¡°Miss, Miss?¡± The maid said, trying to coax the little girl awake.
Kaira pulled up her head and saw someone so close, that it frightened her to crawl away.
¡°Hush, hush dear. I won¡¯t harm you. I¡¯ve come to check you, will you allow me to continue to do so?¡± The maid said. Scared kids weren¡¯t something new to her, but she didn¡¯t see it every day.
Kaira saw the comb in her hand and subconsciously found that her hair has been half combed and taken out.
¡°Yes, I started, and hope you will let me finish. I would also like to quickly check your nails and clothes, even your mouth¡If you let me do this, I will bring you some food, uh?¡±
The maid smiled very warmly, waiting for her to calm down.
Kaira looked at her nails, then toenails, ¡°Their dirty.¡±
¡°Yes, my dear. Will you let me clean them for you?¡± The maid asked.
Kaira held out her hands and toes willingly. ¡°Yes.¡±
Having not cleaned herself with her inner force for a while, forgetting about it, Kaira was a little annoyed with herself. She¡¯s cleaned herself before, with inner force, yet hadn¡¯t thought about that very much at all recently. She only wanted to learn to fight¡
¡°My dear, did you live at a farm?¡±
¡°No. In the forest.¡± Kaira said, watching as the maid put away the comb and got out something to clean her nails. The maid wasn¡¯t upset at all that she was unable to finish what she had started. A little kid that is scared, is better if you are stepping into their territory, and since the young girl had put out her hands and feet, the maid gladly did what the child wanted her to do.
Putting her clean nails up, to see them better when they were done, Kaira smiled and said, ¡°Much better!¡±
The only time her nails had been this cleaned naturally, was before she became the princess. Moving her fingers and seeing her much nicer nails, she finally saw something behind her hand, staring at her.
Widening her eyes in a stunned silence, Kaira didn¡¯t know what to do¡It¡¯s was Nathan!
¡°Are you¡From that time?¡± Nathan had wanted to speak for a while now. Yet, this was all that could come out.
He had thought for months, that this girl had died¡
Was it really her?
Kaira went to open her mouth then closed it, then started to breath heavily.
Her face¡Her mask!
Putting her free hand to her face, she hid it as best as she could.
¡°Tell me. Are you?¡± As Nathan continued to speak, his voice came closer and closer. Until he was kneeling right beside her.
¡°I¡¡± Kaira still had no words¡
She wished that she was smarter, so that she knew to stay away from here. Why didn¡¯t she run far away, where no one would know her? Why did she come here?
¡°I won¡¯t harm you¡Is your name Dupli?¡± Nathan asked quietly. He was rejoicing in his heart, hoping that he could help her this time.
He didn¡¯t even blame her for running away, having met the real Princess and another maid. That place, where he had only spent a small amount of time in, to quickly speak to the princess, was creepy¡
But, seeing her now, seeing her alive! He was happy!
¡°I don¡¯t like that name!¡± Kaira said in a rush. ¡°I am not Dupli! My name is Kaira now! No one can call me Dupli!¡±
Still hiding away, Kaira waited. Would it be best to run, run as fast as possible?
¡°Mmm, Kaira. Then I will call you Kaira. Kaira is safe.¡± Nathan said touching her head.
¡°Safe?¡± Kaira asked in a mumble.
¡°Yes, Kaira is safe now. Let me look after you.¡±
Slowly lifting her head, she looked back at Nathan and then away again, ¡°I¡¯m not the Princess.¡±
Sitting down next the her, Nathan chuckled, ¡°I know.¡±
¡°You know!¡± Kaira was stunned, ¡°How did you know!?¡±
Nathan raised his eyebrows, ¡°I didn¡¯t find it particularly hard to find out, I knew the first day!¡±
¡°Uh!¡± Kaira widened her eyes and her mouth opened in shock.
Patting her head, Nathan nodded, ¡°Yes, I heard the nanny ordering you around, and the way you acted was different to what we all expected. When I met the real Princess, I was sure she wasn¡¯t you. So¡¡±
He had thought to go on, but Kaira started to look scared.
He was right! He knows! What was she to do!?
¡°I told you that I won¡¯t harm you, Kaira.¡± Nathan repeated himself. He sat up with worry, she looked completely scared¡
Was it her fault that she didn¡¯t quite trust him? Did he mean it? Was it truth? How would she know?
Kaira¡¯s other hand was now cleaned, and the maid went to do her toes but Kaira stood up all of a sudden.
Nathan stood up too, he was already worried about her, by the way she seemed detached once again and just about ready to flee! Memories of how she had acted all those months ago, came back fresh in his mind, and he could understand if she ran, he understood if she didn¡¯t trust him.
¡°Kaira, how do I show you, so you¡¯ll trust me?¡± Nathan said, trying to get her to look at him. He was very sincere and really didn¡¯t know how to coax her over¡
¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± Kaira said, staring to the grass. ¡°I had to do that, I didn¡¯t¡¡±
Nathan interrupted her, ¡°I know Kaira, it¡¯s fine. I¡¯m not angry.¡±
Looking at Nathan, Kaira saw that he wasn¡¯t angry, then she looked away, taking a step back.
¡°Kaira? Come live at my residence. I¡¯ll protect you.¡±
Suddenly, a crashing, familiar voice came into her mind, ¡®I will always protect and love you.¡¯
Letting out a small breath, Kaira just couldn¡¯t do it¡Those words were like the devil¡
Turning and running, she used her inner force and didn¡¯t stop until she was back in the forest once again.
When she finally made it back to the abandoned hut, Kaira fell to the ground, on the skins from the dead animals that she¡¯s killed and curled up into a ball.
¡®I will always protect and love you.¡¯
For the first time in months, she cried¡
How could she trust anybody? That one who had last said that they¡¯d protect her, they didn¡¯t! He even left her for another! What if this person does too! What if she¡¯s all alone again!?
It was so strange, that Nathan knew she hadn¡¯t been the Princess, yet wasn¡¯t mad. So strange that he seemed to want to help¡Was¡Did he mean it?
Kaira was conflicted and wasn¡¯t sure how to feel!
Nathan had fiercely run after her, but for some reason, her little legs went twice as fast as his big legs!
She¡¯d ran so fast, that by the time she had entered the forest, he was still at least a hundred metres away!
Making it to the border of the forest, he put a hand against a tree and tried to catch his breath.
A guard made it to Nathan straight away, using the small amount of inner force that he had, to stay with the young lord. ¡°Young lord, did you want me to get more guards to search the forest?¡±
Nathan shock his head, ¡°No, that will scare her. There¡¯s at least three or four hours left of sunlight. I¡¯ll go in and search for her.¡±
¡°Young lord!?¡±
¡°It¡¯s fine, give me your sword.¡± Nathan said, holding out his hand.
The guard relinquished his sword straight away.
Taking the sword, Nathan struck at the tree in two different places, and then gave it back.
Watching the young lord look around and narrowing his eyes, the guard asked, ¡°What if night fall comes and you have not returned?¡±
Nathan looked at the guard and smiled, ¡°Tomorrow, if I have not returned, send a few people. But, just tell my father that I may not be home tonight.¡±
The guard was still uneasy, ¡°Yes, young lord¡¡±
He watched as the young lord walked into the forest and went as straight as he could in one particular direction.
Going back to his post, he told the maid that her services weren¡¯t required at present and that they may ask for it later.
The maid nodded and repeated what Nathan had said, that if they send in lots of people, it will scare the child. That she seemed to be traumatized¡
The guard nodded and said that he will send in people in the morning, if the young lord had still not returned.If you find this story on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen. Please report the infringement.
The maid left, and he sent the other guard, who will have more breath then himself, to go and tell Lord Wiltsing that his son may not be home tonight¡
***
Having walked for ten minutes in one direction, Nathan stayed observant. He didn¡¯t like the idea of being alone in the forest, yet, she was¡How long had she been here by herself? Wasn¡¯t her life in danger!?
The last thing he wanted, was to get lost. The second last thing he wanted, was to leave empty handed.
If the little girl had come herself to Gulberg, now he wanted her to go all the way!
Slowing right down, checking both sides of the one direction that he was travelling in, he finally found an abandoned hut in front of him, still about fifty metres away.
Hoping that she was there, he walked at a normal pace again, still looking at both sides, just in case.
Finally, he was about ten metres before the hut, and he saw the little girl curled up on the ground.
Quietly, he walked up to her and bent down, seeing her sleeping yet again.
She was in the open and sleeping¡Yet, didn¡¯t trust him¡
Shaking his head, he picked her up and she moved as she was against him.
He turned and tried to follow the same path he had taken to get here, and within five minutes her eyes started to open.
Watching her blink and wipe her eyes, he smiled at her. ¡°Did you come to Gulberg for books?¡±
Trying to show that he was not someone to harm her and remembering she liked books, he continued walking, as though this was normal.
¡°Yes.¡± She said, holding onto his shirt with one hand, and covering her face with her other hand.
¡°Then you can borrow some to read.¡± If this was the reason, then it was no problem! ¡°You might as well just stay at the residence while you read.¡±
Kaira pulled her hand away from her face and looked up at Nathan. He was sweating on his forehead and his breathing was heavy, making her finally realize that he had come all the way into the forest to come and get her.
¡°Why did you follow me?¡± Her question really was innocent. Having spent so long with no one ever doing anything like this for her, it was strange.
¡°Mmm, maybe it¡¯s because my books are begging for someone to read them, and now since I found someone¡¡± Nathan smirked. She was so serious at times, for such a young age!
¡°You must be crazy, books don¡¯t talk to me.¡± Kaira answered back, a very small slight lift to her mouth.
¡°Oh, well I never knew I was crazy, I thought that was normal!¡± Nathan joked.
¡°It¡¯s not normal!¡± Kaira said, giving a slight giggle.
Sighing, with relief in his heart, Nathan smiled, ¡°Perhaps it is normal and everyone else is strange!¡±
¡°No! You are strange!¡±
¡°I don¡¯t think so!¡±
¡°I think so!¡±
¡°No, you must be wrong.¡±
¡°You are wrong!¡±
After Nathan got out of the forest, they still spouted childlike nonsense, all the way back to the wall and he was still carrying her.
Once there, he walked straight in the flimsy gates and got on the carriage, that he had been in to go there, quite some time ago.
Putting her down and sitting opposite her, he said, ¡°Back to the estate!¡±
Kaira had sorta forgotten about her predicament and went silent once again.
¡°How did you survive for so long?¡± Nathan asked, after two minutes of silence.
Kaira finally looked at him again, then bowed her head back down, ¡°I¡Learnt.¡±
Gently smiling, Nathan said, ¡°Then you did well! You should be safe, but just in case, come stay with us. You can read whatever you want!¡±
Kaira nodded, letting a smile come to her face. She felt very lucky! So lucky! Especially if it was true and the books were calling out to her! But¡She must investigate this. She had never heard a book speak before, so this Nathan¡Must be crazy¡
¡°Thank you.¡±
¡°Your welcome! Maybe the books will start talking to you and we¡¯ll both be strange!¡±
And to Nathan¡¯s delight, they had started another strange conversation once again.
It was definitely a new favourite thing to do for Nathan in his daily life.
***
Within the next year and a half, Kaira was a guest in the residence and she had read every book in the house. To others astonishment and anger, she had even read some personal diaries that she had found¡
But, in all this time, the books had never spoken to her, so she never neglects to tell Nathan that he is the strange one.
Strangely, that also led to animals, and how the animals ran away from her and they told him why. Kaira got angry at first, but slowly started to play along and say that the animals were just all stupid enough to want to be closer to him instead of her¡Or that he was strange because animals don¡¯t speak¡
Over the first few weeks, she was no longer scared of him, jumping at his sudden appearance and becoming too humble. At first, she had felt bad for eating their food and taking a whole room from them. What could she do to express her thanks?
She had attempted to express this thanks through cleaning for them but, she had been repeatedly told not to¡
Nathan, on the other hand, didn¡¯t care for her want to express anything. He was just glad that she was alive and entertaining him, even continuing his teasing, so that she will smile. Compared to when she had been the ¡®Princess¡¯ to this time, she seemed to be able to start relaxing after a while and smile a few times in a day. Which was thanks enough for him!
In fact, he made her want to express even more thanks, not just because of being able to stay there or reading the books, but because Nathan taught her a few things as well. He taught her how to ride a horse and how to deliver something respectfully, like that of business books or even a basket full of food.
Since they had somewhat of a farm, Kaira ended up delivering eggs and milk to some people and then had to take back to the residence anything that those people gave her in return. Nathan thought it was a good easy type of responsibility for her to achieve, and it did make her feel better about her staying there¡Even though she wasn¡¯t very good at it¡
Kaira would often get lost, because she wasn¡¯t used to streets and opened land¡She was used to walls and the forest¡
And, the other problem was talking, she was humble and courteous, but didn¡¯t know how to have a normal conversation.
Often, Kaira would talk about her delivery and ask why someone would ask her if she was well or if she was reading something good¡Not only was she not used to people she hardly knew caring about stuff like that, but¡If she was unwell, wouldn¡¯t she stay in bed? If she was reading something bad, she probably wouldn¡¯t read it, so obviously she would be reading something good¡
So, Nathan had to try and explain to her that people like to talk about anything just to have someone to talk to and that sometimes it¡¯s considered rude if one doesn¡¯t have a conversation.
***
After a few more weeks, Kaira was even wondering if she wanted to get revenge for what the Princess and Royal Consort had done to her. And, if she did, how would she go about it?
She didn¡¯t like the idea of returning what she had received. Having been bullied the way she had been, was something she didn¡¯t particularly want others to go through¡So, sometimes, she thought of this, because she started to realize what she was missing out on all these years. Seeing maids be treated nicely and seeing the master of the residence not treat her like the Princess had treated her, often made her realize how badly she had been treated¡
Then, her real memories, from losing them because of running away from that man and going into the water, had finally all returned. Of course, the beginning is a blur, but she had asked Nathan if he remembers being a little baby and he had said that he didn¡¯t. She also asked Sandra, whom seemed to grow from being sceptical, to being tender with Kaira, and she had also said she didn¡¯t remember. Only making Kaira think that not remembering being a little baby was normal.
Nonetheless, the memories were dearer to her then she thought they would be. Her brother was in nearly all of them, everywhere and everything¡He did so much for her that she spent a few nights crying to the memories of such a special past. No wonder the voice had made her feel better, no wonder she felt so betrayed¡
Nathan had even tried to get her to teach him some of her Martial Arts, but he wasn¡¯t very good at it.
So, he ended up watching her train herself every now and again instead. It became natural, over all these weeks, and weeks turning into months, of being in each other¡¯s company.
They also went to see something once a week. Whether it was to have a picnic in a grassy shady spot or to see some animals. She attended a few gatherings in the city as well. A festival for the Prince¡¯s birthday and then another yearly celebration. She continued her deliveries and was friendly, but didn¡¯t seem to go beyond that with anyone, being scared that they might bully her afterwards or that they might betray her trust.
At the residence, she was even able to be involved in two family occasions. They celebrated Christmas together and even gave her a present, having made Kaira cry and repeatedly say her thanks.
Then, the other celebration was the eldest son¡¯s first child¡¯s birth. Kaira grew to adore this little bundle very much. The little, tiny fingers and toes held most of her attention, but always gave the child back, when it started to cry.
But, they had slowly welcomed her into the family, as they were unable to say anything because Nathan seemed to dote on her. His happiness seemed to make them happy, so they accepted Kiara with opened arms.
At first, they had been very confused, but Nathan had openly told them everything about what he had seen back in the capital, with the real Princess, and then hearing about the maid.
Kaira nodded and went silent and still¡After a few sentence¡¯s of nearly dying and was a maid other times, they couldn¡¯t get much else out of her.
Lord Wiltsing was angered to the point of wanting to march all the way into the royal palace, but Nathan stopped him. Kiara had already said that she had been kept a secret and that she wasn¡¯t even sure if the King knew of her or not. So, Nathan reminded his father that if they were to make this a big deal, Kiara might be in danger and that he would prefer her past identity to be kept a secret.
Lord Wiltsing still didn¡¯t like that he had been played but knew of his son¡¯s happiness and understood the situation. Of course, he had every right to go to the King, but¡Kiara was a victim and if she were found out that she had impersonated royalty¡He just couldn¡¯t bring himself to bring that kind of future to not only Kiara, but his son too. He hadn¡¯t seen his son dote on any girl, except for Kiara. He was already seventeen, and never showed any interest, well not as much as he had in Kiara, with anyone else¡
So, they continued to contain a big, royal secret, knowing that if it was found out, they could get into an extreme amount of trouble!
Since the truth had come out, not only did they not act upon the information, they continued on with their lives and even had a protective nature over the girl. After all, she was timid upon arrival to the residence, she had also been like a ghost, as sometimes they couldn¡¯t find her. They had seen her cleaning sometimes and they had to tell her that she didn¡¯t have to do that. Then¡Sometimes, she would flinch, which broke their hearts. When one of their maids talked to Kiara, and was seen by any of the Wiltsing family, they even saw her bow to them¡It was like she was scared of other maids¡
The protectiveness over Kiara didn¡¯t seem to disappear, as they slowly saw her come out of her shell. They were really happy when she ended up being someone so stubborn and innocent. She started with only talking back to Nathan, then it seemed to flow onwards to Sandra. But, they all found that it was about time that she was able to say ¡®no¡¯ to something she didn¡¯t want to do. And her innocence was not only adorable to Nathan, but in particular, Sandra. Sandra would take her shopping and Kiara would have trouble with nearly everything! What tea to try, what silk was good? What was she to say to Sandra¡¯s friends? What to say with people her own age?
Sandra was now a grandmother, but for a long time was only the mother of one little girl, and only for three years. So, when Kiara came into the residence and she had warmed up to her, Sandra was very happy to dote on her just as much as Nathan did!
So, slowly, after some time, Kaira had become very much how she was previously, before losing her memories.
She would not do anything she didn¡¯t want to do, even if Nathan begged her. She would read often, already going to a bigger place, such as the library in the town, that held more books. She would do Martial Arts and train her inner force practically every day. She even filled her room with chimes, unable to not have them anymore because there was no more room, even though she was still upset with whom she used to call brother. Yes, she never forgot this ¡®brother¡¯, especially when her memories returned. He seemed to be a big part of her somehow, yet, she didn¡¯t know why he was such a big part of her, when she was only with him until she was ten.
This was how she continued, as the weeks went by. Showing a lack of trust to anyone outside of the residence but a huge amount of innocence and stubbornness within¡
And with her innocence and being so adorable, Nathan continued to only have eyes for her and no one else¡
Over time, Nathan used simple tricks and words to sometimes get closer to her. ¡®So, I won¡¯t lose you¡¯, was said when he held her hand. ¡®Just for today¡¯, was said, when they were leisurely and happily sitting on a two-seater chair outside, and he had picked her up and put her on his lap. ¡®Because it¡¯s my birthday¡¯, was used for her to kiss him on the cheeks. ¡®Because it¡¯s your birthday¡¯, was said, when he kissed her on her lips¡
Kaira didn¡¯t feel much beyond friendship with Nathan, and also felt very new to this type of¡Intimacy. So, it was natural that she was shy, but, even though that person had left her, she also felt wrong¡She felt like she was doing something that she wasn¡¯t supposed to be doing¡
Nonetheless, she didn¡¯t stop Nathan on these times, but did not advance to start something like this herself. So far, she was not upset or angry with Nathan, she only felt¡Different to what he did¡She was also very thankful and grateful to Nathan. He had become the most important person to her at this time. She didn¡¯t want that to change¡
What she did see, was someone that did watch Nathan more than she did.
Strangely, what helped her not become so afraid of maids anymore, was this particular person.
Since Kiara had grown up more now, she was able to understand what was going on. This maid liked Nathan, but only watched him from the shadows.
At first, when Kiara noticed her, she seemed extremely quiet and rarely was seen. So, Kiara investigated, and found that she stayed away from not only Nathan, but her as well.
So, for investigation purposes, she ordered this maid to do some things for Nathan, and they ended up becoming friends this way.
Kiara found out that her hunch was right, that this maid liked Nathan. But she also seemed to agree with something else the maid said, that Nathan only saw me. His eyes never knew that this maid¡¯s eyes watched him at all.
From then onwards, both Kiara and the maid would try and get Nathan to notice her, yet most of the time, they failed.
Chapter 11 ** The Phrase And Past **
As the two years after her run away from being a maid, came to a close, Kaira finally understood a bit more of the phrase that played continuously inside her mind. Having read upon so much books, she had figured out some of what it actually meant!
¡®The living possesses the ability to change¡Flaws could be truth, absence could develop¡Yet, truth could be flaws and one can develop an absence.¡¯
¡®The living¡¯, meaning force, ¡®possesses the ability to change¡¯, meaning force is used with something else, to do something else, a change. ¡®Flaws could be truth¡¯, is a random saying for the opposite of a pure priest, that had come from another country, and a pure priest. Kaira hadn¡¯t read much into other priest¡¯s names, but she had heard of what could be done. The opposite of pure, was fake, some kind of power that makes things fake and counterfeits the trust. It¡¯s said in an old book, that power was originally in the country of Sondane. So ¡®Flaws could be truth¡¯ is just stating the powers, fake could be pure.
Then, ¡®absence could develop¡¯, is bringing up the other two countries powers! So, instead of ¡®absence could develop¡¯, it¡¯s ¡®extinct¡¯ could ¡®become¡¯, as in, what was gone, or dead, could grow and become something!
¡®Yet, truth could be flaws and one can develop an absence¡¯ had always bugged her, when she tried to figure it out. And that was probably the reason why she was able to think of the powers¡Because she had come to realize it could mean more than just a saying.
So, the phrase is saying force is able to be used with fake, pure, growth and death. Meaning, she only knows how to do one of these, the pure¡And that¡Could she possibly learn the other three as well?
But¡
Then Kaira was caught into another problem, as she tried to figure it out, to not only see if she could learn these other powers, but why¡That person¡Wanted her to figure this out¡Was there perhaps another message within this phrase?
***
The Princess was supposed to get married soon, but the fianc¨¦e had disappeared. Over a year had passed and not the King, or the Princess, had heard from Sebastian at all. He had not visited the Prince, who missed him, and he was not seen by anyone else either!
Sebastian had no idea on what to do, and one day found himself at their old home. Davina and his, theirs¡
It was wrecked now, hardly remnants that someone had lived there at all¡Making precious moments for years...
Going through the memories he had while he had been here, Sebastian just got more and more certain that his beloved had perished.
Hardly thinking of the Princess, Sebastian could only think of the normal circle and knew he had to wait. There was still quite a number of years before she would come back, and he didn¡¯t know what to do.
All the other times, she had died at an older age, this time¡
Staying at their home for quite some time, Sebastian had waited. His stubble had grown now to a beard and his clothes were getting dirty, but none of this worried him. He only repaired one part of the house, staying there sometimes, then staying outside other times¡
Every now and again, he would cleanse himself and be filled with a different kind of loss.
He had not only betrayed her, but not protected her¡
His heart was in tatters, but he couldn¡¯t help but want her in his life again.
Even if she hated him, even if she ran away¡
Just¡How did it go so wrong!?
After some time, he had remembered her stay at Lord Wiltsing¡¯s estate and went there to refresh those memories, to drive them into himself so deep, that he would never, ever forget them. Maybe he could even figure out why he had felt like she then was like his beloved and why later on she felt like she wasn¡¯t. What had she said? That if she changed¡
But¡
He would not have thought that it was the best decision that he had made in such a very long time!
Upon standing on the ground in the darkness, near where she had slept that time. He had finally seen her again!
At first, he thought that another person was staying in that room, and it didn¡¯t matter to him. But then there she was, reading while walking and playing with a sword. And since he paid more attention, he saw the chimes as well¡There was just no way it wasn¡¯t his Davina!
Sebastian thought he was going back in time, seeing her as an older person. She played with her sword, even when she wasn¡¯t training or fighting and would read sometimes at the same time. A few times, she had even hurt herself or someone else unknowingly, luckily though, she hadn¡¯t killed anyone¡As the memories came to Sebastian¡¯s mind, he was starting to believe that he wasn¡¯t dreaming, that his beloved was still alive! She was there, right in front of him!
Unconsciously, he had stepped forward, wanting to see more!
Kaira twisted the sword and pouted, the book in her hands was not going her way at all. The main character had forgotten that there was two ways to go and travel, and he was still so determined to travel on the first path. Kiara wanted to know about the other path! What would have happened!? But, this was only the second book of four, she would have to read to find out¡But¡She wanted to know now¡
Throwing the book on the couch in the room, she sighed.
Putting the sword in its scabbard and onto a stand, she removed her outer clothing and then went to get into bed. But her hand was taken, and she was suddenly put into an embrace, ¡°Davina¡¡±
Shock filled her every pore, at hearing that voice and name¡A few glimpses and flashes of pasts came into mind, just on one thing¡This man calling her ¡®Davina¡¯¡
Stiffening, at knowing who it was, Kaira tried to move away but he held her a little tighter, ¡°Just a little longer¡Please.¡±
Sighing, Kaira let him hug her. His voice had stuttered and was hoarse. It made her feel like she needed to give him something¡But why?
Deciding on staying quiet, she waited, but he never moved, unless it was his hand going to her face, or his head kissing her forehead. It was like she had lost all her power¡She didn¡¯t want to push him away, even though she was somewhat still angry with him.
She felt special upon his brotherly kiss to her forehead, even though she had forgotten him previously. A few more memories came to her, ones of them together and fighting. In the past when they had a problem, she wouldn¡¯t leave him, but she wouldn¡¯t speak to him¡But¡It¡¯s different now.
She had just started to feel normal, just started to sleep and eat like a normal person. She wasn¡¯t even afraid of maids anymore, she was also remembering her pride and confidence.
¡°Why are you here?¡± She finally asked.
She felt him stiffen and let her go. She watched him walk back away from her and then bow his head in defeat.
Seeing him like this, made her narrow her eyes. Why would she care if he¡¯s like this!?
Yet, she still cared¡
¡°It might not count for anything, but I¡¯m sorry.¡± He said, wiping a tear away. ¡°I can¡¯t believe your alive! It¡¯s really you!¡±
Kaira tried not to notice his pain, ¡°Are you sure?¡±
He let out a watery laugh and nodded, ¡°Yes!¡±
Turning away from him, she then asked, ¡°Didn¡¯t you love the Princess?¡±
She remembered feeling like she had nothing to offer him¡That she had let him go¡
Shaking his head, he wanted to reach out to her but decided he shouldn¡¯t dare to yet, ¡°I thought she was you! I¡I have no excuse¡¡±
Breathing out and closing her eyes, Kaira remembered most of her past now¡But she now had flashes of another life¡Or two¡Having not paid much attention to them at first, she realized that she had lived once before, and the man in the room¡Was her beloved¡
Yet¡
It was a past she wasn¡¯t feeling right now, and she hardly knew how to start feeling it¡
¡°I did meet you here, and I thought you really liked her, which gave me more reason to run away.¡± Kaira turned to him then, ¡°I was also the maid¡But the time you healed the Princess, you healed me. The time with the dog fence, I assume that was you who helped, that was also me¡I guess I can understand you getting confused.¡±
Sebastian seriously thought about what she said, and his eyes started to glow. A small smile started to show, ¡°Then I was always right! I thought you were both the Princess and the maid.¡±
Looking at her, there were no reservations at all. Her auburn hair was now back, and her face was as he remembered it as she had been the child. Her words were even the same, questioning him all the time, yet, she questioned him because of reasons. Most of the time she was curious, sometimes she didn¡¯t understand, but this time¡This time she was insecure¡
He desperately wanted to show that his heart only had her, but how was he to do that?
Kaira sighed and said, ¡°I had not many memories then and even if I had, at that time I was nothing and could do nothing. I wasn¡¯t playing with you.¡±
Sebastian nodded, ¡°There isn¡¯t any need for you to defend yourself, you¡¯ve done nothing wrong¡¡±
¡°However¡I do remember now.¡± Kaira stared at him, stopping him.
What does she mean by that?
Sebastian wanted to speak, but had no words, she¡
¡°I don¡¯t blame you anymore.¡±
Sebastian felt like the floor under his feet was becoming unstable. Her words felt like there was nothing there, that she had nothing else to say.If you encounter this tale on Amazon, note that it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it.
Unable to look at her now, he clenched his hands and found himself starting to breath heavily.
Kaira felt pain run through her¡To a certain degree she had to say these words. She truly didn¡¯t blame him for not protecting her back then when she was just a small child. It wasn¡¯t his fault someone had come at the very time he was away for a short period of time. It¡Was just bad luck¡It wasn¡¯t his fault, so she wanted him to know she didn¡¯t blame him for that. But¡She hadn¡¯t meant to say it like she had. As it was, she was still trying to show emotions, it was becoming easier, but seeing him now, for the first time in years, she¡The way it had come out was like she had strangely become Dupli again for a short time¡Defending herself¡
She wondered if she was still scared¡Still holding up walls, so that she won¡¯t rely on people and get hurt once again¡She only thought of this because the feelings she felt...Were familiar...
Sebastian looked extremely defeated, that even walking away would require so much effort, that he couldn¡¯t do just yet.
Losing her confidence on her own freedom and continuing on the way she had been, she took a step towards him.
When he saw that, he nodded his head and took a step away from her, towards the window. ¡°Then, I¡¯m glad.¡±
Seeing him not look at her anymore, she felt more pain and felt like she might be doing the wrong thing, ¡°Se¡¡±
¡°It¡¯s fine.¡±
Before she could say another word, he left. Disappearing into the night. He wasn¡¯t leaving for good, never would he leave her for good!
But¡It was obvious that she wasn¡¯t ready to be with him again yet¡
Sebastian felt like this lifetime¡He had taken ten steps back, that he will just have to¡Wait¡
For a minute, Kaira stood there, finding that she was upset.
Feeling her vision start to blur, she quickly blew out the candle and got into the bed. Covering herself and going into a ball, and she finally cried.
It became too late to take back words, or to change one¡¯s last actions.
Kaira regretted being so cold to Sebastian, and Sebastian had already wanted to go back to her, and because of that he left the country.
She was really mad and angry at him. He knew it.
He had left their little house, when she was young, to keep the war away from them and she had disappeared in that small amount of time. He had said he¡¯d protect her, but he hadn¡¯t. He said that he¡¯d only ever love her, yet he had gotten engaged with the Princess¡To someone that wasn¡¯t her!
Yet, Kaira, now seeing him once again, missed him straight away and Sebastian walked further, unable to stop wanting to go back.
This night time visit took its course on Kaira afterwards. She didn¡¯t mean to go quiet and become even more distant, but she hadn¡¯t been able to help it. The more that man stayed away¡The more she suddenly wanted him to return!
Due to this strange situation, time had gone by and Kaira was now fifteen¡
Nathan had often tried hard to stay easy going with the little girl, not getting too serious. A little intimacy here and there¡
Not only had he been worried that she would get depressed again, but he was sure she hadn¡¯t been ready to speak of marriage¡And, there was that small niggling feeling of knowing, knowing that she didn¡¯t feel for him that way.
Now, that she was fifteen, he wanted to take the chance to add a few changes every now again, to become more serious. He was going to start treating her like a lady that he admired. One he wanted to marry¡
Small steps¡
***
Nathan¡¯s first step, was a ball that was being held in a few months¡Yes, he knew he was very eager, but he wanted something that wasn¡¯t pressuring and that would give him enough reason to be closer to her.
He gave her an invitation and then asked her if she knew how to dance.
Her reply was something he thought would come, ¡°No, I¡¯m not interested.¡±
¡°Ah, my girl, you have to at least be my dancing partner! And there¡¯s great food!¡± Please, please say yes!
Kaira only danced when she felt really good, but she had no idea how, she just did whatever dance came to her mind and she was always alone at those times so she never knew if she was good at it or not. Normally, she pictures something she wants to dance like¡
Food?
Feeling herself getting pulled in because of the interest, Nathan could see it and he celebrated quietly in his heart.
So, in the next month, the basics of dancing was learnt to not just Kaira, but Nathan as well. At first, he hated looking like such an amateur, but having Kaira laugh at him and staying happy to train with him, he welcomed it now.
But, he wasn¡¯t the only one having troubles, as she did too!
He couldn¡¯t remember the steps, and Kaira wanted to lead.
Many times, they would end up laughing or fighting and the instructor would have to get them back on track once again.
As the ball came closer, Nathan could finally get her a dress, using the date approaching as his reasoning.
All Kaira could do, was comply and accept¡But, she never thought that she would love it!
She was so used to Martial Arts and inner force, that she forgot to be a lady!
With bad memories of her being the Princess, it didn¡¯t help her want to use make up and put on beautiful clothes, it all seemed like a history that she didn¡¯t want to repeat, but now!
She looked at herself in the copper mirror and her eyes sparkled to how beautiful she had suddenly become.
She had just used normal clothes, even that of man¡¯s clothes, before now, because it was more comfortable, but, this dress¡Magnificent!
Kaira was absolutely excited, after obtaining such a beautiful dress and shoes, that she could no longer wait for the ball!
The remainder lessons of dancing were no problem now, and Sandra helped teach Kaira on how to apply makeup to her face.
But, one week before the ball, a shock came over the entire household.
Kaira ran around blindly, saying words that didn¡¯t make sense to those who heard it.
¡®What is it!?¡¯, ¡®I don¡¯t understand!¡¯, ¡®I don¡¯t want to do that again!¡¯, ¡®It¡¯s still happening!¡¯
¡°Kaira!¡± Nathan yelled, stepping into her path and stopping her from running away yet again. ¡°What¡¯s wrong!¡±
¡°I¡¯m bleeding!¡±
She sort of understood but didn¡¯t, her past memories had flashes of this, and she had never been told about it in this life. So, Kaira was so confused and didn¡¯t know what to do!
¡°Am I going to die!?¡± Kaira asked, grief written on her face.
Nathan frowned, ¡°Where are you bleeding?¡±
Kaira covered her lower self and Sandra ran up to her, ¡°My dear, come, I¡¯ll tell you what is going on.¡±
¡°Mother?¡± Nathan asked, still worried. He didn¡¯t like the idea that his girl was bleeding!
Sandra winked at Nathan, confusing him, while she walked with Kaira back to her room, ¡°It is entirely woman¡¯s business, now don¡¯t come and disturb us!¡±
So, Sandra had to tell Kaira why she was bleeding, and what to do when she was.
It was not just Nathan that had totally warmed up to Kaira as being a part of the family soon, Sandra also had liked the idea of having Kaira as her daughter in law and happily helped her with this problem, like a real mother¡
***
The night before the ball, Kaira couldn¡¯t sleep much, she was too excited!
A ball! A ball!
She¡¯d never been to a ball before!
She knew how to do makeup now, she longed to put on her beautiful dress, ah a ball!
Even her dancing partner was handsome, having peeked at his dress clothes once discreetly.
She rolled from her side, to her other side, then onto her back, then onto her stomach, but sleep was not coming!
A ball!
Upon the early hours of the morning, she finally fell asleep and was woken up, a few hours later, for breakfast.
Running down to the table, she looked tired but acted totally awake¡The people gave out a chuckle and Sandra went on about the bags under her eyes.
¡°I didn¡¯t sleep because I was too excited!¡± Kaira then jumped and clapped, ¡°I¡¯m going to a ball!¡±
More chuckles escaped people¡¯s lips and Kaira sat down with a thump and ate her breakfast heartedly.
After breakfast, she did some Martial Arts and after lunch she ran to her room and started getting ready¡For the ball!
Sandra followed her up the stairs, shaking her head, but having a lovely smile on her face. Nathan watched with eyes full of indulgence and smiled in satisfaction.
He had already a great picture on his future, a picture of his happy bride and happy family.
They wouldn¡¯t always live here with their parents, moving out with their own family and into their own house. But, they¡¯d come back at least once a week, so Sandra would see her daughter in law and that his sister can spend time with her sister in law¡It really looked like a perfect future in Nathan¡¯s eyes¡
His eyes still didn¡¯t see another pair of sad eyes watching him though¡
***
When they finally arrived at the ball, Kaira didn¡¯t even wait for Nathan to help her out of the carriage, she nearly ran down the steps and came out in front of him in a simple, swift motion, making him slightly shaken.
¡°Let¡¯s go!¡± She said, grabbing his hand and walking to the front of the building that the ball was being held in.
They supplied their invitations and Kaira took Nathan straight to the dance floor, putting herself into his arms.
Nathan was besotted, gladly doing whatever she wanted, loving the deep, happy smile on her face.
The night was grand, even though they didn¡¯t spend much time talking to other people. Kaira just seemed happy to eat and dance, dance and then eat. But Nathan didn¡¯t mind, he tagged along¡
Once or twice people stopped him, and he had talked to them for a quick moment, before she dragged him away again. He could only smile and apologize, and happily take his girl into his arms.
There were quite a few looks from quite a few different people at the nearly aged fifteen-year-old, beautiful girl and Nathan noticed it. At least two men had come to her and asked for a dance, at first, she accepted like it was nothing and Nathan stepped in saying that she was already spoken for.
The men looked at him and could only accept that the lady was already taken, already engaged and to be married¡
But, Kaira had no idea what that meant at all, as she just continued to dance with only him, making the best of her pretty dress and newly learnt dancing talent she now had!
But then¡There was one man that came, that totally turned Kaira somewhat mute!
¡°Sebastian¡¡±
When Nathan heard his name through her own mouth, he felt like he was already losing a war that he never knew he was in¡
Sebastian held out his hand, having only said to have one dance with her and he watched how she stared at him and put her hand in his.
He smiled gently at her and pulled her into his embrace. Then he danced away from the man that had been claiming her all night.
He hadn¡¯t thought to show up here, until just an hour ago¡
Having come back just two days ago, just to see how she was, not even going to attempt to show himself in front of her. He had seen this tonight, her with another man, so intimately!
It was just not on!
Holding her, felt like he¡¯d gained the world once again, the colours were shining, and the light had returned!
He didn¡¯t trust any more words leaving his mouth, he knew he wanted to beg for her forgiveness, beg for her to stay away from other men, beg for her to be by his side, or he by her side. So, he kept quiet, holding her tight, not ever wanting to let her go again.
He really did hope that she had started to forgive him at least. Perhaps then, he would be able to stick around, watch her from a distance?
¡°I sort of worked out your phrase.¡±
Kaira had taken a moment to snap out of her thoughts...Not only was his presence something she automatically liked and felt happy about, but...He was so handsome!
He looked very special tonight, all dressed up like the other men at the ball. His hair had grown, but was pulled back into a loss pony tail, he had shaven his face and smelt completely fresh...Compared to the last time...
He was simply...Well, she for some reason just felt better, when seeing him. Full...
Sebastian smiled and slowly nodded, really happy that she had spoken to him, ¡°Mmm, I made it up for you.¡±
¡°It¡¯s about the powers.¡±
So determined!
¡°Mmm, and what else?¡± Sebastian ask, staring at her intently.
¡°What else?¡± She asked, looking innocently at him.
Unknowingly, they stopped dancing and Sebastian put a hand to her face, ¡°The living possesses the ability to change¡Flaws could be truth, absence could develop¡Yet, truth could be flaws and one can develop an absence.¡±
Kaira felt like history had come to the present, suddenly, everything hadn¡¯t mattered. Her being taken by water, losing her memories, becoming a maid, abandoned, bullied, near death, running away, having to find herself again¡
For a long time, they stared at each other, while Sebastian used his thumb to touch her cheek. He seemed to know what she was thinking, she was remembering a few things, she was remembering them, their lives together, how perfect they were together. She was remembering what the phrase meant, why the phrase was important¡
Before Sebastian could finish waiting for her, so that they could continue, Nathan put his hand around Kaira and pulled her away from him.
¡°How is it that you know Kaira?¡± Nathan asked. He didn¡¯t want to start a fight, but his words were harsh and full of jealousy. Why¡Why had she stared at him like that!?
Sebastian sadly smiled at Nathan, put didn¡¯t move, looking back at Kaira.
Kaira looked from behind Nathan, back at Sebastian, and Nathan got more annoyed. Who the hell was this man!?
¡°Kaira, who is he?¡± Nathan said, trying not to sound angry.
¡°My other half.¡± Kaira stated, not knowing that her words just broke Nathan¡¯s heart¡
Nathan hissed out a breath, then put a hand to his face.
Taking a deep breath in, then letting it out, he removed his hand and said, ¡°I¡¯ll be in the carriage waiting for you, so that we can go home.¡±
Without looking at either Sebastian or Kaira, Nathan left, feeling himself being torn apart with every step he took further away that she did not take to follow him¡
She was staying with another man, whom she calls her other half and leaving me, who has been at her side for months and months¡For him!
Nathan sat heavily on the carriage and put his head in his hands¡He was sure, that he had never met that man, never seen him in his entire life!
How was it that Kaira knew him and even called him her ¡®other half¡¯?
He never had wanted to see it, never wanted to let himself think about it¡The way that Kaira obviously thought of him...But¡It looked like he may have to start, especially if she was to continue to see that man, especially if this carriage stays empty for one more minute¡
...One minute passed, yet, Nathan refused to believe he had no chance¡Ten minutes¡
Ten minutes went by and Nathan clenched his hands into fists.
Finally, her lack of responses, her half hearted asked intimacy and the fact that she had never initiated anything once¡Stood out more¡Nathan sighed.
He really had wanted a future, a beautiful future with that wonderful girl. How had it turned out like this?
After three hours of waiting, and having calmed himself down, from getting extremely angry, and then extremely upset, Nathan realized the ball had finished two hours ago, and there was no one left here.
He woke up the person in front and told him that it¡¯s time to go...
Chapter 12 ** The Fate Of One And Another **
Two minutes into their trip back to the residence, Nathan heard someone running, he wondered if he should ignore it or not.
The running came faster and suddenly someone jumped into the carriage and fell to the floor.
Seeing her like this, so beautiful, yet¡Seeing her hurt him, made him angry and sad¡
Nathan didn¡¯t know what to do¡He didn¡¯t help her and decided that he couldn¡¯t look at her now. He looked out the window and wished his ears wouldn¡¯t be listening out to what she was doing. Was she still on the floor? Was she hurt?
He couldn¡¯t speak, afraid of yelling at her, he couldn¡¯t look at her, afraid she¡¯ll see his pain. So, the journey back home was silent and uncomfortable, then, once arriving home, Nathan left without a glance back at her and went straight to his room.
All this time, had she been with him? What had they done together? Why did she even come back?
Even though she did come back, and it did make a good change to Nathan¡¯s thoughts, he somehow wished that she didn¡¯t. If she hadn¡¯t, he would have known then and there, that there was absolutely no future with her¡That she¡¯d probably just disappear, like the maid ¡®Dupli¡¯. It really scared him, this type of outcome...Her disappearing as suddenly as she had appeared, was always something that he had worried about...
Since she had come back, does that mean she will at least say goodbye? Or is it that she''s staying for good now? That this other man wasn''t anyone that will stay in her life?
Nathan ripped his formal clothes off in anger and then laid on his bed, depressed.
***
(Earlier)
When Nathan had walked out of the ballroom, Kaira had watched him leave, not happy that he wasn¡¯t happy. He had been a huge help in her life, after she had run away. He was her very best friend, the one that made her smile, the one that had let her go at her own pace¡
¡°Is he¡Good to you?¡± Sebastian asked.
The moment of happiness, over her calling him her ¡®other half¡¯, seemed to vanish when she was watching Nathan.
Sebastian had always trusted Davina, always knew that she loved him the most, yet, right now¡He was becoming insecure¡
¡°Yes. Very good.¡± Kaira said, turning and looking at Sebastian. ¡°He made me smile again.¡±
Sebastian sighed and felt terrible, he hadn¡¯t been there for her!
Closing his eyes, he didn¡¯t know what to do! His life was hers, but¡Does she even want it? Will she ever forgive him and love him again?
Letting out a deep breath, Sebastian looked at the floor and said, ¡°I know I¡¯ve hurt you Davina, I know that!¡±
Shaking his head, he stopped¡Suddenly he found himself angry! Dammit¡So much was wrong!
Looking up at her, he was stunned because she was already looking back at him, then he realized he had anger in his eyes.
Sadly smiling at her, he said, ¡°I can¡¯t be close to you, but when I go far away, I just come back¡What do you want me to do?¡±
Kaira hated seeing him like this, he was even that upset he was getting angry, that meant that she needed to do something. It¡¯s not a nice sight, when her other half was angry¡Why do you think there¡¯s no power left in the countries?
He¡¯s immortal, he could kill everyone, not in one go, but it¡¯s not like they¡¯ll hurt him¡
He had sucked in a whole countries power once and used it on Kaira when they had first, the very first, time that they had met¡Many, many centuries ago¡
That was how she had inherited all the powers herself. She had already been a Growth Priest in that life but had not learnt any other power. They were at war, when they had first met, and since Sebastian had become an immortal from learning all four powers, he had gone power hungry. He was a devil, a monster¡A rage filled murderer.
Herself, known as Davina, had to go against this immortal and yes it wasn¡¯t pretty. It had been hard to survive against him, but she had escaped death three times and when he had finally killed her, he had done it with so much power that she had taken some within her, making her able to use all four powers as well.
They hadn¡¯t known the real reason why he was an immortal and that she wasn¡¯t, even though both of them had all four powers. But, the best idea they could come up with, was that they had done it differently and that was why they were different. It could be that she had taken three in at once and he hadn¡¯t or that she had started with the growth power and he the fake power. Till this day, they don¡¯t know the answer¡
The phrase¡We are each other, we are all of the powers.
Kaira took two steps towards him and put him into her embrace. She had not been just his greatest enemy¡But now, in the recent centuries, she was his greatest love. Just like he was hers¡
He would always be the one that knew her the best, just like she was the one that knew him the best. They learnt to love each other through their hate. And since their hatred had run so deep, entwined and completely scarred onto their hearts, their love had grown just as deep, filled with such happiness that it was nearly too much to bare!
Kaira put all her body against him, her arms around his waist tightly, and felt him do the same and sigh.
The reason why she continued to come back, after dying, had been because of him and the three powers he had given her¡But, Kaira remembered now, the reason why she was able to handle so much and enjoy so much, was also because of him¡
Kaira smiled warmly, like being in his arms seemed to be like a dream come true. His voice, from the phrase had soothed her, he had even helped her as a maid, when he was confused to whom she was¡How could she continue to be mad at him?
Looking up, he was of course, already looking back down at her.
¡°Okay.¡±
¡°¡Okay!?¡± Sebastian asked, with widened eyes.
¡°But, not right now. I have to¡¡± Kaira was interrupted by Sebastian¡¯s sudden run¡
He picked her up and raced just like the wind and in a particular direction.
Kaira sighed, she had not finished talking!
Just a few seconds later, they were at their house, the one they had made fifty years ago.
In her prior life, this was where she had wanted to live.
Sebastian had cleaned the house a little bit, but it was still run down on the outside. But, on the inside there was a room, that was liveable, a little messy though, as Sebastian had spent quite an amount of time just lying there.
He pulled her into his embrace and making them sit down, while still hugging her.
¡°I was going to say that I¡¯ll come here with you a little later.¡± Kaira mumbled.
¡°Why later?¡± Sebastian asked from the top of her shoulder.
¡°Because, I can¡¯t just leave Nathan and his family, they are sweet. And¡¡±
¡°And what?¡± Sebastian put his hand up her back, over her dress, so happy that she was real and not a dream.
¡°I want to purify the Princess.¡± Kaira said, not holding any secret back.
Holding her tighter and understanding her want, Sebastian hummed his reply.
¡°Then I will take you to both of them, then we can rebuild this house together, mmm?¡± Sebastian asked, pulling back his head and looking directly at her.
Kaira warmly smiled at him, ¡°The Princess has my bracelet.¡±
Sebastian raised his eyebrows, ¡°Mmm, that¡¯s another thing that made me think she was you¡How about, I go purify the Princess and get your bangle and you say goodbye to Nathan?¡±
¡They both shook their heads, thinking of their loved one with someone of the opposite sex.
¡°I have to take the carriage back, Nathan is waiting for me, meet me at his estate and we¡¯ll say good bye together, then we¡¯ll go to the Princess together.¡±
Sebastian let out a happy smile, ¡°Ok, anything you want!¡±
Then he claimed her mouth with his.
He had already gotten her consent¡Her ¡®Okay¡¯¡
But was he going to wait any longer!?
¡He will take her back later!
Kaira had told him that he can¡¯t rip the dress, so Sebastian took special care with it, then roamed his hands and mouth all over her exposed body. When she had said ¡®Okay¡¯, he was no longer a brother. He was now her lover and husband. He hadn¡¯t expected this to happen so quickly. In her last life, she had made him wait until she was 22! But, that was the key word¡That was the key to switch him from brother to husband. Well, it wasn¡¯t just the word but how she said it as well¡Defeated and excited¡
She could now become completely his!
And since he was immortal, he was unable to produce children¡
But, not her last life¡Her life before that, she had come up with an idea that involved the powers of growth, coming into existence¡
She had indeed made it happen that time, she had made him produce¡And well, after some time, she had their first child together. It had been a very happy century together, his favourite. He really hoped she would do it again, but he left the decision completely up to her.
Otherwise, there was just no way he could reproduce. He was stuck here, and that was that¡
Having crossed some strange line, a long, long time ago, he¡¯d made a unique enemy that pressed every single button that he had. She was a bully and tease, an escape artist and powerful for a human. She had slowly unwrapped his inner heart and he¡¯d totally fallen in love with her!This narrative has been purloined without the author''s approval. Report any appearances on Amazon.
She hadn¡¯t believed it at first, but he can¡¯t and won¡¯t regret having told her and waited for her to believe it¡He had made her with his hate, then loved her completely¡She was¡His ultimate desire, his world!
The first time she had been reincarnated, she had attacked him at the age of 32 and the first thing that she had asked for, was her bracelet¡
Sebastian had been wide eyed in shock to her sudden attack and knife to the throat¡But upon her words, he could hardly believe it! Bracelet? What bracelet?
Yet, as he claimed to have no idea, he had a heart raising idea¡Was it her!? Was it really the one that fought against me so much that I used all my powers so destructively on just one tiny person!
He remembered what he was like, after her ash particles had fallen to the ground, and couldn¡¯t believe that he was deflated. She had been his greatest enemy, making him think and use his powers to extents that he¡¯s never used them before. She had made him get angry and want to burst out in rage and she had slivered around like a snake!
But, upon seeing her ash and¡Bracelet, he hadn¡¯t been able to help but attach that bracelet to his belt and take it everywhere with him from then onwards.
Funnily enough, she had come by again, and Sebastian questioned and played with her to realize it really was her! So, they fought again, but he never burst out in anger as he had done the last time. But, that next time, he had accidently killed her instead¡
After seeing her bracelet, he wasn¡¯t deflated this time, he was more saddened¡It was like his life was starting to mean less and less, even though he wasn¡¯t as angry as he used to be.
She had done that to him, made him use his anger and drain himself from it, but now, she was gone again, and he hadn¡¯t known she would return, as it was, it was great that she had come back once! Which was obviously unheard of¡
On the third time of meeting her, it was exactly like the second, she had asked for her bracelet!
After that, Sebastian had slowly gotten to a point he wasn¡¯t ever going to fight her again, letting her do whatever she wanted to him to lash out her anger as well. After all¡He had killed her twice already¡Who wouldn¡¯t be angry about someone killing you and your family?
After about the sixth time of being reincarnated, they finally had their first conversation. Sebastian unknowingly felt an attachment to her, already in love, yet, Davina was more into questions about what was going on and why she kept coming back after death.
Finally, by the tenth time that she had reincarnated, and he had found her once again. Things seemed to go towards a more normal relationship as the other humans had, and they had finally gotten married. From there, he spent as much time with her as possible and found out she reincarnated once every one hundred years. Her first death was her anniversary and birth date every century. What Sebastian had to do, was find a way to find his beloved. At first it took him thirty years and it was too late. Since they were still on rocks at the beginning, she had even married another in one life. Then, he found out the day, realizing her birth date and would use that to find her, finding her by the age of fifteen, which gave them more time to be together, yet, it was still wasn¡¯t enough for him!
In the end, the bracelet was indeed very special. To her, it helped contain her powers, to him, it helped him find her upon her birth.
This present life of hers¡She was indeed, the real Princess of Eden¡Which was why he was so dumbfounded upon seeing her the first time after he had lost her.
When she had been reborn, he had known where she was by using the bracelet with his inner force and the all of the powers and had stolen her from the crib. What he hadn¡¯t known until recently, was that someone else had taken the spot of Princess after he had taken the real one.
He hadn¡¯t cared who she was, or where she was from, he stole her because she was his beloved!
The only person that shared their life with him, the only person who knew him, the only person that loved him for himself and who he was¡
Davina, from centuries ago, had made up rules, so that he would know that she truly would choose to move on with their relationship. Until she would say a word and the way it was said, he was not to go beyond being a brother...
Bringing her up from a baby, he was a father, then a brother and lastly a husband. Sometimes he would do everything himself, but lately he would get help, because it was just easier that way.
He was immortal, so his looks hardly changed, but the last person who was around them seemed to see it but still worked with him. She was also very helpful and really did love Davina, so he was only to glad that she was by their side.
On that day¡That Davina had disappeared¡He had seen his friend''s body. She had been raped and then killed. Even though Davina had been his highest priority, he still felt sad for her death. He had never wished it and didn¡¯t want to think of the near future without her. He also knew that Davina would be upset to see her gone, so he had wished he could have prevented all this from happening so that she had survived and mostly...So that he wouldn''t have lost his most precious person...
Upon not being able to talk to their friend, because she was already dead, Sebastian had no idea what happened to Davina¡All he knew, was that she wasn¡¯t there¡At their house.
He didn¡¯t have her bracelet, so he couldn¡¯t find her that way¡It was¡Back to the old way of looking for his beloved¡
And now, back in the present, they were back in their house. Years had passed, yet, they had come to back here. Back to the place they both felt like they belonged¡
Sebastian relished everything about her, not in the least wanting to let her go, yet, she said that they will be together again soon.
He took his time redressing her, kissing the body he just made love to and covered it up.
After they had one more hold of each other, Sebastian then took them back and Kiara was running after the carriage that just left. Sebastian didn¡¯t go far, he wouldn¡¯t anymore, he was going to be close to her now¡
When Kiara walked into the house, she saw the maid, Genevieve, looking at her sadly. ¡°Why is he angry?¡±
Kiara didn¡¯t know how to answer her, instead patted her on the shoulder, ¡°The time has come, that he realizes that I won¡¯t be the main woman in his future.¡±
The maid gave Kiara a pained face, ¡°I don¡¯t like it when he¡¯s upset.¡±
Kiara nodded, ¡°Me either. But, soon, he will finally see you.¡±
Genevieve wasn¡¯t sure if she could be happy about that just yet, she didn¡¯t like that Nathan had to hurt, just so he could see her¡
Taking her into a hug, Kiara said, ¡°Thank you Genevieve, for everything. I really wish you happiness with Nathan. I probably won¡¯t see for a while after today.¡±
With widened eyes, the maid looked at her, ¡°Wha¡Where are you going!?¡±
Smiling, Kiara said, ¡°I¡¯m going to happily live my life of course!¡±
The maid let out a small sob and hugged Kiara back.
Kiara left Genevieve and walked right into Nathan¡¯s room. ¡°Nathan!¡±
¡°Wh¡What!¡± Nathan blinked, sat up on the bed and looked around sleepily. He had fallen asleep really quickly upon thinking sad, depressing thoughts¡Being very late into the night helped as well, many people were sleeping now...
Kiara put a sheet over his body and then said, ¡°I¡¯m leaving, but I¡¯ll come say hello when you¡¯ve moved on.¡±
Nathan nearly stopped breathing to those words¡
¡°Genevieve has been hoping you would see her. But she is shy and won¡¯t come out. I hope you finally start seeing her.¡±
Nathan narrowed his eyes and tried to make sense of Kiara¡¯s words. ¡°Uh?¡±
But, Kiara instead leaned over him and kissed him on the cheek, ¡°Thank you! So much! I will never forget you!¡±
¡°You lie!¡± Nathan spat out, still angry. How could she just leave! He wanted to fight for her!
Kiara turned, the moon light showing behind her, making her look exceptionally beautiful, ¡°I will not always, you¡¯re right. But every time I am reincarnated, I will remember after about ten or so years. But¡This, you must keep it a secret!¡±
Nathan shook his head, unable to understand.
¡°Remember the name Genevieve, you¡¯ll be surprised on how often you¡¯ll see her!¡± Kiara stated, then jumped out of the window¡Into the hands of Sebastian, who was waiting for her.
Nathan didn¡¯t think for a moment, but then widened his eyes in terror, ¡°Kiara!¡±
He raced to the window, that was also on the second floor and saw into the distance a man racing away in a very fast way, so fast that it was unbelievable!
Frowning, Nathan scratched his head¡Was he perhaps dreaming?
Racing downstairs, he went outside to where he last saw Kiara from outside the window and saw nothing out there.
Instead, he saw a maid who was looking at the moon.
Frowning once again, he was just about to go back inside, when he saw the maid sigh and then start to walk towards him.
She hadn¡¯t seen him yet, so he hid for a moment, seeing himself not dressed very well.
He watched and waited for the maid to disappear, so that he could go back inside the house but caught some of her words, that started to become clearer and clearer as she became closer¡
¡°¡Not be sad! What am I to do! I only had one friend!¡± She went silent for a moment, now passed the man who was hiding, ¡°¡I thought she wouldn¡¯t just leave like that! I should have packed a bag for her or something¡Aren¡¯t we family? When is she¡¡±
Nathan did a double take of the maid but still ended up back in his room shortly afterwards¡
There was just something strange going on¡What did she say again?
***
Upon leaving ¡®Kaira¡¯ behind and accepting her entire existence, the name ¡®Davina¡¯ was once again used.
It was a little strange for Davina, as she had been four types of people in her past¡Davina, as a young, happy, stubborn child. Then Dupli, as a maid used as a duplicate for the Princess, whom had been treated very poorly¡Then to Kaira, who grew to become the person she finally wanted to be, one that didn¡¯t have nightmares about maids and assassinations. Now, back to Davina once again, life was taking a new turn with the person she held most dear in her heart. She was a different Davina now though, one that was still stubborn but now she was more mature and made sure that her life was full. Of course, she also wanted to be Davina because it was the name that Sebastian loved the most, even from centuries ago. His beloved Davina¡
Davina and Sebastian purified the Princess and retrieved the long-lost bracelet.
On Davina¡¯s want to find retribution, she also purified a few maids but ended the lives of two of them¡Then they disappeared.
The Princess¡¯s future could be seen as brighter now because she felt lighter in not just her thoughts but in experiences. She no longer wanted people to endure what she has had to, now she felt bad and guilty that she had done so previously and became determined to never do so again. Sadly though, after a few months of changing into this ¡®purified¡¯ person, she was killed by assassins.
The King of Eden had seen the change in the Princess but had made no attempt to protect her. His guilt to not protecting her and even wanting the assassination attempt to have worked years ago, made him realize how far apart his daughter was from him. They had rarely spent time together and it was just too late to mean words at a funeral for him, making him even more sad. Yet, his sadness couldn¡¯t last long. His countrymen needed him, his Queen and his Prince¡In time, Princess Regina was forgotten and even another Princess took her place and was much loved by not just her father but that of the people of Eden. Her life was not only taken from her from infancy, because she was put in place of the real Princess, but her life was full of extreme survival from assassination attempts¡Was it that Sebastian had killed her future of an ordinary girl¡¯s life, or the King for ignoring her? Did she feel better about her ending now? Or since she had been ¡®purified¡¯ did she no longer want death?
Nonetheless, her time had come to an end¡
But¡Lord Wiltsing¡¯s residence ended up in disharmony after the sudden disappearance of Kiara...
Nathan had woken to find that the night before was real, and that Kiara was really gone. Sandra was upset, thinking that Nathan had made her run off. Lord Wiltsing himself even wanted to scold his son for Kiara¡¯s disappearance but seeing Nathan so abnormal, it seemed useless to bother.
After a week, Nathan finally couldn¡¯t take it and said that she was gone and that was it! Not only had he yelled this out, he claimed that he was going to another town to gain experience and started to pack.
He couldn¡¯t be there anymore, already he had spent a few hours in Kiara¡¯s room and felt loss and heartbreak threaten to make him want to cry. He didn¡¯t want that, she was probably happy, and he wanted her to be happy!
But, he missed her so much that he had often found himself in a daze, so he had thought that he needed to get away.
Get away from all of the memories that they shared...And there were so many of them!
Outside, inside, in town, the neighbours, horse riding...In just eighteen or so months, memories could be found everywhere!
Having nearly forgotten all about what Kiara had said that night, except the fact that she had said goodbye, Nathan had tried to remember but couldn¡¯t.
The next day he was leaving, and to his surprise, he found himself leaving with someone called ¡®Genevieve¡¯.
That name!
Finally meeting this Genevieve, he realized it was the same maid he had seen that night when Kiara had left. Upon looking at her, she looked down with a bowed head and got onto the carriage, where all his luggage was. He noticed she only had a small bag and she sat on the edge, where the maids usually sit.
What did Kiara say about Genevieve?
Nathan was true to his word, he went to the next town of Bullhore and stayed with the governor there to learn some new things. His work very much distracted him from thinking about Kiara and he was finally starting to see that this Genevieve, that had followed him here to help serve him, would watch him with innocent eyes.
Over quite a few weeks, he was seeing this and more and more and he realized that this maid must have been watching him for years.
She knew his favourite foods, drinks, books¡What he did before sleep, what he liked to talk about and what his personality was like.
As time went on, he finally had his first conversation with her and realized that she was exactly like the ¡®Dupli¡¯ that had come all those years ago. Fair enough her life wasn¡¯t as bad as Dupli¡¯s, but she was innocently charming and was scared to do the wrong thing. After a while of feeling a strange feeling overwhelm him, it started to make sense that he found himself wanting to protect this person. Yes, just like he had wanted to protect Dupli, now he started to feel the same with Genevieve...
Just as his time in Bullhore came to a close, Nathan had finally taken Kiara¡¯s advice and gone as far as kissing the maid, Genevieve.
One year, after he left the Wiltsing residence for Bullhore, Nathan returned with Genevieve, ready to give the relationship a chance. To a strange degree¡He felt like his relationship with Kaira was actually one that led him to be with Genevieve. That perhaps¡He had loved Kaira, but never truly fell in love with her. That perhaps, loving Kaira was closer to a brother¡¯s type of love then he had originally thought. Seeing as it had taken months to for him to get intimacy out of Kaira, he had wanted to shorten that time with Genevieve by at least half! He wanted to touch her...
So, as the year had slowly gone by and he had slowly started to feel different about Genevieve, he finally realized this and had decided to move on.
What seemed to help tremendously, besides being able to accept a maid as a future partner, was that Genevieve seemed hopelessly devoted to him¡And that devotion sneaked itself in like a fire melting his heart. The small things that he saw that Genevieve did, ended up becoming more and more heart felt and touching to him that he was unable to stop seeing these things now. She was becoming more and more beautiful and lovelier by the month, week and day¡
Epilogue
It was another year after that, that Nathan and Genevieve got married, and Kiara, now known as Davina, and Sebastian, came to the wedding.
Davina smiled, while at the back of the people and watched as Nathan seemed happy. Indeed, he was happy!
He had wanted to marry earlier but had to convince quite the number of people beforehand¡
Luckily, the year had gone by awfully fast and Genevieve was now no longer a maid and had learnt how to become a lady, with much help from his mother. Through hard times, they had finally gotten to this stage, of being accepted and happily now taking that leap into matrimony where they can become a family¡The family that Nathan had pictured¡
Sebastian tightened his hold over Davina and kissed her head.
When they had purified the Princess and taken back the bracelet, they had the rest of their lives to live. Their house was already fixed and with all the tries they had, Davina had finally gotten pregnant about four months ago.
It was hard not to show how gloriously happy they were, especially Sebastian!
He longed to always be with his Davina, always be loved by her and always love her in return.The author''s tale has been misappropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon.
Now that Nathan was able to move on, Davina couldn¡¯t wait to see more of him and Genevieve. She wanted their friendship to continue!
When the two newly weds came out from where they had made their vows, Davina led Sebastian to the carriage that Nathan and Genevieve were supposed to leave in and got in secretly.
Waiting upon the arrival of her friends, Davina smiled happily at Sebastian.
He pulled her closer to him and waited as well¡Since she cared so much about these two people, then so would he!
Upon entering the carriage, Genevieve was stunned and didn¡¯t move from the entrance, she let out a small sob after a moment and then went straight into Davina¡¯s arms. ¡°You! You never said¡¡±
Nathan then stepped in, seeing this sight.
Davina pulled away from Genevieve and then smiled at Nathan, ¡°Congratulations!¡±
Nathan could only nod and then cuddle her back when she went into his embrace. The girl he used to love.
¡°Really?¡± Genevieve asked happily.
Davina nodded, patting her tiny bump.
¡°Ah! Nathan!¡± Genevieve said, tapping him on his leg.
Nathan put his hands over hers and then looked at Davina, ¡°Congratulations!¡±
Sebastian finally said something, ¡°Thank you.¡±
Davina then looked at him and laughed, ¡°Sebastian is happier than he shows, he¡¯s holding it in!¡±
Sebastian turned and stared at Davina, as she was right, he was so damned happy!
¡°Well, I wish you all the best baby.¡± Genevieve said, lightly tapping Davina¡¯s stomach with her free hand.
¡°Mmm, the last baby I looked after was the Princess of Eden.¡± Sebastian admitted.
Davina looked at him, ¡°What?¡±
¡°Yes, you¡You¡¯re the real Princess.¡±
¡Silence filled the carriage, as it slowly got closer to its destination.
Davina frowned¡
She was a duplicate for the Princess¡But in fact¡Wasn¡¯t that person¡A duplicate for her instead?
THE END OF DUPLICATE!!