《The Alpha's Abused Mate》 Chapter 1: Introduction Chapter 1: Introduction Peace, silence and darkness That''s what happens when you sleep right? Unfortunately, there is no peace in my life. In fact, for a long time, there hasn''t been. I was woken up with a punch in my stomach. I quickly sat up in bed in shock. What''s going on? I squinted my eyes in order to adjust to the darkness. There were four naked men standing in front of me. "Who wants to go first?" one of them asked They whispered among themselves before three of them left. The remaining guy pulled the covers from me before throwing them to the corner of the room. "Get up" I stood up. He roughly pulled me to the bathroom. I always slept naked because the unmated pack men were horny all night. It was my duty to please them...ording to my parents He dragged me into the tub. He detached the hand shower from its position and turned the knob as the water flowed. He then put it inside my clit I screamed in pain, the water was very hot. He covered my mouth with his hand ''Shut up'' he said. I nodded while crying He dropped the hand shower on the floor before inserting his dick into me pushing me against the wall. I closed my eyes and silently prayed that morning woulde fast. ******************* I woke up very sore. I entered the bathroom, brushed my teeth and took a shower. When I was done I put on a pair of blue skinny jeans, a ck sweatshirt and a pair of old red & white sneakers. I quickly went downstairs into the kitchen. When I entered I saw my parents with the rest of the pack ''Good morning alpha, good morning luna'' I said bowing my head. They refused me calling them mum or dad because they saw me as a disgrace. I was 17 and I still hadn''t found my mate plus they thought I was too weak so they preferred my sister to me since she was so outspoken "You''rete" my dad growled "I''m sorry, it won¡¯t happen again sir" "It better not" This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I brought outsagne from the cupboard and started making breakfast. When I was done, I served everyone a te then waited for them to finish. A whileter, they started going out one by one. Immediately thest person left my stomach rumbled. I took the pot and used my hand to pack the leftoversagne. I was about to put it in my mouth until someone smacked my hand making the food fall on the floor. Tears clouded my vision. I looked up; it was my sister Rachel. I looked at the food on the floor then up at her. "What do you think you''re doing?" She snarled "I-I was hungry" "So?" "I''m sorry" She hissed then bumped into me making me stumble a little before walking out of the kitchen. I wiped away my tears. I went upstairs to my room and grabbed my backpack making sure I had everything before I went downstairs and out the house. Chapter 2 Chapter 2 I started walking to school. Sounds weird right? An alpha''s daughter walking to school. Meanwhile my sister could have any car she wanted. On my way, I saw a boy and a girl making out on the street. It was probably a goodbye kiss. I smiled to myself as I passed them. I wish I was like that..so carefree. Not bothering about what people think. I also wish I had someone...a mate. I haven''t found mine yet but I guess that''s pretty obvious. I wonder what he''ll be like Will he be tall? Will he be gorgeous? Will he love me? Thest question bothered me a lot. Everyone made me feel unlovable including my parents. I don''t think I can ever be loved by anyone Imagine, I have to call my parents ''alpha'' ''Luna'' Why? I don''t know either. Its always been like that. Sometimes I feel like I''m adopted. I was so caught up in my thoughts I hadn''t realized I had reached school. I quickly entered the building trying to hide my face. I don''t want any trouble at all Unfortunately, that didn''t work out because I tripped and fell. Four girls wereughing at me Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. "Look girls, now she''s down to earth" "What are you made of? Air? You''re so fucking light" "Such a shame to skinny girls, she''s not even pretty" "The moon goddess must really hate your mate" I got up and went straight to my locker not minding their snarkyments. Believe it or not, I''m used to it. I''m an easy target because I''m weak and skinny. You should know by now, skinny isn''t in vogue anymore Most people pay millions of dors for ass and boob shots. The only epted way of being skinny is if you''re a super model but I''m not so herees the bullying. Everyone in school also knew how my family hated me, when my dad dies, he''s handing the pack to Rachel cause he thinks she''s stronger and I''m too weak to rule. I''ve never been outspoken or mean, why can''t they just understand that? Everything was going fine until the R-train decided to pass. Let me tell you; you should guess they''re the Queen Bees h h h...yeah right More like termites. At least bees are useful Their names all start with R: Raven, Roman, Roli, Veronica but she badly wanted to be a part of the group so she shortened her name to Roni andstly my sister Rachel, who happens to be the leader. Ironic right? ''Yo trick'' I didn''t answer her. The next thing I felt was my hair being yanked then mmed into the locker "So you gon'' pretend like you don''t hear me calling you?" I just kept quiet. Raven was about to punch me until a teacher passed by "What are you guys doing?" he asked "Uh nothing sir" "Bullying is not allowed in this school you know" "Us? Bullies? Pfft no we were just having a conversation but she tripped and fell, right Ca?" Raven said I was silent. "Ca, is this true?" he asked. Do i really have a choice? I have no choice but to lie for my own safety. "Yes sir" I replied. He nodded walking away. "You wont be so lucky next time bitch" Raven said before they all left. I sighed in relief and went to ss. Chapter 3 Chapter 3 * After a long day of school, i finally got home in one piece. I hummed as I did my math homework on my bed. ''Ca!" I heard my mum call me "Coming!" i responded I quickly rushed downstairs to the kitchen. Rachel was leaning on the counter dressed in a bra and N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. shorts painting her nails My mum was standing folding her arms "You called me" I said bowing my head "Yes I have something to tell you both" Rachel groaned "Please let it not be stupid" she said "I need you two to get prepared as quickly as possible. Alpha Damien, your father''s rival ising over for dinner to resolve their conflict" Rachel''s eyes widened. She dropped her nail polish on the counter in surprise "Oh my gosh" she gasped "Alpha Damien? ...the alpha of the Silver Moon pack?'' "The one and only" my mum replied with a smile She squealed "Um who''s Alpha Damien?" I asked. I''ve never heard of the man "The toughest alpha in the state" my mum answered "I heard he''s totally hot" Rachel said "I''m gonna go get ready" she said before dashing up the stairs with speed. I was about to leave until my mum called me back "Ca" "Yes?" "Don''t mess things up" I slowly nodded then went upstairs to my room. I shut the door and went to the bathroom to freshen up a little. 10 minutester I was done I started doing my hair. A few minutester I overheard my sister on the phone. Our rooms were nearby each other. All I could hear her say was ''IKR!'' ''I''m so excited. Alpha Damien ising over to my house tonight'' ''Yes the alpha Damien, alpha of the Silver Moon Pack'' ''I can''t believe it either'' ''Yeah I gotta go, he''ll be here any minute. I''m not yet done with my make up'' ''Okay'' ''Bye'' I went to my closet and pulled out a tight short blue gown. I put it on and looked at myself in the mirror. I smiled to myself, pleased with my appearance for once. I put on white ts then let my hair down. ''Ca, Rachel get down here'' I ran downstairs ''Coming mom'' I heard Rachel say I went to the dining area. A man was facing my dad, his back to me, I couldn''t see his face. All i could see from behind is the fact that he''s very muscr and tall. I felt tinypared to him. "This is my daughter Ca" my dad said As soon as he turned around my wolf whispered one word, one syble, four letters "Mate...". Chapter 4 Chapter 4 "Mate" my wolf whispered I''ve finally found my soulmate. Our eyes locked in a steady eye contact. It seemed like time had stopped....as if everything was in slow motion. We stared at each other for what seemed like forever. "Uh do you guys know each other or something?" Rachel asked "No, she just...she- she looks familiar" he said still staring at me Rachel rolled her eyes and mumbled "I''m all dressed up yet she''s the one who looks familiar" "Alright let¡¯s eat then" my mom said We all sat down at the table. My mouth almost watered at the sight of food. I can''t remember thest time I ate a proper meal. I wish visitors could being over more often. It gives me a chance to eat. Of course, my dad wants to seem like a good person in front of the guests. That''s the only reason why I''m here. Rachel sat beside Alpha Damien while I sat across them. Alpha Damien and my dad started discussing about pack matters. Every now and then we would nce at each other and I would feel butterflies in my stomach at the sight of him but he always looked away. I became a little scared. Did he not want me? Does he think I''m ugly? Does he prefer my sister? Am I dressed wrongly? Content provided by N?velDrama.Org. Am I not up to his expectations? Am I below his standards? I began to think about all these questions. After everyone was done, I got up and packed the tes to the kitchen and started washing them up as usual. I was about to get a napkin to clean the sink until Alpha Damien blocked my path. I was a little frightened. I didn''t even see hime in. "Where do you think you''re going?" he asked His voice sent shivers down my spine. Everything felt so surreal. I looked up at him as his figure towered over mine. He could practically break me if he wanted to. I whimpered in fear. "Nowhere" I whispered He moved forward. I took two steps back but it was no use. "Have you heard about me?" I nodded "Do you want love?" I didn''t respond ''Answer me'' he growled I slowly nodded. Heughed "The rumours you heard about me are true so you can throw any thought of love out the window. You''re mine now, there''s nothing you can do about it. Is that understood?'' I nodded "Speak up when I talk to you" "Yes alpha" ***************************** After Alpha Damien left, I couldn''t get his words out of my mind. I was busy washing the remaining tes in the kitchen while everyone was doing whatever they were doing. "Hey Ca" Rachel came into my view. I rinsed my hands then looked at her. Why is she being so nice to me? She definitely wants something. "Yes?" I answered "What were you and Alpha Damien talking about earlier?" I have to lie. There''s no way i can tell her that he''s my mate. She wouldn''t believe me anyway. She''d just make a scene "No-nothing" She raised an eyebrow "Are you sure?" "Yes" ''Look, your n''s not gonna work okay? He doesn''t do girls like you so push that thought aside, got it?" "Yes I-I-I GET IT" She put on a wide fake smile. "Carry on" I finished up the remaining tes and went upstairs. Iid on my bed deciding to rest a little. About fifteen minutester I heard my door open. I sat up. Rachel entered my room. "Do you need anything?" I asked her "Apparently I do, there''s been a change of ns" "About what?" "My friends areing over for a sleepover and I really don''t want you around" "Okay I''ll stay in my room" "I don''t want you around means I want you out of the house" "Where do you expect me to go?" "I don''t know''" she shrugged "Go crash at a friend''s ce or something" "I don''t have any friends" I whispered She put her hand on her chest "Aww" she wiped away a fake tear ¡°Whose fault is that?'' She sniffled "That''s so sad. Go shove it up your ass cause I''m not changing my mind. I don''t care what you say or where you go. I want you out okay?" "Okay" I whispered knowing I wasn''t going to win. She always had her way "Good girl" Chapter 5 Chapter 5 I was outside sitting on the sidewalk in the cold night hugging my knees to my chest. I could hear the loud musicing from my sister''s room. The giggles,ughter, talking and more. It was obvious they were having a good time. I held back the tears, I''m tired of crying. I felt a warm liquid drop on my head. It was dripping and it smelt bad... I smelt my hair. It was I looked up to see Rachel and her friends at the windowughing. Rachel had a cup in her hand. I couldn''t help it I started crying. "Why?" I cried Theyughed more. It was urine they poured ''AWW'' Raven said "I''m sorry I really had to pee and the flush system wasn''t really working so I thought, why waste it?" "Don''t worry" Rita shouted "Urine makes your hair grow. Its also healthy for the skin" she saidughing "You should be thanking us" Roli said Rachel pouted looking at me "Oh, my poor sister, I should''ve stopped them but where''s the fun in that? Right guys?" "Yeaahh" they all replied They giggled "See ya" They closed the window, curtains and put off the lights I sat back down and watched the road as cars passed by. Suddenly, a red Rolls Royce pulled up at my driveway. Who could it be? And why is the person here so Alpha Damien came out from the car. When he saw me, a look of confusion came across his beautiful face. I don''t me him. I''d look the same way if I saw someone outside in the middle of the night dripping with pee. "What are you doing outside?" he asked I stood up and walked to him "Its a long story alpha" I murmured ¡°I forgot my phone. I came back to get it. Come on let¡¯s go" "I-I can¡¯t" "Why?" "They won''t let me" "Well, I have power over everyone in your household including your father because of my rank so obey my instruction let''s go" I flinched at the authority in his voice "Yes alpha" We went to the door and knocked "Who is it?" My mum asked from inside "Alpha Damien" "Oh my" The door opened. We both went inside. My dad was in the living room watching TV but stood up immediately he saw us "Alpha with all due respect what are you doing here at this time?" my dad asked "I forgot my phone, have you seen it?" N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. "No, I haven''t. what about you Marie?" he was referring to my mom "I haven''t either" she replied Rachel came to the room with her friends "Mom we heard voices what¡¯s going on...oh hi alpha" She red at me "What are you doing here? I thought I told you to stay outside dog "I-I-I" "I said she coulde inside" Alpha Damien said Rachel blinked 5 times "Oh, I didn''t know" "Rachel, have you seen the alpha''s phone?" my dad asked She and her friends looked at each other and started whispering "What the hell is happening?" Damien''s voice boomed loudly across the living room "Don''t get me wrong I''m not poor. I can get 10 phones in a day but I have vital information in that device. Bring it out or I¡¯ll rip your heads off one by one" he growled I shook with fear "Uh I''ve seen it" Rachel said She brought it out of her pocket and handed it to him She bowed her head "I apologize alpha" He nodded "Ca lets go" he said "Where are you taking her?" my dad asked "To my pack house" "Why?" ¡°Because I can" "What makes you think you can do that?" He paused a while before answering "Cause she''s my mate" "Mate" my wolf whispered I''ve finally found my soulmate. Our eyes locked in a steady eye contact. It seemed like time had stopped....as if everything was in slow motion. We stared at each other for what seemed like forever. "Uh do you guys know each other or something?" Rachel asked "No, she just...she- she looks familiar" he said still staring at me Rachel rolled her eyes and mumbled "I''m all dressed up yet she''s the one who looks familiar" "Alright let¡¯s eat then" my mom said We all sat down at the table. My mouth almost watered at the sight of food. I can''t remember thest time I ate a proper meal. I wish visitors could being over more often. It gives me a chance to eat. Of course, my dad wants to seem like a good person in front of the guests. That''s the only reason why I''m here. Rachel sat beside Alpha Damien while I sat across them. Alpha Damien and my dad started discussing about pack matters. Every now and then we would nce at each other and I would feel butterflies in my stomach at the sight of him but he always looked away. I became a little scared. Did he not want me? Does he think I''m ugly? Does he prefer my sister? Am I dressed wrongly? Am I not up to his expectations? Am I below his standards? I began to think about all these questions. After everyone was done, I got up and packed the tes to the kitchen and started washing them up as usual. I was about to get a napkin to clean the sink until Alpha Damien blocked my path. I was a little frightened. I didn''t even see hime in. "Where do you think you''re going?" he asked His voice sent shivers down my spine. Everything felt so surreal. I looked up at him as his figure towered over mine. He could practically break me if he wanted to. I whimpered in fear. "Nowhere" I whispered He moved forward. I took two steps back but it was no use. "Have you heard about me?" I nodded "Do you want love?" I didn''t respond ''Answer me'' he growled I slowly nodded. Heughed "The rumours you heard about me are true so you can throw any thought of love out the window. You''re mine now, there''s nothing you can do about it. Is that understood?'' I nodded "Speak up when I talk to you" "Yes alpha" ***************************** After Alpha Damien left, I couldn''t get his words out of my mind. I was busy washing the remaining tes in the kitchen while everyone was doing whatever they were doing. "Hey Ca" Rachel came into my view. I rinsed my hands then looked at her. Why is she being so nice to me? She definitely wants something. "Yes?" I answered "What were you and Alpha Damien talking about earlier?" I have to lie. There''s no way i can tell her that he''s my mate. She wouldn''t believe me anyway. She''d just make a scene "No-nothing" She raised an eyebrow "Are you sure?" "Yes" ''Look, your n''s not gonna work okay? He doesn''t do girls like you so push that thought aside, got it?" "Yes I-I-I GET IT" She put on a wide fake smile. "Carry on" I finished up the remaining tes and went upstairs. Iid on my bed deciding to rest a little. About fifteen minutester I heard my door open. I sat up. Rachel entered my room. "Do you need anything?" I asked her "Apparently I do, there''s been a change of ns" "About what?" "My friends areing over for a sleepover and I really don''t want you around" "Okay I''ll stay in my room" "I don''t want you around means I want you out of the house" "Where do you expect me to go?" "I don''t know''" she shrugged "Go crash at a friend''s ce or something" "I don''t have any friends" I whispered She put her hand on her chest "Aww" she wiped away a fake tear ¡°Whose fault is that?'' She sniffled "That''s so sad. Go shove it up your ass cause I''m not changing my mind. I don''t care what you say or where you go. I want you out okay?" "Okay" I whispered knowing I wasn''t going to win. She always had her way "Good girl" * I was outside sitting on the sidewalk in the cold night hugging my knees to my chest. I could hear the loud musicing from my sister''s room. The giggles,ughter, talking and more. It was obvious they were having a good time. I held back the tears, I''m tired of crying. I felt a warm liquid drop on my head. It was dripping and it smelt bad... I smelt my hair. It was I looked up to see Rachel and her friends at the windowughing. Rachel had a cup in her hand. I couldn''t help it I started crying. "Why?" I cried Theyughed more. It was urine they poured ''AWW'' Raven said "I''m sorry I really had to pee and the flush system wasn''t really working so I thought, why waste it?" "Don''t worry" Rita shouted "Urine makes your hair grow. Its also healthy for the skin" she saidughing "You should be thanking us" Roli said Rachel pouted looking at me "Oh, my poor sister, I should''ve stopped them but where''s the fun in that? Right guys?" "Yeaahh" they all replied They giggled "See ya" They closed the window, curtains and put off the lights I sat back down and watched the road as cars passed by. Suddenly, a red Rolls Royce pulled up at my driveway. Who could it be? And why is the person here so Alpha Damien came out from the car. When he saw me, a look of confusion came across his beautiful face. I don''t me him. I''d look the same way if I saw someone outside in the middle of the night dripping with pee. "What are you doing outside?" he asked I stood up and walked to him "Its a long story alpha" I murmured ¡°I forgot my phone. I came back to get it. Come on let¡¯s go" "I-I can¡¯t" "Why?" "They won''t let me" "Well, I have power over everyone in your household including your father because of my rank so obey my instruction let''s go" I flinched at the authority in his voice "Yes alpha" We went to the door and knocked "Who is it?" My mum asked from inside "Alpha Damien" "Oh my" The door opened. We both went inside. My dad was in the living room watching TV but stood up immediately he saw us "Alpha with all due respect what are you doing here at this time?" my dad asked "I forgot my phone, have you seen it?" "No, I haven''t. what about you Marie?" he was referring to my mom "I haven''t either" she replied Rachel came to the room with her friends "Mom we heard voices what¡¯s going on...oh hi alpha" She red at me "What are you doing here? I thought I told you to stay outside dog "I-I-I" "I said she coulde inside" Alpha Damien said Rachel blinked 5 times "Oh, I didn''t know" "Rachel, have you seen the alpha''s phone?" my dad asked She and her friends looked at each other and started whispering "What the hell is happening?" Damien''s voice boomed loudly across the living room "Don''t get me wrong I''m not poor. I can get 10 phones in a day but I have vital information in that device. Bring it out or I¡¯ll rip your heads off one by one" he growled I shook with fear "Uh I''ve seen it" Rachel said She brought it out of her pocket and handed it to him She bowed her head "I apologize alpha" He nodded "Ca lets go" he said "Where are you taking her?" my dad asked "To my pack house" "Why?" ¡°Because I can" "What makes you think you can do that?" He paused a while before answering "Cause she''s my mate" Chapter 6 Chapter 6 Cause she''s my mate Cause she''s my mate Those four words kept echoing in my head as Iy on my new bed Oh I didn''t tell you? Alpha Damien made me move to his pack house. He said since we''re mates we should start living together *shback* "What makes you think you can do that?'''' ''''Because she''s my mate'''' Before my dad could respond Alpha Damien dragged me outside but I kept whimpering I know I''m not happy here but its still my home. He has no right to take me away so abruptly especially without my permission. ''''What?'''' he snapped I sniffed ''''You''re scaring me'''' I cried ''''I scare a lot of people. I certainly won''t change for you'''' He continued pulling me ''''Where are you taking me?'''' I questioned ''''To my pack house'''' ''''Why?'''' ''''Cause you''re mine now'''' ''''B-but I don''t wanna go'''' He stopped and faced me ''''Listen here I will not tolerate indiscipline from you. Behave, if not I swear I don''t fucking care if you''re my mate. I will treat you worse than an omega. You will serve me as long as I live and do as I say. Do you understand?'''' I stood there quietly in shock. His grip on my hand tightened. I let out a cry of pain ''''Do -you-understand?'''' ''''Yes alpha'''' *End of shback* I got up from bed and checked the time on the wall clock. It was 6:49am. I have enough time to get ready for school. I got up and went to the bathroom to shower and brush my teeth When I was done, I went to the closet where all my clothes were neatly folded. I put on a pink tank top, white jeans with ck sandals. I grabbed my backpack and went downstairs to the kitchen. I saw Alpha Damien drinking a ss of milk.......shirtless. My mouth was hung open in shock. Good Lord his body was perfect He stood close to the window. The light rays of the morning sun shone directly on his abs. Some of the milk he drank ran down his chest. It looked like he just came back from a run or something. I quickly snapped out of it. This guy basically assaulted you less than twenty-four hours ago ! Now isn''t the time to admire him ''''Good morning alpha'''' I greeted He nodded I went over to the fridge and pulled out a bottle of water but I could feel alpha Damien staring at me. I closed the fridge putting the bottle in my bag. ''''What are you wearing?'''' he asked ''''Uh clothes alpha'''' ''''I''m aware of that. Don''t be rude to me '''' he growled I looked down at the floor ''''I''m sorry alpha'''' ''''Look at me when I''m talking to you'''' I looked at him This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. ''''I do not appreciate you exposing your body to other men, change now'''' ''''But...'''' He grabbed my chin and squeezed. I cried out in pain ''''What did I tell you about disrespecting me? You will do as I say; now change'''' ''''Yes alpha'''' He pushed me before walking out. I went upstairs to my room and wore a ck jacket before going downstairs I got out of the house then started walking to school. Soon I arrived at school. I entered the building and went straight to my locker ''''Ohhh Ca....'''' someone said I rolled my eyes. It was Rachel. The sound of her heels clinking could be heard as she made her way over to me. I ignored her ''''Oh so its like that now? You deaf or something?'''' I closed my locker, books in my hand ''''Yes Rachel?'''' She smiled ''''Ahh sister, how are you?'''' ''''Just tell me what you want so I can get to ss'''' ''''Well since you put it that way. I wanna see how the Silver Moon pack house is. Could you like tell Alpha Damien that I''d like to visit you'''' ''''No'''' I said ''''What?'''' ''''We barely talk to each other. He hates me'''' ''''How is that possible? You''re mates'''' ''''I don''t understand it myself'''' I shrugged ''''Liar! You''ll pay for this'''' I sighed. I''ve had more than enough bad luck in one morning. I don''t need my sister making things worse for me ''''Rachel please'''' ''''Because you''re the mate of the strongest alpha you think you''re better than me. You think you can say no to me? Think again. I always get what I want'''' She flipped her hair then cat walked down the hallway. I sighed running my fingers through my hair. I''m really frustrated. I walked down the hallway to my first ss. I entered and took a seat at the back. My chair was at the window sill so I just looked outside. I heard the chair next to me move indicating someone was sitting beside me ''''Hey'''' I turned my head to look at the person. A pair of blue unfamiliar eyes stared back at me ''''Hello?'''' I replied. It sounded more like a question that an answer. I''ve never seen this guy here. He must be new. ''''I''m Jake, I''m new here'''' ''''I''m Ca'''' ''''Cool. Nice meeting you'''' I heard whispering all around. Everyone''s eyes were on me. Its probably because the hot new guy is talking to me. I don''t want any trouble. ''''I don''t think you should talk to me. I''m not really liked around here'''' ''''Come on, its not everyday I get to talk to a pretty girl'''' I blushed ''''Thank you'''' The Physics teacher, Ms. Jones came in ''''Good morning ss" she said ''''Good morning'''' we replied ''''Before ss begins, I want everyone to turn in their assignments'''' She started going to tables collecting their books I panicked. I''ve been so caught up in all this drama that I forgot all about school work She got to my table ''''Miss Ca, your homework" ''''I- i-i didn''t do it'''' The ss burst into a fit of whispers and giggles. No doubt, they''re allughing at me. ''''You didn''t what?!'' ''''I''m sorry ma''am'''' ''''Get out'''' ''''Please i''ll...'''' ''''Get out you pathetic little thing!'''' All eyes were on me. I grabbed my bag and exited the ssroom in embarrassment Chapter 7 Chapter 7 The periods went by smoothly. I didn''t get into any trouble with other teachers I''m currently in the girl¡¯s locker room. I just finished taking a shower after P.E. I opened my locker but to my astonishment my clothes weren''t there. Not even my inner wears. I wrapped my towel around myself and went out of the room. I found all my clothes in the hallway on the floor I sighed and picked them up I went back to change. I didn''t need super powers to tell me that Rachel did it. When I was done I went home ** When I arrived in the pack house I went to the kitchen. There was a pretty blonde girl wearing a bra with shorts sitting on the counter. She was texting on her phone but looked up when she heard mee in ''''You''re Ca?'''' she asked with attitude ''''Yes, any problem?'''' ''''As a matter of fact, there is. Stay away from alpha Damien'''' ''''Um'''' ''''I get the part that you''re mates but he''s mine. I don''t care how you do it. Run away or kill yourself if you have to'''' I was on the verge of tears but I didn''t cry. I couldn''t I won''t ''''Do I make myself clear?'''' I just looked at her for a moment. Not saying anything, I walked out of the kitchen only for my hair to be yanked back Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. I yelled ''''You think you''re tough, don''t you? When I ask a question I want an answer you stupid little bitch'''' ''''What''s going on here?'''' She left my hair making me fall to the ground. I held my throbbing head ''''Oh nothing'''' she said batting her fake eyshes I didn''t recognize the guy but he had some sort of power radiating over him. He''s probably the Beta. ''''Leave now!'''' he growled She ran away. He gave me his hand; I took it then he pulled me up ''''Thank you'''' ''''Follow me, Alpha Damien wishes to see you'''' He led me upstairs down the corridor until we reached a door He knocked ''''Come in'''' ''''You may enter'''' he told me ''''Alone?'''' I asked scared ''''Yes'''' I took a deep breath before opening the door and entering the room shutting the door behind me Alpha Damien was seated on his desk. He looked up when he saw it was me ''''Good day Alpha. You wanted to see me'''' ''''Yes, have a seat'''' I walked over to the chair opposite him and sat down He got up and stood in front of me leaning on the table with folded arms ''''You went to school today, am I correct?'''' ''''Yes alpha'''' ''''Now exin to me why your assignment wasn''t done" I looked down. He''s definitely angry. ''''I believe I''m not talking to a log of wood. Answer me'''' ''''I have no excuse I-I-I''m sorry alpha'''' ''''I do not want a dull worthless Luna. You''re supposed to lead by example" ''''But alpha I...'''' ''''Shut up. Don''t talk unless I ask for your opinion'''' ''''Okay'''' ''''Okay what?'''' ''''Okay alpha'''' ''''Now get out of my sight'''' I got up, bowed then left his office **** Met this girltest year She said don''t you worry if I disappear I told her I''m not really looking for another mistake I was in the room singing a song I heard on Rachel''s phone. Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door. ''''Come in'''' It was the guy from earlier. The one I''m guessing is the beta ''''Good evening'''' I greeted ''''Dinner''s ready" he said before leaving the room I quickly arranged my clothes in my wardrobe before going downstairs to the kitchen I saw that girl with 2 other girls all dressed the same way I walked over to the fridge to get a ss of water ''''So, you can''t show respect, really?'''' The girl said "What?" Another shrieked "Does she know you''re the alpha''s mistress?" "She should treat you with respect" thest one added I ignored them ''''Did she just like ignore you?'''' No answer I grabbed the bottle and started drinking from it ''''Is she deaf or something?" Before I knew it someone grabbed my neck from behind lifting me from the ground ''''Ahhh'''' I screamed ''''What did I tell you about answering me?'''' She threw me across the room making my back collide with the wall ''''What''s going on here?'''' It was Alpha Damien, that beta guy and two other men The girl started crying ''''Alpha, beta she was being rude *sniff* to me'''' ''''Yes, its true'''' the other girl said ''''So, you hit your Luna!'''' the beta growled ''''Oh, shut up Eric she isn''t Luna yet. I can still reject her'' Damienreplied Eric gasped. I stood up ''''Ca,e here'''' Alpha Damienmanded I walked to him. I stood beside the girl ''''You disrespected Lucy, am I right?'''' ''''No sir I was just getting water'''' Lucy gasped ''''You liar!'''' She cried as she told a fake story of how I abused her and made her feel like a whore for being his mistress ''''Alpha she was mean to me using her title to oppress us she hit me first that''s why I pushed her. It was self defence'''' ''''Is that true girls?'''' Damien asked ''''Yes alpha'''' they replied He red at me ''''It isn''t true I swear'''' I tried to exin *SMACK* I touched my cheek, he pped me. No man shouldy a hand on a woman let alone his mate ''''GUARDS!'''' The two men from behind came forward ''''Take her to the dungeon. You will stay there until you learn to behave yourself. You will be isted'''' They both held my hands leading me out of the kitchen down the stairs into an empty dark room with bars. It looked exactly like a prison cell. One of them unlocked the bolts, the other pushed me inside making me fall to the cold hard floor. They locked it then left, leaving me all alone in the dark. I hugged my knees to my chest. I let out a loud scream not caring who heard me I''m tired I''m fed up I want to die Damien''s P.O.V I was in my office sorting out some files *KNOCK KNOCK* "You may enter'''' I ordered Eric, my Beta, came in closing the door behind him ''''You do realize we''re in 2020, right? You talk so formally like you''re in the middle ages. Chill out bro" ''''What do you want?'''' I asked, my eyes still on my work ''''Why must you assume I want something? Can''t I juste say hi to my friend" He came a little closer in front of me...but far from my table. I knew why. He was about to say something stupid so when I get angry, he can easily get away ''''You got 10 seconds to talk. If not, I will kick you out of my office'''' ''''It''s about Ca" ''''What about her?'''' ''''I don''t like the way you treat her man. She''s your mate'''' ''''You have no right to interfere with my private life'''' He chuckled ''''Not so private anymore. You publicly embarrassed her for no good reason. Are you scared?'''' I raised my head up "Of?" ''''Falling in love with her. I mean look at her, she''s fucking gorgeous and she seems nice" I scoffed ''''That''s ridiculous. I can never. She''s pathetic'''' ''''Says the guy who watches her sleep at night'''' I red at him ''''GET OUT'''' "You gotta stop treating her like trash. You''re just afraid she''s may turn out the way Maria did'''' That was thest straw I grabbed themp from my table and threw it in his direction but he quickly dodged Heughed ''''See ya'''' he said running out of my office with inhumane speed I ran my hands over my face in frustration'' What''s wrong with me? Chapter 8 Chapter 8 I was just entering the school building To say my mate is cruel is an understatement. Guess what I got for breakfast today? You want to know, huh? Bread in a bowl with water in it. They basically shoved it in my face. The water wasn''t even clean. I refused at first but they forced me to eat it As I walked through the hallway, I noticed people staring at me whispering. I''m used to people making fun of me but this is so weird. I saw a group of students gathered in front of a wall. Some were taking pictures. I pushed through the crowd to take a look. I gasped when I saw what the picture was. It was a picture of me wrapped in a towel bending down to pick my clothes. Turns out when I bent down the towel loosened up a bit exposing my breasts. I remembered what happened yesterday. "I don''t know what you guys are looking at. There''s really nothing to see here" Everyoneughed. There were posters everywhere I couldn''t help it, I started crying. I ran to my locker but there was a poster there. On top of it read. Ca Brooklyn; America''s Next Porn Star I grabbed it and tore it, letting the pieces drop to the floor. I opened my locker and started bringing out my books. The R Train decided to pass all dressed in pink. They stood beside my locker. Rachel was holding the poster "Oh, look girls, who''s this?" she asked pointing at the poster "I don''t know" Rachael said "She looks familiar though" Raven said "I wonder who" Roni added Roli took the poster She looked at it then at me "I know who, its Ca. Your sister" Rachel faked gasped collecting the poster from Roli. She looked at it. "Ca, sister. It really is you. Aww and I thought I was the slut'' They allughed. Tears kepting from my eyes. Why would my own sister do this to me? What have I done to deserve all of this?. She pouted and cleaned the tears from my cheek ''Aww, is the little baby crying?'' *SMACK* She pped me "Good. You deserve worse than this bitch. I told you, you''ll pay" She held the poster up to my face and pointed at it "This is just the beginning, sister. There''s more where that came from. Let''s go girls" They flipped their hair before walking away I looked at myself in my locker mirror. I wiped my tears away, brought out my biology books, closed my locker then went to my first ss. I took a seat at the back, where I could be far away from people as possible. Students started filing in "Ca" I heard a voice call I looked up. It was Jake "Hey" I whispered He sat on the chair next to me "Sorry bout what happened" "Its okay I''m used to it" I shrugged sadly "If it makes you feel better, I took down all the posters and tore them" I pouted and the tears came out. I just couldn''t stop them Jake''s eyes widened in surprise. ''I''m sorry. Did I say something wrong?" I shook my head ''No, you didn¡¯t. No one ever cared for me. I''m surprised you do. No one bothers with me" I said wiping my tears away. A group of girls stopped by our table. "Hey Jakey" a girl said Her name is Sasha He chuckled "Giving me nicknames already I see" She giggled "Its because you''re cute" "Thanks" "When I saw you two talking I couldn''t help but wonder. Why are you hanging out with this waste of space?" "She''s my friend" I smiled "Please, a guy like you should be hanging out with the R train" another girl said "Who are those?" "The coolest girls in this school" "Thanks, but no thanks. I''m fine with Ca" I blushed at his words "You''re wee to join us anytime you get tired of this piece of crap" "I don''t think that''ll ever happen" "Well, see youter" They went to their various seats "You didn''t have to do that" I said "I know, I wanted to" He smiled. I almost melted but I remembered I have a mate "A mate who doesn''t love us'' my wolf, Roxie said "Oh, shut up" I retorted The opening of the door was heard. The biology teacher, Mr Penn came in. He stood in his usual spot, the middle of the ssroom. "Good morning ss" "Good morning Mr Penn" "Today we''re going to talk about the external features of the female reproductive system. I have the perfect illustration" A guy raised up his hand "Yes Steven" "Isn''t that like porn?" The whole ssughed "Not necessarily" Mr Penn searched his pocket and brought out the poster of me taping it to the board. I gasped "Miss Ca is the perfect specimen" I grabbed my bag and ran out of ss. Everyone in ss including Mr Pennughed I went to the staircase and sat on thest one. I put my head in my hands and sobbed Why me? A few minutester I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Jake I wiped my tears with the back of my palm "What are you doing here?" I asked He sat down beside me "I forced my way out of ss to look for you and all I get is what are you doing here?" I was silent "I''m so sorry this is happening to you. You don''t deserve any of this" "How do you know that?" "Cause you''re a good person" "How are you so sure? What if I''m a criminal? What if that''s the reason they treat me this way?" He chuckled "I think I''ll know a criminal if I see one" "Maybe I have an innocent face" He put his arm around my shoulder drawing me closer to him. I put my head on his shoulder I was a little stiff. This is the closest contact I''ve ever had with a boy Who am I kidding? This is the only contact I''ve ever had with a boy In fact, I''ve never had contact like this with someone in my entire life Heughed "Rx, you''re as stiff as a wall" I blushed looking at my shoes. He used his finger to raise up my chin making me look up at him "Hey its okay I don''t bite.... except you want me to" I giggled "Do you want me to Ca?" he whispered Before I could respond the bell rang. He stood up and reached for my hand. I shook my head. I don''t want to face anybody right now. "Come on, it''ll be okay" I looked at him for a while before taking his hand. He pulled me up. I slung my backpack over my shoulder. "Don''t worry. It will all be over soon" I raised an eyebrow in confusion "What do you mean by that?" "The abuse, the bullying, everything" I sighed N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. "I hope so" I looked at the floor. He raised my head up "Hey rx okay. I''m not gonna hurt you" I fiddled with my fingers "Its just that this thing is new to me. I''ve never had a friend before" "I''m d to be your first" He smiled revealing his cute dimples. I couldn''t help but smile too "Come on" he said taking my hand We walked down the hallway "What pack are you from?" I asked trying to make a conversation "Pack? What''s a pack?" My eyes widened in surprise Jake is human "Sorry. Silly me I meant club. What club are you in?" "None yet. I''m thinking martial arts" "Seriously? You fight?" "Yeah ever since I was a kid" "Interesting" "It is" I stopped at my next ss "I''ll see youter" I said "Sure, how bout I drop you off after school or do you have a ride already?" "No, I''ll walk. I don''t want to trouble you" "Its okay. We''re friends, right?" I smiled "Right" "Bye" I waved then entered the ssroom Chapter 9 Chapter 9 What would I do without your smart mouth? Drawing me in and you kicking me out You''ve got my head spinning No kidding I can''t pin you down I did a 360-ballet spin with my left leg in the air. I was in the dance studio. I love to dance. It''s the best form to let out all your feelings in an artistic way It takes all your sorrows away. For the past minute I forgot about all that happened My head''s underwater But I''m breathing fine I did a slow cartwheelnding perfectly on my feet You''re crazy and I''m out of my mind I did a full split Cause all of me loves all of you All your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections I slowly got up without using my hands. Instead I lifted myself up with my legs closing in a graceful manner. Cause you give me all of you And I give me all of you uh oh I heard pping. I turned around to see Jake "Wow. I''m impressed" he said "Thanks, what are you doing here?" "I was looking for you. School''s over" "Oh I must have lost track of time" "I can see why" "How long have you been standing there?" "Long enough" I turned off the music box and grabbed my bag "I''m ready, let''s go" "Aren''t you going to change?" I was wearing ck tight leggings and a white crop top. I always put spare clothes in my locker for times like this. "Naah, no need" "Good. I prefer you like this anyways" I giggled We walked out of the school building and into the parking lot. We stopped when we got to a ck Mercedes Benz. "This is your car?" I asked surprised "Yeah" "Wow it''s so cool" "I guess" he shrugged "Rich parents, you know" "Oh" "Get in" We both entered the car before he started the ignition and drove off. "Where do you live?" he asked I gave him directions to the pack house. A few minutester he parked at the driveway "Whoa your house is like a mansion" he said "You can say that" "It could pass as a hotel. How many people live here?" "A lot" "I see" "Thank you" "For what exactly?" "Everything" He chuckled "Anytime. If you need me just call" "Too bad, I don''t have a phone" He brought out a pen and paper from his pocket. He wrote something in it and gave it to me This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. "That''s my number, any chance you get just call" "Thanks" "You''re wee" "Bye" I waved to him "Bye" I got out of the car and waved before entering the house When I got in I came face to face with a very angry Alpha Damien Chapter 10 Chapter 10 ''''Good day Alpha'''' I greeted He walked forward with his hands behind his back. I gulped. Boy am I in trouble. ''''Tell me Ca, what''s good about the day?'''' I kept silent ''''ANSWER ME!'''' he growled I looked at the ground in fear ''''I-i-i-i-I don''t know'''' He chuckled slightly ''''Who is he?'''' He asked ''''Who?'''' He grabbed me by my neck and pushed me roughly against the wall. I whimpered not wanting to aggravate him more ''''Who is he?'''' he growled ''''Who?'''' Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. His grip on my neck tightened. I struggled for air ''''Lie to me, I dare you'''' ''''I don''t know who you''re talking about'''' ''''The boy who dropped you off earlier'''' ''''That''s Jake. He''s new at school'''' ''''Why did I see him giving you a piece of paper?" He can never know that Jake gave me his number or else i''m dead. ''''We''re friends Alpha'''' ''''What pack is he in?'''' ''''None'''' ''''What do you mean none?'''' ''''He-he''s human'''' He removed his hand making me fall to the floor. I held my neck gasping for air ''''Why did he drop you off?'''' ''''No reason" I choked "he just wanted to help'''' ''''I don''t want you around that boy anymore'''' I looked up at him in disbelief. What? ''''B-but'''' ''''No buts, its final'''' ''''Why?'''' ''''Cause I say so, if I see you two together I will rip his throat off his neck. So, if you care about him, I suggest you tell him. Is that clear?'''' I restrained the tears froming. Just when I thought I made a friend now this happens ''''Yes Alpha'''' ''''Good, go back to the dungeon'''' I stood up, bowed my head and went on my way As I walked down the hallway, I bumped into the beta ''''Good day Beta'''' ''''Hey Ca. No need to be so formal towards me. Call me Eric'''' ''''Er - Eric'''' ''''Yeah. Its not to hard to pronounce, is it?'''' He teased Iughed ''''No, it isn''t" ''''WHAT ARE YOU DOING?'''' A voice boomed behind us It was Alpha Damien ''''I ¨C I was talking to Eric'''' I exined ''''I thought I told you to go to the dungeon'''' ''''Chill out dude we were just having a conversation'''' Eric said "You will speak to me with respect Eric" ''''Whatever." he rolled his eyes "nice talking to you Ca'''' He then walked away ''''You will not disrespect me'''' Damien shouted at me ''''''I-I''m sorry Alpha'''' ''''Move'''' ''''Yes sir'''' I made my way to the dungeon. It was dark as usual, your typical thing. Creepy bugs, one window high up, spider webs everywhere. I sat down and sighed as I remembered a song I always heard when I was little I hummed the beat I heard there was a secret chord That David yed and then pleased the Lord But you don''t really care for music, do ya? When it goes like this the fourth the fifth The minor fall and the major lift The babbled kingposing Hallelujah Alleluia Alleluia Alleluia Allelu-u-u-u-ia I smiled after I finished singing reying Jake''s words in my head Don''t worry Ca it''ll be over soon I sighed in relief Maybe it was just my imagination but before I drifted to sleep, I swear I heard a voice say to me Be patient little one it will all be over soon Chapter 11 Chapter 11 Damien''s P.O.V I was in my office sorting out some files Uh oh oh oh oh oh oh Natalie La Rose I wanna rock with somebody Where''s thating from? Whoever''s ying that sure has some guts. Everyone knows I don''t like to be disturbed. I groaned as I got up. I walked out of my office and down the corridor following the sound. I finally reached the room and opened it. It was Ca dancing. She had her back to me so she didn''t notice I was standing there. I leaned against the wall and watched her. I watched how her body moved to the rhythm. I just stood there admiring her curves. She was wearing a crop top ..or isn''t that what they call it? It covered only the upper part of her stomach with ck tight leggings. And at the end of the night When the lights go out Will we turn down ? No no we won''t She started doing a dance I see Eric do a lot. I think its called the shmoney.. yeah that''s it. Her moves matched the song perfectly I wanna rock with somebody I wanna take shots with somebody She put her arms behind her head and I don''t know how she did it- she made her waist break matching the rhythm as she slid to the floor, she made her hips curve pulling her up in a sexy manner Shots shots shots shots shots I wanna leave with somebody Her moves were amazing. I had the urge to go up to her, hold her hips and make her grind against me, touching her in forbidden ces. Doing things to her The thought made me hard Ca¡¯s P.O.V I heard pping. I turned around to see Alpha Damien leaning against the wall "Nice one. i never knew you had it in you" Oh my god. I wanted faint on the spot right there and then I''m in so much trouble. ''I''m sorry Alpha, I know I''m not supposed to be here'' "Then tell me, why are you here?" "I came to get my clothes for tomorrow" "And?" "I heard the music and I couldn''t help but dance" "you take dancing lessons?" "No sir" "Then who taught you?" "No one .I learnt how to dance myself" He moved closer to me. He pushed me gently against the wall and put both hands on either side of my body...trapping me He leaned down to capture my lips in a very sweet kiss...my first kiss. His lips tasted like vani; my favourite vour He used his teeth to bite my bottom lip. I opened up allowing his tongue ess to my mouth. I felt butterflies in my stomach, sparks flew everywhere. The electricity pulsing through my veins He held my waist pulling me closer to him. I put my arms around his neck. I moaned as the kiss became deeper and more intense. Our tongues dancing together. Him touching me in ces I could never imagine. It felt like heaven. My core became hot because of all the touching we were doing Suddenly he pulled away. We were both breathing heavily We stared at each other for a while. I swear I could see something in his deep blue eyes. I smiled His face got serious immediately. It was as if he made a huge mistake "Go back to the dungeon" he ordered He left banging the door behind hi Alpha Damien''s P.O.V I ran my hand through my hair in frustration. I was doing good before until she came around. I paced round the room thinking. Why can''t I forget about that kiss? Why did she make me feel like this? I heard my door open. Lucy came in "You said you wanted to see me, alpha" "Yeah I uh" I cleared my throat. I was hard already ..........all because of her "Yes Alpha?" "I just wanted you to take these files for me" She came to the table where the books were "Whatever you want to do is fine with me Alpha" "Oh really?" She smirked "Really" I bent her over the table and raised her skirt up. I reached over to massage her breasts nibbling on her earlobe. "When you get to school tomorrow, I want you to do something" I unbuckled my belt and took my pants off "Sure...ohh...what is it" She moaned as I entered her from behind "I want you to find out who Jake is" "Is that all?" "Make sure he doesn''t get near my mate" "Sure I-I-I-I''ll do that" "Good" Ca''s P.O.V I was in the kitchen trying to call Jake with the house phone "Come on. Come on" I mumbled I''m taking a risk here. What if someone saw me? Or worse, Alpha Damien. I just needed to hear Jake''s soothing voice to calm me down. He was so friendly to me and I felt He picked up on the fifth ring "Hello?" Thank goodness "Hey Jake. Its me Ca" "Oh hey. How are you?'' "I''m good. I just wanted to say hi" "Oh thanks. You good?"'' I heard footsteps behind me "Yes. I''ll see you at school tomorrow. I have to go'' ''''Why? I want to talk to you" "I have something urgent to do" i lied "Oh Okay. Bye then" "Bye I hung up and put the phone in its usual ce ''Who were you talking to?'' I froze in my spot. I''m so dead. At first i thought it was Damien but his voice isn''t that friendly. I turned around to see Eric bouncing a basketball I sighed in relief "Eric, its you. Thank the moon goddess" "Who did you expect?" "Alpha Damien" He chuckled "Its funny how you call your mate Alpha" he shook his head "Anyway you haven''t answered my question" "That was my friend from school" "A boy?" "Yes - please don''t tell Alpha about this. I beg you'''' I sighed in relief "Its alright. I''m not a snitch" "Thank you so much" I was about to leave but what he said made me stop dead in my tracks. "You do know he loves you right" Eric said "Who?" "Damien, right from the moment he saw you" Iughed, thinking he was joking but his face was dead serious "Oh you''re serious?" I asked him He nodded "How do you know that?" I questioned "We''re basically brothers" he exined "We tell each other everything. Well he didn''t tell me this but I know" "If he loves me, why is he being mean to me?" "He''s trying to fight his feelings for you because of what happened with Maria" "Who''s Maria?" Content ? N?velDrama.Org. "His ex girlfriend...sorta" It broke my heart to hear he was with someone else before me "What happened?" "Its not in my position to tell you that" "Oh" "You really like him, don''t you?" "I do although he''s really mean; I can''t help but like him. He is my mate; the pull is there" I confirmed my feelings after he kissed me a few hours ago "Tell him how you feel then" "He isn''t making it easy for me" I mumbled I told him everything, all about the kiss. He was surprised "Wow that''s ...I don''t even know what to say" "Yeah me neither" "How was it? Tell me" Eric teased Iughed and sighed dreamily "It was everything i imagined my first kiss would be. I never knew he could be so gentle and sweet" "Tell him how you feel" "Right now?" "Yup before you chicken out" "Thanks" I gave him a hug. He held me by my waist "Anytime'''' I pulled away "Showtime!" Heughed I walked upstairs to Alpha Damien''s office. I opened the door and entered "Hey I wanna tell you something...." I started I almost fainted at the sight I saw. Damien was having sex with Lucy on the table. I stumbled backwards but Eric caught me. I didn''t even know he was there "Just came to give you support but instead I saw this" Eric said They stopped when they heard us. Lucy covered her boobs. Damien pulled out, wore his pants and faced us "What are you doing here?" he growled "I-I-I wanted to tell you something" I stuttered "You aren''t supposed to be here" "That doesn''t change what happened" I shouted for the first time in my life "If you were in the dungeon you wouldn''t have seen what you saw" "Really man, that''s your excuse?" Eric screamed "GET OUT" "dly. I''m so sorry Ca" I nodded as he left. Lucy gave me an evil smile but all I could see was red. I don''t know what came over me. I don''t care whether she''s his mistress. I don''t care about what rtionship they had before I came into his life but that is my mate and seeing what I just saw almost made me run mad. I ran and lunged at her making her fall to the ground. I got on top of her and used my hands to grip her neck. She started screaming, I didn''t care. I reigned punches on her. My ws came out automatically. I used them to scratch her body. It was as if something else took over me. I was pulled up by Damien. She stood up. Her face was red and filled with bruises. He went to her side "Are you okay?'''' he asked "No, I''m not thanks to that worthless THING!" "Me? Worthless?" I shouted " You''re the one sleeping with someone else''s mate'' "Watch your tongue" he snapped "You''re a pathetic little bitch" she screamed I stomped out of the room. I couldn''t care less. All I knew was I had to get out of here Damien''s P.O.V I wasying on my bed looking at the ceiling. I tried sleeping but every time I close my eyes I saw Ca''s beautiful face. I hate feeling guilty but its eating me up alive Its not my fault I''m like this. As you can guess I''ve been hurt in the past Maria The name brought shivers down my spine She was my world She was my everything She was the woman I loved Keyword ''was'' *shback* Maria and I were lying on my bed. She''s been looking sad all day. I pulled her closer to me ''Baby what¡¯s wrong?" I asked "Nothing" "Talk to me please" "Its just that my mom is sick and I''m broke" She buried her face in my chest crying "Why didn''t you tell me? I''ll send the money to her tomorrow or I''ll give it to you" She raised her head up to look at me "seriously?" "Yes" I kissed her forehead "I love you so much¡± she said pecking my lips "I love you more sweetheart" *The next day I had sent a lot of money to Maria''s ount for her mother''s cancer treatment and also for her to get away for some time. I was justing back from the bank "Maria?¡¯ ¡°I called entering the room. I looked all over the ce; she was nowhere to be found I saw a gift box on my bed. I went towards it and picked it up. I opened it, it was a metal. I fell as soon as I touched it screaming in agony Wolfsbane It literally burnt a hole in my skin. I saw a paper in her handwriting Take that you naive fool *end of shback* Before then I was in control because she gave me love. She kept me calm. She was able to tame the monster in me. How was she able to do it? I don''t know till this very day Ever since then I became someone else. The amount of innocent blood I''ve shed is enough to make me go insane. Later, I found out that she had gotten married to her mate in Paris. Apparently, she used the money I gave her to run away and start a new life with him. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door "Come in" Eric entered "Alpha there''s a problem" "What is it?" "Ca is gone" Ca''s P.O.V I ran all the way through the forest in my wolf form. My wolf began whimpering ''''Slow down" sheined ''''We''re almost there'''' A few minutester I arrived. Iid down on my back and looked at the Stars in the sky ''''We''re here'''' I said ''''Its beautiful'''' ''''See, it was worth the run'''' There wasplete silence for a while ''''I wish our mate was here with us'''' she added A tear slipped from my cheek ''''No, he doesn''t love us'''' ''''Yes, he does, he just doesn''t know how to show it'''' ''''How do you know?'''' Cause I do'''' ''''Please stop'''' ''''No... listen to m...'''' Before she could finish, I blocked her out of my mind. I love toe here; it was a half moon but still the sky looked lovely. I sighed sadly If only....no never mind Damien''s P.O.V ''''Argghhhh'''' I screamed as I threw the vase on the floor ''''Slow down'''' Eric said from behind me ''''How do you expect me to do that? My mate is missing'''' ''''I wonder whose fault that is?'''' I turned around to face him ''''What did you say?'''' ''''You heard me. Why are you acting like you care anyway? She deserves better than a mate who treats her like trash" I punched a hole in the wall, my breathing increasing by the second ''''I know'''' Eric sat down on the bent couch I destroyed. I pulled at my hair in frustration ''''Where could she be?'''' I asked ''''You''re asking me?'''' My tracker, Joe came in ''''Any sign of her?'''' I asked ''''No alpha'''' I grabbed him by the cor lifting him off the ground ''''What do you mean no sign of her?'''' He started choking ''''My men and I searched everywhere. No sign sir I swear'''' ''''Dude, let the guy go'''' Eric said I flung him across the room ''''Get out'''' He quickly bowed and left the room I sat down beside Eric with my head in my hands ''''I''m such a fool'''' Imented ''''Wow I''m surprised'''' ''''By?'''' ''''How long it took for you to realize it'''' ''''Not helping'''' ''''I know'''' ''''Please tell me the truth Eric. Do you know where she is?'''' ''''Nope'''' I sighed ''''But bro can I ask you a question'''' I nodded ''''Why do you treat her so cruel?'''' ''''I don''t know'''' ''''If she was the one you saw sleeping with another guy, how would you feel'''' I clenched my fists tightly at the thought ''''The boy will die'''' ''''See? Why do you keep hurting her'''' ''''I don¡¯t'' know, I''m afraid of being loved...or to love'''' ''''Oh really? Tell me more Shakespeare'''' I let out a deep breath ''''I loved her from the first day I ever set my eyes on her. When I had dinner with her father. The way she nervously held her fork when she ate, the innocent look on her face. Her mesmerizing blue eyes when they locked with mine.... I just I don''t know. I''m scared'''' '' ''''Of what exactly? Love isn''t a bad thing'''' ''''It is when you fall for the wrong person'''' ''''How so?'''' ''''I just...I don''t want another girl to take me for granted the way Maria did, I mean I loved her'''' "Ca isn''t like that'''' ''''I know. I just I don''t know'''' I didn''t even notice when the tears started falling. if anything happened to her I don''t know what I¡¯ll do...I can''t live with the guilt Eric hugged me as I cried while patting my back ''''It''ll be alright'''' ''''No, it won''t, what if she doesn''te back?'''' ''''She will, she loves you'''' ''''I doubt that'''' ''''Just make sure you guys make up'''' ''''Okay'''' ''''You''ll be fine'''' ''''I love you bro, you''re the best'''' Eric quickly pulled away. He wiped my eyes ''''Do I look like Ca to you'''' I chuckled ''''No'''' ''''So, what you saying you love me for? I am not gay bro. I know I haven''t found my mate yet but I''m straight'''' Iughed ''''I meant as a friend'''' He sighed in relief ''''Good, you''re not even my type anyway'''' Iughed ''''You sure she''lle back?'''' I asked ''''Positive'''' Chapter 12 Chapter 12 Ca''s P.O.V I entered the house in my human form. I gasped as I opened the door. Everywhere was ruined. Broken pieces of ss were shattered everywhere on the floor ''''What happened in here?'''' I asked myself "''Hey¡± a voice said It was Eric "Hi" He rushed to hug me, I hugged him back "Where were you?" he asked me "I just went for a run to clear my head" He pulled away "We were so worried" "We?" "Alpha Damien and I. He practically sent a group of hunters to look for you" My spirit had a little hope. "He was worried about me?" I couldn''t believe it. Does this mean he cares? Does this mean my wolf is right? Does he really love me? "Yes. I''ve never seen him like that before" "Wow" Someone cleared their throat It was Damien "That''s my cue to leave" Eric said before leaving ''Where were you?" Damien asked me His voice was calm. Okay. Maybe this is a good sign His hair was ruffled. He looked like he was genuinely worried. My inner goddess did a happy dance "I went for a run alpha" "Without telling me?" What? You were fucking another girl and you expected me to tell...never mind "I''m sorry alpha¡¯ ¡°I said instead "Sorry won''t fix anything, you have to be punished" "But..." "To the dungeon now....." "Please..." "No..I won''t hear it. You are to stay there until I say so. You will only eat once a day. Do you understand?" I nodded "Answer me when I''m talking to you" "Yes Alpha" I threw a stone at the wall making it bounce back to me before throwing it again. I repeated this action several times out of boredom. All I do in this dungeon is to sleep and think about my pathetic life. I heard the door open. I looked up to see Eric holding a tray of food. He put the tray of food on myp and sat down beside me. ''''Hey sorry bout what happened" he apologized "I saw the whole thing'''' Iughed sadly ''''I actually had my hopes high, thinking he''d love me you know'''' Tears came out from my eyes. I wiped them but they fell harder anyway. ''''Hey please don''t cry'''' I felt dizzy.. like the world spun around meN?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. ''''I brought food for you'''' ''''Thanks but I''m not hungry'''' ''''Ca?'''' ''''Yes'''' ''''When was thest time you ate?" ''''I can''t remember. I''m used to it'''' ''''Please eat'''' " I can''t'''' Eric said something but I couldn''t hear because I felt like I was out of this world..in a bad way "Ca, are you alright?'''' I opened my mouth to respond but no words came out. I think I fell on the floor then everything went ck. Damien''s P.O.V 191 192 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200 I got up. I just finished doing push ups to get my mind off her. I went to the sink in the bathroom to wash my face I really want to be nice to Ca but the beast won''t let me. No matter how hard I try I always end up hurting her. If she ran away I won''t me her. I deserve it When I was done I went to my room and sat on the bed The door opened revealing Eric ''''Hey bro" I said " what''s up?'''' ''''This isn''t time for that right now'''' I sighed. He''s probably angry about the way I spoke to Ca ''''Look.. i can exin'''' ''"Ca fainted'''' Chapter 13 Chapter 13 *Ca''s P.O.V I woke up hearing a sound Beep Beep Beep It felt like the room around me was spinning. I tried to get up but my back hurt ''''Hey you''re awake'''' a voice said It was Eric ''''Where am i?'''' I asked. My voice sounded hoarse and cracked ''''The pack hospital'''' ''''What happened?'''' ''''You passed out'''' An old man, who I''m guessing is the doctor judging from hisb coat came in with Damien behind him. ''''Ah, you''re awake'''' the man smiled ''''Who are you?'''' I questioned ''''I''m Doctor Jomar" See...I''m correct ''''Oh'''' ''''When was thest time you ate?'''' He asked me ''''i-i-i-I can''t remember'''' ''''Your body is suffering from malnutrition. Some of your bones are broken. Care to exin?'''' Well i could tell you that I constantly get bullied in school which sometimes leads to me getting beat up plus the abuse i face at home but we aren''t ready for that discussion yet, are we? I would sound even more pathetic than I already do. ''''I have nothing to say'''' I whispered ''''Well, eat right and exercise you''ll be fine'''' ''''Thank you sir'''' Doctor Jomar and Eric left the room, leaving me alone with Damien. He did not look happy at all. He looked infuriated. I didn''t know what to do so I fiddled with my fingers ''''Uh hi'''' I awkwardly said ''''Why Ca?'''' The way he says my name.......no I shouldn''t be thinking about this now ''''Why what alpha?'''' ''''Why don''t you eat. Do you want me to look mean and heartless?'''' I looked down. He isn''t bothered about me. He''s bothered about his image. Content ? N?velDrama.Org. ''''No alpha'''' ''''Why then?'''' ''''I''m used to not eating that''s all'''' He shook his head ''''You can have your room back now, I think you''ve been in the dungeon enough'''' ''''Thank you alpha'''' ''''You''ve learnt your lesson haven''t you'''' ''''Yes alpha'''' "Plus the fainting spell you did was really good. I knew you could dance..never knew you could act too. I''m not going to fall for that'''' My face dropped ''''Have a nice day'''' He walked out Chapter 14 Chapter 14 **a weekter* I''m in the living room dusting the furniture while Damien is on the couch using hisptop. I felt him watching me ''''Is there something wrong?'''' I asked ''''Why do you ask that?'''' ''''I felt you staring at me'''' He opened his mouth to answer but the door bell rang ''''I''ll get it'''' I went and opened the door. I smiled widely when I saw who it was ''''Jake!'''' He attacked me with a hug ''''Hey Ca, I missed you'''' We pulled away ''''Aw I missed you too'''' Damien cleared his throat from behind me Content property of N?velDra/ma.Org. ''''Hello'''' Jake greeted ''''Hi, and you are?" Damien asked ''''I''m Jake'''' ''''He''s my friend from school'''' I responded Damien''s face did not look good at all. He looked like he would strangle Jake at the slightest opportunity. ''''Who''s he?'''' Jake asked me ''''This is Damien. .uh my...'''' I didn''t know what to say ''''Boyfriend'''' Damien said ''''Oh'''' Jake looked disappointed ''''Yeah that''s it'''' I said Oh wow. I was not expecting that ''''Can I talk to you outside?'''' Jake asked me ''''Sure" I stepped outside closing the door behind me ''''You never told me you had a boyfriend'''' he frowned ''''I don''t'''' ''''He said otherwise'''' I sighed ''''It''splicated'''' He looked at me for a while then shook his head. ''''Okay I get it'''' He handed me a box of chocte with red roses ''''These are for you'''' I collected them from him with a wide smile. ''''Thank you so much'''' ''''I was worried about you in school. I didn''t see you for a whole week'''' ''''I was sick that''s all'''' ''''Sorry, are you okay now?'''' ''''Yeah, I''lle to school tomorrow'': ''''Well I wanna ask you something'''' ''''Go ahead'''' ''''The principal announced that there''s gonna be prom next week Wednesday. I wanted to know if you''d like to go with me'''' My heart did cartwheels. I''ve never been asked to a school dance before. I am over excited. The best part is I''ll be going with a cute guy. ''''I''d love to'''' ''''Really?'''' ''''Yes'''' ''''Won''t your boyfriend be mad?" ''''One..he''s not my boyfriend. Two . He doesn''t have to know'''' ''''Okay good'''' ''''Thanks a lot'''' ''''No problem, get well soon'''' ''''I will, bye'''' I entered the house with a big smile on my face. Damien stood there with a big scowl on his face I gulped ''''Did he give you that?" Damien growled ''''Yes alpha'''' He took them from me and threw them in the fire ce ''''But why?'''' I cried ''''I told you I never want to see you around him again'''' ''''I didn''t know he wasing'''' ''''Oh didn''t you?'''' ''''He''s still my friend'''' ''''I don''t give two fucks who he is. I don''t want you near him period'''' ''''why?'''' ''''Leave it alone'''' He walked up the stairs. I don''t know where the confidence wasing from but I followed him to his office closing the door behind us I''m determined to know why ''''Why don''t you want him near me?'''' ''''I said leave it alone'''' ''''No I won''t'''' ''''Have you forgotten who you''re talking to'''' '' ''''it doesn''t matter right now'''' "Yes it does. I demand respect'''' ''''I''m giving you respect, I just wanna know why I can''t see a friend'''' ''''I said leave it alone '''' ''''I won''t'''' ''''Do you want to be punished?'''' ''''I don''t care about that right now. Tell me'''' ''''Ca for thest time. Leave ¨Cit-alone'''' He said thest part slowly ''''No'''' ''''Can''t you see he likes you? You''re obviously attracted to him too. He''s a threat to me. Isn''t it obvious?" Chapter 15 Chapter 15 I just stood there dumbfounded. The look he had on his face made me sad. ''''You''re not saying anything'''' he mumbled ''''I-I-I-I don''t know what to say'''' He sighed ''''I really care about you Ca. I-i- know it''ll be hard to forgive me but I''m really sorry. I''m also willing to be a better mate'''' Where is all thising from? ''''''You really hurt me" I whispered unable to speak ''''I know. I''m sorry'''' ''''I''m willing to try too'''' ''''Really?'''' ''''Yes'''' He opened up his arms wide. I closed the space between us giving him a hug ''''Just so you know, Lucy means nothing to me'''' ''''Good'''' ''''You''re mean, you know that? She has bruises'''' I giggled ''''That''ll teach her'''' I herd a voice behind us ''''Finally!!!!!!!!!!! THEY MADE UP!'''' There was a crash. The door fell with Eric right on top. He had a mischievous grin on his face ''''I can exin'''' he said ''''I''m listening'''' Damien responded "You see I was ermm...'''' ''''You were eavesdropping weren''t you?'''' I teased ''''Yeah'''' he scratched his head ''''Get my door fixed'''' Damien said ''''Come on man, I''m broke'''' I shook my head. Oh Eric, what are we going to do with you? ********************* ''''Your room is lovely'''' Iplimented Damien sat on his bed while I looked at the pictures on the wall ''''Better get used to it you''ll be sleeping here from now on'''' My heart beat sped up ''''Why?'''' ''''Cause I said so'''' I noticed a picture of a smiling girl. She looked so beautiful. She was hugging Damien from behind while heughed. They were on the beach. She wore a yellow leotard, he wore briefs. They looked so happy together. ''''Who''s she?'''' I asked pointing at her ''''That''s Marie?'''' ''''So she''s the Marie'''' I mumbled I could see why he loved her. She had everything ''''What did you say?'''' ''''Nothing she''s beautiful'''' ''''Believe me when I say you''re better looking'''' I blushed ''''That''s not true'''' ''''it is'''' We stayed like that for a long time ''''Come here'''' I walked over to the bed he pulled me to straddle him. He bent his head to trail soft kisses round my neck. I moaned at the contact The sparks were undeniable. I didn''t even know when I put my hand in his hair. To say my heart was Content ? N?velDrama.Org. beating fast is an understatement ''''I love how your heart races whenever I touch there'''' he whispered When his lips touched mine, that''s all it took for everything in me to explode. The only sound that filled the room was the sound of our lustful moans. My hands in his hair. His hands going up and down my back pressing us chest to chest Our tongues danced together to a blissful tune.. a lovely rhythm. A rhythm only both of us could understand. Things were starting to get heavy, the kiss became faster I whimpered when he pulled away ''''But why?'''' I groaned ''''I had to stop. I''m sorry. Look what you did'''' He pointed to therge bulge in his trousers. I giggled He gave me a soft kiss ''''I''m gonna take a cold shower now'''' He got up and walked to the bathroom closing the door gently behind him. I smiled to myself as I touched my lips once more I sighed in content I can''t believe what just happened Chapter 16 Chapter 16 I hummed as I passed through the hallway smiling. I did a little spin before I continued walking. People stared at me with confused expressions, some were whispering but I didn''t care at all. I stopped at my locker and brought out my books. ''''Hey'''' I turned to my right, it was Jake ''''Hello" I said "Lovely day, isn''t it'''' He chuckled ''''You''re in a good mood'' ''''Isn''t it obvious?'''' ''''Tell me, what''s the secret'''' ''''Yeah what is the secret?'''' A voice asked It was Rachel and her train. I groaned and closed my locker ''''What do you want now?'''' I asked ''''Nothing. I just wanna know what could possibly make my sister happy. I want some of it too'''' ''''I would love to stay here but Jake and I have to get to ss'''' ''''Who''s...'''' She looked at him ''''Oh the cute new boy'''' Before she could continue I dragged him till we reached our first ss. We sat down at the front row ''''What was that all about?'''' he asked ''''It''splicated trust me'''' ''''So she''s your sister'''' ''''Yeah'''' ''''You two seem very...'''' ''''Different?'''' ''''Yes that''s it'''' ''''I know'''' A girl entered the ssroom holding a piece of paper ''''Ca?'''' she called Me? Why is she calling me name? I don''t even know her. ''''yes'''' I replied She walked over to me and handed me the piece of paper ''''What''s this?'''' I asked ''''A letter'''' ''''From?'''' ''''You''ll see'''' She smiled at me then left. I opened the letter To the most beautiful girl in the world I just want you to know that you''re on my mind. I''m going to going to try everything in my power to make sure I''m the mate you''ve always dreamed of. I know it''ll be hard to forgive me considering all the things I''ve done to you but just make a space in your heart to. I love you From Damien ''''Aww'''' I said as I folded it and put it into my bag ''''Guess you''re in good terms with your boyfriend now, huh?'''' I was so into the note that I forgot about Jake ''''Yeah'''' ''''So that means we can''t go to prom together anymore?'''' ''''He doesn''t even know about it'''' ''''You haven''t told him?'''' ''''No but I will'''' ''''oh'''' His face dropped "Tell you what , how bout I ask him. If he says no we can go together as friends" He mmed his fists on the table. Everyone''s eyes were on us ''''What does that make me? A rebound?'''' ''''No. I didn''t mean it that way'''' ''''I will not y a second fiddle to anyone Ca'''' He got up and left banging the door behind him ******** I was walking down the corridor using my eyes to search for Jake. I didn''t see him in any other ss and School was over ''''Ca wait up'''' I knew who it was ''''Just leave me alone'''' I said trying to pretend that I didn''t care I continued until he grabbed my hand and pulled me back ''''Please wait'''' ''''What do you want?'''' ''''I''m sorry for the way I acted in ss'''' I sighed ''''Okay I forgive you'''' ''''Thank you'''' ''''You''re wee but I don''t get why you went off like that'''' ''Its because i..I know we haven''t known each other long but I... " Arms wrapped around my waist. From the scent I knew it was Damien ''''Hey you'''' I said ''''Hi'''' He pecked me from behind ''''Hello..Ca''s friend'''' Damien said I rolled my eyes. Could Damien get anymore petty? ''''The name''s Jake'''' ''''So you aren''t Ca''s friend anymore?'''' Uh oh. I quickly interfered ''''Its time for us to go . I''ll see you tomorrow Jake'''' ''''Alright see you'''' We walked outside to the parking lot. Jake was still standing there but I paid it no mind ''''What are you doing here?'''' We stopped at his car ''''I''m picking my mate up from school'''' ''''Say it again'''' I whispered ''''Say what?'''' ''''The word'''' ''''My mate'''' He used his hands to twirl my hair ''''Damn,you''re beautiful'''' He trapped me in between the car and his body ''''I''ve been such a fool. I''m so sorry. I was afraid you''ll hurt me so I didn''t want to put my guard down but N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. I don''t care anymore. All I want is you'''' I became speechless....literally ''''You aren''t saying anything'''' ''''I don''t know what to say'''' He picked my hand and kissed it. The electricity pulsed through my veins ''''I just hope you can forgive me. Did you get my letter?'''' I grinned widely ''''Yes'''' ''''Good. I meant everything I wrote in there'''' He opened the door for me to get in which I did. He went to the other side and did the same A few secondster we were on our way ''''So how was school?'''' ''''School was great, your day?'''' ''''Wasn''tplete, but it is now'''' ''''How so?'''' ''''You weren''t with me'''' ''''oh'''' ''''Any ideas on what to do when we get home?'''' ''''No, do you have any?'''' He smirked ''''I know just the thing'''' Chapter 17 Chapter 17 Give me love or nothing at all Give me love or nothing at all I did a ballet spin with my leg up high. ''''Whoa'''' Damien pped as I finished. We were in his room. I flopped on the bed beside him ''That was incredible. Where did you learn to dance like that?'''' ''''Nowhere. Learned by myself'''' ''''You should dance for me more often'''' ''''I should be a dancer don''t you think'''' I joked ''''No'''' My face dropped ''''Oh'''' ''''You should be my dancer'''' He leaned in closer. I did the same Closer. Closer. Closer BANG!!!!!!!!!!! The door opened ''''Hello my two love birds'''' You should know who it is by now. I rolled my eyes ''''Eric, what do you want'''' Damien groaned ''''Can''t I spend time with my two best friends'''' ''''We were kinda in the middle of something'''' I mumbled ''''Yeah we were...you know'''' Damien said ''''Oh please I would''ve heard sounds so move'''' He jumped on the bed andy between us ''''Isn''t this sofortable. So tell me what''s up with you two. Am I having nieces and nephews anytime soon?'''' Oh no "Eric, as your alpha Imand you to...'''' ''''Shh , how was school today Ca?'''' ''''Great'''' I answered ''''Good to know'''' He put his arms around both of us ''''I love this position'''' I giggled. Eric, why? ********* I was woken up by a knock on the door . Damien wasn''t beside me. After Eric yed with both of us for a while he left. Damien and I talked for a while before I slept off. I heard a knock on the door ''''Come in'''' The same girl that gave me in the letter in school came in ''''Hi'''' ''''Good evening Luna'''' ''''Evening?'''' I looked at the clock; 5:34pm ''''How can I help you?'''' ''''The alpha wants to see you in his office'''' ''''Okay I''ll be there'''' She bowed but I stopped her before she could leave ''''Wait'''' ''''Yes Luna?'''' ''''What''s your name?'''' ''''My name is Joanne, Luna'''' '' "Call me Ca please'''' ''''Luna Ca" Iughed ''''You can go now'''' She smiled then left I got up from the bed and yawned. What could Damien possibly want? Maybe he wantspany I quickly wore one of his shirts. It was like a gown for me since he was really tall. I packed my hair into a loose bun then left the room. I hummed as I walked down the corridor until I reached the office. I knocked ''''Who is it?'''' ''''Its me'''' ''''Come in'''' I entered closing the door behind me ''''You sent for.....me'''' I was in awe at the setting. It was dark but there were candles lit with rose petals all over the floor ''''hey'''' ''''Hi.. what''s all this for?'''' ''''You obviously'''' My eyes watered at the sight ''''It''s beautiful'''' ''''d you think so. Come here'''' I went towards him and at beside him on ''the couch ''''Ca, the way I''ve acted was totally inhumane and unforgivable but I can''t live with the guilt I my heart knowing I''ve hurt you beyond my thinking. I''m very sorry'''' He got down on his knees ''''Please forgive me'''' Tears dropped from my eyes ''''I forgive you'''' ''''Thank you'''' He pulled out a box from his pockets. He opened it revealing a ring. Is he...? ''''I''m not proposing ... Yet. I need to get myself together first. This is a promise ring. A symbol of my love and also my promises to protect you, also never to hurt you again'''' I began to cry ''''Damien, this is so thoughtful of you. I love it'''' I brought out my left hand. He slid it into my middle finger ''''I love you'''' he said ''''I love you too. Get up'''' He sat on the couch beside me ''''There''s something I want to ask you'''' ''''What is it?'''' ''''we have prom next week Wednesday. I was wondering if you''d like to go with me'''' He was silent for a while ''''Honestly I would have loved to but I can''t'''' ''''Why not?'''' ''''I have a reputation to uphold. Imagine an alpha attending a high school prom. News travels fast. When other packs get to know about it, they wont take me seriously anymore'''' ''''Oh'''' ''''I''m sorry it''s just...'''' ''''It''s fine. I understand" ''''Eric can go with you'''' ''''Okay'''' If Damien knows I''ll be going with Jake I''ll be dead so I''ll just go with the flow for now He leaned in until our lips connected. I''ve been craving this feeling since the day began. The kiss was passionately slow...like he was afraid to break me. Gently hey me down on the chair and got on top of me His fingers found their way underneath my shirt to my nipples. He started massaging my breasts. I moaned lifting my hips cause of how hot my core was ''''Fuck..Ca'''' ''''Hmm'''' ''''You''re a bad girl aren''t you?'''' ''''Only for you'''' I whispered I don''t know where theeback came from but I''m d it did. He seemed more turned on than before. He grinded faster into me. I couldn''t help but feel wet. His lips trailed to my neck. I shivered when he found my sweet spot ''''Can I mark you?'''' "Yes'''' He kissed the spot softly before sinking his canines in. I screamed lightly. I felt a little nauseous but the This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. pain soon turned into pleasure when he kissed the mark again ''MINE" Chapter 18 Chapter 18 I entered the kitchen. Eric was dancing with his headphones on ''''Good morning'''' I greeted ''''Good morning. TGIF baby!'''' Iughed ''''Hey, I need to talk to you'''' I told him He removed his headphones ''''What''s up?'''' We sat at the dining table ''''I kinda need your help'''' ''''I''m listening'''' ''''We''re having prom in my school next Wednesday'''' ''''And?'''' ''''I asked Damien to go with me but he refused saying how it isn''t good for his reputation'''' He nodded ''''True'''' ''''He said I should take you'''' ''''So? I don''t see a problem here'''' I told him everything about how Jake asked me to prom till yesterday''s event. ''''Oh I get it now'''' ''''I need to take you as cover. He can''t know I''m going with Jake'''' He was quiet ''''You sure you wanna keep this from him?'''' ''''Yeah, at least for now'''' ''''Okay" he shrugged "I''ll help you'''' I squealed and hugged him ''''Thank you so much'''' He chuckled ''''''Anything for you b'''' ''''What are you thanking him for?'''' It was Damien. I quickly pulled away from Eric ''''He um I was thanking him for offering me a ride to school'''' ''''Yeah" Eric grinned "things I do for friendship'''' * As I walked through the cafeteria I spotted Jake sitting alone. I went over and sat next to him ''''Hey'''' he said ''''Hello'''' ''''I haven''t seen you all day'''' ''''Aww, did someone miss me?'''' I pinched his cheek ''''Maybe'''' ''''I have news'''' ''''Go on'''' ''''I can go to prom with you'''' He looked confused. ''''Your boyfriend said no?'''' ''''Yeah'''' ''''Why?'''' ''''He had other ns'''' I took a bite from my sandwich ''''Okay'''' ''''Hm'''' I ate my food in silence. Every now and then, i noticed he would nce at me, smile then shake his head. I was stunned. ''''Its good to see you like this'''' he said ''''How?'''' ''''All happy and stuff. The Ca I knew before wasn''t like this'''''' Content ? N?velDrama.Org. I smiled ''''Aw'''' ''''I''m happy for you and I''m also happy I''ll be going to prom with you'''' I smiled. He''s so sweet. ''''Me too,I can''t wait'''' ''''Are you going to buy a dress?'''' ''''Naah. I''ll use one of the dresses I have'''' ''''Cool'''' ''''What about you, are you going to buy a tux?'''' ''''Nope, I have one already'''' ''''Wow'''' We ate in silence for a while, just taking in our surroundings ''''You''ve got to tell me the color of your gown so I can get a matching corsage'''' ''''Is that really necessary?'''' ''''Of course yeah I''m going to prom with the most beautiful girl in my ss I have to be on point'''' I opened my mouth to respond but someone else did ''''Aw but you haven''t asked me yet'''' Rachel sat on the chair opposite us. Where did shee from? I groaned ''''You said you''re going to prom with the most beautiful girl in ss. I''m surprised cause you haven''t asked me but it''s okay. Since you''re cute I''ll dly ept'''' ''''I was talking about Ca" ''''Didn''t your mother tell you it''s a bad thing to lie?" I face palmed myself. Jake choked on his food. Moon goddess please help me. '' Chapter 25 Chapter 25 Ca''s P.O.V The look in Damien''s eyes broke my heart Is that a tear? Oh no He walked away ''''Damien wait'''''' I was about to go after him when Jake pulled me back. I pped him as hard as I could ''''You bastard. Never speak to me again'''' I ran after Damien but he seemed to disappear into the crowd Damien''s POV I jumped into my car and sped off. I need to get away from here I knew it. I had a feeling this would happen Am I not good enough for her? What does he have that I don''t? Fuck! I hit the steering wheel Why Ca? I wasn''t on my guard on time cause I wasn''t concentrating. Next thing I knew a group of boys gathered round my car One broke the window and pulled me out. I don''t know how I suddenly became weak. I felt a hard thing hit my head. I screamed in pain. Wolfsbane I may be mistaken but thest thing I saw was Jake''s face before everything went ck Ca''s POV Eric and I were pacing down the hospital corridor. I told him what happened. We found out Jake was the leader of amunity who hates werewolves. To top it all Damien killed Jake''s father so he wanted revenge. He knew who I was all along. He yed me to get close to me. Eric told me everything. He knew because when we got to the scene where Damien was found, the boys were still there. They all had a symbol on the shirt they wore Eric tried to kill them but they escapee. Including Jake. He recognized the symbol as ''The ATL n'' Jake had the sign the leaders always had ''''Argghhhh'''' Eric screamed He punched a hole in the wall. I whimpered in fear ''''This wouldn''t have happened if you had gone with Damien. We''d all be safe but no you decided to do it your way" If anything happened to Damien, I''d live with the guilt forever Eric told me all Damien went through to get ready for the dance for me. He didn''t care about his reputation anymore. My heart pinched at the thought It was all my fault My heart skipped a beat when the doctor came out ''''Family of Alpha Damien''¡® the doctor called ''''Yes'''' Eric and I answered ''''Any news?'''' I asked ''''Yes'''' ''''What is it?'''' ''''He didn''t make it'''' **************A MONTH LATER************* Eric, Rachel and I dropped our flowers on Damien''s grave ''''We''ll leave you two alone'''' Rachel said They both left me alone by his gravestone. A tear slid down my cheek at the sight of his grave. We buried him by the Silver sea. A private beach where all the Alphas of the pack were buried. Its tradition. ''''I miss you Damien. I''m so sorry'''' Words couldn''t describe the heartbreak I felt. Words could not describe the pain in my soul. N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. I choked silently on my sobs. I brought out a music box and yed a song. He loved to see me dance..so that''s what I did. I danced for my mate under the sunset in a ballerina dress Hold. Hold on. Hold on to me Cause I''m a little unsteady Cause I''m a little unsteady I did a slow 360 ballet spin If you love me don''t let go I ended the song with my leg raised high ''''This is for you Damien'''' Rest in peace my love* The Novel will be updated first on this website. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!