《The Dream i wanted》 First taste of world. Ep.1 First taste of world April of 9th Baby was born with terrable perents and cold hearted old brother and yunger brother. Hello there my name is Modris im 5 years old Yes thats me getting beaten by my Dad for defending my mother while my older brother trembles from fear. But there is nothing else to say but it keeps going on repeat for 2 years. Today is the day my baby brother is born we all are happy couse dad has been stoping beating us and that keeps going on for 3 years but after that there is nothing but hell , pain and saddnes My addult brother wich is 8 years and me 7 are attending to classes but less about my brother more about me... in 1.st grade my world was truned upside down i had become targed of bullying of werry jung age always been chased by hole class for no reason. but that did not happen right away first half of year was good nothing really happened we were all happy but that all came back with shot noitice. Oneday my dad came back Drunk and started beating us for no reason becouse he got mad... at beggining me and my big brother was defending mom and my little brother and i was so scared but my tought was i need to protect my brother and mother so i jumped on his back and defended him but he trew me in to wall and with that my lucky happy go life came to shift... ......................................................................................................................................................................... on 1.st grade 2th part i became clear targed of bullying always chased after me and i had enought so i shouted.You could be reading stolen content. Head to Royal Road for the genuine story. Me. Why ur duing it why ur chasing me and trying to catch me beat me up Kids of the class. .... Me in toughts. why they are not saying enything... .............................................................................................................................................................................. They kept on going that all kept happening at school only person who i could tell somthing was dad but he was beating us and kept drinking and spending on drinks he comliltey forgot about us his world become addictive towards one and only think and it was alcohol thus my first year ended and i hoped that nothing bad will happen after that by hoping i would have traswered clases and met other peaple other kids and try to make friends becouse up till now feeling of lonlines i wished to end. but my hopes of getting closer to my brother and help eachother to overcome this was ended short then my mother said these lines at end of summer. ............................................................................................................................................................................... Mother. Ur getting trasvered to other school not with us but alone in Livein School. Me. why ur sending to other place where ur not gonna be near me Mother. Becouse teacher told us that u have been always afraid of somthing hiding undertable skipping classes becouse ur afraid. Me.But i have no memmory of siting under my desk Mother. No Need to lie teacher all told us but its okay that school where i was living and learning too i know that school is good there is there is pool football playground and all kid would wish so there and nice people couse they were similar situation to you Me. Me all exited. Mom u went to that school and there is pool and football playground are you sure i have seen football place but no pool place. Mom. there is u have to wait till day they will let you to the pool. Me.Okay ......................................................................................................................................................................... But little that i known was that she lied looking at my eyes there was no pool almost no kid in same similar as me. 2th year of school began... 2th. second strongest in class and change of heart As school began in 2 months we all knew our possion in class from stronges to weakest i became 2th stongest in class so i was not target of bullying , smoking i made people i could call a friends i protected them as much i could always laughing with no care in world skipping classes but attending some. I became bully i despided but i did not noitice becouse it was fun in future i will regret duing it. 3 and 4 year passed as being the bully of the class always fighting for no reason just for entertainment lauging at weak then 5.th year came 3th stronges of class(We will call him Victor) who i called one of my friends lied to his friend who was an upperclassment they pinned me to wall. .................................................................................................................................................................... Me. why ur duing this? Uperclassment: Beacouse u did same thing to him u have been always cocky time to teach you a lesson Me.But i have not done same thing at all. Victor. Don''t Lie u did that to me today at lunch time meanwhile they all were eating... we will go beat those who helped you to beat me after we are done. .................................................................................................................................................................... Victor started beating me meanwhile uperclassment chuckled at me. meanwhile i started to think. ....................................................................................................................................................................This story originates from Royal Road. Ensure the author gets the support they deserve by reading it there. Me talking to myselfe in mind: Have i always looked like that at all those weakling of classmates is this realy fun for me or i wanned to went out becouse of my circumstances... ..................................................................................................................................................................... After that day i was never the same i stoped bullying and started to talk ,play and fool around i called friends i tought them as my best buds a best friends who wont betray me no matter what i stared to attend all classes stoped bullying stoped skipping all classes stoped smoking had fun with my ''''real'''' Friends my Homeroom Teacher picked up my sudden change of nature and asked. ..................................................................................................................................................................... Homeroom Teacher. I Have seen u have changed suddenly not skipping classes not fighting beeing carefull lisener... Me. I Just had change of heart after somthing i seen or happened Homeroom Teacher. Could u tell me what happened Me. No i can''t. Homeroom Teacher. Okay Keep behaing yourselfe good and there wont be trouble okay u can go. ..................................................................................................................................................................... The reason why i didint say nothing to teacher becouse all kids know that ''''sniches get stiches'''' enyone who get cought of sniching get worse treatment than bullied ones they target their friends and those friends are easy to find couse they lived, learned have been seen at live in school where all peaple know u what have u done bullies has sniches of their own who tells them and worst could happen sniches who sniches to teacher. but 1 year later i got my peacefull life not getting bullied and my bestfriends got targeted by bullies i tried to help them mentaly but our friendship started to crumble (2 of best friends named Sandis and Kazer) ..................................................................................................................................................................... 3.th Lowest of lows , the Black dreams Sandis and kazer made up we were the best friends still playing around as much we could lisening to music we loved rap, metal and some of clasic music. Going to sport activiteshaving living life we could get at best werry best we could do, going to garden after apples sweet ,sour my best friends prefered sweet and myselfe i prefered sour apples i was a good climber so i was the one who kept on climbing on trees and ketp shaking them till we got as many apples as we could. its middele 5th grade school i still ''''have'''' Best friends. One night i felt incredably bad i had stomach ache eyes hurted head ache all of these painfull feelings at once was one of worst feeling i had in my life i went to toilet to puke but still felt bad and went to bed i could not sleep and i forced to myselfe to puke in bed by putting 2 of my fingers inside of my throat and puked. ...................................................................................................................................................................... Me.''''Yak Braaaaahhhg Braaaaahhhg'''' Sandis. Are u okay? Me.''''Yak'''' I feel increadbly bad im sorry for waking you up Sandis. nah its okay u should go to toilet to do it. Me. Thanks im fine now good night Sandis Sandis. Thanks you 2 Modris ........................................................................................................................................................................This tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere. That day little i knew was one of worst days i had ever becouse victor had somthing planed. 1 Month had passed still all same but one day some of school buillies started to do wierd noises around me ........................................................................................................................................................................ School bullies.Yakz Yakz Yakz Yakz Yakz (Me coplitley ignoring) school bullies start folling me and making same noise i kept ignoring as much i could and in the end i asked Me. what are you duing. School buillies. dont u remeber? you made that sound? Me. What? then i did those noises? School buillies. somone form your classmates told us about it. (Me in cocky voice said) Me. Hah? then did that happened? School buillies. About a month ago apearantly u made those noices u were poking. Me. i did not make those noises School buillies. Do not Lie. (and punched me) ........................................................................................................................................................................ That noise started to spread like wild fire soon all school buillies resumed to bully me started making yakz noises around me all friends classmates , and more importantly my best friends started to distant from me!? why are they distancing themselfes from me soon i became targed of bullies all alone classmates looking at me like blank page feeling all lonley i started distane myselfe from humans i did not try fix it i started to see myselfe less than human bullies got in my head. 1 year of getting builled i got used to be alone. home(nothing about home couse nothing had changed) or at school all time it was just me dreams always were blank black but always still went to bed early couse i wanted to day end faster and go home even knowing that dad might be dunk and beat me but with some warmth space near by brothers and strict but kind grandma. 4.th New Friend, Bully, Betrayal, and Endless dream full of collors 2 years passed im in 7th grade almost all bullies have passed the school or kicked out of it i stoped to get bullied but still all alone not becouse could not make some friends but becouse i was afraid to be diched like old cloht i was i stoped duing eny activites new classmates end roled in middele of year i tought it as chance might make a friend so i talked to one who enroled he was male and werry big almost 2M tall. ...................................................................................................................................................................... Me. Hello im, Modris New guy. Hey my name is Peters Me. what are your hobbies? Peters. Spots, Hockey viewing and internet surfing. Me(in awe). No way same wanna do some of it together?} Peters. Sure bud! ...................................................................................................................................................................... First week we got knowing each we became better friends more i knew him more i wanted to play with him i tought id be all good but suddently Sandis and kazer comes towards me and apolgaizing for leaving me all all alone they said.This book was originally published on Royal Road. Check it out there for the real experience. ...................................................................................................................................................................... Sandis and Kazer: sorry for leaving u alone we just didint want to get bullied. Me. Its alright i know that feeling Peters. what ur talking about? Me. its nothing its that i have been target of bullying for last coppule of years. Peters. Oh. ...................................................................................................................................................................... After that small talk Peters started to talk to me less and less he started to hand around Sandis and Kazer. We did talk mess around time to time yet i felt left all alone again i tought i made friend i could talk almost eny time but he stoped hanging around me so i tought '''' Its okay ive been alone its gonna be alright atleast im not bullyed enymore'''' but i was so wrong. One day Peters aproched me with Sandis. ...................................................................................................................................................................... Peter. ''''Yukz Yukz Yukz Yukz'''' Me(Shivering but playing it out.). what it that noise? Peters.You made that sound isnt it right Sandis? Sandis. yeah he did. i tought it was funny so i told some school buillies. Me. ... ...................................................................................................................................................................... At that point i had lost all hopes to make friends but this time it was a lot worse Becouse the bully was in my class who could bully ,bother and odder me around becouse he knew he had edge on me he knew he was stronger and he genuinely tought he was invicible teachers did nothing class mates just ignored in other words it. was. Hell.. one day i felt realy bad with stomach ache and headache so i went to nurserey they told me to go to my room and sleep and that day that night i had most wonderfull collor full dream a dream that will last long and long after.