《Encore, Alexandria!》 The Much More Successful Company The blackout was a few months ago, but Marie Joyce remembered it like it was yesterday. She was in the system, something that everyone was prone to doing at that time. Her work day was done and the weekend was coming and she was ready to do what she loved to do most, play the piano. She sat down in the fluorescent green room that she called her studio and started playing. She could feel the weight of the keys on her fingers, could feel them spring up in that ever so delicate way as she took them up into the air. The piano itself was a worn upright from an obscure Japanese brand, something that her father gifted her when the system was still a giant box worn on the head. Marie¡¯s father has been known to have a hunch since those days, but still logged in on a regular basis. Then, it happened. Not gradually, but in the blink of an eye, gray noise came into every single one of Marie¡¯s senses, like pins and needles only for every inch of the body and every sensation, including vision and hearing. She screamed. Her screams only punctuated the gray noise. It was like this for three hours, by the count of the analog clock in her bedroom. Then the system lost power, everything went black in her vision, there was only silence in her hearing, but fortunately she could feel the sensors on her skin. She pulled down her system mask and looked around her drab and small apartment. There was, in fact, a genuine leather piano bench she was sitting on, though the thing that she was playing so delicately earlier was her desk. The apartment itself was nothing special, on an eight story walk-up just outside of what used to be Washington, D.C. Marie lived and worked in this apartment, living as a woman in her late twenties and working as a customer service representative. For what company she works for and what service they provide is unimportant and uninteresting, but I¡¯ll tell you anyway. She works for Daedalus Incorporated, which provides the service of shipping packages internationally for a much larger, much more successful company. Marie¡¯s job was to accept calls from angry customers who wouldn¡¯t receive packages from the much more successful company and would blame Daedalus Incorporated. The much more successful company will remain unnamed to clear my name of any charges of defamation or slander. Marie¡¯s apartment was filled with useless, novel trinkets that she had ordered from the much more successful company, even before she worked for its subsidiary. That being said, she would order items into the tenure of her career as well. One of these items was her system. The system was exactly that, an intricate system of computers that connected the entirety of the human race in a digital reality. When the system, and the reality therein, was turned into a gray noise, people were, rightfully, pretty annoyed. After a few hours without the system, Marie found herself passing a stress ball in between her hands when her phone rang. When she answered it was another customer service representative. This one worked at the much more successful company, and informed Marie that she should expect the system up by the end of the night, at the very latest the next morning. That was two months ago. Marie still had her drab apartment and her drab job, the only thing that kept her slightly connected to the meatspace her body inhabited. During the first few weeks, the much more successful company gave an ordinance, with the help of the Pan-American Alliance and the city of Greater Columbia, that all citizens should remain inside. It only took a few murders and several heart attacks for the three parties to agree to let people out of their apartment buildings, despite the fact that the air had been deemed uninhabitable, barring filtration, years prior. Marie took the trek down the eight flights of stairs that led into her lobby, surrounded by the people she knew as neighbors and not much more. ¡°Geez.¡± Marie said, upon exiting the complex for the first time in a very long time. ¡°What a shithole.¡± There were murmurs about the courtyard that seemed to echo her sentiment. The sky, despite not being run by a shoddy computer, had been a gray noise ever since Marie could remember. Towers of drab apartments cascaded into the gray noise, the sun poking down onto the civilian populace like a street lamp in fog. Stolen story; please report. A delivery truck came into the courtyard, bearing the logo of the much more successful company on its side. The radio was playing a song by an artist long dead that Marie had learned to play on her system piano, and this provided a small sense of comfort to her before a crowd stormed the truck and the hazmat suited driver who was operating it. ¡°When will the system be back online?¡± asked one of the tenants. ¡°What does (the much more successful company¡¯s CEO) have to say about this?¡± said another. The hazmat suited driver paid no attention to them, simply loading packages, also bearing the logo of the much more successful company on their side, into the loading dock of the complex to be sorted later. When the hazmat suited driver came back to his truck, an eldery man, made sinew by ages within his apartment, attempted to strike a punch. The driver, who was the only strong and healthy man among the crowd, took this in stride, got back in his truck, and left the tenants to explore the courtyard. And explore, they did, only stopping when they came to the fenced in yard that separated the complex from the rest of Greater Columbia. Marie came across a small calico cat, balding and crusty and wheezing like on life support. Maggots were crawling and biting around its feet. Marie picked up the cat, swaddled it in her thin sweatshirt and brought it up the eight flights of stairs into her drab apartment. The cat screamed and hollered the whole way up. At one point, a neighbor asked what was in the swaddled sweatshirt and was promptly taken aback by the anguished cries of the calico. When arriving back to her apartment, she laid a small bowl of water on the floor for the cat, who didn¡¯t dare to escape from its comfortable home of polyester and cotton. There were two phone calls on her answering machine; one from the much more successful company, promising that the system would be up within the week, and one from her father. Marie¡¯s father, Carl Joyce, lived in a rusty two-story shack on the outskirts of Delaware. In his last few years of retirement, senility had gotten the best of him. During his rambling message, he spoke of Marie¡¯s mother, who had been dead and gone for a decade or more. He said that her lung cancer, the thing that had taken its toll on her in the later years of her life, was getting worse. She promptly deleted each message and walked into the kitchen to check on the condition of the calico, whose screams and hollers had died down a bit. The little thing had fallen asleep, raspy snores coming from its deviated septum. This incident with the calico happened one month into the blackout. After the second month, the much more successful company no longer gave the courtesy call to each of their customers, lying that the system would be back online soon, leaving said customers pretty annoyed. After that, hazmat suited delivery drivers brought packages to the complex on a regular basis, sometimes three or four times a day, unloading the whole truck each time. At the end of the second month without the system, Marie ordered a keyboard from the much more successful company, which arrived within the guaranteed three days. It was a large, thin box, being that the keyboard had the full 88 keys that Marie was used to playing. She opened it gingerly and laid it equally gingerly onto the desk where she would practice within the system. When she put her hands on the keys, her foot on the small plastic sustain pedal, the sound was almost offensive to her ears. She laid a fifth chord on the middle C that just sounded different from the luminous and warm tone of the off-brand Japanese upright that she was so used to playing. The calico, now considerably more furry and with considerably less maggots, approached curiously, hopped up onto the desk and rubbed her head on the edge of the keyboard. Marie had found out after a few days of having the cat that it was female and she gave it a name; Regina. After Regina rubbed the edge of her jaw on the felt speaker of the keyboard, Marie stopped. She looked around her living room, which also happened to be her bedroom and kitchen, and finally felt isolation, the kind that seeps deeply into one¡¯s soul. She realized that the room was mostly empty, say for the desk, the piano bench, the newly ordered keyboard, an assortment of useless and novel trinkets, and an assortment of molding dishes piled up in her sink. This isolation led to a scorned, painful face, which led to tears. For three hours she sobbed until there were no more tears to cry, and then sobbed a bit more. At this point, a knock came to her door. A Friend I feel as though now is a good time to give you some background into Marie¡¯s life before I divulge the information of who was knocking at her door. Marie grew up like anybody in the twenty-first century, losing more hope year after year. After a relatively uninteresting stay in the public school system, she was shipped off to university, right at the end of the war. The war that would eventually consolidate all of the world¡¯s nations into five megastates did not phase her collegiate endeavors. A stinge with drugs, alcohol, and bad sex, however, did. Dropping out during her sophomore year, when the air was deemed uninhabitable barring filtration, she moved to the city of Greater Columbia, started working as a customer service representative for Daedalus Incorporated, and bought her first system set-up. This was when she met the mysterious person known only as Jones. Jones supposedly lived on the other side of the continent, working in a fulfillment center for the much more successful company in Angel City, where the air was yet to be deemed uninhabitable. They were an enigma. Their avatar had no distinguishing features, say for the general humanoid shape that they took. Marie met Jones in a digital cafe in the system, drinking digital coffee and smoking digital cigarettes. They were both in line, waiting to order their digital coffee, when Jones struck up conversation with Marie. They got to talking and have been what we would call pen-pals ever since. Once they had sent actual letters to each other, contained within Christmas presents. Jones got Marie sheet music for Debussy concertos; which would have been useless, given that Marie already had this book in the system, and had learned every song in it, but this one had a physical poster inside, a poster that now hung in the eastmost corner of Marie¡¯s drab apartment. Marie got Jones physical coffee and physical cigarettes, both grown at the equator. Ever since the black-out, Jones¡¯ phone had been out of service, set only to an answering machine whenever Marie, or anybody else, would try to call. Marie had given up a few weeks ago. Now, onto the door. Jones was considerably shorter than Marie, something that surprised her and took her off the scent that she was staring down the barrel of her longtime friend. She attempted to close the door in their face when they put an arm between the door and the frame. ¡°Marie, it¡¯s me.¡± Jones said, in that ever familiar voice. ¡°Jones?¡± Marie asked. ¡°Is that really you?¡± Jones nodded. ¡°Can I come in?¡± Marie opened the door and they both made their way from the small hallway that adorned all of Marie¡¯s coats into the single room which inhabited her life. They sat down in relative silence for a good while. ¡°Mind if I smoke?¡± Jones asked. Mary nodded and Jones pulled out a cigarette, the same brand that Marie sent them years prior during Christmas. At this point, Regina the calico approached Jones and rubbed against their leg. ¡°Nice cat.¡± They said. ¡°Thanks.¡± Marie said. ¡°How the hell did you get here?¡± ¡°Hitching rides on trucks and trains mostly. A lot of walking in between the rides. God, am I glad to sit down for a second. Those stairs are really steep.¡± ¡°I¡¯m aware.¡± Marie¡¯s face looked like that of a dead woman, staring blankly down onto the ground. ¡°How¡¯d you know that I live here?¡± Jones motioned with the pack of cigarettes in their hand. ¡°I had to do a little digging in my files to find an exact address. I was so relieved when I found out that I hadn¡¯t thrown out the envelope you sent my gift in.¡± If you spot this tale on Amazon, know that it has been stolen. Report the violation. ¡°You hadn¡¯t?¡± Marie asked. ¡°Call it sentimentality. I had a lot of friends in the system, but I always liked you the most, Marie. I just had to see you, to hear you play again.¡± During the years prior, Jones would often find themselves in the fluorescent green studio that Marie often called home after long days of work. They would come to the small concerts that Marie put on for herself, playing the pieces that her and Jones would compose together. Jones motioned towards the cheap plastic keyboard that Marie had just christened a few hours prior. ¡°Do you think you could play me something?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know if I can play anything anymore.¡± Marie said. ¡°I just got that thing today. I played one chord and it just felt¨C wrong.¡± ¡°I see.¡± Jones said, nodding. ¡°Could you try, at least? I¡¯d love to hear Passepeid.¡± Marie smiled for the first time in a long time. ¡°Sure, I¡¯ll give it a go.¡± She went up to the desk, sat down at the piano bench and played the first note a couple of times. She looked to Jones for encouragement, who gestured for her to keep going. She played through the whole song, eventually winding up at the last refrain and stopping abruptly. Jones put their hand up to their chin and pondered for a second. Marie could feel tension going up her spine. ¡°I like it.¡± Jones broke the silence. ¡°But you¡¯re right, it just doesn¡¯t sound the same as it did in your studio. There¡¯s something missing; a resonance, a warmth maybe. I¡¯m not sure. Anyway, this is no instrument for someone of your talent to be playing on.¡± ¡°It¡¯s all I¡¯ve got.¡± Marie said. ¡°I spent the last of my paycheck on it.¡± ¡°I¡¯m afraid I can¡¯t help you, monetarily wise.¡± Jones put out their cigarette on the heel of their army surplus boot. They were worn and rattled, like Jones themselves. Jones looked like they were in their thirties, though they were only twenty-three years old by the count of Marie from prior information. A few months trekking across the country does a lot to a person, supposedly. It also tends to empty one¡¯s pockets at a rapid rate, which Jones explained to Marie. This gave Marie prompt motivation to clean some dishes and cook them a warm meal of home fried potatoes and steamed corn. The meal itself was nothing to write home about, but it did give Jones some motivation to get some shuteye. Jones spent the night on Marie¡¯s futon, snoring through their own deviated septum. Marie took the headphones from her system setup and gave practicing on the cheap plastic keyboard another go. This yielded more positive results, but there was still something that didn¡¯t feel right about the instrument, the way it played or the way that it sounded, she wasn¡¯t sure. She played through most of her catalog, stumbling often. Each wrong note she hit took a little bit more out of her sense of pride. The phone rang around midnight. It was her father, Carl Joyce. ¡°Marie, my sweet, how have you been?¡± Carl asked in a warm, neighborly tone. ¡°Dad. It¡¯s nice to hear from you. Sorry I didn¡¯t answer you yesterday.¡± Marie said. ¡°Yesterday?¡± Carl considered this for a second. ¡°Oh yes, your mother¡¯s condition has taken a turn for the worse. But don¡¯t worry, I¡¯ve checked her into a hospital. She should be good to go within a few weeks, what with all this new medical technology they¡¯ve got.¡± Marie sighed, remembering the cold, snowy day of her mother¡¯s funeral. ¡°Sure, dad. I¡¯m sure everything will be just fine with her.¡± ¡°How are you doing?¡± Carl asked, joyously unaware of the grim tone he had set. ¡°How¡¯s the new job?¡± He was referring to the customer service representative position that Marie had been hired for six years ago. Marie chuckled hopelessly. ¡°It¡¯s fine, dad. I¡¯m excited about it, y¡¯know.¡± ¡°That¡¯s good, that¡¯s good. Hey, you get some rest now, slugger. It¡¯s bound to be a busy day tomorrow.¡± At this, Marie looked down at Jones, in the midst of rolling over. ¡°Yeah, I¡¯m sure it is.¡± About Jones The next day did not turn out to be a busy day, seeing as that it was a Saturday, one of the only days that Marie did not have to work answering phone calls from angry customers. Being in the meatspace together was strange for Marie and Jones. Marie woke up first, and wasn¡¯t sure how to stop Jones¡¯ snoring. She eventually brewed a pot of coffee out of some of the only grounds that she had in her cabinets. The smell alone was enough to wake them. The two spent the morning discussing their jobs, because they didn¡¯t have much else to discuss. Marie didn¡¯t have a lot to say about hers. According to her testimony, every day felt basically the same, with each day blurring together into the next. The only reason she remembered that it was, in fact, a Saturday was that her alarm had been automatically turned off. Supposedly, the fulfillment center that Jones worked at had been destroyed in a flood a few weeks ago. They were one of the lucky few who did not have to come into work that day. They chalked this up to a cosmic certainty; said that it was a sign from the universe that they should come to Greater Columbia and visit Marie, to see her play. They had always been the more superstitious of the two, always talking about the alignment of the stars and what have you. ¡°Did they give you something for the damage?¡± Marie asked. ¡°For the loss of your job?¡± ¡°All they did was offer me relocation to another fulfillment center out in Lonestar.¡± Jones said. ¡°I would have had to move my entire life anyway, not that I had much of a life to begin with. So, I took all my savings and all my things and made my way out here. The rest is history, I guess.¡± The life that Jones had before their trek into the east was mostly crowded with mystery until today. Over the course of the afternoon, they told Marie that they had gone to school for journalism, thinking, very daftly, that the pen was mightier than the fog. Then, much like Marie, they dropped out as the air in Angel City was deemed uninhabitable, barring filtration. Why journalism drew their fancy was deemed irrelevant, though they did reveal that writing had always been a passtime of theirs. In the backpack that they had made their way across the country with was a little spiral notebook, filled with beautiful and cathartic little prose passages. This was on a page that Jones randomly flipped to when their writings were brought up in conversation: ¡°Bloated bodies, floating on the factory floor. I¡¯m glad to be alive, But now there¡¯s nothing more. Jaundiced eyes staring into my soul. I¡¯ve lost all control. This world is a bomb and I can¡¯t cut the cord.¡± Stolen novel; please report. ¡°What was it like?¡± Marie asked. ¡°Seeing all of them.¡± ¡°I wouldn¡¯t say it was a new experience or anything.¡± Jones said. ¡°I¡¯ve seen dead bodies before. A few funerals here and there. One time I ran over an old woman with my car and she was dead before I could do anything.¡± There was a pause after this. Marie would have been disturbed if it weren¡¯t for the distinct mark of regret in their voice. ¡°But this was different. To see destruction on that scale was something I hadn¡¯t seen since I was a child.¡± ¡°Since you were a child?¡± Marie asked. ¡°I was just a kid when the war started. A shell hit the house next to me one day when I was watching cartoons.¡± Another pause. ¡°Some shrapnel came into the window and whatnot. That was my first funeral, the neighbor I had played with twice. I had to wear a suit.¡± This would not be something that would be mentionable, but Jones was the type of person who would never never never wear a suit for any occasion. Their coat was made entirely out of patchwork, with provocative statements written on each individual patch. It was during this pause that Marie made a realization. ¡°The war didn¡¯t come to the west coast, especially not Angel City.¡± She said. ¡°Where did you live when you were a kid?¡± ¡°Three miles that way.¡± Jones said, pointing south. ¡°I went to college after reformation, when the Pan-American Alliance was but a sapling on the international stage.¡± ¡°What made you quit journalism?¡± Marie asked. ¡°If you don¡¯t mind my asking.¡± Jones lit a cigarette. ¡°After the car crash, I just lost hope. Spent a lot of time smoking weed and whatever. The crash was really weird. I had only been driving for about a year or so. I was going crazy fast down the freeway and then somebody was turning on and I didn¡¯t have a chance to slow down. Both cars were totaled. The other one did a flip into the air. I was just lucky enough to still be on the ground by the end of it.¡± ¡°What did you do?¡± ¡°I got out and tried to do something. So did everybody else on the freeway. The oncoming traffic came to a complete standstill and everyone watched as I was trying to pull the girl out of her car. I could feel the warmth leaving her wrists as I did it. After I got her out of the car, we all knew she was gone and I just sobbed.¡± ¡°How did you know?¡± Marie asked. ¡°Her face was soup.¡± Jones finished their cigarette and placed the butt respectfully into a small pocket on their patchwork jacket. They dug a fresh shirt out of their backpack and asked Marie if they could bother her for a shower. Marie obliged, and was calmed a tad by the sound of the water trickling down in a sporadic rhythm. Regina sat scratching at the door as Jones was bathing. After their shower, they emerged in their fresh shirt, bright eyed and everything else. It was at this point that Jones suggested getting a meal, something that would constitute as a late lunch or an early dinner. ¡°Are you sure you want to go out there?¡± Marie asked. ¡°Things have been crazy since the blackout.¡± Jones chuckled a bit. ¡°We¡¯ve spent enough time holed up in here,¡± they said. ¡°especially you.¡± ¡°Where do you suggest we go?¡± ¡°Anywhere.¡± Jones gestured wildly. ¡°I haven¡¯t lived here in years, I¡¯m sure Greater Columbia has changed considerably since it was squeezed into existence.¡± They leaned down and pulled a fresh pack of cigarettes out. ¡°I¡¯d prefer somewhere where I can smoke, though.¡± ¡°I think I know a place.¡± Marie said, smiling. Where Were You? The pair walked about a few blocks down the road from Marie¡¯s apartment complex, where they got onto a bus stop, leading them into the city of Greater Columbia. Jones looked at the ruins of what was once known as Washington D.C. as they got off of the bus, slowly perturbing the other passengers trying to exit the vehicle. ¡°Goddamn.¡± Jones said. ¡°Still a shithole.¡± They made their way down past the bombed out remains of the national treasury, to a diner on the corner of a numbered street and a non-numbered street. A large ¡°Help Wanted¡± poster was hung on the door, which Jones noted as they entered the restaurant. They lit up a cigarette as Marie pulled a small vaporizer out of the pocket of her peacoat. They blew smoke into the air and talked as the waitress brought subpar eggs and instant coffee to the table. ¡°What were you doing?¡± Jones asked at one point. ¡°When the blackout happened, I mean.¡± ¡°Playing the piano, as always.¡± Marie said. ¡°When it happened I was so freaked out, I didn¡¯t know what to do.¡± ¡°What did you do?¡± ¡°Scream, for a few hours.¡± ¡°Enlightening.¡± Jones¡¯ voice went half an octave deeper as they exhaled more smoke. ¡°What were you doing when it happened?¡± ¡°I was about to log on, didn¡¯t experience any of it for myself. I bet it was a fucking nightmare. I¡¯m sorry you had to go through that.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay.¡± Marie lied. She still had nightmares about the blackout, that grey noise that engulfed all of her senses for the better part of a day. She worried that she screamed during these nightmares, something that Jones had not mentioned during their short stay. ¡°I was sitting in a cafe.¡± Said a voice from the booth beside them. It was an old, balding man, much taller than Jones or Marie. ¡°Reading Harlan Ellison.¡± He said. Ensure your favorite authors get the support they deserve. Read this novel on the original website. ¡°Pardon me?¡± Marie asked, spinning around in her side of the booth. The balding man turned around to meet the pair. ¡°When the static hit, I was sitting in a cafe, reading I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream.¡± ¡°How apt.¡± Jones said, taking a drag from their cigarette. The balding man chuckled a bit, nodding and mouthing some type of affirmation. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, I don¡¯t mean to be rude, but who are you, Mr. Ellison?¡± ¡°Does it really matter?¡± The man asked. ¡°You might as well just call me Mr. Ellison.¡± ¡°So, tell me, Mr. Ellison,¡± Jones started, much to Marie¡¯s chagrin. ¡°What were you like in the system? How was that person different from the one I see before me?¡± ¡°Um,¡± Mr. Ellison said. ¡°I¡¯m sorry for them.¡± Marie said. ¡°We don¡¯t mean to bother you.¡± ¡°No, no. It¡¯s fine.¡± Mr. Ellison said. ¡°In the system, I was running a successful business, selling second hand instruments and trinkets and novels.¡± ¡°Did you ever sell a Carl Joyce a piano?¡± Jones asked. ¡°It¡¯s hard to remember.¡± Mr. Ellison took a sip from his own coffee. ¡°All of the records are gone now, but I think I do remember selling some oldie a piano a few decades ago, an off-brand Japanese thing, the name of which I can¡¯t exactly remember. I was glad to get rid of it. It was just taking up space in my shop. Why do you ask?¡± ¡°Just curious.¡± Jones said, standing up from their seat. ¡°Thank you for your time, Mr. Ellison.¡± They bowed slightly at this, adding a bit of formality to their statement. ¡°I¡¯m glad to give it.¡± Mr. Ellison said. Marie put a little bit of cash onto the counter and left the diner with Jones. On their walk back to the bus station, they saw an antique shop on the corner of a non-numbered street and a numbered street, with a Royal typewriter and a Yamaha upright piano next to each other in the window. They took a passing glance at these items, but had to make their bus back to Marie¡¯s apartment. A long silence wafted over the pair for the first time since Jones first came into the city of Greater Columbia. Marie took a drag from her vaporizer and looked at the bombed out remains of the national treasury. There were hazmat suited workers taking loads of United States currency into a large fire, billowing smoke into the air like a twisted ballet. ¡°What do bombs sound like?¡± Marie asked. Jones ruminated on this for a moment before saying one word: ¡°Loud.¡± Perfect Practice Marie put down her fingers and a discordant noise came from the felt speakers of her cheap, plastic keyboard. Regina the calico ran into the bathroom at this. Marie stopped and got up from the piano bench, pinching the bridge of her nose and sitting down on the futon with Jones. She took a hit off of her vaporizer and stared out the window longingly. Upon closer inspection, she saw that there were more trucks bearing the logo of the much more successful company delivering more packages. This was the third time today. Each time a delivery happened, Marie and Jones would hear a practical stampede of tenants rushing down the stairs, followed by the same stampede going up the stairs just a few minutes later. This stampede in particular was nothing to write home about. Before Jones had shown up, when Regina still had maggots about her feet, the stampede was likely to shake the whole building. These days, it was just a gathering of people on the stairwell. ¡°Marie, I gotta ask you something.¡± Jones said, in the middle of the upward stampede. ¡°What is it, Jones?¡± Marie asked. ¡°Have you ever played on a physical keyboard before I showed up?¡± Jones got up, striking a match and lighting another cigarette. Before Marie could respond, they were blowing smoke out of their nose and talking in the most mundane manner. ¡°I don¡¯t mean to judge or anything,¡± they started. ¡°But I¡¯ve heard beginners before and what you¡¯re playing right now sounds more like a beginner than anything else. So I figured I¡¯d ask, have you ever played outside of the system before?¡± ¡°No.¡± Marie said. ¡°No, I haven¡¯t.¡± ¡°I see.¡± Jones said, exhaling mundanely. ¡°Well, if you¡¯re going to start from the beginning again, let¡¯s start from the beginning again. What was the first song you learned how to play in the system?¡± ¡°How could that help?¡± ¡°Just humor me, okay?¡± Jones took a knee and placed a hand on Marie¡¯s shoulder. ¡°Now think back, what was the first song you learned how to play?¡± And Marie did think back to every single song that she learned how to play on the piano, trying to find that first one. The brain, often working in mysterious ways, gave her the memory of the song, but not how to play it. She remembered that it was in the key of C, but nothing more. ¡°It¡¯s a Neil Young song. I think it¡¯s called ¡®Mellow My Mind¡¯.¡± Marie said. ¡°There you go, Neil Young, ¡®Mellow My Mind¡¯. That¡¯s perfect. Do you remember what key it¡¯s in?¡± Jones got up and led Marie to her cheap plastic keyboard. ¡°C. I think it¡¯s in C.¡± Marie said, utterly confused as to what was happening. ¡°Awesome. Now, just start with a C.¡± And Marie started with a C, on the middle of the keyboard, eventually moving down an octave once Jones suggested doing so. She placed the fifth over it, letting the chord ring out. ¡°Now, add some rhythm to it.¡± And she did, playing the chord as close to the tempo as she could. The progression of the chords slowly came back to her and she started playing as if she had never had a day without practice. Marie got through the whole song, smiling and adding little embellishments onto the chords at the end there. On the last note, she let it ring out and then hit another C chord abruptly, just as it appeared on the recording of the original song. Jones gave an enthusiastic applause, rocking back and forth on the futon. ¡°Marie, that was amazing. The keyboard itself still leaves something to be desired, but this is the best I¡¯ve heard you since the blackout.¡± Unauthorized use of content: if you find this story on Amazon, report the violation. ¡°Practice makes perfect, I guess.¡± Marie said. ¡°No, no. Perfect practice makes perfect. That, my good friend, was perfect practice.¡± So, they continued into the night, trying to go through each of the songs in Marie¡¯s catalog, eventually always coming back to ¡®Mellow My Mind¡¯ by Neil Young. It got to the point where Jones would sing a warm melody over Marie¡¯s instrumental. Jones had a soft, raspy voice, something that carried like a cobweb covered phonograph playing an old soul single. Marie stopped before her second instrumental solo. ¡°I never knew you could sing, Jones.¡± Marie said. ¡°Really?¡± Jones asked. ¡°I¡¯m sure it must have come up before.¡± ¡°It truly never has.¡± Marie said. ¡°I like your voice. It¡¯s nothing to be embarrassed about.¡± ¡°You know, that¡¯s funny. My mother said the exact opposite thing before I went to college.¡± Jones said. ¡°She said I was a bad singer, but should use my voice in another fashion. I guess that¡¯s why I chose journalism in the end.¡± ¡°Well, your mother is a liar.¡± Marie turned around to face Jones. Jones chuckled. ¡°Tell me something I don¡¯t know.¡± Jones lit another one of their cigarettes and looked out onto Greater Columbia. This is the least energetic that Jones had been since coming into the city. The only sound between the pair was the ticking of the analog on the wall. Marie got up from her chair and picked up the Debussy concertos book off of the coffee table. She set it up on the cheap plastic stand of her cheap plastic keyboard and began playing Passepeid. In the middle of the first refrain, Jones put a hand on Marie¡¯s and she in turn stopped playing and looked up at them. They looked down with pitying eyes and asked. ¡°Is it alright if we go somewhere?¡± Marie nodded and they took the trek down the eight flights of stairs that led into her lobby. It was pitch black when they got outside. The smell of trash never seemed to dissipate from the air, but simply turned cold and wet in the nighttime. They went to the same bus stop and made their way through the same neighborhoods until the bus was heading out into what used to be the suburbs. A gated community was fenced off from the rest of the world, and it looked as though this had had some effect on the real estate value of the homes inside. The neighborhood was completely empty, say for the scurrying of a few pests through the overgrown bushes. Before Marie could ask for context as to where they were, Jones started to climb the fence. Not being one to spoil a party, Marie began to climb the fence as well. Jones lit up a cigarette, walking in as if they owned the place. ¡°This is where it started.¡± Jones said, pointing to the end of a cul de sac. They came across a rotted out mailbox with the name Jones painted ever so thoughtfully on the side. Next to this mailbox was the remains of a two-story shack not too dissimilar from the other two-story shacks in this neighborhood. The pieces of this two-story jigsaw puzzle were strewn about the place, some embedded within the house marked Jones. Our Jones took a step into the intact house, the screen door still hanging by a single screw at a ridiculous angle. Marie carefully followed suit, pulling a flashlight from her purse. She entered the shack to hear Jones rifling through the kitchen. Taking a few steps closer, Marie could see their legs kicking wildly into the air. ¡°What are you doing?¡± Marie asked. ¡°I always knew my old man had these in here.¡± Jones said, pulling half a carton of cigarettes from a compartment below the sink. ¡°Is that why we came here?¡± ¡°No, the smokes are just icing on the cake.¡± ¡°And what would be the cake itself?¡± ¡°The cake itself would be found within my bedroom.¡± Marie looked down the hallway and then back to Jones. ¡°I don¡¯t like what you''re implying.¡± She said with a smile. ¡°Get your mind out of the gutter and follow me, please.¡± Jones started down the hallway and made their way into the last door on the right. They went into the room and found a good amount of garbage thrown around. Many people had been in here before Jones and Marie and many more would be afterwards, by Jones¡¯ estimation. They opened up their closet, praying that something still be in there, and indeed it was. The thing was a plastic tub, full of sheet music of all kinds. More About Jones After spending a bit more time in Jones¡¯ childhood home, the pair made their way back up to Marie¡¯s apartment, with stale cigarettes and musty sheet music in tow. Jones lit up some of the cigarettes, marking how strong they were, and Marie looked through every single piece of music, marvelling at the sheer variety of it all. ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± Marie said, sitting on the floor with every book open and spread out. ¡°How do you have all this? I thought you never learned how to play.¡± ¡°I never said that.¡± Jones corrected. ¡°I only said I never learned how to play piano. The only thing I knew how to play was the trumpet, and I grew out of it once I started spending more time in the system.¡± ¡°But, this isn¡¯t sheet music for the trumpet. This is for the piano. Why do you have all of this?¡± Did you know this text is from a different site? Read the official version to support the creator. ¡°Call it hoarding.¡± Jones said. ¡°Besides, I wasn¡¯t able to give you a present last Christmas, so here you go.¡± Marie perked up, her eyebrows askew. ¡°Trumpet you said, I thought I saw a case in the bin.¡± And that she did. Marie pulled out the case to find a trumpet in one solid piece. It was strange. She had neer seen one in person before. And definitely never one in its case. She had always assumed that they came in two pieces, not whole. Marie stood up with the trumpet and handed it to Jones. ¡°Could you play me something?¡± She asked. ¡°Nah,¡± Jones said, waving a hand. ¡°I wouldn¡¯t even know what to do.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure it¡¯s buried up there in that brain of yours.¡± Marie sat down next to them and encouraged them to play the instrument. They blew into it and made a singular, rambunctious noise that caused quite a stir amongst Marie¡¯s neighbors. Making A Little Society The next few weeks were complete and utter bliss, at least in the apartment that Marie Joyce called home. Every day, Marie would go to work answering phone calls, practicing the piano on breaks, and Jones would be smoking cigarettes and reading and writing. The useless and novel trinkets that adorned Marie¡¯s apartment were now in a tidy order. The same could be said for the dishes that were piling up in Marie¡¯s sink when Jones first arrived. The pair would often go down to that same diner and order the same thing for their lunch every day. Some days, they would see Mr. Ellison or some new, random friend that Jones would adopt within the course of a brief conversation. One day, on the way back to their bus stop, Jones asked to stop at the only functional Smithsonian Institution in Greater Columbia; the Aerospace Center of Pan-America. They found their way in for a small fee and stepped into the entrance where a large model vessel was suspended in the air in front of them, utilizing projections to enhance the experience. The projections would show little people walking through the vessel, seen only through the large windows on the vessel¡¯s side. Like a zero-gravity can of soup, it floated gently across the lobby. Practically nobody was in the area, as most were unaware that this particular tourist trap was even open. Upon closer inspection, there was a projected sign that informed those within the lobby that this was a model of the U.S.S. Hermes, set to land on Mars within the next month or so. ¡°What do you think they¡¯re going to Mars for?¡± Marie asked. ¡°They¡¯re gonna create a whole new society.¡± Jones said. ¡°With the pilots running everything and the passengers mining for rare materials to send back to Earth.¡± They returned to Marie¡¯s apartment. It was a Saturday, which meant that most of the day would be spent with Marie practicing, only stopping occasionally to play card games with Jones. Jones didn¡¯t mind being alone on Marie¡¯s futon as she practiced. At least, they didn¡¯t seem to mind from Marie¡¯s account of the events. They had brought an electronic reader, packed with all the books a young person could dream of, as well as a deck of playing cards. These two items alone seemed to entertain Jones for the duration of their stay. Marie had just finished playing a Bach Sonata when she got up to play another game with Jones. This cycle had been going on all day and the sun was just beginning to set, sending that absurd pink sludge across the skyline of Greater Columbia. ¡°What¡¯re we playing?¡± Marie asked. ¡°You cool with Blind?¡± Jones asked in return. Marie shrugged and Jones began dealing out the cards. ¡°Y¡¯know,¡± They began, ¡°I think you¡¯re getting better at that little plastic thing, much better, in fact.¡± ¡°Thanks.¡± Marie said. ¡°I was wondering, would you ever consider doing a recital, like we used to?¡± Marie froze at this, remembering back to every recital that she had played within the system. Most were done in clothes that she would never be able to afford, with a grand piano of the same variety. Most were done to hundreds of people, all cheering and applauding at the end of each piece. ¡°I¡¯m not sure if I¡¯m ready for that.¡± Marie said, twiddling her thumbs. ¡°What does ready have to do with it?¡± Jones asked. ¡°If I would¡¯ve waited until I was ready, I¡¯d be in Lonestar right now, packaging up little boxes for (the much more successful company).¡± Jones sighed, smoke billowing out of their gullet as they stood up. ¡°If I would¡¯ve waited until I was ready, I might not have gotten my license at all, and that poor old woman would still be alive. The point being, you can¡¯t just wait until the right moment to do something, you just have to do it, consequences be damned. Isn¡¯t this what you¡¯ve always wanted to do?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± Marie said. ¡°I¡¯ve always wanted to see another country, but this¨C I¡¯ve already done this. Does it make that much of a difference if it¡¯s in the meatspace or in the system? I¡¯ve already waited for this, and I waited and I waited and I waited and it was good when I finally got the guts to do it, but then everything was pulled out from underneath me. Jones, I have to thank you for cooking dinner most nights and for giving me all this sheet music, but honestly, I¡¯m so tired after these past few months. I don¡¯t know if I¡¯ll ever be ready to do this again.¡± One thing that Marie failed to mention in this little speech was the fact that she had almost a nervous tick playing the piano as of late, almost as if her body was expecting the flash of grey noise to overtake her and never ever ever let go. If you come across this story on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen from Royal Road. Please report it. Tears were starting to form around the brims of Marie¡¯s eyes, but she wiped them off and stood her ground. Jones stood up and bit at their nails, walking over to the edge of the room, observing the fourth truckload of the day being unloaded. The building shook. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± Jones finally broke the silence. ¡°I didn¡¯t mean to push you.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay.¡± Marie said, ¡°That¡¯s been enough about me. How about I hear about what you¡¯ve been doing in the corner while I¡¯ve been playing?¡± She was desperately trying to change the subject. By her account, Jones didn¡¯t have anywhere else to go. Jones grabbed their backpack and pulled out the electronic reader and their spiral notebook. ¡°I¡¯ve been reading a favorite of mine, Soul Music by Terry Pratchett.¡± Jones said, waving their electronic reader around frantically. ¡°And I¡¯ve been working on something, a story or a book I haven¡¯t really decided yet.¡± ¡°You¡¯ve been writing a book in that?¡± Marie said, pointing to the spiral notebook. ¡°What else would I have been doing? There¡¯s no way that one can keep their attention on a single thing for that long unless they¡¯re writing a book.¡± ¡°What¡¯s the book about?¡± ¡°It¡¯s about a bunch of superheroes trying to save a doomed world.¡± ¡°Sounds bleak.¡± ¡°Anything but. You see, this world is about to end. Some inevitable, yet highly preventable natural disaster is coming to wipe out the Earth on a cosmic scale, so all of these superheroes get together and they find one guy; a guy with the power to control time. They hook up this guy who can control time to a big machine and attempt to send the entire planet back in time. That¡¯s when the villain comes in and convinces them that the guy who can control time is in immense, fatal pain and that the world would be better off dead. So they let the cosmic radiation hit the planet and everyone dies.¡± ¡°How is that not bleak?¡± Marie asked. ¡°Because of the moral: don¡¯t live in the past, even if it means dying in the present.¡± There was another silence in between the pair after the moral to Jones¡¯ story was stated. After this, they simply went about their business. Jones wrote their book and Marie kept practicing on the piano, trying her best to get the flinching down a tad. The next day, they went to the same diner and ordered the same food for lunch. Jones offered up some passages out of their book, which was titled ¡°The Unbeatable Foe¡±, when Mr. Ellison overheard them and asked to sit at the booth. Mr. Ellison explained that he once fancied himself a literary critic and absolutely adored the raw energy that Jones put into their prose. It was during this exchange that Mr. Ellison got a really good, personal look at Marie for the first time. He noticed all of the little details that make Marie Joyce Marie Joyce and finally something clicked in his old, balding head. ¡°You¡¯re the girl with the piano, aren¡¯t you?¡± Mr. Ellison asked. ¡°I beg your pardon?¡± Marie asked in turn. ¡°That¡¯s why you asked about the piano I sold a while ago. I think I¡¯ve seen some of your recitals. You¡¯re absolutely incredible. When are you going to play again?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve been practicing here and there, but that¡¯s it. I¡¯m just keeping it for myself for right now.¡± Marie tucked her hands deep into the pockets of her sweatshirt, the same fabric that swaddled Regina the calico now swaddled Marie¡¯s hands. ¡°That¡¯s a shame.¡± Mr. Ellison took a sip from his coffee. ¡°I know a guy, runs a small theater house not far from here.¡± Jones perked up at this, sipping at their own coffee. ¡°What¡¯s the name of the place?¡± They asked, much to Marie¡¯s chagrin. ¡°I think it¡¯s called Valhalla, if I¡¯m remembering correctly.¡± Jones got up and shook hands with Mr. Ellison, thanking him emphatically before putting some money on the counter and leaving. Audition After a few weeks of tracking people down and asking them random obtuse questions, Jones was finally able to get the address and contact information for Valhalla. It was, just as Mr. Ellison had said, right down the street from the diner where Jones and Marie would have their lunch on an almost daily basis. The pair made their trek down there on a Wednesday night, seeing a small play put on by three or four people quickly changing costumes in between scenes. The play itself was called ¡°Going Through Motions¡±, and was set in a fulfillment center. At the end of the play, the fulfillment center collapsed, and a dull applause followed the deaths of these few characters the audience had spent the last few hours getting to know. I feel as though I must clarify now that the fulfillment center that Jones called their work was not the only one to have gone structurally belly-up within the past decade. Large protests came about after the first couple, sparking outrage amongst the board members of the much more successful company. The act of protesting has died down as the public had become desensitized to the news of a fulfillment center collapsed, especially after the much more successful company began to shift the blame to the independent contractors which built the centers. Marie could feel the life drain out of Jones during the last fifteen minutes or so of the play. There was a silence among the audience members that could cut through melted butter. Only the occasional shifting of boots or jackets accompanied the anguished cries of the performers, being trapped in by a make believe forest fire. After the play ended, Marie turned to Jones. ¡°Are you okay?¡± She asked. ¡°Never been better.¡± Jones said, lighting up a cigarette. The pair made their way to the lobby to meet the cast and crew and the owner of Valhalla, one Mrs. Wilma Kyle, who stood tall and spindly like a praying mantis with multiple spots of skin covered in intricate tattoos. It would be revealed later in conversation that ¡°Going Through Motions¡± was a play written by a friend of Mrs. Kyle¡¯s, and that this was only its second production in the whole world. Jones struck up this conversation with Mrs. Kyle, as Jones is known to do, and it wasn¡¯t long before they asked about the availability of performances. The author''s narrative has been misappropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon. At this point, Marie took an embarrassed step outside, hitting her vaporizer and waiting for the news from Jones. She had secretly hoped that there were no such slots available for a performer like her, that she could just fade into obscurity and die happily with her cheap, plastic keyboard. These hopes were crushed when Jones and Mrs. Kyle came out of the theater with delighted smiles. Mrs. Kyle waited until everyone had gone home for the night and then wheeled out an upright piano, the same brand that Marie played in the system, and asked her to play something. She played a C chord and then went into ¡°Mellow My Mind¡± by Neil Young. Mrs. Kyle said nothing, there was another silence throughout the room, though it was only the three of them there and no one dared adjust their boots or coats. ¡°Could you play for two hours?¡± Mrs. Kyle finally said, lighting up a cigarette of her own. ¡°Not of that song, mind you. Just play something, anything for two hours.¡± ¡°Yes, I think I could do that.¡± Marie said. ¡°Very good.¡± Mrs. Kyle stood up and began to usher the pair out. ¡°I don¡¯t have anything running on Friday night, so we can have you play then. One last question before you go.¡± Marie nodded. ¡°Do you think you can pull a crowd? A local crowd, I mean.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t see why not.¡± Marie said with just a splash of insincerity. ¡°Alright. See you Friday.¡± Mrs. Kyle said, locking the front doors behind the pair. Jones¡¯ face turned from one of excitement to one of extreme regret as he noted Marie¡¯s posture. She looked like a mannequin being held up by a pole up the rear. She kept her arms straight and picked at the beddings of her fingernails, tossing them into the gutter outside Valhalla. ¡°Are you okay?¡± Jones foolishly asked. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, I just thought an audition wouldn¡¯t hurt.¡± Marie took a long, deep breath. ¡°I¡¯m fine. It¡¯s better to die in the present right?¡± Nightmares It was Thursday morning and Marie had called off of work to get more practice time in. She stumbled on every single note, played all of the chords in the wrong rhythm. She was a nervous wreck, and Jones did very little to help. Jones does very little in this chapter, actually, as they have gone out for a pack of smokes. In between each song, Marie hit her vaporizer, desperate for something to ease the tension she felt in her spine ever since agreeing to play. Regina the calico was her only comfort, giving her slight little mews of encouragement that did, in fact, help Marie to keep going. It was around lunchtime when she got two phone calls, both she let go to voice message. The first phone call was from Mrs. Kyle, asking Marie what exactly she planned on playing tomorrow night, so that a showbill may be written up. The second call was from her father, Carl Joyce. Carl was asking about Marie¡¯s performance, how he could arrange travel, lodging, tickets, and what have you. Marie told Mrs. Kyle exactly what she planned on playing, after a careful consideration of all the sheet music she had available to her. She then told Carl that tickets were sold at the door, and as far as hotels go, he was welcome to sleep on the futon with Jones, but she would not be able to provide much else. Carl told her that he should be able to see her next time, then. After this, Marie fell asleep on the futon, stale tobacco wafting slowly into her olfactories. She had another nightmare about the blackout. Her brain, in an attempt to make sense of the whole ordeal, had implanted the memory that there was a physical form she could see. This form was her own, though indistinguishable to the naked eye from the grey noise, she knew it was her body. She would take her hand up to her head and run it through her hair, more feelings of pins and needles on the hands. Marie woke up screaming. Jones was standing over her when she awoke, immediately offering a comforting hand. ¡°Are you alright?¡± They asked. ¡°I¡¯m¡ª¡± Marie started, then looked at the clock on the wall. She had only been asleep for a half an hour. ¡°I-I didn¡¯t expect you to be back so late.¡± ¡°Sorry, I ran into a friend. Mr. Ellison to be more specific.¡± ¡°What are you getting at?¡± ¡°He has a surprise for you, we just have to go downstairs.¡± If you encounter this story on Amazon, note that it''s taken without permission from the author. Report it. ¡°Mr. Ellison lives downstairs?¡± Marie stood up, humoring Jones by puting some boots and a coat on. ¡°Where else would he live?¡± Jones started down the hallway. ¡°Come on, let¡¯s go.¡± And so they did go down four flights of stairs leading to one of the larger apartments in the complex. There were two bedrooms in the place. When Jones and Marie crossed the threshold into it, they noticed a dusty old room to their right, this would be Mr. Ellison¡¯s bedroom, which they dared not look into, even for a moment. They got past a hallway with a bathroom and saw an attached kitchen and living room. The living room had a gigantic window leading out into the apartment¡¯s courtyard. The building shook, though nobody could see any of the trucks bearing the logo of the much more successful company on their side. They were only visible from the back of the building. Mr. Ellison¡¯s living room was like a museum out of some textbook, filled with little trinkets and knick-knacks spanning from all over Pan-America. His bookshelf had some novels still leaning on their side, with large chunks of his collection laying about the apartment. Mr. Ellison poured himself a scotch, making smalltalk with the pair before getting to the point: ¡°So, Marie,¡± he started. ¡°I¡¯m sure Jones has told you I have a surprise waiting for you. Have they said what the nature of the surprise is?¡± Marie shook her head. ¡°Well, all praise to the tight-lipped Jones!¡± Mr. Ellison said, opening the door to the second bedroom, set diagonally against the living room. The walls were covered in posters and at the end of the room was an upright piano, of the same Japanese brand that Marie played within the system. ¡°Jones told me that you needed something else to practice on.¡± Mr Ellison said. ¡°Consider this your studio until tomorrow night.¡± ¡°Mr. Ellison, I don¡¯t know how I could possibly thank you.¡± Marie said. ¡°No thanks necessary. We all rely on the kindness of strangers, after all.¡± So, Marie practiced on this off-brand Japanese upright for a few hours. Jones told her that it was the best they had ever heard her play. Mr. Ellison gave similar sentiments from across the living room. That being said, Marie still felt something off about the physical act of playing the piano. Her songs eventually lost enthusiasm to the point where Jones stepped in. ¡°Hey, you wanna get back upstairs?¡± They asked. Marie nodded and followed Jones out, promising Mr. Ellison that they would both be back tomorrow. They made the trek slowly up the four flights of stairs and sat on Marie¡¯s futon. Marie was twitching ever so slightly. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± Jones eventually said. ¡°I didn¡¯t realize this would shake your nerves so much. If it helps, I think you¡¯ll do great.¡± ¡°Thanks, Jones.¡± Marie said. That night, as they both slept, Marie was woken by the screams of Jones in the middle of their own nightmare. They ran to the bathroom and lost dinner before coming out to give some explanation and apology to Marie. They said that the dream wouldn¡¯t make any sense, even if they tried to explain it, but that it was about all the things they¡¯ve seen, mostly the bodies. Opening Night It wasn¡¯t a particularly packed night at Valhalla when Marie went on stage to play. The exact number of people within the audience was seven, including Jones, Mr. Ellison, and Mrs. Kyle. The air conditioning was turned up as high as it could go. Still, something wafted over Marie as the house lights went down and the stage lights went up. She hesitated for a second and no time longer before walking confidently and calmly out onto the stage. Her head would have been filled with a good amount of nonsense when she went up, given that it was usually filled with such contents, but she felt a clear focus to get to the keyboard and just start playing. And play she did, starting with ¡°Mellow My Mind¡± by Neil Young, coincidentally enough. Afterwards there was a brief spattering of applause, and with every brief spattering of applause she heard, a little bit more was chipped away at her self esteem. She felt as though the audience was playing a practical joke on her and her sense of expectations. Eventually, the show was over and everyone was asked to leave. It was at this point that Marie realized she had forgotten her vaporizer in the apartment and asked to bum one of Jones¡¯ many cigarettes. When they were out in the cold of night, smoking away is when Jones said this. ¡°That night, sitting there, watching you perform.¡± they said. ¡°It reminded me of a quote from one of my favorite authors. ¡°Abandon all hope, ye who enter here?¡± Marie asked, exhaling blue smoke. Jones shook their head. ¡°If this isn¡¯t nice, I don¡¯t know what is.¡± This put a smile on Marie¡¯s face. Before they were both asked to leave the premises of the theater house, Mrs. Kyle provided Marie¡¯s portion of the door money. It was barely what she made in two hours, let alone two days. If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it. So, Marie Joyce walked up the eight flights of stairs to her drab apartment with her best friend and felt a sense of contentment that hadn¡¯t become of her in a very long time. She checked her answering machine and was greeted by the joyous, confused voice of her father. Carl congratulated her on a job well-done, something that he was sure of her deserving without physically being there himself. Marie and Jones shared chit-chat for a few hours after hearing this message. The nature of their chit-chat was typical of conversation of that caliber. They were two young persons still very much getting to know each other and learning as much as they could in a short period of time so that the information may become useless and mundane as the years go on. During this particular session of chit-chat, Marie revealed that she had never learned how to ride a bicycle. ¡°Really?¡± Jones replied to this information. They were both smoking cigarettes now. ¡°I was always afraid of the things, same with cars.¡± Marie said. ¡°Why do you think I take the bus everywhere?¡± ¡°You don¡¯t like the danger of it?¡± Jones asked, hunched over like some sort of primate. ¡°No, I don¡¯t like the responsibility of keeping danger at bay. Let the danger come to me all it wants. At this point, I¡¯m used to it. But don¡¯t tell me I¡¯m the only hope. If I was the only hope, damn this world would be depressing.¡± It was at this point that the phone rang a second time. It was the coroner''s office in the town that inhabited Carl Joyce¡¯s rusty two-story shack. They were informing Marie that her father had kicked the bucket. Old Farts ¡°How did it happen?¡± Was the first question that came out of Marie¡¯s mouth rationally. The denying and the bargaining part of the equation didn¡¯t come out quite as coherently. She felt every part of her sink about an inch when she first heard the news. The first thing she asked in a panicked state of affairs was whether or not the phone call was a prank. The next thing she asked was if the coroner, a man who has put his entire career into identifying dead things, was sure that her father was really in such a condition. Eventually, she broke down, still holding the phone and banging it lightly upon her head. Through this episode of tears and yelling, Jones was finally able to get enough sense into Marie that she was able to inquire about the cause of death. Carl Joyce died in the ghastly dark of a Friday night, slipping in the shower and bleeding out from the crack on his head. His neighbor was the one who found him. She was an old woman who would take walks with Carl and help him remember his medications. She let herself into the house and the rest is history. Using bereavement pay from Daedalus Incorporated, Marie booted up to what used to be Delaware for the funeral. Most of the people around were those that Marie was never really aware of except for in the passing senile ramblings of her father. All the old farts spoke of Carl as a fair and just man, somebody who would help another when they fell down. All of them also mentioned how young he was when he passed. When Marie saw his body for the first time, she noticed that his hunch wasn¡¯t as obvious when he was laying down. She was the only child that Carl ever had. With no siblings to speak of, she was the sole heir to Carl¡¯s very small savings account, as well as all of square footage within the rusty old shack that Carl had once called his home. She went up to the rusty old shack and let herself in. There was still a brownish stain across a good amount of the bathtub where Carl had his last waking thoughts. Marie found an old stash of cigarettes that her mother had behind the refrigerator and lit up on the back porch, looking out into the ocean. The Atlantic was alive, a sludge monster trying desperately to claw at the remaining living and breathing folk who had not come under its spell. Marie observed this monster in zoological interest and puffed away at the stale, decades old cigarettes that were currently in her hand. She was procrastinating. Being the last living heir to Carl¡¯s possessions, Marie was burdened with the task of going through all of said possessions and finding which ones to keep, donate, or simply throw in a landfill as snacks for buzzards. She spent the next hour or so procrastinating. She brought a big, hinky radio out onto the porch from the living room and played muzak, the kind of thing that you would hear in elevators before the elevators too went silent. She sat on the porch, watching the primordial ooze of the Atlantic ocean, smoking decades old cigarettes and listening to muzak until the sun set. By Marie¡¯s best recollection, she now only had two days to sort through all of Carl Joyce¡¯s worldly possessions before having to return to work at Daedalus Incorporated on Wednesday morning. She slept on the couch that night, feeling as though she had no claim to any of the beds within the house. She was simply a drifting stranger, the thing her father had become to her in his final days of senility. Every couple of hours she would wake up, eventually drifting back off to sleep after realizing that nothing tangible had woken her. When the sun came in through the pulled-down blinds, marking her eyes like bright yellow warpaint, she finally stood up to face Monday. She made herself a pot of coffee and lit up a cigarette and waited for the mail. One of the tasks she was assigned was to inform the post office that the man who lives in this address is dead, and that they should forward all of Carl¡¯s mail to Marie¡¯s address in Greater Columbia. So, she waited and waited and waited, all the while drinking cheap, bitter coffee and smoking stale cigarettes. When the postman finally arrived, she got up to meet him at the door. Carl¡¯s house was one of the few left in existence that still had a mail slot on the front door. The postman seemed confused. The strapping young lad was surprised to see someone who wasn¡¯t Carl standing in the house, smoking cigarettes of all things. When Marie broke the news, he seemed more upset than she was when first hearing of Carl¡¯s passing. The postman also described him as a fair and just man, a man you could count on, so long as he took his medications. Marie informed the postman of the address that all the mail should be forwarded to and the postman explained that he would need the address, as well as proof that Carl had actually died, in writing. Marie shuffled about the living room, trying to remember in her caffeine and nicotine phased mind where she had put the documents. The place seemed even more scrambled than when she had first arrived. Eventually, she found the documents and gave them to the postman, who had a last batch of letters to deliver to the house. Stolen from its original source, this story is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings. The first few things in the stack were nothing of interest, simply bills that have yet to be paid and coupons for local grocers. Then there was a letter from one Stephen Lawrence Jr. This stuck out to Marie because she had actually met Stephen right before she had gone off to college. Stephen Lawrence Jr. (and he insisted that the Jr. stay on the end of his name, even after his father¡¯s passing) was somebody that Carl Joyce had met during Carl¡¯s brief stay overseas at the end of the war. There was a running gag between the two old men that Stephen had beaten Carl as far as numbers of battles they had seen during the war. The current and final score was Stephen:1-Carl:0. Carl was something of a society bred type, and only ever went to war because he had been drafted when what was known as Canada was looking to lose. That great nation had decided on Carl because he had been through boot camp at a time of peace in order to pay for his own collegiate endeavors. Stephen was another story, he went to boot camp to avoid college and eventually went AWOL and moved up north in order to avoid the scorn of what was once known as America. Stephen had also been drafted, though his enrollment in what was known as Canada¡¯s armed forces was more of a clerical mistake than anything else. Clerical mistakes were very common among the nations that would eventually be consolidated into five megastates. The letter from Stephen read like this: Dear Carl Joyce¡¯s Extended Family, The Joyces, If You Will. I was so sorry to hear of Carl¡¯s passing. I immediately penned this letter because I wasn¡¯t sure if I could make it out to the funeral, seeing as that I live considerably far away from Carl now. We have been pen-pals for a good long time, and talked on the phone every single day. Carl stuck to his convictions, even in his final days when his head was turning into a viscous soup. I always knew him as a real stand up guy, even if this might contrast with the view that you, as his family, had of him. I¡¯d like to remind anybody reading this that Carl isn¡¯t really gone. At the very least, he won¡¯t be really gone for a good long while. As long as you keep the memory of his dopish smile and his unnerving stubbornness in your heart, he will still be with us. I, on the other hand, will be dead and gone after my last breath, as there is nobody left to remember me. I do not give this as a prayer for pity, because I do not deserve any pity. I was a lazy, belligerent drunk who alienated his two wives and five children and will most likely die with no-one able to make it out to my funeral, for one excuse or the other. I treated life as a right, something that I was entitled to. Carl, on the other hand, treated it as the privilege that it is. I would like to address the next part to Carl, specifically, though you are welcome to read if you would like: How¡¯s it going, motherfucker? It¡¯s your old pal Steve. I wanted to tell you some things that I never got to say when you were alive. I figured I might have to wait a comic amount of time to let you know in person, so I¡¯ll tell you them now: