《FALLING FOR THE COLD, RUTHLESS, POWERFUL ALPHA》 CHAPTER 1 ANITA''S POV. It had been a long day. I didn''t like the school I was in. So much work..Attending sses, sitting by myself during lunch time. It had been a couple of months since we came to Forest Road and I didn''t feel that I was fitting in quite well honestly. So far I have not made any solid friends. I was always by myself. What I looked forward to was to go and be with my sister. She was the only one who understood me and the only person that I loved to death. After the death of my parents, she took up the parenting role. Despite me wanting to give up on life, she was my source of strength. She always inspired me to keep going. I carried my backpack with one hand as I rushed home. This was my turn to prepare dinner and I wanted to be done fast and watch a movie afterwards. I arrived at the front door and found it open. I didn''t mind, I walked in as usual ready to go and have a banter with my sister Emma. She would usually make fun of me that I have never been in love but I didn''t care. Deep down I believed that when the right timees, I will fall in love with the right person. Seeing a trail of blood as soon as I walked in through the front door made my heart skip a mighty beat. "Emma!" I called as I rushed in. So many questions were going through my mind. I hoped that she was safe. With a history of finding my parents murdered, I could feel the tensions in my bones that made me feel weak and defeated. Honestly I didn''t know what I would do if something bad happened to my sister. She is the reason why I am living. Her strength and bravery is what made me want to try living again. Emma was not in sight. The gruesome picture of the pool of blood with flies and the foul smell got me scared as I rushed upstairs, where the blood wasing from. Tracey, please keep her safe. If you are not reading this book from the website: NovelDrama.Org then you are reading a pirated version with iplete content. Please visit NovelDrama.Org and search the book title to read the entire book for free I hissed to my wolf. We had not been in touch for a long time. My wolf and I were best friends until the day my parents died. After their death, I couldn''t feel her anymore. I had tried everything to summon her toe be with me but she had nevere. It was so frustrating. My sister had really tried her best to tell me that soon she will be back but I didn''t care at this point. I was a werewolf. My peers were talking to their wolves but there I was, the odd one out. Just like everything in my life, Tracey gave up on me and left me alone to drown in my own symphonies. I flung the bedroom door open and there she was,pletely lifeless. The woman I looked up to, my pir of strength waspletely covered in blood. "Emma!" I screamed in horror as I leaned over to her body seeing if I could save her. I cannot afford to lose her, not at this point in time when I really need her the most. "The book!" She said feebly after I tapped her to be awake. "What book Emma? You are scaring me. Who did this to you? We are new here. Who wants you dead?" I asked her. My heart was pounding so hard on my chest. " He did this," She said before she finally went silent. I shook her, begged her toe to life, summoned my wolf to wake up and help me heal her but nothing worked. She was gone. She was lying on a pull of blood lifeless. She had so many bumps on her face and a deep cut on her hand. The person who did this to her wanted her dead. I took a step away from her and went to sit on her bed. Tears started running down my face like water from a faulty tap. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I am young, I have not even found my footing in my adult life but here I am, losing my sister. I felt a deep pain emanating from the bottom of my heart, the same pain I felt when my parents passed away. She had assured me that we would be safe here but as it turns out, we are not safe here, not anymore. I cried for a couple of minutes before I recalled that she had mentioned who beat the shit out of her. I had never been a confrontational person, I had never been courageous enough but for the sake of my sister, I had to go and face him. My blue jeans and shirt were soaked in her blood therefore I had to change. Danger was still lurking, I didn''t want the one who did this to know that they had seeded in bringing us down. I did not want them to know that their mission wasplete. Not in my watch. I was not in touch with my emotions at this point. I waspletely operating on autopilot mode. I couldn''t process the fact that I had lost my sister. I changed to a pair of ck leggings and a hoodie before I rushed out of the house. I knew exactly who did this and I was going to confront them.N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. I took my car keys,got into the driver''s seat before I drove off. I took the forest road, drove inside the forest. I was going to see the Alpha. Alpha Lewis was secretly dating my sister. My sister had mentioned her to me. I had not really met him in person but my sister could not stop talking about how happy he made her feel. I was thrown to a web of confusion when she went ahead to mention that she was responsible for all this. Love was supposed to make us happy, to save us from the evil of the world. Howe that the person that my sister loved the most is the one whopletely destroyed her? As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! She loved him, I have never been in love but I could tell. I parked my car right outside his office, which was the pack headquarters. It took a few minutes to take a deep breath and try to act calm before I stepped out of the car. "How can we help you?" An omega who was manning the ce asked me. "I want to see the Alpha," I said. "Do you have an appointment?" He asked. "Tell him I want to see him or else Luna will know the truth," I said. I was not going to leave anything to chance. He killed my sister and I was going to destroy him.I was just getting started. 66 ''What truth?" The omega insisted. "If you get to know the truth, you die. I want to see him. Can I?" I asked through gritted teeth and this made him chicken out. "Follow me," He said exactly what I wanted to hear. CHAPTER 2 ANITA''S POV The omega led me into his office. I could tell that he could recognise me even if we had not met. I resembled my sister a lot, some people could not tell us apart. Tracey,e on, I need you in order to face this man. I hushed hoping to summon her but she wasn''t there. I was all alone. The Alpha asked the Beta to leave and he gestured to me to go in. I walked in, locking the door behind me. " Why did you do it?" I asked with a shaky voice. I had never met Alpha Lewis before. Today is actually the first day that we were meeting. I now fully understood why my sister was crazy about him. He was attractive, his physique depicted that he loved the gym. He had broad shoulders with abs that were showing under his white shirt. "Do what?" He asked, paying close attention to me. "You killed my sister," I repeated and it took a lot of courage not to break downpletely. I allowed years to fall down my eyes before I finally regained myposure. "We both know that she deserved it," He said and I wished that I could go over to him and strangle him to death. I could feel anger surging through me. "Excuse me!" I gasped, taking deep breaths to calm myself down. "Your sister was a whore, she deserved what she got," He said and I knew that this was just an excuse. Being a whore or not doesn''t warrant someone''s death. "No, that is not true," I said, swallowing the bitter bile that had formed at the back of my throat. "Your sister was fucking another person the same time that we were together," He said but I shook my head in disapproval. "Emma would never do that," I countered. "Well, Emma hid so many secrets from you including her cheating lifestyle," He said but I didn''t believe him. He was saying anything that he could to hurt me but I was not going to let him win. "That is not true. You killed my sister because you feared that she would tell Luna about your affair with her!" I shouted. I couldn''t take it. He is the one who did it. He is the one who killed my sister and he would pay for it. He is lying about my sister cheating to be off the hook but I can feel it in my bones that he is the one who did it. "Get out now!" Alpha Lewis said through gritted teeth. He hade this far and he would never allow her to ruin his reputation. "I am going to let anyone who has an ear to know that you are not the Alpha that they look up to. You are a cheat. You cheated on your Luna over and over again because of my sister." I told him. I didn''t know where the courage came from but I was ready to face him. My sister could not fight him but I was going to ensure that I do fight him. I must find vengeance for my sister. "Shut the fuck up. If you don''t, you will end up like your sister," He said and I froze. Did he just confirm to me that he actually killed my sister? As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away!Original from N?velDrama.Org. I couldn''t take it. I turned around, ran to him hoping to strangle life out of him but he gave me a massive push that had me hit the wall on the opposite side. I couldn''t believe it. He had so much power. I groaned from the pain that I felt when my body hit the wall but I quickly stood on my feet. Clearly, I had underestimated his strength. "Try that bullshit you were saying and I will kill you!" He threatened once again and this time I believed him. "I know that you don''t have any powers. Your parents'' death brought you guys a curse." He saidughing and I could feel tears forming at the slit ends of my eyes. "You are a monster, you will pay for this," I said with a shaky voice. The pain that I felt in my heart was like a hungry wolf eating me alive. It was one thing not knowing who killed my sister but it''s another level of pain to know that I know the person responsible but I could not do something about it. "Get out of my office. Get out of this pack. I should never see you again. You are banished!" He ordered, before banging his hand on the table in anger. "No, don''t do this, I have nowhere to go," I immediately begged as I went on my knees. "My sister has just died. I don''t know where else to live," I said. "You have threatened the Alpha. I know you can''t do anything about it but the point is that you have disrespected me and you have to be punished.Get out!" He shouted and I couldn''t contain myself. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I wished my wolf would wake up and we would kill him but it was not possible. I was on my own. I looked up at him and he looked at me with disgust. I wondered why muster had fallen in love with a heartless man like him. He killed her and now he wants me out of the pack. I gathered courage and strength and walked out of his office. I was crying as I rushed into my car, reversed and left. I drove silently for a couple of minutes before I parked by the road. I needed to cry and just think of where I was going to go. Life has to continue. I didn''t have a purpose before this but for the sake of my sister, I am going to stay alive so as to avenge her death. She didn''t deserve to die. She did not deserve to be killed with a monster like him. After crying and realising that it wasn''t going to help me, I drove home. The house was smelling of blood, flies were all over her body. I needed to hurry her. It''s strange how things change in a couple of hours. Yesterday I was bonding with my sister and today, I was burying her. I had a lot to do so I got to it immediately. I went to the backyard and dug her grave. I was exhausted but I knew she deserved a good burial. I wasn''t going to leave her body and flee. I was going to bury her and promise her that I will make him pay for killing her. I can be weak today but who knows tomorrow? I will do all it takes to be a powerful omega, more powerful than him and I will take him down. It won''t be long before the roles reverse. He will be the one begging me. After burying her, I cleaned the house and packed my bags. I was panting by the time I was getting to my car but I knew that I had to leave. Otherwise, I was going to end up like my sister. CHAPTER 3 ANITA''S POV Driving to Evergreen Academy took me so many hours. By the time I was arriving, it was already dusk. This was my only escape. The only boarding school that would take me in. I didn''t have a home to go back to. I couldn''t continue staying in the pack. I had to do something about everything that had happened and that is why I promised myself two things while driving inside the gates of Evergreen Academy. I was going to learn how to fight. Their Alpha, Alpha Robin was known to be the best fighter in the region. Alpha Lewis was nothing inparison to him. Once I be a good fighter, a warrior, I will go back to avenge my sister''s death. I was not going to lose my focus. Nothing would matter to me, except these important things. I have always looked forward to falling in love but not again. My sister died because of love. There is no good oue when ites to love. I was weed once again by an omega. The school was huge, the dorms were on one side, the sses on the other and a massive field and garden. The Alpha had his own personal quarters away from everyone else. The omega told me that I was not going to see the Alpha anytime soon. The Beta is the one who would interview me the next morning. The Alpha was too busy training and fighting to remain at the top of the game. He didn''t have time to wee all the new members who were joining the pack. I did not have a problem with that. What matters was that I was weed into the pack. Right now I felt safe, at least I was sure that Alpha Lewis was not going toe after me. "My name is Ben, I will be here for you in case you need me," Ben told me after he took me to the dorms and handed me the keys. "Thank you," I said before getting into my room and locking myself in. It had been a long day for me. I needed to process what had just happened and rest too. I stayed in my room just staring into space for a couple of minutes. I was still in shock but trying my best to be okay. It''s not everyday that you walk into your safe ce, your home and find the person you love so much taking theirst breath. It was a lot for me to take in. I was exhausted. I decided to tuck myself in bed hoping that I would sleep but I had a strange nightmare. I was seated at home, watching TV as usual when Emma came in, she was covered in blood and wearing the same clothes that she was murdered in. "You betrayed me Anita!" She said angrily before rushing out through the back door. I did not have the time to exin myself to her. I woke up only to find that I was sweating profusely. I hadn''t closed my blinds so the moon shone brightly, threatening to blind my vision. Tracey, if you are in there, please wake up. I need you, I cannot do this alone. I try to summon her but I don''t get any response from her. She had left me alone. The nightmare bothered me. I would never betray my sister. Instead, I was ready to fight for her so that she gets the vengeance that she deserves. I was never ever going to let her down. I was going to fight all her battles. It was never going to be about me, not anymore. Just her. I try going back to sleep but I am unable to. I keep on tossing and turning. Clearly, I was not going to sleep. I was also in a new environment and this added to my tension. Sitting alone in my room was only going to make me overthink yet that is not what I wanted. I had to go out there for a walk hoping that I would be able to calm my racing thoughts and in return I would fall asleep. I wore a ck hoodie, locked my door and headed out. On my way out however, I overheard girls talking about how they are madly in love with the Alpha, how his physique alone turns them on. I wished that I could warn the girls about how badly love affairs can turn out to be based on my sister''s stories but I couldn''t. I could only use that information on myself, I was going to ensure that I never fall in love, ever. A person can love you today but end up hating you tomorrow. The line between love and hate can be very thin and that is exactly what happened to my sister. The cold night chills hit my fave making me shiver a bit. I however liked it, so I decided to walk around the school and just familiarise myself with the ce. This was going to be my home in the next couple of months.C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I was walking around the dorms when I felt a movement behind me. I looked back but there was no one in sight. I quickly discarded the thought that someone was following me. It could be my brain ying tricks on me because of the Alpha Lewis threat. I heard the same movement behind me, I turned back there was no one. I could feel it. This was not in my head. Someone was stalking me. It had to be Alpha Lewis, he was the only one with the intention of killing me. I screamed in horror as I ran towards the dorm but then I saw his dark wolf before he turned and stood in front of me. I had never seen him before but I knew that it was him. He was Alpha Robin. The powerful Alpha Robin who was feared throughout the region. "Why didn''t you summon your wolf for her to know that you are safe? This is a safe ce and I will punish you if you scream again the next time!" He ordered but I wasn''t listening. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I was lost in all that beauty that I saw in front of me. His hair, his chin, his nose, his big bright eyes. His shoulders, his chest, his powerful legs. He was handsome in every aspect and most importantly his voice. I now understood that falling in love was not a choice, it just happens. I had just met him but I could feel the deep desire to get to know him more. "Have you heard me?" He asked again, raising his voice when he realised that I was barely paying any attention. My eyes were taking up and down his body like a horny teenager. I was practically undressing him with my eyes. "Forgive me," I said. "You must be new around here. I have not seen you before," He said. "Yes, my name is Anita. I am very pleased to meet you Alpha Robin," I said, stretching my hand to greet me but he totally ignored me. "Don''t walk outside at night. It is in the rule book. If I find you out at this time, I will punish you," He said before transforming to his wolf and running away. I was left staring towards the direction that he had disappeared to. Something in me had shifted. What is going on with me? What is it about him that I cannot resist? CHAPTER 4 ANITA''S POV I had to go back to my room. This was my first night in Evergreen Academy and I didn''t want to mess it up. He was so cold and he literally didn''t want to greet me but I chose to overlook that. His voice, damn, I could listen to him talk for hours. His physique, his wolf. If Tracey was in touch with me then she would be fanning over him at this moment. I had never felt so many butterflies and sparks of happiness until I met him. Is this what people interpret as love? It was so strong. I wanted to talk to him even more, I wanted to spend more time with him. At this point in time, I really crossed my fingers that he was not dating someone else, I was not going to be capable of handling it. I wanted to imagine that one day I was going to have him to myself. It was not going to be easy but I was willing to give it a try. But, I had to respect his authority. I went back to my room, thought about him and how happy the encounter with him made me feel before I finally fell asleep. ** I woke up early the next morning and got ready for the day. I had not been given the school uniform yet so I was wearing a short dress and a pair of tights. I tied my hair in a bun before I left my room to go and have breakfast. Ben was waiting for me right outside my door and he walked with me to the dining area. I was starving, I could barely remember thest time that I actually ate. "You are so pretty," Ben said while we had our breakfast and this made me smile awkwardly. "Thank you so much," I replied, forcing a smile. Two other girls came to say hi to me while we were having breakfast and I said hi to them. Evergreen Academy had so many friendly people, well, except for the Alpha. He is the only one who has been cold towards me. "Tell me about the Alpha," I told Ben and he was confused.C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. "Why? Did he do anything to hurt you?" He bes rmed. "No, of course not. Why would you say that?" I asked. That was too direct, he needed not to use him of wanting to hurt me. "He is not a good person." He said and I wanted to agree with Jim, however, our encounter with himst night was not enough for me to deduce that he was not a good person. "Why say that?" I asked. "He is powerful and arrogant. Just try your best to stay out of his radar. Do you hear me," He advised and I nodded, although I knew that I was lying. I would do anything to have a second meet up with him just to feel and relive the moments that I felt when I first saw him. "Besides, he is always busy. You won''t meet him anytime soon. So don''t worry, plus I will always be with you to protect you. " Ben said and I was low key disappointed.I wanted to see him again, the circumstances didn''t matter, I just wanted to see him. With Ben''s attitude towards him, I could not risk telling him that we actually metst night and I hope to see him again since I have a soft spot for him. I had to remain quiet and pretend that we actually didn''t run into each other. I couldn''t help but wonder how bad his coldness can get to the point that Ben''s warns me to stay away from him. "Let''s go and have you registered," Ben said after breakfast and I followed him to the administration block. I really wished that I could see Alpha Robin again during the day and fall in love with him even more but that did not end up happening. I was actually registered to be part of the school by the Beta who didn''t say much to me. "You are so beautiful, I want to spend every day with you," Ben told me when we got to my room. I needed some time alone hence I had asked him for some space. "Thank you," I said, pretending that I didn''t hear thest part of his statement. "Anita, will you make me yours? I know that I am a mere omega but please let me be your boyfriend. We will take things slow. You might not love me now but I am pretty sure that at the end of all this you will fall in love with me. You are too beautiful and I am asking you now before someone else can notice you and take you away from me," He said, catching me off guard. I didn''t feel the butterflies that I felt when I met the Alpha. To me he was just a good friend and that is what will always be. I was not ready to fall in love again. Ie here with a mission, loving him would be a distraction. "Is it okay if I sit on what you have said and give you an answer tomorrow?" I asked him. I could see how enthusiastic he was when asking and I didn''t want to reject him just yet. I would do thatter on. "It''s fine. I am putting my hopes up. You will really make me the happiest man in the world if you say yes to me," He said and I nodded before closing the door. Damn, he was so expressive. It would be hurtful to turn him down but that is the way to go. I am not going to massage his ego. I didn''t want love right now, all that I want is revenge. I cannot tell him about this since he is a mere omega. What I want is power, I want to fall in love with a powerful Alpha who would also help me avenge my sister''s death. Alpha Robin was the one. If Tracey could be listening to me right now, she would have told me to go ahead and fall madly in love with him. He is worth it. He is worth the chase I know that right now I am just the new girl who is slow in her senses but soon, I will ensure that I take the Luna position. From what I overheard earlier on, Alpha Robin was not dating anyone. People were scared of him. I chose not to be like everyone else. I was going to not be afraid of him. I know that deep down under that power there was a soft boy who begged to be loved and I was ready to give him all the love that he deserves. I thought that I was not ready for love, until I met him. He awoke that in me and I am not going to stop until he is all mine. When I was in my room, all alone, away from Ben''spliments and all the noise, I remembered that my sister was out in the cold. This brought me so much pain. We had just gotten started. We were ready to change the world until Alpha Lewis decided to end her life. I felt so angry at myself, to be here and instead of starting to learn how to fight right away, I was busy thinking about Alpha Robin and how I have fallen heads over heels for him. What is wrong with me? I promised myself to live for her but here I am thinking about myself. Maybe it''s high time I stop thinking about Alpha Robin. I needed to go to the field right away and start fighting. I immediately changed to the navy blue track that I had been given and headed out. I raced to the field and I was d to find other warriors training. I went to one of them begging them to train me when they pointed at Alpha Robin, there he was, running across the field to improve his speed. I had to go to him, and register with him. Just when I thought that I was avoiding him, I was going to be with him and I will be with him here everyday, learning from him. Will I really be able to contain myself because right now I have so much jitters as I am walking towards him. My world literally stops around him. I can''t think when I am around him. Is this the so-called love? CHAPTER 5 My heart was racing in my chest as I walked towards him. I was somehow scared of him. Last night he was so cold towards me and I did not know what to expect. The truth is that I wanted him to notice me, I wanted him to care but I could feel it in my bones. That was not going to happen. He had stopped running and he was looking around seeing if someone was watching him when he saw me. "It''s you again, what do you want?" He asked me, without really looking at me. "Hi, Alpha Robin," I said with a small smile stered on my lips. I didn''t care that he was not looking, I was just d that I was around him. My heart was actually beating so hard for him. "What is it that you want, as you can see, I am busy," He said as he removed his shirt. He was sweaty but not in a gross kind of way. It was so sexy. His abs were begging to be touched. I had never seen a man so handsome and attractive before, it felt as if he was straight from the cover of a Vogue magazine. "You are so hot," I didn''t know I said that out so loud until he reacted. "Is that what you are here for? Who do you think you are,ing to interrupt my training session?" Finally he turned to face me and asked without flinching. I was scared. His voice was deep and cute but not when he was reprimanding me. Why was he so cold towards me? All that I wanted was for him to be loving towards me. Was that really a lot to ask?N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. "Can I join the fighting team? They said that you are the only one who can allow me to join the team," I said. My voice was shaking. I was so scared of him at this point. I really wished that he could be gentle towards me. "You will be a disgrace to the team. You are so slow. I am sorry but you can''t join the team." He said and immediately tears formed in my eyes. Why was he making things difficult for me? Did he not like me? I really needed to join the team. That is why I actuallye to the school. Immediately I went down on my knees and started begging. "I want to learn how to fight. It would mean the world to me.I am ready to do all it takes to make the team." I begged. If I failed to make the team then I would never be able to avenge my sister''s death and that is what I wanted to do. "You cannot trap me with your emotions. You are slow, that is a fact. Plus, I don''t like your code of conduct. You are thirsty towards me. Haven''t you heard already? I don''t like women. For the record, I am not interested in you," He said and made me cry even more. I didn''t know what to say to him. The constant thudding of my heart said it all. I was scared and helpless. I was deeply in need of his mercy. "No matter how much you cry, I will not choose you to join the team," He said, chuckling a little as he ran away. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I couldn''t control myself. I dropped to the ground and started sobbing. I kept on thinking about my sister. I was living for her, I needed to avenge her death. She is the reason why I am here. I didn''t know what else to do to join the team. Alpha Robin might have rejected me but the team doesn''t know yet. I decided that I was going to pretend that I actually joined the team. This was my only chance. I knew for a fact that it was going against his authority but I had to. I didn''te this far to give up. If anything, I was going to train so hard that he will regret not wanting me to join the team. I quickly wiped my tears away. At this point, I did not care about my wolf.She hasn''te to my rescue so far. She left me just like everyone else. As I was walking back to lie that I had made the team, I felt his presence right behind me. He came closer this time and tapped my shoulders from behind. I turned around and he was right there. He was more handsome than ever. I had even forgotten that he had treated me like shit sometime back. "What?" I asked, looking into his eyes. I was not afraid of him. I could feel it. I could feel that deep down in his heart, if he had it, there was so much love. I didn''t know what in the past made him choose to be cold and arrogant but I tasked myself to find out the reason. ''I don''t like your tone," He said in a soft voice as he tugged at a stray strand of hair that was on my forehead behind my ear. ¦Ò¦Å As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! His delicate touch made heat seep through my skin as if I was made of paper. "I am sorry, sir," I whispered, not breaking our eye contact. I took that time to look at his lips that begged to be kissed. He was the handsome man alive and I could already tell that he was going to be the end of me. When he is around me, I am not able to think straight. My worldes to a stand still. "Who are you and what is your intention?" He asked. "I told you my name, my name is Anita and I want to learn how to fight," I said. "Is that all? Why do I have a feeling you are here to seduce me. Who sent you?" He asked. "Is it a problem, if I seduce you though?" I asked and pursed my lips. Honestly at this point I didn''t care about anything else, only him. I was just waiting for him to make the first move. If he asked me to go to his quarters to explore what I was feeling then I was going to go right away. My body was on fire, I needed him. CHAPTER 6 "It''s crystal clear that you don''t know so many things about me," He said, taking a few steps back. I couldn''t help but feel so tense, did I say anything wrong? I was just trying to express my emotions, how I feel around him. "What do you mean?" I asked. "You should go away." He immediately turned to be cold again towards me.His tone was cold and I didn''t know that he was so loud until other omega''s who were a few steps away from us startedughing. "I am begging you, please let me join the team," I said. I didn''t care about the omegasughing at me. I really wanted to join the team and at this specific point in time I was at his mercy. He looked at me briefly, he wanted to say something but he didn''t end up saying it. Instead, he took off. I felt so angry. My heart raced in my chest as I huffed and puffed in anger. What kind of games are he ying with me? What does he really want? One minute, he acts like we have chemistry and it could lead to something but the next he acts like he doesn''t care at all. I walked past the omegas who couldn''t stopughing. They were two girls and one guy. I am always that type of girl to let things go but not this time. I wanted to confront them. Enough of people taking advantage, I was going to put everything in line. "What are youughing at?" I asked them. "Nothing," The blonde girl said with a smile. She then continued tough on my face and that is when I decided that I had heard enough of it. No one deserves to disrespect me like that. I didn''t care what was going to happen, I jumped at her and started pulling her hair. She screamed in horror as I wrestled her down and started punching her. I did not stop teaching her a lesson until I heard him pull me away. ¦Ò¦Å I am sorry about that Ruth, she will pay for this," I heard the Alpha say before he carried me with him as we ran to the edge of the field. "What the fuck is wrong with you!" He shouted. At least right now we had some privacy. No one could hear him scold me. "They wereughing at me, what did you want me to do? I couldn''t take it. I was used to people taking advantage of me in the past but not this time round, I am not going to allow it," I said. I had decided to stand my ground. How was I ever going to face Alpha Lewis if I could not stand up to the mean girls here in Evergreen Academy? "You were support to report the matter to the office. Here we have a zero fight policy," He said, I could see the pupil in his eye erge. He was so fed up with me. "So, what''s going to happen? Are you going to kick me out?" I asked. I was so tired of the back and forth. Maybe it''s high time that I leave this ce. If they cannot allow me to train on how to fight then I am wasting my time. I need to go back there and avenge my sister''s death. I don''t have the time to befortable around here. "What you have done is unforgivable," He repeated and I knew that this was it. I needed to go and pack my bags and take my leave.N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "I will go. I will leave this ce. You hate me already. Plus, I can''t join the fighting team," I said before I turned around and started running. I wanted him to run after me but he didn''t. I was all alone. Tears fell down my eyes as I increased my pace. I felt alone. I was happy back at home when my sister was alive but not anymore. Here, it was very intense for me, especially now that the Alpha had made it clear that he truly didn''t care for me. I wished that I could say that I hate him but I don''t. I know I could be delusional saying this but deep down, I felt like he liked me somehow and that is why he loved reprimanding me. I loved him honestly. I don''t know what love is but if this is what makes someone see the good in another person then I am in love. Despite all that he is doing to make my life a living hell, I still believe that he is a good man and together, we can be a power couple, that is if he finds me attractive in the first ce. I got to my room and started packing. For once Ben was not around to try and convince me otherwise. Leaving seemed like the best option for me. I know out there it is not going to be safe for me but I will try to make it. If I don''t then I will end up like my sister. I didn''t care at this point, I really have nothing to lose. After ensuring that I didn''t leave anything behind, I wiped the remaining tears from my eyes, removed their uniform and wore a ck dress that I had carried with me. Taking my car keys, I dragged my suitcase and headed out. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I got into my car and wanted to drive off when I saw him, the Alpha. He signalled me to open the door of the car for him and I did. He ended up sitting in the co-drivers seat. "What do you want?" I asked, looking away. I didn''t want to look at him. I didn''t want to get lost in his eyes yet he didn''t care for me as much as I did for him. It was not in my control to fall for him so hard but it had already happened. I was madly in love with him. I would do anything just to see what was underneath the arrogance and coldness that he portrayed on the outside. "Do you know who you are speaking to?" He asked. "I am speaking to you, Alpha." I said. "Why do you normally speak to me as if I am not the powerful Alpha Robin, huh?" He asked. "Do you want me to tell you the truth, or do you want me to lie?" I asked, turning to face him for the first time since he entered my car. "Of course I want the truth. Why are you here? I know someone sent you to trap me!" He said this with so much conviction. CHAPTER 7 "I want the truth," He said and I was taken aback. Did he really mean it or was he waiting for my response so that he could scold me or give me a cold treatment? I was already used to his antics. "I wasn''t sent to seduce you," I told him and he seemed quite unimpressed with my answer. Did he want me to say otherwise? I didn''t understand him, especially with the smirk on his face. "My bad, I thought so," He said this and my eyes lit up with excitement. "Tell me that you wouldn''t mind me kissing you and touching your abs," I said out of excitement. I could feel electrifying tingles of joy gushing through my body. "Are you listening to yourself?" He said harshly and this got me to my senses. For a moment there I couldn''t help but wonder, how happy I would be if he chose me to be his Luna. I know that Luna''s position is quite a lot to ask for yet we are getting to know each other but that is what I wanted. I was madly in love with him, I couldn''t contain myself. "You should step out of my car, I have to go," I said. I was sick and tired of the games that he was ying with me. Other than having an emotional roller coaster when I am around him, I felt it was better to go out there and face Alpha Lewis and get to know of my fate. "Have you just..." I could hear him huffing and puffing in anger. "With all due respect, you should leave. First, you don''t want me to learn how to fight and second you are always cold and harsh towards me. The outside world might be unsafe for me but it''s better than being here and doing nothing," I exined. "What do you mean by unsafe?" He asked.C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. "I am sorry but that is personal to me. My life is in danger, I thought that by being here I would be safe but I cannot stay here if I cannot learn how to fight. I will just be postponing my problems. I need to go out there and maybe find somewhere else and learn how to fight. You are the best of them all and if you think that I am not qualified enough to join your team then I am not going to question your authority," I said. I was already epting the sad reality that this would never work. He would never love me and not only that, he was never going to take me seriously and teach me how to fight yet that is what I want. "Who wants to kill you? Give me the name," He said. "Why do you care? This is my fight, you do not have to interfere," I told him and he was taken aback. 66 Why are you like this? I am just trying to help you out. Can''t you see that?" He asked. "If you want to help me, Alpha Robin, teach me how to fight. Then is when I will be able to get my revenge," I told him and he was silent for a couple of minutes. The silence was deafening, I sat there and I could feel sweat trickle down my lower back, this was indeed the moment of truth. "If I help you be the best warrior in this entire kingdom, what will I get in return?" He asked. "Anything you want your honour, I will do anything you want," I said and I meant it. If he is going to aid in helping me avenge my sister''s death then he is going to get anything that he would want from me. "Are you sure about that?" He asked. "Of course, mark my words your honour," I promised. "I guess we have a deal," He said before getting out of the car. I wanted to hug him, I wanted to tell him how happy I was with his gesture but I couldn''t do that since he had already left. I don''t know how he is sometimes. Maybe I am starting to learn about him. The times when we could have our little moment, he always ends up leaving.I would have hugged him tight and maybe we could end up kissing but he left before why that could happen. All in all, I was grateful that I had to stay. This meant that I would learn how to fight, not only that, I was going to have to spend time with him. I guess I was going to have everything that I wanted from the very beginning. First, I would learn how to fight and second, I would be able to find love with him. "Was that the Alpha, alighting from your car?" Ben came running to me as I got my suitcase out of the trunk. "Yes, why?" I asked as he helped me with my bag. "You need to avoid him, I am telling you," He said. "How so?" I asked. I didn''t understand why he was always against the Alpha. What did he know that I didn''t. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "He is not a good person. He is arrogant and cold. What did he want?" He asked. "Nothing, he just told me not to leave," I said. "By the way, why were you leaving?" He asked. Ben had so many questions. "I just thought it was the best decision," I told him. "Don''t say that. Don''t leave yet. I want you here. You are so beautiful..." He wanted to go on and on but I cut him short. "Ben, I want you to tell me the truth. What is it about the Alpha that you keep on warning me about. Is he a womaniser?" I asked. "No,worse," He said. "What can be worse than that?" I asked. I couldn''t think of anything other than that. "Trust me, you don''t want to hear," He said this and this made me even more curious. "Tell me, tell me already, I want to hear," I begged. CHAPTER 8 "Anita, what I am about to tell you is not a light matter. You have to be sure that this is exactly what you want to hear," Ben urged and I was getting restless at this point. " "Tell me, tell me already, I want to hear," I begged. I really wanted to know more about the Alpha. Now that Ben is choosing to volunteer that information with me, I was more than happy to ept it. "Let''s go to your room, we have to be somewhere private," He said. I didn''t want him to be in my room. I didn''t want us to be that close to each other but at this point in time I didn''t have a choice but to ept. I had to know more about the Alpha. I couldn''t help it.If I was not having a chat with him then I was busy talking about him, that shows how obsessed I was with him. "Come in," I told Ben once we got to my room and he was so happy that I had invited him in. After locking the door behind me, I was more than ready to listen to what he had to say. "I mustmend you, you have a very tidy room,¡± Ben said as he looked around but I didn''t appreciate that. We were here for one thing and he needed to get at it immediately. "Tell me about the Alpha, okay," I made it clear. I was not going to have a side chat with him until he told me the truth. Okay," He said, taking a seat on my bed as I watched him carefully. I really hoped that he had not tricked me into my room only to find out that he didn''t have that information. I desperately needed that bit of information. " Alpha Robin does not like women," He made it clear and my heart dropped. How is this possible? I really loved him, what did he mean by this? "What are you talking about?" I scoffed. I couldn''t control the disappointment that I felt. My smile quickly faded and was reced with a frown. "Why are you acting like you are disappointed, I really hope that you do not like him, first of all, he doesn''t deserve you,¡± Ben said but I was not in that headspace. He hadpletely burst my bubble and I did not know what I was going to do with myself. "Why do you say that?" I asked. "He has erectile dysfunction.I mean, which girl would want to be with a guy like him knowing so well that he won''t..." Ben wanted to talk some more but I warned him against it. "That is a sickness Ben, don''t act like it''s his fault," I said. "Come on, this isughable. Imagine a strong Alpha like him is incapable of making love to a woman. I beat him on that. I am good in bed, just give me a chance and I am going to blow your mind," Ben said but I decided that I had heard enough. "Thank you for the information, you have to go now," I said. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! Ben tried to insist on staying but I opened the door and kindly asked him to get out. "Please Anita, I am begging you. Don''t tell a soul," He begged and I nodded though I couldn''t promise. A part of me felt that he was lying, I really needed to get to know the truth of the matter. After he left, I took my pillow and smashed it against the wall. What is the meaning of this? I was really looking forward to having a good time with the Alpha but that is not going to happen. I had preserved my virginity for a person who is going to love me unconditionally but from the turn of events, it''s crystal clear that Alpha Robin is not the one. When I told him that I could do anything that he asked, I was thinking of a one night stand with him. To be honest, if he asked then I would be more than willing to give in to his requests. How could he be so sure about this? A part of me also felt that he could be right. He had been here longer than I was hence he knew all the secrets pertaining to the Alpha. Maybe this should be enough information that I need to finally forget about him. I cannot love someone who didn''t like women to begin with. Now I understand where his coldness ising from. I really wished that he could get medical attention. With all his hard work for a pack, he deserved great sex at the end of the day from a woman that he loves the most. As I sat on my bed and looked through the window, I wished I could be honest with myself and tell myself that this is the end of my feelings towards me but if I did that I would be lying. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! This is when I realised that I was madly in love with him. I didn''t care if I would wait for years for him to make love to me but I was ready to wait. We can kiss, we can hold hands, he can suck my boobs and my clit. At least we still have that option. I was not going to give up on him, I was going to be more understanding of him. This is just a condition, it didn''t define who he was as a person It was slowly getting darker and I went ahead to close my window. It had been a long day but I was hopeful for the next day. I was finally going to be taught how to fight by the Alpha himself and I couldn''t wait to be close to him. For some reason, I could smell his scent even if he was away from me. Was Serah waking up because of him? Had he awoken the wolf in me. My powers were starting to get stronger. and it was all thanks to him. To be honest, he was going to be the end of me. I had fallen so madly in love with him. Maybe I need to go and tell him the truth. I need to find him and tell him that I cannot help myself because I am madly in love with him. Maybe no woman has ever told him that. I will make it clear that I know his condition but I am still willing to choose him. All that I wanted was for him to say that he wanted me too. I couldn''t even imagine the joy this would bring me because I knew that it was going to be intense. I would do anything for this handsome man, my powful Alpha, Alpha Robin.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. CHAPTER 9 ANITA''S POV. Alpha Robin had warned me against going out at night but I chose to defy his instructions. I couldn''t control what I was feeling. I felt the need to go out there and tell him how madly in love I was with him. Since Serah could smell him, I felt so much intensity in my attraction for him. The good thing is that I would smell him till I found him, he was not going to hide away from me. I had tried distracting myself during dinner but my body ached for him. The fact that I didn''t see him during dinner made me want to see him before I went to sleep. However, I had to stop myself and try to get some sleep. He had warned me about walking outside alone at night and I didn''t want to reveal his authority because I wanted him to love me. People always say that love is the biggest thing and I don''t believe it now. I couldn''t exin my actions. I always followed the rules and made calcted moves but not anymore. Right now I was not thinking straight. I would be punished for my actions but I didn''t care. I became a rebel just to get his love. I had told myself that I would sketch out a n on my revenge towards Alpha Lewis but I didn''t end up doing that. I ended up doing my makeup and wearing the shirt skirt and a long sleeved shirt. I didn''t button the shirt up, I left it open for him to see my cleavage. I wore a gold bracelet and ne before applying a sweet perfume all over my body. I knew that I looked sexy with my hair pushed back and that is exactly what I did. I didn''t stop there, I wore a gold tiara that my sister had given me as a birthday present. I looked so beautiful and I knew that he was going to be carried away with my beauty. I wore my socks and ck shoes before I headed out of the room. The dorm was silent, most people had fallen asleep except for me. I was up all night tossing and turning, thinking about him. I couldn''t take it any longer so I went to find him. I walked out of the dorms and headed towards his quarter. I was so silent in my steps to stop myself from getting caught or being seen by other omega''s who were manning the ce. I didn''t get to his quarters, but I was close. Amidst that cold, I sat on the seats that were in the garden next to his quarters. I knew that he could smell me. I didn''t feel the need to go over, I just sat there and promised myself that I was not going to leave until he came to get me. ** ALPHA ROBIN''S POV. The day had been intense for me, I practised so hard in my speed, that entailed a lot of running. I had to stay on top of my game. I was the best Alpha in the region because of mymitment and discipline. I was almost done with practice when I saw her, the girl that I had met the previous night. She was so pretty, and beautiful too with a perfect body and kissable lips but I couldn''t approach her. I was dying to be with her but I could not do it. She was way younger than me, ten years younger. She is in her mid-twenties while I was approaching my 40s. I had told myself that when I decide to have a Luna, I will choose a mature Luna who has to be a warrior. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I didn''t want to choose a weak Luna and end up being theughing stock of the entire region. Having a weak Luna would be shooting myself in the foot. They would use her to get to me and it won''t be long before all my legacy and everything that I have worked so hard for disappears in thin air. This was the sacrifice that I had to master just to stay at the top. I had not dated for a long time because of this. Plus, dating from my pack would be a sign of weakness. I was not about to risk being vulnerable with a woman. I had to master my emotions and forget about this newdy who is always on my mind ever since that night. I was about to head to my quarters when she showed up again, wanting to learn how to fight. I couldn''t allow her to join the team. This is not because I didn''t want her to learn how to fight but because I knew that if she was there, I would be distracted. I was so mesmerised by her beauty and I didn''t want it to carry me away. She stood up to me and I will have tomend her for that because no one else has ever done that. Maybe she hasn''t been told of how I give horrible punishments yet. Or maybe she is ying a game. Maybe mypetitor had sent her here for a mission to bring me down. What she had to do was to ensure that I fell in love with her which was actually working. Right now, all I could think about is her. To try and control my feelings, I made it clear that she should not join the team. Once I manage to avoid her is when I can fully forget about her. She is not the only beautiful woman that I have met. If I had managed to control myself in the past then this was going to be a walk in the park for me. She walked away after I turned her down and I could feel that she was crying. My wolf Harry always filled me with the details that I needed. I didn''t care, I ran away from her as fast as possible. I was doing the right thing even if at that moment it didn''t feel like it. When Harry however told me that she was leaving the pack, I couldn''t help myself. I ran to her and begged her to stay. We made a deal and she promised to do anything for me. I decided that I was going to train her how to fight. She was going to be a warrior who would be known throughout the region.After that, it would be my turn to tell her what I wanted from her. I knew exactly what I wanted from her, it was just a matter of time before I asked. I was getting ready for bed, after my night patrol when Harry startedughing out of pure joy. "What is it?" I asked. I was so tired, all that I wanted was to sleep. "She is waiting for us outside the quarters," He said and I was confused for a second. "Who?" I asked. "Anita. She wants us," Harry said and despite the excitement, underneath I had so much fear.This was a mixed reaction for me.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. "Let us go and meet her!" Harrymanded and I didnt have a choice at this point in time. CHAPTER 10 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV "But I don''t want to go, Harry. Please don''t make me go. I hate that she is igniting something in me that I really want to forget. I don''t want to be in love. You remember what happened thest time round, right?" I asked Harry but he didn''t seem to care. He was already distracted, he was jumping up and down impatiently waiting to go and see her. "It''s already toote for that, we love her, we enjoy herpany. You might go ahead and deny it but that is just the fact," Harry said and I knew that arguing with him would not bear any fruits. I just had to listen to him and do what he wanted me to do. I got out of my quarters, the moon was shining so brightly and as I descended the stairs, I couldn''t help but look around for her. I wanted to see her. I wanted to see her ocean blue eyes and how innocent she looked when she talked. I could smell her scent and it drove me crazy,making me quicken my pace to where she was seated, waiting for me. I saw the effort that she had made for me. Her hair was more than perfect, her makeup was on point.She had worn a short skirt that exposed her beautiful legs. It was so cold outside and I couldn''t help but feel somehow sorry for her. She is really doing too much for a guy like me. We would never be together, I was not going to allow it. This is my mantra to stay on top and just because she was so pretty doesn''t mean that I am going to throw my entire life and hard work away and start chasing after her. This was my time to start making smart decisions. ANITA''S POV The cold intensified, I was literally shivering but that was not a good enough cue for me to leave. I had a strong instinct, actually this was Serah trying to tell me to sit and wait because he was going toe. I wanted to see him again, I wanted to smell him, I wanted to see the evil smirk on his lips every time that he scolded me yet he was just trying to mask what he was feeling on the inside.Original from N?velDrama.Org. I wanted him to know that with him, he never needed to pretend to be someone else. I knew his condition but I was going to love him regardless. We will look for a remedy together. I had really fallen so hard for him and now nothing could ever stop me from pursuing that spark that I felt. I wanted to believe that the feeling was mutual, there was no way that this could be a one sided thing. If it was, then what I was feeling could not be this strong. "I told you that he was going toe," Serah told me and I could smell him, his scent became stronger and stronger and turning around, I saw his handsome face under the bright moon light. "Your honour,¡± I bowed as he came close to me. "What is wrong with you? Why can''t you observe simple instructions? I told you not to be leaving your room at night." He warned. "How about you have a seat first, I want us to talk.I was unable to sleep because of you and I just figured that we should talk," I said, my voice shaking out of fear but I was d that I had put the point across. I was losing my mind, I wanted to exin what I was feeling to him and maybe when I do that is when I will actually feel better. "Do you know who you are talking to? Who tells you that I am going to takemands from you?" He said without flinching and suddenly I started getting scared. This was a bad idea, what if it doesn''t end up with a happily ever after as I really wanted it to. From his tone, I could tell that he was not only angry but disappointed in me. "I am so sorry sir. I didn''t mean to piss you off," I said, fighting the tears that had formed at the slit ends of my eyes. It would really hurt me a lot if Iplicate the issues between us, I really didn''t want that to happen. I wanted us to be close. He looked at me and I knew that this was the moment of truth, he was just going to leave me alone, crushing my egopletely. This really got to me. I looked away fighting the tears as I waited for his reaction but instead of leaving, he actually took a seat next to me. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! What is wrong with this man really? When I thought that I had lost him, he was right here sitting next to me. He had actually heard me and followed my instructions. "You have five minutes to tell me why you refused to obey my orders and you chose to be out here alone, by yourself." He mentioned and I knew that this was the time to tell him how madly in love I was with him, I could not help it. "Alpha Robin, I know that you have probably heard this from so many women in the pack but allow me to say it. Alpha Robin, you ignite something in me, something special that I cannot exin. I wasn''t able to fall asleep because I kept on thinking of the possibility of us being together. I know that you are scared of falling in love but trust you me, I am not going to judge you, I am going to love you regardless of everything," I told him this and it felt nice to be open to him and to let this out of my chest. My heart started racing in my chest and my hands be sweaty as I looked into his eyes and awaited his answer. I wanted to know what it was that he felt towards me. I was really crossing my fingers and hoping that the feeling was mutual because this will end up being those one kind of love stories. With him I would be everything, powerful yet wild. I would love him to death. I would never allow anything toe between us, that is how strong my love towards him is and I was d that I told him all about it. CHAPTER 11 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV As I watched her go on and on about how she felt towards me, I could feel Harry smiling. He was beside himself, it felt like this was the best thing that happened to him in a long time. I had been told this before, I have heard girlse and try to throw themselves at me so it was not the first time. What was different is because it was her and somehow, somewhat, Harry was madly in love with her. It''s not Harry alone, I also felt something towards her but unlike her who was trying to keep the spark alive, I was going to actually end that feeling. I had to remain on top. I didn''t work so hard for all my efforts to be taken away by a girl. I had loved before, I had been loved before but it turned out not to be a happily ever after as people normally say it to be. As a matter of fact, I lost something so important and so personal to me and that is the concept of love. It has been a couple of months of me not believing in love and this was a constant. No matter what happens, I was just never going to be a believer of love. "You love her, please act on it. I know you, I have been with you all through. You can give her a chance, falling in love is actually brave. It''s not a mistake as most people normally portray it to be," Harry begged me but I defied his orders. I had walked on the path of love and I knew exactly what to expect in the end. This was not going to be any different. "I have never felt this way with anyone." She added after I was silent for a couple of seconds. Hearing this made me want to change my mind but I couldn''t. I had to stand my ground otherwise I was pretty much going to lose it. "This is thest time I am warning you about leaving your room in the middle of the night. You are not special, do you hear me? You do not choose to disrespect me. If you do, I will kick you out. You are in my pack, I am your Alpha, you should respect me all day and everyday, do you understand!" I shouted at her out of the blues and she looked at me in horror. This didn''t make me flinch. "What have you done?" Harry was so disappointed in me but I was not going to change my mind. Someone had to make a rational decision. Harry was busy following the emotional aspect yet that was not the right way to go. "You have scared the hell out of her. She loves you," he said. "Do you hear me?" I shouted at her. I was blocking myself from listening to Harry, this was not the right time to take his advice. "Yes," She said as she wiped away her tears. I quickly looked away. She seemed so hurt and disappointed but I was not going to change my mind about this, a decision had already been made. "Just be honest with me, don''t you feel anything for me? If your answer is yes, then I am going to leave and I will not bother you again," She said after taking a deep breath and patiently waited for the moment of truth. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Yes, I don''t feel anything for you," I told her and immediately she ran towards the dorms crying. I felt bad. I could feel the pain in her voice, her eyes were welled up with tears and it killed me that I am the person who caused her all this intense pain. "Are you happy, huh!" Harry scolded me. "Calm down, don''t make me feel worse. I am feeling so bad about my actions but the thing is I cannot take them back," I warned him.C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. "You can call her here and tell her that you love her. That is all that she needs to hear," Harry advised me. "You know I can''t, right? She is not special, she needs to follow the rules. She cannot seduce me and think that I will bend the rules when ites to her. That is not how things actually work," I told Harry before following her and ensuring that she gets to the dorm safely. I continued smelling her scent and after walking around the dorms, I got to know where her room was. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I could tell that she was upset, she was going to hate me for a long time but that was okay. I would do anything to protect my heart. Unlike her, my heart had been broken before. I know how badly that feels and that is why I would never allow myself to be in that desperate position again. "She is so beautiful, don''t me her if she says yes to another man. Men will soon start fighting for her and she might choose them. Don''t me her, she begged for your love but you didn''t care to give it to her," Harry said but I rolled my eyes. I had heard enough of that already. I was not going to allow the fear of her being with someone else to make me make a decision that I didn''t want to make then. She is free to be with whoever she wants to be with, as long as she follows the rules of the pack. I was confident with the decision that I had made and I was going to stick by it no matter what. I headed back to my room and got ready for bed all over again. Harry was still mad at me, he didn''t want to talk to me because of how in love he was with the girl. "When the right timees, we will find a perfectdy," I tried to console him. "No, I don''t want a perfectdy, I want her. You have to let go of your past and choose to love her.The two of you belong together, mark my words," He said with so much conviction. CHAPTER 12 ANITA''S POV The disappointment that I felt was unmatched. I had opened my heart to him, I had told him about what I felt towards him but he didn''t really care. All that he focused on was the fact that I had broken the rules of the school. He didn''t even for a moment pause and think that I did all that because of him. I had listened to Serah and trusted her to go on this mission but I ended up feeling humiliated. What''s worse is that she is not consuming me amid this intense heartbreak that I am feeling. As I ran to my room crying, what he had said to me reyed through my mind over and over again. He had made it clear that he was not in love with me and hearing him say this really hurt me. I needed him, I needed his love. As a matter of fact, I knew that after I told him the truth about my feelings, we were going to end up kissing but that did not happen. I thought that I would sleep in his arms if he was a man who embraces spontaneity but to shock on me, he acted like he really didn''t care for what I said. For a second or so, he acted like he was happy to hear my confession but the next second, he was back to being the cold Alpha that I have loved regardless of that. I couldn''t read his mind and that is what really confused me. I didn''t know whether he liked me or not. Even if he made it very clear that he didn''t want anything to do with me, I could feel it in my soul that he loved me, he was only denying that fact. As soon as I got to my room, I wiped away the makeup which was ruined by my tears and went ahead to wear my pyjamas. I kept on thinking to myself that I shouldn''t have gone out there. Girls really have a hard time handling rejection and I really wondered why I decided to go and shoot my shot only to end up feeling rejected and unwanted. I had dressed up so nicely for him but he didn''t end up noticing. It felt like all my efforts had gone to waste. He just didn''t care about me, all he cared about was his power and his authority. But why was he doing this? Why do people do this? Always follow your heart, I know he loves me. His ego and power is what doesn''t allow him to be vulnerable with me and it''s such a shame. Up to now, I had not really sat down and nned the whole revenge against my sister and this made me realise that I was focusing on the wrong things. My sister should be my number one priority, not Alpha Robin. My sister needs me more than ever and I have to stop all this chasing and put all that energy on avenging her death. Maybe it''s high time I stop feeding my delusion and see things for what they are. Alpha Robin had said it on my face that he didn''t like me, why the hell am I still obsessed with him. It''s not like he is the only guy in the world who I can be with, Ben is right here with me and he had made a proposal towards me. How about I give that easy love a chance? Love doesn''t have to be hard. If he''s hard then that is not love. Alpha Robin has so many ws and honestly I had to stop thinking about him. First he was not as strong as people perceive him to be. I am not talking about physical strength but mental strength. If he cannot govern matters of his heart then he is not as strong as he thinks he is. Deep down, I know he is weak, he is hiding a secret, something broke himpletely in the past and that is why he is putting love in the back seat. I don''t know what his secret is but I am going to task myself to getting to the root of the matter. After avenging my sister''s death, I am going to start digging the skeletons in his closet. He was not going to eliminate me so easily, I was not going to allow it. For now, I have to ignore him and move on with my life. If I keep on bugging him with my feelings, he is going to call off the deal and I will miss the most important thing and that is seeing Alpha Lewis suffer for what he did to my sister. Alpha Lewis is not ready for what is toe his way, he clearly underestimated me and I am going to prove him wrong. He will regret ever hurting my sister and beating her up till she passed away. Despite the immense sadness that I felt, the constant pain in my heart, I had to let him go. It was for the best. Holding on to him was going to do me more harm than good, it was about time that I fully let him go. ** I woke up at the crack of dawn, I didn''t want to get out of bed but I had to. I had not gotten enough sleep but that was not an excuse. I should be resting instead of going outside to seduce Alpha Robin. What good did I get out of it, absolutely nothing. I changed into my active wear after taking a shower, carried my water bottle and got out of my room. This was the first day training and I had to arrive there on time. I did not want to give Alpha Robin a reason to kick me out of the fighting team. It seems like I went to the field so early because upon my arrival, I found myself alone with Alpha Robin. No one else had arrived except for the two of us.N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. CHAPTER 13 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV. The night was long. I kept on tossing and turning, unable to get good quality sleep. I was so frustrated, especially knowing that I had an early morning ahead. Harry was not making things easy for me, he kept on growling andining. He wanted me to profess the love that I felt for her but that was impossible. I was not ready to be vulnerable again. I have feelings for her but right now I am trying to fight the feelings that I have for her. I knew that trying to have something with her would make me and Harry happy but at what expense. When I woke up this morning, I made a firm decision to continue being cold towards her and hopefully she will give up trying to express the love that she has for me. Toote now, I cannot kick her out of the fighting team so as to avoid seeing her, I just have to master suppressing my feelings and being hard on her to kill whatever she had for me. No one wants to date an arrogant man. It won''t be long before she gives up on me. I went to the field so early to do my morning run. I loved quiet time alone but right before I started running she showed up. We were only the two of us in the field and Harry started insisting on me opening up to her about how I felt. "Hi," She said in her soft voice that got my heart melting. I turned to look at her, she was so pretty and curvaceous. She had this gentle smile on her lips that really drew me to her. My body wanted her, I could feel my dick twitch in my pants but I couldn''t allow myself to be open to her and tell her what I was feeling. I had to run away. Otherwise she was going to notice my bodynguage and conclude that I love her back yet that is not what I wanted. I ignored her greeting and ran away. Harry was fuming, he was so disappointed in me but this time round I told him to deal with it. I have worked so hard toe this far, I have gone through a massive heartbreak that almost made me end my life, why else would i want to put myself in the same situation again. I knew that she could be different but that is besides the point. I know myself. I know when I fall in love, I fall in love hard. I don''t half love.I will love her to the point of obsession and if she hurts me then I will not recover, I will lose everything that I have worked so hard to achieve. I ran to the end of the field, far from where she was and started doing my exercises.She was clearly a distraction. I did my routine and by the time I was running back, otherdies, L and Ann who I had been training with had already arrived. I realised that she was not talking to any of them.She was seated by herself, with a friend on her face. Could it be because I ignored her? That''s why she has a long face. Ignoring her once again, I called the twodies and started training them. "Watch and learn!" I shouted loud enough for her to hear and she heard me because she started paying attention to me and the twodies. L had always loved flirting with me. We had gotten along so well because of the training session and also the fact that she was so good at fighting. I am really attracted to strong warriors, girls with fierce personalities. "Warm up girls," I told them and they ran onep. I was left with her alone. "What are you waiting for, do you think that you are special? Go and run!" I ordered and she did. By the time she wasing back, I was training L. L was doing her squats and she did it slowly to seduce me but I didn''t catch it. I had made it clear that I didn''t want any of them but she had not given up trying. I looked away but Anita didn''t. I could see her boil with rage. She gave L a re and L noticed it too. To piss her even more, L repeated the seductive gesture and that is when Anita decided that she had seen enough. She ran towards L and pped her so hard. I was shocked, was she just fighting for me? I was partly scared on her behalf because I knew L. I had trained her so well and I was scared that she would beat the shit out of her now that she was provoked. L threw a fist at her but she dodged and managed to tackle her to the ground. She didn''t stop there, she punched her on the face twice, breaking her nose.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. I had never thought or seen her like that. She was full of strength, zeal and zest. " Stop it," I went to stop the fight because she had overpowered L. "Have you seen what she did? What does she want from you!" She asked. "She is a bitch!" L kept on saying. "You are a bitch! Don''t ever provoke me again," She said and I was just awed. I had never seen her in this light before. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "How could you allow her to beat you up?" Ann asked L as she helped her up. "Punish her! What she has done is uneptable!" L said as she walked away, Ann followed her and I was left with her. "Why have you done that?" I asked her. Harry wouldn''t let me rest. He kept on saying that she knows how to fight, she would be the greatest warrior of all time hence what I needed to do was to just give our love a chance. He was partly right. "She was flirting with you. Don''t tell me that you didn''t notice," She said. "I love you, if I can''t have you, no one else will," She hushed. "Let''s go somewhere private and talk about this," I told her. We really needed to have a conversation. "Let''s go to your quarters, I have been dying to have a private time with you," She said. CHAPTER 14 ANITA''S POV I was also shocked at what I had done. I never once thought that I could beat another woman just because she had flirted with the man that I love. L did it on purpose. I could see the way she looked at me, she was trying to intimidate me and make me feel bad about her rtionship with Alpha Robin but I had managed to nib what the two of them had, at the bud. I didn''t know I could fight, until I was done beating the hell out of her. Serah was definitelying back to be with me times like this. She was also obsessed with Alpha Robin. Anything to do with him, she is always awake to help me. Alpha Robin was not as angry as I thought he would. I had expected him to kick me out of the fighting team but he didn''t. He was just quiet until I demanded to be punished. He kept on telling me that I was not special and this was the chance that he had to prove himself. I knew the punishment that I wanted. I wanted to work at his quarters, I wanted to do hisundry and clean his house. I wanted to be close to him, this would make both me and Serah happy. "No one goes to my quarters, do you hear me!" He snapped at me after a brief moment of silence. I was getting used to this. One minute he acts like we are almost on the same page while the next minute he is back to being cold. "Then punish me. You also have to remember, I did what I did because of you. If you want to punish me, punish me with something that I have to do for you," I told him and he couldn''t believe it. I could see his pupils dte in his eyes. I guess I am the only woman who has been free to talk to him without necessarily fanning myself or throwing myself at him. "I don''t like the way you talk to me. Do you really know who I am, and what I am capable of?" He asked, maintaining eye contact with me and I could feel my heart skip a mighty beat. Instead of feeling intimidated, I was turned on. His eyes, I was lost in those beautiful eyes. His lips, I have been dying to kiss them since day one. I had fallen for him so hard, I knew it, he also knew it therefore there was no need for me to pretend. "What do you want to do to me, sir?" I asked him as I batted my eyshes seductively. For a moment, he inched closer, as if he wanted to capture my lips for a kiss. I was ready for it, I was dying for it. My body was on fire. I wanted to taste him so badly. Trust me, I would do anything to have that moment with him. He stared at me with so much desire, hunger, I could tell that he had not done this for a long time. His thumb rubbed my lower lip and I closed my eyes shut, waiting for the kiss only for him to push me away. "You have to apologise to L!" He demanded, as he took steps away from me. He was looking away, probably he was trying to control what he was actually feeling. I felt so disappointed but I couldn''t give up. This moment showed me how I truly wanted him.I had never felt this way for anyone before. He was going to be my first love and that exins why I had fallen deeply in love with him. "She did that on purpose. She was trying to provoke me," I defended myself. I didn''t feel like she deserved my apology. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Punish me instead," I begged. "How do you want to be punished?" He asked and I managed to smile again. I knew exactly the kind of punishment that I wanted. "Make me work in your quarters. I will clean your room, make food for you, I will even clean your clothes," I told him. "I have already told you that you are not allowed in my quarters!" He shouted. "I want to work for you, I want to be close to you. I know you can make an exception. I saw you earlier, you wanted this too. You wanted us to be close," I told him. "Shut up! You don''t know what you are talking about!" He shouted.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. "Come on Alpha Robin, admit it. You also want me. I promise to love you right, I would never break your heart. This is my first shot at love, please give me a chance," I begged. "You are hereby suspended from the fighting practice until further notice. I should not see you here!" He dropped the bombshell and I couldn''t believe it. No, this is the worst punishment ever. I couldn''t ept it. It can''t be that I will dy my sister''s revenge because I was busy fighting other women for the Alpha. What was I really thinking? Clearly, my priorities are not in order. I was so mad at myself for allowing my desires toe before my sister''s. 66 You cannot do this. I told you I needed to learn how to fight," I begged him but he didn''t reply, instead, he ran away in his typical fashion. Tears cascaded down my cheeks as I headed to my room. I couldn''t believe what had just happened. I had acted out of naivety. Why was I fighting for someone who made it clear that he didn''t want to be with me? He was giving mixed signals. I say this over and over again, I want to hate him, I want to stop thinking about him but I can''t. Right now I am actually thinking if he had made me work at his quarters. I really wanted to, so that I could seduce him and get to have him to myself. What if I fight harder for him? What if I learn to fight to fight any woman who would want him and win eventually then after that I would go avenge my sister''s death? Maybe it''s high time that I win something for myself and that is Alpha Robin''s love. He had told me not to go and fight but I had a different n. He was not ready for what is toe yet. He will not be able to resist me this time round. Smiling to myself, I wiped my tears away and headed to my room. The game is just getting started. CHAPTER 15 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV Harry was so pissed at me for turning her down. "She asked for the right punishment, how dare you turn her down? You would have allowed her to work at your quarters," Harry continuedining. "Shut up Harry, what is done is done. She cannot work there. She is not supposed to be so close to me," I told him. That was also a big decision for me to make, I was denying myself what I really wanted and he needed not to make me feel so bad about it.. I wanted to be close to her but not this way. Her being in my quarters, the two of us being alone without supervision would lead to so many things that I was scared of. Harry had fallen so hard for her, I liked her too but this was the point in time where one of us was supposed to be sensible. I had decided to be sensible and that is why I turned her down before running away so as not to change my decision concerning the matter. Just admit it, you have fallen for her. For how long will you keep running away from her like a coward?" Harry asked. "Shut up, okay!" I snapped. "You are my wolf, you don''t get to control me, I am the one who gets to control you!" I added, I was so pissed at him for always going against my decision. "I know what is best for you," He urged. "Shut up Harry! I don''t want to hear another word from you today!" I made it so clear. "Your ex-girlfriend cheated on you. That has nothing to do with you or with Anita. Anita is a nice girl. She had not been in love before. You are going to be her first and only love. Please give her a chance. Make her work in your quarters and monitor her closely. Don''t let thest bad experience with love stop you from pursuing the desires of your heart," I had warned Harry not to talk but this is what he ended up saying. I wanted to shout at him all over again when I remembered the core rule in all of this. Harry was my wolf, he had my best interest at heart. He has always been there for me, he knows what I truly need and that is why he is insistent on me choosing to give her a chance. "Harry, I am so scared. I don''t want my heart to be broken all over again. I cannot handle it. You know how I am when ites to love. I love so deeply, I love so obsessively to the point that it starts bing unhealthy for the two of us," I reminded him. "Deep down, I know that you are a very good man. The heartbreak could have made you arrogant, cold and a bit dismissive of people but I know for sure that that is not who you are. You are so loving Robin, you really are," Harry reminded me of who I am and it felt good to hear this. I am not a monster. I thought that how I reacted after the heartbreak would make someone think that I was a monster but the truth is that I was not. I was just a guy who was in deep pain, trying to do everything to numb the pain. "Thank you for affirming me Harry, but I cannot say yes to her right now. She will not ept my offer. I had already turned her down. Her ego will not allow her to say yes to me," I was honest with him. Harry chuckled. He was happy that finally he had convinced me to say yes and this brought him so much joy. The only reason I decided to listen to him was after he revealed that I was going to be her first boyfriend. That made me excited about pursuing her. I would be the guy to define love for her. I would be the first guy to actually make love to her and give her the sweet pleasures until she loses her mind. I would be the first guy to make her go crazy about me and it brought me so much joy. "Let''s run to where you left her. Maybe she is still waiting for you to change your mind," Harry revealed and I didn''t waste any more seconds. I started running back hoping to find her. I was sweating by the time I arrived but unfortunately she was not there, she had already left. "We can go to her room and talk to her," Harry insisted when he felt how disappointed I was not to have found her waiting for me to change my mind. Forget it," I said. I should not have listened to him.N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. ¦Ò¦Å Damn, I shouldn''t be chasing after a woman, I should be on the field fighting. Since when have I allowed my emotions to lead me, I have really not learnt from my past experience. "Come on, don''t say that. We had already decided to give her a chance," Harry tried to convince me all over again but I was already back to my senses. "Don''t mention the girl to me again, I am done with that discussion." I made it clear before going to my quarters. I needed a drink. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! ** ANITA''S POV I stood there after Alpha Robin turned me down, hoping that he was going to change his mind but that did not happen. He ran away from me and after a few minutes of waiting he didn''te back. Sadness engulfed me as I walked away. I blinked severally allowing tears that had formed in the slit ends of my eyes to fall. I thought to myself that maybe I should give up. Why was I being so insistent in loving a man who wanted nothing to do with me? I kept on crying as I headed to my room. I wanted to forget him. I couldn''t take the disappointment anymore. I locked myself in and continued crying, hoping that he was going toe and look for me. Deep down there,in his cold heart, I knew that he had warmed a space for me. He is just too scared to let me know. Maybe he had been hurt in the past and that is why he didn''t want to give me a chance. Whoever hurt him must be stupid, how do you hurt such a man. Alpha Robin is so handsome, so sexy. Despite the disappointment and trying to give up, I decided to fight for him for one final time. I hoped that this would eventually make me end up on his bed. That being said, I decided to go and see L. The two of us needed to talk. I had a few things that I wanted to say to her. Don''t get me wrong, I was not going to apologise to her, I was going to put her to her ce. She is not ready for what is toe. She should never have underestimated me. CHAPTER 16 I took a couple of minutes to shower. I then changed and wore the school uniform. A navy blue pleated skirt and a white blouse. Tying my hair in a cute ponytail, I went ahead to apply makeup on my face. I had been crying so thest thing that I wanted was for L to know that. I went to the garden, right behind the sses and plucked a few roses for her. She was still in the sick bay therefore I headed there hoping that I was going to have an open discussion with her. Ann was not around, otherwise she would have stopped me from seeing her. I therefore had ess to the ward. After saying hi to the nurse, I went ahead to open the door and sit next to her. Her nose was bandaged, I could see some cut marks on her face, I didn''t know that I had scratched her so hard till that moment. Heck, I had be so unstoppable. I couldn''t control my emotions especially now that I was fighting for someone that I truly loved and cared for. She was asleep as I pulled my chair closer.I was staring at her when she opened her eyes only to see me there. "Go away," She whispered. She could barely talk because of the wounds that she had on her face. "I wish I could but we have to talk," I told her. "Talk about what, huh? I have nothing to say to you. You are crazy,"she said. "We both know why I reacted the way I did. You were throwing yourself at my man," I pointed out. He is not your man," L countered and I felt so offended. "Alpha Robin is my man, we normally meet every night. He is attracted to me. He loves me. I love him too and that is why I will fight women like you. How dare you try to take his attention away from me?" I asked her.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. "We used to be friends with benefits. He has fucked me before. Not once, not twice and not thrice," L revealed and I could not believe it. As anger surged through me, I recalled what Ben had said to me and I realised that one of them was lying. It could not be Ben, Ben could never lie to me, this bitch was the one lying to me. "Liarrrr!I said through gritted teeth. "I am okay with us not being in a conventional rtionship. He has his needs and I am more than willing to service him. I love the way he fucks me. He can be hard sometimes when he is wild and gentle, sometimes when he is talking dirty to me in my ear,¡± L revealed and I couldn''t take it anymore. I pped her so hard on her face and she ended up screaming in horror. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "What is going on here?" Ann, who had gone to bring her foode running and found me in the room with her. "What the fuck have you done!" She hisseding close to me, so as to fight me. "Get out of my face or I will do to you what I did to her!" I shouted before running out. My heart couldn''t stop beating so hard, threatening to jump out of my chest. I was huffing and puffing in anger. I felt betrayed andpletely defeated. The thought of Alpha Robin fucking L was hurting me a lot. I couldn''t imagine him holding someone else apart from me. I wanted to be the only one that he fucks and makes love to. Ben lied to me, he said that he couldn''t get hard. He lied. Alpha Robin was having great sex with L and I was stupid enough to think that nothing was going on between the two of them. I went back to my room and started crying. L had felt a part of him that I was not close to feeling and it made me boil in jealousy. I also wanted it all with Alpha Robin. I was madly in love with him and I wanted him to be the man who was going to break my virginity. He deserved it. I wanted him to know that he didn''t have to look for L ever again, he could have me. I was ready to be his. I couldn''t believe myself, I couldn''t believe what I had be. I remember telling my sister Emma that I was going to save my virginity for a man who truly loves me but here I was ready to give it to Alpha Robin who had made it clear that he wanted nothing to do with me. I was clearly losing my mind. This love is driving me crazy. I wanted all of him. I wish that he had let me clean his quarters for him. I would use every moment that I got to try and seduce me. This is the most powerful man in the entire region and if he gave me a chance, I would not take it for granted. I would love him wholeheartedly, satisfy him in bed so that the likes of L would not have a chance. I knew that he might turn down a rtionship but not a one night stand. If he had been fooling around with L, then maybe he should be doing something with me. I got out of bed and took out my diary. I wanted to write about what I was feeling so as to let it go when I heard a soft knock on the door. I wanted to ignore it but the person knocked even louder. My heart skipped a mighty beat at the thought of Alpha Robining to look for me. Could it be that he had changed his mind and that he really wanted for me to work with him? I could not fathom. Taking a deep breath, I went to get the door. CHAPTER 17 BEN''S POV I had never seen a girl so beautiful until I met Anita. She checked all the boxes of the checklist that I have ever wanted in a woman. Not only was she beautiful, but she had a big heart too. I knew that her kind of beauty would soon be noticeable to everyone and that is why I decided to shoot my shot at her. Of course she rejected me but that was not enough to make me want to give up. I was going to keep on trying until she decided to be mine. I had not seen her for a while hence I decided to go check on her in her room. I was giving her time to miss me and want to reach out to me but she never reached out. I guess I will be the one doing most of the reaching out since I wanted to be with her. I went to the school canteen and bought a chocte bar before heading to her room. I knocked on her door gently and hoped that she was going to get it for me. She took a while to open the door but she eventually did. Seeing me gracing the doorway did not make her happy. I could see her smile fading. "Were you expecting someone else?" I had to ask her. I needed to understand why she was not happy to see me. "No, of course not," She said and gestured to me to get in. "Thank you, for letting him in," I said as I sat at the empty chair beside her bed. She proceeded to sit on her bed and waited for me to disclose what I wanted to disclose with her. The nerves, damn, I have never been on the spot. Her eyes pierced through me, making me lose all the confidence that I had carried with me. "What brings you here?" She asked because I had remained silent. "I am here to give youpany. I really want to hang out with you, I have missed you so much," I told her. "I don''t think that now is the right time for that," She said and I could feel my heart be heavy in my chest. I felt rejected. I couldn''t help but wonder, what was it about me that she did not like? She did not even think through her answer. She was sure that she wanted nothing to do with me. What had I done to be treated like this by her. We were friends, friends don''t reject each other like this.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. "Come on, I need to talk to you. How many times do I have to remind you that I have feelings for you, huh? I need you," I was honest with her and that is when she lost it. She shook her head in disagreement as she yed with her fingers. She seemed to be lost in thoughts, probably thinking of a nice way to tell me to get the fuck out of her room. "What do you take me for, Ben?" She asked with a sharp voice and I could feel adrenaline being released at the bottom of my belly. This is not going to end up well. What did I do to her? I wish that I had a clue which was actually going to help me to defend myself. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "What are you talking about?" After a brief moment of thinking what this could be all about, nothing came to mind, I therefore asked her to be honest with me and tell me the truth on what had been bugging her. What is it that I said that made her feel a type of way about me? "Why did you lie to me?" She asked once again, giving me a chance to exin myself but still I could not understand what she was actually talking about. "Anita darling, you really have to tell me what this is all about. I am not understanding you plus I cannot think of an instance when I lied to you," I told her. "You lie so much to the extent that you cannot put up with your lies, huh?" She asked and I remained silent. She was really tearing me apart with her words and since I didn''t know what she was talking about, I could not defend myself. "You lied about Alpha Robin''s condition," She finally said it when I remained silent, unable to figure her out. "No I didn''t," I told her. From where I was standing, I knew that I had given her the right information. "You did, the Alpha doesn''t have the condition that you alleged him to have. He can pretty much fuck the girl that he desires," She said with so much conviction that I couldn''t deny what she was saying even though I didn''t believe her. "I am sure about what I told you," I repeated. I trusted my sources, they could never lie about such a thing. "I know the Alpha fucks the women that he likes." She said and I could hear the pain in her voice. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Anita," I called after a few seconds of silence went by. "Yes," She said, looking up and our eyes met, but she quickly looked away. She did not want to lock eyes with me. "What is this obsession about the Alpha? Don''t tell me that you have fallen for the Alpha," I said. "What if I have fallen in love with him? How is it your business?" She said and I swallowed the bitter bile that had formed at the back of my throat. This was the biggest betrayal ever. "He is going to break your heart. I cannot believe you. How can you fall for a cold and arrogant man?" I asked. It didn''t make any sense to me. I thought that she was different. Why was she bing like every other girl in the school who had fallen for the Alpha yet he didn''t have anything to offer at night. I thought that she was going to use her mind, she was smart enough to use her mind but as it turns out, she is just like everyone else. It was not going to be long before he gave her a massive heartbreak. That is what he always does. He can never love someone. "Get out!" She snapped, just because I told her the truth. "No, I am not going anywhere until I tell you more about the Alpha," I insisted. CHAPTER 18 ANITA''S POV "Get the fuck out Ben! I don''t want to hear any more wordsing from your mouth!" i repeated, this time I was louder than the first time. I hoped that he was going to listen. He had clearly overstated his wee but that was about to change. "Don''t do this," He hushed but I shook my head in disagreement and pointed towards the door. He looked like he had more to say but I was not going to give him that chance to talk about what he had in his mind. I needed him out. "Out!" I said before shutting the door on his face and locking myself in. I was going through a lot and I really regretted getting the door for Ben because he made me feel worse. He had continued to lie to me concerning the Alphas condition and I could not take it anymore. I really wished that he could keep his distance, clearly, our friendship was not going to work. I couldn''t stand him cooking lies about the man that my heart beats for. That is uneptable. I ran my fingers through my hair as I sat at the edge of the bed. There was so much to really think about and I didn''t know where to start. To be honest, I had missed Alpha Robin. Knowing that I was not going to see him for a week or so because of him suspending me from the fighting team added salt to the injury. I wished that there was a way around this.I couldn''t take it anymore. Now that I had had this huge fight with Ben, I didn''t have someone else to talk to who was going to distract me from reality. I had to go through it alone, if all those emotions end up killing me then I would die alone. My life at the moment felt sad and hopeless. I didn''t know that love could feel like this sometimes. Honestly, I used to believe that love endures it all until this moment where I can clearly see that it doesn''t. I tried to get him out of my mind and think of my sister but I couldn''t do it. He was the only person who had permanently upied my mind. I knew I should forget him, do all it takes even leave the pack because he fucked L but I couldn''t do it. All that I wanted to do was to make him fuck me so that he could choose me over her. This was so toxic of me to think of it this way but I couldn''t help it.Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. I really wished that he could love me for me to love him even harder. I wondered why he just didn''t give me a chance to prove to him what true love feels like. With me, he would get the purest form of love but he just doesn''t want to give me a chance. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I wanted to believe that deep down he missed me because sometimes he actually shows me that he cares for me but I cannot be sure about that at this point in time. The thing about him is that you cannot read his mind, one minute you think that you have figured him out and what he is going to do only for him to change his mind the next second and do apletely different thing. I knew that figuring him out was not going to be easy but I was ready for the challenge. Sitting there and missing him without doing anything about it was just a waste of time. I needed to sleep, if not, I needed to think of actual ns to try and get him back into my life. I was about to go and shower before I began the nning process when I smelt his scent right outside my window. You have to be kidding me, there is no way this can be a mere coincidence. Do you mean that he actuallyes to check on me because he truly cares about me? I couldn''t believe it. I was so excited. I was ready to go and rush to his arms, allowing him to hold me tightly as I told him of how much I truly missed him. It really felt good to know that the feeling is mutual. He needed me the same way that I needed him. He missed me the same way that I missed him. ** ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I wanted to believe that she had left because she was not interested in working for me anymore but Harry did not believe that. "You know why she left," He told me. "Of course you know my reason," I told him, I was so tired of repeating myself. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "The reason that she left is because you cannot be understood. One minute you act like you love her while the next you act like you don''t. What is wrong with you? Why can''t you be true to your feelings? I told you not to worry about heartbreak when ites to this girl. She will never heartbreak you. She will never hurt your feelings. You have to believe everything that I am telling you about," Harry told me as I continued going through the documents that Beta had brought to my office. "What if you are wrong Harry? Matters of the heart can be veryplicated. Take it from me," I told him. He always acts on impulse and I needed to remind him that even though spontaneity is good, I really had to be honest to him about how love can turn out to be ugly. "You have never been in love before. You hated my ex-girlfriend, didn''t you?" I chuckled. "But I was right all along. That woman was using you. She ended up cheating on you, didn''t she?" Harry said. To be honest, he had warned me before but I was not listening. "Don''t go there. I don''t want to think about it," I warned. "Great, I can see you are done with work. Listen to me, let''s go and talk to her. You know her room. Let''s go and wait outside, I am sure that she will show up and you will go ahead to present the offer. I am pretty sure that she will say yes. She will say yes to you," He said with so much conviction. I chose to listen to Harry. Afterpleting my work, I headed to her room. For once I was going to tell her what was in my heart. I was not going to give her mixed signals. Today, she will know that I feel something special for her in my heart. CHAPTER 19 ANITA''S POV. I couldn''t believe it myself. As I headed out to confirm that he was actually there, waiting for me, my heart kept on thudding in my chest. I wished that he was actually there so that I don''t look like I am delusional. Deep down I knew that he felt something for me and this was a perfect moment for him to show me that he really cares about me. I quickened my footsteps. I was going to hug him tightly and kiss him when I found him waiting for me. I was not going to waste any more time. This is what I have been meaning to do ever since I found out that I was in love with him. Failing to find him right outside my window confirmed to me that I had officially started obsessing over him. Why did I hear his scent yet he was nowhere to be seen? My brain was totally ying games with me. All the hopes of a nice future with us being togethere to an abrupt end. This moment gave me a reality check that what I wanted from him was never going to happen. I was pretty much wasting my time. I had been lost in my own delusions thinking that Alpha Robin would one day pick me but he hasn''t. Maybe I should just ept it and move on with my life. Tears were slowly building up in my eye as I held my hand against my chest. My heart had broken into tiny little leaves bringing me immense pain. I couldn''t bear the pain, this is too much for me to handle, I ampletely devastated. ** ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I was so caught up listening to Harry and doing what he wanted. By the time I wasing to my senses, I was right outside the window of her room, waiting to tell her that I wanted her to work for me in my quarters. Immediately I realised that Harry has led me to this yet he is always emotional, I quickly ran to the field, did fiveps before heading back to my quarters. I was sweating profusely as I removed my wet t-shirt and went ahead to walk into the cold shower. Harry was trying to talk to me but I had totally blocked him. I was not ready to love. He could be ready but I am not healed yet. I don''t want to end up heartbroken. To choose to love is in one way or the other choosing your heart to be broken. There can never be love without pain. I wished that she was my first love. I wished that I could be able to love her with all that intensity and be sure that she won''t do anything to hurt me but I couldn''t. All I remember is walking into my ex-girlfriend moaning loudly as she was being pounded by the man that I hated the most. To date, I can''t trust any woman. I once trusted and it didn''t end up well for me. "You might avoid her all you want, you can continue with your act of being cold towards her but the truth is that you love her immensely. You have fallen in love with her, more than you did with your ex-girlfriend," Harry finally spoke to me after I was done with the shower.Original from N?velDrama.Org. "Shut up Harry! You don''t know what you are talking about. I am not in love with her," I countered. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "You love her, you have fallen in love with her. Your cold arrogant heart has fallen in love with her," He repeated and I could feel my stomach be a pit of nerves. I felt so defeated. Deep down I knew that Harry was urate about this and this is what scared me the most. "No that is not true," I continue to defend myself hoping that by doing so, I will stop loving her. I cannot love her. "You should say yes to her before someone does. I wonder how you will react when you find her kissing someone else. Now that you have not imed her, someone else will and I am telling you for free, if that other person gives her all the attention that you have been failing to give her, she will forget about youpletely. "But you said she loves me. How will she be able to choose someone else?" I countered. I was scared that she might actually choose to be with someone else since I have not been giving her the love that she desired. "You ignored me. I guess this is my time to ignore you," Harry said and I couldn''t take it. I threw my first in the air in anger. I needed a release. I was angered with the thought of her being with someone else. Harry didn''t reply back and this made me so uneasy. I needed him to say something. All these deep emotions were new, he was supposed to be there for me and help me navigate them. As I was thinking of convincing Harry to hear me out, I felt her scent so close to me. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I signalled Harry to confirm if she was truly there but he did not flinch. "Shit!" I cursed as I wore my tight fitting t-shirt and sweatpants. I really hoped that she had not broken the rules all over again. I had warned her abouting to my quarters at night but she just didn''t seem to listen. Wearing my flip flops, I left the house and hurried to go and meet up with her. She was seated in the garden, her hair was pushed back making her as beautiful as ever, I really wanted to give her a chance. She didn''t seem to notice me until I arrived. She was also lost in thoughts. "What are you doing here, I thought that we talked about this," I said. "What were you doing right outside my window? How about you tell me about that," She said, throwing me off guard. CHAPTER 20 ANITA''S POV Going to my room and being by myself was going to do more harm than good therefore I decided to go and face him. I wanted to know where he stood afterall. All this back and forth was not really helping us. I was getting hurt yet I was not even sure if he truly loves me and if loving him would be worth it for me in the end. I sat there waiting and knowing that he was going to smell my scent ande to me. Both of us have been avoiding having a conversation and it is actually high time that the two of us talked. This was actually thest time that I am giving him a chance for him to tell me what he truly feels about me. If he ends up rejecting me then I guess I will have to take another step. He would have proven that clearly he didn''t want anything to do with me. I didn''t sit for long before I felt his footstepsing towards my direction.. My heart thudded so heavily in my chest and I started breathing faster. I was anxious, I didn''t know how to sit calmly when I was with him because he had always made it a habit of snapping at me. Low key I was afraid of him. I don''t know what I was thinking, trying to get him to love him yet he had never been gentle with my heart. He has always broken my heart every chance that he gets. "Hi," He said before sitting next to me. "Hi Alpha Robin," I said, barely looking at him. Of course I was charmed by him... His cologne made me yearn to hug him tight so that I could smell him all day. But, I had to be honest with myself. We needed to have this conversation if we don''t then I would pretty much be walking in circles yet that is barely my intention. I want to figure it out today.Original from N?velDrama.Org. "I know that youe to see me," I revealed. "I don''t know what youre talking about," He was so quick to counter and I could feel my heart be heavy. Why do I normally make myself go through all this? This guy had made it clear that he wanted nothing to do with me yet I am here, trying to convince him that I am the perfect woman for him. "Can you please be honest with me for once? I know youe looking for me. What is it that you wanted to say to me?" I asked, trying my best to control my emotions. I did not want things to get heated because this would turn out to be something ugly. I had hidden so much hurt that he caused in my heart and if I let it out, he would not like this other side of me. "I did note looking for you, I mean, why would I look for someone like you?" He asked and I could feel my heart miss a mighty beat. Immediately, tears formed on my eyes and I started biting my lower lip so hard to prevent them from falling down. "What is that supposed to mean huh?" I asked, I felt so defeated. I couldn''t believe that he could say something like that to me. I thought that he liked me, I thought that he felt that I was beautiful and special too but as it turns out, it was all in my head. This arrogant, cold Alpha did not care about me. He only cared for himself and his ego. "I don''t know what you have been smoking to make you think that I would want to be with you. I can''t love you. Plus, I can''t be with someone in this pack. I roll solo and you have to respect that," He said and suddenly all the pain that I was feeling became anger. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! How dare he lie on my face. He was screwing L behind my back. Why was he lying to me like this. He might have rejected me but that does not give him permission to lie to me as if I am a fool. "You think I am stupid, huh?" I asked. I was literally breathing fire. "I am so sorry but I don''t know what you are talking about," He chuckled. "I know you did it, I know you fuck L when you want. Youe here and lie to me that you ride solo yet you allow L to ride you," I said getting off my seat. I was fighting the urge to fight him because I knew that it would be a losing battle. He can beat me to death, especially now that I have exposed his secret with L. He is the strongest man in the region and I cannot take my chances. "What did you just say? Do you know the repercussions of what you have said, huh? What if someone hears you say such a thing?" He asked. "I am sure about what I am saying. If you reject me, at least be honest about it. Don''t lie to me you haven''t dated anyone yet L is the bitch you have been fucking over and over again!" I shouted as I started staggering away. Tears were in my eyes, I was in so much pain, I wanted it all gone. I didn''t sign up for this when I chose to love him. I signed up for love, not anger, resentment and pain. He ran behind me and grabbed my hand, pulling me close and forcing me to look at him. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! He was breathing so heavily, shaking in rage even. His pupils were dting in his eyes, I had never seen him so angry before. Repeat what you have just said!" He demanded, not loosening the grip and I felt pain. He was holding me way too tightly. "Let me go, go and be with L. You love her, don''t you," I said, trying to free myself but he didn''t let go of me just yet. "What is wrong with you?" He asked. "Let me go Alpha Robin, I am done with this," I said and started crying. His grip was hurting me. After seeing that I was hurting, he finally let me go. He had looked into my eyes, trying to figure me out but he was not able to. "What do you want?" He asked, his tone was calmer. "I want you to be with L because she is the woman you want to fuck with," I revealed, crying even more. "Stop crying, okay,e, let''s talk," He suggested, catching me by surprise. CHAPTER 21 ANITA''S POV "Talk about what, huh? I know you are luring me in so that you can hurt me." I told him, I couldn''t trust me, not after the stunt that he had just pulled at me. "Come to me," He gestured and I could resist him, especially his voice. I took a step forward and he stretched his hand for me to hold onto him. I did and he took me by surprise, he carried me and in a moment I had forgotten all my worries, I kept on giggling as he walked with me to the seat where he made me sit on hisp. After I gotfortable sitting on hisp, shaking my legs around his waist, he ran his finger top over my lower lip, making sweet shivers gush through my body. I could feel his groin getting hard as I started whining my waist. I might not have had sex before but I have made out and kissed in the past. "What are you doing?" He asked in a husky voice. He was not expecting it. "Do you want me to stop?" I asked as I interlock my fingers behind his neck. "No," He said with so much urgency as I rubbed my ass over his groin and felt him be bigger and bigger. He couldn''t take it anymore, he kissed my lower lip, softly and delicately but he bit me a little. He went ahead to tear off the blouse off my body, revealing my ck bra and my perky breasts. I didn''t stop with the whining, I moaned softly when he sucked my nipple, the right then the left one. "I want more," He demanded and that is when reality set in. I quickly jumped to my feet, took a deep breath as I ran my fingers through my hair. What was I thinking? We haven''t talked about everything that had happened between us yet here ready to make love with him. What am I really thinking? "What''s going on, I thought that you wanted this," He said, I could feel the disappointment in his voice. "Maybe you should call L and fuck her. I don''t think I want to be one of your many whores!" I revealed and it took him a minute or so before he reacted. "You are such a bitch! I can''t believe you led me on and left me desperate for you like this." He said. "Go fuck L!" I repeated as I tried to cover myself with my blouse which barely had any buttons. "Where did you get that statement? It''s not true. That is pure gossip yet you are using that to crucify me," He said. "If you can be hard, then it means you have been fucking her. Or tell me, where do you get your sexual satisfaction from, huh?" I asked. I felt jealous. I couldn''t imagine him fucking another woman, especially L. "Was I not supposed to be hard?" He asked, he was confused. "Get L and fuck her!" I hissed as I started walking away. "Don''t walk away from me, I am still talking to you!" He demanded. "I am leaving for good. I cannot imagine that you have been fucking her. I know you are so good at it and that is what hurts me the most." I revealed, standing and turning to look at him. "Come, let me fuck you then, I know that''s what you have always wanted," He said. "No, unlike you, this is going to be my first time. I would rather give it to someone else who loves and cherished me," I revealed and he couldn''t take it. He got off the seat and came to where I was. "You are mine!" He hissed.Original from N?velDrama.Org. "I am not. There are plenty of good men who would do anything to be with me. I am actually going to leave the pack. I cannot be with someone who causes me pain." I revealed and I could see him throw a fist in the air. He was beside himself. What I had said to him brought him so much anger. "I will get L and fuck her!" He said this, just to get back at me. "Another man would break me and make me experience the sweet pleasure of sex for the first time. I am sorry to say that you won''t be that man," I said. He tried to contain his anger but he couldn''t. He grabbed my cor and pulled me close. "Look at me," He demanded as I looked away. As you reach the final pages, remember that 00005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "I am not going to look at you. I don''t give in to what you will tell me," For the first time ever I stood my ground. "I want you to know that I never fucked L. She lied. It''s such a shame that you believed her." He begged. "Don''t even bother convincing me, I won''t believe you," I said. "Then fuck off! I will punish you foring out at night despite me warning you against it. You wille and work at my quarters." He demanded. "No, forget about it, I would rather leave the pack and get killed than be with you knowing so well you fucked that bitch!" I told him, I was being stubborn. "Come here, don''t do this!" I heard him tell me but I was done. I ran away from him and headed to my room. My heart was racing as I locked myself in my room. I couldn''t believe myself. So much had happened tonight, most of which were not a reflection of who I was. Clearly, love can make you do stupid things. To be honest, I was done with him. I wished to work at his quarters, I wanted it so badly but knowing that he fucked L was such a turn off. I would not allow myself to be his second, I had to be his only love and obsession. I should get packing, I needed to leave. If I choose to stay and be with him, then he has to tell L to leave. One of us must win and I wanted to be the one who wins. CHAPTER 22 ALPHA''S POV Harry had totally ignored me.He didn''t advise me like he normally would and that is why things got pretty heated between me and her. I used to think that I am equally strong to handle my things without my wolf but it turns out that I wasn''t. I needed him. "Harrye on, what should I do?" I asked as I hopelessly watched her walk away. Once again, he totally ignored me. "Anita,e back!" I shouted loud enough for her to hear but she ignored me and walked away. No one had ever ignored me but tonight, she did what Harry was doing.She had chosen to walk away from me. Seeing her walk away made me feel a surge of anger in my system. I wanted to run after her and make her stop for us to have a conversation but that was not going to be possible. I was not going to lower my ego to that level. I had to respect her decision and find a way of being fine without her. She had ignored me and I was beside myself. I wanted her to stay. As for her usations concerning L, I could hear the pain in her voice. She waspletely hurt by something that happened only twice a long time ago. After my bitter breakup, I needed someone and L was that someone. After I healed, I ended things with her. I wonder why she had to tell her the truth. I didn''t know where I stood with her and that got my head racing. I wish I could read her mind. I didn''t want her to leave the pack, I was not going to allow it. I headed to the main gate and summoned the omega manning it not to allow anyone to leave the pack. "Why is that?" He asked. ¦Ò¦Å Are you questioning the Alpha?" I asked. "No, of course not. It''s just that you have never given this directive. Our policy is that someone can leave when they want to," He said. "Don''t allow a girl by the name Anita to leave, am I clear?" I asked. "Of course sir," He said before saluting and I left. It had been a long day, I needed time to just think about what happened and mitigate it. Not only that, I needed to convince Harry to help me navigate this situation with her. Clearly, I am not able to do it on my own. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I poured myself a ss of whiskey. I needed it, I needed to rx. She had made me all tense up especially with her threat to be with someone else. I could not stand it. Not after kissing her and touching her perky breasts. I wanted more, a kiss was not enough, the more I kissed her the more I desired to be with her. She didn''t have a past boyfriend, I wanted to be her first. I wanted to be the one to make her feel the sweet pleasure of the orgasms that I was going to give her. "Harry, I really need you. Tell me what to do," I begged him after taking a sip of my whiskey. "I already told you what to do. The day you will choose to listen is the day that we will finally get along," He finally said something. "She doesn''t want me. She told me she was going to be with someone else. Do you now understand why I have so much rage? Harry, I can''t stand seeing her with someone else," I added. Harry was silent again and for the rest of the night. I poured myself another ss of whiskey. I needed to get some sleep so that I don''t stay up all night thinking about her. I had initially thought that I had things under control when ites to her but it turns out that I had lost it. I could not control my feelings because I had fallen in love with her. This had happened before, this is not the first time feeling this way. ** ANITA''S POVOriginal from N?velDrama.Org. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! He called me back and I wanted to go but I couldn''t do it. I couldn''t take more pain and I knew him calling me back was him trying to hurt me further. I cannot trust him with my heart, not anymore. The love that we had was one sided and that is why it was toxic. I know sometimes my delusions tell me that he loves me but he is just scared to admit it but maybe I am lying to myself. He is an Alpha, he is the most powerful man in the region. If he wanted to be with me, if he loved me then he would have told me by now. The truth of the matter is that he didn''t really care for me and that''s why my heart keeps breaking every time I have an encounter with him. How stupid and desperate was I to think that we could end up together. Maybe he should go and be with L. After all he has fucked her and I cannotpete with that. He has a soft spot for her, something that he didn''t have for me. It''s so funny that I was confident in what I thought we had and even beat the hell out of L who had actually had something going on with him. It''s such a shame that I stooped to this level. I should leave him alone. I should let him go. I will one day meet someone who will totally love me. Today I decided to mark the end of it. I love him and I desperately want to be with him but at what cost?I had recalled this advice that my sister gave me sometime back and right now it made so much sense. Emma was right about so many things. Gosh, I really miss her, especially tonight. I had nned to stay for three days as I thought of what to do next but I couldn''t do it. I had to leave this very night. After packing all my belongings, I dragged my suitcase out. It was midnight but I didn''t care, I wanted to leave this pack once and for all. I was no longer happy here. CHAPTER 23 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I hardly slept when Harry woke me up. "She is leaving," He said and I was confused. "Who?" I asked as I sat upright, rubbing my eyes to be fully awake. "She is leaving because of what you did." He repeated in a more judgemental tone and what he was talking about finally clicked. "No, she can''t leave. I warned the omega not to allow her to leave," I said. "I am telling you that she had left," Harry repeated and I jumped to my feet. Harry could never lie to me, I really wonder why I was questioning him in the first ce. I really need to learn to trust him. I ran with my superspeed to the gate. I wanted Harry to be wrong, I cannot afford to lose her. Where will I ever find her? I had been given this one chance at love but Instead of loving her hard, I ended up failing to do exactly that. "Where is she?" I yelled at the omega who was busy sleeping. It took him a while to finally realise that I was there and that he was actually talking to me. "Who?" He asked. "Thedy I warned you to let her stay in the pack. Did she leave?" I asked. "I don''t remember. All I know is that I opened the door for a person to drive out," He said, revealing his ipetencies and I could literally feel my blood boil. What was I thinking, trusting him with such a position.Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. I wanted to beat the shit out of him but now was not the time, I needed to find her and ensure that she doesnt get away from me. "Harry, I need you now," I yelled and in that anger, sweating I transformed into him, my legs started having thick fur and I went on my knees toplete the transition and be my wolf, Harry. I knew that I was not going to go back to the pack without her. I howled and growled as I ran at a supersonic speed. I was keen to smell her scent,and hear the sound of her moving car. After I find her, I will never allow her to walk out of my life again. Deep down I had that fear that I might not see her again but I did not want that fear to make me want to give up. I am the most powerful Alpha in the region, I must get what I want. I want her. ANITA''S POV It was hard leaving but that was the right decision to make. Staying would not do me any good. First, I would constantly get hurt every time I think of Alpha Robin fucking L. Secondly, I had been banned from fighting, I was wasting my time. I was not going to avenge my sister''s death if I was not training how to fight. I didn''t let the fear of Alpha Lewis killing me hold me back. I was dying either way. At Alpha Robin''s pack, I was dying inside while Alpha Lewis would kill me physically like he did to my sister. I did not know where I was going but I kept on driving. I decided not to think about Alpha Robin. He didn''t care about me, I am pretty sure that he wouldn''t even notice that I was gone. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I kept on driving, as I was lost in thoughts but suddenly I was forced to brake and swerve the car when I saw him standing in front of me. He was all sweaty and his eyes pierced through me. "You scared me," I said after managing to park my car by the roadside. "What do you think you are doing?" He asked, as he signalled me toe out of the car. "I can''t stay," I said, biting my lower lip. I wanted to cry. I really loved him, seeing that he actually ran after me and answered all the questions in my head. He loves me, now I know for sure. He wouldn''t have followed me out here, running for all those miles if I didn''t mean anything to him. "Why?" He asked, inching closer and carting me before sitting me on the bo of my car. "You don''t want me to be with you," I said with a shaky voice. His touch had made sweet tingles of pleasure gush through my entire body. "Is that all?" He asked as he stroked my hair. "It''s about L also. I hate to see her and imagine that you loved her and made love to her," I added. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "But that''s not true," He countered and I could already tell that he was lying. "I love you Alpha Robin. I want you for myself. I also want you to teach me how to fight. Is that a lot to ask?" I asked, as I looked away. Tears had formed in my eyes. I had told him everything that was going on in my mind. He didn''t say anything, instead, he carried me and I snaked my legs around his waist. ¦Ò¦Å Anita," He gushed. He held me so tight and I could feel his heartbeat. This is the closest I have been with him and his scent made goosebumps form on my skin. I couldn''t imagine not being with him and him being with someone else. I wanted him for myself. "Yes," I mumbled. "Let''s go home, I want to be with you," He said after a minute or so of pin drop silence and I couldn''t control my excitement. I leaned in to kiss him as my hands yed with his beards and hair. He took me to the back of my car and undressed mepletely. My heart was racing, this felt so good to be true, I thought that it was a dream. He kissed my nipples, by now he was aware that that was my weak spot. He didn''t stop there, he trailed down to my navel with his tongue as he kissed and teased. I moaned loudly, and it turned him on. He then went down on me and I closed my eyes shut when his tongue started rolling over my clit in a circr motion. CHAPTER 24 ANITA''S POV My body was on fire. I kept on moaning loudly as he continued pleasuring me with his tongue but things came to a sudden stop when we heard a loud bang at the back of my car. "Are you okay?" He asked. "No, I am scared to death," I said as I started dressing up. Someone had followed us here and he wanted to attack us. It must be Alpha Lewis, he wanted me dead. "I am going to get to the bottom of this, don''t be scared when I am around," He said but that was easier said than done. "He wanted me dead, he hase to kill me." I cried as I continued wearing my clothes. "Who?" He asked. "Find out who attacked us. Please do," I begged. I was on the verge of tears at this point in time. "You are right, I need to find out who did this and tackle them. But please this matter is not over, you have to tell me who wanted you dead," He said. "It''s okay, "I nodded. My hands were shaking, I was trembling. That bang could wake up a dead person, it was so loud. I watched helplessly as Alpha Robin went to the back of the car and disappeared. After he left us when I realised that I was all alone now and someone might actually attack me. I felt helpless, I wished that he had trained me to fight. If he had then I would be out there fighting with him, I would not be here trembling and scared to death. I was crossing my fingers and hoping when suddenly one of the men threw a fist at the window and grabbed my neck. I screamed in horror before he finally managed to start struggling with me. I was in so much pain. I struggled for my life, I didn''t want to die yet, not before I explored love with Alpha Robin and not before I avenged my sister''s death. I couldn''t scream anymore, my windpipe was squeezed so much. The pain was agonising. I closed my eyes shut. The end was near. With one final intention, I called for Aloha Robin and waited to die and when I heard a neck snapping before I felt a sigh of relief, I was able to breathe all over again. "I am so sorry baby. I shouldn''t have gone away," He apologised as he lost my clothing, made me lie down to ensure that I was breathing just fine and that he was not toote to save my life. I wished that I could talk to him and tell him that I could hear him, I just couldn''t talk but that was impossible. I had to listen and watch him get in panic mode because of the fear of losing me. Once again, this moment proved to me that he was actually madly in love with me. I was getting exhausted, fighting for my life took a lot of energy from me. It wasn''t long before suddenly everything turned ck. ** ALPHA ROBIN I was driving her car at a supersonic speed. I wanted to save her life. I now realised that her life was precious and I had to guard it at all cost. Someone put there wanted her dead and it was crystal clear that that person was going to be my number one enemy. Her enemies are my enemies, that is how much I care for her.Original from N?velDrama.Org. I kept on calling her name hoping that she was going to respond but she didn''t. Thank goodness I had arrived at the nick of time otherwise I would be mourning her loss at the moment. I arrived at the pack and headed straight to the sick bay where a nurse and a doctor took her right away and started to resuscitate her. She was still unable to talk, and she had closed her eyes tightly. I couldn''t stand there and watch her, I was scared to do so because I kept on imagining the worst. If she doesn''t make it then I was never going to forgive myself. I should have listened to Harry and loved her deeply the way that she deserved to be loved. I couldn''t take it, the anxiety was eating me up. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I decided to go and take a breather hoping that by the time Ie back, after calming down, she is going to be awake. I walked outside and went to the garden nearby. I thought that I would be by myself but instead, L was there. "Hey," She said and was suddenly concerned when she realised that I was not okay. " Are you okay? You don''t seem fine to me," She said,ing closer to me and wanting to hug me. "Why did you tell her about us?" I asked. "Who did I tell what?" She pretends to act dumb. " Why did you tell Anita about us?" I asked her. "She was messing with me. She thought that you loved her but I had to tell her the truth that I am the one that you desire the most," She said with a small victorious smile ying on her face. "Are you fucking serious!" I hissed. "Are you mad that I told her? If so? Why?" L asked. "Don''t tell me that you care about that bitch!" She warned. "Leave her alone and mind your own business. Whatever we had is over. Do you hear me?" I told her. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Who are you to decide huh? I am the one to decide when this will be fully over, not you." She said and I couldn''t contain my anger. I wanted to pull her hand and insist that she should listen to me but she took a step back. "You cannot use me and toss me the way you want, do you hear me? I know your secret. If you date her, I will reveal it!" She swore. I am not the type of person to be chickened out by small issues but this time round, what L said made me so scared. "You cannot do this," I said with a low tone. I waspletely defeated. "Don''t dare me. What we have goes on till I decide to let you go," She said as she walked away. This added more tension, stress and fear to what I was feeling already. I was about to torture myself for my mistakes by going to run till I get exhausted when the nursee to me. "She is asking for you. She is awake now" The nurse said and I had to forget all my problems and smile. I had my own share of baggage and I was going to deal with them at my own time. Right now all my focus should be on her. I followed the nurse and there she was, lying on the hospital bed. She was so beautiful despite her being in such a hopeless spot. "Babe," She called me. "Yes," I said, inching closer to kiss her on the forehead. "Where were you?" She asked and I knew that I should use this opportunity to tell her the truth. CHAPTER 25 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV Telling her the truth was easier said than done. First of all, she was hurt because of me. She was in that hospital bed because of me. How could I then tell her that I was out there with L, she didn''t want to hear anything to do with L. The L situation is actually what made her leave in the first ce hence I had to trade carefully or else I was going to lose her. "Baby, where were you?" She asked again because I had not answered her the first time round. "I was out there getting some air. Tonight was really a lot for me to handle," I lied. "I am so sorry that I caused all this," She apologised, looking away. Her eyes were watery, she was on the verge of tears. "No baby, don''t say that. It was my fault, I should have told you how I felt from the very beginning," I told her as I sat next to her bed, interlocking our fingers. "What did you feel from the very beginning?" She asked, putting me on the spot. "I felt a soft spot for you. Before you ask me again, let me tell you why I didn''t act on it. I was scared. I didn''t have quite a good past when ites to love and that is why I tried to suppress my feelings," I exined. "You can tell me more. What happened in the past that made you want to ignore me?" She asked. Truly she wasn''t backing down, she wanted to get all the answers. "How about we talk about you first. What happened today was unexpected. Who wants you dead my dear?" I asked. "I thought that you had forgotten about that," She said as her facial expression changed, clearly she didn''t really want to talk about it. "You can trust me. I am here to protect you. But in order to protect you well, you need to tell me the truth," I promised her as I rubbed on her palms gently with my fingertips aiming to calm her down. "Alpha Lewis wants me dead," She finally revealed after what seemed to be a long while of silence. 66 Why?" I asked. I also had a personal vendetta against him that I would discuss with herter. This man needed to be stopped. "I am sorry but I cannot tell you right away. Don''t get me wrong, I care about you. It''s just that, I feel a type of way revealing my why now yet you haven''t given me the assurance that I need," She was very honest with me. "What assurance do you need?" I had to ask. "I need L out of your life. That is the only way for me to be sure that you guys no longer have a thing. I want her out of the pack," She demanded and I pretended not to be startled but I was startled. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Can we discuss this once you feel better? You are straining right now. You don''t need to talk much," I advised her just before the nurse came to give her some meds which sent her to sleep immediately. The nurse came at the nick of time, otherwise if she had pressed on the matter, I did not know what I would have told him. Her sleeping gave me time to gather my thoughts and just think of what will happen between the two of us moving forward.Original from N?velDrama.Org. When she didn''t mention why Alpha Lewis wanted her dead, I knew that she was hiding some secrets away from me, the same way I was hiding some secrets from her. Maybe we needed to get to the bottom of this as soon as possible. Secrets are not good in rtionships, I knew that for sure because that is exactly what ended my past rtionship. I personally hated Alpha Lewis, I won''t think twice about helping her to take him down once and for all. I am pretty sure he sent those men to hurt her. Thank goodness I was there to protect her otherwise she would not be here with me. I knew that I had to use this time, while she was sleeping, to think about how to solve L''s situation. I have toe up with a solution otherwise I was going to lose her all over again and I was not ready for that. I like her so much. ** ANITA''S POV I slowly opened my eyes and found myself still in the hospital bed. My neck was hurting but not as much as yesterday. I was definitely getting better. I looked around the room and there he was, sleeping in the visitor''s lounging chair. If someone had told me that Alpha Robin would finally be there for me, I would not believe them but now I do. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! He had chosen to be with me and I could see it in his actions. Right now, I know not to doubt his love because I know that what he feels for me is genuine. He was still sleeping, he looked calm and handsome when he slept and I couldn''t help but stare at him in admiration. He is my hero, he is the most powerful man I have ever met. I would do everything in my power to make our rtionship work. I know L was going to be a problem but I would handle that before she gets out of hand. He must banish her from the pack in order for me to feelfortable. I was not going to let this go. As for the details he wanted concerning Alpha Lewis, I was going to tell him when the time is right. At the moment, I did not feel like it was the right time telling him about what happened to Emma and how that Lunatic murdered her. As I looked at him, I knew that I would never leave his side. Saving my life yesterday made me love him even more. I was happy to have been given a shot at life once again, not only because I would avenge the death of my sister but because of Alpha Robin. What I have in mind for him, gosh, he was not going to believe. "Baby?" He woke up immediately and came rushing to me, as if he had read my mind. "Did you ask her to leave, you know who I am talking about," I said. I was standing on business. I was not going to back down until I saw L out of the pack. CHAPTER 26 ANITA''S POV "Baby, how about we talk about thatter. Right now, I want you to tell me if you are feeling better. I am so worried about you,"he said. "I am fine." I said. "I had a bad dreamst night. It felt real. Alpha Lewis tricked you and took you away from me," He said, looking away. I could tell that the thought of that alone hurt him so much. "You don''t have to worry about that. It''s just a dream plus that is never going to happen," I assured him. I would never be with Alpha Lewis for obvious reasons. The guy dated my sister and killed her. "Are you sure?" He asked. "That guy can be cunning. Please don''t ever fall for his trap," He advised me. "Yea, I am sure," I said. I wanted to talk about L''s issue right then and there but the nurse came in and I had to stop with the questions. The nurse observed me, my blood pressure, my breathing pattern before she eventually said that I was okay to go back to my dorm. She gave me medicine and told me to rest for at least three days. "Thank you for saving her life, I am forever indebted to you," He said. "This is my job sir, you don''t have to thank me," The nurse said, blushing. "I will leave you two," She added before walking away. He came to help me sit up before he gave me the fruit bowl that the nurse had brought. I ate as he watched. He was silent. It felt like something was bothering him that he was not ready to share yet. Honestly, I wanted to ask him what that was but I was scared. What if he tells me that it''s L''s case that''s bothering him. I feel so much anger every time I think about her. She should not be in the pack. "Thank you once again for being here," I told him once I was done eating. "I had to be here, I like you so much," He said what I wanted to hear and this was music to my ears. "Thank you for everything. I am alive because of you. That makes me indebted to you," I told him the reality of the matter. "I would never forgive myself if something bad had happened to you. I will forever protect you," He said and I couldn''t help but smile. "Thank you so much Alpha Robin, "I said, looking up and our eyes met. "Don''t call me that. I am your baby moving forward. Drop that title. You will only call me that when we are not alone," He said and I started blushing. "Do you remember where we left things?" He asked as his fingertips started trailing down my navel. He knew a way of teasing me and touching me where I wanted to be touched. He knew what turned me on, he understood my body as if he had studied it for years. I felt weak under his touch, he was my weakness. "Yes," I said before gasping for air. His fingers were already touching my clit. He was rubbing me gently making me want to scream his name. "I am yours now baby, once you heal, we will continue from where we stopped. "He said and stopped abruptly. I watched as he licked the juices in his fingers. "You are mine," He said confidently and I felt nice knowing that he had defined what we had. "Of course, "I said. I was ready for him. I felt good that I had kept myself for a man of his calibre. I knew that it would definitely be worth my wait.Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. "Touch me," He instructed. "I am shy," I said, looking away but he held my hand gently and brought it over his dick. I could feel the length of his shaft and it was quite lengthy and huge. I was taken aback. Ben totally lied to me. He didn''t know what he was talking about when he said that he had that condition. ¦Ò¦Å ''I get hard, I don''t know why you thought that I couldn''t," He said. I didn''t know that, I had brought up when Ben said to me until this moment. "I will be waiting for you, only you. You don''t have to worry about L. I have never loved her. When ites to you, you are everything that I have ever wanted," He said and walked away to ease his erection. I was marvelled that my touch alone got him hard. Maybe I should stop being so insecure about L. If he wanted to be with her then they would be together, he would not be here, trying to make things work between the two of us. When he came back, wanted to ask her if he was going to kick her out but he held my hand and gestured that we should get going. I held his hand as we slowly got out of the ward room. This was the first time that we would be holding hands in public and I was beside myself. I am the chosen one, this should be enough. I needed not to stress about L. We arrived at my room and he helped me get into my bed. I wanted to rest. Thank goodness my room was clean and organised. I would have been embarrassed if it was not. I wanted to be perfect in front of his eyes. "Wow, you love reading huh?" He said as he pulled out a book from the box that was right beside my bed. "No, that was from my sister''s collection," I told him. The box was the only thing I carried. My sister loved to read about witches and so most books in that box were about witches. I really wondered why she had such an obsession with witches yet we were werewolves. "Magic spells," He read the title of the book out loud and I felt embarrassed. " My sister was obsessed with witches." I repeated. "Where is your sister by the way? This is the first time that you are mentioning her," He said. CHAPTER 27 ANITA''S POV I didn''t know that I would have to discuss my sister with him this soon. I had decided to make this a secret but it turns out that right now he was going to get to know about Emma. Maybe it''s about time that he knows about her. After all, he is the man that I love and he has vowed to protect me at all cost. "My sister..." I wanted to exin how she died when we heard a soft knock on the door. "Come in," He said and Ben walked in. "Good Morning sir," He greeted him. Alpha Robin didn''t bother to answer, instead he turned to me and said that he was going toe byter. I nodded and watched as he walked away. ''What is going on?" Ben asked in bewilderment after Alpha Robin walked away closing the door behind him. "He saved my life, maybe you were wrong about him. He is not as cold and arrogant as you had mentioned," I told him. "Are you kidding me? Didn''t you see the way he ignored me?" Ben said. "Why are you here Ben? As you can see, I am not okay, the nurse said that I need plenty of time to rest," I told him. "I came here to check on you, is that a bad thing?" He asked innocently. "No, it''s not. What I don''t want you to do is to talk to me about the Alpha. Clearly you don''t really know him. You are just rumour mongering and truth be told, your rumours are nothing close to the truth. "I called him out for his actions. "What did he say to you? Howe you believe him yet he is a monster?" Ben asked. He was puzzled but I couldn''t me him. He won''t understand the bond that Alpha Robin and I share. "Can we please stop talking about him?" I urged. "You should stay away from him. He is not a good person." Ben insisted on this and I realised that I could not take it anymore. I couldn''t stand someone who didn''t have nice things to say about the man who I truly love. "You are just jealous that I chose him over you. From your information, he gets hard," I mentioned and Ben''s jaw almost dropped on the floor. "Did you just..." He stopped talking almost immediately and I could see him scrunching his face in pain. "I didn''t want it to get here but you made it get here. "I told him. "You are making the biggest mistake of your life," He said confidently as if his statement was correct. "You are right." I said. "Yea, I am d that you see it now," Ben said thinking that he had won convincing me to stay away from Alpha Robin. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "No, you are right about me making a big mistake. The big mistake that I made was allowing you to be my friend yet you are just a hater," I revealed. "Don''t say that, that is not what I meant," He countered. "Get out!" I ordered. I was done with him and his fake friendship. "Come on, you can''t just throw me out because I told you the truth about the Alpha," He countered. "Get the fuck out Ben!" I yelled and he didn''t have a choice but to leave. I felt so angry, how dare he talk down on the Alpha. He is lucky that I was not going to mention this to the Alpha, otherwise, he would have been banished from the pack. After he left, I started thinking of my first night with Alpha Robin. If his touch alone makes me purr with pleasure, what about him making love to me? I wanted him so much, I wanted him already. I couldn''t wait to heal so as to be with him. ** ALPHA ROBIN''S POV.Original from N?velDrama.Org. I didn''t want her to be close to any other guy apart from me. I didn''t like that omega who came to see her. Even if he bowed down and showed his respect before greeting me, I didn''t feel at ease having him around the woman I love. What if he is the one telling him all these rumours about me? I will have to talk to her about him and urge her to tell him to stay away from him, for the sake of our rtionship. Talking of Omegas, I was going to deal with the omega that allowed her to leavest night. Clearly, he was not listening to my instructions and he needed to be punished for that. If he cannot listen to mymand yet I am the Alpha, then the pack is better off without him. I am not going to condone disrespect. I went to my office after signalling him toe and he joined us. The Beta was present as I told him of his punishment. "Beta, I have already briefed you on what he did. I don''t want to dwell on that. Why you are here young man is to pay for your disrespect. This pack cannot afford to have ipetent omegas like you," I said. I was angry. I didn''t like to be disrespected. I have gone through hell in the back just to be the most powerful Alpha in the region. "I am so sorry sir," He apologised but that was not the time for this. "Don''t waste your time asking me to forgive you because I can''t. You are hereby banished," I told him. "You have ten minutes to gather all your belongings and leave the pack," I told him and immediately he started crying. "Please don''t do this, I have been serving you since I was a young boy. This was an honest mistake." He begged after going on his knees but I had already made up my mind. I stormed out of the office,pletely ignoring him. The Beta rushed after me and finally got my attention. "What is going on? You cannot banish him for an honest mistake. Besides, this pack has an open door policy, one cane in and leave as they want," Beta reminded me. "Are you questioning my authority, because it feels like you are." I said. "I am so sorry sir, I didn''t mean to question your authority. He exined this issue to me and to be honest, a woman you just met is not worth losing a loyal omega," Beta countered. "Her name is Anita. I love her, okay!" I said. CHAPTER 28 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV The Beta didn''tment just yet. He gave me that one minute of silence that I needed to realise that I had lost it. How could I admit to such a thing after everything that happened thest time that I fell in love? I haven''t even told her yet that I love her but clearly, I do love her. "Have you heard what you have just said?" Beta asked, hoping that I am going to take back what I had said. The disbelief in his face confirmed to me that he couldn''t understand the person that I had be. He knew me so well, he saw the pain that I endured thest time that I fell in love. He was livid that after all that, here I am admitting to be in love yet I swore that I was never ever going to fall in love again. I knew what he wanted me to say but I couldn''t say it out loud at the moment. I couldn''t say that I didn''t care about her because the truth is that I deeply cared about her. Without saying a word, I turned around and took my leave. ** ANITA''S POV As Iy there hoping to feel better, I couldn''t help but fantasise the encounters that I had with him. There is a way he touched my body as if he could see through me and know exactly where he needed to touch. I was busy fantasising how our first night would be, how I would hold him tight when the door yanked open and Ben walked in. Who the fuck invited him in! I was starting to get pissed at him. Clearly, he didn''t respect any of my personal boundaries. "What is wrong with you, thest time we talked, I told you to leave me alone," I warned. "Don''t say that to me, you cannot just kick me out because you are getting along with the Alpha. That aside, I am here to plead for my friend. The Alpha had banished him. You have to talk to him to make him retract his statement!" Ben begged desperately. "I am sorry but I cannote between him and his leadership," I took my stand. It was so unfortunate that his friend was banished but I was never going to question his judgement. "How selfish can you be? Huh?" Ben asked, shaking his head in disagreement. "This is not you," He added. "What do you want me to do? The guy probably did something to warrant him being emunicated from the pack," I said. "You are the cause of all this," Ben repeated. "How? I didn''t do anything wrong," I said. "He let you go and that is why the Alpha banished him. If you hadn''t pulled your stunt of leaving then maybe he would still have a pack to call home," Ben said. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I didn''t know what to say. The weight of what I had done sank and I realised Ben''s frustrations. "Do something about this, call him out," Ben advised me. "He will listen to you and change his mind," He added. "Go and bid your friend farewell. Tell him to avoid the Cosmo pack by Alpha Lewis," I told him. "Come on, you can''t do this. When did you be this heartless?" Ben asked. "You should go now, otherwise, you will miss the chance to bid him farewell," I said. Despite the pity in his face, I would not do what he wanted me to do. I felt bad for his friend but I was not going to allow him toe between me and the Alpha. I would never challenge his authority. Never. I want to be that woman who submits fully to him. He is the one who is going to make all the decisions and I will follow because I trust his leadership. ** ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I was d when the Beta didn''t decide to follow me. I needed to be alone and think through what had just happened. I rushed to my quarters, poured myself a ss of whiskey. I gulped it down before finally thinking about the situation at hand. I had fallen in love, I was deeply in love to the point that I went ahead to tell the Beta about it. "Harry, what am I supposed to do? Do you think that I am making a mistake?" I asked. I really needed his help. He knows me so well and he is therefore the best person to give me the advice that I need. "Follow your heart," He said and I knew exactly what he meant. There was no going back. I had to stick with my decision and move forward, to attend to the desires of my heart. I have given so much time to the pack, working to ensure we are fine. Now that things have stabilised, it''s about time that I give myself the time to be happy again. If loving Anita and her loving me back is what makes me happy, then I am going to pursue that. I needed not to think of anything else. As a matter of fact, I was wasting time. I needed to be with her. ** ANITA''S POVText content ? N?velDrama.Org. I had dozed off but was woken up by his scent. It was so strong, I couldn''t resist him. When I opened my eyes, I was right about him, he was right there with me. He hade to see me. "How long have you been here? You should have woken me up," I said. "I love watching you sleep..You are so beautiful Anita, do you know that?" He asked before he locked eyes with me and for the first time ever, I could see right through him. "He loves you," Sarah repeated what I had just deduced and it brought a smile to my face. "Can I kiss you? I cannot resist your soft pink lips," He said,ing closer and I nodded. I can not get enough of him, I will always need him. He can have me, all of me. I love him way too much and I was desperate for that kiss. CHAPTER 29 ANITA''S POV. I was yearning for him the same way that he was yearning for me. I slowly got out of bed after he gestured to me and stood right in front of him, interlocking my fingers behind his neck. He continued looking into my eyes as I looked up to him. I couldn''t believe that he was actually here with me, he had decided to give me the love that I have been craving for. He leaned in close after running his thumb over my lip. By this time I had closed my eyes tightly, trying to control my racing heart. When he finally kissed me, I sighed in relief. I had desired so much for him and feeling him run his tongue over mine made me feel so much pleasure. I pulled him close to me as we kept on kissing. He was starting to get hard, he made me touch him. I was also dripping wet for him and I didn''t know what to do with myself. I wanted him the same way that he wanted me. Finally, we were on the same page. I am always the shy and timid girl but tonight, I put that aside. Thest time that we were together, he licked me and it was about time that I returned the favour. The kiss was hot but I had a different n. I whispered for him to sit before I went on my knees. "What are you doing?" He asked in bewilderment as I opened his pants. "I want to lick you, sir," I said in the sexiest voice ever as I ran my hand over his groin. He leaned back, groaning as I opened the zippers of his trousers. I finally touched him before I started licking him. I was an amateur but I did not care, I knew that just by the virtue of me doing it, he was going to like it. It''s not like I was dumb anyway, I knew how to go about my way. I kissed him, I licked him and teased him until he started mourning my name. I couldn''t continue though even if he was begging me to because I knew that he would want more yet I was not ready. This is not the way I imagined my first time to be. I wanted my first time to be very romantic. I wanted it to be special. He was not mad when I pulled away, licking my lips together seductively. He understood. He was rock hard hence I had to give him a few seconds to calm the steam before we talked. I loved the way he made me feel. Even though he wanted me so much, he gave me the space that I needed. We would always do it when I am ready. I didn''t feel pressured to do it just to please him yet I was not fully into it. "I know you want your first time to be special and I will make it special," He said after a minute or so. "Have you just read my mind?" I asked, as I went to sit next to him and interlocked my fingers with his. "I know you, I feel like I do. The moon goddess brought you here for me," He said this, making me blush. "I didn''t know that I meant so much to you in that sense," I admitted. "I have to me myself for that. I am so sorry for making you doubt the spark that we felt for each other since the very first time that we met. I tried to fight what I was feeling but not anymore. Right now, I am embracing it." He said and this was music to my ears. "Thank you baby, you don''t have an idea of how this makes me feel," I told him.Original from N?velDrama.Org. "Me too, I am d that you gave me a second chance. I wouldn''t forgive myself if I ever lost you," He admitted and that is when I was reminded of Ben''s request. He actually fired a guy who let me go. I knew that if I defended the omega, he would do what I want but still I couldn''t say it. I didn''t want him to ever look back and conclude that I questioned his authority on numerous ounts. Ben might be disappointed in me but I am pretty sure that he was going toe around. If he doesn''t then it''s fine, I would always make other friends. I cannot kill this mood just to make Ben happy. I have to pick the Alphas side, always even if he is wrong. That is how loyalty is supposed to be. "What are you thinking about?" He asked when he caught me staring. "Nothing," I lied. "Babe, I have to go now. I will see you soon," He said before kissing me on the forehead and taking his leave. After he left, I tucked myself in bed and kept on thinking about what happened between the two of us and how he awoke all the nerves in my body. I felt jolly and got hot flushes all over again as I thought about him. I loved him in a way that I didn''t think could exist. At the moment, I couldn''t imagine life without him. I really wonder how I existed without knowing him. After meeting him, I knew that there could not be a life after him. I was about to fall asleep when I heard a knock on the door. Upon going to get it, I found Ben gracing the doorway. "What is it?" I asked. "I just saw the Alphaing from your room. Did you tell him?" He asked, widening his eyes in excitement, as if he was sure that I had done what he had requested. "No, of course not. "I said, folding my hands in front of me. "What!" He gasped. "Don''t ever tell me to go against the Alpha, do you hear me?" I said. "What have you be?" He couldn''t believe it. "What have I be?" I asked myself after I banged the door on his face. CHAPTER 30 ANITA''S POV After Ben mentioned that I was starting to be a monster, I took a few seconds to think about it. Could it be true? Could it be that I am losing myself because of loving the Alpha? I used to be kind, I was the type of person who couldn''t handle injustice, but look at me now.I would rather watch someone get banished just because I don''t want to face the man that I love deeply. "This is not you. He is slowly turning you into a monster. Please open this door and do the right thing!" I heard Ben shout as I was leaning on the door. I wanted to ignore him but I couldn''t. I felt a ger bottling up in me and I knew that I had to let it out, otherwise it was going to turn out to be chaotic. I flung the door open and he smiled a little when he realised that I had done what he wanted. "I knew you would listen to me. This is who you are Anita, you are not a monster," Ben said. "Ben, if you ever question Alpha Robin''s authority ever again, I will tell him about the rumour you told me," I warned. "What rumour?" He asked, looking around nervously. "Let me not repeat myself. What I am urging you, moving forward is to respect the Alpha. If you don''t, I will ensure that you will be the next person to be banished from the pack!" I said. "Come on, you cannot simply do that," He said with a frown. "Don''t try me. You barely know me. You don''t know where Ie from, you don''t know what drives me. You don''t know anything about me," I said. "I want to know you. I am your friend. Allow me to know you. My worry is that you are trusting the wrong person. Alpha Robin cannot be trusted," He said. "There we go again, you keep on mentioning him and I don''t like it. You should leave Ben, you have overstayed your wee," I told him before closing the door on his face once again. I am done with him, for real this time. I could tell that he was scared of who I had be but I couldn''t care less. Recalling all the pain and the hurt that I went through just to be with him, I was not going to allow anything toe between us. No person including Ben cane between us. Not even L. I will put all of them in their ce. Anyone who tries to interfere with my rtionship with Alpha Robin is an enemy. I will fight just to be with him because I know how he makes me feel. I will fight just to be his woman. I don''t care whates my way. I had already lost my sister, the person I cared the most about. Right now I will put myself first, be selfish with my needs and finally be happy in love. I didn''t wait for the right time to fall in love for it toe to an abrupt end because of other people''s needs. This is my turn to put myself first. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! Talking of the Alpha, it''s high time I tell him that I am ready for our special night together. ** ALPHA ROBIN''S POV Harry was so excited that I had finally given in and allowed myself to love Anita. Fighting the feeling was simply hurting me since I had fallen in love with her. Kissing her and making out with her excited me and I knew that I had to start nning for our special night as soon as today. I wanted her so much. I wanted to pleasure her and feel her sweetness so badly. "Look at you, you are so happy. This is how you are supposed to be and feel. You took life way too seriously and I am d that you have finally seen the light," Harry teased and I ended upughing out loud. He was right, apart from my past rtionship, I don''t remember thest time that I was this excited. I had to stop thinking about Anita for a while and go talk to the Beta. He had crossed the line when he questioned my judgement and he needed to be put in ce. "Hi sir, I was not expecting you," He said after I walked into the office and he joined me. " You heard me clearly and I don''t want to repeat myself," I said. "You are in love with that woman?" He asked, just to be sure.Original from N?velDrama.Org. "Do you have a problem with it, because it seems like you have," I told him. "No, of course not." He said even though from his face I could tell that he was dissatisfied with my reply. "Be careful," He added. "Shut up right there! Don''t tell me something like that. I love the woman, she loves me back. What can possibly go wrong?" I asked. He was making me angry. I really hate it when someone doubts my intentions and my capability to handle things. "You said the same thing about that witch." The Beta reminded me. "Shut up! Shut the fuck up. She cheated, she fucked another man. Anita will not fuck up. I am her first love," I defended myself. "I know you don''t want me to question you and everything but you should know that Anita is hiding things from you. She is a hybrid. I am pretty sure that she has not mentioned that to you. Do you see what I am driving at? I don''t want you to make the same mistake," Beta said and I realised that I made a mistakeing to him and actually listening to what he had to say. "You are just jealous of me, nothing you are telling me is true. You loved L yet I fucked her before you. I know you want Anita but I am here to let you know that she is fully mine and I am going to make love to her tonight," I said with an evil smirk ying on my lips. CHAPTER 31 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV "We both know that what you are saying is a lie, right?" Beta asked. I could see the disappointment written all over his face. "Of course not. I know you like the back of my hand. Right now you are trying to divert from the main issue yet the issue is so simple. You don''t care about the leadership aspect of things, you are still pissed that L chose me over you and the new beautiful girl is doing the same," I told him, finally I could let this out and it made me feel nice. "I need to go now, I have a lot of administrative issues to attend to," Beta said and walked away before I could ask him to stay. I couldn''t help it. I startedughing out loud. He was pissed that the beautiful girls were choosing me and this was enough to massage my ego. It wasn''t about leadership, I knew that to be a fact. I know he saw me struggle with the heartbreak but this is a different scenario altogether. Anita is not like the other woman. She is loving, caring and most importantly loyal and that is what I have always wanted in my woman. Talking about her, I needed to start nning the special night. Tonight is the night that I will get to make love to her. She had healed and therefore I had not to worry about anything else besides pleasuring her.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. The Beta had mentioned something about Anita being a hybrid but I didn''t care. He was speaking out of anger. I had vowed not to date a hybrid before because of my past experience but I am sure Anita is not a hybrid. If she was, she would have told me by now. Just because she and her sister love reading about witches doesn''t mean that she is actually a witch. She is a werewolf. Her wolf however is not responsive when she needs her and I will take it upon myself to help her on that so that she bes among the best warriors in the region. A good warrior must be in tune with his or her wolf. I had my fights with Harry but at the end of the day, he is always there for me when I need him. This will be the same case with Anita, after I intervene. ** ANITA''S POV After deciding to put myself first, I had decided to act on it. I know I loved my sister and I wanted revenge at the end of the day but for now, before I am capable of carrying out revenge, I need to put myself first. With this in mind, I started arranging my sister''s book and jewellery that were on my table and closet respectively and put them on a small box. I wanted to burn the box but then my instincts told me otherwise. I decided to hide the box in the ceiling. At least I would be able to get her things, in case I needed them. The jewellery and the books were the only things that reminded me of her, apart from all the sweet memories of us that I had in my mind. My sister always wanted for me to experience love and the joy it brings and I was here for that. Now that I am on the same page with Alpha Robin, I knew that I was going to be happy for the rest of my life. He brought out the bubbly little child in me and I was going to hold onto that. Plus, thest time he was here, he seemed bummed to see the books about the witches not knowing they belonged to my sister''s. Now that the books are no longer in sight, nothing was going to take his concentration from me. We will focus on just the two of us moving forward. Until the right time presents itself, I was not going to tell him all the gruesome details about the death of my sister. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I had given myself time to feel okay and ready to allow him to make love to me and tonight, I felt ready. It was as if this was the set date to have it because everything felt right. Damn, I wanted him toe and take me with him. The thought of this made me feel hot flushes that got my heart racing. Honestly, from what I have felt courtesy of him, I now understand why people always say love is everything. It truly is, I cannot imagine a life without him. I am pretty sure the feeling is mutual. I felt his strong scent and this got me smiling. He really operates as if he reads my mind. I wanted for him toe over and right now he is knocking on my door. "Baby," I said, hugging him tightly after getting the door for him. "How are you feeling?" He asked, examining my neck carefully. "I am okay. I don''t feel any pain." I told him. "This ddens my heart," He said as I blushed. "Anita love, I am here to give you an instruction." He said and I started smiling. I could almost tell where this was heading. "Instruction? Tell me about it," I said. "Wait, before that, I want to be sure first. You are the one who is supposed to give me the way forward," He said nervously. "Way forward on what?" I asked. "You know that what we feel for each other is way too strong. I cannot resist you. I have told you that I want more and honestly speaking, I want tonight to be that special night for the two of us. We not only need it but we deserve it. Are you on the same page with me?" He held me as he said this and I could feel that his palm was sweaty. He was not sure of the reply that I was going to give to him. I remained silent intentionally, to add to his anxiety before I finally said it. "I thought you would never ask," I said with a smile stered on my face. CHAPTER 32 ANITA''S POV "You don''t know how happy you have made me," He admitted, leaning in and pressing a kiss on my lips. I shuddered at his touch as tingles of excitement gushed through my body. This never gets old. Every time I am close to him let alone kiss and hold hands, my body is on fire. To me he is like a drug, I cannot exin the way he gets me really high. "Dress warmly, I want to take you somewhere," He said and it was my turn to smile back at him. I have always loved surprises and it felt good to know that he wanted to surprise me. I was still shy of dressing up in front of him, therefore I asked him to look away as I wore my sweatpant and sweatshirt. Once I was done, he turned around to look at me and he was pleased with what he was seeing. "I love it, you look so beautiful my love," He said,ing closer to kiss me on the forehead. "Thank you baby," I said. We walked out, holding hands. We met two girls pr two on our way out and I could tell that they were jealous of me. They couldn''t believe that I was thedy who made their Alpha to be in love and to stay in love all over again. This made me feel proud of myself. I was the chosen one. The man who is the most powerful person in the region is the love of my life.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. We walked to the field, still holding hands. He was exining to me how the pack came to be and from his story I learnt that he was loyal and calctive in his moves. He is the smartest man I have ever met and I was lucky to have him to myself. He went down on his knees once we were at the edge of the field and in a jiffy, he turned to be his wolf.I had already interacted with his ck wolf before and he was so kind. I made myselffortable on his back, held him tight and he started running at a supersonic speed. I did not ask him where we were going, I trusted him. I knew that he was going to take me to a special space that I was going to love. I knew that at the back of his mind he could have so many questions, why wouldn''t I transform and run alongside him but I decided not to let that worry me. By now he knows that I have a strained rtionship with my wolf. He doesn''t know why, but once I getfortable in exposing this, I will tell him the actual truth that I am not a werewolf, I am a hybrid between a werewolf and a witch. We finally arrived at the most beautiful garden that I have ever seen. Howe I have never heard of this ce before? I really hope that he has not brought L here because that would be so disappointing. I decided not to focus on that, I need to focus on us. He had shifted to be his human form and I needed to concentrate on him and not his part. "Do you love it here?" He asked as we walked past the flowers and moved closer to the stream with spring water. "Yes, it''s so full of nature, it''s so calming," I told him. We walked closer to the stream, sat on the grass and dipped our toes in the water. ¡°I was scared of loving you at first. I didn''t have a good history of love but I am starting to feel that you will change that for me," He said. "I will, I love you so much dear. I know we have known each other for a short while but I promise, what I feel for you is genuine,¡± I told him. "I hope you are not hiding anything from me. I don''t like secrets. Always be honest with me," He said. "Yes, I will. I also ask you the same," I said. "Great,¡± He said, turning to look at me, and tugging at a stray strand of my hair that was on my forehead behind my ear. "Are you sure that you are ready?" He asked as he got to his feet. "Yes, "I said, standing up and following his lead. After making me look at him, he pulled me closer to him and hugged me tightly. "Babe, are you sure you want me as much as I want you?" He asked. "Yes," I nodded. He barely hid the excitement on his face as we took a small route upstream. The trees had hidden a small tiny house that was right there on the edge. Wow, I did not see thising. "Here is my tiny house. It''s special to me and that''s why I have brought you here," He mentioned as he opened the door. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! I felt jealousy swirl over me. I couldn''t help but think if he had ever brought anotherdy to this house before. That would have made me so mad. I wanted to be the only one he makes love to. I wanted to be the only one he cares about. I knew to bring that issue up but I chose not to. He had brought me here because he cares. Plus, he was in a good mood, I did not want to piss him off and ruin this moment for us. We walked into the house and I was happy that I had not let my insecurities ruin this special moment. He had gone above and beyond for me. The bed was covered in rose petals. There was a bottle of champagne for me. He had done all these things for me. "I can''t believe you meant it when you said you will make this special for me," I told him as I bnced tears in my eyes. I now understand whydies are obsessed with him. He really makes someone feel so special. "Always take my word for it." He said. "Come," He added, leading me to the bathroom. "Here is where it''s at. Undress, I want to give you a bath," He requested and this was music to my ears. How romantic can this get, I couldn''t believe it. The night is getting started yet I could already tell that this is going to be the best night of my life. CHAPTER 33 ANITA''S POV My heart skipped a beat. I always thought that I would always be ready for this moment of my life but it turns out that that is not the case. I literally had to pinch myself and feeling the pain, I realised that it was real. I had bagged the man over my dreams. He was patient with me, he stood by the door waiting for me as I took a step forward to go to him. Upon arrival at the door, I looked into the bathroom and saw that he had prepared a bubble bath for me. He had also lit scented candles making the entire ce to smell heavenly. "Can I?" He asked, referring to my undressing me and I nodded. My body was ready for this. My mind was the one ying tricks but I knew how I was going to manoeuvre. This was the first time that he was going to see mepletely nude and I felt shy. If I was not in control of my emotions, it would have been so easy for meC0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. to walk away but not in this case I know how to manage all the feelings that made me think that I am unworthy of this moment. He removed my sweatshirt then went ahead to remove my sweatpant. He then looked at me, eximing loudly. "You are so hot," He said as he undressed me with his eyes. "Thece is sexy," Hemented before removing my bra, exposing my nipples. He swallowed hard, trying to control the desire that he had. He had to give me a bath. "Thank you," I whispered as he helped her out of my panties before he urged me to go and sit in the bath tub that was full of warm bubbly water. Immediately I got into the bathtub, I felt so calm. He took a loafer and started washing my body, paying attention to all the folds of my body. He seemed serious, focused with what he was doing hence I didn''t get the chance to converse with him. After he was done, he asked me to stand, folded a towel around my body before carrying me to his bed. I thought that was all but he went to one of the drawers and got a massage oil. He proceeded to remove his clothes, he only remained with his boxers. "It''s been a long week for you baby, I am sure that the massage will do the trick," He said, winking at me before he made me lie on my belly. He was teasing me. I could tell it from the way I kept on moaning his name as if it was some sort of a spell. He knew my weak spots and he kept ying with them, turning me on ten times. He rubbed me gently then hard with a good bnce of pain and pleasure making me want to lose my mind. This intensity of pleasure was too much for me, if this is just the massage, then what about the actual thing, him making love to me? "I want you!" I finally demanded, I couldn''t take it anymore. If he was preparing me for him, then I wanted him to know that I was ready. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! He made me turn to face me after hearing my demand and asked again, as he pinched my nipple gently, making me purr with pleasure. "Are you sure?" He asked again as he trailed his fingers down my groin. "Yes," I said, nodding and then he switched off the lights. It was dark already, except for the one or two candles. I loved the mood. It was not going to be a physical thing, him obsessing over my body but it was going to be more of an emotional thing, him wanting to feel me even if he doesn''t see me clearly. He removed his boxers as I looked away. I knew that by now I needed to be free with him and not feeling slightly shy but I could not help it. I still felt shy around him. Once he was done, he joined me in bed andy next to me. I was facing the white ceiling hence he did the same thing, interlocking my fingers with his. "Touch me," He requested, leading my hand. " Baby," I was so shy. I could already tell that my cheeks were crimson in colour at this moment. He seemed to notice this and I was d that he wasn''t insistent on me doing that. " Anything you want to say before I go into your pot of flowers," He said and I couldn''t help butugh. I didn''t expect him to call her my pot of flowers. I knew what to say to him. I have always nned this. I knew what I would share with the love of my life before we finally made love. "I love you so much Alpha Robin, don''t ever break my heart," I told him. "That''s easy, I will never break your heart," He said and I smiled. I didn''t have to tell him toe on top of me, he did. He kissed me softly and tenderly. I could see where this was going. He wanted our first time to be soft and tender. He sucked my nipples as his finger tips rubbed my clit and I could feel myself bing wet. I was moaning with pure pleasure, I was going to lose my mind if he did not give it to me. "If it bes painful, let me know," He instructed. He was groaning loudly. He was also overwhelmed with desire and he wanted me. I didn''t have time to reply to him, I only had time to moan. With that I nodded as he slid into me. I felt intense pain that made me scream in horror. He was scared, he wanted to pull back but then I felt an indescribable pleasure flowing through my body from the tip of my head to my legs. I arched my back as he started pumping slowly as he kissed me. I now started screaming in pleasure. It was definitely worth the wait. I felt so nice. CHAPTER 34 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV As I kept on thrusting, I maintained eye contact with her and kept telling her how sweet she was. I had been intimate before but with her it''s different. It''s so pleasurable, I was at the verge of losing my mind. I didn''t take long to release her and held her tightly as my heart kept on racing in my chest. "You are so sweet," I whispered to her once I was able to talk again and she smiled. "You are also sweet," She said when I copsed beside her, trying to catch my breath. I was sweaty but I didn''t care, I helped her getfortable lying on my chest before I started stroking her hair. "Are you feeling pain?" I asked her again, just to be sure that she was okay.C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. "Not really." She said and I nodded. "I hope I impressed you," I told her. She had brought out the vulnerability in me, something that I didn''t know I had ever since I broke up with my ex-girlfriend. "You surpassed my expectations," She said and I started smiling. After wey there for some time, I interlock my fingers with her, making her feel wanted even after her first time, it was finally time to go and shower. She was the first to get off the bed and I followed her to the bathroom. I bathed her all over again. I loved doing this. I think this will be what I will be doing on a daily basis. I need to show her that I am madly in love with her. After she was all clean, I gave her a white robe before proceeding to take a shower myself. Once I was done, I found her loading the washing machine with the bedding that was spread earlier. "What''s going on?" I asked. "They had blood stains, so I had to wash them," She said and I could feel my ego swelling inside me. She had made me feel like a king. I was her first, it gave me a huge ego boost. "Okay," I sighed. Once she was done, I kissed her on the forehead. I wanted to oil her body but she refused. She was back to her little shell of being shy. I dressed up and watched her dress too. She seemed nervous but I knew what to do about it. I knew that I had given her instances to be insecure about me in the past but I am not going to do that again. "Come sit," I pointed at the empty space that was next to me. "What is it?" She asked, avoiding eye contact with me. "I hope you are not regretting what we did," I told her. "No, I am not regretting anything," She said. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "I know I have made you doubt my love in the past but please don''t. I love you, please continue loving me without holding back. I made a promise to you, I will never break your heart. I am a man of my word. Trust me when I tell you that I will not do anything to hurt you," I affirmed. "What about L?" She asked out of the blues, catching me by surprise but I had to mask that feeling. "She means nothing to me. As a matter of fact, I have never brought her here. You are the only one that I have brought here because you mean the world to me," I tried to assure her. "I really wanted her out of the pack, I cannot stand her," She said this, making my heart stop for a bit. I wished that I could kick L out of the pack but it''s not always that easy.She knows my big secret and I don''t want to give her a reason for revealing it in public. "I wish that was easy. We have other factors too. She is girlfriend to the Beta. I cannot just kick her out, it will create wrangles between us," I came up with this lie to exin myself hoping that she was going to buy into the lie. "Is Beta her boyfriend?" She asked. This caught her by surprise. "Yes," I said. "It''s okay, then I will let this matter rest. As you have said, please don''t hurt me in any way, I cannot take it. I have been through so much already," She mentioned. 66 By the way, before I forget. Thest time we talked you said that your sister loved reading about the witches. Where is your sister now? Did she go to another pack?" I asked. I was interested in getting to know about her. "My sister was murdered," She revealed and I regretted asking the question. "I am really sorry, I didn''t mean..." I was quick to apologise before she cut me off right away. "We have to start training how to fight tomorrow. Now you know my reasons too," She mentioned and I nodded. Now I understood why she really wanted to fight. "So when is the next time that we do this again?" She asked shyly and I couldn''t help but smile. "Sooner than you think," I said winking and my answer was good enough for her. She smiled at me after my reply and I couldn''t help but smile. She awakened this happy and sensitive side in me, which I didn''t know that I had. How did Ie from being cold and arrogant to this? I guess true love is real. She is my true love. There is no way she would make all this impact in my life if she was not that. "We should go home," I told her and she was adamant. "Let''s just stay here. I don''t want to go home yet," She said and I knew this was my chance to put my foot down. "Come on baby, we have to go," I told her. "But I want to stay, if you love me, listen to me and let''s stay here," She said. "I am the Alpha, maybe you have forgotten that. When I ask you to do something you are supposed to listen," I said in a firm tone and my statementpletely took her by surprise. CHAPTER 35 ANITA''S POV. I was taken aback by hisment. He was sweet towards me until he said that to me. I couldn''t believe it. He was back to being the cold Alpha that he was when we first met. I had initially thought that him falling in love with me and him wanting to be with me will make him change his attitude towards me but I guess I was wrong. "Do you mean what you have just said?" I asked, giving him a chance to redeem himself. "Can we please go home, I don''t want to argue with you," He said, and I could feel a surge of anger in my system. ¡°I am not arguing, I am just trying..." I wanted to exin myself but he did not give me a chance to. "Let''s go!" He said firmly and I didn''t have a choice. I watched him get into his wolf before climbing on his back. I held him tightly as he started racing across the woond. I loved him so much, I wished that I had the power to take the coldness away from him. I did not like that he was cold towards me. He could be cold to everyone else but not me. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes and I bit my lips hard not to allow them to fall down. I felt him howling as he continued running and not so longter, we arrived at the pack. He transformed back to being his human form before he walked me to the dorm. I found this surprising. Initially, I thought that he was still cold and he wouldn''t take me to my room but there he was, giving me mixed signals all over again. "I know you are tired," He said as I sat on my bed. "I am," I said. "Sleep well, I will see you tomorrow," He said. "Okay, bye," I murmured as he walked to the door. My heart was racing in my chest. I wanted to tell him what I felt but I was so scared to do so. "Do you really love me or is this just a game to you?" I asked just before he walked out and that question caught him by surprise. "What did you just say?" He asked,ing closer to see what I had to say. "Do you love me or is this just a game for you?" I asked once again. I couldn''t fight the tears that had formed on my eyes. I allowed them to fall from my eyes, looking away. I didn''t want to look weak and vulnerable in front of him but I couldn''t help it. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Where is thising from, huh?" He asked,ing to be next to me.Original from N?velDrama.Org. "Back there, you were cold towards me. It made me feel like you regretted making love to me," I was honest with him and he was taken aback. "No, that''s not the case. I was just putting my foot down. We had toe back yet you were insisting that we should stay," He exined but he wasn''t telling me what I needed to hear. "You don''t have to keep lying to me, just tell me the truth, I can handle it. Do you really love me?" I had to ask so as to get the answer that I wanted. "I love you Anita. Trust me, if I didn''t I wouldn''t be here. You don''t have to doubt me," He said this and finally I was able to wipe my tears away and smile again. For a moment there, I thought that he was going to break my heart but that is not what ended up happening. "I love you too," I said. "I know," He said before kissing me on the forehead. I was vindicated to know that he knows how deep my love for him is because I deeply love him. I would do anything just for us to have a happily ever after. "I know you have to go. Feel free to go, I am okay now," I released him. " Okay, just promise me that you will not cry again. I don''t like seeing you cry," He said. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Okay baby," I said and he sighed loudly before making it to the door. "See you at the field tomorrow," He said before walking away and I was left smiling. Finally, I was going back to learn how to fight. This time, I am not just Anita, I am the girl he loves. I am sure that he will train me well and we will be a powerful couple. I got out of bed, changed into my pyjamas and went to bed. I tried to sleep but I was not able to. My mind was back to my first time having sex and most importantly, my first time with him. I recalled how weak yet strong he looked as he pounded inside me and this made me feel a hot flush. I missed him already, I cannot wait for the day that I would be sleeping next to him. We had not talked about that and maybe I should bring it up. It would really bring me so much joy to be sleeping next to him every night. Of course we were going to make love each and every night when that happens. We are drawn to each other like a moth to a me and I am very sure that we cannot resist each other. His past did not bother me at all, now that I know my position in his life. I was not going to allow myself to get jealous of L. Her era is long gone, this is my era to be with him. I had also learnt a cardinal rule about him that I was going to stick to and that is never to question his instructions. I was always going to listen to him and believe everything that he tells me. I was going to submit to him, fully. Why should I worry about L yet she is currently dating the Beta? I needed to focus on fostering our rtionship, I needed not to focus on his past just because I don''t have a past when ites to being in a rtionship. CHAPTER 36 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV As I walked back to my quarters I realised that I had left my previous breakup topletely affect me. I thought that I had my emotions under control but that was not the case. I couldn''t quite exin why I was getting cold towards her, a couple of minutes after we made love. I didn''t want to make her feel this way. As a matter of fact, I wanted her to always feel loved. I didn''t want her to ever doubt that I care yet that is what I made her go through. I will have to look into it and find a way to separate her from the rest. Now that we have decided to date, she is supposed to only get the sweet side of me. I got back to my quarters and poured myself a ss of whiskey, damn, it was long overdue. I needed something to calm down my racing thoughts. Hardly was I done drinking when I heard a knock on the door. Who could that be? 66 Beta? Why are you here?" I asked him when I found him waiting by the door. "You did note to the office yet there is this document that you needed to sign," He said handing me the document. I was tired, I just took the document and signed without having to go through it. This was really unlike me and it caught him by surprise. "What is going on?" He had to ask. "Nothing, why?" I pretended to be clueless. "You don''t seem fine," He noted. "Where were you earlier on by the way? I came looking for you but I was not able to find you," he added. "From what you are saying, one thing is clear and that is you are spying on me. Or am I wrong?" I asked. I was not ready to talk to him about my love life. He was against Anita from the very beginning and I didn''t care about his input or opinion. "You know that''s not true. I am asking you all this because I truly care about you," He said but I found it hard to believe. "You should go," I instructed and thank goodness he left. I was not in the mood to have a back and forth with him and I was d that he didn''t insist on that either. I gulped down the remaining contents of whiskey before sitting on the sofa. Something was totally off. All the excitement that I felt when we made love, which is by the way the best I have ever done had suddenly disappeared. I was not my usual happy focused self. I had this surge of anger and being on edge and I couldn''t clearly exin where it wasing from. Was this my instincts warning me about her, something is totally off and I didn''t know what to make of it. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! "Harry," I called him because I needed him. "What''s going on?" He asked. I could tell that he was irritated. He was tired from running earlier on and he needed to rest. "Are you sure about Anita? Why am I feeling that making love to her was the biggest mistake of my life?" I asked him. "I thought that we were done talking about her. Honestly, I am not going to help you make any kind of decision in the future. You know where you stand with her. Act on it," He said before going back to sleep. I had tried calling him over and over again but he ended up ignoring me. It didn''t take me long to realise that Anita was the problem, I was the problem. I guess Harry knew this, he didn''t want to tell me because he knew that I would not agree with him, I had to find this out about myself on my own. I struggled with being in love because of my scarred past. I had loved deeply before and it didn''t end up well for me, that is what is bothering me about loving Anita deeply. A part of me wants to disappear from her and be cold towards her but I cannot do it. I know how much she is in love with me, my actions are really going to hurt her for sure. Plus, am I really ready to lose her? I am in love with her, losing her will hurt me. I just had to figure out a way of putting my past behind me and love her deeply. She trusted me with her heart and I will not be happy to break it. She needs to feel loved by me. I was going to do all it takes to give her the love that she desires. ** As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! ANITA''S POV I was about to fall asleep when I heard someone knock on my door. I knew who it was. I tried ignoring him but he didn''t stop knocking. I had to go get the door for my own peace and sanity. "Hi Ben," I said as I allowed him into my ce. "Hi, where were you? I came looking for you earlier but I wasn''t able to find you," He said. I wanted to tell him that I was with the Alpha, he made love to me and this is the best day of my life but I could not do it. For some reason, I wanted to keep it private.In my mind, I was thinking, no one can hurt what they don''t know.Until I feelfortable to let this out, then is when I will tell him about my love story with the Alpha. "I don''t know what you are talking about because I was here all along," I lied.This content is ? N?velDrama.Org. I could see it in his eyes, he knew that I was lying but he chose not to follow up on that. "Okay," He mumbled. "Tell me about L and Beta," I found myself asking. I had initially thought that I didn''t care about L and what she was up to until this moment. I was obsessed with her, just because she had a past with the Alpha, someone that I love to death. CHAPTER 37 ANITA''S POV "Beta and L?" Ben acted surprised. "Yes," I said. I wondered why he was surprised, he is a gossip, I didn''t expect him to be clueless about their rtionship. "No, I think you mean Alpha and L. The Beta has never dated L," He revealed and I could feel my heart skip a mighty beat. I shook my head in disagreement. There is no way that this is actually true. Ben is the one lying, Alpha Robin could never lie to me about such a sensitive topic. "No, the Alpha told me that L is in a rtionship with Beta," I exined after a minute or so of processing what he had just said. "He lied to you. Ask around. From the stories I have had, he was shagging L. I don''t know why he had to lie about that," Ben said and I couldn''t handle it. "Get out!" I demanded. He had crossed the line. He was doing the same thing that he didst time. He had zero respect for the Alpha, he kept on cooking lies about him and I couldn''t stand his behaviour. "Come on, you asked a question and I gave you my honest answer. I am telling you the truth, I don''t really understand why you are offended," Ben said. "Get the fuck out!" I told him and got off the bed to close the door once he left. "I am sorry that the truth offended you," He said but I was not ready to listen to him. He had to leave. Ben left, of course he tried to plead with me on his way out but I did not give him a chance to exin himself. I didn''t agree with what he said and I wasn''t going to agree with him even if he exined himself. It was a waste of time. I took deep breaths after locking the door to try and calm my racing heart. I never learn. I should not be friends with Ben because we won''t get along. He doesn''t like the Alpha yet I love him so much. Talk of the Alpha, I hoped that he was not lying to me. Even though as Iy in bed, it hit me that he could have lied, I tried to convince myself that he was not capable of hurting me in any way. He truly loved me. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! If it turns out that he lied to me then this willpletely break me. I had loved him wholeheartedly, I had not left a space in my heart for disappointment. I had ced him at a high pedestal in my life such that if we ever break up then my life will crumble. I was going to lose myself without him being in the picture. If Alpha Robin was lying, then I would know that he was hiding something from me and this would hurt even more. I didn''t like L, if it turns out that they were still friends with benefits then I was going to lose itpletely. I know that ignorance is bliss but I decided to get to the bottom of this issue. I had to rule out who was telling the truth and who was lying. If it turns out that Ben was lying then I would cut him off from my lifepletely. If it turns out that the Alpha was lying... Honestly, I don''t know what I would do with myself after finding out the truth. I can''t confront him about this, it''s high time that I started finding out the truth on my own. I will y dumb but in the end, I will be able to know what is a lie and what is the truth. After a lot of tossing and turning, I was finally able to fall asleep. ** I woke up early the next morning. Recalling that I was going to be trained how to fight brought me so much excitement. I had focused on myself and my happiness so much that I had forgotten all about my sister. I still had to avenge her death. I would never forgive that son of a bitch for ending my sister''s life. He was going to go through the same pain that she made him go through until his demise.Property of N?)(velDr(a)ma.Org. I wore a ck leggings and a top with a small jacket before heading out to the field. It was quite early but I couldn''t wait any longer. I was so excited about learning how to fight, I wanted to start the training already. As you reach the final pages, remember that 000005s.org is your destination for theplete story. Share the joy of reading with others and spread the word. The next chapter is just a visit away! It felt so good to focus on my sister all over again.I had gotten the bnce. I had not totally forgotten about her. She is actually the one Inspiring me even in her absence. I was ready to go for it and to do everything in my power to get revenge. As expected, I was the first to arrive. I didn''t turn around to leave. I sat there and waited for the Alpha. I had missed him, I couldn''t wait to hang out with him. As I waited, I decided to let go of what Ben told me.He is a liar, he is trying to crawl under my skin and I need not to give him that power. He didn''t like what I had with the Alpha and that is why he is trying toe up with all sorts of lies about him. However, when L showed up for practice, I could feel bitter bile tasting at the back of my throat. I needed to confront her. I didn''t care that what she had with the Alpha was in the past, I wanted her to know all over again that the Alpha is mine, she should forget about him. "L, over here!" I called. "Come, I need to tell you where I was with the Alpha yesterday. I can tell you his favourite position. Come, you need to hear this!" I shouted. I was never the person to bring about any drama but I guess, because of love, I had be that person. CHAPTER 38 ANITA''S POV L ignored me but I was not about to let it go. I wanted to tell her how Aloha Robin made love to me and made her feel jealous, the same way that she did thest time around. I got off from where I was and went closer to her. "Don''t tell me that you are afraid of me," I said, amid myughter. "Stay the fuck away from me, bitch!" She hurled insults at me. "I am his first. He is the first guy to ever make love to me and he said that what we had was the best sex of his life," I mentioned and it brought me so much joy to see her boiling in rage. "Stay away from me, I don''t want to hear it. I don''t care about you guys," L insisted but I had turned on a deaf ear. "The Alpha is mine," I told her with so much confidence as I folded my hands in front of me. "You don''t know what you are talking about," She mentioned. "I know how he groans when he cums, how he shakes as he tells me how much he loves me. You guys might have had a past but he is clearly mine now," I added and that is when she lost it. "He is not yours!" She shouted right before punching me straight on my face, I swear, I could feel my nose breaking. The punch caught me by surprise, I lost my bnce and fell. "What the fuck!" I gasped but she didn''t let it go. It seems like she had nned this fight for a couple of daysOriginal from N?velDrama.Org. She went on her knees, and started giving me blows and blows. I screamed in horror, begging her to stop but she didn''t stop. She kept on repeating that The Alpha was hers. I was writhing in pain and agony. I had cried for help but no one seemed toe for me. She had decided to chock the life out of me and I used the energy that I had left, to fight for my life. She wanted me dead, I could see it in her eyes. I then realised that what she felt for the Alpha was deeper than what I imagined it to be. Maybe he lied to me when he said that she was dating the Beta. If she was in love with the Beta, then she would not have fought passionately for him. Which bond do the two of them have? I did not understand. It''s clearly more than what meets the eye and it''s such a shame that he wasn''t honest with me about her. By now I could tell that he was lying. Hey there! Just a friendly reminder that if you''re not reading this book on nel5s.org, you might be missing out on theplete story. Head over there to dive into the next chapter-it''s all free! It wasn''t sessful, I could see things blurring out before everything wentpletely dark. I closed my eyes tightly and I could hear her from far away, walking and leaving me to die. ording to her, she had sessfullypleted her mission. ** ALPHA ROBIN''S POV That night, as Iy in bed and reminisced about my first night with Anita, I felt this strange feeling engulf me, something that I had experienced in the past. This is not the first time that I am feeling it after we made love. It kept oning and going and I wondered if my guy is trying to send me a powerful message. Could it be that I made a mistake, making love to her? Are we not supposed to be together? Shepletes me and I would really want to be with her. The feeling kept on persisting after I discarded it and it was crystal clear that what we did was a mistake. I could not be feeling this way if it was not a mistake. Knowing this made me anxious, I needed answers and most importantly, a way forward. I quickly woke up Harry and asked him what to do but he didn''t want to hear it. Hey there! Just a friendly reminder that if you''re not reading this book on nel5s.org, you might be missing out on theplete story. Head over there to dive into the next chapter-it''s all free! "You should start making your own decisions. You cannot alwayse to me for everything. I am meant to guide you, not decide how you should live your life," He said before going silent on me despite my efforts to wake him up and make him talk to me. I thought about breaking up with her but then I couldn''t do it because I didn''t have a clear reason yet. Maybe I will just try to hold on, and not fully put my heart into it just in case things fail to work out. ** I ended up sleepingte and woke upter than expected. This is not me, I have never beente for my training for years. The Beta was right, she was a distraction. Last night I was up for the most part of the night thinking about her and this ended up making me wake upte. I needed to make a proper decision concerning our type of love. I can''t keep on like this, I am losing myself and what means the most to me. I couldn''t afford to lose any more time so I jumped out of bed and wore my training gear before I ran to the field. I hoped that L had started training the other omegas as they waited for me. I didn''t want to meet them yet before my run so I went to the far end and Ran a couple of miles beforeing to join them. As I neared the training spot, I started feeling my heart racing my chest. What is happening? Her strong scent caught my attention and I found myself running towards that direction. Suddenly I was worried about her and this was not a good feeling. Could it be that she is in danger? I asked myself as I went closer to where she was. I was taken aback when I saw her lying in her pool of blood. She didn''t have any sign of life left in her. She had been murdered. CHAPTER 39 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I felt weak in the knees. I felt guilty for thinking about breaking up with her. My palms could not stop shaking and sweating. I have always been quick to respond to things but not in this case. I could feel it, I lost her and it tore me apart. Tears blinded my vision. Mark you, I don''t know thest time that I cried. I had to confirm what was in front of my eyes and that terrified me even more. I was thinking of breaking up with her, not her life ending. This cannot be the end to the beginning of our sweet sorry.Original from N?velDrama.Org. I forced myself to take two deep breaths before I ran to her and held her tightly. I didn''t care that she was bleeding. I crossed my fingers and hoped that she still had some life in her and I can actually save her. Thest time I was able to save her but this time round it actually feels like I could bete. At this point in time I was not thinking about who might have done this to her. All that I was thinking about and caring about was for her to actually be okay. I cannot afford to lose her. I was scared to even touch her but I embraced her tightly, closed my eyes and waited patiently to feel her heart palpitating. There was nothing. She was lifeless. I couldn''t take it anymore. I growled loudly as I looked up to the sky. I needed a miracle. I couldn''t control my tears which had started falling down from my eyes like water from a faulty tap. I didn''t care that someone would find me crying and perceive it as a sign of weakness. I was in so much pain and I needed to let it out. Amidst the confusion and helplessness is when I recalled the kiss of life. I leaned in and kissed her as I pressed her chest gently hoping that she was going to start breathing again but that did not happen. After rounds of repeating the procedure and hoping for a miracle, she didn''t respond to me. I had lost her and it was high time that I epted the loss. I felt guilty for thinking about breaking up with her. It was hard to believe that she had actually passed away. This was not supposed to happen. I should have gone with her to my quarters. I would not have left her on her own. I wanted to die, let me not lie. I knew that I was strong until this point. We had met briefly but she touched me in a way no one had ever done before. For the sake of the pack however, I had to be strong, bury her and move on with life. I will go through her things, find out who wanted her dead and avenge her death. Not only that, I would avenge her sister''s death because that is what she wanted. She had given me another reason to live. As for love, I doubt I would ever fall in love again, not after that had happened. Lost in the world of this story? Make sure you''re on ?e5s.org to catch every twist and turn. The next chapter awaits, exclusively on our site. Dive in now! I decided to cry and let it out before I took her to the edge of the quarters to bury her when I heard her say faintly, " My love." I couldn''t believe it. I had heard correctly, it was not all in my head. From the blues, she was having feeble pulses meaning that she had another shot at life. I didn''t take any chances after this. I had to ensure that she gets better as soon as possible. She was still unconscious, I tried talking to her again but she was not responding. Therefore, I carried her and ran with her to my quarters. I couldn''t take her to the sick bay, they would treat her in my quarters as I monitor her. Someone out there wants her death and I was not going to give them that satisfaction. I had to take care of her because she means the world to me. I was panting by the time I got to my quarters. I ced her on my bed before barking orders to the Beta to call in the nurse as he located the best healer in the region. The Beta was concerned about how much I was investing on her but I did not care. I had already decided that she was mine and no one was actually going to tell me otherwise. "Once you are done getting the healer, you will get to the bottom of this. I need to know who hurt her!" I ordered before discussing him. Lost in the world of this story? Make sure you''re on ?e5s.org to catch every twist and turn. The next chapter awaits, exclusively on our site. Dive in now! The nurse came in and started attending to her on my watch. She was a fighter. She still held on amidst the pain, fighting to be alive so that she could be with me. I couldn''t stop thinking about how she acknowledged me as his lover. Despite the pain and what she was going through, she referred to me as her lover. She is genuine with me and I would be damned if I give up on someone like her. I know it won''t be easy loving on her but I was going to do everything in my power to ensure that our rtionship works. "It will take her a longer time for her to recover. She has lost so much blood," The nurse revealed. "You can wait outside. I will call you if I need you," I told her before going to be by her side Her eyes were closed, she was still breathing feebly. The nurse had changed her bloody outfit to a white linen cloth. She looked beautiful and peaceful. She didn''t deserve the pain and what she went through. I needed her to wake up and tell me who did this for me to avenge on her behalf. I was not going to let this matter slide. The nurse had mentioned it would take some time for her to heal but not anymore. I had to unlock a different kind of power, the one that I had been hiding from everyone in the pack. CHAPTER 40 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I wanted her to recover fast. I was not about to take chances when ites to her. After sending the nurse away for a couple of minutes, I locked myself in and walked to my safe cab. After closing all the blinds and ensuring that no one was looking at me, I proceeded to remove the spell book that I had hidden in that safe for months. The papers were loosely attached to the brown spell book that made me so careful with it, I did not want to ruin it.Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. I quickly flipped the pages till I got the page that I liked. Practising magic was banned in our pack, I knew that I was going against the pack rules but I had to. I had to do this for myself and also for her. After kneeling beside her and holding her hand, I started reading the spell. Once I was done, I expected her to wake up but she did not. This got me all tensed up, I have gone against the pack for her, this surely has to work out. If the Beta finds out about what I have done then I will not be forgiven. I will be ripped off my titles and asked to leave the pack. I returned the spell book to the safe, and took a few minutes to calm my racing heart. All along I had thought that I had worked on being a strong person but not anymore. I was weak, I felt weak. I felt defeated and unable to contain and control my emotions. L knew about this, about the spell book and where I got it from. She had swore never to reveal it to anyone. She is carrying my biggest secret ever and therefore I had to always do what she wanted otherwise, I will pay dearly for my consequences. I had tried my best, even broke the rules for her but she had not responded. The best healer is on his way, I just hoped that he manages to heal her fully. I cannot be myself seeing her in that level of pain and not knowing who put her through that pain in the first ce. I felt weak, the same way I felt when past rtionships came to an end. It''s true what they say about love, you cannot be strong the way you would want to, you cannot guard your heart the way you would hope to. If and when you fall in love, you fall in lovepletely. Even if I cannot agree with him on his face, the Beta was totally right. I was losing it. I could barely recognise myself. I was a weak man in love. All the hard work that I had put in ce to guard my heart backfired on me. I was still standing by the window, staring into space, lost in my thoughts when I felt a tap on my back. Who could that be? Upon turning around, which I did right away, I saw her. She waspletely healed, you would not tell that she was at the verge of death a couple of minutes ago. The ck magic had worked. "Why are you surprised to see me?" She asked, with her sweet smile gracing her face. "I am happy you are here," I told her. "You said that you would not bring me to your quarters, what changed?" She asked. Wait, did she forget what had happened to her. "Anita, let''s go sit and talk," I instructed, holding her hand and leading the way. ** ANITA''S POV Lost in the world of this story? Make sure you''re on Ne5s.org to catch every twist and turn. The next chapter awaits, exclusively on our site. Dive in now! I opened my eyes and the white ceiling blinded my vision. I looked around and realised that I was not in my room, I was somewhere different. I wanted to panic but then I felt his strong scent and immediately I knew that he had done for me what I have always wanted him to do, to bring me to his quarters. I quickly got out of bed and went to find him. He was shocked to see me, which confused me for a minute. He then led me to sit with him for a chat. The entire time he was looking at me as we were conversing. "Are you sure that you are okay?" He kept on asking this question. "Yes, I am fine," I repeated. "Do you remember anything?" He asked. "No, I don''t. Thest time I checked, I was conversing with L. The next time I woke up and found out that you had actually brought me to your quarters," I exined. "Wow, that''s great. So, do you love the ce?" He asked. "I am obsessed. I am so d that you decided to bring me here. Thank you so much my love." I told him. ** Lost in the world of this story? Make sure you''re on ?e5s.org to catch every twist and turn. The next chapter awaits, exclusively on our site. Dive in now! ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I got out of my chair and went to give her a hug. After that, I kissed her on the forehead before leaning in to kiss her sweet juicy lips. She kissed back as I embraced her tightly. I was still scared of the spell that I had just casted. What if it backfires. I didn''t want us to make love, she is too feeble for that, maybe what I can do is to make her a te of food. She needs to get nourished. I went to the kitchen again and she sat there watching me as I cooked for her. After a couple of minutes, we were done and I started feeding her. Halfway through it, I heard a knock on the door. 66 Sir, the healer is here," The Beta stated and was instantly confused when he saw Anitaing to stand beside me. "Which healer? Are you sick my love?" Anita asked innocently. "Wait, what is going on here?" The Beta asked. "Baby, are you sick?" Anita insisted, putting me on the spot. "Can we talk outside?" I requested the Beta. "No, let''s talk here," He insisted, knowing fully well that Anita will give him all the details that he would want. The Novel will be updated first on this website. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone! CHAPTER 41 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I was not going to wait for him to inquire and try to find out what happened, hence I grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the house. "Let go!" He huffed in anger as he tried to release his hand. "What the fuck was that? I thought that we had talked about this," I told him. "Don''t make this about your ego. I know what I saw. The girl was seriously ill, howe she is perfectly fine, huh?" The Beta asked. "Are you trying to use me of something? I don''t think you are generally concerned about the girl and her recovery," I said. "She is a witch, I know it," The Beta was almost certain. "Now that you know so many things, give me the name of the person who attacked her. I told you to maintain peace in our pack but from the look of things, you are failing at it," I warned him. "No, don''t do that, let''s talk about the real issue at hand," Beta said.. "No, let''s talk about how you are notpetent in your work. " I said. "Stop it! Stop what you are doing. I wonder why you keep on defending this girl. She is not supposed to be here, she is supposed to leave the pack, "He said. " Worry about your position and leave the girl to me, I know what I am doing," I told him. "What about the healer, what should I tell him?" He asked. "What do you think?" I asked him back before walking away. That was a simple question that he needed to have figured out. I understood why the Beta didn''t want me to be dating a witch but I didn''t want to believe that she was a witch. She would have said it to me. She wouldn''t have hidden something as powerful as that. I trusted her, I was not going to doubt her simply because the beta had his own doubts. The Beta had walked away feeling dissatisfied with my replies. I hoped that he would mind his business and stop poking his nose at my affair with Anita. He will be starting war if he does that. I am trying to protect my position at all costs. I am not going to give up the Alpha title very easily even if he clocked my secret. I had to protect my secret at all costs. ** ANITA''S POV. I paced around the room as I waited for him toe back. I had missed him already plus I was actually interested in what the Beta was talking about. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! When he finally walked in through the front door, I was so excited. I couldn''t help but smile to myself. He had a poker face on but that did not stop me from asking the question that bugged me. I was very confident in what we have, I was not walking in eggshells anymore. I felt like I could tell him anything and everything. "What was that? I thought that we are way past this!" He said firmly before I could even talk to him. He was breathing heavily and I could tell that he was pissed. "What are you talking about?" I asked innocently, as I walked to where he was seated, looking away as if lost in thoughts. "Don''t ever challenge my authority like that again. If you daree between me and my leadership then I am sorry to say this but you will see a side of me that will not be pretty," He said and I found myself feeling scared. My heart skipped a mighty beat. I never expected this from him, I had thought that things were cool and casual between us but as it turns out, I am wrong. "I didn''t mean to do that," I apologised. Tears welled in my eyes. I felt that I had disappointed him. He had finally decided that I should be with him at his quarters and instead of returning the favour and being a good girlfriend, I am here trying to question his authority in front of the Beta. "Let this be thest time that we are talking about this," He said. "I am really sorry. I promise to never undermine your authority ever again," I promised. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you!All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. I looked at him with pleading eyes, hoping that he would let this go and we would be cool and happy together and my charm worked. After blowing several breaths, he got off his seat and came to hug me tightly before cing a kiss on my forehead then on my lips. "Go sit in bed, I will prepare a fruit bowl for you. I want to ensure that you are perfectly fine," He said. Of course I wanted to follow him around and just watch him do things for me but I had to pull shreds of control. This could be the first test to gauge if I am actually listening to him and I needed to listen to him and prove to him that I am the girl he wants me to be. I sat on the bed, next to the headboard and tucked myself in. In a couple of minutes, he came back with a bowl of fruits and yoghurt and started feeding me. I ate the pineapples, picking them with my teeth from the fork seductively. All along, I had locked my eyes with him. I know that he thinks that I am probably weak for him to make love to me but I was ready. Thinking about him pumping inside me made me wet and hot. I was so in love with him and nothing else mattered when we were together. It was just the two of us against the world. For some reason, I had this strange feeling that he was going to be the end of me. He dyed feeding me and that is when I realised that he had zoned out. He was thinking about something way too deeply and I was interested to know. "Baby, what is going on?" I had to ask hoping he was going to be very honest with me. CHAPTER 42 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I didn''t know that the issue was constantly bugging me until Anita called me and I realised that I had zoned out, again. "Baby, are you okay?" She asked again with a face full of concern. "Can you please give me a moment?" I asked, handing her the bowl and heading to the restroom. I didn''t want her to ask so many questions, especially now that I am in this state. She didn''t insist, she had listened to what I warned her about that behaviour, earlier on. This gave me ample time to think about what was bugging me, earlier on. As I sat on that toilet seat, I convinced myself that I didn''t make any mistake when I decided to wipe out some parts of her memory concerning knowing who actually beat the hell out of her. The spell worked pretty well because up to now she had not mentioned L''s name and demanded for her to be punished. She already disliked L. If she could still remember that L was the reason she almost died, then she would have easily demanded that she should be punished by banishing her from the pack which was going to be a hard nut to crack. L knew my secret and I was protecting that secret. Truth be told, I didn''t really care about her, I cared about Anita. I had a past with L but that is over and done with at the moment. I had to keep my calm or else I would get busted. So far so good, Anita doesn''t suspect anything to mean my secret is still safe. I had to y along and ensure that she does not suspect me for anything whatsoever.Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. "Baby, are you sure that you are okay?" Anita asked once again when I joined her. "Yes, I am fine,¡± I said, taking the bowl from her and cing it on the kitchen sink. " Okay," She said even though from the look on her face it didn''t look like she was convinced. "I have to go and attend to pack duties. I want you to have lots of rest, do you hear me." I instructed. "Yes," She nodded as she gotfortable in bed. I love it every time that she submits to me, I really don''t like to be questioned, especially now that I am hiding some things from her. "I love you, I will see youter," I told her before leaving. Closing the door behind me, I headed to the dorms. There were no pack duties that I was going to attend to, instead, I was going to see L, it turns out that we have a couple of things to discuss. I went straight to her room and she didn''t seem shocked to see me. It felt like she knew that I was going toe and she was expecting me. "Ann, can you please give us a minute," She requested her best friend who left immediately. "What the fuck is wrong with you!" I asked through gritted teeth as I wrapped palms around his neck,and started applying pressure. "What are you doing, you are hurting me," She shouted but I didn''t stop. I was boiling in anger, she needed to pay for her actions. Not only did she hurt the woman I love, but she also put me in that ce where I was forced to use my spell. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience-all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! "Let go!" She shouted once again and I took a step away from her. "Do you want to kill me, huh? Is that why you are here," She asked as she turned her neck gently to try and ease the intense pain that I had subjected to her. "Would it be wrong if I killed you, huh? You know what you did! How dare you beat the hell out of her. Was your intention to kill her?" I asked. "What if I killed her? What would you have done? I was pissed and hurt. What did you expect me to do?" She asked. "What do you mean?" I asked. I realised that it was way deeper than I thought. There could have been a provocation which in turn led her to do what she did. "She told me everything. How you fucked her and how she was your first. We talked about this Alpha Robin. This was supposed to be another one of your games. Why are you now acting like you have fallen in love with her, huh?" L asked me. "It''s because I have," I said out boldly. "What is it about her that you really like so much that I cannot give it to you?" She asked. "I was her first." I said and she could not handle it. "You are not only a liar but a son of a bitch. I hate you!" L said. "I know you don''t, you love me, you are just jealous that I am obsessed with another woman," I told her. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! She wanted to deny my allegations but she ended up epting, thinking that we are going to make a deal out of this. "I am jealous, let me admit. But it''s because I am in love with you and I want what we have to continue." She said. "Wait, it doesn''t bother you that I am with her?" I had to ask because I wasn''t quite getting it clearly. "Alpha Robin, you own my heart and I would do anything to make you mine," She confessed. "Do you think that I am going to agree to that?" I asked her. "You should. You should be with me," She said with a seductive smile ying on her lips but I did not buy it. "Listen to me L,¡± I said, raising my voice. "What''s going on, I thought we were on the same page. Why are you raising your voice at me?" She asked with concern written all over her face. "We are not and we will never be. As a matter of fact, we are even. Don''t ever threaten me about anything. I know your secret and you know mine," I told her. "What secret?" She asked as she looked around, arching her eyebrows in confusion. CHAPTER 43 ALPHA ROBINS POV "You wanted to kill Anita, duh?" I told her but she didn''t react the way I expected her to. "Are you listening to yourself right now?" He asked, and I didn''t like the fact that he was questioning my judgement. "What do you mean by that?" I asked. "Revealing such a thing would be admitting that you used ck magic to bring her back." She said and my heart skipped a mighty beat. That was besides the point. "You cannot get rid of me. What we feel for each other is deeper than whatever you feel for her. Do you hear me!" She said through gritted teeth. "Don''t threaten me. As a matter of fact, don''t even think abouting to practice. I don''t want to risk her recalling what you did to her," I put my foot down. "Good luck with that!" She said, turning to walk away. "Don''t walk away from me!" I warned. "You cannot get rid of me Alpha." She turned around to say before she quickened her steps and disappeared. "L,e back, please do," I begged. I realised that being hard on her was not helping. Thank goodness she has listened since she came back. "What do you want me to do to make you listen to me?" I walked up to her and asked. "I don''t know what is special about her. I am equally beautiful. I know you are in love with her, I can see it in your eyes. it hurts me but what hurts more is you trying to end what we had yet you know I am also in love with you," She revealed. "So what do you want me to do?" I asked her. "I still want to be your secret lover. I promise you, she will never find out," L said. "That''s what it takes for me to listen to you," She added and I was lost for words. "Come on L, you can''t do this. You cannot say this,¡± I said. "That''s what it takes to keep your secret." She added and left. I had to sit there because this was a lot for me. I didn''t want to disappoint Anita. I had promised her that I would never break her heart. But I also have to think about myself. I cannot lose everything. I cannot allow L to reveal my secret to the public then I lose everything I have worked really hard to build. I sat there, trying to call Harry to help me make a proper decision but he didn''t budge. He wanted me to make this kind of decision on my own. After a while of thinking about everything, I knew of the right thing to do. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! I walked slowly to my quarters. I was hoping that Anita was resting the entire time. I needed to n something special for her tonight. I needed her to feel my love and to be sure of it at all times. I walked in through the front door and found her seated next to the door. She was lost in thoughts but seemed relieved when she saw me. "Where have you been?" She asked, with her arms folded in front of her. "What do you mean?" I asked. I was confused. I wanted her to take back her words. I was not going to be controlled by her. "Where have you been, it is just a simple question which requires a simple answer," She said.All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. "I have been with the Beta at the office, going through the issues that had been raised by the pack members," I told her. "Why are you lying?" She said, looking away. Disappointment was written all over her face. "Lying? What makes you think I am lying yet I am telling you my truth?" I asked in confidence, knowing fully well that she was right, I was actually lying to her. I wish I could be honest with her but I can''t. I am protecting her feelings but not telling her the truth. "The Beta was here just a moment ago, looking for you," She said and I was lost for words. "Are you sure?" I asked and looked around nervously. I hated that she had caught me with a lie. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! "If you are lying to me about something as direct as this, I wonder how many things you have lied to me about. Do you even love me?" She asked and honestly, I didn''t want it to get to this point. Tears were forming on her eyes and I hated to be this man who made her cry. "I am really sorry, I didn''t mean to lie. I just didn''t want to..." I remained silent. Telling her the truth at the moment was not going to be a good idea. It was going to add to her pain. Thest thing that she would want to hear is that I left her to go and be with L. I really needed to have a discussion with Beta. He should not show up at my quarters not unless he has something very urgent to tell me. He ising between us and I don''t like it. It feels like he has a motive. He has never been in support of my rtionship with Anita. "Where were you?" She asked again, as she tried to push me away. "I wanted to keep this a secret but it turns out that I would have to ruin the surprise. I had gone to organise a dinner for you but now you know," I revealed and immediately mood changed. "Sorry, I didn''t mean to..." She paused. "No, it''s okay," I mumbled. I was happy that my n worked. "I have to stop this, I have to stop giving my insecurities so much power." She said, "No, it''s fine, "I assured her. "No it''s not fine. Here I was thinking that you were with L yet you were out there nning something special for me. I should be ashamed of myself,"she said. CHAPTER 44 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I was taken aback by her wild guess but I had to act like I was totally fine. Her instincts really shocked me. She was right about everything. It''s so sad that I would never admit that to her. I didn''t want anything of any sort toe between us. I was not going to allow it. "You should never worry about L. You are the girl I have chosen to be with. I love you, not anyone else," I told her and she came to give me a hug, not breaking eye contact with me. "I love you too, I love you very much. I was so jealous and insecure thinking that you could be out there with her but now that you have shown me that you care about me and you really love me, I think I will stop overthinking." She mentioned it and it was music in my ears. I needed her trust now that I was going to keep L around. She should never know about this, until Ie up with another way of trying to handle the situation. "Now that you know my secret surprise, can I please go and finalise on the ns?" I requested. "Yes of course. Sorry once again for ruining the surprise that you were carefully curating for me," She said. "Don''t worry, all is well. "I mentioned and she didn''t look quite convinced. "Are you sure?" She asked. "Yes, I am sure," I told her with a smile ying on my lips. I left the house after I tucked her in bed again. I hoped that she was going to rest .The Beta should better note and bug her again. She needed her rest. I wanted to go and start the romantic dinner preparation but it hit me that I had not confronted the Beta. I needed to make it clear that Anita was a no go zone. Since he was not on our side when it came to our rtionship, I needed to immediately draw that boundary before it became a problem. I took a left turn and headed to the pack headquarters and as usual I found him in his office, going through a document. "Alpha," He stood up to bow as if he had not done anything wrong and I wanted him to cut that bullshit. "Don''t Alpha me, what is wrong with you?" I asked him, trying to control the anger that engulfed me. "What do you mean?" He asked innocently as if he had not done anything wrong. "You know very well I am staying with my girlfriend, whye to the ce every time?" I asked. "But, you know why I came. I needed us to discuss," He said, handing a sheet of paper to me but I didn''t care. "What is urgent there that could not wait?" I asked him. "Sir, but we always discuss what''s going on in the pack every third day of the week," He was always ready to defend his actions.Content is property of N?velDrama.Org. "Maybe that will change moving forward. We will discuss all that when I finally show up at the office. I don''t want you to being to my quarters when you feel like it. That is no longer a man cave, I am there with my girlfriend and we both need our privacy," I made it very clear. "With all due respect sir, can''t you see that you are putting your selfish interest first before the pack?" He asked but I didn''t care at this point. He was on a mission to challenge my authority and piss me off and I was not about to give him that much power. "You should listen to what I say," I said. "But..." He wanted to exin himself but I had to cut him short. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience-all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! "You should listen to me!" It was no longer a request but an order. I could see the way he looked at me, as if I had lost my mind but I honestly did not care. I had worked so hard for this pack and it''s about time that I gave myself that level of attention. He had his doubts, I can''t me him. My past breakup was messy but people learn and grow from their mistakes. He cannot judge me over something that happened in the past. I was not going to allow that to happen. I walked hastily to the field intending to go to the other house and organise a nice dinner for Anita when L came and hugged me from behind. "You scared the hell out of me," Iined. "Come on, I didn''t mean to," She said. "So what are you up to? Can I join you?" She asked innocently, making it hard for me to deny what she was asking of me. " Actually, I don''t know how to say this without offending you," I told her. "Just tell me the truth. Lying to me will offend me even more," She said. I had lied to Anita earlier and I was almost caught up in the lie, therefore I decided to just tell the truth once and for all. "I want to prepare something special for Anita. Please don''t take it the wrong way, she had been through a lot and I want her to feel loved and appreciated," I revealed and honestly I didn''t like the look on L''s face. "Sorry, I didn''t mean to break your heart, "I mentioned. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! "No, it''s fine. I appreciate you for actually telling me the truth. I do not take it for granted." She said. "So, will you go with me? But honestly, you don''t have to do this." I told her. "No, I want toe. I want to spend time with you no matter what it is that we are doing," She said. "Are you sure?" I had to ask. "Yes, I am sure," She said. "Okay, great. Let''s go," I told her. "Can I ask you something?" She asked as we walked, holding hands. 66 Sure," I said. "Please be honest with me. I want you to know your truth." She said. "Okay, shoot," I told her. "Why her? What is it about her that you like that you cannot get rid of easily?" She asked. CHAPTER 45 ALPHA ROBIN''S POV. "Come on, you can''t be asking that question. At least, not now," I told her. I was over the conversation with Anita. I did not like that she was insisting on it every time. "I want to know what I can do to take her ce. She is not deserving to be with you. I should be the one who has you," L exined. "Let''s change that subject matter, okay?" I urged. I was over that conversation already. I didn''t want to expound on it. I had my reasons for being with Anita but I couldn''t tell her just yet. If there is one thing that I have learnt the hard way is putting cards close to my chest. I needed not to be open with anyone about my intentions. This is what had gotten me wrapped around L''s fingers in the first ce. In my quest to free myself from the shackles of her maniption, I figured that I didn''t have to reveal anything pertaining to Anita. "Why? You liked me at some point Alpha Robin. What changed, huh?" She asked and I could see tears forming at the slit ends of her eyes. "You are here now, aren''t you. Trust me, we will be equally fine," I dropped what I was doing to go and reassure her and it worked. "Are you sure about this? Please don''t y games with me for I love you so much," She said. "I am sure about this. It will be just the two of us in the end," I promised and finally she was able to wipe her tears away and smile. While making the promise, I didn''t think about Anita, I didn''t want to feel guilty. "When we are together, let''s talk about us, don''t keep on mentioning her, do you hear me?" I asked. "Yes!" She nodded in agreement. She didn''t seem satisfied by my decision but I was not going to change my mind about it. This was the only way out.All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. "I have already told you how much I love and need you. Please don''t ever break my heart," She added. "I know. Trust me, moving forward, I would not do anything that would hurt your feelings," I promised. ** LOLA''S POV If someone had told me that I would be in this situation at the moment then I wouldugh out loud and tell them that they are out of their mind. The truth is that I knew that Alpha Robin and I would end up together until the good for nothing Anita came and ruined everything that we had. She came and took him away from me. Alpha Robin loved her so much, she is the only woman who has been allowed to stay at his quarters and that screams a lot. I had tried topletely get her out of the picture but it didn''t work. She is still alive. As a matter of fact, we are nning a surprise dinner for her and I can''t help but feel jealous. It is hard seeing someone that you deeply love fall in love with someone else. It''s hard seeing him doing all these things you ever wanted him to do for you, to another woman. I had tried everything to break the two of them apart but it was not working. I knew that if I insisted on it then I was going to lose him. The best thing that I could do for myself is pretend that all is well just to be with him. Once Iplete my n on breaking the two of them together for good then I would open my heart to him and tell him how much their rtionship affected me. Patience is a virtue and I was willing to wait for their rtionship to end. I was actually going to be the reason for them to finally break up. For now I did not have a concrete n but I gave myself time. When I finally strike back, they would not be expecting the impact. This would break their trustpletely. I had watched Anita closely and I knew for a fact that she loved him. She will not give up on him easily and that is why I had to take my time in the nning phase. She might even forgive him if she finds out that I am still in the picture and that''s why I need something bigger to separate them once and for all. "Thank you for helping me set up everything. We have to head back so that I will be able to surprise her," Alpha Robin said. "I hope that she will love it," I said. "She will. She will be impressed," He said confidently. "Okay, great. Have fun with her," I said that out loud despite the bitter bile that I tasted at the back of my throat. If you''re loving the book, nel5s.org is where the adventure continues. Join us for theplete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly waiting for you! "It''s just for some time," He tried assuring me but I did not believe him. In fact, his assurance didn''t do anything to my pain. I was immensely hurt by his actions. We rode back home and he left me at a fair distance before heading to be reunited with the woman he loved more than he loved me. I knew that I deserved better but still I didn''t find it in myself to walk away from the situation. Despite tears falling from my eyes, I wiped them away and told myself that I had to hold on a little bit more and hopefully he would be mine all over again. "Where have you been? I have been looking everywhere for you," Ann said once I joined her. "I went out for a walk," I said. "Are you sure you are okay, you don''t seem fine," She said, paying close attention at me. "I am okay," I mumbled. If it''s about Alpha Robin, let him go. He chose that woman over you. You can be with the Beta. He has always wanted you. It''s high time that you be with a man who really loves you," She advised. CHAPTER 46 LOLA''S POV "Come on, we have talked about this. I cannot be with the Beta," I told Ann. She knew where my heart was. I found it annoying that she was insisting on the Beta subject yet she knew that I didn''t find the Beta attractive. "If there is one thing I have learnt after so much observation is the fact that, you should be with someone who loves you more than you love them. The Beta will give you all the love that you desire. Drop the Alpha, he doesn''t care about you. He has outwardly chosen another girl over you, how can you not see that?" Ann asked. "Can you please give me a moment?" I asked before getting out of the room. Tears formed a stream down my eyes as I walked out in the cold.All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. I wanted to be loved. I wanted to feel loved. I wanted Alpha Robin to myself. No one ever wants the person whom they love so much to be with someone else. If I didn''t have a strong physical attraction towards Alpha Robin then I would be with the Beta. Being with him at the moment is not an option since I am not attracted to him. I had to ept my ce ande up with my n as soon as possible. I cannot bear the hurt and the jealousy that I am feeling at the moment. I decided to take a walk to clear my head and that is when I bumped into him. "L," He called and I low-key rolled my eyes. "Hi Beta," I said, forcing a smile. "I was meaning to have a chat with you," He said smiling at me but his smile alone was an irk. I was not attracted to him at all. "What is it about?" I asked. ** ALPHA ROBIN''S POV I was happy with how the dinner was set up. The next thing was to go surprise Anita. I had sent an omega to go and ensure the food, and the rest of the set up was okay before I finally took her there. While waiting for the omegas feedback, I decided to pass by the office to see how things were pretty much faring on. I finished some paperwork named urgent and as I was walking out, I saw L talking to the Beta. I knew for a fact that I needed not to feel this way but I ended up feeling bad. I did not understand what they were talking about. I wanted to know what it was all about. Were the two of them together? Was L spilling my secret? I needed to know what they were talking about. Thest thing that I would want was for them to betray me. "What''s going on?" I asked once I got to them. "He was just leaving," L said and Beta walked away. Today he didn''t have so much to say, especially to me. "What the fuck is going on, what are the two of you talking about? Do you intend on betraying me?" I asked. My heart was racing in my chest. I didn''t know what I would do if I found out that L actually betrayed me. "He was pretty much asking me out." She said, "What did you say?" I asked through gritted teeth. I was not hiding my anger at this point in time. "Are you offended? I thought that you didn''t care," She said. "I care," I said and there was a while of silence before she finally spoke up. "Let''s go sit," She said pointing to the empty seats nearby and I listened. "Don''t ever betray me. I promise you that I will not forgive you if you choose to do that," I made it clear. "I would never betray you. I would not go out with him. My heart belongs to you," She said, interlocking his fingers with mine. It made me ufortable but I had to act like I was fine. I was praying that Anita doesn''t get out of the quarters and find me hanging out with L. I had promised her there was nothing going on, so if she found us, seated and talking, it would be a problem. "I can''t remember thest time we made love. I want you to make love to me," She whispered to my ear. L had mastered the art of seduction. She knew how to pace her words and how to slowly whisper into my ears. For a moment or so, I remembered thest time the two of us had so much fun. We were making out in the woods. As far as I enjoyed herpany, Anita was now in the picture and I also had so much fun with her too. "What do you say?" She asked once again now that I was not responding. "Come on, now is not the time," I said, pulling away from his touch and that is when things went sour. L started sobbing and despite my efforts to make her calm down, she didn''t listen. "Just be honest with me if you don''t want anything to do with me. Don''t keep me around. At this point in time, I am not sure who you are fooling and who you are telling the truth," She said. "What do you think?" I asked. "I think that I am the one you are fooling. I can clearly feel it." She said. "No, that''s not true," I urged. "I am giving you a month. I will try to contain my feelings but if you don''t break up with her, the entire pack will get to know about what you did. You will lose everything, your power, your status, everything!" She said. "Come on, it hasn''t gotten to that," I begged. "You have a month left, or else..." She threatened before walking away. I called her toe back but she didn''te back. The Novel will be updated first on this website. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!