°converstations¡±, so I skulk around to find her.
After only a few minutes, I found her, sitting on the waist-high stone wall on the side of the hallway. Her figure is... enchanting, leaning with the pillar on her back, the moon shining on her lustrous hair. While she¡¯s not technically a ¡°princess¡±, the picture right now screams that she is.... as long as she doesn¡¯t open her mouth.
¡°Who?what the fuck, whitey! You surprised me, sneaking up on me like that!¡±
...Get my point? That picture is lost now.
¡°You should¡¯ve said something. Geez...¡±
Uh... well, sorry.
¡°Can¡¯t sleep?¡±
*nods*
¡°Why the hood? It¡¯s night, in case you haven¡¯t noticed.¡±
Well, it was cold, so?ah, hey!
¡°There you go.¡±
...............
¡°It¡¯s a shame that you need the hood at day. Such a waste of a pretty face.¡±
I could say the same to you. Your beauty is ruined by your mouth.
Suddenly, the atmosphere changes as she stares at me in the eyes, all serious. S?She couldn¡¯t possibly hear me.... could she? Crap, if she heard me...
¡°Listen, the thing I told you about this morning, I...¡±
Oh... What is it?
¡°...Nevermind.¡±
...What? Hey, now you¡¯re making me curious.
¡°...You see, all my life I¡¯ve been treated as some sort of princess. As the heir of House Ardent, I was given the best you could offer in the district, and trust me, that¡¯s a lot.¡±
Uh-huh?
I nod away at her talk.
¡°Everytime a stranger knows my identity, they¡¯d either want to marry me, kidnap me, or try to earn a favor from me. So know you know why I¡¯d want to hide my real self. I mean, a noble is fine, but once they know I¡¯m an Ardent... you saw how the drifters react, right? They get all protective of me, going on about how big of a deal it is if I get hurt. I¡¯m sure they talked to you about that.¡±
Uh... they did.
¡°You... don¡¯t see me like that, don¡¯t you whitey?¡±
Her tone is sincere, so I smile at her and nod as a reply.
¡°Thought so... there¡¯s something about you, whitey. Something that makes me feel like I can trust you... like you won¡¯t ever lie or something.¡±
Uh, no... I¡¯m actually a pretty good liar. There¡¯s this system on Purgatory¡¯s level two where I had to?
¡°You and the little wuss both didn¡¯t seem to change how you act with me after you knew who I am.¡±
Because I don¡¯t know who you are. I don¡¯t even know what an Ardent is.
¡°...Hey, let¡¯s take a walk, whitey.¡±
She said as she jumps off onto the ground.
Again?
She sure likes walks, huh.
Then we walk on the corridors as Latasha talks about how confined she was in District Cardinal, and how her ¡°butler¡± was way scarier than the commander.
¡°And then there¡¯s this one time when he... whitey? Is something wrong?¡±
Nothing, it¡¯s just...
For a while now, I¡¯ve been looking over my shoulder because I feel like we¡¯re being watched. My alarms keep going off, but there¡¯s no one there.
Then my fears are proven true as we approach a dark part of the corridor where there¡¯s no torches and the moonlight doesn¡¯t come through. I see someone there, sprawled on the ground. It¡¯s dark and you wouldn¡¯t normally be able to see where that person is, but I can see him.
I stop walking and carefully tread towards him.
¡°Whitey? what is... hey, there¡¯s someone here!¡±
You¡¯re stepping on him...
Then she kneels down and start shaking his shoulders.
¡°Hey, dude. You okay?¡±
...It¡¯s no use.
It¡¯s dark, but there¡¯s no mistaking it. That stain on his body came from the slit on his throat. It probably only took a few seconds. And also... I know that face.
Tomatoes...
Ah, I never did learn his name.
I grab Latasha¡¯s shoulders to get her attention. It¡¯s definitely recent, so the perpetrator might still be around somewhere.
¡°Whitey, what is it?¡±
There¡¯s no time to waste, so I immediately grab her hand and start running.
¡°Whitey, what the fu¡ªeh? On my hands... blood?¡±
Come on, we need to call someon?Ofgh!
¡°Whitey!¡±
Ow... what the hell...? Something flew into my face. A... fist?
¡°Now, now, girls... do me a favor and don¡¯t scream, alright?¡±
This voice, who... ah!
¡°Whitey! Let go of her!¡±
Hey, can¡¯t... breathe...
This arm on my throat is... it¡¯s skin is dark. It¡¯s the southerner!
¡°I happened to hear you girls talking, and frankly, you came at the perfect timing.¡± (southerner)
¡°What do you want?!¡± (Latasha)
¡°Can¡¯t you figure it out? I¡¯m trying to escape, little girl, and you will be my ticket out of here.¡±
Well, now... how do I get out of this situation? I can try electrocuting him... or not. Not while I¡¯m in his arms. Something, something...
¡°You care about this friend of yours? Don¡¯t worry, I¡¯ll let you trade places with her.¡±
¡°....No.¡±
...Thank god. She didn¡¯t panic and was able to think with a cool mind. It¡¯d be bad if someone of her position was to be kidnap?
Ugh...!
Suddenly, his grapple becomes tighter, strangling my throat even more.
¡°If you don¡¯t, she dies.¡±
¡°Wait, wait, wait! I get it, I¡¯ll be your hostage! Let her go!¡±
¡°Good girl...¡±
Ah, that¡¯s it. I¡¯ll make my move as soon as he releases me.
¡°You promise you¡¯ll release her?¡±
¡°I promise.¡±
¡°.............¡±
Then as Latasha walks near us, the man releases me. Now¡¯s my cha¡ªGah!
That guy, he... he kicked me!
¡°Whitey! You black assfuck, why¡¯d you.... mmphf!¡±
¡°She¡¯s a pyromancer, which means she might burn me when I turn my back at her. Now, if you¡¯ll be quiet for a while.¡±
Then he kicks me again while I¡¯m down on the ground.
Augh! Bastard...
¡°Mmphf!¡± (Latasha)
¡°I thought a kick would be enough, but you¡¯re a tough one, aren¡¯t you?¡±
Yeah? I¡¯ve had my times, and from my experience, people who hurt me don¡¯t end well!
Then, as I am about to retaliate, a voice comes from behind him.
¡°Such a way to treat ladies. You¡¯re a disgrace to us men.¡±
The attack came quickly, and the southerner barely dodged the slash. It¡¯s not stopping there. A barrage of slashes comes at him and under the pressure, he lets go of Latasha to face his new adversary.
¡°...You.... are the one they call the Wolf?¡±
I run to Latasha¡¯s side and as I help her stand, I observe the confrontation.
¡°That¡¯s what they call me. My name is Luise, and I won¡¯t forgive how you used violence against them,¡±
as he said so, he raised his arm and points his rapier at the opponent.
¡°Whitey, I¡¯ll call for help. You stay and help him!¡±
As Latasha runs, the southerner starts to catch her, but Luise goes and stands in his way.
¡°I won¡¯t let you hurt them.¡±
¡°...I don¡¯t care if you¡¯re called the wolf or whatever. Stand in my way, and you¡¯re going to Thalvos¡¯ side without ever knowing who killed you.¡±
¡°A dark skinned man with the Rattler¡¯s mark, travelling north with a group of slavers? I know exactly who you are.¡±
¡°Hoh... then you¡¯ve gut balls, boy.¡±
¡°The wolf is not afraid of the snake.¡±
I create a firebulb as they talk, then Luise put his arm in front of me. He looks at me and smiles as he says,
¡°I¡¯ll handle this, little miss.¡±
Eh?
¡°Sometimes men wants to show off in front of pretty girls,¡±
He continued as he winks at me. Seriously, what are you doing at a time like this?
¡°It¡¯s your choice, pup. Just don¡¯t come haunting me after they put you in your grave.¡±
From his boot, the southerner pulls out a shortsword and holds it with his left arm. Then the two starts circling each other, testing each other¡¯s footwork. I watch them, ready to intervene if things get bad while carefully keeping my distance.
¡°...Before that,¡±
Luise said,
¡°can I ask you something?¡±
¡°It¡¯ll be your last words.¡±
¡°...What happened to Ripley?¡±
¡°Who?¡±
¡°The man who was guarding your cell.¡±
¡°Oh, that little guy...¡±
He grinned, his eyes flashing before continuing,
¡°I might¡¯ve slit his throat or something.¡±
At that instant, Luise disappears from his spot and a slash comes down at the southerner. The latter manages to evade, but the attacks doesn¡¯t stop there.
¡°Ghh... not bad, brat!¡±
¡°You¡¯re one to talk, old man. This kind of fight isn¡¯t your forte, is it?¡±
¡°I was killing lords when you were suckling on your mother¡¯s hoots. Don¡¯t talk to me about fights.¡±
¡°Aye... killing them in their sleeps, right? I wouldn¡¯t call that a fight.¡±
They¡¯re both ferocious. Luise¡¯s rapier has longer reach, and he dances with it like he did in the Dread. He¡¯s fast, and yet, his opponent is faster.
Armed only with a shortsword, he manages to either dodge or parry every of Luise¡¯s attacks. His steps are quick and efficient, always moving to where Luise least expects he would. Even so, Luise still has the pace.
¡°Tch!¡±
As he¡¯s being pushed back against Luise¡¯s relentless attacks, he jumped over the wall into the courtyard. Luise promptly follows, not leaving a second break for his enemy, bringing his sword down as he jumps over.
There¡¯s a mistep when the enemy dodged the attack and seeing a chance, Luise thrusts in. Instead of evading, the southerner steps in, parrying the attack at the base of Luise¡¯s rapier, bouncing it away and leaving Luise open.
Luise!
I quickly make a firebulb, but at this pace...
¡°I got you now, boy!¡±
*click*
...............
¡°Who¡¯s got who, now?¡±
With a triumphant smile on his face, Luise points the flintlock at the southerner.
¡°...That¡¯s dirty, boy.¡±
¡°Is that something someone like you should say?¡±
After that, Latasha came back with the guards, and the escaped prisoner was put back into his cell.
¡°Shit... how did he escape?¡± (guard)
¡°I¡¯ve heard tales about him that said he escaped the Five-Walled Prison on his own.¡± (Luise)
Meanwhile, after briefing the guards about something, the commander heads over to me.
¡°...You again. Why is it that stuff always happen around you?¡±
Hey, never asked for it.
¡°And... Luise. You did a good job.¡±
¡°...He offed Ripley.¡±
¡°I know... but you prevented our first lead on their guild in years from getting away.¡±
¡°...You think he¡¯ll talk?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t know, but I know for sure that he knows a lot. Finally we got the snake by its tail.¡±
¡°Snakes bite if you got them by their tail.¡±
¡°Hah! Always a smartass,¡±
The commander remarked as he walks away.
¡°....That a new sword, rake?¡±
¡°Ah, yeah. My old sword got split in half by a treewalker. Maybe I should get one like yours instead. Then again, something that big will slow me down. Anyway... ¡°
Luise flexes his arm as he continued,
¡°it¡¯s getting late. You should get some sleep, both of you.¡±
¡°Yes, yes....¡±
¡°Oh, and Tasha... about what I said this morning...¡±
¡°I know, rake. I¡¯ll keep it on mind.¡±
Facing me, Luise leaves me another wink.
¡°...Goodnight, miladies.¡±
Then he turns and starts walking away.
¡°...What the hell was that, whitey?¡±
Umm... I don¡¯t know.
His figure walking away is graceful, his steps light and firm, showing that he¡¯s a trained fighter. His golden hair turns pale under the light of the moon, adding to his handsome charm. I could see also from the fight earlier... that he¡¯s not an ordinary man.
The Wolf, huh...
Somehow... I have a feeling that he has big part to play in the future. A part in my plan to rescue them.
Well, we¡¯ll see, I suppose...
Chapter 14 : Tarnlake
Chapter 14
Tarnlake
Duggov Iguall, the ruling lord of an apparent ¡°cardinal¡± house, with a vastly developed fief supplying its large military force. Even among the cardinals, the house had become a major powerhouse, where even the nobility of the country in which his duchy resides regards him in respect... or at least that¡¯s what I got from these two¡¯s converstations.
¡°And... you¡¯re going to marry him?¡±
Farica innocently asked the question, leaving Latasha confused, fiddling with her fingers as she answers,
¡°n?not exactly. It¡¯s not a thing yet, but it¡¯s a likely possibility. I¡¯m the only heir, afterall. Marriage would mean I¡¯d have to give up my rights to succeed, but then there¡¯s no one else to be the head.¡±
¡°Then the reason is... because you love him?¡±
¡°What?no, I¡¯ve never even met him.¡±
¡°Eh? But then... why?¡±
¡°It¡¯s complicated, wuss. A commoneer wouldn¡¯t understand.¡±
Speaking of that, Latasha is some kind of high noble from a place called ¡°District Cardinal¡±, isn¡¯t she. And then there are ¡°cardinal houses¡± that resides in it. From what I¡¯ve learned, that ¡°district¡± is not part of this country, then? Ugh... I don¡¯t quite understand.
While I¡¯m thinking, Latasha sighs as she stretches her arms out, looking at the sky with distant a distant look.
¡°...I need to get home,¡±
she continues,
¡°geez, we¡¯re supposed to depart early in the morning. What the heck were they thinking, drinking all night like that?¡±
¡°That¡¯s how they mourn, lassies.¡±
Suddenly, a deep growlish voice appeared from behind us.
¡°...Bruin. You scared me for a sec.¡±
The owner of the voice is Chief Aldwan, who is apparently a ¡°bruin¡± now. Latasha, you know you just insulted his entire race, right?
¡°Ah, Chief Aldwan! How are the drifters doing?¡±
¡°Sober enough for the trip home,¡±
the chief replied,
¡°I¡¯m sure they¡¯ll be happy to know that you asked, miss Farica. And also, I apologize for this delay on their behalf.¡±
¡°It¡¯s not just the delay, bruin. The accident last night could¡¯ve been avoided if they weren¡¯t busy partying,¡±
Latasha said, her hands on the hips in an attempt to look intimidating at the avlark who is nearly twice her size.
¡°If rake didn¡¯t show up, we would¡¯ve... wait, was he drunk, too?¡±
¡°Uh... not at that time?¡±
¡°I meant this morning, when he did that.¡±
Sweat forms between the chief¡¯s eyebrows as he thinks about how to answer.
¡°Not... not exactly. I mean, not wholly drun?¡±
¡°So he was! That bastard, to play with a girl¡¯s heart like that!¡±
¡°It¡¯s not like that. He was also saddened with our losses, and add to that, he also seemed heartbroken about somethi?¡±
¡°That¡¯s no excuse! A girl¡¯s heart is as fragile as a petal, you know! Next time I see him, I¡¯m gonna rip his... his... ¡±
As Latasha searches for an ending to that, the chief quietly slips away.
Umm... I don¡¯t really mind, you know.
¡°Latasha, calm down. She doesn¡¯t seem to mind...¡±
Then Latasha looks at me as if to confirm that, so I smile at her and nod.
¡°How would you know? She can¡¯t speak, you idiot.¡±
No, I really....
¡°But, she already did that to him.¡±
Farica replied, and finally Latasha calmed down.
It happened this morning, not long after we woke up.
When we were in the courtyard, some of the drifters came out from the common hall and among them was Luise. His face was flushed and the drifters seemed to be pushing him on to do something. After a series of nervous paces, he finally approached us, or specifically, me.
Of course, we didn¡¯t know they were drunk at the time.
¡°Milady, If you¡¯d be so kind to grant me a private audience?¡±
Was what came out from his mouth.
¡°No way, rake. I¡¯m not going to leave her alone with you."
¡°...Very well.¡±
Then he held my hands, looking at me in his eyes as he said the next words;
¡°milady, first I laid my eyes on you in Falreas, asleep and defenseless, it was like my heart ceased its beating. I¡¯d thought to myself how I¡¯d found one of the fae.¡±
My eyes were locked to his, but I could tell from the gasps that people were watching.
¡°And then I saw you, back then. Your scars, your weaknesses... and yet, you stood strong against peril and even confronted the great evil by yourself, disregarding your own life. You are an enigma to me. A beautiful, enchanting enigma. I want to know more about you. I want to know all of you.¡±
Everything else were silent, not even the sound of breathing, in anticipation of his next words,
¡°After everything is taken care of, I shall meet you again. And when we do, will you be my bride?¡±
Then it erupted. The guys cheered, and the girls squealed. Maybe taking that as a cue, he abruptly pulled me in as if to embrace or kiss me. That was when I punched him.
It wasn¡¯t on purpose, I swear. It was instinct, kicking in when he suddenly pulled me closer. I didn¡¯t mean to, but the next thing I saw was him holding his nose, blood seeping out from between his fingers.
¡°Oh, she punched him.¡±
¡°She punched him.¡±
¡°Wow... as expected of Miss Whitey.¡±
¡°To fight off the wolf¡¯s advances like that, isn¡¯t this a first?¡±
Just as I thought about checking on him, he stared at me with a dangerous flash in his eyes.
¡°One day, I will have you, my white tigress.¡±
Anyway, that¡¯s what happened this morning. Remembering the whole thing, it just occured to me from what he said, that he knows about my deal with the demon. If the commander told him, the chief was probably told as well, seeing how the commander trusts him.
And then there¡¯s that. Falreas, was it? The place where I was found. If I go there, I might find some hint on how this world connects with the underworld. However, now isn¡¯t the time. Maybe some day.
Anyway, back to the present...
¡°Hold on, didn¡¯t he say something about whitey¡¯s scars?¡±
Oh.
¡°How did he know about that?¡±
¡°Well, that¡¯s...¡±
Farica continued with reservation,
¡°he kind of saw them. Back on the first day, when she bathed in the... river....¡±
She stopped talking when she notices Latasha¡¯s expression¡ªthe expression that tells a certain wolf¡¯s bad ending. Honestly, for a man whom she apparently hates, doesn¡¯t she care too much about his manners?
As the sun rises above our heads again, the convoy is ready to depart. With everyone gathered in the courtyard, the commander briefs us on the last part of our journey.
¡°Some of the guards will be escorting you back to Tarnlake along with the drifters. However, due to an errand, some of us including Luise and myself won¡¯t be coming with you there.¡±
As soon as the commander finished, disappointment is openly voiced among the girls. I suspect they wanted to spend more time with the handsome wolf... or not. They probably just want the continuation from this morning.
Romance, huh...
Frankly, Luise has more than a decent face. He¡¯s quick-witted and is said to be a prodigy in his field. There¡¯s no real reason to refuse, but I can¡¯t myself in things like that, not before I¡¯m done with everything.
¡°Miss magus,¡±
the commander called out to me after the briefing. A bit surprising, seeing how he¡¯d oddly avoided me during our short stay at the fort.
¡°...May I talk to you for a sec? I¡¯m sorry for my shameful behaviour, I meant no disrespect. The truth is, I needed some time to take in what really happened back there.¡±
After looking around, the commander lowers his face near mine and speaks in a slightly hushed voice.
¡°As the commander of this mission, the mishap back on the Dread is my responsibility, and for that I apologize for how I¡¯ve involved you in the gruesome fights. We thought we saved you at first, but in the end, you were the one that got us out of that situation. By my honor, I won¡¯t ever forget what you did for my men.¡±
There was earnestness in his eyes as he said that. As he turn to leave, he stopped as if he just remembered something.
¡°Oh, and remember. Don¡¯t tell anyone about that deal of yours. In fact, considering your appearance, I advise you to avoid the Church as best as you can.¡±
Eh?
Without further explanation, the commander walks away. As I watch his back, my eyes meets with Luise who then winks at me.
¡°Kyah! I saw that! You¡¯re sending signals to each other!¡±
Kaelyn¡¯s excited voice rings in my ears. She¡¯s been particularly loud since Luise¡¯s proposal. Apparently, she thinks that Luise is her ideal image of a prince.
¡°Ah, I¡¯m sorry, miss Whitey. The others are waiting for you at your wagon.¡±
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...The Church, was it. Why would he say that? Certainly, a deal with a demon would make me a demon¡¯s advocate, enemy of the church, stuff like that. But what was that about my appearance?
The spider said something about this. About a Demon Lord, I seem to recall. I wonder...
Does this have something to do with my past life as well?
¡°Oy, whitey! We¡¯re waiting on you!¡±
Coming...
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This time, the journey will only take a couple of days. Since we¡¯ve entered the more established roads, there¡¯s less chances of beasts attacking. In the first place, it¡¯s unlikely for beasts to attack a large convoy, so the stuff that happened back then was an exception.
I watch as the surroundings change from desolate tundras to roads lighted with lantern posts. Before long, we pass by signs of civilization; merchants, patrols, and even a small town in the distance.
Once we¡¯re nearing nightfall, the convoy stopped to spend the night by a riverside, the Grayborn River, I think the chief called it. He said we¡¯ll reach the city if we follow the river, so I guess that¡¯s what we¡¯re doing.
¡°Hey, bruin, so what¡¯s this ¡®errand¡¯ the commander was on about?¡±
¡°Well... to tell you the truth, they¡¯re forming a task force to complete the mission.¡±
¡°The mission? Isn¡¯t it to rescue the slaves?¡±
¡°That¡¯s part of it, honorable lass. The other part is to gain intel on a large network that¡¯s been taking ¡®resources¡¯ from this country. Luise told us that the slavers were supposed to meet a ¡®contact¡¯ from the slaver firm we¡¯re after at dawn, the day you were rescued, and that¡¯s when we were supposed to make our move.¡±
At dawn, huh. Isn¡¯t that when I... oh. Dang it, does that mean it¡¯s my fault again?
¡°The country? So it¡¯s a national thing, then. Oh, is that why the reps are...¡±
¡°Yup. This mission was requested by Lephander¡¯s Safety Council.¡±
¡°I see...¡±
¡°Oh, and by the way, I feel like I need to inform you. We¡¯ve had a shadow stalking us for some time now, I suspect since we¡¯ve left the fort. I tried to confront him, but he¡¯s a slick one.¡±
¡°You mean someone¡¯s following us? How¡¯d you even notice?¡±
¡°Hmph. Don¡¯t underestimate a battle-hardened avlark¡¯s sense of smell. Anyway, I thought that considering your position, someone might be after your life.¡±
¡°Nah, I think you can leave him alone. It¡¯s probably just one of my uncle¡¯s spotters,¡±
Latasha replied nonchalantly.
¡°Your uncle... you mean, the Imperial Spymaster?¡±
¡°Yeah. Wow, for a mere drifter, you sure know your stuff.¡±
¡°Haha, well, I wasn¡¯t always a drifter. I used to drink fancy drinks in fancy halls when I was young, no more than family obligation, I tell you. Met with the Spymaster a couple of times, in fact. Quite a man he was, capable of silencing anyone with just a stare. It¡¯s hard to imagine having an uncle like that.¡±
¡°Eh? Was he really?¡±
¡°Yeah. We were all scared of him, kids and adults alike. One thing I remember is how he didn¡¯t treat me differently just because I wasn¡¯t human, very unlike most of Lephander¡¯s aristocrats. I guess that¡¯s what makes ¡®em cardinals different. Ah, sorry, I meant no rudeness.¡±
¡°It¡¯s alright, bruin.¡±
The night went on without much going on. Back on the wagons, I notice Farica holding some kind of slate in her arms along with other stuff.
¡°What¡¯cha got there, wuss?¡±
Latasha asked her.
¡°I, umm...¡±
Farica shows us what she brought; a black slate, a chalk, and a piece of wood with some kind of cloth wrapped on one side.
¡°I asked the guys at the fort for this, for her to write with,¡±
she said while motioning at me.
¡°Oh, that¡¯s great, wuss! Now we can finally communicate.¡±
Oh... so it¡¯s a writing slate.
Taking the slate, I notice them both looking at me with anticipation. What am I even supposed to write?
¡°Umm... let¡¯s start with her name,¡±
Farica suggested.
¡°Great idea. What¡¯s your name, whitey?¡±
Uh...
Crap. What do I say?
¡°Whitey? What¡¯s wrong?¡±
I stare at the blank slate as I rack my brain on whether to make a name up or tell them. If I tell them that I don¡¯t have a name, they will surely pity me and I don¡¯t want that. Alright, then. I¡¯ll make up a name.
¡°Oh... could it be that you don¡¯t have a name?¡±
N?No, it¡¯s not like that!
I shake my head at her.
¡°Then... perhaps you don¡¯t know how to write?¡±
It¡¯s not that either.
To proof it, let¡¯s write something.
................
...Huh?
¡°She wrote something.¡± (Farica)
¡° Yeah, it¡¯s one letter. ¡®I¡¯ what, whitey?¡± (Latasha)
Hold on, how do I...
I know what I want to write, but somehow I... can¡¯t think of the next word.
¡°Whitey, you...¡±
No, I can. I know how to write.
¡°... ¡®I can... chalk?¡¯ ¡± (Latasha)
¡°I think she meant ¡®I can write¡¯.¡± (Farica)
......Why?
¡°Whitey...¡±
No, don¡¯t look at me like that...
¡°Hold on, I brought something with me.¡±
Latasha takes out something from inside her coat. A book?
¡°I snatched this from the fort. They had this little study that their sage owned, you see.¡±
¡°Eh? Is that okay? Aren¡¯t books expensive?¡±
¡°It¡¯s fine. They¡¯re a lot cheaper now that they¡¯re printed by machines.¡±
She opens the book and shows us the first page.
¡°....It looks handwritten, Latasha.¡±
¡°.....I?It¡¯s fine, because I¡¯m a noble! Anyway, can you read, whitey?¡±
Of course I can! .....I think.
....
..........
¡°Well?¡±
It¡¯s not that I can¡¯t, but...
I can read the words and I know their meanings, but... once they become a sentence, I just can¡¯t make sense of them. I have to read the sentence a few times, word by word, before I get the meaning.
What the hell is wrong with me?
¡°I think she¡¯s having trouble.¡± (Latasha)
¡°Umm, it¡¯s okay! I can¡¯t read well myself. We¡¯ll learn together!¡±
Farica said as she holds my hands, her eyes shining sincerely at me.
¡°I¡¯ve never heard of a magus who can¡¯t read and write. Did you learn just by practice? Anyway, since it¡¯s come down to this, I guess I¡¯ll have to teach you both.¡±
Latasha said to us.
¡°You¡¯d do that?¡±
¡°Sure.¡±
¡°Latasha, thank you!¡±
....I want to cry...
In the end, they¡¯re convinced that I¡¯m illiterate...
Hahh... this sure makes things a lot tougher. I can read to some extent, and if I practice, I think I can get better at it. It might be the same for writing, but how long would it take before I can effectively communicate with another? How long before I can start searching for what I need to know?
I don¡¯t know what to do...
..........
Maybe I can ask him? I really don¡¯t want to, but I don¡¯t really have a choice right now. I think I know how . Should I?
...Nexus, establish link with...
What was it again? Oh, right.
earlessLoud.
< Error: Invalid ID >
Huh? Did I say it wrong?
.....
..........
...errlessLord! Establish link with errlessLord.
< Outgoing transmission; ID, erlessLord. Establishing bipartite link... >
< Link established. >
< ....You. >
His cold voice sounded through the nexus. Frankly, it wasn¡¯t a voice I want to hear, ever.
It¡¯s me.
< What do you want? >
....How do I say this?
< I¡¯m hanging up. >
Wait, wait! It¡¯s just that... I just found out that I¡¯m illiterate, and... you know, it might hinder whatever it is you wanted me to d?
< How much? >
Eh?
< How illiterate are you? >
Umm... I can¡¯t write full sentences, and I can barely read. Even though I can listen perfectly well...
< You sure about that? >
Eh?
< Nevermind. It¡¯s probably an error on your body construct when you were brought back. It may be connected to how you¡¯re mute. Just use the nexus, seeing you can read it just fine. >
The nexus...? How?
< Figure it out. >
Ugh, this guy...
< If there¡¯s nothing else, I¡¯ve got paperwork to do. >
Wait, there¡¯s actually one thing... >
That¡¯s right. There¡¯s that thing.
< Be quick. >
Tell me about the Demon Lord and the Church. Someone implied a connection between me and the first, then another warned me against the latter. And... does it have anything to do with my past life?
< ........... >
Hello?
< Did I.... not brief you on this? >
You never told me anything at all.
< I probably forgot. >
What the heck? This is my survival we¡¯re talking about here.
< Anyway, I¡¯ll make it short. No, it¡¯s got nothing to do with your past life. The church you speak of is the Church of Athyra, a major religion with over sixty-percent the empire¡¯s population following it. Only a few select knows, but there¡¯s a surreptious order within the church, dedicated to prevent the return of the Demon Lord. One of the things they do is hunt down faeans like you. >
You mean... genocide?
< I guess that¡¯s one way to put it. They specifically target faeans with significant pull rates, so the death toll isn¡¯t all that high. It¡¯s kept secret of course, which is why I¡¯m wondering how anyone even warned you about it. >
But... why? What¡¯s the reason?
< The Demon Lord was an albino. One with an extreme amount of magic. They believe that his reincarnation would be in a similar body. >
Just for that...
To think such a thing is happening is... Now I¡¯m confused whether to make connections or to just lay low.
Oh, and one more thing. Why can¡¯t I ¡°identify¡± myself?
< You said one thing. >
...Cheapskate.
< Don¡¯t forget about our deal. Do your part, and I¡¯ll release your friends. >
Well, about that... seeing the circumstance, it might take awhile.
< Of course. You need a life too. Just remember that the longer you wait, the more they spend their time down here. >
< Connection terminated. >
...Right, then. I basically have all the time I need. That¡¯s important, because I¡¯m not just gonna break them out. He probably forgot, but among other things, I¡¯m a liar too. I¡¯m not just going to keep my part of the deal.
I¡¯m going to destroy that place. It doesn¡¯t matter how long or how hard it takes.
I¡¯m sorry, guys. You¡¯ll have to wait for me a little longer.
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The rest of the trip, Latasha made us read the book she has with her. With all that practising, my reading is... not improving. This might be harder than I thought.
Anyway, ever since this morning, we¡¯d passed by more and more people going on both directions, noticable from the increasing sounds around us. Our caravan is particularly large and conspicuous, with five wagons and armored escorts. A few passerbies tried to sneak a peek inside the wagons, but were stopped, only getting a glimpse of the girls inside.
¡°Look, lassies. We¡¯ve arrived.¡±
The chief is on his horse, his voice coming from beside our wagon as he remarked.
¡°Yeah, I can see that, bruin.¡±
¡°Haha, of course you can. Welcome to the walled city of Tarnlake, pride of the north, and center of drifter operations within the boreals.¡±
I take a peek with Latasha to see outside. In front of us is a looming wall of around ten strides high, with several towers potruding as guard posts. Guards are visible stationing on the walls and around the closed gate in front of us. I can see a line in front of us, slowly going past an opening beside the gate where people are examined on entry. As soon as they see the chief, though, we¡¯re brisked past the queue.
One of the guards walks beside the chief as he issues instructions to the guards above the wall to open the gate.
¡°Chief Aldwan, great to have you back. The commander?¡±
¡°Still away on the mission, but we have the rescuees here.¡±
¡°Really? That¡¯s great.¡±
¡°Hey, hey, don¡¯t try to look inside. You¡¯ll creep them out.¡±
¡°Ah, my bad.¡±
We ride in as the gate opens, closing back once the caravan closes.
¡°The security is tight. Is it because of the raidings, I wonder?¡±
Latasha said.
As the convoy goes on into the city, we¡¯re hit by various sounds. The sounds of chatters and the clopping of horses on the road around us, and there¡¯s also clanging metal I suspect coming from a blacksmith or construction. One time there¡¯s a strong appetizing smell that makes us drool. A bakery, perhaps.
I peek again to see the town outside, and the view is... something I''ve never seen before.
People walking in groups on the sidewalks and carriages, some human, some not. Avlark, luphaen, human... all walking side-by-side without a single care of species. Then there''s the carriages, so many carriages with horses dragging them. There''s also baggage wagons that I see being dragged by scurries instead of horses. I look at the buildings, mostly around two to three stories high. I see smokes coming out from the chimneys, a given for a nothern city like this, I suppose.
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It''s been about an hour, the duration in which I was immersed in watching all the new things. I didn''t even realize Farica there beside me, her mouth open as she did the same. Did I have the same expression?
Whoa!
"Kyah!"
Both me and Farica nearly fell when the wagon stopped.
"Haha, morons,"
Latasha snickered at us.
¡°About time, my arse is getting achy,"
She remarked as walk past us and hops off the wagon.
Farica promptly follows, and then the girls one by one.Putting on the hood, I jump outside following the others, ignoring the guy that was holding his hand out for me. Sorry, didn¡¯t see you, buddy. It''s hard to see with this hood on.
The building we¡¯ve stopped in front of is a grand, large formal-looking building with white walls and more windows than I care to count. The area in front of the entrance is shaded, with pillars supporting the terrace above. Hanging from the terrace is several banners with a symbol, the same one as the one sculpted above the entrance¡ªa dove with a circular marking behind it, filled with intertwining lines.
...Huh. It seems that my impression of the drifters is wrong, huh. I thought they¡¯re some kind of militia vigilantes that help people out, but they seem to be much more established than that.
¡°Here we are,¡±
the chief said to us.
¡°The drifter¡¯s guild.¡±
Chapter 15 : The Guild
Chapter 15
The Guild
Perhaps awestruck or nervous, the girls quietly follows the chief into the entrance with stiff steps. Entering the building, the inside seems built to be as marvelous as the outside, with large adjoining staircases and chandeliers hanging low from the high ceiling. Balconies connected with the terrace outside are built overlooking the foyer. There¡¯s some tables here and there on the sides, and then there¡¯s some kind of reception desks, circling the large pillar at the center of the room.
It would¡¯ve been an amazing view, but it¡¯s just too hectic for anyone to be engaged with the architecture. There are lines on the reception, and people are bustling about without even batting their eyelids at us. Well, at first, anyway.
Nearing the reception desk, people start noticing us, and then, all of a sudden, someone from the balcony clapped their hands. Then more joined, one by one, until the entire hall explodes in applaud.
¡°They¡¯re back!¡±
¡°Those girls... were all of them kidnapped?¡±
¡°I count thirteen.¡±
¡°Huzzah, chief!¡±
¡°To the heroes, for rescuing our kidnapped damsels. Cheers!¡±
¡°Cheers!¡± (everyone in the room)
Then they thump their drinks on their tables before taking a big gulp, ones that doesn¡¯t have drinks does it with imaginary ones.
The girls all stop dead in their tracks at the abruptness of it all.Then the chief turns back and smiles at the stunned girls.
¡°Everyone made their best efforts to rescue you,¡±
He said.
¡°The rescue was the most vital part, but it wasn¡¯t the only mission. The guild had their hands full trying to track the slavers for a about a month now, in fact. The offices had overtimes, and the drifters slaved on missions. We even got complains from our contractors because we had to ditch some important requests.¡±
I¡¯m not sure if the girls are even listening, chief. Just look at their faces.
¡°Wow, they¡¯re beauties! I can see why people would want to kidnap them.¡±
¡°Hey, don¡¯t joke about that.¡±
¡°What¡¯s with hooded one? I can¡¯t see her face.¡±
¡°Hey, whitey. Why don¡¯t you take your hood off and see how they¡¯d react?¡±
Umm... no. *shakes head.*
As I thought, It¡¯s best not to stand out. I don¡¯t know how large this church¡¯s influence is, and the last thing I want is for some zealot to sneak in my room in the middle the night to slit my throat. I¡¯ve already got mommy longlegs to worry about.
...Then again, I¡¯m already standing out in a way.
After a few words on the reception, some people came and offers to guide the girls away.
¡°You go on ahead, lassies. We¡¯ll meet again on dinner.¡±
Leaving the chief and the drifters, we follow the people with office-looking clothes. I can see that we¡¯re being led up the staircase. At this point, the huzzahs have died down quite a bit.
¡°Umm...¡±
Behind me, Kaelyn stands still at the bottom of the staircase, gripping her own palms as if deciding on something. Then she suddenly turns towards the hall and opens her mouth.
¡°E?Everyone!¡±
she said with a clear and loud voice, attracting everyone¡¯s attention.
¡°Sank you for rescuing us!¡±
Then the aftershock came and the hall flares up once again.
¡°Anytime, pretty girl!¡±
¡°Huzzah.¡±
¡°Did she say sank?¡±
¡°Cute accent!¡±
¡°...Uu... *sob* ¡±
Kaelyn continues up the stairs with a beet-red face.
¡°Haha, that¡¯s what you get for doing pointless stuff, ruddy.¡±
¡°Latasha, leave her alone! I think it was amazing.¡±
¡°T?Thank you, miss Farica...¡±
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At the third floor, the party is split and led to four different rooms. Again, it somehow became a given for us three to stay together. Opening the door into the room, Latasha promptly runs inside and jumps onto the large bed.
¡°A bed!¡±
¡°Latasha, shoes!¡±
Looking at this, the man who guided us¡ªsmile-face chuckles.
¡°You can rest easy now. The bathroom is at the end of the hall if you want to take a wash. The bathing supplies is inside that cabinet beside the bed.¡±
¡°Yeah, got it.¡±
¡°Umm... Thank you, sir.¡±
¡°Then I¡¯ll leave you to it. There¡¯s still things to take care of that we need your help with, so we¡¯ll come get you in the evening.¡±
He leaves after saying that, closing the door behind him.
¡°Pfft, did you see that? He got a smile sculpted to his face!¡±
¡°Latasha, that¡¯s not nice, you know.¡±
¡°Well, it¡¯s kind of impressive, actually. Reminds me of the two-faced denizens of District Cardinal. Anyway, what should we do now?¡±
¡°He told us to rest, but... I don¡¯t think I can.¡±
¡°Now you¡¯ve said it. So what do you think of the city?¡±
Latasha asked as she taps on the bed, inviting us to lay beside her. Farica does so as she replied,
¡°I don¡¯t know... I¡¯ve never been to a walled city before. This building too, everything¡¯s so lordly and beyond me. Is it like this too in District Cardinal?¡±
¡°Hmm... more or less, I guess. I¡¯m used to seeing stuff like this, but I get where you¡¯re coming from. I thought the guild building would be something like a tavern or inn, you know. Turns out it¡¯s something that could be mistaken as a senate office.¡±
I thought that too, frankly. This probably means that the guild actually has some kind of political power in this country. That or they just have a lot of money.
¡°But the thing that surprised me the most is the people. In any city I¡¯ve ever been in, I¡¯ve never seen that many non-humans using the roads openly. Tarnlake seems more tolerant to racial difference,¡±
Latasha commented.
¡°Is that so...?¡±
¡°Anyway, I don¡¯t think I can sleep either. Let¡¯s continue our reading lessons.¡±
¡°Ah, yes ma¡¯am.¡±
¡°First thing¡¯s first, from what you¡¯ve read so far, describe what kind of book this is.¡±
¡°Umm... it¡¯s a... romance? I mean, a romantic fiction that depicts the love between a reluctant bandit and a daughter of a noble family.¡±
Eh?!
¡°I guess that describes it. Do you agree with her, whitey?¡±
I thought it was about a biography. A lifestory of a bandit¡¯s rise to nobility through the help of an unlikely friend. The noble was a girl all along? How did I miss that?
¡°Whitey?¡±
Ah, yes... *nods*
I¡¯ll have to read it again later. Damn it, why is it so hard for me?
¡°Continue reading where you left off. Take your time and really absorb the paragraphs. Don¡¯t even think about skimming, speed-reading is for after you¡¯ve mastered effective reading.¡±
¡°Okay.¡±
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..........
Even though Farica said she¡¯s not good at reading, I¡¯m the one who¡¯s been keeping the pages from being turned. By the time she¡¯s done reading a paragraph, I¡¯m still trying to understand the first sentence. She even acts like she¡¯s still reading, and knowing that just drops my head further.
¡°Latasha, we¡¯re done with the page... oh.¡±
Hmm?
¡°She¡¯s... sleeping.¡±
Sprawled out just like she was when still awake, the gentle sound of her breathing does tell me that she¡¯s asleep.
¡°Such a bad posture for a noble lady. Well, not as bad as yours, though. *giggle* ¡°
...Sorry.
¡°To be able to sleep like that... either she¡¯s very tired or she¡¯s just the type, don¡¯t you think?¡±
Uh-huh.
I don¡¯t know why, but we just watch her in silence after that. Then, suddenly, I feel a tug and my hood is off. I look at Farica, and for some reason, she¡¯s become flustered.
¡°Ah, I¡¯m sorry. I just thought... since it¡¯s only us in here, I... uh, sorry for being presumptuous, but it feels like you¡¯re wearing the hood not just because of the sun. Somehow, it feels like you don¡¯t want people to look at you? I?I¡¯m sorry if I¡¯m wrong...¡±
Nah, you basically got it.
I smile at her, telling her that I¡¯m okay with that.
¡°Also... I¡¯m sorry for yesterday. I just wanted some way to talk with you. At the very least, I wanted to know your name. I mean, somehow, calling you ¡®whitey¡¯ is just... wrong.¡±
I don¡¯t really mind, though.
Having a made-up name is much better than nothing at all. Oh, come to think of it, I still have to make up my own name. Ah, let¡¯s add ¡°Wythee¡± to the list of potential names, then.
At some point, both of us dozed along. The light from the window turns dimmer as day turns to evening. I was in-between dreams when a knock jolts me awake.
¡°Yes?¡±
Latasha replied to the knock as she abruptly springs up from her sleep, as if she was trained as such.
¡°Misses, I¡¯m sorry to disturb your rests. We¡¯re hoping we could ask you some necessary questions. It won¡¯t take long.¡±
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¡°It¡¯s okay. The door¡¯s open,¡±
Latasha replied as she shakes Farica¡¯s shoulder, waking her from her nap.
The door swings open, and beside smile-face is a kind-looking middle-aged woman. She has a warm and natural smile unlike the guy beside her.
¡°Thank you for your time. Now if you¡¯ll follow us.¡±
¡°Huh? Can¡¯t we just do it here?¡±
¡°I¡¯m sorry, but some of the matters might be sensitive for each individual. Thus, we think it¡¯s better for the questions to be asked privately.¡±
¡°...Oh, got it. If so...¡±
Latasha looks at both of us, then nodding to Farica whom nods back at her.
¡°Then I¡¯ll go with her,¡±
she continued as she puts her hand on my shoulder.
¡°As I said, it¡¯s better for this to be done in priv?¡±
¡°She¡¯s mute, and we know each other¡¯s stories, anyway.¡±
¡°Mute? I... I see.¡±
Aw, man. Can¡¯t we just do it on the bed? I¡¯m still so sleepy.
Going out of the room, we follow smile-face while Farica stays with the woman. Frankly, I¡¯d rather go with the woman. Take it from experience, he feels like he¡¯s wearing a cold mask. His face is trimmed and neat, his uniform is tidy, and his gestures are professional. Is he a drifter or a government worker?
¡°Here we are.¡±
The place is a little room, with a comfy-looking couch and a pair of armchairs across the table. Taking our seats, the man pulls out a notepad and a quill pen along with the ink bottle. There¡¯s already some things written down in a list on the parchment.
¡°Firstly, my name is Yanes and I¡¯m a clinical officer for this branch. For the questions, I¡¯ll?¡±
¡°Hold on,¡±
Latasha said, cutting off smile-face¡¯s words without reservation.
¡°Will what we say be considered confidential?¡±
¡°Yes... as long as it doesn¡¯t conflict with our duty to protect.¡±
¡°Right, then I¡¯ll be short. I¡¯m Latasha of House Ardent, cardinal house of District Cardinal. I¡¯m sure I don¡¯t have to explain. My reason here is my own and it¡¯s purely bad luck that I¡¯m involved in the incident. I¡¯ll be staying here before my escort arrive, which guessing to be... maybe a couple of days.¡±
¡°H?House... Ardent?¡±
¡°You can clarify that with bru? Chief Aldwan later. Is that enough?¡±
¡°But, the questions....¡±
¡°The questions are to decide on what to do with us, right? I told you everything you need to know.¡±
¡°I... I understand.¡±
His voice is audibly shaking and I can see the sides of his mouth twitching nervously. His mask crumbled from the mere mention of Latasha¡¯s family, it seems.
¡°Then let¡¯s continue with whitey here. You can look at your list now.¡±
¡°Y?Yes... then, the first question is... full name.¡±
¡°Just fill it in as ¡®whitey¡¯ for now.¡±
Hey!
¡°Actually, I was hoping she would write down her name here...¡±
¡°She can¡¯t. She¡¯s, err... she can¡¯t write.¡±
¡°....I see.¡±
Ugh...
¡°Depending on the results, we might have to print out status cards, so we should be able to get her name then. Is that okay?¡±
Status card? How would that help?
¡°Oh, that would work. Her name would show up on the card. What¡¯s the next question?¡±
¡°Alright, next is... basic information. Birth date, gender... most can be known through the card as well, I suppose.¡±
......
..........
In the end, most of the questions were unanswered and left to this ¡°status card¡± for some reason. Now the questions are switching from basic information to my background.
¡°Any family or relative we can contact?¡±
¡°....No,¡±
Latasha answered as she looks at me for confirmation.
¡°Acquaintances before the incident? Perhaps a friend or...¡±
¡°Err... no.¡±
For every answer, Latasha looks at me as she answers and everytime I nod at her. It¡¯s a bit sad how she always gets it right.
¡°Ok, this last one might be a bit difficult. At your own comfort, please describe your life before the incident.¡±
There it is. I¡¯ve seen it coming for awhile, and now I¡¯ve got the time to think about it. Latasha looks at me again in it¡¯s clear from her eyes that she doesn¡¯t know how to answer this time.
¡°She... she was, umm...¡±
I know what she¡¯s going to answer with, and I know how I¡¯m going to react. It¡¯s not exactly a good background, but look at me; a peculiar-looking person that can¡¯t read or write. Like that, it¡¯s as good as any.
¡°She¡¯s... she was a... battle slave...¡±
Her voice was small this time. As she looks at me, I can see her looking for confirmation from me, more so than before. So I nod. At that moment, I notice her expression changing slightly. There¡¯s sadness her eyes, as if she regrets suggesting that notion, or maybe because I confirmed its truth. Either way, I might as well go with it.
¡°Battle slave? With that kind of build?¡±
Smile-face looks at me up and down and somehow I feel insulted. Hey, I¡¯m stronger than I look, you know.
¡°It¡¯s not that. She can use magic. Powerful magic.¡±
¡°Magic? Pardon, but you said that she can¡¯t read.¡±
¡°I did. I guess that¡¯s just how talented she is. That¡¯s why you should have someone train her or something. You got that gloomy magus, right? ¡±
Yanes¡¯ expression visible blanks out for a second, before continuing with his words,
¡°I¡¯m sorry, but I find it hard to believe that an illiterate slave can become a magus. Also, Sallis is a contracted magus from the Zest-Flamel Society. This time, it was arranged by the Safety Council, but usually, such contracts aren¡¯t cheap.¡±
¡°Ask the chief. He¡¯s seen her magic. He¡¯d know that she¡¯s worth it.¡±
¡°Chief Aldwan isn¡¯t actually part of the branch. He has no say in the matter.¡±
¡°Oh, really? Then ask any of the drifters from the mission. Hell, ask Sallis himself! Or if it¡¯s credibility you want, just wait for the commander to come back and then ask him.¡±
¡°I... That¡¯s...¡±
¡°Geez, what¡¯s with you? Just test her magic. Honestly, I thought drifters are supposed to be friends of the people. Helping the people in need, to further the prosperity and livings of society. Those are part of the guild¡¯s social responsibility, is it not?¡±
¡°T?That¡¯s true...¡±
¡°Well, that¡¯s wonderful! This would make a great report for me to take back to the District.¡±
¡°...........¡±
Err... I guess everything worked out well in the end...
The people you know, huh.
And I happen to know Latasha of House Ardent. I suppose I¡¯m not off to that bad of a start afterall.
In the first place, there¡¯s no way for her to know anything she¡¯d answered with if I can¡¯t speak and write, but Yanes seems to be too nervous to note on that.
¡°The commisioner wants to speak. If you¡¯re feeling it, you can go to the dining hall on the first floor.¡±
¡°Yeah, got it.¡±
Now that we¡¯re done with the interview, we make our way back to our room.
¡°Did anything happen?¡±
Farica asked as soon as we walk in.
¡°Nothing in particular.¡±
¡°Oh, okay. It¡¯s just that it took some time.¡±
¡°Ah, well... it¡¯s not that easy to answer the questions for someone else.¡±
¡°Oh, I see, umm... about that...¡±
¡°I¡¯ll tell you later. For now, let¡¯s go have dinner while and hear what that commissioner has to say.¡±
¡°Okay.¡±
Eeh?
I wanted to sleep a bit more...
¡°Come on, whitey. I¡¯m famished,¡±
Latasha said as she pulls me away from the bed. Later, my love... later.
And so we make our way down. Once we arrive back at the foyer, there seems to be much less people. On the contrary, the dining hall seems filled with people. Rows of long tables with feasts and drinks on top of them. Candle chandeliers hang from the ceiling, unlike the electric ones back on the front hall. I can also see three large hearths at the sides of the room, each of them lit and gives off a feeling of warmth.
There¡¯s a large array of people here, ranging from muscly, burly men to thin, scrawny people wearing the same clothing smile-face did. Mixed among them are the girls I¡¯m familiar with.
¡°Ah, there! That¡¯s them!¡±
As soon as we walk in, I can hear Kaelyn¡¯s loud voice as the person herself points at us.
¡°Hey, it¡¯s not nice to point at people, ruddy.¡±
¡°Ah, s?sorry!¡±
¡°She was just telling us how you rescued the girls before the drifters came,¡±
a guy on her side said.
He¡¯s one of the big ones, making Kaelyn look miniscule beside him. From his muscles and scars, I say he¡¯s one of the field drifters. He seems younger than the chief, but old enough to have children of his own. Or maybe that¡¯s just because of his bald head.
¡°Oh, that. We wouldn¡¯t have made it without the drifters,¡±
Latasha replied.
¡°Lovely and humble. No wonder the girls have so much respect for you. Hahahah!¡±
He¡¯s... loud. In a different way than Kaelyn is.
¡°They call me Hork, by the way. Used to be the big one before Aldie came around. It¡¯s a pleasure to have you girls joining us,¡±
the man introduced himself.
¡°I¡¯m Latasha. This here¡¯s Farica and this one¡¯s whitey. The white one can¡¯t speak, so don¡¯t expect to get much out of her.¡±
¡°Is that so...? It¡¯s nice to meet you girls.... huh? Where have I seen you before?¡±
Hork said to himself as he looks at Farica intently.
¡°Haha, you¡¯re not even trying, muscles. You¡¯re way too old for her.¡±
¡°Wha? no, I¡¯m not trying to pick her up! It¡¯s just... miss Farica, was it? Aren¡¯t you the Weyhlmir couple¡¯s daughter?¡±
¡°Umm.... yes, I am,¡±
Farica answered.
¡°I knew it! Your parents are the best healers I know of. Are they well?¡±
¡°T?They... they¡¯re, umm...¡±
Farica looks down at the floor as her hands grips her shirt. Hork sees this and immediately understands.
¡°I¡¯m sorry, girl. You don¡¯t have to explain.¡±
He then proceeds to pat Farica¡¯s head. It¡¯s a bit funny with their height difference.
¡°Bad things happen to good people, I suppose. Half the guys here have used their services at least once, and I¡¯m sure they all have the same to say. Tell me, do you wish to become a healer like your parents were?¡±
¡°Yes!¡±
Farica said outright, making Hork pull his hand back in surprise before bursting in laugh.
¡°Hahahah! Good, good! Now, how about the lass here? Why the hood?¡±
Uh-oh.
¡°Come on, whitey. Just show us your face.¡±
Eh... stop!
I firmly hold the hood as Latasha tries to pull it down. Just as I thought she¡¯s about to, she suddenly stopps and acts as if she just remembered something.
¡°Err... sorry.¡±
Huh?
¡°Sorry, muscles. She¡¯s a bit shy around strangers.¡±
¡°Ah, that¡¯s okay, that¡¯s okay. Rather than that, the girls saved you three seats, so why don¡¯t you join them?¡±
...She¡¯s not misunderstanding something, is she?
As soon as I take my seat, I go for the tastiest-looking chunk of meat within my field of vision. It looks like chicken thigh, albeit twice, maybe thrice as big. Somehow, Fanny¡¯s image comes to mind.
...........
Tastes like a chicken, though. Still divine, nevertheless.
...Huh? Why is everyone looking at me?
They all seem to be using cutlery, while here I''m just gobbling them up with my bare hands. Isn¡¯t it okay, though?
¡°Wow... as expected off miss Latasha.¡±
Latasha?
I look beside me and see her eating, using cutlery like the others, but with grace unlike everyone else. Every cut, every stab of the fork is done with such finesse that makes her seem elegant. Even though she¡¯s still the same sharpie that I know, I can¡¯t deny that she looks so dignified right now. Meanwhile, right next to her is a hooded savage that eats her chicken by the piece.
......Oh well.
¡°I¡¯ll teach you to use knives and forks later if you want, whitey.¡±
What... no, it¡¯s not like that.
After that, someone rings their glass, ushering the rowdy hall to quiet down.
¡°Ahem. It seems that everyone¡¯s here?¡±
An assertive voice sounded from the back of the room. There, I see a man dressed in neat fashion. His black hair is slicked back and his face trimmed. I can¡¯t see a wrinkle on his uniform, which is similar to smile-face¡¯s, but different in color.
¡°Greetings, my name is Ichard Anselov, commissioner of Tarnlake branch of the drifter¡¯s guild. To you, our heroic returnees, welcome back. And to the fair girls whom our heroes brought back, welcome to the guild.¡±
His smile isn¡¯t natural, but still much more trained than smile-face¡¯s. He¡¯s a pretty good liar, I think. Cold and composed, using controlled and suggestive body gestures as he speaks.
¡°Months have foreign slavers took young, innocent people against their wills from our great kingdom. Months have we fought the scourge that preyed on the weak, but tonight at last, we¡¯ve recovered what¡¯s ours.¡±
¡°Huzzah!¡±
¡°Yeah!¡±
Someone shouted, and others follows with yelling or banging on their tables. Ichard waits for the clamor to quiet down before continuing,
¡°True, the scoundrels behind this are still at large, hiding back on their bygone country. Worry not, for at this moment, it is our own Chief Constable Orlev commanding the mission to hunt them down, with the wolf Luise Kayne at his side. The pesky slavers don¡¯t stand a chance, if you ask me.¡±
Then more huzzahs and banging came.
¡°Down with the slavers!¡±
¡°The wolf will eat ¡®em all.¡±
¡°So trust me when I say this,¡±
Ichard continues,
¡°it is us drifters that the kingdom looked to when our youngs were taken. It is our brave men that rescued the damoiselles, and it will be our names written when we eradicate the villains who snatched our people. And for that, tonight we feast. May the white fowl soar.¡±
¡°May the white fowl soar.¡± (drifters)
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¡°Hey, ruddy. What¡¯s a commissioner?¡± (Latasha)
¡°Umm... a commissioner is the highest-ranked person in a branch of the guild. After that, there¡¯s a deputy commissioner, and then the chief constable.¡± (Kaelyn)
¡°Really? I thought it¡¯s just the alphabet rank.¡±
¡°The F to S rank is used for field proficiency, but there¡¯s also administrative ranks given to people who keep the guild running.¡±
¡°Huh... so it¡¯s like the threat levels? How good would an A be?¡±
¡°That¡¯s... well, you start at F, and become a fully-pledged drifter at D. At B you¡¯re considered the elites of a branch, and at A, you¡¯d be... the best?¡±
¡°The best indeed,¡±
a growlish voice came from behind us.
¡°What the fu?, don¡¯t do that, bruin!¡±
¡°I¡¯m sorry, lassy. It wasn¡¯t my intent to scare you.¡±
The look on his face tells otherwise.
¡°Ah, come to think of it, isn¡¯t chief Aldwan A-rank?¡± (Kaelyn)
¡°That be true, little one. Both me and Orlev are A-rank, though I¡¯m actually from Gerslow branch, a small town to the east of here. Meaning Orlev is the only paragon here.¡±
¡°Eh? But how about sir Luise?¡±
¡°The wolf is still a B, though it¡¯s expected that he¡¯ll be advancing some time soon.¡±
¡°B or A, he¡¯s still a rake. By the way, bruin, can I ask you something?¡±
¡°Sure thin?¡±
¡°How are non-humans treated here? I saw a lot in the city this morning, and there¡¯s a number of luphaens working here as well.¡±
Oh, come to think of it... the receptionists were luphaens as well, weren¡¯t they?
¡°Unlike many other cities, in Tarnlake, there are no racial discrimination, and I believe we have the commissioner to thank for that. He¡¯d been pushing for race equality ever since he¡¯s had authority. Not to mention the policies he¡¯d put forward, most of which were turned down, but the ones that got through did leagues for the guild.¡±
¡°Yeah, and the connections helped, yes? If I¡¯m not wrong, Earl Anselov holds a number of shires in Lephander¡¯s boreals.¡±
¡°That¡¯s... correct. Ichard is the son of Earl Anselov. In fact, the area surrounding Tarnlake is one of his family¡¯s shires.¡±
Oh... that might explain the lavishness.
¡°That explains the lavishness. I¡¯ve heard rumors that the earl¡¯s amassed quite a wealth from the development of his fiefs.¡±
¡°Haha, I suppose that¡¯s true. Anyway, administration asked me to tell you girls that tomorrow we¡¯ll be printing status cards for those who need them.¡±
¡°Status card?¡± (Farica)
¡°It¡¯s something you use for your identity, wuss. Usually it¡¯s issued by the county, but I guess the guild has the authority as well.¡±
¡°I realize that most of you are still underage, but you¡¯ll need them if you don¡¯t have any guardians to speak for you. I¡¯ll also help to establish yourself, especially for the ones that have nowhere to return to,¡±
the chief explained.
¡°I... I see...,¡±
Farica answered as she plays with the fork, looking all depressed again.
¡°Don¡¯t worry, lassie,¡±
the chief comforted her,
¡°the guild will help you through and through, I give you my word. We¡¯ll take care of you until you can stand on your own feet and until then, if there¡¯s anything you need, tell us and we¡¯ll provide. That goes for all of you,¡±
the chief said, looking over at all the girls.
¡°Make sure to rest well. We¡¯ll start sending you girls home in the morning, but if you want to stay for awhile, that¡¯s okay too. The guys will certainly enjoy the company. Hahahah!¡±
With that bestial laugh, the chief leaves the table.
.....
..........
With our stomachs full, we head back upstairs to our rooms. I can¡¯t help but let my mind wonder to the softness of the bed back there. Soon, my love... soon.
¡°Hey, erm... shouldn¡¯t we take a bath first?¡± (Farica)
¡°Oh, I suppose that¡¯s true. Last time was... two days ago, I think? Haha! This is the longest I¡¯ve spent in my natural musk!¡±
¡°Latasha, please...¡±
¡°What?¡±
*sigh*
I guess the bed will have to wait....
...Hold on? What about Lyrfanas¡¯ mark?
Crap. I¡¯ll have to find some way to hide it.
Chapter 16 : Fay
Chapter 16
Fay
I couldn¡¯t breathe. I kept gasping for air, yet it still felt like I was drowning in the darkness. Then I heard his voice. He was right in front of me, yet the voice sound distant.
¡¸ Thou art safe, little lass... ¡¹
Slowly, his voice changed and warped, becoming into another voice... a voice unlike his own. A voice that would haunt me in my sleep from then on.
¡¸ Safe, now... ¡¹
N?No...
¡°You¡¯re safe now, with us...¡±
I could see his face looking down at me, laughing at me. Even as I covered my ears, I could still hear it.
Stop it!
¡¸ ¡®Tis in the past, little lass. ¡®Tis but a dream haunting thee... ¡¹
There was another voice, but the laughing easily drowned it out. I reached out into the darkness for anything I could find. I grab hold to it, hugging tightly and not letting go. I was so scared, so afraid of being alone in that darkness. I didn¡¯t know what it was, only that it felt soft and warm... and fuzzy.
When I woke up, I¡¯d realized what I just did.
I¡¯m... I¡¯m sorry.
¡¸ ...¡®Tis fine. ¡¹
I was holding on to him the whole time, wetting his face with snot and tears and then falling asleep just like that. I let go of my hands slowly and let my back fall to the wall behind me. The wolf just stayed silent, watching me with his eyes that seemed to glow in the dark haze.
¡¸ We¡¯ve tarried enough... ¡¹
As he said that, he lowered his back to me. Following his lead, I grabbed the fur on his back and tried to pull myself up.
Ugh...
¡¸ ...Can¡¯t be helped... ¡¹
Huh? Wha?!
Suddenly, he put his snout between my legs and hoisted me up, flinging me up onto his back.
Oof!
¡¸ There. ¡¹
...Do you have no decency...
¡¸ What¡¯s that, little lass? ¡¹
...It¡¯s nothing.
I just had to put up with it until I can walk on my own.
After that, we walked and walked, and all I could do was watch the surroundings from his back. I didn¡¯t know where we were going, or the reason why he¡¯s even helping me.
Eretz...
¡¸ Yes? ¡¹
Where are we going?
¡¸ For now, I shall find the bird. ¡¹
Why are you helping me?
¡¸ ....Wherefore did the bird avail you? ¡¹
He thought it¡¯d be fun.
At least, that¡¯s what he said.
¡¸ ...Doth it matter? ¡¹
I didn¡¯t know why, but what he said irked me. When that person did what he did to me, all I could think of was I wanted it to stop. I didn¡¯t care how, I even thought of my own death just to make it all stop. I had given up. Then Eretz came and saved me for... no apparent reason?
Just passing by, is that it?
¡¸ Thou mayst think such as sooth. ¡¹
Liar.
Yes, I know I should¡¯ve been grateful for him saving me, but there was just no stopping. The words just flowed out like water rupturing through a dam.
¡¸ ...Why wouldst thou thinkest I would gull thee? ¡¹
I don¡¯t know. Maybe because you didn¡¯t want to save me at all.
¡¸ ...What? ¡¹
Maybe... maybe you were watching the whole time.
Before I realized, he already stopped walking and was looking back at me from over his shoulder. At this point, I realized I had gotten too far. Even as I told myself to stop, I couldn¡¯t. Not when there¡¯s a storm inside of me, blurring the lines between facts and delusions.
Maybe you were enjoying it. You enjoyed watching me and my friends suffer. You wanted it to continue.
¡¸ Whereof dost thou speak? ¡¹
You probably just stood there, doing nothing but watch because you got a kick out of it. Then one of them spotted you and attacked you, so you had no choice to kill them. But in truth, you didn¡¯t want it to stop, did you?
¡¸ ........ ¡¹
In fact, you want to do the same to me, right? Is that where we¡¯re going? To your very own lair, where no one can hear my screams as you eat my limbs piece by piece. You fucking sicko. You¡¯re just the same as them, aren¡¯t you?!
All of a sudden, the wolf twisted his body and I fell down to the ground. I writhed in pain from the shock as the wounds from before acted up.
¡¸ ...Fine. ¡¹
I looked up to see the wolf looming on me. I don¡¯t know how, I could tell that he was angry. His mere glare pierced through all the accusations I was about to say. Fear crept up my back, and I immediately cursed myself.
¡¸ Thou rather I didn¡¯t save thee, so be it. ¡¹
Then he turned away from and me and started walking away.
I was relieved he didn¡¯t hurt me, but as he walked further and further, uneasiness wells up in me.
Wait, Eretz...
I was screaming inside, not wanting to be left alone. I was so afraid of the darkness that returns when I¡¯m all alone, eating away at the mind, twisting it slowly until I become like him. I was scared because that person was there, laughing in the dark, his laugh drowning out my own voiceless scream.
Wait...
Before I knew it, the tears that I¡¯d thought I spent welled up as I was overwhelmed by the fear of being left alone.
please, Eretz! I¡¯m sorry! I¡¯m sorry!
Streams trickled down uncontrollably as I shouted out to him. The thought of being alone clouded my mind and all I could think of was to run up to the wolf and never let him go. Even so, I fell down as soon as I tried to stand up.
Please, don¡¯t leave me alone....
I clawed the dirt as I tried to stand up, but there was no use. I couldn¡¯t feel any power in any of my limbs. I just cowered there, staring at the ground with watery eyes as I curse my own foolishness.
When I¡¯d lost all hope, I felt a presence in front of me. I slowly looked up to see the wolf there staring down at me.
I¡¯m sorry...
He said nothing. He just stood there for awhile as if deciding whether to take me or not. Then he lowered his back at me, still saying nothing.
.....
..........
We traversed the maze in quietly, with only the soft sound of his footsteps to fill the silence. I couldn¡¯t tell if he was angry or not. He must¡¯ve been.
Eretz...
I don¡¯t know how long we spent in the uncomfortable silence, but it wasn¡¯t until some time later before I said what I actually wanted to say.
...Thank you.
At that time, it never occurred to me that there was truth to some of the wildness I accused him of. Thinking back¡ with me in that condition, it was probably or the better...
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I watch the swirling in my cup as I stir it in thought. This morning too, I felt like I dreamt about the past. How long will that place haunt my dreams?
Even though everything is going well, I can¡¯t help but have this feeling like something big¡¯s going to happen. I guess that¡¯s a given, huh... since there¡¯s no other reason why Thalvos would need to make the deal.
Anyway, what should I do now? I barely have a plan, but now some things came up that would probably drag me down. First is my inability to read, and second is the thing with the church. Oh, I should probably count the spiders as well. With so much thing in the way, I¡¯ll probably need someone to help and protect me, at least until I know the extent of my own power.
Luise seems like a good choice. He¡¯s quick-witted and respected as a prodigy among the drifters. There also seems to be a solidarity among them, so the other drifters would probably help me as well if I was in some kind of trouble. However, if I were to marry him, it might become a shackle once I need to search for that person. Hmm... what to do...
*sigh*
No point in worrying, I guess. I¡¯ll just have to go with whatever I have at hand. First step is to know more about myself. The Nexy won¡¯t identify me, so hopefully I¡¯ll get something out of this status card.
After some time waiting, the door clicks open and someone comes out.
¡°Come in. Are you the last one?¡±
I nod at him; A lean young man with blonde hair tied in a short ponytail, dressed in a lab coat with a face mask covering most of his face.
...Wait, lab coat? What exactly will be done to me?
I walk inside the room and the first thing I notice is the suspicious examination bed. I say suspicious because there¡¯s shackling mechanisms on where the wrists, ankles, and the neck would be if I were to lie down.
¡°Let¡¯s see... any condition I should know of, miss...?¡±
Umm... *shakes head*.
¡°Oh, are you the mute faean? ¡®Photosensitivity in the eyes and skin¡¯, then. Guess that explains the hood.¡±
Right.
¡°Now, please lie down on the bed for the test. Oh, sorry, but your clothing will be in the way.¡±
Ah, is that so...
Then I start taking my clothes off starting from the coat. As I¡¯m about to take off the rest, the man grabs my hand to stop me.
¡°I don¡¯t mean all of it. Just the coat is enough.¡±
...Oh.
I hesitate before laying down on the bed. I mean, why the restraints? I look at the man to somehow convey my doubts, but he only stares at me back with blank eyes. I wave my hand in front of him to get him out of his daze.
¡°Oh, sorry... I was just looking,¡±
he muttered under his breath.
Looking?
¡°I¡¯ve never seen a faean before, and there¡¯s so many myths around them. Maybe... if I could get a sample... *mumble, mumble* ¡°
What?
He awkwardly coughs before continuing,
¡°The restraints are just there for euphosys patients, so don¡¯t worry about it. Please lie on your side, facing away from me.¡±
I do as he told, but still feel uneasy about it. I hear some clattering noise, so I peek behind me, and...
Umm... that¡¯s a big needle.
He notices what I¡¯m looking at as he looks at me in the eye and says,
¡°...Don¡¯t worry about it.¡±
There¡¯s no way I won¡¯t worry about it! I also see another, smaller needle on his other hand. Why the hell would you need two?!
¡°Okay, now please bend your body so that your chin and knees are close to the chest.¡±
Ugh... I don¡¯t like this.
After I assume the fetal position, he pulls my shirt up so that my waist is exposed.
¡°Excuse me,¡±
he said as he palpated the area on my lower back and wet it with some kind of cloth. I¡¯m guessing some form of antiseptic from the smell.
¡°I need you to stay still, okay?¡±
Dude, you¡¯re making me nerv?OW! What the... is that the big one he just used?! No, wait... it¡¯s the small one?
I look behind at him and see him still holding the big one. Looking closely, it really seems long and would probably penetrate deep. W?Will he really put that inside me?
¡°For this one, need you to stay very, very stilI.¡±
Oh god... I have a feeling I won¡¯t like this very much.
.....
..........
¡°How was it, whitey?¡±
Latasha asked me with a grin on her face. Judging from her reaction, she seemed to know what the process was.
¡°The little wuss cried, you know. I guess it¡¯s just as expected.¡±
¡°I didn¡¯t cry!¡±
¡°Liar. Your eyes were red!¡±
¡°It¡¯s okay, miss Farica. It was really so scary for me too,¡±
Kaelyn interjected in a poor attempt to comfort her.
By the way, Aira is here as well. Excluding sharpie, the ones here were examined to have our status cards printed. As for the other girls, most of them were already sent home this morning.
After some time waiting, the door clicks open and a man comes out with my and Farica¡¯s cards.
¡°The cards need some time to display your status. Just keep it close with you and it¡¯ll pop right on,¡±
the man said as he hands us our cards. I look at it and... it¡¯s just blank.
¡°Mine just says my name on it...¡± (Farica)
¡°Oh, mine too when I first got it. It shouldn¡¯t be long.¡± (Kaelyn)
¡°Whitey¡¯s totally blank, though,¡±
Latasha said as she peeks at the card from behind me.
¡°By the way, I know about wuss and wolfie, but what about you, ruddy? What¡¯s your story?¡±
¡°Eh... me? I¡¯m just...¡±
¡°It¡¯s okay, Kaelyn. You can tell us,¡±
Farica said to her.
¡°How did you get kidnapped? Was your home raided as well?¡±
¡°No, I... I wasn¡¯t kidnapped... ah, your card is showing something, miss Farica.¡±
¡°Hmm? Ah, you¡¯re right!¡±
Farica exclaimed as she holds the card before her. Mine¡¯s still blank, so I quickly went to see what¡¯s written on hers.
¡°Wow, how does it do that? I never told them my age. Is it magic?¡±
¡°Sort of, I suppose. I¡¯m not sure myself, but I read that there¡¯s a whole network that archives everything. The only people with access to it are the holy saint and the king-emperor. At least, that¡¯s what that book said.¡±A case of theft: this story is not rightfully on Amazon; if you spot it, report the violation.
As they talked about that, something appears in my card. Letters are forming as if from nothing, and weird as it may, I can read it. Well... not exactly. I meant that I can understand the readable words, but... I can¡¯t read the rest, and it¡¯s got nothing to do with my illiteracy. Just... what the heck?
¡õ¦Ñ¦Â¡õ¦Ó¡õ¦Ñ
¡õ¦Í¦Ä¡õ¦Ë¡õ¦Í¦Ó ¦µ¡õ¦×
¦¸¦Ç¡õ¦Ó¡õ ?¡õ¦Ë¦Ê¡õ¦Ñ¡õ¡õ
¦£¡õ?¡õ¦Ñ ¡õ¦Õ ¦¸¡õ¦Ò¦Ä¡õ¦Ì
¦¬¡õ¦Ñ¦Ó¡õ¦Ñ¡õ¦Ä ¦£¡õ¦Ä¦Ä¡õ¦Ò
Master of Sins
Indelible Survivor
Champion of the Dark God
She Who Deals With Demons
Mana Affinity
Mana Pool
....I don¡¯t know where to start.
It seems that the data displayed here is similar to the subnex, but... what¡¯s with this? I can¡¯t read my own name, and then there¡¯s those titles. Also, my age is apparently seventeen months old. If I know correctly, there¡¯s five months in a year, so... three and a half years? Is that how long I was in Purgatory?
And then there¡¯s that. ¡°Champion of the Dark God?¡± What the heck? All I did was make a deal! In any case, I refuse to be his champion!
¡°Hey, what about yours, whitey?¡±
Oh, crap. If anyone sees this...
¡°Hey, let me see!¡±
Shite! I gotta do something!
< Request confirmed. Applying changes to subnex ID... >
I hold my breath as Latasha snatches the card from my hand. I wait to see her reaction, but she¡¯s saying nothing. She mentioned something about a holy saint... is she acquainted? Don¡¯t tell me... is she going to report me to the church?!
¡° ¡®Fay¡¯, huh...¡±
Eh...?
It... It worked! Thank you, Nexy! You¡¯re as helpful as always!
< ¡°Thank you¡± is not recognized as an internal or external command, operable program or batch file. Please restate your request. >
Heh, as reserved as always, aren¡¯t you.
¡°Latasha, I want to see, too...¡±
¡°Ah, here.¡±
As Farica looks at my card, a warm smile forms on her face.
¡°So it¡¯s Fay....¡±
Ah, well...
It was the only name I could think of, to be honest.
¡°What¡¯s with that? It suits you so much!¡±
Latasha said that cheerfully, but it feels like she¡¯s forcing it. Somehow, she seems a little sad? I wonder if there¡¯s still something wrong with my status.
¡°Eh..? Why is her mana blank too?¡± (Farica)
¡°That¡¯s because you have to get tested for it. It¡¯s really expensive, though, so most commoners wouldn¡¯t probably take the test if it¡¯s not worth it.¡± (Latasha)
¡°Oh, she has a title! Both me and miss Farica only has the four above it.¡± (Kaelyn)
¡°Ah, yeah... it¡¯s only name, species, gender, and age.¡± (Farica)
Hmm? That¡¯s weird. The vim and pull rate... ah, they¡¯re not from the subnex. Could it be that they can¡¯t see it, then?
¡°Excuse me, lassies,¡±
a growl said from the doorway.
¡°Oh, bruin, You need something?¡±
¡°Someone came for you, said his name¡¯s Yacob. Is he the one you¡¯re waiting for?¡±
¡°Ah, yeah, that¡¯s him.¡±
¡°And also, miss Kaelyn. A couple came for you. They¡¯re claiming to be your parents.¡±
In reaction, instead of looking happy, Kaelyn seems terrified instead.
¡°M?My parents...?¡±
¡°Yes. Someone from the force contacted them and told them that you¡¯re here. You don¡¯t have to meet them, though.¡±
I can see her being flustered over this. Could it be what I¡¯m thinking?
¡°Eh? Why wouldn¡¯t she meet them?¡± (Farica)
¡°You said you weren¡¯t kidnapped... ruddy, you...¡± (Latasha)
¡°I... I wasn¡¯t,¡±
Kaelyn answered, stammering on her words.
¡°I wasn¡¯t kidnapped, I... I was...¡±
¡°...Sold?¡±
¡°...Yes...¡±
Ah, so it really was that.
¡°...Why aren¡¯t her parents arrested, bruin?¡±
Latasha asked with a cold voice.
¡°They claimed that she was kidnapped and denied any involvement with the slavers. The investigation is ongoing, but now they¡¯re pushing their right of custody to get their daughter back.¡±
¡°But... she doesn¡¯t have to?¡±
¡°That¡¯s right,¡±
the chief replied as he points at the card in Kaelyn¡¯s hand.
¡°Your status card means you have the right to choose your own future. Of course, it all depends on whether she wants to go back or not.¡±
The room goes silent as we all looked at Kaelyn. I can clearly see that the girl in question is troubled with the decision. Who wouldn¡¯t?
I don¡¯t even know what¡¯s worse. To have your loved ones killed and then kidnapped to become a slave, or to be sold as a slave by them? And then, for the same people to come pick her up after she was rescued is just... well, weird.
¡°We can have them leave if you want, or you can leave with them,¡±
¡°I... I want to stay,¡±
she replied as she looked up at the chief.
¡°I want to be drifter.¡±
¡°...Are you sure? To fight beasts and protect people, it¡¯s a harsh job even for men...¡±
¡°I... I¡¯m sure!¡±
Kaelyn said adamantly, her eyes burning with determination.
¡°...I see. I was told it might come to this based on your interview... Very well then. You¡¯ll start at F-rank and do small jobs while Hork trains you. Is that okay?¡±
¡°Y?Yes! Thank you!¡±
¡°As for the others... miss Farica, you said you want to be a healer?¡±
¡°Ah, yes...¡±
Farica replied.
¡°Rips said he¡¯s willing to take you as his apprentice.¡±
¡°Really? I... I¡¯d love to!¡±
¡°Oh, he¡¯s the guy who examined you, by the way.¡±
¡°EH?!¡±
The chief laughs at her reaction.
¡°Don¡¯t be like that, little one. I know he¡¯s a bit off, but he kind of grows on you over time. Take it from me, but he¡¯s a damn good healer too. I¡¯m sure you¡¯re in good hands with him as your trainer.¡±
¡°That doesn¡¯t sound convincing when you guys call him ¡®Rips¡¯,¡±
Latasha remarked, inciting another laugh from the chief.
¡°Don¡¯t worry about it,¡±
he replied, mimicking the creepy physician.
¡°Oh, god....¡± (Farica)
¡°Now, for miss Aira...¡±
¡°Y?Yes?¡±
The luphaen voiced out in a small voice. She¡¯d been silent this whole time, sticking to her own corner.
¡°The commissioner himself offered you a position in our administration. There¡¯ll be people to train you in management and human relations. It¡¯ll be hard at first, but you can go at your own pace.¡±
¡°Yes... thank you...¡±
She answered in a barely audible voice.
Finally, the chief turns towards me and I know it¡¯s my turn to know my fate here.
¡°Now then, as for you, little magus...¡±
¡°Fay!¡±
Farica interjected him.
¡°Pardon?¡±
¡°Her name is Fay.¡±
¡°I see... well, miss Fay, there¡¯s talk about getting you a mentor in magic. Of course, magi always sell their services high, so we had a discussion last night.¡±
¡°And...?¡± (Latasha)
¡°Well, in the middle of it, Sallis came in and elected himself. He said he wants to start tomorrow.¡±
¡°Eh? creepo did?¡±
¡°Aye. That creepo is a primage graduate of the Vikorian Institute and is a well-respected member of the Zef. Normally, his price is sky-high, but he said he even got an arrangement from his society to train her, free of charge.¡±
¡°But why would he do that?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t know, lassie. But one thing I know is that magi never do things for charity, not really. They always have something going on in their little heads and in this case, I suspect they intend to have the little miss join their society.¡±
After explaining that, the chief turns towards me.
¡°That said, it¡¯s your choice. Sallis said that he¡¯ll be assessing you for further mentoring. If you pass, you¡¯ll be trained to be a certified magus.¡±
Ah... isn¡¯t this it? If I become a magus, I will able to defend myself without relying on anyone else. Besides, I¡¯ll also be able to learn a few things about my objective... well, there¡¯s one problem, though.
¡°Latasha, is it okay? I mean, with how she can¡¯t read...¡± (Farica)
¡°What¡¯s that? She can¡¯t read?¡± (Chief)
Whoa, he heard that? Avlarks and their hearings...
¡°If that¡¯s true, then it¡¯s certainly a proble?¡±
¡°It won¡¯t be a problem!¡±
Latasha said, her voice bordering on shouting before continuing on,
¡°true, she can¡¯t read, she can¡¯t write, and heck, she can¡¯t even speak. Yet she¡¯s still capable of what she did, didn¡¯t she?¡±
¡°I... suppose that¡¯s true... but if she can¡¯t speak and write, then it would make all the more tricky. I¡¯m not sure Sallis would want to?¡±
¡°Oh, come on. You said he¡¯s a primage graduate. He should figure it out.¡±
In reaction, the chief only stared at her wide-eyed in silence before suddenly bursting out in a big laughter.
¡°Hahahah! Well said, lass! Let him figure it out, and if he won¡¯t take you in, it¡¯s his loss!¡±
Putting his hand on my shoulder, I can see a new vigor in his eyes as he says to us,
¡°You go, lass. Go and prove yourselves and make anyone who wronged you regret their decisions. Go, and don¡¯t let the world¡¯s sufferings bog you down. I remember, the commander once said?¡±
¡°Yeah, we got it, chief. Anyway, I have to go and meet the guy now,¡±
Latasha said, cutting the chief off in the middle of his pep talk.
¡°Are you going to leave..?¡± (Farica)
¡°Eh?! Already?¡± (Kaelyn)
¡°Well, maybe. Maybe not right away. I¡¯ve got to get home before... err.. before my parents start worrying for me.¡±
¡°Oh...¡±
We left the infirmary after that, leaving the chief behind. I wonder if he still had something to say...
The foyer is busy like it was yesterday. Some people greets us with hearty smiles, but most don¡¯t even notice the five girls walking through the busy hall.
¡°Mistre?I mean, Latasha!¡±
Some guy shouted at her. It was a man in a suit sitting on one of the table sets, now running over to us.
¡°Yacob. You got here faster than I thought.¡±
¡°I was in the area when I got word from your uncle. Oh my, greetings, miladies,¡±
He said after noticing the rest of us as he does a small gentlemanly bow.
¡°Who is he, her boyfriend...?¡±
Kaelyn whispered to us.
¡°How soon can we depart?¡±
¡°The carriage is ready at your word.¡±
¡°Oh... I see...¡±
Latasha looks slightly disappointed for some reason. She may have wanted to spend more time with us.
¡°Kaely..? Is that you?¡±
A woman¡¯s voice came from the entrance. I look there and see a red-haired woman with a man who¡¯s probably her husband.
¡°Oh my, it is you! We¡¯ve been searching for you. Come now, sweetheart. Let¡¯s go home.¡±
The woman has a soothing voice and like her daughter, she¡¯s really nice to look at. Even so, her words don¡¯t reach the eyes. In reaction, Kaelyn quickly hides behind me.
¡°Kaely, dear...? Why are you hiding behind that suspicious person?¡±
¡°She... She¡¯s not suspicious!¡±
Umm... I kinda am, with the hood and all.
¡°Kaely, come on... your brothers are waiting for you...¡±
¡°No!¡±
Just as the woman is about to reach for her, Latasha steps in her way. I can see the woman¡¯s brows furrowing as she glares at her.
¡°Who are you? Why are you getting in my way?¡±
¡°Who are you? What makes you think she¡¯d do as you tell her?¡±
¡°I¡¯m her mother!¡±
¡°A mother doesn¡¯t sell her children to slavers.¡±
¡°That¡¯s... That¡¯s not true!¡±
As they argue, I look behind me at the girl in question. The trembling, unconscious grasping, and dilated pupils... I¡¯ve had my share of terrifying experiences and from that, I know that what¡¯s happening to her right now can¡¯t be faked. She¡¯s afraid of her own mother.
¡°That¡¯s enough! She¡¯s my daughter! I have every right!¡±
¡°Mistress!¡±
I see Yacob rushing in as the woman raises her hand, but at the last moment, Latasha stops him and takes the hit as the sound of the slap reverberates through the hall. Judging from the sound of it, it was a perfectly placed slap on the face.
¡°Latasha!¡± (Farica)
¡°It¡¯s your own fault, brat. You simply don¡¯t get between a mother and her daughter, your hear me? For now, I¡¯ll let you off, but yo?¡±
The woman stops when Latasha shows her something in her hand. A... status card?
¡°This is who I am.¡±
¡°What....¡±
¡°Now if you don¡¯t want to be erased, never go near your daughter again, ever. If you understand, don¡¯t say a word. Just leave. Now.¡±
The woman fidgets in place, her eyes darting around as her mind tries to process it all. In the end, she turns her back and darts out the entrance, dragging her husband with her.
¡°....Eh?¡±
Kaelyn blurted out from behind me, probably confused on why her mother just left in fear.
¡°...I thought you lost it,¡±
Farica said to her.
¡°I did. I got it made this morning, you see.¡±
She turns at us with a smile on her face, disregarding the red mark on her cheek.
¡°Latasha... your cheek...¡±
¡°It¡¯s nothing, wuss,¡±
She replied, strangely glancing at me as she did so.
¡°Why... why did she leave? What did you show her?¡± (Kaelyn)
¡°Oh... just this.¡±
¡°That¡¯s... you¡¯re...
¡°Sorry for hiding it. I didn¡¯t want for you guys to start treating me differently. Oh, these two already know, though.¡±
We stand there in silence for awhile. I look to the side and notice that the commotion has attracted some attention, and now some people are walking towards us.
¡°Oh, crap. They¡¯ll be asking questions... err, so, I need to go now. You all be good, okay?¡±
Then, just as Latasha is about to leave, Kaelyn runs up to her and hugs her from behind.
¡°Hey, what...¡±
¡°Miss Latasha...¡±
I can¡¯t see her face, but there¡¯s some audible sobbings.
¡°Thank you for everything...¡±
¡°Ah, yeah, but please let me go. Oi, wuss, help me out!¡±
Farica walks up to them, but instead of separating them, she just hugs her from the front.
¡°Wha... you too?! Whitey, can you just...¡±
Uh-huh.
I look behind me and see Aira just standing there awkwardly. I smile at her as I offer my hand to the luphaen.
¡°Umm... miss Fay?¡±
Come on.
Grabbing her hand, I take her and we both join the group hug.
¡°Whitey, you numbcod...!¡±
All of a sudden, I hear people clapping their hands around us. Oh, right. We were in the middle of the busy hall...
Huh? Wha... there¡¯s another person joining in. No... it¡¯s a bear?
¡°BRUIN, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!¡±
¡°Oh, hey! Let me join in!¡±
¡°Me too!¡±
Then, more and more guys rushed in, all of them the drifters that rescued us. In the end, we¡¯re trapped in the middle of a giant group hug, made up of a dozen sweaty, burly men and one big bear.
¡°This is harassment!¡±
I hear Latasha shouting, but her voice is easily drowned in the excitement. This is touching and all... but, chief... please... I can¡¯t breathe....
.....
..........
We stand in front of the guild building as we watch her go inside the carriage. Even now, Kaelyn is still sobbing beside me. Makes me wonder how much tears a human has. I know for a fact that they run out at some point.
¡°Latasha...¡±
¡°Yeah, wuss?¡±
¡°Umm... take care.¡±
Latasha just smiles at us, not the sarcastic smile she usually does, but a genuine, warm smile. It¡¯s only there for a second though, like a mirage.
¡°Hey, wuss. You¡¯re going to be dealing with blood and stuff, you know. Stop being a wuss, got that, wuss?¡±
¡°I know that!¡±
¡°And ruddy. You¡¯re even more of a wuss than wuss herself. You think you can take on a beast like that?¡±
¡°I?I¡¯m sorry!¡±
¡°And you, wolfie. I can barely hear your voice. How can you take care of other people when you can¡¯t even sound your voice out like an adult?¡±
¡°I... understand....¡±
I think her voice is slightly better this time, but now that we¡¯re outside, it¡¯s even less detectable than before. Now looking at me, I expect Latasha to say something to me like she did to the others. She opens her mouth, about to say something, but stops herself in the end.
¡°...Take care, you all.¡±
With a wave of her hand, the coach whips his rope and the fancy-looking carriage starts moving away.
¡°There she goes...¡±
A rumbling growl came behind us and I see a looming mountain of fur blocking the sun for us.
¡°Did you also know, chief?¡±
Kaelyn asked him.
¡°Aye. We said nothing because her safety was paramount at the time. Even now, it¡¯s best if we keep silent about this, else someone who wants her hurt might hear about it.¡±
¡°I get it... I just wished that she¡¯d told the rest of us. Don¡¯t you think so, Ai?¡±
¡°E..h? Oh, umm...¡±
¡°Hahah, but it sure was a storm! The cardinals only abide by the sovereign¡¯s words, you know. It¡¯s hard to imagine that someone like her just spent a night in our little guild.¡±
¡°Little, you say,¡±
Farica remarked.
I look towards the road again, but the carriage is now gone in the midst of the busy road.
Latasha Ardent...
Until the very end, she had that mask on with us. It¡¯s a bit sad, somehow. I feel like she¡¯d been forcing herself from the start with the noble act, and that¡¯s probably why I couldn¡¯t see her like that. She was good, really, as if she trained herself from a young age. If I didn¡¯t have experience in reading lies, I wouldn¡¯t have even noticed.
Wherever she¡¯s going, I just hope she¡¯ll find someone to whom she can be open to.
Now then, I still have my own problems to deal with. First off is... find a way to communicate. Yeah, that¡¯s the most important thing, I suppose.
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¡°Mistress...?¡±
¡°What is it?¡±
I answered the servant who¡¯s sitting opposite of me. I can tell from his face that he¡¯s worried, but that¡¯s what got me annoyed instead.
¡°Shall I find a healer for you?¡±
¡°I¡¯m fine, Yacob.¡±
¡°Were you hurt anywhere? During the time you were captured, did they do anything to yo?¡±
¡°I said I¡¯m fine.¡±
I dismissed him rather heartlessly. Sorry, but I¡¯m not really in the mood right now. I just want to get home quickly.
The ¡°trip¡± this time has been unbelieveable. I mean, to think I almost got enslaved by a bunch of low-lives... And now, I finally get to go home. Even so, the thought of having to continue with my daily life is just plain depressing. Maybe I can get a couple of days off? A week, maybe...
A week of just laying there in my bed, reading my books. No, not all those science and history books. They¡¯re just a bunch of boring facts bind together. I meant real books, like this one I¡¯m holding, the one those two used to learn reading. Tales of heroic journeys, tales of heartwarming love, stuff like that. I especially like the ones that provokes your imagination, like that one about a hero blessed with the blood of dragon and then using his powers to defeat the evil dragon who wanted to eat the world. Yeah, that one was good...
Of course, all those things are considered improper for the heir of House Ardent. I know it¡¯s selfish of me, but sometimes I think I¡¯m unlucky to have been born in this household. Because, well... the truth is, I¡¯m not good with people, and I¡¯ve never been. It scares me what they think of me, and what my actions will do to change how they see me. I¡¯m also sentimental, you see. I cry quite easily, and it¡¯s a wonder no one saw me cry the whole time. I made sure to wipe off the marks so that no one knew, but... It¡¯s kind of sad, really.
All I ever wanted is to cave myself in my bedroom and read all year long, but the fact is... I¡¯m the heir. I have a responsibility to my family, and the people who work for the honor of my house. I also have an image to maintain in order for people not to look down on us. And that was how this version of Latasha was born.
The girl who looks down on others, who does what she wants and doesn¡¯t even bother looking at commoners. This face that I made was probably inspired by uncle, and it had been working quite well... until now.
I, who¡¯s always been scared of people, actually stepped up in order to protect someone else. Even now, I still can¡¯t believe what I did. The events of these past month changed something in me. I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s for the better or not, but... yeah, something definitely changed.
¡°...What is it, Yacob?¡±
I said to him because he was staring at me weirdly for a while now.
¡°Ah, it¡¯s nothing... it¡¯s just that.. you¡¯ve changed.¡±
I know that.
¡°Nonsense.¡±
¡°It¡¯s true, though. To think that you would ever stand up for the people you once called ¡°plebies¡±...¡±
¡°Shut up, Yacob.¡±
Certainly, the people I¡¯ve met, the hardships I¡¯ve seen... they all made me realize the reality of the world, and all of a sudden, I feel like I¡¯m not that that scared of people anymore. For the first time, I felt the need to protect someone. Farica, Kaelyn, Aira, and also... her.
She was unlike anyone I¡¯ve ever met. She never said a word, but... I don¡¯t know how to explain it. Like when she looks at you, her eyes just seem to reel you in and all of a sudden, you¡¯d find yourself unable to look away. And then you¡¯d feel like she spoke to you, directly to your soul... or something like that.
And then when I saw her body, I... I was seriously about to tear up then and there. The terrible things she¡¯d gone through, the things she was probably forced to do, I... I can¡¯t imagine it. I don¡¯t want to imagine it...
Fay....
I hope we¡¯ll meet again, someday... maybe she¡¯ll be a magus, and I¡¯ll be the head of the house. Maybe I can hire her to be my court magus. Yeah, that¡¯ll be good...
¡°...Hmm?¡±
Wait, where are we going?
¡°Oy, Yacob. This isn¡¯t the road home. The district is to the southwest.¡±
¡°I¡¯m terribly sorry, mistress... your uncle said for me to take you to the Azure Palace. You see, he told this kingdom¡¯s king that you¡¯re here and now they want to greet you while you¡¯re in the country. There will be a fancy banquet and all to welcome you.¡±
¡°I¡¯ll pass on that. Send word and some fancy gifts. Say I¡¯m not well or something, I don¡¯t care.¡±
¡°Ah, well... that¡¯s what Lord Tevan thought you would say. He also said that there¡¯ll be someone there at the palace. The reason you came here, was what he said.¡±
¡°......Ah.¡±
So uncle knew, huh... well, what did I expect? He knows everything, especially if it concerns me. I had given up on meeting that person long ago, but looks like I¡¯ll be meeting him, after all...
¡°Redrik Vane...¡±
I blurted out absentmindedly as I stare at the evening sky, layered with a shade of crimson as the sky descends behind the mountain ranges.
¡°I guess I¡¯ll go meet the king for a bit. What¡¯s his name again?¡±
¡°Qwarius the Third, King of Lephander and Arch-treasurer of the Forholds. I think it¡¯s best if you remember him, mistress...¡±
¡°Whatever. He¡¯s just one of Redrik¡¯s puppets, anyway.¡±
¡°Mistress!¡±
At least that¡¯s what uncle said.
¡°Oh, and Yacob. About all this... if they knew...¡±
¡°I know. ¡®Field trip¡¯, right?¡±
¡°Yes... thanks, Yacob.¡±
Well then, it seems that my journey isn¡¯t over yet.
.........
¡°Yacob, if you keep looking at me like that, I¡¯ll have to retract what I just said.¡±
¡°Eh? No, please don¡¯t!¡±
Indeed, I can¡¯t recall any time I¡¯ve ever thanked him and I feel kind of bad now, considering all the trouble he¡¯s gone through just to get me back safely. So yeah, I thanked him. Just this once.
¡°That smile, though....¡±
...Aagh! This guy... I may have raised the corners of my mouth a little when I said thanks to him, but why is he giggling happily like a girl now!
¡°Here, have a foot, courtesy of a cardinal lady, you fucking codtard.¡±
¡°Aah, I miss this mistress as well...¡±
Ugh...
Now I remember why I never thanked him...
Chapter 17 : Becoming A Magus
Chapter 17
Becoming A Magus
We walk under the morning light, moving through the busy streets swiftly like a shadow. Too swiftly, perhaps, as I have to lope at his side if I don¡¯t want to get left behind. He doesn¡¯t seem worried about it, though.
¡°...This way,¡±
I heard his voice through the crowd. Luckily, people tend to avoid us, so bumping into another person is not a likely occurrence. I¡¯m guessing it has something to do with how we¡¯re dressed; two hooded figures in the morning rays do seem a bit sketchy, especially when one of them has a magic staff in hand.
After a bit of a walk, we arrive at an even more crowded area, with adjoining buildings of at least two-stories high chained at every side of the road. One of them is our destination; a building with a large plate above the entrance saying ¡°Far...something, ass... associ..¡±? Some kind of governmental association, I think. Is this the place?
We enter the building and I take a breath of relief when I note that it¡¯s far less cramped inside.
¡°May I help you?¡±
a woman in a dark uniform asked us.
¡°...Appraisal. Her,¡±
Sallis answered as he nodded at me. After that, the woman says something to another person behind the reception window. We wait for a bit before the woman comes back after going through some files.
¡°We have a room available at twelve o¡¯clock. Would you like to wait?¡±
¡°No, private test.¡±
¡°Right, then I will need your magus credentials...¡±
After rummaging through the folds of his robe, Sallis hands her a status card and the woman gives it a quick glance.
¡°Fifth-sphere... Eh? Zef?!¡±
¡°...Are you done?¡±
¡°Ah, yes! Right this way, please,¡±
the woman replied, quickly switching back to her business persona, though some people have already stopped and looked at our way after her sudden outburst. She also made some kind of weird eye contact with the guy behind the window, probably asking him to inform someone about us.
The woman leads us up to the second floor and then further into a rather quiet hallway. Antique wooden doors are lined up on one side, basking in the sunlight coming in from the opposite windows. We enter one of the rooms and the inside is... surprisingly bland. There¡¯s nothing in the square room except for a single pedestal in the middle and the object on top of it. Some kind of glass sphere?
¡°Then I will leave you to it. If you need anything, please use the switch on the side of the door and someone will come to assist you.¡±
The woman leaves rather hurriedly after that. As soon as the door is closed, all sound from outside is cut off and the room falls into complete silence. Is this a soundproof room? I can¡¯t see any vent or the kind. Judging by the size of the room and the distance between the doors back in the hall, the walls are rather thick as well.
While I¡¯m still figuring out what to do, Sallis nudges me on towards the pedestal. I just stand there, looking at my reflection on the glass, not knowing what to do.
Uh...
I look at him to show my cluelessness.
¡°Card. Insert it to the slot.¡±
Sallis points at a little opening on the pedestal. I take out my card and put it into the slot, finding a perfect fit.
¡°Mana. Pour inside.¡±
Pour mana into the glass orb. Right, then.
I take a deep breath as I close my eyes, letting my consciousness slip away from the plane. Soon enough, I am able to feel the mana around me. I reach out to them with my mind, letting them flow into me so that I can have a better control. I sense them swirling around my body, going around the arms and towards my hand as I raise it at the glass orb. The mana flows over from my fingers and the orb seems to suck it in.
¡°...Good control,¡±
I heard Sallis commenting behind me. After only a few moments, the glass ball¡¯s appearance seems to change as now I can no longer see my own reflection. There¡¯s a humming sound coming from it, like it¡¯s vibrating, somehow. The vibrations are becoming stronger by the second, moving along the length of the pedestal down into the floor, spreading across the room. I can feel heat coming out from the object, quickly spreading as it raises the room¡¯s temperature.
The formerly quiet room is now filled with a resonant, rumbling noise as it vibrates along with the glass. Then, suddenly, the heat from the ball abruptly intensifies and I pull my hand away, just as a crack appears with a loud ring.
¡°Get back.¡±
I feel a hand pulling me back, the same time as the sphere shatters explosively with a loud bang, large pieces of it now laying on the floor around the pedestal.
...Uh-oh.
I look at Sallis¡¯ face, and plastered on his face is an annoying, knowing smile, as if he knew that was going to happen. Without saying anything, he presses the switch on the side of the door and a few moments later, the door swings open and a man steps in.
¡°Is there anything you need help with?¡±
Sallis just stays quiet, letting the man look inside the room and decide for himself.
¡°Oh, uh... I¡¯ll get a three-five tester for you. Please wait for a moment.¡±
We did so, after which the man comes back with a new glass orb that¡¯s nearly twice as big, around as large as my head. He ignores the pieces of glass lying on the floor as he approaches the pedestal, brushing some fragments off before placing the new orb and leaves the room.
I do the same thing as earlier, though this time, the heat and vibration build up is comparably slower than before.
It¡¯s only after a few minutes later that cracks starts appearing on its surface. I¡¯m ready this time, though, taking a few steps back as the orb detonates violently, more so than before. I look at Sallis again, expecting to find him smiling yet again. Instead, his face is frozen, his lips shut tight while his eyes are wide open, switching their targets between me and the shattered orb.
With a staggered movement, he flips the switch again and the man enters almost immediately. His face makes the same expression Sallis made a moment ago as he stands there for a couple of seconds, before a tap of Sallis¡¯ staff on the floor snaps him awake.
¡°...I¡¯ll be right back,¡±
he said as he rushes out the door. Meanwhile, I let out a stressful sigh.
How many times will this happen? I mean, I¡¯m glad we don¡¯t have to pay for the broken orbs, but I don¡¯t particularly enjoy the time I wait alone with this guy.
Another awkward moment of waiting in silence before a different, older man with a different uniform finally comes back with a new orb in hand. This time, it¡¯s much smaller, even smaller than the first one. It also seems to be made up of a different material, with a pitch black surface rather than the glass-like. He carefully places the orb on the pedestal and I try the process again, but am stopped by Sallis before that. Then I realize that the man is still in the room, watching my movements curiously. Me and Sallis both just stare at him.
¡°Oh, right... I¡¯ll be outside if you... something,¡±
he said before leaving us alone, closing the door behind him.
Then I continue on to repeat the process. The build up this time is drawn out, the heat intensifying gradiently, with no noticeable changes after fifteen minutes or so. Then I hear a click from the pedestal, and I turn to look at the source.
Faster than I can react, something flies out towards my face.
Wah! *thud*
What the heck was that?!
Sprawled on the floor, I hold my forehead in pain. I look at the object, which turns out to be my card. Instead of the usual dark colour, it¡¯s now a glowing bright red, as if it was just heating up in a furnace. There¡¯s smoke coming out of it too...
...I guess I¡¯m not touching it for awhile.
...Huh?
Oi, what are you...
I look at Sallis dumbfounded as he picks up the card with his bare hands, looks at it for a bit, then hands it over to me.
¡°Here.¡±
...You¡¯re kidding, right.
Nope. Not touching that.
¡°Heat insulation. You did it, in the Dread.¡±
Still not touching it. I might be able to do the same thing, but... nope. Maybe later when the risk is a little less than extreme blisters on the skin.
¡°Heat transfer,¡±
Sallis said as he makes small waving movements with his hands. Following that, I can see the air around the card distorting as the heat flows out, bit by bit. I follow the heat waves with my eyes and notice it being absorbed by something on Sallis¡¯ chest. A... gem of some sort. A dark coloured gem he¡¯s wearing as a necklet. I notice it glowing slightly as the heat wave is absorbed, and now the colour is slightly brighter than before. Sallis notices my stare and comments on it,
¡°mana stone. Will teach you about it later.¡±
I observe as the red of the status card slowly disappears, revealing the characters written on it.
¡°....Intriguing.¡±
What part?
¡°We¡¯re done here.¡±
With that, Sallis turns and goes out the room, only to have the man from earlier standing in the doorway. Setting his sight on us, a big smile forms on his face as he greets us,
¡°greetings, Magus Sallis. I apologize for not having introduced myself earlier. My name is?¡±
¡°Busy. Can¡¯t talk.¡±
Without as much as a glance, he nips on over towards the staircase. I quickly scuttle over to his side when the unintroduced man speaks out,
¡°Wait! I¡¯m the head of the Fallake Association! If you would just spare a minute?¡±
¡°No time. Got an apprentice to teach.¡±
The man then darts to block our way again, the smile on his face even more forced than before.
¡°Now, now... we just need a few information for administration. I just thought that it¡¯s unusual for Zef magi to use testers other than their own. I¡¯m also eager to be acquainted with this apprentice of yours. What was the result? Just for the sake of curiosity...¡±
Sallis reacts by narrowing his eyes while sighing in an annoyed manner.
¡°We all know what killed the cat,¡±
he said as he sidesteps the man and continues downstairs. Behind us, I can hear the man saying in an indignant voice,
¡°What arrogance! Just because you¡¯re a fifth-sphere from Zef, doesn¡¯t mean you can just ignore us!¡±
Even as we walk way, the man follows us while spouting angry remarks, making everyone we come across to turn their heads, whispering on what it is about.
¡°Sir! You haven¡¯t paid for the tests,¡±
a woman said, just as we¡¯re about to go out the building. Sallis sighs in annoyance as he turns around to face both her and the loud man.
¡°How much?¡±
¡°The tests are twelve, twenty, and fifty-five treslings for each of the levels. Also, we oblige you to pay for the broken testers, which are five and fifteen regils each. The sum is... twenty-four regils and seven treslings.¡±
So we have to pay for the broken stuff, after all...
Beside me, Sallis rummages the hidden pockets inside his robe, taking his time with it while everyone in the room just watches us quietly. Without taking out anything, he then looks at me and says,
¡°...Do you have any money?¡±
...What?
The angry man now has a sneer on his face.
¡°Someone call the city watch.¡±
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¡°A magus of Zef, is it...¡±
the officer said as he sits on the chair opposite of us, his narrow eyes watching every detail on our persons. I instinctively drew the tip of my hood lower, which drew a scornful click of his tongue. The man himself is wearing what I presume to be a city watch uniform, probably a senior officer¡¯s, judging from the pistol at his hip.
¡°Now then,¡±
he said as he puts his helmet down on the table, revealing his perfectly bald head before he continues,
¡°why in the world would you refuse to pay?¡±
¡°...No money.¡±
¡°I¡¯m no vazey, wise-nose. You magi always have a stash or treasure you can sell, especially those of the Zef. Elaborate for me how you came to have ¡®no money¡¯.¡±
Sallis takes a deep breath whilst answering his opponent¡¯s glare.
¡°Coin purse. Forgot.¡±
¡°So your forgot your money. That¡¯s different than no money, you git.¡±
The man sighs in vexation as he lays his back on the chair, still watching us curiously. I don¡¯t really understand the exchange, but the bottom line is that he forgot to take his coins with him.
Sallis had sent word to the guild earlier, so this problem will solve itself in time. Meanwhile, we¡¯ll just have to wait in this dark interrogation room, just staring at each other. However, his stare feels like it¡¯s becoming more and more curious at us. At me, to be exact.
¡°You there. Why are you hiding your face?¡±
Umm...
¡°What¡¯s wrong? Cat got your tongue?¡±
¡°She can¡¯t speak.¡±
¡°Oh? Why, too scared? Hah. Don¡¯t worry, kid. I don¡¯t bite, not unless you murdered someone in this city.¡±
Huh...
¡°So you¡¯re a girl. Rats, can¡¯t even tell with that blasted hood. Why hide your face? Fishy, if you ask me...¡±
Well, that¡¯s...
¡°Come on, now. It¡¯s impolite to hide your face when you¡¯re being interrogated.¡±
Seeing me not doing as he said, he stands up and heads over to me.
Ah, crap... I¡¯ll make more trouble if I resist, and Sallis is saying nothing to help me. Call me paranoid, but the more people see me, the more likely the church will find me.
With a flip of his hand, he pulls my hood off, revealing my face to him. Then he just stands there, his eyes locked to me with his lips slightly parted. His eyes seems unfocused, and from all that, I know that it¡¯s his first time seeing an albi? a faean like me. A few awkward seconds with his gaze on me before Sallis snaps his fingers and the officer blinks awake from his daze.
¡°Oh, uhm... *cough* err, right.¡±
We continue to wait in silence, all the while the officer keeps stealing glances at me. Everytime I try to pull my hood on, he would glare at me threateningly, so I decide not to.
A few moments later, the door opens and a hairy giant walks in.
¡°Morning, officer. I came here for them.¡±
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By the time we got back to the guild, the sky is dyed orange and the hectic period is over. I guess I won¡¯t be starting magic training today, all because a certain person forgot his coin purse.
¡°Hahah! For a renowned magus, you don¡¯t act your part! Oh, and by the way, twenty regils is a bloody lot for one teensy test. What happened there?¡±
Instead of answering him directly, Sallis just looks at me.
¡°You can ask her.¡±
¡°Huh?¡±
Making sense of what he meant, I think about it for a second. The way Sallis acted back then was as if my results are better left with not many people knowing. Then again, chief also knows about my matter with the demon, so it¡¯s okay if it¡¯s him, I guess.
Thinking like that, I show the chief my card. Upon reading it, his jaw drops for a second, before he bursts into his trademark laughter.
¡°Hahahah! I¡¯ve seen a lot of things in, but this little one doesn¡¯t seem to run out of surprises, doesn''t she!¡±
¡°..We¡¯ll start tomorrow,¡±
Sallis said without even looking at me, walking away into the building.
I wonder... if I compare my stats to his, I should be able to know what they were being excited about.
Nexy, identify.
< Identifying... >
< Identification successful >
< Error : restrictions in place >
I think I¡¯ll just leave it at that for now. I¡¯m pretty worn out from all the waiting I did today.Right, so... I seem to have a slightly higher pull rate than him. There¡¯s also my affinity, which just says ¡°High¡±. Well, that¡¯s confusing. I¡¯m supposing it should include what element it¡¯s referring to, but it¡¯s just blank. Oh, and now that I look at it again, the number after my pull rate is also missing. I wonder why?
.....
..........
I decide to take a little walk around the guild. As I went, drifters would greet me as they all seem to know who I am¡ªFay, one of the four girls that stayed. Fortunately, no one¡¯s been curious enough to want to take a look at my face. Even if they are, I feel like there¡¯s some kind of misunderstanding that prevents them from asking.
A series of shoutings pulls me away from my pondering, telling me that I¡¯m nearing the training fields. Yep, you read that right. Training fields. It was something I came across yesterday when they gave us the tour. There are two fields within the compound. One is used as a shooting range, while the other is for physical training and sparring.
Other than that there¡¯s the large communal baths, one for each sex, and then the numerous rooms on the third and fourth floors. The second floor is mainly used for offices, while the first floor are for reception, infirmary, and guest lounges, as well as where the drifters take their missions.
Anyway, enough about that. As I walk on the corridors surrounding the fields, I observe the people there training with their weapons. Most seem to use rapiers, but there¡¯s also some that use things like halberds and lances.
Kaelyn¡¯s there too, her hair messy and her shirt drenched in sweat, somehow adding to her charm. She wields a single-handed spear, holding it under her arm as she slowly moves sideways against her large opponent. While her steps are clumsy, I can also see that she¡¯s somewhat trained at using staves.
Within a single breath, she spins the spear in front of her, switching to both arms and then bringing it down from over her head. Hork, on the sharp end of the spear, simply catches it with the hilt of his sword and flings it back at her.
¡°Kyah!¡±
a scream came as she falls on her hind. Okay... maybe not as trained as I thought.
¡°Hahaha! That¡¯s some fancy moves, kiddo, but that won¡¯t help you. You ought to stop spinning your shaft so much. You¡¯ll be spearing beasts, not people!¡±
¡°Ugh...¡±
She lay there on the ground for a while, taking her time getting back up. I saw her training this morning, so she must¡¯ve been at it for the whole day and is probably dead tired by now. I can see her legs wobbling as she gets up, using the spear to support herself. At that moment, our eyes meets and her expression perks up. With a bright grin on her face, she jumps up and down while waving at me, seemingly forgetting her exhaustion. That is, until a fist comes down on her head.
¡°What are you grinning at, twitty girl! Oh, and you¡¯re not allowed to have dinner until you¡¯ve fixed your footwork.¡±
¡°Eeeh!?¡±
While watching them, I feel another pair of eyes on me. I look at the source and see Aira sitting on a bench inside the corridor. As soon as I look at her, she draws her eyes away, back to the redhead in the field. Finding that odd, I approach her to sit beside her.
¡°Miss Fay...¡±
she greeted me as I sit beside her.
Is everything alright?
I ask her that because she seems rather out of it, like she¡¯s a little depressed somehow.
¡°I heard... that the magus is going to train you. Oh, and... I¡¯ve been doing well. Everyone¡¯s so kind to me, and they don¡¯t seem to mind me being a non-human. Yeah... I¡¯ll be alri¡ª¡°
She choked on her last words and as she did, something in her eyes tells me that she¡¯s troubled by something.
¡°Actually... t?there¡¯s something, I... I want to t....¡±
Her grip tightens on her thighs as she bit her lip, her gaze low and refusing to meet mine.
¡°...Sorry, it¡¯s... it¡¯s nothing...¡±
Doesn¡¯t seem like it¡¯s nothing.
¡°...They say we were saved because it was part of their social responsibilities, but... do you think it¡¯s possible? To help other people without ulterior means?¡±
She finally looks at me in the eye this time. Her expression tells me that she¡¯s asking this seriously, which makes me think about it for a while. Within my short experience of seventeen months, whether or not it¡¯s possible to help others without strings attached...
To that question, I¡¯m going to have to say... no. there¡¯s no such person capable of such virtue, simply because it¡¯s not within our nature. Yeah, you call me pessimistic or whatever, but I¡¯m simply saying that from experience because no one I¡¯ve ever met... not even them had such magnanimity.
...No,
I answered her. She somehow seems to understand, oddly smiling at my answer to that. Perhaps she¡¯s just tired from adapting to this new environment. If that¡¯s the case, then there¡¯s nothing to worry about.
Besides, enough worrying about other people. I should start thinking about what to do from now on.
Tomorrow, I will start practising magic with Sallis, and then the day after that too. Then what? I still haven¡¯t found a way to find information. Thalvos said I can make use of the nexus to read, but I¡¯m not sure how. I¡¯ll try it out when I get the chance. As for communication, it¡¯s a bit more complicated. For now, I might be able to try writing a few words and then use thought transference to help people understand my meaning.
For now, the plan stays the same; get protection from the drifters while I confirm my own power. Depending on the result, I may or may not have to accept Luise¡¯s proposal. We¡¯ll see tomorrow...
Chapter 18 : Our Nature
Chapter 18
Our Nature
I was still curious about Aira¡¯s behavior, so I went to check on her last night before bed, but she wasn¡¯t in her room. She and Farica might still be studying this late at night. Thinking that way, I went straight to bed.
I was dreaming about something in my sleep. A dream about the deal with Thalvos, I think. I was somewhere dark, and he was there. Cheron and Grim were there too, just watching silently from the darkness.
(Find that person.)
I remember his face, pale as death and his eyes, darker than a moonless night. His voice was cold, as if he wasn''t speaking to me, but to something he sees ahead of him. As if he spoke to the future.
(Find the True King.)
I jolt awake when the door clicks opens, my body sweaty and my heart palpitating. My instincts jump in as I grab the candlestick on the bedside table, holding it like a hammer as I keep my eyes on the assailant. The door swings open, and standing there... is a hooded figure.
...Sallis?
I blink my eyes a few times, pulling myself away from my daze.
¡°...Training field. Get your bearings.¡±
You could¡¯ve knocked,
I remarked at him as he closed the door, giving me time to change my clothes.
Without even letting me bathe, he drags me off to the training field. Even though it¡¯s morning, the field is strangely empty, with the usual drifters hanging around in the corridors with their weapons. Why aren¡¯t they practising?
¡°Hey, Sallis. Emptied out the the field for your assessment or whatever,¡±
the chief said as he walks out of the crowd.
¡°Thanks for the trouble.¡±
¡°Hahaha, these lot won¡¯t be getting stronger, anyways! I¡¯m just taking the necessary precautions, just in case something blows up. No offense, little magus.¡±
Uh... okay.
I understand how he thinks, but... is it really necessary to reserve the whole field for us?
¡°Come on,¡±
Sallis said as he leads me to the center of the field. Looks like we¡¯re starting now, but...
¡°Look, it¡¯s her.¡±
¡°The chief thinks it¡¯s necessary to evacuate the field. Is she that powerful?¡±
¡°You bet that right. I¡¯ve seen it myself!¡±
¡°Hush, twitty girl.¡±
People are crowding in the corridors, watching us expectantly, curious about the ¡°girl who blew stuff up.¡± Do I have to start like this?
¡°To start with, create a fireball and suspend it,¡±
Sallis said to me, indifferent to the people watching us.
Okay.
I raise my hand and let the aether pull my mind adrift, gathering the air around me to form a firebulb above my palm before stepping away from it, letting it hover between us. I didn¡¯t have to do that, but it just feels cool. As the firebulb is formed, the crowds falls silence in anticipation. On the corner of my eye, I see chief walking back from the edge of the corridor, as if he¡¯s expecting the field to blow up or something. I¡¯m hurt, chief...
¡°Now, can you increase the intensity?¡±.
As told, I increase the pressure and rate of combustion, letting the bulb burn hotter and brighter. Sallis stares at the bulb wide-eyed, even though he was the one who told me to do that. The bulb¡¯s starting to burn white when he stops me.
¡°...Next is aeromancy. Release the fireball¡¯s energy, contain the explosion with air magic.¡±
Uh... what?
If I release it now, we¡¯d be dead, you know. How am I supposed to contain it? Is he talking about some kind of barrier?
Hmm... I think I can make a wall of dense air to absorb the shockwave... but how well would it do? And even if I do that, there¡¯s still the fuel that haven¡¯t burned off yet. Once I release the energy, the blast would spread the concentrated gases along with the flame, and they might just combust explosively. Maybe... if I can maintain a rotating column of air with enough kinetic energy, it would suck the flame in?
¡°Ready?¡±
Eh... wha, wait!
I see him raising his hand in slow motion, and from the movements of his mana, I know his intent. Within split-seconds, I create a spherical barrier around the bulb, and then start moving the air inside to form a wind funnel. The bulb is released and with a loud boom, the shockwave crashes against the barrier from the inside. The barrier breaks, and both me and Sallis are thrown back.
Ow, ow, ow....
Crap... at least the force was reduced, somewhat... but it¡¯s not over yet. The flame is too intense, and that tiny swirl isn¡¯t enough!
Quickly, I manipulate more air around me, moving them with increasing velocity while carefully keeping the flows inside the field. They catch the fire as they move through the bulb, the flame funneling through the wind like a fiery snake through a tunnel. Within seconds, we¡¯re surrounded by a giant whirlpool of flames. I can feel the heat on my skin as it moves violently, burning the ground beneath it before disappearing as suddenly as it had formed.
I try to catch my breath as I glare at my ¡°mentor¡±. That person instead just smiles at me.
What the heck? That was dangerous, you madfuck!
¡°Whoa...¡±
¡°What in the goddess¡¯ name...?¡±
¡°Miss Fay...! You were so cool~... See! I told you guys, you wouldn¡¯t believe me!¡±
¡°That¡¯s just crazy! She made a wall of fire!¡±
No, I was... mitigating the damage.
As silent as always, Sallis brushes past me as he says in a calm tone,
¡°come.¡±
Eh? Are we done?
Walking into the corridor, he ignores the people huddling by and walks straight towards the main building.
¡°Yo, Sallis. You¡¯re done?¡±
I heard the chief asking.
¡°Yes. Will meet the commissioner now. Thanks for the trouble.¡±
I follow him walk away, trying as best as I can to not pay mind to the stares boring into my back.
Leaving the fields and into the main building, we go upstairs to the second floor, where it¡¯s already hectic this early in the morning. I look around to see if I can spot Aira, but no such luck, and she would probably be too occupied to notice me anyway, just as anyone here is too busy to mind us. We walk further beyond what I¡¯ve seen in the tour yesterday, the surroundings becoming more quiet and secluded.
Shouldn¡¯t the boss be placed somewhere in the middle of it, though?
Not long after, we¡¯ve reached the the office, marked by the large, wooden double doors with a golden plate beside it, which I can¡¯t read but most likely says ¡°commissioner''s office¡±. Sallis knocks on the door, something he didn¡¯t do when intruding on me, and a reply came from behind it, welcoming us in.The story has been stolen; if detected on Amazon, report the violation.
¡°Why, if it isn¡¯t the magus,¡±
Ichard greeted us as we walk in. I poke my head out from behind Sallis¡¯ back to look at the room.
¡°Oh, there¡¯s two of you!¡±
He sits on the far side of the room, behind a large wooden office desk. Behind him are are wide windows that overlook the small park beside the guild, with the clear sky and large trees in view. In the middle of the room, sets of sofas are placed fancily like a lounge, with an intricately patterned carpet beneath. Also, the door on the side is most likely a private bedroom. If it''s like that, there''s probably a private bathroom, too. How fancy.
¡°How can I help you? Maybe you¡¯re done with your assessment? Haha, of course not.¡±
¡°I am done with the assessment.¡±
¡°...Hoh?¡±
Getting up from his chair, he uses his hand to invite us to sit before he takes a place himself on the sofa opposite of us.
¡°And? Will you take her as an apprentice?¡±
¡°I will not.¡±
¡°Eh?¡±
Eh?
¡°Why? Was her ability inadequate?¡±
¡°...No. I simply believe I am not competent enough to train her.¡±
¡°Not competent enough... I¡¯m sorry, but even if that¡¯s true, surely there¡¯s another magus who are able to...¡±
¡°None. No magi in the Zef will be able to teach her.¡±
Hearing that, Ichard places his hand on the bridge of his nose, trying to process what Sallis just said.
¡°...Hooh... there¡¯s a lot to say about that, but since you seem so sure... but then, what would you say we do with her?¡±
¡°Inzhi, the arcanist, will stop by Tarnlake within a few days.¡±
¡°The geomancer...? You mean...¡±
¡°I believe that person has the interest and the capability to take her as an apprentice.¡±
Ichard leans on the sofa after that, crossing his arms and narrowing his eyes at me.
¡°...Arcanist, ey...? You think she has the potential?¡±
¡°Yes.¡±
¡°I see... I won¡¯t doubt your judgement, but is that okay? Aren¡¯t the people from Zef expecting something from this? What will you tell them?¡±
¡°...That we would have their favor and good word.¡±
¡°Getting on the good side of one, possibly two arcanists, eh? I like the way you think. Alright, you¡¯ve convinced me. I will have someone inform the gates. Thank you, magus. You may leave now.¡±
Sallis stands up from the sofa and turns to leave. Then, just as I am about to do the same, Ichard stops me.
¡°not you, lass.¡±
As Sallis leaves the room, Ichard walks back to his desk, taking out a cigar from a silver case and lights it with a pistol-shaped lighter. He stands there, looking out the window, breathing out a puff of smoke as he speaks to me,
¡°Do you know? If you ask children what they want to be when they grow up, most boys would answer, a hero, a king, or some other horseshit like that. I¡¯m no different, of course. As a child, it was my dream to be someone big, someone who could make a change, someone whose voice matters in the big stage. And here I am.¡±
I... didn¡¯t think he was going to give me a pep talk, since I thought he¡¯d be very busy. I¡¯m not sure what his point is...
¡°Luphaens, avlarks, humans... we¡¯re all just homids in the end, and yet, you can clearly see what difference it does to not be a human where human supremacy reigns. Tarnlake wasn¡¯t anything different. Just a decade ago, luphaens would be raped on the alleys, and avlarks slaved in the mines to the north. For years I¡¯ve fought for impartiality, and I learnt a lot about people. I learnt that they don¡¯t change no matter how hard you try to change them, so I focused on the younger generations. I taught them about the values that makes a life, of how beautiful the world would be if we are fair to one another. Look at this city now. That was the change I brought.¡±
I just stare at his back idly, not exactly knowing what he¡¯s leading up to.
¡°There¡¯s a reason why I chose Sallis for the mission back then. I knew one of his professors¡¯, you see. He was bright as a student, a master of fire and talented in light magic. It wasn¡¯t a wonder that he graduated primage from one of the best institutes in the empire. And this exceptional man, did you know that his dream was to be an arcanist?¡±
Well, he¡¯s not much of a talker, so...
¡°A hero, a king, an arcanist... I suppose even the magi dreams of becoming something great. Sure, there¡¯s other stuff like grand magi, or archmagi, but those are just fancy titles slapped to fancy people. Now, the arcanists, though... they know what real change is. They¡¯d shaped civilization for as long as the empire aged. Pioneers of any era, pushing the boundaries of our known world. That¡¯s what arcanists are.¡±
Is... that so...?
After that, he puts out the fire on his cigar after only a few whiffs before he turns back at me. There¡¯s passion in his eyes as he continued,
¡°I knew there¡¯s something about you, from the moment I first saw you walk in the hall yesterday. I was curious, so I asked around. You were a slave, correct?¡±
Eh.. I thought that was supposed to be confidential.
*nods*
A smile forms on his face at my reply.
¡°From a slave, to an arcanist. If you really do become one, it would be one hell of a story to tell. I had my family¡¯s name and wealth, and was able to change this city. Sallis had his brilliance and became a great magus, perhaps an archmagus in the future. But you, girl... as an arcanist, you will pave the way for the empire¡¯s future. And so, before you leave, I just have a few words to say to you that I hope you will remember.¡±
He then sits back on the opposite of me, his eyes staring through the shadow of my hood and into my eyes, as he said what he wanted to say all along,
¡°remember our nature. Remember your past, and of the darkness of people¡¯s hearts, but do not let it control you. Be strong, and be compassionate. And then, maybe one day, you¡¯ll be able to give light to the darkness of the empire.¡±
.....
..........
I walk in the empty corridors, my mind on the meaning of what Ichard said. He seems to have put his faith in me, even though I¡¯m still nowhere near of becoming an ¡°arcanist¡±. Heck, I¡¯m not even sure what they do, but if becoming one gives me power, I¡¯ll be one. I wonder, though, what did I do to make Sallis think I have what it takes? Was what I did back then actually great? I¡¯ve yet to see other magi in action, so I don¡¯t know how a normal magus would be.
¡°Oh...¡±
Hmm?
Aira?
As I walk, my eyes meets with Aira¡¯s who is walking the other way, towards Ichard¡¯s office. Beside her is an attractive luphaen woman, coupling her hands with Aira¡¯s. The woman¡¯s expression stiffened when she saw me, but didn¡¯t say anything as they continue to walk past me. I look behind at them, and notice Aira doing the same as our eyes meets again. Her mouth opens and her foot trips on other, but the woman still walks on without minding, dragging Aira with her.
I watch them walk away and the whole time, Aira keeps looking back at me, all the way until they turn the corner. Something¡¯s not right...
I quietly follow them, peeking around the corner as I see them walk into Ichard¡¯s office. Then a click tells me that someone must¡¯ve locked the door. I walk up to it and indeed, it¡¯s locked. There¡¯s no keyhole, though, so it must have a different locking mechanism. I put my ear against the door, but there¡¯s nothing to be heard.
.............
The way she looked at me... I¡¯ve seen those eyes before. She was afraid of something. She was asking for my help.
Ah, crap... I can¡¯t leave this alone now, can I?
Deciding that, I briskly make my way through the building.
Once I arrive at the bustling foyer, I see several people pointing and waving at me.
Sorry, I have no time for that right now.
¡°Look, look! It¡¯s fire girl!¡±
¡°Miss Fay~ over here! Let¡¯s eat together!¡±
I ignore Kaelyn¡¯s voice and head on to the entrance and out the building.
Ichard¡¯s office was secluded, there was no keyhole on the doors, and the room was soundproof. But there¡¯s one place where I can see inside. I make my way out onto the streets and then to the small park, to the west of the guild.
When I arrive there, I see couples flirting with each other, and elderly enjoying the shade and the view, be it the green or the young people. I proceed to a corner where there¡¯s less people and less chance to be seen, making sure that no one¡¯s around before I gather my mana. I get on my knees, gathering the air into a slightly dense ball of gas around my feet. Then, I jumped, using air pressure to launch me up.
Ugh.. ow!
Shite... the branches are sharper than I thought. Ah, well, good thing I¡¯m not stuck. Now, next is... find the window of the office. It should be... there. I see it.
Using the same technique, I leap between the trees to one near the window, doing it silently as not to alert the people on the ground as well as the ones inside the office. Now with a decent vantage point, I can see clearly inside the office.
Ichard is sitting behind his desk, his back towards me, and standing in front of him is the two luphaens. The woman seems to be talking to Ichard about something, while Aira has her gaze down on the floor, her hand gripping her dress nervously. I think Ichard just said something to her, because she looks at him after that, her eyes wide and... terrified?
Wait, what... what is she doing? Why... why is she taking off her clothes?
Aira?
She proceeds to take off her garment slowly. She starts from her bodice, her skirt, and then her undergarments, exposing everything beneath to Ichard and the hidden observer outside the window. She kept her gaze down, her arms over her breasts and crotch in a measly attempt of decency.
Aira!
As if she heard me, she looks around the room alert, but fails to notice me in the end. After that, Ichard stands up and approaches her, putting his hand on her back as she visibly trembles under his touch. Then he leads her, nudging her towards the door at the side, leaving the woman in the office and closing the door behind them. I look at the windows of the next room and see that they¡¯re bolted shut with no apparent way to look inside, but I don¡¯t need to. I already know what would happen.
Aira had nowhere to go. The guild is the only place she has left, and it''s either that, or struggle alone on the streets.
(Remember our nature. Remember your past, and of the darkness with people¡¯s hearts.)
I quietly laugh at my own foolishness. I should¡¯ve learnt by now, this idiot me.
After all, it¡¯s our nature.
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--- The night before... ---
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¡°I tell you, lad. I an¡¯t kidding,¡±
my brother said to me, still chugging on his ale, emptying his second tankard for the night. There¡¯s no doubt that he¡¯s drunk by now.
¡°Come on, lil¡¯ bro. Drink! ¡®Tis all on me, haha!¡±
¡°Sorry, brother. I can¡¯t.¡±
¡°Hmphf! You bishops and your laws. I don¡¯t understand ye all.¡±
¡°You know how it is. Now, what was that about a faean?¡±
¡°Oh, right... where was I?¡±
¡°You detained a pair of magus, and one of them was a?¡±
¡°A faean! White hair and all! And she was poplolly, I tell you. Lil¡¯ young, but still the fairest I¡¯ve seen! Like, ya know those scrubbers at Frabber street? Mayna¡¯s got ¡®em smokin'' teats, ya know. Pity you won¡¯t ever get go at her, eh? Huh? What was I trying to say, again?¡±
Gosh... call it familial duty, but I¡¯ve never enjoyed these drinks as much as he does, but for once, this little occasion has something worthwhile to it. Possibly something very, very worthwhile.
¡°The faean, brother. You were about to say something about her test result?¡±
¡°Huh? Oh, that. So, I got ¡®em detained and shit, right. Then I took a look at their crap and stuff, and the lass had seventy-nine mana pool. Now, I an¡¯t a magus, but this Fallake guy thought it was a big deal, ya know. ¡°
By the goddess... seventy-nine? A faean? If what he says is true...
¡°Oh, and hear thi?¡±
¡°You said they were from the guild?¡±
¡°Huh? Oh, yeah, cuz this avlark came and fetched ¡®em. Aldwan, I know that guy. Big avlark from Steadville.¡±
¡°I see...¡±
I¡¯ll send word to the archbishop with the fastbird tonight. Then, first thing tomorrow, I¡¯ll have to see this girl for myself. I don¡¯t know what I¡¯ll see there, but the Order might have to take a move. And when they do, I¡¯ll be ready.
¡°Drink more, brother. Next one¡¯s on me.¡±
¡°Aw, bud! You¡¯re a good bro, all stiff that you are!¡±
¡°You deserved it, brother.¡±
After all, you might¡¯ve just helped us on vanquishing the demon lord.
Chapter 19 : The Reality We All Face
Chapter 19
The Reality We All Face
Step aside.
I plant my foot on the floor as I look upwards at the face of the man looming before me, answering him with a defiant stare. His eyes narrowed at me, his expression stiff and his arms crossed over his chest, showing no signs of moving from that spot.
¡°I can¡¯t let you pass.¡±
You knew. You know what he¡¯s doing.
After witnessing what I saw, I immediately rushed to the commissioner¡¯s office, but... to think that of all people, the chief would stand in my way.
I form a small fire above my palm, not bothering to insulate it so that he can feel the heat.
¡°You want to burn me, little magus? Like you did those people back in the forest?¡±
I¡¯ve done worse.
¡°This. This is your problem, lass. You¡¯re too impulsive, then and now. You know, you shouldn¡¯t let your feelings control you and think about what you¡¯re doi? Gah!¡±
the chief shouts as I kick him in the groin, bringing him down to his knees as he holds his preciousness in pain.
I¡¯m not asking for a pep talk.
I launch my foot again, aiming for the head, but he grabs my ankle before my foot lands on its target. With a swift movement, he pulls my ankle and pushes me down on my stomach, his body weight pushing the air out of my lungs.
Agh!
¡°Please, just... listen?Anq¡¯vok!¡±
he cursed as the fire burns his back. I turn my head to see the look on his face, but instead, what I see is a big, furry fist, filling up my view.
--- --- ---
I wake up and find myself back in my room. Looking out the window, I see the rays of a setting sun, casting long shadows into the room.
Fuck...
I lightly touch the side of my face. More precisely, the swelling on my cheek. Damn it, it hurts so much...
........
Aira!
How much time has passed since then?!
I quickly hop off the bed and run towards the door, but it¡¯s not budging when I pull the knob. I pull with all my might, but it¡¯s now clear that someone had locked me inside.
Darn it...
I could try blowing the door off the frame, but I¡¯m not confident enough that I won¡¯t get myself killed in this small room. Then... the window?
I open the window and look outside, noticing a small ledge below the window, just enough for me to put my feet on.
Alright... I can do this. As long as I stay calm, I¡¯ll be okay. Right, this room is on the third floor, and at this hour, the other rooms are most likely locked as well. Even so, if I can go to the edge and around the corner, there¡¯s a window that connects to the hallway.
Okay, okay... come on, Fay. The longer you spend here, the longer Aira would be with that man. You can do this...
I sharply inhale and steel myself as I climb over the window, using one foot to tentatively feel the ledge. I can feel the surface, but it feels more narrow than it looks. No, no... I¡¯ve done this before. Just a walk in the park.
Carefully, I put both my feet out on the ledge, holding the window frame as to not die a stupid death. Although, at this height, I doubt I would lose my life. It¡¯s probably just... twelve strides? thirteen? Even if I fall, it¡¯ll probably be some broken bones, depending on how I fall... ah, what am I thinking? Focus. Aira is waiting.
Just as I thought that, the door swings open and a hulking, furry figure walks in.
¡°...I knew you¡¯d try something like this,¡±
Um...
the chief sighed as I freeze in place, like a deer caught in torch light. This is awkward...
¡°Wait, I¡¯ll let you out, under the condition that you hear me out first. Even if you go there now, it¡¯s already too late.¡±
What?
--- --- ---
I sit back on my bed, giving up on getting out. He may be an imbecile, but the chief is not a liar; Ichard was done with Aira, and there¡¯s already nothing I can do about it.
¡°Sorry about that,¡±
he said while motioning at my swollen face.
Damn right, you gave me a concussion!
Meanwhile, beneath his shirt, I can see some fresh bandages wrapping his body.
Not sorry about your fur.
Seeing that there¡¯s no chair in the room, the chief walks as if to sit on the bed at my side. Just as he¡¯s about to sit, I put my legs on the bed, leaving no space for him to sit on.
¡°... *sigh* I know you feel uncomfortable about what he¡¯s doing, but you don¡¯t know the whole story, do you?¡±
I just stare back at him as an answer, impatient to get on with it.
¡°...After Hrakia¡¯s fall long ago, many of its population seek refuge into nearby countries, Lephander included. However, as expected after the Movals¡¯ ultimatum, we were treated like slaves, and this city was no different. ¡°Inhumans¡±, they called us. Every day, I watched my kinsmen being sent off against their wills to be meat shields against beasts. Every day, I hear about young luphaens disappearing in the alleys, only to have their bodies turn up the next morning. We... tried our best, me and Orlev, but there¡¯s only so much two people could do. But then, he came.¡±
His eyes flared and his ears perked up as he reminisces further,
¡°he was relentless in the pursuit of his ideals, and that passion was what made us followed him. Even when it seemed the whole world was against us, he never wavered. Years later, this town became what it is now; a haven in a world where we¡¯re considered no more than vermins or slaves. Of course, I didn¡¯t know about his... quirk, back then, but consider this, little magus; It was him that achieved this peace, that humans and inhumans alike are able to coexist in this town. Do you wish to destroy that?¡±
...I see. I understand now.
A person¡¯s virtues, if great enough, would cover up his wickedness, is that what he meant? Ichard had amassed a great deal of trust and rectitude, and should his closed-room activities are to be known, it would discredit everything he sought for. Without him to protect the status quo, Tarnlake would go back to the way it was.
¡°Listen, I know that despite your tendencies to act on impulse, you have the wisdom to understand. I can see it in your eyes; you¡¯ve gone through more than what most people do in their entire life, and that¡¯s why I trust you to keep your caprices in check. Am I right to trust you?¡±
I pathetically nod at him and he rubs my head in response, like a parent would after lecturing his disobedient child.
¡°You know... that girl is lucky to have you looking out for her,¡±
he said as he roughly ruffled my hair before turning to leave the room. I sit still and listen to his heavy footsteps, echoing through the hall as he walks away.
--- --- ---
I don¡¯t know what to do.
I don¡¯t know what to think.
I understand the chief¡¯s reasoning, but that doesn¡¯t mean that I have to like it. So I rushed out the room, though without knowing where to go, I just ambled around the guild building, hoping to run into Aira.Reading on this site? This novel is published elsewhere. Support the author by seeking out the original.
Then I saw her¡ªThe woman. Her fluffy brown hair hangs behind her supple shoulders, the guild uniform somehow emphasizing her sultry curves as she walks with her tail, the same fluffy color as her hair, peeking out from under her skirt. She was the luphaen who took Aira to Ichard.
I follow her quietly from a distance as she paces to and fro, always holding one or two bundles of parchments in her hands, delivering them between the offices on the second floor. Most of the people here are too busy to give me more than a glance, but I still take care to attract as little attention, lest the luphaen might notice and run away from me.... would she, though? Judging from her behaviour when she saw me this morning, she probably would. Anyway, the intricate corridors and adjoining rooms makes it hard for me to follow her from a distance. I need to get closer...
She¡¯s heading downstairs now, using the staircase near the training field. I follow her and soon enough, the sound of shoutings and clashing steels reach my ears. I look out at the field, noticing the new dark marks on the grounds below the feet of the training drifters. The woman looks out at them every now and then, but keeps walking to wherever her destination is. Meanwhile, I¡¯m just looking for a chance to confront her, patiently, and when she¡¯s alone, I¡¯ll... jump her? As long as she doesn¡¯t notice me, that is?
¡°Miss Fay! What a coincidence! I¡¯m done with the training, so let¡¯s eat together!¡±
K?Kaelyn!
I¡¯d love to, but this isn¡¯t the time?ah. The woman just turned around and... our eyes met.
.........
Ah,I knew it! I knew she¡¯d run away once she¡¯d seen me!
¡°Wait, miss Fay? Where are you going? Wait...!¡± (Kaelyn)
Her hair flows behind her as she runs, revealing some kind of faded tattoo on the back of her neck. I work my legs to try and catch up with the woman, but... she¡¯s fast, as expected of a luphaen. I¡¯ll be left in the dust at this rate! But I won¡¯t let her get away, not before I get some light to these questions that I have for her. Not that I have any way of questioning her, but I¡¯ll figure it out when the time comes. For now, I just have to get to her somehow, and then.... Oh, crap, she¡¯s getting away!
¡°What¡¯s this? What¡¯s going on?¡±
¡°Oy, don¡¯t run around in the corridors!¡±
Voices of complaint reach me as I brush past people; this little chase has gotten more attention than I¡¯d like. Damn it, Kaelyn, why¡¯d you have to go and shout out to me?
..........
Huff... I can¡¯t... I¡¯m out of breath...
*sigh*
I give up. There¡¯s no way I can catch up to her. Judging from the direction, she seems to be heading to the far end of the east wing. If I remember correctly, that place is... the storerooms? Why would she run where there¡¯s the least amount of people? Shouldn¡¯t it be the safer where there¡¯s a crowd, where I¡¯m more restrained in my actions? Except if...
...Let¡¯s head there for now and see if she¡¯s really there.
--- --- ---
...She¡¯s really in there, in one of the storerooms. What is her intention? Is she hiding from me?
I enter the room she¡¯s in, and there she is, standing there as if waiting for me.
¡°Miss Fay, is it?¡±
...Yes.
I close the door behind me and make sure there¡¯s no other escape routes, but looking at her, that probably won¡¯t be necessary.
¡°...I had a feeling that you know what¡¯s going on,¡±
she said, her grey eyes squinting to see me in the darkness, looking for my eyes under the shadows of my hood.
¡°You do know, don¡¯t you? About what he¡¯s doing?¡±
Her posture, her gestures... they tell me that she has no intention of running away. Could she have purposely led me here? A trap laid by Ichard, because he knows that I saw something?
¡°...You hate me don¡¯t you, for what I¡¯ve done to your friend?¡±
I wonder...
¡°I¡¯m right, am I? Come on, then. Show me what you¡¯ve got.¡±
Contrasting her brave words, her voice trembled. Her bravado is starting to fall apart as I step towards her, tumbling against her own foot and falling against the stores at her back. Her ears are lowered and her tail is tucked between her thighs. Yet, she still shows no signs of running away, not even searching for a way to escape as her gaze is locked with mine.
Why? If you¡¯re afraid of me, why did you bring me here in the first place?
¡°...Do it. Just do it quickly, whatever it is you planned for me.¡±
...........
Ah, I see...
I understand, now. Looking at it like this, it¡¯s quite obvious, isn¡¯t it?
Goodbye.
¡°Eh? Wait! Where are you going?!¡±
As I open the door to leave, I feel her hand grabbing my wrists, saying,
¡°aren¡¯t you going to take revenge for your friend?!¡±
Revenge... was never my intent. I just wanted to see her perspective, and now I see it. I pull my hand out of her grip, ignoring her shouts, sounding like pleads now, as I walk away.
This woman, she¡¯s just the same, isn¡¯t she? With nowhere else to go, with no choice to go along with her tyrant¡¯s wills. The same as Aira, and perhaps the same as the other female luphaens working here.
The marking on the back of her neck... it was probably some kind of slave brand, and from what I heard from the chief, that kind of thing was widespread here before Ichard came around. She, who had experienced what this city was like, chose to live within Ichard¡¯s protection and goes along with his desires in exchange. No matter what kind of disgusting acts would be asked of her, it would be better than what she experienced back then... is that what she thought?
........
Even though I came to her for enlightenment, it seems that it¡¯s become more confusing instead.
--- --- ---
As I walk through the hallway back to the main foyer, I notice that it¡¯s more crowded than before. Is something going on?
¡°Yo, Orlev! You¡¯re ahead of schedule!¡±
The chief¡¯s words guided my eyes to the source; standing in front of the entrance is the commander. Beside him is Luise and the other drifters he took with him, all with delighted, but tired expressions on their faces.
¡°It¡¯s the chief constable!¡±
¡°Commander Orlev, welcome back!¡±
As the people at the front welcomes the returnees, my eyes are drawn to the top of the staircase at the other end of the room, to the cold eyes of the man standing there.
¡°Well, well... look who¡¯s here. Our hero has returned!¡±
His voice, as usual, is laced with a business persona as it carried across the large room. He has that customary fake smile on his face as he walks down the stairs to greet his old friend.
¡°Commissioner, I¡¯ll have my report ready within the night?¡±
¡°Hah! Getting all formal on me, now? The report can wait, Orlev. Come, you look like you need a drink, friend."
I watch them being led by Ichard to the dining hall, behind them the large group of people anxious to hear about the mission. It¡¯s somehow a little odd to see the commander, who had intimidated people with his overbearing presence, complying dutifully to someone who is probably half his age. I guess that amounts to how great Ichard¡¯s influence is.
¡°Miss Fay! There you are! Come on, let¡¯s eat!¡±
Before I could react, someone grabs my arm and pulls me to follow the group.
¡°I have so much to tell you. I won¡¯t let you escape this time,¡±
said the redhead while pulling me, a thoughtless grin plastered on her face.
As we walk towards the dining hall, I feel a stare boring into my back and when I turn my head, I see the luphaen woman standing there at a distance, watching me with melancholic eyes.
I wonder, what did she expect me to do? Or rather, what did she want me to do? From the way she spoke, she seemed to be burdened by the guilt of letting Aira go through what she herself went through years ago, maybe even now.
...I¡¯m sorry.
Maybe she wanted me to relieve her guilt somehow. Maybe she wanted me to do for Aira what no one could for her.
--- --- ---
¡°...so, like that, I think I¡¯m more suited with two-handed spears because they¡¯re more sturdy, you know? But Hork kept insisting that it¡¯s too heavy for me, that craghead...¡±
As we eat, Kaelyn keeps on talking in-between chews, mostly about her training and other stuff that I don¡¯t really care about right now. Beside her, Aira makes small and listless movements with her cutlery as she plays with her food, barely eating her meal. Her complexion seems pale and her gestures are sluggish, her eyes staring into her plate as she loses herself in her own thoughts.
¡°By the way, Commissioner Ichard seems awfully close with the commander and the chief, don¡¯t you think?¡±
Kaelyn said, and with the mention of Ichard¡¯s name, I see Aira shuddering, dropping her fork to the plate with a clang.
¡°Aira? Are you alright? You seem so pale...¡±
¡°Y?Yes, I¡¯m...¡±
Suddenly, a shadow looms from behind Kaelyn and a giant hand presses down on her head.
¡°Aah!¡±
¡°Who said you could eat?¡±
¡°H?Hork?! No, but... I did all you asked!¡±
¡°By any chance, did you call me a craghead just then?¡±
¡°Y?You heard?! I mean, you heard wrong!¡±
¡°Hmm... ¡®Dzat so? C¡¯mere, twitty girl!¡±
While they bicker with each other, I watch the person beside them, languid and indifferent to the world around her.
Hey, Aira...
I reach out to grab her hand, but she immediately pulls away at the touch, surprised at the contact.
¡°Ah... S?Sorry...¡±
she said regretfully as she shoots her gaze back down at her plate, avoiding my eyes.
As I thought, she¡¯s rather edgy. Her emotions must be in a mess right now, and yet, the fact that she¡¯s brought herself here to eat with us means that she¡¯s still trying to fit in; to adapt to her new life here.
...No, it could be that she just wants to be close to someone. I know how it feels to be alone when everything falls apart on you, and even though she probably can¡¯t say anything about her troubles, being near the people you trust is better than being alone. If only Farica is here, she might be able to comfort her with sweet words. Speaking of which, I haven¡¯t seen that girl in the last couple of days. She¡¯s probably busy with her new job as Rips¡¯ new assistant.
¡°By the way, Hork, I¡¯ve been wondering, why is Commander Orlev called ¡°commander¡±? Isn¡¯t he the chief constable?¡± (Kaelyn)
¡°That¡¯s..., he used to be military, and that¡¯s what people called him back then. It just stuck, I guess. It¡¯d be too confusing if we have two chiefs, anyway. Hahaha!¡± (Hork)
¡°Oh, and don¡¯t you think those three seems close?¡±
Kaelyn asked, motioning at the people sitting two rows away. The three there; Ichard, the commander, and the chief, drinking together with an unapproachable atmosphere around them.
¡°Those three? They¡¯ve been friends from waaay before, since before Ichard even joined the guild. You could say that they¡¯re the pillars of the Tarnlake branch.¡±
¡°Eh? Even Chief Aldwan? I thought he was from Gerslow?¡±
¡°You mean Steadville. Before he became chief there, he was a drifter here first. He still hangs here a lot, though.¡±
¡°Oh, I get it... because they¡¯re so close as friends, right?¡±
¡°Hahaha! That¡¯s right, girl. Even now, Ichard is still trying to get the commander to be his deputy. The man in question wouldn¡¯t take the position, said he¡¯s more suited for field work. Not that it matters, though. Since there¡¯s no deputy, the chain of command falls down to the chief constable, so Orlev is practically already the deputy, but with less paperwork and more legwork.¡±
¡°I see, I see...¡±
I observe the three from a distance, trying to hear what they¡¯re talking about amidst the sound of chattering people and clattering plates.
Commander Orlev, he knows about Ichard too, doesn¡¯t he? He struck me as someone with upstanding moral values, but I suppose I was wrong again. Or maybe, is that the reason why he won¡¯t become Ichard¡¯s deputy?
¡°Miss Fay...? Is something wrong?¡±
Kaelyn¡¯s voice made me realize that I¡¯ve been staring at them too long, so I turn back at my plate to continue my meal. Even so, the feeling of disappointment is still there, weighing on my mind.
...Huh. ¡°Disappointed¡±, am I? After everything I went through, it seems as though I still expected something more. How stupid of me.
¡°Umm... miss Fay, if you¡¯re worrying about him, don¡¯t worry! I¡¯ll protect you in place of miss Latasha!¡±
Eh?
I look at the direction she¡¯s nodding at, and there I see a certain wolf looking back at me, as if he¡¯s been staring at me for some time. The second our eyes met, his face beams up with a grin, like a brat who just got back from a field trip and can¡¯t wait to tell all about it to his mother.
There¡¯s still the matter of his proposal, isn¡¯t there. Frankly, I don¡¯t want to deal with that right now, so I think I¡¯m just going to avoid him for now.
¡°Miss Fay, that... what happened to your face?!¡±
...Ah... I guess I didn¡¯t hide it well enough.
¡°Who did this to you?! Or perhaps, is it because of your magus training?!¡±
Stop shouting...
I pull my hood tighter as I look around, noticing the attention Kaelyn brought to me. Even the three across the hall had their attention here. I even see the chief looking at me with guilt.
Don¡¯t worry, chief. I¡¯ll get back at you for this, somehow.
At any rate, the wolf¡¯s been staring at me for quite a while now. What should I do...? Frankly, marrying him isn¡¯t really a bad idea, but with that arcanist alternative, the notion doesn¡¯t seem as appealing anymore.
Sorry, Luise. I¡¯ll have to put your proposal on hold, at least until I get some closure on this matter with Ichard... or so I say, but he¡¯ll come after me, anyway.
Now then, how do you escape a wolf? Heh, Eretz would know.
Chapter 20 : A Little Bit of Magic
Chapter 20
A Little Bit of Magic
Life is simple.
In a modern civilization, we are always striving for the best in life. Among our peers, rivals, or even enemies, we always try to be superior in at least one thing, and make it out to be something that defines us. However, take away all that ego and privilege, then what¡¯s left is simple, really; eat, sleep, and grow.
That is to say, eating this delish wonder means that I¡¯m having the time of my life right now. This slab of roast, served with a savoury sauce, crunchy yet tender on the inside that I can chew without worrying about my jaw. And then complementing the main dish; a thick and rich broth, drenched in it some kind of bran and meaty veggies. I don¡¯t even care what they are. As soon as they go into my mouth, each chew would take me to different tastes of bliss.
Say that I¡¯m pitiful or whatever, but for me, this is what a good life is¡ªto have a meal without starving to death beforehand, or to be able to sleep in a bed whenever you want, without having to worry that a lifer might be around the corner.
Yes, I feel like I¡¯m having it pretty good right now, and for that reason, I feel... guilty. Here I am, enjoying what I have and taking it for granted, meanwhile, those three are still down there...
To tell the truth, I¡¯m scared. What if, by the time I got them out, it¡¯s already too late?
They can¡¯t even use magic like I could, so would they fare against lifers? It should be fine as long as they stay and work together, but... would they? Without me there, would Yammu lose her sight again? Would Hadda and Eretz try to kill each other? If I¡¯m not there to keep them together, then...
¡°Miss Fay... are you listening...?¡±
Huh? Ah, yes...
¡°Geez, you and Aira both are so out of it, these days! What¡¯s up with you two...?¡±
I look at Aira, her expression so still as if she didn¡¯t even hear what Kaelyn just said.
Hah... I guess there¡¯s no point in worrying about that now, when I¡¯m already in a mess myself. In the first place, what am I even worrying about? Those three were the ones who helped me, so who I am to be so arrogant as to doubt their survival?
That¡¯s right, I have problems of my own...
¡°Ai? You¡¯re done already?¡±
Kaelyn asked as Aira stands up from her seat. On her plate, the food is practically left untouched.
¡°What¡¯s the matter? You don¡¯t like the food?¡±
¡°S?Sorry... I¡¯m not feeling well...¡±
the luphaen answered, turning to leave the dining hall. I watch her as she listlessly goes, clumping away with clumsy steps. Her wolf-like ears are drooped down as well as her tail, her legs wobbly as if she could collapse at any moment.
¡°What¡¯s with her...? Ah, maybe I should ask miss Farica to check on her? But she always seemed so busy, so I wonder if it would be a bother? What do you think miss Fay... Eh? Are you done too?¡±
Taking Aira¡¯s slab of meat in my mouth, I stand up and look at the blonde-haired man, sitting a couple rows away. I pace towards the exit as I gobble down the meat along the way. Luise seems to be preoccupied with all that people around him, so he shouldn¡¯t notice me going out the hall.
......
...Ah. He saw me. Well, time to go...
Gulping down what¡¯s left, I rush out towards the exit, marching with large strides as fast as I can to avoid the wolf.
¡°Miss Whitey,¡±
a charming, courteous voice greeted me as a flower suddenly appeared in front of me, its clement fragrance promptly reaching my nose. From the translucent threads and five scalloped petals down to its stem, the flower is painted in a stunning white. It was probably beautiful once, when its crown is not all torn and muddy.
I look at the blue eyes of the person holding the flower, amazed by how fast he caught up to me.
¡°I found this Rosellion on my way back. So delicate and beautiful, yet sturdy on the stem. It made me think of you,¡±
Luise said, a coaxing smile on his hunky face.
¡°Err... the journey back was harsher than I thought. It used to be pretty, but it¡¯s all mangled and ugly now. I apologize, of course I can¡¯t give this to you.¡±
¡°Hey, stop! You¡¯re not allowed near her!¡±
Kaelyn shouted, running between us and pushing him away from me, her hands spread as if to block him.
¡°Kaelyn? No, I just wanted to talk to her...¡±
¡°No way! She¡¯s injured, and she needs rest!¡±
¡°Injured?! But, who would...¡±
¡°Now, now...¡±
a growlish voice suddenly came behind him as a large furry hand appears on his shoulder.
¡°The lass is right. The little magus passed out this morning and only woke up recently. You should let her go to rest for now.¡±
So chief said, but I can see the cold sweat between the creases of his eyebrows.
Anyway, I should go now while I can.
--- --- ---
I make my way up to the third floor, skipping up the steps and tripping a couple of times in my haste. Upon reaching my destination, I sigh in relief seeing Aira just as she enters her room, locking the door behind her. I¡¯d feared that Ichard might summon her again, but it seems that he¡¯s actually sensible enough to care about the health of his luphaen ¡°friends¡±.
She should rest while she can, so I probably shouldn¡¯t bother her since there¡¯s nothing I could say to help her, anyway. Now then, I should probably lock my own door so that Luise doesn¡¯t find me, but... Aira is still...
I¡¯d thought that she seemed rather composed despite her circumstance, but I¡¯m not really sure now. Her eyes seemed so lifeless, and the fact that she¡¯s keeping quiet makes it all worse. Is she really okay?
.......
After going into my room, I decide to leave a small gap on my door so that I can hear the sounds coming from the hallway. That way, I¡¯d know if Aira left the room.
..........
.....I shouldn¡¯t sleep if I want to keep watch, but.... shite, this bed is so... soft and.... plush...
Argh... I can¡¯t lie still. Stay awake, you. Looking at her state, Aira might just do something reckless. I can¡¯t sleep now.
.......
Ah, maybe I should try playing with Nexy.
< ¡°Playing¡± is not recognized as an internal or external command, operable program or batch file. Please restate your request. >
No, no, I don¡¯t mean that....
Thalvos said that I could use Nexy to read somehow, but how?
Hmm.... you know anything about this?
< Missing syntax; please specify a request. >
Oh, geez... why are you still so reserved with me?
Ah, come to think of it, there¡¯s something else I was able to read aside from Nexy¡¯s little windows. Hmm... where did I put it? Oh, there it is.
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Master of Sins
Indelible Survivor
Champion of the Dark God
She Who Deals With Demons
Mana Affinity
? High ¨C
Mana Pool
? 81
Right, I can read the status card like I read Nexy, but why? How does it work?
I wonder...?
Nexy, if you could please...
< Request confirmed. Analyzing... >
Appellation, |Master of Sins|: A transcendent title granted to those who¡¯ve mastered their own darkness. It is the conflux of seven; Master of Lies, Master of Blood, Master of Discord, Master of Malice, Master of Desires, Master of Hunger, Master of Pleasures.
Appellation, |Indelible Survivor|: Irritatingly persistent, eluding death when it is your fate. Even he who governs the underrealm cannot erase you.
Appellation |Champion of the Dark God|: You asked for it.
Appellation, |She Who Deals With Demons|: ¡°Make a deal with the demon¡±, a most heinous and profane taboo of the Church of Athyra. You have a demon¡¯s mark imprinted somewhere on your body, making you a target for the Church.
H?Hey, now... I thought you could only identify living creatures, Nexy.
< False; the Nexus Identification System is applicable to all objects stored within the local Subnex database. >
Objects? Does that mean I can identify inanimate things as well?
The genuine version of this novel can be found on another site. Support the author by reading it there.
Identify.
< Identifying... >
|Trifold Candlestick|: A candlestick capable of holding up to three candles.
...Well, now.
Let¡¯s experiment on this.
--- --- ---
Time passed as the ticking of the longcase clock in the hallway fills the silence. I tried a number of things with Nexy, and it surprised me how much I didn¡¯t know. I¡¯ll elaborate on that at another time, because rigt now I¡¯m... too sleepy...
Ah... maybe I should just sleep?
*click*
...Oh. This sound...
The sound of the lock opening is followed by a door swinging open, and then the nimble footsteps of a person. My guess is right, I suppose...?
I go out my own room and follow her, following her as she makes her way through the dark corridors. I stay in the shadows, far enough from her lupine senses, but close enough so that I can stop her if she decides to do anything dangerous.
Where are you going, Aira...?
Eh... she¡¯s going up to the fourth floor? No, further up... the rooftops? What is she intending to do? Considering her mental state, could it be...
I follow her out, and as soon as I open the door to the rooftops, the night breeze hits me like a gale. Ugh... the northern wind is so cold... I should¡¯ve brought something to keep me warm. Even at daytime, people rarely go up here, so it¡¯s no wonder that it¡¯s empty right now. Now then, where is she?
Aira?
I halt my steps as soon as I saw her. It¡¯s like something struck me when I saw her figure, standing there with her eyes closed, basking in the dim moonlight. Her hands are joined together in front of her chest, as if praying to the distant moon.
Then, with her eyes still closed, she treads forward, her steps so light as though she¡¯s walking on air.
Slowly, she raises her arms on her sides before joining it back together in front of her, her movement so gentle like she¡¯s swinging feathers instead of her own limbs. She repeats this a few times, and each time she does that, I feel something changing with the air around her.
This is... mana? Is she doing this...?
Aira continues on, stepping with her tiptoes to and fro, her arms twirling along with her. Like a stream of gold, her hair whirls following her steps as she moves from one turn to another. Behind her, her tail sways along enticingly, inviting me to join her.
At this moment, she is the centre of the world. I can feel the very air around her tagging along as she lost herself in her own world, following a melody I can¡¯t hear.
What is this....? Every twist, every turn... I feel like I¡¯m suffocating just watching her, but I can¡¯t turn my eyes away.
As I freeze in place, a whirlpool of emotions attacks me relentlessly. Seeing her like this, it¡¯s as though she is crying. There¡¯s no tears, but it feels like she¡¯s in pain, pouring out all her ineffable suffering and sending it away. Through the silent dance, she screamed and screamed, defiantly protesting at the gods for the terrible fate they had given her.
Stop it...
I can¡¯t describe it.
Every step of her dance is arresting, pulling me into an image that¡¯s blurring into the view before me. An image that I don¡¯t want to see.
Stop it!
--- --- ---
It... disappeared?
The chaos, the screaming, it disappeared all of a sudden. It happened so abruptly, as if her dance and what it brought with it was just an ephemeral dream.
¡°...Miss Fay...?¡±
Oh, um...
.
She takes her time composing herself, looking at her own shoulders to hide her own face before finally looking at me.
¡°You saw...?¡±
*nods*
Back to her usual self, she drowsily walks to the wall-fence at the edge and leans her back on it, letting her body drop down to the ground. I approach her and sit down next to her, hugging my knees to lessen the cold. She stays quiet for some time, staring at something I can¡¯t see while rubbing her own fingers nervously. Her body shivers in the cold, her lupine ears tucking under the wind as her tail wraps around to give herself more warmth.
¡°...The spirit dance, do you know it...?¡±
Eh?
¡°It¡¯s a dance used in Hrakian blessing rituals. That dance you saw in particular is an expression of acceptance, but even so, I....¡±
Her words turned into a soft whisper, so small that I can¡¯t hear it before she switches the topic altogether,
¡°uhm... m?more importantly, we should go back to sleep. It¡¯s not good for our bodies if we spend too much time up... here¡ª.......You... you know about him, don¡¯t you...¡±
... *nods*
Tears well in her eye as her body slumps back against the wall, sighing in a manner that I can¡¯t tell whether it was relief or of distress.
¡°Of course you do...¡±
She looks up at the starry sky, her teeth clenching as she forces the tears from falling.
¡°My family... we were survivors of the Hrakian genocide. We travelled from border to border, living off everything we could, and everywhere we go, they called us heretics. We were... trying to get out of the empire when we?¡±
her voice breaks just then, overwhelmed by her emotions. She takes in deep breaths, forcing herself to calm down before continuing,
¡°...¡¯We must forgive¡¯, that¡¯s what my mom used to say. ¡®We must forgive and endure. Even when the whole worlds hates us for what we are, we must persevere. And then, maybe someday, they¡¯ll learn to accept us as we have accepted them¡¯. That¡¯s what I¡¯ll do, Fay. I will endure.¡±
She looks at me, her wet eyes betraying her unyielding expression.
¡°You told me that there¡¯s no such thing as selfless kindness, but you were wrong. There are people in this world capable of it, people like you. You are kind, and I know you¡¯ll try to help me, so, please... don¡¯t.¡±
...Eh?
¡°I?I know I¡¯m weak, I know I¡¯m not like you, but if I keep depending on other people, I will stay weak forever. So, um... please just leave me be.¡±
That¡¯s what she said, but she¡¯s been holding my arm tightly for some time, now, as if she¡¯s afraid I¡¯d leave her if she let go.
¡°I¡¯m sorry... I promise I¡¯ll change, but for now... can you stay with me for a while?¡±
*nods*
At my answer, she lets out a weak smile.
¡°Thank you...¡±
--- --- ---
We stayed up there for who knows how long, sitting side by side in the silent cold. When Aira nodded off, we decided that it¡¯s time to turn in for the night, to rest in preparation for whatever the morrow holds for us. We went back to our own rooms after that.
Here I am, lying on my bed, still unable to sleep. Her words weigh on my mind for some reason. If what she said were her true feelings, that naivety would drag her down someday. How foolish.
Even if she hadn¡¯t asked me to lay off, I still wouldn¡¯t help her. I barely know her, and she has nothing to offer me, so... why did I do all those things? Why did I chase that woman? What is it I wanted to do when I rushed out for her this morning?
The chief was right. At that time, I merely acted on impulse. When I saw what I saw, I just felt... angry. Even now, there¡¯s this uncomfortable feeling in my chest, like an abundance of energy sqeezed in tight, ready to burst with a mere spark.
Aira was wrong about me. I am not kind. After everything I went through, I¡¯m anything but kind. If she knew the things I did to survive, she wouldn¡¯t have thought that way.
If I ever had a heart, it¡¯s already broken a long time ago.
(It used to be pretty, but it¡¯s all mangled and ugly now. I apologize, of course I can¡¯t give this to you...)
I chuckle to myself.
Him too, if he knew what I really am, he wouldn¡¯t have wanted me. After all, no one wants a broken flower.
I won¡¯t help Aira. I have myself to worry about, with the Church and all. Heck, I might have demons on me soon enough. She even asked me to leave her alone, and it was never my business, anyway.
...................
(The weak are always used and abused, and the rulers had no care for any glint of morals...)
Yes, I know... I mean, that¡¯s just how the world is, right? What do you expect me to do? I can¡¯t just...
(No shame at all, the lot of them, people and gods alike, turning a blind eye and went about their own business...)
Shut up, Hadda! I?I know, I¡¯m... I¡¯m not like you. I don¡¯t have any reason to help her.
(Everyone dies at the end, some with more regrets than others...)
I... I¡¯m...
(Which would you be?)
--- --- ---
.......
...I understand.
In the end, we¡¯re all living for ourselves.
That is why, I¡¯m doing this for myself.
I hop off my bed, head towards the staircase and then down to the second floor, noting a clock I pass by to see that it¡¯s already past midnight. The offices are dark and empty besides a few, and there¡¯s only a handful of lamps and candles that are lit. At day, this place is so busy and hectic, but now, there¡¯s only me here in the darkness.
If I can¡¯t find him now, then I¡¯ll do it tomorrow. If possible, though, I¡¯d like to do this as soon as I can, before Ichard subjects Aira to his desires again. Even so, where can I find him?
--- --- ---
After some time searching, I notice a light coming from under the door near the main offices. There¡¯s a plate on the side of the door with words written on it.
......
Nexy...
< Translating... >
¡°Chief Constable¡¯s Office¡±
¡°Who¡¯s there?¡±
The voice came from beyond the door. As expected of him, still so sharp even this late at night.
I open the door and see Orlev¡¯s tired face, a quill in his hand as it hovers over a piece of parchment on his desk.
¡°It¡¯s you.¡±
Hello.
¡°Something you need, magus? Ah, pardon me. It¡¯s Fay, isn¡¯t it?¡±
Promptly, I walk to his desk and snatch the quill in his hand.
¡°Hey, what...¡±
On the parchment he was working on, I start to write, overwriting whatever he just wrote.
¡°No, wait... that¡¯s the report for the...¡±
Here you go.
Orlev exhaled in a frustrated manner, hitting his own face with his palm.
¡°I worked on that for the last three hours,¡±
he complained, but takes the parchment back and reads it anyway.
¡°... ¡®I see regarding carp?¡¯ What are you...¡±
Argh, darn it. I guess a few practices wouldn¡¯t be enough, huh. Let¡¯s try again.
--- --- ---
¡° ¡®I know about Ichard¡¯, is that what you mean?¡±
*nods*
Orlev heaves out, the lines between his brows multiplying as he leans back against his chair.
¡°Somehow, I knew you were going to find out... this darkness of our guild. But then, what are you going to do about it?¡±
The look in his eyes, they¡¯re different from the chief¡¯s, who¡¯d already taken things as it is and accepted them as part of reality. Instead, the commander is looking at me expectantly, as if interested to know what I have in mind. Am I right in thinking that he¡¯s conflicted with Ichard¡¯s leadership?
¡°Just so you know, Ichard is vital for the livelihood of Tarnlake. Without his influence, the Movals would¡¯ve attacked Lephander a long time ago. It¡¯s also in his power that avlarks and luphaens are able to live normally in this city.¡±
I know all that.
¡°...Your eyes tell me that you already know this, and yet...? I¡¯m curious, do you have something planned?¡±
Alright, then. To start with...
Everything is as I suspected. Even if the people close to Ichard are discontent with how he plays with his subjects, there¡¯s nothing they can do about it because certain things get in the way. Without Ichard to keep the trust of the people here and protect the current peace with his politics, every ¡°inhuman¡± in the country might be subject to prosecution, or even the entire kingdom itself. That¡¯s why no one¡¯s ever did anything against him. However, I already have a resolution of my own.
I¡¯m not a kind person. I also don¡¯t have any idyllic justice of good and bad because I know they don¡¯t exist. Just like the case with Ichard, virtue and wickedness are often two sides of the same coin. ¡°For the greater good,¡± and that¡¯s why no one¡¯s ever done anything; not Orlev, not Aldwan, and certainly not the luphaens that cowered under him.
Even so, I don¡¯t care. I don¡¯t have that kind of value. Even if there¡¯s repercussions to come from this, I¡¯ll still do it. I¡¯m not doing this for Aira, nor am I doing this because what he¡¯s doing is ¡°wrong¡±. I¡¯m doing this for myself, and that¡¯s why what stopped everyone else won¡¯t stop me.
With that kind of ideal in mind, I take a new blank parchment and start writing on it the details of the plan I have for tomorrow.
--- --- ---
When I realized it, dawn had come. I¡¯d spent so much time trying to get this plan of mine across to the commander, but without the proper writing skills, it was harder than I thought. Thankfully, he was quick to catch on, though my thought transference might¡¯ve helped with that. All that¡¯s left is for him to agree with this, and then we¡¯ll¡ª
¡°I can¡¯t let you do this,¡±
he said as he rests his chin on his hands, eyeing me with a dangerous glint in his eyes.
Eh?
¡°I don¡¯t even know your competence as a magus, and someone could get killed. I¡¯ve heard Sallis recommended you as an arcanist, but how can you guarantee that you won¡¯t lose control?¡±
Well, that¡¯s...
¡°And even if you succeed, what then? In the first place, there¡¯s no guarantee that everything won¡¯t fall apart after that. A dozen luphaens are just not on the scale with the thousands living in this country.¡±
That¡¯s where you come in.
¡°Don¡¯t smile at me. This isn¡¯t a game. At any rate, I can¡¯t betray my own guild. Ichard might have his dark side, but what he did for the people was well beyond that.¡±
¡°Tch.¡±
I shouldn¡¯t have known it would be that easy. Now, what would convince him to help me...?
I write the next word, hoping it would persuade him.
¡®Debt.¡¯
¡°...I was afraid you¡¯d bring that up. Get me, I¡¯m very thankful for what you did for us back in the Dread, but what you¡¯re asking of me now is mutiny. I can¡¯t possibly betray my own values.¡±
Ah, I see... so in the end, it¡¯s his own justice that hinders him from taking action. I¡¯d thought I could use those very values to convince him, or at least appeal to his personal ambitions if he had any. Seems like I was wrong again.
¡®Will do myself¡¯
¡° ¡®Will do my...¡¯ you mean you¡¯re going to do it anyway?¡±
I stand up from the chair and turn to leave the room. Just as I open the door, Orlev halts me,
¡°wait, why did you think I was going to help you? What would you do if I try to stop you instead?¡±
I smile at him in reply, answering the threatening glint in his eyes with my own.
You can try.
I leave the room, not bothering to see his reaction. I don¡¯t really need him to agree, anyway. I¡¯ll just have to force his hands.
--- --- ---
At my back, the sun rises ever so slowly as it paints the sky blue. Even up here, I can still hear the bustling down on the roads. All the people living their lives peacefully, ignorant of the few that suffered for it. I take a whiff of the morning breeze, feeling the air with my every sense, telling myself that I¡¯m alive, here at this moment.
Ever since I first woke up in this world, I always felt like I¡¯m out of place, like I¡¯m not really here somehow. So far, all I¡¯ve been doing is mirroring what kindness was shown to me to the people around me. Without knowing what to do, I was only replaying a broken record, but... it won¡¯t be like that anymore.
From now on, I¡¯ll pave my own road. I¡¯ll do whatever I will and whatever I can, be it become an arcanist or finding the true king. I won¡¯t let anything stop me, not until my debt is paid. Perhaps... that is one reason I¡¯m doing this; to do for Aira what they did for me, to give some sense of satisfaction that I¡¯ve paid my due somehow.
They gave me strength through what they taught me. They gave me power, yet I¡¯ve held myself back out of fear that I can¡¯t control it. But in the end, what¡¯s there to be afraid of?
(We are weak because of what we don¡¯t know.)
You¡¯re right, Hadda... the difference of the mana between here and there was what made me afraid. Up here on the surface, the mana is more... receptive, in a word. No... it¡¯s not just mana. Whenever I reach out at the aether, it felt like everything was pulsing with it; the air around me, the earth below my feet, even my very body.
In the end, it¡¯s just a matter of knowledge. Once I get to know how the elements work here, I can use them. I¡¯ve gotten a grasp on air magic, somewhat, so I¡¯ll use that. Anything else would be too careless.
Now then, with that sorted out, it¡¯s time for action.
--- --- ---
I braved myself one last time, emptying my mind and letting my long forgotten instincts take over. Up to this point, I felt like my body was underwater, but now I¡¯ve come out of the water and onto the surface. I can feel my own heart thumping, vibrating my whole body.
Here we go.
With a prayer to a nonexistent god, I jumped off the roof.
Just as I do so, I create layers upon layers of dense air to cushion my fall in stages.
First layer. My muscles wail at the shock, my whole body trembling at the mere pressure.
Second layer. I see my reflection whizz past the third floor window. My target is right below.
Final layer. I make the cushion densest, stopping my momentum momentarily. Within that instant, I create a shield of whirling air in front of me, just before I blast myself into the window.
The glass breaks, shattering the pieces all over the room. The man, whose back was just at the window, is blown away over his desk, landing ungracefully on top of his fancy rug.
¡°Agh... wha... You?! What is? ¡°
Not giving him the chance to complete the sentence, I blow him away again. The door breaks on its hinges upon receiving his body as he flies out into the hallway. I watch him slide across the floor, until a whimper catches my ears.
I look back at the room and there, cowering in a corner, I see a young luphaen woman watching me with terrified eyes.
Get out.
She understood quickly, dashing out the door without ever looking back. I turn my attention back to the sprawled man, coughing away while trying to regain his bearings.
¡°What... in the bloodyfuck do you think you¡¯re doing?!¡±
What I do best...
I gather up another ball of compressed air on my palm, smiling mischievously at my opponent as I did so.
Giving you the little bit of magic that you need.
Following the rumbling of footsteps, numerous drifters appear around the corner with their weapons ready.
¡°It¡¯s the commissioner! He¡¯s under attack!¡±
¡°Who¡¯s the attacker?!¡±
¡°It... It¡¯s the little magus...!¡±
¡°What?!¡±
¡°It doesn¡¯t matter who, protect the commissioner!¡±
Huh... that¡¯s quick. It¡¯s as if they were just standing by nearby when I attacked.
Oh, well... no matter. Here¡¯s where the fun begins.
Chapter 21 : Let Sleeping Dogs Wake
Chapter 21
Let Sleeping Dogs Wake
Blow after blow, the drifters are hurled back against the pressurized air waves that I keep pitching at them. So far, I have no trouble keeping them back, but if Sallis and the A-ranks were to appear, I might be in real trouble. Deciding that I can¡¯t just stay here and wait, I create a wall of fire to impede the drifters¡¯ advance.
¡°Fire! Get away!¡±
I hear one of them shouting. Soon enough, the corridor is blocked with flickering waves of heat. If this building was made of wood, the fire would¡¯ve engulfed everything pretty quickly. Thankfully, it wasn¡¯t.
Now then, what to do with this?
¡°You... you gormless tart! What are you planning to do?! Do you even realize who you¡¯ve made an enemy of!¡±
Whimpering, Ichard shouted at me as he piteously creeps away from me.
Not really...
I grab his collar with my hand, a firebulb in the other, as I pierce him with my glare.
I¡¯m not from around here, you see.
Using air magic, I fling him back to his office. He crashes back first on his desk, the sound loud enough to be heard from across the flame because now I hear the drifters¡¯ affrighted shouts, fearing for their commissioner¡¯s life.
...Oh? After all this, he¡¯s still able to stand? I figured him as a desk-hugger that has never fought against beasts. I guess he actually trains his body.
As I approach him, he keeps his eyes sharp at me while scanning the room for any means to escape. He¡¯s smart enough to know he can¡¯t fight back, so surely he realizes, the only way to escape is the window I came in from. Without turning his back on me, he steps back against the window, briefly glancing out at the broken frame. I know from his muddled expression that he¡¯s deciding on whether jump.
I stop in the middle of the room, crossing my arms over my chest to see what he¡¯ll do next.
¡°...You want me to jump, don¡¯t you?¡±
To his question, I impishly raise the sides of my mouth.
¡°Hah. Fine, let¡¯s do it your way,¡±
he said, jumping out the window right after.
He¡¯s more gutsy than I thought. Or is that ego speaking? To be fair, it¡¯s the obvious choice from his point of view. It was either risk a broken leg, or get burned alive. Well, then, I should get going.
Straightaway, I run and jump out the window after him, using the same trick to cushion my fall. After landing smoothly, I realized that Ichard had made a run for it, out the park and into the crowded streets.
...I see what he¡¯s doing.
For someone who claims to be fighting for the people, he doesn¡¯t seem too concerned about using them as meat shields. Heh, he¡¯s betting on my conscience to leave the townspeople alone. Lucky for him, I can¡¯t cause any casualty lest the commander might actually kill me.
Nevertheless, I run after him into the busy streets, his figure disappearing amidst the crowd, hiding. Actually, now that I think about it, he might¡¯ve made my job a lot easier like this.
Determined to finish this quickly, I form more firebulbs to hover around me and quickly charge one up, excessively overheating it before launching it up to the sky.
--- --- ---
It didn¡¯t take long for the chaos to be widespread. The firebulb itself detonated well above the buildings, far enough that there¡¯s no threat from the blast or the rarefaction that comes after. Excluding me, people nearby were brought down under the pressure wave. The ground shook, and the glass of windows creaked in shock, with several on the upper floors actually breaking into pieces.
It only took seconds for the panic to ensue. People started running everywhere screaming, though it also only took a few before they noticed the firebulbs glowing brightly, hovering around me. Realizing that I¡¯m the perpetrator, the chaotic mass of people parts to give me way to my target. Like a sheep without his flock, Ichard stands there in the middle of the street with no one to protect him.
Found you~
I saunter towards him. No longer able to hide among the crowd, it is all he can do to run now... or, that¡¯s what I thought. Surprisingly, he¡¯s not running away. Instead, he¡¯s just standing there with his arms raised straight above him.
¡°I surrender!¡±
he shouted at me, almost joyfully.
¡°I surrender! I¡¯ll come to you, just don¡¯t harm anyone! Your issue is with me, not with the citizens of Tarnlake! You¡¯ll have to kill me before you harm any one of them!¡±
Hah... really. Who was the one who thought to hide behind them? Even in situations like this, he just had to get more love from the people, doesn¡¯t he?
¡°Lay down your, uh, fire! I¡¯ll come to you, okay? Nice and slowly, lay down your fire...¡±
he said in a pitiful attempt of persuasion. He thinks I don¡¯t see the crossbows aiming at me from the balcony, it seems. Well, then, why don¡¯t I play along?
¡°I¡¯m willing to talk. What are your demands, in exchange to leave the people of Tarnlake alone?¡±
...Bah. You know I can¡¯t speak, right? Are you even trying at this point?
Following his lead, I slowly lower my raised arm and let the firebulbs burn away. With the slightest, concealed movement, I prepare myself to jump him. I watch him¡ªhis cold-sweats dripping down his face, his trembling fingers, his nervous stare... everything. The signal may come anytime, and if I miss it, then it¡¯s half a dozen steel bolts for me.
¡°I know why you¡¯re after me. I promise I¡¯ll give you what you want, so...¡ª¡°
See. It.
Time slows down for me as I watch his raised arm falling. I know what¡¯s to come after, so I hunched myself before springing up my legs, launching myself towards him with the help of air magic. I can hear the bolts whizzing pass, grazing my hood just a hair¡¯s breadth away from the skin of my cheek. I stop just in front of him and before anyone else could react, I do my work with the air around me, whirling them around the two of us before igniting a chain reaction, ultimately erecting a wall of flame around us.
I hear some more screams from beyond the flame, and after that, drifters shouting to each other. Even through the roaring fire, I can hear the numerous footsteps surrounding my blazing barricade. Some of the bolder ones dared to shoot a few rounds of lead into the fire, but stops only after a short while, for fear of hitting their own commissioner. The thick steam rising from the fire is stopping the crossbowmen above from shooting as well.
Now, then. We¡¯ve got all the space we need, lord commissioner.
¡°W?What?! You... just what?¡±
he stopped short of breath just then, breaking into a coughing fit.
Oh, I guess you should know, the flame¡¯s taking away all the air you need. You¡¯ll be dead in a minute.
As if he heard me, his eyes quivers in fear. He falls down to his knees, incapable of even speaking as he desperately breathes for air.
¡°P?Please... just...¡±
Have any of your girls asked you that?
I stare down at him coldly, just watching him claw the ground as he makes his desperate pleas.
¡°I just... wanted to do what¡¯s best...¡±
He¡¯s not even saying that to me anymore, staring off at a space to my right, at something I can¡¯t see. He¡¯s getting delirious from the lack of air, it seems. It won¡¯t be long before he loses consciousness.
¡°I¡¯m sorry...¡±
he said with a weak voice and teary eyes.
¡°I¡¯m... sorry, Frea...¡±
Huh?
Just like that, he drops to the ground, unconscious.
That last word... was it someone¡¯s name?
His face when he said that was something I never expected to see from him. Sorrow? Regret? Could he actually be feeling guilty about everything... Ah, stop, it¡¯s too late for second thoughts now. Focus, Fay.
At any rate, my part is mostly done. All that¡¯s left is to wait for that man to come and finish things up. So I wait in the heat, mixing up the air to keep both Ichard and myself alive.
While I wait, I start hearing familiar voices mixing with the drifters¡¯ shoutings, calling my name desperately. One of them is Kaelyn¡¯s I believe. Her voice is husky, unmistakably crying as she screams my name. The other one belongs to Luise. He sounds desperate too...
.....
...I wonder, what are they going to think of me after this? Will they hate me for doing this, or fear me like the townspeople? Not like it matters. I was already prepared at the time I¡¯ve decided on my resolve, but it still leaves a bitter feeling to know that I might never meet them again. Just a bit, though...
...Argh, fuck it...
¡°Fay!¡±
I heard a new voice shouting from beyond the flickering flame. Finally, the commander¡¯s here. It was getting a little hard to breath, and the fire had nothing to do with it...
¡°Commander, stop!¡±
¡°Oi, Orlev! Don¡¯t! The flame¡¯s too hot!¡±
Following the voices, I see a shadow coming up from the other side. The flame dances around the figure as he passes through, moving faster than my eyes can follow. Something knocks my foot, and suddenly I¡¯m falling rapidly towards the ground, face first.
Augh!
I can feel the commander¡¯s weight on top of me as he clicks is pistol behind my head.
¡°Your flames. Snuff them out.¡±
Ow... I got it, I got it!
I create a vacuum to extinguish the flames, leaving only traces of vapor trailing upwards. The drifters that couldn¡¯t come close before immediately surrounds me. I sigh in relief when the commander finally steps off me, only to be replaced by two burly men, pushing me down to the ground and constraining any movement.
¡°Move, and I¡¯ll break all the bones in your body,¡±
one of the drifters threatened.
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¡°The commissioner?¡±
the commander asked.
¡°He¡¯s breathing, sir!¡±
¡°Have Rips check him immediately.¡±
¡°Aye! But... what are we going to do about her?¡±
Orlev returns his stare at me, a hint of despise in his gaze.
¡°Take her to the cells.¡±
--- --- ---
I lie on the cold, hard bed, thinking of what¡¯s to come next. With every tired breath, I take in the damp smell of the dungeon, shaking off the unpleasant memories that arise from it.
I look at the thing linking my wrists; a large, metal handcuff with intricate patterns made from castings, with some kind of glowing gem embedded in it. It seems similar to the one Sallis had with him. A mana stone, was it? Looks a bit different, though.
*sigh*
There¡¯s still so much I don¡¯t know. If lack of knowledge is weakness, then I¡¯m as worthless as I can be right now.
Anyhow, when I said ¡°dungeon¡± just now, I actually meant an actual dungeon, with the dark cells, poorly-lit corridors, and the claustrophobic stone walls that seem to close in on you. That kind of dungeon. It still amazes me how a paramilitary organization had the kind of fund to build this. Ichard being commissioner of the branch might have something to do with this, but... for an organization that mostly fights beasts for a living, just what the hell would this kind of place be used for?
...Nah, no use thinking about it.
As time passes, I absently gaze at the mouldy ceiling, trying to ignore the hateful gaze of the beefy guard, sitting just outside my cell. Aside from that one guy, there seems to be a few more hanging out in the room around the corner. I can hear them chatting with a low voice,
¡°I never thought she could do something like this. I mean... she looked so frail and innocent...¡± (drifter 1)
¡°So you¡¯ve actually seen her face? She got that weird hood on the whole time, didn¡¯t she? Frankly, I was already suspicious of her from the start.¡± (drifter 2)
¡°Hah, whatever, you hornswoggler.¡± (drifter 3)
¡°No, it¡¯s true. I think there¡¯s a conspiracy for the commissioner¡¯s life, and she¡¯s the one the turncoats sent to kill him.¡±
¡°That, or she just snapped or something, decided to blow stuff up. You know how weird magi can get.¡±
¡°That¡¯s not... I don¡¯t think she¡¯s like that.¡± (drifter 1)
¡°What¡¯s with you? Why are you defending her?¡±
¡°You weren¡¯t there in the rescue mission. You didn¡¯t see her fight alongside the wolf.¡±
¡°...Pfft.¡±
...Suddenly, the man guarding my cell made a contemptuous laugh.
¡°Fools. Those twits got fooled by your honey face, but not me,¡±
he said haughtily. I leer at him from the corner of my eyes. His face looks especially nasty under the dim light.
¡°I know what you are, I know from the start. Acting feeble and all, just to get close to the commissioner and stab him in the back. Oy, are you listening me?¡±
Trust me, I wish there¡¯s some way for me not to.
¡°You fucking back-stabbing slag. You got the wolf seduced for this too, didn¡¯t cha? Well, not all of us are dimwits like him. I know you¡¯re working with that rattler guy to assassinate the commissioner. It was your last mistake to think you could ever try and get away with your life. I pray you¡¯ll die a slow death for it. I bet you¡¯ve never experienced pain in your life, haven¡¯t you? Just you wait, You¡¯ll? ¡°
He stopped when he noticed me getting up from the bed. I walk up the bars and stop just by him, with only the thin poles of metal separating us while I gaze back at him quietly. I see him shuffling uncomfortably in his seat, grabbing the grip of his pistol nervously.
You seem a bit skittish.
¡°W?What is it, bitch? You don¡¯t scare me, not with your magic sealed.¡±
Sealed?
Ah... is that what the handcuff is for?
This thing is supposed to seal my magic, huh?
¡°H?Hey, what are you even trying?!¡±
he shouted, terrified to see me aiming my hands at him. I naughtily smile at him in response.
I want to see how well it ¡°seals¡± my magic. Do you mind?
¡°...What are you doing?¡±
an authorative and familiar voice said from the end of the corridor.
¡°C?Commander!¡±
¡°Can I have some time with her, Raf?¡±
¡°Ah, yeah...¡±
¡°Raf¡± then stands with unsteady legs before rushing away from sight, a bit hastier than he needs to be. Meanwhile, Orlev walks up to my cell while watching me with frigid eyes.
¡°That firework of yours caused fourteen concussions and three ruptured lungs, all civilians. You¡¯re lucky no one was killed.¡±
I held back.
¡°You caused a lot of fear, you¡¯ve realized. Sallis said you¡¯re too dangerous to be kept conscious, and Hork suggested that we should just ¡°slice her white head off before she could mutter a magic word¡±, so he said. Now everyone wants you hanged, and why shouldn¡¯t I?¡±
I don¡¯t know. Why shouldn¡¯t you?
I innocently smile at him, and the commander sighs at my attitude.
¡°The girls were begging for your life. Some of the drifters too, the ones that you saved in the Dread. They trusted you, and you betrayed them. How does that make you feel?¡±
Better than betraying my own principles.
¡°You were so sure I¡¯d play in your plan. You¡¯ve never even thought of the possibility of me betraying you, have you?¡±
We both stare at each other for a while, trying to find out what the other thinks before he ends it, turning around and walking away without saying another word.
--- --- ---
After that, I lay in the cell for hours, staring at imaginary shapes on the ceiling. The guard shift changed a couple of times, but none of them tried to talk to me like the first guy. In fact, some of them I caught stealing glances at me with curious eyes. I can almost hear their minds; ¡°why did she do that? Who is she really?¡±
Truthfully, the answer is something I have for neither question.
Just as I¡¯m getting sleepy, a new set of approaching footsteps draws my attention. The owner, a familiar blonde man carrying a briefcase and dressed in a labcoat, sticks out like a sore toe in this dungeon. Rips, he was called, I think. He¡¯s the guy that stuck a huge needle into my back and is the one currently training Farica in medical arts. Speaking of the latter, she¡¯s here too, looking even more lost than her mentor.
I haven¡¯t seen her since... after Latasha left, I think. Last time I saw her, she was still the same little wuss, but... here she is, wearing that eerie labcoat in a scary dungeon, with an unfazed expression on her face. What kind of things did Rips teach her in these past few days?
¡°Rips? What¡¯s going on?¡±
the guard asked him.
¡°I have to check her for euphosys and rule it out as a possible cause. Commander¡¯s orders.¡±
¡°Ah, sure. I don¡¯t get what¡¯s the point, though. Crazy or not, she¡¯s still a deadman walking.¡±
¡°Would you mind giving us space?¡±
¡°Huh? No, she needs to be guarded at all time?¡±
¡°She¡¯s locked in a cell and cuffed with a grade-six mana restraint. Are you afraid of a little girl that much?¡±
¡°But...¡±
¡°Don¡¯t worry about it. Unless you want me to get something to treat your anxiousness with?¡±
The guard runs away after that, leaving just the three of us in the dungeon. The two in front of me then make strange eye contacts with each other.
¡°...If you¡¯ve got something to say, say it now,¡±
Rips said to the girl beside him. Farica nods and faces me then.
¡°Fay...¡±
Hey, Farica.
¡°Did you... really do all those things?¡±
*nod*
...Ah, don¡¯t make that face.
¡°Why?¡±
she asked me, her voice slightly trembling.
Well, that¡¯s...
After rummaging through her pockets, she hands me a set of writing tools through the gaps. A writing slate, a chalk, and a small block of wood covered in cloth.
¡°Tell me.¡±
It¡¯s complicated.
¡°Tell me,¡±
she pressured, glaring at me with her hand still held out.
I hesitatedly take the tools, but instead of writing anything, I just stand there with the tools in my hand, lookng back at her while I think of what to write. In the end, there¡¯s nothing I can write to her that would ease her image of me. When she realizes that, her face turns sour.
¡°...Of course. What was I thinking? There¡¯s no way you would¡¯ve told me.¡±
I¡¯m sorry.
¡°I can¡¯t believe you, Fay. You tricked me. You tricked everyone. You manipulated us all to get to your goal.¡±
...Sorry.
I give the tools back to her, but she slaps it back towards me, causing them to fall onto the cell¡¯s floor. After pulling away her scornful gaze, she marches away from the cell and up the stairs, her footsteps echoing grimly.
It¡¯s not as if I didn¡¯t see this coming, but it somehow still leaves a bitter feeling when a girl like her looked at me like that. An innocent, naive girl she really is, but that expression... what was it? Anger, because I betrayed her trust? No, rather than hate, she looked like she was hurt.
I wonder, did I look like that too back then, when I found out about Hadda¡¯s lies? How did he feel back then, knowing he¡¯s just lost the faith of the person who trusted him the most...? ¡®I trusted you¡¯, was what her face said, but what did she trust me as? All I did was do what I really wanted and be myself. In the end, the ¡®Fay¡¯ in Farica¡¯s eyes is not me, but someone else who has my face.
¡°...You must forgive her. Despite what everyone else thought of you, she still begged for your life. She said that there¡¯s a reason that made you do all of that.¡±
He unlocked the cell door as he said all that, giving a somewhat dangerous eye signal at me.
¡°Don¡¯t try to run, okay?¡±
Uhm...
After settling on the cell¡¯s floor, he opens his briefcase and pulls out from the inside, a disturbingly familiar device. I instinctively backed out into a corner and seeing me like that, his eyes flashes ominously as he says to me,
¡°Don¡¯t worry about it.¡±
Oh, god...
Not this again.
--- --- ---
...........
¡°...Preliminary inspection shows no signs of euphosys, but I¡¯ll have to see the lab test to know for sure.¡±
Putting his tools back into his briefcase, Rips then looks at me with a childish smile painted on his face.
¡°I¡¯m surprised you didn¡¯t try to run away, faean.¡±
Even if I did, there¡¯s probably hundreds of soldiers waiting for me up there.
Besides, I can probably break out anytime I want. In another case, something he said has been bugging me, so I grab the writing slate that Farica gave me and then... uh, where¡¯s that chalk that I dropped?
¡°Here,¡±
Rips said, giving the missing chalk to me.
¡°Do you want to say something?¡±
Just a question...
I write the word and then show it to him.
¡®Yufhosys.¡¯
Rips takes the slate and chalk from me before correcting the word.
¡°It¡¯s written like this. ¡®Euphosys¡¯, it¡¯s an illness that attacks the mind. It makes you crazy and act like an animal, or so what most rabble would say. I don¡¯t believe that¡¯s how it works.¡±
An illness? Like a disease?
¡°I¡¯ve researched on some... ¡®materials¡¯ a friend of mine acquired in the past. I¡¯ve found that the ¡®carrier¡¯, which I call ¡®Agent E¡¯, interferes with the brain and somehow warps our social inhibitors. That¡¯s why I think the symptoms varies from one person to another, because every individual interacts differently in their social environment.¡±
Err...
¡°While some may lose all restraints, others may maintain enough to continue with their usual lives. For example is... do you know of the previous lord of House Vane, whom they called the Mad Lord? I think some of his victims called him ¡®Saint¡¯?¡±
¡°Are you planning to get another apprentice, Rips?¡±
the chief¡¯s low voice cut in before the person himself appears from the shadows. That¡¯s weird... I didn¡¯t see him until just now. Was he deliberately hiding his presence?
¡°Chief Aldwan, you need anything?¡±
¡°I just came by to check on our little magus, see if you¡¯re treating him well. Hahaha!¡±
¡°...I don¡¯t get it?¡±
Before Rips can even react, the chief hammers his fist on the poor man¡¯s head, knocking him out instantly.
...What?
¡°Okay, let¡¯s get you out now, little magus.¡±
Um...
¡°What, him? Don¡¯t worry, Rips knows about your plan. I just thought it¡¯s safer for him like this. That way, no one will be suspicious of him breaking you out. ¡°
You¡¯re here... to break me out?
"Here, let me get that restraint off you.¡±
Before the chief manages to unlock the magic handcuff, it falls off my wrist and drops down to the ground with a clang.
¡°...Huh?¡±
I got it.
¡°How did you...¡±
Same trick I did to break out of that cage back then. More importantly, shouldn¡¯t we go? Erm... chief?
The chief just stares at the fallen handcuffs, mumbling to himself,
¡°she used magic even with the restraint... yar¡¯veh, vok...¡±
Hey, chief!
I snap my fingers in front of him.
¡°O?Oh, right! Err... here,¡±
he said, dropping a big, empty flour sack in front of me.
¡°I need to get you out undetected, so...¡±
You¡¯ve gotta be joking...
¡°Oh, and you should probably bring that,¡±
he suggested, pointing at the writing slate.
¡°You might need it.¡±
--- --- ---
For the first time in seventeen months, I am being carried in a sack, heaved over the shoulder like a baggage. The chief carried me out of the dungeon and then through the guild building, during which I heard several people calling out to him.
¡°Hey, chief. You¡¯re going back already?¡±
¡°Aye, my guys back at Gerslow can¡¯t handle crap without me this long. Send my regards to Orlev, will you?¡±
¡°Will do. What¡¯s that you got in there?¡±
¡°Oh, nothing... just some junk I¡¯¡¯m getting rid of.¡±
Then we got on some kind of horse-drawn vehicles. I think the guild is situated near the east gate, because the journey through the town only took several minutes. We stopped after going out the city gates. As soon as he puts me down, I jump out of the sack and take a long breath of the fresh air, before glaring at the chief with contempt.
Can¡¯t you think of a better way?
¡°We shouldn¡¯t waste time. The city¡¯s on alert after your little light-show. They¡¯ll be searching for you once they realize you¡¯re not in your cell.¡±
He points at a stationary carriage as he continues,
¡°we¡¯ll be using that one. We¡¯ll go to the checkpoint just a bit further, between here and Gerslow. I¡¯ll drop you off there. You go hop on the carriage first and wait for me.¡±
Fine. Got it,
I replied as I start walking.
¡°Oh, and be good to the guy we¡¯re travelling with.¡±
Eh?
I look back at the chief questioningly, but his back is already turned, his hand waving at the guardsmen at the gate. I continue to the new carriage and open the door, and... well, inside is a man I least expected to see.
His cold eyes dimly lits inside the shaded carriage, his usual fake smile no longer on his face. We both stop in our motions, evidently not expecting to see each other here.
Seriously, chief... what were you thinking?
Why the hell is Ichard here?
Chapter 22 : Departure
Chapter 22
Departure
¡°It¡¯s all my fault...¡±
¡°Hey, shush. It¡¯s not, okay?¡±
I said to her as I embrace her into my arms, softly rubbing her back to calm her down. I don¡¯t know why she¡¯s like this, but Aira has been depressed ever since they told us that miss Fayis condemned to death for attempting to murder the commissioner.
Why did she do all that? The others are saying she¡¯s after the commissioner¡¯s life from the very start, but I don¡¯t get it. Who would ever risk becoming a slave just to kill someone she doesn¡¯t even know? However, wasn¡¯t she already slave in the first place? Was she, perhaps... being controlled by someone?
While I was thinking all that earlier, Aira suddenly broke down, crying and saying that it was her fault. That¡¯s how we got to where we are now, with me trying to console her.
¡°What should I do, Kae...? It¡¯s my fault, and now they¡¯re going to kill her...¡±
¡°D?Don¡¯t cry, Ai. How could it be your fault? No one could¡¯ve known that she would... do all those things.¡±
¡°But, I... it¡¯s because I told her everything that she...?¡±
She suddenly stops and closes her lips tight, as if to stop herself from uttering another word.
¡°Ai? What¡¯s wrong...?¡±
¡°She¡¯s gone!¡±
someone shouted, gaining everyone¡¯s attention.
¡°The magus, she¡¯s not in her cell! She broke out!¡±
¡°....What?¡±
--- --- ---
...She¡¯s really gone.
It happened when Rips was checking her health. The doctor took a blow to the head, and it wasn¡¯t until much later that someone found him unconscious. By that time, the cell was already empty. When she learned about this, Aira finally calmed down, relieved, even. I was about to scold her that it wasn¡¯t right, that miss Fay is actually a bad person. I couldn¡¯t, not when I¡¯m feeling exactly the same.
Some people from the city council came after that and ordered a lockdown and curfew, but the commander stopped them by saying that it¡¯ll cause unnecessary panic, and that if we were to capture miss Fay, we should do it outside city grounds where there¡¯s less stuff to blow up. The guild is now working together with the city watch to put out search parties into the outskirts. I applied, but the commander only allowed C-ranks and above.
So while the drifters in the search parties prepare, I stayed put right here, with Aira and miss Farica.
¡°...We can¡¯t just sit here and do nothing,¡±
I said to the others.
¡°The commander said we should stay put. There¡¯s not really anything we could do, anyway.¡± (Farica)
¡°But she¡¯s out there! Somewhere, running from us. Don¡¯t you see, they¡¯re treating her like a demon or something, when she really isn¡¯t!¡±
¡°...And what if she is,¡±
Farica snapped back, a spark of ire in her eyes.
¡°She tried to kill the commissioner and hurt a lot of people. I also overheard the drifters talking. They said the commander is keeping it a secret, but she had contact with the demon in Halhallart¡¯s Dread. Maybe she¡¯s actually?¡±
¡°That¡¯s not true!¡±
Aira cried out, standing up from her seat in agitation.
¡°She¡¯s not a bad person! There¡¯s a reason for all this!¡±
¡°I wished there was, but she never said anything when I asked her.¡±
...Wait, about what Aira said when she broke down earlier...
¡°...Ai? Earlier, when you said that it was your fault... what did you mean by that?¡±
I asked her, because combining that with how she acts right now, it seems like she knows something about miss Fay.
¡°I... I can¡¯t tell you. If I do that, everything she did would¡¯ve been for nothing.¡±
¡°What? Did she tell you something?¡±
Farica questioned as she grabs Aira¡¯s shoulders, causing the latter to falter as Farica continued,
¡°tell us. We promise we won¡¯t tell anyone.¡±
¡°...There¡¯s no way I can be sure of that,¡±
Aira replied, taking Farica¡¯s hands off her. With that answer, I feel a pang somewhere. Does Aira not trust us? Why...?
¡°Ai...¡±
¡°I can¡¯t tell you, but she¡¯s a good person!¡±
She yelled at us before hurrying out of the room. Farica balls her shaking hands into fists, turning around as to hide her face from me.
¡°Miss Farica, I... I¡¯m sure Ai didn¡¯t mean that. She¡¯s just been so depressed lately, and this incident?¡±
¡°She told her.¡±
¡°Eh?¡±
¡°Fay told her, but not me.¡±
¡°That¡¯s...¡±
Oh no... What should I say?
¡°Um, I¡¯m sure miss Fay had her reasons. I mean, maybe it¡¯s just because she didn¡¯t want you hurt or something. Y?Yes, that¡¯s got to be it! Although, without knowing her reason, I know I¡¯m being unreasonable, but I know that it¡¯s?¡±
¡°A message.¡±
¡°Eh?¡±
¡°It¡¯s just as you said, Kaelyn. Her reason. She might¡¯ve left something, a message to explain it all for us!¡±
¡°A message? But, how...?¡±
¡°I left that with her! Come on, Kaelyn, let¡¯s go!¡±
¡°Eh? ¡®That¡¯? W?Where are we going?!¡±
I couldn¡¯t say anything as I let miss Farica drags me away.
--- --- ---
She took me to the dungeon. It¡¯s so dark and the air feels so humid and foul. It makes me sick how they made such a delicate girl sleep in here.
¡°Umm... miss Farica, why are we here?¡±
¡°When I met with her before, I left her tools she could write with. I was thinking, maybe she...¡±
¡°Left a message with it? Miss Farica, that¡¯s smart!¡±
¡°Huh? N?Not really, and I¡¯m not sure if she did leave a message, considering she doesn¡¯t trust us in the first place.¡±
¡°I¡¯m sure that¡¯s not true! Just you see, the message will be there!¡±
However, nothing is there.
Standing behind her, I can see Farica¡¯s shoulders trembling.
¡°M?Maybe she left it hidden for us,¡±
I said to her.
¡°...No. She didn¡¯t.¡±
¡°M?Miss Farica...¡±
¡°That¡¯s enough, Kaelyn. There¡¯s no message.¡±
¡°...I¡¯m sorry.¡±
*clack*
A strange sound, like a door unlocking, turns both of our heads. Moreover, the sound came from the inner part of the dungeon, even though it seems to be empty.
¡°Is someone there?¡±
Farica asked. Meanwhile, uneasiness grows in me as something tells me, we should get out of here while we can. Why, even though there¡¯s no one there...
...Wait.
That¡¯s not right. I remember Hork telling me that there¡¯s a special cell located in an isolated part of the dungeon, saved for extremely dangerous individuals. Miss Fay was supposed to be locked in there, but it was already... occupied...
...Ah. That¡¯s right. There was another prisoner. Which is weird, because we called out earlier, and no one answered. Even though there¡¯s supposed to be guards posted, why is there no one?
¡°Hello?¡±
Farica tried again as she walks in the direction of the sound.
¡°M?Miss Farica, I think we should go...¡±
Ignoring my suggestion, she continues to walk.
¡°Miss Farica, I really think we should go...¡±
¡°No, but... it might be her.¡±
¡°It can¡¯t be! She already escaped!¡±
¡°M?Maybe she came back...¡±
¡°Why would she?!¡±
Despite my pleas, she made her way to the isolated section, and I followed because I couldn¡¯t leave her alone. Inside the room, there¡¯s a pungent smell which makes me feel even worse about this. What is this smell? Some parts of the room are unlit and I feel like there¡¯s something in there watching me, hiding in the shadows.
¡°...Kaelyn? Where does that door lead to?¡±
Farica asked, pointing at the metal door, the only door other than that which we walked in from.
¡°I think that¡¯s the special cell.¡±
¡°Was someone supposed to be in there?¡±
¡°Yes.¡±
¡°But it¡¯s open.¡±
¡°Yes.¡±
¡°And no one¡¯s inside.¡±
¡°...Yes.¡±
I feel a chill running up my spine. Now, I just want to get out of this place. I don¡¯t know why, but I feel like we¡¯re suddenly in danger.
I don¡¯t have my spear with me, if something happens... where are the guards anyway?!
...Oh god.
There, hidden among the shadows, two bodies are laid in a mess of... that¡¯s... that was the source of the smell I whiffed on when we first came in here. The smell of blood.
The both of us freeze when we see that. I know we should escape, but I¡¯m afraid to make a move. Something is here with us, something dangerous.
¡°...Kaelyn, l?let¡¯s go back.¡±
¡°Um... yeah.¡±
¡°You¡¯re not going anywhere,¡±
he said.
Who¡¯s ¡°he¡±?
I don¡¯t know, but the second I heard the voice, I pushed Farica out of the room and closed the door behind her. As I did, I feel a sharp pain on my back as an object is pierced into me. Even though I can¡¯t see it, I can visualize a steel blade penetrating my flesh.
Someone¡¯s banging the door from the other side. I muster my will, ignoring the pain to shout at the person outside,
¡°Get help!¡±
At once, I turn around to face the source of this dread. He emerged from the darkness, his dark skin glistening under the dim candle light. He¡¯s still at a distance away, which means the object in my back must be a knife he¡¯d thrown.
I feel bad. Like really bad, as if I¡¯m going to die the second I turn my back on him.
Crap... this situation... I¡¯m in a really bad position, aren¡¯t I? Injured, barely trained, and without a weapon. Meanwhile, the opponent is a legendary assassin and he seems to have another dagger with him. Good thing is, I know he won¡¯t throw that away because he needs a sure kill, but still...
This is bad, this is bad... I¡¯m in real danger!
(In a fight where you¡¯re greatly overpowered by an opponent, one unpredictable move can change the flow of battle. This especially applies against humans, because it¡¯s easy to underestimate a small girl like you.)
Ah, I see, Hork. This is one of those situations.
Unpredictable... that¡¯s it.
Throwing away any chances of second thoughts, I run towards him. His arms moved, faster than my eyes could see, but I know from instinct that he just threw his other knife at me. I moved a bit to the side, and the knife ends up on my shoulder. Even as the pain screams at me to, I can¡¯t stop, else he¡¯ll take me down.
Just as I got to him, he punches at me, but misses just as I lower my body.
It¡¯s a move Hork taught me to use against larger human opponents, and one I practiced with him many times. I slide one leg between his legs and, as I ram his centre of weight, I bend my leg to lock his ankle, shoving him off his feet.
¡°Shit!¡±
I did it!
...Ah, no. That¡¯s not good.
As I thought, it¡¯s harder to do in a real fight.
I feel him counter my grapple, twisting my arms and then throwing me towards the back of the room. I land on my back, pushing the object deeper into my flesh with a painful squelch.
¡°Uaagh!¡±
Goddess...! I¡¯m going to die here. After everything I¡¯ve gone through... being sold by my own family, and then rescued, and the arduous training with Hork... just to die here...?
I can¡¯t accept that!
As I painfully try to stand, I notice that I didn¡¯t land on the stone floors, but on something soft instead. I look down to see what I¡¯m on top of, but the red liquid explains it all. The guards... they had weapons. Inside one of the dead guards¡¯ grip, is a spear.
I lunge in and take the spear, take a position on my knees and point my new weapon at the assassin.
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I have a weapon now, and he doesn¡¯t. The table has turned, and yet... why is he smiling?
¡°I like the bricky ones. They usually last a little longer. I would¡¯ve tried to enjoy this, but I¡¯m in the middle of a breakout.¡±
¡°C?Come get some, assassin!¡±
¡°...As you wish.¡±
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Upon seeing me, Ichard widens his eye in shock, his mouth opening to shout or scream. Before he could do either, I jump in and close his mouth with my hands as I peer into his eyes, our noses almost touching.
Make a sound, make a move, and I will really kill you this time.
Slowly, I remove my hand from his mouth, and he seems to get my threat because he¡¯s being quiet. I take my seat opposite of him, meanwhile he¡¯s watching me with unblinking eyes. I can tell, he¡¯s genuinely afraid of me now.
I grin at him, teeth and all, and to my delight, his face distorts with horror in response. After that, I abruptly stand up while baring my nonexistent claws at him and, as if to give me pleasure, he gives a small shrill in reaction.
This little game continued until the chief climbs into the carriage, his large frame barely fitting through the door. At that time, Ichard couldn¡¯t take it anymore and just blew up at the chief.
¡°Ald, what in Thalvos¡¯ name is this?!¡±
¡°Shush, keep your voice down, Ichie. You¡¯ll alert everyone,¡±
the chief replied as he sits next to me, taking most of the space and pushing me into the corner.
¡°But why is she here?!¡± (Ichard)
¡°Sorry, I lied about getting you to safety. Hey, don¡¯t look at me like that. This was Orlev¡¯s plan.¡± (Aldwan)
¡°Him?! This is him?!¡±
¡°Well, his and her plan. Mostly her, actually. Don¡¯t worry, she won¡¯t hurt you as long as you behave.¡±
I¡¯m not so sure about that.
¡°She tried to kill me, you crazy gibface!¡±
¡°Believe me, if she did, you wouldn¡¯t be breathing right now.¡±
Ichard breathes heavily as he tries to calm down, making sense of what the chief said. Indeed, this was the plan... sort of. I never expected for the chief to take part, or that I would be riding with this guy.
¡°Well, I suppose I have some explaining to do for both of you,¡±
the chief said while waving his hand outside the window, signalling the coach to move.
¡°You bloody do, Ald.¡±
¡°Where should I start?¡±
¡°Whether you and Orlev mutinied, that seems like a good start,¡±
--- --- ---
¡°...So, the girl set this up with Orlev, is that right?¡± (Ichard)
¡°Yeah, pretty much.¡± (Aldwan)
Like an illusion, the shock and fear on Ichard¡¯s face warps into that of wrath.
¡°What if I don¡¯t cooperate?¡±
he challenged.
¡°Then we¡¯ll reveal what you really are. You¡¯ll be ostracized by every aristocrat circle, lose your name and shame the family that you¡¯re so proud of.¡±
¡°You think I¡¯m stupid, Ald? Without me, the Movals will slaughter your kin.¡±
¡°Haha! That would¡¯ve been the case, but you see...¡±
as he replies, the chief pats my back with his big hand, continuing,
¡°this little one happens to be rather close with someone more powerful than you. Truth.¡±
Ichard snuffles in disapproval.
¡°Who?¡±
¡°Latasha Ardent, heir of House Ardent. Even the Movals wouldn¡¯t dare cross another cardinal.¡±
Ichard props his forehead on his heads as he produces a strange sound, like an animal grunting.
¡°Then why did she let me live in the first place?¡±
¡°It just seems simpler this way. You should¡¯ve seen this was coming, with what you¡¯ve been doing with all those girls.¡±
¡°...That? This is about that?!¡±
Throwing himself back against his chair, Ichard does an exaggerated, exasperating laugh.
¡°Hah! Yes, I confess! I made bed with the luphaens that I took in and kept safe. Me, I saved them from the injustice they faced years ago. It¡¯s my family¡¯s wealth that kept the fucking Movals on their leashes, so is it wrong if I ask for a little appreciation in return?¡±
¡°Appreciation... you say?¡±
¡°That¡¯s right! Just so you know, I¡¯ve never forced myself on them when they¡¯re unwilling. I let them decide their own schedule, and if they were feeling bad, I always let them rest. So, yeah, I took advantage of them, but that¡¯s the least they could do for me in exchange for what I did for the?¡±
Before he could finish, the chief¡¯s fist already made its way. Blown by the blow, Ichard¡¯s body is heaved back against his seat, shaking the entire carriage. Even the coach notices and stops the horses.
¡°Everything alright in there?¡± (coach)
¡°Aye, everything¡¯s fine!¡± (Aldwan)
The chief cracks his knuckles and flexes his arm while Ichard whimpers in pain.
¡°Phew, I¡¯ve always wanted to do that, see if I can wipe that gigglemug off your face.¡±
¡°Augh... you fucking animal!¡±
¡°Yes, I¡¯m one of the many animals you saved all those years ago. Consider this my thanks,¡±
the chief replied as he grabs Ichard¡¯s collar and pulls him in, breathing down his face.
¡°I. Held. Back. But if you go out of your line again, I won¡¯t be holding back my punch. Do you bloody understand?¡±
Ichard could only nod in response.
After that, we continue the trip, mostly in quiet. Even so, there are some things I still don¡¯t understand.
If Ichard never cared, then what had he even fought for? Based on what I heard, most of the people were actually against on inhuman rights then, so it couldn¡¯t have been to gain support as the commissioner. He said it was because he wanted to make a change, but was he telling the truth?
Was all the good he did genuine or not? That¡¯s what I would probably ask if I actually believed in good or wrong, but the question stands. Could it be that he was different back then?
...Ah.
I just remembered something. The name he muttered back then, could it be? To make sure, I write the word on my slate and taps on Ichard¡¯s leg to gain his attention.
¡°...What do you want...¡±
I show him the word I wrote.
¡®Frea¡¯
Reading the single word on the slate, his arm drops, and his face turns to cold stone and with it, I know I¡¯ve shown something he never wanted to read. The chief too has a stiff expression, but says nothing about it.
--- --- ---
It took several hours before we finally came to a stop. I peek outside the window and notice that we¡¯re in a military establishment. Some kind of small scale fortification with wooden walls and makeshift scaffolding and towers. I hear the metal bangings of a smith and horses neighing, but aside from that, the place is barely populated.
Suddenly, the chief throws a bundle of clothing to me and Ichard.
¡°Wear that and keep your heads low.¡±
Ichard spreads out his, and it turns out to be some kind of hooded scarf. For me, what I got is a long dark-colored hooded cape. We both wear the new apparels. Ichard¡¯s hood-scarf covers his face in the shadows, enough to obscure his identity. Meanwhile, my new cape perfectly covers everything from my neck to my ankles and wrists. I pull the hood forward enough to cover my face, but there¡¯s still some strands of hair sticking out no matter how I try to tuck it in. At waist-length, it¡¯s starting to be an annoyance. I guess I¡¯ll have to cut them, one of these days.
¡°Oh, and... little magus, a message from Orlev.¡±
the chief said to me, leaning in and continuing in a whisper,
¡° ¡®agents of the faith was in the area. They¡¯ll be searching for you.¡¯ That¡¯s the message. Make any sense to you?¡±
Yeah, thanks. *nods*
I¡¯ve regarded the possibility of this ¡°secret order¡± finding out about me after the stunt in Tarnlake. Not to sound too arrogant, but I think I can handle a group of overzealous fanatics.
After putting on our new apparels, the three of us steps out of the carriage. A soldier greets the chief as soon as we got out. Aside from the pistol at the soldier¡¯s hip, his equipment seems more suited for beasts rather than men; a plated chain mail and a spear, as well as a large rounded shield with a symbol of a horned horse etched on it¡ªthe same symbol I saw on the reps back in the rescue mission. That¡¯s the symbol of this country¡¯s military, I think.
¡°...Only one wagon?¡±
the chief asked the soldier, pointing at a coached wagon near the stables.
¡°There¡¯s no word from the other one. There was a landslide at the Red Cliffs, I presume they got held. The one that¡¯s here is the one heading south.¡±
Upon hearing the news, the chief lets out a frustrated sigh. He faces me and Ichard and talks to us in a low voice as to not let the soldiers hear,
¡°that one¡¯s yours, Ichard. I¡¯m sorry, little magus, the one that¡¯s supposed to carry you isn¡¯t here, and we can¡¯t risk you lingering here for too long. Have you ever ridden a horse, before?¡±
Err... not exactly a horse, but I have ridden a wolf before. It shouldn¡¯t be that different, right?
*nods*
¡°Vaosha. Then we¡¯ll send Ichie off first.¡±
¡°...How long will I have to stay ¡®sick¡¯?¡±
Ichard asked.
¡°As long as it takes. Now go, don¡¯t be a slowpoke and run along now.¡±
¡°You know that I¡¯m still your boss, right?¡±
In reply, the chief bares his teeth in a beastly way. Ichard only scoffs back before getting on the wagon. With a lash of his harness, the coach motions the horse and the wagon starts riding away. I wave Ichard away, just to see that vexed expression on his face.
¡°...You really are too kind, little magus.¡±
Sorry?
¡°You could¡¯ve killed him, and even though you didn¡¯t, you know you¡¯ll still be charged with murder, don¡¯t you? And yet, even though it would¡¯ve been easier to just put him off his misery, you still spared him.¡±
Uhm, well...
That¡¯s because I felt like the commander wouldn¡¯t have cooperated if Ichard dies in the plan. The thing with Latasha is just a big bluff, anyway. I barely know her, and even if I had the slightest relation, I don¡¯t even know how to contact her. Ichard seems to have bought it, so all is good, I suppose.
¡°...He wasn¡¯t always like that, you know.¡±
Uh-huh?
¡°He was honourable, back then. Virtuous and passionate. A bit naive, but he had this flame that no one could extinguish. At times, it felt like it was personal to him. That name you wrote, I don¡¯t know how you even know that, but... do you know who that name belongs to?¡±
I shake my head at him.
¡°Well.. he had a lady friend back when he was young. They were close, intimate even, but somewhere along the way, she... well, you know...¡±
What?
I look up at the chief interrogatively.
¡°...She was a luphaen. ¡°
...Oh.
¡°I know you may not see it with him like this, but I truly believe that the Ichie back then was true to his heart, and I think Orlev knows that too. Power... it corrupts people, especially young, inexperienced people like Ichie was when he first came to power.¡±
Right...
I don¡¯t think that¡¯s an excuse for what he did, though.
¡°Anyway, let¡¯s find a horse for you.¡±
With that said, we go to the stables, led by one of the soldiers. The stable itself is rather small for a military establishment, containing only eight stalls with only four occupied.
¡°Pick one, the big guy¡¯s gonna pay for it,¡±
the soldier said.
Alright, then.
Since it¡¯s chief¡¯s money, might as well chose the best one.
Hey, horsie.
...No reaction. Next horse.
Hey, can you hear me? Can you understand me?
¡°Neiigh! *munch* ¡±
Gah! Don¡¯t munch my hair!
I push the horse¡¯s face away, and it retaliates by shoving me back with his head. I would¡¯ve fallen if the chief hadn¡¯t caught me.
¡°Haha, careful, laddie. These guys do tend to get a little excited when they see someone they don¡¯t know.¡± (soldier)
Oh, great...
As I brush the dirt off my cape, I examine the next horse, but... I wouldn¡¯t take it even if it did respond to me. It looks so sickly and weak that it might die before I could even get on.
Hahh... that¡¯s strange. Thought transference isn¡¯t working with them. I¡¯ve actually thought of this before, but like how it works differently to different people, it could be the same for animals as well. I guess I¡¯ll just have to keep trying.... Huh?
¡°...Quack.¡±
Well, aren¡¯t you a familiar face.
¡°Quack.¡±
I nod my at the bird¡¯s direction to let them know my decision.
¡°The scurry...? This is the one brought back from the mission. You¡¯re not serious, are you?¡± (Aldwan)
I am.
By far, Fanny¡¯s the only one who reacts to my thought transference. The soldier accompanying us chuckles mockingly.
¡°Laddie, I don¡¯t know where you¡¯re from, but I¡¯m supposing you¡¯ve never seen one of them before. See, there¡¯s a reason why scurries are used for cargo and not people.¡±
¡°That¡¯s true, little magus. Compared to horses, they¡¯re a bit too... jumpy, in more than one way.¡±
Jumpy?
I look at Fanny¡¯s tiny legs and can¡¯t help but doubt that claim.
¡°I know they don¡¯t look like it, but these birds pack quite a kick,¡±
the chief elaborated. I¡¯m still not convinced, but if being jumpy¡¯s the only problem, then he¡¯s definitely the one for me.
You¡¯ll be good, won¡¯t you, Fanny?
¡°Q?Quack...¡±
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¡°There, all good to go,¡±
the soldier said, finishing up on putting the harness on Fanny. I hear a chink as the chief passes something into the soldier¡¯ hands, the latter giving a wave before leaving us alone. I watch the chief walk back to me as he puts his coin purse back in his waist pocket.
¡°I still don¡¯t understand you, little magus.¡±
Err, me too?
¡°By the way, here¡¯s a little something for you,¡±
the chief said as he gives me a small travel bag with lots of pockets.
¡°There¡¯s rations to last you for a few days if you use it sparingly. I also filled the waterskins in there for you. Also, there¡¯s about five regils in there. It should last you a few weeks.¡±
Ah, thanks...
¡°So, I guess this is it. If we ever see each other again, it¡¯ll be a long time from now.¡±
Chief...
I walk up to the chief, standing on my tiptoes and promptly circle my arms around his waist, hugging him tightly.
¡°A?Oh...¡±
the chief stutters, his hand raised at his sides awkwardly. I let a good time pass before finally letting go to leave with my new companion.
Let¡¯s go, Fanny.
¡°Quack.¡±
Fanny compliantly lowers his body, but his back is still too high for me to climb on.
Fanny, lower... whoa!
Swiftly but gently, chief lifts me up and puts me in place. With a tender smile on his face, he ruffles my head yet again, messing my hair even through the fabric of my hood.
¡°Be good now. I won¡¯t be around to help you next time.¡±
Uh, yeah...
¡°Stay safe, little one, and let the white fowl soar in the skies you see.¡±
I tilt my head at his farewell.
I prefer the black raven, but thanks.
I give him one last smile before turning forward to see Fanny¡¯s face, which is looking back towards me. I pet him gently below his bills, feeling his soft feathers on my skin.
Be good and I won¡¯t cook you for dinner.
¡°Quack?!¡±
Now go, Fanny!
¡°Q?Quack!¡±
Well, then...
Here¡¯s to start my journey into the new world.
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¡°...Come on, come on...¡±
As the checkpoint comes into view, I pick up the pace of my horse. I hope she¡¯s still there...
¡°Halt! Who goes?¡±
I jump off the horse and walk up to the guard, showing the fowl emblem on the back of my status card.
¡°It¡¯s me! Luise, from Tarnlake!¡±
¡°The wolf? Are you here to? ah, hey!¡±
I brush past the guard and briskly walk into the establishment. Without needing to look around, Aldwan¡¯s large, brown figure is already in view.
¡°Oy, Ald!¡±
I called out to him, ignoring the guards at my back as I quickly approach the avlark.
¡°Luise? What are you doing he?¡±
¡°Where is she?¡±
¡°E, uh... who?¡±
¡°You know who, Ald!¡±
¡°I... I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about.¡±
¡°Oh, cut the crap. Orlev told me everything. You broke her out, didn¡¯t you?¡±
¡°Ssh, oy!¡±
he puts his hand on my face, probably to cover my mouth, but ended up brushing his fur all over my face. Yugh...
¡°Not too loud, laddie.¡±
¡°Mmpf mmphf!¡± (Get your hand outta my face!)
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¡°...So?¡±
¡°Sorry, lad. She rode away hours ago. I was about to take off myself.¡±
¡°I see...¡±
...Damn it.
¡°Aw, don¡¯t be sad, laddie,¡±
Aldwan said as he circles his arm around my shoulder, putting his entire weight on me. I can almost hear my bones creaking under the weight.
¡°Get off me, Ald!¡±
¡°Ahh, young love... I¡¯ve seen you with many women before, but this is the first time I¡¯ve seen you like this.¡±
¡°Shut up!¡±
¡°Nah, you have to tell me first. What makes her different?¡±
¡°...Are you really asking me that?¡±
¡°Hahaha! True, she¡¯s just like a storm, isn¡¯t she. Probably the ballsiest lass I¡¯ve ever met.¡±
With that said, the chief releases me with a shove and throws me off balance. I scoff at his rough demeanour. In response, he lifts up his eyebrows at me and couples it with a knowing smile.
¡°She¡¯s different, alright. But I don¡¯t think that¡¯s your reason.¡±
...I can¡¯t say that¡¯s not true.
I know she¡¯s strong, I know it so well after she¡¯s proven it so many times, and yet, there are times when I see this expression on her face. I don¡¯t know what it is, but when I see it, I can¡¯t help but feeling like I want to protect her.
That, and the fact that I know, she¡¯s not really that strong. The chief doesn¡¯t know, but I know. I saw her scars, the wounds she carried from the past. She looked so small and weak back then, and... I think it was at that moment that I fell for her. I wanted to give her a place she could confide into, to give her the love she never received.
Yeah... that¡¯s what I wanted to do.
¡°...Did she really thought of everything all by herself?¡±
¡°From what I¡¯ve heard from Orlev, yeah. Most of it, at least.¡±
I still can¡¯t wrap my head around it.
She knew that there were two reasons that made Ichard¡¯s leadership vital to Tarnlake. One is that he had the people¡¯s trust and support, another is the fact that for the Movals, the Anselovs are business affiliates not worth losing over some religious zeal. So what she did was hit on those two factors.
First she attacks and ¡°injures¡± the Ichard to make him go on a ¡°sick leave¡±, creating a chance for Orlev to take over. Orlev had been Ichard¡¯s go-to counsellor for a long time and everyone knew that, including the Movals. They should think that Orlev has Ichard¡¯s support and the change is merely a change of personnel and not of leadership. In other words, in the Movals¡¯ eyes, Ichard would be still in charge.
She also purposely made a scene when she attacked Ichard, big enough to warrant the attention of the entire city. She made a demon of herself to make Orlev a hero for saving Ichard¡¯s life, as well as defeating the enemy that threatened the city. Thus, she created a momentum for the people to shift their supports to the new commissioner.
All this, just so that her friend wouldn¡¯t suffer from Ichard¡¯s lust.
¡°Both the kingdom and the guild will go after her,¡±
I commented.
¡°That depends. If Orlev plays his words right, this attack may be perceived as an attack on Lephander¡¯s noble, not the guild¡¯s commissioner. She¡¯ll be safe as long as she gets out of the country.¡±
¡°I guess I need to step up my game before I court her again.¡±
¡°Ay, never thought I¡¯d hear that from your mouth! Anyway, it¡¯s getting late. I should head off to Gerslow before sundown. Did you go here just to meet the girl or is there something you need from me?¡±
¡°Actually, yes. Orlev needs you.¡±
¡°Hah... really. I¡¯m gone for a few hours and he needs me already?¡±
¡°Something happened, Ald. The snake, he got away.¡±
¡°...What?¡±
¡°We¡¯re still looking into it. The city¡¯s locked down, but I doubt that¡¯s a problem for him. Orlev thinks he had inside help and they used the commotion Fay caused to escape. We¡¯re screening everyone at the guild now. We need your help.¡±
Aldwan props his hands on his waist as he lets out a long and heavy sigh. Everyone feels the same; frustrated, losing our biggest lead against the rattlers after such a long time. This after Fay¡¯s get away, and the possibility that a traitor helped the snake escape, means that everyone¡¯s morale will be on the gutters back at the guild.
¡°...Was anyone hurt?¡±
Aldwan asked.
¡°...Yeah. Welhow and Ferret, they were the ones on guard. Never even stood a chance, probably died before they realized it. Also, one girl was injured when he made his way out.¡±
¡°Anq¡¯vok... the guild¡¯s suffered enough losses in the recent weeks. Is the girl alright, at least?¡±
¡°Her life¡¯s not in danger, but... she got it pretty bad. She might have to give up on being a drifter.¡±
¡°So it¡¯s little Kaelyn, huh? Poor girl. She¡¯s a feisty one, would¡¯ve made a great drifter.¡±
¡° ¡®Bad things happen to good people¡¯ as Horky said. Do you have a ride? I don¡¯t think my horse can handle you.¡±
¡°Nah, I¡¯ll take the carriage back. Hey, coach! How much for a ride back!¡±
¡°Same amount, chief!¡± (coach)
¡°For Goddess¡¯ sake, Ald. Do you have that much money to spare?¡±
¡°I sure do... huh?¡±
The colour drains out of his face as he alarmly searches his every pocket. Finally stopping, I see him smiling awkwardly as he whispers to himself,
¡°that girl...¡±
¡°Is something wrong, Ald?¡±
¡°...Sorry, Luise. Can I borrow your money? I seem to have lost my purse.¡±
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I smirk to myself as I throw the coin purse in the air, filling the joy to hear the sound it makes.
I said I¡¯d get back at you, didn¡¯t I, chief?
Since it was getting dark, I decided it was safe enough to make camp. With no fire or shelter to keep me warm, I curl up against Fanny¡¯s body and bury myself in his warm feathers.
I know what I want to do now. I know what I have to do. Thalvos told me to find the ¡°true king¡±, so that¡¯s where I¡¯ll start¡ªto the heart of the empire, District Cardinal. But before that... while I¡¯m still in the country, there¡¯s a place I¡¯d like to see. I have to head back north, to Falreas, the place where the slavers found me. I¡¯ll head out in the morning, but for now... I¡¯ll just sleep.
...It feels weird. I¡¯m probably being chased by many dangerous people right now, and yet I feel perfectly normal, whereas the comfort I felt back in the guild felt like a fleeting illusion. I guess I¡¯m too used to living on the run.
I close my eyes and relax my mind, letting it drift into darkness. As sleep consumes me, memories of the past fill my consciousness.
Not a dream, not a nightmare, just memories.
Memories of them, and a time long past...
Chapter 23 : Devil To Pay
Chapter 23
Devil To Pay
I don¡¯t remember much about those times at Level Three.
When I try to remember, I could only see it through a blurry window. However, I feel like it was only yesterday¡ªthe chilling air that bites at my wounds, the dark walls looming all around, and the wolf, his beautiful white stained with red, roaming through the dark maze. There was a girl atop of the wolf, and that girl, was me. That puny girl, feeble and bloodied, lay on the wolf¡¯s back listlessly. She was the weak me from back then.
In that dark, dark world, amongst all the blood and violence, I held on to the only grip I had. I remember that feeling well¡ªtightening my hands as I held on to the white wolf. We said nothing and spent most of our time in silence, but over time, I got used to the feel of his fur, to the rising and falling of his shoulders as he walked.
It was the fear, you see. That fear of death, it clouded my mind with dark questions. I knew I was just a burden, and there was no logical reason why Eretz would help me. At that time, my life was completely in his hands... erm, paws.
I was so sure he¡¯d leave me behind at some point. Then it came over me, what he said a while ago;
( Why did the bird help you? )
That¡¯s when I realized¡ªEretz thought there was some kind of reason for Hadda to help me. Truthfully, it was nothing more than a game. A bet, in fact, but Eretz didn¡¯t need to know that.
Um... Eretz, you asked about the reason why Hadda helped me.
¡¸ Aye, little lass. ¡¹
I¡¯m not really sure, but, uh... he said something about how I¡¯m helping him too. He said I was... the key to, um... escaping this place.
¡¸ Is that so? ¡¹
Y?Yes, that¡¯s what he said, but I¡¯m not really sure what he meant.
It was a lie, of course.
Maybe, if I could convince him that I¡¯m important, he¡¯d ¡°keep¡± me for a while longer¡ªwas what I thought back then.
At that time, I was thinking that Eretz, like the others, was also just trying to find his way out of this accursed maze. I could never expect kindness out from anyone, but I could, however, expect him to act out of his self-interest.
Or at least, that¡¯s what I believed back then.
As I travelled together with the wolf, my senses and my limbs grew numb. I was still bleeding from the injuries I received. Why I hadn¡¯t run out of blood yet, I don¡¯t know, but it was all I could take to just sit upright without provoking excruciating pains from my wounds.
When I realized it, we were already in a different section of the maze. The ¡°dome¡±, as Thorne¡¯s group called it.
It was their goal for a long time, thinking that it was some kind of structure at the centre of the maze where the exit is, or at least some hint to it. The truth is, it just looked like a dome from the outside. It was actually just a section of the maze where the walls are much higher. Coincidentally, it was also the place where I first woke up.
At some point, Eretz¡¯ movement changed abruptly, like he was in a rush. The pace picked up, and he was suddenly running.
Eretz? Is it Eggsy?
¡¸ The bird¡ªI smell him. He is near. ¡¹
Um... does he know? Hadda, I mean. Does he know it¡¯s us?
¡¸ ...Hold tight, little lass. ¡¹
Then it hit me like a brick.
I found myself holding for dear life under the punishing pressure as Eretz sprinted through the corridors, faster than I could imagine. The walls blurred around us and the air became an unforgiving wind. I realized at that moment¡ªthe lifer never had any chance, not against this speed. And for some unfathomable reason, despite the mayhem of it all, I felt safer than I ever had. It made me think that no one could ever catch us.
After that, it was a game of hit-and-miss. Unlike the raven, Eretz didn¡¯t know about the layout of the maze and was guided only by his sense of smell. He knew the direction he wanted to go, but not which path to take.
It took long enough before we finally got to what seemed like the correct path. We followed it, only to be stopped by a dead end.
¡¸ He is just beyond thither. ¡¹
Eh? Beyond this wall?
I couldn¡¯t believe it. We were so close. After all that work, only to be separated by a wall.
Can he hear us from here?
It was just a thought.
Despite the height and thickness of the walls, I could hear the lifer on some occasions, even when a wall separated us. The watchers¡¯ corridors inside the walls might be accountable to this. The walls aren¡¯t as thick as they seem, and the spaces inside them may allow sound to pass through.
¡¸ OY! Hear me, thou foolish bundle of feathers! ¡¹
Eretz suddenly shouted, loud enough to make my ears ring.
¡¸ Thou art thither, art thou not! Answer me! ¡¹
With no answer, Eretz kept shouting,
¡¸ thou fucking pigeon! Shalt I break this wall and chomp thee, should thou not answer me! ¡¹
Still nothing. I saw this coming, considering the relationship of those two.
Um, Eretz, let me try...
¡¸ ...And? What makes thou thinkest he would answer to thee? ¡¹
I flinched in fear when Eretz looked back his shoulder at me. His glare has always had its way of making me shrink back in submission. I was still terribly afraid him at that time.
¡¸ ...Pup, is that you? ¡¹
A voice came from the wall. It was him.
¡¸ What are you doing here? ¡¹
There was no doubting it. I realized I was unconsciously tightening my grip when I heard that haughty voice, but there was no helping it. As soon as I heard him, I was washed with a feeling I couldn¡¯t really recognize. All I know was that I wanted to see him.
¡¸ Never mind that. Come hither, fly over the wall. ¡¹
¡¸ What do you mean, fly over the walls? That would be cheating, pup. ¡¹
¡¸ Quoth who, thou bawbling pigeon? ¡¹
¡¸ Quoth I, you flightless mammal. ¡¹
Hadda...
I tried calling out to him. When I did, there was the sound of wings flapping and the next thing I know, there was a black raven standing in front of us.
¡¸ Why are you here, brat? ¡¹
Hadda...?
¡¸ Why are you with him? ¡¹
His red eyes glowed as he glared at us, and even though I couldn¡¯t read his expression, I was suddenly... afraid. So afraid that I couldn¡¯t breathe.
¡¸ Lay off the lass, thou pest. She is hurt. ¡¹
¡¸ ...Hurt? ¡¹
He broke his gaze, and the feeling disappeared. He bobbed his head up and down as he observed me and the wolf.
¡¸ ...Did you change your fur, pup? ¡¹
¡¸ This is blood, thou daft. ¡¹
¡¸ Blood? Then, the brat too? What... happened? ¡¹
I can¡¯t remember what happened after that. Everything just went dark.
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When I came to, I was already laid down against the wall. I woke up to the feeling of something soft, and when I opened my eyes, Hadda was... ¡°nuzzling¡± me with his beak, like he did long ago when he checked my muteness.
Hadda?
¡¸ Oh, you¡¯re awake. How are you feeling? ¡¹
Urgh....
I don¡¯t remember anything, but it seemed like I had lost my consciousness somewhere along the way.
¡¸ Are you hurting? ¡¹
Yes... the wounds, they¡¯re not healing.
¡¸ Of course. We¡¯re at Level Three, after all. ¡¹
As he said that, he looked over to the side. There, the wolf sat, his eyes glowed dimly as he silently watched.
Still drowsy, I closed my eyes again without a care for the world. My arms felt like stone, and I couldn¡¯t even feel anything below my chest. My head was constantly spinning and cold sweat dribbled nonstop on my skin.
In the darkness, I felt a soft touch¡ªa warmth that covered that protected me from the cold. I opened my eyes again, and there he was, covering my body with his large wings.
He was just there at my side, saying nothing and yet, as I stared back into his eyes, I knew he was trying to say something. I waited for him to start and all the while images of our time together blurred into my head. All the puzzles, all the times helped me, and most of all...
...the moment he left me.
That look he gave me when we finally found each other... it was as if he blamed me for being with the wolf. He blamed me, even though he was the one who left the first place.
...You left me.
I didn¡¯t even bother hiding the contempt in my ¡°voice¡±. He stayed silent in response, and that only made my spite grow. Perhaps that being the reason, tears were welling up in my eyes. To hate him to the point of tearing up¡ªwas what I thought back then.
Just as I was about to say more, Hadda finally opened his beak to speak, but what came out was not something I expected.
...No. Rather, it was something I already know.
¡¸ You are dying. ¡¹
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I gaze down at her from above. Her blood-coloured eyes, devoid of emotions, pierces back at me. Her snow coloured hair touched the water as she looked up at me. This person... I don¡¯t know her.
I touch the water, and the stranger inside the water did the same, joining our hands together from the other side.
Even after all this, after all I¡¯ve been through, I still don¡¯t know who she is. Who is she? What is her name? Why was she in Purgatory?
...Who are you?
There was only silence.
Of course, I never expected for my own reflection to actually reply. It¡¯s just that... I thought that if I kept asking then, maybe, I could hear an answer from somewhere within me.
Who are you?
.........
Why are you here?
¡°Quack.¡±
.........
....Hi, Fanny.
I look at the giant, horse-sized bird who is staring at me. His little black eyes glimmered with curiosity as he watches my actions¡ªthat is, talking to myself.
You know, I had a bird friend, once.
¡°Quack?¡±
I don¡¯t know, maybe you two were distant cousins or something.
¡°Quack.¡±
Anyway, let¡¯s bring us up to speed.
These past couple of days, I¡¯ve been riding north from the checkpoint, but honestly, I don¡¯t know where I¡¯m going. All I know was the guild saved us from the slavers at someplace to the north, and I haven¡¯t been with the slavers for long when the guild rescued me. Which means, this Falreas place shouldn¡¯t be too far away, but if I really want to get there, I¡¯ll be needing a map.
My plan was to find that place and see if I can find anything useful, but just this morning, a cloud had appeared on the horizon.
*grumble*
...Yup.
A really dark cloud.
The rations the chief gave me only lasted a total of two days, and now I have nothing to eat. Thanks to the chief¡¯s kindness, I have quite the sum of money. The problem is that there¡¯s nothing to buy. Maybe if I get back to the main roads, I¡¯ll be able to buy some food and perhaps a map from travelling merchants. It¡¯s quite risky, but I¡¯m already days away from Tarnlake, so... it¡¯s worth a shot.
Let¡¯s go, Fanny.
¡°Quack.¡±
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After that, we started riding east towards where I last left the road. The journey is bumpy as always, but I figure it¡¯s much easier with thought transference. Unlike conventional horse riding, all I have to do is tell Fanny where to go, and he delivers.
Fanny, forward.
¡°Quack!¡±
Fanny, slow down.
¡°Quack.¡±
Just like that. Moreover, he actually seems a bit faster than normal horses. Probably nowhere near warhorses, but it¡¯s still much faster than what his tiny legs should be physically capable of. Also, even though Fanny¡¯s running is ¡°jumpy¡±, his round, fluffy body acts as a cushion, so it¡¯s not that rough. I could get used to this.
Fanny, go!
¡°Quack!¡±
Wha¡ª
With that command, there¡¯s a change in Fanny¡¯s movement. He lowers his neck and situates his body lower, before suddenly jumping towards the front. With this position, my body takes the brunt of the charging air as Fanny¡¯s jumping power transforms into forward thrust, moving leaps at a time. I hold on to the measly grip on the saddle¡¯s pommel, using all I have to not get blown away.
Strangely enough, the feeling is somewhat nostalgic.
After a few seconds of that burst of speed, though, Fanny breaks his pace and I¡¯m thrown from the sudden loss of momentum, landing gracefully a few strides to the front¡ª rolling on the ground before hitting a tree painfully.Stolen from its rightful author, this tale is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings.
*crack*
Ow, ow, ow... damn it, Fanny!
¡°Quack.¡±
Are you... tired? A few seconds was all you could manage?
¡°Q?Quack...¡±
So he could only maintain that speed for ten, maybe twenty seconds?
Can you continue?
¡°Quack... *shakes head* ¡°
There¡¯s blood on his feet, probably from the careless running earlier.
Your feet... you¡¯re injured?
¡°Quack.¡±
Ah, well, it can¡¯t be helped, I guess. Come here, I¡¯ll clean it up for you.
We¡¯ve been riding for a few hours, so it¡¯s about time to get some rest, anyway. Problem is, I¡¯m getting hungrier by the second. Water is no problem as I can just summon them, as long as the air isn¡¯t too dry. Food is the issue here, and thinking that, my gaze automatically goes to Fanny. Or rather, his volume.
...Meat stock.
¡°Quack...?¡±
What kind of name is ¡°Fanny¡±, anyway...?
¡°Quack.¡±
Ah, come to think of it, I still haven¡¯t done that yet.
Identify.
¡°Quack?¡±
< Identifying... >
...Female?!
¡°Quack!¡±
Sorry, I didn¡¯t know.
Anyway, ¡°Fannas¡±, huh... so that¡¯s where ¡°Fanny¡± came from. What a fancy name. Also, ¡°Mount of Aedras Castaroth¡±¡ªis that the previous owner? The guy with the wolfsteel sword, or something... he died in the fire I made, I think.
...Have I heard that name somewhere? Hmm... probably just my feeling.
I¡¯m sorry, Fanny. I think I killed your previous owner.
¡°Quack....¡±
Now that I¡¯m your owner, I can name you whatever I want, right?
¡°Quack?¡±
There, better?
¡°Quack...¡±
What, it¡¯s exactly the same as before.
¡°Quack, quack!¡±
Yes, it is. Stop complaining.
--- --- ---
Evening came, and my stomach is still growling. One good thing is that we¡¯re finally back on the road. Even so, there¡¯s no one in sight. No one at all. Maybe this area just doesn¡¯t have a lot of traffic.
It must be nice, Fanny, since you only eat grass.
¡°Quack?¡±
....I don¡¯t like this. I¡¯m tired, I¡¯m hungry, and I feel like I¡¯m being watched. I can¡¯t see anyone, but yeah¡ªsomeone is definitely stalking me. It could be the Church, it could be Lyrfanas, or... it could be someone else entirely.
Just as it¡¯s getting darker, lanterns are getting lit in the distance. Some kind of village or a small town, maybe. Thank god, I¡¯m already dying from the hunger. I mean, I could¡¯ve survived through the next day, but feeling like this brings back memories that are... less than good.
If possible, I don¡¯t want to feel hungry ever again. Then again, no one would. That just makes me normal, I suppose.
As I approach the village, I observe the buildings and the people. There¡¯s only a few people on the roads, all of them most likely on their way home. Most of the buildings seem to be housings, with only one or two floors high, mostly with thatchings as roofs. How quaint. There¡¯s a few buildings with third storeys too. A couple restaurants, and...
Nexy.
< Translating... >
¡¸ ¡°Balbeard¡¯s Traveller¡¯s Inn¡± ¡¹
¡¸ ¡°Bed and Breakfast¡± ¡¹
A ¡°traveller¡¯s inn¡±. They even have stables for the horses. There¡¯s also some kind of wagon on the outside, packed with a lot of crates and sacks. No one¡¯s guarding it. Maybe, if I...
...No. Don¡¯t be stupid, Fay. You¡¯re already a fugitive. You have money, so just buy what you need and be on your way.
Be good, Fanny.
¡°Quack.¡±
After putting Fanny into the stable, I get off and walk into the inn.
Inside, the layout reminds me of a... tavern? Aside from the tables arranged tidily throughout the room, there are stools placed near the counter, behind which a barkeeper is serving drinks to some patrons. Most of the lighting is done by oil lamps and candles, but there also seems to be a couple of electric chandeliers. There are not that many people, probably half a dozen or so, all of them keeping to their own.
There isn¡¯t really anyone worth noting except for the cloaked man that¡¯s sitting alone on one of the stools. The reason for that is the longsword he has slung across his back¡ªsomething I figured as an uncommon weapon of choice. Aside from the wolf-thing sword Latasha took, I don¡¯t recall anyone having that kind of sword.
Anyway, enough looking at other people.
¡°Evening,¡±:
the barkeeper greeted with a grumpy face.
¡°Anything I can help you with?¡±
I take out my slate and start writing on it.
? Food and map ?
¡°...What¡¯s this? Can¡¯t talk, lad?¡±
The barkeeper eyes me up with curious eyes, and I pull my hood tighter in response.
¡°You¡¯re a shady one aren¡¯t you? Getting a room, boy?¡±
*shakes head*
¡°Look, I¡¯m not a vendor. You get a room, and I¡¯ll serve you. Otherwise, buzz off. I don¡¯t have anything for you shady bunch.¡±
Wha...?
After saying that, he goes to serve the other patrons. What a jerk.
*sigh*
After three days of riding, Fanny seems to be on her limit, and more importantly, my buttocks has been aching badly as well. That¡¯s nothing a bed can¡¯t fix, but I can¡¯t shake off the feeling that someone¡¯s been following me. Spending the night here would be an invitation to whoever is after me.
¡°...Troubles?¡±
Huh?
¡°Balbeard¡¯s not known for his hospitality, you see. You can¡¯t blame him, though. Can¡¯t be too careful way out here in the fringes.¡±
Whoa, I didn¡¯t expect for the guy with the longsword to speak to me. And since when has he been sitting next to me?
¡°I noticed you with that slate. Are you mute or something?¡±
Uh...
He looks like he¡¯s in his middle ages, though he might be younger than he looks. I can¡¯t tell much with all that hair covering his face. His brown hair has grown out to cover his ears, and that coupled with his unkempt facial hair makes him look like some kind of vagabond. He¡¯s wearing travelling attires, no armour of any kind. Living on the road, maybe?
At any rate, he¡¯s suspicious. I should leave.
¡°Wait. You see that wagon out there? That¡¯s mine. I have food and maps if you want.¡±
? You¡¯ll sell? ?
¡°I might even give some for free. You see, I was in the middle of a long journey, but something came up and now all that stuff is just baggage to dispose of. I¡¯m willing to give some to you. I only need a favour.¡±
Uh-oh. That can only spell trouble. No thanks, goodbye.
¡°Hey, I said wait. I¡¯m not asking a lot, just information. News and rumours you came by.¡±
.......
¡°One dounce of food and a map. I¡¯ll give that much to you. How about it?¡±
.......
? Fine ?
¡°You came from the south, right? Did you pass Tarnlake, by any chance?¡±
? No ?
¡°Really? That¡¯s weird. Tarnlake¡¯s the only hub for merchants around here. It¡¯s rather odd if you didn¡¯t pass by there.¡±
Is that so...? Crap.
¡°Well, to each their own. Anyway, I heard about some kind of accident there. They said a demon made an appearance in the middle of the city, but I find that hard to believe. I was wondering if you know anything about it. Is it true?¡±
Who knows?
I shrug at him, but instead he forms an unnerving smile in response.
¡°There¡¯s also another version of the rumour. Want to hear it?¡±
His eyes lit dangerously as he continues,
¡°this version tells not of a demon, but a rogue individual that caused the chaos. It was a slave that the drifters rescued a few weeks prior. And this individual, if I remember correctly, his characteristics are... below average height, always wears a hood, and lastly, incapable of speaking.¡±
.......
...Ah. Fuck.
I made a mistake.
¡°What a coincidence, don¡¯t you think, for someone with the exact description to be here, not twenty leagues north of Tarnlake.¡±
I glare back at the man¡¯s threatening gaze, ready to fight to make my way out of here.
¡°Hey, now, I¡¯m not a threat, just a curious observer is all.¡±
Oh, yeah?
This is bad. I can¡¯t freely use my magic in a place like this. I should probably get out first, but an ambush might be waiting outside. Perhaps it¡¯s safer inside where there¡¯s people, but I don¡¯t know if they even care about collaterals in the first place.
¡°You don¡¯t believe me. That¡¯s to be expected, I suppose, if you¡¯re the least bit smart.¡±
...Maybe he¡¯s telling the truth?
I don¡¯t trust him, but if he¡¯s with the church, well... I don¡¯t think they¡¯d hire anyone who looks like a beggar, but who am I to tell? Moreover, his appearance makes it seem like he¡¯d been travelling a long time, and yet I¡¯ve only made my spotlight days ago. But if he¡¯s not after me, then what is he after?
? What do you want ?
¡°You¡¯re travelling north, aren¡¯t you? It just so happens that I am too. I¡¯d be delighted to have someone as interesting as you to... talk to.¡±
I scoff at him before standing up to leave.
¡°Also, you¡¯re being followed. Pros, by the looks of it.¡±
I stop in my tracks and leer at him. He has this smug expression on his face, as if expecting me to be surprised. Well, guess what?
I can handle them.
¡°You¡¯re thinking you can handle them. Well, you¡¯re wrong. I know these people. They have a lot of assortments in their arsenal, the kind that specializes in hunting people like you. These people have been doing this for centuries. If you pride yourself in your magic, they pride themselves in taking it down. You won¡¯t even see them coming.¡±
? Get to the point ?
His vague smile turns into a knowing smirk before he answers,
¡°I can help.¡±
--- --- ---
¡°Alright, everything¡¯s set,¡±
the man said as he walks out the inn with nothing but a knapsack and his longsword. I can¡¯t believe he¡¯s giving all that stuff for free.
¡°I¡¯ve arranged everything with Balbeard. Now, you need to understand that this won¡¯t shake them off, not by a long shot. At most, it¡¯ll buy us a few hours, just enough to plan a counterattack.¡±
He throws me the knapsack after that. Catching it brought out some unpleasant creaks from my knees.
Ow... exactly how much is a ¡°dounce¡±?
¡°There¡¯s breads and mostly dried stuff. Nothing fancy, but I don¡¯t suppose you were expecting. The map¡¯s in there.¡±
Yeah, I see it.
So, then... the plan is¡ªin exchange for everything in the vagabond¡¯s wagon, the innkeeper will be ¡°reserving¡± a room for me and provide us with a change of clothes. Both me and this man thinks that the pursuers will make their move late at night when I¡¯m presumably asleep, but until then, they¡¯ll be hiding outside the village and watch for people going in or out.
So I change my clothes, change my ride, and slip out of the village as a different person.
¡°Anyway, we should get going. The sooner we go, the more lead we¡¯ll have. You go on and take my horse, I¡¯ll take your scurry. Wait for me half a league north.¡±
Right...
I still don¡¯t feel good about this. I don¡¯t think he¡¯s leading me into a trap, but he definitely wants something from me. I do need his help on shaking off my pursuers, though, and besides, I can drop him anytime once we¡¯re out of the village
.
¡°His name¡¯s Amor, that black one over there,¡±
he said, pointing at the black horse that was used to pull his wagon.
¡°Don¡¯t worry. He¡¯s a lovely little fellow,¡±
he finished with a wink before going back into the inn.
As per discussed, I approach his mount¡ªa black warhorse two heads taller than me. Even the drifters didn¡¯t have anything like this.
Err... chill?
The horse answers with a whinnying sound, one that sounded ominous. I hope this goes well...
I¡¯m gonna climb you, okay?
I start by placing my foot in the stirrup, which is higher than my waist height, and then using the saddle¡¯s pommel to pull myself up. I end up on my stomach atop the horse¡¯s back.
.....
Alright, this is wrong.
Ugh....
With effort, I finally manage to pull my leg over to the off side. My feet don¡¯t reach the stirrups and end up hanging free, but that¡¯s okay. Hopefully I won¡¯t need the reins either.
Go forward.
Amor starts walking forward, slowly and steadily.
Phew. Fortunately, he must¡¯ve been disciplined by his owner, lest he wouldn¡¯t have listened to me. So far so good.
--- --- ---
After waiting by the side of the road for a few minutes, Fanny¡¯s figure finally appears, approaching from the direction of the village. On top of him is the vagabond guy.
¡°Hold, Fannas.¡±
¡°Quack.¡±
¡°Well, here we are, mysterious person,¡±
he said to me as he gets off Fanny¡¯s back. I follow suit to exchange our rides.
¡°Don¡¯t worry, I made sure not to be seen going out. But just in case, we should move immediately.¡±
Right.
I quickly hop on the scurry¡¯s back and watch him make adjustments to Amor¡¯s saddle.
Just before he manages to get on, I summon little fire pops on his horse¡¯s feet, making Amor stand up on his hind legs in a fury, knocking the man off his back.
¡°Wha¡ª¡°
Go now!
¡°Quack?!¡±
Fanny, go!
¡°Hey, wait!¡±
I heard him shout behind me as the scurry takes off. I don¡¯t know who he is, or what his intentions, but he¡¯s not someone I can trust. The reason? Because I didn¡¯t tell him Fanny¡¯s name.
*Phoomb!*
That¡¯s... a flare! Someone at some place ahead just shot a flare! Shite, so it was a trap, after all.
As if signalled by the flare, I see figures appearing, riding on horseback. There¡¯s two riders ahead, but what is that they¡¯re holding...?
...Lances. They¡¯re holding lances. Big ones.
Fanny, they¡¯re going to spear us.
¡°Quack!¡±
Great, there¡¯s more of them coming up on the sides. Two, three, four...
Damn it, they were waiting for me, and I just waltzed into their play. Now I¡¯m completely surrounded.
Using magic on horseback is... can I even do it? There¡¯ll be more factors to account for¡ªdynamic aether columns, relative velocities, and a whole lot more of spatial plannings. Precision strike is a sure miss, so I¡¯ll have to launch attacks with large blast yields, but that¡¯s even riskier. With the enemies closing in, one wrong move will catch me in the danger zone.
No, I can¡¯t do it. I¡¯ll have to break their line and get out of the enclosure first, but how...?
......
If I¡¯m surrounded from all sides, then the only way to go is forward, right?
Fanny, when I say jump, you jump. As high as you can.
¡°Quack?!¡±
This is a terrible bet, but I don¡¯t have any choice. The moment Fanny jumps, I¡¯ll use air magic for vertical propulsion to help. In the end, it¡¯s left to Fanny¡¯s own jumping power to decide.
Here they come. I¡¯ll have to do this right, or both me and Fanny ends up as skewered meat.
¡°Quack!¡±
Not yet, just a bit more...
I see the tip of the spears moving in slow motion, one aiming for me, and another aiming for my mount.
They¡¯re coming closer and closer, to the point where I can hear the clangings of the riders¡¯ armours.
I imagine their breathing¡ªtheir effort of trying to stay calm while having their eyes dead on their target¡ªon me.
Their grips tighten, and their elbows twists. From that, I know it¡¯s coming.
In perfect sync, the riders thrusts in their lances.
Jump now!
I hold on to Fanny tightly as her body vaults into the air, less than a moment before the lances reach us. At the same time, I make a strong funnel of air currents to carry us upwards and over the two riders.
Thanks to Fanny¡¯s and their momentums, we land a fair distance behind them.
Keep running, Fanny!
The assailants are converging behind me. For now, I¡¯ll just take it as good luck that they didn¡¯t bring ranged weapons with them.
*Bang!*
Whoah!
Spoke too soon. That¡¯s a pistol, and they seem to have crossbows as well.
But that doesn¡¯t matter anymore. Now that I have the lead, I can bombard them with my magic. Let¡¯s start with the firebulbs, shall we?
¡°Quack!¡±
What is it, Fanny?
¡°Quack, quack!¡±
Well, I have no choice, do I?
¡°Quack! Quack, quack¡ªquack!¡±
They¡¯ll kill us if I don¡¯t!
It¡¯s only a bit more before the firebulbs are all charged. Once I attack, they¡¯ll break out, so I need to kill them all in one strike. They¡¯re all gathered now. Shouldn¡¯t be too hard.
Just a bit more...
(Our choices are what we leave when we die.)
Huh? Wha¡ªjust... shut up, Hadda!
(Everyone dies in the end, some with more regrets than others. Which would you be?)
Urrgh.... Fine!
¡°Quack.¡±
Fine, I won¡¯t kill them!
Given their numbers, outrunning them is almost impossible. If I kill them all in cold-blood, whoever is behind this will just raise my threat level and send more people after me. But maybe if I spare them, they¡¯ll see it as an act of mercy, and then they¡¯ll.... reconsider?
If I do leave them alive, though, I shouldn¡¯t show them too much of my power¡ªminimize their profiling of me.
...Hah.
So I just have to, somehow, non-lethally incapacitate them without showing too much of my magic. Easy enough.
Rather, that was how it¡¯s always been. No resources, no fancy magic, just my wit and instincts.That¡¯s how it¡¯s always been back then.
I already made up my mind when I started all this. I know there''ll be devil to pay, but that moment I broke through Ichard''s window, I was already prepared for the consequences.
Get ready, Fanny.
¡°Quack.¡±
We¡¯re just getting started.
Chapter 24 : A Fateful Encounter
Chapter 24
A Fateful Encounter
There are six riders in total.
All of them are on sturdy-looking war-horses, all of which are probably more than capable of outrunning Fanny¡¯s speed.
If I¡¯m going to fight back, I¡¯ll be limiting myself to what they know I¡¯m capable of¡ªair magic and the so-called fire magic.
Complications aside, all I have to do is to create enough space between us for me to get away. Considering that we¡¯re in a tundra with lots of flat and open plains, outmanoeuvring them doesn¡¯t seem possible. Incapacitating them is the only way I can think of, but how would I go about that?
Take down their horses? Knock them out? All available optionsare difficult without killing them altogether. Theoretically possible, just hard to do without having fully understood my grasp on magic.
...I¡¯ll just have to take care of them one by one.
You up for this, Fanny?
¡°Quack!¡±
They¡¯re starting to spread out with the intention of surrounding me. Now that they¡¯re no longer grouped together, I can start my attack.
First up is the two with the lances, currently gaining on me from the rear.
I start by sending low-yield firebulbs at them as warning shots. Even as the bulbs explode around them, the riders keep chasing after me as if they don¡¯t care about their own lives. Or perhaps, it¡¯s because they have something planned?
Fanny, brakes.
¡°Quack?!¡±
Just do it.
As Fanny drops his pace rapidly, the distance between me and the lancers decreases drastically. Before they could react, I launch them off their horses and, with their riders no longer riding them, I fire small pops around the horses¡¯ feet.
¡°Shit! Wait...!¡±
Keep going, Fanny.
I look behind briefly to see the two heavily armoured men running across the plains, their armour making noises as they hopelessly chase their mounts.
Two down, four to go. That said, the rest are armed with crossbows and guns, so it won¡¯t be as easy. It seems like they¡¯re not giving me a moment¡¯s rest, as they¡¯ve already started closing in with me in their weapons¡¯ sights.
Pistols and crossbows¡ªthey¡¯ll need time to reload after every shot. Not to mention, I imagine it¡¯d be pretty hard to shoot a moving target while on horsebac¡ª
*Bang!*
Whop.
With the bullet heading straight at me, I create layers of dense air barriers to block it, similar to the one I made to guard against hydra water-bullets. Even though it¡¯s not enough to completely block it, the bullet whiz past as it was derailed away from its original path. I counter by firing small firebulbs at the riders, aiming at their horses¡¯ feet. With their riders still in control, the horses keep running without so much of a reaction.
After that, three of the riders keeps firing bullets and arrows. The pistols in particular seem to be shooting at a much faster rate than what should¡¯ve been possible. Is that some kind of new technology?
While I¡¯m distracted on creating deflection barriers, one of the riders runs ahead in front of me. He¡¯s holding something¡ªsome kind of ovoid-shaped metal. He does something to it, and now smoke starts to come out from the object.
And then he drops it on Fanny¡¯s path. Could it be...?
Fanny, dodge that thing!
¡°Quack!¡±
Fanny jumps to the side, albeit a tad bit late. As the metal egg explodes, the shockwave puts us off balance and I find myself thrown through the air.
Wah!
I try to land in position, but ends up sliding painfully for several strides.
I look up just in time to see more of the metal eggs being dropped around me. I quickly put up shock barriers, but this time, no explosion came out¡ªjust thick, black smoke. I use air magic to blow them away, but the smoke flows out incessantly, taking mere seconds before my field of vision is wholly obstructed. Not to mention that my head is still ringing from the explosion.
Ugh... what a pain in the butt. If I can¡¯t blow away the smoke, I¡¯ll just have to destroy the sources.
Then, just as I¡¯m about to look for the metal eggs, one of the riders fires a gun from beyond the smoke.
Augh...!
Shit... that¡¯s not right. They shouldn¡¯t be able to see me either, so how the hell?
Thankfully, it¡¯s just a scratch, but if I didn¡¯t hit the ground, it would¡¯ve been lead in my gut.
Another bullet whizzes, and then a bolt after that, both of them landing far away from their mark. Strange... was the first shot a coincidence?
Just in case, I start erecting barriers to cover from all sides. Not nearly strong enough to stop bullets or bolts, but they can at least slow the¡ª
Fuck?!
I hit the ground again¡ªnot to evade, but rather due to the shock of having a steel bolt embedded into my thigh. I scream¡ªvoicelessly¡ªfrom the pain, but manage to keep my head in the game.
This can¡¯t be a coincidence. How can they shoot through the smoke? Unless, they¡¯re not using their eyes to aim?
(They have a lot of assortments in their arsenal, the kind that specializes in hunting people like you.)
¡°Tch..!¡±
Perhaps, they can somehow sense me when I¡¯m using my magic?
With that assumption, I stay low on the ground. A few more bolts are fired, but none came near. After five more or so projectiles whizzed past, I¡¯m now sure of it. As long as I don¡¯t use magic, they won¡¯t know where to shoot. And then, once the smoke dissipates, I¡¯ll make my move and take them all down at once. However¡ªtake away my vision and make me unable to fight back¡ªis that all there is to their plan?
They should know what I¡¯m capable of from Tarnlake, that I can blow them all away whenever I want. Or is it that they think I won¡¯t do such a thing with them being this close in proximity?
...Huh? The smoke has lightened, but the attacks have stopped for some reason. If this is really their plan, shouldn¡¯t they kill me before the smoke dissipates? Also... something doesn¡¯t feel right. There¡¯s a shift in the air and... it feels different now.
...Eh?
I can see a figure through the smoke, walking towards me. He¡¯s on foot and seems to be holding something big in his hands. What is this? What are they planning?
Finally, the smoke clears out and I can now see the man in front of me. He¡¯s dressed in ceremonial robes and is holding a large, mechanical staff in his hand¡ªI definitely didn¡¯t see him before. He¡¯s not one of the six riders that was attacking me, so where did he come from?
Those six riders I mentioned are still on their horses with their weapons aimed at me, but no one is pulling the trigger. Instead, they seem to be looking at the robed man for the order.
¡°It is over, cursed one,¡±
the robed man said, his face brimming with pride as he slightly lifts the heavy-looking staff. It is longer than he is tall and seem to be made out of pure gold, but that¡¯s not even the peculiar part. At the head of the staff is some kind of contraption¡ªwith moving parts and rotors, making ominous clicking and hissing noises along with a low humming. I start getting dizzy just by looking at it.
That thing¡ªnow that I¡¯ve seen it, I know what it does. The change in the air I felt earlier is due to the mana disappearing from the area, and that staff is the cause of it.
¡°No matter how strong a magus can be, take away the mana, and they¡¯re no different than the common pleb.¡±
I¡¯m kind of interested in how it works. Even if it makes my head ache, I can¡¯t help but stare at it with curiosity.
¡°It seems that you fell silent because of the shock of knowing your life¡¯s at its end. I know you don¡¯t have mana stones with you. It¡¯s over, demon¡¯s advocate.¡±
This kind of technology is similar to the aether field back in Purgatory. Yes, I know they¡¯re at completely different levels, but still... maybe I can find something to help me beat Purgatory¡¯s field. That would certainly help me in my future battle against Thalvos.
¡°Stand down, archdeacons. It is I, Bishop Tyas, who shall pass down the Goddess¡¯ judgement on this heathen man.¡±
Huh?
Oh, right. Focus, Fay.
I¡¯m kind of irritated from the pain on my thigh. If I don¡¯t end this sooner, I might just kill them outright.
¡°O¡¯ Holy Athyra¡ªMartyred Goddess, Giver of Wisdom, and Shepherdess of the Righteous Men¡ªbestow upon me the right to bring judgement down upon he who profaned your name. He who desecrated the Goddess¡¯ faith through union with the demonic, you shall be cleansed and purified of your sins!¡±
I was expecting him to do something interesting with the staff, but in the end, he¡¯s just going to shoot me with a gun?
...Huh? Wait, hold on. What you just said right now...
¡°Begone, malice!¡±
You said ¡°union with the¡ª¡°
The gun fires its shot after that. But it wasn¡¯t the bishop¡¯s gun. Instead, blood starts to appear on his robes. His face contorts in shock as he drops his gun to the ground, his body following soon after.
¡°Bishop!¡±
Two of the riders promptly jumps off their horses and runs over to the bishop¡¯s side, while the other two stays atop their mounts and maintains a watchful eye of the surroundings. Meanwhile, my gaze is already locked on the shooter, standing further than anyone could¡¯ve shot with a normal pistol.
Then, like an illusive shadow, the figure dashes so swiftly that you¡¯d doubt he was a human. Before anyone could react, something round and heavy falls into the ground with a thud, though without so much as a glance, I already know what it is.
Not wasting so much as a second, the mysterious attacker continues to the other rider. With a single slash, the horse falls with a pitiful whinnying as its hooves are cleanly cut. The man that was riding it, with his leg trapped under the weight of his horse, never had a chance to get away from the blade that came down on him.
Seeing this, the last two living deacons positions themselves as to protect the bishop and aims their weapons at the attacker.
¡°No, this can¡¯t... Uwaagh! You bastar¡ª¡°
The voice is cut short as the longsword is pierced through his throat in one clean jab, out the back of his neck and into the chest of the man behind him, killing them both in one stroke. With one quick pull, the vagabond pulls out his sword, splattering the blood and staining the green grass in red. Along with the bishop in his arms, the last deacon falls to the ground, the same moment as the now-headless man falls from atop his horse.
Ah...
I can¡¯t move...
My whole body is tightening at the bloody sight. When I realized it, my arms are already hugging my own body, my hands clawing my clothes and shivering like crazy. Meanwhile, the vagabond turns towards me as he puts his longsword into the sheath on his back, not even bothering to wipe off the blood. He pierces me with his icygaze, one that made his earlier threats seem like child¡¯s play.
¡°...I don¡¯t get it,¡±
he said to me while he casually rips some cloth from the bishop¡¯s robe and uses it to wipe the blood on his face.
¡°If what I heard is true, you could¡¯ve killed them right away. So either the rumour is exaggerated, or you¡¯re just that naive. Which is it?¡±
........
¡° *sigh* I guess it doesn¡¯t matter, because either way, you disappoint me. I thought you were an interesting fellow, but look at you, shivering like a baby. To think that I saved the life of someone so... lesser. What a waste of effort.¡±
After that, he puts his fingers on his lips and let out a sharp whistle. From the distance, the black horse, Amor, runs up to his side. He hoists himself up and looks at me one last time with that cold, lifeless eyes.
¡°...I don¡¯t think we¡¯ll ever meet again. Just remember¡ªI saved your life, so you better make sure it¡¯s damn worth it. Make yourself useful for whatever.¡±
With that snobby remark, he starts riding away back south. I watch his figure disappear into the darkness of the night, my body still locked in place. Sometime later, I hear a footstep and suddenly, a shadow looms from behind me.
¡°Quack.¡±
...So you¡¯re fine, huh.
¡°Quack...?¡±
Yeah, I¡¯m fine too.
That was... close.
When I saw this bloody scene, I nearly lost control. With all that violence, I felt as if I was back on Level Three. My mind just when blank, and my instincts were....
...If that man had made a move on me in that condition, what would¡¯ve I done?
I¡¯m sorry, Hadda.
Even though I made my resolve not to kill them, I actually let myself lose control and almost killed the man who ¡°saved¡± me.
After I calmed myself down, I look around at the macabre once again. All five men now lay lifelessly. One of the horses is still here, sniffing at his owner¡¯s headless body. Well, it¡¯s still alive and healthy, at least. The other one isn¡¯t as lucky.
I look at the source of a pitiful sound, limp towards it, and stare down at the horse''s dying form. With its front legs like that, even if it survives, it can never stand on its feet ever again.Reading on this site? This novel is published elsewhere. Support the author by seeking out the original.
He didn¡¯t have to do this.
I go down on my knees and trace my finger on the horse¡¯s forehead, visualizing where its brain would be.
He didn¡¯t have to do all of this.
I take a deep breathe and clear my mind. After making sure it¡¯s at the right spot, I shoot a jet of supercondensed water with enough pressure to penetrate through the horse¡¯s skull.
...Idiot Fay.
This could¡¯ve all been avoided had I finished this earlier instead of getting distracted by some stupid staff.
¡°...Ugh....¡±
Eh?
I turn around to look at the source of the whimper. Underneath his subordinate¡¯s bloodied corpse, the bishop grasps around in a desperate attempt to crawl away. When I approach him, he lets out a gasp and looks up at me with dread painted on his face.
¡°Pl..ea...se...¡±
Ah... the image of him brought forth the memory of a certain sadist¡¯s dying moments, to my distaste.
Earlier, you said ¡°union with the demonic.¡±
¡°Urgh... *gurgle* whatever you¡¯re gonna do... do it fast...¡±
...Have the church learned about my deal with Lyrfanas?
¡°Curse you... damned heretic...! Men like you... are the reason the Order exist...¡±
...Come to think of it, he thinks I¡¯m a man, doesn¡¯t he?
He doesn¡¯t know much about me, and yet, this bishop, along with his ¡°deacons¡±, had come chasing me all the way here. Despite knowing what I¡¯m capable of, they still risked their lives to take mine. You may call them overzealous fanatics, but that kind of courage and determination is still something worthy to be admired.
You too, I¡¯ll put you out of your misery.
It doesn¡¯t seem fair for him to die without ever knowing who he was up against, so I take off my hood to show him my face. The second I did that, his eyes flared up, now glowing with hope as if he¡¯d forgotten about dying. He opens his mouth, and what comes out is a raspy voice befitting that of a dying man¡¯s;
¡°...Go..dess... ¡°
I¡¯m sorry,
I answered as I point my hand at his head, summoning more water while doing so.
I¡¯m not your goddess.
--- --- ---
Now that that¡¯s taken care of, it¡¯s time for to examine the object of the day. I¡¯m talking about the staff, of course. Even now, the null field is still in place, as there seems to be a void of mana and the staff¡¯s contraption is still moving as well.
Another thing that interested me is how the bishop acted. It looked like he was expecting my magic to be disabled with the device activated, which is curious, to say the least. Yes, there was a void of mana, but it¡¯s not like I need mana to use magic in the first place. Even though mana is certainly the ideal mediator to connect with the aether, any element can be used to mediate, so why did they think otherwise?
As I though, there seems to be discrepancy between the knowledge those three taught me and the one known to this world.
Anyhow, let¡¯s get to work.
*click*
Oh.
The staff stopped moving as soon as I touched it, and the mana is slowly returning to its normal rates. Was there some sort of failsafe to prevent technological theft? Oh well, I¡¯ll just take it with me for now.
...Ugh.
Damn it. As I thought, this thing is friggin¡¯ heavy. There¡¯s no way I can lift it, especially not with my leg like this. The bishop must¡¯ve been quite ripped beneath his robes to be able to lift this with one hand.
Fanny, give me a hand.
¡°Quack!¡±
..........
After fastening the staff to Fanny¡¯s saddle, I look around once more to see if I¡¯m forgetting something. As I thought, leaving all these bodies here doesn¡¯t feel right. I can burn them, but it¡¯d make it seem like I¡¯m getting rid of evidences. In the end, it¡¯s probably better if I leave them here for the church to find. Whether or not they find the bodies, the church will assume I killed them, either way.
¡°Quack.¡±
Yeah, just let me take care of my leg first.
Supported by Fanny, I walk a little distance away from the macabre before sitting down to treat my wound. I rip the cloth around the injury and thankfully, the bolt didn¡¯t seem to hit any major vessels... from the looks of it, at least.
¡°Quack.¡±
Yes, it hurts as bad as it looks, you stupid duck.
Now then, the first thing to do is to pull out the bolt. After that, clean the wounds and bandage it. Simple, right? Well, the last two parts are, at least. The first part, pulling out the bolt, is probably the worst part.
I try moving the bolt¡¯s shaft a little, and it feels like the head is lodged in. If I just yank it out, I might as well bleed myself out. If I can make an incision to enlarge the wound, maybe I can pull it out, but I don¡¯t have the tools nor the know-how to do it.
Now then, what to do...
..........
I have something in mind, but considering I¡¯ve never used earth magic ever since I came up here, it might be a little risky. To put it simply, if I can gelatinize the bolt, I might be able to get it unstuck.
Taking a firm grip on the bolt¡¯s shaft, I close my eyes and let my mind traverse away into the realm of aether. I probe into the steel bolt¡¯s structure and further, deeper and deeper into its lattices. Then, I start making the necessary changes¡ªdistancing the molecules, weakening the internal interactions...
Ow...
My head is starting to hurt. I guess doing magic on this scale is too arduous for the mind after all. At least I managed to get the bolt unstuck. I can pull it out now...
...I think.
Here we go. Deep breath, Fay... deep breath.
With one quick pull, I yank the bolt out.
OW, OW, OW!
¡°QUACK, QUACK QUACK!¡±
YES, it¡¯s as fucking bad as it fucking looks¡ªFuck!
--- --- ---
After that, I cleaned up the wound as best as I can with water magic and bandaged it with clothes I picked out from the dead zealots. I made sure to pick up spares as well to change the wrappings with.
Before leaving, though, there¡¯s one more thing I want to take.
I approach one of the bodies and take his gun to feel its weight in my hands.
A gun, huh...
It looks a little different from the ones the drifters used. When we fought earlier, it seems as though they were able to shoot a few bullets before they had to reload. Some new type of gun, I suppose?
Hmm... having something like that might prove useful, so I decide to take it with me. Nevermind the fact that I don¡¯t know how to use it, or that it¡¯s probably too heavy for me to aim with.
Speaking of which, when the vagabond rode away earlier, I saw the pistol on his hip¡ªmost likely the one he used to shoot the bishop. It seemed like a regular flintlock aside from its barrel, which was probably twice the usual length. That could explain how he made that shot. Maybe I can make upgrades like that as well.
Of course, I¡¯ll have to learn how to use it first.
Let¡¯s go, Fanny.
¡°Quack.¡±
As I ride away, my thought goes back to the violent vagabond. Honestly, he kind of reminded me of someone, but I can¡¯t remember who.
(...I don¡¯t think we¡¯ll ever meet again. Just remember¡ªI saved your life, so you better make sure it¡¯s damn worth it. Make yourself useful for whatever.)
No matter what the truth is, he thought that he had saved me by killing those men. And that annoys me.
I had it under control, jerk.
¡°Quack?!¡±
At least, the two lancers got out alive.
...Or did he kill them too?
Also, the way he moved earlier¡ªhe¡¯s definitely not a normal person. He was as fast as Luise was, maybe even faster, even with that longsword of his. Not to mention his marksmanship¡ªdisregarding the specialized barrel, to shoot from that far of a distance is still an exceptional feat. Above all else, however, it was his ruthlessness that makes him dangerous. That kind of man, with that kind of skill¡ªwho knows what he¡¯s capable of?
(...I don¡¯t think we¡¯ll ever meet again.)
*sigh*
Because he said that, I¡¯m now certain that we will meet again sometime in the future.
---
--- ---
--- --- ---
...Is this it?
¡°Quack.¡±
I take a look at the map again, and it does seem to be the right place.
After following the map for two straight days, I seem to have finally arrived at Falreas. Judging from the overgrown vegetation around the roads,the forest seems to be devoid of traffic. Then again, I haven¡¯t seen signs of civilization ever since the fight with the church. I seem to remember someone saying about how the roads around here aren¡¯t used anymore.
I was contemplating what to do when I get here because I don¡¯t really know what I¡¯m looking for. But now that I¡¯m here, I can feel some kind of mana network. It¡¯s similar to the one in Halhallart¡¯s Dread, but... purer, somehow.
Can you feel it too, Fanny?
¡°Quack.¡±
Follow it to the source.
--- --- ---
After a few hours of riding, I notice some change in the surroundings. As the mana veins become thicker, the bare trees become lush, grass and thickets start appearing in more density, and sounds of life start to fill the air.
Be wary of beasts, Fanny.
¡°Quack.¡±
Just like the case with the Dread, places with high mana density might be a common place for demonics to linger in, more so in a place so desolate like this. Worst case, I might run into another demon. Let¡¯s hope not...
...The road ends here, huh.
¡°Quack...¡±
The road had been barely visible for a while now, but at some point, it was finally swallowed by the forest.
The centre is still further in, though. Don¡¯t worry, as long as the sun is still up, we won¡¯t get lost.
¡°Quack, quack...¡±
Trust me, I¡¯m a magus. We won¡¯t get lost.
--- --- ---
We got lost.
The nearer we get to the source, the more tangled the mana veins became, thus resulting in us following the individual veins in circles and when we realized it, we no longer kept track of the direction where we came from.
Damn it, Fanny.
¡°Quack?!¡±
Hmm... I thought that if I focused on following a single vein, we¡¯d eventually arrive at the source, but that seems to be the wrong strategy. Maybe if I just keep following the general direction before it became tangled...?
Okay, let¡¯s try that.
--- --- ---
....It¡¯s no use.
This is so weird.
It¡¯s as if the veins are made to confuse people. Everything I¡¯ve tried seems to have only gotten us more lost. If we¡¯re still like this when night falls, we might be in trouble.
Come on, help me out here, Fanny.
¡°Quack.¡±
If there¡¯s one good thing, there doesn¡¯t seem to be any demonics here, despite the fact that there¡¯s an abundance of mana. I wonder why?
At any rate, we¡¯re going nowhere like this. let¡¯s rest here for a bit.
After that, we decide on a small clearing to rest in, and I use the chance to check on my leg.
Speaking of which, my thigh is healing up pretty quickly since I somehow managed to avoid infection. It still hurts a lot, though. I had to pull it up on Fanny¡¯s back so that it doesn¡¯t hang whenever I¡¯m riding.
Do you think I should change the bandages?
¡°Quack.¡±
Okay, then.
Aside from taking care the wound, I also decide that it¡¯s a good time for a meal. I take a piece jerky and a small slice of bread, and since Fanny¡¯s been working hard, I treat him to some dried fruit. Food doesn¡¯t seem to be an issue for now, as long as I keep track of what I have. It¡¯s a good thing I¡¯ve rationed it because now I don¡¯t know how long we¡¯ll be here.
As I eat my fill, I admire the serene scenery all around me. And then, something just clicked.
I¡¯ve been here before...
I kind of remember walking through a place like this. I think I just woke up, and... I was frantic. I was running around calling for my friends and then... I think I blacked out. The slavers must¡¯ve picked me up after that. That means, the place where I woke up can¡¯t be too far. Even so, with all this veins in turmoil, I can¡¯t think of a way to get to there.
Geez, it really does seem like someone¡¯s trying to keep us out, don¡¯t you agree, Fanny?
¡°Quack.¡±
...Except, maybe someone is trying to keep us out.
Every exit is an entrance, which means, if the slavers did find me here, an entrance to Purgatory might be somewhere near. Taking his personality into account, Thalvos would¡¯ve left something to prevent people from going near. Perhaps, the chaotic veins of mana are something he left to confuse curious magi. If that¡¯s the case, then maybe I can just go ¡°deeper¡±?
Mana may be manipulable, but aether is not quite so simple. If all this was done artificially, there must be some sort of aetheric passage for him to control it remotely. Maybe, if I ¡°sync¡± myself enough, I might just be able to see it, but... it might be quite risky.
Fanny, I¡¯m going to try something.
¡°Quack.¡±
I close my eyes and let the aether pull me away, but careful not to let go of my physical existence. Before long, my body becomes feather, and my sense of time is lost. Or better put, rather than lost, my own time is warped into the timeless sea of the aether.
When I open my eyes, everything is... beautiful. The light, and the colours... they¡¯re beyond the range of what my physical eyes can see. Even though I¡¯m still in the same place as I was, somehow I feel warm, but also cool at the same time. I don¡¯t know how to put it. It feels alien, but welcoming and comfortable.
Crap... Focus, Fay.
If I lose it, my mind might not return the same as when it left my body.
The passage is... there. I can see it. The colours are swimming around in a pattern, forming one glome after one another until it becomes some kind of pipe¡ªa hyperspace conduit, is one way to describe it.
Got it!
I pull my mind back, and the surroundings returns to normal in one blink.
Phew, I haven¡¯t gone that deep for some time.
¡°Quack?¡±
I got it. I know where to go now.
Without wasting anymore time, I get on Fanny¡¯s back and we¡¯re on the move once again. Based on what I see, we shouldn¡¯t be too far.
--- --- ---
As the mana grew dense, the air grew heavy, and it¡¯s not without consequence. After some time, I started becoming lightheaded, and so did Fanny. Her steps became sluggish and clumsy, but we kept going anyway.
There is an unearthly noise in my ear, like some kind ringing in high frequency. It¡¯s like in the back of my head, quiet and insignificant, but it grows more substantial as we walk further into the source.
Perhaps, the reason why there are no beasts here is because it¡¯s too much for them too. I mean, the myriad of ¡°veins¡± have become so thick and tangled that it¡¯s no longer possible to distinguish them from one another. Rather than singular veins, they¡¯ve become a single large continuum of mana.
Freakishly enough, some critters don¡¯t appear to be affected at all¡ªinsects, birds, rarebits... small animals and the kind. Maybe it¡¯s because they¡¯re less sensitive to mana?
¡°Quack.¡±
Yeah, we¡¯re close.
At a point where the ringing blocks out all other noise, we finally come upon into a clearing. I hop off Fanny¡¯s back and gaze at the sight before us.
A misty pond¡ªwith strange dancing lights hanging at the surface of the water, and in the middle, a cubic structure stands. It has an opening the size of a door, and through it, all I can see is darkness.
There are markings around the opening, inscribed upon the archaic stone blocks¡ªancient hieroglyphs that faintly glows. I''ve seen these markings before. Arranged like that, they can form... words.
Through me you pass into the city of misery.
¡°Quack?¡±
I slowly walk towards the stone structure, disregarding all the abnormalities. Everything else just seems and feels blurry and unfocused.
Through me you pass into eternal pain.
As I walk closer into the opening, I feel the darkness inside stretching its tendrils towards me. I step into the water as if the dancing lights noticed me, they briskly approach me and starts dancing around me, urging me to go forward.
Through me you pass into the realm of the lost.
Fanny¡¯s calling me, but her voice sounds so distant. Instead, my ears are flooded with the ringing, except it¡¯s no longer a ringing¡ªthey¡¯ve turned into whispers.
Justice moved my errless Lord.
The water rises to just beneath my knee and is neither cold nor warm. It pulsates like a heartbeat, along with the air around me. This place is alive... and the darkness in there is the beating heart.
Thus, divine Darkness birthed me to Purge the sinners of their sins.
The whispers... I couldn¡¯t hear what they were saying before, but now I can. Some are calling my Name, and others are saying the words along with me.
Before me is Void, save thingsEternal, and eternal I endure.
When I realize it, I¡¯m already in front of the temple. I squint my eyes to see inside, and there is nothing but the pitch black darkness, sucking me in.
Abandon all faith, you who walk upon the cursed earth.
Pushed by some otherworldly force, I walk into the opening and let the darkness swallow me.
--- --- ---
......
............
...Huh?
I look around, and all I see is stone. No darkness, no whispers¡ªjust old, mouldy stone blocks.
What the heck...?
I run outside the structure, and the markings are no longer there as well. Standing at the edge of the pond, Fanny tilts her head in a questioning manner.
¡°Quack?¡±
Didn¡¯t you see what I saw?
¡°Quack? Quack quack.¡±
But, the words... the whispers, they were calling my name.
...Wait, that¡¯s odd. My name? But what¡¯s my name in the first place? What did the whispers say, or were they even real...?
Haah...
As if all strength left my legs, I flop down into the ground, wetting everything below my chest.
There is something here¡ªI know it in my gut, but that something is gone or hidden now. It could be that Thalvos realized I was here and cut off the connection. However, looking at Fanny¡¯s reaction, she doesn¡¯t seem to have seen and heard the same thing. In other words, it could¡¯ve been all just me.
Aargh... I¡¯m so confused...! What the heck should I do now?
¡°Well, you¡¯re still young. You can do whatever you want to do.¡±
Whatever I want to do... eh?
What the crap?!
Who¡¯s there?!
I turn to look at the source of the face, and there, a woman is sitting atop a large rock at the edge of the pond, smiling at me.
¡°Hello,¡±
she casually greeted me, which gives the opposite reaction of ¡°casual¡± from me. I scan the surroundings to see if there¡¯s any more people, and once that I¡¯m certain there¡¯s no one but her, I start looking at possible exits. Fanny is closer to me than she is to both of us, so a quick escape is more than probable.
Is she a threat or not? To decide that, I start observing her features.
Her gaze is sharp and so is her form. Even though she¡¯s sitting, I can¡¯t feel any opening. Her skin is slightly tanned, and she has a beauty mark near her left eye. She has brown hair, which is tied into a ponytail that reaches her upper back. In her hands, she holds a staff with a mana stone adorned on top.
A magus...?
¡°Ding-Ding! But you¡¯ll have to be more specific than that,¡±
she said as she lithely hops off the rock and into the water. I immediately take a wary stance, but the way she walks towards me doesn¡¯t seem to imply any threat. Even so, I can¡¯t let my guard down.
¡°This is one fateful encounter, no? Or so I said, but I don¡¯t know if you can call it that, considering that I followed you here.¡±
Followed me?
¡°Uh-huh. All the way up here, in the middle of nowhere in a cold, desolate region of the country.¡±
She admitted it herself that she¡¯s after me. If she¡¯s wants my life, she wouldn¡¯t have revealed herself and just killed me outright. Just what does she want?
...Nexy, ident¡ª
...Hold on. I¡¯ve been too focused that it just went over my head, but... did she just?
¡°Don¡¯t worry, kiddo. I mean no harm.¡±
You...
¡°Yes?¡±
You can hear me?
She lets out an impish smirk before replying,
¡°Loud and clear.¡±
Who are you?
¡°My name is Inzhi, and yours are Fay, right?¡±
Yes. And what do you want from me?
¡°That depends. Did Sallis not mention me?¡±
Eh? Sallis?
....Ah.
You¡¯re... Inzhi, a geomancer.
¡°Correction; The Geomancer.¡±
I remember¡ªshe¡¯s Inzhi, the arcanist who was supposed to be my mentor because of Sallis¡¯ recommendation. Of course, a lot of things happened and I just assumed that the plan was already down the drain.
Why are you here? How did you find me?
¡°Now, now. I¡¯ll answer your questions, but you have to answer mine too.¡±
...Go on.
¡°So, then, Fay...¡±
Her dark eyes gaze into mine, pulling me in as she opens her mouth to continue where she left off,
¡°do you want to be an arcanist?¡±
Chapter 25 : Beginning of a Legend
Chapter 25
Beginning of a Legend
¡¸ Art thou willing, little lass? ¡¹
His voice echoed in the darkness behind my eyelids.
¡¸ To know the ways of mana, whence they come, and how they form? ¡¹
I¡¯m trying...
¡¸ Within and without, agnize their existence. Feel the flow, the perfections, the wrongs... ¡¹
I?I can¡¯t...
I gave up and opened my eyes to find the menacing stare of the white wolf. I shrinked back under his gaze, looking away because I was too scared to look at him in the eyes.
¡¸ Try again, should thou wishest to live. ¡¹
No, I... I told you, I can¡¯t.
¡¸ Didst thou not connect with a watcher? Didst thou not avail thyself from within death¡¯s embrace? Make the connection. ¡¹
But I... why do I have to do this?
¡¸ Thou art to blame to be thus awaited by death. To be afeard is profound, but do not revel in fear. Take control, savest thyself. ¡¹
Even under his intimidating presence, I simply couldn¡¯t do what he was asking of me.
I?I want to see Hadda.
It had been a very long time since Hadda left. He promised he¡¯ll be back once he knew where to go, but such a long time had passed since. Perhaps through some bias, doubt was beginning to form.
...He¡¯s not coming back, is he?
¡¸ He will. ¡¹
How would you know?
¡¸ Because he gaveth thee, his word, and words are promises. ¡¹
I couldn¡¯t read him. Was it a simple lie to get me to drop the topic, or did he simply know the bird that well?
What about you, then? Why are you helping me?
¡¸ ...Try again. Make the connection. ¡¹
No.
¡¸ ¡®Tis for thy own sake. ¡¹
So? Why would you care?
Then I remembered my own lie¡ªthat the reason he was helping me was because he believed I was needed for them to escape.
...I lied, you know.
¡¸ Hmm? ¡¹
You don¡¯t need me to get out of here. I lied when I told you Hadda needed me.
¡¸ I see. ¡¹
I was taken aback by his reaction. Or rather, the lack of it.
Is that it?
¡¸ Try again. ¡¹
No, like I said, I lied! There¡¯s no reason for you to help me!
¡¸ Try. Again. ¡¹
No,
I replied, fooling myself with some stupid obstinance. I didn¡¯t want to be afraid of him anymore, so I stood up against his word.
I won¡¯t, not until you tell me why you¡¯re helping me.
¡¸ Dost thou truly wishest to know, little lass? ¡¹
I nodded, and when his eyes flashed at me, I immediately regretted it.
¡¸ Because humans taste better when healthy. ¡¹
......
...........
I did everything he asked of me after that and not out of will, I tell you. With me in that condition, there was nothing else I could do. Thanks to that, though, I managed to get a faint grip on how mana feels like. All the while, he also taught me about the theory, which was somewhat similar to what Hadda taught me.
Time passed, and I got used to not being able to stand or walk on my own. Everytime we needed to move, Eretz used his own fur to leave clues for Hadda. It went on like that for some time, though unlike before, I held on to the hope of Hadda¡¯s return. Maybe it was because I had my mind occupied with Eretz teaching me, that my dark thoughts were pushed to the back of my mind.
For the first in a very long time, I had hope. I had faith.
And that faith wasn¡¯t misplaced, because he did return.
¡¸ I¡¯ve found it, ¡¹
was the first words that came out of his beak when we were reunited.
¡¸ I¡¯ve found the exit. ¡¹
I was elated to the point that my eyes started tearing up. Of course, I didn¡¯t let any tear fall because I didn¡¯t want Eretz calling me a crybaby again, or for the two of them to fight because of that.
Even so, I should¡¯ve known that nothing was always so simple.
¡¸ ...The exit is very far away. The brat wouldn¡¯t make it. ¡¹
Eh...?
I looked at Hadda, and I could tell from his eyes that he meant what he said. As my fear built up, I looked between the both of them, waiting for either to say something, and when they didn¡¯t, I asked them a question¡ªthe answer to which I didn¡¯t want to hear.
Are you going to leave me?
When neither of them answered nor even looked at me, my hope was all but crushed. We fell silent, and I could already see my death. Without them, I was hopeless. Without them, my life was forfeit. I just hoped it would come sooner than the lifer could get its hands on me.
After all, such fate might suffer me worse than when Jead got his hands on me.
....No. It can¡¯t end like this---I had thought.
There must be something we can do, right?
¡¸ ...We should go, ¡¹
Eretz said to the bird, and in response, I pathetically reach out to them.
Please, wait...
¡¸ No. I¡¯m not going anywhere without the brat. ¡¹
H?Hadda...
¡¸ She is coming too, ¡¹
the wolf remarked while he approached me, lowering his back like he always do to urge me on his back.
...Eh?
¡¸ Go where? The brat won¡¯t¡ª ¡¹
¡¸ Something we can do. Is that not what thou quoth, little lass? ¡¹
Y?Yes,
I answered, flinching under his sudden gaze.
¡¸ Where is the exit? ¡¹
the wolf asked.
¡¸ ...From here, Down this path first, and then¡ª ¡¹
¡¸ Away with the walls. I want a straight line from hither . ¡¹
¡¸ What, you¡¯re planning to knock down the walls or something? ¡¹
¡¸ Aye. ¡¹
¡¸ That¡¯s impossible, pup. ¡¹
¡¸ The little lass. She will maketh the connection. ¡¹
¡¸ The brat? ¡¹
Eh?
Suddenly, they were both looking at me.
M?Me?
¡¸ Aye. The connection, thine hast thou made the mana. ¡¹
¡¸ The brat has...? Oy, brat, why didn¡¯t you tell me? ¡¹
But, I...
¡¸ Little lass, thou shalt only act as a conduit for me, and I shall do the rest. ¡¹
A... conduit?
¡¸ No, that¡¯s too dangerous. If the flow is excessive, her body will rupture. ¡¹
¡¸ And thus the scurvy halfbird shalt keep watch. ¡¹
¡¸ No, if the flow is excessive, her body will rupture. She could die! ¡¹
¡¸ So? ¡¹
the wolf snapped back,
¡¸ she dies nonetheless. ¡¹
¡¸ ....... ¡¹
.........
I didn¡¯t think it would ever work, but aside from giving up and embracing my death, there was no other options. In the end, we decided to give it a try.
Hadda started by leading us to what he said was ¡°the optimal entry point¡± from which we could start breaking down the walls.
After arriving at said point, we begin our work¡ªor, they did, at least. I just sat down while Hadda... ¡°nuzzles¡± me and Eretz... sniffed around the wall.
After they¡¯re ready, I was dragged by the wolf to what seemed to be the target.
¡¸ Touch the surface and make the connection. I shall do the rest, ¡¹
Eretz instructed. I looked at Hadda for confirmation, something I should¡¯ve known better not to do.
¡¸ It¡¯s okay, brat. I¡¯ll keep monitor and make sure the mana don¡¯t flood your systems, rupture your blood vessels or fail your organs. ¡¹
R?Right.
¡¸ Your eyes or brain might overliquify and leak out your orifices, but don¡¯t worry brat, I¡¯ll keep monitor and make sure the¡ª ¡¹
¡¸ Let her focus, bird. ¡¹
Steeling my heart, I reached out to the wall and pressed my hand down on the cold stone.
¡¸ Make the connection. I will know once it is made. ¡¹
As instructed, I closed my eyes and did what they taught me.
( Within and without. Feel the flow, the perfections, the wrongs... )
( Alignment of the will and the subconscious... )
Before long, I felt something tugging my consciousness, as if asking me to go with it.
¡¸ Listen to me, little lass. Do not let go completely, lest lose thyself in the... ¡¹
The wolf¡¯s voice sounded distant, but I did hear the first part.
Don¡¯t let go...
While still holding a firm grip on myself, I probed on whatever it is that was tugging on me.
Don¡¯t let go...
The mysterious ¡°entity¡± pulled me hard, and I could feel my grasp on the real world loosening.
D?Don¡¯t let go...!
Just as my grip started slipping away, another ¡°entity¡± grabbed hold of me. This one felt familiar, and as soon as the new entity coupled with me, I immediately know what, or who it was.
Eretz?
¡¸ I shall start channeling. Little lass, Art thou prepared? ¡¹
R?Ready.
Then, it happened. It felt as if thunder had struck me with all the force of the heavens. The current ran through its course as it fills the corridors within me uncontrollably, threatening to destroy me from the inside.
Urgh...!
¡¸ She can¡¯t hold any more! Lower the intake, or release it now! ¡¹
Following Hadda¡¯s voice, the swirling energy inside my body starts to flow like a single continuum, going through my arm and towards my hand. As they converged, my hand felt like it was on fire.
There was a loud bang, and then something pulled my body away from the collapsing wall. The sound of crumbling stone and rock thundered throughout the corridors, and when my mind was back, there was a gaping hole around where I placed my hand just a moment ago. Beyond that hole was another hole on the wall behind it, and then another, and another...
¡¸ It worked! ¡¹
the bird exclaimed while I was still processing what had occurred.Stolen from its rightful place, this narrative is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings.
I... did that?
¡¸ I did all the work, but aye. Thou did makest an amiable conduit. ¡¹
Just as I was feeling up, I turned to look at Eretz and witnessed the horror¡ªmy entire shoulder was inside the wolf¡¯s maw. I could feel his teeth gnawing at it.
Uwaah! He¡¯s eating me!
As I screamed, the wolf lets go of my shoulder.
¡¸ ...This is the only way I tap into thy consciousness. ¡¹
¡¸ Yeah, brat. He pulled you away from the rocks, too. ¡¹
Why are you defending him, Hadda?!
Somehow, I could see the wolf snickering at me.
You... you were just having a taste of me, haven¡¯t you!
¡¸ Calm down, brat. He won¡¯t eat you. ¡¹
He will! He said so himself!
¡¸ What?! ¡¹
Hadda then looks at Eretz accusingly.
¡¸ Explain! ¡¹
¡¸ I quoth such to stop her yapping... ¡¹
¡¸ Are you going to eat her or not?! ¡¹
¡¸ ...Who knows? ¡¹
As they bickered yet again, there was a haunting howl that crept out from distant passages. Then I realized, the noise when we made that hole¡ªit must¡¯ve alarmed Eggsy of where we were.
¡¸ I knew it was a mistake to bring you along! ¡¹
¡¸ Hmph, I care not for thy bawbling worries. ¡¹
Guys...!
¡¸ That¡¯s it! We¡¯re leaving you here, you crazy pup! ¡¹
¡¸ Leave me? Thou know nothing of rigid structures. Thou cannot dispell the walls without me. ¡¹
Guys, the lifer is...
Suddenly, a violent surge of headache assaulted me and I groan in discomfort.
¡¸ Huh? Are you okay, brat? ¡¹
¡¸ Tch. We must give haste. ¡¹
¡¸ The backlash from the connection are taking effect. Are you okay, brat? ¡¹
I¡¯m fine...
¡¸ Considering how far the exit is, you might have to do this a few more times. Do you think you can do it? ¡¹
I nodded at him. It wasn¡¯t the question of whether I could do it. Rather, it was the only thing I could do then.
¡¸ Ok, let¡¯s keep going. Don¡¯t worry, brat. I won¡¯t let him eat you. ¡¹
¡¸ Hmph. We shall see, bird. ¡¹
We continued our walk after that, using the holes to walk on a straight path. Each time we break more walls, holes are breached throughout the walls in a vast distance. Even so, our goal was far, and our journey was long.
More time passed, and our final trip went mostly without trouble because we never ran into the lifer. I thought it was odd for it not to go after us, but then again¡ªwith the raven and the wolf with me, I felt invincible. Even Eggsy wouldn¡¯t dare come near us... or so I thought.
As I continued to become a conduit for Eretz, my sensitivity to mana grew sharper until I realized the answer to a question I¡¯ve long been asking myself¡ªwhy wasn¡¯t I dead yet?
I found the answer when I tried ¡°connecting¡± on my own, and discovered that something was interfering with the mana inside my body. I didn¡¯t know whether it was Hadda or Eretz, but one of them was keeping me alive. It being the wolf may had seem unlikely, but another thing I clearly remember was how the connection was made.
Despite my fear of Eretz, during our union, his ¡°entity¡± always felt so warm.
No, don¡¯t get tricked. He just wants to eat you.
¡¸ What¡¯s that? ¡¹
N?Nothing...
We broke walls, and then we walked. Then we broke more walls, and walked some more. It had become so repetitive, but with each step, I could feel us getting closer to finally getting out of this godforsaken place.
And eventually, we reached our goal.
What... is that?
¡¸ That, little lass, is the exit of this level. ¡¹
The area which we¡¯ve arrived at was a large and circular one. There are more openings than I could care to count, each leading to corridors connecting to different sections of the maze.
And then, there was the exit.
Like a dark pit leading to the abyss¡ªa massive hole, and all I could see was the blackness of it.
We have to jump down...?
¡¸ Aye. ¡¹
We can... finally get out of this place?
¡¸ Of this level, aye. ¡¹
That... what do you mean by ¡°this level¡±?
Upon hearing my response, Eretz turns towards Hadda with an annoyed look.
¡¸ Did thou not explain to her, thou fucking halfwit? ¡¹
What are you talking about...?
Before neither of them could answer, a raging roar blared through the air. My heart skipped a beat, and an icy chill ran down my spine.
It was the lifer. I didn¡¯t know how he got past Eretz¡¯s or Hadda¡¯s senses, but Eggsy was near.
¡¸ We have to go, ¡¹
Hadda declared to us,
¡¸ we have to go now. ¡¹
As if on cue, the lifer¡¯s form appears from the hole which we came in from. Through some form of communication I couldn¡¯t hear, Eretz readily took a stance between us and Eggsy, while Hadda grabbed me and pulled me off Eretz¡¯s back.
The beast unleashed a monstrous bellow, and answering it, Eretz let out an equally vicious growl. All this transpired as Hadda carried me off towards the hole.
Wait, what about Eretz?!
¡¸ He¡¯ll catch up, won¡¯t you, pup! ¡¹
¡¸ Just make sure she gets there, bird! ¡¹
The last thing I saw before Hadda throws me off the edge was the wolf¡¯s gallant form , challenging the charging beast as they were about to collide.
Aah...
And then I was falling, deeper and deeper into the dark, bottomless pit.
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Ouch!
I wake up to a sorry lump on my head.
¡°Sorry, the road¡¯s a bit bumpy around here,¡±
Inzhi¡¯s voice came from the front of the wagon. I get off my back and drowsily crawl towards the front, poking my head out the shade.
Where are we?
¡°We¡¯re about five leagues north of Gristol. You know where that is?¡±
Erm... no.
As I answered, I rummage my bag and pull out the map I got from the vagabond.
Nexy, the map please...
"Say what?"
N?Nevermind!
< Translating... >
Five leagues... north of... umm, so, around twenty leagues away from Boris Station?
¡°Closer to twenty-five, actually.¡±
How much longer will it take?
¡°If all goes well, a little less than a week.¡±
A week, huh...
It¡¯s been three days since we¡¯ve started travelling together, and we¡¯re now back on roads with traffic. We pass by travelling peddlers quite frequently, and thanks to that, we could easily replenish our supplies.
We are currently headed for a place called ¡°Boris Station¡± to board some kind of transport, because the District was simply too far away to travel with carriage.
Hey, Inzhi¡ª
¡°Stop. What did I tell you?¡±
Ah, I mean... ¡°teacher¡±.
Right, this was one of her conditions to take me in as her pupil.
¡°What is it, Fay?¡±
Do you have any other pupils besides me?
¡°Nope, I¡¯m not too keen on babysitting unless it¡¯s really worth it.¡±
Ah, okay.
In other words, she¡¯s saying that I¡¯m worth the trouble. I guess that much is obvious seeing everything she did just to meet me.
It all happened three days ago¡ªthe so-called ¡°fateful encounter¡±...
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...An arcanist?
¡°Yeah, surely Sallis told you what they are, right?¡±
She replied with a bold smile, as if certain of what my answer would be.
¡°I know a lot has happened since he arranged our meeting, but I¡¯m still interested.¡±
Interested in what?
¡°My, in you, of course.¡±
Again, her eyes looked at me with brimming confidence. Indeed, I clearly remember of such arrangement was made, but now...
I¡¯m sorry, but I can¡¯t anymore.
¡°Eh?!¡±
Her eyes widened in surprise.
¡°Why not?! It¡¯s the Arcanum we¡¯re talking about, you know? As I thought, you don¡¯t really understand how much we mean to the community, don¡¯t you? I¡¯ll have you know that this is an opportunity of a dozen lifetimes!¡±
Sorry, but I can¡¯t. There¡¯s somewhere I must go to.
¡°Where?¡±
District Cardinal.
The heart of the empire where the sovereign¡¯s throne lies. If there¡¯s any place I can find information about the ¡°true king¡±, that¡¯s the place to start.
¡°District Cardinal? For what purpose?¡±
Well, that¡¯s...
¡°Ah, sorry, you don''t have to tell me. In any case, this makes it simpler,¡±
she replied, back to her cheerful smile.
Err... I just said no, you know.
¡°Yes, but you¡¯ll change your mind.¡±
I don¡¯t think I will.
No matter how enticing it could be to become an arcanist, I¡¯ve already decided that I won¡¯t waste anymore time and quickly do my part of the deal. Even though Thalvos said there¡¯s no time limit, I can¡¯t bear to think that they have to spend a second more in Purgatory, waiting for me to save them while I prance around, climbing my way up the social ladder.
¡°Whatever you have to do in the District, you won¡¯t get far when you have no name to yourself. You¡¯ll just end up in Angestile¡¯s ratholes. If you become an arcanist, you¡¯ll be able to access any archive you want within the empire¡¯s jurisdiction.¡±
Oh?
That didn¡¯t sound bad at all. Having access to all that information would certainly help me in the long run.
¡°Did I change your mind?¡±
she asked with a mischievous smile.
Can you answer my previous questions first?
¡°Eh? I already did, didn¡¯t I?¡±
How did you find me?
¡°Oh... simply put, I have a... friend who¡¯s good at tracking people. He told me you¡¯d be at Falreas.¡±
I¡¯m guessing you won¡¯t disclose your friend¡¯s identity?
¡°Nu-uh.¡±
How long have you been tailing me?
The reason I asked that was because of how hard it was for me to find this place, which means, either she found it the same way I did, or she was following me through all the entanglement of mana veins.
¡°I found you resting in the forest earlier. You were feeding your scurry.¡±
And since when were you listening in?
¡°...¡¯Divine Darkness birthed me to Purge the sinners of their sins.¡¯ What¡¯s with that anyway? You were saying the Scripture of Damnation as if you were reading it out loud. I wouldn¡¯t expect a former slave to know about something like that.¡±
Scripture of what?
¡°You don¡¯t know? The words inscribed on the doors of Purgatory. I only know the last bit, though. ¡®Abandon all, yada-yada...¡¯ didn¡¯t think you were of the faith.¡±
Ah...
It was interesting to know that the people here also know about Purgatory. I didn¡¯t know whether it was a myth or history, but it certainly meant that I¡¯m able to dig out something about it.
¡°Anyway, you agreed, right?¡±
Sure, but... are you sure? You don¡¯t know anything about me.
¡°Sure I do.¡±
I was a little worried. The church was definitely after me, and who knows if the spiders are lurking about as well. Hell, they might be watching me this very moment. If I make Inzhi an associate of any kind, she might get dragged in too.
Listen, I¡¯m¡ª
¡°If you¡¯re worried about me, don¡¯t. I know the church is after you.¡±
Eh? Then, why...?
¡°I don¡¯t care why they want you dead, and I won¡¯t ask questions about your past as well. All I know is, someone who went through all that trouble to help others can¡¯t be a bad person.¡±
Oh... Orlev told you?
¡°Yup. He told me everything. So, anything else you¡¯re bothered with?¡±
Umm...
Before I could answer, Inzhi raised her hand to me.
¡°If there¡¯s nothing else, let¡¯s shake on it.¡±
I joined my hand with hers into a handshake.
Please take care of me.
¡°Likewise,¡±
she said with that bright smile of hers.
¡°Oh, and by the way, first rule¡ªyou have to call me ¡®teacher¡¯.¡±
Like that, we started our journey together.
We departed a bit late because she was interested in the abnormal veins and had to took samples as we go. After that, we made our way out the forest and continue on south. She talked to me about a certain transport that would allow us to cross borders quickly, and that was how Boris Station became our destination.
And then, just yesterday, in the first town we came across, she went and bought a wagon, just because my leg was still injured. She wouldn¡¯t even allow me to take turns, and instead she coached the wagon all day.
And when we were running low on supplies, even though I told her that I had money, she insisted on buying the supplies herself. It might be that she just got a lot of money, but honestly, she was pampering me. When I told her that, what she said was,
¡°If you want to pay me back, learn more about this world and the customs.¡±
Even though she said that, she was the one who had to teach me all that in the end. Because of how lacking my knowledge was, she mostly taught me aboutelementary stuff, as in, the common sense in this world, such as the calendar, the currencies, et cetera.
Eh? There¡¯s six months in a year?
¡°Yep, six months a year.¡±
Not five...? That means... rather than three years, I¡¯m actually two years and five months old..
¡°Did you say something?¡±
Nope.
¡°Anyway, just in case you don¡¯t know, there¡¯s seven weeks in one month, and seven days in one week. One year is 300 days, whereas a skip year has 299. One day is thirty-hours long, and....¡±
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Thinking back, there was quite a lot she taught me in the past three days, and even now, I¡¯m still learning.
After silently washing my face with water magic, I put on my hood and walk out from the shades to sit on the coach¡¯s seat, beside my teacher.
¡°Morning, sleepyhead,¡±
she greeted with a smile.
I looked at the two creatures pulling the wagon. One is my cute and tasty-looking scurry, and the other is teacher¡¯s snow-white horse. She calls him White Snow, and when I learned that, I decided that I will never let her name my pets.
...Morning, Fanny,
¡°Quack.¡±
¡°Eh?! Why Fanny? What about me...?¡±
Ah, yes. Good morning, teacher.
¡°That doesn¡¯t make me happy at all!¡±
Okay.
¡°You don¡¯t care at all, do you. Anyway, how¡¯s the leg?¡±
He said he doesn¡¯t want special treatment, so you should give him a little freedom.
¡°Haha. Your leg can talk?¡±
Of course, not. I was just joking. You¡¯re so gullible, teacher.¡±
¡°That¡¯s not what I... * cough* Anyway, I hope you don¡¯t mind, but I took a look at that staff while you were sleeping.¡±
Oh... the bishop¡¯s staff?
And what did you find out?
¡°Not much. This kind of technology is unheard of. I¡¯ll have to take it back to my lab if I want to examine it further.¡±
Heh, figures.
¡°...You do know that I¡¯m your teacher, right?¡±
Of course,
I replied with a jolly smile.
The reason I¡¯m acting this way is because I feel like I¡¯ve learned a bit about her personality from the bias in some stuff she taught me. Well, it¡¯s not as much as ¡°bias¡± is it was the way she told them. Anyway, from these past three days, I¡¯ve discovered a few things about her;
First, she¡¯s a bit of a cynic, even though she doesn¡¯t act like it.
Second, she loves learning and discovering new things.
Third, she likes women.
The first two I picked up from her tendencies when she told me stories of this world¡¯s history. The last thing was because of something that happened just yesterday, when she caught me sleeping without my hood. Ever since then, I see her trying to sneak a look at my face from time to time. Of course, that¡¯s still within the normal range of curiousity.
But then she ogled at my breasts.
Anyway, it¡¯s just a guess.
Do you think I¡¯m pretty, teacher?
¡°Huh?! W?Where did this pop out from?¡±
I lean close to her from the side, letting our breaths touch each other as I continue,
I¡¯m just curious as to why the slavers wanted me back then.
¡°Ah, uh... well, you¡¯re not bad-looking, I guess...¡±
she said with a slightly blushed face, avoiding my gaze.
I was rather popular when I was a slave, you see. Everyday, there were long lines for me and I was always so sore by the time I¡¯m done for the day.
¡°EH?! Y?You were that kind of slave?!¡±
Huh? I thought you knew, teacher.
¡°No, I... it must¡¯ve been rough...¡±
Yeah, I guess it was. Battle-slaves who could use magic were on high demand, after all.
¡°...Aah,¡±
was the only voice that came out as she dropped her face into her palms.
I don¡¯t know why I¡¯m teasing her like this. Her reactions are just so interesting.
Now I know why Hadda kept bullying me...
¡°Eh? What?¡±
Oh, it¡¯s nothing.
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From town to town, we pressed on. I watched in wonder as the environment around us changed from that of stark tundras, to the green and forested taigas. Trees became a common sight, and the chill in the air is replaced with the smell of spruce.
During the period, I¡¯ve learnt a lot about my new companion. At some point, I ended up identifying her with Nexus, and, well... ah, I¡¯ll leave that for another time. Let¡¯s just say that everyone¡¯s got something they want to hide, and teacher is no exception.
Anyway, after five more days, we¡¯re already getting close to our destination, faster than expected.
Why did we stop?
I asked my teacher when she suddenly stopped the wagon at the side of the road, just on the foot of a hill.
¡°Come with me,¡±
she said as she hops off onto the ground.
What about the wagon?
¡°It¡¯s okay, we won¡¯t be long. Just to the hilltop.¡±
If you say so.
We start hiking up the hill, leaving our two mounts to guard our stuff. We haven¡¯t got a lot, anyway. If there¡¯s anything precious to steal, it¡¯s our rides and probably the wagon itself.
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Somewhere halfway to the top, I¡¯m already out of breath.
Slow down... huff... teacher...
¡°Come on, don¡¯t be a slowpoke.¡±
Ah... geez...
¡°Come on, Fay! We haven¡¯t got all day!¡±
she yelled at me from way above, jumping up and down and waving her arms at me. Just where does she get all that energy?
After some more of the agonizing climb, I finally reach the top.
Uaah... finally...
¡°For an ex-battle-slave, you don¡¯t have much endurance, do you?¡±
teacher remarked, already making herself comfortable, sitting with her legs straightened out.
This better be worth it...
¡°I wanted to show you something,¡±
she said, nodding her head towards the distance. I look towards where she motioned, and indeed...
...it was probably worth it.
A distant whistling ran through the air as the colossal machine approaches the station. Smoke swirls out from the chimneys at the various places, making a patterned trail in the sky behind it.
It¡¯s wider than a house, and as long as... well, I can¡¯t really see the end. Even from this far, I can hear the screeching and hissing as it brakes and sets into the station.
...Ah.
Crap. Was I making a weird face? I look beside me, and to confirm it, teacher is staring at me with an annoying smirk plastered on her face.
¡°Hehe. Just wait till you see the zeppelins at the District. I bet your jaw will fall off its hinges.¡±
...What is that thing?
I asked her, diverting the topic.
¡°That, my Fay, is the biggest and fastest vehicle the empire has to offer.¡±
That''s transport you talked about?
¡°Yup. It¡¯s capable of taking thousands of people throughout the continent in a matter of days or even hours. It¡¯s called the Terrestrial Rail Engine. You know, with the rails and stuff.¡±
Terrestrial Rail Engine...
¡°Uh-huh. Or people just call it ¡°train¡± for short. There¡¯s only twelve of them in existence, and they¡¯re managed by a discrete body of the empire¡¯s administration, operating across national borders within the empire.¡±
I see.
I won¡¯t lie. These ¡°trains¡± seems rather incredible, don''t they. To be able to carry that much people that fast, it must be the pinnacle of transport in this world. Moreover, such things are not in my ¡°compendium¡±, and that just piques my curiosity more.
Are we going to board that?
¡°Yes we are. Are you excited?¡±
Not really.
¡°Eh? Not even a tiny bit?¡±
Hmm... just a little, I guess.
That¡¯s a big, fat lie. I¡¯m jumping in my own shoes right now.
¡°Now, listen. This is important. Once we get there, you need to do everything I say.¡±
Eh. Okay, but why?
¡°Well, it¡¯s rather troublesome if we get caught.¡±
Get caught? What do you mean?
Once again, a mischievous leer adorns her face.
¡°We¡¯re sneaking on board.¡±
Chapter 26 : All Aboard
Chapter 26
All Aboard
I listen to my own breathing as I watch the passengers board the train, one by one. The line to the checkpoint is getting shorter and shorter, and teacher is still nowhere in sight.
Uh... where are you, teacher?
¡°Hey, watch it.¡±
Ugh, I keep bumping into people because the lines are so tight-packed.
I glance around, watching the guys in uniforms do their duties and pray they won¡¯t approach me. I mingle in the crowd and make myself as small as possible, but even then, I feel like I¡¯m being watched...
¡°Hey, Fay!¡±
Uwaah!
I jump when I feel someone tap me from behind. To my chafe, I am met with teacher¡¯s amused face.
¡°My, my, why so jumpy?¡±
Teacher...
¡°You¡¯re so fidgety like you¡¯re planning something illegal. How suspicious...¡±
Teacher!
I quickly close her mouth with my hand and look around to see if anyone heard her. Thankfully, it appears that no one did.
¡°Take a cool one, Fay. I know what I¡¯m doing,¡±
she said, taking my hand off her face.
...Have you done it?
¡°Done and did. Fanny and Snowy are safe and sound in the cargo coach. Now it¡¯s our turn to board.¡±
I sigh in relief, but my heart is still thumping loudly from adrenaline. Now that our mounts are aboard, it¡¯s our turn.
I look forward at the checkpoint to see if there¡¯s anything we can exploit. The passengers are many and it was easy for us to sneak into the station so far, but the security from here on seems overly tight. There are many guards patrolling and guarding the various entry points, and it seems you have to get pass several checkpoints just to get to the boarding area.
¡°Look at this sea of people, Fay,¡±
teacher suddenly said to me, breaking my focus.
...What about it?
¡°Travellers, pilgrims, nobles on vacations... so many kinds of people cross ways in stations like this, yet as strangers, they barely interact with each other. A rattler and a drifter could be sitting in the same cubicle and they¡¯ll never know. Who knows if the man standing in line behind you is actually a serial murderer? Interesting, isn¡¯t it?¡±
Teacher, you¡¯re weird.
¡°Eeh...?!¡±
Rather than the people, I¡¯m more interested in the train itself. Now that I¡¯m looking at it this close, I can somewhat see how it works.
I see... so the rails provide a dependable surface for the wheels to move on, but what actuates the wheels in the first place?
¡°See those smokes coming out?¡±
teacher said, pointing at the several chimneys along the length of the train. There were thick smokes coming out before, but now they¡¯re barely visible.
...Combustion? They¡¯re using the energy from combustion.
¡°Correct. Those smokes are actually byproducts from the coke they burn to boil water into pressurised steam, which is then used to push the pistons that move the wheels. One of those engines is worth fifteen thousand horsepower, and this train has four.¡±
That¡¯s amazing, but... are we really doing this?
¡°Well, of course.¡±
Won¡¯t they check the seats?
¡°They do, but we can just change places before they could. There are so many seats that the train is never full.¡±
Even if she said so, I still feel a bit restless about the whole thing. She said she¡¯d done this before and to leave everything to her lead, but still...
Hahh... to think the first practical lesson you¡¯re giving me is something like this...
¡°T?This and that are different!¡±
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We continued on the line and passed the first checkpoint, which was a simple inventory check. We kept most of our stuff with our mounts, including my pistol and the staves¡ªboth teacher¡¯s and the bishop¡¯s. Thanks to that foresight, we got through the first checkpoint with no problems.
However, the next ones seem like a handful. I think it says ¡°identity check¡± or something, and the process is done individually in closed rooms. They¡¯re checking the tickets too, so there¡¯s no way we¡¯ll be passing that.
What¡¯s more, I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s just my feeling but... I seem to be getting the looks from people.
Teacher, I seem to be attracting attention.
¡°Yeah, because you look way too suspicious like that.¡±
Should I take off the hood?
¡°No, that may attract even more attention.¡±
Oh, right. My hair stands out too much.
¡°Umm, well, that too.¡±
Then, what do we do?
¡°I have an id¡ª¡°
If it involves putting me in a bag, no.
I¡¯ve had enough of that. Getting rid of a number of eyes on me is not worth being treated like baggage again.
Stumped on ideas, we take a seat in the waiting area to think of our next move. We just sit idly as the crowd goes about and I immerse myself in observing the many kinds of people.
As teacher said, it was interesting to watch the individuals. Their clothing, what they carry with them¡ª they tell stories of what they do, where they¡¯re going and where they came from. For someone who is new to civilisation, all this is fascinating. I¡¯ve simply never seen this many people in one place.
I thought you¡¯ve done this before, teacher,
I remarked when I thought we¡¯ve spent too much time waiting around.
¡°I have. We just need to wait for the right moment.¡±
And so we waited.
...And waited.
We just sit by while the number of people on the station decreases and the train fills up.
Teacher, haven¡¯t we waited enough?
¡°Not yet.¡±
........
Teacher, the train¡¯s going to leave us at this rate.
¡°Second rule¡ªpatience wins the race.¡±
.......
The train¡¯s signal whistles through the station, followed by the notable chugging as the train starts moving.
Teacher, the ¡°race¡± is leaving us.
¡°....Okay, then. Time to go, Fay.¡±
Like I said, it¡¯s already departing.
¡°Follow me.¡±
...I don¡¯t like where this is going.
As the train slowly picks up pace, I follow teacher and stand behind the security fences for the checkpoints. Because of our conspicuous movement, some of the guards are watching¡ª signalling each other while glaring and pointing at us.
We¡¯re being suspicious.
¡°Hold on. Just a little more...¡±
I look around and notice one of the officers approaching us, his eyes and veins popping out as if he¡¯s about to strangle us.
Uh-oh...
¡°Alright, Fay. Let¡¯s go now.¡±
Suddenly, teacher takes my hand and drags me into a run. We jump over the security fences and past the two checkpoints. I can hear the officers shouting behind us and glancing behind, I see a horde of uniforms on our tail.
¡°You there, stop!¡±
¡°We got a hopper!¡±
Teacher¡ª
¡°Get ready to jump!¡±
The train¡¯s moving too fast!
¡°Just trust me!¡±
Then, just as we approach the rails, I feel teacher¡¯s arms wrapping around me.
Wait¡ª
With me in her arms, she kicks off the ground into a jump. Just as I thought we¡¯re going to crash into the moving train, I feel my breath being forced out of my lungs as a powerful gust of wind pushes us, carrying us in the direction where the train is moving.
--- --- ---
When I realise it, we¡¯ve landed on our backs in a space between the coaches.
¡°Hehe, we made it,¡±
she blurted out, before awkwardly letting me go when she realises I¡¯m still in her arms.
¡°Err... you alright?¡±
Was that air magic?
¡°Oh? You noticed?¡±
I thought you were a geomancer.
¡°The geomancer. Besides, you should know that affinities aren¡¯t limited to one element. As a matter of fact, I¡¯m quite adept in air magic as well.¡±
I see. So that¡¯s why Sallis recommended you to be my teacher.
¡°...It was the other way around.¡±
After getting our bearings, we move into the coaches to find seats. Rows upon rows of cubicles are placed neatly with unnecessarily large spaces in between, each probably holding up to six passengers. At a glance, it seems as if more than half of the available seats aren¡¯t occupied.
¡°Let¡¯s pick one besides the window,¡±
she proposed, leading me to an empty cubicle at the side. I take my seat across her and make myself comfortable, gazing out the window to see the scenery moving past us.
¡°Heh, of course the first thing you¡¯d do is look out the window.¡±
I ignore her comment because I¡¯m simply too engrossed in the view¡ªforests, plains, lakes, taking one¡¯s place after another like moving pictures. This isn¡¯t so bad...
......
The sun quietly rises above the horizon. The steady vibrations and chugging noise of the train have made me sleepy despite having a good night¡¯s sleep. Just as my eyes are getting fluttery, I snap awake when the door at the end of the carriage opens and people in uniforms walks in.
Crap. Teacher¡ª
¡°Calm down. They¡¯re just selling confectioneries.¡±
...Oh.
Teacher giggles at my reaction, more annoying than cute.
¡°They placed most of their security at the stations, so you can stop being so edgy.¡±
I see. Because no one¡¯s usually crazy enough to jump on a moving train.
¡°Usually. By the way, we¡¯ve been travelling together for some time now, haven¡¯t we? Isn¡¯t it about time we do that?¡±
Do what?
¡°Exchange status cards. I suppose you may not know it, but exchanging status cards are usually done between associates with intimate work relations. In this case, mentor and mentee.¡±
Oh, okay.
I¡¯ve already identified her some time ago, so the thought never even crossed my mind. Even so, I decide to go with it and take out my status card and hand it to her, and hers to me.
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Nothing¡¯s changed since I last identified her. Still, seeing all this makes me curious. I¡¯m guessing that her ¡°perception¡± skill has something to do with how she¡¯s communicating with me.
¡°Eighty-six! With that much mana, you¡¯re already on par with sixth-spheres! And this title¡ª¡±
As she cuts her own words, I see a sad expression flash on teacher¡¯s face, not more than a second before she moves on,
¡°is your card malfunctioning? I can¡¯t see your affinities.¡±
Uh... yeah, though they said it¡¯s nothing permanent.
I know it¡¯s not broken, though. I think it¡¯s just having trouble reading me.
¡°No wonder Sallis made up a fuss. With that much mana, you have more talent than him, and they said he was a prodigy.¡±
So you say, but you have 142.
Which is the highest number I¡¯ve seen so far, even higher than Lyrfanas.
¡°Yes, but your eighty-six is still way above the average magus, and take into account that you¡¯ve never had any proper education. Just imagine what you¡¯d become after I¡¯m done with you.
By the way, teacher. Is the ¡°perception¡± skill the reason you can hear me?
¡°I should think so. I have some friends that talks in a similar way as you, so I¡¯ve grown quite accustomed to it.¡±
Friends, huh...
I too had friends like that.
¡°Anyway, I shouldn¡¯t hold this for too long. Here,¡±
she said as she gives my status card back. After I returned hers, she suddenly sits straight and looks at me with a solemn stare.
...Teacher?
¡°It¡¯s been more than a week since you became my pupil, Fay. It¡¯s time we address this serious problem.¡±
What problem?
¡°We need to talk about your attitude.¡±
....Ah.
Attitude, huh.
¡°Not only am I your teacher, I¡¯m also twice your age. I want you to respect me as you¡¯re supposed to respect your mentor. Understand?¡±
I understa¡ª
Just asI replied, the confectionary cart passes by our cubicle. I thought it¡¯s just some unfulfilling snacks to keep your mouth busy, but it turns out that they have some heavenly-smelling meat as well.
Teacher, buy that for me.
¡°Hmm? Which one... ah, hey! We just talked about this!¡±
Okay, I promise I¡¯ll fix my attitude after you buy me that.
¡°Hmph, not a chance. You think I don¡¯t know you by know?¡±
Ah...
The meat cart is going away...
You¡¯re horrible, teacher...
--- --- ---
In the end, she bought the food for me. I gobbled it faster than ever, but now I¡¯m regretting that I didn¡¯t cherish the taste. It was so delicious that I¡¯m worried about teacher¡¯s wallet.
Teacher, should I pay you back?
¡°It¡¯s fine.¡±
But... aren¡¯t you broke?
¡°What...? Where did you get that idea?¡±
I mean, with how we had to sneak on board and everything.
¡°Oh, actually, I have a free pass because I¡¯m an arcanist.¡±
Eh?! Then why did we have to do all that?
¡°If they knew who I am, they¡¯ll put us in the posh coach, and that¡¯s where all the blue-bloods are. Then we¡¯ll have sweaty nobles breathing down our necks, trying to curry out a favour from me.¡±
Posh, as in... high-class? Wouldn¡¯t the food there be better, though?
¡°Well, yes. There¡¯s even snack buffets and all, but...¡±
Say what? Buffets?
I think we should go, teacher.
¡°But then we wouldn¡¯t have the space to get to know each other.¡±
Eeh... that¡¯s fine, though.
¡°...We really do need to talk about your attitude.¡±
Oh, uhm... I mean, I solemnly believe it is imperative that we head immediately to the posh coach, teacher.
Teacher gives a frustrated groan before stressing her point,
¡°it¡¯s not just me, Fay. They¡¯ll be asking questions about you as well¡ªwho you are, where you came from, your relationship with me... And whether or not you tell them, rumours spread fast in the District, and mind you, the District is every train¡¯s final destination. You¡¯ll have the church back on your little butt before you can even say ¡®cardinal¡¯.¡±
Oh... can we at least get the food, though?
¡°Oh, goddess... do you have anything else besides food in your head? You just ate up two whole slabs of meat, you know.¡±
Better full than hungry, right?
I said as I make an innocent smile at her.
¡° *sigh* I guess... food is really the best way to tame a beast, huh.¡±
Are you saying I¡¯m a beast?
¡°No, no, it¡¯s a good thing. Frankly, I was worried because you felt like a twig when I carried you earlier. Keep eating well, okay?¡±
Yes, ma¡¯am.
¡°Anyway, let¡¯s continue our lessons, Fay. You still have years worth to catch up on.¡±
Eeh?
And so, to my reluctance, we start our lessons again.
Aside from teaching me new things, she also made me recap on what I¡¯ve learned so far, saying that a week isn¡¯t nearly enough for me to absorb what other people do during their childhood.
¡°Name the sixth months and their attributes. In order.¡±
Uh... first, there¡¯s Belhearth, the month of blossom. And then, Igyas, the month of fire, Yamhearth, the month of water, Farhearth, the month of harvest, Seryas, the month of dusk, and lastly, Grimyas, the month of darkness.
¡°Good. Now, how many days do they have.¡±
Easy. The ¡°hearths¡± are fifty-one days, and the ¡°yas¡± have forty-nine.
¡°It¡¯s the other way around. Congratulations, you just failed in a test for five-year-olds.¡±
Oh... well, I blame the teacher.
¡°I suppose it¡¯s rather boring to learn about calendars. Let¡¯s move on to bigger stuff. First, what can you tell me about the empire?¡±
The empire is, uhm... an authoritative entity that stretches throughout the continent of Arallax. It was found by the cardinal houses over 500 years ago. Currently, the empire has over twenty countries, including Lephander, under its rule, and the empire itself is presided by the king-emperor or also known as the sovereign, the line of which coincides with the Yor...-something.
¡°The Yorsimer house. Their main family is the imperial family that has reigned ever since the empire¡¯s founding. How many cardinal houses are there?¡±
Err... five?
¡°Seven. Six if you exclude the fallen house Castaroth. Name those six.¡±
...There¡¯s Ardent, Yorsimer, and... I forgot.
¡°There¡¯s the Yorsimers, the Ardents, the Vanes, the Grenhaems, the Movals, and the Pharsingals. You better remember them, because among the many countries under the empire¡¯s rule, the cardinals usually have the final say in matters. In other words, their power exceeds that of a king¡¯s.¡±
Umm... what was the name of the ruined house, again?
Teacher blinks in surprise at the unexpected question.
¡°It¡¯s Castaroth. Why?¡±
What happened to them?
¡°You¡¯re interested in politics, I see. I¡¯ll just explain this briefly for you. Twelve years ago, the house of Castaroth incited a rebellion and challenged the king-emperor¡¯s right to the throne. The war ensued for three years and engulfed a great part of the empire into its midst, taking millions of lives.
It was eventually settled in one decisive battle at the pastures of the District. The result shook the empire¡ª the sovereign was slain by the leader of the rebellion, who was killed afterwards and thus ended the war, but not without admitting his name into the hall of legends. His name was¡ª¡°
Thorne...
¡°Oh? You know about him?¡±
I¡¯ve heard a little about him.
Or rather, I knew him. There¡¯s no way I can forget the first human I met in Purgatory.
Thorne the Untamed, Slayer of Thousands and Scourge of Lords. As it turns out, he was a rebel, a manslayer, and also... my saviour. No matter what others may say about him, the truth is that I still owed him my life, even after his second death in Level Three.
¡°I suppose even slaves know of the story. Lawthorne Castaroth was the head of his house, and with his fall, he took with him his house and his allies. In the end, because of him...¡±
...Teacher?
¡°Ah, sorry... It¡¯s just... the impact of the rebellion was so great. There¡¯s no corner of the continent that wasn¡¯t affected by it. Hrakia¡¯s fall, and the subsequent devaluation of avlarks and luphaens, they were all made to happen by the outcome of the rebellion.¡±
...I see. Now I understand why teacher hides her true name. I¡¯m sorry, teacher.
When I identified her days ago, I found something odd about her name, so I used Nexy to probe in further, and what came out was...
< NXId >
Name
? Rutherea Castaroth
According to Nexy, teacher was born a Castaroth.
Teacher... what does it mean when someone¡¯s last name is of a cardinal house?
¡°Well, it just means that they¡¯re someone from that house. In a noble house, there¡¯s what you call the ¡°main family¡±, which is the family of the head of the house. In houses like the cardinals, there can be dozens of families that share the same name.¡±
So... if someone¡¯s last name is a cardinal, it doesn¡¯t necessarily mean they belong to the main family?
¡°Correct. Although, throughout the history of the empire, several cardinal houses have changed leaderships due to power shifts between their families. Which of their family is the ¡°main¡± family¡ª each house has their own way to decide.¡±
Okay, I think I get it now.
So just because she¡¯s a Castaroth, it doesn¡¯t necessarily mean that teacher is Thorne¡¯s direct family, but rather, a relative? I want to ask more, but that may open up something that shouldn¡¯t be touched, so I let it put for now. We¡¯re talking about her family, after all.
By the way, teacher. Like you said, we¡¯ve been together for some time now, but you still haven¡¯t told me anything about being an arcanist.
¡°Ah... I guess you¡¯re right. First of all, what do you know about us?¡±
Just the stuff Ichard said to me, really.
(Pioneers of any era, pushing the boundaries of our known world. That¡¯s what arcanists are.)
...Not a lot.
¡°I can¡¯t give you much since you¡¯re still an outsider, so I¡¯ll just tell you what everyone knows.¡±
I give her statement a shrug.
Fair enough.
¡°Now, to start... the founding of the Arcanum dated back to the early days of the empire. They started out as a small group of people who seek to preserve the knowledge and wisdom of the old era. As their members grew influence, the group also became more... exclusive.¡±
You mean, like a secret society?
¡°Yeah. Exactly like a secret society. There were many magus groups that strive to hold the same influence as the Arcanum did, but none came close. In the past five hundred years, the Arcanum had helped shape the empire into what it is now, working from the shadows. And then, a few decades ago, they quit being secretive mingebags and revealed themselves to the public. Even now, we remain a pretty big stick in both the magical and cardinal community.¡±
A big stick, huh.
¡°Yup. Each and every member of the Arcanum holds remarkable knowledge, enough to topple nations or bring them to prosperity.¡±
And let me guess¡ª you¡¯re not sharing.
¡°No, not until we deem it¡¯s in everyone¡¯s interests.¡±
And how exactly do you know what ¡°everyone¡¯s interests¡± are?
¡°That, my Fay, you will learn in time.¡±
In other words, even though they¡¯ve revealed themselves to the public, they¡¯re still an exclusive society whose methods are a secret, keeping or sharing their knowledge however they judge.
Heh, so you guys are still secretive mingebags, then.
¡°Prae ex arcanum.¡±
...What does that even mean?¡±
A mysterious smile forms on her face, one that makes her seem nothing like the teacher I know.
¡°Keeper of secrets.¡±
--- --- ---
We passed the hours with teacher giving me more boring lessons. I asked her when we¡¯re going to learn about magic, but her answer was,
¡°When you¡¯ve passed the level of a ten years old¡¯s knowledge.¡±
I sulked, and teacher finally compromised by teaching me about the system used by the magus community instead.
¡°As you¡¯ve seen on my status card, magic is written in the ¡°skills¡± section with numbers on it.¡±
Yes, uh... geomancy six, right? Does that represent how good you are?
¡°That¡¯s putting it in a nutshell, but correct. For magic, it ranges from ¡°first-sphere¡± to ¡°seventh-sphere¡±.¡±
Heh. So you¡¯re only a six.
¡°Wha¡ªI¡¯ll have you know that my skills are well beyond sixth-sphere! The only reason I¡¯m a sixth is because the advancement requirements are too much!¡±
Are you sure you¡¯re just, you know, not skilled enough?
¡°Not in a hundred years. Those gormless twits in Bastion require me to have or have taught at least one disciple. I mean, I¡¯ve had assistants, sure, but never pupils, and they know that. Just when I¡¯ve decided to move up, they shoved that new condition in my face. They have a grudge on me, that I¡¯m sure.¡±
Oh, I get it now.
¡°Hmm? Ah¡ªno, uh... it¡¯s not like that.¡±
It¡¯s okay, teacher. We¡¯re both using each other. There¡¯s nothing wrong with that.
¡°R?Right. Mutually beneficial.¡±
Well, that¡¯s only if you teach me right, though.
¡°Hey, enough with that!¡±
She shouted, standing up from her seat with her hands on her hips.
¡°I¡¯ve put up with your disrespectful attitude too long, you oafish brat! I¡¯d think you¡¯d have learned a thing or two when you were still a¡ª
Pfft.
¡°What is it, now!¡±
Nothing, it¡¯s just... it looks as if you¡¯re talking to yourself, and now people are looking at you weird.
In response, teacher glimpse around to see that indeed, the other people in the coach are looking at her. Her face reddens like a ripened tomato as she slowly, slooowly... sits back on her seat.
¡°Fay... you are cheekiest, cockiest brat I¡¯ve ever¡ª¡°
Hold up, teacher. There¡¯s something important I must ask you.
¡° *sigh* What?¡±
Are there any bathrooms in here?
It¡¯s only natural. I ate a lot, and in consequence, I had to drink a lot, and there¡¯s only so much a human bladder could hold.
¡°...Nope,¡±
she replied.
Eh...? Really?
¡°Trains don¡¯t have bathrooms. It¡¯s common sense.¡±
That¡¯s... doubtful. Why would you sell drinks if you don¡¯t provide a space to dump what comes out afterwards? Also, teacher answered while suspiciously avoiding my eyes, and I can also spot the edges of her mouth quivering as if holding something in.
You¡¯re lying.
¡°I¡¯m not.¡±
Teacher...
¡°Why don¡¯t you ask the officers yourself.¡±
...I forgot my slate in Fanny¡¯s saddle pouch.
¡°Oh no, what a pickle.¡±
As I scan the coach for bathrooms, I put pressure on the spot below my stomach in a desperate attempt to hold it in. I would search for the bathroom myself, but I feel like it¡¯s going to burst any moment. If I stand and walk around aimlessly in this condition, who knows what kind of waterfall may occur.
¡°Mwahaha, so you can make this kind of face as well~¡±
Teacher, please...
¡°There¡¯s bathrooms between the coaches. Just let this be a lesson for you to start respecting me as your¡ª¡°
Thanks!
Now that I know where they¡¯re at, I quickly head towards the end of the coach, unwillingly subjecting myself to the embarrassment of having the other passengers stare at my weird walk. Even so, the overflowing dam makes it impossible to think about my pride at this point.
It¡¯s gonna leak...! Crap, crap, crap...
--- --- ---
Thankfully, I finished my business with minimal... I mean, nothing leaked. None at all.
Having myself relieved, I head back into the coach and towards my cubicle, finding teacher just sitting there, her grin splitting her face. However, that only lasts for a second before her expression changes into a pretence of worry.
¡°You don¡¯t look well. Is everything okay?¡±
Aargh. Does she have a grudge or something? The other passengers saw me earlier, and now she intends to embarrass me further by making me out to have some kind of stomach problems.
¡°Fay,¡±
she exclaimed as she stands up from her seat and rushes over to my side,
¡°you¡¯re so pale. Are you sick?¡±
I¡¯m fine.
Wow, she¡¯s going this far, huh.
¡°You don¡¯t look okay at all. I?Is it my fault?¡±
...That¡¯s odd. Her voice and eyes feel like she¡¯s genuinely worried. Was her acting this good?
¡°I¡¯m sorry, I wouldn¡¯t have done that If I... anyway, I¡¯ll take you to the infirmary ward.¡±
Teacher, what are you talking abo¡ª
...Eh?
Somehow, my body feels so heavy suddenly.
Ugh...
¡°Fay, are you okay?! Holy... you¡¯re so cold.¡±
My shoulder hurts. Did I bump it somewhere?
Fuck...!
It feels like someone is holding a torch to my right shoulder. And then, instead of subsiding, the pain intensifies, spreading through my body.
Is this... poison? No, my right shoulder... Lyrfanas¡¯ mark? That means...
< Covenant has been broken. >
Covenant... broken? Nexy, what¡ª
...Huh? When did I fall to the floor? My knees... must¡¯ve given out, didn¡¯t they? I feel like teacher is calling me, but... the pain is drowning her voice out.
Crap...
My consciousness is... fading away...
Chapter 27 : Drachwhyr
Chapter 27
Drachwhyr
Cold stone, cold air, and parched throat.
Those were the feelings I woke up to when I opened my eyes.
The dirt ground I was familiar to had become hard, stark rock and the stone walls of the maze became cavernous walls and ceilings. In fact, ¡°cavern¡± was probably the best way to put it.
Hadda!
I cried out, only to have an eerie silence answering.
Eretz!
They were gone. The darkness became my only company yet again.
I pushed against the ground and to my surprise, I was able to stand. Even though my clothing was still damp with blood, when I lifted it up, I found that my injuries had all but healed up.
What the fuck¡?
I was baffled. The wounds wouldn¡¯t even close back in the maze, and yet, all that¡¯s left were scars.
Leaving the strange matter aside, I looked around the unfamiliar area. Other than the looming walls and ceilings, distant shadows hinder my sight. If it weren¡¯t for the glowing rocks within the walls, I wouldn¡¯t have been able to see anything at all.
Although my legs were unsteady after not having been used for some time, I walked towards one of the darkness that I thought to be a path. When I got there, though, I was met instead with a cliff. I looked far and below and felt despair at the vastness of this new place.
Caves within caves, ceilings beyond ceilings, all joined together in a convoluted flux of rock and darkness. What I saw from above told me that I was just in a different kind of maze.
So, we¡¯re not out yet... haha...
I dropped to my knees and started laughing my heart out. That laugh turned into a shout, and then a scream of torment. At least, I wished I could actually scream because it seemed like the only thing that could help me keep my sanity.
Just exactly what was it all for?
It was a great time to cry, but no tears came out. I was too tired to even do that. Too tired to do anything.
I didn¡¯t know what to do¡ª stay there and give up? Take a stand and do the same thing all over again? If I did, when would it end? Even if I miraculously found the exit again, where would I arrive next?
With nothing to push me on, I just sat still like a lifeless doll. Perhaps it¡¯s better to just give up¡ª with that kind of thoughts, I lost my will to escape. That is, until my stomach made a strange noise.
That¡¯s when I realised; my parched throat, my grumbling stomach...
For the first time since my being came into existence, I was...
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...Hungry...
I open my eyes, blinking off my sleep to see the ceiling of the train. The chugging and the vibration of the train quickly washes off the nightmare I had.
¡°Really? You finally woke up and that¡¯s the first thing you say?¡±
...Teacher?
I look to the side of the bed, and there, teacher is sitting on another bed. The tone in her voice was light, but her face is contorted in worry.
¡°I can get some grub for you if you want.¡±
I¡¯m... kind of full, actually.
¡°Then why did you say you¡¯re hungry?¡±
Eh? Did I?
¡°Uh, nevermind. More importantly, how are you feeling?¡±
I¡¯m fine, I think. What happened?
¡°That¡¯s what I wanted to ask you.¡±
I... fell unconscious?
I remember feeling pain like when I first received the mark, just more... intense.
Where is this?
¡°Infirmary coach. This is where you go to get treated or contained.¡±
Contained?
¡°Yeah. The management wouldn¡¯t want their trains to spread diseases over borders, after all. It¡¯s okay, though. A doctor checked you out a while ago, and you don¡¯t seem to have anything. Said you have a trauma on your head or something.¡±
A doctor? Did anyone see my face?
¡°No, no. I made sure of that. That aside, I want to know what happened.¡±
I sit up and think on how to explain it, or whether or not I should. Either way, I have to know what happened in the first place.
I need to go to the bathroom,
I stated, getting up the bed.
¡°Hey, wait¡ª¡°
Sorry, I¡¯ll explain later.
The reason I¡¯m going to the bathroom is because there¡¯s a mirror I can use.
When I arrive, I make sure to lock the door and just start stripping away my top until I can see the Lyrfanas¡¯ mark on my right shoulder. The ominous distortion of my skin seems to be the same as I remember it, except that it¡¯s now darker in colour, looking like a burnt scar.
...Burnt scar, eh? I did feel as if it was on fire earlier...
To make sure, I take out my status card and see what¡¯s written on it.
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? Master of Sins
? Indelible Survivor
? Champion of the Dark God
? She Who Deals With Demons
Mana Affinity
? High ¨C
Mana Pool
? 86
[ Appellation, |She Who Deals With Demons|: ¡°Make a deal with the demon¡±, a most heinous and profane taboo of the Church of Athyra. You have a demon¡¯s mark imprinted somewhere on your body, making you a target for the Church. ]
Nexy, can you analyse the mark?
< Analysing... >
|Demon¡¯s Mark: Lyrfanas|
This mark is the proof of a covenant with the demon, Lyrfanas.
Status: |Broken|
Broken... what does that mean?
|Broken|: The terms have been breached and the covenant is void. Consequences agreed upon may follow the involved parties.
Ugh. That doesn¡¯t sound good at all.
The terms of my agreement with Lyrfanas were for her to let the drifters go, which she did. That leaves to my end; keep her and her swarm¡¯s existence a secret. I left that for Orlev to deal with, though I guess this means he failed in the end. Damn it, Orlev.
Now, about the ¡°consequence¡±¡ª I¡¯m pretty sure what happened was just the mark becoming ¡°broken¡±, and that the real penalty is yet to come. I remember her saying she¡¯ll either eat me or use me to grow her swarm. I don¡¯t know how far her reach is, but for now, I can only hope that it doesn¡¯t go beyond Lephander¡¯s borders.
¡°I can only hope¡±, huh...
I hate those words, and yet, it¡¯s the kind of situation I¡¯m far too familiar with.
While thinking of what to tell teacher, I head back.
Still in the same position, teacher narrows her eyes at me as soon as she sees me, using her gaze to order me to sit across her. As I do so, I immediately feel guilt and anxiety, quaking in my own boots.
¡°...What happened?¡±
Umm, well...
No matter how I think of it, being her pupil means I will spend a lot of time near her. That means if Lyrfanas decides to come for me, she will be in danger too. It¡¯s only fair if she knew what she¡¯s getting into.
Teacher, this is a bit hard to say. The truth is, I¡ª
¡°No, it¡¯s okay. I understand.¡±
...You do?
¡°We¡¯ve been together for more than a week. You think I wouldn¡¯t notice?.¡±
N?Notice?
I know she likes to peek when I bathe, but I thought I hid the mark well. Did I mess up?
¡°Your body is frail, isn¡¯t it? And this... you passed out because of the toll on your body from when I made you climb that hill, am I right? Fay, I¡¯m sorry, I didn¡¯t... no, I should¡¯ve known.¡±
It¡¯s not your fault.
¡°No, it¡¯s my responsibility if I want to call myself your teacher.¡±
It really isn¡¯t your¡ª
Hold on, if I go with that, then I wouldn¡¯t have to tell her about Lyrfanas.
To be frank, I don¡¯t know how she might react if she knew. There¡¯s a chance she will disown me, or worst case, she¡¯ll hand me over to the church or even kill me herself.
Just don¡¯t make me do muscle work next time,
I said, going with the lie.
¡°Don¡¯t get too carried away, you. I¡¯m sure your health isn¡¯t something we can¡¯t fix.¡±
...Actually, teacher. That¡¯s not it.
¡°Hmm? What is?¡±
I can¡¯t do it.
I can¡¯t lie, not after what I¡¯ve been through with Hadda.
If I¡¯ve learnt anything during those seventeen months, is that lies always comes back to bite you, especially at times when you least expect it. If she is to become my enemy, then let it be by the truth and not a fraudulent betrayal.
¡°Fay? What is it?¡±
Teacher, Orlev told you about me, right?
¡°Yup. He told me everything about you. Why?¡±
Everything?
¡°Well, I assume... what¡¯s wrong, Fay?¡±
There¡¯s one little detail he might¡¯ve forgotten. It¡¯s... easier to show you.
Just as I¡¯m about to show her the mark, someone passes by in the corridor, reminding me that we¡¯re in a public place.
¡°Fay?¡±
It¡¯s not the place.
¡°Is it important?¡±
Yes, since you might change your mind about me.
¡°Well, now you¡¯re just making me worried. This better not be a joke you¡¯re playing.¡±
It¡¯s not, I promise. I¡¯ll tell you sometime. Anyway...
I stand up and stretch my back, letting out a big yawn while doing so.
Let¡¯s head back and grab a drink on the way.
¡°Oh, we¡¯re not going back to that coach.¡±
What do you mean?
¡°After you collapsed, I had to reveal my identity, so now we have to go to the where all the lords and ladies are.¡±
Oh... can¡¯t you just not go? Refuse or something?
¡°Been there, done that. Now that they know I¡¯m here, the pesky ones will pester the staff and they, in turn, will pester us during the whole journey.¡±
We¡¯ll just have to go, then.
¡°Heh, looks like you got your wish, huh, Fay? At least I know a way to make this profitable for us.¡±
How so?
¡°You, Fay. You were a slave until recently. You¡¯re practically no one. If you want to make it on the big stage, what you need now is connections.¡±
I groan in protest.
I don¡¯t want to be on the ¡°big stage¡±,
I chided, making a hand gesture to emphasise the last part.
¡°Becoming an arcanist means becoming a player, and take my word on this¡ª when the time comes, you will need allies.¡±
And you think I¡¯ll find some here?
¡°No, but we can at least get your name out there, sell you out as my apprentice and let everyone know you¡¯re in the play.¡±
Uh... I don¡¯t think that¡¯s¡ª
¡°Don¡¯t worry about the church,¡±
she continued with an assuring smile,
¡°Worst case, even they have to think twice before picking a fight with the arcanum.¡±
If you say so...
¡°Well then, shall we?¡±
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The nobility coaches are located right next to the infirmary. There¡¯s a guy standing by the door, but he lets us in after teacher shows him her necklace, which has some kind of symbol etched on it.If you discover this tale on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen. Please report the violation.
When we walk in, I can immediately tell the difference in class from our previous seats¡ª rather than four open cubicles, there are two closed compartments on each row. Through the windows, I can see what seem to be lounges inside the compartments. Also, rather than having a food cart rolling around, each lounge seems to have its own confectioneries.
An attendant leads us to our own compartment, which we found empty to my relief. We settle in, and I go straight to the snacks table to see anything interesting.
Teacher, what¡¯s in these boxes?
¡°Always food first with you. Oh, those aren''t food though. Blair High teas.¡±
Teas?
¡°The stuff that nobles drink. We can brew some here ourselves with the tea maker.¡±
What about these other stuff?
¡°Crackers and pies. Why don¡¯t you try some?¡±
I do just that, taking one of each of the many kinds of food, with teacher naming them as I eat.
Unlike the usual food that fills the stomach, the ones here seem to be intended for taste, and what a taste they are.
The pies are heavenly sweet and the tarts, even more so. There¡¯s also the mutton curry, which has a taste my tongue is unfamiliar with¡ªspicy sweet? There¡¯s also bread rolls, sponge-puddings, and jellies, all adding to my list of otherworldly delish. So far, though, my favourite is the meat-wrapped oysters, which teacher tells me is not actually a snack for nobles.
¡°Someone probably misplaced that here from the galley. Ah, well, you probably like them because of the meat. Hell, you¡¯ll swallow a raw fish if it comes down to it.¡±
I stop eating when I realise I¡¯ve tried nearly everything, with the exception of the canned soups. I turn to look at the teacher and find her smiling weirdly at me.
...What?
¡°Nothing. I just like watching you eat. It¡¯s like watching an animal.¡±
Are you calling me a beast again?
¡°No, no, I don¡¯t mean it like that. Anyway, you should go at it while you can. Not long now, we''ll be busy with the nobles.¡±
Eh? I thought this compartment is empty?
¡°It is, but think about it. How many nobles do you think travel with large groups that they need rooms like this?¡±
Not much? ...Oh.
¡°Socialisation is an integral part of the upper-class community. These compartments are designed like this to adhere to that. In fact, these rooms can be slightly soundproof, so high-class business dealings can be done as well without peering ears listening in.¡±
So people will come here?
¡°Soon enough. I think they¡¯re still deciding who goes after who. Usually, the biggest names are first served, so you should pay extra attention to whoever comes in here first. The important ones will be bringing their bodyguards with them, but they don¡¯t mean anything by that. Just relax, nod away and follow my lead.¡±
Yes, ma¡¯am.
¡°Oh, and keep the hood on. We wouldn¡¯t want anyone from Tarnlake identifying you.¡±
After that, the teacher briefs me on how to carry my conduct. Since they¡¯re basically going to be ¡°informal tea socials¡±, she tells me that there won¡¯t be much courtesy.
Not long after, the first person knocks on our compartment¡¯s door, and the teacher waves him in.
The door slides open and an elderly man walks in with a hunched back. I feel my body stiffen as he drops his gaze on us. His eyes are sharp and even though he haven¡¯t said anything, my instincts are saying that something is threatening my life. When he closes the door behind him, I realise that he¡¯s alone.
Teacher, this guy doesn¡¯t have any bodyguard¡ª
I stop when I see teacher¡¯s face.
At first glance, she appears to be relaxed, but I can see the tightening of the muscles near her mouth and her slightly dilated pupils. However, it only lasts a mere second as she immediately takes on a business smile, standing up and offering him a handshake.
¡°It¡¯s been a long time, Lord Tevan Ardent.¡±
¡°You seem well, Miss Inzhi. How has your trip to Bastion fare you?¡±
The man replied with a scratchy voice as he took the offer before sitting down across us.
¡°It was well, and so am I. What about you? It¡¯s rare to see you walking around. Outside the District, no less.¡±
¡°I¡¯m on vacation. The north is beautiful at this time of the year.¡±
¡°I see. The taigas were certainly a sight, were they not?¡±
¡°Yes, they were. There¡¯s nothing like immersing yourself in nature, just watching white-tailed deer chasing one another in the snow. But I suppose I don¡¯t need to tell you that, don¡¯t I?¡±
¡°Oh, I¡¯m sorry, would you like some tea?¡±
teacher asked in an unseemly manner for her.
¡°I wouldn¡¯t bother you.¡±
¡°It¡¯s quite alright. My companion and I are just about to have some, anyway,¡±
she claimed, and no, we were definitely not about to have some tea.
As teacher goes to the counter to brew the drinks, I find myself face to face with Tevan.
Other than the light stubble, his face and hair are neatly trimmed in a way that reminds me of Ichard. One thing that differs, though, is his sharp blue eyes, similar to Latasha¡¯s, and the stare of which seems to default to either ¡°threaten¡± or ¡°intimidation¡±.
¡°I believe this is the first time we¡¯ve met...?¡±
he greeted me with a composed smile and a new setting for his stare. He was simply observing me, but it felt as if I was naked under his gaze. I know he can¡¯t see my face, but I still instinctively pull my hood tighter.
¡°Oh, my apologies. My name is Tevan Ardent. I work for the imperial government and I live in District Cardinal.¡±
Err...
Crap. He¡¯s expecting me tomake an introduction.
Well, I''m... Fay. I work as Inzhi''s bitchy apprentice and I live in whatever arcane hole she lives in.
¡°Ahem. Pardon, Lord Tevan,¡±
teacher cut in as she comes back with our tea.
¡°She has a condition that disabled her from speaking.¡±
¡°Is that so?¡±
¡°If I may, she is an apprentice that I¡¯ve recently taken in. However, due to a sensitive matter, I currently can¡¯t disclose her name nor her face.¡±
T?Teacher!
¡°Hmm... apprentice, eh?¡±
¡°Yes, I believe she will be a valuable addition to the Arcanum.¡±
¡°What an interesting information to know. By the way, I hope you didn¡¯t run into any trouble in this country.¡±
¡°Trouble? Of course not. This is a peaceful country, where even the inhumans are free from Moval¡¯s clutches.¡±
¡°I¡¯m glad if it is so. I just heard some talk, rumours really, that there¡¯s unrest brewing in Igwall.¡±
¡°Unrest? Everything seemed fine to me, but then again, I didn¡¯t visit that place.¡±
Tevan raises his eyebrows in what seems to be fake surprise.
¡°You didn¡¯t? That place is between Bastion and Boris Station, though.¡±
¡°I had to take a detour to meet this new apprentice of mine. What sort of ¡®unrest¡¯ are you talking about?¡±
¡°Oh, don¡¯t worry about it. I¡¯m just being extra cautious. We wouldn¡¯t want another... ¡°rebellion¡±, after all.¡±
Teacher gives a mirthless smile, widening her eyes in, guess what, fake surprise. What the hell is up with these two?
¡°You jest, surely. That¡¯s an absurd thing to do after Lawthorne.¡±
¡°Unfortunately, not everyone can learn from others¡¯ mistakes. Don¡¯t worry, Miss Inzhi. If there is such a plan, I will personally make sure to weed out the criminals, down to their roots.¡±
¡°That is, if there really is such a plan?¡±
¡°You are right of course. Still, you have no reason to worry. No matter what happens, I will ensure that the dynasty stays strong,¡±
Tevan assured her, taking a final sip from his tea before standing up. At the same time, the train¡¯s whistle is sounded.
¡°This is my stop.¡±
¡°Still on vacation, I see.¡±
¡°Unfortunately, this pertains to work. It was nice to meet you, Miss Inzhi. And you too... miss apprentice.¡±
Likewise, hunchba¡ª ow!
¡°Likewise, Lord Tevan.¡±
After a final curtsy, Tevan turns to leave the compartment, but just before he leaves, teacher calls out to him,
¡°Lord Tevan, I think you¡¯re misunderstanding something.¡±
¡°Pardon?¡±
¡°Both as a member of the Arcanum and an augur of Drachwhyr, my priorities run concurrently to the people, and therefore, the empire. However, I don¡¯t necessarily answer to the reigning power.¡±
¡°...I see,¡±
Tevan acknowledged with a smile which intentions behind is unreadable. He leaves after that without saying another word. As soon as the door closes behind him, teacher sinks back into the couch, heaving out a relieved sigh.
What was that all about? Who was he?
¡°Before that, what do you think of him?¡±
Him?
He didn¡¯t speak much other than pointless chatter. His speech, his demeanour, and the way he hunched his back were all describing him simply as an old man. And yet, if there¡¯s anything I¡¯ve learnt from my two years at Purgatory, it¡¯s to always trust my instincts. In other words...
I feel like he¡¯s dangerous.
Teacher leans forward at me.
¡° ¡®Dangerous¡¯,¡±
she said,
¡°is a serious understatement. He is the imperial spymaster, works directly under the Sovereign, and is the brother of Ardent¡¯s head. In a pyramid of shrewdness and disregard for humanity, he would be riding on a zeppelin, way above the top. ¡®Dangerous¡¯ doesn¡¯t even begin to describe him.¡±
Mm... is that so?
I replied indifferently. I have no clue what she¡¯s talking about.
¡°What¡¯s with that reaction? Forget about the church¡ª making him your enemy will ruin your evenings for the rest of your life.¡±
Is he?
¡°Is he what?¡±
An enemy? Or could I make him into an ally?
¡°My advice, Fay, is that you stay as far away from him as possible. If the arcanum protects secrets, his job is to pry out those secrets, tear them to pieces, and build it back as his own. By essence, he is an arcanist¡¯s worst enemy.¡±
Right. So if he¡¯s dangerous, why did you tell him I¡¯m on the run? I mean, that¡¯s basically what you told him.
¡°Because he¡¯ll know about you, one way or another, and better not have him find out we¡¯re lying to him. I¡¯m not keen on breaking bread with him, but I don¡¯t want to have to look over my shoulders either.¡±
Even so, if he is the head of Ardent¡¯s brother, that would make him Latasha¡¯s uncle, wouldn¡¯t it? When the time comes, this may become something I can exploit.
By the way, you said something about being an augur of something.
¡°Oh. Augurs of Drachwyr, it¡¯s basically my job when I¡¯m not busy being an arcanist. We read the nature to predict the future.¡±
As in, a soothsayer.
Wow, I didn¡¯t think she¡¯d delve into that kind of thing.
¡°Hey, hold that look! I know people think of us as weirdos, but it¡¯s all actually very scientific. We observe nature not as some kind of disillusioned people in sketchy robes. No, we study them as clear-minded researchers.¡±
Right...
¡°Tch. Whatever, you¡¯ll see for yourself. In the meantime, drink your tea, Fay,¡±
she suggested. I tilt my head in question.
¡°The high water may have passed, but we¡¯re not done yet. There¡¯ll be more to come.¡±
I nod at her and stare down at the swirls in my tea. The previously clear surface had become jumbled out from the train''s shaking. Somehow, my previously jolly mood has gotten muddy as well, and I have a feeling it won¡¯t get better anytime soon.
Like on cue, someone knocks on the door and teacher answers in a clear voice,
¡°come in.¡±
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Noble after noble, we went down our guest list like a dying snail. When we got to our tenth or so group, I was starting to wonder if we¡¯d go at it the entire trip. But even then, teacher¡¯s face was still a gigglemug, so I set an example of her and steeled myself. Shedid most of the talking, though. All I did was nod on her lead, and one time, brewed a cup of tea. That¡¯s when she decided to set the third rule for me to never make tea again, ever.
There were some differences I picked up on how she treated our guests. After Tevan, she no longer bothered to offer drinks to our guests, nor did she explain my circumstance. Instead, she only passed me off as ¡°not a talker.¡±
By the time we¡¯re done with everyone, the sun is already setting beyond the mountainous horizon.
Teacher...
¡°Yes?¡±
I¡¯m having second thoughts.
She laughs to that, throwing her back into the free couch without restraint.
¡°Don¡¯t worry! Arcanists don¡¯t usually talk with other people much, only when we have to.¡±
You seem so used to it, though.
¡°Believe me, I didn¡¯t like it either. I wouldn¡¯t have jumped on the train otherwise. Anyway, how many people do you think you remember?¡±
I wonder? The later ones didn¡¯t give much of an impression.
¡°That¡¯s alright. It¡¯s more important that they know you and not the other way around, but I do think there are some people worth knowing. Duke Marc is a sponsor for the Angestile Institute of Crafts, and Magus Keville is a big name in Zest-Flamel and has a lot of connections in Bastion.¡±
I think I remember them. They were the only ones that had an actual interest in me.
¡°That¡¯s because the rest aren¡¯t influential enough to be associating with an arcanist and were just doing courtesies. Those two are interested in future partnerships with you, provided that you do become an arcanist. With this, all the trouble is worth it, don¡¯t you think?¡±
Thank you.
¡°Huh?¡±
A blank expression paints her face, so I elaborate,
For doing all this.
¡°Ah, no, it¡¯s my responsibility. You¡¯re my pupil, after all. I don¡¯t have children, so you¡¯re the closest to family now, whether or not we know each other that well. Besides, it¡¯s just the beginning of our relationship. We still have a lot more to do from now on.¡±
Umm... about that...
I play with my fingers as I think on what to tell her. I figure it¡¯s time for her to know the full risks of taking me in and let her decide whether to keep me or not.
Teacher, I want to talk about our relationship.
¡°Err... what?¡±
You said these compartments are soundproof, right?
¡°Well, relatively...¡±
I stand up and go to lock the door and close the curtains on the corridor windows. I turn back to face teacher, her eyebrows raising in confusion.
¡°Fay?¡±
Don¡¯t say anything.
These compartments aren¡¯t fully soundproof, after all.
I walk closer to her, using my eyes to make her silent. Rather than telling her, it¡¯s easier to show her, so I start taking off my coat, and then my shirt¡ª
¡°Wait, stop!¡±
she suddenly cried, looking away.
Teacher?
¡°Fay, I?I¡¯m your teacher! No matter how you feel, we can¡¯t¡ª¡°
You need to see this.
¡°Eh? S?See what...¡±
She turns her face back to me, and I show her Lyrfanas¡¯ mark.
¡°That¡¯s...¡±
This is a demon¡¯s mark, teacher.
¡°I know, I... I¡¯ve read about it before. I never thought it was real. No one did.¡±
Her gaze locks on the mark as if forgetting how she acted just a second earlier.
¡°How... how did this happen? Has this been long?¡±
No. it was when the drifter party went through Halhallart¡¯s Dread. I made a deal to get us out.
¡°The Dread...? So the rumours are true after all. What about the agreement?¡±
I, uhm... promised to keep her existence a secret. But the mark is broken now, so I guess I failed. Haha...
Upon hearing that, her face becomes stone, looking not at me, but at the wall behind me.
...Teacher?
Not getting any reaction, I just continue on what I wanted to say.
And so, about making me your apprentice, you might want to¡ª
¡°What were you thinking...?¡±
Eh?
¡°Just exactly, what...¡±
She takes in a sharp breath. Her voice is shaky, holding herself from shouting.
To calm herself, she takes in a couple of deep breaths, holding her chest as if to keep her heart from popping out.
¡°...Are you sure it¡¯s broken?¡±
With my tongue tied, I only nod at her question.
¡°...What will happen now?¡±
I¡¯m... not sure...
¡°Not sure?¡±
...Nothing good
¡°You don¡¯t know. How can you not know...?¡±
Both her voice and her gaze are calm now, looking straight at me without apparent emotion. Because of that, there¡¯s this feeling I don¡¯t know that makes me look away, unable to look at her in the eyes.
Suddenly, as I look down at my feet, I feel teacher¡¯s arms wrapping me into a hug.
Teacher?
¡°It must¡¯ve been scary...¡±
I couldn¡¯t reply. Is she reprimanding me or comforting me? What do I do in this situation?
¡°When you passed out earlier, it¡¯s because of this, wasn¡¯t it? Was it painful?¡±
Yes, but I¡¯m fine now.
Then she lets go of me, keeping her hands on my shoulders as she continues, drilling into me with her sincere gaze,
¡°Don¡¯t worry. I won¡¯t let any demon come near you.¡±
You¡¯re... still willing to...
¡°Of course I am, Fay. Come demon or church, as your teacher, I will protect you.¡±
Are you sure about this? This mark means I¡¯ve dealt with a demon. Are you sure you want to have someone like me?
¡°What do you think was the reason I chose you in the first place?¡±
I ponder her question, and when I can¡¯t point an exact answer, she explains,
¡°When I heard about what you did in Tarnlake and the reason you did it, I just knew¡ª you¡¯re the person I¡¯m looking for. And this mark,¡±
she continued as she traced my shoulder in a tingly way,
¡°this mark just further proves that.¡±
Not knowing what to say, what comes out of my mind is,
Thank you.
---
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--- --- ---
¡°Wake up, child.¡±
Mm... shut up, Yammu.
¡°You¡¯re sleep-talking. Come on, it¡¯s our stop.¡±
Someone turns the lights on, launching an assault of photons into my eyes. I fortified my defences with the blanket I somehow have on me, but that gets torn too.
¡°Wake up!¡±
I open my eyes to see teacher showing off her teeth with a stupid grin. I look out the window, making myself feel even more annoyed.
It¡¯s still dark.
¡°Yeah, it¡¯s just past midnight. Come on, then. I¡¯ll pinch you if you don¡¯t get up in five seconds.¡±
Pinch away...
She does just that. I wouldn¡¯t have normally minded, but the spot she pinched me at is a little troubling, so I get up in the end.
..........
¡°...Fay, we have to go.¡±
Just a moment. There¡¯s still the soups.
¡°Geez, just how much are you planning to take with you?¡±
Sorry, it just seems like a waste to leave all this free meal behind.
After filling my bag with snacks from the compartment, I follow teacher out, off the train and into the barely-lit station. As I step out, I look around and see that we¡¯re the only ones getting off, odd considering how many people are on that train. Then again, this station seems deserted too. The tiles and walls are broken all over and there¡¯s no one in sight.
It¡¯s like we¡¯re in the middle of nowhere.
¡°It does, doesn¡¯t it.¡±
And I thought the District is supposed to be the last stop.
¡°Umm, well...¡±
Teacher...
I narrow my eyes at her, watching her swaying on her own feet suspiciously.
¡°Let¡¯s just say we¡¯re taking a detour.¡±
Before she finished her sentence, I¡¯m already walking back into the train.
¡°Wait, wait, wait! Just hear me out for a second!¡±
She grabs my hand, and I glare at her in response.
I¡¯m going to the District.
¡°We will go there, all in time! Fanny is already off the train too, are you going to leave her here?¡±
You can eat her or whatever. Bye, teacher.
¡°Oh, please. You¡¯re not an arcanist, yet. Going there now will have you in the spotlights, with everyone to fight and no one to help. You trusted me as your teacher, so trust me now.¡±
...How long will it take?
¡°How long...?¡±
To make me an arcanist.
¡°That¡¯s... I don¡¯t know, Fay.¡±
Take a guess.
¡°...A few years, maybe.¡±
A few years?!
¡°D?Don¡¯t freak out. It took me a year of hard work myself. And that¡¯s just based on what I know about you, which isn¡¯t a lot.¡±
Then, depending on my abilities, you can make it faster?
¡°Y?Yeah, basically...¡±
As I pondered, the train finally leaves the station, leaving us alone in the darkness of the desolate station. I hope I won¡¯t regret this.
What if I show you what I¡¯m capable of?
¡°Well, your mana pool already gave me a rough estimation, so¡ª¡°
No teacher,
I snapped at her,
it doesn¡¯t.
After I¡¯m sure that there¡¯s no one else, I walk to the centre of the station and close my eyes.
¡°Fay?¡±
I start by summoning firebulbs, one after another and let them circle around me. I turn back and face teacher to see her wary stance at the sight my the firebulbs. Then, one by one, I join them together until they become one large sphere of energy.
¡°Superb control, but I think we should do this in a secure environment,¡±
she noted, anxiety apparent in her voice. I teasingly smile at her, continuing to the next step by summoning a similarly-sized ball of water. In one swift motion, I merge the water and fire together, causing an explosive evaporation of the water into steam.
¡°Eek!¡±
I chuckle as I saw teacher jumping back. Indeed, there would¡¯ve been a steam explosion if I hadn¡¯t suspended it in the same manner as firebulbs, making a new kind of bulb, made out of boiling hot steam.
¡°O?Okay, I get it now. You can use water magic too, so isn¡¯t it enough?¡±
I¡¯m not done.
Next, I make the steam and the fire into separate layers¡ª fire in the middle, steam on the outside, creating an ominously glowing sphere of vapour and fire. I heat up the fire even more, so hot that the chargedsub-particles start slipping out from the burning gases and into the outer layer. I start playing around with them¡ª moving the charges to create electrical currents inside the steam, and as more particles diffuse into the vaporous layer, the globe becomes more charged.
Within less than a minute, it now looks like a miniature thunderstorm, with little sparks snapping at us dangerously.
After keeping that state for a moment, I disperse the charges and cut off the fuel, as well as dispelling the vapour by swirling them around inside the globe, diminishing its own energy to stop it from going out explosively as soon as the globular barrier is gone.
And now, aside from the somewhat raised temperature, it¡¯s as if nothing happened. Meanwhile, teacher, who¡¯d been showing an array of expressions, is now stuck with her lips pulled cheek to cheek.
Well?
¡°...Well.¡±
Want me to demonstrate more?
¡°No, that¡¯s enough. Fire, water, air, and thunder. The only person I¡¯ve heard capable of four core elements is the previous grand magus. You truly are...¡±
Earth too, actually.
¡°Eh?¡±
I start manipulating the dirt on the floor to demonstrate, making them dance around at our feet and throwing them together into a single shape which I roll around. As I¡¯m about to get more creative, I stop when I see the smile on teacher¡¯s face disappeared, from which I realise I¡¯ve somehow messed up.
...Teacher?
She turns her back in silence and starts walking to where our mounts are. I trot up behind her, trying to catch up.
Teacher, did I do somethi¡ª Umpf!
I bump my face into her back when she suddenly stops.
¡°Do you know why I¡¯m called the geomancer?¡±
she asked without turning back.
Because... you¡¯re a geomancer?
¡°The Geomancer. There are no other geomancers,¡±
she stressed, finally turning at me. Perhaps it¡¯s because of the darkness, but I can¡¯t read her expression at all.
¡°There are no known geomancers for hundreds of years. I¡¯m the only one, Fay. Was the only one. Do you get it know?¡±
So, right now, you and I...
¡°Are the only two people walking on Mer capable of earth magic, yes.¡±
Crap. I should¡¯ve known.
¡°Three months.¡±
Eh?
¡°You asked me how long it would take. I can make you an arcanist in half a year.¡±
I?Is that okay?
¡°What do you mean?¡±
Earth magic is your thing, isn¡¯t it?
¡°Oh, wow. You¡¯re worrying about me? That¡¯s a first,¡±
she snarked.
¡°For your information, you becoming a geomancer wouldn¡¯t hurt me in any way. If anything, it¡¯ll make me seem like a good teacher.¡±
That¡¯s true, but still...
¡°It¡¯s all good, Fay. It¡¯s just... from the first time I¡¯ve heard about you, you just keep popping out these surprises. What you did to Ichard, the demon, and now this?¡±
...Someone did tell me I can be a bit impulsive.
Teacher laughs it off, and the matter seems resolved somehow. However, on our way out the station, there¡¯s this tension between us. It can¡¯t be helped, I suppose.
Until recently, she was the only one in the world and there¡¯s a good chance that earth magic played a part in getting her into the arcanum. In other words, I might¡¯ve injured her pride as my teacher, and when I become a legit arcanist capable of not only earth magic but also all other elements, wouldn¡¯t that bring her value down as ¡°the geomancer¡±? That¡¯s what I was anxious about, but as she said, I have no place to worry about that.
We find our mounts waiting just outside the station, with only a single person guarding them. Teacher tipped the shady-looking man and once again, we are on the road.
The night is dark and cloudy, making the road too dark for us to ride. Teacher does something to her staff and the mana stone starts glowing brightly.
¡°Photomancy,¡±
she said.
¡°One thing you can¡¯t do.¡±
Not yet, anyway. More importantly, where are we right now? Where are we heading to?
¡°This is a little place at the border between Lephander, Cordain, and Old Hrakia. There used to be a plan for an independent border town here, built as a sign of friendship between the three countries. It was quite a fuss, to the point that it was made as a stop for the Forholds train. Before the construction of the town was completed, the rebellion happened and Hrakia¡¯s fall followed. The plan never resurfaced since.¡±
So... where are we going?
¡°I¡¯m taking you to the Drachwyr Monastery. I¡¯ll train you to be an arcanist there.¡±
Right, so the monastery is in the middle of nowhere.
Teacher titters at that.
¡°No, the monastery is two countries to the east.¡±
Wait, what? What are we doing here, then?
¡°Remember when I said about a friend who helped me track you down? And a friend who speaks like you do? That friend will be picking us up here.¡±
...No way. Two countries, which means the journey is still long. Not to mention, what kind of person would want to come to this kind of place? I seriously doubt teacher¡¯s sense in picking friends.
¡°Around here, I think,¡±
teacher said as she stops her horse.
...I don¡¯t see anyone.
¡°Quack.¡±
Fanny says neither can she.
¡°He¡¯ll come, any minute now.¡±
So we wait for a bit, watching our surroundings with the darkness staring back. It¡¯s currently nearing the end of Seryas, which means, the month of darkness is just a few days away. Thus, the nights of the north are becoming darker and longer, or so teacher explained to me.
Soon enough, I hear the wind stirring the leaves and I suddenly feel like someone is watching me.
Teacher, something is¡ª
¡°Do you know why they call it ¡®Drachwyr¡¯?¡±
Eh?
¡°It¡¯s a word from the tongue of the old era that few know about.¡±
As teacher rambles on, I feel the wind getting stronger. At least, I thought it¡¯s just the wind, but there¡¯s this deep rumbling noise, like a distant thunderstorm, coming closer and closer.
No, teacher, listen¡ª
¡°People of the old era often used the word to describe ¡®power¡¯ and ¡®strength¡¯, but it actually does have a literal meaning.¡±
My instincts start screaming as the ¡°storm¡± draws closer, making my blood run cold. I have to run, something dangerous is coming¡ª is what my body is telling me. Just like when I met the lifers. Just like with Lyrfanas.
This is something I can¡¯t beat.
Teacher!
¡°Do you know what that word means?¡±
The thundering stops and the earth shook beneath our feet. It¡¯s dark, but somehow, I know something big just landed in front of us.
Its breath is like the sound of a rumbling volcano, and the size of it... I can tell, from the looming shadow as its serpentine neck looks over to us from a height¡ª larger than any bird I know in my compendium. Much, much larger.
I stand stiff, speechless as teacher turns to me, her staff giving a grim glow on her face.
¡°It means ¡®Dragon¡¯.¡±
Chapter 28 : The Hidden Vale
Chapter 28
The Hidden Vale
¡°There are two kinds of people in this world,¡± teacher once said to me.
¡°Those who think them as mere tales, and those who¡¯ve seen one with their own eyes.¡±
Dragons.
Known to most as a race of mythos, as a race whose name has the same meaning as ¡°power¡± and ¡°strength¡±¡ª the creatures we call dragons, or in the old language, ¡°dracwhyrt¡±, are beings whose existence border between fantasy and reality.
In any story, you¡¯d find the tale describing them similarly, as if from an established fact; creatures of awesome power, so great they were hauled as gods at some point in the ancient past before disappearing into the words of legends, vanishing from history altogether. Now they remain only as stories, fables for children and perhaps, something to rediscover for the people in the drifter¡¯s guild. In all intents, right now, the existence of dragons is but a myth.
And here¡¯s one giving us a free ride.
¡°Pretty cool, right?¡±
Uh... you¡¯re right. It¡¯s quite cold up here.
However, the cold was the least of my worries. Imagine if the dragon decided, on a whim, to do a barrel roll. Around fifteen seconds after falling off the dragon¡¯s back, I would¡¯ve achieved my terminal velocity and reached the ground in no more than ten seconds, at which point the impact would shatter my bones and rupture my organs. Basically, my body would explode internally.
Or maybe if the dragon decided, on a whim, to fly even higher. The difference of pressure would burst teacher¡¯s hypobaric bubble and expose us to the thin air. Before we could even feel effects like difficulty of breathing, we would¡¯ve lost our consciousness and, within a few minutes, died without a word.
There were still more on the list of fatal possibilities, none of which I could prevent.
At least the view is nice, I sneered, admiring the total darkness.
¡°It will be when dawn comes.¡±
So we¡¯ll be up here until dawn, then. That¡¯s great.
¡°It¡¯s not that bad, is it?¡±
If I don¡¯t think about the dumb ways to die, the mythical creature we¡¯re riding on, or my butt getting stiff, then yeah... "not that bad."
¡¸ Do not worry, little one, ¡¹ the mythical creature said. ¡¸ No harm shall come to you for as long as you ride upon my back. ¡¹
He didn¡¯t need to tell me that. Not only are we doing weeks¡¯ worth of travelling in a matter of hours, we¡¯re also making it impossible for Lyrfanas or the church to track us. Getting stiff butts is a small price compared to that. Maybe.
¡°Quaaack!¡±
...Though I couldn¡¯t say the same for Fanny. She and White Snow are caged inside the dragon¡¯s claws. For them, their fate is decided should the dragon relaxed his claws if even just for a second. I guess I should consider myself lucky.
We flew for hours straight in the mostly starless night, with only the dim moon lighting the way whenever the storm clouds cleared up. Despite that, navigating didn¡¯t seem to be a problem for the winged creature.
Finally, darkness dissipates and we are basked in the first light of the day. The dragon starts his descent, and I hold on with all my might when I feel my own weight going against me. I close my eyes and pretend not to hear the sound of the wind pressing against the bubble shielding us. My heart beats uncontrollably, cold sweat dribbles down my skin as I dare myself to take a peek and what I see is.... breathtaking. Literally, because we¡¯re dropping altitude pretty fast, but you get what I mean.
The sun, warm and radiant, peeks out on the horizon where the clouds touch the sky. Below us, numerous peaks pokes out from the sea of clouds, one side painted in colors, the other still hiding from daylight.
I hold my breath as we go below the clouds, watching as the condensed vapor flow around teacher¡¯s bubble like a river around a rock.
Once the cloud clears, I can finally see the ground again. In the time the earth was hidden from us, the sun had brought colors to the colorless world, like a painting brought to life.
¡°See? Beautiful, right?¡±
It¡¯s fine, I guess.
¡°Everything looks so small from up here. Once we¡¯ve landed, we¡¯d be back to being one of those tiny and insignificant dots down below, and in truth, that¡¯s what we really are. That¡¯s how the dragons see us from above. Doesn¡¯t that make you wonder about what our place really is in this big world?¡±
Teacher, you¡¯re being weird again...
Ranges of mountains streches across the land, forming a great natural wall surrounding a vast portion of land, much like the Cergian Ring circled around Halhallart¡¯s Dread. On the foot of one of the mountains, there¡¯s a tiny blot. As we descended, that blot grows in size until it becomes a cluster of small buildings¡ª a village, I think.
As we approach the ground, the dragon starts circling around, gradually going lower before finally landing at a clearing near the village, shaking the earth upon touchdown.
¡°Ouch, Fay. It hurts.¡±
Oh, sorry.
I loosen my grip when I realise I was clawing teacher¡¯s waist.
¡°Afraid of flying, aren¡¯t you?¡±
It¡¯s... unnatural.
¡°Err, hey, we¡¯ve landed. You can let go of me, now.¡±
Teacher, I feel... sick... urgh.
¡°Huh? Wait, don¡¯t¡ª¡°
And... there goes yesterday¡¯s meal.
--- --- ---
As soon as the dragon comes to a stop, we climb down from his back and I cherish the feeling of having the ground beneath my feet. If there¡¯s one thing to regret about having boots, it¡¯s that I can¡¯t feel the ground with my bare feet. Everything considered, the trip itself wasn¡¯t exactly pleasant, but the view in that last moments before landing made up for it, for me who¡¯ve seen so little of this world.
¡°Thank you, Gerra,¡± teacher said to the dragon. ¡°Sorry to trouble you like this.¡±
¡¸ There¡¯s no trouble when it comes to friends, Inzhi. Call upon me anytime, and I¡¯ll be sure to have your back, or lend you mine. There¡¯s no trouble when it comes to friends. ¡¹
Contrary to his words, his voice is a deep, rumbling sound that shakes the very being of whoever hears it, a voice that clearly indicates our feeble existence before these creatures of power that once ruled all of Mer. And still could, should they choose.
His head alone is bigger than a carriage. His skin is adorned with vibrant red scales while his eyes, golden and reptile-like, are capable of paralyzing any creature with fear. Excluding that long, swaying tail, the dragon has a total of four-limbs including the wings¡ª no, wait, six limbs?
The forelegs separates from the wings, and the latter looks limp now. Ah, perhaps the wings aren¡¯t actual limbs because they can¡¯t move on its own without the forelegs attached to it?
While thinking about that, teacher slaps my shoulder and starts signalling something to me with her eyes.
Oh, uhm... I bid you thanks as well, Gerra. And, uh... sorry for making a mess on your back.
¡¸ Don¡¯t apologize, for there is no better way to get acquainted. I should¡¯ve been more gentler upon knowing it was your first time on a malanic¡¯s back. ¡¹
¡°Hey, what about me, Fay? You threw up all over my back as well.¡±
Teacher... if you were a forty-strides long mythical creature with wings, sure, I¡¯d apologize.
While teacher grumbles in complaint, a shadow looms over us as Gerra stretched his serpentine neck towards the sky.
¡¸ The sun is rising and the homids are awakening. I must now make myself scarce from the homid world. ¡¹
¡°Right. Thanks, again, Gerra. It was nice to see you.¡±
¡¸ The honor is mine. Please give my regards to the people of the monastery. ¡¹
¡°Quack!¡±
Fanny says you give the best rides.
¡¸ My regards to you too, puny one. Until we meet again, younglings. Call upon me anytime and I¡¯ll be sure to have your back, or lend you mine. ¡¹
With those last words, the massive creature takes off again, leaving a large cyclone that nearly throws me off my feet. Before he¡¯s gone, though...
Do your thing, Nexy.
< Identifying... >
Here is my conclusion on the subject; no strength, no agility, no endurance to speak of. Total weakling.
Pfft. This sounds like something Zethran would say to me.
A twelve years old can probably win in a fistfight.
¡Okay, now it¡¯s starting to sound like Zethran.
Vimic cultivation are less than piteous when first inscribed. Frankly, the weakest I¡¯ve ever trained. The results from the physical tests are so low I thought it might be a mistake, but it¡¯s not. Makes me think that a banana peel could easily kill her.
Wahaha! Whoever the report is about must be really pathetic.
She also lies on a compulsive basis. Tends to disregard authority, and morals are dubious at best. Quite a bad influence on other scribes.
Wow, what a problem scribe.
No particular talent to speak of. Coordination is horrendous, she even trips on the lowest hurdles. Reflexes are superb, though with nothing to control it, she¡¯s nothing but a wild monkey with a stick. It pains me to say, it seems that magic is her only talent.
Pfft, compared to a monkey, now. Hahaha¡
¡.
¡I don¡¯t know who this is about. I truly don¡¯t.
Ah, there¡¯s something more below.
But the most important thing to note is her mental health. In sparring sessions, she¡¯d talk to this imaginary ¡°Necksi¡± and often smile, giggle, and laugh by herself. The fact that she doesn¡¯t make a sound makes it even more disturbing. The most extreme case is when she¡ª
Oh, my mistake. That¡¯s the end of the report. There¡¯s nothing else.
¡Or is there? There¡¯s another piece of paper hidden in the envelope. It¡¯s a bit crumpled for some reason.
< Translating¡ >
¡I¡¯ve read enough.
A report and¡ a love letter. I can¡¯t really tell the difference. Both are so stiff, but that¡¯s just like him, I guess.
But honestly, what were you thinking? With your age, you could be her dad, you know? Are you a pervert?
You a pervert?
You¡¯re a pervert.
Even worse,
Appellation, |Salamander of Redshire|: The gluttonous, infamous salamander that plagued the farms of Redshire for years before drifters chased it away. It is said that it was defeated after the drifters tricked it into eating poisoned meat.
Species, |Bufonaera|: Beasts that evolved from toads. Typically has a large appetite and a larger range of meal. They use their long tongue to snatch targets from afar, coating them in fast-acting neurotoxin while slowly dragging their prey into their humongous mouths.
|Alpha variant|: This variant is much larger in size, but also much slower. Their weight doesn¡¯t allow leaping like their smaller counterparts, but makes up for it with the ability of mimesis, preferring to lie in wait for unsuspecting prey rather than hunting.
I knew it. A snake demon, just like the lifer back then.
¡No, it¡¯s different now. This time, I¡¯m not just running away.
It¡¯s the demon, for sure!
As I tell the others, I focus at the demon again. Nexy, analyze!
< Analyzing¡ >
¡°Loudu, Bianan, with me!¡± Karyat roared.
This time, the monks take the initiative and charge at the demon. Seeing this, Kukulkan unleashes a barrage of water bullets, similar to the ones used by hydras. The warriors raise their arms and the water breaks out as if they¡¯re protected by an invisible shell.
[ Appelation, |Feathered Serpent|: A great beast in the form of an airborne snake, believed in some cultures to be the god of wind and learning.
That¡¯s¡ not good enough.
Nexy, give me something else.
< Analyzing¡ >
The drachtal called Bianan pulls out a bowgun and begins firing back. In reaction, the demon pulls itself back underwater, leaving them no option but to retreat, back into formation. Before they can, however, the demon jumps back out. Fast as an arrow, it lunges towards the bowgun user.
Appelation, |War Serpent|: A snake demon known to partake in the last holy crusade. It killed thousands of people in the war before the crusaders managed to drive it out of the continent.
Damn it, Nexy! That¡¯s not the kind of trivia I¡¯m looking for!
< Analyzing¡ >
With a battle-cry, Karyat jumps in to save his friend. A loud ring sounds, like the shattering of glass, as the barriers of all three drachtals goes head on against the demon. Now that the enemy is grounded to land, they begin the counterattack.
Species, |Chrysopherus|: Evolved from a species of gliding snakes. Able to climb surfaces such as trees and rocks, and as does their predecessor, capable of gliding through the air. They prey using an unique venom that acts as a neurotoxin when coming in contact with dermal tissues, but becomes a lethal hemotoxin when injected into the blood stream.
Watch out for the teeth, a single bite can kill you!
¡°Poison?¡± Douzhen asked.
Yeah, something called hemotoxin.
¡°Alright. You two stay back, I¡¯m going in!¡± Douzhen ordered us as he rushes forward, his spear wedged between his arm and his body. He shouts at the others, ¡°Drachtals, birdcage formation!¡±
Swiftly, the drachtals adjust their positions and surround the demon on four sides.
¡°So you finally decided to come and play,¡± Karyat joked between breaths.
Douzhen doesn¡¯t answer and instead attacks at the demon with a long-armed jab. The demon retaliates, but Karyat, standing opposite of Douzhen, seizes that chance to plant his sword deep into the snake¡¯s tail.
From then on, the monks take control.
Whenever the demon faces one direction, the person behind it sneaks a slash. Then as the demon turns its head to return the favor, the people at the side have their turns, preventing the demon from focusing on just one target.
However, even as it¡¯s trapped between pins and needles, the demon doesn¡¯t show any sign of retreating. I don¡¯t like it because from my experience, that usually means the enemy is one step ahead.
Teacher, how much longer?
¡°Don¡¯t rush me, Fay. I¡¯m going as fast as I can.¡±
Uh, yeah, just¡ just take your time, I answer as the demon swings its tail, sending one of the drachtals, I think Loudu, flying into the water.
Just take your time.
Then, in the heat of the battle, the snake suddenly coils its body, hiding its head under gigantic coils of beast meat.
¡°It¡¯s hurting! Keep at it!¡± (Karyat)
¡°No, wait-¡± (Douzhen)
Just as the drachtals are about to charge in, the entire length of the demon¡¯s body whips out, like a spiral spring released after contraction. The movement is too quick and sudden that they never had any chance to dodge.
Everyone gets blown away by that move, except for one. Douzhen is now the only one left standing between us and the demon, but that¡¯s not even the worse part. The worse part is, the demon is staring right at us.
It knows. It knows what we¡¯re planning.
Teacher!
¡°In a second!¡±
The demon lunges out. Instead of evading, Douzhen stands his ground, raises his spear and throws it at the demon. A couple of days ago, he¡¯d probably hit a bull¡¯s eye, but now that he¡¯s missing his good arm, the throw goes into a completely different direction he intended, missing the demon completely.
¡°Fuck!¡± Douzhen cursed aloud, raising his only arm to meet the serpent head on.
The other men shouted, hiding the one girly scream from the guy beside me as the unbelievable thing happens.
The air hisses and a shockwave is sent our way. A certain man¡¯s barrier shatters, leaving nothing but his enhanced physical might to stand against the adversary.
There he is, the mighty Mentor Heartbreak, holding his own against a monster the size of a house. One could argue if he¡¯s a monster himself, which unfortunately he is not. I can see his feet dragging against the ground. The demon is pushing him back, inching closer to us until it suddenly pulls back -- only to dive again at him.
To everyone¡¯s surprise, Douzhen jumps forwards, meeting Kukulkan head on. When I expect to see a splatter of blood and probably flesh, I see instead my mentor jamming himself between the serpent¡¯s fangs.
¡°Holy shit!¡± exclaimed the boy beside me.
Now that they¡¯re back on their feet, Karyat and the others also continue their attack. With Douzhen stuck in its maws, the demon can only whip its body around behind it as they steal free strikes onto every part of its body.
Of course, I don¡¯t intent to miss my chance as well. That gaping maw seems like a good place to throw a firebulb into.
Eat up!
I launch the gurgling, flaming bulb of energy into the snake¡¯s maw, only to see it turn into a puff of steam as a sudden jet of water comes out.
It came like a waterfall and hit us like a brick wall. The world spins around me and the next thing I know is I¡¯m no longer on my feet. Douzhen, struck by the brunt of the force, flies right past us and into the water.
With nothing holding its front, Kukulkan easily whips the drachtals off his body, then continues to lunge right at us. Teacher narrowly blows us away from its path using air magic, which also feels like being hit by a brick wall.
¡°Fay!¡± teacher runs over to help me up. ¡°Fay, it¡¯s done!¡±
Ignoring my creaking ribs, I stand up and summon the chargebulbs I need to bring storm into the water.
¡°What are you waiting for?!¡± one of the drachtals shouted.
He hasn¡¯t surfaced yet.
¡°What, you waiting for it to come back up and eat us?!¡±
¡°She¡¯s not talking about the demon,¡± Karyat answered for me.
Underneath the rampant water, nothing can be seen. We wait, and even as the seconds tick by, the awaited person has yet to surface.
¡°He¡¯s fighting down there!¡± teacher widened her eyes, pointing at the water.
Eh? I can¡¯t see anything.
¡°He¡¯s buying us time,¡± Karyat muttered as he meets my eyes. ¡°He¡¯s buying time for you.¡±
No one dares to say anything after that. I glance at teacher to see her agreeing with a nod, though with dread on her face. The demon has probably realized our plan at this point. Now it merely needs to escape teacher¡¯s enclosure to win. This might be our only chance to kill it.
¡°It¡¯s now¡ or never,¡± Karyat urged, his voice betrayed by the doubt in his eyes.
Of all the people here, Karyat is the one who knew him the longest. He¡¯s the only person outside the elders that dares to call my mentor ¡°brother¡± instead of the proper ¡°elder¡±. If he¡¯s truly Douzhen¡¯s closest friend, then his blessing should be enough.
I¡¯m sorry, mentor.
It¡¯s the math, you see. Always the math. Sacrifice one man to win everything or save him and let a thousand people die. The attack on acquisition has begun hours ago, and hundreds must¡¯ve fallen already. I know that, and I know the only way to stop it is to kill the demon, but still¡
¡I can¡¯t do it.
Because there¡¯s a face in the water. An elderly face with a wicked smile.
The face of a man that shouldn¡¯t be here.
¡°Little Fae,¡± he called out. ¡°How many more are you going to kill?¡±
I can¡¯t answer. Because he¡¯s not real.
¡°¡¯Not real?¡¯ I was real enough for you to choke the life out of me,¡± he leans in, whispering in my ear, ¡°I was real enough to hurt you.¡±
He¡¯s not real, Fay. Not anymore. But the demon is.
I know that. I know that he¡¯s not real, but¡
¡°But you still can¡¯t get over me,¡± he laughed, ¡°I was your first, wasn¡¯t I? Tell me, how many have you killed after me?¡±
He¡¯s. Not. Real.
¡°Yet, here I am.¡±
I close my eyes and try to shut him out, but his laugh feels as though it reverberates through my bones.
You can do this, Fay.
Again, I try to do the deed, but another face appears in front of me.
She stands there, on top of the water that seems to calm around her, slowly walking towards me. Her limbs are all misshapen, bent and stretched in a way that shouldn¡¯t be possible. Her skin is burnt, mangled, pulled apart to reveal the flesh that had been scraped away.
There¡¯s only nothingness in place of her eyes, yet I could still feel her¡ glaring at me.
¡°Why?¡± is the only thing that came out of her lipless mouth.
¡°Why?¡±
She¡¯s not real, Fay.
But it wasn¡¯t me. It wasn¡¯t my fault.
¡°¡Why?¡±
It¡¯s not my fault.
FAY!
Huh?
There¡¯s another face in front of me. A familiar face. Teacher¡¯s face.
She¡¯s shaking my shoulders frantically, her lips moving as if she¡¯s saying something, but I can¡¯t hear her what she¡¯s saying-
- SLAP -
¡°SNAP OUT OF IT!¡±
Eh?
Suddenly all the sounds come rushing back¡ªthe rain, the turmoil of water, and people shouting.
¡°The heck is wrong with you?!¡±
Teacher? Ah, the demon-
¡°Is gone. The demon is gone. It escaped my barrier when you¡¡± she narrows her eyes, leaning closer, ¡°what happened?¡±
I¡ I couldn¡¯t do it
.
Teacher pats my head, then pulls me into an embrace.
¡Teacher?
¡°It¡¯s not your fault. It¡¯s not.¡±
Teacher, what are you-
A cry, like the bellow of a caged beast, forces my eyes to turn to someone else.
In his hands, he holds the lifeless body. There are no tears in his eyes, but his scream is enough to strike fear into anyone who hears it. Because it¡¯s not just grieve. It¡¯s also anger. Anger directed to the one answering his bloodshot eyes.
Anger directed to me.
I know that gaze. I¡¯d know it everywhere. He wants to kill me, but why?
Of all people, why must he be the one looking at me like that?
His body should¡¯ve been paralyzed after his stunt with the demon¡¯s maws, and he should¡¯ve been exhausted after wrestling the demon underwater.
No, it¡¯s probably only because of those things that the two drachtals barely manage to hold him down.
¡°Why didn¡¯t you do it?!¡± he cried out. ¡°Why didn¡¯t you kill the demon?!¡±
I look again at the body on the ground.
I know that face. The face of the only person outside the elders that dares to call him ¡°brother¡±.
¡°It¡¯s not her fault!¡± a female voice shouted.
She is right. How could it be my fault?
¡°She could¡¯ve killed that thing! She could¡¯ve ended all this!¡±
¡°You would¡¯ve died as well!¡±
It¡¯s not my fault.
¡°Why yes, thank you for not killing me. And now a thousand people will die in exchange! And Karyat, he¡ he¡¡±
¡°That¡¯s not fair! You can¡¯t force her to make that choice, no one can!¡±
It¡¯s not my fault.
You can still fix this.
How?
The demon. You know its weakness.
No, I don¡¯t. Nexy couldn¡¯t reveal any weakness. There¡¯s nothing I could use, except for¡
¡Except for that thing. That thing, with the body, it was¡
A message.
It knew we were coming.
It wanted you to come.
The demon already won the war long ago.
All it had to do was to go back into wherever crevice it slithered out from. The armies of beasts would¡¯ve overrun every hall and village by the time its finished with its nap and yet it waited for us, even left us a message intended to provoke us.
And thus, my conclusion; the demon is an idiot.
Thankfully, I am as well.
OY, KUKULKAN!
I ¡°broadcast¡± as loud and as far as I can, ignoring the shocked stares of my friends.
I KNOW YOU CAN HEAR ME!
¡°Fay, what are you-¡±
A flash of eyes made her swallow her words. It¡¯s there in the darkness, hiding under the shade a fair distance away.
I did it. I was the one who killed Akulay.
I roasted that toad with my fiery bolts, and oh the scream it made was just beautifully pathetic. You must¡¯ve heard it too, right?
I smile as I answer those serpentine eyes,
Come and get me-
Before I can finish, the eyes disappear. Something ripples under the surface of the water, faster than my eyes can follow. Then it jumps out right in front of me, its maw gaping wide before darkness envelopes.
? ? ?
Darkness. There was only cold darkness and the sound, like tapping on wood, rhythmic and constant like heartbeats.
Oh, and it was wet. The walls were cold and wet and¡ bulging. That¡¯s all I could remember before the darkness fully took over.
It¡¯s not the wetness that woke me up. It¡¯s the headache.
Rain is still falling and I¡¯m still breathing, and I would¡¯ve rejoiced if it weren¡¯t getting harder to push the air out of my lungs. Also, I can¡¯t move my limbs. There was something about poison, wasn¡¯t there?
As I experience all this, there¡¯s this giant snake that does nothing but¡ stare at me. I tried to firebulb it when I first woke up, but whenever I try to focus, it feels like my skull would split open.
I can¡¯t even turn my head, but just by rolling my eyes around, I can see that we¡¯re somewhere cold and¡ foggy.
Could it be the stone-webs? It must¡¯ve climbed up here after¡
¡wait, that¡¯s not right. I remember being¡ eaten?
¡¸You. Awake.¡¹
Oh, the snake speaks.
No, it¡¯s not just any snake. It has a name.
Kukulkan.
Its eyes flash when I spoke its name.
¡¸Poison. Inside you,¡¹it said, its tongue snaking out with every syllable. ¡¸Slow, painful death.¡¹
There¡¯s something in his voice. Something that makes it feel like its¡
¡Angry. You¡¯re angry at me.
¡¸At you, more, than others.¡¹
Because I killed Akulay.
¡¸¡¡ ¡¹
You attacked us. You¡ started this.
¡¸We, survived. What we did, survival.¡¹
Was it survival when you killed all those people?
¡¸This place, hidden. Home.¡¹
You want to take our home from us.
¡¸Homid, took ours.¡¹
Not them. It was¡ different people.
¡¸Homids, treated us, all same. We, same to you, when not.¡¹
¡¸You hunted.You massacred.¡¹
Ugh¡
I can¡¯t breathe. The poison¡
¡¸Drove us, away. From home.¡¹
¡¸For nothing, but only sin. Sin, of our father.¡¹
¡¸You, think us beasts.¡¹
¡¸We, are not.¡¹
What¡ are you then?
Its forked tongue perks out, nearly touching me as it answered,
¡¸We. Are. Living.¡¹
¡°Surprising, isn¡¯t it, to know the monsters are alive.¡±
Him again. Why won¡¯t he just leave me alone?
¡°Are you surprised to know we¡¯re like you? Or are you afraid to see that you¡¯re like us?¡±
Fuck off, Jead.
My head starts ringing as my vision blurs out.
Is this it? Is this how I¡¯m going to go out? With a ghost telling me what I am?
You went through all that trouble in Purgatory, just to die here?
But I am dying.
You always are.
I¡ always am.
That¡¯s true. It was always like this back then, yet I¡¯m still here. How? How did I survive back then?
It was them.
They helped me.
You learned, but can you remember?
Remember what?
What Hadda taught you.
¡¸The active mind and subconscious tend to resonate more in emergency or life-threatening situations.¡¹
Life-threatening situations. Purgatory had an abundance of those, but ever since I escaped¡
You¡¯ve forgotten. But now you remember. Alignment of the will and the subconscious¡
Pain, like thunder striking my head, burning every nerve inside my body. But I can¡¯t stop, not yet.
Reach out¡ and connect.
I can see it. Everything, and more. A world beyond ours, a world beyond time, seeping into ours. The aether.
There¡¯s something else as well, something causing rippling in the world beyond.
No, not something. Someone.
¡Teacher.
She¡¯s here. She¡¯s found me, and now she¡¯s¡ fighting. The others as well.
Help them.
How?
Reach deeper, further.
Deeper, further¡
I feel it. The rain, and the lightning crackling above. The particles swirling about, coursing charges through them. There¡¯s so much of them, crashing about randomly, except that it¡¯s not randomly anymore. They¡¯re moving in a pattern now. A pattern that I make for them.
¡¸Electric potential and insulation. That¡¯s how you create lightning. ¡¹
I¡ remember.
¡¸The air makes insulation, and the charges make potential. ¡¹
I swirl the particles about, both above, below, and everything in-between.
¡¸Remember; positive to negative. ¡¹
Positive¡ to negative.
Positive charges within the storm, and negative charges here, where the demon is.
¡¸Insulate the charges and let them build. ¡¹
It¡¯s growing. The charges are growing wildly beyond control. But it¡¯s staying there, because the path is blocked -- by me.
¡¸Obstruct them, hold them apart until it can no longer hold them apart. ¡¹
It¡¯s breaking through, forces so great the clouds become like a blinking sun.
¡¸And when that happens¡ ¡¹
The air crackles, and a bright flash illuminates the earth.
¡¸ Lightning will reave everything in its path. ¡¹
Chapter 40 : Aftermath
Chapter 40
Aftermath
There¡¯s a land to the south where rain is sparse. A land where waves of sand stretch beyond the horizon. A land where, perhaps, they would finally be left alone.
They made the long walk, all the while the snake wondered why they needed to leave their home. So the snake asked the oldest and wisest of them all, the spider.
¡°Here be land of men,¡± the spider said.
But why couldn¡¯t it be ours as well, the snake asked again.
¡°Men do not share. They think us beasts, waged war long ago, leaving only grudges.¡±
The snake couldn¡¯t understand as she had not yet been born at the time of the great war. But the others trusted the spider, so the snake gave faith as well.
They made the long walk, all the while the snake dreamed of a future where men could forget their grudges. The snake had hope.
The men came for them. They came in their shiny scales. The spider led the others into battle, but the snake could not fight. The snake tried to talk, but the men offered only sticks that pierce flesh and tools that burn the air they breathe. The snake could only watch in horror.
Why? Why must we fight? the snake asked.
¡°Because we are living,¡± the spider answered.
The snake could not fight and slithered with the wind. But more than the fear of death, the snake was more afraid of losing her friends. When she came back, however, all that¡¯s left was a sea of red. The snake could not find her friends, and even the spider was nowhere to be seen.
All she found was the scorpion, who hid under the sand. The snake took the scorpion on her back and they swore to never turn their backs against the other. They cried for their friends buried in the red sea and they swore to never abandon their friends ever again.
The land of sand had nothing for them, so they travelled north back into the land of men, hoping to find a place where they¡¯d be left alone. The snake had hope.
The men came for them again. This time, the men wore differing scales and had different tools. The snake tried to talk, but they cut the scorpion¡¯s tail off. They ran into a forest and hid under a pond, waiting for their wounds to recover while the men searched.
The snake no longer had hope. She cried for the scorpion¡¯s pain and swore to never let the men hurt them again. Next time, she¡¯d be the first to strike.
A frog who dwelled in the pond took pity, so the frog came to them and whispered;
There¡¯s a valley to the east hidden by mountains. A vale where the stones rose high and the clouds hung low. A vale where, perhaps, they could hide from the rest of the world.
Once again, the snake had hope.
? ? ?
The room is filled with the sound of my own breathing. Cold sweat trickle down the back of my neck as I snap my eyes open. The ceiling that I¡¯m used to feels far away, and the room that was so familiar suddenly feels suffocating.
I¡¯m back in my bedroom. Teacher¡¯s bedroom, actually, which I claimed as my own some time ago.
I try to sit up, but fall back into the bed as waves of pain immediately begin their rampage on me. An incredible headache to start, as well as cramps all over my body. The worst of it, though, is the pain on my abdomen that feels like a festering wound.
Overall, I feel like I¡¯m dying.
As I lament my fate, the door swings open and a familiar face walks in.
Surprise flashes pass her face before it turns into a gentle smile. ¡°Hey, you,¡± she chirped out.
I smile back. Or at least I think I¡¯m smiling, if not for my face feeling so numb.
Teacher.
She sits beside me on the bed. Her expression is full of relief as she asks me, ¡°Hungry?¡±
Starving.
Not a moment later, my stomach answered as well, as if I wasn¡¯t clear enough.
¡°I suppose you would be,¡± she cackled. ¡°You¡¯ve been asleep for a whole week after all.¡±
Say what?
Seeing my confusion, she explains, ¡°It¡¯s all over, Fay. We did it. We won.¡±
I blink at that statement and fall silent as I process it.
I¡ I see¡
Looking outside, the sun seems to be up on its height, meaning the clouds had long dissipated by now. Thalvos¡¯ storm is gone, and the demon is long dead. I should be feeling glad, but instead, all I feel is¡ sorrow.
Ow, ow¡
Involuntary thoughts pour out as I try to sit up again. Teacher helps me up, her expression turning into worry as she asks, ¡°Are you hurting anywhere?¡±
Everywhere, I answered curtly. Especially considering that it¡¯s been a week, shouldn¡¯t I have recovered somewhat?
As I think that, teacher¡¯s hand idly finds itself on top of my head.
I wave her hand away and give her a serious look.
It really hurts.
This time, both her hands lock onto my head and start rubbing it with all their might.
¡°Of course it hurts,¡± she answered as she creates a wreckage out of my hair.
And the poison¨C
¡°Is all but cured, thanks to you identifying it back then, by the way. The healers knew what to do once they knew what it is.¡±
With that look in her eyes, I realize ¨C the past week felt merely like a long sleep to me, but if her care for me is as great as she displays, it must¡¯ve been a nerve-wracking week for her. With that in mind, I let my weight fall into her and put my arms around her. I know she likes this sort of thing, so just for this once¡
She looks at me weirdly for that, tough.
¡°Ahem, well,¡± she softly pushes me away, ¡°I can¡¯t stay for long, so¡ I¡¯ll be back with some grub.¡± she said, and just like that, she¡¯s gone like the wind.
¡How about that caring for me as much as she displays, oy.
With her gone, tiredness overwhelms me despite having had a week-long rest. Before laying myself back into bed, I decide to take a look at what¡¯s causing me so much pain. Slowly, I roll up my clothes to see, on my abdomen¡ a pair of swells, surrounding what looks to be a large snake bite. They¡¯re nothing but bruises now, but I can tell from a slightly blackened area around them that they were much, much more worse before. As expected of a demon¡¯s poison, to still linger around after this long.
Although they look ugly right now, they¡¯re really just additions to an already large collection in the long run. I have to wonder though ¨C I don¡¯t recognize these clothes I¡¯m wearing. Did teacher change them for me? If so, I wonder if that¡¯s the only thing she did to me while I was sleeping? Tee-hee.
I lay myself back into the bed, letting myself sink into the softness. I just can¡¯t relax somehow. There¡¯s something¡ nagging me at the back of my mind. Something horrible, but I just can¡¯t put my head around it.
We are living.
I repeated Kukulkan¡¯s last words as if it¡¯d help me find the meaning behind them. It doesn¡¯t. Seeing no apparent answer, I let myself drift into the most restless sleep I¡¯ve had in a long while.
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¡°Are you good?¡±
Uhm¡
With the help of teacher¡¯s magic staff, I¡¯m finally able to balance myself, somewhat.
I think I can manage, I said with no confidence.
¡°Heheh, look at you. Exactly like a newborn fawn with your legs shivering like that,¡± she snickers, then points at the staff in my hand, ¡°you break it, you buy it.¡±
I look at the cheap-looking staff that she¡¯s had ever since I first saw her. Aside from that little stone that glows at the tip, it¡¯s really just a walking stick made of wood. If I happen to break it, I should have more than enough money to compensate her. I still have chief¡¯s purse with me, after all.
Then I realize teacher is glaring. ¡°You¡¯re thinking that my staff is worthless.¡±
I didn¡¯t say that.
¡°No, but you¡¯re thinking it. Just so you know, my staff is easily worth a noble¡¯s annual income. You could never pay for it.¡±
I look back at the walking stick magic staff in my hands.
Just what makes this thing so valuable?
After that, we start making our way to acquisition because teacher failed to get me food, so we¡¯re going to where the food is instead. On the way there, teacher fills me in on what I¡¯ve missed during my long sleep.
As we¡¯d hoped, the horde went into disarray as most of the beasts went feral after the demon was killed. The defense then managed to push the now disorganized beasts back into the forests. Only three days ago, they finally found and killed the last alpha, which was apparently some kind of insect beast.
After that, the dragons came and wiped the vale clean of the now mindless beasts. Now this is where I feel something is off, but I say nothing about it. Teacher doesn¡¯t mention anything either, but I¡¯m sure she has thought of it as well.
¡°What about you, Fay? What do you remember?¡± she suddenly asked me.
I remember I was taken away, and then¡ you came for me.
¡°Everyone came,¡± she heartfully grins, ¡°we set a record on the fastest climb, I tell you. And then?¡±
And then I made a thunder.
Or was that part of the dream?
¡°As I thought¡ it was you.¡± she grimaced.
I tilt my head. You don¡¯t seem too happy about it.
She sighs, shaking her head at me. ¡°I don¡¯t know, Fay. It¡¯s just¡ seeing it with my own eyes, it¡¯s like witnessing the act of gods.¡±
I¡¯m flattered.
¡°It¡¯s not a praise,¡± she replied curtly, ¡°do you know how many people, in all of known history, was able to do something like that with magic?¡±
Erm¡ not that many, I guess?
¡°Only one,¡± she leans in, ¡°the demon king.¡±
Oh.
That name again. The demon king of old ¨C he seems to keep popping out wherever I go.
¡Wait, what about the gods?
She blinks at my question, then looks at me as if I¡¯m stupid. ¡°Fay, I know you¡¯re a believer, but if you want to be an arcanist, you have to separate between faith and facts.¡±
This time, it¡¯s my turn to look at her as if she¡¯s stupid.
First of all, I¡¯m not a believer.
She opens her mouth to retort, but I cut her off,
I may believe in the gods, but don¡¯t think for one second that I have my faith in them. Secondly, aren¡¯t you contradicting yourself? Just now you regarded the demon king as something real, yet you don¡¯t believe in the gods?You might be reading a stolen copy. Visit Royal Road for the authentic version.
¡°Well, this and that are different.¡±
How? I mean, don¡¯t they come together? The demon king and whatshername goddess?
¡°Athyra, and no, they don¡¯t come together,¡± she holds her staff that I¡¯m holding to stop me from walking, making sure she has my undivided attention before explaining, ¡°It¡¯s a religion, Fay ¨C myth and figures created to explain the world in a way that suits them. Nothing more than that.¡±
Except, I know for a fact that at least one god is real. Instead of saying that, I further argue,
And how is the demon king different?
She looks up, scratching her head as she thinks of an answer.
¡°It¡¯s all got to do historical validity,¡± she started, ¡°The arcanum worked together with historians and archeologists all over the world to determine the truth of the so-called ¡®calamity¡¯ that supposedly happened hundreds of years ago. Through the analysis on extensive samples of textual records and material cultures, it was concluded that a great war between two dominant races did happen, and that the existence known as the demon king was, indeed, real.¡±
Umm¡
Was I supposed to understand any of that?
¡°Simply put, the demon king exists in many, if not all cultures on Arallax. The athyrian saga, on the other hand, only exists in one culture ¨C the culture of the cardinals¡¯ predecessors, which became widespread as the empire expanded.¡±
To put it simply, if there¡¯s enough records of it, then it¡¯s considered valid?
She nods. ¡°Of course, the records have to come from different cultures. In the demon king¡¯s case, there are writings even from South Arallax which, back then, was a different continent altogether.¡±
So the arcanum thinks the demon king is real, but not the gods.
¡°Here¡¯s to make it easy; which is more believable ¨C that humanity won using combined efforts and technology, or that some goddess stopped the war by sacrificing herself?¡±
--- --- ---
The same amount of people, if not more, permeates the grounds around the hall of acquisition as there were when it was a refugee camp. Fortunately there¡¯s also much more space now, so no one has to worry about getting stomped to death.
The previous makeshift structures, mainly the spike trenches and towers, have mostly been broken down. In their place is a number of new buildings, wooden and provisional in their nature.
¡°That¡¯s the sick house,¡± teacher pointed at one of the new buildings, then at the other one right beside it, ¡°and that¡¯s where we go to eat.¡±
They¡¯re putting food and sick people right beside the other?
She shrugs. ¡°It¡¯s mostly physical injuries from the war, anyway. The main cause of plagues are dead bodies, which were¡ already taken care of,¡± she ended with a forlorn look.
Remembering something, I stop dead in my tracks.
¡°Fay?¡± she said upon noticing.
Teacher, is this okay? I mean, am I not a fugitive still?
She responses with what seems like a snigger, ¡°It¡¯ll be alright. Trust me.¡±
But¡
She ushers me with a wave. Since she looks so confident, it should be alright¡ right?
While I shrink my form in the crowd, she names the other buildings ¨C the storehouses, the lodgings, and taking the hall of acquisition itself, the communications center. I note at the traffic of birds coming in and out of that last one, imagining rows of augurs writing letters to their pet birds inside.
¡°There¡¯s few more places like this one, such as the hall of elders. Now imagine that ¨C the place where the elders sat are now covered in bird poop,¡± she laughed.
Most of the makeshift buildings look the same, only the mess hall is different as it¡¯s designed to be open and airy, making it easy for people to walk in or out. It also makes it easy for people to relax, to eat and drink and chat while enjoying a bit of green. There are no chairs or tables, instead everyone is seated on the floor in large groups, calling for toasts and laughing at jokes. Looking at it like this, it doesn¡¯t feel like they¡¯d just survived through a war.
As we enter the canteen, I feel several eyes on us. Then someone comes to us with fervor. Just as I¡¯m about to run away, that person greets us by name and gives us a small bow before leaving without saying anything else.
After that, more people notice us and do the exact same thing, as if greeting us has become a custom.
The heck?
What is this, a trick? A trap?
Teacher titters at my reaction. ¡°It¡¯s because of you.¡±
Me?
¡°You killed the demon, after all.¡±
I stare at her quizzically.
So what, I¡¯m like a hero now?
¡°At the very least, you won¡¯t need to hide around anymore.¡±
So you already told everyone about that battle. Why did you even ask me for confirmation, then?
¡°Told everyone? Silly Fay, everyone in the country saw your thunder. We didn¡¯t tell them, they asked us first. All we did was share with them what we thought happened.¡±
I cross my arms and give her a skeptic look.
So you told them that some magus apprentice called down an actual thunder and¡ they believed it?
She shrugs, ¡°It¡¯s easier to believe than if some lightning just randomly struck the demon.¡±
Well, we were high up, so technically, the chances are¡
¡°Never mind that, Fay. It¡¯s not like it wasn¡¯t true, anyway¨C¡°
She suddenly stops walking upon noticing something ahead ¨C one of the elders, Gihan, as well as a group of some serious looking people.
¡°¡Why don¡¯t you get us some food, Fay?¡± teacher asked me without looking. Her arms move as if to prevent me from moving forwards.
Yeah¡ sure, I meekly comply.
I walk towards the counter, glancing behind to see teacher approaching that group of people. I try to hear what they¡¯re talking about, but their voices are lost among the chatter of the many people here.
The way they distribute food is the same as how it was in acquisition ¨C you pick up a tray and pick what you want to eat. Since everyone is free to choose what they want, there¡¯s probably no food shortages, which means they must¡¯ve reclaimed the grain storages to the south. The food themselves, though abundant on first look, doesn¡¯t have much variety. There¡¯s cornmeal bread and congee, as for meat there¡¯s stew and dumplings. There¡¯s also veggies and fruits to complete the set, but that¡¯s basically it. Still it¡¯s a luxury considering what this place just went through. At least for me, anything with meat is a luxury.
As I get into the line, I realize that most of the people here are not practitioners. Refugees from the villages, perhaps. It reminds me that the vale¡¯s population is not just us, but also thousands of people with self-governing villages with the monastery right at the center, connecting the villages together and giving them protection from beasts and the like.
¡Like this, I see why the elders didn¡¯t want to go on the offensive. They had all these normal people to think about and putting everything into one attempt to strike the demon would mean risking the lives of everyone in the vale.
¡°Ahem,¡± a lady coughs to catch my attention.
She has a ladle in her hand, waiting on me. This person is probably here to hand us the food, so that people don¡¯t take too much? There¡¯s one problem though; she doesn¡¯t look like a practitioner, which means she most likely can¡¯t hear me.
Two,
I raise two fingers. I wonder if I¡¯m even allowed to take two portions?
She narrows her eyes, possibly thinking that I¡¯m being rude. After that, I point to my picks of food, but because I can¡¯t say anything, I end up taking more time than others, enough to annoy the person behind me enough to click his tongue.
Finally, the food lady gets annoyed as well and hands me the ladle without saying anything. I take it, but with one hand holding balance on teacher¡¯s staff and the other holding the tray, how am I supposed to do it?
¡°Tch,¡± the person behind me clicked his tongue again, just in case I didn¡¯t hear it the first time.
¡°Young Sister Fay?¡± someone called out, just as I¡¯m about to do something I¡¯ll regret.
I look behind to see one of the drachtals from the demon hunt. I think his name was¡
Loudu¨C
Oops.
Esteemed Brother Loudu, I correct myself.
¡°I am glad to see you up and about,¡± he smiled and upon noticing my problem, he approaches me and takes the ladle. ¡°Let me help you with that.¡±
I look back at the lady and see her bug-eyed.
¡°S¨CSir Drachtal, sir!¡± the lady stuttered.
Loudu replied with a smile, ¡°Good evening, missus. Oh, and this is Miss Fay. She¡¯s the one who killed the demon.¡±
She looks as if she¡¯d drop her brows at any second. As I let Loudu help me, I glance at the person behind me and see shock on his face as well. I raise a brow and send him a snicker.
Bitch.
Then I walk away with my food.
Ah, so satisfying. Not like he could hear me, though.
¡°I apologize for meddling,¡± Loudu said while sniffling a laugh.
No, uh¡ thank you, really.
¡°Anyway, you seem quite fine, young sister. The demon had taken away too many of our friends. Karyat¡¯s loss was devastating, and Anlong¡¯s in that condition as well. I couldn¡¯t bear to think we lost another.¡±
¡Huh?
¡°You were so close to dying and everyone was worried about you. Inzhi, especially. Every night, she¨C¡°
Wait, what did you say?
¡°Hmm? Everyone was¡¡±
No, what happened with Anlong?
He frowns. ¡°You didn¡¯t know?¡±
Tell me.
¡°¡Back on the Heavenly Steps, he was the one standing closest to the demon when you¡ when the lightning struck.¡±
You mean he¡¯s¡.
He shakes his head. ¡°No, but he¡¯s been comatose ever since then. They¡¯re taking care of him in the sick house next door.¡±
Comatous? What is that? What does it mean?
That doesn¡¯t make any sense.
He pats my shoulder, probably trying to comfort me, ¡°It¡¯s not at all your fault.¡±
But what does comatous mean? It doesn¡¯t sound like he¡¯s dead or anything. Some type of incapacitated state, maybe?
No, it doesn¡¯t make any sense because Anlong¡¯s an augur type in the first place. Why would he get himself into danger like that?
¡°It all happened so fast, young sister. When we saw you lying there, we thought you were dead. Elder Douzhen and your teacher went wild, and Anlong¡ he was trying to get you.¡±
¡I don¡¯t understand. He was trying to get me, when everyone else thought I was dead?
Why? Why would he risk that?
Ranlan used to say that he had certain¡ feelings towards me, but I never understood, nor have I ever taken it seriously.
How could someone have feelings so strong to justify that risk?
What have I ever done for him to make those feelings form in the first place?
¡°Young sister, it¡¯s not your fault,¡± Loudu continued, ¡°Anlong made his choice. It was all his¨C¡°
Thank you for your help, esteemed brother, I smile at him.
Now I¡¯m sure you have other things to attend to. I won¡¯t take any more of your time.
He knits his brow together. Just as he¡¯s about to answer, I turn my back on him and walk to where teacher was.
Now that was rude, but I couldn¡¯t help it. The more he comforted me, the more suffocating it made me. If he continued, I felt like I¡¯d do something I¡¯ll regret.
Some raised voices pull me out of my thoughts. And older voice trying to calm an agitated female voice, from the sound of it.
¡°Inzhi, you must understand¨C¡°
¡°Oh, I understand very well, Ginny. I understand that your pettiness knows no bounds.¡±
Gihan has a very ugly expression on his face. A mix of anger and fear, though I can¡¯t blame him. Teacher can get very scary when she¡¯s mad.
¡°I get it. You people,¡° she mocked, ¡°you people are afraid. You couldn¡¯t even make the right decision back then, so why would you now? Tell me, when has cowardice bested our honor?¡±
¡°Inzhi, please¡¡± he stops when he notices me walking towards them.
Teacher follows his gaze, and her expressions too turns ugly when she sees me, but she immediately covers it and skips towards me. ¡°Nice. Thanks, Fay,¡± she said with a forced smile.
She takes the tray on one hand and grabs my arm with the other.
¡°Inzhi, the elders made a decision! We¡¯re holding a tribunal, no matter if she¡¯s present or not!¡± Gihan shouted from behind us.
She ignores him and keeps pacing away, dragging me behind her.
Teacher, what did he¨C
¡°Ignore him, Fay,¡± she said with a particular voice -- a voice I know demands compliance. When she¡¯s like this, it¡¯s better to just keep quiet and do whatever she needs me to do until she calms down.
After finding a quiet place, we sit down face to face. She immediately takes a bite as if afraid I¡¯d say something. Well, I¡¯m not. Instead I quietly eat my food. She takes glances at me time to time, expecting to hear something from me but I stay silent.
Probably because she can¡¯t take it anymore, she¡¯s finally speaks out, ¡°So, uhm¡ Fay, how are you feeling?¡±
I¡¯m feeling fine. A bit giddy, maybe.
¡°Doing magic at that scale is strenuous to the mind. It might factor to why you were asleep for so long.¡±
Perhaps.
.
We finish our food and still she looks as if she¡¯s waiting for me to say something.
¡°What do you want to do now? We can go back, or¡¡±
I want to visit the sick house.
As she blinks in surprise, I continue, I want to visit Anlong.
¡°You¡ knew?¡±
Someone told me. Surely, you have a reason for not telling me.
¡°Fay, I never meant to¡ it¡¯s just, you¡¯re still recovering. I was worried that you¡¡±
Teacher, please stop, I put down my bowl in a loud clang.
Whatever your reason was, I still deserve to know the consequence of my own actions. If you can¡¯t even tell me that, how can I trust you as my teacher?
She looks down at her own hands and mutters in a soft voice, ¡°I know.¡±
What else? What other things are there that you¡¯re not telling me?
She looks back up and forces a smile, reaching out to stroke my head. ¡°Hopefully nothing else.¡±
Teacher, did you know?
¡°Hmm?¡±
You have this habit of stroking my head when you¡¯re lying or anxious about something.
She pulls back her hand, her smile disappearing in an instant.
Possibly both, I finish.
She widens her eyes, open her mouth, closes it again, frowns, and turns sullen. This myriad of expressions passing through her face, I could look at forever.
In the past, I would¡¯ve gotten angry with this behavior of hers, but now I just find it¡ endearing. I know she never meant to keep anything from me. She¡¯s just biding her time while she finds the right words. She must be afraid that whatever she has to say for me will hurt me or make me act rashly, and I can¡¯t blame her. I do have a history of doing things out of impulse.
At any rate, she will tell me when she¡¯s ready, and I¡¯m willing to wait.
After we¡¯re done with the canteen, she takes me to the sick house in silence. Her steps are a bit wobbly compared to her usual sharp struts, which makes me feel a little bad for pushing her. Well, just a little.
¡°I¡¯ll be waiting outside,¡± she said with a dispirited tone.
I nod and enter the sick house by myself. It¡¯s usually restricted to most people, but teacher gave me clearance to the guard outside. It¡¯s funny how even though she¡¯s officially not an elder anymore, she still is in practice.
Walking inside, the smell of antiseptic immediately fills my sense of smell. There are beds in a row on either side of a big room, every one of them with occupied. Some of the patients are being attended while others are just groaning in their sleep, but all of them have bandages wrapped around a part of their body. Some are even missing their limbs ¨C mark of a battle against a vicious beast.
One of the healers waves me in and leads me to the very end of the room. There I see a familiar person, sitting on a chair at the side of the bed.
Zethran, I call out.
¡°You little bastard,¡± he stands up upon seeing me, a slight smile on his face.
We smack our hands together in greeting, though I almost have to resist the urge to just hug him there. No matter how relieved I am to see he¡¯s alive, he¡¯s still that Zethran.
Said person then points his thumb at the bed. ¡°Your boyfriend¡¯s been sleeping like a baby for days now,¡± he said with a hint of mockery.
I look at the bed to see a boy covered in bandages. Even through the wrappings, I can see that his skin is badly burned in several places. Fortunately, he doesn¡¯t seem to be missing any limbs.
¡°Meh, it¡¯s not so bad. At least he¡¯s still pretty,¡± Zethran muttered, giving me an ugly grin, ¡°You couldn¡¯t at least singe his face or something?¡±
Oh, shut up.
Suddenly I feel a weight on my shoulder, heavy enough that it almost throws me off balance. I turn to see Zethran¡¯s hand on my shoulder.
¡°I¡¯m glad you¡¯re alive,¡± he said, on his face a smile I can¡¯t believe he could make.
I place my own hand on his shoulder. You too, Zeth.
¡°Pretty boy here is having it rough, but the healers said he¡¯ll be okay. I¡¯m sure he¡¯ll wake up soon enough.¡±
Yeah, surely.
¡°That just leaves us that girl.¡±
As his words flow, I skip a breath. The air becomes heavy as an inexplicable feeling creeps the back of my neck.
Not knowing what I¡¯m going through, Zethran continues on, ¡°They¡¯ve been sending search parties out, but every day, all we find are just more and more dead bodies. Mostly villagers who couldn¡¯t make it to the camps.¡±
I tighten my grip on teacher¡¯s staff as if to break it. The sound of ambience fade until all I can hear is Zethran¡¯s voice.
¡°No worries, though. I¡¯ll find her, though the girl being who she is, maybe she¡¯ll find me instead. She¡¯s the toughest gal I know, there¡¯s just no way that she¡¯s¡¡± he stops when he realizes I took a step back from him. ¡°¡Fay?¡±
My eyes dart to the floor dodging his eyes. I quickly reach into the pocket of my coat, part of me hoping that there¡¯s nothing there. I feel the cold touch of the object inside. Suddenly, I find myself struggling to breathe.
¡°Oy, what¡¯s wrong with you?¡± Zethran steps cautiously towards me, but I instinctively step back.
I try to say something, but nothing comes out. Instead I grasp the necklace-shaped object in my pocket and lift it towards him.
¡°That¡¯s¡ it can¡¯t be.¡±
A pair of hands found their grips on my shoulders.
Question after question he throws at me, questions I can¡¯t answer.
I didn¡¯t know.
I swear, I never knew.
It wasn¡¯t my fault.
When the shouts stop, he releases his grip on me. A shadow looms as he leans over near my ear, ¡°You knew, didn¡¯t you?¡±
His voice is trembling ¨C from anger, from grief, I don¡¯t know.
¡°You knew, and still you let her go.¡±
Someone else starts shouting as well with a reprimanding tone, possibly one of the healers. Then the large shadow disappears, walking past me and stops momentarily behind me.
¡°Sorry,¡± he slowly muttered, ¡°I just¡ need some time alone.¡±
I don¡¯t know to whom he directed those words to; to the angry healer, or to me.
Only after the footsteps are gone I walk back to the bed. I feel my knees giving in as I drop to his side. I hold his arm, hoping that it would stop the trembling.
You too¡ will you hate me as well when you wake up?
The only one answering me is a stifling silence.
Will you wake up at all?
I stay there, my gaze hovering on his sleeping face, wondering what his angry face would look like as he never once directed it towards me. I don¡¯t know how long I¡¯ve stayed, but when someone taps softly on my shoulder, I realize it¡¯s been too long.
When I walk out of the sick house, I see that teacher is there waiting for me. She looks confused upon seeing me. She approaches me with tentative steps as if I¡¯d run away at any moment.
Once close enough, she reaches out and pulls me into a hug. I hug her back.
Only then I notice the wetness beneath my eyes.
Chapter 41 : The Truth of Ruth
Chapter 41
The Truth of Ruth
We decided to go back as the sun is hanging low. I wasn¡¯t paying attention on the way, so it comes as a surprise when she brought me to the lab instead of her home.
Teacher¡¯s lab sticks out like a pine tree in a desert, being the only modern structure in the rather primitive community of the vale. The building pulls its own electricity to power the tools from a handmade ¡®thermal well¡¯ ¨C an artificial source of energy utilizing mana stones. From the outside, it¡¯s a staggeringly plain two-stories high concrete block with close to no windows. The inside, though, is where the magic happens ¨C literally.
In the past month, I¡¯ve spent many hours experimenting with magic in this place, yet even now I still don¡¯t know what most of the equipment are for. When teacher first realized I was illiterate, she decided to postpone her magic lessons and instead taught me what most people would learn as a child. Neither of us knew that after one hundred days, she¡¯d still be teaching me how to write coherent sentences. In exchange, she granted me freedom to usesomeof the lab¡¯s facilities to experiment on my own. Those experiments so far have rewarded me with the so-called light magic and ice magic. I told teacher about the former, but I kept cryomancy to myself¨CI¡¯m afraid she¡¯d have a cardiac arrest if she knew I learned two previously-thought-to-be-unique disciplines of magic within the span of a couple months.
¡°Follow me, I want to show you something.¡± She is brusque in her steps, giving me the impression that she¡¯s been waiting to do this for a while.
Is this it? Are we finally going to do it? After all we¡¯ve been through, all it took was me almost dying for her to finally come to terms with her own feelings. Still¡ doing it in a science lab, huh. I thought this place is supposed to be sterile.She leads me through the lab and towards the specimen storage room where she keeps all her toys. Ooh¡ will we be utilizing them? Teacher is kinkier than I thought.
She pulls out her necklace and places it against an indentation beside the door. There¡¯s a click, and the door opens with a slight push.
You¡¯ve never allowed me in here before,I said, curiously observing the objects inside the room.
Shelves are arranged neatly to form rows through the room and placed on them in no particular order are various oddities ¨C some I recognize like the glowstone specimens and the bishop¡¯s anti-mana staff. Most of them, though, I can¡¯t comprehend the function of ¨C like that slab of stone that¡¯s for some reason wrapped in chains for example, or that creepy mask hanging in the corner. Out of all those peculiar and riveting objects, what she brings me to is a stick of wood.
Actually, calling it a stick of wood is a bit of an understatement because it¡¯s closer to teacher¡¯s staff in size. It¡¯s about as long as I am tall, with one end neatly curving into a three-quarter circle the size of my head. At any rate, it¡¯s definitelywaytoo big for¡ on second thought, I might¡¯ve misunderstood her purpose of bringing me here.
She pulls the object off the shelf and hands it to me. ¡°It¡¯s about time you have your own.¡±
I receive it, at the same time passing her own staff back to her. This new ¡®stick¡¯ feels similar to teacher¡¯s, both in touch and in weight.
What is it for?
¡°...After all this time and now you finally ask?¡±
I¡¯ve always thought that staves are merely ornamental in its purpose, a bauble to indicate a magus¡¯ standing. Thinking back, Sallis, a fifth-sphere magus, has a slick, expensive looking staff while teacher, a sixth-sphere and an arcanist, has a wooden stick. If staves really were vanity-fulfilling trophies, it should be the opposite.
It¡¯s not for decoration, then.
¡°Of course not,¡± she sighs. ¡°Battle magi use staff with especially inductive threads sewn inside to help them better circulate the mana flow. Some staves also has built-in mana stones,¡± she points at the gem embedded on her own staff, ¡°making for a convenient energy source at hand.¡±
So that¡¯s what makes them so expensive,I said, jabbing at her statement yesterday about how her staff is worth more than I can ever afford. While inspecting the wooden object, I realize that unlike hers and Sallis¡¯, there¡¯s no mana stone attached or embedded in any part of it.
¡°That''s not exactly the reason,¡± she answered with the most condescending look I¡¯ve seen her make. ¡°My staff is a bit special. Yours as well.¡±
Ah, I see. It''s because it doubles as a walking stick.Sallis¡¯ staff wasn¡¯t nearly as long, he could only wave it around like a wand.
¡°Wha¨C no!¡± the woman quickly retorted. ¡°I used a special kind of wolfram alloy to make it. Biotic steel¡ or biosteel if the Arcanum would just approve of the name already.¡±
Wolfram?I pause, trying to remember from where I¡¯ve heard that word before. For some reason, the only thing I can connect that to is the word ¡®turd¡¯.
¡°Let¡¯s just say it won¡¯t be breaking any time soon.¡± She turns her back to me and walks over to the creepy mask. ¡°You can go on ahead to the house. I still have some things to do.¡±
Actually, I¡¯ll stay, I said as she takes the mask off it¡¯s pedestal.
She walks out back into the lab without looking at me. I know for sure now that she¡¯s been avoiding my gaze ever since the sick house, which led to my misunderstanding earlier. Regardless, I follow her out and watch from the side while she fastens the mask on a vise and starts doing her work with a pair of tweezers. She plucks something out, a small rounded contraption of some sort.
Noticing me watching, she allows me a look. ¡°This beautiful thing is technology way ahead of our time. Literally one of a kind.¡± She throws it into the waste bin and I hear a sound similar to glass breaking. ¡°Or it would be if I can just make a working prototype.¡±
After that, she continues to perform tests while I play the part of an assistant. She hums as she tiptoes from one equipment to another, seemingly working on not only the mask, but on several experiments at once. I should probably note that she only hums when she¡¯s nervous and she tends to overwork herself when avoiding something.
Whilst in the middle of tinkering, she suddenly pauses. ¡°What do you think about Inra?¡± she asked, still refusing to meet my eyes.
Umm¡ is she a girlfriend you forgot to introduce to me?
¡°If I had a girlfriend, I wouldn¡¯t be wasting my time working on inventions that might raise the bar on technology for our entire civilization,¡± she snarked back at me. ¡°We have a tradition of gifting names to Acquisition graduates as part of the monastery¡¯s inauguration. As your only clanmate, I get to pick it,¡± she said with an attempt of a smile.
So we¡¯re clanmates now,I give her a funny look.Is that how you got your name?
¡°Uh-huh. Been stuck with it for eight years now.¡±
I decide to ignore the question on why she¡¯s thinking about my graduation and answered,Inra and Inzhi. I quite like it.
She abruptly pulls away and continue her work on her glowstone project. She pounds with a hammer to crack a hole on the specimen and then injects some kind of liquid into it. The stone starts glowing dimly, but before she could instill all the substance, her hand slips and the rock falls onto the floor. Only then I notice her hand shaking.
Because she¡¯s not moving, I lean down to grab it and when I rise back up, she finally meets my gaze.
¡°Rutherea,¡± she said, taking the specimen from my hands. ¡°Rutherea Castaroth¡ is who I was before I became Inzhi.¡±
Immediately I remember where I knew the word wolfram from. Wolfram steel, stronger and lighter than normal steel, said to be made in a special forge. The method of production, however, has long been gone since the fall of Castaroth.
You worked in the Graveforge.Except it''s not really the forge. It''s earth magic¨Cthat¡¯show wolfram steel was made.
¡°I¡¯m surprised you know about it.¡± She answers with a smile, though it is a mirthless one. ¡°My family is¡ was a long line of geomancers, kept secret and loyal only to the head of the house.¡±
Thorne,I blurted out without thinking.What exactly happened?
She spins the glowing rock in her hand nervously. ¡°It¡¯s as history says. He rebelled against the sovereign and put the empire into a three-year long war. Now that he¡¯s gone, they call him a savage, gave him names like the Scourge and the Untamed, claiming that he¡¯s a person who¡¯d even terrorize the members of his own house into obedient slaves.¡±
Except that he¡¯s not.The Thorne that I knew, the man that protected me in Level Three was not like that. He was strong, yes, but gentle and kind also.
She nods at my claim, which for her must seem like a mere guess. ¡°He was once wise and magnanimous as the head, but¡ something changed. It was right after he came back from a venture outside the continent. He became paranoid and violent. My husband was one of the people who took the brunt of his abuse.¡±
Your¡ husband.
¡°One of Lawthorne¡¯s son, Faedras. I¨CIt was an arranged marriage,¡± she quickly added as if to clear some misunderstanding.
After he changed, did he say anything odd? Maybe something regarding... a false king or whatnot?
Teacher¡¯s eyes widen in surprise, but she answers nonetheless, ¡°Yes. In fact, the very reason for his rebellion was to challenge the sovereign¡¯s right to the crown.¡±
Did he say something else?
She stares at me for a couple seconds. ¡°You know, I honestly didn¡¯t expect you to show this much interest in my past.¡±
¡Ah, sorry.In truth, it¡¯s not her past that I¡¯m interested in.
¡°No, it¡¯s okay.¡± She smiled, finally an earnest one, and one that dreads me with guilt. ¡°The truth is, I¡¯ve thought long and hard about these words I¡¯m saying to you. If you reacted indifferently, it would¡¯ve been very underwhelming.¡± She places her hand on my head and starts ruffling on habit. ¡°Now that I think about it, he was obsessed with finding something. Some kind of code, or a key¡¡±
A key?
"Wait. No, it was. a... ''codex''. He kept repeating that exact word," she corrected before pulling out a seat from under the desk. ¡°Better make yourself comfortable." She sits down and urges me to do the same. "This is going to be a long story¨C astory of my truth.¡±
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Darkness had already fallen by the time she finished.
Her face looks as if she just relieved herself of a great burden. I, however, don¡¯t feel remotely the same.
I don¡¯t understand, I said, unable to hold back the anger rising in my gut.After everything they did to you, to your family, to your friends¡ how can you just forget about it and move on?
She splays her fingers against her chest, clenching the necklace beneath her clothes. ¡°You misunderstand. I may have let it go, but that doesn¡¯t mean I¡¯ve forgotten.¡±
I¡¯m standing up before I realized it, my shadow looming her figure that seems smaller than usual.
They hurt you, stripped you off everything you had. They made your life a living hell and you have every right to do that exact same thing to them. Even that time at the train, to the person responsible, you could¡¯ve...
¡°I can¡¯t anymore. Because I have everyone,¡± she said, hiding behind a fake smile. ¡°I didn¡¯t let go because I forgave. I let go because I didn¡¯t want the people around me to get hurt ¨C people like my teacher and my friends from the monastery, or a reckless pupil who¡¯s privy to getting herself into trouble. Besides,¡± she rises to level her gaze with me, ¡°it¡¯s not really me that we¡¯re talking about, is it?¡±The author''s narrative has been misappropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon.
Suddenly I find the words stuck in my throat. She uses the chance to slip past me and head towards the exit. Just as I follow her, she stops at the door.
¡°You¡¯re staying here tonight,¡± she said without turning her back. ¡°For once I¡¯d like to sleep in my own bed.¡± She slams the door behind her, leaving me alone with the storm that is my thoughts.
We didn¡¯t bother switching on the lights, so the lab is now in complete darkness except for the little glowstone she left on the desk. I grab it and find my way to the second floor, to the makeshift bed teacher made for herself ever since I hijacked the one in her home. I let myself fall and bury my face into the pillow, curling up to once again become a pathetic bug.
¡®Find the true king.¡¯
I¡¯m getting close, I know it in my gut. Damn it, why did I lose my head just then? I could¡¯ve learnt more, but now¡ now I will never learn the truth.
Tell her.
Tell her what?
Everything.
That¡¯s impossible. She¡¯ll never believe me.
She trusted you by telling you her past. She gave you her most vulnerable secret, one that could¡¯ve put her in your mercy. You would be one hell of a pupil if you betray that trust.
It¡¯s not about trust. If Thalvos caught wind of this¡
Stop fooling yourself. It¡¯s all about trust. You¡¯re just afraid of letting people in, to let them see what you truly are inside.
Shut up.
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I wake up to find teacher lying beside me.
¡Teacher?I lean in to check if she¡¯s sleeping, and a feeling of guilt instantly washes over me when I notice the streaks beneath her eyes. She must¡¯ve came back sometime after I slept, probably to tell me something important, and I think I know what it is ¨C she tried to hide the matter, butthe ruckus at the canteen yesterday was enough for me to know that there''s a tribunal on my name.
I decide to leave her be and head to the house for a quick wash before setting off to the Hall of Elders.
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I''ve always liked this path to the Hall of Elders. The trees are high and would block the sun until later at noon, allowing for a comfortable walk in the open without that annoying hood. The staff teacher gave me works well as a walking stick as it helps to alleviate the pain on my stomach as I walk, even if just a little bit. As I get closer to my destination, more and more fastbirds fill the traffic in the sky, and I start to encounter people ¨C drachtals and augurs walking past, some stopping to stare but everyone leaves me alone in the end.
When I arrive at the Hall of Elders, what I first notice is all the litter contaminating the steps leading to the building, ranging from garbage to what I assume is bird excrement. Teacher told me about this, but I still can¡¯t believe how the great Hall of Elders has fallen into such a pitiful state. That thought just puts a smile on my face.
I enter the foyer and thank heavens, it¡¯s not as bad inside as it is outside.The large wooden doors which lead to the main room is guarded by a man from the court of arms. I stand in front of him, but he refuses to let me pass.
Let me in,I demanded, hitting the floor with my staff to create an intimidating stomp, but the only thing that comes out is a piteous tap.
¡°You¡¯re¡
Uhm, please let me in.I repeated, without the thumping and with the addition of one crucial word.
¡°I¡¯m sorry, but the elders are busy right now.¡± He suddenly turns flustered. His eyes are fixed at my hair, probably realizing who I am just now.
But I need to see them now.Before teacher wakes up, if possible.
¡°Let her in,¡± a familiar voice came from behind me.
The man jumps at the voice but readily answers. ¡°Right away, esteemed elder,¡± he said, stepping aside at last.
Douzhen looks down at me. ¡°You¡¯re late. Your tribunal was one hour ago.¡± He looks around the foyer, searching for someone. ¡°Where¡¯s your teacher?¡±
Is her presence required?I tilt my head in question.
¡°¡No. And neither are yours. Your verdict was decided in your absence, but you should hear it anyway.¡± He leans over me to push the door open.
Thanks to that simple movement, an annoying feeling which I thought has gone forever is now back. I try to ignore it as I follow him into the room, but it¡¯s quite distracting, even if I know it¡¯s just a biological response.
Unlike the last time I was here, the room is mostly empty aside from two elders standing atop the podium. They seem to be discussing about something before we walked in.
¡°Young Sister Fay.¡± The one who first acknowledges me is Anlong¡¯s dad, Anmal. ¡°Your tribunal is already over. Why have you come here?¡±
¡°I figured she should at least hear it from us in person,¡± Douzhen answered in my place. For some reason, he¡¯s not taking his seat on the podium and stays at my side. I wish he would, because having him this close is¡ exasperating.
¡°Where¡¯s Inzhi?¡± Gihan asked about his friend.
She won¡¯t be coming, I replied, and that look of his face is almost as if he¡¯s relieved.
¡°Congratulations,¡± Anmal said without any hint of sincerity in his eyes. ¡°In respect to your superior perception skills, we graduate you from Acquisition and as of now, you are a full-fledged member of the monastery.¡±
¡°You¡¯ve only been here for two months. You were practically still an outsider and thus our laws wouldn''t have applied to you,¡± Douzhen elaborated. ¡°Tradition expects you to be given a name, but¡¡±
Inra.Now I know why teacher gave me that name, to make me a full-member so they can give me a full verdict.
So you¡¯re promoting me just so you can punish me?
¡°Sister Inra, as per the tribunal¡¯s decision, you are to be placed in banishment from the vale for an indefinite period.¡± Gihan ignored my inquiry as he fingers his beard, copying Gaolad¡¯s act as the most senior elder. ¡°Your expulsion will be effective immediately on the 1stof Igyas. This decision is final and there will be no attempt for repeal. Do you accept your punishment?¡±
You old blighter. I¡¯m sure you wouldn¡¯t be acting so high and mighty if teacher was here.
¡°I ask you again; do you accept?¡±
I accept.For teacher¡¯s sake.
Anmal smiles, but not at me. ¡°I guess that means you can stay your hands now, elder.¡±
Instantly I jump away, feeling the sudden bloodlust that vanishes as sudden as it had appeared. The man from whence it came has his fists slightly tightened. Traces of a vimic strengthening is still around him, and it¡¯s at a level that could¡¯ve killed me with a single strike.
What kind of mentor kills his student on graduation day?I glare at him, my anger overpowering that annoying feeling.
He remains calm, waiting for the vimic aura to fully disperse before answering, ¡°It would¡¯ve never come to that.¡±
¡°Now, now, let¡¯s be civil.¡± Gihan tries to maintain his new persona even with cold sweat dripping down his forehead.
Tell that to ¡®him¡¯. He¡¯s the one that tried to attack me.
¡°We apologize, Sister Inra,¡± Anmal said, not the slightest bit sorry. ¡°Elder Douzhen was only taking precautions. Youdidtry to kill us first.¡±
¡Hmph. Fair enough, I guess.
If we¡¯re finished here, may I excuse myself?I have to leave now before I do something I regret. Without even waiting for their answer, I turn my back and walk away.
¡°You are excused.¡± I¡¯m already at the door before Gihan completed the sentence. ¡°Remember; 1stof Igyas,¡± he reminded before I shut the door on their faces.
The chatter outside the room immediately quietened once they see me walking out. What are they whispering about while looking at me? Why is no one coming up to me like they did yesterday? Like this, I can¡¯t figure out if I¡¯m a hero or a monster.
I pace down the steps, putting my hood on because the eyes are starting to bother me. I intended go back as fast as possible while teacher is still asleep, but that proves to be impossible because she¡¯s already there, waiting for me at the bottom of the steps.
I stop in front of her and try to analyze her expression, but she has hidden it well.Teacher,I greeted her.
¡°What did they say?¡± she asked calmly.
¡®Indefinite banishment¡¯¡ but you knew that already.
She stays silent, only turning around and motioning at me to follow her.
They¡¯re giving me one month to leave.She hasn¡¯t said anything, so I started to expand on the details.
Fifty days to pack up and¡ say goodbye, I guess.Still no reaction from her.
Seems too long of a time, so I¡¯m thinking maybe I should leave right away.
Finally, she turns around. ¡°And you¡¯re okay with it?¡±
I think¡ it was all a mistake.I should¡¯ve went straight to District Cardinal. The only reason I came here was to be an arcanist, and yet¡ two months, and what have I gained from this?
What if Lyrfanas wasn¡¯t unrelated to this after all?
What if me coming here was what caused all this in the first place?
¡°It¡¯s over, Fay. The demon is dead.¡±
No, teacher. It¡¯s not over.I grasp the spot just below my right shoulder, where a demon¡¯s mark lies beneath the clothes.
Kukulkan¡ the snake demon was young and foolish. If it was Lyrfanas¡I gulp involuntarily just by imagining her ten billion children coming down on us.
It was a mistake. I should¡¯ve never come here.
¡°If it was, it¡¯d be a mistake I¡¯m willing to do again,¡± she responded without a moment¡¯s hesitation.
Even at the cost of others?
She smiles wryly. ¡°¡You know, a girl once told me something about mistakes. She said, ¡®You can put the blame on others all you want. It¡¯s a good way to not take responsibility for your actions, by saying it was ¡°on orders¡± or it¡¯s the ¡°logical¡± thing to do.¡¯¡±
That¡¯s...
¡°You can either blame others or carry the burden yourself, let it slowly eat you from the inside. Or, you can do what she does.¡± It was something I said to her, that time in Berwen. ¡®Or you can do what I do¡¡¯ ¡°Redeem yourself. Everything you do, do it for what you owed¡¡±
Until there¡¯s nothing left to be paid.
Her smile turns soft, as well as her voice, ¡°Those were your words, Fay.¡±
¡That¡¯s right. It wasn¡¯t all for nothing, because I met her.
Teacher, when I leave¡I stop myself, afraid of what her answer would be. No, in the first place, this question is unfair to her ¨C to ask her to choose between her home and me¡
Her smile disappears. ¡°No, I won¡¯t be coming with you,¡± she answered, knowing what I was about to ask.
Ah¡I guess I was fooling myself. Our relationship is only that of a teacher and a pupil, one that¡¯s only been for a short time. Asking her to leave the home she¡¯s been living in for over ten years, just for my sake, is a little overstepping it.
Yes, uhm¡ never mind.
I know I should¡¯ve expected this but¡ it still hurts.
¡°Fay, before you misunderstand¡ do you remember our promise?¡± Her question only draws from me a questioning look. Is there any point in that anymore? ¡°The other one, back at the old station ¨C I promised that I¡¯d make you an arcanist in half a year. We have until the month of fire. We still have time.¡±
Then the realization hits me.You mean¡
She shoots me a determined look. ¡°I will make you an arcanist before then. If I should fail, then I will gladly come with you.¡±
Teach¡I drop my staff and jump into her, expecting a hug, only to be sidestepped. I send her an accusing stare.You won¡¯t hug me at such a beautiful moment?
¡°I¡¯d¡ prefer not to.¡± There¡¯s pure terror in her eyes, as if she suddenly found that hugging me would kill someone.
You used to like it so much, though. Don¡¯t you, ¡®Ruth¡¯?I call her by her pet name.
She shakes her head in disapproval, but her cheeks are turning pinkish red. She coughs superfluously before offering a hand to me. ¡°Let¡¯s go home, Fay.¡±
I happily take her hand with a smile.Shall we go home like this then?
¡°Uhm¡¡± She looks at our coupled hands and her cheeks turn even redder. ¡°¡Sure.¡± She pauses, then pinches my nose with her free hand. ¡°First rule; call me teacher. Have you forgotten?¡±
Ayight, ayight, sowwy.I imitated how I¡¯d actually sound in that circumstance. She appreciates it by pinching even harder.
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After only a short distance, we realize that walking with coupled hands isn¡¯t as easy as we thought. ¡°Let¡¯s just walk normally.¡± She tries to pull away, but I refuse to let go. ¡°Err¡ Fay?¡±
I stop in my tracks, forcing her to wait on me.
¡I just realized that I trust her.
I rely on her more then what I thought could be possible for me. For all her faults, she is the only person I can trust my life with. Other than those three, that is.
¡°Fay?¡±
¡I don¡¯t care anymore. Thalvos thinks he¡¯s in control of me, but he isn¡¯t. This will be the first thing I do that might contradict him. I¡¯ve always been afraid ¨C afraid of what the dark god would do if I dare defied him, but I¡¯m not anymore. Not with her by my side.
Teacher¡I look up at her.Can I tell you a story?
She stares at me, deadpan for a moment before giving me a knowing smile. ¡°Of course.¡±
It all started in a dark maze, I started.A girl woke up with nothing but the clothes on her back. And then, there was this bird¡
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The Hidden Valeis a place cut off from the rest of the world, blanketed by mist and surrounded by mountains. This almost-mythical placehad just survived through what is perhaps the most grueling demon encounter in the east for decades. The monastery and the villages were devastated, yet the area surrounding it is relatively unscathed. It¡¯s as if the demon only wanted what¡¯s inside the vale and ignored everything around it.
Outside the cirque, at the foot of one of the mountains besetting the vale, is a little village named Road¡¯s End. There¡¯s only one inn in the village, owned and managed by a cranky man called Raf¨Ca man famous for grumbling about everything and even more famous for always putting up with whatever he¡¯s grumbling about in the end.
¡°Quack.¡±
¡°Yes, yes,¡± Raf grumbled, offering a bucket filled with feed of his own making to the brown scurry.
¡°Quack, quack!¡± The scurry greedily chows down the bucket.
¡°Slow down or you¡¯ll have stomachache again,¡± he grumbled.
¡°Quack!¡±
¡°Nutty bird. Just who in their right mind would have a bloody scurry for a ride?¡± he grumbled at the air.
Unbeknownst to them, something is watching their movements from the shadows of the forest.
¡¸ I smell it. ¡¹
¡¸ I smell homid. ¡¹
¡¸ The bird. ¡¹
¡¸ The bird smells of homid. ¡¹
¡¸ I see a homid. ¡¹
¡¸ Not that homid. ¡¹
¡¸ Different homid. ¡¹
¡¸ What do we do? ¡¹
¡¸ Tell mother. ¡¹
¡¸ Let¡¯s tell mother. ¡¹
¡¸ Mother knows what to do. ¡¹
¡¸ Mother always knows what to do. ¡¹
I talk, you choose.
Sorry, not a chapter update this time. \ |¡ñ v ¡ñ| /
Keeping a long story short, I''m planning to rewrite this fiction. The new version will have the same premise, plot, and characters. Not much will change, really, other than some big alterations to the style and, hopefully, the quality of the writing.
Anyway, the poll will be open for one week, so take your pick;
If it''s the first option, I will stop updating as soon as I finish the arc (of which there are 2 chapters left) and instead upload a new rewrite of the arcanist.
Pros??>Enjoy a brand new Arcanist that has better writing and a more cohesive plot.
Cons? >Starting a new game plus will result in you losing all progress.
If it''s the second, I will continue this one while working on a rewrite on the side, which I will only start uploading after part 1 is finished (right now we''re about two-thirds of the way).
Pros??>Continue with the story until the end of Part 1.
Cons??>Once I start uploading the rewrite, you''ll wait longer until it catches up with the original.
Spoiler: Want the long story?
You might be reading a stolen copy. Visit Royal Road for the authentic version.
Spoiler: This will bore you.
Spoiler: Seriously.
Spoiler: Alright then, if you''re that interested... ¡¥\_(¥Ä)_/¡¥
I started working on this fiction as a hobby and an experiment. Recently, though, I''m beginning to take it more seriously, as in I''m actually considering taking it to a more professional level. So why the rewrite, you ask?
Firstly, I feel like the current level of writing is inadequate. It may be fine on a glance, but if you look at it on a larger scale, the whole thing is a mess. The timeskip in the beginning is chaotic, and the overall pacing is on an excruciating snail''s pace. This isn''t what I wanted at all.
The second reason is the style. If I want to achieve my goal, I''d need to gain more readership, and that means presenting the story in a more accepted way. Right now I''m writing in a rather unusual style (first person present) which is a questionable way to narrate, to say the least. The reason why I chose this style in the first place is because there''s some parts of the narration that couldn''t be done otherwise. However, I''ve learned some time ago that the same can be achieved with any other.
Also, first person present will no longer be enough to cover the larger scope of Part 2''s plot.
And there you have it.
Rewrite is up!
Hi, I''m back. Sorry for the longass wait.
So... five months later and the rewrite is now online here on RRL. There will be some major changes to the story (perhaps more than what I promsed,) but the main premise should remain unchanged. I won''t say much of what''s different and let my writing do the speaking.Stolen content alert: this content belongs on Royal Road. Report any occurrences.
Anyway, thanks for putting up with me and my work for so long. You''ve probably forgotten about this fiction at this point, which is perfect because now you get to read a new start. I hope you''ll stick with me for a while longer. Cheers~