《I use time machine and now I'm broken》 Restart Hi, I''m Anna and this is my story. Year 2017 (past) This is the year that I finally saw him. He transfers to my school and there is a little percent of me that I became curious about him. His name is Mark. He is a head-turner guy and lots of girls like him. Honestly, I like him. He makes my heart beat fast when he''s around and this feeling is growing every time he talks to me. I remember the day that we started to talk. I''m a bit shy and I can''t talk to him but Mark needed help that time so I try my best to make a conversation with him. After those things that happen, we became friends and one year later Mark told me that he likes me but I reject him. Yup, I like him, He is my high school crush but I reject him. I don''t know how to answer him because it''s the first time that a guy told me that a guy likes me. I reject him and this is my biggest regret in my life. Year 2020 (present-day) This book was originally published on Royal Road. Check it out there for the real experience. I have a best friend and his name is Gray. His father and mother are both scientists and inventors. Gray''s parents are famous because his parents are working to a famous company. A company that lots of scientist and inventors are working also their latest project is to build a time machine. Gray is very smart just like his parents and also he is very supportive to me. He became my best friend since we are kids and until now nothings change we are still bestfriends. One day I talk to Gray about the time machine. I want to use the time machine to go back to my past and change my decision about rejecting Mark. I''m glad Gray supported me again. We go to the company where Gray''s parents are working. We try to sneak and don''t get caught but we failed. We try it again, Gray lies to his parents, Gray steals some key cards from his parents just for me and now we succeed. And now is the time that I will use the time machine. I''m thanking Gray for what he did for me. I''m now going back to my past and change everything that I made wrong. "Anna?". Gray said... "Yes?" I replied... "Are you sure about this? you can''t go back again here if you do this?" Gray said... "Thank you Gray for helping me, thank you for being my bestfriend, thank you for making me happy until now. I''m serious about using this time machine." I replied... (time machine started to make a portal to the past) "Anna, I love you!" Gray shouted... I''m shocked by what Gray shouted, He says " I love you" and I can''t talk but Gray''s " I love you" tattooed on my mind. Year 2017 (present day) When I woke up I can smell the lunch that my mother is always making me and when I look in the mirror I realize that I look young a little, my body becomes slim, my boobs get smaller and I''m sure that I''m back to my past. (at school) This is the day that Mark will go to our class and became a transferee. Gray is still in my mind but I must forget it. This is my second chance to Mark and I will do everything for him. Rewind I did what I must do to make my relationship with Mark closer. Those things that happen to us in my past life are going again right now but right now our story is new and sweeter. Everything on us is kept on rewinding, rewinding in a better way. I always help him with some subjects that he can''t understand. He is so cute and I can''t help myself keep looking at him and I''m waiting for him to make his first move again to me. (one year later) Year 2018 (present-day) This year is the year that Mark will confess to me. I remember back then when he puts a letter in my locker. (The letter) Anna Can I meet you at the school rooftop later? There is something that I want to tell you. Meet me at 5 pm after our class ended. I will wait for you there. See you. No name is indicated in the letter but I know it''s Mark. I know it''s him because I remember in my past before I use the time machine Mark is on the rooftop Mark is the only guy there and at that time Mark confesses to me.Stolen content alert: this content belongs on Royal Road. Report any occurrences. (morning at the school) Finally, I get the letter to my locker. I''m excited, I want to fast forward the time to 5 pm. I want to hug him, I want to kiss him and I want to love him with my love that''s only for him. (classroom) I look at Mark and he looks at me too. He feels a bit of shyness and I can see his face that is turning red. I smile at him and he smiles at me too. I wonder what does he thinks of me? and how does he like me? (rooftop) I go to the rooftop earlier. I''m earlier than before but now when I open the door I saw Gray on the rooftop. He is alone and just standing in the middle. Why does Gray be here and not Mark? I didn''t experience this in my past life so I think this will happen If I go to the rooftop earlier in my past "Anna?" I heard a familiar voice and that voice is not from Gray. It''s from Mark. Mark is standing behind me then Gray looks at me, smiles, and then walks away to let Mark and me alone on the rooftop. I look at Mark and then I answer his question... "what is it, Mark?" "There is something I want to tell you" Mark said... I know what will happen next and I know that he will confess to me right now but this time I became braver and I shouted... "I love you, Mark!" I confess to him that I love him. I shouted and I''m crying. "I love you too Anna!" Mark shouted too... I ran to Mark and I hug him. I''m crying while I''m hugging Mark. I look at him and I said "I love you" again. Mark holds me tighter, Mark hugs me tighter and I feel warm, loved, and happy. These feelings I like are the feelings I want to stay with me forever. After those rewinds now my life is changing. This is a new story and now I have no more regrets. "I love you Mark" Remake I and Mark became in a relationship but we keep it secretly. Mark doesn''t want anyone to know that we are in a relationship and it''s okay for me as long as Mark loves me. We always go on a date and sometimes we fight about simple things but it''s just normal to a couple, right?. I''m always there for Mark when Mark''s day is bad and I always make time for him, I love him so much. Mark sometimes became jealous when I''m with Gray because when Mark is not with me I''m always at Gray. Sometimes Gray is in my house and sometimes I''m at Gray''s house. Sometimes I remember why did Gray shouted " I love you" to me in my past life before I use the tome machine but the past is past right and also I''m in a new world now, a world that no regrets in my heart and a world where I can live happily. (one year later) Year 201****9 (present day) One year later, Mark and I stay the same. We grow as a couple and some of my friends know that my boyfriend is Mark. Also, I told Gray about Mark because I think Gray knew it. I know Gray would be happy because just like in my past life before I use the time machine Gray there is always supporting me so I know that Gray will be happy for me. Mark doesn''t jealous anymore because I and Mark are always together but Gray and I are not close anymore because I told Gray that sometimes Mark jealous of us so Gray decided not to stay with me sometimes. I''m happy I use the time machine. I''m remaking my life and I''m happy.This tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road. If you spot it on Amazon, please report it. Year 2020 before I use the time machine Mark has a girlfriend in my past. Mark''s girlfriend is Hera. Hera is a beautiful girl, she''s sexy, rich, smart, and talented. They became in a relationship again in the year 2020 because Hera is Mark''s ex. Now in my present 2020 Hera is chatting with Mark sometimes and Mark told me that Hera wants to be in a relationship again with Mark but I''m glad that Mark refuses Hera. Even though I''m not the prettiest girl in this world but with Mark''s love I think and I feel that I''m the prettiest girl in the world. I''m so lucky to Mark. Mark is very loyal to me and I feel that Mark loves me more than I love him. Mark always gives his love to me and I''m so happy. I''m very happy now about what''s going on in my life now. I''m blooming every day and I always make a genuine smile. It''s my first love and it''s good to be in love, it''s good to fall in love and it''s good to be loved. (one year later) Year 2020 (present-day) Mark and I broke up. Regrets Mark and Hera are in a relationship again while Mark is still my boyfriend. My friends told me about it at first I don''t believe my friends but as time pass, I caught Mark and Hera dating. I''m hurt and I''m sad, why do things like this is happening to me? do I deserve this? damn, it''s so painful. I use a time machine just for this. My old regret is not telling Mark that I love her but now I''m regretting why I use the time machine. I try to talk again to Mark for the last time but Mark doesn''t want to. Mark did not reply to my chat or whenever I talk to him. I confront Hera but Hera just smiled and she doesn''t care even if Mark has a relationship with me. Days later I try to talk to Mark and then I finally talk to him. "Why did you do this to me, Mark?" I said... then Mark doesn''t reply. I started to cry and I shouted... "Mark?!" lots of people loot at me and Mark. then Mark grabs my hands and then we run away. Mark grabs my hand until we''re on the school rooftop. Maybe I think Mark has a valid reason why did he brings me here.If you encounter this story on Amazon, note that it''s taken without permission from the author. Report it. "WTF are you doing Anna!?" Mark shouted... "Listen to me, Anna, I still love Hera and I want to break up with you!" I''m shocked and I cry again. "I hate you, Mark. You said you love me and I thought your love for me is real but I''m the only one who''s assuming" I replied... Mark started to walk away but I hold her hands to stop him. "Mark!" "then why did you confess to me that you love me?" I talk again... "Maybe I''m broken that time that''s why I want to flirt with you but now Hera is back and I don''t want to lose her" Mark replied... I''m speechless this time, I can''t talk because it hurts. It''s very painful. If I can just turn back the time, I just want to turn back the time where none of this happens. I did all my best but it hurts I think it''s better to regret that to hurt just like this. I''m sad and I don''t know what to do. I go home because I need rest. I walk alone and then I jump to my bed. My tears burst out but I''m crying in silence. My heart is heavy and my eyes are rainy in other words I''m heartbroken. I hear a knock on my door and my mother telling me that I have a visitor but I don''t want to get up, I just want to lay in my bed and cry all my pain. The door is open and I''m surprised that Gray is there. Gray hugs me and I cry a lot. He is the only one who knows who am I or how broke I am now. "Anna, I heard that you and Mark fight earlier" Gray said... "we broke up" I replied... Gray doesn''t talk anymore when I told him that we break up. He just hugs me and becomes my shoulder to cry on. (few minutes later) "it''s been a year since I visited you, Anna" Gray said... "I wonder what will happen If I tell my feelings for you back then before Mark confess to you" "I''m the one who puts a letter to your locker that time Anna" I use time machine and now Im heartbroken "I''m the one who puts a letter to your locker that time Anna" When I heard what Gray told me, now I realized why in my past life before I use the time machine Gray shouted and told me the word "I love you" "sorry Anna if I''m telling you it right now that you''re broken and sad" Gray said... I hold Gray. Even though I''m hurt and broken I feel not alone because I realize that Gray loves me and cares for me. I feel a little refreshment and comfort because someone has a pure love for me "can you please tell me more?" I said to Gray... "I like you since we were children. Maybe I don''t have many reasons but I fall in love with you because you are you. You''re amazing, you always make my mouth curve until I make a true smile. I''m always happy to be with you. Way back then in 2018, I put a letter to your locker. I''m gonna confess my feelings that time but I''m nervous and I can''t say it to you and that is my biggest regret. My biggest regret is not confessing my feelings for you. One day I already knew that you and Mark are officially dating. I''m hurt at that time and I''m jealous. I want to spend more time with you but you are officially into him. Then one day you told me that Mark is getting jealous of us then after that, we barely talk and we are not close anymore. I always see you in school but I can''t talk to you anymore. I''m distancing myself from you because I don''t want to disturb your happiness. I like to see you smile because I like you so much at that time. You''re happy because you have Mark but I''m in pain because you have Mark. It''s very painful, a pain that I never experience before. One year later and then I realized to stop my feelings for you because you said to me that you wish that I can find someday my loved ones and now I found my girl. I''m in a relationship now and I can feel the feelings of being in love with a person who is in love with me. Maybe it''s painful to be heartbroken but I will treasure those times that I fell in love with you. Love can be sour, sweet, bitter, and many more so just like you said to me before I wish that one day you will find your loved ones too.Reading on Amazon or a pirate site? This novel is from Royal Road. Support the author by reading it there. Gray replied... I can''t speak right now and I''m shocked. What if I did not use the time machine and I just continue my past life back then. In my past life, I have regrets but I''m not heartbroken and Gray is still there for me. Now I''m heartbroken and it hurts. I think I ruined my destiny, maybe in my past life Gray is destined to be with me but now he is in a relationship with someone. (One week later) I''m at my school and I saw Mark. Mark is happy with Hera now but I don''t feel any pain and I''m glad about it but when I look at Gray I feel a little bit of hurt. I feel hurt because I realize that I wasted my time for Mark. Mark is trash for me and I''m regretting why I become in love with him. If I only see Gray that time maybe I am happy right now, maybe I don''t feel pain or maybe I''m in love with the right person. I use a time machine because I have regrets for not confessing my feelings for Mark but now I use a time machine but I''m regretting again, I''m regretting why did I use the time machine. I just want to cry, I want to cry a lot, a cry that will release my pain and stress. Do I deserve this? I did my best but I''m here again regretting. The pain in my heart is just like sadness because it never leaves me. I''m trapped in my world now and I can''t go back to my past. I use a time machine and now I''m heartbroken. ***THE END*** Thank you for reading!!!