《Rejected His Miracle Luna (Dorothy and Ignatius)》 Chapter 1 Chapter 1 €57% There are nightwalkers of all shapes and sizes that roam the earth when the moon is full. Bats and jackals, bears and cats. Vampires, so unnatural in their beauty and strength. But none are more powerful than the wolf shifters. With both instinct and human intelligence, so intertwined with nature and humankind itself, we are more of this earth than you are. I don¡¯t remember much of my mother or pack, but I remember her stories of our kinds¡¯ abilities and the N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. enemies that gue us. Not wholly evil, and not entirely good, those tales haunted my nightmares and dreams alike for years after I was too old for bedtime stories and forgot my mother¡¯s face entirely. Chapter 2 Chapter 2 -Dorothy- I awoke that morning with a twisting knot of anxiety in my stomach. I rolled onto my side under the covers and clung to my pillow tightly before heaving in a deep breath and getting up. Today was my eighteenth birthday. Today, I would find my mate. Standing up I examined myself in the mirror, frowning at the spindly pale girl gazing back at me. I wondered if a mate would reject their match based on looks alone. I pulled my hair up into a ponytail before exhaling through my nose and letting it fall loose around my shoulders again. The bright red locks only made me look paler. I could sense my mate, it seemed they were nearby. If they didn¡¯te looking for me there was a good chance I would find them first their scent almost ptable on my tongu Already my inner-wolf seemed to crave. them, rearing to seek them out. Whoever it was. I could sense something odd about my new mate. While all the desire and enthrallment were present on my side, something about their energy felt off. Things were off to a great start, I thought, tensely pulling at a strand of hair. Despite my nervousness, I couldn¡¯t help the excitement bubbling up inside. my chest. I had waited for this day since I had been old enough to understand the mating call. I had wanted this day since I was old enough to want for anything. To be wanted¡­ I was snapped out of my pondering by a quiet knock on my bedroom door. Anita, my current caretaker poked her head in and gave me a small smile. ¡°Today¡¯s the day,¡± Anita didn¡¯t step into the room ¨C the rtionship too short and unfamiliar for affections of any kind, ¡°Are you excited?¡± I turned back to the mirror and glowered at my reflection. ¡°More like sick to my stomach. What if they don¡¯t like me?¡± ¡°Nonsense,¡± Anita tutted, brushing the air, ¡°Whoever it is, they¡¯re your mate. And besides, you¡¯re a beautiful girl on top of all that spu nk of yours.¡± I couldn¡¯t help but smile a little. Passed around from foster home to foster home, I had only known Anita for a little over a month at that point, but her kind words eased my quivering nerves slightly. Anita promised to whip up an extra special breakfast ¨C ¡°waffles and hashbrowns!¡± ¨C before leaving me to get ready for college. 1/6 11:41 Thu 25 an Alone and overwhelmed again, I was torn between putting on my best outfits and attempting some kind of make-up endeavor, or treating today like any other day and donning my regr jeans and turtleneck. In the end, I went for my standard attire with some added rings and nes to convey some sort of actual effort. Lastly, I swept my fiery hair into a rough braid and pinned the loose wisps back with a collection of different colored clips. After forcing down a bite or two of steaming waffle I assured Anita I would have the rest when I returned and headed out to campus. The local college was a ten-minute walk from my current home and I spent the entire trip going over introductions in my head. ¡°Hi, I¡¯m Dorothy. I¡¯m your mate.¡± Sounded way too formal. By the time I had made it to campus, I was a quaking bundle of nerves. I wasn¡¯t even entirely sure that my mate went to this college. Although considering it was the only college attended by every young wolf-shifter of the nearby packs, it was highly likely. On top of that, my inner-wolf grew even more agitated the second I stepped inside. My mate was close, I could smell the hint of pine and englewood in their scent. Before I had half a chance to look, it was time to head to ss. I spent the first hour relentlessly gnawing on the end of my pen and meticulously fiddling with my braid until the whole thing looked like a fra zz led mess. All the while running through various introductions to no avail. ¡°Hi, I¡¯m Dorothy. I think I¡¯m your mate?¡± Too timid. I groaned loud enough to startle the dozing boy sitting next to me and plopped my head down onto the desk in defeat. After two more hours of barely containing my growing excitement, I was finally free to stalk the campus, following theforting scent of my soon-to-be mate. I kept my head down, avoiding eye contact with the other students who jostled around me in the corridors. I wasn¡¯t particrly popr at this school and people passed me by like I was invisible. The scent was stronger now, I knew my mate was close. Turning a corner I shivered in anticipation. My legs felt like jelly and my small bites of breakfast were threatening to crawl back up my throat. Then, suddenly, there he was. I knew he was my mate the second Iy eyes on him. 2/6 He was leaning against the wall in front of me, flipping through a stack of notes like he didn¡¯t know what else to do with himself. Johan, a gentle Beta of the Kall Pack ¨C it was very likely that he didn¡¯t know of me at all. But I knew him. I was also ufortably aware that his girlfriend was the prettiest she-wolf in their pack. I was stunned. I stood there for a moment, mouth agape, staring at the boy in front of me. He hadn¡¯t noticed me yet ¨C but surely he could sense me? ¨C Johan ran a hand through his hair short wavy locks the color of wheat and continued flipping through pages with a furrowed brow. My courage failing me, I took a small step back. My inner-wolf raged in response but my mind was suddenly flooded with doubt. Why couldn¡¯t he sense my presence? Maybe he could, but didn¡¯t want to acknowledge me. Surely he would leave his girlfriend now that it was clear that I was his true mate? I took another step back into the shadows of the hallway, preparing to leave. Suddenly, Johan raised his head and looked straight at me. Gentle brown eyes locked with mine and he gave a half-smile that entuated the dimple in his cheek. Overwhelmed and caught off guard, I turned tail and sprinted back down the way I¡¯d It was all too much. I couldn¡¯t think straight. A million thoughts shot through my mind as I ran, my sneakers squeaking on theminated floors. Johan was perfect. He was soft and kind and absolutely gorgeous. But he wasn¡¯t mine. Fighting back tears as I made my way to the bathrooms, rushing into a cubicle and mming the door shut behind me. I pressed my forehead to the cool concrete of the stall and tried to organize my thoughts. Johan was my mate ¨C Johan knew that I was his. He had to. But Johan also had a girlfriend ¨C Mavis someone who was miles ahead of me in terms of looks, status, and charisma. Mavis who, along with her posse of beautiful airheads, had bullied me since I had joined their pack as a kid. I slid to the floor and put my head on my knees. I thought I would be ready for this day. Today was supposed to be perfect. Today I was supposed to finally belong somewhere. A few treacherous tears escaped and slid down my cheeks. I wiped them away roughly and sniffed. A sudden knock on the cubicle door had me jumping in my skin. ¡°Um, Dorothy?¡± A quiet voice from the other side, a voice like milk and honey, ¡°Hey, um, Dorothy could youe out here? I promise I won¡¯t bite.¡± I could hear the grin in Johan¡¯s voice at thatst part. His scent, so close and 14:44 Thu, 25 Jan G the door slightly. I peaked out at the boy standing at the door, and he chuckled at my dramatic pouting. ¡°Geez, you run away and frown at me before we¡¯ve even been properly introduced?¡± His words were chiding but his tone was light and there was a humorous glimmer in his eye. I swung the door fully open and came to stand in front of him. I stared down at my shoes, hoping he wouldn¡¯t notice my reddened eyes. ¡°I just¡­ didn¡¯t know what to say.¡± I still didn¡¯t, really. Standing before this beautiful boy, my true mate, all of my confidence went out the window along with my ability to form sentences. ¡°Well, we can start slow,¡± Johan offered me his hand, ¡°Would you mind if we talk somewhere else? As much as I¡¯d love to hang around the girl¡¯s bathroom I don¡¯t think thedies will be particrly happy with my being here.¡± Dumbfounded, I took Johan¡¯s hand and let him guide me out of the bathroom and through the throngs of students towards the small indoor garden. He sat down on the creaking wooden bench and gestured for me to join him. I plonked down next to him and immediately berated myself men tally for not even trying to be graceful. Johan didn¡¯t seem to mind though and he leaned back on the bench, folding his arms and coc king his chin to gaze at me. ¡°So¡­ my name is Johan-¡± I couldn¡¯t help a shortugh, cutting him off, and waved my hand to dismiss his introduction. ¡°I know who you are. Everyone here knows who you are. You¡¯re the pack¡¯s golden boy with the bombshell girlfriend and a father on the council. I would have been living under a rock all this time if I didn¡¯t know your name.¡± Johan smirked and raised an eyebrow at me. ¡°Okay, my reputation precedes me, it would seem.¡± I breathed a quiet sigh of relief that my interruption didn¡¯t seem to offend him. ¡°Anyway,¡± Johan continued, ¡°You¡¯re Dorothy right? I¡¯ve seen you around campus a few times,¡± He I blushed brighter than my locks at thatment and twisted my braid between my fingers. We spoke for a while, I exined that I had been moving between foster homes. since I¡¯d been left with the pack as a small child. N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. Johan told me about his father¡¯s strict parenting thatnded him with his ¡°golden boy¡± persona in the first ce. As we talked, I felt myself begin to rx,fortable in Johan¡¯s calm presence. The excitement I had felt earlier that morning was back and I couldn¡¯t help but smile. openly while speaking with my true mate. Johan spoke with aid-back, boyish attitude and waved his hands around while describing how he and an old friend had once been chased around the woods by a jackal they¡¯d mistaken for a wolf-shifter when they were children. I in turn gave him a dramatic retelling of the story about a pet frog I¡¯d once had and how it had gotten into one of my caretaker¡¯s handbags on their big, fancy date night. After a while, Johan¡¯s tone grew more serious and he took my hand in his. I felt pric kles of electricity where his skin touched mine and I looked into his chocte brown eyes in carnest. This was it. He was going to ept me as his mate. I could barely contain my excitement and I could feel my inner-wolf singing in my chest. Johan¡¯s expression, however, was puzzling ¨C almost sympathetic. ¡°Dorothy, you¡¯re beautiful. You¡¯re ¡®perfect¡¯. I can feel the connection we have and I know now that you are my true mate. You always have been. But¡­¡± he hesitated. wincing like the words hurt to force out, ¡°But I already love someone else ¨C Mavis, her and I¡­ we promised we¡¯d stay together.¡± It felt as if a carpet had been pulled from beneath my feet but instead of the ground, there was only open space. I pulled my hand away from Johan even though it pained me to do it. ¡°What are you saying?¡± My voice cracked slightly, and my eyes pr icked with tears once more. Johan¡¯s face contorted as he fought to keep his voice steady, ¡°Dorothy¡­¡± I leaned away from him, shaking my head and covering my face with my hands. I didn¡¯t want to hear it. I couldn¡¯t. Johan took my face in his hands, using a thumb to wipe a tear that was trailing down my cheek. ¡°Dorothy, I can¡¯t ept you as my mate. I¡¯m sorry. I¡¯m so sorry.¡± Johan held onto me as I burst into tears, burying my face in his chest and soaking in his scent while I still could. Chapter 3 Chapter 3 -Dorothy- It was a long while before my wailing petered out into quiet s obs. I leaned into Johan who had his arms around me, stroking my hair and cradling my shaking frame. I inhaled against his neck and clutched the fabric of his shirt with trembling hands. ¡°Please, don¡¯t reject me yet. Not today.¡± My voice was h oa rse, a little more than a whisper as I clung to him, ¡°Let me at least have today, even if it¡¯s fake.¡± I couldn¡¯t fathom a rejection so monumental. Not here, alone on campus where everyone could witness the aftermath. And not today it was too much to bear. Johan was silent for a moment, rocking me gently as he thought it over. ¡°Alright. Not today.¡± He squeezed my shoulders tightly before releasing me and standing up, going. Again, I¡¯m so sorry.¡± ¡°I should get He reached out as if to touch my hair, but drew his hand away abruptly, shoving it into his pocket instead. Turning with jerky movements, Johan left the garden and disappeared into the bustling corridor without another word. I stared after him, motionless and empty. My inner-wolf cried in anguish deep inside of my chest. I felt numb, my tears used up, and what little hope I had left was shattered entirely. A part of me wanted to scream and cry for Johan toe back. To beg him to stay. But I was exhausted, and the small voice in the back of my mind was whispering that I shouldn¡¯t have expected anything else. That I would never be wanted. That I would never belong. Heaving myself off the bench, I left the garden on legs that felt like lead. The thought of more sses after what had just happened was unbearable. I slipped out of the college instead and headed towards the woods just outside of campus. Going home wasn¡¯t an option either. Although Anita would be understanding, her sympathetic smile would only make me feel worse. In that moment, I just wanted to be alone. I scuffed my sneaker on the tarmac and inhaled the fresh scent of the woods before me. Pine and Engelwood, just like him. I pushed the thought from my mind. Before I could make it to the woods, however, I heard multiple sets of footsteps. 1/6 14:45 catching up behind me and turned to see five of Mavis¡¯s crew heading my way. Why now? I contemted running, but among the group, I¡¯d spotted Lana, who, with her long. slender limbs and athletic abilities had always managed to run me down before. I didn¡¯t see this time going any differently. Instead, I slowed my pace and let them catch up with me, forming a half-circle between their prey and the forest. I folded my arms. and prepared to defend myself. ¡°Hello, gingersnap, what has you running out here with your tail between your legs?¡± udia, the speaker in question, donned a malicious fake smile while she blinked at me. ¡°Well hello udia, why don¡¯t you mind your own business for once?¡± I sneered back, ¡°Doesn¡¯t Mavis need her guard dogs today?¡± I hoped they couldn¡¯t hear the tremble in my voice. Hoped they wouldn¡¯t notice my puffy eyes and tear- streaked face. Hatred shed in udia¡¯s eyes and she prodded my chest with one perfectly manicured nail, ¡°I heard someb*dy found her mate today,¡± she said in a sing-song voice and poked me again, harder this time. I smacked her hand away. ¡°That¡¯s got nothing to do with any of you.¡± dia retracted her wed hand and coked her head to the side. ¡°Oh, but it does. I heard you were getting quite Ozy with Johan over in the gardens earlier. And Alissa said she even saw the two of you leave the bathroom together. Didn¡¯t you Alissa?¡± She looked over at the bottle blonde to her left who shrugged and nodded vaguely like the entire conversation disinterested her. ¡°It¡¯s not what you think, he doesn¡¯t even want -¡± My words came out jumbled and I cut myself off, unable to voice the painful truth. udia made no effort to conceal the joy this torment brought her. A cold grin settled across her face. ¡°He doesn¡¯t want you.¡± With that, I decided I had had enough. I pushed past the tall girl and made for the canopy of the forest. udia clearly wasn¡¯t letting me go that easily though and she gripped my shirt at the shoulder, yanking me backward and sending me to the ground before I could steady myself. udia was strong. Inhumanly strong. She was using the strength of her inner-wolf and she was all the more dangerous for it. 257% Inded on my back and immediately tried to scramble to my feet only for udia to deliver a sharp kick to my stomach with her pointed boot. I buckled, winded, and copsed to my knees. I had no time to gasp for air before Lana delivered another kick. to my side, and sent me sprawling on the tarmac again. udia reached down, grabbing my hair, and yanked my head up to face the girls. ¡°We couldn¡¯t care less about you or who you decide to pine over. But you got a little too close to Mavis¡¯s man and we can¡¯t allow that.¡± With that, she mmed my head against the ground causing stars to explode across my vision and blood to pour from both my nose and a nasty new g ash in my brow. The girls continued their assault, taunting and jeering while I curled up on my side in an attempt to protect myself. I could barely think straight, my mind was foggy and I cried out at every jab and kick that hit its mark. It Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. felt like they were aiming to kill. I had endured their torment time and time again but this time they weren¡¯t holding back. The attack went on for what felt like forever when suddenly, through the fog I heard a new voice speak up. ¡°What the f uck is going on here?¡± A voice so low and dangerous. A voice like ice. The girls halted their attack and a new scent washed over me overpowering and intoxicating, it was a musky rose with the echo of a sea breeze. I couldn¡¯t see this new stranger from my fetal position on the ground but I could sense him with every fiber of my being. The hair on my neck rose and my heart slowed into deep rhythmic beats that reverberated through my entire b*dy. ¡°Who are you supposed to b-¡°I heard Lana start before she was abruptly cut off by udia. ¡°Let¡¯s go. Now.¡± There was genuine fear in her voice. my I could hear them hurry away, and unfolded myself to catch a glimpse of the stranger who¡¯d saved me. The blood from the wound to my head had dripped down into eyes and made it difficult to see. I squinted in the direction of the dominating scent and feebly rubbed at my eyes. Standing over me was a boy whose appearance matched the tone of his voice. Cold, and unsettling. His hair was snow white and ruffled like it was caught in a perpetual gust of 3/6 145 TTH, Ba Lan wind. Dark brows furrowed over piercing blue eyes that were gazing down intently at me. ¡°Who argh!¡± I tried to get to my feet but a sharp fiery pain in my side kept me down. ¡°Try not to move too much.¡± The stranger knelt down and slid a hand between my head. and the rough ground, ¡°Looks like they did a number on your ribs.¡± I winced as he tilted my head slightly to examine the bleeding cut, ¡°Didn¡¯t go easy on your face either,¡± he remarked dryly. I groaned as another sharp pain shot through my side. The bleeding from my nose had slowed but there was no doubt that I looked like a go d-awful mess. ¡°Someone should see to that. Do you think you can stand?¡± The stranger frowned as I tried to get to my knees and failed miserably, clutching my side and moaning in frustration. ¡°Guess not. Why did those girls have it out for you anyway?¡± he asked while slinging my arm over his shoulder and lifting me to my feet. He went a step further and swung an arm under my knees, lifting me off the ground and cradling me in his arms. He took care to be gentle around my aching ribs and headed back towards the college. campus. Too tired and injured to be embarrassed, I rested my head against his chest ¨C a chest like warm marble. ¡°They¡¯ve never really needed a reason to do what they do.¡± I didn¡¯t feel like exining the truth. I had had enough humiliation for one day without. exining my mate¡¯s rejection to an odd stranger. The answer seemed satisfying enough to him though as he shook his head in disgust. ¡°Typical. Anyway, we need to get you to a doctor. Make sure nothing is broken.¡± ¡°Hmm.¡± I was only half-listening, fatigue catching up with me after the events of the day. On top of that, I found I was quite enjoying this boy¡¯s strange scent. Another wave of pain snapped me out of my trance and I swiveled my head to gaze up at the guy¡¯s face. From this angle, his jawline looked like the edge of a cliff. Everything about him seemed sharp enough to cut. ¡°Who exactly are you?¡± I asked tentatively. I¡¯d never seen him around before. I was sure I would have remembered a face like that. ¡°Ignatius. I¡¯m from the Allied Pack further North but my father is down here for an 1445 Thu, 2 an B Elders meeting. Thought I¡¯d tag along and visit some old friends.¡± He nced down, raising one dark eyebrow at me, ¡°And who are you, little Miss five- on-one?¡± His gaze had my stomach twisting in knots and my inner-wolf was stirring in response. to this new anomaly. I forced my suddenly gaping mouth closed and looked away. ¡°I¡¯m nob*dy special.¡± ¡°That¡¯s a strange name.¡± His tone was somehow t and slightly amused simultaneously. I glowered at his small smirk, wiping my nose where fresh blood was drizzling out. ¡°My name is Dorothy. I¡¯m a part of this area¡¯s pack but not really. And this morning I had waffles and syrup for breakfast.¡± I turned my nose up and faced away from him again, determined to not share any more of my incredibly mundane current life. After a few more minutes of silent walking and being carried around like a sack of delicate potatoes, I asked, ¡°Do you, like, have a car, or do you n to walk us to the hospital?¡± Without answering, Ignatious rounded the corner with me and fished a set of car keys. out of his pocket. Striding up to a shy, old-school Imp, he unlocked the passenger door and stooped to put me down. Before he could manage that, however, we were interrupted. Aforting scent, the slightest hint of pine in the air. ¡°Dorothy?¡± Ignatius turned with me in his arms to face Johan, standing a few feet away. ¡°Dorothy, what happened to you?¡± Genuine concern in his voice, he seemed as gentle as ever but there was tension in his shoulders and his lips twitched slightly as he eyed Ignatius and his pale arms firmly handling me. ¡°Johan,¡± Ignatius said nonchntly, while my head snapped up to look at him so fast I da mn near gave myself whish, ¡°Long time no see, old friend.¡± Chapter 4 Chapter 4 -Dorothy- ¡°You know each other?¡± I squeaked, clinging tighter to Ignatius now that Johan¡¯s scent was present and toying with my emotions once again. Neither responded to my question but instead, Johan stepped closer, reaching for me, stiltedly like he couldn¡¯t control his movements. My internal heartbreak still fresh, I cowered away from him into Ignatious¡¯s chest. ¡°I¡¯m okay. Really it¡¯s fine.¡± I was fighting to keep my tone even but my voice shook slightly. ¡°Um, Ignatious is just helping me out.¡± Ignatius himself seemed confused by the odd interaction between Johan and me, but thankfully he caught on to the fact that the situation was more than ufortable. He proceeded to ce me gently in the passenger seat and straightened up to face Johan again. ¡°She was attacked by some students. Gonna take her down to the healer to fix her up.¡± Ignatius tried to close the passenger door behind him but Johan put a hand out to stop him. He seemed to be wrestling with himself internally, his shoulders shaking and his hands curling to fists. ¡°I should¡­e with you.¡± He spoke with uncertainty, most likely his inner-wolf was fighting for its true mate. He stared down at me huddled on the passenger seat, a possessive glint in his previously soft eyes. I shook my head, silently. The instinctual part of me wanted him to stay close and I didn¡¯t have the strength to tell him no. I nced at Ignatious ¨C pleading with my eyes for him to handle the situation swiftly. He gave me a small nod and put a warning hand on Johan¡¯s shoulder. ¡°She¡¯ll be fine, you can visit herter if you need to.¡± For a second it looked like Johan would get violent, ncing angrily at the cool hand on his shoulder. removed his hand and folded his arms, ¡°Isn¡¯t Mavis going to be wondering where you are?¡± This seemed to shake Johan out of his vtile state. He stepped away and allowed Ignatius to close the passenger door. With one final nce in my direction he turned and left, heading back into the college and rubbing an arm over his eyes. 56 hapter 4 gnatius stared after him for a while before rounding the car and climbing into the Iriver¡¯s seat. Put your seatbelt on.¡± t took me a moment or two to realize he was obviously talking to me. I turned my gaze rom the window and Johan¡¯s retreating figure to face my new acquaintance. ¡°Uh, potentially fractured rib cage?¡± I didn¡¯t mean for it to sound quite so condescending but the interaction with Johan and my still aching b*dy had left me in a sour mood. Ignatius started the car and pulled out of the parking bay. ¡°Fair point. Here, for your face.¡± He handed me a towel from the back seat and I pressed it to my dripping nose. The rest of the car ride was a silent one, albeit not wholly unpleasant. Ignatius¡¯s scent was asforting as it was intoxicating. The salty tint of a sea breeze was detectable even through a nose clogged with blood. He flicked on the radio at some point and I closed my eyes, leaning back in the seat and allowing myself to drift pleasantly into unconsciousness. -Johan- Tearing myself from Dorothy had been more difficult than I expected. Walking back into college I made straight for an empty lecture room and mmed the door behind me, harder than I had intended to the wood splintered slightly and it creaked on its hinges in protest. nting my palms on an empty desk I ran through the events of today in my head. I had been able to sense her from the moment I awoke that morning. As much as I had believed I was ready for the mating call, her floral scent was overpowering. Waiting in the hallway earlier while she hesitated to approach me, I felt as if I was standing in an open field. She smelled of fresh air and sprawling pastures,vender, and light rain. My inner-wolf craved her as I fought to keep my head down, scanning the notes gripped in my fists without actually reading anything. I couldn¡¯t keep my eyes from her for long but I was scrambling desperately for the right. words to say. I hadn¡¯t expected her to run away, although I couldn¡¯t really me her. Standing there and pretending that every cell in my b*dy wasn¡¯t singing for her, I couldn¡¯t have given the best first impression. Dorothy was perfect though. Talking to her up close ¨C holding her I could have 16 Thu, 25 Lan In E J 15 pter 4 G rayed Mavis then and there. But we had promised; if Mavis was not my true mate d she wasn¡¯t mine, we would reject our mates and stay together. luo for years, we had spoken about this day, even as children. When I was nine I ifted her a ring made of twigs and dandelions and swore that one day I would marry r. I loved Mavis, I always would. I couldn¡¯t abandon her for a mate I had only known r half a day. id then there was Ignatius. I knew he¡¯d being to visit, our fathers had been fast iends for years and Ignatius and I were essentially brothers. Why then would he be inging around Dorothy? Why would he be holding her? Why was she so eager to go ith him? urthermore, she¡¯d been bleeding. Did he hurt her? How dare hey a finger on myte. Friend or no friend I wouldn¡¯t hesitate to tear him apart if he so much as rubbed my eyes with my index finger and thumb. I had let my inner-wolf dictate my motions. I felt possessive and infuriated at another man near my true m?te. But Jorothy wasn¡¯t mine to possess I had told her so myself. Obviously, Ignatius didn¡¯t know about the mating bond, he was just helping out a girl ie¡¯d met. And Dorothy had every right to be wary of me, I¡¯d given her nothing but nixed signals and a terrible birthday. I felt torn, tormented. It wasn¡¯t supposed to be his difficult. ¡®So this is where you¡¯ve been hiding.¡± I hadn¡¯t heard anyone enter, but Mavis was standing behind me with folded arms. She wore a flowing green sundress and a frown on her face. She waltzed up beside me and hoisted herself onto the desk, swinging her legs beneath her. ¡°I¡¯ve been looking for you.¡± I came to stand in front of her and she opened her legs to wee me. Leaning forwards, I buried my face in her neck and inhaled the scent of her skin and brilliant blonde locks. She smelled of conditioner and expensive fragrance. I didn¡¯t mind the fake floral odor though. I needed reassurance. I needed to remind myself that this was the right decision. Mavis ran her fingers through my hair. ¡°So you found her.¡± Her plump lips brushed my car. ¡°Your true mate?¡± 25 Jan I wrapped my arms around her. I wanted to melt into her, assimte into one being that had no true mate and no mating call to deny. ¡°Yeah. How did you know?¡± 56 She blew a raspberry on my neck. I knew she was rolling her eyes without needing to see them. ¡°Allisa obviously, Said she saw you two in the bathroom. And the garden. She said you were holding her.¡± She was silent for a moment, waiting for me to deny it. I tightened my embrace and squeezed my eyes shut. ¡°It wasn¡¯t like that. I was honest and she was hurt, I was just trying to be nice.¡± Mavis pulled away and looked me in the eye. ¡°Did you reject her?¡± It was hard to keep eye contact. I had never been able to lie to her and this time was no different. I cupped her delicate face in my hand, ¡°Not exactly¡­¡± Mavis pulled away again and moved to stand up. ¡°Not entirely,¡± I continued, ¡°But I told her I couldn¡¯t be with her. I love you, Mavis -¡± I gripped her waist, holding her in ce, ¡°I love you.¡± Her green-gray eyes were piercing and angry, her lips twisted into a sneer, ¡°Then why didn¡¯t you reject her?¡± she hissed. I straightened up and pressed my palms to my eyes in frustration. Text content ? N?velDrama.Org. ¡°She asked me not to do it today. She was crying, Mavis. What difference does it make if I do it tomorrow instead?¡± Mavis slid off of the desk and stood before me. She pounded a fist on my chest. ¡°You don¡¯t want to reject her, do you? You selfish pri ck, you can¡¯t ignore the mating call. All of your promises were a bunch of lies.¡± She was shorter than me but it felt like she was towering above me, her words like daggers. ¡°Just admit it. You don¡¯t want to ignore it because you¡¯re weak!¡± 1 gripped both her wrists in my hand and pressed her fingers to my lips. ¡°I¡¯ll do it, okay? I¡¯ll reject her. You just need to give me some time.¡± Mavis narrowed her eyes and regarded me coldly. She jutted her chin out and yanked her hands away, ¡°I¡¯m the only one who understands you. Not your dad, not your friends, not her. I¡¯m all you¡¯ve got.¡± ¡°I know that.¡± I lowered my head, I just wanted it all to be over. This day, this argument, my feelings towards Dorothy. All of it. ¡°I¡¯m the only person who truly cares about you,¡± Mavis continued, ¡°Who stood by you all these years? Mc, I did. I charmed your father, I got along with your useless friends. I got you the status you have today.¡± She brought her face up to mine and gripped my chin, forcing me to look her in the eye, ¡°Without me you¡¯re nothing.¡± I knew I shouldn¡¯t let her talk to me like that, but she was right about everything. We needed each other. We had always taken care of each other. ¡°I know.¡± ¡°Besides,¡± Mavis moved her hand to caress my cheek, her eyes softening slightly, ¡°She could never love you like I can.¡± She pressed her lips to mine andssoed her arms around my neck. I leaned into her k*ss, convincing myself that if I could just stay close to her, everything would be alright. Mavis pulled me towards her as she backed up against the desk. Lost in the moment and determined to push Dorothy out of my mindpletely, I hoisted Mavis up onto the desk and she wrapped her slender legs around me. She knotted her fists in my hair and k*ssed me passionately. I let my hands wander and gripped her thighs under her dress, relishing in the taste of her tongue pushing into my mouth. She pulled at my jeans and moaned for more. When I finally pushed into her she sighed into my ear, ¡°Don¡¯t leave me. Promise me you won¡¯t leave me.¡± I threw my head back in pleasure as she slid her tongue along my neck before k*ssing her again. ¡°I won¡¯t. I promise.¡± 5/5 Chapter 5 Chapter 5 -Dorothy- I was in the woods, standing in a clearing under the silver light of a full moon. I felt safe there at first, bathed in that brilliant glow. I heard something stirring in the darkness of the trees in front of me. Something dangerous. The slightest hint of a scent was carried to me by the breeze that hushed through the dark and silent forest. The scent of Engelwood and pine. The creature in the dark was approaching. I heard the underbrush rustling as it slowly stalked closer. All of my senses screamed for me to run, but I was rooted to the spot. I peered into the shadows, trying to catch a glimpse of the unknown being. I nced down at a sudden sharp movement in my stomach. Something in there wanted to get out. Distracted momentarily by my own b*dy, I looked up again just in time to see the creature with open jaws lurching for my throat. I jerked my b*dy upright as I awoke, inhaling loudly, and looked around wildly for the creature from my dream. Instead, I felt a cool hand on my shoulder and wheeled around, fists swinging, to see Ignatius in the driver¡¯s seat with a look of concern on his face. ¡°You okay? Don¡¯t move so much, you¡¯re still hurt.¡± Ignatius ced both hands on my shoulders as I continued to shiver, eyes darting all over the ce to make sure the creature wasn¡¯t present, ¡°Dorothy? You were dreaming, okay? You¡¯re safe now.¡± I clung to his forearm, I had to make sure he was real. Ignatius allowed this as I collected my thoughts. After calming down some, I looked around again, ¡°We¡¯re here? How long was I out?¡±: Ignatius removed his hands and sat back in his seat again with an odd look on his face. ¡°Actually we¡¯re just up the road from the clinic. You started thrashing around a little there so I thought I should stop and wake you. Must have been a pretty bad dream?¡± He got the car going again and we sped down the street towards the clinic. ¡°Yeah, something like that,¡± I mumbled, then grimaced as all the pain of my b*dy came rushing back to me at once. Ignatius took my hand and gave it a little squeeze, keeping one steady hand on the wheel. ¡°We¡¯re almost there. This should be a quick fix. And, on top of that, your own healing abilities should be activated by now anyway.¡± 1/6 14:46 He had a point. Every wolf-shifter gains enhanced healing abilities around their teenage years, it was the reason no one ever saw the bruises and grazes dealt to me over time ¨C courtesy of Mavis¡¯s posse and Lana¡¯s particrly potent left h ook. Why then was it not working now? The ga sh in my forehead should have been sealing itself up already but upon close inspection in the rearview mirror, it still remained open and raw, Ignatius seemed to notice as well. He leaned closer, examining my forehead as we drove. ¡°Well. That¡¯s not good.¡± ¡°What do you mean it¡¯s not good?¡± My voice betrayed the rm I was feeling, ¡°What¡¯s wrong with me?¡± Ignatius shrugged his shoulders. ¡°I have no idea, but we¡¯re about to find out.¡± I looked forward and noticed we¡¯d arrived at the clinic. Because wolf-shifters have different healing abilitiespared to the average human, each pack has its own clinic with skilled healers to deal with whatever ailments our bodies can¡¯t fix on their own. Ailments like an apparently faulty healing ability. I closed my eyes. Today hadn¡¯t turned out at all like I had expected it to. I should have just stayed in bed. Ignatius refused to let me attempt walking by myself. He carried me through the revolving doors and spoke with the receptionist while I sat mute in his arms, scowling at the wall behind us. If he hadn¡¯t been so helpful today I would have berated him for babying me in that moment. A nurse led us to an empty bed and hurried away again to fetch a healer. ¡°You don¡¯t have to stay,¡± I said, as Ignatius ced me gently on the crisp sheets and settled into a chair next to me, ¡°Thank you for everything you¡¯ve done but I think I can handle things from here.¡± ¡°I have time to spare,¡± Ignatius sped his hands together and leaned his forearms on his knees, ¡°And thinking about it now, we haven¡¯t even been properly acquainted. You¡¯re a friend of Johan¡¯s?¡± I shook my head, a part of me was relieved to havepany. And something about this boy was incrediblypelling to me. ¡°No. Well, not exactly. How do you know Johan?¡± Uttering his name had my stomach twisting painfully and my inner-wolf shied from the mncholy. 56% 14:16 Thu, 25 Jan ¨C E J Before Ignatius could answer me, the healer stepped in a short wrinkled woman with tanned skin and dozens of red beads braided into her hair. She adjusted her sses and frowned when she saw Ignatius in the chair. ¡°You¡¯re not from here boy. You smell of the sea to the North. Don¡¯t tell me you¡¯re responsible for her injuries?¡± ¡°He¡¯s not,¡± I interrupted before Ignatius could answer, ¡°He¡¯s been helping me. He¡¯s a a friend.¡± I didn¡¯t really know what Ignatius was to me but the fact that he was sticking around meant a lot, although I would never admit it to myself. The healer narrowed her eyes at Ignatious who raised both his hands in a mock. surrender. ¡°Very well. Let¡¯s take a look at you then.¡± She tilted my head back to examine the gas h, frowning as she did so. ¡°Odd, this should be healing up already. And I¡¯m told your ribs are hurt too¡­¡± I sat quietly while she poked and prodded and tutted around me, raising my eyebrow at Ignatius who mouthed back; ¡°Weird old bat.¡± Content held by N?velDrama.Org. I stifled a giggle which in turn had me wincing at the pain it caused me. ¡°You.¡± The healer pointed a bony finger at Ignatius without turning around. ¡°I will not hesitate to kick you out of here.¡± Ignatius leaned back in his chair with a smirk. After a few more minutes of inspecting me and berating Ignatius, the healer came to the conclusion that two of my ribs were fractured and I had suffered a mild concussion. ¡°As for yourck of healing abilities,¡± she nced over at Ignatious and back to me, ¡°I can think of a few reasons why that could be. We need to have a talk in private.¡± She shooed Ignatius out while he promised me he would be waiting right outside. After she finally got him to leave and shut the door in his face, she turned to me, were serious and her mouth pressed into a thin line. her eyes ¡°Dorothy.¡± She came to stand before me. ¡°Have you found your mate yet?¡± Her question caught me by surprise, there was no way she could have known about today. I stammered out a feeble lie in response, asking what she meant by that. She shook her head. ¡°Don¡¯t lie to me. This is about your healing powers. Did be weakened by a rejection from your true mate?¡± know your powers could you know ¡°He hasn¡¯t rejected me!¡± I protested, louder than I had intended to. ¡°He hasn¡¯t. Not yet¡­¡± The lump in my throat returned and I was on the brink of tears once again. The healer¡¯s eyes softened slightly and she sat down next to me on the bed. ¡°There¡¯s your problem dear. To go on with or without your mate, if the bond between the two of you is not broken or sealedpletely, your abilities will nevere back.¡± I sniffed back a so b, rubbing my eyes, ¡°What are you saying?¡± She handed me a tissue and waited a moment while I blew into it ¨C angry at myself for being so fragile. ¡°This mate, whoever he is, you have to break the bond officially. If you don¡¯t, things are only going to get worse for the both of you.¡± I dropped my head into my hands. Whatever ¡°worse¡± meant I doubted it could top what I was already feeling. ¡°Your stunted healing is only the beginning,¡± she continued, gently patting my back. ¡°You have to put an end to this now before vou go into heat.¡± Heat? I didn¡¯t bother asking, too caught up in my own sadness to care about what it meant for my future. After patching up my forehead somewhat, the healer left me on my own for a while to cry. She told me they had something to help with the pain, but it would only be a temporary fix. Iy curled up on the bed and let the tears fall. I had to break the bond between Johan and me. I had no choice, asking him not to reject me yet was only temporarily avoiding the inevitable. He didn¡¯t want me. There was no avoiding the bitter truth. I heard someone enter the room and peeked out from under my arm. I was expecting the healer but it was Ignatius kneeling at my bedside. ¡°Christ. What did the old bat say to make you cry like this.¡± 4/6 14:47 Thu, 25 Jan B 56% His eyes were sympathetic but I was appalled to be seen in this state. I buried my face. in the pillow and gulped back the tears. Ignatius wasn¡¯t having it though and touched my arm gently. ¡°Hey, Dorothy. What did she say?¡± I couldn¡¯t tell him. Couldn¡¯t find the words to exin the pain that I was feeling. Ignatius hesitated for a moment and then asked, ¡°Does any of this have something to do with Johan? I know it was his girlfriend¡¯s group who attacked you.¡± I lifted my arm to look at him again. It felt like his blue eyes were boring into my soul. The ceiling fan above us creaked softly as it spunzily on its axel. I rolled onto my back and stared up at it. ¡°Johan is my mate.¡± Ignatius was silent for a moment. I kept my eyes on the slowly spinning fan. The rusted. wings were caked with dust from years of propelling airced with debris from the forest outside. When he finally spoke, he was perplexed. my ¡°Johan¡­ is your mate? Well, I guess that exins his aggression when I aggression when I put you in car but why were things so stiff between you two? Does he know you¡¯re his mate?¡± I squeezed my eyes shut, balling my hands into fists as I relived the moment. ¡°Then why were you attacked,¡± Ignatius continued, ¡°and¡­ What about Mavis? Did he end things with her?¡± I turned my face to look at him and it seemed that my somber expression was enough to put a stop to his questioning. I felt a tear roll from my eye and wrestled to keep my voice steady. It was no use though, It came out like a quiet sigh of defeat. ¡°He didn¡¯t end things his mate. He made with Mavis. And he¡¯s not going to. Because he doesn¡¯t want me as that very clear.¡± Ignatius¡¯s concerned expression was frozen on his face as I continued, ¡°Mavis¡¯s friends attacked me because they saw us together. They knew I was his mate and that Mavis wouldn¡¯t be happy about it.¡± I touched the gauze on my forehead. ¡°I asked him not to reject me today. But if we don¡¯t break the bondpletely, my abilities will never 14:47 Thu, 25 Jan B B I quoted the healer¡¯s words, my tone t and lifeless. Ignatius was quiet beside me, his face inches from mine where he knelt by the bed. I gave him a small, empty smile and turned my gaze back up to the fan on the ceiling. It spun around and around above me, creaking softly in the otherwise silent room. Chapter 6 Chapter 6 -Ignatius- My brief visit to Johan¡¯s neighborhood hadn¡¯t ended up very brief at all. I had only meant to stop by the college for a few minutes to catch up with my old friend.. However, the moment I noticed the small crew of girls heading towards a solitary figure on the outskirts of the college campus, I knew something bad was about to go down. Spotting udia, Mavis¡¯s top watchdog, amongst them only confirmed my suspicions. udia was ruthless and whoever she was after now was not in for a good time. I had already started towards the group when they began their beatdown. Breaking into a run, I could just make out a small figure curled on the ground and a shock of fiery red hair. Dorothy, I woulde to learn, was her name. Carrying her in my arms, I found myself enveloped in her scent. The smell of fresh air and gentle rain floral and enticing. I wasn¡¯t sure why udia and her gang had chosen this particr slip of a girl as their newest victim but I was enraged at their brutality all the same. If I hadn¡¯t had Dorothy in my arms I would have tracked them down and broken more than just a few of their manicured nails. Then again, considering the fragile allyship between their pack and ours, It wouldn¡¯t look very good for the son of the Northern pack leader tounch an attack on a few Southerner girls. Gaging from Dorothy¡¯s nonchnt reaction to the ordeal, it was clear that she bore the brunt of their bullying quite often. Often enough to get used to it. And then there was Johan, I had never seen him act so strange as he had, standing there in the parking lot. We had been fast friends for years. But around this girl, he had been on edge and angry ¨C prepared to fight. We had fought often as children, even as young teens. But this Johan was different, territorial, and on edge. It wasn¡¯t long after that when I learned why. Dorothy was his true mate. Thinking about it afterward, his possessive, primal attitude should have been a clear sign of that fact. He clearly wanted her. And his inner-wolf must have been seething at another man handling his mate. An Alpha at that. I had felt a pang of guilt at my own actions after Dorothy revealed the truth to me. I hadn¡¯t intended to upset my friend or take what his inner-wolf demanded was his. ¨C But with that being said, Dorothy was hurt and in need of assistance, and in that vtile state ¨C Johan would have been no help in the situation at best and a danger to Dorothy at worst. 56% 14:47 Thu, 25 Jan B Furthermore, I was astonished at his rejection of Dorothy, albeit not an official one. I had met Mavis on multiple asions and while I could admit she was pretty, the venom in her eyes was clear as day to me. I couldn¡¯t fathom rejecting one¡¯s true mate for a woman so potently cruel. My heart ached for Dorothy. I had only known her for a few hours at most but I had been rocked by the urge to protect her from the moment Iid eyes on her brilliant red hair and caught her faint scent on the breeze.. To lose a mate was an indescribable pain. I had felt it myself once. Unlike Dorothy, I hadn¡¯t been rejected, but a stormy night and a fatal car ident had snat ched them from me. There is no pain quite like that of losing what you love the most. away The memory of that affliction was locked away in the furthermost corners of my mind. only to be carefully opened and examined over and over again in the quiet confines of my own bedroom in the dead of night. While I couldn¡¯t entirely understand Dorothy¡¯s pain, I could empathize. Watching her tears fall freely as shey on the bed in that clinic, I fought the overwhelming urge to take her in my arms again. It hurt to see her so clearly suffering. I wanted nothing more than to fix what was broken and witness a smile a real smile as I was sure it would be a beautiful one. Dorothy, however, was not mine to embrace. I was little more than a stranger to her. All the same, it was difficult to keep my distance and I reached for her small, slender hand. Dorothy refused to look at me for a moment, keeping her eyes trained to the fan on the ceiling and denying my sympathies with a tight-lipped frown. Her fingers, however, closed around mine and she gripped my hand tightly. We stayed like that for a good long while,forted by quietpany, before the healer returned with a handful of what looked like powdery sticks and a vile of inky ck liquid. Dorothy tried to get up and I propped a hand on her back, easing her into a sitting position. She gave me a small smile in response and blinked away the tears that had been building on her long, lightshes. ¡°Now then,¡± the old bat huffed. ¡°Take this three times a day! She held the vile to Dorothy¡¯s face. Dorothy grimaced at the ck liquid sloshing inside the ss, ¡°No more than one teaspoon, or you¡¯ll knock yourself out for hours. And this-¡± She held up the powdery sticks and snapped them in half under Dorothy¡¯s nose. A shimmer of gray and brown powder burst from spluttered as she inhaled it, ¡°What ¨C what was that!¡± she gasped h o ar sely, hand to her chest. ¡°Sugersnap Thyme. Helps with pain.¡± ing The healer waved the sticks around a little more before tucking them away again, ¡°It you a little drowsy and disorientated so I suggest you have your young, might make seaweed-smelling friend take you home.¡± She looked pointedly at me over her sses and I nodded in response, ¡°Yes, Ma¡¯am.¡± ¡°Uh-Uh,¡± Dorothy piped up in protest, ¡°not home. I don¡¯t wanna go home.¡± Her words slurred a little at the end as the old bat¡¯s magic sticks seemed to be taking effect. She lolled forwards and I rushed to catch her, scooping her up and holding her against my chest. ¡°Don¡¯t wanna go home,¡± she mumbled into my neck and I could hear the stubborn pout in her voice as she said it. ¡°That¡¯s okay, you can stay at my ce for a little if you want.¡± I could see the old bat eyeing me suspiciously, ¡°I¡¯m staying at a vi for the weekend. Right up the road,¡± I continued as she narrowed her eyes at me. She thought it over for a moment. ¡°Fine,¡± she eventually relented, handing me the bottle of putrid-looking medicine. ¡°But be sure to let her N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. parents know. Their number should be in the books at the front desk. Everyone in the pack is.¡± I took the bottle and thanked her for all of her help. ¡°And you be good to that girl,¡± she continued, ¡°I¡¯ll be checking inter,¡± I promised to be on my best behavior. Dorothy grumbled out a half-as sed thank you and something about a monster in the forest. After finding her name scribbled next to multiple home addresses and five different numbers in the big book at the front desk, I carried a very disorientated Dorothy to my car and somehow managed to get her into the passenger seat without bumping her rolling head on the way in. Climbing into the driver¡¯s seat, I heard her say something about a creature in the dark. ¡°What was that?¡± I leaned over to hear her better, buckling her seatbelt at the same time she wouldn¡¯t feel her ribs aching right now and I didn¡¯t trust her to not topple off the seat entirely on 3/5 56% the drive. Instead of answering, she scoffed at me and leaned her head against the window with drooping lids. ¡°Alrighty then.¡± I spent the drive home calling all five numbers I¡¯d saved on my phone, one at a time. The first three didn¡¯t answer but on the second tost number a gruff-sounding woman told me to try thest number, exining that she had been Dorothy¡¯s foster mom for a while. She also mysteriously griped about a pet frog and an expensive cheese tter before hanging up. The final number rang for half a second before someone picked up and I heard a frantic woman¡¯s voice crac kle through the phone, ¡°Dorothy?¡± ¡°Not quite. This is Ignatius Aamodt. Dorothy¡¯s okay, she¡¯s just had a bit of a rough day.¡± ¡°Ignatius¡­ Elliot¡¯s son?¡± It seemed the Southern Pack was well informed about their new allies. ¡°That¡¯s the one. Are you Dorothy¡¯s foster mother?¡± ¡°Anita, yes. Where is Dorothy? She was supposed to be back by now. Are you her mate She stopped herself, possibly concerned that she¡¯d said too much. ¡°No, I¡¯m not. It would seem¡­ Things didn¡¯t really go to n for Dorothy.¡± ¡°Oh. I had hoped¡­ Nevermind. Where is she now?¡± There was genuine morosity in her voi She seemed to truly care for Dorothy and I found myself wondering if Dorothy herself was aware of that. I looked over at Dorothy, who was currently snoozing in her seat. She swatted the air with one feeble hand and then settled back into her dozing. ¡°Currently snoring in my car. We¡¯re heading to the Blue Vi Hotel on Fort Grayvill, I¡¯ll let Dorothy know to call you when she wakes up.¡± After exchanging addresses with Anita and promising to be in contact I hung up and nced over at Dorothy again. She looked so tiny and fragile curled up there on the seat. Her hair was making a solid attempt to escape the braid it was caught in, cascading down her shoulder and sticking out in little curling wisps of red and gold. Her skin had a pale, almost translucent glow to it and she had the tiniest smattering of freckles over her nose. The tiny opal knotted on a thin string around her neck was the color of her eyes. Eyes that were now scrunched closed like she was fighting monsters in her dreams. 56% My thoughts wandered back to the nightmare I¡¯d woken her from earlier. The creature in the woods she¡¯d said, or something to that extent. Something about this girl had sparked my interest and I found myself wanting to know more about her. To get to know her. I wanted to know if she preferred strawberries or orange slices, winter or spring. I wanted to get to know Dorothy, although I wasn¡¯t entirely sure why. I found myself so deep in my musings I almost missed the turnoff to the vi I¡¯d rented out for the duration of my stay. I could have stayed with my father in the fancier hotel further on. But the thought of waking up to Elliot¡¯s cold demeanor every morning was daunting and I was weak in that regard. I pulled the car into the parking area and tried to wake Dorothy up. Her eyelids fluttered and I caught a glimpse of those striking opal irises before she was out once more. Getting out and rounding the car, I unbuckled her and lifted her to my chest again. Dorothy wrapped both arms around my neck and sighed into my car, still half asleep and much less indignant about me carrying her than she would have been if she was awake. Her breath on my neck sent shivers down my spine and her scent was stronger than ever. The afternoon sun was sending nted rays of light through the trees nearby and made her hair look even brighter, radiating in the golden glow. Turning to head into the vi I noticed another car parked in the empty bay beside mine. A familiar car. My gaze shot to the entrance of the vi where Johan was leaning against the door with folded arms. Chapter 7 Chapter 7 -Johan- I hadn¡¯t been waiting at the vi for very long before Ignatius showed up. I watched his car pull into the bay and folded my arms. I hadn¡¯t expected him to lift Dorothy from passenger seat and I clenched my jaw at the sight of the two of them. the I had onlye to confide in a friend, but my anger came rushing back almost immediately upon seeing that Dorothy was still in his care. I tried to keep my cool, leaning back against the door of the vi and waiting for Ignatius to approach. I had hung around the college campus for a while after Mavis rushed to her next ss, leaving me to clean off the red lipstick stains that had smudged across my neck like she¡¯d shed my throat. Despite all of my efforts, I couldn¡¯t keep the image of Dorothy in my old friend¡¯s arms. out of my head. I didn¡¯t like the contrasting thoughts waging war inside my head, and eventually decided it was time to pay Ignatius a visit to talk it out. Mavis wouldn¡¯t be thrilled that I was here, considering it had to do with my feelings towards Dorothy, and furthermore, she had never really taken a liking to Ignatius but the situation couldn¡¯t be helped. I needed to see my friend, in order to remind myself why I shouldn¡¯t and wouldn¡¯t want to tear out his throat. Seeing the gentle way in which he carried Dorothy had my inner-wolf fighting to throw all thoughts of peace and understanding out of the window. I was unintentionally fuming by the time he made it to the porch. ¡°Johan, hey.¡± my blood Ignatius greeted me nonchntly. His calm and cool demeanor only boiled further. I was enraged by him, frustrated with myself and fighting to stay neutral. ¡°Why is Dorothy here. Why is she still with you?¡± ¨C I ski pped past a greeting, my inner-wolf demanding immediate aggression. Ignatius looked down at Dorothy ¨C at my mate whoy against his chest with her face buried in his neck. My jaw twitched. The way he looked at her had me feeling all the more possessive. ¡°The healer gave her some magic stick s hit that made her drowsy. She said she didn¡¯t want to go home so I offered to let her stay here.¡± ¡°She cane home with me.¡± I hadn¡¯t meant for it to sound like a growl but there was no controlling my infuriated 50% tone now. Ignatius eyes me warily. ¡°I don¡¯t think that¡¯s a good idea,¡± he said it slowly, standing his ground and keeping his tone even. In that moment I both hated and envied him. ¡°You¡¯re not her mate.¡± ¡°No. But after you break the bond, you won¡¯t be either.¡± His words caught me by surprise. He¡¯d learned the truth of the mating call between me and Dorothy. He knew the primal turmoil I was feeling. This calmed me down slightly and I released the balled fists I¡¯d been clenching since he had approached. My inner- wolf, on the other hand, remained restless and vtile. ¡°Let¡¯s go inside,¡± Ignatius said, striding past me and unlocking the front door. ¡°We have a lot to talk about.¡± I followed him into the vi and nced around. It was small and mostly empty with his single suitcase propped up in a corner. Ignatius headed for the tiny bedroom with Dorothy and I followed close behind. I could smell her glorious scent, only this time it was mingled with that of Ignatius¡¯s and I wished I hadn¡¯t noticed it at all. I watched as he gently ced Dorothy down on the unmade bed and carefully unsped her pale noodles arms that were wound tightly around his neck. Dorothy mumbled as he did so and from where I stood in the doorway I could see her bright green eyes gazing up at him in a daze. I wanted to storm in and scoop her up. Carry her away from this ce and erase any hint of Ignatius¡¯s scent from her being, but I restrained myself, just barely. Ignatius left Dorothy in the bed and strode back to me. I watched her stretch out on the mattress before curling up and falling asleep again.. Ignatius came to stand before me, barring me from entering the room and folding his arms. ¡°She¡¯s probably going to be out for a while. If you¡¯re going to reject her you¡¯re going to have to do it ¡°I¡¯m not going to reject her,¡± I answered without thinking, and backtracked just as quickly, saying: ¡°I mean, I am. Just¡­ I can¡¯t do it yet.¡± There was sympathy in Ignatius¡¯s fine features but this clearly irked him a little as he Thu, 25 LE BJ 56% said sharply, ¡°You have to! You can¡¯t leave her like this just because you¡¯re having a hard time making up your mind.¡± ¡°I have made up my mind!¡± I winced as my cry stirred Dorothy. She grumbled something before rolling over andying still again. I lowered my voice, ¡°I have made. up my mind. I chose Mavis, it was always going to be her. It¡¯s just¡­ hard to let her go.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t have a choice. Things will only get worse for the both of you if you don¡¯t put an end to this soon,¡± His harsh tone softened for a moment and he lowered his head, ¡°It¡¯s cruel Johan. She¡¯s suffering.¡± I didn¡¯t know what to say to that. I felt guilty, I knew what I was doing was unfair. But I couldn¡¯t shake the thought that I was making a mistake. It was painful to think of never looking into those green eyes again and knowing that she wanted me too. I folded. own arms tightly, holding myself together. ¡°Just give me some time.¡± Before Ignatius could answer, Dorothy, stirred again, turned onto her side, and mumbled a name. His name. ¡°Ignatius.¡± my Ignatius looked just as bewildered as I was and we both peered over at Dorothy. She didn¡¯t say anything more andy peacefully on her side with her chest gently rising and falling. Ignatius recovered from the shock first and, stepping back into the room, he made to close the door, ¡°You can hang around until she wakes up. But then you have to put an end to this.¡± His tone was sympathetic and he spoke quietly, refusing to look at me from behind the door, ¡°I¡¯m sorry about all of this.¡± ¨C Before the door shutpletely I caught onest glimpse at Dorothy. My Dorothy. She was peacefully curled up on the bed and her red hairy about her in waves. My inner- wolf cried out in mourning and my heart felt throttled in my chest. I drank in the brief sight of her before the door closed in my face. -Ignatius- It hurt to shut the door on Johan. Even though I was frustrated at his actions, I knew he was suffering too. To battle ones natural instincts is difficult enough. To fight the mating call is another matter entirely. I could only imagine the internal torment he was enduring. However, Dorothy was in no state to handle a true rejection currently and Johan was too undecided to be trusted. near her. I was aware my part in the matter wasn¡¯t helping his possessive instinct but that couldn¡¯t be helped. I only hoped he wouldn¡¯t hold it against me. I was still baffled at his decision to stay with Mavis but I respected him enough to not argue on that particr point. Regardless of my skepticism when it came to Mavis, hel clearly did love her deeply. Deeply enough to defy his natural instincts and true destiny in order to stay by her side. An act I hoped she was grateful for. It was an admirable trait ¨C his loyalty andpassion ¨C but I wondered how long he would be able to keep it up. Already his aggression was getting out of hand and it had only been one day. Johan had to sever the bond between him and Dorothy sooner rather thanter, or things would only get ugly. I sighed, I could hear his retreating footsteps on the other side of the door. Turning, I made my way over to Dorothy and moved a few books to sit down on the nightstand. next to the bed. I sat gazing at her for a while in silence. I pondered on the creepiness of that and eventually chose to stare out of the window. instead. Dorothy grumbled in her sleep about shadows and¡­ pine cones? I couldn¡¯t quite catch her words and I wondered what made her dreams frightening enough to toss and turn while unconscious. The all-epassing urge to protect her had not faded in the slightest. I knew I didn¡¯t have to be sitting there, waiting for her to wake but Tor- my inner-wolf- was determined to stay by her side and I was happy toply with that decision. She had said my name in her sleep earlier. It had caught me by surprise, and, thinking about it now, it was the first time I had heard her say my name. I liked the sound of it in her mouth, even when spoken whilst half asleep. It felt right. I wondered if she might think the same someday. Although considering how much she had frowned, pouted, and groaned at me in the short time we had been acquainted I couldn¡¯t know for sure. I smiled at the thought of her stubborn attitude towards being carried and gently ced a hand on her resting head. Her hair was soft and smooth. Dorothy swatted at my hand and mumbled again and I quickly pulled away and stood up to leave ¨C I wasn¡¯t making for a very good host if I was going to be bothering my grouchy guest. But I felt a hand grabbing onto mine as I was leaving and looked down to see Dorothy staring at me with those bright eyes and clutching my hand tightly. 4/5 ¨C ¡°Don¡¯t go,¡± she muttered indignantly, frowning at me soically upset at my departure that I had to stifle augh. ¡°Sorry, sorry,¡± I said, sitting down again. She refused to let go of my hand and rolled onto her back, swaying our sped hands back and forth like there was music only she could hear. She was silent for a moment and I thought she¡¯d drifted back to sleep before I heard, ¡°Ig-nayyytius?¡± she cooed with her eyes still closed. ¡°Yes, Dorothy?¡± ¡°Thank you for¡­ being nice to me.¡± She seemed to struggle with finding the words, and her brow furrowed as she concentrated. ¡°Some people aren¡¯t very nice to me. But you¡¯re nice.¡± I squeezed her hand tightly. ¡°You¡¯re very wee Dorothy. I think you deserve a little kindness in my opinion.¡± She shrugged her shoulders and shook her head. ¡°Dunno about that. But thank you anyway.¡± I wondered just how clouded her head was for her to say something so vulnerable in the first ce. I thought I too could do with some magic stick powder if it could make this rxed and content. you I wanted to tell Dorothy that I would always be ¡°nice¡± to her. That I would always protect her and shower her with kindness because regardless of what she thought, she deserved the world. This seemed to please Tor as much as it pleased me. I felt the draw to her like an invisible string tying us together. N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. ¡°You¡¯ve got me now,¡± I whispered to her as her eyes fluttered closed again. ¡°You¡¯ve got me now Dorothy. And, in fact, I think you¡¯re stuck with me.¡± ¡°Mkay,¡± she whispered back, already the tendrils of sleep were enveloping her once again, and she was only half-listening at that point, ¡°Sounds good.¡± ¡°Yeah. Sounds good.¡± 5/5 Chapter 8 Chapter 8 COMMENT -Dorothy- I woke up to the sound of voices arguing. Lifting myself up I looked around for the source of all the nightstand. I was beyond confused, the voices were clear as day to me. It took a moment for me to realize that I was hearing them inside my head. More specifically, I was hearing Johan inside my head. I had forgotten the eventual mind-link that true mates can develop after the mating call. I hadn¡¯t expected it toe so soon. From the sounds of it, he and Ignatius were caught in a heated argument about¡­ me? I closed my eyes and listened intently. A part of me felt guilty for essentially eavesdropping on the conversation but I was curious to know what all themotion was about. Johan seemed agitated, I felt his energy like a swarming cloud of animosity and frustration. He was insisting that Ignatius was too involved in the situation, berating him for overstepping in a matter that didn¡¯t involve him. Ignatius himself sounded like he was trying his best to stay calm, but there was a dangerous edge to his words that had me fearing slightly for Johan¡¯s safety. I wondered for a moment how it was that I was able to hear Ignatius as well as my mate, but quickly forgot about this when I heard Johan¡¯s territorial growl. It seemed he was not fully able to fight the mating call ¨C regardless of his feelings towards Mavis. Did he want me after all? I squashed the tiny glimmer of hope that this thought brought me. I knew it was selfish and ultimately pointless to wonder if maybe there was a chance he wouldn¡¯t reject me after everything that had happened. Johan had made up his mind. It was getting through the actual act of rejection that he was having trouble with. Iy back down on the bed, with a sigh of frustration. I just wanted it all to be over already. I knew that I was partially to me for Johan¡¯s out-of-character aggression. I should have just let him reject me from the start. It was my own fragile ego that led to the current predicament. There was no helping it now. I would have to sever the bond between us before he lost himself was assaulted with an overpowering scent of sickly sweet perfume and other beauty products. I knew that scent. 1/5 Snapping my gaze up to the door I saw Mavis peeking into the room. As our eyes met, she smirked and strode into the room, standing in front of the bed with her hands on her hips. Her sundress swished around her long tanned legs and her blonde hair fell perfectly over her shoulders. Who knew someone so beautiful could be such a menacing force. ¡°Gingersnap. You look like sh it,¡± she quipped Gingersnap seemed to be a personal favorite amongst the many intentionally mocking nicknames her and her crew had for me. ¡°Mavis. What are you doing in my room in this room¡­ Why are you here?¡± It wasn¡¯t my room, I knew that obviously, but it was rife with the scent of Ignatius, and my inner- wolf seemed to have staked something of a im on him. I filed that thought away in my head to be pondered overter when my antagonizing acquaintance was gone. Mavis pushed her lip out in mock sympathy, ¡°I just wanted to pay a visit to my poor, dear, darling sick friend.¡± ¡°F uck off, Mavis. You and I both know we¡¯re the far thest thing from friends. And I¡¯m not sick.¡± Mavis nted herself on the edge of the bed and fiddled with the sheets. ¡°I know Johan is your mate,¡± she said softly. There was a barely-restrained, menacing edge in her voice and when she lifted her gaze to me again there was fire in her eyes. ¡°Unfortunately for you, you¡¯re not his mate. And you never will be if I have anything to do with it.¡± I rolled my eyes, fully aware that I was prodding the beast but too exhausted by the drama at that point to care. ¡°You¡¯re a littlete to the party, Mavis. Johan is out there right now waiting to reject me.¡± I curled my knees to my chin and wrapped my arms around my legs. ¡°You won, okay? It wasn¡¯t even a I narrowed my eyes at her, the ache in my ribs slowly making a reappearance. ¡°You didn¡¯t need to send your dogs after me either.¡± Mavis flicked some lint off the bedsheets and examined her nails. ¡°I have no idea what you¡¯re talking about.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure,¡± I remarked dryly,ying on the sarcasm. ¡°Now can you please do me the 2/5 55%A honor of getting as far away from me as possible. You¡¯re really ruining my day.¡± There had once been a time when I thought I could befriend Mavis. I took the bullying and the insults delivered by her crowd as something that happened to all neers of the Southern Pack. I thought if I could just be nice that they would all eventually ept. me as their friend. But Mavis had never been interested in friendship. Mavis had never been interested in anything but dragging her boyfriend around like living arm-candy and beating me to a pulp on asion. Eventually, I learned that just being nice would never be enough. I had to be tough too. And my patience for Mavis and her evil antics had run dry long ago. She didn¡¯t deserve the benefit of the doubt, and to give her that would only lead to further suffering on my part. I wondered what Johan saw in her. I wondered what that said about how he saw me. ¡°Anyway,¡± Mavis continued, ignoring my re and picking at her nails ¨C each long w was neatly filled to a point and painted a venomous bright green. ¡°I¡¯m well aware that Johan is here to reject you. That¡¯s why I showed up. I thought he needed a little bit of a healthy push. The thing is though¡­¡± She leaned forwards, pushing her face ufortably close to mine. I could smell the expensive rancid floral fragrance she used to cover her own scent and wrinkled my nose. ¡°He seems to be having a bit of a hard time letting you go.¡± Leaning away from her unsettling re, I risked a co cky reply, ¡°Maybe you just don¡¯t have as much of a hold on him as you thought you did.¡± Mavis¡¯s face was cold as she blinked at me. She looked at me like a predator taunting its prey. ¡°Well then Gingersnap, just when did you manage to scrape together a shred of confidence?¡± She reached forwards and pushed a tendril of hair back behind my ear. ¡°I¡¯d be careful if I were you. I might just have udia f uck up your face for good next time.¡± I jerked myself away from her. ¡°Get out, Mavis. Now.¡± I wondered if the mind-link went two ways and if Johan could hear the true nature of his beloved girlfriend through it. Although, considering how livid his energy still felt I doubted he was able to notice anything beyond his own rage. Mavis acted like she hadn¡¯t heard me and got up to inspect the bedroom. ¡°You wouldn¡¯t 55% 14:47 Thu, 25 Jan B even be a good fit for Johan. He¡¯s got charm and charisma and talent. He¡¯s a great guy and you¡¯re just¡­ well, you.¡± I contemted throwing a book at her head but I didn¡¯t think Ignatius would appreciate me hurling his belongings around. Even if they were justified and directed at a snake in human skin. ¡°You know, Gingersnap,¡± Mavis continued, ¡°Looking at your track record, it seems like you were doomed to be rejected by everyone,¡± I glowered at her as she counted on her fingers and listed things off one by one. ¡°Your mate doesn¡¯t want you, our pack doesn¡¯t want you,¡± shezily pointed the third finger at me. ¡°Your parents didn¡¯t even want you.¡¯ Thatment was thest straw for me. I was not usually prone to acting on impulse but if I didn¡¯t leave immediately I would have attacked Mavis then and there. I hauled myself up off the bed and stormed towards her. She squared her chest as I approached like she was ready to brawl. Instead of swinging my fists, however, I strode straight past her and forced open the window on the far side of the room. ¡°Uh, what the hell are you doing?¡± I ignored her question and, swinging my leg up over the windowsill, I hoisted myself up and out of the open window. My sneakersnded on soft grass with a small thud. I faintly heard Johan calling out for Mavis ¨C through the mind link or from behind the door, I wasn¡¯t quite sure ¨C but I seemed to have all of her attention on me. ¡°Dorothy, what the f uck?¡± I heard Mavis squ awk through the window and smiled to myself. I¡¯d shocked her enough that she¡¯d slipped up her jeering and used my actual name. It may have been a small win but it was a win nheless. I had no idea where I was or where I intended to go now that I had made my grand escape but I walked away from the vi and out onto the forest-lined road. The sky was dark now and a few stars were twin kling in the inky ck sky. I had no idea what time it was but I assumed it was prettyte. I felt bad leaving Ignatius behind to deal with an angry Beta and a mega bi tch but I had to get away from it all for a moment. Mavis¡¯s words had stung. She knew exactly how to hit me where it hurt and it was infuriating. She hadn¡¯t needed to approach me at all. She knew Johan was already going to reject me. It looked to me like she had just felt threatened and needed someone to take it out on. That someone being me. Content held by N?velDrama.Org. Why had she always had it out for me in the first ce anyway? She had taken one look at me as a child and decided to make me a lifelong victim to her schemes. B 11:47 Thu, 25 Lan : E T I shoved my hands into my pockets and haunched my shoulders, sinking deeper into. my thoughts as I walked the empty street. She probably didn¡¯t even care about Johan. It seemed like she just wanted a pet that only she could control. Johan himself was out of control. I hoped Ignatius wouldn¡¯t take my departure too harshly. I couldn¡¯t recall if I¡¯d thanked him for taking care of me in my roughed-up state. I remembered Johan¡¯s furious anger that had touched me through our mind-link. I could feel it still and wondered if I should turn back. I hadn¡¯t considered their argument morphing into a full-fledged fight but the possibility of it suddenly urred to me. These were two wolf-shifters after all and, with Johan blinded by the mating call, it didn¡¯t matter how many years of friendship they had under their belts. I hadn¡¯t known Ignatius for that long but it pained me to think of him getting hurt because of me. My step faltered and I made a half-turn in the middle of the road. I had worked myself up so much that at first, I didn¡¯t notice the little ck spots clouding my vision. I shook my head, trying to clear my vision, but the world had gone blurry and suddenly the auburn trees lining the road were leaning to one side. I felt myself swaying and struggled to put one foot in front of the other. The white lines dotted along the road swam in and out of focus. Everything went ck as my head hit the floor. 0 Chapter 9 Chapter 9 -Dorothy- I woke up to excruciating pain that shot through my b*dy like pulses of electricity. I couldn¡¯t remember what I¡¯d been doing or where I was but my limbs ached like I¡¯d taken a beating. Moaning at the agony I opened my eyes to see the rusty fan of the clinic from earlier, still turning slowly, above my head. I jolted upright and cringed at the pain it brought ¦°¦¥ ¡°Don¡¯t move so much, you¡¯ll only feel worse.¡± I looked to my left and saw Ignatius sitting next to me, sping my hand with a look of concern in his eyes. I snat ched my hand away on impulse and immediately regretted it when I looked past him and saw Johan and Mavis.standing in the doorway. I could do with thefort of that cold hand while Mavis¡¯s eyes were staring daggers at me from across the room. Johan on the other hand had seemed to have calmed down. some and gazed at me solemnly. ¡°What happened, why am I here? Why are they here?¡± I murmured to Ignatius whilst keeping my eyes on Mavis and her scowl. If looks could kill¡­ ¡°You um, you climbed out the window?¡± Ignatius answered, ¡°I found you down the road, passed out in the middle of the street. Dorothy, where were you trying to go?¡± I closed my eyes and flopped onto my back again. ¡°I don¡¯t remember leaving, It¡¯s all a bit of a blur. I remember you though.¡± I pointed vaguely in the direction of Mavis and then dropped my arm to my side. ¡°We were¡­ talking.¡± While I didn¡¯t think Johan was aware of just how controlling his girlfriend was, it didn¡¯t seem like a good time to be calling anyone out on being a bi tch. ¡°Dorothy, you¡¯re not doing too good right now. The healer was in here earlier, she said. there¡¯s nothing more she can do right now.¡± It pained me to hear the concern in Ignatius¡¯s voice as he spoke, ¡°You can¡¯t go jumping out of windows and running away on your own. You need to break this bond -¡± He stopped and nced back at Johan who tightly folded his arms. ¡°You need to sort this out now.¡± ¡°Now that you¡¯re awake,¡± Johan spoke up, approaching the bedside opposite Ignatius, ¡°I think we need to talk in private.¡± Ignatius opened his mouth to protest but I motioned for him to wait. ¡°It¡¯s okay. I¡¯ll be 1/4 fine. Just give us a minute.¡± He looked at me intently like he wanted to say something but instead, he gave a small nod and stood up to leave, ¡°I¡¯ll be right outside if you need me.¡± ¡°Mavis, I need you to go too,¡± Johan said quietly. Mavis stared him down for a moment before turning on her heel and leaving too. ¡°I¡¯ll be heading to your ce. Don¡¯t leave me waiting too long.¡± She waved a hand over her shoulder. ¡°Later Gingersnap. Hope the rejection isn¡¯t too painful,¡± shemented over her shoulder as she left. ¡°Sorry about that,¡± Johan said gently as he sat down next to me, ¡°she¡¯s just a little hurt by the whole thing between us. It¡¯s me she should be directing her anger at, not you.¡± I shrugged hisment aside, unsure of how to act around Johan now that I knew where we stood, ¡°It¡¯s okay. I¡¯m used to it.¡± He frowned as he contemted the implications of myment and then sighed and shook his head. ¡°Anyway. I¡¯m sorry about yesterday. Couldn¡¯t have been the greatest birthday all things considered.¡± Content held by N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Yesterday?¡± I turned to look out the window and saw the pale gray haze of the early morning outside. The sun had yet to make a proper appearance and there was a slight drizzle of rain spattering against the ss. ¡°Just how long have I been out for exactly?¡± Johan ran his hands over his face, he looked exhausted. ¡°Quite a few hours. We were waiting for you to wake up so that I could so that we could¡­¡± he hesitated, unable to say the words we both knew had to be spoken eventually. ¡°Anyway, we were waiting for you to wake up, only when I went looking for Mavis she told me you¡¯d left the vi. She said you climbed out the window when you heard us arguing. Ignatius found you copsed in the street and then we rushed you here.¡± I was frustrated with myself and my weak b*dy. The amount of time I¡¯d spent passed out or asleep for the past few hours was ridiculous. I was still in pain and it seemed to be getting worse, there was a burn that was building in my b*dy like a fever that wouldn¡¯t break.. I sat up and wrapped my arms around myself. I couldn¡¯t bring myself to look at Johan, I was afraid of what I¡¯d see in those deep hazel eyes. ¡°So, now what?¡± I asked softly, fixing my eyes on the creases in the sheets before me. ¡°What do we do?¡± I didn¡¯t want him to say it. Despite all of the pain and fatigue, I wasn¡¯t ready to let him go. Johan was silent. He seemed just as worn out as I was. ¡°I guess we have to put an end to this break the bond.¡± I nodded slowly, ¡°I guess so.¡± ¨C Johan took my hand and I forced myself to look him in the eye. The wolves within us both mine and his yearned to be closer. The burning mes in my veins ran hotter and goosebumps broke out on my skin. ¡°Dorothy.¡± Johan hesitated before wrenching his hands away and jumping to his feet. ¡°I can¡¯t. I can¡¯t do it! I¡¯m sorry.¡± He haunched over himself like a man in agony as I reached for him. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± he whispered before running for the door. He was stopped in his tracks, however, by Ignatius who suddenly appeared in front of him. ¡°Johan.¡± His voice was cold now and he blocked Johan¡¯s path with a stiff arm across the doorframe. ¡°You have to make a decision. Now.¡± His grip on the frame was so tight I could see his knuckles turning white and the veins in his arms pulsating. Johan tried to push past him but Ignatius pushed back, softly enough to seem passive but hi jaw was tight. ¡°Don¡¯t be a coward! You can¡¯t leave her like this.¡± ¡°This has nothing to do with you,¡± Johan snapped, ¡°don¡¯t make this your problem.¡± Ignatius let his cool slip and rm bells went off in my head, I could sense an all-out fight iing if someone didn¡¯te between them. ¡°You made this my problem when you showed up on my doorstep in a rage.¡± Johan flinched at the force of his words. ¡°You have to put an end to this. Look at what it¡¯s doing to Dorothy. Look at what it¡¯s done to you!¡± ¡°You don¡¯t understand how it feels.¡± Johan raised his voice and I watched as his hands clenched into fists. ¡°You¡¯ve never had to reject a mate.¡± Something dark shed in Ignatius¡¯s eyes. Something dangerous and cold. ¡°I¡¯ve lost my mate. You know that. You think I don¡¯t know how this feels?¡± Johan hesitated but refused to stand down as Ignatius continued, ¡°I know exactly how it feels to lose a mate. But Dorothy isn¡¯t something for you to possess. She¡¯s a person. You¡¯re letting someone else suffer for your indecision. You¡¯re letting yourself be weak.¡± Those final words seemed to send Johan over the edge and he rolled his shoulders like he was ready to throw punches. Ignatius seemed to wee the challenge and stood. ready. ¡°Don¡¯t fight,¡± I tried to interject, but my voice was quiet and lost on the two boys and their heightened frustration, ¡°Please don¡¯t fight.¡± It was like I hadn¡¯t spoken. Johan and Ignatius kept at their arguing, both looking more beast than boy at every passing moment. I tried to get up tenfold and o stand between them, but the pain in my b*dy had grow I gripped my forearms in agony. I didn¡¯t know what was happening to me but it very clearly wasn¡¯t anything good. I grit my teeth and squeezed my eyes shut. It felt like my b*dy was being enveloped in mes. Sweat broke out on my brow and my breathing grew heavy as I drew in long shaky breaths. What was more worrying still was the growing heat between my legs. I squeezed them together and dug my nails into my skin. My back started arching on the bed and I writhed, desperate to escape my b*dy. I wondered if this was the Heat the healer had warned me about. If it was, I finally understood what she meant about things getting a lot worse. It couldn¡¯t havee at a worse possible time. I nced at the two boys arguing. The scent of them was overpowering and that along with their loud arguing was driving me into a frenzy. SEND GIFT Chapter 10 Chapter 10 -Dorothy- I looked back and forth between the two boys, breathing so intensely that my heart felt like it would pound right out of my chest. The heat between my legs became a burning ache and I knew I couldn¡¯t take it much longer. Johan and Ignatius had been pushing at each other. I watched as Johan swung a fist at Ignatius who dodged it swiftly andunched himself forwards, pinning Johan to the wall with an arm pressing into his throat. ¡°H-help,¡± I choked out, trying to get their attention, ¡°Johan. Ignatius. Please help.¡± Neither of them heard me. Johan snarled at Ignatius and fought to get away from him. Ignatius however, wasn¡¯t having any of it and pulled Johan forwards only to m his back into the wall again. ¡°Hey, Ignatius.¡± It came out sounding like a whine. I pressed a fist to my burning core, bunching the sheets in my clenched hands and arching my back. ¡°Help¡­¡± It was no use, they were too caught up in their violence to hear me. Cold shivers ran across my b*dy but I felt lik I was on fire, twisting and contorting into any possible position to alleviate the pain and desire. N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. I pounded a fist on the bed, unable to take any more of it in silence, ¡°Ignatius!¡± I yelled it in desperation, too overwhelmed to care about the repercussions. I realized I couldn¡¯t turn to Johan for this breaking the bond would be impossible if he were to engage with me now. And there was no way I could trust him to not take things further in the frenzied state he was in. Ignatius snapped his head up, mid-snarl, with his fist still gripping the neck of Johan¡¯s shirt. His expression turned from rage to confusion to sudden realization when he caught onto my scent and noticed my squirming. I felt another wave of heat roll through me and whined out loud, my b*dy close to convulsing in its intense urges. ¡°Help. Me.¡± Ignatius stood frozen on the spot for a moment, open-mouthed and in a stupor before looking back at Johan and uttering, ¡°Oh, f uck.¡± -Ignatius- Johan had pushed me to my limit. I hadn¡¯t wanted to fight but his continuous avoidance of the issue at hand had me irritated. His finalment had left me furious. I had 1/4 expected a fight from the moment he clenched his fists. I had expected things to get violent. What I hadn¡¯t expected, however, was for Dorothy to go into heat at that very moment. Her cry had snapped me out of my rage. One look at her contorting figure and it dawned on me that her first cycle was urring. I was frozen in ce, unsure of what she expected from me and oblivious to Johan who had ceased his struggling under my grasp. A low, throaty growl from him snapped me out of my bewilderment though and I turned my gaze back to him. He was staring at Dorothy with hungry eyes, pure-primal, and dangerous. His pupils dted and his teeth looked a little sharper. He could sense Dorothy¡¯s heat. And his wolf was determined to take what was his. ¡°Oh, f uck.¡± Johan pounced for Dorothy, and I was barely able to throw an arm around his neck and drag him back before he could reach her. Johan roared and fought against me, thrashing and biting to get to his mate. ¡°Johan, you can¡¯t. You know you can¡¯t. What about Mavis?¡± My words fell on deaf ears, Johan was ovee by instinct and that instinct had only one goal. I had no choice but to drag him from the room. The healer finally made an appearance to see what all themotion was about and stopped in her tracks upon seeing Johan fighting against my hold. Dorothy let out another whine from inside the room and Johan howled in response. Assessing the situation immediately, the healer nodded to me and pulled the same powdered sticks she¡¯d used on Dorothy the day before from inside her pocket. Getting as close to Johan as possible, she snapped the sticks under his nose and jumped away again as he kicked and scratched. After a minute or two of getting my ribs elbowed painfully by the Beta in my grasp, Johan¡¯s movements slowed and he sank to the floor in a daze. I let him down gently and left him to the healer, rushing back into the room to check on Dorothy. She was jerking from side to side on the bed, whining and crying out as she kicked at the mattress. I pressed my hands on her shoulders, pinning her to the bed and keeping her b*dy still. ¡°Dorothy, you¡¯ve got to fight it. Okay? What do you need?¡± I was surprised at her strength as she fought beneath me, wiggling her shoulder free. and flinging her arms around my neck. ¡°You,¡± she breathed, her scent swirling around me and drawing me closer, ¡°I need you. Please, Ignatius.¡± 14:48 25 Jar There was desperation in her voice. Tor was rearing inside my chest, but I hesitated. ¡°Dorothy¡­ I-¡± ¡°Please!¡± She hauled herself up to my face, arching her b*dy against me and spreading her fire over my own skin. At that moment I didn¡¯t care whether or not it was the right thing to do. I climbed onto the bed and pushed my weight on top of her, pressing her b*dy to mine and fist ing a hand in her hair. Dorothy¡¯s dainty hands gripped the fabric of my shirt, threatening to tear it off with how tightly she held on. I felt her grinding her core against my knee and her b*dy tensed as I leaned into her, iming her mouth with a brutal k*ss. -Dorothy- It felt as if sparks of electricity erupted across my skin as Ignatius pressed his lips to mine. I pulled him closer, I wanted him all to myself. His scent was exhrating and I moaned into his mouth as his tongue parted my lips. The painful burning sensation was reced with overwhelming waves of pleasure. For that brief moment, I forgot about Johan. I forgot everything. Ignatius was an all- epassing presence and our bodies meshed into one. His movements were intense and primal and his lips trailed down my neck hungrily. I threw my head back to give him full ess to the vulnerable skin of my throat. I felt his teeth graze my flesh and a shiver ran through me. I wanted him to take me to im me and leave his mark on me for the world to see. All too soon, though, It was over and Ignatius pulled away. My inner-wolf howled in disappointment as I dropped my arms to my sides. Ignatius let go of of my hair and sat up. Iy panting underneath him as he regained his senses, realizing he was sitting on top of me and climbing off immediately. He sat awkwardly on the edge of the bed and cleared his throat. ¡°Was that um. Was that okay?¡± All I could do was nod. I had ridden out the worst of my first heat and, while the slick sensation between my legs was still very much apparent, the agonizing burn had subsided. Ignatius looked relieved. He ran a hand through his tousled snowy hair and stood up. ¡°I guess I should go ¨C ¡°Don¡¯t go,¡± I interrupted him, sitting up and tentatively touching his hand, ¡°I¡¯d like it if 14:48 Thu, 25 Jan B you stayed.¡± :55% Ignatius stared down at my hand on top of his for a moment before intertwining his fingers with mine. His skin was cold to the touch andforting. ¡°Alright. I¡¯d like that too.¡± SEND GIFT Chapter 11 Chapter 11 -Johan- I awoke on a bed in some other part of the clinic. My mind raced to recall what had just happened. I sat bolt upright and was confronted with a healer wearing red beads in her hair andrge tortoiseshell spectacles. ¡°Take it easy, everything¡¯s alright,¡± she crooned, cing a hand on my shoulder, ¡°We had to knock you out there for a little. You were out of control.¡± I allowed her to guide me back down onto the bed as I tried to organize my thoughts. ¡°Dorothy went into heat?¡± I asked, recalling her scent filling my nostrils and driving my inner-wolf into a frenzy. The healer nodded. ¡°Yes. Your pale friend had to pull you out of the room before could¡­ well, you remember don¡¯t you?¡± you my eyes. ¡°Godd ammit. Mavis is It was alling back to me and I flung my arms over my eyes. going to hate me. Dorothy is going to hate me.¡± I hate no idea how I was going to exin any of it to Mavis. I hadn¡¯t answered any of her calls since she¡¯d left and I hadn¡¯t gone home to her like I¡¯d promised. I hadn¡¯t rejected Dorothy like I had promised. Ignatius¡¯s words churned in my head; Weak. I was weak. I turned to the healer. ¡°I need to see Dorothy.¡± The healer stood up, smoothing out her skirt before turning to leave. ¡°That won¡¯t be possible right now, boy. Best go home, for now. You cane backter when she¡¯s over this tough period.¡± I wanted to protest but I knew she was right. Trying to break the bond whilst Dorothy was riding out her heat would only end with me getting forced out of the room again. I wanted to hate Ignatius, for his part in all of this, but I couldn¡¯t bring myself to do that. I sat up and dropped my head into my hands. I would have to leave, I had to confront Mavis. I was furious with myself at the pang of fear that shot through me upon thinking of approaching Mavis with my failure. Ignatius was right. I was weak. I left the clinic after saying a short goodbye to Dorothy and began the long walk home. I had left my car at Ignatius¡¯s vi but instead of heading that way, I strode off into the woods. I needed peace and quiet. On top of that, I wanted to procrastinate as long as possible before facing Mavis. 17 551 14:48 Thu, 25 Jan B I felt like a coward, but I shambled along anyway. The forest was cool and shaded. The sunlight that made it through the canopy left dappled spots of light on the wet ground and turned the leaves a brighter shade of red and orange. The color of Dorothy¡¯s hair. I scowled. She was everywhere. The green of her eyes in the moss of the trees, the fresh sweet musk of her scent was in the air. There was not escaping her. I finally made it home and headed up the winding path to my father¡¯s upper-ss estate. My heart sank when I noticed Mavis¡¯s silver Porche parked behind the neatly trimmed hedges inside the front gate.. She was waiting for me. And she definitely wasn¡¯t happy, I could feel her animosity like a dark cloud looming over my head as I approached the front door. Stepping inside, I saw Mavis sprawled on the couch, her long legs dangling over the armrest and her blonde hair cascading down the other. She regarded me coldly. ¡°Hello, Johan. I tried calling. What took you so long?¡± I scratched my neck, looking anywhere other than directly at her. ¡°Hey. I¡¯m sorry, my phone was dead.¡± Mavis stood up and folded her arms. ¡°Is it done?¡± I stared at her in silence, the ticking of the grandfather clock down the hall was deafening at that moment. I wasn¡¯t able to look her in the eye. ¡°No. Mavis I tried, I swear to g od I tried.¡± Mavis didn¡¯t say a word, fixing me with a gaze full of disappointment and resentment. I fumbled over my words as I rushed to exin myself. ¡°Dorothy, she went into heat. I had to get out of there. We¡¯ve got to wait until it¡¯s over before we end things.¡± Still, Mavis said nothing, watching me work myself up into an unraveled mess before her. ¡°Look, I¡¯m going to go backter, okay? I promise. I had to leave, I didn¡¯t have a choice.¡± I walked up to her and tried to put my hands on her waist. Mavis stepped away from me and delivered a stinging p to my face. I paused in shock, my cheek aching where she¡¯d hit me. ¡°You¡¯re a coward, Johan,¡± she hissed through gritted teeth, ¡°You¡¯re weak and you know it.¡± She lifted her hand to strike me again and I grabbed her wrist, stepping closer to her so that our bodies were touching, ¡°I am not weak,¡± I growled at her, Mavis flinched at my tone but her eyes remained cold and unforgiving. promised me.¡± I let go of her wrist and dropped my hand to her waist. ¡°And I will, okay? I will.¡± Mavis shook her head, her upper lip curling in disgust, ¡°If you really loved me you would have done it by now. You would have done it the moment Dorothy approached you yesterday. But you didn¡¯t. You want her. You¡¯re just too weak to decide.¡± Her words stung. There was some truth to them and I couldn¡¯t deny that. She could see right through me. Mavis saw my expression andughed callously. ¡°So you do want. her? What a f ucking joke.¡± She pushed me away from her and I stepped back, guilt weighing down on me. ¡°What about all the promises we made each other? What about all of our ns? We swore we would stay together. Since we were children we swore it would be us against the world. What happened to that Johan?¡± ¨C I expected to see tears in her eyes but there were none only a vast burning hatred as she spat her words at me. ¡°That hasn¡¯t changed!¡± I cried, her expression making my stomach twist and turn in a bundle of knots, ¡°none of that has changed! Mavis, I love you, I swear I do. And I will reject her. Now just wasn¡¯t a good time¡­¡± I trailed off. I was desperate to say anything ¨C do anything to make her stop looking at me like I was nothing but a worm on the ground. Mavis wasn¡¯t done with her chastising and continued to fling insults at me. Every word felt like a dagger driving into my chest. Every insult made me feel smaller and smaller. We continued our arguing all over the manor until I couldn¡¯t even remember why we were fighting in the first ce, only that I desperately wanted it to end. Mavis threw a nt at me that I dodged just in time. The vase shattered against the wall behind me and I roared at her in response. Eventually, I had had enough. I caved, getting to my knees and running my fingers through my hair. ¡°I¡¯m done, Mavis, I¡¯m sorry. Okay? You¡¯re right. I¡¯m weak and cowardly and I¡¯m a bad person for doing this to you and I¡¯m sorry.¡± Mavis paused her shouting and stared down at me as I continued, ¡°I¡¯m sorry for all of this. I¡¯ll go to the clinic right now and reject Dorothy if that¡¯s what you want. I don¡¯t know what else you want me to say.¡± Mavis looked around at the mess we had caused in our arguing and scoffed. She stepped over to me with her hands on her hips. I looked up at her, praying for it to be over. 317 When she spoke, her voice was jeering and infantilizing. ¡°You¡¯d be nothing without me. You know that. You can¡¯t throw all of this away for one useless girl that you¡¯ve only known for a day. You¡¯re not stup id enough to do that. Prove to me that you¡¯re not, Johan.¡± Mavis knelt down in front of me and gripped my chin in her talons. I felt broken and weak as I looked into her pale eyes. Mavis¡¯s face was carved in stone, unfeeling and uncaring. ¡°You reject Dorothy. Today. You leave this house immediately and you head back there and you reject her. Or you¡¯ll never see me again.¡± With that, Mavis let go of my face. I could feel small beads of blood welling up where her nails had pierced my skin. Mavis stood up and walked out of the front door without another word. I stared after her as she left, mming the front door behind her and leaving me on my knees in the wreckage of her fury. I stared down at my rough palms as I listened to her car start up and speed away down the avenue. The manor was quiet, aside from the loud ticking of the ancient grandfather clock down the hall. N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. Counting down the hours and the minutes and the seconds to the end of my sacred bond with Dorothy. I sniffed and warily got to my feet. Taking onest look around the destroyed living room, I opened the front door and left closing it gently behind me as the clock tolled out its midday announcement. ¨C Mavis- ¨C I drove from Johan¡¯s house, furious. After everything we¡¯d been through together after all the promises, we¡¯d made. A part of him still wanted to choose her over me. It was unthinkable. I wouldn¡¯t allow it. She must have nned this out all along. She swayed. him with her fake kindness and pretty words. Johan was weak-willed and too easily swayed. After all, I myself had heard the mating call on my eighteenth birthday. I sensed my mate, far away from our small town. I knew he was somewhere out there, but I had never bothered to find him. The pull had never been a strong one. Maybe it was the distance but I remained convinced that it was truly a sign that Johan and I were meant to be together. Even nature willed it to be so. I shricked out loud. My frustration and fury bubbled over. Johan had been so determined only days before that nothing and no one would shake his faithfulness to me. He had promised me when we were children on the yground that he wanted me and only me. That he always would. And yet here he was, my boyfriend ¨C my so-called soulmate ¨C 4/7 groveling for a girl he barely knew. An outsider. A nob*dy. Why did it have to be her of all people? I couldn¡¯t let her get away with it. I wouldn¡¯t allow it. Dorothy would have no peace now that she¡¯d tried to take what was mine. I was seething by the time I had made it to udia¡¯s ce. She had heard me pull up. my car leaving tire tracks in the short green grass of her family¡¯s frontwn. She trotted outside to meet me, wearing a pastel pink two-piece and a look of confusion on her face ¡°Mavis? What are you doing here what¡¯s the matter?¡± ¨C ¡°Dorothy,¡± I snarled, ¡°she¡¯s gone too far this time.¡± udia still looked lost but she leaned on the windowsill and co cked her head, twirling a swirl of nutmeg hair around her fingers, ¡°What do you need?¡± ¡°Call Lana and the others. Head for Dorothy¡¯s house and jump her when she gets home. If she doesn¡¯t turn up there in the next hour, find her at the clinic.¡± I locked eyes with her, gripping the wheel until my knuckles turned white. ¡°She dies today, udia.¡± udia blinked at me for a moment. ¡°You want us to¡­ kill her? Mavis, that¡¯s crazy, they¡¯d trace it back to us immediately we¡¯d be kicked out of the pack!¡± ¡°Make it look like an ident, get her lost in the forest or something, I don¡¯t care.¡± I was aware of how crazed I sounded but Dorothy had iting. ¡°Do you really think anyone in this pack will give a s hit about her being gone? She¡¯s not one of us. They¡¯ll forget about her before the end of the season. Nob*dy cares about Dorothy.¡± Nob*dy except my very own boyfriend, and his relentless best friend. I growled at the thought. udia thought it over for a moment, tugging on her curls and pouting with cherry- glossed lips. ¡°Mavis, I don¡¯t know¡­ we¡¯d be down for giving her a bad beating but that might be taking it too far. I don¡¯t wanna risk not getting a good job someday because of some stu pid loser.¡± I kicked my car into gear again. ¡°Just. Do it.¡± I hissed at her before driving away at breakneck speeds. In my rearview mirror, udia stood for a while and watched me go, before turning and slipping back into her home. She would follow my orders, I knew she would. She knew better than to disobey me. All 5/7 55% of her current poprity was thanks to me. All of her designer clothes were my hand- me-downs although she made me swear not to tell a soul. udia had too much to lose by disobeying me. She was hesitant but she would finish the job and she¡¯d convince the rest of the girls too. I knew Lana wouldn¡¯t need telling twice, She¡¯d had it out for Dorothy from the moment she had joined us on the yground as kids. Lana liked to hunt and Dorothy was the perfect prey. I sped out of town, leaving the auburn forest in my wake as I headed towards the nearby city. I needed to clear my head. I needed to get as far away from Johan as 67 possible for at least the next hour so that he could get on with doing what I¡¯d told him to. He would reject her. He had to. As I drove my rage subsided gradually and I let the cool breeze blowing in from the window ruffle my hair pleasantly. I headed towards a coffee shop that I and the girls had visited a few times afterte nights out in the city. I shed my fangs at a driver attempting to steal my parking and he revved away real fast. After fixing my hair and make-up I strode inside and ordered an Irish coffee ¨C I deserved to spoil myself, all things considered. The young waiter at the bar stammered and fussed before me like a little scared pup, smoothing his hair down and trying to act cool. I paid him no mind and made for a table by the window, reclining in the While I sat, waiting for my order, a sudden strange feeling came over me. It was a familiar phenomenon ¨C I had felt it before. Although I couldn¡¯t quite ce where. Momentster, the doors to the coffee shop burst open and I sat bolt upright in my chair. Along with the person stepping through the doors came a scent so intoxicatingly pleasant that it left me trembling and weak at the knees. The smell of peppermint and dark chocte, so rich I could almost taste it on my tongue. I stared open-mouthed at the man who had just burst in and was now staring straight at me. Blue-green eyes under a heavy brow and a jawline that could cut like a knife through butter. Curling brown hair fell around his shoulders and over his eyes. ¨C The man approached me slowly, warily a stark contrast to his frenzied arrival. I could do nothing but gaze at him with wide eyes as he sat before me and smiled. ¡°Hi there. Forgive my intrusion. But I think you¡¯re my mate.¡± 6/7 Chapter 12 Chapter 12 -Dorothy- Ignatius stayed with me for the duration of my heat until the feelings eventually subsided. Hey behind me with his arm slung over my b*dy, hugging me to his chest and asionally burying his face in my hair and deeply inhaling. I¡¯dughed at him the first few times to which he¡¯d responded that he just couldn¡¯t get enough of my scent. I knew what he meant, the haze of musk and sea salt that he exuded settled over me and calmed my senses. If I was a cat instead of a person I would have been purring in contentedness. The sun had risen in the time we¡¯d beenying there and slits of golden rays shone through the window, illuminating the tiny dust particles in the air. I felt the slow steady. rhythm of Ignatius¡¯s heartbeat against my back as wey still each lost in our own respective thoughts. ¨C Johan had woken up not long after the initial force of my heat had passed. He hadn¡¯t said much to either me or Ignatius but promised he¡¯d be backter. I was sad to see him go, but the situation couldn¡¯t be helped. I only hoped that Mavis would go easy on him once she learned that he hadn¡¯t managed to reject me yet. I wondered if Mavis would be plotting her own form of revenge against me once she found out. Ignatius stretched beside me and sat up. I rolled azily to gaze at him as he smiled down at me. ¡°I¡¯ve just realized, wepletely forgot to call Anita back.¡± I groaned and put a pillow over my head. ¡°She¡¯s probably been so worried. Da mmit.¡± Ignatius lifted the pillow and pecked at me. ¡°Well, considering you¡¯re going to have to stay here for a little longer, I was thinking I could go fetch you a change of clothes and update her on the situation at the same time.¡± I cringed inwardly when thinking about the disheveled state I had left my room in the day before. Ignatius was right, however, about me needing some new clothes. Spending the night in stiff jeans and a dirty sweater had not been ideal. ¡°Yeah, okay. Thank you. But /do not¡¯ snoop around my room.¡± Ignatius smirked, ¡°I¡¯m an Alpha, not an as shole. I won¡¯t judge your messy bedroom.¡± I whacked him with the pillow and he left the room chuckling. -Ignatius- 1/5 1:47 Thu, 25 Jan The image of Dorothy¡¯s grinning face stayed with me as I made my way to the car that had sat parked on the curb outside the clinic all night long. Some kids must have been hanging around earlier because there was a crude drawing of a sharp-toothed wolf drawn in the dust on the back window. I considered wiping it away but instead drew a smaller, kinder-looking wolf next to it with my index finger. I could feel Tor scoffing at my childishness but I was still high on the scent of Dorothy and the events of that morning. Telling Tor to can it, I climbed in my car and headed to Dorothy¡¯s foster home. Anita swung the door open after just one knock and I paused with a fist still in the air as she yelled at me. ¡°Ignatius, I presume? So much for getting back to me. I got a call from the clinic this morning to hear that Dorothy is back there again. What happened?¡± I propped my elbow up on the doorframe and leaned on it awkwardly. ¡°Anita. Hi. It¡¯s nice to finally meet you in person.¡± Anita regarded me coldly before walking back inside, leaving the door open for me to follow her in. She led me into a small kitchen and I noticed a small drawing of a rabbit stuck to the fridge with mas. Dorothy¡¯s name was neatly signed along the bottom. Anita crossed her arms and eyed me warily. ¡°They said you¡¯ve been taking good care of her. Why is that?¡± I shrugged, unsure of how to exin the strong bond I felt with Dorothy, even though we hadn¡¯t known one another for very long. ¡°It just seems like she¡¯s had a bit of a hard time. Thought she might appreciate the help.¡± Anita remained skeptical but she said nothing more on it. Although she came off cold and domineering, I could tell she was afraid of me. I couldn¡¯t me her. The tensions between our two packs had been high for years. It was only recently that we hade to a kind of peaceful stalemate. That did nothing, however, to fix the unease they must be feeling with outsiders in their territory. Anita was clearly protective over Dorothy, and she was nervous at the fact that the son of the Northern Pack leader seemed to be taking an interest in her. ¡°Look, I don¡¯t have any bad intentions with Dorothy. I just¡­ care about her. I came here today to let you know that she¡¯s okay and to fetch her some clothes.¡± I tried to look as non-threatening as possible as I said it and Anita seemed to rx a little. She looked me up and down before nodding and turning around. ¡°Dorothy¡¯s room is this way.¡± She led me to a small bedroom on the farther side of the house. Anita probably expected me to wait at the door but I strode right in, curious to see the dwelling of the girl who so intrigued me. Dorothy¡¯s scent was noticeably strong in the tiny bedroom. Her small bed was unmade and the sheets draped down to the floor like she¡¯d rolled out of bed in a hurry. The walls were covered in pages of illustrations all hung up with scotch tape. Rabbits and cats, flowers, and a number of different kinds of colorful birds. As well as detailed drawings of wolves. A stack of well-worn booksy on the table beside her bed with leaves and dried flowers sticking out from between the dog-eared pages. Pencils and oil crayons were strewn about the floor along with an impressive collection of daintyce underwear. I wrenched my eyes away before Anita caught me gawking. She opened up the rickety wooden cupboard in the corner and pulled out a backpack along with a number of clothing items that she began cramming into the bag. ¡°Did Dorothy draw all of these?¡± I asked, gesturing to the wall full of artworks, ¡°They¡¯re beautiful.¡± ¡°Yes,¡± Anita answered without looking, concentrating on fitting as many sweaters and vests into the bag as she could manage. ¡°I noticed she had a talent for it so I got her some materials not too long ago.¡± She paused and sat down on the unmade bed. ¡°She hasn¡¯t been here for very long. I offered to let her stay after herst foster family had had enough of her.¡± I stepped closer to inspect the drawings. ¡°She gave them problems?¡± ¡°No, not Dorothy. She¡¯s a good kid. She¡¯s quiet as a mouse most of the time, you¡¯d never even guess she was there.¡± Anita looked down at the sweater in her hands, twisting the fabric. ¡°Every pack takes care of their orphans without question. But Dorothy is not of our pack. All of her previous foster parents grew restless at raising a child who didn¡¯t belong.¡± I turned to look at her. ¡°If Dorothy isn¡¯t from the Southern Pack ¨C the Kall Pack,¡± I corrected myself quickly, It was only fair to refer to her pack by their actual name considering how weing she was being. ¡°Then where is she from?¡± Anita¡¯s eyes were looking far away. ¡°We don¡¯t really know. The elders wouldn¡¯t borate on where she came from, only that her pack had been wiped out. Dorothy is the sole survivor of her people.¡± 3/5 55% I meditated on her response. While it was rare for a pack to be wiped out entirely during whatever squirmish it was caught in, I hadn¡¯t heard of any major wars that ended in genocide happening in N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. decades. It must have been a subtle attack, kept tightly under wraps by the grand elders. I made a ment al note to ask my father about it when I saw him again. ¡°What about you? How do ¡®you¡¯ feel about having Dorothy in your care?¡± Anita shrugged, standing up and handing me the now overflowing backpack, ¡°I had never wanted children. My mate died before I¡¯d even experienced the mating call and I¡¯ve been content with being on my own ever since. ¡°When they asked me to take care of Dorothy I was hesitant at first, But she¡¯s a sweet girl, and she¡¯s been goodpany to me. I don¡¯t see why her being an outsider is such a major issue for some. She doesn¡¯t even remember her pack. Unlike your people.¡± She looked at me pointedly but there was no anger in her eyes. ¡°Dorothy means no harm.¡± I took the backpack from her and slung it over my shoulder. ¡°You cane and see her if you¡¯d like. At the clinic. I can give you a lift.¡± Anita shook her head. ¡°No, it sounds like she¡¯s in good hands for now. Tell her I send my regards.¡± Anita escorted me back to the front door and I paused to bid her goodbye and thank her for allowing me into her home.. She waved my words away. ¡°It was nothing. You be good to her Ignatius,¡± she said. sternly, ¡°Dorothy may not be my daughter but she is a dear friend and I will not hesitate to hunt you all the way back to your home by the sea if you so much as harm one hair on her head.¡± I smiled. ¡°I¡¯ll keep that in mind. And there¡¯s no need to worry. I¡¯ll take care of her.¡± Always. I was halfway down the street from Dorothy¡¯s house when I noticed a small group of girls spilling into the street in front of me. I slowed down and then immediately wished I hadn¡¯t when I noticed udia among them. My foot itched to m on the ignition and run her over as she deserved. udia and her little crusade of cruel beauties waltzed up to my car. She leaned down into the open window, smiling at me sultrily. ¡°Hey Ignatius, darling. We were just on our way to pay our dear friend Dorothy a visit. Fancy giving us a lift?¡± 4/5 I gripped the steering wheel tightly but managed to keep my tone light. ¡°Now udia why would you think I¡¯d be stu pid enough to assume you¡¯ve had a change of heart towards Dorothy?¡± udia pouted. ¡°We just wanted to apologize for what happened yesterday. It was a misunderstanding, we were only looking out for Mavis.¡± ¡°You were only looking out for blood.¡± udia dropped the sickly sweet expression when she heard the malice in my tone. She stepped back from the window. ¡°Dorothy, and what we do here is no business of yours Ignatius. This isn¡¯t your turf. You can¡¯t protect her forever.¡± She jumped backward when I threw my door open and stepped out of the car. I grabbed the front of her shirt and yanked her face towards me. I knew I was crossing a line but these people were pushing too far. ¡°You stay away from Dorothy,¡± I hissed as udia scratched at me, ¡°You and your little posse. ¡°This may not be my turf but Dorothy is under my protection now. And if you cross me or her again I won¡¯t hesitate to kill you.¡± ¡°In fact,¡± I pushed my face closer to hers, baring my teeth, ¡°I¡¯d probably enjoy it.¡± Chapter 13 Chapter 13 -Dorothy- I spent the rest of the day after Ignatius left wallowing around in the clinic bed. The healer asionally popped her head in to check on me and delivered a number of snacks and treats that I wolfed down at a rate that left my stomach aching. I decided I¡¯d had enough of my stiff denim jeans and chose instead to sit around in my underwear and shirt until Ignatius got back. I listened to the bustle of nurses and patients outside of my room and sank into my thoughts. It had been only yesterday that I¡¯d crawled out of my bed expecting my life to change forever. In a way, it had, but not how I¡¯d expected it to. My thoughts drifted to Johan and how he was struggling. I could still feel his tense, emotional energy but he had closed his mind off to me shutting me out of his thoughts and whatever he was going through. I had tried to speak to him, to apologize for everything, but my words echoed back to me, unheard and unanswered. I thought about Ignatius and his piercing cold eyes. For someone so intimidating and aloof, he seemed to have quite a soft spot when it came to me. I couldn¡¯t even begin to understand why. What did I have that was so special. What could he see that my own true mate couldn¡¯t. I didn¡¯t understand him at all, but both I and my wolf wanted to be around him all the same. I found I had begun to rely on his scent and its calming capabilities. He was so starkly different from my true mate, in both his looks and demeanor. Where Johan was warm and gentle, Ignatius was cold to the touch and his alone seemed to make people ufortable. I remembered the fear in udia¡¯s voice presence when he¡¯d first showed up. And the healer too, she was wary of him when we first arrived at the hospital. She had called him a Northerner. I didn¡¯t know much about the Northern Pack but I recalled a few stories that solidified them as a terrifying threat. The Bielke Pack was their true name. They were the strongest pack in North America, dominating in both numbers and abilities. Until recently, they had been a threat to the Kall Pack until the elders of both formed a strained truce. Ignatius was one of them. People clearly knew who he was so he must be pretty high in the rank. I would have to ask him about it when he got back. All of a sudden, my musing was interrupted by a pric kling sensation in my fingertips that slowly ebbed across my entire b*dy. My eyes widened in horror when the pri ck ling grew more intense and a hot me ignited between my legs. My second heat was kicking in, so soon after the first that I had been leftpletely unprepared for it.. I gripped the bed sheets and grated my teeth against each other, grinding my jaw so as not to make a sound. It was no use though, the fire had spread across my skin and my b*dy grew slick with sweat. Ignatius still wasn¡¯t back and the healer had left me to tend to another patient. I curled up on my side, trying to fight the urges that surged up inside of me without warning. I needed Ignatius, I couldn¡¯t ride this out on my own. I cried out as another wave swept over me it was both a wail and a throaty growl that I¡¯d never made before. I called for Ignatius, knowing full well he wouldn¡¯t be able to hear me, but I was desperate. I kicked and writhed until the healer came rushing in when nurses outside heard themotion. I begged her to give me the same powdery substance she¡¯d used on me before, to knock me out cold before the pain got any worse. But she refused, shaking her head slowly and looking down at my convulsing form with sympathy. ¡°I can¡¯t do that love, any more than one dose in such a short space of time could be fatal.¡± I screamed in frustration. I knew she was only trying to protect me but I was too far gone to care. I pounded my fists against the mattress and shed at her with a wed hand when she tried to restrain me. She dodged my ws and stepped back, rubbing her hand on her temple. ¡°There¡¯s nothing more I can do. You¡¯ll have to wait for your Northern boy to return.¡± Ignatius, my Northern boy. Mine. These weren¡¯t my thoughts, these belonged to my wolf who sent my stomach churning in her yearning for his sweet musky scent. Ignatius. Mine. -Ignatius- I still had udia by the scruff of the shirt when the one called Lana growled at me. udia stood on her toes, her nails digging into my forearm as she tried to lean away from me. I could smell the fear on her. I let go of her shirt and she dropped to her knees at my feet. Lana and the other girls ran up tofort her. Ispat at me from the ground as her crew crow around her, ¡°Does ginger pet know what kind of monster you really are?¡± your little I ignored her and climbed back into my car, mming the door with a force that shook the entire vehicle. One of the other girls sauntered up to the window before I could turn the ignition. She dipped her head in through the window and ran a finger down my chest. ¡°You know, if you ever get bored of banging the loner.¡± Her hand moved lower.¡± I¡¯ve always been interested in you Ignatius.¡± I grabbed her wrist before her hand reached my belt and squeezed tightly, causing her to yelp. She tried to pull her arm from my grasp, and shrieked, ¡°Let go! I was just teasing!¡± Content held by N?velDrama.Org. I recognized her. I had watched her deliver a particrly forceful kick to Dorothy¡¯s ribs that had her skidding across the tarmac the day before. I let go of her wrist and she tottered backward, ring at me and rubbing the skin where my nails had left red crescent moons in her flesh. I kicked the car into gear and sped off without a backward nce. I was furing as I drove, using every bit of my self-control not to turn back and show them the true terror of a Northerner¡¯s fury. In their boldness, they had forgotten the years of my pack¡¯s domination over the other tribes of North America. We had taken their territory once, and we could do it again. No g od dam n peace treaty would ever guarantee their safety if they crossed me again. I was shaken from my morbid thoughts when I suddenly felt sharp pric kles of electricity blossoming on my skin. The hair on my neck rose and I gripped the wheel tightly. I could feel something someone, calling for me. Someone needed me. Someone was in pain. The pri ckling turned to a raging burn and I turned a corner so sharply I almost flipped the car. It was Dorothy, I could hear Dorothy inside my head. I didn¡¯t have time to wonder at how that could be, however. I was focused on getting back to the clinic as soon as possible. I could feel her agony as she began her second heat. It hade so quickly after the first that I hadn¡¯t expected it. I wasn¡¯t at her side for it and that was a problem. Upon arriving at the clinic, I burst through the front doors and headed straight for Dorothy¡¯s ward. I could smell her scent the moment I entered, only this time it was sweeter than before, alluring and enticing. Tor growled in my chest, hungry and aroused. I rounded a corner and barely avoided colliding with a nurse who dropped her clipboard and with a frightened squeal. I ignored her and made straight for Dorothy¡¯s room, stumbling through the door and narrowly dodging another collision with the healer who was on her way out. ¡°Oh, you¡¯re here. I¡¯ll leave you to it then.¡± Behind her, Dorothy whined as she caught a glimpse of me and reached out her arms. The healer pushed past me. ¡°You keep her heat under control and that is all,¡± she said sternly, turning to peer at me over her sses before leaving. ¡°Behave.¡± Her words barely registered as I headed to Dorothy¡¯s bedside, kneeling on the mattress and grabbing her arm. I yanked her upright and pressed my lips to hers, cutting her whines short. Dorothy melted against me, her arms sliding under my shirt and guiding me on top of her as shey down on her back again. Her nails grazed my back and sent sparks up my spine. She was still arching her back, bucking underneath me as I moved my mouth to her neck, nipping and licking down her pale throat. I slid my hands under her shirt, and then, impatient and overtaken by desire, ripped it off of herpletely. Dorothy didn¡¯t seem to mind though and her hands knotted in my hair as I caught one of her pebbled nipples in my mouth, tongue flicking over the hard nub before moving on to the other one. She moaned my name out loud and I lifted my head to catch her bottom lip between my teeth before iming her mouth again. My hand trailed down to was wet with lust. Despite Underwear, running a finger over the fabric I could tell she ¨C all of my previous resolutions with Dorothy¡¯s scent singing to all of my senses like a siren call ¨C I had no intention of holding back. 0 Chapter 14 Chapter 14 -Dorothy- I was ovee with desire, animalistic in my movements. Ignatius was all that I could see, all that I could taste. At that moment, I wanted him to consume me entirely, mark me and make me his own. His hands running over my exposed skin left trails of fire behind them. I moaned. loudly as he ran a finger over the increasing wetness of my underwear. My hips rolled. upwards to meet him, my b*dy begged for him to take things further, begged for more. Ignatius obliged, sliding two fingers deep inside of me as I cried out, catching my exmation with a deep k*ss and gliding his tongue along my own. He moved slowly at first as my jaw pushed out and my lips parted in pleasure. I moved my hips to his rhythm, clinging to his shirt and relishing his tonguepping at my neck and chest. I murmured his name, toes curling and heart pounding in my chest. like it wished to escape. Ignatius pumped his digits faster, building me to a climax. I felt my walls clench around him as an org asm approached. I was intoxicated with his scent, lost in the pleasure of the present. ¡°I take it this is a bad time?¡± Both Ignatius and I were snapped from our delirium at a voice in the doorway. Ignatius heaved himself off of me and I sat up, taking a moment before realizing my chest was bare and quickly pulling the sheets up to cover myself. Johan stood at the door. His face was contorted into a strange expression like he was in agony but determined not to show it. ¡°Johan,¡± I stuttered, looking from him to Ignatius and back again, ¡°I was ¨C we were just¡­.¡± Johan shook his head with fatigue. ¡°It¡¯s okay, I understand. Do you think we could talk?¡± He looked over at Ignatius who had shoved his hands now covered in my juices ¨C into his pockets. ¡°In private,¡± Johan added. As I emerged from my dizzying haze, it dawned on me. He hade to break the bond. I hushed Ignatius who began to protest and beckoned for Johan to enter. There was no better time than the present. ¡°Of course,¡± I said before looking down at my exposed chest. ¡°Um, Ignatius, did you manage to fetch me some new clothes?¡± Ignatius headed to his car to fetch the backpack Anita had packed for me, leaving me to face Johan alone, after much convincing on my part. We gazed at each other in silence from across the room until Ignatius returned and I slipped on an oversized t-shirt from my bag. With onest worrying nce at me and a warning re at Johan, Ignatius left us to talk. Johan walked closer and sat down on the fa rt hest corner of the bed, he looked away from me, his jaw ck and his eyes vacant. I wanted to reach for him, but this broken. boy before me my true mate ¨C felt like a stranger. ¨C ¡°I think I¡¯m ready now,¡± he said softly, still looking away from me, ¡°I think we have to I looked down at my hands, my gray nail polish was cracked and chipping, my fingers. shaking ever so slightly, ¡°Yeah. Yeah, we do.¡± Johan nodded like he was reassuring himself and then turned to look at me. I tentatively took his hand in mine, holding his gaze. My eyes pri cked with tears as I prepared myself. Johan took a deep breath. ¡°Dorothy, you know, if your wolf isn¡¯t strong enough¡­ this. could kill you.¡± I held his gaze. It hadn¡¯t urred to me until now that my wolf may not be strong enough to bear the burden of a rejection. He was right, of course, but there was no turning back now, ¡°It could kill you too. But we need to do it.¡± I moved closer to him as he tried to look away and ced a gentle hand on his warm, soft cheek. He really did have the most beautiful eyes. ¡°It¡¯s a brave thing you¡¯re doing Johan, I can respect your dedication to your partner. No matter what happens afterward, I¡¯ll never hold this against you.¡± His eyes watered and we embraced, clinging to each other like we would never let go. Looking over my shoulder, still clutching me tightly, Johan began the severance; ¡°I Johan,¡± his lips were right by my ear, his hot breath sweeping over my neck, ¡°reject you, Dorothy, as my mate.¡± His shoulders shook as he said it and an unbearable mncholy rocked through my b*dy. My tears ran freely as I clung to him, I inhaled deeply before saying the words, ¡°I Dorothy, ept your rejection.¡± It was like something inside of me snapped. I knew Johan felt it too. Something in our 14:49 Thu, 25 Jan B chests shattered simultaneously and I clung to him so intently that my nails drew beads. of blood in his skin. I couldn¡¯t help but wail out loud, my inner-wolf howling in despair. It was a sta ggering. powerful cry of remorse, and Johan haunched over me, his shoulders still shaking as he pressed me to his chest. We stayed that way for a long time, crying and sobbing until all of our tears had run dry. Eventually, Johan slumped against me, his weight almost crushing me. I ran my fingers. through his silky golden hair and ced a soft k*ss on his forehead. I was exhausted by it all, drained of my energy and my own life force. I slowly guided Johan down onto the bed. He allowed me to handle him with no resistance, his head on my chest as my heart pounded like it would burst. Wey there on the bed in quiet mncholy with our bodies tangled together, bent and twisted like puzzle pieces that just couldn¡¯t fit.. -Ignatius- I felt the severance as it happened, Dorothy¡¯s pain so ufortably present in my head. The intensity of it all rocked me to my core and I gasped in pain, leaning against the vending machine by the clinic¡¯s front desk. I had felt it before, this overwhelming grief, only this time it wasn¡¯t mine. It was hers. I wanted to run back to Dorothy immediately. I wanted to take her in my arms and ease the burden of her pain. But I knew there was nothing I could do to ease this sadness, it was a pain she would eventually learn to bear on her own. My heart ached for the both of them ¨C Dorothy and Johan, my closest friend. I pressed my forehead against the cool ss of the vending machine, ignoring the odd stares from nurses and patients passing by. At least it would be over now, and Dorothy would be okay. She had to be. I puzzled over my own feelings for what felt like an eternity. I wondered at the apparent mind-link between Dorothy and me. I had felt her in my head earlier, calling to me. I had no idea whether or not it went both ways ¨C ¡°It does.¡± I was startled to hear Dorothy¡¯s voice in my head and froze on the spot. My eyes remained fixed on the cheap chocte bars inside the vending machine in front of me. ¡°Dorothy?¡± 14:49 Thu, 25 l?n ¡°Yeah, sorry for listening without permission.¡± 55% I closed my eyes and pinched the bridge of my nose between my thumb and index finger, ¡°Are you alright?¡± I asked her men tally, ¡°How long have you been able to hear me?¡± ¡®Since right after Johan and I severed the bond,¡± she responded numbly, ¡°It¡¯s done now.¡± She sounded so tired. I could feel her fatigue like my own shoulders were heavy. ¡°Is there anything I can do to help?¡± It was quiet for a moment before I heard her voice say, ¡°Tea would be nice.¡± I couldn¡¯t help butugh out loud. ¡°That can be arranged.¡± It was onlyter, as I stood brewing tea in the clinic kitchen along with the help of a nurse that I realized something. Something I hadn¡¯t managed to quite pin down until just then. I had closed my mind off from Dorothy for a moment to organize my thoughts. N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. I didn¡¯t want her to hear the mess I was struggling to make sense of. It was only while I was staring down at the swirling tea leaves, turning the scalding water a deep red, that I finally understood it. It was Dorothy herself. In a matter of days, both I and my wolf had fallenpletely, truly, and irrevocably in love with her. SEND GIFT Chapter 15 Chapter 15 -Ignatius- Johan had gone by the time I brought Dorothy her tea. Apparently, he had slipped out not long after they¡¯dpleted the rejection saying he needed to go and find Mavis. My heart hurt for my friend but I hoped he would find some relief now that it was all over. hoped this meant Mavis would finally leave Dorothy alone too. Johan had proved himself loyal and Dorothy was no longer a threat. He and Mavis could stay together and Dorothy would be allowed to finally move on. I wondered what she would decide to do now that that avenue of her life had been closed off for good. I wondered ¨C keeping my mind tightly shut from her probing into my thoughts ¨C if she saw me in her future at all. I brushed this thought aside just as quickly as it arose. Dorothy had just experienced multiple traumatic events in the span of two days, ideas. of the future would be thest thing on her mind. She would be able to heal herself once mor and her heat cycles would be more manageable. Dorothy smiled weakly as I entered, carrying two cups of tea and a chocte bar I had shaken from the vending machine when no one was looking. I would have to remind myself to fetch my wallet and pay for itter. I ced the cups on the stand next to her and awkwardly ced myself on the edge of the bed, ¡°How are you feeling?¡± I asked tentatively. I wanted nothing more than to take her hands in mine but instead, I meshed my fingers together and ced them in myp. Dorothy shrugged, feigning indifference, but her eyes were wet with tears and her shoulders slumped forwards. ¡°I guess I¡¯m okay. I mean, on the bright side at least I¡¯m not dead,¡± sheughed but her smile didn¡¯t reach her eyes. I followed her act and raised my brow, ¡°No surprise there. I¡¯vee to learn that you¡¯re a lot tougher than you look.¡± That seemed to put a genuine smile on her face and she giggled. ¡°Well, Ignatius, I¡¯vee to realize that you¡¯re alot ¡®softer than you look.¡± ¡°Hey now,¡± I said in mock sternness, wagging a finger at her, ¡°you keep that knowledge a secret. Where would we be if my pack were to find out their future Alpha was a big softie?¡± Dorothy snickered wickedly then paused, ¡°Alpha? You¡¯re Elliot Armondt¡¯s son?¡± 1/7 55%%% 1. THU. 25 Lan I hesitated. It hadn¡¯t urred to me that Dorothy might see me differently if she knew I was a prominent member of the imposing Northern Pack. Being the son of the infamous Elliot Armondt was either very good or very bad for your reputation depending on whether you wanted to frighten orfort your acquaintance. ¡°Yes,¡± I said slowly, studying her face and analyzing her reaction to my words, ¡°my father is the leader of the Bielke Pack. I¡¯m next in line to take over as the Alpha after him.¡± Dorothy seemed to think this over, biting her lip before saying, ¡°I think make a great Alpha.¡± you would ¡°You¡¯re not bothered by the big scary Northerner? Who apparently smells like seaweed.¡± I threw a pointed look at the doorway where the healer had walked past. I heard the old bat chuckle at my words and rolled my eyes. Dorothy shook her head and took my hand. ¡°You¡¯ve been kind to me when you had no reason to be. You¡¯ve treated me better than most individuals of this pack. Why would I judge you because of your lineage?¡± Her words were gentle and epting and everything that I didn¡¯t know I needed to hear. I felt relief wash over me and gripped her hand tighter. We sat and talked for a good long while. Dorothy reassured me that her injuries had begun to heal, albeit slowly. We avoided the topic of Johanpletely, neither of us wanting to think about the sadder side of N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. Dorothy¡¯s reemerged healing abilities. Dorothy was almost done sipping her tea when a nurse popped her head in, ¡°Dorothy? Some girls are here to see you. They say they¡¯re friends of yours.¡± Dorothy frowned and tilted her head to the side. ¡°Who?¡± I was already getting to my feet, scrambling to stand like a shield before Dorothy when udia strode in. She pushed past the nurse, followed by four others, and stopped abruptly when she saw me. ¨C My presence had clearly disrupted whatever she and her crew had nned and she red at me keeping her distance, however, and most definitely recalling my menacing warning from earlier. ¡°Ignatius, what a surprise,¡± her words dripped with sarcasm. She looked past me, her pupils shrinking when she locked eyes with her prey. ¡°And Dorothy! How are the ribs. feeling, Gingersnap?¡± 2/7 34 55% nu, 25 Dorothy had stiffened in ce, her wide eyes shifting from me to udia and the four girls blocking the exit. Her voice was barely a whisper as she spoke, ¡°What are you doing here udia? It¡¯s already been done. Mavis has no reason to still be after me.¡± udia tossed her toffee-colored curls over her shoulder. ¡°We just came to talk. You can tell your guard dog to heel.¡± She turned her gaze to me at thatst part and I uttered a deep, low growl in response, flexing my fingers and preparing to fight. udia took a step back at my ferocious re. ¡°You can¡¯t fight us on our territory, Ignatius. How would that make your father look?¡± I twitched at the mention of Elliot and snarled. ¡°Enough, udia,¡± Dorothy interrupted her, ¡°leave Ignatius out of this. Besides, this is between me and Mavis.¡± She pushed herself out of bed and stood up. She was much shorter than udia and not very scary- looking, standing there in a shirt much too big for her, but her face was fierce and she scowled at the other girl, ¡°You need to leave.¡± udia looked like she was prepared to fight but the sudden appearance of the healer had us all caught off guard. ¡°I believe your presence is not wanted here Mis. Montgomery,¡± I had never been so grateful to see the old bat before just then. ¡°I¡¯m afraid I have to kindly ask you girls to leave.¡± Jumping like a child caught in the act of misbehavior, udia¡¯s expression morphed into one of pure innocence. ¡°We just wanted to see how Dorothy was doing ma¡¯am. Nothing more.¡± The healer ignored this statement and turned her gaze to the athletic-looking girl called Lana. ¡°And you, Miss Vander, I expected better from you. Harassing the poor girl like this, I¡¯ll have to have a word with your mother.¡± Lana looked stoic as always but she marched past the healer and left, mumbling an apology as she went. The other girls followed suit until it was just udia left in the room. She shifted her stance, unsure whether she should fight or obey. The healer adjusted her sses. ¡°Miss Montgomery. Scram.¡± With a final re at Dorothy, udia turned sharply on her heel and headed for the door. ¡°This isn¡¯t over.¡± She hissed at the both of us before disappearing in a flurry of bouncing curls and pinkce. I was sure that it wasn¡¯t. 55% I made a promise to myself to pay a friendly visit to Mavis that afternoon. As well as make sure there were friendly faces keeping an eye on Dorothy at all times during her stay at the clinic. This was far from over. -Mavis- I arrived homete that evening. My mind was spinning with what had just urred. to, my true mate, was everything a girl could want in a man and more. His scent was still fresh on my skin where his lips had brushed my neck ever so gently as we parted. Copsing into one of the cream-colored leather armchairs in the main hall I ran over the events of the day in my head; to had rushed into the coffee shop the moment he caught my scent, he told me. After the flurried introduction we had spoken for hours. He had originally lived a fair distance away and only recently moved to the city to study. to said he had felt our connection too, but seeing as it wasn¡¯t an intense and nob*dy had evere looking for him, he assumed that his mate had other ns pull in life. It was only hours before that fateful moment at the coffee shop when he first felt the full force of the mating call. It shook him to his core and he set out to find me immediately. He saw me in the window as he passed by and rushed in immediately. And the rest was history. I had felt his presence too, only I¡¯d been so distracted by my own angry thoughts towards Johan that I paid no attention to them. Speaking of Johan, I had found myself in a bit of a predicament. On one hand, Johan was loyal and gentle and I had molded him perfectly to be the ideal mate for me. Thanks to me he was on his way to the top. He was reliable, and we had been together for so long. On the other hand, however, there was to. He was fresh and exciting and clearly motivated considering his dedication to studying in the city. Furthermore, he seemedpletely infatuated with me. My heart turned tumble wheels when I thought of how he had stared at me like I was the finest creature to walk the earth. Like I was a goddess in his eyes. Johan hadn¡¯t even managed to reject someone for me. Johan had insulted me and all the work I had put into our rtionship. If I hadn¡¯t threatened to leave him for good, who knows if he would have even rejected Dorothy at all. Dorothy. I would have to call udia and ask how that went. If luck was in my favor Dorothy would be somewhere dead in a ditch by now. I gazed out of the french 14:49 hu, 25 windows. It was getting dark outside, the streemps were flickering on one by one and the moths were drawn to the bright orange glow. I watched as the fragile winged creatures danced around the glowing bulbs before flying straight into them and falling to the ground. to or Johan? Who to choose? to had asked me out on an official date for the following night. I took down his number and told him I¡¯d have to get back to him. I had to give myself time to think things over. I contemted calling Johan to ask if he¡¯d done what he was supposed to but decided. against it. Let him stew in his own shame and guilt for a while longer. It was what he deserved for treating me so unfairly. The chiming of the doorbell wrenched me out of 1 internal monologuing. I wondered who would be calling sote in the evening. Probably Johaning to apologize with his tail between his legs like the lovesick puppy that he was. I knew my mother was out for the night going home with whatever well-off gentleman she had managed to scoop up this time. Funny thing was, no matter how hard she tried, none of them ever stuck around for more than a day or two. It would seem that while money may buy you happiness, it won¡¯t buy you a man who won¡¯t cheat. I slid off the couch and glided to the front door. Peering through the eyehole I had expected to see Johan or udia. I growled in irritation at what I saw and swung the door open to reveal Ignatius instead, standing on the porch with a stormy expression. ¡°What brings the infamous Ignatius to my doorstep sote this winter night?¡± I drawled sarcastically, folding my arms so that my breasts looked plumper than they already were. Let him drool over what he can¡¯t have. Ignatius ignored both my question and my subtle seduction and strode past me into the hall. ¡°Nice ce you¡¯ve got here Mavis. I thought snakes lived under rocks.¡± I scowled at him, marching after him as he made himselffortable on my couch. ¡°What do you want Ignatius? Got a taste for blondes now that your redhead doesn¡¯t need you anymore?¡± Ignatiusughed. ¡°Never really been into blondes funnily enough,¡± his voice trailed off as he stroked the lining of the couch with his finger. ¡°Tell me, Mavis, you didn¡¯t happen to have a chat with udia today did you?¡± 5/7 I remained standing, growing nervous at the odd calmness in his tone as he continued, ¡°Because she pulled up to the clinic today with a few of her friends and seemed ¡®very¡¯ determined to ¡®talk¡¯ to Dorothy.¡± He looked at me under heavy, angry brows. ¡°You didn¡¯t send them after her, surely not? You¡¯re above that kind of petty behavior.¡± I kept my tone nonchnt, ¡°Whatever happens to Dorothy on her own time is not my problem. And whatever my friends get up to isn¡¯t my problem either. Now if you just came here to fling usations at me, I¡¯d prefer it if you¡¯d leave.¡± Ignatius looked away from me and out of the window. More moths were circling the orange streetlight, obstructing the bulb with powdery brown wings. ¡°I know it was you who sent them after Dorothy, Mavis. I also know it was you who had them attack her outside of your college. Just couldn¡¯t bear the thought that maybe Johan would choose someone better than you, isn¡¯t that right?¡± ¡°Dorothy is ¡®not¡¯ better than me!¡± I snapped with more passion than intended, ¡°and you don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about. You¡¯re only involved in all of this because you think you¡¯ve found yourself a new pet to y with.¡± I lifted my head and looked down on him. ¡°You gonna kill this one too?¡± I could see I had clearly struck a nerve. Ignatius¡¯s jaw clenched and his eyes narrowed at. me. ¡°So, Johan told you about the ident?¡± ¡°Hah!¡± I spouted a humorlessugh that echoed around the hall, ¡°You call that an ident? Your mate died because of your own reckless behavior. That was no ident. That was you.¡± I tilted my head and regarded him with mock sympathy. ¡°Ignatius, darling. That¡¯s just what you do. You¡¯re a danger to the people around you. A true wolf in sheep¡¯s clothing.¡± ¡°Enough!¡± Ignatius growled, ¡°I didn¡¯te here today to discuss my shorings. I came here to tell you to back off of Dorothy, for good.¡± ¡°You can¡¯t protect her. You can¡¯t protect anyone,¡± I growled back, ¡°now get out of my house. Before I tell the elders that the Bielke warrior attacked me in my home.¡± up slowly Ignatius stood put casually walked himself to the front door. ¡°Be careful Mavis, I¡¯ve tried to put an end to this civilly. Next time, I won¡¯t be so considerate.¡± He left the door wide open and walked out into the night. It felt as if he had left the hall colder than it had been before he came in. I realized then, that he must genuinely care for Dorothy. Which was dangerous for us. 6/7 He had tantly admitted that the only reason he hadn¡¯t taken things further was because of the Bielke pack¡¯s reputation being on the line. If he were to find us outside of Kall territory, nothing could protect us from the wrath of Ignatius Armoundt. I picked up my phone and dialed a number, SEND GIFT Chapter 16 Chapter 16 -Johan- 1 arrived at Mavis¡¯s front doorte that night. After Dorothy and I had finallypleted the severing of our bond I had gone out into the woods. I couldn¡¯t bear going home to that big empty house and that clock in the hall. For all I knew it had stopped ticking the moment Those final words left my lips ¨C ¡°I reject you¡­¡± I couldn¡¯t bear facing my girlfriend just yet either. Mavis and her wrath loomed over me like a dark cloud. I saw her in the corner of my eyes. When I turned there was nothing behind me but trees. Stoic and silent. I wished I could nt my feet in the earth and join them. Do nothing but stand in the stillness of the forest and drop leaves as the cold of winter set in.. I wanted to disintegrate and seep into the earth itself. To be soaked up into the roots of the surrounding foliage and live on in everything around me. the surrounding foliage and The air was growing colder with every passing day. I stood there in the quiet of the woods for hours. I examined the bark of the trees and every interesting leaf thaty sc att ered around me. I watched caterpirs crawl along branches and jumped at a bird that I hadn¡¯t noticed suddenly taking flight startling me as much as I had it. I had thought breaking the bond between me and Dorothy would bring me peace. I had expected relief to wash over me from the moment I said the words, heard her answer. I felt no such relief, only a vast and sprawling emptiness that hollowed out my chest and clotted my throat. Despite all the movement that was going on around me ¨C the birds, the caterpirs, the my swishing of the tallest branches of the trees the world looked dull and lifeless to empty eyes. It wasn¡¯t only hours after the sun had sunk below the tree line that I had made out of thefort of the forest¡¯s shadows and headed to my girlfriend¡¯s house. y way my At first, Mavis didn¡¯t answer the door. I tried calling her cell but it merely rang and rang until I assumed that she must be asleep. I was staring at a growing pile of dead moths under a nearby streetmp and contemting leaving when Mavis finally opened the door. I was relieved. I had expected to see her cold stare and set jaw, I had prepared myself for eyes full of 55% 14:50 Thu, 25 Jan disgust. Instead, Mavis looked at me and smiled. It was a faint smile but it was there all the same and this made me feel the slightest bit better. If nothing else, I would always have her. -Dorothy- The day following my official rejection by Johan, my injuries were already feeling much better and I was released from the clinic that afternoon. The healer had given me a strict warning not to push myself and told me to contact her if Mavis and her girls ever gave me trouble again.. Ignatius had left the night before, stating that he had some business to attend to before. showing up early the next morning and hovering around my bedside all day long. I had begun to thoroughly enjoy hispany and we kept ourselves upied with countless debates and conversations on whatever we found interesting. Ignatius told me that he liked my art and I blushed shyly at the ttery. When it was finally time for me to leave, Ignatius asked if I¡¯d like to spend the evening. at his current ce of residence. I teased him for the formality in which he asked and he told me he was merely trying to present himself as a gentleman so that the healer would be obliged to release me into his care. The healer herselfughed at this but warned Ignatius to behave himself. It seemed she had warmed up to him considering her initial cold reactionpared to her light chiding now. We had both grown quite fond of the old bat. After a call with Anita and reassuring her that I was doing as well as possible considering the situation, Ignatius walked me to his car. I was curious to see the image of two wolves drawn into the dust on the back window but Ignatius brushed it aside when I asked him about it. We drove infortable silence back to the blue vi. I had yet to bring up the topic of our unusual mind-link with Ignatius but, despite our easy conversations, I had no idea our unusual mind-link with Ignatius but, de how to go about mentioning it. Ignatius too seemed like he had questions. I hugged my overflowing backpack on myp and decided it was a matter forter. ¡°Later¡± turned out to be sooner than I had expected, however, as Ignatius pulled the car up to the vi and turned to me. ¡°Let¡¯s go for a walk.¡± He rounded the car and opened my door for me, offering me his hand and guiding me to a path leading into the gardens behind the vi. It had begun to snow lightly- 2/6 55% powdery white flecks clung to our clothes as we walked. N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. I squinted as the evening sun shone through the trees. We walked in silence at first and I listened to the dead leaves crunching under our boots. Ignatius had not let go of my hand and I was perfectly fine with that. Even with the frosty air biting at us, his cool fingers were afort. ¡°So,¡± Ignatius broke the silence first as we trudged along the winding footpath. ¡°What are you going to do now?¡± I kicked at the fallen leaves at my feet, keeping my eyes to the ground. ¡°I¡¯m not sure. Technically, I was supposed to find my mate and eventually live with them. I¡¯m eighteen now too old for foster care.¡± I snapped a twig off a branch as we passed and crushed it in my palm, examining the broken ck splinters before letting them drift to the ground. ¡°I don¡¯t doubt that Anita would be happy to let me continue living with her for as long as I like, though. But I don¡¯t want to be more of a burden than I already have been.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not a burden, Dorothy.¡± I half-smiled back at him when he said that. But I knew deep down that it wasn¡¯t true. Everywhere I went, trouble seemed to follow. I had been a burden to Johan. I had been a burden to every family that had taken me in. Aside from their hesitations about fostering an outsider, my endless nightmares and screaming fits had made their job all the more difficult. Anita had tried her best to be understanding. But I knew that even she had felt the strain of associating with me. ¡°What about you?¡± I looked up at Ignatius. ¡°How long before you head back to your pack?¡± He was so much taller than me, the top of my head barely reached his narrow shoulders. He gazed ahead as we walked, the evening sun turning his white hair silvery. ¡°My father will be heading back two days from now. I had onlye down to pay a visit to Johan,¡± he smiled sadly. ¡°Although, I doubt I¡¯ll be seeing him for a while after everything that¡¯s happened. I¡¯m free to leave here whenever I want really.¡± My stomach turned at the mention of Johan. The memory of our broken bond still fresh in my mind. My physical wounds were already on the mend, but the internal pain of that rejection was far from dispersing anytime soon. Furthermore, I felt deeply guilty for all the pain that I myself had caused. I had caused so much needless suffering for Johan by not allowing him to reject me right away. I had caused tensions between him and Mavis and, despite how much I disliked her, it 3/6 14:50 Thu 2 an was a rtionship that I should not have meddled in. I had caused tension between Johan and Ignatius as well. Because of me, the bond between these two old friends would never be the same. I only hoped that with time it could be mended. ¡°Ignatius, I¡¯m so sorry. It¡¯s my fault that the two of you fought ¨C ¡± Ignatius shook his head and clenched my hand tightly. He dislodged a rock from the earth in front of him and kicked it along the ground. ¡°That was far from your fault. Don¡¯t feel guilty for what happened between me and Johan.¡± He smiled at me, a real smile. ¡°Besides, it¡¯s not the first time we¡¯ve fought. And I don¡¯t doubt it will be thest time either.¡± you think I didn¡¯t feel any better about it, but decided to let it go for now. ¡°So, when do you¡¯ll be leaving then? There¡¯s not really anything left for you here now that Johan¡¯s out of the picture.¡± I wanted to beg him to stay. I wanted to tell him that he meant something to me, that It felt like someone could finally see me as I was and ept all of it. My throat was dry. I kept my head down. I could feel Ignatius¡¯s eyes on me. I couldn¡¯t bring myself to look up afraid that he¡¯d see the truth of how I felt about him in my eyes. ¡°There is something for me here, Dorothy.¡± He stopped abruptly and I was halted by his hand still gripping mine tightly. Ignatius stood there until I raised my eyes to meet his gaze. His eyes were oceans. I felt I could fall straight into them and sink if I stared for too long. ¡°There¡¯s you,¡± Ignatius said quietly, ¡°I don¡¯t quite understand how or why, but you¡¯ve got me h ooked, Dorothy. I¡¯m not going anywhere.¡± I stood there, mouth agape, gazing into those ocean eyes for what felt like an eternity. When Ignatius looked away and broke the hold he had on me, I scrambled to recollect my thoughts. ¡°Oh ¨C okay,¡± I stammered, unsure of what to say. I couldn¡¯tprehend his fascination with me. This icy creature who smelled of the sea seemed too far out of reach for a person as insignificant as me. ¡°I¡¯d like that. If you stayed for a while,¡± I said. Ignatius began walking again and I hurried to catch up. For each step he took, I had to take two, even when he was slowing his pace for me. Ignatius cut off of the garden pathway all of a sudden and led me through the drooping nts and into the forest. 4/0 14:50 25 Jan The snow was falling harder now and a thinyer of white frost coated the ground. It fell among the trees and glistened in the dying evening light like twin kling fireflies. I could feel the frosty flecks on my eyshes and in my hair. I looked around me in amazement as Ignatius led us to a small clearing in the trees. The air was cold and biting. The trees around us were still and silent. The final golden. rays of the sun were vanishing one by one behind them. I had never seen the forest looking as beautiful as it had at that very moment. It felt as if the whole world was standing still. The only movement was the soft snowing down around us there in the clearing like a life-sized snow globe. Ignatius seemed pleased with my reaction as I gazed in awe at the peaceful scene. He took my other hand in his and stood before me, ¡°To make up for your less than ideal birthday. I thought maybe you¡¯d like it here.¡± I nodded silently, lost in his eyes once more. Somewhere in the distance, someone was ying the piano. Or maybe it was a radio. Either way, the whimsical tune drifted to us through the trees like a ghostly orchestra was serenading us there in our little ethereal part of the woods. Ignatius ced a hand on my waist and lifted my right hand like a dance partner preparing to begin a performance. I put a hand on his shoulder and we waltzed quietly there in the clearing to the wispy warbling of that distant music. Our feet padded softly on the ground as we twirled and the snow fell around us, coating the both of us in frosty droplets. Iughed as Ignatius dipped me gracefully, my hair brushing the fallen snow on the ground, and pulled me back up to his chest. I stared up into his dark eyes. I could feel the rhythmic beating of his heart and my own fluttered in my chest like a caged bird. I had never felt so calm, so at peace, as I did right then, gazing into the eyes of a boy I barely knew. I boy I felt I had known all my life. A boy who felt so distant and yet so intertwined with me at the same time. ¡°Ignatius¡­¡± I whispered, as the final ray of daylight left us and the woods were awash in tranquil darkness. ¡°I don¡¯t think I¡¯ll ever get overhearing you say my name,¡± he said, as I ced my head against his marble chest and swayed there with him in the dark. ¡°Happy birthday, Dorothy. I¡¯m beyond grateful to have met you.¡± We spun slowly around that clearing like two music box dancers. The dark washed over us and hid our features but I felt Ignatius¡¯s cold b*dy against mine. His lips on my neck like a promise. 5/6 14:50 Thu, 25 Jan in E: SEND GIFT 0 COMMEN Chapter 17 Chapter 17 -Dorothy- It was dark and chilly by the time the distant piano music faded away and Ignatius and I paused our ethereal dancing. The inky ck of the forest was broken only by the faint shimmer of moonlight glinting off the fallen snow. Ignatius held me close, wrapping his arms around my suddenly-shivering frame. ¡°We should get back,¡± he said into my hair as he buried his face in my locks. I felt his warm breath and inhaled his intoxicating scent. I didn¡¯t want to leave. I wanted to stay forever in the dark, peaceful piece of magic that we had created. But even as we stood there I felt the cold crawling under my skin and settling in my bones- making me shiver and quake despite Ignatius¡¯s stony arms around me. ¡°Yeah,¡± I said. My voice was mu fled by his chest. It took a little longer to find the path back to the garden than it would have if it had been light. While Ignatius¡¯s eyes were just as good in the dark as they were during the day, my eyes were yet to adjust themselves to the nocturnal behaviors of my inner-wolf. Speaking of my inner-wolf, a small seed of concern was ni g g ling in the back of my mind. Shifters were eventually able to speak with their wolves after their eighteenth birthday, after finding their mate. I was yet to hear my wolf¡¯s voice as opposed to merely feeling her emotions in my chest. as I had all my life. It bothered me that we were still unable tomunicate. I didn¡¯t even know her name. I wondered if it was because of Johan¡¯s rejection of me. Could a wolf die and the human counterpart live on? Would I never hear my wolf¡¯s voice? I wondered if I would ever be able to take on her form now that the bond with my mate had been severed. I voiced these concerns to Ignatius as we struggled along. He caught me time and time. again as I tripped over fallen branches and gnarled roots hidden under the thick snow. Despite the slow progress, I was still having a good time. I felt light and airy after our spinning in the woods and the nket of darkness offered thefort of anonymity when talking about my deepest thoughts. I was aware that Ignatius could still see perfectly fine in the darkness, but my ownck of vision was afort all the same. Ignatius listened intently as I talked about my fears concerning my inner-wolf. He heard the hitch in my voice when I told him I was afraid she would nevere back at all. 14:52 Thu, 25 Jan Br In the dark, he reached for my hand and guided me back onto the garden path that we had finally reached. I saw the distant glow of lights from the windows of the vi as I clung to Ignatius in the snow. I could barely see his face but I heard his voice at my shoulder as he guided met forwards, ¡°I don¡¯t think you need to worry about your wolf, Dorothy.¡± He rushed to grab my elbow and steady me when I slipped on the sleet that had gathered on the muddy ground. Stopping me for a moment, Ignatius came to stand in front of me and crouched. He guided my hands around his shoulders and I climbed onto his back. He stood up and gripped the underside of my legs to hold my weight after I squeezed my arms around his throat tight enough to make him choke. ¡°I¡¯ve got you, don¡¯t worry.¡± We trudged on like that for a while, with me on his back, before he spoke again, ¡°I felt your wolf, you know. Back when you were going through heat. I felt her howling. I felt her when you k*ssed me too.¡± I opened my mouth to interject but Ignatius continued, ¡°She¡¯s strong Dorothy. You both are. No rejection is enough to take her down. You¡¯ll speak with her eventually.¡± Reminded of our passionate moments during my initial first heat, I couldn¡¯t help it ¨C I ran my lips. along his cool neck. Tasting his soft skin. I felt his hair stand on end when I did so and leaned my chin on his shoulder, ¡°I hope you¡¯re right,¡± I whispered. After Ignatius recovered from my antics he spoke again. His voice was calm but his words wereden with a kind of wistful mncholy like he was gazing far back into the past, ¡°I remember the moment I first heard my wolf, Tor. I had turned eighteen about a week before. At first, I didn¡¯t really like the guy much.¡± I could hear him smile as he said this, and I wondered if Tor had had something to say about that. ¡°But eventually he grew on me and we understand each other better now. The first time he spoke to me was the first time I saw my mate. Afterward, Tor and I didn¡¯t seem to agree on much, but at that moment we both had the same thought; There goes the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. It was Tor who gave me enough courage to approach her and introduce myself.¡± I cast my mind back to the argument between Ignatius and Johan. Specifically Ignatius¡¯s words; ¡°I¡¯ve ¡®lost¡¯ my mate.¡± I leaned my head against his and squeezed my arms tighter, ¡°What happened to her?¡± Ignatius was quiet for so long I thought he wouldn¡¯t answer me at all. Only the crunch- 14:52 Thu, 25 Jan B of snow under his feet could be heard as we approached the lonely vi. 254%2 The snow had stopped falling now and the pathway was covered in a white nket that shimmered and glinted in the moonlight. Ignatius¡¯s sudden response caught me by surprise and I jumped slightly in my perch on his back. ¡°She¡¯s dead.¡± I didn¡¯t know what to say to that. I had no idea what words could possibly be the right. ones. What do you say to a loss that is so impactful? A loss so final and unthinkable. It wanted to ask more but kept my mouth shut for fear of being intrusive. I was surprised that Ignatius had disclosed this information to me at all. It would seem I was not the only one who felt morefortable expressing myself under the cloak of darkness. stled i I face in his neck and nted light k*sses leading up to his jaw. This collup of information felt intense and personal. A fragile revtion he had entrusted to only me and the frost thaty around us. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± I whispered into his skin. ¡°That¡¯s terrible. I¡¯m so sorry.¡± I knew my words did nothing to soothe the pain that was rolling off of him in waves as I clung to his back. I knew they would do nothing to fill the crevice that this had clearly cracked open in his heart. Ignatius kept his eyes forward as he walked. ¡°We had been together for only two years by then.¡± He spoke like he was narrating a story. Like this was someone else¡¯s life and he was merely giving a rundown of events that urred around this other, younger Ignatius and his mate. ¡°We were inseparable. I was reckless back then, braver. I thought I was invincible and the power behind my family name had gone to my head long before I turned eighteen. I thought I could solve everything with brute force alone. ¡°I was unraveled and vicious. But ire¡­ she was kind. No matter the situation she would put me in my ce with a few gentle words. I never wanted to see her it hurt to know that I had put the sadness in her eyes with my antics.¡± upset, and I kept quiet as he spoke. Something in me understood that he needed this. That these were words he hadn¡¯t dared to speak out loud before now. We were almost at the vi and the yellow light at the front porch shone like a beacon beckoning us home. Ignatius¡¯s voice was rougher as he continued, ¡°One night it was raining. Storming. We had been watching the lighting from our bed. 54% It waste and I got a phone call from a friend of mine. He said they¡¯d seen members of a rival pack traipsing around on our territory. ¡°ire told me it was probably a bunch of teens mucking around in the rain. There were always overly co cky pups from packs nearby who would trail onto our turf on a dare or to prove themselves in the eyes of some girl they were trying to impress. It wasn¡¯t a big deal. But my pride was too inted back then. ¡°My ego told me that this was my future pack, that I was going to be the leader one day. And to be the leader I thought I needed to prove my status. Even if it was just to a few foolhardy teens.¡± I shut my eyes. I could see the scene ying out in my head and it made my stomach churn like I was going to be sick. ¡°So you went out.¡± Ignatius nodded tensely. ¡°Yeah. ire didn¡¯t want me to go. I got angry. I told her to stay behind then if sh was so against it. But when she realized she couldn¡¯t change my mind she insisted oning with me. She climbed into the car next to me despite me. telling her no. I was so worked up by then I didn¡¯t fight it for long. I just got in the car and started driving.¡± Ignatius stopped walking and I could feel his shoulders shaking against me. ¡°I was yelling at her while we drove. Yelling to be heard over the rain and the wind but also because I was angry. I knew she just wanted to protect me but I was furious anyway. She wasn¡¯t wearing a seatbelt. And I wasn¡¯t looking at the road. I was looking at her. I didn¡¯t see the tree in the road ¨C they told meter that it had been struck down by lightning.¡± I touched my hand to his cheek and it came back wet. He was crying, looking down at the untouched snow in front of him. His fingers dug into my legs as he fought to keep his voice from breaking, wrestling with demons that I couldn¡¯t see. ¡°She went straight through the front ss. Died on impact. I can still see her face right. before it happened. She had been so calm, so gentle. Even while I was yelling at her she was still looking at me with love.¡± I gripped Ignatius in shock as he dropped to his knees with me still clinging to his back. I scrambled off of him and ran around to face him. I got to my knees in front of him. and felt the snow melt into my jeans leaving me soaking wet. I held his face in my hands and the pale light of the moon twin kled as it caught his tears. Ignatius wrapped his arms around me and buried his face in my chest without a Content held by N?velDrama.Org. word. I caressed his head and ced a small k*ss on the top of his head. His hair was wet with melted snow. 5/5 11:52 Thu, 25 Jan ¨C 54% ¡°It wasn¡¯t your fault,¡± I whispered to him, but I knew my words were meaningless. This was a guilt he had carried with him for a long time now. Nothing I could say would make it magically melt away like the snow beneath us. I held him there in the dark as he shook and choked back traitor tears. He finally lifted his head when the cold had gotten to me so badly that my teeth were chattering and my fingers were ice against his skin. It was too dark to see much but I was sure they were turning blue. Ignatius noticed this. immediately and scooped me in his arms as he stood up carrying me just like he had when we first met. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± he said h oar s ely. ¡°You must be freezing.¡± ¨C ¡°It¡¯s alright.¡± I fought to keep my teeth from chattering but it was futile, the cold was setting into my bones and I was an icicle in his arms. ¡°Ignatius?¡± He looked down at me, his eyes were ck caves in the darkness. ¡°Thank you for telling me. For trusting me.¡± He said nothing and I couldn¡¯t see his expression, but he held me closer and that was enough. We finally arrived at the front steps of the vi. The orange circle of light cast down from themp at the entrance was a weing sight. My relief was quelled however when a figure stepped out of the shadows into that orange glow. Johan stood before us, grief etched into his features. I knew immediately that this night was far from over. ¡°Johan?¡± Even Ignatius was caught off guard and his voice sounded small in the dark. Johan stared at the both of us, but it felt like he was looking straight through us, in a daze. his cyes ¡°Mavis¡­¡± he murmured ¨C almost inaudible even on that silent winter night. ¡°Mavis, she found h mate.¡± SEND GIFT Chapter 18 Chapter 18 -Dorothy- After a tap on the shoulder to snap him out of his confusion, Ignatius put me down and let me approach Johan slowly. He continued to stare at me nkly as I took his hand. and led him up the porch steps and into the vi. Ignatius followed after us and busied himself with getting a me started in the firece tobat the cold that was creeping in under the door. I led Johan to a chair and let him sit down. Casting a worrying nce over at Ignatius and him shrugging sadly in return, I announced that I was going to make us all tea, and then we could talk. Johan gazed at me as Ignatius strode over in between grabbing firewood, and ced his heavy weatherbeaten jacket over my shoulder, checking my fingers to ensure they hadn¡¯t been taken by the cold. I could tell that this small act of affection wasn¡¯t lost on Johan and I watched sudden understanding bloom in his eyes as he stared at us. I headed to the kitchen to make tea while Ignatius ced himself on a stool in front of Johan. There was nothing but care and sympathy for his friend in his eyes. But in Johan¡¯s, I saw a sudden burning resentment. Something that I was beginning to realize had been building for years long before I had stepped into the picture. ¨C ¨C In the kitchen, I set the kettle to boil. I danced a little jive around the tiny space as I tried to warm up and inject some life back into my frozen limbs. Ignatius¡¯s stiff blue jacket was rife with his scent and I pulled it tightly around me, huffing into my hands to warm them up. My mind raced at Johan¡¯s words. Mavis had found her mate. After everything she had done to hurt me, to push Johan to do the unthinkable, she had found someone else. My heart broke for Johan. I was furious with Mavis. As much as I understood the pull of one¡¯s true mate, I hated her for this. As much as I wanted to believe that deep down Mavis was a good person, I was disgusted by her actions. And Johan¡­ What now? The kettle was almost ready and I had just managed to move my fingers properly again when a The stool falling over I assumed was what I had heard from the kitchen. In the living room, I found it toppled to the floor and Ignatius pinning Johan to the wall by the throat. ¡°Hey! What¡¯s going on?¡± I squeaked in rm. ¡°Ignatius let him go!¡± 1/5 54% Ignatius looked like he was going to ignore me and bared his sharpened teeth at Johan. But just as quickly he let go of him and stepped back. Johan didn¡¯t seem like he wanted. to fight this time and merely stood there, looking from me to Ignatius and back again. There was a coldness in his expression that I had never seen before. Not icy like Ignatius, but rather nk, like this figure before me was nothing but a hollow shell that had arrived without its owner. ¡°He¡¯s not here forfort,¡± Ignatius growled, his dark eyes boring into Johan so intensely that I imagined he would burst into mes. ¡°He wants you back.¡± I didn¡¯t understand him at first. It took a second for his words to sink in and I slowly turned to look at Johan. ¡°What?¡± The kettle in the kitchen began to whistle. The sound built into a high-pitched scream. that pierced my ears and mirrored the sudden tension in the room. It was a warning siren, a bad omen, It made my skin crawl. ¡°Ignatius,¡± I said, keeping my voice low and t. ¡°Could you take care of that? Johan and I need to have a talk.¡± I was afraid to be left alone in the room with this phantom version of my once true mate. I had never once thought I would be wary of Johan. I had never before seen those gentle eyes so empty and cold. But this was a situation that only I could defuse and so, I swallowed my fear. I could tell Ignatius was hesitant to leave my side. He too could see the strange change. that had ovee his friend. This was not the Johan we knew and loved. This was someone else entirely. A broken man. A clockwork toy run to the ground. I touched Ignatius¡¯s shoulder. ¡°Please. I¡¯ll be fine.¡± He looked down at me in concern. His voice was suddenly in my head, clear as day although his lips didn¡¯t move. ¡°I¡¯ll be right there in the other room. Don¡¯t let him near you.¡± ¡°He won¡¯t hurt me,¡± I answered through our mind-link. Although I wasn¡¯t so sure of my own words. ¡°I think he¡¯s in shock. He¡¯s probably just really lost right now.¡± ¡°People are capable of terrible things when ovee with grief. Be careful. I¡¯ll be listening.¡± That was all Ignatius said men tally as he walked past me and into the kitchen, brushing his hand on my shoulder as he did so. I inhaled quietly and looked at Johan. His eyes were fixed on Ignatius¡¯s back as he left, shooting daggers that made me want to throw myself at Ignatius to protect him from 14:52 Thu, 25 Jan G the evil thoughts hurled at him from behind. 9.54% ¡°Johan,¡± I said gently and took an instinctual step backward as his gaze shot to me. ¡°Johan, what did Ignatius mean?¡± In the kitchen, Ignatius had taken the kettle off of the stove and the pots wailing died. down. Johan didn¡¯t answer me, but I watched countless emotions run through his mind as he looked at me. ¡°Do you want to sit down?¡± I asked, and picked up the stool that had fallen to the floor. I sat down in the hope that Johan would do the same do anything but stand there like a zombie. An empty vessel with the lethal strength of a wolf. Thankfully, he followed suit. and sat down across from me. Being closer to me seemed to do him some good and I watched a hint of life return to his eyes as he inhaled my scent. I didn¡¯t know how to act around him. After everything. the ecstatic joy of speaking to him on the morning of my birthday. The crushing weight of his rejection. The tears and torment in between. Now that the bond was broken, Johan felt like a stranger to me, and theforting scent of pine was being slowly reced by an unmistakable hint of sea air. Finally, Johan spoke, and his voice was as hollow as his eyes had looked a moment ago. ¡°After I after we severed the bond, I went out into the woods for a while. Then I went to find Mavis. I promised her that I would do it ¨C and I did.¡± I watched in relief as his face softened, breaking the cold mask that he had ced there as his face contorted in grief. ¡°Mavis was at home but she wasn¡¯t alone. I hadn¡¯t noticed his car in the driveway but he was there. He stepped out when Mavis let me in.¡± I ced a hand on Johan¡¯s knee when I saw it begin to shake. The action was awkward and felt odd to me now but it clearly soothed Johan slightly. ¡°Who was there?¡± I asked. ¡°Him,¡± Johan said through gritted teeth. ¡°to. Her mate. She told me he had stopped by to talk. She told me not to make a fuss. That she needed time to think things over.¡± Johan had balled his hands into quaking fists as he spoke. ¡°But I saw it, the way she touched him. I smelled their scent all over each other. She had already made her choice.¡± ¡°Johan¡­¡± I didn¡¯t have the words tofort him. It seemed I was continuously useless. atbating the sadness and trauma that gued those around me. ¡°I gave her everything.¡± Johan hissed, ¡°I did everything she asked. I gave up on you.¡± 3/5 14:52 Thu, 25 Jan ? G He looked straight at me as he said this like it was a new revtion that had just dawned on him. ¡°I rejected my true mate for her. For a girl who has controlled me my whole life. For a girl who has never known how to love me back.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not true,¡± I tried to say. ¡°Mavis does love you.¡± My lie was a feeble one and fell on deaf ears.Content held by N?velDrama.Org. Johan grabbed both my hands in carnest. ¡°Dorothy. I should never have rejected you. I knew it was wrong. I thought it would get casier but it¡¯s not. It never will be I need you. Please, Dorothy.¡± Tears pric ked my eyes at his next words words that hade just a little toote. ¡°Please take me back. Dorothy. I want you. I always have.¡± I heard Ignatius stir from his ce in the kitchen. ¡°No,¡± I told him through the mind-link. ¡°I can handle this. If you interject now he¡¯ll only take it out on you.¡± Ignatius growled in response but stayed where he was. I gently pulled my hand from Johan and wiped my eyes. I stared up at the ceiling, banishing my tears back inside my skull. I had done enough crying the past two days. I owed none of them any more of my tears. ¡°Johan,¡± I said as I brought my gaze to his with newly dried eyes. ¡°You know I can¡¯t do that.¡± His earnest, hopeful expression remained frozen on his face as I continued, ¡°I love you, Johan. I think I always will. But I don¡¯t want to be your mate.¡± My words were the truth. I still felt shattered at the broken bond. I still felt the pull towards him. But looking at Johan with clear eyes, eyes that were not clouded by my own need for love and validation, I understood that I did not want to be with Johan. I looked him in the eyes as I spoke. ¡°I don¡¯t want you, Johan. I¡¯m sorry that you¡¯ve been dealt this hand. You have my love forever. But you don¡¯t have my heart.¡± He had the loveliest eyes I had ever seen, but my heart had fallen for an icy blue pair that could stare into my soul like no one else could. After a moment, as my words made it to Johan¡¯s ears, his expression twisted. I watched his childlike face cra ck and crumble as his final thread of hope was dashed to pieces. I realized that just like me, Johan craved something that almost no one could give him To be wanted. To be loved entirely as he was. To be understood. The edge in his voice sent the hair on my neck up and goosebumps broke out on my 14:52 Thu, 25 Jan B skin even though the fire had done a good job of warming me up by then. ¡°It¡¯s because of him, isn¡¯t it? It¡¯s because of Ignatius.¡± 54%1 There was a stone in my throat. I stared at him mutely. He was wrong. It was so much more than that. It was my own self-worth, my dignity, and an understanding of myself that I had only found after losing him. But then again, he wasn¡¯t ¡®entirely¡¯ wrong. ¡°It¡¯s not like that,¡± I said cautiously, suddenly fearing for Ignatius¡¯s safety and ming myself for guiding this person through the front door. ¡°Johan, I think you need to leave.¡± Johan ignored me, holding me in ce with the intensity of his gaze barreling down on me. ¡°You love him, don¡¯t you? We parted only a day ago and you¡¯re already falling for someone else.¡± ¡°No, I-¡°He wouldn¡¯t let me speak. ¡°Not just anyone else. My best friend.¡± His voice rose as he spoke over me and I felt Ignatius rearing to go.. ¡°Wait,¡± I pleaded silently with Ignatius. ¡°Not yet.¡± Johan stood up abruptly, knocking his chair down and towering over me. ¡°You¡¯re just like her. You¡¯re all the same!¡± He was shouting by then and his teeth were looking a little sharper than before.. ¡°Just listen to me, please Johan.¡± I stood slowly, raising my hands to show I meant peace. ¡°Just calm down.¡± Johan looked anything but calm as he extended his ws. ¡°I can¡¯t believe I thought you were different. I thought you were the one. How did I let myself fall for yet another average sl ut?¡± That was the final straw for Ignatius. He kicked open the door to the kitchen at exactly the same time that Mavis burst in through the front door with whom I assumed was to in tow. 5/5 SEND GIFT 0 Chapter 19 Chapter 19 Ignatius- When I ha first set out on that frosty garden path with Dorothy, I had no intention of pilling my deepest burdens in the dark. I had merely an inkling of an idea. I recalled a mall clearing in the forest nearby that I had discovered on one of many quiet walks hrough the slow mornings. thought it would be perfect for someone who had undergone so much tragedy and haos over just two days. The cool air and stillness of the clearing had always calmed ne. I hoped it would do the same for her. The sudden music was a perfect touch that I, unfortunately, could take no credit for. That was all thanks to Mrs. Weatherdowne, the owner of the blue vi itself. She lived just down the road and had chosen that specific moment to crank up the old record. yer and bless us with Tchaikovsky. Waltzing in the woods with Dorothy in my arms, I felt something inside of me ¨C something that hady dead for a long time suddenly spark back to life. It was a small me and it was a weak one. But it was there. Tor sensed the magnitude of the situation, the importance of the scene ying out, and graced me with his respectful silence as we danced. I don¡¯t know why I broke down in the dark afterward, with Dorothy still perched on my back. It felt as if, along with the new life that was blooming inside my chest, came a tidal wave of emotions that I had never fully put to rest. Carrying her then, shivering in my arms, I realized that I wanted to. I wanted to be better, to do better. Both for her and my entire future pack. I would never truly forgive myself for what I did to ire. Her death would weigh heavy on my chest for the rest of my life. But the least I could do was use that grief to fuel me. To push me to be a better leader, better lover, and better friend. No amount of atonement would ever bring her back. But Dorothy was here. She was alive and breathing. I vowed to never again sacrifice another life for the sake of my own personal growth. I would not make the same mistake twice. It was this vow, this promise to myself that allowed me to keep my cool when waiting in the kitchen. Dorothy had opened her mind to me and I could hear the conversation between her and Johan with perfect rity. I wanted to rage, to lurch at him with all of my strength, and knock him to the floor. A part of me thought him weak, the kind of weak that begged for sympathy. But I didn¡¯t feel sympathetic. Johan had chosen his fate when he rejected Dorothy. To go back on 54% 151 Thu Jun his word now, after causing so much pain, was pathetic. Then again, I thought to myself as I cleared my head and breathed deeply, how could we have expected anything else? Mavis had a hold over Johan before the two of us had even be friends. When you have spent so much of your short life living around someone else, are you even your own person anymore? Are you anyone at all without the partner you¡¯ve molded yourself around? I had seen the hollow space in his eyes, the empty cavity in his chest that Mavis used to upy. Without her. Johan was lost, listless. And I couldn¡¯t me him for that. Mavis had possessed him, b*dy, mind, and soul. And now she had abandoned her husk of a partner for someone else. Someone who wanted her because of the intense pull of the mating call. Johan had wanted her even without that instinctual drive. With this understanding in mind, I continued to listen to them speak, still fearing slightly for Dorothy¡¯s safety in the presence of a man who had lost everything. The kettle sat, long since abandoned on the kitchen counter. The water was slowly turning cold once more. I had settled myself. the breakfast nook in the corner when I heard Johan¡¯s tone change. He was pleading with Dorothy, begging like a madman. He was all over the ce,ing undone before her eyes and I could feel it. I stood up and put my hand on the doorknob, pausing when Dorothy asked me to wait. I wanted to trust that she could handle this. I ¡®did¡¯ trust her. It was Johan I was skeptical of at that moment. People are capable of anything when they think they have nothing left to lose. It was only when his voice rose that I probed Dorothy¡¯s mind again, insisting that I intervene. Johan was shouting at her, at the world. His finalment had pushed too far. I men tally apologized to Dorothy for not being able to take it any longer and kicked open the door, fully ready to knock Johan off his feet. I wasn¡¯t prepared, however, for the sudden appearance of Mavis at exactly the same time. I saw her eyes scan the room, switching from Johan, to me, to Dorothy in the blink of an eye. Her expression soured when her eyes fell on Dorothy and I thought that maybe I¡¯d have tw rogue werewolves on my hands by the time this was over. Mavis was the first to speak, breaking the sudden silence that had descended upon our little unintentional gathering. ¡°You ba st ard.¡± 20 1:25 TH¨´, L¨¤ l¨¤n Her scathing words were directed at Johan, who stared at her like a deer caught in headlights. ¡°You came running straight back to her. I knew you wanted her. You disgust me.¡± She swiveled her head to look at Dorothy, poised like a cobra waiting to strike. ¡°And you. You just can¡¯t help yourself. Picking at my scraps because you can¡¯t get anyone else.¡± Dorothy stepped away from Johan and towards me. ¡°What are you doing here, Mavis? And who¡¯s your friend?¡± I cast my eyes to the tall man who had entered behind Mavis. His hair was wilder than mine and Johan¡¯sbined, and he was looking around the room in bewilderment. ¡°to,¡± he said, unsure of what exactly the situation was that he¡¯d found himself in. ¡°I¡¯m Mavis¡¯s ma-¡± ¡°He¡¯s my mate,¡± Mavis interrupted him. I could see that she took pleasure in how the words made Johan wince. ¡°As I was so kindly exining to Johan before he bolted off my porch like a wounded animal.¡± Content held by N?velDrama.Org. She red at Johan. ¡°I knew you¡¯de here. Even after Ignatius has stolen your darling little Dorothy, you stille running for your friend.¡± Johan seemed frozen on the spot, his ws still sharped and ready to tear. ¡°Mavis,¡± Dorothy warned her, edging away from Johan and slipping her hand in mine. ¡°Leave him alone.¡± Mavis continued like she hadn¡¯t heard Dorothy, approaching Johan like a parent scolding a child, ¡°I was going to choose you. But you just had to run away, didn¡¯t you? Back to Dorothy. Because all this time you wanted her instead of me. You blew chance, Johan. This is all your fault.¡± I knew she was lying. I could smell her scent all over your said; Mavis had already made her choice. This was her revenge, her coverup. She was her b*dy. It was like Johan has pinning it on Johan to case her own guilt.. bod behind her. I could smell his scent ravaged all ward-looking stranger who Dorothy caught this too. ¡°Get out Mavis, If you¡¯re done with Johan you have no reason to stay any longer.¡± The stranger ced a tentative hand on Mavis¡¯s shoulder. ¡°Maybe we should leave¡­¡± I could see this only riled Johan up more. It was one thing knowing that your partner had chosen another, it was another thing to see the exchange in person. 9% 54% The stranger ¨C to ¨C could sense the tension in the air. He wasn¡¯t oblivious to Johan¡¯s eyes fixed on him the source, Johan seemed to think, of all his problems. Mavis wrenched herself away from the gentle hand and stepped close to Johan, grabbing his shirt. ¡°Say something. Say something, you pathetic waste of potential.¡± ¡°Enough, Mavis!¡± My voice boomed around the tiny living room. Dorothy started beside me and moved her hand to grip my arm. I bared my teeth at Mavis. ¡°I think it¡¯s time for you two to leave.¡± to seemed like he didn¡¯t want any trouble. He threw an apologetic nce in my direction as he tugged at Mavis, coaxing her away from Johan. ¡°Mavis, love. Come on, let¡¯s go.¡± But Mavis would not go. She was angry and determined to squeeze every ounce of life out of Johan before she left. She didn¡¯t want him. But she wanted himpletely incapacitated without her. Johan was a statue, a stone wall. He wasn¡¯t defending himself. This was an opportunity Mavis could not allow herself to miss. Suddenly, Mavis¡¯s earlier remarks seemed to register in to¡¯s mind. He kept his grip on her arm. ¡°You were going to choose him?¡± 0 22 Mavis paused and turned to look at him and then swept her gaze back to Johan. ¡°What? No, I just ¨C ¡± She knew she¡¯d been caught out. To admit that she¡¯d been lying would be to let Johan off the h ook, to deny it would mean she¡¯d lied to her so-called true mate. For the first time ever, I watched Mavis with her sharp tongue and quick wit, falter. to stepped back, looking at her as if he was seeing her for the first time. ¡°Back there, you told me that you wanted me. That you¡¯d been waiting for me. You said you and Johan were over for good.¡± ¡°I ¨C to, I just-¡± ¡°You lied.¡± to rubbed his eyes like he was struggling to make sense of it. ¡°You lied. Why? To get me to sleep with you? You said you¡¯d ended things with this guy.¡± He gestured to Johan before taking a few more steps back towards the door. I knew I should intervene. Dorothy was pric king at my mind, urging me to step in before another altercation broke out. But I was watching the downfall of Mavis. The fall from grace that had been a long timeing. 54% I knew Dorothy, despite her need to put a stop to things, was just as curious to watch the implosion going down before our eyes. I peeped into her mind. She was enjoying it. Mavis was looking back and forth between her lovers like a caged animal. She needed a vice, someone toy the me on. Anyone but herself. Her eyes settled on Dorothy. ¡°Everything was fine until you stepped into the picture,¡± she seethed, her shoulders. hunched forwards like she was going to shift. ¡°You ruined everything.¡± Dorothy shook her head. ¡°No, Mavis I don¡¯t think I did. I shouldn¡¯t have stopped Johan from rejecting me. That was wrong and for that I am sorry.¡± She directed thosest words at Johan before continuing. ¡°But Johan did what you asked him to Mavis. He rejected me for you. You are the one who failed him. You were unfaithful. This is on you.¡± I watched the hackles rise on Mavis¡¯s shoulders as her face contorted into a vicious snarl. ¡°Lana was right. Right from the beginning. I should have just let them kill you when they had the chance.¡± Without realizing it, Mavis had revealed her true nature to her mate, and to, who had been so passive until then, was appalled. ¡°Who are you?¡± he asked her, but from the tone of his voice, he already had his answer. He saw the snare trap he had begun to enter and chose to escape before it was toote. Before he ended up just like Johan. ¡°I don¡¯t think I want this, Mavis.¡± She turned to him, still in the limbo between forms ¨C neither wolf nor girl. ¡°What did you say?¡± I put my arms around Dorothy at the deep, ferocious tone of Mavis¡¯s scratchy voice. to took another step back. He seemed nervous and out of his depth but his voice was firm. ¡°I don¡¯t want this, Mavis. I don¡¯t want you.¡± He looked me dead in the eye and a glimmer of understanding and mutual respect passed between us. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± he said directly to me and then looked at Johan. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry.¡± He understood Johan¡¯s pain, his anger. His apology ran deeper than just making up for what he¡¯d done with Mavis. He was apologizing for the wreckage that his true mate had left in her wake. With that, he cast onest look of remorse at Mavis and left. 54 Mavis followed after him without another word to any of us. She was clearly shaken at to¡¯s sudden change of heart. I don¡¯t think it had ever urred to her that she could find herself at the receiving end of a devastating rejection. She left the door wide open behind her and the cold winter air chilled us all. Johan seemed to awake from his hypnosis and took one lumbering step forward and then another. ¡°Mavis¡­¡± I had never heard his voice so small, so broken. ¡°Mavis,e back.¡± I left Dorothy¡¯s side and put a hand to his chest. ¡°She¡¯s gone, Johan. You have to let her go. I think ¡°The sigh that escaped me was one of remorse and sympathy for my old friend. ¡°I think this is for the best.¡± Johan looked past me, towards Dorothy. ¡°There¡¯s nothing left. I have nothing.¡± He pushed past me and walked out of the door. His final words, spoken over his shoulder made me understand that this may be thest time I would ever see my dear friend. It made me realize that Johan was no longer my friend at all. ¡°You won.¡± SEND GIFT 0 COMMENT -Ignatius- Both Dorothy and I stood motionless, r Chapter 20 Chapter 20 -Ignatius- Both Dorothy and I stood motionless, rooted to the spot and gazing at Johan¡¯s back as he disappeared into the shadows beyond the glow of the porch light. The icy air blew in through the open door and set the fire crac kling loudly.. I snapped out of my shock and moved to shut the door. Dorothy was shivering again and I put my arms around her, guiding her to sit before the fire to warm up. Neither of spoke. What was there to say after all of that? N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. us Johan¡¯s words were a mystery to me; ¡°You won¡±. Won what? I turned the phrase over and over in my head as I sat down behind Dorothy and rubbed her hands to bring some life back into her cold fingers. She leaned back against my chest. My jacket around her shoulders was much too big on her. She looked like she was drowning in it- her redhead poking out of the cor like a buoy floating in the ocean. It was Dorothy who finally broke the tense silence. ¡°Do you think Mavis was right? Do you think this was all my fault?¡± I cupped her fingers in my hands and blew hot breath onto them. ¡°No, of course not. That rtionship was set to implode long before you got involved.¡± Dorothy turned her head to stare into the mes. The logs popped and cracked as the fire licked along the bark. The glow reflected and danced in her eyes like her mind. inside was ame too. ¡°But Johan¡­ What¡¯s going to happen to him?¡± I watched the firece with her. I had never been a fan of mes. Something about fire seemed too vicious to me. Too wildly unpredictable. I had always been morefortable in the bone-chilling cold waters of the Northern sea. ¡°Johan will be okay.¡± I was lying and she knew it. I¡¯didn¡¯t know what would be of Johan after losing both his mate and his partner in such a short space of time. In my heart, I hoped for the best. Hoped that he would find someone else. Or learn that he liked being alone and move on. The alternative was unthinkable. 1/6 ¡°He¡¯ll be fine.¡± I was reassuring myself more than her at that point. His parting words turned in my head once more. ¡°He¡¯s jealous of you, you know.¡± Dorothy¡¯s voice was small and reserved, her mind. rolling around in dark ces. ¡°That¡¯s what he meant when he told you that you¡¯ve won. He¡¯s jealous of you. I think he always has been.¡± ¡°How did you know I was-¡± ¡°Mind-link.¡± Of course. I was no longer used to closing my thoughts around someone who could read them. It had been so long since I¡¯d had someone else in my head besides me and my wolf. ¨C I didn¡¯t understand what she meant though. If Johan had ever garnered any jealousy or resentment towards me, he hadn¡¯t shown it. But It made sense. In his eyes and his father¡¯s ¨C I was probably the Alpha he knew he could never be. The one holding his initial true mate in that very moment. I saw the situation from Johan¡¯s eyes and it left a bitter taste on my tongue. It would seem that, even when doing what is good for one person, you might still be unintentionally hurting another. ¡°Dorothy?¡± ¡°Yes?¡± ¡°Why do you think we have it? This link between us. It shouldn¡¯t be possible.¡± She took her time responding. I could almost see the cogs and gears turning in her head as she gazed at the mes. ¡°I don¡¯t know. But It doesn¡¯t feel like a bad thing to me. What do you think?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think it¡¯s a bad thing either,¡± I smiled wryly. ¡°I mean, it helps with handling dramatic situations like that one.¡± Sheughed at the dark humor, at the absurdity of it all. ¡°I spend my whole life with nothing out of the ordinary ever urring and suddenly Ind myself in three days of absolute chaos.¡± ¡°Surely you got something good out of all of it?¡± ¡°I got you, Ignatius. For that, it was worth it.¡± 2/6 1153 Thu Tran I had no words for that. ¡°Dorothy¡­¡± 53% She turned to face me, leaning against my chest as I cradled her in my arms, cupping her face with one gentle hand. Our lips were almost touching as she stared into my eyes, probing my soul and making herself at home in there. Her eyes widened, ¡°Hot,¡± she said. ¡°Well yeah, we are right next to a fire.¡± ¡°No,¡± she pulled away from me, ¡°It¡¯s hot, down there. My heat. It¡¯s not over.¡± ¡°Oh,¡± I said, not hearing her at first as Tor pushed for me to pull her back into my arms. Then I understood. ¡°Oh!¡± ¡°What do you need?¡± I half wished she would throw her arms around me as she had before. To tell me that it was me that she needed. But Dorothy seemed more in control this time. She wasn¡¯t a frantic mess this time but she scratched her nails against her jeans and pressed her legs. together. said. ¡°Maybe a bath?¡± she he healer said that it helps. I wanted medicine but she wouldn¡¯t give me anything. She said that taking it in my first heat could make me infertile.¡± ¡°On it.¡± I got up up and hustled to the bathroom. I set the water running and rushed back to Dorothy as shey t on her back next to the firece. She had pulled my jacket tightly around her and was inhaling my scent that perpetually clung to it from years of taking it with me everywhere. Iy down next to her and she rolled herself against my chest. There was something I needed to ask her, but I wasn¡¯t quite sure if it was the best time to be bringing it up. ¡°You can ask,¡± she murmured, pushing her hips against me like she couldn¡¯t help it. Go dda mn mind-link. ¡°It would be easier to just let you climb into my head at this point,¡± I joked. Dorothy kept quiet, waiting for my question. The fire was burning low now, casting dim orange light around us. The shadows in the corners pressed the room smaller. We were cocooned in our own little cozy nest. 14:53 Thu, 25 Jan GT ¡°Dorothy. Do you still want how do you feel towards Johan now?¡± ¨C ¡°Sad,¡± she answered immediately, curling my shirt in her fingers. ¡°I feel sad for Johan. But I feel no pull towards him anymore.¡± Taking care to close my mind, I wondered how she felt towards me. What was I to Dorothy? If anything at all. ¡°I think I¡¯ve fallen for someone else,¡± she whispered it ever so quietly. ¡°Yeah?¡± ¡°Yeah.¡± No more words needed to be spoken. We turned our faces towards one another and sparks ignited as our lips touched. The fire had sunk to a smoldering red haze and the snow began to fall gently outside once again. -Dorothy- From the moment Johan had walked out the door I had taken care to close my mind off from Ignatius. door into I ran everything over in my head at a lightning speed. Gazing out of the open the ck night thaty just outside of the porch light. The dark itself felt like a beast, waiting outside the door to swallow whole anyone who dared step out there. My heart ached for Johan and I knew that I was partially to me for his loss. No matter how unintentional it had been, the guilt of my involvement weighed heavy on my heart. As much as I liked to believe I was above petty vengeance, seeing Mavis caught in the spotlight of her own disgraceful behavior had made my soul soar. I had always told myself, through all of the bullying and harassment, that Mavis¡¯s reckoning wasing. I had never thought I would be there to witness it. Even so, I felt bad for her true mate ¨C he seemed like a nice enough guy. And I was sure that even Mavis, in her own twisted way, had her reasons for doing what she did. And Ignatius. Somewhere, somehow, in the chaos of it all, we had found each other. And now that I had him with me. Now that I had his hand in mine, I was not prepared to let him go. Laying there in the dim light as the fire sent shadows bouncing on the walls around us and my heat bloomed hot and heavy between my legs, I couldn¡¯t hide it from him any longer. I had to believe that he felt it too. 14:54 Thu, 21n Ignatius¡¯s lips were cold and soft against mine. Our mouths met like it was the very first. time they did so. I felt the electricity sparking through my b*dy and heat pooling at my core. But this was more than lust, more than the effects of my heat. This was love. It had always been there, I just hadn¡¯t found him yet, As much as I wanted to mount him, mark him and beg him to im me, I wanted to stay very still ¨C enveloped in his arms and pressed to his chest like two stone statues in a forgotten garden. ¨C Ignatius k*ssed his way down my neck, tilting me onto my back as hey beside me. His hands began their exploring slowly, gently. In our small little infinity, we had all the time in the world. I slid my cold fingers under his shirt and trailed my hands over his abdomen. Ignatius wasn¡¯t brawny, but his muscles were starkly defined under his cool. pale skin. He brushed loose tendrils of hair from my face as he nted soft k*sses and gentle nips over every area of bare skin. White wavy locks of his hair hung in his eyes and he gazed. at me intently through the wispy tendrils. I murmured his name as he moved his mouth lower, trailing down my chest and lifting my shirt to run his tongue down the length of my stomach, drawing a line of fire straight to my burning core as he did so. I kicked my boots off and wiggled my feet out of my socks. Ignatius tugged at the top of my jeans and they slid down easily over my narrow hips ¨C I had never properly fit into any of my clothes. He was taking his time, not animalistic like our previous idental session. He trailed a finger up my thigh that shone paler than ever in the dim light of the dying embers. A shiver ran through my b*dy and I was well aware that I was already wet. Ignatius could sense it too and it seemed to spur him on. The hand trailing my thigh suddenly moved higher to cup my dripping slit through my thin panties. I inhaled sharply at the sudden arousal this brought on. A need so intense. It was almost an ache. Albeit not an unpleasant one. Ignatius lowered himself between my legs, his teeth grazing my thighs as he blew hot breath against my core. I gasped, arching my back and rolling my hips to meet his mouth, desperate for more. He was slow, teasing, nipping at my inner thighs as I squirmed in his grasp. ¡°Ignatius,¡± I was moaning, whining. ¡°Please.¡± This made him smile at me in the dark, the dim light glinting off of his fangs as he took pleasure in hearing me beg. 4.34 He drew my dripping underwear to the side and ran a finger along my wet folds. I pounded a fist on the ground, begging him for more, whining at him for tormenting me like this. Finally, he lifted my hips and removed my underwear entirely, tossing them to the side before gripping my thighs and pushing his face between my legs. I buckled against his mouth and he held my hips still with a grip like iron. Ignatius licked slowly at my burning core, building me up to my climax as he teased at my overly sensitive cli t. I knotted a hand in his hair and a deep, growl of pleasure from him reverberated through my entire being. His tongue probed deeper, ravaging my core as I writhed in his grasp. My sighs and moans seemed to drive him wild, I felt his suddenly sharp nails. digging into my skin.. The rhythmic motion of his tongue at my core had meing undone in his hands. My whines built into a loud cry as I reached my climax and thrust my hips against his lips, riding out my org asm against his mouth while Ignatiuspped at my juices like it was ambrosia to him. When I was finally done, unraveled entirely, my arched back rxed and I copsed. onto the floor. My legs twitched slightly and my heart was fluttering in my chest as I came back to my senses. Ignatius licked his lips andy down with his head on my stomach, his arms still gripping around my soft thighs that looked so tiny in his hands. Iy, panting on my back while Ignatius¡¯s head rose and fell against my stomach with mybored breathing. He hadn¡¯t imed me yet. But we rested assured in mutual understanding that we had time. Eventually, Ignatius lifted his head to gaze at me. ¡°So, how about that bath?¡± 6/6 Chapter 21 Chapter 21 -Johan- I had nothing. I had nob*dy. I had lost my mate, my partner, and my best friend in one fell swoop. Walking out into the snow I had intended to go after Mavis. To apologize, to somehow make things right again. But I knew there was no going back to the way things. used to be. or Even if Mavis did take me back. It was only because she had lost her true mate ¨C to whatever his name was. Even if she did take me back. I would forever live with the knowledge that I was ast resort. The only option she had left. I refused to be someb*dy else¡¯s leftovers. Bitterly enough, I had an inkling of how Dorothy must have felt when I¡¯d shown up asking for her back. I really was pathetic. I was weak just like Ignatius had said. No. wonder Dorothy had chosen him. Julianna, my inner-wolf, growled at these thoughts. It was their fury that had boiled inside of me when I saw the spark between Dorothy and Ignatius. The same fury that had drained from me just as quickly when Mavis walked out of the door. I had failed her. ¡®You have failed no one, Julianna growled. ¡°They have failed you. Failed us. Mavis most of all. Too many half-formed thoughts were racing around my brain, clouding my head in a haze of guilt and fury and reckless abandon. I wanted nothing more than to escape my mind, to hand the reins to someone else and give in to primal instinct. Julianna pounced on these thoughts, coaxing me to let go. To let them take over and handle the enemies we had made. I wanted to submit. To allow myself to be guided as I had been all my life by the woman I thought I loved. I still loved her, even after everything. And for that, I hated her all the more. ¡®She betrayed us. She drove us from our true mate and now we¡¯ve lost Dorothy for good. She tore you away from her, Johan. She tore me from my beloved Renee. Renee? I realized quickly that that must be the name of Dorothy¡¯s inner-wolf. I doubted if even she was aware of that fact yet. She was so young, so gentle. I wanted nothing more than to feel her arms around me again. ¡®She doesn¡¯t want you. She¡¯s turned her eyes to Ignatius now. To the Alpha who was supposed to be your trusted friend. No true friend ims another man¡¯s mate.¡± 53% Julianna was seething, their anger and confusion merging with mine and turning my mind into a personal hellscape for the both of us. ¡®And she followed him. Willingly. Dorothy is just as evil as the rest of them. Just as weak. Renee would never reject me. Dorothy must have shut her away entirely.¡± I had never heard Julianna as vocal as they were at that moment. Wolves conversed with their human vessels, but rarely choosing rather to mingle their emotions with that of their human counterpart and governing only the instinctual side of our beings. ¨C They felt overpowering in their fury that raged in my chest like a hot poker burning away into my flesh. Julianna wanted to escape, wanted vengeance, and instant gratification. As much as I knew I should fight it, I wanted these things too. I wanted to make Mavis pay for the years of abuse she had thrown at me. The abuse I had taken with a smile and a heartfelt apology. I wasn¡¯t the poison that killed our rtionship. ¡®She¡¯ was. She would answer for what she had done. They all would. Julianna urged me off the path towards my car and into the dark woods beyond instead. Our true home. Our sanctuaryy where no mortal human dared to step. I pressed on into the dark. I pushed all thoughts of Dorothy aside as I barreled through the trees, shifting painfully as I ran. I felt my joints pop and click as my b*dy changed, as I passed the reins over to Julianna to guide me where they saw fit. Julianna burst forth with a howl that shook the snow from the surrounding trees. It was a howl of pain and mncholy. It was a death knell. We charged through the forest, heading straight for that big barren manor with the unbearable clock in the hall. Tearing through the trees towards our first target. The biggest thorn in my side and boot on my back. My father. I caught one final glimpse of the moon casting her light down through the trees and illuminating me. I wondered for a moment if I was making the right decision. But just as suddenly as those gentle moonbeams had touched me, we were back under the cover of the trees and the moon and her beauty was lost to me. We continued on, swallowed up by the dark tha -Dorothy- stretched around us in all directions. Ignatius carried me, still half-n*ked, to the steaming bath that stood full to the brim with hot water. Some of it had spilled over the edges as we had neglected it in our ??? 53% S**ual advances. I was suddenly exhausted, thest of my first heat period finallying to an end. I leaned my head against Ignatius as he tested the water before gently lowering me into the bath. I cried out in rm when water sloshed over the edges and soaked both Ignatius and the floor but Ignatius brushed it aside, shushing me with a k*ss that left me breathless. Ignatius lifted my sogging shirt up over my head and I lifted my arms to help him. I was fully n*ked in front of him there in the bathtub but I didn¡¯t mind at all. He got to work washing my hair, surprisingly gentle for a man. I realized with a pang of sadness that he had probably done this before. As Ignatiusy me down and sshed water over my head I made a silent oath to ire wherever she was; ¡®He¡¯s okay. I¡¯ll take care of him. I promise. ¨C I exhaled my promise in the form of air bubbles as I dipped my head back under the water like a ceremonial baptism ¨C A passing of a mantle. The cradling of a heart that once belonged to another. ¡®I promise¡¯. Ignatius continued to clean me from head to toe and I was too exhausted to protest and tell him that I could do it myself. He seemed to be thoroughly enjoying himself anyway, gliding his hands over my Content held by N?velDrama.Org. skin under the water as the warmth slowly turned me into a content, human-shaped cherry tomato. I curled my knees to my chin as he scrubbed my back and closed my eyes. Of all the directions I had imagined my life going, I had never expected this. I couldn¡¯t believe I had ever wanted anything else. ¡°Ignatius.¡± ¡°Yes?¡± ¡°I love you.¡± B Chapter 22 Chapter 22 -Ignatius- Dorothy¡¯s words pierced straight through my chest and rocked me where I knelt next to the bath. How long it had been since I had heard those words from anyone. Since I had felt the honesty and truth behind them. I cupped Dorothy¡¯s face in my hand. Water sloshed over the lip of the bath as I leaned over to k*ss her and she wrapped her wet arms around my neck. ¡°And I love you,¡± I spoke breathlessly like Dorothy had managed to suck all the air from my lungs with one gentle k*ss. She kept her arms fastened around me, unbelievably strong when she wanted to be. She pulled me into another deep k*ss, our tongues dancing around one another. Dorothy bit down gently on my lip and her fingers knotted and pulled at my hair. I was half-convinced to climb into the water with her, clothes, boots and all. Eventually, Dorothy pulled back and smiled at me. Her cheeks were rosy and wet tendrils of hair were pasted to her forehead and neck. To me, she was a rosebud, unfurling slowly the further we pushed down this new pathway. I stood up to fetch a towel, picking the softest one I could find and me ntally thanking Mrs. Weatherdowne for stocking the vi with things I had never thought to pack. I held it open as Dorothy gingerly stepped out of the bath and winced when her bony feet touched the cold tiled floor. She stood shivering in the cold air as I wrapped the towel around her small, willowy frame. I scooped her up in my arms and carried her through to the bedroom. She giggled when her eyes came upon the window she had jumped out of only two days. before. I left the lights off, the glow from the passageway cast enough illumination from the door. N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. I plopped her down on the double bed and used a smaller towel to ruffle her hair dry. Dorothy purred to herself, content and cozy in a sea of plush towels and soft bed sheets. Even with her stubborn, independent side, I could tell she was enjoying the pampering. even if she wouldn¡¯t admit it. I removed my own wet clothes, smirking when I caught Dorothy gawking at my bare chest. I changed into a loose pair of sweatpants and left my shirt off, feeling my b*dy 53% temperature regte with the cool air. Wey together on the bed, Dorothy curled in my arms in quiet, content bliss. ¡°Dorothy?¡± ¡°Hmm?¡± ¡°I¡¯m going to have to leave eventually go back home. In the next few years, I¡¯m going to be expected to step in as the Alpha. I have to be there to prepare for that.¡± Dorothy nuzzled her face in my neck and ran her t palm down my chest, sending pric kles of electricity across my skin, ¡°When?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know ¨C Eventually. Soon.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll miss you.¡± I stopped her hand right before it reached the top of my sweatpants and ced it over my heart. ¡°Come with me.¡± Dorothy lifted her head and propped herself on her elbow to look me in the eye. I saw caution in her expression, hesitancy to leave the only home she¡¯d ever known. Her time here hadn¡¯t been the best but I could understand her attachment regardless. ¡°Do you mean it?¡± I pulled her closer and onto my chest, her ti ts escaped her towel and pressed against my skin. I felt her nipples harden at the sudden contact. I let my hands glide down her waist and settle on the dips just above her a ss. ¡°Of course I do.¡± Dorothy was struck by a sudden thought and a shadow passed over her features, ¡°You know the stigma around a shifter rejected by their mate. You¡¯re going to be the future Alpha. I don¡¯t see your people being happy about having a defection for a Luna.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not a defection. What Johan did was not your fault and it says nothing about who you really are.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t see myself making a very impressive Luna either,¡± Dorothy mumbled, nting her face down on my chest and running her tongue over the bare skin. 2/6 14:54 Thu, 25 Jan BJ I took her face in both hands and forced her to look at me. ¡°Dorothy, I want you by my side. I want you as my Luna. Forget about all of that. My people will love you.¡± She stared into my eyes, skeptical but wanting desperately to trust that I was right. I brushed a tendril of damp hair out of her eyes and ced my forehead against hers, blurring both of our visions with the proximity. ¡°I love you. I want you. Everyone else is just going to have to ept that.¡± That seemed to make her smile and she pushed forwards to lock her lips with mine. Her scent took on the subtly sweet tint that it had had during her previous heat and I wanted to lose myself in it entirely. I wanted to taste her again. To mark her. Everyone must know that we are one now. No one dares challenge an Alpha and his marked mate. This thought, as soon as it appeared, grew overpowering and without warning, I flipped Dorothy onto her back. I pulled the towel from herpletely and relished the sight of her bare b*dy syed out before me. Every dip and curve cast shadows across her skin in the dim light that glowed from the doorway. Her skin was a cr eamy white, almost translucent. I could see thin blue veins under the surface like spiders threads. I wanted to im every part of her. Cover her in evidence of my presence and envelope her in my scent. Dorothy looked at me under heavy lids and parted her legs slightly weing me. I hovered over her for a moment, aware of the fragile, invisible barrier between us. A barrier that, once broken through, there would be no going back to the way things were before. We paused for a moment, frozen in time and staring at one another ¨C our bodies almost touching before I descended upon her like she was the sweetest of fruits and I was a man who¡¯d been starving all my life. -Dorothy- The rush of sensual pleasure that washed over me was stag gering. Ignatius mashed his lips to mine, devouring my mouth and my heart along with it. His cold chest pressed against mine and sent the burning in my core to new levels of ecstasy. The skin-on-skin contact was more potent than I could ever have imagined. His scent rolled over me in waves, swirling around me and drawing me further in. I dug my nails into his back when he ground his groin against me and I was ovee by a need so great I felt I would implode right then and there. I wanted him, all of him. I begged with my b*dy that arched and twisted underneath him. I begged with my £¤53% tongue rolling over his in a frantic twisted dance. Ignatius responded with the same fierce intent. He knotted a fist in my loose hair and grazed his teeth over my throat. I gasped at the excitement this brought me. I wanted him to mark me. To promise with his fangs that he wanted me and only me. What little excuse for breasts I had swelled and hardened, my nipples pebbling as they grazed Ignatius¡¯s icy skin. I h ooked both legs around his lower back, demanding more, and rolled my hips against his. I could feel Ignatius¡¯s pulsing member through the thin fabric of his sweatpants and it drove me into a frenzy. Forcing my legs back down for a moment, Ignatius ran a hand over my dripping core. ¡°You¡¯re mine, Dorothy.¡± He growled, curling two fingers deep inside of me as I whined into his chest. After watching me ride his fingers like It was all I knew how to do, Ignatius lowered the seam of his sweatpants and pulled out his erection. I clung to him, trying to draw him closer with my legs, my toes curling in anticipation. It looked big enough to tear me apart but in the moment it was all that I wanted. ¡°Please,¡± I keened into his ear, my b*dy wracked with sensual desperation, ¡°I¡¯m yours, Ignatius.¡± Ignatius gripped my chin in his hands and ran a thumb over my bottom lip. He kept my face locked in his grasp as he positioned himself between my legs, determined to take things slowly despite the agonizing animalistic need that was quickly oveing the both of us. He rubbed the tip of his member against my wet slit and another aching bout of need filled my womb. He pushed into me slowly as pressed my lips to his throat. He had barely gotten halfway in when I moaned long and hard into his ear. My stilted breath was hot against his throat as I sighed. This was too much for Ignatius and all ns to take things slow were thrown out of the window along with every other care in the world. He rammed himself into me and I screamed, my nails drawing long red swirls in his back. Ignatius pulled himself almost all the way out before mming back into me again, and again. I reached up to grip the bedsheets above my head as Ignatius kept up this intense, rhythmic thrusting that felt as though he would break mepletely. Ignatius gripped the headboard above us with one hand, the other stayed fisted in my hair as I jutted out my jaw and whined in both pain and pleasure. I locked my legs around him as our hips moved together. Ignatius¡¯s thrusts grew more and more sporadic. His teeth were looking more wolf than human and the hunger in his eyes was as terrifying as it was enticing. He rushed his tongue into my mouth again as his movements grew more animalistic and I responded in kind, my b*dy jerking 4/6 1151 Thu, 25 n underneath him every time he hit my cervix with his length. Just when I had gotten used to the erratic thrusts and molded my b*dy to his, Ignatius pulled out and sat back on his knees. I jerked my head up with a cry of frustration at his sudden departure, I arched my back and lifted my hips skyward, begging for him back, but Ignatius had his own ideas. He gripped the ankle of one of my jerking legs and pulled it to the side, flipping me over onto my stomach and pressing a hand down on my back. I gasped in surprise before Ignatius lifted my hips, forcing me to curve my back as he pushed down on my shoulder. He took barely a second to position himself at my entrance before mming back into me. I gripped the sheets and groaned into the mattress. Ignatius dug his ws into my hips and rammed his own against me, hitting every wall and making my eyes p rick with tears at the searing burn of being stretched out. After bucking against my entrance and leaving more than a fair share of bruises over my as s and hips, Ignatius pushed down on the small of my back, driving me t against the mattress and continuing his quick, deep pummeling. My thighs were slick with my own juices and I felt my org asm building as my walls clenched tighter around his member. I could hear his own moans against my ear and he pressed himself to me, pushing in so deeply I was almost crawling across the bed. Ignatius brushed the hair from the side of my neck as his strokes quickened and he approached his own release. My moans grew louder and stuttered with every deep thrust. I felt Ignatius pulse inside of me at the same time that my own or gasm rushed through my b*dy in an electric bolt of ecstasy. Ignatius spewed profanities in a guttural growl as he released himself inside of me and I cried out in depraved gratification. Before I was done riding out my own release, Ignatius gripped both my hip and shoulder and brought his fangs down onto my neck in an agonizing bite. I shrieked as his teeth broke skin and his jaw mped tightly on the side of my throat where my neck sloped down into my shoulder. The sudden wave of endorphins that poured into me after a few moments was another shattering org asm on its own. Ignatius had marked me as his mate. There was no going back now. Chapter 23 Chapter 23 -Dorothy- I was walking through the woods. It was dark and cold as I stumbled. through the brush. I glimpsed the moon zing in the night sky through the jagged ck branches of the trees above me. I followed the beams that shone through the foliage and speckled across the ground in silvers blots. Breaking free of the forest I came to arge house that I had never seen before. It was sprawling in size and stature and I followed the gravel path as it wound its way up an incline to the entrance of the grand manor. The door hung open, almost wrenched off of its hinges. Something about the great building felt off. Something evil lurked in the shadows beyond that door. From somewhere inside I heard the loud, echoing ¡®tick¡­ ¡®tick¡­ tick¡­ of what sounded like a giant clock. The thrum of that rhythmic sound sent shivers down my spine and the hairs on my neck stood erect, raised in silent rm. I stepped inside the gaping maw of the dark building, even as every one of my senses screamed at me to turn back. There was another faint sound. barely audible over the loud ticking of the invisible clock. It was a low growling and grunting. It was the sound of ws clicking on hardwood floors and the lumbering breaths of an unseen beast. My eyes slowly adjusted to the dim moonlight that shone through the clouds and into the windows of the house. Forms slowly took shape in the darkness. Chairs, a table in the corner, frames on the wall. I saw a couch, a bookshelf, and a dark figure on the floor.. The creature looked up as a cloud passed and the full force of the moon shed light onto the scene before me. Two pairs of empty eyes. One belonging to the beast that was hunched over, ck liquid dripping from its jaws. The second belonged to the shredded b*dy of the man whoy beneath it. I woke up gasping, my b*dy shooting upright as the final tendrils of sleep 10:38 Fri, Jan 26 G released their hold on me. I looked around me, anchoring myself in reality once more as I took in the sunlight streaming through the window of the blue vi. Ignatiusy next to me, still fast asleep. Recovering from my nightmare, Iy back down and examined his face as he slept. When Ignatius was awake, his brows sat in a furrowed line over his piercing eyes. Asleep, however, his face looked rxed ¨C it made him look. younger. Dozing on his back with his lips slightly parted and his face freed from his perpetual frown, Ignatius looked like a boy who hadn¡¯t experienced the harsh realities of life on earth yet. I watched as his chest lightly rose and fell. He had one arm dangling off the edge of the bed and the othery under my head. I lifted my hand to shade his eyes from the brilliant light spilling in from the window as he stirred. N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. He opened his eyes slowly and blinked at me. I watched as he swam himself back to consciousness and gave me a dozy smile. ¡°Watching me sleep? Creep.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t even try to deny that you¡¯ve done it too.¡± He grinned at me before popping his jaw open with a yawn and stretching out on the mattress. We were both still n*ked under the nkets and I rolled into his arms, curling my legs around his and snuggling against hist chest. I felt his member pulse slightly as I brushed against it and I encouraged this idea with a slight rolling of my hips.. ¡°Someone¡¯s needy. Geez, Dorothy. You get one taste of it and now you. can¡¯t get enough.¡± I sat up and straddled him, whacking a pillow down on his face for his teasing. Ignatiusughed under the pillow and pulled it aside, gripping the back of my neck and pulling me down to nt a k*ss on my pouting lips. ¡°Don¡¯tugh at me,¡± I grumbled against his mouth. He moved his hands. down to my waist, guiding my hips to rock back and forth on his growing erection. ¡°Nah, don¡¯t be embarrassed,¡± he nipped along my neck, pausing to admire his handiwork from the night before. His mark was clear as day on the pale flesh of my throat red indents in my skin surrounded by light purple bruising. I was branded forever by his teeth. ¡°I think it¡¯s cute.¡± I threw my head back and dragged my nails across his chest when he finally pushed into me, relying on his firm hands to guide the movement. of my hips as I rocked on top of him. The crisp morning air was just beginning to fade by the time we were done and I dropped my b*dy to Ignatius¡¯s chest. He brought his arms up to hold me to his chest and ran his nails up and down my back. Iy there, inhaling his scent and listening to his heart pounding under my head. ¡°We should probably get up now,¡± I said unwillingly. ¡°I need to tell Anita the news.¡± Ignatius seemed just as determined to stay right there but he sighed and nodded his head. ¡°Probably should. We can grab breakfast on the way to Anita¡¯s.¡± He used a finger to tilt my chin up to look at him. ¡°You sure this is what you want? I¡¯m not stealing you away from home?¡± I shook my head. ¡°I want this. I want you.¡± And closed my mouth around his finger, sucking gently and staring into his eyes. I pulled away and stood up, just as quickly leaving Ignatius to deal with at new semi-erection in my wake. 10:38 Fri, Jan 26 G = ¡°Geez, doesn¡¯t take much to get you going again does it?¡± I quipped, and cackled as a flying pillow hit the wall behind my head. -Johan- Blood. There was blood everywhere. The metallic, sulphuric smell of it filled my nostrils and clouded my mind. It was caked under my nails now retracted back to their human length. It was streaked across my bare b*dy and I could taste the acrid tint of it in. my mouth. I sat back on my knees, panting and heaving to catch my breath. All around me I saw red. The dark crimson of fresh blood before it would. turn sticky and ck in the cold air. I ran a red hand through my dampened hair. Sweat pasted short curls to my forehead. I exhaled loudly as I drew my fangs back in. Something had changed ¨C I could feel it. Something inside of me had broken free. I felt the cathartic rush of relief as I sat there, crouched in the center of my home, surrounded by a sea of red. There was no longer the ticking of a clock. Ity smashed and splintered outside the front door. There were no rhythmic small hands tracking every increment of my life. There was nothing. No one. Julianna had retreated to the center of my chest, Content, for now, in the carnage we had unleashed. I looked down at the mangled b*dy thaty in front of me, into the ssy dead eyes of my father. It had been dark when I stalked the manor in wolf form. The house was silent and still. No light shone in any of the windows. I had thought for a moment that my father might not be home. But his scent was present in the air. A scent I had despised since I was old enough to understand that I would never be good enough for my father. 4/7 10:38 Fri, Jan 26 He had been sitting motionless in the back garden, gazing out over the lights of the town that dotted the dark nket of night. He hadn¡¯t heard me approach. But I knew he could sense me. A few more steps and I would hear, just like every time before, those cutting words he liked to use so often; ¡°You¡¯re homete, pup. Pathetic.¡± He got no such chance this time. He had barely opened his mouth when Itched my jaw on his shoulder and dragged him into the house. He was already partially through shifting by the time I threw him to the floor. My father was no doubt stronger than me. But the cost of his strength was his speed and agility. I dodged his attacks, sidestepped the snapping shut. of his jaws. I nipped, tore, and shredded meticulously as the old man weakened before my eyes. We brawled throughout the bottom floor of the manor, shifting from wolf to man and back again. I managed to dodge that flying his thrunk of wood. It crashed to the ground outside as I leaped for My father said nothing as he died. He had no final words or passing sentiment for me, only a look of disgust and disappointment in the son he could never bring himself to care for. I felt no remorse in snapping his neck. I felt nothing at all. It was onlyter, as the sun rose. As I was standing in the shower watching the water at my feet run red with my father¡¯s blood that the weight of my actions crashed down on my shoulders. I had killed my father. And I wasn¡¯t anywhere done with my vengeance yet. Ignatius would be the next one to fall. It was he who stood in the way. It was him who had turned Dorothy against me. Without him, surely she woulde back. She would have no choice. I would cut down anyone and everyone until she had no one left to turn to but me. I would take back the destiny that was owed to me. 57 10:38 Fri, Jan 26 Ge I took my time in leaving. I went about my, routine like the downstairs living room wasn¡¯t a nightmarish bloodbath of a scene. Like my father had left for work early as he did every morning before I slouched down the stairs- not stiff and lifeless and growing cold on the Persian carpet. I stood before the mirror and fixed ny unruly hair. I put on fresh clothes. and removed every hint of my father¡¯s demise from my b*dy. I left the manor as it was and headed back into the forest. I was faster than my own car, satiated by my own father¡¯s blood. I passed the wreckage of the grandfather clock on the gravel outside. The clock face was cracked and broken, but the twisted metal of the hands was intact and pointed to exactly twelve o¡¯clock frozen forever in the exact moment my new life began. ¨C I could feel the hollow, lifeless eyes of my father still following me, even in death, as I left. It didn¡¯t take long to arrive at the blue vi. Only Ignatius¡¯s car wasn¡¯t parked in the driveway. I tasted the air. His scent and Dorothy¡¯s were detectable, but faint and fading fast. I refused to believe it. I stormed up to the vi, my heavy steps making the porch creak and groan in protest. I rapped my knuckles aggressively on the door. Nothing. Not a sound could be heard but for the birds chirping in the barren trees and the faint sound of music carried to me by the wind. I tried the handle. The door was locked. Roaring in frustration, I kicked open the door and it sent splinters flying as it exploded open. Rushing. inside I turned in circles, howling my rage at the empty building. They were gone. Ignatius had left and he took Dorothy with him. I was furious. Julianna raged in my chest along with me, howling for their true mate. The house shook as I mmed my fist into the wall, cracking the paint and causing flecks of drywall to crumble and drift to the floor. Striding out of the empty vi I set off towards town, determined to know exactly where. they had gone. I would find them. I vowed to both myself and Julianna. I 6/7 will take our mate back. Soon. There was someone else I had to pay a visit to SEND GIFT Chapter 24 Chapter 24 -Dorothy- Saying goodbye to Anita had been much harder than I had expected. For all of our unfamiliarity, I realized that I would miss the early mornings spent together sipping coffee and eating dinner over the kitchen sink while Anita winged about her co-workers. We pulled up to my foster mother¡¯s home after Ignatius bought us breakfast. I had insisted on settling for a coffee but Ignatius was determined to splurge on his new mate. We sat at the tiny breakfast cafe while the bewildered waitress brought te after te of pancakes and bacon rolls and a whole jug of orange juice. Her eyes grew to the size of saucers as we left and Ignatius ced a tip in her hands big enough to pay for three meals over. I had never before seen my cold new lover smile as much as he had that morning. The creased dimples in his cheeks had me grinning back at him. To anyone watching us, we probably looked ridiculous.. I could tell he enjoyed seeing me sitting there with his mark on my neck for the world to see. I found that I quite liked it too. Anita had opened the door for us before we even made it up the steps of the porch, having heard us purr to a halt in Ignatius¡¯s car. She looked back and forth between the two of us, noting the mark on my neck, before pulling me into a tight embrace. The contact was unfamiliar and the affection unpracticed but I appreciated it all the same and hugged her back. Of all the caretakers I had been passed to, Anita was the closest thing I had to a mother. She beckoned us inside and insisted that we sit in the tiny living room that very rarely saw guests. I sat down opposite Anita, next to Ignatius. My legs were jittery and Iced my fingers with his long ones as I exined to Anita that I intended on leaving. 10:42 Fri, Jan 26 G It took a lot of exining to catch Anita up on the events of the past few days. I glossed over steamier topics like the matter of my heat and Ignatius¡¯s assistance in the matter, as well as sadder aspects like the sheer magnitude of Johan¡¯s betrayal. Anita¡¯s eyes glinted with anger when I told her of Mavis and her friend¡¯s actions. She shook her head and sighed, ¡°Never did like those girls. They always smelled like trouble. And expensive cologne.¡± Anita was sad to see me go, but she told me that she was happy for me. She had looked sternly at Ignatius and told him to remember her warning from thest time they had spoken. Ignatius solemnly promised that he would. Anita had spoken harshly but the corner of her mouth was curling into a smile. I looked back and forth between the two to gain some understanding as to what she meant but neither seemed willing to include me. Ignatius followed behind me as I made bedroom. y way to what had been my Together, we worked to pack up what little personal belongings I had. Passing from one home to another, It had been difficult to hold on too much. Nothing had ever felt truly mine. This hadn¡¯t stopped me, however, from h oarding copious amounts of various sticks and rocks and leaves that I had picked up because I thought they looked pretty. I folded small piles of clothes into Ignatius¡¯s own suitcase ¨C which had been mostly empty considering the man was terrible at packing essentials. while Ignatius carefully peeled all of the scotch tape and paper from the walls. He stacked each detailed drawing in a neat pile on the dresser, taking care not to rip the paper. He removed a particrly detailed drawing of a seaside town I had seen in a magazine once. The scene was colored in shades of grey and blue, the ocean in the background rose up like a watery wall of crashing waves and. spitting foam. Ignatius had stared at it for some time before asking if he could keep it. I told him, of course, he could and he folded it tight and slipped it into his chest pocket with a satisfied grin. I shoved my books and other misceneous items into a small box and scooped my stick collection up to tie together with a piece of twine. Ignatius didn¡¯t question why I was determined to lug a pile of twigs halfway across the country with me and it made me love him all the for it. e more My collections were useless items, but they were pretty and they were mine.I had salvaged them over eighteen years of being alone and lonely and desperate to build something of my own. Ignatius eyed me as I stacked interesting rocks and broken chunks of porcin into another bag, ¡°Something tells me you¡¯re going to love living by the ocean. Our home is. going to be overrun with seashells in no time.¡± ¡®Our¡¯ home. His words put a joyful ache in my chest like someone was squeezing my heart tight enough to burst. When we were done packing up the rest of the room, Ignatius helped me pack the rest of my clothes, smirking at me as he dumped a fistful of skimpyce underwear into the suitcase. ¡°It¡¯s like you were waiting for me.¡± ¡°Shut up. I bought those so I could sit in my room by myself and look pretty.¡± This cracked him up. ¡°Well, I¡¯m sure they¡¯ll still be put to good use in the future.¡± And just like that, the short chapter of my life in this room was over. After a tearful goodbye with Anita and her promising to call asionally, we sped off again ¨C heading out of town towards the open road. I gazed out the window as we drove, bidding goodbye to the forest and the streets I had known all my life. I would miss Anita, and the woods that I had so often taken refuge in, but other than that, I had no love for this town this territory. As we zoomed down the busiest street in the area, I caught sight of a distinctly blonde figure sitting at the outside bar on the corner. She was surrounded by a group of girls who seemed to be consoling her in between taking sips ofrge neon green c ocktails. My eyes locked with Mavis as we passed and I was grateful for the distance between us. Her eyes spoke of pure hatred and resentment. I leaned back in my seat and closed my eyes. I had never fit in here. anyway. Maybe, introduced into this new pack by Ignatius, maybe now things would be different. -Johan- Her scent had been easy to track. After all, I knew it so well by then. I had stopped at her house first. She wasn¡¯t home by the time I had arrived but that didn¡¯t matter. I inhaled deeply, filling my lungs and taking in her scent. I followed after it, a trail so faint that anyone unfamiliar with her distinct smell would lose track of it amongst the throng of other jostling scents in town central. Finally, I found her. I watched her from across the street. She was surrounded by her armada of beautifulpanions. ¡®Her ser vants, Julianna hissed. I hushed them, concentrating on Mavis as she sipped her sickly-green. drink. The street was busy that day, the buzz of traffic made my skin crawl and I yearned to return to the stillness of the woods. After a short while, Mavis stood up and excused herself from the group. I watched her head inside and order another drink. I stared at my old partner as she ran her hand up the arm of the man at the bar, 4/5 10:42/ Fri, Jan 26 G Even so, a part of me wished I could cross the street and bury my face in her locks once more. A part of me wanted to go back to before I had felt the mating call. ¡°Do you think she ever really loved me?¡± I asked Julianna. I was a stone figure on the side of the road. I was out of ce in this bustling, chaotic world that moved too quickly for me. This world with its rules and morality, status, and hierarchy was not my world anymore. ¡®No, Julianna said coldly. ¡®No, she did not.¡± I stepped away from the sidewalk and slipped across the street. My ws were already elongated and sharp by the time I entered the bar. N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. 5/5 B SEND GIFT Chapter 25 Chapter 25 -Dorothy- The drive was a long one. A good way to determine whether or not you and your partner willst in the long run is to partake on a long-as-hell road trip together, in my humble opinion. Luckily for us, it turned out to be a rather pleasant experience. Ignatius was determined to make a stop at every wacky little diner we came across and I used up an entire roll of film in a little disposable camera he bought me as a gift. Ignatius didn¡¯t see the point in photographing every sunset as the days rolled by but I was insistent. Finally, on the third day of driving, I felt a change in the air. It was cooler and crisp with the faintest smell of the sea. We had made it to Bielke territory and Ignatius was hailed by a few drivers as we passed. I didn¡¯t know what to expect when arriving at Ignatius¡¯s home but the sprawling dark mansion nestled in the woods by the cliffs was more grandiose than I could ever have guessed. I stared out of the window with my jaw hanging ck as we drove up the winding path towards the towering building. The entire house wasprised of dark wood and bay windows, two stories high and equipped with four chimneys. It looked like the coziest of cottages but blown up to magnificent proportions. Ignatius ¡°Well, it¡¯s not Anita¡¯s pad but I hope it will do.¡± I nodded as I gawked at the estate, still in a stupor. The interior of the house was even more impressive than the outside if that was even possible. The ceiling stretched high above our heads and a rustic chandelier made of gnarled ck iron hung in the front hall. I marveled at the twisting staircase that sn*ked in circles up towards the second floor. Ignatius¡¯s home was the closest thing to a fairytale I felt I had ever experienced. We had barely finished dumping my boxes and bags at the front door when someone came calling. It was a young shifter, gawky and awkward in his adolescence. He stood on the porch scratching at his arms and looking all over the ce like he was afraid to be standing there. ¡°Um, Ignatius? Your father wants to see you.¡± Ignatius put down the final box and stood up, frowning at the young boy who lowered his gaze and shifted nervously on his feet. ¡°He¡¯s back already?¡± The fledgling bobbed his head up and down. ¡°Flew back yesterday.¡± ¡°Brilliant.¡± Ignatius rolled his eyes and cast a nce over at me. I raised my eyes at him, silently questioning the implications of his father wanting to speak. The young shifter was also gawking at me, fidgeting on the spot. He had the slightest hint of a stubble forming on his top lip but it did nothing to prevent him from looking like a child. ¡°Is this the new Luna?¡± His curiosity overcame his fear and the intrigue in his tone was clear. N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. ¡°Yes, now go away Samuel,¡± Ignatius muttered before closing the heavy wooden doors in the young boy¡¯s freckled face. The boy¡¯s tentative voice was m uffled from behind the doors. ¡°Should I tell him you¡¯ll be down to see him in a moment then?¡± Ignatius gave a low growl, closing his eyes and slumping his forehead against the door. Samuel¡¯s voice from outside was wary. ¡°I¡¯ll take that as a yes,¡± he stuttered before adding, ¡°Sorry to bother you, Sir.¡± We heard his galloping footsteps leaping away from the front entrance as I smirked at Ignatius. 2/9 10:42 Fri, Jan 26 ¡°Sir?¡± 62 ¡®Shut up.¡± There was no malice in his voice though and he gave me a wry smile. But he seemed a little on edge at the thought of facing his father. ¡°Why does Elliot want to see you?¡± Ignatius ignored my question and rubbed the stubble on his jaw. ¡°I need to s have.¡± ¡°Ignatius.¡± He sighed and ran a hand through his hair before looking at me. He looked less sure of himself here, in a way I had never seen before. I was beginning to understand that Elliot and his son were not on the best of terms. ¡°He wants to talk about you, probably. Word travels fast it would seem.¡± I sat down on the wood-paneled floors in between my dismal collection of boxes and bags. I felt tiny in new pack. ¡°He¡¯s not going to be stoked, I¡¯m assuming? Because I¡¯ve been rejected?¡± Ignatius sat down beside me and yed with a piece of my hair. ¨C ¡°No, he¡¯s not going to be stoked. But that¡¯s on him and his prejudice not you. Besides, he can¡¯t stop me, stop us. It¡¯s an unforgivable thing, to tear someone from their mate.¡± My thoughts drifted to Johan and I felt a small, sharp stab at my heart. ¡°I guess we should go see him then?¡± Ignatius stared arduously at the floor like he was summoning the courage. to stand from somewhere deep inside of him. Even he exhaled and got to his feet, pulling me up with him and pressing his lips to the mark he¡¯d left on my neck. ¡°Indeed. Let¡¯s go.¡± 621 Ignatius said his father would be down the road at the Elder council¡¯s head office. After dancing through the decadent shower in the main bedroom and throwing on a change of clothes, we sped down the winding forest road towards the elder council. Ignatius drove in stony silence and I fiddled with the neckline of the only fancy dress that I owned. Ignatius nced over at me when he noticed my fidgeting. ¡°You look gorgeous, Dorothy.¡± ¡°I look like a scared pup who is way out of her depths,¡± I mumbled and then regretted it when I saw the genuine anxiety in Ignatius¡¯s eyes, ¡°What happens if Elliot doesn¡¯t agree to let me stay?¡± Ignatius was trying his best to keep aposed impression, but his kitted. brows said otherwise. ¡°I¡¯m his son, the next Alpha. He doesn¡¯t have a choice. That doesn¡¯t mean. he¡¯s going to let any of this be easy though.¡± I clutched the seatbelt as we turned a corner and Ignatius was suddenly made aware of just how hard his foot was pressed down on the gas pedal. The car fishtailed on the corner but Ignatius managed to get it back under control. Stricken at the incident, Ignatius nced over at me with genuine horror on his face. ¡°Are you okay?¡± I put a hand on my leg to calm him. ¡°I¡¯m fine. It¡¯s alright.¡± ¨C Upon arriving at the council office arge building with vines of ivy climbing around the walls and a giant clock centered above the entrance- I was rmed to see a number of other cars parked outside. Ignatius too seemed suspicious at the numbers and his brow furrowed intently as he pulled the breaks. He helped me out of the car and together we walked therge stone stairs to the door. 4/9 10:42 Fr. Jan 26 Chapter 25. Before Ignatius could reach for the handle, the door was swung wide open and a mousy-looking woman in spectacles greeted us with wide eyes and an even wider smile. ¡°Ignatius. Wee back, your father is waiting for you in his office.¡±¡± Her overly forced smile made me ufortable and I cringed into Ignatius who put his arm around my waist in reassurance. We stepped inside and the woman shuffled back a few steps. ¡°Hello, Margaret. It¡¯s good to be back.¡± His thumb was massaging small circles on my back to ease the building tension he could clearly sense in me. Margaret looked me up and down, her smile growing even wider than I thought was possible. It made her look like a puppet- a caricature of a human being. ¡°The outsider will have to wait here, I¡¯m afraid,¡± Margaret said in an overly sweet tone. Her watery eyes focussed on me. She kept her distance from us, eyeing me warily like rejection was contagious. I tried for a feeble smile but my instant dislike of the woman turned it into something of a sneer. Ignatius scowled at her. ¡°Dorothy is my mate,¡± he spoke sternly, propelling. me forward with his arm at my back. ¡°And I¡¯m not going to leave her sitting around outside just because he can¡¯t ept that fact.¡± We walked past Margaret who gave me a wide girth ¨C Ignatius taking long determined strides and me stumbling along next to him in an attempt to keep up. He led me down the long hall towards therge oak door at the end. Pushing it open without knocking, Ignatius burst into the room with me in tow. The man sitting at the desk looked up from a mess of paperwork. spread before him. He had his head propped up on his knuckles and looked broadly at Ignatius like his presence was underwhelming. ¡°Ignatius.¡± I couldn¡¯t tell if it was a greeting or a condemnation. The man had the 5/9 10:42 Fri, Jan 26 same slim build as Ignatius, but his muscles were bulkier and made the material of his shirt sit tightly around his forearms. His stubble was well kept and his dark brown hair had the same ruffled look as his sons¡¯ did. His gaze movedzily from Ignatius to me. Green eyes looked me up and down as I stood hesitantly next to Ignatius and forced myself not to fidget. ¡°So this is the girl then?¡± he remarked nonchntly and I felt Ignatius. bristle at my side. I slipped my hand into his clenched fist. ¡°This is Dorothy,¡± Ignatius said with a tight jaw, trying to maintain hisposure. ¡°My mate.¡± ¡°Your mate?¡± Elliot Armoundt¡¯s tone was condescending, infantilizing. ¡°ir has been gone only two years and you¡¯re already turning your attention to fresh meat?¡± I was taken aback at his bluntness and flushed hotly at the disrespect he had for his own son. ¡°I don¡¯t think ¡®fresh meat¡¯ was what he set out looking for,¡± I spoke before Ignatius could, ¡°your son has been nothing but good to me.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure he has,¡± Elliot said sarcastically, his voice trailing off before locking eyes with Ignatius. ¡°I can¡¯t allow this. She¡¯s been rejected by her mate. It¡¯s a bad image to wee into the family name.¡± ¡°And besides, Ignatius,¡± Elliot continued when Ignatius opened his mouth to speak. ¡°I expect better from you than to salvage someone else¡¯s scraps.¡± I was speechless at that. I had heard stories about this man. I knew Elliot Armoundt was a vicious warrior and a terrifying rival. I didn¡¯t know he was an as shole too. I was about to state as much but Ignatius spoke before me, ¡°You¡¯d do well to be respectful. I¡¯m the future Alpha of this pack and Dorothy is to be my Luna. Your word isn¡¯tw around here.¡± 6/9 10:42/ Fri, Jan 26 Elliot pressed his fingers to his temple. ¡°You are endlessly infuriating Ignatius. First, you fall apart and turn soft after one mishap, and now this? You¡¯re letting down the Armoundt name more and more every day.¡± The guttural growl that had been growing in Ignatius¡¯s throat became a road and he crossed the room to his father¡¯s desk before I had time to blink. Elliot seemed a little too calm about his son grabbing his hair and ramming his face into the desk. He wiped at the blood that burst from his. nose and frowned. ¡°That was uncalled for.¡± Ignatius yanked his head back like he was about to do it again and Elliot relented. ¡°Alright, alright. At least you¡¯ve still got some sp nk left in you.¡± He leaned back in his chair and scrutinized Ignatius with one eye. ¡°Tell you what, why don¡¯t you take this up with the rest of the elders? They¡¯re all currently in the room over, discussing this very matter.¡± He was mocking us. We were sure to get more of the same from the other members. I wondered how he had even known about my rejection from Johan in the first ce. Someone had to have told him. Word did indeed travel fast. Ignatius turned without another word and stormed out of the room. He gripped my arm to drag me along with him and then chose instead to take my hand in his and lead me rather than drag me. It was t the considerate part of his nature that made me love him as much as I did the gentle kindness thaty underneath the sheer strength. It was the trait of a true leader. Elliot did not seem to see it that way and scoffed at his son¡¯s actions before. Ignatius mmed the door behind us. Kicking open the next door, Ignatius faced the elder council and I sidled. in behind him. I wanted to be strong for him. I wanted to prove to them that I was fit for the role. But my courage was slowly failing me and I was gripped with a growing sense of grim familiarity with the situation. This was nothing new. This 7/0 10:42 Fri, Jan 26 G was what I had expected all along. Ignatius may ept me as I am but this pack would be no different from my previous. The ten members at the table in the center of the room all turned to look. at us simultaneously. Ignatius regarded them coldly. ¡°It¡¯s rather unprofessional to hold a council meeting regarding a certain. person, without having that person present to defend themselves, don¡¯t you think?¡± A short, balding man closest to us stood up. ¡°Now, Ignatius. This is a potential new member, of course, we had to discuss-¡± ¡°This is Dorothy,¡± Ignatius interrupted him, cing both hands on my shoulders and standing me in front of him. ¡°She is my mate and your future Luna. Anyone who takes issue with that will have to answer to me personally.¡±¡± This statement was met with silence. Looking around the room at the ten members of the council and their widened eyes I came to realize something. They were afraid of him. It would seem that only I got to witness the kinder, younger Ignatius. To these people, with the way they were looking at him, Ignatius was a terrifying force with a powerful hereditary name. I wondered at just how much Ignatius had changed before I met him, to have garnered himself such a reputation. With nob*dy daring to question his statement, Ignatius took onest look around the room and propelled me out of the room once more. We headed to the exit, leaving the elder members stunned in their cu shioned. sc ats. We passed Margaret on the way, who shrank back against the wall as we passed. I looked over my shoulder at her and shot her the most sickly sweet smile I could muster before clinging to Ignatius¡¯s hand and ski pping along next to him and out of the front door. My mate was the future Alpha, there was no denying his true power. At that moment, it didn¡¯t matter that his pack didn¡¯t want me. Ignatius did. And that would always be enough. 1879 10:42 Fri, Jan 26 G * 62 Chapter 26 Chapter 26 -Ignatius- I was furious. At my father, at the elders, all of them. I swore to myself that the day Elliot stepped down would be the day that I released them all from their duty. They were caught up in their old ways and times were changing. Dorothy was silent next to me, gazing out of the window with an expression I couldn¡¯t quite ce. I wanted to apologize to her on behalf of my father, but I was still seething at his actions myself. We got back to the house faster than I expected and I leaned back in the seat, huffing in the salty air and trying to rx. Dorothy unclipped her seatbelt and leaned into me, pecking tiny k*sses along my shoulder. ¡°You okay?¡± she murmured in my ear and I tilted my head to the side to let her continue her trickle of k*sses. ¡°Hmm.¡± I was aware I was acting moody but I was still a little too pis sed off to manage anything else. They had disrespected my Luna and for that, I had murder on my mind. Dorothy paid no mind to my crankiness and trailed her fingers down my chest to fiddle with my belt. She kept her lips on my neck as she did so and I felt my bulge stiffening as she got the belt undone and delved her hand into my pants. ¡°It¡¯s going to be okay,¡± She purred, stroking her hand along my growing erection, ¡°Don¡¯t let them get to you.¡± She pulled my suit pants a little lower and freed my stiff member. ¡°What are you do-¡± I cut myself short and inhaled sharply as Dorothy ced her lips over the tip. -Dorothy- All along the drive home I felt a new arousal churning in my loins. Seeing Ignatius being possessive and dominating had awoken a bout of 10:42 Fri, Jan 26 confidence in me. I was proud to be his mate, honored to be his Luna, and heavily turned on by my partner. I had never even attempted a bl ow j ob before even if I had been interested in any of the many young shifters at my old college, none of them would ever have been interested in the outcast. It was easier than I thought it would be and I reveled in my own little power trip as Ignatius. came undone above me. I glided my lips over just the tip at first, licking my tongue gently on the sensitive skin there. Ignatius leaned back in his seat and lolled his head back, ¡°F uck.¡± His runningmentary of moans grew louder as I took in more of his shaft with each downward bob of my head. Ignatius put a hand in my hair and raised his hips slightly. ¡°Careful,¡± he growled as I continued, swirling my tongue around his thick phallus. I ignored him and upped the antics, enjoying myself a little too much. Ignatius groaned and ced both hands on my head, pushing it down and thrusting his hips up simultaneously until I gagged as his tip grazed the back of my throat. Saliva trickled from the side of my mouth as Ignatius used the hands in my hair to guide my head up and down, seeming to enjoy my choking and spluttering. I was surprised to find I was loving it too. Ignatius pumped faster then, holding my head in ce as he ground his member down my throat. I struggled to breathe through my nose and eventually gave up entirely, sumbing with pleasure to the aggressive needs of an angry werewolf. When he felt his sat up, gasping gasm threatening to release, Ignatius pulled out and I sat up, gasping for air and whipping saliva from my mouth. I had no time. to catch my breath before Ignatius pulled me onto hisp. He lifted the flowing material of my dress all the way up to my waist and pulled my underwear to the side. 24 10:42 Fri, Jan 26 I leaned into him as he angled himself at my entrance and gripped both my wrists, pulling me down onto hisp and ramming his straining erection deep inside of me. I cried out as he crashed against my cervix and moaned my arousal as Ignatius mercilessly pounded into me. The car rocked on its wheels as we continued our relentless sacrament, lightly steaming the windows and knocking limbs in the small confined space. Ignatius pulled at the neckline of my dress to disy my hardened nipples and take one of them in his mouth, nipping viciously as I bucked on hisp. It was me who came first this time, screaming my org asm into his neck as my b*dy shook and clenched around him. Ignatius kept up his thrusting while Lcopsed forwards and leaned limply on his chest, moaning quietly at the overstimtion. Ignatius finished with one final thrust into me that had me arching my. head back and gasping in euphoria. My b*dy zed hot as he emptied himself inside of me, twitching in tion at the abilities of my mate. I leaned against Ignatius again, ovee with fatigue and a roaring influx of endorphins. He wrapped his arms around me, panting heavily. My b*dy moved along with his chest that rose and fell as he heaved in shaky breaths. His member twitched inside of me and I felt hot semen trickling out from my core. Sweat had broken out on my forehead as we steamed up the car and my hair was a fra zzled, damp mess. Ignatius lifted my face in his hands to nt a gentle k*ss on my cheek, ¡°Well, that¡¯s one way to put ourselves in a better mood.¡± He smiled smugl I grinned back at him, fighting the overwhelming fatigue that was overtaking me. Suddenly, a sharp rap on the window so hard it d amn near broke the ss startled us both. We both looked up, passed the steam that clouded the ss into the eyes. of an angry-looking woman ¨C livid, in fact. She was ring in at us and at me in particr, her fangs contorting her face into a terrifying scowl. 3/4 10:42 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡°Um, Ignatius,¡± I murmured, not taking my eyes off the woman outside, ¡°Who is that?¡± COMMENT Jan 26 62 -Dorothy- I came to learn her name soon enough- after Ignatius snapped back to his. senses. ¡°F ucking, Angie,¡± he muttered, scowling back at her through the window before gently easing me off of him and tucking his rod back in his pants. ¡°Who?¡± He didn¡¯t answer me. Redoing his belt buckle and opening the door, Ignatius stepped out of the car and faced the woman. She stood with her arms folded, her eyes burned into Ignatius like she wanted to tear out his throat. I scrambled out of the opposite door, attempting to readjust my ruined. underwear and pressing my legs together when I felt Ignatius¡¯s earlier. release dripping down my thigh. I blushed bright red and swished the length of my dress back down in the hopes of hiding it. I rounded the car and stood behind Ignatius, eyeing out the woman ¨C Angie ¨C warily. Angie was pretty, or at least she would have been if her face wasn¡¯t contorted into a vicious sneer. Her chocte brown hair tumbled down over her shoulders and her legs were longer than even that of Lana¡¯s. Her dark blue eyes focussed on me as I slipped my hand into Ignatius¡¯s and jutted out my chin in an attempt to look intimidating. Considering my hair looked like a bird¡¯s nest and Ignatius¡¯s scent wastvished all over my b*dy, I don¡¯t think anything I did would make me look anything more than a haphazard mess. ¡°So this is the runt?¡± Angie leered at me, cing her hands on her slender hips. Although everything about her was long and graceful, I noticed the muscr build of her shoulders and pretty impressive biceps for a girl who looked so 1/8 10:42/ Fri, Jan 26 G- dainty. Just like Lana, her athletic frame and sl anted features made her a walking, talking goddess whom I paled inparison against. Ignatius¡¯s eyes were stormy as he faced off with Angie. I heard the rumbling grow of warning reverberating from his throat. ¡°It seems the whole pack is insistent on getting involved in my personal affairs.¡± Ignatius was calm, but I felt the ripples of irateness under the surface. ¡°What do you want, Angie?¡± Angie shook her head. ¡°I knew you¡¯d be bound totch onto someone new someday, bute on Ignatius. Her? Really?¡± She spoke over my head like I was a child or an inanimate object. I bristled next to Ignatius and delivered a low growl from my own vocal cords at her attitude. She shot another nce at me. ¡°So very intimidating.¡± Her voice wasden. with sarcasm. ¡°I¡¯m quaking.¡± Angie looked back at Ignatius as if dismissing my presence entirely. ¡°Anyway. Think about what you¡¯re doing. Think about how this will look to the other packs. The Bielke tribe gives no handouts and takes no leftovers.¡± I scowled at her remarks. I was beginning to grow tired of constantly being. referred to as someone¡¯s N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. leftovers. ¡°It makes us look bad,¡± Angie continued, ignoring the daggers I was shooting her way. ¡°We can¡¯t have a rejected pup for a Luna. It¡¯s questionable for an Alpha to even find himself a new mate in ce. What about ire?¡± I expected Ignatius to snap at thatst quip but he brought his ce his ear and raised his hand at Angie. ¡°Enough, Angie. You can go ne Angie tossed her hair over her shoulder, rolling her eyes at hisma ¡°So now you have no problem with using your Alpha privileges tomand me. What happened to equalrades, Ignatius?¡± 2/8 Chapter 27 Chapter 27 I was stillprching what she meant by equalrades when Ignatius¡¯s. phone cra ckled to life and he ced it to his ear. ¡°Hello? Hey Geranium. We¡¯ve got an unwanted visitor on the property. Front car park. Yeah. Do you think you could escort her out?¡± Ignatius hung up the phone and slipped it back into his pocket, he looked at Angie with barely restrained irritation. ¡°You gave me no choice after you insulted my mate, Angie.¡± A man dressed in all ck, Geranium I presumed, approached us from around the cottage. Angie looked from the beef security guard to Ignatius in disapproval. ¡°You can¡¯t be serious? You won¡¯t even fight your own battles now, Ignatius?¡± Ignatius shrugged and nodded to Geranium. ¡°Frankly Angie, I¡¯ve had a sh it few hours, I¡¯ve been driving all morning, I just got my rocks off -¡± he smirked at me as he said that and I blushed redder than before. ¡°And all I really want to do right now is carry my mate through the front door of our new home and go for round two and maybe a nap.¡± Angie raised her eyebrow, folding her arms tightly. Ignatius gave her a condescending smile and took my hand. ¡°Geranium, please escort Ms. Rockbell off of the property, thank you.¡± He led me towards the cottage as Angie shoved the security guard away. ¡°I can escort myself!¡± she hissed before locking eyes with me, ¡°See you around, runt.¡± I narrowed my eyes before turning my back on her and following Ignatius into the cottage. After Ignatius had mmed the door closed behind us, he stomped up the stairs to the bedroom and I followed along after him, ¡°Who exactly is she? Angie?¡± I asked as I rushed up the stairs after him, taking two steps at a time to keep up.¡± 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 ¡°She¡¯s the head of arms and security. She trains the young shifters forbat.¡± Ignatius said over his shoulder. ¡°That exins the muscles,¡± I mumbled. He flung open the doors of the wardrobe and pulled out towels and flip- flops. ¡°She¡¯s also the granddaughter of one of the elders so she¡¯s got some status behind her name. She has always been a good friend to me,¡± Ignatius shoved the items into my arms and turned back to the wardrobe, curling arge leather jacket around his b*dy, ¡°Although, it would seem Elliot has turned even her against you already.¡± I looked down, dumbfounded, at the towel, ¡°What is this for?¡± Ignatius beckoned for me to follow him back down the stairs, ¡°Hot springs. Follow the path to the right of the garden and you should find them pretty easily. Geranium will make sure no one bothers you. I have to go.¡± ¡°Go where?¡± I asked, irked at the way he was rushing around me, ¡°Ignatius?¡± He paused and turned to me, cing his hands on my shoulders a little. too tightly, his smile was strained. ¡°Angie has always been a good friend to me. But I do believe she had been holding onto the hope that one day I would choose her for a second mate, I think Elliot was nning this too. He¡¯s used her jealousy to turn her against you already. He¡¯s medaling more than I had expected.¡± Ignatius pulled me to his chest, ¡°My father will be heading home soon. I¡¯m going to confront him there where we can brawl it out without anyone bothering us.¡± I pulled away from him, ¡°Do you often get into fistfights with your father?¡± I asked skeptically. Ignatius shrugged, ¡°Only when no one is around to stop us. I need to clear 478 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 G this up now.¡± He cupped my cheek in his hand and trailed his fingers down my ¡°And as much as I¡¯d love to join you and clean you up myself,¡± waist, My knees pressed together as he said this and I was aware of the c um still licking down my legs, ¡°I have to take care of this first.¡± He nted a k*ss on my forehead as I struggled to understand the situation, before heading out the door. I stood there for a moment staring after him as his car sped down the driveway. Looking down at the towel in my arms and the state of my dress, I sighed. and went to seek out the hot springs. -Ignatius- Driving to my father¡¯s house I contemted Angie¡¯s reaction to Dorothy. I had always been aware of Angie¡¯s interest in me, but I had never expected her to let her jealousy be so outwardly apparent. Above all else, Angie wast dedicated to the safety of the pack. So Elliot must have seeded in convincing her that Dorothy was a threat to that safety. I arrived at my father¡¯s house and let myself in with the spare key he kept. under the doormat. It was probably foolish to be so careless with the security of his own home, but I was of the belief that Elliot thought it to be. a sign of his true power. He was practically weing enemies to dare try and take him on. My father and I had gotten along before the car ident. The way Elliot saw it, since ire¡¯s death, I had gone soft. I didn¡¯t see it that way. I chose to abandon my reckless, brutal behavior and instead chose to focus on being a good leader ¨C a good Alpha. I saw it as strength. We hadn¡¯t seen eye to eye since. I knew there would be minor issues with my bringing Dorothy home. But the reaction from both the elder council and Elliot himself seemed a little too overboard. ¡°Way too overboard,¡± Tor growled, reminding me again of the insults they dared fling at my mate. 5/8 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡°Agreed.¡± I leaned against the sofa inside, folded my arms, and proceeded to wait for my father toe home. Many a brutal battle had taken ce within. these walls since I had gone ¡°soft.¡± Even with all of my strength and agility, I hadn¡¯t won any of them. Yet. Elliot didn¡¯t seem at all surprised to see me upon arriving to an unlocked door. He strode inside without casting me so much as a nce and made straight for the fridge to cr ack open a beer. ¡°What do you want?¡± I resisted the urge to kick the can straight out of his hands. ¡°Angie just paid a visit to the cottage. She wasn¡¯t looking too happy. What have you said to her?¡± Elliot took a while to answer me, shuffling through the contents of the fridge to pull out an old tray of leftoversagne. For all of his authority and dominating image, Elliot was still just a lonely, single man who could barely take care of himself. He peeled back theyer of tinfoil on the top and sat down at the kitchen ind, digging into the contents with a dirty fork. ¡°I merely gave her a rundown of the recent events,¡± he said between mouthfuls of coldsagne. ¡°Bu ll s hit. It takes a lot to make Angie that aggressive. She wouldn¡¯t dare confront me like that unless N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. she thought it was serious. I will ask a What did you say to her?¡± Elliot sighed, poking at the mince in the tray. ¡°You¡¯ve really thrown wrench into things, taking that runt in like this.¡± I had no patience for his vitriolic nder. I marched to the opposite en of the ind in a few steps and swiped thesagne to the side before Ellio could stab another forkful. It ttered to the floor, spilling the barely defrosted contents all over the 6/8 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 ce. Elliot paused with his fork still poised and frowned sadly at the spige. ¡°Go dam mit, Ignatius.¡± ¡°What do you all have against Dorothy?¡± My voice was booming and my knuckles pressed into the granite. ¡°She hasn¡¯t done anything wrong. She¡¯s going to make a great Luna if you would just give her a chance.¡± Elliot finally lifted his gaze to look at me, his eyes were dismissive ¨C disappointed. ¡°Frankly, my son, I don¡¯t care about your new little pet. Despite the bad image she brings to our name, who you choose to bed isn¡¯t of any particr interest to me.¡± He raised a hand when I growled at him ¨C threatening to dash more than just thesagna into the floor. ¡°But her true mate was your old Beta acquaintance. Johan of the Khall Pack ¨C our tense new allies. And you¡¯ve taken her from him. Which is going to prove very bad for us.¡± His words confused me and I stared at him for a moment, my fury forgotten. ¡°What does Johan have to do with this? What does this have to do with any of the Khall Pack? They didn¡¯t give a da mn about Dorothy. Why would my taking of her suddenly be an issue now?¡± Elliot rubbed at his temples, still stealing mournful nces at the ruined.sagne on the floor. I could tell there was something drastically wrong though. He was trying to y it cool, but there was a tension in his jaw and his bushy brows were furrowed. ¡°The Khall are ming us for the new rogue shifter on their hands.¡±. ¡°What?¡± I was not able to connect the dots. The answer seemed so far from my known reality that it did not even ur to me that he could be referring to Johan. 7/8 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 6267 Elliot locked his eyes with mine, and I felt the urgency in his stare. ¡°Johan has killed his father. His previous partner, Mavis, has also been reported missing as of three days ago.¡± I was speechless, motionless. His wordsy jumbled in my mind like they didn¡¯t fit together quite right. ¡°What are you saying?¡± Elliot¡¯s face was grim, the lines in his forehead more prominent than ever. All of a sudden, my father looked tired my father looked old. ¡°Johan has gone rogue. He is likely going toe looking for his mate, and there¡¯s a very good chance he will kill again.¡± 8/8 SEND G IT Chapter 28 Chapter 28 -Dorothy- I trudged out into the garden and took a look around for Geranium. I spotted him a little distance away, leaving on one of the pirs at the front. gate. He raised a hand to me in greeting and I sheepishly waved back before going on the hunt for this so-called garden path. I had rounded the entire cottage twice and pondered the fact that the big, beefy security guard of this estate was named after a sweet-smelling little. flower and I still hadn¡¯t found the pathway. I was contemting just giving up and going back inside when the wind turned and I caught the sudden whiff of a strange scent. I whirled around to face Angie who had been following directly behind me. She stood ufortably close and her wide blue eyes were fixated on unblinking. Her stillness was disconcerting. I hadn¡¯t heard so much as a twig cr ack and yet she had to have been following me all along. ¡°What the f u ck!¡± My voice was a high-pitched mewling as I scrambled a few steps away from her. Angie blinked a few times in quick session like she wasing out of a trance. Most likely she had shifted to a predatorial mode as she followed behind me. She had been stalking me like prey. I regarded her with caution, wishing that Ignatius hadn¡¯t left so qui He seemed to trust this long-limbed goddess more or less, but with t she had been looking at me, I had my reservations. I had dealt with more than my fair share of beautiful heathens back my old pack, I had prepared myself for many more toe. ¡°Why are you back?¡± I asked her and attempted to quell the shaking in my knees. ¡°Ignatius isn¡¯t going to like this.¡± Angie curled her lip and sighed like she was exasperated at conversing 1/10 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡¤ with a child. ¡°I came to talk to you. Ignatius, it would seem, has lost his mind. He¡¯s thrown all reason and responsibility out the window, bringing you here.¡± ¡°What did I ever do to any of you?¡± I spat, my anger overtaking my wariness. ¡°Is it because I¡¯ve been rejected? Who cares that my mate doesn¡¯t want me. ¡°Your mate does want you,¡± Angie said nkly. I had been balling my fists and preparing for a brutal beatdown but her words halted me, ¡°What did you say? How would you even know that? Actually, on second thought, how does everyone know that Johan rejected me in the first ce?¡± Angie retained a stony silence, ring at me. When she finally spoke, she chose her words carefully. ¡°There are things that have been set in motion by your arrival here. Bad things. If you really loved Ignatius, you¡¯d do what was best and go back to your own pack!¡± I refused to back down. I had not gone through everything that I had only to be denied by yet another pack ¨C another potential family before they even knew me. I would make them love me.. I lifted my chin. ¡°This is my pack now. I¡¯m not leaving Ignatius¡¯s side. I¡¯m going to be his Luna. And I will prove to all of the Bielke people that I am worthy of that title.¡± Angie looked like she wanted to cut me down right then and there but she restrained herself and allowed an unfriendly but polite mask to slip back. down over her wless features. ¡°We¡¯ll have to see about that, won¡¯t we? Good luck, runt. I won¡¯t make this. easy for you.¡± She paused while slinking away. ¡°If Ignatius had any loyalty to his people. he¡¯d kick you to the curb in a heartbeat. He¡¯s with his father as we speak 10:43 FR, Jan 26 He still might. With that, she melted into the forest at the edge of the garden. Both her scent and the sound of her steps disappeared like she was never there to begin with. I was beginning to fear that Angie would make for a far more insidious foe than Mavis and her dogs had ever been. Her words, try as I might to dismiss them, ricocheted around my head long after she had left. Groaning in sheer frustration at the hostility of my new home, I kicked at the grass. I was about to get to work pounding my fists into an unsuspecting tree when I finally noticed the garden path Ignatius had spoken of. Carved onto arge stone embedded in the dirt was the symbol. of a wolf. After a few minutes of traipsing through the overgrown pathway and stumbling over more concealed bs of stone along the way, I finally made it to the hot springs. My stormy mood which had soured. exponentially since Angie¡¯s first appearance was suddenly forgotten entirely. The scene before me was so ethereally gorgeous I gasped out loud and dropped the towel I¡¯d been twisting in my hands. The hot springs were not just the mere holes of hot water in the dirt I had been imagining. They were dozens of jewel-encrusted rockpools clustered beneath a rushing waterfall that sent a steaming spray of mist over the small clearing. Some pools were shallow and tiny and others were the size of small swimming pools. Steam rose from the crystal clear water and the air itself was moist and warm. Lush green foliage encapsted the tranquil haven. Upon closer inspection, someone had stacked massive seashells along the lining of some of the pools ¨C Swirls and cornucopias, conches and sand. dors, all lined neatly around the hot bodies of water. I approached the closest pool and turned slowly in a circle, scoping out the surrounding forest and sniffing for any unfamiliar scents. When I was sure I was alone, I peeled off my clothes and gingerly stepped into the pool. 3/10 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 G. 62% The water felt like bathwater, and pri ckles of warmth set off goosebumps up my legs as I lowered myself into the silky pool. I dipped my head underwater and shook my hair out while holding my breath. Red wispy locks floated around me as I kept my head under, stilling my mind. I wondered how far the mind-link with Ignatius could reach. Holding my breath and emptying my head of all thoughts, I focussed on seeking out Ignatius, probing with my mind to detect his energy. Like wading through water, I gradually came to feel Ignatius. He was tense, angry, and¡­ a little afraid? I struggled to keep my mind clear, I didn¡¯t want to drop the link now that I¡¯d managed it. I wondered if he could hear me. ¡°I found the hot springs,¡± I whispered with my thoughts. ¡°It¡¯s beautiful here.¡± Ignatius¡¯s voice, so clear in my mind he could have been right there next to me, responded, ¡°I¡¯m d you like it¡± His light tone shifted as he continued, ¡°I¡¯m almost done here. I¡¯ll be back soon. Do you think you¡¯ll be okay until then?¡± I blew bubbles out under the water, letting myself sink until my knees hit the sand below. ¡°I¡¯ll be fine.¡± And just like that, Ignatius pulled a curtain across his mind and I was unable to hear any more from him. Only when my chest began to burn and my lungs were screaming f did I break the surface once again. Around me the forest was silent. the continuous gushing flow of the waterfall could be heard. I floate my back, allowing my muscles to rx one by one in the tepid water. There were countless unanswered questions and even more concerns th I had to consider. But I allowed myself one small moment of self- indulgence as I floated there. I closed my eyes without intending to and before long I was drifting. A small sound in the woods had me bolting upright, making a ssh as I Fri, Jan 26 ? The water felt like bathwater, and pr ickles of warmth set off goosebumps. up my legs as I lowered myself into the silky pool. I dipped my head underwater and shook my hair out while holding my breath. Red wispy locks floated around me as I kept my head under, stilling my mind. I wondered how far the mind-link with Ignatius could reach. Holding my breath and emptying my head of all thoughts, I focussed on seeking out Ignatius, probing with my mind to detect his energy. Like wading through water, I gradually came to feel Ignatius. He was tense, angry, and¡­ a little afraid? I struggled to keep my mind clear, I didn¡¯t want to drop the link now that I¡¯d managed it. I wondered if he could hear me. ¡°I found the hot springs,¡± I whispered with my thoughts. ¡°It¡¯s beautiful. here.¡± Ignatius¡¯s voice, so clear in my mind he could have been right there next to me, responded, ¡°I¡¯m d you like it.¡± His light tone shifted as he continued, ¡°I¡¯m almost done here. I¡¯ll be back soon. Do you think you¡¯ll be okay until then?¡± I blew bubbles out under the water, letting myself sink until my knees hit the sand below. ¡°I¡¯ll be fine.¡± And just like that, Ignatius pulled a curtain across his mind and I was unable to hear any more from him. Only Only when my chest began to burn and my lungs were screaming for air did I break the surface once again. Around me the forest wa the continuous gushing flow of the waterfall could be hear my back, allowing my muscles to rx one by one in the te There were countless unanswered questions and even more ce I had to consider. But I allowed myself one small moment of sel indulgence as I floated there. I closed my eyes without intending t before long I was drifting. A small sound in the woods had me bolting upright, making a ssh as I 4/10 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡¤ did so that sent water cascading out of the pool in ripples. I wrapped my arms around myself under the water ¨C suddenly freezing despite the hot steaming off the pool. I looked around me in all directions like a frightened rabbit. At the sound. of more shuffling, of sticks cracking and breaking underfoot, I squinted into the shadows of the forest. Something was moving out there something big. I cowered into a crevice in the pool, praying to both the moon go d and every other deity I had ever conjured up as a child, to please let it pass by without seeing me. I waited there, with my nose barely peeking out of the water, for what felt like forever. I thought maybe the creature had gone. Nothing could be heard but the shush¡­shush¡­ of the waterfall and the slow drip of water falling rhythmically. After a little more waiting, I realized that it was not the dripping of water that I was hearing It was the slow and steady ticking of a clock. Just then I felt something hot and sticky drip onto my head, it ran down my face and turned the water around me red. I looked up just in time to see the creature standing above me, bloodied jaws open wide enough to swallow me whole. With a jolt I opened my eyes, thrashing in the water as I awoke from an idental slumber. Water poured into my nose and burned my sinuses as I fought a monster that wasn¡¯t there. After I finally surfaced and coughed up water from my lungs, I looked around me again. There was nothing out there, I was al I forced myself to calm down, huffing deep breaths and grounding mys in reality. I hurried out of the pool and wrapped the discarded towel around me, securing it in ce under my arm and gathering up the rest of my clothes. I tried my best to keep up a natural pace as I headed back for the cottage, but my fear got the better of me my night terrors leaking into my waking ¨C hours and I hurried back home as fast as I possibly could manage 5/10 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 without tripping on hidden shrubs and stones. I would have to tell Ignatius about the dreams. I didn¡¯t know what to make of them but I also knew I could no longer face them alone. -Angie- I was more than a little confused to see the runt thrashing around in the hot springs like she was being attacked, I thought maybe she might be drowning ¨C It would sure as hell make my job easier if she did. e was I had bid farewell to Ignatius only a week before when he told me he headed to Khall territory to see an old friend. Little did I know he would be bringing home an unwanted guest. I couldn¡¯t understand what he saw in that minuscule slip of a girl. She was pretty enough sure but she was about as intimidating as a daisy and not to mention the product of a rejected mate. I had thought little of the stigma around rejected shifters before Ignatius had showed up with his new toy. But seeing Dorothy in person I couldn¡¯t help but feel like there was something inherently wrong with her. Surely, certain people were rejected. for a reason. What could possibly cause a soulmate to break that sacred bond and choose another? While it¡¯s pretty umon for shifters to never feel the mating call at all, it can happen. Most people tend to find their mates within their own pack ¨C it would seem soulmates stay close together, even after death. But sometimes one¡¯s true mate could be miles away. Sometimes they could already be dead. I was pretty sure that that was the case for me. I had felt the call once, after my own eighteenth birthday. But it wasn¡¯t very strong, and, by the next. day, those feelings of longing had disappeared entirely. I wasn¡¯t too bothered by this. After all, I had greater matters to concern myself with than that of finding myself a lover. I had made it that far without one after all. With that being said though, there had always been Fri, Jan 20 that n ig gling thought that one day Ignatius would be an option. 62 I had forced myself to banish this idea from my head. My friend had been grieving after the loss of his own mate. He had needed a friend, not a recement partner. I thought I had reserved myself to the understanding that we were loyal friends and that was all we would ever be. But upon hearing of Dorothy, and how quickly he had fallen for her, a seed of jealousy sprouted in my chest. And try as I might, I was unable to contain it. By the time Ignatius arrived back home, it had bloomed inside of me, taking root and spreading like a disease. I didn¡¯t want to fight Ignatius, I didn¡¯t even want to be as crude and antagonizing as I had been when I approached him on his own property. But this new love he had found felt like a betrayal. Aside from my own feelings towards the unbelievably odd union between the two, Dorothy¡¯s presence with the Bielke people ¨C my people ¨C posed a greater threat than neither she nor Ignatius understood. I had respect for Elliot as the leader of our pack ¨C much less respect for him as a father ¨C but when he had called upon me that morning to tell me of the news I had no choice but to take his side in the matter. Dorothy¡¯s previous mate had gone rogue, maddened by his own rejection. of his mate as well as losing his partner, and even killed his own father. The Khall, upon discovering that it was Ignatius who had imed Dorothy and taken her away, med the Bielke for conspiring against them and attempting to take them down from the inside. Furthermore, a few Khall girls hade forward saying that Ignatius had threatened them when they tried to plead for him to leave Dorothy alone. Thatst bit of intel I was inclined to take with a grain of salt, considering Ignatius would only resort to threats when absolutely necessary. Then again, after the stunt he pulled, I wondered if I truly knew Ignatius at all. 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 G As much as I didn¡¯t want to admit it, it was clear that he did truly care for this redheaded girl, no matter how far-fetched the concept seemed. Why else would he have thrown the entire peace treaty between their packs into jeopardy by taking her from them? By taking her from her true mate his own former best friend. It didn¡¯t make any sense to me. I was shaken from my musings when Dorothy stopped her thrashing and climbed out of the hot springs. I shifted my positioning behind a thick cluster of foliage and swallowed a sigh. Unfortunately, the runt didn¡¯t drown. No matter though, I had my own ns for getting rid of the problem at hand. I pulled out my phone, making sure it was set to silent, and snapped picture after picture of the slim, pale figure as she reached for her towel. Dorothy was convinced she would make a good first impression on our people. I was determined to foil those ns. I doubted she would be able to speak to anyone, let alone show her face in public when her n*ked b*dy andughably small rack ¨C was passed from one young shifter to the next throughout the pack. She would be unable to gain the respect she wanted, and Ignatius would have no choice but to deny association with her. It was a childish n, yes ¨C and fueled by my own jealousy and resentment ¨C but it would be an effective one nheless. I stared at Dorothy for a moment longer as she scanned the area. I kne she wouldn¡¯t detect me. Of all the shifters of our n, I had always be the best at tracking at hiding, at concealing my presence entirely. Her face rxed slightly when she concluded that she was alone and I watched as she quickly headed back through the overgrown pathway to the cottage. I waited for a few minutes, listening to her shuffling footsteps fading into obscurity, before heading back myself. I made sure to mask my scent again, rubbing Physalis leaves all over my b*dy. XVID 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 Every Bielke soldier was required to carry them for tracking and spying purposes. Once covered in the thin film given off by the leaves, a shifter¡¯s scent would be masked entirely, and no trace of them would be found. afterward no matter how strong your nose was. It was how we managed to keep track of the neighboring packs so effectively. None of them were aware of our spies invading theirnds every so often. It was better that way, we would always be one N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. step ahead of our enemics. I glided back up i pathway, stewing in my own tumultuous thoughts. Only when I had made it back to the garden and began slinking my way around the house to leave, did I pick up on an odd scent. Turning sharply to look behind me I scanned the forest. Nothing. It was not often that I felt like prey myself. Although the scent had disappeared as quickly as it had arrived, and not a sound could be heard. other than the asional chirping of birds, I couldn¡¯t shake the feeling of eyes on me. I was distracted from my growing rm by a new scent. ¡°Ang.¡± I whirled around to face the woman who stood before me in the garden. ¡°What are you doing here?¡± I exhaled loudly and calmed my sudden nerves at the sight of Rita. ¡°Your sp ooked me.¡± Rita raised a dark eyebrow and eyed me suspiciously. ¡°You¡¯re not one to be easily sp ooked. Why are you skulking around the property while Master Armoundt is out?¡± S hit. Rita was the caretaker of the cottage when Ignatius was away. While she was mostly passive and pleasant, she was also too sharply aware of liars. than I wasfortable with. I shrugged. ¡°Just making sure everything¡¯s safe for the new Luna. Who knows who might want to get to her, you know?¡± Rita narrowed her eyes at me but said nothing more. She turned and strode back towards the cottage and I hurriedly slipped down to the front 9/10 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 gate, hightailing it out of there in a hurry. Ignatius might be angry at me for what I was about to do of course he would be, this was the apparent new love of his life after all. But surely he would thank meter for helping him avoid such an obvious miss-step? I told myself that this was for the good of the pack. Sending Dorothy back to them would not fix everything ¨C Johan would still be on the loose after all, but surely it would help. It had to. 10/10 SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 29 Chapter 29 -Dorothy- It was a good few hours before Ignatius came back. I busied myself getting dressed and dedicating more than a few minutes to brushing the string of unruly knots from my hair. After I was sure I had removed every tousled clump. I found myself with nothing better to do than start unpacking. I had no idea where my things were supposed to go so I began by hauling all the boxes and bags up the winding staircase over multiple trips. By the time I had managed to drag everything upstairs I was a sweaty, grumbling mess all avail I pulled my clothes from the suitcase and started hanging things up and packing them away into drawers next to Ignatius¡¯s own things. For someone living in such avish house, he didn¡¯t have a lot of personal belongings. I found a few piles of in shirts and two crips suits hanging. in the closet. Aside from that, there wasn¡¯t much in terms of clothing. Ignatius had arge stack of books collecting dust next to the massive four-poster bed and other than that the room was essentially bare. I went on the hunt around therge cottage in search of a bookshelf to house my own books and was pleasantly surprised to find a sunny little study in the furthest corners of the house. I contemted moving my art supplies in there but hesitated when I noticed the little handwritten notes taped to the wall above the de couldn¡¯t decipher exactly what they said but it didn¡¯t look like Ig handwriting. I assumed it must be ire¡¯s and exited the study q making sure not to disturb anything as I left. I was afraid to unpack anything else. Despite Ignatius¡¯s warmth, this p didn¡¯t feel like home just yet. On top of that, considering the hostile. reception I had experienced upon my arrival, I didn¡¯t feel weed here yet either. I drifted around the cottage aimlessly, notingrgendscape paintings on 1/7 10-43 Fri, Jan 26 All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. the walls and the luxuriously thick carpets. A knock on the door had met racing to the entrance and I swung it open, expecting to see Ignatius. My face fell immediately when I instead came face to face with a woman not much taller than I was. Although she didn¡¯t look older thante- forties, her hair was a long streaming waterfall of grey and silver. Her face bore hints of age in the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes. But her eyes themselves were alert and strangely birdlike in their dark. attentiveness. The woman smiled at me and extended a wizened hand. ¡°Hi there. You must be Dorothy?¡± Hesitantly I reached out to shake her hand and m entally prepped myself for more discrimination. ¡°Yeah. If you don¡¯t mind me asking, who are you?¡± I was hesitant to move away from the entrance to let her in. ¡°Ignatius isn¡¯t here right now. But he¡¯ll be back soon,¡± I added. The woman¡¯s eyes studied my face intently like she was mapping my features and confining them to memory. ¡°I¡¯m Rita, I¡¯m the caretaker of this house when Ignatius is away.¡± She reached out like she wanted to touch my face but paused when I winced away from her, her eyes full of a kind of remorse. ¡°You look just like her,¡± she said quietly. ¡°Just like who?¡± I was wary of this stranger without Ignatius around. I wondered how ofte he got callers at his front door like this The woman, Rita, blinked and turned her eyes away like she¡¯d forgotten herself for a moment. ¡°Nevermind that. May Ie in? I¡¯ve seen Ang on the property and I suspect she was up to no good.¡± ¡°What? Oh, Angie.¡± 2/7 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 G I didn¡¯t want to let her in until I knew I could trust her, but I didn¡¯t want to be rude either. She was, after all, a part of my new pack, and I was trying to make a good impression. ¡°Yeah, sure. Come in.¡± I stepped aside so she could pass me and took a look around the front. garden before closing the door. Rita made for the plush couches beyond. the staircase and I followed her, lowering myself into one of thefy chairs while she perched on the other. ¡°I saw Ang slinking around the garden near the hot springs a few minutes ago,¡± Rita stated, still gazing at me like I was something from a dream. ¡°I think it would be wise to tell Ignatius. I¡¯m not sure what she¡¯s nning but seeing as she doesn¡¯t like you very much it can¡¯t be good.¡± I dropped my head into my hands, exasperated. ¡°I don¡¯t think anyb*dy here likes me very much. Except maybe Geranium but all he does is wave at me from a distance. What kind of name is Geranium anyway?¡± ¡°Let¡¯s focus on the topic at hand before we discuss the irony in naming Wes after little pink flowers.¡± Rita¡¯s voice was kind but there was a stern strain in her tone when she spoke. ¡°Were you down at the hot springs. earlier?¡± I sighed. ¡°Maybe Geranium just has a really sweet personality.¡± ¡°Yes, I was at the hot springs,¡± I continued when Rita pursed her lips. together. ¡°What would Angie be doing there?¡± She thought it over for a moment. ¡°I¡¯m not entirely sure. She¡¯s a natural when ites to tracking so I doubt you would have even noticed her presence. I leaned back in the chair and probed my surroundings me ntally until I felt Ignatius. The curtain over his mind was still drawn but I tugged at it. forcing him to hear me. ¡°Ignatius.¡± Nothing. 37 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 I pushed with a little more force. I felt guilty interrupting whatever it was that he was up to but I didn¡¯t know what else to do, ¡°Ignatius!¡± After a few moments of silence. ¡°Dorothy? What¡¯s the matter? Are you alright?¡± I winced at the urgency in his voice. I felt guilty for scaring him. ¡°I¡¯m fine. Sorry. It¡¯s just that, someone named Rita is here? She said she saw Angie. near the hot springs. I also ran into her in the gardens earlier.¡± Ignatius¡¯s voice was cutting, insidious. ¡°Did she hurt you? I swear to g od if she-¡± ¡°I¡¯m fine,¡± I cut him off. ¡°Rita just said I should let you know. She thinks. she¡¯s up to something. Ignatius fell silent for a while and I waited impatiently. Rita was staring at me again and I avoided eye contact with her. After waiting for a little longer I thought maybe I¡¯d lost the connection. when suddenly Ignatius¡¯s voice boomed in my head and I twitched in my seat, ¡°I¡¯ll kill her! She¡¯s dead. She¡¯s f ucking dead.¡± Small trickles of dread pri cked at my spine when I asked him, ¡°Why? What did she do?¡± Ignatius was still raging, his anger per vading all of my cells even wit distance between us. ¡°At the hot springs. Everyone will have seen it now. This is low even for her.¡± I still wasn¡¯t sure what he was talking about but I was beginning to sus I excused myself from Rita for a moment and headed to Ignatius¡¯spte that he¡¯d left open in the kitchen when we had arrived earlier that day. I typed in the password he had disclosed to me while we were on the road and opened up all of his socials. There, stered across all of them, was me. 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 G. Photos of a n*ked me from earlier at the hot springs. The caption under the pictures read; ¡°Your new Luna.¡± I felt sick to my stomach. ¡°Oh,¡± I said bitterly to Ignatius. ¡°I see it. You think she sent these to everyone?¡± ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter,¡± Ignatius hissed. ¡°She¡¯s going to pay.¡± I looked up at the ceiling and blinked, banishing tears that were threatening to make an appearance. ¡°Ignatius, what are they all going to think of me now?¡± ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter,¡± he repeated, his voice softening when he felt my anguish. ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter what they think. I love you okay? It¡¯s going to be alright.¡± I couldn¡¯t hold them back any longer and a few tears trickled down my cheeks. ¡°Come home now,¡± I pleaded with him. ¡°We can handle Angieter. Juste home.¡± I hated myself for sounding so pitiful, for being so weak. But I wanted his arms around me, I needed reassurance that at least one person was happy to have me around. Ignatius hesitated, torn between his anger at Angie and his dedication to me. ¡°Okay,¡± he said eventually. ¡°I¡¯ll be back as soon as possible.¡± I rubbed at my reddened eyes before making my way back to Rita who was still poised on the couch like a bird about to fly away. ¡°Well, I know what she did now,¡± I said dismally and plopped myself down. on the sofa. ¡°Everyone does.¡± Rita frowned, ¡°You have to be strong to be one of them, Dorothy.¡± I peaked out at her from under my arm. Rita continued, her sharp eyes boring into mine. ¡°The Bielke people are a 5/7 10.43 Fri, Jan 26 D rough bunch, they don¡¯t ept weakness. You can¡¯t be weak if you are to gain their loyalty.¡± I sat upright, irritated. ¡°I¡¯m not weak!¡± I didn¡¯t mean to yell at her but my nerves were worn down. ¡°I¡¯ve taken nothing but insults from everyone since I got here. I didn¡¯t live through everything that I have to be called weak.¡± Rita stayed calm and gave me a small, sad smile. ¡°I don¡¯t doubt you¡¯ve been through a lot. More than you can probably even remember. All I¡¯m saying is that you need to prove to them that you¡¯re worthy of being their Luna, even if that means grinding some of them under your heal. In a pack like this, they¡¯d respect you more for it.¡± I frowned at her words but she continued anyway, ¡°I¡¯m not saying ceaseless violence and brute force is the way to go, Dorothy. I¡¯m saying if you are pushed, push back harder. That is how you survive here.¡± I wasn¡¯t sure I agreed with her but she did make a kind of sick sense. In order to be a part of the Bielke people, I would have to learn to understand them first. I would have to fight like they did. I looked at Rita with new eyes then. ¡°Are you sure you¡¯re just a caretaker?¡± I asked. Rita chuckled and stood up to leave. She ced a hand on my shoulder as she passed me. ¡°You¡¯re a strong one, Dorothy. You¡¯ve got a lot of untapped. potential in you, and more power than you could ever imagine. Don¡¯t let them break you.¡± I followed her to the door, her words still spinning around my head as I tried to make sense of them. When we got to the entrance, Rita stopped and turned to face me. ¡°I have something for you,¡± she said quietly and drew something small and elongated, wrapped in material from inside the bag on her shoulder. She handed it to me and continued speaking while I slowly unwrapped it. ¡°You can¡¯t yet shift into your wolf form, I presume? Keep this with you. until then, and possibly even afterward.¡± 6/7 7/7 43 FM, Jan 26 My eyes widened in wonder as I removed the finalyer of cloth to reveal a small, potent-looking de. The handle was twisted and carved with intricate detailing. The de itself curved into a sharp point like the stinger of a wasp. I stared at the small craft in my hands and Ritaughed at my bewilderment. ¡°It¡¯s a faerie de. Made of Iron, not silver so don¡¯t go jabbing any shifters with it ¨C it won¡¯t do you much good then. But it¡¯s said to be lucky, and it will protect you from other insideous threats.¡± I was stunned, my heart twisting painfully at the small act of kindness. I looked up to thank Rita but the old woman was already at the bottom of the steps and walking away. She raised a hand in farewell without turning around and nodded to Geranium who tipped his cap to her as she left. The sun was going down over the hills. It turned the sky purple in the fading twilight. I looked down again at the dainty de in my palm and stepped back inside. Chapter 30 Chapter 30 The sky outside was dark by the time I heard Ignatius¡¯s car pull up in the driveway. I was lolling around on the couch when he stopped up the porch. and swung the door open. He noticed me immediately and bolted over to sweep me up in his arms. ¡°Hi,¡± he mumbled into my neck and I fluttered my fingers over his cheek. ¡°Sorry I¡¯m sote.¡± ¡°Hi.¡± I pulled him in for a k*ss and all of the problems that arose that day. suddenly felt a little easier to handle. He put me down gently and pulled off his shirt. I would never get used to the sight of his unblemished bare chest. I stared for a moment before. blushing slightly. ¡°Well, today has been¡­ eventful.¡± Ignatius puffed up his cheeks and exhaled loudly as he sank down onto the sofa himself. ¡°That¡¯s one way to put it,¡± he smiled mirthlessly. ¡°Wee to the Bielke Pack. You¡¯re gonna love it here.¡± I waved away his sarcasm and climbed onto hisp. ¡°Angie said something strange earlier. She said that Johan stills wants me. How does everyone know about what happened anyway?¡± Ignatius stared at me for a moment, biting his lip like he was contemting whether or not to tell me something. I presumed it was important and was determined to press him for it. ¡°What did your father say to you?¡± I co cked my head to the side when he kept quiet and frowned. ¡°Ignatius, you need to tell me what¡¯s going on. How else am I supposed to get your people to like me?¡± ¡°Johan has gone rogue.¡± He blurted it out so fast I needed a moment to register what he¡¯d just ¡°What do you mean he¡¯s gone rogue? He abandoned the pack?¡± ¡°More than that.¡± Said. 1/7 10:43 Fri, Jan 26 Ge Ignatius closed his eyes and leaned his head back. Staring at his bare neck the primal part of me wanted to leave my own mark there too. I pushed these thoughts from my mind and focussed on what he had said. ¡°What happened? What has Johan done?¡± His answer was so faint I had to lean in closer to hear him. I was suddenly aware of his trembling hands gripping my thighs. ¡°Johan¡­ They think he killed his father ¨C They know he did. It looks like he¡¯s gone after Mavis. too.¡± I felt the blood rush from my face and my head felt light like I was going to topple over. ¡°He wouldn¡¯t have. Johan would never¡­ I trailed off. It was entirely possible. Both rejecting his mate and losing his partner couldn¡¯t have been easy for a Beta like Johan. Beta¡¯s needed.panionship, partners. Johan had also lost his closest friend in the mix. A rejection can kill you if your wolf isn¡¯t strong enough. A rejection can drive you to kill too it would seem. Ignatius opened one eye to look at me. ¡°It¡¯s not your fault.¡± He already knew where my mind was heading that guilt was crashing down on my shoulders like a heavy weight. His words were appreciated. but they did nothing to quell the voice in my head that cried out once. again that I brought suffering to everyone I interacted with. Ignatius took my face in his hands and pressed his forehead to mine. ¡°It¡¯s not. Your. Fault.¡± My eyes blurred with tears and I bit my lip to keep it from contorting in grief. ¡°Is that why everyone here hates me?¡± Ignatius wrapped his arms around me. ¡°They don¡¯t hate you. If anything this is my fault. The Khall are ming the Bielke for turning one of their own into a monster. I suspect udia and friends have been spinning rumors too.¡± 2/7 All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. Jan 20 I clung to him tightly. ¡°Does this mean I have to go back?¡± ¡°What? No, of course not, Dorothy.¡± Ignatius stroked my back, talking in a low voice at my ear, ¡°You¡¯re my mate. I¡¯m not sending you back there. It wouldn¡¯t help anyway, Johan is already on the loose.¡± He yed with my hair while I sniffed back so bs. ¡°We¡¯ll figure it out. Right now though, all you need to worry about is getting familiar with your new home. Aside from Angie¡¯s escapades-¡°I heard the scowl in his voice as he said that. ¡°Aside from Angie, did you like the hot springs?¡± I nodded. ¡°They¡¯re beautiful. I like it down there.¡± ¡°Well, how about we go there together?¡± ¡°Now?¡± ¡°Let me make up for my people¡¯s terrible introduction.¡± Ignatius carried me on his back down the forest pathway. I in turn held the swingingntern in front of us as we traveled. Ignatius didn¡¯t need it to see but he insisted we bring it anyway. The forest was quiet as I clung to his shoulders and watched the yellow circles of light bounce and warble as thentern swung We made it down to the hot springs a lot faster than we would have if I had been traveling on foot beside Ignatius. It was somehow even more beautiful at night. Moonlight reflected off the hazy pools and the light of thentern glinted in the seashells that lined the area. Ignatius heard my small gasp of amazement and chuckled. ¡°Maybe tomorrow we can go down to the sea. The Bielke may be a rowdy, stuck- up bunch but we do have some beautiful little spots around here.¡± He let me down off his back and I dipped my fingers into the water. It was still warm as ever. I sniffed the air. ¡°What exactly are you going to do about Angie?¡± Ignatius pulled his jeans off and stepped closer to lift my shirt over my 8/7 10:44 Fri, Jan 26 G. head. ¡°Pull out her fingernails one by one, maybe. Boil her alive. Feed her to the sharks at Howler¡¯s Point.¡± I frowned at him with my arms in the air as he removed my shirt. ¡°I¡¯m serious.¡± The cold air hardened my nipples and I shivered on the spot. ¡°So am I.¡± He untied the strings on my skirt to pull it down along with my underwear and smirked when my frown deepened. ¡°Maybe not boil her alive then. I don¡¯t know yet, I¡¯ll have to go pay her a visit tomorrow.¡± I was n*ked in front of him and stepped closer to steal what little warmth he could offer. ¡°You won¡¯t hurt her though, right?¡± ¡°I¡¯ll think about it.¡± With that, he scooped me up and chucked me into the closest pool before I could even yelp out my rm. Inded with a ssh and the warm water closed in around me like a nket. When I surfaced, Ignatius jumped right in next to me, sending a wall of water crashing over my head. I coughed and spluttered as his head broke the surface next to me. I wed my way to him and wrapped my legs around his waist, touching, my nose to his. ¡°A ss hole.¡± His smile was broad and full of mischief. He dunked me under the water and when I came up but my own legs were too short and stayed firmly curled around his hips. I melted in his arms. I flushed hotter than the water around us when I felt the tip of his member against my already oversensitive core. Ignatius nipped my bottom lip as I ground against him. My small breasts dipped in and out of the water as I kept up the motion the looping transition from cold air to warm water only heightened my sensitivity 10:44 Fri, Jan 26 G further. My wet hair trailed behind me in the pool. Ignatius teased himself at my entrance and my movements grew more sporadic. I bit down on his shoulder when he gripped my hips and pushed into me. Steamed wisped around the both of us as we kept up a slow, deep motion that set my nerve endings on fire. My moans were loud and rippled around the springs along with the water that we got churning. This was slower than our earlier session ¨C more sensual. Ignatius pushed his aching member deep inside of me, rolling his hips to build me to the precipice of an org asm. I felt my b*dy shudder in enthrallment as Ignatius trailed his tongue up my neck, over his mark, and along my jawline. Tasting and delighting in the effect it was having on me. The water could have begun to boil around. us for all I knew, my b*dy was on fire and I was desperate for release. Ignatius too seemed to be getting close himself. Rather than his usual method of prolonging my release drawing it out for as long as he could before I begged for it ¨C Ignatius himself wasing undone. He picked up the pace and I whined my neediness out loud when he pulled my head back with a fist in my wet hair. Our breathless moans echoed around the clearing and moonlight glinted. off of Ignatius¡¯s smooth damp skin. I gave one final cry as he drove his member into me onest time ¨C deep and intensely and I forced my hips. down harder. My pushing became a slow grinding and I squeezed my legs around Ignatius as I felt him release inside of me, milking everyst drop. When we had both recovered from the tingling pri ckles of electricity that swept over us, Ignatius pressed his lips to my damp forehead. Water dripped from his hair andshes as he looked down at me. I had never seen anyone look at me the way Ignatius did. Like he loved me like I alone was enough. I stared back at him, my chest still heaving after the experience. I twined. my fingers in his hair and let my legs float down from his hips, swirling 5/7 the sand beneath us. The small waterfall behind us threw jets of steam over our heads. | Ignatius was the first to speak. ¡°I love you. No matter what happens, I want you to know that I regret none of this. No matter what anyone says, and no matter what happens to me. You have to know that I have never doubted you not for the smallest instant.¡± ¨C I did not understand the true magnitude of his words at that moment. But I trusted him all the same. ¡°I love you too. I wouldn¡¯t have it any other way.¡± After a little more time sshing around in the hot springs, Ignatius helped me step out and wrapped a towel around me. He somehow managed to carry both me, thentern, and all of our discarded clothes in his arms all the way back up to the cottage. I went to bed that night in my new home. My matey behind me with his arms curled around me like he would never let go. I listened to the slow rhythm of his breathing and the peaceful silence of the Our hair was still damp and our skin cool to the touch. But my heart wast warm and fuller unlike ever before. I closed my eyes that night, fully prepared to face whatever tomorrow could possibly throw at me. I was back in the woods. It was just as dark as before, only this time no moonlight was present to guide me. I could see her up in the dark sky, thin and curved like a silver de about to slice a hole in the night. The woods ahead of me were an inky ck, a monster all of its own, waiting to swallow me whole. There was a pungent stench of decay in the air. It clogged up my senses and choked me like a physical fist around my throat. I don¡¯t know why I pressed on ahead but I did, I had to. As I walked, I heard the pestilent buzzing of flies and the scuttling of other small creatures roaming around in the dirt. Even more disconcerting was the low breathy rasping of an unknown creature. I looked all around me as I walked but aside from the vague outlines of gnarled trees, I could see nothing at all. The being was nearby though, I 6/7 ZD heard a grating growl and the crunch of something breaking betweenrge jaws. After what felt like cons of walking alone through the dark I tripped over something wet on the ground at my feet. I scrambled for anything to catch myself on but my fingers brushed empty air and I tumbled into the dirt, scraping my skin on rocks and jagged branches that littered the ground. Unable to see a thing and crawling to my knees, I was disorientated and trying to swallow the rising panic in my chest. I could feel a scream building but I knew the creature was nearby and my shriek would be a siren call to a being lusting for blood. In my groveling on the ground, I sought to feel out the thing I had tripped over in the first ce. Eventually, my blind fingers touched something cold and soft. My hand came away sticky and I sniffed at the substance. coating my fingers. Rust and ammonia ¨C blood. I tentatively glided my hands along the mound in front of me. I felt a hip, an arm, a shoulder. My fingers brushed hair and released the undeniable. scent of expensive conditioner and a familiar fragrance. The image of Mavis shed in my mind.. Suddenly, a cold, stiff hand gripped my arm. The b*dy in front of me wheezed and chuffed, nails digging into my skin, as I fought to get away. I couldn¡¯t help myself then. My fear and panic bubbled over. I opened my mouth and screamed. SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 31 Chapter 31 -Ignatius ¨C Aside from the frequent night terrors that had Dorothy thrashing around at night, her integration into the Bielke Pack was going better than I had expected over the next few weeks. Dorothy never spoke much on the nature of her nightmares. She described a creature stalking her in the woods but the dreams faded from memory almost as soon as she anvoke and she could only recall the vaguest of details. Sometimes she would sh and twist in her sleep, other times I would awake to her screaming in terror and struggle to wake her up. She always apologized but I wasn¡¯t too bothered at the unrest ¨C I had endured enough of my own vivid nightmares. to be understanding. I was worried about her though. Dorothy herself seemed pleasantly content during her waking hours. After asking me about a dozen times ¡°just to make extra extra sure¡± that I was okay with her decorating the house, she got to work sticking up her drawings and stacking her own worn books on therge bookcase in the living room. She was at a loss on where to store her collection of sticks and stones and eventually decided to line them along the window salls of every rooms in the house. It made me more than happy to watch her finally rx. 1 wanted her to feel at home in this ce. I wanted it to be hers as much as it was mine. While she gradually gotfortable enough to take over the house, Dorothy never once mentioned or set foot near the small study in the back. I knew why, I was ire¡¯s room. 1 had been her little haven when life got too much. She would hide away in there and even lock me out-humorously apologizing through the door that she would be getting lost in her books for a few hours and I¡¯d have to entertain myself I had never been able to bring myself to enter the space after her death. Dorothy seemed to believe that it should stay as it was- A time capsule of a previous life and a memorial of sorts for a person she never got to meet In between exploring the cottage and surrounding garden ¨C as well as befriending Geranium who seemed to have quite fond of her-Dorothy insisted on exploring more of Bielke territory. grown ¡°I want to meet your friends,¡± she had pouted ¡°How am I supposed to convince everyone that I¡¯m not a monster-ora nudist for that matter if I never get to see any of them¡± She was disappointed to discover that, aside from Johan ¨C whom we rarely spoke of ¨C and Angie, 1 had none. ¡°And I thought I was the loner. I used to have friends, quite a lot of them in fact. I had since grown apart from them when I had decided that I wanted to change. It wasn¡¯t that I had cut them offpletely, but I rarely spoke to any of them outside of formal pack meetings and the likes ant too bothered by any of it. Before Dorothy, I had enjoyed any solitary life. Angie was the only other person I confided on asion and even then, our congregations were bef. Although we didn¡¯t speak much on the topic of Johan, I could tell Dorothy was still hurting I knew she med herself for what he had be Despite my best efforts, she was still of the firm belief that she had somehow tailed him. N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. Temats between Angie and Dorothy remained high, despite Dorothy¡¯s initial efforts to look past Angie¡¯s antics. Angie remained convinced that Durthy was the root of the issues between the Belke and Khall packs and she refused the olive Brand that Dorothy had attempted to extend She had dature of herself from me as well, disgusted that I word put a guloses the safety of any pack. She was tou stoked. about nur mal¨¡ ang tape at her house in wolt form and attacking her cather sandy to startte Anga Ebetter to an outright brawd than through sitting down and having a conversation. on. With my teeth and ws, the message was clear- stay away from my mate. 62% Although she was yet to charm Angie as well as my stoic father, Dorothy had already befriended a number of other individuals of the pack. While we had been out and about she had struck up conversations with the local librarian as well as a few council members we ran into once on the beach. Dorothy had been cestatic the first time I had taken her to the beach. I was used to my mate being hesitant and reserved, thest thing I had expected was to see her barrel across the sand and throw herself into the waves ¨C clothes and all-with the biggest grin on her face. I had no choice but to run in after her of course. She got dunked under the waves a few times and swallowed a healthy dose of saltwater and sand but I had never seen her quite so happy. Her favorite part though had been exploring the rock pools, Just as I suspected, she came home with armfuls of seashells and pretty stones that she had swiped from the rocky crevices and proceeded to ce them all over the house. Our home wasing alive again. Dorothy had breathed new life into the building from the moment she walked through the front doors. Pack tensions were growing between us and Dorothy¡¯s former pack, but we had time enough to enjoy ourselves before Serious measures were to be taken. No more news had been heard from Johan but I was expected to attend a hearing bark on Khall territory in the next few days to exin my side of the story. Dorothy insisted that she wanted toe with me and I had hesitantly agreed. The Khall agreed to hold off on further action until my hearing and a few skilled trackers from both packs had been sent to seek out Johan. Aside from that, life was peaceful, That particr day, I kicked open the front door with bags and bags of new clothes lining my arms. Dorothy peaked down at me from the top of the staircase, tilting her head to question the packages. ¡°Your new wardrobe,¡± I proimed, dumping the bags at my feet in a grandiose fashion. Expensive fabrics of all colors and textures spilled out Dorothy frowned. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with my wardrobe right now! ¡°Dorothy, you own like ten items of clothing and most of it is lingerie She narrowed her eyes at me before gliding down the stairs to inspect my haul. ¡°You make a fair point. I suppose.¡± Her eyes widened when she pulled the first garment from one of the bags. It was a sweeping ck dress made of the lightest wispy fabric. ¡°You chose all of this?¡± ¡°G od no. Rita helped me. If it was left up to me I would have just bought you more lingerie.¡± Sheughed at this and began delving through more bags. It made me happy, seeing her settling in and the joy on her face in lieu of all the gifts. She was trying to tone down her excitement but her eyes sparkled as she pulled out item after expensive item. ¡°Rita¡¯s got taste, I¡¯ve got to admit.¡± Dorothy and Rita spent a lot of time together. When they weren¡¯t pottering around in the garden talking about healing herbs, Kita was schooling Dorothy on Bielke traditions. I was grateful to the caretaker for being so kind to my mate She had been with our pack for years although she never disclosed exactly where she hade from previously. Rita herself had apparently lost her ability to shift as well as all of the other shifter capabilities. In all except wisdom-Rita was human. I had asked her alsout it when I was much younger, a child sitting on her knee to which she responded that love and sacrifice went hund in hand. hadn¡¯t understood it then and I still didn¡¯t now. When she was done crawling through her new collection of garments, Dorothy picked up as many bags as she could and mashed upstairs to the bedroom I picked up the rest of her stuff and followed on after her. We spent the next hour or so with clined on the bed and Dorothy trying on every single ouths and strutting up and 10:44 Fn, Jan 26 down the bedroom like she was a model on a runway, I wanted nothing more than to live in our little sanctuary together no exterior threats, no pack tensions. Just me and my mate in thefort of our own home. Tor thought this was selfish of me and I had to agree with him. But I didn¡¯t mind. being a little bit selfish for once. I had a duty to my pack and I cared deeply for all of them even the more vivacious ones but a part of me would always long to just be here with Dorothy and nothing else. Some people saw having real love for ones mate as a weakness in an Alplsa, Over time, ideas had been skewed to convince people like my father that they were better off without their mate at their side. Elliot had a love once, my mother. I wasn¡¯t sure what had happened to her. No one was. She had vanished when I was very young Thest thing I could remember of Morticia was her streaming white hair, her bare feet, and the sight of her back as she ran from us, further and further away through a field I couldn¡¯t recall while my father stood at my side. I could still hear Elliot¡¯s words, ¡°Good riddance.¡± I didn¡¯t see love as a weakness. I saw it as a strength. Possession is one thing- and I had felt the strength of possession ¨C but love was another feeling entirely, It was finding someone who was willing to grow with you. Not no halves of the same whole but rather two wholes that built something even greater. I could feel Tor rolling his eyes at my sappy musings. ¡°So it¡¯s love that drives you to pull her hair in bed? Amongst other derogatory things ¡°Shut up. She likes it. ¡°I do.¡± My head snapped up to look at Dorothy who had perched herself at the foot of the bed. ¡°Get out of my head, you pe rvert.¡± Sheughed and crawled towards me, straddling my torso and burying her face in my neck I yed with a strand of her fiery hair and ran my nails along her back The thing about soulmates, the mating call ¨C all of it, is that it¡¯s transcendent. A shifier finds their soulmate when their inner wolf locks eyes with their past lover. Our wolves are reincarnated souls, living lifetimes over and over again as they are born into and die with their human vessels, only to be born again in the b*dy of someone new, But shifters themselves are more than just vessels, we are able to choose our own paths, choose our lovers and reject our mutes. Our wolves govern only our primal instincts for the most part We exist in unison ¨C our souls tied to that of our wolves, who in turn are connected to the earth itself. Nob*dy knows which nactly came first. For a shifter to fall for someone new, after losing their mate be a through rejection or a fatal ident, is rare. It is a s hit that or curs not only in a single lifetime but alters the path of the wolf for many more lifetimes toe. Tor may never again serk out Yelena ire¡¯s woll While we had both mourned ire to the point of near-fatal measures. Tor seemed alright with this tact Dorothy and her wolf were an anomaly, but we couldn¡¯t help but love her all the same the name of Dorothy¡¯s wolf, it was something she would have to discover for herself when they were hmally able tomunicates Fri, Jan 26 0231 I wanted desperately to help her get to that point, but I was also aware that it was something that took time. It was a personal experience that I could only witness from a distance. Dorothy broke me from my trance when she spoke, ¡°Your hearing ising up soon. Her voice was suddenly solemn and she kept her face against my chest, ¡°Yeah.¡± ¡°What are you going to tell them?¡± I wrapped my arms around her tightly. I wanted to press her into my chest, fold her up and ce her in my heart where she¡¯d be safe forever. ¡°I¡¯m going to tell them the truth. B SEND GIFT Chapter 32 Chapter 32 -Ignatius- I appeared, a little too overconfident, at the main hall back on Khall territory with Dorothy at my side. She had said she felt nothing about being back but the tension in her shoulders and her iron grip on my sleeve said otherwise. We had paid a visit to Anita a few hours earlier and Dorothy had updated her old foster mother on her new life by the sea. Anita was happy to see Dorothy and also seemed slightly relieved to see that she N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. was unharmed and well. News of Johan¡¯s vicious attack on his father had spread quickly. I was sure that, in Anita¡¯s eyes, Dorothy had dodged a bullet when she chose me over Johan. It didn¡¯t seem like a fair assumption but it was an understandable one, all things considered Johan, like me, had barely known his mother. Now that his father was gone ¨C suffering a brutal death at the hand of his own offspring ¨C there was no one left to defend Johan, nor to mourn his absence.. Nob*dy understood his actions, their understanding of the situation had been skewed all the more by udia who seemed determined to pin everything on Dorothy It was udia who had spread the word of Dorothy¡¯s rejection as well as her lies that had the Khall suspicious of me. It seemed that, in Mavis¡¯s absence, udia had taken over as the new queen bee. While she was cutthroat enough, she was nowhere near as intimidating and demanding of reverence as Mavis had been. Both Dorothy and I were unsure of how to feel about Mavis¡¯s disappearance. While neither of us was the biggest fans of the girl she didn¡¯t deserve to die. Mavis¡¯s mother was present at the meeting I spotted the tall woman hanging onto the arm of a grey-haired man who seemed ufortable with her attachment to him Looking at her it was clear where Mavis got her good looks from and, watching the way she talked circles around everyone in the vicinity it was clear that she¡¯d gotten her maniptive tactics from her mother as well I respected the tactics. If Mavis had been less of a vicious snake, we probably would have been friends None of that mattered now though. Dorothy tugged at my hand when the Khall leader made an appearance. Emanual was a wry middle-aged man in a grey suit. The silver linings in his hair alluded to his age and the weight of responsibility as pack leader but he still carried himself like an Alpha He strode into the hall and scanned the crowd of people jostling around. His gaze finallynded on me and Dorothy. It wasn¡¯t hard to spot us, the crowd gathering in the hall kept a wide distance between the two of us, asionally shooting nervous nces our way. Well, nervous nces at me, and resentful res at Dorothy. She shrank behind me, hiding from the hundred condoning eyes. Emmanual nodded a hello to me and beckoned for us toe forwards. ¡°Just so everything is clear,¡± he spoke when we approached. ¡°This is not a condonement of you or the Bielke people. This is only to gain a better understanding of the situation at hand. There is a rogue among us and my people are scared, they have a right to know the truth.¡± I grit my knees. Was it his people¡¯s right to know the ins and outs of Dorothy¡¯s predicament? I understood he was doing what he felt best for his people, but I didn¡¯t appreciate just how much information I would have to disclose about Dorothy Emanuel turned to the crowd and people began to quiet down. He raised a hand to stop thest of the chatter and beckoned for me to step forwards. Iplied. Dorothy stayed behind me determined not to let go of my hand but fearful of the crowd It hurt to see that. Back home her coutudence had grown tenfold and she presented herself with her chin up high. But here, it was like she reverted back to the Dorothy I had first met the one who believed she was worthless. I wanted to shame them all for their treatment of her, but I held my tongue 1/4 10:45 Fri, Jan 26 G Emanuel addressed the crowd, ¡°This is Ignatius Armound of the Bielke Pack. As well as his mate, Dorothy ¨C Hmm, Dorothy. a former member of our r own pack.¡± They didn¡¯t even know herst name, How could they? Dorothy had nost name, only one that she had given to herself. Sanitatum. She told me that she had chosen it as a child, unaware of where she had first heard the word, only that it felt right. I nodded to the crowd as a murmuring spread. Emamial quieted them down and turned to face me. ¡°Can you answer a few questions for us? Before we run through your side of the story?¡± 1 shrugged ¡°Sure¡± Had this been the Bicike Pack, there would be no council meeting. There would be swift and harsh punishment dealt to whoever was involved. It was a method I had been trying to change for a while by then. Elliot was a barrier to my efforts though. While I didn¡¯t agree with this particr method either. I did respect it a lot more. ¡°Thank you for co-operating, Emanual began, and I realized just how desperate he was to keep the peace between our packs. He knew the Khall would not survive going to war with the Bielke and he was determined to protect his people by keeping that precarious peace ¡°You and Johan, the rogue, are friends? Is that correct? We were friends. Things changed after after everything that happened.¡± Emanuel had to hush the crowd once more when my answer stirred a small outcry. ¡°And Dorothy was Johan¡¯s initial true mate?¡± I clenched my jaw. ¡°Yes¡± ¡°Am I to understand that Johan chose to reject Dorothy, and thenter changed his mind?¡± ¡°That is correct¡± There was a snicker in the crowd and I narrowed my eyes at the culprit. udia winked back at me and fluttered her fingers in a snide greeting. ¡°But by then Dorothy had already chosen you.¡± I squeezed Dorothy¡¯s hand in reassurance. Despite the context, it still felt good to hear those words. ¡°Yes, she did.¡± Someone else in the crowd, a woman¡¯s voice chimed in at that moment. ¡°So it¡¯s her fault. The little sk ank started all of this¡± Mavis¡¯s mother. I swallowed a low growl that reverberated in my gullet. ¡°Johan¡¯s breakdown was set into motion by his own actions. As well as the questionable actions of your own daughter I hadn¡¯t meant it to sound like an usation but it could not be taken back. The crowd exploded in an uproar as usations boomed around the hall. Emanuel struggled to quiet them and I racked my brain for how to save the situation. Just then, the hand in mine removed itself and Dorothy stepped forwards. She stared nkly at the crowd before her who tumed their bellowing towards her. When there was a moment of rtive silence, Dorothy spoke. ¡°Joban was any true mate. When I approached him on my eighteenth birthday he told me that he couldn¡¯t be with me. He was dedicated to your daughter, wholly and truly¡± She directed thetter half to Mavis¡¯s mother who pursed her bright red hips in skepticm, ¡°It wasn¡¯t until almost two dayster when we hnallypletes the severing of our bond. I¡¯m sure that alone was already. hand on pnd she continued, giving a fullyout of everything that had happened down to Mavis¡¯s own true mate showing up and leaving just as quickly¡¯ Fri, Jan 25 The Khall people had fallen silent by the time she was nearing the end. ¡°What happened may very well have been my fault I don¡¯t know where Johan is now, and neither does Igiutius. I don¡¯t know where Mavas is either but I hope that she will make home safely. ¡°What you need to keep in mind is that I am neither Khall not Birlke. This is not a matter of betrayal from either pack. Thus is not a cause for fighting. The Bielke people have already sent their own trackers to search for Johan and rectify this mutter The Bielke is not your enemy, nor you theirs, apologize for the trouble I¡¯ve caused¡± With that, the stepped back and slipped her hand into mine. Ettimiel stood quiet for a moment, pondering her word. ¡°Thank you, Dorothy. This has been very helpful. You and your mate may go This was followed by a cry of outrage by Mavis¡¯s mother, but the majority of the crowd seemed satisfied with the response. Dorothy gripped my hand and walked us both out of the hall, Ignoring the eyes boring into her back. In that moment, av 1. looked down at her small frame, striding in front of me, she looked powerful and sure of herself. She looked like a Luna. -Dorothy- The second we were out of the door and heading to Ignatius¡¯s car, my legs grew shaky and threatened to give way beneath me. Igratius put a hand on my shoulder to steady me and guided me toward the car. ¡°You did great, Dorothy. In fact, you did my job better than me ¡°You¡¯re wee, I said alisently, focussing on making it to the dir without falling t on my face. Thad suspected the meeting would go something like that. They needed someone to me, and if it wasn¡¯t the Bielke Pack, it would have to be me. I didn¡¯t mind that They hadn¡¯t liked me very much anyway So long as it kept the peace and I was left free to be with Ignatius, I didn¡¯t care what any of them thought of me. That didn¡¯t stop the jitters that were wreaking have through my b*dy though. Ignatius opened the passenger door and I flopped down into the seat, breathing a sigh of relict and brushing back my hair with shaking hands. I allowed myself to breathe, slowly working on calming my nerves and pulling Ignatius closer so that I could inhale his scent like I needed my fix. He smoothed a hand over my hair, spouting a string of reassuring jabber while I teared up and hutted and pouted and smiled all at once I had been terrified to face my former pack, the people who didn¡¯t want me. But with that confrontation came a huge se of relief that shook me to my runs. Even with udia and her crowd present. I had felt fearless in front of them. It was a good thing they couldn¡¯t see me then though, sniveling into my boyfriend¡¯s shoulder like a baby, I was interrupted from my serendipitous catharsis by a frantic-looking shifter dashing towards the doors of the hall we had. just left. 1 recognized him as one of the Khall¡¯s best trackers, Ezra. The look on his face told me there was bad news toe. I watched as he rushed through the doors, alreadly stepping back out of the car to follow him. ¡°Ignatius, I think something¡¯s happened¡± We hurried after him and stood at the door just in time to hear Ezra announce to Emanuel and the crowd. ¡°Mavis has been found. Dead. Dead for a good long while. Furthermore, Johan has gained allyship with the Tally Pack and is now rallying troops toe for both the Khall and Bielke people¡± My eyes were fixed to Ignatius¡¯s face-gaging his expression. I didn¡¯t know the Tally Pack, but whatever they were, things didn¡¯t sound good. Ignatius¡¯s face was one of horror and disbelief, I swallowed the knot of fear that clotted my throat. Things were indeed not good. Chapter 33 Chapter 33 -Dorothy- New Year¡¯s Eve rolled around faster than I could have anticipated. It felt like only days earlier that I had first set eyes on Ignatius. Time had passed in the blink of an eye and now we were seeing the new year in together. No more news had been heard about Johan¡¯s whereabouts, nor the elusive Tally Pack. Despite our best efforts, no one could gather any more information on their supposed ns. The Tally, I learned, was a small, sly group who lived on the outskirts of the forests to the South.. What theycked in numbers, Ignatius told me, they made up for being cu nning and were not adversaries you wanted to be the target of ever. For the most part, they kept to themselves, buttely, they had been expanding their reach, conquering smaller and weaker packs until Ignatius¡¯s father had chased them back to their own turf. They had every reason to target the Bielke Pack. But Ignatius suspected they did not yet have the numbers, Aside from the shadow of that threat, life with Ignatius had been sunny as ever. I was growing ustomed to my new pack and I was registered to start at my new college in the new year. I was beyond nervous to be back in the halls of some overcrowded establishment, especially now that everyone had seen my but I decided that was a problem to bother over in the new year only. Ignatius decided it was time to officially announce our union to the pack. News of my presence had already been passed around thanks to both Angie¡¯s dishonorable actions as well as my own interactions with members of the Bielke Pack Some people, like Geranium. Rita, and a few others seemed to like me quite a lot. Others, like Elliot and some of the elders. were still apprehensive of my presence among them. People were already aware of my living with Ignatius but he was insistent on making a formal announcement of the fact. He wanted everyone to know his soon-to-be Luna. He mentioned this to me while I had been sshing around in the freestanding bath one night. I had taken a liking to luxurious bubble baths on nights when Ignatius workedte at the councilors office with the other elders of the pack. He woulde home to find me half-dozing in soapy water and bubbles spilling all over the floor. Sometimes I took things a step further and lit up some candles to add to the rxed atmosphere. Ignatius couldn¡¯t understand my bathtub addiction when we had hot springs right next door but I liked my quiet evenings in the morous bathroom. ¡°They have to know that this, what we have, is serious,¡± he said, frothing at the mouth while he brushed his teeth. ¡°I want them to love you like I do. I scooped handfuls of foam and ced them on my head, shaping them to look like devil¡¯s horns. ¡°You can¡¯t force people to love me. Especially now that my name is so controversial¡± The Khall Pack had indeed taken to ming me for the incident with Johan. News of my evil seductress antics had spread like wildfire and suddenly I was heralded as a kind of femme fatale who drove my mates insane. Everyone expected Ignatius to be the next one to spa nk I didn¡¯t mind my new hot-button reputation. Rather to be feared as a kind of viin than perceived as weak. Ignatius himself was amused at the idea of me turning him into some kind of mad man someday. All the same though, he wasn¡¯t too happy with people spreading rumors. He didn¡¯t believe I should have taken any of the me at all-even if it was for the good of the pack. Ignatius spat into the pale blue ceramic of the bathroom sink and ambled over to join me in the frothy water. The waterline nove when he lowered hunsell in and sshed over the edges when I moved to lean back against him. ¡°Don¡¯t 1/4 10:45 Fri, Jan 26. say that. Those rumors are idiotic and they¡¯lle to understand that soon enough. Besides, a new years party could be a good way to do someworking.¡± ¡°Networking?¡± ¡°We need allies from other packs. If the Tally do eventually decide to strike, we need people on our side.¡± ¡°Ah, makes sense.¡± I fell silent, neither of us wanted to think of, let alone mention Johan¡¯s name. News of Mavis¡¯s b*dy being found had also spread quickly. Apparently, Ezra, the Khall tracker had her with him like he couldn¡¯t ept that she was gone. It made me sick to my stomach thinking about it. It was hard to believe the gentle Beta I had once believed that I loved could be capable of such gruesome actions. 1 banished the morbid imagery from my mind and leaned my head back on Ignatius¡¯s shoulder. So this anno announcement. How do you n on doing it? Ignatius nibbled at my car and rolled the hardened bud of my nipple between his fingers. Well, the new year is approaching. I was thinking we could do something here ¨C set up downstairs and let people mingle. The best way to gain allies is to give them alcohol and entertain their ramblings So, like a new years party!¡± ¡°Yes. So you¡¯ll finally have a chance to wear one of your new evening dresses,¡± I tilted my head to give him full ess to my neck, shivering when his teeth grazed along my skin. ¡°Are you going to invite Angie¡± Ignatius paused his sensual exploring. ¡°Her grandfather is part of the council. We don¡¯t really have a choice ¨C it would also look suspicious to have the leader of our forces absent. We can¡¯t appear divided¡± I slid further down in hisp, blowing bubbles in the water before looking up at him. ¡°I guess so. Il try to be civil then. ¡°Things still not going well on that front?¡± I snorted, rolling my eyes at the thought of Angie and I ever managing actual friendship. I had tried, time and time again, to prove to Ang that I meant no harm. More so than just for Ignatius¡¯s sake, I wanted to seed with Angie where I had failed with Mavis. I wanted to be seen as an equal. Angie, however, was having none of it and when she wasn¡¯t threatening my demise outright, she was looking over the top of my head like I didn¡¯t even exist. It was frustrating to say the least Unlike Mavis or udia and the other girls from my previous pack, Angie had a few redeeming N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. qualities. If she wasn¡¯t so set in her conviction that I was a threat to her people and her friend, she might make for an avidpanion. A girl could Another individual who seemed set on driving me from the pack was Ignatius¡¯s own father, Elliot. Elliot was never outright rude to me, but he wasn¡¯t weing either. He too, treated me like my voice was nothing more than the annoying buzzing of a mosquito not to ruin his day. This never faded to enrage Ignatis, and we had already brokerine bedpost and the leg of a sofa in the passionately fierce S** that always followed his outbursts when we got home Along with has vicious side though, Ignatiiv¡¯s soft side became ujore and more apparent the longer I lived with him FM, Jan 26 The same man who bared-his fangs at anyone who so much as looked at me wrong, also dedicated hours u patiently tending to the falcon he¡¯d taken into his care. upon hours of I had been more than a little surprised toe home one day after a visit to Rita¡¯s home, to find my mate sitting on the floor surrounded by feathers and stroking an angry-looking bird that was perched on his wrist. Both Ignatius and his new friend had looked up at my arrival and we spent the rest of the day fawning over the falcon that had chosen our home as his new nest. Apparently, he had been injured and upon learning that we weren¡¯t out to hurt him, decided that he liked us quite a lot. Ignatius signed off his approval on my suggestion of the name Anemis and thus our small family grew. While I was never particrly pleased to find the remains of various rats and smaller birds strewn across the carpets from time to time, I was fond of the fierce linle bird all the same. Ignatius turned me around to face him in therge bathtub. He pulled me onto hisp and secured me with a k*ss. More bathwater was spilled in the events that followed. A few dayster I was gasping in awe at the sight before me. The downstairs area of ourrge house had been converted into the perfect setting for a high-ss party. The furniture had been moved and a table full of wine sses stood in the corner. Each ss was delicately stacked atop one another to form a pyramid and I was afraid to breathe near it in case I caused it to copse. tters and boards of expensive-looking food lined one long table and a punch bowl the size our own bathtub stood atop another I looked down at the fruity pink liquid and back at Ignatius who stood at the top of the stairs. He was grinning down at me.. fiddling with a tie at his throat. I had never seen him in a suit before and it took my breath away. I stood gawking at him for while before hurrying back up the stairs. ¡°You look.. I cast a nce down at the waitrons who had volunteered for the event. They were darting around the floor, straightening table cloths and shining sses. Ignatius raised an eyebrow. ¡°I look..? Ufortable in this suit? Yes. I am.¡± ¡°You look hot I walked over to him and tightened the the around his neck, folding it inside his suit jacket and letting my hands linger on his chest ¡°I suppose I should get ready too.¡± He pressed his lips to my forehead and headed down the stairs. Might be a good idea. People will be arriving soon.¡± He stopped at the bottom of the stairs and called back up to me as I made my way back to our bedroom. ¡°Wear the red one! It entuates your as s.¡± I rolled my eyes so far back I almost caught a glimpse of the inside of my skull in the process. I was nervous for that evening. Not only would I he socializing with dozens of unfamiliar faces, but I would also have eyes on me the whole time. People were waiting for me to slip up and 1 couldn¡¯t allow myself to do that. I threw open my newly stocked wardrobe and flipped through dresses one at a time. I wasn¡¯t sure I was bold enough to don the red dress that Ignatius loved so much. But then again, if there was ever a time to make a striking impression ¨C this was it. I slipped the silky fabric over my head and let my hair down as well. It cascaded over my shoulders in waves. With both the color of my hair and the fabric of the dressbined, I looked like I was on fire. I may as well have been, my nerves had my knees shaking and an incessant ringing was sounding in my ears. I forced myself to concentrate on the task at hand ¨C that being getting ready and scratched around my drawers in search of the single stick of red lipstick that owned. 10:45 Fri, Jan 26 G After carefully applying that and flicking some mascara on myshes I studied my reflection in the mirror. I felt like a child ying dress up, not an adult ready to charm her guests. It would have to do though. I heard amotion at the door and someone¡¯s booming voice greeting Ignatius warmly. I took onest nce at my reflection. ¡°Don¡¯t f uck this up.¡± I leaned forwards, feeling ridiculous and frantic as I pointed a finger at my reflection, ¡°Do. Not, F uck this up With that. I turned on my heel and rushed out of the room towards the stairs. Don¡¯t f uck this up? A girl can dream. Chapter 34 Chapter 34 -Ignati Dorothy¡¯s appearance at the top of the stairs had me captivated, frozen mid-hand shake with the first guest who had just arrived. I gazed in awe as she descended the staircase, slowly, watching her step and fixing her eyes on me like I was the only person in the room. She looked gorgeous. My guest was forgotten as I gazed at my mute, pride swelling in my chest. Finally, Dorothy reached the bottom of the stairs and glided over. She smiled at the elder member who I hadpletely forgotten about for a moment. ¡°Hello, Michael, d you could make It.¡± Michael was one of the younger members of the council and this made him way more epting of current events, ¡°Dorothy! Happy to be here,¡± he boomed, taking her hand and shaking it with genuine enthusiasm. ¡°You look ravishing. Your mate is a lucky man.¡± He wasn¡¯t wrong there. Dorothy blushed redder than her outfit and thanked him. Almost immediately, more guests began to arrive and the party was underway in no time. The mansion was teeming with people ¨C all dressed to the nines for the asion. Both Dorothy and myself were swept from one group of people to the next, all interested in Socialising has never been my strongest suit. I knew how to be witty and I knew how to be charming. But talking to so m people at once was something I had never been able to enjoy whatsoever. Dorothy, too, seemed to be struggling although she rarely showed it. I was impressed with my mate¡¯s ability to feign interest, dazzle, and draw in everyone that she spoke with, swirling her champagne ss like it was the most natural thing in the world If it was not for her constant stream of dialogue in my head. I wouldn¡¯t have thought she was struggling at all. ¡°Why does everyone insist on calling me little one? ¨C Hello there, nice to meet you. I¡¯m Dorothy ¨C What kind of name is Delorous? Nob*dy under eighty is named Delorous Oh, that¡¯s very interesting ¨C I need another drink¡­¡± And so on and so forth while I fought to keep a straight face and my focus on the conversation taking ce before me. So far the night was going well, which was both a relief and a little surprising. Although, neither Angie nor my father had shown up yet so there was still time to change that. I noticed Angie¡¯s grandfather in the crowd and frowned. Angie was supposed to be there with him, and yet I couldn¡¯t pick up her scent at all Either she was masking it in an attempt to hide from me among the bustling guests or she hadn¡¯t arrived yet. I wasn¡¯t sure which possibility irked me more. I noticed Emanual¡¯s wife arriving, dressed in a brilliant blue evening gown that cascaded to the floor. I kept my eye on her and waited for her to pick up a drink before approaching ¡°Mirriane, d you could make it. Although I don¡¯t see your husband here with you?¡± The woman looked startled at my sudden appearance and turned her gaze away, staring down into her N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. ss with a slight pout ¡°He has business to attend to. ¡°On New Year¡¯s Eve?¡± 1 had been suspicious when the Khall Pack had suddenly fallen silent on us and now my suspicions were all but confirmed. 10:45 FM, Jan 26 If Emanual was not here it meant he was cohorting with another pack. He had sent his wife to cover his tracks. It seemed the Khall had ns of their own. Mirriane didn¡¯t answer me but she lifted her gaze to focus on Dorothy, who slipped around individuals before getting caught up in yet another conversation with someone named Delprous. Mirane kept her eyes on Dorothy when she spoke, ¡°Did you know she came from a supposedly wiped- out pack?¡± I stood next to her with my arms folded, my eyes following Dorothy, waiting for the moment it would be just the two of us once again. ¡°¡±Supposedly! Mirriane frowned openly, her disdain for Dorothy was made wholly apparent just then. ¡°She didn¡¯t deliver herself to our doorstep. Someone brought her to us ¨C a woman- said she needed somewhere to hide. Our people had just suffered a heavy loss at the hands of your jack.¡± She paused, pointedly at that, to let her words sink in before continuing, ¡°We couldn¡¯t afford to take in strangers. The risk was too great. But Emanuel had a soft heart ¨C he always has. He told the woman he couldn¡¯t allow her to stay, but he would take in the child and hide her among our people. The woman agreed. That is how your mate came to be with usi She narrowed her eyes at Dorothy who wasughing at something we couldn¡¯t hear ¡°Fifteen yearster and she¡¯s still causing trouble for us ¡°You can¡¯t possibly me her for everything that¡¯s happened¡± Mirriane gritted her teeth. ¡°Not everything, no. But there¡¯s no denying the trouble she brings to everyone around her. She stormed off and struck up a conversation with another pack elder before I could say another word. I was left wondering what exactly Eanamal was up to and why it had his wife angry enough to put the me on a single young girl. -Dorothy- From the moment guests started arriving I had been swept off my feet, swallowed up in a flurry of conversation and clinking sses. Ignatius had disappeared among the throngs of people to scoop up every elder of nearby packs who could make it in an attempt to get them on our side. Convincing people that the Bielke were not murderous tyrants, was a lot easier when they had two or three sses of champagne in their system. After a while. I decided I needed a well-deserved break from the gathering and made my way outside to walk the quiet gardens alone. I breathed in the crisp night air and cleared my mind of all the overwhelming mingling scents inside the The garden was empty, only illuminated by the light streaming out of the front door and spilling over the relieved for it. I crooned shrilly and heard the famr pping of wings as Artemis swooped down to perch on my forearm It was usually necessary to wear gloves when letting a sharp-wed wild falcon cling to you, but now that my healing abilities had sped up exponentially, I didnt quiet mind the talons in my arm Ignatius had called me a masochist for my indifference to the pain but it had just never bothered me all that much I trailed off further into the wild gardens, until the sounds of the party were barely audible and stared up at the moon. Artemis co cked hals head to the side and regarded me with his heady ck eyes I was just about really to go back inside when I caught a securt that was unlike the others I had picked up on that evening I looked around me, peering into the dark and cursing my underdeveloped night vision Tcouldnt see anything out of the ordinary, nor could I hear anything but the chaping of crickets and the fami voices of Hirlke territory was about to jjun around when a vonce behind me made me pump in my 10:45 Fri, Jan 26 skin. ¡°Hey there ru-, Hey Dorothy I whirled around to face Angie, the odd scent forgotten as I took in the gorgeous shifter standing before me. Artemis. sq uawked at my sudden movements but stayed put. Angie wore a cream dress that swished around her knees and a low neckline that swooped just above her breasts. She was holding two sses of sparkling red wine in her hands. She was also attempting a weak smile and I mimicked her. ¡°Hey, Ignatius was wondering when you¡¯d be arriving Angieughed, a bell-like tinkling in the quiet of the garden. ¡°I¡¯ve been here for a while, actually. Just wasn¡¯t sure if he even wanted to see me. Lraised my shoulders and dropped them again. ¡°Well, yeah. You¡¯re not too popr in his books right now, all things considered. Angleughed again and ground her heel into the grass. ¡°That¡¯s fair. I havent been very nicetely.¡± She was confusing me. One minute Angie hated my guts and now suddenly she¡¯s talking to me like we¡¯re friends. I had my guard up immediately. I trusted Angie about as far as I could throw her, and considering my twig arms andck of upper b*dy strength, that wasn¡¯t very far at all. I kept up the politeness though, ready to y along with her faux friendship charade for as long as she would. Maybe she really did have a change of heart? Or maybe she was just trying alternative tactics seeing as her threats had done nothing to scare me JOY. ¡°Anyway,¡± Angie continued, eyeing Artemis warily and holding out one of the sses towards me. ¡°I thought maybe we could put the past behind us. For Ignatius¡¯s sake. Maybe we can try to get along I narrowed my eyes at her, her face was difficult to read in the dim light and I was distrusting of this sudden shift in her approach towards me. But then again, this could be an opportunity to finally get Angie onboard with everything Like Ignatius said, we can¡¯t appear divided. Thest thing I needed was for Angie to make a scene if I didn¡¯t go along with her new proposal for friendship. I took the ss from her and stared down at the dark liquid. Angie lifted her ss. ¡°To a better future.¡± Before she could take a sip however, a new voice called over to us, ¡°Angie Darling, there you are!¡± A somewhat intoxicated young shifter straggled over to where we stood and threw his arm over Angie¡¯s shoulder. ¡°I saw Fae inside and I knew you¡¯d be hanging around too.¡± The young man noticed me then and looked up at me with a shed face and a dopey smile. ¡°Is this the new Luna¡¯ She¡¯s shorter than she looked in the pictures.¡± The pictures, I assumed, being the ones Angie had spread around the pack when I first arrived. Angie lifted her eyes to the sky in exasperation and shoved the shifter¡¯s drooping b*dy off of her. ¡°Enough, Gideon Why the f uck are you drunk? You¡¯re supposed to be keeping guard with the others.¡± Gideon waved his hand around, brushing off her statement. ¡°Angiiice. It¡¯s not often we get to enjoy a real party. And besides, You¡¯re here. Nob*dy is going to dare try anything when the head of security is prowling around in a pretty dress. Nowe. you need to try the punch, it¡¯s fantastic-oh my, look at that bird¡± Angie was unwillingly dragged away with her intoxicated subordinate and I was left standing alone with the untouched wine in my hand I swirled the liquid around and prepared to take a swig when Artemis cawed loudly in my eye and dove for the ss. His entire head ended up in the red liquid and the ss was knocked from my hand as I stumbled back in shock. 62 The wine ss hit the ground andy sparkling in the dim moonlight while Artemis sq uawked and thrashed at my feet. I was unsure of what had just happened and had no idea how to console a distressed falcon. I watched as Artemis pped and hopped about on the ground, twitching and spasming before suddenly going limp. Horrified. I knelt down next to the bird and picked him up. His little heart had stopped almost immediately. I picked up the fallen wine ss and sniffed at the leftover drops of liquid. Something potent, harely detectable over the strong scent of wine. Something like poison. I dropped the ss, mortified at the implications. This time it hit a small rock jutting from the grass and shattered at feet. I still held the dead bird in my arms, at a loss for what to do next. Crying was not an option. Not yet. My mind raced as I tried toprehend what had just happened Angie. Angie had tried to poison me. So much for friendship. This was a hold move. I had never expected her hatred for me to cross over into murder. my I fought to keep my knees from giving out beneath me and gentlyid Artemis down on the grass, I focussed my attention on seeking out Ignatius through the cluster of noises in my head ¡°Ignatius.¡± After a moment of waiting his voice in my mind. ¡°Dorothy? Whats wrong. Where are you?¡± ¡°Outside.¡± I wrapped my arms around myself, closing my eyes to escape the image of the dead bird in front of me. ¡°Artemis is dead. And Angie.. I think Angie tried to pois¨®n me For a moment, he said nothing and all I could hear was the intensity of my own breathing. Suddenly, peace was shattered when I heard a crash and a scream erupting from back insde the cottage. Hiking my dress up to my knees I ran back to the entrance, bolting pass startled smokers and bursting through the front door. I arrived in time to see Ignatius with pure unbridled rage on his face, holding Angie in a chokehold in front of all the guests. ¡°Ignatius, stop!¡± I darted over to the two of them. Angie was wing at Ignatius¡¯s arm which was constricted around her throat like he intended to break her neck. Ignatius was a seething mass of fury, his shoulders popping and cracking as he threatened to shift and bite off her head. His fangs were protruding from his mouth and his jaw was looking more wolf than human. I shed a glimpse at the guests surrounding them. Some of their looked horrified and frozen in shock. Others looked bored, like this was something they were used to. It was easy to spot the cutthroat packs from the more timid ones this way. ¡°You dare try to murder my mate.¡± Ignatius¡¯s voice was deep and hollow, an ufortable emptiness that set me on edge. He was uncontroble in this state and Angie looked like she knew it, I had never seen real fear on her beautiful face before. She was kicking her long legs and hissing as she tried to w at his face with her arms raised above her head Two other shifters, one of them being Gideon who I had met earlier, as well as a small, dainty looking girl with dark skin and shock of curly hair were looking on in agitation. They wanted to intervene, but were held back by both their rank and their fear of Ignatius. ¡°I was only doing what¡¯s best for our people, I was doing what needed to be done.¡± Angie¡¯s voice was choked and straining as Ignatius tightened his arm around her throat. Blood vessels had burst in her eyes and turned them red. Her gutteral wheezing made my skin crowd. 1 reached for Ignatius, gripping his shoulder and trying to force him to let go of the writhing woman. Nob*dy else dared move to jutervene, all of our guests stood observing the scene before then. At the murder about to take ce. 4/6 10:45 Fn, Jan 26 ¡°Ignatius,¡± 1 growled at him, digging my nails into his shoulder. ¡°Ignatius let her go. Now, : He ignored thepletely, his eyes as hollow as his voice had sounded and Angie¡¯s b*dy began to spasm as she entered her death rattle. Ignatius My voice rang out loudly in the otherwise silent room. ¡°Enough. Let her go!¡± I scratched at his face and he swiped at me with one half-turned fist. All the air left my lungs as his arm collided with my stomach and both my feet left the floor as he sent me flying backwards. My back hit the floor with a dull thud and my head throbbed where my skull had crashed against the hard marble. I gasped at the impact and looked back at him. This seemed to snap Ignatius out of his raging and his face went dealthy pale as he looked at me, stricken at what he had just donc ¡°Dorothy.¡± He let go of Angie and she copsed to the floor, heaving in long wheezing breaths. Gideon and the smaller shifter ¨C Fae, I presumed ¨C ran over to her, ced her arms around their shoulders and helped her to her feet. Dark bruises were already forming around Angie¡¯s throat like a gruesome purple choker and she coughed loudly ¨C a hacking sound that grated my already fr azzled nerves. ¡°Dorothy, Ignatius was kneeling next to me in an instant, cupping my head in his hand. ¡°Dorothy I¡¯m so sorry. Are you okay?¡± I pushed his hands away abrupty and stood up by myself, my eyes fixed on Angie who was leaning against the other smaller shifter. ¡°You¡¯re better than tant murder,¡± I said quietly to Ignatius, still keeping my gaze fixed on Angie who stared back at me with real fear in her bloodhsot eyes. ¡°There are other ways to deliver punishment.¡± Angie was afraid, I could see the quaking of her hands as she attempted to stand on her own. Nevertheless, she raised her chin and faced me head on, epting whatever punishment I saw fit. I weed the challenge and my own ws made an appearance for the first time. I barely had time to shifting abilities though ¡°Wait please,¡± I snapped my gaze away from Angie to the elderly man approaching my side. I recognized him as one of the elder council members as well as Angie¡¯s grandfather. ¡°Please, don¡¯t hurt my granddaughter. I¡¯m sure she didn¡¯t intend to hurt the Luna,¡± he directed these words at Ignatius who looked like he wanted to tear him in half, before facing me. ¡°Allow me to take the punishment in her ce. The Rockbells will do anything you ask of us, just please don¡¯t hurt my granddaughter.¡± I looked at him ndly. It was a kind gesture to offer himself in her ce, but Angie deserved what was n from the start, and his offering of himself was something they had prepared for. ¡°That won¡¯t be necessary.¡± I said to him, coldly. ¡°Geranium?¡± I called and the beefy security guard appeared at my side. ¡°Escort Ang down to the council¡¯s office. I will be dealing with her myself.¡± Angie¡¯s grandfather began to protest but I ignored him and turned away from them all. I strode out of the door while Geranium took a hold of Angies forearm. ¡°Apologies for the interruption, please carry on as normal.¡± I said to our guests who were standing around at a loss for what to do next. I shed them my best sanile before leaving 5/6 10:45 Fri, Jan 26 GH ¡°Ignatius,¡± I growled at him, digging my nails into his shoulder. ¡°Ignatius let her go. Now.¡± He ignored mepletely, his eyes as hollow as his voice had sounded and Angie¡¯s b*dy began to spasm as she entered her death rattle. ¡°Ignatius My voice rang out loudly in the otherwise silent room ¡°Enough. Let her go!¡± I scratched at his face and he swiped at me with one half-turned Est. All the air left my lungs as his arm collided with my stomach and both my feet left the floor as he sent me flying backwards, My back hit the floor with a dull thud and my head throbbed where my skull had crashed against the hard marble. I gasped. at the impact and looked back at him. This seemed to snap Ignatius out of his raging and his face went dealthy pale as he looked at me, stricken at what he had just ¡°Dorothy.¡± He let go of Angie and she copsed to the floor, heaving in long wheezing breaths Gideon and the smaller shifter ¨C Fae, I presumed ¨C ran over to her, ced her arms around their shoulders and helped her to her feet. Dark bruises were already forming around Angie¡¯s throat like a gruesome purple choker and she coughed loudly a hacking sound that grated my already fra zzled nerves. ¡°Dorothy Ignatius was kneeling next to ine in an instant, cupping my head in his hand. ¡°Dorothy I¡¯m okay?¡± O sorry. Are you 1 pushed his hands away abrupty and stood up by myself, my eyes fixed on Angie who was leaning against the other smaller You¡¯re better than tant murder.¡± I said quietly to Ignatius, stil keeping my gaze fixed on Angie who stared back at me with real fear in her bloodhsot eyes ¡°There are other ways to deliver punishment.¡± Angie was afraid, I could see the quaking of her hands as she attempted to stand on her own. Nevertheless, she raised her chin and faced me head on, epting whatever punishment I saw fit. I weed the challenge and my own ws made an appearance for the first time. I barely had time to ¡°Wait please,¡± I snapped my gaze away from Angie to the elderly man approaching my side. I recognized him as one of the elder council members as well as Angie¡¯s grandfather. ¡°Please, don¡¯t hurt my granddaughter. I¡¯m sure she didn¡¯t intend to hurt the Luna,¡± he directed these words at Ignatius who looked like he wanted to tear him in half, before facing me. ¡°Allow me to take the punishment in her ce. The Rockbells will do anything you ask of us, just please don¡¯t hurt my granddaughter¡± I looked at him ndly. It was a kind gesture to offer himself in her ce, but Angie deserved what was n from the start, and his offering of himself was something they had prepared for That won¡¯t be necessary, I said to him, coldly. ¡°Geramum¡± I called and the beely security guard appeared at my side. ¡°Escort Ang down to the council¡¯s office. I will be dealing with her mysell Angie¡¯s grandfather began to protest but I ignored him and turned away from them all. I strode out of the door while Geranium took a bold of Angies forearm, THE ¡°Apologies for the interruption, please carry on as normal.¡± I said to our guests who were standing around at a loss for what to do next. I ed them my best smile before leaving 6/6 10:45 Fri, Jan 26 ¡°Enjoy the party everyone Ignatius followed after me, as the guests slowly began to congregate once more. ¡°What are you doing?¡± his voice in my head was a tense growl. ¡°I¡¯m doing things my way.¡± Rita¡¯s words resurfaced in my mind: ¡°When pushed, push back harder.¡± SEND GIFT COMMENT 10:45 Fri, Jan 26 G H -Dorothy- When we were outside and away from the party, I stopped Geranium from forcing Angie into the sleek ck car that all the security guards owned. ¡°That won¡¯t be necessary. We can talk here.¡± Angie looked both confused and fearful and Ignatius frowned at my side. ¡°She needs to be detained¡± ¡°We can talk here. All of our guests had their eyes on us, we needed to appear both calm and orderly. But we don¡¯t really need to take a trip down to the main office, I can deal with Angie right here.¡± Geranium had already locked cuffs on Angie¡¯s wrists- silver cuts to dull a shifter¡¯s abilities ¨C but Angie was still a powerful force to be reckoned with, in spite of her shackles. Ignatius seemed to be thinking this too when he immediately protested my request for them to give Angle and me a moment alone. ¡°Absolutely not! Dorothy, she just tried to kill you. What makes you think she won¡¯t try it again the moment we¡¯re out of sight 1 gazed at Angie coldly. ¡°She can try.¡± Angie¡¯s lip twitched at thisment. I turned to Ignatius ¡°I can handle this, okay? I¡¯ll be fine.¡± After much convincing and a threatening nce at Angie, Ignatits strode away with Geranium and left the two of us standing in the dark of the parking area. Angie rxed when Ignatius left and rubbed her cuffed hands on her bruised throat ¡°So what now, runt? Are you here to kill me yourself?¡± Her eyes widened when I pulled out the thin faerie de that Rita had given me from a thigh strap under my dress. 1 examined the cruel curve and twirled it in my fingers. ¡°No, I¡¯m not going to kill you,¡± I said without taking my eyes off of the de. ¡°I¡¯m not going to hurt you either,¡± I said when she stepped away from me. ¡°As shifters, we¡¯re more than both our human and animal counterparts. We should be capable of more than just senseless violence. I just want to talk.¡± My words did nothing to make Angie rx and she stood poised on the balls of her feet, ready to bolt the second I approached her. I slipped the de back into it¡¯s sheath at my thigh and looked at her. ¡°How many people were aware of this n of yours?¡± Angie refused to answer me so I pressed on. ¡°Because it seems to me like there are a few people on the council who would appreciate my sudden departure. I don¡¯t think you were put up to this on your own. Still, Angie said nothing, but her tightened jaw told me I was right ¡°You know you¡¯re just a pawn to them right? They used your own feelings against you. It¡¯s no small feat, taking out your best friend¡¯s lover.¡± Istepped closer to her and she turned her eyes away. ¡°You¡¯re jealous of me aren¡¯t you?¡± Angie seemed a little taken aback by the sudden change in topic but then she scoffed, ¡°G od, are you that full of yourself?¡± Hodded my arms. ¡°It¡¯s true though, isn¡¯t it? You¡¯re jealous that Ignatius brought me home one day when you¡¯d been under the impression that he would eventually end up with you¡± Angie seemed irritated by this remark and tried to defend herself. ¡°Of course not. I don¡¯t care who Ignatius decides to f u Chapter 35 Chapter 35 ¡°Do you love him?¡± Taskesi. She fell silent, staring at me with a mix of resentment and confusion in her eyes. ¡°More than anything she whispered. ¡°He¡¯s like a brother to me.¡± 1 nodded gently, holding her gaze with the intensity of my own. ¡°So you thought joining ties with him would be the best way forward for your pack. You¡¯re both from powerful families and you both care for one another as well as your people. It only makes sense that you would join forces. You¡¯re jealous of my position, not of his love for me¡± I seemed to be spotting revtions to Angie that even she herself had not entirely understood until now. She was at a for words, all malice drained from her b*dy as she stood listlessly staring at me. loss ¡°You thought getting rid of me would eventually drive Ignatius back to you. Did you honestly believe that he wouldn¡¯t find out it was you? That he wouldn¡¯t suspert you! You¡¯re the one who has damaged the rtionship between the two of you. Not me.¡± Angie sighed and awkwardly angled herself to sit down on the gravel. ¡°I try to kill you and youe to me with counseling. Your mate almost murders me and you stop him just to talk. It¡¯s a kind of mercy we don¡¯t do here in this pack. It¡¯s humiliating I sat down next to her, and the two of us stared at the white gravel at our feet. ¡°The only thing humiliating about it is the fact that you thought killing me would do anything more than satiate your own feelings of jealousy¡± Angie tossed a pebble along the ground, her cuffs clinking together as she did so. ¡°It was worth a shot,¡± she mumbled sardonically It was an odd sight to behold I was sure, two shifters in fancy dresses ¨C one in handcuffs and the other with a knife at her hip sitting together in the dust. I inspected my nails absently. Angie¡¯s scent was bing more apparent now that the masking leaves were wearing off. It had the same him of the S** as Ignatius¡¯s did, only hers was lighter the smell of lc and a summer breeze ¡°Do you think maybe you could stop trying to kill me now?¡± Angieughed h o a rsely, her throat still scratched and aching 1 can try That¡¯s good enough. And maybe no more death threats¡± That I can manage.¡± Thumped my knee against hers, shushing Ignatius who was trying to pry into my mind that very moment. I reassured him that things were going fine. ¡°How about a truce?¡± ¡°I suppose that could work. I turned my head slightly to look at her. She seemed a lot softer, kinder when she wasn¡¯t wearing her usual abrasive expression. ¡°And hove about friends?¡± ¡°Careful runt, now you¡¯re pushing it.¡± But I had caught the ghost of a smile that yed on her lips. I chuckled quietly to myself, ¡°I suppose that was too much to ask Angie propped her chin on her knees. ¡°Give it some time. You¡¯re not what I expected you to be Dorothy.¡± ¡°Thanks. You¡¯re not so bad yourself.¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t say it it was a good thing¡± 2/4 Fri, Jan 26 I shrugged. ¡°Unfortunately I¡¯m not going to be able to let you back into the party- our guests need to think you¡¯re being tortured in a cell somewhere currently, but I think we can get those cuffs off of you. Angie feigned disappointment, ¡°Ah well, it was a sh it party anyway.¡± I was in the process of helping Angie to her feet when Ignatius broke through into my mind. ¡°Dorothy. Geranium has picked up a strange scent nearby. We are investigating it now. Are you okay there?¡± I recalled the odd scent from earlier and immediately went on high alert. Angle sensed my sudden unease and she too scanned the grounds around us. I answered Ignatius, ¡°We¡¯re fine here. I thought I sensed something earlier. Where are you now?¡± A low growl from Angie had me losing Igantius¡¯s answer. I looked up to see the target of her throaty growl in time to see a fully formed wolf stalking out of the shadows towards us. The creature was massive, thick dark fur over rippling muscles. It bared its fangs at us, yellow eyes glowing like spotlights in the dark ¡°Ignatius,¡± I said memally. ¡°It¡¯s a shifter. The scent, it¡¯s a shifter. And he¡¯s right here.¡± 1 had barely managed to open my mouth to speak when the wolfunched himself directly at Angie, jaws ripping into her chest as he descended upon her. The scream that erupted from me was guttural. I was useless, a small girl with no shifting abilities watching a massive wolf shifter tear into the handcuffed girl beneath him. Angie howled, frightened and enraged as she tried to shift into her own wolf form The silver of the cuffs prevented a full transformation, however, and the best she could do was elongate her fangs to snarl and snap at the attacker. I had no other choice, I drew the small faerie de from its sheath andunched myself onto the shifters back. I remembered Rita¡¯s warning. The de would do no real harm to a shifter ¨C it was iron, not silver, But I could at least irritat¨¦ him enough to slow him down The wolf barely noticed me clinging to its fur. I held on tightly, trying desperately not to be thrown off the bucking ravenous creature as I edged my way closer to its head. Angie was weakening, and the sound of her whimpered cries blended with the sickening crunch of breaking bones and tearing skin. With every ounce of strength I could muster and a cry loud enough to scare away every bird in the nearby trees, I drove the tiny de directly into the creature¡¯s eye. The shifter bowled in agony and I was tossed from its back as it raised itself up onto two massive hind legs. I kept my grip the knife and it was yanked from the creature¡¯s socket as I was thrown through the air. I crashed a few feet away onto gravel and rocks andy there wheezing once again. I felt fresh blood congealing in my hair and knew I must have been injured in the fall The untethered wolf was still howling in pain and the whines turned to that of fear when two morerge wolves made an appearance. One ck as night and the other a sleek gray. Geranium and Ignatius. I had never seen Ignatius¡¯s full wolf form firsthand before. I barely had time to take in his regal gray coat before he and Geranium were bolting after the now retreating shifter down into the forest and out of sight. Forcing myself upright, I scrambled over to Angie whose breathing was unnatural and strained. Her b*dy was covered in blood and her shoulder and ribcage were severely broken. Blood was pouring from a bit on her neck and her eyes were wide and terrified when she clutched at me. She opened her mouth but couldn¡¯t speak.. 1 held her hand tightly, willing for her to be okay. Demanding it. She had to be. -Ignatius- Geranium and I chased down the imposter and he barreled through the forest. With only one eye thanks to Dorothy¡¯s knife. he stumbled into trees and faltered enough for us to catch up with him easily enough. Thad been on high alert from the moment Dorothy told me of his presence. I had run faster than ever before when I heard her scream. I knew she¡¯d be alright, I had seen her crumpled on the gravel but she had been moving She was alive. Geraniums had already alerted Gideon and Fae to go check on her and Angie alter we had left. The wounded shifter stumbled onest time before transforming back into his human proportions. He probably thought he would be able to hide from us better that way He was wrong. I sought him out soon enough and clenched my jaws on his shoulder, throwing him to the ground while Geranium pinned him dowis I shifted back to my own human form and inspected the imposter. He was a young man, probably mid- twenties like me. 1 didn¡¯t recognize him, nor his strange scent. It was putrid and acrid like something toxic was boiling in his blood and seeping from his pores His eyes well one eye, the other was a bleeding ga shi now were wild and his oily ck hair was long and mutte/ ¡°Who are you?¡± I growled at the stranger. ¡°What are you doing attacking Hielke territory?¡± Instead of answering my question the man spot at pressed into his chest, preventing him from escaping. blood and valiva, and snarled vicioudy. Geranium kept his front ws N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. Taimed a kick at the side of the shifters, mom savout of frustration than anything else. ¡°Who are you!¡± The man hissed his difort and red at lus injured eye seeped blood down his face and over his bare chest. Tally,¡± he spat ¡°And I know who you are. Ignatius Armount Ibareil my teeth. ¡°If you know anything about me then you know you¡¯re not making it out of here alive The manughed, yellowing teeth dripping blood-Angie¡¯s blood-I barely refrained from kicking him again. ¡°Threats like that have no effect on a dead man, I won¡¯t tell you anything¡± I didn¡¯t know what he meant by dead man. Was he already dying? Is that why he had been so bold with his attack? ¡°Are there more of you here?¡± He wouldn¡¯t respond and I was losing my patience. I knelt down next to him, driving a thumb into his ruined eye socket. The man screamed in agony, his b*dy shifting from half-wolf to half-human and back again in a gruesome disy of b*dy horror in his attempt to get away. ¡°Answer me.¡± ¡°No! No, there¡¯s no one else! I swear!¡± he shrieked, more blood spewing from his mouth. It was dark and sticky. More ck than red. There was something very wrong with this shifter. His b*dy smelled of decay and poison and his remaining eye was a sickening yellow-his pupil small as a pinprick. I sn atched my hand away and he howled in agony. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you?¡± I asked disparagingly. ¡°Why does your scent reek like a man who¡¯s already dead?¡± With this, the shifter began tough, haunting, spine-chillingughter like he hadpletely lost his mind. The sight of that gruesome engorged face, the man with one eye who smelled of death,ughing maniacally was burned into retina ??? forever. 1/3 Chapter 36 Chapter 36 A momentter, he diedughing. His face was still skewed into an open-mouthed, howlingughter, but his voice was gargled and rough as he choked on his own blood. Then there was no more sound at N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. all, his single eye turned ssy and his ck pupil expanded as he died. I was speechless, aghast at the wretched creature before me. Geranium stepped away from him and I stood up, wiping the blood from my hands onto what was left of the material of my pants. ¡°Geranium.¡± The ck wolf looked at me, waiting for amand. ¡°Let the others know. The Tally are beginning their attack. There will he more where he came f Geranium nodded his giant sh aggy head and disappeared through the trees, melting into the ck of the forest I stared down at the man at my feet. Somehow, without us noticing it, darkness had slunk back into our home. Looking down I wondered, maybe it had never really left -Dorothy- Gideon and Fae came to find us along with Rita who had just arrived too. Fac cried out in rm at the state of Angie and Cadeon¡¯s face was drawn and pale. Nothing like the mangled b*dy of your superior to shock you into sobriety. They rushed to my side and Gideon lifted Angie gently from the ground while she rasped and spluttered, ¡°Angie Hey? You¡¯re going to be okay¡± He didn¡¯t sound very sure of himself Fae turned to me, her expression somber and tease. ¡°Gideon has a van, we need to get her to the healers. It seemed like she was talking past me, reassuring herself more than informing me.¡±She¡¯s going to be fine. They can fix her.¡± I could do nothing but nod quietly. We had all seen the extent of Angie¡¯s injuries. There was no fixing that Fae worked to unlock the handcuffs that had just cost Angie her life. I felt a stab of guilt, like the point of a knife as they ttered to the floor, glinting silver in the moonlight and dripping blood: There was blood everywhere. The smell of it, rusty and metallic made my stomach turn and I stayed frozen in ce on my knees staring at the pool of red slowly soaking into the gravel My own knifey a few feet away from where I had fallen. Dark blood, almost ck had gone sticky on the de. The shifter¡¯s blood. I was afraid to pick it up. Kita did the honors for me and wiped it clean on her own skirt, sliding it back into the sheath on my thigh now that it was visible. Somewhere in all themotion, my dress had been torn. I hadn¡¯t noticed it Blood trickled down my forehead from whatever wound I had acquired when I hit the gravel. Compared to the shove from Ignatius earlier, my second fall was a bad one. Rita kneeled down next to me and touched my head, I winced at the pain that shot through my skull ¡°Dorothy, you¡¯re hurt. Come on, get up¡± She helped me to my feet and we followed along behind Fae and Gideon who were carrying Angie to Gideon¡¯s beaten-up yan. Gideon was swearing under his breath as he ced Angie across the passenger seat. Fae bnced Angie¡¯s head on herp and took a hold of her hand, keeping up a constant spring of soothing words. Gideon climbed into the front and kicked the car into gear as Rita and 1 dimbed in behind them. Angie¡¯s eyes were closed now and Fac was trying to wake her up, her pleading growing more and more distraught when she got no response: My head was spinning. I was aware that everyone around me was moving very fast ¨C frantically- but it felt like they were going in slow motion There was a ringing in my head growing louder and louder by the second and I struggled to keep my eyes focussed. I was aware of Rita speaking to me but I couldn¡¯t make out what she was saying. 20 Far was crying, clinging to Angie as her life slowly slipped away from her and her blood pooled on the floor of the shuddering van I wondered where Ignatius was. The noise in my head drowned out any attempts at reaching him. I hoped with all my heart | that he was safe. I wasn¡¯t sure what I was doing, or precisely way I was doing it, but I maneuvered myself next to Angie where shey across the seats and ced a hand over the cavity in her chest where, somewhere inside, her heart was ceasing to beat. The ringing grew louder, blocking out every oder somad around us. I felt like I was in a trance, floating over the macabre scene and my own b*dy instead of down there with everyone ele I could feel the slow feeble beating of Angie¡¯s heart av at pumped fresh blood from her wounds, I would not let her die. It felt like my own blood was being pumped from my b*dy, lifchlood draining from my own figure, through my fingertips. and into Angir, Pri ckles like pins and neeilles traveled over my skin and my own heartbeat slowed in my chest. My eyes were wide open but I could see nothing, pupils rolling back in my head. A stream from Fac managed to break. through the ringing and I felt Rita¡¯s hands on me, shaking me, trying to tear me away from Angie. 1 ignored them boths, focusing all of my attention and pouring life back into the b*dy before me, on saving the still barely beating heart under my palm. I felt movement beneath my finges and looked down Visible energy white and blinding was pouring in waves from my extended arm, gliding down over my skin and through my fingertips, png through Angie¡¯s veins and illuminating her b*dy from the inside, I watched in azed as the skin began to regrow and knit back together, bones cracking back into ce without so much as the seam of a fracture line left behind. Tendons reconnected and veins like blue threats realigned. It was like time itself was moving backward, but I knew that was the case. Angie was healing before my eyes, her b*dy pulling itself back together while I myself was dying. I recognized the white glow for what it was life, my life. My energy was pouring into Angie, reviving hers like a sacred Transaction 1 felt myself weakening, my eyelids felt heavy and my shoulders drooped. I held on though, pressing my hand to her chest until everyst tear had been sealed up. The glow began to dull and so did my senses. Fae was still holding Angie¡¯s hand, her mouth hanging open in disbelief. Rita was yelling something. The van swung and rattled with Gideon¡¯s reckless driving. Something off was happening in my own head. Spots and colors exploded before my eyes and I saw half-images that 1 couldn¡¯t quite understand. A deer with antlers that sat just wrong on its uncanny head. A headless wolf, a raging battle. A woman whose face I just couldn¡¯t make out. She reached her arms out to me, her features blurred and shadowed. When Angie opened her eyes, wide and terrified, I felt my vision fade and I copsed forwards onto her healed chest before the world around me faded to ck. B Chapter 37 Chapter 37 -Ignatius- Dorothy was nowhere to be found by the time I made it back to the cottage. People were beginning to leave, drizzling out of the door and gingerly stepping over the dark patch of blood that stained the gravel. No person could survive losing that much blood. Most of them assumed this was Angie¡¯s punishment for trying to poison my mate. I was inclined to let them believe that News of an imposter attacking one of our own could not get out. I already had people working to dispose of the dead shifter¡¯s b*dy that I had left in the woods. Looking at the blo ody gravel I knew Angie hadn¡¯t made it. I would have to grieveter though An Alpha couldn¡¯t break down in front of all these people. We couldn¡¯t show weakness, especially not now. I tried to reach Dorothy m entally but I couldn¡¯t find her. I quieted the rm bells that went off when I couldn¡¯t find her voice. She was fine, Rita would be taking care of her. I assumed they would have made it to the healers, Gideon¡¯s van was cone. After seeing off a few of the guests and shaking hands with some of the elders. I got in my car and sped off towards the hospital. A thousand thoughts raced through my mind at once. The Tally had It was possible that the rogue shifter who attacked could have been sent for Dorothy instead. He hadn¡¯t been in his right mind. There was something off about him. Something other than I couldn¡¯t quite put my finger on. It was possible he could have gotten the two mixed up. This only worsened my already bad mood. If they were targeting Dorothy there would be hell to pay. None of them wouldy so much as a finger on her without dying by my hand. I had to concentrate on slowing down the car. In my anger and unease, I was speeding dangerously fast on the dark road. By the time I made it to the hospital, I had prepared for the worst. I still couldn¡¯t hear Dorothy and my mind went to terrible ces in thinking of all the bad things that could have happened to her. And Angie. Angie was dead. I couldn¡¯t fathom it I burst through the doors and grabbed the shoulders of a nurse hanging around the entrance. ¡°Dorothy ¨C a girl with red hair, is the here?! The woman was startled and stammered something about room B2. I rushed past her down the corridor, my anxiety churning in my stomach. I found room 32 and threw the door open. ¡°Dorothy?¡± Rita looked up from where she was sitting next to the bed. Dorothy was lying very still. Her hair flowed out on the pillow around her head like a fiery halo. She was h ooked up to a heart monitor that beeped rhymatically and she breathed with the help of a tube in her nose. I was beside her in a sh, taking her hand in mine. ¡°What happened to her? She was fine when I ran past her earlier Idirected my question at Rita who sat with her head in her hand. The old caretaker looked tired and weary. She looked at me with her head bent low. ¡°Dorothy has unlocked her powers.¡± I looked back at my mate. Her Lace was pale and sickly, the skin on her cheekbones drawn tight like she¡¯d had the life sucked out of her. It scared me to see her like this. She was breathing, but barely. And when would she wake up? ¡°What powers, Kata? Her wolf?¡± 1/3 Fri, Jan 20 Rita shook her head gravely ¡°No, this is. Something else. She¡¯s going to be fine, Ignatius. She just needs rest,¡± She was avoiding the truth, I could sense it. It enraged me, but I trusted Rita and I knew that she must have her reasons. I brushed a hand over Dorothy¡¯s pale cheek. I wanted to climb onto the bed beside her and hold her until she woke up. ¡°So what is it then this power?¡± Rita stood up slowly, stretching her back as she gazed down at Dorothy with the deepest grief in her eyes. ¡°Let me show you,¡± Curious, I followed her out of the room. I was hesitant to leave Dorothy¡¯s side but Rita assured me she was going to be fine. I scasn¡¯t sure I believed her, but I needed answers. She led me down the hall to another room. Inside, I saw Gideon and Fae, Angie¡¯s subordinates, hovering over someone. sitting up in bed, Gideon moved out of the way when I stepped inside and my breath hitched in my throat. ¡°Angie¡± The girl on the bed looked straight at me. Her face was wless as ever and she didn¡¯t have a single injury from what I could see. Angie smiled at me and reached out her arms. I grappled her in a bear hug, relief washing over me despite the confusion. ¡°You¡¯re alive! But how? All that blood- ¡°Dorothy,¡± Angie said quietly, still clinging to me. ¡°Dorothy saved my life. I pulled back, and looked from Angie to Rita, questioning with my eyes. ¡°Sit down.¡± Rita said apprehensively. ¡°We have a lot to talk about -Dorothy- I didn¡¯t know where I was. I could hear people moving around me ¨C or sense them more so. But I couldn¡¯t move, couldn¡¯t speak, couldn¡¯t open my eyes. I wanted to thrash and scream but my b*dy was heavy and inescapable I knew I was panicking, I couldn¡¯t recall how I had got here, or where ¡°here¡± even was. I wanted to call out for Ignatius but 1. was trapped within my own mind. I worked myself up into a frenzy, me ntally raging against the walls of my own head. ¡°You need to calm down, Dorothy A voice I had never heard before, a voice I felt I had known all my life. It was soothing, lilting and beautiful. It echoed around my mind and stilled my rising panic. ¡°Who are you?¡± ¡°Dorothy, don¡¯t you know? I¡¯ve been here all along¡± My inner-wolf. Finally ¡°What¡¯s happening to me? Why can¡¯t I move? Why haven¡¯t you spoken until now?¡± Your mind had been closed off from me until now.¡± I didn¡¯t understand how any of this worked. All I had ever been told was that one day my wolf would speak to me. I was relieved that my earlier concernsckd no merit. My wolf was very much alive. And now I could hear her. ¡°What¡¯s your ¡°My name is Ience. This is my eight hundredth life on earth¡± 10:45 Fri, Jan 26 G Renee. It was a beautiful narge. I had suspected that Ignatius¡¯s own wolf was aware of her long before I was, but neither my mute nor his wolf were willing to disclose any information on the matter. ¡°Tor knows me well, yes. There was love in her voice. ¡°A reckless pair, those two ¡°Renee, what¡¯s happened to me? Why can¡¯t I move?¡± ¡°You were dying, Dorothy. You unlocked your true powers when you managed to finally let me in. It seems the seal wast broken by the strength of your will alone.¡± ¡°What seal What did I unlock?¡± I could vaguely recall an injured Angie. We were in a moving vehicle. Angie was hurt. A white glow, and then nothing Renee¡¯s voice was cautious, hesitant to exin. Tim d I am now able to reach you, Dorothy. There is much we have to discuss,¡± her voire moved towards the mncholic. ¡°There is so much you don¡¯t know about your own birthright ¡°Like what? Be patient. I¡¯ll show you.¡± -Ignatius¨C I leaned back against the creaky hospital bed. Angie sat reproachfully with her hands in herp. I ran a hand through my hair, trying toprehend everything Rita had just told me. So, Dorothy is a healer? But not like the others. What is it magic or something? Rita had her arms folded, perched on the hospital chair, and looking away from me, her eyes fixed on something I couldn¡¯t see. ¡°And how do you even know about this Rita kept her gaze away from me, her shoulders tensed up around her neck like she was taking strain. ¡°Not magic. A blessing¡± -or a curse depending on how you look at it. And as for why I know¡­ That I can¡¯t tell you ¡°Don¡¯t keep secrets from me, Rita. How do I know I can trust you?¡± I stepped towards her only to be halted by Gideon and Fae stepping in my way and pressing their shoulders together. A lot of people loved Rita, and for good reason, she had been like a mother to all of us Rita looked back at me, her bird eyes were sorrowful and tired. ¡°can¡¯t tell you, Ignatius. I could make her confess if I really wanted her to. But I trusted Rita and decided, for now, to let her be. I sat back down on the edge of Angie¡¯s bed becking for Fae and Gideon to rx. Rita sighed. ¡°Dorothy has the ability to heal people by her hand. People like Ang,¡± Angie sniffed at the mention of her name and touched a hand to her throat. ¡°Ang was as good as dead, and Dorothy brought her back from that. But ites at a great cost to her own life.¡± I didn¡¯t like what I was hearing. I didn¡¯t like that there was so much I didn¡¯t understand. ¡°Meaning Kita tipped her shoulder. ¡°Dorothy is a life-giver. To give life to someone means she loses years off of N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. her own. If she isn¡¯t. careful, it could kill her.. Her words made me flinch. Dorothy¡¯s death was an iprehensible thought. I had survived the loss of my mate once. I knew in my heart I would not be able to do it again. ¡°This has to be kept a secret, Rita continued. ¡°If people were to find out about Dorothy, what she can do, she¡¯ll never be safe. No inatter where she goes. I wondered if this could have been the catalyst for the vanishing of Dorothy¡¯s former pack. B2% 10:46: Fri, Jan 26 ¡°So what do we do about it you said her powers had been sealed up before? Why can¡¯t we do it again?¡± The wizened caretaker shook her head. ¡°You don¡¯t understand. It¡¯s toote now. There¡¯s no separating her from it again ¨C it¡¯s a part of who she is.¡± I wanted to kick, scream, pound my lists into something solid. Instead, I strode past them all and rushed back to Dorothy¡¯s side. She was still there, a stone statue on the bed I looked down at her, willing her to open her eyes. Begging her to wake up. I needed to see that brilliant green gazing back at ime I needed to know she was going to be okay. I climbed onto the bed next to her, fitting my head on her shoulder and taking her hand as the monitor beeped and her chest rose and tell with each small breath. ¡°Wake up. I whispered, looking up at her as my eyes watered. I hadn¡¯t cried since that night in the snow, but it was all too overwhelming. ¡°Please wake up My mind was empty without her presence there. I waited for her to flick her eyes open. smile at me, and tell me it was all a joke. Then we could go back home-back to our home, and spend the night together, tangled in each other¡¯s embrace. 1 need you. -Dorothy- It was all too much. Too much information, pouring into my mind all at once. I was bombarded with memories I didn¡¯t even know that I had. I watched Renee¡¯s lifetimes sh past me in the blink of an eye. Every birth, death, love, and loss. I wanted to cry and scream andugh all at once as a million emotions rolled over me. Over it all. Renee¡¯s voice could be heard, ¡°It was the Luna Goddess herself who bestowed these powers upon your bloodline. It is neither good nor wholly evil. That all depends on how you wield it We were born into your pack ¨C the Seilvanne ¨C a small assemge of shifters with a few powerful healers. Those who learned of our abilities wanted it for themselves. We had endured targetted attacks before and always prevailed. The same power that can give life can also take it away after all. But for one such attack, we were not prepared¡± I walled internally at the flood of new memories that mmed into me. There was fire all around me. mes licked up the sides of crumbling buildings as people scatt ered. Running past me, knocking me down. Through the smoke someone appeared, a woman I felt I knew. She scooped me up in her arms, cradling me to her chest as she ran, coughing in the grey ash that billowed around us. People wereing after us, wolves chasing us down. I was crying, clutching the woman as I looked over her shoulder at the wolf that was gaining on us, snapping jaws streaming with the blood of my people. Others around us were falling one by one. Both wolves and people, cut down by the enemies that hunted us. The snapping wolf was almost upon us, I could see its yellow eyes locked onto me. It looked hungry, predatorial, and vicious Choking on smog and staring into those ravenous wild eyes, I understood then that I was the hunted. That I was prey. The thering creature made a jump for me and the woman when a howl came from the right and anotherrge wolf crashed into the first ¨C knocking him to the side and saving me from those shing jaws that were about to mp down IL my head I had felt the hot breath of the creature blowing into my Lace before it was snat ched away, rammed off of its feet by the nar? woll. My father. A shafter covered in shimmering auburn fur. I watched as he tore out the throat of the thrashing wolf. He looked ¨C gazing at him over the shoulder of the retreating woman who camed me Denied out pangand when tre muar wolves descended upon m. I reached out my small dirty hands, crying while his 10:46 Fri, Jan 26 howls faded away as he was lost to me in the suffocating smoke. This was what happened to my family. This is what became of my park, ash, and blood-wiped out by the greed of our enemies. I was furious, vengeful. Frried in anguish while Reure tried to console me I had barely managed to recover when I was washed with a final memory. The billowing mes and ash were gone. I was smaller still, caressed in the arms of a woman whose face couldn¡¯t make out. Her long red hair swept down her shoulders and tendrils of it brushed softly over my face as I gazed up at her. She was smiling at me. I knew she was speaking but I couldn¡¯t make out her words. They were as fuzzy and blurred as her face was. ¡°Who is she?¡± I asked Renee. But my wolf was silent, waiting for me to run through the memory myself. The woman leaned down to press her lips to my forehead and I reached up to grab a strand of her hair, She took my tiny hand in hers and k*ssed my lingers. ¡°Be good.¡± 1 brand her whispered words before her hand dropped to her side and I felt myself wrenched away from her by strong armis, 1 didn¡¯t want to leave her, I wanted to stay in her embrace. I shricked Bonelly, a shrill cry as I was ripped away from my mother I could see her slim frame, bundled up on a small bed. Her head fell to the side and her long hair hid her face from me. She wasn¡¯t moving I Shadowy figures that couldn¡¯t properly identify rushed to her side, panicked voices begging her to stay All the while I was screaming for my mother, reaching for her and struggling in the firm hands that held me. ¡°Shh, Dorothy, it¡¯s okay. It¡¯s going to be okay¡± My father¡¯s voice was in my car as he held my squirming b*dy. ¡°It¡¯s going to be okay¡± The tears in his eyes and the cr ack in his voice said otherwise, I wouldn¡¯t stop thrashing, wing, and screaming for my mother. Finally, it was over and I was once again floating in the dense, dark emptiness of my mind. ¡°You¡¯ve had a hard life, Dorothy, Renee¡¯s voice surrounded me, soothing me as I recovered from the grief that was swirling in my chest. ¡°There will be more hardships toe.¡± ¡°I want to wake up now,¡± I told her, ¡°I want to see Ignatius.¡± ¡°In time,¡± Rence answered, lulling me into a kind of quiet slumber. ¡°Your b*dy needs to heal. You did a number on yourself. giving so much of your energy to Angie. You¡¯ve taken years off of your life.¡± ¡°Am I dying?¡± ¡°No, not yet. Not anymore. But you need to be careful. This ability of yours, it¡¯s a dangerous power to wield¡± I still didn¡¯t entirely understand what she meant. But I let myself slip into a deeper state of unconsciousness all the same. Chapter 38 Chapter 38 -Ignatius- I shifted ufortably in the bony chair next to Dorothy¡¯s bedside. It had been almost two weeks with Dorothy still unconscious. I had been whittled down to a shell of a person in my waiting. 1 had developed a daily ritual that involved waking up and immediately heading to the hospital to sit at Dorothy¡¯s bed. I would spend all day, every day, waiting at her bedside and asionally working on my More Tally attacks had been urring, each one more brutal than thest. It seemed they were sending deranged, dying shifters after us at random. The shifters themselves seemed to be infected by some kind of sickness we couldn¡¯t understand. Everyb*dy that we managed to take down had to be burned, the ashes thrown around the edges of our territory as a warning Word of the attacks was beginning to spread and Elliot feared we would lose some of our allies in the process. The Tally was an untrustworthy and evil bunch but there were many a pack that would kill for the chance to finally take down the Bielke. Joining with the Tally was their means of getting that wish. I had attended a few meetings on what exactly we were going to do about the problem at hand. Some of the elders were ready for war and wanted to stage an outright attack on the Tally Despite how that method would obviously fail us in the long run. It was what I wanted to. The Tally was too bold, 100 arrogant. Attacking the Bielke people on their own territory was intentional. They wanted to send a message. That message was that the Tally did not fear death or consequences, and no Bielke member would ever be safe from them. An outright attack would not be possible though. The Tally moved from ce to ce, they had no single domain ¨C only the outskirts of the South was theirmon turf. To attack them would require spies and intel on where they were headed next We would have to be ready to ept the loss of many a good tracker in order to gather that intel. The trackers themselves would have to ept the possibility of a long and painful death We were at a loss when it came to dealing with the issues, And while we among the council bickered and argued and debated, more Bielke people were lost. I rubbed my temple, groaning internally at theplex situation we had found ourselves in. It seemed impossible to bot protect our people and take down the Tally at the same time. Any force we threw into either direction ¨C defense or attac would leave one sile vulnerable. The heart monitor h ooked up to Dorothy kept up its slow continuous beeping. I looked over at her still frame. I just wan my mate back. Everything would be easier, more manageable, and less daunting with her at my side. ¡°Still here I see.¡±¡± I turned to see Angie leaning against the doorframe. ¡°Wallowing around her all day isn¡¯t going to make her wake up¡± ¡°Riching from you. Angie too had stopped by every day since Dorothy had saved her life. We had made up in the days following the attack. It seemed being on her deathbed was all it took to shock both Angie and me to sing our rtionship She had apologized for all the trouble she had caused and Lapologized for bursting a blood vessel in her eye after she¡¯d tried to poison my mate I hadn¡¯t quite forgiven her for that, but she had been honest enough about how all of that came about. As it turns out, it was Mavis who had sent word to the Bielke about Dorothy¡¯s rejection, the same day that we had up and left the town. Angie¡¯s family her grandfather and mother who were prominent members of the council, had first mentioned the idea, pressuring her into acting on her anger and jealousy. It wasn¡¯t a justifiable excuse, but then again she had already paid for her crimes with her life only for Dorothy to bring her right back again.. I knew Angie was harboring her own guilt about Dorothy¡¯satose state. I could see her running through everything in her head like a hamster on a wheel Wondering if maybe, somewhere, if she had just done something different, things would have turned out this way. I understood what she was feeling I was feeling it myself. But it was useless, looking to the past to rectify the present. It was futile looking back. ¡°How are your subordinates holding up?¡± Both Fae and Gideon had been severely shaken up by the incident. Not only did they witness their superior dying before their eyes, they watched her b*dy stitch itself back together like a lizard growing new limbs. Fae had stayed close to Angie¡¯s side ever since and I couldn¡¯t me her. It was hard to believe that she was really here at all. walking around like nothing had happened. Angie smiled and her cheeks flushed slightly. She cared for her shifters as much as they did her. ¡°They¡¯re doing okay. Finally managed to get Fae off my back for a minute or two so I could slip away. She¡¯s probably on her way here right now to protect my back. Gideon keeps calling like he needs to hear my voice to make sure I¡¯m real.¡± She swallowed and nced over at Dorothy before sitting down in the empty seat next to me. We both sat in silence for a while, me picking at my jeans and Angie fiddling with her hands: Angie¡¯s voice was small and hesitant when she spoke. ¡°Do you.. Do you think she¡¯s going to wake up?¡± I couldn¡¯t look up. I refused to lift my eyes from the tear in my jeans. I wouldn¡¯t be able to hold it together if I did ¡°I don¡¯t know,¡± I whispered. ¡°I don¡¯t know. She has to. She just.. I pressed my thumb and forefingers to my eyes, willing myself to keep it together. ¡°She has to¡± Angie was quiet beside me. She looked down at her hands. ¡°Ignatius. I¡¯m so sorry.¡± I kept my fingers to my face, squeezing my eyes shut. The beeping of the heart monitor was deafening ¨C a lifeline that was slowly killing me. ¡°It¡¯s okay. It wasn¡¯t your fault.¡± ¡°She was saving me. I¡¯m the reason she¡¯s in this state.¡± 1 couldn¡¯t argue with that. But I didn¡¯t me Angie. This was something that, ording to Rita, was bound to happen eventually. Angie sat with me for a while. We didn¡¯t speak much but we both foundfort in the unified silence. Dorothy was a motionless entity tying us together. Eventually, Angie heaved herself to her feet. ¡°I should get going Before Fae tears the town apart trying to find me I nodded ¡°Thanks for stopping by. And Angie?¡± She paused in the doorway, her eyes couldn¡¯t meet mine. T 10:46 Fri, Jan 26 GG ¡¤ ¡°I don¡¯t think she regress is-saving you. Don¡¯t me yourself for this. All she ever wanted was to be your friend.¡± Angie left without another word ¨C before her tears could spill over and betray her unraveling emotions. I got up and stood over my mate. Ever so often a nurse would have toe in and move her limbs around. If she woke up ¨C when she woke up, she would be all stiff and sore otherwise. more and more 1 took her hand in mine and pressed a small k*ss to her wrist. I just wanted her to open her eyes. I grew mo hollow each day. Tor would barely speak with me anymore. He, too, was mourning. Everyone was grieving like she was already gone like she was already dead. I hated that. She would wake up. She wouldn¡¯t leave me without saying goodbye. She had promised me that, long ago when we¡¯d firstid in bed together after I moved inside of her for the first time. She made me promise that, should I decide that I was done with whatever it was that we had, I would at least say goodbye. I made her promise to do the same. She wouldn¡¯t leave me. She hadn¡¯t yet said goodbye. I turned to go before my tears wet her face as well as my own. I was halted, however, by the hand, I had been holding. I was stopped in my tracks by the tiniest twitch of a finger. I looked back at Dorothy. She was still so still, I thought I¡¯d imagined the whole thing in my desperation for it to be true. But then, small fingers twitched and slowly started curling around my OWTL I stared in disbelief at the hand slowlying to grip mine and knelt down next to the bed. ¡°Dorothy?¡± Her soft breathing grew more rapid. Dorothy opened her eyes. -Dorothy- The first thing I saw was my mate. Ignatius was leaning over me, his hand copsed around mine, I was disorientated, my mind cloudy and slow. I reached up to touch the tube in my nose and the wires taped to my chest. ¡°Ignatius? What happened?¡± He didn¡¯t answer me at first. His face was a cr ack collision of tears and a grin so wide I wondered if it hurt. ¡°Wee back¡± I reached up to stroke his face, my fingersing away wet when they brushed over his cheek. All at once, the memories, came rushing back to me and I bolted upright ¨C groaning at the pain that shot through my b*dy at the sudden movem ¡°Be careful. Ignatius steadied me andid me back down with a band under my head. You shouldn¡¯t be moving arou yet.¡± ¡°Angie¡± I gripped his shirt, panicking in my attempts to recall the order of events. ¡°What happened to Angie? There w wolf, blood. There was this white light and then 1 ¨C ¡°Angie is perfectly fine, he hushed me, parting a gentle cold hand to my foreheul ¡°She¡¯s beening to visit you every day Everyone¡¯s been waiting for you to wake up His voice cracked slightly when he continued. ¡°I¡¯ve been waiting I¡¯ve missed you so much. Dorothy¡± A vase of sined-out flowers caught my eye. They were standing on the table behind him, dropping petals as theyy dying. My mind was still racing, thoughts shing in my head like scebergs at the bottom of the worldi N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. ¡°Are these for me?¡± Igranus looked puzzled for a momem and then linked behind him. ¡°Oh thone Yeah. We thought your mould only be out for a few hour. Not two weeks.¡± ¡°Twowerks¡± My voice was bourse and it hurt my threat to shout. I swallowed the pain and held tightly to Ignatiue¡¯s arm. Chapore ¡°What do yosa 1x that how long I¡¯ve been o added, gently prying my fingers from his were going to wake up In his waiting Thought Id lost you¡± I pulled him down to my ches whispered against his skin. Tm always going to be right here¡± metored. He pulled hai deraming Trying into my tyeck mate ¡°Trnight searching my bave like he needed to make sure that Then his shoulders buckled and be opiod onto my i end 12 the love in the world insa hierar SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 39 Chapter 39 Tetanus suived by my ande hovered around the bed w conspected by the be iode of the weld just wet ¨C I felt like bot garbage was hover excita get back home I wanted to spech and spread myself out Ignatius seemed happs enough with tiles and red we uld have a very long lie down and catch up when we gui abell the mos served that the riders seemed dividel Au bonds was weak and traple when we let the best I needed teams¡¯s help to stand up and be ally ended up bed and helped me change out of the bow hospital gown that tatas still wearing We both lined on the cool cleam bedding and 1 closed eyes I tell good to be home Im Izolid igmans everything that I had seen and hattvalls happened to my pack and my parents. He clutched 1 described the fire. ¡°Who was the woman. The sale ansking in h¨¹ n; down at me like he couldn¡¯s ent used to the fact realy there. ¡°The woman who carried yes and he wouldn¡¯t have been your mecher if she had already idie.¡± He stopped before timushing her sentence but I shock Asid vote miglice, it couldn¡¯t have been niiy isother But her went w ogether as he thought it over ¡°Maybe imme vou¡¯ll remember more I do re telling the that you were brought to the puck by a wertian escaping an attack. They book you in but kraved so mach (me eventual are still so many things that we don¡¯t understand¡± 1 nodded. ¡°she¡¯s been with me all alone but finally being able to weak with her has been amazung N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. Besare bererit max pleased with thisment 1 had been surpringh can to get wood ta not being sottie way we had Ignatius rei?taid omatis his back and braved me sinta dus chest like Eweighed nothing. After two whole weeks in the hospital. I was thier than before but that was alright. My grumbling stomach alluded is a lot of toastingter on, ¡°kosa know.¡± Ignatias said: ¡°now that you and Kence are properly acquainted a might be vaimse to start your TERMINA ¡°Tracting past foody to shift at will. Taking on ysser molt f?rnu vahes practice, and in carbe a prenos patibil juscess without feel my b*dy gr 10:46 Fri, Jan 26 human form could manage. To run through the forest in my wolf form ¡°Td like to start as soon as possible, I think. Who would train me though You?¡± Ignatius squished my cheeks in his hands and perked linle k*sses all over my face. This was my mate at his most vulnerable and soft. This was the side of Ignatius that only I had the privilege of seeing. ¡°Nervous that I¡¯ll see you Humble?¡± he teased, as Friedl to free my face from his g grang ¡°Shush. No, I¡¯m not. Maybe you¡¯re the one who should be nervous. Rita told me it took you weeks to finally manage a full shift. What If I do it better than you?¡± I pouted to emphasize the mockcritedness but Ignatius onlyughed. ¡°Tor and I didn¡¯t get along at the best of times, I don¡¯t doubt you¡¯ll manage it a lot faster than I did ¡°And besides, Ignatius continued in between small soft k*sses. Im going to be busy figuring out this Tally business. I¡¯ll obviously he there to help when I can but you¡¯re going to need some proper training, From the samedy who taught me.¡± he grinned. I tilted my head to the side. ¡°Rita?¡± Ignatius nodded. ¡°She already agreed, long before you mmaged to talk to Renee. She always believed you¡¯d manage it eventually. Oh, and we might be able to rope Angie into helping as well. She does owe you her life after all.¡± mutted chest was still burned into my vision. I could still smell the scent of fresh blond in. ¡°How is Angie doing? You said she came to visit me a few times,¡± ¡°Yeah. She¡¯s alright. She feels really guilty for everything that happened. I think she wants to make amends? ¡°She tried to kill me and then almost died herself. I think she¡¯s paid for her mistakes.¡± Ignatius shrugged. ¡°Hmm. Try telling her that though. Angie¡¯s almost as stubborn as you are,¡± ¡°I¡¯m not stubborn!¡± He smirked at me. ¡°Sure you aren¡¯t¡± I was about to deliver a scathingeback when a knock on the door downstairs distracted me. I tested the air and picked up a newly familiar scent. ¡°Angie¡±: I rolled off of Ignatius and we both headed down the stairs. Angie stood at the door, wringing her wrists and looking everywhere except at my own face. ¡°Hey, runt-Dorothy. d to see you¡¯re alive.¡± I smiled, leaning back against Ignatius who wrapped his arms around ine. ¡°I should say the same for you. Wee back to thend of the living¡± -Angor- It had taken more than a few minutes to muster up the courage to get out of my car and knock on the front door of the seaside mansion. All of that courage vanished almost immediately though when Dorothy herself opened the door. I had heard of her awakening through Kita who had called me to let me know immediately. I had wanted to leave it for a few days and let her settle in agam before paying Dorothy a visit, but Ritad insisted I get my apologies out now before my paultmed me entirely. That is why I found myself standing sheepishly before the small redheaded girl I had tried to poison only a few weeks before The same girl who had followed up my treason with not only saving my life but endangering her own in the process. 10:46 Fri, Jan 26 Dorothy herself seemed happy to see me through. It seemed she also needed the visual confirmation that I was indeed alive and well. I felt her relief just as I was sure she could sense mine. ¡°Can Ie in?¡± ¡°Of course.¡± Dorothy said, stepping out of the way and shoving patius aside with her hips. ¡°I¡¯ve been craving a cup of tea since I left the hospital if you¡¯d like to join us?* ¡°Tea sounds great.¡± Ignatius followed close behind us into the kitchen before his phone began to vibrate. Both Dorothy and I looked at him questioningly as he flipped it open and answered, his face growing darker at whatever information was being delivered, ¡°Il be right there.¡± He put his arms around Dorothy ¡°That was Geranium. There¡¯s been another attack¡± Dorothy¡¯s concern was apparent on her face. Our future Luna cared deeply for her people. I wish I had let myself notice that before now. ¡°Who? Where? Was anyone hurt?¡± ¡°In the fields outside the junior high Ignatius¡¯s face was grim. Some kids ditching ss. They were picked off one by one.¡± I was shaken. Up until now, the Tally had onlye for the adults, attacking from the forest and disappearing just as quickly, The ones we had caught hadn¡¯t lived long enough to give us any information. There was a sickness within them, and it seemed they were more than happy to murder children. ¡°I need to get down there. Ignatius murmured, k*ssing the top of Dorothy¡¯s head. ¡°I¡¯ll be back in a little bit. And Angie He Turned to look at me as he headed to the door. ¡°Keep an eye out for anything suspicious. I¡¯m trusting you to watch over my mate while I¡¯m gone ¡°Be careful,¡± Dorothy whispered. She looked like she wanted to run after him and demand that he stay. She had witnessed the terrifying strength of the Tally first hand. I didn¡¯t me her concern for Ignatius. I nodded to Ignatius, grateful for the chance to prove myself as a trustworthy ally. ¡°I¡¯ll keep her safe.¡± His newfound trust wasn¡¯t lost on me. He was leaving his partner alone with someone who had tried to get rid of her. I wouldn¡¯t hurt a hair on her head now though. Dorothy had more than proven herself to be a worthy leader and partner to my friend After Ignatius had left, Dorothy bussed herself with making tea, floating around the kitchen, and struggling to reach the cups on the top shelf. I stood behind her and reached for the items she couldn¡¯t, and she shed me a grateful smile. We didn¡¯t speak much at first. Dorothy was concerned for Ignatius and I didn¡¯t know what to say. I had to try. ¡°Hey, um. Dorothy? I came here today to apologize. For everything¡± Dorothy paused in the process of pouring hot water into the two tea cups in front of her. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± she said quietly. ¡°You don¡¯t need to do that. I don¡¯t hold anything against you.¡± ¡°I just. I want you to know that I was wrong. You¡¯re twice the person I¡¯ll ever be. You had no good reason to save my life¡± Dorothy handed me a steaming cup of tea and hoisted herself up onto the countertop to sit. ¡°There was no question about it. You were dying, and I couldn¡¯t let that happen. These powers that I have I couldn¡¯t call myself a header if I didn¡¯t at least try to save those around me.¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t even know what I was doing,¡± she continued, swinging her short legs. ¡°It just felt like the right thing to do.¡± ¡°Well, 1 appreciate it,¡± I said, sipping slowly on the scalding liquid ¡°And you forever have my allegiance for your kindness.¡± 1 don¡¯t need d you to dedicate your life to me, Angie, I just want us to get along. Your friendship means a lot to Ignatius. I 10:46 Fr, Jan want to love the people that he loves. I want to be friends.¡± She p She paused and raised her eyebrows at me. ¡°Actually.¡± Swinging herself off of the counter and stood before me. ¡°Tim going to be starting my training soon. To develop my abilities and try out my wolf form. I could use some help if you¡¯d be willing.¡± want me to train you?¡± ¡°You want me She put her hands on her hips. ¡°Well, Rita is going to be training me. But I also need to improve my could help with that.¡± I looked down at the cup in my hands. ¡°It won¡¯t be all sunshine and rainbows. I won¡¯t go easy on you just because you¡¯re Ignatius¡¯s darling Dorothy grinned at me and I felt something in my chest flutter: I can handle it. Go d knows I¡¯ve already almost died twice. Compared to that, this is nothing I felt my cheeks flush at the intensity with which she was looking at me. Her excitement was readily apparent, Then sure, I guess I could train you.¡± ¡°Perfect! Dorothy grabbed my hand and I stiffened at the bolts of electricity it sent up my arm. ¡°Then consider your debt paid. Truce, stalemate, or whatever. And no more calling me runt Iughed nervously. ¡°You have yourself a deal¡± After an hour or two of talking and trying to still the sudden butterflies that Dorothy had awoken in my stomach. Ignatius came back with good news. The children who had been attacked were going to be alright. They had managed to escape with minor injuries when the rabid Tally attacker was chased away by some local shifters. Dorothy was insistent that she go down there herself and help with the injuries but both Ignatius and I warned her that, until we had a better understanding of her powers and how to prevent her own injury during healing, she had to refrain from using her ability. I excused myself after that and left the mansion after promising Dorothy that I would be seeing her soon to begin her training. Once I had sat down in my car, I plopped my head against the steering wheel and tried to clear my head. I was relieved that Dorothy held no grudge against me. More than that though, I was bing more and more aware of the growing affection I felt towards the small, stubborn redhead. I tried to brush the thoughts to the side. But the feeling was still there, spilling out of my heart when Dorothy took my hand. There was no stuffing it back in now. Chapter 40 Chapter 40 -Dorothy- Training began bright and early nearly three weeks after I had woken up from myatose state. I was rearing to begin but Ignatius and Rita both decided that I would need time to recover first before putting my b*dy through the strain of training to shift. Every time I tried to argue this point. Ignatius would sp ook me with stories of shifters who got caught halfway through shifting and couldn¡¯t change back ¡°While I would still love you even if you were trapped in a half-fury form, Ignatius teased, ¡°I don¡¯t think you want to spend the rest of your life looking like a wolf that walks on two legs.¡± This shut me up for a while, but eventually, I grew bored and restless again and hounded Ignatius about it until he finally gave in. Rita agreed to meet me at the mansion and Angie was going toe by a littleter with Fae to begin teaching me basicbat techniques, Ignatius insisted that he would always be around to protect me so I didn¡¯t need to throw myself intobat training. But I was insistent. Unfortunately, Ignatius had to leave for a few days before my training began. Both him and Elliot would be setting out on diplomatic business negotiations to rally more packs to our side when the time came to face the Tally head-on. The attacks had been going on for long enough, and people were afraid to step outside after dark for fear of a Tally attacker Jurking in the woods. Ignatius had k*ssed me hungrily before he had left. promising to be back before I could blink. Geranium was appointed to hang around the property to keep watch and Angie had appointed both Gideon and Fae to stop by in rotation for extra protection. I wasn¡¯t too happy about other people my own age putting their lives on the line to protect me, but both Gideon and Far were quick to quiet me about it, saying it was an honor to be guarding the future Luna of the Bielke. I felt vulnerable without Ignatius at my side, despite all the added protection I missed him at night when I reached across the cold sheets expecting to touch his skin only to find nothing there. I had never been one for cuddle throughout the night but I missed it once he was gone. I chose to distract myself from my pining, however, by focusing on the grueling training ahead of me. I awoke on the first day before the sun rose and threw on the only pair of sweatpants Ignatius owned that actually fit me. They were still a little too long and I had my own but I preferred wearing a piece of him while I trained. To me, it was a source offort Rita was waiting outside when I threw open the door. She smiled at my enthusiasm and beckoned for me to follow her. We traipsed through the garden and into the forest lining- Rita walked for a few minutes before checking over her shoulder We kept going until the mansion was just out of view, hidden by the trees. Rita stopped abruptly in front of me and folded her arms. ¡°What are we doing here?¡± I asked, swatting at a fly that was droning around my ear. ¡°It¡¯s one thing, being in tune with your inner wolf,¡± she said, ¡°but in order to shift effectively you need to be in tune with your natural surroundings as well¡± I scuffed the ground with my shoe. ¡°What does that mean?¡± I asked. ¡°Do I need to hug a tree or something?¡± ¡°Not quite,¡± Rita said. ¡°Now close your eyes. It¡¯s important to still not only your b*dy but also your mind.¡± I did as she said and closedapy eyes. I wasn¡¯t sure how to go about stilling my mind but I started with breathing deeply in and out. Renee was quiet inside my head, focussed only on the task at hand ¡°Listen to the forest around you.¡± Rita¡¯s voice made me jump slightly I calmed myself down again and got to listening Slowly, sounds began to drift into focus in the still forest, I could hear the quiet chirping of birds in the trees and the swish of wings. I heard the slight breeze rustling the leaves and the snap and c rack of small creatures mowing in the underbrush. Flies buzzed and somewhere in the distance, water was flowing. It was peaceful in that shaded area. I could smell the damp scent ofst night¡¯s rain wating up from the ground and the fresh earthy scent of the trees I could pick up the scent of other animals that had passed by this spot before us, I could almost see the exact pathway they walked. I felt my heart slow and my lungs expand andpress with every deep breath. It felt as if my feet were growing roots into the earth and my b*dy was stretching taller than the trees.I didn¡¯t know how long I had been standing there by then, but I felt as if I would be able to stand there for hours, decades even My concentration was broken, however, when Rita¡¯s voice cur through the tranquility, ¡°That¡¯s all we¡¯ll be doing for today.¡± ¡°What my eyes flew open. I didn¡¯t think we¡¯d been standing there for very long but the sun was already at a different position in the sky. ¡°Is that it?¡± ¡°Yes¡± Rita said calmly, turning to walk back towards the house. ¡°You¡¯ll have to do this every day until we move on to the next step ¡°But what¡¯s the next step?¡± I asked as I stumbled after her, walking on wooden legs after standing still for you long ¡°Why Rita spoke over her shoulder as she trudged along. ¡°Your b*dy is still weak, Dorothy. You can¡¯t rush this kind of thing. especially in your case.¡± I groaned in exasperation, ¡°Why does everyone insist on treating me like I¡¯m some fragile little trinket?¡± I whined. I knew 1 was being childish but I was desperate to learn more I wanted to push myself to perfection. With the Tally on our tails, I didn¡¯t have the luxury of taking my time. I needed to be strong from the start. I needed to be ready for anything ¡°Because you are fragile. Rita¡¯s voice was stern. ¡°Pushing yourself too hard will only make you weaker in the long run. Dorothy. You don¡¯t want to render yourself useless by overdoing it too early ¡°Fine,¡± I grumbled, dodging a gnarled tree root that looked like it had been ced there specifically to trip me up. ¡°I just want to be able to help. When the timees to fight. I don¡¯t want to just be sitting around on the sidelines¡± ¡°And you won¡¯t be,¡± Rita answered. ¡°Don¡¯t worry yourself too much over that. Your training with Angie is still toe. You¡¯ll be ready. And what¡¯s more, this is the Bielke Pack we have a plethora of powerful shifters ready for war.¡± We walked through the garden back towards the house. I could sell the sea air wafting up from the cliffs. The sound of waves could be heard not too far away. It was such a peaceful ce my home in the middle of nowhere. Now that I had it a real home, I would do anything to protect it. Angie was waiting for us when we rounded the cottage, along with Fae who stood at her side. Fae wasn¡¯t much taller than me. but beneath that slender frame were sinewy muscles that I could only dream of having- I didn¡¯t know her all that well but I happened to like Fae quite a lot. She was reserved and distant most of the tune, but there was warmth in her eyes, and she when she looked at Angie in particr, she lookes with more than just general affection. I wondered if Ange was aware of this. Angie raned a hand as we approached. ¡°Hello, carrot tops. Are you ready to begin your training? ¡°hit going g to involve more standing very still in the woods?¡± 10:46 Fri, Jan 26 62 Angieughed. ¡°I see Rita¡¯s got you taking it slow with the shifting powers. Probably for the best. After all, you¡¯re going to need your energy for your time with us. This training will be a little more intense.¡± I rolled my shoulders and lifted my chin. ¡°I¡¯m ready¡± I wasn¡¯t ready. Angie wasn¡¯t lying when she said she wouldn¡¯t be going easy on me. Between her and Fae, they had me runningps, practicing my punches, and Angie seemed to take great pleasure in throwing me over her shoulder again and again and again. Each time I would get up, position my feet and go for a jab only to have my arm grabbed or my leg lified and I would then find myself nted t on my back all over again. ¡°F ucking hell, I wheezed after I lost my bnce and face-nted so hard I was sure I got grass on my tonsils. ¡°This is what you call training This is just a one-sided war.¡± ¡°Oh please. Angie extended a hand and heaved me to my feet. This is nothing. A hundred more falls on your as s and you¡¯ll be improving in no time,¡± *Speaking of falling¡± she continued. ¡°You¡¯re doing it wrong¡± ¡°I¡¯m doing falling wrong? 1 grumbled, dusting grass off of my knees. ¡°Is there a special way I¡¯m supposed to be falling?¡± ¡°Yes,¡± Angie said, swiping a leg out and knocking my own legs out from under me. I tumbled to the ground again, swearing bitterly at the scrapes and bruises that were forming ¡°You¡¯ve got to learn to roll into your falls,¡± Angie said, sitting down next to me when I refused to get up again. ¡°Hitting the ground t is going to cause you more injury. And you¡¯ll take longer getting back up,¡± And so I practiced falling for a while. It still hurt every time I crashed to the floor, but I could feel myself gradually getting the hang of rolling with my fall and back to my feet in one almost smooth motion. We also practiced basicbat at which I was dismallycking in skill. Angie danced around me, throwing punches and kicks that I could neither block nor dodge effectively. Eventually, Angie decided to withhold her jabs and to let me do the attacking while she dodged. My punches were weak and caused me more damage than they did to her if they even connected at all. The only time I managed to actually wind Angie was when I saw an opening and went for it, punching her directly in the left ti t like a dirty cheater. Angie had caved and Fae lost her headughing from where she was watching ¡°Coddamn carrot top that was cruel.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry¡± Iran over to her where she was haunched on the ground. ¡°I saw a chance, I thought I might as well take it¡± ¡°No, don¡¯t apologize,¡± Angie strained, scrunching her eyes shut while Fae was stillughing maniacally behind us. ¡°You¡¯re at a disadvantage. You have every right to fight dirty during a real fight.¡± 1 hit my lip, but I was proud that I had finally managed some kind of small victory, even if I was fighting dirty. Angie stood up, still cupping her chest like she was in agony. But she was smiling. ¡°Not bad for a nut, I must admit.¡± We kept up the sparring. I wasn¡¯t ever going to be great at it by the first day but I did feel the slightest improvement and I was getting better and dodging and sidestepping Angie¡¯s oing attacks, came to realize that my size was something of an advantage after all. I was quick, nimble, easy to miss when I moved quickly enough. Angie was strong, but her long limbs were easier to dodge when I knew how to maneuver around her. I kept any heels up and darted around on the balls of my feet. Slowly but surely, I was getting the hang of this whole fighting thing. I was still useless at dealing out damage, but at least I was able to more or less avoid it myself. ¡°I think I need a break.¡± I huffed after a while, lying on my back and closing my eyes. My lungs were burning and every joint 10:46 Fri, Jan 26 in my b*dy ached like Fdjust run a marathon. Sweat had broken out on my forehead and I was desperate for an icy ss of ¡°Yeah, alright.¡± Angie said. ¡°You look like you need it. Your face is almost the same color as your hair currently.¡± ¡°Shut up¡± I whined, patting my reddened face and hot cheeks. ¡°And carrot top is not allowed. Pick another nickname thank you very much. ¡°Fireball. Cherry bomb. Tomato soup. They just don¡¯t hit the same as carrot top though I attempted a swipe at her but my arms were leaden and dropped back to my side almost immediately. ¡°Pick another one.¡± Far strolled over to join us and rolled down into the grass alongside me. ¡°It gets easier. I promise. You should have seen Gideon on his first day of training. He whined like a baby the whole way through. Angiended him on his a ss so many times he ended up sitting on an ice pack for days? Angie chuckled. ¡°Poor guy. He was ready to quit from day one. The only reason he stayed was because he had a crush on one of the other trainees. Too bad Justin never took any interest in him.¡± We were all quiet for a little. I knew Angie and Fae were letting me have a breather. I wished I could be stronger. bat b*dy was still werk. My muscles ached and my throat burned, I wondered what Ignatius was up to, and if he was okay. I hadst spoken to him through our link that morning. He and Elliot had been on their way to meet with another nearby pack to negotiate an allegiance should the Tally decide to attack! Unfortunately for us, there were a lot of packs who would love to see the powerful Bielke fall. To them, simply letting the Tally attack would mean watching the elimination of onerge threat. However, what people didn¡¯t seem to understand was that after taking us down, it was very unlikely that the Tally would just stop there. Taking down the Bielke would be no small feat. That power would turn their attention to others after us. No one was safe from the Tally N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. It was still unclear as to what exactly their intentions were, although considering the rumors of Johan¡¯s involvement with them, it was possible that they were using his strength and status as a catalyst to push their own agenda. To Johan, attacking the Bielke would be revenge. To the Tilly, it would be domination And then there was the sickness. The yellowy eyes and foaming mouths of the Tally attackers. Ignatius had his suspicions as to what exactly was causing the horrific transformations. But he wouldn¡¯t tell me exactly what his theories were until he had more evidence to prove it. I didn¡¯t understand any of it. But I wanted to be stronger I wanted to be ready. I rolled myself to my feet and stretched. I lifted my arms high above my shoulders until I heard my spine creak, and I rolled my neck to ease the aching muscles. Tm ready now. Let¡¯s get started again.¡± Chapter 41 Chapter 41 -Dowthy new college. I was nervous to attend a new school, even more A week after training began, it was time for me to start at sa suwe Iguranus sill wasn¡¯t back. It had been lonely without linij and I needed his reassurance on that day more than ever, Angie was at the door to escort me that morning. She attended the same college that I would be starting at Most of the Belke youngsters stayed close to home when it canse to colleges so it was likely that I would be meeting more of ms peye these. The rumors susunding me were more extravagant than ever. I was a femme fatale, a Tally spy, a nudist, nd a nob*dy all at ove Angie shouted for me to hurry up but I was its loved to tal ne in getting ready, I was in no rush to be thrust back into the nighmate that is being an outsider in a budding full of people my own age Soner Ignatius and Rita had upgraded my wardrobe I had more than my fair share of options when it came to what I would be wearing on my first day. I seeded to make a good impression, but the shelves and shelves worth of new clothing only made getting ready even harder After a few minutes had passed and I was still standing in my underwear staring into the closet, Angie stormed up the stairs to hurry me along She kicked open the bedroom door and strode to my side, pulling out clothing and chucking them onto the bed ¡°S hart that hides your buy t its, jeans that entuate your as s, Ighjatus¡¯s jacket because knowing you, you¡¯re bound to get 51. and lysts for kis king the shuns of anyone who gives you loll today She dumped it all on the bed and sat down next to the pile, folding her arms and crossing her legs. ¡°Go d, Dorothy. How did you ever tattage to get ready bste this? ¡°I had tower options back then I protested, pulling on the shirt and hopping to hoist the jeans over my hips ¡°And this isn¡¯t any monal day. I¡¯m about to meet all the people you sent my udsles to!¡± Angie sled grimly ¡°Yeah, sorry about that Bat you¡¯ve got nothing to worry about, your bare as s is old news already Everyone¡¯s too invested in the recent Tally attacks to be concerned about some old photos.¡±: ¡°Some of those people are ming me for i as well. I grumbled. ¡°It¡¯s bad enough they¡¯ve all seen me n*ked. But thanks to the Khall hearing all of my dirtyundry has been ained for the world to see too ¡°Rx. Dorothy. It¡¯s going to be fine. If you¡¯re lucky, people won¡¯t even recogitize you at all. And besides. I¡¯ll be there, I won¡¯t let anyone f uck with you I promise.¡± I pulled on the chunkybat boots and struggled with theces My shaking fingers weren¡¯t helping anything. I don¡¯t need a bubysitter¡± Angie stad off of the lied and knelt down to tie my shoes when my fingers fumbled over and over again. ¡°Ten not babysitting you. Think of it more like a personal b*dyguard. And, unlike you, most people like me? She grinned at my glowering rxpressam ¡°Meaning they I have no choice but to like you tou She stood up and put her hands on her hups ¡°You¡¯ve got nothing to worry about. Now, will you please hurry up or do you ant to bete on your first day ¡°I want to prk to bed¡± Tough Angie said as she dragged me down the stairs by the elbow. ¡°You¡¯re the future Luna of this pack. You¡¯ve faced a usee back from the bank of death. You¡¯ve even handled a rejection from your mate. You can handle this.¡± I moaned out loud and stomped along behind her to where Gideon¡¯s van was waiting in the driveway. Fae leaned her head out of the window and waved at me whale Gadeon was struggling to get the car started ¡°S tupid bag of bolts,¡± he mu ntered when we clunbed in the back The van had been cleaned since we had driven Angie to the heal, but the floor at our feet still held a t ang of rust in its scent and the seats were dotted with bloodstains. My insides teised at the memory of the esperience, but I was lists acted from my morbid reminiscing by Angie sneezing my hand. Fae turned around in her seat to face me. ¡°Are you excited for your first day ¡°I feel like I¡¯m going to throw ups,¡± I mu ntered ndly. ¡°Yeah, that¡¯s not nerves, Fae giggled ¡°It¡¯s probably just Gideon¡¯s driving that¡¯s making you car sick¡± Tin an excellent driver Gideon protested, before swerving to lodge the curb in front of us. The old van screeched in protest and Fac looked at Gideon with a smig I stared out of the window as Ear and Gideon began to bicker and Angie chimed in with her two cents. At least I wouldn¡¯t bepletely alone at this new college. I would be going in with something I had never had helse. I would be arriving with friends. That thought was mildly contenting and I rxed just a litle bit. I fidgeted in my seat while Cadeon was grumbling: ¡°What is it, pack on Gideon day or something ¡°Don¡¯t worry, Gids,¡± Angie chimed. ¡°We¡¯re all Iul at something our weakness just happens to be straight roudly¡± ¡°I¡¯ll have you know, Ang, it was my driving, that got you to the hospital not too long ago. I didn¡¯t hear anyoneining then They carried on with their bickering all the way to therge brick building that way to be my new school. There was a lump in my throat by the time we pulled up to the entrance. Gideon turned off the van and it rattled to a halt like the effort of driving had been too much of a strait ¡°Well.¡± Angiezily waved hernd. ¡°Wee to your new school,¡± she drawled unceremoniously and I grimaced. I drew in a deep breath and climbed out of the van -Ignatius- Traveling with my father was just as ufortable and dreary I had expected Elhot, like me, was not much of a talker, but when he did talk it was usually to go on and on about how rich I¡¯d changed for the worst since I had decided to grow a conscience as he liked to put it. We had driven to meet with the elders of several nearing packs by then and I was on the brink of throwing myself from the moving car and running all the way back home in wolf for.. I missed my home, I missed my mate. Dorothy and I spoke continuously through the mind-link but she had training daily with both Rita and Angie and Thad meetings to attend. So far, we had managed to secure three packs as solid allies, should we need tounch an attack on the Tally. Unlike the other packs that would prefer to see us fall to the Tally people, these packs had been burned by Tally attackers before. They would much rather take the side of the Bielke than stand by and let a trusted powerful force be wiped out by an untrustworthy one. Even so, I was afraid it wouldn¡¯t be enough. Too many people were happy to watch the Bielke burn. We had garnered a horrifying reputation over the years that we were only in the beginning stages of fixing. Ellot didn¡¯t mind the fear people seemed to have for him. In fact, he enjoyed it. Elliot was a man who wanted to be feared. The way I saw it, fear doesn¡¯t make someone a good Alpha. A true Alpha needs the devotion ofs people. When you lead by causing fear alone, you can¡¯t be surprised when no one steps up to defend you when you¡¯re in danger. We were on our way to the veryst pack on the list and Elliot was droning on about how all of these people had grown weak and soft. He looked down on them all, even those who pledged allegian to us. Heaned back in the seat and closed my eyes, 2/4 10:48 Fri, Jan 26 letting my thoughts drift to Dorothy I missed my mate I regretted that I couldn¡¯t be there for her firsty of college. I knew how daunting that would be for her There was another reason I was eager to get back though. Tor hail sensed a I wasn¡¯t sure who or bow but I sensed then presence and affect towards her Dorothy herself seemed confused when t mentioned and said that she had been anmand many people while I had been gone, let alone approached by anyone 1 who would be interested in taking my ce in Trusted Doroid, and I knew that she was telling me the truth Which meant that whoever it was, they weren¡¯t open about Their antaumon. But they were I fought the anger and jealousy that came with thinking of someone who threatened our bond, but I wanted to get hack all would be hell to pri Ignats Are you ringo¡¯s voice cut through my internal struggle ¡°What No sorry was distracted¡± Elbot rolled his eyes and 1 get my teeth nyway as yellow and they were foaming at the mouth, yes! as saying the Tally attackers. Their We¡¯ve been onto th I tried to keep the tentation and Bilbot madded: ¡° And they smelled of decay. It could be possible the Tally are purposefully altering the bodies of their solders. As in giving them something to push them to that state, Not only are they stronger than regr wolves but they sretni less sensitive ter pan as well.¡± I don¡¯t know about that ¡°1 said. ¡°That one guy seemed to be in agony when I was tickling his brain through his eye socket.¡± Elliot frowned ¡°Ooously theres a limit to how much they can take, but there¡¯s no denying that they can take a hit better Thou have a point there¡± suspected some kind of rabies Elhot contuurd Candering they die almost as quickly as they show up. But I¡¯m not sure This feels like something cbe entirely We¡¯ve seen something like this before.¡± I said quietly ¡°What are you talking about?¡± out of the window, watching the trees full by and wishing I could run next to them instead of being trapped in a car sar who would never respect nie To the woudi when I was younger. With mom¡± Est fell silent and has fists tightened on the steering wheel. We never spoke about my mother, adien atje lett. Elliot had put a stop to my constant question with a p to the face and a loud deration: ¡°She¡¯s gone! Cet Can We don¡¯t need her We have never needed her. She served her purpose: She is useles to lix how 4 alugged crying pertry quickly after that And I never mentioned my mother agam. But in my bad. I would watch her departure and like a bad move hoping one day the ending might change. Her bare feet. Her streaming hau Her ¨C sine ¡°Do you contembre?¡± Tasked my father. ¡°That day in the woods. That creature¡± Elliot¡¯s face was stay and he koja tus eyes forward I kept my eyes the nail as I spoke Tran into the forest to y Awhile I and Murture dat gone very far. 62% and mom picked me up as soon as she saw me. That¡¯s when the creature came. The Not Deer.¡± Still, Elliot said nothing. I felt like I was talking to a stone wall. ¡°I had the same yellowy eyes like pus. N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. And the same foaming maw. You wanted to fight it. But mom. She just stood there while it opened its jaws. She held me to her chest and closed her eyes like she had been waiting for that moment for a long time.¡± I sighed. ¡°I didn¡¯t understand it before but I do now. What did you do to her to turn her into the person that she was? That quiet, broken being. Why was she so ready to die?¡± ¡°Enough.¡± Elliot hissed. ¡°Mort- she is none of your concern. She gone. There¡¯s no good in looking back into the past now.¡± I stared ahead of me. ¡°I guess it doesn¡¯t matter all that much now. But the fact still stands. That deer or whatever it was. showed the same symptoms as the Tally anackers. There could be a connection. Can you remember what we were told of the Not Deer?¡± Elliot didn¡¯t answer me, and it was clear from his expression that the conversation was over. I shrugged my shoulders. 1 would have to discuss it with Rita when I got back. She knew more of the strange and mysterious than I did. I let my mind wander back to Dorothy and more pleasant thoughts. Tor growled at the noticeable presence of thepetitor around my mate and I bristled in anger, I would have to get back soon. Dorothy was mine just as I was hers. 1 wouldn¡¯t let anyb*dye between is. COMMENT SEND GIFT 0 Chapter 42 Chapter 42 -Dorothy. My new college was bigger than my old one back on Khall territory. Stepping through therge front doors my breath caught in my throat as I gazed in horror and the number of bustling students moving about the hallways. Fae put a hand on my elbow and guided me along through the crowd. So far, nob*dy seemed to notice or recognize me which was a plus. They knew Angie though. A few people approached us to greet her and the others. It was only after we moved along that they looked over their shoulders at me like they¡¯re just realized who I was. I hoped that word didn¡¯t spread fast here. I managed to get through most of the day without any hups. Either Angie, Fae, or Gideon were in at least one of my sses so I was never truly alone. The problem arose, however, when it came to my final period for the day. Up until that point. I hadn¡¯t been called up to the front nor introduced to the ss by any of my lecturers which had been a relief. But in my final lecture period, the professor, a wizened old man took roll call and belted my name out loudly in front of the ss. ¡°Dorothy-ch, there¡¯s no surname here. Do we have a Dorothy in this ss?¡± All eyes turned to gaze at me and I sheepishly raised my hand. Im Dorothy¡± I squeaked, wishing the floor would open up and swallow me whole. ¡°Tm here The old man adjusted his spectacles to peer over at me. I shrank in my seat, mortified at all of the attention. ¡°Ah.¡± he said finally. ¡°You¡¯re new here. From the Khall Pack. I hear: Wee. Dorothy. It¡¯s good to have you here.¡± I nodded my thanks and stared at the desk in front of me when a chorus of whispers arose from around the lecture hall. If they didn¡¯t recognize me before, they knew who I was now. None of my new friends were in this ss either. I was alone and I had the entire room gawking at me like I was a specimen in a 200 Finally, the lecture continued and people eventually went back to focusing on the professor drone on about something could barely understand. As soon as the ss ended, I gathered my things and booked it to the exit before anyone could stop me and talk. I made it out of the room but I was stopped by someone tapping on my shoulder as I was hurrying away. I turned to face a girl 1 had never seen before. But looking at her, I got the same feeling I had when I She crossed her arms and looked me up and down while I stood with my shoulders haunched and my books to my chest. ¡°So you¡¯re Dorothy!¡± she said. Her voice dripped with disgust and 1 wished any one of my friends would turn up and diffuse the situation. Two more girls came to stand at her side and I took a step back ¡°Yeah, I¡¯m Dorothy. I¡¯ve got to go though..¡± I turned around to leave but she gripped my forearm tightly, her sharp nails dug deep into my skin. ¡°You¡¯re the reason the Tally are attacking us now,¡± she hissed. ¡°My brother was one of their victims. What kind of future Luna endangers her people?¡± I was mute. I stared at her in shock. ¡°I didn¡¯t I didn¡¯t know that this would happen. I didn¡¯t mean for any of it to happen.¡± This only seemed to infuriate her more and she leered at me, her teeth sharpening as she pushed her face close to mine. ¡°Your thering doesn¡¯t help anything. And your useless apologies won¡¯t bring him back. She pushed me and I stumbled backward, barely managing to maintain my bnce at the force of it. ¡°Go back to where you came from mutt. We don¡¯t need s cu m like you around here.¡± 1/3 10:48 Fri, Jan 26 G Students were starting to gather around as the girl and her friends stepped forwards again. I was N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. trapped by the crowd, people circled me and others looked on with nk faces. It seemed a lot of people med me for the recent attacks. And they weren¡¯t entirely wrong about it. I lifted my hands, palms up in surrender. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± I whispered. ¡°I didn¡¯t mean to disrupt your lives. I can¡¯t change what has happened and I can¡¯t bring back what you¡¯ve lost but I can help, I can-¡± The p girl didn¡¯t let me finish and I was pushed again, this time, someone behind me pushed back, and then more people joined in. I struggled to stay on my feet, trying to remember everything Angie had taught m over the past week. We had only ever practiced one on onebat and I was facing dozens of people I also didn¡¯t want to hurt anyone, they were my people after all. I was supposed to be one of them, even though it seemed they clearly didn¡¯t want me there. The noise volume rose as people grew more excited, egged on by others as the crowd grew, and more people gathered to watch. A few were yelling, shouting insults to be heard over the growing outcry. ¡°Khall sc um,¡± ¡°Ginger b itch Panic rose in my chest and threatened to burst forth in a scream as I was pushed and pulled and mocked. I wanted them to stop, I was overwhelmed and terrified all over again. ¡°Stop, I whispered. Please stop.¡± But my voice was lost to the masses. Without thinking. I reached my hand forwards, to the girl in front of me who had started it all. Her eyes were angry and her fangs protruded from her mouth. I pressed my palm directly against her chest. ¡°Stop,¡± I said, my voice suddenly even and calm. I felt a strange peace settle over me. Renee was growling in my chest, I knew she was trying to speak to me but I felt far away from my own b*dy-separated from myself and my wolf. The same white glow grew at my palm but this time it wasn¡¯ting from me. It was flowing from the girl in front of me into the hand I had ced on her chest. Her expression was a puzzling one. She was staring at me with wide eyes, her open mouth frozen in a scream but no sound came out. The crowd around me had stopped their harassment and drew back. Someone cried out in rm. I didn¡¯t understand what was happening but I felt like I was in a trance. I gazed at her in a daze. I felt energy racing up my arm and into my own b*dy, filling me with a strength I had never felt before. I didn¡¯t realize where it wasing from or why. I didn¡¯t realize that I was killing her draining the life from her b*dy through the palm of my hand. Suddenly, my arm was wrenched away from the girl by someone much taller than me. ¡°Stop it. Dorothy! She¡¯ll diet¡± Angie¡¯s voice made me blink and the world came back into focus. I looked around me. Students were staring at me in horror. The girl had fallen to the floor at my feet and Fae was checking her pulse. Angie had her arms around my shoulders, holding me back. But I didn¡¯t fight her. I hung limp in front of her, mortified at what I had just done. I felt the newly stolen energy coursing through my b*dy. I felt stronger than ever. I felt like a monster. Far looked up in relief. ¡°She¡¯s alive. But she needs to get to the hospital¡± Everything was still for a moment before one student whispered, ¡°Witch¡± A newbel to add to my reputation. Angie noticed the crowd threatening to close in once again and growled at the people surrounding us. ¡°Don¡¯t even think about it. I¡¯ll kill everyst one of you.¡± Whether it was their newfound lear of me or Angie¡¯s dominating presence I¡¯ll never know, but the crowds of students slowly parted to let us through Angie walked me past all of them and I couldn¡¯t bring my eyes to meet the gazes of the scared people around me. Far carried the girl behind us and Gideon showed up to lead us to the van. We drove to the hospital in stony silence for a while. I looked over at the unconscious girl in Far¡¯s arms. ¡°I can give it back. The life I took,¡± I said quietly, ¡°I can feel it inside of me. I can give it back.¡± Angie shook her head. ¡°We can¡¯t know for sure if you¡¯ll be able to stop from draining yourself in the process. She¡¯s going to be okay. And thest thing we need is younding up in the hospital all over again.¡± I leaned against the window, tears pric king at my eyes. ¡°They hate me. They already hated me and now they¡¯re going to hate me even thore ¡°Theye around, Fae reassured me. ¡°If anything, this move will probably have gained you some respect among them. At the end of the day, you were defending yourself. And you did it in the Bielke way. When pushed, push back harder. ¡°That¡¯s a wed way of life,¡± I said nkly: ¡°I don¡¯t want to hurt anyone. I¡¯m supposed to be protecting these people, not sapping the life out of them. I looked down at the girl. ¡°She was angry because her brother had died in a Tally attack. She has every right to hate me. I brought this invasion down on everyone.¡± ¡°Dorothy, shut up.¡± Angie said sharply. ¡°This is not your fault. The Tally have been waiting to take us down long before you showed up. This isn¡¯t on you Her face softened slightly and she took my hand. ¡°Don¡¯t me yourself okay. They shouldn¡¯t have cornered you Im sorry we left you alone for a while. Next time, I promise to have your back no matter what¡± like that. Her gentleness came as a surprise to me. I wasn¡¯t sure what to say. I leaned back against the seat and closed my eyes. I longed for my mate who suddenly felt so far away. COMMENT SEND GIFT Chapter 43 Chapter 43 -Ignatius- Meeting with the final pack went well enough. I was relieved to finally be on the home stretch. I was rearing to get back to Dorothy and my own home. Elliot and I hadn¡¯t spoken much since the one-sided conversation in the car. He clearly still hadn¡¯t forgiven me for bringing up my mother considering we drove the rest of the way in stony silence until we reached the final pack on our list. The Drakkon Pack was small, smaller than even that of the Khall, But they held their own kind of power. The Drakkon was known to stay out of neighboring pack business for the most part. But we had stepped in to help them before and now they owed us a favor. Luckily for us, the Drakkon always kept their word and were happy to offer us their support should it be absolutely necessary. Unlike the Bielke, the Drakkon was not interested in resorting to violence unless there was no other option. But they held at particrly strong grudge against the Tally since they had almost been wiped out by them once before, Their eldercouncil was small, consisting of only three members When we were done with our discussions, the Alpha and Luna invited us to stay as long as we liked. While my father went off to meet with an old friend of his ¨C I had no idea my father even had any friends-I went to see the single healer of the Drakkon Pack. I had had no choice but to disclose information about Dorothy¡¯s strange healing abilities during our conversation with the elders. For a pack who keeps to themselves, the Drakkon have a way of picking up information about the going ons of the entire country. Nob*dy knows how they do it but they do it well. They had asked about Dorothy and whether or not she would pose as a threat to them. I reassured them that was not the case and exined that we weren¡¯t even entirely sure of how her ability worked or how she got it. The elders had suggested I consult their healer, who hade from a distant pack long ago and who held a lot of knowledge on the topic of healing. I didn¡¯t think there was anything this strall town healer could tell me that I didn¡¯t already know, but I had time to kill and nothing to lose from speaking with her. The woman lived in a small cabin on the outskirts of the Drakkon territory. She wasn¡¯t difficult to find. I followed the scent of herbs and potions that surrounded the small home. Charms and bottles hung from the trees around the cabin and nts had been left to grow wild all around the area. Curling green vines chang to the wooden frame of the building like the small log cabin was a part of the woods and had grown from the ground along with the rest of the foliage. There was dust on the ss of the windows and I couldn¡¯t see through the grime, but aside from the clinking of wind chimes, light musicing from inside let me know that someone was home. I walked up to the small door and knocked twice before it creaked open. An old woman stood before me, although old isn¡¯t an urate enough description. She looked ancient. She was short and stooped, leaning on a wooden cane with the head of wolf carved into its handle. The two beady jeweled eyes of the wooden wolf stared at me along with the woman¡¯s own lidded white pupils. She could have been blind, but she was looking straight at me. ¡°Um, hi¡± I said. ¡°Are you the healer of this pack? I¡¯m Ignatius Armound of the Bielke Pack. I was wondering if I could ask you some questions?¡± She nodded slowly. ¡°Of course. Pleasee in I had to duck to step through the small doorway. Inside, when standing up straight, my head almost brushed the ceiling. 1/3 10:46 Fri, Jan 26 More trinkets and other wind chimes dangled from the roof above us and I had to be careful to not knock my head against of them. any N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. The old woman motioned for me to sit on one of the weathered pillows on the floor. Dozens are carpets were crossed over each other, making the entire floor look like a giant patchwork quilt. She lowered herself down onto another cu shion and began to pour tea from a small porcin mug that stood on a small table in front of her. ¡°So she said with a voice like gravel. ¡°What is it you wanted to know?¡± I nodded when she lifted the small canister of sugar and thought over my question. ¡°My mate, Dorothy, she¡¯s got some kind. of healing ability. She can heal herself like a regr shifter but this is something different. This is way more powerful¡± The old woman kept quiet, stirring sugar into our tea and waiting for me to continue. ¡°A few weeks ago, we were attacked by a Tally shifter. He injured a friend of mine, Badly. I thought she was going to die. But Dorothy somehow managed to heal her and now she¡¯s perfectly fine. The woman¡¯s head jerked up when I said this and she listened attentively as I spoke. ¡°Only, Dorothy herself ended upatose for two weeks. It seems like she passed some of her own life on to the girl she saved. Have you heard of anything like that happening before?¡° The old healer looked down again and handed me a steaming cup of tea Your mate. Dorothy, she is from the Bielke Pack?¡± Not born into it, no. She was from the Khall Pack before I met her. But she wasn¡¯t originally from there either.¡± I frowned down at my tea. ¡°Dorothy said she saw visions while she had been unconscious. She said she remembered her pack being attacked. ording to the Khall elders, she was delivered to them as a baby by a woman who imed to be escaping this attack.¡± The old woman leaned back, stroking her wrinkled chin with fingers covered in gold rings. ¡°It¡¯s possible she could be a descendant of the Sanitatum people.¡± The name rang a bell. ¡°That was a name D The woman nodded Dorothy gave to herself She said she didn¡¯t know where she had heard it.¡± Probably because she never did. The Sanitatum disappeared long ago, barely anyone remembers them at all. If her pack was attacked it¡¯s very likely someone discovered that the bloodline was still well and alive and sought to gain the power for themselves Or eradicate it entirely ¡°What do you know of this power?¡± I asked earnestly, leaning forwards on my haunches. ¡°Is Dorothy going to be okay?¡± The woman shrugged. ¡°I¡¯m not sure. The Sanitatum bloodline was thought to have died out because of the effects of their own powers. They used it to heal others, and in turn, they wiped themselves out.¡± So if Dorothy just refrains from using her powers, she won¡¯t be hurt by them?¡± She shook her head. ¡°It doesn¡¯t work like that. Ites naturally, this healing power, it¡¯s an urge she will not be able to fightt when it ovees her. There are only two ways a Sanitatum wohld live its life. Give up years of your own and live a short life but save countless others. Or take life from the people aroural you and prolong your own.¡± ¡°Why not both?¡± ¡°You can try. But with that amount of energy surging through your b*dy, eventually, something has to give. This is the curse of the Saratatum¡± ¡°That can¡¯t be it!¡± I mmed my cup down onto the table. ¡°So we just have to ept that she¡¯s eventually going to die because of this? That¡¯s b ulls hit. I won¡¯t ept that 10:48 Fri, Jan 26 The healer seemed unphased by my outburst. She put her hands around my own shaking ones and spoke gently. ¡°I don¡¯t have all of the answers for you. This is just what I havee to learn of it. Perhaps you will find others like Dorothy who might be able to help you.¡± She let go and stood up slowly, a hand on her back and leaning heavily on her cane. ¡°After all, if one Sanitatum is still alive, there is sure to be more out there. I got to my feet wearily. ¡°Maybe you¡¯re right. And thank you for your time. I¡¯m sorry I lost my temper there, I didn¡¯t mean to disrespect you ¡°Think nothing of it, the woman said, waving her jewelry dded hand. I understand the desperation of young love. You do love her don¡¯t you?¡± ¡°With all my heart.¡± Chapter 44 Chapter 44 -Ignatius- I was ecstatic to finally be homeward bound. I had spoken to Dorothy the moment she had woken up to let her know the good news. I wanted to tell her what I had learned from the healer hat I decided that would be a conversation best had in person. Dorothy herself was overjoyed to hear that I wasing home could feel her excitement from where I sat in the car with my father, driving back home. I was at the wheel this time, and Elliot was dozing in the passenger seat. I nced over at my father. Elliot sat with his arms folded and his head nodding forwards. Even asleep, there was a frown on his face and his forehead wrinkled in displeasure. I wondered if he ever dreamed of his wife. Looking at his expression- whatever he was dreaming of, it wasn¡¯t pleasant¡­ While we drove let my mind wander where it may. I contemted the healer¡¯s words and her advice. If there were other people like Dorothy out there, we would have to find them. Surely someone had to know how to put an end to this curse. Rita had called it a blessing but I wasn¡¯t so sure. Anything that slowly killed you from the inside out, didn¡¯t sound like a blessing to me. It was clear what the healer said was true. Dorothy herself had exined what had happened at her college that first day. She had drained that girl¡¯s life and replenished her own. But if that was the path she took, she would eventually be dependent on others lifeforce to keep her going. And all of that energy passing through her b*dy would eventually kill her anyway. More than that, Dorothy sounded. mortified at what she had done. I couldn¡¯t imagine my gentle, stubborn mate resorting to draining others for her own personal gain. She would never allow herself to live like that. I loved my mate for that. I was ready to do anything to keep her live but I knew Dorothy would not want her own life causing harm to others. We were nearing Bielke territory when a strange feeling overcame use. It started out as subtle anxiety, growing in my chest and I ignored it at first. By the time we had crossed the border, however, it had grown exponentially and I was sweating my seat N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. Something somewhere had gone very wrong. Someone had betrayed us and Tor was growing infuriated. I didn¡¯t know exactly what had happened but I recognized what I was feeling. Something was triggering a dangerous heat period. I had felt it once before when members of our pack had torn away from us and betrayed us by spilling pack secrets with an enemy force. 1 hadn¡¯t handled it very well then and Tor had gone wild in his drive to im what has his. Apparently, staking one¡¯s territory was important in calming down the heat that sparked from a betrayal of one of your own. An Alpha heat was not the same as a regr shifter. Ours was dangerous and sometimes it could ovee a person entirely. By the time I arrived at my father¡¯s house 1 was gripping the steering wheel tight enough to bend it. My lips were curled into a sneer. I wanted my mate. I wanted to mark her I mmed on the breaks in front of my father¡¯s house and Elliot started forwards in his seat, waking up with a gasp at the jolt of my breaking. ¡°What the f uck kind of driving is that?¡± he eximed, turning to look at me with irritation. ¡°Get out,¡± I snarled at hun. ¡°Now¡± Elliot didn¡¯t really respect me much but it was clear by my expression and jerky movements that I was serious. He shrugged and stepped out of the car ¡°Don¡¯t kill her. She¡¯s too pretty for that,¡± hemented before mming the door. I had already mmed my foot on the gas and sped away at breakneck speeds 1/4 Chase i I drove up the washing walgo no home and the car screeched at every corner. I was struggling internally to control my urges but. Tot was cynsble and had only one thing on his mind. I had no choice but to obey and allows myself to get lost mthe animalisis nature of my beat 1 tl my shan stang mins teams as t barreled the cat towards the house, swerving to the parking area and mming on breaks. I rolled my head back in my seat trying my best to breathe and stay calm but it was no use. I didn¡¯t want to han Donits. But the moment she rossed my mund I drove myself wild all over again, rearing to get to her. I wanted her all to myself to devous, mark and im her entirely Dorothy was the one person who was truly mine 1 oded to remind bot of that tact Incoded everyone to know. I stepped out of the car, her scent already filling my nostrils and driving me wild. ¡°Ignatius I snapped my head up and there she was 1 teli ms pupilste and electricity pulsed over my skin at the sight of her. ¡ª Argic, Fac, and Galeon had tried them best in cheer nie ijs after the incident at the college. The girl who had bulled me. ended up being okay ater all which had helped case my nerves somewhat but I still found my sell deeply disturbed by what I had debe All I had wanted was for them to stop tormenting me. It was like reliving an old nightmare. But Thadn¡¯t meant to hurt her. that badly Thankfully, her parents seemed pretry understanding and didn¡¯t ask too many questions about what exactly it was that I did thatnded then daughter incapacitated for a day. Although I think their forgiveness came from fear of repercussion from iny. Alpha itate rather than any actual sincere understanding Either way. I was still happy to hear that she was okay, I wanted to go to the hospital to apologize in person Int Angie told 111 was worth it she had been put in her ce in the harshest of ways and no one would dare bully me again. Angie was right on thatst point at least. After a day to recover and regain my courage. I went back to college with the others. Aicir and Eie staved close at my side the whole time but the presence wasn¡¯t necessary Nob*dy came near me or tried to bother me at all People acknowledged me in the hallways now with small nods or awkward smiles. I wondered if they were afraid of me. Angie told me that was a good thing but I wasn¡¯t so sure. One good thing to look forward to at least was Ignatius¡¯s homing. He had told me through the mind-link that he was already on his way and that he would be arriving by thete afternoon. I was relieved to hear this, I couldn¡¯t go a day longer without my mate Not after everything that happened. Twas excited to see Ignatius and I was rearing to show him how far I hade with my training. Rita had met in the forest. imvery morning, focusing on breathing and all that hun stuff. But we had also moved on to small shifting I was now able to fully grow my nails mio sharp talous and my eyes were finally improving in the dark. My senses were better and I could hear a rabbit moving in the forest from a mile away. I learned to identify different scents and how to differentiate them when they crossed and ovepped one another. One day, Rara had led me into the woods blindfolded and then left me there to find my own way home using only my scent and hearing abilities It had taken a few hours and I tripped and tell me times than Ed like to admit. But I had stumbled oat of the woods and ripped the blindfold off as the sun was setting low on the h orizon. I was met with apuse from both Rita and Angie. Mybat training was going pretty well too I fell on my a ss less and managed tond more hits on Angic that weren¡¯t just cheap t it shots. My speed and stamina had moreased exponentially too 10:48 Fr, 62 Even Fae was impressed with how far I hade in such a short span of time and she teased Gideon about this fact every morning on the way to college He would get angry and their conversations would devolve into more bickering, but even he would turn around in his seat to congratte me on my progress. All that was missing was Ignatius. I yearned for him at night and I spoke to him through our link every morning as soon as I woke up. Thest time we had spoken, that same morning, he told me that he had discovered some important information about my strange abilities He had been concerned to hear about the incident at college and got angry when I described the crowds of students and their raised voices as they pushed me around. I was curious as to what he had discovered but he told me that we would have to discuss it in person. He was trying to sound hopeful and lighthearted but there was an edge to his voice that told me it wasn¡¯t all good news. My heart sank right down to my toes when I thought about it. I tried to stay positive though, and I busied myself with cleaning the cottage for when he arrived home. I roped Angie into helping me as I had managed to make quite a mess in his absence Together, we swept the floors and washed the dozens of empty coffee and tea mugs that were sc attered around the house in every single one of my reading spots, Angie was surprised to find ire¡¯s study preserved exactly as it has always been and I exined to her that neither Ignatius nor 1 were very keen to talk about what to do with it. I was happy to just let it be and it seemed that he was too Angie thought it was odd but she didn¡¯t say anything more on the subject and we continued on with our frantic cleaning, ¡°Geez, Dorothy.¡± She was red-faced and exhausted by the time we made it to the final room and began folding clothes that I had neglected to throw back into my cupboard ¡°Why is this ce such a mess? I thought you were an organized person ¡°I am. I huffed, moving therge armchair away from the cupboard and back to its rightful corner. I had been using it to reach the top shelf that Ignatius usually attended to for me. Tve just been super busytely. There¡¯s training every morning and I have to catch up on everything I¡¯ve missed out on in college. I haven¡¯t had time to clean!¡± ¡°Fair point, I suppose. Angie mumbled. ¡°And why do you have a pile of sticks in this drawer!¡± ¡°Those are sentimental. I¡¯m beginning to think you¡¯re sentimental,¡± Angie said dryly. ¡°And why is this draw filled with rocks?¡± I managed to shoo her away from my precious collections when we heard a car pull up in the driveway. I could smell his scent before the ignition had even cut and I raced to the door and leaped down the stairs three at a time. ¡°He¡¯s here!¡± My ecstatic shout echoed around the house. Angie followed me down the stairs, rolling her eyes as she did sa Dorothy he¡¯s been gone for a week. You¡¯re acting like he¡¯s been gone for years¡± ¡°It felt like years!¡± I yelled back at her as I threw open the door. Ignatius was getting out of his car. He mined the door shut and my heart leaped in excitement at the sight of his s haggy white hair and sloping, slender frame. He must have noticed my scent too because his head snapped up to look directly at me ¡°Um. Dorothy Hang on a second.¡± 62 There was cautions in Angie¡¯y voice when she saw Ignatius staring at me but I ignored her and bounded down the porch steps To greet my mate 1 hurtled towards Ignatius and threw my arms around him, yelling my excitement at the top of my lungs. His arms closed around me tightly, his grip like to ¡°Doreths¡± he said Ammended old. He smunded hongos ravenous. This seem: was tweeter, more enticing Dangerously enthralling. I felt heat pool at my core at the same time that rm bells unded off in my head I looked up at The was staring down at me like a predator would regard their prey is pupils were pinpricks and h os fangs were elongated. ¡°Itu I whispered and tried to pull myself away. His grip on my hips was impossible to escape as he leerest or me. I Belt conflicted I was bothpletely intonated by his scent and filled with a dden urgent need, but at the same time his expression hail me feeling the slightest pang of real terr Ignaties Angie yelled from somewhere behind me and I heard the scrape of her shoes hitting the gravel Ignatius stop! I was confused to by my contacting emotions but an understanding suddenly dawned on me The seem bie wax expelling was a fam¨ªfur one. It waxa sornt I myself had donned back in the clinic on Khall territory when we had first met. My traite sink int eat Only this wasn¡¯t a slir-wolf use with the need to be dominated. This was an Alphan looking to mark what was hits, Te Ignatius gripped my arm and forced me to the ground, spinning me tond on my hands and knees in front of him. I trie? to scramble away, even though a part of me was rearing instead to arch my back and let tum have his way with me. I didn¡¯t get very far before Itelt h os hand grip my hair and pull me hack to lick his tongue along my neck, I couldn¡¯t hold back the moan that escaped my lips, even while my heart was beiting faster and my knees were shaking in fear 11 fenatus¡¯s teeth breaking my skin in a potent bite, just as Angie nted into him with full force and knocked Ignatias COMMENT Chapter 45 Chapter 45 -Dorothy- I hastily mbered to my feet and jumped out of the way as both Angie and Ignatius fell to the floor. Ignatius snarled at the shifter who pinned him down. He threw Angie off of him and she rolled to her feet with a grace I could only dream of possessing Ignatius himself stood up and extended his ws. His eyes focused on me where I was frozen to the spot and he stalked towards me, swiping at Angie who tried to stop him. ¡°Get out of the way,¡± he growled at her. ¡°Come between me and my mate and I won¡¯t hesitate to kill you.¡± ¡°Ignatius,¡± I squeaked, stumbling backward as I tried to back away from him. ¡°Please, just calm down a little. You¡¯re not thinking straight.¡± Blood was trickling from where his tear had torn at my throat and pooled in the small dip in my corbone. I held my Is out in front of me in defense and he walked until his chest was against my palms before grabbing my wrists. hands He pulled my arms up above my head and pulled me into a rough k*ss. My toes barely touched the ground as I dangled in front of him, my shoulders popping at the strain. I moaned into his mouth as his tongue parted my lips and Ignatius hungrily k*ssed me. I His grip on my wrists was painful and his extended ws broke the skin, blood trickled down my arms as I squirmed against him. Every time I brushed his pulsing member that was straining against his jeans I grew a little more excited and a more afraid I couldn¡¯t help but push my hips against his, my soaking core only pushed him further into his S**ual frenzy and I could tell he was just about ready to rip my clothes off right then and there. I was ready for it so close toing untethered myself. N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. Angie once again tried to restrain my lustful mate and Ignatius growled in irritation. He let go of my wrists and I dropped to the floor, rubbing at my shoulders and trying to calm the fire that was highting between my legs. I pressed a fist to my aching entrance and arched my back on the floor. A part of me, the primal part of me, wanted him to force me to my knees right there in the open and rail me until I couldn¡¯t walk. I knew that¡¯s what Ignatius wanted too. But I was also aware that in this state, without my fully-fledged shifting abilities to help me, he might very well identally kill me in the process. I me ntally chastised myself for the little pang of excitement that thought brought to me. It wasn¡¯t so much that I was particrly stoked on dying that day, but rather I waspletely captivated by the sheer dominating strength of my mate and the thought of being in his control entirely. I wanted to let go of my burdens and my responsibilities and get lost in the animalistic and primal act of mating. I knocked these thoughts from my head and reminded myself that it was his scent that was driving me to these needy, aroused thoughts. Evey shifter releases a particrly pleasant and enticing scent when in heat. Ignatius had been lured by mine back when we were in the clinic together just as I was now being whipped into a S**ual frenzy by his own delicious blend. Ignatius managed to throw Angie off of his back and came for me onest time. He crouched over my arching form and 1 reached for him, wrapping my arms around his neck. He growled his pleasure into my ear as he pressed his throbbing erection against me. 1whined in response. My whine turned into a loud wail when Ignatius bit down on my shoulder with teeth sharper than they should have been. Angie wrenched Ignatius off of me, his teeth tearing through my flesh as I cried out and reached for my mate. My own skin pri ckled with electricity and my b*dy was wrecked with a lustful need. Ignatius and Angie were brawling it out, looking more wolf than human as they wrestled. Eventually, Angie shifted to her 1/4 wolf form entirely and Ignatius followed suit. This battle was even more terrifying as I watched fur sprout from their bodies and their bones rearranged themselves as they fought. I hadn¡¯t even managed to shift into my wolf form yer and these two were making it happen in a split second in the middle of an all out brawl. Igaped at them in awe for a moment before getting up again. I wasn¡¯t sure if there was much I could do toe between two angry wolves in the middle of snapping at each other but I didn¡¯t want to see either of them get hurt. The sound of their vicious banter was shrill and sickening, whines and growls, howls and snarls. I stood on the sideline, looking around for Geranium or anyone else really toe and put a stop to their fighting. But there was no one in sight. I screamed for them to stop but all that did was attract Ignatius¡¯s attention to me once again and Angie quickly snipped at his neck when he looked like he was going to bolt for me. In his wolf form, I wouldn¡¯t stand a chance against Ignatius. I had only seen Tor, Ignatius¡¯s inner wolf¡¯s true form once and it had been briefly. I watched a silvery gray wolf dart past me where Iy crumpled on the ground while Ignatius and Geranium gave chase to the first Tally attacker. Now I was able to witness him in all of his true glory and in the dear evening light rather than at night with my eyes clouded with blood. He was gorgeous. His sleek gray fur was tipped with silver and white, an echo of the shade of his hair. He stood much taller than me, a giant wolf with rippling muscles and a potent looking jaw that was currently snapping aggressively at Angie¡¯s brown wolf. I wanted to gaze for longer, I wanted to stand there and admire the glorious form of my But there would have to be time for thatter. At the rate they were going, someone was going to be terribly injured if I didn¡¯t step in somehow and stop them. I had no choice. I ran across the gravel and threw myself at the writhing mass of Eur and muscle. ¡°Stop!¡± I growled Surprising even myself at the ferociousness with which I said it. I felt my nails grow longer and my teeth protrude from my mouth. Fur broke through the skin in ces and I wrapped my now wed hand around Ignatius and heaved him away from Angie. I didn¡¯t manage to do more than irritate him a little but my sudden semi-transformation was enough to startle the both of them into pausing for a moment ¡°Dorothy!¡± Ignatius eximed as he shifted back to his human form. ¡°You¡¯re shifting! I fell away from hian and looked down at my own b*dy. My injuries were healing but the transformation had already begun to subside. The small hairs folded back into my skin and my nails and teeth returned to normal. I hadn¡¯t felt it happening, nor had 1 willed it to. But the evidence was right there in front of me and I was suddenly overjoyed at what I had just achieved. Ignatius grabbed my shoulder, his heat not entirely worn off yet and pressed his now n*ked b*dy to mine. ¡°That was amazing!¡± ¡°I just wanted you guys to stop fighting,¡± I mumbled against his skin and rolled my hips to meet his when his scent zed over me like the sweetest honey ¡°Well, mission aplished,¡± Angie said as she too shifted back to human form. She didn¡¯t bother covering her b*dy but instead walked to Ignatius¡¯s car and pulled out one of his jackets from the back seat to cover herself with. ¡°Tll be borrowing this. I think that should be okay considering all the trouble.¡± ¡°F uck, Dorothy I¡¯m so sorry. The heat, that sensation, it just came on so suddenly¡± Ignatius held me close to him and buried his face in my neck, his tongue still licking like he wasn¡¯t quite done. He at least seemed more in control of himself though which was a relief. Although I¡¯d be lying if I said I hadn¡¯t sort of enjoyed his primal antics. 10:48 Fri, Jan 26 ¡°It¡¯s alright. I was just worried you might go too far. You bit me again.¡± Ignatius inspected my shoulder and the w marks he had left in my wrists. He frowned as he checked my whole b*dy. making sure he hadn¡¯t caused any serious injury. ¡°Go dda mn. I¡¯m so sorry. I didn¡¯t mean toe onto you so strong there, Dorothy.¡± ¡°I¡¯m fine,¡± I insisted, standing on tiptoe to k*ss him and his downturned lips. ¡°Really it¡¯s okay. And besides, it¡¯s Angie you should be apologizing to. You did almost kill her again.¡± ¡°Bu ll sh it!¡± Angie protested, walking over to us with Ignatius¡¯s jacket just long enough to cover her bare groin. ¡°I had him and he knew it. It¡¯ll take more than that to take me down.¡± ¡°Angie,¡± Ignatius said quietly, turning to face her. ¡°Thank you. Thank you for protecting my mate. I didn¡¯t think you¡¯d ever have to protect her from me but I appreciate it all the same. You¡¯ve proven yourself as a true ally,¡± Angie shrugged under the weather-beaten jacket. ¡°Anytime. Dorothy is an important person to all of us. It¡¯s an honor to offer her my protection when I can,¡± I had never before heard Ignatius give anyone a sincere thank you like that. Thest person I expected it to be aimed at was Angie but it was fitting and she did deserve it. ¡°Yeah,¡± I said, clinging to Ignatius now that he was over trying to mate with me like a wild animal. My prior excitement was returning and I was so happy to be with my mate again, even if he had just tried to nail me in the dirt. ¡°Thank you, Angie, for saving my butt twice now,¡± Iughed. ¡°I appreciate the effort¡± ¡°You¡¯re very wee, carrot top. It¡¯s only a pleasu-Angie stopped mid-sentence and stared off vacantly as if she was listening to something that only she could hear. Her eyes widened in disbelief and Angie took a few steps back. 1. I have to go. Something¡¯s happened.¡± She turned on her heel and took off running down the pathway at full speed. ¡°T catch up with youter! Don¡¯t tear the house down!¡± she shouted over her shoulder as she ran. I wondered what she could have possibly heard that had her changing her attitude that quickly. She looked genuinely shocked at whatever it was. 1 looked at Ignatius, questioning with my eyes. Ignatius stared after her in confusion. ¡°That was odd.¡± Does Angie have a mind-link with anyone in particr! By the looks of it, she seemed to have heard some kind of information via a mind-link. She got the same faraway look in her eyes that I got when Ignatius spoke to me from afar. Ignatius scratched at his head, still standing next to mepletely n*ked. The cuts and tears he got from his skirmish with Angie were already beginning to heal, blending with the other thousands of small white scars that littered his b*dy. ¡°She has a mind-link with most of her family members. It¡¯s notmon but they¡¯ve always been a tight bunch and their bloodline has some powerful quirks to it.¡± I didn¡¯t know it was possible for some shifters to link their mind with their families. Of course it made sense though, and was probably pretty useful. I was made aware all over again of just how lonely I had been before Ignatius stepped into my life. ¡°What do you think she heard?¡± I asked. Although I wasn¡¯t watching Angie¡¯s retreating figure anymore. I was gazing at my mate and his semi-erect member. Ignatius noticed my ogling and smirked at me. ¡°And what is it that you¡¯re looking at over there, Dorothy dearest?¡± I blushed, locking my arms around his waist and smiling up at him sheepishly. ¡°Shush. I¡¯ve missed you. That¡¯s all.¡± Ignatius grinned and scooped me up, rubbing the tip of his head against my pants as I wrapped my legs around him. ¡°I¡¯ve missed you too,¡± he said, before carrying me into the house and kicking the door shut behind him. He made a big deal of proving just how much he had missed me then and after a particrly passionate reunion, we had to use books to prop up the leg of the bed that got broken in the process. 1 had gotten so used to my nightmares that I knew exactly what was toe as soon as I found myself in the dark forest once. I would hear cr ackling and snapping of dead leaves and dry brush in the darkness around me. I would try and fail to peer through the inky ck, only for the creature tounch at me from a direction I couldn¡¯t predict, And then I would wake up screaming and thrashing while Ignatis struggled to calm me Daly this time, the forest was silent. The scent of decay and unrest was gone. I thought maybe this time I could be safe. The moonlight shone through the trees above my head as I walked aimlessly through the night. Time was inconceivable in these dreams. I could have been walling for hours or minutes and never known the difference. I couldn¡¯t see any stars in the sky, only the bright t winkling of the almost full moon. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed movement. I whirled around to face the threat, expecting to see the creature lunging towards me with wide jaws waiting to stap hut. Instead I saw nothing The trees stared back at me in silence. I walked the rest of my way through the woods unharmed and unbothered. Everything was peaceful and quiet but I couldn¡¯t shake the feeling that I was being followed. I woke up in silence. My eyes tickel open but I wasn¡¯t screaming or failing this time around. I listened to Ignatius¡¯s deep breathing as he slept beside me in the dark. I looked over at my luate. Our limbs were entwined and tangled together. We had fallen arep in a n*ked heap. Somewhere along the line, Ignatius. had kicked off the nkets and the cool air blew in though the window and coaxed goosebumps from my skin. It should have been a relict, waking up calm rather than in a deranged panic. But the unsettling feeling of foreboding was heavy in my chest. Something had wasing. I didn¡¯t know what it was but I knew I would have to be ready for it. Chapter 46 Chapter 46 After Ignatius anil 1 had finally worn ourselves out and spent the night holed up in our house in the Ruta had been excited to hear that I had managed a hall shift so quickly although she warned me to be careful with it. She also rained holy hellfire down on Ignatius¡¯s head when she found out about how he had almost injured me in his heat. Ignatius offered to help me attempt my first ever full shift and was eager to take him up on that offer. We left the house and instead of beashing into the forest, Ignatius guided me towards the c lits that looked down over the sea. ¡°I¡¯ll be easter out in the open,¡± he exined. ¡°Fewer trees to crash into. Just don¡¯t go falling off the cliffs¡± ¡°Not funny,¡± I mumbled, looming down over the edge at the crashing waves and pointed rocks below. ¡°I don¡¯t even know if I¡¯m going to be able to do it again. Last time had adrenaline and fear on my side.¡± ¡°You¡¯ll be fine,¡± Iguatus insisted and he took both my hands in his and squeezed. ¡°This is so exciting. I can¡¯t wait to see what your wall looks like. Fini sure she¡¯s beautiful¡± ¡°What if I get stuck hallway?¡± Now that Ignatius stepped back to give me room. Dorothy that can¡¯t really happen. I just told you that so you would stop hounding me about it before you were ready.¡± was finally going to attempt a full shift, I was suddenly a nervous wreck I gave him my best resting b tch face and my drawn-out silence hade my irritation apparent. Ignatiusughed and then held his hands up. ¡°Okay, okay. I¡¯m sorry about that one. But it¡¯s time. Remember what Rita taught you.¡± He seemed more excited about the process than I was. I wondered how long he had been waiting to run through the woods with my wolf form by his side, ¡°I¡¯m scared,¡± I whined, wringing my wrists and dancing on my toes. ¡°What if I can¡¯t do it again?¡± ¡°It¡¯s like riding a bike, Ignatius brushed my worries aside. It takes a leap of courage and suddenly you¡¯re a natural at it.¡± I closed my eyes, focusing on slowing down my breath. ¡°Fine. But you¡¯re not allowed tough at me if I get it wrong. I stripped down to my underwear and shivered when the breeze whispered across my bare skin. Ignatius told me that most shifters ended up tearing their clothes if they didn¡¯t change out of them first and I wasn¡¯t ready to lose any of my new expensive outfits. ¡°Noughing. I promise.¡± Ignatius crossed his finger over his chest in an X and smiled at me. ¡°This is going to be great.¡± I peaked at him through one eye and then tried my best to focus. I heaved in a deep breath and listened to the world around I could hear the waves throwing themselves against the jagged rocks at the foot of the cliffs we stood on. I heard the wind swish through the tall grass and felt tendrils of it brush my ankles as the green des swayed in the breeze. I could smell Ignatius¡¯s scent, blending so well with that of the sea air that was carried up the cliffs with the spray of seafoam Fresh air, sunshine, and the smell of salt in the breeze. It was as peaceful as it could possibly get I focused on all of these things I could sense around me, allowing myself to sink into my own mind while Renee rose to the for front. 10:49 Fri, Jan 25 ¡°Don¡¯t be scared. Dorothy her soice was soothing and singsongas I stepped back to allow her to take the helm ¡°You¡¯re ready ¡°I don¡¯t feel ready.¡± Nob*dy does on their first time. You¡¯re going to be fine¡± I let myself float in the calming energy that flooded my mind. After a few moments. I heard Ignatius¡¯s breath hitch and I felt my b*dy beginning to change. Fur broke through my skin once again, only this time I was more conscious of the ufortable sensation of it rippling across my skin. I felt my ws lengthening and sharpening and my canine teeth began to poke through between my lips. I kept my eyes scrunched tightly shut, concentrating on keeping it together. ¡°You¡¯re doing great. Dorothy Renee assured me. I couldn¡¯t answer her. There was a sharp pain growing in my limbs as every appendage began to stretch and reshape. It started with my fingers, an achingpression that send pain shooting up my arm. It spread across my b*dy. It felt like the growing pains I got in my short legs as a child when I had finally hit my very tiny growth spurt Suddenly I was sweating, I felt it drip down my forehead as I fought to stay on my feet. I was told the first shift was going to be painful. I hadn¡¯t anticipated just how much it was going to hurt though Some shifters began practicing this kind of thing from the age of twelve, prepping their b*dy and their mind early so that by the time their full shin came they would be ready for it I didn¡¯t have the luxury of practicing from a young age. I didn¡¯t have anyone to exin it to me, let alone teach me up until I met Ignatius There were a reason packs were so tightly knit. They encouraged each other and prepared each other for the tumultuous life of a shifter from a young age. I finally understood the necessity of a pack. Of a family. I cried out in agony when a bolt of pain cut like a knife through my b*dy and my knees buckled underneath me. Ignatius rushed to my side, concern in his voice. ¡°Dorothy! You¡¯re going to be fine. It¡¯s okay. Just try to breathe through the pain. You¡¯re almost there. ¡°I¡¯m shifting, not giving birth,¡± I whined, not meaning for it to sound as harsh as it did. Ignatius didn¡¯t seem to mind though and heughed. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. Ignore me. I just want to help you get through this¡± ¡°Then tell me I¡¯m not allowed to die and that I¡¯m going to get the best reward if I manage this process without screaming¡± I groaned again when another wave of pain shot through me. I felt my bones stretching, some of them pressing together. They crunched and popped and grated over one another as my b*dy rearranged itself from the inside out. This was why shifters prepared for this earlier. This was why I needed the training. My b*dy wasn¡¯t young and malleable. anymore. My bones were breaking and regrowing for the first time ¨C not counting the fractured ribs udia and Lana had delivered to me the year before. Ignatius¡¯s voice was stern ¡°You are not allowed to die. And if you get through this without being too loud I promise I will run you a bath and treat you like a proper princess for the rest of the night. Is that what you wanted to hear?¡± ¡°Yes,¡± I moaned. ¡°That¡¯s better. Less concerned mate and more demanding Alpha.¡± I could hear the smug smile in his voice without having to open my eyes. ¡°Well good. Also, you¡¯re almost there. Your fur is white.¡± ¡°What?¡± I opened my eyes and fell forwards, crying out as my broken bones reset themselves. Suddenly my cry was a howl and I lifted my now fully formed head to the sky. ¡°Well done, Dorothy Renee¡¯s voice in my head was excited and I could hear the pride in her words. ¡°You did wonderfully.¡± ¡°Oh my go d. Ignatius¡¯s voice held a tint of awe. ¡°You¡¯re beautiful With that. Ignatius shifted alongside me ¨C much quicker and obviously less painfully than I had. Ignatius howled his excitement and I couldn¡¯t help but join in. Our wolves¡¯ voices merged together and echoed over the cliffs, scaring the gulls that were circling above us. I looked down at my own front paws in the tall grass. Clean white fur. I was ecstatic. My b*dy was ovee with the innate desire to run full speed along the cliffs. Ignatius was bristling with excitement next to me and his voice in my head was loud. and reckless. ¡°Time to test out your new form. Have you ever raced anyone Dorothy?¡± Tve been outrunning my bullies all my life. You¡¯re on.¡± Before I could even finish, Ignatius had taken off running ahead of me and 1 hurried to catch up ¡°Cheater. That¡¯s not fair.¡± We took off across the edge of the cliff, I chased down my mate in the form I had longed for for so long. Rence was singing in my chest, ted as our legs stretched and bent as we ran faster and faster. Helt more powerful than ever before, so sure of my b*dy and every step that I took. We picked up speed and managed to keep pace right behind Ignatius who looked back with his tongue lolling out of his mouth. 1ughed internally at the sight of him but I felt the exact same reckless joy that I knew he was feeling in his chest. I felt free and unstoppable. I felt alive. -Johan- They didn¡¯t know what wasing for them. How could they? They were so caught up in their own st upid little world they weren¡¯t even aware of the danger lurking right beside them in the trees. I had masked my scent well. I kept to the shadows. They didn¡¯t suspect a thing as they strode past me towards the cliffs. Even Ignatius, with his Alpha abilities, was unable to detect me now. I had gone beyond the limitations of a mere Beta. I was something greater. Something entirely new. And I was patient. I could have stepped out right then and there, snapped Dorothy¡¯s pretty little neck, and knocked my old friend off the cliffs how I yearend to see his b*dy dashed on the rocks below, painting the cove red. I wanted to tear them apart. But that wouldn¡¯t be enough. They didn¡¯t deserve a quick death. They deserved to endure the same suffering that they had put me through. It wasn¡¯t enough to tear them limb from limb. I wanted to take everything that they loved. I would take their pack and their people. I would take their home and their way of life. I would take them from each other. And only then, when they had nothing left-only then would I allow them the relief of death. This was my design. This was my revenge. I watched in silent disgust from my position in the forest. I saw Dorothy, my old nate. My true mate. I watched her shift into her wolf form for the first time. She was a stark shock of pure white fur and blue eyes that I could see even from a distance. She was a beauty to behold. I wanted to see her clean white coat stained with blood. I crossed the damp forest floor. I wanted to be closer I wanted to taste her went. I wanted to indulge. They took off running across the cliffs, Dorothy was faster than had expected. My weak, frail mate was full of surprises. So was I They could never expect what was toe. It had already begun. My n was already in motion. I had more people on my side than they were aware of. I had plenty of tricks up my sleeve, and now I had spies on the 375 10:49 Fri, Jan 26 inside and a new power that would tear them down before they could blink. My b*dy was powerful, my senses refined. My skin was cold to the touch ¨C it spoke of death and decay. But I had never felt more alive. It was a worthy sacrifice in exchange for all of this power. For the chance of revenge. I could not have been happier to have stumbled onto Tally territory all those weeks ago. I had been lost, murderous. I had carried my dead lover around like a gruesome puppet, talking to Mavis like she was still alive. All she could do was stare back at me with hollow, empty eyes. Her mouth was frozen in a perpetual soundless scream. I told her how beautiful she was. How she shouldn¡¯t have done what she did to me. I had to make her understand that she had wronged me. I would never get an apology though. Corpses can¡¯t talk. That was the first thing the Tally leader had said to me when she found me in the woods, whispering to Mavis I had been broken and deranged, without a purpose. She had been unafraid, even when I loomed over her, ready to maul her on sight. ¡°Corpses can¡¯t talk. What are you doing on my turf, mutt?¡± A thin, spindly woman with long hair. An innocent victim lost in the woods was what I thought when I firstid eyes on her But she was more than that. She showed me the great power that she possessed and I had been captivated immediately I had felt her own rage and saw the pain in her eyes that reflected my own. She had been wronged by the world, da mned her pack and tormented by those she had loved. I saw her insatiable lust for vengeance and it inspired me. She led me to her soldiers. N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. She had offered me a way out, a solution to all of my problems. She gave me a purpose and great powers. And then she gave mean army. Our ns were set in motion soon after that, and I was stronger than ever. The voices of Mavis and my father were harder to hear now. That da mned ticking clock was background noise to me, nothing more than the irritating buzz of a fly- easily ignored except in the short moments before I slipped off to sleep. I barely needed sleep thanks to the Tally leader. She had gifted me with a b*dy that could thrive on fury and resolve alone. I didn¡¯t need to eat either, but my jaw itched totch on to warm flesh. I ached to taste fresh blood on my tongue. Dorothy¡¯s Joyous howl had me snapping my eyes up. My traitor mate and her dog were heading back my way I watched them roll about in the tall grass and yfully snap at each other like they weren¡¯t inches away from death. I reveled in the power I had over them. A power they weren¡¯t even aware of Julianna growled in my chest, their lust for blood pushing me to take an unintentional step forwards. I was almost in sight of the two foolish lovers. ¡°Fools, the both of them,¡± Julianna hissed. ¡°Enough. We can¡¯t be seen yet.¡± ¡°We should just cut them down now.¡± ¡°No, I hissed, although the idea was so tempting. I took another step forward. Something about watching my mate from the shadows was invigorating. Something about the churning anger in my chest made my c ock twitch. it a fool ¡°They aren¡¯t worthy to be called fools. Does one pass an ant and take the time to call it a fool?¡± I couldn¡¯t help myself, gliding my hand up and down my own member, watching my mate carry on gleefully. Completely oblivious to my pe rv ersion It was my grudge to hold, my fury to fetishize. I fought to keep the moans from escaping me as I felt my throbbing appendage gearing to release, 1/5 Fri, Jan 26 D2% Another step forwards and atwig snapped under my weight. Dorothy sat bolt upright in the grass and turned her head to scan the forest. Her senses were better than I had anticipated, I froze on the spot, stiff c ock in hand, confident that I was hidden, After a few more minutes of waiting. Dorothy turned away and continued her grooming of the wolf at her side. ¡°Not yet,¡± I said to Julianna, stepping back into the shadows and hastening away through the trees. ¡°Not yet.¡± 5/5 SEND GIFT Chapter 47 Chapter 47 -Dorothy- Thad never seen a wolf frolic before but that was exactly what Tor and Ignatius were doing when we yed around in the grass. Tor seemed to grow embarrassed when he noticed me stopping to watch but 1 tossed my head and rolled around in the grass with him, nipping at his ears and y fighting. I couldn¡¯t remember thest time I had had this much fun. I wanted to run around for hours just enjoying the strength of my b*dy and knocking Tor down in the process. He pretended to be injured only to get up and chase me back down the cliffs at breakneck speeds. We carried on for ages, enjoying the fresh salty breeze that blew through our fur. We werepletely content in each other¡¯spany. At one point I thought I could hear something in the woods, but upon scanning the treeline, I didn¡¯t see any nor hear anything more and brushed it aside. After hours of running around the cliffs like a bunch of vagabonds, Tor lunged at me, pinning me to the ground underneath him right on the edge of the cliffs. I was panting hard by then, most of my energy already spent. I felt myself slowly shifting back to human form and watched as Ignatius began to do the same. After a lot of back arching and whining at the pain, the crunching joints and clicking bones eventually subsided. It hadn¡¯t been as painful as the initial shift but my n*ked b*dy was covered in a sheen of sweat and my chest heaved during the excursion. I was still in the process of shifting back when Ignatius ran his tongue up my chest, I whined at the sudden shock of pleasure and lifted my hips to buck against his. All of our clothes had been discarded long ago. My underwear had torn the moment 1 turned and Ignatius bad removed his before he shifted too. Now we were both n*ked and slowly returning to our usual form, Ignatius¡¯s face was inches from my own as he bnced himself above me. All of a sudden I was hungry, starved for affection and I wanted him all over me at once. My womb ached to be bred and I keened out my intense need when Ignatius ripped at my skin. He did it again and again, trailing down my chest and taking pleasure in the effect it had on me. I yelped when Ignatius pressed his head between my legs, his tonguepping at my wet slit. It felt like all the blood in my b*dy rushed to where he lingered and I lolled my head back in a primal kind of pleasure when his tongue flicked at my bud. In one motion Ignatius flipped me over, his sharp ws catching my skin as he did so and I whined, arching my back and lifting my a ss in the air like I was in heat. I was already wet and aroused. I could feel my own hot juices dripping down my thighs. The scent of it seemed to reawaken Ignatius¡¯s previous intensity and he gripped me roughly, positioning himself at my entrance and ramming in without warning I screamed as his pulsing, veiny member stretched me open, felt the suction of my pu ssy lips as he pulled out, and rammed back in again even deeper than before. My cries were swept away by the wind and I pulled grass from the ground at the edge of the clifftop. Ignatius haunched over me and gripped both my shoulders, pushing further than be knew I could take until even his thick knot was ebbed inside of me. I moaned in an ecstasy of both pain and pleasure at the sensation. Ignatius began bucking his hips wildly against me, his own howling almost overtaking mine as he rammed his entire length inside of me over and over again. My whole b*dy jerked along with his thrusts and I felt the thick tip of his head ramming right against my cervix with a force that made my toes curl N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. and my teeth grit as I moaned. Neither human nor wolf but somewhere in between, we were animalistic in our passion and Ignatius proved then and there that he was an Alpha like no other. His growls were threatening, terrifying, but oh so enticing all the same. I was a small toy in his grasp, something to be used however he pleases, as much as he wanted, and whenever he decided it was time. I was happy to subunit entirely, my whines punctuated by his harsh long thrusts 13 We were exposed out there in the open but I didn¡¯t care. I didn¡¯t care who was watching only that my mate was moving inside of me with a force that would soon enough tear me apart There was a sloshing, pping sound as my own juices drenched my legs and the grass around me, and I felt the hot liquid of Ignatius¡¯s pre-cu m escaping from my entrance whenever he pulled out. I was gushing from one end, drooling from the other. My mouth was open and my jaw jutted forward in sensual pleasure. Ignatius fisted one hand in my hair and tilted my head back to k*ss me. His maw grazed across my b*dy like he wanted to taste the shape of me, memorize it by heart before he devoured me whole. His hot breath on my skin sends shivers throughout my b*dy. My back ached at the strain of it but all I could do was moan helplessly as my eyes rolled hack in my head. ¡°You love this, don¡¯t you?¡± Ignatius growled as he looked down at the drool spilling over my chin. ¡°My mate likes being a sl ut for me. I knew he was taking sick pleasure in watching me be such an untethered mess and it only served to rile me up more. I whimpered in response, trying my best to focus my eyes while his d ick pressed right against my most sensitive spots. My legs began to shake beneath him as he impaled me, and my shoulder tensed in anticipation of an o rgasm that was sure to rock my b*dy Tell me you love it, Ignatius pulled out of me suddenly and I cried out in frustration, wiggling my a ss to coax him back in. I wanted it. I needed it. ¡°Tell me that you love it, Ignatius repeated, gripping my throat in a vice-like grip and licking a wet tongue along the side of my face that sent tingles all the way down my spine. ¡°Tell me you love being f ucked like a w h ore. He pped my a ss, hard, when I ignored him and tried to angle him back inside of me myself. I groaned in frustration and 1 felt the skin welt where his hand hadnded. He seemed to enjoy the look of it and did it again, once, twice more. ¡°I love it!¡± I shrieked, as he branded my a ss red. ¡°I love it when you f uck me like a w h ore. Please. Please Ignatius I need it¡± I was aching my arousal burning through my b*dy. I choked and spluttered on my own saliva that dribbled from my mouth and arched my back, begging for il Ignatius obliged. ¡°That¡¯s my girl.¡± And rammed himself back into me. He pressed his b*dy tight against me, ttening me onto my stomach and pressing my face into the ground as he pounded into me relentlessly He pulled out a second time when my o rgasm screamed through my b*dy and had me clenching my walls around his pulsing wolf-co ck. My legs shook uncontrobly beneath him and I screamed into the dirt. Ignatius wasn¡¯t done though, not even close His weight on my back pinned me to the ground like it was nothing. My mate was more wolf than human now, his instincts overtaking him in the heat of the moment. I felt the broad crown of his erection pressing against my entrance once again. I felt wet beads of my own cu m dripping from my entrance and I shivered as he rubbed himself over my overly sensitive cl it. Tbraced myself for more, unsure of whether or not I could actually take it but hungry to be filled all the same. Ignatius sensed this need too and thrust into me once again, the broad head of his throbbing erection finding its mark immediately. My b*dy responded greedily, slowly rxing and tensing around him as he pounded mercilessly into my tight pus sy I clutched at the grass, pulling fistfuls of it from the earth as my ravaging mate rutted against me in no particr rhythmn nor with any care for how deeply he was prating me. Ignatius pounded into me as I released harsh guttural cries into the empty air of the cliff edge. Breeding me Molten heat exploded at my core for the second time. I responded with gut-wrenching whines and cries, more unhinged and depraved than the first org asm. Ignatius howled along with me and I felt his balls tighten, his co ck twitching as he 10:49 Fn, Jan 26 prepared to release himmell inside of me. Ignatius unloaded himself into my alused p hot seen shoot inside of me, a loud so big I felt it oozing from my entrance before he had even pulled out Ignatius rested his full weight down on top of me as he released veryst drop with a few final pumps. His hand was still in my hair, pressing my face into the grass. Helt his ws slowly retract and his arm dropped to the side as he sighed out his I was still notching around him, his member still stretching the ring of my entrance wide open. I dadn¡¯t expect to be able to sqt for ys. Or walk for that matter. I was well and truly spent, used like a personal c ock sleeve by my Alpha mate. I felt his semen dripping from my entrance between my syed legs Ignatius slowly pulled out of me and I winced at the pain of it. My pu ssy lips suctioned against his member as he slowly removed himself and he moaned at the sight of it. ¡°F uck¡± ¡°F uck?¡± I heaved, turning my fare and blowing out exhausted breaths into the grass des that tickled my nove ¡°F uck, you¡¯re amazing. You¡¯re so f ucking se xy and it drives me wild¡± Ignanus grappled myce into a rough k*ss andy down beside me The both of us struggled to breathe after that particrly long and intense session. Wey n*ked together in the tall, soft grass, Our bodies spentpletely Hove you Ignatius sighed as I closed my eyes and allowed the cool sea breeze to brush pleasantly over my sweat zed kin I reached for his hand. ¡°I love you too¡± Next time, Tm sticking it in your a ss ¡°Don¡¯t even f ucking think about it.¡± SEND GET Chapter 48 Chapter 48 -Angie- It had been a full day and night since I had heard my mother summoning me home through the mind- link. Her words were enigmatic, but I already had a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach when I ran from Dorothy and Ignatius. I had run all the way back to my family home as fast as my legs could carry me. I wiped at a bleeding cut on my forehead, courtesy of Ignatius, and swore when a car swerved around me as I turned a corner. The driver shook his fist out the window but I was already too far up the road to hear his yelling. I rounded anotherer and reached the house, Kicking open the door I was met with the determined faces of my small family. My mother and grandfather stood in the living room. My little brother sat on the sofa in the corner, looking back and forth between the two of them. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± I raised my voice, mining the door shut behind me. ¡°What do you mean we¡¯re leaving?¡± ¡°The Bielke Pack is doomed, Angie, my grandfather said sternly ¡°We have been doing their dirty work for years. And now we¡¯re expected to go down with them when the Tally attack?¡± ¡°Have you forgotten that we ourselves are Bielke!¡± I made no effort to keep my voice down. What my grandfather said was treason at its ugliest. ¡°Have you forgotten how they took you in when your own pack abandoned you? How can you expect me to leave them? This is a time of crisis. We need to protect our people now more than ever!¡± They are not our people¡± my grandfather thundered. ¡°What happens when the Tallyes knocking, and the other packs stand aside and watch? I won¡¯t risk the lives of my family on a useless feud. The Bielke has no true allies, not anymore. There is no hope against the Tally.¡± ¡°So what then?¡± I folded my arms, squaring my chest and raising myself to his height. ¡°What exactly do you n on doing instead if you¡¯re not going to stay and fight? Where will you go? N?velDrama.Org owns ? this. My grandfather crossed his own arms, his bushy brows furrowed low over hus angry eyes. ¡°We have been offered impunity and citizenship in a different pack.¡± My mother tried to interrupt us but when my grandfather and I butted heads there was no getting in between us. I stared him down. ¡°And what pack would that be, exactly?¡±¡± My grandfather faltered for a second. For a brief moment, I caught a glimpse of just how unsure of himself the man was. My heart sank This was ast-minute decision made out of fear and resentment. He wasn¡¯t thinking logically. My grandfather was afraid. His answer shocked me, sent me reeling for a moment myself. ¡°The Tally Pack. We¡¯ve been asked to join the Tally¡± 1 had left pretty quickly after that. I knew I would have to tell Ignatius but I needed to investigate first. If he learned of my family¡¯s treason he would have no choice but to exile them, or worse. I needed to prove to them that this was the wrong idea I needed to find the person who had spoken with my grandfather. He told me he had been approached near the words by a strange man who bore the scent of the Tally, the strong smell of rot and decay. The man told him that he would protect us if we wished to leave with him the following day. He said he would be waiting at the border between Bielke turf and the nearby open road. I would get there first Besides the fact that it would be ludicrous to join forces with the Tally people, there was no guarantee this man was even trustworthy. Who¡¯s to say this wasn¡¯t a new way for the ¡°Tally to hire people to their doom? How many other desperate families had he tempted with the gift of safety and security when their pack was on the brink of a terrible war 175 10:49 FC, Jan 26 I searched the area where the man said he would be waiting. I was a day early obviously and there was a good chance he wouldn¡¯t be there yet, but I had to make sure. 1 walked the small, overgrown pathway from the woods down to the side of the road, testing the air for any sign of a strange scent and scanning the ground for footprints, 1 could find nothing at all. If there had been a man here he was an untraceable shadow. That made my distrust grow exponentially I searched the forest all night long, tracing my steps back to where my grandfather had first been approached by the shadow man. Still, I could catch no scent. He must have masked it or covered his tracks somehow. I had heard that it was possible to vanish one¡¯s scent from an area but that kind of trick required witchcraft or the likes I wondered if I could be on to something there. It had never urred to me before that the Tally could be dabbling in old magic in order to convert their attackers into those thering, yellow-eyed monsters. That was another point I would have to mention to Ignatius. But if it was true, and the Tally had crossed the line between shifters and witches, we had an enormous problem on our hands. This was an area of expertise that nob*dy in our pack but Ignatius himself was skilled in He didn¡¯t use these skills anymore though. But I had memories from early childhood when Ignatius was shorter than mel and the world looked so much bigger when looking up at the adults around us. They were like towering trees in our own personal forest, legs for trunks and swishing clothing for highrise branches I remembered Ignatius¡¯s mother. Morticia. I recalled her long straight hair that cascaded down her back like a waterfall. had always wanted to touch it, braid it, and put flowers in it as a child, but Morticia frightened me. Her b*dy was skeletal in nature, the skin was drawn tightly over her high cheekbones and sunken eyes. She went about her daily housewife routine with a vacant look in her blue eyes, like she herself was somewhere far away while her b*dy carried on without her. Ignatius had loved her though. And she clearly adored him too. She carried him around even when his toddler b*dy grew too heavy for her frail one. She also did magic. Those were the moments when I watched life spark in Morticia¡¯s eyes. She would catch Ignatius and me peering into her small cluttered study and snap at us to go away. Her little room of potions was small, but it was clearly the woman¡¯s haven. Unlike the rest of the house which she kept clean and minimalistic, Morticia¡¯s study was a treasure trove of trinkets and odd things. There were precious stones and jewels lining the windows and dusty, moth-eaten books on the rickety bookshelf. There were so many stacked into there that the shelf seemed to sag in the middle, bursting with pages and pages of spells and runes and secrets. Books spilled out onto the floor along with a collection of jars and vials all containing strange-looking liquids, herbs, and nt bulbs. Ignatius had once stolen a jar to show me. It contained a whole finger belonging to some unknown person. floating in a yellow liquid inside the cloudy jar. Ignatius liked to believe that his mother chopped it off of her own father¡¯s hand. I was mortified by the discovery but also a little intrigued and 1 would always be excited to catch glimpses into Morticia¡¯s study when Ignatius and I barreled past during ytime. Sometimes, when Morticia was feeling generous, or excited by some discovery, she would beckon us in and bnce the both of us on her knees to peer down at whatever she was working on Her desk was always a mess of twigs, nt clippings, and dark stains where unknown liquids had spilled onto the table and seeped into the wood to stay there for good. It was during these times when I was most excited, Ignatius and I were always thrilled to be involved in whatever it was his mother was looking at Sometimes it was a healing potion, sometimes it was a single feather standing dead straight all by itself even when a breeze blew through the window. She showed us a clockwork mouse that seemed a little too lifelike in its movements and the turning key in its back had made me trfortable. 10:49 Fri, Jan 26 Once, it had been an injured bird. She had whispered for us to be quiet, as she stroked the tiny creature, taking care to avoid the broken wing. Then she had drizzled a dark liquid from a small vial into the bird¡¯s beak and we watched in awe as the bird¡¯s wings slowly began to reform. The creature chirped and cried as much as a bird could, struggling in Moritica¡¯s hand as the wing repaired itself. Its small, headlike eyes had turned white, and when it was finally still. Morticia released in.. The wing was healed but the bird was dead. Morticia had brushed it aside as a failed experiment and chased us out of the study quickly after that. But I had peeked back in, curious about the magic potion that could heal a broken wing and haunted by my first confrontation with death, only to see Morticia staring down with a manic, cerily wide grin at the dead bird that was suddenly moving its wings She snapped her head up to look at me when I let out a small gasp and I hightailed it out of the house as fast as my little legs. could carry me. I was always a little afraid to be around Morticia after that. 1 knew she had taught Ignatius some of her tricks, and for a while, he had been pretty chied up in the art of both ck and white magic. He eventually seemed to let it go though, as his heart grew colder and colder towards his mother after her early abandonment. Nob*dy had been prepared for her disappearance. Everyone knew Morticia didn¡¯t get along with her husband. There were Tumors of the terrible things Elliot did to her behind closed doors. Ignatius would never speak of it bu it was clear he too had his suspicions Everyone had expected Morticia to escape Elliot eventually. But nob*dy had thought she would abandon her son.tius grew to hate her for this and then when he grew up a little more, he was merely saddened by it all I tested the air onest time, before heading to my car. I sped down the empty roads towards the mansion by the sea just as the early morning rays began to break over the h orizon, lighting the sky scarlet and crimson like nature itself was giving us warning signs There was no doubt about it. There was danger ahead. -Dorothy- Ignatius and I took a long ssh around in the outside shower that was hidden to the side of the giant sea cottage. I had never seen it before, the small showerhead hidden by a still wall of stained ss that hugged around the little watery haven Ignatius turned the shower on and I felt cold water droplets trickling over my hot flushed skin. He took his time in cleaning me, insisting on taking care of it himself. Ignatius licked over the small beads of blood trickling from where his teeth had nipped at my neck. His hands slid between my legs, cleaning the hot mess of both my c um and his ¡°Don¡¯t get me going all over again, I whined into his mouth when he k*ssed me, his hand sliding along my entrance, teasing with his fingers. Ignatiusughed, pulling me to his chest. I can¡¯t help it. I could do this all day ¡°Well you can¡¯t,¡± I tried to sound stern but his thumbs rubbing over my cl it in the cool trickle of water turned it into a sigh. ¡°We have things to do. Responsibilities and sh it.¡± ¡°I suppose so Ignatius seemed like he was going to carry on anyway but suddenly both of our heads turned to the front of the house at the sound of someone¡¯s voice. ¡°If you¡¯re finally done canoodling over there, we need to talk!¡± I c ocked my head to the side, frowning at Ignatius ¡°Angie¡± Ignatius turned the water off and reach for the towels we had distarded on the grass earlier. 375 Chapter 48 He wrapped one around his graist and proceeded to bundle the other one around my shivering b*dy, ruffling my hair in the process and k*ssing the tip of my nose. I followed behind him as he strode over to where Angie was leaning against her car. ¡°How long have you been here?¡± he asked. ¡°Long enough to smell your rutting from a mile away. Angie rolled her eyes, but her face was grim and her mouth was set into a hard thin line. ¡°Ignatius I have to tell you something. We have a problem.¡± Ignatius shook his own wet hair, sending flecks of water spraying over both me and Angie. ¡°What kind of problem!¡± Angie looked nervous, she seemed afraid to speak. ¡°I need you to promise that nothing bad will happen to my family first. No matter what I tell you, I need to know they¡¯re going to be safe. They¡¯re scared, they¡¯re just thinking things through¡± ¡°Angie, what is it Ignatius interrupted her, sensing that she would go on defending her family for hours without actually disclosing what they had done. ¡°Your family will be safe. You have my word.¡± Angie scuffed her foot against the gravel, folding her arms. She looked like she was holding herself together more than appearing intimidating. ¡°My grandfather was approached by a man, I don¡¯t know who, he offered them safety and protection if my family joined his pack.¡± Ignatius was silent for a moment, his own mouth turning into a dry smile as he thought over the implications of Angie¡¯s words, ¡°What pack?¡± Angie kicked the ground again, keeping her eyes low. ¡°Angle. Ignatius¡¯s voice was stern. He didn¡¯t want to be harsh with her, but we were both feeling a growing rm at what this meant for the Bielke ¡°What pack? Who did your grandfather intend on joining?¡± ¡°The Tally, Angie whispered, digging her nails into her arm. ¡°He ns to join the Tally.¡± ¡°What!¡± My cry was a loud interruption. ¡°Why? That¡¯s suicide!¡± ¡°F uck,¡± Ignatius muttered. ¡°That¡¯s treason.¡± He pressed his palm to his forehead. ¡°If the Tally has tempted your family, who knows how many others they¡¯ve already approached.¡± ¡°That¡¯s what I¡¯m worried about,¡± Angie said quietly. ¡°They know people are afraid. Nob*dy ising to help us. They¡¯re trying to tear us apart from the inside. They want to divide us before they strike.¡± ¡°Where did your grandfather meet with this man?¡± Ignatius asked Angie, but she shook her head. ¡°I¡¯ve already gone to inspect the area. I¡¯ve been up all night searching for even a hint of evidence but I found nothing¡± The dark rings around her eyes proved to us that she was telling the truth. Angle looked worn and exhausted, her usually stiff shoulders were dropping forwards and her hair was knotted and frayed in ces, escaping from her bum in messy wisps. ¡°What do we do about this, Ignatius?¡± She looked up at him with tired eyes. ¡°Where do we go from here?¡± ¡°Get some some rest for a start,¡± Ignatius said, putting a hand on her shoulder. ¡°You did well Angie. Thank you for round up some trackers and we¡¯ll sweep the area for this Tally shifter¡± ¡°And my family?¡± There was pain in Angie¡¯s voice. They had betrayed her just as much as they had betrayed their people, but she still clearly cared for them a great deal. ¡°I can ignore this for now. But you need to tell your grandfather that if any of them leave the house today to seek out this man, there will be hell to pay. I will never stop anyone from leaving this park if they so choose, but your grandfather could very well be walking right into a trap. 45 10:49 Fri, Jan 26 Chapter in ¡°And we can¡¯t afford the Tally getting a hold of elder council secrets from him. Right now, your family needs to stay put. I¡¯ll have a guard watching your house. No attacker will make it inside either.¡± they¡¯ll be safe?¡± A long tendril of brown hair fell over Angie¡¯s eyes. It made her look younger, more vulnerable, and less put together like she usually presented herself. ¡°So long as they stick. the rules, they¡¯ll be safe. And I need to make some calls. We need to figure out how many others have been tempted by the same man. We can¡¯t afford to lose moir people to the Tally¡± ¡°Thank you, Ignatius¡± Angie ?ncathed a long sigh of relief. ¡°Thank you. This means a lot. I¡¯ll make sure they follow the onders. T¡¯in sure I can bring my grandfather to his senses someli¨®w¡± ¡°You¡¯re going to have to,¡± Iputius said quietly. ¡°If word gets out that one of our very own elder councilors is a turncoat, things could get very had for us¡± Ange nodded a new look of revolve on her face. ¡°I¡¯ll fix this. And I¡¯ll send Fae and Gideon over right now to prepare for the Ignatius stared after her as Angie sped away. I slipped my hand into his, noting the dismal look on his face. ¡°This is hard,¡± was all he said. ¡°This is really bad.¡± SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 49 Chapter 49 62% Ignatius more than The news of Angie¡¯s family betrayal rocked me. We were losing members. We couldn¡¯t afford to be whittled down more we already had. I was beginning to wonder if Elliot might have been right. Maybe we should haveunched a counterattack from the moment the first shifter attacked Angie that night. Maybe all of it was my fault, I had been too forgiving, too cautions. I wasn¡¯t ready to sacrifice lives for a promise of peace, This betrayal could also possibly exin my sudden heat that home the moment I got back to my own territory. Tor had sensed then benaval long before I had and it drove him to a frenzy. Dorothy tugged at my hand. ¡°Who do you think it could have ligen ¨C that man who approached Angie¡¯s grandfather?¡± I looked down at my mate. She looked scared. I hated the Tally for threatening our praceful existence together. I would keep Dorothy safe. I had vowed to protect her with my life and I intended to keep that promise. ¡°I¡¯m not sure.¡± I said, trying to keep my tone from revealing just how concerned I really was ¡°Could have been the Tally leader. Then again it could also have been..¡± I trailed off I didn¡¯t want to bring back the memories Dorothy had been trying so hard to leave behind. But she already knew what I was going to say, she had been thinking it too ¡°Johan. It could be Johan, she whispered it like she was afraid that saying his name too loudly would summon him on the spot ¡°Don¡¯t think about that right now, I tried to reassure her. We don¡¯t know anything for sure yet. Wait until Fae and Gideon start their search.¡± I turned towards the house, realizing I was still standing in just my towel ¡°I need to pay a visit to some of the elders. We need to be sure who exactly is still on our side. We can¡¯t trust anyone. ¡°What about Rita?¡± Dorothy asked, hurrying along behind me. Her towel was still wrapped around her b*dy and over her head and 1 wanted to scoop her up in my arms. To carry her away from the mess we had found ourselves in I have to speak with Rita too. She¡¯s kept secrets from us before secrets about you and your powers. Who knows what else she¡¯s hiding. ¡°But she¡¯s been so helpful to us. Dorothy insisted. ¡°She wouldn¡¯t do as much as she has if she wasn¡¯t on our side.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not using her. Trust me, I don¡¯t want to suspect anyone either. But we have to be sure? I rushed up the stairs to get dressed while Dorothy stopped at the bottom and let go of my hand. ¡°What if Johan¡¯s after me?¡± I paused halfway up the staircase as she continued, ¡°What if this all my fault. Maybe if I just gave myself up he would Jeave the pack alone? ¡°No, I growled,unching downs the stairs and grabbing her face in my hands. ¡°Don¡¯t think like that. Even if that is what¡¯s happening and you¡¯re what he wants, he¡¯s sure as hell not going to get it. I¡¯m not going to let you throw your life away. Dorothy¡± Her eyes welled with tears. ¡°What it it¡¯s the only way,¡± she whispered. ¡°He¡¯s already rallying people, and he has the Tally army behind him. You said it yourself we don¡¯t have enough people on our side. I didn¡¯t have the answers forrr I didn¡¯t have a solution to stop her tears that trickled down her cheeks and wet my fingers. All I knew is that I would let nob*dy take her from me. No one would harm a hair on her head so long as I was breathing. What kind of mate what kind of Alpha ¨C would I be, if I let innocents surrender themselves in order to save the rest. There had to be another way, and I would never, ever give up Dorothy in the name of peace. They would take her over my own dead b*dy. Fri, Jan 26 Dorothy looked like she was already set in her conviction that sacralicing herself was the only way. 62% ¡°Look,¡± I k*ssed the top of head head gently, ¡°We¡¯ll talk about this when I get back. Don¡¯t do anything s tupid while i¡¯m gone. though okay?¡± Why can¡¯t Ie with you?¡± she followed me up the stairs and into our bedroom while I pulled on the first items of clothing I could find. ¡°Because if the elders have been turned, it could be dangerous for you to be there. If they¡¯re capable of treason theyre capable of a lot more than that. I don¡¯t want you getting hurt if things get ugly¡± I was already dialing Geranium to ask him to keep an eye on the house. Of all the members of my pack- aside from Angie. Geranium was someone I trusted the most. His cell rang and raig and eventually I was directed to voicemail. I frowned. staring down at the dark screen. It wasnt like him to not answer is phone immediatly. I was torn. Bringing Dorothy with me would mean putting her in danger but leaving her behind without protection was not an option either. I pulled on my boots, ¡°You have your knife with you?¡± Dorothy looked at me quizically and then knelt under her side of the bed to remove the de from where it was wedged between the mattress and the bed base. It wasnt much but It would have to do. ¡°Good. Keep that with you. Lock the doors and don¡¯t answer for anyone, got that?¡± I knew my serious tone was scaring her, but I didnt have a choice. Things were looking grim and Geranium¡¯s silence only adding to my unease. I pulled her into my arms and hugged her tightly, tilting her head up for one more passionate k*ss before bounding down the stairs. ¡°I¡¯ll be back before you know it, okay? Be safe Myst glimspe of her before I shut the door was my mate standing dismally at the top of the stairs. Her hair was bedraggled and she stood clutching the towel around her small fragile frame. She raised a hand to wave goodbye before the door shut between us. It hurt me to leave her like that. But this had to be dealt with as soon as possible. 1 was dialing my father by the time I got to my car, ¡°Elliot. We have a problem. Are you at the elders hall?¡± ¡°You seemed to have calmed down since yesterday.¡± My father¡¯s voice was nd, cutting for no real reason other than to spite me for the sake of it. ¡°Someone is tempting members into joining the Tally. Angie is sending out a search for him now. We need to figure out how many have already betrayed us.¡± His grim silence was deafening as I started up the car and screeched down the road. -Angie- I didn¡¯t go home and rest as I had promised. Instead, I drove to far¡¯s house and h onked the car hom repeatedly until I saw her drowsy face in the window. Her eyes widened when she recognized me and she held up a finger to ask for a minute. While I waited, I dialed up my grandfather and growled into the phone. ¡°Ignatius knows about what you¡¯ve done. If you dont want to see anyone get hurt expect you to stay home today and don¡¯t leave for anything. There are already guards posted outside¡± My grandfather hang up without a word. I took that as an affirmation. He wouldnt risk the lives of my mother and brother by daring to cross the guards.. Half a minuteter, Fae was at the front door and walking to the car, still in the process of slipping on T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. her shoes. ¡°Angie? What¡¯s up: What are you doing here so early!¡± ¡°You wanna help me track an imp?ster?¡± I didn¡¯t need to ask her twice, Far rounded the car without another word and climbed into the passenger seat next to me. 273 She took in my sunken eyes and wild hair with a raised eyebrow. Have you heard of the concept of a hairbrush?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve been a bit preupied, I mumbled, kicking the car into gear and speeding towards Gideon¡¯s house next. ¡°We have a problem. I need your help.¡± Fae wiped sleep sand from her eyes as she checked her reflection in the rearview mirror. ¡°Who is this imposter we¡¯re tracking? Has there been another Tally attack?¡± ¡°Not exactly,¡± I exined the situation to her while we drove to Gideon¡¯s house. Faes¡¯ eyes grew wider and wider as I continued and her mouth was set in the shape of an O. ¡°Are you serious?¡± she eximed as we pulled up right under Gideon¡¯s window. I reminded myself to apologize to his motherter for wrecking her tulips under the wheels of my car. ¡°How many others have turned too!¡± ¡°I¡¯m not sure,¡± I said as I leaned out of the window and called upto Gideon who I knew would still be fast asleep at this time. of day. ¡°Wake up, a sshole! We have a job for you.¡± After a minute of waiting and Far tactically chucking a pebble through the open window, we heard a loud thump and a groaning from inside as the pebble hit its mark. Gideon¡¯s sleepy head peaked down at us. His hair was dishelleved and he blinked like he was only just emerging from thefort of his nkets ¡°Did you just throw a rock at me?¡± ¡°No time for apologies,e down. We need your help rapunzel ¡°Bit ches,¡± Gideon mumbled under his breath before heaving himself over the window sill. ¡°Um, stairs exist, Faemented as we watched Gideon slide down the drainpipe with more grace than was to be expected Trom a man who spent most of his off time ying video games and eating microwaved macaroni straight from the foil wrapping, -This is faster,¡± Gideon stated as he climbed into the back seat. ¡°And besides, if my mother follows me out she¡¯s going to be appalled at what you just did to her daffodils Those are tulips, Gids.¡± ¡°Fae darling, I have been awake for all of ten seconds and I am severelycking in the hot caffeine department. I don¡¯t give at hoot about exactly what kind of flowers you just crushed.¡± ¡°Fair enough, Fae giggled. ¡°Anyway, Angie¡¯s family justmitted treason and now we¡¯re going to track down a Tally shifter who may or may not still be lurking around the area Gideon blinked at her slowly. The tendrils of sleep slowly leaving his eyes. ¡°F ucking brilliant,¡± he mumbled and leaned back in his seat. ¡°I love me a good heart attack in the morning¡± ¡°Gideon, if we actually manage to catch the guy and get out of this alive, I¡¯ll buy you all the coffee you could ever want BB Chapter 50 Chapter 50 -Angie- I drove Fae and Gideon to where the imposter had met with my grandfather. I had already scoped the area the night before, but I hoped Fae or Gideon might be able to pick up on something that I hadn¡¯t. Fae sniffed the air with a look of serious concentration on her face and Gideon stooped low to the ground to examine the soil for footprints ¡°You sure he came this way?¡± Gideon asked, inspecting a ga sh in the ground. ¡°I can pick up your grandfather¡¯s scent but it seems like he was the only one who had been here. Are you sure the old man¡¯s not going s enile?¡± ¡°My grandfather is not losing his mind. I would know.¡± Gideon shrugged and knelt to the ground once again. After ten minutes of searching and me thering over the phone to every young shifter in the area-warning them to be on guard, Cidron stood up and stretched to click his hack ¡°Is this guy a ghost or something? Even with masking leaves, he should have left some kind of trail. There aren¡¯t even any footprints.¡± ¡°He¡¯s obviously not a ghost. Be serious about this,¡± I snapped and then regretted it. I was growing more and more frustrated. I didn¡¯t mean to take it out on my friends they were doing their best to help. ¡°Sorry. I¡¯m sorry. This is just so frustrating, He was here. I know he was. Gideon waved my apology away as he pressed his face to the ground, examining every twig and root that might give us an inkling of the imposter¡¯s presence there. From the look on his face, the searching was futile. The imposter had vanished without a trace. Not even us ¨C skilled tracking shifters ¨C could turn up anything of importance. After some time I noticed that Fae was quiet and motionless beside us. She was staring up into the trees with her brows furrowed and a frown on her face. ¡°What is it? I asked her,ing to stand at her shoulder. She didn¡¯t answer, her eyes scanning the treeline like she was reading something important written in the sky. ¡°Earth to Fae?¡± I probed, looking up as well and trying to see what she was seeing. ¡°The trees,¡± Far said quietly. She was speaking more to herself than to any of us as she walked forwards and ced a hand. on the bark of a thick, sturdy tree in front of us. She ran her hand up the bark until her fingers brushed something out of ce. ¡°He climbed the trees.¡± I was skeptical about this at first. My grandfather had described the man asrge and bulky, towering over him when they spoke. There was no way that someone of that weight and stature was able to get around through the treeline without crashing down almost immediately.. But Fae scuffed around at the base of the trees in the area, digging through fallen leaves, and eventually unveiled an indentation in the ground at the foot of another tall tree. Bits of tree barky littered around the area too. Looking up, it was clear that some smaller branches had been broken in ces and there were scuffs in the bark like someone had wed at it. As far-fetched as it was, it was the only exnation we had to go on. Holy s hit. You might just be right about that.¡± Gadeon¡¯s voice was loud in the quiet forest. ¡°Just what kind of shifter are we dealing with here exactly?¡± There was a rising parut in his tone. ¡°You¡¯re telling me he¡¯s been moving through the trrey? You¡¯d need woll-like strength for that but human. appendages. That means he¡¯s able to halt hus shift somewhere in between the two.¡± ¡°Looks that way,¡± Far mumbled under her breath as she continued to examine the trees, tracking the imposter¡¯s progress as he had moved through the branches. 1/6 Fri Jan 26 We followed her through the forest, me at her back and Gideon firinging up the rear Usually, it was always me leading the way, but this is how we progressed during most of our tracking expeditions. I was the shield, Far was our eyes and ears, Gideon had our backs. Far tracked the scrapes and broken branches all the way around our territory. There were asional moments when we stopped to examine the ground in ces where the imposter had a tearly alumbed down for a moment ¨C probably to tempt more Belke members with the promise of safety with the Tally do ¨C I made a note of exactly where these dopower male and how close they were in certain houses where elder members and other powerful families lived. Things were not looking good. He had approached too many of our most powerful And none of them had said a wont about a We had more enemies among us than we could have predicted It was only after another Tour of trooping through the woods, as far picked up speed and began jogging with her neck craned and her eyes on the treeline, that I gasped at the horriberalization. ¡°He¡¯s been watching them. He¡¯s been watching her ¡°Who¡±¡± Gideon¡¯s voice belund me was serious ¡°This is the way to the mansion on the cliffs. He¡¯s been watching Dorothy.¡± We were alb¨¹lent at the implications of this realization. None of to said another word but we picked up the pace, hurrying along as my stomach began to turn in a sickening motion -Dorothy- 1 I felt usriess waming around at home while my mate and my friends were all out trying to fix the current problem. What was worse was that jt kaas a mess that had started because of me Somehow in my quest to follow my heart I had sparked an all-out war that was now rippling across the country m its I felt like a jinx. I was a person who brought misery and disorder everywhere I went. Maybe that was the real curse that had been bestowed upon me and the healing abilities that were slowly killing me were post the cherry on tops I knew it wouldn¡¯t do any good wallowing around in a puddle of my own misery but there wasn¡¯t much else to do at the time. I paced up and down the living room, checking and rechecking the bolts on the door and gazing out the window willing my mate to return ording to Ignatius. I waunt allowed to even set foot outside the house. I was bursting with anxiety, a bundled knot of quivering nerves I worried for the safety of Ignatius, facing all of our potential new enemies. It wasn¡¯t fair that this burden had been thrust upon him. I knew he would be unable to make a call it things really came down to giving me up in exchange for peace 1 worried for Ange and Fac and Galeun, the first thurer fremds Thad ever had. Filidn¡¯t want to even consider what would happen if they were to run into Johan himself. Angar was strong and her subordinates would protect her with all their might But their was no telung what Johan had be in the mouths since he murdered his father. My old mute had be monster and I couldn¡¯t help but feel that I was to me for that fact. I grund nut loud and h onked my head against the wall. Never before had I telt more useless, more helpless. It was aguting to be expected to sit around and wait Desgate all of my training and how far I hade, I was still unable to help anyone I was still just another burden to the people around A sudden Ennek on the dose had me seg and all of my senses were suddenly alen. I felt shivers etching across my skin until thent of Angie¡¯s sent tratta appar door ¡°Dorothy she called from tile the from do and I heard her frantically trying the lock ¡°Dorothy are you in there?¡± 10:49 Fri, Jan 26 Ignatius had said not to open the door for anyone but I was pretty sure Angie didn¡¯t factor into that promise I unlocked The three bolts on the door and turned the key ¡°Hey,¡± I said to her, looking past her shoulder when I noticed Fac and Gideon standing behind her. ¡°What are you guys. doing here? Angie, aren¡¯t you supposed to be with your family? ¡°Stay inside. Angie hissed, pushing me back in when I tried to take a step out of the doorway. The sender brte as well as Fae and Gideon all crowded in at once and Angie shut the door behind them, rebolting the forks and hurriedly closing all ed the curtains m the room. ¡°Angic, what¡¯s going on! You re scaring me Angie was agitated, peaking through the curtains and looking around the house like she expected something evil to be hading around every corner. ¡°Have you noticed anything strange going ontely! Have you heard anything unpicious ** ¡°The only thing suspicious is the way you¡¯re acting right now.¡± Fae and Gideon were searching the house too. They split up, with Fae checking the f arthest corners of the house and Gideon heading upstairs to do the same ¡°The way all of you are acting actually. Angie¡± 1 upped her arm to stop her frenzied searching for a moment. ¡°What¡¯s going out¡± She yanked her arm away from me and gripped both my shoulders tightly. ¡°I need you to think real hard. Dorothy: Okay? Since yesterday, have you noticed anything strange Like you¡¯re being watched;¡± I began to shake my head and then paused. ¡°Earlier, on the cliffs with Ignatius. I thought I heard something in the woods¡± ¡°F uck¡±¡± Angie let go of my shoulders and pressed her wrists to her eyes. ¡°Where is Ignatius now?¡± I realized I wouldn¡¯t be getting any answers from her yet and the best thing to do would be to just answer her questions. ¡°Ignatius went to confront the other elder council members. He and he would be backter.¡± ¡°You can speak to him, right? Through the mind-link: Dorothy, you need to tell him that they¡¯ve all been approached. It¡¯s very likely that they have all already changed sides.¡± -1- what? Okay.¡± Everything was suddenly happening too quickly. My new life was crumbling before my eyes. Before I could even say one word to Ignatius, I heard his voice, shrill and furious in my mind. ¡°Traiton, all of them!¡° I closed my eyes and tried to soothe him from afar, sending calming energy tobat his distress. ¡°What happened¡± ¡°I met with all of them, they¡¯re all hiding their betrayal. Tor can sense it. I can see it in their eyes. They n to let the Tally attack. They think they¡¯ll be spared.¡± ¡°Angie can confirm that apparently¡± he raged, the intensity of it was a harsh prejure in my head. ¡°It must have been a great pitch if they are all willing to stake their lives on a Tally. A member of the same pack who has beenunching attacks on us for werks ¡°Caur home. I said quietly ¡°Angie is here. We can ligure something out ¡°Elliot wants to murder them all. He wants wat The only thing keeping has tesus attacking them right now is his bloodlust for the Tally imposter. He¡¯s out searching for ham as we speak. I don¡¯t know what he expects to find that Angie couldn¡¯t.¡± 10:49 Fri, Jan 26 G. ¡°Wait,¡± he finally registered-my words, ¡°Angie is there?¡± ¡°Come home,¡± 1 repeated and let the veil between our minds drop down again. I turned my attention back to Angie who was pacing up and down and concentrating on her dirty sneakers. ¡°Ignatius already knows about the other council members. Now, will you please tell me what you¡¯re doing here?¡± Before she could speak. Far popped her head back into the room. ¡°The house is clear.¡± Her hair was just as wild as Angie¡¯s, but curlier and donning a few twigs and leaves. In fact, all three of C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. them looked like they had just rolled out of bed and taken a hike through the bushes. ¡°Clear up here too!¡± Gideon called from upstairs. He came bounding back down to meet us. He was wearing two starkly different patterned socks and hisces were untied and caked with mud. ¡°He didn¡¯t make it inside it would seem,¡± Angie mused, checking through the curtain again. ¡°He must have stuck to lurking outside. But why?¡± ¡°Will someone please tell me what the f u ck is going on!¡± My patience had run thin and the bustling panic of everyone around me was irritating me to no end. Angie stopped her pacing for a moment and looked at me with an odd expression that I couldn¡¯t quite ce. She looked. terrified, her face was strained and pale and herrge eyes were wild She moved like the wanted to put her arms around me but decided against it, choosing instead to cross them over She was grappling with herself internally. I could see it but I couldn¡¯t understand why. her chest ¡°The imposter who approached my grandfather and the other elders, we managed to track him. He¡¯s been hanging around this house by the looks of it. He could have been here very recently.¡± Her voice became a low whisper like someone could be listening in to our conversation. ¡°We think he¡¯s been watching you, Dorothy. My stomach dropped all at once and I swayed on my feet. If I hadn¡¯t been sure before, I was now. The imposter was Johan. And he wasing for me. Another knock on the door had everyone on high alert. Angie. Fise, and Gideon stood in a circle around me, ready to fight whoever was outside. The heckles on their necks rose and everyone¡¯s ws were out in a sh. ¡°Dorothy. It¡¯s Rita. Are you in there?¡± We all rxed slightly at Rita¡¯s crowing. 1 unbolted the door to let the old woman in. I was aware I was going against Ignatius¡¯s orders but I trusted Rita and we needed all the help we could get. She shuffled inside and closed the door behind her, taking in me and the others and our guarded expressions, ¡°Thank go d you¡¯re all safe. Ignatius stopped by, I heard what happened.¡± Angie stepped in front of me before I could say a word ¡°Were you followed?¡± she asked Rita, sizing her up like she was suspicious of the old birddy. ¡°No, of course not.¡± Rita sidestepped Angie and stood before me Where is Ignatius now? You need to round up as many shifters as you can people you can trust. Something needs to be done about the elder council¡± ¡°He¡¯s on his way¡± Tassured Rita. ¡°He¡¯ll be here soon.¡± ¡°Hang on!¡± Angie hollered, circling Rita. ¡°How do we know we can trust her?¡± ¡°Angie how can you even say that ¡°I started to protest but Rita hushed me. 4/6 10:49 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡°No, Ang is right to be distrusting. The Bielke has a lot of traitors it would seem.¡± She raised her hands, palms up. ¡°I can¡¯t prove anything to you. All I can give you is my word. I want Dorothy to be safe and I want no harm toe to the Bielke people. There is no safety in siding with the Tally¡± Angie narrowed her gaze at Rita, she wasn¡¯t convinced but she seemed to be willing to put aside her suspicions for the moment and let it go. We heard a car pull up and I peeked through the curtains to see Ignatius climbing out of the vehicle. I rushed to open the door and leaped into his arms the moment he got to the porch He seemed just as relieved to see me as I was him and he carried me inside with my legs swinging beneath me. He noted everyone in the room in confusion. ¡°Was there a party I didn¡¯t know about? Angie, what are you all doing here?¡± Angie filled him in on everything that she and the others had discovered. Ignatius¡¯s face grew dark when she told him of how close Johan had been to the house. ¡°So it¡¯s true then, Johan is out for revenge ¡°Wait,¡± Fae interrupted. ¡°Johan, Dorothy¡¯s former mate? Do you think he¡¯s behind this?¡± Both Ignatins and I locked eyes and he nodded gravely. ¡°Seems that way. There was word that he had joined the Tally. It looks like they¡¯re using his little vendetta to push their own agendas. ¡°That¡¯s why he¡¯s hanging around the house?¡± Angie was livid. ¡°He¡¯s after Dorothy. I¡¯ll kill him. He can¡¯t be allowed to get near her Ignatius shot Angie an odd look at her spontaneous outburst Angie brushed it aside however and sat down on the sofa, interlocking her fingers and bringing them to her chin. ¡°We need a game n. What do we do?¡± ¡°First order of business is to protect the perimeter,¡± Gideon piped up, unusually serious as he spoke. This mansion is currently a safe house. The three of us will head out and keep guard. Also, has anyone heard from Geranium?¡± Ignatius shook his head. ¡°He isn¡¯t answering his cell. He was supposed to be on shift around about now but I haven¡¯t sensed him None of us wanted to acknowledge what that could mean. Geranium hadst been on shift the previous morning when Johan had been prowling the property. I had seen Geranium from a distance, he always gave me a little wave when he arrived. I had grown fond of the intimidating teddy bear. His presence had always been a source offort even though he never really said much. I go look for him,¡± Angie said ndly. ¡°If he¡¯s alive, we need him on our side.¡± Fae stood next to Angie, looking down at herpanion with concern. ¡°I¡¯ll go with you. You can¡¯t risk running into this Johan guy on your own.¡± Ignatius was lost in thought, ring at the ground and tapping a finger against his leg. I touched my hand to his arm. ¡°Wha are you thinking? All four heads turned to look at him and Ignatius regarded us from behind his hand. ¡°If the elder council has betrayed their people, and they can¡¯t be trusted, it might be time for some new leadership.¡± Angie had already cottoned on to what he was implying before the rest of us. ¡°That¡¯s a dangerous move. How do you know the people will follow you?¡± Gideon and Far were next to understand the new idea sprouting in my mate¡¯s head. ¡°It¡¯s risky. But you would have the allyship of the younger generations. They respect you, and they have grown tired of the elder¡¯sck of leadership already My eyes widened. ¡°A takeover?¡± We were all silent, the idea hovering like a soap bubble in the air before us. I felt if I breathed too heavily it would burst. 576 10:49 Fri, Jan 26 Ignatius nodded slowly:¡±Til handle Elliot. But it is possible. He turned to Angie. ¡°Make some calls. Summon all of your soldiers. This has to happen today Angie and Fae were already preparing to leave. Gideon whipped out his cell and starred dialing numbers too. ¡°Wait,¡± I said hesitantly. ¡°What exactly are we doing here? 62 Ignatius put a hand on my waist, his eyes boring into my soul at that moment. ¡°We¡¯re taking over. I¡¯m going to step in as the new Alpha. And you, Dorothy, by the time the sun rises tomorrow, will be the new Luna of the Bielke PackTM SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 51 Chapter 51 -Angie- Our little gathering quickly dispersed Ignatius took Dorothy aside to speak when her face had paled at his words. She looked terrified at the idea of the new responsibility that was to be thrust upon her. But I was convinced she would make a great Luna. And I was willing to follow her anywhere Gideon excused himself to make a few calls to his family to let them know of the ns Gideon¡¯s family was a loyal bunch. As the youngest of seven brothers. Gideon was the golden child and they would do anything that he asked of them Fae and I headed out onto the porch, prepping to search for Geranium before taking up watch in shins around the mansion. Rita stopped me at the front steps with a gentle hand on my shot der. ¡°Ang 1 have to ask something of you.¡± I still didn¡¯t entirely trust Rita but Dorothy seemed to be convinced that she was on our side so I stopped and let her speak. ¡°If you do run into Johan Rita said quietly, keeping her voice l es so as not to be overheard by neither Dorothy nor Ignatius ¡°If he is out there and you are able to track him. Would you do what you can to take him down?¡± 1 stared her down for a moment. ¡°Why is Dorothy so important to you?¡± Rita lowered her head ¡°She¡¯s like a daughter to me. It¡¯s difficult to exin and there isn¡¯t time for it now. I just need you to promise that you will do what you can. Johan is after Dorothy, there¡¯s no doubt about that. You have to promise toprotect her ¡°Of course. I¡¯ll protect her. She means a lot to me toel I pulled my shoulder away and followed Fae down the stairs. When I looked. -shoulder, Rita was still staring after I brushed the conversation aside for the time being. And directed my gaze to the woods. Geranium was out there somewhere, whether he was dead or alive was hand to say, I could¡¯t imagine someone taking down. that beast of a man but Johan was different. He was smarter than the other Tally attackers. Stronger too it would se Somewhere out there, Johan himself could still be lurking. If we were to run into him. I vowed to myself, he would never leave the woods alive. J followed Fae to thest ce we had found Johan¡¯s tracks ¨C the indentation in the ground by arge tree that looked out onto the cliffs where Dorothy and Ignatius had run that morning. ¡°This must have been when Dorothy heard something in the woods I said to Ear who was inspecting the ground around us. turning in small circles with her eyes on the upturned dirt. She nodded. ¡°Seems that way. There was movement here. There are two distinct heel marks on the ground. He took a tem steps around the area before climbing back into the trees.¡± She scanned the bark of the trees around us before picking up on a small abrasion on one of the sandy cherry birches ¡°Bingo I followed her through the woods as she tracked Johan¡¯s progress. Fae who was usually so lighthearted and cheerful with a kr ack for grinding Gadeons¡¯ gears, was apletely different person when she was on the hunt She took pride in her skills and rightly so. I didn¡¯t know what I would do without her. Ourtte team of three would be iplete Far led me deeper and deeper into the woods, moving along slowly whenever she picked up on the slightest irregrity an the trees. Eventually, as we walked a new strange odor hat out notes simultaneously It was difficult to decipher at first but as we moved along the stench became more and more apparent. I swallowed the nausea that was threatening to have me hurling as my mind raced I was bing less and less convinced that Geramum 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 might still be alive. 62% After walking further and almost gagging as the scent filled my nostrils and choked my throat, my fears were confirmed. Fae gave out a small cry of rm, pausing suddenly in front of me and then turning to bury her face in my chest. She clung to my sweater as I looked over her shoulder at the sight before us I wanted to turn away too. I was grateful I hadn¡¯t eaten any breakfast that day because it would have been making at reappearance at that moment. On the ground before usy Geranium, or at least what was left of him. His chest looked like it had been opened up and unfolded. It was a scarlet-streaked flower blooming from his b*dy. His rils were exposed and pointed skywards. His insidesy in straggles around him. It looked like something had burst out of his chest rather than torn into it, but the w marks on his face said otherwise. Blood had soaked into the soil surrounding him and stained the ground a darker shade of brown. It was a horrific sight. Fae was crying quietly against my chest and I wrapped my arms around her, ncing around us as if the monster responsible would jump out at any moment, But from the scent of the corpse and the color of what little skin was visible, Geranium had been here for a while, cooling in the dark shade of the forest. He must have sensed Johan¡¯s presence early that morning and set out to inspect it. Needless to say, he never made it back. I was furious, we had all loved Geranium. He had been aforting presence in our lives since we were children, arge, muscr guardian angel who said little but felt a lot. ¡°Come on,¡± I told Fae. ¡°We wille back for him. We have to keep going, we have to know where Johan went from here.¡± She wiped tears from her eyes, avoiding looking at the macabre cene before her. ¡°Okay,¡± Her voice was small and h oa rse as she fought to hold back her tears. I felt guilty asking more of her when she had already done so much. But we had to find Johan, I needed to know where he was hiding. This attack had only happened this morning. He had to be close Fae studied the trees around her but could see none of the marks that we had followed thus far. Furrowing her brow she turned her attention to the ground instead and inspected the din, taking care not to step on the darkened soil soaked with blood. She walked a little way off and then looked up at me. ¡°He couldn¡¯t make it back into the trees. He was hurtTM I walked over to her, avoiding the grisly scene myself, and looked down to where she was pointing with one quivering finger. There was a thick spattering of dark crimson over the dead leaves on the ground. It formed a perfectly clear trail into the woods ¡°He¡¯s bleeding.¡± Fae said, her voice cracking slightly. ¡°Geranium must have hurt him pretty bad.¡± ¡°He did good,¡± I said in low tones. ¡°This helps us a lot. He weakened him slowed him down.¡± ¨C ¡°Yeah.¡± Fae said bitterly and we began to follow the trail, trending deeper into the darkening woods. It was already reachingte afternoon, but the final rays of the sun weren¡¯t enough to break through the thick treeline above our head. The forest was dark and full of rustling leaves and hastening small feet scurrying out of our way as we moved along Both of us were on guard. If Johan had managed to do what he had done to Geranium there was no telling just how powerful he had be. I considered turning back and returning with backup I didn¡¯t want to endanger Far just because of my own personal qualms with the monster we were following. But to turn back would mean more time passing and more chance for Johan to escape further than what we could track. And so we pressed on. I did, however, send a text to Gideon to let him know where we were and what we were doing. He 2/1 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 wasn¡¯t stoked to hear that we were going after Johan alone but he agreed to not tell Ignatius until it was absolutely necessary. I vaguely exined our location and where we seemed to be headed. There was a quarry up ahead and by the looks of the tracks, that was where Johan was headed. The tracks were messier the further we walked. Johan had been losing a lot of blood and he seemed to have gotten s loppy. It was clear he wasn¡¯t even bothering to try and hide his tracks. Maybe he had banked on the assumption that no one would follow him after witnessing what he had done to Geranium. He clearly didn¡¯t understand the Bielke people at all, Eventually, we broke through the clustered treeline and into the open air. The cliff ahead of us looked down into the quarry below. The water was murky and the drop was a steep one. The ring rays of final daylight hit my face and Esquinted. ¡°We¡¯re 100 exposed here,¡± I whispered to Fae and the two of us shuffled back into the shadows of the forest, sticking close to the treeline as we followed the trail of blood along the edge of the quarry Fae guided us down a steep incline and our footsteps sent small pebbles rolling and bouncing down around us. If Johan was nearby, he would surely be aware of our presence. We wouldn¡¯t have the element of surprise. We rounded a sharp jagged corner and Fae drew back. ¡°I can sense him.¡± Her voice was stricken and after a split second, I understood why. It was a terrible scent. It smelled of blood and decay but something more than that. Something worse than death. It was as if we were hunting a walking corpse. It alluded to dark magic and a warped sensation. Like someone had dabbled with the flow of nature itself and skewed it into something ugly, evil, and vile. I stepped in front of Fae, putting a guarding arm out before her as I inched forwards around the edge of the jagged rock. ¡°I¡¯m surprised you managed to track me as well as you did.¡± Gravely and disconcerting like iron grating iron, or the breaking of dense bones. The voice came from behind us and we whirled around in horror. Johan stood behind us. Only he did not look like the man I had heard so much about. He didn¡¯t look like a man at all. He looked like a monster. A nightmaree to life. C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. A nightmare that currenity had us cornered. -Dorothy- One by one, younger members of the Bielke people began pouring into the house. People our age and younger, all waiting 10 hear about what exactly was about to go down. The influx started as a trickle of people turning up in their cars but eventually, the entire mansion was parked and we had to move outside in order to amodate everyone. The young Bielke people were nothing like the Khall who had grown up with. Theyre were skilled in I spotted quite a few people who had been a part of the crowd that had surrounded me at my new college and kept very close to Ignatius¡¯s side. They too, however, seemed wary of me and either looked at me with unease or a fearful kind of reverence. It would seem I had made a good impression for myself afterall. If not good then at least an impressive one. I had no issues with any more bullying and people had bigger issues on their minds. There were a few who werent too keen on the idea of taking down the elders-individuals who were connected through family blood Hot Ignatius prassured them that this would not be a bl oody battle He wanted no real harm toe to the elders only to squeeze them out of their seats of power. To go in with our axes swinging.¡± Ignatius said both to those hesitant to join as well as those lusting for blood, ¡°To murder for the sake of power, we would be making the same mistakes as our predicessors. ¡°We want this to be as peaceful as possible,¡± I piped up, standing beside Ignatius, ¡°The point of this takeover is to reform the Bielke pack and fix rtions with allies. We need to stand as one hunt against the Tally and ensure that this never happens again.¡± 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G Some people were still skeptical but for the most part everyb*dy seemed to be onboard for the n. Rita was alos a useful source with her knowledge of the elders and exactly how we would manage kicking them out of their seats. The sun was already beginning to set and the first stars were alrely visible on the h orizon. The n was for Rita to summon the elders for an emergency meeting at the coucillers hall. Once everyone had arrived, h oards of our people would be waiting outside. Ignatius predicted that we wouldnt have much trouble with most of the council members. They had already nned to leave us anyway and turning them out would be easy enough. They would be given the night to pack up and clear out. Anyone who was still around by dawn would be dealt with swifty. Ignatius¡¯s only concern was his own father. Nob*dy was aware of where exactly Elliot was but when he caught wind of the operation he was sure to put up a fight. Elliot was the Alpha afterall. Neither I nor Ignatius wanted to see him dead, reguardless of how terrible he had been to the both of us, but we might have no other choice. Suddenly, Gideon approached us throuhg the crowd. His face was pale and it was immediatly clear something was wrong. I scanned the crowd. I couldnt find neither Angie nor Fae in the mass of determined faces. I couldnt pick up their scent either and they were supposed to be back already. Gideon approached ignatius, distraught, ¡°I wasn¡¯t supposed to tell you but they¡¯ve taken way too long now. Angle and Fae went after Johan. They found Geranium¡¯s b*dy in the woods. I think theyre in danger.¡± I slipped my hand into Ignatius¡¯s and he held it tightly. It was going to be a long night. SEND GIFT Chapter 52 Chapter 52 -Angic- I moved Fae behind me as Johan stalked around his. There was a sharp cliff drop behind us and Johan was blocking our only path of escape. We were cornered by the ghastly shell of a man that had once been a respectable Beta. Johan moved slowly, biding his time to strike. He knew we had nowhere to go. We had no choice but to defend ourselves when he attacked. The tense anticipation must have been clear on my face because he grinned. It was arge uncanny sneer of a smile. It was a little too wide on his face and sharp teeth protruded from under his lips.. The monster before us was entirely n*ked, and frozen in a gruesome state between human and wolf. It was a form that not many shifters could hold for long, but it never looked as unnatural as his b*dy did. The talented shifters perferred that state, but Johan¡¯s b*dy seemed to have gotten it wrong. It was as if his bones were continuously bending and breaking, repairing and breaking again as he moved. The continuous sickening snaps and cr cks were audible as he loomed over us. I noted therge bleeding ga sh over his left eye-probably from his earlier fight with Geranium ¨C The skin of his brow down to his cheek was slit in a nasty gaping wound and the white of his eyeball had turned red. He had suffered more wounds from the ck wolf. He had a slight limp when he walked from a nasty bite on his call and there was bone visible through the tomt tendons. Dozens of other bites and w marks were listered across his bare chest and back. It didn¡¯t seem to bother him very much though, and already the blood around the wounds was evaporating Like steam on his b*dy and the g ashes were slowly stiching themsleves closed. It seemed as if he coulnt feel the pain of his b*dy at all. He was removed from himself, some severance had been sliced between b*dy and mind-b*dy and soul. What was worse than the visible monstrosity of the man was his scent. Dorothy had once described him smelling of cin namon and pine. Early scents that were soft andforting But this Johan reaked of death. If I wasnt rooted to the spot in preparation for an attack I would have gagged and covered my nose. Johan bent forwards on the ground, crouching on all fours. 1 braced myself. If he attacked I could tackling hin, Fae could. slip past and escape. I hoped that was what she would do. But I highly doubted that she would be willing to leave me behind with the beast no matter how terrified she was, Before I could whisper to her, Johanunched himself at me with a speed that was surprising for someone thatrge. I pushed Far out of the way as Johan¡¯s teeth sank into my thigh. Howling in anger I shifted on the spot, ripping my leg from his jaws as my b*dy turned. I would be able to fight better in woll form anyway. Johan snarled and attacked again. His jaws. snapped shut on empty air where my head had been only seconds before, I couldn¡¯tprehend his speed. It was inhuman and incredibly concerning. Not only did I have to protect myself from his thering jaws, 1 had to keep an eye on the edge of the cliff that waned beneath us. I dodged his snapping maw and attacked his torso, tearing into flesh that tasted like meat that had gone off in the sun. I heard pebbles trickle down the edge of the cliff when my weight forced some of the sandstone to crumble. I needed to get away from the edge. Far had shifted too, her small wolf was a speckled brown and grey. She lunged at Johan and managed to sink her teeth into the back of his neck. Both of us were thrown off of him at once as Johan rolled away from us. He got to his feet again like the wounds were nothing to him. That bite of Fae¡¯s should have been fatal bat Johan reacted like he had felt the stall sting of a mosquito bite and nothing more.. We wrestled for a while but it was clear that Johan was gaining the upper hand. Even with the two of us, both giving it our all and aiming to kill, Johan was inpenatrable. We were growing tired and our attacks were slowing down, but Johan was not even panting with breathlessness, his b*dy was carrying him like it would never tire. We were in danger and he knew it. He was toying with us, allowing us to catch out breaths before attacking again. It was infuriating. He was taunting his prey, ying with us for the sake of it. I wondered how long before he grew bored of this fight. Before he decided to finish us up once and for all. I howled in agony as Johan shifted back to his half form and brought a knuckle down on my back leg, cracking the bone in one sickening snap. Fae yelled as he grabbed hold of her fur and threw her close to the edge of the cliff. She scrambled to regain her footing as sand and rocks began to copse behind her. I shifted back to my human form, allowing the shift to repair my broken bone faster than it would have on its own and dragged myself to reach her before she fell 1/4 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 Once Fae was safe again she immediately blocked Johan was swiping a wed hand across my chest. The ws grazed her b*dy instead, tearing ribons of blood into her flesh. I leapt over the injured wolf, wing at Johan¡¯s eyes in ast ditch attempt to throw him off of us long enough to esca It seemed hopless. I wanted to tear him limb from limb. I wanted to end his life before he could get his hands on Dorothy. But we were no match against the misshapen man and Fae was badly injured after thatst swipe, Johan threw me off of him like he was merely swatting a fly. He pinned me to the ground by the throat, his ws digging into my neck as he crouched over me. Saliva from his long teeth dripped down onto my face and his hot breath spoke of decay and death. I tried to kick him off of me but it felt like my nees were connecting with a brick wall. Fae was crumpled in a head behind him and unable to pick herself up. Blood was turning her speckled coat red and she whined quietly, I howled and fought but it was no use. Johan took pleasure in watching me squirm, his ghoulish grin dripping with the blood of my friend. ¡°You have her scent on you,¡± His voice sent chills up my spine as he leaned down into my neck and inhaled deeply, ¡°You must be a friend of hers.¡± I knew he was talking about Dorothy but I refused to disclose any information about her, I spat into the monsters deformed face, hissing and thrashing as much as I could manage under the crushing weight. Johanughed at my efforts and clenched his fist a little tighter around my throat, his eyes narrowing like a predator going for the kill as I began to choke. ¡°You know, Dorothy was my mate first. She is still my mate. She just doesnt understand that yet. And i am here to cut down everyone who in the way of that.¡± He spoke casually. As casually as one can with a voice that sounds like a thousand nails dragging across a chalkboard. ¡°Maybe I should leave her a little gift? Let her find pieces of her friend sc attered around that big fancy mansion that she misguidedly calls home.¡± Johan¡¯s mouth opened wide, his jaw unhinging entirely in a horrific disy. The skin of the corners of his mouth began to tear as he unhooked his jaw and opened it wide enough to aodat my entire head. I shut my eyes as the inside of his gullet epassed my vision. Just when Johan was about to deal the final blow, and snap his jaws down around my head, he was ripped away from me, dragged backwards by a bleeding speckled wolf. Fae had her teeth in his neck once again and she was dragging his b*dy off of me with all of her strenght. She was trying to throw him off of the cliff. By the way she was limping and the determination in her dark eyes I realised she had resigned herself to going over the edge with him. Johan tried to wrench himself away but Fae was determined, the two of them were grappeling right on C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. the edge as I triedto get to my feet in a panic, ¡°No, Stop!¡± I couldn¡¯t let her die for me. I wouldn¡¯t allow it. Before I could climb to my feet somethingrge and brown leaped over me. A familiar wolf closed its jaws around Johan¡¯s leg and ripped him from Fae¡¯s jaws. Far leaped to the side and back from the edge of the cliff as the brown wolf backed off of Johan. ¡°Gideon.¡± I spoke to him through our minds. ¡°What are you doing here?¡± Therge brown wolf came to stand next to me, coaxing Far behind the both of us with its snout. ¡°You took too long to get back. I thought something might have gone wrong.¡± te both looked at johan who was getting to his feet. ¡°It looks like I was right.¡± Another growl from behind us and I turned to see five more walves with their hackles raised, ring at Johan. I recognized all of them 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G Each were strong young shifters who had trained beneath me, everyone one of them tercely loyal and his id with the creature who had tried to kill their teacher Johan flexed his knuckles and squared his rough shoulders but he made no move to attack. The tables had turned and he was outnumbered. My students closed in around him, forcing him closer to the cliff¡¯s edge. He nced down at the water around him and I realized seconds toote, just what he nned on doing. He took onest look around, his eyes locking on mine and boring into me with a fiery passion. I could read his expression. clearly. He wanted me dead, and someday soon he would finish the job, Jn stepped backward off the cliff and I raced forwards to see where he wouldnd. His b*dy dropped like a stone as he fell back down into the dark water below. He broke the surface with a massive ssh. The other wolves howled their frustration and it echoed around the quarry like an unorthodox symphony. I scanned the water waiting to see his head emerge. No average shifter could survive a fall that long, let alone a human, but Johan was neither of those things A fall like that might not have killed him. Even if he did hit the sharp rocks below, it was possible he would be able to heal himself. Gideon came to stand beside me after making sure Fan was okay. By the looks of her inntries, she would be alright in less. than a few hours. She shifted back and covered herself with what was left of the hoodie that had been ripped off of me in the fight I looked down at the dark water and the ripples that Joltan¡¯s legem had left behind. After a few minutes of waiting. Gidron spoke. ¡°He could be dead¡± ¡°He¡¯s not dead. No way is that monster dead I said, leaning against the brown well for support ¡°He¡¯ll be back -Dorothy Ignatius and the others went about organizing their ns while I waited on the porch, scanning the forest for any sign of Angie and Fac¡¯s return. Gideon had taken live of their best fighters to search for them not too long ago. I only hoped they made it there in time. My mind was still ruminating on Johan. I wondered if it was still possible to reason with him. I kept my mind tightly closel from Ignatius as I contemted the possibility of shipping away and searching for the rogue myself I could be walking straight into my own death sentence but I could also make some kind of useful contribution. If I was what Johan really wanted and considering his lurking around the house, it was very likely then surely if I handed myself over to him, he would leave the rest of the Bielke alone. I leaned against the balcony railing. It was whitewashed wood and smelled of the sea, just like everything else around my beautiful new home. I didn¡¯t want to give it all up, I didn¡¯t want to give up my own life, And I dish want to break Ignatius¡° heart. I was brought back to the present when I heard w hoopinging from the crowd of sh itters around me. I looked out again towards the forest to see the others returning The reason for the cheering came from the two extra shifters, a small, curly-haired gul being carried on Gideon¡¯s back and the tall limber shifter next to him who, aside from her to clothing and messy hair, seemed perfectly te I pushed past the excited shifters and ran to meet Angie who copsed into my arms the moment I reached her. ¡°Hello, runt. I met your ex-boyfriend¡± ¡°You f ucking idiot, what gave you the idea to go after him alone 10.50 Fri, Jan 26 I put her arm over my shoulders and let her lean her long b*dy against me as we shuffled towards the house. ¡°I wasn¡¯t alone, I had Fae with ine.¡± ¡°Always gonna have your back, Fae mumbled from on top of Caleon, and she and Angie exchanged an exhausted high five. Gideon rolled his eyes but his face was still pale and drawn. As much of a jokester as Gideon way- or the butt of every joke when Fae was involved ¨C he cared deeply about his friends and the experience had clearly scared him. Ignatius too was relieved to have them back and grilled both girls for their recklessness. After he was certain that both of them would be okay he took them aside to find out what exactly had happened. ¡°It was definitely Johan,¡± Angie confirmed. ¡°I could vaguely recognize him from your description. But he¡¯s changed. There¡¯s something very wrong with his b*dy just like the other Tally attackers. And he¡¯s strong very strong Ignatius leaned his elbows on his knees and studied the floor. ¡°So it¡¯s true then. He¡¯s after Dorothy. He wants revenge.¡± ¡°He won¡¯t get you.¡± Angie turned to face me. There was a dark bruise forming under her eye and her lip was bleeding from a nasty cut. ¡°I won¡¯t let him.¡± ¡°How do we know he isn¡¯t dead?¡± I asked. ¡°You said he jumped into the quarry ¡°He wouldn¡¯t go down that easily. Not with that altered b*dy of bis. He¡¯s still out there, I can feel in¡± I didn¡¯t want to believe it but she was right. I could feel it 100, Johan loomed like an evil presence over all of us. The first thing we need to do is take back control. Ignatius sand solemnly. ¡°We need to reform this pack. Then we can focus our attention on the Tally. We won¡¯t get anywhere with Johan until then.¡± Angie nodded ¡°So it happens tonight?¡± ¡°It happens right now.¡± 4/4 SEND GIFT Chapter 53 Chapter 53 -Dorothy- ¡°There is no way in hell I am staying behind for this!¡± I had said these words about a dozen times in the past few minutes with my voice rising slightly with every repetition. Ignatius paced up and down our bedroom, ruffling his hair in frustration. ¡°Dorothy, for thest time. It¡¯s too dangerous, okay? What if things go bad? What if it¡¯s not as peaceful as we¡¯re nning for it to be? What if you get hurt, or worse?¡± We had been arguing for the past few minutes after Ignatius had made it clear that he intended to leave me behind during their mission ¡°I¡¯m not that fragile.¡± I folded my arms stubbornly and red at him. ¡°I can fight too. I can help. Besides, leaving me behind is like opening the door for Johan and giving him a personal invitation toe after me ¡°That¡¯s why I¡¯m leaving guards behind!¡± ¡°So he can tear them apart as he did to Geranium?¡± My shrill voice echoed around the room. Ignatius winced at my words. I knew I went too far with that one. The news of Geranium¡¯s death was still fresh in all of our minds, it was a wound that we didn¡¯t have the luxury of time to heal yet. My heart had hurt for the kind, silent giant and I knew Ignatius¡¯ did too Geranium had been his friend. I¡¯m sorry, I backtracked quickly. Tm sorry that was harsh. I just don¡¯t want to risk more people getting hurt because of me. I feel guilty enough already.¡± Ignatius didn¡¯t answer me, sitting down on the end of the bed in defeat. I hated that I was contributing to his burdens. I wanted to prove that I could help and that I would be able to take care of myself. I approached him hesitantly, and Ignatius parted his knees to allow me to stand in front of him with our noses almost touching. With me standing up and him sitting down, we were finally the same height level and I could look straight into his eyes without craning my neck. I rxed my arms on his shoulders and tried to ignore the hear that this close proximity brought to my core. Thebination of excitement, anxiety, and our earlier arguing seemed to be a perfect recipe to get me going even at the worst possible moment. ¡°You said it yourself, I¡¯m going to be the new Luna. And a Laina can¡¯t stay behind while her people do all the dirty work. You want the Bielke to be a pack that stands together, fights together You can¡¯t have that unity without your Luna by your side.¡± Ignatius touched his nose to mine and then rested his forehead on my shoulder. ¡°I just don¡¯t want anything bad to happen to you, I can¡¯t do it again.¡± I stroked his soft hair and stared off aimlessly as I spoke, ¡°Nothing bad is going to happen to me. We have a whole army of strong young shifters on our side. The elders would be stu pid to put up a fight. They have to realize eventually that their time is over.¡± Ignatius sighed in defeat. ¡°Okay, you have a point. You cane with us. The new generation will love you for it¡± Before I could smile Ignatius grabbed my face in his hands and forced me to look deep into his eyes. ¡°But no dying, okay? And you stay behind me at ¡°Can do,¡± I said with squished cheeks. ¡°No dying, I promise.¡± ¡°Good¡± Ignatius pulled me into a kas s and I climbed onto hisp. Hey down on his back and allowed me to straddle him as the k*ss deepened. Before things could get steamier though, Ignatius held my shoulders at arm¡¯s length and bit his lip, looking me up and down. 1/4 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡°Not now, Save that for after,we¡¯ve won.¡± I pouted for a moment before rolled off of him and the two of us headed back downstairs to address the us. It was a crisp clear night and the air was rife with tense anticipations. Angie, Fae, and Gideon greeted us from the bottom of the stairs. Far was meant to be resting but the stubborn subordinate had insisted that she be present for the overthrowing of the elders, ¡°You can¡¯t go off and make history without me,¡± had been her firm answer to Angie¡¯s exasperation 1 could understand where she wasing from. This was a monumental night and regardless of the oue the Bielke Tack would never be the same again. Ignatius nodded to the three shifters before raising his voice to catch the attention of the h oards of young shiften fooding our house His voice boomed around the mansion and the excited chatter slowed down as everyone turned their gaze towards my mate. ¡°Will you stand with me tonight?¡± A roar of support rose from the crowd and Ignatius couldn¡¯t help but smile a little despite his attempts to maintain a cool exterior. He was excited and nervous just like the rest of us. ¡°Let¡¯s take back our pack. Tonight we reim the Bielke name. The cheers that followed were deafening. Rita had called moments earlier to let us know that the elders had been summoned and were in ce at the council hill I was time to make an appearance. We drove down in Gideon¡¯s van and a swarm of other cars followed us. Some shifters chose instead to cut through the forest. in wolf form, the excitement of it all driving them to bound effortlessly through the trees. I caught glimpses of some of them from the window of the van and the otherwise quiet night was punctuated with dozens of wolves howling in unison. We reached the councilor hall in record time and congregated outside in preparation. Ignatius kept my hand firmly gripped around mine, keeping me close to his side as he shouldered his way through the crowd to the door of the great hall. The door was opened by Rita who must have heard themotion going on outside. ¡°Quickly,¡± she said, hurrying Ignatius through the door. ¡°They have already begun to suspect foul y¡± The rest of the shifters poured in after us and we stormed the hall, squeezing down the corridor to the elder council¡¯s meeting room. With one deep breath, Ignatius threw the door open. They must have heard using ¨C considering the w hoops and howls and shouting, it was pretty obvious that they had some of the council members were already standing up, their chairs have fallen back behind them as if they jumped to their feet in a hurry. ¡°Good evening,¡± Ignatius said over the roar of stampeding feet and chattering. ¡°I¡¯m d you could make it. There are a lot of things we would like to discuss. ¡°For starters, this is no longer your other and we no longer look to you for guidance. The elder council as a whole has been dismissed by us, the Bielke people. You have until sunrise to leave this territory.¡± Even the young and excited shifters fell silent at his words. Everyone waited with bated breath to see how the council would react to such a bold statement. I looked around the room. There were ten of them in total, all of them in their mid-thirties 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G or higher. They may have had hair streaked with silver and wrinkles carving sharp lines in their faces but they still looked powerful. They had earned their ce on the council board for a reason and by the looks on some of their faces, they were not ready to give it up that easily. One of the elder members, a short stocky man folded his arms and red at Ignatius. ¡°What is the meaning of this boy? Where is Ell?¡± ¡°Elliot will be dealt with in his own time, Ignatius answered calmly. ¡°As of now, I dere myself as the new Alpha of this pack. Anyone who disagrees with this can fight me himself.¡± They exchanged nces for a moment, noting the dozens of young shifters waiting behind Ignatius and me. One by one they all stepped back from the long oval table and nodded to Ignatius, The short angry man was thest to budge. His angry eyes bore into mine as if I was the source of all of his problems. Eventually, though, he stepped back, shaking his head, and mumbled gruffly, ¡°So be it. But be warned young Alpha, this will be the end of the Bielke Pack. Your enemies will see you as vulnerable without your elders to guide you.¡± Ignatius jutted out his chin and fixed the man with a steely gaze. ¡°Your guidance is what has led us to the problem we have now. It is because of your generation that we are low on allies and our enemies are in high supply. ¡°Your ways were wed and you sought for short term gain over long term peace. The Bielke is now free to thrive without you.¡± This seemed to infuriate the man but he held his tongue and pushed past Ignatius. The crowd parted quietly as the elders exited the room and walked down the hall Some like the angry man red at the young shifters around them with a fierce expression of defiance. Others hung their heads in defeat and some even seemed supportive of this new passing of the mantle. Things seemed to be going ording to n and the tense atmosphere lightened slightly when it seemed the elders would not be putting up much of a fight. Everything changed, however, when we got to the entrance of the great hall to see Ellior standing outside. His eyes zed with anger and he was growling with a deep voice full of malice. He looked directly at Ignatius who paused in the doorway behind the retreating council members. ¡°Ignatius,¡± it was both Elliot and his wolf speaking. The gruff voice sent my heart racing and I clutched tightly to Ignatius. ¡°Just what do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± Ignatius showed no fear though. He regarded his father calmly as everyone around us held their breath. Elliot¡¯s Alpha tendencies must have sensed the uprising. He was a force to be reckoned with in this state and Ignatius was challenging him. head-on Ignatius let go of my hand as he spoke, walking down the stairs slowly to stand before his father. ¡°This is my pack now These are my people. I am the new Alpha and it¡¯s time for you to leave.¡± He was inches away from Elliot when he finished speaking. Ignatius was almost a whole head taller than his father and, even though he was slimmer than Elliot and more finely built, it was clear who the stronger shifter was at that moment. Ignathis had told me that never before had he won a fight against his father ¨C and there had been many ¨C but tonight, it seemed that the new young Alpha was brimming with new power and sense of purpose. Elliot seemed to sense this too and he looked at his son as if he was seeing him for the first time. His incredulous expression. was quickly reced with burning rage as Elliot stared into the eyes of his son. Ignatius dodged just in time as his father dragged a long-wed hand through the air where his face had been. Cries of anger rose from the crowds but Ignatius hissed for everyone to stay back. This was a fight between father and son only, and neither wanted anyone getting in the way. This would determine the Alpha of the Bielke Pack. 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G e. The two shifters donned their wolf forms, Ignatius¡¯ gray coat contrasting starkly with Elliots¡¯s deep brown. They tore at one another, locked inbat, and the sounds of snarling and tearing flesh pierced the quiet night air. The crowds around me began shouting and howling, egging on their soon-to-be leader. Some of the elders had already shank away to begin their retreat. Others watched from the sidelines with cold eyes. The winner of this fight would determine their fate. I struggled to keep my footing as the crowds of shifters rushed around me. I couldn¡¯t see past the dozens of bustling shoulders and it took every bit of my strength to avoid getting tram pled. I could see neither Fae nor Angle anywhere nearby although I was certain they were somewhere in the crowd searching for me. I needed to see what was going on. I needed to see my mate. But pushing forwards was not an option, there was no way I would manage to squeeze through the excited crowd. Instead. I chose to push back towards the steps of the great hall. If I could get there I would be out of the crowd and hopefully able to view the fight from a higher vantage point After narrowly avoiding falling on my face and under the boots of vivacious shifters. I managed to reach the stairs. I leaper up to the doorway and looked down at the scene before me. The only light came from the dim orange glow of a nearby streetlight and the yellowmps on the outer walls of the hall. The moon was hidden behind powdery dark clouds, My heart leaped to my throat when I heard Tor howl in pain. I craned my neck over the crowd to see Elliot¡¯srge wolf closing its jaws down on the gray wolf¡¯s throat. I screamed for ray mate but my voice was lost over the howling crowd. Ignatius must have heard me though because I saw his eyes lift to look straight at me before rolling out C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. from under his father as the brown wolf¡¯s teeth tore his skin. I saw Angie as well on the edge of the crowd, she was looking around urgently-looking for me Our eyes met for a second and I saw her mouth open in shock, she was calling my name but I couldn¡¯t hear it I felt something cool and sharp press against the skin of my neck before an arm wrapped around me from behind. ¡°Don¡¯t move. I¡¯ll slice your throat if you try to fight¡± I froze instantly. I couldn¡¯t see the person behind me nor could I recognize his scent. There was however a scent that I was vaguely familiar with. A girl appeared out of nowhere and stood at my shoulder, the same girl who had cornered me at college weeks before. The girl I had almost killed. ¡°Hello again, little witch,¡± she hissed into my ear. I could see Angle fighting to get to me through the masses. ¡°Don¡¯t try anything st upid. Dameon over here won¡¯t hesitate to kill you if you try to use your powers on him¡± I was too shocked to speak. My fingers itched to reach for the iron de at my thigh but there was no way I would reach it in time before the man holding onto me sliced my throat With the de of the knife pressing into my neck. I had no chose but to let them drag me away into the shadows of the SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 54 Chapter 54 -Dorothy- The girl from college and the man I assumed was Dameon backed me all the way down the hall and into an empty office. The girl locked the door behind her and spoke into the darkness ¡°We got her, darl. Now what?¡± She flicked the light on to reveal the council member from before, the short bulky man who had stood T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. up to Ignatius. His ryes still bore the same angry expression and he looked like he wanted to order Dameon to murder me on the spot. ¡°She¡¯s good leverage. Ignatius will do anything we ask so long as we have his precious little mate.¡± ¡°F uck you Ispat at his feet and Dameon pressed the de a linke tighter aguns my m I felt a small trickle of blood ooze down my neck. I was terrified, sure, but I was also infuriated that they ined to use me in order to control Ignatius. I refused to let them use me to manipte my mate. ¡°Ignatius will do what¡¯s right for the pack regardless of what you do to me. Your n is futile.¡± ¡°She¡¯s lying the girl spoke next to me. Tve seen the way he looks at her. He would put his mate over everything. And even if he wouldn¡¯t, she¡¯s too precious to them. With her little gift of hers, she¡¯s the perfect weapon for the Bielke people¡± I stared her down, rage boiling my blood, I had no time for any of them. It was infuriating to think that my mate was out there fighting for his life while I was trapped in some dark room listening to people specte on my worth If they wanted to believe I was some evil witch then that was alright with me. I would prove their fears right if I had to ¡°I didn¡¯t mean to hurt you back at the college. You shouldn¡¯t havee for me in the first ce. And you should know better than to f uck with me now,¡± The girl stepped closer and bared her teeth. The resentment in her eyes was familiar but I had no patience or empathy left to care about exactly why she hated me so much. She med me for the loss of her brother, that much was clear. I growled back at her, leaning into the knife that Dameon still held to my throat. It cut deeper into my skin but I was determined to show no fear. I wanted them to fear me. I morplied my face into an evil- looking sneer as I hissed at the girl and she leaned away from me. ¡°Enough Olivia,¡± the elder spoke, stepping between us and ring down at me himself. ¡°Don¡¯t get too close to her He pushed his daughter back and looked down at me. ¡°You have been a thom in our side from the moment you arrived here, little witch. Since before that actually. You are the cause for the Tally attacks as well as Ignatius ipetence. You will never be Luna of the Bielke Pack. I will see to that myself. Both you and your mate will be exiled for what you¡¯ve done.¡± I was ready to deliver a scathing remark when something at the window caught my eye. I blinked twice, wondering if I had been imagining it. A creak at the door confirmed my suspicions however and I grinned. ¡°It takes a lot of nerve to hijack the new Alpha¡¯s Luna in the middle of an uprising. You might find yourselves severely Outnumbered Before the man could respond, the window to our right shattered and the door to the small room flew open at the same time Three wolves entered at once, therge brown one came through the window while the other two barreled through the door Both the girl and the man were pied down before they could react and the third wolf bed its teeth at Dameon who loosened his grip on me at the sudden surprise I used this to my advantage and rammed my head back against the man who held me. I heard an awful crunch as his nose broke against the back of my skull and a seating pam shot through my head. Dameon howled and I let my legs buckle beneath me, dropping to my knees and rolling away before he could press the 1/4 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 GU knife against me again. It mi cked my neck on the way down however and sliced into the skin of my jaw, Cupping my bleeding face with one hand I stood behind the three wolves- my friends, Angie, Far, and Gideon growled an the boy called Dameon who promptly dropped his knife and ran for the window. I leaped forward to stop him back Angie gripped the fabric of my shirt with her teeth. We watched The Inghtened boy go as he leaped over the window all only to be met with four other wolves waiting for him on the other side. Dameon whined as he was detained, clutching his streaming nose in the process. and her father fought to get to their feet under Fae and Glenn but were quickly contained by more shifters who poured in through the door. Angie shifted back to her human form and checked the slice on my face, concern written on ¡°Are you alright? 1 saw them take you, I¡¯m sorry I couldn¡¯t get to you ¡°I¡¯m fine.¡± I reassured her, taking her hand from my face and presing it to my heart instead Thanks for showing up¡± My eyes widened when I remembered the tight going on outude Where¡¯s Ignan Ind he win what¡¯s happening!¡± My question was answered almost ammeshately by the man who burst through the door next. Ignates was bare-chested and evered in blood His forearm had been torn to ribbons and the en a deep gas shovel out H o heart like diening through snow He was breathing heavily and his one eye was almost swollen shut. Bruises littered his b*dy along with other nasty cuts rashes. But he was alive. His eyes fell on me and he rushed to my side, scooping me up in hi In blood stain nown a¡¯lothing almost murdudele. You¡¯re alive.¡± I whispered into his torn chest. Tean heal you! Let me help?¡± ¡°No¡± Igramas stopped me from pressing my hand to his chest, he held my wrist gently and put my arm buck down at my side. 11l be fine. It¡¯s not as bad as it looks.¡± He was shaking all over and he leaned on me more heavily than I had expected ¡°Are you sure you¡¯re alright I asked almost buckling under the weight of him ¡°Ignatius you don¡¯t seem okay!¡± Before he could stop me agam 1 mmed my palm down onto his back and concentrated. The urgency with which I called forth my ability, as well as my own berce determination veniet to be enough to trigger the glowing waves of emanate from my hand and down into Ignatius b*dy 1 felt the same trancelike phenomenon from before oveing my mind and I found it to stay clear- beaded. I didn¡¯t want tond myself in anothers again. I needed to pupont exactly how much energy was too much energy I watched as has scars began to heal and the brunes on his b*dy went from a deep purple and blue to a yellowish tan ignatna stir against me his lips mashing my neck as he tried to speak Ha voice pulled me back from the light-headed space and I pulled my hand away from him. My palm feit a glowing lundprint on has spine before it faded away The studiers who hail contained the traitor elder and his daughter fell silent as they watchest me heal my mate. The S**tet wani saat now but at anught have been for the best. They bore witness to the strange power of thou sown new Luna Ignathus held ones in my knees buckled and we both copset to the floor in a heap, ¡°Dontlig? 1 mild you now ko mu you akalike?¡± He pulled back my eyelid when I chord my eyes make all fund I smiled up at han and weakly lifted my hand to h o fare. The swelling around his eye had lessened and he was bleeding any men Tudor healed humpletely, but I had managed to kickatan the healing process faster than his own shutter abdines would have managed 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G7 ¡°I think I¡¯m getting the hang of this,¡± I said quietly as he breathed a sigh of relief when it was clear that I was alright. ¡°Did you win? Ignatius stood up and pulled me to my feet with him. He picked me up off the flour entirely and carried me in his arms. ¡°T did ¨C we did. It¡¯s over now.¡± ¡°What about Elliot¡± ¡°Elliot along with some of the elders who joined in the fight will be dealt with. I needed to make sure you were okay. And as for those three¡± Ignatius gleaned with anger as he red down at Olivia and her father. Her older brother was pinned down outside by the other shifters. I assumed it was the younger brother then, who hail been killed by the Tally Ignatius hissed at the man on the ground who writhed under Gideon¡¯s weight. ¡°You deserve a punishment worse than exile. You tried to use my mate as a bargaining tool. For that, you will pay.¡± He nodded to Angle who switched to business mode immediately. ¡°Take them away,¡± she said to Gideon and the others. ¡°See to it that they¡¯re locked up until we can decide what is to be done with them,¡± I wrapped my arms tightly around Ignatius¡¯ neck as he carried me from the room and out of the councilor hall. On the front steps, I was able to see Elliot along with a few other council members on their knees and in silver cuffs. Elliot¡¯s face was almost unrecognizable, long w marks had scratched so deeply I wondered if he was doomed to lose his eyesight entirely. He was still fighting his imprisonment and it took five shifters to hold him in ce. Ignatius stood before his father with me in his arms. The two of us looked down at Elliot me with pity and Ignatius with a quiet resentment.. I am the true Alpha now, Ignatius addressed the traitors along with his father. ¡°For your betrayal, I banish all of you from this pack. Should you ever set foot on Bielke territory again, I will have no choice but to kill you.¡± ¡°And as for you,¡± he directed his words at Elliot who red at us with his mangled face. ¡°It has been a tradition for generations that the Bielke Alphas kill their predecessors. I know that¡¯s what you did to your father, and what your father did to his. ¡°But things are different now and we follow new rules. Therefore, you, Elliot Armoundt, are banished too. I know you love your pack deeply. But if you can¡¯t step down peacefully then I cannot let you stay.¡± Elliot spat on the ground at Ignatius¡¯ feet and sealed his fate Ignatius shrugged like he had expected this reaction but there was sadness in his eyes all the same ¡°Take them away,¡± he said to the shifters who stood at attention. Take them to the border and set them free. If they try to cross back over, kill them.¡± With that Ignatius turned to face the rest of the Bielke shifters. ¡°The Bielke is officially ours. I hope you can ept your new Alpha and Luna¡± He had barely finished his sentence before the people began cheering, howling under the moonlight as the shimmering orb broke through the clouds, Ignatius stole onest look at his father who was being dragged away to a nearby van. Elliot glowered at his son. ¡°You¡¯ll regret this,¡± he roared. There will be hell to pay, Ignatius! You¡¯re going to wish you had killed me. You¡¯re no son of mine.¡± Ignatius turned his head away and I ced a hand to his chest inquiet constion. 3/1 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G 62 Chapter 55 Chapter 55 -Ignatius- I had never before won a fight against my father. And, as I had told Dorothy, there had been many many fights. It was the only way Elliot would ever seem to be willing to hear me out. He expected me to fight to be heard. Looking away from my father and hearing his angry howls, I felt a plethora of conflicting emotions. There was no doubt Elliot did not see this fight as a victory for me. He was still alive and to him, that meant that I had not won the battle for Alpha ¡°You¡¯re a coward, Ignatius!¡± He was still fighting as he was forced into the van, an extra sheet of silver had to be ced around his neck to subdue his shifting abilities I chose to focus my attention on the young generation before me rather than the cold old man at my back. Elliot had done many great things for the Bielke people, but he had also done a lot of damage, and his time as Alpha was officially over. I could feel the change like a swelling in my chest. Tor was filled with a new wave of power and my b*dy felt stronger than it ever had. Whether that was thanks to Dorothy¡¯s sneaky healing or my own Alpha powersing into y, I had no idea but I was grateful all the same. Dorothy¡¯s small soft hand was on my chest, reassuring me. I looked down at my mate in my arms. ¡°Thank you,¡± I whispered low enough that she had to lean her head in to hear me. ¡°Thank you for being here. I couldn¡¯t have done this without you. She tapped her fingers on my chest, tracing the pale lines of scar tissue that had remained after she healed up the gas hes. ¡°You were always meant to be a great Alpha and the leader of these people, I had nothing to do with it.¡± ¡°Not true,¡± I hushed her protests with a k*ss and pressed my forehead to hers. Her eyes blurred into one cyclops pupil as we looked at each other from such close proximity. ¡°An Alpha is nothing without his Luna¡± This made her smile even though Tor sensed that she still held onto rming amounts of self-hatred for being unable to be of more use. I filed that away to be dealt with another day. We had a lot to talk about it seemed, but I had just noticed therge slice on her jaw and neck that was staining her shirt red. ¡°You¡¯re hurt 1 eximed, kicking myself me ntally for not noticing it earlier. ¡°What, this?¡± Dorothy touched the sticky wound and frowned. ¡°It¡¯s nothing. That guy brushed me with his knife after 1 broke his nose. I heard the pride in her voice when she said that and I would haveughed if I hadn¡¯t been so concerned. ¡°See? You did help out tonight after all. There would have been one less broken nose without you.¡± -Dorothy- ¡°I¡¯m fine Go d?¡± Both Angie and Ignatius were fawning over me and my bleeding jawline. After Elliot and the others had been taken away to the Bielke Pack¡¯s cers, everyone had congregated outside Ignatius became aware of just how much blood I was losing from the slice up my neck and Angie had rushed over with gater and healing ointment. They had sat me down on the steps to bandage up the cut and proceeded to smother mepletely in their concern for my health I pushed Angie¡¯s hands away from me and smacked at Ignatius when he tried toy another Layer of gauze onto the wound. ¡°Ignatius Armoundt, 1 will not hesitate to hate your hand off if you don¡¯t stop right the f uck now!¡± ¡°Fiesty one isn¡¯t she, Angie said, ruffling my hair. The temper quatches the hair color perfectly 1/3 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 ¡°Arrghh!¡± I stood up and stepped away from the both of them, holding my hands out in front of me in a warning. ¡°Go dda mmit. I¡¯m fine. It was just a scratch¡± ¡°You could have died, Dorothy. Ignatius said, trying to pull me back down onto hisp. ¡°And then you were still dumb enough to try and heal me.¡± T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. I allowed him to guide me onto his knees but I maintained my grumpy attitude. ¡°You were passing out. And that¡¯s not a good look for the new Alpha of the pack.¡± Ignatius muzzled my head and I pushed his face away. ¡°Stop smothering me! I¡¯m your new Luna, I need to beposed in front of everyone Ignatius took both my wrists in one hand and kept up his muzzling, k*ssing along my cheek and my frowning face as 1 blushed. ¡°But you¡¯re also my girl,¡± he teased. After Ignatius was done faffing over me, his beloved, it was time to make some ns. Everyone gathered around as Ignatius dictated the new n of action now that the pack had been taken back by the younger generation He scheduled a meeting for the next day where a trial would also be held for the three shifters who attacked me. He would also spend tomorrow organizing a new councilors table. Ignatius appointed Angie as the new official leader of the Bielke army and Angie in turn named Fae and Gideon her trusted subordinates. Three other shifters who I hadn¡¯t met yet were appointed positions in power until a proper vote could be organized ¡°Tonight we rest, but be on guard, Ignatius warned the pack. ¡°There are still Tally imposters lurking about so stick together. To other rival packs, we may seem more vulnerable now that we have banished our previous leaders. It won¡¯t take long for the word to spread. We need to be ready. I¡¯ll see you all here tomorrow. And thank you for trusting me as your leader, it¡¯s an handr After much congratting and cheering from dozens of faces that passed me by in a blur. Ignatius guided me to Gideon¡¯s van which would be escorting us home. Angie and the other two had been offered a ce to stay inside the mansion but they were all eager to get back to their families Far¡¯s mother was a widower and Fae didn¡¯t want to leave her alone for too long. All of Gideon¡¯s brothers had been present for the attack and were heading back to their parents who had chosen to stay behind. Angie wanted to make sure her family had stayed put as was asked of them. Her grandfather would be dealt with the next morning. Gideon dropped us off at the mansion and bid us goodbye. Everyone was still high on the adrenaline rush that the night had sparked but there was still a hint of unease in the air at the thought of Johan being on the loose. Rita too had gone home after giving me a bear hug that was surprisingly crushing for someone so small and promised to see me at the councilors hall the next morning. She had brushed asile my concerns for her safety with a tw inkle in her eye. ¡°No shifter would daree after me,¡± she had said. ¡°Il fly away before they can cause any trouble¡± Ignatius had appointed a few of the best guards to take up camp around the mansion for the might I doubted Johan would be showing up so soon after he had been injured by Bielke members but Ignatius wasn¡¯t willing to take the risk. By the time we walked inside I came to realize just how exhausted I was by the long night we had had The moon was high in the day and I suspected it was long past midnight by the time we peeled off our clothes and crawled into bed It was only after Ignatius and I had gotten cozy, lying n*ked together in a tangled mess of limbs that I felt a sudden shift in my stomach and a fiery athe arose in my loins. I ignored it for some time thinking it was the leftover effects of nerves from earlier but it grew tou strong to push aside. ¡°Um. Ignatius?¡± ¡°Hmune¡± his rough voice already spoke of deep slumber. 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G. ¡°I think I¡¯m going into heat¡±, 62 Ignatius didn¡¯t seem to hear me at first but he snapped to full attention when my honey-sweet scent became apparent. ¡°Now?¡± he asked, suddenly on high alert and heated himself as my scent coaxed him closer. ¡°Does war and revolution get you off, Dorothy?¡± ¡°Shut up, I moaned and pulled him on top of me in a deep k*ss Chapter 56 Chapter 56 -Dorothy- We didn¡¯t do it in bed this time, we rarely did. With my heat burning through my b*dy and Ignatius drunk on the new primal instincts of an Alpha, we did it outside in the moonlight, It had taken more than a few minutes and a lot of toppled furniture to get out into the garden in the first ce. Wreathed in burning desire, Ignatius was determined to touch me against every surface, to press me to the walls, the floors, the tables, and the chairs as he littered my b*dy with hi ckeys, k*sses, and bites. We stumbled through the house in the dark, barefoot and n*ked, every s loppy, exciting k*ss riling us up further. When we finally burst through the front door and tumbled out onto the grass I was already pleasantly wet, heat burning at my core as Ignatius pulled me on top of him under a ck sky full of stars, Moonlight reflected off of our pale bodies and cast a shimmery blue glow over the garden around us. Ignatius tousled hair glinted silver in the faint blue light and his dark eyes glinted with animalistic desire. My own scent vas as sweet as ever, enveloping him in tantalizing waves of allure and longing. Something was different about my mate¡¯s scent, it was stronger, more sensually potent than before. New primal energy radiated from his every pore and drove me to a frenzied S**ual crescendo. This was the true scent of the Alpha male at its finest. Something about him had changed. He was stronger, faster, and even more enticing than before. Ignatius put a hand on the back of my neck and pulled me down into a rough k*ss and a tight embrace. My legs straddled his hips and I felt his throbbing hard erection against my c lit. I squeezed my legs tighter and rocked my hips, sliding my wet pu ssy up and down the ridge of his member and sucking in short breaths when his head teased at my entrance, Ignatius cupped one of my small, tender breasts, pinching my hard nipple between his fingers and squeezing. I moaned into his mouth as his teeth caught my bottom lip and bit down, hard. My puss y ached with a need that belied our history like I had been touch starved until that very moment. My mate released my neck and breast to firmly grip both my hips and hold me in ce as I ground my groin against his stiff erection 1 clutched at his shoulders and threw my head back as the desperate need built inside of me. My owen nectar flowing ti my hot core coated his throbbing co ck, leaving both of us slicked up and lubricated. When he finally pushed me into an upright position and lifted my hips to position himself beneath me I was a sighing. shaking mess, still bucking my hips as I waited to feel the burn of his forceful entrance into my pu ssy. He rubbed the head of his erection against my dripping slit and my eyes widened in shock when he moved further than th and prepared to push into the tight bud of my second hole. ¡°What are you- He stopped me with a firm hand over my mouth as he pulled me down against his chest. I squirmed against him, whining into his palin but his grip on me was steel and resistance was futile. Even as I writhed to escape, shaking my head and releasing high-pitched squeaks matfled by his hand, my back was arching to let him in. He rubbed himself against me, coating my tight second hole with my own c um, and my mouth salivated behind his palm I groaned as he slowly pushed inside of me. It was a sensation I had never experienced before, something that scared me. Not only because of the taboo nature of it but because of just how wild, intense, and uncontroble Ignatius could be. Especially while I was in heat. Something about my scent during these phases pushed him to an even stronger level of possessive dominance. 1/4 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G I felt myself stiffen in fearful anticipation as his c ock pushed into me, tightening my walls when I would usually begin to rx. Ignatius ground his own hips ever so slightly, coaxing himself further in as the head of his erection slowly stretched. me open. My heavy breaths hitched as the full head of his member was buried inside of me. I let out a low, long moan as Ignatius rocked his hips against me, pushing into me inch by inch. I felt both pain and pleasure as he continued to fill me, tears. pr icking my eyes at the burn, and another wave of desire and need flushed through my b*dy, When Ignatius was fully inside of me, he held us there for a moment, releasing his hand from my mouth and running a wed hand down my back gently enough to cause tingles across my skin. I lifted my head to look at him, staring into his eyes as we were locked in ce in that intimate moment. And then he moved faster. I let out a loud cry as Ignatius began to pound into me, all-consuming in his size and length. I clung to him as I whined and moaned, as each thrust threatened to tear me apart. His arms around me gripped at my thighs, holding me in ce as he pummeled my tight virgin hole. His own groans joined mine and my hitched breathing gave way to punctuated breaths as his thrusts grew deep and intense. He pulled out of me almost all the way only to ram back in with force like a jackhammer as I cried out, struggling to manage his violent thrusting. N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. Gradually, as we continued, pain gave way to pleasure and I felt myself rx and loosen around him, weing him in as the vicious onught morphed into pure passion. We moved together and I pushed myself up against his chest to allow him deeper inside as I dropped my head back and moaned openly in the quiet midnight garden.¡± It wasn¡¯t long before I felt an or gasm building as my b*dy was pushed to the brink. I sat up straight, leaning back as Ignatius dug his nails into my hips and pounded into me from below A howl erupted from my throat under the moonlight as I was pushed further and further towards the precipice of my own o rgasm. Ignatius, too, was close tobustion, his co ck pulsating inside of me as he nearedpletion. The sound of our lovemaking echoed around us, loud and clear over the distant crashing of ocean waves and the chorus of chirping crickets. It was as if nature around us was determined to join in the symphony. Ignatius¡¯ eyes were dark and hungry in the pale moonlight and I gazed down at him, breathing deeply before biting my lip as my own eyes rolled back in my head. Ignatius quickened his pace and I moaned as my o rgasm reached its peak. I felt my b*dy spasm and tighten around his erection as Ignatius released himself into me, filling me with load after load of his thick, hot cu m. He thrust twice, hard and long strokes as he came inside of me, then rutted against me for a short while as he emptied himself entirely into my tight, abused as s. I copsed onto his chest, both of us covered in sweat. Ignatius breaths were even while mine was short andbored as 1 struggled to recover. My b*dy shuddered as the tingles of my or gasm waned and faded and I felt all of my muscles rx. Ignatius stroked my hair, k*ssing my damp forehead as I fought to keep my eyes from fluttering shut in exhausted pleasure. ¡°Your did great, baby. That was amazing. I smiled at him before plopping my head back down onto his chest, Ignatius slowly inched himself out of me, stroking my back as I moaned. I let my b*dy melt against his chest as I was ovee with fatigue, satisfied with my mate, and my every desire satiated, Ignatius held me in his arms as he drew himself forwards to sit up in the long grass. He cupped one arm under my knees and the other supported my back as he stood up and litted me to his chest. We both gazed up at the full moon over our heads,pletely still for a moment as we admired the quiet silver beauty. 24 10:50 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡¤ 62% Then Ignatius carried me back inside, shunning the door closed with his hips and narrowly avoiding the furniture that we had knocked down during our earlier rampage. ¡°Go d dam mit, did we do all of this?¡± he muttered, as he stepped over the upturned coffee table and carried me up the stairs. I nuzzled into his chest and closed my eyes. ¡°What, the mess? Yes And it was entirely worth it.¡± He nted a k*ss on my cheek, tickling me with his newly grown stubble. ¡°Definitely worth it.¡± After a long, intimate shower and a conjoined resolution to clean the house the next morning, we crawled back into bed. Both exhausted andpletely content, Ignatius curled himself around me as I huddled against his chest, the intoxicating nature of his scent lulling me into peaceful drowsiness. My mate was now a true Alphia, and I was the Luna at his side. I closed my heavy eyes and let myself drift off into a deep and undisturbed sleep in thefort of my mate¡¯s arms. -Johan- ¡°Ba stards. I plucked out another sharp rock that was lodged in my torso and threw it over my shoulder. It plopped into the water of the quarry behind me with a ssh and I continued removing shrapnel from my b*dy. The fall off of the cliff had been a long I had been aiming for the deeper water but the weight of my new b*dy had sent me plummeting straight down onto the rocks below. I had been split open and my bones cracked and shattered around me as I hit the shallow water. I had to pass the reinspletely over to Julianna in order for us to swim deeper and avoid being seen by the young female shifter who was sure to be scanning the water to see us surface. Julianna had dragged us along the muddy bottom of the quarry, using the dead weight of our massive b*dy to keep us from breaking the surface of the water. By the time we were some miles away, I stepped forwards again to drag myself to drynd. Water had poured from my broken jaw and I coughed up copious amounts of dark blood as my b*dy rushed to repair itself. 1 had waited on the sand, baking in the setting sun, while my bones rearranged and my mangled limbs rejoined. By the time I had fully healed again, the night sky waned above me and I stared up at dozens of stars 1 began picking thest of the broken rock shards from my b*dy as I ran over what had happened. That go dd amn shifter. She had Dorothy¡¯s scent all over her. She had been more of a nuisance than I had anticipated. I shouldn¡¯t have toyed with them for as long as I did, I should have killed both young wolves the moment they arrived at the quarry. There was no time to dwell on that now though. I could hear the sound of wolves, it carried to me through the cool night air Something was happening out there, something big. The howls were resounding, echoing through the forest until I couldn¡¯t decipher just how many wolves had taken up the chorus. I pulled myself to my feet and followed the symphony, keeping to the shadows and plucking leaves along the way to mask. my scent. There were wolves charging through the forest and I heard the rickety revving of multiple cars screaming down the road nearby. After following the raucous parade, I realized that they were heading to the councilor¡¯s hall. It wasn¡¯t long before I realized what was happening. This was their response to losing their members to the Tally Juliama purred in my chest and I grinned in the darkness. Ignatius was the Alpha now The Bielke Pack would be vulnerable in their time of reformation. They had no guidance from their elders and they had very few allies willing to back them up. It was time to strike. I soapped myself to attention when her scent drifted to my nostril. Dorothy was here. I could smell her blood. Chapter 57 Chapter 57 -Dorothy- Life went back to normal soon after the reformation. Ten young shifters had been appointed leadership roles on the council board and Ignatius was the spearhead of the new operation. We weren¡¯t able to rx just yet, however. The threat of the Tally still loomed over our heads and already, a mere four months since Ignatius stepped in as the new Alpha, Angie had gotten word that other packs hard their own schemes to attack The rival packs saw us as vulnerable and unstable. They were sorely mistaken. The Bielke was stronger than ever and working hard toe up with ns of our own in order to defeat our enemies. ¡°Dorothy, you¡¯re not paying attention I jumped on the spot as Rita¡¯s voice brought me back down to earth from where I was daydreaming up in the clouds ¡°Sorry. sorry. My mind is all over the ce today It wasn¡¯t a lie either. I had been restless and irritable all day long snappish enough to drive Ignatius out of the house. He said he was heading to a council meeting but I suspected he just wanted an excuse to get away from his murderous mate for the day. It was very likely he¡¯d be arriving home with chocte and ice cream in order tobat my unnecessary rage. I tugged at the cor of my shirt as Rita waited for me to perform a shift for her. We had begun training again soon after the reformation. Even though I had already managed a perfect shift from human to wolf, Rita was insistent that there was still much to be learned. ¡°You¡¯re not acting like your usual self today. Ritamented, as she eyed me from a few feet away. ¡°The look on Ignatius face when I ran into him earlier tells me you¡¯ve been a little nightmaretely ¡°I don¡¯t mean to be so upset all the time. I mumbled, lowering myself down onto my haunches and clutching my stomach at the sudden pangs of pain that had been tormenting me all day. I thought that maybe I was getting sick. ¡°I¡¯ve just been getting these weird stomach cramps and all of my clothes feel itchy and ufortable. ¡°Is that so Rita was looking at me with an odd expression in her birdlike eyes. She knelt down next to me and felt her hands along my stomach ¡°Interesting. How long have you been feeling like this!¡± ¡°It started a few days ago I swatted her hands away in iprehensible frustration. Im sorry I don¡¯t know why everything is passing me off¡± Rita stroked her chin deep in thought for a minute before asking ¡°Have you been having any cravings recently?¡± ¡°I have an overwhelming urge to eat dirt. Does that count?¡± The old woman lifted her finger to my face, suddenly excited. Onest question. When was thest time you got your penod 1 gawked at her for a good long while my bram tried to catch on to what she implied with her questions. I tried to remember thest tour I had dealt with period cramps and all the achars and pains that came with my monthly cycle It was usually a canal at in which Iguanas would keep has distance from ine for a day or two so as not to have his head. bitten off and then wouldfort me with tea and cuddles while I cried over something inconsequential like the color of the curtains 10:51 Fri, Jan 26 G. I couldn¡¯t remember exactly when thest time was, nor could I recall exactly when my next period was due. All I knew that it had felt like it had been absent for a long time. ¡°Rita, what are you saying?¡± She felt my stomach again and took my hand to press my own palm against my belly. There was the tiniest bloat that I hadn¡¯t noticed before and Renee was reeling with excitement in my chest. My eyes widened in shock and I looked up at Rita in disbelief. ¡°Dorothy, I think-¡± Rita was smilling with tears in her eyes, tripping over her words in her excitement. ¡°I think you¡¯re pregnant. I didn¡¯t need a pregnancy test to know that it was true. From the moment Rita voiced it, all of the clues fell into ce and I cupped a hand over my stomach in disbelief. Rita was right, I could feel something nestled within me, something that I was determined to protect with all of my heart. From the way Renee was crooning in my chest I knew without a doubt that I was carrying Ignatius¡¯ child within me.. With the same influx of euphoria, that burst forth within me came a desperate and primal fear. I felt more vulnerable than ever out there in the open and immediately all of my senses told me that I needed to get inside and start preparing my nest- whatever that meant I had a fierce drive to protect the infant inside of me and the threat of outsider attacks suddenly seemed to be looming directly over my head like there was danger around every corner. I fought the instinctual parts of me with reason and logic. I was in no immediate danger sitting in my own garden outside of our house. My child was not in danger for the time being. There was no reason to panic just yet. Once I had finally managed to calm my nerves, there was room for excitement to bloom. Rita hurred with me back inside where I stood in front of therge bathroom mirror to inspect my belly. It was small, but there was definitely a bump between my protruding hip bones that hadn¡¯t been there before. I was nervous to contact Ignatius, unsure of what he would think about the news, but Rita assured me that he would be ecstatic. I tentatively tested the curtain of his mind. ¡°Ignatius, are you there?¡± ¡°Dorothy,¡± his voice in my head was a soothing balm. ¡°What¡¯s the matter? Do you need me toe home!¡± ¡°Well, um. Thave news He was silent, awaiting my reveal. I was shedding nervous beads of sweat. ¡°Ignatius, I¡¯m pregnant. No response. His silence went on long enough that every nerve in my b*dy was tingling with unease. Then, all of a sudden ¡°You¡¯re pregnant?¡± has voice was small and astonished. ¡°We¡¯re having a baby?¡± My nerves were wrecked as I tried to read his energy. ¡°How do you feel about that?¡± ¡°This is the happiest day of my life¡± -Angie- ¡°What exactly is going on Lasked hesitantly, pressing the cell to my ear with my shoulder as I drove to the cottage on the cliffs. ¡°Has something happened? Is Johan back?¡± ¡°No, nothing like that,¡± Dorothy¡¯s voice cra ckled through the phone. ¡°Just get here already! It¡¯s urgent,¡± her voice buzzed with excitement and stirred the butterrs in my stomach that I had tried so hard to keep still. 2/7 10:51 Fri, Jan 26 I had no clue what all the fuss was about but Dorothy had called me and insisted Ie over and so that was exactly what I was going to do. I turned up the winding driveway and hurried to park my car. Dorothy came running out of the front door in a blur of red hair and an oversized sweater and leaped into my arms. ¡°We have good news!¡± Ignatius followed Dorothy out along with Rita in tow. Both of them were smiling but Ignatius especially seemed aglow with excitement and childlike joy. ¡°Alright, tell me this good news then? What is so important that it was worth dragging me all the way over here on my off day?¡± Dorothy released her arms from my neck and both me and my wolf ached internally at the departure. She shuffled back and stood next to Ignatius who put his arm around her. Dorothy herself had her hands on her stomach like she was cupping something precious. Her grin was a mile wide. I looked between her and Ignatius in bewilderment. ¡°I don¡¯t understand¡± It clicked a secondter and my eyes settled on Dorothy¡¯s small stomach. ¡°Oh.¡± Dorothy¡¯s gleefulughter burst forth before she could contain it I¡¯m going to be a mother! A useless one probably-but Dorothy was pregnant. This new information hit me like a truck and I struggled to patch my face together into a smile. That¡¯s amazing. I was conflicted, wrestling internally with both my duties to protect the Luna and my own personal feelings towards Dorothy. I had already epted that we would never be together like my inner wolf wanted. My mind had epted it, but it seemed my heart had not. Dorothy noticed immediately that something was wrong and she tilted her head slightly in question. At that moment I hated that she knew me so well, I hated that we had grown so close in the first ce. It would have been easier to let her go. I forced a bigger smile and it felt like my face was cracking in ces, the mask slipping even as I tried to force myposure. ¡°You¡¯re going to make a great mother, Dorothy. I don¡¯t doubt that for a second.¡± She still seemed skeptical about my reaction but she gave me a small smile and a grateful nod. Ignatius picked Dorothy up and ced her on his shoulders while she protested in rm. The reason we called you here was to ask you an important question,¡± he said as Dorothy clung to his face in an attempt to find her bnce. ¡°Put me down! What about the baby?¡± ¡°I would never drop you or the little guy, Ignatius patted her leg ¡°How do you even know it¡¯s a boy?¡± Dorothy huffed. ¡°Up until an hour ago, you weren¡¯t even aware I was pregnant. Some mate you are.¡± Jenatios sampled at me and there was genuinepassion in those pale blue eve you if you would agree to be the godmother.¡± Iblinked at him. ¡°You can¡¯t be seriou ¡°The reason we called you here was to ask ¡°If anything happens to us, Ignatius cut me off. ¡°If anything happens to the both of us and let¡¯s hope it neveres to that you¡¯re the only person we trust to take care of our child.¡± I was speechless. Treacherous tears threatened to roll from my eyes and I wiped at them roughly. ¡°What about Kita?¡± The old woman shrugged myment aside. Tim getting old. And besides. I¡¯ve never been great with children. That was a 10:51/ Fri, Jan 26 G. lie, she had basically raised post of the young generation as if we were her own. Dorothy and Ignatius had chosen me specifically. It was an honor. And a double-edged de. I had their trust, enough of it for them to confine their child to my care if they were to be taken down. It hurt to consider that I had been harboring my own feelings for the stubborn red-headed girl. It was wrong of me to want to tear apart such a beautiful budding family, ¡°Ignatius,¡± I struggled to keep my voice even, holding back hot tears all the while, ¡°I¡¯m honored, really I am. Both of you have been kind to me.¡± I directed my next words at Dorothy personally, ¡°You had every right to kill me on the spot after what I tried to do to you. But you showed me mercy, you even saved my life. The fact that you gave me room to prove myself even after all that is a gift I didn¡¯t deserve I hung my head, unable to look into her glimmering green eyes a moment longer. ¡°But I can¡¯t ept this. I¡¯m sorry. I can¡¯t do what you¡¯re asking of me. It isn¡¯t fair on either of you¡± Dorothy reached for my hand from on top of Ignatius shoulders. ¡°What do you mean?¡± ¡°I just can¡¯t. I¡¯m sorry, I need to go.¡± I couldn¡¯t stand to be there a moment longer, not when she was looking at me with such gentle eyes. My heart was breaking and I feared they might just hear the cra cks if I allowed a moment of silence ¡°Don¡¯t go. Dorothy insisted. She climbed down from Ignatius shoulders and put a hand on my shoulder. I flinched at the electricity that p rickled on my skin wherever her fingersy. ¡°Let¡¯s talk.¡± ¡°Dorothy, no. 1-¡± ¡°Shut up!¡± she spoke over me, dragging me away through the garden by the arm ¡°We talk Ignatius and Rita can entertain themselves by discussing baby names. Ignatius has the worst taste in baby-naming.¡± ¡°Hey!¡± N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. ¡°Ignatius, darling, I love you but we are not naming our child Thor¡± I couldn¡¯t help but stifle a giggle. ¡°Thor, because it rhymes with Tor? ¡°Listen, Ignatius yelled as I was dragged around the house and out of sight, ¡°Thor is a great name and I stand by that Tor agrees too.¡± ¡°Whatever you say Dorothy waved a hand over her shoulder without looking back. Her yful demeanor was dropped however when we rounded the corner and she turned to face me with her arms folded ¡°What¡¯s going on, Angie? You could have said that you didn¡¯t want to. But that wasn¡¯t the case. You specifically said that you couldn¡¯t. Why? Why do you stillen every time I touch you?¡± ¡°Dorothy, I seriously don¡¯t want to get into this right now, okay? I can¡¯t.¡± The tears I had been holding back finally broke loose and trailed down my face like a shameful branding ¡°Why can¡¯t you?¡± Dorothy blocked my retreat. ¡°What¡¯s going on with you, Angie? Do you still secretly resent me or something? Because you¡¯ve been acting weird around me and I can¡¯t exin it. Don¡¯t think I haven¡¯t noticed¡± ¡°No!¡± I dropped to my knees and covered my face. It was all too overwhelming. I couldn¡¯t admit it. I couldn¡¯t lose her for good. ¡°It¡¯s not that¡± Dorothy stood over me. ¡°Then what is it?¡± 4/7 10:51 Fri, Jan 26 G. ¡°I love you. Okay?¡± Thadn¡¯t peant to shout it but my voice rang out around the garden and sp ooked a few birds from the nearby trees. ¡°I love you.¡± Dorothy dropped her arms to her side, confused for a moment.Angie what are you talking about. I already know that. I love you too. Why would that be a problem?¡± Her jaw cked when I didn¡¯t respond. I couldn¡¯t bring myself to look directly at her. I stared to the side as tears turned my vision watery and blurred. ¡°Oh, Dorothy said quietly. ¡°Oh I see? I expected her to yell. I expected her to condemn me and run back to Ignatius with news of my treachery. I did not expect her to sit herself down beside me as she had back when she had me in handcuffs. Dorothy plopped herself down at my side and fiddled with the long tendrils of grass at her feet. It was cool in the shade that the house provided for us The strong scent of earth and midnight showers filled my nose. I could hear the ocean waves crashing in the distance. I thought I could hear the cogs turning in Dorothy¡¯s mind as she turned over my words, ¡°How long?¡± she asked suddenly and I flinched. ¡°What ¡°How long have you felt this way? How long have you been holding these feelings about me?¡± H ooked down at my dirty, beaten sneakers. It was time for a new pair. ¡°Honestly? Since you sat down with me that night of the New Year¡¯s party- before I was attacked. That night you saw straight through me. I had never been seen like that before.¡± Dorothy looked deep in thought as she twisted the strains of grass around her fingertips. ¡°Okay¡± We were silent for a while and I waited with bated breath to see how she would react. Thest thing I wanted was to lose such a loyal friend. Both her and Ignatius meant the world to me. ¡°Angie, Dorothy finally spoke and I tilted my head to look at her sideways. ¡°You know that my heart belongs to Ignatius,¡± I do. That¡¯s why I¡¯ve kept my feelings quiet until now. I just wasn¡¯t expecting this. I wasn¡¯t expecting a baby. It¡¯s like sealing a deal, although I know your heart belonged to him long before this.¡± She nodded slowly. We watched a lizard scurry away along the will of the house. Somewhere nearby we could hear a bee droning ¡°I understand why you¡¯ve kept quiet,¡± Dorothy said. ¡°You didn¡¯t want to get in the way of what Ignatius and I have. I know you care deeply for him 100,¡± ¡°Yeah¡± Tm sorry I can¡¯t be what you want me to be. I can¡¯t be that person for you.¡± Dorothy turned to face me and I forced myself to hold her gaze. ¡°You mean the world to me Angie but I can¡¯t love you the way that you love me¡± ¡°I can understand that. I always have, really. The heart is just a tricky thing it doesn¡¯t care for logic and reason¡± Dorothy smiled wryly. ¡°Isn¡¯t that the truth¡± I looked away from her. ¡°So what now? Are you going to tell Igutius¡± I broke a twig in my palm. ¡°Do you want me to leave? I can do that.¡± ¡°Of course I don¡¯t want you to leave. And as for Ignatius, that¡¯s something we can discuss in our oven time. But I don¡¯t see it making a difference in how much he cares for you. 577 10:51 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡°He can be stubborn and possessive, yes. But he can also be deeply empathetic and he trusts you more than most. It was Ignatius who proposed that we name you the godmother of our child. ¡°I don¡¯t deserve that title¡± ¡°But you do, Angie. Dorothy was still looking at me, I could feel her eyes boring into the back of my skull. ¡°And I would appreciate it. There¡¯s no one I would trust more with this burden¡± ¡°Even now? Even after you know the truth?¡± ¡°Of course. You¡¯re still the same Angie. I¡¯m sorry there isn¡¯t anything I can do to fix this.¡± I tossed the broken twigs at our feet. ¡°No, don¡¯t apologize. You¡¯ve done enough.¡± ¡°I heard you¡¯re going to he going away soon.¡± ¡°Huh? Oh, yeah. Tensions are building up to the east of us. Some pack has caught wind of our new leadership and thinks they can strike while we re vulnerable, Fae and I are going to lead a small group to shut down their attacks.¡± *Be careful,¡± Dorothy whispered, taking my hand in hers. ¡°Ande back in one piece. We need you now more than ever.¡± I closed my fingers around her hand. ¡°I can do that. I¡¯ll be here to protect you until the day I die. All three of you.¡± Dorothyughed and ced her free hand over her small belly. ¡°Don¡¯t go dying anytime soon. And thank you, Angie. I appreciate that? The birds I had scared away earlier returned to the nearby trees and picked up their chirping as I looked from Dorothy to the hand on her stomach. I could never be with her the way my heart longed to be. I could ept that I thought that maybe then. I could be satisfied in protecting her. I could watch over her growing family and stand at her side when she needed me most. That would be enough. 1 steeled myself in my resolve. In my new decision, in my vow to protect the little redhead at my side. I had watched her grow from an outsider runt with no credit to her name, to a beloved and mighty Luna. I couldn¡¯t have been prouder to call her my friend. There was one thing I had to do first though I leaned forwards slightly and pressed my lips to hers. Dorothy didn¡¯t pull back. Our lips touched softly and the same electricity from her touch pr ickled over every pore on my skin, She tasted like apple juice and salty sea air. I wanted toce my fingers into her hair but I withheld my hands. I loved her. I would always love her. But she wasn¡¯t mine. I pulled away slowly and looked into her eyes. Dorothy looked back at me, her gaze steady. She had the most beautiful eyes. ¡°I¡¯d be honored to be the protector of your child. You can count on me.¡± I whispered, unwilling to leave this tiny piece of perfection she had given me. But reality was waiting, and this was a fantasy that could never be. I got to my feet shakily and turned to go without another nce at the red-headed-girl I loved so much. ¡°See you around. runt. Don¡¯t get yourself killed before I get back.¡± ¡°Later beanpole.¡± I left the mansion that day with a lighter heart. It had hurt, it still hurt. It was a wound that would take time to heal. But Dorothy had relieved me of the burden of loving her. For that, I was beyond thankful There were many battles ahead of us, and I was ready to fight them all at her side. 10:51 Fri, Jan 26 G Chapter 58 Chapter 58 -Ignatius I was puzzled by Angie¡¯s reaction to our proposal. I thought she would be ecstatic to hear the news, but instead, she had seemed hesitant and uneasy. It wasn¡¯t until after Dorothy opened her mind to me and asked for some time alone with Angie that I began to realize just why my close friend was so hesitant to ept my offer. I recalled the odd feeling Tor had detected from time to time. I was a sensation of a rival, someone nob*dy had evere forward or attempted to rival me for her attention. We had thought it to be someone from the local college who had epted loving her from a distance. It wasn¡¯t ideal but until someone came forward we realized there wasn¡¯t much we could do about it. It had never urred to me that I could have been sensing Angie I didn¡¯t know how to feel about any of it, but Dorothy¡¯s voice in toy head reassured me that she could handle it. ¡°It¡¯s okay. You trust Angie. We both do. If this is what I suspect it is then you need to let me handle this. This is between me and Angie and I know you don¡¯t doubt my love for you.¡± It was true. In all the time that we had been together, not once had I ever doubted Dorothy¡¯s loyalty to me. I had never doubted her love. I let her close the curtain over her mind as she and Angie spoke and instead turned my attention to Rita who eyed me with a tw inkle in her eye and a smile on her lips ¡°Thor, hmm? Interesting choice there Ignatius.¡± ¡°Shut up, old bird. It was just a suggestion. I didn¡¯t know everyone held such high standards when it We headed into the mansion and I got busy making the two of us some tea. The sun shone in through the window and lit up the kitchen in golden hues. Ritaughed. ¡°My apologies, I¡¯m sure the two of you wille up with a suitable name for such a unique child.¡± Her words rung through my head and something new urred to me. ¡°Do you think the baby will carry the same abilities as Dorothy?¡± If that was the case, there was even more reason to start searching for more shifters like her. There had to be a way to break. the curse of their powers Rita nodded gravely, all of her spark suddenly snuffed out. ¡°That is definitely a possibility.¡± ¡°Rita.¡± I dug the toe of my shoe into the ground. ¡°How do you know so much about Dorothy¡¯s abilities, honestly¡± She didn¡¯t answer me and I kicked at a stone on the ground. ¡°Back at the hospital when Dorothy fell into aa, you told me more about my mate than she knew about herself. You also told me that you couldn¡¯t exin to me why you knew the things you did. Are you still not able to tell me anything?¡± Rita closed her eyes and sighed deeply. ¡°Ignatius. You and Dorothy are having a child now. I suppose what the two of you have has proven to be pure and true. She turned to face me, ¨¤ deep frowns of concentration on her face. ¡°Can you promise me right here and now that you will stay by her sale and protect her and your child, until your final breath?¡± ¡°That¡¯s a very formal way of putting it an you promise to love and honor your Tin serious, Ignatius. Think long and hard about this. is. This is the rest of your life. Can mate until death do you part?¡± 1/4 10:51 Fri, Jan 26 Ge They sounded like wedding yows which seemed odd to me but had made up my mind long ago and I was in no way determined to back down from my vow now. ¡°Of course I would I have loved Dorothy from the moment Iid ey I would never go back on my promise to protect her. Rita pulled a small, potent-looking knife from under her shawl and I raised my brow in confusion, ¡°Rita, what¡¯s going on here?¡± .61% eyes on her. The old woman extended a hand out to me, beckoning for me to put my hand in hers. ¡°This wow, would you swear it by blood, Ignatius¡± I hesitantly gave her my hand and hissed when she swiped at the skin of my palm in the blink of an eye. A small red line had been sliced into my hand and beads of blood began to break through the cut skin. Rita caught these droplets in a small vial and plugged the top with a little piece of cork. I wrenched my hand away from her and held it to my chest, inspecting the cut in rm. ¡°What was that for? What are you up to She held the small vial of my blood up to the sun. ¡°This is a sacred-blood oath. The moment you say your vow you will be bound to this tiny vessel. The moment you break this vow the jar will c rack and so will every bone in your b*dy. For good. Are you still willing to honor your promise?¡± I rubbed the cut on my hand that healed up as fast as it had appeared. ¡°Those are some seriously extreme measures you¡¯re taking there olddy¡± Rita shook the tiny jar of blood. The liquid swished within it and my crimson liquid tw inkled in the sun. ¡°If you want to know the truth I need your oath right now. I need to know you will never turn your back on Dorothy. Not even in battle, not even in death.¡± I didn¡¯t need a second thought or a moment to consider. ¡°I already told you. Of course, I won¡¯t. I will love Dorothy for the rest of my life. I will protect her with my life. No harm wille to her as long as I¡¯m around.¡± I felt some kind of strange energy ripple through my b*dy as I said these words and Rita nodded her head before hiding the jar under her shawl once more. ¡°It¡¯s done then. I¡¯ll tell you everything.¡± I heard Angie¡¯s car start up outside and peeked out the window to see her speeding away without bidding us goodbye. I opened my mind to Dorothy for a moment while I set down two cups of tea on the kitchen counter. ¡°Everything alright¡± Dorothy¡¯s voice in my head was calm and collected. ¡°Yeah. It was what I thought it was. Angie has been hiding her true feelings ¡°Why didn¡¯t shee forward sooner?¡± ¡°Why would she? She knew there was no changing how things were. It¡¯s just needs time to heal.¡± ¡°I suppose that makes sense.¡± alright though. I think she¡¯s going to be okay. She Tor was surprisingly calm inside my chest considering we had just discovered that one of our close friends has been harboring an infatuation with our mate But we both understood where Angie wasing from and respected her resolve to keep her feelings to herself. If Dorothy hadn¡¯t confronted her, she probably would never have said anything at all. ¡°I¡¯m going to stay out here for a while, Dorothy said. ¡°I need some time to think.¡± ¡°Stay out there,¡± I answered her as Rita opened her mouth to speak. ¡°But keep your mind open. You¡¯re going to want to hear this Ritaced her fingers together as she seuled herself deep in thought. 10:51 Fri, Jan 26 G When she spoke, she sounded far away as way as if she was recalling another life from some d distant memory ¡°You told me that you learned of the Sanitatum bloodline from the healer at an allied pack, correct? Well, what she told you was true. There was once a powerful bloodline of healers. Whether they were blessed with their abilities or cursed by it. that¡¯s entirely up to debate. ¡°Much like magic, their abilities were neither good nor bad but resided somewhere in between. It all depended on the wielder and how they chose to use it. But the oue was always the same. No Sanitatum healer lived longer than twenty years. All of the energy flowing in and out of their bodies was too much to hear.¡± Rna looked up at me, her eyes filled with mncholy. ¡°My sister was one such healer, gifted with the Sanitatum heritage. For some reason we could not understand, I was never able to use any such abilities. There are exceptions among every powerful bloodline and I was one of them ¡°I have no healing abilities and I have been able to live a fairly long lifepared to others of my bloodline. Our parent¡¯s died young as did their¡¯s before them. Many thought the Sanitatim had died out for good but they were wrong. We kept our family¡¯s abilities a secret and managed to live peacefully in a small, friendly pock¡± I leaned forwards against the ind countertop. ¡°What pack was this exactly!¡± The Seilvanne Pack. Perhaps you have heard of them. After all, they were the pack that was wiped out when Dorothy was a What are you saying. Rita! How do you know all of this? What exactly is your rtion to Dorothy?¡± Rata smiled sadly. ¡°My sister was Dorothy¡¯s mother. Tim her aunt This was news to me. I didn¡¯t know what I had expected to leam from the old bird but it wasn¡¯t this. ¡°Then how did you end up with the Bielke?¡± ¡°I was the woman who escaped with Dorothy from the massacre of the Seilvanne Pack. News of my family¡¯s abilities got out and people sought to take it for themselves by breeding with those gifted with healing ¡°My family however was already dead, as was Dorothy¡¯s mother Dorothy was thest healer in the Seilvanne Pack. They were looking for her. They murdered everyone else. ¡°You delivered Dorothy to the Khall Pack,¡± I said as the pieces began to fall into ce. ¡°They couldn¡¯t allow you to stay, they were recovering from a war with us. So you ended up joining the Bielke instead.¡± Rita nodded, taking small sips of her tea that she clutched in her hands like a lifeline. ¡°It wasn¡¯t difficult. Back then, the Bielke was always eager to wee more soldiers. I have fought many needless wars for your people.¡± 1 glowered down at my own cup at thatment. My father had been more than happy to allow new members into our pack so long as they were ready to throw away their lives for it too. ¡°It wasn¡¯t all bad,¡± Rita continued. ¡°I got to raise many children that were not my own. You included. And when things calmed down and the Bielke allied with the Khall, I was able to learn how Dorothy was doing. ¡°I never could have anticipated the union between the two of you. It was almost like fate had brought her back to me after all those years apart¡± ¡°Why did you never tell Dorothy your true identity?¡± Rita shrugged her bent shoulders ¡°How could I? She must have thought I lead abandoned her all those years before. And besides, she had no idea who I was for could she remember me. Why should I reopen that wound when she has done so well without me. It has been enough just taking care of her from a distance¡± ¡°You¡¯re wrong.¡± I mmed my cup-down and spiled scalding water over the countertop. ¡°Dorothy has lived her whole life 10:51 Fri, Jan 26 G = thinking that she was entirely alone. She needs to know that she has family.¡± ¡°But she does have family,¡± Rita argued. ¡°She has you and now she has a child on the way. What good does it do to look into the past when the future ahead is so much brighter?¡± ¡°Closure. Dorothy needs to know that she was loved, that she wasn¡¯t just cast aside as a casualty of war. Rita slumped her shoulders forwards even further. ¡°It scares me, telling her the truth, I have let her down time and time again. Her mother died by giving Dorothy what was left of her life. ¡°Her father died protecting her and me from the attacking packs. I wasn¡¯t even able to stay at her side while she grew up. In a I did abandon her. It¡¯s toote to change the past now.¡± way ¡°It¡¯s not toote. Dorothy will understand, I know she will. You did what you could to protect her.¡± Rita huddled over her teacup, her voice was h oar se as she spoke, ¡°In a way, I was her mother too. After her mother died, her father and 1 bonded as second chance mutes. I cared for Dorothy as if she were my own. ¡°Mirida, her mother, died young. She didn¡¯t have many years left to her because of her abilities, but when Dorothy fell ill as a young child she gave the rest of them to her daughter. I was never able to give her anything as precious as life itself.¡± ¡°You gave her something close enough though.¡± I put a hand out tofort Rita, stilling her quivering withered hand. ¡°You gave her a second chance at life. In a way, it was you who led Dorothy to me. And look at her now, she is the beloved Luna of a strong reformed pack. She would never have gotten that far without you.¡± ¡°He¡¯s right about that.¡± Dorothy¡¯s voice startled both of us and we turned to see her standing in the doorway. She smiled with tears in her eyes. ¡°Sorry, Rita. Ignatius left the curtain to his mind wide open. I couldn¡¯t help but listen in Rita stepped back and wrapped her shawl around herself tightly like she was trying to hide from Dorothy¡¯s gaze. ¡°Dorothy. I¡¯m so sorry. I should have told you ¡°It¡¯s alright,¡± Dorothy said as she approached her. ¡°You did what you thought was right. And you did what you had to to survive, we both did.¡± As she rounded the kitchen ind Dorothy opened her arms wide and embraced Rita. ¡°I¡¯m honored to C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. call you family. Thank you for all of your guidance Rita. You don¡¯t have to hold any more guilt,¡± Kita stiffened for a moment before enveloping Dorothy in a hug, her shawl closed around the two of them like a mother henying a protective wing over her chicks. Tears rolled from Rita¡¯s tired eyes as she held her long-lost kin SEND GIFT Chapter 59 Chapter 59 -Johan- My Tally brethren were wanting for me when I returned My b*dy had begun to slow on the journey back to base camp and 1 popped my dislocated shoulder back into ce for the fifth time that day as I waited for her to make an appearance, I was held up by two other shifters and we all looked up at the stroll hideout built into the trees. My b*dy would notst for much longer without her. I waited with bated breath as she came to stand at the window of the tree line hideout and gazed down A momentter she was scaling down from the trees like she had been born in the branches. The small, slender woman who had given me new life ¡°Johan,¡± she said with a smile. ¡°Wee back¡± I removed my arms from the shoulders of the other two shifters in order to get down on one knee. My joints popped and grated like an unoiled rusty machine. 1 needed my mechanic and a few new parts ¡°My Lady of Tally.¡± I said. ¡°I have good news. The Bielke has been in chaos the past two days Their uing Alpha letvatnus has staged an attack on their own elder court and taken power for himself. Elliot has been banished but he still roams the perimeter like he ns to attack This is the perfect time to strike.¡± She extended a hand towards me and gently touched my rotting jos. ¡°You¡¯ve done well, Johan. I think it¡¯s time to replenish I closed my eyes at her tender sich. My b*dy was falling apart at the seams, beaten and broken from all the wear and tear af mix recent endeavors. Her gentle touch was all I needed to push on ¡°I would appreciate that The Lady Tally withdrew her hand and folded her arms ¡°You say Ignatius has taken control of the Bielke)¡± She was so much smaller than the other monstrous members of her pack. But something about her demanded reven and everyone within rage was more than happy to bow to their unusual leader. We all owed her our lives in one way or another. She had saved us all and her powerful magic had made us stranger 1 nodded my head, irritated with my creaking spine as I did so. ¡°Yes. The Bielke has a new Alpha. And Dorothy is now their Lun. They caught on to my tre sp a ssing and foiled our n to manipte the elders. But it has all worked out in our favor regardless. We have caused enough disarray to be sure of our victory¡± She looked past me, lost in thought for a moment Ignatius has overtaken his father. How time thes I gazed at her quizzically but the ignored me and named away. ¡°Come along then let¡¯s his you up,¡± The other two shafters helped me to my feet and I limped after thedy towards a small canvas tent that served as our medical center for the time being. Our leader drew the curtain aide and guided me into the dark enclosure Inude the tent was a jumble of various tasks and beakers along with dozens and dozens of dried bones and twisted deer There were skulls too deer skulls, all of them corrupted and deformed in some way No normal deer should have teeth that sharp in I was lowered to the ground to the center of the feat as Lady Tally began mixing vials of di ck liquid. I watched as she added a drop of what looked like blood to the bubbling mas male of salear jar She sprinkled wh ite po wer in after the blood and tally stirred the nuse with a ck wig broken from a sacred tree in the water forest Tresgued that precanus litle beach had boken it from the ck hes tree myself upon my Lady¡¯s inqurst motioned for the other daters to N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. wax just the two of us to the tent before speaking ¡°Johan¡± Her voice was an ethereal chime, a tinkling of little bells in a pack so harsh and gravelly. ¡°Do you know how I came to discover this magnificent blend of magic?¡± I stared at the churning ck liquid in the jar in her hands. She held it up to my face, a look of pure pride and pleasure in her fine features. ¡°No, my Lady. But it was a stroke of genius, no doubt about it.¡± She smiled widely at myment and I was relieved to have sail the right thing. She was wonderful when in a good mood, she was terrifying when she was not. ¡°The secret,¡± she said almost euphorically as she gloated over her concoction, ¡°is witches¡¯ blood. It¡¯s difficult to get your hands on, but you¡¯ll find the woods are full of it if you know what you¡¯re looking for.¡± I watched as she dipped one boney linger into the jar and brought a drop of the liquid to her lips. She had fed our entire army with her dark elixir but I had never before seen her touch the magic liquid herself She licked the drop from her finger and closed her eyes. ¡°It was forbidden magic,¡± she said, keeping her eyes closed as she spoke. There was a bitterness to her tone. ¡°In all my years. of dabbling in witchcraft, there were rules that were never to be broken. There was a strict order to things, to life itself.¡± She opened her eyes and gazed at the jar in her hand. ¡°It wasn¡¯t until I decided to question those rules, to break those rules, that I was able to achieve such power. Breaking the rules cost me a great deal, but it also gave me my freedom. And freedom is worth any price Lady Tally cupped my head in her hands as she leaned over me. My jaw was ck and hanging ajar at that point and sher held the jug above my open mouth. ¡°Remember that Johan. Don¡¯t ever let yourself stray from your goal.¡± She tilted the jar and poured the oozing obsidian liquid into my mouth. ¡°Freedom is worth any price.¡± It went down bitter. It flowed like liquid down my corroding throat but it congealed It Jelly when it touched my si burned like it was going to dissolve me from the inside. I had undergone this process time and time again since I had first been coaxed out of the woods by the strange leader of the Tally, but I had still not grown numb to the pain. Lady Tally forced my jaw shut as my b*dy bucked and spasmed in a horrific seizure. ¡°It¡¯ll be over soon, dear,¡± she crooned, stroking my forehead with one hand and digging her sharp ckened nails into my jaw with the other. ¡°Don¡¯t spill a single drop, this is a precious supply after all¡± My b*dy was set aze as the liquid burned through my veins. My knuckles cracked and my fingers syed out and moved like a pianist performing passionately in his sleep. I felt myself dying all over again, as I did every time I swallowed the magical potent liquid. After one final spasm that threatened to cra ck my spine in two, I felt my b*dy fall limp and the Lady let go of her grip on my chin. She cordially wiped a trickle of the dark potion from theer of my mouth and patted my forehead as Iy in the dirt beside her.. My pupils expanded as my reformed b*dy epted its death and all of my newly healed muscles rxed. My heart did not pump and no breath escaped my lungs My b*dy was dead, but I was still there. So too was Julianna who growled in my cold chest with a new wave of bloodlust. I didn¡¯t panic as I had the first time when I found I was unable to get any kind of response from my b*dy. Instead, I waited patiently and the slender woman at my side waited too. Minutes ticked by slowly until finally, I heaved a small breath of fresh air into my empty lungs ¡°Wee back, Johan¡± I flexed my fingers hesitantly, testing out my new limbs and muscles. I felt stronger than ever. I felt reborn. My mouth. twisted into a grin as I gazed at the Lady Tally. Once again, I was a force to be reckoned with and it was all thanks to her. She made me stronger and I would always be indebted to her for that. Fri, Jan 26 I pulled myself to my feet, stretching and flexing as I did so. ¡°Thank you, my Lady. It¡¯s good to be back.¡± There was a battle ahead. My vengeance was almost within r that passed in and out of my lungs reach. My heart did not heat and I had no need for the oxygen The Johan I had been was dead and yet I had never felt more alive. Chapter 60 Chapter 60 -to- ¡°Go danam it, why now!¡± They had picked up my scent almost as soon as I thought I had thrown them off and allowed myself to rx. Tally soldiers were creeping around on my brother¡¯s turf nce again and their rancid scent burned acrid in my nostrils. was toote to head for cover, they were alreadyratching onto my scent. I could hear their heavy footsteps in the n ig their low growls and unsettling, mhuman eye Thamed through the darkness of my brother¡¯s house, wearing all the while as I began shoving loose t- shirts and other random items into a backpack. I pulled on the only tramers I owned that wasn¡¯t falling apart at the seams and promptly fell t on my face before I could notice that theces of both shises happened to be tied together They were bound to have heard themotion. I knocked doen dozens of trinkets and other unidentified objects in the dark on my way down. I tried to peck through the windows but the night lurked outside like some kind of ck beast all of its own. There was no spotting the Tally shifters but my nose told me they were close 1 had just quietly opened the back door when the Tally warriors kicked open the front. I bolted from the empty house and out into the open street, snapping my head left and right to find any sort of hiding ce. There wasn¡¯t much. The quiet street stared back at me like a gaping maw, the darkness making the road ahead taper off into ck vond. I would never understand the appeal of small towns. The Tally had been able to cut the lights by messing with a single electricity box in the center of town. My brother, Caleb, had an odd taste in cozy living. He dho had an odd taste in inmates 11 was Caleb¡¯s ex-Tally mate who warned me of the witch hunt that had been set out for me. For some reason I couldn¡¯tprehend, the Tally wanted my head. My brother and his mate had cleared out of town the day before, apologizing for dipping and leaving me high and dry, before driving themselves acrins the country to avoid the uing war. I couldn¡¯t me them, at the way the Tally was taking over, as well as the spections and rumors floating around about the Bielke Pack, nothing was certain nor stable and everyone was waiting with bated breath for the other shoe to drop I didnt know why exactly I was involved in the scuffle between packs but simply being disbelieving would not shake the three Tally sliders off of my back. 1 egged off into the dark and tried to regain my breath, rulling in the dirt to mask my worst a little as I went. I had been running from them for a while by then d stopped at my brother¡¯s house to grab thest of my stuff before I utficially became a rogue fugitive, on the run frosts the must cut-throat park in the world. When heard Bravy footsteps behind me once again I picked up the pace and sprinted as fast as I could in the my Eves with my shiher eyr sight, the night was still insiderably sim C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. 18ything wasbored and I knew I cuddn¡¯t keep up this game of cat and mouse for much longer The Tally had been breathing tracking our for a few days by then Every thr I thought I had aument to catch my breath they were bak sy ny tail. My 1 had been derailed because As I sprinted thanaugh thar da my kguarded root that I hadn¡¯t been able to 10:58 Fri, Jan 20 60% see. I yelped in surprise and? was suddenly thrust into the ground again, cursing my bad luck as I struggled to get to my feet. It was toote to run by then. The shifters quickly caught up with me and before I could blink I was surrounded by three nasty-looking individuals. I couldn¡¯t run and I doubted that I would be able to fight all three of them at once. The best option was to try and get some Information from them and figure out exactly why they were after me so adamantly. Maybe they just had the wrong guy and this was all a big mistake? I folded my arms and sneered at the closest shifter. ¡°I guess you caught me. What do you want then? Why have you been chasing me?¡± The shifter didn¡¯t respond, he merely stared at me with ssy eyes as if he were looking straight through me. Upon closer inspection, he looked like a shell of a man- a walking husk of what was once a human being. It made the hair on my neck stand at attention and my shoulders tensed at the unnatural scent the three shifters put out. ¡°What are you?¡± I spot, hoping my c ocky confidence would mask the nerves that were churning my stomach into knots. My legs told me to run, every fiber of my b*dy was screaming to get away from these cursed creatures but I knew if I were to run now I wouldn¡¯t get very far. ¡°I¡¯ll say it again. What are you?¡± I shouted it into the darkness, spinle flying from my mouth and catching on the ck face of the unnatural shifter, I wished then that I hadn¡¯t asked at all. The three of thein spoke at once- in perfect unison. Their voices were rough and strained like broken violin strings like they had swallowed gallons of sand ¡°to Morray, Johan of the Tally has been looking for you. You are an important piece in his grand scheme.¡± ¡°Johan!¡± I had heard that name before although I couldn¡¯t pinpoint exactly where. ¡°What grand scheme? And who is Johan? I don¡¯t want any part in this. You had better leave me alone because I can guarantee I will not go quietly.¡± I prepared myself to fight, extending my ws and waiting for either one of them to attack. Instead, the shifter in front of me opened its mouth and blew a disgustingly musty gust of hot air into my face. It was an acidic gas that immediately made my eyelids heavy and fogged up my mind What was I doing again? I was running away. But why was I running? What is the point in running? There was no reason to fight. No reason to do anything at all I felt my b*dy and mind give up on trying to defend themselves. The shifter brought a wed hand to grip my forearm and began to slowly guide me away. Despite Ren- my inner wall¡¯s-protests I felt any b*dy take one step and then another, walking alongside the zombie shifter [ my like an obedient dog. ¡°What are you doing?¡± she growled. ¡°Fight it, you idiot.¡± Fighting was difficult. Thinking was difficult. Everything felt like such a pain. There was no point in fighting: The shifters led me to a dodgy-looking van with the back doors thrown open and began to beckon me into the back. Walking was a pain, but halting and standing would be a pain too.. ¡°to, you idiot, is this how you want to die- walking straight into the enemy¡¯s clutches Ren was howling in my chest, furious at mycency She stirred the fog of my mind and blew new air in with her roaring. ¡°We have note as far as we have just to give up now! We have to get to the Bielke Pack. Have you forgotten the goal?¡± The goal? Something about the Bielke Pack. There would be safety there, approaching the man with the stow-white hair. He would be able to help. I couldn¡¯t recall much more than that, but it was enough to give Ken the window of opportunity to empty my mind of the depressing fog 10:58 Fri, Jan 26 60% I blinked as I came to and gasped in horror as I looked into the shadows of the truck that the shifters were attempting to guide me into. Bodies stacked like firewood filled the interior, the smell of rust and decay hit my nose and it was all I could do to not gag at the stench. ¡°What the f uck?¡± Even Ren was caught off guard. Neither of us was prepared for the sheer unwarranted cruelty of the Tally. Up until recently, they had been a park more akin to the boogeyman than real shifters. Parents would tell stories to their children of the evil Tally shifters and how they were chased away by the elders like the morning sun chased away the dark. I wrenched my arm away from the zombie shifter who was surprisingly slow to react. I dropped to the ground swinging out a leg and knocking all three shifters off of their feet. Without a backward nce at the lifeless corpses in the van or the simr lifeless eyes of the Tally shifters, I took off into the dark, running with a new sense of drive and a new healthy dose of pure terror. I hurried off into the ck of the night, repeating the n to Ren over and over again so as to clear the final tendrils of that insidious fog from my head. ¡°Head to the Bielke Pack. The enemy of the Tally. Find the man with white hair.¡± ¡°And don¡¯t get killed, Ren whispered in my chest as we heard the familiar rhythmic pattern of heavy steps picking up behind us once again. ¡°And that,¡± 1 huffed, the halls of my feet digging into the dirt as leaped over a small fence and cut through some poor olddy¡¯s garden. Her yapping po odle startled me as I rushed to hop the second fence. ¡°Don¡¯t get killed.¡± Easier said than done. Chapter 61 Chapter 61 -Dorothy- After Rita had left, Ignatius and I took a walk through the woods. My head was still spinning from everything I had learned from the older woman. From my aunt. It was still odd to think about. I had a living rtive and she was right down the road, she had been by my side all along. The forest was quiet and cool. Sunlight shone through the branches and left dappled spots of light over the ground. I walked with Ignatius hand in mine, swinging our arms loosely as we trod the overgrown pathway. ¡°How do you feel about all of this? Ignathus asked after a while. I could sense his hesitation, his unease. He wasn¡¯t sure how to approach the topic but he wanted to be there to support me nheless. I tipped my shoulders. ¡°Confused. Relieved. There¡¯s quite a vast concoction of emotions running through my head right now Ignatius sucked in his bottom lip and nodded. ¡°It¡¯s a lot to take in I knew Rita hadn¡¯t always been a part of the Bielke Pack. But it had never urred to me to ask where she hade from before she joined us 1 gingerly stepped over arge tree root that protruded from the dirt over the path. I had gotten substantially better at making my way through the woods now that my shifter abilities were finally I no longer tripped over every rough surface and I didn¡¯t bump into as many sharp corners when making my way to the bathroom at night. Training definitely helped, even with the little things. ¡°I can understand why she wouldn¡¯t have wanted to tell me the truth. I don¡¯t hold anything against her.¡± ¡°Then what¡¯s got you so stuck inside your own head right now? I smiled slightly. My mate knew me too well. He could read the littlest details in my movements that alluded to my me ntal state like it was a secondnguage. From the slightest tension in my shoulders to the way tugged at my hair. It was something we had learned over time, being so intertwined as we were. We moved around each other effortlessly like the cogs of some delicately intricate machine. We could converse without opening our minds or our mouths. We were two entities that revolved around each other in our own personal sr system. ¡°It¡¯s what she said about my parents. About how my father died, how my mother gave me thest of her life,¡± I said softly. ¡°And the reason my pack was targetted.¡± ¡°Your mother did what she did to keep you alive. Don¡¯t tarnish that gift by feeling guilty for it. We entered a clearing in the forest. It was a spot that Ignatius and I visited often grass had sprung from the small circle of ground that was exposed to the sky. The trees bowed and swayed around as we sat down. ¡°It just feels like everywhere I go, disaster follows. My pack, my original pack, was wiped out entirely because of me and my supposed gift. How can I just forget that? My mother gave thest of her life to prolong mine. How many people have had to die for me?¡± Ignatius put a hand on my shoulder as Iy my head down on hisp. ¡°There¡¯s nothing you could have done to prevent any of that You were a kid. ¡°You didn¡¯t cause any of the carnage that happened around you by choice, your father fulfilled his duty to protect you and your mother dad what any mother would do. Don¡¯t tell me you wouldn¡¯t do the same for our kid if it came to that¡± My hand instinctively went to my stomach as he spoke. It was true. I knew that Our child was barely even formed yet and already I was determined to protect them with my life. All the same, I couldn¡¯t swallow the guilt I felt be my parent¡¯s sacrifice, for the hardships Itata had endured, and for the fate of my pack It killed ane to think that I was helpless na change the circumstatices of my own existence. Even by living a somewhat quiet life as an invisible usiividual, trouble seemed to fall on anyone who walked beside me. ! J 111 10:58 Fri, Jan 26 Ga 60% ¡°What do I do now! What do I do with everything that I¡¯ve learned? My pack is still gone, my parents are still dead. Why am I alone all over agguin?¡± Ignatius leaned down to k*ss me and I melted in his arms, letting his soft caress carry me away. ¡°You¡¯re not alone, Dorothy. Not even close.¡± Ignatius stroked my hair, his low voice in my ear as we huddled in the clearing. ¡°Don¡¯t let the guilt of your past stop you from forging your own future. Use the sacrifice of your parents and what happened to your pack to fuel you. Build a better life for your own family, and a better fate for your new pack. We aren¡¯t here to repeat history, we¡¯re going to rewrite it¡± ¡°That¡¯s not a bad way to look at it. I guess.¡± Ignatius muzzled my neck, nipping at my skin and I couldn¡¯t help butugh. He put both forefingers in each corner of my mouth and pulled it into a smile. ¡°It¡¯s a great way to look at it.¡± I groaned in exasperation and turned my head away, but his words hadforted me slightly. Iy in hisp and looked off into the woods, trying to suppress the giggles Ignatius had got bubbling up inside of me. Suddenly my b*dy stiffened and I gripped his hand. ¡°Ignatius What is that?¡± I had been so distracted by my mate I hadn¡¯t even picked up its scent until right then. A putrid odor of rot and decay. In the shadows of the trees in front of us, there were two ssy eyes gazing back at me. ¡°What¡¯s what?¡± Ignatius asked, still in the mood to be yful, but his tone changed to one of immediate alert as the scent made it to his nose too. His head snapped up to re into the woods and a low warning growl started to rumble from his throat, ¡°Dorothy, don¡¯t move.¡± The creature stepped closer, the shape of it was almost disconcerted in the dark of the forest beyond the small clearing. Aside from what looked to be antlers, only its eyes could be made out, ssy and ck where the dappled sunlight nced off of them The eyes dropped to a lower level and I heard the distinct thump of hooves hitting the dirt as if the creature had been walking on two legs and had then dropped down to four ¡°Ignatius.¡± I tried to keep my voice lower than a whisper but terror was strangling my throat and straining my vocals. ¡°Ignatius, what is that thing?¡± Every nerve in my b*dy screamed for me to get out of there, to run as fast as my legs could carry me. My hand went back to my belly and Ignatius hissed a warning when my b*dy itched to get up and flee. ¡°Don¡¯t move, Dorothy!¡± It was a whisperedmand, the Alpha in him was talking and even he sounded mortified. ¡°They love a moving target.¡± Shivers wracked through my b*dy as the forest around the creature began to rustle. Thousands of crawling insects rushed into the clearing, fleeing from the eyes in the forest, ck beetles and roaches, centipedes, and other oddities I couldn¡¯t name all slithered and scuttled past us and dispersed into the foliage at our backs. The creature had stepped closer and then paused, unnaturally still as those nk eyes watched us from the shadows. Ignatius slowly edged me off of hisp, taking care to keep my head from hitting the ground. He began moving in tiny increments to get to his knees, keeping a hand on my shoulder to still me as I propped myself up on my elbow. ¡°Dorothy, he spoke through our mind-link, and the opened curtain allowed me to feel his overwhelming panic and fear. He had seen something like this before. He was fighting a nightmare that he had long since left behind. ¡°I¡¯m going to shift and meet it head-on. As soon as I do I want you to run back to the house as fast as you can. Can you do that?¡± Im not going to leave you behind!¡± My arguing was interrupted by a sound from the creature, goosebumps broke out on my skin and every hair on my b*dy. 10:58 Fri, Jan 26 G stood at full attention. My heart thumped loudly in my chest and my throat ached to release the scream that began to build the second I heard that unnatural sound. ¡°Oroce.¡± A sound like nails on a chalkboard. Like a parrot copying a new word. A spine-chilling failure at imitation, ¡°D-d- orace Don-L. Mo-ove.¡± The sound of it clicked in my ears and my b*dy was shaking in anticipation, desperately waiting for the Ignatius¡¯ nails dug into my shoulder as he willed me to stay where I was. To be still. But I couldn¡¯t be still. This creature was mimicking my mate, and my deepest of natural instincts was urging me to run All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. for my life and the life of my child. ¡°Dorothy, Ignatius hissed again when he sensed what I was about to do. ¡°Don¡¯t move. Not yet.¡± ¡°We have to let it get closer, Ignatius whispered in my mind. ¡°I can¡¯t afford for it to lock onto get its attentionpletely. You¡¯ll never outrun it if ites after you. You have to trust me.¡± I stared into those dark orbs that floated behind the tree line like ghostly globes. ¡°I trust you.¡± you first if you run. I have to I steeled my nerves and waited, forcing the grating sound out of my head when the creature once again attempted to lure me closer with its ghastly pantomime impersonations. ¡°D-d-corp-thee. Dor-ro-thee When the creature came to understand that it would not draw us any closer, it began to move towards us, Ignatius crouched over me. preparing his b*dy to shift and lurch forwards at the same time. I could hear the heavy padding of hooves as the monster approached. When its head cut through the shadows and into the sunlight I sucked in a sharp breath, all of my muscles tensing at once as my own b*dy prepared itself to shift SEND GIFT COMMENT HII Chapter 62 Chapter 62 -Dorothy- It was horrific. It was a deer, or at least it had been once. But everything about the creature was twisted and deformed like it had been sculpted out of dough and its shape changed over time. The antlers stood haphazardly on its misshaped head and protruded in odd angles, pointing in every direction Sharp, elongated teeth protruded from the creature¡¯s mouth in Eyers like evil-looking needles in a pincushion. Bits of raw meat from some poor unsuspecting forest dweller hung from the deer¡¯s jaws in blo ody tendrils like red floss. It didn¡¯t move like a deer either. The creature¡¯s gait was slow and stilted like its hones were never meant to bend that way. I stiffed a shrick as the creature stepped into the light of the clearing and I could see the monstrosity with full rity. It was only a few feet away from us when I felt Ignatius move over me, his skin rippled as he prepared to shift and gray fur grew on his b*dy. ¡°When I leap, you run. Okay?¡± ¡°I¡¯m not leaving you.¡± I was terrified and my b*dy was itching to scramble away from the gruesome creature but I would not leave my mate behind. ¡°Go ddam mit. Dorothy. You need to get out of here,¡± The creature paused and raised itsrge head, a head that looked too big to be supported by its bent neck. Bits of fur had rubbed off in ces and rough, rotting skin could be seen on the bald patches all over the deer¡¯s b*dy. I swallowed my fear, my dry throat burning as I did so. Im not leaving you.¡± It was clear to Ignatius that I wouldn¡¯t budge on the topic and his frustration could be felt through our mind-link ¡°Fine,¡± he said inside of my head, stifling his anger and fear. ¡°Fine, but the second I go for this monster, you get out of the way, okay? If it looks like I can¡¯t take it down then I want you to leave.¡± ¡°Win this fight,¡± I answered him. ¡°Because I¡¯m not leaving He let out an aggrieved growl. He didn¡¯t manage more than that before the deer moved. Way faster than I could have anticipated. It darted towards us with lightning speed, inhuman speeds, and its jaw unhinged as its teeth sought out a target Ignatius pushed me into the floor as he leaped over me, shifting in the air and meeting the creature¡¯s sh caggy jaws with teeth of his own. I watched, frozen on the ground as the gray wolf collided with the monstrous deer. It was bigger than Tor, much bigger, but he managed to snag the creature¡¯s throat and tear a chunk from its flesh before the being could snap its own teeth down on his head. I scrambled backward through the clearing as the two creatures grappled. Snarls and whines and the snapping of jaws filled the clearing and sp ooked every small creature for a mile around us. The deer keened, a disquieting, bone-chilling sound, as Tor went for its spindly legs.. The gray wolf was taking great care to avoid the monster¡¯s teeth. And that seemed to take a great seal of effort as the being able to inuke its head unnaturally in every direction, following the wolf as he snapped and tore at the deer¡¯s deformed Eventually, for snapped his jaws shut on the creature¡¯s hind leg and in threw back its head to release an unearthly siren wail. Trovered my hands over myran as I tried to get to my feet and the trees around is swished as binds took flight to escape the awful d With a sharp twist of his head, for managed to snap the creatunes leg and the deer numbled to the side Its snaking head still fought to sink long needle darp teeth into the gray wall but for danced around the creature, biting and howling in furious. vehement 10:58 Fri, Jan 26 60% After some time, the creatures thrashing and wailing banshee call began to subside. The b*dy of the deer was beginning to look more like a gnarled clump of meat than a living being and it moved its limbs weakly, kicking at the ground and dragging its heavy head along the dirt as it foamed at the mouth Its antlers dug up the soil as the creature bucked its head, releasing one final ear-piercing shriek before its head and neck Thumped to the ground and ity still. Tor howled in victory and I stared in horror at the remaining carnage. ¡°What is that thing?¡± I was frozen to the spot while Ignatius reverted back to his human form. ¡°What was that thing?¡± Ignatius looked up at me with strained relief etched into his features. His clothes were torn and his bare chest was streaked with the creature¡¯s blood. Steam rose from the dark crimson liquid like the blood was boiling on his skin. He wiped at the liquid with what was left of his shirt but the crimson was stained on his skin like tiger stripes. ¡°Not Deer. Nob*dy really knows for sure where they came from! ¡°Not Deer? As in not a deer? What kind of name is that?¡± I was trying to be lighthearted, to prove that the encounter hadn¡¯t phased me. But my voice shook and I wrapped my arms around myself and my stomach in unease. Itentatively stepped closer to stand beside Ignatius and we both gazed down at the shredded b*dy of the creature that looked like a deer but most definitely was not Ignatius had not held back. The creature¡¯s neck was bent at an impossible angle and the bones of its legs had broken through Blood pooled around the corpse and matted with its short fur, seeping into the surrounding soil and turning the ground. around it ck like the earth had opened its mouth to swallow up the fallen creature, Its one visible eye remained wide open and empty, a ssy ck orb that absorbed the sunlight that shone down on it. Ignatius kept his eyes on the so-called Not Deer as he continued, Tve never heard of one in this area. At least not for a very long time. They roam the forests to the East most of the time. ¡°Barely anyone has seen one and those who do rarelye back alive. It¡¯s possible Johan is sending them this way t weaken us beforeunching a full-scale attack. A bite from a Not Deer is a fate worse than death.¡± he trailed off, sliding an arm around me and pulling me close to him like he needed to make sure that I was real and very much alive. His mouth set in a grim line as he stared down at the creature. ¡°I never thought I would see one again.¡± He ignored my questioning stare and continued. Some people think that they¡¯re witches who attempted to replicate our shifting abilities. Decades ago, they sought to wield the power of the shifters for themselves, but their spells went wrong and trapped them in this form. Their minds were mangled over the years until eventually, they were neither human nor animal anymore.¡± I shifted on my feet, feeling ufortably vulnerable in the open clearing, even with Ignatius¡± arms around me, ¡°If Johan is sending them, what do we do about it?¡± Before he could answer me, the ssy eye of the fallen creature rolled in its socket to gaze at us. Ignatius started beside me. sp ooked by the swiveling orb that rotated from me to him and back again. I felt sick to my stomach. Everything about this: creature felt wrong, unnatural. Without taking his eyes off of the creature, Ignatius reached around me and pulled the iron de from Rita that I always kept on my person, from where it was concealed in my back pocket. Kneeling, he drove the knife deep into the inky ck pool of the Not Deer¡¯s eye. A shiver ran over the creature¡¯s mangled b*dy and then ity motionless. A trickle of blood, so dark it was almost ck with the oozing texture of thick treacle. 10:58 Fri, Jan 26 Ge trailed slowly out of the wound. ¡°Let¡¯s get out of here. Ignatius gripped my forearm and turned to leave. ¡°I¡¯ll have some of the guards burn the b*dy¡± ¡°My knife..¡±I protested. ¡°Leave it. It¡¯s tainted now, It¡¯ll only bring you bad luck.¡± 60% I pulled my arm away from him and reached down to grab the hilt. ¡°Rita can cleanse it, she¡¯s done it before after I used it on the Tally shifter. It¡¯s valuable to me.¡± I lifted the de from the creature¡¯s skull and it came out with a suctioning force and a sickening pop. I wiped it on the grass before sliding it back into its sheath in my pocket. Still gawking at the corpse I let Ignatius lead me out of the clearing and back through the woods towards the manor. Later, I watched several Bielke members set the b*dy aze on a pyre, the Not Deer wrapped in a tarp. The smoke was ck, and suffocating and I could have sworn I saw something move under the greasy tarp before the mes devoured the pyre entirely. Ignatius had been less than talkative since the encounter, but he hovered around me for the rest of the day andte into the evening, tonching me from time to time as if in a dream and relying on me to bring him back to reality. C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. All through the night. I reassured him over and over again that was still there, that I wasn¡¯t going anywhere. That night it was my turn tofort my mate who awoke from nightmares he couldn¡¯t speak of All I could do when he reached for me in a cold sweat was wrap my arms around him as he buried his head in my chest and wept. That night I dreamed of the Not Deer. I was standing in a clearing under the light of the moon. I felt safe, at first, bathed in that silver glow. Through the dark of the woods before me, something was stirring. Awkward antlers on a mutted face, the Not Deer nirmed to look at me, an iron de in its left eye. COMMENT SEND GIFT 10:58 Fri, Jan 26 G Chapter 63 Chapter 63 *Time sk ip 4 Months¡± -Angie- ¡°Holy s hit.¡± I whispered it, and Fae who was crouched beside mejslowly shook her head in appalled disbelief. ¡°There are way more of them than we suspected, she kept her voice low as she gazed through the foliage we were hiding in ¡°But how? It doesn¡¯t make any sense. How have they grown their numbers so quickly?¡± We were huddled together in the tall grass of a hilltop, gazing down at the most recent dwelling grounds of the Tally Pack. Things were looking grim. The Tally had grown from an enigmatic pack with no more than a dozen oddball shifters to an army that was over a thousand strang. But how? Surely there couldn¡¯t have been that many shifters willing to turn their backs on their people to join the unpredictable Tally gathering. Gazing down into the valley where they had set up, I could spot dozens ofrge, bulky shifters lumbering about between the mismatched canvas tents that were set up all over the ce. They scurried around like ants, carrying variousrge pieces of wood and stone as well as what looked like the bodies of multiple deer. I could see the hundreds of broken antlers peeking from under arge tarp thaty near one of therger tents. The whole area reeked of rot and decay. ¡°Something¡¯s going on at that little tent.¡± I nodded towards an ominously lonely tent that stood close to the forest on the opposite side of the valley. A long line of shifters had formed some distance outside the dinky canvas enclosure and every one of them looked sickly and unusual. They were bedraggled and drawn, drooping in their formation as if merely standing was a chore. One by one, we watched each dismal-looking shifter enter the tent and then exit nearly ten minutester looking as good as new. ¡°A super-skilled healer?¡± Fae suggested, but I shook my head, staring intently at a shifter that had just exited the tent. He stalked across the ground with a reckless gait and flexed his bicep, staring at his b*dy as if inspecting new wares, ¡°It¡¯s something more than that.¡± We both fell silent for a while, watching the enemy go about daily life from our hidden perch. It was clear they were preparing for something, a move perhaps? Certain tents were being packed up and thrown onto an ancient-looking cart. Shifters loped about, gathering belongings and flinging them into giant tarp bundles. Some just sat around the small fires that were dotted all over the area, staring nkly into the mes with slouched shoulders like wooden puppets waiting for their master to appear and tug on their strings. There was something particrly odd about those individuals. While the other shifters that moved around them all seemed oundish and impossiblyrge, these shifters seemed downright unnatural. From theirpletely still forms to the way their eyes never blinked, looking at them made me ufortable and my wolf growled low in my chest. Something was very wrong there, although I couldn¡¯t put my finger on what it was exactly. ¡°What are they doing down there?¡± Fae wondered out loud and followed her gaze to where a single ominous white van was parked. Somerge shifter approached the back of the vehicle and threw the doors open. I was surprised to see a wolf spring from inside the van with a how that we could hear clearly from our perch on the hill. The wolf snapped at the beely Tally shifter and made a break for the tree line on the other side of the valley before being detained by an onught of Tally members. The wolf howled its frustration and I itched to rush down there to answer such a dismal cry with help. < 158 Fri Jan 26 60% Far sensed my call for action and ced a cautioning hand on my knee. ¡°Not a good idea. I know you want to help but there are two of us and hundreds of them. We don¡¯t even know if that guy is on our side.¡±¡° She had a point but the protector in me yearned to rescue the thrashing wolf that continued to fight its captors long after it had been shackled in silver. ¡°We have to do something¡± 1 hissed, lowering my voice as I noticed a single shifter turning to gaze up at the hillside where we were hiding. ¡°We can¡¯t just sit here.¡± ¡°This is a recon mission, not a rescue mission.¡± We lowered ourselves even closer to the ground when the same shifter turned again to scan the hilltop. We would have to get moving soOIL. ¡°When did you be so afraid of a fight?¡± ¡°When Johan almost bit your head off.¡± There was nothing I could say to that. I hadn¡¯t urred to me that the fight with Johan might have taken a toll on Fae ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± I said reproachfully, ncing at her from theer of my eye. ¡°I never properly thanked you for saving me that day. Fae bumped her shoulder against mine. ¡°You don¡¯t need to apologize. And it was nothing, you¡¯d have done the same for Her trust in me was a precious thing. Every one of our sessful missions, tight squeezes, and close calls had involved Far and her unrelenting loyalty. The shifter who had been examining the hill began to move towards us and I nudged Fae. ¡°We should go. I think this guy suspects something.¡± We sidled away from our hideout and made a beeline for the forest shifting as we did so to move more carefully through the trees. A loud, anguished howl had me ncing back over my shoulder in the direction of the campout. The restrained wolf was begging for freedom, trapped in a pack filled with monsters. It went against everything I believed in, leaving the unidentified captive behind, but Fae was right. There was nothing the two of us could do to save him. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± I whispered, hoping that somehow it would travel through the grass and reach the agitated shifter¡¯s ears. ¡°We¡¯ll be back for you. Just hold out for a little bit longer. We¡¯ll be back All of my efforts had not been enough. In the end, I had been overpowered by my attackers and All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. dumped into the back of the gruesome white van like a sack of potatoes. They didn¡¯t kill me like I had expected them to Instead, they cuffed arge salver cor around my neck, trapping me in wolf form before they closed the doors and left me in the dark with dozens of corpses to keep mepany. Ren, who was at the forefront of my mind in my animal form, had us howling in frustration as the van rattled to life and we were driven to some unknown location. The rank odor of rot and death filled the small clunky space and was made worse tenfold by the brightened senses of my wolf form. I turned my heavy head away from the many nk eyes that gazed at me from the deepest part of the van. Sticky blood coated the floor of the vehicle and made it difficult to stand in the slick muck as the van swerved and rattled along what I assumed was a very rocky road. ¡°What do we do now?¡± I asked Iten, aiding her in suppressing the urge to throw up what little food we had eaten as the swaying of the van and the nasty smell made our stomachis turi ¡°F uck if I know,¡± Ren snapped and I felt hers nervousness at being trapped in such a confined space. Tin surprised they didri¡¯t just kill us on the spot. Why aren¡¯t we one of the the pile over there? 10:58 Fri, Jan 26 G ) ¡¤ Chapter ti ¡°They mentioned something about Johan. Apparently, he wants as alive for some reason. I used over the name as the van jolted and I fought to keep my bnce, sying all four legs out to keep from toppling. into the wall of corpses behind me.. ¡°Wasn¡¯t that the name of her previous partner?¡± ¡°Why?¡± Mavis I shuddered when the van turned a sharp corner and one of the lifeless bodies rolled across the blo ody floor. ¡°My mate. Ex-mate, I guess. Ren was silent, it had pained us both to reject the person who was supposed to be our one true love. It had hurt Ren especially as Mavis inner woll was a partner that she had fought to be with for countless lifetimes. They had been devoted to each otter for cons. It seemed that in this life, however, Mavis herself was stronger than her inner wolf and she had be someone that we couldn¡¯t possibly connect with. ¡°Don¡¯t speak of her now, Ren munered in my head. ¡°We need to focus on getting out of here.¡± 1 was thrown against the wall of the van¡¯s interior as we jolted over another rocky bump in the road. ¡°Think, Ren. J Johan was the guy she was with, wasn¡¯t he? Maybe this has something to do with him.¡± Ren pulled us back onto our feet, irked by the silver cor around our neck. ¡°Revenge maybe. He had seemed pretty unhinged when he arrived at her doorstep¡± ¡°That¡¯s insane. I had nothing to do with any of the drama between the two of them. I just happened to find my mate and she serined perfectly normal at first, ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter now. The van came to an abrupt stop and I froze as the engine cut out ¡°Prepare to fight. The second they §à§â§Ö§ß those doors, we¡¯re out of here. 1 could hear amotion outside. Dozens of gruff voices and heavy footsteps. The van rocked as whoever was driving climbed our and mmed the door shut. I braced myself for whatever was waiting outside, crouching low and preparing to pounce I should have known that we didn¡¯t stand a chance. Chapter 64 Chapter 64 -Dorothy- ¡°Twins!¡± I shrieked out loud and Ignatius winced and leaned away from me. ¡°Are you sure?¡± ¡°Pretty certain, the healer who had been examining me ran the transducer contraption over my abdomen and pointed at the grainy screen to my left. ¡°You can see them right there.¡± ¡°Twins!¡± I threw my head back onto the pillow with poignant force and Ignatius squeezed my hand tighter ¡°Hey. It¡¯s like a bonus deal,¡± he said tentatively, possibly afraid that I¡¯d do some more yelling if he said the wrong thing. ¡°Two for the price of one am I right?¡± I offered him a withering re and Ignatius, my intimidating, headstrong Alpha mate shrank in his seat. ¡°Nevermind then.¡± The healer gave me a reassuring smile as she got to clean the gel off of my belly. My stomach had a noticeable bulge to it by then and although I was only eight months in. I was already desperate for the entire rigmarole to be over. ¡°I don¡¯t get it,¡± I had whined to Ignatius from the floor of our kitchen two nights ago. ¡°Pregnancy is supposed to be this beautiful thing. Why am I cravingpost and crying about sn*ked?¡± ¡°It¡¯s normal to have weird cravings, I think. I don¡¯t know, I¡¯ll ask Rita.¡± My darling mate was at a loss on how tofort me but he was trying nheless. ¡°Wait, what¡¯s so sad about snakes?¡± ¡°They don¡¯t have any legs!¡± And thus I dissolved into a puddle of tears in just my underwear on the cool tiled floor because everything else was suddenly too hot to bear. At the clinic. Ignatius was trying his best to be supportive. His effort was appreciated even though my own burning irritation at the world wouldn¡¯t let me voice that. Seeing him hovering at the healer¡¯s shoulder while she checked my stomach had made me smile, however, and the look on his face when the ultrasound began was priceless. He poured over the screen as the nurse pointed out the two little bean-looking things that were to be our children. I could barely make out the tiny limbs she was pointing to past Ignatius who had his nose almost pressed to the ss in his excitement. At first, I thought I had misheard the healer when she eximed that there were two of them. It wasn¡¯t until Ignatius moved aside and she repeated herself slowly that it clicked. Twins. I was only justing to terms with the reality of having one child. The thought of two was even more daunting to me. 1 had been grappling with my emotions since the incident in the woods with the Not Deer It was a dangerous world to be bringing a child into, and I feared I wouldn¡¯t be able to protect my own. I could barely protect myself. On Top of that, it had made me realize that I could no longer afford to be reckless with my own safely. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. I wasn¡¯t just living for myself anymore. Throwing myself headlong into danger was no longer an option. I now had on, well, two beings inside of me that I needed to consider. ¡°Are you going into shock?¡± Ignatius snapped me out of my ssy-eyes state. ¡°What? No, I¡¯m fine. I¡¯m just.. terrified.¡± The healer excused herself and left the two of us alone in the small sterile room. Ignatius climbed onto the bed next to me and I shuttled aside to give him room, resting my head on his chest. He trailed a finger down my arm and then moved his hand to my stomach. ¡°What are you afraid of? His voice was soft and gentle and it made me feel slightly more in control. The unpredictable way of the world was a little bit more manageable when he was around and he stilled the roaring doubts in my mind. III 10:58 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡°Everything, Johan, the Tally, losing the people that I love. How am I supposed to keep everyone safe?¡± Ignatius nted a k*ss on my forehead. ¡°That¡¯s my job. I¡¯m not going to let anything bad happen to you or our children.¡± A big tear rolled from my cheek and plopped onto his shirt. ¡°And who¡¯s going to protect you?¡± Ignatius bundled me in his a nns and nuzzled his face in my hair. ¡°Don¡¯t worry yourself about that now. We¡¯re a strong pack, and we both have people who¡¯ve got our backs We¡¯re all working together and we¡¯re going to get through this. I promise it¡¯s all going to be alright.¡± I wanted to believe him. I didn¡¯t doubt for a moment that Ignatius would fight tooth and nad to keep me safe. But there were so many threats looming over our heads, I was unsure of how we would tackle them all. Ignatius noticed my uncase and nipped at my car. ¡°Oh no, the signs are there already. You¡¯re going to be a helicopter aren¡¯t you?¡± If anything. Twas afraid that even my own children might not like me. Underneath all the concern for the safety of our offspring, there was the age-old fear that everything I touch suffers because of it. I was afraid to pass that curse onto my own kids. I couldn¡¯t promise them a perfect life, not with the trouble that followed mr. I hoped they could forgive me for that ¡°You¡¯re going to be a great mom, Dorothy.¡± I looked up and Ignatius was gazing down at me. ¡°And they¡¯re going to adore you ¡°Get out of my head.¡± 1 mumbled and pulled myself up to k*ss him. I couldn¡¯t admit it, but his words were the reassurance that I needed. Perhaps, eventually, I would start to believe them -Angie ¡°Stay down as shole.¡± I delivered one final kick to the groin of the shifter at my feet and he curled up in agony as he groaned and clutched at his crown jewels. Wiping the sweat from my forehead, I turned to assess the scene. Our small group of soldiers including both Fae and Gideon had managed to take down the treacherous group of assants who had plotted to storm Bielke territory in the dead of night. The forest around us was dark, lit up only by the orange glow ofnterns that the attackers had been huddled around as they waited for their time to strike. Luckily for us, we had caught wind of the iing threat and had managed to rally them up with barely any violent retaliation. Things were looking grim for our pack. Not only did the Tally loom over our heads as a constant, insidious threat, but more and more packs had plotted against us and were attempting to take us down. The pack wars were spreading across the country as a whole as more and more packs were forced into offense and defense In the tumultuous times we were living in. The Tally attack on New Year had been a catapult that had sent the entire country Theres no point in fighting us. The shifter I had kicked had gotten to his knees, ring at me with a banged-up face. ¡°The Tally ising to wape you all out soon enough. We¡¯re only here to pave the way¡± ¡°It¡¯s alentar you enjoy getting beaten to a pulp I hissed and delivered a fisted punch to has gut. He gagged at the impact and buckled over, wheezing and braving as I shook the tension from my fist ¡°Stop Pirat The cry came from another vormy shifter that one of my soddies had puned to the ground. 10:58 FM, Jan 26 Her arm was twisted behind her back as he pressed her into the dirt and she squirmed and squealed when he bent it further. ¡°We were only doing what we were told to do. They threatened us, our families. We had no choice,¡± she cried out again as the soldier threatened to snap her arm entirely. ¡°Enough, Lance,¡± Imanded as I approached them. ¡°Let her speak Lance released the young girl¡¯s arm and she got to her knees, rolling her shoulder and wincing at the pain it caused. I stood over her and crossed my ans The other enemy attackers we re be ing shackled in silver and corralled into one area until the vans coulde and pick them up. The Bielke of old would have u ghtered every survivor, but we were not our forefathers, ¡°What do you mean you were threatened: By the Tally?¡± The girl nodded feverishly. She couldn¡¯t have been older than fourteen, nothing more than a child. Their pack must have been desperate, terrified if they were willing to send a child onto the battlefield I wondered what the elders of her park must be like and what kind of person was able to cover and hide while they let a kid handle their dirty work for them. ¡°We fought back at first. But they came with soldiers and other monsters. Eventually, our elders agreed to join them. We¡¯re a small pack. We¡¯re cannon fodder to the Tally¡± I pinched the bridge of my nose in sheer exhaustion. ¡°What can you tell me of the Tally¡¯s ns? That guy over there said. you were sent in preparation for something else. How many packs have they got under their thumb?¡± I had to admit, it was ingenious on the Tally¡¯s part. They had started out as a small group. Somehow they had managed grow their numbers but they had also gone about targeting other small groups and using them as a shield. The girl wiped her bleeding nose with a dirty palm. ¡°I don¡¯t know much. They didn¡¯t tell us anything beyond forcing us to attack you. We were told to target the young and the elderly specifically. I can only imagine they have more vulnerable packs doing their bidding too. I kicked at the dirt. Why? What did the Tally have against us in the first ce! Before that point, their attacks had targeted smaller, outlying packs. Never before had they been so brazen, so dead set on wiping out one of the most formidable packs in the country. What changed? These were questions that none of us had answers to. Not even Fae and I¡¯s spying endeavors had given any evidence of the Tally¡¯s motive. It was infuriating. We had been making so much progress towards peace. Now all of it was dashed to pieces before our eyes and the Tally ravaged thend. ¡°Are you going to kill us?¡± the girl asked and her eyes were wet with tears. Her dirty blonde hair was knotted and tangled and sheunched over herself, hiding under her oversized khaki jacket. ¡°No.¡± I knelt down in front of her and gently ced my hand on her shoulder. ¡°We¡¯re not monsters. We can¡¯t let you go. but I can promise you that no harm wille to you while you¡¯re with us The girl¡¯s face contorted into one of regret and shame. Tm sorry, the whispered before pulling arge knife from inside the folks of her jacket. I heard a cry from Far as the light glinted off the de that came straight for my heart. WIL 10:59 Fri, Jan 26 Chapter 65 Chapter 65 -Johan- The insignificant shifter groveled at my feet. He thought he could protect his small pack by giving himself up. I stood over him, scowling, disgusted by his feeble pleas for mercy. ¡°What kind of Alpha are you?¡± I growled down at him as my fellow Tally shifters stood behind him, ws ready to rip and tear onmand. ¡°You think that by giving yourself up I¡¯m going to spare your people?¡± 1 crouched in front of him and sneered in his face. ¡°How arrogant of you. What makes you think that your single life is worth more to me than that of your people? His frightened cries were music to my ears: The wasn¡¯t the first of this kind of mission that I had embarked on. The Tally needed soldiers. Our numbers had grown rapidly as we continued to recruit restless rogues and pack turncoats who were sick of the Bielke and their past actions. Many of our members had turned agaisnt their old packs after being disgusted at the way their leaders groveled and submitted towards the Bielke¡¯s armys in the name of peace. My own old pack, the Khall had done exactly that and the move. had never sat well with me. I had been a friend of Ignatius back then, however, and I thought it was a good thing that tensions between our people would be eased somewhat. I had been a fool. The Khall were weak to give in to the Bielke so easily. The Tally would not allow them to continue their reign that had onlye about through violence and fearmongering. This man¡¯s pack was small and insignificant. It would be days before anyone even noticed that they were missing. His people would be easy to wipe out with only a small fraction of our forces, and he was aware of that. If they wouldn¡¯t join us we would force them to fight for us. I was skilled by then in the art of threatening and ckmail. I had twisted many arms in my favor. I had broken a few too. If his people were still nonpliant even after the threats held over their heads, well.. we had use for corpses too The man seemed baffled at my words. He had genuinely believed that by handing himself over we would pass by his pack without a backwards nce. He was wrong. I gripped his face between my ws and forced him to look at me. ¡°Tell me Isaac, was that your name? Are you going to join us or do we have to take some more extreme measures?¡± The man seemed at a loss for words, stumbling over his sentences as he tried to reason with me. ¡°You can¡¯t! We can¡¯t. None of us are soldiers, we¡¯re a small pack, we¡¯re not bothering anyone, you can¡¯t force us to fight in this war, we¡¯ll be u ghtered!¡± I sighed and blew my hot breath into his face. ¡°That wasn¡¯t the answer I was looking for Isaac,¡± I rutted and then looked up at the Tally soldier behind him. ¡°Round them up. We take them dead or alive.¡± This seemed to make Isaar less than happy and his voice raised as he continued to protest, fighting against my grasp as my men set out to capture every member of his sorry little pack. I sneered at his futile attempts of escape. ¡°You¡¯ve really let me down haar,¡± I said, feigning disappointment and snapping his neck with one twist of my arm. The man fell silent and I dropped his b*dy to the floor. I gestured towards the other Tally shifter. ¡°Take him too. Lady Tally is in need. of some new puppets¡± It wasn¡¯t long before we hard rounded up the small pack. They were easily frightened,prised mostly of elderly members and small families. That didn¡¯t matter. We would do what we could with what we had. The Tally may have a bad rep but we were never wasteful. Larry handy was useful. Every drop of blood brought us closer to victory We set off with our new raptives, leaving a few soldiers bnd to sums up any remaining stragglers that were returning home that day I was in need of a replenishment, I could feel any joints beginning to grid and crunch as I walked, and my skin had begun. 10:59 Fri, Jan 26 to take on a papery, translucent look as my b*dy began to dpose once again. 60% That didn¡¯t bother me very much though. It wouldn¡¯t be long before we were back at base camp. After some replenishing and a little bit of nning, we would be ready. The war wasing, the day of reckoning was upon the Bielke and they didn¡¯t even know it I had never felt more alive.. -Angie Before I could register what was happening I was tackled by a borlying from the left. It mmed into me with a force that kisocked me aside and left me winded as 1 hit the dirt. I looked up in a daze to see Gideon¡¯s stricken face from where he had me pinned to the ground. He wretched his heavy b*dy off of me just as quickly as he had barreled into me and I pushed myself upright. I cringed at a sudden seating pain, putting a hand to my shoulder where all of Gideon¡¯s weight had been pinpointed. Gideon climbed to his feet and stepped back a few paces. The look on his face way one of devastation and bewilderment. I soon discovered why. My eyes widened in horror as I took in the scene before me. The young girl was gripping her throat with both hands, bright red blood spilling from between her fingers where Lance. had sliced at her neck. She huped and choked as she tried to stem the flow, struggling to breathe and staring at me, wide- eyed and fearful. The knife she had pulled from her jackety in the dirt beside her. Lance was standing behind her with his own expression of distraught terror. He had retracted the ws he had used to save me and was staring at his bl oody hands as if they had acted of their own ord with no consent from himself, Lance had killed before, dozens of times in fact. I had even watched him take pride in his skill in the art of violence. But never before had he ever faced off against children I stared at the young girl, at her dirty, tear-streaked face and her desperate gasping as she fought for air that would note. She let go of her throat with one hand to catch herself as the toppled forwards, wheezing and choking. Eventually, that arm gave out 100 and she rolled onto her back. Tcrawled forwards in the dirt to take her bloodied hand in my own. Her eyes were wild and wide as she stared at me. Her mouth opened and closed as she tried to speak but no words were possible, only a trickle of blood and saliva escaped her lips as she coughed. I heard Far calling for a healer but it was already toote. Lance, in his panic, had cut too deep and there was noing back from a wound like that. I gripped her hand tightly as a quake rocked through her b*dy. the never took her eyes off of me. And I could read her thoughts as clearly as if our minds were connected. She wanted to know how she ended up here, so far from home and so very alone. She wanted to know why this was happening to her. She wanted to know why it hurt so much. I had no answers for her. Had no one ever warned her that the world was unfair? That we were all doomed to find ourselves in the most impossible of circumstances, purely by chance, and that when it came to taking lives, death was never picky Her b*dy was rated by one final spasm and then she finallyy still, her eyes sull wide open as her pupils expanded and her hand in mine went ck. My soldiers around me were silent haunted by the sheer wrongness of it all Cadeon turned away, sinable to take in the small b*dy mader the overazed jacket and the blood seeping into the soil to be soaked upy thend around Lance fell to his knees, ballings hands into fists and pressing them to his eyes as he abandoned ¡°She was going to kill you¡± be gasga ariely ¡°I didn¡¯t think, I just acted, 1-I¡¯m sorry!¡± he wasn¡¯t apologizing to me. ¡°Ti I 10:59 Fri, Jan 26 so sorry!¡± I gently removed my hand from the girl¡¯s limp fingers and brushed her eyelids closed. Behind me, Gideon had sidled closer, still keeping his eyes away from the scene, and handed me his own jacket. We used that to cover the girl¡¯s face and only dirty tendrils of her bottle-blonde hair could be seen in the stained dirt. I heard the revving of an engine as the van arrived to escort the other prisoners to the Bielke cell. I nodded to Fae who began guiding the shackled assants into the opened doors of the back. None of them fought back, they just stared over at me and their fallen member. Some with hatred, some with tears in their eyes. But most of them just looked afraid and out of their depths. These weren¡¯t soldiers we had captured. There were civilians. Children and innocent victims of a war that had nothing to do with them. I felt sick to my stomach. Devastation and distress give way to a fierce burning fury. Once all the captives had been rallied up and carted away, Fae came to stand beside me where I was still crouched on the ground beside the girl. She didn¡¯t say a word, only ced her hand on my head and I leaned it against her leg as we both gazed at the figure hidden under Gideon¡¯s jacket. ¡°We should report back to Ignatius,¡± she said quietly. ¡°You can go. I¡¯ll handle this.¡± All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. She was trying to be strong for me. But I could hear the tremor in her voice. I didn¡¯t need to look up to know that there were tears in her eyes, I shook my head slowly. What kind of leader would I be if I turned away from what one of my own has done! Lange had fallen silent, numb and empty as Gideon coaxed him to his feet and led him away. I hauled myself upright and stood beside Fae. Her fingers, ever so gently,ced with my own bloodied ones and I gripped her hand tightly. Tight enough, I hoped, that I would never be able to lose her too. War wasing and survival was not certain. I held on tightly to Fac¡¯s soft hand. It was a long while before I could bring myself to let it go. SEND GIFT Chapter 66 Chapter 66 -Dorothy- ¡°Idiot.¡± I muttered under my breath as red paint spilled across the floor at my feet. During all of my recent irritability. Kita had decided that it was time I got back into painting again. I had dabbled on and off over the past few months. But as ofte, she had insisted on locking me away in some sunny corner of the house and leaving me to scribble across Large sheets of paper instead of snapping at anyone who breatheil near my vicinity I reached down with a groan to pick up the empty jar from off of the floor. I put a hand to my lower back that hadn¡¯t quit aching since the previous morning and frowned down at the watery ssh of crimson paint that was inching in increments towards my feet like blood on a battlefield, ¡°I¡¯ll clean you upter¡± I snubbed at the mess on the floor and mined to examine the damp sheet 1 had been painting on with vigor for the past few hours. Unlike my usual detailed pieces, this one was abstract and unhinged. Most of the page was nk and bare, save for the harsh shes of red and ck and orange in the center of it. It looked like smoke and mes rising from the paper like a funeral pyre set aze. Itore the sheet in half and let the pieces wait to the floor to join the wet red mess. Not only were the physical effects of pregnancy getting the better of me, my mood recently was bing increasingly soured by the sheer amount of waiting around I was expected to do. All around us, packs were locking inbat. War was spreading across the country and the Bielke was one of the main Largeis. As much as I wanted to help as best I could, Ignatius was insistent on keeping me and our children safe and that involved. confining me to our house by the sea while the elders debated what to do next. When Ignatius had finally cottoned on to the fact that I was less than happy with my uselessness, he asked Rita toe over and keep me busy while he went about meeting with the few allies we did have in order to discuss strategies. I couldn¡¯t be too mad at him though. He was juggling multiple roles at once. Alpha, strategist, pacifist, warrior, lover, and father-to-be. He was trying his best and I couldn¡¯t fault him for that. My frustrations by with myself and my inability to assist in any way. A knock on the door had me scrambling to clean the mess on the floor. ¡°Dorothy?¡± Ignatius voice was tentative. ¡°Angie¡¯s back.¡± I paused my haphazard cleaning attempts and opened the door, Ignatius face was grim and my heart sank. Clearly, we had been delivered even more bad news, Reports had beening in from all over Bielke territory about attacks from other small packs. They were all quelled quickly enough but the Bielke was spread so thin in our attempts to protect our borders that we were left with no time or manpower to even consider fighting the Tally head-on. I wiped my hands on my paint-stained jeans and followed Ignations through the house to the living room where Angie was waiting. Her shoulders were slumped in defeat and her face was drawn and pale. ¡°Hey, Carrol Top Long time no see.¡± N?velDrama.Org exclusive content. I hadn¡¯t seen her since she had k*ssed me in the garden but I decided that conversation would have to wait for another day. We had bigger problems to deal with at the moment. ¡°Hey, a 7, any more news on the Tally¡¯s movement?¡± 10:59 Fn, Jan 26 Angie nodded gravely as Ignatius and I sat down opposite her. She exined what had happened just outside of our territory and Ignatius sucked in a sharp breath when she told us what Lance had done. My hand instinctively went to the bump of my stomach and 1 gripped my mate¡¯s arm with force. Nothing and no one was safe in this war. Ignatius was thinking this too and his arm around my waist tightened to something fierce. He shook his head as if to knock to the storm of his own dark thoughts from his mind. ¡°We need to act now,¡± he said with absolute resolve. ¡°We can¡¯t go on like this.¡± Angie¡¯s hands were balled into fists and her knuckles turned white in her fight to maintain her cool exterior. ¡°You want to fight the Tally head-on? We don¡¯t have the strength or the numbers.¡± Ignatius¡¯ voice rose with indignation, ¡°We can¡¯t just sit around and y defense while they throw innocent people at us to keep us busy. How many more small packs are they going to upheave in order to weaken us? We¡¯re ying right into their hands Angie put her head in her hands and groaned. She looked tired and worn down, drawn thin by all of the chaos going on around her. ¡°You didn¡¯t see them. Ignatius. They have numbers on their side I¡¯m not even sure all of their members are even human anymore. They¡¯re stronger than us, bigger than us. And they know it.¡± ¡°All the more reason to strike now. What do we do when they arrive on our doorstep? We can¡¯t afford them invading our territory. We have to take the fight to them. ¡°And leave the rest of our people vulnerable?¡± Angie countered his frustration with her own raised voice. ¡°What if you take your army to meet them and they send soldiers here instead? We can¡¯t afford to leave everyone vulnerable.¡± ¡°What about an undercover attack?¡± I suggested under my breath. Both Ignatius and Angie were vtile when frustrated and expected my idea to be brushed aside immediately. But Angie tilted her head in question and I continued. ¡°You said they¡¯re doing something to heal themselves quickly. Maybe they have a healer like me on their side. Or maybe it¡¯s something else. But they¡¯ve sent Johan to infiltrate our ranks and weaken us from the inside. Why not do the same to them? Angie bit her lip. ¡°They don¡¯t have a specific territory as we do. They move from ce to ce. Anyone who attempts to cut them down in secrecy would be going in blind.¡± Ignatius had been quiet up until now but he leaned forwards, deep in thought. ¡°It¡¯s possible. If I can take a small group of soldiers and we can get to their leader, we might stand a chance. ¡°Or at least learn a little more about how exactly they have managed to grow so quickly and put a stop to it. I already have my suspicions and if it¡¯s what I think it is then we might be able to stop them before they attack us directly Angie leaned forwards too and the three of us huddled together and spoke with hushed voices as if the house itself could be listening. ¡°Suspicions?¡± Ignatius chewed his bottom lip. The shifters who were attacking us since New Year, they all had the same crazy symptoms. Super-strong, inhumanly fast, and almost impossible to kill unless burned up He locked eyes with me as he continued, ¡°And then there¡¯s Johan, himself. Angie, you said he looked different. Bigger, more unhinged, and pretty much immune to pain. It¡¯s almost like they¡¯re corpses that are somehow still moving. ¡°And finally there¡¯s the case of the Not Deers turning up all over. They haven¡¯t been spotted in our woods for years and now more and more of them have been mauling our members who wander out into the forest. There could be a connection there. If the Tally is using magic from the deers themselves, then we have gained a small advantage¡± Angie raised her eyebrow and frowned. ¡°I don¡¯t see any advantages, to be honest. They have superhuman soldiers powered by witchcraft and we have, what exactly?¡± 60% ¡°Shifters are vulnerable to silver, we all know that. But witches, like the faeries, are vulnerable to iron. And we have plenty of the stuff to go around.¡± Angie¡¯s eyes widened. ¡°We would have to test the theory, maybe capture one of their members. But if that¡¯s true then we at least have a better chance of defending ourselves.¡± I struggled to keep up with their scheming and turned my questioning gaze towards Ignatius. ¡°Armored wolves? How old school of you. Ignatius shrugged but his eyes were lit up with the faintest glimmer of hope. It flickered like the tiniest candle me in his sce-blur eyes, but it was there all the same. ¡°Hey, if it works, it works. Our great, great grandfathers would be proud.¡± ¡°It¡¯s settled then. Angie locked her fingers together, her own hope reignited by the new n. ¡°First order of business, capture a Tally shifter.¡± I reached out suddenly to cling to Igantius¡¯s arm. ¡°Dorothy?¡± concern in his voice. ¡°What is it? What¡¯s wrong¡± ¡°The babies,¡± I whispered. Both cuphoric joy and paralyzing terror rushed through me at once. ¡°I felt a kick. I felt them. SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 67 Chapter 67 -Dorothy- Capturing a Tally soldier way much easier said than done. The first order of business was to track down exactly where the Tally pack was camping out this time, They had moved several times since Angie and Fae had spied on them and our only clue was news of another small pack that had suddenly disappeared off the map after a single night. Angie and a few others had set off the very same day we got the news. Ignatius and I meanwhile, took the time to rally together every member of the pack who was willing and able to light. There may have been less of us than was needed to face the Tally head-on, but every Bielke member was fiercely ready to defend their families to the bitter end. Two dayster, Angie and her crew screeched hack into town in Gideon¡¯s old van. Ignatius got a call from Angie to meet down at the Bielke cells to meet our newest guest. I had been practicing the art of not being a raging bit ch over the past two days and after calmly but firmly insisting that I wanted to be a part of things, Ignatius and I both headed down to meet Angie. Ignatius had been disgruntled about my involvement considering how dangerous the Tally member could be, even while restrained in silver and behind bars. He was even more possessive and pedantic now that our children were beginining to move in my stomach. Every night since I had felt that first kick, Ignatius would lie next to me with his hand on my belly and talk to my stomach like he expected a reply. ¡°You know they don¡¯t understand a word of what you¡¯re saying right? I had quipped when he asked our children-to-be whether either of them would be interested in being named Thor. I know that, but they know my voice. One of the little f u ckers starts kicking every time I talk real close like this.¡± He smooshed his face against my round tummy and I couldn¡¯t help butugh. ¡°Maybe he¡¯s trying to kick you in the nose.¡± ¡°Hemunicates his feelings through physical violence, Ignatius voice was mulled with his face pressed against my stomach. ¡°He must take after his grandfather¡± ¡°Elliot would be so proud,¡± I muttered sarcastically before another bout of frenzied kicking began in my belly. The same kicking had started up on the car ride down to the cells and Ignatius nced at me with concern when I groaned with a hand on my stomach. ¡°Maybe we should tum back. Let me take you home.¡± ¡°No,¡± I insisted. ¡°I¡¯m fine. They¡¯re just having a little dance in there. I want to see this.¡± Ignatius held his tongue and kept driving while checking and then double-checking to make sure that my seatbelt was properly in ce. Aside from the smothering, it warmed my heart to see my mate so caring and concerned. I didn¡¯t know what to expect from the pregnancy but what I had got was a loving, supportive partner and two babies who seemed to be practicing for a future career in marathon running By the time Ignatius had rxed enough to stop checking on me from the corner of his eye, we got to the Bielke cells and found Angie waiting for us outside. The cells, I discovered were actually just a few rooms inside a sturdy-looking building on the far side of town. Each room was sectioned off with thick bars coated in silver. Behind the bars were the many shifters that our forces had rounded up after all of the recent small attacks. Most of them gazed at me, stoney-faced and sullen, while others stared off into the distance as if they were imagining better Fri, Jan 26 days. It felt wrong to me, standing on one side of the glinting bars, while all of these people were trapped on the other. In one of the other cells sat the man who had tried to murder me on the night Ignatius became Alpha. Both him and his daughter as well as the boy who had put a knife to my throat had stood on trial for their antics. The girl and her brother were allowed to leave but their father had spat at my feet and insisted that he would stand by his beliefs. And so he was kept here because Ignatius refused to kill him. The man saw it as a weakness on Ignatius part. I saw it as a strength. My mate¡¯s extended ws and shing eyes hadn¡¯t gone unnoticed by me. I had wondered if the man was even aware of just how close to death he had been. His eyes widened when he saw me enter, and they grew wider still when he saw the bulge of my stomach under my shirt. I ignored him and hurried on alongside Ignatius as we followed Angie through the building. In the furthest cell, Angie pointed out the Tally shifter that they had managed to capture. ¡°I wasn¡¯t easy,¡± she said nonchntly. ¡°We managed to track a small group of them camping outside of Gon territory. Eventually, this one caught our scent and went to investigate. He put up quite a fight too.¡± The Con Pack were the most recent victims of the Tally it seemed. They had only been thirty-strong and kept out of the way for the most part. They had never been a threat, and now they had been taken by the Tally. Whether they were all dead or if they¡¯d show up at our doorstep like the others there was no telling. I peered at the shifter through the bars. His breathing wasbored and his b*dy looked wrong somehow. His shoulders sagged to the point of looking like his arms had popped out of his sockets I jumped in my skin when he rushed at the bags and Ignatius put out a protective arm between me and the monster in the cell. The shifter grinned at my unease, yellow teeth protruded from his lips, and flecks of foam had formed on the corners of his mouth. The silver shackles on his wrists nked and he breathed in short, sharp wheezes. He was surrounded by the stench of rot and decay and the silver mp locked around his neck had ground the skin there raw and b loody. ¡°Hello, little Luna¡± His voice was gravelly and strained like his vocal cords had been put under strain. I shrank away from him into Ignatius chest as his pin-p ick pupils locked onto me and followed my every movement. His grin was too wide for his face. It looked more like a sh than a real smile and his boney knucklesAll rights ? N?velDrama.Org. gripped the bars tight enough to make his veins pop out in his arms. I berated myself for my cowardness. I was the one who had insisted on going with them to meet him, it was toote to show fear now. With this thought, I jutted out my chin and narrowed my gaze at hint, although I kept my fingers firmlyced with Ignatius¡¯ own slender ones. ¡°How do you know who I am?¡± The shifter licked the dirty white foam from his lips and his smile widened even further. He stared at me like he wanted to devour me whole like he was imagining how my blood would taste. Everyone knows who you are, red. You¡¯re something of a celebrity among my people.¡± I opened my mouth to question lum further but Ignatius halted me with a hand on my chest. He questioned the shifter himself, leaner closer towards the bars and shing his own sharp fangs ¡°Why are your people attacking us? What¡¯s the goal here? Is it all to get to her?¡± By ¡°her¡± he meat me and be tilted his head in my direction to get the point across w while the e shifter¡¯s crazed eyes crawled back towards me. 10:59 Fri, Jan 26 from your darling mate¡¯s The man licked his lips, salivating as if he was ravenous. ¡°There is a lot we Tally have to gain abilities. But our leader has bigger ns in mind than merely fulfilling someone else¡¯s revenge schemes.¡± He turned his gaze back to Ignatius, pressing his face through the bars. ¡°Your mate is a bonus prize. A trophy of our sess. I¡¯m sure my people will take good care of her, after all, her blood is precious.¡± Ignatius moved to block me from the shifter¡¯s hungry gaze. ¡°So what is the bigger n then? To wipe out the Bielke entirely. why? ¡°Your pack has terrorized the little guys for cons, the man hissed. ¡°You shouldn¡¯t be at all surprised that the reckoning is finally upon you.¡± ¡°Who is this leader of yours?¡± ¡°She goes by no name other than our Lady Tally There was dem ented reverence in his tone when he spoke of his leader. ¡°She is the reason we Tally are as powerful as we are today.¡± Ignatius regarded him coldly. ¡°One more question then. Every other shifter we have questioned has held his tongue until his own death. Why are you telling me anything at all.¡± The shifterughed and it was a hacking, spine-chilling sound. I leaned away from the foamy specks that flew from his mouth. ¡°Because it¡¯s already toote for you, Ignatius Armounds. All of the pieces are almost in ce. Your people don¡¯t stand a chance. That Luna of yours will be nothing but a resource to us, and I will take great pleasure in finally tasting her blood. That was around about where Ignatius lost his temper. He gripped the grimy fabric of the shifter¡¯s hoodie and yanked it towards him, mming the shifter¡¯s face into the bars with a dull thud. The man onlyughed, cruel and deranged. It echoed throughout the building like a death toll, SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 68 Chapter 68 -Angie- ¡°So how are we going to test this theory again! I didn¡¯t really n much past, you know, catching the guy.¡± Ignatius, Dorothy, and I had congregated outside after they had conversed with the captured shifter. Ignatius looked like he had forgotten all about the iron theory and merely wanted to beat the guy senseless, Dorothy looked shaken but she was trying to remain strong and she kept her shaking hands tightly wrapped around her stomach Ignatius ground the toe of his boot into the ground as he thought. Much like me with my sneakers, he was prone to wearing the same pair of ckbat boots for absolutely every asion and they had endured their fair share of wear and tear over the years Dorothy was covered in paint and I was wearing the same clothes I had set out in two days ago. Between the three of us, we didn¡¯t look very intimidating and not at all close to the regal leaders of an entire pack and its army ¡°Dorothy Ignatius looked up and she snapped to attention. ¡°Do you still have that knife of yours?¡± Eager to please, she nodded and lifted the baggy leg of her jeans to reveal the de in its sheath that was strapped to her I raised my eyebrow, I recognized that de. It was the same one she had pulled out while I myself had been in handcuffs back when I tried to poison her at the party. It looked just as quietly menacing as it had back then. Tiny but curved to kill. ¡°Do you carry that with you everywhere! Dorothy slid the de out of its sheath and held it up to the light. ¡°Most ces, yes. Sometimes it even makes an appearance in the bedroom.¡± I shot an incredulous nce at Ignatius who merely shrugged as the ghost of a smile yed across his lips. It vanished just as quickly, however, when the crushing weight of the dire situation came down on our heads once more. Rather than open that particr can of worms I shook my head and turned my attention back to the task at hand. ¡°You know what? I don¡¯t actually want to know. Anyway, is that de made of iron?¡± Dorothy snickered at my suddenly reddened cheeks before nodding ¡°Rita called it a Faerie de. She said it would protect me from all kinds of strange creatures, whatever that means.¡± She lowered the de down to her nose and examined it intently. ¡°She said that it wouldn¡¯t do much good against a shifter. But if we¡¯re right and these guys are vulnerable to iron then a jab from this could be fatal.¡± Ignatius offered his hand and Dorothy handed him the knife. ¡°When Dorothy stabbed that first Tally attacker in the eye. I thought nothing of it. ¡°He was reacting how anyone would react if they suddenly got a de lodged into their socket. But he hadn¡¯t seemed to express pain from any other injuries dealt to him. The same goes for every attacker we managed to catch since. And that guy Tudn¡¯t died like the others either.¡± Icast my mind back to the ordeal of earlier that year. Every attacker that we managed to capture had fallen apart after a few days Quite literally, their bodies corroded until they could barely sit upright. All of our questionings, threatening and even Surture from Elliot¡¯s side was futile. They seemedpletely immune to pain They ceased to speak, although they refused to do much of that he tore either, and eventually, they faded away as their life drained snertinic. But the attacker that Dorothy had inpared died almost immediately after Ignatius and Geranium rahim down, foaming at the mouth and writhing in pan So are we just going to 10:59 Fri, Jan 20 ¡°No.¡± Ignatius pocketed the knife anil loped back towards the cells. His shoulders were tense and 1 worried that the stress of it all was finally taking a toll on him. ¡°We¡¯re going to see how he reacts to having it near him first. Then we¡¯re going to stab him.¡±. ¡°Your boyfriend is in a foul mood today,¡± I muttered to Dorothy as we followed after the tall, slender man that my childhood friend had be. ¡°He was fine earlier, Dorothy feigned bewilderment. ¡°I think all of that changed when that guy mentioned drinking my blood Ignatius growled at our snickering. It seemedpletely inappropriate to be making jokes at such a time. But under the light humor, all three of us were doing our best tobat the growing dread that had taken root in our chests. Back inside, we traipsed past the rest of the cells and stood before the Tally captive once more. He lifted his head casually upon our arrival and raised a bushy eyebrow. ¡°Back so soon? Don¡¯t tell me you missed me already¡± ¡°Not quite.¡± Ignatius folded his arms as he stood before the man. Tell me about what¡¯s going on with your b*dy. Why do all you Tally reck of death? And why the f uck are you so hard to kill¡± The man leaned back against the wall behind him andzily opened his legs. ¡°Why don¡¯t youe and inspect it yourself?¡± ¡°Funny,¡± Ignatius said dryly. ¡°If I were to stab you right now, would you die?¡± ¡°Of course not,¡± the man scoffed and rolled his head to the sale. My b*dy may not be looking its best right now but that can¡¯t be helped. You still won¡¯t be able to kill me though. We have surpassed the b*dy¡¯s natural state. We are something greater than all of you. We can¡¯t be killed.¡± ¡°Is that so?¡± Ignatius lifted the knife from his pocket, keeping his eyes on the shifter through the bars. ¡°I need you to answer ¨C another question for me, seeing how you¡¯ve been so generous with your answers so far.¡± The man frowned in perplexion at the small de. ¡°Are you trying to threaten me with that dinky thing? You¡¯d have more luck just by drawing your ws our ¡°Come closer then if you¡¯re not afraid of it. Ignatius had cottoned on to what I had already suspected myself. This mAT WAS up for any challenge, he was too c ocky in his inhuman b*dy. The shifter heaved himself to his feet and sauntered up to the bars with a look of boredom on his face. It was only when he was within half a meter of the curved de that he paused and narrowed his eyes at Ignatius ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Ignatius taunted. ¡°I thought you couldn¡¯t die. Why note a little closer? The man remained where he was, a burning fury and seething look of resentment suddenly contorting his pocky face. He glowered at Ignatius, standing just out of reach of the bars and his mouth was sullen and silent ¡°No? Alright, answer my question then.¡± Ignatius¡¯ eyes glinted maliciously. Dorothy¡¯s mate may have been a forgiving and kind leader, but he was a terrifying. opponent when that which he loved most was threatened. ¡°What are you vulnerable to?¡± The man kept his mouth tightly shut as Ignatius continued. A shadow passed over his eyes as he stared daggers at our Alpha through the hars So far, we know for a fact that every shifter is vulnerable to silver. Ignatius counted on his hands, tapping the de against his palm ¡°Pity it¡¯s so hard to re your hands on the stuff these days¡± Fri, Jan 26 ¡°Then again,¡± he contimed patter-of-factly, pacing up and down the length of the cell entrance with long dragged steps. you ¡°There¡¯s also fire. We learned that from the few attackers that we didn¡¯t manage to detain. A lick of fire and pood, there yo go. Just like every human and shifter alike.¡± The man was slowly inching towards the bars, his rage at the mockery driving him to recklessness. I wanted to warn Ignatius of the approach. Even through bars, this guy was a danger to anyone who got too close. But before I could open my mouth, Dorothy shot me a pointed look and very slightly shook her head, ¡°There¡¯s a final method, I think, a sessful method to fight one of you Tally Ignatius seemed to not notice the furious. man¡¯s approach. He lolled his b*dy against the bars with his back to the guy who began reaching his shackled, wed hands towands Ignatius¡± throat. Just as the shifter was about to dig his ws deep into Ignatius windpipe, and I opened my mouth to scream, Ignatius turned on the spot and drew the de across the man¡¯s palm. The man¡¯s scream was guttural and he clutched at his sliced palm wailing and falling to his knees. It was an overreaction to what was only a small flesh wound and when the wound itself began to darken and the flesh surrounding it puckered and withered, our theory was confirmed. ¡°It¡¯s iron.¡± Ignatius stared nkly as the man¡¯s entire arm had begun to look more like the gnarled trunk of a dead tree rather than anything that remotely resembled Desh He threw himself onto his back and gripped the shriveling arm as he screamed in agony, rolling around on the floor like his b*dy had been set aze and he was desperate to put out the mes. Ignatius pulled another sharp knife from inside his jacket, one I hadn¡¯t been aware he was carrying. ¡°You¡¯re going to die like this. If I¡¯m not mistaken, your blood is being poisoned as we speak. It must be painful.¡± There was no sympathy in his voice and 1 saw Dorothy¡¯s look of concern as Ignatius began to look more and more like his father. He twirled the glinting knife in his hand. ¡°So I¡¯ll give you some options then. We¡¯re generous here at the Bielke Pack after all He chucked the knife into the cell next to the iling man. ¡°You can writhe there like the worm that you are, and wait for the poison to kill you. Or you can cut your arm off and stop the decay before it gets the rest of you too,¡± Ignatius shrugged his shoulders at the man who stared up at him with real fear in his eyes. ¡°Or you can just take the knife and end your suffering quickly, but then again, regr des can¡¯t kill you can they? I don¡¯t particrly care what you choose. I¡¯m just happy to watch.¡± Dorothy v winced and closed her eyes as the shifter¡¯s cries rang throughout the building, riling up the T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. other prisoners who were terrified by the torture they could not sec. I watched as her hand slowly came to cling to Ignatius shirt and then eventually his arm. It was then that I bore witness to the true power of their bond. Ignatius¡¯ eyes were dark and angry, taking sick pleasure in the suffering of the man before him. He was an echo of the Ignatius I used to know. The Ignatius before ire, who had ruled under his father through fear and violence alone. This monstrous version of the man that I loved like a brother was brought back to his senses by the small, gentle hand that clung to his shirt. I watched fury and fully fade from lus eyes as his fingers sought to find hers. I watched her catch on to his ted const iousness and coax him back down to earth 59 Fri Jan 26 Chapter 69 Chapter 69 -Ignatius- It was Dorothy¡¯s hand in mine that brought me back, It was her voice in my head that cleared my stormy thoughts. ¡°Ikisow you¡¯re angry and I know that you¡¯re scared. You have every right to want your enemies to suffer for what they¡¯ve done Her voice was a cold press to my hot forehead and her hand tightened around mine. ¡°But I don¡¯t want to know what kind of pack the Bielke will be if it¡¯s run by an Alpha governed by his own hatred.¡± That was all it took. I felt my own murderous expression soften and the dying shifter¡¯s howls pierced my ears and made me blink He had picked up the serrated knife that I had thrown to him, a de I had only brought with in case things got ugly. With one agonized screech he took the knife to his shoulder and attempted to sever his grotesque, shriveled arm. Angie turned away from the gruesome scene but both Dorothy and I watched as he struggled. H ook no pleasure in watching the d amned man suffer. All of the fury and sad ism had drained out of me the second Dorothy¡¯s mind touched mine. Dorothy herself donned a nk stare as she regarded the struggling man through the bars. When the shifter was only halfway through sawing and hacking when he threw himself down on his back, panting in a pool of dark blood that looked more akin to tar than liquid. The searing pain seemed to prove too much for him to hear. His semi-detached army beside him, ckened and stiff like it had been snapped from the branch of a dead tree in the middle of winter. ¡°Come here¡± Dorothy knelt and extended her arm out through the bars ¡°He¡¯s dangerous¡±. I gripped her shoulder to pull her away but she had already touched her fingers to the defeated man¡¯s shoulder as his contorting sent him rolling against the bars. A white glow burst from her fingertips and Dorothy¡¯s eyes rolled back in her head as she drove her ws into the man¡¯s skin. I had never before truly seen her gift in action and it left me stupefied for a moment. Her own pale skin was aglow with the same white light that shot through her hand and into the b*dy of the shifter. Snapping back to my senses I pulled at her shoulder, dead set on not allowing her to give away her own precious life for the man who wanted her blood. But Dorothy was immovable in her trance-like state and she sat like a stone statue as the shifter¡¯s b*dy began to repair itself. It didn¡¯t happen the same way that Angie¡¯s healing had been described to me. The man¡¯s arm could clearly not be saved. Instead, it dropped off of his shoulderpletely andy at my feet as the skin around his exposed socket began to knit back together. It was gruesome as it was hauntingly beautiful. After a moment longer, Dorothy slouched forwards and the glow from her b*dy resided. Her head hit the silver bars and she slumped against them andy motionless. I rushed to pick her up and sna tch her away from the shifter¡¯s reach, cradling her in my arms and desperately listening for a heartbeat. The shifter himself was gawking at my mate, his gaze snapping from her to the healed stump of his shoulder and down to his severed toxic arm. I glowered at the man and then nced down at Dorothy who stirred in my arms. ¡°I couldn¡¯t heal all of him,¡± she said quietly as she blinked her eyes back into focus. She motioned for me to put her down and I gently touched her feet to the floor, keeping a hand on her back to steady her 10:59 Fri, Jan 26 She looked at the Tally shifter with a kind of reserved sympathy. ¡°I could stop the spread of the iron¡¯s poison,¡± she directed her solemn words at the man who was still crouched on his knees, cupping his shoulder with his remaining hand. ¡°But there is another poison inside of you. It¡¯s a part of you, and there is no healing that.¡± Her lips set in a tight line and I felt her shoulders shake against my palm. ¡°You¡¯re already dead, aren¡¯t you?¡± -Dorothy- Healing the Tally shifter did not feel the same as my previous attempts. Nor did it feel like the time I sucked the life from a victim instead of the other way around. When my own pure energy touched that man, it was met with a nk wall, nothing more than dead cells. In a sense, even though he could clearly walk and talk, even though there was clearly a soul in there, with a wolf and purpose, he was little more than a walking corpse. There was only so much my powers could do to revive flesh that was long since dead and to kickstart the flow of blood that had long ago grown sluggish and stagnant. This man¡¯s b*dy was a vessel powered by magic and willpower alone ¡°You¡¯re already dead, aren¡¯t you?¡± The man regarded me coldly, his yellowed eyes glinting in the artificial light of the cell¡¯s interior ¡°I have endured multiple deaths to get to where I am now. My b*dy was a small price to pay for the ultimate reward. For freedom and victory¡± I examined his rotting flesh, his skin that looked thinner and more papery the longer he sat in that cell. ¡°It doesn¡¯t seem worth it to me, I murmured Unable to stand another moment inside the cramped building that suddenly felt ten times smaller and ufortably suffocating, I turned abruptly and walked back to the main doors. ¡°You¡¯re going to regret saving me one day, Luna,¡± the shifter called after me. ¡°You¡¯ve done nothing but throw away your own life. And that of your precious child too.¡± I kept my mouth tightly shut and ignored the man¡¯s taunting, not giving him the satisfaction of seeing me falter. I stayed true to my conviction that I had done the right thing. On my way out I passed the other cells where the prisoners regarded me with both awe and fear. I felt undeserving of both. and kept my eyes straight ahead until I was out of the door and drinking in fresh air and sunlight once again. Ignatius and Angie followed me out and sat me down on the gravel outside when my head began to spin. Concerned, Ignatius hurried over to my side. ¡°He didn¡¯t deserve your gift,¡± he muttered and pulled me tighter against his chest. ¡°Are you alright?¡± I leaned into him and closed my eyes as I allowed his scent to wash over me and lull me into a state of tranquility. ¡°There is something very wrong with his b*dy¡± I said quietly as Ignatius ran his hands over my stomach to check on our children. ¡°It¡¯s some kind of magic. You might be right about the Not Deer. About the witch¡¯s blood. If their entire army is just like that guy, then we¡¯re essentially going to be fighting the undead¡± ¡°So they¡¯re like, zombies?¡± Angie pinched the bridge of her nose with her hand nted on her hip. ¡°I don¡¯t see them hunting anyone for their brains.¡± ¡°No¡± Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. I took my little iron de back from where Ignatius had pocketed it and held it up to the light. Sticky spots of blood had stained the tip, blood so dark that it was almost ck. ¡°It¡¯s not like that. Their bodies run on magic, on witch blood. I think that¡¯s why all of the past attackers we managed to catch eventually fell apart. They went too long without their supply.¡± ||| r 10 59 F, Jan 20 Angie¡¯s brows furrowed as she thought. ¡°That tent that Fae and I spotted. We thought there was some kind of powerful healer inside. But if even you couldn¡¯t fix his failing form then it couldn¡¯t have been that, Whoever was in there was performing magic¡± I wiped the de against a small sprout of weeds and slid it back into the sheath at my calf. ¡°It¡¯s possible, if we can take down whoever is supplying them with this magic, or at least limit the supply, we might stand a chance against their army Ignatius helped me to my feet and I cupped my aching stomach where one of our children had begun another torrent of kicking and twisting He frowned as I groaned, ¡°I think you¡¯ve had enough for today. But you may be right.¡± He nced at Angie. ¡°Schedule a council meeting tonight. We have the knowledge that we need, it¡¯s time to act.¡± Ignatius took one look at my grimacing face and guided me back towards the car. ¡°Time to go. Angie, can you handle things from here!¡± Angie ran a hand through her matted hair and nodded. ¡°I have some guards posted around the area to keep an eye on things. Then it¡¯s time to go home and take a shower, just being around that guy has left me feeling filthy.¡± ¡°I think that¡¯s just because you¡¯ve been hiding in the bush for neo days. Angie.¡± I turted and then groaned when baby number two shifted in my belly to press right up against my already struggling dder. ¡°But yeah, we need to go before I pi ss myself¡± ¡°What a beautiful thing it is, to bring a child into this world.¡± Angie said in a sing-song sigh of sarcasm. ¡°Get going before you dirty Ignatius¡¯ car more than you already have¡± Her words alluded to my very first meeting with Angie, back when she had caught Ignatius and me humping uglies in the front seat of his car on my first day on Bielke territory. Those days seemed so long ago and I was surprised every time looked back and recalled how young and naive I had been. Back then, I could never have anticipated the life that was in store for me. I was just a girl from nowhere, desperate to feel wanted. I no longer yearned for love as I had before meeting Ignatius. I no longer bent over backward to please people, and I was slowly but surely learning that just existing did not warrant an apology to anyone. I allowed myself the tiniest moment of pride at just how far I hade. It stole my resolve even further to protect the life that I had built and the family that I had found. We waved goodbye to Angle and then sped off back towards the mansion. In between questioning me on whether or not I was still feeling lightheaded. Ignatius fell deep in thought and he leaned over the wheel as he drove. His shoulders looked a little broader than they had back then, and he had grown into hisnky frame somewhat. Everything about his features was just as sharp as when I firstid eyes on him, but I now knew the gentle soft heart that beat beneath the exterior. Ignatius nced over at me and caught me staring. The corner of his mouth turned up and revealed the little dimple in his check that hadn¡¯t made an appearance in a while. ¡°Enjoying the view?¡± ¡°Reminiscing mostly, But yes.¡± ¡°Thank you, by the way. For earlier.¡± He followed up my questioning nce with a hand on my leg and the other on the wheel. ¡°I lost it a little there. He was threatening you and I saw red. But you pulled me back. And you were right in what you said.¡± I inteced my fingers with his. ¡°You said it yourself, we aren¡¯t here to relive the past. We¡¯re going to rewrite our future.¡± He leaned over to k*ss my forehead. ¡°I look forward to a long future with you.¡± 10:59 Fri, Jan 26 Chapter 70 Chapter 70 -Dorothy- Soon after the discovery of the Tally¡¯s vulnerability to iron, the entire Bielke Pack got to work preparing for war. Apparently back in ye olden days, the Bielke had been skilled cksmiths and one of the old forges was still standing around. It had be a dpidated relic of the past but it was now finding itself back in action and swarming with a new generation of Bielke members. I spent the next few days hanging around the forge with Far and Gideon to oversee the creation of what was to be our new Bielke shifters scurried around us, hammering and stamping down sheets of iron. I watched, captivated by the sparks that flew from the heavy hammers and the bustle of the entire operation. g to me over that short time. Most of the shifters from my new college had somehow taken a liking to Maybe it was my new status as Luna or the very apparent bulge in my stomach but they all greeted me kindly and weed me to help out with some of the smaller tasks. As much as I fought and raged, nob*dy would allow me to wield the giant hammer though Meanwhile, Ignatius and I had met with the elder council a few nights before to discuss the n of attack. It was decided that the best way forward was to prepare ourselves for defense should the Tally arrive at our doorstep as well as equip every shifter with an iron weapon of their own. It was then decided that Ignatius would take a small group of soldiers and attempt to infiltrate the Tally¡¯s main camp in order to capture or kill whoever it was that was utilizing magic to strengthen their armies. It was a risky n and they had no real strategy, only the goal of either taking out the magic-user or severing their supply to the witch blood they might be using to cast their spells. Rita, who was also present for the council meeting, agreed that the only way to prevent theing war was to weaken the Tally at the source. After we had exined our theories on the Tally¡¯s magic use, Rita herself had confirmed that she had had the same. suspicions since the first Not Deer attacked Ignatius and me in the woods. ¡°It¡¯s cruel,¡± she had said morosely. They were people once, even if they are mindless monsters now. To harvest their blood is a cruel act. Especially considering whoever is behind this is a magic-user themself. Aside from Rita and surprisingly enough. Ignatius, I had never met another magic-user. Apparently, the art of wielding magic was a dying tradition. And while Rita used her knowledge to make medicine and other herbal remedies, and Ignatius wouldn¡¯t touch the tradition at all anymore, they technically were not witches. They were mages.. The real witches, I was told, were rare and reclusive these days. The only exception is Fae¡¯s own mother who, while not a witch herself, came from a long line of witches, Luckily for Far, neither of them was vulnerable to iron but rather broke out in the slightest rash when they came into That proved to be a problem, however, when it came to Far donning a te of armor while in wolf form only to mmediately shift back and throw it off of her in a hurry, cursing and groaning when the rash broke out on her skin. ¡°Of all the things to be allergic to,¡± she had muttered while Angie spread aloe vera balm over her itchy back. ¡°Maybe you¡¯re just allergic to hard work,¡± Gideon had chipped in only to have a hetty chunk of an iron shoulder te thrown an has direction Oranaybe it¡¯s just miodytch syndrome¡± HI 10:59 Fri, Jan 26 The second piece of flying iron caught him square in the face. After the meeting, Ignatius and I had driven home and used what little energy we had left to crawl into bed. We assumed the standard position which involved me lying t on my back at first and then switching position every five minutes when the infants in my womb pressed on my dder. Ignatius in turn would position himself around me in a more asleep than awake state. Finally, we would drift off to sleep with me curled up on my side and Ignatius cocooning himself around me with a hand That night I blew on Ignatius closed eyelids to catch his attention and he opened his eyes to gaze at me through the dark, ¡°I don¡¯t want you to leave.¡± I whispered. Even after all this time, it was still easier to be honest in the dark. ¡°I¡¯m scared you won¡¯te back. I knew that he had to be the one to lead the stealth mission. He would be seen as a weak Alpha if he wasn¡¯t the one to lead his people through the most dangerous of missions. He would lose their respect if he were to leave others to do the difficult work for him. All the same though, I couldn¡¯t shake the fear that struck me to my core. The fear of losing my mate, of my children losing their father before they had even met him. And the fear of, should they be caught and obliterated, what would happen next. Ignatius drummed his fingers lightly on my stomach, bidding our babies a tender goodnight. He shifted on his side and brought his face closer to mine, leaning his head down on his elbow. ¡°I don¡¯t want to go either. But I have to, you know that.¡± ¡°I know.¡± I wasn¡¯t sure why I was whispering but it felt like a necessity. ¡°I just don¡¯t want to lose you.¡± It felt as though if I were to speak the words too loudly or too confidently, death itself would hear them and take them as a challenge. Ignatius reached over to tuck a loose tendril of hair behind my car as we gazed at each other. Moonlight shone in through the open window and the slightest breeze danced over our skin that was bathed in the same blue hue as the night we tumbled out into the garden. ¡°You¡¯re not going to lose me, Dorothy. I promise I¡¯lle back to you. ¡°How can you be sure of that? You saw that shifter today. They have a whole army of people just like T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. him. And Angie¡¯s experience with the attack on the border proves that no one is safe.¡± I put a hand to my stomach. ¡°Not even children.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t think like that. Ignatius ced his cool hand over my own. ¡°We have a n, and we know their weaknesses. We¡¯re not as vulnerable as they might think.¡± He wiped a tear from my eye with his thumb. It had pooled on my eyshes without me even being aware that I was crying. ¡°And if something does happen to me, which it won¡¯t, there are people here who wouldy down their own lives to protect you. But let¡¯s hope it doesn¡¯te to that ¡°I know you¡¯re scared, Dorothy. I¡¯m scared too. But we have to try, it¡¯s all we can do. I¡¯m sorry that you got caught up in all of this. If I could go back in time and do it all over again I wouldn¡¯t change a thing. As dire as our situation was, and as terrified as I felt, my words were true. Even if I were to die in the His k*ss was soft and gentle, a bittersweet moment of tenderness before the storm ahead. A few days after that and we were finally ready, Ignatius rallied ten shifters rmended by Angie to apany him on the mission to infiltrate the Tally Pack. He had prepared himself that morning while I watched from the bed, tearful and afraid for his safety. Downstairs, Angie was waiting for us outside. Ignatius had asked both her and Rita to stay close and keep an eye on his mate until he got back Angie looked just as tense and concerned as I felt and even Rita seemed anxious. Her feeble smile when I padded quietly down the stairs was all the proof I needed of just how dangerous this expedition really was. 1.59 FM, Angie folded her arms and looked Ignatius up and down. He was wearing exactly what he always wore, ck jeans, old does, and a ck shirt with an additional backpack slung over his shoulder. ¡°You¡¯re going like that?¡± ¡°It¡¯s not a f u cking camping trip Ang.¡± Their banter was affectionate albeit strained. Neither wanted to acknowledge the uncharted territory we were all about to fling ourselves into headfirst. Angie sighed. ¡°Are you sure you don¡¯t want me toe with you! You need a good tracker on your team.¡± ¡°I¡¯m a decent enough tracker, Ignatius reassured her and put his arms around me. ¡°And besides, I need you to take care of this one. If you don¡¯t keep an eye on her she might just take it upon herself to follow me on her own. I don¡¯t want my mate hiking through the forest by herself.¡± ¡°Of course, I wouldn¡¯t do that,¡± I mumbled, leaning into him and wishing he would never have to let go. ¡°I¡¯d take Gideon¡¯s ¡°See? Exactly why I need you to watch over her. Ignatius voice grew serious and he fixed Angie with a level stare. ¡°Take care of my mate. Please, Angie. You and Rita are the only ones I can trust with keeping Dorothy safe.¡± Angie stared down at the ground and rubbed one dirty sneaker against the calf of her other leg: ¡°You know that I will. She¡¯ll be safe with me, I¡¯ll protect her. I promise.¡± *Thank you.¡± They embraced and then Angie excused herself to go scope out the perimeter of the mansion. She insisted it was for safety purposes but I was pretty sure she just couldn¡¯t bear to see him go, knowing this might be thest time we ever see him alive. All too soon, it was time for my mate to leave. I felt him lift his arms from my shoulders and I heard my heart break at the same moment. I turned around and clung to him, burying my face in his shirt and inhaling hisforting scent, Don¡¯t go. That was what I wanted to say. I wanted to repeat it over and over again until he had no choice but to stay put so as to save me from a had case of lockjaw, but I knew that wasn¡¯t fair. It had to be done and Ignatius had to be the one to do it. ¡°Come back to me,¡± was what I said instead, whispering against his chest so that the words reached his heart, folded up tightly, and nestled there. So that he would hear them with every steady beat. So he would never forget them. ¡°You promised, remember that. Come back to me.¡± His arms closed around me and buried his face in my neck. ¡°Always, you know that. I¡¯ll alwayse back.¡± Ignatius had to pry my arms off of him. He pulled me into one final passionate k*ss, locking lips with my own that were wet and salted with my tears. He poured every emotion and every promise of return into that final goodbye. It was over all too soon and then I was left to watch as he walked out of the door, turning only when he reached his car. The beaten old Chevy Imp that had carried us through many a long night. He lifted his hand to wave and then before I knew it before I could map the shape of his outline against the morning sunlight, he was gone, a retreating cloud of dust on the dry gravel path, SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 71 Chapter 71 -Johan- ¡°Wee back, Johan I was greeted by that sameforting voice that had be so familiar to me. It was the voice that weed me back into the waking world after every death. I had died countless times over by then. I had never thought to count in the first ce. I waited as my vision slowly returned and my eyes adjusted to the darkness around me. Inside the tent, candles flickered. The orange mes sent warbling circles of light bouncing all over the green canvas folds that encased the healing site in which Iy The light bounced off dozens of ss jars and burned inside the pale woman¡¯s dark eyes. I smiled at the figure leaning over me, cracking my jaw into ce. ¡°My Lady. It¡¯s a pleasure to be back. Her snow-white hair bung over me like a curtain. Her porcin lips had the faintest tint of blue to them like she herself was a corpse of sorts, She moved aside as I sat up, blinking in the darkened tent as my senses came back to me. The smell of smoke and fire, of burning wood, burning flesh. The rank aroma of dried blood and bubbling fat. Scents I had grown familiar with over my time with the Tally. They were hardened people. Forged by hardships and suffering Pain and resilience. My blood brothers and sisters, every one of them. each and ¡°It¡¯s time,¡± the Lady Tally spoke as I stretched and flexed my appendages, testing out my rejuvenated strength. ¡°Tomorrow you move out, before dawn.¡± I clicked my neck and rolled my shoulders, taking pleasure in the powerful muscles that rippled under my skin. ¡°You¡¯re noting with us¡± She got to her feet gracefully. She was always barefoot, no matter how harsh the terrain. Barefoot and clothed in the lightest of flowing garments, always draping down to the floor, always pure white. The fabric of her dress was stained time and time again by the blood of the monstrous deer that she sacrificed, as well as the blood of our own people. But time and tine again, she somehow managed to wash the material clean until it looked as pure and untouched as freshly fallen snow, ¡°No,¡± she said over her shoulder as she began organizing jars on the makeshift table that had been built for her potions. ¡°There¡¯s always the risk of failure, as small as that risk may be, and so I will remain here with some of our soldiers. Should anything happen to you, we will be able to start attew and try again¡± I got to my feet and looked down at the small, slender woman who had already begun mixing more of her potent serum for the next shifter soldier waiting outside. It was a monotonous job, in my opinion, spending most of her days brewing potions and hiding out inside the single ustrophobic tent. But it was a job she seemed to enjoy and take great pride in ¡°You think we will fail?¡± ¡°Of course not. The Tally is the most powerful they have ever been. The Bielke won¡¯t know what hit them. But there¡¯s always a chance, always a risk.¡± ¡°I vow to you my Lady, we won¡¯t let you down.¡± She paused her tin kering and turned to face me. ¡°I know you won¡¯t. You have been a faithful ally, Johan. I can¡¯t thank you enough I only hope this war will finally bring you some peace of your own.¡± Her eyes were soft, a rare sight to behold. Our Lady¡¯s eyes were usually so full of glinting determination, of cutting fury, coll and aloof. Her small acts of gentleness were reserved for those she empathized with. Rogues on the run from their former packs, each with their own story of heartbreak and betrayal. Other traveling shifters, 10:59 Fn, Jan 26 tired from the constant harassment of parks protecting their territory even from innocent passersby. 1 had seen those eyes once when she had found me in the woods before she had bared her teeth and informed me of a corpse¡¯s inability to talk back I had no answer for her. My pain was a dull thud in the back of my mind. 1 had one goal and no future beyond that goal. I not longer pursued peace, I didn¡¯t see that as a possibility for someone like me, I would have my vengeance and then, whatever was toe after would just be extra time. A life I no longer cared to live, a b*dy that could carry me forever so long as I stayed at my Lady¡¯s side. I could see nothing beyond my desire for revenge. I didn¡¯t care for peace. I could only bow my head until she bid me goodnight. ¡°Oh and another thing,¡± she added with a lilting voice before I left. ¡°That shifter you were after? to, I believe his name was. We found him a while ago, he¡¯s been shackled to a post outside of Helena¡¯s tent. I was waiting for you to get back to tell you. to. Another cog in my quest for revenge. Our Lady had been kind enough to allow me a tracking team to hunt him down. I would deal with him after our victory ¡°Thank you my Lady, I appreciate all of your help in catching the ba stard.¡± She nodded to me and turned back to her table of magical artifacts and I took it as my leave to go. ¡°Tomorrow, Johan,¡± she said as I exited the canvas tent and strode out into the newest resting ce of my second-chance pack ¡°Rally the troops Tomorrow we strike down the Bielke once and for all. Leave no one alive Leave no one alive. I was ready. I was ted in fact, riding the high of my newly formed b*dy. My powerful b*dy. I was an unstoppable force and tomorrow I would carve a crest of blood across the Bielke territory And Dorothy. My dead heart could almost beat just thinking about her. The red of her hair. The red of her blood, Dorothy would finally be mine. -Dorothy- The windows blew open with a sudden force as a gust of wind screamed through the empty mansion. I fought the billowing curtains and heaved the window closed before sliding to the floor and cupping my arms around my swollen stomach. ¡°Don¡¯t cry,¡± I grumbled to myself as I fought the hot tears that were threatening to pour forth. ¡°Don¡¯t cry, you idiot.¡± The finicky window opened once again and mmed shut with a loud bang that had me jumping in my skin and clutching at my exposed stomach. That was enough for me and I dissolved into a puddle of tears between the blue curtains. ¡°Red? Are you okay in there?¡± Angie called through the door. ¡°I¡¯m fine!¡± I yelled back, mortified at the thought of her seeing me so distressed. I wore one of Ignatius many ck t-shirts which I had refused to take off since he had left, and nothing else. A pregnant ginger crying on the floor was not a very majestic sight to behold. ¡°I¡¯m alright. Just give me a minute Angie wasn¡¯t convinced and I heard her waiting at the door to hear my sniveling for herself. I kept my mouth shut and forced myself to breathe deeply, quitting my racing nerves. When I finally heard Angie¡¯s receding footsteps I rxed back against the wall and stared up at the ceiling I wasing apart at the seams, a nervous wreck who could do nothing but cry when the window mmed and mope about the big empty house while my mate was off somewhere risking his life. It was the wasting that was getting to me The wanting and the not knowing Ignanus had kept his mind closed from me unless ablutely necessary so that he wouldn¡¯t lose focus The Last Ind from him he had found the Tally¡¯s campout. 10:59 Fri, Jan 25 ¡°There¡¯s so many of them he had said grimly and I shrank into the pillows. ¡°Come back to me,¡± I reminded him. ¡°You promised.¡± ¡°I know. And I intend to keep that promise. I love you.¡± That was a whole day before. I hadn¡¯t heard from him since. Angie and Rita had tried their best to reassure me but I was inconsble. I had busied myself helping out at the forge, only there wasn¡¯t much left for a pregnant woman to do there. I had paid a visit to multiple homes around Bielke territory, introducing myself andforting families who were afraid of theing war. There were even some elderly family members who had faced the Tally before. They had nothing good to say about those battles. I had even visited the prison. Multiple times in fact. I spoke with the prisoners that had been captured during the recent attacks on ournd. They didn¡¯t deserve to be there, they were unsuspecting civilians caught in the crossfire of a war they had nothing to do with. We couldn¡¯t afford to risk releasing them, however, until after the Tally had been dealt with effectively. Thest thing we wanted was to offer them more soldiers to throw at us again. As ironic as it sounded, the safest ce for those poor people was right there in the cells where the Tally couldn¡¯t reach them and they couldn¡¯t reach us. I tried my best to reassure them that we meant them no harm. Most of them looked scared, some of them angry. They all Jooked like they longed to simply go home. I had spoken with the member of the old elder council who sat in the shadows of his cell and refused to even acknowledge my presence at first. However, he eventually came around when I offered to tell him how his grandson was doing I had discovered during my house visits that the girl who attacked me had given birth to a baby boy recently. The elder man was yet to meet his grandchild, as no one was allowed to visit him in his cell. That was a rule that I promised to have changed as soon as possible. He still didn¡¯t like me by the end of our talk, but his face had brightened up a little all the same. Lastly, I paid a visit to the Tally shifter. He barely made an effort to raise his head at my approach and he watched me through slitted eyes as I sat down on the other side of the bars. He wasn¡¯t looking too good at all. His wiry hair was the color of copper and it would have been gorgeous if it wasn¡¯t falling out at an rming rate. His skin looked yellow and was pulled taut over his dwindling frame as his muscles broke apart and his b*dy rotted from the inside. Flies buzzed around this side of the cells and the stench had grown tenfold since I hadst been in there ¡°Back again are we? To what do I owe this pleasure?¡± I pulled my knees to my chest as best as I could considering the side of my stomach and inspected him through the bars. ¡°You¡¯re not looking very good.¡± You could say I¡¯m running low on my supply.¡± ¡°Do you still think it was worth it?¡± ¡°Of course I do.¡± I stared down at my feet, holding my breath for long periods of time just to avoid inhaling the stench that hung in the air around the man¡¯s cell. ¡°What¡¯s your name?¡± Silence for a moment as he stared at me from hooded eyes. ¡°Why do you care?¡± 10:59 Fri, Jan 26 men I shrugged. ¡°I don¡¯t even know why I¡¯m here talking to you. It just urred to me that I don¡¯t even know your name¡± Jason ¡°Can I ask you something else then, Jason?¡± I had time to kill and it wouldn¡¯t hurt to learn a little more about why exactly the Tally was so hateful towards the Bielke. ¡°Why did you join them! The Tally. Or were you born into the pack?¡± The man, Jason, looked like he wasn¡¯t going to answer me. He closed his eyes and slumped even lower against the back wall of his cell. The stump of his shoulder glistened with sweat and the mere act of lifting a finger seemed too much for his b*dy to manage. I was preparing to get up and leave when he spoke, ¡°No, I wasn¡¯t born into the Tally Pack.¡± He kept his eyes closed as he talked and his voice was rough and gravelly as ever but there was a mncholic hint of softness. to it when he spoke about his past. ¡°My mother was a rogue shifter. She ran from her pack and her suitable mate and she took me with her. We got by for a while, just the two of us. But the world is a dangerous ce for a woman and a child. I came to learn pretty quickly that, in this world, those are the two worst things to be. ¡°We were harassed by other small packs whenever we happened to stumble upon their territory. We always kept moving my mother lived in fear that one day her husband would catch up with us. ¡°Evenally, we happened upon Bielke territory. I have in fact been around here before. I¡¯ve even spent a night in these cells with my mother once upon a time. 1 had been sitting, suddenly captivated by his story as he went along. It urred to me that, while these people we fought may present as monsters, the world was never so ck and white as we would like to believe that it is. ¡°How old were you, thest time you were here?¡± ¡°Ten? Maybe twelve. I was never entirely sure of my age, we didn¡¯t keep track of things like that. All we knew was survival.. Anyway, the Bielke was obviously suspicious of us, but they were caught up in their own wars and conflict and they could always do with more soldiers. ¡°That was the double-edged knife of joining the Bielke. You gained protection whilst living on their territory, but you were also expected to fight on the frontlines of their needless battles¡± I knew immediately the agreement that he spoke of. It was how Rita had managed to join the Bielke soon after our original pack had been wiped out. She too had fought many wars for the people that I now ruled over. The shifter still had his eyes closed and aside from his dry, cracked lips, he didn¡¯t move a muscle as he continued. ¡°That was the situation my mother and I found ourselves in upon joining the Bielke. But my mother felt she had no other options. ¡°She wanted to protect me, and so she gave her life to the Bielke and she died soon after that. Struck down unceremoniously during a battle when the Bielke leaders used their own members as bait to lure in their enemies. ¡°I was distraught of course, but that mattered little to the Bielke elders. They bickered on whether or not I was old enough to join the battle myself. ¡°They didn¡¯t care for my safety though, they were more concerned about whether or not I would get in the way. In the end. I didn¡¯t stay to hear their final decision. I slipped away that same night and never went back. Until now, that is.¡± 1 breathed out heavily ¡°That¡¯s when you found the Tally?¡± ¡°Yep stumbled into their campsite by arcident one day. I was starving, feral even. I had been living alone in the woods for a few years by then, more woll than boy at that point and still deadly afraid of my own shadow. I thought they were going to kill me, and maybe if I had been a year or two early they might have. But they had a new leader by then 111 159 Fri, Jan 26 ¡°Lady Tally¡± ¡°That¡¯s right. No one knew where she came from, or why she had such a vendetta against the world itself. But she was passionate, powerful, and fiercely driven. It¡¯s not hard to understand why the group of ouw shifters would choose to follow her. 59 ¡°She took me in and gave me a purpose, she helped me heal from the years of fear and hatred that had turned me into a cold, uncaring being. She promised me justice and revenge. I owe her my life ten times over. ¡°It seems you have already given her that, I said quietly, watching the man¡¯s b*dy deforms and morph before my eyes. It happened in increments, but it was happening. ¡°You don¡¯t have much longer. I don¡¯t think¡± ¡°No, Jason sighed and a trickle of ck blood traced down from the corner of his mouth and dripped off of his chin. ¡°I don¡¯t have much time left. My b*dy can¡¯t hold itself together without our Lady¡¯s magic.¡± I swallowed the sudden ache in my throat. ¡°I¡¯m sorry I wasn¡¯t able to heal you, Jason. And, even if I let you go now, I doubt you¡¯ll make it back to your own pack in time.¡± Jason smiled slightly and his eyes flickered open to gaze at me. ¡°Don¡¯t sweat it, Luna. I epted my fate the moment I first touched a drop of those potions. I have been ready for this. It¡¯s like you said, I died a long time ago ¡°Is there anything else I can do for you?¡± Hisugh sounded like it hurt, it was a hacking cough of a chuckle, and specks of ck tar flew from his mouth and speckled the cell floor. ¡°It¡¯s hard to believe that I¡¯m speaking to the Luna of the Bielke Pack itself. Maybe there is room for change, maybe you can fix them. I¡¯m sorry I won¡¯t be around to see it? You know,¡± he continued, looking down at therge scar on his shoulder. ¡°Now that I¡¯m not riding the high of my magic supply, you¡¯re not so bad little Luna. ¡°I will always stand by my own people, my blood brothers and sisters, but I wish you well in theing war. Maybe, in a different life, we can meet again on the same side of the battlefield this time. Allies instead of enemies¡± ¡°You¡¯re not my enemy,¡± I whispered but my words fell on deaf ears. Jason¡¯s eyes had stopped their shifting and the me behind them had gone out. The shifter had died for the final time I left the cells soon after that, headed straight back home, and locked myself away with my own stormy Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. thoughts. Even Angie knew to leave me to my own devices and she resigned herself to hanging around outside the property. asionally popping in to check that my scent was still present and sometimes offering tea 1 curled myself into a cocoon, wrapping the curtains around me and hiding away. If I stayed in there long enough, maybe I would emerge stronger, maybe my mate woulde home. It was the waiting that was killing me. The waiting and not knowing. COMMENT Chapter 72 Chapter 72 -Ignatius Finding the Tally¡¯s newest campout had been easy enough. They had grown in numbers drastically and they were much less inconspicuous because of it We traced their movements from where Angie had captured the infected shifter and eventually stumbled upon their new camp. They were ufortably close to Bielke territory, nestled deep in the forest they had set up camp just south of our borders. Staying unnoticed was where the first problem arose. My team and I had traveled with as many masking leaves as we could carry and had to repeatedly coat ourselves in the powdery substance so as to keep our scent hidden from the soldiers who moved about the forest We kept an eye on them from afar at first, scoping out their setup and trying to pinpoint exactly where they were performing the magic rituals. It was just like Angie had described. Shifters loped all over the area, big and bulky and inhumanly strong. The forest reeked of the scent of decay and a cloud of smoke hung low over the area from where constant fires were kept burning. A single white van was parked just past the tree line on an abandoned dirt road. We watched in disgust as shifters threw open the doors and dragged bodies from the interior, hauling them through the woods and dumping them inside of another dirty tent.. If that wasn¡¯t rming enough, after a day of watching that specific tent, those same bodies walked themselves out of the canvas folds and sat down around the giant fire pits. They were most definitely not alive, no souls resided behind those ssy eyes But they were moving all the sune, all in perfect unison as if controlled by some unseen puppet master. Tor had kept up his suspicious growling throughout the mission, his animal instincts warning the both of us that whatever was going on in front of our eyes was in no way natural and most likely dangerous ¡°They¡¯re not like the other shifters, Carly, one of the soldiers who apanied us had whispered to me from our hiding ce among the trees. ¡°The others have a mind of their own, these are just dolls. Walking corpses¡± ¡°Nec romancy, most likely,¡± I had whispered back. I had seen this phenomenon once before. Although the memories of that moment were clouded in fog and suppressed by the most primal parts of my mind. It wasn¡¯t that the corpses, most likely victims from other small packs that had been disappearing all over the country, had been brought back to life. They were merely being puppetized by a single wielder of dark magic. Most likely the same magic wielder who was feeding witch blood to the other soldiers We were yet to discover this enigmatic leader of the Tally. Despite our constant watch, she hadn¡¯t made an appearance just jet ¡°To the left, Carly warned, keeping her voice low as a beefy shifter ambled into the woods nearby. He hadn¡¯t noticed us yet but it was a little too close forfort all the same. ¡°Let¡¯s go Carly followed me as we melted away into the shadows of the forest and met up with the rest of our Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. members. 1 had been wary of some of mypanions, all handpicked by Angie herself. still unsure of who exactly we could trust, but each of them had proven their loyalty and capability over the past few days. Specifically Carly and her mate, Will. The two of them had been able to get close enough to the camp to identify at least three authority figures of the group and had been the ones to track down the ominous white van thaty beyond the forest. Carly was a tall willowy woman v for stealthy missions and Will, with his dark skin and ck wardrobe that rivaled my own, was able to travel through the woods like a shadow, leaving no trace and making no sound. Many a tinte I had spun around at an ufortable sensation on the back of my neck only to fad Will traveling directly behind me,pletely unaware that I had no idea he was there Carly was the only one who seemed to be able to sense her mate no matter how steally he could be It was those two who reported to me that same night of the woll shifter that was shackled to a post some way off, near a tent of one of the authoritarian leaders. Curious as to why the Tally would keep one captive alive. I followed them to where they had spotted the wolf. I wondered if it could be the same captive that Angie and Far had seen being removed from the white van some werks before. We peered through the trees and I followed Carly¡¯s pointing uger to where a single lonesome scoll was straining against the Large silver shacklestcheil around his neck. ¡°Maybe it¡¯s just a regr woll! I suggested but Will shook his head. ¡°From the way it¡¯s been acting 1 highly douls it. There¡¯s emotional intelligence there. He wants to get away. And from the look of the fur around his neck. I would say he¡¯s been held captly here for a while.¡± I looked closely at the wolf and the band of raw skin around his neck where the cor had rubbed his far away. He looked underted too, his hip bones protruded a little too noticeably and hissts of energy were followed by moments of fatigue ami exluustiMEL We should tree ham. Carly whispered as we all examined the creature from afar. He could be a useful source of anfermation. ¡°We can¡¯t¡± as much as it pained me to say it. Leould see no way of going about rescuing the poor guy without alerting the Tally to an enemy presence in their camp. ¡°They would notice bis absence and immediately be on high alert,¡± ¡°We can¡¯t just leave him there,¡± Carly protested, raising her voor in a whisper Poor f ucker is gonna starve to death.¡± I pondered the situation for a moment. ¡°Maylic if we can make a look like he got away on his own. Leave a scent fr. leading off somewhere and then mask him and bring him back to our base. Will and Carly exchanged nces and Will shrugged his broad shoulders. ¡°It¡¯s worth a shot. How exactly do we free him though? Well, he¡¯s skinny, isn¡¯t he? We nick his skin, get some blood and fur on the silver cor and let them think that he got desperate and pulled himself free¡± ¡°And how exactly do you n to get the cor off of him? We need the key¡° ¡°Simple¡± 1 tipped my chin towards the rustling tent where arge muscled woman emerged from. Around her neck swung a single silver key suspended on a piece of string ¡°We just take it -to Thad no idea how long I held been held captive by the odd Tally Pack. All I knew was that after being captured they had transferred me to their campout at the foot of a hill, only to shove me back into that horrific van a few dayster to cart me out into the woods. Finally. Thad found myself cord and shackled to a post outside the tent of a particrly frightening- looking woman who had uprooted an entire tree with her bare hands in order to set up her test. 1 assumed the must have been someone important considering how the others seemed to treat her with a bit of respect. Day after day at unde at my post. And me, the forest had untially been full of life and the sound of my creases rustling. an the brush was carried to my cars by the slightest breeze, The longer the Tally rendest there, however, the deader the forest became All of the creatures left the area as if sp ooked by the Tally¡¯s unnatural energy At night the losest was deathly sale The suffocating smoke of the constantly lit fires clouded the treetops and blocked out the moonlight entirely. That seemed to bother Ren the most. Ren hated confinement, small spaces. She hated being unable to see the sky. And so we sat, day in and day out, tugging and twisting at the cor around our necks until the skin was raw and tender. I And we were hungry. So, so hungry. The Tally themselves barely seemed to eat at all, I assumed it had something to do with their inhuman bodies.. They seemed to eat only for pleasure and not for any real nutritional gain. I wished them horrible stomach aches and bad. indigestion every time I noticed one of them snacking nearby The other shifters, however, the ones who sat around the fires day in and day out, were very clearly corpses who had no need for food at all I was very close to bing a corpse myself if they refused to ferd me. Wolves canst longer without food than humans can, but even in my wolf form and even with Ren¡¯s strong spirit, I could feel our strength fading away day by day. I would do almost anything for a bite of something. I would do almost anything for freedom. I was shaken from my thoughts by the sound of therge woman stirring in her tent. She threw open the curtain and waltzed out without casting me so much as a nce before heading towards the main camp. I growled at her like I did every morning but still she paid me no mind. I had just turned my head away to go back to my useless tugging at my chains when I heard frantic shuffling and the woman¡¯s gruff remark. ¡°Who ar¡± Before a loud thump and then silence. Spinning around I came face to face with three shifters I had never seen before, all crouching over the buffdy who nowy fat on her face on the forest floor. SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 73 Chapter 73 -Ignatius- Knocking out therge Tally shifter went smoothly enough. The three of us crept through the tree line out of sight until the veryst minute. Carly then revealed herself only for Will and I to jump from the trees to restrain the woman and press Valha leaves against her nose.. Angie had supplied me with every herb and nt in the book in preparation for any situation and those leaves did their job well. The shifter spasmed in my grasp and then fell forwards with a loud thump and a sickening crunch which I assumed was the sound of her nose breaking. She would be out for a few minutes and hopefully not remember a thing. I looked up from the fallen woman to the wolf who was staring at us with immediate distrust. ¡°Hi. We¡¯re here to help.¡± I pulled the key from its ce on the woman¡¯s ne and cautiously approached the distressed wolf. ¡°We¡¯re going to free you, okay? But I must ask that youe with us. We don¡¯t want to hurt you¡± The wolf backed away from me at first but eventually allowed me to turn the key in the lock that held the silver cor in ce and irfell away from around the wolf¡¯s thin neck. I half expected him to bolt the second he was freed but instead, he gazed down at the cor on the ground and then back at me as a sh of recognition zed in its eyes. We need to make it look like you escaped on your own. I need some of your furs¡± The wolf allowed me to slice a chunk of hair from its neck and then slowly, and by the looks of it, painfully began to shift. back to human form. As fur receded back into tanned skin and the wolfish maw melted into a handsome human face. I too felt a flicker of recognition. It was only after the shifter¡¯s curly brown hair tumbled around his shoulders and he stood up straight that I was able to ce his features in my memory. He was much thinner than the first time I saw him, and his eyes were heavy with fatigue but I recognized the man as to, Mavis true mate. to clearly recognized me too because he raised his eyebrows in surprise and attempted a wobbly smile. ¡°Hey man, long time no see. Ignatius right?¡± ¡°You know this guy?¡± Carly stood behind me, peering over my shoulder while Will kept an eye on the unconscious shifter. ¡°We should get out of here,¡± he mumbled quietly. ¡°She¡¯s going to wake up soon.¡± to, who was stark n*ked where he stood before us attempted to take a few steps but doubled up in pain almost immediately ¡°I¡¯ve been in wolf form for a while now, My b*dy isn¡¯t used to this old form just yet¡± Will and 1 each slung an arm over our shoulders and escorted the weary shifter back through the woods towards our base. but not before smothering him in Physalis leaves to mask his scent. Before we left, Carly resealed the silver cor and put the key back around the unconscious shifter¡¯s neck. Next, she sliced Hato¡¯s palm open to which he responded with a slew of m untered profanities and held his list out to drop blood along the lining of the cor. Finally, she added the tufts of fur that I had cut from his wolf form and dropped the cor to the ground. It wasn¡¯t the most convincing of faux escapes but it was all we could manage at the time We led te on a roundabout route through the woods, having him hold his hand out to allow blood to drip onto the dead Jeases of the forest Aher walking for about a male we decided it was far enough and bandaged up his hand to turn and head) bark in the duection of our campi 11:00 Fri, Jan 26 G The other soldiers were surprised with our new member and some of them eyed him with suspicion as we sat him down in the small cleaning. ¡°Okay. to.¡± I crouched in front of him while Carly dug through our supplies to find him some food. ¡°Do you want to tell me how exactly younded yourself captive in the Tally camp!¡± He didn¡¯t answer me at first, his eyes followed Carly as she hauled out the dried meat we had brought with us. When she handed him a few sticks he dug into it with feral ferocity, wolling it down fast enough to give me a stomach ache After that he gulped down water from a bottle I handed to him and finally rxed, wiping his mouth and sighing like he had feasted on a gourmet dinner instead of musty hunks of beef and warm bottled water. ¡°They had been hunting me for a while, he said eventually. ¡°Around New Year, I got a call from my brother warning me that there was a price on my head. His mate had been a Tally member until she met him, she joined his pack when the Tally became more militarized. Before she left she caught wind of a search going down for a shifter named to who met my description¡± He examined his thin wrists and cracked his knuckles. All of his joints could be heard clicking and tweaking as if his b*dy was settling back into the human form he had been denied for so long. By the look on his face, it wasn¡¯t a pleasant experience and I pushed another bottle of water towards him. ¡°Do you know why they were looking for you!¡± really me He shook his head and gulped down more water before continuing. ¡°Not at first. I didn¡¯t even believe that it was re they were after. I thought they must have gotten me mixed up with some other shifter But not soon after my brother¡¯s warning, three shifters came after me in my apartment in the city. I escaped but barely, and I went on the run. Everywhere I went they followed me. Eventually, I made a stop at my brother¡¯s house to get my hands on some food, they caught me pretty soon after that.¡± He rubbed at his eyes and ran a hand through tousled dirty locks Tve been held captive with them ever since. They locked, mein wolf form and transported me in some dingy van of theirs ¡°All I managed to gather of why they kept me alive was that I was valuable to someone named Johan. I think it could be the same Johan I met the same day I met you. Maybe you know something about that? About why he wants me!¡± I was about to speak but held my tongue for a moment. I had no idea how to would react to hearing about the death of his true mate. It was a topic that would have to be approached carefully. ¡°It is the same man. Johan lost himself after everything that happened that night. It¡¯s possible that he wanted to find you to exact some twisted revenge.¡± ¡°But why? I barely had anything to do with that drama. Mavis was stringing me along just as much as she was him, surely he understands that. And I rejected Mavis pretty soon after that anyway¡± I hadn¡¯t been aware that he had followed through with the rejection of Mavis. That made things a little bit easier. ¡°I don¡¯t think Johan is thinking very logically, I murmured. ¡°He fueled by hatred and a desire for revenge. He started by murdering his father. Then he took down Mavis too. Currently, he¡¯s trying to attack my pack and his ex-mate. It makes sense that he would also factor you into the equation.¡± to opened and closed his mouth a few times inplete battlement. He blew out a breath and buried his face in his hands. ¡°Great. That¡¯s just great. Dragged into a war because of someone else¡¯s vendetta. I should have never gone looking for my mate in the first ce.¡± ¡°You couldn¡¯t have known it woulde to this¡± I put a hand on his shoulder. Tm sorry your life got uprooted in the process. But right now we need your help.¡± ¡°What kind of help could I possibly offer you?¡± Mato¡¯s tone was disheartened and weary. ¡°Look at me, I¡¯m not exactly functioning at peak performance? ¡°Don¡¯t worry about that right now I brushed has words away. ¡°I need you to tell me everything you can about the Tally Chapter 73. shutters. You¡¯ve been with them this whole time. I need to know what you¡¯ve witnessed¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know if there¡¯s anything you would find useful. I spent most of my time tied to that post? ¡°Look, we know the Bielke are uning witchcraft to strengthen their soldiers, we¡¯re trying to find out who exactly is behind that. And those animated corpS**, do you know anything about that?¡± A shadow passed over the man¡¯s features and he grimaced ¡°The dead guys I traveled with them in the back of that van I mentioned Before they were, you know, brought hark sade me sick to my stomach Tally were tallen enemies as popper soldiers. It was beyond twisted and it ¡°And The And what about the other shifters Do you know anything of who¡¯s behind the magic me to look up to her to scratched at his chin. They¡¯re always mentioning somerne alleel Larly Tally. It¡¯s possible that she¡¯s the one pulling the s some kind of g?l Shafters wille into the camp all bedraggled and sickly and then suddenly I would see them walking around looking better than ever ¡°Have you seentilus Lady Tally: ¡°Only fromridan. And I can only assume that it was her. There a woman here who doesn¡¯t look like the rest of the Tally She¡¯s small and kinda sir kly-looking but everyone gives her a wile berth and Ive seen a few sh ither, bow when she panes. always wears these long white dresses and I¡¯ve even seen herrlimbing around in the trees Something in his next wonds made my heart clench like a cold for had closed around the beating muscle ¡°Her most defining feature is her long white hair. She always leaves it down and flowing around her. I¡¯m surprised the dors trip on t Aballowing sundresa. Bate fert Long white fur streaming behind her as she ran further and further away T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. from me to was stall talking, but his words were mullied and inaudible like he was somewhere far away. I was alone in my foggy thoughts, enveloped in memories that I had stowed away a longtime ago¡­ Tenatus¡± cas calling my name. Her voice was light and hilting but there was sadness underneath that facade. She was looking for me, following me through that big house that seemed evenrger in my child mind. She told me she had to go away. She wanted me to go with her. I thought it was a game. I crawled under the bed to hide, waiting for her to ¡°Ignatius Her voice got more desperate, pleading. I was confused. I thought it was supposed to be fun Then my father came home and it wain game anymore Trexall the parting sound of ss shattering more pleading, heavy furniture scratching across the floor. After hearing her scream I pulled myself out from where I was hiding I rushed out of the front door to my father¡¯s side. Just in time to see her Trave Running through that open field to the sun as at set beyond the valley. So baight that I had to squint If she had looked back I dali ser at Only the flowing, allowing material of her dress Her bare feet Her white hair streaming out behind her Ler and further away from me tett¡± man and silent for songe had picked up his maling all over again Fri, Jan 26 Chapter 74 Chapter 74 -Ignatius- ¡°Ignatius.¡± I just wanted it to stop. The sudden influx of memories was too much to bear. They poured into my head at a rate I couldn¡¯t keep up with and filled my ears with the sound of her voice. ¡°Ignatius?¡± I covered my ears, forcing my eyes tightly shut and wishing it to be over. A hand on my shoulder wrenched me from my dream state and looked up to see Carly staring down at me with concern written across her face. ¡°Ignatius, are you okay?¡± 1 gawked at her for a moment, looking around at our campsite in the woods and the worried faces of my tear. I sank back into the rity of reality and turned to look at to who was still in the same ce, C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. tapping his fingers together in distress. ¡°Was it something I said?¡± I pressed my palms against my eyes and fought to clear my head. ¡°No, yes, it¡¯splicated.¡±¡° Everyone was staring at me quizzically and I cleared my throat. We didn¡¯t have time for emotional breakdowns. I didn¡¯t have the luxury of being upses. ¡°You said she had long white hair!¡± ¡°Yes?¡± to co cked his head to the side. ¡°Why?¡± 1 braved out arge sigh. ¡°There is a very good chance that I know who that woman is.¡± I looked around at all of their confused faces. Things had just be slightly moreplicated. The Lady Tally is my mother.¡± That news went down like a ton of f u cking bricks. -Dorothy¨C I felt Ignatius¡¯ sudden influx of emotional turmoil before I heard his voice in my head. Dorothy.¡± My heart leaped with joy, relieved to hear his voice and enthralled with the distraction from my own m ental unrest.¡±I¡¯m here. Where are you?¡± ¡°Still hanging around the camp. We have a lead but.. It¡¯s not what we expected.¡± ¡°What do you He was silent, hesitant. I felt his unease like a weight on my own chest. ¡°It¡¯s about the Tally leader. I think, no I know, that it¡¯s my mother.¡± I sat bolt upright in bed at his words, ¡°What? Are you sure? But how, I thought Moirah disappeared years ago.¡± ¡°Well, she did. It seems she¡¯s done well for herself since then, all things considered.¡± 1 pinched the bridge of my nose in confusion, scrunching my eyes shut. ¡°Do you think Elliot knows?¡± ||| ¡°Honestly, I doubt it. He would have gone to war with the Tally a lot sooner if that had been the case¡± I wrapped my arms around myself, wishing I could hold my mate in person. ¡°So what now? Are you still going to I didn¡¯t want to say what we were both thinking. If the mission was to go on as nned, Ignatius would have to take out the magic-wielder of the Tally Pack. That person being his own mother. I didn¡¯t doubt that he would do what was best for his people. But this was a showdown that none of us had seening His tone was grim. ¡°We stick to the n. Maybe I can reason with her, find out why she¡¯s doing all of this. Maybe she thinks she¡¯s taking revenge on my father. If I can convince her that we are no longer associated with Elliot, maybe I can get her to back down. If not, well. We stick to the n nheless. I realized he had no reason for telling me any of this, there was nothing I could do from my end. Ignatius wanted reassurance. He needed to be reminded of what exactly he was fighting for. 1 swallowed my panic and spoke to him as gently as I could manage. ¡°I know you¡¯ll do the right thing. This is an impossible situation but you¡¯re right. Maybe there is a way out of this mess without even more bloodshed.¡± ¡°I love you, was all he said, and then his presence was gone from my mind and I was alone with my thoughts once again. I sat among the churned-up sheets. With the amount of tossing and turning I did every night, the bed looked like it was caught in a perpetual windstorm and most of the pillows ended up on the floor by the morning Isniffed and stood up, shuffling towards the door. Angie was already waiting on the other side with a steaming cup of tea and a forced smile. ¡°How are you doing today?¡± ¡°Oh you know, just dandy.¡± I muttered and immediately felt bad for my sarcasm when her face fell. Tin sorry, ignore me. It¡¯s just been a tough few days.¡± ¡°It¡¯s alright. Dorothy. I understand She turned to leave but I put out a hand to stop her. ¡°Um, Ang? Could I ask you something? It¡¯s about Ignatius¡¯ mother.¡± ¡°Moarah? Sure.¡± Angie followed me back into the room and we both perched on the unmade bed. Any other day I would have been embarrassed about the mess, but my mind was distracted by everything else going on. I folded my hands over my stomach. The kicking from inside had be something of afort to me as the days went on. I was neverpletely alone these days, I had thepany of my children, tapping away inside my belly, I wondered if they too missed their father¡¯s voice. ¡°Ignatius has never spoken much about his mother. All he ever told me was that she was beautiful but odd and she ran away when he was very young¡± Angie was twisting the sheets in her hands and her mouth was set in a grim line as I continued, ¡°You¡¯re a few years older than Ignatius right? And he said you guys have always been close. Do you remember anything of Moirah?¡± She looked uneasy when she answered me as if she expected the woman to jump out from behind the curtains at any ¡°Moirali was strange. She was moe enough, I guess. And she seemed to really care about Ignatius. But not enough to stay by his side it would seem. I don¡¯t think he ever truly forgave her for leaving¡± ¡°Why did she leave?¡± Angie hung her head. It was pretty clear that Elhot wasn¡¯t treating her very well. She never spoke about any of it but I can remember my family talking about it behind closed doors. Everyone knew bruises are difficult to hide. I think it eventually 11:00 Fri, Jan 26 < Fri Jan 26 ch for her? She knit her brows together ¡°Why She took the newsammutally well. While tematis could I¡¯m corpsed te dn¡¯t lie that it be a powellity or she weng ( in queeren ber a little more but saddenh, Angie interned and her eyes nd And a hand to fresh me and an applek washed over her features After are often Ange Hoked at me. Tent shed in her eyes and she gripped my hand tightly ¡°Tally soldiers have been spoed the permetes My grander post warme me What Right now that we not ready mata sunt even back get he would have warmed us ?ngir was already standing up and rushur ethe door¡± ¡°Dorothy: T ¡°How can I belje¡± I can helge¡± I said beetsly) as die stene hest spenthe front ilser. ¡°Let me trip oth her and put her hands kerpoor 1. shoulders. ¡°I needy Str ted a insan my cheekand cot the door. ¡°11 vr you okay? Lack the doors?¡± after line as she speed. ach ¡°Boka whispered ¡°prot you dyes and feeds prongga damg my nishing thosights 1 nik ini barat, Bandung my mustad thoughts and trying again. ¡°Ignatius. ¡°They at here¡¯ den. I got nothing in response, ? ?ega irking for a good long wide, my identitetin shanty morphing on desperatan seduci 1 jam, je imajte ¡°Tpatia Whrer are you? Chapter 75 Chapter 75 -to- ¡°Sorry, sorry. My bad,¡± I whispered after I had bumped into the back of the tall white-haired man for the third time since we had started our trek through the woods. ¡°Maybe you should have stayed behind,¡± he muttered and hunched his shoulders over as he continued to traipse through the trees ¡°You need me!¡± I insisted. ¡°Tan the only one who knows where the Lady Tally¡¯s tent is¡± ¡°You had better he right about this he spoke over his shoulder and I hurried to catch up when he quickened his pace. ¡°We¡¯re walking straight into enemy territory. If anything goes wrong, I¡¯m leaving you behind ¡°Harsh,¡± Luttered and tripped when my foot caught on a fallen branch. ¡°F uck! Anyway, this Moirali person, how do you know it¡¯s really her?¡± He sighed with deep exasperation as he trod onwards ¡°As I said, she¡¯s my mother. And while it¡¯s faint and warped, I can still sense her.¡± He stopped and stood with his hands in his pockets, waiting for me to give the directions ¡°Left after that tree over there. We walked on, taking care to kick leaves over our tracks as we went. ¡°Why would your mother he leading the Tally to war? Wasn¡¯t she of the Bielke herself?¡± ¡°Yes, she was once the Luna of the Bielke Pack. But her parents had been nomads. Maybe she just wanted to go back to her roots, he mumbled dryly and I took it as a sign to stop asking questions. I managed all of five minutes walking in silence before I was itching to know more about the pale abrasive man. ¡°So, what exactly happened with that Johan guy. Was he jealous of you and the redhead?¡± That redhead is named Dorothy and she¡¯s my mate,¡± be answered shortly. ¡°But yes, I guess you could say that.¡± ¡°Dorothy, right, I remember now. So, she was Johan¡¯s true mate? It was more of a growl than a verbal response. ¡°But she chose you instead? And then his girlfriend, Mavis dumped him too? That¡¯s brutal, da mn, no wonder he went f ucking loopy¡± ¡°You don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about,¡± Ignatius hissed, turning to re at me with icy eyes. ¡°Johan made mistakes. He didn¡¯t deserve half the s hit that happened to him but that sure as hell doesn¡¯t justifying after my mate now.¡± He narrowed his eyes at me and I dragged my pinched fingers across my lips, promising to stop with the talking. I offered him a tentative grin and he exhaled loudly, curling his lip and turning away again to stomp onwards in a stormy mood We fell silent again until we reached the Tally campsite. The scent of it was apparent long before we heard the shuffling of heavy shifters moving about. Ignatius put a cautioning hand out to slow me down when one of them rambled right past us. Luckily for us, we were hidden amongst the thick clumped trees and the Tally shifter himself seemed more preupied ath his mission of carryingrge logs on his shoulders, presumably for the fires they kept buming constantly. 1 praked over Ignatius shoulder and squinted to get a glimpse of the camp. We had rounded the area and approached from different angle, the way had been brought in when they dragged me from the van ¡°Where did you say you saw her?¡± Iguatus whispered and I pointed with my chin to a small rickety set up under arge dropping tree. Just outside there was a short line of dismal-looking shifters waiting to be healed by their tiny deity. ¡°Right there, I think that¡¯s where she does her magic 11:00 Fri, Jan 26 G 59% Standing between us and the tent, aside from a heavy collection of twisting trees was one of the great fires they had built Around it sat a circle of the eerie walking corpses who had captured me in the first ce. ¡°F uck those guys,¡± I whispered under my breath and Ren vehemently agreed with my sentiment. ¡°They¡¯re dead right? Ignatius whispered back to me. ¡°Those are the bodies from the van?¡± ¡°Yeah. But they could talk. It was probably her though. It didn¡¯t sound like a regr way of speaking, they all chimed in at once like someone was using them as a mouthpiece. Like she was speaking through them¡± ¡°She¡¯s definitely expanded her craft since her time with the Bielke,¡± his voice was t and lifeless I stared at the zed eyes of the sitting corpses. The fire reflected in their empty orbs and flickered wickedly. I gulped. ¡°And you¡¯re certain thisdy is your mother? What she¡¯s doing, nec romancy, witches blood, it¡¯s pure evil. ¡°There¡¯s no such thing as pure evil,¡± Ignatius stated before creeping along the tree line to get closer to the tent. ¡°Wait, where are you going?!¡± I yelled in a winsper, hurrying to follow him through the thick brush. ¡°You can¡¯t go in there alone. You need to call for backup. ¡°I have to see her.¡± he was speaking more to himself than to me at that point. ¡°I have to speak to her. I have to know why.¡± ¡°And you can do that,¡± 1 gripped his shoulder when he quickened his pace and almost exposed himself to the shifters standing in the line. ¡°After you call for backup. He paused and thought it over and I allowed myself to breathe a small sigh of relief. I realized though that I had celebrated 300 early when I felt the skin of his shoulder ripple and fur broke out under my fingertips. His teeth were already protruding from his mouth when he snarled. ¡°Distract them.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Distract them, lead them away from the tent My eyes widened when he pulled off his vest and jeans, ¡°What are you doing?¡± Ignatius rolled his eyes and crouched as his b*dy began to morph into that of arge gray wolf They won¡¯t kill you, they need you alive.¡± ¡°No way man, I¡¯m not going out there! I¡¯ve only just been freed, I¡¯m not going to let them catch me again!¡± ¡°Lead them back to the campsite. Will, Carly, and the others are already waiting in hiding. They¡¯ll kill then on site as soon as you get there¡± ¡°You ba stard, you nned this, didn¡¯t you?¡± honamus shed me a nonchnt smirk before his wolf form burs forth, ¡°Consider it payment for your rescue. I¡¯m counting on you. to¡± And just like that, he dared away from me, dipping and dodging around the trees towards the tent ot herfu cker, Ren mattered in my chest and I pulled at my hair in irritation ¡°What a pr ick. Fine, let¡¯s go be heroes I Had no idea how I was going to go about distracting anyone, let alone rile them up enough to get them to follow me inta the forest but hard to try After all the only reason I was free at all was thanks to Ignatius and his crew. Lowed them this Without much dught. I desed my hands into the pockets of the grams that same st Ignatus friends had gittest me and walted anno the x Traning to stand before the beaten up shulica opar puppets in all of un glory 59% They didn¡¯t notice me at firs, probably because the bodies around the fire were nothing but empty husks and the shifters in the line were too preupied with their failing bodies to even bother looking up ¡°Ahem.¡± One or two of them raised their heads but no flicker of recognition passed over their eyes. ¡°Um, hi. It¡¯s me. to? The guy you had chained to a pole for a while?¡± One by one they began to take notice of me as I paraded up and down in front of them, waving my arms and attempting to look threatening. ¡°I escaped you once before and now I¡¯ve done again! I kept up the ridiculous antics as every shifter in the line slowly began the shamble towards me, baring their teeth. They fixed their yellow eyes on me like they were locking on to prey as I continued to shout, ¡°They¡¯ll tell stories of me one day! L to, the slippery!¡± ¡°That¡¯s a terrible name.¡± Ren piped up from inside my head. ¡°Watch yourself, to, the slippery, they look like they want to take a bite¡± She was right about that one. A few of them were foaming at the mouth and they stalked towards me slowly. Their rotting bloated bodies began to morph as they shifted into monsterous wolf creatures ¡°Go d, some of you are ugly Were you like this before you started dabbling in magic? Because if so, I am so sorry.¡± ¡°to,¡± Regrowled. ¡°Run¡± Iturned and bolted into the woods a second before the closest shifter decided to pounce. His teeth snapped the air where my b*dy had been and I couldn¡¯t help but yelp at the shock. ¡°You need me alive bit ch!¡± They all came after me with rming speed for such frail bodies. I checked behind me to see one shifter she-wolf hot on my trails, pieces of her flesh caught on branches and tore away like she was made of paper but it didn¡¯t seem to bother her in the slightest Her teeth were long and ready to sink into me the moment she got the chance. Her eyes fixated on me like she wouldn¡¯t stop until she had run her b*dy down to the bone. Behind her, half a dozen more wolves were pursuing. ¡°I¡¯m beginning to think that they don¡¯t care whether I live or die I muttered to Ren as we took on our own wolf form and darted through the trees, making a beeline for Ignatius¡¯ camp, ¡°If we live through this, that white-haired weirdo owes me big time.¡± ¡°Think about debtster. Ren growled. ¡°Focus on living through this first.¡± -Ignatius- I felt the slightest twinge of guilt at essentially using to as bait, but the guy seemed strong enough to outrun the vicious shifters and my tearn would be waiting to help him out the second he made it to the campsite It had all been Carly¡¯s idea. Ten years older than me, she had known my mother, known the rtionship we used to have, and just how important it was that I be the one to confront her. After speaking with to, she had taken me aside and ryed her n. ¡°Technically the guy owes us for saving his life,¡± she had whispered to me just outside of the campsite. We shouldn¡¯t be saving people just to ensure that they owe us a favor for it ¡°Yeah but think about it, he knows where she could be hiding and if they wanted him dead they would have done it by now He¡¯s the only one who they won¡¯t kill She hadjent and we needed answers and so I had to traipse through the woods with me to potnt out the magic elders tent Adoer ditching him to handle thest minute diversion. I crept through the tires around the clearing and wasted just te at of sight Eventually. ta stepped into view and went about vying for the station of the hate of shutters outside of the tent. ¡°Ahem. 4/4 11.00 Fri Jan 26 If I had a human palm would be pping it to my forehead in shame. ¡°What kind of distraction is that meant to be?¡± ¡°An effective one,¡± Tor rumbled, as one by one the shifters began to take notice of to who walked up and down in front of them like tantalizingly easy prey. ¡°A ridiculous one. For someone built like a Greek g od the guy is the least gracefull person on the the woods as the first shifter hanged at him. ¡°I suppose it did the job though.¡± It was a little rming that the shifter that had snapped at him had very clearly done it with the intent to kill, but I brushed it aside and continued with the n. ¡°He¡¯ll be fine. Even in that state he still has the capacity to outrun them all.¡± I turned my attention back to the tent. The clearing was now empty aside from the puppet bodies that sat around the fire. Considering they hadn¡¯t been sent after to too, I was willing to assume that there was nob*dy puppeteering them at the moment and their ssy eyes would not witness my approach. I crept across the clearing, checking now and again to ensure the coast was still clear. The magic user¡¯s tent was set up a little way away from the main campsite and nob*dy but wounded shifters seemed to hang around the area. Getting up close to the grimy canvas, I tested the air. I was not prepared for the scent that hit my nostrils like a gust of wind. A familiar scent, something I had thought I had forgotten but realized at that C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. moment, I never would. The curtains of the entrance stirred, and I darted back behind the tree line. A newly healed shifter exited the tent and looked around him in bewilderment when he found all of his buddies missing. I waited with bated breath to see if he would go back inside and raise the rm but instead, he just shrugged and strode off again towards the main camp I shifted back to human form under the cover of the trees and pulled on the jeans I had discarded earlier. Barefoot, I padded back to the entrance of the tent and hesitated There was no point in reconsidering though A voice in my head, one I hadn¡¯t heard in years, began to speak. ¡°So you¡¯vee to see me yourself I see.¡± I ripped aside the curtain and stared into the gloomy shadows of the tear¡¯s interior. My eyes took a moment to adjust to the dark and suddenly there she was. The Lady Tally, Moirah. My mother. SEND GIFT COMMENT 0 Chapter 76 Chapter 76 -Dorothy- ¡°Really, I¡¯ll be fine. Angie said she can handle this Rita had called me to let me know that she was on her way over. I couldn¡¯t bear the thought of her running into Tally members on the way and urged her to stay where she was. Angie had said that there had only been a few and they were on the far side of Bielke territory, nowhere near where I sat in the cliffside cottage, C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. ¡°If anything happens. I¡¯ll call you immediately, I promised her before hanging up and burying my face in the crook of my I had been curled up on the sofa in the living room but, after a few minutes of anxious foot-tapping. I got up and began. pacing back and forth. The floor was cold to my bare feet but I paid no mind to the chill that ran through the house in its entirety. I was restless and on edge, worried about Angie, worried about my mate whose mind I had still been unable to reach. I groaned out loud in frustration and was about to stomp back up the stairs when a familiar scent wafted through the air. A presence that sent sharp pri ckles across my skin. -Ignatius- I stared in disbelief at the woman who stood before me. She looked exactly the same as she had been the day she left me. Her long white hair tumbled down over her shoulders and swished at her knees. Hair exactly the same snowy white as my own. Only her eyes were different. When I was a child she would look down at me with sad empty eyes Eyes that would only thicker with life when she was in her element, tink ering about her small study with potions and magic. Now my mother¡¯s eyes shed with fierce determination. There has a burning rage behind her eyelids and it both relieved and scared me. My mother was alive. She was standing right in front of me, even though I had long ago epted that I would never see her again She was, however, on a different side this time. She was an opposing force, so powerful and frightening that a part of me wished to go back to the days when we all thought Moirah was dead and gone. She smiled at me. There was no love in that smile, no affection for the son she had left behind. ¡°Hello, Ignatius¡± I was rooted to the spot, torn between the powerful urge to run into her arms and be carried in her arms the way she used to do. The other part of me wanted to turn on my heel and run. To forget the Tally and their leader. To take my mate and hide away somewhere no one would ever find us, least of all the ghostly woman who stood before me now, I couldn¡¯t speak, couldn¡¯t think straight. My mind found it too difficult toprehend that the woman before me was not an apparition, a spectral memory brought to life by my own imagination. It couldn¡¯t be possible, It shouldn¡¯t be. Even Tor was at a loss, quiet and reserved, he rumbled softly in my chest. Warning me to be on guard. ¡°How is this possible?¡± my words were quiet at first, but the more I spoke the louder they became, ¡°Where have you been?!¡± The flood gates were opened and every emotion I had felt towards my controversial mother poured forth as I stared at her. ¡°Why did you leave us? Why did you leave me? You¡¯ve been here this whole time? Why didn¡¯t you take me with you?¡± Moirah remained silent, eyeing me from the shadows with the tiniest hint of an amused smile. That smile only infuriated me more. She disappeared. For years. And when we finally came face to face again she had the audacity to look bemused as if my response was uncalled for. Fri, Jan 26 ¡°Ignatius,¡± her tone was light as if she wasn¡¯t discussing the first moment in my life that left a scar on my heart forever. *Don¡¯t you remember? I tried to take you with me, but things just didn¡¯t work out that way.¡± Ibed her fingers through her hair reclined against the rickety table beside her. It was full of jars and vials that tinkled together when jostled A dark liquid stained the wood and it creaked as she bnced her elbow against the tabletop. ¡°I had always meant toe back for you,¡± she said nonchntly. ¡°I just didn¡¯t.¡± ¡°That¡¯s it?¡± my voice rose louder than 1 intended for it to. And, no matter how much I tried to still myself, my knees felt weak and my hands shook. ¡°That¡¯s all you have to say? What kind of answer is that? What kind of mother are you!¡± She looked genuinely puzzled at my response. ¡°I thought you¡¯d get over it pretty easily. You were young, after all. And aside from his verbal assault, you were never in any danger around Elliot She shrugged before continuing. ¡°You needed a home, and I couldn¡¯t offer you that ¡°I needed a mother!¡± It was a roar. My voice cracked and my hands balled into fists as I lost myself in my anguish. Moirah frowned, ¡°Don¡¯t shout. That won¡¯t help anything. This is my turf after all and you¡¯re being very rude just barging in here like this. I was genuinely bewildered. I didn¡¯t know what I wanted from her, nor was I prepared for how she would react to seeing me at all. But thest thing I had expected was for her to treat me as if we had no history at all. As if I wasn¡¯t her son and she hadn¡¯t abandoned me. There was no relief for the aching knot in my throat, no payoff or moment of rity. Moirah was a stranger, and she seemed intent on keeping it that way. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t be rude, Ignatius. I bristled at her words and she raised her eyebrow with an air of condescension. ¡°Now, are you going to tell me why you¡¯re here slinking around my campsite?¡± All of my rage and adrenaline left my b*dy as quickly as it hade. With just a short conversation, Moirah had whinled me down to thest child I used to be. I was numb as I stared at her, suddenly exhausted on my two weak legs. ¡°You don¡¯t even care. Did you ever really care?¡± Something like sorrow shed in her eyes but it was gone so quickly I thought I must have imagined it. She shook her head and set herw. 1 ¡°Of course I did. But there is no helping what happened. If I had stayed any longer. Elliot your father would have killed me. I was ready to leave and you were hiding. I had to make a choice, and I chose me. I do not regret my decision. My anguish drained from me as she spoke. I steeled my heart towards the cold woman who shared my blood. Maybe she had loved me once, but that person that I had known was gone for good. There was no point in begging for love from someone who had closed themselves off from that emotion years ago. ¡°Why are you attacking my people, Moirah?¡± ¡°Oh that¡¯s right,¡± she said casually. ¡°You¡¯re the leader of the Bielke now, Johan did mention that. I suppose Elliot is dead. then!¡± She seemed disappointed at that thought, although I doubt it was because she held any kind of affection or sentiment for my father. ¡°Elliot is alive. He was banished. Is all of this because of him? Are you trying to get to him? Because if that¡¯s all you want, will dly deliver him to you myself if it means you¡¯ll leave my jack alone.¡± ¡°You would give up your own father! Elliot must have rubbed off on you after all,¡± she mused. ¡°But why not kill him? It¡¯s Balke tradition. We have i new traditions¡± 59% She stroked her chin and looked at me sideways as if investigating the stranger who had once been her son for any signs of his father. ¡°But no, this is not solely about Elliot. Although, I must admit I¡¯m sad to hear that he won¡¯t be there to witness the demise of his beloved pack. The Bielke has been a gue to thend for long enough. It¡¯s time they pay for their years of tyranny¡± ¡°How can you say that? You were once Bielke yourself. You can¡¯t wipe out an entire people because of the actions of a few¡± ¡°Not only actions,¡± she interrupted me with a slender finger in the air. ¡°But inactions as well. How many times did the Bielke stand by and watch their neighboring allies be u ghtered? Because they were believed to be ¡°weak: How many stood by and watched what Elliot did to his own mute and said nothing¡± She looked at me inocently. ¡°You don¡¯t think just because you¡¯re in charge now I¡¯m going to call off my troops, do you?¡± Tor growled in my chest and I felt my skin bristle as he tried to break through and take control. She was a threat to our people and she was right in front of us. It would be all too easy to take her out. But I held him down, I couldn¡¯t bring myself to harm her. There had to be a way to reason with bee ¡°Why Johan? Why would you take in that psychopath? You can¡¯t truly support his mad ns for revenge¡± She tapped her wed finger against her lips. ¡°I don¡¯t need to agree with it nor understand him. All I know is that there is a pain in his chest and it won¡¯t be relieved until he has righted the wrong that was done to him. It was merely a great coincidence that we had our eyes on the sume pack. Your park. Johan has been a very useful ally.¡± ¡°You¡¯re a monster, Moirah.¡± And I meant it. Despite my empathy and all of the reasoning I had tried to use to justify her actions, Moirah had so severely destroyed the bridge between us that there was no reaching her it all ¡°Harsh but fair, I suppose,¡± she rutted. ¡°The world is not that ck and white. I¡¯m merely doing what I have to. I chose this path and I¡¯m not going to betray myself by not walking it to the very end.¡± ¡°With that being said she sighed. ¡°I can¡¯t let you leave here alive? B Chapter 77 Chapter 77 Angie I sped along the winding road at an rming pace, pressing my foot harder and harder on the gas as my anxiety heightened. My grandfather had said they wereing from the far side of fielke territory so that was where I was headed. Fae knew to meet me there along with Gideon and a few other shifters. I would get there before them, considering she would have to round everyone ups first. We had to be ready, all of the iron armor was There was always the possibility that this was a decoy attack, and so until proven otherwise, our army would wait for the signal while Far and I scoped out the area I swung my car to the side and parked in the road, climbing out and testing the air. No unusual scents could be caught in the wind, but then again they could be masking their scent. I looked around for Far and the others but none of them seemed to have arrived yet. Plucking up the courage I took off jogging across the open field to my left. Any shifter hiding in the trees beyond would see theing from a mile away but my backup wasing and we didn¡¯t love time to dawdle around. I was almost at the tree line when I picked up my grandfather¡¯s scent. A momentter he stepped out from the woods to meet me. 1 jogged up to him confused. What are you doing here?¡± He didn¡¯t answer me and merely looked at me with a pained expression on his wizened face. It was only after I picked up another famr scent that it clicked in my head. A disgusting, putrid scent that sent goosebumps pr ickling over my skin. My eyes widened in shock and I stared at my grandfather in disbelief. ¡°How could your Before he could answer me, Johan stepped out behind him, his rippling form was massive and he towered over my grandfather who seemed to be battling with himself internally, ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± the old man said gravely. There was no other way, the Bielke is done for Ang.¡± I had thought he had changed his mind. He had been quiet and distant since Ignatius had taken over the Bielke, but I had thought that would be the end of it. It seemed my grandfather had chosen to be a traitor to the end. ¡°You¡¯re a coward,¡± I growled as Johan pushed him aside and shed me a malicious grin. ¡°You¡¯re a traitor to your people¡± Johan stalked towards me slowly, he knew I had nowhere to run. There was to cover in the open field and he was much much faster than me. I had no choice but to fight and hope that the others showed up before I got my neck snapped. I grimaced when I remembered the res that I had left in the car. Green for small threats, red for war. I wondered if I would be able to make it to the car in time to send the red re zing into the sky to war everyone. I soubted I would make it very far at all. My skin bristled as I prepared to fight, itching to shift and run in the other direction instead. ¡°Don¡¯t fight, Angie,¡± my grandfather eximed. ¡°If you juste quietly they¡¯ll let us all leave. Your mother and brother are waiting for us A pang of fierce pain shot through my chest when he mentioned the rest of my family. They were done for, we all were ¡°Do you really believe he¡¯s just going to let us go?¡± I growled at the old man, taking a few steps back as Johan continues his daw, menacing approach. ¡°They¡¯re going to kill us the second we¡¯re not useful to them anymore¡± ¡°Your right on the money there Johan answered me humself and, waliout warning used on the spot and lopped my grandfather I ad off with our swipe of his wed hand her¡¯s buddy doppel to the door this head rolled twice and then came to a halt, empty eyes staring up at the sky and a mouth still open on an unspoken word. ¡°§¡§á§å§Ø§Õ§å¡± Johan shook the blood from his nes and turned back to eye me ¡°I do believe thest time we met I promised to tear you apart.¡± I forced down my fear that bubbled up from my stomach and held back my tears. There was no time for anguish. I was face to face with a monster and Johan seemed eager to kill I squared my shoulders and braced myself for an attack, lengthening my ws and shing my teeth. C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. ¡°You can try.¡± I hissed as he toyed with me, sp ooking to the left and then the right in an attempt to scare me. ¡°But I¡¯m not going down without a fight¡± ¡°Well, someb*dy¡¯s brave, he taunted me and brought a bloodied w to his lips to taste. ¡°Not the best, I¡¯ll admit I¡¯m sure your blood tastes inuch sweeter. ¡°Why did you hire me out here in the first ce?¡± I growled at him and jumped away when he swiped his ws at me. Johanughed at my unease. ¡°Quick reaction time there, a secondter and I would have torn a hole in your stomach and strewn your insides all over the ce.¡± ¡°You¡¯re insane, Johan¡± ¡°To you, maybe.¡± He feigned another anack andughed even harder when I flinched and took another cautious step back. But everything is going exactly ording to n. Do you think I don¡¯t know that Ignatius isn¡¯t here at the moment? Your pack is vulnerable. Dorothy is vulnerable.¡± ¡°What exactly is the n then I took another cautious step back. If I could distract him for long enough, hold him off from attacking and keep him talking until Fae arrived, I might stand a chance. ¡°Simple,¡± he stated nonchntly. ¡°You¡¯re supposed to be prowling that big mansion on the cliffs. I¡¯m assuming that¡¯s where Dorothy is hiding yes? But now, you¡¯re all the way out here, and she¡¯s all alone.¡± Acry of horror escaped me when ten more Tally shifters emerged from the woods. I realized that Johan himself had no intention of fighting me. It was like he said, all he wanted was to draw me away. So that he could go for his real target. Dorothy, who was all alone in her home andpletely unaware of the approaching danger, -Ignatius- I had no choice but to prepare myself for a fight. Moirah was dead serious and she stood up straight with her ws at the realy. Looking at her I felt my heart breaking, shattering at my feet as I prepared to kill my own mother. It would be easy, it wouldn¡¯t take much. I had forgotten however about the circle of puppet shifters that sat around the fires just outside. Moirah let out a sharp inhale and her eyes zed over with a white sheen. She twitched a little as I stared, caught off guard and confused at what she was doing Only then did I feel the sharp ws dagging into my back as I was wrenched out of the tent and thrown to the crowd. immediately swarmed by the corpses that had sprung to life on Moirah¡¯smand. I failed and thrashed on my back as the puppets wed at me, sharp teethtching onto my limbs as they attempted to tear With a deafening roar, I shifted into wolf form and for howded as he rolled to his feet, locking jaws around one of the corpses and throwing them into the fur. The b*dy thrashed and writhed as ck smoke billowed up from the pyre beforeying still and tautdding in the mes. One by one, we opped and tore through the bodies that reached for in. Our attempted to pluck out our eyes eyes while another 11.00 Fri, Jan 26 locked its arms around nur grck with inhuman strength and attempted to squeeze the life out of us. Tor was blinded by rage, and I was overwhelmed by the thousands of emotions that coursed through me. My mother was trying to kill me. The thought stuck in my throat like a shard of ss that was impossible to swallow without tearing me to pes Why? How did things go so very wrong for us, for my family? How did my parents be the people they were. How did it all With another roar of fury, I tore myself away from the grasping hands and mowed down the assants with my teeth. One by one they went down, only to get right bark up again like my bites had no real effect on them. Which of course they didn¡¯t. These beings felt no pain, had no soul. They would keep going until they fell apart. With that in mind, I decided on a new n and let the herd follow me to the fire pit. Once I had positioned myself in front of the mes, 1er theme at me. Hatched my jaws on them as they clumped around me and threw as many as I could into the fire. A scream of frustration came from Mairah who stood at the entrance of the tent as she watched her puppets burn. After the final b*dy had been cast into the mes and iled about until ity still, I turned my attention back to my mother thered in the stale blood of the corpses and stuking with anger. I prepared tounch myself at her Her eyes cleared of their white haze and widened as she watched ane run straight at her with my teeth bared. Before I could reach her, however, another shifter burst from the trees and blocked my path. A as my father. Elliot growled for me to stand dower and turned to face Moral himself. His voice was in my head just like I assumed it rang in hers.¡±So this is where you¡¯ve been hiding all these years, dearly beloved¡± For a moment, Moirals booked stricken and a link of genuine fear crossed her face. She look so terrified at that moment that a part of me wanted to get between her and my father, to protect her from the life she had left behind so long ago But after a moment, her face hardened and the regarded Elliot coldly, standing her ground and baring her own fangs. ¡°You have a lot of nerve showing up here, Elliot, she hissed her words and they dripped with pure venom. ¡°But maybe it¡¯s for the best. Maybe it¡¯s fate. I have been granted the opportunity to take you down myself I watched with confliction as my mother and father circled one another. Moirah looked poised and elegant, Elliot looked ready to kill Ever so gracefully, my mother began to shift, her slender gray well form taking shape as she red at my father. ¡°You had a lot of nerve leaving the way you did.¡± Elliot¡¯s words were equally venomous. ¡°You betrayed me Moirah. You betrayed your people. As he spoke, anger shaking his b*dy, I came to realize something about my father. Elliot masked his feelings with fury. expressed himself through terrorizing and brute force. I realized, at his words, that Elliot had been hurt 100. Moriah¡¯s disappearance had haunted him for years. My father was wracked with guilt and shame that his pride would not let him: ept. He evaded responsibility for his own actions by fighting back. Despite his ramblings about how unnecessary a mate was to an Alpha, Elliot had needed Mairah, had loved her in his own twisted way, more than he would probably let himself admit. For the first time ever I saw my father for the broken, hopeless man that he was and it disgusted me. I saw my mother for who she was, too. And at that moment I understood why she was so cold towards me now, Why she always had been. It wasn¡¯t that she hadn¡¯t loved me at all. Resented me, maybe, but it was like she said; she chose to protect herself. She epted that she had failed as a mother and she eliminated the possibility of ever regretting her actions. My parents were broken people, who I feared at that point could not be saved. As they leaped at each other I held my breath, entranced by the generation that had failed me. For a moment there was silence, and then Elliot and Moirah crashed into one another and the clearing rang with the sounds Fri, Jan 20 of a fierce battle. Elliot was so muchrger than Moirah¡¯s small gray woll, but she held her own and darted and snapped around therge lumbering figure of the man she had married years ago. ? Chapter 78 Chapter 78 -Ignatius- It was my mother who told me the story of how she had found her mate. It was one of those days where, instead of locking herself away in her study. Misirah had scooped me up and carried me outside to show me a fallen bird¡¯s nest that she had found It was days like that I looked forward to the most, the days when my mother felt like a real mother, like she cared about me and wanted to include me in her private lonely life. I would watch Angie interacting with her mother, the pecks on the cheek, and the handwritten notes that were left for her when her mother had to workte on some days. I would watch the small acts of affection and, even from a young age. I learned that my mother was not like most. There was something that my friends around me had that I did not. Although I could never quite figure out what exactly it was that was missing. For the most part, Moirah seemed repelled by me. She would keep her distance. She went about her motherly duties of washing me, feeding me, making sure that I brushed my teeth. But when I tried to reach for her, tried to wrap my little arms around her or k*ss her cheek the way I had seen Angie do with her mother, Mourah would wrench herself away, sometimes pushing the to the floor. She would stare at me like I was a stranger. Like she couldn¡¯t remember where I came from or why I was in her house. Sometimes she would look around herself in a daze like she couldn¡¯t recall how she had gotten there at all. But on some days, as few and far between as they were, I truly felt like my mother loved me. On days like that day, when she called me with excitement toe and see what she had found. I would drop whatever it was I was doing and rush to her side, ecstatic that my mother, my real mother, was back. On that particr day. Moirah pulled me close to her side and tipped the fallen nest to show me three small speckled eggs nestled inside. I was curious and I peered into the tiny enclosure made of twigs and leaves as Moirah exined where the eggs hade from. ¡°Do you know what a Cu ckoo bird is?¡± she had asked me as she stroked my hair and I shook my head. ¡°Cu ckoo birds are evil little creatures. They¡¯re aggressive and cruel. They alsoy their eggs inside the nests of other kinds of birds. When the egg hatches, the unsuspecting bird takes care of it as if it were one of its own. ¡°Sometimes, when the baby Cu ckoo gets bigger it throws the other bird¡¯s eggs out of the nest nature, the poor bird feels like it doesn¡¯t have a choice but to stay and mother the thing. She sounded unusually angry at that, but her voice softened when she noticed my distress. ¡°Can you guess which egg belongs to the C uckoo bird?¡± I examined the three eggs in question. They all looked the same to me. All of them had a teal tinge to their shells and brown speckles spread across them. One of them, however, was slightly bigger than the others. I pointed it out and Moirah nodded, picking the egg up with the tips of her fingers. ¡°That¡¯s right. Well done, Ignatius.¡° ¡°What are you going to do with it?¡± I had asked tentatively when she ced the rest at the foot of the tree it had fallen from and kept the Cu ckoo egg in her palm. ¡°People are always saying it¡¯s best to not mess with nature,¡± she said it bitterly and I assumed that she was thinking of things that only grown-ups knew about. ¡°They say there are consequences to disrupting the flow She lifted her hand to her face, examining the egg through the cra cks in her fingers. ¡°But sometimes, those rules are meant to be broken. And surely such an imposter deserves to be punished?¡± I cried out in horror as she crushed the egg in her hand. Yellowy liquid and congealed blood ran down her arm and she stared at her denched list. I remembered the look on her face when she had done it. There was anger there, frightening Tury But there was also relief as if she was finally allowed to breathe again. 1/3 After that, she had taken me in her arms, her fingers still dripping with the gruesome fluid, and lulled me when I began to cry, ¡°It¡¯s alright baby, it was only an egg¡± Eventually, my sobbing receded and she had offered to push maron the swing that my father had built in a nearby tree nutsisle of our house. That cherred me up almost immediately and I rushed to the tire and rope contraption and waited for Moirah to make me fly. I remembered the rhythmic thump of her hands on my back that pushed me into the air. I giggled gleefully as I swung into the air with legs kicking and then fell back down to earth again. swang, squealing with excitement when the ground seemed so far away beneath me, Moorah began to speak. And all the while there was that thump of hands on my back, pushing me higher and catching me again. ¡°You know, I met your fatherpletely by ident,¡± she had said quietly and her voice trailed away like she was looking back into the past. I was too busy enjoying myself to truly listen to what she was saying but her words held weight all the ¡°My parents were travelers. Rogues. My mother had always wanted to senle down agam but my father would have none of it. He had been the Alpha of a small pack until he was kicked out. He never did let it go, and he refused to join another pack as anything less than an Alpha He dragged my mother and me along with him on histile search for conquest.¡± At the mention of her father, my interest was piqued. ¡°You said it was his finger in the jar, Was it his finger?¡± The thought of a severed finger in a jar enthralled me for some reason. ¡°No, she hadughed and I thought I must have said something right because my mother never ¡°No that wasn¡¯t his. But it should have been. My father went up against your father, Elbot, when we stumbled on territory one day. Elliot was the Alpha to be and he wasn¡¯t too happy to have lurkers on his turf. My father, hows tough to back down. Eventually, Ellot put hum in the dirt.¡± There was a wistful tone in her voice that I couldn¡¯t understand. My mother had cried but I was ecstatic, I was final The second Elliot¡¯s eyes caught mine, we were in love and married soon after that. My mother wouldn¡¯t ept it and disappeared the night Elliot killed my father. I never saw her agum.¡° Her voice turned bitter after that. And the thump on my back grew more aggressive, pushed me to new heights, and winded me with the force of it. ¡°I did love your father once, or at least I thought I did. Elliot was charming, he promised to protect me. It was only after he put a child in me that he let his true colors show. And now I¡¯m trapped again, fated to take care of a monster and his son.¡± I swung into the air once more, flying so high I thought I would swing aplete 180 around the tree branch. When I fell back down again the hands at my back were gone. I swung back and forth, waiting for the momentum to slow enough for me to climb off without falling while I watched my mother walk away from me. I never heard herugh again. Now, as I watched my parents collide with one another in a flurry of teeth and ws, I thought back to that day, Moirah had tried her best to love me. But she had never quite managed it. I was always going to be another bar in her prison cell. Years of pent-up anger and the greatest need to run away had twisted my mother into something else entirely. That tire swing didn¡¯t exist anymore. Neither did the house. My father had burned it down the day my mother left and after that, we built a new house. Only that house was situated as far away from the previous one as Elliot could manage. Even the field was gone, abandoned and mattended, it became nothing but a scar of dead earth and soil that C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. poisoned anything that tried to grow there. I wanted to intervene in my parent¡¯s battle but my legs refused to move. I no longer knew who I was supposed to be defending. My father was lighting the woman who had sworn revenge on my people. My mother was lighting the man who had sworn revenge on hier. I winced when my mother¡¯s woll yelped as Elliot caught her in his jaws at the scruff of her neck. It was a horrific battle. It was wrong and terrifying and I could do nothing to stop them. They were determined to tear each other to pieces. Unable to get to her feet from where Elliot had pinned her dow, Moirah shifted back to human form in the blink of an eye LID ONTS and slipped away from Elliot before he could snap his jaws down again. She darted across the clearing and threw open the canvas curtains of the tent. My father shifted too and bolted after her but not before Moirah, bleeding and breathing heavily, could bring a vial of dark liquid to her lips. She gulped down everyst drop and, as soon as Elliot was upon her she turned, shattering the ss against his head and shifting once more, While Elliot stumbled back, wiping blood from his eyes that poured from a nasty ga sh in his forehead Moirali dropped to the floor like her b*dy had suddenly given up. Elliot raised his fists and I finally began to move. ¡°No, don¡¯t I shifted on the spot and sprinted to my father, stopping his fist midair and wrenching him away from where my mothery, seemingly unconscious. ¡°Leave her alone! I kicked at my father who fell to his knees, growling. ¡°She¡¯s down. You¡¯ve done enough.¡± Eliot spat blood on the floor and looked up at me with angry eyes. ¡°Now you¡¯re defending her? She¡¯s the reason the Bielke is in trouble.¡± Elliot stood up and tried to push past me but I pushed back, ncing over my shoulder at my mother who didn¡¯t seem to be breathing. What was the stuff in the jar? Furious, Elliot barrelled towards me again, fur breaking out on his skin as he roared, ¡°Can¡¯t you see what she¡¯s doing?! That¡¯s how she¡¯s been turning these shifters! She¡¯s going to wake up stronger. The words had barely passed his lips when something thumped against my back, into my back. I gasped and sta ggered forwards a few steps. Sudden pain shot through my back, traveled up my spine, and made my head spin. Elliot¡¯s eyes were wide with shock. I had never before seen my father truly stunned. Whatever had buried itself in my back was suddenly removed and I felt hot blood beginning to flow. I turned slowly, hazily, and faced my mother, Moirah¡¯s face was a nk te, her eyes were cold and wide open. Her pupils were pinpricks. She looked taller, stronger. Her wed right hand was red with blood. My blood COMMENT Chapter 79 Chapter 79 -Angie- Johan¡¯sugh was piercing and cruel. ¡°You thought you were distracting me, didn¡¯t you?¡± The other shifters approached with the same menacing slow gait that Johan used. All of them were inhumanlyrge. Their muscles rippled under their skin and their teeth glinted as they growled. ¡°As much as I would love to take you down myself,¡± Johan said gleefully. ¡°I have other business to attend to. A certain redhead is long overdue for a friendly visit I had to warn Dorothy. I had to do something. Fae and the others were still nowhere to be seen and nob*dy was the Tally¡¯s ns. syet aware of ¡°Where are the rest of your troops?¡± I didn¡¯t expect him to answer me but Johan seemed to have written me off as a dead girl and was more than happy to gloat ¡°Over on the South waiting for the go-ahead to strike,¡± he grinned evilly and his sunken eyes betrayed his pride. ¡°We outnumber your people ten to one.¡± Johan nodded to the other shifters who began to surround me. Their jaws were thering with foam and they paused their transformation between human and wolf. They towered over me, growling and bristling in anticipation, giant wolven creatures with a lust for blood. The stench overpowering and I swallowed my need to gag and splutter as it filled my nostrils. I had no other option. I turned on my heel and bolted in the direction of my car, praying to the moon goddess, and else watched over the wolves of the world, that I would make it there in time. -Ignatius- 1 couldn¡¯t fathom it. My mind was unable to make the connection, to believe that my own mother would stab me in the back. My mouth moved but no words came out. I took a step towards her and Moirah lifted her red hand to strike again. Before she could swipe her ws across my chest, Elliot was upon her once again. Their wolves burst forth, only this time, the gray wolf was almost the same size as my father¡¯s, Their movements were rough and aggressive. Moirah fought like a wild animal, unhinged and insanely powerful. Elliot was faltering, as impossible as it was toprehend They tumbled closer to the mes of the fire pit and Moirali locked ragged teeth on Elliot¡¯s back leg, lifting him into the air and throwing him towards the mes. Instead ofnding directly into the fire, Elliot¡¯s wolf form tumbled into the dry wood. that stood beside it. The logs were rolled into the fire and the mes began to spread licking across the clearing with fiery fingers and setting the entire area oze. I dropped to my knees in a daze as the world around me turned red and orange. I clutched at my back where Moirah¡¯s ws had gouged into my skin. ¡°Dorothy¡± 1 didn¡¯t need to think about it. I reached for her from that distance, calling to her for what felt like the final time as the mes inched ever closer. The heat caused sweat to break out on my skin and the billowing mes made it impossible to breathe I coughed and wheezed, unable to catch myself as I fell forward on the ground. ¡°Dorothy 11:01¡ä Fri, Jan 26 And suddenly she was there.. ¡°Ignatius?¡± she sounded frantic, afraid. She didn¡¯t give a moment to think. ¡°Ignatius, they¡¯re here.¡± 59% My vision was failing me, I drifted in and out of fuzzy consciousness as my mother and father fought. I stared at their blurry figures with my face pressed into the dirt. Two dark silhouettes against the billowing red mes. ¡°L. Who?¡± ¡°The Tally army.¡± Her fear was palpable on my tongue. ¡°Johan, They¡¯re here.¡± Suddenly her words became clear to me and my eyes flew open again ¡°How many of them? How?¡± I pushed myself up and onto my knees and stumbled backward as more trees around me began to catch fire. My mate was in danger. And I had made her a promise. I promised I woulde back alive. I promised I would protect her. I had to keep that promise. I would not let myself burn alongside my parents. ¡°Too many,¡± was all she said in response, until, ¡°I love you.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t say it like you¡¯re saying goodbye.¡± I got to my feet. ¡°This isn¡¯t over yet. Wait for me.¡± A guttural Ifowl had me ncing away from where I was stumbling through the mes. Just in time to watch Elliot force Mairah into the fire. She writhed, howling in furious agony. My father backed away as Moirah pulled herself from the fire. her f¨¹r still aze as she rolled about to tame the mes. Her wolf form failed her and Moirah shifted back, still scrambling towards my father with a scream of age. Her whi was ckened and burnt and her eyes were wild. My mother was fueled by a rage All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. unleashed as she wed and shed. father who had shifted back as well. With one final, agonizing wail, Moirah leaped at my father and Elliot lifted an iron de from where he must have discarded it before. hair Iny He didn¡¯t even need to thrust it. Moirah was impaled on the de¡¯s edge, unable to pause her attack before it was toote. She stared at the knife in her chest like she couldn¡¯tprehend what had happened. From where I stood, I could see her lips moving as she spoke to my father but her words were lost to the roar of the mes and the cra ckling of the underbrush as it burned. I couldn¡¯t bear to watch any longer and I turned to hurry through the trees and outrun the fire, stumbling as I went. Moirah¡¯s voice in my head was faint as I disappeared through the smoke, ¡°I really did try to love you Pain shot through my back as I pulled my way through the trees leaning on the gnarled trunks for support as my b*dy struggled to heal the deep wound. A stronger pain cut through my heart like a knife. I closed my mind off from the world and made my way through the mes Right when I felt I would pass out from the smog that clogged my lungs and made me choke, I heard a rustling in the woods. Unable to put up much of a fight in my condition, I crouched down against the bark of a tree and hoped that I would be overlooked. However, a familiar voice called from the woods and I scrambled to my feet, looking around me in every direction. ¡°ro!¡± I tried to call back but the smoke in my lungs set off a painful coughing fit and I fought to stay on my feet, fully aware that I was being suffocated where I stood. All around me, the forest was flush with creatures rushing to escape the fire. I assumed. no more Tally shifters had shown up when the mes began because they too feared the power of fire in the forest. All of a sudden, to stood before me, a bundled-up t-shirt held over his mouth and nose. His face lit up when he saw me but turned to our of concern when he saw the state 1 was in. Behind him, the rest of my crew arrived except for two young trackers who had apanied us ¡°There you are!¡° 24 Fri, Jan 26 591 Carly shouldered to aside and handed me another rag to hold over my face. The two of them propped my arms over their shoulders and escorted me through the burning woods. The going was rough and we tripped a few times but finally, the edge of the forest could be seen in front of us and the blinding rays of the setting sun zed through the trees. +5. We broke free of the tree line and tumbled to the ground, gasping for air and staring up at the purple sky that bore the first spattering of twin kling stars. ¡°Wow¡± to huffed beside me. ¡°I thought we lost you there for a moment. What the f u ck happened in there?¡± ¡°Dorothy!¡± 1 eximed and attempted to roll to my feet. ¡°The Tally split in two! Their army is on Bielke territory right now! I doubled over as my sharp movements tore the freslily healed scar on my back open again. I got to my knees shakily. ¡°We have to get back there.¡±¡° ¡°I know.¡± Carly climbed to her feet and offered me a hand up. ¡°We fought the shifters that to led our way. One of them fessed up, said we¡¯d already lost. Apparently, Johan and his army set out in secret early this morning. Must have been right before we found the camp. ¡°We need to move!¡± The thought of Dorothy all alone as the Tally closed in, as Johan hunted her down, was terrifying. I had lost too much today, I would not lose the one good thing that came out of such terrible circumstances. I would not lose my mate. I promised I would protect her. Flickers of memories flitted through my head in quick session. A fallen tree, a storm. ire¡¯s empty eyes, blonde hair wet with blood, and the pouring rain. I would not break my promise again. SEND GET COMMENT Chapter 80 Chapter 80 Angie Ididn¡¯t get very far before the Tally shifters were on me. I was knocked to the ground and winded when one of them rammed into my back. Turning in the dirt I hissed and wed at the eyes of the shifter that had floored me. He howled in anger when my desperate ws dug into his eyes and I scrambled out from under him and back to my feet. The other shifters had surrounded me, forming a tight circle and closing in fast. Johan spoke to me as he passed the gathering of monsters. ¡°It was nice knowing you, little shifter. But I¡¯m afraid I won¡¯t be alde to see you off¡± ¡°Johant¡± I shrieked my fury at him as he gave me a small cheery wave and contorted into hisrge wolf form. ¡°Don¡¯t hurt her¡± I was wailing, crying. Both fear and fury churned in my chest as I watched the brawny wolf disappear into the woods. Please don¡¯t hurt her L Itimol my attention back to the shifters around me and cried out in frustration as the yellowed eyes locked onto me and they all prepared in strike. Where was Fae! Where was my team? It couldn¡¯t end like this. I had promised Ignatius I would protect Dorothy. I promiseil Far I would stay alive. It seemed hopeless, and a part of me wanted to drop to my knees and give up right then and there. I felt my energy waning javi swayed on my feet. The surrounding shifters nipped and snarled as they swarmed around me like predators taunting their prey. They could alle at the at once and I wouldn¡¯t stand a chance. But they didn¡¯t do that. They were enjoying watching me suffer, breaking down from the inside out at the direness of my situation. I let out an angry so b and then a scream when another row of sharp teeth brushed at my shoulder. The shifter responsible danced away from me again with manic glee. I turned in circles trying to keep my eye on as many of the moving bodies as I could at the same time, but my courage was failing me. They became a blur of movement and gnashing teeth as they danced around me like a game of ring- around-the-rose-tree gone wrong And all the while, Johan got closer and closer to Dorothy. ¡°You can¡¯t give up now,¡± my wolf growled in my chest. ¡°We¡¯vee too far to give up now.¡± Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. I didn¡¯t want to back down but I couldn¡¯t see a way out of this one ¡°You promised you would protect her. You have to get through this. For all of them.¡± I had no time to respond before the shifters pounced. I was caught in a mass of fur and writhing bodies that were trying to tear me apart. With a loud howl and one final scrap of determination, my wolf form burst forth and I snarled at the monstrous creatures. I wasn¡¯t going down without a fight. I bit and tore, wed, and swiped. I ignored the pain that shot through my b*dy when teethtched onto me and tore myself away over and over again I was tiring fast, but I would not relent. I would fight tooth and mail to the bitter end. I owed it to them. To Dorothy, Ignatius, Gideon, and my soldiers. And to Fae. She would never forgive me for leaving before her. I held my own for a while, but the shifters moved quickly, darting back and forth like a pack of wild dogs instead of wolves. I thought it was finally over, when my back legs were swiped out from under me and I tell, immediately swarmed by the shifters and their ws. I fought and howded as I tried to get to my feet, but the flurry of assault kept me down for good. With my b*dy weakening and my breathing elevated. I looked past the twisted legs of the shifters across the opened field. I could ser glimpses of sky, dirt, then sky again as I was pushed and pulled ansul by sharp-wed hands and fanged jaws. 11:01/ Fri, Jan 26 G Somewhere in the distance, I could hear my name being called and I chalked it up to my imagination. Surely people hear the voices of those they love when they¡¯re on the brink of death? The voices grew louder and my eyes flew open when they became clearer. Suddenly, the shifters surrounding me were pulled away, one by one, and the sound of shing teeth and heavy bodies rang out across the field My vision was blurred and dark spots danced across my eyes like tv static. I struggled to pull myself up from where I had fallen to see my soldiers, my team, scraping it out with the ferocious Tally shifters. ¡°Angie¡± Far threw off the assant who was attempting to snap at her and ran to my side, dropping to her knees and inspecting the damage dealt to my weakened b*dy. ¡°F u ck. Angie im sorry we took so long! I¡¯m so sorry¡± The howling that began around us was deafening, as the Tally shifters were speared with the dozens of iron des we had made over the past few days. One by one they were taken down, screaming and wailing as they rolled in the dirt and the ckened skin around their wounds began to spread. It was like they had caught alight and were desperate to quell the mes but there was no fire to be seen. Fae tried to help me to my feet but I was in pretty bad shape by then. ¡°Come on. Angie, you¡¯ve got to get up!¡± She wrapped her arms around my furry neck and tried to lift me to no avail. Slowly and painfully, I shifted back and Fae was able to drag me to my feet and out of the way of the brutal battle going down in the open field. My limp b*dy left a trail of blood behind me as we went. One of my arms waspletely numb and the other was clearly broken. I couldn¡¯t recall exactly when it had happened amidst the skirmish. Dazed and fading fast. 1 looked around me at the shifters who collided with one another in battle. Despite our lesser numbers, the Bielke had the upper hand in this fight. The iron des that our members wielded were enough to take down every Tally shifter despite their size and strength, The trick, however, was getting close enough to take a stab at their flesh. I watched with hooded lids as one of our own was thrown across the dirt by a shifter they had been attempting to take down. ¡°The res,¡± Fae huffed as she dragged me along. ¡°Where are they ¡°In the car,¡± I muttered weakly. ¡°I brought them from Dorothy¡¯s ce ¨C oh g od. Dorothy!¡± 1 twisted in her arms. As the fog in my head cleared my initial panic returned. ¡°We have to get to D orothy! Johan¡¯s on his way there right now. She¡¯s all alone there!¡± ¡°Johan is here?¡± Fae sounded as panicked as I felt. We made it to the car and she wrenched the backseat door open, dumping me on the leather seats and reaching for the re gun. ¡°He¡¯s got an army waiting at the ready to the south of us¡± I said burriedly. ¡°We don¡¯t have much time. We need to warn everyone to be ready¡± ¡°So red then,¡± Fae said as she snapped the gun into action and lifted it to the sky. She pressed her raised arm against one car and put her hand over the other as she fired the red re into the waning evening light. It shot into the sky with a bang and shed brightly, high enough for everyone within Bielke territory to see. The war had begun. -Jolun- I ran through the woods at an even pace at first I didn¡¯t want to burn through my newly replenished b*dy too quickly and I much preferred to conserve my energy for theing battle. I was ready for bloodshed after all. I wanted Ignatius toe home to hnd no one left. Not a single member of his precious park And not his mate. Not alive at least The mere thought of Dorothy had ine quickening my pace. I was so close to victory, so close to fully getting my say in the matter. Righting the wrong punishing those responsible for all of my suffering. Dorothy¡¯s blood sang to me. I could sense it even from afar. 1 beinded through the forest in an almost cuphoric state, the thought of my mate driving me to push myself further, faster. As I ran. I yed the scene out over and over again in my head. The revenge I had pictured so many times since my rebirth with the Tally. I would taunt her at first, of course, make her alert and on edge but never reveal myself. Let her sense my presence and smell my scent. Hear my ws scraping outside her front door. Rile her up until she was terrified, until she called out for Ignatius Ignatius who was at the moment far away, slinking around Tally territory like he thought he knew what he was doing. Like he thought he was some kind of hero. Some Alpha. I would take everything from him, just as he had done to me. I would rip him of his title as Alpha. There can be no Alpha without a pack to govern, only a lonely nemad as good as dead. I would take that which he loved dearly. I would let him bear witness to the lifeless b*dy of his mate and watch him break before my eyes. But not before I had drained her of her blood, ted off her fear, and forced an apology from those soft tender lips. It was a glorious thought and Julianna howled along with me as we sped through the trees in a sh. Every single moment of pain that had ever urred because of her ran through my head at once. I remembered the weak, feeble shifter I used to be. The boy who couldn¡¯t stand up to his own girlfriend. The boy who could never look his father in the eye. The ticking of that cursed clock grew louder in my head as it did every time I revisited these thonights: So loud that it was like a boom of thunder that rocked through my skull. Rather than fear the memories, however, this I let them fuel me as I continued my rampage through the trees. I slowed my pace only when I reached the familiar forest area that surrounded the mansion on the cliffs. Tense with enthralled anticipation. I stalked along the perimeter, testing the air and making sure the coast was clear. It was just as I h anticipated. The shifter named Angie was the only one lunging fround to protect Dorothy. And now Angie was gone. The only scent present in the air was that of Dorothy herself. I inhaled deeply and let her hush scent fill my head and envelope me even from some distance away from the house. I was almost giddy with excitement. I could not have asked for a more perfect opportunity. 1 skirted quietly all the way up to the front door of the house which hung slightly asar. moving slightly in the breeze and creaking as it did so. But something was wrong. Dorothy¡¯s scent was present, there was no doubt about that. It was a fresh scent as though she had only very recently passed through the door. I had to calm myself down before I was able to pinpoint exactly what was bothering me. It was her presence. I could no longer feel her presence. Enraged and unwilling to believe. I shifted on the spot and kicked open the door to the house with a roar. There was no one to be seen inside. ¡°No. It can¡¯t be I tore through the house, room by room, following the fresh scent of my mate. But the house was empty. Awarm cup of coffer still stood at the kitchen sink, tendrils of steam curledzily into the air from the hot, milky liquid. But my mate was nowhere to be found. was furious. I had been cheated of my moment. My perfect revenge. I raged and hollered loud enough to make the windows shake in their frames, knocking things to the floor and mming my beefy fists into the drywall. It broke through with a loud cr ack and I did it again and again. Pounding with both my fists until there was a decent-sized hole pummeled into the wall How dare she. How dare she deny me my moment I swiped the steaming cup of coffee to the floor and howled. ¡°She must be nearby,¡± Julianna insisted. ¡°She has to be. She couldn¡¯t have gotten far.¡± I stared down at the hot lead that trickled across the floor She was right. Her scent was still tresh. She had to be close. 59% I followed her scent to the front door and out into the garden, tracking her sporadic movements in confusion. ¡°Where are you going little dine?¡± As I stalked the property, I envisioned all the ways I was going to torment her. It was less than what she deserved. It was mercy even, I could be worse. I contemted keeping her around until after the war so that she could see the aftermath. So that I could force her to take in the consequences of her actions. This was all her fault. She was the one who started it all. She was the one who was going to pay. All of a sudden I came to an abrupt halt and sniffed the air in confusion. Her scent cut off randomly at the edge of the forest.. I paused and circled the area once again but it was true. I couldn¡¯t track her scent any further. I tried to keep my cool but my eyebrow twitched and I couldn¡¯t help but keep up a low growl as 1 grew more and more frustrated. Then my eye caught the small nt that was growing nearby. I recognized the leaves, I had used them myself once. ¡°That sly little b itch¡± She had masked her scent with the leaves from the nt. My patience wilted and I snapped. With a loud howl of warning. I crashed into the forest, running blindly as I tried to locate my mate. ¡°Dorothy? Borothy! Where are you?¡± My tone went from chiding to angry to coaxing as my anger grew. She would not one- up me. She would not escape me. I wouldn¡¯t allow it, I turned in circles, scanning the foliage for a sh of red hair. The forest stared back at me, silent and undisclosing, I used to find sce in the forest. I used to feel at peace amongst the tall trees and the gnarled roots. Now, nature seemed hostile towards me. Small creatures ran from my scent and it was as if the trees themselves leaned away from me as I passed, repelled by what I had be. I brushed those thoughts aside. That was merely the cost of change. Violence is necessary for rebirth. Revenge would be sweeter than any trickling natural stream. I would stain the soil with blood and the forest would have no choice but to soak it up and herald me as the superior being ¡°Dorothy!¡± It was amand this time, but still, I heard no reply. Then, all of a sudden, through the trees I heard the distance revving of an engine. ¡°No!¡± I followed the sound, running myself ragged even with my powerful b*dy until I broke free of the tree line onto the road beyond. I was just in time to see a beaten up van speeding off. gunning it as fast as the engine could manage. Through the back window, I caught a glimpse of those brilliant red locks. Dorothy, my mate, turned to look at me. Her green eyes were cold and condoning. Her jaw was set and she held my gaze as the car disappeared in a cloud of dust. I screamed with rage and my voice echoed around the silent road and the woods beyond and bounced back at me. With no other choice, I turned my mind inward, reaching out m entally to awaken my second in SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 81 Chapter 81 Dorothy ¡°I could feel himing from a mile away. I knew immediately that something either Angie or Far after an hour of impatient waiting very wrong when I couldn¡¯t contact My fears were confirmed when his presence became apparent. Johan was close, and by the force of his energy radiating towards me like I was his target, he was getting closer. Thad been in the kitchen making my eighth cup of decal coffee when I felt him nearby. Even with our severed connection. I was still somehow able to sense his presence. 1 had no idea whether it was because of how abysmal our rejection of each other had gone, or because of Johan¡¯s own burning fury towards me, but either way, we were still connected somehow. This was something I intended to use to my advantage achest as I could. I knew I had to art fast Johan would be nearing the cottage any minute and thest thing I wanted was toe face to face cith the monstrous shifter alone. I hightailed it out of the house as fast as my legs could carry me, groaning at the pains it seat through my stomach. My children twisted and kicked and I pressed a hand to my belly as I ran false trails all over the property. ¡°Don¡¯t worry little ones your mom?s got this. Nothing had is going to happen to you.¡± When I was satisfied with my criss-cross mess of scent trails, I made my way to the edge of the forest where I knew there gerwa Physalis nt. I hurriedly rubbed as many leaves as I could grab over my bare skin and began a frenzied sprint through the woods. My training with Rita and Angie had paid off and I was able to bound effortlessly through the forest even with the addition of two children nestled in my womb With all the concentration I could manage while still keeping an eye on the uneven terrain I ran through, I tried once again to reach Ignatius. Thest thing I want to do was rm him, but he needed to know that the Tally was on our turf. If he didn¡¯t already. If he was alive¡­ I knocked those thoughts from my head and kept running, all the while reaching with my mind to find my mate. All of my concentration was unnecessary though, as Ignatius¡¯ own voice was carried to me. ¡°Dorothy He sounded odd like he was floating in a daze. I didn¡¯t have time to talk for long. I rejoiced that my mate was alive and then immediately conveyed the message, ¡°Ignatius, they¡¯re here Something was wrong. I wanted to ask, but there was a shifter hot on my heels and Ignatius needed to know about the army ¡°The Tally army¡± I was breathing heavily, begging my b*dy to deal with just a little more work, just hold out a little longer ¡°Johan They¡¯re here: He was silent for a moment before his voice grew louder in my head. ¡°How many of them? Flow?¡± I heard a bowl in the distance and presumed Johan must have arrived to fund the house empty. The rage in his guttural nicking was apparent and I swallowed the ache in my throat and picked up the pace Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Too many Trould sense John¡¯s army south of the border. Angie had and there were only a few on the far side of Bielke territory, but she was wrong. There were more. They were an eval pre that made my skin pric kle and every natural instinct screamed ar away from that side of Barlbe surd as possibile ||| 11:01 Fri, Jan 26 I assumed this had been his n all along. He waited until our leader was gone and then he chose to strike. He must have Jured Angle away from the house too. Revtion after revtion urred to me as I darted along and I berated myself for not seeing his n sooner. We had yed right into their hands I swallowed and licked my tongue over dried lips. ¡°I love you.¡± I meant it. I understood that there was a chance, a very good chance, that I may not make it out of this war alive. A chance that I would never see my mate again. I poured every possible emotion into those three words and hoped he could feel how much I truly meant them. ¡°Don¡¯t say it like you¡¯re saying goodbye,¡± his voice was gentle in my head and I wanted to cry. I would have given anything to rum straight into his arms at that very moment. ¡°This isn¡¯t over yet.¡± His determination wasforting, his words kept my legs moving, carrying me ever closer to safety. ¡°This isn¡¯t over yet.¡± And then the curtain between us fell closed again as Ignatius fought toe back and I fought to escape the shifter that pursued me through the trees. As I ran, I whipped out my phone and once again dialed Angie. It rang and rang until it switched to voicemail. ¡°F uck!¡± I tried again and this time dialed Fae who answered on the third ring ¡°Dorothy! Are you alright?¡± 1 breathed a sigh of relief and skirted over a fallen tree that blocked my path. I¡¯m okay, but I need your help. Johan turned up at the cottage, it won¡¯t be long until he catches up with me.¡± He¡¯s there already?!¡± Fae¡¯s voice was a squeak m uffled by the sound of tires burning and an engine revving. Where are now? Angie warned us about Johan. Me and Gid¡¯s are on our way to your ce right now.¡± you ¡°Running for my life through the go d dam n trees, I m unt ered and a shiver pric kled over my skin when another howl from Johan traveled through the trees and frightened birds from the branches. I recalled the story of little red riding hood, about the girl in red who was chased through the woods by a wolf. It bothered me that I couldn¡¯t recall exactly how that story ended. Did she get a happily ever after? Or did the wolf gobble her up along with the rest of her family? ¡°Meet me on Delm Street, the road that cuts through the forest ¡°We¡¯ll be there in a second, hang tight. And don¡¯t let him catch you.¡± Fae¡¯s voice was strained, anxious at the severity of the situation ¡°Noted.¡± I was about to hang up but brought the phone back to my ear, panting as my b*dy began to take strain. ¡°Is Angie alright? Fae took a little too long to answer me and dread crept into my heart. ¡°She¡¯ll be okay. She has to be.¡± ¡°You¡¯re lying Fae was silent on the other side of the phone. ¡°See you in a minute,¡± I whispered and hung up. I was red in the face and a sheen of sweat broke out on my forehead as I struggled to breath. Just a little further. My calves were burning and so were my lungs as I pushed my b*dy onwards. My main source of motivation was the distant howls that rang out through the forest as somewhere behind me, Johan grew more and more frustrated when he was unable to find me. Finally, I saw the striking rays of sunlight through the trees ahead of me. The sun was going down rapidly, sinking below the h orizon. The woods behind me were already darkening and the approaching shadows goaded me onwards. I broke through the tree line and stumbled out onto the quiet forest road. It was a road Ignatius and I had taken many times. A shortcut that wasn¡¯t so short, in order to get it on away from home just for the thrill of it. Moments like those seemed so Fri, Jan 26 far away now and I forced back the tears that threatened to pour forth at the thought of my mate. Momentster, Gideon¡¯s van came screaming around the dip in the road and screeched to a halt in front of me. Fae threw open the doors, an expression of relief on her face, and pulled me inside as Gideon grinned at me. ¡°Get in loser.¡± ¡°Thanks for the save,¡± I said shakily. ¡°We need to get out of here, Johan¡¯s close.¡± Gideon revved the engine and made a sharp turn so precarious I thought the van might just topple over. But it rightened itself almost immediately and we sped away back down the road just as Johan burst from the trees behind us. I turned in my seat and peered at him through the grimy back window. I hadn¡¯t seen Johan since the night at the vi. It seemed so long ago that it could have been a previous life I was recalling 1 had been a different person back then. We both were. But where I had been a timid, lonely individual who had grown to know her worth, Johan had been a charming, if a little passive,pelling person. Time and trauma had twisted him into a terrifying being hell bent on revenge. I took in his angry, wild eyes and nasty, pointed ws. He stared at me like he wanted to rip me apart. He was not the man! had once been fated to love. He was not a man at all. I hadn¡¯t truly believed it before, unable to picture it in my mind, but upon looking at him. I finally understood it to be true. Johan was a monster. A pale imitation of the man he used to be. I narrowed my eyes at him as he watched us drive away, a protective hand over my stomach. He would not get the revenge he sought. I wouldn¡¯t allow it. I hade to ept that the man I had once cared for no longer existed, too far gone on his quest for vengeance. would do what I had to protect iny new family, my home, as well as my people. He would not harm the ones that I loved. I wouldn¡¯t allow it Like Ignatius had said, it wasn¡¯t over yet. The Bielke were nowhere near surrender. We had hearts of steel and shields of iron on our side. And we intended to use it. I stared my old mate down as he became a distant blurry figure, hoping that thest shred of our connection would carry my words to him. A waming a promise. I would not let him win. SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 82 Chapter 82 -Ignatius- ¡°We¡¯re not going to make it there in time, Carly protested and 1 bashed my knuckle against my head. ¡°We have to try. We need to move now.¡± Everyone was ready to leave, but Carly was right. My team was worn down and exhausted from the fight in the woods. We had lost two young members to the Tally that to had led into the camp and their deaths would be on my conscience forever. There was no time for sentiment yet though. Johan was moving into Bielke territory as we spoke and we were running out of time. The forest behind us was still aze and the smoke curled up into the darkeing sky, blocking out the stars and looming over us like a bad omen. My b*dy was still healing from the wound my mother had gifted me before her death. Every rough movement I made tore it open again. I was in no shape to run the distance back to Bjelke territory. But by G d I was ready to try. Dorothy was alone out there and Johan was on the prowl. I had to get back to my mate, no question. ¡°There might be an easier way.¡± Imed to look at to who had his brow furrowed and he chewed on his knuckles in thought. He looked up at me with a spark in his eye. ¡°The van. The one they brought me here with. It might still be there¡± you dinner I grabbed his shoulders and bashed my forehead against his, ¡°If we survive this, I owe y I pushed him back again and pulled on the jacket that had been handed to me. I wore nothing but a tattered pair of jeans swiped from the mes and the cold air soothed my hot bare skin. ¡°Let¡¯s go.¡± I set off in the direction of where we hadst seen the van and my team followed along behind me, to blushing as we well At first I thought that it must have been taken already, swiped by some Tally shifters escaping the fires, but we jogged a little further and suddenly there it was to who oped in delight and we ran for the dingy rusted van that stood a little way from the smoking trees. The fire hadn¡¯t reached that part of the woods yet, but it was spreading fast and it would be directly upon us and the van both if we didn¡¯t act quickly. And it was hot, so very hot. Heat licked across my skin as it radiated from the forest, soothed only by the asional breeze that blew through and quickened the mes ent across the trees. I ripped open the drivers door and was surprised to find it unlocked. Peering inside I was even more All rights ? N?velDrama.Org. suprised to find that the keys were still in the ignition. ¡°Alright, everyb*dy get in Carly threw open the back doors and everyone gagged at the putrid stench of dried blood and other fluids that wafted from the bark. No one was happy with the gruesome ride hut at least there were no bodies in the back this time. The van was haunting, but it was also our one way ticket home. I turned to Will who was the only our who seemed to be coping with the rancid scent well enough. ¡°Will, you drive. I need to let my b*dy heal in time to fight¡± He nodded and climbed into the drivers seat, probably eager to avoid sitting amongst the muck that lined the back of the van. We were all paling into theck when a single figure stumbled out of the smokey woods. I pauses my helping of another team member into the back of the an and squinted at the figure 11:01 Fri, Jan 26 G. He stumbled closer, shaking his head and coughing as he walked, until I could get a beter look at him. ¡°Of course, you made it out¡± 4 up at me me from where he stood. I stood my ground and folded my arms as I had said it under my breath but the man looked up Elliot approached. ¡°Ignatius!¡± he called and lifted a hand to wave. He glimpsed the blood, my mother¡¯s blood, that stained his fingers and immediately shoved his hands back into the pockets of his burned jeans. He sauntered all the way up to the van and I stepped out to meet him, blocking him from getting any closer. ¡°What do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± ¡°Come now,¡± he growled at my hostility. ¡°We¡¯re both on the same side. We want to protect our people. Surely I¡¯ve just proven that to you?¡± ¡°All you have proven to me is your insatiable need for violence and bloodshed.¡± I spoke coldly. ¡°Moirah didn¡¯t need to die.¡± His expression darkened and he straightened his back. For most of my life, Elliot had been taller than me, towering over me like a cruel g od. Only 1 had grown some in the past year or two and now our eyes were aligned perfectly as I held my ground against my father. I kept my arms folded loosely at my chest while Elliot flexed his blo ody knuckles. ¡°Someone had to take care of her,¡± he said darkly, and I noticed the gray hairs in the overgrown stubble on his jaw for the first time. ¡°She was a loose end. She was a threat to my people, you can¡¯t deny that.¡± ¡°Your people?¡± I raised an eyebrow. I didn¡¯t have time to argue with my father. I had a pack to protect, I had a mate waiting for me. Elliot himself was the loose end who absolutely refused to stay tied. ¡°The Bielke are not your people anymore.¡± I turned to follow the others into the van, motioning for Will to get the engine running as the fire crept closer and closer. That turned out to be a mistake, however, as Elliot gripped my shoulder. Enraged, he threw me to the floor, inches away from where a burning log had fallen and peals of fire were creeping along the sta ggered patches of grass. ¡°You will never be Alpha so long as I am breathing!¡± he roared and I pulled myself to my feet. I didn¡¯t have time for a fight. and in my condition I wouldn¡¯t win one if I tried. ¡°Look at yourself,¡± I yelled to my father over the roar of the fire. People¡¯s lives are at stake. Johan is marching on our territory as we speak and you want to waste time with a needless brawl. You don¡¯t care about your people.¡± I stormed towards him and gripped his ckened shirt, leering into his face as I hissed, ¡°You don¡¯t deserve to be the Alpha.¡± Elliot¡¯s look of fury mirrored my own. ¡°You¡¯re nothing without me,¡± he spat ¡°There is nothing you can teach me about being a good leader, 1 spoke loudly, my voice building to a roar as I confronted my father. ¡°There is nothing you can teach me about being a good mate. And there is absolutly nothing you can teach me about being a good father.¡± Moirah¡¯s blood on his hands had me seeing red, but I would not stoop to his level, ¡°Because I I know what a good father is meant to be. And I know that that¡¯s not what you are. Fathers raise their children with kindness, not brute force. Fathers protect their families, not tear them apart from the inside. I was raised by my closest friends. I was saved by my mate. They are my family, the Bielke fire my people. And you are not wee there.¡± With all of my strength, I pushed him backward and Elliot sta ggered a few steps, staring at me with an incredulous look. My words were wasted on him. He would not hear what he didn¡¯t want to. I turned once again to leave and climb into the van which was now shuddering to a start. Behind me. Elliot released a loud cry of fury andunched himself at me. I had been ready for his attack I hadn¡¯t wanted it toe to this, but I had been ready all the same. I turned on the spot and lifted the III Fri, Jan 26 of wood that I had spotted in the dirt earlier and drove it into Elliot¡¯s heart. 59% My father¡¯s eyes widened in disbelief and he stood frozen in ce, choking slightly as he clutched at the long piece of timber that was buried in his chest. My grip on the end of the hunk of wood was tight and I was breathing heavily, staring my father in the eye as he regarded me in a new light. Elliot smiled, and a trickle of blood started from his hips as he caughed. Blood stained his teeth red and flecks of the crimson liquid spattered onto my face. I stood, unflinching as my fatherughed out loud. ¡°Now you¡¯re the Alpha, Ignatius, You¡¯ve killed me¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t kill you,¡± 1 hissed. ¡°You did that all on your own. I merely helped you along. I take no credit for bringing down the voracious Elliot Amount¡± His smile faded. Ellot looked at me as if he was finally seeing his son for who he really was His expression softened slightly as he gazed at me, blood trickling from his lips. He clutched at the spear that was buried in his chest. His hand came back blo ody and he looked at it incredulously like he couldn¡¯t understand where the red hade 1 telt in useless to tell him that it had been there all his life. Elliot had chosen a path of violence. Countless individuals had yed a part in staining that hand red. Including my own mother. With that same hand, he gripped my shoulder, leaving a red brand of blood on my skin Elliot¡¯s eyes searched my face as it desperately seeking the son he used to know, Or, more urately, the son he didn¡¯t know at all until that very moment. A small thicker of understanding shed in Elliot¡¯s wide eyes. It hade far toote, however. sote, in fact, that I wished I hadn¡¯t seen it at all. I wished I hadn¡¯t seen the tiniest inkling of humanity, of love in my father¡¯s eyes, so that I could be able toy him to rest with absolutely no regrets. It was like a final punishment. Elliot¡¯s final weapon to wield against me was his own love. Withheld until there was no other option left. It made me sick to my stomach watched his pupils dte as my father died in my arms. Elliot breathed one final breath, hisst words were a question that would haunt me for the rest of my life. ¡°When did you grow up?¡± His hand slipped from my shoulder and drew a line of red across my chest. ¡°When did you grow up: 1 mussed it.T The life left his eyes and Elliot by cold and dead in the dirt beneath me. I stared down at Elliot for one final moment and then turned and took to¡¯s hand. He hoisted me up into the back of the van and rapped a knuckle on the metal framework to let Will know it was time to get moving. The van rattled away and 1 watched the dancing mes inch towards my father¡¯s b*dy, enveloping him in a fiery red cocoon One final glimpse as the smoke billowed up into the heavens, carrying Elliot to some ce where maybe he might finally be prace. And then the doors of the van swung closed and we were shrouded in darkness. I closed the lid on that final memory of my father, filed it away as the final chapter in that particr book. Carly tended to the burns across my shoulders as well as the wound left by my mother as the van jostled and bounced over the dirt road. I turned my mind to the thing that mattered most ¡°Dorothy. I¡¯m on my way Just hold on a little longer¡± Chapter 83 Chapter 83 -Dorothy- ¡°Just hold on a little longer!¡± my voice was panicked as I gripped Angie¡¯s hand. ¡°You can¡¯t die yet, we need you!¡± Angie was fading fast. She had been badly wounded by the Tally shifters assault andy fighting for her life once again on a makeshift bed at the iron forge. I knew what I had to do, what I was able to do, but the others warned me to think about the twins. There was no telling how the process of healing someone would affect them. I understood the concern, but I had to try regardless, I would be able to protect my children inside of me. I was sure of it Rita was there too, consoling a distraught Fae who was ming herself for Angie¡¯s fate. After Fae had hit the re that warned everyone of the Tally¡¯s approach, all of the Bielke members who were able to fight gathered at the iron forge and prepared for war. I reported what had happened with Johan to the masses and we were able to pinpoint exactly where the Tally was approaching from in the south. While everyone prepped their iron gear andrge iron des were passed to a few selected members, I sat at Angie¡¯s side and concentrated. The sun had set over thend and stars spilled across the clear sky in a spectacr night show that nob*dy had the time to pause and neither witness nor marvel at. A fire had been lit around the forge to give everyone enough light to move about the area It was like a honing beacon for the Tally army but we were prepared for that. Every shifter that moved about us was lit up in an eerie orange glow. Everyone was on high alert, wide eyed and ready to bare fangs at any moment. ¡°It¡¯s all my fault.¡± Fae whispered into Rita¡¯s shoulder as she clung to Angie¡¯s limp hand. ¡°If I had just gotten there earlier.¡± ¡°You did the best you could. Rita hushed her. There¡¯s no point in ming yourself for something out of your control¡± Angie herself was unconcious, breathing awkwardly and irregrly as her b*dy fought to repair injuries that were too great. I remembered the first time I had healed Angie. It hade so naturally, too easily. I had gone too far with it. I had given too much of myself and it had almost killed me in the process. It would not go that way this time. Unbeknownst to everyb*dy, except Ignatius, I had been examining the intricacies of my own unusual ability: Despite his protests, I had been practicing on honing my ability, perfecting it. We had fought about it first. We had screamed, and raged and thundered but we both understood that it came from a ce of love as well as a crippling fear of losing one another. Ignatius didn¡¯t want the stories toe true. He feared the ability that was so beautiful but could al so sn atch me away from him at any moment I feared for my own inability to protect the ones I love. I had a gift it was my duty to use it, regardless of the long term consequences it would have for me. Eventually, Ignatius and 1 both relented and came to a sort ofpromise. I wouldn¡¯t practice on anything too big, and 1 would always stop before it got dangerous. No healing broken bones or sewing skin back together. Only hairline fractures and headaches. Things that wouldn¡¯t require too much energy This time was going to be quite different. I hoped Ignatius would forgive me I stared into the nearby mes for a moment and allowed my mind to empty. I let the flow of my thoughts slow from at raging waterfall to a trickle as I closed my eyes and focused on what I was about to attempt. Before cing my hands on Angie, I instead held my hands out in front of me, willing the glowing white energy to dance in my raised palms. When I opened my eyes I was thrilled to see the twisting white glow rippling over my finger tips It was getting easier to control. I didn¡¯t allow myself to get too excited however and instead closed my eyes again. I ced both glowing palms on my own belly and winced as I felt that same energy pulse through me and into my stomach, causing my skin to glow and illuminate, revealing the silhouette of my two children thaty inside. 11:01 Fri, Jan 26 I gasped as I felt the energy surge through me and concentrated even harder, drifting once again into the trancelike state that came about when I attempted something more intense. I focused on enveloping my children in a kind of glowing cocoon, an addedyer of protection that would keep them from harmis way when I went about healing Angie. The trick was being able to keep that shield in ce. It took every scrap of men tal strength to not be swayed in my ritual, to not be distracted by the nking of iron on iron as the Bielke wolves loped by in their glinting armor. I phased out the sound of the cracking fire and the sharp inhale of Fae who was quickly hushed by Rita. When I was sure that the nket of light was wrapped tightly around my children and secure enough to hold, I lifted a glowing palm and ced it on Angie¡¯s chest like I had done so all those nights ago. Just like before, energy flowed from my hand and into her b*dy, only this time I was conscious of her b*dy repairing itself, I was aware of precisely how much of my life I would be required to give in order to heal Angie enough to pull her back from the brink of death and allow her to fight alongside us as the Tally closed in. I was aware of a small crowd gathering to watch as I went about healing one of my dearest friends for the second time. I wasn¡¯t sure if they were frightened or interested but I ignored them and turned my attention to the visions that were racing through my head as I entered the healing trance state. A monster in the woods. The moon blinking down at me from a gap in the trees. Jaws shing in the pale light as the creature leaped for my throat.. I came to with a gasp and quickly removed my hand from Angie¡¯s chest. As the white glow resided, I leaned over her and listened for her heart. It thumped rhythmically in her chest as her hot breath on my ear told me that she was very much alive. ¡°What are you doing so close to my ti t s, red Enjoying the view! I snapped my eyes up to look at her. Angie was grinning down at me sheepishly. ¡°I¡¯m sorry I got myself banged up again.¡± She hoisted herself upright and Fae threw her arms around her. Thanks for bringing Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. me back.¡± I put a hand to my stomach and was relieved to feel the healthy kicking of my children still going on in my stomach. They were okay. I shrugged. ¡°Don¡¯t take it personally, we need you for the fight.¡± She grinned at me and then her mouth set in a grim line. ¡°Wait, how are you alive? I thought Johan-¡± ¡°Johan was no match for me and he never has been,¡± I stated matter of factly. ¡°Although he¡¯s out there right now leading an army onto our turl. I left Angie in the care of Rita and Fae who fawned over her as she swiped at their cradling hands in irritation. ¡°I¡¯m fine, Jesus, it was only a little near-death experience.¡± I touched the iron de that sat at my hip and looked up at the nilky way that dashed across the dark sky like a ssh of silvery paint. My mind drifted back towards my mate ¡°Where are you? I need you here now.¡± SEND GIFT COMMENT 11:02 Fri, Jan 26 Chapter 84 Chapter 84 -Dorothy- I was waiting with the remaining council members, plotting out our n of attack and defense. The situation looked dire but we weren¡¯tpletely out of options just yet, Surrender was out of the question, nob*dy doubted for a moment that the Tally would cut us down all the same even if we were to wave the white g. But we had armor on our side and we had the upper hand on them in one regard. They were fighting us on our own territory. We knew this terrain better than them and we intended to use that to our advantage. Instead of meeting the Tally head-on, we formed a different strategy. One that, with the help of the iron armor and they of thend, would give us a fighting chance against the insidious: Tally shifters. It wasn¡¯t long before three Bielke scouts came running back to us to report the whereabouts of Johan¡¯s army. ording to the scouts, Johan and his troops, all in well form, were currently making their way through the open fields to the south and that was exactly where we nned to meet them The fields were covered in tall grass and purple flowers that bloomed that time of year. Surrounding the open area was small hilltops and thick forests. The Tally would have to travel through the tangled trees to reach us. ¡°But what about Ignatius¡± one of the councilors had piped up. Our people are scared. How are we supposed to urge them. to run into battle when their leader isn¡¯t here to guide them. They need to know that their Alpha stands with them.¡± All eyes turned to me and I looked down at the map of thend that was rolled out in front of me on the table. ¡°Ignatius is on his way. We¡¯ll just have to hold our own until he can get here. Until then, we reassure everyone as best we can.¡± We finalized our ns and the others set out to inform our own troops. Angie had recovered almost immediately after my healing of her and was rushing about getting everyone organized before they were to move out. After speaking with the elders, I was caught up in the bustle, fighting the dizzy spell that came about after every healing ritual The ttering of armor and the shouts of dozens of Bielke shifters rang out into the night as I hurried along, keeping my eyes peeled for any sign of Ignatius and his team returning. Rita set out to round up every member of the pack who was unable to fight. Children and the elderly would be protected on the far side of the pack until it was safe for them to retum to their homes. If this were to go south and we fell to the Tally, a re would be lit and Kita would escort all of them as far away as possible. Our few allies would not light alongside us, they had made that clear after Ignatius had taken over, but they would offer refuge to our members if it came to that.. With so much going on, my head was filled with thoughts of strategy and war. I went about putting on my own armor in a distracted daze. The armor had been designed to amodate both human and wolf forms. The tes would slide and grind over each other as a shifter morphed from human to wolf, offering protection in both states without having to remove the iron in between. The whole getup made our members look like mechanical toys, iron wolves that could transform at will. It was an awe-inspiring fear to behold.. The armor itself was thin and light as it wasn¡¯t there to protect the physical b*dy as much as to repel the Tally froming into contact with a wearer entirely. I knotted my fiery hair into two long tes and hoped they wouldn¡¯t get in the way. My hair had grown a sizeable amount since I had first met Ignatius and the long red locks now hung just below my waist. As much as Angie insisted that hair like that would prove dangerous in a fight, I couldn¡¯t bear to cut it off. I tucked it away a best I could but it wasn¡¯t long before my braids tumbled around my shoulders and small tendrils pulled themselves loose I slipped on the small shoulder tes and secured them in ce I had to ditch the breast te entirely as it wouldn¡¯t fit over my growing belly I instead opted for an iron sheet at my Isack and hefty iron gauntlets that Gideon had crafted for me personally. ¡°For a belting chance,¡± he had said and grinned as I slipped them on and swung at the air. ¡°They¡¯re perfect, Gids!¡± I had eximed and smashed my iron-did fist into the bark of a nearby tree, grinning gleefully when it let a dent in the bark. Now, yster, I slipped them on again and swung at the air, testing the weight of them and trying my best to remember everything Angie had taught me aboutbat. As if summoned by my thoughts alone and out of seemingly nowhere, Angie popped up and pulled me aside. She eyed my weaponry and then shook her head to clear her thoughts. ¡°We need to talk¡± I followed her out of the forge to a quieter. She seemed agitated, dancing on her toes and sliding her eyes left and right as she made sure we were out of carshot. ¡°Angie¡± I coaxed ¡°What¡¯s up? Shouldn¡¯t you be getting ready to rave?¡± Angie ran a hand through her loose hair. She was unable to meet my gaze. ¡°Look, Dorothy. I spoke to the scouts, I heard the verdict from the council meeting. They¡¯ve seen Johan¡¯s army and it¡¯s not looking good for us¡° ¡°Why are you telling me this? I know all of this already. We have to light them, we don¡¯t really have a choice.¡± ¡°I know, I know,¡± she mumbled. ¡°But the thing is, they outnumber us by quite a lot. And without Ignatius here to urge everyone on, there¡¯s a good chance we won¡¯t be winning this way. The odds are stacked against us this time around.¡± I shook my head. ¡°Don¡¯t ay that. How can you say that?¡± I stepped away from her when she reached for me. ¡°We have a n, we have the iron armor, We have a real chance!¡± ¡°Dorothy, listen to me Angie put her hands firmly on my shoulders and held me in ce. ¡°We¡¯re going to light okay? We¡¯re going to try our best. And I know you want to lielp, but I neeil you to stay behind. If it looks like things have taken a turn for the worst, I want you to get out of here. ¡°Do you understand? Drop everything and get as far away from Bielke territory as possible. Take my car, you might have a better chance of escaping that way.¡± ¡°Tis not doing that I protested, gripping her wrists and wrenching her hands away from me. I Ignatius C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. isn¡¯t here to lead them then I¡¯ll do it myself.¡± ¡°You can¡¯t Dorothy! Think about your children- ¡°I can protect my children just fine. I snapped back and then sened my voice. ¡°I¡¯m the Luna of this pack, Angie. I have a duty to my people. I¡¯m not going to run away and abandon them,¡± Her face looked pained and she wrapped her anus around hersell. ¡°If Jn gets to you, there¡¯s no telling what he¡¯ll do. And I might not be able to keep an eye on you out there. I won¡¯t be able to protect you ¡°If I¡¯m on the battlefield, Johan will no doubt seek me out himself. That gives all of you a better chance to win this battle.¡± I folded my arms at my chest and lifted my chin. 1 tried to sound stern in my words but Angie was adamant that was to go nowhere near the battlefield. ¡°I can¡¯t let you do this,¡± she said quietly. ¡°Ignatius would never forgive me.¡± ¡°You can¡¯t stop me either. And Ignatius will understand,¡± I answered tly. I didn¡¯t want to argue with her, not when the threat of demise loomed over our heads. Tensions were high and I tried my best to stay calm and collected. ¡°I have to do this, Angie, please try and understand that.¡± An odd idea urred to me and I raised a hand to pause Angie when she opened her mouth to respond. ¡°You said we¡¯recking in numbers. There¡¯s no denying that. But there is a way to fix that. Or at least, there might bel Angie closed her lips and co cked her head to the side. ¡°Oh? How I thought it over for a moment, tapping my foot on the ground did not want to repeat the heinous acts of the previous Bielke leaders. But there was a way about the situation where everyone would get what they want 20 The idea formed slowly in any head and I looked up at Angie with a new small glimmer of hope sparking in my chest. ¡°How fast do you think we can make it to the Bielke cells?¡± SEND GIFT Chapter 85 Chapter 85 -Dorothy- The cells were nearby, close enough that Angie and I arrived their in just a few minutes. The van squealed to a halt in front of the illuminated building and I climbed out of the passenger seat and stared at the glowing yellow light that shone from the entrance. Two shifters stood on guard around the area, waiting for the final call before joining the battle themselves. I nodded to them as we headed inside and Angie whispered at my shoulder, ¡°Are you sure you know what you¡¯re doing?¡± ¡°We don¡¯t have any better ideas¡± I whispered back. ¡°And it¡¯s worth a try I came face to face with some of the recent prisoners in the first cell and spoke quietly to Angle, ¡°Just be on guard in case things go bad. If they decide to attack, we don¡¯t fight. We get in the van and leave. These people don¡¯t want war they just want freedom¡± ¡°And some of them are more than ready to cut down their Luna to get it. Angie muttered but she stayed at my side as I approached the first cell One by one, the attackers who had been imprisoned since the Tally had forced them onto ournd, began to take notice of my presence. Heavy heads lifted and weary eyes watched from behind bars. 1 cleared my thoughts and spoke as evenly as I could manage although my hands shook and my knees felt weak beneath me. ¡°I am Dorothy. I¡¯m the Luna of the Bielke Pack.¡± They remained silent, staring at me like I was just a dream or apparition straight from their imagination. I swallowed: ¡°I¡¯m here to set you free. A murmur began as the shifters got to their feet and came to stand at the bars. Some eyed me suspiciously and others paid no head as if they took my words to be a lie. 1 looked around me and continued. ¡°We can¡¯t guarantee your protection during this fight. Anyone who wishes to leave is wee to. Alternatively, anyone who wishes to join in the fight against the Tally is weed. ¡°I won¡¯t force any of you to fight. You¡¯ve been caught up in a war that had nothing to do with you and for that I am sorry. You are free to leave if you wish. But keep in mind, if we fall to the Tally they won¡¯t stop at just the Bielke Pack ¡°They wille for the rest of you too. As they already have. Your packs have been dispersed. Even if you leave now, there¡¯s a good chance that they will be back. And so I give you the chance to join us and help us take down the Tally to end their reign entirely,¡± I held my breath and waited. There was no response from the shifters but they gradually began exchanging nces and talking amongst themselves. I turned to Angie and nodded. ¡°Open the gates¡± Angie hesitated and then pulled out the keys that one of the guards had handed to her. She went to each cell and unlocked the gates, stepping back and allowing the shifters to pass through. One by one they emerged from their cells. They looked cautious and mistrusting and I raised my hands. There is no trick You¡¯re free to go. All I ask is that you consider my offer. It¡¯s not really an offer actually. It¡¯s a request Help us put a stop to the wat I watched with bated breath as a few shifters approached me. Angie put her hand to the de at her side but halted her with nce. The doorst shifter, a young girl barely taller than I was walked up to me and looked me in the eye Theld her pase and fer expression changed from confusion to anger to exhaustion ¡°I won¡¯t fight in your war,¡± she said partly ¡°I am und of wars but you have my gratitude and I wish you the best. Perhaps the Bielke has some hope after all * me out of the door. As soon as she pibed out the rut and no tin came to her, others rxed KS59% enough to follow after. My shoulders slumped as 1 watched them leave. I was disappointed but I couldn¡¯t me them for their decision. They had gone up against the Tally once before and they had failed. Who was I to ask them to do it again? Furthermore, they had been imprisoned by the Bielke, I doubted they were very thrilled at the idea of defending our pack now. I epted that my n had failed and looked up at Angie. She shrugged as the final shifter left. ¡°It was worth a try,¡± she said quietly. ¡°We should get back.¡± ¡°There¡¯s one more person I need to see,¡± I said and tread past her to stand in front of the cell that held the ex-elder council member who had tried to take me hostage. He looked up at me grimly. ¡°So it¡¯s that dire of a situation is it?¡± he muttered ¡°Asking our assants for help. And where is Ignatius? How can he send his pregnant wife to do such dangerous work for him¡± ¡°Ignatius is doing his best to protect his pack.¡± I said coldly. ¡°He¡¯s on his way back right now. And he didn¡¯t send me here, I chose toe here myself. I stared him down and took the keys from Angie¡¯s hand. ¡°Will you fight?¡± He looked me up and down and then examined his open palms pping them to his knees he stood up and clicked his back. ¡°Of course, I will. The Bielke are still my people after all.¡± I nodded and unlocked his cell. Angie kept a close eye on him and he stepped out from between the bars but I knew he wouldn¡¯t try to pull anything. His ideals were n ted and old-fashioned, but he did care about the Bielke. His family was a part of the battle after all we didn¡¯t have the luxury of excluding anyone. We needed fighters, and this man was willing to fight. It wasn¡¯t much but it was something, and I was reassured that our detour hadn¡¯t been aplete waste of time. My eyes widened however when we stepped out of the building and at least ten of the shifters who had been imprisoned stood waiting outside. Amongst them was the girl who had been the first to leave. I raised my eyebrows and Angie bared her teeth, but she lifted her hands in surrender. ¡°Look, we thought it over and maybe you¡¯re right. I don¡¯t like the Bielke and I sure as hell am not going toy down my life for you. But the Tally needs to be stopped before they can cause any more damage. She came to stand before me and lifted her chin. ¡°If we join you, if we fight for your people, can you promise me that no harm wille to us after the battle is over!¡± I met her gaze evenly. ¡°When the battle is done you will be free to go and the Bielke will never bother you again.¡± She stared me down for a moment, searching my eyes for any trace of a lie. When she was satisfied with what she found there, she nodded and gestured for the other shifters to follow as we led them over Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. to Gideon¡¯s van. They mbered into the back and pulled the doors shut, waiting to get going. 1 climbed back into the passenger seat and looked at Angie. Hends were shaking and she seemed as nervous as ever but there was a hint of excitement in her voice. ¡°We might have a chance, she whispered. ¡°We might actually have a chance I leaned back in the seat and folded my hands over my stomach. ¡°We¡¯re the Bielke,¡± I said casually. ¡°We¡¯re not going down without a fight¡± -Ignatius ¡°Can¡¯t this thing go any faster? I pounded my fist against the interior of the van. ¡°My mate is alone out there, she needs ¡°Calm down. Ignatius.¡± Carly put a hand on my shoulder to calm me and to gave me ja half-smile that he must have thought wasforting. 1:02 Fri, Jan 26 ¡°We¡¯ll be there soon. There¡¯s no point in losing your mind over it now. I leaned back against the grimy floor and closed my eyes. I knew she was right but I was restless. Tor tossed and turned in my chest, desperate to reach my mate, to protect her. The thought of Johan inching ever closer was terrifying and it made my heart pound too quickly in my chest. ¡°We¡¯re going into this battle outnumbered and without support. I said quietly. I turned to look at my team. ¡°Are you read for that? They stared back at me. There was determination in their eyes despite their fatigue. I sighed. ¡°I know I¡¯ve already asked too much of you. But I have to ask a little more now,¡± Carly spoke first, wiping ash and blood from her face. ¡°It¡¯s alright Ignatius. We knew what we were getting into when we agreed to this mission. You have our support to the very end.¡± I smiled at her to show my appreciation and nodded at the others who confirmed her words. I turned to look at to who had fallen silent and sat with his knees curled up to his chin. ¡°As for you, you¡¯ve already helped us more than you needed to. You had no reason to trust us, let alone help us as much as you have.¡± He brushed my thank-yous aside like it embarrassed him to beplimented. ¡°Don¡¯t worry about it. If it wasn¡¯t for you guys I would still be chained up to that pole or worse.¡± ¡°Regardless of that. I continued, offering him my hand to shaket thank you for everything that you¡¯ve done. And with that being said, this isn¡¯t your war and the Bielke are not your people. You¡¯re free to leave us whenever you wish.¡± to looked at my hand for a moment. When he took it, he didn¡¯t shake it but rather pulled me into a quick embrace. He pulled away just as quickly and patted my shoulder with a grin. ¡°Look, I¡¯m short on friends right now and you all seem great. And besides, 1 kinda feel like I yed a small part in sending Johan loopy in the first ce, so I think it¡¯s only fair that I stick around for a little longer and help out.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t ask you to do that¡± I tried to protest but to brushed my words aside. ¡°In fact, I think I might be able to help you a little more,¡± he said and looked around at the other shifters. ¡°Anyone here got a phone?¡± They exchanged confused nces and then one of them dug in the dirty duffle bag that we had brought with us and pulled out an old flip phone to hand to him to swiped it from the guy¡¯s fingers and flipped it open. ¡°Retro,¡± he said before dialing a number and putting the phone to his car He looked up at me with a smile on his ash-streaked face. ¡°Now let¡¯s get you guys some backup.¡± SEND GIFT Chapter 86 Chapter 86 -Dorothy- ¡°Are you sure about this?¡± Angie¡¯s face was grim when she looked at me in the flickering firelight. ¡°No,¡± I said calmly as I secured my iron de at my hip. It slipped snuggly into the small leather sheath and I was confident in my ability to wield it like it was an extension of myself. ¡°But I don¡¯t have a choice. The Bielke need their Luna now more than ever. ¡°The twins¡­¡­¡± She didn¡¯t have to finish her sentence. I knew the risk I was taking. Running head-on into battle was one thing, gearing to fight monsters while carrying two children inside of me raised the stakes exponentially. But as I said, I had no other choice. Ignatius was still some way away and we were out of time. If we withheld our forces any longer the Tally would be upon us. We needed to strike while they were still making their way out of the Southern woods. It was our only chance to gain the upper hand before the fight had even begun. We were almost ready to set out. Angie went off to find Gideon and Fae for onest group huddle before we departed. I wrapped my arms around Rita who was preparing to leave with the children and elderly to the far side of our turf. ¡°Be careful, Dorothy,¡± she had whispered to me as I buried my face in her soft shawl. ¡°It¡¯s not just your life on the line now.¡± ¡°I know I hugged her tightly, a small remnant of my true family that I hade to care for a great deal. ¡°And I¡¯ll be okay. Once this is all over. I¡¯ll be seeing you again Rita. I promise.¡± Despite my determination, I was unable to fight the small ni ggling fear that I may never see the kind of caretaker again. I swallowed the ache in my throat and pulled away from the embrace. ¡°Thank you for everything. Rita. I couldn¡¯t have gotten this far without you. You gave me a second chance at life and for that, I can¡¯t thank you enough¡± Rita shook her head and dismissed my gratitude. ¡°I did what any mother would do. Just promise me you¡¯lle back alive. You and the two younglings inside of you¡± Unable to speak anymore for fear of revealing my turmoil, I could only nod and turn away, brushing away tears that pooled on myshes and threatened to trickle down my flushed cheeks. Rita stood quietly, watching me leave. I turned back for onest nce and she raised a wizened hand in solemn farewell. I hurried away to join the circle of elders at the spearhead of our young jostling army, Iron nked and wolves growled as the crowd grew restless in their need to act. Amongst the shifters I spotted the girl from the cells as well as the few others she had rallied to her side. Her eyestched with mine and she nodded to me. I dipped my head in return and continued T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. scanning the crowd. I didn¡¯t even know her name. She had been forced into a war, and then imprisoned for days, and yet she was still willing to fight to protect the ones she loved. I knew there were countless more just like her among the swarms of shifters that stood before me. I also spotted Angie. She was organizing members into different groups, keeping everyone in ce and organized. I noted Far watching her from where she stood at Gideon¡¯s side. Fae¡¯s eyes tracked Angie¡¯s every movement, mapped out her face like she wanted to devote it to memory I had my suspicions long ago that Fae saw Angle as more than just a close friend. I hoped she would be alive after the battle to finally speak those words to her in person. When Angie finally shouldered her way through the masses to stund with me at the front of the army, I turned to address the crowd. My voice sounded small and inconsequential over the roar of the fires and the stormy tension that hung over our heads like a tangible entity. ¡°Ignatius is on his way,¡± I struggled to make my voice boom the way I had seen others do. ¡°But we can¡¯t afford to wait any longer. You all know what it is you have to do, we have a n and we have our armor. | Eh, Jan 26 ¡°We had your support during the takeover of the elder council. Task for your support now. Tonight we put an end to this feud once and for all The Bielke will not go down without a fight.¡± My voice was wary but my words were enough to spur them on. A roar of support erupted from the crowd and armor was ttered in solidarity. With that, I nodded to Angle and she raised her hand. ¡°Let¡¯s move out!¡± There was a passionate cry that filled the air that eventually evolved into howls as every shifter contorted and morphed into an army of heavily armored wolves. Wolves of every shade and color stood shaking their furry heads and snarling in preparation for the attack. Angie and I followed suit. Before I shifted, however, I performed the same stance that I had attempted earlier. Focusing all of my energy on my palms and cing them on my stomach, I formed a glowing cocoon around the children in my womb Keeping up this ritual would drain me of energy at a much faster rate, but it was the only way to ensure that my children. would be protected at all costs. No matter what happened to me, they would be safe in their shimmering nket woven from years of my own life. I didn¡¯t worry too much about that. Iwas protecting my own. I dad what any good mother would do When I was sure that the flow of energy around my belly would not be disrupted when I turned my attention away. I crouched down and shifted into the graceful form of my supple white wolf Rence was a stormy presence in my head. All of her previous lives had prepared her for this moment and she bestowed upan me the courage to be the level-headed, confident Luma that my people needed. She and I became one being, our minds aligned and our bodies moved with purpose and drive. With a howl that echoed around the area and rose up towards the moon, we set off, running through the dark to meet our enemies. The Bielke Pack. my people, followed close behind. After running for some time, we were finally able to see the hilltop that markets the Southern border. Just over that hill, the Tally would be approaching. I increased my galt, running full tilt to reach the top of the steep incline, and stood alert. staring down into the valley below. Thest of the clouds passed over the moon and then dispersed in the dark sky. Silver moonlight poured over the area and lit up the valley in an unearthly glow. I scanned the shadows of the forest beyond the valley and was just able to make out the enemy as they approach. They emerged from the trees like shadows themselves,rge hulking creatures that were neither man nor beast but something monstrous caught between the two. They slunk out of the darkness and approached the open in. Their movements were stilted and unnatural, their yellow eyes flickered like candle mes in the dark. All of my natural instincts were repelled by the sight of them. Every cell of my Luna blood screamed for me to eradicate them from my territory before they had a chance to embed themselves in the earth and grow like alien seeds and unwanted weeds that would choke the verynd we were there to protect. I discovered that I was able to do something that I hadn¡¯t managed before. Every Alpha was able to broadcast his thoughts and orders to every member of his pack, although Ignatius shied away from it until it was absolutely necessary. I was told that it was possible, but rare, for a Luna to manage this too. However, at that moment, without fully intending to my voice rang out inside the minds of every member that stood behind me. I would never be able to understand whether it was truly me speaking, or it Renee had spoken through me. Perhaps it was abination of the both of us. We had a goal so mutual that it allowed us to intertwine our minds in order to achieve it. And that goal was to keep the Tally away from our pack, to chase them back to the forests they crawled from. I understood by then, that not all of these people might be my enemy, but I did not have the luxury of giving any shatter on the battlefield the bench of the doubt. Regardless of what each individual¡¯s anotivation was, the witch¡¯s blood had turned these people into beings who could not be reasound with. We would not be able to let any of them seed in their attack and therefore, we had to ept that nighting was our only option. 11:02 Fri, Jan 26 ¡°We stand as one,¡± my voice speared through the minds of my people. ¡°We have one chance to win this battle. I believe in all of you With that, we began to move. Instead of spilling down over the hill in one unit and meeting the Tally on even ground, we had an alternative n. Two factions of shifters broke away and began running to the left and right of the hill. They dispersed into the forest on either side and began their approach in secrecy, I watched as a slew of shifters scurried through the trees on either side of me. The goal was to form two lines around the Tally, to slink through the woods they exited from, and to round up behind them. The rest of the shifters and I would attack from the front. Altogether, we would manage to circle the Tally army, trap them in the open area and use the iron armor to repel them into a tight formation. It would be easy pickings from there, assuming we could hold a tight circle around them for long enough to take them down While those shifters raced through the woods, the rest of us began our descent down the face of the hill I scanned the lines of approaching Tally shifters for Johan, but I could not decipher any recognizable features from any of the insidious beings. With a vicious howl, 1 led the rest of my any down the hill. A guttural cry of war rose from the Tally and they too began to charge full pelt ahead into the open clearing. It was as if time itself slowed down and I was able to watch the Tallys approach in great detail. I could hear every loud thump of my heart and every padded step as my paws met with the soft earth and propelled me forward, hellish Along with each resonating beat, I could hear the ominous loud echo of a ticking clock. I was reminded of the many nightmares that I had endured over time. I realized that, just as had suspected, Johan and I were still connected somehow, and the ticking in my head was no doubt ringing clear in his own mind too. It was a countdown of sorts, the final minutes before the Tally army would reach my own. The first set of teeth would sh and all hell would break loose. I kept my eyes straight ahead and I was finally able to see him. That hulking b*dy that moved faster than its weight should have allowed. Piercing yellow eyes that were once so soft and gentle. I knew that he had seen me too §ê§å He wasing straight at me like a true lethal predator. His eyes locked onto mine and promised death. I did not let step falter. All of my training had prepared me for this moment. Everything I had endured had steeled me to stare back into eyes of the man 1 had once been fated to love. The clock kept up its ceaseless slow ticking Counting down from three. Two. One. Chapter 87 Chapter 87 -Angie- Fae and I led a group of shifters to the right as our ranks began to split. We rushed through the trees, keeping low to the ground and moving swiftly through the dark. It was a n that, if executed well enough, would give us a fighting chance against the Tally. That knowledge did nothing however to calm the terror in my chest at the thought of Dorothy. She was out there, right the front of our ranks, taking the heinous shifters head-on. 1 wouldn¡¯t be able to protect her from where I was. I could only hope that she would hold out long enough for me to be able to seek her out, cover her back when things turned ugly. Fae was running at my side. She must have sensed my unease because she nudged her head against my shoulder as we sped through the shadows. It was a slightfort, knowing that she was by my side. I knew I could trust Fae to have my back. always. Somewhere to the left of the hill, Gideon was leading the other group through the forest on that side. The n was to meet in the middle, on the other side of the Tally army after Dorothy and her group had coaxed them out of the woods and into the open. From there, we would close in. I listened intently for any sign of Gideon and his troops rounding the other side of the forest. Through the trees I was able to steal quick nces at the Tally shifters who strode forwards, unaware of our members closing in all around them. My heart clenched painfully when I glimpsed Dorothy at the top of the hill. Her white wolf was bathed in moonlight, almost ethereal as she stood there, looking down over the approaching enemy Silverlight glinted off of her armor and tinted her f¨¹r with a shimmering glow. At that moment she looked invincible, something more than just flesh and blood. But I knew that she was just as vulnerable as the rest of us, if not more. I wanted to abandon the mission and run to her side, to guard her against the oing attack. But that would do nothing to help us. All I could do was focus on the n and pray that she would be safe. Her howl echoed through the night and reached my pri cked cars. I wanted to howl with her, to warn the enemy that death woulde to anyone who touched her. But we had to move silently, one slip up and our fighting chance would be dashed. Up ahead I picked up Gideon¡¯s scent. He and his team were nearby and getting closer, which meant we were almost on the other side of the battle. I heard the roar of the Tally shifters and the thudding echos of wolves lumbering across thend. Perhaps one of the most unnatural, uncanny things about the Tally shifters, was how they were able to look like wolves. But they possessed none of the qualities of wolves despite their appearances. They had sacrificed grace for brute strength, speed for power, and natural instincts for insatiable rage. They had tarnished the very nature of their wolf spirits. So much so that I wondered how their inner wolves had allowed for things toe to this in the first ce. I recalled Moirah¡¯s words, her musings over the seemingly dead bird in her study so very long ago. Nature is meant to be tampered with 1 didn¡¯t think that was true, but she had clearly stuck by her word all this time. Nature had indeed been tampered with, and the results were horrifying I was shaken from my thoughts by the sound of beings approaching through the trees in front of us. Gideon¡¯s scent filled my nose and I guided my team towards where he seemed to be heading We were supposed to have met up with them already, I was sure of it, but I was beginning to feel disorientated. Gideon¡¯s scent was nearby, but there was something odd about it, something that didn¡¯t feel right. The sound of wolves nearby was off too somehow. The steps were heavier, slower than that of an agile young Bielke shifter. I pressed on, with my team at my back, following the sound of bodies moving through the trees. I wondered if Gideon had strayed off course somehow but that should have been impossible. Gideon knew this part of the woods better than both Fae and I put together Even on a dark night with only his nose to guide him. Gideon never got lost. Why then was he so off course now? And where was the scent of the rest of his train? I could hear multiple sets of footsteps in the brush but only Gideon¡¯s scent was present in the aut By the time I realized what was happening, it was far toote. I dug my paws into the fresh earth beneath me, screeching to at hault and growling for my team to do the same. The other sets of lumbering footsteps slowed down and the trees just ahead of me rustled Through the dins light. I was able to make out Gideon. He was n*ked, in human form and he seemed to be hovering just above the ground. Far beside me began a deep suspicious growl and I watched as Gideon¡¯s head lolled to the side. His eyes were wide open and empty. Everything was silent for a moment, and then the Tally shifter that held Gideon¡¯s b*dy in the air tossed him to the side as Live giant shifters stepped into the dappled moonlight. -Dorothy- The battle erupted into chaos with the sound of shing bodies and gnashing teeth. Howls broke out into the clear night and echoed around the opennd. Wolves shed past me in a blur and every shifter found themselves caught in a whirlwind of violent thrashing Rather than going straight for me as I had expected him to, Johan instead leaped clean over me, choosing instead to sink his teeth to the Bielke shifter than ran behind me. I turned fast enough to lose my footing and rolled in the grass, climbing back to my feet effortlessly and changing my direction to throw myself, snarling, onto Jn¡¯s Large rippling back. My efforts were futile, however, as he broke the shifter¡¯s neck with one shake of his massive head and immediately rolled to the side in an attempt to throw me off, almost crushing me under the weight of hint. I barely had time to regain my bearings when he was gone again, inclted into the swarm of grappling wolves. He was. avosding me on purpose, he was leaving me forst. He wanted me to watch as they tore my people apart. I hoveled my frustrations as he slipped from view. Trying to go after him was difficult as more shifters fell to the floor in front of me, starling and tearing into each other, and blocked my path. Johan disappeared into the kirked-up dust that swirled around us. I saw hus yellow eyes linger on me for a moment before he was gone The battle around me was loud and overwhelming. It was difficult to determuse friend from foe. The only inkling of who was to be trusted was the from armor that our members donned Scents gelled together and the smell of sweat and blood filled my head and made it ditheult is breathe, I swung around in circles, evading shifters that barreled towards me and dodging the many grappling bodies that skirmished around me. It was clear that we were no match for the Tally¡¯s brute strength The Tally was quick to realize, however, that something was very wrong. The iron armor did its job well and agonizing howls broke out from the giant boasts as the iron came into contact with their fur and skin and singedrge wounds into their flesh. They were confused, animalistic as they thrashed and backed away from the armored wolves. A nearby roar had me turning quickly as another Tally shifterunched itself at me. His jaws were foaming and stretched. wide open and I narrowly missed a nasty bite to the neck. I darted out of the way and turned to face the rabid shifter. He tried to attack again but was repelled by the armor and sta ggered backward, shaking his head to clear the ringing that was no doubt going off like a siren inside of his skull. I used the opportunity to run circles around him, confusing him even more as the iron armor continued to mess with his He howled in frustration and tried tosh out at where he thought I would dart next but missed me by a hair¡¯s breadth. In his disorientated state he was unable to attack and I used the opportunity to shift momentarily. I had gotten much better at the transformation thanks to my training and I was finally able to do it effortlessly at a moment¡¯s notice without much pain in my limbs. In human form. I slipped the iron de from its health and swiped a crimson line vat a 11:02 Fri, Jan 26 across the shifter¡¯s chest He threw himself to the floor, rolling in agony as the iron took effect and traveled through his b*dy, poisoning every cell as it went. I didn¡¯t have time to mourn the stranger or revel in my sess before more Tally shifters approached. Morphing back to wolf was easy enough and I slid the de back into its sheath as I did so. Panic rose in my throat when I realized I was surrounded. Four Tally wolves stalked around me, giving me and my iront armor a wide berth but still refusing to let me escape. It was impossible to keep my eyes on all of them at once and I swung my head from side to side in a frantic jerky motion as they waited for the perfect moment to strike. One of them tried to hurch at me from behind and I dodged quickly. I felt their b*dy nce off of the armor on my back and they yelped as the iron burned a red hot brand on their skin. They rejoined the others and they continued their circling. low growls growing more and more threatening as they were riled up. Where were the other two teams? They should have reached the other side of the clearing by now. They were meant to have exited the forest behind the Tally in an attempt to corral them into a tight circle. C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. The two teams were nowhere to be seen and we were in desperate need of backup. Looking around me, I realized that the iron armor would not be enough. Some of the Tally shifters were so manic with adrenaline and whatever other witchcraft flowed through their veins that they didn¡¯t seem to care about the devastating effects of the iron armor.¡ª They ravaged our members regardless of the fatal injuries they endured. They were sealing their own deaths which were good for us but they were taking down too many of our own with them. We couldn¡¯t hold out much longer on our own. Without the other two teams, we had no hope of winning this battle. The four wolves began closing in and I growled a clear warning. This didn¡¯t seem to bother them at all and all four of them chose to attack at once. I steeled myself to fight to the death but thankfully, those snapping bites that I braced myself for never c um me. Three of our own wolves darted out of the chaos and threw themselves at the attacking shifters. I repelled the fourth final Tally with the armor on my back. They crashed into me at full force and sent me flying across the dirt but they didn¡¯t manage to cause any injury asi knocking the air out of my lungs. I curled myself around my stomach as 1 fell, determined to protect my children at When I got to my feet, the three wolves that had saved me made light work of the remaining shifters. In human form, they drew des of their own and I was able to recognize the girl from the cells. Her eyes met mine as she brought her de to the exposed neck of a Tally shifter that had been caught mid-shift. Blood sprayed from the wound and she dropped him to the ground in a gory mess of fir and blood and singed skin. I had no time to thank her before more wolves were upon us. It was as if they were appearing out of nowhere. I snapped my teeth at a shifter that attempted to grapple me into a death grip and looked around once more. ¡°Angie,¡± I called out in my mind, hoping somehow to hear a response. ¡°Angie, where are you?¡± SEND GIFT Chapter 88 Chapter 88 -Angie- Fac¡¯s howl was loud at my shoulder as Gideon¡¯s lifeless b*dy fell to the floor. I stared down at him for a moment before shaking my head and growling at the Tally shifter standing before us. There was no time to mourn, no time to grasp the fact that one of my closest Inends was dead at my feet. Far was stunned, her cries were loud enough to drown out the sound of battle that echoed from beyond the treeline. Thest time I had seen Gideon he had waved to me from the other side of our army. His boyish grin had been afort even from afar. I couldn¡¯t recall what was said thest time we had spoken. I Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org. couldn¡¯t remember if I had told him that cared. Had he known how much he meant to us? ¡°Sorry,¡± the Tally shifter¡¯s voice was a strained, gravelly sound. It scratched across my brain like nails on a chalkboard, ¡°But you¡¯re down ten members. It wasn¡¯t too difficult. They didn¡¯t even see using¡± His yellow teeth glinted in the moonlight and his face twisted into an eerie unsettling smile. We had been tricked. They were masking their scent and using Gideon¡¯s to lure us deeper into the forest, away from the battle. Away from Dorothy. I wanted tounch myself at his throat. My anguish tightened my chest and I pulled my lips back over sharpened fangs as I snarled at the evil being before me. We had to think quickly. There were ten of us and five of them. They may have taken Gideon¡¯s team by surprise but they got co cky. They had lured us away but chose to reveal themselves. That was a mistake on their part. We would not go down so easily. Fae¡¯s agonized cries told me that she was more than ready to fight. I knew she was hurting just as much as I was. We had gone into this battle knowing that we might lose people, but we weren¡¯t ready for it all the same. I growled for my team to stand at the ready. We were all rearing to fight, thering at the mase by the time the Tally shiftersunched themselves at us. We fought to avenge our fallen members. I fought for Gideon and as much as I would allow myself to ept it. I fought for Dorothy too. -Dorothy- I gained a nasty sh to the hind leg from the Tally shifter that rounded me. It was another she-wolf like me, only much bigger with fur the color of charcoal and ash She was faster than the others, more focused and streamlined with her attacks. While the other shifters I had faced were ready to throw themselves headfirst at their victim, this wolf was calcting and precise with her attacks. That coupled with her insane strength was a dangerous I tested my weight on the injured leg that had begun to bleed profusely, wincing as a sharp pain shot through my limbs when I stepped too heavily. Things weren¡¯t looking good for us. There were too many of them, and our backup teams were still nowhere in sight. I tried to stay focused, to figure out where we had gone wrong. Something must have happened to the teams in the woods. Could the Tally have predicted our attack? Or maybe they had backup soldiers stationed within the woods to ensure no one would be able to escape. Either way, we were outnumbered and our ranks were dwindling at an rming rate. It was only thanks to Rence that 1 remained unaffected by the carnage around me. I could not afford to be appalled by the sights of violence and bloodshed. All I could do was try desperately to stay alive and take down as many Tally as possible in the process. The charcoal she wolf tried another attack, this time her fangs sliced at my nk, aiming for the break in my armor and tearing my side to ribbons and staining my white fur a deep shade of crimson. I howled at the sharp sting of her teeth. The pain was made worse by my own salty sweat that caked my b*dy Afternding her attack, she darted away once again and I roared at her, limping on my three good legs as my b*dy tried to heal itself. All the while I knew I was slowly draining my energy away, all of my lifeforce pouring into the glowing nket that was wrapped around my children in my womb. No matter what happened, no harm woulde to my children. I | Fn, Jan 26 wouldn¡¯t allow it The she wolf seemed to sense the twins too. Her yellow eyes narrowed as she examined my stomach which I tried to hide from her by shying my b*dy away. A new, primal instinct took over when I realized that she intended to go for my children. Both Rener and I fumed with anger and 1 bared my teeth ma herce snarl. She could try. She wouldn¡¯t get very far. I would make sure of it. And try she did. She propelled herself forwards at unnatural speeds. When she feigned to the left I anticipated her attack and met her head-on when she instead lunged to the right. I locked my jaws around her neck and hit down with every ounce of force Lamuld muster She backed up and struggled under my grasp as she tried to thitiw me off but I would have none of it. She was purposefully targeting my children, and that was as cruel as it was unforgivable It was a brutal fight, and the she wolf managed tond a few deep w marks into my skin before I finally took her down. pressed my iron armor close to her skin and held her in ce, my fury overtaking me as I grappled with therger woll She howled when the won burned into her skin and tried to pull away from me with no sess. I was seething with rage and my adrenaline granted me strength that I wasn¡¯t aware Thadd. After much grappling and tearing until the grass beneath us became shick with blood, the she-wolf began to falter as the iron took effect. She released one final earsplitting howl and then fell still. Inded on top of her as her b*dy copsed and the iron spread poison through her system. I kept my jaws tightly locked until her final twitching had subsided. After a few more shakes to ensure I had truly seeded, 1 stepped back, mortifed at what I had done. H ooked around me at the fighting that continued Howls punctuated the air and blended into onerge echo like the earth herself was mourning at the blood that soaked into the soil. Above the writhing bodies and shing teeth, I could see the moon, glinting down at me from her seat in the sky. It looked so peaceful up there. If I kept my eyes up, kept my head craned high enough, I was able to block out the chaos around me entirely and instead stared up at the tranquil night sky that seemed so far out of reach. Sull, the moon glinted back at me. I wondered what we looked like to her. A mess of bodies writhing on the surface of the earth blur of fur and teeth, ws and iron. My heart was beating so fast I could hear the blood rushing in my head, enveloping me in a haze that made it difficult to think. Frouldn¡¯t hear lenatius. I couldn¡¯t hear anyone. The scuffling around me became a muted drone as I swayed on my feet. The taste of poisoned blood in my mouth. 1 knew my b*dy was Tailing: I couldn¡¯t keep up my protective flow of energy around my infants for much longer. We had to put an end to this quickly. With the help of Renee, I pulled myself from my dissociative stupor, flinching as I came back to the loud and overwhelming chaos of reality. I forced myself to remember what I was fighting for. Who I was fighting for. I cleared my head with the remainder of my goal of the one true enemy I had to face. Amidst the brutality of the battle that raged around me. I scanned the grounds for Johan. I knew he had to be close by and I was determined to face him myself. It was time to put an end to this feud that had kick-started the day Johan ran out of that vi mito the snow Even before that, at was an inevitable battle that began the day 1 awoke on my eighteenth birthday and set out to and my true mute. None of us could have foreseen the events that would follow. None of us could have prepared for the countless lives that would be lost for the sake of vengeance, How could I have known what Johan would be? There was no point in grieving over the way things turned out. It was matter of fate unfolding and we all had no choice but to go along with it and to respond to whatever consequences care of I finally spotted Johan some way off. He must have sensed me ton because he lifted his eyes from where he was in the process of taking down one of my members. Hissed as our eyes met and I took off towards him ignoring the searing pain Fri, Jan 26 that shot through my hind leg. My fur was more red than white at that point, dirtied by both my blood and that of the Tally. I was a warning sign, a reckoning to therge shifter who I had once called my mate. Johan watched my approach with a nk expression on his dirt-streaked face. No inkling of the man I used to know was still present behind those putrid, yellow eyes. He was a shell of a shifter, a monster fueled by rage and a desire for unjustifiable revenge. He dropped the lifeless b*dy of the Bielke shifter that he had caught in his sh aggy jaws. The young s soldier dropped to the floor, wide empty eyes forever frozen in a look of pure terror. No doubt his final moments had not been pleasant ones. This only spurred me on, fury burning through my veins at what Johan had done to my people. To my new family. I finally understood his n. It wasn¡¯t enough to take me down alone. He didn¡¯t just want my life. He wanted to take everything from me, everything that I had fought for and aplished. He wanted to take everyone that I cared about. He was willing to go through anyone to do this. He had proven himself a heartless killer, and I would fight him to my veryst breath. I was fueled not by vengeance, but a deep desire to save my pack. My new Luna status hade with more than just credit to my name and a fancy house. I had been granted the strength of both b*dy and mind. It was only right that I used these gifts to protect the people who had epted me as their queen in the first ce. John watched my approach, rooted to the spot. Right before I could reach him, however, he turned and darted away again. This time I wouldn¡¯t let him get away. I howled a warning, a death toll as I followed him. Hisrge wolf form sped across the clearing in a blur, spinning and dodging the shing wolves around me, I followed close on his tail. I paused only when Johan disappeared into the woods and I finally understood his intentions. In the woods I was vulnerable. There was no one to protect me, no space to fight freely. It would just be me and Johan Two individuals who had once shared an intimate connection. That connection was forever tarnished. I understood then, that there would be no going back. Not now, not ever. I took a deep breath, nced back at my soldiers who fought valiantly against our enemy. I sent a final loving thought to Ignatius who was out there somewhere, fighting to get back to me. I was unsure if he would make it in time. I steeled my nerves and then followed the monstrous shifter into the darkness of the forest. SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 89 Chapter 89 Try as Tmight, I was unable to reachi Dorothy through our mind link. Hud no way of knowing if she was safe or not. We were close to the battle by then. Will had the van streeching to a halt on the Southern border, just outside of the forest where the haule raged beyond. Lused the Alpha mind-link to reach out for Angie instead, hoping that she would be able to tell me exactly where Dorothy was and if she was alright. If the fighting was going down to the South of our territory, it cally made sense that her and the other members who could not fight would be somewhere to the North of the war. Why then, could I not hear her? ¡°Angie¡± Least my mind out and was able to hear the tumultuous thoughts of my pack as they fought against the Tally soldiers. Things dain¡¯t seem to be going very well. They neededackup immediately. Things it seemed, had not gone ording to n ¡°Angie¡± I tried again, more desperate this time as we climbed out of the back of the stinking van. ¡°Can you hear me?¡± to and the others had all healed well enough to light again. My wounds were still aching slightly but it wasn¡¯t nearly enough to keep me from joining the light. No injury would keep me away from protecting my people. I had been gone too long already. They needed me. Imally, I got response from Angie who sounded frantic and confused. She had never felt me in her mind before. It was something I was able to do as an Alpha but chose not on. Delving into someone¡¯s mind is a very pe rvonal affair that | reserved for only my mate But the situation was dire and I needed to know what was going on. Angie spoke through her mind and I felt her fear from af¨¹r. ¡°Ignatius? Ignatius, where are you? We need backup. They ambushed us, we can¡¯t hold out much longer. Gideon.¡± ¡°Slow down,¡± I tried to keep my toe calm, to not reveal to her the fear and panic that I felt in my own chest. ¡°Where exactly are you? What¡¯s going on over there? ¡°We had a n¡± her thoughts and words tumbled over one another as she spoke to me. I realized she was fighting as we spoke, somewhere out there in the trees she was wrestling with Tally shifter. They took down one of our teams and now they¡¯reing for us. The rest of the pack is out on the open field fighting them head-on. But we don¡¯t have the numbers. Without the element of surprise we¡¯re done for ¡°I¡¯m on my way. I swallowed hard ¡°Where¡¯s Durothy? Is she sale?¡± ¡°Safe?!¡± Angie¡¯s voice betrayed her guilt. ¡°No, she¡¯s not f ucking safe. Im so sorry Ignatius. She insisted, I couldn¡¯t exactly make her stay behind.¡± ¡°What are you saying?¡± My fingers shook as I ran a hand through my hair. ¡°Angie, where is Dorothy!¡± ¡°She¡¯s in the middle of it. She led the army down into battle herself, I haven¡¯t been able to find her since. I was already shifting as I answered her. Tor burst out of me with a vehement howl. Now everyone would know that the Alpha was back. Dorothy needed to know that I was back, that she was going to be okay. Wherever she was ¡°I¡¯m on my way, Angie, Just hold on, okay? We have a n.¡± I dared towards the trees and to, along with my new friends followed suit. ¡°This isn¡¯t over yet.¡± -Dorothy- The deeper 1 tread into the forest the quieter it became. Even the shimmering beams of the moonlight above my head wasn¡¯t able to pierce through the darkness of the forest. The trees clustered overhear and sealed off the sound of the raging Not a single breath of wind blew through the woods. The air was still and muggy, ufortably hot even in the depths of winter. I could hear my own padding footsteps, the crunch of dead leaves underfoot, and nothing else. No creature stirred in the shadows, it was as if they had all caught wind of the battle and chose to get as far away from the cursed area as possible. My natural instincts were telling me to do the same But C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. still, I pressed on through the dark.. following the faint scent of Johan¡¯s deceased flesh. No hint of that ci nnamon and treebark of his old fragrance remained. The man I stalked was a stranger to me, something so unfamiliar in everything but name. I stepped cautiously, straining to see in the inky ckness. It was as if some giant creature lurked in the forest and enveloped the trees in its dark folds. 1 became aware of the odd sensation of deja vu. I had been here before, I had visited this dark hellhole countless times over in my dreams. I had been stalked through the woods by a creature I couldn¡¯t name, I remembered the gaping jaws, the needle-sharp teeth that awoke me from my nightmares over and over aggrin. Only this time, I wasn¡¯t dreaming. And the only thing awaiting me after those jaws supped shut was a painful death. I was on high alert, stepping slowly and carefully as I went along. All the while I was aware of Jn, somewhere beyond my line of vision, waiting for his moment to strike. We could sense cach other, more so than just with scent alone. It was like we were inside each others heads. I could feel him probing into my mind, feeding off of the stricken fear he found here. I in turn could feel his own evil thoughts. I glimpsed into the dark wold that was Johan¡¯s mind and it proved darker than the woods that I crept through. It was an infectious darkness, a numb, cold empty space. It seeped into my bones and made me falter in my step. I was afraid. I feared for my own life and that of my children. I was afraid for my pack and for my friends who were out there somewhere in the silent woods. I feared for my mate who would pot survive another brutal loss. Beneath that fear though, was a herce determination. An unshakable will to live. I recalled every traumatic memory and let it drive me onwards. I thought of my parents, of my mother whose face was still blurred in my memories. I remembered their sacrifice and Rita¡¯s attempts to protect me. I would not let any of those acts of kindness have been in vain. I owed it to all of them to see this through. To survive. I paused as I reached a small clearing Small beams of moonlight shone down on me and illuminated the area. It was a tiny piece of heaven in the darkest of ces. I felt safe there, bathed in that silver glow. I looked up at the clear night¡¯s sky and felt at peace But something was stirring in the woods ahead of me. Somethingrge and heavy, a creature straight out of my nightmares I could hear his heavy footsteps like his paws sunk into the ground as he approached. I could hear hisbored breathing, a grating wheeze as he sniffed at my scent. His hacking cough, his rumbling growl like the sound of distant thunder. A storm was approaching me in the form of a monstrous man. A wolf who had abandoned thews of nature. I could see his glowing eyes watching me from the shadows. They floated like two flickering candle mes beyond the dark shadows that draped the trees in an inky veil. Those two floating orbs grewrger as he stalked me. I was exposed in that small shimmering clearing. But I would not move. I had been here many times before, and this time, I would not turn away. I drew my power from the light of the moon itself, praying to whatever g od was up there to grant me the strength to do what needed to be done. I felt the silver light dancing over my skin the same way I had seen my own glowing energy radiate from the palm of my hands. I wondered how I hadn¡¯t realized it sooner. This ability was said to have been a gift from the moon goddess. Both a blessing and a curse to the people who were able to wield it Cur powers came from the moon itself. I could feel it pric kling along my skin as my b*dy grew stronger, as I weed it in. I felt my wounds beginning to heal. skin knitting back together under bloodied fur. I was safest there in that small clearing. I was strongest bathed in the light of the full moon. fed my heavy head that gradually grew lighter as my strength was restored. I felt my children twist in my belly, kicking and twitching as if they too sensed the creature that stalked us in the dark. Traised my eyes in face those two glowing orbs and stood my ground as Johan stepped into the light. Chapter 90 Chapter 90 -Angic- We were struggling out there in the forest. Even with ten of us and five of them, we were no match for the Tally shifters who confronted us. In half wolf states, they climbed the trees effortlessly and attacked from every direction. Even with the iron armor, we were losing. They didn¡¯t seem to care how much the metal burned their skin. It kept them from biting down on any of us but it didn¡¯t prevent them from harrelling straight into us and knocking us down. I heard an excruciatingly high-pitched howl as one of my soldiers was knocked clean into the air. He flew backward and his spine collided with a nearby tree with a sickening cr ck. He crumpled to the ground andy still, petrified in a state of paralysis. He would never make it out of here alive. He would never see daylight again. I looked around for Fae and finally managed to spot her. She was running through the treeline, followed by arge shifter who was attempting to bring both of his giant fists down on her to crush her like an ant. She darted through the trees and doubled back, turning on the spot and catching the shifter by surprise. He stumbled as he attempted to slow, unable to pull off the graceful change of direction that Fae had taken. She used that opportunity to snap her jaws closed over his furry heel and he went down with a loud yelp. Another Bielke soldier ran up to assist her and buried an iron knife deep into the shifter¡¯s chest They were down to four which was definitely something but it still wouldn¡¯t be enough. Even if we managed to take down the remaining attackers, we were still down ten soldiers and the Tally severely outnumbered us. I had no way of knowing what was happening out there in the open, but by the sounds of it, it wasn¡¯t good. We needed backup and we needed it fast I was distracted momentarily when Ignatius spoke to me, startled on the spot where I face off another Tally member with two more Bielke soldiers at my side. Ignatius reassured me that help was on the way I wasn¡¯t sure what four or five more members would do to help the battle but I was relieved to know that he was alright Ignatius was back and his howl was audible for miles as he announced his arrival. The howl distracted the Tally for a moment and we used that small window of opportunity to strike and take down the shifter. I was relieved to know that our Alpha was back. But his panicked question still rang in my head. ¡°Angie, where is Dorothy?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± I whispered as I sank my teeth into the neck of the downed Tally shifter and proceeded to tear and rip until his head waspletely severed. ¡°I don¡¯t know, I don¡¯t know. I don¡¯t know. Suddenly, there were howls echoing all through the forest. Loud roars reached my ears as I tore at the throat of the Tally shifter. The thud of nimble paws speeding through the woods had me raising my head in n?n It couldn¡¯t have been Ignatius, there were too many of them and they were approaching quickly. I looked over at Fae in a panic and she stared back at me with fear in her eyes. If it was more Tally shifters, if it turned out their army was bigger than we had anticipated, then we were goners, We would not be able to hold our own against that many new shifters. We were already struggling as it was. It took at least three of us to down one of them and our numbers were dwindling drastically. 1 growled to my remaining members to stand strong. We had no choice but to face these new arrivals head-on. I stared into the darkness beyond the trees as the bowls grew louder and louder. My heart stopped for a momem when they finally came into view. Dozens of wolf shifters broke through the trees andunched themselves at the remaining Tally shifters that we fought. They swarmed then ripping and tearing until the Tally waspletely overwhelmed and forced to the ground as the wolves is Even more wolves sped past uspletely ignoring my team members and heading straight for the open battlefield. Their howl were deafening in my ears and I could do nothing but stare in utter bewilderment at the phenomenon that urred before my eye. 59% I realized after a moment of watching the creatures darting in and out of the treeline that these were not shifters at all These were wolves. No human soul resided inside their chests. They were primal, insatiable animals that were governed by their own spirit alone.. And they were fighting for us. My incredulous expression deepened when Ignatius in his gray wolf form approached me from the shadows. He was followed by shifters that I recognized from the team he had left with days before. As well as a new woll who stuck close by his side as he shifted and greeted me. ¡°I told you we had backup¡± ¡°Ignatius¡± My relief made my knees weak and I shifted at a moment¡¯s notice to wrap my arms around him tightly. ¡°Finally Fae was at my side before I could blink, smiling at the others and squeezing my hand in hers. ¡°How did you even manage to pull that off?¡± she asked with wide eyes. ¡°Those are wolves! Like, real actual wolves!¡± Ignatius motioned to the wolf who stood beside him. ¡°As it turns out, to¡¯s original pack are a bunch of hippies. They spend most of their life in wolf form hanging out with the true wolf parks,¡± to, the wolf in question, shifted top and nodded at us. His curly locks hung over deep green eyes as he shrugged sheepishly. ¡°I left a while back and moved to the city. But I guess their loyalty runs deep: They called for the help of the true wolves and to the surprise of all of us, they obliged.¡± I shook my head in wonder and looked around me. My remaining soldiers were healing their injuries and examining those that had fallen. My new improved glimmer of hope was vanquished suddenly when I remembered how this battle had started. Far too seemed toe back down to earth with the heartbreaking realization and she looked at me with tears in her eyes, ¡°Gideon We found him where he had been dropped to the floor after the Tally had lured us close enough. His pale b*dy was cold to the touch and already his lips had ckened and taken on a wax look that made me sick to my stomach. His ssy eyes were wide open and his face was frozen in a state of shock as if death hade suddenly and without warning. He had no time to think of goodbye, regrets, ar cherished memories. His life was taken from him in the blink of an eye all for the sake of war. Fae was kneeling beside me and she leaned over toy her head on Gideon¡¯s cold, still chest. Just like she had when we discovered Geranium in the forest by the mansion, Fac lifted a tear-streaked face and put her head on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her as she sobbed. This time, I couldn¡¯t hold back the tears either. I couldn¡¯t be strong for her. We had lost one of our closest friends. It was like a part of me was missing, like they had taken a piece of my heart and the hole that it left was a painful one. Ignatius stood beside me and put aforting hand on my shoulder as I allowed hot tears to flow from my eyes and drip from my chin into Far¡¯s curly hair. ¡°We¡¯lle back for him, Ignatius murmured. ¡°I know I¡¯ve asked too much of you already. But right now I need you to fight.¡± 1 looked up at him. My b*dy wanted to rest. I wanted to lie down for years and never get up again. But Ignatius was right. We had a war to win. We couldn¡¯t let Gideon¡¯s death be meaningless. He had died protecting his people, and we had no choice but to do the same Ignatius helped me up and I in turn lified Fae to her feet. With onest nce at the still b*dy of our dear friend, we followed the others through the trees towards the battle that raged beyond Dorothy I fought the urge to shrink away from the hulking figure as Johan stepped into the pale moonlight. I hadn¡¯tnd eyes on hum siner that right at the vi when he begged me to take him back 11:02 Fri, Jan 26 G 59% If it weren¡¯t for his presence in my head, both somewhat familiar and so very alien at the same time, I might not have even believed that it was the same man. His wolf was twice the size of any shifter I had ever seen. Even from a few steps away, he towered over me, a gargantuan form that reeked of death and decay. His fur was patchy in ces like his b*dy had grown too quickly for his hair to amodate and patches of raw skin were visille on his bulky shoulders. Through that bare skin, I was able to see dark veins pulsing. Something cker than blood ran through those veins. The same dark tendrils sn*ked around his neck, visible under the patchy fur. His eyes were a putrid yellow color and lus pupils were small like any light at all was too bright to hear, Johan¡¯s teeth were stained and jagged, protruding from under his lips in every direction. Rows and rows of needle-sharp teeth lined his jaw to the point where they snagged on the corners of his mouth. He was a heinous mutation, a deformed mass of muscle and ck magic When he was fully submerged in the glow of the full moon, Johan stood up on his hind legs. I could hear the snap and crunch of his joints as he shifted. His limbs stretched and contorted as he stood on two feet, pausing somewhere between man and wolf. He swapped paws for fingers bat his long ws curled cruelly where his fingernails would have been. Those ws alone could tear me to ribbons, reduce me to nothing but scraps of skin and chunks of flesh if I wasn¡¯t fast enough to avoid them. When he stood up I was able to see the remnant of w marks scraped into his furry chest, no doubt the work of Angie after she and Far had faced off against the beast back at the quarry. It was a terrifying thought, knowing that this creature had been watching me from afar, stalking thend that I called my home. This monster had entered my house, my sanctuary. He had tried to haunt me down once before and now I had offered myself up to him freely. Hisrge, malformed head almost brushed the taller branches of the trees behind his as he looked down at me. I felt minute inparison, as harmless as a flea against Johan¡¯s horrifying physique. Still, I held my ground. I felt the moon¡¯s energy coursing through my own b*dy. I may not have had Johan¡¯s strength or stature, but I would be able to heal myself repeatedly, no matter what he threw at me. If I could hold out for long enough, there was a slim chance of making it out alive. I braced myself for an attack, crouching low to the ground and growling as deeply as I could. This only seemed to amuse Johan and be narrowed his glowing eyes at me. His face twisted into some kind of terrible smirk, the corners of his mouth stretching too wide on his elongated nav ¡°You ran away from me when I was kind enough to pay a visit to your home.¡± He didn¡¯t speak the words out loud. But rather they crawled into my mind, skirted around the inside of my skull as if centipedes had somehow crept in through my ears. It made me shiver and shake my head to clear the uncase that he left behind. ¡°But now you hunt me down in the woods. It¡¯s been so long, don¡¯t you think? How the both of us have changed His voice took on a lilting air as he said that and I wondered just how far gone this de mented mutation of my former mate was. How separated from reality had Johan grown since I had seen him? He took on a condescending, chiding tone as he continued, ¡°But you can¡¯t just run away from me and then demand my attention. Make up your mind little one.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t call me that.¡± My voice was as cool as ice, stabbing into his skull and shutting him up. ¡°This is the end for you, Johan. I won¡¯t let you hurt anyone else? He kept up his heinous surering as he circled me slowly. I kept my eyes on him and his sharpened ws, turning with him as he stalked on the edge of the treeline. ¡°Is that so?¡± He was mocking me, trying to get into my head and make me doubt myself. ¡°I¡¯m not the reason for all of this bloodshed, my love. This is all on you.¡± HI 11:02 Fri, Jan 26 G. I wouldn¡¯t let him distract me. The moment I faltered would be the moment I died. ¡°I didn¡¯t cause this war. I didn¡¯t even cause all of the trouble in your life. You chose this path, Johan. You can¡¯t me everything on me.¡± My words seemed to genuinely irk him slightly. His sneer contorted into a ghastly grimace and he red at me, flexing his wed hands and twitching slightly. ¡°You took everything from me,¡± he spoke out loud this time, his spitting voice was venomous and bitter, spittle flew from his mouth, and foam flecked on his lips. ¡°You were my mate, Dorothy. You were my destiny. And you betrayed me.¡± I fought to keep my voice calm. Perhaps if I could distract him for long enough I would be able to call for help. Ignatius had to be close by. Although the thought of Ignatius facing up against this monster was not something I wanted to imagine. If Johan garnered this much hatred towards me there was no telling just how deep his resentment of Ignatius ran. No, this was a fight that I had to handle myself. I already wamed Johan, I would not let him hurt anyone else. ¡°I didn¡¯t betray you, I whispered as I took on my own semi-shifted form. It was a difficult form to hold, C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. but I needed the strength of my wolf as well as the freedom to use my arms. I needed to know that I could reach for the iron de when the time was right. I stood on shaky legs and forced my b*dy to be still. ¡°You rejected me. I was ready to love you ¨C I did love you. You are the one who ruined what we had. Not me.¡± No, n Johan seemed more agitated now, grappling with his inner wolf as he struggled to contain himself. I got the feeling he wasn¡¯t used to having his glorious vengeance being called into question. Nob*dy had bothered to tell him that he might just be wrong It seemed some part of him was aware of how ludicrous his ns were, but he hade too far to question his actions now. ¡°No, that¡¯s where you¡¯re wrong,¡± he hissed at me and came to a stop, leering over me. I held my ground and faced him head- on, fully prepared to fight him at a moment¡¯s notice. ¡°That¡¯s where you¡¯re wrong,¡± he continued, shaking his sha ggy head and knocking a fist against his sl anted temple. ¡°You chose him over me. You took my closest friend from me. You abandoned me when I needed you. You were supposed to be mine!¡± He was yelling now, a raging, hacking roar that pierced my eardrums and made me flinch. ¡°You were supposed to be my mate! You were supposed to wait for me. You were supposed to choose ine!¡± He mmed a wed fist into the tree behind him and it left a sizable dent in the damp bark. The tree shook and leaves. rained down over his head. He watched as they drified to the floor quietly, captivated, it seemed, by the stillness of it all. He turned to face me and I caught the smallest glimpse of the Johan that I used to know. Somewhere in those evil eyes, there was a young boy begging to be loved. It was only there for a moment though, and then it was gone again, reced by the same twisted sneer that made my stomach turn. I felt my children moving restlessly in my stomach. They could sense my fear and they felt it too. I put a hand to my stomach to ensure that they were still protected. Johan watched this motion, his eyes gliding over the round bulge of my belly. His state was unsettling and he watched me with his foaming maw hanging open slightly. A trickle of yellow spittle dripped from his bottom lip and plopped to the Lloor. ¡°And now you¡¯re carrying his children?¡± The quiet and collective tone in which he said it was even more unnerving than his yelling had been. It struck me then that Johan had not been aware of my pregnancy. How could he have been? Only then, when he paused long enough to properly take a look at me had he noticed the size of my stomach, the way I kept a protective hand over my belly at all times. He seemed taken aback at first, but his entire b*dy rxed as he looked me up and down. A cruel smile bent his lips and his voice was quiet and malicious when he spoke, ¡°A pregnant Luna lost in the forest without her mate.¡± He extended his ws and I took a small step back. ¡°You couldn¡¯t have made it any easier for me Dorothy 11:02 Fri, Jan 26 G ¡¤ My b*dy went cold as he began his slowly stalk towards me, flexing his knuckles and licking his mangled lips as he stared down at me with hungry, predatorial eyes. Just think of the look on Ignatius¡¯ face when he finds your b*dy strewn about the forest. When he finds his children ripped out of their mother before their time. Wouldn¡¯t that be perfect, Dorothy? You¡¯ve made things so much easier,¡± he chirped his words at me like he was trying to coax an injured bird closer. His tone was euphoric at the realization that he had just discovered a new and exciting way to torment Ignatius, his old friend ¡°Johan,¡± my voice stopped him in his tracks. It wasn¡¯t harsh or cold or angry. It was gentle. I addressed him as I had when we had first met when I was little more than a timid outsider and he was just a boy. ¡°Johan, I don¡¯t want to hurt you. I never meant to hurt you. And neither did Ignatius.¡± All the while I inched closer to him, reaching out to him with one hand. The other I reached down at my side, ever so slowly sping my fingers around the iron de in its leather sheath. Johan didn¡¯t seem to notice. He stared down at me with a look of pained confliction on his mutted face. I could sense his wolf raging against him, fighting the part of him that was desperate to just have me hack. Johan wanted to go back to the way things were, to before he had rejected me, before Ignatius had there was only the continuous, infinite ticking of the clock as more and more of our present became our past. I finally understood that ominous ticking that seemed to haunt Johan to that very moment. It was his true fear, the devastating reminder that there was no going back. There was no changing what was done, or what was done to you. Johan couldn¡¯t ept that. And so he had created his own monster in the form of time itself. I was inches away from him by then, the iron de firmly in my grip as I finally touched a gentle hand to his chest. 1 swallowed the bile that rose in my throat when my finger came to contact with his marred skin. He was hot to the touch. almost scalding and I bit my lip at the pain it caused me Johan gazed at me, his grotesque face softening slightly at my hesitant touch It was then that he noticed the knife in my hand. I watched his eyes slide to the side and widen at the sight of it gripped in my list. There was no time to hesitate. I lifted it to the air and brought the de down to be buried in his chest where his cold heart no longer beat. Johan was quicker than me though, much quicker. With one sweep of his wed hand, he knocked the knife from my gras It spun away into the trees as he roared in anger, the betrayal driving him to a sudden frenzy I looked up at him, just in time to see his heade down to meet mine, ramming into my forehead with such force that stars exploded across my vision, and the world swayed under my feet. Thest thing I saw before I hit the ground was Johan¡¯s wild yellow eyes and his sharpened ws aiming for my exposed stomach. SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 91 Chapter 91 -Ignatius- Something was very wrong. I felt it in the core of my being and I cried out at the sudden pain that stabbed through my heart. Angle rushed to my side and gripped my face between her hands as I struggled to think clearly through the ache. I had felt this ache before. It couldn¡¯t be, it had to be something else. I was babbling, speaking in tongues, and shaking my head as I tried to deny the inevitable. ¡°Ignatius, what is it?¡± Angie¡¯s voice was stricken as she clung to me and tried to pull me to my feet from where I had suddenly fallen to my knees. ¡°What happened?¡± ¡°Dorothy,¡± I gasped her name like it was the air that I needed to breathe. ¡°Something¡¯s happened to Dorothy¡± ¡°What? Where is she?!¡± Angie looked left and right amidst the surrounding chaos. to¡¯s backup was making light work of the remaining Tally soldiers and the odds had been significantly tipped in the Bielke¡¯s favor. However, Dorothy was nowhere To be seen. I had burst out of the forest with the rest of our newfound backup and immediately went on the hunt to find my mate. It was only after catching up with Angie to ask her to help that I became aware of the growing feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach. Tor was sensing something that I couldn¡¯t and it scared me to my core. 1 looked around frantically, but I knew she wasn¡¯t out there in the scramble of shifters. She was somewhere else. Her presence was deep within the woods, her energy radiated from the darkness of the trees, louder than and more powerful than I had ever felt it before. But it was dwindling fast. I felt my mate¡¯s life force flickering and fading with every second that passed Something was very very wrong. ¡°It¡¯s Johan,¡± I rasped, mbering to my feet and looking around me in an attempt to get my bearings. Johan is here. Dorothy is hurt. We need to find her,¡± I spoke in short bursts. It was all I could manage with the hump in my chest and the sickening knot in my stomach. Angie looked from me to the tangle of shifters colliding around us. Fae was among them, fighting tooth and nail to avenge the death of their friend. Angie looked torn, caught between her need to protect Dorothy and her urge to have Fae¡¯s back. It was a bond that I don¡¯t think even she was aware of at the time. I couldn¡¯t ask Angie to abandon her teammate. Not so soon after losing the other ¡°Go,¡± I said to lier, and Angie opened her mouth to protest. I cut her off and pulled her into a quick embrace. ¡°It¡¯s alright,¡± I said close to her ear. ¡°I¡¯ll be back soon. With Dorothy¡± I pulled away and Angie teared up, thanking me with her eyes. It seemned it was the thrill of battle that had finally awakened her to just how strong the depths of the rtionship between her and Fae really was. ¡°Go help her. I¡¯ll be back,¡± I said and then turned quickly, shifting to a half-wolf state and sprinting into the darkness of the forest beyond. I called out for Dorothy with my mind, searching for her amongst the chaos and noise that clouded my head. She had to be okay. I promised her I woulde back alive and I did. She had to hold up her end of the bargain. When I got no response to my desperate cries and Dorothy¡¯s mind stayed closed to my begging, I let out a loud howl that echoed through the trees and d amn near shook the tallest branches as I ran. I hoped with all of my heart that she was able to hear it. She had to know that I was on my way. That she wasn¡¯t alone. She just had to hold on a little bit longer. I felt my mate¡¯s energy waning as I followed her scent through the trees. Along with Dorothy¡¯s sweet summer scent, there was also the putrid odor that could only belong to Johan. The thought sickened me as I pressed on. Praying to the moon goddess, with every glimpse I could get of that shimmering or through the treetops, that my mate would be okay. ¡°Please,¡± I pleaded silently as the dappled moonlight waned with the thickening of the brush, leaving me to tread a dark 11:02 Fri, Jan 26 G. 59% world that those shimmering beams could not follow. ¡°Please. Protect my mate. Protect my children. I¡¯ve lost too much already.¡± -Dorothy- I let out a scream that burned my throat as Johan¡¯s ws shed across my stomach. My back hit the ground with a loud thud and the wind was knocked from my chest. My head spun and the world around me dipped and swayed like I was caught in a whirlpool that was threatening to pull me under. Pain exploded through my b*dy as sharp ws dug into my flesh I could only hope that the energy around my children. held fast and protected them from those ws that mowed into me. Blood poured from the sh in my stomach as I wailed like a banshee in the dark. Johan stood above me, victory contorting his features into a cruel look of pride. He raised his ws to strike again, ws that were tipped with red liquid. My blood dripped down his forearm and sprayed crimson droplets in the air as he swiped down at me again. I rolled away at thest second and scrambled away from him, attempting to get to my feel My efforts were futile, however, and I watched the soil turn red as blood poured from my new wound. Already, my b*dy was working to heal itself but the injury was a deep one and I was struggling to stay conscious. Johan¡¯s ws nced off the iron on my back and knocked me to the ground again. I tried again to stand up but Johan pulled at my back leg, sending my face into the dirt as I wailed and growled, turning to thrash at him with my own sharp ws. Without my de, there was no hope of taking him down All I could do was fight as best as I could to protect my stomach. Johan stepped back, toying with me when he realized that I was unable to get up. I curled up on my side as heughed maniacally, standing over me and casting a shadow that blocked out the moonlight. With myst remaining energy. I set my glowing palms to my stomach, healing the four w marks that had cut into my skin and feeling out desperately for any movement from my children. Belongs to N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Thankfully, I felt two strong kicks from under my skin and was relieved to find that the shield had worked its magic. They were alright, for now. But my situation was dire and help was nowhere to be seen. ¡°Did you really think you could fight me alone?¡± Johan¡¯s voice boomed as he stepped back, examining his cruel work. ¡°You¡¯re a fool. Dorothy. Or maybe you just have a death wish. Think of the life we could have had. ¡°You could have carried my children. We could have been a family. You¡¯ve brought ruin to these people with your selfish actions. You sealed your own fate the day you chose him over me I didn¡¯t respond. I wouldn¡¯t give him the gratification of sering me cry, hearing the shiver in my voice. I concentrated instead on locating exactly where the iron de had fallen when he knocked it out of my hand. If I could keep him gloating, 1 may be able to find it. I got to my knees and crawled in the direction where the knife had fallen. Johan wasn¡¯t having this though and he aimed at kick at my healing stomach 1 curled up again just in time and his kicknded on the iron guards on my forearms and knees and send me skidding backward into the dirt. Dust and dead leaves swirled around me as I struggled to think my way out of the situation. The iron gauntlets were still attached to my hands. Useless as they may be,pared to the beefy shifter, it was a weapon nheless and better than nothing. I waited as Johan circled me again, spewing insults and irritations. He sounded like he was trying to convince himself more than me, though. His speech be something of a sermon as he spouted lines about defying nature and putting an end to those that had wronged him. ¡°You were supposed to love me!¡± he shouted again and he leaned over to bring his ws down again. That was my moment to strike. I waited until the veryst second before his ws were upon me, spitting blood from my mouth and staring at him I summoned all the energy and power I could muster and brought my iron-d fist up like a jackhammer. It collides with ||| the bottom of his paw and supped his teeth shut swer his lolling tongue, snapping it clean off. Jehan bowlest in Tory as blond poured from his mouth and the vered tongue dropped onto myp followed by a waterfall of ck, zing blood. I wasted no time in pushing myself to my feet and taking off into the trees towards where the knifey hikden somewher Johan was distracted momentarily by his severed tongue and he inability to speak. His voice was garbled and choked when he hondled and his growls sounded gurgled as his throat was flooded with blood. I struggled to pick up the pace and darted through the forest, scanning the ground desperately for the tiny ironlade that matched the color of the d Finally, as Johan began to follow me, I saw a small glint of something refra ting the single beam of moonlight hidden among the leaves on the ground and love for the kite just as Johan rampaged towards me, battering down smaller trees and roaring in hury. I gripped the knife and attempted to chili to my feet only to be knocked to the side by Johan¡¯s lumbering b*dy. I hissed and saarled as he put a wed haml around my that, squeezing tightly and cutting off my oxygen. His yellow eyes were deranged and frenzied as he squeezed his hand tighter. Hifted the de and sliced at his forearm. meking the skin and deawing a line of dark blood across his flesh). Johan screamed as he pulled his hand away, gripping his forearm as the poison began to spread. I dropped to the floor, gasping and gagging as my bangs fought for air. I looked up just in time to see Johan¡¯s knee swinging towards my head. It nced against the side of my face and I was thrown backward against the bark of the thick tree that stood behind me. Johan lifted his ws to go for the killing blow, aiming straight for my heart like he intended to rip it out.. It was at that momen when our battle was interrupted by a furious bowl and arge gray wolftched angry fangs on Johan¡¯s shoulder. He was wrenched away from me, throw to the ground by Ignatius who stood over me like a guard angel, silhouetted in the silver moonlight. His eyes were wrathful as he took in my injuries and he turned to face Johan with a b*dy poised to strike. Johan his old friend immediately and his eyes widened. I noticed a sh of fear in his dark pupils before Johan¡¯s face co rage and he bowled a gargled warning at the gray woll Ignatius didn¡¯t even flinch and he attacked the shilier head-on,iting and tearing like a man gone mad, ovee wi at the inan who was attempting to take that which was most precious to him. I had seen Ignatius angry before but never to this extent. He was livid, powerful, his wolf lookedrger in size as if the powe of the Alpha was finallying into full effect. He tore at johan¡¯s b*dy. Johan in turn attempted to swipe and bite at the attacking wolf but he was beaten to the ground over and over again. Ignatiustched his teeth into Johan¡¯s arm and ripped with all of his might, tearing Jolian¡¯s hand clean from his b*dy. It fell away with a trail of bl oody tendrils and a spray of murky blood. Johan was weakening, the poison from the de taking effect and spreading through his veins as he continued to fight the vicious gray woll. I watched from the trees, willing my b*dy to heal and mustering all the strength I could find in an attempt to keep my children and myself alive. ¡°Please. I looked up at the silver moon that winked at me through the trees as the two shifters continued to revenge each other in a sh of teeth and nails. ¡°Take as many years off my life as necessary. Take it all if you have to. Please just keep them safe. I The glow in my belly was dulling as I quickly ran out of energy. had used everything up in my attempts to heal myself and the protectiveyer was faltering, exposing my children to the vicious wound that was still opened on my stomach. I could see no way out of the problem. By healing myself, I would drain myself of life and my children would die regardless. The energy would need toe from someone else. The only hope was to siphon the life of another person. The moon had given me everything she could but still, it was not enough to save DC HOW.. 59%% Whose life was I willing to risk for the sake of my children? Ignatius¡¯ howl of pain had me ncing back at the two fighting shifters. Johan had managed to deal a devastating injury to my mate. His vicious teeth had sunk into Ignatius¡¯ chest and Johan wrenched his head away, tearing arge chunk from the gray wolf¡¯s b*dy in the process. I screamed as I watched my mate fall to the floor and Johan descended upon him, ripping and tearing the already exposed chest of Ignatius. I had to do something. I had to act immediately. I looked down at the iron de in my hand and pulled myself to my feet, leaning against the tree for support. Johan was too distracted by the thrashing gray wolf to notice my approach. I st aggered towards them, my wounds streaming blood down my legs and my vision was clotted with ck spots as I fought to keep my eyes open, to keep myself from dropping to the floor next to my mate. I forced my legs to move faster, breaking out into a sprint and raising the knife in my right hand. It was only at the veryst second, when it was far toote, that Johan noticed my approach. With one final howl of defiance, I leaped at him, propelling myself into the air high enough to reach the empty cavern where his heart resided. Johan¡¯s jaws opened to meet me but that did not stop my attack. With a sickening thad and a final cry from the depths of my being, I plunged the de into Johan¡¯s undead heart. His teethtched onto the skin of my neck and bit down hard. He jerked his head to the side and sent me flying. I was thrown through the air and crumpled to the ground a few feet away, bleeding and barely conscious. But the de had found its mark and sat buried down to the hilt in Johan¡¯srge chest. He looked down at it for a moment in bewilderment as if he failed to understand what had just happened. He looked up at me and I stared back at him from where Iy on the stained soil. Then the iron spread through his b*dy, faster than fire and ten times hotter it burned Johan alive from the inside. He howled in agony as his b*dy revolted against him, thrashing and swiping at the air. He stumbled into trees and collided with the branches as he grew more and more disorientated. The pain in my own chest threatened to stop my heart. Despite the broken bond between us, Johan and I were still connected somehow and my wolf was in agony at the murder of my old true mate by my own hands. Eventually, Johan fell to his knees and then toppled over onto his back, clutching at the knife in his chest and wheezing in agony. I tried my best to crawl to my feet and Ignatius did the same, edging towards me across the dirt. We both resorted to our human forms as were reached for each other across the blood-soaked earth. His fingersced with mine and I stared into the piercing blue eyes of the man I thought I would never see again. His chest was ripped open and bleeding profusely. Anyone aside from the Alpha would be dead at an injury like that, Johan had torn a bl oody cavern into his chest, barely missing his still beating heart. I pulled myself towards Ignathus and he pulled me into his arms. We didn¡¯t speak a single word, everything we needed to say was said in that bloodied, n*ked embrace in the small moonlight clearing in the forest, We both looked down at Johan whoy twitching beside us. His b*dy had ckened and his eyes were wild and darting all over the ce as he entered his final moments. As I looked down at him, his eyes focused on me and I was once again able to glimpse the boy that I used to know. The gentle Beta who had once been my destined soul mate. Time had done a number on both of us and I was baffled at the way both of our short lives had unfolded Looking down at Johan, I felt the bittersweet twist of a knife in my own chest. We had managed to take down the monster that had threatened to tear us apart. But killing Jn was no victory. I watched as he fought to keep his eyes open, pain courting his features. His eyes revealed his fear of death. Of time itself Johan was dying for a final time and this time there would be noing bark. In a moment of mercy, Iy a hand on his check, looking down at him as his eyes focused on me and he struggled to speak with a missing tongue and a dying breath. 59% No words made it out of his mouth, although his lips moved with words I could not hear, Finally, Johan