《Magic Drop [Eng Version]》 Welcome to those who are in the mortal. "Welcome~" That is the first I heard after closing my eyes just for a moment, they were stunned by the word, because there was no one in my room and had no device on, I only understood it when I reopened my eyes, what is glimpsed is not my room, if not a place, which seems higher than the clouds, divine appearance, similar to the ancient Greek structures, in the impressive place were seen thousands of people, maybe tens of thousands, and a being dissonant of this environment, was watching us from above, with a red tuxedo and a white mask with a big smile, he had no eyes, but he did not expect us to adapt to the environment, I tried to release a sound, only to realize that nothing came out of my mouth, at this moment I wondered if I had died or maybe it was a dream, because I never imagined being in a place like this, something like the novels I read before. "Perhaps you are a little surprised dear mortals~" That playful tone came out of his voice, after steadying myself a bit, I realized that it sounded somewhat dismissive, as if he was looking at nothing but ants. "But, it will be explained to you in a moment~" At that moment a large screen appeared, it looked futuristic, like a hologram, but at the same time it seemed somewhat mystical, it seemed dissonant with what I normally saw, but still it didn''t feel unnatural, it was a very strange feeling. "Your planet, it was destroyed, that''s what happened, a small universal dissonance exploded your sector, pff ha ha..." His last laugh was heard very faintly, it almost seemed like he was laughing at our misfortune, at that moment thousands of people went crazy, the initial shock of appearing here was fading away and was replaced with skepticism, they couldn''t believe it, but they couldn''t demand either, no one could speak in the first place, countless people tried to open their mouths only to let out empty whimpers. "But don''t worry, your pathetic existence has been saved, by those who are beyond divine, they felt a little pity, because you died so pathetically...without knowing that you killed them, pff, ha, ha, pff, hahahahahahaha" Then, it was heard, his laughter was louder than before, apparently he found this situation amusing, as if an anthill had been destroyed for fun. "Well, since my duty is to explain what will proceed with you listen carefully, I will not repeat it again, so be prepared." This moment was unexpected, many people were still in panic, and did not listen well to the indication, but, I was attentive, I did not care if it was real, a dream, my delusions or a lie, any information would serve me, anyway if it was a dream I lose nothing, if it turns out that this was a truth, it would benefit me a lot. "You are about to enter one of the innumerable planes, something that in all the pathetic existence of your race whether future or past you would probably never achieve, you could say you are lucky to be chosen by those beyond the divine, you will be given an easier way to familiarize yourself with your next planes, the key word to open it is "Status Screen" it is a small system similar to what you call RPG, I will tell you its basic functions, the rest you will have to discover for yourselves, on this screen will come your name, attributes, traits, and your new race, oh, don''t worry, you will only become variations of humans, or probably stay with your same race, it is unlikely that you will become a completely different race from your original race, well, even though it may not seem surprising, humans are a common race in the various planes, so don''t get your hopes up if you find more humans, they probably don''t come directly from your dimension, don''t think they are so special, well, now let''s go on, you have been chosen by those who have been chosen by those who have been chosen by those who have been chosen by those who have been chosen by those who have been chosen by those who have been chosen by you, since you have been chosen by those beyond the divine, we will give you a small welcome gift, it can be something not very useful, or maybe with that object you will become the next protagonists of the era, everything will depend on your little luck, well, that is the communication that I was asked to send you, since I consider myself a good guy, I will give you an extra piece of advice. ... forget all the social and natural rules of your former world, they are probably useless, fight, learn, conspire and survive and something more important than your very existence and everything you achieve... remember to amuse that which is beyond divine...". At that moment the strange restriction in my voice was gone, but it was too late to ask a question, because that dark place reappeared, and a second later I was again in a completely different place, I was in what looked like a hut of wood and straw, was a little inclined and the floor was mud, I had shoes, that more than shoes looked like a cloth wrapped with a ribbon so that it would not come off my feet, my old clothes had apparently disappeared and now I was wearing a shirt that looked dirty, it was badly spun, just like my new pants that looked like the same material, I was surprised by the new environment, but I did not have time to go over it, I started to pronounce the words that the subject had told us. "Status Screen." At that moment a screen lit up in front of me. Status Screen Name: Lin Title: None Alienation: Quiet Lazy Race: Mana-Sensitive Human Trait: Magic Obsessive Strength: 02 Stamina: 03 Stamina: 02 Agility: 04 Dexterity: 06 Intelligence: 09 This tale has been pilfered from Royal Road. If found on Amazon, kindly file a report. Magic: 12 Luck: 8 I thought that after opening the system I don''t know, it would pop up something like *You have activated god of war system*, or *x2000 multiplication system*, but apparently nothing popped up, maybe it''s because I''m not chinese? Anyway, no time for regrets, after opening the status screen and reading everything, a voice appeared. [You have been given a "Welcome Gift" say "Open Welcome Gift" to display the contents inside]. I didn''t wait any longer, I just hoped I didn''t get shit, so I just said the word "Open Welcome Gift" came out of my mouth with a little shout. [You have opened your welcome gift, wait a moment, the system will choose where to put it]. After a few seconds, a faint light appeared next to the small wooden table that was inside the hut, I quickly went to the side of the table and there was a big box, about half the length of the table and tall enough to reach my knee, without further waiting, I opened it and inside there were only books, not that I want to deny it, but I was a little disappointed, I was expecting something like a shiny ring with an old man or a beautiful woman of divine appearance that tells me it was an ancient sealed god or a miniature magic tower, I don''t know, at least a legendary sword used by a certain British king or Gandalf''s staff, sadly my whining was not heard by the heavens, and I started to see the titles of the books. [Introduction to the theory of basic magic] [Introduction to Basic Array Theory] [Introduction to the theory of basic alchemy] .... ... .. . And the long list of books went on and on, I suspect that the box could even be a dimensional space that is so much talked about in the web novels because the books were thick and it seemed that there were too many to be contained in that chest, I did not look for all of them, and only took the ones at the beginning, They were all books of basic theory, of things related to magic, at that moment I did not feel so disappointed, because my race was that of a human sensitive to mana, I even felt that I had a bit of luck, at least I did not get the worst garbage, in my concentration on what I should do, I was not so focused on the outside and was surprised that someone opened the door, when suddenly a series of implanted memories came into my head, probably the guy or those Beyond Divine Beings put them there, in this place I was part of a tribe, this plane is still in a tribal era where the kingdoms seemed scarce, or almost nonexistent, I considered it more than a disadvantage, an excellent luck, because probably did not exist the powers already established with centuries of accumulation of knowledge or wealth. Clack! "Hey Lin, my dad said let''s go eat, apparently he caught a red boar, your favorite." When, I left my drift, I looked again at the door, now I could quote unquote remember who was the person in front of the door, it was was was Helia, she was a girl with black hair and brown skin, she certainly looked like a pretty girl for the time, and she was around 17 years old if I''m not mistaken, without more to say, she was what could be referred to as my best friend and almost an adopted sister as her father took me in after the death of both my parents from this world, At this moment I did not know what to feel about her because even though I had memories of her I refused to believe them as true because I knew that they were only memories artificially implanted, so I felt more than anything I felt uncomfortable, unfortunately I had to answer and leave my doubts about these memories for later or in a dark space of my mind to be forgotten. "Wait a moment Helia, I''m coming." I said as fast as I could, it almost sounded like a stutter, but at the very least I hoped it was understandable. Apparently she had understood, but still she approached me, probably out of curiosity of the box behind me, right away without me noticing, she was already on top of the box looking at the books. "What''s this Lin, I''ve never seen one before" she was saying as she grabbed one of the books. That simple, but innocent question reminded me of my current situation and world, in this world civilization is still not advanced enough, the writings were still made in clay and many tribes did not even have a written language, things as primitive as writing paper made of animal skin had barely been made because it was too expensive, spending the precious leather for things like writing was not very viable because it had greater utility in the creation of armor or various utilities such as canteens. At that moment I tried to stop her but she had already opened the book. "It looks like a language, but, it is not ours, where did you find this, how is it possible that the letters are so small, so even and beautiful, and even more, how can I write on such a thin base, it seems that I could tear it with just a little force, Lin, tell me where did you find this?" It was at that precise moment that I remembered a more important fact, our tribe, could be considered a scholar tribe, if I am not mistaken, most of our tribe was not physically remarkable enough to trap big monsters, in fact in this sector of the lands of the continent or so I think it will be, we are in a medium grade tribe at best, and that is thanks to the ingenuity we have to create traps and plans to trap animals, it would not be a joke to say that we are probably the most advanced tribe in the sector in that aspect, as to why we do not practice things like ranching or farming, is because we do not have a rich enough environment to be able to cultivate because all the areas near the beginning of the rivers are occupied by large tribal forces and animal husbandry is excessively expensive at this time, as the tribe barely manages to meet the needs of us and also the animals are too fierce and powerful to be able to enclose them in wooden fences, they would need a long period of domestication and guards to watch them not to cause accidents, plus probably stone fences to be able to resist the powerful blows of the animals if a revolt occurs, an expense which probably only the large tribes can achieve, just being able to settle and find a place instead of living a nomadic life is already considered lucky in these times. "It''s something I found while exploring around, it looks like a different language but I understand it, after studying it a bit, now, could you please stop gripping the book so tightly, I''m afraid it will tear" "It''s so interesting, why didn''t you tell me about this, it looks like so much fun." "Okay, but please don''t tell anyone else yet, I''m afraid I won''t be able to finish studying them." At that moment I was nervous, I was afraid they would confiscate my gift, besides one like the theory of magic, as I was sure it was my ticket to start in this world and if they suddenly confiscated it I might just vomit blood. "Easy, easy little mouse, I won''t tell anyone, but you''ll have to include me in your plans, okey." At that moment he winked at me, I sighed in relief, for that was a sign that I wasn''t going to tell anyone. "Well anyway, you have to go eat, so you''d better put that away, or hide it, if it wasn''t me coming in you''d have to give a long explanation of how you found that chest." Without more to say, he went out the door and closed it, at that moment I settled my thoughts and realized that it might have been too risky a simple fact as opening my gift without preparation, taking a deep breath, I proceeded to move the chest to a corner of the small hut and cover the chest with some cloth. After moving it I felt a little tired, it seemed that this body was weaker than my previous body and that worried me, this was with hundreds of diseases where anything could kill me made me nervous, even more because I barely had some knowledge of medicine, plus I did not know exactly how to quantify the statistics to my person so I was even more afraid, but unfortunately I had to go out and see this new world in which I will probably be for a long time, I slowly approached the door with the slight sound of my steps and then I opened it, the light shot in my face and I could not see anything, I was anxious for this new world and felt a tingling in my body, I do not know if it was because of fear or excitement, but I had to adapt somehow, no? ... Magic Theory After a few brief moments the light dimmed from my eyes, it let me see a wild landscape, there were trees everywhere which made me wonder if we were in some tropical area or something like that, the place looked the same as in my implanted memories, but it is different to experience it myself, the area only had a few huts, no structure too advanced, they were mostly simple you could see some small campfires and a small group of people, there was Helia, she was sitting on a small log, watching the Red Boar roasting, I was approaching the place so that shortly after she turned to my direction a few moments later. "Ho!, Lin, you''re here, you''re lucky, the boar is almost roasted, come on sit down." When she turned around she looked at me like a feline looking at its prey, I faced with this clearly serious problem, I had no choice but to obey, I sat down next to her, and she kept looking at me with that feline look that gave me a particular fear, the boar was ready and they started to call the whole tribe, surprisingly, it was a small tribe, you couldn''t count more than 30 people in it surely, now that I remember, the birth rate in this tribe is strangely low, I wouldn''t be surprised if it had gone extinct at any time, as the birth rate in this tribe doesn''t go over one child every year so you could say that having young people with similar ages is strange in this tribe, counting the multiple diseases, the risky environment in the whole area and the strange ferocious beasts, I am surprised that we are still alive at this point. I started to eat and look at the surroundings, you couldn''t say it was very beautiful, but it was the best thing to look at considering there was no other form of entertainment.... "Hey Lin, do you have anything to comment on?" Yes, no other form of entertainment, I was right, regretting my unhappiness, I only said a few words, the typical ones to say, Don''t be fucking with me, but in a more delicate way. "Nothing interesting happened to me today Ruscher." At this moment I had no time to have beautiful and delicate conversations with unknown people, I had to plan what I was going to study, they gave me a very good ticket in my opinion, if it was anywhere else maybe I could not even gain much advantage, but hey, we are in the tribal era, it is the same as giving me a rifle and sending me to a war of the Medieval Age, as long as I am not too stupid I will not die easily, honestly it was stressing me to have to do something and not go back to my lazy days, but of course, I like to live, that is something I had very clear, so I would have to pretend to be a hard worker in the meantime and try not to die painfully because I made a small cut somewhere in my weak body, I like to live, that''s something I had very clear, so I would have to pretend a hard working personality in the meantime and try not to die painfully because I got a small cut in some part of my weak body, after my brief reflection on my precarious situation it can be said that the food passed quickly, the adults were talking about planning traps and creating some other structures, we could not put much effort in complex structures because it was something impractical not having a strong stable source of food, but we could do something else, and meanwhile I was thinking about the content that would come in the theory books, I hope they are not too complicated, without more to do in the campfire area I proceeded to leave the place, again I was in the small hut, After being outside I realized that it was smaller than I thought, because it only had a small table and what looks like a bed, without more to say, I went back to see the books, even more motivated to get out of this pigsty as quickly as possible, I took the main one and the one that would seem the basis of all other hobbies. [Introduction to Basic Magic Theory]. Already looking at it more closely, the book was very nice, it had a beautiful dark blue leather cover and the letters written in a shiny gold, just seeing those letters attracted you instantly, and the book when you opened it came with a small message. [Welcome, whoever is opening this book, I wish you the best of luck to understand magic at unimaginable levels and touch knowledge that even I have not been able to touch, remember, do not let yourself be derived by useless and little versatile formulas, magic is more than that crap, Magic has no beginning or origin, has no rules or specifications while you feel and understand that it produces its change anything is possible with it, I say goodbye]. Attested: That Magician who was forgotten by the ages. Tom----------- The name was cut off, I was surprised, maybe those beyond the divine didn''t want it to be discovered, or maybe that''s how the book was and they took it from a random dimension, well it didn''t matter what it was, I just had to study it, move on to the first subject of the book it had a simple name, I like it, I like simple things. The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. [Theory of Magic for Dummies] [Magic is inaccurate, even I after my long time of research I haven''t been able to tear what produces it, nor why it is that it can form such ethereal changes in other types of elements, but one thing I have been able to notice is this, magic could be described as a wave, and at the same time not, magic can become a liquid for what I have observed, but magic is not something like air, but more ethereal, you cannot encapsulate mana in a bottle, it just passes through, it is as if it were smaller than what we know, I have seen countless places and seasons, and yet I am not clear what magic is, I have only been able to notice how it transforms, and it is through a kind of vibration, well, not exactly, but rather a kind of impulse influenced by external components, inner mana, outer mana and knowledge about multiple things, but it is similar to vibrate, magic vibrates until it finds an exact state or similar to the element itself, magic can not be classified as an element apart, but as a means for the transformation to another state, so things like mana bullets exist because they are not only mana, but the accumulation of numerous vibrations in a pure state of an unknown material close to the ethereal form and base of mana, thanks to this there can be great variations in magic, an example is to create an icy flame, something that is impossible by natural means known, an icy flame is imbued with mana which allows this instead of heating, Magic can create this type of natural treasures in an organic way and without any intervention of any type of race, which is even more incomprehensible to me, magic is also imbued in a natural way in diverse monsters, it is for those that animals only made of rock formations achieve movement and in superior phases a thought and instinct similar to that of any existing race, It is also thanks to this that allowed us to achieve the creation of intelligent puppets, but I will leave that for later, well, let''s continue, magic can be touched in a simple and direct way even if it does not seem so, magic is determined by the realm of talent from that step, now, feel it faster or slower does not matter too much, just feeling it already puts you in a talent realm far superior to the known conventional races, and if feeling it is the only step to get in contact with the mana forces, now feeling it and controlling it are 2 completely different things, by feeling the mana, you can feel the mana of the environment around you, and glimpse even a little bit of what mana is which would allow simple spells without much difficulty but, to control it means to start to contain it and make it our own which allows more complex activities, we must make our body start to produce it in a natural way, in a few words, it is to become a purifying machine of the environmental mana and then store it in ourselves, how to store it and produce it? The way is simple, you must create a heart of mana, now why the heart? One of the most sensitive parts of the body where the smallest imbalance of its control can mean our almost certain death, yes, sure you will ask that, well, the heart is the only organ in our body that can transport all the mana to all our body in a safe way, as if it forces blood, the mana can not only be contained in one place, That would generate much pressure in space and leave auras of weakness and everything else in the body, what is sought is to achieve a balance throughout the body, to be able to store mana throughout our body gives us an easy way for almost infinite containment of this, although of course, the heart of mana must be able to withstand it, if you purify more than the capacity of your heart, it will simply expel the purified mana out of you, now, the mana heart does not work 24/7 for you, unfortunately for now you must actively collect the mana with your body otherwise it will be exhausted and you will not be able to use magic as easily as having your own mana, after this explanation, I will give you the steps to start feeling it, just close your eyes, take a deep breath and think in small particulars that the whole place, as if it was dust, yes, that easy, if you managed to feel it, congratulations after that I will tell you the next steps if not, you can just throw this book to the void and cry for your null magical attitude. ] After that, I tried to look at the next page but it was simply indecipherable to my mind, as if something was preventing me from reading it, well, never mind, after reading it, I sat down, I did not use a lotus. pose or other strange yoga poses, they are just uncomfortable, I sat on the bed and simply followed the instructions, closed my eyes, took a deep breath and most importantly, tried to imagine the small particles.... .... ... .. . Time kept passing, I did not open my eyes for fear of getting out of my concentration, I even wondered if I had fallen asleep and I had not noticed, I do not know how much time had passed, but I was still sitting and trying to see in the nothingness, everything seemed so silent, when suddenly little particles came out all over the black space, they were as bright as little stars in the distance, at that moment I activated my concentration to the maximum, and I kept trying to feel them, after a short time more and more particles started to appear, it seemed fantastic, and dazzling to me, I tried to make the particles come closer to me but that was all that happened, then they bounced off my body, at that moment I remembered an important part of the book, the heart of mana, only that fleeting thought was able to make me lose my concentration and open my eyes, I was tired, I didn''t know what time it was, but it seemed that it was the time that I was tired, I didn''t know what time it was, but it seemed that some hours had passed although it felt like an eternity, after that I just lay down on the bed, I was too tired to imagine anything, at that moment I just wanted to rest, I closed my eyes, but this time I was going to take a good nap. Magic Theory (2) Crack! A loud sound was heard outside, my precious hours of sleep were interrupted by that noise, I opened my eyes lazily, I wondered why people loved to fuck at this hour but anyway, what can you do, slowly I opened the door and saw that it was very early, the sun was just rising even though you could not see clearly through the lush trees, as I walked a little more, I finally saw the cause of the problem, it was people logging, perhaps they had nothing else to do earlier? or yes, it was the tribal age, I wondered if I was adapting too fast to this situation maybe it is a favor from the guy so that 80% of the people don''t die too fast just by showing up and not being able to endure whatever horrible place they have been sent to, anyway, whatever it is, I like not to be too stressed, then I noticed that all the people in the tribe were awake, apparently I was the last one to wake up. "My little Lin! You finally woke up, I saw that you were asleep yesterday and that''s why I didn''t call you for dinner, and tell me..." Suddenly a whisper came from Helia. "Have you figured out what''s on that leaf yet?" A tingling went through my back, perhaps this young woman, had nothing else to do in her life, why did this strange friendship touch me, even if I have nice memories with her, I know they are not mine. "Hey, why so quiet?" "N-nothing, I haven''t figured it out yet." "You lie, I know your eyes shake when you lie." ''Shit, do I even have that tic, that''s something even I didn''t know, is she some kind of stalker...or is she just very observant, I''d be more afraid it''s a combination of both.'' "I swear I don''t know n-nothing." "Well, I guess I''ll have to tell Mr. Laid to help us." ''Damn manipulator, how come you are so dirty being that we are in the tribal era?!!!'' At that point I had no choice but to grab her hands. "Ho, then you''re going to declare me a date so I won''t tell, sorry, but I see you as a little brother nothing else." Shit, why is she looking at me with that look of superiority, does she look like some kind of dominant being or what?. "No, me, I''ll tell you..." ''Shit, I hate you, I hope you die of a tetanus infection or something!'' "You see, it wasn''t that hard little Lin, let''s go to your hut! hehe." Well, minimum I can lie to him about the content..... "And don''t lie to me, I know you very well little fox, if you lie to me I''ll go to Laid!" ''Fuck, the reincarnated one is me or her...couldn''t you have been a reincarnated evil princess or something instead of fucking with me?!'' In the course of my insults towards this horrible person we finally arrived at my hut, at this moment I can only pray that she doesn''t possess magical talent. "Your hut is tidier, did you clean it?" "Hmm yes" "Come on don''t be so bitter, you just have to tell me your deepest secrets, the usual." ''I think if I kill her I still have a chance to escape, I might carry that big chest on my back might be difficult but I''ll manage, you know what, since, what a laziness.'' After that moment I took out the book, I just explained to her how to feel mana, I didn''t give her too many explanations about the book, with a, just the words "it''s an introduction" and "it''s not important enough" was enough, she looked at me with suspicious eyes at first but then just let it go. Anyway, when I told her about it she just went to a corner of the hut and smiled with her eyes closed, I didn''t know how long it was going to take so I went to the second section of the book. [Introduction on how to form a Mana Heart, as long as you''re not an ape anyone can form it] [Hello, hello whoever is in this chapter, I''m surprised you have talent for this, who knows how many hands this book has passed through, or maybe you''re the first I don''t know, I just want to congratulate you, you''ve gone from being a stupid monkey to a slightly smarter monkey, CONGRATULATIONS!!!. Love this story? Find the genuine version on the author''s preferred platform and support their work! Well, I will teach you about how to form the hearts of mana, it is something complicated to express but considering that you have a little attitude to be able to pass to this chapter I think you can do it. The way to create a Mana Heart is very simple, you must pass those small particles of magic that you have seen and pass it through your pores, mouth, nose or any part of your body that has an orifice, I would recommend you to do it through the pores, it is the fastest way, it may be somewhat painful at first but anyway it is an essential part that you will have to learn in the future, you know they say that it is better early than late, right? well let''s stop my delusions, by passing those little particles through your body you will have to start directing the mana over your body, if you don''t know where your heart is you damn ape, here you have an image of the human body, I''m very kind, aren''t I? Anyway, making the mana heart is that simple, you just need to take mana to the heart and start integrating it slowly and smoothly, if you apply a little mana on the image a little spell will appear that will make an animation appear on how the mana should move so you don''t die from a little photon of it, don''t thank me, I know, I''m too noble, well after the construction of the Heart of Mana, you could say it''s like a small tower, in a few words, the more solid your base, the better it will be for your future, unless you are the bastard child of magic, in that case you won''t have to worry about that no matter if you make your base a piece of shit surely you will become the next god of magic, but surely that is not your case, remember, making a mana heart takes time, don''t rush things for a fight for your lost marriage or an upcoming tournament to win something useless for the excuse of more resources, this step is the most important of your existence as an ape and if you achieve it well, I will congratulate you giving you information in the next chapter, well, see you in a while, I wish you luck my little monkey. ] ''Is it me this chapter was more loaded with insults, am I going to get into some kind of love-hate thing with a book?'' Well never mind, this book is the best gift I''ve ever been given anyway, after applying some mana a small video jumped out, this one showed how to move mana through the body and apply it to the heart, certainly something more useful than an explanation in words. After watching it a few times and wondering about the incredible modeling skills of the book''s creator, I proceeded to sit up in my bed, this time I stretched more, I don''t want to wake up numb again, I will try to make the magic come through my pores, I wouldn''t do it if I didn''t have to, but they already told me that I will have to suffer it later and it is better for me to remember this pain and have an additional benefit to have to do in the future and besides the pain not to gain anything extra, I began to close my eyes, everything was dark again, I no longer felt my surroundings, it seemed enchanted, after a short time it seemed that the only thing that could be heard was my breathing. .. ... .. . Particles began to appear in the air, I didn''t know how much time had passed now, but I felt it was less time than before, the shining particles kept moving freely all over the place, this time they seemed more animated, some moved faster and others in small intervals, they seemed like little spirits, they hypnotized me for a while but then I recovered my senses a little and began to focus on my main objective. I started to move the surrounding mana near my skin, it was accumulating in a slow way and sticking around it, I wondered if it was glowing if I opened my eyes, well, it doesn''t matter, everything was still dark and the only thing that assured me that I was not asleep were those small particles around me, I was already accumulating a lot of mana around my body, in these moments I started to wonder why something that was eternal and invisible had to pass through my pores instead of just entering directly to me, I don''t know, and apparently neither did the book, or maybe I just didn''t want to comment on it yet, or directly I didn''t know, it''s probably one of those great mysteries of magic, but well, I couldn''t expect too much from a rude book, passing my little digression, I started to calm down, the mana was accumulated enough and I proceeded to take 3 deep breaths, I knew it was going to hurt, I just hope it''s not so much, after finishing my breaths, proceed to put the mana into my body. ... .... ''SHIT! IT HURTS LIKE HELL!!!!! FUCKEERRRRR! I REGRET THIS DECISION TOO MUCH, THE BREAKTHROUGH HURTS TOO MUCH, FUCKERRRRRRR! I HATE YOU BOOK AND ME FROM THE PAST FOR MAKING THIS DECISION, SHITAAAA.'' Yes as you can see at that moment I was in a strong delirium, the cold sweat was going all over my body, the feeling of the incoming mana was like millions of pricks in the body that as time went by were increasing in intensity, I could not stop, I knew that if I stopped besides the intense pain, I was not going to win anything and I do not like to lose in something once I start, rather I do not want to go through the pain a second time, but the first sentence sounds cooler. The mana was coming in strong torrents into my body, I wondered why now those balls of shit were so affectionate in my moments of pain, they were getting into me as if it was the only habitable place, ignoring the intense pain of shit, I started to direct the mana through my body, straight to my heart, I started to compose it gently inside it, the mana was still sinking slowly into my heart and I hardly saw any change, I started to introduce more and more mana when a small change was seen, in the center of the heart a small crack appeared, it was a beautiful crimson and it seemed crystalline, almost hypnotizing, it seemed that it was not a dangerous crack and it was like in the video, I was happy and tried to introduce more, but at that moment the pain intensified too much, the pain was already becoming so much that I simply could no longer contain the mana, it was as if I was being staked, I felt like I was losing my concentration every moment and the mana was being expelled from my body faster and faster, it was vanishing out of me and even if I tried to catch it the pain simply increased more, there were moments of inflection in which I thought I would faint and the faster it was leaving my body, I simply gave myself the option to give up for now, the change in my heart was done and that was a good thing, that small crack in my heart similar to a beautiful crystal was still there and that relieved me a lot, after taking a deep breath for a while, I opened my eyes, even though I was stunned and somewhat euphoric by the situation, I was too tired, I didn''t even turn to see Helia''s situation or even if she was still here, I simply closed my eyes again, and I wanted to rest, the pain had been too much for me right now, so like last time, I simply wanted to close my eyes, and then take care of the rest when I woke up.