《Devil Kissed》 Chapter 1: Into the Storm The misty scent of fresh rain coated the streets and his senses as he stood in the doorway, taking deep breaths. The sharp tang of wet pine mixed with the sweet undertones of clover, invigorating his lungs. Water droplets clung to his dark hair, transforming it into strands that glistened under the dim light. His lashes, heavy with rain, flickered subtly, and beneath them, his deep garnet colored eyes caught the faintest reflection of something sinister. His garden lay before him, every leaf and flower adorned with shimmering drops, creating a scene of ethereal beauty that seemed distant from the darkness that lingered within him. The gentle patter of raindrops formed a symphony as they struck the varied surfaces around him. Huddled beneath his trusty leather jacket, the fabric pressed tightly against a broad frame that exuded a confident, effortless masculinity. The jacket clung to his shoulders as he sprinted through the downpour, the cold rain soaking through, tracing the taut lines of lean muscle beneath. His striking presence seemed undiminished by the elements, though the rain left him shivering, his every breath a mix of purpose and control. The discomfort was temporary; he pushed it aside as he always did. Reaching the safety of his car was all that mattered now¡ªat least, for the moment. He navigated through the rain-soaked streets, the city still a distant blur on the horizon. The rhythmic swoosh of tires on wet pavement and the persistent drumming of raindrops on the roof became a soothing backdrop to his thoughts. As the windshield wipers battled the downpour, his eyes drifted to the edges of the road, where the wilderness clung to life, unbothered by the storm. There, the trees bent but did not break, their branches stretching towards the sky with a quiet determination. The simplicity of it all¡ªthe struggle for survival that never wavered¡ªbrought a momentary sense of peace. It was a stark contrast to the inner conflict that constantly gnawed at him, but here, amidst the storm and the trees, there was only endurance. No darkness. No devil''s bargain. The quiet beauty of nature demanded his attention just as much as the slick road ahead. It was that focus¡ªon the purity of nature¡¯s perseverance¡ªthat made him see the doe. She appeared out of nowhere, delicate and fragile, her eyes wide as the headlights caught her. Instinct kicked in. Jack¡¯s foot eased quickly onto the brake, hands steady on the wheel as he swerved just enough to avoid her without losing control. The doe hesitated, frozen for a brief moment, yet did not bolt back into the safety of the underbrush. Her brown eyes focused on Jack and his car; Jack staring back at her standing there in the downpour. A breath escaped him, slow and steady. Relief washed over him. He¡¯d spared her. Life, even the smallest of it, was worth protecting. For a fleeting instant, there was something like hope¡ªuntil the sound of tires screeching and a sharp thud shattered it. Jack''s eyes locked onto the horrific scene of a driver, recklessly going too fast in this weather, as they slammed the side of their car into the doe. The car then sped off into the rain, leaving only the crumpled shape of the doe lying motionless in the road. Jack cursed under his breath. His hands were steady as he stepped out into the rain, though something heavier weighed on his chest. The doe lay there, her breathing shallow and labored, eyes still wide but now filled with a pain too deep for words. Blood mixed with the rain, pooling around her. Jack crouched beside her, his fingers brushing lightly against her soft fur, and in that moment, he knew there was nothing he could do. She wasn¡¯t going to make it. The agony in her eyes mirrored something in him, something darker than the night around them. Jack¡¯s chest tightened. He stayed with her, unwilling to leave until the light faded from her eyes, her last breath a whisper lost in the storm. For a moment, he just knelt there, rain drenching his clothes, his hands stained with her blood. If you find this story on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen. Please report the infringement. The weight of the loss pulled at something deep within him, something fragile. The world took life so easily, with no care for the aftermath. He stared down at the lifeless doe, the cold ache of helplessness settling into his bones. After a long breath, he forced himself to stand, the rain running down his face in icy rivulets as he pulled out his phone. After speaking with the authorities to clear the remains, Jack made another call. His voice was steady, emotion hidden beneath layers of control. "Demi, I need you to bring a change of clothes to the bookstore... I''m covered in blood." There was a pause on the other end, concern rising in Demi¡¯s voice, but he cut her off before she could ask. ¡°It¡¯s nothing. Just... hurry.¡± He hung up, staring at the doe one last time. Numbness crept in, a familiar sensation after the torment of loss. The rain poured harder, mixing with the blood and mud that clung to him, but Jack didn¡¯t move. He took a moment longer, before heading back to the car, the weight of the night pressing down like the storm around him. After what felt like an eternity, the city''s lights finally emerged through the haze. He wound through the streets, the glow of the ''Bastion''s Corner Bookstore'' sign a welcome sight. Parking the car, he sat for a moment, the rain continuing to fall around him. The world was full of chaos, both outside and within. Jack sat in his car, drenched in rain and blood, the weight of the evening still clinging to him. His hands gripped the steering wheel loosely, the distant hum of the engine and the relentless rhythm of the rain his only company. A knock on the window pulled him back, and he glanced up to see Demi, her figure partially obscured by the downpour. He unlocked the door, and she slid in quickly, shaking the rain from her umbrella before tossing it onto the back seat. Without a word, she handed him a fresh set of clothes and a towel, her eyes lingering on the bloodstains and mud smeared across his jacket. "Thanks," Jack muttered, taking the towel first. He wiped the rain and blood from his face, his movements slow, methodical, as though the act might erase the memory of the doe¡¯s eyes in those final moments. The fabric of the towel was warm and soft against his skin, a stark contrast to the cold numbness settling deeper into his bones. Demi didn¡¯t speak, her sharp eyes taking in the scene, the smell of wet leather and iron filling the car. Her silence charged with a quiet understanding. Jack¡¯s movements were brisk now as he pulled off his soaked jacket, the waterlogged fabric hitting the floor of the car with a dull thud. He peeled off his shirt next, the cold air biting at his skin as he changed into the fresh clothes Demi had brought. The car was warm, but the dampness clung to everything¡ªthe seats, the dashboard, the air itself. Demi reached across him as he pulled his new jacket over his shoulders, and without asking, her fingers wrapped around his keys. "I¡¯ll get this cleaned up while you¡¯re inside," she said, her voice soft but firm. Jack didn¡¯t argue. He handed her the keys, watching as she slipped them into her pocket, her gaze already shifting toward the smeared blood and grime within the interior. "You¡¯re okay?" she asked, her hand hovering on the door handle. Jack gave her a slight nod, his eyes distant. "Yeah, I¡¯ll be fine." Demi hesitated for a beat, her lips pressed together before she stepped out into the rain, pulling her umbrella open as the door swung shut behind her. Steeling himself, he opened the door and stepped out into the rain once again, leaving Demi to handle the car as the glow of the bookstore¡¯s sign beckoned him forward. As he entered the store, he paused just inside the door, his movements deliberate. With a slow, fluid motion, he slid off his jacket, water cascading from the leather in shimmering rivulets. He gave it a sharp shake, droplets scattering like diamonds in the dim light, his presence commanding the room. A warm blast of air enveloped him, accompanied by the smell of coffee brewing and new books waiting to be read. There was a small crowd gathered excitedly around the table where he would soon be signing books. Chapter 2: The Masks We Wear Growing up in the concrete jungle of bookstores was his only oasis. They provided a place of refuge, a glimmer of reality amidst the overwhelming pretense that surrounded him. But even that sanctuary was slipping away. Bastion''s Corner Bookstore, once a beacon of hope in the ruins of yesteryear, now struggled to stay alive. Its once-bright flame now flickered as a dying ember, a painful reminder of all that was being lost in this soulless city. He wished he was that sort of person¡ªthe type that would shop there, instead of Barnes and Noble¡ªthat would pay an extra buck to buy it in person when he could get it faster and cheaper from Amazon. But he wasn''t. Neither was the crowd that was gathering. He couldn''t help but notice the designer labels on their clothing - Versace, Gucci, Hermes. Their expensive purses spoke volumes about their priorities and interests. He doubted they had ever stepped foot inside a real bookstore. They were too consumed by material possessions to appreciate the beauty of literature. They weren''t there for the rich history of the building, the carefully crafted coffee, or the nostalgic atmosphere. No, they were there for one sole purpose - Their prurient lust for his new release: Brazen Love, Book Seven in his wildly popular Too Hot for Steam series. The air buzzed with anticipation and excitement; each person eager to snag a signed copy of the highly anticipated novel. As an author, it was both thrilling and daunting to see such a devoted following. He could feel their eyes on him. Eyes filled with excitement, adoration¡ªeven hunger. They weren¡¯t hungry for him though, just for the latest book he was bringing them. The room was filled with smiles, each one as plastic and brittle as the next. They were using their smiles and idle banter to cover up the cracks in their lives. No one here was truly happy, despite the appearance they tried to maintain. It was a sea of pretense, and he felt suffocated by it. He''d give anything to know what they truly thought about him. Though it was better to live in blissful ignorance than to face the harsh reality head on. "Mr. Harper!" The words spilled from her lips, breathless and urgent, heels clacking sharply against the floor as she closed the distance between them. "Thank goodness you''re here. We couldn''t reach you on the phone. We were scared you¡¯d bailed on us." She stopped too close, the faint scent of her perfume¡ªfloral and musky, with a sharp undercurrent¡ªreaching him before her words fully registered. Her black dress clung to her like a second skin, the sleek, business-like cut unable to hide the deliberate way it framed her curves. The deep crimson of her lips stretched into a wide smile, the kind meant to soothe, though it hovered just short of genuine. Jack¡¯s eyes flickered over her, not missing the careful details. Her hair, the shade of sun-bleached wheat, was styled with such precision it seemed not a strand dared to fall out of place. Makeup lay thick on her face, meticulously applied to conceal every hint of imperfection, every sign of something raw beneath. Her posture was tense, her movements precise, as though any flaw might crack the surface. Enjoying this book? Seek out the original to ensure the author gets credit. And yet, he saw the faint lines beneath the concealer, the hollows hidden under the layers of foundation. She had tried so hard to craft an image, to polish herself into something flawless, but beneath the perfect red lips and sharp perfume, something simpler lingered. He caught a glimpse of the truth, the woman she might be when the mask came off¡ªordinary, perhaps, even plain. But he wasn¡¯t here to see her truth. His mind, always searching for the next story, began to spin her into something else. A muse, a character¡ªsomeone who would fall fast, consumed by passion and raw desire. The details of who she really was melted into the background, swept aside by the force of his imagination. Already, a new protagonist was beginning to take shape in his thoughts, inspired by the woman standing too close, her perfume clinging to the air between them. His mind wandered deeper, weaving scenes of lust and longing. His hero¡¯s thoughts mirrored his own, wondering how her breath would hitch in the heat of the moment, her voice husky, words broken with desire. He pictured those long legs, now hidden beneath the taut fabric of her dress, curling around his protagonist¡¯s waist, pulling him closer, their bodies tangled in the kind of embrace that leaves little room for restraint. The imagined scent of her skin mingled with the rain still clinging to him, making the fantasy all the more vivid, as if he could already feel the warmth of her lips ghosting over his. The line between fiction and reality blurred, and he let it. This was where stories were born. The vivid scene formed so quickly that his fingers itched to reach for his phone and start typing. But another part of him, more primal and urgent, wanted to step closer, to see if reality could match the fantasy brewing in his mind. He struggled to maintain his composure, torn between the writer''s instinct to observe and the man''s urge to act. Her presence was intoxicating, fuel for both his craft and his most intimate desires. As he stood there, drinking in every detail, he knew this encounter would shape his next bestseller¡ªif he could only keep his own yearnings in check long enough to write it. But she was still there, looking at him expectantly. "No..." he said, laughing. "I wouldn''t do that to such a fascinating and lovely woman as yourself. I am a man of my word. And you must be¡¡± "Oh..." He noted the blush developing on her cheeks almost as if she could see the creations in his mind. Her solid front broke for a moment as she averted her gaze. She nervously brushed a strand of hair behind her ear and glanced down at the ground. When she met his eyes again, her smile was genuine and vulnerable. "Thank you. Both for the compliment and for being a man of your word." He tipped an imaginary hat and put on a charming smile. She paused, gazing at him, and he returned her stare with equal intensity. He could feel the heat radiating from her body; if he had reached under her thigh-length black dress, he was certain he would find her wet with desire. Her dark eyes matched the intensity of the eternal fire burning within him. In that moment, she would have let him take her without a second thought. But that wouldn''t be any fun. He would rather weave a story out of their encounter, not just fulfill a physical need. It would be crass and unappealing to rush things. They could always pick up where they left off later. "Later" was always the best time. He shifted his weight, intensifying his gaze, silently asking for her name. "Perhaps we could share a drink together later, Miss..." he waited again for her to fill the pause. "Gordon!" she said, recovering from her electrified state. "Jane Gordon. I¡¯m the assistant to Mr. Jones." She stretched her hand for a proper introduction. He took it gingerly and kissed it, holding her gaze. "Nice to meet such an angel at a book event." He maintained a meaningful look¡ªso she could be sure of his intentions. That would keep her mind locked on the feelings she was having. "It must be my lucky day." Chapter 3: Under the Spotlight She laughed girlishly, blushing further. "We should go now," she said, withdrawing her hand quickly and turning around. He wondered if she was trying to hide from him. She didn¡¯t want him to see everything he had already seen the moment before. "Yes," he let his eyes feast on her perfect ass as she began to walk away. "We should go." She led him into the center area of the store. The chairs faced away from them so the crowd was not distracted by the store''s business activities during the event. They walked quietly to stand behind a freestanding bookshelf. She said that he would soon be called up and so there was no point in sitting. Although, he believed she just wanted the opportunity to be near him for as long as possible. He smiled inwardly and glanced around. "How many chairs were put out?" he whispered, nodding toward the seats. "About fifty plus," she whispered back. "And they are all filled up?" he asked, even though he could see that none of the chairs were vacant. The only empty seats were the two in front which were for Mr. Jones and himself. "You can see for yourself," she said, sounding very much in awe. "It was Mr. Jones'' timely idea to take bookings for the event. Otherwise, we wouldn''t have been able to control the crowds. We wanted to stop at just forty. The extra begged their way to the list." "Maybe you should work on getting some more space." he quipped. Her eyes took on a more intense fire as she regarded him. "Maybe Mr. Jones should get you to be our author of the month every month." He laughed in a whisper. "So, you don''t pull this sort of crowd in other months?" She shook her head unashamedly. "Most months, we all just sit in a circle like it''s some AA meeting." "Oh." He didn¡¯t know whether to laugh it off or to say something sympathetic. "People are just busy sometimes, you know." "Or..." She smiled at him. "People love everything you write. Stop being so modest." He stared at her smile without speaking, partly because he wanted to tell her that nothing about his life was modest and partly because he was seriously fighting the urge to kiss her. Those red lips seemed to be calling to him more emphatically than ever. Out of nowhere, Jack''s manager, Demi appeared. She quickly nodded respectfully to Jane, as she would any enthusiastic fan before turning her attention to Jack. "It''s time," she said, straightening his tie, brushing off some more rain, and fixing a stray strand of hair. Stolen from its rightful author, this tale is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings. Jack¡¯s eyes wandered over the shelves behind her, landing on an old, mystical-looking book displayed prominently. He felt an inexplicable sense of d¨¦j¨¤ vu, as if he had seen it before, in some far-off past. The book seemed out of place among the glossy covers of modern bestsellers, its leather-bound cover worn and ancient. The feeling was so strong that he paused for a moment, his gaze locked on the book. ¡°The Aeon''s Embrace¡±¡ªwas it the embrace of time or the embrace of a minor deity? For a moment Jack entertained the thought of a spiritual embrace, something more than the purely physical intimacy that he wrote of. He quickly dismissed the thought, shaking his head slightly, and continued to scan the room. "I don''t know how I''d manage without you, Demi," he said with a wry grin as she patted his chest indicating he was good to go. He turned and saw that the crowd was on their feet, clapping. His legs moved of their own accord, and he walked into the sound of applause until he got to the podium, where Mr. Jones was smiling at him with his arms open for a hug. He forced a smile onto his face and walked into the man''s open arms, hoping that maybe this time he had found a true friend who would make everything feel okay. They hugged tightly, and for a brief moment, he allowed himself to believe in the possibility of a genuine connection. But as the man pulled away, he noticed something in his eyes that shattered his hopes. The glint was not one of happiness at their reunion, but rather of intense admiration bordering on worship. And then he caught a whiff of the man''s energy - a potent mix of pride and superiority that made him feel small and insignificant. He tried to steady himself against its weight, but it threatened to overwhelm him. The bookstore owner couldn''t contain his satisfaction at what he had accomplished: convincing the famous author to visit his bookstore on the outskirts of town. People would wait in long lines for this opportunity, and his persistence in contacting the author''s agent for months had finally paid off. Sales of his books would soar that week, surpassing anything he had achieved since opening the bookstore. The owner reveled in reaching a status he had likely dreamed about for years. He didn¡¯t need validation now¡ªthe hug was just for the camera. It was just another opportunist basking in the borrowed limelight that he had finally been able to pull to himself. The dis-ingenuousness of the city once again forced itself upon his consciousness. Jack drew away from Mr. Jones and held the podium with both hands, gripping it tightly as he fought the welling emotion. The overwhelming emotions of the crowd filled the room like a thick fog, their applause ringing in his ears. Whistles and cheers followed, threatening to consume him completely. But he held onto the solid wood beneath his fingers, grounding himself in reality and reminding himself that these people were enamored with his books, not the real him. He forced himself to look out at the sea of faces, putting on a smile and perfecting his poised demeanor. Gesturing with both hands, he signaled for them to stop. Slowly, the clapping died down until everyone was seated and gazing up at him expectantly. Behind them, Jane was staring at him with open lust. She wanted him badly. He didn''t know what it was exactly that was doing it for her¡ªthe fame, the money, the looks¡ªbut he could smell her musky need from across the room. He was the object of so many desires. Many expectations and longings were geared toward him, adding to the weight he had to carry. And he had to fulfill them all. It was just one of the prices he had to pay for his fame. He took a deep breath and opened his mouth to speak. His words were not those of a man who had worked hard and deserved everything he had. His words, like his works, were not his own. Chapter 4: The Allure of Jack Harper Sarah emerged from the crowded and chaotic city streets, finding solace from the rain in the serene haven of a bookstore. The familiar scent of paper and ink greeted her, a comforting contrast to the sterile atmosphere of the doctor''s office she had just left. She closed her eyes and inhaled deeply, feeling a sense of calm wash over her as she ran her slender fingers along the neatly aligned spines of the books. Her long, dark hair, slightly wavy and cascading over her shoulders, caught the soft light of the store, creating subtle highlights against its rich, deep shade. Her appointment had been brief but had left her with more questions than answers. She shook her head, not wanting to dwell on it, her delicate features betraying a hint of worry despite her attempts to push it aside. Instead, she wandered through the aisles, her mind seeking a peacefulness in the familiar comfort of the written words. As she made her way through the bustling store, a small crowd gathered near the back caught her attention. She floated towards them, intrigued, her petite frame moving gracefully between the shelves. Her ears picked up snippets of hushed conversation about an author who was currently speaking. She found herself a spot near the edge of the audience, her warm-toned skin glowing softly under the bookstore''s track lighting. Her expressive eyes, framed by long, dark lashes, scanned the scene with growing curiosity. The air was buzzing with excitement and anticipation, and she couldn''t help but feel drawn to the center of it all. To the side of the stage stood a man exuding a confident charm, his presence commanding attention even before he stepped into the spotlight. His ruggedly handsome features were impossible to ignore ¨C sharp cheekbones and a strong, well-defined jawline gave him a chiseled appearance that seemed almost too perfect to be real. A hint of stubble added to his rebellious allure, framing his face in a way that spoke of carefully cultivated nonchalance. Facing him was a strikingly beautiful woman, her presence a stark contrast to his intensity. ¡®Demi¡¯, as Sarah would later learn, possessed a voluptuous figure that seemed to draw you in. Her curves were accentuated by a form-fitting dress that left little to the imagination, yet somehow managed to appear tasteful. Her hair, a rich auburn cascade, fell in perfectly styled waves around her shoulders, framing a face that could only be described as magnetic. Demi had adjusted the man''s tie, her manicured fingers deftly smoothing his thick, dark hair ¨C an intimate yet professional gesture that spoke volumes about their dynamic. Her movements were deliberate and sensual, each touch seeming to linger just a moment longer than necessary. Her full lips were curved into a knowing smile, as if she held secrets no one else could fathom. The story has been illicitly taken; should you find it on Amazon, report the infringement. The man suddenly had a far-off look, his piercing eyes narrowing slightly as if lost in thought. Sarah followed the focus of his gaze and saw a book. She could not make out the title but there was a symbol on it that she recognized from her mother''s library. As the man stepped up on the stage, his broad shoulders and athletic build more apparent as he moved, Sarah saw a display behind him illuminating the words "Jack Harper" in bold letters, with provocative images from steamy erotica novels. Sarah''s eyes widened in recognition, her soft, full lips parting slightly in surprise. She had heard of this man before, she had read his work ¨C Jack Harper, the infamous seducer known for drawing women in with nothing more than a single glance. Despite her better judgment, her curiosity stirred, a faint blush coloring her cheeks. Demi then stepped back, her demeanor shifting to one of sharp efficiency as she moved quickly from the stage, into the wings. Her eyes, a mesmerizing shade of green flecked with gold, seemed to take in everything at once. She began a quiet conversation with a blonde woman off-stage, her presence commanding, a blend of allure and business acumen that was impossible to ignore. Jack had been introduced, and as the applause died down, he began speaking to the audience. His voice was rich and captivating, matching his physical appearance in its ability to draw people in. He spoke about his books with a passion that was riveting, his eyes shining with a mischievous gleam. The audience was completely spellbound, eagerly devouring every word that fell from his full, firm lips and erupting into laughter at his clever and quick-witted remarks. Sarah observed him thoughtfully, her intuitive nature picking up on the nuances of his demeanor. He was undoubtedly attractive, his leather jacket hugging his frame in a way that suggested power and confidence. Yet, there was something about him that made her wary. The confident way he talked about his accomplishments and the subtle hints of arrogance made her question his intentions. She couldn''t deny the attraction she felt towards him, her eyes drawn to the way his dark hair fell slightly across his forehead in an effortlessly cool manner. At the same time, she couldn''t shake off the warning signs that told her to be wary of a man who seemed to always get what he wanted, especially when it came to women. As she scanned the cheering crowd, her eyes honed in on countless women with hearts in their eyes like you might see for a famous rock star. The uncomfortable feeling twisted her stomach and made her question her own desire - if that''s what it was. Jack''s eyes scanned the crowd, and for a fleeting moment she thought they locked onto hers. Sarah felt a jolt of awareness, a spark of something unidentifiable yet undeniable. Without breaking eye contact, she observed his face for any sign of emotion. His lips curved into a slight, enigmatic smile before he resumed speaking with confidence and ease. As the session wrapped up, the crowd erupted into applause. Jack smiled and graciously thanked everyone for attending, inviting them to stay for the book signing afterwards. Sarah found herself unable to leave just yet. Instead, she lingered at the edge of the crowd, her eyes drawn inexplicably to Jack. Chapter 5: A Glance Back The line formed quickly, eager readers holding onto their copies of Jack''s books as if they were prized possessions. Each person had a look of anticipation on their face, as if they were about to meet a beloved celebrity. With a small sigh, Sarah began weaving her way through the aisles toward the exit. Just as she reached the door, she paused, glancing back over her shoulder. Jack was surrounded, his angular features and sculpted appearance even more striking from this distance. He seemed to glow with confidence and effortlessly drew the admirers into his orbit. Sarah''s gaze drifted to Demi, now efficiently managing the crowd with a quiet authority. Her curvaceous figure moved with grace and purpose, each gesture somehow both professional and alluring. There was a hint of something more in her expression ¨C perhaps pride or a secret amusement ¨C as she watched Jack interact with his fans. Sarah shook her head, a wry smile tugging at her lips. Interesting, indeed, she thought. She watched as he interacted with his fans, his charm evident in every gesture and smile. There was something magnetic about him that she couldn''t quite explain. As she observed him, she felt a strange flutter in her chest, a warmth spreading through her body that both thrilled and confused her. Suddenly, Jack began to turn in her direction. Sarah''s heart began pounding so hard she was sure everyone around her must hear it. In a moment of panic, she ducked behind a nearby bookshelf, her breath coming in quick, shallow gasps. She pressed a hand to her chest, feeling the rapid beat of her heart beneath her palm. What was happening to her? Why was she reacting this way to a man she''d never even met? Sarah closed her eyes, trying to regain her composure. She could still hear his voice, rich and warm, as he spoke to someone nearby. The sound sent an unexpected shiver down her spine. After a few moments, when she had recovered a sliver of composure, Sarah slowly peeked around the shelf. Jack had moved on, his attention focused on a group of enthusiastic readers. She let out a breath she hadn''t realized she''d been holding, a mix of relief and... was that disappointment? This story has been taken without authorization. Report any sightings. She shook her head, trying to clear the fog that seemed to have settled over her thoughts. This wasn''t like her at all. She was usually so level-headed, so in control. Yet here she was, hiding from a stranger who had somehow managed to affect her so deeply with nothing more than his presence. As she stood there, still trying to make sense of her reactions, her phone buzzed insistently in her pocket. Sarah fished it out, grateful for the distraction. The caller ID showed it was Gabriel, her right hand man at the inn. "Hello?" she answered, moving towards the exit for better reception. "Sarah, thank goodness," Gabriel''s voice came through, tinged with stress. "We''ve got a situation here. The Hendersons'' anniversary party? Their guest list just doubled, and they''re due to arrive in three hours. We''re short-staffed as it is, and I''m not sure we have enough supplies to cover it all." Sarah felt her innkeeper instincts kick in, pushing thoughts of Jack Harper to the back of her mind. "Okay, Gabriel, don''t panic. I''m on my way back now. Call Mary and see if she can come in early. I''ll stop by the market on my way back and pick up what we need." She could almost hear Gabriel''s relief through the phone. "You''re a lifesaver, Sarah." As she ended the call, Sarah cast one last glance back at Jack. He was still surrounded by admirers, Demi efficiently managing the crowd around him. For a brief moment, Sarah allowed herself to wonder what it would be like to be the focus of Jack Harper''s intense gaze. But then she squared her shoulders, her resolve returning. She had responsibilities, people who depended on her. The inn and its guests needed her attention now. Whatever this strange attraction was, it would have to remain a mystery. With a small, rueful smile, Sarah pushed open the bookstore door and stepped out into the bustling city street. As she made her way to her car, her mind was already racing with menu plans and staffing arrangements. The enigma of Jack Harper and her inexplicable reaction to him would have to wait for another day ¨C if ever. Yet, as she drove away, Sarah couldn''t quite shake the memory of how her heart had raced, how her body had responded to his mere presence. It was a feeling both exhilarating and terrifying, one that she knew would linger in her thoughts for days to come. Chapter 6: Whispers in the Dark There was no need for drinks. There was a primal energy between them and she needed no persuasion. A simple suggestion from him was all it took for her to willingly slide into his car, ready to ride off with him into the night. The hum of the engine and the warmth of his hand on her thigh as he drove sent shivers down her spine, a delicious anticipation building inside her with each passing mile. The sound of rain tapping against the windows made him long for warmth and intimacy. He imagined cuddling with his partner. He thought about how wonderful it would be to hold onto warmth until the breaking of dawn. He fantasized about whispering erotic nonsense to her and tenderly kissing her neck while the rain fell outside the bedroom. They would be shielded from the cold and the wetness, and it would be as though they had created their own world, basking in its intimacy. As much as he wanted it he knew it could not happen like that. None of these women could be close in that way. As always it would only be a fleeting moment. There would be no lasting attachment or bond between them. Lust and desire would rule over any deeper emotions. His dark thoughts hung over him and threatened to consume him. Could any woman truly love him and the dark, hideous thing that he was underneath? Could who he had become ever have the hope of finding love? Jack, though still human, felt his connection to the demonic world grow stronger every time he tapped into it, increasingly consumed by darkness with each use of the underworld''s power. His remaining humanity offered a glimmer of hope within him. But for true demons, vampires, witches, and other wicked beings of the lower realms, hope was not even an option to consider. While the city wounded the hearts of normal humans, the power and magic of the underworld hardened its inhabitants beyond saving. Jack wondered where beings of his kind, the Devil Kissed, could run to when they needed something more fulfilling than magic? Maybe finding balance would only be possible with someone who has also been ¡®Kissed¡¯ by the Devil. Maybe that''s why he would never get the intimacy he wanted. Humans who sought a connection could have it by being with beings like themselves, but he couldn''t. Although he was a Kissed, influenced by the Underworld, he would rather not plunge his soul deeper. He yearned for redemption, but deep down believed it was an unattainable goal. To give in to his desires and be with someone similar to himself would be a dangerous descent into unknown depths. Where could his fantasy meet reality? As much as he craved it, he couldn''t take the risk. And so, there he was, taking home yet another woman who would mean nothing to him, even if she were to try. If you spot this story on Amazon, know that it has been stolen. Report the violation. "You¡¯re awfully quiet," he heard from beside him. "As opposed to what?" he asked, slightly irritated. "Boring you with details of how I write bestsellers?" He spat out with more venom than intended, then inhaled deeply, frustrated by his emotions. She kept her eyes on him unabashedly. He wanted to grasp her jaw and turn her face away. He didn''t like her attitude. He didn''t want to be looked at as though he was this mysterious thing to be unraveled. It was futile. "Did I say or do something wrong?" she finally asked, but not in a repentant tone. It was confrontational¡ªa further attempt at figuring out what the hell was wrong with him. He drove into the estate, faced the straight road ahead, and made the final curve into his street. She got the message because he heard her sigh and adjust in her seat to turn away from him. "It''s a quiet neighborhood," she noted as he turned into his driveway. "It''s like no one even lives here." Can she just shut up?, he thought. "Do you see all those houses?" he responded, not intending to sound impolite. "Some people pay top dollar for luxury just to have some peace and quiet away from the hustle and bustle of human noise." She scoffed but remained silent. He couldn''t help but see that the bookworm demeanor of a Bookstore Assistant was just a facade for a woman who struggled with being alone. She needed constant contact with the outside world to stay sane. "Here we are," he said, cutting the engine abruptly. Already, this arrangement was losing its appeal; he was only still going on with it because of the story he sought to extract from it. This was, after all, his job. "My humble abode." The woman''s breath caught in her throat as she gazed out through the windscreen at the grandiose home looming before them. She couldn''t help but tilt her head, trying to take in every inch of its opulent exterior. "There''s nothing humble about this mansion," she commented, her voice barely above a whisper. Jack shrugged, as if to say there was no need for modesty when one had such wealth and success. Her eyes then wandered over to his other two cars parked along the driveway, both just as impressive and extravagant as the first. He let out a sigh and reached to open the driver-side door. "I believe people have high expectations for those who are successful," he commented. He noticed that she stayed in her seat, showing no signs of wanting to leave the car. For a split second, he worried that she was waiting for him to be chivalrous and open the door for her like it was a romantic date. He hoped she wasn''t over-thinking things already. "I¡¯m not everyone," she declared suddenly. She opened the door, got out rather quickly, and slammed it a little too hard. Confused somewhat, he got out of the car, locked up, and joined her quick steps on the cobblestones up to the porch. She remained silent, but he could sense the tension in her every step, in the very air around her. If something was bothering her, he didn¡¯t care to find out. Tonight wasn¡¯t the time for that¡ªnever was, not with any of the girls. Chapter 7: Shadows of Intimacy He opened the front door, stepping into what felt like another world entirely¡ªhis world. The soft click of the door shutting behind him sealed him in, away from the chaos, into the quiet sanctity of his home. He paused just inside, his breath catching as the delicate scent enveloped him. Sweet jasmine mingled with the subtle spice of lavender, the fragrances intertwining like an invisible welcome. Beneath it, something more exotic teased his senses, a whisper of far-off places hidden in the air. The scent drifted through him, unraveling the tension in his shoulders, dissolving the day¡¯s strain as if it had never existed. His home smelled right. He felt right. Jack turned to Jane, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "How nice of you to have come with me here." Her eyes locked onto his, intense and unreadable, as if she were searching for something hidden just beneath his surface. There was something unnerving in her gaze, something that made his instincts stir. She stood there, perfectly composed yet strangely out of place, like a puzzle piece that didn¡¯t quite fit. For a fleeting moment, he almost imagined her as something more¡ªsomething like him. But the warning came swiftly, a silent voice within him that whispered caution. She was the type who would want control¡ªof him, of everything he touched. He could feel it in the way she held herself, in the way her eyes never wavered. She wasn''t the kind that he wanted to stick around. There would be no casual offer of breakfast in the morning, no polite gesture to show her where the toiletries were. He wouldn¡¯t even ask if she wanted an Uber. This was a fleeting moment, and he would make sure it stayed that way. Demi would be here in the morning, on time. She could manage all the things he didn¡¯t want to deal with. Whenever she found yet another girl in one of the guest bedrooms, Demi would just get down to business¡ªthe weird business of signing a waiver and NDA all in one. It was a task he didn''t like to make his concern at all. Demi, though, was happy to make it hers. She got those agreements signed, whether by hook or crook. He didn''t know or care to know how, but she always brought the original copy of the document into his office to file away with the others. She got it done "for his own good," and he didn''t have to argue. She was the manager, after all; she understood the business better than he ever would. He was just the hand of the powers that used him. His was to have sex and write. He didn''t have to stress about what would happen if a girl he had slept with stumbled upon herself in one of his erotic tales, ended up feeling violated and exposed as if she had unknowingly played the starring role in some clandestine pornographic film. Her most private and intimate moments being publicly shared without her knowledge or consent. Thus Demi took care of the consent. Unauthorized tale usage: if you spot this story on Amazon, report the violation. He admitted to himself that his writings could be that close to home in expression and depiction. No experience was a waste for a writer, after all. Demi had said that girls who felt used and "exposed" by these writings could plead a case in court and, crazily, might have won. To avoid that, a document procured even before the writer¡ªhim¡ªgot to put down the first word had to be signed. That''s why he was glad to have Demi¡ªhis only real friend¡ªdo what she did best, so he could focus on worrying about his own demons. She knew about the demons and was considerate enough to help relieve their pressures in different ways. What more could one ask for from a friend? "You brood a whole lot, Mr. Harper" Jane¡ªagain!¡ªcut into his thoughts. "I think you should learn to talk about what is on your mind more. He opened his eyes and actually wanted to walk her out the door that very moment, but the wonderful air was still taking hold of him. He was still smiling internally. He shifted his gaze away from her exasperating face, his eyes traveling down her body, reigniting the lust from their first encounter. The curves of her breasts caught his attention, beautifully accentuating her curvaceous, yet slender frame. He envisioned her eyes clouding with pleasure as he undressed her, eagerly and sensually, caressing each breast. A warm sensation stirred within him. Throughout the evening, her short dress provided tantalizing glimpses of her legs. Even now, beneath the soft glow of the lights and within his private haven, they exuded an even more erotic allure. Once again, his mind entertained thoughts of them entwined around his waist. He let his gaze return to her face, observing the flush that now colored her cheeks. She had witnessed his eyes roaming all over her, intoxicating his senses with her presence. Her lips were slightly parted, revealing her desire without any trace of resistance. She yearned for him. Whether it was the charm of a handsome man or simply the embodiment of a passionate exploration with a successful individual, was a question that needed no answer. He actually wanted to sleep with her, he wanted it with all his being, regardless of the writing. Because, at the end of the day, it was a way to forget and just live in momentary pleasure. It was one of the few things that kept him sane. "You¡¯re still doing it," she complained, her voice sounding smaller and huskier. He grinned and took a step toward her. Their bodies were touching then; he felt the thumping of her heart against her chest. She didn¡¯t blink as he took her hand. Carefully, he guided it to run his length, that had been slowly hardening in his pants. She took in a sharp breath, her eyes going wide. He moved his lips to her pale neck, feeling the beautifully dancing pulse of her heartbeat and whispered, "We don''t need words, Jane." He kissed her just below her ear, and she shivered. "We really, really don''t." That truth set his desires free, and he took her mouth with a ravenous hunger that sapped them both of any hesitation. He knew that hunger. It was never quenched. Never. Chapter 8: Echoes of Darkness Jack''s sleep was plagued with images, each one more upsetting than the last. He found himself in a dark void, faces and figures swirling around him, their expressions twisted with malice. "Look at you," a voice hissed, the tone dripping with contempt. "This is what you''ve become." Jack clenched his fists, a surge of rebellion rising within him. "No," he muttered, trying to push the images away. "I can do more. I can be more than this." But the Devil was relentless. Graphic scenes of his past, meaningless encounters, real mixed with illusory. A woman he bedded, then a demon feasting on raw flesh of an animal. A dance partner being seduced interposed with screaming souls embraced in fire. The images flashed before him like a grotesque slideshow, confusing him and dragging him back down. "Don''t fool yourself," the devil sneered. "This is who you are. This is all you''ll ever be." Jack''s thoughts fought to rise above the onslaught. He envisioned himself writing stories with depth and meaning, tales that transcended the base desires that now defined his life. But each time, the devil countered with another image, another reminder of his degradation. "You can''t escape it," the devil whispered, its voice now a sinister caress. "This is where you belong." Jack''s resolve wavered. The weight of his past and the relentless assault on his mind began to crush his spirit. The urge to be better, to rise above his fallen state, was squelched under the barrage of lurid images and mocking laughter. As he struggled, the scenes became more intense, more invasive, until he felt himself being pulled under, succumbing once again to the lower ethical self he so desperately wanted to escape. The void closed in, and Jack''s rebellion faded, replaced by a resigned acceptance of his own darkness. Before he fell completely this uneasy sleep was interrupted. "Wake up!" The calm but firm order reached him even in the deepest of sleeps. Nonetheless, his mind didn¡¯t cooperate, and so his body stayed drowsily unawakened. "Wake up!" The voice was louder and managed to rouse him, so he tried to blink open his eyes. Thankfully, the woman he saw, disapprovingly peering down at him, hadn''t opened the blinds to punish him. The room was still the dark coziness of drawn curtains, with only streaks of daylight finding their way in through tiny gaps. He wouldn''t have needed any light at all, though, to know Demi, even if they were in a completely dark room with hundreds of people. Their souls seemed to be intertwined in a way. Her depth called to him, and she was his pillar. He didn''t know what his life would deteriorate into if it weren''t for her. He didn''t think he could handle everything without her. He would crash. Enjoying this book? Seek out the original to ensure the author gets credit. "Get up!" She tapped him on his thigh this time. He mumbled disgruntled words he didn''t really mean and turned over onto his back so that he was looking up at the ceiling. "I want to sleep some more," he said like he was a child again. With Demi, really, he was allowed to be. He could let the boy, still in him, be cared for. "Please, go away." "Not possible!" she said and turned on her heels. To his utter dismay, she did go to the blinds and then opened them. The early morning rays illuminating the room, "There''s so much to do today." He blocked his eyes from the intrusion of light and mumbled some more."My head wants more sleep. Jane and I were at it until very late." Jane... He wondered if she was still in the building. "Can''t any of it wait?" He turned his head to where she was, as she was approaching him from the window, but then the scowl on her face had him turning away from her. What had he done this time? She folded her arms across her chest. "Where did you get that one?" she asked, her annoyance peeking through. "It took everything I had to get her to sign. She was furious and ended up cursing you until she left, one shoe in hand. She sure hated being made to feel powerless." He blinked once, his interest in Jane''s matter having died the moment he was finally satiated and took her to the guest room himself amidst her stubborn protests. The only thing keeping her in his memory were the details of her he would need to recollect accurately in writing. "What finally broke her back?" he asked dryly. Demi shifted on her feet and finally presented him with a small smile. "You don''t want to know..." "Okay." He actually didn''t want to know. "Where''s the document?" he asked, choosing, rather, to concentrate on how gorgeous Demi looked. She was in a patterned blouse and high-waisted leather skirt with a slit up the thigh. He swallowed hard and kept his eyes on her face. "In the file..." She answered. "With the others." "Thank you so much, Demi," he said, overwhelmed. "Really, I was a mess without you." She dropped her hands to her sides and came to him, sitting on the edge of the bed. He smelled her perfume and wanted it to be a part of his blood forever. "I see the real you that others can''t see, Jack," she said, her voice tender. "I have no choice but to do everything for you. Just for you and your own good." "Thanks," he said, fighting to choke out the word through the tension in his throat. She touched his cheek, and he almost melted. It was so warm and tender. "You were broken, and so was I; that''s why I''ve always been patient with you. I help you as you help me. We need each other. We can¡¯t help but function as one." He put a hand over hers on his cheek. "And I don¡¯t take it for granted. None of it. Everything you do means something to me... The women and meds you supply when I need an escape, the push to keep writing even when I¡¯m frustrated, your excellent organization of my life and career... Everything. I owe you, Demi. I owe you my life, even." "Ssssh!" She put a finger to his lips and held his gaze. "It''s okay." They stared at each other, their minds churning with emotion in the cool morning light, the usual sparks flying about. Chapter 9: The Weight of Expectations After Demi returned a bit later to Jack¡¯s bedroom with breakfast, Jack sat up, blinking against the harsh morning light. The tray was laden with food: eggs, bacon, toast, fruit, and a large glass of orange juice. It was too much, too early, but he knew better than to argue. He started eating, mechanically shoveling food into his mouth as Demi rattled off their itinerary. "You¡¯ve got a photoshoot at ten, lunch with your family at twelve-thirty, a strategy meeting with the publisher and marketing team in the afternoon, then a meeting with the executive producer about the movie adaptation," she said, ticking off each item on her fingers. "And don¡¯t forget the charity gala tonight." Jack nodded, barely listening. His mind was already rebelling against the day ahead. He felt like a puppet, yanked around by invisible strings, with no control over his own life. As they drove to their first appointment, Jack''s thoughts churned. He was grateful for Demi''s dedication¡ªshe had been with him since the beginning, guiding him through the labyrinth of fame and success. But lately, he felt suffocated. Every day was a blur of obligations, each one more draining than the last. He missed the simplicity of his old life, before the book deals and the paparazzi. He missed writing for the pure joy of it, not because it was expected of him. He missed being able to walk down the street without being recognized, without the constant pressure to perform. "Are you listening to me?" Demi''s voice snapped him back to the present. "Yeah, sorry," he mumbled. He rubbed his temples, feeling the beginnings of a headache. "It''s just... a headache, you know?" She softened, her stern expression melting into concern. "I know it''s hard, Jack. But you have to keep pushing. People are counting on you." "I know," he sighed. "I just wish..." He trailed off, not knowing how to finish the sentence. He wished for so many things¡ªfor freedom, for peace, for a moment to breathe. But those wishes felt like luxuries he couldn''t afford. Jack''s breakfast sat heavy in his stomach as he stared at the back of the driver''s head. The morning light streamed through the car windows, casting a harsh glare on his thoughts. He could feel the car''s engine vibrating beneath him, each hum intensifying his discomfort. It all felt like a weighty stone was resting on his insides. "Please, pass me a bottle of water," he said to Demi, shifting uncomfortably in his seat. His voice sounded strained, even to his own ears. Demi looked suspiciously at him but then opened a small cooler and took out a bottle. Her movements were precise, almost mechanical, as if she had done this a thousand times before. "Are you okay?" she asked as she handed him the bottle, her eyes narrowing with concern. Jack grabbed it and opened it, clearing his throat seriously. He drank like a dehydrated man after a marathon, gulping and gasping. One or two drops spilled over his chin and dripped on his suit. He released the bottle, and it hissed loudly as it took back its shape. Jack let out his held breath and then inhaled heavily. The lump had gone down his throat, and he felt better, though still stiflingly full from breakfast. Maybe Demi would be amused to see him wobbling around to all the day¡¯s engagements. He turned his head to scowl at her and saw that she was looking at him strangely. "What?" he asked, putting the bottle into the holder by his side of the door. ¡°What¡¯s with the frown?¡± she prodded, her tone a mix of irritation and concern. The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. Jack shifted in the seat, contemplating his fullness with a firm hand on his stomach. ¡°Don¡¯t worry about it,¡± he said, glancing out the window. The cityscape blurred past, a mosaic of gray and steel, indifferent to his internal turmoil. "Don''t be like that." she responded. "I¡¯m just rather full, is all. It''s ok," he said. He gave a forced smile and made sure to look her in the eye. She stopped, mouth slightly parted, and stared at him with unblinking eyes. He wondered if she thought he did not appreciate her care. "Hey..." Jack put a hand on hers. "I''m sorry. I appreciate everything you do for me. It just all feels like too much right now. But I understand that this is the life I have to live¡ªit''s not your fault." She looked at him for a moment before saying anything else. "You don''t look like you understand, Jack," she said in a scared voice, "you look like you''d rather run away from it all." Jack opened his mouth to counter her immediately, but his words hooked in his throat. He stared at her lips and tried to force himself to say what he wanted to. Nonetheless, something else fought itself through. "Well, I couldn''t run away now, could I?" It wasn''t the defensive answer he wanted to give, but it was closer to the truth than what he should have said. It was too much of a truth even for himself, and so he stared out the window and spoke no more. Jack felt her bright eyes boring into him. He pitied her because he was more and more of a nightmare to deal with as the days went on. He was increasingly losing the battle over the desire to escape the farce that was his life. There was something inside of him that was trying to get free. That part was becoming bolder, showing its ungrateful face without shame. It was the part of him that was tired of the party that his life had become. It wanted to get out. It wanted to be free. It wanted to feel the breeze in a calm, quiet place far from the noise of all that they currently had and were. It wanted true meaning and connection but Jack knew none of these could be his, they just weren¡¯t an option. The car ride continued in tense silence, broken only by the occasional murmur of the driver. Jack felt the weight of his thoughts pressing down on him, a suffocating blanket of dread. "What''s really going on, Jack?" Demi finally asked, her voice gentle but probing. He hesitated, then sighed. "I don¡¯t know if I can keep doing this, Demi. I''m tired." She stared at him, shock and confusion flickering in her eyes. "I just... I need a break. From everything." Silence settled between them. Demi¡¯s face tightened, her concern giving way to a more practical edge. "You can¡¯t just walk away, Jack. You¡¯ve got responsibilities¡ªto your fans, your career... to me." "I know," he said, his voice barely a whisper. "But what about my responsibility to myself?" The words hung in the air as the car slowed, Jack¡¯s attention pulling to the massive gates ahead. They opened smoothly, revealing a sprawling estate¡ªhis parents¡¯ home. The house stood grand and imposing, a reflection of their newfound wealth. Large windows gleamed in the sunlight, the lawn perfectly manicured, the whole place exuding a grandeur that felt overdone, undeserved. Jack¡¯s gaze lingered, the sight pulling him from the conversation. The house, though beautiful, felt empty¡ªjust like the life it had built around his success. "Jack?" Demi¡¯s voice brought him back. "Let''s just get through today," he said, forcing a smile. "One step at a time." Demi nodded, though the clouded concern in her gaze lingered. "One step at a time," she echoed. As Jack stepped out of the car, a strange sense of resolve settled over him. He wasn¡¯t sure what the future held, but he knew something had to change. Today, though, he would play the role expected of him¡ªthe dutiful son, the celebrated author. But deep inside, a small flicker of hope remained¡ªa hope that one day, he¡¯d find a way to break free from the gilded cage his life had become. Straightening his tie, he adjusted his suit, the familiar weight of the mask slipping into place as he forced a smile. It was the face everyone expected, the one he wore so well. Yet underneath, he clung to that quiet spark of rebellion, the faint but growing desire to reclaim his life from the expectations that threatened to consume him. As he walked into his parents'' grand house, the weight of it all pressed down on him. The day ahead would be long, the challenges familiar, but Jack made a silent promise to himself: he wouldn¡¯t let this life swallow him whole. One day, he would fight for his own happiness¡ªand find a way to truly be free. Chapter 10: Behind the Glass They sat at the table, appearing like a family, but in truth, they were strangers. Jack would have preferred to be anywhere else, but as Demi reminded him, ¡°it¡¯s good for the media.¡± True enough, the paparazzi were swarming outside when they pulled up. He couldn''t understand how people lived like that, waiting for "celebrities" like him to pass by. It was both pathetic and irritating. Over time, that mix of pity and annoyance had dulled into indifference¡ªjust as Demi had suggested. He¡¯d gotten used to slipping on his shades, turning his face away from the window as they passed through the gates. Let them snap a few profile shots; that was generous enough, considering what he thought of them. ¡°All publicity is good publicity, Jack,¡± Demi would remind him whenever he voiced concern. ¡°You know this. You should be used to it by now.¡± He still wasn¡¯t used to it, but he didn¡¯t argue. She was the manager. She knew what was best for him¡ or so he told himself. And so, he didn¡¯t bother explaining how much he loathed these visits¡ªhow fake they felt. Even more contrived than whatever stories the paparazzi would spin about them. This was his life now, a balancing act between the life he had to live and the one he was expected to. One couldn¡¯t exist without the other. It was his fate. So, he sat there, surrounded by his parents and his sisters¡ªJanet and Claire¡ªat the dinner table. Jack absently ran his palm over the edge of the glass table, the smooth surface cool against his skin, though sweat had already begun to trail down his back. The air in the room was vast, but it only made him feel more trapped. Janet and Claire, nearly identical to anyone who didn¡¯t know them, sat at the far end of the table, their heads buried in their phones. Their faces wore faint smiles, no doubt as they responded to fans and scrolled through comments¡ªfans and comments that existed only because of him. As the flash of their phone cameras illuminated the dimly lit restaurant, he felt caught off guard and unprepared. He could already envision the caption on their Instagram stories: "Brunching with my bestselling brother! #Siblings #Success." Beneath his forced smile, he mentally cringed at the thought of being used as promotion for their joint beauty store. It would sell like crazy every other week, yet his money would finance the restocking as soon as the goods ran out. Every month, he would wake up to a text from them, detailing their budget demands. There was no formal proposal or even a letter sent in the mail, just a simple message with a list of necessary purchases and their corresponding costs. Demi transferred the money as requested. They never spoke about it but sometimes he felt like nothing more than an ATM to them. "So... Son, when¡¯s the next book coming out?" his mother asked from his right.The question came as a jolt to his wandering thoughts. "It''s... It''s ehhhr..." He frowned, getting the needed time to give the sudden question a quick thought. "I just released a book a month ago, Mum." "So?" she said, lifting her glass of juice to her lips and keeping her eyes on him over its rim. "So..." he drew out. "Writing takes time and a lot of mental exertion." This story has been stolen from Royal Road. If you read it on Amazon, please report it She laughed, dropping her glass down. "Not for you, apparently." She rubbed her heavily bejeweled hands together. "You¡¯ve released so many books in no time, and they have all become bestsellers." "It''s not that easy, Mum. I can guarantee you that." The familiar sensation stirred within him, but this time it wasn¡¯t sadness. It was something hotter, simmering just beneath the surface¡ªa slow burn of anger. He always had to keep it in check, especially when people made demands without understanding the weight he carried. "I poured my heart and soul into writing those books," he said, his voice tight. Quite literally¡ªsweat and blood had gone into every word. "Then you have to continue exerting efforts, you know you have to stay relevant." his father chimed in from the other side of the table, and Jack turned his head to glare at him. He saw the well-preserved, proud face of a sixty year old man. He saw how good his father looked but how little the man would ever understand. "I¡¯ve paid my dues," Jack said through gritted teeth. "Maybe all the work I have done can buy me enough relevance so I can relax a bit, don''t you think?" His father shook his head and drank from his glass of water. Jack had almost forgotten his father¡¯s diabetic condition; another portion of Jack¡¯s money had gone into keeping it under control. "No rest when you are at the top, son. It¡¯s a fact of life. Whatever you did to get up there, you have to do much more to stay up there." Jack started to breathe more heavily, processing what his father had said. More of what he had done to get up here? He was going mad already... He felt like he was not himself. He didn''t even know what that meant! "People love the things you wrote, Jack," his mother continued for her husband, "and so you have to give them more of it. You have to stay in their faces so their loyalty doesn''t wane. They are used to you feeding their minds with dirty stuff at short intervals; what do you think they will start saying when it begins to drag?" Jack started to boil, and there was nothing he could do about it. He felt all their eyes on him, watching his face and lips, expecting him to say something. Even the twins had abandoned their phones and had fixed him with expectant stares. Their success depended on him, after all. Their livelihoods depended on his fame and success. They couldn''t risk him ruining it all now. The weight of their expectations felt heavy on his shoulders, like a burden he could never escape.He knew he had to say something. They were waiting for him to reaffirm that he was in his right mind and would do the right thing by not letting a flowing well run dry. He cleared his throat and began to mentally craft words that would reassure them and ease their worries. He carefully constructed his statement in the most effective way possible. However, when he opened his mouth to speak, it was something else that came out. "Actually... I plan to take some time off writing. It¡¯s a plan I have had for a while now..." The words had fallen out of his mouth before he could help it, and they would not stop coming. "I truly hope I can follow through with this for once...for myself. I want to take some time to rest, reflect, and gather enough inspiration to write something new, something meaningful." As he heard his own words come out he couldn''t help but feel a sense of relief and dread wash over him at the same time. "What!" Demi¡¯s sharp, incredulous voice cut through the room. Jack leaned around in his chair to see her standing at the archway, eyes wide with shock, her mouth slightly open as she struggled to process what she¡¯d just heard. She had been in the kitchen moments before, hurrying the chef, her impatience clear as she reminded them of the many other events in Jack¡¯s schedule for that day. "Demi..." Jack said, his chair continuing to turn with him, scraping on the marbled ground. He was at a loss for words. He felt almost as confused as she did because what he had just said sounded strange, even to him. The thought had been swirling in his mind for a while, but until now, he hadn¡¯t found the boldness¡ªor the words¡ªto say it out loud. He hadn¡¯t even fully admitted it to himself before today. Yet here he was, having voiced it so clearly that there was no denying it anymore. He had spoken his truth to the very people who thrived off the niche that had made him famous¡ªthe same niche that now filled him with dread. These people, his so-called family, would rather see him churn out more erotic pulp to fuel their ¡®lives¡¯ than watch him find meaning in writing something with real substance. Chapter 11: The Price of Fame "What did I just hear you say?" Demi¡¯s voice was sharp, her measured steps backward taking her to the edge of the room. Her eyes narrowed. "You want to stop writing? Are you out of your mind? Do you have any idea about the deals that have come in, even in the past few minutes? Do you know where we¡¯re projected to be by the end of this year? And you want to stop now? You want to quit?" "I didn''t say I was quitting." Jack stood slowly, though his resolve wavered in the face of her desperation. "I just thought I could take a break, see if I could... you know... write something different. Something less... narrow?" "''Rest''? Rest from what? And what¡¯s the difference between that and quitting?" She let out a bitter, hollow laugh, eyes filling with unshed tears as his family joined in with nervous giggles. "He wants to rest." She pointed at him, and the laughter continued, awkward and forced. Jack felt a wave of regret crashing over him. He cursed himself for voicing thoughts that weren¡¯t fully formed, for daring to dream of something more without knowing how to defend it. How could he expect them to understand when he wasn¡¯t even sure himself? "I''m sorry," he muttered, lowering his head. The words were more for him than for them, but they accepted it nonetheless. "It¡¯s not just what you said," Demi pressed, her tone icy now. "It''s that you¡¯re even thinking about it. A break to write something else? You want to throw everything away and make the biggest mistake of your life?" Jack¡¯s insides twisted. Maybe she was right. Maybe this desire for more, for something different, was wrong. Selfish. Reckless. "Your friend is right," his mother chimed in, her voice tinged with disapproval. "You can¡¯t afford to be reckless. There''s too much at stake." Jack clenched his jaw. "Like what?" The words slipped out before he could stop them, his eyes hardening as he spoke. "You''re serious about this," Demi said, her mouth agape in disbelief. "No, I¡ª" Jack shook his head, trying to pull himself back from the brink. "No, I''m not serious." "You can¡¯t stop being famous, Jack," Janet said, her tone bright and chirpy, as if this were all just a joke. "It wouldn¡¯t be good for any of us." "The shame..." Claire added with a sharp breath. "People would talk about us for months. We have to keep living up to expectations. We don¡¯t have a choice." Jack felt a knot tightening in his chest. "What if I''m not happy?" The question tumbled out, his voice quieter now. "What if what I write isn¡¯t all it could be? What if I¡¯m choking the life out of myself doing this?" The room went silent, their eyes fixed on him like he was mad. The weight of their stares pressed down on him, making him feel small, foolish. Their disapproval was like a wall closing in, suffocating him. Maybe they were right. Maybe this desire for something more was selfish, irresponsible. Maybe he should just accept the life they expected him to lead. For a fleeting moment, doubt settled in Jack¡¯s chest like a heavy stone. The familiar weight of responsibility tugged at him, the unspoken demands of his family and Demi pressing in from all sides. He could feel their expectations wrapping around him like chains, cold and tightening. Maybe they were right¡ªmaybe wanting more was selfish. The guilt gnawed at him, whispering that he owed them everything. They depended on him, after all. His success had built this life, and without it, what would be left? Maybe this suffocating existence was his duty to bear. The silence was unbearable, and Jack opened his mouth to apologize again, to take back everything he had said. But before he could, the doorbell rang. Support the creativity of authors by visiting Royal Road for this novel and more. Everyone looked toward the front door, relieved by the interruption that cut through the tension. "Get it, please," his father said to Janet. Janet begrudgingly stood and walked away. Jack kept his eyes in Demi¡¯s direction, feeling her gaze still burning holes into him. She cleared her throat. "We all understand that being a celebrity can be hard, Jack." He turned to see her eyes holding something like compassion for him. "You knew that. You signed up for this life." She looked at him meaningfully as though she knew everything he never told her. "You have to live it. It¡¯s the price of fame." Jack was exhausted. He couldn''t continue to live like that anymore. His mental voice was swallowed by the reappearance of Janet with¡ªto his joy¡ªhis niece, Julia. He broke into a smile as the little girl ran into his open arms. "Uncle Jack!" She barreled into him, her seven-year-old frame surprisingly strong, and he caught her in a warm embrace. The instant flood of warmth in his chest was a welcome relief¡ªso much better, so much healthier than the simmering heat of resentment that always lingered inside him. "Julia, I''ve missed you," he said from the depths of his heart. Her bright presence brought a flood of light to his mind, almost erasing darkness. From behind Julia, her mother, Vivian, laughed. "Julia, you¡¯re not the only one who¡¯s missed your uncle. I didn¡¯t even know he was in town, or I would¡¯ve brought a list of things I want for my birthday." Jack glanced up at his sister-in-law¡¯s heavily made-up face as she added, "You have to get me that new Hermes bag, Jack. The one I have is out of style now." "How¡¯s your husband?" Jack asked, steering the conversation away. "Is he back from his trip?" "Didn''t you say he should stay a month at your expense? Hasn¡¯t it only been two weeks now?" she asked with obvious resentment. "He needed a week to do the business deals he went to sort out and so he has three entire weeks to himself. What do you think he will be doing in those three weeks, huh?" The total switch into that line of discussion made him almost pity her. "I''m sorry," he said. "I should have paid for you to go too." "Exactly!" There was a bit of forgiveness in her eyes, not too much, because he had not made good on his promise yet. "You don''t separate a man from his wife while doing good deeds. You make your generosity complete." The corners of his mouth trembled, but he restrained himself. He didn''t want to say things he would later regret. "Send me your cash app," he told her, returning his gaze to Julia''s. "Let me make it up to you in the little way that I can." "Really?" Her glee was unmistakable. "Thanks!" He nodded without looking at Vivian. "Are you okay, Uncle?" Julia said out of the blue, both her palms on his face, holding him. The question was so thoughtful, so intricate, that he almost wanted to fall down weeping, confessing all his troubles to the child. "No...no one has asked me that in a long, long time, Julia," he admitted. Her wide, innocent eyes widened further as she took in his words. "Really?" she asked, her voice filled with wonder and concern. He nodded, focusing on those eyes. "But it¡¯s on your face, Uncle. I can see that something is wrong." He faltered, unsure of how to respond to such thoughtfulness from someone so young. It was a foreign concept to him, and he found himself at a loss for words. How could he explain all that was on his mind to this sweet child? In the end, he simply shook his head and remained silent. "Julia," her mom called, "won''t you ask your uncle for some chocolates?" "No!" Julia turned to her mother with so much vehemence before looking back at Jack with love. "No. Uncle Jack is not fine." He gently removed her small hands from his face and clasped them in his own, smiling reassuringly. "I appreciate your concern, Julia. But don''t worry about me, I''ll be fine. And if there''s anything you need or want, just ask. Anything at all..." She shook her head. "It¡¯s okay, Uncle Jack. Let¡¯s go make crowns from the flowers in the garden together!" She yelped the last few words as she leaped back enthusiastically, ripping her hands from his before returning the grip to lead him away from the table. Jack felt the tears welling up in his eyes, but he didn''t know they were there until his vision was blurred. His grip tightened on her small, warm hand as he fought back the tears. He had to be strong for her sake. Chapter 12: Breaking Free Jack and Demi sat in the car like two strangers, the luxurious interior feeling more like a gilded cage than a sanctuary. The tension between them hung thick in the air, making the silence unbearable. Even the driver, usually invisible, shifted uncomfortably, his occasional throat clearing a sign that he felt the strain too. The day had been relentless. A morning photoshoot for yet another glossy spread promoting his latest book, followed by an emotional lunch with his family. The afternoon had dragged on with a strategy meeting at the publisher, marketing figures tossed around like they mattered more than the stories he wanted to tell. Every moment was spent playing a role he was beginning to resent, moving from one obligation to the next, feeling more like a puppet than a person. Now, here they were, en route to yet another obligation, with the weight of the day pressing down on him, and the silence in the car growing heavier with each passing mile. Finally, Jack couldn¡¯t take it any longer. "You know you can say what you want to say, Demi," he muttered, breaking the uneasy quiet." "Oh... Can I?" Demi''s voice dripped with venom, Jack pivoted to face her. Her eyes narrowed, practically glowing with fury as she turned to face him. Jack¡¯s mouth opened to respond, but his mind flickered back to everything that had led to this moment¡ªthe endless cycle of demands, the suffocating expectations. He saw again the look of betrayal on his parents¡¯ faces when he¡¯d suggested taking a break, the cold detachment in Demi¡¯s eyes as if he had spoken some unforgivable truth. The events of the day, the constant pushing and pulling, all crystallized into a single, suffocating realization: this life wasn¡¯t his anymore. "You know you can," he said, his voice weary. "But let¡¯s not do this." He sighed, feeling the weight of everything as he tried to offer her an olive branch. "Demi, look... I know what I said earlier was a shock. I know it was a lot to take in, but please..." He reached for her hand, a gesture of peace, but she snatched it away before he could even touch her. Her rejection was sharp, but Jack wasn¡¯t surprised. It was just one more crack in the foundation that had been crumbling beneath him all day. "Please what? What exactly do you want me to do? Stand by silently and pretend everything is fine as you destroy your life and the success you''ve worked so hard for?" Demi retorted, scathingly. "I''m not destroying my life!" Jack insisted, giving her a pleading look. "I''m trying to save it." Demi''s expression softened slightly, her eyes searching his face for any sign of deception. "I don''t understand you. Help me understand you!" "I¡ª I..." Jack wondered how much he could say. "I¡¯m not happy, Demi." She scoffed. "You have all the money and fame anyone could want!" "Demi, please listen to me! I''m not happy." Jack repeated, his voice rising in frustration that caught her off guard. The driver''s eyes flicked up to him through the rearview mirror, but Jack didn''t care. His inner turmoil was too great to worry about appearances. "The fame may be here now, but where is the fulfillment? What''s the point of continuing without true happiness?" Demi stared at him, her mind racing. She had always been the one to push Jack, to keep him on track, to ensure that he stayed at the top. She had sacrificed so much for his career, and now he was talking about throwing it all away. She thought about the countless late nights, the stressful negotiations, and the pressure of maintaining his public image. She couldn''t understand how he could even think about giving up. "You¡¯re joking." Demi looked ill. "Or you must be dreaming. What the hell is going on today, Jack? Is it because I forced you out of bed? Was that it? Is fatigue causing you to say things you don¡¯t mean? Wasn''t Jane good enough last night? Do you need more? Hmmm? You want some arranged for you tonight..." If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen from Royal Road. Please report it. "No!" Jack yelped, and her eyes widened. "The sex, drugs, and drinks won¡¯t make this go away, Demi. They only make me forget, for a bit, what keeps staring me in the face. Thank you for thinking you were doing something there, but it doesn¡¯t work. None of it does. None!" Jack struggled to keep his emotions in check, refusing to let the sobs escape. No one would see these ¡°personal demons.¡± Not even Demi. He swallowed the lump forming in his throat, determined to keep it down and maintain his composure. It was difficult, but he managed. "We have a meeting with an executive producer in thirty minutes," Demi said softly. She had composed herself so solemnly in those few moments Jack had been choking back tears. "They want another book on the screen, Jack..." Jack understood the calm, quiet tone she had used. He understood the warning in it. "Don''t mess this up." It was screaming without even saying anything. She was telling him that this "nonsense" would be filed for later. The priority now was returning to the status quo¡ªbeing in people''s faces and minds the only way they knew how. It was the very thing his heart was crying against, and that he had said so clearly he could no longer do. She was not listening to him. She couldn''t hear him. The surety of that saddened him and then began to annoy him. It annoyed him enough to give him the clarity he needed. "I can no longer write erotica, Demi. I don''t want to do it anymore." "You can''t do that to yourself and all we''ve built," she countered, her face reddening. "I would love it all to crumble to the ground, actually. I would love that." Her lips trembled before she could force words out of them. "You don''t know what you¡¯re saying. You are at the peak, Jack!" "And now I want to ride straight down the slope and crash into the earth," Jack shot back, his voice edged with a defiance that cut through the air. She trudged on like she had not heard him. "Another book is about to be made into a movie. Another whole ass erotic book by your hands!" "You can have the credits if you want it so badly." Her red face was radiating heat now. "Jack!" "I would like to get out here, please." Jack tapped the driver who started to slow down immediately. The chauffeur still understood who was boss. "Thanks." "Jack!" Demi said again, and nothing more than that. Her trembling lips said everything. "Jack!" "Thank you, go ahead and take her home," Jack said again to the driver who had, in good faith, parked by the corner. "I have to do this Dem, I¡¯m sorry." Jack hastily scrambled out as Demi called his name again. He leapt onto the sidewalk with determination and started running. Jack''s feet pounded the pavement, his breath coming in ragged gasps. He ran without a clear destination, driven by the need to escape. The city blurred around him, a cacophony of sights and sounds that he barely registered. All he knew was that he had to keep moving, to put distance between himself and the life that was suffocating him. As he ran, memories flooded his mind¡ªhis first book deal, the thrill of seeing his name reach the bestseller list, the countless nights spent writing. But with those memories came the darker ones¡ªthe pressure, the expectations, the sense of being trapped in a role he no longer wanted to play. Eventually, Jack found himself in a small, quiet park. He slowed to a stop, his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath. He collapsed onto a bench, his mind racing. The park was a world away from the chaos of his life, a place where he could think clearly for the first time in what felt like years. As he sat there, the reality of what he had done began to sink in. He had walked away from everything¡ªhis career, his family, his obligations. But instead of fear or regret, he felt a strange sense of peace. For the first time in a long time, he had taken control of his own life. Jack then began to feel something welling up inside of him, and in moments he was laughing defiantly at what he just did. A glimmer of freedom captured. Jack knew that the road ahead would be difficult. There would be backlash, consequences, and challenges he couldn''t yet foresee. But he also knew that he couldn''t go back to the way things were. He had to find a new path, one that allowed him to be true to himself. As the sun began to set, casting a warm glow over the park, Jack stood up. He took a deep breath, feeling the weight of his decision but also the promise of freedom. With renewed determination, he started walking, ready to face whatever came next. Chapter 13: Escape Jack jolted upright, a sharp gasp escaping before he could stop it. "Ouuuuucch!" The pain surged through him, radiating from his neck and back, as if every muscle had turned to stone. His body resisted even the smallest movement, every shift sending jagged waves of discomfort down his spine. He winced, carefully peeling himself away from the desk. The back of his neck throbbed as he rubbed it, the muscles stiff and knotted, refusing to loosen. He tried to turn his head, but a sharp pain halted him, leaving him frozen in place. Something had yanked him out of sleep, though he couldn¡¯t quite pinpoint what. Maybe it was the sheer discomfort, the threat of waking up completely paralyzed if he¡¯d stayed slumped over any longer. The desk lamp still burned, casting its steady glow across the room, the only sign of life in the dark silence. Jack squinted at the blinds, the outside world still wrapped in darkness. His phone buzzed, the harsh light from the screen cutting through the room¡ª2:03 a.m. He must have drifted off, his body collapsing into an awkward sprawl over the desk. Had he tried to write? The thought flickered briefly, but the fog of sleep still clouded his mind. He nudged the mouse, the computer¡¯s hum breaking the stillness, and the screen blinked to life. A blank document greeted him, its emptiness mocking him. If he had tried to write, it had led to nothing¡ªjust another empty page and the familiar weight of failure. As consciousness slowly returned, the memories of the previous day began to piece themselves together, coming into focus like a developing photograph. He remembered getting out of the car, then running¡ªrunning until his lungs burned and his legs felt like lead. He remembered the bar, the dim lights, and the faint smell of stale beer and despair. He¡¯d thought alcohol might numb the existential dread gnawing at him, but by his second drink, he knew it was a futile effort. The booze couldn¡¯t drown out the noise in his head, couldn¡¯t erase the truth of the mess he was tangled in. The cab ride home was a blur, a hazy memory that seemed distant now. But more pressing than all of that was what today held. In just a few hours, Demi would call. She would summon him back into the world he was desperately trying to escape, pulling him into whatever schemes and abominable tasks she had concocted this time. He could almost hear her voice, dripping with that mix of charm and menace that she wielded so expertly. He would have to venture out again¡ªfor his own sake, if nothing else. Who knew what new depths she would drag him into, what further compromises would be demanded of him, all in the name of maintaining his so-called success? The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. The weight of those expectations began to crush down on him again. The relentless pressure to be a "star," to perform for everyone, was stifling. It was slowly killing him, eating away at his soul piece by piece. He couldn¡¯t let it consume him, not completely. Not yet. With a groan, he rose from the chair, every bone in his body protesting, creaking like an old, weathered ship in a storm. He had no clear plan, no step-by-step guide on how to escape the life he was trapped in, but the urge to move was overwhelming. It was a desperate need to do something¡ªanything¡ªto break free from the cycle he was caught in. Jack gathered his things almost on autopilot, his movements quick and thoughtless, fueled by a restless energy. By the time he realized what he was doing, he stood outside his front door, a small travel bag in one hand, his phone and car keys in the other. He had no idea where he was going, no plan in mind. It felt reckless, maybe even dangerous, but there was no turning back now. The same impulse had sparked the night before, when he¡¯d run along the sidewalk after leaving the bar. Now, that flicker had grown into a blaze. This time, he wasn¡¯t just running¡ªhe was fleeing, ready to escape as fast and as far as he could. He hopped into his car and sped off, barely glancing toward the gate. At this hour, only a few persistent paparazzi lingered outside, snapping photos with half-hearted curiosity rather than the usual frenzy. It seems nothing scandalous had happened last night¡ªjust a quiet night of drinking¡ªso there was little for them to feast on. Their cameras flashed as he passed, trying to catch something, anything, but Jack didn¡¯t bother to acknowledge them. He kept his eyes on the road, focused on the asphalt ahead. Once free of the estate¡¯s looming gates, he hesitated, foot hovering over the brake pedal. Should he turn back? The rational part of his mind whispered that he should go home, deal with whatever fallout awaited him. But something deeper¡ªsomething primal and defiant¡ªpushed him forward, urging him to leave it all behind. With a sharp breath, he pressed down on the accelerator, choosing the unknown over the predictable. Jack drove for what felt like hours, the city lights fading in his rearview mirror until he was alone on an endless stretch of road that seemed to lead nowhere. The city was far behind him now, swallowed by the distance, and only the vast, open road lay ahead. As the city disappeared, the space around him widened, the oppressive weight lifting slightly with each passing mile. Chapter 14: First Impressions As dawn began to creep over the horizon, the countryside stretched out before him, the rolling hills and open fields bathed in the soft, dim light of early morning. He was rarely out of the city, but rather than feeling lost or unsettled by the openness, he felt like this was the start of something new, an adventure he had been missing for far too long. Damn, he could finally breathe. He cracked the window, letting the crisp, cool air rush into the car, banishing the stale atmosphere of the air-conditioning. Each breath was like a refreshing sip of spring water, filling his lungs with something pure and invigorating. The temptation to stop the car and lounge on the hood, to soak in the early morning air and the sense of freedom, was strong. But he resisted, choosing instead to keep moving forward, letting the wind through the windows energize him for whatever lay ahead. As he drove on, he spotted traffic lights in the distance. He had finally come upon a town. Jack peered out through the glass at the sparse, orderly layout of buildings on either side of the road. He was grateful he had followed his instincts, making that right turn off the straight highway about two hours after leaving the last vestiges of the city behind. It seemed like he was finally learning to listen to whatever part of him had guided him here. Maybe, just maybe, there was still some good left inside him, some sliver of hope that hadn¡¯t been completely darkened by the years of writing under the influence and giving in to his baser desires. Likely not, but for now, he could hold on to that glimmer of hope, that faint possibility that he wasn¡¯t completely lost. As Jack drove into the small town, he couldn''t help but slow down and take in his surroundings. The streets were lined with quaint shops and bustling cafes, filled with people leisurely strolling along the sidewalks. The open car windows let drift in the soft chirping of birds and distant chatter of locals. It was a far cry from the chaotic noise of the city he was used to. Everything seemed so peaceful and idyllic, as if he had entered a different reality. Jack wanted to be part of that strangeness more than anything. He had driven for hours just to get here. Maybe it was this place that had pulled him from his desk, made him pack his things, and set him in motion. It had called to him, and he had answered. But then, the doubt crept in¡ªquick and sudden, catching him off guard. What if he had gone completely mad? What if he couldn¡¯t handle this place after all? Reading on Amazon or a pirate site? This novel is from Royal Road. Support the author by reading it there. "Then I¡¯ll just move on," Jack muttered to himself, his fingers flexing on the steering wheel as he tried to calm the rising anxiety. "I¡¯ll get back in the car and keep driving until..." Until what? He didn¡¯t have an answer for that, and the uncertainty left him quiet. Even the negative thoughts seemed to back off, as if pitying him. He kept driving, his eyes adjusting to the sight of people moving at such a leisurely pace. Someone like Demi would lose her mind here, he thought. She¡¯d be infuriated by the ¡°lackadaisical attitudes.¡± Ah, but maybe those were just people who had come to understand that life was what they made it and had decided to choose "easy." Jack had wished that he could partake in some of that. His car suddenly began to jerk, bringing him out of his wishful thoughts. What the... Jack looked at the dashboard and finally noticed the flashing light of an almost empty tank. It must have been on for a long time, but his mind was just too preoccupied to notice. Jack started to panic. It was a new town; he knew no one and nothing. Shit! His panic had given him room to think for a second though, and he had grabbed it. The first point of call was a sort of wooden bungalow with a glowing inscription in an equally glowing square to his right. A handful of heavy vehicles were parked in the rough open space in front of the building. Jack needed to get some direction and help here. He drove in quickly and found space to park behind a truck just as his car had coughed its last and died. He praised it for its good timing. It was when he had gotten out that he heard the music coming from behind the closed door. This one''s tempo was cool, easy to flow with, and something told Jack the volume would not be deafening when he went inside. ¡®Drago¡¯s¡¯ blinked in italics from the glowing sign box above the entrance. Jack locked the car and walked up to the front door, wondering if he should knock first. It seemed it was a bar, but he couldn''t be sure. Bars in the city weren''t like this. What if this was someone''s house? No... not with all that music seeping out and the sign above the door. The door swung open, and Jack¡¯s breath caught as his eyes landed on her. Chapter 15: A Rough Landing A slender woman stood just inside, her large brown eyes meeting his for a fleeting moment before sweeping down over him, then slowly back up. A subtle flush that colored her cheeks, a faint bloom of rosiness beneath pale skin, though she gave no sign of recognizing him. She was lovely, with a quiet elegance that stirred something deep within him¡ªan unexpected pull he hadn¡¯t felt in a long time. Her presence made the air feel charged. There was something about the way she stood, poised yet soft, her gaze calm and unreadable. He found himself captivated, hoping for a flicker of acknowledgment that should have come, something in her expression to suggest she knew who he was. Everyone did, after all. But her features remained still, composed, as if he were nothing more than a stranger. Jack couldn¡¯t help but let his eyes linger on her, drawn in by her delicacy, the way that soft flush still dusted her cheeks. For a second, he imagined reaching out, just to see if the warmth in her face matched the heat in his chest. There was a quiet magnetism about her that made him feel strangely exposed, as though she had glimpsed something about him he hadn¡¯t even revealed to himself. But she didn¡¯t speak, and the moment stretched. She remained where she was, holding onto the older man by her side. The silence was thick, almost intimate, yet cold at the same time. She gave nothing away, and Jack, searching her eyes for some sign, felt a sting of disappointment¡ªthen embarrassment, sharp and hot, as though he¡¯d been caught hoping for too much. His stomach tightened as she moved past him, an elderly man in tow, not a word spoken, not a glance spared. Jack¡¯s chest burned, a mix of longing and confusion, the brush of her indifference heavier than he expected. He stood frozen, wondering how she could look so lovely and yet make him feel like he didn¡¯t exist at all. He watched them walk down the driveway, out onto the road, and stop. He saw how gracious and cheerful she was talking with the old man. The man replied to her with fewer words, which must have been laborious for him, but Jack couldn''t hear what they were talking about. Jack stood on the sidewalk, his eyes following the red taxi as it pulled up to the curb. She helped the man into the back seat and closed the door. She leaned into the open passenger side window and pulled out money from the back of her fitted jeans. She handed it to the driver and took a few steps back, waving at the old man until the vehicle disappeared down the road. Turning about like some military personnel she walked back toward Jack, her boots crunching in the dirt. "So... You¡¯re still standing there?" she said. Her arms folded across her chest when she got to him. ¡°Why?¡± He saw a hint of a smile on her lips, but he couldn''t trust his instincts. Was she amused or secretly mocking him? Jack pushed the negative comments aside. "I need to talk to you...to someone," he said, trying to sound patient. "I guess I need help." "You ¡®guess¡¯?" The smile on her face now seemed amused and directed towards him. Jack was sure of it. "You were pretty quiet earlier for someone who needs help." Jack didn''t care for this woman with her large eyes and wide, smiling mouth. "Well, your expression didn''t exactly invite conversation." "My expression?" Her smile disappeared and her expression morphed into wariness, and Jack sensed he had struck a nerve. "You stood there and looked at me like I was vermin, ma''am," he said, relishing in her discomfort. "I simply wished to make a humble request, yet you walked right past me without a second glance. Is this how your town welcomes guests?" He could practically taste the bitterness in his words, mirroring the taste of the dusty streets and unwelcoming atmosphere of the town. Did you know this text is from a different site? Read the official version to support the creator. Her expression turned cold and she stepped closer to speak in a threatening tone. "Lily Corner is a town of kind and respectable people. We are not afraid of proud individuals like you who come here under the pretense of seeking humility, thinking we would be poor and submissive. The irony is that your behavior reflects poorly on your character, Sir!" She practically snapped at Jack''s nose by the time she finished her statement. But her words only served to further ignite his temper; he refused to be intimidated. "My Character?!¡± Jack bit back ¡°How dare you group me with some imagined people who you think are below you?¡± he took a short breath in exasperation ¡°Don''t you know who I am?" Jack regretted his last sentence as soon as it left his mouth, and he couldn''t help but resent her for provoking him to say it. As soon as the words left his mouth, Sarah''s brown eyes narrowed into sharp slits. Jack felt a wave of regret and fear wash over him, but he couldn''t back away now. He could see the anger boiling in her expression, but there was also something else that he couldn''t quite pinpoint. Sarah''s proximity only intensified this conflicted feeling inside Jack. Her scent filled his senses, a blend of freshness and nature that made him want to stay close instead of retreating. It reminded him of a freshly cut field or the promise of rain on a dry day. But there was also an underlying hint of something more complex. He felt his anger melting. It was just not logical but instead of fighting Jack found himself wanting to ask for a hug or even a friendly clasping of hands. The conflicting emotions warred inside him, making him question whether he should bolster his grudge. Jack wished she would get angrier at that moment. He could see it now, her getting closer to him¡ªan attempt at intimidation¡ªand breathing down his neck. Her breath would smell so sweet. "Do not dare to call us inhospitable," Sarah said, still holding on to her anger. "If you¡¯re going to keep insulting us this way, you would be better off to just get back in your car and go back to whatever hole you came from. Lily Corner and her people will not have you." Her rejection on behalf of herself and the whole town was enough to relight the embers of his anger. "I¡¯m sure the entire town does not hang on your every word, Miss. I don¡¯t need you." She had a response ready. "Yet, here you are, standing here and asking for my help." "I am not asking for help from you!" Jack could feel the anger coursing through his body as he spoke. "I came in here hoping to speak with the man in charge, someone who could understand me and handle my request with respect and efficiency. Just one man to another, without all this whining!" Jack''s anger peaked with each word, and he finally took a step forward. Sarah flinched backward in alarm, and he barely picked up the small gasp she let out in the heat of the moment. He could feel the distortion of his face and the baring of his fangs that came in intense moments of anger like this. His breath came and went quickly as he loomed over her, while she stared up at him with wide eyes. It was a blessing that she was an ordinary human and couldn''t see the truth of his face at that moment. However, there was nothing. Her expression didn''t show fear, exactly. It was more of a quick gasp when he lunged towards her. After that, her eyes remained widened, but not in terror. Instead, they held an intriguing curiosity. He couldn''t make sense of it. If the situation weren''t so serious, he might have thought she found his outburst amusing. He had a feeling she was about to burst into laughter at any moment. But there was no hidden grin on her face. Instead, she stared intently at him as if studying him. He was grateful that she couldn''t see the rage within him and was only seeing a handsome man. It brought him some relief to know that she was unaware of the monster lurking inside him. Feeling ashamed of his outburst, Jack took a step back. He didn''t want her to see him in that state. "I... I am sorry," he said, swallowing his pride. "I shouldn''t have lost my temper." She carefully surveyed before responding. "You should leave your pretenses at the door. It doesn''t matter who you are." Chapter 16: Peeling Back the Layers Jack frowned, concerned. "So you really don¡¯t know who I am?" "You mean your name? You could have told me that instead of trying to bite my head off." That amused smile crept onto her lips again. This time, Jack was happy to see it. "No. No. Not my name... Who I am." He moved his face into the light, posing at a new angle so she could see his face. "What I do? Jack Harper? THE Jack Harper?" Even with his emphasis, he got nothing from her. She just kept looking lost, arms folded across her chest, and her widened eyes taking in his theatrics. "Okay..." she drew out, looking at him strangely. "Nice to meet you, THE Jack Harper. I¡¯m very sorry I don¡¯t recognize you." With the subtle raise of her eyebrow, Jack felt a rush of shame and embarrassment, hoping she couldn''t see through his facade. He had convinced himself that he was done with seeking recognition and fame, yet here he was, craving it once again. Why did he have such conflicting desires? Was this just a heated moment or was he truly not ready to give up the fame and admiration that came with the charade he had been living? He ran a hand through his hair, sighing heavily. "Look, I... I need to explain. I¡¯ve been caught up in this persona for so long, it¡¯s hard to separate myself from it. Jack Harper, the infamous seducer, the guy who writes dirty books. It¡¯s what people expect, and sometimes... sometimes it feels like it¡¯s all I am." She tilted her head, her eyes softening just a fraction. "And what do you want to be, if not that?" "Honestly? I don¡¯t know," he admitted, rubbing the back of his neck. "I¡¯ve been this person for so long, basking in the fame, the admiration, the... the thrill of it all. But it¡¯s exhausting. Pretending to be someone I¡¯m not, playing this role. I thought I wanted out. I thought I wanted a change, to be someone different. But standing here, trying to impress you with my name, I realize maybe I''m not ready to let go. Maybe I¡¯m scared of what happens if I do." Her expression softened even more, and she uncrossed her arms, taking a small step closer. "Change is hard, Jack. It''s scary. But you can''t find out who you really are if you keep clinging to what you were." He nodded slowly, her words sinking in. "You¡¯re right. I just... I don¡¯t want to be remembered only for writing smut. There¡¯s more to me. There has to be. But then, I see the crowd, the adoration, and it pulls me back in. It¡¯s like a drug." I¡¯m talking too much.¡± Jack took a much-needed breath. Embarrassment washed over him, leaving him feeling foolish and exposed in front of the observant beautiful woman. Jack couldn''t bring himself to look directly at her. Instead, he focused on the road where she had hailed a cab for the man from earlier. No other cars passed by, reminding him that it was still too early in the morning. "Was that your father?" He finally forced himself to ask, just to break the awkward silence. He glanced at her, noting the sparkle in her eyes from the reflection of the sunlight. "The man you helped into the cab?" A soft smile graced her face. "No," she replied, shaking her head. "That was Adam, one of our regulars here." Jack frowned, confused. "''Customer''?" It dawned on him then, and he wished he could disappear. "Wait... You own this place?" She let out a short laugh, clearly amused by his reaction. "Yes, I suppose you can say that. It took me a while to accept it myself." She gazed at the building with a newfound appreciation. "''Drago''s.'' My parents built and carefully maintained it. They were known as Mr. and Mrs. Drago to everyone in the area, including my brother and I. We worked hard to serve our guests with genuine care and service." "Wow!" Jack was still in shock. "Unfortunately," she turned away from him briefly to swat at something on her leg before facing him again, "my parents passed away within a week of each other five years ago. They were inseparable even in death - my mother was sick first, and then my father succumbed a week later from a broken heart." You might be reading a stolen copy. Visit Royal Road for the authentic version. "My younger brother is in college studying to be a doctor. And I am here running the business and living my best country life¡ªwhich may be unappealing to a high-class man like you, but I¡¯m happy here." She added the last part as a jab. But Jack didn''t take any offense. Maybe it was because of the story she had just told him in minutes or because she had smiled while throwing the jab. "I am sorry," he said. "For being a high-class man?" That made him laugh for a bit. She joined him and his heart soared. "No," he sobered up and said seriously. "For the loss of your parents. That must have been hard for you.¡± He paused. ¡°I¡¯m also sorry for being such an ass." "Yeah... A high-class ass," she added. Jack''s lips curved into a grin. "Don''t tell me Dragos takes first-time customers and then insults them." "''Customer''?" she said in a playful tone. "Nah... This couldn¡¯t be a place for a man like you. You mentioned needing help, though you never said what for, so you could be back on your way to heaven any minute now." "Was this hell?" "No... But surely not the paradise you were used to." Jack shifted on his feet, enjoying the banter rather too much. "I''ll manage." She laughed. "Really, Mr. Harper, what help do you need?" "My car..." he nodded toward the black vehicle. "I didn''t pay attention, and the fuel ran out on me. I was lucky to get it into a parking space before it died. I''ll need a gas can and directions to a station so I can get it running." "And then back to heaven, isn''t it?" she teased. "I said it." "Actually," Jack said, holding her eyes so she would see to stop the jokes, "if this was hell, I think I''d prefer it to where I came from. I''d be very thankful for it, even." She furrowed her eyebrows and tilted her head, trying to understand the meaning behind his words. He couldn''t help but wonder what thoughts were running through her mind. Surprisingly, he truly wanted to know. He wanted to understand the depths behind those big eyes and quick smiles. And most importantly, he realized that using his special skills to manipulate their relationship would make him despise himself. This was different. For once, he wanted to learn on a genuine level. It would be a new experience for him, unlike any other relationships he had before. It wouldn''t be about gaining power or control; it would be about truly knowing someone. "You have many mysterious words, mister," she said, holding his eyes right back. "Like you said much earlier, I may not understand it all. But, if you want it to be my business, I will take it up as such. Drago is for hospitality all-around. A listening ear is part of it too." Jack shook his head and waved his hand dismissively. "Forget it, I won''t bother you with my problems. Right now, my car troubles are my main concern," he said with a yawn, noticing how exhausted he felt. "First you need to rest," she said. "You look and sound exhausted. It''s still early. I am guessing you drove all night. I will get you the keys to one of the rooms." Jack couldn''t deny his exhaustion. He was practically swaying on his feet from lack of sleep. A few hours of rest in her charming establishment wouldn''t make a dent in his millions anyway. "How much is the room for a few hours?" he asked. She gave him a hurtful gaze that indicated she felt insulted by her place being reduced to some sort of sordid establishment. "Don''t worry about that," she said, a new hardness to her voice. She turned toward the door and went on to open it. The music of the empty room poured out. "Come. I will show you to one of the rooms at the back myself. The staff has all gone to bed." Jack trailed behind her, he couldn¡¯t help noticing her figure as they walked. He made sure his eyes did not linger too low too long. As they stepped into the warmly lit room, he asked, "What''s your name?" The speakers filled the space with the sounds of Dolly Parton singing ¡®I Will Always Love You¡¯. The music together with the circular wooden tables and chairs made Jack feel like he had entered an old time saloon. "You already know mine," he added with a smile. "Sarah," she replied, shutting the door behind them. "And you already know my last name." Dolly''s voice was like balm to Jack''s weary soul. Chapter 17: Echoes of the Past The soft sound of birdsong pulled Jack from sleep, their peaceful melodies coaxing him back into consciousness. He lay still, eyes closed, letting the calm wash over him for a few moments before his thoughts began to stir. Where was he? The hotel. Sarah. Slowly, the memories of how he¡¯d ended up here surfaced, like puzzle pieces falling into place. He remembered the suffocating weight of his room back in LA, the way the constant invasions of his life had driven him to the brink. The sense of urgency that had gripped him¡ªstuffing a bag with whatever he could find, getting in the car, and leaving. Demi¡¯s anger hadn¡¯t been far from his mind, but he¡¯d pushed it aside. Not ignored it, really, just... avoided it. He knew if he¡¯d answered her calls, if he¡¯d let her get through, she would have broken his resolve. So he¡¯d turned off his phone somewhere along the way, blocking out everything that could pull him back. By now, she was probably losing her mind, frantically trying to figure out where he¡¯d gone. But for the first time in a long time, that didn¡¯t matter. What mattered was that he was free¡ªat least for now. No paparazzi had followed him, no one here knew who he was. This place felt like a breath of air after years of suffocation. The car had given him trouble, but that was the least of his concerns. He had no clear destination anyway. All he knew was that he wasn¡¯t going back. Jack had never really explored the country he was born into. His entire life had been focused on clawing his way out of the poverty that had shaped him. It wasn¡¯t just material lack that had constrained him¡ªit was the smallness of his world, the weight of survival that crushed his dreams. He had one goal, always looming above him: wealth. Success. A way out. Art, books, writing¡ªhe loved them, but he couldn''t afford to love them for their own sake. They had to be more than passion; they had to be tools. If they didn¡¯t offer a solution to his biggest problem¡ªpoverty¡ªthey were useless. Writing had become his lifeline, the only thing that could pull him out of the abyss. And when success finally came, he grabbed hold of it like a drowning man. But the cost... the cost had been high. His mind wandered further back, to the beginning of it all. College. Third year. That night. He hadn¡¯t been one for frat parties, but something about this one had felt different. The energy had shifted in the early hours, strange and dark. As the lights dimmed and candles flickered to life, most of the guests had started to leave, unsettled by the eerie atmosphere. But Jack had stayed. Then, a figure appeared¡ªa tall man in a black cloak, his eyes burning with something fierce and unnatural. Jack remembered the way the room had fallen into a heavy silence, the guests hushed, unsure whether to run or stay. They were asked a single question: Do you want more? Most people fled, but Jack had stepped forward, drawn in by something he couldn¡¯t explain. He looked into the stranger¡¯s fiery eyes, feeling his own hunger burning beneath the fear that threatened to rise. He didn¡¯t flinch, didn¡¯t turn away. He wanted out, and this man seemed like a doorway to something else. Something greater. ¡°I want it all,¡± Jack had said, his voice steady, his resolve stronger than his fear. It had all started there. That night. That moment. The first step on a path that had brought him to where he was now¡ªalone, running from a life that had consumed him. There had been only four strangers left in that dark, smoky room, each boy hidden behind a mask, facing the man in the black cloak. The air had been thick with something unspoken, a sense that they were standing on the edge of something irreversible. The man before them¡ªthe so-called "Supreme Leader"¡ªheld a strange glass globe in one hand, a staff in the other. He looked like he had stepped out of some ancient ritual. Jack had nothing to lose. Nothing at all. Even his education was borrowed, funded by money his parents had groveled to secure. They would work their entire lives, toiling to pay back the tuition for him and his siblings. From nothing to nothing¡ªthat¡¯s what it felt like. The man in the cloak had asked Jack a question, though it wasn¡¯t about money. That was what he wanted, after all¡ªwealth, security, an escape. But the man hadn¡¯t asked for that. He wanted a ¡°seed of trade,¡± something to root the future wealth Jack desired. Wealth needed a foundation, a story that people could point to. The man wanted to know what Jack loved. Unauthorized content usage: if you discover this narrative on Amazon, report the violation. Writing. It had always been writing. Words, stories, the way they captured life and emotion¡ªwriting was the only thing Jack had ever truly cared about. And that was what he offered. The man¡¯s eyes had gleamed with something unreadable, and he nodded, satisfied. The incantations began, whispered in the smoky darkness. Then came the kiss¡ªfirst on his forehead, then between his eyes. The sensation was immediate: burning, searing through him, then fading to cold, and finally, a deep numbness. Jack had felt it settle into him, like a seed planted deep within his soul. Something had shifted that night, setting the course for everything that would come after. Jack woke up alone in that empty frat room early the next morning, feeling different. He couldn''t explain what it was, but it was just that¡ªdifferent. He went to his dorm and just began writing. He just had the urge to. Still, it didn''t feel like his urge. It felt like someone else''s, but he couldn''t help but make it his own. When he looked at his laptop screen, words had pulled there that blew his mind. It was so much...so put together...so much more organized than the scraps and pieces he wrote here and there when he was bored. It was good, and it was steamy. It was hot. His luck with the ladies suddenly rocketed to levels he had only dreamed about. And with every seduction came inspiration for another story. Jack wanted to attribute these changes to his own abilities. Sometimes he would pretend that the night at the party never happened. But he remembered. He knew. Jack met Demi about a month later. A ¡®chance¡¯ meeting in a coffee shop. He had his laptop out and had been working on a story. She sat behind him and read what he was writing. She interrupted to tell him she thought it was great work and that she had connections in the publishing industry. They quickly sorted it out that she would be his manager. Somehow, Demi was always there to help him keep going, especially at his lowest moments. The drugs, drinks, and women may not have been the conventional healthy mode of helping, but he trusted her to know what he needed. She always let him know that she was the only one there for him, and he had come to believe it. She set up the meetings, got the contracts signed, negotiated brand placement, organized his entire career and even life. She did it all with so much professionalism because they both were not ignorant of the tense sexual energy that was always between them, but she never geared them toward doing anything about it. She knew that play could interfere with the work and so she helped them keep things in control. They could have devoured each other but they each had their role. Jack thought of Demi as his angel, she must have been sent to him. But he had to admit, if she was indeed sent to him she was something lower than an angel, just considering who would have been doing the sending. But to him she was an angel. His life had soared higher and higher because of her, and he didn''t take any of it for granted, though she could have her excesses at times. Yet, there he was, disappointing and hurting her again by running away. He could just imagine how ashamed of him she would feel, going away and leaving the work he had dedicated his life to. She wouldn''t be able to comprehend such a level of unprofessionalism. To her the job was everything. She accepted the role and so had he. They should succeed or die in the attempt. Jack could just see her prim and proper disposition behind his closed eyes as she sat him down and reiterated the facts about the celebrity life he was in. The fans had to be satisfied, she instructed. There was no choice but to keep making everyone happy and fulfilled. And so he had to cut his hair a certain way, dress a certain way, look a certain way, smile a certain way, talk a certain way, write a certain way, and... Sigh. Where did it all end? Where did the breaks come for a man who carried so much for so many? Where was the moment he could simply breathe? For Demi, there was no such thing. This was the life Jack had chosen, she always reminded him, and he had to live with it. No, Jack thought, Demi, I¡¯m tired. I can¡¯t do this anymore. He sighed and turned onto his side. The bed beneath him creaked softly, but it held his weight. Its firmness felt solid, real¡ªfar from the luxury of his life back home. Here, everything felt different, quieter, as if the world had finally stopped spinning. The hours of deep sleep had left him strangely refreshed, a clarity settling in his bones. The silence of his phone was a relief. He¡¯d keep it off, at least until he knew what came next. Jack opened his eyes and let them take in the small, simple room. It wasn¡¯t some grand suite; it wasn¡¯t even close. The wooden door across from him led to a small bathroom, and everything else¡ªthe bedside table, the reading chair, the mirror¡ªwas plain, unadorned. The wooden beams gave the space a rustic feel, and for a moment, it struck him how much he preferred this. No extravagance. No pretense. Just peace. Soft light filtered through the cream-colored curtains, casting a gentle glow over the room. The sunlight peeked in, warm and inviting, but the drawn curtains kept the space snug and cool. The walls, painted a calming white, made everything feel still, like time had slowed to a crawl. Jack lay there, staring at the ceiling, doing a quick calculation in his head. He must have slept for nearly 18 hours. Yet, despite the long rest, he felt like he could stay in bed all day. The thought crossed his mind, lingering for a moment. As if by some sadistic level of witchcraft, a knock came on his door at that exact moment. Chapter 18: Rude Awakenings Sleeping in all day was obviously going to be out of the question. Jack let out a sigh and rolled his eyes. Another knock, just as gentle yet firm as before. "Come in," Jack called out, realizing he had forgotten to lock up before succumbing to the comfortable bed. He quickly sat up, just in time for the door to open inward. Sarah entered, natural heavenly scents seeming to proceed her. She smiled at him, closing the door. "Still in bed at 9:30?" she consulted a watch on her wrist to be sure. "How bourgeoisie!" Jack didn''t know how to begin the morning with her, whether with annoyance at her little jabs or with laughter at how witty they actually were. "Hey," he chose to say, instead, with a courteous smile, "the bed was really nice. Thank you." "Right!" She crossed her arms over the chest of her black jumpsuit. "That''ll be a cool one grand for the night." A lightbulb switched on in Jack''s brain, causing his eyes to bulge out of their sockets. "$1000 for one night in this place?" he exclaimed incredulously. She scowled at him. "What, you don''t think it''s worth it? Not as lavish and extravagant as your fancy hotels back home?" Jack couldn''t believe she was serious. "Even back home, with all its swanky prices, a hotel has to be pretty darn high-class to charge that much for a night. This isn''t even on par with a budget motel room!" "Take that back!" she protested, but a small smile tugged at the corners of her mouth. Jack realized, with a sinking feeling, that she had been teasing him all along. "You''re not serious!" he gasped, placing a hand dramatically over his heart. "You nearly gave me a heart attack!" Her laughter filled the room, causing her to throw back her head. Jack couldn''t help but admire how her jumpsuit hugged her body perfectly, paired with gray heeled boots that reached just above her ankles. "You should have seen your face," she snorted, holding back giggles. "It''s not funny!" said while running his hand through his hair. Reading on this site? This novel is published elsewhere. Support the author by seeking out the original. "Oops." Her tone suggested she didn''t really mean it and would definitely try to pull a prank like that again. Jack sat up in bed, still dressed from the day before. His socks, which he had worn to bed, clung to his feet, and his shirt remained buttoned, wrinkled from sleep. He hadn¡¯t even bothered to reach for his bag, which was still in the car. In fact, he hadn¡¯t thought about his phone until just now. "I am feeling much better now, Sarah. Thank you. I''ll go wash up and then I''ll ask for that gas can and directions to the nearest station... So I won''t bother you anymore." Sarah hesitated and scratched the back of her ear, a sign that something was amiss. "Actually," she said slowly, "I think you''ll be staying a bit longer than planned. Possibly until tomorrow." Jack''s heart skipped a beat and he felt a surge of panic. His car must have been stolen! "Why?" he asked anxiously. "You left your car keys at the counter earlier while I gave you a drink before bringing you here to sleep. So, this morning, I asked one of my staff to get the gas from the station for you..." Jack''s relief was great. "How gracious of you. Thank you." But there was something she still wanted to say. He saw it in the unsettled nature of her face. "Is... Is there a problem, though?" His panic came back. "Well, I told the staff to also help you start the car and warm the engine for whatever trip you would want to still make today. The thing is, Gabriel tried and tried, but the vehicle wouldn''t start." "What!?" She nodded, even though she had done nothing wrong, her wide eyes making her look like a little child caught in the act. "We were clueless about what was going on. Gabriel suggested that maybe it had something to do with the length of time you spent driving here and the complete depletion of fuel." "That doesn''t make any sense!" Jack exclaimed, standing up from his seat. "It was only a few hours. What good is a car that won''t start?" "Is there a problem?" she said with a frown. Her voice carried a hint of apology, as if she were somehow responsible for the car''s malfunction. "We called the town''s mechanic," she explained, "but he''s out for the day. He''ll come by tomorrow morning to take a look." "Tomorrow?!" His voice was loud and sharp, causing her to flinch. "Is there a problem? ¡° she asked sharply. What am I supposed to do here until tomorrow? What could this place possibly offer me until tomorrow? Jack''s voice had risen again. He saw rage building on her beautiful face, like oil bubbling in a frying pan. She could either punch him in the stomach or kick him out, along with his broken-down car. Her eyes bore into him. Just as Jack was about to crumble under her gaze, she began to rant. "I don''t know what you want to do with yourself, you ungrateful Mr. ¡®Famous Writer¡¯. Perhaps if you weren''t so insufferably arrogant and constantly trying to prove your superiority, you might actually find some purpose or something a little worthwhile in your life or possibly even in this town!" With a loud slam of the door, she stormed out, leaving Jack alone to ponder her words. Chapter 19: A Taste of Humility Bathed and changed into fresh, comfortable clothes, Jack faced one of the most difficult tasks he had ever undertaken. When he slipped out of his room and went around the side of the building to get to where his car was parked, he luckily found a staff member outside. The man introduced himself as Gabriel. Jack was able to get his keys, retrieve his belongings, and hurry back to his room without being seen by Sarah. However, he knew he couldn''t keep avoiding her if he was going to stay until the next day. His stomach was already protesting from the lack of food, and he had to address that by going into what Sarah called "the lounge." Jack had learned from her earlier directions that her parents had built this mini guest house, situated behind the lounge, about two years after business began to boom. They got the idea to build it for tired travelers or people who needed a place to rest away from their daily, conventional lives. The guest house comprised only ten rooms¡ªfive up, five down¡ªwhich were filled up most weeks. It was almost totally hidden behind the main house, but part of its roof could be seen gaping upwards. Sarah had led Jack to the guest house through the lounge''s back door, making it clear he couldn''t come in through it during the day because cooking and serving happened back there. It was a pretty thoughtful, diverse setup. During the day, the lounge served as a restaurant and cafe. At night, it functioned as a restaurant, bar, karaoke, and game club. It was a lot, but proper organization and the people''s love for the place made it easy enough to run. All the initiatives that had been put into making the place a home away from home showed that Sarah was putting everything she had into it. Yet, Jack had belittled the place indirectly. He should have been ashamed of himself, and Sarah should have shown him no mercy. He knew he had messed up, and so he braced himself to face her and all she would have to say. Knowing how frankly she expressed her feelings, he couldn''t help but feel he was done for. Nonetheless, he would take it all in stride. His words were a low blow, and she had been nothing but considerate, even though it was obvious they didn''t really like each other very much. With determination and a hint of fear, Jack walked to the entrance of the lounge and opened the door. His heart, beating wildly in his chest, was soothed by the sweet voice of Adele singing "Make You Feel My Love." The music playing over the speakers was at a moderate volume, allowing people to talk without having to raise their voices. As he scanned the room, Jack noticed that everyone seemed happy and content. The atmosphere felt warm and welcoming, as if he had just walked into a family gathering. He could almost feel it radiating from every corner of the room. Unexpectedly, a pang of envy shot through him. He couldn''t understand why he would feel this way in such a friendly environment. The feeling intensified in his chest and made his already queasy stomach churn. He quickly averted his gaze from the source of his discomfort. After a moment he looked back at Sarah. She was at the counter, wiping it down and then looked straight at him. A man was speaking to her, possibly Gabriel, in his immaculately white shirt and overly slim tie, Jack seemed to feel whatever the man was telling her was important, but she wasn''t even looking at him. Her eyes were fixed on Jack. He swallowed hard and moved with unsteady legs toward her. He couldn''t chicken out of the apology he knew he had to make. Love what you''re reading? Discover and support the author on the platform they originally published on. "I¡ª Erhh¡ª" he stuttered when he got to the counter and sat on one of the stools facing her. He couldn''t look directly at her, not at those soulful eyes staring into him. "I¡¯m sorry... Again. I don''t know why I have been such a jerk since I came here. ¡°You didn''t deserve any of it, and so I take all my nasty words and attitude back. You are doing fantastic work here, and it''s easy to see that the people love you and love the place. Who am I to make light of any of it? Who am I?" The last sentence felt like a must needed introspection. She didn''t say anything in reply to his whole speech, and he actually started to become introverted at her silence. He thought about how much of his bad attitude toward her could be attributed to his own frustrations with all he had left and the uncertainty of where he was going. The problem was him and had been him all along, he knew this. He was headed on a path of contemplation that went nowhere but down. "So what are you hungry for?" she finally spoke. Her question, delivered in a calm tone, disrupted his train of thought and left him momentarily puzzled. He lifted his gaze to meet hers. "What?" he said slowly and perplexedly. She shrugged her shoulders. "You haven''t eaten yet and it''s already past noon," she remarked, playfully rolling her eyes. "So what are you in the mood for?" He tried a teasing smile, relieved that he had been forgiven so easily. "Are you still charging a thousand dollars?" She gave a dry chuckle, shaking her head without looking at him. There was no teasing smile from her. His heart sank for some reason. She sighed as she made a last swipe over the far right part of the wooden counter and then back again. She looked at her watch, and her eyes widened. "Shit!" she exclaimed. "I''ve got to go." She started to take off a white apron over the jumpsuit. Gabriel stood beside Sarah, his posture stiff, eyes focused on the restaurant¡¯s main floor as if he hadn¡¯t just witnessed Jack¡¯s awkward apology. The subtle shift in his stance¡ªhands clasped behind his back, gaze intentionally averted¡ªmade it clear he was trying to give the impression of discretion, an act of politeness Jack couldn¡¯t help but notice. But Gabriel hadn¡¯t left. He lingered, his presence almost hesitant, and Jack suspected why. Whatever Gabriel had been saying earlier, Sarah clearly hadn¡¯t been listening. Her attention had been elsewhere¡ªon Jack, not on him. Jack glanced at Gabriel again, catching the faint frustration behind his composed expression, and felt a small pang of pity for the man, still trying to salvage a conversation that had already been lost. "Gabriel," Sarah said, wiping down her jumpsuit and putting fast-moving hands over her hair to smooth back straying strands, "please, get our visitor here a befitting meal. It should be served with utmost excellence and elegance, please. We wouldn''t want to disrespect this big-city man." "Yes, ma''am," the plain-faced Gabriel responded. She snatched her handbag from the hook on the wall, her movements swift and deliberate, before heading for the door without a single glance back. The door swung shut behind her, the soft chime of the bell above it barely registering as she disappeared into the night. Jack swiveled in his chair, eyes fixed on the door as it gently settled into place. For a moment, he stared after her, the relaxed atmosphere contrasting with the rush of her sudden departure. The door felt like a barrier now¡ªsolid and final¡ªyet part of him couldn¡¯t help but imagine her on the other side, slipping further out of reach. There was a heaviness in his chest, an ache that lingered as he sat there, longing unspoken but undeniable. The door¡¯s quiet closure echoed in his mind, a reminder of what he hadn''t said, and maybe, what he had lost in her hurried exit. Chapter 20: Humble Beginnings Jack stood beside the kitchen¡¯s staff member, Danny, at the sink, sleeves rolled up, as they washed plates in silence. It had been Jack''s idea to help clean up after most of the daytime customers had left, and Danny had hesitated, shocked at the notion. Jack had insisted, brushing aside Danny¡¯s protests with a grin and reaching for the soap. Later in the afternoon, Sarah walked through the kitchen door, her expression frozen in disbelief. The look of shock and horror on her face mirrored Danny¡¯s from earlier, and in that moment, Jack understood why the young man had been so nervous about his decision to help. They stood side by side now, both facing the door as if awaiting a verdict for their crime. Jack caught the way Sarah¡¯s sharp gaze landed on Danny, her eyes narrowing like she might pounce at any moment. He stepped forward before she could speak. "It¡¯s not his fault," Jack said quickly, meeting her gaze. "Danny tried to stop me. I wouldn¡¯t listen." Her voice trembled with restraint. "Don¡¯t tell me that!" she snapped, trying to hold her temper in check. "Since when has a customer ever been in the back clearing dishes? Where in the history of this place has that happened? Danny, I hired you weeks ago. I told you customer service is crucial to what we do. And now I find a customer working with you?" Danny¡¯s face drained of color, his hands trembling. "I¡¯m so sorry, ma¡¯am," he stammered, nearly collapsing under the weight of her disapproval. "It¡¯s just like he said¡ªhe came in and started working. I couldn¡¯t stop him." Jack nodded, his voice steady and calm. "That¡¯s the truth." He held her gaze, unflinching, watching the tension flicker across her features. Sarah¡¯s lips tightened and trembled, as if trying to form words she couldn¡¯t quite manage. Her frustration boiled over in silence before she turned on her heel, snatching a woven basket from the counter. Without another word, she swept out of the lounge, disappearing through the back door, leaving Jack and Danny standing in the heavy quiet she left behind. Danny made a short, frightened wail. Jack looked at him in pity. He couldn''t have been more than seventeen or eighteen, and the fear of losing his job was concrete on his face. He looked helpless already. Jack clamped him on the shoulder reassuringly with his drying hand before going out after Sarah. He went through the back door just in time to see her go around the guest house. He ran and caught up with her. She was walking fast, with a pissed-off gait, and he could feel the annoyance emanating from her body. The basket was hung over the crook of her elbow like it was a handbag, and she said nothing as he fell into step with her. Her destination was a revelation to Jack. He hadn''t thought to wonder what could be behind the guest house where he had slept. It was an expanse of land which was turned into a beautiful garden. From there, he could see stalks and stalks of corn coming up in the back. When they got even closer, he saw that the space had been partitioned with crops or veggies to the left and to the right. The left was also split into two, as was the right. It made the plan neat and the crops easier to access, he guessed. Jack figured that the basket on her arm was either for the spinach he saw growing beautifully in the area before them or for the tomatoes. They looked succulent too. He could just imagine how tasty and nutritious they would be in whatever meal they were for. Again, as with everything else, he was impressed. "Nice garden," he couldn''t help but compliment out loud. "Thanks," she said through clenched teeth. "I like growing things." "I see..." Jack wondered how many times he would annoy her in a day. "And you do that very well, as I can see." He nodded toward the crops they had now reached. Unauthorized duplication: this tale has been taken without consent. Report sightings. "Yes," she said, still tight-lipped. "Everything is so well done. The organization of the entire business is top-notch. I must commend you." She turned on him then, her hair flipping and flying so suddenly, enough to make him remember it had been packed up before she left for wherever she was "late" to. Could she have let it down for something... Or someone? "You commend me," she said, almost making it sound like a question, "and yet you want to destabilize the structure!" "I¡ª I don¡¯t get you," Jack lied effortlessly. She steeled her eyes at him, reducing them into slits. "You won''t apologize?" Her face peered so close to his in the expression of her displeasure. He saw the little laugh lines around her eyes and the smoothness of her cheeks. He had a sudden desire to run a thumb over each so he could feel them and discover what "silk" truly meant. He felt like a virgin longing with excitement to know...to understand. "You made a fool out of yourself, my systems, and that poor boy, and you had the effrontery to stand there and try to make little chit chat as though you did nothing wrong? What audacity!" "I was only trying to help out. I didn''t know it would anger you this way. I swear." She looked like she thought him the worst liar on earth. "I wanted to make everything up to you." She was taken aback. "Make what up to me?" "My behaviors and attitude. My words... My ''high-class nonsense''." Jack put quotes in the air. "I realized that apologizing with words could not be enough for how I downplayed your business. Showing my support and appreciation for what you have running here by helping out was what I could think of. I really am sorry." She looked away for a moment and then looked back at him. He saw that she was just a little less pissed. "It just totally irked me to see a customer working, that''s all. It had never happened in the history of this place." Jack grinned. "So, I made history, didn¡¯t I?" His eyes caught the faintest twitch of a smile on her lips. "Maybe I deserve some accolades for that." She laughed, shaking her head in disbelief. "You and your obsession with praise," she teased, her tone playful but pointed. "Must¡¯ve been nice in your high-class world, huh? Seems like your whole day is spent waiting for applause¡ªand getting it." "Well..." he said as she crouched to the ground and carefully began to uproot some spinach. He crouched down and began to help her. "Well, what?" Sarah placed her hand over Jack''s to halt him helping. Its warmth sent thrills down his spine. "Careful while uprooting. You have to do it the right way. Look!" She demonstrated a few more times, shaking the spinach out and placing them in the basket for him to see. "Got it?" Jack nodded and smiled softly at her. She smiled back. He started to pull the vegetables as she had taught him. "Well?" she repeated after a few seconds. "What''s the story, Mr.? Don''t leave my ears hanging." Jack chuckled. "I did get frequent accolades," he began to tell her slowly, as their hands touched momentarily while placing spinach into the basket. "But I didn''t come from heaven." "Oh!" she said in mock surprise, her eyes widening. Jack lightly chuckled in response. "You don¡¯t?" "No, ma''am," he said amidst his laughter. "I was a writer. People¡ªmany people, actually¡ªsaid I was the best, and so they gave me said accolades." "Hmm," she said in a joking voice. "There goes the high-class pride again, cloaked in a guise of humility." "What the fuck!" Jack said, laughing, before he realized the word he had used. "Sorry for the profanity." She gave a dismissive wave of her hand without looking at him. "It''s okay." She kept her eyes on the vegetables. "We fuck here just as you fuck in your heaven. Don''t worry." For some unknown reason, Jack couldn''t take his eyes off of her. He was so captivated that he didn''t even realize how long he had been staring until she reached out and took the basket they were both holding, standing up to her full height. "This should do," she said. "Let''s move over to the other side and get some tomatoes." He stood and followed her with a fascinated gaze. This time, he didn''t resist when his eyes drifted to her derri¨¨re. Chapter 21: Connection With much pleading and feigned sadness, Jack managed to convince Sarah to let him work with her and the rest of the evening staff. Gabriel was still there, Sarah explained that he stayed in one of the two rooms in the lounge while she occupied the other. According to her, she was training him for a certain role, so he needed to observe all operations until closing at midnight. She didn¡¯t elaborate further. Most of the night shift started to arrive around 8:30 pm. By then, the two optional meals for the night were ready. One was a spicy fish sauce with rice as a side, and the other was potato porridge laced with vegetables. "What if they ask for more of one than the other?" Jack asked her as they got plates and cutlery ready, the menu having gone around so the visitors could make a choice. "Won''t one of the meals end up being wasted?" She shrugged and rewashed a fork that had a spot of grease. "That has never happened before. Somehow, everyone seems to know what to order to get the pots diminishing in equal proportion." She looked up into space for a second. "It¡¯s somewhat magical." The way she said it made Jack stare at her strangely. He should have asked her more questions, but it was time to serve. Two ladies¡ªhe hadn''t caught their names¡ªthat looked as young as Danny and reminded him of his sisters appeared at the kitchen door with the menus they had chosen. Sarah took the menus from them and started serving. "Time to go, peeps!" she said as she and the chef opened a pot lid each. The aroma of delicious food filled Jack''s senses. Within seconds, they were passing laden plates to the girls and him. In the restaurant, the nightlife had come alive. Laughter echoed through the room, and conversations flowed freely, just as they had during the day. Jack paused mid-step, tray in hand, drawn to the scene before him. The people scattered around the tables didn¡¯t seem to have arrived together, yet they spoke and laughed as if they¡¯d known each other their whole lives. And maybe they had. It was a small town, after all. Some people never left their hometowns, never chased the greener pastures of the city. Maybe here, they had learned to truly become brothers, friends¡ªconnected by the smallest things and the simplest places, like Drago¡¯s. Here, there was no need for pretense, no pressure to be anything other than themselves. Jack watched them, feeling for a moment as if he had stumbled into a world where people had figured out how to live, not just exist. Jack served the tables with a big smile, not just because Sarah had reminded the servers to smile before they began taking out plates, but because it was all too pleasant for him. It was a happiness he couldn''t fathom but knew that it was. Maybe smiling wide enough would eventually grant him access to partake in the easy conversation around the tables. Maybe he could become like them if he let his heart become as free as theirs. They took pauses in between their conversations and laughter to thank him for the plates of food he put before them, and he nodded in acknowledgment. By the time the last person was served, there were tears standing in his eyes. He wiped them with the edges of his sleeves he should have rolled up before starting to work. He wiped them before Sarah or anyone else could see them. He didn¡¯t want to be asked about them. He wouldn''t have known what to say. How do you explain what you can''t fully understand yourself? Where would he even start? Finished with his task, Jack stood behind the counter with Sarah, quietly observing the world she had built. The warm, lively atmosphere buzzed around them, filled with easy laughter and familiar faces. As he watched the way people connected, it finally clicked for him¡ªwhat religious folks meant when they said, "It¡¯s not about the building; it¡¯s the people." Enjoying this book? Seek out the original to ensure the author gets credit. Gosh! Just look at them, Jack thought, taking in the sight of these people who made this place feel like home. A girl in frills, her red hair catching the light, climbed onto the small wooden stage set up for karaoke. The music began to play, but the tune was unfamiliar to Jack. It was Adam Harvey''s "That''s What You Call a Friend." The room respectfully quieted and focused on the somber-looking girl. When she started her first note, her voice was a clear alto. It gave Jack goosebumps. It was a beautiful song and must have been popular here. They all seemed to know the song, yet no one tried to overshadow her in her singing. They sang under their breaths or just swayed, so focused, as though it was the first time they were hearing the song. However, in the melodious beauty of her country singing, each word seemed to pour through him. Every damn sentence seemed to make sense. He repeated the words to his subconscious, over and over again. He heard the girl singing. He singled out the words, tying them to his soul and consciousness. ¡®When the good times roll count your friends¡¯ Jack wondered who he would count as friends. Demi for sure but who else? Maybe Golden? ¡®When the chips are down count again¡¯ Of his friends who would still be there. When he decided he couldn¡¯t continue his life of sex and fame, who would still be there? His thoughts went back to Demi, would she still be his friend after all this? If he left this life for good, would she still be there? The words of the song sank deep, hitting Jack with their truth¡ªthere would only be a ¡®precious few¡¯ standing by you in the hardest times, and those few were what you called friends. As the song continued, the room seemed to fade around him. Jack found himself in a dark space, standing before a door, knocking hesitantly. He pressed the bell, unsure of why he was even there. What had led him to this door? The song¡¯s melody still lingered in the background, but his focus was slipping. The door felt familiar, like it held something he¡¯d long been searching for¡ªcommunity, love, self-acceptance¡ªyet he couldn¡¯t place it. Suddenly, he was outside that same door again, but this time he wasn¡¯t knocking. He had been thrown out. The confusion that had clouded him earlier was gone, replaced by a deeper sense of sadness and loneliness. His arms hung uselessly at his sides, aching for the warmth of a hug, for words of comfort that never came. Instead, he felt rejection¡ªpushed away, left cold and alone. The girl¡¯s voice floated back into his awareness, distant but grounding. Jack stood before the door that wasn¡¯t really there, wondering what lay behind it. He longed for a friend¡¯s embrace, for a companion to make the loneliness bearable, but all he got was a cold dismissal. Every hope he had for connection slipped away, leaving him as that same sad, lone man, haunted by past failures. Maybe it was all in the past¡ªhe told himself that¡ªbut it didn¡¯t feel like it. Every thought, every feeling was wrapped in the weight of that past, magnifying it, forcing him to see it clearly. Why? Maybe it was so he could finally embrace the present he found himself in. Maybe it was a way to push him toward a better future. He didn¡¯t know what that future could hold for him, but he knew he couldn¡¯t ignore the present any longer. He had to grab hold of it, to trust that whatever had brought him here¡ªwhatever force had led him to leave everything behind and drive to Lily Corner¡ªwas something worth following. Something that could change everything. A burst of applause jolted Jack back to reality. The girl on stage had finished singing and was curtsying, her red hair catching the light as the crowd erupted in cheers. Jack blinked, watching her blow kisses to the audience, little tears sparkling in her eyes. She had done something special tonight, something that had moved everyone here. She deserved the praise showered upon her. And in Jack, she had stirred something even deeper. He joined in the applause, clapping for her, but also for the realization growing within him. Several moments passed before Jack felt it¡ªan unsettling sensation, as if eyes were on him. He turned his head sharply to the side, and sure enough, Sarah was watching him, her gaze fixed with quiet concern. "You were crying," she said softly, worry threading through her voice. No, I wasn¡¯t, he thought, confused. But instinctively, his hand moved to his face, and his fingers brushed against the dampness there¡ªtears he hadn¡¯t realized were falling. CHAPTER 22: Unwelcome Reminders Jack woke up feeling even better than the day before, his mind clearer, his body lighter. He was eager to plan his day, but first, he needed to know the time. Instinctively, his hand moved to his wrist¡ªonly to remember he''d left his watch behind in his rush to escape. That left only one option: his phone. He stared at it, lying untouched on the bedside table. His fingers twitched. I¡¯ll just check the time, he told himself. But deep down, he knew the truth. Turning it on meant reconnecting to the world he had tried to flee¡ªthe endless demands, the pressures, and worst of all, Demi¡¯s relentless expectations. She would be there, hammering at him to come back, to explain himself. Jack sighed, running a hand through his hair. I¡¯ll just check quickly. Then I¡¯ll turn it off again. He had gone long enough without it. It wouldn¡¯t hurt to satisfy his curiosity, right? He hesitated, thumb hovering over the power button. His heart picked up a beat as he pressed it, the phone buzzing to life. The logo flashed on the screen, and for a moment, everything seemed to hold still. Then, the messages exploded across the screen. Over fifty notifications¡ªall from Demi. Jack¡¯s heart sank. She had definitely resorted to texts, with an abundance of threats when her calls didn¡¯t go through. "Where are you?" "Pick up your phone and call me now!" "This is not funny anymore, Jack." "Hey! Hey!" "Are you at your parent¡¯s house? Stay there; I am coming to get you now. Don''t move a muscle!" "You aren''t here! You aren''t freaking here! What is wrong with you? Call me!" "Jack, your career is at stake here. Don''t you get it?" "This is not funny! Not cool and not funny!" "Even the publisher is asking about you, Jack! That next book should have a progress report by now! Why are you doing this? Just why?" "Jack! I will be forced to tell your parents of this little game you are playing. Don''t try me. You know how dramatic your mother can get. She will call a freaking press conference and create a fiasco of tears saying you''ve been kidnapped or killed by fans." "Do you derive joy from knowing I am up and about looking for you like you are some puppy? You are a grown adult man! Pick up your damned phone and call me!" ¡°Not going to lie... You are frustrating me. I haven''t eaten all day because of you. Something is going to happen if people see me asking questions around about you. People will wonder.¡± Did you know this text is from a different site? Read the official version to support the creator. ¡°Are you dumb, Jack? Can''t you send a sign? Even if you are in danger? Can''t you find a way to send a note? This is getting ridiculous.¡± ¡°You will destroy your life, there is nothing I will be able to do to fix it. If you let me keep stressing like this, you will regret it. It is not a threat.¡± ¡°Still switched off, huh? Are you fucking some pussy in Barbados and off grid because of that? Pussy is more valuable than a career I am helping you build?¡± ¡°Look, if you keep on this way, I will have to leave you to your devices. Let''s see how you will make it on your own in these treacherous waters. You seem not to understand yet.¡° ¡°If I have to text you one more time, Jack... If you make me do it!¡° ¡°Okay, I am now pleading with you to call me. Wherever you are, I will come there and we can talk. I am sorry I didn''t listen to you that time. Call me.¡° ¡°You know I am the only one who understands you and is there for you. All these stunts you are pulling now will only crumble you further. It won''t give you whatever answers it is that you seek. Nothing will work for you until you let me in as always. You know that. Stop being silly.¡° ¡°Jack, the executive producer needs us in his office in another two hours. I am not even capping. Call me!¡° ¡°It''s thirty minutes to the meeting and I still believe you will make it down. I don''t know how, but I trust you will. We never disappoint each other, do we?¡° ¡°The man is waiting, Jack! You have ten minutes to redeem yourself and that stubborn head of yours!¡° ¡°Jack!¡° ¡°Call me!¡° ¡°Are you seriously doing this?¡° ¡°You have kept this man waiting again!¡° ¡°We are done for in the industry! I am sure this is the last straw.¡° ¡°Pick up! I¡¯m sorry... please just call!¡° ¡°You have done your worst, Jack!¡± ¡°Jaaaaack!¡° ¡°Jaaaaack!¡° ¡°Please Jack!¡° ¡°THEY won''t let you go Jack - You know that¡± Jack sat upright, frightened, as though the last message he read from his phone was ringing out in his ears. He could feel Demi''s anger from the phone and the letters in it staring at him. He couldn''t go any further though there were many more to open. He held the phone with both hands for a moment, shaky and unsteady. His head was banging from the headache that had come upon him so suddenly while reading those messages. He felt Demi''s presence in the room with him. It was an infuriated one. It wouldn''t take "no" for an answer as depicted in these texts that he couldn''t even finish reading. It was incessant and demanding. He had to give it a response. His entire thinking faculties were wired to give it a response...and a positive one at that. This was Demi, after all, for crying out loud! What was he thinking? That he could run away and be free of her? Of everything? That he could make it in some place on his own just by singing "kumbaya"? What was going on in his head, driving all the way there to lead a "simple life"? Pffff! What was that? No one knew him there, and that was not who he was. He was used to being known, being adored, and his works clamored for. It was the blood that ran in his veins, without which he could die. Demi was right. What the hell did he think he was doing? Who the hell did he think he was to do it? And... "Jack?!" Sarah called from outside the door, pulling him out of the well of thoughts he had fallen into. It was then he also heard the knocks. Those didn''t stop. "Jack? Are you there?" CHAPTER 23: Breakfast and Revelations Jack pulled himself to the present. His stomach fluttered and he shifted out of the bed, momentarily pushing aside thoughts of the phone and unanswered texts. "Come in!" He called out. She entered with a tray in hand, and the delicious smell of eggs and sausage wafted towards him. Suddenly he was hungry. He felt like he could devour the entire building at that moment. "Good morning," she said with a bright smile. "I hoped you would be awake. I brought us breakfast." She set the tray on the reading table and sat on the chair. "Why?" Jack said without thinking. "I would have come outside soon enough to have something." "Nah." She gave a dismissive wave of her hand. "You worked so hard yesterday. I wanted to thank you specially before you get going. The mechanic is almost done working on your car." "Oh, good!" Jack was happy to hear such wonderful news. "And it''s so thoughtful of you to have brought breakfast. Also, I am mighty glad to have been able to help yesterday. You don''t have to mention it." "Oh, but I will. My parents taught me to be grateful." She stood and moved the table and her chair toward him so they could eat together. He saw that the tray had two loaded plates of food. Golden hash browns, perfectly toasted buttered bread, sausages, and fried eggs with glistening yolks. The rich aroma of coffee filled his nostrils, mingling with the sweet scent of freshly squeezed juice. His stomach rumbled in anticipation. "Your parents..." Jack commented as she handed him a fork. He took up some eggs. "You must miss them very much." "I miss them a whole lot," she admitted. Her voice lacked any hint of sadness as she continued to calmly eat her food. "I treasured their presence and the joy they brought to this place every day that I managed it. I am always amazed when I see the same people who have been coming to this place for years still filled with joy and satisfaction, just like they were on their first visit. It has been a wonderful thing to behold at times." Jack nodded solemnly. "I agree." A brief moment of silence followed as he took a sip of coffee, only to be interrupted by the sound of a notification on his phone. He flinched and knew that Sarah had noticed. He quickly grabbed another mouthful of food to distract himself from the awkwardness. He glanced down at the phone beside him on the bed. It was Demi with yet another message. He hadn''t even read it before another notification sounded and another and another. He couldn''t imagine how fast she typed. He guessed the day''s dose of pleas, threats, and plea-threats had officially begun. Another notification came in. He stared at the phone, his entire body frozen. His heart was palpitating again. "You should switch that off before a call comes in." Jack looked up at Sarah. She wasn''t even looking at him. She was focused on dissecting the sausage on her plate. "What?" This tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere. Did he imagine her voice, or did she actually speak? Was it her words or just his own thoughts? "Let me guess..." She held up a forked piece of the meat to her mouth. "That''s your manager... What''s her name? Demi? It''s ''Demi'', right? The very attractive one with the killer body and amazing dress sense? The one who got the deals for you and bagged them so quickly like it was magic and not perfume she wore on her outfits?" His mouth dropped open, and he gaped at her. Who the heck was this down-to-earth, low-key rural woman? Or... Who wasn''t she? "It sounds like you have met her." Jack had to swallow a mouthful of breakfast before continuing. "You said you didn''t even know who I was. How¡" She looked at him and smiled mischievously. "I don¡¯t think I ever said that exactly.¡± His throat was suddenly dry. "I don''t understand." She nodded like he had asked a question. "Did you leave all that? All the glory of ''Jack Harper'' to race down here?" she pointed a fork holding eggs at him with a serious face. Jack didn''t know whether to look at her face or the fork when he nodded in affirmation slowly. "Do you want to go back to everything you left?" He paused. This one was harder to answer. He looked to the v-neck of the floral dress Sarah was wearing as if asking it for help. It was beautiful but it was not going to offer him any help on this. "I... I don''t know. I just turned on my phone and Demi is... Demi has been..." He stopped again, at a loss, and just held the phone in his hand, looking at it. "Demi is just doing her job," she reminded him as she placed her hand over his, as it tightly gripped the phone. Their gazes met and locked, and the warmth of her touch felt comforting, like a hug. "You hired her to do a job and she is a professional. It''s understandable that she needed to know where you are because there is always work to be done for someone in your position. The moment work stops, the downward spiral begins. That''s just how it goes in the glamorous but chaotic life of a celebrity." He couldn''t tear his gaze away from her large, hazel eyes. It was as if he was under a spell, but instead of falling deeper into it, he was rising. He felt like he was flying... in eyes that not only looked beautiful, but also held a sense of purity. They were peering into him, and he didn''t feel exposed or ashamed. He wanted her to keep looking, to uncover every part of him until there was nothing left hidden. "Now, Jack," she continued, her voice soft and soothing, the kind of tone that made every word feel like a gentle push, "you knew the life you chose, how it worked. And yet, you left without a word... you drove all this way and ended up in Lily Corner. A small town, a place where you hoped no one would recognize you. Was that it, Jack? Were you looking for a connection¡ªsomething outside of the world you¡¯ve always known?" She paused, letting the question linger in the air before speaking again. "Think about it, Jack. You didn¡¯t make this kind of decision lightly. What you¡¯ve done¡ªleaving everything behind, walking away from the life you¡¯ve built¡ªit is a sacrifice. A huge one. Are you really going to turn back now, before you even understand what it¡¯s for? Before you discover what this sacrifice might lead to? Will you walk away from it before you¡¯ve given it the chance to show you its purpose?" Jack felt the weight of her words pressing down on him, his voice faltering as he asked, "What do you want me to do?" He sounded lost, and he felt it too¡ªcompletely adrift. She shook her head, her gaze steady. "This isn¡¯t about me, Jack. Or anyone else. It¡¯s time to stop thinking about what everyone else expects from you. What do you want? What do you really want, Jack?" "I want to be free." He didn''t need to think too much or at all. "Christ! I just want to be freaking free." She leaned back in her chair and retrieved her hand from his. He felt a sense of loss. "Then let your sacrifice be complete. Let it find its purpose," she said, her voice steady. When Jack still didn¡¯t move, still just stared at her, she tilted her chin toward the phone in his hand. "Turn the bloody phone off, Jack." He didn''t argue. Silently, he powered it down, watching the screen fade to black. In that instant, the pull of his old life¡ªthe pressure, the expectations¡ªfinally loosened its grip. The spell was broken. CHAPTER 24: Uncharted Territory Jack spent the next few weeks attending to customers with the rest of the crew. Gradually, he got to know the regulars. He learned about Mr. and Mrs. Crawford, who built the lounge in their younger days and loved coming to take joy in their handiwork. There was Jaden, the locksmith, who was the life of the lounge anytime he walked in. His laughter was big, and he took pride in talking about his six daughters, all doing well with their careers and families, now spread throughout the country. He came in with his wife daily and praised her beauty just as much. Sarah said the man had been the same way since she was a child, always giving loud compliments and appreciating those around him. Sarah eagerly shared stories and introduced Jack to everyone, making him feel like part of the family with their joyful conversations and cheerful laughter. But amidst this warm atmosphere, there was a slight dampness in Jack''s heart whenever Sarah would suddenly dash off looking her best to see someone every three days. Even after weeks of being there, the pattern remained the same. It seemed this "someone" had a significant influence on Sarah during the hours around two and three o''clock, as she would primp herself before hurrying off, leaving Gabriel in charge. Poor Gabriel had to bear the brunt of her frustrations when she returned from these visits, often taking out her irritation on him for minor mistakes. He stood with his head bowed, apologizing and promising to do better each time. She never scolded him where customers could see or hear, of course. She was too respectful of him to do that. Also, Jack always saw her go back later to apologize to the man and speak with him in calmer tones. He took that the same way¡ªwith his head bowed. But, what exactly made her keep repeating the reason for her apologies over and over again? Who was this lover that she went to see and came back from so stressed out, most times? Who the hell did he think he was? Despite Jack and Sarah''s frequent evening walks through the meadows, he couldn''t bring himself to broach the topic that had been on his mind for a while. They discussed everything else, but not that. He often felt the urge to ask, but something held him back every time. He just couldn''t do it. It took some time for him to adjust, but their conversations often circled back to his books¡ªa topic that still made him cringe, no matter how much he tried to hide it. She would laugh at his discomfort whenever she brought up one of his works and asked for a breakdown, teasing him about wanting people to read it. He tried to defend himself, but it was difficult to make sense when he was near her. It happened every time they took these private walks together. Sometimes it took all of his concentration in order to give reasonable responses. It was difficult every damned time, but he would give anything to continue these walks. They had become another source of life for him, and he liked to think of it as being bathed in the light that this woman embodied. How bright she radiated, words dripping from her lips like valuable honey, nothing a waste. If you encounter this tale on Amazon, note that it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it. Sometimes, he wanted to hold her hand and hug her, but he thought about this man she was always out to see. He could not disrespect him¡ªand her feelings, even¡ª he would not and could not make things more complicated for any of them. Sometimes, he wished he could forget it all and use his seductive power to will her into wanting him desperately. He had used that power often, just for sex. Using it on Sarah wouldn''t be for sex, of course, but he just couldn''t. Not only because it would have been totally wrong, but actually because he had tested it before and it hadn''t worked. One day, as they strolled through the meadows, the urge to hold her hand gripped him with a force he hadn¡¯t expected. He silently willed her to reach for his, but she didn¡¯t. Not even close. She kept walking, her focus on a conversation about the phenomenon of "sex posed as love." The words caught him off guard, leaving him stunned. He couldn¡¯t say anything, of course, but the attempt left him feeling strangely ashamed, as if he had crossed a line he didn¡¯t fully understand. The only way he could explain it away to himself was the probability that genuine feelings couldn''t work in such deception. Genuine feelings... Those two words, produced by his own mind, as the answer to a problem of desire, brought a renewed fear. Fear and hope. Could he really be breaking free from his old life? He thought the fear had ended when he made the decision: damn the consequences and turn his phone off. He thought of that fear as something of the past. But this was a new fear. A fear of what could be. What was this strange recipe of home and fear in the same breath? He tried to dissect it. One of the ingredients was Sarah. One was himself without the old Jack. Somehow when he combined ¡®New Jack¡¯, Sarah, and hope¡ in came fear. It wasn''t just fear for this strange thing that he was feeling and had never felt before; it was also the doubts about what would happen to it. Because, though it was scary, it was also exciting. He enjoyed the turmoil felt when she looked at him and laughed. He liked the racing of his heart when her arm brushed his as they walked. He found deep pleasure in watching her talk and laugh with customers, her deep dimples peeping out from smooth cheeks. He liked to listen to her voice and how soothing it sounded when she had not been flustered by whoever that dick was she always went to see. He just liked her! So, what the heck was going to happen to this feeling? What was he going to do with it? Even if he was willing to use his power, he knew it would not work on her and there was no chance in hell that she would be with a person like him? Even if she hadn¡¯t already had a man in her life, the chance of someone like him ending up with someone like her were near to null. She was too pure for a dark soul like him. He would only taint and corrupt her, making it easy for death and damnation to come to her. There was a reason light and darkness were enemies. He couldn''t pretend to be ignorant of the risks and do that to her. He couldn''t even wish it, because his wishes could be powerful around him. But, if he could, why not her then? Why couldn''t he possess her so he could take her as his? Why? Well, because she was different! Different! CHAPTER 25: Moonlit Confessions "You were quiet today, Jack." Sarah smiled up at him. Jack turned his head and looked at her with the light from the moon and stars shining down at them. He thought that they didn''t even have the right to look at her at all, but loved the illumination they gave to her, her features glowing. That night, they had been walking only for about fifteen minutes... And, yes, he had spent all of its seconds being very aware of the heat of her body close to his, and the scent of her earthy perfume. He had spent all of the time aching, longing, pondering. And he didn''t know what to do with himself. He didn''t know how to write about this, if he could ever even be allowed to write something as pure and lovely as this. He didn''t know what to do with a thing he couldn''t even comprehend. "Hey!" She shook his arm with a hand, calling him back to the moment. "Hmm?" Her lips were glossy that day too. They seemed to be calling to him. Unlike the girls he used for the writings, he didn''t want to just devour her lips until her legs were parted and her moisture was filling the room with a musky scent. No, he wanted to taste and love those lips. He wanted to tenderly explore the secrets behind them and the things they could whisper into his ears. He didn''t care what she said with them; he just needed her to say things that would be for him only. He needed her. "You still haven''t said anything," she said as they went by a little brook. Jack made them stand there, not moving. She looked into his eyes, not wavering. "Your soul is heavy." He got a startled shock. How did she know? "What!" "I meant," she explained, "is something bothering you? You know you can talk to me." Her voice was gentle and lilting. Jack couldn''t help but notice how open and honest her eyes were. They made him want to fall into them. "Hmm..." He looked for other words to say instead of the truth, afraid it would scare her away forever. Confessing his feelings would make her want nothing to do with him, he knew it. As a writer famous for nonsense fantasy sex, she would know that his private life with women was just as shallow and tacky as what he wrote. You can''t give what you don''t have, after all. Why would she even want to come near someone like him if he were to tell her? "It was a beautiful night, Sarah. Thank you for these fields you shared with me," he said instead. Jack thought he saw her eyes lose a bit of their spark, but maybe he was just projecting his desires onto her. He was too drawn to her. If you encounter this tale on Amazon, note that it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it. "I''m glad you enjoyed it," she said, smiling a little. "My parents, brother, and I used to come here every other week back then. It was the place where we could have our own talks, laughter, and relaxation as a family, away from the joy we created for others at the lounge." "Those must be good memories for you," Jack said, thinking about his own family. "I''m sorry they ended." She looked away into the distance over his shoulders. "Actually, a bit into the wooded areas behind you is where we had one or two days of camping every other month where we could get away from the business. Those days hold the best memories for me. I bet I could even spot the particular trees we stayed around. They can''t leave my mind. I plan to do it again someday soon. I plan to pitch a tent there and remember the love, the family, and the laughter, appreciating them for the impact they made and still make. Those are the things that really matter when we are gone." Overwhelmed by the intensity of their connection, Jack instinctively, almost unconsciously, reached for her hand. When he realized what he had done, to his amazement, she didn''t retreat. Instead, she locked eyes with him and a tingling sensation spread throughout his body. He wanted words to express what he was feeling, words to ease her pain as well. He didn''t feel capable. He didn''t want to promise what he couldn''t give. He had never given his heart before. He knew sexual tricks that could make a woman swoon and climax in minutes, but he didn''t know how to meet her in higher places where she might need more. He didn''t know how to be a man worthy of such a woman. "Teach me what I need to do for you, Sarah..." He wasn''t sure of these words, but he just let them pour forth from him. "For you... Where you need me... However you need me... I will try my best. I am in so many ways a beast, God knows and you know. I am just a spoiled celebrity who is running from the very life he thought he wanted with all his might, but I will give myself in appreciation for this new world you are exposing me to. I will be whatever you need me to be. I promise you. I¡" She put a single finger to his lips. "Shhhh! Let¡¯s not speak so rashly." The finger was warm against his mouth. He wanted to take it into his mouth. He wanted to see if her eyes would cloud with desire when his moist tongue suggestively moved over it while he held her eyes. He could worship everything about her right there if she would let him. And he swore that it wouldn''t be for his pleasure. It would be for hers. He wanted to see her happy; it was a pity that he was only an expert in one means of giving it. Jack took a step backward so he could control himself, but he still held her hand. Sarah. "Please be direct. Tell me honestly." She smiled at him and motioned for them to start walking back. Jack felt his heart clench as he gazed into her eyes, seeing a longing and sincerity that pierced through him. "I loved being here with you," she whispered, her voice trembling with emotion. "Can''t that be enough for now?¡± Jack''s throat tightened as he fought back tears, nodding "Yes¡±, he said gently. ¡°It is more than enough." CHAPTER 26: A Taste of Belonging Sarah''s brother, Andrew, surprised all of them the next Saturday with a visit. Jack watched as Sarah fell on his neck, crying, and the folks at the lounge surrounding them cheered. Andrew was there with his girlfriend, a tall Asian girl named Mira. She was quiet, sitting in a corner and looking about the place with a satisfied smile. Yes... She must have taken it all in and loved it. "Hey! You!" Sarah called to Jack in a happy voice. He stood straight from leaning against the counter. "Come meet my brother!" He went to them, delighted to be deemed that important. The embrace had ended now, and both of them were seated at the table with Mira. The other diners had gone to their seats. "Drinks for everyone, on the house!" Andrew called out loudly to the room as Jack pulled up a chair and joined their table of three. The cheers in response were loud enough to raise the dead. The waiters on day duty brought out bottles of beer. Friendly chatter filled the lounge with a buzz, and Jack felt cocooned in all of it, safe and secure in this "privileged table" he had been invited to. As the waiter served their table, Jack couldn''t help but steal glances at Sarah. She gazed at her brother with adoration, her chin resting on her hand in a dreamy gesture. Jack had never been looked at like that by anyone, and he longed for it from Sarah. In that moment, he knew he would do anything to earn her love. His mind was consumed by thoughts of her, and he didn''t care how crazy or foolish he may seem. She had cast a spell on him, and he was willingly caught in its enchantment. Her peaceful presence was unlike any woman he had ever known, and he couldn''t explain why. But that didn''t matter to him; all that mattered was being near her. The mystery was part of her beauty, and Jack was content with not knowing the source of it. He was falling in love with Sarah, and there was no turning back. "Andrew," she began as their drinks were placed before them, "this is Jack Harper. THE Jack Harper." She had a hand on Jack¡¯s shoulder, patting it for emphasis while she looked at her brother, waiting for the dawn of recognition on his face. "Oh hooo!" Andrew said with something that sounded like an exhilarating cough of shock. His eyes widened, and his palms stretched toward Jack as he half turned in his seat to face him. "It IS you! Gosh, yes! Your hair looks longer, and the jaw isn''t cleanly shaven like it is in your cover photos, but it is you. The same intelligent, keen eyes and handsome looks." Jack was surprised, "You know me?" It felt unreal that he did and had such good things to say. "What?" Andrew zapped his gaze to his sister and back again, jerking his thumb at Jack. "What is this man talking about? Sarah and I have read all your books and talk about them all the time." "Is that so?" Jack turned inquisitive eyes toward Sarah and watched as a blush crept into her face. "She didn''t tell me she had read them much less that I was a family topic." They all laughed, and Jack found the space to join in. "You were pretty popular in New York," Mira said, shocking Jack with how low her voice sounded. He would never have guessed. "The bookshops had your works everywhere." "Wow!" His ears tingled. "I wish my manager had been more concerned with telling me things that happened outside LA than pestering me about getting a particular haircut." "The hair suited you, man," Andrew said. "You think so?" Involuntarily, Jack touched his hand to his elongated hair and then to his beard stubble. "Thanks." "So, what brings you to this little town?" Andrew inquired with curiosity. "It''s a charming place filled with wonderful people, but I never would have expected to have a chance encounter with a famous author right here in my family''s business. Are you here for research or something else?" Panic immediately consumed Jack. He was at a loss, unsure of how to answer or what to say. He didn''t know if it was acceptable for him to share the things he had discussed with Sarah, even though they were her family. They were waiting for his response. Sarah interjected, placing a comforting hand on his. Grateful, Jack looked at her as she spoke, "He just needed some time to rest, Andrew. You understand how draining the creative process can be." The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. "Of course," Andrew replied, nodding in agreement along with Mira. "And you came to the perfect place. The fresh air and natural beauty of Lily Corner would have to be rejuvenating for you." "But don¡¯t you get bored here?" Mira asked, her tone curious. "It''s such a change of pace from the city. What do you even do for fun?" "That was the point of coming here, actually," Jack replied, grateful for the path Sarah had already paved in the conversation. "A complete break from everything. And honestly, I¡¯ve been enjoying it. Drago¡¯s daily crowd has been all the excitement I could ever need." "Yeah, right!" Andrew chimed in with a laugh. "Never a dull moment with them!" "Friendly people. Peace. Quiet contentment. It¡¯s so different from the life I¡¯ve known," Jack continued, his voice more reflective now. "It¡¯s a stark contrast to the chaos and noise I¡¯m used to, but somehow, I feel content here. Grateful, really, to have found this simple, peaceful world." As he spoke, Jack realized he was almost talking to himself, forgetting the others were still listening. When he finally paused, the group had fallen silent, as if struck by the way his words flowed like prose. "Well, they didn''t know it, ¡° Mira broke the silence. ¡°but they were lucky to have a celebrity dwelling among them for however long. If you were in New York everyone would be freaking out!" Jack laughed nervously and pushed back a straying lock of hair. "I was trying not to associate myself with that tag anymore," he admitted. "Why?" Andrew asked, sounding horrified. Jack shrugged. "I just don¡¯t think I deserve it, that¡¯s all. I might be some people''s bestseller, but I¡¯m not mine... not yet." He paused, suddenly wondering if he¡¯d said too much. Could he even back it up if they started asking questions? Could he explain himself? "Because not everyone¡¯s a fan of erotic fiction?" Mira asked calmly. Jack glanced at her, and she held his gaze, as if daring him to say one more self-deprecating thing. The words that almost came were sharp: Because too many people, sitting on their moral high horses, dismissed it as not real writing. But that wasn¡¯t the truth. Not really. He opened his mouth to respond, but nothing came. He wanted to say something that sounded right, something believable, but the truth wouldn¡¯t let the lie pass his lips. It stuck there, heavy and unmoving. Lately, the truth had been harder to evade. It was either face it or stay silent. And silence, for now, was safer. Sensing his hesitation, Sarah gently placed her hand over his. "Every writer wants to outdo their best work," she said, smoothly rescuing him. "They can¡¯t afford to settle, or they become complacent and irrelevant. A creative¡¯s best thing is always the next thing." "Hmmm," Andrew commented. "That makes so much sense." Sarah looked at Jack with admiration in her eyes, and he returned the gesture with a grateful smile. Her hand gently squeezed his, and it was one of the most meaningful gestures she had ever given him. Automatically, Jack knew he would have to talk about this self-sabotage with her, but it would be better with her than with anyone else. She wouldn''t pressure him to say more than he wished to say. And, when it really came down to it, he could just tell her, yes, you are right¡ª All I meant by what I said is what you explained. A writer is always looking for the next best thing. It isn''t that deep. He wouldn''t look into her eyes as he said it so that he could conveniently evade saying the fact she would want to know. Talking about his writings would mean talking about the other things...those things not that normal...not that human. Those things that would show her the darkness that he was enrobed in. The dark things that would make her run away. "Speaking of things to do," Sarah quickly continued, changing the topic before the silence got too obvious, "you know the Country Dance is this Friday, right?" She was grinning at them from ear to ear. Jack relaxed; the attention rolled off him. "It''s this month?" Andrew asked with excited, wide eyes. She nodded grinning broadly "What''s that?" Mira asked, mirroring the exact thing on Jack''s mind. "This ''Country Dance'' thing?" "Well, it''s a social event we have here at Lily Corner four times a year. We dance, eat, and be merry. We''ve been so consistent and creative with it that some folks even came to attend from the city. I am sure you will enjoy it." "I am not really a social events person per se," Mira said, not surprising Jack at all. "But I don''t think it would kill me." "Yeei!" Andrew said excitedly, clapping his hands. They all laughed. "I wouldn''t want to dance with any other girl there. You know that." "Oh... Get a room!" Sarah jested. They laughed and began to drink. Jack felt a little like family. CHAPTER 27: Dancing with Shadows Jack felt a bit out of place, fiddling with the hat on his head and feeling self-conscious. "I feel awkward," he admitted. "Stop worrying!" Sarah reassured him for what seemed like the hundredth time, grabbing his hand and pulling it back to his side. "You look great." Jack paused and grinned at her. "Why thank you," he said, placing a hand over his heart and giving a playful bow. "And you look absolutely stunning." "Thanks." Her smile was as dazzling as the diamonds in her earrings. She looked radiant in her form-fitting red dress that accentuated her curves. But Jack''s excitement for the night wasn''t just about how beautiful she looked. What filled him with the most joy was having her arm hooked in his, making them appear as a couple. He wanted to be seen with her like this, to have people assume things about them, even if it was only for one evening. If he could envision spending years by her side, he would consider himself not just lucky but truly blessed. As they approached the entrance of the hall, Sarah expressed her worries to Jack. "I hope we can find Andrew and Mira in all of this," she said with concern, watching as others filed into the building. "I feel guilty for making us late." "You and Gabriel had to take care of closing everything down," Jack reassured her. "You couldn''t have left your staff hanging just for our sake." He could see the tension leave her body. "We''ll track them down before the night is over, I''m certain of it. And if not, we''ll just meet up at home. No big deal." "Right," Sarah replied, her voice louder than intended as she tried to speak over the lively country music filling the room. "Let¡¯s just enjoy ourselves." "Yeah..." Jack turned his attention away from Sarah and took in the scene around them. He couldn''t help but stop in awe. "Whoa!" The hall was packed with people. There was enough space for everyone, but Jack now understood why Sarah was concerned about finding Andrew in such a large crowd. More and more people were streaming in through the entrance behind them, filling up the dance floor with their joyful movements. The music and chatter blended together perfectly. It was like being in a massive family gathering, filled with love and happiness. Sarah asked, "Do you want a drink before we start dancing?" Jack''s mind was still trying to process everything when she spoke. "What?" he replied with confusion and then quickly understood her question. "Oh... Yes, of course." As they walked towards the dance floor, Jack noticed a man standing in their way, staring at Sarah. His grin seemed flirtatious and it immediately made Jack dislike him. "Hey there, Sarah," the man said, his voice dripping with seduction. Just hearing him say her name sent shivers down Jack''s spine. Sarah returned the smile with ease and familiarity as if she knew this man well. "Peter! It''s great to see you here today. I didn''t think you would be able to make it with everything going on. I heard about your patient passing away. I''m so sorry." Peter''s face fell briefly at the mention of his patient before he put on a brave front. "Yeah... It''s been tough. But being here helps me clear my head. I really needed this." He gestured around the room. For the greatest of all sins, Sarah disconnected her arm from Jack¡¯s and leaned into Peter for a hug. They embraced each other closely. Jack stood there, wishing the ground would swallow him whole. Even as Sarah let go and looped her arm through Jack''s again, Peter kept smiling at her without even acknowledging Jack''s presence. Jack quietly seethed. "Forgive my manners. Peter, meet Jack Harper. He is a writer from LA, a great one at that. Jack, this is Doctor Peter Morrison, easily one of the most respectable young men in our small town. I wonder why he has stayed with us so long." Peter extended his hand. "Nice to meet you, sir," he said, smiling. Jack looked down at the hand in masked disgust but couldn¡¯t ignore it with Sarah watching. He shook it briefly. "Must have been wonderful being able to piece words together like that to form whole books," Peter said. Jack smirked. "It''s definitely rewarding. At least in my world, I don''t need a prescription pad to fix things." This novel is published on a different platform. Support the original author by finding the official source. Peter looked lost for a moment but then laughed. "It is rough work, I know, but someone has to do it." He faced Sarah. "As for your rhetorical question, I stay because of the people. I have a deep affection for all of them. They bring joy to my life and make it worth living. If I were to leave, I might suffer a catastrophic emotional fall and die. That is the simple truth." Sarah laughed loudly, a sound that felt very fake to Jack¡¯s ears. Peter looked at her with eyes that seemed to melt into her. "We should go dance, Sarah," Jack said, unable to take Peter¡¯s presence anymore. "They are playing ''Islands in the Stream''¡ªone of your favorites." He saw Peter shift on his feet, his happiness dimming, and Jack was glad. "It truly is one of my favorites," Sarah concurred. "It was nice running across you here, Peter." "Same," Peter said, already retreating, looking downcast. Yeah... Be gone, man! Jack thought. "I will see you on Monday, right?" Peter called. "Sure," Sarah replied, stepping backward without checking for obstacles. "Same time. Goodbye, Mr. Harper," Peter added with a wave. Jack simply guided Sarah to the left, leading her toward a quieter spot on the dance floor where the crowd thinned. "He was waving at you," she remarked as Jack lifted her hand, their movements slow and steady as they swayed to the music. "I don¡¯t care," Jack answered truthfully, twirling her around to mask the sting of his words. "I don¡¯t bloody care." His tone was sharper than he intended, and he caught the confusion in her eyes. "Why? He was just being nice," she asked, her expression questioning. Jack held the truth back, knowing it was easier to keep it hidden. "What?" she pressed, a scowl forming, but even that couldn¡¯t take away from her beauty. For a moment, Jack wanted to forget the dance entirely and just watch her, every expression she made. But her question lingered. "What¡¯s going on?" "He¡¯s a good actor, Sarah. Both of you read your scripts well and delivered them perfectly to everyone in the town, obviously. How long has this production been going on?" She stopped swaying and stared at him. "What the hell are you talking about, Jack? Your vibes have been off since he came to say hello... And now you¡¯re speaking in parables? What are you saying?" "It is obvious that you two are putting on a show for me and the rest of the town. Every time you see each other, there''s this intense connection. I would love to be wrong but it is clear that there''s more going on between you two.¡± "There is nothing going on between Peter and me!" She looked exasperated. "Yeah, right!" Jack gave a dismissive wave of his hand. "You both had your eyes all over each other, Sarah. I knew there was nothing I could give you of myself that was worthy and pure enough for you, and he was clearly the handsome ''man of the people''. You didn''t need to deceive me in order to protect me. Truth matters." "Truth? What are you talking about?" The rage in her tone was unlike anything Jack had ever heard from her. "I have always been honest with you. Always! But I can''t say the same for you!" Jack¡¯s anger flared. "What the hell does that even mean? Every day, I¡¯ve shown you pieces of myself. Every day, I¡¯ve tried to bring you into my life, make you a part of me. But clearly, I wasn¡¯t good enough to make that happen. Every damned day, you¡¯ve seen parts of me!" "And yet, there are still parts you keep locked away, aren¡¯t there?" she shot back, stepping closer, her face just inches from his. Her voice was sharp, her eyes fierce. "We walked through those meadows together, night after night. You stared at me, worked so hard to please me, but you kept the important things hidden. You talk about truth and deception, but you move like a shadow¡ªkeeping secrets, like you were plotting something for tomorrow." "I¡¯ve never lied to you, Sarah! Everything was true. Everything you asked me..." "And what about the things I didn¡¯t ask?" she cut in, her glare piercing through him. "What about the questions others asked, and I had to cover for you¡ªlying because you couldn¡¯t bring yourself to tell the truth? Did you think I didn¡¯t notice? You thought I was blind to your hesitations, your self-doubt, and the way you always put everyone else on a pedestal while tearing yourself down? You thought I was the friend who didn¡¯t care enough to see all of that? Did you?" "No," Jack said calmly, looking away from her. They were the only ones not dancing in the midst of the upbeat song that was playing. "What are you hiding then, Jack?" Her voice was calmer too. "What are those things within you that you won''t talk about... Or the things that stop you from talking?" Her words made Jack look at her, wondering if she knew...if she had known all this while and there actually had been a deception. He wondered if she had been so nice to him, giving him the preciousness of her time, because she knew he was damaged. She was a nice person; the type that liked to be there for everyone. Maybe that was what it all was¡ªsympathy. All this had been a facade, and it was nothing but mercy she had been showing him. It was why she wouldn''t see his feelings for her. It was why they would be nothing but rubbish to her if she even saw them at all. It was why he was nothing but the biggest fool on earth, in addition to all his other problems. CHAPTER 28: The Truth Beneath "Say something!" she prompted loudly, making Jack flinch backwards. "I... I have nothing to say. You know everything, Sarah... I ran away because it was too much for me. I was a coward, I know. I admitted that to you. What else do you want? I bared my soul; my inner weakness that the fans and flashing lights wouldn''t see. I let you in." The frustration in his voice was unmistakable. "Not completely." She pulled her head back, planted her feet, and folded her arms across her chest. "The pressure alone didn''t make you leave, Jack. The writing also did. I want you to tell me why." Jack¡¯s mouth fell open in surprise before he could help it. She had seen it already. She knew that her question had fazed him. He couldn''t pretend like it hadn''t. "What do you mean?" he asked to buy himself time. "The other day..." She said slowly. "The day Andrew and Mira arrived... You said you didn''t consider yourself a bestseller. You said it with deep introspection." Jack¡¯s heart began to thunder against his chest. "Why did you say so?" "Because a writer always has to top his best work." He didn''t have to think about the convenient reply. "You said it yourself!" "I said it to cover your silence. You couldn''t say what was on your mind to say. What is it about your writing, Jack? Why do you feel the need to dismiss praise for your hard work? What are you hoping to top it with? More disparagement of your hard work?" "It wasn''t my hard work!" The frustrated words were out of Jack¡¯s mouth before he could take them back. They stood between Sarah and him, solid and strong. They would not be diffused or chased into the ground. They would take their rightful place and stand as a witness. He had to face them in the eye, unable to lie by omission anymore. The silence of the seconds ticking by rang loudly in his ears. He waited for Sarah to break the silence so he could be free. He was already trapped, and prolonging whatever was to come was just more torture. It was unnecessary. Finally, she held his hand. "Talk to me about everything, Jack." Her eyes were sincere and concerned. "Please." Jack looked at the compassion in those eyes. If he looked at it from an angle and let his mind fantasize beyond actual sight, it could even look like love. This was his chance to show her that she could be with an open person like him. He may not have been able to match her good heart, but he could be vulnerable enough to love. He could show her that he was malleable, that he would let her have an effect on him. He could give them a chance by just opening his mouth and explaining things. He could. He could! Feeling like he was in a distant dream, Jack watched as his hand slowly slipped away from hers. He spoke, watching her expression fall. "I don''t have much to say, Sarah," he stated before taking a step back. "I''m going to get us some drinks now." Enjoying the story? Show your support by reading it on the official site. Fool! Idiot! Moron! Jack''s inner voice screamed at him as he pushed his way through the crowd. He was truly lost and had given up on trying to be found. Instead of reaching out and asking for help, he resigned himself to drowning. He had forgotten that even a glimmer of hope in death was better than a prolonged solitary death filled with regrets. He had forgotten that there was still a chance at life. Fool! He was a fool and a coward. Instead of waiting to see the outcome, he fled in fear. The truth held a power over him that he couldn''t handle. And above all else, he was terrified of being abandoned. He couldn''t bear the thought of losing her. If he let his fear take over, she would slip away and he would be alone forever in the mess he had created for himself. She was such a beautiful woman with a heart of gold. He hesitated, knowing that turning around meant facing the reality of what he could lose. But his thoughts were too strong to resist, and he couldn''t help but turn back towards her, desperate to savor every moment with her. What Jack saw was yet another attempting to seduce her. Some guy was aggressively trying to make her dance with him, despite her obvious discomfort and attempts to push him away. Jack would have come to her rescue regardless, but when he saw the red glow in the man''s eyes he knew he was dealing with something other than a man. Jack''s blood boiled as he rushed towards them. The man was now touching her hair and laughing in her face while she struggled to free herself. He forcefully turned her around so her back was against his chest, causing her to gasp out loud. The man continued to hold onto her tightly and buried his face into her hair, while she fought against him with all her might. "Let go!" Jack heard her yell as he maneuvered through the crowd. "Leave me alone!" The man ignored her pleas. Jack¡¯s rage surged as Sarah¡¯s eyes found him. In one swift leap, he lunged forward, shoving the man back with all the force of his fury. The anger pulsed through him, hot and relentless, his blood roaring in his veins. Jack felt something shift inside¡ªsomething primal. Without hesitation, he threw himself onto the man, pinning him to the ground as the coward tried to wriggle away. The man¡¯s terrified face stared up at him, wide-eyed and desperate. Jack raised his fist, ready to strike, his body trembling with the need to unleash all of it. The gasps of those around him barely registered. His arm was already in motion when a single word cut through the noise. "No!" Sarah¡¯s voice. It froze Jack¡¯s hand midair, trembling above the man¡¯s head. "Jack, no!" she cried again, louder this time. "He was supposed to be dead!" Jack snarled, his voice a low growl, everything in him screaming to smash the man¡¯s face into oblivion. "No!" Sarah¡¯s hand grabbed his arm, tugging desperately. "Don¡¯t! Please, Jack... please," she pleaded, her voice thick with tears. Jack¡¯s gaze shifted down to the man beneath him, his rage clashing with the fear in the man¡¯s small, unsteady eyes¡ªeyes that thrived on weakness, on preying like a thief in the night. The man was shaking, pathetic in his cowardice, small in both stature and spirit. He was the kind who took only what he thought he could get away with, running from anything bigger than himself. A coward. Like me...Jack thought. Jack got off him with disgust and turned away, almost blinded. He couldn''t even see those around him to make out their faces. He could only feel their stares. A hand grasped his and began to pull him away. Jack knew the hand. It was a hand he would like to kiss every morning. CHAPTER 29: Unmasked in Moonlight When Jack became aware of his surroundings again, they were outside under the clear, night sky, the distant hum of music from inside barely reaching them. The cool air brushed against his heated skin, but it did nothing to soothe the turmoil inside him. Sarah stood a few feet away, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, glaring at him with an intensity that made him feel smaller than he ever had before. The weight of her stare was almost unbearable, and he found himself wishing she would look away, even for a moment. "I didn¡¯t need you to do that," she said, her voice cutting through the night air with a sharpness that made him flinch. Jack heard her foot tapping against the rough ground, the sound echoing the impatience and anger radiating off her. Jack shook his head, trying to justify his actions. "I just can''t stand disrespectful men. And he was too strong for you." His words sounded hollow, even to his own ears. He didn¡¯t need her appreciation, but he wasn¡¯t ready for this confrontation either. "You could have killed him," she snapped, her tone accusatory, as if she was scolding a child who didn¡¯t know better. Jack¡¯s discomfort deepened. He couldn¡¯t bring himself to look her in the eyes, not now. "But I didn''t. I couldn''t have. He''s a man like myself." The lie tasted bitter on his tongue, but it was easier than facing the truth. "You know that''s not true." Her words hung between them like a heavy cloud, thick with the unspoken truths they both knew. Jack''s stomach twisted with guilt. It was the lies, once again¡ªlies by omission, and commission. Lies that had built a wall between them, brick by brick. "In the state you were, one punch could have killed him. You know that." Sarah''s voice was quieter now, almost gentle, but the words struck him like a hammer. "That doesn''t even make sense," Jack muttered, but his protest was weak, almost desperate. She let out a tired sigh, the kind that spoke of frustration built up over time, of patience worn thin. "I''ve witnessed it twice now, Jack." Her confession came with a gravity that made his heart skip a beat. "You don''t need to defend yourself anymore." Jack''s breath caught in his throat. "I have no idea what you''re talking about," he lied, his gaze still fixed on a bush nearby, anything to avoid the truth in her eyes. She shook her head, disappointment etched across her face. "Just stop! Please!" Her hands flew up, a gesture of surrender, of exasperation. "I can''t handle this anymore. I''ve waited long enough to see if you''ll allow yourself to change, to be redeemable. But if that''s what I''m waiting for, I might as well wait forever." The pounding in Jack¡¯s ears grew louder, his thoughts spiraling. He wanted to ask her what she meant, to demand answers, but fear kept his mouth shut. If you discover this tale on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen. Please report the violation. "What are¡ª" he started, but she cut him off, her voice slicing through his words like a knife. "I saw your eyes, Jack." Her declaration was final, like a judge¡¯s verdict. There was no escaping it. "I know what you are." The world tilted beneath him, and for a moment, Jack felt as though he might fall through the earth. His heart plummeted, sinking into a cold, dark place he had tried so hard to ignore. "What are you talking about?" he asked, but the tremor in his voice betrayed him. He could feel his carefully constructed facade crumbling, piece by piece. Sarah took a step closer, her eyes never leaving his. "You think I haven¡¯t noticed? You think I¡¯ve been blind to the way you change? The way your eyes darken, the way you lose yourself when that side of you takes over?" Jack swallowed hard, trying to muster some form of defense, but he had none. The truth was out, and there was no taking it back. She continued, her voice now laced with sorrow as well as anger. "I¡¯ve seen it twice, Jack. Twice, I¡¯ve seen you become something else, something terrifying. And each time, I hoped it was a mistake, that I imagined it. But I didn¡¯t. And now I can¡¯t unsee it." Jack opened his mouth to speak, but no words came. He was drowning in her gaze, in the reality he had tried so desperately to deny. "You¡¯re not just struggling, Jack. You¡¯re losing control," she whispered, and the sadness in her voice nearly broke him. "And I¡¯m scared. Scared of what you might do next, scared of what you¡¯re becoming." The silence between them was deafening. Jack¡¯s mind raced, searching for a way to undo the damage, to take back the last few minutes, to take back everything that had led to this moment. "I¡¯m not a monster, Sarah," he finally said, his voice barely above a whisper. But even as the words left his lips, he wasn¡¯t sure he believed them. Sarah¡¯s expression softened, but only slightly. "I want to believe that, Jack. I really do. But I can¡¯t ignore what I¡¯ve seen. You need help. You need to face this before it consumes you completely." Jack¡¯s shoulders sagged under the weight of her words. He wanted to argue, to tell her she was wrong, but deep down, he knew she wasn¡¯t. ¡°I don¡¯t want this curse, Sarah, I don¡¯t know how to end it though. I want my life to have purpose, I thought I wanted fame but it is empty.¡± Sarah nodded. "Then let me help you, Jack. Let me show you that there''s more to life than what you have now." He couldn''t meet her gaze. "I can''t do this alone anymore," he said, his voice barely a whisper. Sarah hesitated, her expression torn. "I can''t fix this for you, Jack," she said finally. "But I can be there for you, if you''ll let me." Jack looked up at her then, his eyes filled with a desperate hope he¡¯d thought long lost. Her gaze was no longer judgmental or disappointed; instead, it was filled with compassion and understanding¡ªa lifeline he desperately needed in this darkest hour. "I don''t know how to do this either," he confessed, his voice shaking with a vulnerability he hadn¡¯t allowed himself in years. Sarah took his hand in hers, her touch warm and grounding. "Come with me," she said softly. as she led him back toward her cottage. Jack laced his fingers through hers, squeezing tightly as if she were his last connection to sanity. They walked silently through the moonlight, the weight of their words hanging heavy between them. But for the first time in a long time, Jack felt a glimmer of hope. A hope that maybe, just maybe, he could change his course¡ªa hope that redemption was still within reach. CHAPTER 30: Ancient Magic Sarah led Jack through the overgrown foliage to her cottage at the back of the property. The cozy dwelling was almost hidden by the dense greenery, giving it a sense of seclusion and privacy. As they stepped inside, the earthy scent of aged wood and faint traces of incense enveloped them. Jack settled into a chair while she perused the bookshelf, her fingers lightly caressing the spines of countless volumes. The distant sounds of music from the town hall drifted through the air. After a long silence, Jack finally spoke up. "How is it possible that you can see what you seem to see?" Sarah responded in a calm tone, "First, let''s learn about you and then I will try to explain about me." She found what she was searching for - an old, tattered tome with worn leather covers. She handled it delicately as she opened it, the pages whispering softly as she turned them. Finally, she stopped at an elaborate line drawing. The illustration depicted a clandestine meeting with figures cloaked in robes, and at the center stood a devilish figure pressing his lips against someone''s mouth. The style was unmistakably druidic, conveying centuries-old knowledge and taboo rituals. She gazed up at him, searching his face for any reaction. "Does this look familiar?" she asked quietly, her voice barely audible over the crackling fire in the hearth. As he studied the image, a flood of memories surged within him, memories that felt like shards of glass cutting through the fabric of his being. Jack''s hand trembled slightly as he reached out to touch the page, tracing the lines of the devil''s twisted smile and the haunting stare that seemed to follow him. Sarah watched him intently, her gaze filled with a mixture of curiosity and concern. She had sensed the shadows that lingered within Jack, but this tangible connection to ancient rites sent a shiver through her as well. The air in the room grew heavy with unspoken truths and uncharted territories they were about to cross. "Jack," she spoke softly, her voice a gentle melody. Jack''s gaze met hers, his eyes searching for answers. "How could you possibly know?" he asked in disbelief, not even attempting to deny it in his state of shock. "Today, when you thought you were protecting me, the changes were clear. It was scarier, even though it was not directed at me." Jack tried to wrap his head around what she was saying. "How could you see this? Normal humans are not supposed to have any knowledge about the Creatures; it''s all kept hidden, blurred by enchantment." She cleared her throat. He braced himself for the next bombshell she was about to drop. "You haven¡¯t guessed?¡ªI am not a ''normal human''." This story has been stolen from Royal Road. If you read it on Amazon, please report it "What?!" Jack¡¯s eyes wide with shock. "Well, I am mostly normal, but there is more. My great-great-grandmother was entwined with a druid. This is her book." She placed the ancient tome in his hands, the weight of it pressing into his palms. The leather cover was cracked and worn, adorned with cryptic symbols and intricate designs. She carefully turned the pages as he held the book, revealing drawings and notes written in an archaic script. The image of the devil''s kiss was just one among many, each page detailing rituals, spells, and the lore of druidic magic. "My mother and father... they were of the same lineage. The magic in our family is old, deeply rooted in druidic traditions. And my great-great-great-grandmother paired with a magical being. You might call it an angel." Jack leaned back, astonished. "You mean like Michael?" "No, not exactly. More like in the druid line," she clarified. Jack said, "So you are a Syzygie?" "Yes, well, descended from that line. You know about us then?" Jack nodded. "I do. The paired powers of the druids. When they paired, their fates were entwined. Both the powers and the curses have passed down.¡± ¡°True,¡± she said, a bit surprised by his familiarity with the topic. ¡°But each generation it is a little less. To make a long story short¡ªI can ''see'' more clearly than normal humans." She gave a little laugh. It sounded edgy and uncomfortable. Jack didn''t fancy the laughter. "So... You''ve known I am a Creature all this while and said nothing?" Sarah sighed and turned another page in the book, revealing more about her family''s magical heritage. "My mother possessed the ability to manipulate natural elements¡ªwind, earth, water. She was deeply connected to the land. My father, on the other hand, could commune with spirits, guiding them and seeking their wisdom. My grandmother had the gift of foresight, visions of possible futures that often guided our family in times of need." "And you?" Jack asked, his voice a mix of fascination and wariness. "I have a touch of all their gifts, but my primary ability is seeing through enchantments and illusions. It¡¯s why I could see your true nature. The magic in me is diluted compared to my ancestors, but it¡¯s still there, and it has always helped me understand things others can¡¯t." Jack looked at her, a myriad of emotions playing across his face. "So... all this time, you''ve been able to see me for what I really am?" "Yes," she admitted. "But I needed to understand it myself before I could say anything. I needed to be sure." Jack''s mind raced, trying to piece together the implications of this revelation. The image of the devil''s kiss seemed to taunt him from the page, a grim reminder of his own dark encounters. "There''s more in this book," Sarah continued. "More about the rituals and the beings like you. Maybe it can help us understand what you''re going through." Sarah stood up, stretching. "I¡¯m going to get us some tea. This conversation is thirsty work." She smiled softly at Jack. "Take your time with the book. I''ll be back in a few minutes." CHAPTER 31: Confessions As her footsteps faded, Jack found himself alone with the ancient tome. His fingers trembled slightly as he turned the pages, scanning the cryptic text and haunting illustrations. One page in particular caught his eye - it talked of souls linked across time, the images stirred something deep and distant within him. The accompanying text was in a mixture of what looked like old English and some language he couldn''t comprehend, but a few words stood out: "binding", "entwine¡±, "Syzygie", why did he know that word? He wondered. He had used it earlier but where did he pick it up? Something about this page resonated deeply within him, though he couldn''t explain why. He committed the image and the words to memory, sensing they might be important later. The sound of Sarah''s returning footsteps made him quickly turn to a different page, but the pages lingered in his mind. She continued the conversation as if she had never left. "You also knew your own story, even before we met and said nothing. I have explained my situation, now you tell me. What is your gift? And what curse came with it?" Damn! She made it look easy. Jack envied her ability to open up and share her true self. But for Jack, it wasn''t that simple. He couldn''t just reveal all the dark secrets he had been keeping hidden. "Errhhh..." He let out a nervous laugh, trying to deflect from the discomfort of his thoughts. "Your little horns were cute, Jack," she said teasingly. "Did you polish them?" It took him a second to recover from his scattered thoughts. She was grinning mischievously. Despite everything, he laughed genuinely. He touched his hand to the sides of his head involuntarily. "Even the fangs fit you," she added, smiling at him. "I just don¡¯t like the face. The underworld could have gotten a better designer for those things." Jack roared with laughter, not caring to tone it down. When he sobered up, she was still grinning at him, but he saw the seriousness in her eyes. It sent panic running through him. "So the devil kissed you?" All mirth left him as he stared at her and her casually asked question. "I am assuming what he gave you has something to do with your success. What did he take?" He nodded slowly, trapped in the truth. Jack knew there would be a price and he felt it in his life. But to face it head on and name it for what it was, a price he paid for the success. ¡°I have sex with women. I can then write, but I cannot seem to write anything with true meaning, and¡¡± He got even quieter. ¡°I cannot have a real relationship with a woman.¡± After that one confession, everything unraveled. Her face opened up as she began to comprehend the full truth. Her lips trembled before she formed the words. Unauthorized tale usage: if you spot this story on Amazon, report the violation. "I see. You... You went to him?" The question hung solemnly in the air. Jack blinked, struggling to remember the exact details of how it all happened. "Well, they came to me first. But... yes. I shouldn''t have given in, but I did. I was desperate and asked for something." "Money? What?" "The fame. I wanted to be a famous writer. The writing brought money." "So the magic is behind the writing. I see. The price would seem high to some." He looked down, burdened by the weight of bearing all. "Evil magic." He then shook his head sorrowfully. "It owned everything. The writing was not mine. I wanted it to be mine so much these days, but I couldn''t." She nodded, as though being asked a question. "That always was the catch... The devil has no real gifts." Tears began to blur Jack¡¯s eyes. "I swear, I didn''t know until it all began." The tears dropped and she rushed over to his side, the warmth of her body touching his. "There were torments and the lack of peace. Still, everything got topped with the inability to create. I couldn''t write what I really wanted to write. I can¡¯t make a difference with words." "They write through you..." she continued, wiping his eyes with her hands. "They fill the world with their words under your name." "The words and the name sell, and I get the glory and wealth." "At high costs." She hooked her arm with his and leaned in so that her head was resting against him. "At high costs," he agreed. They were both silent for a long time, just listening to the nocturnal sounds around them. It felt like it was just the two of them in the world¡ªgood and bad Creatures, sharing a bench and listening to each other''s heartbeat. Jack couldn''t read her thoughts, but the mere fact that she was still by his side was a comfort. The fear in his heart had dissipated; the worst part was over. He had made the choice to speak the truth, and it had brought him some relief. He wasn''t able to determine what this meant for them yet. He needed more time to process. She needed more time to process. Despite that, he wished she would wait with him and see what could be possible between them. He wanted her to stay by his side as they both discovered where their connection could lead. "Can I take you somewhere?" he asked. She raised her head from his arm and looked at him. "Where?" Her voice held no resistance, only encouragement. Jack was beginning to understand that fear was his greatest obstacle, and without it, anything was possible. He may not get what he wanted, but at least he wasn''t letting fear hold him back from even the possibility. It was a valuable lesson for him. "Anywhere," he told her. "Just for one or two days. Gabriel can handle things...and your brother is here for a few days. The business won''t fall apart if you''re gone for a bit. Please." Jack''s heart pounded as he waited for her answer. If she said "no," he might lose all faith. He could give up and sink into the despair he had created for himself. She leaned in closer to him, resting her head on his shoulder. "It may not be exactly two days, but I know just the place for us to go," she said with a smile. Jack woke up to the sound of an animal breathing close to his ears. His eyes were still shut. Against him, he felt Sarah start to stir, wanting to rear her head upwards and take a look. "Don''t move," he warned, tightening his arm''s hold around her. "Just lay back." She obeyed and relaxed back into the blanket. CHAPTER 32: Innocence in the Meadow Jack''s eyes fluttered open, and he reached to where they had stashed their picnic basket. It lay on Sarah''s right side. He stretched further and grabbed the bottle of peanuts he had tossed in at the last minute. With a gentle tug, he extricated himself from Sarah''s embrace. He firmly held onto the bottle and swung it, moving his body along with the projectile. But at the last second, before it could make contact with its intended target, Jack''s eyes focused on the face of a fawn. The animal had raised its head and taken a step back. Jack halted his swing as he looked down at the trembling creature. His hand shook. Slowly, his hand lowered until the bottle was safely back on the blanket. "What is it?" Sarah asked, still obediently lying down. "It''s errhh... It''s a fawn," Jack said with a concentrated frown. "It looks weak, kind of." As if waiting on cue, the young animal fell on its forelegs. "Whoa!" Jack exclaimed. "Look!" Sarah gingerly turned on her side and raised her head to peep. "Gosh!" she said, gently sitting up. "She looks hurt. She must have been injured." "Or just hungry," Jack suggested. He looked at Sarah, hoping they were thinking the same things in the line of rescue. "We can''t just give food," she said, surprisingly contradicting his line of thought. "We don''t know if the mother is around somewhere. I hear it can be suicidal to be caught meddling with her kids." "But the kid looks hungry and weary from roaming about. I don''t think the mother or father is anywhere around," he countered. She chewed the corner of her lips thoughtfully. "You think there''s been a hit and run somewhere?" Jack shrugged. "I don''t want to be morbid, but why else would the fawn be here looking like this?" The animal''s dark eyes were almost entirely closed. It looked like it would die any moment. Sarah had more doubts. "What if it''s just lost? Strayed from the rest of the family?" "Well if she is the prodigal daughter she will need help to restore her strength before continuing her journey.¡± Jack said playfully. She stared at him for a moment, then gave a little laugh. "Someone knows a thing or two about the Bible, don''t they?" Jack smiled and helped her as she tried to carry the basket closer. "My parents were religious," he said, starting to rummage for what they could use to help the animal. "They took us to church every Sunday. Catholics. They almost made me become a priest." She burst out laughing. "As in... A ''priest'' priest?" Jack nodded and brought out an apple, looking at it confusedly. "A ''priest'' priest." "The apple looks fine," Sarah said softly. Jack nodded, slicing off a piece. He crouched down slowly in front of the fawn, its head bowed in a gesture of submission. For a moment, the animal hesitated, eyeing the apple in his hand warily. But then, curiosity flickered in its eyes, and it cautiously opened its mouth to accept the slice. The tale has been stolen; if detected on Amazon, report the violation. Beside him, Sarah clapped quietly, her excitement barely contained. The fawn chewed eagerly, its wide eyes never leaving Jack as it finished the treat. "It seems happy," Jack murmured, his hand hovering near its head before gently stroking its fur. The fawn leaned into his touch, content. "She is happy. You saved her," Sarah whispered, passing him another apple. "Give her one more." Jack continued to feed the animal slice by slice, his fingers brushing over its soft coat. As the fawn chewed, its small, delicate frame relaxing, Jack couldn¡¯t help but wonder¡ªhad he really saved a life? It wasn¡¯t human, but it mattered. The urge to protect, to rescue, had surprised him, bringing a quiet sense of relief. For the first time in a while, he didn¡¯t feel consumed by the darkness that so often clouded his mind. He stroked the fawn''s head until its eyes fluttered shut, its breathing steady and calm. Jack sat back on the blanket beside Sarah, drawing his knees to his chest and hugging them. He turned his palm up, staring at the hand that had just touched something so vulnerable, so trusting. The softness of its fur still lingered on his skin. "The apple looks fine," Sarah said softly. Jack nodded, slicing off a piece. He crouched down slowly in front of the fawn, its head bowed in a gesture of submission. For a moment, the animal hesitated, eyeing the apple in his hand warily. But then, curiosity flickered in its eyes, and it cautiously opened its mouth to accept the slice. Beside him, Sarah clapped quietly, her excitement barely contained. The fawn chewed eagerly, its wide eyes never leaving Jack as it finished the treat. "It seems happy," Jack murmured, his hand hovering near its head before gently stroking its fur. The fawn leaned into his touch, content. "She is happy. You saved her," Sarah whispered, passing him another apple. "Give her one more." Jack continued to feed the animal slice by slice, his fingers brushing over its soft coat. As the fawn chewed, its small, delicate frame relaxing, Jack couldn¡¯t help but wonder¡ªhad he really saved a life? It wasn¡¯t human, but it mattered. The urge to protect, to rescue, had surprised him, bringing a quiet sense of relief. For the first time in a while, he didn¡¯t feel consumed by the darkness that so often clouded his mind. He stroked the fawn''s head until its eyes fluttered shut, its breathing steady and calm. Jack sat back on the blanket beside Sarah, drawing his knees to his chest and hugging them. He turned his palm up, staring at the hand that had just touched something so vulnerable, so trusting. The softness of its fur still lingered on his skin. "Father Jack saved the day," Sarah said from beside him, but sounding far away from him. "What?" he asked, confused, his mind stuck on the impact that what he had just done was having on him. She looked at him and shook her head. "Nothing." She looked pleased, smiling. He tried to concentrate on that smile, pushing every other thing out. "So... How does a boy who grew up in church end up writing about f*cking people?" Jack¡¯s eyebrow shot up. Hearing the "f" word from those beautiful, innocent lips of hers would never cease to intrigue him. "What?" she said in a light tone. "Isn''t that what you write about? You heard my brother''s confession¡ªWe''ve read all your books. We discuss them when we have the chance." The second eyebrow joined the first at the top of his forehead. "I find it interesting that you waited until now to reveal your true fandom. I thought I was escaping from fans, but instead, I''ve met the ultimate queen of them all." She laughed heartily, throwing her head back, and Jack felt a strong desire to kiss her neck and lie next to her on the oversized blanket they had laid out in the early morning hours. He sat poised next to her, not wanting to make any sudden movements. He took a moment to admire her beauty, starting with her ankle-length, yellow, flowery dress. Her shoes were off and her toes were painted a pristine white. He couldn''t resist the thought of gently sucking on each toe until she cooed and begged for more. But he would never be greedy or ravenous with her. Instead, he savored every moment as he traced his tongue down the v-neck cut of her dress¡ CHAPTER 33: Dreams and Desires "Jack!" She almost yelled. "Hmm?" He blinked, dragging his eyes and mind back to her eyes. He hoped she hadn''t been calling him while he was lost in thoughts. "Sorry." She looked at him suspiciously, but the smile was still on her face. "Where did you travel to?" she asked. "Don''t tell me we came all the way here for you to have the right environment for cooking up a story." ¡°No, not at all¡± Jack''s gaze shifted towards the canopy of trees above them. The spot they were in was pleasantly cool. Sarah had told him that this was a place where their family used to come to be together, just the four of them. It was tucked away in a shaded area of the meadow. As Jack looked around, he could envision how they could have spent days there. The space was big enough for them to set up tents, secluded enough for privacy, and tranquil enough to feel like a true escape from everyday life. And just a few steps away, there was a stream that had been flowing steadily for years, providing them with water for bathing and other necessities during their camping trips. They would bring all the supplies they needed and spend their days as a unit, without having to serve or entertain anyone else. As Jack scanned his surroundings, he could imagine a joyous family spending time in these exact spots, growing closer with every passing moment. It sounded like an idyllic existence. He would have traded all his fame and success to experience that kind of love and connection...and maybe even have a written manuscript that wasn''t just smut. ¡°I wish I could¡± He paused for a moment, considering his words. When she did not interject, he continued. "I mean, I could find inspiration in this place, but what''s the point? None of it will ever be seen or read by anyone." She reached out and grabbed his arm, her expression full of concern. "It''s not your fault. You were just ignorant and desperate at the time." Jack pulled his arm away from her, feeling unworthy of her understanding. "I had my priorities all wrong. I thought what I wanted was the most important thing. But now I see that there are much better things to want and even more spectacular things that I need, but may never have." "Like what?" Her voice trembled with emotion as she asked. Jack glanced at her, wondering if she truly wanted to hear his answer. Her kind eyes seemed to understand and encourage him. He exhaled slowly, feeling the intensity of those eyes weighing on him. As he laid back down on the soft blanket, surrounded by the rustling plants and their gentle rhythm, he intertwined his fingers beneath his head for support. She followed suit and laid down beside him. "I want to write, Sarah." "You''re already a talented writer, Jack." If you encounter this story on Amazon, note that it''s taken without permission from the author. Report it. "That''s because I write sex, and sex sells. Plus, you know the darkness behind those words. " Jack was not looking at her but he felt the power of her gaze on him. I''m simply tapping into people''s desires and putting them into words. It''s not that impressive or unique, really. Anyone with a fascination for sex and a few hours of porn consumption could do it." "Don''t downplay your talent, Jack. While it may be influenced by something beyond you, there''s a reason why you''re the best-selling author and not just some random nut writing about sex." "So why didn''t anything get published before the devil''s kiss?" Jack grumbled. "How long did you even try?" she prodded. Jack paused, reflecting on his efforts. Was he just whining and giving up too easily? Could he have achieved success as a real writer without making a deal with the devil? It all seemed like a hazy dream now, tainted by regret. She watched him intently, her eyes seeming to search for the man who she believed was more than his past mistakes. Jack sighed, realizing he needed to confront his regrets rather than wallow in them. His mind shifted to the present, to the woman standing before him, the one who had believed in him when he hadn''t believed in himself. Jack used a finger to tip up her head. "Look at me," he said. She did. "These past weeks with you have been life-changing, and I am not lying about that. I came here overwhelmed with vague ideas of how I would rather live and exist. Nothing was sure..." His eyes were drawn down to her lips. She cleared her throat, and licked her lips. "And now?" Her voice was softer, almost husky. "You made me realize the real things I needed... the things I wanted." Jack closed his eyes for a moment, inhaling her scent, letting it seep into his veins. "A real friend. A creative, free mind. A happy, contented life." "I... erhmm..." Her words faltered, her voice barely recognizable now. Jack edged closer. "I''m happy you found all that in Lily Corner. I¡¯m happy for you." Jack shook his head and gently raised her chin, his gaze meeting hers, no longer hiding the desire burning inside him. "I didn¡¯t find them here. I found them in you." "Jack..." She closed her eyes, as if trying to push him out of her thoughts. But her breathing betrayed her, quickening. Her legs crossed at the ankles, a sign of her unease. "I appreciate it... I mean, your recognition of how much these weeks have meant. But we can''t rush anything." "Rush what?" Jack leaned in closer, his lips nearly brushing hers. He could feel the tension building in her, see it in the way her eyes flickered, hear it in the words she couldn¡¯t bring herself to say. "You have to talk to me, Sarah." "We''ve only known each other a few weeks," she whispered, her voice shaky. "We can¡¯t make any commitments. There¡¯s too much at stake." Jack brushed his fingers against her cheek, his touch featherlight. "Right now, all I see is you and me." "I know," she breathed. "You know what?" Jack teased gently, his lips curling into a smile. "I¡¯ve liked you for such a long time now? And maybe¡ªjust maybe¡ªyou might feel the same, if only I were worthy enough? "Stop that!" Sarah glared at him with widened eyes. "Don''t speak of yourself that way. All that is needed to change a man is recognition of self and a decision. And you have that. You have done that." Sorrow suddenly filled Jack''s heart. "And is that enough?" he asked her, regretting all the wrong turns he should never have taken, all stemming from that one wrong turn. "Can you allow us to be attracted to each other completely, and see what is in it for us, because of that?" "Well..." She reached out to touch his face, causing his heart to race. "We have hours until nightfall... Maybe... we could use this time to see how things develop between us?" CHAPTER 34: Passion Unfolds Jack stared at her, trying to understand what she meant. It seemed like she was giving him the green light. Was she confirming his suspicions about their feelings for each other? But he couldn''t let himself get carried away. He needed to make sure. "Sarah, are you saying..." She silenced him with a slow, tender kiss, her hand still resting on his cheek. "Don''t talk," she said when they pulled away. "Just imagine this is one of those books and I am your character. Jack''s body tensed as he shook his head, completely alert. "No," he said firmly. "You can never be one of those characters. You are more than that." She grinned mischievously. "Well then, let me be a character in your next book. Not the one Demi wants you to write, but the one you truly want to write." His stomach fluttered at her words. He leaned in for another kiss and effortlessly rolled her on top of him. She straddled him, giggling with joy. He couldn''t help but smile as well, feeling a surge of excitement rush through him. "Wait," she said. "Let me make you comfortable." She took her dark green shawl sprawled on the blanket and rolled it up into a makeshift pillow placing it under his head and neck. "Thanks." She nodded in acknowledgment. "Your lips," Jack said, tracing over them with his thumb, "are one of the most beautiful pieces of art I have ever seen." "So you say that to all your women?" she asked tauntingly. Jack smiled, liking how her ass felt on him. "I don''t have any women. I only have girls who agree to fuck me because that''s all I could give and take. Nothing more. You are not them. This is different." "How?" she asked seductively. Holding his gaze, she slipped that thumb into her mouth and licked it slowly. Jack moaned in response, and she smiled teasingly. "Show me how." Jack¡¯s erection was rock-hard already. He could take off her panties and let her ride right then, but that was the rush that happened with the other girls...the rush to have them gone quickly. He didn''t want this woman gone. He wanted her here with him...dare he say, "always"? Jack pulled her head to him slowly and kissed her deeply. Their tongues rolled over each other in a meaningful dance that threatened to make him cum immediately. It was a serious struggle to stay calm. "You are messing with my head, Sarah," Jack told her. "You''ve been messing with my head for days now. I think about you all the time." "I''m here now," she said and kissed him again. Jack kissed the corner of her mouth, her forehead, her cheeks... She arched her neck, and he planted a kiss at the base of her throat, pulsating for him...for them. She paused, discarding her dress and revealing her bare skin. Jack''s gaze lingered on her curves, his eyes roaming over the exposed contours of her body. Her figure was captivating, boldly on display before him. Support the author by searching for the original publication of this novel. In another swift movement, he moved her to the side and onto the blanket so that he was on top of her. Suspending himself with his elbow on the blanket, he looked longingly into her eyes. She put her fingers in his hair and dragged his mouth down to hers. Jack moved his lips from one sensitive spot to the next sending her into a frenzy of whimpers and cries of pleasure. On the grass, Jack heard the fawn stir and make a sound, but he didn''t care for the moment. Nothing mattered but this woman who was sharing all of herself with him. Sarah couldn''t contain her moans any longer, and they echoed through the secluded area. Jack continued kissing her, whispering. "I am here. Just enjoy everything. Let me please you, Sarah. You don''t rush worship." Jack moved down her body with his lips and tongue, while his hands pulled down her panties. She raised her legs to help him. He kissed her inner thighs, making his way slowly and deliberately towards the center of her desire. Sarah''s breath caught in her throat as she felt his hot breath against her skin, making every nerve in her body tense with anticipation. Jack took his time, savoring the moment, knowing that this was not just another fleeting encounter, but something profoundly intimate. Sarah reached down, threading her fingers through his hair, urging him closer. Jack responded to her silent plea, his tongue finally touching her. She gasped sharply, a sound that seemed to resonate with the rustling leaves around them. Jack¡¯s movements were sensual and slow, exploring her with a gentleness that contrasted starkly with their earlier urgency. Each stroke of his tongue was a word in the silent language they were creating together, each caress a sentence that spoke of deeper connections and unspoken promises. As he continued, Sarah''s hold on his hair tightened, her body responding with waves of pleasure that rippled through her entire being. She arched her back, pressing herself closer to him, lost in the sensations he was eliciting. Jack could feel her body trembling under his touch, her breaths coming quicker and ragged. He looked up at her, their eyes locking in an intense gaze that seemed to bridge their souls. In that moment, it was as if they were communicating without words, their connection deepening with each shared breath. Sarah¡¯s lips parted in a silent moan, her eyes gleaming with overwhelming emotion. Jack felt a surge of protectiveness and affection for this incredible woman who was so openly offering herself to him. He intensified his movements slightly, driven by the desire to give her as much pleasure as she had given him. As Sarah approached the brink, her body stiffened, and she clutched at the grass beside her, her other hand still entwined in Jack''s hair. The world seemed to pause around them, the only sounds being the gentle rustle of the leaves and Sarah''s escalating breaths. Then, with a shuddering sigh that seemed to draw the very essence from her depths, she climaxed, her entire body quivering under the force of her release. Jack slowly eased up, planting soft kisses on her inner thigh as he made his way back up to meet her eyes again. He could see the raw emotion there, mixed with a vulnerability that she rarely showed. It was beautiful, and he felt honored to witness it. Cradling her face in his hands, Jack kissed her deeply, this time with a tenderness that enveloped them both in a cocoon of warmth and closeness. Sarah returned his kiss with equal softness, her hands caressing his jaw as if to memorize the feel of him. As they lay there, wrapped in each other''s arms on the blanket, the world around them resumed its gentle pace. The fawn, curious and undisturbed, approached them a bit closer, its soft eyes wide with innocence. "Look, Jack," Sarah whispered with a light laugh, her voice still laced with the remnants of passion as she nodded towards the curious creature. Jack turned his head to see the fawn sniffing around nearby. He smiled at the sight, marveling at the peacefulness of the scene and how it contrasted with the heated intensity they had just shared. "It seems we have an audience," Jack chuckled softly, his voice a soothing balm in the quiet of the clearing. Sarah laughed along, her laughter tinged with contentment. "Maybe it''s nature''s way of approving," she suggested playfully, nestling closer to Jack under the blanket. He wrapped his arms tighter around her, pulling her into his chest. "If we have nature''s blessing, then I guess we must be doing something right," Jack replied, pressing a kiss onto her forehead and then placing a tender kiss on her lips. CHAPTER: 35: Return to Reality As their breathing slowly returned to normal, Jack and Sarah lay entwined on the blanket, the warmth of their bodies mingling with the late afternoon sun. Jack''s fingers traced lazy patterns on Sarah''s bare shoulder, while she nestled her head in the crook of his neck. "That was..." Jack began, searching for the right words. Sarah lifted her head, her eyes meeting his with a mixture of tenderness and mischief. "Magical? Earth-shattering? The best you''ve ever had?" Jack chuckled, pulling her closer. "All of the above, and then some. You''re incredible, Sarah." She smiled, planting a soft kiss on his chest. "You''re not so bad yourself, Mr. Harper." They lay in comfortable silence for a moment, basking in the afterglow. Jack marveled at how different this felt from his past encounters. There was no rush to leave, no hollow feeling in the pit of his stomach. Instead, he felt whole, content, and oddly vulnerable in the best possible way. "I''ve never felt like this before," he admitted softly, his voice barely above a whisper. Sarah propped herself up on one elbow, her eyes searching his face. "Like what?" Jack took a deep breath, struggling to put his feelings into words. "Like... like I want to stay in this moment forever. Like I''ve found something I didn''t even know I was missing." A soft smile played on Sarah''s lips as she reached out to brush a stray lock of hair from his forehead. "I know exactly what you mean. It''s like coming home, isn''t it?" Jack nodded, his throat tight with emotion. "You make me want to live a better life, to write stories that matter, to live a life that''s true." Sarah''s eyes glistened with unshed tears. "You already are that man, Jack. You just needed to believe it yourself." He pulled her down for a tender kiss, pouring all his gratitude and adoration into the gesture. When their lips parted, Sarah rested her forehead against his, their breaths mingling. "Promise me something?" she whispered. "Anything." "Promise me you''ll never forget this feeling. No matter what happens, remember that this is real." Jack cupped her face in his hands, his gaze intense. "I promise. This... us... it''s more real than anything I''ve ever known." They shared another kiss, slow and deep, sealing their words with actions. As they parted, Sarah''s eyes twinkled with a hint of playfulness. "So, about that book you''re going to write..." Jack laughed, the sound echoing across the meadow. "Oh, I''ve got plenty of inspiration now. But I might need a few more... research sessions." The narrative has been taken without permission. Report any sightings. Sarah swatted his chest playfully, giggling. "I think that can be arranged, Mr. Author." They dissolved into laughter, their joy mingling with the sounds of nature around them. The warmth of the sun caressed their skin, and a gentle breeze carried the sweet scent of wildflowers. Jack turned his head, his eyes drinking in Sarah''s flushed face and tousled hair. A contented smile played on her lips as she gazed up at the clouds drifting lazily across the azure sky. "Look," Sarah whispered, pointing upward. "That one looks like a heart." Jack followed her gaze, chuckling softly. "And that one there, it''s like a dragon." Their laughter mingled with the rustle of leaves and the distant chirping of birds. As they lay there, lost in their own world, a small movement caught Jack''s eye. He propped himself up on one elbow, his gaze falling on the young fawn they had fed earlier. The creature had made its way to their picnic basket, its muzzle buried in the remnants of their lunch. "Well, would you look at that," Jack murmured, amusement coloring his voice. Sarah sat up, wrapping the blanket around herself as she watched the fawn with a mixture of surprise and delight. "Seems like our little friend was still hungry." They observed in companionable silence as the fawn finished off the last morsels before settling down nearby, its eyes heavy with contentment. The sight filled Jack with a warmth he couldn''t quite explain, a sense of connection to something greater than himself. As the sun began its descent towards the horizon, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink, Sarah sighed softly. "We should probably head back soon." Jack nodded, reluctance evident in his movements as he began to gather their belongings. They dressed unhurriedly, stealing glances and sharing secret smiles, their fingers brushing against each other with deliberate tenderness. As they made their way across the meadow, Sarah''s hand found Jack''s, their fingers intertwining naturally. The tall grass swayed around them, creating a sea of green that seemed to part as they walked. Jack couldn''t help but marvel at how perfectly they moved together, their steps in sync, bodies swaying in unison. "Do you think the fawn will be okay?" Sarah asked, her voice barely above a whisper. Jack squeezed her hand reassuringly. "I''m sure it will. Nature has a way of taking care of its own." They shared a look of understanding, both silently acknowledging the magic of the day they had shared. As they neared the edge of the meadow, the distant sound of music began to filter through the air. The reality of their responsibilities at the lounge loomed closer with each step. Just before they reached the door, Jack pulled Sarah close, his lips brushing against her cheek. "Today has been the best day of my life," he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. Sarah''s eyes sparkled as she looked up at him, a soft giggle escaping her lips. "I know, but let''s come back to reality now." Something in her tone gave Jack pause, but before he could dwell on it, they were stepping through the door into the bustling atmosphere of the lounge. The air was filled with the sounds of laughter, clinking glasses, and off-key karaoke. Sarah was immediately swept up in a wave of greetings, her radiant smile never faltering as she made her rounds. Jack watched her, a sense of pride and affection swelling in his chest. His eyes roamed the room, taking in the familiar faces until¡ª His blood ran cold. There, sitting alone at a corner table, was a face he never expected, nor wanted, to see here. Her crimson lips curled into a knowing smirk, Demi raised her glass in a mock salute. Before Jack could process the shock, Gabriel''s voice cut through his thoughts. "Jack, Jack! You have a visitor who''s been waiting for you. We couldn''t reach you." Jack turned slowly, his body rigid with tension. He watched, as if in slow motion, as Demi rose from her seat, her long legs carrying her gracefully across the room. The scent of her expensive perfume enveloped him, a jarring contrast to the natural, earthy scent of Sarah that still clung to his skin. Demi stopped before him, her deep red lips parting to form words that sent a chill down his spine, "Hello, runaway." In that moment, the blissful bubble of his day with Sarah shattered, and the reality of his past came crashing down around him. CHAPTER 36: Unwelcome Visitor Jack led her to his room, hoping for some privacy to talk. But as they stood in the room, he could feel his impatience rising. He demanded, "Why are you here?" Demi refused to answer and instead glanced around the room with an annoyed look, further frustrating Jack. He repeated his question, this time with a louder voice, "Why are you here?!" "I should be the one asking you," she retorted, standing a few steps away. "What are you doing in this hole in the wall? This is what you ran away to? You left everything to come here!? What could possibly draw you to this noisy little place that made you give up all your luxuries and successes?" Jack''s anger began to boil, but he forced himself to remain composed. "How did you find me? How did you know I was here?" he demanded, his frustration mounting. She chuckled, standing with her hands on her hips and catching Jack''s attention with the bright red skirt suit she wore. Her block heels added a touch of elegance to her look. Seeing her again brought back memories of all the times they had been so close to giving in to their desires, but ultimately held back. Now, as she stood before him looking as stunning as ever, Jack couldn''t help but feel annoyed. He felt like his space was being invaded, overwhelmed by her presence. "Look," Jack said firmly, standing up straighter, "I don''t know why you followed me here, but I don''t have time for this back and forth. I work at that lounge over there, and as you saw, there are customers waiting." "Jack Harper, best-selling author, serving tables at a restaurant in a podunk town?" She laughed loudly again. "What the fuck, Jack! What¡¯s going on with you?" "Nothing." Jack folded his arms across his chest and smiled at her. "In fact, I¡¯m living my best life here. Taking walks at night and everything. You badgered me incessantly about keeping fit, didn¡¯t you? I¡¯ve been eating well too and drinking less. I haven¡¯t done drugs since I left. Can¡¯t you see how toned and healthy I look?" She looked him over. "The overgrown hair makes you look too much like these people." Her tone reeked of disgust. Unconsciously, he slicked back his hair and touched his beard. "I think I look great. Sarah agrees. And there¡¯s nothing wrong with looking like these good and loving people." "''Sarah''? Is that the whore¡¯s name? The one you came in with?" Jack jumped at her before she even closed her mouth, and she staggered back in shock. "Watch your mouth, Demi!" he said through clenched teeth. "You have no right to talk about her!" You could be reading stolen content. Head to Royal Road for the genuine story. She eyed him viciously. "You slept with much hotter girls, Jack. What¡¯s wrong with you? You came here and gave your heart to a woman who wears no makeup? Who entertains laughing jackals as a job? You want to be her husband or something?" "That woman is more of a life than I ever had in the city. Sarah isn¡¯t some sex machine to feed my depression and anxiety. She¡¯s the warmest, truest companion I¡¯ve ever had, and that goes for the people in this town too. They¡¯ve changed my life, Demi. I don¡¯t expect you to understand, but I¡¯ve changed." Demi let out a mocking snort. "Changed you into a fool who fights another man over a woman, I see." Jack blinked, reeling back. "What the hell are you talking about?" Without breaking her glare, Demi pulled her phone from her pocket, tapping and swiping before shoving it in front of him. "This was posted last night, Jack." On the screen was a photo of him, unmistakably mid-fight¡ªsitting astride a man, fist raised in the air. Sarah was in the background, her face shocked, a hand on Jack¡¯s arm as if trying to pull him back. The caption beneath was crude: What love drives men to do: lose control. Jack¡¯s stomach tightened as he stared at the image. "This is how I found you," Demi spat, her voice laced with disdain. "Some small-town idiot posted it, calling you ¡®some lowlife¡¯¡ªthey didn¡¯t even know who you were. But people who do? People who know you, in more refined places, with working brains and Internet access? They know exactly who you are. And this picture¡ªthis made you go viral. My phone has been going off for hours, and I''ve been sitting here waiting for you while you¡¯ve been... God knows where, with some woman whose grand ambition is to grow vegetables and milk goats until she dies!" Jack stood there, frozen between anger and guilt. His chest burned, but his mind couldn¡¯t settle on what to do next. Apologize? Defend himself? Neither felt right. Instead, he shifted awkwardly, searching for the words that wouldn¡¯t come. "Cat got your tongue now, Cowboy?" she asked, looking enraged. Jack thought of the ordeal he must have dragged her through as his manager, having to take calls about a person whose whereabouts she didn''t know. There must have been all sorts of questions asked and things said. He relished his new life but felt bad about the position he must have put her in. "I¡¯m sorry, Demi," he forced out. "I didn¡¯t mean for you to suffer because of me." "Liar!" She came up to him strongly. "You knew what you would be costing me when you came out here and turned off all your devices. You knew what you were doing when you came on this maniac ride. What the hell, Jack! Do you know what you¡¯ve done? Do you have any idea how much damage you¡¯ve caused yourself and me too? David Johnson wants to back out. First, you don¡¯t come for the scheduled meetings and then he sees this crazy version of you. Who would blame him?¡± "You want to hear more? Our publishers have called to express their concern. They say they don¡¯t want to drop you - but you know that means they are seriously considering it. They¡¯re asking serious, suspicious questions. Everyone will drop you, Jack. Everything will fall down on you if you don¡¯t snap out of this. There is still time if you fix it now." Jack took a step back, fear gripping his heart. Her words filled him with anxiety and feeling overwhelmed. It was like being back in the city, with all the bright lights and constant pressure to put on a happy face even when he was struggling. He felt trapped, as if he had been forced back into the same cage he fought so hard to escape from. "No!" "Yes," Demi countered, taking a step towards him. "Your entire life will crumble, Jack. Everything you''ve worked for will be destroyed. You won¡¯t succeed any other way." CHAPTER 37: Demi鈥檚 Gambit Jack recoiled, his heart racing in terror. Her words filled him with a fear of loss- not the loss that Demi was trying to show him. It was losing everything he had worked for since leaving the city, including Sarah. The city and all its trappings meant nothing to him compared to the life he shared with Sarah. That was what he truly wanted, and he was afraid of losing it. He couldn''t let everything crumble after coming so far. "No!" His whole body shook as twisted voices and evil laughter echoed in his mind, a reminder of a past he''d rather forget. Suddenly, the room seemed to close in on him. The walls pulsed with an otherworldly energy, and Jack could swear he saw shadowy figures dancing at the corners of his vision. His breath came in short, ragged gasps as he fought against the rising panic. "You can''t escape who you are, Jack," Demi''s voice seemed to echo from every direction. "The darkness is part of you. It''s what made you successful. It''s what brought you to me." Jack clutched his head, trying to block out the voices. "No, no, no," he muttered, his eyes screwed shut, trying to escape the torment. "I''m not that person anymore. I''ve changed. Sarah... Sarah showed me a different way." But even as he spoke her name, doubt crept in. What if Demi was right? What if he was fooling himself? What if the darkness was too deeply ingrained to ever truly leave? He opened his eyes, and for a moment, it was not Demi standing before him, but a twisted, demonic version of himself. It grinned at him with sharp teeth, its eyes glowing red with malice. "Welcome home, Jack," it sneered. Jack stumbled backward, nearly falling over in his haste to get away. "This isn''t real," he gasped. "This isn''t who I am anymore." Demi''s voice cut through the hallucination, sharp and insistent. "If you don''t come with me now to fix the mess you''ve made, it will be as if you never existed. No one will remember you." The room snapped back into focus, the shadows retreating to the corners. But the fear remained, a cold, hard knot in the pit of Jack''s stomach. "Sarah will remember me!" Jack snapped, his love for her fueling his defiance. "And I won''t leave her behind to go back. She''s my new life here." Demi laughed harshly, startling him with how loud she was. "You think Sarah loves you like some ¡®dream cowboy¡¯ she¡¯s been waiting for all her life? For fuck¡¯s sake, the woman knows who you are. While you shut off your phone to be away from me, she must have used hers to search you out. Who in this town drives that kind of car you parked outside? You think women are stupid? You think she doesn¡¯t want to level up? She¡¯s playing the typical ¡®virtuous-woman-who-will-help-the-depressed-rich-boy¡¯ card just to get into your heart. She is on a mission, which is to enter the riches of the good life you have. News flash¡ªthat life only comes from being the rich, celebrity author you want to discard for whatever reason. Wake up, Jack!" Support the creativity of authors by visiting Royal Road for this novel and more. Jack was shaking his head vehemently even before she was done speaking. "No!" He took further steps away from her until his butt hit the table. There was nowhere else to go. "What Sarah and I have is real! The most real thing that has ever happened to me." Demi walked forward until she was a hair''s breadth away from him. "The most real thing in your life is me, I am the one who always sticks my neck out for you on your bad, ugly, depressed and even batshit crazy days. I¡¯m the one organizing your life and walking you through your mood swings and silly personal problems. ¡°I¡¯m the one who is constantly keeping you afloat and repairing the rubbish you keep creating. I do everything to make your life work; yet, you don¡¯t see it. You don¡¯t value it. You ran out here without telling me! I am the one who fixes your messes and this one is the worst." "I¡¯m sorry," Jack said, too many things running through his mind. He couldn¡¯t think straight. "I may not be going through this transition the right way, but I¡¯m here now and I want to see it through. Sarah feels right, Demi. I don¡¯t know how to explain it, but she¡¯s good for me." "Because you guys have fucked?" She inched closer still so that her mouth was almost on his. He could smell the mint mixed with alcohol on her breath. It was a heady smell that destabilized and distracted him. "Do you really think she gets you better just because you''ve been inside her? Is she more important than me because you haven¡¯t been in me? Do you think I don''t know what you need because you haven''t felt me that way?" "Stop!" Jack warned, raising a hand, but it was a useless gesture. Her chest was pressed against his, and she was brandishing an angry but ravishingly intimate gaze. He kept his focus over her shoulder. He wouldn¡¯t fall for whatever this was that she was doing. "Stop it, Demi! I want Sarah! I want Lily Corner! And I want my life here!" "You fool! You don¡¯t know what you want" she said, grasping him. "You are nothing without your life in the city! Sarah doesn¡¯t want you; she wants a chance at that glory. Are you a fool? What does that tell you?" "It tells me that I don¡¯t care!" Jack grabbed her by the arm and tried to push her away. "You have to leave Demi! Go back to The city. My life is here." She stood her ground, stronger than he would have ever believed. "We can fuck now, Jack," she said, still pushing up on him, her hands groping at him. "Look at me and all you¡¯ve been really missing, kiss me." "No!" The door to the room opened suddenly, there was a flash, Sarah arriving just behind the photographer. An image of a moment out of context. Demi and Jack in an apparent embrace. Her face to his, her hands on him, and his on her arms. Jack met Sarah''s gaze, her eyes darting from him to Demi and back again. When they finally rested back on him, they were filled with such hurt that he knew he''d never forget them. "Like what you see, bitch?" Demi sneered, a smirk playing on her lips. Sarah''s eyes flickered to Demi for a brief moment before she turned and fled. CHAPTER 38: Sarah鈥檚 Reckoning "No!" Jack roared, shoving Demi away with all his strength. She staggered back, nearly losing her balance. Jack ran out after Sarah. She was turning the corner of the building when he caught up with her. "Sarah, please," he said as she bounded away. "It¡¯s not what you think." She spun around just before they reached the front of the lounge, her eyes blazing. "The real question, Jack, is what you think of me. You must see me as some ''senseless simpleton from a small town.'' That¡¯s why you think you can lie about cutting all ties, pretending you want to ''start fresh.'' You¡¯ve deceived all of us here, especially me, with your fake humility and your so-called learning, when all you probably wanted was a place to mock while you dreamed up ideas for your next erotic novel." She let out a bitter laugh. "And who does he choose as his muse for those obscene fantasies? Me, of course! The woman who takes him in and buys his nonsense about being tormented and repressed. That¡¯s the fool you think I am, Jack. And you know what? I am. So go back to your real life with your sexy manager-lover! Another newsflash!" She turned around and started to walk away again. Jack caught up, recovering from the shock of her words. "Sarah, I swear that everything I ever said to you is the truth. I¡¯m not lying to you. She found me here from a post of me at the dance the other night. Please, believe me." Sarah spoke without turning around or slowing down. "I believe you, Jack. I believe that you use your escapades with women to become the best seller you are. I would just have been glad if you had told me that¡¯s what I was too before you fucked me!" Her voice had risen, and Jack was grateful the music inside was loud enough to shield them. His voice caught in his throat as he desperately tried to explain, "Sarah, that''s not who you are. I can''t fully describe what you mean to me because I''ve never felt this way with anyone else before, but trust me, that''s not who you are." Sarah stopped walking and stared straight ahead. Jack moved in front of her and took her hand, relieved when she let him. He could see the suspicion on her face. "I am saying that I have fallen in love with you, Sarah," he confessed, the desperation clear in his tone. "Isn''t it obvious? I came here and found you, and my purpose in life is now clear. You can''t be like those other girls. Your place in my heart belongs to you alone. I told Demi this," She gazed at him for a moment, trying to process his words before her expression turned to anger. It was a deep anger that made him fear her. "This is outrageous! Now you''re trying to come up with another lie to cover up what I saw with Demi? You must think I''m a desperate woman, huh? That I want your fame and fortune that you''re still so attached to. So now that you claim to love me, I''m supposed to just fall into your arms and live happily ever after?" She looked him up and down. "Get that idea out of your head! Who do you think you are?" "A man who loves you," he replied calmly, his eyes reflecting the sincerity of his words. She stared at him as lightning lit up the sky above them, followed by a roll of thunder. Gradually, the anger dissipated from her face. "Are you serious?!" she asked, sounding more like she had made a discovery than asking a question. He nodded, taking her other hand and placing it over his chest. "This is how hard my heart beats for you, Sarah Drago. It will always beat for you. I won¡¯t leave you. I won¡¯t leave here. You are my life." This novel is published on a different platform. Support the original author by finding the official source. As if to bless his words, the sky began to drizzle softly. Sarah''s face softened briefly, a flicker of joy in her eyes, but then her expression hardened, her jaw tightening as she pulled her hands away. Her voice was steady and determined as she spoke. "Stay away from me!" Jack looked at her with confusion in his eyes. "Call Demi, get in your car, and never come back!" "I will not let you control my future just because you are famous and we had a fling. You don''t own me, my experiences, or my love!" She pulled her hand away from his grip, but he blocked her path. "I never wanted to own you. I didn''t sleep with you to possess you or for any other selfish reasons..." Jack struggled to find the right words. "Am I missing something? I thought there was a connection, something real, between us." "You''re nothing but a player, Jack!" she yelled as the rain began to soak them both. Jack shivered, not from the rain but from her words. "I know your reputation with women. You don''t get attached to them and that''s fine by me. Your attraction towards me was enough because I was also attracted to you. Sex and ''connection'' as you call it...that''s all there ever should be, and I''m okay with that. That''s why I''m fine with Demi taking you and leaving this place. But now you''re talking about having me in your life for good or something? All I saw was a disconnected playboy, and that''s all I ever needed from you." She tried to move away again, but Jack restrained her with a hand to her arm. She yanked it away but stayed put. "What are you saying, Sarah? You don¡¯t want me like I want you? Because of the darkness in my soul, right?" Jack''s heart started to break, together with his voice. "Look me in the eyes and tell me! You don¡¯t want me?" As he looked into her eyes, he saw a deep red¡ªnot of anger, but of sorrow. "I don¡¯t want anyone, Jack." She glanced away, her voice trembling. "I can''t let anyone get that close. I''m just not built that way." "That''s not true!" Jack shot back, his voice rising in disbelief. "That''s not what you''ve always told me. You taught me to be honest, to be real and expressive. You showed me what love means, damn it! All those things I never understood from my own experiences, I learned from you. You welcomed me into your family, your community. You talk about your parents'' love every day¡ªit''s part of who you are. You can''t deny that part of yourself." "And yet look where it got them!" she yelled, her voice startling him. "Their love was so profound that even death couldn''t separate them. "The cancer didn''t just kill my mother slowly; it tore my father apart too. He was a shadow of himself, Jack! Andrew and I were orphans long before they were gone. She lost the battle with cancer, and he died right after, leaving us alone. A family shattered by a love that bound them too tightly. Our lives were too entwined; my parents'' especially. My father''s death terrified me, made me fear this mystery called ''love.'' I don''t want it. I don''t need it! I can''t bear the thought of life stopping for someone else, or for myself, because of a bond. Never again! Never, Jack!" Jack stood dumbfounded, struggling to grasp the weight of her words. He could see her pain, but she had to see reason. "Sarah, I can¡¯t help my love for you," he said, thinking that she didn¡¯t understand him yet. "Don¡¯t you get it? You have captivated my soul." She laughed in the rain and wiped water off her face with a hand. "You don¡¯t get it. Your arrogance stops you. It¡¯s not all about you Jack!" she said and moved around him before he could gather himself. "Goodbye forever¡ Please, Jack." Jack stood facing away from where she had headed. He couldn¡¯t move from the spot as he trembled. Seconds later, he heard a car pull up on the road, and the door opened and shut. She had gone away... The one he loved was gone. Demi appeared from around the building, carrying a large umbrella. She walked decidedly toward him. She stopped before his drenched form and hesitated a second before speaking. "Time to go home, Jack!" CHAPTER 39: Fleeing the Light Demi''s silhouette stood rigid against the fading light, her arms crossed tightly over her chest as she watched Jack toss his meager belongings into the trunk of his car. The air between them crackled with unspoken tension, a mixture of disappointment and resignation. "It''s better this way, Jack," Demi said, her voice barely above a whisper. "This place... it''s not real. It''s not you." Jack paused, his hand resting on the open trunk. He turned to face her, his eyes filled with a weariness that seemed to age him beyond his years. "Maybe that''s the point, Demi. Maybe I don''t want to be ''me'' anymore." She shook her head, a sad smile playing on her lips. "You can''t run from yourself, Jack. Trust me, it doesn¡¯t work that way." For a moment, Jack saw a flicker of vulnerability in Demi''s eyes, a rare glimpse behind her polished facade. But as quickly as it appeared, it vanished, replaced by her usual mask of cool professionalism. "I''ll call you next week," Jack said, closing the trunk with a finality that echoed through the quiet street. "I just... I need some time." Demi nodded, her lips pressed into a thin line. "Don''t take too long. The world moves fast, Jack. It won''t wait for you to ¡®find yourself¡¯." As Jack slid into the driver''s seat, he caught one last glimpse of Demi in the rearview mirror. She stood there, a solitary figure bathed in the warm glow of the setting sun, watching as he drove away from the life he once knew. The miles stretched out before Jack, a ribbon of asphalt cutting through the gathering darkness. The soft hum of the engine and the rhythmic thump of tires on pavement created a hypnotic backdrop to his swirling thoughts. Images flashed through his mind: Sarah''s face, etched with hurt and betrayal; Demi''s knowing smirk; the warmth of Lily Corner juxtaposed against the cold, glittering world he''d left behind. Each memory felt like a physical blow, causing Jack to grip the steering wheel tighter, his knuckles turning white. He found himself rehearsing conversations in his head, imagining what he''d say to Sarah if she''d listen. "I''m sorry," he whispered to the empty car, his voice cracking. "I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to... fall in love." The word ''love'' hung in the air, foreign and frightening. Jack had written countless stories about love, crafted intricate tales of passion and desire, but he realized now that he''d never truly understood it. Not until Sarah. And now... now it was too late. As the city skyline loomed on the horizon, Jack felt a wave of panic rising in his chest. The towering buildings, once symbols of his success, now felt like prison walls closing in around him. He couldn''t go back there, couldn''t face the emptiness of his estate mansion, filled with expensive trinkets but devoid of warmth. His eyes darted to the exit signs, searching for an escape. That''s when he saw it: "Golden Acres - Next Exit." Golden. The name conjured images of wild parties, beautiful women, and endless nights of debauchery. Golden, who had always been there, ready with a drink and a willing companion whenever Jack needed to forget. You might be reading a pirated copy. Look for the official release to support the author. Jack''s hand moved almost of its own accord, flicking on the turn signal. He knew, deep down, that Golden wasn''t really a friend. Their relationship was built on shared vices, a mutual understanding that emotions were messy and best avoided. But right now, the thought of facing someone who wouldn''t ask difficult questions, who wouldn''t look at him with disappointment or pity, was overwhelmingly tempting. As he pulled off the highway, Jack tried to ignore the voice in his head telling him this was a step backward. He wasn''t looking for redemption tonight. He was looking for oblivion. The winding road to Golden''s estate was familiar, each turn bringing back memories of stumbling home in the early hours of the morning, head spinning from too much alcohol and hollow laughter. Jack''s stomach churned, a mixture of anticipation and dread. Finally, the imposing gates of Golden''s mansion came into view. Jack pulled up to the intercom, his finger hovering over the call button. For a moment, he hesitated. He could still turn back, still try to face his demons alone. But the thought of another night wrestling with his conscience, with the weight of his choices, was too much to bear. With a deep breath, Jack pressed the button. The gates swung open silently, inviting him into a world he thought he''d left behind. As he drove up the winding driveway, the pulsing beat of music grew louder, vibrating through the car. Jack parked haphazardly, not bothering to straighten out his crooked parking job. He stumbled out of the car, his legs stiff from the long drive. The bass from the music thrummed through the ground, matching the erratic beating of his heart. Standing before the ornate front door, Jack hesitated once more. He could almost hear Sarah''s voice, gentle but firm, telling him to be strong, to face his problems head-on. But Sarah wasn''t here. Sarah had sent him away. With a sudden surge of desperation, Jack pounded on the door, his fist connecting with the solid wood again and again. When that didn''t seem loud enough to compete with the music, he jabbed at the doorbell repeatedly, the shrill chime barely audible over the thumping bass. The door swung open abruptly, revealing Golden in all his decadent glory. He stood there, his silk robe hanging open to reveal a pair of garishly patterned briefs, a look of confusion quickly replaced by recognition. "Jack, my man!" Golden''s face split into a wide grin, his eyes slightly glazed. "Now this is a surprise!" As Jack stepped over the threshold, he felt as if he were crossing more than just a physical boundary. He was stepping back into his old life, leaving behind the promise of something better. But as the door closed behind him with a heavy thud, Jack couldn''t bring himself to care. Tonight, he just wanted to forget. Golden drew back and closed the door behind them. "I''m sorry," was all Jack could say. Golden glanced at Jack, his eyes narrowed into slits. "Is something wrong?" he asked, his bushy eyebrows furrowing in concern. "What''s going on?" The urgency in his Texan accent might have made Jack smile on any other day, but not today. "Can we sit?" Jack asked, shifting uncomfortably on his feet, struggling to meet Golden''s gaze. "We need to sit." Golden''s demeanor shifted, his eyes flickering with unease. Jack realized he was about to overstep a boundary. Despite knowing Golden for most of his "famous and wealthy" life, he was aware that solace and comfort were not part of their relationship. They knew each other well, but Jack couldn''t call him a friend like he had Demi. It was a truth that stared him in the face, but he chose to ignore it. Golden was his ¡®buddy¡¯, but not the shoulder Jack needed right now. CHAPTER 40: Confronting the Mirror "I''m... I''m sorry for barging in on you like this." Jack began to turn away. "I know you must be busy with something." And he had a pretty good idea what that might be. "No." Golden grabbed Jack''s arm and pulled him into the main room. The decorator had a penchant for gold¡ªit screamed palace. It was everywhere, paired with an intimidating white. Everything gleamed, much like the man who lived there. Jack wouldn''t have been surprised if Golden had personally dictated the design details. Now, they, the unsuspecting visitors, had to endure it. Golden led Jack to a single padded seat, and Jack quickly sank into it, feeling lost and disoriented. He had somehow ended up at Golden''s house. Golden sat on a white chair, regarding him with a curious expression. For a fleeting moment, Jack thought he could see the growth sprouting from his own head. Panic surged through him as he touched them¡ªthey were there, as always, but they shouldn''t have been visible to Golden. Golden wasn''t a Creature; he shouldn''t have been able to see them... Or could he? Did they all know the evil fraud Jack was? "Are you alright?" Golden''s voice entered Jack''s confused thoughts. "Hmmm?" Jack said, staring at him with disoriented, wide eyes. But Jack regained himself and let his hands come down, slowly, until they were resting on his thighs. No, Golden couldn''t see them - or could he? Jack heard his breathing come and go louder than usual. Golden¡¯s focus was clearly on Jacks horns. Jack looked away, He couldn''t look at Golden now. Jack couldn''t see the physical representation of the devil''s kiss upon him but he now knew. "Jack?" Golden said in a gentler, more compassionate voice that sounded strange coming from him. "Would you like something to drink? You seem rattled." The music was too loud. It made Golden difficult to hear and comprehend. It must have been coming from his master bedroom upstairs. Or, if Jack was correct in his assumptions as to why this was a bad time, from his playroom downstairs. Involuntarily, Jack looked up as though he could see through the ceiling. "Jack!" Golden called more loudly, jolting Jack back to the present. Jack faced him with unblinking eyes. "What''s up?" His voice sounded strange and far off. "Will you tell me what is going on?" Golden''s lips were terse with what seemed like annoyance. "Should I be worried?" "Don''t be." Jack brought himself out from that place he had cowered into and forced a smile. He moved forward in his seat. "I will have that drink, please. The entire bottle, if you will." A moment later, Golden was grinning and sighed in relief. Jack had come down to a level he could understand and attend to¡ªa level he was used to. "Now, I get you!" Golden jumped to his feet and all but hopped to the liquor cabinet in the corner of the room. "It must have been your lovely fans that chased you down here, wasn¡¯t it? It was why you remembered me today." "What do you mean?" Jack said to Golden''s back as he retrieved what Jack thought to be a bottle of whiskey and two glasses. "You know what I mean, Jack. You were very busy being a celebrity, and I don¡¯t blame you. Money does things to people like me, while fame does things to people like you. It¡¯s fair. I don¡¯t hold anything against you." Golden laughed above the thumping sounds as he returned and handed Jack a glass. Jack held it out like a begging child while Golden poured the brownish liquid into it. The scent hit Jack''s nose first, and he wanted to laugh with him. Life looked less complicated all of a sudden. "Drink up, friend," Golden said, pouring a glass for himself. "Life is too short to pretend like you don¡¯t like the attention. Yes, it can bring anxiety on some days, but I¡¯m sure you love your best days." "No," Jack said without thinking. Golden laughed again. "Let''s not deceive ourselves, friend. You¡¯re on everyone¡¯s lips¡ªraving about your books and movies. They¡¯re just too good." This tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere. "They are not good movies, Golden," Jack corrected. "Nothing is good about the books or the movies that came out of them. Just smut... it¡¯s always smut. Nothing else. How is unimaginative sexed up drivel ''good''?" Golden''s mouth opened as if to reply, but no words came out. He looked around in confusion before retreating to his chair. Jack sipped his drink, enjoying the warm burn of whiskey down his throat. He knew it was futile; Golden wouldn''t understand, just like Demi hadn''t. But Jack wished someone would get him, even if he couldn''t put everything into words. "Are you depressed, Jack?" Golden asked suddenly. "Is this one of those things that celebrities deal with eventually?" "No." "Do you need more women than you''re getting?" "No!" Jack''s teeth locked. "You want to travel somewhere so you can see other kinds of women and write about them?" "No!" "The fame is making you see how much more you need it?" "Christ! Shut up!" "Then why did you come to me?" Golden said in a raised voice. "Because..." Jack couldn¡¯t continue. He sat there, staring at Golden''s expectant, exasperated face, and he couldn¡¯t bear to repeat the thoughts again. He couldn¡¯t bear to be looked at like a mad, ungrateful dog. When his eyes started to water, Jack blinked and sat back in the chair. He drained his glass in one gulp. "Easy, man!" Golden warned. "I don''t want you choking and dying on me now. The press will have a field day." He laughed loudly, expecting Jack to join in. But there was nothing to laugh at. Golden stopped his laughter halfway and stared at Jack. "Why are you so uptight? Who is this Jack in my house today? I don¡¯t know him." "I don¡¯t know him either," Jack confessed solemnly. It made Golden take a pause in which he regarded Jack seriously. Finally, when he spoke again, he broke out in a grin. "I don''t know what¡¯s come over you today, but it¡¯s nothing a juicy piece of ass wont handle." Already, Jack was shaking his head in negation. Golden didn''t seem to care. "Trust me¡ªthis one will help you write the juiciest scene you''ve ever written. If it''s inspiration you want, thank whatever breeze blew you here today because this girl will be the inspiration of a lifetime. Trust me." "I don¡¯t want any of what you¡¯re offering, Golden. I honestly didn''t." "You don¡¯t know what you want until you¡¯re swimming in warm, tight slipperiness. Talk about fun, this girl is pure submissive. You will love it.¡± Jack blinked at him in confusion. "Submissive?" Golden winked at him and grinned manically. He looked like he was baring his teeth¡ªa warning. "I was just done tying up two delights in my playroom when you interrupted me." He winked at Jack again. "You know what that means." Jack nodded because there was no point lying. They were two playboys who understood. "I was going to take them both, but what are friends for? I will give one of them to you my friend. You really need to unwind, and let go of whatever all the crap is." Jack''s brain was getting foggy, so he just asked the one clear question in his head. "Did they consent to this? Did they want to be tied up and whatever else you were ready to do to them up there?" Golden shrugged and drained his glass before replying. "They are escorts, Jack, All that matters is that I pay them for services rendered." Jack shook his head sadly. "It''s not." He looked away from Golden and down at his feet. "Can¡¯t you do better? Have you ever wondered about feeling a different kind of pleasure that is not a high you get from meaningless sex with people you don''t care about?" "No," Golden scoffed. Jack knew Golden was angry, but he couldn''t see his face and so it didn¡¯t hit home. "Do you ever want to take a break from all these things your money buys you and try to find out what you can create yourself? Have you ever thought of trying to put more into life than you take out of it?" "Are you crazy?" Jack locked eyes with Golden''s furious gaze, his voice dripping with contempt. "Do you ever stop and think that, despite all your wealth, you''re living a life as hollow and pathetic as a beggar in the street? Do you? All the meaningless sex and exploiting others because of your money¡ªdoes that really make you feel powerful? Or has the devil''s kiss made you as empty inside as the shallow facade you put up?" "Get out!" Golden ordered, jumping up from his seat. Jack looked up at Golden''s trembling face and body. He saw the red eyes, and the telltale bumps on Golden¡¯s forehead. It was a certainty now. Jack knew he would not find solace here. "Do you hear me, Jack?" Golden''s hard voice yelled. "Get out of my house!" Jack stood and silently headed for the door. Golden did not immediately follow. Jack only heard the door slam when he was halfway back to his car. CHAPTER 41: The Devil鈥檚 Warning The devil leaned back in his chair, his fingers steepled beneath his chin. His eyes, usually aflame with malice, now held a glimmer of something else. Concern, perhaps? Or was it fear? "Demi," he began, his voice uncharacteristically quiet, "I fear you''ve misunderstood our situation." Demi shifted uncomfortably. The room felt smaller somehow, the shadows deeper. "I don''t understand," she admitted. "Jack''s just a writer. His books, while popular, are hardly¡ª" "This isn''t about his writing," the devil interrupted, a hint of impatience coloring his tone. He stood, pacing slowly behind his desk. "Jack''s... proclivities, shall we say, were merely a means to an end. A distraction." He paused, studying Demi''s face. "Tell me, what do you know of Sarah?" Demi blinked, caught off guard by the sudden change in topic. "Sarah? The woman from Lily Corner? Nothing much. She seems... unremarkable." A dry chuckle escaped the devil''s lips. "Unremarkable. Oh, if you only knew." He turned to face the window, his reflection barely visible in the darkened glass. "Sarah comes from an ancient bloodline, one with the potential to upset everything I''ve worked for." The air in the room grew heavy, charged with an unseen energy. Demi found herself leaning forward, drawn in despite her growing unease. "And Jack?" the devil continued, his voice barely above a whisper. "He carries a similar legacy, though he remains blissfully unaware." If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it. Demi''s eyes widened. "You can''t mean¡ª" "Their meeting was no coincidence," the devil confirmed, turning back to face her. "Together, they pose a threat I cannot ignore." He moved closer, his presence overwhelming. Demi resisted the urge to step back. "Your task, Demi, was to keep Jack on the path I set for him. A path of self-destruction, of compromise. Each time he betrays his own conscience, he takes a step closer to me and further from his true potential." The shadows in the room seemed to writhe, responding to the devil''s growing agitation. "If Jack and Sarah were to... align," he spat the word as if it left a bad taste in his mouth, "they could become a force of nature. A beacon of hope in the darkness I''ve so carefully cultivated." Demi swallowed hard, her throat suddenly dry. "What would you have me do?" The devil''s eyes locked onto hers, their intensity almost painful. "Bring him back, Demi. By any means necessary. Keep him isolated, keep him compromised. And above all, keep him away from Sarah." He leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a menacing whisper. "Her power, Demi, is why I couldn¡¯t reach Jack when he was in that town. I couldn¡¯t haunt him, use his dreams to bend him to my will. She shielded him, protected him with her presence. If they truly entwine, there will be nothing left of the hold I have on him." The realization hit Demi like a ton of bricks. The stakes were far higher than she had imagined. The devil¡¯s words continued, cold and commanding. "Failure in this task is not an option. The consequences would be... most unpleasant." As the devil''s form began to fade, melting into the shadows, his final words lingered in the air: "Remember, Demi. It''s not just Jack''s fate that hangs in the balance. It''s yours as well." Left alone in the oppressive darkness, Demi felt the weight of her task settle upon her shoulders. She knew her next move would determine not just Jack''s future, but her own. The game had changed, and the stakes were higher than she had ever imagined. CHAPTER 42: The Devil鈥檚 Torment By the time Jack got home, the sun had set and darkness had settled in. He climbed the stairs to his room, taking each step slowly. His mind remained empty, but he was aware of their presence. They were there, ready for him to call upon the women or indulge in drinks and drugs supplied by Demi. They wanted to use those things to inspire him and get him writing again. "Sorry, guys," Jack said aloud, reaching the top of the stairs. "Not today. Not ever again." The hisses and sneers in his ears sounded like the annoying whining of mosquitoes. He swiped toward both ears at the same time. Then came the painful jab to his side. "Arrrrgh!" Jack doubled over and groaned. He thought he would black out then. But he managed to straighten himself, now angry as hell. "Stop that! This is not part of the deal. Physical pain? How low can you get?" The hisses warned him, doubling in volume and tightening around his head, until the pressure had him holding his eyes and desperately pressing on his temples. He groaned, teeth chattering. The hisses turned to voices¡ªhellish voices¡ªwhispering abominable things in his head. It took over his entire being, deriding him with cackling laughter. Jack whirled around, now standing before his bedroom door. He couldn''t flee into his sanctuary¡ªhe couldn¡¯t move at all. All the while, a hurricane whirled around him. His mind''s eyes presented him with flashes of images. Of women mostly, and then there were the men, finely chiseled like marble. Jack was forced to watch as they writhed and undulated together¡ªthe masses of naked flesh. They all turned their eyes to him as the voices rose in moans and screams. The sickening grins they gave him conveyed the message all too clearly¡ªthat should be him right now. That was him. That was the life he had to live. "Nooooo!" Jack roared, struggling to gain power over himself. "I won''t live the life you want. I choose a different path." The laughter that came then chilled his bones. It echoed in his ears and wrapped itself around his neck. The nude masses were gone from his sight, finally, as he began to choke. Jack fell to his knees, gurgling and coughing, tearing at the invisible grasp around his neck. His hands were useless. He was losing strength and giving up hope. The laughter came louder as his hands fell uselessly to his side. "Too late," a demonic voice said into his overly sensitive ears. It left them ringing. This tale has been pilfered from Royal Road. If found on Amazon, kindly file a report. "You can''t change what you are." "I can," Jack croaked tiredly. "If you let me, I can." "You don''t own yourself anymore, boy," it continued. "You asked for this. Why do you want to run away from it now?" "I am tired. I want more," Laughter echoed around him, not just in his own head now. It bounded against the walls endlessly as he weakly touched a hand to his head. "You can''t be tired. This is only the beginning of the glories to come. I have more to give you. You must take all of it." "I don''t want it." Jack''s voice broke. He was resting on his haunches now; his head bowed tiredly. Both his soul and body were weak. He didn''t want to ever get up. "This is the life you asked for, Jack. Money, honor, fame¡ªyou came to the table. You asked for my kiss, and now you want to rub it off and pretend it never happened?" "I¡¯m sorry." The sobs came from nowhere, racking his entire body. "I can¡¯t take it anymore. I¡¯m sorry." "The devil doesn''t forgive, Jack. Keep your apology. You must continue to write what we give you, there is no other path. Your horns will keep growing with each inspired book, and you will be blessed with more riches and fame. The fairest deal ever, I am sure you¡¯ll agree." "I don''t want it!" Jack sobbed aloud from the depths of his being. "I don''t want any of it." "You must!" There was no more laughter¡ªonly a sizzling boil of anger Jack could feel burning his ears. "There is no choice!" Weakly, Jack fell onto his side on the floor, curled up into a ball, and whimpered. "I have a choice," he managed to eke out. "I want to..." "You don''t!" The voices bellowed. "I do..." Jack''s eyes began to flutter close. "Please. I do have a choice." "You don''t!" "I... I..." As Jack struggled, his mind was assaulted with a barrage of disturbing visions. He saw Sarah, her face contorted in pain, trapped in a dark, oppressive space. Shadowy figures loomed over her, their intentions clearly malevolent. Then the scene shifted. Sarah stood in a dimly lit room, her eyes cold and calculating. She was counting stacks of money, laughing cruelly as she tossed aside photos of Jack. In this nightmarish version, she seemed to revel in manipulating him, treating their relationship as nothing more than a game. The visions flickered rapidly: Sarah in danger, Sarah as a callous manipulator, Sarah revealing their most intimate moments to a jeering crowd. Each image was designed to instill fear, doubt, and mistrust. Jack''s mind reeled, trying to separate truth from these fabricated horrors. He knew, deep down, that these weren''t real, but the intensity of the visions made it hard to cling to reality. The demonic voices whispered that this was the truth, that Sarah was either in grave danger because of him or had never truly cared at all. Fighting against the onslaught, Jack clung to his memories of Sarah''s kindness, her genuine smile, the warmth in her eyes. He had to believe in the connection they shared, even as these nightmarish images tried to tear it apart. Jack closed his eyes tightly and imagined he was somewhere else, away from writhing bodies and that demonic voice. No one could force him. The voice then faded. It was black. CHAPTER 43: Shackles of Expectation The shrill sound of his phone jolted Jack out of his slumber. The floor was hard beneath him, and all was quiet around him. Peace. Finally¡ Groaning and puffing, Jack took it out of his pocket and picked it up without checking the caller ID. "Hello?" His voice was raspy from sleep. "Who is it?" "It''s me," a pensive voice said. Jack shot up. "Demi..." The headache hit him then, and he felt the aftermath of the choke hold around his neck. He rubbed it with his hand. "Where are you?" "I should be asking you that question!" Her voice was enraged in an unrestrained way. "Where the hell are you? I''ve been calling." "Really?" Jack hadn''t heard anything up until that moment. "What do you mean by ''really''? Of course, I did. I called you several times, Jack, for the meeting? It could take your career to another level, but no, you had to up and disappear!" Her voice had risen with every new word. It ended at a peak that caused her to huff and puff loudly. Nonetheless, no matter how hard Jack tried to muster up a befitting, apologetic answer, all he could say was, "Oh." "''Oh''? Did you say ''oh''? That''s all you can come up with for disappointing yourself and every other person who waited on you?" Jack rubbed his head, a blinding headache building. "I''m sorry," he said because that was the only thing that seemed right, maybe. "I am very sorry." "Sorry about what exactly?" she asked, her annoyance unmistakable. "About disappointing yourself or disappointing everyone else? Which of these destructive things are you sorry for exactly, Jack?" "Demi, I... Look, I know that today was one hell of a strange day, but I promise you that if we can meet again in a more private place and you lend me your ears, I will explain everything. I will make it right." "If what you want to explain is the same rubbish you have been spewing all day, then I don''t want to hear it. There is nothing you can say that will make sense." "Don''t do this, please." Jack rubbed his forehead and felt the brutish horns growing there. "Please, you can''t let me do all of this on my own." "Do all of what?" she asked. "Did you think of getting a ''partner'' in whatever the hell this is before you started making idiotic decisions? Did you think you needed me, your manager, before making such an announcement without even discussing it first? Did you?" "I didn''t plan for any of it, Demi!" Jack said, exasperated. "It just came out of nowhere." "It didn''t come from ''nowhere''. You¡¯ve been thinking about it. Stewing over it. Is this depression? What¡¯s wrong with you?" "It''s not! Why couldn''t you all stop saying that? It wasn''t helping!" The tale has been taken without authorization; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. "What wasn''t helping was you allowing yourself to self-destruct. You were getting to your peak, Jack. What was making you climb back down? What did you want to do to yourself?" "I swear, if you let us sit and talk, you will see reason. I have to explore other options, Demi. I have to do something else¡ live some other way." "What the hell are you saying?" Jack got up and made it into his room. He sat on his bed and listened to her sizzling anger tipping over. "You have to stop this madness." Jack closed his eyes and opened them again, making a decision. "I can''t, Demi. I''m sorry." He heard her grinding her teeth. "Listen to me, Jack," she seethed. "The executive producer has decided to forgive what you pulled today because I made a case on your behalf. He has generously given us another date to come for the meeting so we can start discussing plans for your last book¡ or the next one." Jack frowned in confusion. "''The next one''? I don''t understand. What does that mean?" "Exactly what it sounds like. You don''t behave like this with people like that and think forgiveness won''t come at a cost. You should be grateful that it is at a cost that will be beneficial to both parties..." "Demi," Jack said carefully, "what are you saying?" She yawned, and Jack imagined her in silk pajamas, her nipples pointed and straining against the fabric. She would be without panties, and her body would be fresh from a scented bath. He closed his eyes and shook the image out of his head. "The man, David Johnson¡ªring a bell?¡ªis considering waiting on your next masterpiece. He knows that each new release from you tops the last. You have proven yourself, Jack, and he will not mind waiting on you. Something fresh out of the oven is better than yesterday''s bake, anyway." She finished on a high note, no doubt waiting for a shriek of joy from Jack''s side. But she was disappointed again. There was absolutely nothing to shriek about. There was no joy to be expressed. "But... But how could you agree to such an arrangement?" Jack asked. "I didn''t agree," Demi hissed. "How could I agree to something you and I have not deliberated on yet? You think I am you?" he winced at the jab. "I only said he was considering it." "And you sounded pumped about it like you agreed a hundred percent," Jack said, suddenly furious with her. "Of course, I agreed with it. Didn''t you hear everything just I explained?" "Yes, I heard you. I heard you clearly speak about our future being decided for us. Isn¡¯t the book I was supposed to write already taken? What the heck is this?" "What do you mean ''taken''? You will be accorded the accolades as the writer for years and years to come. You will also be revered as the originator of a brilliant movie that will win many awards as the others did." "But you don¡¯t know that!" "It¡¯s a given. It always happens." "With me being put under duress to write like this, it most likely won¡¯t happen this time around!" "Nobody is putting you under duress. You are going to write just like other times. It is a job you did and enjoy doing. What the hell is the duress?" "Because I said, I don¡¯t want to do it anymore! Don''t you get it?" Tempers were high. Their voices had been slowly rising as they went back and forth. Now though, everything was silent. Only their heavy breaths echoed along the line. Jack tried to calm himself, but it was a lost cause. He knew the same was true for Demi. Too much had been said. There was no going back. "Look," Demi eventually said, "let''s not go back and forth over the phone. Get up and go write now. Put this aside and try, Jack. This is your career we¡¯re talking about here¡ªthe readership and followers you¡¯ve built over time. You can¡¯t allow it all to go down the drain. Get up and go write something now. We can talk in the morning." "Wait, Demi. I can''t..." She had already ended the call. CHAPTER 44: The Inescapable Word Jack held the phone to his ear like that for a long time, listening to the silence. He was all so suddenly reminded of how alone he was¡ªhow lonely he was. The latter hurt more. He felt it even when he wasn¡¯t alone. He could be in a crowd of thousands and still feel that deep ache. The feeling overtook him, swallowing him in a cold embrace that constricted his throat. He couldn¡¯t cry out in his moment of pain. He was utterly alone, and no one was coming. It would choke him until he begged, but even then, it would not let up. That was its plan. It had it all scripted¡ªhe was a helpless cast member. No one could help him. How pathetic. The weight of truth came down on Jack, and he growled deeply, pressing his lips together. It was an animalistic cry from the core of his being. It came from the deep need to break free. It was the desire to do as he pleased. It gave him inspiration, energy. He wanted to act. And he did. The decision was made, Jack got up abruptly from the bed and headed to his desk, finding his way into the dark room illuminated only by streaks of light from outside the blinds. He felt for the lamp and switched it on. When he had his word processor open before him, he took a deep breath, his fingers poised over the keyboard. "I will write what I want," Jack said to himself. "Something deep... Something I am feeling in this moment. And it will be beautiful." He let out a pensive breath and began to type. When David first experienced pain, he was not a child falling off a bike. No¡ not that. He was an adult crying from the pain of loss after riding to his girlfriend''s house and finding her with someone else. He learned the hard way that life can cause a burning in the chest that won''t leave, no matter how much medication is taken. Jack''s fingers stopped over the keys as he read all he had written. Ensure your favorite authors get the support they deserve. Read this novel on the original website. It made sense. It would all be reworked when he was done, but it was looking like a good first attempt since all this madness began. He was doing it! His joy knew no bounds, and he was fired up to go on until he had some semblance of a good story before him. Taking in another breath, he wiggled his fingers over the keyboard and began again. But David dreamt of fucking her every night. His dick throbbed for her still. He imagined her warm pussy pulsing around him¡ "What the hell!" Jack stared at the screen in horror, his fingers continuing to type without his consent. It took more than a second and all of his willpower to stop himself from continuing. The second paragraph on the screen was the same smut that he had written in his previous books, and he wanted to run away from it. But there it was again. "No, no, no," he muttered, pushing back from the table and rubbing his eyes. "It can''t be. It was going so well. I had written an entire paragraph!" But when he removed his hands, it was still there. "Nooooo!" Jack bellowed, hearing the hisses of sinister laughter in the air around him. It was utterly hopeless. Their power over him was too much. "You can''t do this!" he cried into the bristling cacophony surging around him. Laughter rang in his ears, and a voice hissed to him. "Look at your sorry attempt at a breakout," it said. "Come on... Look!" The last order screamed, causing his heart to skip a beat. Trembling, Jack turned his chair until he was face to face with the glowing screen. His eyes focused just in time to catch the last word of his first paragraph being erased, the cursor moving backward, letter by letter. It was all gone, his first successful attempt at a different path. He sat frozen, unblinking, staring at the screen in disbelief. The laughter cackled on, and Jack knew what it all meant. "That is what you remain, Jack. It is what you will be remembered for long after you are gone." He tried to blink back tears, but they wouldn''t come. He sobbed as the blinking cursor stared at him from the screen, laughing at him. A voice, cold and mocking, echoed in his mind. "Why this, you ask? You chose it yourself, Jack. I only need to degrade you. Your own mind informed me that taking advantage of these ladies and then writing this would violate your integrity to the degree needed to own you." Jack shuddered at the revelation. The voice continued, merciless in its assault. "Don''t you see? Your corruption, your willingness to exploit others for your art - that''s what binds you to me. It''s not just the act of writing, it''s the betrayal of your own principles. That''s the true chains I''ve wrapped around your soul." He sat there, the weight of his choices crushing down on him. The cursor blinked on the screen, a constant reminder of his entrapment, as the laughter of unseen entities filled the room. CHAPTER 45: Grasping at Hope Nothing felt the same. Nothing made sense. Everything was tasteless, and it wasn''t just the food. The weight of sadness hovered over Jack like a bird of prey with unrelenting talons, never letting go. He was forced to endure the countless meetings that Demi dragged him to. And she insisted on going out to nightclubs and taking staged photographs to fix his supposedly tarnished reputation. When Golden came to visit, he tried to make small talk that sounded forced and irritating. He didn''t come of his own accord, but at Demi''s request. As a last resort, Golden attempted an enthusiastic reading of a movie script based on one of Jack''s books. Jack was certain Demi put him up to it. Disgusted, Jack could only stare sadly at Golden. Sensing the tension, Golden excused himself with a fake phone call and never returned. Jack didn''t see him again and didn''t care. That relentless taloned bird lay on him when Demi, ever so dutiful, tried to drag him out of bed most mornings and guided him like a robotic zombie to sit at his writing desk, but he just stared blankly, lost and unable to be found. It was the same way he looked when she brought women to the house, claiming they were sumptuous and desirable. Jack wouldn''t know because he couldn''t see them. His eyes were open, but all they had sight for was Sarah. Sarah... Sometimes when he thought of her hard enough the demons faded. So he forced his mind to see her everywhere. To keep her image and essence with him so completely that he had no more time for the hissing demons reaching for him. The nagging Demi, disgruntled about how empty his page was, still haunted him. He could not ignore her because she was real and there in his house pushing him and pushing him. Every day that passed reaffirmed to him the fact that he didn''t want this. He couldn''t do any of it. He wished he could just talk to Sarah. It had been too long... But there had never been a reason to get her number or email. He couldn''t shake the feeling that she was gone from his life forever. It seemed as though her memory would slowly fade away, erased by time until she was nothing but a distant blur in his mind. It had been nearly two months since she shattered his heart in the pouring rain and left it behind as she climbed into a taxi. Each day felt like an eternity, and with each passing moment, he could feel her slipping away. Royal Road is the home of this novel. Visit there to read the original and support the author. Living like this was killing him...driving him mad. When it was just him and his soul left, he couldn''t stand what he saw in the mirror. He was wilting away, evil having the upper hand again, the horns he saw taunted him. One night, Jack stood and stared at the mirror. He saw the beast that resided within him. It had to be the reason why Sarah rejected him; all those excuses she gave were just meant to soften the blow. He was certain. The true cause of her rejection was this being inside of him, glaring back at him. In a fit of rage, he let out a fierce roar and struck the mirror with a powerful punch, causing it to shatter into pieces. In the fragmented reflection, his face looked even more monstrous and repulsive. His fangs protruded from his mouth, his face was a demonic thing in itself. He heard the mocking laughter around him now, loud and clear, because he had removed his focus from Sarah and dumped it on his frustration. They laughed at him, those devils, whispering in his ears their victory over him. More enraged, he hit and hit the mirror until shards were flying everywhere and he had punched out his face in the glass. That monster couldn''t exist in the mirror and Jack couldn¡¯t exist here. His life was not here. He had tried for two months, but it had all just confirmed what he had told Sarah¡ªhis life was with her. To be without her was to die. Jack would give himself a last chance before he submitted to that slow but certain death. He would try before he succumbed. He wrapped up his bleeding hand, and ran out of the house like he had one night months ago. Keeping Sarah the focus of his mind as he jumped into the car. They couldn¡¯t get him when she was there. A drizzle turned into a downpour, but he did not let up on the accelerator, praying he would survive the night... Praying he would see Sarah before anything happened to him. He had the feeling that he was lucky to get away once, the second could go either way. There was no middle ground. There was no finding and losing like there was the last time. This time was strictly for keeps. He would win her back or die trying. As Jack sped through the night, memories of Sarah flooded his mind. Her laughter echoing through Drago''s, the warmth of her hand in his during their evening walks, the way her eyes lit up when she spoke of her dreams for the future. Each recollection was a dagger to his heart, a reminder of what he had lost and what he desperately needed to reclaim. The demons that had haunted him in the city seemed to fade into the background, overpowered by the intensity of his longing for Sarah and the life they could have together. He gripped the steering wheel tighter, his knuckles white with determination. This was his last chance, his final roll of the dice. If he couldn''t make things right with Sarah, he knew he''d be lost forever to the darkness that had been consuming him. CHAPTER 46: Chasing Shadows Jack flew down the dark highway and nearly missed the turn into Lily Corner. He thought they could hear his car door bang shut from a mile away when he rushed out of his car and ran into the Drago''s lounge, rain soaking his clothes. "Sarah!" he yelled over the music, immediately he was through the door. Heads turned to him. People pointed and said his name in surprise. "Sarah, please, I need to speak with you!" He raced down to the kitchen at the back and came face to face with Gabriel. He looked worn out and tired. Jack wondered what had drained him so much. "Where''s Sarah?" Jack said without pleasantries. "I need to talk to her. Where is she?" Gabriel was staring at him like he was a madman that had come to rob the place. He was looking at Jack''s hair mostly. Demi had chopped it back to its former height and had him cleanly shaven as soon as they were back in the city. "Sarah''s not here," Gabriel finally answered slowly, like the tiredness was in his brain too. "She hasn¡¯t been here for close to three weeks." Jack''s heart skipped a beat, and he grabbed Gabriel''s arm so that he gasped, shocked. "What do you mean? Where did she go?" Jack saw he had scared his friend and released his arm. Gabriel rubbed it and looked at Jack. "I don''t know." He shrugged. "I woke up one morning, and she was gone. She only left a note telling me that she had prepared me all this time to be able to manage Drago''s. That she would be away for a while. She didn¡¯t say how long. So far it''s been three weeks. I honestly thought she went to see you for a day or two, but no one¡¯s seen her" He nodded toward the chattering tables, some of them looking suspiciously¡ at Jack. "They are worried about her. We all are. She is what they talk about all night." Jack''s mouth ran dry as thought after thought of what may have happened flashed through his head. He saw her in a ditch, drowned in a tub, hung from a ceiling fan, buried by quicksand, missing in the woods... Missing in the woods... "Oh my God!" he cried, his eyes growing wide and frightening Gabriel. "What, sir?" Gabriel said. "What?" But Jack was already running out the door. "I''ll be back!" Jack stumbled out of Drago''s, his mind reeling from the news of Sarah''s disappearance. The rain, which had been a steady drizzle, now poured down in sheets, as if mirroring the turmoil in his soul. He leaned against his car, gasping for breath, the weight of his fear and guilt threatening to crush him. Had his actions driven Sarah away? Was she in danger? The possibilities raced through his mind, each more terrifying than the last. He closed his eyes, trying to center himself, to find that connection to Sarah that had kept him sane these past months. When he opened them again, there was a new resolve in his gaze. He wouldn''t let the demons win, wouldn''t let them take Sarah from him. With renewed determination, he jumped back into his car, ready to search every inch of Lily Corner if that''s what it took to find her. This story has been unlawfully obtained without the author''s consent. Report any appearances on Amazon. He started to drive again, on top speed, to the meadows where Sarah and he walked to and from many nights. It had become their love place. It had become his gym. Deep in that rendezvous point was also where her parents had created a haven for their family. It had become a symbolic place for her... And for him also, now, because it was there that they made love, where nothing else mattered in life. It was to this place she may have gone. And... Who knew what she may have done to herself there. God, please... God, please. Just keep her for me. Just do this one thing, please. Just... Jack saw the animal dashing onto the road too late, amidst the rain and his wild thoughts. He skidded out in panic, his car losing control at that top speed and running into the woods. He didn''t know how long the struggle was, but a tree broke his car''s onward movement. Jack felt himself flying out of his chair. He didn''t know where he landed, but he also didn''t know where he was. He closed his eyes for a moment, but there was no use. It was all dark already. In the darkness, images flashed about¡ªSarah''s teasing smile the first day they met, the raised voices, more quarrels, the walks, her laughter, the hangout at her family''s spot, the fawn they fed with love, Demi and the city, this crazy dash back to Lily Corner to seek the woman of his dreams, the deer coming out of the woods... No, not a deer. It was smaller than that. A fawn. It was actually brown and with white spots like the one Sarah and he had fed. In the darkness, both fawns merged into one. Jack wanted to laugh at himself, but no sound could come out. He didn''t have control over his body. Of course, it was the same fawn, dummy. The fawn he had fed came out to bite his finger and put him in this darkness. He wanted to laugh at himself again, but couldn''t. His soul was suddenly heavy. The darkness in it was pulling him down, deep down into more darkness. As his descent started, Jack saw where he was going before he even got there. Hades was hot, hotter than when he mistakenly touched an iron as a child or when Harrison at college mistakenly poured hot water on his leg. It burned for days, but this was worse. The heat engulfed him and overshadowed him even from the inside. But worse were the screams that started to pierce his ears with their dirges of agony. It was nothing like he had ever heard before. It made him think of Lily Corner even more lovingly, with its peace and serenity. But all that life of light and calmness was gone. This was eternal damnation... This was death. CHAPTER 47: Awakening to Reality The sounds of Hades suddenly changed. Although there were still loud, piercing sounds, the screams of human beings had disappeared. Instead, there was a steady, rhythmic, high-pitched beep that continued incessantly in his head, more annoying than scary. Jack was surprised that the heat was gone, and he didn''t feel it at all. He must have been having some sort of break, which was unexpected in hell. Everything felt nice, almost too good to be true. He started to climb higher, being lifted and airborne without any effort on his part. However, he soon realized that something was happening. The fog in his mind was being cleared, sweeping away the darkness and making way for other senses, like smell and sound. Gradually, his vision started to clear too. The darkness lifted slowly, with some effort, and then fell again. This continued until finally, it stayed away, and he saw only light. It was piercing, and his eyes reacted for a few seconds. When they finally opened, Jack realized he wasn''t dead, nor was he in hell. He was in a hospital, and the beeping sound of a monitor made him aware of it. He smelled the antiseptic and tasted the dry aftermath of emergency treatments that had been pumped through him. He was lucky to be alive and given a second chance, even though his body ached. However, when the door across the room opened, Jack no longer felt lucky. Instead, he felt like he had been pushed into a termite''s hole with no means of escape. Peter, Sarah¡¯s other suitor, walked in, smiling at him. This was the man that Sarah had been seeing¡ or had she? "See who''s back from the dead," Peter said, smiling as he came up to Jack''s side. "You almost left us. We were worried. But you''ll be fine. Can''t say the same for your car though." He laughed at his own little joke. Jack''s ears picked up something else. "''Us''?" he croaked, not liking how his voice sounded. Peter nodded solemnly, the smile gone from his face. He looked like he was thinking hard about something. "Funny story, but she said a deer... No, a fawn led her to you." Jack swallowed what felt like a painful lump. "A¡ªa fawn?" Peter nodded, still looking lost. "She was on her way back to the lounge yesterday night and had to slow to a stop when a fawn came out of the woods to stand on the road. It wouldn''t move on but stood watching her even after she had turned off her headlights. She got out of her car and somehow the little thing coaxed her to follow to where your car was crumpled in a tree.¡± He chuckled again, the sudden switch annoyed Jack even more. Jack was too stunned to say anything about that little story, but that was by the way. "Where was Sarah coming from?" he asked because that part of the story had lights flashing all around it. Unauthorized duplication: this tale has been taken without consent. Report sightings. Peter inhaled sharply and raised his head as though making a decision. "Here," he said. "She had been here for a while... Secretly, of course." Jack closed his eyes briefly, hurt. "She had been coming to see you, hadn''t she? All those times I was in town and after? You both had been seeing each other?" Jack''s mind raced, a whirlwind of emotions threatening to overwhelm him. Relief at being alive warred with the ache of betrayal he felt imagining Sarah with Peter. But something didn''t add up. The Sarah he knew, the woman who had shown him a different way of life, wouldn''t engage in a secret affair. As Peter began to speak again, Jack forced himself to listen, to push past his jealousy and fear. There had to be more to this story, and he was determined to uncover the truth, no matter how painful it might be. "It was vital that she did... Yes..." Peter hesitated a second and then frowned. "Mr. Harper, I hope you are not thinking that..." Jack looked him straight in the eye. "You and Sarah are having a secret affair? That you are the reason she won''t be with me?" Peter stood mouth agape for a moment, but then he laughed. He laughed so loudly that Jack thought he would disturb the other rooms. "Mr. Harper..." "Call me ''Jack''," Jack corrected. "Jack, look, you are getting it all wrong. I haven''t seen Sarah as happy as those weeks you were in town. She was always cheerful and her blood pressure was all the better for it.¡± "She likes you very much. I''ve tried countless times to break free from the confines of our doctor-patient relationship and make her see me differently, but I have failed. Jack eyed him skeptically, still uncertain about his words. "I''m being sincere with you, man. Honestly, from one man to another you are a lucky man. Sarah has not let anyone that close since her parents passed. And then with¡¡± Jack''s heart skipped a beat. "And then - what?" Peter''s face shattered. "I am sorry, I thought you knew. I can¡¯t discuss her condition." Jack forced himself to speak, to say something to the man he had seen as a rival, but who was, in truth, trying to help him¡ªalbeit indirectly. His throat felt parched, and everything suddenly seemed skewed and wrong again. He licked his lips and tried. ¡°Please,¡± he whispered hoarsely, barely able to muster the strength. ¡°Where is she? I have to see her.¡± Determined, Jack gritted his teeth and swung his legs over the side of the bed, ignoring the pain that shot through his body. But Dr. Peter stepped in swiftly, his expression firm. ¡°Jack, you can¡¯t. You need to rest. You¡¯ve sustained serious injuries.¡± Jack¡¯s eyes flashed with frustration. ¡°I need to see her.¡± ¡°Listen to me,¡± the doctor insisted gently, placing a hand on his shoulder to steady him. ¡°You¡¯re not in any condition to leave right now. You will make things worse.¡± Jack¡¯s shoulders slumped as the words sank in. His body trembled with the effort to stay upright. His desperation softened into a weary plea. ¡°Then... can you just let her know I¡¯m worried about her?¡± The doctor nodded, his smile reassuring. ¡°I¡¯ll do what I can, Jack. But for now, you need to rest.¡± Reluctantly, Jack eased himself back onto the bed, the fight draining out of him. CHAPTER 48: Loves Ultimatum Days passed in a blur of medications and check-ups. Jack''s injuries slowly healed, but his mind remained restless, consumed with worry about Sarah. Every nurse and doctor he asked remained tight-lipped, respecting patient confidentiality. Each day that passed without news of Sarah felt like an eternity. Jack''s body might have been healing, but his soul was in constant turmoil. He replayed every moment they''d shared in Lily Corner, searching for clues he might have missed about her health. The weight of his concern was matched only by his growing determination. He knew now that he couldn''t live without her, couldn''t go back to the empty life he''d led before. Whatever Sarah was facing, he would face it with her - if only he could find her. As his discharge date approached, Jack''s resolve hardened. He would not leave this hospital without answers, without seeing Sarah''s face again. Finally, after what felt like an eternity, the day of his release arrived. He was still sore, limping slightly, but he could walk on his own. The nurse helped him gather his belongings, and he signed the necessary paperwork. As he made his way towards the exit, he scanned the area hoping for a glimpse of Sarah. And then, just as he reached the hospital doors, he spotted her car nearby. She was here! He would wait for her. Before even stepping outside, he saw her approaching the car door. He paused for a moment, taking in the view of the woman he had missed so dearly. If it weren''t for her familiar car, he might have searched for her elsewhere. Sarah looked different from when he had left. She seemed thinner, almost as if she had lost weight even while standing in front of him. As he watched her, she suddenly coughed and he feared she would collapse from how violently her shoulders shook. "Sarah..." he called out to her and rushed over, holding her upright so she wouldn''t fall, despite his own weakness. She turned to him with surprise in her eyes. "Jack! What are you doing out here? Shouldn¡¯t you be in bed? "I¡¯m ok, they just released me." He held her tightly, afraid of losing her again. She stood stiffly for a moment, but then relaxed as he refused to let go. "Oh, Sarah... You should have told me. I could have helped you carry this weight." She pushed him away, looking angry. "What did he tell you? I can¡¯t believe he would do that. It''s not a birthday party announcement. This is private!" This tale has been unlawfully obtained from Royal Road. If you discover it on Amazon, kindly report it. "He wouldn¡¯t tell me anything, but he did let it slip that there was something¡ Because he knows how much I care about you. He understands that our lives are intertwined." "Stop that!" Her body stiffened. "Stop saying such rubbish! Do you want to die when I do?" "I don''t mind," Jack said honestly, tears blurring his vision. "I don''t freaking care! You are my life, and you will as well be my death. I am already dead without you." "You must be crazy!" she exclaimed fiercely. "Go home!" "Why?" Jack murmured, his gaze locked on hers¡ªthose eyes that held so much compassion, so much unguarded love. Eyes that saw past his darkness and melted it away, inch by inch. "Why are you pushing me away, Sarah, when you know we belong together?" ¡°Because I don¡¯t want you to see me like this!¡± she cried, tears welling up. ¡°Love shouldn¡¯t be weak and bowed by sickness. It should be happy and full of life until old age. It should be strong, not broken by watching someone you love fade away.¡± Jack¡¯s expression softened, his voice tender. ¡°I know that¡¯s not what you¡¯re really afraid of. I read the book too, Sarah. You¡¯re afraid our souls will entwine.¡± ¡°This illness takes it all away, Jack¡ªpiece by piece,¡± she whispered fiercely, her voice cracking. ¡°I watched my father crumble as he helplessly tried to care for my mother, losing her bit by bit, day after day. Imagine that. Imagine being powerless to stop the person you love from slipping away. Imagine, Jack!¡± Her words ended in a wail, her body trembling as she collapsed against him, sobbing uncontrollably into his shoulder. Jack wrapped his arms around her, holding her as if he could somehow keep her from unraveling. The tears that blurred his vision came cascading down, and Jack knew that he loved this woman so much. He would love her until death came in jealously and stole her away. The minutes and hours and days before then would be their own victory, their own life. "Listen to me, Sarah," Jack said even as her head was buried in his chest. "My soul is already entwined with yours. That is all that has saved me from utter damnation. Without you I die, the body might live but my soul would be consumed without you. I don''t care if we''ve got one day...our love will be possible and beautiful in it. We will make memories and store them for ourselves. I don''t care about death and what price it will claim. I care about life with you now and everything that means." Tears streamed down her face as she desperately tried to find the right words to contradict her thoughts. "Shhh!" He gently rubbed her back, feeling her delicate spine underneath his fingers. "Don''t give voice to your doubts. Focus on the good." She sniffed and fell silent for a moment. "I love you," she blurted out, followed by a brief laughter. "It feels good to say that... So good." "I love you too." More tears welled up in his eyes as he felt overwhelmed with joy. "I love you more than words can express." He held her tightly, not minding the chunk of flesh missing from her body. CHAPTER 49: Between Magic and Medicine Sarah''s words echoed in Jack''s mind as they sat in Dr. Peter Morison''s office. The smell of antiseptic filled the air, a stark reminder of why they were there. "They say I have cancer," Sarah had told him earlier, her voice trembling. "But Jack, you need to understand what this means for us. If one of us dies, the other will too. It''s not just a fantasy; it''s real. My father experienced it firsthand." Jack held her hand tightly, his eyes never leaving hers. "We''re in this together, Sarah. No more hiding." Dr. Morison''s voice brought them back to the present. "We''ve attempted multiple rounds of chemotherapy," he explained, his tone serious. "Unfortunately, it has not been effective. Another round is unlikely to produce different results." Jack felt desperation wash over him. "Are there any other options? If money wasn''t an issue, what could we do?" Dr. Morison paused before responding. "There are a few experimental treatments available, but they have not been proven successful yet. There is one that looks promising in some ongoing experiments being conducted in Z¨¹rich, but there are no guarantees." Sarah grimaced at the mention of Z¨¹rich, but Jack pressed on. "Can we at least get a second opinion? Just to see what other doctors have to say?" To their surprise, Dr. Morison readily agreed. "In fact, that''s the first thing I recommended last year," he said, pulling out a pamphlet. "This is from the Cancer Research Center. See Dr. Lucas Bennett - I trained under him. He''s one of the best." Sarah hadn''t wanted to see anyone else when Peter first suggested it, but now she wouldn''t be alone. She squeezed Jack''s hand. "Okay, let''s try." The next few weeks were a whirlwind of appointments and tests. At the Cancer Research Center, Dr. Bennett ordered a series of advanced scans and biopsies. Each procedure left Sarah more drained, both physically and emotionally. Jack remained by her side, his own anxiety growing with each inconclusive result. "I''ve never seen anything quite like this," Dr. Bennett admitted during one of their follow-up appointments. He pointed to the latest scan results. "The tumors seem to... shift. It''s as if they''re playing hide and seek with our equipment." Jack and Sarah exchanged a knowing glance. They both suspected what was really happening, but how could they explain it to the doctors? Desperate for answers, they sought out other specialists. They traveled to renowned hospitals across the country, each visit filled with hope that quickly turned to disappointment. The pattern repeated itself: initial scans showed promise, only for follow-up tests to reveal the cancer''s stubborn persistence. At a cutting-edge facility in Houston, they met with Dr. Elena Rodriguez, an oncologist known for her work with rare cancers. "Your case is... unique, Sarah," Dr. Rodriguez said, her brow furrowed as she studied the latest test results. "The cancer cells behave unlike anything I''ve encountered before. They seem to adapt and evade our treatments in ways that defy conventional medical understanding." Sarah''s shoulders slumped. She was tired of being a medical mystery. Jack squeezed her hand, feeling equally frustrated and helpless. "Is there anything else we can try?" Jack asked, his voice strained. Dr. Rodriguez hesitated. "There''s an experimental immunotherapy trial that might be suitable. But I have to warn you, the side effects can be severe, and given the unusual nature of Sarah''s condition, I can''t predict how effective it would be." The author''s narrative has been misappropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon. They left the hospital, both lost in thought. As they walked through the parking lot, Sarah suddenly stopped. "Jack," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "I can''t do this anymore. These doctors... they don''t understand what''s really happening to me." Jack nodded slowly. He had been thinking the same thing. "You''re right. We need someone who understands both the medical and the... other aspects of your condition." Sarah''s eyes lit up with a memory. "There''s someone my mother once saw. A healer who understood both magic and human physiology. Maybe she could help us make sense of all this." For the first time in weeks, Jack felt a glimmer of hope. "Where can we find her?" "It''s a long shot," Sarah warned. "But I think I know where to start looking." They decided to forego any further conventional medical treatments. Instead, they embarked on a journey to find the mysterious healer Sarah remembered from her mother''s stories. It was a risk, but after weeks of fruitless medical visits, they were ready to explore alternative options. Their search led them to a small, nondescript house on the outskirts of a rural town. As they approached the door, Jack felt a strange tingling sensation, as if the air itself was charged with an otherworldly energy. An elderly woman with knowing eyes greeted them. Without introduction, she ushered them inside, as if she had been expecting their arrival. "You''ve come about the cancer that isn''t cancer," she said, her voice soft but firm. Sarah and Jack exchanged surprised glances. How did she know? The healer gestured for them to sit. "Your condition, my dear," she said gently, fixing her gaze on Sarah, "is the result of something far more complicated than what any doctor could understand." Her voice was low, laced with concern. "I¡¯m afraid it¡¯s the magic and your human DNA working against each other," she murmured, eyes clouded with worry. "It¡¯s trying to ¡®purge¡¯ itself, to cleanse what it perceives as unnatural." Sarah sighed, her shoulders drooping. ¡°What do we do?¡± ¡°What can we do?¡± Jack pressed, his tone strained with desperation. The healer fell silent, as if weighing her words carefully. ¡°When magic and the mundane mix, we can only soften the effects. We can¡¯t stop it completely,¡± she admitted. Then, looking between them, she hesitated before adding, ¡°Your souls are already entwining. That¡¯s what¡¯s buying you time.¡± The healer nodded slowly. ¡°It¡¯s a bond¡ªone that can share strength, but... if it¡¯s completed, it will come at a price. Sarah¡¯s life may be extended, yes, but Jack¡¯s would be shortened. One will be sustained at the expense of the other.¡± ¡°I won¡¯t let him sacrifice himself for me!¡± Sarah cried, her voice breaking as tears filled her eyes. ¡°I won¡¯t let you do this, Jack. I can¡¯t.¡± The healer¡¯s expression softened. ¡°It¡¯s already begun. It¡¯s real. But it can still be undone¡ªif you choose.¡± Sarah took a shuddering breath. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Jack,¡± she whispered, shaking her head. ¡°I love you, but I can¡¯t finish it. I can¡¯t be the reason you give up more of your life.¡± Jack wrapped his arms around her, holding her close as his chest tightened painfully. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± he murmured, stroking her hair. ¡°I understand.¡± As they left, Sarah¡¯s tears returned in full force. ¡°I just want to go home, Jack,¡± she choked out, her voice breaking. ¡°I¡¯m so tired.¡± Jack¡¯s heart ached, but he nodded, pressing a kiss to her temple. ¡°Okay,¡± he whispered. ¡°We¡¯ll go home.¡± Back on the porch, they sat together, watching the sun sink low on the horizon. Jack held her hand tightly, his grip a silent promise. ¡°No matter what happens,¡± he said softly, ¡°we¡¯ll face it together.¡± Sarah leaned into him, tears drying on her cheeks. ¡°Thank you, Jack¡ for staying.¡± He nodded, his voice barely a whisper. ¡°One day at a time. Together.¡± They sat in silence, accepting the half-formed bond that bound them. It wouldn¡¯t unravel, and they would bear the weight of it for as long as they could. But for now, they had each other. And that would have to be enough. CHAPTER 50: Forsaking All Others When they arrived back in Lily corner Gabriel handed Jack a stack of messages. He seemed more capable of running the business without losing his sanity. Jack could see that he was doing well managing the place on his own. ¡°This Demi does not want to leave you alone. She keeps calling, she even staked out here in town for a couple of weeks while you were gone.¡± Gabriel updated him, and Jack sighed wearily. He did not want anything to do with his old life, not even Demi. ¡°Let''s go away, Jack¡± Sarah implored. ¡°Let''s just go somewhere where no one can find us.¡± Jack nodded. ¡°We¡¯ll drive north,¡± he told her. ¡°I hear the mountains are beautiful this time of year.¡± Sarah smiled and he could see the relief in her eyes. They packed up a few things and left Lily corner behind them. Driving north they left the desert behind them for cooler weather and lush forests. The drive was peaceful as they traversed the winding roads. A heavy silence hung in the air. The kind that settles like a blanket over two people who have nothing left to say to each other but so much to leave unsaid. Sarah slept most of the way, her head resting on his shoulder, her breath warm against his neck. The rain began to fall softly, pattering against the windshield, like tiny fingers drumming out a melody. Jack turned on the wipers and continued down the road toward their future together, whatever that might be. They debated along the way on where to go, they settled on a cabin that they could rent for cash just outside a town that was even smaller than Lilly corner. As they settled into cabin life, on a daily basis Jack tried not to notice the bones she was becoming. He lay by her and held her all night, filling her ears with praises fit for the queen she was. They had so much fun talking and laughing, even on weak days when she could not leave her bed. She spoke in a croaky whisper and laughed gently. In long pauses in between, they sometimes stared at each other and let their eyes communicate. Jack liked it best when he was feeding her¡ªwhen she just sat propped up and let him serve her. Sometimes, she teared up at all the stress she was putting everyone through, but he kissed them away. He teased her and made her laugh. Deep down he wished for something, just one thing, that could turn out successful. Jack had searched for answers, anything that would ease her pain. There was a doctor from the city who came by once a week just to check on her offered pain killers, she did not want them, they only made her groggy and did not work on this. He studied everything he could get his hands on, the magical world couldn''t heal her because she was a Creature herself. She was resistant to spells that could be cast on mere humans. And the medicine of the human world had not found a permanent cure for the disease at the stage that it had gotten to. Jack had searched for months. Now, she had stopped it all, all the searches. "No more cures!" she had declared vehemently, looking at him with those serious eyes that meant she wouldn''t take "no" for an answer. "All that time you used going up and down could have been spent more meaningfully. I just want to spend the remainder of my life with you... In love with you. Loving you. Making love to you..." And so the searches stopped then. Now, any day she woke up was a miracle. She woke up extra strong, and it was a party. On those nights Jack danced with her, slowly, holding her body gently, no matter what the song was. One night, when Sarah felt strong and full of life, Jack scooped her up and carried her to the bed, expecting her to settle in for sleep. But that night was different¡ªhe could see it in her eyes, the way they shimmered with a playful, unspoken desire. Unauthorized duplication: this narrative has been taken without consent. Report sightings. ¡°Sarah¡¡± Jack protested gently, shaking his head even as he leaned in, drawn by the warmth radiating from her. ¡°Are you sure?¡± She laughed, a low, throaty sound, her eyes gleaming with mischief. ¡°I¡¯m more than sure,¡± she whispered, her fingers trailing over his chest. ¡°You¡¯ve always been so careful, so gentle with me. I promise you¡ I want this.¡± He hesitated, caught between his fears and the intensity of the love he felt for her. But then she looked at him with those eyes¡ªsoft, inviting¡ªand every bit of resolve melted away. ¡°You know you can¡¯t deny me, Jack. Why keep trying?¡± she teased, lips brushing against his jaw. And she was right. He could never say no to her. Not when he loved her like this. Slowly, Jack leaned down, capturing her lips in a tender, lingering kiss. Her response was immediate, her arms wrapping around his neck, drawing him closer. He moved carefully, reverently, his touch worshipful as his hands skimmed over her body, memorizing every curve and contour. They shifted, their movements a seamless dance of anticipation and restraint. Jack took his time, savoring the feel of her, the way she arched beneath him, completely alive and vibrant. He slid his hands along her thighs, coaxing her closer, until every inch of her was pressed against him. The tension between them was electric, and when they finally came together, it was like the world around them ceased to exist. ¡°Take it easy,¡± he murmured, his voice a breathless whisper as they moved slowly, savoring every shared heartbeat. But Sarah only smiled up at him, her gaze soft and unguarded, and met his rhythm, determined to give as much as she received. Her hands caressed his back, her touch light but insistent, as if anchoring him to this perfect, fleeting moment. Time seemed to stretch as they moved in unison, each touch, each kiss steeped in a love that felt limitless. Jack leaned down, capturing her lips in another slow, consuming kiss as they found their release together, the world blurring around them. When it was over, Sarah lay curled against him, her skin warm and flushed, her breathing steady and calm. Jack stroked her hair, feeling the rise and fall of her chest against his, his own heart still racing. She rested her cheek against his chest, her fingers tracing gentle patterns over his skin. ¡°Marry me, Jack,¡± she whispered suddenly. His heart skipped a beat. He shifted slightly, looking down at her, surprised by the gravity in her eyes. She nodded, her expression earnest. ¡°I know I won¡¯t let you complete the Entwining,¡± she murmured softly, ¡°but I want us to be one, in every way we can. Legally. In every way that matters.¡± For a moment, Jack was speechless. The thought of being her husband, of making her his in every way possible, filled him with an overwhelming sense of love and purpose. ¡°Yes,¡± he breathed, pressing a kiss to her forehead. ¡°Yes, Sarah. I want that more than anything.¡± And as they lay together, wrapped in the warmth of each other¡¯s arms, it felt like, for once, the future was theirs to claim. They chose a beautiful Saturday afternoon. The sun shone brightly, and Sarah¡¯s white gown caught the light perfectly, making her glow in every photo. It was a small ceremony in the town¡¯s church, filled to the brim with the people of Lily Corner. Everyone who wanted to be there came, packing the tiny space with warmth and excitement. Andrew stood proudly as Jack¡¯s best man, while Mira served as Sarah¡¯s maid of honor. Gabriel and the rest of the staff had transformed the lounge into a reception area, clearing tables and setting up extra seating. They had stayed up all night preparing the food¡ªeach dish made with care and love. The local minister, a familiar face to everyone, officiated the ceremony. Sarah was too weak to stand for long, but Jack didn¡¯t let it show. When it was time for the vows, he and Andrew stood on either side of her, supporting her gently. She didn¡¯t waver, not once. She beamed up at Jack, her eyes shining brighter than any gown could. Seeing her like that, so radiant and full of life, made his heart swell with pride and love. This was their day¡ªno fear, no sadness. Just the two of them, choosing each other. The preacher kept the sermon brief, his words direct and heartfelt. But when it came time to exchange vows, the emotions swelled. Jack slid the ring onto her finger, his hands steady, his gaze unwavering. There were no tears in his eyes¡ªjust a fierce, overwhelming joy that filled every corner of his being. The crowd erupted in cheers, and Sarah grinned up at him, her own eyes misty but strong. This was their moment, and she wasn¡¯t going to let it slip away. When they finally kissed, enveloped in the joyful shouts of their friends and neighbors, Sarah leaned in close, her lips brushing his. ¡°You know what this means, right?¡± she whispered, her smile lighting up her entire face. ¡°This union before God and man?¡± Jack looked into her eyes, seeing all the love and determination there. ¡°What does it mean, Mrs. Harper?¡± he teased softly. ¡°It means we¡¯ve forsaken all other ties before this. Not some, Jack. All of them.¡± Her smile widened, and the weight of those words sank in. Jack felt something shift deep within him¡ªsomething powerful and freeing. It was as if every burden, every expectation, had melted away, leaving only the pure, simple truth of this moment: she was his, and he was hers. Grinning, he pulled her close, wrapping his arms around her as if he¡¯d never let go. This wasn¡¯t about grand gestures or media attention. There were no fake smiles or cameras flashing¡ªjust a simple, genuine joining of two hearts. And that was everything. Absolutely everything. CHAPTER 51: The Devils Fury The devil''s lair trembled with barely contained rage. Shadows writhed along the walls, and the air crackled with malevolent energy. Demi stood before him, her usual confidence replaced by trepidation. "You failed me, Demi," the devil hissed, his eyes glowing like embers. "Jack was supposed to be mine." Demi swallowed hard. "I tried," she offered weakly. "Once he got back to Lily Corner, he disappeared. They both did." The devil''s laughter was a cruel, mirthless sound. "You tried? Your pathetic attempts weren''t nearly enough!" He paced the room, his form shifting between human and monstrous. "Yes, she blocked me too. But she never let him complete the entwining ceremony, so I was still able to sense him. I couldn''t locate them or reach his dreams, but I could feel his presence." Demi remained silent, knowing any excuse would only fuel his anger. "And then," the devil continued, his voice dripping with venom, "they married. They had been entwined enough that the marriage was as strong as the entwining ceremony would have been. His soul is now eternally bound to hers and out of my reach forever!" If you discover this tale on Amazon, be aware that it has been unlawfully taken from Royal Road. Please report it. He whirled on Demi, his face a mask of fury. "Do you understand what you''ve cost me? Jack was to be my masterpiece, my crowning achievement in corruption. And now he''s lost to me forever!" "My lord," Demi began, but the devil cut her off with a snarl. "Silence! Your incompetence has ruined years of careful planning. I should cast you into the deepest pits for this failure." The devil''s form solidified, and he loomed over Demi, his voice dropping to a menacing whisper. "You disappoint me, Demi. And disappointment has consequences." Demi felt a chill run down her spine as the shadows closed in around her. She knew that whatever punishment awaited her, it would be severe. The devil didn''t tolerate failure, especially not when it cost him a soul as valuable as Jack''s. "Perhaps," the devil mused, a cruel smile twisting his features, "I should bind your fate to Jack''s as well. Let you feel every moment of joy and love that should have been mine to corrupt. It would be a fitting torment, don''t you think?" Demi''s eyes widened in horror. "Please, my lord. Give me another chance. I can still be useful to you." The devil regarded her coldly. "We shall see, Demi. We shall see." As the shadows engulfed her, Demi realized that her failure with Jack might cost her everything she too had worked for. The devil''s wrath was terrible, and she had invoked it in the worst possible way. CHAPTER 52: Legacy of Love After Sarah''s death, Jack was left grappling with a void that felt insurmountable. The love of his life was gone, and with her, it seemed, went his purpose. The city had been left behind, along with its glories. Demi and her constant attempts to dictate Jack''s life were a distant memory. He had no idea where she was or whose life she was currently meddling with. Even the nightmares had stopped. Jack''s place and purpose were now in Lily Corner. They had come back there after the wedding. He had been by Sarah''s side in her final moments. Her hand, skeletal and fragile, rested in his. People came and went, offering words of encouragement, but their eyes betrayed their sadness. Jack absorbed it all so Sarah wouldn''t have to see. On the day she died, Andrew and Doctor Peter were there in the morning. They stood by the open windows, unable to look at her. Sarah always wanted the windows open these days. It was as if she wanted to feel a part of the world outside. It was about 8 pm when she squeezed his hand a bit, just awoke from sleep. Jack stumbled awake and drew closer to her. "Hey, baby. Are you okay?" he asked. "Yeah," she said in a voice that was no longer hers. It was small and sounded painful. "Are Peter and Andrew still here?" "Yeah. In the lounge though. Maybe they hope to stay all night." She laughed, though it was more of a breath. "Nah... I won''t keep them waiting too long." After a brief, tender moment between them, Sarah asked Jack to call in Peter and Andrew. "Oh, and tell Gabriel to play ''Islands in the Stream,'' okay?" When Jack returned with Andrew and Peter, "Islands in the Stream" was playing out at the lounge, but Sarah was not moving. She was just lying there peacefully, like an angel. Jack stood at the door, looking at that smile of hers, even as Andrew started shaking her and Peter brought out a stethoscope. Nothing prepared Jack for the loss. Not months of coming to terms with it, not promises of not being killed by it, and definitely not by crying his eyes out. The numbness, nightmares, and the tears that wouldn''t stop from deep within, the willingness to die was the worst of all. Jack faced it all, but away from the place they had made their home. He isolated himself in Mauritius, the place where their honeymoon memories still lingered like the gentle sea breeze, a bittersweet reminder of the happiness they once shared. Jack stayed in the same hotel, asked for the same room, and went to the same places. He allowed himself to feel her. He allowed himself to remember her, alive. In his darkest moments, when the weight of grief was unbearable and threatened to crush him entirely, he found an unexpected solace in writing. The process of putting pen to paper, of letting his emotions flow through his fingers onto the blank page, became more than just a hobby ¨C it was a lifeline, a tether to the world of the living when all he wanted was to follow Sarah into the great beyond. Night after night, Jack poured his heart and soul into the manuscript, capturing every nuance of their love story. He wrote of their first meeting, the spark that ignited between them, and the challenges they faced together. He detailed every sacrifice they made, every obstacle they overcame, and the deep connection that transcended lifetimes. When he finally completed the manuscript, it was as if a part of him had been healed. The raw, gaping wound of Sarah''s loss had not closed entirely, but it had begun to mend. With trembling hands, he reached out to Mr. Banks, the publisher who had always believed in him, even when Jack himself had lost faith. Reading on Amazon or a pirate site? This novel is from Royal Road. Support the author by reading it there. Mr. Banks picked up on the first ring and practically started crying when Jack told him he wanted to see him concerning a manuscript. The call was filled with emotion, Jack''s voice cracking as he explained the nature of his new work. Mr. Banks, who had been waiting for this moment for years, accepted the manuscript with open arms, recognizing the power of the story even before reading a single word. The book''s success was overwhelming, beyond anything Jack or Mr. Banks had dared to hope. Readers around the world were captivated by the depth of Jack''s story, the raw emotion that bled through every page, and the powerful themes of love, sacrifice, and redemption. Letters poured in from people whose lives had been touched by the book, many sharing their own stories of loss and redemption. When Jack''s fame started to be sung all over again, it couldn''t sway him. He was a different man then. He was rooted and grounded. He understood purpose and priority. The money that flowed from the book''s success was substantial, but Jack was no longer driven by fame or wealth. He had found a new purpose, one that went beyond his own healing. With a renewed sense of mission, Jack used the proceeds to expand Drago''s, turning it into a place that would forever honor Sarah''s memory. The lounge was almost completely rebuilt, with more floor space and better furnishings. Every detail, from the soft lighting to the comfortable seating, was chosen with care to create an atmosphere of warmth and welcome. It was renamed "Sarah''s Drago''s," a tribute to the woman who had touched so many lives and whose spirit would forever be a part of the place. But Jack''s vision extended far beyond the walls of the lounge. In a moment of clarity, he and Peter discussed the possibility of building a cancer research institute in Sarah''s name. The figures were daunting, the task seemingly insurmountable, but Jack was undeterred. He saw it as an opportunity to turn their personal tragedy into hope for countless others. With unwavering determination, he began planning his next book, with the goal of making it even bigger and more impactful than the first. As his success grew, Jack never forgot the community that had supported him through his darkest times. He financially blessed the church in Lily Corner, finding comfort and fellowship in the preacher who had officiated his wedding. The church, once struggling to keep its doors open, now thrived, becoming a beacon of hope for the entire community. Jack found a new understanding of freedom and purpose as the days went by, realizing that true wealth lay not in bank accounts, but in the lives he could touch and the legacy he could leave behind. However, as the years passed, Jack''s health began to decline, mirroring Sarah''s final days in a way that was both poetic and heartbreaking. But unlike the fear and despair that had marked his earlier years, he faced this new challenge with the same courage Sarah had shown. He found peace in the knowledge that their sacrifices had freed them from their past, and that their love story would live on long after he was gone. One evening, as he lay in bed, surrounded by the soft glow of sunset filtering through his window, Jack felt an overwhelming sense of peace wash over him. The room seemed to fill with a warm, golden light, and in that moment, he knew his time had come. As he closed his eyes for the last time, he saw Sarah waiting for him, her smile radiant and welcoming, just as beautiful as the day he first met her. She took his hand, her touch as real and comforting as it had ever been, and together, they walked into the light, free at last from the curse that had bound them. Jack Harper passed away quietly, surrounded by the love and memories of Sarah. Their sacrifices had not only freed them in this life but had ensured their souls would be forever entwined in future lifetimes, free from the burdens of their past. As news of his passing spread, it was as if a collective sigh of both sadness and celebration rippled through the community of Lily Corner and beyond. The town mourned the loss of Jack, but they also celebrated the love story that had inspired so many. "Sarah''s Drago''s" stood as a gathering place for those who wanted to remember the couple, its walls adorned with photos and mementos of their life together. The cancer research institute, now fully funded and operational, stood as a beacon of hope for those battling the disease that had taken Sarah. These lasting legacies ensured that their story would continue to inspire future generations, a testament to the power of love to transcend even death itself. Jack''s final book, published posthumously, became a timeless classic. It was a testament to the power of love, redemption, and the enduring bond between two souls destined to be together, lifetime after lifetime. Readers around the world found solace and inspiration in its pages, many claiming that it had changed their lives and given them the courage to love more deeply and live more fully. EPILOGUE: The Next Movement (End Book 1 in the Devil Kissed series) The air in the devil''s lair was thick with tension as Demi stood before her master once again. Time had passed since their last encounter, where the devil had hinted at the possibility of a second chance. Now, summoned back, Demi fought to keep her composure, acutely aware that her fate once again hung in the balance. The devil reclined on his obsidian throne, his fingers drumming an ominous rhythm on the armrest. His eyes, gleaming with otherworldly fire, fixed upon Demi. "So, Demi," he began, his voice deceptively calm, "I''ve had time to consider your... situation." Demi swallowed hard, forcing herself to meet his gaze. "Yes, my lord?" The devil leaned forward, shadows dancing around him. "Your failure with Jack was spectacular, I must say. Truly impressive in its magnitude." He paused, allowing the weight of his words to sink in. "However, your previous successes cannot be ignored. You''ve brought me many souls over the eons." A flicker of hope ignited in Demi''s chest, but she dared not let it show. "I live to serve you, my lord." "Indeed," the devil mused. With a wave of his hand, an image materialized between them - a young musician, hunched over a drink in a dingy bar. "This is your opportunity for redemption, Demi." This content has been unlawfully taken from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere. Demi studied the image intently, noting the desperation etched on the young man''s face. "I understand, my lord. I won''t fail you again." The devil''s smile was razor-sharp. "See that you don''t. I''ve chosen this one carefully. His potential for corruption is... exquisite. Nurture it well." "What of love, my lord?" Demi asked, remembering how it had been her undoing with Jack. "Should I ensure he remains isolated?" The devil''s laughter echoed through the chamber, a sound that sent chills down Demi''s spine. "Oh no, my dear. Let him love. Let him form connections. But twist them, poison them. Make his love a weapon against his own soul." Demi nodded, a wicked smile spreading across her face as understanding dawned. "It will be done, my lord." As she turned to leave, the devil''s voice stopped her. "Remember, Demi. This is your final chance. Succeed, and your rewards will be beyond imagination. Fail..." He left the threat unspoken, but Demi felt its weight all the same. "I won''t let you down," she said, her voice firm with determination. The devil watched her go, satisfaction glimmering in his eyes. Jack and Sarah may have escaped him, but there were always more souls to corrupt, more dreams to twist. And with Demi''s renewed dedication, this young musician''s fall from grace promised to be truly spectacular. As Demi disappeared into the shadows, the devil turned his gaze to the mortal realm, anticipation was building for this new chapter in his grand design. "Let the music play," he murmured. "The symphony of temptation begins anew." INTRODUCTION : The Devil Kissed Rockstar (Book 2 In the Devil Kissed Series) Song Lyrics: Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. If you encounter this story on Amazon, note that it''s taken without permission from the author. Report it. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. But she, she will break these chains from me, she will set my soul free. She. She is my deepest fantasy, She means everything to me, She will make the world see. She. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. CHAPTER 1 : Where it all Began As Catherine sank into the worn sofa, the faint scent of coffee mingling with the lingering aroma of last night''s takeout, she tried to quell the anxiety bubbling in her chest. Her best friend, Molly, paced the room, her excitement palpable in the air. "You''re seriously interviewing him?" Molly asked for the fifth time, her voice a mix of awe and disbelief. Catherine exhaled slowly, her fingers tightening around the warm mug. "For the last time, yes!¡± she confirmed, her voice steady despite the flutter in her stomach. "I''m interviewing Phoenix." "Like THE Phoenix?" Molly pressed, leaning forward, her red hair falling across her face. Catherine''s nose scrunched up in amused annoyance, a familiar gesture that Molly knew all too well. "No, Phoenix and the Beanstalk... yes, THE Phoenix." "Seriously?" Molly stared at her, eyes wide with wonder. "Seriously," Catherine replied, meeting her gaze. Molly shook her head, amazement written across her features. "I just don''t understand how you can be so calm. I don''t understand why you aren''t totally freaking out right now." "Because he''s just a person? Just like anyone else?" Catherine responded, but even as the words left her lips, a part of her wondered if that was true. There was something about Phoenix, something that set him apart from other celebrities she''d interviewed. It wasn''t just his fame or his looks, but something... otherworldly. "Except he''s not like anyone else! He''s the most famous rock star on earth!" Molly exclaimed, her voice tinged with exasperation and awe. The air in the room seemed to crackle with her excitement, reminding Catherine of the energy at a Phoenix concert. "I''m sorry, Catherine, I know I sound like a broken record, but it just seems surreal¡ªlike a dream or something. Phoenix hasn''t done an interview in forever. Do you know how rare this is? That someone gets to be this close to him? I wonder what he smells like¡." Catherine looked at her with mild concern. "Uh, I¡¯d hope he smells like his signature fragrance, or that¡¯s terrible marketing¡." Molly flopped onto the couch beside her with a loud sigh. "I bet his sweat tastes like candy," she said dreamily, looking at Catherine with hopeful eyes. "Do you think you could find out?" "Uh, umm¡ I don''t think I''m allowed to lick him during an interview," Catherine replied, scrunching her nose, trying to shake off the unsettling image Molly''s words conjured. "What about beforehand?" Molly asked, her tone eerily serious. Catherine stared at her, clearly indicating a firm "no" with her expression, a chill running through her at the thought. "Afterward?" "Molly, this is serious," Catherine started to say, feeling the weight of the opportunity¡ªand its potential dangers¡ªsettling on her shoulders. "I wasn''t joking," Molly mumbled, her eyes flickering with an intensity that made Catherine uneasy. "Please, Molly, this is a big deal," Catherine pleaded, trying to ground both herself and her friend in reality, even as doubts about what that reality truly was began to creep into her mind. "I bloody know that!" Molly exclaimed, her voice tinged with a mix of frustration and reverence. "It''s Phoenix freaking Astar! He''s like the most famous rock star ever. Not to mention how hot he is! His devil-may-care smile is totally swoon-worthy!" "Yes, he¡¯s¡ a big deal, I¡¯m not denying that." Catherine wasn''t going to argue about the "hot" comment. Even in her professionalism, she couldn''t deny that Phoenix was attractive, with that trademark devilish smirk of his. Despite his humble beginnings, Catherine figured fame had likely changed him. Rumors circulated about him being rude and lashing out at paparazzi, though she knew they often provoked celebrities. She exhaled and looked at Molly, who was so excited that Catherine didn¡¯t want to let her down. "But that¡¯s not what I meant. It¡¯s a big deal for my career, so I need to be professional about it, but I¡¯ll see if I can take you with me, okay? You won¡¯t be able to join the interview, but maybe he¡¯ll meet you afterward and sign something for you. I can¡¯t guarantee it, but I¡¯ll try. Just don¡¯t try to lick him." "Oh my God! Oh my God!" Molly squealed, nearly knocking Catherine backward as she hugged her tightly. "You''re the best! I promise I''ll behave! Well, mostly," she added with a wink. As Molly darted off to prepare, Catherine called after her, "I mean it, Molly! No licking!" "No promises!" Molly''s voice echoed from the other room. Catherine wanted to say her intentions were pure, but honestly, she just needed a break from Molly¡¯s constant questioning. With Molly now focused on getting ready to possibly meet Phoenix, Catherine could finally breathe. She¡¯d interviewed celebrities before, but never someone as high-profile as Phoenix. This could be her big break, and if it went well, it could lead to more opportunities with top-tier celebrities. Catherine had always dreamed of becoming a renowned journalist, specializing in exposing the hidden truths behind celebrity personas. She had worked tirelessly for years, starting as an intern at a small local newspaper before gradually climbing the ranks to become a respected writer for a mid-tier entertainment magazine. Her articles were known for their insightful analysis and ability to peel back the layers of carefully crafted public images. This interview with Phoenix Astar represented a pivotal moment in her career - a chance to break into the upper echelons of entertainment journalism. If she could uncover something truly newsworthy about the enigmatic rock star, it could catapult her career to new heights, potentially leading to a position at a major publication or even her own column. However, Catherine was determined to maintain her journalistic integrity, refusing to resort to tabloid tactics or sensationalism. She wanted to reveal the real Phoenix Astar to the world, not just another glossy, manufactured image. As she prepared for the interview, Catherine couldn''t shake the feeling that there was more to Phoenix''s story than met the eye - a mystery she was determined to unravel. Stolen from its rightful author, this tale is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings. Later, as Catherine went over her interview questions, she muttered to herself, "No questions were allowed on the subjects of the occult, and nothing about Hannah Moore..." She couldn''t help but wonder aloud, "What are you hiding, Phoenix Astar?" The silence that followed her question seemed heavy with unspoken secrets, and for a moment, Catherine could have sworn she felt a presence in the room, watching, waiting. She shivered, pushing the feeling aside. "Get it together, Catherine," she told herself firmly. "It''s just an interview. Nothing more." But even as she said the words, a part of her wondered if that was true, and what price fame might truly demand. As Molly fussed over her appearance, Catherine dealt with her own anxiety by cleaning their small city apartment. The air felt heavy with anticipation, and Catherine couldn''t shake the feeling that invisible eyes were watching her every move. Molly''s mess seemed to have a life of its own, clothes and makeup scattered like offerings to some unseen deity. "Where is it?!" Molly''s voice echoed from the other room, tinged with panic. "Where''s what?" Catherine called back, scrubbing the bathroom sink with an intensity that betrayed her nervousness. "My good bra!" Molly shouted, her voice cracking with desperation. "The red one?" Molly appeared in the doorway, her eyes wild. "No! The leopard print one," she said, her voice dropping to a whisper as if speaking of something forbidden. Catherine raised an eyebrow, a chill running down her spine. "The push-up? The one for your boobs?" "Yes!" Molly said, her frantic energy filling the small space. "You threw it out, remember? It was falling apart." Molly''s face contorted in horror. "No! I thought I fixed it?" Catherine shook her head, feeling an inexplicable sense of dread. "No, you were drunk and put it in the bin. It was ripped and the strap broke." Molly''s eyes welled up with tears, and for a moment, Catherine could have sworn she saw something dark flicker in their depths. "This is so not happening! That''s my good bra. My lucky bra. I picked up Steve Bailey in that bra." "The jock from high school?" "Yeah! The super popular one!" "That was six years ago, Molly. That bra should''ve been shredded years ago." As Molly started to cry, Catherine felt a surge of protectiveness. She grabbed her friend''s shoulders, steadying her. "Just breathe. You''re so much more than a good push-up bra. Besides, Phoenix''s an ass man." "Is he?" Molly sniffled, her eyebrows furrowing. "Yeah, I think so. And you''re beautiful. Naturally beautiful. You don''t need all that stuff." Later, as they continued their preparations, the air in the apartment seemed to thicken with unspoken tension. Catherine couldn''t shake the feeling that they were teetering on the edge of something vast and unknowable. "Shouldn''t you be like¡ preparing?" Molly asked, eyeing Catherine''s casual look with concern. "I am," Catherine replied, her voice steady despite the flutter in her stomach. "No, like¡ your look," Molly gestured, frowning. Catherine frowned back, a sense of unease creeping over her. "What''s wrong with my look?" "Nothing! It''s just that your eyebrows are bushy, your legs are hairy, and all your sexy clothes are in the wash." "Why would I wear sexy clothes? It''s a radio interview, Molly. No one will see me." "Exactly! But he will see you!" As Catherine reluctantly agreed to wear a suit, she couldn''t help but wonder what she was really preparing for. What power did Phoenix truly hold, and what price would they pay for getting close to him? "But I refuse to shave my legs!" Catherine called out as Molly left the apartment. Molly''s laugh echoed back, "How professional!" The door closed, leaving Catherine alone with her thoughts and the unsettling feeling that tomorrow would change everything. EDIT - looking for feedback on this section below Catherine found herself standing in front of the full-length mirror in her bedroom, taking in her reflection with a critical eye. The dark blazer and pants created a sharp, polished silhouette, while the crisp white blouse added a touch of elegance. The butterfly-shaped clip in her hair, a last-minute addition at Molly''s insistence, added a subtle hint of whimsy to her otherwise professional appearance. Her brown hair fell in loose waves down her back, the half-up, half-down style framing her face neatly. Catherine studied her reflection in the full-length mirror, taking in every detail of her appearance. Her brown hair, neither particularly lustrous nor dull, fell in loose waves down her back, styled in a practical half-up, half-down look that framed her heart-shaped face. Her blue eyes, a shade that reminded her of faded denim, looked back at her with a mix of determination and apprehension. She noted the gentle lines around her eyes, testament to both laughter and late nights poring over articles. Her nose, which she''d always thought was a touch too small for her face, crinkled slightly as she scrutinized her appearance. Her lips, a natural pale pink, were pressed together in concentration. The dark suit she''d chosen fit well, creating a sharp, professional silhouette. The crisp white blouse added a touch of contrast, peeking out from beneath the blazer. The butterfly-shaped clip, a whimsical addition that felt almost out of place in her serious attire, glinted in her hair. Catherine knew she wasn''t striking in the conventional sense. She was the type of person one might pass on the street without a second glance ¨C not unattractive, but decidedly ordinary. Yet, in her fitted suit and with her determined expression, she exuded an air of quiet competence. As she adjusted her blazer one final time, smoothing out an imaginary wrinkle, Catherine wondered if her understated appearance would serve as an asset or a hindrance when face-to-face with someone as extraordinary as Phoenix Astar. Taking a deep breath, she turned away from the mirror, her practical pumps clicking softly on the floor as she steeled herself for the interview ahead. The weight of the opportunity ¨C and its potential dangers ¨C settled on her shoulders as she left the room. Chapter 2: The Devils Owns Me Phoenix didn''t want to do the interview. It was something Demi had arranged for him, but he couldn''t understand why. He had been a huge star for years. He had performed in front of thousands, earned a fortune that he couldn''t possibly spend, traveled to countless places, and experienced everything, sex, drugs, and more. He had achieved everything he ever wanted, well everything except a second song. That was the infernal hitch to his success, there would be only one. Any more would lead to the completion of his eternal bondage to the underworld. His one hit had such a cultural resonance that it rocket him to the top. Just as promised. He was a rock star. Everyone wanted that song. The licensing deals, the commercials, the social media play and his cult-like following that was willing to pay to see a slew of opening bands as long as he was the final act performing his one and only song live. It wasn¡¯t just his only hit, it was his only song. It was the hit that made his life what it was. There seemed to be no end to the revenue sources it provided. That¡¯s why he couldn''t understand Demi insisting on this interview. Maybe she just wanted to lure him out of his secluded retreat, away from his private island, and back into the public. She seemed to think she was helping, thinking he was depressed after his breakup with Hannah, someone she had never approved of, but had she ever approved of any of them? Phoenix''s depression wasn''t because of losing Hannah. Sure, she was physically attractive and had connections, but she wasn''t particularly smart, funny, or interesting. Their relationship lacked substance, and Phoenix knew he had never been in love with her. In fact, his depression had started long before the breakup. Despite what the paparazzi printed, he wasn''t happy, and nothing seemed to bring him joy. Sitting in his darkened bedroom, staring at the flickering flames of his fireplace, Phoenix''s mind tortured him with endless thoughts. He took a sip from his bottle of alcohol and considered pouring it onto the fire, hoping it might mean he wouldn''t have to go to the interview¡ªor do anything¡ªever again. Just as he tilted the bottle, his phone buzzed in his pocket. It was Demi. He ignored the call, but she began spamming him with texts: Demi: pick up x x Demi: we still haven¡¯t gone over your interview x x Demi: It¡¯s tomorrow morning x x Demi: I organized the car to pick you up x x Demi: You really should get a cat. You need company. Being so isolated from everyone, alone on that damn island can¡¯t be good for you¡ x x Demi: we are all worried about you ¡ x x Demi: I¡¯m worried about you x x Demi: Please can you at least do a thumb react so I know you got these messages? x x If you encounter this story on Amazon, note that it''s taken without permission from the author. Report it. Demi: Phoenix? x x Demi: Please? x x Demi: Don¡¯t make me haul ass to your island, because I will idc what time it is! I am literally the only person who looks after you, the least you can do is reply x x Demi: Ever since Hannah broke up with you you¡¯ve been such a prick. x x Phoenix glowered at the last message. She knew that would get a response from him. His thumb hovered over the keyboard, ready to correct her about who broke up with whom, but then she sent another text: Demi: hm ok, if that didn¡¯t get you then you must be asleep x x Demi: GOOD! Rest. Demi: Remember, tomorrow, bright and early! The car will be there at 4:30 am! Please dress nice & respectfully. We need to rebrand. Love you lots! x x With that, she left him alone. Phoenix sighed, lighting a cigarette from the fireplace, nearly burning the tips of his hair in the process. Demi might have been annoying, but she was really his only friend. In the industry, he knew a lot of people, but few really knew him. He¡¯d had girlfriends, plenty, and all the perks that came with fame, but true friends? There were none¡ªexcept for Demi. She was the only person he invited to his secluded island, the only one he truly confided in. And she was not even human, she was a demon in disguise¡ªa succubus. She arrived the morning after he made the deal that led to all of this. Obviously she was part of the deal, but she had been there since the beginning. If he had an actual friend it would have to be Demi. She had a knack for sensing when he wasn¡¯t doing well. She often brought him alcohol or other substances to help ease his burdens. Phoenix knew that other than Demi, he was alone. But he wasn¡¯t ready to give it up. He was destined to be isolated in this life and beyond. Maybe that was why Demi set up the interview, Phoenix wondered. To get him to engage with people again? Or maybe it was just to manage the bad publicity after his breakup with Hannah, even though Demi had always said there was no such thing as bad publicity. Phoenix didn''t care much about any of it, except when she suggested Hannah dumped him, which wasn''t true. He had ended things, not the other way around. Despite what Hannah told the tabloids, he wasn¡¯t heartbroken. But Hannah wasn¡¯t wrong about the rest. Phoenix was a liar, a cheater, a snake¡ªeverything she said. And on top of all that, he had sold his soul for fame. Phoenix thought back to his younger self, desperate to get his music out there, foolish enough to summon a demon. It had been easier than he imagined, and looking back, he regretted it. Fame and success didn''t equal happiness. If he had one wish now, it would be for happiness¡ªnot money or material things. Happiness and time. Those were the real treasures, the things money couldn''t buy. Choosing his clothes for the interview, Phoenix settled on black slacks and a black button-up shirt, knowing he had to look good for the paparazzi, who always seemed to know where he was. He then tried to sober up, knowing he needed to be at least somewhat coherent for the next day''s interview. Phoenix showered, brushed his teeth, and tried to sleep, but the demon''s words haunted him: "Fame will find you, like chains to a blade, it will bind to your heart¡ªyour soul now tied to us, forever. One song will be your legacy, your only. Should you sing another word, or dare to break your sacred vow¡ªyour soul to us, it will belong, like chains to a blade, bound eternal." It was why he struggled with insomnia, why he took uppers to stay awake, but sleep was inevitable, just like the curse that haunted him. His soul was doomed, and he no longer belonged to himself. He was their property, bound by the words of a demon that echoed in his mind, night after night. Chapter 3: The Interview Catherine woke up bright and early the next morning, as she had promised Molly. The sun was barely peeking through the curtains, casting a soft glow across her room. She didn''t want to get up, her body yearning for just a few more minutes of sleep, but she had promised Molly that she would make a good impression when interviewing the man who Molly claimed was her "soulmate." Catherine knew better, of course. Molly had been finding "soulmates" for as long as she had known her, each one supposedly more perfect than the last. But Catherine didn''t want Molly to blame her when things inevitably didn''t turn out like she wanted. So, with a heavy sigh, she dragged herself out of bed and began her meticulous preparation. She carefully ironed her suit, smoothing out every wrinkle with precision. The crisp white blouse contrasted nicely with the dark blazer and pants. Catherine styled her hair into a cute half-up, half-down hairstyle, struggling with the uncooperative strands that seemed determined to defy her efforts. Catherine''s hair was a regular brown, naturally grown from her head. It didn''t go auburn in the sun like those women in shampoo commercials, wasn''t thick or luscious, and was often difficult to style, which was why she usually avoided doing much with it. As promised to Molly, she added a clip¡ªa butterfly-shaped plastic one that looked ridiculous compared to her professional outfit, but it was the only clip she could find in her sparse collection of hair accessories. Molly had insisted she add a little "bling," and the clip served to shut her up. Not that Molly was focused on Catherine anyway; she had been up since 4 a.m., meticulously curling her hair and applying her makeup with the precision of an artist. Despite looking fabulous, she appeared a bit tired and red-eyed, the toll of her early morning beauty routine evident. Catherine thought Molly would have benefited more from a good night''s sleep but didn''t say anything as Molly downed another cup of coffee, her third since waking up. Molly, dressed in a short, violet dress that hugged her curves perfectly, looked flawless and beautiful. The color complemented her fiery red hair, which cascaded down her back in perfectly styled waves. Catherine hoped that Phoenix would at least have the decency to compliment Molly''s efforts, if nothing else. She tried to prepare Molly for possible rejection, gently mentioning rumors that Phoenix always had a girlfriend, but Molly was too busy planning their spring wedding to listen, her eyes glazed over with daydreams of white dresses and flower arrangements. They took a taxi to the radio station, the early morning traffic already beginning to build. Catherine preferred not to drive due to the heavy city congestion and her tired state. She grabbed some breakfast along the way, a simple bagel and coffee, but Molly refused to eat anything, worried about having a "food baby" when meeting Phoenix. Catherine thought Molly was being ridiculous but kept her thoughts to herself, not wanting to dampen her friend''s excitement. As they drove through the bustling city streets, Phoenix''s song started playing on the radio, its familiar melody filling the cab. Molly excitedly yelled, "Turn it up! Turn it up! Turn it up! Turn it up!" at the taxi driver, who complied with a bemused smile. Catherine sighed and looked out the window, watching the city rush by, annoyed by the overplayed song that seemed to follow her everywhere. The lyrics echoed in her mind, a constant reminder of the task ahead: Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it''s just not right. It''s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. When the taxi driver changed stations, trying to find some traffic information, the song started playing again on the new channel. "Kill me now," Catherine murmured to herself, then put on her headphones to listen to anything else, seeking refuge in her own playlist. They arrived at the radio station early, the imposing building looming over them. Catherine''s nerves began to build, a knot forming in her stomach. This interview was a big deal, set to be broadcast live on a popular radio station and later printed in a magazine. Catherine was anxious because it meant that any mistakes she made would be heard by thousands and later read by many more. The weight of responsibility settled heavily on her shoulders. Inside the station, they were greeted by a receptionist with a bright smile who informed them that Phoenix Astar hadn''t arrived yet. Catherine''s anxiety persisted, her mind racing with all the ways this interview could go wrong. She was ushered into the recording room, a state-of-the-art studio with soundproofed walls and high-tech equipment. There, she met the morning radio hosts, Anna and James, both of whom greeted her warmly. Stolen content warning: this tale belongs on Royal Road. Report any occurrences elsewhere. As she put on her headphones, adjusting them nervously, she regretted it because Phoenix''s song was playing again, the familiar melody seeming to mock her. Trying to keep her nervousness in check, Catherine ordered water to sip on, hoping it would calm her nerves and soothe her dry throat. Anna, a petite blonde with a infectious smile, asked, "Are you nervous?" "A little," Catherine admitted, her voice betraying more anxiety than she intended to show. "I''ve met Phoenix before," James said, his deep voice reassuring as he tried to put Catherine at ease. "You''ll be fine. He''s actually quite down-to-earth." "Easy for you to say," Anna replied with a chuckle, as the two hosts began their usual banter, their easy rapport a stark contrast to Catherine''s nervous energy. Mid-conversation, the door swung open with a dramatic flair, and Phoenix Astar strode into the room. Catherine wasn''t sure what to anticipate, but he was even more stunning in person than he appeared on television or in magazines. Time seemed to stand still as she stood near him, her heart racing. Was it because he was famous? Attractive? No, it was something else, something she couldn''t quite put her finger on. Phoenix''s deep eyes sparkled with an otherworldly charm, and his smile was just as charismatic as it seemed on screen, perhaps even more so in person. "Phoenix Astar," he said, his voice smooth and melodious as he extended his hand. "It''s a pleasure to meet you, miss¡?" "I¡I¡" Catherine blushed, her carefully prepared introduction flying out of her mind as she took his hand a little too aggressively. "I know who you are. I think anyone who has access to the internet knows who you are. Um, my name is Catherine." "Catherine," he repeated, still holding her hand, his touch sending an unexpected jolt through her. "Yep. Yes," she replied, mentally kicking herself for sounding so inarticulate. "That''s what the parents decided." "Well, I hope you won''t be too hard on me during our interview, Catherine," Phoenix said, a playful glint in his eye. "No, I''d never do that," Catherine assured him, then immediately wondered if that made her sound unprofessional. Phoenix raised his eyebrows, an amused smile playing on his lips. "Good to know." Realizing they were still holding hands, Catherine cleared her throat and pulled her hand back, feeling the loss of contact acutely. Despite not being a fan of his music, she couldn''t deny his strong presence, and she could still feel the burn of his touch on her skin long after they had separated. The interview began with Anna introducing Catherine and Phoenix to the listeners, her voice animated and engaging. Anna explained the new segment, "Lying in Ink," where Phoenix would be hooked up to a professional lie detector while Catherine asked him questions. Catherine felt the pressure as the spotlight turned to her, the weight of thousands of listeners'' expectations pressing down on her. "Uh, um. Well, Phoenix," Catherine began, stumbling slightly over her words before finding her footing. "There have been a lot of fan-made edits of you and your manager, Demi. People have speculated about your close relationship and even gone as far as saying that you are a ''thing''. She''s young and attractive, is there anything going on between you and your manager?" "Demi?" Phoenix seemed thrown by the question, his eyebrows shooting up in surprise. "Well, wow. I''ve heard about those videos and even read some steamy fanfics, but no, sadly, Demi and I are just friends. She is certainly very attractive, but we have a very professional bond. She''s more like a sister to me, really." "Well the needle shows you are telling the truth. Thank you for clearing that up," Catherine said, trying to steady her trembling voice and maintain a professional demeanor. Emboldened by his honest response, Catherine then asked about rumors concerning Phoenix''s sexuality, referencing an old interview where he hesitated when asked if he had ever been close with a guy. Phoenix responded casually, his body language relaxed as he admitted he had been kissed by one guy during a dare in college but reaffirming that he was straight. The lie detector remained steady, confirming his truthfulness. The interview continued with Anna jumping in to ask if Phoenix was single, her tone playful and teasing. Phoenix replied with a charming smile that he was happily single, spending time alone and soul-searching. "I''m focusing on my music and personal growth right now," he added, his voice taking on a more serious tone. Catherine then steeled herself to ask the question she had been dreading but felt compelled to ask. It was the elephant in the room, the question on everyone''s mind but that no one seemed brave enough to voice. "Are you working on any music?" she asked, her heart pounding. "While you''re soul-searching and spending this reflective time alone, are you working on anything else? Should we be expecting any new songs in the near future?" "Excuse me?" Phoenix stared at her, his easy charm faltering for a moment as surprise flickered across his face. "It''s just," Catherine swallowed, gathering her courage to continue, "it''s been a decade and, as popular as your song is, you''d think you''d make¡well¡a new one. Don''t you think? I mean, no disrespect, but I''m getting a little¡sick of it. Aren''t you?" The room fell silent, the tension palpable as everyone waited for Phoenix''s response. Catherine held her breath, wondering if she had just committed career suicide by challenging one of the biggest stars in the music industry. Chapter 4: The Truth Is Unraveling Chapter 3A The Truth Is Unraveling Silence. Utter silence followed Catherine''s question, and no one seemed to know why. Anna¡¯s eyebrows scrunched as if she was confused about why she had never thought of the question herself. James had a similar look on his face, and Ron, the person reading the lie detector, also stared at Phoenix, confused and waiting for the answer. "Uh, well," Phoenix licked his lips, trailing his tongue across the corner of his mouth. "You see, after having so much success with my song ''Demons & Her,'' well, both myself and my team wanted to try for the world record of, uh, most successful... uh, one song has been the most successful for a long time, so if I was to write another then, uh, that risks... Um." He laughed nervously. "Sorry, I realized I had to¡ªI have to... Excuse me." Then he got up, not looking at Catherine once before he left the recording room. Anna laughed, but it was an awkward sound. "Okay, so, Phoenix has left the building. Uh. Is he coming back?" She looked at her personal assistant, who merely shrugged in response. "Okay, um. What do we do now?" She laughed again, but it was that awkward noise. "I guess we¡¯re just going to replay ''Demons & Her'' while someone finds Phoenix. Wow, what an eventful day we¡¯re having!" Everyone and everything in the recording room turned to chaos. As the song played, people were running in and yelling at each other. Catherine could hear Phoenix¡¯s song in her ears through the headset: Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. Not wanting to sit and listen to the song for the millionth time, Catherine took off her headset and was told she could leave if she wanted to. The personal assistant had said more eloquently, "You can take five, love. I don¡¯t think he¡¯ll be returning anytime soon. Just go chill out in the coffee room, and we¡¯ll get you when he comes back." The personal assistant seemed reasonably stressed. "If he comes back, that is." Catherine got up and headed out of the room. The hallway was in chaos too¡ªpeople yelling and running up and down it as they searched for Phoenix. Everyone seemed desperate and genuinely stressed out. Catherine felt guilty that her question had caused this mayhem, but in truth, she hadn¡¯t expected him to leave like that. Taking the personal assistant''s advice, Catherine went to the coffee room where Molly was supposed to be. She wasn¡¯t there, and the room appeared empty as Catherine walked in. But as she went to close the door, she was grabbed from the side. At first, Catherine thought it was Molly pulling one of her classic pranks, but then she turned to meet the desperate eyes of Phoenix Astar. Phoenix Astar, who was touching her arms right now and standing very, very close. Phoenix Astar, who looked equally stressed¡ªif not more so¡ªas he stared at her very seriously. "What are you?" he demanded. "What?" Catherine gasped, her eyes widening as she stared up at him in surprise. "What are you?" he repeated. "A demon?" "What? I don¡¯t understand." Catherine stared at him. "Are you high?" "Yes, but that¡¯s neither here nor there," Phoenix replied. "How did you know my song overplays? How do you think about how I¡¯ve only got one?" "Uh." Catherine squinted. "I mean... I don¡¯t want to be a dick or anything, but it¡¯s been ranking number one on the charts for over a decade. Your concerts are just the same song repeated, over and over, and you literally never speak of working on another song, so it just, well, it¡¯s kind of... evident. I was confused to find that no one has ever asked you that question before. I wasn¡¯t trying to insult you¡ªit¡¯s obviously a very popular song." "It¡¯s just..." His words trailed off as he stared at her, his gaze scanning her face, analyzing, and then he started looking at her head. "You aren¡¯t supposed to know that," he said, patting her head. He was definitely high. "What are you looking for?" "Horns." "Horns?" Catherine repeated, slowly grabbing his wrist and guiding him away from her. "Okay, Mr. Astar, why don¡¯t you sit down and I¡¯ll get you a glass of water?" "I don¡¯t need water," he said. "I need a miracle." Thankfully, he did sit down. Well, he more just threw himself down on the lounge, taking up the entirety of the seat as he groaned into the cushions. "What am I going to do?" he murmured to himself. "About only having one song?" Catherine asked him. "You could write another." "No, I can¡¯t," he said, turning to look at her, though he was still lying sluggishly on the couch. "I signed a contract, I can¡¯t write or play more than one song." "Oh, well, that sucks," Catherine said. "Seems counterproductive. Maybe you could leave your label and sign up with someone else? I mean, surely after all these years you¡¯re sick of playing it, I mean, no offense or anything¡ªyour voice is amazing, but it¡¯s not even a good song. It¡¯s mostly just repetitive lyrics." Phoenix stared at her before he straightened up, now seated upright and appearing far more rigid. He looked so serious it was starting to freak her out. "I can¡¯t leave my label, that¡¯s not an option for me," was all he said, but something in his eyes looked almost... afraid. "Okay, well, what if you released some songs under an alias?" "You don¡¯t understand," he said, rubbing his forehead. "Well, you could just leave your label if you¡¯re that over it." "I can¡¯t leave," he murmured, more to himself. He was fidgeting now, biting his lip and staring around the room like he was nervous. "But you need to," he said. "You need to leave¡ªgo somewhere, far away, change your name... I¡¯ll give you some money. You¡¯re not safe. Not anymore." Catherine almost laughed, but the look on his face told her he wasn¡¯t joking. "What?" Phoenix leaned closer, whispering, "If you¡¯re seriously not a demon, there¡¯s no way you can know what you know, so they¡¯re going to know you know, and they¡¯re not going to be happy about that. They¡¯ll hurt you." "What? Who?" Catherine felt her expression scrunch. "What do I even know?" "Listen to me," Phoenix said. "If you aren¡¯t going to leave, you need to write in your magazine that you were paid to make that statement." "Paid to make what statement?" "You need to say how much you love the song," he told her. "I really don¡¯t love the song," Catherine told him. "Damn it!" Phoenix roared, slamming his fist down on the table. His entire face changed then¡ªit was a glimpse of something dark, something demonic¡ªbut Catherine saw it before he recovered. "I am trying to protect you!" "What... what are you?" Catherine stammered, slowly moving back toward the door. "I¡¯m the guy who¡¯s trying to save your goddamn life!" he yelled. "But your face..." Catherine stared. "It changed. It turned... you looked..." "Demonic?" Phoenix stared back. "Holy shit, you can see that? You aren¡¯t supposed to see that. Mortals aren¡¯t supposed to see that. How is this even... possible? You¡¯re trembling," he stood and approached her. His hand reached toward her but didn¡¯t touch her skin before it¡ªthankfully¡ªretreated. "You really aren¡¯t a demon. That means, somehow, by some weird oddity... you are immune." Find this and other great novels on the author''s preferred platform. Support original creators! "Immune?" Catherine repeated. "Look, we can¡¯t talk here," Phoenix told her, still looking very paranoid. "Just, please, take my advice... print your article the way I said. I¡¯ll cover for you. I¡¯ll help you, but you need to help me help you. We can meet somewhere private. You can come to my house and I¡¯ll explain everything, but you first must print the article as I said." "I¡¯ll print the article as you said," Catherine told him, "but I will not meet with you." "Please," Phoenix begged. "I¡¯ve never met anyone like you. In all my years of stardom, everyone is so programmed. Please, just, meet with me. It¡¯s not safe to talk here." Catherine started to refuse, but then the door opened. Her heart dropped until she saw Molly, and then it more did a sort of somersault because she didn¡¯t want Molly anywhere near whatever Phoenix Astar was. "Oh my God! Oh my God!" Molly squealed. "Phoenix, I¡¯m such a big fan!" Catherine could see the flushed look on Phoenix''s face as Molly looked at her, hinting, ''introduce us.'' Catherine exhaled. "Uh, Phoenix, this is Molly... my best friend." "Thank you, Catherine," Molly replied, and then she smiled at Phoenix. "Phoenix, you need no introduction. You are... amazing. You are everything. I love your music!" Phoenix looked at Catherine, then Molly, then back at Catherine... and smiled. It was that devil-may-care smile¡ªthe kind mothers warned their daughters about, and the kind that told Catherine he was plotting something. ¡°Molly, a beautiful name for a beautiful woman,¡± Phoenix said to her. Molly looked like she might die right there and then. ¡°I was just telling Catherine how I¡¯ll be staying on my private island for the weekend. Perhaps you and she could come visit?¡± Phoenix continued. ¡°Just for a night. I would love to get to know you more, Molly¡ªyou seem nice, but I do have to leave shortly.¡± ¡°Oh my God! Yes! Yes! We will gladly come,¡± Molly exclaimed. ¡°Great, just give me your address and I¡¯ll organize your travel.¡± ¡°Travel?¡± she squeaked. ¡°Well, it¡¯s a private island, so my own personal team will escort you¡ªpick you up and take you via limousine, then boat, then car to my house.¡± ¡°Oh my God, yes!¡± Molly seemed flushed with excitement. ¡°Put your number in my phone,¡± Phoenix handed it to her, ¡°I¡¯ll text you. And you can let me know your details.¡± As Molly entered her number, Phoenix looked at Catherine with a triumphant grin. ¡°Unbelievable,¡± Catherine mouthed and looked away. Phoenix knew she wouldn¡¯t let her best friend travel solo to stay at his house, and he likely knew she wouldn¡¯t say no to Molly about going and spending time with her idol. Even if Catherine refused to go, Molly would still go, so now Catherine felt she had no choice. Phoenix had tricked her. ¡°Thank you,¡± Phoenix said to Molly as she returned his phone. He texted her immediately to ensure she got it, and she squealed with delight. Then Phoenix turned and looked at Catherine. ¡°I¡¯ll be seeing you both this weekend.¡± Catherine nodded icily, and then Phoenix made his exit. Molly was in hysterics when he left, jumping and screaming and crying. ¡°Did you see that!? Did you see?! All I had to do was walk into a room and¡ I told you we¡¯re soulmates. He played it cool, but he felt it too. Please tell me that you saw.¡± Catherine was still staring at the door as she mumbled, ¡°I saw.¡± Saw that he was a manipulative Jackass. ¡°I can¡¯t believe we are actually going to go to his HOUSE! On his ISLAND! I need to text everyone I have ever met right now,¡± Molly said, all her attention turning to her phone as she started to type furiously. ¡°Shit, I should have gotten a photo or had him sign something. I guess I could always do that later. We¡¯re going to his HOUSE!¡± ¡°Molly, no, you can¡¯t!¡± Catherine said, snatching her phone from her. Something in her gut told her to keep this quiet. Molly gasped in surprise as Catherine took the phone. ¡°If you draw attention, then paparazzi will be all over us and¡ and then he might not want to meet.¡± Granted, Catherine didn¡¯t want him to meet with them¡ªshe wanted him as far away from her best friend as possible¡ªbut the lie sounded good. If Catherine was in trouble or possibly in danger, like Phoenix had said, then Molly might be as well. They both had to be cool and quiet about this. ¡°We need to be cool. Act cool. Keep this to ourselves. Uh, Phoenix dates celebrities for a reason because they don¡¯t treat him weird or do anything odd like fangirl afterward.¡± ¡°Right, right,¡± Molly said, shaking her head. ¡°You¡¯re right. You¡¯re always taking care of me. What would I do without you?¡± Not go to some monster¡¯s island, Catherine thought to herself. But this was their situation now. Catherine stuck to her word and printed the article as Phoenix had instructed in the magazine. If she hadn¡¯t seen his face change, she might have thought he was simply saving face, but she¡¯d seen his freak-out and fear up close, along with whatever made his face change like that. As days passed, Catherine started to doubt herself and question if what she had seen had actually been true or just a figment of her imagination. She started to tell herself it was just a trick of the light or some weird new celebrity surgical procedure or something, but she doubted it. She really doubted it. There was some kind of dark force at play here, and she had to protect her best friend at all costs. Her article had flopped, as she suspected, and now she had the reputation of a sellout and a liar, but at least Molly was safe. A few days later, Catherine¡¯s phone dinged, and she didn¡¯t recognize the number. It read, ¡°2 more days.¡± The text message was from a number that had 666 in it. Catherine raised her eyebrows before yet another text came through. This one said, ¡°it¡¯s me.¡± Catherine: Who is this? Phoenix: It¡¯s Phoenix. Catherine: How did you get my number? Phoenix: Molly gave it to me. Catherine: Okay, well, give it back. Maybe you TRICKED me into having to come to your island this weekend, but that doesn¡¯t mean that I have to like it¡ªor YOU! Phoenix: You¡¯re very hostile¡. Catherine: Screw you! Phoenix: Do you kiss your mother with that mouth? Catherine: I wish you could see just how hard I rolled my eyes right now¡. Phoenix: Very hard? Catherine: Mhm! Phoenix: Send me a pic then, or a video¡ªdo a retake. Catherine: I don¡¯t need to do a retake. I roll my eyes at you CONSTANTLY, you¡¯re so annoying¡. And freaky! I mean, what was up with your face??? Phoenix: Don¡¯t text stuff like that¡. Catherine: Why not? Phoenix: You know why. I told you why¡ Catherine: Fine. Well. After this weekend, you better stay away from me and my best friend! I mean it! I don¡¯t know what sick game you¡¯re playing with me, but I don¡¯t like you. I don¡¯t like your music. And I want you to stay away from me. Phoenix: That¡¯s a little harsh, don¡¯t you think? Catherine: It¡¯s not nearly harsh enough!!! Phoenix: Okay, well, bring an overnight bag with you in case you decide to crash. Catherine: Believe me, I will NOT be deciding to crash. I will come so my best friend doesn¡¯t go solo, and I will listen to your insanity, but that is all. Phoenix: Okay, it¡¯s a date. Catherine: No, it¡¯s NOT a date. Phoenix: I¡¯ll see you on our date. Catherine: IT¡¯S NOT A DATE!! When Phoenix heart-reacted to his own message, highlighting the words ¡®I¡¯ll see you on our date,¡¯ Catherine almost screamed. She knew celebrities often had different personalities than what was portrayed; they could be stuck up, mean, or cruel because of how they were forced to live their lives¡ constantly being pestered by people. But Phoenix was just downright annoying. Catherine didn¡¯t understand how one person could be so irritating¡ªif he even was a person and not some kind of demonic force. Time was now Catherine¡¯s enemy. She tried to avoid sleep because sleep made time go faster. She tried to do dull activities because, yet again, when you were bored, time dragged. But still, days passed, and they were now one day away from when they were supposed to go to Phoenix¡¯s island home and meet with him. Catherine didn¡¯t want to go to his house. She didn¡¯t want to ever see him again, but worse than her own irritation toward him was how extremely smitten Molly was. Every text would have Molly giggling like a schoolgirl, even if it was just a friendly exchange. ¡°I think he likes me,¡± Molly proclaimed as she lay on their sofa. ¡°He¡¯s a manwhore,¡± Catherine retorted, eating her salad. ¡°He likes every woman.¡± Molly groaned. ¡°Well, I don¡¯t see him texting you!¡± she said, sitting up. ¡°What¡¯s your issue? You¡¯ve been a sour Catherine ever since he invited us over.¡± ¡°I just¡ I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s such a good idea to go alone to some celebrity''s house, that¡¯s all. You know they aren¡¯t like how they are in the media. In interviews, they try to show their best sides, along with their social media platforms.¡± ¡°Everyone tries to show their best sides¡.¡± Molly retorted. Yeah, but most people didn¡¯t have demon faces, Catherine thought to herself. Of course, she couldn¡¯t say that, so she just continued eating her salad. ¡°Can you just please let me enjoy this?¡± Molly asked, pleading. ¡°I know you don¡¯t like him for whatever reason, but I really do¡.¡± She fell silent for a moment. ¡°I¡ I think I might even be in love with him.¡± Catherine choked on her salad. ¡°W-what?¡± ¡°I know it sounds silly. We aren¡¯t even really flirting¡ I just¡ªhe¡¯s so sweet. He texted me to say goodnight yesterday. He must be so busy, and he texted me to say goodnight¡. When I see his name pop up on my screen, my stomach does the fluttery thing like¡ª¡± ¡°Like you¡¯re going to throw up?¡± Catherine interjected. She got that too when she spoke to him. ¡°No.¡± Molly rolled her eyes. ¡°Like I¡¯m in love. You know, like you were with your doctor.¡± ¡°Hey! I never said I was in love with Jasper. I don¡¯t even think I¡¯ve ever been in love, but that was entirely different. Yes, he started out as my doctor, but we dated, Molly. We took it slow, started as friends, and it just¡ progressed.¡± ¡°That¡¯s what Phoenix and I are doing!¡± Molly argued. Catherine exhaled. There was no point in debating with her. Absolutely no point as much as it hurt Catherine¡¯s soul. Chapter 5: Hells Summons The labyrinthine corridors of Hell twisted and writhed like living things, their walls pulsing with an eerie, crimson glow. Demi navigated this treacherous maze with practiced ease, though her usual confident stride had abandoned her. Each step echoed ominously, a grim reminder of the last time she''d been summoned to the devil''s inner sanctum¡ªafter her catastrophic failure with the author, Jack. As she walked, Demi''s mind wandered to her past, to the life she''d left behind when she''d sold her soul. She''d been a rising star in the music industry once, not unlike Phoenix. A small smile tugged at her lips as she thought of him¡ªhis talent, his charisma. In another life, they might have been peers, perhaps even friends. She quickly shook off the thought, chiding herself for such sentimentality. Approaching the towering obsidian doors that led to her master''s private chambers, Demi felt the weight of her past mistakes pressing down upon her shoulders. The summons had come unexpectedly, mere hours after Phoenix''s interview had concluded. She knew that such haste could only mean trouble, and a flicker of worry for Phoenix passed through her mind before she could suppress it. Demi paused before the imposing entrance, gathering what little courage remained. She smoothed down her sleek black dress, a habit from her mortal days that she''d never quite shaken. She raised a trembling hand to knock, but before her knuckles could make contact, the doors swung open of their own accord. A wave of sulfurous heat washed over her, carrying with it the whispers of countless damned souls. "Enter," came the devil''s voice, smooth as silk yet sharp as a razor''s edge. Steeling herself, Demi stepped into the chamber. The vast room was cloaked in writhing shadows, illuminated only by flickering, otherworldly flames that danced along the walls. The air crackled with malevolent energy, making the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end. At the center of the room, seated upon a throne of twisted bone and smoldering brimstone, was her master. The devil''s form shifted constantly, never settling on a single appearance for more than a moment. One instant, he was a handsome man in an impeccable suit; the next, a monstrous creature with horns and wings. But his eyes remained constant¡ªtwo burning embers that seemed to pierce right through to Demi''s very essence. "My lord," Demi began, forcing her voice to remain steady, "you summoned me?" The devil leaned forward, his gaze intensifying. "Demi, my dear. I trust you have news about our little songbird''s performance today?" Demi swallowed hard, knowing that every word she uttered could either save or damn her. She''d always prided herself on her quick wit and silver tongue, skills that had served her well both in life and in her demonic duties. But now, faced with her master''s piercing gaze, she found herself fumbling for words. "Yes, my lord. The interview with Phoenix... it didn''t go quite as smoothly as we''d hoped." She hesitated, surprised by the twinge of regret she felt at having to report Phoenix''s potential misstep. A low growl emanated from the devil''s throat, causing the very air around them to vibrate. The flames in the room flared higher, casting grotesque shadows across the walls. "Explain," he commanded, his voice resonating with otherworldly power. "The interview itself went according to plan, my lord. Phoenix sang only the lyrics we''ve allowed, as per our contract. But..." Demi hesitated, bracing herself for her master''s reaction. She could feel sweat beading on her forehead, a reminder of her lingering humanity. "But?" The devil''s voice dropped to a dangerous whisper, the single word carrying the weight of a thousand threats. "There was a question, my lord. One that shouldn''t have been asked. It probed too deeply, came too close to revealing our influence." Demi''s words tumbled out, each one feeling like it might be her last. "The interviewer, Catherine, claims she was paid by a stranger to ask. But I can''t be certain if she''s telling the truth or if she''s somehow onto us." Taken from Royal Road, this narrative should be reported if found on Amazon. The devil''s form solidified into that of a towering, monstrous being, his wings unfurling to cast the room into even deeper shadow. The temperature in the chamber plummeted, frost forming on the obsidian walls. "And how, pray tell, did this happen? I thought you had everything under control, Demi. Or have you learned nothing from your last failure, Jack?" Demi flinched at the mention of her past mistake, the name ''Jack'' striking her like a physical blow. Memories of that failed operation flooded her mind¡ªthe promising young author whose soul had slipped through their fingers, all because of her miscalculation. "I... I don''t know, my lord. I thought I had anticipated every possibility, but this question... it was unexpected." Demi''s voice wavered, her usual confidence deserting her. "Your uncertainty is not comforting, Demi," the devil snarled, rising from his throne. He circled her slowly, each step causing the ground to alternate between smoldering heat and biting cold. "I entrusted you with this task because I thought you, capable. Was I mistaken?" "No, my lord!" Demi exclaimed, her composure finally cracking. She felt a flicker of her old self¡ªthe ambitious, driven woman she''d once been¡ªrise within her. "I swear to you, I will fix this. I''ll do whatever is necessary." The devil stopped directly in front of her, his face inches from hers. His breath was both scorching and freezing, a paradox that left Demi disoriented. "Whatever is necessary? Are you prepared to go to any lengths, Demi? To ensure that our plans for Phoenix remain intact?" Demi met his gaze, steeling herself against the otherworldly power radiating from her master. In that moment, she made a decision. She would not fail again, no matter the cost. "Yes, my lord. I am." A cruel smile played across the devil''s lips, revealing rows of razor-sharp teeth. "Good. Because make no mistake, my dear. If Phoenix slips through our grasp as Jack did, the consequences for you will be... most unpleasant. I might just bind your fate to his, let you experience every moment of freedom that should have been mine to corrupt." A shudder ran through Demi''s body at the thought, her mind conjuring images of eternal torment. But beneath the fear, a spark of determination ignited. She''d clawed her way to the top once before, in life. She could do it again in death. "I understand, my lord. It won''t come to that. I''ll handle the situation, no matter what it takes." "See that you do," the devil said, his voice dripping with menace. He returned to his throne, his form shifting once more into something vaguely humanoid. "This Catherine... watch her closely. If she proves to be a threat to our plans, eliminate her. As for Phoenix, ensure that he remains firmly under our control. By any means necessary." Demi nodded, her mind already racing with possibilities. The wheels were turning, her old cunning returning. "Consider it done, my lord. I won''t fail you again." The devil leaned back, steepling his fingers. "For your sake, I hope not. Now go. And remember, Demi¡ªI''ll be watching your every move. Do not disappoint me." As Demi turned to leave, the devil''s voice stopped her one last time. "Oh, and Demi? Be creative in your solution. I do so enjoy a good spectacle." With a final nod, Demi exited the chamber, the heavy doors slamming shut behind her with a finality that echoed through her very bones. As she made her way back through the twisting corridors of Hell, her initial fear began to give way to determination. She had been given a chance to redeem herself, and she wouldn''t waste it. Ideas began to form in her mind as she walked, each more devious than the last. She needed to neutralize the threats posed by both Phoenix and Catherine, but in a way that wouldn''t arouse suspicion. Something that would keep Phoenix out of the public eye while simultaneously ensuring Catherine would be too preoccupied to cause any more trouble. A wicked smile spread across Demi''s face as the beginnings of a plan took shape. Her old creativity, the same that had once penned hit songs, now turned to darker purposes. Perhaps a carefully orchestrated accident for Phoenix? Something to keep him isolated and under their control. And for Catherine... well, there were ways to ensure she''d be too distracted¡ªor too terrified¡ªto pursue her dangerous line of questioning any further. As she formulated her plan, Demi felt a twinge of something unfamiliar. Was it regret? Sympathy for the humans she was about to manipulate? She pushed the feeling aside. Such emotions were luxuries she could no longer afford. Demi''s pace quickened as she left the depths of Hell behind, eager to set her machinations in motion. She had work to do, and this time, failure was not an option. Phoenix''s soul belonged to the devil, and she would make damn sure it stayed that way¡ªno matter the cost to the mortals above. With each step, Demi felt more like her old self¡ªambitious, cunning, unstoppable. And deep down, in a part of herself she rarely acknowledged, she wondered if this was truly what she''d bargained for when she''d made her deal all those years ago. Chapter 6: The Island Phoenix was nervous. Beyond nervous. In fact, nervous was an understatement. Possibly the understatement of the year. He''d never had anyone except for Demi at his place before. The maids kept it clean, but still, he rushed around making sure everything was perfect. His fingers traced the edges of picture frames, adjusting them by millimeters, as if the slightest imperfection would shatter the carefully constructed illusion of normalcy he''d built around himself. This place reflected so much of his soul¡ªhe''d designed it purposely that way, so regardless of how much he lost it, this place¡ªhis haven, these pieces of him¡ªwould remain. Each room was a testament to his tastes, his memories, his desires. Yet, as he moved from one vast, empty space to another, the echo of his footsteps seemed to mock the grandeur around him. It had taken him years to plan and decorate this place. Out front, there was nothing flashy, just a few gothic-styled gargoyles, their stone eyes seeming to follow him as he paced. Some plants he liked added a touch of life to the otherwise austere facade, their leaves rustling in the breeze, providing a whisper of companionship. Dimmed lighting cast long shadows, blurring the lines between reality and the fantastical world he''d created But it was the backyard that truly spoke to the chaos in his mind. A hedge maze sprawled across the grounds, its twisting paths a physical manifestation of the turmoil within him. Phoenix had never actually used it¡ªthe thought of losing himself in its confines was too close to his reality. Still, he''d insisted on its construction, sparing no expense. It stood as a silent sentinel, a green labyrinth that held secrets he himself was afraid to explore. Inside the lobby, sculptures from his tours around the world stood like silent sentinels. Each piece, carefully chosen not for its monetary value but for the memory it evoked, told a story of a moment in time when he''d felt a fleeting connection to something greater than himself. His fingers lingered on their cool surfaces as he passed, as if trying to absorb the essence of those long-gone moments. The lounge room, with its hidden bathroom, led to what he affectionately called his ''hall of fame.'' Here, the faces of his idols looked down at him from the walls. In the quiet of the night, he''d sometimes sit here, imagining conversations with these larger-than-life figures, seeking advice or validation from their static images. Beyond this lay his room of achievements, a space that should have filled him with pride but often left him feeling hollow. Gold records, awards, and memorabilia from his meteoric rise to fame adorned the walls and shelves. Each item represented a milestone, yet they felt like markers on a road leading to an uncertain destination. Hidden within this shrine to his success was the entrance to his downstairs lair, the heart of his secrets. This hidden room was perhaps the oddest part of the house, but it felt like the truest reflection of his inner self. Various occult objects littered the space, each with its own dark energy. And there, on a pedestal in the center, sat the book¡ªthe cursed tome he''d used to make his deal with the devil. Its presence was a constant reminder of the price of his fame, the weight of his choices. As he ran his hand over the book''s worn cover, Phoenix remembered his father''s warnings. The memory of his parents'' early deaths still stung, a harsh reminder of mortality that had driven him to make the fateful decision. In a moment of drunken desperation, seeking to escape the fear of an unfulfilled life, he''d offered his soul as collateral. The kiss that sealed the deal still burned on his lips, a phantom sensation that never truly faded. Demi''s arrival the next day had marked the beginning of his new reality, a cursed existence where fame came at the cost of his humanity. With each passing day, he felt a little less himself, the demonic influence growing stronger. The rules of the curse, explained by Demi, were etched into his mind, a constant litany of dos and don''ts that governed his every move. The author''s narrative has been misappropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon. And then there was Catherine¡ªan anomaly in his carefully controlled world. Her immunity to the curse both terrified and fascinated him. The thought of her seeing his true face, the demonic visage that lurked beneath his carefully maintained exterior, filled him with a mix of dread and anticipation. He wasn''t ready to tell her the whole truth, but the urge to share even a fraction of his burden with someone who might understand was overwhelming. In preparation for her visit, Phoenix found himself fussing over details that had never bothered him before. He moved cushions and rugs, adjusted the lighting, and even considered rearranging entire rooms. In the achievement room, he took down several items, suddenly self-conscious about the image they projected. The space that had once been a source of pride now felt like a garish display of ego. As he wandered through the house, Phoenix took in the vastness of his domain. The gaming room, with its state-of-the-art equipment, had never hosted a multiplayer session. The chill room, designed for relaxation, had never known the sound of friendly laughter. The indoor cinema, with its rows of plush seats, had never been filled with an audience. Each space, meticulously designed and lavishly furnished, stood as a testament to possibilities unfulfilled. Upstairs, guest rooms waited for visitors who never came. More lounge areas and a pool room promised fun and relaxation, but remained eerily quiet. His bedroom and bathroom occupied the top floor, a penthouse suite that felt more like a watchtower, separating him from the world below. The only living beings that shared his space were his pets. Two Dobermans, Mischief and Manners, offered some companionship, their presence a comfort in the long, quiet nights. Chuck the hamster provided a small source of amusement, his tiny wheels squeaking in the silence. But it was Larry, the goldfish, that held a special place in Phoenix''s heart. Larry''s tank stood in stark contrast to the grand aquarium downstairs. While the larger tank boasted exotic fish, seahorses, and even a small shark, it was Larry''s simple bowl that drew Phoenix''s attention. He remembered finding Larry in a pet store, a sickly little thing destined for disposal. In that moment, Phoenix had seen a kindred spirit¡ªsomething deserving of a chance at life, despite the odds. Now, Larry was thriving, his golden scales shimmering in the soft light of Phoenix''s bedroom. Phoenix often found himself talking to Larry, sharing thoughts and fears he couldn''t voice to anyone else. The fish''s silent companionship was a balm to his troubled soul. As night fell, Phoenix stood at the window, looking out over his vast estate. The hedge maze cast strange shadows in the moonlight, its paths a dark tangle that mirrored the complexity of his existence. The gothic architecture of the house loomed behind him, a fortress of his own making. He turned back to the room, taking in the swords mounted on the walls, the paintings chosen to reflect different facets of his personality. Each item had been carefully selected, each room meticulously designed, all in an attempt to create a world that felt like home. Yet, as he stood there, surrounded by opulence and luxury, Phoenix couldn''t shake the feeling that something vital was missing. The thought of Catherine seeing all this filled him with a strange mix of anticipation and dread. She had already judged him harshly, her immunity to his charm allowing her to see past the facade he presented to the world. Having her here, in this space that was so intimately his, felt invasive. Yet, at the same time, a small part of him longed for someone to truly see and understand the world he''d built around himself. As he made one final round of the house, ensuring everything was in its place, Phoenix couldn''t help but wonder: Would Catherine see this place for what it truly was? Not just a mansion filled with expensive things, but a fortress built to keep the loneliness at bay? Would she understand that each room, each carefully chosen item, was a piece of himself, offered up in the hope that someone might see beyond the curse and recognize the man beneath? With a heavy sigh, Phoenix retreated to his bedroom. Tomorrow would bring its own challenges. For now, he could only wait, surrounded by the trappings of a life that felt increasingly hollow, hoping that maybe, just maybe, Catherine''s visit might breathe some life into the beautiful, empty world he''d created. Chapter 7: Loneliness of the Damned Phoenix was a little discouraged when he had no messages from Catherine, not that he expected any, but there were a million from Molly. And one from Demi. ¡®I¡¯m on my way,¡¯ it read. Phoenix¡¯s eyes bulged from his skull, and he promptly opened it to respond. Phoenix: What?? Demi: I¡¯m on my way. Something wrong with your eyes, Astar? X x Phoenix: No, my eyes are fine¡ just it takes you 8 hours to get here, and I was going to bed shortly and tomorrow¡ªyou know, I have company. Demi: I thought I¡¯d come and meet them too¡ see what the fuss is about. X x Demi: Why this girl got your knickers in a knot. X x Phoenix: She didn¡¯t get anything of mine in a knot. The interview was weird, but she explained that someone paid her to say that and later printed that in a magazine, so what¡¯s the issue? Demi: I just thought I¡¯d sus her out myself. You know I¡¯m protective of you. X x Phoenix: I know, but everything is fine. Demi: Then why are you inviting them over? X x Phoenix: Just to ensure everything is fine, but it is. Besides, the friend is hot. That was a lie. Sure, Molly was hot, but not really Phoenix¡¯s type. Catherine was his type to the core, but he didn¡¯t want to bring any more attention to her. Demi had made it clear she didn¡¯t like her. She didn¡¯t like what she said about him only having one song. It was a red flag for sure. The curse protected Phoenix from people thinking that specific thought. That question would naturally put Demi on alert. But, Demi got protective regardless. She normally vetted his conquests to ¡®make sure he was safe¡¯. So Phoenix had lied and said Catherine was paid to ask that question. Now Demi wanted to know Catherine¡¯s source, who told her to say that. Phoenix told her he would find out when they came over, but that was yet again¡another lie. And now she was coming here. Demi: I just want to ensure you¡¯re safe Phoenix that¡¯s all. X x Phoenix: I know and I appreciate that, but I just want to go to bed. I got this. Demi: You sure? X x Phoenix: Yes, I¡¯m sure I can handle two young women¡. Phoenix: If something goes weird or feels off, I¡¯ll call you. Phoenix: I promise. Demi: Okay, well, have fun I guess¡. X x Phoenix: Well, right now I¡¯m off to bed but thanks. Demi: I hope you sleep well, Phoenix X x Phoenix: Thank you. You too. Demi: Goodnight X x Phoenix: Goodnight Demi: Don¡¯t forget to hide your occult stuff X x Phoenix: I¡¯m not going to let them see that¡. It¡¯s not exactly a part of the tour. Besides, the room is hidden. Demi: It could be more hidden¡ X x Phoenix: It¡¯s hidden. Demi: Okay, goodnight again. Hope you sleep well. X x The author''s content has been appropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon. Phoenix: Goodnight. After texting with Demi, Phoenix felt like he had his soul sucked out of him. He knew she meant well, but sometimes she stayed true to what she was¡ªa succubus of men. Demi was nice. And attractive. Phoenix hadn¡¯t lied about that during the interview, he guessed he couldn¡¯t since he was rigged to a lie detector, but he also hadn¡¯t lied that they were just friends. Attractive as she was with her curvaceous build, dark auburn hair, tanned body, green eyes, and sassy personality, Phoenix just couldn¡¯t bring himself to get over what she was. A demon. Succubi were demons. And sure, a lot of people would be into that, but knowing that she slept with men and took their souls, it was a deal breaker. Of course, she¡¯d never do that with Phoenix. They had already built a strong foundation of friendship. Besides, they worked together, and they were going to be spending an eternity together after Phoenix died, so¡it seemed unwise to cross any boundaries, regardless of how attractive and caring she was. She was also pretty open, for a demon. She told Phoenix a lot of stuff, which most demons wouldn¡¯t share, like that she was human once. Like him, she sold her soul for fame, but wouldn¡¯t say which celebrity she used to be in her past life. Now, she took another form, since she had sold her soul and died so she couldn¡¯t exactly walk around as a dead celebrity, but Phoenix was forever trying to guess who she was. He once thought she was Marilyn Monroe, but really, she was far too mean to be Marilyn. Demi laughed and found it amusing regardless. Phoenix didn¡¯t usually sleep during the night, but he did end up laying down and trying to. Mischief and Manners joined him, taking up the majority of the bed somehow, despite how big it was, and he also made sure to say goodnight to Larry. Larry didn¡¯t communicate the same way dogs did, but Phoenix could tell as he opened his mouth and stared at him, that he was saying goodnight too. Phoenix knew his attachment to his animals was bizarre¡ªthe way he spoke to them as if they were people. But given that he was likely destined to die young and spend an eternity in hell¡ªgiven that he was slowly losing his soul each day, becoming more demonic as the curse intended¡ªit seemed selfish and wrong to have children. So, in a way, these animals became his kids. His fur and fish babies. As Phoenix laid in bed, he texted Molly. Phoenix: You still up? Molly: Yes I¡¯m up, going to sleep soon x o Phoenix: But you and Catherine, you¡¯re both still coming tomorrow? Molly: Yes, we are Phoenix: Okay cool¡ªI¡¯m excited for it Molly: Me too! Phoenix: Just text me when my driver gets to your place okay? Molly: Ok no worries Phoenix: I¡¯ll let you get some sleep now Molly: Goodnight! X o x o Phoenix: Goodnight. Molly: I hope you sleep well! :) x o x o Molly was nice. Phoenix could tell she was affected by the curse, like everyone else¡ªsave Catherine, it seemed, but she was nice. Phoenix liked her, but not the way he liked Catherine. Maybe it was because she seemed to be immune, or because she was one of the few people in this world¡ªliterally one of two¡ªwho could resist him. It made him curious. Phoenix wanted to know her, or at least learn more about who she was as a person, so¡ªas one does¡ªhe used the web search to look up Catherine. He read some of her articles, which were posted on her blog, they gave him insight into her mind. She cared a lot. She cared about the little people, the less fortunate, and animals. Basically, anyone who didn¡¯t have a loud voice, anyone who was powerless and the opposite of what Phoenix was, she cared for. It only made him like her all the more. It reminded him of how he felt with Larry. He took Larry because he saw something in him, despite what other people saw. Catherine spoke up for ¡®the little guy¡¯ because she saw something in them. Phoenix just wanted to stare at her sometimes¡as creepy as that was. He found her socials and wanted to add her under his alias account, but resisted. She clearly didn¡¯t want much to do with him yet, but Phoenix hoped and prayed that would change with time. He hoped she would see his place, spend some time with him, and maybe eventually warm up to his presence. He liked her a lot! Something about her face¡ªher eyes¡her energy soothed him. She soothed him, likely because she was the only mortal that was real. The rest felt like some kind of simulation. She was beautiful as well, but that wasn¡¯t what drew him to her. It was deeper. Much deeper. It was like he had met her somewhere before, as impossible as that was, since she wasn¡¯t a fan. Still, Phoenix creepily stalked her socials and smiled as he stared at her face¡ªtaking in those brown eyes before he finally turned his phone off and tried to get some much-needed sleep. He just hoped that the nightmares wouldn¡¯t get him today. Unfortunately, Phoenix wasn¡¯t that lucky¡ It was ¡®lucid dreaming¡¯ where he was aware he was dreaming but he was there. But this wasn¡¯t a dream¡ªit was a recurring nightmare where he burned in hell for an eternity. Although the events in the dream sometimes shifted, it was always the same concept. It was another kind of torment. Another kind of pain. There were no words to even describe the things they did to him, and it felt real. It was real. It was like his subconscious was aware¡. It was like his subconscious knew that part of his soul was missing¡ªelsewhere, that part of him belonged to Him: Satan. In his nightmare, Phoenix struggled and screamed, but there was no saving him. There was no saving him. That was the harsh truth. There was just eternal agony. There was just eternal pain. Chapter 8: Figures in the Night A gasp tore its way from Phoenix''s throat as his eyes flashed open. For a moment, everything was black¡ªthere was nothing but the pounding of his heart as it slammed against his chest and the panting gasps that ripped through his body as he tried desperately to force air into his lungs. As the adrenaline began to disperse, his vision slowly came back, but it was so irritatingly gradual that he almost started to panic. A panic more than he already had been. It was as if there was a black hole in the middle of his eyesight, shrinking, allowing his vision to appear around the edges until finally, finally, it was nearly gone. The room around him slowly came into focus, the familiar contours of his lavish bedroom emerging from the darkness. The silk sheets clung to his sweat-soaked skin, a testament to the terror that had gripped him in his sleep. Phoenix took a deep, shuddering breath, trying to ground himself in reality. The nightmare was much the same as it had been for the last decade¡ªpain, burning, screaming. Phoenix had started to resort to begging, pleading for any way to get out of the mess, the mistake, the curse he had made a decade ago, but nothing came of it. He was stuck. He was fucked. He had made his bed, and there was no way out of it. Even the sweet release of death would be nothing but torture¡ In his mind''s eye, he could still see the flames licking at his flesh, could still hear the cacophony of tortured souls crying out in agony. The vivid imagery of hell, his future home, haunted him even in his waking hours. Phoenix ran trembling hands through his hair, willing the remnants of the nightmare to fade away. When Phoenix''s vision was finally intact, he noticed a figure standing in his doorway, and the panic burst through his body all over again. He quickly sat up, his eyes wide as his mouth parted, but when his eyes adjusted and the dark figure actually formed features, he whispered, "Catherine?" The sight of her was both a relief and a new source of terror. What was she doing here, in his home, in the middle of the night? How had she gotten past his security? She didn''t look right. Something was off as she stood there, her eyes wide as what appeared to be horror twisted her features. Her random appearance in his house and how she had gotten there did not enter his thoughts. It didn''t matter how she had gotten there, not when she looked like¡like she was about to faint. She was completely pale, and she looked like she had seen a ghost. "Catherine, what''s wrong? What''s going on?" The eerie stillness of her posture sent chills down Phoenix''s spine. This wasn''t the Catherine he knew¡ªvibrant, full of life. This Catherine seemed like a shell, a hollow imitation. Scrambling out of his huge bed, fighting the covers that had twisted themselves around him as he slept, Phoenix quickly made his way over to her. She still hadn''t made a sound, hadn''t so much as moved as she stood as frozen as a statue. If Phoenix hadn''t known any better, he would''ve thought she was just one of the monuments he had purchased to scatter throughout his estate, but her eyes¡ Her eyes locked on him as he got closer, and it was like she had suddenly melted. Enjoying the story? Show your support by reading it on the official site. The intensity of her gaze was unsettling. It was as if she was looking through him, seeing something beyond the physical realm. Phoenix felt exposed, vulnerable in a way he had never experienced before. "Phoenix," she gasped. The sound of his name on her lips should have been comforting, but instead, it filled him with dread. There was something wrong in the timbre of her voice, something alien and cold. "What''s going on?" Phoenix repeated, his eyebrows furrowing in concern. Reaching towards her, his fingertips gently caressed her cheek, just the lightest of touches. And then she screamed. The sound that left her body didn''t sound human at all. Her mouth opened, and the scream that left her body sounded as if it were tearing its way through her life, like razor blades, like just the passing of that sound through her vocal cords was tearing her apart from the inside out. The scream reverberated through the room, seeming to shake the very foundations of the house. It was a sound of pure anguish, of torment beyond human comprehension. Phoenix felt it in his bones, a primal fear taking root in his core. Phoenix jolted away from her, the air leaving his body as his eyes widened to saucers, and as she threw her head back to scream at the ceiling, true fright took hold of his chest. "Catherine! Catherine!" Phoenix jumped forward, grabbing a hold of her shoulders as he tried to shake her, as if that would stop the horrid sound that was filling the room and threatening to damage his eardrums. "What''s wrong?! Catherine! Stop! Catherine, stop!" His pleas seemed to fall on deaf ears. Catherine continued to scream, her body rigid under his grip. Phoenix felt helpless, unable to reach her, to help her, to make sense of what was happening. The screaming suddenly cut off into a gurgling, choking sound, and then she gasped¡ªthen silence. Complete and utter silence filled the void around them, and as Phoenix continued to hold onto her shoulders as she stared up at the ceiling, all he could hear was his own heart pounding in his chest as fear curled and slithered beneath his skin. The abrupt cessation of the scream was almost as terrifying as the sound itself. The silence felt oppressive, loaded with unspoken horrors. Phoenix could feel his pulse racing, could hear the rush of blood in his ears. "Catherine?" Phoenix whispered so softly, afraid that any movement or sound would start the screaming again, but somehow¡Somehow, the silence was worse. He held his breath, waiting for a response, any sign that the Catherine he knew was still there. The air around them felt thick, charged with an energy that Phoenix couldn''t understand but instinctively feared. Whatever was happening, he knew in his gut that it was far beyond his control, far beyond anything he had ever faced before. Chapter 9: The Scream When she inhaled, her entire body moved with the breath¡ªand then she lowered her head to stare at him. Phoenix jolted in surprise as the pure black orbs in her head stared back at him. There was no difference from her irises, no whites of her eyes at all. It was like two dark abysses, the light completely being absorbed and no reflection whatsoever. There was¡nothing. Phoenix was staring at her, and there was nothing. ¡°What the fuck,¡± Phoenix breathed, and then her head cocked to the side. It was a quick jerk of her head, as if she found something interesting, but there was nothing Catherine about it at all. ¡°This is all your fault,¡± she said, her voice morphed to the point that it sounded like numerous voices were speaking at once. ¡°What?¡± Phoenix responded, his voice barely above a whisper. ¡°Your fault. This is all your fault, Phoenix,¡± she continued, and as the horror flickered across his own features, a cruel smile began to turn up the corners of her perfect lips. ¡°Catherine¡ª¡± Phoenix started. ¡°Catherine isn¡¯t here anymore,¡± Catherine said, and Phoenix didn¡¯t have enough time to reply before a force rammed into his chest. A shout escaped as the hit sent him flying backward, his back smacking against the far wall and his head cracking against the plywood with a sickening thud. Phoenix collapsed to the ground with a groan, and when he was finally able to pry his eyes open, he inhaled sharply in surprise. She was standing directly above him, the same cruel smile on her face as she stared down at him, the black holes in her head wide and unwavering. Phoenix¡¯s heart slammed in his chest as he stared up at her, unable to speak, and it was like she knew, for the smile on her face grew to an inhuman size, nearly splitting her face in two. When she opened her mouth, familiar words fell from her tongue, but it was the same morphed voice as before. ¡°Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl.¡± ¡°No,¡± Phoenix gasped. ¡°Demons, they made me fall. Oh, they made me fall.¡± ¡°Stop,¡± Phoenix wheezed. ¡°Demons, all in the night. Demons, they make me fight.¡± ¡°Leave her alone¡ª¡± ¡°Demons, it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right.¡± ¡°Please¡ª¡± ¡°Demons, they live inside us all,¡± she continued, the words that had haunted Phoenix for a decade sounding even more cursed when spoken in that tone. Gritting his teeth, Phoenix pulled himself into a sitting position, but he froze as she slowly crouched in front of him. The genuine version of this novel can be found on another site. Support the author by reading it there. Phoenix¡¯s eyes were wide as he watched her, but the thing staring back at him was definitely not his Catherine. She was so close that Phoenix could feel her breath caress his face, but he couldn¡¯t breathe, much less move within this proximity. As she slowly lifted her hand, Phoenix stiffened, but she brought her fingers to her own mouth. His brows furrowed as he stared, watching her nails as she began to pick at the corner of her mouth as if something was there. Pick, pick, pick. Blood began to coat her fingernails as she picked at her skin, and when her hand shifted, Phoenix could see the wound she had begun to create at the corner of her mouth. He couldn¡¯t breathe as he stared in horror, and she continued to pick and pick and pick until she got a piece of flesh between her nails and then she pulled¡ª ¡°Stop! Stop, stop. Holy fuck, stop!¡± Phoenix yelled in panic. ¡°Your fault,¡± the voice said as she continued to pull, a small ribbon of her skin peeling away and blood beginning to drip down her face. ¡°You cursed everyone you loved, and now you have to deal with the consequences. You are to blame.¡± ¡°Leave her alone! She didn¡¯t do anything! Holy fuck, Catherine.¡± Phoenix reached forward, grabbing a hold of her wrist before she could continue damaging her face, but as soon as his hand made contact, she shrieked. Her free hand grabbed him by the throat, her hold inhumanly strong as she squeezed the air out of his lungs and choked off any ability to breathe. She suddenly climbed to her feet and lifted him into the air as if he was nothing but a sack of feathers. Phoenix choked and clawed at her hand, but she didn¡¯t respond in any way as his feet dangled right above the floor and the blood continued to drip down her face. ¡°She¡¯ll burn in hell with you, and it¡¯s all your fault,¡± the voice that took over her body rasped and her nails began to dig into Phoenix¡¯s jugular as he gasped and clawed for air. ¡°You¡¯re a cancer, and her death will be on your hands.¡± ¡°Catherine¡ª¡± Phoenix gasped. He was suddenly released from her grasp, causing him to collapse onto his bedroom floor as he heaved and fought for air, but he didn¡¯t have enough time to recover before Catherine shrieked. As Phoenix stared up at her, she threw her head back, but the sounds coming from her now weren¡¯t demonic or morphed¡ They sounded like her. They were her screams¡ Phoenix tried to climb to his feet, immediately collapsing onto his ass once more, but then the snapping began. Catherine lifted her arm, and Phoenix watched in horror as her forearm completely snapped in two, the bone breaking into a right angle. The screams amplified as the bicep on her other arm did the same, snaps filling the air as her fingers began to jolt in wrong, grotesque directions. One, two, three¡ Snap, snap, snap her fingers went. Her spine snapped to the side, and when she collapsed to the floor, the screaming cut off in an awful gurgling sound¡ and then there was just silence. She didn¡¯t move as her mutilated body lay on the floor before him, as if it belonged in some demonic possession movie¡ªbut that was exactly what his life had become, right? His life was a literal demonic possession movie, but the one that had been tortured¡ the one that suffered because of him¡ ¡°Catherine! No. No, no, no, no, no.¡± Phoenix scrambled forward, but before he could reach her, her arm twitched. And then her other arm. Phoenix froze as she suddenly threw her hand forward, her palm making contact with the floor as she began to drag her mutilated, broken body towards him. And when she threw her head back to stare at him, her neck was at a wrong angle, and the same demonic, cruel smile was on her face. Grabbing a hold of his sweatpants leg, she dragged herself towards him, and there was blood smeared on her face, and the black orbs of her eyes never changed. It wasn¡¯t Catherine at all, and the panic in Phoenix''s chest seized his ability to move, and then he was caught in her mangled grasp. ¡°I¡¯ll see you in hell, Phoenix,¡± she rasped, and then she unhinged her jaw and sank her teeth directly into his bruised neck. All Phoenix could do was scream as she tore his throat out with her teeth. He woke up in a cold sweat. Chapter 10: The Lions Den The next day came far too soon for Catherine. She wanted to pretend to be sick or try to reason with Molly, but there was no point¡ªnot at this stage. Whether Catherine liked it or not, she was going to Phoenix Astar¡¯s private island estate and likely staying the night. Grumpily packing her bag, she tried the ¡°I don¡¯t feel well¡± routine on Molly, but Molly wasn¡¯t having it¡ªnot today. Not when she was meeting with her supposed soulmate. Molly was ecstatic, lost in her world, skipping around the apartment as she blasted Phoenix''s song. Catherine''s eyes twitched at the same irritating lyrics that shook her to the core. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Catherine wanted to tell Molly to put on headphones but couldn¡¯t bring herself to dampen her friend¡¯s excitement. Molly had even set a special alert tone for Phoenix¡¯s messages, grinning at her phone like an idiot. Catherine couldn¡¯t take away her happiness, even if she was convinced Phoenix was some kind of monster. She just needed to figure out how to guide her best friend away from him, which clearly wasn¡¯t happening right now, so she reluctantly prepared herself to enter the lion''s den with Molly. After a light breakfast, their chauffeur arrived¡ªa large, stoic man who was clearly a security guard first and a personal driver second. He offered to get them food and, thankfully, didn¡¯t play any music, which was a small relief for Catherine. The story has been illicitly taken; should you find it on Amazon, report the infringement. The trip was long and windy, taking them to the docks where they boarded a ferry, traveling across rough seas to Phoenix¡¯s private island. Catherine had never known anyone to own an island before. It was sort of cool, if Phoenix wasn¡¯t evil, which she was now sure he was. Upon arrival, more security checked them for weapons before another driver escorted them across the island by car. Despite the cloudy sky and darkening terrain, the island''s tranquility was evident. Catherine noted the excessive security, even for a celebrity of Phoenix¡¯s stature. It was not a small island and Phoenix¡¯s estate was hidden away in the middle of nowhere, layered with security measures and cameras. As they passed through big iron wrought gates and drove up a cobblestone driveway to the giant, castle-like mansion, the imposing structure loomed over them with dark bricks, tall trees, and minimal lighting. ¡°Wow,¡± Molly said, in awe. ¡°We are actually here. We¡¯re actually at Phoenix Astar¡¯s private island estate.¡± ¡°Good thing he has other houses,¡± Catherine remarked, thinking that coming home to this fortress every day would be a hassle. ¡°Yeah.¡± Molly nodded. ¡°I heard he has 12 houses, but that¡¯s probably just a rumor.¡± After seeing the mansion, Catherine wasn¡¯t so sure. Phoenix had assured them they could park anywhere, so they stopped close to the front entrance. Catherine took in the sight of the over-sized veranda circling the house, the dimmed lighting, and the giant gargoyle statues with eyes that seemed to follow them, staring into their souls. ¡°This place is so creepy,¡± Catherine commented. ¡°It¡¯s like there¡¯s darkness hanging over it.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know, I would find it creepy if he lived in a bright, rainbow house¡ªthat to me would be a giant red flag. Not this. This is what I expected, to be honest.¡± Molly unclasped her seatbelt and got out of the car. Reluctantly, Catherine followed. She locked the car, though she wasn¡¯t sure why she bothered¡ªno one else was out there, and there was more security here than at a police station. She waved to a security camera that seemed to be tracking them, then they stepped toward the giant mansion. If this was the outside, Catherine wondered what the inside held. Molly rang the doorbell, which was an intercom. Phoenix¡¯s voice responded almost instantly, ¡°I¡¯ll be down in a sec,¡± he told them. Catherine folded her arms, circling around the veranda. It was tranquil here, she had to admit¡ªpeaceful. She gazed up at the light clouds moving gracefully around the giant, full moon. As she stood there, Catherine couldn''t shake the feeling that she was stepping into another world. The island''s isolation, the looming mansion, and the eerie tranquility all combined to create an atmosphere that was both alluring and unsettling. She found herself thinking of gothic novels, of hidden secrets and tragic heroes. Was that what Phoenix was? A tragic hero with a dark secret? Or was he something far more sinister? The rational part of her mind scoffed at such melodramatic thoughts, but in this surreal setting, anything seemed possible. Then the door opened. Chapter 11: Hidden Doors -REVISED Catherine turned to see Phoenix holding the door open for them, welcoming them inside. He looked both foreign and familiar, with a dream-like, surreal aura yet still distinctly himself, even in his casual wear¡ªgray slacks and a white designer tee. Seeing him in plain clothes was nice, but still weird. They stepped inside, and Phoenix offered to take their coats. Molly handed hers over, eager to be closer to him or perhaps show off her outfit¡ªa short cocktail dress, much fancier than Catherine¡¯s jeans and shirt. Catherine refused, feeling oddly cold in this place. ¡°Did you want a drink or anything?¡± Phoenix offered, his gaze more on Catherine. She shook her head, but Molly asked, ¡°Does that include alcohol?¡± Phoenix looked at her, and Catherine was surprised Molly didn¡¯t swoon, standing just a few feet from her biggest crush and idol, inside his house. ¡°Of course,¡± he said. ¡°I can have my bartender make anything you want¡ªeven one of those fancy cocktails with an umbrella.¡± ¡°Oh cool,¡± Molly said, tucking her red hair behind her ear. ¡°Can I have a Long Island iced tea?¡± ¡°Yeah, I¡¯ll get him to make it,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°You two just ¡ make yourself comfortable, feel free to take a seat in the lounge room.¡± He gestured to the left, and Catherine realized the grand, marble room they stood in¡ªwith all its art and sculptures¡ªwas just the lobby. This entire, giant room was just for entering the place. It seemed excessive, but as they moved into the lounge room, which was triple the size, Catherine found herself eying the masterpieces on the wall. They were from all over the world, and the room was tribal-themed¡ªnot in a cheap way, but in a way you¡¯d expect from a historian. The room was cultured, and Phoenix was cultured. Catherine had to hand him that. When you traveled the world as often as he did, you had to learn a thing or two. ¡°I can¡¯t believe we are actually in his house right now!¡± Molly let out a low squeal. ¡°Like, he lives here¡. I know that sounds dumb, but he¡¯s probably,¡± she leaned closer on the lounge and whispered, ¡°had sex here.¡± Catherine¡¯s nose scrunched, and she now wanted to stand, but then Phoenix returned. He gave Molly her drink and smiled at Catherine. ¡°Are you sure you don¡¯t want anything? You two have been traveling all day, you must be famished.¡± ¡°Oh no, I¡¯m fine, I packed food,¡± Catherine told him. Molly was busy sipping on her drink. ¡°Wow, this is good,¡± she said. This tale has been pilfered from Royal Road. If found on Amazon, kindly file a report. ¡°Thank you, it¡¯s my own special concoction,¡± Phoenix grinned. ¡°It¡¯s really delicious,¡± Molly said, still sipping. Catherine eyed her. ¡°You may want to go easy,¡± she warned. ¡°Those things are strong.¡± Molly glared. ¡°I can handle my alcohol,¡± she claimed. She most definitely couldn¡¯t. On several occasions, she had passed out, gotten blind drunk, or vomited in front of everyone. Catherine wanted to save her the embarrassment, but it wasn¡¯t her place to be Molly¡¯s mother. If Molly wanted to drink, she was allowed to drink, even if no one else was drinking with her. The rest of the night passed normally¡ªso normally that Catherine began to question her own sanity. She had seen Phoenix¡¯s face change¡ªsomething demonic, if only for a moment¡ªand the not knowing haunted her dreams. She liked facts, answers, clarity. She always enjoyed math and science for their black-and-white nature, though she was more talented in writing. Catherine came from a long line of writers, and some might say it was in her blood, but she didn¡¯t always enjoy it. She disliked ambiguity, the gray areas, the not knowing. After talking casually for a few hours in the lounge room, Phoenix took Catherine and Molly on a tour of his house, which was much grander than Catherine had anticipated. Each room was delicately and meticulously decorated, and Catherine was surprised when Phoenix informed them that he had done the decorating himself. As expected, someone as egotistical as Phoenix had a room dedicated to his achievements. Catherine almost scoffed when he showed them the room, but then he began to explain the reasoning behind the mementos. ¡°This suit was from a private show I did at the children¡¯s hospital,¡± he said, pointing to one of his many items. Catherine¡¯s expression softened, but it was short-lived when they reached a framed red bra. ¡°That¡¯s the first garment that was ever thrown on stage,¡± Phoenix explained. ¡°Did you even wash it?¡± Catherine wondered. His answer was conveyed in a glance¡ªno, he didn¡¯t. ¡°Ew,¡± Catherine thought. As they moved along, Molly began to feel dizzy. Catherine knew Molly was a lightweight with alcohol and had warned her to slow down on the Long Island iced teas, but Molly hadn¡¯t listened. Feeling embarrassed for her friend, Catherine watched as Molly knocked into Phoenix¡¯s bookcase, sending books toppling over before stumbling into Phoenix and grabbing his crotch with a giggle. Catherine looked away, her face burning with embarrassment as Molly murmured about how tired she was and nearly lost her balance completely. Another giggle escaped Molly as Phoenix scooped her up and carried her toward the door, mumbling to Catherine about waiting in the room while he put Molly to bed in the spare room. Catherine didn¡¯t like the idea of leaving Phoenix alone with her drunk¡ªand flirtatious¡ªbest friend, but seeing some maids follow, she stayed put and decided to fix the bookshelf. As Catherine scooped up the books from the floor, she noticed one book hanging from the shelf. When she straightened it, the shelf moved, revealing an ominous-looking door. Hesitating for a moment, she opened the door and stepped downstairs into a pitch-black space, having second thoughts about leaving her friend alone with Phoenix. Chapter 12: Revelation As Catherine reached the bottom of the stairs, dim strobe lights flickered on, casting eerie light from the corners of the room. The space was dank and filled with artifacts. At first, she thought they were from Phoenix¡¯s tribal collection, but then she ran into a stand with bones placed on top. Catherine screamed and jumped back, almost knocking it over before backing into some dangling, shrunken heads hanging from the ceiling like a mobile. ¡°Ahh!¡± she shouted, swatting the heads away as she stumbled into a giant book. It wasn¡¯t large in length or height but was incredibly thick, almost resembling a witch¡¯s spellbook with symbols and drawings of devil worship and demons. Catherine''s heart pounded in her chest, her breath coming in short, panicked gasps. The room seemed to close in around her, the macabre artifacts taking on a life of their own in the flickering light. She felt as if she had stumbled into another world, one where the lines between reality and nightmare blurred. Her mind raced, trying to make sense of what she was seeing. How could Phoenix, the charming rock star, be connected to all this? What dark secrets lay hidden in this underground chamber? She reached out a trembling hand towards the book, drawn by a morbid curiosity she couldn''t quite explain. ¡°You shouldn¡¯t be in here,¡± Phoenix¡¯s voice came from behind her. Catherine jumped and screamed again, turning to look at him with genuine fear in her eyes. Before, she had been wary and cautious, but now she was truly afraid. ¡°Don¡¯t¡ don¡¯t run,¡± Phoenix said, holding up his hand dismissively. ¡°I can¡¯t run,¡± Catherine replied. ¡°You¡¯re blocking the door.¡± ¡°Well, please don¡¯t freak out. Its ok. I promise. This is partly what I wanted to try and explain. I know you saw my face¡ªthe bad one. I mean, you weren¡¯t supposed to find out like this, but maybe this way is better? Maybe this way you¡¯ll believe me¡ªnow that you¡¯ve seen all of this.¡± Catherine wasn¡¯t even sure what ¡®all this¡¯ was. ¡°So¡ what is this?¡± she asked. ¡°Devil worship? Are you some kind of male witch?¡± ¡°Warlock,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°What? So you are?!¡± ¡°No.¡± He chuckled, stepping closer down the stairs. Catherine inched back. ¡°The term for a male witch is warlock¡ or wizard, I guess. But no. I¡¯m not¡ anything like that. I¡¯m not even sure they exist. Or if they do, I think the spell work is something anyone can do.¡± ¡°So, did you?¡± Catherine wondered. ¡°Is that how you did it?¡± ¡°Did what?¡± Phoenix asked, though there was a look in his eyes that seemed to beg her to say the words she was thinking. ¡°Is that how you became so successful with only one song?¡± Catherine asked. ¡°I can¡¯t answer that question.¡± ¡°Well, can you deny it?¡± Catherine pressed. Phoenix looked like he was about to laugh. ¡°I cannot answer that question either. Like, literally, I can¡¯t,¡± he informed her, though there was a lightness in his voice, as if a weight had been lifted. ¡°So you can¡¯t¡ confirm or deny what I said?¡± Catherine¡¯s eyebrow arched. Royal Road is the home of this novel. Visit there to read the original and support the author. ¡°If there was a spell¡ªor a curse of some kind, I couldn¡¯t tell you about it.¡± ¡°But¡ I could stumble onto it myself?¡± Phoenix shrugged, making a gesture that seemed to say, ¡®you already have,¡¯ but Catherine still wasn¡¯t sure what he was¡ªor wasn¡¯t¡ªtelling her. ¡°So, if there¡¯s a curse¡ªif you¡¯re cursed¡ And I stumbled upon a room, of my own accord, where would I look for answers?¡± Phoenix glanced at the book. Catherine followed his gaze, then slowly, while still staring at him, reached for it. ¡°Not that one,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°Behind it.¡± Catherine didn¡¯t want to take her eyes off Phoenix, feeling like he might attack if she did, like in movies when the protagonist glances away and gets knocked out. She didn¡¯t want to give him that kind of opening. But she also couldn¡¯t stare him down forever. Slowly, she flicked her eyes over to see¡ a leather journal. She plucked it up. ¡°You can¡¯t keep it,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°You can¡¯t show or tell anyone. But you can take it upstairs, into my room¡ªnot near Molly¡ªand read it. I don¡¯t think you want the answers, though. Not really.¡± Catherine glanced at the other, thicker book¡ªthe one that looked like a spell book. ¡°What about that one?¡± she asked. ¡°Can I read that?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think you want to touch it, let alone read it,¡± Phoenix told her. ¡°It¡¯s made from real skin. The pages.¡± ¡°EW!¡± Catherine¡¯s face scrunched in disgust. ¡°Gross! I already touched it! Why the hell wouldn¡¯t you lead with that? Why wouldn¡¯t you be like ¡®oh hey Catherine, by the way, that book is made FROM PEOPLE!¡¯ Or at very least have some hand sanitizer readily available, I mean¡ gross. That¡¯s just¡.¡± For whatever reason, Phoenix smiled. It was annoying that he looked cute¡ªCatherine didn¡¯t want to think he looked cute¡ªespecially not down here, in his creepy dungeon filled with macabre artifacts. ¡°Do you want to go upstairs and wash your hands?¡± Phoenix asked. ¡°No, I want to sit here and lick my fingers clean¡ªYES, I WANT TO GO UPSTAIRS AND WASH MY HANDS!¡± Phoenix¡¯s smile only grew as he led the way out of the room, shutting the hidden door behind them. There were still a few books splayed across the floor, but he left them where they were, and they made their way upstairs. Catherine¡¯s instincts screamed at her to run¡ªthat Phoenix was bad news and she shouldn¡¯t be here¡ªbut his presence¡ his energy was oddly calming. There was something in his eyes. Something that said she could trust him. Clearly, Catherine was losing her mind, but after checking that Molly was still safe and sound¡ªshe was sleeping downstairs¡ªshe followed Phoenix up to his room. There, he told two Dobermans to sit and introduced Catherine to¡ a goldfish. ¡°Larry, meet Catherine,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°Catherine, Larry. Larry is my best friend.¡± ¡°Your best friend is a goldfish?¡± Catherine asked, incredulous. Phoenix shrugged. ¡°Yeah.¡± ¡°Somehow that¡¯s even weirder than what I found downstairs, but¡ hi,¡± Catherine waved at the fish. It made blob-blob faces at her. Catherine didn¡¯t find it weird that he introduced her to the fish, but rather that he didn¡¯t introduce her to the dogs. She had to ask their names, and then Phoenix warned her not to touch them. He said they were protective and might snap at her. Of course, he was too late¡ªshe was already petting them. Phoenix turned to face her, not just surprised, but astonished and a bit more curious. The same way Catherine was becoming with him. In that moment, as their eyes met, Catherine felt a shift in the air between them. It was as if a veil had been lifted, revealing a connection that ran deeper than either of them could explain. Despite her fear, despite all the red flags and warning bells in her mind, she felt drawn to Phoenix in a way that defied logic. It was more than just his charisma or his good looks - there was something in his eyes, a vulnerability perhaps, or a shared understanding, that resonated with her on a primal level. She realized, with a mix of excitement and trepidation, that she was seeing the real Phoenix for the first time - not the polished rock star, but the man beneath the curse, carrying the weight of a terrible secret. Catherine sat on the side of his bed, opened his journal, and¡ªwith him watching¡ªbegan to read. The first page had a passage that stood out, something of a rhyme, it read, ¡°Fame will find you, like roots to a sword, it will bind inside your heart¡ªyour soul now tied to us, to immortal, to forever. One song will be your legacy, your only. Should you sing another word, or dare to break your sacred vow¡ªyour soul to us, it will become, like roots to a sword, bound eternal¡.¡± Catherine shivered. Something about that passage put the fear of God in her, but still, she continued to turn page after page, curious about what she would learn about Phoenix Astar. Chapter 13: Trust in the Dark Luckily, Catherine laughed, easing the tension that had built up. "You are all kinds of ridiculous," she said, finishing her drink and setting the glass on the nightstand. "Phoenix Astar¡ Well," she paused, "I think it¡¯s time I get some sleep. Molly and I will be leaving early in the morning, but thank you. For trusting me with this. You can, you know." Phoenix¡¯s chest tightened at those words. Trust¡ªit was such a foreign thing now, wrapped in layers of betrayal and false admiration. Yet, with Catherine, it felt different. She wasn¡¯t charmed by his fame or swayed by the pull of the curse. She saw him¡ªreally saw him¡ªbeneath the rock star facade and the infernal deal he¡¯d made. It terrified him, how easy it was to fall into the comfort of that trust, like sinking into deep water, unsure if you¡¯d ever resurface. He wanted to linger in this feeling, in the fragile honesty between them, but it also made him feel exposed, raw in a way he hadn¡¯t felt in years. Trusting her was easy, like breathing, a second nature that felt as though he¡¯d done it a million times before. "Thank you for listening to my insanity without calling the police." Catherine grinned, teasing him, "Oh, I am definitely calling the police. The second you wake up, some nice men will come with big nets to put you in a straight jacket and lock you up in a psych ward." Phoenix couldn¡¯t help but laugh at her humor. He liked her¡ªa lot. She was funny, witty, silly, and undeniably beautiful. Everything about her intrigued him. "So, uh, are you going to sleep up here?" he asked, his tone hopeful but hesitant. "With you?" Her eyebrows nearly shot off her face, clearly surprised by the suggestion. It was a little insulting how quickly she dismissed the idea. "I am not nearly drunk enough to get into bed with a mortal turning demon¡." "I meant alone," Phoenix clarified, though he couldn¡¯t help but feel a pang of disappointment. "I can take the guest room." "With Molly?" He squinted at her, curious about her reaction. "Are you bothered?" "No! No." Catherine quickly shook her head, her brown hair swaying with the movement. A few strands came loose and fell over her face, which she hastily tucked back behind her ear. "I mean, it¡¯s probably better that way. If Molly came up here and found us in bed together, well, that would be a nightmare. She¡¯s kind of into you." "I noticed," Phoenix replied, his curiosity piqued by the subtle tension in her voice. "You aren¡¯t into her?" she asked, her tone casual but her eyes searching for something more. Was she asking for her friend or herself? Phoenix couldn¡¯t tell. "She¡¯s not my type," he said, trying to gauge her reaction. "And what¡¯s your type?" Catherine inquired, her voice softening. Enjoying this book? Seek out the original to ensure the author gets credit. "Wayward reporters," he teased, unable to resist the playful banter that flowed so naturally between them. A smile tugged at her lips as she looked down, her fingers tucking the loose strands of hair behind her ear once more. "Well, I suppose world famous musicians aren¡¯t that bad either," she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. Phoenix wanted nothing more than to close the small distance between them, to hear her say it again, closer to him. "I knew you¡¯d warm up to me," Phoenix said, his voice low and teasing. "Oh, I wouldn¡¯t go that far," Catherine replied with a coy smile. "Are you sure you want to sleep downstairs?" Phoenix¡¯s heart raced. No, he didn¡¯t want to sleep downstairs. He wanted to be in this massive bed with her, even if it was innocent. He wanted to stay up all night, talking about everything and nothing, just to be in her presence a little longer. "I can take the guest room," she added. "It¡¯s comfier here," Phoenix said, his gaze flickering to the bed. "Then wouldn¡¯t you rather be here?" she purred, her tone playful yet inviting. Yes. Absolutely. Phoenix¡¯s eyes lingered on the bed before he swallowed hard, trying to control the surge of emotions within him. "I¡¯m not sure I would trust myself in bed with you," he admitted, his voice raw with honesty. "I meant¡ alone," Catherine smiled, her gaze meeting his with an intensity that made his heart pound. That smile killed him in the best way possible. "But in all honesty, with the drink in my system¡ªeven with all I know and learned tonight, I¡¯m not sure I¡¯d trust myself with you either." Phoenix found himself stepping closer, his body moving on its own accord. "I wouldn¡¯t want to disappoint." "I¡¯m sure you¡¯ve never disappointed any woman," Catherine retorted, her voice laced with playful sarcasm. Phoenix shrugged, the gesture making her chuckle softly. Somehow, they had ended up so close. He hadn¡¯t even noticed the movement, but now they were at arm¡¯s length from each other, inching closer with every breath. She had practically crawled across the bed, while he had been drawn to her like a magnet. "So¡ I should probably¡ get to bed?" he murmured. "Your own bed," she whispered, though neither of them made a move to separate. They were almost touching now, their breaths mingling in the small space between them. "Yes," Phoenix agreed, his voice barely audible as his nose grazed her skin. "My own bed. But downstairs. My bed downstairs." "With Molly," Catherine added, though her voice was shaky. "You¡¯ll be more comfortable here," Phoenix whispered, his lips hovering just above hers. "Without you?" Phoenix nodded slowly, his nose brushing against her cheek. How had they ended up so close? "Do you¡" He hesitated, the words almost slipping out. He wanted to ask if she felt it too¡ªthe pull, the strange sense of knowing, like they had met in some lifetime before. But he didn¡¯t finish the sentence. He didn¡¯t need to. She nodded, as though she understood the unspoken question. "I really want to¡" he began, but she cut him off with another nod, her breath warm against his lips. "Me too, but we¡ we can¡¯t, it¡¯s just¡." "The alcohol," he finished for her, their proximity making it hard to think straight. "Yes¡" she breathed, their lips so close now that they could feel the warmth radiating between them. Phoenix¡¯s fingers brushed her cheek, the touch light and featherlike as they both breathed each other in. He could feel her heartbeat quicken, matching the frantic pace of his own. Then, unable to resist any longer, he closed the gap. It was a peck, no more than the kiss he had shared with the devil himself, but the spark that ignited between them was undeniable. Catherine¡¯s hand immediately found the back of his head, pulling him back toward her as their lips crashed together with a passion that had been building all night. Chapter 14: The Kiss that Started Everything Chapter 14: The Kiss that Started Everything Catherine wasn''t sure what had come over her. Perhaps it was some spell all its own¡ªa kind of witchcraft she hadn''t prepared for, a magic more potent than anything she''d ever encountered. From the moment she first met Phoenix, she had felt the pull¡ªa strange, urgent awareness of him that defied logic and reason. Now, alone with him in the hushed intimacy of his bedroom, that pull had become a force of nature, stronger and sharper than ever before, like a live wire winding around her heart and burrowing deep into her bones. It didn''t matter that he was devil-kissed, or cursed, or that something dark was twisting its roots inside him. None of it mattered in this moment of raw, electric connection. And somehow, without words, without explanation, she knew he sensed it too. That odd feeling of knowing without knowing, of familiarity in the unfamiliar, of coming home to a place she''d never been. His gaze, dark and intense, burned into her, unwavering, felt like a promise etched in starfire. It was as though he''d been waiting for her alone in this lifetime, maybe for more¡ªas if all of time and space had conspired to bring them to this moment, this connection. The thought shook her to her very core, sent tremors through her body that she couldn''t control. Something raw and ancient rose within her, a need so profound and overwhelming that it left her skin burning, aching for his touch with an urgency that bordered on pain. Being here, alone with him, hearing him open up about the darkness that plagued him, it did something to her¡ªawoke something primal and untamed that she''d never known existed within her. Her body hummed with an energy she couldn''t explain, every nerve ending alive and singing for him. She wanted to blame it on the alcohol, on the fact that they were wrapped in the quiet hush of midnight, their defenses lowered by the intimacy of darkness. But she couldn''t. She couldn''t excuse away the magnetic pull between them, couldn''t rationalize the way her entire being yearned for him. She couldn''t explain the way her fingers twisted in his hair, desperate and needy, as her lips crashed into his with a hunger that shocked her. Her body moved of its own accord as he threw her back onto his bed, the kiss deepening, intensifying, as his weight pressed into her. The feel of him against her sent shockwaves of pleasure coursing through her veins. Their bodies, as if guided by some ancient memory, some cosmic dance, molded together perfectly, fitting as though they were two halves of a whole finally reunited. A moan escaped her lips before she could hold it back, the sound raw and primal. His name fell from her lips, a desperate whisper, a prayer, a plea. He echoed it back with his own breathless groan, the sound sending shivers down her spine. The heat between them was palpable, electric, like the air before a storm. It was bad. It was reckless. Terrible. Dangerous. Wrong, her brain screamed, but the rest of her didn''t care. Didn''t listen. Couldn''t listen when every cell in her body was crying out for his touch, his kiss, his everything. She''d come here to warn Molly to stay away from him, and now¡now she was tangled in his sheets, his hands mapping her curves as if he already knew every inch of her, as if he''d spent lifetimes memorizing the topography of her body. Her fingers found his belt, undid it with a feverish need that felt utterly foreign but completely essential. The feel of him, hard beneath her hand, made her heart thunder, her pulse racing so fast she felt dizzy with want. He arched into her touch, a low groan rumbling in his chest as his hands ran up her thighs, leaving trails of fire in their wake. His mouth trailed kisses along her neck, each touch of his lips igniting sparks beneath her skin, setting her very soul ablaze. But then, just as she felt she might combust from the heat between them, he stopped. His breath came in ragged gasps as he tore himself away, the sudden absence of his touch leaving her cold, bereft. "Not like this," he managed, voice rough with desire and restraint as he backed away. Royal Road is the home of this novel. Visit there to read the original and support the author. A chill slipped over her in his absence, leaving her gasping, trying to catch up to the sudden distance between them. She sat up, a flush of confusion and longing coloring her cheeks, her body still thrumming with unfulfilled desire. "I want to," he said, his chest heaving as he struggled to steady his breath. His eyes, dark with desire, roamed over her hungrily, and she could see the battle raging within him. "I really want to. God, Catherine, you have no idea how much I want you. But not like this." He ran a hand through his hair, his gaze finding hers with an intensity that made her insides twist with renewed longing. "I like you, Catherine. More than I should. More than I''ve ever liked anyone. I want to do this right¡ªI want to court you, take you on a date. I want to savor every moment with you, not rush through this in a haze of alcohol and impulse. Can I? Will you let me show you how much you mean to me?" Shock rippled through her, mingling with the desire still coursing through her veins. They''d just kissed¡ªshe''d just thrown herself at him with a passion she didn''t even recognize, and now he wanted to slow down? He was speaking with a tenderness she hadn''t expected, a depth of feeling that both thrilled and terrified her. And yet¡she couldn''t deny it. She wanted this, wanted him in a way that was completely uncharacteristic but felt more real than anything she''d ever experienced. She nodded slowly, still dazed, feeling her pulse thrumming beneath her skin like a hummingbird''s wings. "I''d¡like that," she murmured, barely finding her voice. Molly was going to kill her, but she couldn''t help the way things had turned out. How could she have known that Phoenix would end up showing her the darkest corners of his soul and she''d be drawn to him like a moth to a flame, like he was the sun and she a planet caught in his orbit? How could she explain any of this to Molly¡ªor herself¡ªtomorrow? How could she put into words this connection that defied explanation, this pull that seemed to transcend time and space? "Good." He reached for her hand, his touch sending another pulse of heat through her as he brushed a gentle kiss to her knuckles. She felt her heart stutter, her whole body reacting to the small, chaste gesture with an intensity that felt like madness. It was as if every nerve ending in her body had rerouted itself to that single point of contact, his lips on her skin. "Get comfortable here," he said, his voice soft, almost reverent, a stark contrast to the passion that had consumed them moments before. "I''ll take the guest room. Tomorrow, we''ll talk about that date." She nodded, swallowing hard as she reluctantly released his hand, watching him pull back with an aching sense of loss. All this heat, she thought, all this tension, all this cosmic connection, and he''s leaving me with a promise of tomorrow. She couldn''t tear her eyes away from him as he moved toward the door, drinking in every detail of him, committing this moment to memory. "Wait," she blurted, feeling the words escape before she could second-guess them. "I have one question." He paused, looking back at her with a raised brow, curiosity dancing in his eyes. "And what''s that?" "Was my kiss better than the devil''s?" The question hung in the air between them, charged with meaning and mischief. A slow, roguish smile spread across his face as he took in her challenge, his gaze sparkling with wicked amusement. "Oh, Catherine," he said with a look that made her toes curl and heat pool low in her belly. "I don''t kiss and tell." Without thinking, she grabbed a pillow and threw it at him, laughter bubbling up in her chest, breaking the tension. He caught it with a smirk, chuckling as he let the pillow fall to the floor. The sound of their shared laughter filled the room, a moment of lightness in the intense, emotionally-charged atmosphere. "Goodnight, Catherine," he said, voice low and warm, filled with promise. His eyes met hers one last time, conveying without words all the things left unsaid between them. Then he was gone, leaving her with a promise, a smile, and the heat that lingered between them long after he''d left the room. Catherine fell back onto the bed, her heart racing, her mind reeling. She could still feel the ghost of his touch on her skin, and could still taste him on her lips. Tomorrow, she knew, would bring complications, explanations, and difficult conversations. But for now, she let herself bask in the afterglow of their encounter, in the promise of what was to come. Whatever this was between them¡ªthis inexplicable, irresistible connection¡ªshe knew it was only the beginning. Chapter 15: The Lines We Cross The next morning felt like the ultimate walk of shame, even though they hadn¡¯t really done anything. It was just a drunken kiss after the guy shared his soul with her, that was all. It didn¡¯t mean anything; it wasn¡¯t like she liked him or anything like that. Did she feel oddly drawn to him? Sure. But that was just¡a side effect from the booze. It wasn¡¯t like her entering the kitchen for breakfast to find him and Molly laughing and bonding was weird or anything. The fact that they shared a room last night didn¡¯t bother her at all either. As Catherine entered the kitchen, the sight of Molly and Phoenix laughing together twisted something deep inside her. She could barely stand the way Molly leaned into him, her bright laughter filling the room. A dull ache pulsed behind her eyes, and she blamed it on the hangover, on the way the room felt too bright and too loud, but she knew it was something else. How had she managed to throw herself at him last night, after everything Molly had said? She felt a warmth rise to her cheeks as the memory of his touch, his voice saying her name, flooded her senses. She fought to hold herself steady as she walked toward them, pulling her own smile into place. Everything was fine. It had to be fine. ¡°Oh, good morning,¡± said Phoenix. He was grinning at her. ¡°Come join us. How are you feeling this morning?¡± ¡°Like I was hit by a truck,¡± she groaned, sliding into the chair next to Molly at the breakfast bar and furthest away from Phoenix. ¡°You?¡± ¡°I¡¯m fine, I don¡¯t get hangovers.¡± ¡°Me neither!¡± Molly smiled. ¡°Wait.¡± She looked back at Catherine. ¡°I thought you weren¡¯t drinking last night?¡± ¡°After you passed out we had some drinks,¡± Catherine gestured, though she was mostly focused on staring at the table and rubbing her temples with her other hand. ¡°One drink,¡± Phoenix corrected. ¡°Turns out Catherine is a little bit of a lightweight, like some I know¡.¡± There was a pause, which was soon filled by Molly¡¯s giggle. Kill me now, Catherine thought. I mean, I doubt Molly¡¯d be all giggly if she knew his tongue was down my throat last night. ¡°Molly was telling me some of your teenage stories.¡± Phoenix teased. Oh no. Now Catherine looked up, staring at her. ¡°Oh no, you didn¡¯t¡.¡± ¡°Sorry,¡± Molly¡¯s expression scrunched. ¡°But they¡¯re really funny.¡± ¡°Which ones did she tell you?¡± Catherine looked at Phoenix. He met her gaze and she swore her heart stopped for a moment. In fact, the entire world stopped for a moment. ¡°I got throwing up on a carnival ride then wearing it all day and laughing so hard you peed.¡± Catherine looked at Molly. Mortified. ¡°Sorry!¡± Molly repeated. ¡°He was talking about vomit.¡± ¡°I was asking her if she wanted to eat breakfast or if she felt too sick and would throw up, then it escalated to story time,¡± Phoenix told her. ¡°Speaking of breakfast, did you want something? Some plain toast maybe?¡± ¡°No, just¡coffee,¡± Catherine grumbled. ¡°Not sure it¡¯ll help with the hangover, but okay. I¡¯ll go get my barista.¡± He has a barista? Catherine felt her expression scrunch as Phoenix dashed off into the next room. She exhaled and rubbed her temples some more, just wanting her headache to subside. She felt like crap and probably looked worse, unlike Molly who undoubtedly got up and did her full face of makeup. She looked like a dream. ¡°Did you see how much we¡¯re bonding?!¡± Molly asked her. Catherine¡¯s stomach churned. ¡°He even slept in my room! Oh my God, I cannot tell you what it was like waking up and rolling over and seeing his face.¡± Catherine almost choked on her own saliva as she turned to look at her. ¡°He slept in your bed?!¡± ¡°No! No. Don¡¯t be silly.¡± Molly waved her off. ¡°He slept in the other bed in the room, but still, it was so nice. I expected to see you¡ªI mean, not that waking up and seeing you isn¡¯t good, but he was shirtless¡.. Shirtless!¡± Catherine¡¯s mind traveled back to their kiss¡ªthe way she grabbed at his shirt. She hadn¡¯t pulled it up, it felt like there was no time, but she had definitely rubbed her hand in certain bare places. She¡¯d trailed that skin Molly had been eyeballing. ¡°I don¡¯t want to get too ahead of myself,¡± Molly said, ¡°but¡I think he likes me. I really think he likes me, and I¡¯m falling so hard for him, too. I can¡¯t believe someone so famous is such a gentleman¡.¡± she continued. Catherine was getting a serious case of dry throat the more Molly talked, so she poured herself a glass of water from a nearby pitcher and took a sip. Just as she was swallowing, Molly added, ¡°I mean he¡¯s a rock star, I¡¯d have slept with him instantly. That''s all I can think about¡ªhim railing me, and I looked at his dick bulge in his pants and he totally is a big guy.¡± This tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere. Catherine almost spat, but ended up choking instead. She forced the water down, but Molly looked at her with concern. ¡°You ok?¡± Catherine didn¡¯t know how to tell her, but she knew that she must. She had to. She couldn¡¯t let her carry on thinking this sort of stuff or hoping and praying for more when¡ªif she knew the information Catherine did¡ªshe wouldn¡¯t want to touch him or even think of him this way anymore. Catherine didn¡¯t know how to say it, or even where to begin¡ªMolly was going to be so deeply mad and upset with her. She was supposed to be her wingman. She was meant to be setting her up, not tongue wrestling with her crush of over a decade, but she couldn¡¯t help the way she had been drawn to him, even if she was sure it wouldn¡¯t happen again. ¡°Molly,¡± Catherine said softly. ¡°I need to tell you something.¡± ¡°Oh no.¡± Molly frowned. ¡°You have that bad news face. What is it? Do I have something on my face? Have I been talking to my future husband this entire time with something in my teeth? Oh gosh! Do I have a pus-filled zit?!¡± Catherine smiled gently at Molly. "No, no, you look great. Better than great," she reassured her. "It¡¯s about Phoenix. It¡¯s about¡ªspecifically¡ªPhoenix and me..." Molly¡¯s expression turned curious. "What about you and Phoenix?" she asked. "I know you don¡¯t really like him, but Catherine, he¡¯s¡amazing. He¡¯s perfect for me. It¡¯s just like you and your doctor. It¡¯s something unexplainable." Catherine wasn¡¯t so sure about her and her doctor anymore. Even if she wanted to convince herself that it wasn¡¯t going to happen again¡ªeven if she wasn¡¯t going to allow it to happen again¡ªshe couldn¡¯t deny the fire she felt when Phoenix kissed her. "No, it¡¯s nothing like that. Just listen to me... Please. And please don¡¯t be hurt. I swear I didn¡¯t mean for it to happen, but last night... When you were asleep, I..." Her words trailed off as she saw the worry in Molly¡¯s big eyes. Catherine couldn¡¯t say the words she knew she had to tell her. She started to think maybe lying was okay¡ªmaybe it was better, even? The kiss was a one-time thing¡ªa mistake¡ªthat, despite the fire, definitely would not happen again. But could she keep this from her best friend? "I, uh..." "Yes? Catherine, spit it out already, you¡¯re going to give me a heart attack," Molly pressed. "I told Phoenix some embarrassing stories about you," Catherine lied. "What?!" Molly gasped. "Oh no. Did you tell him the post-Mexican food story? Catherine! Oh my god!" "No, no, I didn¡¯t tell him you shit your¡ª" Catherine¡¯s words were cut off as Phoenix reentered the room. "Who shit their pants?" "What? No. No one. You know eavesdropping is¡ªoh my..." She looked at the coffee he was holding, noticing how extravagant it looked. "Thank you. That looks incredible. Exactly what I needed." "I also got you a croissant, you know, in case you changed your mind," Phoenix added. "Thank you," Catherine said with a smile, realizing she was hungry now. "Just so you know, if Catherine said anything weird... Last night, if she said anything weird or embarrassing, you know, while you two were drinking... it wasn¡¯t true." Molly laughed. "I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about," Phoenix said, casually. "I don¡¯t remember much of last night at all." He didn¡¯t remember much of last night? Why did that hurt? Catherine didn¡¯t know if he was being honest or lying; she couldn¡¯t tell. But she guessed if he didn¡¯t remember, that was for the best. It also got her off the hook for the date she agreed to while intoxicated. Worse still, when she checked her emails, she found several messages from her boss. They were short, sweet, and to the point, but apparently, word about her visiting Phoenix¡¯s private island had somehow leaked out. She had no idea how, or if she had been spotted, but still, she read her emails with an eye roll. TO: [email protected] SUBJECT: GET A STORY!! Dear Catherine, Word on the street is that you¡¯re at Phoenix Astar¡¯s house? If this is true, please get a story!! Anything juicy¡ªsnoop around. Regards, Mr. Harrington Majesty Magazine Inc. TO: [email protected] SUBJECT: FWD: GET A STORY!! Dear Catherine, Just to confirm, when I say get a story and snoop around, I don¡¯t mean steal anything¡ªanother reporter stole something and got fired. Just take photo evidence, please. Good photos, and you will get promoted!!! Regards, Mr. Harrington Majesty Magazine Inc. Catherine rolled her eyes. She had no idea how the word got out¡ªliterally none¡ªunless Molly went blabbing, but she doubted even Molly would risk something like this over bragging rights. Sure, sometimes she had a big mouth, but she also knew when to keep a secret. And this was certainly one of those special occasions. Nonetheless, Catherine emailed her boss back. TO: [email protected] SUBJECT: RE: FWD: GET A STORY!! Dear Mr. Harrington, I¡¯m sorry to disappoint you, but I have no clue what you¡¯re on about. I¡¯m not with Mr. Astar, though whatever you speak of sounds lovely. I am away for the weekend with my best friend Molly, but I will try and get you a story regardless. Regards, Catherine Majesty Magazine Inc. Normally, Catherine wouldn¡¯t think it was okay to lie, but now that she had just lied to her best friend it somehow came easier. Chapter 16: Parting Ways Down the Road When it came time for Catherine to leave Phoenix''s estate, she found herself rooted to the spot, a sudden and inexplicable reluctance washing over her. The grand foyer, with its marble floors and ornate fixtures, seemed to close in around her, as if the very walls were conspiring to keep her there. It was strange and confusing; she couldn''t explain or rationalize the feeling any more than she could explain the kiss they had shared. She tried to tell herself that it was simply a drunken mistake, a momentary lapse in judgment fueled by alcohol and the intoxicating atmosphere of Phoenix''s world. But deep down, she knew better. She hadn''t been that drunk. The taste of him still lingered on her lips, a phantom sensation that sent shivers down her spine every time she thought about it. The more she dwelled on it, the more anxious and tense she felt, her body a coiled spring of conflicting emotions. As she and Molly said their goodbyes, Catherine found herself hyper-aware of every detail around her. The soft rustle of Molly''s excitement, the muted tick of the ornate grandfather clock in the corner, the faint scent of Phoenix''s cologne that seemed to permeate the air ¨C it all assaulted her senses, heightening her already frayed nerves. Catherine recited the alphabet in her head, a calming technique she had used since childhood to prevent panic attacks. A, B, C, D... The familiar rhythm of the letters usually brought her comfort, but now they seemed to mock her, each letter a reminder of the chaos swirling in her mind. E, F, G, H... Why was she so damn nervous about leaving Phoenix? It made no sense, but she couldn''t stop her thoughts from spiraling around him, around their kiss, around how it felt¡ªhow he felt. I, J, K, L... She had to find a way to expel Phoenix Astar from her mind, to regain control of her runaway thoughts. But then, as if summoned by her inner turmoil, his song came on the radio in the sleek black car waiting to take them away. The familiar chords filled the air, and Catherine felt her heart constrict painfully in her chest. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons¡ªit''s just not right. It''s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. This book is hosted on another platform. Read the official version and support the author''s work. Catherine inwardly groaned, her fingers itching to change the station, to silence the haunting melody that seemed to echo her own inner demons. But Molly, blissfully unaware of the turmoil raging inside her friend, started to sing along, her voice filled with the kind of adoration that Catherine now understood all too well. To her horror, Molly even asked the driver to turn up the volume, the music swelling to fill every corner of the car, every crevice of Catherine''s mind. As Molly lost herself in the music, Catherine found her hand drifting to her phone, her fingers hovering over the screen. She knew it was wrong, knew it was dangerous, but she couldn''t help herself. She opened her messages, hoping against hope to see Phoenix''s name, to find some indication that he felt this weird anxiety too, that she wasn''t alone in this maelstrom of confusion and longing. But there was nothing. No calls, no texts¡ªnothing. The blank screen seemed to mock her, amplifying the hollow feeling in her chest. Maybe he had forgotten about their kiss, or maybe he was trying to dodge the awkwardness of the next morning. It was probably smart, she told herself, trying to ignore the pang of disappointment that shot through her. But still, Catherine couldn''t shake the anxiety that clung to her like a second skin. As they traveled back, the scenery outside the car window blurred into a meaningless tapestry of colors and shapes. Catherine''s mind continued to spiral, her thoughts a dizzying whirlwind of confusion and desire. She switched from reciting the alphabet to counting numbers, the steady progression of digits a desperate attempt to anchor herself in reality. One, two, three, four... But nothing seemed to help. She kept thinking about Phoenix and their kiss, the memory of his lips on hers, his hands on her body, sending jolts of electricity through her even now. She found herself checking her phone again and again, even though she knew it was silly, even though she knew there would be nothing there. Fifteen, sixteen, seventeen... The numbers in her head grew larger, matching the growing ache in her chest. When they finally got home, Catherine hoped for a reprieve, for a chance to catch her breath and sort through the chaos in her mind. But Molly, it seemed, had other plans. If anything, her best friend was even more obsessed with Phoenix than before. Catherine hadn''t thought that was possible, but here they were, trapped in a whirlwind of Phoenix Astar worship that threatened to sweep her away. Molly kept replaying his song, the haunting melody filling their shared apartment, seeping into every corner until Catherine felt like she couldn''t escape it. Molly''s voice, usually a source of comfort, now grated on her nerves as she sang along loudly, her enthusiasm a stark contrast to the turmoil churning in Catherine''s gut. Hours passed in a blur of Phoenix''s music and Molly''s excited chatter. Catherine found herself nodding along, making noncommittal sounds at appropriate intervals, all while her mind continued to question everything. She had only had one glass of alcohol, hadn''t she? Surely not enough to explain away her actions, to justify the way she had thrown herself at Phoenix. While he had been a perfect gentleman about it, she couldn''t stop thinking about how she had jumped his bones, how natural it had felt to be in his arms. The guilt mixed with desire, creating a potent cocktail of emotions that left her feeling dizzy and off-balance. She was a terrible friend, wasn''t she? Lusting after the very man her best friend adored, keeping secrets, telling lies. But even as she berated herself, she couldn''t shake the memory of Phoenix''s touch, couldn''t forget the way he had looked at her, like she was the only woman in the world. As Catherine''s thoughts spiraled ever deeper into a web of confusion and desire, her phone pinged with a text notification. She jumped at the sound, her heart leaping into her throat. Could it be? Had Phoenix finally reached out? But as she looked at the screen, she felt a mix of disappointment and surprise wash over her. It wasn''t Phoenix''s name that greeted her, but Jasper''s ¨C her ex. She hadn''t spoken to him in what felt like forever, their relationship a chapter she had thought long closed. Yet here he was, reaching out across the divide of time and space, his message a reminder of a life she had once lived, a path she had chosen not to take. As she stared at Jasper''s name on her screen, Catherine felt the weight of choice pressing down on her. On one side, the safe, familiar comfort of Jasper ¨C the man who had once been her everything. On the other, the wild, intoxicating unknown of Phoenix ¨C a man who set her soul on fire but came with a price she wasn''t sure she could pay. Chapter 17: Echoes of the Past Catherine''s fingers hovered over her phone screen, Jasper''s unexpected message staring back at her. The soft glow of the device illuminated her face in the dimness of her room, casting shadows that seemed to dance with her tumultuous thoughts. She read the message again, each word awakening memories she had long since buried. Dr. Sexy: Hi, I know it''s been a while, but I am here for a couple of weeks for a convention. I guess being back made all these old feelings and memories resurface. Anyway, I guess I just wanted to check how you are¡. Perhaps text a little? A mixture of emotions washed over her ¨C surprise, nostalgia, and a hint of something else she couldn''t quite name. It was strange that Jasper would text her out of the blue, especially after all this time. Their relationship had ended amicably, but they had drifted apart, their lives taking different paths. Now, with this simple message, it felt like the past was reaching out to her, tugging at loose threads she thought she had neatly tied off. Before she could even process how she felt, another text from Jasper came through. Dr. Sexy: Did that just double send? Sorry! That''s embarrassing and no way to make a reentrance. Anyway, hope you are well Catherine couldn''t help but smile at his awkwardness. It was so typically Jasper ¨C brilliant in the operating room, but sometimes fumbling in personal interactions. It was one of the things she had found endearing about him, once upon a time. As she contemplated how to respond, her mind wandered back to their relationship. Jasper had been her rock, steady and dependable. Their love had been comfortable, like a well-worn sweater that fit just right. But it had lacked the spark, the fire that she now realized she craved. The fire she had felt with Phoenix... She shook her head, trying to dispel thoughts of Phoenix. This was about Jasper, about the past knocking on her door. She needed to focus. Another ping from her phone drew her attention back to the present. Dr. Sexy: So long as you don''t go into cardiac arrest we are good. Lol. Sorry. Doctor humor. Catherine rolled her eyes, a mix of amusement and exasperation washing over her. Jasper''s attempts at humor had always been hit or miss, usually erring on the side of groan-worthy medical puns. But there was something comforting about the familiarity of it all, like slipping into an old routine. Before she could respond, another message popped up. Dr. Sexy: I''m good, really good. Work''s been busy, as per usual, but I''m doing well and I''m happy. Just¡well I miss you a lot. The admission caught her off guard. Miss her? After all this time? Catherine felt a pang in her chest, a mixture of guilt and something akin to longing. Not for Jasper specifically, but for the simplicity of what they had shared. Everything felt so complicated now, with Phoenix and the curse and her conflicted feelings. Taking a deep breath, she finally typed out a response. Catherine: Oh wow, I was not expecting this¡. I don''t know what to say. I am shocked. I mean, I''m well. Just shocked. How are you? She hit send before she could overthink it, then immediately regretted asking how he was when he had already told her. But Jasper, ever patient, didn''t seem to mind the redundancy. Dr. Sexy: I''m good, really good. Work''s been busy, as per usual, but I''m doing well and I''m happy. Just¡well I miss you a lot. Catherine stared at the repeated message, feeling a strange sense of d¨¦j¨¤ vu. It was as if time had folded in on itself, bringing her past and present into sharp collision. Stolen from its rightful place, this narrative is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings. Catherine: I can''t believe you''re back, it feels surreal tbh. She typed, trying to convey the whirlwind of emotions she was feeling without revealing too much. Dr. Sexy: Yeah, I know. I hope it''s okay with me texting you out of the blue? His concern was palpable even through text, and Catherine felt a rush of affection for him. Despite everything, Jasper was a good man. He always had been. Catherine: Yes, it''s okay. She replied, feeling suddenly vulnerable. How do you talk to someone who once knew every part of you, but is now practically a stranger? Dr. Sexy: Well, maybe we could meet up soon? The suggestion hung in the air like a fragile bubble, ready to burst at the slightest touch. Catherine felt her heart rate quicken, a mixture of panic and curiosity flooding her system. Catherine: What? She typed quickly, buying herself time to process. Dr. Sexy: Catch up over coffee? It may be easier. X o x o As she stared at the invitation, Catherine''s mind wandered unbidden to Phoenix. It was strange to think of him now, especially when Jasper, her ex, was texting her. But she couldn''t help it. Phoenix had been on her mind ever since their kiss, and she couldn''t shake the image of him from her thoughts. The intensity of his gaze, the feel of his lips on hers, the way he made her feel alive in a way she had never experienced before. Just as she was about to respond to Jasper, another text came through. Dr. Sexy: You don''t have to say yes Dr. Sexy: You can think about it, there''s never any pressure with me. You know that. Just take your time and let me know when you can :) His understanding nature shone through, reminding Catherine of why she had loved him once. Jasper was safe, dependable. He was everything a mother ¨C or even a father ¨C would want for their daughter. But as she thought about meeting him, about revisiting the past, she felt a strange reluctance. Catherine: Thank you! I will let you know. She replied, grateful for the out he had given her. Dr. Sexy: Take your time. Until then, is it okay if we text? Catherine hesitated, her finger hovering over the keyboard. Was it okay? Could she maintain a friendship with Jasper while sorting out her feelings for Phoenix? But then, wasn''t that exactly what she was asking of Molly ¨C to be friends with Phoenix despite her feelings? Catherine: Yes, that''s ok. She finally responded, deciding that honesty and openness were the best policy. She could be friends with Jasper. She could handle this maturely. Dr. Sexy: Cool. Well, I gotta get back to work. We''ll text soon. Catherine: Take care! Dr. Sexy: You too! As the conversation came to an end, Catherine exhaled deeply, feeling as though she had just run an emotional marathon. She placed her phone down and lay back on her bed, her mind a whirlwind of thoughts and feelings. Did she want to meet up with Jasper? He was a nice guy, and even if she set boundaries and decided to keep things strictly platonic, she knew he would respect it. He had always respected her, always put her needs first. It was one of the things that had drawn her to him in the first place. But as she lay there, staring at the ceiling, her mind kept circling back to Phoenix. She couldn''t stop replaying their kiss over and over in her head, couldn''t shake the feeling that something monumental had shifted in her world. The intensity of her feelings for Phoenix scared her, thrilled her, confused her. In the end, she decided that it was better to let the past stay in the past. It wasn''t fair to Jasper to revisit old feelings when her heart was so conflicted. It wasn''t fair to herself either. With a heavy sigh, she picked up her phone one last time and typed out a final message to Jasper. Catherine: Jasper, I think we need to leave this in the past where it belongs. I hope you understand, I am not looking to restart anything and I think it''s best this way. She hit send before she could second-guess herself, then waited anxiously for his response. It came quicker than she expected. Dr. Sexy: I understand. Don''t think that I am not disappointed, but I get it. His reply was gracious, understanding ¨C everything she had come to expect from Jasper. And yet, as she read his words, Catherine felt a strange mix of relief and sadness wash over her. It was truly the end of an era, the final closing of a chapter in her life. As she lay there, processing the interaction with Jasper and all it represented, Catherine couldn''t help but feel that she was standing on the precipice of something new, something potentially life-changing. The past was behind her now, but the future ¨C with all its uncertainty and possibility ¨C lay ahead, as unknown and thrilling as Phoenix himself. Chapter 18: A Dangerous Dance As Catherine lay on her bed, still processing her interaction with Jasper, her phone pinged again. Her heart leapt into her throat as she saw Phoenix''s name on the screen. The room suddenly felt too warm, too small, as if the very air was charged with electricity. Phoenix: You alone? Phoenix: Like is anyone with you? The directness of his question sent a shiver down her spine. She could almost hear his voice, low and husky, as if he were whispering in her ear. Catherine took a deep breath, trying to calm her racing heart before responding. Catherine: Isn''t that what alone means? She aimed for a casual tone, hoping to mask the effect he had on her even through text. Her fingers trembled slightly as she hit send. Phoenix: Hey! She answers. At last. I knew you''d warm up to me. Phoenix: Anyway, you alone? His cocky response both irritated and thrilled her. She could picture his smirk, that infuriating half-smile that made her want to simultaneously slap him and kiss him senseless. Catherine: I''m not warm and yes¡. She lied, fully aware of the heat creeping up her neck and the warmth pooling in her belly at just the thought of him. Phoenix: Okay, so when did you want to go on a date? Phoenix: When are you free? The question hit her like a punch to the gut. A date? With Phoenix? Her mind raced with the possibilities, even as her conscience screamed at her to put a stop to this madness. Catherine: What? She typed, buying time as she tried to gather her thoughts. Phoenix: Our date Phoenix: Don''t tell me you''ve forgotten already. Catherine hadn''t forgotten. How could she? The memory of their kiss, of his promise to court her properly, was seared into her brain. But he was supposed to have forgotten. That had been her safety net, her excuse to brush this off as a drunken mistake. She thought to herself, panic rising in her chest. Catherine: No, I remember. But didn''t you say you forgot? She challenged, clinging to the last shreds of her resolve. Phoenix: Yeah, I lied. Phoenix: So¡when you free? His admission of lying should have angered her, should have been the perfect reason to end this dangerous flirtation. Instead, Catherine felt a thrill run through her at his persistence, at the idea that he wanted her enough to lie. Catherine: To go out with a liar? She shot back, a weak attempt at resistance. Phoenix: Yep. Catherine glared at her phone, torn between exasperation and attraction. He was so extremely irritating! He was cocky, arrogant, and¡a good kisser. Damn it! She wanted to toss her phone across the room and never touch it again. Never touch him again. It was bad. Wrong. It was betraying her friend, whom she had lied to this morning, and she refused to lie to her again. She would never lie to her again. No matter how good his lips tasted or how much her body craved to feel that again¡ªto feel him again. Help support creative writers by finding and reading their stories on the original site. He was waiting for her to answer, she felt like she needed to respond to him. But she just had to get a grip on herself. The silence stretched between them, taut with tension. Phoenix: Hello? Phoenix: Catherine??? His impatience was palpable, and Catherine felt a small thrill at making him wait, at having this tiny bit of power over him. Catherine: Hm? She responded noncommittally, her heart pounding in her chest. Phoenix: When we going out? The directness of his question made her breath catch. She could almost see him, leaning against a wall, that infuriating smirk on his face as he waited for her answer. Catherine: I don''t know if we should. I agreed to that when I was drunk, Astar. She tried to reason, more with herself than with him. Phoenix: So? His casual dismissal of her concerns both frustrated and excited her. Catherine: So, I don''t know if you noticed, but Molly likes you. She threw out, a desperate attempt to create distance between them. Phoenix: I noticed. Phoenix: But I don''t like her. Do you want me to like her? His blunt honesty caught her off guard. Catherine felt a pang of guilt, mixed with a shameful surge of relief. Catherine: No! Catherine: I mean¡maybe? Catherine: Idk¡I feel like a terrible friend. She admitted, the weight of her conflicted feelings pressing down on her. Phoenix: I like you, Catherine. Phoenix: Go out with me, just once, and if you decide afterward you don''t want to make anything of it¡ªFine. I''ll leave you alone. His words sent a jolt through her. The idea of him leaving her alone should have been a relief, but instead, it filled her with a sense of panic. Catherine: You wouldn''t want to be my friend? She asked, hating how vulnerable she sounded. Phoenix: No. I don''t want to be your friend. I want to be your boyfriend. The boldness of his statement left her breathless. Catherine stared at the screen, her mind reeling with the implications of what he was offering. Catherine: Well, you''re direct. She managed to type, her fingers shaking slightly. Phoenix: Yeah¡most people don''t like it. There was a hint of insecurity in his response that tugged at her heart. Catherine: It has its charms, I guess. She conceded, a small smile playing on her lips. Phoenix: Is that a backhanded compliment? Catherine: Is there any other kind? Phoenix: Are you flirting with me? His question hung in the air, charged with possibility. Catherine felt her heart racing as she typed her response. Catherine: Maybe¡. She admitted, throwing caution to the wind. Phoenix: Saturday, I pick you up at 8. His assumption that she''d agreed made her both annoyed and thrilled. Catherine: We will meet you at the park near my house. She countered, unwilling to give him complete control. Phoenix: It''s a date x Catherine was smiling at her phone like an absolute idiot. It was beyond her control. The more she tried not to like him, the more she found herself drawn to him. It wasn''t good, and it had to stop. She needed to date guys like Jasper. Jasper was perfect. Literally, he was every woman''s dream. But here she was planning a date with Phoenix¡ªPhoenix who was a terrible idea, Phoenix who was famous, Phoenix who her best friend liked, and Phoenix who had sold his soul to the goddamn devil. It was clearly not going to work, yet¡. She had to see him. She felt like maybe if she saw him, maybe if she went on this stupid date, then maybe she''d get Phoenix Astar out of her system. Of course, that was likely easier said than done. Phoenix was like that song¡ªreplaying over and over, until you couldn''t help but listen to it. He seemed impossible to avoid. It was like he multiplied when she wasn''t looking¡. Like he dug himself into her soul. Somehow. Magically so. But one date and it would be over. It had to be, for Molly''s sake. As Catherine set her phone down, her mind swirling with thoughts of Phoenix and the upcoming date, she couldn''t shake the feeling that she was stepping onto a path from which there was no return. The excitement, the danger, the sheer magnetism of Phoenix Astar pulled at her, promising a world of passion and intensity she had never known. Yet, as she lay in the darkness of her room, the weight of her decision pressing down on her, Catherine couldn''t help but wonder: what was the cost? Chapter 19: Not that Damned Song Again Phoenix was over the moon. Catherine had agreed to go on a date with him. He hadn¡¯t felt this level of excitement since he had first landed his record deal. Even back then, when they had made him record the song that wasn¡¯t even his, it had still been thrilling¡ªthe kind of excitement that came with all the things that followed. But over the years, that feeling had faded, leaving him feeling empty and cold. Now, it was alive again, flooding his veins with a sense of urgency. He had so much to plan. So much to do. He needed to get started right away because, in just a few days, he would be on the date of his life with the woman he really wanted to be with. Phoenix quickly pulled out his phone to call his assistant, ready to start making reservations. ¡°Can¡¯t, sorry,¡± his assistant replied. ¡°What do you mean can¡¯t?¡± Phoenix blinked. ¡°You¡¯re my PA! My personal assistant. You¡¯re hired to do what I tell you.¡± There was a pause when Phoenix realized how that sounded. ¡°I mean, within reason.¡± ¡°I¡¯m hired by your manager¡ªI work for your manager. We all do, even if that means serving you. We are hired by her, so when she tells me to plan your roster to match her schedule because you¡¯ll be recording all weekend, I do so, without question. Didn¡¯t you check your emails?¡± No, Phoenix never checked his emails. ¡°Recording what?¡± Phoenix asked. They only had one song. ¡°A Christmas song,¡± his assistant said. ¡°Check your emails and if you want to change your plans you¡¯ll need to take it up with Demi. No way am I arguing with that woman. She terrifies me.¡± Phoenix¡¯s personal assistant hung up. She terrified him too. He exhaled. But, alas, he did check his emails. Maybe the interview with Catherine made his demonic owners want to release a new song. Maybe they saw value now, in the profit that might bring in for them. Admittedly, the thought of singing literally anything else¡ªany other tune, even if it was horrible¡ªwould have been a godsend. So Phoenix checked his emails. It was a whole lot of spam, and then¡Demi. Phoenix opened the email and read eagerly. TO: [email protected] SUBJECT: CHRISTMAS SONG Phoenix, You need to KEEP YOUR WEEKEND FREE!! Attached are your travel details, the driver will pick you up at 8 am SHARP on Saturday morning. Will be home Monday. We are recording your new song. Can¡¯t miss this opportunity. Dress warm, it¡¯s cold. Lots of love, Demi Damn it, Demi, Phoenix inwardly scoffed. As excited as he was for any song that wasn¡¯t "Demons & Her," he did NOT want to jeopardize his date with Catherine. Sure, Catherine would likely understand¡ªhe was a celebrity, a busy guy¡ªbut it might also give her doubts or more time to think and create doubts. Phoenix needed to spend more time with her, to show her that he was more than what he appeared and serious about wanting a connection with her. A relationship with her. He could not explain why he felt drawn to her as he did, but he also couldn¡¯t avoid it¡ªhe knew that deep inside his gut. So, Phoenix did the only logical thing he could do in this situation. He emailed Demi back. TO: [email protected] SUBJECT: RE: CHRISTMAS SONG Hey Dem, I know you¡¯re always telling me to check my emails, but I forgot lol. Is there any way we can reschedule or something? I kinda made plans. Please? I¡¯ll make it up to you. I promise. ;D Love, Phoenix When Phoenix waited a whole thirty minutes, he realized emails were far too slow¡ªat least considering the urgency of the situation and how often Demi checked her emails, which apparently wasn¡¯t often enough. What a shitty manager she was, Phoenix thought to himself, even though she was the best manager he had ever had. Hell, she was the only manager he had ever had. So, with that thought and no other options, Phoenix tried another tactic. Text. Phoenix: Hey, you. I know I can¡¯t see you right now, but I just wanted to say how completely ravishing you always look! Demi: What do you want? X x Phoenix: A day off. Well, two. Phoenix: Plz? I¡¯ll make it up to you. Demi: A day or two off is fine. X x Demi: When did you want it? X x Demi: Just let me know, as long as it¡¯s not this weekend. X x Phoenix: It might be this weekend¡ Phoenix: I just really wanted to go somewhere. Unauthorized use of content: if you find this story on Amazon, report the violation. Demi: Where? X x Demi: With who? X x Phoenix: Uh¡ Phoenix: Out on a date. I know it sounds lame, but plz. Demi: Seriously??? Demi: With who?? Phoenix: Catherine. Demi: The interview girl? The one who made you look like a MORON in front of thousands of live listeners? The one who you told me allowed someone to PAY HER to make that statement? Phoenix: Yes, her. Demi: No. Demi: Absolutely not. Phoenix: Why not? Demi: Because you dating a girl who publicly humiliated you is stupid and it looks bad. I mean what if you¡¯re spotted by the media? What will the headlines be? Hm? X x Phoenix: Phoenix is so wonderful and forgiving? Phoenix: Phoenix gives girl another chance? Demi: Haha, very funny. X x Phoenix: I¡¯m not kidding. Demi: Well, neither am I! I¡¯m not moving it. Phoenix: Please? Dem? Phoenix: I¡¯ll come record right now, just let me have Saturday night free. Demi: Fine. But you owe me. BIG TIME! X x Phoenix: Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Phoenix: You¡¯re the best! Demi: Don¡¯t you forget it. X x Phoenix: I won¡¯t. Phoenix: Ever <3 Demi: Just Phoenix? Phoenix: Mm? Demi: Get this girl OUT of your system. I don¡¯t mind you having your fun¡ªboys will be boys and all that, but nothing serious. You can¡¯t afford to be serious right now, okay? Go get your kumbayas out with this girl then 100% FOCUS ON WORK! I need your head in the game. X x Phoenix: Got you. I promise. My head will be 100000% focused on work after this date. Thank you, Demi, you¡¯re the best! It wasn¡¯t easy making a woman like Demi understand. She was stubborn at the best of times, but thankfully, she understood sex. Well, the important role sex played in a man¡¯s life¡ªlove, not so much, but sex¡a succubus like her certainly understood. Still, Phoenix had to come good on his end of the bargain. As per usual. So, he ended up meeting with Demi, flying out to New York, and spending the next few days recording his Christmas song. Phoenix had been excited when they showed up at the recording studio, but then he realized it was exactly the same song as before. ¡°Uh, Demi?¡± Phoenix looked at her. ¡°How is this a Christmas song?¡± She shrugged. ¡°We¡¯re putting a Christmas track in the background.¡± ¡°Seriously?¡± ¡°Yeah, that shit sells. People love Christmas stuff.¡± Phoenix wanted to ask why not just¡record another damn song, but he knew the answer. Well, for the most part. It wasn¡¯t that it wasn¡¯t possible. It was. But Phoenix guessed that it was harder to curse two songs than one. So, he was stuck singing this same crappy tune for the rest of his life and only this tune. At least this one had a jingle to it, he guessed. Phoenix exhaled in defeat as he stepped into the recording room and prepared himself to sing the same song that haunted him in his sleep. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. But she, she will break these chains from me, she will set my soul free. She. She is my deepest fantasy, She means everything to me, She will make the world see. She. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Demons, all in the night Demons, they make me fight Demons - it¡¯s just not right. It¡¯s just not right. Oooh. Oooh. Phoenix was in the recording room, with the mic, looking through the glass at his recording team who shook their heads like he¡¯d done a bad job. The thing about the curse was it didn¡¯t matter how badly Phoenix tried to sing, it still came out exactly the damn same. ¡°Hm, you know, we got some interference,¡± said the producer, placing his thumb down to signal bad quality. ¡°Can you sing it again? From the top.¡± Phoenix inwardly groaned. Of course, they wanted him to sing it again. Why wouldn¡¯t they want him to sing it again? He resisted the urge to roll his eyes¡ªor perhaps, pluck them from his skull. Hell, he had sung this song well over a million times, what was one more? Although Phoenix didn¡¯t understand why they couldn¡¯t just use his old recording. He meant, if they were just adding some Christmas-themed song into the background, then why couldn¡¯t they just¡reuse his old recording? Phoenix had no idea, but clearly, he was doomed to sing this same song¡ªthese same lyrics regardless, so he just tried to make the best of it. Phoenix just tried to tune out and focus on Saturday¡ªon Catherine¡ªon how his date might be. It was the perfect distraction for his mind. Catherine, somehow, she soothed his soul. Chapter 20: The Perfect First Date Phoenix and Catherine had been texting constantly, and it felt like their connection was growing with each conversation. They shared jokes, memes, and even stayed on the phone all night. The more they communicated, the more they craved each other''s company. One afternoon, while Catherine was eating lunch and working, they had another playful exchange. Phoenix: When¡¯s your lunch break? X o x o Catherine: Now hehe, what you up to? Phoenix: Just recording this new Christmas song. Catherine: A new song? Did hell freeze over? Phoenix: Very funny, lol. But no¡ªit¡¯s the same song, with a merry tune in the background. Catherine: WHAT? But why do you need to record that? Phoenix: No clue, that¡¯s what I said, HA HA lol x Catherine: Well, good luck, I guess. Phoenix: I miss you x o x o. I know we talk all day and night, but yeah. Catherine: I miss you too. Lunch breaks are my favorite. Phoenix: Why? Catherine: Undisrupted Phoenix time x. Phoenix: Aw, you¡¯re gonna make me smile in front of Demi. She might realize how much I like ya. Catherine: And how much is that? Phoenix: A lot. Catherine: Oh really? Phoenix: Maybe x o x o. Catherine hated to admit it, even to herself, but she wanted more from Phoenix. He had even started to enter her dreams. One dream in particular stood out. It wasn¡¯t anything dramatic, but it stuck with her. They were on a beach, together, in love. Phoenix was rubbing lotion on her skin, paying particular attention to her stomach. The way he touched her gave her butterflies, and she wasn¡¯t sure why. He also called her ¡°baby girl.¡± The dream was tranquil, with the beach, palm trees, and the stillness of the ocean, making her feel completely at home with herself. When Saturday night arrived, Catherine was a bundle of nerves. She had lied to her best friend, Molly, again. She told Molly she was going out on a blind date, and Molly was super excited, even helping her get ready and giving her advice on her outfit. This only made Catherine feel more terrible when Molly wished her luck. Catherine didn¡¯t want to lie to her, but she felt trapped in her own deception. She had told herself this was the last time she would do anything beyond platonic friendship with Phoenix Astar. If she just scratched this itch, everything would fall into place, and she could move on from the curiosity that lingered inside her. But maybe that was another lie, because when Phoenix¡¯s name popped up on her cell phone, her heart sang. She could feel the big, goofy smile crossing her cheeks against her will. Hell, she even listened to his song in the taxi and didn¡¯t completely hate it. Phoenix¡¯s Song Lyrics: But she, She will break these chains from me, She will set my soul free. She. She is my deepest fantasy, She means everything to me, She will make the world see. She. Demons, they live inside us all. Demons, they will make me crawl. Demons, they made me fall. Oooh, they made me fall. Phoenix had a nice voice, even if the lyrics were repetitive hell. Catherine even dreamed that maybe she would be the "she" he sang about. She imagined what it would be like to kiss him while sober or even be his girlfriend, but it all seemed too surreal. She half expected to wake up at any moment, thinking about some famous rockstar, known worldwide, wanting someone like her. It seemed like insanity was more likely, but here she was. Catherine tried to shake her guilt as she texted him back. Catherine: Hey Phoenix, I¡¯m almost at the park, just letting you know. x Cutie Pie: Cool, I¡¯m already waiting. Catherine: Okay, see you soon. x Cutie Pie: See you. x Cutie Pie: Wait. You said you changed my name, what did you change it to? Catherine: Cutie pie, lol. It seemed both fitting and like the perfect disguise, since you are cute but you also really aren¡¯t, lol. Unauthorized reproduction: this story has been taken without approval. Report sightings. Cutie Pie: Hey! I take offense to that¡ I think? Cutie Pie: Anyway, I¡¯ll see you soon. x Catherine: See you soon. x When Catherine arrived at the park, she spotted Phoenix instantly, and her stomach went wild with butterflies. It was both the best and scariest feeling she had ever encountered. The best because it felt amazing¡ªa rush that raced right through her soul¡ªand the worst because it scared her that he had this much power over her already. She smiled and did a stupid wave as he approached. He was in casual wear, different from the clothes he usually wore, and had on a hat and sunglasses, likely to lessen the chances of being recognized in public. ¡°Hey,¡± Phoenix said, almost sounding nervous before he went in for a hug. Catherine wrapped her arms around him, though the feeling in her stomach only deepened at the closeness, and then she felt him kiss her cheek. ¡°You look beautiful,¡± he murmured before slowly pulling away. Catherine wasn¡¯t sure if that was true, but she trusted Molly¡¯s opinion. Still, Molly had chosen the sexier dress, which made Catherine feel a little out of her element. She questioned whether Molly would have dressed her the same if she had known who Catherine was dressing up for, which only made the guilt deepen. Still, Catherine smiled and accepted the compliment. ¡°Thanks,¡± she said, her cheeks feeling a little warm as he met her gaze. ¡°No problem,¡± Phoenix replied. ¡°It¡¯s a nice dress.¡± Catherine didn¡¯t know what she expected going on a date with a world famous rock star like Phoenix Astar, but it certainly wasn¡¯t this. After getting into a taxi¡ªagain trying not to draw any unnecessary attention to themselves¡ªthey went into the back entrance of a restaurant. Catherine expected to get a table, but instead, they were escorted to the rooftop where there was a beautiful private garden. There, amongst the flowers, was a table with chairs¡ªa candlelit dinner that made Catherine swoon a little bit. ¡°Oh, Phoenix,¡± Catherine said, trying to fight back her goofy smile. No one had ever done anything like this for her before. It was amazing¡ªbeyond amazing, actually. The little romantic area was adorned with fairy lights, and in the corner was a small music box playing Phoenix''s song. Catherine let out a light chuckle as Phoenix extended his hand toward her. ¡°Milady, may I have this dance?¡± Phoenix asked. Catherine¡¯s cheeks warmed. ¡°You may, good sir.¡± They moved to the small area around the dimly lit flowers and slowly started to dance to the song that was way too fast a tune by comparison, but somehow, it was perfect. He was perfect. Even his song wasn¡¯t so bad as he held her, and they listened to that same repetitive tune. As Catherine clutched to Phoenix, she could smell his cologne¡ªhis signature scent. She could recognize it easily since half the men around town wore it everywhere, but it smelled so much better on his skin. She breathed him in, holding the scent deep into her lungs. The feelings she had around him were different¡ªboth familiar yet completely and totally foreign. Their bodies seemed somehow in tune as they swayed, and she rested her head on his chest, listening to the soft pitter-patter of his heart. ¡°I told you I could dance,¡± Phoenix whispered, referencing their texted banter from earlier in the week. ¡°You mean aside from your stage jumping?¡± Catherine chuckled. ¡°Yes. Admit it, you¡¯re impressed.¡± ¡°I admit nothing.¡± ¡°Psh.¡± ¡°Psh!¡± Catherine chuckled as they danced slowly, like two teenagers at prom or something. At least she felt like a princess that way. ¡°This is why I nicknamed you Cutie Pie in my phone.¡± Catherine knew she had told herself just one date and then she¡¯d stop¡ªthat she¡¯d get him out of her system¡ªbut as she glanced up at him, she found her gaze lowering toward his lips. They were a pale pink and perfectly sculpted. Although she had been under the influence of alcohol during their last kiss, she remembered it vividly. She remembered how exciting it felt and how badly she wanted him. She noticed he was looking at her lips too, but neither of them dared to move closer. Instead, they both just lingered. As the song came to an end, they moved to the iron table with chairs to match and comfy cushions. Phoenix pulled out Catherine¡¯s chair so she could sit down. Again, the blush of her cheeks deepened. It wasn¡¯t like her to gush over a guy, and it wasn¡¯t because he was a celebrity. It was something else¡ªlike the way her energy reacted to his. It was spiritual and chemical all at once. Catherine¡¯s phone went off with a tune that wasn¡¯t Phoenix''s song¡ªa rarity. She could feel her phone vibrating in her purse, which was resting on her chair, and realized she should have put it on Do Not Disturb. Apologetically, she plucked it from her purse. ¡°It¡¯s fine,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°Go ahead and check your phone, it¡¯s cool. Really.¡± Catherine was going to just put it on Do Not Disturb, but she accidentally opened the text message from Molly and felt bad not texting her best friend back, especially when she was on a date with her crush of a decade. Molly: Is he hot? Molly: Sneak a photo if you can lol Molly: I¡¯m so excited for you!!! Molly: I never thought you¡¯d move on after Jasper. Molly: I hope he¡¯s a fox he he he Catherine: Lol, Molly. Molly: Omg don¡¯t text while on a date! It¡¯s rude! Molly: But secretly, how¡¯s it going? Is he hot? Molly: Do you need an SOS call? Catherine: It¡¯s going well. He¡¯s hot. And no SOS needed, but thank you! Molly: Ok lol, enjoy and don¡¯t do anything I wouldn¡¯t do lol he he x x x Not long after, a waiter came, as though he was waiting on cue, and then he took their orders. Neither of them ordered alcohol. Catherine got a fancy chicken meal, and Phoenix got a steak with a side of pasta. He swore the pasta there was to die for, so they ordered some for Catherine to at least try it. Talking with him was easy. The conversation flowed naturally. It was like talking to an old friend¡ªat least if your friend gave off sexual chemistry and kept staring at your lips. Beneath the table, as they ate, Catherine¡¯s foot kept finding Phoenix¡¯s leg as if it had no control. She teased up and down his calf as though it had taken on a mind of its own. She didn¡¯t want to lead him on¡ªshe knew it had to end after tonight, for Molly¡¯s sake¡ªbut that didn¡¯t mean she couldn¡¯t enjoy tonight, right? Whether she could or couldn¡¯t, it didn¡¯t matter because she was. She really was. In fact, she didn¡¯t want the night to end. Chapter 21: Above the City Phoenix and Catherine''s date had been nothing short of perfect. The food was delicious, especially the pasta, which Phoenix had raved about, and the atmosphere was magical. Catherine struggled to deny her attraction to him, but the truth was undeniable¡ªPhoenix was her perfect match. He was flawed, yes, but perfectly suited for her. The connection they shared felt deeper than anything she''d ever experienced, as if their souls were meant to be together. His energy resonated with hers, creating a melody only they could hear. He might not be able to write new songs, but he could always sing to her soul. "I have one more place I want to show you," Phoenix said, his eyes gleaming with excitement. "Seriously?" Catherine replied, smiling at his enthusiasm. It was hard not to when he was so close and open like this. "You haven¡¯t spoiled me enough already?" "Not nearly," Phoenix said, his voice warm as he took her hand in his. Her face felt hot as Phoenix led her down the street. Walking around with Phoenix Astar was challenging¡ªeven at this late hour, there was always the risk of being spotted. But they had on hats and scarves, and they moved quickly and carefully, almost floating down the street. Catherine didn¡¯t know where Phoenix was taking her, but curiosity bubbled inside her. Her heart sang with anticipation as he stopped them in an alleyway and blindfolded her. "Seriously?" she chuckled. "Is this necessary? I could just¡close my eyes, if that¡¯s what you wanted." "I don¡¯t trust you not to peek," Phoenix teased. Catherine continued their journey blind, with Phoenix leading her. Her heart raced, and adrenaline fired through her veins. She didn¡¯t know where they were going, but she giggled as Phoenix guided her into the unknown. It felt like they were moving upwards. "Are we going up?" she asked, curiosity lacing her voice. "We might be. But shh, you¡¯re going to ruin your surprise," Phoenix replied, his tone playful. "Fine," Catherine chuckled, giving in to the excitement. There was a soft "bing," followed by a voice that said, "top floor," and Catherine chuckled again. Obviously, they were in an elevator. She assumed they were heading to one of Phoenix''s many apartments, maybe to watch a movie or something. But when he removed the blindfold, she realized how wrong she was. Her gaze took in a room adorned with roses and tea-lights, creating a fairy garden-like atmosphere. It was breathtaking, like a scene from a dream. Her eyes watered as she took it all in. On the floor, there was a picnic area set up with desserts, wine, and cushions to lounge on. It was beautiful, truly beautiful. She was at a loss for words, completely flabbergasted. No one had ever done anything like this for her before. Looking beyond the enchanting scene, Catherine noticed that they weren¡¯t in an apartment. No, they were much higher¡ªin a sky tower. "Hang on," Catherine gasped as she raced toward the edge, where they were soaring above the city. The view was incredible. The night was gorgeous and surreal, with the apartments and city buildings glittering like tiny stars below them. It felt like they were on top of the world, and in many ways, they were. "I can¡¯t believe it. We¡¯re in the sky tower," she said, smiling back at Phoenix. "How did you¡ªit''s like 11 pm, this place isn¡¯t even open at this hour. How did you manage to get us up here, let alone privately?" Support the creativity of authors by visiting the original site for this novel and more. "Magic," Phoenix replied with a mischievous grin. Catherine gave him a flat look. "Don¡¯t tell me you sold your soul again," she teased. Thankfully, Phoenix laughed. "No, unfortunately, you can only do that once." "Unfortunately?" Catherine raised an eyebrow. "Why unfortunately? What would you wish for this time?" Catherine was acutely aware of her trembling hands as Phoenix stepped closer. His hand reached for her jaw, his fingers warm as they caressed her skin. "To kiss you," he said softly. "I would sell my soul right now to kiss you." "Well, you don¡¯t have to do anything like that," Catherine purred, her voice teasing. "You can kiss me as the soulless demon you are." Phoenix chuckled softly, his smile deepening as his eyes met hers. They were analyzing yet soft, filled with something unspoken. "I know this won¡¯t make any sense since we¡¯ve only known each other a short while, but¡I feel like I¡¯ve known you forever. I feel so comfortable around you, so content," he said, his hand gently brushing her cheek. "I feel safe¡just to be myself, which doesn¡¯t happen for me." Catherine¡¯s heart raced inside her chest, pounding so fast she felt dizzy and lightheaded. It was surreal, like a dream. She couldn¡¯t believe this was happening¡ªthat Phoenix Astar was falling for someone like her. "I feel it too, Phoenix," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. "I feel like I¡¯ve wanted you for so long, even though it makes no sense," Phoenix whispered, leaning closer to her lips. Without him even saying the words, Catherine was aware¡ªaware of everything. His touch sent shock-waves through her flesh, as though his fingertips had the ability to bring her to life. "I know, I feel it too¡ªit¡¯s like I know you, even though I don¡¯t," she replied. It was a strange feeling, but she could read him through his eyes. She could tell that he wanted this, just as she did. She could tell without him saying anything that this was something else, something more than just a fleeting moment. "We don¡¯t have to do anything you aren¡¯t ready for," Phoenix''s breath tickled her lips. "I just¡ªI really have to kiss you again, Catherine. I need to kiss you¡ªI want to kiss you." "I want to kiss you too," Catherine whispered, her voice trembling with anticipation. "Please, kiss me, Phoenix." There was no hesitation as Phoenix¡¯s lips found hers, just as she had asked. Their last kiss had been under the influence of alcohol, but now they were both completely sober. Her entire body came alive as their lips met. Their lips seemed to mold perfectly together, as though they were designed for each other. His kiss was both soft and firm, tender yet filled with a fiery passion. It was a paradox of sensations, all at once. His lips teased hers, his tongue tentatively seeking permission, and his hands followed, exploring her with a gentle yet possessive touch. Catherine tried not to think about how well Phoenix knew a woman¡¯s body or how many women he must have been with to have such skill. She just wanted to focus on them¡ªon him. His fingers were skilled, touching her in safe yet teasing areas¡ªher arms, her hips, her thighs, and slowly down to her ass. He seemed hesitant at first, but when she didn¡¯t stop him, he gave her a playful squeeze. Phoenix was taller, so Catherine was on her tiptoes to reach him. That was until he grabbed her and picked her up. She moaned deeply against his lips, feeling the intensity of their connection. She wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him closer, which elicited a grunt from him. Their kiss deepened, their tongues tangling together as her hands raked through his thick, dark hair. No matter how close they got, Catherine just wanted to be closer, craving the sensation of their souls reconnecting. Her hands moved of their own accord, almost as though they were possessed. They gripped his shirt, clawing at the fabric and ripping at the buttons to undo them. "Touch me more," she moaned against his lips. "Please, please, touch me more. I want to feel more of you." Phoenix was happy to comply. He led them over to the picnic blanket and laid her down. His body fell on top of hers, and some of the picnic items fell over. Neither of them cared. They were lost in each other, just like with their first kiss¡ªsomething had ignited between them, a flame that was hard to extinguish. Chapter 22: Souls Combined In this moment a certainty overtook her. It was natural. She knew, deep in her soul, she belonged with Him. Even though they weren¡¯t officially dating, she was his, and he was hers. She knew it with every fiber of her being. She belonged to Phoenix Astar, and he belonged to her¡ªin this life and the next. Always. They would find each other, and once they did, they would be inseparable. Phoenix moaned into their kiss before his lips slowly moved down her neck, trailing soft, feather-like kisses that contrasted with his heavy breathing and the growing bulge in his pants¡ªthe same bulge she could feel pressed against her thigh. Catherine swallowed hard, the thought of being able to affect him this way, of making Phoenix Astar want her, sent butterflies fluttering wildly in her stomach. "Catherine, I know this is happening so fast," Phoenix panted against her skin. "We only just met, but it doesn¡¯t feel that way, does it?" Catherine shook her head, her fingers still clawing into his back. It didn¡¯t feel like they had just met. It felt like they had known each other for lifetimes. They were caught in a whirlwind of emotions, their bodies entwined in a dance of desire and connection that neither had experienced before. ¡°I¡¯ve never felt this way before,¡± Phoenix confessed, his voice tinged with a mixture of awe and urgency. ¡°Me either¡¡± Catherine admitted, though she was deeply distracted by the feel of his lips traveling down her collarbone. The sensation was intoxicating, sending waves of pleasure coursing through her body. Her eyes rolled back into her skull, and she could feel her blood rushing to a very specific area. ¡°Ever since that night, I¡¯ve wanted you, Catherine¡ªjust you. It doesn¡¯t seem like that long, but it feels like I¡¯ve craved you forever,¡± Phoenix whispered, his voice gravelly and thick with longing. His stubble scratched her tender skin, but it only heightened the pleasure. Everything about him felt good, and his words tasted even better, almost sacred. But deep down, Catherine already knew. Without him having to say anything, she knew. Somehow. Magically. ¡°I know,¡± she whispered back, her voice full of understanding. She could feel it¡ªfeel him inside her chest. ¡°I feel it too. I feel the pull. The connection. Our connection. I feel everything you¡¯re feeling. You aren¡¯t alone.¡± "I want you, Catherine. I¡¯ve never wanted anyone like I want you,¡± Phoenix admitted, his eyes locked onto hers. ¡°I want you too,¡± Catherine replied, their gazes intertwined in a silent agreement. ¡°Please keep holding me, touching me. You can keep talking¡ªI love what you¡¯re saying¡ªbut please, please, I need more of you. Please don¡¯t stop touching me. I need more of you. I need to feel more of you¡¡± Stolen from Royal Road, this story should be reported if encountered on Amazon. Phoenix¡¯s touch was soft, slow, and sensual as he gently slid the straps of her dress down her shoulders, trailing soft kisses along the way. Catherine felt a rush of warmth spreading through her, the anticipation building with every caress. As his hands moved skillfully, her breath hitched, feeling the closeness of their bodies and the electric energy between them. She moaned softly, her hands instinctively seeking him out, pulling him closer, wanting to feel every inch of him against her. ¡°I want you closer,¡± she whispered, her voice laced with urgency. Phoenix responded by removing his shirt, the fabric falling away to reveal his bare skin. The intensity between them only grew as they shed the barriers between them, their bodies pressing together, skin to skin. The sensation of his touch, his warmth, and the rhythm of their movements sent waves of desire coursing through her. ¡°Please, more,¡± Catherine panted, her fingers trailing down his back, feeling the strength in his muscles. Her voice was a breathless plea, filled with longing and need. Phoenix¡¯s eyes darkened with a mix of desire and something deeper¡ªsomething that made her feel safe, cherished, and wanted. ¡°You¡¯re so beautiful,¡± he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. ¡°I want you so much.¡± His gaze held hers, filled with unspoken promises and a connection that went beyond words. Catherine¡¯s heart raced, her body responding to the intensity of the moment. There was an unspoken understanding between them, a desire to be completely open, to share everything they were feeling without reservation. She wanted them to see each other fully, not just physically but emotionally, too. The closeness between them felt like more than just passion; it was an unspoken bond, a shared vulnerability. Their kisses deepened, becoming more urgent, as their hands explored each other¡¯s bodies, mapping out every curve and muscle. The need to be close, to feel every part of each other, was overwhelming, yet there was a tenderness in every touch, a respect and a reverence that made the moment even more intense. ¡°I want you,¡± Phoenix whispered, his voice husky, his breath warm against her skin. The connection between them was undeniable, a powerful force that drew them together, making them forget everything else. Catherine¡¯s heart swelled with emotion, feeling the significance of the moment. She knew this was more than just physical¡ªit was a merging of souls, a deep connection that left them both exposed and yet somehow complete. As their bodies moved together, unrestricted now, Catherine felt herself driven to the edge of madness. She could feel Phoenix pressed against her, tantalizingly close, pushing and teasing. The heat of his skin against hers was intoxicating, every point of contact sending shivers through her body. Just when she thought he was about to fulfill her deepest desire, he pulled back. The sudden withdrawal left her gasping, her body aching with need. "Please," she pleaded, her voice trembling with desperation. Her eyes, wide and dark with desire, met his. Her words came out in a breathless rush, "Phoenix, I need you. Every part of me wants every part of you. I''ll lose my mind if you don''t...." Phoenix smiled that signature, devil-may-care smile that could make any woman weak in the knees, and Catherine was no exception. His eyes, dark and intense, roamed over her body, making her feel both exposed and cherished. "Don''t worry," he assured her, his voice low and husky. The daring look in his eyes did little to ease her impatience. "I''m going to take care of you all night. We have all the time in the world, and I intend to savor every moment." Chapter 23: Flames of Desire He wasn''t wrong. Or lying. She could see it in his eyes, and it excited her even more. She could feel his desire for her as clearly as her own for him. But he wasn''t going to give in just yet. His kisses, soft and featherlike at first, became more precise as they trailed lower, exploring her body with reverence and passion. "You''re so beautiful," Phoenix murmured against her skin. "I want to memorize every inch of you." Catherine''s breath hitched at his words. "Phoenix," she whispered, her voice filled with longing. Phoenix''s kisses left a trail of fire on Catherine''s skin, claiming her in a way that drove her to the brink of sanity. His touch was both gentle and maddening, teasing and passionate. Every brush of his lips, every caress of his fingers, sent shivers through her body. She arched into his touch, silently begging for more. "Do you want me to keep going?" he asked with a cocky grin, knowing full well what her answer would be. His fingers traced lazy patterns on her skin, never quite touching where she wanted him most. Catherine bit her lip, trying to maintain some semblance of control. But the need coursing through her was too strong to deny. "Yes, please," she quickly replied, abandoning any pretense of restraint. "I want you. I need you. Please, Phoenix, don''t tease me anymore." Phoenix''s grin widened. "But teasing you is so much fun," he said, his voice playful. "The way you respond to my touch... it''s intoxicating." Slowly, deliberately, Phoenix continued his exploration of her body, his eyes never leaving hers. By the time he reached his destination, Catherine was panting with desire. He had barely touched her, and she already felt like she might explode from the anticipation alone. As Phoenix continued his passionate exploration of Catherine''s body, the world around them seemed to fade away. The glittering lights of the city below became a distant blur, the soft whisper of the wind against the tower''s windows a mere backdrop to their shared breaths and quiet moans. Catherine felt as if she were floating, suspended in a moment of pure bliss, tethered to reality only by Phoenix''s touch. Every caress, every kiss ignited a new flame within her, building a fire that threatened to consume them both. She marveled at how perfectly they fit together, how each movement seemed choreographed by some higher power that had always meant for them to find each other. If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it. Phoenix began to touch her with a warmth and gentleness that was both inviting and maddeningly slow. Catherine moaned loudly, arching her back, her mind reeling at the reality of what was happening. She lost herself in the sensations, her fingers clawing through his hair as waves of pleasure washed over her. "Oh Phoenix!" she cried out, her voice filled with ecstasy she had never experienced before. "Please, don''t stop. I''ve never felt anything like this." The way she moaned his name seemed to spur him on, intensifying his ministrations. "That''s it, Catherine," he encouraged, his voice thick with desire. "Let go. I''ve got you." Catherine found herself reaching heights of pleasure she had never known. She tried to wriggle away, overwhelmed by the intensity, but Phoenix followed, leaving her no choice but to succumb to the waves of bliss that crashed over her. As she came down from her high, Phoenix looked up at her with satisfaction. His eyes were dark with desire, his breathing as ragged as hers. "You''re so incredibly sexy," he told her, his voice husky. "The sounds you make¡ªI want to hear them again. Will you let me hear them again, Catherine?" Catherine''s cheeks flushed even more, a mix of embarrassment and lingering pleasure coloring her skin. "I''m not sure I can," she admitted, still breathless. "I''ve never experienced anything like that before. It was... intense." Phoenix''s expression softened. "We can stop if you want," he offered, though the look in his eyes suggested he hoped she wouldn''t take him up on it. "No!" Catherine said quickly, surprising herself with her vehemence. "I mean... I don''t want to stop. I want more. I want... everything. With you." A slow, sensual smile spread across Phoenix''s face. "Then you shall have everything," he promised. He continued to lavish attention on her, drawing out her pleasure again and again until Catherine was left trembling and gasping for breath. His skilled touch and unwavering focus on her pleasure left her reeling, experiencing sensations she never knew were possible. Hours passed as they explored each other''s bodies. Catherine found herself reaching new peaks of pleasure multiple times, each more intense than the last. It was unlike anything she had ever experienced before, and Phoenix seemed to take immense satisfaction in bringing her to these heights. His own enjoyment was evident in his expressions and the sounds he made, which only served to heighten Catherine''s arousal. "You''re amazing," Catherine breathed during a brief respite. "How do you... where did you learn to..." Phoenix chuckled, the sound sending pleasant vibrations through her body. "Practice," he said with a wink. "And a deep appreciation for the female form. Especially yours." Chapter 24: Stirring the Flames As their passion began to ebb, Catherine felt a desperate need for more. The connection between them was electric, and she wanted to experience it fully. "Please, Phoenix," she begged, her voice filled with longing. "I need you. All of you. I want to feel you... completely." Phoenix hesitated, his eyes searching hers. "Are you sure?" he asked, his voice serious despite the desire evident in his eyes. "I mean, I want to. Trust me, I want to more than I''ve ever wanted anything. But I didn''t even bring any protection. I wasn''t expecting this to happen tonight. I just¡ªI couldn''t help myself. You''re so beautiful, and the connection we share is magnetic." Catherine''s desire overrode her caution. "It''s fine," she assured him, her hands caressing his face. "Just... be careful. I trust you, Phoenix." Phoenix seemed hesitant, searching her eyes for any sign of doubt. "Are you absolutely sure? I don''t want you to regret anything." "Yes, I''m sure," Catherine replied without hesitation. "I''ve never been more sure of anything in my life." "Well, there''s something you should know," Phoenix said, his tone turning serious. He took a deep breath, as if steeling himself. "Because of my condition... the chances of me having children are extremely low. I''m practically infertile." Catherine''s brows furrowed in confusion, the contrast between her arousal and this new information making her head spin. "Oh," she said softly, her voice a mix of sympathy and lingering desire. "I''m sorry, Phoenix. That must be difficult for you." "It''s okay," Phoenix reassured her, his gaze steady and full of understanding. "I''ve come to terms with it. But I wanted you to know... before we take this step. Did you still want to...?" "Yes," Catherine replied quickly, almost too quickly. She blushed, then added more calmly, "Please. This doesn''t change how I feel about you, Phoenix." "I''m a guy, I always want to," Phoenix laughed, a sound that eased the tension between them. "But you¡ªyou made me really, really want to. In a way I''ve never experienced before." Catherine giggled, the sound lightening the air between them. As they came together, she felt as though she was experiencing something entirely new. Despite her previous experiences, this felt different¡ªmore intense, more intimate. Phoenix moved with a gentleness and passion that took her breath away. "I''ll be gentle," Phoenix whispered against her lips, his hands caressing her sides with reverence. "You don''t have to be," Catherine replied, her voice soft but firm. Her fingers traced the contours of his back, feeling the muscles move beneath his skin. "I feel safe with you. I trust you completely, Phoenix." Ensure your favorite authors get the support they deserve. Read this novel on the original website. "I trust you too," Phoenix murmured, his eyes locked on hers. "More than I''ve ever trusted anyone." As their bodies joined, Catherine felt a surge of emotion so powerful it brought tears to her eyes. This wasn''t just physical intimacy; it was a merging of souls, a cosmic event that felt both earth-shattering and inevitable. With every movement, every shared breath, she felt as if pieces of herself that she never knew were missing were finally falling into place. Phoenix''s eyes, dark with desire but glowing with an otherworldly light, seemed to peer into the very depths of her being. In that moment, Catherine understood with crystal clarity that this connection transcended the physical realm. Whatever forces had brought them together ¨C be it fate, magic, or the machinations of demons ¨C had created something beautiful and unbreakable. As they moved as one, Catherine felt the boundaries of herself dissolving, melding with Phoenix in a union that felt eternal and unshakeable. As they moved together, Catherine felt as though they were perfectly in sync, two halves of a whole finally united. The sensations were overwhelming, and she found herself losing control, begging Phoenix for more. Their bodies moved in perfect harmony, each touch, each caress, each kiss building the tension between them. "Please," Catherine pleaded, her voice breathless and filled with need. Her nails raked down Phoenix''s back, urging him closer. "I''m so close. I want you, Phoenix. I need you," she moaned loudly. "Phoenix!" "Catherine," Phoenix groaned, his voice thick with desire. His movements became more urgent, more passionate. "When you say my name like that... it does things to me. You''re incredible. So beautiful, so perfect." Their passion built to a crescendo, both of them crying out each other''s names as they reached the peak together. The intensity of their shared climax left them both trembling and breathless, clinging to each other as waves of pleasure washed over them. As they came down from their shared high, Phoenix held Catherine close, both of them still shaking slightly from the intensity of their encounter. They lay next to each other in blissful silence, staring at the night sky visible through the sky tower. "You''re mine now, okay?" Phoenix breathed, his voice filled with a mix of tenderness and possessiveness. His fingers traced lazy patterns on her skin, as if he couldn''t bear to stop touching her. "Catherine, you''re mine." Catherine nodded, half dazed but certain of her feelings. She turned her head to meet his gaze, her eyes shining with emotion. "I''m yours, Phoenix. Completely and utterly yours." "Good," he replied, pulling her closer and pressing a soft kiss to her forehead. As she drifted off to sleep in Phoenix''s arms, Catherine reflected on what had just transpired between them. Maybe it happened too quickly. Maybe other girls would have waited, but this felt right for them. Catherine knew¡ªmaybe she wasn''t fully aware of it, but she knew from the moment she met him¡ªthat they were going to share something so special and intimate together. She didn''t know how to explain their messiness or their chaos, but it was theirs, and only they had to understand it. No one else. Although, she was nervous about having to explain herself to certain people because¡ªif she was Phoenix''s, and she was¡ªit would change everything. But in this moment, wrapped in his arms, feeling more complete than she ever had before, Catherine couldn''t bring herself to worry about the future. All that mattered was the connection they shared, the passion they had discovered, and the love that was so real between them. Chapter 25: The Aftermath of a Good Time Catherine thought that the date with Phoenix Astar was supposed to be a one-time thing. She was supposed to be getting Phoenix out of her system, even if that meant¡ªif it ended up with her sleeping with him. Sleeping with him hadn¡¯t really been part of the plan, but it happened nonetheless. It was like her body just gravitated toward him, and now she didn¡¯t know what to do. Catherine hated lying to her best friend, she couldn¡¯t keep lying to Molly. When Molly asked how her blind date had gone, Catherine told her the truth. For the most part. She even admitted that she had slept with him. Molly didn¡¯t really approve, but she didn¡¯t fight Catherine on it either. Molly was a good friend, always supporting every decision Catherine made, whether good or bad. But this one was definitely bad. It was horrible. And Catherine didn¡¯t know what to do because it wasn¡¯t something she could undo at this point. The lies kept growing deeper and deeper, and worse, she kept falling harder and harder for Phoenix. They talked nonstop, and Catherine kept hiding her phone, even though his name wasn¡¯t saved as Phoenix¡ªshe felt so guilty. Molly would comment on the smile Catherine would get while reading his messages, completely unaware that it was her rockstar crush who was making Catherine smile. Catherine didn¡¯t know what to do. She knew she had to tell Molly the truth, especially when Phoenix started calling himself her boyfriend via text, but she feared Molly¡¯s response. She feared what it might mean for their friendship. It started as cheeky texts, but as days passed, Phoenix and Catherine only got more intense. On a Thursday night, Catherine¡¯s phone flashed at 8 p.m., as always. It was when Phoenix got off work, and Catherine jumped at her phone because it was also when Molly was at her night yoga class. This meant they could sext with some amount of privacy. But tonight, his text made her heart skip a beat. It was from Phoenix, but different from what she expected. Phoenix: I¡¯m outside Catherine: What??? Phoenix: I wanted to surprise you Catherine: You can¡¯t be here!! What if someone sees you?! Phoenix: That¡¯s why I climbed the fire escape Catherine: What???? Are you crazy??? Phoenix: I¡¯m outside your window. Catherine turned, only to see Phoenix standing on her balcony. He had literally climbed the fire escape up three stories just to see her. She rushed to the door, opening it quickly. ¡°Molly¡¯s not here, right? At yoga for two hours?¡± Phoenix looked at her. ¡°I thought we could¡¡± He started lifting whatever was in the bags he was holding, likely Chinese food judging from the smell, but Catherine pounced on him. She was wearing a robe and not much else underneath, since she had been planning to send him sexy videos and pictures, but the live version was so much better. Phoenix dropped the contents he was holding as his palms found the curve of her cheeks and he kissed her, slowly, yet deeply. Catherine moaned against his lips as they moved back toward her bed. She quickly swept off the few items that were on there¡ªa candle, some moisturizing creams¡ªand then they were on the bed. Their bodies molded together, pushing impossibly close despite the annoying clothes that separated them. The narrative has been illicitly obtained; should you discover it on Amazon, report the violation. Although some time had passed, Catherine hadn¡¯t forgotten how good Phoenix felt. In fact, she dreamed of it¡ªof all things relating to him¡ªmost nights. It was like he consumed her somehow, as though he took over her body and mind and all sense of reasoning. ¡°Can I take off my shirt?¡± he murmured against her lips. ¡°Yes, yes,¡± was all Catherine could think to reply. She felt hot all over. Apparently, he did too. His skin was like fire against hers as they kissed, their bodies pressing closer together, and her robe slowly came open. It felt so good, having him this close. It felt natural and right, like the way things were supposed to be. She hadn¡¯t ever felt this way before¡ªthis comfortable, this connected, or this drawn to someone. It was a thrilling and sexy mix of emotions¡ªeverything all at once. She just knew that she needed more of him. Phoenix seemed to feel the same as his hand slipped beneath the silk of her robe, finding her bare skin. His touch was light , as he explored her, sending shivers through her entire body. The sensation of his hand against her made her gasp softly, the intensity of the moment driving her wild. She had never wanted anyone this much, had never felt a yearning so fierce. Catherine found herself moaning softly as she kissed him wherever she could reach, her fingers fumbling with his belt in a desperate need to feel even closer to him. The sound of his name on her lips, the urgency in her touch, spoke volumes about how much she wanted him. Phoenix was groaning too, his voice thick with desire. Her body felt alive, pulsing with adrenaline. The connection between them was electric, and it felt like they were on the edge of something explosive, even though they hadn¡¯t crossed that line yet. His hand found hers, helping with his belt as he murmured, ¡°I need you.¡± The words were raw, filled with an urgency that matched her own. Catherine¡¯s breath hitched as she shrugged out of her robe, her body trembling with anticipation. But just as the moment heated up, the door opened. Like a deer in headlights, Catherine froze at the sight of her best friend, Molly. Much like Phoenix, she was holding food¡ªthis time from their favorite caf¨¦ down the road. Coffee, which Catherine knew would be her usual order, and their favorite little pizza bread things. Molly¡¯s eyes widened in shock as she dropped everything to the floor, her hands flying up to cover her mouth. The lighting was dim, but not that dim. Molly would have been able to see Phoenix and Catherine perfectly, naked and exposed. Catherine quickly pulled her robe back over herself, eager to cover her shame as her best friend stood there in a state of shock. ¡°Oh my God!¡± Molly cried. ¡°Oh my God!¡± And then she rushed off. Catherine pushed Phoenix away from her body, put on her robe, and did it up tightly as she chased her best friend toward the exit she was running to and out into the hall. ¡°Molly, please,¡± Catherine begged. ¡°I can explain.¡± Molly stopped near the top of the stairwell. Tears brimmed in her eyes. ¡°Explain?!¡± she yelled. ¡°How could you possibly explain?! It¡¯s one thing to give me false hope, or even try and set me up with him, but you¡you lied to me, Catherine! You got with the guy you knew I was in love with, and you lied to me about it. Shit! I was giving you advice! He was the blind date, wasn¡¯t he?!¡± ¡°Molly.¡± Tears streamed down Catherine¡¯s face. ¡°Right. So, I helped you get sexy for him? Wow, that¡¯s fucked up.¡± Molly went to leave, and Catherine jumped toward her. ¡°Molly, please!¡± she begged, grabbing at her arm, but Molly pulled away. ¡°Please. I can explain.¡± ¡°Can you?!¡± Molly yelled. ¡°Can you explain? Because unless you were literally forced into it and held at gunpoint, which it seriously didn¡¯t look like, or hit your head and are suffering from some kind of amnesia, then I highly doubt that there is anything you can do or say to make me forgive you! You¡¯re my best friend, Catherine! You¡¯re supposed to be my best friend! Best friends don¡¯t lie to each other! They don¡¯t steal potential boyfriends or sneak around just to get some!¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t mean to hurt you,¡± Catherine said. ¡°Can you just¡can you listen? Please?¡± ¡°The thing is, Catherine, even if I listened¡even if you said the perfect thing. I wouldn¡¯t believe you.¡± Molly cried. ¡°I no longer believe you. You broke the trust. You broke US.¡± Molly¡¯s words cut deep, and Catherine was left standing in the hallway, devastated as her best friend walked away. Chapter 26: Caught Red Handed Molly hated her, and she hated herself too. Phoenix had left shortly after the ordeal with Molly. Catherine hadn¡¯t said much to him, and she hadn¡¯t really texted him back either. She wanted to. In all honesty, she couldn¡¯t help the way she felt about Phoenix, nor could he help what he felt for her. It wasn¡¯t like she did it to be malicious. She tried to fight it. She knew that Molly wanted her to set them up, and she looked like a backstabbing bitch, but she couldn¡¯t help the way things happened. It was beyond her control¡ªneither of them had any power over the chemistry between them and the bond they shared. Catherine was the only person the curse didn¡¯t affect, and even though she didn¡¯t understand why she was the chosen one, she was grateful. And so was he. Until she came along, the only person he could really talk to was Demi, his manager. Sure his relationship with Catherine was pretty complicated given that he had sold his soul to the devil and was half demon now, but at least he knew he could be himself around her. He knew he could talk to her. And he knew she didn¡¯t adore him because of the curse. She wasn¡¯t some fan girl. It was real. Their love, their connection, was real. As Molly packed her bags to move out of their formerly shared apartment, Catherine wanted to tell her the truth¡ªshe wanted to explain. But she couldn¡¯t. Even if it didn¡¯t sound completely nuts¡ªthat Phoenix had sold his soul to the devil¡ªeven on the off chance Molly believed her and it didn¡¯t endanger them, there was no way Catherine could betray Phoenix¡¯s trust like that. She couldn¡¯t hurt him like that. There was no way. No way at all. Catherine refused, even if the price for Phoenix¡¯s loyalty and to keep everyone safe meant losing her best friend. ¡°I just can¡¯t believe you¡¯d do that!¡± Molly said, packing with a force that showed her frustration. ¡°I get sleeping with him¡ªyou¡¯d be crazy not to¡ªbut shit, a relationship with him? You didn¡¯t even like him! You don¡¯t even like his music! You don¡¯t deserve him! I¡¯ve loved him for years before you did! Years!¡± Catherine wanted to explain to her that her love was an illusion, the side effect of some curse, but she couldn¡¯t. ¡°Molly, I didn¡¯t do it to betray you¡ªI didn¡¯t even plan it¡ª¡± ¡°It¡¯s one thing to go behind my back like this for a guy, even a famous and gorgeous guy like Phoenix, but you lied, Catherine! You didn¡¯t even tell me the truth! You kept it from me! And I find out when I come to our apartment and you¡¯re dry humping him on our couch?!¡± ¡°I was going to tell you,¡± Catherine said. And that was the truth. ¡°I just¡ªI was scared. I didn¡¯t know how you¡¯d react and we¡¯re being lowkey because of the media¡¡± ¡°Right, the media,¡± Molly rolled her eyes, ¡°lord forbid they find out the woman who trashed him on national radio was sucking his dick!¡± Catherine¡¯s face felt hot. ¡°I¡¯m not¡ªit¡¯s not like that! I didn¡¯t trash him, I just asked a question, and I¡¯m not¡ I know this is hard for you to understand but we aren¡¯t just fucking or sucking or whatever you want to say¡or think, or whatever makes you feel better. We are in love, I love him. He loves me.¡± ¡°Psh. You¡¯re just his latest hussy!¡± Molly screamed. ¡°He¡¯ll always love Hannah. You¡¯re just a hole he fucks!¡± Catherine didn¡¯t realize she¡¯d slapped Molly until it was too late. It wasn¡¯t hard, but she¡¯d smacked her across the cheek, and Molly¡¯s head had swung in the direction of the strike. Shock covered Molly¡¯s face and reflected on Catherine¡¯s own. ¡°Oh God!¡± Catherine said, bringing her hand to her lips. It stung from where it had landed on Molly¡¯s skin. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry, Molly! So sorry! I didn¡¯t¡ª¡± This text was taken from Royal Road. Help the author by reading the original version there. ¡°Forget it!¡± Molly snapped. ¡°I know where your loyalties lie. I hope his dick is worth it!¡± Catherine¡¯s eyes filled with tears as Molly stormed from the room, toward the exit, and slammed the door shut behind her. She still had stuff here, a lot of stuff, but the text message that vibrated in Catherine¡¯s pocket soon confirmed what she feared. Molly: I¡¯ll be back to get my stuff when you¡¯re not there! Some friend you are. I can¡¯t believe you. Catherine: I¡¯m sorry! I don¡¯t know what came over me. I¡¯ve never hit anyone before. I just, well, I lost it I guess. I¡¯m sorry. For everything. Even though what you said wasn¡¯t nice, it¡¯s never okay to hit anyone. Molly: It¡¯s never okay to fuck your best friend¡¯s soul mate either¡ªeven if they are a celebrity. I mean it¡¯s even worse that you gave me hope! You helped me! I thought you¡¯d wingman me, but you were just sliding into his DMs yourself! Ps, you slap like my grandma so don¡¯t even worry about that. lmfao. Catherine: You don¡¯t need to bring Grandma May into this¡ Molly: You¡¯re right, it disrespects her. Catherine: I¡¯m sorry I hurt you. Molly: If you were really sorry you¡¯d end it with him and choose OUR FRIENDSHIP above some dick. So are you going to do that? Will you end it with him? Catherine stared at the message, unsure of what to say or how to respond. She loved Phoenix. She loved him more than she¡¯d ever loved any man. It wasn¡¯t about fame or anything for her. It was him, who he was, and how they seemed to be bound together. They shared chemistry. Even though they hadn¡¯t known each other all that long, it was like she knew him¡ªknew his soul, as ironic as that sounded considering he¡¯d sold it. Catherine wanted to explain everything to Molly. She longed to tell her the truth and talk to her properly. She wanted Molly to understand, but she also knew her better than that. Molly was a stubborn person at the best of times. There was no way she¡¯d fold on this. She¡¯d given Catherine an ultimatum¡ªher or him. Catherine thought back to her relationship with Molly. As rough and mean as Molly could be sometimes, she could also be soft and caring. Catherine remembered when she really wanted this designer sweater but was too poor to afford it. Molly took on extra work over the summer and bought it for her as a gift for Christmas. She also always defended Catherine and stood by her, right from the day they met. Catherine remembered it like it was yesterday. They were in kindergarten and this boy kept pushing her over. One day she fell into the mud and dirtied her dress. She started crying because her grandma had made it for her and had later passed away. Then the boy laughed and teased her because she didn¡¯t have a grandma like he did, so Molly stormed up and pushed him in the mud. She then started a rumor that he pooped his pants, and he went on the next five years being called Stinky Steven. Molly had been there through every breakup and accomplishment, when Catherine¡¯s parents got divorced, and when she broke her arm falling from a tree. It was always Catherine and Molly. Always. Catherine didn¡¯t want a man to come between them, even if he was the love of her life. ¡°Okay,¡± Catherine texted back, ¡°I¡¯ll do it. I¡¯ll end it with him.¡± Chapter 27: The Price of Loyalty It hurt her heart, but it had to be done. Catherine couldn¡¯t lose her best friend, and maybe, as impossible as it felt, Phoenix and she could stay in each other¡¯s lives? Maybe they could learn to be just friends. Molly¡¯s response came through almost immediately. Molly: Seriously? You¡¯ll end it? You mean it? Catherine: Yes, for you I¡¯ll do anything. Molly: Hm okay, well¡I¡¯ll believe it when I see it. Molly: But it¡¯s a start. Thank you. Catherine: It¡¯s okay, I¡¯m sorry for the slap. I don¡¯t want to fight¡ªyou¡¯re my best friend. Molly: I¡¯m sorry too. Molly: Ps, you really do slap like my grandma lol. Catherine: Well, I¡¯ll take that as a compliment. Molly: I also get to slap you once, so we¡¯re even. Molly: Since I can¡¯t sleep with Phoenix lol I just need to settle for hitting you back lol Catherine: I¡¯ll take it like a champ Molly: Okay, deal It was settled. Catherine had to end things with Phoenix to keep her best friend in her life. She had to end things with Phoenix so she didn¡¯t lose Molly forever, but she didn¡¯t think she could do it to his face. As horrible as it sounded, as nasty as it would be to read in digital font, she couldn¡¯t¡ªshe wouldn¡¯t be able to end it if she were in person with him. If she were looking at his eyes, face, or lips, she¡¯d be too tempted to kiss him. It wasn¡¯t fair. It wasn¡¯t just. But Catherine supposed life wasn¡¯t fair or just. So, as much as she hated it, she decided to cut the cord and get it over and done with via text. Besides, this way she could screenshot the conversation and show it to Molly as evidence¡ªnot that she felt she needed evidence, but Molly likely did after Catherine hadn¡¯t told her about Phoenix and her. Regretfully, Catherine texted Phoenix, ¡°I am sorry, I can¡¯t do this anymore. I love you, but I just can¡¯t. I hope you understand.¡± As she hit send, her eyes brimmed with tears, and the moment it said ¡°read,¡± she felt her chest tighten. She expected him to text back, but instantly, he phoned. Catherine could feel her heart squeeze inside her chest as she answered, ¡°Hello?¡± ¡°What do you mean you can¡¯t do this?¡± he asked, his voice heavy with concern. ¡°Is it because of the soul thing? The curse?¡± Enjoying the story? Show your support by reading it on the official site. ¡°No, no. Baby, no,¡± Catherine replied softly, her voice trembling. ¡°It¡¯s Molly. She, um¡ this is awkward, and I don¡¯t quite know how to tell you this, but she has a crush on you¡ªor has, for many, many years, and she wanted me to set you up with her, but instead I¡ª¡± ¡°But I don¡¯t want her,¡± Phoenix interrupted, his tone firm yet tender. ¡°I want you. I¡¯ve fallen for you. Molly is nice and everything, but even without you in the picture, she¡¯s just not my type. I¡¯m not attracted to her.¡± ¡°I know, I know.¡± Catherine sighed, the weight of her decision pressing heavily on her. ¡°I can tell, but¡ she thinks it¡¯s because of me and thinks I¡¯m a bad friend for sleeping with her crush and breaking her trust. I didn¡¯t tell her¡¡± ¡°We agreed to keep it a secret,¡± Phoenix said, trying to reason with her. ¡°It¡¯s safer for everyone¡ª¡± ¡°I know that, but she doesn¡¯t get it. She doesn¡¯t understand. All she sees is her friend who betrayed her and slept with the man she¡¯s been crushing on for over a decade.¡± ¡°She doesn¡¯t actually want me, Catherine. It¡¯s the curse. If I didn¡¯t sell my soul, she wouldn¡¯t look twice¡ªit¡¯s the fame and power.¡± ¡°I know that,¡± Catherine replied, her voice cracking under the emotional strain. ¡°Well, did you explain to her that we aren¡¯t just sleeping together? That we¡¯ve fallen in love?¡± ¡°I tried. It didn¡¯t help.¡± ¡°Is there anything I can do or say to help make her see reason?¡± Phoenix asked, desperation creeping into his voice. ¡°No, I don¡¯t think so. She¡¯s quite upset with me. I¡¯m sorry.¡± ¡°So that¡¯s it?¡± His voice broke a little, and it made Catherine¡¯s heart squeeze even tighter. ¡°So we¡¯re just¡ªover? Just like that? Because your friend is upset I didn¡¯t want her and wanted you?¡± ¡°Phoenix, I don¡¯t want this¡ªI love you. I love you so, so much. I just don¡¯t see any other way. I¡¯m sorry.¡± ¡°Catherine, please. We don¡¯t have to break up, we can find a way to¡ª¡± ¡°Phoenix, don¡¯t make this any harder than it has to be. Please? I love you. In time, we will be friends, but right now I need to focus on mending my broken friendship with Molly. She¡¯s like a sister to me. I just need some time to get over this.¡± ¡°Catherine¡ª¡± ¡°I just need some time. Please don¡¯t call me or text me. I don¡¯t want any contact with you. It will only make moving forward even harder. Know that I love you, that I will always love you, but I can¡¯t see you if it means hurting my best friend and breaking apart our friendship.¡± ¡°Catherine¡ª¡± ¡°Take care of yourself, Phoenix.¡± Catherine hung up and immediately broke down crying. It was horrible, feeling like this. Her entire body hurt. Her heart hurt. And she didn¡¯t think there was anything in this world that could make it better. Aside from making up with him, which was impossible right now because of her best friend Molly. Catherine''s body shook with uncontrollable sobs as she curled up on her bed, clutching her phone to her chest. The finality of what she''d just done crashed over her in waves, each one threatening to drown her in regret and sorrow. She had chosen her friendship over the man she loved, the man who understood her in ways no one else ever had. The irony wasn''t lost on her ¨C she''d hurt Phoenix to avoid hurting Molly, but in doing so, she''d shattered her own heart into a million pieces. As the night wore on, Catherine found herself caught in a loop of second-guessing and what-ifs. She replayed every moment with Phoenix in her mind, from their first meeting to their last kiss. Each memory was a bittersweet reminder of what she''d given up. She wondered if she''d made the right choice, if sacrificing her chance at true love was worth preserving a friendship that now felt tainted by ultimatums and resentment. But even as doubt gnawed at her, she knew she couldn''t go back on her word to Molly. The damage was done, and all she could do now was hope that someday, somehow, the pain would lessen and she''d find a way to live with the choices she''d made. Chapter 28: Shadows in Waiting Catherine¡¯s heart pounded as she paced her bedroom, gripping the pregnancy test with shaking hands. The two pink lines stared back, a future she could hardly fathom growing inside her. She sank onto the bed, a thousand questions swirling through her mind. She needed Phoenix. But every attempt to contact him had met only silence, and now, with his absence stretching out endlessly, her resolve began to fray. She dialed Demi¡¯s number, heart in her throat as she waited through the rings. ¡°Catherine?¡± Demi¡¯s voice, smooth and composed, felt like a lifeline. ¡°Demi¡ I¡ªI really need to talk to someone. Could you come over?¡± There was a pause, and then Demi¡¯s voice softened with a warmth Catherine hadn¡¯t expected. ¡°Of course, Catherine. I¡¯ll be right there.¡± Catherine let the phone slip from her hand, drawing her knees to her chest as she tried to steady herself. She didn¡¯t know why she¡¯d turned to Demi for support, but right now she felt completely alone, and Demi was all she had.