《One Day, I Woke Up A Werewolf》 Prelude: A Rude Awakening Prelude: A Rude Awakening Why did I have to be so curious? Is it really important to know everything and make sense of it all? ''''Now look at me! Stuck in a broom closet at school because I had to follow Jaxon. Just great!'''' I say to myself. Scared to death and definitely moments away from pissing my pants from all the growling going on outside. I honestly knew something was weird with Jaxon but animals at school? Did he have a secret pet or some weird science experiment gone wrong? Oh no.... He was the type to torture animals by doing twisted experiments on them. If that is the case then I can''t just hide in here and let the boy I am secretly in love with do this to those poor animals, probably dogs or whatever. Maybe I need to stop watching crime documentaries, especially with ones of serial killers and people with weird fetishes. I need to find that courage I had when I stood up to my father and his vile wife. He is just a boy, what could possibly go wrong? The broom closet door swings open before I could talk myself in to pointless bravery to reveal Azuri, looking at me with deadly eyes. I could''ve sworn her eyes changed colours. "Pointless hiding in here. You were made the minute you arrived little human girl." Azuri says to me as she drags me out. She throws me on the floor as Ind on a pair of white sneakers that look a little too muddy, even for me. Little human girl? Guess I''m not dog enough to be tortured but I thought she was human too. "Why did you follow me Hailey?" Jaxon''s voice echoes through the school. He sounded different, a little deeper and it scared me. I look up toe face to face with Brett. He smiles at me but it looks more evil as his incisors look strangely longer and pointy, and his face contorted in disgust. I look away, feeling a chill run up my spine just by his look alone. Azuri yanks me up with so much force that I lose my bnce and fall back down. On my way down back to the floor, I lock eyes with Jaxon. He looked at me differently, not like the other times when we were together. He looked at me with so much anger, my heart sank. Why is he angry? He''s the one torturing animals. Speaking of animals, I realize I don''t hear growling anymore. My cowardice cost me the truth and judging by the looks they were all giving me, I was not about to get my way. Jaxon sighs out loudly before storming his way towards me and that fear I felt in the broom closet creeps back in, finding myself cowering away from him. My action has him stop in his tracks for a second and then slowly walking to me. That does not ease the panic that rises within, as I start to calcte my way out of here. "Stand up." Jaxon says to me but I am rooted to the floor, my legs reacting to the fear that has a made a home in the pit of my stomach, my whole body feeling like jelly. Why can''t I just be tough for once? Stand up for myself instead of being saved by everyone I considered a friend once in my life. The rest of the group around me start tough and I am not annoyed one bit. See, I want to be brave but I can also findfort in shying away from confrontation. Especially from an angry secret love who is pretending right now that I mean absolutely nothing to him. What did I think was going to happen though? He is a bully with all his friends and they prey on the weak, the likes of me but I convinced myself I will never get to experience his cruelty. Ha! Jokes on me now for being stupid enough to have been so na?ve. "I won''t repeat myself Hailey." Jaxon says my name with such disgust, such malice and hate. The same way he says the names of all the other victims that suffered in this school. If my mom was alive, she would have been here saving me and making sure that they get detention all year but she is not here and I am on my own. So with my mother in mind, I will stand up and look Jaxon square in the eyes. I stand up slowly, trying to gather all the strength that I do not have at all and I eventually get on my feet. Surprise takes over me as I don''t feel my legs try to give out on me, throwing a victorious grin at Jaxon before giving him my deadliest re. Half of my conscious begging me to look down but the other half was cheering me on. Our secret rtionship, something he asked for holding zero weight to his cold demeanour, Being my first kiss and first boyfriend. He knew this, knew that I am struggling to let people in because of my dad letting me down as a parent and my mother dying so suddenly. His constant reassurances that he will take care of N?velD(ram)a.?rg owns this content. me were obvious tant lies and now I get why he asked for our rtionship to be on the low, he used me. "Last I checked, this school was for everyone and I happen to be a schr here, you being here is just a mere coincidence." I say without a stutter. My focus on Jaxon so I don''t falter. "Then why were you hiding in the broom closet?" Azuri asks me and I look at here curiously. She stares back at me and I look back at Jaxon, who was still looking at me. "Did you guys not hear the growling? And don''t tell me I was hearing things. I''ve been lied to enough." I say still looking at Jaxon. He looks away, having a staring contest with Brett before walking away from me, they all follow him leaving me alone with Caiphus, who was actually the nicest in that group. "I am sorry about all of this Hailey.. but you have now made yourself a target and game for them" Caiphus says to me before walking away from me. I was all alone now and my legs finally gave out before the tears. Jaxon was supposed to be my boyfriend... He is supposed to be the one to take care of me but I''m learning once again that I am on my own and I need to stop believing people when they tell me otherwise. Chapter 1 Chapter 1 The school was smaller than what I''m used to, a little on the old school architectural side with statues of old men- no women. Kids in school uniform, some tried to make it look trendy but let''s be honest, it is still school uniform but whatever makes one feel better I guess. Different cliques all around, I am not able to tell which is which no thanks to the clothing but one can easily tell the queen bee of the school. A queen bee is never alone, either standing with her girls and the boys never far away. Always close by their queen and she knows it. A little hair toss to the side and the dazzling sh of white teeth as she us can see them. Every one is surrounding her, from her friends to the boys and the rest of the school. I don''t even think they notice it really, I mean they are all sitting on the one side of the grass, just divided in to groups and as much as most of the student body probably hate her, they can''t help but be drawn to her and now my n on staying away from her will backfire. She will quickly notice my ignorance and target me. I have no energy for bullies this year but unfortunately, that''s something I can''t guarantee for myself. I just always seem to throw myself in to the fire. Paying attention to make sure I don''t get the school''s royal to pay attention me, I bump in to a wall. It all happens in slow motion as I feel my body lose bnce and I start to fall, gravity couldn''t pull me down quick enough but a pair of strong hands catch me, his touch making my voice to hitch. I look up to the deepest blue eyes I have ever seen as he pulls me up and steadies me. I''m so lost in his eyes that my knees give out but he''s still holding me and I let him, takingfort in being in his arms as he also looks at me. His eyes focus on my lips when I bite my bottom lip trying to pain myself back to reality. His eyes get darker and I think I hear a growl which snaps me out of that daze, stepping back from him as I shake my head, I had to rid myself of the constant ringing in my head to go back in to his arms. "Th...thank you.." I quickly say and he smiles at me but it disappears quickly as he looks behind me. I feel my hair being pulled backwards as a sharp pain shoots in my head. The cute boy grabs hold of me and I scream in pain as he pulls me towards him and whoever is behind me pulls on my hair, tugging me back. Definitely lost a few strands there. "Another one Jaxon? Another human! Unbelievable!" The voice holding my crown says out loud as the entire school approaches, phones in hand to record this very embarrassing moment of yours truly, caught between two people and not one of them wants to let go. I whimper in pain as I try to scratch her hands off my hair, with no sess. "It''s not like that Azuri." Jaxon, the boy pulling me towards him says, his tone sounding a little angry but I could be wrong. She scoffs and let''s go of my hair,nding hard on Jaxon''s chest and his scent hits my nostrils and I''m all mush. His cologne sending me in to a frenzy as I feel weird all over my body. He holds on to me tightly, covering my face away from the world, not knowing that his scent was doing things to me that I could notprehend. I try to pull away but he was too strong and I don''t think I''m putting up much of a fight to be honest. "I don''t have to exin anything to you anyway. I told you from the beginning what you are to me and you agreed to it, please just don''t y the jealous girlfriend card right now. You are not and will never be my girlfriend." He says to her and my heart drops. How could he hold me so gently but be so cold to somebody else? I pushed him back, shock finally breaking my daze and I look him up and down before turning to face the fake girlfriend. My eyes bulge out when I notice who he was talking to and I mentally groan. The school''s queen bee was ring right at me. All that was left was for smoke toe out of her ears and Jaxon''s chuckles. I turn to look at him and he winks at me. This angers me a little and I pick up my backpack which probably fell the time I bumped in to this wall named Jaxon and when I was stuck between a lover''s quarrel. I run past him and in to the school building. I was given a tour of the school a few days ago when I arrived so I can be prepared on my first day but nothing could prepare me for that social suicide I just "Just. Great." I mutter through gritted teeth as I make my way to my first ss. I was now enemy number one to the school''s most popr girl. All because her good for nothing boyfriend decided to hold me like that. And wink at me! I walk in to the ss room to find Mrs. Meyers sitting by her desk. "Good morning ma''am." I say walking up to her. I was told she assigns seats for her students so I was not about to just sit down. "Hailey is it?" She asks and I nod my head yes. "You will be sitting in front of me since you are new and I need to keep my eye on you." She says and I gulp away the fear I felt when she said that as I enjoyed sitting in the middle. Nobody notices the middle students. We blend in. The kids that sit at the back are usually the trouble makers and the front, well that''s always the know it all kids or the straight A kids which I am but I just wanted to go through the first few days blending in. Not in this school. I''ve learned t0 blend in since first grade, not many paying attention to me. I guess it''s a little hard now that I can''t hide under a hoodie, I''m forced to have my hair in a ponytail and wear only school provided uniform. I''ve been told by many that I''m beautiful. Especially my mother''s best friend Tara, who kept begging my mom for me to join her modeling agency. I look like my dad, he is a very handsome ck man but I took after my mother''s skin tone, green eyes and soft hair thanks to her Irish and Mexican descent. My hair is soft but definitely curly. I sit down, taking out all the necessary books for the lesson. People start walking in, the noise picking up as more students walk in to see their friends and catch up. "Okay ss settle down." Mrs Meyers says and all the chatter dies down as they take their assigned seats. "We have a new learner in ss. We will allow her to introduce herself and tell us a little about herself. I will not tolerate any rudeness, you know me. Hailey." She says and I reluctantly stand up. I turn to face the ss and I find Jaxon''s eyes staring back at me. My nerves shoot up and I''m suddenly shaking. I look to the back wall, eyes above everyone''s heads. "Hello ss. My name is Hailey Ferguson. I love to read, sing and yeah that''s all." I quickly say before sitting back down on my chair. I look up at Mrs Meyers and she smiles at me. "Thank you Hailey. I hope you will all make her feel wee here in my ss and the entire time she is at school. Now, open your books to page 2, Azuri will read for us." Mrs Meyers says and Azuri groans out loudly. I don''t make the mistake of looking at Azuri who was sitting all the way at the back. I remain focused, waiting for her to read what was on the page. I feel the whole ss turn to face her but me and time goes slowly as she doesn''t read. I look up at Mrs. Meyers and she gestures for me to also turn to look at Azuri. Great, she loved an audience in ss too. I turn to face her and she throws me the deadliest re, making me want to sink in to my chair. sses go by fast and it was now lunch time. I put on my noise cancelling headphones and walk my way to the cafeteria. After this morning, I''m sure nobody would want to be my friend since they all look up to Azuri, so I figured I''d just get my food and find a table to sit alone. I honestly don''t mind that at all. One of the reasons I transferred to this school is their cafeteria. They have wonderful vegetarian and vegan options, even though I eat meat but if they have a mushroom burger or a good tofu sd then I''m game. My mother was a vegan so our dinners were insanely healthy but so tasty. I missed that, I miss her. She was creative though, her meals were never boring and I''d love to eat some meals to remember some happy moments with her. I order a berry smoothie, salsa quesadi and frozen yogurt, they gave me tutti frutti vor. I show the I quickly find an empty table after making sure it is far from the schools popr kids and make myself Three boys sit on my table, one being Jaxon who sits next to me. I remove my headphones looking at them puzzled. "Is this your table? I can move." I say as I start to put away my lunch. Jaxon''s hand covers mine, making me freeze. "No need. We don''t mind sharing the table with you, right guys?" He says shing me his killer smile. He doesn''t even look back at his friends after asking them a question and they mumble something I couldn''t quite make out as I''m lost in Jaxon''s eyes. Not forgetting how warm his hand was, how his touch was igniting a fire in me I could not understand. I was never the sexual kind. What is happening? Jaxon removes his hand and I feel empty, cold and my mind crying out to Jaxon to hold me again. He turns away from me to chat to his friends as he bites in to his steak, which looked too raw for my liking and I now did not me my mother for being a vegan, that is just disgusting. I turn to focus on my lunch, seeing that my dessert was missing. I look around the table but the boys did not have it until I felt a coldness on top of my head, feeling something really cold drip down the side of my face, making it''s way in my ear and to my neck. Within seconds, my whole face is covered in yogurt and I heat up all over from anger. "You want to humiliate me Jaxon? I''ll do the same thing to her." Azuri says and I lose it! I quickly stand up, chair screeching out loudly, gaining everyone''s attention. Azuri loses her bnce as she was standing behind me. My chair pushing her to the floor. Facing Azuri, "You. Want. Your. Jaxon? Have him! I don''t want him and why not throw him with the yogurt? Huh?" I shout out loud. The shock on her face had not yet registered to me and I couldn''t care that she''s on the ground. She put a wet substance on my hair. My hair. "Why do you have to be such a cliche? Popr girl picks on the new girl. Popr guy''s girlfriend picks a fight with the girl the popr boyfriend is paying attention to instead of fighting with the popr boyfriend. Incase you forgot, I''m the new girl here. I''ve only been around all of you for only four hours N?velD(ram)a.?rg owns this content. give or take, I''m trying to stay alive and sane before picking a boyfriend so the next time he humiliates you by flirting or doing whatever it is that you let him do, dump him! You and I, we don''t know each other. I don''t owe you shit and because you''ve allowed him to do anything like the king you make him think he is, he won''t stop. That''s on you, not me or any other girl, you!" I scream out. I stomp my feet away as people start pping their hands. It also has not yet registered that they are doing that because of my speech. I stop walking, turn around to face her again. "And don''t you ever, ever touch my hair again!" I say and walk out. I was going back to my dorm but first I am going to pay the school principal a visit on anti bullying. Chapter 2 Chapter 2 I walk in to the school''s office. "Hello dear, the restroom is in the opposite direction. You are going go mess up my carpets!" An old woman shrieks as she runs to me with a hundred tissues in hand. She wipes my face and hair gently, throwing away every used tissue in the bin. The gentleness in her actions has me gulp down a sob that was threatening toe out as it reminded me of my mother. "What happened dear?" She asks. "A girl in my ss. She did this because her boyfriend sat with me during lunch period." I say and she rolls her eyes. "Azuri will never learn. Let me get the head mistress for you." She says before throwing me a look of pity. Argh I hate that. I sit down, ying games on my phone as I wait to be called in to the principal''s office. A few minutes go by until I''m called in.. I walk in to an office. The head mistress was not in yet so I remain standing. "Ah, miss Ferguson. Please, sit down." Thedy says to me and I sit opposite the head mistresses chair. "I''m head mistress Ger. What happened to you?" She asks. "Azuri happened. I would like to know what steps the school takes tobat bully behavior? It is only my first day and yet I''ve been subjected to being a punching bag." I say making the head mistress to let out a sigh. She presses some sort of buzzer that has the receptiondy rush in to the office. "Call for Azuri." She says and the receptionist nods her head before walking away. The fact that the school teachers knew it was Azuri without me saying her name was rming. "I am sorry you have to go through this. I will sort this out, in the mean time, head back to the dorms and freshen up." She says and I nod my head. As I stand up, Azuri walks in. Eyeing me but the head mistress calls her out. "Azuri, this is the third strike. I''m afraid I''ll have to expel you. I''ll be calling your parents toe pick you up and let them know of the different options for home schooling." The head mistress tells her. I was just through the door before Azuri pulls me by my hair again. Throwing me to the ground, head first. One could hear the loud thud when my head hit the floor followed by another as the rest of my body follows. "Azuri! She''s human!" The head mistress says or I think she said that. I was seeing ck spots as my ears were ringing. I could hear shouting and people running around me. I felt someone carry me, someone with warm hands as one held my exposed thigh. "Shhh I''ve got you now..." the soothing voice said before I cked out. I jolt awake, sitting up too quickly making my head hurt. My hands shooting up to hold my head as events of the day y through my mind. Thest thing I remember is Azuri pullinv my hair again. I look around and see that I''m in my dorm room. I was changed in to my pajamas, my hair did not feel sticky but boy did my head hurt. "Here, take this." A voice said. I look to my left and there is Jaxon, holding out two white pills and a ss of water. "Who..." I try to say pointing at my pajamas and he chuckles. "Would it be such a bad idea if I did it?" He asks and my eyes bulge out at the thought of him seeing N?velD(ram)a.?rg owns this content. me naked. "Calm down, the school nurse changed you out of your clothes. Look, I''m sorry you had to experience all of that. I need you to know that she is not my girlfriend, we are just casually hooking up." Jaxon says and I scoff at him. "She has feelings for you. Maybe stop hooking up with her if you don''t want her acting a fool in the name of love." I say and he nods his head in agreement. "Yeah, you''re right." He says looking at his shoes. "Besides, we can never be together together." He says and I raise my eyebrow at that. "Why''s that?" I ask. "Our families would never allow it. You''re new here so there are some things you won''t understand but in time you will. My family is a big deal in this town and school, they would never approve of her and I''m not in to her like that anyway." He says and I chuckle. "You are in to her if you are hooking up with her and only her." I say and this time we both chuckle. "I''m 18 and expected to have a steady girlfriend already so I had given up on finding one. That''s when I started hooking up with Azuri but then you showed up and I was hopeful again." He says. "You don''t deserve all that''s happening to you but I''ll fix this mess, I promise." He says. We remain quiet for a few seconds as I digest what he just said. "What do I have to do with this?" I ask and he stands up, walking to the door. "I''ve said too much. Get some rest, the head mistress wants you back in ss tomorrow. Good night Hailey.." Jaxon says before walking out. Before giving me a chance to ask even more questions. Were these the archaic times? Did I just go through a time warp on my way here? Although we had wifi here and smartphones so, why would Jaxon''s parents want him almost married at 18? My phone rings pulling me out of my head. "Hello?" I say as haven''t read the caller ID. "Little one, it''s Tara. How are you? The school called me about your ident. Should I sue?" She asks and I chuckle. My aunt was always the dramatic kind. A very busy woman but sessful and still so caring. We don''t talk much but she checks in on me every now and then, also sends me money which my dad uses. He took my card away after finding out that Tara was sending me money. "No aunt Tara!" I say and we both chuckle. "Well I ran in to your father who berated me for sending you money. So it''s safe to assume he has your card too right?" She asks and I groan through the phone. "I''m sorry Tara. I wanted to tell you but he said not to." I say. "That''s okay. You''re almost 18 so your dad won''t have a hold on you anymore. Your mother was smart enough to leave a will and most of the money will be essible to you when you turn 18 and until then, I''ll take care of you pumpkin. I''ve sent money to the school, let me know when you receive it okay? Go shopping and treat yourself. Decorate that awful dorm room and change your style, also have you thought about trying out for modeling now? You won''t have that figure forever you know? Trust me. I thought I''d be lucky...but who knows, your mother had a body even in her old years." Tara starts talking and if I don''t cut her off, she''ll go on and on. "Tara, I took these pills.." I say. "Oh look at me bbing on and on! Get some rest pumpkin, text me okay? I love you." She says before the line goes dead. I feel alone most of the time and even though aunt Tara checks up on me and takes care of me, it doesn''t ease the pain that my father couldn''t care about me or that my mother died. Her love will neverpare to that of my mother''s but I will forever be indebted to her. For still caring even though she has her own family to worry about. My thoughts are interrupted by a giddy short girl running in to my room. "Don''t you knock?" I ask and she giggles. "Not when we all just saw Jaxon Ger leave your room after spending hours in here!" She says. "Ger? As in head mistress Ger?" I ask and the girl nods enthusiastically. "Wait, he was in here all day?" I ask and the girl nods her head again. "He was fussing over you. Telling the nurse what to do. He actually had the nerve to order her around and what''s funny is, she did as she was told! He ordered her to wash you up, waited outside while she did that and never left your side right after. Must be nice to be so pretty hey?" She asks and I look at her confused. "What?" I ask.. "Well, you just arrived and snatched Azuri''s boyfriend. All the girls are calling you The Wrecker. It''s trending on ChatPax." She says grabbing my phone and downloading the app. We sit together creating my profile and within minutes I was in their schools app. I mean, why couldn''t they use the apps we all use around the world?! The girl left me alone as I read all thements about me. How I stole Jaxon from Azuri and that I should''ve been the one to be expelled. Wtf?! I bang my phone on my nightstand as anger washes over me. I was not a wrecker, I was far from it. I''ve never even had a boyfriend or done anything kids my age have done at the sweet age of 13. I''m almost 18 and I''m a virgin in every sense! How could I be a homewrecker!? I pull the covers over my head as I force myself to sleep. If I''m going to survive tomorrow, I''ll need sleep and two cups coffee but first sleep. I can grill Jaxon tomorrow and have him make things right. Chapter 3 Chapter 3 I could not sleep. I kept tossing and turning, checking my phone for new updates on my social demise but nothing. Hoping and wishing for someone to at least take my side on things but nothing, not one person thought it would be a nice thing to do, no. I was being crucified for something I did not do. Jaxon should be the one getting all the me. Azuri and I are just the victims here! She fell for the school bad boy and I''m just the girl in his sights. He''s ying all of us but sure, me the new girl. It was only 5am and my rm won''t ring for another 2hours but I decide to make my bed and shower, I can try keep myself busy by straightening my unruly hair after my shower since it''s got to be in a ponytail and I never got to wash it since the yogurt incident. My phone pings as I''m getting dressed and I quickly open the app to see if there''s any changes. In chatpax is Jaxon''s response to all of this. ''Stop this. We all know I''m the one to me here, so stop bullying Hailey because I wanted to be around her. Azuri is not my girlfriend and never was, nothing was wrecked. Azuri knows it but chooses to deny it, for reasons I don''t know. I don''t want to hear anyone call her a wrecker today, zero gossip about her and no bullying on Azuri''s behalf. Let the new girl settle in before viinizing her.'' Jaxon said on text. I had to read it over and over again. He said he''d fix this and here it is, not sure if it will fix anything but if anyone was confused about their rtionship, they can have rity now. Jaxon, probably the school''s hottest boy just confessed he was single. The short giddy girl barges in to my room again. "Oh my god! Boundaries!" I shout out loud and she just rolls her eyes at me. Sitting on my bed, she whips out her phone and starts reading Jaxon''s message on the app. I stay quiet, pretending not to care as I fix my hair. "So now you''re going from wrecker to his new fresh meat because people think that''s why he''s so into you. He has been with other girls while doing whatever he and Azuri were doing and now, you." She says, this time, I was rolling my eyes. "First of all, could you stop walking in to my room like you own it? And secondly, have manners. Introduce yourself before making yourselffortable on a stranger''s bed!" I say, pulling her off of my bed and using my hand to fix the crease on the duvet cover where she was just sitting. "Oh my bad! I forgot about that, I''m sorry. My name is Reba and I stay like four doors down from you. The other girls are either too scared to talk to you in fear of social suicide because queen Azuri will annihte anyone that befriends you or they are envious of Jaxon''s clear interest in you but not me. I couldn''t care about either, I''m in to girls anyway." Reba tells me. Wow what a mouthful. "I don''t care for friends, I just hope this text will have people off my back. That''s all I want, to attend school, graduate and go to college not to y social hierarchy on a pyramid scale based on rtionships and stepping on toes. It''s better if people stay away, I''m a loner anyway." I say before applying mascara. I finish applying and get to packing the books I''ll need for today. "Whoa, you''re the emo kind?" Reba asks and I scoff. "I have too much to deal with, not sure if I fit in to any box because I just said I''m not interested in ying the social status game but sure, if myck of interest in making friends makes me an emo, by all means, put me in a box. Now, can you get out?" I ask and Reba chuckles. "I like you! Anyway, you might not want my opinion but I''ll give it to you anyway. If anything, this message from Jaxon made things worse, people might not bully you or call you names out loud, but they will still despise you because of who is in your corner. You''re the new girl who has Jaxon Ger defending her, making you instantly popr and at the top. Something everyone here could not achieve in a day, so sharpen your knives naive little Hailey. Don''t say I did not warn you..." She says before walking out. I huff out loud as I throw myself on my perfectly made queen size bed. "Oh and I hope after a few stares and whispers, you''ll rethink the disinterest in the social status game and join me during school hours. I may not be popr but I can have your back when Jaxon is not around because trust me, he won''t always be around and you''ll need it." She says then disappears off. Why did I thinking to this school was such a good idea? Oh yeah! Getting away from my father and his evil wife is worth getting my head smashed in I guess. "Is this a bad time?" Jaxon''s voice echoes in my not so furnished dorm room. "You''ve already made things worse for me so I guess it can''t get any better now anyway." I say sitting up on my bed. "What do you mean? Nobody will bully you now. I put a stop to it." He says to me and I scoff. "Yeah they won''t bully me but they will still feel something for me and not the good kind of feelings. You''re the popr guy and I just wanted to be the loner girl, left alone to focus on school so I can graduate and go to college where none of this poprity bullshit exists. At least not where I n to go. Everyone is a nerd where I want to go so it will be a breath of fresh air." I say and he chuckles. "You may be a nerd but your beauty is striking. There is no way you''ll be left alone Hailey, take it from me. I just risked my social status to defend you and I''ll dly do it until you graduate." He says to me. "Oh gee thank you for tarnishing your gleaming and oh so spotless reputation and social standing because you could not resist my striking beauty. Whatever will you do if you lose your ranking?" I sarcastically say. He falls on his back on my bedughing. Hisughter fills my room, making me blush. I look away, secretly smiling that I was able to bring such a handsome man to a tear staining fit ofughter. "That was a good one. I thought you were the shy kind but you open uppletely in closed quarters don''t you? Or do you just feelfortable with me?" Jaxon asks and I roll my eyes, getting up from my bed to grab my bag but he beats me to it. "Felt like walking you to the school grounds today and I''m not taking no for an answer. Azuri may be Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. expelled but there''s no telling if her parents won''t try to fight for her toe back to school. There''s not another school for miles and miles so I''m here to make sure she knows her ce and that she notices that I mean business." He says and I mentally groan at his words. Azuri coulde back from an expulsion. What in the craziness is that!? "Do I need to get a restraining order to keep her away?" I ask. This makes him chuckle lightly. "I guess that could work." He says before he opens the door to let me out. A brown haired girl falls down as the door opens I look up to see a few girls standing at my door and I gasp. "Get to hear anything?" Jaxon asks but all the girls try to pretend they were doing something else. "Oh don''t get all shy on me Susan and don''t worry, I''m the perfect gentleman with Hailey here. I will marry her first before we get to third base." He says grinning from ear to ear as he walks away. All the girls gasp at his statement. Yip, he just made things worse for me and he knew it. His big ass smile was proof of that and I am pretty sure Azuri is going to hear of this. I wouldn''t be surprised if they were calling her right now to give her the tea. I was now stuck with Jaxon because my coward ass will not be fighting Azuri or any of her minions if I decide to keep my distance from Jaxon and who was I kidding? His statement made the butterflies to erupt in my stomach and my inner self was dancing to the repetition of his words over and over again as we walked to the school grounds. I can''t deny that I''m drawn to him, i likey like him and if I''m being honest with myself, this is worse than dealing with Azuri. I know I am in trouble... ...because we all know that liking the popr guy in school never ends well. Chapter 4 Chapter 4 Everyone was looking at us. After the hair pulling incident yesterday and now this, there was no way I was going to be left alone. I agreed to walk with this tall, dark haired boy who was a total dream for every girl, well almost every girl in this school, me included. "I can tell what you''re thinking... but don''t worry, they will have something else to talk aboutter, I''ll make sure of it." He says before his arm snakes it''s way around my shoulder. My body instantly heating up, blush creeping up my neck to my cheeks. Having Jaxon''s arm around me, this close contact made me feel things I''ve never felt before. "Jaxon.." I try to say but we stop in front of his two friends from yesterday in the cafeteria. "Hailey, this is Brett and Caiphus, my only friends in this school but I hang out with other people. If I''m not around, they will make sure you don''t get bullied." He says and I nod my head in understanding. "That''s great and all but I think I should make my own friends. I mean, no offense but I usually get along with girls." I say making them all chuckle. "Yeah, good luck with that after walking around with Jaxon''s arm around you. Besides, you''re better off with us for your social status." Brett says, making them all chuckle once more. "Brett is right Hailey. You probably won''t be making any friends after this, your overnight step up the believed them although I''m not one to listen. I look around the school, looking for Reba because I hate being the joke and I find pleasure in proving chauvinistic little boys wrong. "Actually, I''ve made a friend already. One who doesn''t care about this stupid social status, one who couldn''t care that Jaxon''s arm was around my shoulder two seconds ago and I think I''ll go hang out with her. See you around Jaxon." I say, catching them off guard. "Everybody cares Hailey." Jaxon says and this time, I chuckle as I walk away from them. The walk to Reba was not that long but it was the longest 25 seconds of my life with everyone staring at me. I kept praying I don''t trip and fall on my face because that''s what happens when everyone is looking at you. Not forgetting Jaxon''s gaze burning a hole on my back. I could feel his eyes on me because my body was heating up again, igniting a fire inside of me thatpletely confused me. I''ve had crushes before in my life but it usually starts at imagining a life with the guy first then day dreaming and feeling all giddy before my body reacts in this sexual manner. The need to have this boy take me was slowly overtaking my senses and I hate something I can''t fight off in my body. "Finally taking me on my offer?" Reba asks as all the other students she was sitting on the grass with start to get up and walk away at my arrival. "Don''t worry about them. Now that Jaxon is sort of iming you, no boy wants to be anywhere near you." She says to me and I groan out loud making her giggle. "I can''t believe this is my life. This ce was supposed to be my escape. I just wanted to be left alone, focus on my studies and graduate but I failed at that, dismally. Jaxon won''t leave me alone and now the whole school won''t either and I hear Azuri will try toe back so there goes my luck at feeling safe." I say. Reba looks at me with pity. "Don''t worry about Azuri. Jaxon handled her and I''m sure she won''t want to lose her queen status because she couldn''t let go of Jaxon. It was never going to go anywhere with them anyway. I have a feeling Jaxon is not toying with you.. he seems different and he has not taken his eyes off of you since walking away from him." Reba tells me and I look down trying to hide a blush. "What did you mean Jaxon handled her?" I ask because that text did not scold Azuri in any way. This question makes Reba seem nervous as she looks around before looking back at me. "I''m going to tell you this once because you need to understand this. Jaxon is from the Ger family. His family built this town, this very school. They are old money and old moneyes with traditions normal families don''t follow. Jaxon here will soon be the heir to take over the family business and control the fortune and Azuries from a normal family in this town. The Ger men believe in fate when ites to the woman they end up, the other men have also adopted that too but we are focused on the Gers here okay?" She asks and I nod my head in agreement. "Jaxon won''t end up with Azuri because if he was, he would''ve imed her already. They believe that one day they will meet the woman made for them and they will know it then that she''s the one. Azuri knows it but I guess like every girl that''s been with Jaxon always hopes to be that girl, stupid wishful thinking. My guts telling me you''re that girl for Jaxon but I could be wrong." Reba says and I roll my eyes at her. "It''s crazy to hear that men believe in love at first sight. That''s usually what happens in your typical romantic movies but in real life? That''s called lust." I say confidently. "We don''t usually get new students but I can understand how that can be difficult toprehend especially when it''s about men but that''s the case here in our small little town." Reba says and I just nod my head to end the conversation. I couldn''t possibly be Jaxon''s love at first sight. He just wanted to add me to his list and I had to admit that he had game. I mean he was ying my hero, risking his rtionship with Azuri to make me feel special but after hearing that he''s done this plenty of times before and going back to Azuri right after is reason enough for me to not entertain him. I will ignore the need to feel his touch, the constant wonder of how soft his lips are or what he''ll taste like when we kiss. Gosh is this what bing an adult feels like? Constantly thinking about sex? "How old are you Reba?" I ask and she smiles at me. "I''m 18 and you''re still 17." She tells me and I nod my head yes. "I''ll be 18 in a few weeks.." I say sadly and Reba gets excited. "Oh we have to celebrate! I''ll n everything, you leave that to me." She says but I shake my head no frantically. "My mom and I used to always go for ice cream in the morning as breakfast and steak for lunch then we would have bacon and eggs for dinner. We always did things backwards on my birthday but now that she''s gone, I won''t be doing anything. I don''t want to do anything without her." I say as I try to gulp down a sob stuck in my throat, forcing a way out. Reba gently grabs my hand and squeezes it. "I''m so sorry Hailey. Do you want to talk about her?" She asks. "What can I say? A drunk driver hit our car killing my mother instantly because she swerved the car to her side trying to save me. I didn''t even get a chance to say goodbye or tell her that I love her. He''s in jail now but he will get out and find life again but my mother is gone. And don''t get me started on my deadbeat father who is livingrge on my trust fund because he''s a prick." I say feeling hot tears on my face. "I came here because it''s far away, far from my evil stepmother and her toy, my dad. He does everything for her but nothing for me. This ce was supposed to be my escape, where I can focus on things important to me but it''s just another horror show in my life. I ran away from my problems because of the coward I am only to run in to more problems with a bunch of teens who have no worries except for their social status." I say chuckling through the tears. I wipe away my tears. "Wow. I''m so sorry Hailey, things will get better. You won''t always be the new girl, maybe Jaxon''s girl for now but you''ll get used to the way things work here and you''ll be one of us soon." Reba assures me and I force a smile. "I just want to be Hailey. Not the new girl and definitely not known as Jaxon''s girl, I''m not his girl." I say. "Ouch, that actually hurt." Jaxon says before sitting next to me. "Reba." Jaxon says without a smile but Reba smiles at him which was unsettling. She had a look of longing when she looked at him and that confused me. "Jaxon." She says before grabbing her phone and getting up. "I''ll see you around Hailey." She says and I wave back at her. "You need to stay away from her." Jaxon says to me. "Why? She''s nice to me." I say and he smiles at me, making my heart flutter. "She''s only nice to get her way. Just stay away from her. Come on, let''s go to ss." He says getting up and holding his hand out for me to hold on to. Once I''m up, without his help my phone pings and so does Jaxon''s. We both get our phones to see it''s a notification of a new post on chatpax that everyone was tagged on. I open the post to hear my voice, my voice talking about my mother and horrible father. The caption of the post read, wrecker girl to Jaxon''s girl orphaned and all alone. Reba had recorded me.. I felt my phone slip through my fingers before it hit the grass but I couldn''t care. I just opened up to this girl and she betrayed me. I find her looking back at me, grinning from ear to ear before winking at me and turning around, walking away. I thought I heard a growl but I pay it no mind. I could feel my body getting cold, closing off. Jaxon assuring me he will handle it but I couldn''t even care what he was saying. My brain pushed the pain to the back of my head, this is not my first rodeo with bullies. I''ve been here before, plenty of times and the only way to survive such attacks is to keep it moving. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I picked up my phone, my backpack and I walked away from Jaxon, heading to my first ss. I may be hurting but there''s no way I will break down and cry. I did that already and I''m paying the price for it now, my sob story out for the whole school to listen to and judge,ugh or pity me. I will keep an expressionless face and that I am good at. Reba may have slipped past me but that''s the lesson I needed to learn to keep everyone at arms length, there''s no way I''m letting any of these kids in to my life. Not even Jaxon, Reba made sure of that. Chapter 5 Chapter 5 Jaxon''s POV She was beautiful. Goddess, she was breathtaking and I have to make her mine but how? My dad said he just walked my mother to the woods and shifted in front of her to introduce her in to our world but that''s just wrong. I mean, it worked for him but I doubt that would work on Hailey. Besides, she''s dealing with a lot now. Her horrible father and her mother passed away, I can''t add on to the trauma. I will have to gently pull her in to my world but Azuri. "Hey Jax.. want to hang out in my room?" Azuri asks and I shake my head no. "What''s your deal?" She asks me and I chuckle. "I found someone else Azuri. You knew this when we started, why are you making it difficult?" I ask her. "No. I knew things would end when you met your mate but you haven''t so what''s your deal?" She asks again. "Look, we had a good run but the fire is out and I can''t force myself to be with you. Don''t make me have to use my authority to get you to stop ying my girl, you''re not and you''ve never been. We agreed on this when we first got together so what changed?" I ask her and she looks down before looking up at me. "I fell in love." She blurts out and I let out a growl. "It is forbidden Azuri!! Why would you allow yourself to do that?! Fuck!" I shout out. This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. "It just happened okay? I had no control over it." She says to me. "Brett told me this was a bad idea. Now even if I meet my mate, your wolf will want to kill her and she''s only human. I''d have to have guards all around her to protect her from you! All because you couldn''t wrap your head around the fact that we can never be together, not in the way you want. Fuck." I say before walking away from her. "Are you going to tell your father?" She asks which has me stop in my tracks. "No. It is forbidden for a shewolf to fall in love, especially with a male wolf who has a human mate somewhere in the world. If you are truly in love, you''ll expose yourself to him and he will have to kill you." I say before walking away. Azuri and I have always been friends but one drunken night we hooked up. One drunken night led to other nights and now this. Now Hailey''s life is in danger and that''s all because of me. To save Hailey, I''d have to kill Azuri but she''s my friend before anything else. "What''s wrong son?" Mother asks me as I throw myself on the couch next to her. My father was sitting on the opposite side. "I found my mate." I say. "Well that''s great news! When do we meet her?" My dad asks and I look down at my feet. "It''s Hailey isn''t it?" My mom asks and I nod my head yes. "Who''s Hailey?" My dad asks and my mom let''s out a sigh. "Hailey is the new girl at the school. Hasn''t had the warmest wee to the school either." My mom says throwing me a re. "I fixed all of that but now I have a bigger problem. A problem that has me drained and helpless." I say looking between both my parents. "I''m going to walk away because I think as alpha, I don''t need to hear this." My dad says, mom and I both nodding our heads in agreement. We wait for the car to start and drive away before we both blurt out in unison, "Azuri." "She''s in love with you, isn''t she? Mom asks and I nod my head. "If she finds out that Hailey is my mate..." I say but my mother interrupts me. "She will kill her. Oh poor Hailey.." Mother says. "I don''t have a choice. I''ll have to kill her, she''s already making Hailey''s life miserable." I say, making my mother gasp out loud. "No. Azuri will make a wonderful warrior, you can''t afford to lose her." She tells me. "Then what do I do? I have to keep Hailey alive!" I shout out, frustration getting the better of me. "You befriend Hailey to keep the boys away but you keep her as a friend and only as a friend to keep Azuri''s wolf from killing her. In six months, Azuri will be stationed at the border and that''s when you will be able to be with Hailey." My mother tells me and I growl. I am not good with patience but my mother is right. Azuri will be leaving soon to go live by the border so Hailey will be safe from her. "Then you have to make sure Azuri neveres back to the school. She remains expelled." I say and my mother nods in agreement. "Very soon, the mate pull will take over Hailey''s senses, keeping Azuri away is the best decision." My mom says and this time, I nod in agreement. I kiss my mom on the cheek before making my way to my room. It''s going to be a very long and hard six months without iming Hailey. And when the mate pull kicks in on her, how will I resist her? Chapter 6 Chapter 6 Hailey''s POV "Hailey, how are you?" Reba asks me as I''m walking to the cafeteria. I ignore her but she keeps up with me. "Look, I''m sorry for what I did to you." She says to me, making me roll my eyes. "You are just sorry because Jaxon and his friends won''t leave you alone. They have turned you in to the school joke. So much for climbing that socialdder." I say, leaving her at the door. "You won''t always have him around. One day, he will turn his back on you and you''ll know what it feels C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. like to be on his receiving end." She shouts out but I keep walking. "Hailey Ferguson please report to the office." The inte calls out. All the kids in the cafeteria look at me as if I was some naughty kid about to get the scolding of my life but that wasn''t me. I turned to walk out of the cafeteria, getting grumpy that I would miss lunch and I wanted that froyo so bad today. Walking in to the office, the receptionist smiles at me before walking up to me to give me a side hug as she walks me to Mrs. Ger''s office. "Hailey,e on in." Mrs. Ger says to me and I do, ready to get out of this woman''s tight embrace. I sit down on one of the chairs facing the headmistress. "Hailey, I just received a call from your stepmother. I''m so sorry to be the one to tell you this but your father passed awayst night." She says and I chuckle. That man did not die. "Is this his ploy to orphan me? I''m almost 18, I don''t need him as a parent." I say. "Hailey, this is not some game. Your father is gone." She says to me, her eyes filled with tears. I don''t believe it. I can''t believe this. My phone vibrates in the inside pocket of my zer and I react without thinking, taking it out and looking at the caller id, Aunt Tara. The zero phones on school grounds rule flying out the window in front of the headmistress. "Hello?" I say as I answer the phone. "Hailey, sweetie I''ve booked you on the first flight home. Check your email okay? Your father, oh my." Aunt Tara starts tearing up over the phone. "What''s happening?" I ask. "I still don''t know what happened. I just flew back in from a business trip. Your flight is in a few..." Aunt Tara says but is quickly interrupted by a loud crashing sound. The call gets cut off and I look at Headmistress Ger in panic. For a second it looks like she zoned out but quickly snaps out of it as she jumps out of her chair to sit on the chair next to me. I try calling Aunt Tara''s phone but it keeps sending me off to voicemail. I try her eldest child, Vincent''s cell and he picks up. "Hailey. I''m so sorry about.." He tries to say but I interrupt him. "Vince, I think your mom just got in to an ident. She called me and then there was this loud crash and the call got cut off. I can''t reach her right now." I say without catching a breath as the panic sets in to make a home inside me. "Wait, slow down. Mom? An ident?" He asks and I nod my head yes. "Hello? Hailey?" He asks. "I heard a loud crash Vincent. You need to find her, please." I say. "Her flightnded an hour ago. I''ll go find her Hails. I promise." He says before the line goes dead. "That... that sounded like a car crash right?" I ask looking in to headmistress Ger''s eyes. Jaxon barges in to the office, his eyes wild with panic looking around the office until his eyes settle on me. He immediately kneels down in front of me and gently grabs my hands. His touch soothing me instantly, which takes me by surprise but I don''t pull away. I feel slight tingles on my hands, where his hands are wrapped around mine. "I''m so sorry Hailey. I''ll take you to the airport if you want." Jaxon offers and I nod my head yes as my whole body starts to feel warm. Jaxon stands up before helping me up and walking me out of the office. "She''s all packed. I put her bags in the car and yours just in case." Brett tells Jaxon but my mind is still on that phone call with Aunt Tara that I did not catch what Brett actually said. We walk to a ck SUV, with tinted windows and ck rims. Something definitely from a bad ass action movie but I''ll gush over this car some other day. Jaxon opens the door for me, helping me in and strapping me in safely. Safety first I guess. I didn''t even hear him get in to the car and start driving, when I came to, we were arriving at the airport with Jaxon''s hand holding mine. "Can you pleasee with me? I don''t know.. I don''t know how but somehow with you around, I''ve managed to keep it together. I''m confused by it but you keep me calm and that''s what I need right now." I say as Jaxon puts the car in park. "Anything you want." He says as he gets out of the car and walks to my side, opening the door to let me out. The airport was busy with people walking or running around. Announcements made, people shouting, crying and hugging each other. All the chaos around me couldn''t match the inner turmoil that''s waiting to erupt but for some reason, Jaxon was the lid keeping it all in. "I need to buy a ne ticket. Can you wait here?" He asks and I nod my head yes, before sitting down on one of the chairs ced around the airport about to regret letting Jaxon go. As soon as Jaxon walks away, the panic rises up again. Reminding me that it had settled in some time ago,ying low but now it came in hard. I tried to breath but it was getting harder and harder. The sound of the car crash ying over and over in my head as if I didn''t hear it well the first time. Every time I''d hear it, images of Aunt Tara would sh through my mind. I was way past worry right now but a deep and strong yearn for Jaxon had me at my feet walking around looking for my source of Maybe I''m using him but if I''m not with him, I don''t even know what will happen. "Hey hey.. I''m here. I''m here." Jaxon says to me as he pulls me in for a hug. I allow it because I need him to calm the storm brewing inside me. "Come on, let''s go catch that flight." Jaxon says to me and I pull away. He gently grabs my hand as we walk. Seconds ago, I was a volcano about to erupt and then Jaxon hugged me, taking all of the fire from deep within and putting it out. "How do you do it?" I ask him and he looks at me with an eyebrow raised. "Do what?" He asks. I look at him, trying to see if he was ying me but his face held no emotion. His eyes however, looked at me with warmth and maybe that''s what kept me sane but deep down, I knew. Deep down I knew that Jaxon knew more about this but for now, I''ll settle forfort. For now, that is all I need. Chapter 7 Chapter 7 Hailey''s POV We arrive at my father''s big old mansion which looks worn down and under kept. What were they using my money for? There was a lot of cars parked around the house, some familiar and some not. Jaxon goes to the door to knock but I beat him to it and open it, walking in to the house I once called a home before my parents split. We were happy once, just us three and nothing else to worry about but my father happened to get greedy and almost cost my mother her business no thanks to his lifestyle. She left him, breaking up the perfect family I had in my head. My mother tried to exin to me why she left my father but I spent my days just showing her how angry I was at her and my dad enjoyed it. He relished in seeing her so miserable because her little girl hated her. When I became a teenager, my father''s habits showed themselves fast and I couldn''t hide behind the dream of the happy family. I had to be the adult and baby my father, my own dad. In this very house, I cooked for him and cleaned for him because he couldn''t afford to hire anyone anymore. All the girlfriends he had wouldn''tst three months because he couldn''t keep up with the lifestyle. I would use my own allowance to pay for the cleaningpany and the gardening services until my mom found out and took me away from my dad but that would only make me worse. I''d sneak out to visit him and make sure he is taking care of himself. That was until he met his now wife. The woman who quickly revealed the evil side of my father and used him to get a hand in to my inheritance. Now he was dead, she had no other card to y as I''ll be put in the system and my inheritance put away until I''m 18. What will she do then? "Oh Hailey, I''m so d you could make it." Evil stepmother says as she pulls me in for a hug. "Hug me back stupid! People are watching." She whisper yells in my ear but I push her away from me. "I want you to stay far away from me. I''m just here to bury my father." I say before walking away from her as people watch. I couldn''t care. They all knew or had an idea of what my dad and this woman did to me and they didn''t do anything about it. I see my father''s friend and possibly hiswyer David in the kitchen and I grab a bar stool to sit next to him. "So, did he leave her the house?" I ask. "Hello to you too Hailey and no. She only agreed to a prenup because he promised to take care of her no matter what. The house and everything in it, is yours." David says to me and I smile. "Is he in debt?" I ask and he shakes his head no. "Your grandmother paid it all off. She wouldn''te here of course because she disowned him but she asked me to ask you to visit her. There are some things she would like to talk to you about." He says before handing me a piece of paper and walking away, whiskey in hand. I open the envelope to see bank statements of my father, which were on zero. The prenuptial agreement and a letter from my grandmother. I decide not to read it now but after the funeral. I just have to get through all of this, with Crue. Speaking of Crue.... I get off the bar stool and walk out of the kitchen, in search for my dad''s widow. Now that I know the house belongs to me, I will give her an hour to get her possessions and leave my house. I find her sitting outside by the pool with some people. Her arms linked with Mr. Balwin, who was newly single after his drama filled divorce. "Stacy, can I talk to you?" I ask and she looks at me and then looks back at her friends. "David can you exin to Stacy what you just told me in the kitchen." I say to my dad''swyer and friend. Stacy looks at me and then at David, visible scowl on her face. I feel Jaxon stand behind me, giving off the courage I thought I had but I needed to carry this out. "You signed a prenup so the house and everything else belongs to Hailey. I''m not drunk enough for this family drama and I will not be put in the middle of it." David says before walking away from me, again. "No. This house is mine and you are just one stupid little step daughter." Stacy says to me and I chuckle. "I read your prenuptial agreement, the bank statements and all. You''ve racked up some debt but whatever. I want you out of my father''s house in one hour before I call the police." I say before grabbing Jaxon''s hand and walking away. This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. "This is my house!" Stacy screams out but I ignore her, wrapped up in Jaxon''s scent. I felt warm, calm and within arm''s reach of peace when I''m around him. I know it shouldn''t be like this because I don''t even know him but with everything going on, I''m so d he came along. Everyone was looking at me now with Stacy screaming profanities. "Fuck you and your father! No wonder your parents were killed, time to kill you too!" Stacy says to me before storming past me. "What did you just say to me?" I ask, pulling her arm to stop her from getting away. "Don''t be stupid. Your parents were murdered little girl, think about it! Or ask your mother''s best friend if you don''t believe me." She says before yanking her arm out of my grip. I let her go, watching her storm out of the house. People started whispering around me, looking at me with pity in their eyes. They had no shame as they talked about my family in front of me, whispering and gossiping. "Get out of my house." I say, everyone going quiet but still in the same position. "I SAID, GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU ALL GOOD FOR NOTHING, NOSY GROWN ASS FOLKS WHO HAVE ZERO SHAME! GET OUT! ALL OF YOU!" I scream out and they all fly out, grabbing their purses and running out. "Well, I''m drunk now and this is the drama I signed up for. Good for you kiddo, but take it down a notch on saturday okay?" David says to me before walking out and closing the door. Silence follows after the door closes and my legs give out. Ind on my knees, shocking Jaxon as he kneels down to look at me. "Were my parents murdered? Who would do that? Why would they do that?" I ask myself but Jaxon pulls me in for a hug. "If they were murdered, we will find out who did this." He promises but my head was stuck on my mother being killed. My poor mother, killed for what? And if they were killed, what happened to my aunt Tara? What was going on in this town and what did it have to do with my parents? Or everyone that I loved? Chapter 8 Chapter 8 Hailey''s POV After everyone had left and it was just Jaxon and I, I decided to clean up. Someone had to and I''m pretty sure Stacy was hoping I''d do it anyway. Jaxon helped out, not saying a word but staying close to me. As if he knew what he was doing to me, how he was manipting how I felt. I didn''t feel like crying, I felt strong and capable. He gave me warmth and calmness. At the moment, I was addicted to it. He was helping me avoid the feelings of losing both my parents and as much as I want to hate my father, of which I thought I did, I still love him. I me myself for going so far away from him just to lose him. He was my onlyst living parent and I This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. left him to fend the world on his own, when I was perfectly aware how incapable he is. The man couldn''t take care of himself and I still left. All because he said a few nasty words here and there. I should''ve been strong, should have endured his verbal abuse as long as he stayed alive. "Hey hey hey... you know none of this is your fault right? I know I shouldn''t say this but people die. It''s always the ones we love the most that we lose first and we can''t help but me ourselves but this was beyond your control." Jaxon says to me as he pulls me in for a hug. His scent enveloping me in his warmth. "I love your cologne. What is it?" I ask, not failing to notice Jaxon go stiff. "I forgot the name. My mother chose it for me, I''ll ask her yeah?" He quickly responds and I nod my head. To be honest, what do I care about a man''s cologne? As long as he kept wearing it, he would receive noints from me. We pull apart and I immediately feel empty without his closeness. "How about you go lie down and I can finish cleaning up?" He offers and I immediately panic. If I go to my room, if it is still my room, I''d be far from him and I''ll start to feel all the sadness. The front door opens, pausing my panic as Jaxon and I turn our heads to see who just walked in. Vincent. Vincent was wearing blue faded Jean''s and a tan Jersey, his face holding so much sadness as he looked at me. I quickly run to him, afraid of what he was going to tell me. Jaxon following close behind, my insides thanking him for remembering how much I still needed him, even though my childhood crush just walked through the door. "Hey Hailey, I hope it''s okay I just drop by like this." Vincent says to me and i just pull him in for a hug. He hugs me tightly, taking his time as I was ready to pull apart but he holds on to me for what felt like minutes. We eventually pull apart after Jaxon coughs out loud, signaling his presence in the room. "Uhm Vincent, this Jaxon. From my school and Jaxon, this is Vincent. A childhood friend and Aunt Tara''s son." I say. They both eye each other up before shaking hands. The room growing a little tense, which was confusing because well, why would there be tension? "Mom is fine by the way. Just a weird bite on her neck but doctors are keeping her in the hospital to monitor her as she''s pretty shaken up. " Vincent tells me, which has Jaxon perking up. "A bite on the neck? I thought she was in an ident?" Jaxon asks. "Yeah she was driving and a pack of wolves came out of nowhere, knowing my mother she was driving past the speed limit. She tried to swerve around them but ended up spinning and hitting a tree, apparently in her unconscious state, a wolf bit her." Vincent says to Jaxon as he rubs the back of his head. "Hailey, would you like to go and see her? We can finish cleaning upter or I could order a cleaning service while we are there?" Jaxon asks me. "Yes, I''d love to check on aunt Tara. Vincent, you''re driving?" I ask him and he nods his head yes. "Okay great. Let''s go then.." I say as I grab the house keys and follow the boys out. We hop in to Vincent''s car and drive down to the hospital. The whole car ride was awkward. Jaxon barely said a word and Vincent kept stealing nces my way, trying to talk in code but I was failing miserably at understanding exactly what he was trying to tell me but I know for a fact it has everything to do with Jaxon. I mean Jaxon was huge. Very tall and definitely notcking in the muscles department. He was also very edgy looking, from his messy hair to his leather jacket and ck boots. He had this bad boy drift going on and I''m sure he is but he has been so amazing to me, how could I think any differently? Vincent puts the car in park as Jaxon hops out of the front seat. He opens the door for me as Vincent does the same in the backseat, making this a lot more awkward as I didn''t know which door to get out of but Jaxon decides for me by gently grabbing my hand, helping me out. I thought I heard Vincent mumble something before banging his car door but I decide to ignore it. We are here to see aunt Tara and not have to deal with bruised egos. They put me in the middle as we walk in to the hospital, each boy on each side. Vincent directs us and within minutes, we are in aunt Tara''s room. She was awake and smiled as she saw me walk in. She eyed Jaxon suspiciously before pulling me down for a hug. "Oh my sweet, sweet baby!" Aunt Tara says to me as she hugs me tight. First thing I noticed when I saw aunt Tara was the big bandage on the right side of her neck, no other bruising. "What happened to you?" I ask and she let''s out a sigh. "These wolves came out of nowhere and blocked the damn road! I tried to move around them but they just wouldn''t budge and I just lost control. Apparently got bitten too which is a crazy story because I don''t remember that happening." She says to me. "Where was this ident?" Jaxon asks and aunt Tara takes a second before answering him. "On airport road. I had just left the airport." She said and Jaxon nodded his head. "Who are you young man?" Aunt Tara asks Jaxon. "Oh this is..." I try to answer but I''m quickly shot down by aunt Tara. "I asked the boy." She says to me and I shut my mouth. "I''m Jaxon Ger, I attend a few sses with Hailey and we sit together during lunch." He says proudly. Aunt Tara looks at me before looking back at Jaxon. "Well, I need a few minutes with my girl. Do you boys mind waiting outside? Vincent close the door after you." She says and the boys listen, Vincent doing exactly what his mother asked him to do. "Well, he''s cute.." She says to me and I just roll my eyes. "I get it. I get it! You don''t want to talk boys with me and that''s fine. We have one important thing we need to talk about though." Aunt Tara says to me. "What is it?" I ask. She gently squeezes my hand as her eyes fill with tears. "Hailey, I need to tell you the truth about your mother. " She says to me. My panic returning and boiling over. Was Stacy right? Was my mother murdered? Chapter 9 Chapter 9 Hailey''s POV "Hailey, your had been receiving death threats for some time before they actually acted upon those threats. It was letter after letter of someone promising to end her and in detail. I don''t know who killed her but I have been trying to find out and I think they tried to kill me too." Aunt Tara said to me. I blink my eyes once. Trying to digest her words. Blink again, as if I could hear my own heart shatter. "I think I was getting close. I found a name in one of the letters, a Theo. Something about she belonged to him and she rejected him." She says and I hear her but my head is still stuck at the fact that my mother was murdered. "I believe he wanted your father dead too but that man beat him to it. Theodore Young is the name I found during my hunt for your mother''s killer and I seem to remember her having a brief rtionship with a Theodore at summer camp in our high school days. Of course the rtionship had to end because they lived so far away from each other but they tried to keep it alive by writing letters and calls through the telephone. I just wish I could find those letters." Aunt Tara says. "I could try look for them back at the house?" I ask but she shakes her head no. "Your mother moved out remember? She would''ve taken them with." Aunt Tara says to me but I shake my head no this time. "We left in such a rush, we couldn''t pack everything. There''s boxes of my mother''s stuff back at home, I''ll take a look at them." I say and Aunt Tara smiles at me. "Good. I''m sorry we lied to you about your mother. To tell you the truth, the police wrote it up as an ident and found someone to me but your mother had left me voicemails the day before about being followed so I never believed it to be an ident." She says and I nod my head in understanding. "Then how does the widow know my mother was killed?" I ask which has Aunt Tara bulging out her eyes. "You need to get home now and get me those letters! And keep that boy around you all the time, you hear me? He looks like he can pack a punch." Aunt Tara says to me, scaring me. I kiss her on the forehead before walking out the door. I find Jaxon and Vincent sitting just outside the door. "Ready to go?" Jaxon asks me. "Wait, I still need to talk to my mom." Vincent says to us. "That''s fine, you''ll find us at Hailey''s house." Jaxon responds as he gently grabs my hand and we walk away, not sparing Vincent another second. "My mom was murdered. Aunt Tara said that someone killed my mother." I say with a shaky voice. "I heard. We are going to find out who did this and they are going to pay for hurting you." Jaxon says. "You heard?" I ask and he just nods his head without looking at me. We walk out of the hospital to find Brett waiting outside in front of a ck SUV. When did he get here? Jaxon opens the car door for me and I hop in. He closes the door and they talk for a few minutes, unable to hear anything they were saying. They eventually get in to the car, Jaxon sitting at the back with me as Brett drives us. "Did he fly down with us?" I ask Jaxon. Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. "Nah. He drove down here, actually just arrived in time to fetch us from the hospital." Jaxon says to me. I nod my head. I know Brett drove us to the airport and we arrived before him but a drive here takes forever, not half the day. Especially in this big SUV, he would''ve had to vite so many speed limits. Although now is not the time to question any of that right now, I have to think of my mother. The letters. If she was indeed murdered, then my dad''s widow knows about it. Maybe my dad got threats too and she knew about them? Maybe the killer sent letters boasting about how he killed my mother. If that''s the case then my father did not tell me about it, instead he went on with his life, spending my mother''s hard earned money. Jaxon pulled me closer to him as he gave me a side hug. It helped, as if he could read my thoughts and know just when to give mefort. My head was nk now, thanks to him. My anger dissipated in seconds with his touch. Jaxon was quickly bing my drug and if I continued to use him like this, I won''t be able to let go once we get back. I don''t even know if I have the strength to let him go, I need him close to me at all times. "I''m right here." He says to me before kissing my head. Once again, as if he could read my mind. The cares to a stop and I look out, realizing that we have made it to the house. Jaxon jumps out and helps me out after him, together we walk to the front door of the house. The door was wide open. My heart starts to beat really fast as my bulged out eyes search Jaxon''s eyes for a fix, some safety and assurance. Brett races past us and in to the house as Jaxon walks in before me. "Stay behind me." He says and I nod my head yes as the coward in me takes center stage. There was no way I was going to face whoever it is that broke in to my father''s house. Jaxon stops walking and I hit his back, my two left feet losing bnce and gravity pulling me down as I let it take me to the cold ass floor. I close my eyes, waiting for the fall, weing the fall with everything in me because that''s just who I am but I never make it as two strong arms catch me in time. "I''ve got you. Always." Jaxon assures me. I smile sheepishly, his voice sending shivers down my spine and his promise warming my heart. Brett walks back to us, killing the moment. "It''s the dudes wife. She''s in the master bedroom packing her clothes." Brettes to tell us and I huff out loud before storming my way up the stairs to my daddy''s room. "You have some nerve!" I shout out, as Ie face to face with the gold digger. "Oh put the attitude away. I''m here to take my stuff and get the fuck out of here. I did my part now that your good for nothing daddy is dead, Theo will focus on us. Get out of my way you little human." Stacy says to me, shoving me out of the way. I stumble on my feet and fall, the strength of that woman! "Did you say Theo?" I ask and she doesn''t even stop to answer my question. I stay rooted on the floor. My head spinning as question after question runs through it. There was more to my mother''s death and my father''s death. Theo was a person of interest but now it has just dawned on me that Stacy was at the center of it too. Stacy was part of the story and the gold digging brat behavior was just an act. She was in fact, a person of interest who knew Theo very well. Stacy could very well be behind it all. Chapter 10 Chapter 10 Hailey''s POV I ran after her but I wasn''t fast enough. The time I took thinking she could be the one behind the death of my parents, gave her enough time to leave and I may never see her again. "You okay?" Brett asks me as I walk in to the kitchen. I look up at him and around the kitchen. "Where''s Jaxon?" I ask as I feel the panic begin to build up in my body from not seeing him. I sit on the bar stool as I start to feel dizzy, sadness overtaking me and shocking my system. With Jaxon here, I don''t feel, it''s as if he drains me of all feelings and I remain calm but now, now I have to feel. My body is forcing me to feel and I can''t, I just can''t. "Jaxon?" I call out in panic. Brett runs around the Ind to stand next to me. "He ran after Stacy. He''s on his way back." Brett tells me but that doesn''t help and I try to stand to run after him. Now I don''t even take two steps before my legs give out but Brett is quick with his hands and he catches me. "You want Jaxon? Fine." He says before helping me up and allowing me to hold on to him as we walk out the door. Jaxon was standing on the driveway, talking to a man that was standing next to Stacy. They all turn to look at me and I hold on tighter to Brett. This man looked exactly like my father and I know my dad does not have siblings. A rush of anger takes over, every other feeling taking the back seat as I stomp my way towards my dad. He was my father, the man was not dead. "What is this? You faked your own death?" I ask out loud. "No idiot! This is Theo!" Stacy shouts out and I chuckle at her dumbness. "No you idiot. This is dad and what you are both doing is wrong! I almost cried for you! I''m trying so hard not to cry, so so hard not to break down and yet here you are being the shitty dad I know you are. Well done! Job well done on being so insanely petty and criminal!" I say in anger. "Youngdy, I am not your father. I am his twin brother but we were separated at birth." Dad says. "Wow! So you still want to y dead huh? Okay I''ll humor you then. Who are you then?" I ask, folding my arms and tapping my foot as I wait for an answer. "I''m Theo." He says so calmly. I step back from them but Jaxon holds my hand. "You hurt my aunt." I say, making him chuckle. "Wasn''t it a wolf that hurt her? How could it have been me?" He asks and I bite my lip, he made sense. "I dont know what game you two are ying but if that''s they way you want to y it, then you won''t get a funeral. I''ll just burn you in to ash and sprinkle them in the backyard." I say, hoping that would anger him. My father loved attention and he would die for real if he thought I would not give him a proper burial. He would want to see people cry for him and talk about him as if he was a good man. He was not, my father is not one of the good ones. He knew it and I knew it but if I came from him and I was decent then he could be too, he had to be. I know he was no good to my mother and he will never again get the chance to right the many wrongs there with my mother gone but he could at least be good to me, to the world. He can amend the rtionships he ruined with his selfish ways. I prayed every damn day for my dad to at least try to be a dad. To attend all of my prize giving ceremonies and even though I suck so bad at sports, I wish he had made the effort to be one of the parents on the bleachers chanting my name and cheering me on. Instead it was my mother until it wasn''t anymore. Until I was the only kid out on the field without a parent and that is why I don''t y any sports. He couldn''t even take the time out of his not so busy life of justying around with Stacy in the house and take me to my new school, help me settle in. He was my only parent and here he was trying to rid himself of me, to get rid of me for good because he didn''t want me. "I''m not your father, I''m sorry." He continues to deny me. "Am I that bad of a daughter that you''d need to kill yourself so I could let you go? I didn''t ask anything of you! You were barely a father then so what makes you think I''d ask you of anything now? All you''ve done is spend my money and leave me a half wrecked house that''s probably going to cost me a fortune to revive!" I say as the tears fall down my face. "Oh don''t be dramatic. I swear your daddy died, he really stopped breathing. This man is not him, he wishes that he was Theo." Stacy says to me. "Enough! Stop torturing the poor girl, she has lost enough as it is and she does not even know the full story. Theodore, handle your bitch." Grandma says. We all turn to face her. "Grandma Ferguson?" I ask. It''s been a long time since Ist saw her. I was probably 6 when Ist saw her but she has not changed or aged one bit. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. "Yes, it is I." She dramatically says, holding up her cane that she doesn''t really need. "Have you read my letter little Hailey?" She asks me and I shake my head no. "Well then, I''ll have to tell you the story myself. Theo, you''ll want to here for this. If anything, you might just be this little girl''s father." She says before walking past all of us. Wait what? This is Theodore? Chapter 11 Chapter 11 Hailey''s POV "I gave birth to twins many years back but your dad and Theodore''s biological father and I went our separate ways, taking one kid with us. I took your father because he was more like me in the physical sense and Theo was just like his father." Grandma Ferguson said. "How could you tell? Physically, this man looks like my father in every way." I say, confusion eating at my brain, trying to piece everything together. "A mother knows darling." She responds to me. Not answering my question, but grandma is too scary to call out. "And you, you never wanted to be with your mother?" I ask my dad''s twin brother. "I did but I quickly came to understand that some things should just be left alone. I got the upbringing I needed to thrive, to be who I needed to be to get here and I owe that to my father, my parents for making that sacrifice." Theo says to me. Also failing to get in to detail about all of this and the more they gave vague answers, the more confused I got. Grandma Ferguson spent the remainder of the day arranging my father''s funeral, taking the load off my shoulders and I couldn''t be more grateful. At night, I couldn''t sleep. How does one sleep after you meet your father''s twin brother, whom I''ve never heard about. I quickly remember the mini mission aunt Tara gave me and I jump out of bed and run to the garage, hoping to find my mother''s things that she never got the chance to take with her. Fifteen spiderwebster and hairpletely covered in dust, I find the box marked ex-wife in my father''s handwriting. "Wow. So pretty!" I say to myself. I immediately find the letters, hidden inside my old photo album filled with my baby photos. My heart breaking as it dawns on me that my father never cared to keep any of my memorabilia, he put my pictures, of me as a baby with my mother''s things. This man did not care about me at all and the stupid child in me found every excuse to excuse his behavior towards me. Now he was dead and I could not tell him how I don''t want him in my life. I never got the chance to tell him to go die and to actually just die, like right now. I could never really hate him, even though I constantly reminded myself of the hatred I felt for him, deep down I loved him. Deep down, I still love him and I always will but he has hurt me for so long. Over what? I don''t know. Maybe for being born oring from the woman that left him with nothing. He hated my mother, that much I knew and it was passed down to me even when she was alive and I never understood what broke our happy home. My mother was probably just sick and tired of his toxicity that she finally found the courage to leave him. I take the letters and the photo album but right before closing the box, I find a sealed red envelope. It had no name on it but I took it anyway. Both my parents were dead now so reading their secrets was not going to get me in to any trouble. I leave the garage and walk back to my bedroom. Memories of my mother fighting with my father as I pretended to be asleep as they fought found their way in my head. I don''t even remember what they were fighting about but I know my father was drunk and my mother was probably upset over it. I find Jaxon sitting on my bed, holding a mug of something hot inside and my heart warms. God knows this man came in to my life at the right time, I might not have thought this in the beginning but look at us now... "You are too sweet." I say, making myselffortable on the bed. Jaxon ces my mug on my nightstand before sitting back on my bed. Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. "What do you have there?" Jaxon asks, pointing at the photo album of my baby photos. I excitedly open it to show him the happy times in my childhood. I don''t remember most of them but I remember my mother telling me why each photo was taken and that''s exactly how I told it to him, the way my mother would have had she had the chance to meet Jaxon or any crush that I had over at the house. She had a soft spot for Vincent. The fact that I was crushing on him, excited her so much and I knew she had our wedding day nned in her head. Vincent and I have had our moments, like those quiet stare in to your eyes moment where the world stops but we quickly acted as if nothing happened and that is why today I''m still a virgin in every sense. Pictures of me and my father were still in tact, him being the loving father that I grew to love, the hate he suddenly had was a shock to the system and I don''t think I ever digested it. I figured things were tough and parents separate, a bunch of kids at school had divorced parents, I wasn''t the first and definitely not thest but my father made a spectacle of the whole thing. "This is when I had my first ice cream apparently. It gave me such a shock that I stayed frozen for a few minutes and my mother was panicking trying to take me to the ER but my dad was calm saying it was expected." I say to Jaxon, who listened attentively, not interrupting me one bit. It wasn''t until I felt his hand on my cheek, his thumb wiping away a tear that I knew I was crying. Crying over the memories that I had long forgotten. "I don''t know how it feels to lose a parent and here you are, having lost two but you are holding up okay. You are truly amazing Hailey." Jaxon says to me, pulling me in for a hug that has me breaking downpletely and letting it all out. Letting all the hurt, the pain, the neglected feeling, the insecurity of feeling unloved by the one man that''s supposed to be my first love. The tears just kepting out anding out, every feeling that I have been bottling up just erupting in me and causing me to just cry a whole dam of water. My body felt heavy, overwhelmed with so much feeling, so much sadness. After a fully soaked shirt, no more tears to let out and finally just one feeling left in me- anger, I pull away. The anger refused to be let out. It stayed inside me, to fester and grow. To make a home inside my very soul, where love should be but what do I know about that? Do I even know what love looks like? Could I see it if it was sitting right in front of me? Is Jaxon love or is he just here because it would be cruel of him not to be there for me after iming me in the school that he runs when nobody wanted to be my friend? Jaxon looks at me, at a loss for words and just kisses my forehead. I pull away again to pull out the letters my mother had hidden in my photo album. Most were a bunch of teenage letters about how they miss each other and were hoping to see each other again at the next camp. Each letter either had my mother''s names or a Theo. It couldn''t be the same Theo right? I mean my mom would not date the one twin and then run off to marry the other right? No ways! Eventually the letters stopped. Just returned letters written by my mother, which means Theo never got them, maybe because he moved or whatever. Finally I got to the red letter. I slowly opened it, to find a letter addressed to me from my mother. ''Hailey.... If you are reading this then that means I''m dead. I wish I had the courage to tell you everything but I''ve always been chicken shit abouting clean with this but to better protect you, I need to tell you the truth. Your father and I separated because of me. I was untrue to him and he found out, taking it all out on you. He became physically abusive and that''s when I realized, I had to leave. I don''t know if you remember this but when you were very young, he hit you and I knew I that I had to get you out of there. The truth is, I have been untrue to you too and I''m so sorry. I hate that I put you through all of this but here we are and this needs to be said. Hailey, your father found out that he isn''t your biological father and that is why we moved out. He kicked us out. The man you thought was your father, is really not and I know what you''re thinking, why do you look like him? Well that can be exined. In my teenage years, I met a Theo. He was and still is the love of my life but he disappeared and I lost contact until a year before you were born. Theo is your father, that is the man that left me all that money that I put away for you because it belonged to you. Theodore has no idea about you, I never got to tell him. I don''t know if you will ever cross paths with him but maybe you will and I need you to know that he had no idea at all about you. Hailey- Theo is your father''s twin brother. Estranged brother and they hate each other. If you see him, tell him what you know and because you are reading this, the person that has been sending me death threats has finally seeded in killing me, tell Theo. Tell him I was killed and he will find out who did this, for his own closure and for yours as I never got the chance to find out who it is. I''m so sorry my baby. I''m so sorry for doing this to you. Love you forever, Mom.'' Jaxon takes the letter away from me to read it before he looks at me in confusion. I was confused too because all this time, my father was under this roof and finally I understood. I understood the hate my father had towards me. Chapter 12 Chapter 12 Hailey''s POV "Good, you''re still here." I say when I see my dad''s twin in the kitchen with my grandmother. My anger was the only thing keeping me from breaking down, keeping me from losing itpletely. Anger was the only thing keeping me on my feet right now to demand some answers. "Yes, I''m still here." He says. I ce the letter on the kitchen counter and slide it over to him. He eyes it suspiciously before looking at me. "It''s for you. Well for me but for you too." I say, giving him a nod to go ahead and read it. Grandma Ferguson looks between us before grabbing the letter and reading it first. It was then that Jaxon walked in to stand next to me. "Oh my.." Grandma says, clutching the Pearl''s around her neck. She hands the letter back to Theodore, who looks at his mother curiously before reading the letter. He takes his time, probably reading it over and over again. I see him steal nces at me as he reads the letter, grandma crying already. With Brett holding her up, she was hysterical. As if her son just died and I wanted to join in, I mean my poor father. The man was betrayed by his own brother and my mother. Everytime he looked at me, he saw himself, his brother. Every damn day I''d call him daddy, it would stab him in the heart because I was not his child. I was never his to begin with and my mother did this, they did this. "My mother was with your brother! Now I know why he treated me the way he did." I shout out at Theodore, who was taking a little too long with reading the letter. "Oh honey, your father had his demons. He was never good to you." Grandma Ferguson says through sobs. "Oh what do you know? You were never there!" I say in frustration. I hear Theodore sort of growl. Probably groaned, humans don''t growl. "I know plenty. From the moment your mother knew she had you in her womb, he did not want you but your mother was not having it. I guess now I understand why she wanted you here on earth, you were made from love." Grandma says and I chuckle. "From love? I''m a product of betrayal!" I say as the tears pool around my eyes. "My mother, you biological father, betrayed my father! You all betrayed him and who can me him?" I say, the tears finally staining my face, one after the other. "Nonsense! I loved your mother and she loved me. You may never know that kind of love but it exists and now that I know she was killed, I will find out who did it, even if it ends up killing me." Theodore says. "Oh just great! Another parent has to die. I guess you all just can''t wait to get away from me. Everyone''s dream is to leave me orphaned! You find out that I''m your daughter but all you care about is my dead mother." I shout out before running away, to my room. I lock my door and fall to the soft carpet on my floor. I let it all out. Losing my mother, losing my father and finding out he wasn''t really mine. I cry over the fact that they all lied to me, they didn''t care that I deserved to know the truth when they were both alive. Instead of telling me that he hates me because I''m his brother''s child, he abused me verbally every chance he got. He berated me whenever I didn''t get anything right and everything was my fault, I was the bad luck he didn''t need and I still loved him. I found the room to forgive him and keep him in my heart. He hurt me so many times, day by day and now I knew why. How was I to know that I wasn''t his? We look alike and I had no idea he had a brother! ''Guess that''s why he never mentioned him.'' A voice in my head says. I sit up quickly, looking around the room to see if anyone walked in but I was alone. I was alone. ________________________________________ Jaxon''s POV "How are you her father? It''s impossible!" I say. This couldn''t be happening. Male wolves don''t mate with female werewolves! It''s always been like that but now here was Hailey''s family tree. Her father, staring back at me, a werewolf and an alpha. "Is she one too?" I ask looking between the grandmother and the alpha. "We don''t know. She was raised human so there was no way of knowing. We all thought she was his child." Says the grandmother. "Why do you care if she''s one or not? If she is then I''ll take her to my pack as I have no heir." Theodore says. "I care because she''s my mate." I say, making the olddy gasp. "Impossible!" Theo says banging his fist on the counter. "On her first day of school I knew it. I''ve been with her ever since. I know she''s my mate because my wolf says so, because I feel it in her touch, in her voice and that I can read her thoughts." I say. "That''s unheard of..." Olddy tells me and I chuckle. "Your father won''t allow it. If she is indeed a wolf, she won''t be able to give you children. You need children." Theo says and I nod my head, because he was right. My father would never allow me to mate with her. "Well, I believe we have some time before any of that. Besides, your twin brother came out human didn''t he?" I ask looking between the gran and the dad. "He was born a wolf too but his wolf was dormant. He would''ve never survived life in a pack as an alpha''s child. He would''ve been challenged all the time so my mother and father decided she would go live with him in human territory to protect him. They had to sort of break up for this to happen." Theo tells me, I look at grandma. "It still hurts to this day. We swore to never see each other again, for his protection. He had to take a new mate and it nearly killed me but it had to be done to save my son and to make sure Theodore has the chance to be respected and to rule after his father without constantly worrying about his weaker This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. brother. Although he was not weak, no. The anger, the outburst, that''s the making of a werewolf but he would not shift." Grandma says and I sit down on one of the bar stools to actually let it all sink in. "What I don''t get is, how is she my mate? She is definitely not human and now that the wolf inside her has met you, her real father, it might just push her to shift and we all know she''s not ready for any of that." I say. "Also, even if your twin brother was her father, then she was going to be a wolf anyway. Why keep her here, with the humans?" I ask. "His wolf was dormant. There''s no way, she would''ve been born one and when she was born, she did not have hair covering her skin which is what happens to every pup that is born so we believed she was human but now that Theo is her father, you might be right in keeping the two apart." Grandma says and I nod my head in agreement. "Then it is settled. Tomorrow, after the funeral, Hailey and I will make our way back.'' I say. "You also have to keep your distance. Until she deals with this revtion, she cannot find out that she''s a wolf or that you are her mate." Grandma tells me. I wanted to fight her on that but what she''s saying makes perfect sense. I can''t bombard her with any more revtions, I will have to keep my distance and the only way to do that is to bring back the one girl I swore I''d keep away from her. It was time to go back to my old ways. Chapter 13 Chapter 13 Hailey''s POV Getting dressed for my dad sh not my dad felt like a drag. I mean, don''t get me wrong, I want to go say goodbye to the man I thought all my life was my father but did I deserve to? Did any of us deserve toy him to rest? My mother and his twin betrayed him in the worst possible way. I''m the product of a betrayal, a permanent reminder of what my mother did. I couldn''t even look at myself in the mirror, who could? Yes, I look like my dad but I also look like his twin. Looking like him was probably the worst thing because then it told him I looked like the brother. Every time he looked at me, he saw it over and over again. A knock on the door brought me out of that dark ce, a head simr to the man I''m to bury today popping through. Just great. "Can we talk? After the funeral that is and then I''ll leave you alone. If you don''t want a rtionship with me, I will understand and keep my distance but please give me a few minutes to say a few words to you. I just need you to listen." He says to me and I nod my head, not even sure why I did that but I did. He smiles, it feels weird and I think he feels it too because he quickly closes the door, taking me back to that lonely dark ce where I me myself again for my father''s pain. ''You are innocent from all of this.'' That voice in my head goes again. Startling me, I run out of my room quickly to look for Jaxon who was surprisingly keeping his distance from me and I need him more today. "Hey Hailey. Figured you''d need a friend today, sorry I haven''t been around much." Vincent says to me and I pull him in for a hug. "You''re there when it counts. Thank you." I say before pulling away from him. "Come on, we were all waiting for you." He says, gently taking my hand in his. We walk out of the Content ? N?velDrama.Org. house, where everyone was waiting including Jaxon, who smiles when I look at him. I guess a smile does the job too.. Grandma Ferguson takes my hand and leads me to her car, where a driver opens the door for us to get in and we do. The entire ride to the church was a blur as the reality creeped in, reminding me of what I''ve lost. The whole church service was a blur too, I wasn''t even paying attention as my dad''s casket was all I could look at. The good memories yed over and over in my head, they weren''t many but I had some and I will never forget them. He was my dad, he will always be because I loved him and I choose to believe he did too in his own twisted way or he loved me before he found out about the betrayal and that''s enough. That little bit of love is all that I needed to choose how I would remember him. He was hurt in one of the worst ways and who could me him? "Hailey?" The priest called to me. We were now at the cemetery and how we got here, I could never tell you. I didn''t even realize we had left the church until I was called out of my thoughts. "It is your turn to say something." Grandma Ferguson whispers in my ear and I stand up, Jaxon looking at me to see if I needed him but I shake my head no. I will find the strength to deliver this eulogy. I was all that was left of him even though biologically I was never his. He raised me for a time and that was enough. It should be enough. "My father, was not a nice man. He made a lot of enemies, even in the family. I''m sure some of you are probably asking yourselves why I''m even here, or why I''d even bother saying a few words to the man that told the whole world that I was not his daughter in a drunken outburst. Well, nobody is perfect and if I don''t do it, I don''t think there''s anyone capable enough to say kinder words. Right now, My father is in a world now that harbors no hate or room for resentment so what''s the point? All there is in his new world is light and I''m hoping he gets to work his way towards it. I''ve learned much from that man, might not be the usual teachings of a father that adores their child but it''s because of him I''m so hardworking. It is because of him that I know unconditional love and that I possess such a trait, to love him even when some thought he didn''t deserve it, when he truly believed he did not deserve it. I loved him, I cared about him and I wish him the safest passage to the after life. May he finally know peace, know true love and find a family that will be true to him because he deserves that. Go easy dad, we will meet again." I say. I look at my grandmother, who was crying her eyes out and then at my new dad, who looked like he was in physical pain as he sat there. I walk back to my seat, next to my lovely grandmother. "That was beautiful." She says to me and I nod my head, quickly going back to that numbness and thanking it, going back in my head and not listening to a thing they said after me. It was only once we made it back home that I felt present in the moment. With everyone dropping off sympathy bakes or grills, drinking coffee or alcohol, whatever they fancied. Jaxon was nowhere to be found, his sidekick had disappeared too and I found that odd. "Can we talk now?" Theodore asked as I followed him outside, reminding myself to find Jaxon and ask him why he was so distant. "Just one question, were you born with a birthmark?" He asks me and I nod my head yes. I pull down my cor to show him the crescent shaped mark on my breastbone. "It can''t be.." He says, touching his chest. "Why can''t it be?" I ask him and he pulls down his shirt to show me his birthmark and it looked like mine, in the very same ce. "So I''m guessing that''s the proof you needed?" I ask him. "No. I can feel that you are mine, I felt some closeness to you before, when I kept my distance but I thought it was because my brother and I were twins. Now I know you are mine and I want to be a parent to you, if you''ll have me. I will keep my distance but I''ll be there for you when you need me. I will always be close by and you will never truly be alone. I won''t force a rtionship with you, just know that whenever you are ready, I''ll be there to start the journey with you." He says to me, pulling me in for a hug before kissing my forehead and leaving me to my thoughts. _________________________________________ Jaxon''s POV She was his child and now it was confirmed that she was indeed a wolf. It was only a matter of time before she shifts, her wolf should be awakened by now. There''s no word for the pain I feel right now. This is what we live for, finding a mate and experiencing the joy of a lifetime but now there''s no way I could ever be with her, no way I could ever experience true joy that woulde from her. The only joy that matters. I deserve it but if I want to be alpha of my pack and give my pack a future, I''d have to leave her behind. Leave our love here and live out my life hoping she never gets to experience the pain of loving someone you can''t have. The daughter of the crescent moon. She was never mine to keep in the first ce and very soon, she would have to be with her kind. "Everything is set. We have to go now." Brett says to me, patting my back asfort while we both look at my one and only. I steal onest look at my beautiful mate, who stood there crying and my body aching to run up to her andfort her but I promised to keep my distance. "Goodbye Hailey, hopefully one day you''ll forgive me." I say before running off in to the woods..... If only she knew she had my heart already. Chapter 14 Chapter 14 Hailey''s POV Theodore decided to drive me to the airport, fly with me and drop me off at school. He flew us private and I''m not sure if he was showing off or trying to impress me but I was too troubled to try think of how I felt about being in a private ne with somedy serving me endless cups of ice cream. My thoughts were consumed by one boy. Jaxon. He left on the day of the funeral without saying goodbye. He did not even tell anyone he was leaving, he just left. Leaving behind all of his clothes behind and having me travel back with all of it. I don''t know why I didn''t have his number in my phone and why he didn''t think to reach out and apologize for leaving me on such a hard day. When it was time for Theo to leave, he left me with a credit card, a stack of cash and an address to some house just close by in case I need him. Did I need the money? No. Did I fight him on it? No. He wants to find a way to my heart, maybe buying me is his way and if I was in a better state of mind then I''d tell him that this was not the way to do it but I''m not in my right mind. I won''t pretend for his benefit that I am. I won''t even try force a smile on my face because I''m hurting, I have to digest so much and also deal with the pain of losing the only parents I knew. Many would say, well you have one more father! Why not use the opportunity given to you to build a rtionship with him? I just can''t. Not right now. Not when I must first deal with the fact that my mother lied to me, my mother, who can''t even exin the letter and the big secret she kept from me all these years. Every damn day she would wake me up and shower me with love, cook me breakfast. Make memories and watch me cry for a man that was not my father. Yes, she pleaded with me to see him for who he was and how he treated me but maybe if I had known that he wasn''t really my dad, maybe I would''ve been more open to seeing his true self. I wouldn''t fight for that non existent rtionship. "Lights out!" The matron calls out. I hear feet running around as the girls run to their rooms to sleep. A beep goes off on my phone, notifying me of a post on chatpax and I sit up to see what was news today. Upon opening my phone, I didn''t realize I''d have to hear the pieces of my heart break to nothing. I felt a strange pain hit me and then nothing. Numbness. I felt nothing as I saw a picture of Jaxon with Azuri, the caption saying that she would be back at school with her long term boyfriend. Did I read thements? Naturally. One after the other they would talk about me. About how I feel seeing this picture or just when I''m back and still mourning the death of my parent, I have to deal with being the girl Jaxon used. Yes, I''m like the others, the other girls that Jaxon apparently toyed around with and when he''s done, he runs back to Azuri, who will always wee him back with open arms. I was numb to theughing emojis or heartbreak emojis they tagged me on. I honestly wanted to feel something but I couldn''t. Everything they said I was feeling, betrayal or used I didn''t feel. That I should be feeling some added grief from seeing this picture and the fact that everyone knows that Jaxon traveled with me to my fathers funeral but once it was all over, he ran to the arms of the one he truly loves. I put my phone back on my nightstand and force myself to sleep. Hopefully tomorrow, I''m this numb from all that''s toe from this post. _________________________________________ The next day... I wake up way before my rm, switching off my phone and covering myself with my bed covers. Yes, everything came tumbling down on me the minute I woke up and I felt like something heavy was sitting on my chest. I thought Jaxon and I shared something and if we didn''t, we were at the very least friends. I hear my door open and close before I feel someone sit on my bed. "I know you saw the post. There''s no meaning to it." Jaxon says to me, which makes me throw back the covers and sit up. "I don''t even care about the post! I want to know why you left without saying anything! I want to know why you broke the promise you made to me about being there for me? On the very day that I needed you, you just leave." I whisper yell. Jaxon looks down as I berate him. His shoulders falling before looking back up at me. "I''m sorry." He says to me. "Exin yourself!" I demand. "Your family asked me to stay away from you. That a rtionship with me is something you shouldn''t be doing right now with all that''s happening and I actually agree with them." He tells me. "Then why are you here? To get your clothes? Take them and get out!" I shout out. "Hailey,e on. I''m not here for a pair of Jeans." Jaxon responds making me groan out loud. "Decide what you want right now because I will not be your toy. Maybe Azuri allows it but not me, I will not fall for your charms." I say, pulling the covers towards me as he eyes me curiously before he moves closer to me, his hands cupping my face. "Well, I fell for you Hailey and as much as I want to stay away, I can''t. Not until I do this..." He says to me before pulling me in for a kiss. I freeze, as expected.. His soft lips on mine spark a whirlwind of feelings that are quickly reced by sparks going through me. As if fireworks are going off and this was meant to happen... I could hear our hearts beating as one, beat after beat and not one going off tune. My lips were doing their own thing when they part for him, giving him way with his tongue. He takes the lead and I follow, as if that''s the way it should be. My body was reacting to his touch, it felt right feeling his hand on my lower back pulling me closer to him. I wanted my brain to turn to mush, I needed him to trail down his kisses and bite in to my neck. I quickly pull away, shaken by my thoughts. "Stop confusing me Jaxon!" I say getting out of bed to grab his suitcase and open the door. "Go before I say something I''m going to regret." I say and he stands up. He walks up to me, cing a loose strand of hair behind my ear. "I''m falling for you Hailey and I hope you''ll give me a chance to be good to you." He says, kissing my forehead before taking his clothes and walking out. I close the door, resting on it to gather my thoughts. What bothered me was that he felt right. Like the one for me, for life and if that was not weird from just one kiss, I wanted him to bite in to me. I needed him to bite my neck and leave a mark. Walking to the bed, that''s the only thought that confused me...not the fact that I saw clearly in the dark when Jaxon came in to my room or now as I walk to my bed or that I could hear his heart beating. No. This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. That wasn''t a thought until sleep started to creep in and my brain picking now as the time to figure how I was able to see inplete darkness... Chapter 15 Chapter 15 Jaxon''s POV "I need you to understand that I don''t want you anymore. The luna let you back in school because you need the education but don''t think that you and I will ever go back to the way things were." I say to Azuri. I invited her over to my house to talk. I needed things to go back to normal after finding out about Hailey''s family lineage and her father keeping a close eye on her. She sat on my couch, wearing shorts that barely covered her bottoms and a top that showed her stomach. I wish I could tell her that no matter what she does, that she could''ve walked in here naked and it would not affect me. I''m actually repulsed by her obvious y here but she was my friend before any of this and I just want my friend back. "Wait, why am I here then? Dressed like this?" She asks me. "To be honest, I''m not sure what gave you the idea toe dressed like this after thest time we spoke." I say, taking a sip of the water in front of me. "I''ll tell you then. We always do this, we bicker and fight then stop talking for a little bit but then we always get back together." She says, standing up and walking towards me. I growl to stop her funny walk towards me and it works. "Get back together to what? We were never exclusive Azuri and I made my intentions known from the beginning." I say before letting out a sigh of frustration. Azuri continues her awkward walk towards me, my wolf growling in anger at the show of disrespect Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. when we have already rejected her. "Not this time Azuri. I''m here because I want my friend back not this.." I say pointing at her outfit. I stand up, pull her in for a hug. "You are a beautiful girl and I wish life was different for you and all the female wolves in the world but it isn''t. I''m changing my ways now Azuri and because of that, I can''t mess around with you anymore. I''m going to be the alpha soon which means I need to save whatever that''s left of me for my mate, who deserves better than me." I say before pulling away. I see the tears pool in her eyes, guilt flooding my heart as I remember her feelings for me. "I''m sorry. I don''t want to hurt you and we shouldn''t have tried whatever this was because it may have ruined our friendship but I hope we can work on repairing it because I need you as my friend. As alpha, I''ll need people I can trust and despite our recent fight or past, I still trust you." I say before walking away from Azuri. I was just about to walk out the door. "Jaxon wait!" Azuri calls out, making me turn around. "Fine. Let''s work on being friends again, I want that too.. Just friends." She says to me and I nod my head. The look in her eyes spoke a different tune. One of mischief, her eyes told me she had a n and I won''t like it but for now, I''ll ept her words because one day when she acts on her devious n to make me fall in love with her, I''ll call her out and use her own words against her. Azuri was far gone, hopelessly in love with me and failing to see reason. Deep down inside her is a wonderful girl that a lot of guys would fall for and I was that guy for only a minute until I had her. I had a taste and I still wasn''t satiated. It was when I met Hailey that I realized that she was enough for me. Not her body or sex that we didn''t even have yet. Just being in her presence was enough, enough to face anything in life and to try find a way around my father allowing her to be my mate. I kissed her yesterday. I have kissed so many girls that Azuri marked as enemies, I have kissed Azuri but nothing in my short teenage life could have prepared me for what that would feel like. Just meeting Hailey had me change my views on women. I shouldn''t have used Azuri or any other girl like that because I can''t imagine another guy doing to my sweet Hailey, what I''ve done to these girls. It made sense to me when she bumped in to me on her first day why my dad insisted I wait for her. Her kiss, even though her first, felt like heaven. It felt like new years eve excitement paired with the 4th of July fireworks. I needed more, I need to take in her scent and look in to her eyes once more. Hailey was a goddess, is a goddess. Her beauty is like no other and maybe I''m bias because she is my mate but even my friends can''t deny the fact that she''s the most beautiful girl to ever walk this school. To also get in to this school, if not a wolf and from my pack, as a human one has to be very smart so there''s that too. The fact that she doesn''t even know the world around her, a world that also belongs to her makes her so innocent, fragile and I want to protect her from anything and everything. Her life is yet to unfold and I have no idea how she will take this, how it will affect her in the long run. I can only hope that even in harsh adversities, that she findsfort in my arms, in my presence. I can only hope that after all is said and done, once my world is revealed to her that she will still want me in her life. And just like yesterday, I find myself at her door. I knock this time, hoping she will open and kiss me but... "Oh you''re back." She says after the door opens. She walks away from the door and I enter, closing the door behind me. "Yes, I''m back." I say. She turns around to face me. A glint of excitement shines through her eyes but it was gone all too quickly. "Why?" She asks. I make my way closer to her, with every step, I''d take in her scent. Her scent getting stronger and stronger the closer I got, stirring up the electricity inside me. I wonder if she feels the same way now knowing what I know about her true father. "I want you. I like you Hailey and I want you to be mine." I say, her lips parting just a little bit. Shocked at my straight shooting, not prepared for what I just said and I did not give her time to respond because as quickly as I said those words, I pulled her to me and kissed her. Chapter 16 Chapter 16 Hailey''s POV For the next few weeks, Jaxon and I have been inseparable. Stealing kisses in empty ssrooms or writing each other love notes and leaving them in secret ces where only him and I would know to find them. During the two weekends, he had taken me to his family''s cottage in the mountains so we could have some private time together. Away from prying eyes in the dorm rooms. We both insisted the rtionship be a secret because the school queen had returned and we both didn''t know how she would react to the news. I know for a fact she would''ve had my head but Jaxon just thinks she wouldn''t take it that far. So far, Azuri has kept her distance. We don''t even acknowledge each other at all. I''m just some girl that goes to the same school as our queen bee. I don''t mind it though. I''ve been too preupied with Jaxon to actually pay anything to mind. I have even made a few friends to eat with since I can''t sit with Jaxon anymore and he''s back to chilling with Azuri and her posse. Dread fills my heart as I think about school and not having Jaxon by my side. Every time I am with him, I feel whole,plete. Sometimes this feeling scares me as I think it makes me feel dependent on him and I can''t afford to be, not with both my parents dying on me. Besides, we are kids. Who knows where we will end up after high school graduation? If we go to different colleges, can we go the distance? Just relying on him so much scares me but I love it because I forget about all of the hurt that still pangs my heart from time to time when Jaxon is not with me. "Sunday today. Back to reality for us." I sadly say to Jaxon who was making us breakfast in the beautiful kitchen his mother decorated. "Yeah but don''t despair my love. This brings in that lovely room of excitement for the next weekend and I''ll see you before you go to bed every night." He tells me. Yeah, hees to my room to help me sleep but he''s not there when I wake up. I appreciate his care because without him, I can''t sleep but I feel so empty in the morning. I nod my head, just agreeing with him. Yes, he''s right. He is always right but there''s also the fact that we stay in hiding and I hate that my first rtionship has to be in secret. I want to scream out loud that I am dating Jaxon Ger! I want everyone to know that we are so madly in love but I guess we all can''t have what we want, no matter how bad you want it. "You figure out why your dad wants to see you?" Jaxon asks me and I shake my head no, looking at him in wonder at how he always seems to get me out of my thoughts, especially the negative ones. Theodore has been trying to see me since I got back but I''ve been ignoring him so on Thursday he just popped by the girl''s dorm to see me and I had no choice but to agree to dinner with him today. "He''s just trying to y the dad role. Get to me and all that. He has lillies delivered to my room every Tuesday and I think he had the school fill him in on all my interests and what I''m busy with." I say as I think about him asking me about all my subjects. "Oh okay. That''s not a bad thing, if anything, you both deserve that. You were both kept in the dark about each other so in my opinion, give him a chance. Please." Jaxon pleads with me, again being the voice of reason. I just shrug, waiting for Jaxon to fill my te up with food. "Here you are mydy. Scrambled eggs on toast with smashed avocado and bacon bits." He says. I kiss his cheek as a thank you. Jaxon only throws in some bacon and eggs in his te. The way our tes are filled up, I never thought I''d eat this much in my life and just for breakfast. I mean, usually I''d eat one slice with everything on it but now? I was on 5 slices of toast with eggs, bacon and avo. To make it even more weird is that Jaxon knew I had a big appetite. He always gives me more and at first I''d tell him that it''s too much but I''d empty the te without feeling bloated or heavy and now, I''ve epted the fact that I can gobble some food down. My mom would be mad impressed. "Eat up. I have a surprise for you upstairs." Jaxon tells me and I immediately feel nervous just after noticing the quick interruption by him before I feel mncholy from thinking about my mom. I don''t know how he does it but he reads my mind and saves me just in time. I wish I could do that for him, I never know what he''s thinking. ''Girl, forget that! He has a surprise up in his bedroom.'' The voice in my head pops out. I''ve gotten so used to this voice but I have not shared it with Jaxon just in case he thinks I''m a nutcase and breaks up with me before sending me to a doctor. Jaxon wanting to go back to his room after breakfast isn''t new but saying he has a surprise? that''s new and I don''t know how to feel. I''m a virgin in every way and even though I''ve read up on going all the way, just the idea of going all the way has me sweating. See, all we have done in all this privacy is kiss. We have not gone any further or seen each other naked and I knew this day wasing.. I mean I want him, damnit I want him badly but I''ve always said I''d decide when to lose my virginity after I turn 18 which is in a week but would I be able to resist him if he tried his luck? I find this boy insanely attractive. Why would I even think of saying no besides the fact that I''m not 18 yet? "Hailey rx and eat your food. We will only go all the way once our parents know about each other and your father has given me his blessing to be yours in every way. So rx, we have some time before then. I am in no rush to get you in to bed." He assures me. I amforted by his words for a few seconds. I love that he wants to do right by my dad but wait... "Why are you so patient?" I ask him and Jaxon breaks out inughter, making me blush. I mean I love hisugh but he needs to answer me right away. Does he not think I''m sexy? He''s a teenager and every teenage boy wants to get naked, that''s just how it is so besides the fact that he respects me, why the long wait? I mean asking Theodore for his blessing means marriage. Hold up.... My eyes bulge out as I assess his words. "Hailey, I find you attractive. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life and in my eyes, there will never be one more beautiful than you. I want to do right by you so please allow me to do that." Jaxon says to me with a serious face,ughter long gone. "Ask my dad for his blessing?" I ask, making him smile before setting the tes in the sink and taking my hand, leading me up the stairs to his room. "I say that hoping we can go the distance. You are a very special woman Hailey and I''d be a fool to not Content ? N?velDrama.Org. do things right with you." He says as we go up the stairs. We make it to his room and I throw myself on his bed. Jaxon reaches for his side of the bed, opening the bedside drawer and pulling out a sealed box. He rips open the seal and hands it to me. I excitedly grab it from him and open it, seeing a beautiful ne. It was a moon, shaped like my birthmark but the letter J engraved on it with diamonds. He helps me put it on and I squeal in delight before hugging him tight. "I love it. Thank you Jax.." I say. "Keep it on always and you''ll be fine because I will always be with you. I know I can''t be with you at school but I want to change that soon so if after your birthday you still want to be with me, I''d very much like us to be exclusively public." Jaxon says to me. "Why only after my birthday?" I ask him. "Just trust me on this? I need it to be after your birthday. You have been through a lot and I just want to be there for you without anyone causing any trouble on your special day. It is a day you used to spend with your mother, and now, you''ve lost your dad so there will be a lot of emotions. Let''s deal with one rollercoaster journey at a time." He says and I smile, loving how wise and sweet my boyfriend is. "After my birthday it is then and I will still want to be with you right after. Nothing can change how I feel about you." I say and heughs nervously but I shrug it off. I will not spoil this beautiful day, I''m sure Theodore will do that. For now, I will enjoy the romance that hangs in the air. Chapter 17 Chapter 17 Hailey''s POV Saying goodbye to Jaxon is always so hard. I know it''s healthy to give each other space and I like sitting in my room just daydreaming about him but nothing beats being in his presence. Nothing actuallypares to his warm hugs that make everything better. How his smile makes me all giddy and I just want to dance around knowing he is smiling like that because of me. "So, this is it..." Jaxon says to me as he parks the car. We were right outside the restaurant I agreed to meet Theodore. "Come with me." I say and Jaxon''s eyes grow wide. "I don''t think that''s a good idea right now. You two need to bond and build a rtionship together, without him giving you rtionship advice. Dad''s will always think that there is no man in the world that deserves their daughters heart." Jaxon tells me. "Okay okay fine. After some time then you''ll meet him." I say. Jaxon groans before kissing my lips. Seconds pass and I feel my body reacting to him. Excitement building up, a tingly feeling down south that has me wishing we could go further but Jaxon pulls away once again. As if he read my thoughts and knew to pull away.. "I''d also like to keep my head thank you. Your dad is one scary man, sorry babe." He jokes but I roll my eyes at him. I don''t know how he does it but I feel like he''s in my head constantly. I get out of the car and wave back at him. Like a true gentleman, Jaxon waits for me to get inside.. once I''ve lost sight of him, I focus on what I''m here to do. Speak to Theodore. What about you might ask? How I hear growling in the school grounds after lights out. When I ask the teachers, I''m told there are no wild animals around here. I also hear growling sounds at Jaxon''s family cabin but when I ask him about it, he gives me a funny look and changes the subject. I had made a friend, Thomas. He and I shared the same dream, get good grades and get in to the best college. We spent every day together, sat together in every ss and took part in the same extra curricrs. The other friends I had couldnt really care about Thomas and that worried me. We were all a group, This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. enjoying each other''spany but the way they just so easily forgot about Thomas, weird. Thest time I saw Thomas, was two weeks ago. He sent me a text saying he''s gone to a new school just closer to home. Did I believe it? No! Thomas would''ve sent me a text in code. Also, this was Thomas''s dream, the school provided him the tools to make it to his dream college because of it''s history of learners and teachers. Now, he goes to a school close to home that probably doesn''t have the extra curricrs offered here. "Hailey.." Theodore waves at me. He was sitting at a corner table and the restaurant was suspiciously empty. "Hi. Thanks for meeting with me." I say, sitting down. "I''m happy you called to meet." He says. A waiteres to our table and ces a bottle of still and sparkling water on the white linen table. He also ces warm bread with 3 different spreads on the table. Once he''s gone, I dig in to the bread. "Hungry?" Theodore asks with a smile and I nod my head yes because I couldn''t exactly answer him with a mouth stuffed with garlicky bread. We enjoy our food just making small talk. Me, telling him about my grades and how I need to improve and Theo, offering to get me tutors. I epted the help, I''d be stupid not to. When dessert came, I figured it was the right time to bring up my suspicions about this ce. He listens to me, without making any funny faces or cutting me off. I also show him the texts with my friend before showing him thest message I got from Thomas. Theodore admits it is a little weird for someone as dedicated to leave just like that but he also gave me a different exnation. "Maybe something drastic happened in his life, requiring him to make a drastic change or to put his big college dream on hold. Who knows, maybe his family need him and for them, he can just put in double the effort at the new school just so he can be closer to his family." Theodore exins. I get that. I really do because it''s the first answer I got that makes sense but I just can''t shake the feeling that it''s more than that. That something happened to him and my gut is telling me to find out. "Yeah you''re right. That could be it actually. To be honest, you have given me an answer that makes perfect sense. Everybody else just looks at me like I''m crazy." I say and Theodore grabs my hand gently. "I don''t like the word crazy. You are different, very different and people don''t like different. I have a feeling you will still struggle for eptance with you being so different but being different is good for you. It means you''re a cut above the rest, the one that stands out. Your presence can''t be ignored so dream bigger. That''s why you are different, to create a world unknown to others because only you see it. Only you can do it." He says, his eyes holding the warmest sincerity. "Thank you." I say, enjoying the feel of validation. I probably shouldn''t be so hard on him since we were both robbed of this rtionship. I should see how far this goes and if he will be a better parent. Although, my mission continues. To find out about the growling noises I hear and to find my friend Thomas. "I will have someone find some stuff out about this town. If there''s indeed growling, we will find out." He promises and I smile. I''m also not going at this alone. Chapter 18 Chapter 18 Hailey''s POV School was weird today. I mean it started off okay but there was this tension around the school that I couldnt shake off. Everyone felt it. I know they feel it because we are all just quietly observing, minding our business. Nobody wants the tension aimed at them, definitely not me. I am not one for confrontations or fights. I am a proud coward who will bury her head in a book to avoid whatever violence that wants a piece of this. "Hailey?" Wendy calls out to me. I look up at her, waiting to hear what she has to say. "Thomas is outside and he''s asking to see you." She says to me and I don''t even pack my bags, I just run out of the cafeteria, to see my friend. I run through the corridors at a speed I never knew I had and I was not even out of breath. Must be too excited to see Thomas that my body has me thinking I''m fit and fast. There he was. Sitting on one of the benches outside. He was slouching, his hands covering his head and the closer I got, I could hear low sobs. "Thomas?" I say and he looks up immediately. Thomas jumps up and pulls me in for a hug. I oblige, jumping right in as well. His scent throws me off, making me pull away from him to search for any injuries and right on his face was a busted lip and a ck eye. I could smell blood. How I know that this was blood is something I will deal withter, but now this, his bruised face, was saddening and I have to make sure that my friend is okay first before anything else "What happened to you?" I ask, my eyes all bulged out, scanning his body for more injuries. Thomas just shrugs. I hear footsteps approaching, Thomas quickly steps away from me and I look behind me to see Jaxon and his crew walking towards us. "Heal yet weakling?" Brett asks looking at Thomas. I could feel the fear radiating off of him, his erratic heartbeat was thumping so loud that even my ears could hear it. I throw Brett a re but it seems to amuse him even more. They stop right next to me, their eyes though, only focused on Thomas. "Clearly that beating wasn''t enough. Here you are, back at school." Brett says to Thomas. I look between Thomas and Brett. Trying to find a link to them but nothing. "I thought I told you to stay away from this school." Brett says to Thomas, who stays behind me as Brett tries to get closer to him. I remain rooted in my spot, unmoving. I won''t give Brett another chance to hurt my friend. "What did he do to you that was so bad that you had to hurt him like this and make him drop out of this school?" I ask Brett, who chuckles as he shares a knowing look with Jaxon. Thomas takes this chance to run, making me turn quickly as I hear his feet hitting the ground. Brett runs after him, which has everyone else follow after him but Jaxon stays behind. I look at him, shocked that his bully behavior has resorted to violence. Even if he was not the one to hurt Thomas, but standing here makes him just as bad. "Well if you''re not going to stop your friends, then I will." I say before turning my back on him. He grabs my hand before I get to run after my friend. "What will you do when you get there? Stop the fight? You''re not exactly strong Hailey. Brett is a big guy." Jaxon warns me but I yank my arm out of his hold and run after my friend. Somehow, I could still smell him. His blood stench was so strong that I knew exactly where he was right this moment and my heart hurt for him. Being bullied is extremely hurtful and the trauma stays with you. I could feel Jaxoning after me, he would catch up but I''d run even faster, eventually getting to a clear field where Brett was throwing punch after punch to apletely still Thomas. Who wasn''t fighting back, just taking the punches. I run to Brett and throw him off of Thomas, picking my dear friend up and walking away from the crime scene. I hear a low growling from Brett but he''s probably feeling too animal right now so I''ll ignore him. My main focus is getting my friend the help that he needs. "Where are you taking him Hailey?" Jaxon asks but I ignore him. This text is ? N?velDrama/.Org. "Hailey, I''m talking to you!" He shouts out. I stop walking and Thomas falls to the ground. I stomp my feet as I walk towards Jaxon, stopping right in front of him and pping him hard on the face. I turn to walk away, the angry side of me wanting to do more than just p him. After all, he''s the boss of his crew and he allowed this, he sat back and watched this happen. A sick feeling rises up and I fight my body from vomiting in front of Jaxon and his friends. I help Thomas up and we make our way back to the school. "I made it clear that I don''t want that boy back in my school." Jaxon shouts out. "I''m sure he will stay away but right now, he needs to see the nurse. There''s just too much blood." I say without stopping my movements or turning to face Jaxon. This was the guy that promised to be good to me and protect me. This was the boy that said he respected me and wanted to take care of me. This is what he does to other people, not me. This is what they do for fun. We make our way inside the school, headed directly to the headmistress but of course, Azuri steps in front of us. "This one is not allowed back on the school grounds." She tells me. "You weren''t either not so long ago. Things change." I say, walking past her and in to the office, past reception. I barge in to Mrs Gers office, throwing Thomas on the chair. He winces in pain, making me regret being so rough with him but it was either that or he falls to the ground. "What in hell?" Mrs Ger says in shock. "I''m sorry to just barge in here but your son and his friends did this to him. They made him drop out of school and when he came to see me today, they attacked him again." I say. The headmistress just nods her head, not surprised at all or angry. Her face held no emotion as she looked Thomas over. "You go back to ss and I will handle this." She sternly says to me. Out of fear, I nod my head and walk out. I know deep in my gut that she won''t punish her son but I can''t do anything about it now. After school, I''ll have to find my friend and figure out what it is that these people get up to. That tension I mentioned earlier? Oh it was still there. The weather was not helping at all with it''s dark clouds and strong wind. Everyone was quiet, noughing or joking around. It was like we all knew something bad was going to happen. I knew it too. I felt it too. Something bad was going to happen and none of us can escape it. Chapter 19 Chapter 19 Hailey''s POV Having to calmly walk back to the dorms and change in to morefortable clothing, like I do every day and then calmly walking back to the school grounds, books in hand was the act of the day. Today was not an ordinary day. Today was the day I find out a few things but one of them, the most important of all was to find out if Thomas was okay. The day was especially draining. The teachers didn''t even give us much work to do, most just had us read for learning. The bad feeling and heavy tension was weighing everyone down. Clearly the teachers too. To be honest, my intuition was screaming at me to take cover. Protect myself by staying in my room and waiting for whatever this feeling is to go away but Thomas. I am worried about him and after he risked getting beat up by Jaxon''s friends, I owed him plenty. Walking in to Mrs Gers office, I find it empty. The entire school was actually empty, which was terrifying and definitely unusual. Mrs Ger was always in her office and students would be running around acting like fools. Today, not even school security was present. If a pin dropped, I''d hear it. That''s how quiet it was, in a school filled with children. Was there a meeting I did not know about? But Thomas''s bloody stench was still in this office. Definitely stronger but it ended here. I could not smell him anywhere. "Also, how am I smelling him right now?" I ask myself. Chuckling to shake off the weird feeling in my gut. I hear distant sounds, choosing to follow them quietly and I see Jaxon. He was talking to Azuri, holding hands as they stare in to each other''s eyes. I felt a pang in my heart, followed by a stab and then the entire thing falling to pieces as they hug each other. My insides wanted tosh out at them but the coward in me stayed rooted in ce. What would I say? What if he denies me in front of Azuri? I''d die of embarrassment. He denied her before, why wouldn''t he do it to me? Oh damnit! Why am I even dating this asshole? I hear another growl, which gains the two lovebirds attention and they pull apart minutester to chase Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. the sound. I wait for them to get out of sight before I follow them. If anything, following them will lead me to the animals and hopefully Thomas. I was not following them out of curiosity and jealousy. No, this was all for my friend. Thomas was more important than finding out if my own boyfriend is cheating on me, right? He''s hurt. I can deal with Jaxonter or right now, everything could reveal itself to me. The growls got louder and louder, as sses broke. My feet moving faster to really find out what was going on, until the growls stopped. Secondster, I hear them on the other side again, confusion clouding my brain as I try to grasp how the animals could move from one side to the other in less than a minute. I turn around and start running to the new location, feeling like a clueless agent that has not had any field training orbat training. If I actually find the wild animal growling, what would I do? Why did I even think this was a good idea? "I smell her! She''s here. Someone find her right now!" I hear a voice say. Something inside me tells me they are talking about me and I run back, looking for a ce to hide. That form of fitness and stamina, long gone as I start to breath heavy and the fear growing, soon it would cripple me. I find a door and I open it, shutting it before checking what kind of room I''m in. Upon inspection, I realise I''m in a broom closet and there''s no way out. Smart. Like I said, an agent with zero training and even if I had a lock pick, there was no lock to pick. The thought of being stuck in here had me breathing heavy, my heart beating faster and faster as fear begins to have me seeing ck spots. The growling sounds get louder, my brain immediately thinking the animals areing for me and I think I ck out for a minute beforeing back. "You listen here. Thomas is in more danger than you. Find a way out of here or you won''t be able to find your friend." I pep talk myself. Didn''t work as my heart continued to beat erratically. Although, I was breathing fine so I looked around for any signs of getting out. Why did I have to be so curious? Is it really important to know everything and make sense of it all? ''''Now look at me! Stuck in a broom closet at school because I had to follow Jaxon. Just great!'''' I say to myself. Scared to death and definitely moments away from pissing my pants from all the growling going on outside. I honestly knew something was weird with Jaxon but animals at school? Did he have a secret pet or some weird science experiment gone wrong? Oh no.... He was the type to torture animals by doing twisted experiments on them. If that is the case then I can''t just hide in here and let the boy I am secretly in love with do this to those poor animals, probably dogs or whatever. Maybe I need to stop watching crime documentaries, especially with ones of serial killers and people with weird fetishes. I need to find that courage I had when I stood up to my father and his vile wife. He is just a boy, what could possibly go wrong? Thomas needs me! The broom closet door swings open before I could talk myself in to pointless bravery to reveal Azuri, looking at me with deadly eyes. I could''ve sworn her eyes changed colours. "Pointless hiding in here. You were made the minute you arrived little human girl." Azuri says to me as she drags me out. She throws me on the floor as Ind on a pair of white sneakers that look a little too muddy, even for me. Little human girl? Guess I''m not dog enough to be tortured but I thought she was human too. "Why did you follow me Hailey?" Jaxon''s voice echoes through the school. He sounded different, a little deeper and it scared me. I look up toe face to face with Brett. He smiles at me but it looks more evil as his incisors look strangely longer and pointy, and his face contorted in disgust. I look away, feeling a chill run up my spine just by his look alone. Azuri yanks me up with so much force that I lose my bnce and fall back down. On my way down back to the floor, I lock eyes with Jaxon. He looked at me differently, not like the other times when we were together. He looked at me with so much anger, my heart sank. Why is he angry? He''s the one torturing animals. Speaking of animals, I realize I don''t hear growling anymore. My cowardice cost me the truth and judging by the looks they were all giving me, I was not about to get my way. Jaxon sighs out loudly before storming his way towards me and that fear I felt in the broom closet creeps back in, finding myself cowering away from him. My action has him stop in his tracks for a second and then slowly walking to me. That does not ease the panic that rises within, as I start to calcte my way out of here. "Stand up." Jaxon says to me but I am rooted to the floor, my legs reacting to the fear that has a made a home in the pit of my stomach, my whole body feeling like jelly. Why can''t I just be tough for once? Stand up for myself instead of being saved by everyone I considered a friend once in my life. The rest of the group around me start tough and I am not annoyed one bit. See, I want to be brave but I can also findfort in shying away from confrontation. Especially from an angry secret love who is pretending right now that I mean absolutely nothing to him. What did I think was going to happen though? He is a bully with all his friends and they prey on the weak, the likes of me but I convinced myself I will never get to experience his cruelty. Ha! Jokes on me now for being stupid enough to have been so na?ve. "I won''t repeat myself Hailey." Jaxon says my name with such disgust, such malice and hate. The same way he says the names of all the other victims that suffered in this school. If my mom was alive, she would have been here saving me and making sure that they get detention all year but she is not here and I am on my own. So with my mother in mind, I will stand up and look Jaxon square in the eyes. I stand up slowly, trying to gather all the strength that I do not have at all and I eventually get on my feet. Surprise takes over me as I don''t feel my legs try to give out on me, throwing a victorious grin at Jaxon before giving him my deadliest re. Half of my conscious begging me to look down but the other half was cheering me on. Our secret rtionship, something he asked for holding zero weight to his cold demeanour, Being my first kiss and first boyfriend. He knew this, knew that I am struggling to let people in because of my dad letting me down as a parent and my mother dying so suddenly. His constant reassurances that he will take care of me were obvious tant lies and now I get why he asked for our rtionship to be on the low, he used me. "Last I checked, this school was for everyone and I happen to be a schr here, you being here is just a mere coincidence." I say without a stutter. My focus on Jaxon so I don''t falter. "Then why were you hiding in the broom closet?" Azuri asks me and I look at here curiously. She stares back at me and I look back at Jaxon, who was still looking at me. "Did you guys not hear the growling? And don''t tell me I was hearing things. I''ve been lied to enough." I say still looking at Jaxon. He looks away, having a staring contest with Brett before walking away from me, they all follow him leaving me alone with Caiphus, who was actually the nicest in that group. "I am sorry about all of this Hailey.. but you have now made yourself a target and game for them" Caiphus says to me before walking away from me. I was all alone now and my legs finally gave out before the tears. Jaxon was supposed to be my boyfriend... He is supposed to be the one to take care of me but I''m learning once again that I am on my own and I need to stop believing people when they tell me otherwise. Chapter 20 Chapter 20 Hailey''s POV "What were you thinking?" Jaxon says barging in to my room and banging the door closed. "I''m thinking about my friend! Or the crazy animal growls I hear nonstop!" I say making him chuckle. "Why couldn''t you just stay in your room and stop being so curious?" He asks and this time, I chuckle. "Oh because you were going to give me all the answers?" I ask. Jaxon sits on my bed. Letting out a loud sigh and rubbing his face. "Yes, in time I was." He says. "In time? In time? What about now? I have so many questions and now I''m starting to wonder about us." I say which has him getting to his feet and pulling me to him. "What do you mean?" He asks and I pull away from him. "I saw you today. I saw you with Azuri, alone together." I say looking down. Jaxon''s finger touches my chin and pulls my face up to look at him. "There is nothing going on with Azuri." He says but I shake my head no. "How can I be sure of it? When you''ve been with other girls when you were with her. You practically denied me in front of your friends with the way you spoke to me today." I say, feeling the tears fill up in my eyes. Jaxon tries to grab my hand but I step back. "I''m starting to question why you wanted us to be private. I mean, the way you said my name. It was as if I disgusted you or I was a nuisance to you." I say, this time the tears wereing out like a waterfall. "That''s not true." Jaxon tries to defend himself. "But it is and you know it. You let Azuri push me around and your friendsughed at me. You then went on to speak to me like I''m some low life that''s beneath you. I have never felt so humiliated in my life and trust me when I say I''ve seen enough humiliation in my life." I say, wiping the tears off my face. "Get out Jaxon. Get out and leave me alone. I want nothing to do with you in private because you don''t care about me in public." I say to him. The pain hitting me hard this time as Ie to the realization that I was just a secret love affair that meant nothing to him. "Hailey, I care about you." He says to me. "No, you don''t. I''m just one of your conquests that you dated in secret. How many others are there?" I ask. "You''re the only one Hailey, please." He says, trying to grab my hand and this time seeding. I feel a calm warmth take over my body upon his touch which almost makes me forget that I am angry at him. "Don''t." I say, yanking my hand away from him and creating a safe distance from him. I need to feel this pain. I need to understand my anger and why I feel so betrayed. "Jaxon, today I saw the real you. The bully you and cheater you. I saw my secret boyfriend holding another girl''s hand. This was no ordinary girl, no. Your ex girlfriend or fuck mate. I also got to feel how other kids must feel when you bully them and I can tell you right now that it is no fun, not on my receiving end." I say, feeling the tears start up again. "I have so much on my te right now that I don''t even know why I decided to date you and how in the world I agreed to be some secret girlfriend! I may not be popr like Azuri but I know damn well I can challenge her in the looks department but one thing I won''t do is be a bully like you, which she is and I think that''s where every other girl, like mees to the realization that you and Azuri are probably meant to be together. You are not a nice person and I am, I have such a good heart that you took advantage of. My innocence entices you. The fact that you get to be my first in every way, excites you. You are a male so it is expected and it''s quite clear that I give off virgin energy with myck of friends or social skills but I will not be fooled by you again. Get out of my room and from this day, you leave me the fuck alone." I say, storming my way to the door and opening it to let him out. "Hailey, I really like you. I care about you, a great deal! Please don''t do this." He pleads with me. "After your true disy of disgust earlier today, nothing can change my mind. You want to be a womanizer right? You yed me, well done but this ends now. Get out before I scream profanities and gaining attention." I warm him. "You want me to tell the world about us? Fine! I can do that." Jaxon says to me, fishing out his phone. "It''s toote now." I say. "It''s not over between us." Jaxon says to me before storming off and I close the door, falling to the ground crying. It hurt. It hurts so bad right now. Standing up to Jaxon took so much of me. Every fiber in my being begging me to run after him and make things right. My heart aching to forgive him and forgetting about today but I couldnt. He hurt me, allowed his friends to humiliate me and then I stand up to brush my hair for bed, staring in to the mirror, the tears stilling out as the pain grows. Looking at myself, internally asking myself how this happened. With all the pain I still had to deal with, I immersed myself in to boy drama and yed around that pool. Look at me now, wet and damaged. Imagine I had given in to my body''s desires, the itch I have for him. Did he really use me if he didn''t take advantage of my need for him to go further? Or is he so evil that he actually wanted me to believe he cared, toying around my body as a game to really enjoy the prize? I feel my blood boil as my pain turns to rage, my hair brush falling to the ground as I hear my heart beat erratically, almost out of my chest. My pupils dting and turning to a golden color. I step back from the mirror in shock before my heart calms down but my eyes still golden. What is happening to me?C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Chapter 21 Chapter 21 Jaxon''s POV Walking away from her door proved to be difficult. I wanted to stay and make things right, make sure that she is okay. After today, I don''t me her but why follow me? The answers are right in her face but the fact that she believes she''s human prevents her from seeing them. I wish she would shift. The idea of running in the forest with her, without anyone knowing would be great. My wolf is excited to meet hers and even though there''s a high chance she won''t shift, I can still be optimistic. I can''t have her already so while I still do, I want all of her. I want to see just how beautiful and majestic her wolf will be. My wolf wants to meet her. Mark her and mate with her. He wants to love her the way only he can, in his own way and that can only happen if she shifts and when she does, her wolf will try to find us. I know she will sniff me out and find me because she knows who I am to her. What will I say if she does shift andes to find me? Will I go nk like I do everytime I try to tell Hailey how I feel? When I''m with her, I can''t even find the words. I can definitely make conversation but putting my feelings on the table is a different matter. I want to tell her that I love her but I can''t. I''ve never been in love before and I''ve never had to utter those words to any girl. Being a yer has made me such a loser to the point where I''m such a wuss to the only girl for me. My coward ass couldn''t say those words to her and now I''ve lost her. I lost the one girl that belongs to me and if she finds out about Thomas then she won''t want anything to do with me ever again. But I''m an alpha and no wolf makes a pass at my mate! I warned him the first time but he didn''t get it, he had toe back to the school to see her again, talking about her wolf called out to him. Her wolf should call out to ME!!! Punching the wall on my way out. "What''s with you?" Azuri asks me. It takes me a second to answer her because firstly, my mind wondered why she was here on the school grounds when I told everyone to go home. "Just a fucked up day. Did you follow me?" I ask her, getting a little annoyed with her undying love. "Yeah. I wanted to see where you disappear to and now I see you go to the dorms. Anyone there I should know about?" Azuri asks me. I chuckle for a bit and then my face turns serious before I answer her. "Is it any of your business?" I ask her and she shakes her head no before looking down. "Look, it''s going to take me a long time to get used to your idea of us just being friends. I''m not used to that anymore so be nice." She tells me and I groan out loud. "Are you even trying?" I ask her. "Probably not. I know I could be better but why bother? I know what we could be, you just don''t and since you still don''t have a mate, I don''t see why I shouldn''t try my luck." She tells me. "And what will happen when I do meet her?" I ask, looking right in to her eyes. "I will ept what is and move on. Maybe that''s the push I need to move on from you." Azuri answers but I don''t buy it. "That won''t happen and we both know it. Your wolf will want her dead and we both know she''ll be human. I''d have to kill you if you hurt her, you know that." I say. I know Azuri and she''s not one to take Content ? N?velDrama.Org. things lying down. "Okay then. Let''s not have this mate talk because she isn''t in your life yet. Don''t ruin this for me. I can still be hopeful." She says and I growl. "Azuri, if we start off where we left off, there''s no telling what will be of you. You have a promising future as head of the warriors but if my dad finds out that you have feelings for me? He will have your head and if not, you will disgrace your family in not taking over as head of all the warriors. Is that what you want? You''re willing to gamble on that?" I ask her. Azuri doesn''t answer me so I walk away from her. She follows in silence and even when we shift, she doesn''t say another word until we get back to our pds. "What if I go to my first war and die without experiencing true love? I know you don''t love me and you never will. I have epted that much but I want to explore my feelings for you and see where it will go. I can''t be the only girl hoping to fall in love before we take over from the older women in the pack. It''s not fair that the men get to experience true love and we don''t. How did the moon goddess deem it okay to have the one gender grow up without love? I ask myself if this is some sort of punishment from her. Like did we do something so vile that we can''t even bring life in to this world? Why can''t we be given human mates then because they seem to be the only animal specie that understands when a woman can''t have kids. At least that, a reason to fight to stay alive because right now, if a war was to break out, you''d be sending us to fight for a pack of males and their human mates. We have nothing to fight for, nothing so yes. When you ask that I''m willing to risk all of that, even bring shame to my family I say yes. I am willing to because I am not as lucky as you for love to be thrown at my doorstep. My fate is to end up alone so tell me anyone you know that would kill to swop ces with me because I can''t think of a single person. I could lose everything, sure. I will still be a warrior, just not the leader and if it means I lose that just to experience a little bit of love, then that is a worthy sacrifice." Azuri says to me which has me pause in my tracks. My heart broke hearing her words. It was so insensitive of me to ask such a question when I have a mate. When I''m in love already and she has to spend the rest of her life alone and miserable. "I''m so sorry Azuri. That was a dick question." I try to apologize but she walks past me. I let her walk away. Being alpha born, I''m sure it took a lot out of her not to punch me in the face. "Get your head out of your ass for just a second okay? For once just think before you spurt nonsense. You are going to be an alpha soon and I bloody well hope your mate will throw some manners at you. I''m going home because I can''t stand the sight of you right now. I''ll be fine tomorrow so until then." Azuri says to me before walking away I nod my head in understanding as I watch her disappear in to the night. Azuri is a beautiful girl and she deserved better. A better friend and a better fling who didn''t try to make it seem like she was worthless. I should have never gone further with her but we did and now it was my turn to make things right. Try and be a better friend. I can''t even get being a good mate right. My mate and my friend both hate me. I clearly suck at this life thing when I thought I had it all figured out. Why did I even suggest we date in secret? Is it because I was sparing Azuri''s feelings? Is it because I''m not even sure if she will ever shift and even if she doesn''t, if my father finds out about her, he won''t let me mate with her and that will drive me wild. Is that the reason I could not go further with her? Because goddess knows I''m dying here. No. It''s because I want her to know that I love her when we go further. I want her to have no doubt in her mind that I am all for her and not Azuri or anyone else. I want her to believe that my heart , my soul and body all belong to her and there will be no one else. That''s it! I fish my phone out and tap in to Chatpax. I type in my status and post it. If that does not get her attention, get the whole school''s attention, I don''t know what will. Chapter 22 Chapter 22 Hailey''s POV My eyes, still golden through the mirror, I close them and open them again and they were still golden. I step away from the mirror, hoping the distance will fix things but nothing. I feel a stabbing pain on my chest, making me fall to the ground, scratching at my chest. Nothing helps so I crawl to my bed and climb on it, throwing myself on it andying on my back wishing the pain away but it only grew from my chest to my limbs. It was as if someone was stretching my bones and pulling away, then starting again. I couldn''t find my voice to scream, my mouth wide open and dry but nothing ''Just rx. I know it hurts but allow your body to go through this.'' The voice in my head says to me and I start to panic. I forget how to breath, having to forcibly breath through my mouth as I talk to myself, saying breath in my head over and over again. Just as I start to breath normally, my leg twists itself before being stretched again. Trying to scream again but nothinges out of my dry parched mouth. Every second, a bone breaks only to repair itself and to break again. The feeling of wanting to die now began to grow, trying to forget how to breath but my body fighting against me.. how can I go on? Breaking bones one after the other, I want this to stop and if I die then so be it because this is beyond excruciating. My jaw begins to ache and I feel like my teeth are about to fall out. I don''t even know what''s going on with my body, there is no scientific exnation to make sense of all of this and how am I still alive with all this pain? A white noise ys around my room and then it stops. Everything stops. The pain disappears and I feel my heart beat a little slower as I catch my breath. I run my tongue over my teeth to make sure everything was still intact and it was. I quickly stand up to Content ? N?velDrama.Org. look in the mirror, only to look back at my normal self. I shake my head in disbelief, grabbing my phone to call my new dad only to realize it was almost 4 in the morning. This would mean, I''ve been in pain for hours and hours, unable to scream for help as the rest of the students sleep peacefully unaware of what was going on in my room, with me. I dial his number nheless, hoping to get him to take me to a doctor. I must have every bone and muscle checked out. A dentist too. "Hello?" He answers groggily. "Theo. I don''t know what happened but a minute ago, my bones were breaking and my jaw felt like it was about to break. I have never felt that kind of pain before and itsted for hours." I ramble on. Theo silent on the other end. "I''m on my way." Is all he says to me before hanging up. I decide to change out of my sweaty damp clothes and in to a fresh pair of leggings, a sports bra and my oversized cardigan. My body felt fine, no after pain or muscle pain. It was as if nothing happened and I imagined it all. Did I? Did I fall asleep and have a nightmare so believable that I actually think is true? No. This happened and I I awake through it all. The pain was too real I convince myself as I button up my cardigan and grab my phone. I walk out of my dorm room to try meet Theo outside the building and as soon as I walk out the door, his car pulls up. Running to it, I open the door and jump right in. "A doctor has to make sense of all of this. The one minute my eyes took a golden color and the next my bones were breaking. Please don''t say I''m crazy, I''m not. I swear this happened and I need a doctor to exin what is happening because I can''t make sense of it, I can''t make sense of anything right now." I say, tears streaming down my face. A sense of relief flooded my body when I got in to Theo''s car. Maybe just being around a parent, stranger or not brought some sort offort to me. Some normalcy. "It''s okay. We will get to the bottom of this." Theo says to me before driving away. I look up at the building as we drive away and a pair of ice blue eyes looking back at me through a window. I immediately look away, having seen enough. I watch the car pull away from the school, the clean school grounds so inviting as the grass glistens in the night, the statue of an ancient Mr Ger shining through as one of the street lights hang over him. I think of Jaxon and what transpired before the crazy. I broke up with him because he hugged Azuri. What did he do to me that made me trust him less? It can''t be that because he''s a bully he''s a cheat. No. Maybe it''s because he wanted us to be secret that put us here but I agreed to it in fear of Azuri''s actions. I look at Theo, seeing him focus on his driving as we drive through the fog. He was a man of few words so making up conversation was pointless as it would die down as quickly as it started. So, we drive in silence, through the misty darkness that was this weird town. Theo looked to be so deep in thought now, even though he was focused on the road.. Ha! Probably asking himself how he got himself in to this mess. A crazy daughter who said she had broken bones and a broken jaw but seeming just fine. Theo looks at me curiously before looking away and turning on the radio. The way his eyes scanned over me, his eyes told me something. I get this idea that he knew what I was thinking, making me kind of believe that I am going crazy. I look away, trying to look out the window to see something else, think of something else and a pair of golden eyes reflect on the window, snapping me out of my thoughts as I close my eyes and pray the golden color away. I open my eyes and they were still there. I close my eyes again, this time a little longer but when I open my eyes, they were still golden. Although, what I didn''t think about at first is that I could see clearly in the dark. I could see past the foggy night as we drive and I could see further than I could before. In the night, I could see color as if someone switched on the light but I knew it was dark, too dark to be able to tell that a car we just drove past was navy blue. Too dark to be able to see that we had driven past civilization and were now driving past a forest with very tall trees with no street lights. Was Theo sending me away to crazy camp? Did he think I''ve lost it? Could I actually me him? No. I''d think I was crazy too if I didn''t experience this myself. It was confirmed, to him, I had lost it. How do you exin you had broken bones if your bones aren''t broken at all? Oh bugger. The cares to a halt and I look through the window, past my own reflection and the golden eyes to see a wooden mansion in the woods. I turn to face Theo, to exin why we were in the middle of nowhere and he gets thr hint. "This is my house. We will stay here until sunrise until we can see a doctorter." He says to me and I shake my head no, with my eyes closed. "We can go to the ER! I am not going through this again. I need to see a doctor!" I shout out. Theo ignores me and steps out of the car. He walks around and opens my door, stepping aside so I could get out of the car. When he sees me still seated and buckled in, he reaches in and unbuckles my seatbelt and carries me out. He throws my ass on the cold wet grass before closing the door and turning to face me. His demeanor changes and I feel some sort of power radiating off of him as he walks towards me, stopping at my feet. His eyes change to a golden color, the very same one I looked in to through the mirror. Golden, my golden color and then he somewhat roars at me. I''m taken aback for a second, wondering what was happening and then it starts again. The pain erupts in my body, all over my body this time as I feel all my bones break at the same time. I find my voice this time, releasing a scream to match the pain I was feeling. Theo walks around me, never taking his eyes off me. My bones begin to stretch again, pulling at each other and the pain taking it''s toll on me, as I start to see ck dots around me. "Allow me." The voice in my head says to me and I feel as if I have been pushed to the back seat but I could still see as if I''m in the front. I can feel that I''m not in control anymore. That the voice in my head is actually real and it has taken over my body. Trying to digest what was happening, the pain dissipating the more I lose control, I see Theo starting to undress himself. I can''t move as I''m not in control anymore and all I can do is watch as my biological father stands before me, stark naked. I can''t even close my eyes but in less than 10 seconds, what was once my father, where my father was standing, stood a tall all powerful ck wolf. The ck wolf, that held so much power, keeping me rooted in ce walked around me, checking for injuries and how I knew that, I don''t know. Once satisfied he steps aside and I start to move towards the car. Excited that I will be running away from this animal. Hoping Theo left his keys in the ignition, Ie face to face with another ck wolf. There was no reflection of me, just a big ck wolf but when the other ck wolf stands beside us, I see how small this one is. Wait, where am I? What am I? Hold on! ''He is the alpha, our father. He is bigger than you because he holds the power but you will soon be just as powerful if not more soon.'' The voice goes again. ''I''m sorry for freaking you out. My name is Adira and I am your wolf. What you see in front of you is us, you and me in animal form.'' Adira exins but I''m really not listening as I look at my own reflection. Adira gets the message and I feel my bones break again, but thissts only a few seconds and I find myself on my knees. Looking back up to see what happened, I see my eyes, my normal eyes looking back at me and I let out a sigh of relief. I look to the other ck wolf and it changes back to Theo. I watched the hairs disappear in to the skin and Theo reappearing where a wolf once was. "What the?" I say before cking outpletely and hearing Theo say, "I got you." Before I''m